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Freinds In Slideshow
THIS SLIDE IS FOR MY CLOSEST FU FREINDS SUM OF U I JUST MET ...OTHERS IVE KNOW A WHILESO I WAS JUST SHOWIN SUM LOVE SOM LUV..SO CHECK IT OUT AT THE BOTTOM OF MY PAGE..WORKIN ON A NEW ONE FOR MY BOMBIN FAMILY

Fubar Versus Yahoo 360 Vsmashvs Multiply
well thats a no brainer.360 shutting down so time to generate some funds to aol. ill be busy relocating everything from 360 to multiply.com because yahoo will not keep the request end as we gave them thousands of dollars inrevenue all due to the use of banner adds.now it is giving some one else the ratings and funds.k t6hat is all for now!!!!!!!!!!!

Can Someone Tell Me Why??
Why the big burly men are attracted to me? LOL. I kno from my previous entry I was down in the dumps...I still am...but this one guy at work (drives a truck...we call them spotters...he just travels from plant to plant delivering other trailers) has been flirting with me whenever I work truck gate on 3rds. Well we actually talked for a few mins...like 10. He asked me if I was married...I said I am separated. He asked me why I was divorcing my husband and I told him. Because Jeff lost interest in me and I told him this month would have been 10 years being together and we would have been married 7 years. He told me I look tasty. LOL. He made a comment about his nite being better since I am here. I blushed a bit...it was nice being told that...I asked him how long he was here tonite...he said that I would be tired...I said why...he said because I will be walking in his thoughts all nite long. LOL So he is here all nite. It was nice to hear those things. I kinda miss them.

Sad
Dry yours eyes and think of a way to fake a smile again Broken down and beaten once more by those you thought you trusted Sad lil girl wild eyes and crazy dreams, committed the worst sin She said she loved them and lied once more hid the pain she keeps inside Emotions run on razor blades these days, the only release she allows Cut the skin to let it all out, drain the feeling till shes left numb

~&hearts~wicked Storm Crew~&hearts~ News And Bombing For October 27/28th ~&hearts~
~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~ Wicked Storm Crew ~&hearts~ ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~WSC News~&hearts The winner of the recruiting contest is.......LoneWolfJohn! He was the top recruiter with 6 new recruits! Way to go John! He wins a 1 day blast! Look for him November 14th! Due to many changes and upheavals here is the latest bombing for the WSC ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~MICHELLE~&hearts~ ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~ALICE~&hearts~ ~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~&hearts~WSC~ ~&hearts~This space Reserved for LuAngel your WSC Contestant in Will's contest. Sunday Smackdown --Stay Tuned for the link~~&hearts~

The Body Builder
Body Builder A body builder picks up a blonde at a bar and takes her home with him. He takes off his shirt and the blonde says, 'What a great chest you have.' The body builder tells her, 'That's 100 lb. of dynamite, baby.' He takes off his pants and the blonde says, 'What massive calves you have.' The body builder tells her, 'That's 100 lb. of dynamite, baby.' He then removes his underwear and the blonde goes running out of the apartment screaming in fear. The body builder puts his clothes back on and chases after her. He catches up to her and asks why she ran out of the apartment like that. The blonde replies, 'I was afraid to be around all that dynamite after I saw how short the fuse was.'

Doomsday........
Is coming. this isn't a finatical proclamation. No, just insanity's ties digging claws through broken bones while suckin the life out of my soul. Bruised, battered......we struggle along this ant farm existance. I bleed. I hurt. But who doesn't?? Why should my situation take any more exceptance or notice than anyone else??? Dont answer, for my path already has. Babble to the unknowing. On the contrary, those who bleed alike, pain unite.......your vein blows WITH MIGHT!!!!!!!! There ya go K, :o) So don't take pity, we'll spit it back........don't come near as i turn black. Go alone, go quite, go away......from this cold. Dizzy D

Another Loser On Fubar.
OK PEOPLE THIS GUY LOVE TO LOW RATE EVERY ONE HE GET TOO MANY COMMENTS FROM DISAPPOINTED PEOPLE,I'M SURE YOU WONT LIKE TO DEAL WITH HIM. HAVE A GOOD EVENING ALL WILDCAT ssuckler@ fubar · arieladdicted@fubar.com just sent you new mail! 47 sec ago · ssuckler rated you a '1'! 1 min ago · ÄRÌÈL ÄÐÐÌÇ#... just checked you out! 1 min ago · ssuckler just checked you out! 1 min ago · adevilspleasure@fubar.com just sent you new mail! 2 min ago

My Secret...
so here it is, my big secret... everynite, i go for a ride, i light my ciggaette, i play some music, i drive. i drive as if i dont know where im going. but i know exactly where my destination is. i drive past his street. i slow down and look down it. but i dont put on my signal, i never turn down it. i just breathe in and say "hi baby, i miss you". then i turn around. some nites i go past it 3 times. it's the closest i can get to him without seeing him. without letting him know im there and i miss him and i need him, even tho i know he already knows that. is that crazy? is that stalkerish? i like to think its not. i like to think that he knows im doing it. and maybe some nite he'll sense that im there, and he'll be there waiting for me, and he'll tell me to get out of the car and he'll hold me, kiss me, and tell me he misses me too, that he needs me too... after my ride, i go to our secret spot, a place no one knows about. i sit there and i smoke, and i cry, and i wish that m

Stop Me
Stop me from this madness that I have created. Grab my hand and yank me out of this circle that I have spun around me. Everything moving so fast that I struggle to keep up with. What am I doing, who am I deceiving? Is it me, is it you? Deep within this ache lurks of what I can not describe. You who I can not banish from my thoughts. You who I can not bring myself to open to. You of whom I wish could read my thoughts and unscramble the words that manifest inside my mind. Tormented by what can and can not be, jaded by those who have come before thee. I see your face before me, lips that I desire to caress mine, your touch so gentle yet disappears in time. just once, I wish you'd let your barriers down, long enough to make a crack in my wall and you'd say you would catch me if I should begin to fall..

My First Novel Is Published. Buy A Copy.
Check out my lulu website at: http://www.lulu.com/fifileigh, where I have my book promotion tour, excerpts, interviews, sneak peek to my 2nd project, and links to my profile pages. Check out my lulu order page at: http://www.lulu.com/content/337004, where you can read a 4-page preview from the novel before buy a copy from the lulu site. I am the publisher, editor, designer, writer, and marketer for the novel. I am an independent graphic designer/novelist/photographer, starting my own career. Buy a copy and support the starving artist. My novel is an in-your-face raw honesty story, based on real people and real life situations that I have seen, but I fictionalized by changing names. It is a spiritual story about making dreams come true, filled with crazy psychos, psychics, surrealistic dreams, sociology, adventure and a ghost. The setting: story takes place in a fictional California town, in the fashion industry and garment district. The format: The novel is written

Shout Me
If my status says i'm trying to work, I can't do anything. I can't shout, mail, or rate. If you want to chat, just comment me. then then mail me. I can see that you mailed me, but I can't see who you are. I'll just mail to the mail that was sent from. Thank you.

Family Blessings
Sometimes it's so overwhelming Our life is at such a fast pace I miss the time to reflect As we run kids from place to place. A chance to take a short breath A moment to pause and ponder On the blessings I've received And all of God's gifts of wonder. As I look back at it all It's so easy for me to see How great my life really is There is no place I'd rather be. If given the chance to change The path I've taken in my life I'd leave everything as is For I need my children and husband. For my kids and grand children are the reason I smile with pride every day My huaband is my saving grace he loves me and shows me the way. The greatest wish of my life is to give back what they've given me For my kids to know they are loved And to love my husband for eternity

This Is So Cool! :)
Hey, check this out. I just signed up for this. It's another social networking site (like myspace or fubar and such) except they actually PAY you to use it. It's completely free to join and you get paid to sign up and use the site. And you have the option of being paid through your paypal account so there's no waiting for a check in the mail. How cool is that? Check it out! :) http://r.yuwie.com/just_4_fun What is Yuwie? ================= First off, Yuwie is 100% FREE. Yuwie is like any other "connect with friends" or social networking site. But we have one major difference. Use Yuwie - Get Paid! Yuwie pays you to blog, upload pictures, refer friends, chat, hang out, etc.

Portland Gloom.....
Sunny Days...pushing the CLouds away.... Not really. At least, not in Portland. It rained last night. And into the abiss, the fog takes shape. THis season, of all seasons....is my season. A time of might and magic. Like a schoolboy, wrapped in his first exciting novel, i emitt a firey glow. TO those of yander.......do not judge. Spoken words curse the night and thaw the day, to begin......submit to the Autumm rain........... Part 2> And so it fell, this gentle element. To which i taste some sad song of old, with story it binds, never told. Lapping the night, the fog rolls in, and consumes that which is bright at bouncey. Those who embrace, are the scholars and old souls alike. Hello new stranger, for you are known well. Please endure the season, till we lift the spell..... Dizzy D

You Know You...........
I will seek and find you . I shall take you to bed and have my way with you I will make you ache, shake & sweat until you moan & groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg for me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I'm finished with you. And, when I am finished, you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu Now, get your mind out of the gutter and go get your flu shot!

Thank You Warriors
Thank You Warriors I'm writing this versein support of you troops who are fighting an unpopular war. It's hard to leave friends, home, and family though you believe in what you're fighting for. I love you my countries warriors who lay down your lives every day, to ensure that writers like me back here will contnue to have freedom to say anything that we choose to speak of; the government can't censor our speech. You make it safe for those who hate you to stand on their soapbox and preach. They shame us when, in their anti-war rants, they condemn both the war and all you. They forget they are only allowed to speak out because you warriors do what you do. Don't feel badly when you hear such B S spew forth from the mouths of the few. There are so many more who are grateful and proud to have ever known one of you. I served my time before most of you were a twinkle in your Daddy's eye and I'm still here writing for you because you are willing to die

Contest Entered
[ fubar.com photo: 1087398892 ] OK PEEPS I DOIN A CONTEST IT WILL START 12MIDNIGHT TONIGHT SUNDAY MORNING CENTRAL TIME _____________ RULES. 1.HAVE FUN 2.NO DRAMA NO BS 3.HAVE FUN LMAO ________ IT'S ALL ABOUT THE COMMENTS PEEPS MOST COMMENTS TAKES 1ST THEN THERE IS A 2ND 3RD AS WELL SO BOMB AWAY7 AND GET THAT LINK AROUND TO ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS IF YOU NEED HELP WITH SENDING THE LINK LET ME KNOW AND ILL ASSIST YOU PRIZES OK >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1ST= TICKER,OR A KEWL HALLOWEEN CUSTOM PICTURE,OR 90,000FU BUCKS 2ND= CORVETTE,OR PORSCHE,OR THE FU MONEY AMOUNT OF A VETTE 3RD MOTORCYCLE,OR 20,000FU BUCKS THIS WILL LAST 1 WEEK,AND STOP ON THE FOLLOWING SUNDAY AT 12CT

Hummm... Part One
We meet for the first time…both of us very turned on we look at each other and decide to skip eating…..you ask me if I care that we don’t eat and head back to you hotel room…I just smile. At that you grab me hand and off we go…as you are trying to open your door I run my hands up your back you moan and arch back towards me still trying to get the door open. I lean forward and say let me help you with that as I run my hand down your arm to grab the key out of your hand. Then as I press my body into yours lean forward to open the door. You are about to turn around when the door opens and I push you in. As I shut the door you turn me around and push me against it my back hits it with a thud I smile. You grab my hair and pull me towards you for a kiss, you kiss me like you want to crawl into me. Your hand tightens in my hair while the other one grabs my ass, we fall back into the door were you grind into me hard. Making me moan you pull your mouth away to run your tongue down the side of m

Contest
Please help me out and bomb my picture at the contest! I would greatly appreciate it thanks so much!Contest will run from Oct 28th to midnight Nov 10th (That's 2 weeks) Prizes are as followed. 1st 30 day blast or VIP. 2nd is which ever the winner didn't pick 3rd is a 7 day blast 4th is a 3 day blast... Here is the link! Copy and paste it into your web browser. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1020195&albumid=641337&i=2643197224

Daddys Hands
I was 16 when my dad passed away, he had cancer and in the end it was everywhere in his body. Every cell every area head to toe dad was filled with tumors inside and outside. He died at home, my Mom was the first in our province to nurse a terminal cancer patient at home, she fought tooth and nail for that. Recently my mom found tucked in one of Dad's many book a letter addressed to me. Was an amazing gift after all these years!! Even if I did bawl like a child. I have decided to share it, I may be somewhat biased but I find such wisdom and strength in his words, and it left me with such awe to be reminded how he died with so much dignity. My Dad was a very religious man, and that is very evident in this letter, I am not looking for a debate on if he was right or wrong. Or opinions on if his faith was misguided, I simply felt moved to share this. Dear Helen... Well your Dad knows his time her on earth is very short, how long I do not know. It is like a string it can be any leng

Political Quotes
-The surest way to corrupt a youth is to instruct him to hold in higher esteem those who think alike than those who think differently -I prefer liberty with danger than peace with slavery -Too many people are only willing to defend rights that are personally important to them. It's selfish ignorance, and it's exactly why totalitarian governments are able to get away with trampling on people. Freedom does not mean freedom just for the things I think I should be able to do. Freedom is for all of us. If people will not speak up for other people's rights, there will come a day when they will lose their own -When in the Course of human events it becomes necessary for one people to dissolve the political bands which have connected them with another and to assume among the powers of the earth, the separate and equal station to which the Laws of Nature and of Nature's God entitle them, a decent respect to the opinions of mankind requires that they should declare the causes which impel

Fun Or Money...
Well...I *WAS* supposed to go out to the swinger club tonight but I was called in to work. So lets see...money or fun...money or fun...hmmm??? MONEY! I need money more than I need fun. So my weekend free pass was worth nothing because I have to work Sunday afternoon too. I do need some fun...but I need money more. Maybe I can see about Tuesday or Wednesday. I dont kno. Just bummed. Very bummed.... I hope everyone else enjoyed their weekend. Just kno there are people who couldnt have a good one. LOL. Yes I am bitching. Yes I kno its my own fault for answering the phone, but I have to bitch damn it! I need some fun. Been asked to go out on Tuesday...we shall see. Plus there are alot of other things going on right now. Lets just say I hit a depression rock. I feel worthless, useless and a piece of shit. I often wonder why I even bother to exist sometimes. Why I am taking up everyone elses oxygen? I am not my normal self thats for sure. I need to do something f

Alone
Sometimes being alone is ok.. and often I think I am better off that way. Not sure who could ever put up with me anyway lol. I really question whether I deserve to be anything but alone. I just have so much going on right now that is tearing me apart... especially work. The stress from that, and the other things on my min dkeep me awake at night. The weather change has increased the pain in my ankle too. SometimesI think giving up on certain things would help... but I have never been a quitter. Sometimes I am too stubborn to realize I am the only one who even believes in something. Funny thing... I believe in others.. but fail to believe in myself... Still fighting the urge to run....

Guess The Bible Neocunts Will Need To Masturbate To Something Else
http://www.boston.com/ae/tv/articles/2007/10/25/conservatives_left_without_a_voice_on_the_view/ Conservatives left without a voice on 'The View' By Joanna Weiss, Globe Staff | October 25, 2007 When Elisabeth Hasselbeck bade farewell to her cohosts on "The View" Tuesday, it was all hugs, well-wishes, and baby-product endorsements. But as Hasselbeck begins her 2 1/2-month maternity leave, the political landscape is shifting, as well. America's most dangerous conservative - or so some liberals see it - is leaving TV for a while. Hasselbeck, the apple-cheeked blonde with the football-player husband, consistently draws a brand of hatred from the left that Hillary Clinton generates from the right; "screechmonger" is one of the more printable slurs hurled at her from the blogosphere. Barry Manilow has called her "offensive." Alicia Silverstone once refused to touch her. And that an America's sweetheart-type would generate such vitriol says a lot about the state of debate in a pola

I Dare You!!!1
dare you to repost this, and see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? [] I'd Fuck you [] All of the above Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know [] hell no Name one thing you would like to do to me... ________________________ I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] Other, not sure yet!! Have to kiss you first.. If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook u

So Depressed/pissed
I thought I was happy, and last night it came to a crashing end. Im so upset because I let my gard down, and as I should have known, i would be let down,,,,like always. I m just sooo pissed, upset, disappointed,sad, every kind of emotion is going through me right now, I cried myself to sleep last night. I mean, after 2 years of being single and cautious, I let myself get feelings for someone, only to be slapped in the face. Again. I dont know what Im gonna do, I feel like giving up altogether, Im sooo mad, I just wanna call him and cuss him out, which I think I will, Im not an easy bitch to let someone see my feelings, and I did, only to get hurt. Maybe Im drunk, but I WILL let that asshole have a piece of my mind, it only seems right, I mean, he hurt me, so now Im about to try to hurt him. Only seems fair, ya know? As always, thanks for readin my shit! *Hugs*

I'd Like To Get Before Halloween
HEY EVERYONE, I SUPPOSE I GOT YOUR ATTENTION IF UR HERE. I JUST WANTED ALL OF YOU TO KNOW I'M IN A GIVE AWAY WHICH REALLY WOULD MEAN ALOT TO ME IF I GET WHAT I NEED. I NEED 18,000 COMMENTS. I'M LOOKING FOR MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO HELP ME OUT HERE.SO PLEASE COME BY AND HELP. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW TO GO TO MY GIVEAWAY. Fire My Words

Great News
As all of you know it has been a very long nine months of pregancy. But on monday October 22 the new addition to our family finally arrived. A beautiful little girl named Moiria Corrine. She was born 7 lbs 9 1/2 oz and was 19 inches long. I will be posting new pics of her soon

Sober (lyrics)
"Sober" And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving here I go with all my fears weighing on me Three months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers And I know it's never really over And I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right No comparing, second guessing, no not this time Three months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know It's never really over Three months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better Three months and I still am Three months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months and I wake up Three months and I'm stil

Not That Many Will See It But..... For Carrie!
I know I have not been here much lately. For those I talk to regularly, you all know that Carrie has been here for the past two weeks and will be returning home next weekend. Just the thought of driving her home and not bringing her back is almost sickening, but I know she has things to do and can't stay here at the moment. It is a shame as all my friends here adore her, but, if her mind is elsewhere, it would be best to let her return home for now and take care of personal matters. I will say one thing and I know it has been said before, but I hope it is understood and viewed differently than the past..... I Love Carrie!!!!!! I truly do....... I have been stupid and talked to others freely because I had doubts about she and I or how she truly felt, but without question or doubt, the only lady I love and am in love with, is Carrie.. An incident occurred a couple of weeks ago and I thought I had lost her, instead, she stayed close and we worked it out. It really scared me a

Horny Lads Required
hiya guys u horny lot out there im looking for guys who can show me what they are made of and just how far they are willing to go on web cam for me! if you have the guts then add me to msn on girl_boy_boy_girl@hotmail.co.uk i would really love to see a group of horny fit young lads on cam naked for me. if you do that for me i might even go on 4 u . I dont normally show on cam unless ur a real stunner and show me exactly what i wanna see!!! girl_boy_boy_girl@hotmail.co.uk

Definition Of Love
Love is... spending an hour in the Lady's room, standing over your niece, making sure she's ok as she pukes her stomach out, and apologizing to every woman that comes in and wants to know what a man is doing in a stall in the Lady's room with a girl dressed like a naughty schoolgirl (was a halloween costume contest at the bar), then putting one of your best button shirts on over her, backwards, to cover her chest up as her short white shirt kept riding up as you were trying to carry her down a flight of stairs, and nove even worring as she puked on it, then getting to your house, because you were NOT going to take her to her place and dump her on her bed with no one there to watch her, and just throwing everything on the couch onto the floor so she can lay there on her side and not choke on her own puke, then staying awake for the next 4 hours to make sure she's ok. I love my niece, I don't have much family to speak of. I feel bad because I asked her to the show, but, I think someon

New Spaces
So tonight is my first night staying at Jason's house. I got home from work and the game was on and I had a beer waiting for me. I'm in heaven. haha! I'm pretty sure I'm going to be just fine here. It's only until Dec. 21st and then I'll be in Dover, NH so it's cool. I'm always at work or school anyways so it's not like I'll be a hassle. Jason's cool about me just coming and going so I don't have to worry about haing to invite him every time I go out and whether or not I come home. Everything's peachie keene! hehe

A Good Friend Sent Too Me
Hello my friend WROTE YOUR NAME ON A PIECE OF PAPER BUT I ACCIDENTLY THREW IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME ON MY HAND, BUT IT WASHED AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN THE SAND, BUT THE WAVES WHISPERED IT AWAY. I WROTE YOUR NAME IN MY HEART, AND FOREVER IT WILL STAY. SEND THIS TO EVRYONE U LOVE INCLUDING ME.

