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Never Been Kissed..
who would believe that at this age, i still haven't experienced being kissed? it's not that i don't have suitors. in fact, i do have a few.LOL :-D it's just that i don't feel like doing with them or kiss anybody just for the heck of it.. how can i really think about kissing when my mind is so focused on my studies, watching animes or cartoons, reading pocketbooks that i can hardly think of boys.. i am somehow a childish person..i still enjoy what most kids enjoy.. (like watching cartoons..) come to think of it, i'm like a ten year old child stuck in a twenty year old woman's body!! :-D do i long for a kiss? on the back of my mind, i surely do!!! i'm sure every girl who had never been kissed would say the same.. i want a kiss that would really take my breath away and i also mean literally!! LOL :-D a kiss that would make my knees go all weak and wobbly.. a passionate kiss with someone i really like and who likes me back.. i'm a hopeless romantic, a love junkie and simply a FOOL a

Pulling Out Carpet
well i finally did it! got rid of the nasty carpet that was here when we moved in. took me all day and i'm still removing the tack strips and staples from the wood floor. now to decide what design in tile i want to lay down. too bad the wood flooring beneath is badly damaged. ah well anything is better than that carpet. *shudder*

A Poem About Wolves
A few people on here know of my love for the wolf, so here's a little poem ..... Don't Kill The Wolf The low murmur of chants And the slow tempo of the drums, The Indian braves dance around the fire As the wolf spirit comes. The slight bellow of a howl Off in the distance you hear, The wolf and Indian are brothers To each, they show no fear. They respect one another Because they share the same land, The Indian learns from the wolf The lessons he keeps at hand. The wolf is strong and stealth In his characteristic ways, His howl lets you know It is the end of the day. The wolf was many As in the days of old, But now there are few That stand so bold. The white man shows fear So with fear, he kills, Thus, he builds up the land With all his skills. The white man doesn't understand Why the wolf kills, He too has to survive With his instincts and skills. The more man builds the land The more he takes away, The wolf has

No Feeling
i cant stand this any more all the pain i can nolonger feel i have no soul no heart she took it from me no i gave it to her i wanted her to have it i thought she would want it no all she did is steel it and leave me with scars i have nothing to make me happy nothing to help me get through this i

Tick Removal (please Read)
TICK REMOVAL Tic Removal (tis the season) Please forward to anyone with children, or hunters, everyone!! Thanks! A School Nurse has written the info below -- good enough to share -- And it really works!! I had a pediatrician tell me what she believes is the best way to remove a tick. This is great, because it works in those places where it's sometimes difficult to get to with tweezers: between toes, in the middle of a head full of dark hair, etc. Apply a glob of liquid soap to a cotton ball. Cover the tick with the soap-soaked cotton ball and let it stay on the repulsive insect for a few seconds (15-20), after which the tick will come out on it's own and be stuck to the cotton ball when you lift it away. This technique has worked every time I've used it (and that was frequently), and it's much less traumatic for the patient and easier for me. Unless someone is allergic to soap, I can't see that this would be damaging i

Paranoia (this'll Probably Get Me In To Trouble!!!)
I warn you in advance the following may alter your personal opinion of me and possbly infuriate you. I assure you that is not my intention and I remind you this is simply MY PERSONAL OPINION. Do not take it as fact and if you do not like it be civil. We can simply agree to disagree. If I am eventually proven wrong I will admit my worries were paranoia nothing more. I am only human, I have been wrong before I make mistakes and if I'm wrong so be it. As a parent I honestly feel a deep sense of sympathy for the parents of tragic little Madeleine McCann. I have a son of my own and he is my whole world. Yet life has repeatidly taught me to trust my instincts and be suspecious of others motivations. The parents make my skin crawl and I distrust them simple as that. I distrust their true motivations and find myself questioning how innocent they truly are. They seem so peaceful and unemotinal upon screen that it appears as though they are at ease with the situation not worried or scared in the

My Advice To You All
Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable then my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice....now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, nevermind, you won't understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded, but trust me in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future, or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind: the kind that blindsides you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing every day that scares you. Sing. Don't

Tat
Well I'm thinking on getting a new tat on my lower back, but I'm not sure what to get. Was thinking about designing one myself, so it would be an original. What do you all think I should get. Gimme your input please.

The Great Gathering
As night fell upon the moutains it was getting closer to the time of the show, as the band perpared for the show that night the girls could hearthe noise from the crowd outside the stage, as the curtian opened and the music began to play, the private boothes were full of the important ones as Storm began to sing, along with her band back ups for the group.....she scans the audience and the booths till her eyes fell upon one of the men sitting there by the name of Count DeAnglo, from Romania, and all his men but she only saw the count, as there eyes meet and locked through the one song......they performed for the rest of the night, after the show there was ones of the booths waiting in the back stage to meet theses girls....as soon as she touched his hand a strnge feeling came over her, as she looked deep within his eyes, it was Count DeAnglo of Romania, she smiled as they stood there not letting there hands fall from the shake as they spoke to each other talking of the good job they'd

Clan Lupin The Wolfen Watchdogs Of Lestat's Dark Covenant
Welcome to Clan Lupin this blog is dedicated to the Wolfen Watchdogs of Lestat's Dark Covenant. Now these are the rules: Rule 1: Wolfen's can not hold judgment over another member of the family unless directly ordered to do so by the founders or the creators. As a Watchdog we must hold ourselves distant when there is a crisis, we can not be ordered to attack or intervene on someone behalf unless it is a last resort and even then only the founders or creators can order us. Rule 2: Wolfen's are not above the Creators or the Founders, Wolfen are not all powerful and any Wolfen found Abusing power will be Judged by the Clan first then they shall be given to the Founders for family judgment. Rule 3: Wolfen's must bring any family problem or issue to the Founders, If one can not be found then either Elder WolfiePuP or Elder Bound Wolf must be contacted so that the problem/issue may be resolved. Rule 4: The Clan is Responsible for choosing new members and only Elder WolfiePuP &

Uss Enterprise (cvn-65)
This is my son's ship. The supercarrier, USS Enterprise (CVN-65), is the world's first nuclear-powered aircraft carrier and the eighth U.S. Naval vessel to bear the name. Like her predecessor of World War II fame, she is nicknamed the “Big E”. At 1,123 feet (342.3 m), she is the longest naval vessel in the world[1], though her 93,500 tons displacement places her as the second heaviest naval vessel, surpassed only by the Nimitz-class. She is also the only aircraft carrier to house more than two nuclear reactors. Enterprise’s eight-reactor propulsion design was rather conservative, with each A2W reactor taking the place of one boiler. Enterprise was intended to be the first of a class of six, but construction costs ballooned and the remaining vessels were never laid down resulting in her being the only ship of her class. USS America (CV-66) was ordered as a conventional Kitty Hawk-class. CVN-67, with a new reactor design, was reordered during construction as the conventionall

Nas In Concert
I won tickets today on partypeeps to see NAs in concert 3 june in groningen city in holland yeahhh soo coollll this is the second time around i won tickets before this i won tickets for ludacris sooo gonna check Nas out this sunday damnnn im lucky

A Real Man
1.) A real man doesn't kiss & tell. 2.) A real man notices your hair & nails. 3.) A real man calls you beautiful.. not hot, sexy, or fine as fuck. 4.) A real man calls you on a daily basis no matter how busy or tired he is. 5.) A real man looks past what he's heard about you or what his friends think of you. 6.) A real man wants to spend as much time as he can with you, & won't get sick of you. 7.) A real man doesn't care if you gave it up on the first, second, or third night. 8.) A real man comes over, just to watch a movie. 9.) A real man kisses you on the forehead just because. 10.) A real man doesn't tell you what he thinks you want to hear, he tells you what's real.

Prisoner Released.
As I pack my bag and make my preparations, I can't help but think to myself about the fact that this is my first real vacation in years. Every other trip I've taken has either just been a long weekend camping [usually with the kids and/or dog] or the trip has been taken for some other reason [such as the trip to NC when my father was dying]. When I was a kid, family vacations were always taken to visit my father's family in North Carolina, with a brief stopover in the Smokey Mountains. We never really went anywhere else. But now, I am. I'm getting on a plane all by myself and flying to someplace I've never been before. I'm taking that leap. I'm taking that chance. It makes me feel free. I feel like a prisoner, acclimated to life behind bars, suddenly released into a world full of choices. After all of this time, that's kind of a scary feeling. 2 days.

Todd Mcfarlane Kiss Figures
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I'm New Here
Hi Ya All! I'm new here and please bare with me cause where I live I can only get diel up and it takes 3 to 5 min for each page to open so it takes like a half an hour to just rate a page, fan and add as a freind.... If ya catch me on and would like to chat you can find me on yahoo at Honey2mi . Hope ya all are haveing a great time tonight and finish it Hot, Tired and sweaty!! Hugz!

Life's Ambitions
Well... As my GOOD friends now, I have been wanting to be a stripper or Playboy model (okay, any men's magazine would do...) since I was about 13. I know some people think that's a bit young, but they can stfu. Anyways... I am going to start trying to reach that goal!! I mean, it can't be THAT hard to be a stripper. Well, I know it is. I read Jenna Jameson's auto-biogrophy (you should, too.), and she explained what it intitles, but it's a challenge for me, and I want to do it!!! Fuck yes, I do. Anyways, my goal is to make it to a strip joint by age 20. That gives me 1 year, 5 months, and 2 weeks to get my ass into perfect shape. I plan to get a gym member ship, save up, and get a few procedures done. Alright? So, I need you guy's help! You need to keep on my ass! Ask me about how I am doing on this. You better do it, for me. Love you guys. Oh, and who ever helps me, I will totally remember you when I am a rich and famous porn star. Charee

Wedding Song
WEDDING SONG © lyrics Lady Bridget and Sarah Hanson, Sept 9, 1997 sung to the tune of "There Is Love" We are gathered in this sacred space of tenderness and care To witness this most blessed rite, your happiness we share. The union of your spirits here is wondrous to behold This is the greatest magic that the Universe does hold. It is love, it is love. Well a man shall leave his mother and a woman leave her home They shall travel on to where the two shall be as one As it was in the beginning, is now until the end Woman is the chalice, and the athame the man. And there's love, there is love. Well is there a better reason for becoming man and wife? It is love that brings you here, and it's love that brings you life. For as constant and as steady as the stars that shine above And as solid a foundation as the stones shall be your love. There is love, there is love.

The Toxic Avenger
is probably the greatest movie to watch at work. It causes the vocal client to go to his room because the gore scares him. It causes one client to giggle. It is somewhat ignored by another, and the third makes his "happy noise" whenever someone dies. Work, sometimes, is fun.

40 Year B-day
Hay guys and gals I need ur all help in some thing. U see I will be turning the BIG 40 thios year on November 3. And I would like suggestions on what to do that is not too expencive but I will still have fun doing it. Please let me know what u all think by answering this blog or just send me a e-mail at charlesppenn@yahoo.com. Thanks, Patrick Penn

Guaranteed Weight Loss
An overweight guy was reading the paper one day lamenting the fact that his doctor has ordered him to lose 75 pounds. Next thing he sees is an advertisement for a "guaranteed" weight loss program. "yeah right", he thinks to himself. "But let's see what they can do." He calls them on the phone and subscribes to the 3-day, 10 lbs. weight loss program. The next day there comes a knock at his door, and when he answers, there stands before him a voluptuous, athletic 19 year old babe dressed in nothing but a pair of Nike's and a sign hanging around her neck. She introduces herself as a representative of the weight loss company. The sign reads, "If you can catch me, you can have me." Well, without a second thought he takes off after her. A few miles later, huffing and puffing, he finally catches her and has his way with her. After they are through he kisses the girl one last time and thinks to himself with a nod, "I like the way this company does business." For the next two days, the

I'm Getting Old!!!!
I am feeling old today. My children do this to me. Especially on their birthdays... and today being my youngest girls birthday... i am feeling it again. She is 2 today. I know some of you are thinking, thats not that old.... but when you consider that i also have a 7yr old daughter... when the youngest has a birthday.... doesnt matter how old they are... you are going to feel old. She is just growing up too quick. I just want them to stay those cute little babies who eat and then sleep and then eat and then sleep... all day. They were easier to manage. They didnt talk back to you. They couldnt. You didnt have to chase them anywhere... they couldnt run or walk. But they have to grow up... its all what life is about. They grow into toddlers. They start talking... and you start understanding them. They run everywhere... i suppose at least im starting to get into shape from chasing her around everywhere. They get into all the things that arent allowed to... and are really sneaky about it..

My Love Is A Flower
Bad poetry by Becca! ************ My Love is a Flower My love is a flower with a delicate petal You make me crazy, like bad heavy metal. I yearn for you tragically, it said in the book But your Mom hates me, she says I can’t cook. I look at you and think you are a cutie All you say is that I have a big bootie. When you are away, I remember you by wearing your shirt You just yell at me to stay out of the dirt. My love is a flower, a rose with no thorn You like to push on my boobies like they were a horn. I giggle at your humor, I laugh at your jokes My uncle put all of your baseball cards right into the spokes. I call you up and wish you were here On your way home, you say, after just one more beer. Driving to me, you get a DUI from Officer Harris You did it on purpose so you could spend the night with Paris. My love is a flower with a scent like nectar You are secretly in love with a fellow named Hector You confess this to me, it comes as a shock Whe

Magical Powers
One of the great things about dreams, especially lucid dreams where you are aware of dreaming and can practically control the outcome, is that you can acquire unusual powers. These may include almost any conceivable ability needed to solve the problem at hand. The problem is that you may lose them without explanation at a critical moment. The acquisition of magical powers may come from a number of sources. You may simply conjure them from within yourself. You may be given an article of clothing that contains special powers, or you may find a rock or other object that projects power into you. The implication is that you can solve problems with available resources. However, this may simply be a wish-fulfillment dream to dispose of problems without working through them. The loss of powers is often a reality-check dream. While you may think you have power in your dream to do great and glorious things, the truth in waking is that problems do not always solve themselves. There may be a l

Shibari And Stuff
I am more than a fan of shibari. I am an expert on that art, and I have been working on being a master of it for over 15 years. No, I do not feel I treat women as sex objects, but many would disagree. In fact I have been working on the art, and The models are really the knots. So, I guess I treat women as an object.. just like any other photographer would.. guilty as charged hehe. For most of you I will explain. Shibari- Shibari (‚µ‚Î‚è, Shibari?) is a Japanese verb that literally means "to tie" or "to bind" . It has become common usage to describe what is really..Kinbaku which is bondage. Shibari uses positions to heighten the psychological impact of bondage. It is derived from ancient torture. Each master mixes different techniques, creating his own style. It uses very few knots, which is the hard part. As I do this part time, and have met friends in the industry, who allow me to practice my art in exchange for work, or consultation. I have had to learn various asp

Track 7 - Turn Me On
I can't wait to get you Down on the dirty floor I know it ain't a place But come on and close the door I'm coming down for pleasure For bradgames all night long Yes, indeed, I wanna have it now All what you've gotta give I'm coming to the point - where I can't hold myself You shouldn't hold it back - it has to be done Please, turn me on, turn me on, I can't hold it Please, turn me on, turn me on, I explode Can't hold it back It would be good to do in the nice way But sorry, I ain't got no time I know you would like some light But sorry, here is no lamp So, please don't stop the feeling Please, come close to me I've gotta feel your hand To bring it to an and I'm coming to the point - where I can't hold myself You shouldn't hold it back - it has to be done Please, turn me on, turn me on, I can't hold it Please, turn me on, turn me on, I explode Can't hold it back Baby, that was a hot lick But someone's banging the door Believe me, I'm sorry to stop you But I'

Hmmmm
I am still trying to figure things out on this site. It may take me a while. I am so used to the snail paced Demon of Myspace.... I need to get used to the fast times, and high life of Cherry Tap. It seems cool though. People are good for the most part. I'm having fun learning. Anyone want to teach me anything?? LOL.

I Belive We All Have Days Like This...i Know I Do!!!
EVER HAVE A DAY LIKE THIS? I decide to water my garden. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. I take my check book off the table, and see that there is only 1 check left. My extra checks are in my desk in the study, so I go inside the house to my desk where I find the can of Coke that I had been drinking. I'm going to look for my checks, but first I need to push the Coke aside so that I don't accidentally knock it over. I

Journey No One Can Touch Em !!!!!!11
Loving, Touching, Squeezin' Journey You make me weep and wanna die Just when you said we'd try Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other When I'm alone, all by myself You're out with someone else Lovin', touchin', squeezin' each other You're tearing me apart, every every day You're tearing me apart Oh what can I say You're tearing me apart It won't be long yet, till your alone When your lover, oh he hasn't come home Cuz he's lovin', ooh he's touchin', he's squeezin' another He's tearin' you apart Oh every every day He's tearin' you apart Oh girl what can you say? Cus he's lovin', touchin' another Now it's your turn, girl, to cry Na na na na na na

Stalker Central
I've had 5 friends ditch their CT accounts in the last 7 days. I'm getting the impression that this is stalker central. I would think that there would be other ways of combating bored horny males than leaving, but I'm not in their shoes so maybe it is the best way. The sad part is that its not only the guys that can't talk to a girl any other way than with a keyboard, its family and bf/gf and exes. To the stalkers: Get a life, move on, cuz me and ya girl still got yahoo.

Trapped
Inprisoned in the depths of my own mind. Stuck here, no escape. I work, come home, sleep. I havent even been playin guitar hero, which i was addicted to. I rarely go out now, but how else can i save money if i keep going out.. pretty soon, my bestfriend will be leaving. she got a new job opportunity in hawaii and who wouldnt jump for that? She asked me to go with, but, i'm not ready to leave home. I have my 5 parakeets, which r like my children. I have my mom, who worries so much, i wouldnt want to leave just 2 keep her from getting sick. There are plans to remodel my house, which i've been excited about for the past 2 years or more.. I also have my highschool best friend who lives in the neighboring city.. she's the sister i never had.. adopted family.. she is only an hour drive away.. Then there's my ex-boyfriend who visits my mom often. i feel bad, cuz he wants to get back together.. on his last visit.. he hugged me so much.. he wouldnt let go before he left... he kissed me.. i feel

Hypothetically Speaking - The Lipstick List
HYPOTHETICALLY SPEAKING - THE LIPSTICK LIST OK so I need 2 explain what a lipstick list is before I get into this. A lipstick list is the list on the wall that u wrote with lipstick cuz ur ass is Schizophrenic. U know like the 1 in Billy Madison when Billy calls everyone from school that he picked on & apologizes. The sniper guy crosses Billy off the list he has on the wall and puts on his lipstick afterward. Crazzzzyyy. Well anyway, hypothetically speaking, if I had a lipstick list these r some things or some people that would be on it!! Just 4 future reference. Then u know not 2 be or do any of these things to me!! They make me a little anal! 1-McDonald's cashier: U know that biatch that gives u ur $30 worth of food with no napkins, no straws 4 ur 4 drinks, no ketchup & 1 barbecue sauce for 4 orders of nuggets. Then u say "can I borrow ur pants real quick so I can wipe my hands on them since that's what you must do since u think I do!" Come on I can let the ketchup slide & the

I Got Rated A 5
So wow....a newbie on CT rated me a 5!!! I feel sooo damn special. Guess he's not familiar with CT ettiquette. Feel free to welcome him to CT!! He's a really special guy! i even asked him why such a low rating...no answer of course.....here's his link if you're at all bored... http://cherrytap.com/user/935787

Life
i dont know if im crazy or if im just a dumbass but it seems like people in this site judge you as much if not more than real life...and and after a little bit of seeing it it kinda messes with a person.......... i got that shit my hole life and i thought that here people would not do shit like that but i was very wrong! now i know im not the smartest person in the world or the best looking... but what the fuck people!!! it was to my understanding that if you rated someone that they would have the common courtesy to do the same.. instead most people will just look at a page and leave....grrrrrrr it pisses me off when they do that shit! and it makes someone feel like less of a person.... who ever reads this please tell me if im crazy or just losing it because i dont really know any more! THANK YOU!

Just A Holla!
Hey peeps what's up? Nothing much here just working my tail off as usual. The weather has been great and just down right beautiful! I went up to the mountains over the weekend and did some sight seeing, it was magnificent! I really enjoyed my time! I'm getting ready for our upcoming Indian Day festivities and I'm totally anxious since it will be a time to make new friends and see old ones too! Who knows maybe that Mr. Right will find me - LOL J/K! There is no Mr. Right - right? Anyway I hope everyone is happy! Stay cool, peace!

Any Photobucket Nerds Out There ??
A couple of questions...I have a photobucket account..which I use specifically for my stash pictures...it is now full...and wont let me transfer pics directly to CT..if I delete photos..will I lose the photos in my stash ? I would like to keep them all together..is there another way of doing this..or should I just open a new account..new password etc.. Any Ideas ?

Hmmmm...
To live this life Running from feelings That was before This is now I regret running And not showing Complete emotions I was embarassed to Have emotion for anyhting Cause of constant torment If i knew then What i know now I just might be happy Or just satisfied for The life i lived And dieing today just might Are the regret and anger Deep...deep inside of me

Mental Detritus
Spring CleaningWhat Things would you like to sweep away? As you might have guessed based on what happened to my sister-in-law I'd like to sweep away RACISM, Bigotry, and cowardice! Other things on my list would include: "Son" being used every 3 words by so many people. Any day I expect to see 2 87 year woman calling each other "Son." "Too many reality TV shows" "Artists" too lazy to use "original" samples, but recycling samples from songs that were hits just a few years ago. Pants worn around the knees, nothing is cute about that! The current administration!!!!!! People being traeted as less that human because of who they love. Women being treated like they are "dirty" or "slutty" because they are in command of their sexuality!!!! What do you want to see swept away? What would you like to Sweep Away? G.W Bush? Racism? Sexism? Bigotry based on gender/sexuality roles? Simon Cowell?

