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Kinda Pissed
I'm just so tired of meeting guys that think just because I get on websites like this one or hoverspot, tagged, myspace, profile looker or whatever! That I'm gonna screw them just because they meet me and compliment me buy me a drink or something. Ok if I were on fling or bootycall or some other come fuck me now site then I could understand where that kind of thinking would come from. But I'm not! And I'm not one of those chicks that has pictures of me naked posted all over every site I go to so why would someone think that. I don't throw it out there that I want to be on all fours with them in the back. And even if I did that doesn't mean that you're gonna get laid in your truck. Come on now! So today I'm a lil pissed off. Not really sure if I should be mad at myself, the situation I put me in or what but I'm pretty fuckin annoyed. I just want a nice guy to hang out with and have fun with and if I screw you well more fun for both of us!

Sussudio
Singer : Phil Collins Song and Lyrics : Phil Collins There's this girl that's been on my mind All the time, Sussudio oh oh Now she don't even know my name But I think she likes me just the same Sussudio oh oh Oh if she called me I'd be there I'd come running anywhere She's all I need, all my life I feel so good if I just say the word Sussudio, just say the word Oh Sussudio Now I know that I'm too young My love has just begun Sussudio oh oh Ooh give me a chance, give me a sign I'll show her anytime Sussudio oh oh Ah, I've just got to have her, have her now I've got to get closer but I don't know how She makes me nervous and makes me scared But I feel so good if I just say the word Sussudio just say the word Oh Sussudio, oh Ah, she's all I need all of my life I feel so good if I just say the word Sussudio I just say the word Oh Sussudio I just say the word Oh Sussudio I'll say the word Sussudio oh oh oh Just say the word

Elvis At Your Door - Singing Telegrams
Elvis At Your Door - Singing Telegrams Now Playing: One of S.W. Floridas Top ETA's EASTWOOD NOW PRESENTS: ELVIS AT YOUR DOOR (Singing Telegrams). For all of your Party occasions. At your location; Office, Hall, Home, or even at your favorite Restaurant. THIS SERVICE INCLUDES: A Telegram Message Sheet, Song List, A Scarf with Logo, and David'Elvis'Eastwood, Singing three songs (less than 15 minutes). Please call or e-mail now for reservations and Pricing information. I'M ALSO AVAILABLE FOR: Clubs, Weddings, Christmas Parties, Private Parties, Corporate Functions, Festivals, Community Events, Conventions, Hotels, Restaurants, Resorts, Cruise Ships, Reunions, Country Clubs, Birthday Parties, Fund Raisers, Anniversaries, Casinos, Dinner Dances, Graduation Parties, Grand Openings, Banquets, Bachelorette Parties, and even Picnics. Did I leave anything out? David'Elvis'Eastwood EASTWOOD PRODUCTIONS (239)822-1934 djestwd@myway.

:) Good!
i feel good :) i had a G-R-E-A-T monday/tuesday i'll only tell i spent it with someone, and i was treated like a real queen girls: you always deserve the best, never less... guys: don't forget she got what you want, so treat her like she deserves :) enjoy ;)

Brad Paisley, Online Lyrics- Lol This Song Is So True
I work down at the Pizza Pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm 5 foot 3 and overweight I'm a scifi fanatic A mild asthmatic And I've never been to second base But there's whole ‘nother me That you need to see Go checkout MySpace 'Cause online I'm out in Hollywood I'm 6 foot 5 and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black-belt in karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I’m mysterious I tell them I don't want nothing serious 'Cause even on a slow day I could have a three way Chat with two women at one time I’m so much cooler online So much cooler online When I get home I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack And I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I’ve ever even been to L.A Is when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade Online I live in Malibu I pose for Calvin Klein, I've been in GQ I'm single and I'm rich And I've g

How Online Time Can Affect Ones Work
Today @ work I was called to the office yikes! I was told and shown some screen shots of me having fun while not on the clock. I am a school counselor @ a public school. Apparently a kid so they say came into a particular lounge that I fequent when I get off work. I was in my oppion just having fun. In their's I was showing a distasteful side of myself. Also that actions maybe taken against me. Who can be judge and jury here of my time away from the school. Is this right? I do not know how this will affect me in my favorite room or if I will even let it affect me. This is my time noone elses.

Without You
Without you my life seems so pointless, Without you I feel so very worthless. Without you my days seem way too long, Without you I just don't seem to belong. Without you all I do is cry and cry, Withotu you I don't even want to try. Without you all I do is wish I was dead, Without you here to keep me alive instead. Without you to keep me standing strong, Without you my life will always be wrong! :(

Hitting Isn't Nice
so the past few days i have had my husband off of work for a week and i have been getting upset because he won't watch him for me if i ask him to so i can get some sleep. so today i went to lay down with sesan and twenty minutes later he was up crying again. so i got upset and went into the office and started to hit my head with my hands, hating left because i don't get any help. so i talked to my husband and asked him to watch him again and he said ok. so im really wanting to go to bed again but i don't want to because darin will bring him in to me at every little damn thing

'40 Dead' In Afghan Suicide Blast
'40 dead' in Afghan suicide blast At least 40 people have died in a suicide attack in northern Afghanistan, say hospital and provincial officials. At least six members of the Afghan parliament, and reportedly many schoolchildren, were killed in the blast in the province of Baghlan. The streets were left littered with bodies and awash with blood in one of the worst attacks in recent times. Violence has spread in Afghanistan, where thousands of troops are battling the Taleban and their allies. "This heinous act of terrorism is against Islam and humanity," President Hamid Karzai said in a statement. Bodies The bomb exploded at a sugar factory in a town in Baghlan province while a delegation of parliamentarians was visiting - at least six of whom died. Among the MPs killed was Mustafa Kazimi, a prominent opposition figure and former minister in Mr Karzai's government. Schoolchildren who had gathered to welcome the politicians were also killed. "I

Isight Part Two
Putting a salute together- this one may actually work. Also detaching myself from Yahoo groups that have public or member-accessible (as opposed to admin-only accessible) membership lists (and checking to see if the one I co-admin does.) That just invites spamming. And of course voting before 9 this eve.

For Those Needing Advice On Elderly Adults And Childs Custody Cases Cases >.
there are child avdacy places centers to help with child custody cases and laywer referrals its a 1 800 number in your phone book ..service numbers in phone book to find the right laywer to assist you > questions you can ask for free to obtain a laywer cost. hugs diana

Lil Johnnie
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to teach good manners, asked her students the following question: "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a nice young lady, how would you tell her that you have to go to the bathroom?" Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude and impolite. What about you Peter, how would you say it?" Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to the bathroom. I'll be right back." "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say the word bathroom at the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you use your brain for once and show us your good manners?" "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a moment? I have to shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom I hope you'll get to meet after dinner." The teacher fainted...........

Well Well Well...
A lot has happened since ive written in her and it isnt as lovely as it all seemed...school has been hard and I been tryna keep up but ya know its difficult when they inter-relate...but whaatever i shall get through that boyfriend and I have had some rough patches but who doesnt...its been a long road and I wouldnt trade it in for the world..nuff said been happy lately..it's been a while but whatever...lol all is well anywayz the basics are enough for now so have a good one take care XoXo Miss Morris

Tsg1948
alrighty. more dumb fuckers who can't read. I have had no less than 346 friend requests today, all of which rated me, rated one pic and some became my fan. No conversation. No comments. No fuckin nothing. Just adding for the hell of it and possibly hoping to get to see my NSFW pics by adding me. How do I know that? Well, aside from the "I would love to see more of you" line in the message part of the friend requests, 345 of those requests were male. This guy just happened to be the last fucking straw. ACCEPT | DENY tsg1948 2007-11-06 12:56:19 Your a Beautiful young lady n I would luv to see your private pics. thats the way to do it.. start with a compliment, end on a pervy note. Thats another pair of testicles for pickling jar I think. Starting now, everyone who wants to add me without so much as a goddamn hello gets a 1, gets blocked, n I put a penny in a jar. I think my entire savings account is goin to be in there by my birthday.

Stuff.
ok well...My brother isn't doing so good but we still don't know if it's cancer. Now for the good news!! As my real friends know, I've been fighting to get disability and medicaid. I got a letter in the mail informing me they were wrong and I have the right to a new appeal. THANK GOD! It's not like I don't want to work cause god knows if I could pass a physical with my ailments I would be working instead of sitting her at home bored all the time. I think along with the apeals letter I'm going to list all my ailments and the lastest doctors report.

Me
I am having sum trouble with life in general . I can't see out of the tunnel I'm in . It's as if somthing keeps holding my head under the water & only let's me up to take a breath every now and then . Well just thought I'd vent for now l8r

Good Deeds
Today while I was waiting to drop my daughter off at school, a man and a blind woman came walking by us. He asked if this is the entrance to where the voting is. (In Mass, most of the voting is done at the elementary schools) I told him no, it was a different entrance. He told her that he couldn't walk her any further cause he had to go on LIVE tv (works for local cable news NECN...covering big story at the power plant next to the school). I offered to take her to the correct door. Despite it down pouring, I still did it. We had a nice conversation on the way over to the door. Her name is Angie. I have seen her walking everywhere in Salem. I got her to the correct door and as she was signing in, the lady that was volunteering there said that she couldn't bring in any voting paperwork. I told her she is blind, she can't see it, I don't think she knows what she has. I wanted to wait until she was done voting to help her walk back, but the hearing machi

Block Her
OK CREW NO TIME TO MAKE THIS ALL FANCY. GINA IS AT IT AGAIN...BETTER BLOCK HER BEFORE YOU GET DOWNRATED. SHE JUST GOT SEVERAL OF US AND THE CREW ACCOUNT SEVERLY. IDS TO WATCH ~ SWEETBABY,CRYSTAL,ALABAMA COWGIRL FOREVER,GINABABY,MRS PRINCESS GINA, AND THERE ARE SOOOO MANY MORE.THOSE ARE ALL THE ONES I HAVE ACCESS TO RIGHT NOW. SHE WILL DOWNRATE YOU UNTIL YOU DROP A WHOLE LEVEL.SHE HAS DONE THIS TO EVERY CREW SHE GETS IN. THEN MAKES NEW IDS AND STARTS OVER.FUBAR REALLY NEEDS TO BANNED THIS PSYCHO.ANYWAY SHE HAS WON TODAYS DRAMA AWARD LOL SO LETS ALL GIVE HER THE GIFT OF BLOCKAGE!!! THANKS ~RAIN~

Random Thought
No matter what people say.. call me a whore.. i am far from it.. i have never once cheated on my husband ever.. and it will be like that.. i may say i luv ya but i luv all my friends thats just me.. my best friend i have met here i love to death he been there for me.. he would do anything for me and as i would for him.. doesnt give someone a reason to call me a slut.. i flirt but does it go beyond that nope.. I love my hubby.. nough said

Creation Of Cosmos
A WORLD HE CREATED FOR HARMONYSupport you environment.When I am listening to this songs all I have to do is close my eyes and I'm transported to the spaceship of the mind with Carl as my guide. We are traveling through space and time and he is revealing to me the real truth about life and our place among the cosmos. The real answers that I have always wanted to here. There is no religion that can even come close to this experience for me.This is absolutly beautiful. I have this and just about all the music included in the cosmos series, those musical pieces not found on cosmos soundtraks. Revelation 22:13 I am the Alpha and the Omega, the First and the Last, the Beginning and the End. Revelation 1:8: "I am the Alpha and the Omega," says the Lord God, "who is, and who was, and who is to come, the Almighty." This statement by Jesus is very important to Christianity because it clearly means that Jesus existed before creation and will continue to exis

Poems
JUST LEAVING YOU WITH SOME MORE POEMS ENJOY I HOPE YOU LIKE THEM.... Will You Will you be with me, Will you be by my side. Will you hold me forever, And keep me safe inside. Will you stop the tears, Will you mend my heart. Will you think about me, When we are so far apart. Will you lay beside me, Will you hold me tight. Will you kiss my lips, As you\'re holding me tonight. Will we ever be together, Will you ever be mine. Will you forever love me, Till the very end of time. BLH 10\07 You\'re the shoulder I lean on, the hand that I hold, The eyes with the message That never grows old, The smile that is part of Each warm memory - You\'re everything special That means love to me. BLH 10/07 One Kiss One kiss is all I want To take away my tears And give me a healthy smile One kiss is all I want To give me hope And take on life as it comes One kiss is all I want To know your lips And hold them forever One kiss is all

Updated 11-06-07
Please Remember to update me who you see allowing confederate bombers to bomb in their contest. Below are members that have allowed Confederate Bombers to Bomb or have been caught cheating by playing favrotisim. Please Boycott these members below by Removing from your list and Un Fanning... 1. Rubias Rockin 2. DarkReflections

Sitting With A Story
Sitting with a Story Sitting here With a story of love Hope Along with sarrow Pain Sitting here The story unfolds Love, life, pain, sarrow Untold truths Untold scars With nothing left Sitting here Smiling with a story A story that holds The secrets of unknown The universe of knowlodge That shines through A story you can't put down Sitting here With a story That can't be told Only shown To the end This story Something of a suprise That hasn't ended This story Sitting here Writing Ending everything Everything that is Everything that was Everything that ever will be ~me~

Friends
Love starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over someone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else .DON'T let the past hold you back, your missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORt. If you dont look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is life a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.When it HURTS to look bac, and your're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER ENDS". Friends are FOREVER.Good friends are like STARS You dont always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do

Back To Work...
Phx was great...hiking went well...however the truck didn't do so well. Snapped a tie rod the first night...so i lost a day and a half nwaiting on the dealer to repair it. Then after the 90mph assault on flagstaff i noticed smoke from under the truck...she was spewing trans fluid from the transfer case output seal...so...the truck is in flagstaff and i have a 2008 rental... 8500 feet currently...nother 1000 foot to go and back to flagstaff i go to pick up the truck. Guess the put a transfer case in it...and since its fixed i get to pay for the rental until i can get back...what a bargin eh? DW

Hard Work
i run and own a small online web hosting comp and the work it takes omg iz sucks www.overdrive-hosting.com customer support time n time bla bla im so bored just wanted 2 post my hosting site hehe hard work sucks on web sites

Chugga Toot-toot, Tuesday
Happy Tuesday Blog Readers! Another train going down the tracks ... another derailment ... I had a computer melt down early in the AM So forgive the late departure =/ I originally was going to make one last night, send it ... Then get some sleep & make it a: And do TWO trains (8 ppl. featured) But with said melt down ... *nods slow* ... its was derailed Just some background on my train passengers: '-talldirtyblonde' Is a fellow Ohio folk and just as sweet as can be, you'll find some awesome fantasy pics in her albums! Speaking of fantasies (lol) '*~La*La~*' Another Midwestern chica, One of my "legendary" friends (I believe #4 on fubar legends) But she's as down to earth as they get. ~Jo~® I just recently met via the resident comment whore "cubby" and I come to *heart* her as one of the good ones! Speaking of good ones & fantasties... (wow, it IS a pretty train today isnt it?) 'Redhotlustlife' I've had her on my list f

Demon Hunter - Undying
Undying Ever since the day that I was made I’ve been deciding the end And I was made of wood and stone that won’t diminish or bend So when the heavy hand of death is here to take me away I’ll be the solid grip of time, forever holding my stay Nobody ever made a force that took a beating like me I call the earth and every scum to come and try to fight me Cus when I made the choice to live beyond the dirt that we tread I felt the curse of mortal limit fall before it was said When this season ends… One final heart-break And blinding lights will guide our way Free us our blind state They will call us by our name Undying Tearing through these days I find the tolerance to strive and push on I know what lies beyond this life for me is already won No one can take away the blood that covers over my fall Without the blood of perfect life I know I’m nothing at all So now I reign forever hallowed in eternity’s hand No man can shake me from the everlasting ground that I

Damn Daylight Savings Crap.
I keep waking up at 6 in the damn morning thinking it's 7. I keep looking at the time on the phone and it says quarter after 5, when it's only quarter after 4. Ugh I wanna go home and bury myself under my covers for a few hours and hope the madness stops. :)

Where I Am At Right Now
Once again hope all my friends are doing great. I wanted to give an update on what i am doing at the moment.. I am in lubbock texas taking care of my younger sister who is eleven..Right now I have extended my stay here until the 9th of decemeber..So basically i am taking her to school, grocery shopping and all that fun stuff...I am not sure if I will stay longer but right now i am set to come home on the 9th..However to me family is family and they always come first, so with that said things are still up in the air on what may happen later on..If you all don't know why I am here my stepmother passed away last week, her mother..so I am helping my father take care of the household... I thank all my friends for staying with me..Yank your the best..aka Marco..I am grateful I have you in my life your a great friend..and to all of you as well... till the next update smile,laugh and be merry :) chad

Not Again
Hey you guys just wanted to let you guys know why I havent been on here lately...My dad is back in the hospital he has been bleedin internally and not really sure from where....they are gettin ready to do some studies on him today...but please again I am askin for your prayers...This year has been the worst...thank you guys XOXOX

Thoughts Of Pleasure...
I laid in bed and as I closed my eyes I started to wonder, my heart was beating so fast, I felt a tear fallling down my cheek, it was heart ache that I felt. It was different this time so I gathered myself up and refused to let this take the rest of my day. I stood up and went into my closet to open up my magic box...I sprinkled some of my favorite fairy dust on my bed and then gathered some of my favorite items...I removed my silky robe and I lay down. I closed my eyes and his face was in my thoughts....I started feeling his soft fingers on my body...as I touched my breasts my breathing started to get heavy, my nipples were hard and I started to moan.......I took my good friend and inserted my bullet into it....I gently stroked my clit with it and when I was nice and wet I inserted him, it was so pleasurable, I could feel his lips on my lips, his chest on my body, his breath on my neck. My pussy was throbbing and my moaning was deep and loud, I couldn't resist the thought of not

Daddy Pick Me Up! And Other Lucky Strikes
I can probably count on both hands the number of times I've gone bowling in my life. Little did I know that when I first met Martha face-to-face here in Minot six years ago that bowling was a minor obsession with her and her family! Still love her, though . . . this weekend, North Hill Bowl was celebrating its fiftieth anniversary and from twelve to five on the weekend you could bowl a game for just fifty cents. So Sunday afternoon after attending the turkey dinner at Bread of Life Lutheran Church having just come from Bethany Lutheran where I taught Sunday School for our sixth graders, Martha and I brought our kids over to her sister Margaret to watch while we brought our nephew Patrick, our niece Breanna, and her friend Samantha to the alley and paid for us to bowl two games. Everybody with me was on a bowling league, but the first game was the best I've ever had because I don't think I've ever bowled a STRIKE in my life; I bowled two in a row and scored 108! The second game, no

Your Key Will Be In The Last Place You Look.
Why do I continue to torture myself? The logical part of me knows better. The emotional doesn't. My brain is telling me I'm an idiot. I'm being laughed at and used. My heart tells me a different story. Reaching out for the smallest shred of hope. I have built a wicked wall. No one, but one, can penetrate beyond. Only one holds that key. Open it and all will be at peace. Keep it closed and there will always be turmoil. Keep up your search. A soldier to the end. My world is done with war. It's real. More real than the current fight. But, alas, I remain. Content in my space. Watching the door carefully.