Life In General
I would like to start out with why didn't life come with a handbook.Anyways,I'm a person that's very inspiring by what I know.Sometimes I honestly scare my self with all this useless knowledge stored in my head.I continue on with what I got left in me for courage,guts,& balls.I need to focus the best I can without the only one I ever loved so much,my daughter is in the air we breath and in my soul.She is my life's focus point.I have a great new bestfriend so kind, and thoughtful in so many ways.Saying Thankyou to her isn't enough.We'll anyone that lost a loved one can feel the pain of losing a child.I thank who ever listens to this.

Whats Up!
Hey whats up everyone? Nothing much here. Just letting people know what im doing. First of all i am still looking for work. (sersioly) I still waiting on the word from one. And sorry for pestering about my stuff. (brian) I just want some of my stuff because im not be able to get it when you move out. For the people in California, i hope everybody is safe. 7 days of the wildfire is not good. My new boyfriend and I just bought a new bed. Very comfy. got for 60.00 dollers at the salvation army thrift store. it was regually 80.00 dollers and it was 25% off. what a steel. Well hope everyone has a good weekend. Please rate, fan, and add me. See you all soon. or chat with yall soon.

New Pledge Of Allegiance (totally Awesome)
WRITTEN BY A 15 yr. old SCHOOL KID IN ARIZONA: New Pledge of Allegiance (TOTALLY AWESOME) ! Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word 'God' is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer : Now I sit me down in school where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers sp

Made For Me My Dj Babyboy, Ilove You
LETS ALL WISH LEEANN A GET WELL SOON AND PRAY FOR HER AND HER KIDS SHE JUST WOKE UP 2 HRS AGO FROM ICU THIS IS THE GREATEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD ASK FOR LETS ALL GO AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO HER AND TO HER PAGE Schatz@ fubar (repost of original by '$DJ BABY BOY$ ~DJ FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY & BOMBSQUAD~{ DIRTY SOUTH CREW}' on '2007-10-27 18:13:11')

Ppiv
"If I just lay here..would you lie with me..and just forget the world?" Ok woe is fuckin me! Here goes yet another rant from the woman in search of herself... I have hit a stumbling block..a slight obstacle in this path of mine. Communication..its a beautiful thing. I so wish to have an open exchange with the one person I want to make a place for in my world. There is a catch, and it is a major catch..I have no idea where I stand with this person. I am so out of my element here. I admit this with no shame. I have been so removed from any possible emotional entanglements that this is a bog I am finding myself in. I am trying to stay above the rapidly shifting ground i find myself in..and i can feel the forces weighing me down so that each step feels as if I have run a marathon to get to that point. I am not one to hold back, when a thought crosses my mind I follow it..and I have been known to say the craziest most unexpected things. It is one of my many flaws I am *a frayed* A l

Politics
Whether Democrat or Republican, I think you'll get a kick out of this! A little boy goes to his dad and asks, "What is Politics?" Dad says, "Well son, let me try to explain it this way: I am the head of the family, so call me The President. Your mother is the administrator of the money, so we call her the Government. We are here to take care of your needs, so we will call you the People. The nanny, we will consider her the Working Class. And your baby brother, we will call him the Future. Now think about that and see if it makes sense." So the little boy goes off to bed thinking about what Dad has said. Later that night, he hears his baby brother crying, so he gets up to check on him . He finds that the baby has severely soiled his diaper. So the little boy goes to his parent's room and finds his mother asleep. Not wanting to wake her, he goes to the nanny's room. Findin

I'm Sorry
It pains me to know all that I have hurt. It kills me to know all that the one that I hurt most of all is myself. I have given up friendships with people that truly cared for me for what I thought was love but turned out to be lies, so many lies. I deserved it, to tell the truth. I just want all to know that I am truly sorry for all I have done. I just hope that those that I hurt (and they know who they are) can find it in their heart to forgive me, even if I never find out

What Most Men Want
Blond and huge chested.. *sighs.. too bad.. I don't have any of that... What I do have is intelligence, imagination, and one hell of an ass, but oh well. And I give earth shattering blow jobs..But since breasts are the most important. LOL - Get Your Own

Whooooo Hooooo Look @ These Hotties
THE BLUE LOUNGE PROUDLY PRESENTS THE BLUE LOUNGE HOTTIE'S ..................... evil angel ~ Blue Lounge Manager ~@ fubar DJ Gem~ Bigs Queen~Daddys Freak~Bar Manager@The Blue Lounge~FU-GF 2 My Hot Mama ~ A Tru Blu Bitch ~@ fubar ♥Angel ♥ Manager @Club Adrenaline~Bartender for Blue Lounge~Owned by Punk@ fubar *Mamasita**Owned by DJ MAD*Staff @ The Blue Lounge*FU-GF To DJ MAD& Fu GF To DJ MEG@ fubar "Mrs.G" ~{Goalie's Queen}~ ***R/L G/F & FU- WIFE 2 GOALIE_1 *** ~OWNED BY DJ DIXIE~@ fubar Jasmin´~Bartender~The Blue Lounge~@ fubar insanegurl-personal assistant to Big Bumpin head of security@bluelounge@ fubar **NEWORLEANSGIRL**Greeter @ The Blue Lounge@ fubar Darcy.(Personal assistant for DJ.Lost @ The Blue Lounge)@ fu

It Sucks Sometimes
for all my fubar friends and family, sorry I have not been around much to rate and comment everyone. But my life has been really hectic the past few weeks. My middle brother Steve (who just turned 49) was diagnoised with colon cancer and went through 2 surgeries(one would have done except the first surgeon screwed up big time) and it has been a big strain on all envolved. Hopefully things will settle down and I can be there for everyone in fubarland!! thanks for reading my venting, but isn't that what blogs can be for too?!! Have a good one everybody!!

Last Night On The Fu!!!!!!
well for a week, lol......... as most of you know, I leave in the weeeeeeee hours of the morning to go on vacation. HEADING TO PHOENIX, BABY! I leave at 430 am (yuck!) and return saturday morning at noonish (depending on flight status). Unofrtunately , I dont own a laptop computer so the most I will be able to do is check my mail every couple of days on a shared computer (if the hotel has one, most do these days). I hope none of you awesome fu-peeps forget about me :P I certainly wont forget any of you! Now I wont beg for attention for gifts or for you FU's to "show me love" while Im gone, most of you know Im not like that. So I hope you all have a great week and when I get back I will upload all the pics I took while I was down there. Take care everyone!!!!!

Horoscope For 10/27
You need to keep pushing through this phase and you might need to be extra patient with the people who are closest to you. Try to take a deep breath before dealing with anyone who tends to exasperate you. **** boy oh boy they got to be talking about one of my twin daughters there lol

A Few Thoughts
Boy meets girl. They grow together with a very special bond and connection. They go for walks, hold hands, exchange soft kises behind the tree or under the moon light. they go through the years, and she loves to smel his cologne, his skin as they hug in a soft gentle embrace. He loves to smell her perfume as she walks through a room sweet yet subtle smelling. He too loves the smell of her skin as they share a long embrace upon returning to one anothes arms. Relaxing together he runs his fingers through her hair, they enjoy cuddling, movies together, walkin to romantic mornings of making love. Deciding who will be the one making that first pot of coffee as they share the morning paper. They go through life learning how to love each other and compromise on decisions. He loves her like none other. Wipes her tears if she cries, brushes her hair from time to time, caresses her skin as they lay together, leaves her love notes, brings her flowers, for reasons like to see her smile, and l

I Just Wroted It Hehe
Here we are in our wedding white, listening to the sweet harmony of the music, hoping that we can only make it through this night, both our lives shattered into pieces like a mosaic. The sorrows of many have clouded our minds, but to you and I our love is of the heart, not sheepishly hid nor confined, I sit here and hope that we never part. My love has surpassed all others in the beyond, missing you everyone minute of the day, whether your beside me or you are gone, holding onto the dreams that I pray. Now at the alter exchanging our vowes hand in hand, you want to devote your heart to me, just as much as I want to be your man, the preacher says you may now take the ring. Things changing right before our eyes, never knowing what life might be, I look to you in sweet admiration and then realize, you are the one I want to cherish and take to death with me. Now here we are wed the preacher says kiss the bride, I raise the vale tears on my face, seeing the b

Miss Beatrice
Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties and had never been married. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a CUT -glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and he could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions said to place it on the organ, keep it wet and that it would

Putting Your Affairs In Order
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, "I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order." The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. "Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. Let's head to the club and have a martini." After 3 or 4 martinis, the two were feeling a little less somber. There were some laughs and more martinis. They were eventually approached by some of the woman's old friends, who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. "I've been diagnosed with AIDS." The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. After the friends left, the woman's daughter leaned over and whispered, "Momma, I thought you said you were dying of cancer

Why Do Ppl Hate
What I want to know is why do ppl hate so much on other ppl today I was on here talking to friends about Wicca and there was someone in the room that just went off on us we as wiccans dont put ppl down about there way of life and yes wicca is a way of life. they where telling us we r going to hell and we dont believe in god if they would just take the time to find out what wicca is about they would know all there gods and are gods and goddess are one god I would like to know what you think about this or not if you are just going to down me or my way of life then dont even comment. Blesses Be

Poem
A lost cause that never finds Troubled dreams and faded lines Forever drowning and cursed to be Losing touch and touch to see Tortured mind and hungered soul Loss of love; burnt out coal Tears of acid running dry Reality fading as I cry Hollow screams echo here Smell of twisted dying fear Smile of chaos; burning blood Lies of misery; sound of mud False hope and blinding pain Courage hiding and bleeding rain Sighs of passion and thirst of life Blurry visions an angry knife Imprisoned happiness locked up tight Lost the key end of sight Whispering voices; a trembling sound Fading faces that cannot be found Deceiving friends; Family of solitude Creating a world of low altitude Lingering worry and Deafening silence Bounded hurt; Scars of violence Brain of madness; feelings of war Captured imagination becoming soar Moving images captivating danger Alluring time; reflecting a stranger Cruel sincerity a broken sign Fantasy legend; wisdom of mine Pai

Big Contriversial Subject. Opinions Needed.
OK My wife is having to do a tesis paper for school on a contriversial subject. She has chosen Abortion. The help she needs? Opinions. The question? When is a life a life? IE when is a fetus alive? The reason for the question and choice of topic. She just recently had an ultrasound done, and we can see the baby yawning. Even the doc stated that is what we saw. We apreciate all opinions on this subject.

Achy
achy oh my body is acing for your touch lick you fingers and touch me a soft gentle kiss deep inside of me ready to explode to feel you inside of me would be wonderful you have unleashed my pleasure don't stop now go for the gold take it all no please don't stop now leave me motionless in my bliss

Guees Who
Hi all guess what finally got this page up....god knows i have missed everybody just love all of you Angels R Real Pony girl sue Bee the list goes on love you all so much i am so happy to be back again tried other sites but not as good as this.....my deepest thank you to all who have stuck by me & not given me away wanted to get back here sooner but couldnt get on & a big thanks to all for the birthday wishes you sent was much appreciated Anyway will catch up with you all soon much love ~ jovichick~

The Law For The Wolves
Now this is the law of the jungle, as old and as true as the sky, And the wolf that shall keep it may prosper, but the wolf that shall break it must die. As the creeper that girdles the tree trunk, the law brunet forward and back; For the strength of the pack is the wolf, and the strength of the wolf is the pack. Wash daily from nose tip to tail tip; drink deeply, but never too deep; And remember the night is for hunting and forget not the day is for sleep. The jackal may follow the tiger, but, cub, when thy whiskers are grown, Remember the wolf is a hunter—go forth and get food of thy own. Keep peace with the lords of the jungle, the tiger, the panther, the bear; And trouble not Hathi the Silent, and mock not the boar in his lair. When pack meets with pack in the jungle, and neither will go from the trail, Lie down till the leaders have spoken; it may be fair words shall prevail. When ye fight with a wolf of the pack ye must fight him alone and afar, Lest othe

Damnation And Blasphemy!
Well isn't life just fucking magical??? I fractured my toe in a mosh pit, then continued with the mosh pit and later went to hospital. Now I'm stuck with bandages on my foot and I gotta wear fucking sandals for 2 weeks! I blame the hippies!

Why Is It?
Why is it when you grow up you cant stand a sibling, but as soon as they are gone, you miss them like hell. I am sitting around almost in tears, but no one notices that I am hurting inside. I wish you were back, but you are an man that needs to live his life. I miss you my brother.

In God We Trust
Some of you may be wondering what Judge Roy Moore has been doing since he was removed from the bench for refusing to remove the Ten Commandments from his courtroom wall. Please read the poem he wrote. It's below his picture. The following is a poem written by Judge Roy Moore from Alabama. Judge Moore was sued by the ACLU for displaying the Ten Commandments in his courtroom foyer. He has been stripped of his judgeship and now they are trying to strip his right to practice law in Alabama. The judge's poem sums it up quite well: America the Beautiful, or so you used to be. Land of the Pilgrims' pride; I'm glad they'll never see. Babies piled in dumpsters, abortion on demand, Oh, sweet land of liberty; your house is on the sand. Our children wander aimlessly, poisoned by cocaine, Choosing to indulge their lusts, when God has said abstain. From sea to shining sea, our Nation turns away From the teaching of God's love and a need to always pray.

Help Please...you Wont Regreat It
ok here it is....Adam Marshall is tryin to make his comeback and needs to get 500,000 dollars raised b4 january so he can get on th road again and entertain ppl hes a former US Marine and he made it to the country music scean in '03 when he got back from Iraq he wrote all his songs while he was in Iraq and once he got home he got the chance to record his first album well after that he got to tour for awhile but all his money from his deployment went for his first cd and he would make money on it but have to turn it around and put it back in to his music all his life adam has wanted to preform country music and he got the chance breifly but he really wants to go out and do it again... this is truely the only thing that really makes him happy and anyone who would be willin to help wouldnt regreat it... So if you would like to help please contact me on Yahoo messenger @ coldfusiontech or send me a shout or a message on here

I Like This...
I asked God to take away my habit. God said, No. It is not for me to take away, but for you to give it up. I asked God to make my handicapped child whole. God said, No. His spirit is whole, his body is only temporary. I asked God to grant me patience. God said, No.Patience is a byproduct of tribulations; it isn't granted, it is learned. I asked God to give me happiness. God said, No. I give you blessings; Happiness is up to you. I asked God to spare me pain. God said, No.Suffering draws you apart from worldly cares and brings you closer to me. I asked God to make my spirit grow. God said, No.You must grow on your own, but I will prune you to make you fruitful. I asked God for all things that I might enjoy life. God said, No. I will give you life, so that you may enjoy all things. I asked God to help me LOVE others, as much as He loves me. God said...Ahhhh, finally you have the idea.

Y Oh Y
y oh y is everything upside down. y oh y is everything seeming to feel right y oh y am im happy at one point the feeling like i shouldnt care what is happening the next could it be that im finaly finding what i want could it be i have foudn what i need or could it be i have finanly realised that it matters to care what i want and what i feel and to start to let someone ppl know it

Because I Am Super Sissy! (.........wait, Is That Right?)
...and thus, borderline awesome. So I am babysitting for a 3rd night in a row... Thursday was just my regular babysitting gig for that night. Last night I watched the same child again for awhile so his Dad could get some much needed time out of the house. I was however paid very handsomely for it ^_^ Tonight I am watching Sis' munchkins so that she can go to a costume party tonight. She asked if I wanted to go, but Hubby closes tonight so I have no babysitting. I figure since I'm home anyways I could cut her a break....however all of our kids have been around each other since 11:30am (we had a b-day party to attend) and I am wondering how long until they all get cranky and start fighting one another. *hears whining coming from the bedroom where they are playing* Tomorrow.... don't think I have to watch anyone...don't hold me to it though. I kinda feel a little on auto pilot at the moment. It's fine though. I get a break of sorts in a couple of weeks for Kearney Faire

What Friends I Have
Man I can not believe I can not get help with my contest. If anyone wants to help me and stop being stuck up here is the link and ty for my real friends who do help me. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=550986&albumid=647053&i=1365246923

Dear Heart
i know you don't feel good today i know your love is miles and miles away i know u are bleeding inside longing and yearning to be with him you would do anything to make it happen crying and weaping all the time not able to breathe it feels so cold and lonely like theres nothing left i am sorry you feel this way i know you are broken i know you are shattered i know you are torn to pieces and it feels like no one cares once again i am sorry you feel this way listen well and you will hear him calling out close ur eyes and you will see him look inside and you will feel the love he has that will stand the test of time and be true that's one thing for certain he loves you. **just had to get it out and this is the result hope you guys can understand that i was talking to my heart** comments welcome

Can't Help It
I can't help smiling each time I remember falling in love with you ... and I remember it just like it was yesterday. I remember when saying good-bye for a few hours seemed like an eternity. I remember watching the clock and counting every minute till we could be together again. But most of all, I remember the feeling of "butterflies in the stomach", that only falling in love can give. Memories of those yesterdays are a special part of the love we share today. Because of them I know that love is a blossom the becomes more beautiful as it unfolds. I love our yesterdays they painted a beautiful background for all of our tomorrows. I LOVE YOU!!!!

What A Day I Had Today
well my day was a wild one once again. i have had alot of crazy things happen n for the ppl who talk to me on yahoo n msn from here u know all about. but it has gotten better. i also want to say ty callo for the great pics of u. bye everyone

When?
When will the hurt end? When will someone come and help me mend? The sadness is leakin through, you can see it in my eyes I don't scream, so no one hears my cries When will it start? I need some healing for my heart I don't think it will ever come My heart isn't beating like a drum It has died, along with my soul In this life, second best is my role What am I in the middle of? What will happen when push comes to shove? This mess is not what I wanted In my mind i'm haunted I want him, he wants me But why can't it be? I can pour my heart out, and him too I can't do this after what i've been through My heart can't take this I'm drowning in a painful abyss When will it stop?