I Need Help
Ok, I've been working my ass off promoting my buddy D2K and his profile for Family Values Tour 2007!! Please help me out, and if you have a myspace profile, please add him!! find him at, www.myspace.com/fvt07presale and also, if your into korn, please check out my new profile, myspace.com/kornoholics Thank you to every who reads this.. and to everyone who clicks the banner, and adds my buddy D2K!! Please click this, theres nothing you need to do after, just click it and I'll get a point towards the contest!! Please help me out!!! and I'll love you forever!!!! use this link to get presale tickets for Family Values 2007!!!

Softest Place On Earth
Its a glowing little feeling, Like a summer sun that slowly rises, On a new horizon of love. Like a waterfall to the sea, So tell me baby... Do you wanna fly, I can take you high, Come ride on these midnight skies. If youre looking for heavens only door, Youve got the key baby open me. Baby wont you come inside, Ill take you on a fantasy ride. Take a journey through my universe, My loves the softest place on earth. You dont have to pull the blinds, Let the neighbours lose their minds. Baby you can be the first, Inside the softest place on earth. Overflowing with emotion, I can will you feel so sensual, When I touch you, you will lose all control. Come on baby, kiss me all over, From my mountains to my valley low, Theres an ocean of love just for you, Just for you. So no more dreaming, Your bodys steaming, You want it baby, this is your night. I keep arising, Im fantasising, I want it so bad Ill do what you like. We can do it in the movies, So

Inaugural Update? Wtf?
Damn, I really haven't been on CherryTAP for a while, so I guess I need to bring those that actually give a shit up to speed. First, Evelbound is currently on indefinite hold, as I am short on funds and need to get RMXP before I can do anything meaningful with it. Second, I am going absolutely fucking nuts because I'm so busy with so many things that I can't play Achaea anymore. AAAAAAAARGH! TEH WITDRAWL!!!!! Last, but definitely not least, my stress is being alleviated by being in the first meaningful relationship I have had in years. Sorry to you ladies who have a greaseball-burger fetish, but I'm spoken for, and loving every second of it. ;) And that wraps up my first CherryTAP blog post. Until next time, don't masturbate with a cheese grater, because you don't know where the cheese grater's been!

Broken Heart
Breeze flows by Whispering words into my ear Numbness grips my soul and the Scarry heart skips a beat The Sun setting down the prairies Signals the end When will you come back to me I am shattered and broken The Flowers have died my tears have dried These wounds will never heal unless you touch me Even in a stone Lies a heart Soft enough to pardon Believe me my love, I am shattered and Broken

1 Month Vic
I'm entered in a contest for a 1 month VIC, problem i hit my limit for the day due to my level (grrrr) I need all the help i can get now, plz help me out i'd do the same for u if asked! just copy and paste the link into your browser for the page needed, once u get there comment bomb me as much as possible don't forget to rate the pic as well, thank you all so much! The Beebs http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=315524&albumid=398487&i=4158960321

Sneek Peek!
There I was lying in a bathtub full of blood my blood my mind was coming in and out and when it was in. thats when i heard them their voices sounding a lot more worried then angry like they shouldve been. i couldnt hear the words they were saying but i know my name came up now and then and dannys name. oh how i miss that boy soon i will be with him wherever he is i will soon find out. then i heard my moms voice on the other side of the door asking if everything was alright and right then is when everything went black and i couldnt hear or see anything anymore.

Lookin For Some Fun In Fayetteville
any ladies in the fayetteville area wanna meet up and have a little fun, maybe let me give you a sensual foot massage and maybe let me lick your kitty, serious ladies only, no bs, send me a msg if your interested...

Goat Cheese Croutons:
GOAT CHEESE CROUTONS: 1 pound medium-soft goat cheese logs 3 sheets frozen phyllo dough, thawed 2 to 3 tablespoons olive oil Cut the goat cheese into eight 1/2-inch slices. (Tip: Use dental floss to slice the cheese logs cleanly.) Cut the thawed phyllo into long, thin strips (chiffonade). NOTE: A pasta machine cutter works well and makes uniform sizes. Wrap each goat cheese round in a nest of phyllo strips (they should look a lot like shredded wheat). Place them on lightly oiled baking sheet; set aside. (NOTE: the croutons may be refrigerated, covered, at this point for 1 hour). When ready to use, preheat broiler. Brush the phyllo/goat cheese rounds with olive oil. Place under broiler in oven until lightly browned; turn them over and brown the other side. Remove from oven and transfer to the individual salads with a spatula.

Erotica La This Weekend!
Hey Guys, Erotica LA is just 3 days away! I'll be attending on Sat. June 23th just for fun, and to hobb-nob with my co-workers and pose for photos with fans and friends. I won't be at any particular booth so if you see me walking around at the show, don't be shy, come and say hi! For general and ticket info. See my official website blog at: http://caralottsjournal.blogspot.com/ (don't worry it's not a paysite). Don't miss out on LA's largest sexpo of it's kind. See you all there! Love and Licks, Cara Lott

What Is Your Sexual Style?
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Life
Crossroads A crossroad in life, A time for change; Of mind, body, and emotions. Change for you, change for me, Change for all the things I will be. At one corner, there stands a child; This child, nurtured from the world, finds that there was always something holding it back; A barrier to life, a barrier to truth, a barrier to overcome. As an eagle struggling to break it's bonds, the child breaks free and runs, never to return. He runs from you - runs to me, Runs to all the things he wants to be. To the West, there stands a teen; A teen, who finds the world distorted, an altered imaged from what it was taught to believe in. Is stranded; Lost in the twisted morals of the world. "Everything is different", "This isn't what they said it was", "Everything they taught me was wrong! " The teen longs for acceptance, for a place of refuge, for people who'll understand him. The teen is changing; Changing from "you", Changing into "Me", Changing into a

I'm Going To The Top!!!
Hey All!!! I want to update you on what my goals are. I will be starting tomorrow at a new fitness center and plan on trying to get into Playboy or Penthouse in 6 months. I will not be here during the day at all but will be here sometime between 7-7:30pm. The trainers at this fitness center are Body Builders & they enter themselves into competion all the time. No, I'm not going that direction but I am going to tone my body up well so I can even be hotter then what I am now. I think I look good for my age but I want to look even greater. Please support me and any motivation comments on my profile would be great!!! My 2nd goal is to give up my smoking!!! I'm tired of not being able to breathe and having low energy. It's time for Self Improvement & when I make my mind up I succeed at it!!! Just think, when I make it to Playboy, you can all say I've met her online and chatted with her!!! You won't have that opportunity once I get into Playboy!!!! LMAO!!!! Xoxoxoxox ~Prtyeyes~

Am I Pretty Enough Now?
Am I pretty enough now? She stands in front of a mirror, And sweeps her hair to the side A tear starts to fall She knows he lied Am I pretty enough now? It started one night When she was out Not giving a sh!t Who was out and about She saw her boyfriend He casually walked up to this girl Told her they just couldn't be This boy was her world She stood silently Then asked him why "Sorry your just too ugly" A tear fell from her eye Am I pretty enough now? She fell to her knees And was so confused He got what he wanted from her She felt gutted and used She walked into a room Everyone was staring No one said a thing Over the music which was blearing They just stared at her She turned to leave They all cracked up laughing It's something she could never believe Am I pretty enough now? She started walking away Slammed the door Asked herself "am I ugly" She didn't know anymore She walked all the way home Tears in her eyes "God you're

Why The Desire For Death?
A clean paper or a pure white wall. One false line, a scratch, a mistake. Unerasable. So obscure by adding million other tracings, blend it, cover over But the original scratch remains, written in gold blood, shining. Desire for a Perfect Life

I Love Dolphins
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Laughter And Smiles Part 4
Nothing shows a man’s character more than what he laughs at. ~Johann Wolfgang von Goethe A laugh, to be joyous, must flow from a joyous heart, for without kindness, there can be no true joy. ~Thomas Carlyle That is the best-to laugh with someone because you both think the same things are funny. ~Gloria Vanderbilt Of all the things you wear, your expression is the most important. ~Janet Lane Laughter is the language of the soul. ~Pablo Neruda Laughter is the closest distance between two people. ~Victor Borge Peace begins with a smile. ~Mother Teresa The best things in life are silly. ~Scott Adams She knew what all smart women knew: Laughter made you live better and longer. ~Gail Parent

What's Your Symbol?
You scored as Ankh, The Ankh is a representation of life. You are inspired by life, and all its splendor, and you feel you are empowered by your symbol.Ankh100% Cross88% Biohazard75% Swastika56% Skull50% What's your symbol?created with QuizFarm.com

Failure
Failure doesn't mean you are a failure, it does mean you haven't succeeded yet. Failure doesn't mean you have accomplished nothing, it does mean you have learned something. Failure doesn't mean you have been a fool, it does mean you had a lot of faith. Failure doesn't mean you have been disgraced, it does mean you were willing to try. Failure doesn't mean you don't have it, it does mean you have to do something in a different way. Failure doesn't mean you are inferior, it does mean you are not perfect. Failure doesn't mean you've wasted your life, it does mean you've a reason to start afresh. Failure doesn't mean you should give up, it does mean you should try harder. Failure doesn't mean you'll never make it, it does mean it will take a little longer. Failure doesn't mean God has abandoned you, it does mean God has a better idea! -Robert Schuller- *~*~*~*~*~*

An American Womans Thoughts...bang On This Is
ONE HELL OF A LETTER! > > Here's one woman who is telling it like it is... in her own words and > her own opinion! > > Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one > angry lady! > > "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not > started by Islamic people, who brought it to our shores on September 11, > > 2001? > > Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally > murdered that day...in downtown Manhattan, across the Potomac from our > nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? > > Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, > burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? > > And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when > an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet? Well, I don't! > > I don't care at all!!! I'll start caring when Osama Bin Laden turns > himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent pe

I Know Whats Wrong. You're An Asshole.
Ah, christ. This is not a popular subject. People still think my hobby is puerile. I play video games a lot. I read a lot yes, but I also play video games. Anyway, my topic is that of Manhunt 2's being shit canned for the time being by the lords of game publishing Sony and Nintendo. Now, a rating system is in place for games, the ESRB. That stands for something. I know bad joke. Haha self effacement is funny when immediately followed up by pointing out thats what your doing. Or not. So, while I'm not sleeping tonight I'd like to get to my point. Manhunt 2 received an AO rating. That stands for Adult Only. I do know a few acronyms. Nintendo being the main system this game got the ban for has stated that it will not carry a title on its system given an AO rating. That I find to be slightly insulting to me the consumer. I thought that, and forgive me for my ignorance, that they were a company out to make money on selling games to people of all ages. I'm an adult. I want

Alitas Del Diablo (dry Rubbed Chicken Wings)
Ingredients: 40 chicken wings 1 cup seasoning salt 1/4 cup paprika 2/3 cup chili powder 1 tsp. ground ginger 1 tsp. ground nutmeg 2 tsp. ground dry mustard 1 tsp. ground cloves 1 tsp. dry mesquite-flavored seasoning mix 2 tbsp. garlic salt 1 tbsp. black pepper 1 cup brown sugar Preparation: To prepare dry rub, in large bowl mix all spices. You may substitute any spice according to taste. Coat each wing thoroughly with dry mixture on all sides at least 2 hours before cooking. Grill until golden brown. Makes 8 servings.

Deepness Divine
deepness divine entire heart body soul and mind love in unison together pleasure ultimate deep forever we love you and me close together as two souls can ever unite looking into each other's eyes silent love to forever be unspoken love we feel in our bodies deep volumes of love words can never describe the intense pleasure of love inside and outside feeling every move every breath we ever take the love the beauty of love you and me create we make love usch swet divinity your body and my body total unity One Soul we ar wrapped in love for all of eternity nothing left untouched we love each other thorughly the depth of love so fathomless deep I give you my love and you give your love to me harmony balance deep aligned on a spiritual plane uneding love always feeling the same deepness divine expressing love so naturally time does not exist at all to you and me wanting needing alway forever true only me and only you unconditional love oru bodies to never to ever d

Wife Has The Last Say...
A husband and his wife who have been married 20 years were doing some yard work. The man was working hard cleaning the BBQ grill while his wife was bending over, weeding flowers from the flower bed. So the man says to his wife "Your rear end is almost as wide as this grill" She ignores the remark. A little later, the husband takes his measuring tape and measures the grill, then he goes over to his wife while she is bending over, measures her rear end and gasps, "Geez, it really IS as wide as the grill!" She ignores this remark as well. Later that night while in bed, her husband starts to feel frisky. The wife calmly responds, "If you think I'm gonna fire up the grill for one little wiener, you are sadly mistaken."

We Once Were One
WE ONCE WERE ONE © Manda The day that we first met, in my mind I still see, you sitting in the lunch room, looking for some company. I alone myself, sat down with you that day, neither of us knowing what the hell to say. But we got through the awkward times, and quickly came to be, the best of friends to eachother, we could ever be. The closer we grew, the more we left, the other world behind, just me and you we jumped into a new place totally blind. We prayed together our friendship forever, and always would stay the same, but time has passed, only memories last, and little friendship remains. WE ONCE WERE ONE! I screamed at you, I want my best friend back! But we both realized at once it was that bond we lacked. You think it doesn't hurt me, to see us back to two, looking to my left and right to see there is no you. But we both are moving on now, lets do it gracefully, I hope our friendship still lives on in you memory.

When You Are Old
When you are old and grey and full of sleep, And nodding by the fire,take down this book, And slowly read and dream of the soft look, Your eyes had once and of their shadows deep. How many loved your moments of glad grace, And Love your beauty with false or true, But one woman loved the pilgrim soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your changing face, Bending down besides the glowing bars, Murmur,a litle sadly how love fled, And paced upon the mountains overhead, And hid his face amid a crowd of stars...

My Point Of View On The Media
DO ME A FAVOR GET YOUR FACE OFF THE FUCKING TV QUIT BELIEVING EVERYTHING YOU HEAR.. IF YOU GOTTA PROBLEM WITH ME BECAUSE I SAW GREATNESS IN A MURDER GOOD IM GLAD BUT MY OPINION WONT CHANGE BECAUSE SOMETHING THEY SAY ON TV

Can Someone Help Me????
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Porno - Irvine Welsh- Ch11- Ugly
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Dante On Vacation!!!
Since I'm being forced to take vacation next week (can't get the money for and if I don't, I burn it) I'm going to really key down. I've closed up my storefronts until September and finished off my longterm projects yesterday. I have postponed any consultations after July 10th and I'm not doing anything south of the border for the foreseeable future, which will be the first time in *years* that I might actually be able to be *normal*. For one day at least. Maybe two. After that, I might go stir fucking crazy. I'll probably finish my reading and just take things slow for a little while. At the very least, I won't do any project work until after the Fourth of July. But I haven't done a vacation in years that wasn't a busman's holiday or more stress than me just working full tilt. Heck, I might actually take up some open invitations to visit people or do High Coffee (since I don't drink tea that often) rituals.

Tenderheart Bear!
table width="350" border="0" bgcolor="#FF7030">Tenderheart BearYou are thinker, organizer, peacekeeper, and leader all in one. You have a power to command attention and people listen to you. However, you are often so concerned about not hurting others' feelings that you don't tell them what they need to hear and this gets you both into trouble. But you always have loyal friends to help you out.Take the Which Care Bear Are You? Quiz!

Gothic's_ Haven
Darkness smooth's my soul, haunted by my dream's, the cage I once was in, destroyed with the rage with in, From the shadow's in the distance, To the think gloomy sky's, Forms appear, Right before you're eye's, Minds filled with blood, & flesh, From another the star's are sibling's, & the moon they call mother, The Gothic's_ Haven, Were power is hell, Not craven! Heart's bound by chain's, Take power from the slain, Taken all the voice's of knowledge, Call's you but reason's hold you back, That's the others lack! As the morning dew sweats, So does a vampire's victim with regret! Weak complication's in their breathing, & we step on their neck while they weezing Coming from the under land, Please understand we are uninitiated, First of our kind, Pull you in the dark, Before you step into the light!! BY Nocturnal_Goth I wrote this for a group I had created in msn now I have 6 rooms with the same tile.

Boobie Vision!
Hiya Everyone! When I cuddle with a bosomy woman, I'm so relaxed and excited at the same time that a superpower is awakened in me! I have her cradled in my arms in front of me, her back to my chest. The lights are out, except for an array of candles throughout the room. As I look over her shoulder and down at her cleavage, this is what I see. So, turn down your lights, bring out the candles, drink some wine, eat some cheese, and watch Boobie Vision! with me! LOL Lots of hugs and kisses! Nicholas

Egyptian Birth Signs: The Secrets Of Ancient Egyptian Horoscope (by Storm Constantine)
Just thought this might be of interest. To find out more, you might want to buy the book. ================================= THE SPHINX DECEMBER 27 - JANUARY 25 CORRESPONDENCES: Stone: Quartz Flower: Lily Tree: Almond Colour: White Food: White Grapes Lucky Number: 1 Herb: Corriander Incense: Eucalyptus Animal: Lion POSITIVE CHARACTERISTICS: Outwardly humorous. Witty and fun-loving. Inwardly serious, sharp attitude to life. Ambitious with capacity to exercise authority. Strong will. Optimistic. Strong sense of intuition. Self-disciplined. Technical and artistic skills. NEGATIVE CHARACTERISTICS: Errors of judgement based on strongly held opinions. May be considered arrogant or vain by others. Too inquisitive. Places blame on others for problems of own making. AFFINITIVE SIGNS: Amun, Wadjet, Sekhmet, Horus PROBLEM SIGNS: Thoth, Anubis, Osiris, Isis FAMOUS SPHINXES: Kirstie Alley, Nicholas Cage, Jude Law, David Lynch, Marilyn Manson, Kate

A Crappy Day..
Well it hasn't been the best of days to say the least. Not going to go in detail about certain things with this place but anyway had a voicemail from my wife this morning when I got up, letting me know her grandmother (who practically raised her) had passed away last night. Fortunately they were all able to see her beforehand. She was one of my biggest critics but had been ill for some time now. Megan was expecting it but my heart still goes out to her and the kids. It was especially hard to talk to my daughter this morning as at age 7, she knows what is going on and this was the first person to pass away that she was close to. She commented that Grandma was in a lot of pain and so they removed the tubes and she died shortly thereafter. I think that is the hardest thing to think about.. Then when I went to leave for work, unbeknownst to me, there was like an anti-theft mechanism that the manual didn't cover and I was unable to get the truck started. Finally I called assistance

Are You Sure This Is July?
I know what they always say about the British weather: it rains 13 months of the year. I've never understood that myself, because although it's never Caribbean weather in the summer, it's usually not too bad. Until now, that is... It's about 8pm on 2nd July, and it looks like it could be midnight. There are big black clouds overhead, I can hear the rain lashing against my window and there's a cold breeze blowing through the house. Now, normally, I don't mind this sort of weather. I much prefer to be too cold than too hot, because it's always easier to warm yourself up. But it's the second week of Wimbledon, the middle of the Twenty20 Cup (that's cricket for all you americans out there) and there's nothing more annoying for a sports fan than the immortal phrase "rained off." Just yesterday I went to the Rose Bowl to watch Hampshire Hawks v Essex Eagles. It wasn't the best of days, but it didn't rain - there was just a very cold howling wind rattling through the stands. Play was

Mizz. Right?!?
Are you the one??? Current mood: exhausted Category: Romance and Relationships are you the one i been looking for the one i will always adore the one my souls been screaming for to be with me forever more are you the one that will be there to share my life without a care to share your warmth when i feel bare would that be you, would you dare are you the one that i can trust to know that i want love, not lust to understand there is a must to trust in me and belive in us are you the one that i can start to trust you with all of my heart will you be my loving spark my guiding light through all thats dark will you be there at any cost to call my name when i am lost can you be my loving boss can i be sure i wont be tossed could it be you by any means be the one that haunts my dreams somewhere there behind the scenes who always keeps me safe it seems whenever you feel the need to frown will you choose me to be ar

Flooded Out
Don't get me wrong I love the rain, but I've had enough of it. I have a little sissy car and it dies on me every time it gets a little wet, on my way to work I ran into some water and died! what is even weirder is nobody even stopped to help me push the car. Well just wanted to get a little frustration out, anyways, thanks for listening and stay dry!

People Who Dont Get My Respect
Most people can get my respect easily enough, Keeping it is harder. People who don't get my respect are those who for what ever reason feel the need to keep people hanging , thinking there's still something there while they go out and do whatever and whoever they want and think its alright. Then if it was the other was around then they would flip out. Other people Are the ones who don't live up to their responsibilities or expect everyone to do everything for them. I could go on and on but I won't.

I Think Im Ugly
nobody ever wants to rate all my pics, they just rate 1 pic an leave my profile, its very disturbing, im starting to think i should move somewhere deep in the mountains where people wont have to see me anymore

It's Dying....
What you ask.. My infatiation with Cherrytap. I think Ive run out of ideas as to what to discover, SO if you have any ideas for me that I may not have found, that I could do...Please let me know. I have begun to do nothing but check my account, repost to those that post to me, upload images and rate pictures on the "Im Bored" listing... I lose my attention easily.. and I think I feel it fading a..........

