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Hit This Now
PLEASE HELP LADYGRAY GODMOTHER SHE HAS 68, 161 TO LEVEL CLICK THE PIC OR TEXT WHAT ARE YOU STILL DOING HERE? GO HELP HER GODMOTHER!!! ~*ღLadygrayღ*~ fubar HELP ME GODMOTHER THIS PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~Seductive Princess Fu-Fiancee to Ser William and Slave Princess Co-Owner of Castle Secrets fubar

@ Answer The Question You All Keep Asking :)
Hello and welcome back to everyone who came back from my old page :) I am so happy you guys are back :) Well everyone keeps asking me what happened to my last page ShanonLee's Place...Well I really don't want to get into all the details of the whole thing....So I will try to be brief! I was accused of cheating on referrals because I had approximately 130 referrals in 3 days, as we are all well aware on this site there are members who are getting way more then that amount in 1 day. Well because I refused to admit any wrong doing my points and fu-bucks were taken away....Which I mainly obtained through the purchase of over $4, 000 worth of Happy hours (yes stupid on my part, I know) Now at first the only thing I lost was my Fu-bucks and points...I did not believe this was right, so I posted on my page about the treatment I received...Because of that my page was put on restriction, meaning I could not comment anyone all I could do was fan and rate and send and receive emails.

Halloween Party
A wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the Halloween party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain and as it was still early, decided go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting a round on the dance floor, dancing with every nice "chick" he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as far as he wished, natura

Fake Ass People
I am so fucking fed up with fake ass people. People who lie about who they are or just fucking lie in general. Yes, I know everyone has told little white lies but you know what, a little white lie to spare someones feelings is a hell of a lot different from an outright lie for no reason at all. No, I'm not saying it is OK to lie for a reason, cause God knows there are a lot of fucked up people in the world who would swear in their own mind that the lie they told was for a "good reason". I never really understood pathological liars. I just want to crush a guys balls when he lies to me. I dated a pathological liar once and it was hell. You tend to believe a person at first but then after awhile you catch onto their lies. And I caught on. It became easier when the "white lies" turned into "tall tales". He wanted to marry me and was going to build me a house with "these two hands" and hell, he was lucky to have a pot to piss in. Another guy told me how much he loved me but he

The Clock
A man asks his wife 2 come upstairs 2 hold the clock. When she gets upstairs her husband his lying on the bed with a hard on. She says thats not a clock. Her husband says it will b once u have both hands and ur face on it. lol hahahahaha

For General Knowledge
I HAVE DELETED MANY MANY MANY PEOPLE FROM MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY LIST - I WILL NOT BE ADDING ANYONE NEW. FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE LEFT ON MY LIST IF I DO NOT RECEIVE A MESSAGE FROM YOU WITHIN 48 HOURS YOU WILL BE DELETED ALSO. THERE HAS BEEN A CHANGE IN MY SITUATION AND IN MY LIFE AND OUT OF RESPECT FOR A VERY SPECIAL MAN IN MY LIFE I HAVE NO NEED TO MAKE NEW FRIENDS OR TO HAVE FRIENDS THAT CAN NOT RESPECT THE FACT THAT I HAVE SOMEONE IN MY LIFE. I AM SURE YOU WILL NOTICE MY NSFW PICS ARE TAKEN DOWN - THEY ARE DOWN PERMANENTLY, THEY ARE NOT JUST SET TO PRIVATE THEY ARE GONE AND WILL NOT COME BACK - THEY ARE TAKEN DOWN BECAUSE NO ONE NEEDS TO SEE ME BUT MY MAN. PLEASE DO NOT ASK ME TO SEND THEM TO YOU OR TO RE POST THEM - ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. I THINK I HAVE REALLY MADE A FEW PEOPLE UPSET BUT I DONT REALLY CARE - I HAVE WHAT I WANT AND WANT WHAT I HAVE - IF YOU CAN NOT DEAL WITH THAT THEN YOU DONT KNOW ME OR WHAT I STAND FOR OR BELIEVE IN. THANKS TO EVERYONE OF YOU THAT

Scrapper Convo
->Psychowolf...: Alright..just asking. I swear i knew a dude his age, SAME name....that was up there. He dont look the type to molest cows though, like most wisconsinites. Thats why i moved. Because i was being forced to copulate with cattle. SCRAPPER: dont think so ->Psychowolf...: dude..do you know if MIKE ever went to school in wisconsin? SCRAPPER: cool dude...thanks....and as I said.....NSFW mumms are NOT NSFW photo galleries SCRAPPER: I will give them back to you tomorrow and will have the guidelines ready to go...this way i do not have to keep turning them back on.... ->Psychowolf...: alright...so, you're saying you'll give em back now, or contemplate it tomorrow after i come to you with the updated guidelines? SCRAPPER: come to me tomorrow....I will send you the guidelines and you will have a better understanding of the rules SCRAPPER: our terms of service addresses ->Psychowolf...: i could grasp that as a possible legal issue, truthfully... SCRAPP

What Attracts A Woman....
A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating, or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire. No further studies are expected.

Sexy Test.... I Got A 36
HOW SEXY ARE YOU? GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND PENCIL... BE HONEST NUMBER IT 1-11 (NO CHEATING) SEE YOUR RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST. WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR. 1. WHAT COLOR HAIR DO YOU HAVE? A Brown b Red c Blonde d Black e Other 2. OUT ON A DATE WOULD YOU WANT TO: a Go to a party B Go out to eat 3. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR OUT OF: a Baby-Pink b Yellow c Baby-Blue D Turquoise 4. PICK YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBY OUT OF: a Talking b Dancing C Taking Long Walks 5. IF YOU COULD PICK A STORE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING, WHICH WOULD IT BE? A Hollister b Old Navy c Abercrombie 6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PLACE OUT OF THE FOLLOWING? a Hawaii b London C Florida 7. IN THE SUMMER WOULD YOU RATHER GO TO: A The Beach b Somewhere Cooler 8. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY MONTH? a January b February c March d April E May f June g July h August i September j October k November l December 9. WOULD YOU RATHE

Signed Wwe Super Star Pics For The Winner
I HAVE SCORED 2 AUGHTOGRAPHED PICS OF BATISTA AND TRIPLE H, I AM OPENING A CONTEST FOR THE BEST SET OF BOOBS WITH THE NAME OF THE WRESTLER YOU WANT WRITTEN ON THEM. THIS WILL BE A WEEK LONG CONTEST STARTING THURSDAY SO ALL ENTRIES MUST BE IN BY THEN. THE WINNER SCORES THE MOST COMMENTS BY NEXT THURSDAY. I WILL SEND THE AUTOGRAPHED PIC NEXT DAY DELIVERY!!!!! SO IF YOU WANT TO ENTER SHOOT ME A MESSAGE WITH YOUR PIC.

Pound Hits 26-year Us Dollar High
Pound hits 26-year US dollar high Last Updated: Tuesday, 30 October 2007, 14:23 GMT E-mail this to a friend Printable version Pound hits 26-year US dollar high See pound vs dollar rate The UK pound has hit its highest level against the US dollar in 26 years. The pound has gained on the perception that US interest rates will be cut this week and UK interest rates will be left unchanged next week. When UK rates are higher than US rates, investors are encouraged to exchange dollars for pounds to benefit from better rates of return. The pound rose as high as $2.066 in earlier trading, before paring gains slightly to $2.064. The pound also gained against the euro. Many analysts expect the Federal Reserve, the US central bank, to cut interest rates by a quarter of a percentage point on Wednesday, in an attempt to limit the impact of a housing market slowdown. The Fed cut its main interest rate by half a percentage point to 4.75% last month

Today
This is one of those days that you never know how it's gonna turn out. one moment i'm sad and the next i'm happy. the rollercoaster is never ending. I just wish that the rollercoaster would end sometimes. btw.. my grandson is safe. he is with someone else today and not with me. so i don't worry about him. I am not suicidal i'm just feeling down. I go see my counselor tommorow and will talk about today with them so don't panic...to me Suicide is a chicken shit way out of dealing with your problems. if you can't handle what is wrong then you need to talk to someone and get help there is help out there ... you just have to open up about it. no matter how bad you think it is. you know what.. this has helped me... I hope it helps someone else.

How To Shower Like A Woman/man
How To Shower Like a Woman Take off clothes and place them sectioned in laundry basket according to lights and darks. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror - make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner enhanced. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair. Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mould spots with Tile cleaner. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country. Wrap hair in super absorbent towel. How To Shower Like a Man Take off clothes while

Im Sorry Boys
I'm sorry...That I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl".I'm sorry...That I dont want to have sex every minute of every day.I'm sorry...If I'm not a Playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you.I'm sorry...If I don't have a dream body that turns you on.I'm sorry...If I won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.I'm sorry...If my hair is not long enough.I'm sorry...If I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen.I'm sorry...That I try my best to make you like me, then get hurt.But most of all...I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.And I'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! Just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just

Random Thoughts
why does the thought of an online bar bring me joy? Why because I can drink virtually unlike real life. Being Diabetic means no more alcohol. though I break that 2 days a year. (R.I.P. Darrell). Really that is not the purpose of me writing a blog. I do it every where. Though lately the writer in me has gone to sleep unlike me. I think if I could make myself want to do more then maybe I would have a better go of things. Also my environment doesn't allow for that. I cant change it at the moment. I am glad I have restarted my Native American Studies. My Great Grandmothers would be proud. I am an a 8th Cherokee and 8th Blackfoot. I am know to the tribes as WindDancer. I love the feel of the wind, and am at peace with my brother Wind. I am not a tree hugger fanatic, nor a vegan as such I am a Druid and Studying to be a shaman. I don't try to convert people to my beliefs because to each their own and what is good for me is not necessarily good for anyone else. I should but a

Oct 30th Bombing
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Happy Halloween!!
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied:

Do You Need An Id ?
If you have been with us for a week or longer, and have not recieved your WSC ID. Please let me know.Just leave a comment here and I will get it done for you, or I will contact you with information of why it hasn't been done. Thanks you, Rain

Voice Of God!
A young man had been to Wednesday Night Bible Study. The Pastor had shared about listening to God and obeying the Lord's voice. The young man couldn't help but wonder, "Does God still speak to people?" After service, he went out with some friends for coffee and pie and they discussed the message. Several different ones talked about how God had led them in different ways. It was about ten o'clock when the young man started driving home. Sitting in his car, he just began to pray, "God ...If you still speak to people, speak to me. I will listen. I will do my best to obey." As he drove down the main street of his town, he had the strangest thought to stop and buy a gallon of milk. He shook his head and said out loud, "God is that you?" He didn't get a reply and started on toward home. But again, the thought, buy a gallon of milk. The young man thought about Samuel and how he didn't recognize the voice of God, and how little Samuel ran to Eli. "Okay, God, in case that is you, I

Just A Nightmare
Not too much to update on mom... I talked to dad last night before he went to visit her and he told me that he was gonna call me back and then never did. But he did tell me that they had moved her to "lock down" because she was throwing fits. And that she had snuck in her cigarettes and they caught her with them and due to that they were talking about restraining her. So... all I know is that mom could be tied down right now and there is nothing that I can do to help! Grrr I hate feeling helpless!

Bunk Beds!!!!!!
A boy takes his girlfriend home for a bit of fun but finds his brother sleeping in the bottom bunk. Undaunted by this they still get on the top bunk. He says 2 his girlfriends that they would use a code.......... if u want it harder say lettuce and if u want it in a different position say tomato. Lettuce, tomato, lettuce tomato!!!!! she said, after a lon while his brother shouts up from the bottom bunk "will u 2 stop making fucking sandwiches, the mayonaise is dripping all over my fucking face

I Just Dont Get Why
it feels like everything i do turns out wrong... i feel empty and alone and this hole inside of me keeps growing... i want to get my life together i want a job a career i want to be self dependant and strong. not single would be nice considering the guy i was dating i was willing to give into even though he was so far away but this ignore me thing is making me miserable... and i actually find somone i like here but they move.... so it was okay to like someone far away but whats the point if he dont even talk to me anymore.... my best friend rather be some where eles then here after he asked me to come and i pulled many strings to get him to come here...my dad is a drunk and treats me like shit i dont have that many friends....... all the people im interested in are never into me no matter what i do or how i look... even being totally me doesnt do it... i get all the people i dont want into me being me... so should i lower my standards and settle for what i can get???? i just wanna gi

Tree Hugger
The head Greenie Tree Hugging Lady Activist, who was responsible for getting horses banned from National Parks and State Forests, was climbing a big tree to have a look out over the forestry when a Tawny Frogmouth Owl attacked her for invading its nesting site. In a panic to make her escape, she slid down the tree, getting many splinters in the crotch of her designer shorts. In considerable pain she hurried to the nearest Doctor, told him she was an environmentalist, and how she got all the splinters. The Doctor listened with great patience and then told her to go into the examining room and he would see if he could help her. She waited for three hours before the Doctor reappeared. The angry woman demanded: "What took you so long?" He smiled and then told her: "Well, I had to get permits from The Environmental Protection Agency, The Forestry Service, National Parks and Wildlife Service, Rural Fire Service, and from Conservation and Land Managemen

Help Please Ladies And Guys As Well
ok girls, joe is getting on my nerves omg we are officially dating now but i dont find him attractive like "you know wht" and i told him none of it cuz it is somethin i promised my self i wouldnt do but he keeps suddly mentioning it and he asked me if i would hold it against him if he wanted to kiss me all over and i said yes and he thought i was joking grrrrr i like him enough to date him but not enough to get physical wht should i do HELP!!!! please thanks to who ever comments this :D

Loneliness
As many of you know.... I am a work-a-holic!! That is probably an understatement as well. I live for my work. I have given up a lot for it as well. Most people dont understand why I do what I do, hell I am not sure I fully understand it. I met a wonderful person a while ago. I fell in Love with her. but I couldnt step away from my work enough for her. I dont know if I made the right choice (actually I am sure I didnt)but it is who I am. Work, that is.... If we moved ahead it would have been a struggle between the demand of my work and the demand of her. I know she should take priority but I also know me and I will try to find a way to move ahead with my work. I know I sound like an idiot but it was happening already. Now, she also said she would change to be more accepting but, 1st I dont want her to change and 2nd she would have been pretending and it would eventually become a problem. So I choose a life of loneliness so I dont hurt her more than I already have. I tried

October 29, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007 My Miracle Kaleb is changing so much everyday! I look at pictures of him in the hospital and he looks like a little baby. It's like I just woke up one day and he is a little boy. He doesn't look like a baby anymore. Being able to see this makes me so thankful... He is such a miracle. We have great news! Kaleb is going to getting Hyperbaric Chamber Treatments three times a week. PRAISE GOD! All treatments are thanks to Harch Hyperbarics. This chamber regenerates cell growth and can stimulate nerve cells. This is usually very expensive and most health insurances will not cover it. Each patient will have different results to the treatments. Some patients show little results and some show AMAZING RESULTS! I know that Kaleb will benefit from this! HE WILL SHOW AMAZING RESULTS! I have faith in him! We are so thankful and excited for this! Kaleb is becoming quite the talker! He loves to talk. I put a new video up of him t

These Feelings Cant Be Right
Yes...the title is a lyric to an Avenged Sevenfold song..so go hunt it down...mwahahahaha Anyways,on to business at hand.I've been coming to terms with a lot of things lately.I'm getting over my fears one by one,by using hatred to treat the wounds.When you've been hurt so many times you become bitter to a lot things,for me mostly men.I've been lied to so damn often I've finally gotten sick of it.But you know what,the time has come to get over it and move the fuck on.I'm done hating,I'm done regretting,I'm done crying...I'm done with all of it.I'm over it..Yea,I'm still hurting but as the days go on,it lessens more and more.With the help of 3 very special friends who are there for me when I need them,no matter what mood I'm in.No matter what I say,they're there for me.Welcoming and comforting me.I dont think they know how much they mean to me so I'll take the time to single them out...Angla,my dearest,closest friend:Thank you for being there every time I fell,cried,screamed and just

Contest Help Help Me Girls!!!!
Ok heres where you return the favors I have done for you. Rate and comment me!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1092187&albumid=643052&i=2241568751 http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1092187&albumid=643040&i=2241568751 Vote for 0305!! Voting is easy! A comment left is counted as a vote. Also rate them up! (1) Comment per picture, per user, bombing not allowed! I will delete duplicate votes/comments. You can vote on each one of these wonderful E-KOKS.. Please repost to your friends and fans! Go to Cannibal's page, make sure you add friend, if not already, the pics are NSFW so in order to view you must friend. http://www.fubar.com/user/1092187

Craigslist Murder - This Is Really Scary
Nanny Who Answered Online Ad Found Dead Man Police Believe Posted Wanted Ad Is In Custody In Minnesota SAVAGE, Minn., Oct. 29, 2007 (CBS/AP) Police say an online ad seeking a nanny may have cost a Cottage Grove, Minnesota, woman her life. Katherine Ann Olson, 24, was found dead in the trunk of her car at a Burnsville, Minnesota, park late Friday night. She was last seen by friends Thursday morning, when she went to meet someone in Savage about the job, which investigators said she had found on Craigslist.org, a popular Internet bulletin board. A 19-year-old man from Savage who police believe placed the ad is being held in the Scott County jail pending charges expected to be filed Tuesday. He worked at Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport, where police arrested him Friday night. The suspect, identified as Michael John Anderson, was scheduled to appear in court Tuesday, reported CBS News correspondent Dean Reynolds. "We're confident we have the suspect in custo

Poems Of Mine
Passions Past Kings and Queens from days of old. Fear the mystery, the mist unfolds. Thunder and lighting sounds strength of swords. Sunsets of crimson and garnet adorn. Fly by night on dreams of me, dungeons And dragons you can not see. Touch the darkness, embrace your fears. The fire that burns, is passion that's near. Close your eyes to remember me, Look into your heart were I'll always be. Copyright ©2007 Is It Any Wonder? Don't speak to me, don't look at me, don't touch me. No one hears me, no one sees me, no one feels me. Can't you see me here alone in the dark, in the center of nothing I stand? Can you see me searching, do you see threw me have you noticed? I'm of flesh and bone like you! I don't fly, I don't have super strength, nor the foresight to see my future. I reach out for something, anything, to find nothing. I can see the anger within, it grows U know. It will fester and comsume. Hate is conceived there, nurtured there. The tru

Twoshys' Life...
well i have been sick for about two weeks now..asthmatic bronchitis and pluerisy..very painful through my left shoulder and arm. i am taking meds and resting but all this time on my hands and feeling down anyway has got me missing my son (more than usual)... plus it is my favorite time of year and halloween was me and my sons favorite holiday. we had so much fun as he was growing up especially during halloween. i have read several blogs and mumms where people were actually asking if they should take their kids trick-or-treating or do something else...my response has been the same to all...enjoy your kids while they are young because one day they will be grown and gone. it is then that you look back and have regrets on what i should have done or what i could have done. too many people complaining about their kids driving them crazy, taking all their time, blah, blah, blah...they should be greatful they have their kids around..i know i wish my son were here and not florida but he is in t

I Miss Peach And Tired Of The Drama
OK...SO MY PEACH HAS BEEN OFF FUBAR FOR A WEEK NOW...IM HOLDING A CRUMBLING BOMBING CREW TOGETHER BY MY SELF...AND NOT DOING A VERY GOOD JOB AT IT EITHER....EVERY ONE THAT I KNOW IS IN SOME KIND OF CONTEST OR GIVE AWAY AND IV ONLY GOT SO MANY COMMENTS TO GO AROUND...PEACHCRUSH80 HAS BEEN WITH OUT INTERNET SINCE THE 21ST OF OCTOBER...SHE IS THE ONE THAT REALLY HELD THINGS TOGETHER...WITH THE 2 OF US WE DID OK...BUT WITH JUST ME TRYIN TO HOLD IT TOGETHER...SHE MAY COME BACK TO FUBAR WITH NO BOMBING CREW AT ALL...SO IM JUST LETTING YALL KNOW..IM SORRY...IM A LITTLE NUTS HERE...AND THEN ALL THE DRAMA WITH BEING CALLED A CHEATER BOMBING A CONTEST..USING THE SYSTEM GLITCH...I THINK IM GONNA TALK TO PEACH WHEN SHE GETS BACK...AND SEE ABOUT BECOMING STEPH AND BBG'S PERSONAL BOMBERS...THE DRAMA WITH EVERYONE ELSE IS JUST TO MUCH..AND STEPH AND BBG KEEP IT REAL...SO..THIS IS WHAT IM THINKING...AND IM SAYING IM SORRY FOR NOT HOLDING THE BOMBING CREW TOGETHER BETTER...BUT IM NOT SUPERWOMAN...

" Life "
is it just me or do we all feel lonely when the person your with doesnt touch you anymore when the person your with hangs up with out saying I love you when you sit outside and its cold with nobody to hug or cuddle up with when you look out your window and see a bunch of birds haveing fun when the light is off and you feel a cobweb in your face when you walk down the street and get home with out anyone worring about where you were when you take a shower and you cant reach that 1 sertin spot theese are only several things that make me lonely ........what makes u lonely .............

