Well Day 2 has gone by , i so far have not picked up that phone to call her i have not bothered to text her or anything.
I havnt even called my mother in law... which is hard enough because to lose your wife you want some sort of connection all though my well now ex told me to not call her mom, that doesnt come from her mom just from her.
We'll see i guess, i call home friday and i guess find out for myself if my mother in law still wants to talk to me or not, but i dont know yet, couple of days is probably for the best right now tho.
I had another dream last night, actually dreamed, and lately i have been paying attention to them because they've seemed to come true
Drempt it was middle of the summer life was finally good, i was with friends doin my thing and Sheenas mom called me, told me to call sheena. You know you always listen to your mom so i did.
First words outta her mouth was can we talk, i said i dont know depends, she went on tellin me that she was sorry that the loser she left me for used her. I told her well thats just too bad
whatever girl that was with me was like, thanks for fuckin up dumb slut. Who knows if it was really just a dream or if i was seein things to come, lately all i have dreamed in the last month has come true.
But then again maybe it was just that, a dream something i want to have subcontously and so i willed the dream to happen, I wish i knew but i really dont. I guess only time will tell