Come Join The Military Family Bombers
We are a new family seeking new family members to help us comment bomb contest pictures. We need people to bomb hard and lets have fun while we are at it. There a few rules. 1. you must have at least 1 salute photo. 2. you need to add the family name to your name and add the home page to ur family. 3. leave a comment on the home page or contact one of the owners or our manager that you are interested in joining the family. and we will get back to you. 4. willing to bomb hard in contest on family and friends photos. 5. There will be a short probation period to see if you are realy interested in bombing contest & Giveaways. The Home Page Military Family Bombers Home Page~Looking For New Family Members~@ fubar The Owner Military Supporter{~Owner of Military Family Bombers~} Proud Co-Owner @ Pills lounge@ fubar The Co-Owners ~ChRiStIne~ Co Owner and Managment Of the Military Bombers~Fubar Wife to Frogman Tattoo~@ fubar brïTTÅny§ÐÅÐÐy2003~fühübbyTØbrï

Circumcised--priceless
A teacher noticed that a little boy at the back of thclass was squirming around ,scratching his crotch,and not paying attention.She went back to find out what was going on.He was quite ambarrased and whispered that he had recently been circumcised and was quite itchy The teacher told him to go down the princapal's office. He was to telephone his mother and ask her what he should do about it.He did it and returned to his class.Suddenly,there was a commotion at the back of the room. She want back to investigate only to find him sitting at his dest with his weenie hanging out. "I thought i told you to call your mom!"she said. "I did," he said,"and she told me that if i could stick it out till noon, she'd come and pick me up from school." KIDS-- DON'T YOU JUST LOVE 'EM?

More Random Thoughts 07/10
Well, what can I say today... almost at a level 10 finally. All I gotta do is the CT Salute Pic. Once I do it, it'll be the first time I've ever been considered a 10 by anything.. had what I thought was a good mumm idea yesterday, but didn't get near as many views as I thought it might. Either it sucked, or the timing was way off. Most exciting sport moment where a team scores.. the inside the park home run, or the Kickoff/punt return for a TD. Almost time for my old mans soccer league tonight. At least it keeps the spare tire at donut size instead of being full size. But as long as the game is fun, thats the important thing. Ohh.. that SexyTruck comment/spam that went around... somehow I got 6 back which means "I'm a sexy babe" or something like that... to me it means.. y'all ladies that sent it to me... really need to lay off the beer... LMAO

Quiz
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Lord Help Us All
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore because the word "God" is mentioned.... a kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen,

If You Got A Warrent, I Guess You're Gonna Come In.
I think if you're bored or don't like where you are right now, the best thing to do is look behind you. So, being not particularly happy with where I am now I spent most of the day looking back. To quote the Dead, "What a long, strange trip it's been." I talked to a friend today that I used to work with at a saw mill when I was 18. I made straight A's in high school but when I graduated I decided not to go to college right away, which given the economics of the Ohio Valley in 1979 turned out to be 4 years. For four years I worked for minimum wage in mud, snow, and heat, through pneumonia, broken bones, and bruises before starting college. Now, looking back, I can say I loved it. I have a college degree, but I was educated at a saw mill. Then came playing scientist for the last 19 years and along the way singing in bands, doing some writing, some photography, engineering, and a few other things, all of which I still love. My interests are diverse. I can remember every play of my f

Grrrr
ok, so tonight was a bad night. i had my ex calling me and stuff. telling me someone did a number on her and she was crying. then she changed her mind and wanted me to come over tonight. i was already at someone's house using the pc. does the fucking gsmes ever end??? im so tired of it. i loved her. i still do. but EVERYONE i have met online has/had played games. im so tired of this heart i have. this romantic heart of mine...

Blake And Jordin And Hillary And Rudy
Okay, now that the actual singing is over, it's time for the serious part of the Idol game, which is impassioned speculation on who's going to win. The first part of that equation, the singing, has some relationship to the second part, the winning. Just not necessarily a lot. The voting demographic for Idol is a lot different than the voting demographic for, say, Presidential or school board elections. For starters, the average Idol voter is probably 60 years younger. But it's likely they're quite alike in one critical area: how they decide whom they're going to vote for. The way that works with a lot of voters in politics -- I'd say "most voters," but why be cynical? -- is that they decide very early who they're going to support and they spend the rest of the campaign finding reasons to tell themselves they were right. If their candidate says something good, or something they like, it's a bonus. If their candidates says something stupid, does something stupid or says something wi

Expressions That Men Use!!!
Expressions that men use that should interpreted appropriately: 1.) Shut the fuck up! It means exactly that, because you are talking too much about a load of old bollocks and you are saying it far too loud! 2.) I pay the bills in this house! This means be grateful for the fact that you don't have to get of your fat fucking arse and get a job and all I ask in return is that you do the housework, cook my meals and suck my knob! 3.) Petrol money. It is a scientific fact that the combustion engine of the modern automobile runs on a fuel called petrol. This fuel needs money to pay for it. If you want me to run you down to the shops to get more shit for your already over packed wardrobes, then try paying towards it. 4.) You're doing my fucking head in: This is an extension of point 1 5.) Fidelity: The more you suck my knob, then the less likely I am going to stray and yes it is quite normal for a man to come in your mouth 6.) Anal! Yes I know it is uncomfortable for you, bu

Forever Love
I never asked For a blessing like you. Like I've spoken to God And my wishes came true. I asked for a person To love and to hold. To be loyal and faithful Not angry and cold. God placed you on Earth As I quested to find, The one who would be there So sweet and so kind. In my wildest dreams I would have denied. That something so perfect Could at all be supplied. You have such a sweet face But you are so much more. You're my friend and I love you. Your flaws I ignore. With this small, simple statement I give you and pray, That you'll love me forever, And forever you'll stay.

Apple's Iphone: First Impressions
Apple's iPhone is a little bigger than you'd expect, and a little heavier than you'd expect. It feels substantial, and it looks beautiful. The Object of Your Desire is a little bigger than a Samsung BlackJack, and a little thinner. Its edges are curved, its back is polished chrome and its front is dark glass. There's only one button on the front, at the bottom, used to bring you back to the home screen. I got to play with it for about 15 minutes today. Ken Fisher, AT&T vice president for sales in Houston, gave me an initial demo and then handed the phone to me. Understanding how its touchscreen works comes easily -- it is as intuitive as you've heard it is. I was able to navigate most of its functions quickly, without any help or explanation. Here are some thoughts on its primary features: ? Its multi-touch features are very impressive, and something you pick up quickly. For example, you can scroll through photos by flicking your finger side to side, or up and down. Zooming in and out

The Unknown.
Strolling along a darkened path yet well known, Shadows still hanging and hoping to disorient. As I look up to the heavens high above wondering, If I ask can I get an answer or an I stuck here alone. As I look up at a sky filled with mystery and wonder, I wonder if one day it will all make sense with clarity. I question the opposing force and actions it decides, From the good and the light it tries so hard to plunder. Strong winds blow whispering accusations and allegations, Causing the chaos I know so well and have come to welcome. Wonder where I look for my answers to the unanswered, Looking for the moments when a change will cause alterations. Holding on to a light to guide my path with complete assurance, Feeling the strength from one source and healing from another. A journey untold yet filled with possibilities on both sides of a coin. Walking forward with dreams and confidence as my only insurance.

What A Week!!
It has been an interesting past week indeed -- 1. Grandbaby daughter's second week on this earth; 2. First week at my internship in a state facility's media lab (29 hrs). Received some vaccinations needed as working in the health related fields; 3. Hours towards my site management; 4. Nearly 36 hrs at the hotline (28.5 of it in the last 3 days alone); 5. Went to the hospital on Tuesday about my knee and discovered I have torn my cartiledge on the right side of my left knee cap which is painful as all get out. Followed up with a doctor's visit on Friday who gave me a cortisone shot. As of today, I am still waiting for the cortisone to take hold on/about Mon/Tues. As far as I am concerned, the relief can't come a moment too soon. 6. Still working on getting the feng shui going on in my apartment. Need some help to move some tubs/boxes from one end of the apartment. Went from not being able to lift anything throughout the beginning of this year through July

Always The Curious One, I Am
I want to know what YOU sound like. Yes. YOU. (and even you...over there, hiding in the corner, yeah I see ya...) Soooo, whaddya say?? Give it a whirl? For me? *bats eyes* I have cookies. *grin*

My Gigantic Derrida Thing (google Him People)
This was an essay for a class on literary theory Got an A of course :) -- I'm in one of those bizarre times where the world has just went wyrd again for me and I'm drifting in the currents of the will of the gods...and they want me to learn something here and it's one of those damn things I have to *learn* by experience. The whole world has shifted to a pattern of paradox and I'm stuck trying to realign the paradigms. My brain is scrambling to assimilate the inflow of new truths and my looking glass has shattered. It's shamanic rebirth time again, folks, and the lessons are piling up like leaves in the fall. I'm trying to rake the world back together, and the individual leaves of reality are running in the wind laughing at me. And still I sojourn on, as I must find the true and *real* definition of everything. This is neither as simple nor as complex as it may seem. Go back and read that one again. Yes, truly, the simplicity lies in the order of truth and universal subjectivit

Spirit
Shot at 2007-07-18 My Aunt raises weinner dogs, she had 2 puppies 6 weeks old she was giving away. She gave my oldest daughter the boy puppy. Well, that night my aunt called to inform me that her 5 month old puppy was bad sick vomiting. She ask how our puppy was doing, I told her he was acting depressed, just lying around. I ask her how the sister to my pup was doing, she said she was doing fine. I told her I would keep a check to see how much he was eating and drinking. The next morning she took her 5 month old puppy to the vet and found out it had parvovirus. the vet gave her antibiotics and told her to keep forcing him to drink gatorade. I told her to call the vet back to inform him about the two 6 weeks old puppies and ask him if he would give them some antibiotics. She did and went back to pick two bottles of antibiotics. Well in the meantime I had my puppy in a kennel by himself he was drinking water on his own but he would not eat any food. He had very loose bowl m

Why I Have Been Gone!
I am super busy in this hectic life, so please excuse my absence. I work two jobs full time, and then there is my children. I miss all my cherry tap friends, so feel free to email me and I will write you back when I get the chance. Hugs to Jamie! I miss you girly!!!!

Bombing As We Know It Is Dead.
FUBAR made it to where you are sent back to the persons default album after you comment a pic. Thus cutting down on bombing and stopping scripting. It makes it harder and slower to bomb. Want a solution go check out bbG's blog on the matter. She has come up with a way to get around this problem.

The 24 Hours In A Day Survey!!!
The 24 Hours in a Day Survey!!! 1. What is your actual first name? *Leticia....I hate it. 2. What do people call you? *Tish, Dory, Spetul... 3. If wishes were kisses...: *Beazil had better pucker up cuz he'll be getting a lot more kisses...lol 4. What is your favorite color? *Green (why do people always ask this question in every survey? Can we not be more original?) 5. Your man is allergic to flowers! What else can he bring you to win your heart? *Unicorn stuff! Whoo-hoo! 6. What is your favorite breed of dog? *Irish Wolfhounds, followed closely behind by Great Danes 7. A man enjoys watching ballet. Does that make him gay? *No...I'd say well-cultured. His parents hopefully made sure he grew up well-rounded. He probably likes several types of music and dance. But if he just happens to be a gay man...who cares? 8. What color are your eyes? *Green. (Another one of those repetitive survey questions.) 9. If you could do anything i

My Brother
why is it everytime that something happens it is always my fault. my brother is looking for something that is at our house. no big deal i told him that i would find it. well i tryed to find it and where it is at is the spare bedroom that we keep our junk in. my daughter and her cousin have toys in there so it is now our junk toy room. anyway i had put this thing in a heart shaped basket when i was going to move out. well i didnt end up moving anyway. so we put the stuff that i packed it the spare bedroom. it was somewhat cleaned up untill my old mans brother moved in and he cleaned up a spot for him in the room. anyway this is turning out long and i didnt want that so. now im being blamed for not putting it back in it spot. i understand that but i thought that i did put it back and now i cant find it at all. well im a little pissed so ill ttyl bye

I Feel Bad
I have included the lyrics so you can read the words i have to say to you..you have had so many chances to prove the things that you said...today you made the choice to use up your last one and this song says it all...again i am sorry that you have come to make me feel this way..... I should be out in that driveway stopping you Tears should be rolling down my cheek And I don't know why I'm not falling apart Like I usually do And how the thought of losing you's not killing me I feel bad That I can stand here strong Cold as stone, Seems so wrong I can't explain it Maybe it's just I've cried so much I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it I feel bad that I don't feel bad I can let myself be angry over wasted time And sad about you throwing love away Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking But I cant lie All I want to do is turn the page I feel Bad That I don't feel bitter, alone I just feel its time, its time to move on I just gotta move on and on and on

Why Do I?
Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Support Blog By Yearofdragon
It's been a while...and with the new site changes, I thought it would be a great time to put out the FUBAR support blogs. Some new nifty site features and links...and some new information as well. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Vault http://fubar.com/blog/60737 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Underage Reporting http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324322 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Mumm Drama http://fubar.com/blog/60737/430810 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ NSFW Repost of SCRAPPERS blogs http://fubar.com/blog/60737/249509 NSFW Flagging Abuse and Guidelines http://fubar.com/blog/60737/257665 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Harassment...How to Cope http://fubar.com/blog/60737/359777 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Important FuBar Links http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324245 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Fake Friends
Im just sittin here thinking why all the people who claim there your friends only want to talk to you when they feel bad about something, when they need something or when they want something. Why when i ask my "friends" for a favor it dosent happen... or when i ask a question and it takes 3days for an answer.. yet when they need something, i am the first sucker to say yes??!!??!! FU*K ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK YOUR MY REAL FRIEND... FU*K ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO NEED SOMETHING FROM ME.... FU*K ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO WHEN YOU NEEDED SOMETHING I HELPED YOU..... AND NOW WHEN I NEED IT SOME OF YA'LL AINT AROUND!!!!! SCREW AND HAVE A GREAT DAY :) !!!

Our Freedom....
some one asked me to list the freedom we have lost in our country,,,cause he said no we haven't lost it.....So here is a small list of what we have lost in the last decade.... (1) we have lost the right to dissaplin our childern......because some people do not know the difference between child correction and abuse.... (2) we no longer can have the pledge of allegence in our class rooms...our country was founded on the right of freedom of religon... (3) we have lost or right to smoke in publick places...even the ones that had a non smocking section for our choice..even in the bars where most of the people who go there are smokers... and i am sure the list is even bigger than this...it's a matter of time befor we are stripped of every thing that our country was founded on...

Our Emotions
We have to become more conscious of our feeling-world. By learning to identify the "emotional baggage" and manage our feeling-world reactions, we can view life based on current information instead of being held captive by our past. However, since emotional processes can work faster than the mind, it takes a power stronger than the mind to bend perception, override emotional circuitry, and provide us with intuitive feeling instead. It takes the power of the heart.

Forever Yours
As the days go by as our lifes grow old may you walk with me hand in hand we'll hold, and 'till the end my darling will I "SO HOLD TRUE" that for but each other "MEANT" were me and you. If your presence is absent when time is pass exist "HEAVEN" will be bleak if your luster is missed, thus I would not stay if you are nowhere their for the fitting place would have lost its glare, I would "DIE" again to be born in you being in every beat that your heart induced and throughout your body it would introduce my lingering existance with your own would truce

....urgent......please Read!!!!!
Today I had a docs appointment and had a SPINAL TAP done... No sillies Im not talking about the MUSIC group.. lmao... :O I will be laggin in my contest for a few.... So Im still in alot of pain along with my Illness I already have..... Some of you I know dont care whats going on with me and my life.... But for the few that do... Thats why I am posting this...I sure could use everyones good thoughts and prayers right now...And I am not a complainer at all... But and good thoughts and prayers sent would help me heaps!!! :) Thank you too all my great friends and family onhee... I loves ya... Tomorrow morning I will be put into the hospital for about 4 hours.. While they redrain and spinal tap my neck as well and reduce the fluid..... For those that dont know what a Spinal Tap us.. here is a little info for you on what it is ........... ------------------------------------------------------- A spinal tap is a procedure performed when a doctor needs to look at th

From The Heart
All you wanted was someone to hold your hand To understand To be there when you needed them To hold you close To keep you warm when you were cold But you got so blind Trying to find That one person you love You forgot about the people who already did You couldnt see That one special person was me This happens all the time.Sometime you get so focused on looking for the one thing you want in life and yet it was always right in front of you!

Weirdest Dream Ever
Ok..it was Mark, Dave[[from work]] and I at some kind of movie, Broadway thing... Not sure which, because either way it was happening in front of us, and we were occasionally in it, but we were sitting in theater seats. Anywhoo, it was a weird mix between Cinderella and Snow white. It had the 3 step sisters from Cinderella, and the witch from Snow white. Only.. the three sisters were dog puppets. So much shit went on in this dream, it was incredible.. It had to do with a River, a giant balloon, the kind you ride up in the sky in.. don't remember what they're called at the moment.. The balloon was in the river, too... Well, mark and Dave were in the little basket to the balloon in the river, and i was on top of the balloon, holding on to dear life by a fishing line that was attached to the basket. We were all careening down the freaking river when the witch started yelling and screaming and laughing, when all the sudden we wash up in a cave, she enters, laughs, and zaps us

07/25/07
My dream from last night since I actually recorded it. The part I remember as the beginning revolved around a treasure hunt. Groups of us were searching for treasure chests outside somewhere. Right at the start I came upon a large old box of treasure. Inside were numerous african wooden masks (The long face kind) Two pairs of wooden sandle like things.. (Thick wood with straps to hold onto the feet.) and a set of purple satin napkins or perhaps place mats. In the dream I had an uncle whom was disabled and I told him that he could teach me to use the place cloths but he thought that I had told him that he could have them. I didn't want to tell him he'd misheard because I felt bad but I told him that he must will them to me when he died or give them back when I moved. A lady from work Lynette found a box as well of various toys. People kept trying to take them from her and she was getting upset. The second part of the dream began with a man. He was in his thirtys and looks wi

Friend
Have you ever wondered why a friend that you care for so deeply juss goes a way with out a word? Its like all the sudden you have a disease, and they are afraid to catch it. You know who you are and I dont know what I did to deserve it, But whatever it was, I guess I am sorry.