Changes
JOE AND ME AND DANI..DECDIED ON START OVER WITH THE FAMILY......NEW NAME AND VIBE....SO WELL PSOSTING BLOGS..TO SEE WHO WANTS TO STAY OR GO....ITS BEEN A TOUGH TIME FOR YALL...BUT WEMUST MOVE ON...ITS NOT EASY..BUT WE HAVE TO START FRESH..WE KEEP YALL INFORMED...AND ENCOURAGE YALL TO KEEP YOUR TAGS.....I HOPE YALL HAVING A BLESSED DAY ONE LOVE GUY AND ADVISOR TO THE LATINA MAFIA

I Need Help On How To Talk To A Guy
OK, I am 20 years old and I am a bet shy when it cams to guy's... so I talk to you all on here, but I don't now how to talk to one in person..I freak out..and I just stein there and I can't talk to them in person at all. so I need a bet of help.. how do I talk to guy's. with out freaking..if you can tell me..please do...

All I Need Is 700 Comments
HELLO FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND FANS, I AM ALMOST DONE ON THIS HH GIVEAWAY AND ONLY NEED 700 COMMENTS. I COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP. PLEASE STOP BY AND LEAVE SOME COMMENTS. NO NEED TO BOMB UNLESS YOU WANT TO. I WOULD BE HAPPY WITH 50 PER DAY. HERE IS THE LINK: THANKS, FLY, FOUNDER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY

Just The Way It Is!
You say you don't want me You say you don't care You say that your heart Ain't got no room for me there You say you don't need me But I know that it's just a lie 'Cause when you call me in the night Tellin' me your life is better off without me How come you're sleepin' all alone Tellin' me you don't ever think about me... Hey, you're givin' yourself away It's there in every move you make You can't hide your heartache away Hey, it's somethin' you don't have to say It's written in the tears on your face I see through the part that you play Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... It doesn't matter what you say Your givin' yourself away... Your givin' yourself away... So you got all your freedom And you got all your time So you got the illusion that your doin' fine So you smile in the mirror Through the sadness your smile can't disguise Why don't you come right out and say Baby you can't take another day without me You know I'm runnin' thro

Joke
A man breaks into a house to look for money and food. Inside he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowners wife to the bed the man gets on top of her, kisses her neck then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife, "Listen, this guy is a nut case. Look at his clothes and his crazy eyes! He probably escaped from an insane asylum and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. if he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain...do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. if he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong honey. I love you." His wife responds, "he wasn't kissing my neck. he was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey I love you, too."

I H8 Fake Friends
OK ITS TIME FOR ME TO VENT ONCE AGAIN BUT I DONT KNOW WHY I BOTHER I HAVE OVER 600 SO CALLED FRIENDS AND I THINK UNDER HALF EVER SHOW ME LOVE UNLESS I DO NSFW YOU WOULD THINK WITH THAT MANY FRIENDS I WOULD BE HIGHER THEN I AM WELL NEWS FLASH NO MORE NSFW TILL I REACH AT LEAST LVL 22 I HVAE A LOUNGE ALSO AND HALF MY FRIENDS HAVE NEVER EVEN COME TO CHECK IT OUT MAYBE I SHOULD JUST HANG IT UP ON HERE ALSO TO THOSE WHO DONT KNOW THIS I GET NO POINTS FOR RATING THE NSFW SO WHY THEY MAKE IT SO YOU CAN RATE THEM BEATS ME I HAVE THEM UP THERE BY POPULAR DEMAND WELL IF YOU ALL WANT MORE THEN HELP GET ME TO 22 IF I DONT MAKE IT TO 22 IN AT LEAST A MONTH I WILL LEAVE FUBAR THIS IS BS THINK WHAT YOU WILL OF ME I TRY AND HIT ALL MY FRIENDS AND THE ONES WITH NSFW I DONT USUALLY RATE THOSE BUT ANY WAY IM DONE RANTING FOR NOW IF YOU WANT ME TO STAY ON FU THEN SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND RATE ANY PICS THAT YOU MAY HAVE MISSED AT ONE POINT OR JUST LEAVE ME A P

She's Sooo Close!
Hey guys & gals LisaSweet is 159,600+ from becoming a Godmother!!!!!! Please go help her out if you can!!! lisasweet ~ member of sunshine angels friends club@ fubar PS: Thanks to all who commented on my last blog, I've spent the day taking out my frustrations on the baseboards & am feeling alot better! I am so thankful to have such awesome friends surrounding me! *MUAH* ~*~Lizzy~*~

Group Will Be No Longer....
Well Joe, Guy and I have decided it's best if the Latina Mafia is no more. Only because of all the drama that has happened within the past couple of days. We need to know who wants to truly be a part of this group. We have decided to create a new group, with a new name and new meaning. For the previous Latina members. If you want to stay in the group....let us know. If you don't let us know that as well. The new group will be just for getting to know each other, no bombing or anything like that. We will have meetings that will be up to you if you want to be in those. But just let us know. And sorry the Latina Mafia has to end. But it needs to be done. Thank you all! Danyell

Who's Watching You?
It's 2007, but we seem to be living in a time that is quickly starting to resemble George Orwell's 1984. I am worried about my kids. Specifically their safety concerns me, with my older son being deaf, my worries are increased tremendously. All a parent has to do is watch tv, or check out the Amber Alerts online, or read a newspaper and you will see stories of child molesters and kidnappers. So I, along with millions of parents world wide, worry about their children, and rightly so. Now there's good news! Tracking devices in school uniforms are being tested out in the UK (http://tech.yahoo.com/blogs/devlin/17027), and kids are being fingerprinted and photographed so that soon, almost any child will be able to be identified quickly & easily. Parents worry, so they make sure that their child is protected, and since it is the parents doing this (not the government) it's tolerated and applauded and praised. "KEEP OUR KIDS SAFE" and they are. Of course no one is thinking

Rants
If your easily offend you might as well stop reading now...and if your my friend you'll agree with everything I'm about to say...and if you don't get the fuck off my profile asshole Random thoughts and rants form Cora 1. NO ONE WILL EVER COME BEFORE ZOE in my heart and in my life...I hate to break your hopes or whatever but NONE of you come close to her...none of you will ever come close to the love I have for her...none of you are any where near her level of important in my life... don't like it fuck yourself...the only person/people that will be at the same level as her is my future kid(s)...Not even the love of my life will ever get near her...If your a human or give a fuck about your kids you will know where I'm comen from 2. PLEASE DO NOT TALK ABOUT GOD TO ME...I do not believe in that shit...if I have to hear "god bless you" or "our lord is our saver" one more time...If you believe in that shit good for you... BUT KEEP IT TO YOUR FUCKING SELF... guess what no

I Want To Wake Up From This Nightmare Called "hell"!
What a nightmare it has been! Between the death of my Dear Husband Bennie two weeks ago, and now the Terroristic Threats coming from my Daughter's Boyfriend, I'm now very ill from all the stress. She had to finally leave him after being beaten for the 8th time. Now she & their 4 month old baby girl are here with me. They have helped me so much in dwelling on them rather than wallowing in my tears from losing Bennie! But the past week her Boyfriend has continued his threats of burning up my home....WITH US IN IT!! He has also said he will, as he calls it, "Spray our house", .....meaning to fill it full of BULLETS!! He's called my phone numerous times calling me a "F-ING BITCH" and this was the reason Bennie died and left my F-ING BITCH A**! I found out yesterday he's been threatening my other Daughter and son-in-law. He wants to harm my whole family!! I've called the Sheriff 3 times now & filing charges. Recently it has come to our attention he is

Think What You Want...
you know something i hate??? people who judge you.... think they know all about you... about who you are... what you've been through... your thoughts... your values... your morals... you in general. well i have news for all of my haters.... think what you want of me... i KNOW myself.... YOU DON'T KNOW ME!!! i am TIRED of constantly fighting to prove myself to people that are nice to my face and then stab me in the back! its flat out hypocritical... i know what has and has not happened in my life.... i know what i've done right and what i've done wrong... WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO JUDGE ME?! WHO THE HELL ARE YOU TO SAY THAT I'M A LIAR? A THIEF? A WHORE? FUCK YOU ALL AND YOUR HATER SHIT.... I KNOW WHO I AM.... I AM PROUD OF WHO I AM.... AND IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT THEN WALK THE FUCK AWAY. i've been through more shit in my 23 years than most of you could EVER fathom... yet i give EVERYONE the benefit of the doubt... don't i deserve the same? evidently not cuz i never get it... everyone assumes

A Regret, A Love, A Loss
A shock, like lightning flashing It starts slowly falling A quiet pitter patter Like a tapping of your finger to the beat of a song They are tear drops Tear drops falling on my pillow Outside I hear the thunder Banging & Raging Crashing like my broken heart Shattering the night sky The rain ~ the pieces broken apart The wind is blowing Crushing the rain against the trees ~ my home I hear the howling ~ Reminding me of my hollow heart The crashing, the howling, the bright flashes of light My tears ~falling harder than the rain I drown them away The rage inside me hits with the power of lightning Broken glass, torn pillows A picture is all I have His death is mine also Alone this late night All I can do is remember Remember our memories we would've shared They are tear drops falling on my pillow ~Holly~

No More
No more tucking you in at night, no more bed time prayers, no more playing ball, no more cheering you on when you make a home run. no more I love you mommy, no more hugs saying i care. no more picking you up when you fall. It all seemed so easy then, but now I only pray that you will someday take me back in your arms, and say mom I understand. I miss you son. I miss all the times we did share together. I look at pictures of you and I together when we were a family. I miss it all so very much. The tears are falling, and I only wish you were here.

Torn
I lie awake and ponder Nothing but the silence Wait...what is that I hear? A heart beat? *thump thump, thump thump* A burst of light Aloud crackling crash In the howling wind I stand alone Watching the clouds swirling around me To my left is my home To my right, the great unknown The wind is blowing harder now I watch as it picks up the debris The wind throws it left It breaks a window~an opening to my soul The wind throws it right I can't quite see where it goes Stuck in the whipping wind I receive my punishment I watch my home get torn apart Everything I loved and knew is gone With the loud harmonious thunder My heart breaks I pray that it ends The pain is too deep With the bright flashes of lightning I am torn between choices I am picked up by the whirling cyclone I am tossed into the dark hole of despair I hear it again *thump thump, thump thump* It gets slower and softer *thump thump, thump thump* The end is drawing near A *swish* and its gone ~Holl

Some Good Ones;-)
Wife : Do you want dinner? Husband : Sure, what are my choices? Wife : Yes and no. Man : How old is your father? Boy : As old as me. Man : How can that be? Boy : He became a father only when I was born. Teacher : Correct the sentence, "A bull and a cow is grazing in the field" Student : A cow and a bull is grazing in the field Teacher : How? Student : Ladies first. Waiter : I've stewed liver, boiled tongue and frog's leg. Customer : Don't tell me your problems. Give the menu card. Customer : Waiter, do you serve crabs? Waiter : Please sit down sir, we serve everyone. Teacher : Peter, why are you late for school again? Peter : Well, Miss, I dreamed that I was playing football and the game went into extra time. Customer : If I post this letter tonight, will it get to Delhi in two days time? Post Master : Yes sir, it definitely will. Customer : I bet you, it won't. Post Master : Why not? Customer : It's addressed to Mumbai. Girl : Do you love me?

Welcome To The Family!!
Here is our current list of members Lets give them all a warm welcome and check them all out { Founder and owner } ¢¾cottonblossom¢¾*Wont be around much ck out blogs I post if ya wish*@ fubar { Leader } {{!Starry!}}{R/L G/F 2 JOHNNY@ fubar { Leader } JOHNNY { R/L B/F 2 {{!Starry!}} }@ fubar { Sec. of the Spankers Club } Sugarlicious Member of The Spankers Club & Pegasus Project@ fubar { Spankers Club Manager } ~*~Mamma T~*~ Spanker Club Manager ~*~@ fubar ~ஐ~neef03(Ruby Red)Onyx Force FM ~ஐ~ & FM of ~The Life-Savers~ & FM of ~The Spankers Cl@ fubar ~Hazyeyz ~@ fubar ßîg♦ÐâÐdÝ♦Wî££♦~Spankers Bad Boy~@ fubar *Jennicense* Shadow Leveler/Spanker/Club Far Team Captain/DSC/Member of Fubar's Flaming Hottie@ fubar

Damn Dentist
no offense to any dentists out there but today I HATE YOU! I have 3 very tiny small cavaties on my upper right side....so friday i go get those bad boys fixed....ps you may see silver in my new pics..:( oh and i got 2 new pair of glasseas coming..:D sheesh waht was shapin up to be a busy week just got one hell of alot busier... Oh and have tons of crap goin on at work too...

Blush
My words, like sweet soft lips touching the erogenous zones of your mind Make you blush Fairies dance lighly down your spine When I whisper to you And you blush an almost felt, long distance kiss on your neck, just below the ear You blush Your head tilted to the right, and down hands clenched Blushing I adore blushes F.M.

Cracked Chocolate Earth With Whipped Cream (flourless Chocolate Cake)
1 lb bittersweet chocolate, chopped 1 stick unsalted butter 9 large eggs, separated 3/4 cup granulated sugar, plus 1 tablespoon 2 cups heavy cream, cold Confectioners' sugar, for dusting Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Butter a 9-inch springform pan. Put the chocolate and butter into the top of a double boiler (or in a heatproof bowl) and heat over (but not touching) about 1 inch of simmering water until melted. Meanwhile, whisk the egg yolks with the sugar in a mixing bowl until light yellow in color. Whisk a little of the chocolate mixture into the egg yolk mixture to temper the eggs - this will keep the eggs from scrambling from the heat of the chocolate; then whisk in the rest of the chocolate mixture. Beat the egg whites in a mixing bowl until stiff peaks form and fold into the chocolate mixture. Pour into the prepared pan (spray the bottom with nonstick spray) and bake until the cake is set, the top starts to crack, and a toothpick inserted into the cake co

Men Are Jerks
just need to vent a little bit.. im wanting to know why men have to be such jerks.. men lately seem to have all kinds of excuses.. they get you all hyped up then drop ya.. they also say they will call ya and they dont or if they do they dont say much.. they dont talk only for just a few minutes.. if you know who im talking about then no hard feelings toward ya.. like i said just needed to let it out...

Sunset
In the evening as the sun touches my horizon I give it a wish to carry A whisper of love to hold knowing that soon It will slip quietly into your room and warmly kiss your cheek Taking the place so long to occupy so, when the sun rises on your day think of me and the hopes that it carries from me to you F.M.

Thought 1
Have you ever been told something that leaves you in a state of denial and anger? have you ever lost someone just to see whisps of them here and there? i have and i'm not liking it. once again i'm facing loosing a person i've grown to get to know and it's painful to see it happening. all the warning signs are there for they've already moved on to other segments. i don't see the whole person anymore. a wall i will mend around me for i'm not family or anything. i talk even less on yahoo anymore

Linguine With Shrimp And Lemon Oil
For the lemon oil: 1/2 cup extra-virgin olive oil 1 lemon, zested For the pasta: 1 pound linguine pasta 2 tablespoons olive oil 2 shallots, diced 2 garlic cloves, minced 16 ounces frozen shrimp 1/4 cup lemon juice (about 2 lemons) 1 lemon, zested 1 teaspoon salt 1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper 3 ounces arugula (about 3 packed cups) 1/4 cup chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley For the lemon oil: Combine the olive oil and the lemon zest in a small bowl and reserve. For the pasta: Bring a large pot of salted water to a boil over high heat. Add the pasta and cook until tender but still firm to the bite, stirring occasionally, about 8 to 10 minutes. Drain pasta, reserving 1 cup of the cooking liquid. Meanwhile, in a large, heavy skillet warm the olive oil over medium heat. Add the shallots and garlic and cook for 2 minutes. Add the shrimp and cook until pink, about 5 minutes. Add the cooked linguine, lemon juice, lemon zest, salt, and pepp

Cease To Exist
i am so confusseed on what i want or what i want to do...I am so tired of my mind wondering...My mind wonders why i am in the moment i am in...Wonders do i love who i am with, cause i feel no love like i have before in other relationships.....some moments i am happy, other momemts i am miserable...i hate the fact that my heart loves someone else....i hate the fact that i am torn between the decision of something that will alter my life...sometimes i just wish my life would cease to exist, no i am not sucidal i would never take my own life...but sometimes i wish i wouldn't wake up from my sleep...cause when i wake up my mind wonders day in and day out...

Untitled
The world changes her clothes While I watch A voyeur of epic proportions An innocent bystander To a natural phenominon Awed, impressed Embarrassed Belittled and overcome Put your clothing back on Mother Nature I am to young to view you nude

The Truth Has Finally Come Out
I am ugly and nothing will change that, why I haven't kissed a speeding semi is beyond me. No woman will ever find me attractive and my career will stay forever in park. So what is the point of living? Why shouldn't I just make friends with that speeding semi and end it all once and for all? No one, not even my own family can answer that question to a true conclusion other then the lame "We love you." crap. There is no point, just because I didn't like her stupid pics on this page she told the truth and now I feel that the only one I'll ever kiss is the cold lippless face of death himself. If anyone has any real reasons that I shouldn't just end it all right now, say so. If anyone actually finds me less then a pile of dog shit, then say so. Don't say if you don't mean it, I don't need pity, I need answers. So if anyone has those answers then please tell me or I'll just finally end it all and be done with it.

I Looked Away For A Moment
I wiped away your tears, fed you when you were hungry, played ball when you were old enough. Times have changed since then, now only memories of the days gone by. You grew up and I watched it all in the pictures i got. There's no more playing ball I love you mom I miss so much. It tears me apart that i didnt see the pain that were feeling deep inside. I looked away for just a moment turned around and you were gone. I cant be there this time to wipe away your tears. I love you my son, there's no turning back the pages of time. I wish there was though cause you'd be back in my arms again. I love you my son.

Now
She said she'd never hurt me, but she's killing me. I never wanted to hurt her. I tried to protect her. I cherished her, loved her to the ends of the earth and still do, but all I wanna do is fall into death and finally rest My life is all but over I wish the end would come and take me. I want peace. I want love. but most of all I want HER.