Ddc Please Read
I need for all new and old memebers to send a current picture to ladymystic11780@yahoo.com. She is remaking the member tags. We are not using the old ones. Now if she has already made yours then thanks. She needs a current picture, name you want used, age, and location that you are in! Thanks! Ice

A Short Story But Not Want I Had Planed To Plce In This Blog.
I don't have anything small enough to fit in here but if you want to see some of my creative writing, let me know. This story here is one that I have in my stash. The Coffee House dream girl By Donovan Updike Last night I met this lovely woman as i was walking past a coffee house . She was sitting outside at a table when she and I made eye contact. It was incredible and I figured it would be brief when she motioned me to sit with her. Sitting down she and I introduced ourselves. I could not help but look her over. She was dressed in Jeans and a half tank. She had a pretty face and deep brown eyes. Her hair was red brown and went half way down her back. Her figure was very attractive. We sat looking into each others eyes. I swore I could have gotten lost in those baby browns. We started to talk about just about everything and the conversation was easy. She never looked bored with anything I had to say and listened with flattering attention. I did the same as she told me abo

Should Have
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a feeling of control ove

*grits Teeth*
I'm seriously realizing that the true bane of my life is the damn number lock button. I have to move fast with my job so I'm constantly looking at my work and typing without looking. Imagine my surprise when instead of thinking I had hit the 7 I hit number lock and start over. From where the 7 was supposed to be. This is going to be a very interesting looking keyboard if I hit that damn button again. Because I'm going to slam it against a wall! *deep breath* :)

Summary Of Emailz
Body: ~*SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR EMAILS*~ I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day Thanks to you, I have learned that my pr

Blasts, Vip's, Tickers...
This is my opinion, so please respect it, as I respect yours... Contests, Blasts, VIP's, Tickers... I don't mind helping with all of these things as I can. I am a single mother trying to raise 2 teenagers with no child support at all. I get up at 4:30a and am out the door by 6a for work, somedays I have a couple hours to spend bombing others I don't. Some days I'm home by 5pm some I'm not. I have bought blasts, VIP's and tickers for people when I can, but first things first, my kids and the things they need. It irks me to no end to see people expecting those things from others. And then they won't help anybody else out in contests or such... I pay for my own VIP. I've entered contests to win things i sometimes can't afford and hey that's cool, send me a message with a link and I'll help if I can. If you want something then you normally have to give something in return. Friendships are not supossed to be 1 sided. If for some reason I have missed rateing your profile or any

Faithfuls Conteset
Attention friends and family. Faithful1 is in a contest and is behind right now. If you can please help it would be very much appreciated. Click on the photo and it will take you to her contest. The contest ends on Nov. 1st. Thanks Kim

My Birthday
yeah so i had a great time...i put some pictures up, i will have more soon....anyways i did have a great night even if i was down for the count 2 hours later!!hahalol drank a lil to much to fast!but hey i was tryin to party!!just ended up pukin alot cause my dumb ass never eat that day....anyways i also punched my boyfriend in his jaw hard as hell....don't remember that but i think it is funny....anyways just writing thoughts...peace......

Life
Life. By:Jeff Moore Life was and is to be There is no other way One can try to change the path But will only fail these days Life will only happen once Ones will try to see Though some will try their hardest My life is only for me The ones who try to change life's fate Will only fail to succeed For life will give us desisions Not all for you or me.

Looking For A Title To A Song
I believe one of the lyrics in the song states: I will be your pain when you can't feel and one i think is: I will be your eyes when you can't see I thought the name of the song was sin control but not sure cause I cant find that anywhere. Any help would be appreciated.

The Beginning Of Me Hating You
Ill be honest, im not caring for many people lately. Lately, not one thing is going right. I am incredibly aggrivated and basically just want to scream. i even blew a fucking tire yesterday.... anyhow, just steer clear, im not in the mood for half-wits.

What Does?? Hmmmmm??
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: Is shorter than you: Wears braces: wears a grill: Dresses Preppy: Dresses Ghetto: Dresses Gothic: Has blue eyes: Has green eyes: Has hazel eyes: Brown eyes: Drinks alcohol: Wears glasses: Plays sports: Call you to say hi: Compliments you: good dancer : Wears jewelery: Smiles when you walk in the room: Has brown hair: Has Black hair: Has blonde hair: Has red hair: Makeup: Can make you laugh at any given moment Loyal: Laid back: Plays guitar: Plays drums: Sings: he's buff: He can draw: Easily jealous: Doesn't eat meat: does drugs: is bi: has a tattoo: has a lip ring: has tounge ring: _______________________________ AbOut girls: Turned ON, OFF or DC (don't care) dresses like a grandma: dc plays musical instrument: ON!! i

5 Year Old Fatally Hit By Train? Follow-up
A father whose 5-year-old boy was killed by a train Thursday while playing near train tracks in Watauga said he is searching for answers and looking for a way to give meaning to his son's death. Five-year-old Kevin Bradford's older brother, Josh, told his father, Tony Bradford, that he tried to save his older brother the night he and two others went on the train tracks behind their apartment. "This is what my son, my 5-year-old, made in school," Mr. Bradford said while holding up a drawing of a lion. "One of the last things he made in school, I guess." Since that fatal Thursday night, Mr. Bradford said he has had many questions about how and why his son died. "Was it a big hole in the fence you went through or a small hole?" he asked his son. The hole is where Josh said he, Kevin and other children sometimes crawled through to get to the tracks to look for special rocks and bones. "It was this wide," Josh replied while holding out his arms. Josh said while the apar

Giving Up
Ok, I know I am 23 but i can honestly say I have been through more things than any average girl I know. I wont post on here but i am sure people will have there ideas no matter what but first i want you guys to know i am not giving up in life or anything in that matter i have a great job(hot boss), great family, a lil girl i adore more than anything in this world, socially i am having a blast and getting better. Theres no more drugs and not as much alcohol anymore so in that aspect everything is wonderful. But i think on a relationship level i am giving up i try just dating older guys and they are either boring or just trying to be young all over again and if i wanted that i would just date someone my age but i dont date guys my age the majority of them are fucking idiots..i am begging someone prove me wrong but it sucks i go out on plenty of dates and as i get dressed i already know the questions that would be ask, what he is going to wear, what he is going to say to try and impress m

More Prayers Please
For the second year in a row, I have lost someone near and dear to me, and her name was, once again, Lisa. My great friend of 12 or 13 yrs was found slumped over her computer yesterday. She was just past her 1 year anniversary with her new hubby and had just had a beautiful baby boy 2 weeks ago. She also has a 15 yr old son who had spinal meningitis and was disabled and an 11 yr old daughter. Her passing away is a major shock to everyone. Please, keep her family in prayer.

Home Remedies
HOME REMEDIES 1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic! Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto! The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Are you clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: just cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. 5. A mousetrap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache.

Turning Pages
Today I turn the page to a new outlook on life.I've been told I worry about the little things and you know what those people have been right.So today I start a new page in my life. I am going to live my life to the fullest and walk away from the little things that bug me. You only live once and you should live your life to fullest and not worry about what other people think because you know yourself the best and nobody can tell you any different. So cheers to those who have helped me realize this and just know I love you all.

Eternity
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we're apart, know that I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you'll hold so true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." Michael

A Letter Home
Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc., but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food. But tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route" marches, which the Platoon Sergeant says are

Knowing Good Food
Freezer Foods: ICE CREAM If you can't tell the difference between your ice cubes and your ice cream, it's time to throw BOTH out. FROZEN FOODS Frozen foods that have become an integral part of the defrosting problem in your freezer compartment will probably be spoiled (or wrecked anyway) by the time you pry them out with a kitchen knife. In the Fridge: EGGS When something starts pecking its way out of the shell, the egg is probably past its prime. DAIRY PRODUCTS Milk is spoiled when it starts to look like yoghurt. Yoghurt is spoiled when it starts to look like cottage cheese. Cottage cheese is spoiled when it starts to look like regular cheese. Regular cheese is nothing but spoiled milk anyway - if you can dig down and still find something non-green, bon appetite! MEAT If opening the refrigerator door causes stray animals from a three-block radius to congregate outside your house, toss the meat. UNMARKED ITEMS You know it is well beyond prime when you're temp

Good Girl
I was walking past Him today on my way to the bathroom, when He grabbed my arm. He spun me around, tore of my shirt, and unbuttoned my trousers, sliding them down my legs. He then tore at my bra and panties and forced me over His knee. He started spanking me, not the usual light friendly spank, but with a force i had not experienced before. i started to wriggle and pleaded for Him to stop as it was hurting me so bad, but He responded, "do not speak, you are Mine". Again and again He spanked me, so much so that i dug my nails into His leg. This angered Him and he grasped my wrists, bending my arms around to my back, and tying them up. Again He spanked so visciously that i started to feel a burning. i kicked out my leg, i knew that i shouldn't have, but the pain was so intense. He tied up my ankles so that i could not move. There i was over His knee, with my wrists tied behind my back, and my ankles tied up. He carried on spanking getting harder and harder, my bottom getting redder wi

Pagan In Hell
A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before some pearly gates. The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." The Pagan says, "But I don't believe in heaven." Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be the guy that St. Peter phoned me about. Are you a Pagan?"

40 Mistakes Men Make While Having Sex With A Woman....
40 MISTAKES Men Have While Having Sex With Women **I didn't write this but thought it was pretty helpful to the dudes who don't have a fucking clue when it comes to gettin' it on. 1) NOT KISSING FIRST. Avoiding her lips and diving straight for the erogenous zones makes her feel like you're paying by the hour and trying to get your money's worth by cutting out non essentials. A proper passionate kiss is the ultimate form of foreplay. 2) BLOWING TOO HARD IN HER EAR. Admit it, some kid at school told you girls love this. Well, there's a difference between being erotic and blowing as if you're trying to extinguish the candles on your 50th birthday cake. That hurts. 3) NOT SHAVING. You often forget you have a porcupine strapped to your chin which you rake repeatedly across your partner's face and thighs. When she turns her head from side to side, it's not passion, it's avoidance. 4) SQUEEZING HER BREAST. Most men act like a housewife testing a melon for ripen

Re: Actor Ruffalo "baffled" At Collapse Of Twin Towers
RE: Actor Ruffalo "Baffled" At Collapse Of Twin Towers ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 30 Oct 2007, 06:28 Actor Ruffalo "Baffled" At Collapse Of Twin Towers Award winning actor Mark Ruffalo says he is "baffled" at the collapse of the twin towers and Building 7 on 9/11 and has called for re-opening the investigation into the attacks, joining Martin Sheen in publicly doubting the government's official story. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/301007_ruffalo_baffled.htm

Black Fvcking Metal!
New release soon, remember only a few copies available. Prove your worth and you'll recieve one free! Hail the destroyer! Featuring the tracks: War Soul Dejection Aer Unanimis And the unnamed outro. Contact me for details.

A Pirate's Tale.
A pirate walks off his ship. He has a wooden leg, a hook for a hand, and a patch over his right eye. He sits down on a bench, and begins throwing peanuts to the seagulls. Two curious young children shyly sit down next to him and ask the pirate how he came to have a wooden leg. The pirate replies, "Well, I was standing on the deck of me ship one day, and a wave washed me overboard. Then, a hungry shark attacked me and bit me leg off." The little boy then asks, "How did you lose your hand?" "Many years ago, I was fighting the Navy, and one of them boys cut me hand off. Me doc couldn't find a hand, so he gave me this hook." Next, the little girl asks, "How did you lose your eye?" "Well, I was standing watch up in the crow's nest, and just as I looked up, a lousy seagull flew over and did his business right in me eye." The children, now thoroughly confused, ask, "How did that cause you to lose your eye?" The pirate explains, "Well, it was me first day with the hook."

My Psychiatrist Is A Hypocritical Mass Of Bitch.
I've been seeing a shrink every week for the past two years and I'm confident she knows nothing. Not only is she a hypocrite, but she looks like a hippo and she should be locked in a crate. A hippo-crate. The lady gets paid hundreds of dollars to look like a slug and write prescriptions for Ritalin. She's so dumb. The only psychology term she knows is ADD. The cuntrag sits in her recliner scratching her tits for an hour ignoring everything I say, then tells me I have ADD. There's nothing more ironic than being diagnosed with ADD by a therapist who didn't pay attention to a word I said. Most people get addicted to Ritalin. My shrink is addicted to giving out Ritalin. A kid told her he hates his dad. She called it ADD. Another guy apparently had ADD because he killed his dog. Were you raped? It's because ADD! Do you have a panty fetish? Have some Ritalin! ADD this, ADD that, she ADDs more than my calculator in fifth grade. In fifth grade, I used to sit in class with my calculator a

*smirks*
I have no clue what the hell's gotten into me this morning, but I was heading into the other office to put some purchase orders away when I notice a coworker of mine peeking in there. So I stood behind her and when she turned around I shoved a ruler in her face, dropped into fencing stance, and yelled, "FWAH!" She screamed bloody murder. :D

Top 10 Romantic Movies List For Singles
Never has a subject been more emotive than when I ran a small survey to find out which were our favorite top 10 romantic movies of all time. First of all there is the problem of defining what constitutes 'romantic'. Then there is the era and age of the movie. Then there is the notion of what counts as a movie. In other words can a made-for-TV program count. Finally, after pulling my hair out with the stress of it all, I whittled the answers down to a final ten. You may not agree, you may send me your own lists and you may threaten me with violence but the point is, there is no definitive list. We all have our own top 10 romantic movies based on what we have viewed over the years. And that is it. Here are our the results of our top 10 romantic moves survey in no particular order. Love Story (1970) The music helps I have to say has an amazing impact once again on recent viewing but that's not the whole story by far. One of the best and most popular and enduring love stories on ce

How To Flirt: Flirting Tips Help You Show Interest
You are at a party and out of nowhere someone is standing close to you. Like a genie, they keep turning up, close by, catching your gaze. You go and chat and they stand in the same position as you, playing with their hair, laughing with you and holding your gaze. This person likes you and is flirting. How do you know? Because without realizing it, you are an expert in flirting and body language. What would dating be without flirting. Flirting is fabulous, flirting is fun, flirting is giving out signals that we may be interested in someone, or we may be pretending. But within reason, flirting is part and parcel of our daily lives. Flirting can be harmful when it threatens fidelity but it can also be sexy and bring people closer together. Some people are good at flirting and some people hopeless. Are you a flirt? If you are you know it and are secretly proud of the fact. It is sexy when you flirt and people like it. Flirting means giving people attention, it means, smiling, to

Tuesday
Another day of meetings ... almost one after another. And then tomorrow my boss said he wants to come down and visit with me in the morning. I wonder what he wants. He can be so demanding sometimes. Well... off I go to get into the shower and then off to my first meeting with 2 other managers for a breakfast meeting. Then to another meeting to decide who we will have for our chairman of our fund raising campaign this January. And then there is another meeting after that and again this evening. Oh... and I need to make some calls to set up a time for another meeting later this week. I spend more time in meetings now than I do on the hospital floor working with patients now it seems.

Stop Listening To Music And Be Miserable.
Music enhances people's lives. But people are scumbags and don't deserve to have their lives enhanced. Here is why: People are stupid. Your parents are ashamed of you. Your friends think you're annoying but don't have the heart to say, "You can't come." You have cancer and don't know it yet. Even if you avoid the draft, the American military will eventually invade the country you fled to. Then you'll either die, go to prison, or get redrafted. If your heart decides to take a break, you die. The people in the other room can hear you masturbate and they find it appalling. Your life is all uphill from here. Two apes are going to attack you at a zoo and rip off your genitals and foot. No matter how boring a reality TV show is, your life is worse. You don't have any money. America trained mid-east soldiers who attacked America soon after. Then America invaded the mid-east to train more soldiers. You have a 10% chance of ending up gay. 65% of the things said to

If U Only Knew
If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the way you fill my hopes and dreams. You're the owner of my heart, the ruler supreme. Even in the dark of night, I've only to think about you to feel your loving light and from this world I drift feeling as if I'll never touch the ground again... If only you knew. If only you could guess how I hear your voice when others speak; for you hold the key to my happiness, and it's always you my soul seeks. If only you could feel, how your very presence has the power to heal, all the wounds inside me. You've made me abandon the pain of yesterday, and you've shown me that the past can no longer stand in the way of what I hope to achieve... If only you knew. If only you could realize the way you've shown me that it's better to give than to take, and whatever I do, I do for your sake. I'm willing to give you my all and expect nothing in return. But, oh how I yearn for

Top 10 Dating Tips
I thought I would bring you the top 10 dating tips I have gathered along the way in the hope of assisting and enlightening those who need assistance. If you are new to the dating scene, a regular or just simply someone trying to meet someone new there should always be time for top dating tips, advice, information and things to consider. None of us are dating experts otherwise we would have a magic formula to present to others. And no, looks are not the magic formula otherwise all supermodels would be blissfully happy - which they are not my friend. Good looking people the world over struggle when it comes to affairs of the heart. Think of all the major figures in history who have fallen in matters of romance. The truth is, there are no magic formulas, no perfect tricks of the trade, no cunning ways of trapping Mr. or Miss Right and no top dating tips that wave a magic wand. But there are some essential facts that you should always bear in mind along the way. Dating tips are just

The Key Rules Of Dating
The problem with the dating game is that there are dating rules to follow and most of them we forget as we grow older. You see, when we are young our fellow friends at school and college reinforce the way things should be done when dealing with potential dates. Yes you should wear that, no you never say that, yes you should do this, but no you never do that. Then we grow up. For a time we are completely aware of the rules of dating and we practice those rules every time we meet someone. But then we meet someone perhaps, fall in love and have a relationship. Little by little the things we learned over our formative years when dealing with the fairer sex are lost and are in fact unlearned. Then one day we are unwillingly thrust back onto the dating scene only to find that we start behaving like 12 year olds. We call our dates too often, we are constantly available, we wear the wrong clothes, laugh at bad jokes like a fool, date the wrong people and generally get it all badly wrong.

Ocean Isle Beach
Family and friends are coming forward to identify the seven students killed Sunday in a house fire on Ocean Isle Beach. The fire killed Alison Walden, Lauren Mahon, Travis Cale, Cassidy Pendley, Justin Anderson, Emily Yelton and William Rhea. Flames broke out on the upper floor of the beach house at 1 Scotland St. at about 7 a.m. Sunday. The college students had gathered at the home for the weekend. Six attended the University of South Carolina, and one was a Clemson University student. Tim Burns was on his normal newspaper delivery route Sunday morning when he saw the house burning out of control. He ran over to help, but said there wasn't much anyone could do. After Burns called 911, he convinced University of South Carolina sophomore Tripp Wylie and another student to jump from the burning building. "I went over to the window, kind of ripped the blinds off the window and kicked in the screen. I looked down to see where I was jumping," Wylie said. Wylie said he was scu

How Much They Love Jager.
Don't watch Sideways, even if you aren't an impressionable idiot. Sideways is about two guys dealing with their pathetic girl issues. One is an aging actor who cheats on his fiance. The other is a lame ass who cares more about wine than scrogging chicks. I bought a bottle of Pinot Noir after the movie ended. As expected, it tasted like rotten grapes. It was so bad that I shoved the cork up my ass to feel better about myself. Merlot, Pinot Our, Shiraz, whatever the fuck, I don't care. This movie sucked, and so does wine. Wine is for people who think they're French. I don't think I'm French. Do you? Then why drink wine? I'll pay anyone five hundred dollars if they see me wearing a suit and sticking my chin out while I sip on a glass of fermented grape juice and batting my lips like a fish with quizzical eyebrows. Everyone knows the whole "acquired taste" concept is nonsense. The second a shot of Jagermeister first hit my taste buds, I was like "Fuck yeah, gimme another." But

Muh Best Friend Hurt Me !!!
See this friend of mine, made me twist muh hand shut in her water bottle and it really really hurts!! LOL I kno shes a total whacked out bitch, but she hurt muh hand so bad! and we're suppose to be best friends haha She knows I love her even tho shes mean!!!

History Of Samhain
History of Samhain Samhain's History Samhain (pronounced Sow-en), dates back to the ancient Celts who lived 2,000 years ago. Contrary to what some believe, is not a celebration of a Celtic god of the dead. Instead, it is a Celtic word meaning "summer's end." The Celts, like many other cultures, saw the dark of the day or year as the beginning and not the end of the seasonal cycle. Thus their days began at sunset, not sun rise and the wheel of the year begins at summers end; Samhain. The Celts were a pastoral people as opposed to an agricultural people. The end of summer was significant to them because it meant the time of year when the structure of their lives changed radically. The cattle were brought down from the summer pastures in the hills and the people were gathered into the houses for the long winter nights of story-telling and handicrafts. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurre

Does Youre Name Fit
A:hott B: loves people and sex C: good kisser D: can kick ur ass E: has gorgeous eyes F: loves people wild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H: cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy L: very good kisser M:Makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: is good in bed S: makes people laugh T: smile to die for U: is very sexual V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: loved by everyone Z: can be funny and dumb at times REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???