For Those Who Care To Know What Happened
As some of you know, Blitzed Out had a falling. Things were going good for some time, had a great membership in our lounge.. and alot of people.. But one day, Fubar decided to do a change in the Lounges, and force all the lounges to create new ones. It was that moment in time, when alot of places ended up going into a downward spiral of death, Although, i do not regret the merge with Wet n Wild, because for a while, it was going awesome, The merging from the old lounges to the new (so called) improved lounges.. fucked everything up. A couple weeks ago, i decided i needed to back down from ownership of the lounge. Because i was losing sleep, my health conditions weren't improving along with alot of other stuff that only a few select people know about. Although, i did back down from ownership, I was still helping out here and there, especially with the website, and a few other things. I had left ownership to Kristy, Dess, and tags. Most of all, everything pretty much fell in t

Wolf Clan
Wolf Clan and the Salmon" ........ a Tsimshian story ........ A tribe who lived along the Nass River had a special place near the head of the river where they could find an abundance of salmon and wild berries. This helped to make their village a wealthy and respected one and it prospered for many generations. As time went on, some of the younger people began to forget the old traditions. They would show disrespect for their fellow creatures by killing small animals and leaving their carcasses to the crows and eagles. Once, when the salmon season was at its height, young men from the Wolf Clan caught several fish, cut slits in their backs, and put in pieces of burning pitch pine. When they were placed back in the river they frantically swam about like living torches. The young men thought this was fun and exciting and did not think about the cruelty and wastefulness they were showing. The elders, knowing this would anger the Chief in the Sky, protested and tried to talk

The Husband Store
> > THE IMPOSSIBLE DREAM?? > > > > WELCOME TO THE HUSBAND STORE!! A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the entrance is a description of how the store operates: WELCOME TO THE HUSBAND STORE!! You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch... you may choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! Happy Shopping!!!! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband... On the first floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1: These men have jobs and love the Lord. The second floor sign reads: Floor 2: These men have jobs, love the Lord, and like kids. The third floor sign reads: Floor 3: These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids and are extremely good

Wolf Story
THE WOLF Feared and hated by men the world over, the mighty wolf has been plagued by all forms of evil stories, myths and legends. Hunted, trapped and killed to the point of extinction, many of these majestic animals are gone forever -- their breeds and blood lines never to be seen again. In spite of the many horror stories of wolves hunting, tracking and killing humans, no such event has ever been confirmed. Their eerie and lonely howl, which can make the blood run cold, is merely their form of communication. Each howl, with its tone, depth, length and frequency carries a different message to the pack, or to the partner who is out of sight. They're merely "talking". If you carry wolf medicine, here are some characteristics that sound familiar to you: You are fiercely loyal -- to friends, family, ideals and principles. There is no compromise for you. You are very territorial. You protect all that is yours and your family's at any expense. You are fearless in your pr

Why Is That?
I dont understand, why am I the one whos fun to be around but not to date, the one whos great to talk to but not be with, why am I ur entertainment or ur ear to listen or ur money giver or there when u need help, yet u think of me as just another person? Someone who if died u would be like "who?". Isnt it messed up the way things went? How something so small could end something so great? How one lie can ruin everything that could have been good. If in order to be with u and be all the things I am, do I also have to be beautiful? Are u that ashamed of me? Do I cause u that much embarrasment? I wear my heart on my sleeve and I give my all in everything, friends, family, relationships. I refuse to be ur trophy. I am who I am and Im sorry if thats not good enough. U didnt take the chance to get to know me. U made accusations and assumptions and u threw them in my face...And after u danced on my heart u left me to pick the pieces up..Theres not enough glue in the world to fix it..I hope ur

Prayer By Disturbed
Will level you completely Bring to life everything that you fear Live in the dark, and the world is threatening Let me enlighten you This is the way i pray [chorus] Return to me Leave me no one Turn to me Return to me Cast aside You make me turn away [chorus]

Sad
So I know that I'm quiting work here soon but I'm still sad to find out when a good co-worker is quiting. I acually surprised myself that I was sad about my boss leaving, I'm all for him finding a better job and all. I've been at this company and gone through 4 managers, 5 supervisors and several leads. Maybe I'm selling myself short for what I can do or maybe I'm holding out for that perfect job. Who the fuck cares.. I read a comic today "hagar the horrible", he says the world is so much easier when you come to turms with three little words - "No one cares". My daughter is teething and I'm sad about that because she is growing up so fast. I want her to stay small and cute forever. But then I know my mom wished the same for me and now she's my bestfriend. So I guess I have to let her grow up partly because there's no stopping it and because I know one day we will have a good relationship too. I'm upset that our wonderful nation (USA) is going the wrong way. Every once in a while a

And It Keeps Getting Worse
my asshole of an ex messaged what looks like EVERYONE on my myspace list!!! IM getting messages left and right from people wanting to know what the fuck is going on! Can shit get any worse? Ok so if you are a friend of mine on myspace....please ignore any messages from tom the truth telling duck, if you feel you want to talk to him let me know!

Ugh So Pissed....sound Off Ppl!
OK let's see where to begin!!! As many of you on here know I am married. I live in Vegas...Party City! My husband works at a Casino here. We got into this huge argurment b/c I wnated to go out tonight for the Halloween Parties on The Strip! All his ass wanted to do is get to work. I asked him to take off tonight so we could go out b/c he is off on Sundays and Mondays so there is usually nothing going on on those nites. He refused. I am starting to think he is not wanting me to be around the guys he works with. Everytime I say something about going to the casino he works at he blows up and we usually end up in a big ass argument.... Now he is on my ass b/c I am hurt really bad b/c of our accident..... UGH I can't fucking win!!!!

Me
I am a single dad. My daughter lives with her mom. I am a carpenter and love my work. I love music. I have 2 dogs,4 lovebirds and an aquarium. I'm looking for someone special to spend the rest of my life with. I'm an only child,but not lonely. I'm a flirt. I have a twisted sense of humor. I'm not a joiner of group activities. I hate religion. If there was a god I'd tell it to fuck off and leave me alone. I LOVE LIFE Nuff said. If you want to know more ask me.

Bad Puns
Puns - (Groaners!) Two antennas met on a roof, fell in love and got married. The ceremony wasn't much, but the reception was excellent. A jumper cable walks into a bar. The bartender says, "I'll serve you, but don't start anything." Two peanuts walk into a bar, and one was a salted. A dyslexic man walks into a bra. A man walks into a bar with a slab of asphalt under his arm and says: "A beer please, and one for the road." Two cannibals are eating a clown. One says to the other: "Does this taste funny to you?" Patient: "I can't stop singing 'The Green, Green Grass of Home.'" Doctor: "That sounds like Tom Jones Syndrome." Patient: "Is it common?" Doctor: "Well, "It's Not Unusual." Two cows are standing next to each other in a field. Daisy says to Dolly, "I was artificially inseminated this morning." "I don't believe you," says Dolly. "It's true, no bull!" exclaims Daisy. An invisible man marries an invisible woman. The kids were nothing

Excalibur Is Back Woot
COME AND HEAR THE DJ'S THAT PLAY IT ALL ......... THAT IS RIGHT PLAYS ALL REQUESTS AND ALL DEDICATION..... COME AND HANG OUT AT THE CAMALOT LOUNGE WHERE THE KNIGHTS LOVE TO KICK IT .......... WE CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU ALL AGAIN .............. LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT EXALIBAR RADIO IS BACKKKKKK AND IN THE CAMALOT LOUNGE.............. >

I'm Tired Of This
im tired of just being a rate to someone.. from now on you will be deleted if im nothing but there to increase your popularity so dont whine, bitch, piss or moan when you get deleted because you can only change that period end of story!!!!

What Is This World Coming To!!!
Well now I think I have seen it all. What is this world coming to when a 13 year old punk is allowed to do crack and assult people. Today my boyfriend, my ex (yeah i'm still friends with him), my 13 year old and I were walking back from McDonalds after having lunch when the above mentioned teenager was walking towards us, we could tell by their reactions that they were on something. My ex tried to move out of the way of them but the one teen would move in the direction that he moved. As he came up to my ex he sucker punched him in the face, then laughed. The teen also had what they call biker rings on every finger on his hand. The other guy that was with him when asked by my ex what his problem was came up to him and tried to applogize for his friends reaction saying that it was just a Halloween prank. Then in the next sentence the guy that had hit my ex says it's my 13th birthday so what of it. I looked at the kid and told him that he had made a big mistake as I have worked in Civi

Tell Me What You Think
i have come to the conclusion that if a man says your sweet you got no chance in hell, so maybe i should stop being so sweet and becaome like the high percentage of women who are not sweet but total bitches seems they get farther in life by being total bitches and men seem to like them better then the so called sweet ones. so what do you think total bitch or stay what they call sweet

Day After
Well..... lol, everything went good. We all had a great time but Im pretty sure we wont be doing it again. Im pretty much happy with the way me and Bob have sex and having sex with other guys just sucks. Most men just dont know what a girl needs!! So, Ive decided Im a 1 dick and LOTS of pssy girl!!! lol But, it worked. Bob got hard. We fucked this morning. And everything seems to be getting back to normal. Thank again to all my girls. Love you all...... Tina

" I Have No Vip Until Im Back On My Feet "
DUE TO THE PERSON THAT SCREWED ME OVER AND SPONGED OFF OF ME , IM NOT ABLE TO AFFORD THE VIP , SO ALL FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL BE ONLY GETTING 10'S SORRY , UNTIL I CAN AFFORD IT TY'S FOR READING AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT . BREW

Halloween Costume Contest
Today we took Mykala to a Halloween costume contest, where she was dressed up as a glow in the dark skeleton. Out of her age group and from the scarest costumes she came in first place. After that we walked her in the parade. It has been a long day and we are both proud of our little girl. At first I didn't think she win. Now, she has a blue ribbon that is going into her scrap book of memories.

Life Is Beautiful
You can?t quit until you try You can?t live until you die You can?t learn to tell the truth Until you learn to lie You can?t breathe until you choke You gotta laugh when you?re the joke There?s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? I know some things that you don?t I?ve done things that you won?t There?s nothing like a trail of blood to find your way back home I was waiting for my hearse What came next was so much worse It took a funeral to make me feel alive Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful. Will you swear on your life, That no one will cry at my funeral? Just open your eyes Just open your eyes And see that life is beautiful.

Who Knows Me?
Who knows me best? the race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea....and send it back to me as a message But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor. Be honest and make sure you have fun with it. My name: Summarize me in three words: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: Do I smoke: Am I happy: Am I a good person: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: How do you make me smile: What's my favorite type of music: Have you ever seen me cry: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or somethi

Dressing Up
so we were going to go out but i don't know what to go as.... either a gangsta or a hooker..only problem is i don't know what a ganggsta really wears, and i can't do my own make up or hair to be a hooker...so i'm just gonne quit

Saturday Cleaning Update (at Bottom)
I will be cleaning up my friends list.. to start off with I am removing all friends.. I will be going to my fans list and readding friends from there. If you are my fan you will be getting a friend request and at that time i will make sure i have you fanned and rated has well. I know this may piss a few of you off but hey this is my page do what you gotta do.. to those of you that stay thanks and lots of love. keep in mind i have 15,000+ fans it may be a few days before you see my request in your box again but you will get it if your on my fan list If you want to be added has a friend during this time if not already a fan become a fan. Until I finish adding people from my fan list NO requests will be accepted. Its not fair to those who I knocked off when cleaning, that have been on my list awhile now. I promise you that if you are a fan you will get a friend request from me in your box. At that time you can decide to accept it or reject it. But I will NOT be accepting right now

So True!
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types 9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he asks what

Here Kitty Kitty Kitty!!!! :(
My cat, Mike, ran away 3 days ago. She has been a strictly indoor cat for over 6 years. No, I didn't have her declawed. I would never do that to a cat. I was leaving for work and she just bolted out the door and took off. I tried calling her, and looking for her but she must have panicked. I have "Missing Cat" posters up in the neighborhood. She also has a microchip in her neck. God I hope someone finds her. I call for her everyday. I miss my Mikey. So does Charlie, my other cat. He keeps looking in her hiding spots. Damn. I'm sad. Charlie's sad. Come home Mikey. Please.

A Ghost Of A Chance
Angela had just snuggled onto the couch with a blanket; was getting ready to read when the knock came to the door. Standing there was a deputy sheriff who gave her an official summons. She read it, thanked him and shut the door; crossed over to the telephone to call Frank Doyle; her lawyer. "Frank I don't understand. What's this all about?" she spoke distinctly trying to curb her anger. "How did the property get into this bad of a shape? What about the management group I left in charge?" "Easy Angela," her lawyer spoke quietly on the other end trying to calm her down. "Apparently they took off with everyone's money. Easy now, it's not your fault, but it's still your property and you are ultimately responsible for its condition." Frank had been best man at her and Carl's wedding. Carl's sudden heart attack had left Angela a young widow and afterwards she didn't want anything to do with their house. 'Their house' he thought. 'Carl had put everything into that property. He had lo

Who Knows Kim?
Who knows me best? the race is on......this is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea....and send it back to me as a message But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor. Be honest and make sure you have fun with it. My name: Summarize me in three words: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: Do I smoke: Am I happy: Am I a good person: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: How do you make me smile: What's my favorite type of music: Have you ever seen me cry: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or somethi

Ode To My True Friend
Ode to My True Friend by Elizabeth Pinard The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn't be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice and encouragement Whenever I didn't know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn't see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn't yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We are separated by many miles. Truly, the only thing that keeps me going Is my treasured memory of your smile. This friendship we share Is so preciou

Geez What A Day,
I am setting upstairs replying back to messages on my pc when i hear this whiz then a big bang, crash, i open up my window to see if i see anythng, no its not a christmas story, but its dark can't see nothing but lights on my gazebo which is missing the top section , where my eagle wind mill was on and a drunken two legged squirrel with a dang rifle or shot gun watever heck is standin down in front of it, i see our neighbor in her yard whose already called the state boys it seems he killed my eagle with one blast, guess in his drunken stupor he thought it was a turkey are they even in season here in illinois yet, geez what a day, the whizz was the bullet going pass my window, i might of been the turkey instead of my what was a beautiful handmade wind mill, now im going have to stuff in garbage, he spending the weekend in jail , gun confiscated , o my night not even over yet i got go to work in hr to wally world, i know there is a good funny country song in here somewhere just needs t

You Think.............
You thought you were better You thought you knew best You think you're worth more but to me you're worth less You like to cause pain You think it's a game You block out the light and bring on the rain You think you can hurt and no one will fight You think you can ruin destroy out of spite You think you can lie and no one will know the curtains go down it's the end of your show You thought you could do what you want for so long You think that you're right but this time you're wrong Sometimes before your mouth writes checks your ass cant cash ..think about it ..soometimes who ur messin with isnt one to lie down and take it...they could be me and be warned I will have mine in the end!

Happy Fall
Got this from a friend ...When I read it I loved it and wanted to share with my other friends Hope you enjoy as much as I did Being a human being is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff-- including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see. This was passed on to me from another pumpkin. Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch. Happy Fall!

~ Boycott Prince !!!! - Unbelieveable ~
The Great one should be lucky anyone is even listening to his music now. From TMZ.com Prince, Record Label Go Crazy over Dancing Baby Posted Oct 27th 2007 12:59PM by TMZ Staff Filed under: Celebrity Justice, Music In the battle between record companies and Internet users over copyright issues, an 18-month-old baby dancing to Prince's "Let's Go Crazy" finds himself smack in the middle Stephanie Lenz posted a 29-second video clip of her son dancing to the Prince track back in February, according to ABC News. In June, she received an email from YouTube saying that her video had been removed at the request of Universal Music Publishing Group, and that she could have her YouTube account canceled in the event of any future copyright infringements. In response to Universal's "takedown notice," Lenz filed a "counter-notice" and her video was restored six weeks later. For its part, YouTube told ABC that they are bound by provisions in the Digital Millennium Copyright Act t

No More
my feelings will be the death of me when there is no more left of me call it a hopeless destiny I gave my love obsessivly drownding myself in hennesy my suicidal tendancy swallow it down aggressivley and let it get the best of me

Get Well Soon Leeann
LETS ALL WISH LEEANN A GET WELL SOON AND PRAY FOR HER AND HER KIDS SHE JUST WOKE UP 2 HRS AGO FROM ICU THIS IS THE GREATEST FRIEND ANYONE COULD ASK FOR LETS ALL GO AND SHOW SOME LOVE TO HER AND TO HER PAGE Schatz@ fubar

I Need Help.
I am sick of my moodswings. All they do is bring the people i love and cherish pain. they don't deserve that. they've done nothing wrong. but i can't control it. i try, oh god i try. And... it's pushing them away. It hurts me to know i cause them agony. And what's worse is that whenever something bothers me, i'm too afraid to talk about it. I clam up. and it upsets them. I don't know why I can't talk. I used to be able to. I think it's because I'm trying to deny the fact I'm a hormonally-imbalanced 16 year old girl. I try to act so mature, so stable, but... I'm not. I'm a child. When i'm not in a relationship with someone, they see me as the mature, intelligent, capable girl i show myself to be. but in one? i'm weak, childish, unstable, and clingy. I'm afraid. afraid of not being good enough. I know i've hurt phil more than enough by jsut beign too afraid to say how i feel. I try to force myself sometimes. it doesn't work. And i hate it. He's the best thing that's ever happened to me.

Wanna Know Something.......
TO ANYBODY AND EVERYBODY..... YOU WANNA KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT ME OR WHO I'M INVOLVED WITH OR WHO I FUCKIN WANT, COME ASK ME, I'LL TELL YOUR ASSES......BUT DON'T GO ASSUMING THINGS AND TALKIN SHIT WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK YOU'RE TALKIN ABOUT! NUFF SAID!

Absence
to all my friends and family, sorry i haven't been on in a while. the new job is kickin my ass, and to top thst, the job itself has given me a cold. workin inside a freezer. . . woohoo. anyway, i will try to get on more as soon as i get rid of this . i hope to talk to everyone soon. . much love and nibbles and licks

I Had To Laugh...flash!
TO THE GIRL THAT FLASHED ME WHILE DRIVING.....You were on the sidewalk with a gaggle of your friends and you were all rushing toward the curb. I hit my brakes, afraid that you were going to run into the street, but you flashed me instead. Never before have I believed in love at first sight. They were shapely and round and oh-so-generously proportioned, with smooth creamy skin, and they were proudly standing up with the resilience of youth. I immediately began thinking of all the things I could do with your breasts -- we could go for long walks together on misty mornings, have dinner in romantic restaurants, go for bike rides around the lake. I began to imagine a lifetime of waking up with your breasts in my face, continuing to love them as age and gravity inevitably take their toll. I could write poems for your pom-poms, ditties for your titties. Eat your heart out Keats -- who needs a Grecian urn when I've got a pair of ice cream sundaes with cherries on top? I'm almost ce

Tears In The Rain
There was a time when she was happy, although she cant remember when. It is raining, as tears are streaming down her face, for at this moment, her world is crumbling. In her arms, her soul mate is dying. She believes it is her fault. She thinks to herself, "The bullet was meant for me, not you." Not knowing what to do she lays next to him, lying on his chest, listening, but it is silent. The song of his heart is gone, the sound of him breathing is no more...he is gone. She screams, but no one seems to hear her. She vows never to let anyone get close to her again. Although she did not pull the trigger, she feels as though she is the murderer. The sirens of police cars ring loud, and the questions start. "Ma'am are you ok"..."Do you know who did this", "Can you give us a description." However she can do nothing but stare at his lifeless body as the paramedics try to revive him. Then as they call the time of his death, she sinks to the ground. Her heart is broken...no...It

Happy Fall
Being a human being is like being a pumpkin. God lifts you up, takes you in, and washes all the dirt off of you. He opens you up, touches you deep inside and scoops out all the yucky stuff-- including the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc. Then He carves you a new smiling face and puts His light inside you to shine for all the world to see. This was passed on to me from another pumpkin. Now, it is your turn to pass it to a pumpkin. I liked this enough to send it to all the pumpkins in my patch. Happy Fall!