Friends
friends you dont know your true friends you think you do but when you need them thear not thear all i ask was to be a friend all i needed was some one to care friends should care but dont always care friends are in your life or out freinds dont always see what you feel freinds sometimes call all i ask was for my friend to call me or text me or email me but now it looks like my friends are going away and i feel so dam lost dont have to many i lost alot in my years but i still rember them and wish the best for them friends should always think about there friends not all friends do its ashame but its true when i become friends with some one i care and worry how they doing some times to much my friends do mean the world to me i do love them only if they would see i do any thing for a friend give my blood my hart my soul to a friend but got to rember not all friend care or do as i do give them se

Lonely Is My Boyfriend.
So I wrote about this on another blog. And I had a conversation last night with a friend about this topic. When does loneliness become desperation? When do we throw out our self worth, to just spend one night in the arms of someone. Not just 'someone' anyone. A stranger we meet. Is it worth the trouble, and ache to wake up the next day with this 'stranger'? Would you admit that you have hit bottom, and are desperate for any type of connection with the opposite sex? ------- My friend went home with some guy she met at the bar. Only after he went down the line of girls he wanted to go home with. She was 4th choice. And even after spending the night and most of the next day with this man. He admitted to her, that he rather went home with me. And she still slept with him. Why?

Life
Life is not short, by any means. Actually, the longest thing you will ever do is live, so make the best of it! No one cares how much money you have, and no one will care that how successful you were in life. What they will remember are the small things. The times you lent an ear when they needed someone to listen, the time you helped them change a flat, when you gave them your last dollar so they could buy a soda to have with their lunch. The little things are what people are remembered by, make someone smile at least once a day; kiss your kids for no reason other than to let them know you love them. Wake up every morning knowing that someone is grateful for having known you. Touch someone's life! People will come and go, cherish them, and the time you have with each of them. Spend less time yelling at your kids, and more time dancing with them to the silly songs that come on during commercials. Say "thank you" to the drive through worker, wave to a construction worker, do the small th

Bleh
Well, yesterday was somewhat interesting... I'm not going into all the details, cuz, well thats between me and andrew... but we almost broke up... cuz, well, I'm cool like that. I just, don't know sometimes... about me... ya know? I've never done well in relationships. I will get comfortable, and happy... then find some way to push them away. I've always done it... ALWAYS... it's not intentional... I can see myself doing it, and I can try to talk myself out of it, but sometimes, i can't.... its weird... we kinda talked it all out... i think he understands where i'm coming from... and my fears. I trully love this guy. I know its gonna kinda be rough, but I really want this to work. I want him in my life... and I don't want to lose him, or hurt him... or push him away... I dunno... it's hard to explain... this is what i copied from the NIMH... about BPD While a person with depression or bipolar disorder typically endures the same mood for weeks, a person with BPD may experience in

Bored To Death
Sitting here are work bored out of my fucking mind. So while being bored I am wondering WTF, why isnt there someone trying to talk to me? I am attractive funny perverted smart ass, so whats the deal? Come on step up. I can converse with the best of them on tons of subjects, it aint all gotta be about sex. Though that is a good topic lol. Other than that I am bored so if no talk then somone challenge me to a game or something. Come on help a guy out here would ya ladies lol.

Broken Wings
Like a bird with broken wings, they have to learn how to fly. Like a child taken there first steps, they fall and get up again. This time my son you have fallen, and i can't help you. Broken Wings you must learn on your own. Although it hurts and I can't stop the tears from falling, I can only hope and pray that you'll understand, and someday love me again. Like a bird with broken wings you have to learn how to fight. I love you my son, I will always remember the days we did have together, the memories will never be forgot. Broken wings someday they will be fixed, and someday we will be together again, I love you my son.

I Wish You Enough
"I wish you enough!" written by Bob Perks (c) 2001 "I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish you enough "Hello's" to get you through the final "Goodbye."

Love You Babe!
To know love Is what life is all about. To be in love Is to possess something that is beyond the reach of age or time. To give love Is to be rich in the joys that give color to each day. To share love With someone is to know the fullest meaning of what happiness can be.

Rules For Being Human
*You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it's the only thing you are sure to keep for the rest of your life. *You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time informal school called "Life on Planet Earth". Every person is a teacher as well as a student, and every incident is part of the Universal Learning Experience. *There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of experimentation. "Failures" are as much part of the process as "success". *A lesson is repeated until learned. It is presented to you in various forms until you learn it - then you can go on to the next lesson. *If you don't learn easy lessons, they get harder. External problems are a precise reflection of your internal state. When you clear inner obstructions, your outside world changes. Pain is how the universe gets your attention. *You will know you've learned a lesson when your actions change. Wisdom comes from practice. *"There" is no better than "here". When your "there" be

Voices Of Home
I HEAR THE VOICES OF HOME ON THE WIND, I HEAR THEM ON THE RAIN, THEY CALL UNTO ME SOMETIMES THEY YELL SOMETIMES THEY WHISPER, IT IS A GREAT CALL ON THE HEART, INSTINCT,YOU CAN FEEL IT,... THEY ARE THOSE CALMING VOICES AND THEY SAY,..."COME HOME." I AM HOME.

Dog Quotes
"Whoever said you can't buy happiness forgot about little puppies." -- Gene Hill "In dog years, I'm dead" -- Unknown "Dogs feel very strongly that they should always go with you in the car, in case the need should arise for them to bark violently at nothing right in your ear." -- Dave Barry "I wonder what goes through his mind when he sees us peeing in his water bowl." -- Penny Ward Moser "A dog teaches a boy fidelity, perseverance, and to turn around three times before lying down." -- Robert Benchley "Did you ever walk into a room and forget why you walked in? I think that is how dogs spend their lives." -- Sue Murphy "No animal should ever jump up on the dining-room furniture unless absolutely certain that he can hold his own in the conversation." -- Fran Lebowitz "Ever consider what they must think of us? I mean, here we come back from a grocery store with the most amazing haul: chicken, pork, half cow. They must think we're the gre

Things You’ll Learn From A Dog
When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout... run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be Loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. When someone is ha

Quotes
"Be courteous to all, but intimate with few, and let those few be well tried before you give them your confidence. True friendship is a plant of slow grow, and must undergo and withstand the shocks of adversity before it is entitled to the appellation." ~George Washington (First US President) "Every struggle, whether won or lost, strengthens us for the next to come. It is not good for people to have an easy life. They become weak and inefficient when they cease to struggle. Some need a series of defeats before developing the strength and courage to win a victory." ~Victorio (Mimbres Apache) "If life were fair, Elvis would be alive and all the impersonators would be dead." ~Johnny Carson "From life's beginning to life's end, it's not what you hold in your hand that matters, but in your heart." ~Bob Perks "Generosity is giving more than you can, and pride is taking less than you need." ~Kahlil Gibran "The best proof of love is trust." ~Joyce Brothers "For it was n

I've Learned
~Some members of your family may not always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. ~You shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever! ~Your life can be changed in a matter of seconds by people who don't even know you. ~The people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon. ~No matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief. ~Home wasn't built in a day. ~Sometimes the heart sees, what is invisible to the eye. ~Sometimes you're the dog, and sometimes you're the hydrant. ~Read Directions, even if you don't follow them. ~The choices you make are half chances. ~Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults. ~You don't need a certain number of friends, only a number of friends you can be certain of. ~Look at life thru the windshield, not the rearview mirror. ~The o

Will You
Will You by BlueWolf © Will you be with me, Will you be by my side. Will you hold me forever, And keep me safe inside. Will you stop the tears, Will you mend my heart. Will you think about me, When we are so far apart. Will you lay beside me, Will you hold me tight. Will you kiss my lips, As you're holding me tonight. Will we ever be together, Will you ever be mine. Will you forever love me, Till the very end of time.... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

I Hope You Dance
I Hope You Dance ~Lee Ann Womack I hope you never lose your sense of wonder, You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger, May you never take one single breath for granted, God forbid love ever leave you empty handed, I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean, Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens, Promise me that youll give faith a fighting chance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance, Never settle for the path of least resistance Livin might mean takin chances but theyre worth takin, Lovin might be a mistake but its worth makin, Dont let some hell bent heart leave you bitter, When you come close to sellin out reconsider, Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance, And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. I hope you dance....i hope you dance. (time is a wh

Devotion
He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion. ~Unknown

An Update On My Mother,s Condition
I JUST WANTED TO THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR KINDNESS AND CONSIDERATION TO ME... I REALLY APPRECIATED IT ALOT. GOOD NEWS MY MOTHER CAME THROUGH HER SURGERY VERY WELL AND IS NOW RESTING COMFORTABLY. THANKS YOU ALL FOR YOUR PRAYERS...LOVE YOU ALL GAIL

Chicken Of The Woods Mix Mushroom Puff Pastry Purse
Chicken of the Woods mushrooms are now in season. If you have never tried this mushroom, you may want to pick one up. Below is the recipe I used this year. 1 pkg thawed puff pastry dough 1 Tbsp. butter 1 med. onion minced 4 cloves of garlic 1 lb. Mushrooms chopped - Shiitake, Maitake, and Chiken of the Woods 2 eggs 1/4 C. shredded assiago cheese 2 Tbsp. fresh rosemary chopped Saute onions, garlic and mushrooms in the butter. Take off heat, beat in eggs, cheese and rosemary. Set asside. Roll out the puff pastry dough to about 1/4 inch thick. Cut into 12 squares. Grease a cupcake pan with butter. Place the squares of dough into the cups. Fill half way with the mushroom mixture. Fold over the ends to a point in the middle. Bake in a 350 degree preheated oven for 25 minutes covered in foil. Then remove foil, brush with olive oil or butter and bake for 5 more minutes without the foil.

Hahahahaha!
I just realized that I may, quite possibly, listen to my music just a smidge too loudly. I was at my coworkers desk on the other side of the office while she showed me something and I heard my music screaming loud and clear. But the question is... Do I want to adjust the volume....?

Guys
why do guys think that just cuz someones a model that czn get stuff out of them or even get them in bed with them and everything like that even if they have a boyfriend or a girlfriend believe me i know the feeling cuz i get this all the time cuz every guy thinks im a little whore and wants to be with me for one thing rite now i have guys after me left and rite and i really hate it big time and i dont know what to do cuz they keep coming but im with someone and im really happy with them at the moment and i want to marry them but i need help with everything please help me someone

Blue
I've been kinda down the last few days. It's been hard to hide but for the most part I think I have done a pretty good job. My emotions have been so intense and I really have had a hard time rebuilding my network of people who love on me and help me keep the balance I need. I wear my heart on my sleeve I know that I've been told that many times. Because of that it is extremely easy for people to take advantage of me, and they often times do. I want to make clear that I'm not upset with anyone. I just feel so disconnected from those that I need to feel closest to and it's just so hard. Because even though people say I dont ask for much I feel like I ask for the world and I just can't bring myself to ask for more from the people I REALLY need it from. I love them too much to burden them with what I need.

Tired Of The "game"
WHATS THE POINT OF PEOPLE LIEING, YOU ALWAYS GET CAUGHT ANYWAY, ITS PLAIN AND SIMPLE YOU WANT ME OR YOU DONT....JUST ME !! I HATE FINDING OUT LATER I HAVE BEEN LIED TO OR PLAYED FOR A FOOL...SEEMS THATS ALL MEN DO LATELY. I GIVE MY ALL 100% NEVER LIE NEVER CHEAT ALL I ASK IS FOR THE SAME IN RETURN ...DAMN IS IT THAT DIFFICULT THANKS FOR TAKING THE TIME TO HEAR ME VENT ...PERHAPS IN MY NEXT LIFE ILL BE A NUN

Immigration Laws ?!?!
Immigration Laws 1. If you migrate to this county, you must speak the native language. 2. You have to be a professional or an investor. No unskilled workers allowed. 3. There will be no special bilingual programs in the schools, no special ballots for elections, all government business will be conducted in our Language. 4. Foreigners will NOT have the right to vote no matter how long they are here. 5 Foreigners will NEVER be able to hold political office. 6. Foreigners will not be a burden to the taxpayers. No welfare, no food stamps, no health care, or other government assistance programs. 7. Foreigners can invest in this country, but it must be an amount equal to 40,000 times the daily minimum wage. 8. If foreigners do come and want to buy land that will be okay, BUT options will be restricted. You are not allowed waterfront property. That is reserved for citizens naturally born into this country. 9. Foreigners may not protest; no demonstrations, no waving

And So It Begins...
Well, I've been wanting to do this for a while now. Have a place to rant and rave and do what Deathpoet's do best... not write poetry. For the uneducated and unintiated a Deathpoet is not a goth (if that term is still used) poet, but a critic of life. Thoreau was probably America' first and greatest and we have marched down through history from him. So all you emos, screamos and goths, I'm not your long lost papa waiting to welcome you home, I find you guys amusing, and even share some of your interests but it's not who I am. Thoreau said "men, even good men, often serve society as men of wood." He was talking about the lack of thinking nad questioning we do as a people and feared that we would "as likely serve the Hell as Heaven.", and folks that was in the 18th century when life and info traveled at a slower pace and was not as easy to manufacture. What I see today that frightens me is the ease at which we accept the illusions created for us. We allow ourselves to be distrac

Huckleberry Sky
I can see the seasons changing fast Faster every day and every year I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky And I can feel the cold come in at night Everywhere I go I see the signs I see the changing colors in The drugstore decoration aisle You know it's time, for dark skies Well maybe spring will come and we will grow But you got to give it something more than hope Cause years just slip away And we ain't got time for change So we'll stay the same beneath that huckleberry sky I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky p.s.one of my favorite poems

Double Ur Pleasure
/> COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Talking to some fake person? Staring at Nude pics which really are not them? Bored as hell? Then come join me in one of my lounges. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click one of the pics below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Come take a trip through ~ஐ~Oñyx Pórtál~ஐ~ & The Chatter Box!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!! (repost of original by '~ஐ~ ONYX ~SB Fam ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál' on '2007-11-06 09:47:12') (repost of original by '~ஐ~ EMERALD ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál Co-Owner' on '2007-11-06 09:54:34')

I Never Knew It Wuld Bother Me
wow i never knew words over the computer could bother me so much, but i was wrong, i got into an argument today wit someone that i wasnt even really that close to, that got all mad at me over my display message, started callen me a fat bitch and a whore, i dunno why but it somewhat bothered me, i dnt care what ppl think of me, im me for a reason and if they dnt like it then i dnt kno wut to tell em, i may not be skinny and i may not b pretty but im a person and im me, im here not to make u happy and im not exactly sure why im here but maybe someday yull get yer wish n i wont b here anymore. i may have lost a good friend, who i thought more of then apparently they thought of me, but life goes on

Do Women Really Know What They Want?
Ok, so due to some recent events that have happened in my life, I have done alot of thinking and this is what I came up with. WOMEN DON'T REALLY KNOW WHAT THEY WANT. You know I'm right. I swear all women have the guy that would do anything for them to make them happy and then the guy that strings them along and we can do whatever we can to show them that we will always be there for them and do anything for them. The guy that has us there when he wants us, otherwise we don't exist. But which guy do we always go for? That's right the ass, the one that strings us along. You know I'm right. The reality of all this is even if the one that strings us along were to come to us and say "Ok, I want to be with you and only you. I will do whatever it takes." We would give it a few months or even a few years, but we wouldn't be completely happy. We want what we can't have. WE DON'T KNOW WHAT WE WANT!!! But I think the same applies to men too. We think we know what we want, but whe

Time In Life
I can see the seasons changing fast Faster every day and every year I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky And I can feel the cold come in at night Everywhere I go I see the signs I see the changing colors in The drugstore decoration aisle You know it's time, for dark skies Well maybe spring will come and we will grow But you got to give it something more than hope Cause years just slip away And we ain't got time for change So we'll stay the same beneath that huckleberry sky I watch them pass me by as we ride Side by side, just you and I Beneath that huckleberry sky p.s.one of my favorite poems

New Questions Midway Through
WHAT CAUSED THE MONITORS’ CHANGE IN APPEARANCE? Confused by the fact that sometimes the Monitors all look the same yet at other times distinctly different? Well, apparently, an explanation for that exists! Although details are a little sketchy, Monitor…let’s call him Anti-Bob…Monitor Anti-Bob acknowledges that certain events in the ever-changing multiverse caused the ever-growing shift in the appearance and personalities of his Monitor brothers (and sisters at this point). It does make identifying the little watchers easier, though. Now they can be referred to as Monitor Eye-Patch, or Monitor Really Weird Headdress. WHO IS WREAKING HAVOC ON THE MULTIVERSE? As if the new DC multiverse didn’t have enough to worry about—between Monarch, the Monitors and Darkseid—some superpowered threat completely tore through Earth-15, apparently killing a number of people to reach the Lex Luthor of that world. The identity of Superslayer remains unknown; however, some clues reveal at least a

Brown-eyed Man
Brown-Eyed Man~ Brown-Eyed Man~ Body: BROWN EYES - People with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. They are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. If you repost this if you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss and Sex sometime in the next 5 days. Blue eyes - People with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind, and polite. Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Can be very distant, Loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days if you havent in the last 5 days. Green eyes - People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most horny. They long for the touch of another. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with

Week 26
The majority of this week’s installment centered on our old time-watchin’ buddies the Monitors and gave some crazy alternate universe clues to how the entire series is connected! But before we get to that, how’s about a quick recap of what happened in the book’s other storylines? - Donna isn’t dead! In fact, apparently Jason didn’t even try to kill her. The former Boy Wonder and Bob the Monitor are trying to play the whole thing off as a last-minute escape plan they hatched, but it ain’t quite ringing true for everyone. As Miss Troy put it herself, “I said, ‘You shot me!’ You start your next sentence with ‘I’m sorry, Donna,’ at least!” - Jimmy and Forager have landed on Apokolips, only for the cub reporter to get his ass handed to him and be dragged away by a big, scary Parademon. Way to go, bug-lady! - Karate Kid threw up a lot at the Blüdhaven crater, but that totally didn’t gross out Firestorm, who stopped in to halt the Buddy Blank-led investigation team. Lucky for them

Helping A Friend ( Back By Request )
My friend Rob asked me over to his home to help him build a deck in his backyard. Rob lives with his girlfriend Carrie who I must say is very hot. I always tell Rob what a lucky guy he is that he goes home to a piece of ass like that every night. Carrie's dynamite body is about 5'6" tall blonde hair, 36C and a size 6. I arrived at Rob's place at about 11AM. I wore work clothes, tank top and jeans. Rob already prepared all of the tools and supplies that we were going to need so we were able to get to work right away. About half an hour into our work Carrie made her first appearance. She looked as hot and sexy as I have ever seen her. Wearing a skimpy bikini there was an ample amount of her cleavage on display. The bottom shaped her legs and ass perfectly. "You guys look thirsty, I will bring you something to drink" she said. She came back with three glasses of ice water, two for us and one for herself. After handing us our drinks, she pulled up a lawn chair fo

Crosswalks
I wrote this poem after being hit by a car back in Janruary. Crosswalks People who walk, use crosswalks alot. But when people who drive, don't watch who's inside, a person can get hurt, or even die. So when you are making, a left or right turn, please pay attention and then make your turn.