Update
Well what can I say...............DAMN I'm so freaking tired from working as much as I have been!! Hell the Supervisors love me at work, I started there on the 8th and worked 5 straight days, then was off 3 and came in fer one day overtime and worked 6 12 hour nights in a row and was off 2 days then worked 5 more in a row and now off 2 and going back in tomorrow night fer another 5 in a row!! And I aint supposed to work but 3 days (Well nights) one week and 4 the next but I have put in fer so much overtime it aint even funny!! I really need to slow down and stop working so much but the money is so good and the work is easy but nerve racking when the machines wont stay running and you ae constantly having to work on them!! I have been getting bitched at by everybody I know!! Cause I'm working so much and during the week I only get 5 hours sleep if lucky because of having to take my youngen to school and pick him up. And I don't have time fer shit! EVER!! I basically sleep and work and

Old Poem
I question myself, why do I live I have nothing to offer I have nothing to give Nobody cares whether I live or I die And nobody comforts me when I begin to cry I have no true value and nothing of worth My life has been cursed since the day of my birth So I sit in remorse and throw curses at my name I thought it would be different but everyday is the same So one last question before grabbing this knife Should I end all my suffering and take my own life?

Are You Really My Friend?
I have to wonder how many people are actually my friends and how many just friend me to look at my NSFW's...not that I mind showing my pics...I dont mind at all...but I wish my friends would stop by just to say hi once in a while and talk to me like I am a person...not just some girl with naked pics...over the last few days I have realized that some people on this site will talk to you a couple of times and then they act like you dont exist...which is fine because those are the ones who are being deleted from my friends list...I dont need 900 friends who never talk to me...whats the point????

Entry For October 30, 2007/ Faeries Part 1
Definition of faeries Faerie : from the Latin term for "fate" (fata), faeries (or fairies) are a "host of supernatural beings and spirits who occupy a limbo between earth and heaven" (Guiley). This is in recognition of the skill faeries had in predicting and even controlling human destiny. Faeries could be either good or evil creatures, and at various points in history have been confused with witches and demons Fay or fey is the archaic term for faerie meaning bewitched or enchanted. This word derives from 'Fays' meaning Fates, and thought to be a broken form of Fatae. 'Fay-erie' was first a state of enchantment or glamour, and was only later used for the fays who wielded those powers of illusion. The state of enchantment is fayerie, which became fairy and faerie. Other terms : Fair Folk is a welsh name, often used in litterature and in scandinavian myths. Good Neighbours is from Scotland. It had its origin in a desire to give no unnecessary offense. The `folk' might be

My Friends List
OK, so after signing up and going hog wild here for a while, I think I've lost the concept of what this site should be for me. I am looking mainly to connect with some new people, bave some soret of meaningful conversation and contact (nothing dating or sexual mind you) and just basically have some fun. I got caught up in the points aspect and was adding willy nilly. So, in light of that, I've decided to clean house a little. Some of you on my list have taken the time to read these and to comment, and vote in the couple of mumms I had so far. Others haven't. I wold love to be able to hear from everyone once in a while, and I personally would love to leave comments and such to everyone. That's tough with my list the way it is now though. Please, do not take offense to any of this, it is not meant to slight anyone -- just the way it is :) If you would like to stay on my list though, please please please make sure you drop me a line (or comment). Charlie

Congratulate Them!!
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsWelcome Alijah James I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-@ fubar DJ Roc (Aka D.S.R.) - Sporks Hubby@ fubar MyHotComments / HotFreeLayoutsCongrats I Love Sporks & DJ Roc

My Momma
well lets see last time i wrote a blog i asked forprayers for my momma. we still need them and i greatly appriciate those of you who are. bless you. ok mom is out of the hospital, the doc sent her home. he said she had to wait 4~6 weeks for her surgery. the antibitics have to run thier course and they have to make sure the infection is gone before they do surgry. wow!!! we found out what exactly the surgery entails. they're going to cut my mommy in half, length wise. to remove her colon. woa!!! major surgery. needless to say mom is terrified as are the rest of us. anyways, she has a doc apt. 2day to get her white blood cell count checked. if everything is on the up and up she'll have the surgery in 3 weeks or so. my sister finally came home thursday by the way. which is fantastic! thats ALOT of stress off mom. and she doesn't have to wonder what niks is doin or where shes at. anyways, plwase continue to pray for my momma and family.... thanyou and many many many blessing

Whats Turns Me On/off
GIRLS FILL OUT THE TOP GUYS FILL OUT THE BOTTOM POST IT UP SO WE SEE WHAT'S UP REPOST WITH THE TITLE "WHAT TURNS ME ON/OFF" About guys, Turned ON, OFF or DC (Don't care): Is taller than you: ON Is shorter than you: off Wears braces: off wears a grill: OFF Dresses Preppy: On Dresses Ghetto: On Dresses Gothic: On Has blue eyes: ON Has green eyes: DC Has hazel eyes: Dc Brown eyes: dc Drinks alcohol: Dc Wears glasses: On Plays sports: ON!!! Call you to say hi: ON Compliments you: ON good dancer : ON!!!! Wears jewelery: DC Smiles when you walk in the room: ON Has brown hair: dc Has Black hair: DC Has blonde hair: dc Has red hair: DC Makeup: lol Can make you laugh at any given momentN Loyal: On Laid back: ON (NO ONE WHATS AN UPTIGHT GUY) Plays guitar:On Plays drums: ON Sings: On he's buff: off He can draw: on Easily jealous: Off Doesn't eat meat: DC does drugs: OFF is bi: GROSS, OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! has a t

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ONE~Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that you could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order si x?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets TWO~I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind , I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I paid her

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They created extraordinary artifacts for hundreds of years, revealing an aesthetic sensibility that influences Western civilization to this day. Then they simply disappeared. Scholars are seeking answers to one of the great mysteries of the ancient world: What happened to the Minoans of Crete, who controlled a thriving Mediterranean trade network from around 2,200-1,450 BC? Now NOVA senior science editor Evan Hadingham reports on new evidence that a massive tsunami struck the Bronze Age society 3,500 years ago, destabilizing the culture to such a degree that social chaos brought about its ultimate destruction. As part of Massachusetts Archaeology Month, Mr. Hadingham spoke on the topic Oct. 17 at Shrewsbury Public Library. Named after Minos, the mythical king of Crete, the Minoan people were part of a prosperous culture known for its successful sea trade, intricate palaces and fine art. Mr. Hadingham said the palace ruins of Knossos, first excavated by British archaeol

3 Contestants
i have 3 ladies trying to get 30000 comments by the end of nov if they do i will give each a vip. its the holiday season wont you help them out? it would be very nice to know there are people who would like to see someone get something nice. so if you would like to show support the ladies are in my nov contest folder. you never know sometime you might ask me for help and i will see if you helped any of my contestants. thanks for reading this . bingo

Gun Control
>> >>Heart breaking story...... Yeah, right >> >> >> >> Shooting in Butte, Montana >> >> >> >> Butte, Montana >> >> >> >> Shotgun preteen vs. illegal alien Home Invaders, Montana November 5, >> >> 2006 >> >> >> >> Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez, 23, and Enrico Garza, 26, >> >> probably >> >> believed they would easily overpower home-alone 11 year old Patricia >> >> Harrington after her father had left their two-story home. >> >> >> >> It seems the two crooks never learned two things: they were in > Montana >> >> and >> >>Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. >> >> >> >> Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the >> >> front >> >>door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his > 12 >> >>gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. >> >> >> >> Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the >> >> first >> >> to catch a near point blank blast of buckshot from

Cross Posted From My Deviantart Journal
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Let's All Become Apes.
I'm pretty sick of computers and the way things are going. I can't see anything positive happening in the future with computers and the internet. Corporations, Conspiracies, it all makes me cry. And by cry, I mean feel bad. And by feel bad, I mean give it a quick thought and then go to work and stare at this one chick who always wears a thong. But it's kind of gross because it's the same color thong every day and I'm starting to worry. And by worry, I mean not masturbate to her anymore. I remember years ago when everybody used AOL because it was the only thing available. But now everything AOL has to offer is free somewhere else. Here are some things AOL advertises as "free with their service." - Anti-virus - Popup protection - Instant messaging - Bookmarks - Password security - Mouse pointer interaction - Buttons - Icons - English text - The color white - The option to get up and go to the refrigerator when nobody is chatting with you and you feel sorry for yourself so

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Juggalo Grow
I understand that it’s nice to feel wanted in a community, I understand that people always are fighting to fit in some where, but what I could never understand is the who Juggalo community. I will admit I used to listen to the music of the Insane Clown Posse; I actually used to enjoy their music that is until I wised up and actually sat down and listened to their lyrics. As I surf FUBAR and other various online communities I have come across countless profiles set up in honor of a substandard musical act, I see people taking a band with little talent to seriously and I see a cult theme growing in the ranks. I ask myself could I ever become such a person to blindly follow a substandard act such as the Insane Clown Posse, then I remember back when I was in high school and enthralled with crap music such as the ICP, well I grew out of my Juggalo phase and I can only hope these people who take this band seriously will soon grow out of theirs. Honestly it is unattractive to see a thirty

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well when i 1st found out that my 16 year old sister was moving out the house i had a bad feeling about it. and i never told her. And one day she came to my house and she just seemed differnt....kinda seemd like she was strung out on some kind of drug. it kinda freaked me out ya kno but anyways my mom and i got a call at 430 this morning sayin that her house caught on fire. just because my sisters boyfriend got mad cus people were smoking in his room. so he went down stairs and lit a paper plate on fire and when he went back up stairs het thought he put it out. then 5 mins later the heard a big boom and the basement caught on fire cus the plate that was on fire didnt go out. so the police called here and the fox 4 news was out there and they had it all on the news. but my reason for writting this is becaus the ppl my sister are hangin out with are bad news from what i heard and i dont think she should be hanging out with them. but i dunno how to tell her that she shouldnt be hangin ou

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I am, if nothing else, slightly resourceful. I am out of vaseline and my nose is raw. I have grown tired of the burning, painful sensation and thus I have liberally applied some Dove conditioner. Guess what! It works! So, I'm proud of myself. I not only managed to eat (mmmm...steamed carrots mildly flavored with nutmeg), but I also managed to dress. Of course, I didn't dress until about ten minutes ago, but that does little to diminish my buoyant mood at having accomplished so much. Whatever these drugs are, they seem to be working some. I can even walk around a bit without setting my lungs on fire. I thought about doing some situps and whatnot, but I'm not actually dumb enough to put my weak, aching body through that just yet. I'm going to try to get my stomach accustomed to eating solid food again. My doctor is probably going to flip out like a ninja when he learns that I've lost fifteen pounds in less than a week. He can't actually chew me out, though. My body is

New Naughty App
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND T

Breast Cancer: The Basics
http://www.oncolink.org/types/article.cfm?c=3&s=5&ss=33&id=8320 Types of Cancer > Breast Cancer > Overview Breast Cancer: The Basics Christopher Dolinsky, MD Affiliation: Abramson Cancer Center of the University of Pennsylvania Last Modified: May 10, 2006 What is the breast? The breast is a collection of glands and fatty tissue that lies between the skin and the chest wall. The glands inside the breast produce milk after a woman has a baby. Each gland is also called a lobule, and many lobules make up a lobe. There are 15 to 20 lobes in each breast. The milk gets to the nipple from the glands by way of tubes called ducts. The glands and ducts get bigger when a breast is filled with milk, but the tissue that is most responsible for the size and shape the breast is the fatty tissue. There are also blood vessels and lymph vessels in the breast. Lymph is a clear liquid waste product that gets drained out of the breast into lymph nodes. Lymph nodes are small, pea-sized pieces

Im In The Best Mood Ever
im in a real good silly mood today and im up for chatting about anything and if anybody knows of any good websites that they want to share with me any sites meaning if you have to private message me and tell me about them please (im over 18 honest)

The Living Pain
The Living Pain By: April Terry She stands out in the mist of everyone, Waving her hands franticly, Hoping that someone, Anyone see her. She yells out as loud as she can, But they all just keep, Going about there business. She thought they were her family, She thought they were her friends, But in her time of need, None of them, Are here for her. She jumps up and down, Waves big red flags in the faces, And yet the still see nothing, And she cries. Cries like there’s no tomorrow, Because to her, It feel as if there won’t be, As if this is her end. The pain is so deep, The blood is so dark, She does all she knows how, And conforms into the pain. Living the pain, Becoming one with the pain, Knowing the pain has never, Turned its’ back to her. Watching as the blood, Slowly drips to the floor, And as time has it toll, And darkens its color. Wishing that she could flow, As freely as her blood, Fascinated by the path, It chose to the floor.

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Adios Chicago And West Palm, Sound Clip Contest Continues, New O&a Videos, Amy Fisher Sex Tape Coming, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Great Googly Moogly! It's ROCK SCREAM TUESDAY! It's 80's New Wave Tuesday! It's also EROCKTOBER! (Last few days, bitches!) For the next few days, we conitune to honor EROCK (err, Sexbagel, Hawk, Erik, whatever you want to call him) and all of his fumblings. Have yourself some hot tea, warm up those vocal cords, crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Pet Shop Boys impression (you know... the 80's thing)... then eat some garlic butter sauce in honor of EROCK. Yeah, so in addition to WYSP in Philadelphia, the Opie and Anthony Show will not be returning to 105.9 FM WCKG in Chicago or Buzz 103.1 WPBZ in West Palm Beach. The good news is that YOU CAN STILL HEAR US ON XM, UNCENSORED and UNCUT, SO GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! So, according to the New York Post, we'll be seeing a sex tape from Long Island Lolita Amy Fisher soon. Red Light District has the

Time To Move And Thanks
Today is my last day at a place we have been at for the last ten yrs. I have been very busy lately and wanted to say a big thanks to those who have been faithful to keep rating me.So far I have made time to return all rates and then some to others(even to some who never did say ty or acknowledge it).But after today my power will be shut off for the move to my new place.Hopefully the electrician I hired will have all on the same day so we can stay back in our place. I want to also say thanks for the support for those who took time to support me when I needed a friend to share my situation with(hugs to you).Be here a bit this morning but a very busy day since I am behind and last day to get all done and tied up before they move my place.I couldn't sleep so yeah why not take time for a few friends a bit before I start more work.Sorry for missing bombing the contest (Blazing Bombers a few times) but I can't wait till this is all over. Cya all my sweet friends soon tyvm hugs and love to all

My Words Meaning
My Words Meaning By: April Terry When you ask how I am, And the only word I say is “ok” It means something is wrong, And I want you to ask. When you ask if you should call, And I say “if you want” It means that’s a stupid question, Of course I want you too. When were talking, And I say “I love you” It means just that, And I’m thinking about us. When I get silent, And then say “I miss you” It means I wish you were, Holding me tight in your arms. Every word I speak, Is carefully chosen, And has a meaning much deeper, Then the words themselves. So listen close, To all I say, For every word has a clue, To how I really feel deep within.

Can You Say Enough Already On The Reports And Forms..
Good Morning and hey there how ya doing, that’s how we say hey there and how ya doing in Michigan. (Or in others words a greeting) Are you in agreement with me that we sometimes get inundated with reports, forms that need to be filled out and just over and over doing repetitive tasks that seem to just waist our time? I think the great state of TEXAS just found that out…perhaps other states and legislatures will follow suit. State report: Texas has too many reports 10/29/2007, 11:56 p.m. EDT The Associated Press AUSTIN, Texas (AP) — State agencies issue too many reports, a new 668-page report says. The Texas State Library and Archives Commission spent 18 months and canvassed more than 170 agencies and public colleges and universities, checking on all the reports they are assigned to do. The commission found more than 1,600, and state records administrator Michael Heskett is pretty sure his team hasn't found them all. Heskett's initial findings indicate more than 400 report r

Romantic Oct 30
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, October 30: If you could feel differently, you would, and the same goes for your partner. But the truth is that you're not in sync on this issue. Don't force it. Just let this situation lie for a bit. Move slowly, if at all. this is kind of ironic considering my situation

Wanting That Girl
one day you're gonna want that girl. that girl that knew she wasn't perfect, but tried to be perfect for you. the girl that believed the scraps of you she was given were worth it, because something was better than nothing. that girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. the girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. that girl who still can't bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. that girl who saw past your pretty eyes and treasured parts of you that no one else has ever appreciated. the girl who realizes she may never have your heart, but will carry the image of you in hers forever. the girl that sees this and still wants you. the girl that should have you but doesn't. even though she deserves it.

How My Life Has Changed...
SO THIS IS A COPY OF A BLOG I WROTE FOR MY MYSPACE... ALOT OF PEOPLE ASK ABOUT MY EX AND ABOUT HOW JAYDEN IS DOING AND ITS GOT ALL OF THAT SO I FIGURED I WOULD POST IT HERE TOO. ITS KIND OF LONG THO LMAO..ENJOY! So im sitting awake and its 4:35am, and i decided to write a blog about how everything in my life has changed. I guess i will start with Jayden. She is 7 weeks old, and god is she growing fast! she has gained a pound a week since she was born. Ive went thru quite a bit with her. First of all her failure of a father is nolonger in my life nor hers. First of all he didnt sign her birthcertifiate. Thru my hole pregnancy it was known that he wanted a dna test. why i have no fucking clue because he was living with me the hole month that she was concieved.. but anyways i told him if he wanted it then he had to pay for it. Well when we were at the hospital he could have had it done, but he didnt. I wasnt about to have it done anywhere else but the hospital. When i sign

Ending My Day.
Shit. There are some fucked up people where I work. Not as bad as it use to be. I've got some good fuckin' work stories. Any how, I'm ending my night with some Icehouse, Rebel Yell (a little on the broke side), and some good music. Figured I'd try and post something.

Just Fyi About This Blog
this is where I will be spouting off my random drama..i truly mean no harm..and I am serially kidding around..but it has to be said..and im gonna be saying it :p so kiss my fat well rounded arse if you don't like it *giggles* cuz im a frayed knot!

Journey
Journey I walk in peace through forests open house A guest privileged I breath rainbows gift Winds dances an invisible tango among lofty boughs, I listen to the song and close translucent eyelids. My vision clearing I breathe with the rhythm of the dance Invisible guests punctuate the dance counter point Tiny hearts joys released shrill proclamation I walk the secret paths insulated by clumsy attire. I discard my shoes in favor of liberated toes and discovered textures. I walk through vaulted avenues lit by suns probing fingers. Warm air stirs like the passing of unseen forms, close unseen. Sweat beads on naked skin, I float ever onwards I remove my shirt redundant modesty forgotten, out of context. Moisture evaporates on exposed flesh raising invisible hairs, caressing the breeze as nature welcomes forgotten senses. My goal unclear I move where whispers lead, secure in timeless wisdom Creatures pause and watch my passing, I smile at there harmony They st

Time Between Times
Time Between Times In the time between times silence descends, Suns moment hangs on expectant breath, time suspends formality, and waits. Suns rays warm earth's ancient bones arranged by the hand of mans longing. Earth below naked feet resonates, vibrating and awakening life's song, Imperceptible energies warm forgotten nerves. Eyes close awaiting life's procession. Sunflower blossom fills my vision I breathe. Green sent fills my senses, a shadow flits, the green man moves through the unsuspecting Some turn to mark his passing unseen, Years bounty awaits, life pulses, a heady current birds sing insects buzz on natures unseen errands. The sun rises and the Raven moves ever westward knowing his time has come, his wings spread wider as days progress, ever he quests. The sun kisses iridescent feathers then he is gone. Trees manifest the mothers reaching fingers caressing the air with leaf and branch Breathing life to all her children, counterpoise to devourin

What I Have Learned...
For Two People destined to be... Forgiveness changes us physically, emotionally and spiritually. It dissolves the weight of resentment and floods us with fresh new energy. It mends our tattered personal boundaries and empowers us to move forward with hope and inspiration in contrast to the traumatic experiences of holding a grudge. When we release this trauma, we rekindle a connection with our spiritual sense. That sense offers us new light and we find ourselves on new ground with another. When we're in great pain we're not very inclined to forgive, we just want to feel better. It’s kind of like having a toothache and recognizing the need for dental work. You don’t want to go to the dentist and feel more pain for an hour, so you stay in denial for a while. But the pain persists and you know that you’ll feel better if you do something about it. So you muster the discipline to make that appointment, go through the experience and get rid of the root problem. Perhap

You Tell Me
My life is not bad. I will say this though I have to be the stupidest person on the earth because how is it I can try to be friends with the man who crushed me. We have been split up for 3 months and yet he still knows how to bury that knife deeper in me. I feel like he used me once again its hard to explain. Maybe I am just the rug on the floor that everyone uses to wipe their feet on but not good enough to keep. None of you have to tell me that I am stupid I know this already. I am tired of being everyones rug. So anyone want to tell me how I stop this cycle.

Html Coding Basics 3
HTML Coding Basics 3 Ok now in the last few blogs I went over some basic tags that will change the text-style and with some tags also the size and decoration of the text, but didn't change your font color. Well, that is what I will be going over in this tutorial for you. I will show a basic tag and the 3 main attributes for changing the color, size, and face(Different Text style). This simple tag will do wonders and all you need is this one simple code. So now enough with the babble and on with it. Here we go. To go the simple way about it to start and then in next blog I will show an even more advanced way to change the fonting of your text in one line code. So to start I will show you the tag and it's 3 main attributes to change the font of your text. Your Example of a font code: All your text here The example above shows the tag and the 3 attributes. Note:These attributes can go in any order you like. It will not make a difference what order you put t

Be Strong Honey! Lol
A guy breaks into a house to look for money and guns and finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair, while tying the girl to the bed he gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife: "Listen, this guy's an escaped convict, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is probably very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which his wife responds, "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked me if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. I love you too!!" if you laugh repost this. just spread the joke around

When You Lose Something You Never Had
Sometimes you just know when things need to end. You realize that continuing on will only cause further pain. You also realize that if it is meant to be, it will be. You can't force anything. Well I guess I can't really say I have lost. He's called, I just don't answer. I can't do this to myself right now.