A Song I Wrote
HEARTACHES - Posted at 3:22 AM {HOOK} (SOMETIMES MY HEARTACHES. LIKE I JUS CAME OUT OF A 5 POINT EARTH QUAKE. IS MY SOUL IN A DIFFERENT PLACE. SOMTIMES IT FEELS LIKE MY SOUL IS IN A DIFFERENT STATE.) I WISH I COULD ESCAPE. BUT I GOT 2 MANY RESPONSIBILITIES ON MY PLATE. I NEED A CLEAN SLATE. GOOD TIMES ARE ABOUT 2 COME LIKES ITS A BRAND NEW DAY. BUT I WISH THEY WOULD HURRY UP CAUSE I JUS CAN'T WAIT. I NEED 2 KEEP DA FAITH. CAUSE THE DEVIL'S TRIN 2 SNEAK IN AND FEEL MY HEART WITH HATE. WHEN IM FEELIN ENRAGED. I NEED 2 BE LOCKED UP AND DA KEY THROWN AWAY. SOMETIMES I DON'T KNOW WHAT 2 SAY. AND IT FEELS LIKE MY MIND HAS JUS BEEN REPLACED. LIFE IS LIKE A POKER GAME. WHEN LIFE DEALS ME A BAD HAND I CAN'T KEEP A STRAIGHT FACE. SOME SAY IT'S A PEICE OF CAKE. I WEAR MY EMOTIONS ON MY SLEEVE'S CAUSE IT'S HARD 4 ME 2 FAKE. IMA TRY 2 FAKE IT TILL I MAKE IT. I TRY 2 HIDE WHAT IM FEELIN CAUSE I DON'T WANT 2 FACE IT. ARGUMENTS STARTS WHEN I SAY SHIT. BECAUSE THE TRUTH

Faded Jeans Are For Assholes
Want all the charm and personality that comes with old faded clothing, but don't want to wait years for your clothes to become worn out? Don't worry because now you can buy all the personality and attitude you want by owning your own pair of poorly made pre-packaged faded jeans. Now all your friends will think you're cool and original because wearing faded jeans is the hip thing to do. Nevermind the piles and piles of used faded clothing you can buy at thrift stores for 1/50'th of the cost of new faded jeans. Your objective is to look cool and there's no better way than to buy new clothes that come worn out because it means that you can afford to piss away your money on stupid bullshit while people who wear naturally faded clothing usually do so because they can't afford new clothes. Here's an idea: if you want to wear faded clothes so that you look like you can't afford new clothes, then why don't you buy real faded clothes from a thrift shop and give away the rest of your money to

From The Other Blog Randomly
Possible embilishments may occour below so be forewarned. It was only my second citation to have ever served. I had taken far too little for the job and knew better but I wanted to get the business even if it meant undercutting the competition far too much. Red flags were in abundance; A Jittery legal assistant eager to get me out of their office with only a shrug as to the disposition of the defendant. Errors on the actual address that were I not the most diligent person cost me hours and miles. And finally, the service was in a part of town I shouldn’t to be going to at any time of day. I thought, “This is where the wild things are.” And then I thought, “Shouldn’t I be in my pajamas that have the little feet sewn into them?” After an interminable drive, I arrived at the address in question which turned out to be the projects unquestionably. Squat little eight unit one and two bedroom apartment buildings right off the ass end of a noisy major highway. The sign said welcome to

Story About Getting Even
Story About Getting Even One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny, and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her so we put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same buildi

My Quiet Obsession.
You are my quiet obsession my favorite dispossession a track ran on repeat with a prickling heart of regret Like catching the silence without the storm Or the darkness without the taste of painted salts in vivid hue A Son forever set. the sea catches the moon so empty hollow in her lonesome dance without the Son to reflect upon In who's arms does our Lady weep? Her voice is but an awkward whisper torn from the empty found inbetween digital lines The moon is my sister and these secrets shall keep. Her promises are but a play on shadows and her lies have this silken way of seeking out the truth between the patterns of her quilt and When she sings I might sing with her and when she crys I drink her tears The stars our only audience free from hope, devoid of guilt. I touch with my mind, you see. I taste with my soul. I trace each dream particle with an empty hand sketching out each piece; of darkness, of light. I hear only the echos as they might have bee

Idol Chatter: Three's A Crowd
Arion Berger left on a jet plane to cover the Cannes Film Festival, so Express' Greg Barber is your guest judge for Tuesday's "American Idol." THREE IS THE MAGIC NUMBER this week. Three finalists, three songs each, three judges — and there are at least three ways I'd like to smack around Ryan Seacrest right from the get-go. Could he be any more unnecessarily haughty with his "This ... is ... AMERican IDOL" show intro? The cure for cancer will be announced with less gusto. No guest coach today, which makes me wonder whether the show can still reach its usually high level of suck-uppage. How will they possibly fill time without a star's ego to massage? With singing? Speaking of, Seacrest explains how the night's selections were chosen: The judges have picked one of the songs for each contestant, the faceless but oh-so-powerful producers picked a second one and the hopefuls themselves picked a third. Like those carefully choreographed family photos that were always followed by "O

Men's Fighting Styles
This is an article by David Zinczenko A relationship is like a cable TV package. There's plenty of comedy, plenty of action, and maybe even the occasional bit of dirty programming on demand. But there are also a lot of dead spots on the dial that you wish you could just skip over. Those dead spots typically come as the relationship equivalent of the WWE channel - highly predictable fights, skirmishes, and verbal sparring you've seen too many times before. These fleeting spats and lingering problems can wound a relationship. The source of relationship fights certainly varies from couple to couple; in a survey of more than 2,000 men for my book "Men, Love & Sex," 38 percent of men said they fight about money, 24 percent said they fight about sex, 13 percent said they fight about in-laws. While what you fight about is certainly important, so is how you fight. Fight nicely and you can solve the biggest of problems; fight nasty and the cap on a tube of toothpaste can turn int

Broken Car And Tattoo
so it seems a few people i know have had car problems with in the last week...well of course i fell victim to the same fate...saturday night coming home from a concert i stopped at the bar to grab some drinks to come home and chill with...my sister and my best chica vixie were with me...so vixie and i run in and grab the drinks and when we came out i started the car and thats when things turned to shit...the engine turned over no problem but of course it suddenly started doing this horrible knocking or something...then the check engine light started flashing...then i spazzed...called everyone i could think of...no one had any ideas or they didnt answer...finally broke down and called roadside assistance (its just like triple A but its through my cell phone provider)...they tried to get a tow for me but no place was open...so 2 hours later my neighbor was nice enough to come pick us up....then sunday i had to get my ass back up there and call again for the tow...so now my car sits there

Poem
at the bottom of a bread box you will find a doorway into the back of my mind fly into my dreams and see what you’ll find floors that talk to you late at night and the walls watch over you as you sleep tight people are not quite as they seem use them as candles they all start melting down to the ground they are now one or the same the flame burns out with each drop of rain the clouds fade away into a blackened sky and the birds fall to the sea one by one they all die this place in my mind I call the land of gilt and regret washes away with the tide and helps me to forget brick by brick a wall takes it form keeping me safe from anymore harm the clocks turn to dust and my bones they decay bringing me to a new day what happens next its so hard to tell i could only say now I know this is not hell by sonnie

Tell Me, Do You Miss Me?
Tell Me, Do You Miss Me? Tell me, do you miss me? do you miss my smiling face? tell me, do you miss me? or has someone taken my place? Tell me, do you miss me? when you lie awake at night? tell me, do you miss me now that I am out of sight? Tell me, do you miss me? miss the sound of my voice? tell me, if you saw me would your heart rejoice? Tell me, do you miss me? without me are you blue? tell me, do you miss me? because I sure am missing You!! copyright Juliana Bond 2007

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9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a 1/2 hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding ho

Oh This Is A Good One!
You scored as Chains/Handcuffs, Your turn on is handcuffs and chains. You like being cuffed/chained to the bed, or cuffing/chaining your partner down. You love the pure ectasy of being in complete control... or letting someone else have complete control over you. Sex isn't sex without control.Bondage100% Biting100% Chains/Handcuffs100% Blind Folds75% Whips67% Blood58% What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Fuck Buddy Application.
Fuck Buddy Application name: age: birthday: favorite position: why do you want to be my fuck buddy? do you like to stay in shape? lights on or lights off? do you have any specal talents? what turns you on? sheets or no sheets? are you a moaner or a screamer? living room, kitchen, dining room, or bedroom? which side of the bed do you prefer? do you like it rough? music or no music? what color eyes do you have? how tall are you? what do you weigh? whats your bra size? what color is your hair? what length is your hair? do you like to play dress up? what kind of underwear do you wear? what kind of underwear do you want me to wear? do you smoke cigarettes? do you drink? do you do drugs? are you into girls? do you have a girlfriend? is she game too? do you like to talk dirty? do you like to be in control? can you cook me breakfast? have you ever been arrested? how many peo

My Star Sign
Sun in Leo: Your path of soul development in this lifetime revolves around developing your awareness of yourself as a distinct, unique individual. It is not enough for you to simply be who and what you are, lesley, you must radiate your inner essence outwardly, express it, bring it forth in a creative way. Although ultimately your goal is self-discovery and self-recognition, you initially have a profound need to make an impression on others and to be recognized and appreciated by the world. In many ways you are like the eager child who delighted with the discovery of a new power or accomplishment, demands of all and sundry "See ME! Look what I can do!". Of course, you do this in subtler ways (usually!). Nevertheless, the joy of self-discovery and self-expression, and the yearning for "strokes", applause, and affirmation is very much present in you. Put simply, you tend to be rather fascinated with yourself. Your tendency to dramatize or exaggerate, and your desire to be

Slave For A Day?
Well, I'm not for sale. But you can lease me. What do you need me for? Whatever it is, I can probably do it, or figure something out. Cost depends on what it is you want me to do. Things I'll do? yardwork, cleaning, manual labor. There's all sorts of stuff I could do. Use your imagination. If you could have a slave for a day, what would you want them to do? Disclaimer: I won't do anything illegal. I probably won't do anything that will cause me pain. It's not likely I will do anything too humiliating, but ya never know if the price is right. I probably won't do anything that causes others unwilling pain either. That usually falls under the illegal part.

A Bar In New York
A Kiwi is sitting at a bar in New York City and looks at his watch several times in the space of a few minutes. The woman sitting nearby notices this and asks, "Is your date running late?""" No," he replies, "I have this state-of-the-art watch. I was just testing it." The intrigued woman says, "A state-of-the-art watch? What's so special about it. The Kiwi explains, "It uses alpha waves to talk to me telepathically. The lady says, "What's it telling you now?" "Well, it says you're not wearing any panties." The woman giggles and replies, "Well it must be broken because I am wearing panties!'' The Kiwi taps his watch and says, "Bloody thing's running about an hour fast, can I buy you a drink?"

Getting Sick
wow! a lot has changed on this site since ive gotten back in the loop! ive spent the last week and a half being seriously sick, and before that i was working on a couple major projects. last thursday, my mom took me to primacare for what i thought was an oncoming sinus infection (which im prone too), and the docs there know me, and so then gave me an antibiotic shot and a script for a 10 day coarse of antbiotics. so then in the middle of the night, i wake up freezing, and shaking uncontrolably, with a fever over 103 degrees and a horrible migraine, stiff neck, and lower back and leg pain. so the following moring i wake up with th esame thing. so i get out of bed and go talk to my mom who cant belive how high my fever then is while im again shaking uncontrolably. again, with a more than the usual bad migraine, stiff neck, and so forth. so this just keeps getting worse and by saturday my fever has yet gotten higher, and my migraine unbearable. so my mom then takes me to the plano prebeta

Why Do White Men Behave This Way?
Ok it's never been a secret or hidden that I like black men. I have wanted to date one but because my family is so againist it and racist I didn't. Anyway, a guy on Yahoo who was trying to get a hook up with me, got pissy because I joked around about making it with a black man. He didn't get the joke, called me a nasty bitch, how that is gross and just how disgusting he thought it was. Now why is a white woman being with a black man nasty,gross or disgusting? I see nothing wrong with it. Only color makes a black man different from a white man. So why do white guys get their panties in a bunch when they hear a woman has been with a black man? What's soooo wrong with it? And is the saying "Once you go black you never go back" true? Hmm just things I'm pondering today.....

A Mothers Gift
To all the kids who are embarrassed about their > parents, think twice before saying mean words to them that can hurt their feelings! ? ? ? ? My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students & teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only has one eye!' I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?' My mom did not respond... I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with

Steven
I was over seeing Steven today, he is doing amazingly good. He is finished his chemo treatment for now but due to go back in 3 months time to the hospital for a check up to see if the cancer is still dormant. As you can see from the photo his hair is starting to grow back as well and he is putting on weight again. The district nurse still comes in everyday to give him an injection to help to control his potassium levels.

Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8 . Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is"To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go T o A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosquito Netting Aro

Does Evil Exist? Hmmmm
Did God create everything that exists? Does evil exist? Did God create evil? A University professor at a well known institution of higher learning challenged his students with this question. "Did God create everything that exists?" A student bravely replied, "Yes he did!" "God created everything?" The professor asked. "Yes sir, he certainly did," the student replied. The professor answered, "If God created everything; then God created evil. And, since evil exists, and according to the principal that our works define who we are, then we can assume God is evil." The student became quiet and did not answer the professor's hypothetical definition. The professor, quite pleased with himself, boasted to the students that he had proven once more that the Christian faith was a myth. Another student raised his hand and said, "May I ask you a question, professor?" "Of course", replied the professor. The student stood up and asked, "Professor does cold exist?" "What

Bored You Say? Then Bomb Away!!! Im Over 3000 Behind....thanks For The Help!
Hey everyone Im in the Most Wanted Contest and Im waaaaay behind! Could really use some bombers...Every and all help is greatly appreciated and returned!!! thanks everyone!!! Please be sure to add the contest owner so you can comment and show her some love! THANKS! this is meeeeeeeee :) Dont forget to add the contest holder and show her some luv too! robisue@ fubar

What's Your Love Type?
Your Love Type: INFP The Idealist In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship. For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up. Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive. However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space. Best matches: Taurus and Pisces What's Your Love Type?

Tomato-and-garlic-stuffed Chicken Cutlets
How can so simple a filling create such a wonderfully earthy flavor? Anchovy paste has long been a secret weapon in many chefs' arsenals and, when you use it here, you'll know exactly why. 1 large garlic clove, minced and mashed 1 tablespoon anchovy paste 1/4 cup finely chopped flat-leaf parsley 2 tablespoons olive oil, divided 4 (1/4-pound) pieces chicken scallopini (cutlets flattened to 1/4 inch thick) 1 large plum tomato, cut crosswise into 8 slices, discarding ends Stir together garlic, anchovy paste, parsley, 1/2 tablespoon oil, and 1/4 teaspoon pepper. Pat chicken dry, then spread with parsley mixture. Fold chicken in half crosswise and insert 2 slices of tomato into each pocket. Season outside of pockets with 1/4 teaspoon salt and 1/4 teaspoon pepper (total), then brush with 1/2 tablespoon oil. Heat remaining tablespoon oil in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat until hot. Add chicken and brown 2 minutes per side. Reduce heat to low and cover skillet,

A Twenty Dollar Exercise We All Should Take In..
A weekend full of fun up north is planned for me. A chance to get away and fish, my gosh…it seems like forever since I have done that. We are traveling with two other couples to a family cottage in the Clare, Michigan area. Should be fun, golfing at Eagle Glen and just doing not much more then the day will let me. Sounds good for a change. Good Morning. I thought I would not bring up worldly events, the Hollywood Brats however one new one has emerged…I will not get into that but safely to say she will do her best to either get a jail sentence or community service as well as the other Hot-N Tots have done. But, my message today is of a story I heard years ago. It stuck. I may have it not in the order I heard it. I may have taken a word or two out of it and I may have changed it a hair but the message is still true. Enjoy… A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, ” Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. H

First Day Back At Curves
So Thursday morning after I signed back up while I was there I was shown how to use the machines and went ahead and did my first workout-felt really good! I slept better yesterday than I have in months 8 solid hours without waking up! I cant tell you how long that has been! My starting measurements,weight, and bodyfat % were rather shocking and as brave as some of you are saying I am for putting myself out there, I am NOT going to post these! LOL I will however post all my monthly check in stats to let you know how I'm improving!I'm hoping this will motivate me to do as much as I can as I will be checking in with all of you as well.I was considering drastically changing my diet as well but decided one lifestyle change at a time will be more successful so for this week I am commiting to working out 4-5 days. Next week I'm going to continue that but add 100 oz water daily- 5 colored bracelets- one for each 20 oz bottle of water I drink- every time I finish one I remove a bracelet.AF

2 Years Ago
Two Years Ago SurveyHow old were you?17What grade were you in?Junior?Where did you go to school?SPVHWhere did you work?A nursing homeWhere did you live?Same place I do nowHow was your hair style?ShortDid you wear braces?NoDid you wear contacts?NoDid you wear glasses?YesWho was your best friend?PhillipWho was your celebrity crush?I have no ideaWho was your regular-person crush?MikeWere you a virgin?NoHow many piercings did you have?10What was your favorite singer?Dont rememberWhat was your biggest fear?Dying aloneHad you smoked a cigarette yet?YesHad you driven yet?YesWhich members of your family were still alive that have since passed?To long of a listWhich members of your family were not born yet?Not sure >More free surveys at MFSpace!

Why The Wedding Ring Is On The Fourth Finger
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure above): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have th

Muder Suspect For Internet Murders
This is a Warning to all women that can also be found on www.NBC.com::: If a person with the screen name of--RatBonesBlakStar-- or--www.myspace.com/curtmanchst contacts you...DO NOT REPLY or DO NOT TALK to this person.... DO NOT answer any IM or Email. Whoever this person maybe, they are a SUSPECT in the death of 56 women(so far) contacted through the Internet. These 2 screen names have been seen on Yahoo, AOL, AIM, Excite, and MySpace so far reported. THIS IS NOT A JOKE!!!!! Again this story and info can be found on NBC.com. Please alert all your family and friends that engage with strangers on the internet. If you are contacted by this person, notify the FBI in your area.

No More Bull!!!
the torriedor from corriggador stood with his face to the bull "it it your balls that I want mi amigo...it is your leg I must pull" "I will dance with you d'fandango as I twist and turn with my cape in our last tango you will snort with a huff and charge with a stomp and jerk your head full of horns while you romp and it will end as my cape I will drop and pierce my sword in your neck all the whey until your heart it does stop" Selah...Ami Lucifursphereit, d'BaadAngel ^_^

I Can Access Fubar While Mobile Again
In one of my earlier blogs, I said that fubar changed their settings and I couldn't get on fubar from my phone. I found another browser for my phone that works with fubar. Opera Mini works with fubar. I am glad that I can now check on my fubar while mobile. I just wish that I use all the features, but oh well. While mobile on Opera Mini, I CAN: view profiles view profile comments comment on profiles view photos comment on photos accept friend requests read my shoutbox view blogs While mobile, I CANNOT: rate anything reply to my shoutbox view photo comments write in my blog read mail reply to mail Thank you to everyone for all the love. I enjoy hearing what people think. Hope you all have a great week! Please rate all my blogs if you read them. Thanks, Orgasmic Aimee

Points To Ponder
William J. Bennett Marriage is a relationship based in no small part on virtues. The most basic of these is responsibility, for marriage is an arrangement held together by mutual dependence and reciprocal obligations. But successful marriages are about more than fulfilling the conditions of a contract. In good marriages, men and women seek to improve themselves for the sake of their loved one. They offer and draw moral strength by sharing compassion, courage, honesty, self-discipline and a host of other virtues. Husbands and wives complete themselves through each other, and the whole of the union becomes stronger and more wonderful than the sum of the two parts. James Q Wilson The family is not one of several alternative life-styles; it is not an arena in which rights are negotiated; it is not an old fashioned barrier to a promiscuous sex life; it is not a set of cost benefit calculations. It is a commitment for which there is no feasible substitute. No child ought to be brou

Fubar People Thats Inked
I am lookin for the people on fubar that have been INKED !!! so come on fubarians show me your ink... Possible contest later on for the best inked on fubar..prize to be included are.. blast..happy hours..vips..etc. Will be collecting those pics showing your ink and having 1st..2nd..3rd..place prizes. What are you waiting for hit me with your best shot.

Just One Of Those Days ...
You ever just have one of those days lol My son starts football on Monday.. no biggie.. I have made a joke about reserving a room at the ER for the boy cause he isnt the most graceful.. Well I may have jinxed myself as I had him up at the ER tonight to get stitches.. lol.. Just 3 stitches, nothing major, but still.. for me, a nightmare.. Now the reasoning for the stitches.. typical boy stuff, yet to a point really made my anger boil. My son for the most part is a strong boy.. reset his own finger when he broke it last year.. broke his arm when he was like 7 or so.. cried at the initial break, never complained again.. Tonight I watched as his face held fear.. he, like many people, dont like needles.. especially if they dont understand what is actually going to happen.. I never have disliked children, but at that point I did..for an instant I disliked the boy that caused this fear in my son, because it was stupid.. My son, under rules, was due home.. this boy took his

Making Love
original Poetry - do not rip Making Love I want to kiss every inch of your soft, sweet skin… And when I finish…I want to start all over again… I want to send you to the heights of passion… Orgasms booming like storm waves crashin’… Eyes rolling back, hands gripping tight… I want to make love all through the night… Sighs become moans then screams of pleasure… Orgasm after orgasm without time or measure…. Body trembling…earth shaking…. Undying thirst in need of slaking… Passion boiling, rising over the top… Wishing the feeling would never stop… Orgasms fade…screams, subside to a peep… Now we fade off into blissful sleep. -Brian 2007

Pissed Off
I hate you so much right now!!!! Son of a bitch! its almost 3 am and I had to get this off my chest about these asshole playa ass niggas out here - now dont get me wrong I love black men, lord knows I do, but I'm sick to death of their fickle dont know what they really want asses ! Got me thinking about jumping ship and taking my sweet little kitty cat with me too, Gonna get me a white dude- you know what they say - "once you go white yo credit gets right" but the truth is I would miss all of the wonderful things about black men that I love like the swagger that vibe that just makes you wanna melt - ladies you know what I mean .... So whats my options ? Take my chances on meeting more of these smooth talking , fly dressing , game spittin ,swagger swaying ,good fucking ,big dick having,huge fantastic liars or close myself off to all of them? see, I should'nt have to do that either, I should be able to like or even love you freely if thats what my heart wants to do. I should be

Read
I stole this from krause and he stole it from Julie So fill it out...Answer it then copy and paste it into a message and send it to me...or don't you lazy bastards...hahaha...This was a bulletin but I put it in a blog...Answer it if you like...I find it humorous Who are you? How did we meet? How long have we known eachother? Are we friends? What was your first impression of me? Do you still think that of me? Do you think I'm handsome/hott/cute/etc.? What do you like about me physically? What do you like about me personality wise? What do you like about me most? What do you like about me the least? If you could change one thing about me, what would it be? Am I nice? Am I easy to talk to and get along with? Am I fun to be around? Have we ever been more than friends? Do you have a crush on me? Would you kiss me? Would you ever have sex with me? Have you ever wanted to tell me something but couldnt? Do you and I share a s

Thoughts For The Day
If someone is really big, and they get tattoos all over, and then they lose lots of weight, what happens? There is a site call sugurdaddy.com. There isn't one called sugarmomma.com. That's kinda messed up. I think I want a sugurmomma. It would be fun, for atleast a while. Maybe more than that, I'll never know if I don't try it though. Maybe I should make my own site for sugurmommas.

What Can U Do
What can you do when the weight of the world rests on your shoulders it crushes you like a thousand boulders. what can you do when the reins of control have slipped from your hands it seems like your mind has lost all comand. what can you do when those feelings of sorrow have a hold of your heart they cut , they tear they rip you apart when hope seems lost and you drift far from land just cry on my shoulder take hold of my hand ill listen with my heart and try to understand.