Felt Like Fucking You Today So...
FELT LIKE FUCKING YOU TODAY SO... YOU'VE BEEN FUCKED! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of your friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one you think is hot! Keep reading and you will find out that this is not some gay thing. RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked you, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as you can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1 fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Please, don't worry about same gender fucking, it's HOT. 7- You should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showing everyone how much you care for them and HOW BAD YOU WANT THEIR ASS! Make everyone feel a little loved (and roughed up!). Please don't take this too personally, BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! F.U.C.K Stands For: Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll

Lost Friend - Right Or Wrong?
Ok here is the story. A guy that I was talking to for a very long time on here, has decided that we can not be friends anymore and has stopped talking to me due to the fact that I told the girl he was screwing to stop leaving comments on my photos and to please stay off my page. I was not interested in girls, never have been and never would be. The guy thought that this was very rude and told me so, because I didn't want to be friends with her. He said that she was only trying to be a friend to me. Personally I don't know why having her as a friend was so important to him so much in fact that because I did'nt want to be friends with her, he no longer talks to me. To each his own but I find the whole situation Weird!

Brown-eyed Girl~
Brown-Eyed Girl~ Brown-Eyed Girl~ Body: BROWN EYES - People with brown eyes last the longest in relationships. They are very satisfying and love to please and can EXCEED your pleasure standards. If you repost this if you have brown eyes you will have the best kiss and Sex sometime in the next 5 days. Blue eyes - People with blue eyes are very attractive, adorable, loves to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind, and polite. Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Can be very distant, Loves to please the one they care or love for, repost this if you have blue eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days if you havent in the last 5 days. Green eyes - People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the most horny. They long for the touch of another. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life wit

Am I Really Back???
Been away a few weeks spending time at my parents' place hanging out with my sister and my baby niece. Along with that I was away on weekends staying the night at where I was scaring people on a Halloween trail. Now I am back home in ways...yet this is temporary home (living in the upstairs part of my grandma's house). I do not belong here. I thought I was healing....in ways I am....but other ways I can feel inside I am not. I am not out for attention (but people need it every now and then....nor am I out to cause drama.....seems at times maybe I create it....most times.....it finds me through someone else). I still have not forgiven myself for hurting someone who means a lot to me.....nor for the bad choice I made that only added to the hurting of the other. And now fall is here and soon Winter.....and I need to keep myself together. In warning to those who read this.....my emotions fluxuate....I try to keep them in check, but lately....anger....sadness...and even taking thing

Growing Up In Pictures
I watched you grow up in pictures. Everyday i always wondered what i could have done differently. I remember holding you in my arms, at times I wondered if I could raise you on my own, but I knew there would be along hard road ahead of me. I choose to walk away, not because I didnt love you, but because i loved you very much. I wanted so bad to stay and raise you. With tears in my eyes I turned and walked away. You deserved so much more then I could have given you. I left you in good hands, but the hardest part was watching you grow up in pictures.

Abolish Racism!!!!!!
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm, please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, t

Fake People
From looking around and reading shit all over the place, not just here- I thought of a rant, and wanted to spew it. No need to comment or even read it for that matter, it's for me alone really- and the guys out there, you know who you are. So if you just want to fuck, why don't you come out and say it, right up front, right away. Don't pretend to be someone you're not, going after something you don't really want to go after, just to get a woman to fuck you. I am sure there are a few million women out there who'd fuck you for the hell of it and go on there merry way afterward. It's easier to weed out the ones that want more than sex that way, and you won't have to put so much effort into it. Or you could get a life, ya piece of scum

My Navy Boy (is Home On Leave)
I remember the very day when I felt my boy kick inside me for the very first time RIGHT under my heart!! I didn't think when I counted his 10 little toes, I would be counting weeks until I see him again!! He needs not to do anything more to make me proud as I am already proud!! THIS is for him!! Good Luck in the Navy ... MOMMY's little GUY!! Until we meet again as we did 18 years ago!! I love you so much SON Thank you for all that you will do for our country GO SHOW HIM SOME LOVE, so when he gets back 11/30/07 he knows he is appreciated!! Sick-Diddy@ fubar

Sexy Jewels
~*SexyJewels*~ Click The Pic And Check Her Out! This is one of the most magnificent girls here on Fubar and by far the easiest to love Please come by her page and show her a little love, Even just the smallest amount is greatly appreciated BROUGHT TO YOU BY: The Seven And 12 The Seven And 12 http://www.fubar.com/user/917251

3 Bullets
Leslie -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 'BE STILL AND KNOW THAT I AM GOD..' PSALM 46:10 'FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD THAT HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON, THAT WHOSOEVER BELIEVETH IN HIM SHOULD NOT PERISH BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE' JOHN 3:16 -- Three Bullets There once was a man who had nothing for his family to eat. He had an old rifle and three bullets. So, he decided that he would go out hunting and kill some wild game for dinner. As he went down the road, he saw a rabbit. He shot at the rabbit and missed it. The rabbit ran away. Then he saw a squirrel and fired a shot at the squirrel and missed it. The squirrel disappeared into a hole in a cottonwood tree. As he went further, he saw a large wild 'Tom' turkey in the tree, but he had only one bullet remaining. A voice spoke to him and said, 'Pray first, aim high and stay focused.' However, at the same time, he saw a deer which was a better kill.

The Ticket
Read This Slowly Jack took a long look at his speedometer before slowing down: 73 in a 55 zone. Fourth time in as many months. How could a guy get caught so often? When his car had slowed to 10 miles an hour, Jack pulled over, but only partially. Let the cop worry about the potential traffic hazard. Maybe some other car will tweak his backside with a mirror. The cop was stepping out of his car, the big pad in hand. Bob? Bob from Church? Jack sunk farther into his trench coat. This was worse than the coming ticket. A cop catching a guy from his own church. A guy who happened to be a little eager to get home after a long day at the office. A guy he was about to play golf with tomorrow. Jumping out of the car, he approached a man he saw every Sunday, a man he'd never seen in uniform. "Hi, Bob. Fancy meeting you like this." "Hello, Jack." No smile. "Gu

Please Help
I have to run a few errands and would like to keep the commenting going if at all possible so the other team does not catch up! we keep getting and outstanding lead and then they start catching up real fast! if anyone needs something to do can you please go by the contest i am in and leave a few comments! it is greatly appreciated! thank you! Jennifer link:

Come Check Out Club G Spot
ON AIR NOW : Dj FÂtÃ? ådÐ?C‡iØn... Manager @ Club G Spot....*SS&# & Yes Were Were BACK!!! Get Your ASS OVER to The Sexiest F0kin' Lounge on Fubar The All NEW clik the pik for instant access> IS Back !!! & Sexier Then EVER New Lounge Code... Same Sexy Look Cum Get Your Groove on Be part of the Sexiest Lounge on Fubar !!!

Too Tired, Just Accept It
It's been a long year since my separation. Hoping the divorce will be over and done with soon. But what happens from there? For an entire year, I've spent my days and nights alone. There's been a couple of people that touched my life and I love them dearly, but would anything develop between us? I just don't know anymore. Maybe, I'm just damaged goods in the eyes of the opposite sex, maybe it's just not time. I just have the feeling that another year from now, I'll still be walking in the woods alone, waking up to an empty bed, so why fight it, just accept it as fate. It's too tiring to think about anymore. I've been hurt too many times. Not sure I want to get hurt again.

Thanks Hunnies!
So have this old e-mail set up for this account that is only used for this since i switched my main one... and i had 324 emails all from fubar. and they only started on september 3. Insane. So thanks for the love. :*

Overwhelming
I cant think mind trapped just a wink a gentle smack wake up from this someone save me please Terror overwhelming I can't release Tears are falling you just can't see I am fading into disbelief thoughts of feelings racing through my head I want to I have to I just can't find the time loneliness is my trouble acceptance for it so weak I cant hardly speak I am searching beyond my boundaries and nothing I have found in there mind so wondered with illimulating faces simply just tease my lasting uncovered

Sometimes When I'm Alone
Sometimes when I'm alone I cry because I'm on my own The tears I cry are bitter and warm They flow with life But take nothing from them I cry because my heart is torn And find it hard to carry on If I had an ear to confide in I would cry among my treasured friends But who do you know That stops for long TO help another cary on The world moves fast And would just as eaisly pass you by Than stop to see what makes you cry

When Your Heart Turns Cold
When your heart turns cold it causes your heart to freeze it spreads through out your soul like a ruthless disease the walls that were once down are now standing firm and tall safe from hate, love, pain, joy until your heart feels nothing at all when your heart turns cold a babys cry means nothing a dead corps is trivial mothers neglecting children is daily loneliness becomes your routine friend death seams like tranquility sleeping is never pleasant if you even sleep at all you forget ideas and turn off al reasons to make sure the product gets sold you don't understand anything when your heart turns cold.

Results
I mentioned earlier that is has been a very humbling experience waiting to hear ones demise.... So nothing like waiting till the 11th hour to hear an being called to her office at the end of her day... My nerves were like an exastic band just about to snap, My sister an Mum came with me for support and then we proceeded into a strerril office to wait somemore. Finally after 10 mins which seems like 2 hours and very sweaty palms She arrives and asked me how I'm doing...Well Doc got a spare few hours...but instead a limp handshake is produced.. I am told that there a few very small spots on my liver and this pushes my diagnosed up to a stage 4 and is considered matastic....meaning the primary cancer has spread.... I will still have chemo on a lesser aggressive regiment to prolong quality of life. Which statisticaly is 1 - 2 years I'm going to keep my faith in God ...who i know can creat miricals amd Ill fitht with a possitive attiude

One Window Is All I Need
One window is all I need to cry And wish I could fly Far away from all the yells fights and screams It never ends so it seems One window is all I need To feel free To be able to be me And not what others want me to be One window is all I need to feel the solitude of the world One window is all I need

Hopin
I have a serious interest in someone (ok...I admit it, I have a TOTAL crush on him). Hopefully when set eyes on each other for real soon he'll have eyes only for me & I for him. I have 5 days to wait, hard to be patient. Catch me I'm falling...

Just A Reminder..........
HEY ALL, JUST WANTED TO PUT A LIL REMINDER IN ........ STOP BY & JOIN THESE LOUNGES, YOU'LL FIND SOME VERY KEWL, FUN & FRIENDLY PEOPLE IN ALL OF THEM! THANX ......HUGGIEZ, JADE THE HORNY FU LOUNGE (OWNER : DUKK ) DUKK77~Owner Of Horny Fu Lounge~and DIBALO'S DEN PERV@ fubar SINGLE AND FLIRTING LOUNGE (OWNER: SHER) SHER BEAR@ fubar

Quietly To My Darling Love
Quietly to my darling love I send My sorrowful feelings that tear me A lasting bond that wont break or bend For I feel my ending is what I see I close my eyes and in my mind are frames Your smile, your face feeling your warm embrsce Taken away only anger may tame The feeling that were left in your place My heart slowly dies down THe beating cease A beauty trait a smile turned to frown Your love held it together piece by piece Wave my white flag and turn in my crown I have not given up all sincere hope But on my reconing you shal not dote

Love Is Here
LOVE IS HERE LOVE IS THERE LOVE IS EVERYWHERE YOU JUST HAVE TO LOOK AROUND AND SEE THAT ITS JUST NOT IN YOU AND ME ITS THE WIND BLOWING A KYTE AND THE KIDS LAUGHING WITH DELIGHT ITS A COUPLE WALKING DOWN THE STREET AND PEOPLE DANCING TO THE BEAT THE BEAT OF LIFE ITS THE SOUND OF THE WAVES CRASHING ON THE SHORE IT CAN EVEN BE THE SOUND OF SOMEONE CLOSING A DOOR ITS THE WAY YOU LOOK AT ME ITS IN ALL THAT I LOOK AROUND AND SEE CUZ LOVE CAN BE HERE LOVE CAN BE THERE BUT I KNOW THAT LOVE IS EVERYWHERE ©SMS 2007

Where Is The Loving And Non-judgemental People In The World?
Why does a few and diferent total strangers call you names and start sending hate-mail just by looking at my pics. You dont know me, or how or who I am. And I will take away all the pics of me just to make it stop. So all you F-ckers thats calling me names can go to hell. And go call someone else the names you call me who deserves it. I sure as hell dont.

From The Day
From the day you were born, i held you close, counted your fingers and your toes. i hugged you told you that i loved you. You grew up so fast, before i knew it you were chasing girls down, don't think i was quite prepared for it all. Now that you arent here it breaks my heart. I never saw the signs, the signs that you were hurting. I may never see you again, but in my heart i will always keep you close. Your my son, and i love you. I stair at your picture, and wonder why with tears in my eyes. Where it all went wrong I sure wish i knew. From the day you were born I knew i would love you till the day i died, you were special from the start, and you will always be special in my eyes. I miss you.

Thank You Everyone For Ur Help But......
HEY EVERYONE I ONLY HAVE 7-DAYS LEFT TO GET THIS V.I.P. MY OLD V.I.P RUNS OUT IN 7-DAYS SP PLEASE COME AND HELP ME.I OWE ALL OF U A GREAT DEAL OF GRATITUDE FOR HELPING ME THE WAY YOU HAVE AND THANK YOU ALL SO LET'S GET THIS ONE OVER WITH SO I CAN GET ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. JUST CKICK THE LINK BELOW AND START UR COMMENTING. Fire My Words

My Friends Birthday Wish
Free Glitter Text Maker Comments This my friend Bob and on Jan. 30th he will be turning the BIG Five 0. He's Birthday wish is to become a Fubar Godfather. So if you have a little time please show this man some love and I asure you he will return all love back. SO CLICK HIS PICTURE BELOW AND GIVE LOVE TO HIM SO HE CAN REACH HIS BIRTHDAY WISH FuBob@ fubar

Hard
The hardest thing I ever did was watch you walk away, while I held my tongue, but could not hold you, for yet another day. May you find true peace, may you find true love, may you finally be happy alone, but if you miss me just once, and your soul craves my own, please know that this heart's still your home.

True Love My Baby Love...
It has been ages since I wrote in my blog. Well this deserves mention since LOVE is a popular topic. An everlasting one. It is a powerful emotion. Like it or not it has happened to you at least once in your lifetime. Even those who deny it's very existence is because they have felt it one point or another it's just that they have been disappointed by it that suppressing or rather dismissing it would be a good idea. Earlier I wrote about goals and affirmations. Today I would love to affirm with my heart and soul to love and to be loved eternally... SO BE IT

I Love My Baby Boy
I'm so inlove with my boyfriend, Robert. I can't wait to marry him and have lil' kids running around that we can call our own... i know the past few months have been hell baby but you know what we got out alive and now its time to plan our future!

I Know
I know that words from me are as insubstantial as smoke. I know that good things come to those that wait, and I have waited oh so long. I know that there is a strong wind blowing out of the north, may it carry you swiftly to me. I know that my life has been spent waiting for one such as you, I know that it should surely be well worth the wait. I know that my need for you is an iridescent vibration of truth. I know that I feel you, crystalline, at my very core. I know that weeks might go by without word from you but when that silence breaks it's like bursting from the depths of darkness beneath a chrome-yellow sun. I know that I long to be saturated in you; taken into the darkest of your waters until day sours towards bitter twilight. I know that one day we shall dance beneath cotton sheets, graceful as starlight at the edge of night, for we, you and I, are meant to be. I know that our time surely must come, for the wait has been unbearable. I know that the

Take My Hand
Take my hand and I'll lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips as I touch your skin; bring out passions from deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; I'll take away your pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

My Only Friend
He's quiet never saying anything. He's patient and knows just what to do when the time is right. He's clothed in black and always wears a cloak. He takes away my pain and shows me a new life, a new life of sorrow and misery, pain and torture. The few moments of peace, happiness, and love all vanish to soon. My friend is sitting in the corner shrouded in darkness he carries a Scythe and he uses it from time to time He gestures that its not your time but he still sits and waits.

The Heart Of The Matter
The heart of the matter is transitioning Going from fear to fearless It''s allowing yourself to be free It''s like climbing a tree, being treeless It''s taking each rung of the ladder Then stepping off at times Floating in place without falling Free falling within your mind Cushioning fears without fearing them Allowing your mind to regress Digging past pain without tearing up Freeing your heart of all stress You can jump right off of the jagged edge Leaping into the abyss Grasping for help and not getting it Believing in what you missed Finding the self inside of you The person you trust the most Locating the shine of all power Finding it in your life's host Finding the heart of the matter Knowing it''s been in you all this time Believing in what''s within you Conditioning all that you find. The heart of the matter When you look deep inside You will find what you were looking for Right where you knew it would reside. The heart of the matter I

More Lyrics!
The honor is given to Metallica today! Metallica- Dyers Eve Dear Mother, Dear Father What is this hell you have put me through?! Believer Deceiver Day in, day out, live my life through you Pushed onto me what's wrong or right Hidden from this thing that they call life Dear Mother Dear Father Every thought i'd think you'd disapprove Curator Dictator Always censoring my every move Children are seen, but not heard Tear out everything inspired Innocence Torn from me without your shelter Barred reality, I'm living blindly Dear mother Dear father Time has frozen still what's left to be Hear nothing Say nothing Cannot face the fact I think for me No guarantee, it's life as is But damn you for not giving me my chance Dear mother Dear father You've clipped my wings before i learned to fly Unspoiled Unspoken I've outgrown that fucking lullaby Same thing i've always heard from you Do as i say, not as i do Innocence Torn from me without your s

Just When You Think You Have It Bad
Just When You Think You Have It Bad, It Gets Worse... 11/6/2007 | Shown: 15 times Just When You Think You Have It Bad, It Gets Worse... Bad: You can't find your vibrator. Worse: Your daughter "borrowed" it. Bad: You find a porn movie in your son's room. Worse: You're in it. Bad: Your husband's a crossdresser. Worse: He looks better than you. Bad: Your son's involved in Satanism. Worse: As a sacrifice. Bad: Your wife wants a divorce. Worse: She's a lawyer. Bad: Your wife's leaving you. Worse: For another woman. Bad: Your wife's leaving you. Worse: To enter a convent. Bad: Your wife's arrested for soliciting. Worse: She implicates you. Good: Hot outdoor sex. Bad: You're arrested. Worse: By your husband. Good: The postman's early. Bad: He's wearing camas and has an AK-47. Good: The secretary said "yes." Bad: Your wife says "no." Good: The teacher likes your son. Bad: Sexually. Worse: He's gay. Good: You came home for a quickie.