Truth And Honesty
How can you not see that the things you do can break someone's heart. You say things you don't mean and make them think you're one person when you're really not. How can you play with someone's emotions like a toy? Have you ever hurt that way? Would you want someone to do that to you, or worse your little girl? When you say you love somone you should mean it from deep within not just say it because it sounds good. To say those words and make the promises that come with being in a relationship should not come easily. Have you ever cried for someone you loved? Did you like how it felt? Does that aching burning feeling eat at you in everyway? How would you feel if someone intentionally tried to hurt you? Maybe they have, but don't take it out on the people who do love and care for you. That my dear will only come back to haunt you again. If you truly love someone you should stop giving yourself to others. How would you feel inside to see the one you love with all your heart giving themsel

Don't Mistake Flexible For Weakness.
Firm and flexible Anything that is too rigid can be quickly fractured by sufficient force. By contrast, anything that is flexible can experience blow after blow from every direction and still keep springing back into place. When you're willing and able to bend, you're much less likely to break. By adapting to changing situations, you can successfully make your way through even the most difficult challenges. Being flexible does not mean giving in or giving up or being any less firm or being any less committed to the outcome you seek. Being flexible means being more understanding, more creative, more open to new and better ways of achieving the results you wish to achieve. A tree that bends with the wind does not get carried off by the wind, but in fact stands firmly in its location. Flexibility enables you to remain strong, to remain true to your position, and to successfully handle whatever challenges come along. If you're overly rigid, you may appear strong on the surface,

You Might Be A Pennsylvanian If
You refer to Pennsylvania as "PA." You know how to pronounce Bryn Mawr, Schuylkill, Bala Cynwyd, Duquesne, Punxsutawney, Susquehanna, and Allegheny. You know what a "Mummer" is. You can use the phrase "fire hall wedding reception" and not even bat an eye. You absolutely hate T.O. You really miss Y-100. At least 5 people on your block have electric "candles" in all or most of their windows all year long. Words like "hoagie", "sticky buns", "shoo-fly pie", "pierogies" and "pocketbook" actually mean something to you. You know the time and location of every "wing night" in a 20 mile radius. You consider an exotic vacation to be a trip to Ocean City, Virginia Beach, or Myrtle Beach. You think very little of an Amish buggy on the road. You've run up the steps to the art museum emulating Rocky at least once. You know that Intercourse, Climax, Virginville, Paradise, Mars, and Slippery Rock, Blue Ball, and Bird in Hand are all PA towns. You love Birch Beer

Learning Right From Wrong
People get into trouble Left behind nothing but all the sorrow Even going threw all the pain There wasn't nothing to gain Sometimes people do fake Turns others into hate Abandoned in disgrace With nothing to embrace Dealt with turning feelings Going threw all its dealings The evil one was to blame Tossed out into the flame No secrets have gone untold All has had been unfold The heart has been to laid It's all starting to fade The gift of the guilt Years amount piled was built A newness has come to place Someday I know I'll be in his grace

Bubbly
I've been awake for a while now You've got me feelin' like a child now 'Cause every time I see your bubbly face I get the tingles in a silly place They start in my toes And I crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go The rain is falling on my window pane But we are hiding in a safer place Under covers staying dry and warm You give me feelings that I adore They start in my toes Make me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go What am I going to say When you make me feel this way I just mmmmm And they start in my toes Makes me crinkle my nose Wherever it goes I always know That you make me smile Please stay for a while now Just take your time Wherever you go I've been asleep for a while now You tuck me in just like a child now 'Cause every time you hold me i

Disabete
they say there's a reason for everything so what is the reason for disabete my wife has it and i got her to go to a doctor because it was running between 300 and 560 now they got it down to 129 to 200 , but what is the reason i am lost on this people eat what they can eat then you have to drop everything you use to be able to eat just to improve your health it just dont make any scence to me their should be something they could do without you haveing to stop eating the things you like or crave

(hadith) Food
Mu' meneen Brothers and Sisters, As Salaam Aleikum wa Rahmatullahi wa Barakatuh. (May Allah's Peace, Mercy and Blessings be upon all of you) In the name of Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful Prophet (peace be upon him) said: “The food for two suffices for three; and the food for three suffices for four persons.” (Al Bukhari and Muslim – Page 497 Chapter 62 Hadith No. 565 Riyad-us-Saliheen) Commentary: We are told that if on some occasion a host feels that the prepared food is too little to feed his guest, all of them should willingly share it with each other. This will be both blessing and rewarding from Allah.

A Light At The End Of The Tunnel
As I had walked threw the city in darkness, a light was shinned upon me and it gave me great warmth. A warmth that I once used to reconize but ignored. Wings as a gift he gave so I can fly to the next demention. Feeling the pull and grabbing on my body, yet strong enough to break threw it. To let be free like a bird caged for some time, feeling its freedom was so stressfree, more then anything in this world of hatred, selfishness, and critalizm. In the wild, in the dessert, in the ocean is where you will find harmony,peace, and love. There is where you will find the real reason for living, respect, and enjoyment.

Humiliation
Today I was humiliated more than I have ever been in my life, just because I was me for once. I was talked into wearing my old clothes...the goth ones...out in public for the first time in almost 2 years...because its "sexy" they said...fucker. Not only was it a ploy to humiliate me in front of people who already spend their time whispering behind others backs...but they also made me feel like a total fucking whore...by groping me in public...i want to just break down in tears and cry but i cant because it means they win. just so tempted to do a vanishing act...why do fuckers have to persicute a girl for being herself...

Just Fuck It!
As darkness comes, enjoying the sounds of the earths creatures flopping in circles over the head, I can walk without being judged. No one can see me and dont want to be seen. becoming to a point that the only way days are better is just to say "fuck it". A tear will never be shed as before cuz of not caring anymore has probably saved a life. Into the darkness I am cuz as the world goes to sleep, I can roam the earth freely, without hassel, without heat. Dark blue he may see me wearing, it is my colored mirror of the darkness. He may think I may live a unhappy life, lol, I am surrounded by friends of all species and I am completely content and dont give a fuck what he says. Into the grave of all the souls who walked this crappy earth, brothers and sisters of mine comes out to play. Messing with peoples minds they enjoy best, lies I've learned best from. I know all that I want to know and for what I dont know, who cares!

Can You Answer My Riddle?
I look in the mirror and all I see is a surrounding color of red that consumes the body. Staring at the person in the mirror is the side it once was, a side it enjoyed being. the look of seduction, giving that warmth threw the tips of its fingers to others, sitting on top of its throne looking at the world below its feet. One day it awoken the early morn. It saw a different color. A color that went away but stood by its side. It does not give a shit anymore, it's what happens when time surpasses on. What it keeps with it, stays with it and what it dont want, will get burned in the flames. Now the only question is, what is "IT"

Looking At The Past
For many centuries she stood there watching, dazying, urining for something she could not have. It was out of her reach but in fantasy she could do whatever she wanted. When the time came about, she was estatic, smiles upon smiles and held on so tight no one could even breathe. And that caused problems. Then after awhile it became known that what she was doing was so evil, so hot, so much in the dark she knew what she had to do. She had to let it go, it wanted to go and she had no choice but to let it happen. It was for the best for both of them. She faught so hard but it wasn't enough. Why? Because it was doomed from the beginning before it even started. As her guardian stood beside her, helping when she calls, she looks upon a image of once was loved, forced to let go for all the right reasons, for all eternality, to make everything right again. The battle is done and never to return again. Thank you for opening her eyes to the trueness of you.

Being Bi
OK SO I AM BI, DOES THAT MAKE ME A BAD PERSON. I RATE THE LADYS BECAUSE I THINK ALL LADYS ARE SEXY.BIG SMALL SHORT OR TALL DON'T MATTER TO ME. SO IF ME BEING BI AFFENDS YOU THEN WELL WHAT CAN I SAY BUT TUFF SHIT FOR YOU.

Real Life Real Feelings
As she sits looking upon the horizon, clouds moves behind her readying to be unloaded, viewing the white rapids formed the beach from 30 mph winds, she enjoys the sounds of the water crashing onto the sand. As she sits there, alone, she thinks of how it's a shame we had to learn the hard way, living, family, friends, love, life. What can you live with and what can you live without? With age grows wisdom and knowledge. She has learned how to deal with the bad, the unforgiven, living from a well off family to a poor one, not to be selfish, spoiled, conceaded, and materialistic because living poor taught her to enjoy what she has and not what would make her happy. To put herself in others shoes, which helper her understand them more instead of her own thoughts of how things should only be done her way without a care of what others think. To understand that you'll get what you need instead of throwing a tempertantrum or seeking revenge because it doesn't go your way. And man made things ar

Claws Of Love
As she feels the claws of the passion, the love that she has gripping around her throat, she falls into a seduction as he wraps around her soul, in the darkness, he embraces the sword that would defeat any man who may even look at her in the wrong way would be done with right then in there. Protecting the love that he has for her is done in two different ways, to protect himself of his own future fears or to protect her no matter the cost may be, dis-bite his own. Clearly his love conquers all as he continues to fight for the love of his life...

Happy Memerial Day!
As time passes, loved ones come and go. Rememberance of their company and laughter but now it's time to move on and live life the way we are meant to. Leaving the past behind is always a tough one, no one said it would be easy. And in time, we will again smile, laugh, and enjoy other loved ones company. And when time seems to stand still over a memery, smile and enjoy the good times we have had. Learn from the mistakes made by that person and hold tight to those that do love you and are around you on a daily basis for they will help you threw the bad, sorrow, pain, and loss of that special loved one you are made to let go.

Mournful Night
To lie awake a mournful night To have you close and hold you tight To dream about these things seems right and having you close with all my might But you I fear do not agree And in return do not love me So still I acke to hold you tight And lie awake a mournful night

Is Tonight The Night To Die?
As the world turns, so does the blood, flowing threw the tubes as in time gets worse and worse. spuring out a hole, smiling at the scene, not giving a care in the world of what is truely going on. Walking around, dips hit the floor, stairing threw the window, with nothing being in view. thoughts run threw the mind, wishing, and wondering, why cant he see I am the decease and the reason we are going threw this. I never know what lies ahead, but still I walk around with this dagger in my hand. Is this the real me, do I have a shield, am I protecting my heart. I should be ammune to all the pain by now, or turn the pain into pleasure, oh yeah, I'll make another hole and watch it drip once more. Sitting in confused, crying out tears, screaming on the top of my voice, no one is there nor care to listen. One may say I was never alone, that maybe true but he has no form. Nothing there I can touch, my eyes can barely see, not even a scent nor sound can be revealed. Lies flow over in the

Tonights Mystery Lane
As I walk threw this pathway, unable to know where it leads. It could be better then what I leave behind me, or it could be worse. But with never knowing where it leads, I take the chance to see how it goes. With so many people surrounding me, I walk the path of uncaring. My life if what I make of it and only I can let what makes me happy be. Anger and flustration is a waste of good time, the heart hardens and protects itself for as much as it has been stomped on and abused by its owner and others. My lips as red as my blood, my hair as black as my soul, my cloak as long for warmth, and my staff to keep myself protected. Dont dare piss me off, I'll haunt your dreams at night. My outfit might turn you on, but its thorns will rip you a new asshole.

"whatever Happens Happens"
Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past ~ stop planning for the future ~ stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel ~ stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel ~ Sometimes we just have to go with....... "Whatever happens happens"

Life's Lesson
The joys and sorrows of living, often brings up feelings untold. You try but you can't deny it, because it lives within us all. Happiness is expressed by laughter, tears is a symbol of pain. What it does to you as a person, Is sometimes hard to comprehend or explain. by klo_spice kizzy

Best Smile Contest.
Best Smile Contest. Contest will include two winners. The grand prize is 1 month VIP membership or 3 day BLAST Runner up prize 1 day BLAST There will be 25 contestants. Sorry guys this is females only. Rules: 1. You, your self, may only vote once. 2. Everyone else can vote up to 5 times for thier person of choice. 3. comments are welcome as votes. 4. Once the picture has been entered to me, you may not change it. This contest will begin Nov 12th and end on Nov 21st. Prizes be awarded Nov 22nd. Entry: If you want to be one of the 25 email me. Choose your pic, and ill add it to my pics under Best Smile Contest. Your job will be to get people to vote. This is the link they need to go to. Inform them the pics are in My Photos Under Best Smile Contest. http://www.fubar.com/user/1250633

For My Mom Happy Birthday I Miss You
REMEMBERING MY MOM ON HER BIRTHDAY WE ALL MISS YOU After her cancer treatment that day she came to watch birth of her 1st greatgranddaughter imikimi - Customize Your World She would hear baby cry and make us bring her to her.and even managed one day to dress baby after bath.ill never forget it. imikimi - Customize Your World my mom with my stepfather.he passed aug.12th 1994.Mom passed on March 12th which was their annivsery.He came to get her.R.I.P.MOM &DAD I MISS YOU BOTH. imikimi - Customize Your World HER SONG SHE WANTED PLAY AT SERVICE. >

Being Harrassed By My Ex
ok so this morning out of the blue i get a message from someone on myspace, that apparentlly knows me well, about my son. It freaked me out let me tell you, I got so many messages I had to block him, I am pretty sure it was my ex husband under another name harrasing me. sending me mesages about the custody issue of our son, and how I have made no attempts to have him in my life, which is all FALSE! Once i gave temp custody to my ex sister inlaw 3 years ago, i was phased out of his life, and contact was lost. At the time tho, i was in no position to go to court, due to my new marriage, which was really bad. And if thats not bad enough, this person got ahold of my ex girlfriend too and sent her messages about my son....what the fuck! Someone has been spying on my life, keeping half assed tabs about things in my life, and starting shit online. What am I suppose to do? Go to court...again? Guess I dont have a choice, I am being threatened by someone Online anyways about paying child suppo

If You Got Something To Say To Me, About Me Say It To My Face..
Ok so for some of you who don't know I used to be an owner in Blitzed out. I decided to stop for a few reasons.. The primary reason being for myself. For this I have been called a backstabber and well I guess that would seem right to some who like to look at a one sided argument. The simple fact of the matter is that I need a break from owning.. any kind of responsibility so I can get my stuff back on track. Did anyone ever bother to ask that? No.. what always mattered what was going on with them.. I'd be there to listen and help people.. So why is it now that I'm a backstabber? Because I'm friends with certain people my friends may not like and the path that I chose was to do my own thing versus trying to keep all my broken family together like I always did? Because I chose option B and chose to do not what everyone else was doing? Well fuck that I'm not going to the lounge "everyone" is in just because its a busy lounge.. I'm not responsible for what everyone else does

Guide Not Force
I’m the type of person who believes that we as adults have the duty in guiding our children down the right path. My views on racial politics aren’t the views of many, however I will try to guide my children down the same path I guided myself down but I will never force them to believe what I believe. I just finished watching a documentary on Lam and Lynx; to those who do not know who these young girls are they make up the band called Prussian Blue. After watching this documentary, it has dawned on me that two beautiful young girls are being held captive by their mother’s views, they are unable to speak freely in their own home all because of their mother and the views she forces down their throats. Like I mentioned before I believe that it is right to express your views to your children, I believe that if a child wants to grow up and become what you are he or she will do so with little coaxing on your part, however if a child shows resistance it is not your job to make their lives

My Ex-girlfriend
See me and my ex have been together for about 4 months and now we are seperated. To me its lik a good thing but at the same time its not im not shure but anyways, im just happy to be singel and not have to worry abuot the drama.

Take It Back
I have random thoughts today...and I just want to put them down..so I apologise ahead of time if I am not making since. Every time I make a mistake I wish I could take it back..but subconciously I know I can not..yet I try to put it out of my mind and still..it appears.. I keep making this mistake of not listening to the inner voice that leads me to freedom..for some reason I think I can control the inevidable...but soon find out that I can not..I am feeling sick today and I am not so sure it is because I actually drank alcohol last night (I rarely drink because I don't have control there) OR I feel sick because I feel guilty...I had fun..too much fun..and I honestly believe I do not deserve to have fun...I know that in the past I deserved to be happy and have everything I deserved and wanted..but 1,000 mistakes along the way tells me that I am not good enough to injoy that type of life any more..So many times I wish I could trade this life in and get a different one to start over.

Along The Watershore
As she stands alone, near a cave that is so cold, night falls and the moon shines upon her darken soul. Listening to waves crashing below her and how she used to do that years back, getting away from everything but only her thoughts keeps following her. At a distance a castle awaits company that she is not allowing herself to have, a life that is completely different from the safe place she is used to and scared to change. Still she walks the path of the known and enjoys it and tries to make the best of it but another parts of her seems like she is lost and confused. Trying to ignore it is a laugh because she has had a taste of the other life but still afraid to step into it. Why dont someone just take this dagger that she plays with in the sand and sheid some blood instead of tears. Put her out of her misery then maybe she dont have to dwell about this heartache any longer.

Is There Any Perpose In Life
CreedBulletsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com it's the pain of being pushed aside, it's the pain of being constantly blamed, it's the pain of being vibrantly alive it's the pain of knowing soon I'll die. it's the pain of thinking i've found love, it's the pain of knowing i've been betrayed, it's the pain of seeing you again, it's the pain of never being without this pain. it's the pain of constantly saying good-bye, it's the pain of knowing I'll never know why, it's the pain of realizing it's another day, it was the pain of watching you walk away. No stars in the sky One light in the dark I can't see anything except my face Nobody heard me Nobody want to listen Nobody awake My voice just lose in the dark In their world I'm not alive But I'm shouting in the dark I'm shocking in the dark I'm hiting in the dark I wanna swallow the whole dark I'll rip the dark With my black knife I saw a bleeding line A shining line It's

In Darkness
In the dark, I am sadden by what once was happy, now has been ripped away from my soul. I say a prayer before I dream away of thoughts that only remains inbid of me...Now I lay me down to rest, my soul is gone and all the best, I pray in the darkness to be my guest. If I should awaken from this painful quest and come to life instead of death. I hope that he knows my love for him, as I could take my last breath.