Ajiaco Cubano Recipe
This dish is very hearty, so it should be eaten with nothing else except bread and a light fruit dessert. This recipe will feed 20, but you can cut in half and it can be frozen in batches. 10 quarts water 1 lb beef jerky (tasajo) 2 lbs flank steak, cubed 2 lbs pork, cubed 2 lbs pork spare ribs, separated (optional) 1 3lb hen, cut up 4 ears corn, cut in fourths 2 lbs malanga (a yellow taro)peeled, cut in chunks 4 green plantains (soaked in lime juice)peeled, cut in chunks 2 lbs yuca (frozen or fresh)peeled, cut in chunks 2 lbs Cuban boniato (sweet potato, not yam)peeled, cut in chunks 2 lbs pumpkin, peeled, cut in chunks 1 lb ñame (a white taro) peeled, cut in chunks 1 lb guagui (a greyish taro) peeled, cut in chunks 4 ripe plantains, peeled, cut in chunks 4 limes for soaking green plantains Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste Sofrito (see recipe below) The day before: Cut the beef jerky in large pieces and soak in water to cover. Soak overnight. Next day, dr

Inspired By Tabatha
I see you walking towards me That initial comment slips my mind I am dazed and confused As if my brain is blind I say the first thing I can think of My lips move, but there is no sound As if my voice has been taken And I am gagged and bound As you glance in my direction I am captivated by your eyes I know you can see right into my soul And my body language can tell you no lies I am mesmerized by your beauty Hoping that I am not dreaming I try to say something clever As you stand in front of me gleaming I finally get out a Hello My voice trembles with dismay I know your out of my league All I can do is hope and pray You smile at me sweetly I feel a big relief You say Hello And I begin to believe

Thank You For Making My Birthday Awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Visit www.hostdrjack.comHost Your Images & Videos FREE CLICK HERE! Thank You!!! Thank You!!! Thank You.....I wanted to thank everyone for making my birthday wonderful. There are so many people to thank I don't even know where to begin and so I don't exclude anyone I'm not going to mention names here but do it on a personal basis.This might take me a few days considering there is so many thank showed me so much love. I never expected today to be what it was. I'm truly greatful to the many awesome friends I have in my life. Thank you to everyone for all the notes, gifts, tags, Status Shout Out,Birthday Bulletins, Songs,Birthday blogs and anything else I might have missed to say. Your friendship means so much to me. This is one Birthday I will never forget. I have never seen so much love in one day from so many people. Many Thanks to all of you for taking the time to remember me today.Much Love to you. ¢¾BooBoo...KDM'Z

Rules Of The Independent Family
Rules for all Independent Bomberz Family Members 1). You must back all other family members as best you can at all times. If you cannot at some point please let ALL three of us know in this manner. Ponyboy, Tnk and Sweet D. You must let all three know, not just one of us. 2.) You must let “Ponyboy, Tnk and Sweet D” know ahead of time if you want to get into a contest. (the sooner we know the better) 3.) Do not tell anyone that the family will back without checking with one or all three of us. If you don’t do this in this order, you may be on your own. 4.) If you have any suggestions please share with us. 5.) If we need to discuss in mass, we will use our lounge that all members have access to, this way all questions and concerns can be discussed and all will get the same answers! 6.) A.) WE DO NOT DOWNRATE ANYONE! B.) WE DO NOT REPOST ANYONE ELSE’S BITCHES OR COMPLAINTS! C.)WE DO NOT MAKE RUDE COMMENTS OF ANY KIND IN COMMENT BOXES FOR ANYTHING OR ANYONE EVER! 7.

And You Thought Myspace Sucked
SEEMS AS THOUGH THE FIRST AMENDMENT DOESNT APPLY HERE . AT FIRST WE COULD EXPRESS OURSELVES THROUGH OUR SKINS AND PAGE DESIGNS,BUT NOW .......SOMEONE WANTS TO CHANGE OUR SHIT JESUS......WHATS UP DUDE????

This Will Not Be Tolerated!!!
OK I have received a lot of private messages from people saying the same thing: "Why don't you talk to me anymore?" "If you don't talk to me, I'm gonna delete you!" What the hell? Are you that shallow? Do you know what the hell I am going through? Do you know what my life entails? OK Let's cut to the chase! My life is really complex and really intricate! I am someone who is going to go through periods of sickness, weakness or exhaustion! I will be going back to school and work in a few weeks! I may show online, but am I really here? If you are gonna be that impatient with me, then I got six words for you: GET THE HELL OFF MY PAGE!!! I will not, nor do I need to, tolerate any of this petty bulls**t! I have my own life, and I don't need the selfishness or the stress! If that's what you wanna give me, true friends you are NOT!!!

New Contest
New Contest Your Best Salute to Fubar or ME! Be Creative! Contest will run two weeks starting August 31' 2007 6pm est - Sept 14' 2007 6pm est. Most comments wins - 1 rate = 10 points ( also used in case of tie ) / comments = 1 point Self commenting and commenting bombing is allowed Need at least 10 entries to start contest. 1ST Place Prize - $20.00 dollars to use as you wish 1mth VIP/ 7 Day Blast/ 10 Ticker Credits 2ND Place Prize - 3 Day Blast 3RD Place Prize - 50,000 in Gifts from the FuGift Shop. All entries will receive a trophy Rules - 1. Must fan rate add me to comment ( need to be on my friends to comment ) 2. no nsfw pics allowed 3. Be nice to other contestants no downrating allowed or rude comments or pic will be removed form contest. Send private message with link to pic to me ~*ღLadygrayღ*~@ fubar

Authority Summit
Authority Summit Authority Summit - Las Vegas, Nevada USA, September 8th-9th, 2007 This Summit is geared toward presenting the most cutting-edge training available today from the top authority site publishing and marketing experts in the industry. Attendees will learn only what is working right now for top SEO, publishing, traffic driving, business building, and Web 2.0 marketing strategies. All expert speakers will present fresh, new information and tactics geared 100% toward building a true authority presence online to drive up traffic and profits in any niche. A true workshop atmosphere where learning and application is the foremost goal of the Summit.

Jet Fuel Alcoholics
Bizarre Joke: Jet Fuel Alcoholics Two airplane mechanics named Bob and Tim work at Atlanta airport. Atlanta gets fogged in one night and nothing can take off or land so Bob and Tim have nothing to do. After work Bob and Tim usally have a drink on their way home, so Bob says to Tim, “I heard that you can get a buzz off drinking jet fuel. ” Since they have nothing better to do, they try it. Finally, their shift is over and they get to go home. Next morning Bob calls Tim and says, “How are you feeling? "Tim says he's fine, never felt better. Bob asks, “Do you have a hangover? ” Tim says no. Then Tim says, “Wow this is great! We can drink all we want and not get a hangover. ” Then Bob says, “Well, there is one side effect, Tim. Have you farted yet? ” Tim says, “No, why? ” Bob says, “I'm calling you from Detroit!”

Some Insight Into Me
Well, as my first blog, it will be a totally fucked up one. Work=blows. People=Blows Fubar=not so bad... Anyways. This site is actually pretty fucking cool. A majority of people are hot AND kind. WOW that is a shocker really. People in the real world are devoured by material things, wealth of course, and their nack for loving themselves too much, haha. anyways my point is. Fubar, you rock. So this site gives me a chance to actually have fun without dealing with these slimy fucks. Chow. -King of Swing

Pies, In The Skies Would Be A Good Place To Keep Them Away From Sticky Fingers.
There are days when I get very confused by obscure messages from friends, not that I have many and it is not a problem status for me either. One good friend etc. it is well worth sharing a pie with them in hand rather than spreading it too thin and only having a crumb of comfort left having shared it with say 20 in the bush. So, I look at these things and see that they have too many friends to satisfy thoroughly which gets them off track so this is when I get strange messages because they have put their fingers in the wrong pie after chasing the only cherry left between the crusts. This is all well and good but they are similar to drunks talking to lamp posts however it has to be said that sometimes lamp posts can be more enlightening so maybe I should start talking to them instead and keep the pie all to myself. However, that makes me selfish and this is not the case at all because I love sharing things and I suppose that comes from being the middle child having to share with th

Vampires & Vampire Movies
So I'm watching The LOST BOYS last night. I remember loving it as a teen..and I still sort of do. But there are MANY vampire films that are great. Stuart Townsend was a cool Lestat & Bill Paxton was wicked as Severen. So what is your favorite Vampire films AND which actor do you think was great in a vampire role?

It's Nothing...really
It's delicate...trying to balance your different lives. Especially if they are new...and you are running from your past ones. Too many things can seem to get in the way. Some in the new...but the old just seems to keep popping up time and time again. Immersed in existance, from your heels to your crown. Drowning in lifes cumbersome totality. Light fading wayward like the moon pushing the trees to the ground. You sink...deeper...deeper still. Waiting...not moving...yet sinking still I don't know...I just don't know anymore...not sure I ever really knew. How does anyone know where they made a wrong turn...where did it happen to me? I don't feel like anything is resolved from my past...and there are so many things...I just don't know where to start. And I can't even imagine where it will end. Regrets...I guess I have many. Enough to bury myself in if I were to let them. I've spoken about regrets in a regard of having none. I lied. I have a lot of regrets that haunt me ev

The First Day Of School
The chill of the morning air, picking out clothes, packing the lunch, being sure everything is in the back pack. Oh, yes, I love the first day of school. Today started another year of school for my daughter. She is in the first grade this year. I am so proud of her. She is such a good kid and so very smart. Our day started at 6AM. She was up and completely ready to go by 6:15. Unfortantly this won't last. By this time next week, she will be fighting me about getting out of bed to go to school. But since it is the first day, she was very easy to get going. She missed her friends. I hope that she had a good day and that she will continue to love school like she does now. That will make my life a lot easier.

A Penny
The Penny You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc. This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about. Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. My friend, Arlene, was nervous about the weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house. The first day and evening went well, and Arlene was delighted to have this rare glim pse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants. Arlene knew she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, so she was enjoying herself immensely! As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of Arlene and her husband.

Peace One Day
What would the world be like if for just one day we had a complete ceasefire and no violence? A day of peace. At first thought, it sounds downright impossible. But this is the vision of British filmmaker Jeremy Gilley, who directed a film called Peace One Day to record his journey to establish an annual global day of peace. I learned from this documentary that in 1981 the United Nations established the UN International Day of Peace, which originally fell on the third Tuesday of September. Jeremy’s vision includes not only having this day commemorated by the UN on a fixed calendar date, but that it be a day of action, where people unite globally to hold their governments accountable with a day of ceasefire and nonviolence. A day of peace not only sends a clear message to the world that peace is possible, but more important in the short-term, it allows access to sensitive war-torn areas for delivery of humanitarian and medical aid. Over a three-year period, Jeremy tirelessly met wi

Justice Invocation Of Maat
Justice Invocation of Maat Great Mother of the Sun Descend into the arms of the earth Winged Goddess of balance Come unto me who cry out to you For justice and truth and strength Help me find Balance in the world! I call upon you to help balance the energies In my life I call upon you to bring the truth Into all I do and say and feel I call upon you to give me strength To persevere on all levels in healing myself On all levels In organizing, in uniting And in bringing a halt to all destruction! I invoke The black free-standing feather of Maat The crystal star gleaming within The outpouring of interstellar energies Flowing and snaking through the earth Filling every living thing With the will toward harmony And balance. I invoke the point of equilibrium The force of momentum, Gravity and electron-spin resonance Filling us with the song Of balance. I invoke the law of the universe The innate justice That governs all things

Love Hurts
You know love hurts when the one You love decides to leave you. You know you would die or give Your last breath for your love. You would try to move Heaven and Earth or even the stars above Or give them everything you got. You feel you can not ever do anything Right for the love of your life. Why is it that the one you love the Most hurts you more than anyone else On this Earth?

Vulnerability
Vulnerability has numerous expressions in dreaming. Many times, dreams will begin with symbols concerning the dreamer in relationship to other dream characters. The symbols usually show the dreamer as being vulnerable to, in power over, intimate with, or estranged from other dream characters. Situations in which the dreamer is vulnerable include dreaming of being asleep, being only partially clothed, being unable to communicate, or being physically limited through handicap or restraint. Dreams of vulnerability often resolve as rescue or victimization dreams. Because your person (either physical or spiritual) is at risk in dreams of vulnerability, the exchanges and conclusion of this dream indicate much about your life and how you see it. You may be wanting someone to come along and make things right, or experiencing a self- destructive pattern that needs resolution. This dream can often open your waking mind to ways out of the position that has you in a subservient or defensive p

Very Uncomfortable Blog
How many boyfriends have told you they love you? Um.......I can't even count how many. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry a person? Yeah twice.....Only married one of them. Are you crushin on someone? I dont think so? Hmmmmm? Keith Urban I guess! Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Uh yeah right now I'm having that feeling. Have you ever made a boyfriend cry? Yeah I'm a bitch!!!!! Are you happier single or in a relationship? Well first you got your "Relationships" and everything is GREAT! Then we have those things called "RelationSHITS" and those are no fun Most of them are relationSHITS too....Soooooooo.....SINGLE!!! Have you ever been cheated on? Um yeah Ive benn cheated on alot....So the honest to god truth is I will never do it to anyone I'm with that isnt cool!!! Have you never had you're heart broken? Yeah!! Have you ever broken anyones heart? I'm sure I have. If you could go back i

This Town Fucking Sucks!
Do not ever move to Lawton OK. Well why would you right unless your in the military or married to someone in the military. Well those that are new to my friends list let me go back a bit. We moved down here in december of last year. I was 6 months pregnant at the time. I told Mike I wanted a dog. So we went to the pound and I picked out the cutest dog you will ever see. I filled out the forms and signed them and then we brought the dog home. This dog was so cute and good for awhile. Mike would yell at me alot because I wasn't training him. Remember I'm pregnant and I can't exactly train a dog at the time. So of course this dog peed and pooped all over the house all the time. He chews everything up and is just plain annoying. Well now the dog is 6 or 7 months old and still chews everything up. We keep him in the kitchen because I can't care for my daughter and chase this dog around the house. He goes in every room and chews everything he can get. We did get his shots and everything he n

What Kind Of Relationship I Am In
You scored as excellent, congratulations! you have an excellent relationship. lucky you!excellent72% avrage33% Abusive14% what kind of relationship are you in?created with QuizFarm.com

Why Im Sad
most of the people on my friends list probably know why im sad at the moment and i want to say a big thank you to everyone who has sent me their wishes and too say thank you back i send CommentTrainCommentTrain love from me and enjoy your day and enjoy the weekend more xx the problem is i got broke into and it has scared me lots cause the people who done it just live a few doors away from me and police have done basically nothing

Swords Be Drawn
The dark stone Howling wind Approaching battle Boxing us in Power and riches Death and glory Courage and heroics A chilling story Let swords be drawn To banish the darkness Upon battlements In keeps In the highest abodes May your mind never wander And your sword stay sharp For in war You must answer Your destinys call Men led by man Man led by men Bowman and mages Rise up and again To fight evil powers Cleanse the dark land Fight through the fear Hold your own ground Liege-lords and kings Princesses fair Knights with their helms And their steely glare Speed and raw talent When wielding the blade Dexterity and charisma Come forth from hidden glades Mens blood on your hands A burden to bear But to return to your maiden Her long flowing hair War is for heroes War is for fools War is for those with nothing to lose Fight for freedom Fight for a right Fight for a women To hold close at night

The Mouse On The Barroom Floor
The Mouse on the Barroom Floor: Some Guinness was spilled on the barroom floor when the pub was shut for the night. Out of his hole crept a wee brown mouse and stood in the pale moonlight. He lapped up the frothy brew from the floor, then back on his haunches he sat. And all night long you could hear him roar, 'Bring on the goddam cat!'

Set Aside Ur Difference & Stand Together 4 This!!!
Good mornig Fubar, hope everyone is enjoying their holiday weekend! Im gonna keep this short and sweet, everyday i see more racism on this site, and it makes me sick. I uploaded 2 tags today, feel free to rip them and use them as primarys for the day. or just to put in your pics. Take a stand against this ignorence. Have a great weekend everyone! FoSheezy from Jeezy! click either pic to go and rip! PLEASE REPOST!!! (repost of original by 'ßJEEZY۞Manager of Stangs Underground۞KING-O-TYPO' on '2007-09-01 08:44:29')

Message To My First-born Seed
This is a message To my first-born seed! Take only what you need, Don't be swallowed by greed! You may have to bleed, Fight for what you believe! & indeed you will succeed This I guarantee...get on your knees, & pray ----> everyday! It's ok ----> to play! Laissez les bon temps rouler!! But stay true to yourself, Never sell your soul for wealth, Count your blessings for your health, Play the cards that you've been dealt! Don't be afraid to ask for help, But practice to perfection, Only the strong survive! It's natural selection! Keep your eyes on the prize Mind focused on progression! You may see some things that'll make you question, Our existence..... Arm yourself with knowledge, Or else you'll be defenseless! Use your common senses... Never senseless! The possibilities? They're endless! Follow your dreams! Don't scheme! First you gotta be a prince.... But you'll grow into a King! It's up to me to leave my prints, Then set you free to do Your THING!

29 Lines To Make You Smile
TWENTY NINE LINES TO MAKE YOU SMILE 1. My husband and I divorced over religious differences. He thought he was God and I didn't. 2. I don't suffer from insanity; I enjoy every minute of it. 3. Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them. 4. I used to have a handle on life, but it broke. 5. Don't take life too seriously; No one gets out alive. 6. You're just jealous because the voices only talk to me 7. Beauty is in the eye of the beer holder. 8. Earth is the insane asylum for the universe. 9. I'm not a complete idiot -- Some parts are just missing. 10. Out of my mind. Back in five minutes. 11. NyQuil, the stuffy, sneezy, why-the-heck-is-the-room-spinning medicine. 12. God must love stupid people; He made so many. 13. The gene pool could use a little chlorine. 14. Consciousness: That annoying time between naps. 15. Ever stop to think, and forget to start again? 16. Being "over the hill" is much better than being under it! 17. Wrinkled Was Not One of t

For My Wife
Love, the most powerful, the most desired, the most searched for, the most yearned for and the most needed feeling in any person’s life. It is the driving force behind any man. Not money, not greed nor power, but to feel the love of a woman. The love of a good woman. It gives reason to face the day, to go to work and to put up with lifes obstacles and downfalls, the love of a woman. It gives a man strength, it gives a man hope. Love makes a man experience pain and emotion like he has never felt. Love can bring even the strongest of men crying to their knees. Love can make the saddest of men beam with happiness. Love can make a drunkert put his drink behind him and never taste a single drop touch his lips again. With the love of a woman behind him, a man can conquer any fear he might hide within him. With the love of a woman a man can put aside his fear to show emotion. A man will make any and every effort no matter how big or small it may be to make sure that the woman that loves him h

Programming Your Minds!
I'm deep in this game Deep in the system's shit The devil's calling my name He says, "It's time to go ballistic!" On the south side we ride Edgewize on the rise! Minds with x-ray vision For you haters in disguise! I'm a product of my environment All twisted and bent If it's hell you want? Then it's hell you get! I'm like a Timex baby I take a lickin and keep on tickin! I'm on fire Cookin breakfast in the kitchen! I see the writing on the wall, Through my crystal ball! I'm calling your shots, Setting you up for the fall! You're the worm in the apple, I'm the snake in the grass! You're the thorn in my side, I'm the dick in your ass! You got a ghost of a chance, I got the cards stacked against ya! I'm watching you sink in the quicksand & it's eatin ya like cancer! No ifs, ands or buts No strings attached No holds barred What you see is what you get! I've been running this rat race stuck in a maze Like a shot in the dark For the love

For Those Who Are Energy Sensitive
This has been a tough weekend for me. With all the energywork I was doing, I neglected to notice the general restlessness and cresting of a nice energy wave! Feels like it dispersed early this morning, for which I am truly grateful! But the Venus Retrograde does not end until the evening of September 7, so we have a few more days to ride out! But it is also true, we should have another on the way fairly soon - I'm not sure which planet retro comes next or when. I will let everyone know when I find out! Working ones issues is painful business on a good day. Mine came up, front and center, this weekend! I was busy dealing with a dear friend's emotional issues, as well. That proverbial "last straw" landed and I spent last evening in tears, literally. I have been reminded of late by another dear friend that crying is not a weakness - that it disperses pent up energy/emotion very well. But I seem to use that as a last resort these days - all of a sudden I hate crying! But it helped.

Top 10 Signs Your Superhero Movie Sucks
Top 10 Signs Your Superhero Movie Sucks 10. The movie’s catchprase: “You’ll believe a man can spend 10 bucks on crap!” 9. Includes the line: “You can’t stop me — I have an IQ of 118!” 8. The hero’s superpower: ability not to make eye contact with a stranger in an elevator. 7. Plot holes glossed over by the heroine’s numerous boob flashes. 6. Forget Kryptonite — the hero’s only weakness…a bullet to the heart. 5. CGI effects were rendered using a crayon. 4. The hero has a specially designed costume to emphasize his “bulge.” 3. The soundtrack is by the guy who wrote the “Pina Colada Song.” 2. The movie is based on a comic written during Stan Lee’s magic mushroom addiction. 1. Bat-nipples!