Dance Of The Wayward Gypsies
I have loved you for a lifetime Many centuries maybe more We have run the gamut laughing Skipping heartbeats wanting more Tripping into valleys In the clover we made love Watching heavens sweet cinema Clutching closely you above Your shadow covered my eyes From the midnight brilliant moon In your pleasures I laid waiting As my passions you festooned We danced like wayward Gypsies With brightly colored pleasures We drenched our tears in raindrops We challenged stormy weather We fought the fears of terror When separately we parted We died to be together Begin again what we had started To love you is infinity Dancing centuries away I wear you as each freckle Even now as yesterday

Women....the Superior Species
An old man and woman were married for many years, even though, they hated each other. When they had a confrontation, screaming and yelling could be heard deep into the night The old man would shout, "When I die, I will dig my way up and out of the grave and come back and haunt you for the rest of your life!" Neighbors feared him. They believed he practiced black magic, because of the many strange occurrences that took place in their neighborhood. The old man liked the fact that he was feared. To everyone's relief, he died of a heart attack when he was 98. His wife had a closed casket at the wake. After the burial, she went straight to the local bar and began to party, as if there was no tomorrow.. Her neighbors, concerned for her safety, asked, "Aren't you afraid that he may indeed be able to dig his way up and out of the grave and come back to haunt you for the rest of your life?" The wife put down her drink and said,

Autumn Remembers
Autumn remembers That look in your eyes As you cried for the leaves Waving gentle goodbyes For a moment or two With my face to the sky I inhaled all your dreams As your spirit flew by Yes, autumn remembers Every heart left behind When the path had two choices And yours, wasn't mine And the days I revisit And the times I regret And the nights that I wish That my heart would forget But, autumn remembers And it calls me each year To reflect on my life And the journey, unclear When the smells and the sounds And the colors begin Autumn remembers And it cries from within..

I Wish It Was Me
If it was me taking you out, to a quiet place just for two. A sweet aroma of essential food would rise to meet your beautiful essence. I would light the candles and see the flame in your eyes. Twinkling and dancing as you smile. Soft music serenades the evening. I serve you with my own hands and a smile. Pouring you a glass of wine, I kiss your cheek. You are beautiful sitting across from me. Your hair is perfect and your smile holds my heart. I wish it was me with you tonight. Dancing after dinner sexy against me I feel you. Dance close baby, and hold me tight. I sure wish I was with you tonight. We close down the club with last call. I look at you as I feel my heart fall. Your hand silky against my skin as you rub my face. With eyes closed you touch me. I care not where I am, because I am with you. Your hands on my ass and your tongue slowly inside my lips. "Your place or mine?" I hear you say. " I'll be your hearts delight." Only if it were you I was with t

If You Need To Know About Salute Pics Etc. .......here Ya Go!
What is a Salute and why should I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself holding a HANDWRITTEN sign with your screen name, member ID, and fubar.com proving to the world that you’re the real person behind your fubar profile. Members often write their information on their hands, feet or other body parts. Please do not submit NSFW salutes. You will NOT be able to move up past level 10 without a verified salute. How do I make a Salute? Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: fubar The following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute: You wearing a fubar t-shirt or you in front of your fubar homepage (not your profile page or any other fubar page) that is CLEARLY visible. * Photoshopped or any “type” print will NOT be accepted. * Grainy and

Listen
Listen, To the cries, in the night, Cries of pain, cries of happiness, And passionate cries, Searching for truth's light. Listen, To the heart's beat, Two hearts, beating as one, As they reach moments, They can't share alone. Listen, To the soft kisses, Slowly being placed, With whisperings, of I love you, They kiss each other's face, Listen, To the whispers, Promises, being made, Of love moments, With treasures along the way, Listen, To the sensuous sounds, Of gentle moans, And groans of pleasure's delight, Hearts beating, out of control, In the true beauty, of the night. Listen, To the breathing, Of embraced lovers, As two souls, reach the heavens, Seeking ecstasy, From one another. Listen, To the joy, Of two Lovers Coming together. Knowing in their hearts, That a moment, Can last forever.

Shocking News...walmart Greeter Expands His Horizons
A blonde decides to try horseback riding, even though she has had no lessons, nor prior experience. She mounts the horse unassisted, and the horse immediately springs into motion. It gallops along at a steady and rhythmic pace, but the blonde begins to slide from the saddle. In terror, she grabs for the horse's mane, but cannot seem to get a firm grip. She tries to throw her arms around the horse's neck, but she slides down the horse's side anyway. The horse gallops along, seemingly impervious to its slipping rider. Finally, giving up her frail grip, the blonde attempts to leap a way from the horse and throw herself to safety. Unfortunately, her foot has become entangled in the stirrup; she is now at the mercy of the horse's pounding hooves as her head is struck against the ground over and over. As her head is battered against the ground, she is mere moments away from unconsciousness when to her great fortune..... Frank, the Walmart greeter, sees her dilemma and unplugs the h

"your Yacht Comes To 100 Million Please."
I was watching 60 Minutes the other night and they had a segment on a Tom Perkins (More info found here http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_Perkins ) entitled “Captain of Capitalism” (news story found here http://www.cbsnews.com/sections/60minutes/main3415.shtml ). Now I am not one to get angry very easily, nor am I one to stay angry very long. But this news article enraged me. Last week I was talking with a young lady (maybe all of 20), in class. The stress in her face seemed to age her by nearly 5 years. She told me that her heat and electric had been shut off, that she had no way to pay the bill, and no idea how to pay it. She worked part time and had a huge 16 credit hour class schedule. I asked if she had parents that could help her out, and her reply was simply that her parents were working hard to stay afloat themselves. I hear stories all the time from the less affluent. I have friends that work as home health nurse, and they were asked by the elderly to not throw

Wrestling Legend Fabulous Moolah Dies
The most famous and recognized woman wrestler, Fabulous Moolah, passed away last night in South Carolina, the WWE announced today. She was 84. Born Lillian Ellison, the WWE says that she "was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport, or any sport for that matter." She even held the title as recently as 1999, becoming the oldest champion in the history of wrestling. She was inducted into the WWF Hall of Fame back in 1995, the first female wrestler to receive the honor. WWE issued the following statement: “ WWE is saddened by the passing of Lillian Ellison, who was known to sports-entertainment fans as Hall of Famer Fabulous Moolah. She passed away last night in Columbia, S.C. In the world of women’s wrestling, there will always be one irrefutable legend that stands head and shoulders above the rest: The Fabulous Moolah. She was the longest reigning champion in the history of her chosen sport, or any sport for that matter. And with more than 50 year

The One Flaw In A Woman
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won't,' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.' The angel moved closer and touched the woman. 'But you have

Like An Angel You Grew Wings And Flew Away
Like an angel you grew wings and learned how to fly. You learned how to tackle the most difficult situations, you learned how to be strong although you are young you have faced alot in your young life. Like an angel you grew wings and learned how to fly. I did what i could to keep you safe from harms way, but i couldnt keep you safe from everything. you have suffered in the long run, but i did the best i could for you, but now like an angel you grew wings and learned how to fly. I will continue to love you even though what you did was wrong, maybe someday we will be together again, i miss you my son, i will always love you. Like an angel you grew wings and flew away.

For Another Special Man In My Life
YOU ARE SPECIAL IN YOUR OWN LIL WAY.ONE DAY YOU WILL MAKE SOME WOMAN VERY HAPPY.YOU ARE VERY SWEET AND SENSITIVE,THE TWO MOST IMPORTANT THINGS TO A WOMAN.YOU OFTEN PUT YOUR GIRL BEFORE YOURSELF ALWAYS BEING UNSELFISH,A QUALITY THAT MOST PEOPLE DON'T APPRECIATE.FOR YOUR KIND AND GENTLE WORDS TO ME YOU WILL FOREVER BE IN MY HEART. MY RIKKANBALLER77

Today's
"See if you can make one positive step toward improved health today. It's much easier than you'd think, thanks to a vibrant source of energy that is moving you in the right direction on its own." I just happen to be sick today!! Energy?? I have none right now :-( Can somebody push me in the right direction?

Think About It!
I got this as an email at work and decided to repost it here. Most of what's in this we should take to heart. John Glenn said this that should make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost ... an verage of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost … an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost … an average of 5,800 per y

Good Reading
Most of what's in this we should take to heart. John Glenn said this that should make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost ... an verage of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost … an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost … an average of 5,800 per year. f. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French

Re: Nice Guys
I think that there are more nice guys out there then we realize. I have to admit..I've been blessed with having a few of them cross my path over the years. Some would never ever admit that they were nice though. I guess it does ruin their image, in their own eyes. They think that every girl wants a "bad boy" and yes, I do agree that a little bit of badness mixed with testosterone is attractive. But when it comes down to it..yes..I need... To be held tightly in his arms when I need to feel safe and cared for. To feel his fingers caress my hair as he quiets my tears. To be surprised by a sweet message on my voicemail, something that I can keep and listen to during a bad day. To see his emotions and my own, mirrored in his eyes. To feel a kinship *as someone put it so well* This dance, as some call it, can be so complicated sometimes. It doesn't need to be but human emotion is tempered by experience. It builds walls where there should be bridges. Never quit tryi

You Should Read This
Most of what's in this we should take to heart. John Glenn said this that should make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost ... an verage of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost … an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost … an average of 5,800 per year. f. Clinton went to war in Bosnia without UN or French

Wanting You Forever
AS I SIT HERE THINKING TO MYSELF HOW MUCH I CARE FOR YOU,HOW I LOVE THE LIL THINGS YOU DO,WHY YOU STAY ON MY MIND ALL THE TIME. YOU MAKE ME HAPPY AND WHEN I AM DOWN YOU TURN MY FROWN INTO A SMILE.I HATE THAT I CAN NEVER STAY MAD AT YOU AND YOU KNOW IT TOO. YOU HAVE ME AND ITS ALL OR NOTHING.I FEEL LIKE WITH YOU BY MY SIDE TOGETHER WE COULD CONQUER THE WORLD.I FIND YOUR WISDOM SEXY AND YOUR IGNORANT OUTBURST WITTY.SOMETIMES YOURE A HANDFUL BUT I WOULDN'T HAVE YOU ANY OTHER WAY.WHEN YOUR GONE I LONG TO HEAR YOUR SEXY VOICE.WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER I HATE WHEN WE HAVE TO PART WAYS AND WHEN YOURE AWAY I LONG FOR YOUR TOUCH.I CAN HONESTLY SAY I NEVER WANTED ANYONE AS MUCH AS I WANT YOU.ALL I CAN SAY IS I HOPE YOU FEEL THE SAME WAY TOO.AND I'M HAPPY TO BE CHOSEN TO BE THE ONE THAT YOU SHARE YOURSELF WITH BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THERE ARE MANY WOMEN WHO WISH THAT THEY WERE IN MY SHOES.HOPE YOU KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER HURT YOU, I'M HERE JUST TO PLEASE YOU AND I PROMISE THAT I WILL BE GOOD TO YOU ALW

Bit Parts
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John Glenn On War
I got this as an email at work and decided to repost it here. Most of what's in this we should take to heart. John Glenn said this that should make you think a little: There were 39 combat related killings in Iraq in January. In the fair city of Detroit there were 35 murders in the month of January. That's just one American city, about as deadly as the entire war-torn country of Iraq. When some claim that President Bush shouldn't have started this war, state the following: a. FDR led us into World War II. b. Germany never attacked us; Japan did. From 1941-1945, 450,000 lives were lost ... an verage of 112,500 per year. c. Truman finished that war and started one in Korea North Korea never attacked us. From 1950-1953, 55,000 lives were lost … an average of 18,334 per year. d. John F. Kennedy started the Vietnam conflict in 1962. Vietnam never attacked us. e. Johnson turned Vietnam into a quagmire. From 1965-1975, 58,000 lives were lost … an average of 5,800 p

All New Corpus Reggae/rock Check It Out!!!
Hello everyone, you may remember prominent Corpus Christi Reggae Rock band HerbN Pipeline?!! Well here is the new project from Tristan and Jason from HerbN.. Introducing 7th Generation!!! Please Help Us SPREAD THE WORD!!!!! Thank you much in advance.. much love 7G!

11-06-07
Your ability to get along with pretty much anyone -- and have them respond in kind -- is strong right now. It's a great time to go out on a date or meet potential clients, so make sure you're networking! **************************************************************************************************************** So let's network!!!!

It's Getting Cold Outside...
..and they are calling for snow here...here comes winter...and since it seems 99% of my readers are women..here is something to warm you ladies up on a day like this...its called "My Hands" I WISH IT WAS MY HANDS THAT CARESS YOUR FACE THAT EXPLORES YOUR BODY TEASING THAT SPECIAL PLACE TOUCHING YOU WHERE IT COUNTS TREADING WHERE ANGELS FLEE MAKING YOU BITE YOUR LIP TRACING CIRCLES ALONG YOUR KNEE GENTLY SPLITTING YOUR THIGHS LIGHTING YOUR SKIN ON FIRE GOOSE BUMPS ON YOUR SKIN EVERY MUSCLE ACHING WITH DESIRE EVERY TOUCH FILLED WITH EMOTION EACH SIGH DRIPPING WITH LUST NAILS DIGGING INTO FLESH A PASSION DRIVEN TRUST STROKING YOUR PANTIES JUICES FLOWING FROM WITHIN YOUR BODY TENSE WITH DESIRE THE EXPLOSION SOON BEGINS MY FINGERS STROKING FASTER AS YOU BEG AND PLEAD FOR MORE HARDER AND HARDER AGAINST YOU YOU FINALLY CANT TAKE ANYMORE AS I RELEASE YOU YOU COLLAPSE WITH A MOAN I KISS YOU ON THE LIPS YOU BEG ME TO GO ON I WHISPER SWEETLY TO YOU "TH

I Wonder...
There are these idiots on the fourth floor of this building who seem to be directly located under my desk. They keep yelling stupid things and making lame noises not knowing I can hear them. I'm thinking of doing one of two things: 1. Either ramming my foot thru the floor, peeking in the hole, and telling them to shut the hell up. or 2. Going down and joining the damn party.

To Every Guy
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait." To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state line) to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes. To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy

My Grandpa
My Grandfather ( My Father's Dad ) passed away on Sunday, I will be away today and tomorrow to attend the viewing and the funeral. He died from another stroke, he had suffered a stroke 5 yrs ago. I did go see him in the hospital a few wks back and i'm glad i did as i never got to say good bye to other grandfather ( my Mother's Dad ) that passed in 2004 3 wks after my son was born.

Interesting Fact
Can you imagine working for a company that has a little more than 600 employees and has the following statistics? 29 have been accused of spouse abuse 7 have been arrested for fraud 19 have been accused of writing bad cheques 117 have directly or indirectly bankrupted at least 2 businesses 3 have done time for assault 71 cannot get a credit card due to bad credit 4 have been arrested on drug-related charges 8 have been arrested for shoplifting 21 are currently defendants in lawsuits 84 have been arrested for drink driving in the last year Which organization is this? It's the 635 members of the House of Commons, the same group that cranks out hundreds of new laws each year designed to keep the rest of us in line.

Common Sense
London Times Obituary of the late Mr. Common Sense 'Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense

Holiday Recipes
Pumpkin Chocolate Chip Cake Recipe Ingredients: 1 can Pumpkin Puree(Fresh or Canned) 3 Eggs 2 cups Flour 1/2 cup Vegetable Oil 2 cups Sugar 1/2 Teaspoon Salt 1/2 Teaspoon Cinnamon 2 Teaspoons Baking Powder 2 Teaspoons Baking Soda 1 small bag Chocolate Chips ---------------------------------------------------------- ---------- Preparation Directions: Pre-heat oven to 350 degrees. Grease and flower a tube pan. Add all ingredients, except the chocolate chips, into a mixing bowl. Mix well. Blend in chocolate chips by hand mixing. Pour mixture into the greased and floured tube pan Bake for one hour. Remove and allow to cool before serving. ---------------------------------------------------------- Pumpkin Cheesecake Bars Recipe Ingredients: Crust: 1 cup Flour 1/4 cup brown sugar 1 stick sweet butter 1/2 cup chopped walnuts Filling: 8 oz. Cream cheese 1/2 cup sugar 2 eggs 1/2 cup pumpkin 1 t. Vanilla 1/

I'm Going To Die Tonight.
You're all going to die. I came home last night and someone forwarded me this email: ---------- Forwarded message ---------- WHEN U ALREADY START READING THIS DONT STOP OR ELSE SUMTHIN BADWILL HAPPEN ..... MY NAME IS TEDDY...I AM 7 YEARS OLD WITH BLONDE HAIRAND SCARY EYES. I HAVE NO NOSE OR EARS. I AM DEAD. IF U DO NOT SEND THIS TO 15PPL IN THE NEXT 5 MIN., I WILL APPEAR TONIGHT BY YOUR BED WITH A KNIFE AND KILL YOU. THIS IS NO JOKE SOMETHING GOOD WILL HAPPEN TO U TONIGHT AT 10:22. SOMEONE WILL CALL U OR TALK TO U ONLINE AND SAY I LOVE YOU. DONT BREAK IT. (copy n paste ####. This is fucking serious. In the midst of panic, I phoned the police and gave them a description of the boy. They had a sketch artist do up a picture of him. Then a thought occurred to me - for every person this mail is sent to, they have to send it to 15 more. Imagine this scenario: Let's say the letter is sent once per day, this is how many people will die: Day 1: 15 Day 2: 225 Day 3: 3,

Jbombs23
jbombs23: whats up ->jbombs23: last time i looked, the sky :D jbombs23: lol or my cock ;) you fucking disgusting little man. I mean, what the fuck is that all about? I hope your probably already shrivelled chipolata excuse for a dick falls off.

I Don't Get People!
Why do people pretend to care about another person? I don't understand that! You talk to someone and trust them and listen to them and it then one day it just seems like they decide not to care anymore (if they really even did). I hate being the one to get used whether is is for "friendship" or whatever. If you are going to become "friends" with me... I am not one to just up and walk away from a friendship or a relationship... I have a hard time trusting people and when I can finally open up and talk to someone and then they turn their backs and act like I don't exist anymore...that is the reason that I try my hardest not to open up! Sorry to sound bitchy but I am tired of people telling me that they care only to see that they don't!