This Nation
Subject: FW: Jay Leno: Why are we so ungrateful? MUST READ! Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true, given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed, and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the President. In essence, 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What are we so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time, and see more food in moments than Darf

Build A N****a Complex
This is for those people that date blk ppl for any reason. Blk ppl are not Duncan Hines yellow cake box mixes. Although those that allow themselves to be made that way, have no courage at all to follow their goals anyway. So don't worry, it's not only the baker. Blk ppl are not works in progress or need to be changed, edited, or upgrade like phones or computers. We have a culture that may be different, but it deserves equal respect no matter how stereotypical that blk person seems to be. Blk ppl dont want the asian to stop loving fish or rice and wht ppl to saying Git-Er-Done!. We want our fried chicken and watermelon in peace as well. If a blk person has a job that is not in the top 100 of jobs that your parents or family prefer, it is not your job to make the blk person to seek it or even educate themselves for it. It's a matter of your own choice, love it or leave it. The suit does not make the man and the blue contacts do not make the woman. I'm done... maybe I will revisit t

Adoptoion
saunders21: FUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol k if uget this and someone sent it to u email me bac with taht person name thw winner gets a week of free drinks on me

Broken Heart
As I sit in the darkness of my soul, I welcome the sadness and heartache that has haunted me for so long. A month seemed like a year, time spent with one seemed to of been more of a daydream. Still I can feel the touch of a warm hand, the smell surrounding my body, the breath on my neck, and the kiss ever so gently. Tears fall as I start to get hostile, wanting to throw something but yet nothing around me. Im in the dark with nothing inside, trying to find the air hole cuz Im having a hard time breathing. All I can do is sit here all crunched up. All I can do is think about is you. Outside the box I am fine, happy, and seeming like nothing is wrong. But inside the box is where you are, and in the box is where I belong....

Finish Last
Why is it guys always say nice guys finish last. when its the same for the women nice ones always finish last. the ones that have a lot to give and could make some on happy the guys or the women dont want them. seems to me they rather have the bad boys or the bad girls. nice women need the same as nice guys. the love affection and want them just for them and to make that some one happy.so why is it so hard to find one of those guys?

Perpetual Adolescence
i've found that some people in my peer groups have relegated themselves to the concept that the world owes them something like a Christmas toy in the downtown Hecht Company window(those that understand will follow along at this point). The constant whine or gadget buying that seem in their minds increase their status. Whether it's GPS, PS3, XBOX, WINMX, or whatever else keeps them at 10 years old, they will invest time and money. Text messaging has become like passing notes in their 5th grade class even when a semi-truck is crossing the green light and the messager must beat it just like a GTA turbo car. Maybe someone will get a replay. My point is folks over 18 should recognize that we will get old and die one day, so it's time to plan as such and raise ourselves and families to reflect that we have gotten beyond the acne stage of life. It's sad that I see 35 yr old people without jobs who spend more time online playing games and building friends lists than looking for a job. Your

60 Things Most Girls Don't Know (edited By Me)
This is one of the most ridiculous postings I've ever seen. You can't blanket statement and expect it to be true for everyone... I'm going to go through this one by one and point out all the statements that can't be applied to all guys... just so you don't get confused most of the original list doesn't apply to me. >60 Things Most Girls Don't Know >Body: 60 Things Most Girls Don't Know >[a guy wrote this]? Supposedly a guy wrote this... he must of been the dumbest guy I've ever heard of. >[?]Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 5 guys..you're a HOE) Why does everyone assume all guys have sex with sluts? I mean... I for one have never and will never do that. It's dissgusting if you ask me. >[?]"Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. Bullshit, just because I ask a question doesn't mean I'd stammer... for all you k

Why
why do they always blame you when you not the one at fault for what they caused to happen on thier own vialation? why do they always tell you its your fault when you break thier heart when they broke yours first? why can't they ever take the blame for what they did to themselves? why can't they let go when they know they've already lost you? why do they always have some kind of excuse why it's not thier fault for you breaking thier heart? why do they always think that it's all on you when thier the ones who can't let go of what they've already lost? Why is it that they all act the same to try and tell you that you are the slut that ruined the relationship when thier the ones who said they were still in love with someone else and didn't want to be with you any more? Why can't they just accept the fact that you don't want to be with them any more? Why am i always the one at fault for someone

Taxes
Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him Taxes Are the rule. Tax his work, Tax his pay, He works for peanuts Anyway! Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To Tax his ass. Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then Tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then Tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, 'Taxes drove me to my doom...' When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance Tax! Accounts Receivable Tax Building Permit Tax CDL license Tax Cigarette Tax Corpor

What All Guys Need To Know
ARE YOU WILLING TO: This means you better do it. FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of "those" arguments. FIVE MINUTES: This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. NOTHING: This means "something" and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (With Raised Eyebrows): This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". GO AHEAD (Normal Eyebrows): This means "I give up" or "do what you want because I don't care". You will get a "Raised E

Weekend Links: Download The O&a Show, Bye-bye Philly, Sound Byte Contest Continues, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Videos Online, Walkover Returns Next W
It's a rainy, crappy weekend here in the Northeast, so what better excuse could we have for hunkering down in front of a computer and updating you folks on this world wide crazy interwebs... As always, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Show, you can download it online from AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/26/07 (EROCK and Master Po Dancing on CW11, Ben Mezrich) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/25/07 (Maury Povich) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/24/07 (Adios WYSP, R Lee Ermey) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/23/07 (George Carlin and John Waters) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 10/22/07 (Louis CK) It's true, kids. The Opie and Anthony Show is no longer on WYSP in Philadelphia. Fortunately, YOU CAN STILL HEAR US ON XM, DAMMIT - GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every day, for about a month, the Opie and Anthony Show is going to give away ONE THOUSAND DOLLARS to a lucky listener. Here's what you do: 1. Listen between 7am and 7:30am for the soun

Me
OK so what do you want to know? I am a 30 year old amn that works in a factory and I'm trying to promote. I work for Caterpillar Inc. in Decatur, IL and I am a Quality Specialist 4 aka auditor. So basically I check other peoples work and try and solve quality issues. Other than that I have a gf that I love very much and she will be moving in towards the end of the year. She is pushing to get married but I'm wanting to take it one step at a time. I'm sure I will but would like to set the pace a little more. On here I'm just looking to chat and hang out. Oh yeah I used to be a professionally trained chef. If you want to know more ask and I will tell you

Last Night
OMG... First off let me just start by saying if you live in the country do not go see SAW 4 on a full moon night... Me and CD went to go see Saw 4 last night it was alright but not one of the best. Anyways on our way home it was like really foggy outside I mean so bad to where you could barely see the end of the hood on a car so me I drove slow down the interstate. We were doing fine until we were almost home and a damn deer came out from nowhere and rammed the truck. It smashed the drivers side window all to crap and you can see scarps from the deer antlers running all the way down the side of the truck and all the to the tailgate. It also broke out the tail light. We finally got home and had to get all the glass up out of the truck and off of us. CD and his brothers went looking for the deer and the damn thing is gone nowhere to be found. Ok there is my little warning about going and seeing Saw 4 on a Full Moon Night....

If I Had My Life To Live Over
IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandma ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains or the bugs. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching my children grow. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnan

I Am Really Not Superwoman...only In My Mind.
Okay, I am officially an idiot! I think I must be superwoman and can do shit by myself like oh...lift a California King size mattress by myself! Um, does anyone know how much they weigh? HEAVY! Ours also has extra weight on it because it has a 4" thick memory foam pad on top of it. Let me back up here. I bought new bedding about a week ago, probably longer. We wanted (I) a change. Sick of the palm tree look for our bedroom and wanted something a little more exciting! So we bought a cheetah print! Yes, pretty wild. I have been wanting to change everything but Peter wanted to wait to do it so we could paint first. The cheetah print doesn't go with yellow and green walls! He wants to retexture the ceiling and walls before he paints because he never liked the way it was done the first time. So this is going to be a huge project. Well, little impatient me is sick of looking at the bedding in the bag still. I want it out on my bed! I had to get a new black bed skirt,

Marijuana
Under the Federal Controlled Substances Act of 1970, cannabis is classified as a schedule one substance. Schedule one substances are defined as currently having no accepted medical use in the USA and having a high potential for abuse. Cannabis is the name of the genus to which the plant belongs. Three species names for Cannabis are indica, sativa, and ruderlaris. The preparation made from the stems, buds, and leaves of Cannabis is known as marijuana. Cannabis' psychoactive effects are caused by potent psychotoxins, which are present throughout its various forms (i.e. marijuana). The most well known of these psychotoxins, which is also it's primary psychoactive component, is delta-9-tetrahydrocannibinol (THC). There are many forms of THC; at least eighty derivatives have been synthesized and studied pharmacologically. The effects of THC range from euphoria and relaxation to anxiousness. From the various studies that have been done on marijuana, there has emerged evidence for mariju

Priceless (cop & Ticket)
While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked . "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge..."

To Share That Moment In Time
To Share that moment in time By Eric Ethan Let share the night together. Let’s build that Bon Fire you always wanted to glare high in the moon light. Let eat that hot marshmallow that was roasted over the hot fire Let cuddle under that big quilt together and gazed at the fire and share dreams together Lets gazed at the shooting stars together and makes wishes and keep them those wishes closed together to the heart. Let’s dance under the moon to our favorite tunes I twist you around to capture you on the other side of my arm. We cuddle again under the big blanket and get cozy holding each other hands very tight. Give you the softest kiss under the moon light that kiss will last forever in your heart Give you the tightest hug in front of the fire that hug will last ages for ever in your heart The End

Help A Soldier Out
I am helping a really good friend of mine in a contest, he is leaving tomorrow for the Army and is in his first ever contest. I really really want him to win tonite. He just barely past the leader and needs the boost to put some space between them. Please take some time to post a few comments to help him out. THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH!! WHOEVER POSTS 200+ COMMENTS I WILL GIVE YOU 5000 FUBUCKS!! JUST LET ME KNOW!!

Extacy
They look so innocent---like Flintstone vitamins or sugar pills. Your five-year-old would pick them up and eat them, thinking them to be just candy. They come in all shapes and colors. MDMA (3, 4 methylenedioxymethamphetamine), also called Ecstasy, XTC, X, Versace, the hug drug, the love pill, and numerous other names reflecting the various imprints on the pills, is clearly out there in far greater volume than traditional law enforcement seizures have indicated. U.S. Customs had seized only 1,000 MDMA pills in 1995, then 400,000 in 1998 and this exploded into 9.3 million in 2000. Widespread use of this drug is of serious concern due to the risks of immediate and long-term issues from abusing MDMA—This despite the plethora of information on the net swearing that it’s totally safe and just to drink lots of water and stay cool, etc. Our concern is that young people know the truth about all drugs and at least have the opportunity not to fall victim to the drugs and the lies told about

Control
Hearts racing Breaths quickening Kiss me Take me Use me I am yours Do with me what you will Your lips travel down my neck Send a chill through my spine Your breath warm on my skin Flesh against flesh Throbbing, aching, yearning Longing for release Unearthly sensations Burning passion I lose control

I Needed You To Know
i can not make you talk to me or even tell me why there is just one thing i ask of you don't mislead me with a lie if you love me tell me so don't just leave and let me go leaving me all empty inside and in need to run and hide you are the one i did not realize i would come to know and love at times i think you were angel send from up above you were the only one who could give me a little nudge so forgive me right now if i feel i can not budge you re the one who seen the real me thank you, you did not judge It is hard to find the words, the ones that say good-bye you see this dream

Saw Iv
If you see this movie- you are wasting your $. Its amazing how easily people get mislead in the movies nowadays. I was bored through most of it. AND am still trying to figure out the timeline. That was almost as messed up as Cecil's face in the movie. But I'm sure it will get millions this weekend. Just remember- "It's a short story."

Oxy Contin
OXYCONTIN What does it look like? OxyContin is available in tablet form in 5 doses: 10, 20, 40, 80, and 160mg. (However, the manufacturer is no longer shipping 160mg). How is it used? As pain medication, OxyContin is taken every 12 hours because the tablets contain a controlled, time-release formulation of the medication. Most pain medications must be taken every three to six hours. Oxycontin abusers remove the sustained-release coating to get a rapid release of the medication, causing a rush of euphoria similar to heroin. What are its short-term effects? The most serious risk associated with opioids, including OxyContin, is respiratory depression. Common opioid side effects are constipation, nausea, sedation, dizziness, vomiting, headache, dry mouth, sweating, and weakness. Taking a large single dose of an opioid could cause severe respiratory depression that can lead to death. What are its long-term effects? Chronic use of opioids can re

Opium
What does it look like? A black or brown block of tar like substance. How is it used? Smoked. What are its short-term effects? Opium can cause euphoria, followed by a sense of well-being and a calm drowsiness or sedation. Breathing slows, potentially to the point of unconsciousness and death with large doses. Other effects can include nausea, confusion and constipation. Use of opium with other substances that depress the central nervous system, such as alcohol, antihistamines, barbiturates, benzodiazepines, or general anesthetics, increases the risk of life-threatening respiratory depression. What are its long-term effects? Long-term use can lead to drug tolerance, meaning the user needs more of the drug to get similar euphorix effects. Opium use can also lead to physical dependence and addiction. Withdrawal symptoms can occur if long term use is reduced or stopped.

Heroin
What does it look like? White to dark brown powder or tar-like substance. How is it used? Heroin can be used in a variety of ways, depending on user preference and the purity of the drug. Heroin can be injected into a vein ("mainlining"), injected into a muscle, smoked in a water pipe or standard pipe, mixed in a marijuana joint or regular cigarette, inhaled as smoke through a straw, known as "chasing the dragon," snorted as powder via the nose. What are its short-term effects? The short-term effects of heroin abuse appear soon after a single dose and disappear in a few hours.After an injection of heroin, the user reports feeling a surge of euphoria ("rush") accompanied by a warm flushing of the skin, a dry mouth, and heavy extremities. Following this initial euphoria, the user goes "on the nod," an alternately wakeful and drowsy state. Mental functioning becomes clouded due to the depression of the central nervous system. Other effects included slowed and

Work
Ok now my job has been sucking for almost a year now lost around $20,000 in overtime so far but now we are back to our old schedules and things are looking pretty good as schedules go.The mill still has some quality issues but they are getting worked on and hopefully we keep on rolling.

Crystal Meth
What does it look like? Meth is a crystal-like powdered substance that sometimes comes in large rock-like chunks. When the powder flakes off the rock, the shards look like glass, which is another nickname for meth. Meth is usually white or slightly yellow, depending on the purity. How is it used? Methamphetamine can be taken orally, injected, snorted, or smoked. What are its short-term effects? Immediately after smoking or injection, the user experiences an intense sensation, called a "rush" or "flash," that lasts only a few minutes and is described as extremely pleasurable. Snorting or swallowing meth produces euphoria - a high, but not a rush. After the initial "rush," there is typically a state of high agitation that in some individuals can lead to violent behavior. Other possible immediate effects include increased wakefulness and insomnia, decreased appetite, irritability/aggression, anxiety, nervousness, convulsions and heart attack. What are

Elton John-i Guess That's Why They Call It The Blues
Don't wish it away Don't look at it like it's forever Between you and me I could honestly say That things can only get better And while I'm away Dust out the demons inside And it won't be long before you and me run To the place in our hearts where we hide And I guess that's why they call it the blues Time on my hands could be time spent with you Laughing like children, living like lovers Rolling like thunder under the covers And I guess that's why they call it the blues Just stare into space Picture my face in your hands Live for each second without hesitation And never forget I'm your man Wait on me girl Cry in the night if it helps But more than ever I simply love you More than I love life itself --------------------------- My favorite Elton by far

For All Of Us Who Are Afraid To Fall In Love
i found this poem and it describes how i fee sometimes I write this for you Why? I don't really know Don't even know if I should Or can trust myself with you Will this be another mistake? Why do I put my trust and heart In the line of fire Over and over again? Or am I just loosing trust In human nature Trust and love Maybe you wont hurt me But how am I to know that I wont hurt you either? I wouldnt be able to stand Myself if I did that Hurt seems to be attracted To me, like a moth to light Or is it me that is attracted To it? It seems to be following Me everywhere I go Tainting everyone I touch But just as I couldnt live With myself if I hurt you I dont think that I could live With myself if I couldnt have you I promised myself that day that i would have you I surprise myself by scanning every Crowd for you, How can my heart go behind my back And fall in love so deceivingly Wait Did I just say love? Im not in love though! I cant be.... Maybe li

I Have To Let Him Go....
Have you ever.... Left one morning thinking its just another day. You have a good morning regaurdless of the constant fights you've endured the past 3 months and the daily stress of living in the world. You look at the day as an opportunity and a gift from God knowing that you woke up and that is something to be thankful for. And even thought the last thing you want to do is go home and fight. In the back of your mind the only thing you want to do is be home and see that one person who you'll spend half a life time knowing. So, you rush home you run in the door because that Caramel coffee drink from starbucks is kickin in... you kick off your shoes and run to the bathroom. Not aware of anything else. The puppy runs up looking kinda out of sorts and overly excited to see you. And then you look into the shower and realize his bodywash and scrub brush are gone... and you know. You dont want to get up, you dont want to think but you already know in your heart what just ha

Prayers Are Needed For My Niece
ok here it goes and im not worryied if my spellings right but anyways the hospital called my siter 2 day and they told her youngest daughter witch is almost 2 has E-coli but she also has pneumonia and urinary tract infection so on top of that they called my sis 2day and told her shes got E.coli on top of every thing and we are so worried bout her :(( but if u could plz pray for her that would be great and thanks heres a pic of her and a link 2 her moms page so if u wanna say anything 2 her mom ur more then welcome 2 shs taken it so hard shes been cryin since the phone call and we all are worried bout her.... heres the pics pic of my niece this pic i got off my sisters page so it will also take u 2 her page.. but might be a private pic heres a link 2 my sisters page ~ ♥ ~ Vî×èñ åkå bººgîè$ Mºmmå ~ ♥ ~@ fubar and once again im sorry for the spellin but i really dont care yall know what im talkin bout and stop by her page and show her some love she needs

Love Or Lust
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... Love or Lust? MY RESULT:Love Hearts and rainbows all the way -- you're a total romantic. Animal lust is nice, but you'd rather be in love with someone before you start tearing them apart. When you're in a relationship, you generally treat the other person really well. You don't cheat, and you're respectful of their differences. And when you're not in a relationship, you're selective about the people you choose to kiss or even get crushes on. You've got a great thing going on, but don't be afraid of letting that animal side come out every now and then. A couple bite marks never hurt anyone (much). Take This Quiz!

If You Are.....
If you are ANYTHING like this guy.....check him out ..read his profile...... http://www.fubar.com/user/1243012 .... DO NOT!!!...I repeat! DO NOT!!! Bother comeing to my profile..Dont even fucking look my way....Its assholes like this that ruin it for the nice guys!!