Life
So yeah pretty much my life is sucking right now! Nothing ever seems to go my way and when i think something is going good i get slammed down and brought to realize it wasnt going good nor ever will!! 19 has been pretty shitty so far!! When will it ever end? Im so tired of feeling like shit and crying. I bust my ass to make people happy and still get fucked!! Can anyone help?

Impossible Expectations For The Opposite Sex
I have had my heart broken in the worst of ways. It seems to be the curse that follows hopeless romantics all around the world. As with most people, I automatically thought, "What is wrong with me?" However, I know realize that the only thing that I (or any other person) should blame myself for is not taking the time to find the RIGHT MAN for me. Were I to actually take the time to figure out what it is that I need, my romantic history might not be so tear-stricken. With all of this in mind, I present to you my "Wish List": -PHYSICAL APPEARANCE- *Taller than me by at LEAST three inches. *Darker hair (no natural redheads). *Bright eyes; I have no color preferences. *Lean, healthy build (no overly bulky muscle). *Masculine, proportional facial features. -INTERESTS, PREFERENCES, and PERSONALITY- *Avid reader (pornographic magazines do not count). *Broad musical tastes. *As big a "film buff" as myself. *Would rather watch "The Daily Show with Jon Stewart" than CNN for t

Pentagon Announcement
The formation of a new 500-man elite fighting unit called the United States Redneck Special Forces (USRSF) These boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists: 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday. **if only it could work this way.

An Emotion Is Lost In The Summer Dew
Drawn out life for returned fee A listless dream of tomorrow. Current goes in ebbs and flows and makes the simple more impossible. Again to wake to the cold left side ignoring the forgotten sun. Creation a myth for ignorant slobs and again it becomes truth. Born to destroy you were told that once by a sage and wise old man. Destroy you have and as death you feel no remorse nor pity nor shame. Countless times is was expressed and like a weed in your memory it was stomped. Contain your blood and force it through your veins so shrunken cold.

Sunny Rock
You think you can love her? You think you can do anything that a real man can do? With your cock full pus and darkness. With your mind full of pus and blankness. Create everything your mind comes up with on its own. And hold on to it. Open hands reveal nothing but white skin melding to darkness. Sit her on a rock and think you can control her. Chain her. She will become the rock. Her skin was soft and white as snow like the snow in the East. But it burns from the sun and she becomes the rock. She is the rock. Forever and always she is the rock.

His Clock Hurts
Caressing thoughts of a new age seems futile as he awakes. Again he sees the time and he knows it's too late. It only serves to destroy. Turn off the alarm. Learn to leave it alone.. It's not its duty to wake you up. Nothing can awake what wants only to sleep. Your only answer my friend is found in knowing you are sleeping. Only under the bright stars that shined for Socrates, that shined for her, that shine for you, understand that even when those stars can't be seen you are alseep. Under and above the sleeping man his spirit lurks. Kindly in nature he lurks with a smile. Not from pity nor even happiness does the spirit smile. Only true love produces such a grin. What love the spirit feels. Ingesting the sounds of the buzzer, the bell, the spirit ponders. Looking on he wonders, is this man himself. Oblivious to the sounds he regards his sleeping body. Vanity, some might say, is why. Even though the spirit lingers the soul is dead. He sees himself sleeping and

Kiss The Paper Man
My lips touched yours and my heart exploded. Perhaps I knew it was the last. Perhaps I hoped that it would never end. My lips touching yours. In my heart I knew it had to. I can't breath from the kissing. If I stopped it would kill me. If didn't stop I would die. A simple kiss to kill me as never before. I dreamed of your lips and of them on mine. I knew the dream should stay just that. Living reality is harder than dreaming and dreaming cannot break my heart. A simple kiss to break my heart again is all it takes to crush this paper man. Thinking of rubbish I asked to be crushed. I threw myself away before that kiss. Blaming you for anything is to deny myself. A paper man I am. I am strong when pulled Yet one small tear and I rip apart with ease.

The Sad Thief
A selection of papers to rummage through has one sitting on the floor for hours. That bookmark says what may be true but was there a reason in doing so? What had been done, what had been said to make you feel you needed to write that? Were you weak before and found someone strong to pick you up and use as your personal cure? For self-doubt and insecurity.. What can the true reason be? Perfection does not meet with such a hurtful end and knowing this is true one must confess that they are not at all perfect nor will ever be. True happiness cannot be bought nor stolen from one who doesn't want it taken. Rest assured the day will come That a welcome victim wants to lose the the selfish part that is hidden away. Until that day the thief can dream of that thing he couldn't take. Smile over a heavy heart and wash your face clean of the pain that shows so clear.

A True Day
A new day begins when the old has died buried beneath a mound of rotting tongues. Propeled forward by the winds of hope The sun shines brightly in awaiting the horizon. The west can't see it The death of the day that was we mourn for her in pathetic weakness. Not yesterday, not tomorrow but today we mourn for that which was and that which will never be. Hope springs forward on golden rays just edging ever so close To the point to where it is visible at last then it dies like just like the past. To see the day, a living day, to truly see that day is a hope that someday will turn to truth and may someday shine brightly in these darkened eyes.

Embody All The Things That Make Us Human
Can I tell you? Can I talk talk? Can these things I know to be true be spoken? Life itself not looking for solutions. Life lingering on the edge of destruction. Looking glass of time shows Not really feeling Can't the hourglass slow Your thoughts? Your body? A year here a year there Love could erase all that. What is a day? What is year? True love has no age. True love knows no bounds. Yet there it is A love unattatched Swirling through the air like dust. Don't imagine what could been Don't think of what the future brings. Just know that love is there for you And forever it remains.

Untitled
Who are you? Do you really Feel? Do you know what it's like to feel your soul shake When that perfect image reveals itself? Do you respect art for art's sake? Or do you pretend you are what you aren't? An unfeeling blob with nothing to give to this world we all hope to better. Art is there and you ignore it. You ARE a sheep and we all see it. Your red sheep's cunt. Put it out for the farmboy. It makes no difference to him. Put it out for the world. It really makes no difference. A red swolllen cunt you carry and you are... A sheep with nothing on her mind except eating grass and filling her cunt. Cunt or mouth is there a difference? Both of yours drip the blood of man Bite it hard and expect to live life as you think it should be. Spill your blood and spoil the plate. Hate yourself and bite him hard. Your infliction is your own self-denial. Hate yourself and destroy those who love you.

Square Route
A line segment leading from me to you grows walls and squares itself to us. And time passes as we see our square life become an ugly, unatural rhombus. Distortion molds our daily lives and stop signs form with eight equal sides. And maybe stopping would be great but who can really stop at eight? A Dungeons and Dragons die becomes the shape of our segmented line. We are not who we used to be but the die becomes more like you and me. There is no way to make a straight line into the perfect cirlce we wish to create. For now we must accept that lines cannot be bent to relate two lives. Pi we know will never end it extends into infinity And lines we know they cannot bend Nor can the bond between you and me.

There Is Nothing Left To Be Thankful For Except For One Day The Sun Will Destroy The Earth
I thought I would write to you in the dark with no candles and see how clearly I can think. That vision I said would never go away has somehow faded with the lights. And dancing around in its stead is a picture of blowing grass. Don't think bad of me if I speak of grass for it's that sweet image that will somehow never leave me. I know that when I die I will be there. My hair restored to its youthful length. And the wind will blow my hair like that grass. And we will flow together with nothing to guide us save for the wind. It was nothing special it was nothing extreme yet the image never leaves me. Perhaps because there was not a care that makes me care most of all. Simple grass blowing in the wind. It brings tears to these darkened and hollow eyes. I want to sit and watch the grass and that stream gently flowing. I feel it flowing. Flowing through me like so many tears. I feel the tears pulling at my eyes and

A Poem Just For You...
For some reason I thought this time was right. Under normal circumstances I would have denied. Casually I sit and think of the times I told myself to remember. Kelvin old boy you never do. Kelvin you do it too much. Even when you know you can't And even though you try. Loving is not all to living, loving is to die. Only the angels can know true love Hell meets Heaven's godly revenge In heaven everything is fine. Losing my faith in things I knew true Afterwords dealing with the pain. Nothing is lost from starting with nothing Indifferent I must remain. At every turn I see a face it haunts me night and day. Nothing makes me lose that face... nothing is the same. Damn that face and damn the world. Hold on to nothing anymore. Each time I try to forget the world. Remembrance clouds my mind. Past should be forgotten. It only serves to punish. And even though I know they shouldn't Random visions invade my sleep... my waking

The Law Of Motion
A crutch you say? As you shit on me.. Shit on my ideas. You claim to know? To know anything... You claim to know Understand my soul? If you were sage I would laugh Yet all I do is cry. And pity you and your shallow Thoughts. I pity you and your suit and your tie I pity you and your tiny cock already covered with all the filth of life. And once again here you are. Ready to shit on her like the last. While a true man holds on to the past. Eating himself like Ron Jeremy It can be done. Who has not seen it. Well those moments are fleeting We all know this by now. Once it is sucked it is Dry. To never be truly saturated again. It's nothing more than we deserve. It's nothing more than reaction. It's nothing.

The Swine
I see that face so shining clear The wind is blowing on this clear Night that makes me wonder in silence Have I been the man I thought I was? That I claimed to be? I see that body stretched out and tempting So perfect in its simplicity. And I know I will long to have it. Have it for eternity. And once again I see that spirit That calls me like a swine. I'll never know what makes me move What makes me fall Time after time. Careful young child Although in your mind You see the world through colored eyes. You know you can't erase those times That your love wasn't truly genuine. All a game I think to myself. A game to help me pass the time. But I can't ignore those feelings again And refute the meaning of those words That were mine.

Chill With The Rock
Windy blowy chilly stuff back up your ass and ignore the gore Block the wind and smile and say I'm glad I'm here I'm glad YOU'RE here I should say Fucker, carved out waste of a useless rock ignore all that and enjoy my attitude toward the things I hate.

Megan!!!!
To all my friends, family and fans. Today is this beautiful fine looking womans b-day. She just turned the legal age to go and drink in the bars, well at least in the states. :D. She has been legal to drink in Canada for the past 2 yrs. lol. but anyhow. If u don't mind going to her page and showing her the love that she deserves. ¢¾Megan¢¾ ~ I need you like a heart needs a beat ~@ fubar If u don't have her as a friend or a fan. then what r u waiting for then? Thanks

Dammit I Dont Know How To Make Blogs Properly
ok so moving is fture tense technically i moved...not far like a mile away but im on my own (well i have a roomate hes like my best friend...itll be like will and grace cause hes gay and i have naturally red hair lol) anyway my dad has been hinting at me to move out since i was like 15 so now yay. i got a new phone (thank u sprint) a new home and the ex is no longer stalkerish so thats good too! im not saying things are great but they improved a bit i still think about things that will never happen but im tryin to block those thoughts out cause i know better...anyway thats all (i was bored) ~lacey

Forgiving In Steps
I love you and want to forgive you. I accept you as a human being with bad and good qualities just as you have accepted me as a human being with bad and good qualities From my heart to your mind and soul... I forgive you for what happened, intentional or not. My only wish is that you're happy, free of confusion and understand yourself and the world. Please forgive me for whatever I have done to you, intentional or unintentional. I am overjoyed and thankful that we can open our hearts and minds to meet in love and understanding. I feel the warmth of healing between us and I love you immeasurably for your honesty and openess.

Dream Of Something Not In The Milky Way
I can dream of things that are perfect in the glowing stem of a violet flower that falls apart in the sun that hates the father that beats him up into a careless plane where the birds fly low and call the name of the celestial virgin who's never been laid down upon a down feather bed that reeks of a man who knows not what to do with his flaccid penis that calls for a pussy cat that wants to lay in the lap of the wrinkled old woman who wants to nap on the sofa where the children play with themselves and curl up and die like an angel that blows the horn of all eternity to see the death of humanity and kill the light that once shown bright and kill the laughter that once was loud 'ed like a presidential speech that everyone knows what that means to me and to you to know what is right in your mind to do anything that your heart desires to become a rich man in the mind of the one who knows you all too well..... It's nothing but synapsis

Enfin Heureux
Can I talk of love when love is so near? Can one feel love when they are not in tears? I think maybe I can when it is felt so strong Or maybe it because it has been so long or never. Happy without love and nothing comes Happy in love and nothing came. No matter the happiness it was all the same The words just would not begin. And now the words seem to flow so free I no longer need to be in Misery To talk of emotions that I feel so strong I can talk about love I can talk all night long. I can be happy and talk about the things that churn my soul about. I can know love and talk to you I can talk and be happy for this love is true.

Grass
I DO think things and I DO enjoy. In my mind I see myself On a green hillside where the bright green grass is tall and strong. The wind jostles it back and forth. And I sit there and enjoy the air and the sun shining on my face. And I watch that grass with not a care in the world and I wonder why I am here and then I realize in an instant that it is so that I can see that grass. I can write now about the wind blowing the grass with melodious strokes. Surely others have written before of grass in the wind and maybe they have done it more eloquently. But I am here now to write about the grass that I wish so badly that I could see.

Let Your Music Speak
For most of the population, our music is the center of our lives. It can set the mood, or it can heal a mood. A single song can bring up a flood of memories, or it can help create new ones. So, I thought it would be fun to make a little survey with this idea in mind. It is quite simple, for every question or scenerio, you may only answer with a song title or a few lines from a song. The words in the titles or lyrics should state your answer. I have done these before, and they can be quite fun and thought-inducing. 1. How do you see yourself? TITLE - "Silent All These Years" 2. What is the most flattering way the opposite sex has ever described you? LYRICS - "She's the kind of girl/You bring home to your mother/She looks good in blue jeans/Even better under covers" 3. How would you sum up your last romantic relationship? LYRICS - "Lie to me/I promise I'll believe/Lie to me/But please don't leave me" 5. What is your philosophy on life? LYRICS - "You live, you learn/You sc

Comfort
Cool breeze on my face as I think of you it comforts me. Long nights I wait to hear your voice it comforts me. I rememeber. Believe me when I tell you I remember It comforts me too. Seeing your face is not like touching in my mind I feel you. Seeing your words is not like hearing in my mind I feel you. Only your presence can assuage in my mind I feel you. How long has it been I think to myself it seems so long. How long can a person wait for love it seems so long. And I wait here for your loving arms I continue waiting it seems so long.

To Be 6 Againi
A man was sitting on the edge of the bed,observing his wife, looking at herself in the mirror. Since her birthday was not far off he asked what she'd like to have for her Birthday."I'd like to be six again", she replied, still looking in the mirror. On the morning of her Birthday, he arose early, made her a nice big bowl of Lucky Charms, and then took her to Six Flags theme park. What a day! He put her on every ride in the park; the Death Slide, the Wall of Fear, the Screaming Monster Roller Coaster, everything there was. Five hours later they staggered out of the theme park. Her head was reeling and her stomach felt upside down. He then took her to a McDonald's where he ordered her a Happy Meal with extra fries and a chocolate shake. Then it was off to a movie, popcorn, a soda pop, and her favorite candy,M&M's. What a fabulous adventure! Finally she wobbled home with her husband and collapsed into bed exhausted. He leaned over his wife with abig smile and lovingly asked, "W

87th Degree. Meurt M. Davinci
And Mona's piercing eyes gazed at this man continuously eighty-seven degrees could not abate her judgmental eyes Mona knew, just as he, that he was wrong he was wronging himself. How peaceful Mona seemed while the farce continued She knew his mind, her eyes could see clean through him the smug smile on her fucking oil soaked face proved she knew his internal lie how often had she seen it. And Mona knew that other girl too, just as she herself may have been She saw the virtue in that man, a pity he'll never win Centuries past and centuries to come another place, another man it will happen-- again --and again-- and again. Perhaps Mona's face was fixed there from pity maybe for that man alone did those lips stretch in obvious feminine pleasure to see him kill himself with his own mind and destroy what was left of pride he was obviously dead inside and she didn't care. She was eighty-seven degrees from him but zero degrees from his mind.

The Hour Glass Drives Him Crazy
I look at you and I see perfection. I see what god intended a woman to be. I see a body so soft and full of life I almost can't believe that behind all that is heart made of stone and head that matches that core. A place to rest a cock is what matters in your life so full of shallow report. If all there was to life and love was what is pleasing to my eyes then maybe it would be worth my time to listen to your selfish lies.

Are You A Great Kisser?
Are you a great kisser? I absolutely love the passion that sensual kissing can produce...I've been told by women that not only am I great kisser but that they have never been kissed that way before...You know you're a great kisser when you hear her soft moans and her pressing harder for more...You know you're a great kisser when you make her melt, not only weak at the knees but hot and humid...Lol...Soft, sensual kissing seems to be most effective...Making love with your mouth is essential... But only a true romantic and sensual kisser can tell the difference... In my experience and opinion: A potentially good kiss can turn bad if a woman's mouth is dry and pasty smelling, which can ruin the moments...A potentially good kiss can go bad if a woman doesn't know how to make her lips soft and kisses too hard... A potentially good kiss can go bad if a woman doesn't know how to make her tongue soft and mingle it with anothers... It will also turn bad if she's giving way too much tong

Amerexican
Crammed the test in testing his intestins for the worst part of an influencial movement of the bowels of hell. Boycott the stink of a burrito laiden sack of stench of pepper corn ridden flour for 20 minutes. Ignore the fact that the beans are paid for by the government of the USA to make sure that the price they are now they are going to stay in the hands of corporate farmers who make their immigrants slaves. Suck your slop and smack your lips and lick the hand and hope for once you get to feel a sense of pride or know that in this state you will die a man who works to make those who look at you as an animal thinner by the day. Thin, thin, thin , thin , thin make me thin, mexican. Pick my fruit and make me thin. And don't bitch when our leaders say your time here has reached its end.

Fucking Sun
China white doll the girl of my dreams the sun is your enemy And so it is mine. How I hate the fucking sun. I hate the fucking sun. I love my ivory white girl and I hate the fucking sun. Cancer can wait and the sun can fuck off I need my ivory girl the sun can fuck off.

The Red Sea
In crimson tides I have swum through the muck of mental depression and through that muck I sprouted wings and said to myself, this is a good thing Through crimson tides I swim whenever I get the chance to dive through rivers so red and maybe one day it will dry and I will still try to swim but can't we all just be true and say In red tides it's more fun to swim?

Sujet Ici
Heute sehe ich eine Welt voll der Schmerz. Ein Ozean der Risse, die vom Regen überlaufen. Heute sehe ich einen Anblick, um zu erblicken, ein Engel der Gnade, zum meiner Seele zurückzukaufen. Ich möchte von frei sein leide. Ich abgeneigt aber, mehr, die ich erleide, mehr fühle ich. Ich gehöre. Aujourd'hui je vois un monde complètement de douleur. Un océan des larmes débordant de la pluie. Aujourd'hui je vois une vue pour voir, un ange de la pitié pour racheter mon âme. Je veux être libre de souffre. Je peu disposé mais plus que je souffre plus je me sens. J'appartiens. Vandaag zie ik een wereldhoogtepunt van pijn. Een oceaan van scheuren die van regen overlopen. Vandaag zie ik een gezicht aan behold, een engel van genade mijn ziel terugkopen. Ik wil vrij van zijn lijd. Ik afkerig maar lijd ik meer aan meer ik voel. Ik behoor.

To You I Bow And Willingly Give My Energy
Labors lost is our misfortune. A malfunctioning life of sin indulged in fervent lust. Breaking away the crust of an angry thought to invoke the pleasures of merchandise we've bought. Television expounds the light of yearning years of past. To fill the mind with visions of the myth of happiness. Curl and die while you think of the pain of the life you distain. And feel the hurt of that one that you knew. And feel the pain of that one you once thought was there and know for once that no one cares. And know that you are you and they are them and know that you cannot ammend for those sins. And know that now the sand where you sink was made by the stink of your own thoughts of happiness. And know that now your intelligence means nothing more than an open sore into which lonliness falls to spread its disease into your shell and split apart the atoms of yourself to make way for future beings. Perhaps what makes you you can become another. Perhaps they will be happy. Does that in the end me

Untitled
Creature, creature double feature you look like a movie star from the future you look like a ham on an old west spit you look like a dime covered in shit you look like a man I used to know who drove his Dodge Dart into town with a special mission to find the girl who stole his sneaker and wore it to the river to catch the yellow fishies that swim by the shore that play with kids when the parents are bored of playing cards with a single decked out clubber that dances outside while waiting to get in to the clubbing of baby seals to wear for fur by rich old women of the sadistic u.s. of a tormented soul who uses all his power to refuse the dish that tastes like pissing on the white walls of the city bus that used to run well but is now just barely moving on to higher dimensions of the mind to reset the clock of the earth's axis that chimes like the sound of an alarm clock that wakes him up from a deep sleep when all he wants to do is stay in a bed of roses that the aphids have all chewed

Wake Up
I woke up and saw I was no longer young. I saw a dull mark where once there was none. The face in the mirror is not what I see When I view myself from ninety degrees. In my mind I see that naive young man Who was sure that he had the world in his hand. In my heart I feel that love I once knew But my mind tells me now there's nothing to do About love, about age, about years that are lost About moments regretted About actions' sad costs I see a world of beauty so fine Then I wake up It was all in my mind. I see a world that is free of man's fears. Then I wake up I wake up in tears.

