i am really confused i just dont understand why i am so shy and why people take advantage of me and how i am such a loner really i was raised by my mom cause my father left us when i was 2 yrs old i never really knew him what an asshole i was molested when i was 5 really messed me up i was raised to be a nice person and how do i get treated for being nice i get walked on, treated like a piece of shit they borrow money from me and never pay me back they want a ride somewheres but they dont give gas money i can never smile til i get false teeth(bad teeth runs in the family) i feel so alone i have no real friends around where i live being molested when i was didnt help up til now i protect myself at bed time but i wont say how too embarrassing when will it get better for me