Kid With Pet Contest Now Open!
Kid with Pet contest! I need kids with pets pics for this! 1st Kid is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/28 thur 11/03 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

Cows & Cars
A wise old farmer went to town to buy a pickup truck that he saw advertised in the paper for a certain price. After telling the salesman which truck he wanted, they sat down to do the paperwork. The salesman handed the farmer the bill, and the farmer declared, "This isn't the price I saw!" The salesman went on to tell the wise old farmer how he was getting extras such as power brakes, power windows, special tires etc. and that was what took the price up. The farmer needed the truck badly, paid the price and went home. A few months later, the salesman called up the farmer and said, "My son is in 4-H and he needs a cow for a project. Do you have any for sale?" The farmer said, "Yes, I have a few cows, and I would sell for $500.00 apiece. Come look at them and take your pick." The salesman said he and his son would be right out. After spending a few hours in the field checking out all the farmer's cows, the two decided on one and the salesman proceeded to w

Big Log
My love is in league with the freeway Its passion will ride, as the cities fly by And the tail-lights dissolve, in the coming of night And the questions in thousands take flight My love is a-miles in the waiting The eyes that just stare, and the glance at the clock And the secret that burns, and the pain that grows dark And it's you once again Leading me on - leading me down the road Driving beyond - driving me down the road My love is exceedingly vivid Red-eyed and fevered with the hum of the miles Distance and longing, my thoughts do provide Should I rest for a while at the side Your love is cradled in knowing Eyes in the mirror, still expecting they'll come Sensing too well when the journey is done There is no turning back - no There is no turning back - on the run My love is in league with the freeway Oh the freeway, and the coming of night-time My love is in league with the freeway

Live Webcam : Looking For Spectators
I will tribute another cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Otherwise, check my galleries! :) - Some skin for friends album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Shots Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy PS: Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) Below, you can see what to expect:

The Swimming Hole
An elderly man in Queensland had owned a large property for several years. He had a dam in the next paddock, fixed up with nice picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some mango and avocado trees. The dam was properly shaped and fixed up for swimming when it was built. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the dam, as he hadn't been there for a while, to look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the dam, he heard voices shouting and laughing with glee. As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his dam. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the dam naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the crocodile." Moral: Old men might walk slow but they can still think fast.

Zomg
Ugh school sucks so bad Waking upp soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo fucking early can i drop out and go to Ohio? PLEASSSSSSSEEEE ugh i guess I have to stick with it... Damnit It especially sucks cuz i have LIFESEZ STALKING MEEE you crazy OLD wrinkley bastard lol i love ya But yes, im bored out of my mind and barely ever on so i want #'s!!!! Well im out to molest my man Later bitches!

Parent With Kid Scores Update...
Parent with Kid Contest! I need pics of parents with their kid or kids to enter! 1st Parent is....... with 511 comments! 2nd Parent is...... with 35 comments! 3rd Parent is...... with 6 comments! 4th Parent is...... with 4 comments! Comments + Rates = Total Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 10/ 26 thur 11/02 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~*~AnGeLHeArT~*~~*~ ILLINOIS GOD MOTHER~*~ Founder Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ * ~@ fubar

The Hunger
Rough hands with a gentle touch A passionate kiss The feeling of not being able to get close enough Skin on skin Arms and legs intertwined The Hunger The Need The Wanting Not being able to catch my breath Not being able to get enough Desire The Aching Fingertips on my skin A hot breathe at the nape of my neck A hand full of hair The sound of my own passion trying to be free Skin on skin The Hunger The Need The Wanting The feeling of not being able to get close enough

Joke Time
Here is a couple of jokes Saint peter was interviewing this really hot chick at the pearly gates, see. " while you were in Earth," Saint Peter asks," did youever indulge in necking petting, smoking or drinking?" " Never never never!" she protested, see. " Then why haven't you reported sooner?" asks Saint Peter. " You been dead for a long time." There was this old men and this old woman in a nursing home. So, one day, see, the old man says to the old womanm " I bet you can't guess how old I am." She says, "Bet i can." " bet you can't," he says. "Can!" "Can't!" "Can!" ":Can't!" "Can!" "Ok," says the old men,"tell me how old i am." "First you have to take off your clothes," says the old lady. "No way," says the old guy."look, you want me to tell you how old you are or not?" says the old lady. "Yea yea," says the old guy, see, and he takes off all clothes. "You're 84" says the old lady. " thats amazing," says the old guy, "how'd yur guess me age?" The old lady says, "Guess,

Does Your Campground Have A Bc?
The story is told of a lady who was rather old-fashioned, always quite delicate and elegant, especially in her language. She and her husband were planning a week's vacation in Florida, so she wrote to a particular campground asking for a reservation. She wanted to make sure the campground was fully equipped, but didn't quite know how to ask about the toilet facilities. She just couldn't bring herself to write the word "toilet" in her letter. After much deliberation, she finally came up with the old-fashioned term BATHROOM COMMODE. But when she wrote that down, she still thought she was being too forward. So she started all over again and rewrote the entire letter referring to the bathroom commode merely as the BC. "Does the campground have it's own BC?" is what she actually wrote. Well, the campground owner wasn't old-fashioned at all, and when he got the letter, he just couldn't figure out what the woman was talking about. That BC business really stumped him. After worrying a

A Normal Person Would .........
The Bathtub Test... It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started: During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon,a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue with

Bitchology
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to s

Fi Yuo Cna Raed Tihs
Only great minds can read this This is weird, but interesting! ------------------------------ ------------------ ------------ --- ------------------------- fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT

Come Back Lines Lol
COME BACK LINES : M: I know how to please a woman. W: Then please leave me alone. M: I want to give myself to you. W: Sorry, I don't accept cheap gifts. M: Your hair color is fabulous. W: Thank you. It's on aisle three at the corner drug store. M: You look like a dream. W: Go back to sleep. M: I can tell that you want me. W: Yes, I want you to leave. M: Hey, baby, what's your sign? W: Do not enter. -OR- Stop. M: Your body is like a temple. W: Sorry, there are no services today. M: Is this seat empty? W: Yes, and this one will be too if you sit down. M: What's it like being the most beautiful girl in the bar? W: What's it like being the biggest liar in the world? M: Haven't I seen you someplace before? W: Yeah, that's why I don't go there anymore.

How Can?*just A Thought,i Thinked
How can you have so many friends,yet still feel so alone?How can you have so many ears to hear your words,and still feel like nobody is listening?How can you have 100 arms to hold you,yet no one offer a hug?How can you have all the problems,but never get the sollutions?How can you have 2 working legs,still feel like you can not move?How can you give someone your all,and they still insist on more?How can someone write theyre feelings,and never admitt to them?How can someone end the pain they feel,when they dont know why they feel it?How can someone say they are sorry,then forget what it means?

So Pure
His fingers wrapped in my hair, as he fucks me hard. His voice in my ear. i love you, i love you I love you to Clothes falling to the floor, his eyes on my body, stripped to the flesh. He lays me down. and starts eating my body, like a delicious meal. Lovers come, and go. I let them in my bed, not my mind. I give them what they need, and for a while i get to feel, im someone. No promises, no commitments, only, pure sex.

Libra - Oct. 27th, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For October 27,2007 Try not to worry about whether or not the situation is going to improve -- things are getting better already. It's a great time to relax and enjoy a few creature comforts before you need to get back to business.

Want The Spotlight?
You want to bid for the spotlight but don't have enough Fubucks? All day long on everyones page! Woo Hoo! I am willing to give away 2 million Fubucks to the first person that buys me a happy hour! 2 Million! I know a lot of you think thats crazy..why would anyone buy a happy hour for 2 million fubucks? Cause all day long and the points to get on spotlight is soo much better than 60 minutes of fame thats why! Plus a lot need to level! Come see me if youre interested..Write me an email! Hugs and Kisses

Want Any Big Pimpin Gifts?
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Why Are There People Like This??
I know in time everyone has had a friend who they think are ok to hang with. Things go along well until you get into trouble and you find out who your real friends are. I have a few friends that the only time they get in touch with me is if they want something or need something. . . . and it is not just friends I have family members the say way also. Sometimes I just get tired of always giving to everyone else and not being shown anything in return. Is this a wrong way to approach the world or not? I really don't know anymore. I know I am naturally a giver and I do all I can to help others out. I am on a very limited income and those who know me in real life know I bend over backwards to help others. I have a friend who has run short financially and cannot afford food and I have gone out and bought groceries or even went as far as emptying my freezer for this person so that they could feed their family. This is the type of person I am. I am starting to think I need to change

Just Something To Think About
Yes, we're an imperfect country...and some of the media delights in that, pointing it out to us repeatedly. But here's a pleasant read about America and our unselfish motives around the world. Enjoy. When in England at a large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building' by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return.' It became very quiet in the room. ************** Then there was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including French and American. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carri

Stefy-hey School Boy
Hey schoolboy Come over here Tell me your name Whisper in my ear waaayoo waaayoo ugh Hey schoolboy You're only 17 You live down the street I think you know what I mean waaayoo waaayoo {Chorus} Belong to me Because tonight You make my world feel right Yeah it's you and me It's you and me It's you and me tonight Tonight It's you and me tonight Hey schoolboy I'm in the car outside No one has to know After school gets out Sneak ya' into the show waaayoo waaayoo yea Right beside of the stage Yeah its plain to see You're the one that they want But your comin' home with me {Chorus} Belong to me Because tonight You make my world feel right Yeah its you and me It's you and me It's you and me tonight Tonight It's you and me tonight Hey schoolboy You kiss and tell Boy I dont mind Don't be afraid I got nothin to Nothin' to hide {Chorus} Belong to me Because tonight You make my world feel right Belong to me Because tonight You

Small Entry
Laptop is fix! Actually it was fixed that night. I have no clue what the fuck I did- but Brad was able to fix it. Gotta work tonight. Don't wanna. Gotta shower in a minute so that I won't be late. Hopefully whoever replaces my 3rd person tonight isn't a moron. If it is I might lose it. Thank god for Mike- he'll be able to carry most of the counting. They added a 3rd store to my run which I do not like at all. Hopefully they'll know what the hell they're doing. Or maybe if they don't I might get it easy in that store. Anyways. Can't wait until Wednesday. I really want an ultrasound and I am nearly positive I'll get one. They won't be able to tell the sex of the baby but they can figure out a better estimate as to due dates. As of right now I'm about 11 weeks I think. Maybe. Or was it 10? I don't remember. Pregnancy is worse that smoking weed. Memory loss is much worse. Last thing. Guys confuse me. Jeremy would tell me to just fucking ask straight out and stop being a stupid gir

Oh My Beeding
Hey my first blog so want to get it out that I do not: Consume bodily flesh (unless it's a virgin, female and lushiuos of course). Scare with Garlic, holy water or crosses of any kind. I do however have a weakness, can you find it! That's it for now. Fatum Abyssus

Please Help With Firefox Browser
I recently changed my browser from Internet Explorer to Firefox to solve a problem I was having with unread messages in my bar tab. Now that that is correct, I keep getting a message box that says to install plug-ins and I have done that several times, but it keeps on showing that message. Can anyone tell me how to stop that or do I have to change browers again? If I have to change browers to correct this problem, are there any free ones I can download and where do I go to find it? Thank you so much for your help.

Cum On Guys!!!!
Come on guys! Stop by and help me out! Lucy ran out of comments and the competition is gaining! I'm the only one here! LOL Give me some help!!! PLEASE! kisses , Jamie click on this pic and it will take you there!

Advice On Kids Lol
Are you considering having children? To determine whether you are truly prepared for the experience, we suggest you take this set of simple tests... ** MESS TEST: Smear peanut butter on the sofa and curtains. Now rub your hands in the wet flower bed and rub on the walls. Cover the stains with crayons. Place a fish stick behind the couch and leave it there all summer. ** TOY TEST: Obtain a 55-gallon box of Legos. (If Legos are not available, you may substitute roofing tacks or broken bottles.) Have a friend spread them all over the house. Put on a blindfold. Try to walk to the bathroom or kitchen. Do not scream (this could wake a child at night). ** GROCERY STORE TEST: Borrow one or two small animals (goats are best) and take them with you as you shop at the grocery store. Always keep them in sight and pay for anything they eat or damage. ** DRESSING TEST: Obtain one large, unhappy, live octopus. Stuff into a small net bag making sure that all arms stay inside. ** FEE

Anti-american Sentiment
In case we find ourselves starting to believe all the Anti-American sentiment and negativity, we should remember England's Prime Minister Tony Blair's words during a recent interview. When asked by one of his Parliament members why he believes so much in America, he said: "A simple way to take measure of a country is to look at how many want in... And how many want out."

Got A Question..
i have a habit of reading friends and families blogs .but well i got 1 question for you blog entrants ..if you mark it private and you dont want anyone to read it why take time and energy to write it to begin with? i just dont get it honestly~ i mean i know we all vent in a different way and we all have a right to make it private or not, but i would think if you wanna write something to express it most of the times ppl do blog entries they want advice or feedback so why post it if its gonna be private? yes i realize those who do probably don't feel 100%comfy venting or expressing in the open public... but then again thats what blogs are supposed to be for..right? ok im done just had to vent a lil and imagine that its not marked private. lol this is not singling out any one person specifically mind you just me expressing myself and how i feel when i wanna know whats up with my friends/family and even some fans on here as to whats going on with them... you may now resume your

Fire Witin
There is a fire within us.. that only needs a touch to bring forth flame. Passion ignites... when I hear you whisper my name. My body shivers... oh... but not from cold... but from the sweet anticipation... of a desire that never seems to grow old. I lay my head upon your chest.. kiss your skin softly. I breathe in the manly scent of you... it intoxicates me like wine... making my senses whirl... or maybe it is the way your hands... are softly caressing my back... making me melt... yet every nerve is tingling... with the need of you. You gently lift me up and softly kiss my forehead Sending chills all down my spine Can't wait the anticipation... Softly kiss up your body gently caress our lips... My body fills with excitement and anticipation Hands roaming each others bodies Filling the silkiness of your skin My heart starts pounding from pleasure As your fingers run over my treasures Gently sliding the key in as you begin to turn Gently stroking my bo

Y Chocolate Is Better Than Sex Lol
1. You can GET chocolate. 2. "If you love me you'll swallow that" has real meaning with chocolate. 3. Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft. 4. You can safely have chocolate while you are driving. 5. You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to. 6. You can have chocolate even in front of your mother. 7. If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind. 8. Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names. 9. The word "commitment" doesn't scare off chocolate. 10. You can have chocolate on top of your workbench/desk during working hours without upsetting your co-workers. 11. You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped. 12. You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate. 13. With chocolate there's no need to fake it. 14. Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant. 15. You can have chocolate at anytime of the month. 16. Good chocolate is easy to find. 17. You can have as many kinds of chocolate as yo

Book Review: "straight To Darkness" (2005)
Author: Faye Kellerman Plot: As the Nazi Party grows in strength, the new Chief Inspector of Munich (Germany) City PD's homicide department tries to track down a serial killer. Likes: A good mix of a murder mystery and telling of the events in Munich that lead to the rise of Nazi Germany.; All levels of German society and political sides are shown truthfully.; All characters are shown as being both good and bad. Dislikes: FK adds some last minute twists that just aren't needed to extend the story line out some. It has no real affect on the ending other than making the book a chapter longer. Interesting Part Of The Book: Adolf Hitler pops up in the story line from time to time either by being talked about by the other characters or being a suspect in the murders. Out of four stars, I give this book three stars.

My Top Tips
DON'T waste money on expensive iPods. Simply think of your favourite tune and hum it. If you want to "switch tracks", simply think of another song you like and hum that instead. CINEMA goers. Please have consideration for pirate DVD viewers by having a p*ss before the film starts. RAPPERS. Avoid having to say 'know what I'm sayin' all the time by actually speaking clearly in the first place. DON'T waste money on expensive paper shredders to avoid having your identity stolen. Simply place a few dog turds in the bin bags along with your old bank statements. WORRIED that your teeth will be stained after a heavy night drinking red wine? Simply drink a bottle of white wine before going to bed to remove the stains. MURDERERS Need to dispose of a body? Simply parcel it up and post it to yourself via DHL. You will never see it again. BURGLARS. When fleeing from the police, run with your right arm sticking out at 90 degrees, wrapped in a baby mattress in case they set one

Saturday's
It is bored on Saturday's. at least inn Kck. Kids went to Freakers Ball. Lucky assed kids should have bought the tickets for me I won't be able to go to the concert i want too :(( i wanted to go see Ozzy and Rob Zombie damn rent lol oh well better to have a house instead of going to a concert. :P

A Little Spice To Get U Going
Oh, come with me Take me in your arms Kiss me long and deep Feel my passion rise Remove my clothes Caress my soft skin With your fingertips Feel the softness Of my tender breasts Beneath your hands Touch them, stroke them Squeeze them, knead them Cover them with kisses Close your lips around the nipples Feel their hardness With your tongue Delve into me With your hot tongue Devour me Taste my essence As I scream your name...

Good Friend Of Mine Is In A Give Away...
MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts Thanks for taking time to read this.If u can spare anytime to bomb my girl LatinGirl,We really appreciate it. Thanks alot.(Just click on pic and it will direct you.Thanks again) MySpace Comments & MySpace Layouts

My Set
Hey Whats up Everyone?...I want to invite you to my set@The Kinky ClosetI am once again Djing and would LOVE for you all to come check me out(4am-6am est) (click link below to enter The Kinky Closet)ღJÃÐ£۞Riddles' Baby۞KCL Ðjღ@ fubar

The Golden Mean
Our digital camera also has video recording function, and Mary used that judiciously when she was babysitting Sarah, Jeffrey, and their cousin Josceline while Martha and I and her sister Margaret were at work. Last night while I was on the bed folding clothes to put away, I got to see these videos myself, and they're really great! I'll see what I can do about posting one of two of them soon; there's one of Jeffrey seated on the couch and gradually leaning over and stretching out on it as well, one of Sarah and Josceline in their Halloween costumes running amok or amuck, one of Sarah setting out "punky" (her exclamation for a pumpkin) . . . I could go on, but for some of this you just have to be there! Griffin and Sabine, the two souls who first met by postcard from half a world away, have this problem too. The third novel of Nick Bantock's epistolary novel series, "The Golden Mean" (ISBN 0811802981), finds Griffin back at his London house where Sabine has supposedly been staying, bu

Please Help....
Please show homage to our Native American brothers and sisters by clicking on the following links below. RedHearts Petition Redhearts Native American Indian Website http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/redheart?e Americans are petitioning to save so many things these days through consciousness. Let us pull together and rally around our Native Americans now!!! It is time that we celebrate their heritage. They have my vote. Please sign my petition and get as many of your friends and family to join the petition signing as well. Yes, it seems that almost EVERYONE wants a 'holiday' for themselves. But there is ONE that deserves our support...... If everyone passes this petition on to everyone they know, you will see a Native American holiday on your calendar. People power can get this done. When Americans pull together their wishes will be acted upon by our legislators. Let us celebrate their existence in this great country of ours. There is a movement in Congress now to make

Inane Ramblings
Ok so this is my first blog...ever. I'm not one to post stuff like this, but I've got some questions that I can't find the answers to today...I'm sure I'll come up with more. Ok, what the fuck is up with strippers and clear heels? Is there really a stripper dress code? Why do men insist on calling themselves 'lesbians trapped in a man's body'? Since when is a man being girlie sexy? And trust me..I don't want a man who's a lesbian..been there, done that.