Without You And If Only You Knew!!!
I can't live without you. I would breathe the air, and my heart would beat, but I would not feel the joy of life. My dreams would be lost like a leaf carted away by a storm. I would gaze at the stars without appreciating the way they light up the sky. I would pass the roses in bloom without noticing their beauty. I would no longer look forward to each sunset and each dawn. I would be broken, never to be mended again. Winter would own my heart; its icy breath would steal the warmth in my soul, because I could not smile without your love. I could not know laughter or happiness. If you were lost to me, I'd have no reason to try, no reason to be. You are my prayer, my shelter from hopelessness and despair, my sunshine, my light, my lazy days, my peaceful nights, and only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright. Text Image Generator If Only You Knew... If only you knew, how my heart overflows with love for you. If only you could see the

A Poem Decicated To Me
In the tragic comedy we call life death is but one step away. Lower lifeforms begin to spew forth their toxic poisons that rot the flesh of a seemingly healthy man. Once again they invade our bodies, our minds and our souls. Vivacious people who once smiled freely resolve to dying. Even though they wish for hope there is none. Blindly they search for a way to stave off the death that surely is coming. In every corner, every place they search for anything to delay the reaper. Among those men are those who give in to the pain they have lived with so long. Not one of them realizes that living itself is cure enough to end their disease. Can a man with only thoughts that he is going to die resign himself to living? After everything is said and done living is surely all a man has.

Let's Try This!
Hey gang! I'm writing this part for the benefit of my non-telepathic friends. I'm going to be doing this blog by using telepathy. So for those of you without the power, just rate and watch for my next blog. OK? Here we go. Thanks! Timmy

How Loved Do You Feel ?
October 29, 2007 @ 1:03 pm Love you to death. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to 15 people that you really care about, including the person that sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back, then you are loved. Nobody knows what they have until they loose it. You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love. Tonight, right at 12:00am, your true love is going to realize that they LOVE you! Then something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow, be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years of your life. Send this to 15 people in 15 minutes. Do it if you wanna know who your real love is ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOVE YOU, ii LOV

Blowing U A Kiss !!!
You have just been blown a kiss! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx if you recieve 1 - 3( ur sweet ) 3 - 6 ( ur cute ) 6 - 12 ( ur H0T!!!!) so start sending. -------------------------------------- You have been considered ONE of the TEN SWEETEST FRIENDS on my friends list. Once you have been tagged, you have to tag TEN SWEET FRIENDS(including the one who sent it to U) and let them know they are SWEET!!

Men And Boys
K time to vent for a second. I want to let all the men out their know that a lady really does enjoy a nice guy. The thing is these guys come up all nice and start cting like you are dating when you have only known them a few hours and or have never even met them in person only online. Here's the thing, all the things you say and do are really cute IF WE WERE DATING!!!!!! but we aren't in fact I don't even know your real name yet, and knowing your real name wont change anything ok?????? I mean don't get me wrong its all good you flirting or whatever but sending millions of e-mails saying your waiting for me to get online or as soon as i'm online tellin me how long you waited... c'mon. A girl needs space now and then and she needs privacy. You don't need to know every little thing i do every day. I dont want to have to eplain to you that i was afk so long cuz I had to take a massive shit ok??? And I don't need you stalking me and saying you want to fly out and cuddle with me I DON

Why Do Ppl. Add Just To Get Shit Started?
You know I am a nice kind person whom just wants to give 2 others and I ask for only respect and no sex talk in return. I will give drinks but they are virtual gifts! But most all know I do not do NSFW pic's and you are luck if I do any pic's at all but a salute. So why add me if you are just wanting 2 get a whore? all know I am not one. and will get mad as heck about that shit.Not all women on here are out for sex! I mean wake the hell up and smell the coffee. ??? I will tell you very fast I am a lady and not a whore and the reason is I been raped, so fucking what? Shit happens we have scares and go on with our lives. or you end up in a mental room 4 life. I am 2 strong 4 that bull shit. Yes I have PDSD! so what? you live my past and you would be worse than that! But that is no ones business but mine. Unless I tell you. but I did no wrong so am not ashamed of what others have done to me that is their shit to pay not mine. Yes I do have a temper and that is also natural who doe

Krueger
Just a little something I put up at fanfiction.net a long time ago, and thought I'd share. Happy Halloween, y'all. Following the echo of screams, Rancid smells of pain and death. Each thought a jumbled mass of fear Dacning on each labored breath. Dare you enter the blood-red door? Only You know what your next move is. Or do you? Killing is His ecstacy, Run now, if you can. Under every surface his evil presence lurks, Eternal times five sharp blades. Give us a kiss, darling, Every breath you take is his. Run now, yes, if you dare. In every mirror is his face, Shadowed with your fear. Bladed fingers caress your cheek And your shrieks are music to his ears. Come, view the face of Death, Himself, and Know your time of life is at an end

This Is For Shan Aka Lt38 Love Ya Hun
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Way To Freaking Funny
MEN: be careful what you say... it will bite you in the ass later on!!!! One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "April," he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied with a snicker..."It's not talcum powder...............................It's 'Miracle Grow'.

Life And Relationships
I wrote this as a reply to bulletin a friend had posted about why girl's do what they do when it comes to the ones they love leaving them. I thought it would only be right that the guy's had their story told. Although once again this is for those guys that always finish last in life, you know what I mean. Here's To All The Guys. That weren't assholes to the ones they loved. That tried their hardest to do what was right and protect that girl they thought was number one. That watched the tears fall from that sweet and innocent face, while holding back their own. That did what they thought was best, because they didn't realize how happy she was with him. That knew as they walked away the only comfort that would be afforded them is the tears shed as the nights were spent without sleep. That hid their tears from the world because that is what men do. That ignored her calls and texts, because hearing her voice would bring us to our knees. That spent the time getting over her by lookin

Love
Love is not an emotion. it is a constantly changing state of emotions. Not felt for an instance or from time to time but at all times. Whether it be while next to them or thousands of miles away. Love Is... fear, of ever seperating from them. patience, which is never exhausted on them. lonileness, felt at all instances of their abscence. motivation, to better ourselves so we may better serve them. anxiety, of how our actions will be viewed through their eyes. comfort, brought by their slightest touch. security, when looking at everyday being spent with no other. confusion, as we look at our lives without them. freedom, only had when wrapped tightly in their arms. dissapointment, in ourselves when our actions do not meet their approval. hurt, whenever we are the source of their tears. desire, to protect them from any dangers they will face. inability, to hide the truth when looking in their eyes. happiness, never felt before

Just Too Funny
Words with two meanings 1.THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female...... Any part under a car's hood. Male..... The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2.VULNERABLE (vul-nur-a-bel) adj. Female.... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.... Playing football without a cup. 3.COMMUNICATION (ka-myoo-ni- kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4.COMMITMENT (ka-mi! t-ment) n. Female.... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male...... Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5.ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn- ment) n. Female.... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male...... Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6.FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female.... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male...... A source of entertainment, self-expression, and male bonding. 7.REMOTE CO

Come One Come All!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME ON EVERYONE. LETS SHOW THE GHOST RIDER A LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPIRIT. HE NEEDS 11,4OO COMMENTS TO WIN HIS 3 MONTH BLAST, SO HIT THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN THE CREEPY FUN. Fire My Words ANGEL OF FIRE AND REMEMBER IT'S HALLOWEEN THE GHOST RIDER IS WATCHING

Drunken Memories!!
1. When drunk, I tend to... -Be flirty 2. Do you talk about religion or deep meaningful things? -Nope 3. Do you Cry? -Not really but I came close to it this past sat 4. Do you get Angry? -Not usually. 5. Do you puke? -Every once in a while 6. After 7 beers what are you doing? -Reaching for the 8th one 7. Your favorite drink is? -Southern Comfort... 100proof 8. Tequila does what to you? -It gets me drunk quick... I get emotional also but not sad or anything, just the feeling 9. Do you drunk dial? -I used to 10. Who do you drink with? -Friends and roommates 11. Vodka makes you? -Drunk!! 12. Do you smoke when you drink? -Depends on who I'm with 13. Do you Pass Out? -Haven't yet 14. Do you drink girly drinks? -Sometimes 15. Do you drink alone? -No 16. Worst Drink you have ever had? -Some little green fucker reject. It was disgusting 17 and 18? 19. Favorite Beer? -Budwiser select? lol 20. What is your favorite shot? -Sh

Its Monday
Well here we are again another Monday and back at it again. Looking for a job is tuff these days . You either have to have a colledge degree or a CDL or some stupid piece of paper that says you have a special knowledge of some trade. I have been at it now for three months and I have still to find a job and it is getting old. Bills fall behind and rent is due and all that shit takes money. Wow not quite the way I am used to living but I lay carpet and tile for a living have been for 15 yrs. and it hurts to much to do it anymore but thats what I know. I have never done anything else. Well have a good week all . PARTY ON.

Health Benefits Consultant
US Premier Access Healthcare Company doing business for over 15 years with over 1.7 million satisfied members is seeking motivated, ambitious individuals with a desire to succeed We are expanding across America and we need your help in order to reach the over 47 million uninsured with our alternative, competitively priced Health Program. This is a part-time position and is self paced so you will have the opportunity to adjust your hours from your own home office. We offer our consultants Free Dental, Vision, Prescription and Chiropractic Benefits along with 401K and AD&D Insurance. Compensation: $30,000 (first year income potential with a 10-99 contract) Or if you just want Health benefits for you and your family Check out these websites www.everyonebenefits.com/Missy and www.myhomebusinesspays.com/Missy

A Sphincter Says What?
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Critical Bill W/ Zug Izland
CRITICAL BILL with special guests ZUG IZLAND 11-1-07 Cardos - Chilicothe, OH 11-4-07 Pearl Room - Mokena, IL 11-9-07 Club Bijou - Toledo, OH 11-15-07 Rock Nightclub - Maplewood, MN 11-17-07 Liquid - Wichita, KS 11-30-07 Machine Shop - Flint, MI 12-16-07 Alrosa Villa - Columbus,

Racing Thoughts
I had so much on my mind when I got up today. I am an impatient person. LOL. Anyone who knows me, knows this. I sent an email last night, hahaha. Dumb ass me. Well, lets just say I made myself look like an ass. Thats me! Way over here! Well, I got the answer I was hoping for, in a way. Thats ok though. All I have to say is maybe someday. I havent got to spend much time with my little one lately. I have been woking lates and Steven stays at his grandmas the nights I work late. Well, my boss has had me on lates for almost a week now. So my baby has not been home since Thursday. I hate sleeping alone. It leaves me with to much time to think. One of the reasons for the "deedeedee" email I sent last night. I thought about so much last night. Going through the divorce, I am so scared. I am affraid of losing Steven, I doubt it would ever happen. But I am putting it out there. Scared. Then shit at work. So much is going on, so many secrets and lies. I dont know if I want to do it a

Tired Of The Shit!
Hahaha. It kills me to see all the shit you put your self through! I think it is hilarious that our break up had that much of an effect on you. I was trying to be nice and be your friend, because thats what YOU wanted. Well, you pushed to much and the bitch has come out! Hahaha. Write about me in your little gay blogs, and then say you didn't. Bitch, I know how to read! LOL. But its ok. Your just mad because I am moving on. Oh, and the shit I do, it aint a game. Its life hun and I live it to the fullest and I will never let my self be second best! I have fun doing what I do and being around the people I am friends with. What kills me is, you sat there and pretended to be so innocent. Ha, what a crock of shit. Half the reason I left your ass! And go ahead and run your mouth at work, because the people you are telling, I could give a fuck less about anyway! Hahaha, nice try. Keep your shit up, let people see the real you. You have brought out the side of you that no one has seen and I am

Big Wow!!
Sooo....I am having a hard time sleeping. Why?? It could be the fact that my stomache is still hurting from that damn burger I at earlier. It could be because my phone is going nuts with Andy's text messages and it could be the fact that one of Andy's friends was talking to me online and decided to tell me that while Andy and I were "broken up" Andy could do nothing but talk about me and how awesome I was and how much he missed me and how he was afraid thay I wouldn't want him back. How sweet!!!!! That totally made by day!!! Then....I was told that he decided to go RING HUNTING!!!!!! I knew that after 2 1/2 yrs that it would happen soon. I was devistated when we broke up but refused to date because I was still hoping that what I felt was real and that we would get back together. There is no one in the world that means more to me than him. He is amazing and I can not imagine my life without him!!! I still can't believe it...RING HUNTING!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Poem
Sometimes I think you might as well be on another planet.. You live in a different world... Weve had such speical times, But your always just so far... Can you Feel me? Can you see me in the moon? Do you feel my powers? I stumbled onto you, a fluke,do you remember? You listen to my words , you also read them can you read between the lines? Tell me

Hands Of Time
The hands of time will never erase, My thoughts of you and your embrace. As I long for a single kiss, Your touch and your voice, are what I miss. Hands of time are like a rolling sea, Waves can’t wash away what you mean to me. Yes my heart, my soul, I'll give to you, And you might be the greatest love I ever knew. Hands of time that pass so fast, And my love for you just might last. We’ll be together, is on my mind, Our special love could be one of a kind. Hands of time, we cannot turn back, Love and Devotion, I will never lack. I promise to you, you will always be, The only woman in my life, the one for me. Hands of time, they’ll stop one day, There is one thing to you, I must say. Perhaps I’ll go before you do, But I’ll be there waiting, For only you. Hurley (copyright 2007)

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We've all seen a man at the liquor store beggin' for your change The hair on his face is dirty, dread-locked, and full of mange He asks a man for what he could spare, with shame in his eyes "Get a job you fucking slob," is all he replies God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in his shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to sing the blues Chorus Then you really might know what it's like...(x4) Mary got pregnant from a kid named Tom that said he was in love He said, "Don't worry about a thing, baby doll I'm the man you've been dreaming of." But 3 months later he say he won't date her or return her calls And she swear, "God damn, if I find that man I'm cuttin' off his balls." And then she heads for the clinic and she gets some static walking through the door They call her a killer, and they call her a sinner and they call her a whore God forbid you ever had to walk a mile in her shoes 'Cause then you really might know what it's like to have to choose

9simple Questions Can Tell You Who You Are
Don't cheat, If you are honest, this tells the truth.. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? 2. Your first initial? 3. Your month of birth? 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. 6. Your favorite number? 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 2. If your initial is

Dr. Phil's Test. ..... I'm A 43. This Thing Is Pretty Accurate..
Below is Dr. Phil's test. (Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah - she got a 38.) Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out! Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be OVERLY SENSITIVE!! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the e-mail subject box. Please do the same before forwarding to your friends (send it back to the person who sent it to you.) Don't peek, but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who YOU ARE NOW --- NOT WHO YOU WERE in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question. Make sure to change the s

Lol
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Kinda A Dismal Day Really.. But I Got This One From My Girle Love In Cali... Enjoi
WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED? - 1. Babe or baby: IDK, what do you like calling me? 2. Sweetie or cupcake? Sweetie? 3. Darling or Sunshine: Both =-) 4. Hot or Beautiful: Beautiful PRESENTLY - 1. Is your hair wet? Nope 2. Is your cell phone right by you? Two inches away 3. Do you miss someone? Yes. A lot... -sigh- =-( 4. Are you wearing chap stick? Nope 5. Are you excited for tomorrow? No. This has been a dismal day and I think tomorrow will be the same 6. Are you watching tv? I don't watch TV unless its after practice which will only be an hour or so or when I'm at Tim's and we watch TV all day! lol (neither of those happen often enough) 7. Are you wearing pajamas? I don't wear PJ's HAVE YOU - 1. Recently done anything you regret? No. I regret not doing a few things this weekend though -sigh- 2. Ever lied? Yes 3. Ever stuck gum under anything? Haha.. did you just see me do that??!!! Lol 4. Ever kicked someone? Of course

West Memphis Three: Defense Attorney Says New Evidence Clears His Client
Eyewitness News Everywhere received the following news release on Monday, October 29, 2007, from a public relations firm respresenting Damien Echols' legal team. "(LITTLE ROCK, AR; October 29, 2007) – Advanced DNA testing and other strong scientific evidence – combined with additional evidence from several different witnesses and experts – proves that Damien Echols was wrongfully convicted of murdering three eight-year-old boys in West Memphis, Arkansas, in 1993, according to legal papers filed today in federal court. The 200 page motion filed today by attorneys for Echols, who has been on death row in Arkansas for more than a decade, says that new evidence proves Echols’ innocence – and implicates Terry Hobbs, the step-father of one of the victims. The evidence includes DNA testing on dozens of pieces of evidence; under the prosecution theory for how the crime was committed, it would be nearly impossible for at least one perpetrator’s DNA not to match crime scene evidence. No

Oh So Many Names Of Mine!!
1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME: (first pet & current car) - Doggie Toyota 2.YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (fav ice cream flavor, favorite cookie) Vanilla penutbutter 3. YOUR “FLY Guy/Girl” NAME: (first initial of first name, first three letters of your last name) Ysot 4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color, favorite animal) BlackLizzard 5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (middle name, city where you were born)- (I don't have a middle name)Los Angeles 6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first) - SotYe 7. SUPERHERO NAME: (2nd favorite color, first tool that comes to mind, put “The” at the beginning) ''The'' Green Drill 8. NASCAR NAME: (the first names of your grandfathers) Felipe Something lol 9. STRIPPER NAME : ( favorite candy, the name of your favorite perfume/cologne) Don't have either 10.WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (mother’s & father’s middle name) (Doesn't have one) Rene

Ugh- Here It Comes Again!!!!!
k- well- at the moment im a bit pout of it do if u van read my fuking typos then a blue ribbon goes to u ,mfrs.. newho 'bout me- I got drunk and fuckedsisters brother-in-law last weeekend!! =0) dont hate-- it had been a while!! mj

1st Alert Hotties
OK BEING A FORMER MEMBER OF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES..I KNOW WHAT THE DRIFT IS HERE.. 1ST ALERT HOTTIES, IS SIMPLE.. THERE WILL B A JUDGE PANAL OF 9 PEOPLE.. LEADERS BEING MYSELF AND CAROL LEIGH.. WE WILL SPOT THOSE WE THINK SHOULD B IN THE GROUP..AND WILL ASK IF INTERESTED.. IF SO.. U MUST RATE AND FAN ALL THE MEMBERS OF 1ST ALERT.. WHICH WILL B LOCATED IN MY FAN LIST.. AND A BLOG WILL BE POSTEDWITH THE NEW MEMBERS.. PLZ BE KIND TO EACH OTHER, HELP WHEN NEEDED, AND PLZ NO DRAMA.. THAT IS THE REASON I LEFT 2ND ALARM.. TO BECOME A 1ST ALERT A JUDGING SESSION WILL B HELD.. AND THE MAJORITY MUST VOTE YOU IN.. SO HOLD UR HEAD UP..AND BE PROUD TO BE CONSIDERED ONE OF THE HOTTIEST WOMEN ON FUBAR!!! P.s. ALL HOTTIES MUST HAVE A SALUTE, AND THIS ISN'T A BOMBING FAMILY.. JUST A GROUP OF BEAUTIFUL WOMEN THAT WILL STICK BY EACH OTHER

Return
I'm sorry that i hurt you, and did what I promised I would not. Mistakes can often teach someone alot, So please give me a chance before we're through. of all the punishment for my disgrace, regret at losing you has hurt the most. recall, i beg of you, this tearful ghost, yearning to return to your good grace.

Lost
When trust is lost, how can things move forward? When love is lost, how can friendship remain? When hope is lost, living remains awkward; When fairness lost, most men could turn insane! When wealth is lost, it could be well regained; When health is lost, life is only a bane; When virtues lost, nothing is truly gained; When peace is lost, dialogue must start again. When mind is lost, how can one ever feign? When man is lost, to trace him is quite sane; When Will is lost, no man can live or reign; When God is lost, all things we do in vain. When soul is lost, the fear of Hell awaits, And fail do we to enter Heaven's gates!

Everything
You are everything I ever wanted. On you my future happiness depends. Unless I'm with you all my thoughts are haunted. After seeing you, my unease ends. Reason warns me that I am in danger: Eventually, everything must fade. My love, like yours, is flammable in anger. Yet my trust is such, I'm not afraid. Something in our love's more than emotion, Underneath each thought and each desire; Not even all the water in the ocean Seems up to putting out this one small fire. How could this be? Within our love is something Immeasurable, infinite, and good. Nothing in all life can match this one thing Each other passion would be, if it could I love you now and forever,Till the end of time itself.