Dumb Ass People...
Had this chick block me the other day because I welcomed her to my World Wide Harem... Some people have NO sense of humor... Can you believe that crap?? I think I am one of the funniest and nicest people I know... Hell -- I love me!!! See ya fans... :)

Its My Party And I'll Cry If I Want To!
so as most of u know, i wanted the spotlight today, like really bad... i stayed up till 2 this morning, biddin on it, only to get outbid at the last second with 5 million fuBucks! i wuz close to having that, but not close enuff... so im pouting today... so who wants to take me out tonight? lol

On Second Thought
Now that im on my new medication.Not to be alarmed it's just something to make me a little happier and alot less anxiety.I think that it's time i definatly get over my ex and start to explore new and wonderful possabilitys.If shes going to be a bitch about things and not bring the kids around out of her own free will. Then i don't need her around any way.I just need to get over it. If shes going to fall in love with some strange guy on the net that she has no clue about.Taking a chance on getting herself hurt or worse....getting killed.Oh well let it happen.Nothing i can do to stop it.I feel bad for her daughter because she has that kind of mother.Yet the road to happiness means you got to let somethings go and let people learn the hard way. As for me i just need to find someone new and have a good time.Even for a short time.Because thats what life is all about a series of moments that make you happy.

3rd Installment Of The Kissing Partner
The 3rd Installment of "The Kissing Partner" by Leslie W.B. (c.) For some reason, my shoe landing on the curtain rod signaled an abrupt change in mood. William looked up at it, then at me. I laughed when he looked at me, then quickly covered my mouth. "Uh-oh," I said. "I don’t think I can reach it." My words were quite slurred and I felt unsteady. Without a word, William strode over to the tall, draped window, and plucked my shoe down. "Here," he said with a note of annoyance. It appeared he had three shoes in his hand, so I opted for the middle one. Smart choice. How was I going to walk in these heels? How was I going to walk?! "William, I am really not in the best condition to resume our interview." God, I sounded like some kind of barfly, slurring drunkenly. "Yes, I can see that." He remained standing, arms folded over his chest. "I’ll drive you home. You shouldn’t drive." I looked up at him with one eye closed so I could focus better. "I’ll order some coffee. I’ll be alright

Yahoo
To the few who have my old ID I got a new one if you want my new one send me a fumail with yours and I'll add you. Anyone on my family list who want's to know it can also mail me with their ID. Just be warned I don't have a cam and I don't want to view yours :D

Do You Have A Dirty Mind??
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you!Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Uploading Extra Nsfw Pics, I Need Help Though
IF all you guys helps me pimp out this Super awsome girl, I will open up some Very Extra Special NSFW pics. Please let me know if you are gonna Help (that way I can show you some love) Please repost My bulletins reguarding ~*SexyJewels*~ ~*SexyJewels*~ Click The Pic And Check Her Out! This is one of the most magnificent girls here on Fubar and by far the easiest to lovePlease come by her page and show her a little love, Even just the smallest amount is greatly appreciatedBROUGHT TO YOU BY: The Seven And 12 The Seven And 12 http://www.fubar.com/user/917251

I Am Done
I am so done with this, The Coward that treated my friend poorly has once again hidden behind his computer. You would think a real man would have had enough guts to just talk it out like a human and realize his faults, sadly no. This one is throwing a little pitty party to gain sympathy and play the victim when he needs to realize that he is the one at fault and he was abusive. Sad that our country has people like that in the military... makes me feel very unsafe at night. He comes on this site acting like he is the leader of some massive cult, not realizing that it is all just penis envy. He needs to feel like he is in power and will take advantage of women to gain that. He is a sad predator and women need know this. He is only out there to find a woman he can make his slave and when my friend realized all of this he got mad and retaliated the way all sick minds do... he should not be in the military... he should be in jail. so ... BEWARE WOMEN... THIS MAN IS VERY TWISTED AND WI

How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days (or Less)
lol so its not the movie and its not matthew... but I seem to know just what to say to get them running for the door!! or to lose interest or whatever... maybe I need to post more info on my profile so they just pass through...........

This Is So True
(MEXICANS ONLY)IM JUST REPOSTING...NOT 2 OFFEND ANYONE Body: iTS FUNNY HOW PUTOS TALK DOWN ON MEXICANS THAT WE'RE FUCKEN WETBACKS"..."IMMIGRANTS"... "ILLEGAL ALIENS"..."BEANERS"...BLAH BLAH BLAH...BUT LET ME TELL YA... CALL US WHAT YOU WANT TO... SOMEDAY WE'RE GONNA RUN THIS BITCH... PORQUE WE OWNED HALF OF IT BEFORE... AND NO MATTER WAT WE STILL DO... WE"RE HARD WORKERS WE WORK FOR OUR SHIT.. .WE MAKE THAT FERIA NO MATTER WAT IT TAKES... YEAH YOU MIGHT SEE US SELLING 'CORN'..'PALETAS'..'CHICHARRONES'...'TAMALES'..... 'ORANGES'...'FLOWERS'...'CANDIES'... 'CHIKLES'...AND MORE.... BUT U DONT FUKN SEE THEM ASKING FOR MONEY IN THE EXITS OF THE FREEWAYS... OUTSIDE OF 7-11'S...OR FUKN PICKING UP MONEY OUTSIDE THE DRIVE-THRU RESTAURANTS WHEN PPL DROP MONEY... ALL U GRINGOS TALK SHIT BOUT US... KEEP UR FUKN WORDS "SWEET&SOFT" PORQUE SOMEDAY UR GONNA HAVE TO EAT EM!!!!!...IM JUST KEEPING IT REAL... THINK BOUT IT FUKERS.. .NEXT TIME U GO TO A FAST FOOD PLACE LOOK AT WHO'S MAK

Could You Be A Vampire?
You Could Be a Vampire... If You Had To Like most people, the thought of being a vampire has crossed your mind. But you're not sure if you'd do it, even if you could. Living forever doesn't sound half bad, if you could live forever with the people you love the most. But do vampires even love? And would the vampire version of you even be you? It's all too much to contemplate. Luckily, the chances of you ever becoming a vampire are astronomically low. What you would like best about being a vampire: Living forever What you would like least about being a vampire: Blood stained teethCould You Be a Vampire?

Been Awhile!!!
Ok i got burnt out on this site a few months ago and made the mistake of being gone too long... So I wanted to say SORRY to all my friends who stayed with me anyway! I hope we can all play catch- up!!! love ya'll xoxoxoxo

I Love To Write..so Enjoy...
It's easy to take our feelings for granted and to assume that the people we care about know how we feel about them. But while those we love are often quite cognizant of our feelings, saying "I love you" is a gift we should give to our loved ones whenever we can. Letting people know you love them is an important part of nurturing any kind of loving relationship. Few people tire of being told they are loved, and saying "I love you" can make a world of difference in someone's life, take a relationship to a new level, or reaffirm and strengthen a steady bond. Everyone needs to hear the words "I love you." Three simple words - I - Love - You. When you declare your love for someone you admit to them that you care for them in the most significant way. It can be difficult to express your love using words, particularly if you grew up around people that never expressed their affection verbally. But you should never be afraid to say "I love you" or worry that doing so will thrust you into a p

Harry Potter Fans Are Corrupt.
Fans of Harry Potter disapprove of leaking information regarding events in each new book that comes out. They shun upon anybody willing to stand up and voice the truth. These evil hearted elitists like to throw around words like "ruin" and "spoil it for everyone" to keep people from being educated. But smart people know it's just a cover-up to keep the general population dumb and uninformed. The only spell being cast here is a "darkness" spell to keep the masses in the dark so they can go about their ignorant lives blissful and happy. It's time we stand up for our freedom. It's time we stand up for what's true and righteous. No more oppressing muggles. No more burying of knowledge. No more thought police. I demand that it is no longer a social taboo to conceal components of our culture in an attempt to gain power. That's why tonight I purchased the new hp book. I just finished reading the whole thing cover to cover and I will now heroically share the knowledge that the system

Thought For The Day 11/06/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Another day with seemingly little possibility to me. I strive to hold onto whatever measure of sanity I may grasp yet, again it eludes me, the answer. A sky filled with clouds, dark and formidable, they hang over my world and violate all aspects of my life. I look for the clear sky, it must be there, somewhere. The reason is transparent and hides itself deep within, it evades me now and the light is hidden. The truth lies deep within and I must see it eventually, there is little choice. This day, only cold consumes me, it ravishes and carries its absolute promise unrelenting, unforgiving. Destiny echos somewhere, muffled by the pain of those who surround me and fill me. Their future awaits, but what calling do they embrace. I must know." ©2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Daily Horoscope: Aries
Daily Horoscope: Aries For November 6,2007 You cheerfully put off your own needs in order to help a friend or family member who's in trouble. It's probably not as serious as it looks, but you'll still score points just for stepping in and helping.

Trip To Europe
Trip To Europe A beautiful young New York woman was so depressed that she decided to end her life by throwing herself into the ocean. However, just before she could throw herself from the docks, a handsome young sailor stopped her. 'You have so much to live for,' said the sailor. 'Look, I'm off to Europe tomorrow and I can stow you away on my ship. I'll take care of you; bring you food every day, and keep you happy.' With nothing to lose, combined with the fact that she had always wanted to go to Europe, the woman accepted. That night the sailor brought her aboard and hid her in a lifeboat. From then on, every night he would bring her three sandwiches and make love to her until dawn. Three weeks later she was discovered by the captain during a routine inspection. 'What are you doing here?' asked the captain. 'I have an arrangement with one of the sailors,' she replied. 'He brings me food; I get a free trip to Europe, plus he’s screwing me.' 'He certainly

Kris
a girl she waits waits for what her heart desires a lonely path a narrow road she cries in the night longing wanting what she wants she does not know a tip of the hourglass broken sand time will tell all time will bring the love shining among herself glowing like an angel full of love full of compassion filled with love devine kris is a flower blooming for all time

Poem: Never Feeling More Certain
I'd love the last part of many songs to be true. Unfortunantly it isnt. I won't be home for anyone cause he let alone no one is there for me. Hasnt been for many year's now. But the regrets that made me, is too late to save me. As far as I can tell,... Its those talking to me with their empty words & me not understanding whats said,... It isnt the things in my head. It's those around me that I once trusted, loved & had been nothing but loyal too. They apparently havent a clue let alone the ability to cherish these things. I look to the internet to fill these voids. Lonliness brings us to things such as the internet. When those voids can't be met.

What Type Of Weather Are You?
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performingWhat Type of Weather Are You?

Top 100 Legends
Somehow I am in the top 100 legends on Fubar. I am not sure what made me move up in the ranks, if it is amount of fans, friends, ratings...who knows. Those statistics and how you move up is sort of a mystery on Fubar. But I did notice, when I went to view the top 100 legends, that about the top 50 of them, with the exception of 3 men(who use to actually use womens pics for their primary until fubar changed the rules), all of them have a bikini on, bra on, showing their body in some form or fashion. I personally never will do that. I feel like what my body looks like in my underwear is something only my husband should see, and I sure wouldn't show it off to level up and make rank on a website. Now don't get me wrong, I love Fubar and making Godmother was exciting, but if I had to show my goodies to do it, I never would have made it. I think all of that comes from a serious lack of self esteem and a need for approval from others. Why else would somebody show theirselves to strangers

Do You Get Enough Sleep?
You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.Do You Get Enough Sleep?

Opie And Anthony Internships - Apply Online Now!
Hey kids, broadcasting hopefuls of all ages (well, not really), get those resume's ready and sign up for your chance to be an intern for the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram!WINTER INTERNSHIP MINIMUM REQUIREMENTS: Be enrolled in a college/university as either a Junior/Senior. Participate in our Internship Program for school credit (all internships are unpaid). If you can't afford to drag your ass into Manhattan at 4am on your own dime, you might want to re-think this. Work a minimum of 20 hours per week. Must be available to start on Jan. 14, 2008 and continue through April 4, 2008.Sign up online NOW! (hurry kiddies, these spots get filled FAST!)

What Age Do You Act?
You Are 31 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.What Age Do You Act?

Magic Words
As the crowded airliner is about to take off, the peace is shattered by a five-year-old boy who picks that moment to throw a wild temper tantrum. No matter what his frustrated, embarrassed mother does to try to calm him down, the boy continues to scream furiously and kick the seats around him. Suddenly, from the rear of the plane, a man in a Marine uniform is seen slowly walking forward up the aisle. Stopping the flustered mother with an upraised hand, the courtly, soft-spoken Marine leans down and, motioning toward his chest, whispers something into the boy's ear. Instantly, the boy calms down, gently takes his mother's hand, and quietly fastens his seat belt. All the other passengers burst into spontaneous applause. As the Marine slowly makes his way back to his seat, one of the cabin attendants touches his sleeve. "Excuse me, sir," she asks quietly, "but could I ask you what magic words you used on that little boy?" The Marine smiles serenely and gently confides,

Broken Window
the old broken window shattering the light the days have passed long alone i slumber waiting for you the part of mysoul ive been searching for love is a diamond buried underground waiting to be found the old window shows me one thing how my life reflects away from me love is a balance trials once i loved you but you dont show it back ill sit and stare at the old broken window

In Honor Of Stupid People
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed to stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods: On a Sears hairdryer -- Do not use while sleeping. (Shoot, and that's the only time I have to work on my hair.) On a bag of Fritos -- You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (the shoplifter special)? On a bar of Dial soap -- "Directions: Use like regular soap," (and that would be how???....) On some Swanson frozen dinners -- "Serving suggestion: Defrost." (but, it's "just" a suggestion). On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert (printed on bottom) -- "Do not turn upside down." (well...duh, a bit late, huh)! On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding -- "Product will be hot after heating." (...and you thought????...) On packaging for a Rowena iron -- "Do not iron clothes on body." (but wouldn't this save me more time)? On Boot's Children Cough Medicine -- "Do not drive a car or operate machinery after taking this medication

One Flaw In Women
post date: 2007-11-06 05:33:09 views: 7 comments: 0 ratings: 0 By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.' The angel was astounded at the requirements. 'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.' 'But I won't,' the Lord protested. 'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18

Im Here
ok cherrytappers im at the hospital getting ready for my open heart surgery tomorrow morning , i hope i make it thru this one , lol send all the luv u can to my page and i will see everyone in about 5 days i hope take care and happy cherryin

Half Naked People
As I sit here on fubar. I get very disqusted sometimes. Why do people have to put themselves out there with naked photo's? Are they that attention starved? Are they that hard up that they have to expose themselves to people they dont even know? Do they think that their boobs or their private area looks that much better then someone else's that they will get more photo views? I guess I am old school. I dont think it is appropriate to show your self naked to anyone other then your significant other or the doctor. No one needs to see that kind of thing. That just opens yourself up to a can of worms..and perhaps stalkers. There is nothing wrong with putting a photo of yourself up with your clothes on..people will look at that too. Just my thoughts for this morning.

I Find It Interesting
I FIND IT INTERESTING THAT A HIGH SCHOOL PRINCIPAL CAN SEE THE PROBLEM, BUT NOT OUR SOCIETY. IF I OFFENDED ANYONE BY THIS, I REALLY DON'T APOLOGIZE. This is a statement that was read over the PA system at the football game at Roane County High School, Kingston, Tennessee, by school Principal, Jody McLeod "It has always been the custom at Roane County High School football games, to say a prayer and play the National Anthem, to honor God and Country." Due to a recent ruling by the Supreme Court, I am told that saying a Prayer is a violation of Federal Case Law. As I understand the law at this time, I can use this public facility to approve of sexual perversion and call it "an alternate lifestyle," and if someone is offended, that's OK. I can use it to condone sexual promiscuity, by dispensing condoms and calling it, "safe sex." If someone is offended, that's OK. I can even use this public facility to present the meri

Price Of Gasoline
This is my response to a MUM I responded to recently regarding the current price of gasoline - just thought I'd blog my opinion too. "After reading all recent comments on this mum - I'd have to agree that Cooperate America sux and for those of us who choose to live in rural towns, rather than over-populated cities,alternate transportation isn't really an option. And, I hate to break it to some of you, but, gasoline is a necessity to most of us - Big Oil realizes this and will continue to raise the price, because they know we need to purchase it regardless of cost. Someone mentioned owning a motorcycle - that's great and economic, unless you live in a state that has 3+ months of winter - lol. The horse idea isn't bad, unless you have a 30+ minute commute to work one way (by automobile)! Complain as we may, there's not much we can do about being raped at the pump, besides bring along some KY lubricant! Let's put another Texan (oil tycoon) in presidency, shall we - or better yet, lets

More Thoughts
Sometimes the best communication happens when youre on separate bikes. The best alarm clock is sunshine on chrome. When you are riding lead, dont spit. Catching a yellow jacket in your shirt @ 70mph can double your vocabulary. If you want to get somewhere before sundown, you cant stop at every tavern. Theres something ugly about a NEW bike on a trailer. A good long ride can clear your mind restore your faith and use up a lot of fuel. Only a biker knows why a dog sticks his head out of a car window. There are two types of people in this world, people who ride motorcycles and people who wish they could ride motorcycles. There are drunk riders, there are old riders, there are NO old drunk riders. and last but not least KEEP THE PAINT UP AND THE RUBBER DOWN.

This Is One Of The Lessons In Life...
I know we all remember things from the Bible... I know this is from Romans... For some reasone this is one of the lessons that has stuck with me and that I have always taught my kids... It's sometimes hard to do, but in the end well worth it... It really does work... Guess it's like the kill them with kindness sorta thing... Love your enemies, bless them who curse you, do good to them who hate you, and pray for them who spitefully use you and persecute you. Hope this may help someone in some small way, but for some reason felt compelled to put this here today... My love to all...

Ever Had A Friend....
Who just left you hangin? It annoys me to no end when someone stops talking to you cause he/she has found someone else who better occupies their time. Sometimes i let it depress me...but no...not this time....this time i am good and pissed. Sick to damn death of bein good enough when there is noone else around...*I* am pretty fucking amazing...and a damn fine friend. If you are too stupid to see what a great person i am then you should go jump off a big fuckin cliff. Fuckin SICK to death of people who claim to be my friend but only are when it's convenient for them. Fuck off now...i am off to the eye doctor.

Some Thoughts
Four wheels move the body. two wheels move the soul. Life may begin at 30 but it doesnt get real interesting until about 60mph. Midnight bugs taste just as bad as noon time bugs. Saddlebags can never hold everthing you want. but they can hold everthing you need. The only good view of a thunderstorm is in the rearview mirror. Dont ride so late into the night that you sleep through the sunrise. Riding faster than everyone else guarantees you will ride alone. If you dont ride in the rain than you dont ride. A bike on the road is worth 2 in the shed. Young riders pick a destination and go... Old riders pick a direction and go. People are like motorcycles: Each is customized a bit differently.

