Ok ya'll I know i'm on a blog frenzy today...just bare with me.
Over the past month or so I've had to do alot of soul searching. My 8.5 year marriage is officially over and I'm moving on. I didn't think it would be so tough as he was still living with me, although we did are own thing, but when he moved the agony of it all hit me hard. I miss his son so much, In all since of the word I was his "mom" for 5 years and we grew together. My ex and I may not of got along but we did share a lot of great times over this period of time. I am thankful we are able to still be friends and talk.
Anyways over this past week I've dealt with a lot of emotions. Especially depression. Well with some help of friends and family I have pulled myself out of the dumps and I'm moving on. I have a job interview today at 2pm and one at 3pm tomorrow. I'm so excited. I want so bad to get on my feet and to realize I can do this all on my own. It's been years since i've been independent, but believe it or not i'm ready for that big only scary world all by myself. Well not scary, but to a woman that's always had a man around to do things for her it is.
Anyone wanna teach me how to mow a lawn, change a tire or my oil?? .... LMAO!
"With every ending, there is a new beginning"
Love ya all! Thanks for being there for me and supporting me through these trying times. Alot of you have been an important part of me being able to move on. HUGS and KISSES!