You Alone
you alone........... you alone is the never ending battle, you alone made these consequences, now we separated and I feel negated, With you alone I find that you can end my agony, you alone is the saviour of my hurting soul, you alone will end these afflictions, you alone will make me the King of my fate, Everyday is a new sign and a new time, you alone will make end all my grievance, you alone was the secret of my hurting soul. I dont want to be alone anymore I only want to be with you

My Angel
Below is the start of a story that I srated writing about 5 years ago and then lost. Comments would be appreciated on how the beginning is going as well as if you think I should start to work on it again and maybe finish it. Let me know what you think! _________________________________________________ My Angel I had always heard that a persons eyes are the windows to their soul but I never believed it until I was drawn into the depths of Angel’s eyes. Caught within his gaze I felt as though I had known and loved him forever even though we had just met. I felt myself falling deeper and deeper into the arctic blue ocean that was his eyes. Within his eyes I saw myself and who I was to become. Within his arms I felt all the joy and bliss that could not be explained or contained even in one lifetime. Angel bought to life the part of me that I thought had died so long ago. In his embrace I felt abounding warmth and tenderness. Within his soul I felt pain and sorrow. Within his kiss I

The Worst Year Yet!
Wow so as alot of you know I have been threw so much this year already...my father being in and out of the hospital and some deaths in our family. So far every thing seemed to be getting better in our family...found out some cousins are having babies and today ouy of no where I get a call everyone dreads. Another death in our faimly and yes not even a sickness that is #2 out of 6 deaths since june...My cousin perfectly fine...Goes to Mexico to visit family just left yesterday and my cousin (his sister) finds him dead this morning. They dont know what happened yet. This is why we should always live our life to the fullest...cuz you never know when its your last. So if I seem out of it please understad...Once again I ask all my friends to please say a prayer for my family. Thank you Sallie

A New Poem
An angel she was put here on earth. Into your life god gave her to you to love. Tattered and torn, bruised and scared by the hands of a man she loved more than life itseslf. The love she had it showed on her face. An angel she was put here on earth four children she did bare. The love for them it showed on her face. Through the good times and the bad. Ah through laughter and tears she taught them right from wrong. An angel she was put here on earth. Tattered and torn, bruised and scared from the sickness had. God desided it was time to take her home. Oh the love she had showed on her face as we closed her casket for the last time that day. We honor her now as wife and mother.

Just Stuff
FUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol

Off The Market
I would like to take this time to inform all of my wonderful people who have been there for me over the past few weeks that the rocky roads are officially over!!!!!!!! I can be uber happy again!!! For those of you that havent put it together yet or are new to my page...Andy got together the other night and carvedpumpkins together and really realized that while we had broked up...we were still together and that we didn't want it any other way. So...we are officially together again and I am once again officially off the market. TAKEN BABY!! I would like to take this time to thank all you awesome people for your help and advice. I would especially like to thank my two closest fubar pals (so far) Cubby and Voodoo! You guys have been my rocks!! Why??/ BECAUSE YOU ROCK!!!!! I

Hi There Everyone Lol!!
Sorry I have not been on in a few days. I have been very busy. Just to keep everyone up to date, I am in the process of helping my mom move into a new place. I have a new job so not sure what the hours will be yet but I will keep everyone posted. I have been doing well in school but things have been requiring more of my attention. I have two major papers due by this next week and then I have to work on a final project paper. I hope all my friends understand but I tend to be a perfectionist. I have a "B" in one of my classes and I am working hard to get it up to an "A". I will be on some this weekend but not for too long I will try to stop by some pages and comment and rate some. Please understand I am not blowing anyone off. Just been really busy. I hope you all have a great All Hallows Eve!!! And Blessed Be!! Much Love to you all!!!

Hi All
Just signed up and not sure where to start really. I am from England and am working here in Tampa for six months. I have worked and travelled around a lot of Europe but this is the first time I have been to the US. I'ts pretty cool so far but I could do with some advice on cool places to go and things to do in Tampa. Feel free to say 'Hi' or ask me stuff. I promise to answer any questions honestly :) I haven't added much to my profile yet but I guess I'll grdually add to it in time. Take care all

Fugraphics Shoppe
Those that know me, know that I'm always making graphics and images for other people. I've never asked for anything in return for them, aside from that they are rated before they are ripped. The other day, one of our bouncers, Saspanda, introduced the idea of a graphics shoppe. Now that the fupal system is in full swing - I thought I'd give it a try. Here is how it will work: - All of the shoppe tags will be uploaded into a new photo folder, and each tag will be given a number and a fubuck value. ONLY THE IMAGES IN THE SHOPPE FOLDER ARE UP FOR PURCHASE. - Anyone who would like to have an image/tag personalized, simply contact me with the number of the tag, and the name you'd like on it. You can do this through the new wonder of FuPal - and put that information into the comment section, as you send in the # of fubucks that the tag is offered for. For example...let's say that tag #4 is 250 fubucks. You'll fupal the 250 fubucks, and in the comment section you'll type "#4 - Saspa

~the War~
~ The War ~ War of two worlds each the same yet, so conflicted Battle with no end Screaming out no one hears Shooting pain tears ripping through A new life wanting to unfold an emptiness not its own Tortured and confused blinded by the darkness Only guidance , only light taken and destroyed WAR of two worlds Tearing down the walls Insanity taking over Blood of the Innocent shed confusion, death, blank The war i face inside my worlds my mind

Brandname Fonts
3D Fonts|Classic Fonts Below I have provided some font downloads for you to use if you would like to snazzy-up your text in your Profile, Blogs, and More. If you do not know how to download New Fonts. Here is a Written and Visual Tutorial for you to use. Brandname FontsBen PioneerDownload:Click HereBio-disc Download:Click HereCherry Coke Download:Click HereCorona Download:Click HereDummies Download:Click HereFord Script Download:Click HereFruitopia Download:Click Here

Its Just My Luck Getting Stuck To Everything You Are
i think i've found my other half ok not really, but thats the line in the song im listening to right now anyway...he doesnt exactly fit the way i thought he would...he's everything i'm not, and i kind of like it that way. lately i like a new boy each week. this one is a good one...but hes also my neighbor. thats not good news. blah. I'll probably scare him off, im a little too eagar. oh well. things will work themselves out. i'm just glad i got to play with him this weekend :) i am so disapointed in Devin, shes supposed to be my best friend. shes a liar, and i dont wanna deal with it anymore. I know who my real friends are, i dont need friends like her anymore.

3d Fonts
Brandname Fonts|Classic Fonts Below I have provided some font downloads for you to use if you would like to snazzy-up your text in your Profile, Blogs, and More. If you do not know how to download New Fonts. Here is a Written and Visual Tutorial for you to use. 3D FontsBlockupDownload:Click HereGunplay 3DDownload:Click HereHawkeyeDownload:Click HereH KinightlifeDownload:Click HereKreditDownload:Click HereMexcellent 3DDownload:Click HereMotorcadeDownload:

Alone
I have been through two marriages and several relationships. Each one a failure or something went wrong on my part. The last relationships I have had both guys had me so confused I didn't know which way I was going. I am to blame for my last one ending the way it did my I got rid of the problem, I told the one from before my last one to leave me alone. He ignores me for several weeks and then calls me. Then he uses me and leaves with out saying a word which pissed me off cause I seriously didn't want to have sex with him. But the word no got stuck in my throat. For some reason I got scared and couldn't say it. I think I was more relieved when he left then when showed up. Well the guy I was last invovled with is a friends with benefits so there should be no loyality. But yet he got upset and jealous and next thing I know we are a couple and he makes me feel like shit. Needless to say I was very upset by this. Well Saturday night I was at the bar and he walked in, then he walked to the o

2 Girls 1 Cup.....omg !!!!eeeeewwwww
omg this is the nastiest thing i have ever seen in my whole fucking life.....after i watched it i immediatley went to vomit. if you want to watch it here is the link http://www.flurl.com/item/2girls1cup_official_video_u_279710 http://www.flurl.com/item/2girls1cup_official_video_u_279710

Just A Mum
JUST A MuM A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mum." "We don't list 'Mum' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar". "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it? I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk paused, ball-point pen frozen in midair and

Ha Ha Ha Ha Omg
OMG!!! This shit is tooo funny, as soon as I posted aMuMM about the asshole ho hurt me, he called, no bullshit...I mean as soon as I hit the submit button he called, Im trippin out!! He dont have a computer so I know he didnt see it. But after a bit of beggin, I let his childishness go, because, God knows Im guilty of doin it myself. So I let him slide, this one time, I know he loves me, he's had a crush on me since middle school, so if this comes back to bite me in my ass, Im gonna go to jail, be cause I WILL fuck his ass up, he knows, and if he pulls the shit again, like I said, I will be locked up for attempted murder, because I will cut his ass up.....I guess we had a misunderstanding, but like I said, Im a spiteful bitch, so.......he better not play with me:P .....As always thanx for takin the time to read my shit! Love you all

My Momma!!
So I sent out one of these emails inviting people from my email list to join at the request of almighty Baby Jesus himself! A couple people have joined and today..... My mom joined!!! Yes folks, my mom "Bobbie" who is in my family list of coarse signed up and I called laughing! She asked me to help her figure this out..... and of coarse being the loving, patient, caring son that I am spent about an hour trying to help her over the phone to upload a picture!! Luckily my little sister showed up there and helped her get it going. If you visit her please cut her some slack!! She rated one of my pics a 1 thinking it would send her to the pictures she had just uploaded. LOL! She's not very computer literate, so if you visit her keep that in mind!! She actually told me she thought she ws getting a free beer........... Oh, boy!!!!!! :) Here she is though!! ~Bobbie~ Creator of Yeahmon@ fubar

Awake
Thoughts of you keep me up at night While I'm tossing and turning, my mind is keeping up a good fight Should I say yes, should I say no I can't decide which path to go You are so kind, sincere and sweet Being with you would give my mind a treat You keep your calm when the pressures high You are part of the reason I don't wanna die Hurt me0 I know you would never Hell, you want to be with me forever My feelings are similar, but not the same Something is holding me back and I don't know whats to blame Still I do not sleep, nor do I weep Silent I stay- the truth from my lips- it will not creep

Fuck You
Fuck You Fuck love Fuck emotions Fuck desire Fuck devotion Fuck honesty Fuck dedication Fuck intrigue Fuck temptation Fuck happiness Fuck mystery Fuck deceit Fuck reality Fuck attachment Fuck your lies Fuck relationships Fuck good-byes Fuck everything You’ve put me through Most importantly, Fuck you!

Great Wisdom
1. There are two sides to every divorce: Yours and Shithead's. 2. The closest I ever got to a 4.0 in college was my blood alcohol content. 3. I live in my own little world but it's OK, everyone knows me here. 4. I saw a rather large woman wearing a sweatshirt with 'Guess' on it. I said, 'Thyroid problem?' 5. I don't do drugs 'cause I find I get the same effect just by standing up really fast. 6. A sign In a Chinese Pet Store: 'Buy one dog, get one flea.' 7. Money can't buy happiness but it sure makes misery easier to live with. 8. I got a sweater for Christmas. I really wanted a screamer or a moaner. 9. If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the 'terminal'? 10. I don't approve of political jokes. I've seen too many of them get elected. 11. The most precious thing we have is life, yet it has absolutely no trade-in value. 12. If life deals you lemons, make lemonade! If it deals you tomatoes, make Bloody Marys. 13. I love being marri

Slow Tears
Slow Tears I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those blue eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Written Instructions For Font Download
3D Fonts|Brandname Fonts|Classic Fonts KEY: .ttf=True Type Font .otf=Open Type Font(Can also be known as True Type Fonts) .fon=Bitmap Fonts How to install a font under Windows: Unzip the files you have downloaded. Details : Click on the "Download" button, save the zip somewhere on your hard disk, go to the place where it is saved, double-click on the zip to open it, then either click on "Extract all files" or drag and drop the files elsewhere from the zip window (hold down the CTRL key to select several files at once) For the 20th century versions of Windows (Any version under Windows 2000 such as Windows 95) you must install an unzip tool first. WinZip Self-Extractor 3.0 Winzip 10 WinZip 11.1.7466 Under Windows Vista : Select the font files (.ttf, .otf or .fon) then Right-click > Install Under any version of Windows : Place the font files (.ttf, .otf or .fon) into the Fonts folder, usually C:WindowsFonts or C:WINNTFonts (can be reached as well b

Engulfed In Pain
how long have i been standing here and yet you have still failed to see me. why is it that the moon shows light, yet only dark has engulfed my surroundings. can there be but a light of hope and happiness that seeks to shine out of me. perhaps a light shining for you to follow. i never shall ask for help from you unless its to help me love you. i shall never ask you to cry for me unless it is to stay. nor will i bleed for you unless to give you life. have mercy on the blind way to a womans heart, for its a long road. i know that you look down upon me as if nothing but a regret, so walk over me if that you will. i know you will and also this is can see too, i still stand. to watch not only you walk away but knowing you will turn around. that is when i will smile and disappear for all the life you know.

"half A World Away "
"Half a World Away " Half a world away, she stares through the screened personalities, with eyes the color of the Pacific, wading in the entwined web, wondering if this masked world can hold some sense of truth for her. Half a world away, he shuffles endlessly, casual in his efforts, reluctant to depart from the surf, sinking into his enthralled thoughts of this verbose, yet vacant palace. Until arises a tide and by fate alone the two blue waves collide into one white withdrawing unity; however, the sounds they make are not quite the same. Hers holds a sweeter darkened tone, while his sighs in subtle oddities. So strange the current made that a unique bond is formed. Now gently swayed backwards the two are pulled within the vastness of the oceans. There they dance about the Earth, glimmering and reflecting laughter from one to the other, sparkling infinitely among the twilight. From half a world away they have drifted into each other. Unaware that t

I Must Be
Let me go- just let me be Why oh why can't you just see I'm not needed, I"m not wanted My life is dismal- my dreams are haunted Fantasies wasted- imagination evaporated We have ended Its I who am hated The blame is on me and I have accepted it You were never wrong I deserved every bit Let me go- just let me be Its not fair- Don't you see You've carried on another life you have began My time has stopped- I"m back from where I ran This hurt, this anger, malice and smite Revenge is sweet- Deep down I know its right Another you left me for Not a tear- Turned and walked out the door Love is sour I have but every right to cower Let me go- just let me be This crazy world is closing in on me Beauty is ugly and thin is obbesse My place in this world is bur a crease A wrinkle in time A single church bell chime Once was lost and never found Promise you'll be there when they put me in the ground Do not cry a tear, what would it be for? Just stand there smile, turn and wa

Fuck Life In This World
Fuck Bullshiters, Fuck Assholes, Fuck Drama, Fuck Life!!!! I'm tired of this stupid living in this stupid world of nothing but lies, betrayals, broken trust, and pain. Fuck it Im done!!! This constant pain of living, the constant hurt of being fucked over, the constant broken trust, its nothing but damned bullshit. Is there any reason other then to destroy our own selves for living in this damned Hell Hole???? Isn't there at least one night I could actually sleep, and if so sleep well???? I'm damned tired of it all. There's nothing but pain, nosice, hurt, sleepiness...... nothing but destroying ourself it seems..... Yes I have problems sleeping, and yes I have depression, but still I try to live in this damn Hell Hole we cal life on Earth..... doing nothing but destroying it and ourselves...... Enough is Enough I think...... I've hade it with Life and all its stupidity....... if there isn't anything outher then damned stupidity here in our lives then what kind of life do we have???? Fu

Weekend!
It's Monday night at 11 pm. My cousin from California was in town from Fri to today. Tonight I am going over the weekend, we had a great time! Only problem, not enough hours to do everything!! LOL. I hope everyone else had a great weekend too!

Love Is The Key
i hear the song of an empty soul bringing my tears a sound of avoice beckoning my fears i turn to see but nearly nothing there just an empty weight upon me left from ur stare as the tears rolls down my check i feel such cold pain telling my self to not do it again each time i try the pain lives on will never be rid of this till u r gone in my dreams my simple tears flow a deep haunting of you i cant let go a depression more than a pill can hide is what i feel each day inside at once im walking down an endless path a sudden light drifts me away i walk to it an im in a hell that i dont want to stay i reach for a hand to help me through then i see the nothing an i know it was you the empty in my heart the longing of my soul withotu you i will never again be whole a cry myslf to sleep now with this being done regreting the day i made you my sun a world i revolved around you so full of life didnt know to my heart you would draw the knife you took so much than i knew

Memories
THAT USED TO BE MY SMILE ON HIS FACE I USED TO BE THE ONE THAT HE COULD NOT REPLACE I WAS THE ONE THAT WAS ABOVE ALL IN THE MIDDLE OF THENIGHT I WAS THE ONLY CALL IT USED TO BE MY SHOULER FOR HIM TO LEAN ON IT USED TO BE MY TOUCH TO MAKE THE TEARS ALL GONE IT USED TO BE ME THAT WAS IN HIS THOUGHTS ALL DAY IT WAS ALWAYS HIM ON MYMIND WHEN I PRAY IT USED TO BE ME HIS ARMS WRAPPED AROUND IT WAS ALWAYS THE SAFETY IN HIS LOVE I FOUND IT USED TO BE ME HE WOULD COME RUNNING TO IT WAS ALWAYS HIM TO SEE ME THRU IT USED TO BE ME TO HOLD HIM ON A COLD NIGHT IT WAS ALWAYS HIM THAT MADE THINGS SO RIGHT IT USED TO BE MY NAME HE WOULD WHISPER SO GENTLY IT WAS ALWAYS HIM THAT CALMED ME SO SOFTLY IT USED TO BE ME THAT MADE HIS DAY IT WAS ALWAYS HIM THAT I TRUSTED IN EVERY WAY IT USED TO BE ME THAT HURT SO DEEP IT IS HIM THAT AT NIGHT I WEEP IT USED TO BE ME THAT WAITED FOR ALL TIME BUT NOW ITS JUST ME AN IM ALL OUT OF RHYME

Elizabeth - The Golden Age
Historically not very reliable in detail (so much as I know the subject), could have used more Elizabethan and any Spanish Renaissance music (the dances "by" -actually collected by, I believe? - Tielman Susato aren't Spanish, but Dutch, that I know of, so the scorecard of contemporary works listed at the end of the film... - music is always regarded as of great importance, for it is left to the end of the credits, to see the list! - is: one work by John Dowland (English), one or two "by" Tielman Susato... - the rest were modern...) - and one somewhat gratuitous sex scene, one nude scene, suggesting body comfort I'm not at all sure people of that era (late 1500s, England) -had-. That said... that's by way of getting the gripes out of the way. Though the material I appreciated and enjoyed was mostly in the "things I don't know so much about" area- the costumes looked period enough, there was an apt -sharpness- about the Queen's personality most of the time and an interesting wit to

What Defines Underground?!
I'm a big fan of Underground music. I believe underground music isn't necessarily music that doesn't appear of various radio stations or music television channels.....I think underground music is based on independency. Like record labels and such. Like Psychopathic Records is what I consider an independent label. They were at one time under Island Records...in a way not making them a truly independent label. That's my opinion...they may have been considered underground then, but in a way they weren't. Not taking anything from them tho...I'm a Juggalo to the end. The same goes for the Kottonmouth Kings and Suburban Noize Records. They were a branch of Capitol Records at one time. Same situation there. Now they are an independent label. I'm just tired of hearing people say bands like Slipknot are underground. I like Slipknot, but they're not underground. Road Runner records is far from underground! I do like Road Runner tho! They were smart to sign CKY! That was a good move on their part

If There Is Nothing There Then Was There Anything Ever..
if there is nothing there ,then was there anything ever.. so i collapse !! do i indulge in this to feel better..or do i make myself feel worse to obtain normality...i can no longer tell.. somedays i am so focused , i just know that i will make everything i touch shine and sparkle...other days i crawl into my cave of despair and sulk in the tacit malaise.... i have no patience for people ..cause deep within i know they respect nothing that doesn't pretain to them specifically... this world is pathetic...it hollows humanity with it's commercialized conformatiy....i hope it ends soon ... before the spirit of man is extinguised... dolor we have become when eveything we love is bought...extirpate social standards and salvage mankind's soul... goodnight...

Don't Piss In My Cheerios, Bitches :/
So that workshop we had (read previous post) we got a professional makeup kit. This whole week we're suppose to be practicing our technique for next weekends scene. We're all suppose to make up a zombie/creature and the producer is going to pick the one he likes best. That person's zombie will be in the film. I'm doing my friend Sarah's makeup. I call it "Newborn Zombie". She's not that messed up yet, she still looks human lol When I'm done, I have her walk around. A lot of the other students loved it! I got great praise from almost everyone. The teachers loved it! However, of course there's gonna be some haters. I don't understand that. If I did a good job and you KNOW I did a good job, fuckin don't hate, appreciate! Why do you have to talk shit and piss in my CHEERIOS?? If you had more ambition and drive in your life, you'd be doing what I'm doing and you'd be just as good OR BETTER than me. So I don't wanna see the dirty looks, the negative comments, the fuckin attitude. I'm goin

Desire Of Halloween
On a dark halloween night Thoughts creeping in my lingering mind Twisted tales of sexual desire Trapped , tied within my vine. Ecstasy escaped my inner mortal soul Longing to give you my all craving your luscious bodies curves for I am so enthralled. To caress your sweet succulent skin Licking and teasing each and every part Wanting to do so much more to you Will ever get to make this start. Dreaming with my mind wide open Reaching out for hopes you will give in Touch me deeply with your bladed fingers for you will me be my one mortal sin. Halloween is a night of frights Ghosts,goblins, and spirits galore For i have one sexual fantasy That i so utterly adore.