Friend's Without Face's
We sit and we type, And we stare at our screens; We all have to wonder What this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, Through the rooms in a maze; Looking for something or someone, As we sit in a daze. We chat with each other; We type all our woes; Small groups we do form, And gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody To type out our name; We want recognition, But it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, And sometimes flirt; In PMs (IMs) we chat deeply, And reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - Yet why, we don't know; But some of these friendships Will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, We can be so bold? Telling our secrets That have never been told. Why is it we share The thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, As though we were blind? The answer is simple; It's as clear as a bell. We all have our problems And need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, But tell someone we must; So we turn to the compute

Midnight Whispers
Silence in the night. Midnight whispers in the moon. Gentle caress of the blowing summer evening wind. Sensual kiss gliding across the lips from the north star. A breathless moment. A skipping beat of the heart. A twinge just under the skin of the toes. A rushing release of pure excitment. A fleeting moment in time Passion, heat, love, lust. excitment. Pleasure, upon pleasure, time and time again. Soft expression of a lusting moment. Sweet love and a gentle caress. A perfect moment in time. Shivering with antispation. Waiting for that first touch, the first kiss. The fist moment of acceptances. To be a part of the silences and to hear the whispers, to taste the kiss. To gasp for air to feel the heart skip that beat. Then the moment ends and you long for it to come again. Aching to feel it again. Needind to feel it again and again. Those midnight whisperers in the dark

Tangled Like Grape Vines
Tangled Like Grape Vines In the beginning it seemed so unreal--so distant But now I think about it, Intriguing my mind and fluttering my heart past the ability to comprehend or resist. I want to be with you, I want to wake each morning Tangled like grape vines. Comforted by your assurance, Seduced by the rage we hold in our hearts I want to love you. Shaving you so carefully, Mending your wounds, Caressing you at night Watching you sleep and wondering How many dawns will there be Tangled like grape vines. By: Lucky to be Irish

One Night Stand
A graze of the lips a skim of the fingers. Heat from the body the skin wet with sweat. Skim of the tongue. A rush of hot breath. A taste a feeling. Acceptance into a place so wet and warm. A twinge, a tickle, an urge. A whisper, a glimps, a rush, a feel, a touch, a kiss. Bare brest legs entwined naked skin free to be roamed, and touched. Longing to be kissed and felt. Roaming hands over a taught bare chest. Nails scraped across a bare back. The thumping of a beating heart, as it races in time with the movement of two bodies. The sweet taste of sex upon your lips. Sweat dripping from your heated skin. A rush of excitment a pull of pleasure. A release of heat, a touch of antisapition. To enter that one forbidden place. Sex, love, lust, pleasure, greed. All gathered in one moment. A push a pull an entrances all in one moment. Foreplay, sex, antisipation, acceptances. No names, no words, no emotions, no strings. Just a want a need to touch, to feel

Update On Dream Catcher (mary)
Please read Christina's update on her mother (Mary - Dream Catcher)! Just wanted to say thank you to everyone for their love and support for my mom. As of 3 pm this afternoon nothing has changed, she is still in the coma, once again thank you so much for the love, support and prayers Love Christina

What Do You Really Want?
WHAT A GIRL WANTS A GIRL WANTS FOR HER MAN TO HOLD HER TIGHT A GIRL WANTS SOMEONE TO TRUST. A GIRL WANTS TO GET KISSED AND HUGGED A GIRL WANTS A MAN NOT A BOY A GIRL WANTS HER MAN TO BE HER BEST FRIEND A GIRL WANTS TO MAKE LOVE NOT FUCK A GIRL WANTS FOR HER MAN TO GRAB HER HAND A GIRL WANTS TO BE HELD FROM BEHIND A GIRL WANTS TO BE NUMBER ONE NOT 2 OR 3 A GIRL WANTS LOVE AND HAPPINESS A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A PLAYA A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A LIER A GIRL SURE DON'T WANT A ASSHOLE ALL WE WANT IS TO BE RESPECTED AND LOVED

Things Are Looking Up!
Ok ya'll I know i'm on a blog frenzy today...just bare with me. Over the past month or so I've had to do alot of soul searching. My 8.5 year marriage is officially over and I'm moving on. I didn't think it would be so tough as he was still living with me, although we did are own thing, but when he moved the agony of it all hit me hard. I miss his son so much, In all since of the word I was his "mom" for 5 years and we grew together. My ex and I may not of got along but we did share a lot of great times over this period of time. I am thankful we are able to still be friends and talk. Anyways over this past week I've dealt with a lot of emotions. Especially depression. Well with some help of friends and family I have pulled myself out of the dumps and I'm moving on. I have a job interview today at 2pm and one at 3pm tomorrow. I'm so excited. I want so bad to get on my feet and to realize I can do this all on my own. It's been years since i've been independent, but believe

Can You Differ Two Birds.....weather Its Male Or Female
Can You Differ Two Birds.....Weather Its Male Or Female....Well.....This Picture Might Give You The Knowledge....... **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** **************************** I Hope You Can Tell It Now.....LolZ....EmOn

Why Marry
I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry. That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste. David Bissonette When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. Sacha Guitry After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together. Hemant Joshi By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.Socrates Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them. Dumas The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is, "What does a woman want? Sigmund Freud I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me. Anonymous "Some people ask the secret of our long marriage. We take time to go to a restaurant two times a week. A little candlelight, dinner, soft music and dancing. She goes Tuesdays, I go Fridays." Henny Youngman "I

Poems
summer is almost over almost time to see leaves fall time for some to break up time for some to make up all things seem to change change for good or bad life is like that it is a revolving circle of the never ending so just sit back and go with your own flow don't worry about what's going to happen next things have a way of eventually working out for the best take life with a grain of salt i'm not saying it's easy but it will be in the long run live life to the fullest at least that is one thing you won't regret

Braggin' Rights!
CALIFORNIA: (written by someone bragging!) - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! - I don't get snow days off because there’s only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we don’t fuck around on the road - The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border) - My governor can kick your governors ass - I can go out at midnight -You jud

Checklist
My checklist well i am tired of guys who believe they can sweep me off my feet in two or three weeks. so i have developed a list of requirements, some may think im in it for material things but it isnt like that at all. they way i see it a guy who can support himself and still be able to have a little fun should meet these no problem. what is the deal with the 27 y/o+ living at home and no bills and still broke wtf!! 1. must have a place beside with family members.... 2. must have car 3. must have stable income 4. must have some type of education...no hs diploma or ged...dont wast your breath 5. preferrably have a pet 6. must have some type of bank account,,,the piggy bank inur sock drawer does not count 7. must be on respectable terms with atleast most of his family 8 preferrable have a child...no more than 2 9. no baby mama drama 10 cannot be in a existing relationship 11. can afford to take me out somewhere on a real date...dosent have to be

This Will Come Soon... For All..one Day
FULL CIRCLE Until you've walked a while in my shoes, Don't toss me aside like yesterday's news. Though I'm but a shadow of what used to be. Don't turn away! I beg you, Please. There's a real living being inside of this shell. Who's lived a full life, and lived it well. I once was a child full of vigor and fun, And wide eyed wonder of a life just begun. I've passed many milestones over my years, I fought many battles, and conquered my fears. I was highly regarded in our society, A leader and pillar of the community. I've known both sorrow and happiness, But now, I have out lived my uselfulness. Clearly, time has taken my youth away. I'm weak and frail, my hair has thinned and grayed. Life's burdens and woes have wrinkled my face, My memories so dear, have all been erased, My spirit is dwindling, my flesh is too weak, My thoughts are confused when I try to speak. The one that I cared for, now must care for me, I pra

My Mahogany Man
Standing along crystal clear waters, His body is magnified, structured distinctly, His hair is kinky, yet I can run my fingers thru it. His eyes are like fire that burns within me, I feel him. His lips are soft like pillows, sweet and tender, there is no way I can let him go. His shoulders are broad and demanding. His arms are muscular and comforting, what I crave of him is to embrace me. His chest is ribbed and soothing, a place to lay my head and ease my mind. His legs are are strong and bold, when he walks everything stops. His mahogany color and flavored skin glistens as the sweat roles from his body to the palm of my hand. I am overpowered. I am encompassed. I am intrigued. I am a dreamer, for he sits upon my wall, never to fall..... unless, he falls in love with me.

We Are Home & Starting To Mix... What The Hell Does That Mean Click Here To Find Out
Morning! I'm back again (although it seems that people have gotten a little bored around here and started to visit elsewhere!! Dont blame you lot - its been pretty quiet recently) and I figured I would check in briefly before my day starts. We are back home in ohio, putting our world back together after the tour. Once my head stops spinning I'm gonna start posting a video blog for better or worse.We had an amazing time, and thanks to everyone we met on the road, and who came to see us, and all the new friends and fans we made. I'm still in a screwed up nocturnal state, but Im acclimating to life nicely. My cat is still alive, no one stole my car, and weather here is unpredictably perfect. Next week we start mixing!! We hoped the mixing stage would have started while we were gone BUT we had to wait for a part for the studio. So with that being said you can look for a new song being posted very soon. We are also going to try to write a few more songs just to see what else we can come

Thanks For Visiting The Page
There is not alot that I can really say in the blog other than welcome to my page, and hope you like it. I guess I wrote everything that you wanted to know in the about me section and stuff. Thanks for visiting my page. Comment me and show some love anytime you want to. Everman

Yeah, Job
My roomie got a job and starts tomorrow. YEAH!!! We have been so worried about all the bills and the kids but as usual the fates came through. I hope this job is as nice as she thinks it will be and as comfortable in the office. GOOD LUCK ROOMIE!!!!

Redneck Sex Test
You scored 25 LAME ASS, 0 DUMB ASS, 0 GETTING THERE, and 74 DAMN REDNECK! THANKS FOR TAKING MY TEST HOPEFULLY YOU HAD FUN AN IF NOT KISS MY ASS CAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE A REAL REDNECK ANYWAY HAHAHAHAHA Link: The TRUE REDNECK SEX TEST Test written by drfeelgood4u2 on OkCupid Free Online Dating, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Natural Highs
1. Falling in love. 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15 The beach 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19 Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 25. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you. 26. Waking up and realizing you still have a few hours left to sleep. 27. Your first kiss (either the very first or wit

What Does A Day Make??
yes it is 9/11.. a day that will live in my memory forever.. each and every day.. My support and love to the troops always..without question.. My question is.. what does a day make?? Does over dramatizing one day a year make it less a tragedy?? Does it make you a better american for one day a year that is your focus??? what about the other 364 days a year?? the ones where you are so concerned with bills, money, who your going to screw that night.. what bar your going too.. what to make for dinner?? you know the ones.. those days when 9/11 is the furthest thing from your mind.. You want to be a good american.. volunteer at a vet hospital.. become a volunteer fireman.. send packages to the troops.. oh wait..that would take more than one day wouldnt it.. I remember that day EVERYDAY.. i lost people that day.. and i lost people in the aftermath.. i dont miss them anymore today then I did when I lost them.. My god people.. does the tragedy disappear tomorrow on

The Vault Check It Out
Check out the VAULT. WHY? Because a lot of you ask about skins, how to add music to your profile, etc. So, we've had this page up for awhile, and thought I'd finally nudge you that direction so you can check it out and get some cool links from it.

Ops, Infringement
This is to notify you that we have received notice that the following material posted by you via the Photobucket service is infringing: Got this from Photobucket, wasn't smart enough to know I was infringing. So, no more comments changed by me, oh well, it was fun while it lasted, sure didn't intend to steal anyone else's work. I went through and deleted anything that looked like it could be infringement. Curt

Wtf!!
TELL ME WHY...WHY IS IT OK FOR EVERYONE IN THIS COUNTRY TO EXPRESS THEIR BELIEFS EXCEPT FOR US WHITES?? IF WE DARE OPEN OUR MOUTHS WE ARE LOOKED DOWN UPON AS FILTH, BUT A BLACK MAN OR JEW DOING THE SAME GETS A PAT ON THE BACK??? WTF???

Illegal Aliens
Illegal Aliens and the Border Current mood: good Category: News and Politics On the subject of immigration/illegal aliens: Closing our borders is not going to help. That is like trying to hold back the ocean with a broom. It is not only impossible, but it isn't America, as least not the one I risked my life in Vietnam for. No, this will not work. Lets face it, most of us, unless you are an American Indian, immigrated here, so lets forget this as a solution. Think: What do people come here for - freedom? A better way of life? The chance to be someone or make something of themselves? Well these are the people we want here, at least I sure do. I am afraid there is another reason people come here though. It has to do with free, but not so much freedom as freeload. We give away food, school medical and what ever else anyone wants. The working person foots the bill. It has gotten so bad that soon there will be nothing left for the working person that put in there

Oh Isn't Life Grand?
Don’t you hate when you are faced with something that you don’t want to know, don’t want to think about, don’t want to dwell upon yet you have to? Those things in life that you are told in order to make things better in the long run but seem to inhibit them more in the here and now?! There are certain things that you just don’t want to know in life, that you don’t want to face, and that you would rather take a bullet than think about . . . And somehow these are the things that you find yourself faced with most often. I was faced with something today that lord knows I did not want to hear, yes I needed to and I realize that but I would have rather heard so many other things. I had someone that I have grown very fond of tell me something that could have changed the entire view I have of this person, the total way I think of them, whether or not I wanted to even deal with them anymore. I didn’t want to be faced with this, not today, not tomorrow, not ever . . . But I respect this p

Lineup Week 2
After winning mt first week i am going to keep it the same. i made a trade. It was Reggie Bush and Chris Henry for Chris Brown and Warrick Dunn. We will See what happens. This Is my Starting Line Up this Week QB • Tom Brady • NE RB • Ronnie Brown • MIA RB • Willis McGahee • BAL WR • Marvin Harrison • IND WR • Torry Holt • STL WR • Darrell Jackson • SF TE • Heath Miller • PIT PK • Jeff Wilkins • STL Def • Jacksonville Jaguars • JAC These are my Bench Players Below QB • Alex D. Smith • SF RB • Chris Brown • TEN RB • Ron Dayne • HOU RB • Warrick Dunn • ATL WR • Mark Clayton • BAL WR • Matt Jones • JAC TE • Randy McMichael • STL PK • John Kasay • CAR Def • Tampa Bay Buccaneers • TB

Background On Me.....
Well I am 28 and a single mom, my son is 11. I got pregnant when I was 16 and had my son just after I turned 17, 2 weeks before my senior year. I graduated high school and earned my cosmetology license at the same time. I have worked in the salon industry off and on now for about 10 years. I left my sons father when he was 1, he left my son when he was 2, and signed over his rights when he was 5. I have never gotten a dime from him, not even when we lived together. I have always done it myself, except when I have been too ill to work (that is a whole issue that I dont talk about much). I am not after your money or even wanting it, so please do not rank me with the rest of the gold digging trash you have known. I am a truly independent woman, that is a blessing and a curse, as most things are. I am a fulltime college student, a psychology major, GPA 3.789 out of 4.0, member of 2 honor societies. I have almost completed my associates and hope to transfer in the spring to a univer

Apple Of My Eye
The moment I saw you I knew there was no one else meant for me. Your eyes, your hands, your touch, The fact that even the simplest of gestures could bring a smile to my face. Your one of a kind, a special someone that many people journey to find. Many would say that love is unconditional between a man and a woman. But I have found that it doesn't hold a flame to the love of a child. You've renewed my faith about love, renewed me as a woman, as a Mom. You're the Apple of my Eye, the reason for my smile to the rising sun. There isn't a moment in a day that I don't Thank God for you. I've seen you grow over the past few years and all the memories fill my heart. As we celebrate Mothers, lets celebrate who made me one, you. Dedication to my Daughter

Why Is It?
Why is it that the people that tell you that they are always there for you are the ones that are never available when you need them? I have some pretty good friends, and they always tell me "I'm here if you need to talk" but then when I'm ready to open up and actually vent a little, they are too busy doing other things...they don't have time to listen right now.... I guess I'll never understand this....maybe its just me....Hell, i don't know..... Anyways, the opertunity is gone....I have pulled it all back inside where it will stay until I decide to let it out again..... Ok, I'm done ranting now...have a good night....

Friendship
Let prophets curse, this world despising, Until their bloodless lips turn blue! My friendship – like the sun arising, Like longing – I extend to you. In pitch-dark night we often blunder The clouded skies seem never bright. And yet I cannot help but wonder: Why is the earth so full of light? It's not the sun that we so cherish That every morning brings us light. It is the dawn of our great friendship That fills us brimful of delight! It keeps this world and us still going, It keeps all songs alive and gay. For friendship's sake do streams go flowing And forests sing their roundelay. Translated by Lionginas Paþûsis Written by Salomeja Neris, Lithuanian poetess

Helping Out The Other Family!!!
I know i have dropped us out of the bombfest do to lack of bombers and when it started we werent getting anywhere near as many comments as the other teams do to them having more family members than we...i asked git r done if they wanted our help and they could use it many of you may not realize that git r done also has the people that have helped us out b4 the nighthawks they just went back to the git r done family so please help git r done for all the help we have received through members they have in it...I hope you all dont feel i have failed you in anyway i had a feeling the night b4 the contest that unfortunately we wouldnt be able to keep up with the other families i was right but i decided to at least try it was hard when it was only me and cherry bombin when the contest started and they had numerous ppl bombing and us so few they gained lots of comments quick and we couldnt catch up to them...so i apologize for any confusion and i wish things could of been very different...So i

Like I Always Say I Dont Want To See Your Ass
By MATTHEW VERRINDER, Associated Press Writer Sun Sep 16, 2:35 PM ET TRENTON, N.J. - It's a fashion that started in prison, and now the saggy pants craze has come full circle — low-slung street strutting in some cities may soon mean run-ins with the law, including a stint in jail. ADVERTISEMENT Proposals to ban saggy pants are starting to ride up in several places. At the extreme end, wearing pants low enough to show boxers or bare buttocks in one small Louisiana town means six months in jail and a $500 fine. A crackdown also is being pushed in Atlanta. And in Trenton, getting caught with your pants down may soon result in not only a fine, but a city worker assessing where your life is headed. "Are they employed? Do they have a high school diploma? It's a wonderful way to redirect at that point," said Trenton Councilwoman Annette Lartigue, who is drafting a law to outlaw saggy pants. "The message is clear: We don't want to see your backside." The bare-your-britc

We Don't Give A Fuck Lyrics
[Chorus- Jadakiss]2x Uhh used to be my dog you was in my left titty Scream RYDE OR DIE I thought you would die wit me Found out you a bitch you can’t even ryde wit me Now it’s a war you ain’t on the side wit me [DMX] When it rain, niggaz get wet, stay dry Don’t cross me, I compete the snake eye Just lost you, left your shadow in the dark Fucked around it forced me to hit the shadow with a spark Blew your shit apart, now it’s two halves of one nigga “Look at him”, I said after a few laughs, “Dumb nigga Stupid is as stupid does cocksucker And look what being stupid does, get you shot sucker I let you get too close and you bit me I suppose it went on for too long you tried to hit me Thought you was wit me Well you might as well forget me, cuz from this point on It’s war, it won’t stop until one of us is gone I’m still mad at myself for lettin that shit go down Somebody shoulda told me I was fuckin wit a clown And I think they found and let.. you

Writing A Custom Story
I have received the needed information from a guy who wishes for me to write him a custom story. It will be a custom story of me and HIM and he is into threesomes which is one of my fantasies too. This will be a HOT erotic story. He has given me enough information about his personal details where this will be fun to formulate in my mind before I put it to keyboard. Hmmmmmm ... the creative juices will begin to flow very soon. I just know you will enjoy this story "J" ... give me a bit of time to formulate and create and then I will email it to you. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Bio
Birthday: Nov. 26, 1956 Hometown: Hickory, N.C. Unlike most drivers who come from a racing background, Dale Jarrett's path to NASCAR stardom didn't begin until he was 20 years old. Sure, Jarrett, a multi-sport star in high school who was offered a golf scholarship at the University of South Carolina, hung out at the tracks watching his dad, Ned, race in the 1960s, but it wasn't until 1977 that the son of the racing legend first got behind the wheel. He began working on a car with a couple of high-school friends, one of which was Andy Petree, and before long Jarrett wanted to try it out. After receiving a loan from his father to buy an engine, Jarrett started 25th and finished ninth that night at Hickory Motor Speedway, and the wheels were in motion. Jarrett began competing in the Limited Sportsman Division at Hickory and in a few short years it was off to NASCAR. Jarrett competed in 28 of the 29 races in the Busch Series' inaugural season of 1982, posting 14 top-10s to

Poetry 4
I looked into your eyes.. as you wrapped your arms around me, I felt so safe, warm, and protected, as I felt your heart beat, when I lay my head on your chest.. You tilted my face upwards, touching my lips with your finger, as you leaned over to give me a kiss.. so passionately, that you took my breath away.. We looked up to the stars in the sky, as I saw a shooting star fly by, I wished this moment would last eternity, as I took your hand.. my aches went away, I knew you were here for me...