Can I Enlighten You?
It was a drizzly and windy night outside. As we dined, I marveled at how the evening was progressing. The conversation in person had been altogether different from what I had imagined and even more different from our online and phone chats. He was indeed witty in a subtle way and had managed to speak to me not in a condescending manner, but as I imagined myself...an intelligent woman. Our table was in a secluded corner of the restaurant overlooking the river. Boats slowly passed ... trying to find their marinas as the storm lashed at them. Thru the windows, their lights looked musical as the rain ran down the glass, making them seem to undulate along the river. As the lightning flashed, I looked at his eyes and saw a gentleness and kindness that had first drawn me to him. Seated next to him...he had been very insistent that we sit next to, not facing....I felt a canny comfort emanating from him as more lightning flashed. Seeing me look at him, he leaned over and whispered in my ear

Lord Jesus > Thank You O Lord
Thank you for so many things , God thy father had a great vision when He created Earth and heavens. Oceans and mountains , hills and streams. All beast and trees ; Birds and bees, all these things to make a world ; He seen the beauty in it all . Then came man; God made man.; he loved so much made man in His imiage, , but man defied God and know the world is as we know it , wicked mostly from evil and mans doing ; Satan placed the wickness in man ; but man had a concious to know right from wrong, and what it is to do wrong . But Lord Christ ;Thank you for thy Salvation to right the wrong ,brige ing the gap to save us from our sins and give eternal life . Thank you O Jesus , Each day is a new and each moment holds blessings bestowed upon us, in such a way some dont know you some may never know you . But In my heart , soul you are here. Thank you for your the happiness and joy and fill life life up to all. I want for nothing , cause you see to it I have all

Racism
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter?" the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it," she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm, please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the seats on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another seat is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one seat in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, t

Cowboy Stuff
Cowboy Code of Ethics Current mood: calm Cowboy Code of Ethics 1. Never slap a man who's chewing tobacco. 2. Never kick a cow chip on a hot day. 3. There are 2 theories to arguing with a woman...Neither works. 4. Never miss a good chance to shut up. 5. Always drink upstream from the herd. 6. If you find yourself in a hole, stop digging. 7. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it and put it back in your pocket. 8. There are three kinds of men: The ones that learn by reading. The few who learn by observation. The rest of them have to pee on the electric fence. 9. Good judgement comes from experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgement. 10. If you're riding ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still there. 11. Lettin' the cat outta the bag is a whole lot easier 'n puttin' it back. 12. AND FINALLY: After eatin

Trivia #3
The answer to #2 was Arsenio Hall Woo Woo Woo! What is the longest English word you can type with the top row of keys on your keyboard. To clarify the row that starts with qw. I'll leave this one up for a while it's a good one. :p

Kanye West - Jesus Walks
We need to recruit all the soldiers All of God's soldiers We at war We at war with society, racism, terrosism, and most of all we at war wit ourselves (Jesus Walks) God show me a way because the Devil's trying to break me down (Jesus Walks with me) with me with me with me [fades] You know who the Midwest is? Young & Restless Where restless [Niggaz] might snatch yo necklace And next these [Niggaz] might jack yo Lexus Somebody tell these [Niggaz] who Kanye West is I walk through the valley of the shadow of death is Top floor, the view alone will leave you breathless Uhhhh! Try to catch it Uhhhh! It's kinda hard Getting choked by the detectives yeah yeah now check the method They be asking us questions, harassin', arrest us Saying "We eat pieces of shit like you for breakfast." Huh? Ya'll eat pieces of shit? What's the basis? We ain't going nowhere but got suits and cases A trunk full of coke, rental car from Avis My momma used to say only Jesus can save us Well

Love
Never frown because you never know who might be falling in love with your smile. Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had? If I could be any part of you, I’d be your tears. To be conceived in your heart, born in your eyes, live on your cheeks, and die on your lips.

..of My Never Ending Marriage
For those who know me, you know that I'm married. I've been telling my husband since April 2007 that I wanted out of our marriage, and that I didn't love him anymore. He has put me thru the ringer emotionally,physically and mentally. I cannot deal with it anymore. The way he treats me, the way he treats my 13 yr old son that is not his can be alot to deal with. I told him again last night I wanted out. That I wanted to seperate from him, see other people and that I had feelings for another man. I told him that I loved this other man, and wanted to be with him. You know what my husband said, he said that I married him for better or for worse, that he is not giving up on me. That he loves me, no matter what I do. I told him to not bother because it is not returned. At one point he got mad said he was cutting my cell phone off, and the internet, and not paying anymore of my bills. I was handling that fine because you know I finally realized I dont need all that to be ha

Boyfriend Application
just for fun read this EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite Color: 4.Your Sign: 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color): 9.Piercings/tattoo: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. Would you enjoy it? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.Do you think I'm cute? 15. If you could change anything about me -would you? 16.Would you dance with me :]

In My Thoughts And Prayers
HELLO DEAR FRIENDS TODAY IS A VERY SAD AND HARD DAY FOR ME... MY MOTHER HAS BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH BREAST CANCER AND LYMPH GLAND AS WELL. THIS IS HARD NEWS FOR ME TO BEAR . AND AS SHE LIVES IN ANOTHER STATE I CANNOT BE WITH HER TODAY AS I WANT TO BE. SHE IS HAVING SURGERY THIS MORNING TO REMOVE THE CANCER FROM HER BREAST AND I ASK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU TO PLEASE SAY A PRAYER FOR HER AND OUR FAMILY. MY MOTHER IS 76 YRS OLD AND I LOVE HER VERY MUCH. THANK YOU LOVE GAIL

Shoutbox Offtoday
I'm turning my shoutbox off today; I have a ton of things to get done & it's a huge distraction. To those that have it; yahoo is up but I'll be slow to answer. To those that don't; fumail me. :-) I'm very irritated today someone called me a snob yesterday which just ticked me off all to heck. I sometimes go into hermit mode & don't send comments out for days at a time. I don't think that makes me a snob. I know if someone doesn't comment me it could be because they are busy; just not feeling it today or have other things to do but I don't bash them for it or think they are a snob. Fubar is not the center of my world so I don't expect it to be the center of anyone else's. Seriously, if my not commenting you every day or msging you the second you get on line upsets you; I'm sorry but if it's really that big of a deal; maybe you should just remove me as your friend. I don't need the added stress in my life of making sure you are happy with me at all times. Friends, I have

Read And Share This
Some Kids' Cough Syrups Recalled Several Robitussin and Children's Dimetapp Products Recalled Because of Dosage Cup; No Problem With Medications By Miranda Hitti WebMD Medical NewsReviewed by Louise Chang, MDOct. 30, 2007 -- Wyeth Consumer Healthcare issued a voluntary recall today of several of its Robitussin products and Children's Dimetapp Cough & Cold Congestion product. The recall only involves the following products for all U.S. retailers: Robitussin Cough DM Robitussin Cough & Cold CF Robitussin Cough & Congestion Robitussin Chest Congestion Robitussin Head & Chest Congestion PE Robitussin Cough Sugar Free DM Children’s Dimetapp Cold & Chest Congestion In a news release, Wyeth says the recall has nothing to do with the medications themselves. Instead, it's about the dosage cup that comes with the products. Wyeth will remove dosage cups that don't have a half-teaspoon mark, which is the recommended dose for children aged 2-6, and replace those products

My Ameture Site....
There is so much going on right now but im trying desperately to get to all the messages!!! im sorry its taking so long.. but I want you to know I will answer them all.. and the site is undergoing some major changes so i cant wait for you all to see them!!!! your gonna love it!!! More things to get!!!More nudity!!!More fun!!!!andMore naughty!!!!but anyways.. thank you sooo much for all the support Ill be answering all the emails very shortly!!!And weve also made humpday pictures.. weekly pictures and things.. all on photobucket.. so grab them and leave them for comments for your friends heheheheLove you guys and gals!!!!*kisses*Syn

Going Shopping
ok the old horoscope is telling me to go shopping with a friend....who wants to go?? I need your money haha....maybe we should look into stocks hmmmm It's a good day to make purchases, especially if you're going in on them with someone else. The combined judgment should yield a great investment, or at least a solid addition to your collection of stuff. whos in??

Thanks To Everyone!
Hello friends, fans, and family! I just wanted to say thank you so very much for all the Birthday love and gifts you all gave me yesterday. I loved it all. It made me feel so special on my Birthday. A extra special thanks goes to Linda and Sabby for the wonderful ticker I was given. I got a ton on new friends and fans. I am so happy that you all have added me. *HUGS* Thank you everyone for making my Birthday a wonderful day!

Touch Me Tuesday!..lol Revised..lol
GOOD MORNING EVERYONE! I TRIED A BLOG EARLIER AND SEEMED TO GET SCREWED UP..LOL SO HAPPY TOUCH ME TUESDAY AGAIN! HUGS AND KISSES! MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts MySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts

9 Words Women Use
9 WORDS WOMEN USE 1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but it's a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer

Lets See.......
i wanna see how many people actully will read this in a 24 hour period/ so if you would please either rate me or leave a comment that so i know you did read this. just wanna see how people do this. if you do read i thank you very much. will send love back. my time is nowabout 8am so we will see later, thank you for your time.

Male Cheerleaders
Yesterday a friend of mine, who is on a business trip to California, announced to me that he couldn't wait to go to San Diego. "Yum, Charger Cheerleaders". Give me a break. And a moment to swallow this information. Hey!! Not only are females cheerleaders, but so are males!! So my little mind started spinning in the hamster wheel. What makes a boy wake up one day and say, "Ya know, I want be a cheerleader!" Seriously. I'm not going with the whole sexual orientation thing. That's just stupid. If I knew I had a chance to hang out in a locker room with male cheerleaders? I'd do it. But knowing my luck I'd be put in a separate locker room. Plus, I'm no good at that flipping stuff and all that peppy rah rah that goes with it. I can understand boys wanting to play sport or be in band. Heck, I can understand wanting to be in a marching band and chess club. I can't understand the need to be scrutinized by your peers. I mean look at these guys. Do you think they are the life o

More Little Johnny
One day little johnny heard a noise and peeked into his parents room to check it out. He opened the door to see his mom bent over the dresser and dad going at it behind her. Johnny's dad saw him and gave him a little wink as Johnny closed the door. After business was finished Dad went to check on little Johnny. He opened his bedroom door to find Grandma bent over the dresser and little Johnny going at it behind her. Dad yelled, 'Johnny, what the hell are you doing?!' Little Johnny replied, 'It's not so funny when its your mom is it?!'

Leaving Fubar ... Friends And Family Please Read
I didn't think this would happen, but I've decided to cancel my account here and go. It's been good and I appreciate all the people who have befriended, commented, rated and otherwise been good to me. Due to certain events which have happened over the last couple of days I feel unable to continue to be a part of this site and need to be with those in my circle of closest friends. "Real" people. I have no doubbt that the majority of those on my lists here fit that description, but there have been some (not just at this site) who have messed with my head once too often and I need to make this move now. If any of you would like to keep in touch privately, they can reach me here: scampbell1969@googlemail.com. This is the addy I use for this site and will be happy to pass on my private address through a personal mail, should anyone want it. Take care all of you and thanks again for everything. Shona

What To Do When The Asteriod Hits
In 2004, as a massive tsunami roiled through the Indian Ocean killing hundreds of thousands of people, a dozen or so scientists quietly confronted an impending disaster potentially even more lethal. They had inside intelligence that a chunk of rock and metal, roughly 1,300 feet wide, was hurtling toward a possible collision with the most populated swath of Earth—Europe, India, and Southeast Asia. Furiously crunching numbers on their computers, the researchers put the odds of impact in the year 2029 at exactly those of hitting the number in a game of roulette: 1 in 37. “We usually deal with one chance in a million,” recalls Steven Chesley at NASA’s Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, California. “This was absolutely extraordinary—I didn’t expect to see anything like it in my career.” By the end of the day on December 27, 2004, to the relief of the observers, archival data turned up trajectory information that rendered the odds of a collision nil. Nonetheless, in 2029 the asteroid,

Sweet Euphoria
Yesterday, I remembered taking a trip with my parents to Disneyland - I must have been around five or six years old. I have remembered bits and pieces of the trip over the years, but sometimes things happen to trigger a long forgotten memory...yesterday was one of those instances. We left Niagara Falls around 8:00 am. John drove, Len navigated and this time I took a nap. I didn't remember about the trip with my parents, until I was tingly... I had long forgotten how my sister and I giggled and made goofy noises to hear our voices vibrate, not fully understanding at age five that the bed was meant for something bigger than entertaining two little girls. As I laid there enjoying the full body massage I thought to myself - how sweet and innocent I was as a child and then I thought are there still vibrating beds around, and if so where can I get one? All I know is that I left the van feeling slightly euphoric, and afraid that if I moved the wrong way I was going to clima

Kow - Please Block This Guy
pierced1 This guy gave me hell a few weeks ago. Unfortunately, I no longer have the comments he made to me from my Shoutbox. In the end, he called me a "f*ing whore" simply because I didn't tell him that I was married IRL from the beginning. He's an A$$. I already have him blocked myself.

Ufo's Seen By Other Than Kucinich
Although nbc's Tim Russert attempted to embarrass Democratic presidential candidate Dennis Kucinich in the October 30 presidential debate in Philadelphia, Kucinich may have the last laugh. Although NBC's Tim Russert attempted to embarrass Democratic presidential candidate Dennis Kucinich in the October 30 presidential debate in Philadelphia, Kucinich may have the last laugh. It is clear that Russert and NBC are acting as political shills for the Democratic Leadership Council and their corporate masters at General Electric, a major defense contractor profiting from Bush's wars in Iraq, Afghanistan and against "global terrorism," in denying former Senator Mike Gravel a spot at the Philadelphia debate and trying to embarrass Kucinich by asking him about UFOs as a result of the Ohio Congressman's suggestion that President Bush is mentally ill. WMR has uncovered a letter from Democratic President Clinton to the organizer of a 1995 conference on UFOs and contact with alien civilizations that

Add Your Team Members And Read Rules!
HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR (Helping Out The Team)A New Bombing Team Dedicated To Helping Out Their Team Members To The Best Of Their Ability! With All The Contests Everyone Has It Gets Hard To Get Help Sometimes. HOTT Is Being Created To Give Everyone A Chance To Win Something! (This In No Way Meant To Be Disrespectful To Any Other Bombing Family Already in Place) HOTT BOMBERS OF FUBAR MEMBERS SO FAR!!! PLEASE MEMBERS ADD EACH OTHER!! ALSO PLEASE READ OFFICIAL RULES! Logan ~***SECURITY/BARTENDER**~GUILTY PLEASURES LOUNGE@ fubar Duffer66@ fubar *.:.Savannah.:.*@ fubar Denno666666@ fubar bikerdad1963@ fubar rg62@ fubar snake2007@ fubar fearless

Your In The Driver's Seat.
Positive questions When your mind hears a question, it has no choice but to accept the premise of that question, and to think of an answer. Otherwise the question would be impossible to understand. When you hear a particular question often enough, you'll naturally seek to answer it. Even if you don't realize that you're doing it, your mind will set about to find an answer. The questions to which you're regularly exposed have a powerful influence on the direction of your life. And many of the questions you hear most often come directly from you. What questions are you asking yourself? Are they negative questions, such as wondering why you can't ever get anything done, or are they more positive such as asking yourself what's the best thing that happened to you today? For the next few days, when you catch yourself asking yourself a question, think about what kind of influence that question will have on your life. Pay conscious attention to what you're asking yourself, and make

Leave Some Love And Rate Comment On Some Pics
Keep the love and comments comming. Also I would like to get more emails from the ladies in my friends list and my fans. You ladies are all great and hot keep me posted on things

Trying To Figure This Out.
Hello everyone.I'm new to this site so please don't get upset if it takes me time to adjust to how this site works.This is alot different from other ones I havebeen on.I thank you for the comments and pic ratings.

Envy
Part of you... forever in a day... together forever.... i was there watching.... when you were made fun of. i was there waiting when you fucked up i was there when you lost everything..... i was waiting for you to ask me for help now, however.... seems like you need... my help no matter what.... guess what... i can help you get anything.... anything you want who am I? your not crazy... no.... IM THE VOICE IN YOUR HEAD... ILL MAKE YOU WISH YOU WERE DEAD.... IM YOUR SHADOW.... everyone has me.... i chose to speak to you because you can help me.... get what..... we.... want....

Wrath
angered..... i always am... i dont know why... I HATE THIS!!!!!!!! i dont know how to stop... FUCKING KILL YOU ALL!!!!!!!! i try... to control... my temper... BUT IT JUST ISNT.... FUCKING!!!!!!!! happening...... im turning... into an animal..... DONT KNOW HOW!!!!!! to STOP!!!! stop IM THE FUCKING !!!!!!!! beast... im the one.... who.... KILLS!!!!!!! im the... BEAST!!!! in you all.... im the rage.... that builds inside..... i am... the Beast....

Shadows
come on dear its almost time the day draws near, come to me slowly im in our hearts as wel fall tot he ground in an enchanting moment of everlasting fear ill be here waiting for a moment that can come to us only us when the day will be over come to me dear ill be yours till forever is closed maybe when i see the sun rise once again ill be sitting waiting for you to come for me so come clear to the sky open your arms and take flight maybe ill fly to you tonight so please dear show me where ill be there sitting in the shadows just waiting for you to come and take me away.... so take me away from the shadows where i lay

Along The Watch Of My Friend Death
how long has it been since i saw what was seen in tuned with emotions that lingered to long and oh how it beckons for more a travesty left just for me... AND I!! wondered why IT COMES FOR ME!!! like moments lost in tragedy when all life left me i see its my body and everythings gone grey am i left to the heavens or will hell take me is this life that i call over or is it just me cant i whisper to heaven or will hell just take me.... (ride the tides of never worlds and come see me...) to emotions of grandeur that has left me... I priced the souls of mortals and sold them all to hell i wished for the hexes and got only love am i ever to find her again I think not!!! The skies above me turn to ashenedgrey the world bellow me calls me today im left to the tempest a storm in my mind and of heaven i see they are blind hell take me free me of life i wish not breath once more .... (and was answered my prayer a demon called lust

I Am Finger Tied For A Story Today...
Good Morning and hello there on this Tuesday in Early November. Brrrr the winds off Lake Michigan are bitter cold this time of year. Well, perhaps not bitter cold, just whipping and blowing and bone chilling to say the least. It’s close to winter here so what am I expecting right? Oh well… I looked on MSN and found nothing that tweaked my melon so I am free handing it this morning. So brace yourself many, many Martyism’s might just appear. The home front is always a good place to start. Today is Mandy’s Birthday she is a 19 year old today. We are doing the PAPA VINO’S lunch date today due to the fact she has to work from 8:00PM to 1:00AM at the Ole Navy Store. Apparently their Christmas load is in and they need to rearrange the store and get their Holiday on… So that means no Christmas music will be played in our house until Christmas time I expect. Don’t you just hate it when stores play their Christmas jingles, Music and have all the décor up two months in advance? I do! I mean I lo

A Fortuna
choices always were a problem for me testing me to see how far i could go now im free and your jealous of me bending paper and seeing how to fall make me what i need now!! making life feel like shit now!! break me free and tell me just how to live you stupid whore!!! without you i know i can be free nothing left and all is with me singing torment and a mic thats broken testing my reaction to nothing else now set me free!! (from what isnt anything really) set me free!! (all you have given to me) set me free!! (why cant i be free from you?...) choices always were a big mishaping testing me to see how long i could fuck ontop of you isnt joy its a big long bore now im free and im not your toy.... cause im free i am free set me free!! make me what i need now... set me free!! making life like shit now... set me free!! breaking free and tell me just how to live now... set me free!!!