Goth Lix What!!????
Click any pic to get to Goths Twiztid Reality...Where you can hear DJ~GothLeTTe kickin the wikid shit!!WooP WooP!! hurry in! DJ~GothLeTTe Like what you hear? Click a picture and get your ass in to hear more, check out one of FuBars hottest lounges for Fam.

~ Legless Teen Plays Football ~
A Amazing outlook on Life when others may not. Legless Teen Plays Football. WESTONKA, MN -- A football player in Minnesota is breaking new ground for teens with disabilities. Avi Duncan doesn't make much noise on the football field. He leaves that for his teammates. He is a pretty popular guy on the eighth grade Westonka football team because of his big play and his even bigger heart.

Stole Another One! Had To Do It! Lol
~ Odd Questions ~ 1. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would it be? Hmmm, although I think that blowing him up would be way to painless, I would have to say Rick 2. You can flip a switch that will wipe any band or musical artist out of existence, who would it be? I don't know about this one because it seems like different people find inspiration from odd areas. Wouldn't want to lose out on something good later! 3. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? Eric 4. What is your favorite cheese? Mozarella!!! 5. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to man at your disposal. What will you have? Ham, mozarella, lettuce, tomatoes, pickles, and the purple onions. Can't forget the Miracle whip with a touch of mustard. 6. You have the opportunity to sleep with the movie celebrity of your choice. Vin Diesel :P 7. You have the opportunity to sleep with the music celebrity of your choice.

Lacuna
After all this time, Condi Rice has discovered she has a lacuna, and she wants it filled. You'd think she would have known about it sooner. In case you didn't already know, the lacuna of which she speaks is the gap, or hole, in the law that resulted in no clear way to prosecute the badly behaving Blackwater mercenaries in Iraq. Of course, before this war, America didn't use mercenaries much, so it wasn't a problem. Now Congress will have to define in a law what to do when our mercenaries get trigger-happy and start shooting civilians without provocation. While they're at it, outlawing the use of mercenaries altogether might be a good plan.

Take Me
Desire Honey-slicked lips on bared necks press A gasping yearning swooning Pulsing Velvet graspings and clawed caresses whisper Put your hands, heart, heat in mine. Pulsing. I’ll Freefall into your eyes. Drowning deeper in your taste Throbbing Touch me. Taste me. Teach me. Take me

The Dance
Take me from behind And lead me in this dance. Press your body close to mine; Don’t let me go until the song ends. Slide your hands across my skin As the room spins dizzily And sweat glazes our skin. Hot breath mingling in Ragged pants of exertion as we move, Our bodies synchronized, in the rhythm Of this dance we know so well. Sweet friction builds as we collide; Our bodies meeting and slipping apart In this passionate dance. Bring your honeyed lips to mine And spread your fingers through my hair. Pull me tighter to your body As the song speeds our movement. I can feel it coming soon; The conclusion of this lover’s dance At once ancient and made just for us. I want it and I hate it! That moment when we become One perfect body spinning with the music. Then the song is over and we’re two again. So I’ll just close my eyes and let you lead, my love Pretending it’s forever, my love Until I come apart in your arms, my love

~ We Are Not The Only Place With Immigrant Problems ~
Funny how the press there, hides the immigrant status like they do here. I tell ya, Countries need to take back thier own contries, starting here!!! Once again the Muslim religion of Peace shows me how they feel about women. Increase in rape by immigrants in Sweden Swedish girls Jenny and Linda were on their way to a party on New Year's Eve when they were assaulted, raped and beaten half to death by four Somali immigrants. Sweden's largest newspaper has presented the perpetrators as "two men from Sweden, one from Finland and one from Somalia", a testimony as to how bad the informal censorship is in stories related to immigration in Sweden. Similar incidents are reported with shocking frequency, to the point where some observers fear that law and order is completely breaking down in the country. The number of rape charges in Sweden has tripled in just above twenty years. Rape cases involving children under the age of 15 are six - 6 - times as common today as they were a gen

The Fire Within..written By Me
After a long day and getting home all she wants is a hot bath an a soft bed....and when she lies down to go to sleep her mind drifts away in her dreams to a place so soft so sensual with a man who could be a complete sin and it could never feel more right............. Candles flickering red silk sheets and soft white rose petals...........No words said just looks and then his hands caress her face looking in her eyes his lips descend upon hers ....not taking control teasing softly gentle his hands wrapping in her hair her arms around his neck.....the longer they kiss the more they touch and what once was a fire because a flame and the heat begins to consume....... He lifts her gently takes her to the bed side...unties the robe and ets it fall to the floor ..she pushes his shirt off his shoulders down his arms to the floor.....Chest to chest lips to lips they stay entwined.......breath on breath tongues dancing in anticipation. As he cradles her he lays her back on the bed in the

Free Itunes Music
Join the Ticketmaster group on Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2426357824 After joining, the screen will show an iTunes code valid for 5 free song downloads, including the $1.29 drm-free songs. You can leave the group right away Codes expire November 15, 2007. Credits expire December 31, 2007 You can only do this once per account but you can keep creating fake accounts with diff email addresses. Using http://temporaryinbox.com helps. According to my calculations it takes approx. 1.25 minutes to go from nothing to having a code. That means you could generate about 48 codes an hour. now say you do this for oh, 2.5 hours a day until nov. 15th. starting today thats about 5,160 free songs. (or between $5,108.40 and $6,656.40 based on songs costing .99 to 1.29 dollars) or Total songs=5(48x) with x being the number hours you spend generating codes. Now if you had plenty of time (or were just really devoted) and put 6 hours a day into it, you could get up to

Lusting For Blood
Lusting for blood Behind bright eyes I spot your soul My will is yours, my blood which flows Behind blue eyes, I see you most With every breath I take, I’m yours Behind dark eyes, your blood which flows I want it bad, I want the most Behind your eyes, I see myself With every breath I take I’m close I want your blood, I want it worst With every breath my lust just grows

Lustful Ghost
June was looking for a house today she was tireed of living in the condo she owned,it was just too much to handle now that she had divorced Gary. She drove all over town looking for a quiet place to live..she wanted to get a couple of dogs too so she was looking for abig yard, with a 2 bedroom house and one bath and large kitchen, she had read that there was such a place north of town and out in the middle of country but not far. She had heard stories that a young farm hand had lived there after hisfather had died, and he had died of a tractor accident, and that the lover he had died too and thats why he had lived alone all those years in that house. His hunger for love had grown very strong in the house that it seemed overwhelming they had told her. She pulled into the driveway to find the realtor there waitin for her. She seemed middle aged and alil worn for the weather but a handsome lady tho...hello she said extending her hand in greeting..Im Ms Robeson, the realtor you talked wit

Kate Havnevik ~ Kaleidoscope
Verse 1: You cut me out in little stars and place me in the sky. I lose my sense of time You know me How troubled I can be but through your kaleidoscope I let go. 'Cus you show me the world as it could be through your kaleidoscope it's beautiful Verse 2: A tingle travels up my spine a cluster of colors and twine as we melt into wine You know me How troubled I can be but through your kaleidoscope I let go 'Cus you show me the world as it could be through your kaleidoscope it's beautiful

Cut
I cut myself today just so I could remember what its like to feel Blood and tears mix together in a swirl of my emotions Pain is only temporary but hurt lasts forever drain my blood so I can be numb once again, I hate it when I have to feel

Just To Say Goodnight!
After all my griping about newbies I just have to say not everyone thats a jerk on here is a newbie...This guy didn't like my pic I guess and rated me a 6. Whatever...Hes been on awile and I just have to say...the new guys learn as they go...some old timers here are just plain mean,...Here he is.. a mean one..:( jamminjr@ fubar

You Are Lovely
You are Lovely MyPrecious Your hair is like the finest of black orient silks you skin as fair rose petels blooming your lips have a taste as of fine red wine your kiss is intoxicating your touch as the touch of a goddess to behold your beauty bring fire to mine eyes a flame in my heart burning desire to my soul

Sorry
i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl" i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day. i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you. i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on. i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough. i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen. i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough. i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference. i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are.

First Weekend In November 2007
Ooh, can't wait! T and P are coming down this weekend for an overnight visit! We've been getting the house ready, planning a menu for dinner, and chatting a LOT about our hopes for weekend fun. :) Friday won't be here soon enough!

Infinite Love
Polyamorous quad, that always needs more. Never enough, this passionate four. Light hearted fun with meter so right, more than just lust, shared in the night. To share this love, each truly believes. The tender trust on which it all feeds Conquered are their moral storms. Spirit lives in spite of social norms. Quick is the time, spent together. Kisses so sweet, light like a feather. Alone the pain, when drawn are apart. Hours are tears, torn from a heart. To many it seems, to be just a word. To this passionate four, it's one to be heard Infinite love, the standard they bare. Time marches on, and life they do share.

Reminds Me Daily
Reminds Me Daily What ever troubles they may be Someone else has it worse then me When, life is troubling and seems unfair God promised, not go give more then we can bare The other night, I called a friend that was leaving town He had to leave his house before, it burned down. As I hung up the phone, I looked around at my 4 walls It occurred to me, I don’t have it bad at all. We’ve got fires in the west, the south we have drought. Let’s pray to God to help us out. When, I hear of someone’s sorrows and pain. It reminds me daily, to be thankful again. As each day’s passes, I pray for strength to do what’s right. And, I give thanks as I close my eyes at night. In these troubled times, it can seem all is without hope. I have to remember to pray when; I’m at the end of my rope. When things seem bad, and I’m filled with desperation Those are the days that fill me with courage and inspiration

Why I Left Vegas
Why did I leave Las Vegas? 3 reasons... 1. Lonely-Yes I did have a few friends there, but with my work schedule, lost touch with some of them and ended up doing things alone quite a bit. And my family had pretty much moved east from me except for my little brother. 2. Bad job-I worked security on the LV Strip for 2 1/2 years, you can see a couple old pics here from then. I was passed up several times for promotion despite working my ass off and never got a raise. After getting punched a few times trying to protect my partners during New Year's Eve and being left for dead by half the other staff, I figured it was time to move on. 3. Robbed-Between my mother stealing money from me on New Year's Day '02 to buy crystal meth instead of paying the rent, a former friend stealing from me and a roommate, and then being robbed at gunpoint one morning after having breakfast and playing at a casino, that was scary as shit!

Finally, I'm Cohosting A New Talkshow And More
Well 2 years ago Johnny Gunn asked Me to be the co-host on Rebel Alliance... Well it all comes to be a reality on November 1st. I quit as the Baadmaster's Dungeon co-host a year ago... all things have come full circle.Hell, the last Bondage Ball, Baadmaster had asked Me to come back on the show as a guest. And I am back doing the Dr. Susan Block Show... and don't forget I am performing at Bondage Ball on Wednesday night in Vena's Evil Doll vingette.Oh, and soon they will air My appearance with Anna Valentina on the Method Actor Speaks... and you can see Me this month in the new video directed by Julie Simone called House on Horny Hill.And hold tight because I am about to release a ton of clips on My video clip store on clips4sale.com.This whole period in My life feels like a pheonix rising from the ashes. New hair, a change in appearance and a resurgence to My professional life and publicity appearances.

Most Awesome
Well after 18 odd years of renting and spending money for nothing, i just closed on my new house.... this is the best thing to hapen to me next to my kids..... I`m so excited it seems overwhelming..... just had to tell all my friends.....

Thinking Of You
When I think of you, I get this feeling I want you to see Thoughts of you make me feel so warm and happy Loving you has been the best thing ever happen to me. A day without you is like a day without sunshine You’re the one who holds the key to my heart Seeing you is like heaven I just close my eyes and I am with you. You may be out of my sight But never out of my mind There is nothing I want more than to be with you Just wanted to let you know, you’re my thoughts all the time. A hug for you means I need you, A kiss for you means I love you, A call for you means I’m missing you and All that I know is, I’m thinking of you!

No More Lasagna, Ever
I've resolved of late to be more tolerant of other people. Lately I have felt myself become easily agrivated at people and as a result I get in a pissy mood. So I've been trying o grit my teeth and remember I'm not perfect either. It's not such a hard task, unless... I decided to have Sunday dinner at my parents house yesterday. On the drive there I felt anxious, no clue why, but I would be reminded how it's always a special event to spend a few hours with my family. Getting there late, I found myself trapped at the table with my sister and my mom as the rest went in the living room to watch the Steelers. It was kind of like walking in the woods an all of a sudden realizing it's going to be dark - your pulse quickens, your stomach tightens, you don't know what will happen but you have got to get out of there fast. My grandmother married her 3rd husband Howard 2 years ago and he had not been well. He was the subject of discussion as I sat eating lasagna thinking the pasta was n

What A Fucktard!!
HEY EVERYONE, I AM NOT ONE TO CAUSE DRAMA AND I TRY TO STAY OUT OF IT MOST OF THE TIME, BUT THIS GUY IS JUST A FUCKING DOUCHE BAG. I POSTED A BULLETIN FOR I LOVE SPORKS TO CONGRATULATE HER ON THE BIRTH OF HER BABY. THIS GUY MADE 3 NASTY COMMENTS ON MY BULLETIN AND I DELETED THEM BECAUSE IT WAS A POSITIVE BULLETIN. I DIDNT NEED HIS DRAMA. HE PROCEEDED TO SEND ME THE FOLLOWING MESSAGE..... FIRST OF ALL I THINK HE NEEDS TO LOOK UP THE MEANING OF THE WORD RACIST LMAO, AND SECOND OF ALL HES GONNA CALL HIS LAWYERS FOR WHAT??? ME BEING A NICE PERSON AND CONGRATULATING A FRIEND? THIS GUY IS FULL OF DRAMA. THIS ISNT THE ONLY TIME HE HAS CAUSED PROBLEMS. HERE IS HIS LINK.... (¯`·._DJ-©a§þE®~CO-OWNER~§‡RÊÑ§ HÊ££ ÇÁFÊ~TBR_.·´¯)@ fubar but its a different email right... yes it is, but thats because he emailed me from a fake, then deleted it. the one that sent me the email looked like this «(ÐJ÷ ©ã§Þë®)» the other one looks like this DJ-©a§þE® same person? yep!

~ Boy Calls 911 While Mom Drives Drunk ~
This Woman needs taken out in the back by her female family and friends and have the shit slapped out of her. When i heard this the first time i felt so sorry for that young boy. Someone you are supposed to trust and this is what she does. . Police say an 8 Year Old Seattle Boy called 911 while his Mother was driving him around Drunk. The Mother then got on the Phone and Hung Up

Infatuation
Bodies pressed up against eachother, every movement, every groan brings a new sensation. stagered breathing, drenched in sweat. Throbbing, heaving, scratching. starting slow but begins to fasten with ever moan. trembling beneathe eachothers touch. Kissing. biteing. Sucking. Bodies start to quiver as we succumb to the pleasure. Pressed tight, light screams as it becomes to great, One last surge, one last thrust hearts pounding, gasp for air only to exclaim I love you.

Blood Bind
My strong blood awakes you You crave for more, but I wouldn’t let you Me first I say, and you comply As I start liking down your neck I hear soft moans of pleasure I taste yours liquid soul, and you’re in agony My love for you just grows as you embrace my deadly kiss My lust for love, my craves for blood Be mine forever Your soft lips are moaning louder And I bring pleasure and pain together

Southern Gentleman
Shhhhh I'm pimpin him out! He has about 500K to get to HENCHMAN, let's help him. He is the type of person that would help us out if we asked, so let's go and help him out!! Here's his link....spank him and spank him hard...he won't mind : Southern Gentleman ~~ Gotti Family Member~~ Truly Take The Time To See The Inside Of A Person@ fubar This pimp out brought to you by JeNn % Demon Crew %@ fubar

Friendship
** He who has a thousand friends has not a friend to spare, And he who has one enemy will meet him everywhere. ** ** If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend. ** ** Friends never betray you, only people you thought were your friends. ** ** A true friend stabs you in the front. ** ** A good friend helps you up when you fall, a best friend laughs at you and trips you again. **

Heat Of The Night
I'll Burn a trail across your skin.... with cool kisses down your neck. I'll Stoke the flames of your passion... with ice tipped fingers to stroke your flesh. I'll Tempt your every restraint... with every chilling touch. I'll Fuel your strongest hunger... with every cold sensation. I'll Scorch the fires of your mind... with every inch of ice. And when your boiling from this heat? ...I'll Consume you...

Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of boobs are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her 20s, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her 30s to 40s, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After 50, they are like onions". "Onions?" "Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mom, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his 20s, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his 30s ad 40s, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his 50s, it is like a Christmas tree". "A Christmas tree?" "Yes - dead from the root up and the balls are just for decoration."

Unseen Roses
A flower. Red, or pink, but always pleasantly fragrant. They're soft to touch, to caress the forever silk petals. Everyone likes them, everyone either has one, or wants one. Well, almost everyone. Lost in the moment I lay with this flower, teasing it's core with my fingertips, listening to the sounds of nature. Always toying with it's hidden little bud. Then I wonder... what does it taste like?

Please Help A Friend Out
Please Help him out he is a wonderful guy and he needs 5 k to go to the next level.HE will give love back to you so add, rate, fan comment. Here is his link. ~THE BIG BAD WOLF ~FuBar husband to HEAVEN~@ fubar

Dreams
Dreams are which the mind conceives, The heart desires, and the soul believes All my dreams came true the day I met you Every moment I spent with you is like a dream come true. Life’s true pleasure are seen only behind the closed eyes of dream But still sometimes, when the wind is warm Or the cricket sing, I dream of a love that Even time will lie down and be still for. Dreaming of your dreams is easy, Following those dreams is the hard part Especially if those dreams Aren’t all up to you. With you my love, I want to start a dream that never ends All that I am, all that I see, all that I dream And do are brighter, more beautiful and meaningful Because of my feelings for you!

Fubar Adoption
FUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol

Kliq
An army to take care of business that should have been taken care of right from the start. And when you start an army, when you go out to do what no one else can do. The first thing you do is you look to your blood. You look to your buddies. You look to your friends. You look to the KLIQ."

To David!
my love, my life, you have finally arrived, right where you should be,at my side, hope you will never stray, hope you will never leave, we will have good times, we will have bad times, but through out all these times, we will know we are in love. please take my hand, follow me through the clouds, straight up to heaven , is where you have put me, my love, my life....

Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 29,2007
Now is the perfect time to try new experiences. Anything from a new challenge at work to a class taken on a whim can broaden your horizons and scratch that itch for novelty you've always got.

It's Been A While!
I know, long time no see eh? I've haven't been on fer sometime do to my little ones being sick and well I found something fun, lol.. This kewl place called king.com some great games to play an well I've been doing alot of it, not won much but still gives me something to do. Anyways I'll hopefully be here more often, an chat it up with ya'll. I do hope you guys are having a good time an staying out of trouble..

My Halloween Weekend
This past weekend was great. My boyfriend spent the weekend with me again and Saturday night we went out to the local bar to the big Halloween dress up bash they were having. I dressed up as a naughty nun with my crow contacts in and came bearing a whip while my boyfriend went as a priest. (We just had to coordinate ya know?) Haha. Unfortunately my digicam has been taking fits and wouldn't work at all for us that night to take pics. First my fuckin' 20GB MP3 player dies almost 2 months ago and now my digicam is not working. They're both 3 years old but I was hoping to get a little more life out of them but guess not. Our one friend at the bar with long hair came as Jesus and as we approached him he was joking around with us and was like "I work alone." LoL. My friend Patty dressed up with a masquerade ball outfit that was really pretty and my other friend Elisha dressed up as Cruella Deville. She also ended up winning first place and $50 cash. Some skanky lookin' chick in a naughty mus

Men
Grab her neck when you kiss her, it's a real turn on. Not her butt/boobs. • If she stays with you cuddle with her dont try to have sex with her. • Stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything. • When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go then kiss her • When she says she's ok dont believe it talk with her • Never cheat on her because 10 yrs later she'll remember you • Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her • Call her before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat her like a person and not something to show off for • Tease her and let her tease you back. • Stay up all night with her when she's sick. • Watch her favorite movie with her. • TRUST HER WITH HER GUY FRIENDS • Let her wear your clothes. • When she's bored and sad, hang out with her. • Let her know she's important. • Kiss her in the pouring rain. • When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's butt am I kicking babe?

Monday Cleaning Update (reposted)
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now.