Tibetan Personality Test (4 Questions)
This is a unique personality test. There are only 4 questions but the results are very interesting. I was kind of shocked by what some of my answers meant. Be honest and honor what pops into your mind when the questions present themselves. Tibetan Personality Test (click here)

11/19
well im back on the boat again so please know all on my friends list the boats at wkn have wireless through cingular however i have to have a good signal to be able to connect i will comment back to those who talk to me soon as i can. on here we work 6 hours on 6 hours off and i will be here for 28 days ... tc all of you... seph

Tragedy
This is Blythe a.k.a. Darkest Descents Oldest and Closest friend. I am called Matron Fang here on Fubar and I am writing this blog here because Blythe died in a Fire on Sept 1st, 2007 at her da's pub which she had taken over after he lost his battle with Cancer very early in the year. I was told that it was an electrical fire and that she and a building codes inspector where checking on some possible shotty work from an eletrical contractor that she had fired for cutting corners in his work. She and the inspector were somehow caught off guard or blocked into the store room which is where the fire started. She left her two daughters to me in her Will so they will soon officially be part of my family per Blythe's very specific request. Her Daughters asked that I may her MySpace page into a memorial so that they and anyone else who was friends with her could leave comments if they happen to have MySpace as well. Her name there is the same as here Darkest Descent. It grie

Narcissist
Here are some of my favorite mumms...by myself :p http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=241677 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=240315 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=239681 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=238756 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=238725 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=235317 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=234994 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=233271 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=233271 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232084 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232084 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=232039 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=231916 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=231632 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=192831 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=194446 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=195409 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=195916 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=189094 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=187361 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=187204 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=185580 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184526 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=184469 http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=183473

Friends
Have you ever found a friend That makes your heart glow Someone who is wonderful You feel honored to know. Someone to laugh with perhaps even to cry Someone whom you love Someone who is comfortable to be around Someone who just seems to understand. Someone that you think of day and night Someone you pray for as you go to bed Someone who shows up when needed Thoughts of them are always on your mind. Someone who shares with you all your ups and downs Someone who comes when called Someone who shares your smiles and frowns Surely you must know, God planted that seed These seeds God has planted here on earth Were planted deeply in our friends They cannot be measured by earth's worth Only by God's values placed here from the start Value those friendships, honor their decisions Respect their feelings and not make demands Never try to change their dreams to your own Hold their love tightly in your hands Refrain from angry if you don't talk to them each day

Bedroom Football
A guy comes home from the bar one night around 3 in the morning. His wife is sleeping and he is trying to sneak into bed. He's laying in bed for a few minutes and cuts a fart. His wife wakes up and asks, "What in the world was that?" He replies, "Touchdown, I am winning 7 nothing." She thinks to herself "I'm gonna fix him." Then she lets one loose. He yells at her, "What was that?" She replies "Touchdown, tie score." Now he thinks, "I'm gonna fix her." He's lying there for about 10 minutes trying to work one up. He tries so hard he shits in bed. The wife asks, "Now what in the world was that?" He replied, "Half time, switch sides."

After Dinner Break-in
After Dinner Break-In by hornygranny © Tammy had just finished serving dessert to her family. John, her husband; James, her son and Beth, her daughter. The Thomas' always had one dress-up dinner a week. The men wore jackets and the gals wore dresses. Tammy loved being dressed up with her family and liked seeing her children dressed up and looking so nice. Her daughter had blossomed into a beautiful woman and her son had grown to be quite a man. The kids were both in college and Tammy and John were very proud of them both. They were just cleaning the dishes off the table when the door bell rang. They lived in the country and were the only house on their road and normally saw car lights before someone rang their bell so John and Tammy both were shocked to hear the bell. John went to the door and two masked men barged into their house, pushing John to the ground and waving guns at the rest of the family. "Everyone, over on the couch," the taller one ordered. "Do what I say and n

Light Of Love
6/1/02 My heart screams in pain when your not around My soul bleeds a river when I cant find you My mind cant find what its searching for But my hearts made of gold and my spirit of fine wine, my mind keeps looking for the flowers i just cant find. But baby dont wory cause my heart only melts for you, my soul wont go bad and my mind will keep searching too All because its just another day in the light of love so baby dont worry I'll never stop loving you cause its just another day in the light of love

Rules
Contest RULES 1. photo must be mailed to me by Oct 13 th. 2. photo bombing is allow . 3. photos must show clevage face not need but would be nice. 4. contest starts saturday oct 13 at midnight runs for 7 days thru the following saturday at midnight . 5. winners will be posted monday oct 21 i also need winner to make a salute showing name of contest won. i will put in my winners folder. 6. photos must be approved by me. 7. self bombing is allowed. this is comment only rates will not be considered in total . each comment is worth 1 point. end of contest top 5 scores will win prizes. 1st place vip or 7 blast passes winners choice 2nd place 3 day blast 3rd place 1 day blast 4th place one day ticker 5th place one day tickker plus trophies for top 5 places. any questions feel free to contact me thanks bingo

In My Mother's Eyes
Got my mother's eyes and my father's hair. Does anybody really care? It's gettin' cold out here. Well, I keep walkin' with my head held high, with my head to the sky, with my mother's eyes. And my mother's eyes are with me in the darkness that's been paid for. I'm just a nameless stranger, don't know why. Have I seen all that I could? Have I seen more than I should with my mother's eyes? And my mother's eyes are with me in the chilly winds of autumn. If I ain't here by winter, she'll know why. I've seen all that I dare. I've seen more than my share. Forgive me if I stare with my mother's eyes.

Ohhh School Is Fun!
I just wanted to let all my friends know that if you don't see me on here much for a little while it's because I am busy with homework and school stuff:D Yesterday was my first day of class, and I really did enjoy it.....though I wasn't expecting to have homework my first day, and I really wasn't expecting for it to take me as long as it did to complete it.....so yeah lovin it and hatin it at the same time:) I will be on as much as I can though and will try to leave some luv whenever I am here:P Misty

School And... No Life At All??? + Trip To Sweden!!
Heya all, it's been a while since I last wrote a blog... There has been some major changes in my so-called life... First, I went to Sweden a few weeks ago, on a survival trip... Kinda fun, but I'm afraid of heights....... Secondly, my communication/IT and english teacher is homeworking the poo outta me and I got almost none spare time and I'm like dead when I come home at 5 in the afternoon... School in general is kinda harsh, but we do party too.. Hehe... I went to my first real party last thursday and almost drank my brains out in Dooley's (some kind of Bailey's, just more caramellish in the taste) Uhmmmm... What to write... Oh, yeah. I'm thinking about starting drawing on my manga about satan's life again ^^ I love the way I draw him sooo cute... God's the evil nerd!!!Haha Those people i showed the first chapter to really likes it... Anyway, that's all for now!! Byeeeeeee have a great time ^^ Love you Chris ^^

Are You A Victim?
Do you consider yourself a victim? Do you constantly whine about how you've been victimized or how you aren't being treated fairly in this life? Or do you suffer from some illness that you feel compelled to tell everyone about? Well here's your wakeup call. It's time to stop belly aching about your misfortune and time to start living your life. Cast off the brand of victim. Let go of that old hate and animosity. Embrace life and all that it has to offer. Forgive those who have wronged you. It's quite liberating. Focus on the now, not yesterday, not tomorrow. Because yesterday and tomorrow are nothing more than a figment of your imagination. Think about it. Do you honestly believe that you being a victim and in constant suffering is doing you any good? It's not. It's only destroying you physically and emotionally. Not to mention that everyone around you has things that they could complain about, but they choose not to. So why do you? In the end, this life is about fami

Better Explination.... Xbox 360 Elite For Free!
PLEASE READ..... Use the information to learn how to get your own XBOX 360 Elite free. Have a look at this video first: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DFKYVE__Mug (sorry this stupid thing thinks thats a smiley, but its an = followed by a D) Just take 1 minute and read this. This is very EASY to do! It literally takes 10 minutes to setup. Simply follow the steps below. This is 100% real. I wouldn't do this if it was a scam. I will answer you on any question! Here is what you do. Click on the link below, register, pick an account type (referral is the easiest) and complete just 1 offer (Very important that you complete the 1 offer otherwise your account will sit in limbo until you do). This is not like other sites where you need to complete one offer on 2 or 3 different pages!!! And a lot of these offers are FREE trials with nothing else to buy...No committments!!! There are plenty of cool offers to choose from such as Blockbuster online, Stamp.com, Netflix,

Been Offline For A Few Weeks
I just moved into a new house and have been offline for a few weeks. I ordered my internet service to be moved, and they lost the work order or something so had to put in for my wait again. I am so happy to be back online again! Orgasmic Aimee

How Art Is Necessary
GOOD Morning all you awesome people! My husband and I were having a discussion, and i would like to involve all of you in it; we were discussing the world of art and how it is important. My husband, whom is a member of Fubar, J_SIN, is an artist, in many words, sculpture, painting, airbrushing, drawing, pottery, etc. He is what you call the starving artist, striving to get his work known, not his name, just his style. He has this surealistic style to his art, it all comes from the imagination, and his heart. He has been drawing since he was 2, and went to Worcester Art Museum, under a summer scholarship when he was 6 and was invited again when he was 14. I'm not tooting his horn, i'm asking you all to take 5 minutes out of your schedule, go check out his art, and style. He will be well known, someday, but not while we live up here in Maine. There are no outlets, and what there is of an outlet, he winds up getting stepped on and tossed into the trash like an old tiss

Blazed And Confused
It can't get much clearer than "I want to be left alone." But for some reason, whenever I tell someone that, that for some reason still gives them license to come bug me, or call me 50 times a day over some dumb shit, or even worse, getting pissy because I have "shut them out". GET THE FUCK OVER IT! It pisses me off that people do not realize that THEY might be the reason that I do not want to be bothered today. And even if not, I should not be made to feel like shit because I would rather be alone and have no conversation at all than sit with someone who persists to piss me off, and force myself to have conversation I clearly do not fucking feel like having. OK. That's all done now. Back to ///////#~~~

Paul Harvey And Prayer
Paul Harvey says: I don't believe in Santa Claus, but I'm not going to sue somebody for singing a Ho-Ho-Ho song in December. I don't agree with Darwin , but I didn't go out and hire a lawyer when my high school teacher taught his Theory of Evolution Life, liberty or your pursuit of happiness will not be endangered because someone says a 30-second prayer before a football game. So what's the big deal? It's not like somebody is up there reading the entire book of Acts. They're just talking to a God they believe in and asking him to grant safety to the players on the field and the fans going home from the game. But it's a Christian prayer, some will argue. Yes, and this is the United States of America , a country founded on Christian principles. According to our very own phone book, Christian churches outnumber all others better than 200-to-1. So what would you expect -- somebody chanting Hare Krishna? If I went to a football game in Jerusalem, I would expect to hear a

Hi And Thanks
I'm obviously new to this and wanted to say thanks to all for the warm welcome. And Phil?? What did you get me into? j/k So far I like the site although I can't promise I'll always keep up with it.For those of you who would like to know more about me please feel free to ask. My interests are pretty broad. Could never list them all here. I would be typing all night. I'm always up for good conversation. I am in the process of getting divorced. Please no pity I'm really ok with it. Ummm as you've probably noticed I'm not the best blogger, but I try. It is nice to meet those of you who have already added me and I look forward to making more friends here.

Poem
How can I always lend a hand But ignore the cries within myself It brings me joy to bring you a smile But my emptiness still sits up on the shelf Inside my heart will always bleed But I will never let it be shown on my face Only the tear that falls down my cheek Will give you a glimpse, a shadow, a trace I suffocate when I try to breathe The chains you gave won't let my body go I have dreams, and needs, and wants My body is numb, I think maybe you should know I struggle with my demons each day You feed them while you slowly watch me die Please let me be and please set me free I want to smile as I look up at the sky I want the moon to brighten the night I want the clouds to pass me on by I want the stars to guide me to heaven And I want wings to life me and fly

Missouri Friends
MISSOURI FRIENDS FRIENDS:Will stand by you while you piss. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will shine a spotlight on you while your drunk ass is taking a piss in the bushes. --------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Call your parents drunk as hell and tell them about the fat chick you tried to pick up ------------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Hope the night out drinking goes smoothly, and hope that no one is late for the ride home. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Know some wild shit will happen, and set up rally points. -------------------------------------------------------------- FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. MISSOURI FRIENDS: Will be sitting next to you saying, Damn...that shit was fun " ------------------------------------------------------ FRIENDS: Cry with you. MISSOURI FRIENDS: laugh at you ------------------------------

Erhm...
Confused. Conflicted. Unsure. Doubting. Hurting. Scared. Pained. Sometimes, when you think something is what it is...it isn't really that at all. When you think you have something, only to find out that you have been fooling yourself into thinking it was something it isn't...when you realize that what you have is something than what you thought it was...when you see that you have been deluding yourself..when you realize what an idiot you've been...then what? Insecurities. Worries. Doubts. Fears. Emotions building, doubt escalating. Unsure, unfelt, unknown. Deep dark secrets abounding, wicked thoughts rising. Situations going from bad to worse. Insecurities fueling themselves for no cause, evil intent building inside. Doubting yourself, doubting others, doubting beliefs, doubting hope. Fear controlling, thoughts of what ifs going bad. Consuming my soul, overpowering logic. Fear of loss, fear of pain, fear of hurting someone else. Fear of saying the wrong thing, taki

50 Questions For The People Who Are A Little Older...
1. What bill do you hate paying the most? hmmmm all, LOL 2. Where was the last place you had a romantic dinner? hmmmm have to think way back on this one.... 4. If you could go back and change one thing what would it be? I wouldn't let myself get to be in the shape that I am in 5. Name of first grade teacher? Blanca, not sure of her last name, to long ago!!! 6. What do you really want to be doing right now? hahahahahaha you don't want to know, TRUST ME!!! LOL 7. What did you want to be when you were growing up? a vet 9. Why did you choose the shirt that you have on right now? was the first thing I saw this morning and did not feel like looking to much 10. What are your thoughts on gas prices? they suck 11. If you could move anywhere and take someone with you where would it be? As long is in the middle of nowhere, any place but most likely Alaska 12. What was your first thought when the alarm went off this morning? Thank God it's Friday, LOL 13. La

I Guess Thats Why The Call It The Blues
I guess thats why the call it the blues I sit here, Trembling hands huddled over the keyboard, Trying to take the words out of my head, And let them run free right here on this page. My stomach is in knots, I'm dizzy with nerves and fear. Why am I here, Oh why am I here? A colored fog in the distance, Shading the light I see, It blinds me Causing me to stumble, Stumble, Stumble. I'm searching for the answers, Trying to find the truth, Hoping for a some kind of guide To lead me to it. I stumble, Stumble, Stumble. I've heard that love will supply the answers, To most of life's questions, But all I've seemed to find Is just more questions. Why does it hurt, When the phone doesn't ring? Why is the pain so intense, When I can't hear you say my name? Why is the darkness, Never this dark when you are near? Why do I always pray That you were here? Why can't I find a medium ground, On which to stand, When all that is below me,

End Of September And Start Of Oct.
Well the end of the month and the start of a new one hasn't really started out well. My Great aunt passed away and i have a visitation and funeral to go to now. Been fighting w/ the hubby and getting really tired of it. Just not sure what to do anymore. Just got over being sick w/ strep and i'm still very very tired from it and just don't want to do anything.

Wal-mart Greeter
A very loud, unattractive, mean woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter said, "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no they ain't. Oldest one's 9 and the other one's 7. Why the hell would you think they're twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid", replied the greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice. Have a great day and thank you for shopping at Wal-Mart!"

Verify Your Email Address
Now this thing is starting to get on my last nerve!!!! I have been using that email address for ages and still am and there has no email sent to it when I am verifying it. I have now just change the address hoping to get an email there but no luck... Can Someone, ANYONE!!!!! HELP!!!!!! Not sure what to do?? (y) or (n)

Beer For Bears
2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (19 August 2007, Serbia) It's well known that alcohol impairs judgement. It's well known that carnivorous wild animals and humans don't mix well. What happens when we combine all three? One might expect a concoction of men, bears, and beer to have lethal consequences. Such was the case for a 23-year old man who inadvertently fed himself to Masha and Misha at the Belgrade Zoo. The Zoo director said of the incident, "Only an idiot would jump into the bear cage." The man's naked, mauled corpse was found inside the bear habitat, along with several mobile phones, bricks and stones, and plenty of beer cans. His clothes were completely undamaged, suggesting that he approached the bears naked. They may have feared that his intentions were not honorable. Certainly, his intentions were ill-informed. Masha and Misha "reacted angrily" when keepers tried to recover the man's corpse, but were eventually persuaded to give up their tasty

A Few Things Here
Hey ya'll just wanted to say to all thnx for puttin me into the top 200 here thats awesome and makes me feel awesome as a person and more....THNX A TRILLION to all....also iam only 14 away from 2500 profile rates....I never thot id come this far on here WOW WOW WOW again thnx to all....please continue helping me lol fan me rate comment everything I'll return the love back to all....So make sure friends that you go and check your profiles to see if i have rated yours and became your fan yet cause i know iam lackin by keeping up w/everyone on here and if i havent rated ya profile and fanned ya PLEASE let me know so that i can return ya the love again thnx all for the help much appreciated...Also lettin all know that Ill have another photo shoot tonight as well

Song Lyrics
I never felt nothing in the world like this before, (no) Now I'm missing you and I'm wishing you would come back through my door. (yeah, oooh) Why did you have to go? (go) You could have let me know, (know) So now I'm all alone. (ouuuu) Girl, you could have stayed But you wouldnt give me a chance. With you not around, it's a little bit more than I can stand. (ooooh) And all my tears they Keep running down my face. (face) Why did you turn away? So why does your pride make you run and hide? Are you that afraid of me? But I know it's a lie what you keep inside, This is not how you want it to be. So, baby, I will wait for you. 'Cause I don't know what else I can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time. If it takes the rest of my life, Baby, I will wait for you. If you think I'm fine, it just aint true. I really need you in my life. No matter what I have to do, I'll wait for you. It's been a long time since you called me. (How could you forget about me?) You got

Do You Know?
Push it down, shove it in my face pull me right back to you bringing me to this point my heart just breaks how could you leave so far away A promise yet left empty a word taken for granted a pharse that meant so much do you feel it or am I wasting time trying to bring it all back I still love you.

Happy Fall To The Pumpkins In My Pumpkin Patch!!!!
HAPPY FALL TO YOU' From one pumpkin to another!!!!!!! A woman was asked by a coworker, 'What is it like to be a Christian?' The coworker replied, 'It is like being a pumpkin.' God picks you from the patch, brings you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. Then He cuts off the top and scoops out all the yucky stuff. He removes the seeds of doubt, hate, and greed. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside of you to shine for all the world to see.' This was passed on to me by another pumpkin. Now it's your turn to pass it to other pumpkins. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch.

(#*&$#@$^)&*#@$)(#@&*$
just got my father in law pissed off at me because i threw something in his face.. he expects things to be done so quickly and gets pissed off when it doesn't get done.. BUT 10 years ago he started doing tile on the floors... me and my husband are finishing them now... now my FIL is all mad at me for saying that plus any time i try to do something I don't get help around the house example we need to get rid of a ton of things in our house so we have space.. my father in law will not get rid of ANYTHING my husband helps me go through stuff for about 10 minutes and then disappears... so i stop going through shit.. but i am the one that gets bitched at... When i first moved in this house i spent 2 fucking hours cleaning the DINING ROOM.. JUST the dining room.. the next day.. its a disaster... but i still get bitched at for the house not being cleaned... YESTERDAY my father in law had someone doing an inspection on the house to get it refinanced.. didn't te

Ailiana's Tub
Ailiana's Tub by JuicyPeach © "Catch you later!" she called out to the rest of the office staff, as she slung her bag over her shoulder and headed out to the truck to go home for the night. Ailiana knew that that would be her last human interaction until the next day. Settling into the drive home, her painted on smile slowly faded away, into a frown. Her husband was working overnight, yet again, and that left her alone all night. He worked more nights that she thought he ever would, and that played a big role in her unhappiness as a wife. She was a young wife, 25, and had been unhappy for a few years now. Ailiana felt trapped though; the mortgage, dogs, marriage. It all played a big role. She loved her husband, that was a fact, but lets just say that the sex life left much to be desired. Honestly, unless she pleasured herself on the nights he was working, she would never get off to orgasm. She learned to just let him fuck her when he got home, and then go finish herself off

Ich Bin Der Weg ( I Am The Way)
Do you feel the life in you? You aren't alone anymore I'll never leave get rid of you No one will come between us Stop fending yourself off And just let me happen Whether you want to or not I will never leave again Can you feel me? Can you feel me? We are eternally united Be ready for me I'm still invisibly small Yet everything grows with time You don't need to touch me Or be around my power to understand Truthful blessed are those Who beleive, without seeing Can you feel me? Can you feel me? I am the way Can you feel me?

Beware Of Garbage Trucks
This was sent to me by a friend... How often do you let other people's nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee or coworker ruin your day? Unless you're the Terminator, for an instant you're probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of a successful person is how quickly they can get back there focus on what's important. Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here's what happened . I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station.We were driving in the right lane when, all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his breaks, skidded, and missed the other car's back end by just inches! The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy.

Notice There's No "a Good Day" Blog
that's because i pretty much don't have good days...there's always something that comes along and fucks it all up. Today's topic is my guilt. I'm so sick and tired of feeling guilty when i haven't done anything to feel guilty about. It's been this way for what seems like eons...it's one of those situations where if you are told you are stupid for long enough, you end up being stupid. I can't get past it...guilt rules my other emotions, clouds every happy thought, every potential good thing is overshadowed by guilt. I wish i could take it off like a coat. Shed it and leave it behind.