Broken Heart
A BROKEN HEART is when you actually refuse to get out of bed in the morning because you are afraid of the reality that awaits you. A BROKEN HEART is when you think about the individual that broke your heart constantly. You reminisce the "Good Times" almost as if the "Bad Times" never existed. A BROKEN HEART is when you are crying yourself to sleep every night & yet crying more & more each morning. A BROKEN HEART is the unforgettable smell of his shirt that sits in that empty box; stowed away. A BROKEN HEART is the cold shattering feeling you receive when you hear the syllables of his name. A BROKEN HEART is glancing at the pictures of the two of you, & then quickly turning your attention to something else to avoid your tears. A BROKEN HEART is re-reading his ancient letters & putting away the jewelry that he once bought for you. A BROKEN HEART is secretly wanting to run back to him & secretly wanting to just be loved by him again. A BROKEN HEART is asking desperately for just o

What Should I Do?
what should i do when my heart belongs to a marine but im not with him anymore? and i like someone else? can someone tell me what i can do? id love the comments from this blong i just dont know what to do anymore im soo confused lol someone please tell me what i should do about this

Todays Journey.. Mutiply Or Stay???
A SMILE shared with a Stranger is still a HAPPY thought....--> Click here Reply 1 - 5 of 166 First | < Prev | Next > | Last Berries's Blog Full Post View | List View I am a BRAT! I Love Chocolate,Roses,Reading, & Music. I can Agree 2 Disagree.. Do you still want to be MY FRIEND? Entry for October 27, 2007Today's journey?? So, to Multiply? or stay where I know the System?Waiting out the Fate???? Humm, I had all sorts of problems with Multiply.. AS you know I use all sorts of props in most of my Blogs!! LOL!! Any way.. Multipty's site would not allow most of the Blogs with any type of " addition" of these.. Low & behold: I was not too happy with this new site... Then: everyone in The net work was allowed access to view my site ..Until " I " could figure out How to change the settings... Humm... Now, when " I " do Figure out these wonderful setting's: how to copy& paste the rest of my Blogs from 360.... & get those Unique comments as well into my blog onto Multipy.

Live Life To The Fullest
You are only on this planet for a short period of time. Live life to the fullest, live in love, love others better than yourself, be faithful to the one you love, family is always first, live peaceably with those around you, smile more, learn to live on the lighter side of life. Remember that claiming ignorance when someone gets hurt by your actions does not release you from the harm you have done. Do not want what belongs to another you have no right to it. Don't say I wish I were so & so, you never know the pain that is part of their life and you might find your life is better than you think.

Venting On Hating Ass Fubar Bitches
It never ceases to amaze me lads and lasses when someone on this Fubar (or the net in general), actually thinks I give a fuck. I don't give a fuck about anyone that mistakens this bullshit for real everyday life. I care about who in the fuck I care about and the rest of these retards on here can fuck themselves with a broomstick for all I care. Noone's opinion is needed NOR required when it comes to the Irish dude, so kindly piss off. Never in my life have I ever seen so many bitch made motherfuckers put on so many fake, bullshit facades to hide their true identities than when I came to Fubar. Yes lads and lasses that includes MySpace. Try jumping over to the real side bitches there is plenty of room and my mates and I have left you plenty of room to find yourselves. I'm not a psychologist, but my guess is life along the way has caused so much irrepairable damage to some people's mind and soul, that the internet is the perfect forum to hide, and a delicious and fresh break from t

Do You Believe There Are Angels Among Us?
Have you even been down on your luck and out from no where a stranger comes to you and comforts you. Have you been on your last limb and felt so alone. Then a friend calls you that hasnt spoke to you in a long time. Have you ever been on here and had fubar friend comfort you even if you just met. There are angels among us! To all those angels of mine. Thank you. Awesomelilbunny

Everytime I Close My Eyes
Every time I close my eyes, I think of you. Tell me now ’cause I’m not knowing what to do. I want to feel you but you are not here. I want to love you but my heart is in fear. How can we be so close yet so far away? I need you to love me. There is so much I want to say. Every time I hear your name, a tear fall down my cheek. The thought of you makes my body so weak. Yesterday, I wrote you a love letter And today I threw it away. Not knowing in my heart, the things I wanted to say. I took the chance and put you out of my mind. Now knowing in the end what I was looking for I would never find. I need you to hold me and feel your kiss. It’s something I so very much miss. Every time I close my eyes, I think of you. Tell me ’cause I’m not knowing what to do.

Lioness Part 1
The Lioness Part I So…you wanna see the freak in me, huh? Good. You’ve been paying enough attention to know that she’s there From the way that I flip my hair and the smile that flashes like a heavenly glare When the word “dick” drifts from over here to over there. And you could swear That you heard the purr of my lioness at the Simple Mention Of The Word. “Well”, I said, as we both looked at the bed wondering how long we would waste time And oral energy On this talkin’ shit… See, the first thing you have to do is forget The idea that you’re gonna screw me. You see, screwing is just a tease. Your goal should be to bring me to my knees To make me forget past memories, replacing them with Fantasies of you Working this pussy out again… Make fucking another feel like a sin… Make your dick and tongue my best friends, Then tell me you’re not finished and Do It Again. And then…the

Chili Cook Off Competition
Chili Competition If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas. Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook Off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that

I Hope I Get An Apt Thru Couleecap
I am really hoping I get an apartment thru coulee cap. i plan on having someone live with me, and thats hal. And No one except my mom is gonna know where it is. I cant trust that other people will keep their mouth shut so I just wont tell anyone. Then I can live in onalaska and only go to the sal army to eat if I absolutely need to. I am so sick of the bullshit and people talking shit about me and spreading lies. I trust hugh with my life and everything I own. SO he is the ONLY person (if any) that i will allow to live with me. If I can get on SSI I will stay in that apartment as long as I possibly can. (Provided I get approved when they have another opening.) I know Robyn got on there and she is going to school like me and she is unemployed like i am as well. So there is no reason why i shouldnt get accepted. I hope like hell i do. Luisa

Sexing Me
sexing me smile for me pearly whites ignite this flame heating me ever so, gently look at me brown eyes piercing moistening lips causing hips to, gyrate. slowly. arousing me. invoking lightening tightening walls. so much thunder under my dress. touching me. skin's changing texture as smooth as your, pleasure. fingertips slide down me. push in me. seducing me. kiss me. forehead captured. webbed in the rapture of wet affection, erection brushing my thigh. you are, making me high sexing me. licking me. tasting, basting my surface with your, sweetness. intoxicating yourself with, mine. sexing me. penetrating at last the waiting is, over heels rest upon shoulders she pulls you deeper. sexing me. you caress her frame. sexing me. she's glad you came. sexing me she, calls your name completely forgetting hers and you're to blame she, thanks you sexing her....

Who Loves Muscles Men
men and woman just love muscles lets have a look at your muscles ? leave me a message and i will answer some way or another ?????????????????????????????? ................................. and before you ask no i have not got a small cock !!!!!

Images Of You
Images of you cascading through my mind As endless waterfalls of love Wash over our entwined bodies As we make love over and over again Witnessed only by the moon and the stars As we are gently washed away By that cascading waterfall Filled with thoughts of you Washing through my mind. Images of you cascading over my soul As your warm soft body surrounds mine Pulling me in deeper, and yet deeper still Into your soul, into your heart Into your soft warm place That you reserve for only me Wet with the mist of anticipation Of how my love feels inside Gliding deeper and deeper Climaxing into images Cascading over my soul And bringing our essence that much closer. Images of you cascading as tears over my eyes Wet, warm, soul soaking tears of pure joy An ecstasy beyond any we have known Waves of passion spilling up And over flowing from us As we swirl into an ocean of us A liquid love so powerful it can cre

Friend In Need
Please stop by this link and help a friend out when you can. She's good people and helped me out in my 1st contest. Rate her and bomb her pic what you can. Thanks and Have a great one...JC http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=515842&i=240754096

"your Guardian Angel" By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
When I see your smile Tears run down my face I can't replace And now that I'm stronger I've figured out How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok. It's ok. It's ok. Seasons are changing And waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart Please don't throw that away Cuz I'm here for you Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay, stay Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be ok Though my skies are turning gray I will never let you fall I'll stand u

Hotties?
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The Battle
Into battle I went, Looking for your love. I fought like a warrior, As I prayed to God above. I ask him to guided me, To let me win the fight. Only to find, I wasn't the right one. It didn't change how I felt for you. You see deep inside, The battle I still fight. Will the day every come, When the war will be over? Will the day ever come, When I will get to share your love. I talk to God all of the time. I ask him to just let me have your love. I tell him how much you mean to me. How I would always be good to you. They say if you pray, Then prayers are answered. Oh my sweet Lord, Please hear my cry. He is the man I want. The man I could give everything to. Please Dear lord, Am I getting through? Will you allow me to be with him again. Will you allow me to give him my love that never ends? I will fight this war, Until the end of time. Hoping some day I will win your love. Dee Parenti All Rights reserved.

Sick Of Drama!
I really dont care what anyone else thinks....I am sick of the fucking stupid ass drama that seems to try to endlessly encircle my mostly drama free life. I am so sick of drama queens like laura spreading rumors about me and talking shit about me, telling people I am saying shit I am not saying. FUCK YOU! and FUCK OFF! If I get my own apartment, hal is gonna live with me, and no one except my MOM is gonna know where I live. I am sick and tired and FED UP with the bullshit.

Quit Update
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 6 days, 14 minutes and 59 seconds (6 days). I've not smoked 120 death sticks, and saved $21.04. I've saved 10 hours and 1 minute of my life.

Anger Management
When you occasinally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I had forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered saying hello, I said politely "this is Chris". Could I please speak with Robyn Carter? Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear"Get the right fucking number !" and the phone was slammed down. I could'nt believe anyone could be that rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had transposed 2 digits. After hanging up with her I decided to call the "wrong number" again. When the same guy answered I yelled " your an asshole" and slammed down the phone. I wrote his number down with the word asshole next to it and put it in my dresser drawer. Every couple weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day I would call him up and yell "your an asshole"

Calling All Who Love 2 Bomb N Earn Points Read Inside
Hellcat needs 70,000 comments here and on stephs page for a 1yr vip, happy hour, 30day blast, and ticker pack reward HELP ME BOMB HER PLZ WE NEED ALL THE HELP WE CAN GET SO IF NE ONE CAN SPARE SUM TIME N COMMENT ATLEAT 50 TO A 100 OR MORE COMMENTS THAT WOULD BE AWESOME ILL BE BOMBING TOO N THE PERSON WHO BOMBS THE MOST IN THIS WILL GET A PRIZE FROM ME... LOVE TESS

A Soldier's Prayer
It's time to sleep I've been relieved My rifle at my side My knife in it's sheath Lord let me live another day As I put myself in harms way I made my choice, I took the oath I stand for freedom, but I don't boast My God, my coubtry, my family The things I hold so dear With these all on my side There's nothing for me to fear But if I should fall before my next relief I will stand before you Lord with honor and dignity So, while I'm here please make me strong To fight the battles and right what's wrong GOD BLESS AMERICA

What's Going On
So lately i have been having issues with my bf... it's been a running battle with him... I got to the point where i told him enough is enough and i am tired of the games and the broken promises... I've been working a 40 hour job and yet my day still isn't over because i still have to play house wife with out being married.... the up keep on the house work and the bills and playing taxi driver makes me feel as if i really am being used... i had to cut him of intimately because for a while it just seemed like i was being used as a sex toy more then what a relationship should be.... if i want to be able to play house i want the things to work out right i don't want to have to play mom to my other half, the only mom i am to are my children. i should not have to be his mom as well.... i am to the point where i am keeping my options open.. i didn't bust my ass off to pay off my car in less then a year, become an assistant manager at my job... just to be pulled back by someone...I wont have

Thanks So Much
I just wanted to check back in and let you all know that my sisters results on her mammogram came back fine. They say she just has "active breasts". Don't ask me, I just know it's a good thing and means no cancer. Much love and thanks to you all for all your prayers and well wishes. I sincerely believe in the power of prayer. Have a wonderful weekend my friends. Jackie

Peepout My Boys
Contest ladies art you ready for that showin what god bless you wit. If you want to enter this contest your pic much be a head shot and not show any nsfw in it that could get it marked. This contest will run for 7 full days and there are some rules that MUST be followed before you decide to enter. I will be taking entries starting now and will take them through the first day of the contest. The contest will begin Sept 26th at 5 pm pst. The contest will start as soon as I get at least 10 people. I will announce the start of the contest 24 hours in advance

Embrace
Raindrops on lips, like velvet kisses, Dreams of nights in rapture's embrace, Silken touches, caressing and loving, Passion engulfing like pale morning light, Candles and incense mingling… with the smell of lust, Lovers as one, molding together, Sighs of content and groans of delight… As desires peak… Holding, searching, teasing, as ecstasy releases, Moist kisses and murmurs of love, Day turns to night and lovers meet once again…

Memory Iii Sad Times Have Returned
We were by ourselves in the movie room when it happened...Julie was called in to see the doctor...she comes back saying shes been discharged...she left that day...right before lunch...while everyone stood in line waiting...she came to me one last time...embraced me and secretly passed one last note...(the staff doesn't like note passing) she wants to meet after Im released...and develop a relationship...she expressed how she would wait...even though it hurt her deeply...and that she was happy and sad at the same time...in the note was also her cell, house numbers plus her adress...I cherished that note for the next three days...reading it over and over again in my room...the days ahead sucked...but when I was finally released...it happened just as we wanted...our relationship grew and we became ever so closer...

Until The Night
Milky white shoulders, Ebon’s Embrace, Velvet soft kisses, Moonlight on your face, Nibbles and caresses, Like crimson and lace, Love’s heartbeat evoking, Another time… another place, Feeling your heat, You search and you please, I moan and I cry… As you passionately tease, Mold me and shape me, Take me this night, Desire engulfs me, As my soul takes flight, I’ll keep your love with me, I’ll cradle your heart, As the sun whispers your name, We’re never far apart…

Just To Busy
I guess i'm just to busy anymore for this site, I can't keep up let alone level in what use to only take me hours. I don't want to lose the contacts I've made with alot of people on here that wouldn't be fair to them, but I no longer care about leveling or "ranking". I will be around, but not near as much. I think i've learned there's life outside this computer, well sleeping and working anyways and that seems to take priority in my world these days. Things are going well for me and I don't want to mess that up. I got my divorce papers in the mail last week and just waiting on a paper to sign and then here in like 2 months i'll be officially divorced. I have mixed emotions on this, as much as it needed to happen it's hard and confusing. I'm not regretting the decision just trying to take it all in. Anyways ya'll have a wonderful weekend I'm heading back to bed here shortly. Much luv to ya all...I'll be around more on my days off which are Mondays and Tuesdays.

Vampiers Seem Sexy
Dusk settled over the horizon, enveloping the city in a stunning array of reds and oranges. The moon began to rise, bringing with it the promise of night. This was Rome, a place where for some the days began with sunset and the darkness held life. They were the city's best-kept secret, the vampires. And they preferred to keep it that way. The element of surprise was key in their quest for blood. They hunted their prey nightly and knew that if their existence were to be discovered by humans, the vampires themselves would become the prey. They fed on innocents and criminals alike without remorse. Blood was sustenance and people were merely food. The vampire world was one of dark beauty and insatiable hunger. The girl walked down the strada oblivious to what haunted the city around her. Her name was Sarah and she was an exchange student from the States staying in Rome for a semester. Her own college back home had started to seem stale and Sarah had thought the change would be good for

Single Again
I decided I'm going to be dumping Carla...Which is normal for me..someone gets a little too close and I push them away. Since this will be another notch in my dumping record. That makes about...2 in the last year. She needs somebody who has has a hell of a lot more money. I cant keep up with her due to some disabilities.. I'm not happy with her and the relationship is not going anywhere. I don't feel comfortable around her anymore. Which means I'm going to be single and very unavailable. Its something I have to do. I kinda prefer being alone right now. I cant count on anyone anymore for the fact is I just cant stand how some people are. And it annoys me to high hell heaven. I'm tired of the lies and the BS that comes with a relationship. And my trust level has hit a all time low. And use you out of their own hormones. I wish people can grow up.

Memory Ii...julie Mcclain...my First True Love
I was happy as long as she was there with me...it started with simple chatting...but feelings were soon developed...the first night there we agreed to sneak out past curfew and continue our conversations...its was very cold...freezing...she didn't have her blanket...gladly I gave her mine...sacrifcing my warmth for her comfort and health...the night went by as we stayed up together just me and her...as the days passed she initiated the passing of notes which I gladly did the same...she began getting close by kneeling her head on my shoulder...for once I had someone who actually loved me...not some slut who only offerered me lies and deceit...everything was fine until the day came..she was discharged...but our time apart was only to be temporary...

Memory I...first Meeting
I was going through a hard time...my antidepressents were causing more problems then helping...anger was building. I was forced into hell...the hospitals that supposeably take care of you...Upon getting situated I was miserable...sitting alone in a corner away from everyone else...when I noticed her...I took a few looks but never said a word...she came to me...normally I wuldn't have said a word..but she had power over me...I spoke for the first time...and suddenly hell wasn't such a bad place after all...not as long as an angel was there as well...

Out For Blood
What does not kill you only makes u stronger This is my first blog...So here goes..... How is any one supposed to forget the past when all it fucking does is keeping surfacing?? Why does everyone have to suffer horrible experiences in their lives and never have the chance to redeem their soul? I am sick of trying to move on and only get pushed back further the further i get ahead? I am so tired of not being able to forget and let be my situation. The people involoved with my incident are not letting me be. HE FUCKED UP NOT ME!!! I was 14 fucking years old....just let me live me life...I do not understand why my life cant just keep going forward...I have the most beautiful, smart, innocent baby boy that doesnt need to know what i have been through...I have a great man....yes far away but hes mine....he makes me feel like the world..thanks so much.....My life is so much more important then my situation in the past.. I am trying to get over it and when i almost get there it just gets

Venting
you know what bugs me? all the dam people who sign on and don't know their own sex! or their age either...i don't wanna flirt with a kid ya know? why can't you just tell us where you live are you a fucking spy or something? ever hear of common sense? if i rate you a fucking 11 the least you could do is say thank you asshole...lol ok i feel vented now thanks! muah!

Knight Templar
ROME, Italy (AP) -- The Vatican has published secret archive documents about the trial of the Knights Templar, including a long-lost parchment that shows that Pope Clement V initially absolved the medieval Christian order from accusations of heresy, officials said Friday. The 300-page volume recently came out in a limited edition -- 799 copies -- each priced at $8,377, said Scrinium publishing house, which prints documents from the Vatican's secret archives. The order of knights, which ultimately disappeared as a result of the heresy scandal, recently captivated the imagination of readers of the best-seller "The Da Vinci Code," in which the author Dan Brown linked the Templars to the story of the Holy Grail. The work reproduces the entire documentation on the papal hearings convened after King Philip IV of France arrested and tortured Templar leaders in 1307 under charges of heresy and immorality. The military order of the Poor Knights of Christ and of the Temple of Solomon

Fanning
If you have noticed that I have removed myself from your fan list, that is because you have not fanned me in return. I appreciate the love being returned. It is only fair that those that I took the time to fan in the first place return that. If you want to fan me back, then I'll be happy to RE-fan you :)

A Lesson In Pleasing
(Yes, the Angel in this story is me and is a true story) "Angel?" "Yes Sir?" I asked quietly, looking up at you slowly. We had been sitting at the dinner table. You'd created a wonderful meal for the two of us. You love to cook, and I love your cooking. You are a Master in the kitchen, and in the bedroom. "I have plans for us tonight." I nodded. I knew you had been planning something. I could tell. I always knew. I could read you. "You do want to be my good girl don't you?" "Yes, Sir." "You do know how to please me, don't you?" I nodded again. "I need to hear your answer, pet." "Yes Sir." My heart was pounding. Just what had you concocted? Was it something we'd talked about before? Could it be a fantasy we'd explored only in words, late at night, in bed. "Good girl, now come with me." I expected you to immediately lead me downstairs, into the dungeon you'd created, the sanctuary that was home to some of our most intimate play. But instead, you

A Passion
There's a passion wihin me that only you bring out. There's a passion within you that only I bring about. Together we ignite a fire, it soon engulfs us both. Two bodies melt into one. Neither thinking, only feeling. It grows hotter with every kiss. Roaming hands and mouths seek more, fanning the flames of desire. Both our hearts beat wildly, matching the frantic feeling of wanting more of you, more of me, more of this. You know just what I want, as I do you. Your name a whisper on my lips, mine a whisper on yours. So close, yet so far. Its like heaven on earth here in your arms. Enveloped in a passion so hot. Neither of us can breathe, but still we go on. This passion, so strong, is never ending. We finally collapse in each others arms, panting from exertion, the flames burn low, Only to start anew with one simple kiss....