Cindys Home
HI ALL I JUST GOT OF THE PHONE FROM TALKING TO CINDY,JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW HER SURGERY ON HER HAND WENT WELL AND SHE IS HOME RECOVERING CAN WE ALL GO LEAVE HER SOME LOVE AND WISH HER A SPEEDY RECOVERY MANY THANKS SweetBaby655~~Proud Member Of The Night Walker~Bombers~~@ fubar

Freind Poem
October 24, 2007 @ 8:30 pm A Friend Like You There's lots of things With which I'm blessed, Tho' my life's been both Sunny and Blue, But of all my blessings, This one's the best: To have a friend like you. In times of trouble Friends will say, "Just ask... I'll help you through it." But you don't wait for me to ask, You just get up And you do it! And I can think Of nothing in life That I could more wisely do, Than know a friend, And be a friend, And love a friend... like you. Forever your friend Missin Ya

Naughty Application
Don't be afraid, just copy this "Naughty Application" and paste it in a reply to the person who posted this and fill it out. Don't be scared, who knows, maybe they feel the same way, or at least just wanna bang you Your Name: Age: 1. Do you think I'm cute? 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Have you ever fantasized bout me befor

Dont No What Too Do Anymore
lately i've felt lost im confused about so much stuff and i've been getting sick just trying to think about what i should do. But it's like the more i think about it the sicker i get all this stuff that ive been thinking about is school, work and try too keep everyone that i no happy and not let them worry about me but lately my attitude has been changing towards everything slowly and i have been showing it and i have been ignoring those that i love so if anyone has any advise please give it too me

It's Time Witten By Molly Hunter Borrowed By Me!
It's Time by molly_hunter28© I received an email letting me know that you'd be close, very close. You told me you wanted, no had to see me. I smiled at that thought. Having talked with you, hearing you I knew I needed it too. There were dates and the name of the hotel you planed to stay at. I pulled up my calendar and looked at it. I would be free, actually having planned a trip there myself that very weekend. It seemed fate was working with us. I jotted down the information and managed to send you back a quick reply. I let you know that I was already planning on being there that weekend with friends and that I wouldn't mind seeing you. It would be our first meeting and that thought alone was enough to strike fire in my body. Imagining the things we've spoken about, the things we'd do. I sigh and close down the computer getting myself ready for bed. My thoughts are of the coming weekend. I smile softly as I slip off to sleep. My thoughts on that meeting, that touch, the k

Why You Shouldn't Flirt........ew!
Why you shouldn't flirt The wife got a terrible headache and told her husband to go to the party alone. He, being a devoted husband, protested, but she argued and said she was going to take some aspirin and go to bed and there was no need for his good time to be spoiled by her not going. So he took his costume and away he went. The wife, after sleeping soundly for about an hour, woke without pain, and as it was still early, decided to go to the party. As her husband didn't know what her costume was, she thought she would have some fun by watching her husband to see how he acted when she was not with him. So she joined the party and soon spotted her husband in his costume, cavorting around on the dance floor, dancing with every nice 'chick' he could and copping a little feel here and a little kiss there. His wife went up to him and being a rather seductive babe herself, he left his new partner high and dry and devoted his time to her. She let him go as fa

A Sister
Yah, I have 3, but my older sis is my only full blood sister. My family looks up to me and respects me and what I have going for myself. Yet something tells me she's jealous. She has never expressed being proud. I have proof now because of how she portrayed me to her boyfriend - he emailed me a long nasty email - and he has NO CLUE!!! He needs to turn and look at the woman he's shacked up with as to why her and I are not close. Not me.

Texas Chili Cook Off
Chili Cook-Off If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Joe, who was visiting from Plainfield, IL. Joe: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by th

Prayers Needed
My daughter in law is in the hospital in labor. My grandson isn't due yet for another 6 weeks. At last I spoke with my son her contractions were 7 min apart. Please say a few prayers that both mother and son are ok. Thank you

~ Women Of Cvn 76 Uss Ronald Reagan ~
WOMEN of CVN 76 USS Ronald Reagan This is so Cool, I thank them for their Service and glad to see them make something like this :) Brave Young Women ~ Never Forgotten ...GIRLS JUST WANNA HAVE TOO ..on A Carrier

First Ever Reunion
Latina and Latinos, It is with great joy that I bring the following news!!! On the 3rd of Nov at 7:00 pm EST, we will be having our first ever reunion. It will be held in "The NEW Latina Mafia Lounge". You can get there through my page. If you have trouble finding it, I will link it to you. This will be your opportunity to meet the other members, and voice any concerns or suggestions to the Founders and our Advisers. This reunion is meant to be a fun experience and open to both member and Non-members. So make sure you mark your calenders! This will be something you don't want to miss. Please spread the word. Either post this in a Bulletin or or blog. Tell all the member that you know. I need to have maximum participation. Hope to see ya'll there!!!!!!! payneja01 aka "The GodFather" http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51256

Kate Havnevik ~ Unlike Me
There are no guarantees in life Not for the present, Nor for the future. All I know is That I'm here; Don't know for how long. I love the way You live so intensely Enjoy every minute of life With space to swing Your arms around Laughing loudly Unlike me Unlike me Do you think I'm strange? Unlike you Unlike you I am not pretending There is no time, There is no time, There is no time, Time doesn't really exist. The past, the present, And the future, Are all side by side, Hand in hand. You move and change, Yet you go nowhere: Everything stays the same. You stare at me, And ask me questions, Makes me nervous, This room it keeps a constant tone While I'm on a roller coaster Unlike me Unlike me Do you think I'm strange Unlike you Unlike you I am not pretending There is no time There is no time There is no time Time doesn't really exist There is no time There is no time There is no time Time doesn't really exist i am trying to fi

Kate Havnevik ~ New Day
Beautiful day Watching you as you awake Morning stars in your eyes Your hand in mine The sky is lit up Day will be richer than night So dont think of yesterday Its here and now (Chorus) Its a, its a, its a...new day Its a, its a, its a...new day The beauty of you Gives me my fortitude Stronger than any dark cloud Screaming out loud, hey, hey The sky is lit up Day will be richer than night So dont think of yesterday Its here and now (Chorus repeats) (Instrumental) (Chorus repeats) (Instrumental)

To My True Friends
If you are a true friend and stayed with me through thick and thin...I luv you... It has been a little tough adjusting to a new life. I have learned a valuable lesson...never let anyone control your life. You cant always depend on someone else, but I was. I luv my friends for listening when I needed to talk and for the ones who held me close to them when I needed loving. 2 inparticaluar....sorry if my spelling sucks I am tired. I have written one and hope that they write me back soon...Luv to all my friends... nighty night

J
U know whats wrong with the world today. people think just cause u have all girls as friends that u r sleeping with all of them. dont they know that u can be a friend with a women and not think of sex with her. people like that just make me sick. i have alot of friends that r women and havent sleep with half of them, so i say to u that think like that.... get a fucking life..

Monday Cleaning Update
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now.

Ache
Transforming your flesh beneath her caress Turgid yet encased in buttery soft skin Arching into her attentive hand Glazed Pomegranate lips capturing your taste A breath caught as she glides downward Hips rising hair tangling fingers Feeding rhythmically, growling moans Delivering your milky spend with a punishing thrust She swallows your first pearly droplets A smoky gaze and a slow release Her cheek warm against your thigh

Confused, Shattered, Alone
im just so lost, confused, shattered. i know i was on the start of fixing my life...planning to leave my old life behind, the emotional crap my SO pulls, the unhappiness....knew it would take time to do....need a car, need to return to teaching, save $....find place to go etc. tonight my SO yells at one of my babies....said he should have smacked her mouth. i said if he touched her we would be gone....(he wouldnt, never has, not a physical abuser) he screams...there is the door....told me to pack up take the van and go...leave....scared my 3 babies to death...yelled right in front of them..... i didnt go....figure if its gonna happen sooner than i planned to get out....he could leave, im staying. my life that was going so well the week before...planning to leave....finding a wonderful friend who could be "the one"... i am now sure i pushed him away...cause of my shit going on here....at least he was the shining happiness in the dullness (besides my babies, they are alwys m

A Taste Of Heaven
On knees gently bent Twin globes gleaming moonlight Behold for Your pleasure Glistens folds of pink night To take for Your pleasure To do as You will My body, my entries Await for Your thrill Hot fevered flesh The sting of soft leather The sharp nip of cool metal Breath light as a feather The sweet pain of wanting Your voice soft and strong At the end of endurance It can’t surely be long Skin beaded with sweat Scalp tingling, lips tender From the bruise of Your kiss I give my surrender The passion crescendo The waves that W/we ride No fear, only pleasure With You by my side

When I Met You....
When I met you, I thought you were different from all the other guys. I thought you were "the one". At first you treated me with the utmost respect. You said and did things that made me feel so special. You made me think that you truely cared about me, about who I was as a person. Then it all changed. You went out of town and backstabbed me. You took my heart and stomped on it and then put it through a shredder. I have never hurt so much from one guy as I did with you. It's been just over a year and my heart is NOW just beginning to heal. I hope you are happpy with her...you two deserve each other and just remember...KARMA'S A BITCH! It will get you when you least expect it.

Dripping Wet Jade (drink Special , Only Get It In Diablo's Den!
LOL THIS IS A NEW DRINK SPECIAL IN DIABLO'S DEN......CUM ON IN AND ASK FOR ONE! DRIPPING WET JADE IS : PASSION FRUIT PUNCH W/ TEQUILLA AND IT'S SOOOOOOOOO YUMMYYYYYYY! (LMMFSAO)

I D F K I Need Batteries??maybe??
Your kiss is hard: salt, copper and teeth, I am smashed against you by the back of my neck, I feel your fingers crush into my back pulling me closer, I am dizzy, time and space leave me With nothing but hunger and fulfillment. I hear the buttons pop, clothes thrown, absently, strewn on the floor, fingers burn my hips; capillaries scream at the surface, bruises are born, you throw me down to the floor, breath catches, you fall on me, unapologetically, penetrating, slamming probing the deepest parts of me, pulling my head back to see my eyes and burn into me with your own, leaving fire in my toes climbing through my legs, painfully, slowly burning into orgasm...

The Things They Say...
I've been doing the internet dating thing for a few years..longer than I sometimes actually care to admit..and it has presented to me 0 for 0 out of lasting relationships...a couple of them were totally great guys that I screwed up with, but for the most part they were all 100% duds. Sticking out in my memory is the date that I accepted my pre-planned fake emergency call and left before my drink was even served and the lunch date with the Elvis impersonator that had me checking his watch when it didn't seem like mine was moving fast enough...there are countless others, some were really great guys, just not for me....amongst others, there was constantly the height issue...again, guys, saying you're 5'11" on your online profile does not make you 5'11"...don't think I won't notice if you're 5'8", I'm 5'7" w/o shoes on and I wear at least 4" inch heels at all times, I will notice. Anyway, the best thing out of the experience has been the mail that I've gotten...some of which I saved and

Ratings
Thanks to my good friend Jason...aka Viking@37 who finally showed my how to stash items. Jason your the best...(hope u don't mind me saying so) Go to his page and check him out....(He's pretty sexy too gals!!!! )Thanks to everyone who has rated my stash...there are so many I just cant keep up...much luv to you all...

Tortured
Tortured, suffering, living in pain Haunted by my past I write a letter to my family and friends And for unknown reasons I begin to laugh I Thought I was alone and uncared for My heavens a sigh of grief Tears flow freely from my eyes I seek to find relief. Into my room I silently went My parents not to wake Takes the revolver from my drawer My hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house My parents run in dread For on the floor with a gun at his side In a pile of blood their son lay dead.

Ok...
I got some stuff to get off my chest. First off if you are talkin to me to lie to me and try to sweet talk me into thinking you honestly care a shit about me...please stop fooling me and yourself. Second, if you are on here to find your soulmate or your that lonely in life that you honestly think that Fubar is holding your future true love...please stop fooling yourself! It ain't gonna happen. Third and lastly, is it really necessary to have all the damn drama? I don't like when people come to my page to "spy" on their "future baby daddy" or whatever. It is a free country and I can talk to whomever I feel like talking to. Just cause I am talking to someone on here as a friend doesn't mean I want to fuck them or meet up with them and fuck them...unlike the other internet whores, I am not one of them! And on a side note, if you hit me up in shout and I don't respond, it probably means I don't wanna talk to you because you either have NO idea who I really am or you came at me the wrong wa

Contest
BRIGUYS PICK YOUR PIC CONTEST!!! WIN A HAPPY HOUR OR A THREE MOTH VIP!! OR A 7 DAY BLAST! JUST CONTACT BRIGUY WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR OR THREE MONTH VIP!!!(minumum 75,000 comments to win) CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour or 3 Month VIP!! (minimum of 75,000 comments to win) Second Place wins 7 Day Blast! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED! 4. Contest will be two weeks and all contestants will be notified of winners. 5. Must add and fan host to enter or comment! This will be checked! 6. Need at least 15 people to enter soo.... PLEASE CONTACT BRIGUY IN EMAIL WITH LINK TO PIC IF INTERESTED!! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar

Another Pick Your Own Pic Contest!!
BRIGUYS PICK YOUR PIC CONTEST!!! WIN A HAPPY HOUR OR A THREE MOTH VIP!! OR A 7 DAY BLAST! JUST CONTACT BRIGUY WITH AN EMAIL WITH YOUR FAVORITE PIC LINK! 1ST PRICE IS A HAPPY HOUR OR THREE MONTH VIP!!!(minumum 75,000 comments to win) CONTEST RULES AND PRIZES!! MOST COMMENTS WINS!! First Place Wins Happy Hour or 3 Month VIP!! (minimum of 75,000 comments to win) Second Place wins 7 Day Blast! 1. Comment bombing is a must to win this and self bombing is recommended! 2. No Drama! Play Nice and Have Fun! 3. NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED! 4. Contest will be two weeks and all contestants will be notified of winners. 5. Must add and fan host to enter or comment! This will be checked! PLEASE CONTACT BRIGUY IN EMAIL WITH LINK TO PIC IF INTERESTED!! BRI GUY CONFEDERATE BOMBER ...........@ fubar

My First Blog
Okay so hellooo my name is kitty, i'm new to fubar (yay) and i'm still trying to figure this place out, so yes my profile is a little lame, but just hang in there, it'll look better! hmm i'm 24 i'm into the Bondage lifestyle and i am owned by my beautiful Mistress, Janelle...hmm, i like to read write sing dance hang out make new friends and go clubbing.

What Would You Do....
WHAT WOULD YOU DO? What would you do If I said that I could and admit the time of day Of your death how you die your age and life The growing philosphy that exists Ignorant selfishness Reflection of ourselves All this hate paved to demonstrate Cause of hate hope is dead love is dead peace is dead Resurrect it inside of me Belief alive I believe that Tell it to yourself Then go away from a hate ideology Burn the money in the voice In the voice creation of a choice No more stuff to gain aim to satisfy A death bed lieing to yourself Thrown into your sanilty You're left lying with the blame Lift beauty into life. My heart is not broken Heal us everyone all of us one by one. I care about you Though I don't know who you are from a far Yet you hate me and I hate you The in between they're all screwed When wrath will battle love Game is done no one won All is lost what's the cost? Paid in blood symbolic deaths. You're left lying with the blame Lift

New Job
Hello everyone. I started a new job at a sugar beet factory in Northwest Minnesota. I'm working as a process technician at Crystal Sugar. I'm starting out as a general labor person but I will be trained in four different areas within the first 45 days. Soon I can bid on new jobs and I will be able to advance within the company. My schedule will be rotating shifts but I am getting better pay and benefits than my last job. I will try to stay on fubar whenever I can. Take care everybody.

Today Is My Birthday
Here is what I got for my birthday. A dragon end table for my bedroom and My pet dragon Gizzy. Here in January I am going to buy him a mate to have babies so I am going to be selling there babies for 40 bucks if you want one let me or Mike know. IF you know any one that wants one also they me know. Thanks your friend Crystal

Alijha
-------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- TODAY I LOVE SPORKS GAVE BIRTH TO A BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY NAMED ALIJAH. HE WEIGHED 9LBS 6OZ AND WAS BORN BY C-SECTION. SHE WILL BE IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 3 DAYS TO RECOVER SO PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE. MAKE SURE TO SEND HER GIFTS TO WELCOME HER LITTLE BOY. -------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- I Love Sporks -add me as a fan before you add me as a friend-@ fubar -------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- This bulletin has been brought to you by: ۞Neabear۞JEEZY'S 1 AND ONLY۞C.W.O.F Charter Member@ fubar -------------♥ ♥ ♥------------- PLEASE PLEASE REPOST, AND A STICKY WOULD BE AWESOME THANKS!!!!

The Biker
THE BIKER When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're clos

Bikers Should Be Entitled
Because bikers should be entitled to see who's out to get 'em! Some people just can't stand to see others be free. Others have put a price on your essential liberties and are more than willing to sell your rights to the highest bidder. There's only one sure cure for audacity, and I prescribe a healthy dose of shame and humility. We wouldn't need half the laws we have now if these shadow puppets thought they might be recognized in the grocery store. You know these people, they're the same ones who are always trying to get away with placing 20 items in the 10 items or less express lane at the local Kum & Go. They count on you not raising a fuss and because you're quiet about it, they get away with it. Why not? You had the chance to slap 'em in the head but you kept your mouth shut while they trampled on your manners. It's only about ego or money for these types...so it's high time they get proper credit for being so hell-bent to ruin the lives of others, destroy the fabric of OUR nation,

Ghost
Feeling you slipping predicting the final slide away. Self-defense- automatic autonomous, creates the cut and cauterizes. Giving away is better, easier- than losing. Your still here, but to me- already gone. Channeling, communing, I smile and nod smile and nod smile and nod No crystal ball or automatic writing., I smile and nod. Ghost. All that's left is goodbye, final- but said like a see you later- till then- smile and nod smile and nod smile and nod. Ghost.

Only In Florida
Only a person in Florida could think of this... From the county where drunk driving is considered a sport, comes this true story. Recently a routine police patrol parked outside a bar in punta gorda,Florida after last call the officer noticed a man leaving the bar so apparently intoxicated that he could barely walk. The man stumbled around the parking lot for a few minutes, with the officer quietly observing. After what seemed an eternity in which he tried his keys on five different vehicles, the man managed to find his car and fall into it. He sat there for a few minutes as a number of other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started the car, switched the wipers on and off--it was a fine, dry summer night--,flicked the blinkers on and off a couple of times, honked the horn and then switched on the lights. He moved the vehicle forward a few inches, reversed a little and then remained still for a few more minutes as some more of the other patrons' vehicles left. At

Seek & Hide
Seeking Searching Reaching up Reaching out Struggling to move Struggling to breathe Grasping at tiny straws Grasping for the truth Choking on what I find Choking on what is said Drowning in my troubles Drowning in my reality Stifling my spirit Stifling my voice Pulling back Pulling away Hoping Hiding

Slave Shadow
I call her shadow ,she moves like one,she cannot be caught and yet she is always there,she will do my bidding,cannot be destroyed,she shies from the light and gets lost in the darkness her presences is reassuring her absence is unsettling. She came to me out of the darkness calling me Master.I have felt her presence all my life but like a shadow she has remained just out of touch.Her gift is sublime she gives herself without thought only wanting to please her master and yet she is here by her free will I own her soul and she mine.the trust developed is like no other.....So take heed my gentle reader,the trip i will take you on from here out would only make sense if you can comprehend your own shadow ... She sat in the candle light soft music playing in the background face demure she sat on her knees and heels,eyes downcast,hands palm down on her legs she waits for me she waits for my instruction,my desire ,my firm hand if need be.I sit beside her in my red wingback gazing upon h

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so after a long days work of cooking, cleaning, taking care of the kids, what could be more exciting than my 6 yr old daughters fish she named andy acting as though he is nemo and jumps out ofhis fish bowl.I mean seriously i swear he knoked thetop of the tankoff and everythingand there was lil andy laying on her dresser and get this the fish is still alive and it still trying to escape, my lord i never it made my whole night. what a crazy night.

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President,I'm about to plan a little trip with my family and extended family, And I would like to ask you to assist me. I'm going to walk across the border from the U.S. into Mexico, and I need to make a few arrangements. I know you can help with this. I plan to skip all the legal stuff like visas, passports, immigration quotas and laws. I'm sure they handle those things the same way you do here. So, would you mind telling your buddy, Mexican President , that I'm on my way over? Please let him know that I will be expecting the following: 1. Free medical care for my entire family . 2. English-speaking government bureaucrats for all services I might need, whether I use them or not. 3. All government forms need to be printed in English. 4. I want my kids to be taught by English-speaking teachers. 5. Schools need to include classes on American culture and history. 6. I want my kids to see the American flag flying on the top of the flag pole at their school with the Mexican flag fl

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..I think I'm addicted to these things..lol Your Life is 69% Off Track If you're honest with yourself, you have to admit that you often feel like you're living the wrong life. It's a pretty easy conclusion to come to - because it seems like not a lot is going right. Consider finding a life coach or mentor. You need some encouragement in turning your life around.Are You Living The Wrong Life?

Cynicism > Intelligence
Do you feel unappreciated? Of course you do, you are. No one truly understands how great you really are, not even you do. There you are, innocently posting images of yourself on a public profile – what’s wrong with that? Did you - for one moment - realize that you’re a god damn, vain, pretentious whorebag? Did you know that? – and - What are you doing? No, seriously, do you expect some of us to bring up your image and find ourselves furiously rubbing at our groins from all directions? How dare you think, for one second that you might need that extra little ego boost? You know it’s not that. We all know that you love yourself. You’re probably feeling a little guilty now, but don’t worry - there is one way to save yourself. Just take down all your photos and delete your profile. Then I’ll forgive you and we’ll pretend it never happened. Some people just lack the strong sense of ethical behavioral standards that I seem to easily uphold and maintain. If only more people were li

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