Puppy Size
"Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office. "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry,I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations

An Oldie But Goodie
little Johnny was 7 years old and ,like other boys his age, rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Johnny, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, Johnny described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soon

Beware Of This New Scheme
NEW WAY TO DO CAR JACKING You walk across the parking lot, unlock your car and get inside. You start the engine and shift into Reverse. When you look into the rearview mirror to back out of your parking space, you notice a piece of paper stuck to the middle of the rear window. So, you shift into Park, unlock your doors, and jump out of your car to remove that paper (or whatever it is) that is obstructing your view. When you reach the back of your car, that is when the car jackers appear out of nowhere, jump into your car and take off. They practically mow you down as they speed off in your car. And guess what, ladies? I bet your purse is still in the car. So now the car jacker has your car, your home address, your money, and your keys. Your home and your whole identity are now compromised! BEWARE OF THIS NEW SCHEME THAT IS NOW BEING USED.... If you see a piece of paper stuck to your back window, just drive away. Remove the paper later. And be than

Get Well Fat Sonny Contest
Hey all, just asking for a lil help for myself for once-and it helps Fat Sonny too-I entered the "Get well Fat Sonny" contest and would appreciate it if ya'll could go by and comment/ rate my entry- Beisdes-this will help Fat Sonny level up too-We want him to make Godfather! Thanks all! Now shooo-quit staring at the b00bies and go bomb the dang pic already! :)

R.i.p. Timothy Worlin
I realized last night that the one year anniversary of my friend Timmy's death is swiftly upon me. Timmy passed away last October 16th at the age of 22 due to an overdose of drugs and alcohol. Timmy was the sweetest and nicest guy I have ever had the pleasure of knowing. He would do anyhting for his friends, and was always there when you needed him. My best friend Ed has had a hard time dealing with this and still hasn't fully accepted it, I think a part of him things that Timmy will one day come walking into a room and say 'Gotcha!'. We miss Timmy everyday and I wish I could see him again. He was an amazing friend and a wonderful guy, he just liked to party too hard. So, Timmy, Wherever you are, We miss you and love you.

Troubles With My Pc.....
JUST WANTED TO SAY THANKYOU TO ALL THE FRIENDS THAT HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT ME WHILE I HAD A BIT OF TROUBLES WITH MY PC...... HOPE EVERYONE HAS BEEN DOING GREAT....... Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

The Virgin Post
Wow...I haven't been a "virgin" anything in a long time. LOL Figured I might as well have a blog here since I'm on here so much. And since I am never lacking an opinion, might as well share it. So, this entry will deal with what I think of Fubar so far. So far, I like it. Sure, you have your playas, fakes and freaks...but you'll have them anywhere. I'm a big girl, I can point 'em out without needed a lineup. But I've also met some (so far) nice people on here. Like with anything else, time will tell. The whole rate/fan/add thing is very interesting to me, because it's the first place where I haven't had "drivebys". You know what I mean, especially if you belong to other sites where you rate members. You have a good rating, and someone decides to ruin it by giving you a 1. I've heard some say that by giving all 10s it isn't really an honest rating. But honestly, is it ever really fare to give a 1 either? Beauty and attractiveness are relative things. What I might think is h

Lame Night
Met this guy on fubar right... seemed really nice, a good communicator, didn't obsess about my tits or ass, even intelligent. after some persuading i agreed to go out with him tonight. even after knowing he had been drinking for four previous hours (he knows i don't drink) i was still willing to go meet him. i waited an hour (me wait an hour for some idiot? yes i did) and finally he wants to meet... at another bar. KNOWING i dont drink. by that time i had given up hope on it and went to eat by myself. my conclusion is that men are fubar are idiots and i won't be making that mistake again!

Should Children Witness Childbirth?
Subject: Should children witness childbirth? Due to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to the call. The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen, a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he could see while he helped deliver the baby. Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and pushed and after a little while, Connor was born. The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked him on his bottom. Connor began to cry. The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she had just witnessed. Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in there in the first place... Smack his ass again!" If you don't laugh at this one, there's no hope for you.

I Died For Love......
June 3.2004 He came in today drunk like before smacked me so hard I fell to the floor. He didn't mean to I just made him mad. I must have done something I shouldn't had. But Ill tell you like I told my friend, He told me he loved me it wont happen again. June 5.2004 Im sitting here thinking what was it I said, For him to take his fist and hit me in the head. I said I was sorry for whatever I had done. If this feeling is love it sure isn't fun. He said he was sorry he just had a bad day. When he gets like that I'm to stay out of the way. June 8.2004 The trip to the hospital, the things that they said. Do you realize ma'am you could have been dead. For the fractures you have, you must stay the night. He walked into the room, I trembled in fright. Sir could you step out while we talk to your wife? Ma'am listen carefully this concerns your life. Tell me Ma'am was it your husband? As they glare. No sir Im clumsy I fell down the stairs. June 11.2004 My God wha

Trouble And Strife
Today was a day I wish I could have just stayed in bed. It started off wiht the DHR lady coming by and then me rushigthru the house tryignto clean it and keep it clean and then in the middle of it all my soon to be ex called. Wanted to let his favorite kid drop of soem paper work fro me at my moms. I had to call my mom and let her know. Then I started talkingto a new friend and all they wanted to talk about was SEX. Now to me, before any one says it I know that that is not a friend. Why can't these people ever read my proifle and now I do not cam, hate the sex talk. Flirtying is one thing but when it turns into sex and trying to get someone off...no. I have two friends who have stopped talking to me; maybe it's their busy lives. Who knows but when I see the monlineand they do not say even Hi..can't talk real busy. I know that the words they spoke ot me had ot be false and then my faith in man/woman kind is shaken. How can someone go form saying someone is sweet to disliking

Foundrymusic Interview: Michael Amott Of Arch Enemy
We got Michael Amott from ARCH ENEMY on the phone for a few moments to discuss the World Government. No, not really. Mike spoke to us about the CARCASS reunion, the House of Blues cancellations, his brother being back in the band, and what is in store for them after their tour with MACHINE HEAD CLICK THE PIC TO READ THE INTERVIEW!

Lyrics
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Down! We are the angry and the desperate, The hungry, and the cold, We are the ones who kept quiet, And always did what we were told. But we’ve been sweating while you slept so calm, In the safety of your home. We’ve been pulling out the nails that hold up Everything you’ve known. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down! Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your

2 Jokes I Found Funny
What do you get when you cross a donkey with an onion? A piece of ass that'll bring a tear to your eye. Why are blondes and tornados alike? At first there's a lot of sucking and blowing, then you lose your house.

Words On A Chalk Board In My Head
the moon in the sky the ends of the earth the pain that wells hate that consumes love that knows no bounds screams that wont come out evil within godless creation darkness swells running in no direction eyes that see all ears that hear nothing feed from me i willingly let you consume me nothing matters any more but the nothing in itself unloved plaything discarded and abused blood that spills in many shades time no longer an issue until it stops the world im afraid no longer rotates around you feed from me i am your prey willing consuming drawing from your life force it will all end soon shhhhhhhhhhh it will be quiet in the end tonight we feed close your eyes it only hurts for a lifetime bruised ego swelled head gone goodbye as a dog chases a cat you will be hunted treed shot all is done you have passed the test evil in your heart is seen by all evidence in a clear plastic bag all done kiss cold lips out of six five must

My Letters To Travis Bradley!
Travis Bradley Bingham, I never knew what love felt like till the day that I met you. Travis you’ve given me so much and made me feel like the greatest thing in the world. I don’t understand how you put up with me. Yes I can be a bitch or grumpy but you’ve never given up on me, or us for that fact. I never thought that we would make it this far. Sometimes I feel like I haven’t given you nearly as much as you’ve given me, and I completely thank you for that. You’re the greatest fiancé a girl could ask for. I could not have asked for a better person than you. You make my life so complete and I hope you know that. I’ve never been happier in my life. You’re my rock, my shield, and my better half. Thank you for everything you do for me, I can’t wait until we start OUR lives together. We will have the most amazing marriage. I want our marriage to be like my grandma hussing and grandpa hussings. Even though he’s dead, she is still completely faithful and committed to him. They loved each o

Why Trick Or Treating Is Better Then Sex
TOP 10 REASONS WHY TRICK OR TREATING IS BETTER THAN SEX #10 YOU'RE GUARANTEED TO GET AT LEAST A LITTLE SOMETHING IN THE SACK! #9 IF YOU GET TIRED YOU CAN WAIT TEN MINUTES AND GO AT IT AGAIN #8 THE UGLIER YOU LOOK THE EASIER IT IS TO GET SOME #7 YOU DON'T HAVE TO COMPLIMENT THE PERSON WHO GIVES YOU SOME #6 FORTY YEARS FROM NOW YOU'LL STILL ENJOY CANDY #5 ITS O.K. WHEN THE PERSON YOU'RE WITH FANTASIZES YOU'RE SOMEONE ELSE, BECAUSE YOU ARE #4 IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU GET YOU CAN ALWAYS GO NEXT DOOR #3 IT DOESN'T MATTER IF THE KIDS HEAR YOU MOANING & GROANING #2 LESS GUILT THE MORNING AFTER! #1 YOU CAN DO THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD! HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

Can You Read This
Don't delete this just because it looks weird. Believe it or not, you can read it. I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid Aoccdrnig to rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh?

Blog Pimp Out Train
PLEASE COPY THE RULES AND KEEP THEM IN EVERY BLOG SO THAT IT KEEPS GOING THANX!!!! (COPY THIS >>>THIS IS THE BLOG TRAIN THE ____RULES__ ARE QUITE SIMPLE FAN R8 ADD AS USUAL,THE FIRST FOUR PEOPLE TO FAN R8 AND ADD THE PEOPLE ON THE BLOG PIMPOUT WILL BE ON ONE OF THE 4 PEOPLES BLOG PIMOUT,YOU CAN BE ON THE TOP LIST OF ALL FOUR PEOPLE AND AT THE END REFER BACK TO CANDLE MANN TO BE ADDED TO THE CM PIMPOUT ,..YOU MUST KEEP CANDLE MANN AT THE BOTTOM OF EVERY BLOG TRAIN SO PEEPS CAN REFER BACK AND BE ADDED THATS RIGHT EVERY IS GOING TO BE PIMPED OUT EVEN IF NOT IN THE TOP 4..IF YOU ARE IN THE TOP 4 YOU MUST DO A BLOG PIMPOUT AS WELL (YOU WILL HAVE A TOTAL OF FIVE 5 PEOPLE COUNTING CANDLE MANN ... IF ANY QUESTIONS PM CANDLE MANN THANXAmber aKa CaSpEr - Dbo71's Woman - SCF Bombers Freedom Bombing/Leveling Family@ fubar♥StiNa AKA SKEETER♥ Member oF "THE PRIDE" & K.O.W (BARTENDAR 4 TECHNO vol.69)@ fubarBIG MOMMA~ C@NDL3 TR@IN PROMOTERCajun Cherry ~Sign My Gustbook

Am I Sexy Enough??
Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love!

Contest Get In Now
OK PEEPS I DOIN A CONTEST IT WILL START 12MIDNIGHT TONIGHT SUNDAY MORNING CENTRAL TIME _____________ RULES. 1.HAVE FUN 2.NO DRAMA NO BS 3.HAVE FUN LMAO PRIZES OK >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1ST= TICKER,OR A KEWL HALLOWEEN CUSTOM PICTURE,OR 90,000FU BUCKS 2ND= CORVETTE,OR PORSCHE,OR THE FU MONEY AMOUNT OF A VETTE 3RD MOTORCYCLE,OR 20,000FU BUCKS THIS WILL LAST 1 WEEK,AND STOP ON THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY AT 12CT PM CANDLE MANN IF U WANT IN THANX SLOTS FILLING FAST GET IN WHERE YA FIT IN :p

What All Guys Need To Know
ARE YOU WILLING TO: This means you better do it. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of "those" arguments. FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. NOTHING: This means "something" and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You will get a "Raised E

Jimmy
Calling all FU-Bombers, friends, family and fans, Jimmy needs your help to receive one month of VIP needs 10,000 comments to receive his one month of VIP. I know that with all your love and support we can knock this out in no time. Are you up for the challenge? Please drop by her picture and drop some comments. Just click on the link below and it will take you directly to her picture. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

On Why Love Is Blind
I heard this story a long time ago the author?unknown. A long time ago before humans were created only the feelings lived on Eden and there were love,sadness,impatience,madness,lust,happiness,laziness,and ...you get the idea. Someday they were bored and didn't have anything to do; then somebody had an idea; "hey everybody let's play hide'n seek"as they were so bored everybody accepted. Madness was chose to count to one hundred so he counted under the big oak; when he finished the count and he started looking he first found indesicion who hadn't decided for a hide-out then he kept looking,impatience couldn't stand it and start yelling "here I am here I am" and was found finally madness had found everybody but love who was behind the rose bushes and he saw her but couldn't touch her because of the thorns so he looked around and found a stick which had two ends so he poked her but unfortunately he poked her in the eyes and well... you get the idea.Madness was so sorry because love coul

1st Alert Hotties
OK BEING A FORMER MEMBER OF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES..I KNOW WHAT THE DRIFT IS HERE.. 1ST ALERT HOTTIES, IS SIMPLE.. THERE WILL B A JUDGE PANAL OF 9 PEOPLE.. LEADERS BEING MYSELF AND CAROL LEIGH.. WE WILL SPOT THOSE WE THINK SHOULD B IN THE GROUP..AND WILL ASK IF INTERESTED.. IF SO.. U MUST RATE AND FAN ALL THE MEMBERS OF 1ST ALERT.. WHICH WILL B LOCATED IN MY FAN LIST.. AND A BLOG WILL BE POSTEDWITH THE NEW MEMBERS.. PLZ BE KIND TO EACH OTHER, HELP WHEN NEEDED, AND PLZ NO DRAMA.. THAT IS THE REASON I LEFT 2ND ALARM.. TO BECOME A 1ST ALERT A JUDGING SESSION WILL B HELD.. AND THE MAJORITY MUST VOTE YOU IN.. SO HOLD UR HEAD UP..AND BE PROUD TO BE CONSIDERED ONE OF THE HOTTIEST WOMEN ON FUBAR!!! P.s. ALL HOTTIES MUST HAVE A SALUTE, AND THIS ISN'T A BOMBING FAMILY.. JUST A GROUP OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN THAT WILL STICK BY EACH OTHER

Why Do I Feel This Way?
How come when you're gone and you call I feel depressed? Why do I cry when you say "I Love You"? Is it because I don't care? I don't think that's true Because I love you too. So why do I feel this way? Can anyone tell me? I really don't think so. What do you think it is? Do you think it's because I don't love you? Actually I sometimes think it's because I love you too much.

Danas
This sweet friend of mine has been online for a while she deleted her first account because no one showed her any lovin, I talked her back so I am asking all of my friends and family to show her some love stop by her page and rate her page pixs and profile for me. Thx Dana@ fubar This brought to you by Founder of The Order Of The Dragon Leveling Crew@ fubar

Sex Iq
You have a Sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. 'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com

Life Is A Gift....make The Best Of It.....
Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who we nt too early to heaven. Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren. Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean - Think of the people who are living in the streets. Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job. But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER. And when de

A Rose
a rose to some a lovely flower but to me a symbol of life i started out smooth as a stem soft, gentle, free of fear innocence a few wrong turns made thorns but no matter i made it through up the winding path to reach finally my blossom was found and my beauty revealed lovely velvet petals of crimson deep and rich the scent of love and passion for others but then my rose was plucked by a pair of greedy human hands and one by one i began to fade my lush red petals began to dull black as the color of my heart and one by one began to fall but only to be shocked for the thorns you caused in my life dug into your very flesh and you were bitten by hope and trust seeing your scarlet blood you dropped me into a pile of weeds and brush but my rose took root and again began to blossom this time no thorns for if any on my own terms and my rose will come to life once more and you shall never pluck me again but be forced to see my beauty restore and know you can neve

Remember Mrs.babycakes Need Your Prayers
I would like to ask each one of you to remember a friend of mine here On FUBAR. Mrs.Babycakes (Pauline Sue) She has a tumor on her pituitary gland . Mrs.Babycakes is currently taking medication to help shrink the tumor. So it can be removed with surgery. If you can find the time please drop by and give here some encouragement. Here is the link to her blog telling about here problem. http://www.fubar.com/blog/138141/591588

I Wont Be On For A While Again
my pressure sore is open again so i cant sit in my chair therefore i wont be on fubar or my pc .if you dont see me you know why could be 2 weeks could be long i dont know,but i cant afford for it to get worse and infected.

Well Hell...
Yeah so I'm here again... not all together sure why, but I can say the first sign of bullshit again and I'm gone for good. I have a few friends that continue to have me logging into fubar to see pics or something *you know who you are :P * ANYway... I like this place just not some of the people.. guess I will have to learn better how to ignore them. I did learn one lesson the hard way.. dont make people here your real life friends, because its all a lie.. a game.. Definitely dont open your heart to anyone.. Yeah I know it was stupid in the first place but we all gotta learn for ourselves right? No more seriousness here.. nothings real.. so dont take me seriously either.. and dont expect anything real out of me.. because here.. I am not at all who I am in real life.. since no one cares to see the real me anyway, I'll leave it for reality. Later! }|{

Another Day In My Life Of Travel
If this sounds like I am rambling it's cause I probably am. Had a long ass day and it's going to roll over into the weekend. My office is in Las Vegas. I spend my Monday thru Fridays there every week and fly home to be with my son on the weekends. Most of the time I try and keep it to a three day week and then back home. Well, this week I went out later in the week versus a Monday. (See, rambling. I know.)Today, was hell. My flight was supposed to leave Las Vegas at 8:00am and put me home around Noon. Didn't happen that way at all. Plane leaves gate 20min late, no problem, they can make that shit up in the air. We taxi to the runway and the pilot floors it, plane takes off. We probably got 20 feet off the ground and the effen smoke alarm goes off. Problem in the lavitory or something. Flight attendants going ballistic, they search the lav, nothing. False alarm. We go for another hour and the captain gets on the overhead system. We are turning back to Vegas. This flight should only l

Not So Good At Staying Away....
I'm here, but won't be much.... I'm really pissed and hurt right now....I am so sick of people who claim to be your friend, in real life also, that are so quick to stab you in the back...I managed to find one of them here, and I tried to forgive, but I lost all trust in her. I'm not talking "online" shit either, this is a person I have met and spent time with on several occasions, who I thought was a person I could trust. I can say this much though. I don't believe that she stopped doing what she was doing wrong, and I don't think she will. To that, she is NOT a person I can call a friend. What she did is an unforgivable thing in my book, because she knew what she was doing and she knew it would hurt me, and she did it anyway. Yesterday, I was thinking about deleting my account, and I am still thinking about it, but I have a hard time deciding because I do have other people on here that I care about. I guess time will tell what decision I have made.

Nfl Record Holder
I took this pic last night for my friend Larry who is an Eagles fan. A lot of the records at my alma mater Valley High School are held by Norman Willey, Hall of fame player for the Eagles who once sacked a Bears QB 14 times in one game....by himself!

My Favorite Song By Five Finger Death Punch...it Means Alot To Me....
i remember when all the games began.... remember every little lie, and every last goodbye.. promises you broke, words you choked on and i never walked away...its still a mystery to me.... well im so empty, im better off without you.... your better off without me... well your so UNCLEAN!!!! im better off without you... and your better off without me!!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!! THE SCREAMING!!! WAS TEARING ME APART!!!! THE HATRED!! DECEIVING!!! THE BLEEDING!! ITS OVER!!!!! paint the mirrors black to forget you... i still picture your face and the way you use to taste.... roses in a glass dead and wilted... to you this all was nothing! everything to you is nothing!!!! well your so filthy... im better off without you and your better off without me. well im so UGLY!! your better off without me and im better off WITHOUT!!! THE LYING!! THE BLEEDING!!! THE SCREAMING!! WAS TEARING ME APART!! THE HATRED!!!! THE BEATINGS!!! DISASTER!!! IT

Test Bully
DJ SWAG ROCKING THE AIR AT THE ACE CAFE COME HEAR HIM OR MISS OUT!!!! ROCK ON!!!!!!!! COME AND CHECK OUT THE GREAT PEOPLE, THE GREAT DJ's AND THE LAUGHS THAT MAKE US THE BEST LOUNGE TO JOIN THE BEST IN ROCK, HEAVY METAL, SOFT ROCK AND GOTHIC ROCK. YOU ASKED FOR THE BEST??? I HAVE THE BEST!!!!!! DONT BELIEVE ME??? THEN COME CHECK ME OUT NOW!!! ALSO WE HAVE THE TERROR BROTHERS ROCKING OUT IN THE LOUNGE!!!

Today
Today is a good day!! I guess if u are me.. The baby is doing good. Very active.. Joey can't stop touching my belly like she is going to jump out of my stomach.. They have me on a few different meds so we can start treatment after she is here.. I am going to buy a car today after work.. Gilly's birthday is today she is 6.. And she acts it too. The boys are doing good and JJ is getting so big now.. But other then that everything is as good as it should be. Love to my real friends Nicki

Work/hotels/on The Road Food
So here we go again, On the road... well everyone I am heading off tomorrow for my not so exciting work road trip. I have three place to go to, being i live right here in the fine state of Florida im going north. North means one thing colder than here.lol GA, NC, TN are my destinations. I am looking forward to NC though, I have a half sister and my Peanut (my niece) So this will be cool... other than that.. Three weeks of bad food, not sleeping well, and no money being my checks will be down here. im gonna have to figure something out...But on the plus side ill be getting 60-75 hours a week, so i can catch up on my bills. I will be taking my laptop but I dont know if i can get it to work or if i will have time to log on. So if i dont talk to yall have a great few weeks... those who know my number feel free to text or call... till next time. Jamez