Shoutbox
Hers just a few things that probably shouldn't be said in a shout box..LMAO 1. I want to jump on you from behind and ride you! 2. Let me slap that ass. 3. I can make you cum. 4. My putter is good for a few strokes. 5. Licking you would be awesome. 6. Do you like couples? 7. mmmmmmmmm 8. My cock is hard for you. 9. I will make your kitty happy 10. Last but not least..Can I see you private pics? LMAO Hugs and Kisses!

A Lover's Touch
A lover's touch Running through my hair Softly with each fingertip Painting who I am Slowly running them down My face to reach my breast Sprinkling kisses with his lips Pressing prints of lust and care A lover's touch Escapes with passion into the night Making more than just ecstasy Exploring my body tight My breath is taken As his lips embraces mine The touch of a lover It's so divine Bathing me with his love My skin can not escape The vibration of love's touch As it drives my lust insane Trembling in his arms I reach that point to see The beauty of a lover's touch While my nakedness he kiss

Woot Woot!!
As some of you know my brother and I have shared an extremely small apartment since last year. We have struggled and overcome a lot of obstacles that have been thrown at us. Some of this would not have been possible without the love and support of some very special friends. Well, once again we have overcome. We are moving into a much larger apartment next week. This has been a long time coming. I am very excited and it seems next week can not get here fast enough for me lol I will finally have a bedroom and can get off of the couch. We will also have the room we need to actually have people visit us and stay over if needed. :) We will slowly be movin our stuff in next week and should be fully moved in by the weekend. Our internet will only be off for a few hours while we wait for the transfer :) I'll be off and on during this next week so I can keep up with all of the awesome love you show. I would also like to once again thank my true and real friends for stickin with me thr

3 Month Vip!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am HOLDING a V.I.P. CONTEST............. 1ST PRIZE: 3 MONTH VIP: 2ND PRIZE: 7 DAY BLAST: 3RD PRIZE: 3 DAY BLAST: RULES: NO DRAMA...... NO BASHING OF ANY KIND..... SELF COMMENTING IS GREAT... NO NSFW PICS ALLOWED (WE ALL KNOW WE CAN WIN WITHOUT THEM..)ANY PIC OF YOUR CHOICE AS LONG AS IT IS SFW............ The CONTEST will be starting on NOV. 1ST @ 11:00 P.M.PST and ENDING on NOV. 11TH @ 11:00 P.M.PST IF interested click the pic. below.... This bulletin is brought to you by: Memory@ fubar (repost of original by 'Memory' on '2007-10-27 12:56:00') (repost of original by '~Cherrybomb™~ Cõ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.Mystic Tearz of LDC~Club F.A.R.~B of B~' on '2007-10-27 12:57:15')

My Horoscope For Today
Saturday, October 27 2007 Cancer June 22-July 22 You could have some fun times with young people this Saturday. You are very imaginative when it comes to other people and relationships of all kinds. You have an almost other-worldly feeling that you bring to your partnerships, social or private. If professional advice is needed, today and tomorrow are the most productive times to seek that advice. Faith untested is not worth bothering with: that's the lesson that takes center stage in your life now. This is apt to be a time of analyzing religious, philosophical or ideological beliefs--becoming more aware of their logical shortcomings. Legal, political or educational experiences require serious thought and planning. This afternoon you could be plotting your next move to success--take notes. Unfortunately, the influence of Pluto makes itself felt in your life today. It will be difficult to keep your temper today and it may well seem as though certain individuals will be doing their

Master Bath
It had been a long day for my Master. He had been behind the wheel for more hours than I could count. I had had the afternoon off of my job. Plenty of time to prepare a surprise for the man I loved and adored above all. After dinner, I suggested Master take a relaxing shower. I of course offered to assist. I went in to the bathroom and started the water, leaning over to test the temperature and adjust it. When I thought it was just right, I turned on the showerhead. I heard Master step in the shower and felt the water pulsate down my backside. I started to rise, but Master held me still with his hands on my back. I reached forward and braced myself against the bathtub. Master's hands slid across my skin as his feet carefully pressed my legs apart. I felt his hands slide along my ass with the water smoothing his way, trickling down between my ass cheeks to my pussy. His hands followed the trickling water and rubbed my pussy lightly teasing me. I moaned, clenching my fists on th

2007 American Music Awards (11-18-07)
2007 American Music Awards Sunday Nov. 18th 7pm/C on ABC! For the first time ever America's Public Online Vote determine the winner. Previously, a select 20,000 retailers voted for the winner. Now the online world does, so please show your support. Go to > http://abc.go.com/primetime/ama/index?pn=vote < & spread the word! Record sales still determine Nominations. Will you Vote? Ya'll now I represent Bone Thugs-4-Life So ya better vOTE fa them!

I Spy
She wasn't expecting me for another hour, yet I came early. There was no answer to my knocking, and as always before, I let myself in, thinking she must be asleep still. I walked quietly through the house, glancing around, but went straight to her bedroom. I expected to see her buried under the covers, sleeping soundly, but she wasn't there. The sound of water came to my ears from another room. It shut off suddenly, and I was struck with anxiety. I heard her footsteps as she padded down the hall. I turned and slipped into the closet, sliding the wooden door shut in front of my face. I peeked out through the wooden slats and saw her come into her room, naked and toweling her hair dry. She ran the towel over her face and then lower, drying the rest of her body slowly, as if she enjoyed the feel of the rough terrycloth against her soft skin. Her movements were languid and drawn out, bending over to dry her legs and feet, she gave me a full view of her round ass, and her thick labia bet

From An Email I Got Lol
The Why's of Men? 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole andthey vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEATDOWN? (Don’t know.....it never happened) (C’mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And my personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you are just an

Your Bulletins Suck...
...so I'm turning them off. I post a bulletin about a someone's missing sister, and it gets buried under your shitty contests and general self-serving dreck without a single view. I don't give a fuck how many points you need to advance to the next retarded level, or who needs 200,000 comments in some lame contest for fake money.

My Rules
I love it when guys across the world write and say, Hey when u gonna let me meet u? Ummm never is the answer. Why should I tell u more about myself? Is there a point, ummm NO! If u don't live 5 or 10 miles away, don't ask when were going to meet. It's not going to happen. If your fake and have a good looking guy as your profile pic, and your not him. Please don't contact me. If your not between the ages of 28 and 32 u don't have a chance in hell of talking to me. I'm not looking for fuck friends, so don't ask. I don't care if u sit at home and jerk off looking at my pics, cause that's all you'll ever get. My ideal guy is my crush. And he know's it. He's the one I c on a regular basis. And if u know that your not him, then don't assume u have the chance in hell with me. If you've been in prision or jail definitly don't contact me...!!!!!!!

Gwen's Kitchen
Gwen stood at the sink washing out a dirty coffee cup. The sun poured through the window giving her kitchen a warm glow. Sitting at the kitchen table sipping coffee was Gwen's next door neighbor and confidant Kelli. Kelli was already dressed for work but, as she was leaving she got a call that her boss was entertaining clients with a game of golf and she need not come to work. That was fine for Kelli who went next door to see what her friend Gwen was up to. Kelli discovered her friend was still dressed in last night's Fredericks finery. Gwen shamelessly moped around the kitchen in a beige teddy that barely covered her ass and a spaghetti strap that kept falling off her shoulder. Her curly, dirty blonde hair sloppily tied atop her waking head. Kelli also noticed that Gwen was still wearing a drooping pair of thigh high black stockings. And to top it off Kelli watched as Gwen bent over to pick up a spoon she'd dropped discovering Gwen had no underwear on. Top- o- the morning Kelli sar

Looking For A Few Good People
HALL OF VENGENCE & MYSELF ARE LOOKING FOR A FEW GOOD PEOPLE TO HELP GET THIS THINGS OFF THE GROUND, ARE YOU WILLING & ABLE TO HELP. WE HAVE FULL THROTTLE RADIO LIVE 24 / 7 & WE INTEND TO LET CRAZINESS RULE. I AM LOOKING FOR : 1) PROMOTERS ( IF YOU CAN MAKE BITCHIN BULLETINS THAT HELS ALOT ) 2) BARTENDERS 3) GREETERS ( THE MORE THE BETTER ) 4) SECURITY 5) POLE DANCERS & REGULAR DANCERS CONTACT ME IF YOUR INTERESTED. THANKS IN ADVANCE

Freedon Isn't Free
Freedom Isn't Free I watched the flag pass by one day. It fluttered in the breeze A young soldier saluted it, and then He stood at ease. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil? How many mothers' tears? How many Pilots' planes shot down? How many foxholes were soldiers'graves? No Freedom isn't free I heard the sound of taps one night, When everything was still. I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That taps had meant "Amen" When a flag had draped a coffin of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard at the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington..... No -- Freedom isn't free!! ~ C

What Is So Wonderful...
Okay, what is so wonderful aboiut being single? I have been single for 3 years because the only people in this town are addicts, pedophiles or just all around screw ups. I hate being single and all of my friends are married "happily" or engaged or have boyfriends. So what do I need to do in order to have that? I want someone to share all of the wonderful things in life with. Unfortunatly I haven't been able to find anyone who is as dark and freaky as me. It seems we are a dying breed...lol. I am lonely, angry and do I dare admit, frustrated (in every sense of the word!!! I guess I will have to get used to the fact that I may be alone for the rest of my life. Some people are not meant to be with a mate. Maybe I am one of those people. You think?

Friend Poem
A friend is someone we lean on, When we are feeling weak. A friend is someone who help's us, Find what it is we seek. A friend is someone who looks out for you, In all they say and do. A friend is someone you don't have to tell, For they already knew. A friend is someone who would, Go that extra mile. A friend is someone who show's us, A heart that does truly smile. A friend is someone who'll stand by you, And help you through your day. A friend is someone who'll show you, There is always a way. A friend is someone who'll dry your tears, When you feel you have to cry. A friend is someone who'll pull you through, When the tide feels ever so high. A friend is someone who'll be there, Until the very end. A friend is someone who'll show us, How that broken heart they'll mend. A friend is someone who give's us, Understanding, Joy and Grace. A friend is someone who makes this world, Truly a wonderful place.

Contest
PLEASE Help my Friend Nenoo Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love!

Fill Your Moments........
Fill your moments with action, and there will be little time left for worry. Fill your moments with meaning, and there will be little time left for despair. Fill your days with discovery, and you will fill your life with valuable knowledge. Fill your hours with caring, compassion and respect, and you will fill your world with love and friendship.Fill your thoughts with positive possibilities, and the best things in life will surely be within your reach. Fill your words with encouragement and enthusiasm, and you'll often find people and circumstances lining up in your favor. Fill your efforts with purpose, persistence, diligence and integrity,and your life will be filled with valuable achievements.Fill your heart with a love of truth and goodness, and your soul will be filled with the treasure of wisdom.Your life is a most precious gift. Fill every corner of it with the best that you can.

Hi Friends
just I want to close my account from this site, I would also like to hide me from this internet life even, I know the every thing what a person case face me/u/he/she so sorry for that, now Iam closed for every one, going to delete ever photo and ever thing, I must pay a thnx to my friends, the love I have got here is not forgetable for me even after whether Iam alive or not. sorry I have seen a lot of ups and downs but now I feel myself a segregated, so bye

Trust No Doctor
~~UPDATE~~ HISTORY... My daughter has been cancer free 4 da last yr. But i can't tell.. Sofar every 3 months her lyphnodes swell up in her neck causin her alot of pain. Nd her face ends up lookin very distorted. She has been dealing with this off nd on 4 da last 9 months.. nd her doctor's keep doing all kind's of blood work tryna figure out what's wrong with her. They have check 4 viruse's but they havn't found any yet. A few week's ago when we where @ 1 of her apointments 1 of her doc said 2 me... i wonder if what we gave her iz causing this.. i didn't question her about what he meant. but it bugged me 4 several day's tryna figur out what she was talking about. So on her next apointment i asked her what she meant.. nd she explained 2 me that the test study meds may have cause this reaction. ~~WHAT THEY DID~~ When i 1st found out she had LARGE B-CELL Lymphoma cancer (non hodgekins) they told me that this was a very rare disease and that they wanted 2 try a different aproach 2 t

Simple Honesty
isnt it funny how one minute you can be completely happy and then he next you can hate everyone in existence. or how you can have a ton of friends and no one even fucking bother to talk to you as a friend... instead they only want to try to fuck u? I have around 500 friends on here, several fans, and no one to talk to. thats sad. even the few in my family category dont want to really listen to me. SO today i hate everyone. well except my dog. and maybe mark. but everyone else SUCKS ASSHOLES! crazy huh? the fact that i can go to a bar and have more people want to be my friend there than anyone else. maybe i should be an alcoholic. fuck it right>? i mean its not like i have anything else going for me. no other friends who care. no one who really gives a fuck. if i can get ditched on my birthday by everyone including my "best friend" then why not rely on the one thing i can control. Alcohol. this has been a very rare but needed rendition of ramblings from a mynda! later

Please Show Love!
Hey all....A long time friend of mine has had a hard time of getting adjusted to fubar, and is still learning. I tried to tell him having guy friends doesn't necessarily mean anything...We are all here for friends! Can you show him what I am talking about for me? I would appreciate all the love you can send him, both guys and girls!! Hugs and Kisses to you all!! myalero@ fubar

Woop Woop! Welcome Our New Dj!!
Drop in and hear the wikkid shit and more , hang out in one of FuBars Hottest lounges for Fam. No TuNeZ?? Click The Dead Juggalo Army pic! DJ~TwiZLeTTe DJ~GotHLeTTe Drop in and welcome the new addition to our Lounge family- DJ~DaRk NiVaR Click any pic to get in to Goths Twiztid Reality!! MMFWCL!!

We Dont Die!
We ain't underground by accident There's only a select few that can handle this Freek shit Apparition of a poltergeist Blessed with heart But is cold as ice and broken twice Now I walk with an axe Dressed in all jet black with contacts Straight maniac Warlock, Samhain and Salem's Lot Sand through the hour glass ticking of the clock If you don't know by now it's too late We the most serious thing on the market since date rape We the dead We don't explain or feel pain, beserko Keep it underground to maintain Bitch you better checknuts I'm doing voodoo in 66 in 6 months Ridin' in a digged out hearse with gold spokes Puffin' on 2 ton blunt with dead folks and it's like that Axe Murderers, we don't die Serial Killas, we don't die Freeks of the Night, we don't die We get high, we don't die Coming up outta the ground From the underground tunnel of dirt Keep away from the mainstream lover Just want somebody to move and get hurt Got your hole dug deep in the di

A Letter
Dear Santa; It has occured to me that somewhere around the age of 10 we stop believing in you and stop asking you for gifts. We all know that our moms and dads act in your stead since with all the messed up time zones and your age your limited these days. Somewhere we come to understand this. These last six years have been rough on me,my cat died 3 weeks ago and thats hard, no, I'm not asking you for another cat, I loved Monster and he can't be replaced. I'm not going to ask you to find a cure for my lupus or fibromyalgia. Santa, this would have been my daughter Teagan's sixth Christmas had she lived. So I guess this is where I need to make sure my Christmas wish list gets to you now rather than later... The first item on my list is that you tell God to tell my little girl that mommy says Merry Christmas. Why am I asking you to ask God? This is the time of the year when I'm mad at him because in his infinate wisdom he took her away and I can't talk to him when I'm angry.

Quick Update
So things are going pretty good for me lately. Granted I work at wal mart...not the greatest job in the world but life is good. I finally go full time in two weeks. Isaac is spending the day with me. And driving me up the wall. And of course the child won't tell me what he wants to eat...grrrr...So my ex husband shows up at my job the other day and acts like a total jerk. Nothing new there. But did he have to do it at my place of employment?? Oh wait...og course he did!! Anything to piss me off!!! OK I think I'm done ranting now...but life is good other than the drama with the ex...

Need Advice
There is this guy in my building that I am really interested in. I do not know for sure if he is interested in me or not. I do know when he is drinking he can not seem to keep his hands off of me. He does come around a lot when he isn't drink. He always says that he does not want a girlfriend. The other day I asked him out and he told me he would think about it. He still says he does not want a girlfriend. He always says he is bored and I told him if we were dating he would not be as bored. I wish that I could just get him to see it would not be so bad having a girlfriend. I know he has been hurt in the past but so have I. I do not know whether I should just give up on him or keep trying. I need serious help on this one. I am so confused right now.

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Many Thanks!!!
I would just like to thank everyone for all of the wonderful birthday wishes!!! Obviously I haven't been out here in a while. As most of you know, my Husband and I share this account and He had originally used His birthday. I had no idea He put mine out there!!!! Thanks again for all of the kind words and wishes.

Dial 911
Lying naked between the sheets Luminaries shining in from the streets Early to bed early to rise Rise, oh rise, my delicious surprise The world around me all in slumber While I slyly dial your number Crave the rasping of your voice Heavy breaths on the other end So you ask where do we begin With your hands on my thighs My fingers tangled in the curls of Your hair And you stare up at me with those brown eyes I want you here Emotionally involved with my bed by the Restraints of your ties Blue with white polka dots or the red one Yeah the red one Wrapped around your wrists And I’ll be dressed in your white shirt Unbuttoned, of course Or in front of the mirror Where you can use brute force We can keep under surveillance This top secret mission on our agenda With a hidden camera Maybe in the shower so we can wash away The dirty things, you pretty thing Don’t know how much longer I can last picking up steam as we Move faster on the track Sinking teeth into my

Things I Really Hate
-People telling me to enjoy the weekend. Shut the fuck up bitch, I work during the weekend. -People who can't use their turn signals. I'd like to know a couple seconds beforehand if you're going to dangerously swerve into my lane. I'm crazy that way, I guess. -Tailgaters. You know what asshole? Just because you're tailgating me, I'm going to take my foot off the gas. I might even brake-check you for being a dipshit. How's that sound, asswipe? -People who speed up when you're trying to change lanes and then have the audacity to get pissed at you. Shut the fuck up you dumbass, I had my blinker on, which usually signifies intent to change lanes. -People who type in all caps. Seriously, how difficult is it to turn it off? Unless I miss my guess, it's just a fraction of an inch to move your LEFT PINKIE, who barely does anything anyway! -People who can't spell, know they can't spell, knows Firefox has a built-in spell check and still insist on using IE. You don't deserve to br