Nsfw...
Okay my mumm boob envy or renis envy got removed for nsfw...its a safe question. I understand the ned for it, but does it have to so extreme that they will remove your acct? I fell in love with fubar and know i have to watch my back for my acct haha. NSFW is getting abused..ima figure out suttin >:)

Now Im Here
wishing life werent so ever bored im making up for whats been done never alone always with you im sucking up but im feeling blue im sick of this fucked up bliss and now my life is upside down im breaking in breaking out and nothing left for me to shout im a stupid whore you stupid fuck im sick all that you have been now im free dont you disagree you fuck with me ill fuck with you revenge is sweet to a point where nothing is left and its been done im sick of this sick of you nothing left and im still blue should you comfort me ill comfort you make me what i need to be shouldnt you help me?... shouldnt you help me break free? tired of all this and im nothing left! waking up from this nightmare and your still here... im sick of this, you stupid bitch i slit my wrists and your still laughing im going mad inside my soul its dark and cold but you dont know because your blind and im still here wishing life withing death im a mistake that happened now

Spiral
i am one within and without i am one wth rage inside and out all around and bringing fear dominion and all is what is near listing me in side myself breaking free and killing darkness enveloping day turning red to grey turning turning all around the spiral turning turning all around the spiral silence madness screaming loud with everything silence madness screaming loud with everything the cone and the calming sweet songs of blood all around inside and out i bring you everything and doubt the spiral turns and outside to in inside to out outside to in white is black and black is grey all is not calm when there is dismay it turns and runs through inside and out outside and in without and with sin turning turning all around the spiral turning turning all around the spiral silence madness screaming loud with everything silence madness screaming loud with everything all for this and all for that its the end and thats a fact giving up and givi

Controlling Me
controling me... controling me everythings okay, now since you have gone away nothing bothers me... im already gone and nothing is stopping me... but its controling me controling me im used to this ending and im already gone now im alone... the bed sheets cold night begins to turn now and day breaks free suckered into it and im to blame this shouldnt have ever started but its controling me controling me... im used to this ending and im already gone should you have bled for this no you shouldnt have i tried to call but fear held me down now im scared for us if us even existed im cashing out now and you not here im so scared and falling in the wind its controling me controling me... im losing this battle and now im giving up. but its controling me controling me... im used to this ending and im already gone im already gone im already gone....

Colors
red.. all around and never stopping red making me grow insane red causing all loss of memory red is what i feel for you now blue.. is all i saw when i was with you blue is the color of us blue free and calling blue is now what i am green.. making me want more green all i need to have green is what you needed and now green isnt all that matters red! gives me what i need now blue is what turns to red green isnt needed anymore for green brought me to you and now im blue.... red is the pain inside me red is what i see everything as red is whats making me hate you and now red is turning to blue blue is the saddness i feel love blue makes me cry out my eyes... blue is the color of sadness and now blue transcends to red but now green isnt what i need now.. no green isnt needed right now red! gives me what i need now blue is what turns to red green isnt needed anymore for green brought me to you and now im blue.... white is in the end.. white is

Rage
broken from the all around and with this im nothing and nowhere bound i smell of dust and muck and slime broken down fallen from the ladder i used to climb if i could see but no its not me the mirror is broken glass in and under skin blood free and getting cool platelets drying taking in air shifting changing red turns to brown and the blood cakes a scar pain leaves with numbness and i see myself in it covered and in nothingness im shivering now dont know what i have done and all i do is rock back and forth as if to bow breathing increasing taking in as much as i can no no im getting black again!!!!!!

Ratzha
this is a martial art me and some friends of mine have created over time, but through certain works and numerous sessions with others i made the base for what it is. ratzha, meaning rage, not hate nor is it anger, it is pure unhelled rage. the first thing you must do is get into a red zone. the basic act of anger. RED ZONE: the state of mind where pain is forgotten and only one thing is in your sights. that one thing is the cause and your mind begins to go numb and produce no links. creating a very stimulating emotion of anger. but anger is a small word for the truth. every one has gone into the red zone. you cannot deny this fact. for my friend, it was when his girlfriend and soon to be wife was raped. he found the guy who did it and closed his sights on him. it took his own will and the aid of his girlfriend to calm himself from it. with this, ratzha is the red zone and the training to enter this state at any time and control its length for increased times. for the first lessio

Moving Forwad In Reverse.....
Tumbling from a nest I never helped build, Soaring wings borrowed and clipped, Endless hunger aft a serving of help yourself, Tommorow stays in the past of maybe, Maybe the nest was mine...... Danny Legend...

Empty Chairs
twas a day before this night and all my friends carry delight with smiles carried wide and loves brought high we danced this hour away my friends brought joy and love to me and now they vanish with this call i sang with friends only yesterday and now i sing alone... the house of games with us all broken shattered and now closed red and white lights flashing before me and my friends will sing no more oh dear friends answer me tell me that your okay! tell me that you not leaving... this life you had before phantom shadows on empty tables phantom laughter in the halls shattered dreams for tomorrow and im all alone now... oh dear friends answer me tell me that your okay! tell me that you not leaving... this life you had before

Hope
sickened by hate and broken through time within and without we embrace the darkness am i the one who must bleed? should this be the one who calls me forth and brings me hate? this is a test... it has to be and now im right here waiting breathing patiently waiting for the responce... waiting here patiently NO! its not made any more no its broken down!!! this palace within the sky is a false hood that we have made to be feared we are brought to be judged now we sing for fear we are brought here to hate now we are brought here to die... away now... away now... and i..... hate this fucking life this fucking world this endless madness of filth! this fucking tortured soul of lost compatabilities! and i fucking hate this world for its worth is nothing to me!! away now... awake now... away now.... stop me im closing... stop me im closing once again....

Welcome To The Dollhouse
(warning: this poem was written because of my friends here, this poem is intended to be taken from a perspective that i have seen. and its what i cant stand. to say this, i know that there are different areas in the world that are not like this, i know areas that are good and are kind. but i am writting this poem about what i have seen in an area here, thank you) twas a grand day given forth to set the setting the light shown from the sun beat down upon the house second up the street on the left small young family of four were being awoken from the alarm of day stumbling down one by one each set to their own seat father dear working hard to clear the future mother dearest worked inside to keep the house free smell of coffee smell of new day lifted into the house of spirits seems all she did was cook but she didnt care a kiss to all of them a kiss goodbye a kiss for the sandmans charm was away daughter woke up in the bus brother did too father was at work mothe

Im Back All
HEY EVERYONE IM BACK!! I WANT TO THANK ALL OF MY FRIENDS FOR THE GREAT B-DAY WISHES AND GIFTS! AS SOME OF YOU KNOW I WAS GONE FOR A FEW DAYS.IM NO LONGER IN VERMONT I HAVE DECIDED TO MAKE A FUTURE WITH FM.WHILE I WAS GONE THERE SEEMS TO BE SOME ISSUES WITH PPL NOT BEING SUPPORTIVE IN THE FF HALL THAT JOHN AND I HAVE WORKED SO HARD TO GIVE FIREFIGHTERS,EMT,AND MANY OTHERS A PLACE TO JUST TALK ABOUT FF STUFF OR JUST COME IN AND HAVE FUN. MANY OF YOU KNOW HOW MANY HRS I HAVE SAT IN FRONT OF MY COMPUTER TRYING TO KEEP IT THAT WAY BUT I GUESS MY TIME AND EFFORT REALLY DID NOT MAKE MUCH OF A DIFFERANCE. I WILL CONTINUE TO DO MY BEST FOR THE HALL BUT IF I DONT SEE IT BACK OR ALMOST BACK IN A WEEK IM DONE WITH FUBAR. I HAVE TAKEN TIME AWAY FROM MY KIDS MY WORK MY FRIENDS AND MY LIFE TO GIVE THIS MY ALL.FM SAYS NOT TO TAKE IT SO PERSONAL BUT HOW CAN I NOT! WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW I HOPE TO SEE YOU IN THE HALL I WILL HAVE NEW THINGS COMING UP IN THERE AS SOON AS WE GET MY COMPUTER HOOKED UP LOTS

Missing Myself And Me
theres a shadow just behind me making me miss the life i had breaking me into three i am the piece to a puzzle i am a piece missing me shrouded are my passed disgressions searching for my other two lifting me and making me blind this is why i call to you help me find the missing link help me make me whole again i am but a shadow now of a life i left behind searching for the child in me breaking everything in sight this is what i have become... a shadow in my own temptest... i am now empty times three i am what should not be i am what is not here please return me to my body because my mind is gone today this is not the way it was the way it was... i was whole yesturday whole was i before even that in this state of three i hate me please help me, please help me, please... Cast away the shadows call me!!! Bring me back to normality!! with a body that is broken now i cry for i am not me... solid was my body yesturday now i lay this brok

Hubris, Slithering
a forth now do i take this pen move it within the den to recollect my thoughts the mind plays the book of air my hand and pen the soul but within my sleeping figure did i lay my chambers did i pay san forming and left from the creeper until i awoke before me the reaper scythe a bound six feet his breast oh was i now shaken and nae close to rest upon this drow and upon your brow shall the world end at the bends of the shy seas shatter do you clatter?! you shall awake upon satins embrace to breath your own disgrace upon the death ore will you mine until the day time is not time blue above shall be as blue and brown purple and red as blood seems to rush so hush so hush you are that that will be the push with midnight calling such very sounds appauling you shall fall with tears of fears each of the hells i bring so shall angels fall this i bring due morns curse with your empty purse your mind a blaze to this huge endless maze to take smiles and give sorrowful

Call Of Mist
cold and silent whispers in the void nothing is seen but i hear it coming they cant see me but they smell me im looking around slowly because im under water they smile as they see me but i cant see them i can smell them but the light is not breaking they arent comming closer they are watching me... im turning in my body and they see me im trying to scream they are watching me im calling out for help but they dont care about it im lost in the mist and they follow thye come closer and nip i scream they smile im crying on my knees the head hunters comming close they are biting they are niping im crying im screaming they are still nipping they are biting me i am screaming but im silent i am crying but im dry im swaying but im held my body is gone and im a head thats been collected in myst where shadows lie

Call Of Mist 2
skies dark and terror found me im naked in this land of horror seven makes my mind go flying seven gods above the world seven shows the truth today seven shadows in the darkness seven gods who show the truth this world is not to be but it has become from us this is where we go today now its time to go back to our destiny seven lands for with seven gods seven sins with they are with seven lands on earth we call seven ways to die today seven was what brought me here seven is what calls me back seven is what i will die with and seven is what i will become i am but a simple dreamer in a world that hates me kind this is what we all have done this is what we have begun now its time to learn my lesson a lesson we have yet to learn i am i simple dreamer brought to myst because of sin now its time to end this story now its time to end this song this is a final warning kindness will stop the end kindness is what we dont have love is what we hav

Mythical Phoenix, And It's True Hystory...
Modern cartoon image of Asian PhoenixIn Japan, as earlier in China, the mythical Phoenix was adopted as a symbol of the imperial household, particularly the empress. This mythical bird represents fire, the sun, justice, obedience, and fidelity. According to legend (mostly from China), the Ho-oo appears very rarely, and only to mark the beginning of a new era -- the birth of a virtuous ruler, for example. In other traditions, the Ho-oo appears only in peaceful and prosperous times (nesting, it is said, in paulownia trees), and hides itself when there is trouble. As the herald of a new age, the Ho-Oo descents from heaven to earth to do good deeds, and then it returns to its celestial abode to await a new era. It is both a symbol of peace (when it appears) and a symbol of disharmony (when it disappears). In China, early artifacts show the Phoenix (female) as intimately associated with the Dragon (male) -- the two are portrayed either as mortal enemies or as blissful lovers. When shown

Black Head
violence is making me go crazy but i know what your thinking is this what is to be or is it just me inside my self screaming at my soul to get the fuck out of here and you think im crazy? and i know that you know me so i know you who you are and what your supposed to be.... i am what i want to be said god to people around him so if we are what we want to be does thta make us gods? no we are not what we want to be we cant even start to ascend from this pitiful waste we call a planet this is what we have done now its time to see the world to its burning years.... life feeds me life makes me life hates me LIFE IS NOT WHAT WE MAKE IT!!! with life comes the future and with the future comes control we are not what we claim to be we dont hold any faction of power timehas us in stasis and we are the outcome of the ones history has scared we dont fucking care how you think of yourself we dont give a fuck who you are we are time and we are the ones who make you what you are to

The Gift Of Roleplaying
hello all usually i post random poems or rants but i would just like to take the time to post somethng about roleplaying. ever had that situation come up, you watched your character grow up, from a simple youth to a full grown adult, youve seen him or her fight, bleed and you started bleeding with them, you knew him or her like the back of your hand, you cried when he cried, you felt what he felt. from the first adventure you went on to the last one, you fought your way up hard roads, fought monsters, ghouls, goblin armies, destroyed dragons. helped save villages. you watched them grow up. bleed laugh cry, like a child you gave birth to. your heart your soul is within that character. that one character that you used to live out an adventure, your imagination was guided by the storyteller. you flew on the wings of rocs (for any of you a roc is a huge hawk no a rock, but a huge eagle like creature, i might be wrong havent played D&D in a long time) you used magick spells, you stopped

Blink
so cold and emtpy this reality unwinds in a moment of clarity so stuck in a temptest call me home where... i will tear off skin slowly suckle then bite down rip skin from my body im broken now so tell me how to correctly blee this is the face you have seen befor this moment of clarity open my eyes and tell me how to bleed cause im bleeding for you this sanctified temple of nothing scrapes from something in this moment i see myself in a tomb of hate!!!! now im ranting in this moment of anger this ever lasting moment called fate in my own body i cut away cut away the pain which i have caused and in myself i wake and breath knowing that i lost and died and this is only the middle of the end.... soo cut away and bleed today cut the sorrow from my misery show me how to bleed correctly show me how i did this right....

Chaos
but chaos... hmmmm lets see..... think about this. we live in a world that is put up around us. we know that there is gravity, that the world is round and that matter is merely energy condensed to a slow and rythmic vibration. we live in homes that are kept warm and cooled. some are colder but we live with it none the less. not that many people want to see it but it is the world reality has made because of our own doing. still think chaos is fun? think about it. you know what is real and what isnt. you know that you will wake up tomorow int he same shit hole you are in now. you know that you will eat the food that will last you a moment before you go hungry again. you know that you will be paid in your job you have. that you are saving up to buy that cool outfit for your boyfriend just so you can have it taken off and have it tossed in the corner of his or your room. you know that your parents are sometimes dicks. you know that the world is not flat and that you are merely a child

A Bad Habbit
have you ever had that feeling where you need total yearning? feelings of emotions you cannot control? you dont want to have but they just happen no matter what. the moment when you say yes she could be the one. NO NO you stupid idiot how dare you think you can have something that should not be?! WHY!? tell me why cant i find it! why cant i find the one im supposed to be with?! in this fucked up misery we call life... this moment of perpetual drama where the ones we are supposed to love come for us?!!! NO NO NO NO NO!!! its not that way DPS!!! look inside yourself and you will find her!! the one! NO i will look further into the depths of shadows and evil! i will look into the void of my soul and bring out the fate and the destiny that is mine!!! show me of dark deeds show me oh foul emisaries of the pit! i becon thee once again as before so the shadow in me grows!!!!!! show me the one whom i must die for... show me the one whom i will love

One Of Those Days
its one of those days,were i wish.the world would just go away.its been 3 years since my best friend passed away.and its coming up to dec,she passed away dec 26th in her own home.even 3 years later it still hurts like it was yesterday.people say get over it,life goes on,but how do you still go on,i dont even know how i made it this far the past few years without her,but i did for the sake of my daughter,today just hurts a lil worse,.i use to call her jewelz short for julie,just really sucks cause its like no one understands me even 4 years later it still hurts just the same,i miss her alot,she was my angel.she protected me,pratically raised me while i was a teenager,i tho of her as my sis and my second mom,i know im suppose to protect my daughter,as a angel.but i cant do that if my own mind aint clear and straight,.just somedays are good somedays are bad,somedays i just wanna scream and be mad,but i already know that wont change the fact she is gone,and it wont bring her back,so the me

A Poem For You My Dear
a blink then you came free they set you to my eyes like an explosion of brightness only the sun can match i blinked and you came to be a smile crossed my lips and my eyes brightened with joy each second seemed like hours you came near i felt i stuttered you smiled i felt like i had reached my goal my eyes were enthralled in your presence i couldnt breath each passed moment felt like it was grand i blushed and tried to hide turning away and smilling inside as your lips moved i gasped, a realization occured to me comming like a breath of air taken fast a double breath and i stopped a momment time froze in our meet i blinked and couldnt breath i was under water as you came near me then time came back and i smiled each second seemed so wild i shudder now to think your gone from me right now a feeling in my gut as i looked under your brow eyes that would send the waves of the oceans to part and lips so soft as silk like the pomegranate flower blooming i

Dragon Symbolism ...and The Explanation Behind The Phoenix
DRAGON SYMBOLISM - ORIGINS IN CHINA FOUR GUARDIANS OF FOUR COMPASS DIRECTIONS See Learn More Section for Credit. Modern reproductions of old Chinese images of the Four Creatures (click image for reference) In both Chinese and Japanese mythology, the dragon is one of four legendary creatures guarding the four cosmic directions (Red Bird - S, Dragon - E, Tortoise - N, and the Tiger - W). The four, known as the Four Celestial Emblems, appear during China's Warring States period (476 BC - 221 BC), and were frequently painted on the walls of early Chinese and Korean tombs to ward off evil spirits. The Dragon is the Guardian of the East, and is identified with the season spring, the color green/blue, the element wood (sometimes also water), the virtue propriety, the Yang male energy; supports and maintains the country (controls rain, symbol of the Emperor's power). The Guardian of the South, the Red Bird (aka Suzaku, Ho-oo, Phoenix), is the enemy of the dragon, as is the bird-man Karu

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Dl Hughley, Povember Continues, Master Po Video For Your Editing Pleasure, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Great Googly Moogly! It's ROCK SCREAM TUESDAY! It's 80's New Wave Tuesday! It's also POVEMBER! (All month long, ladies!) For the whole month, we conitune to honor Master Po, and his trenchcoat-wearing silliness. Have yourself some hot tea, warm up those vocal cords, crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Luther Vandross impression (you know... cuz Po likes to sing along)... then play with broom handles and pretend they're samurai swords in honor of Master Po. Our buddy our pal DL Hughley will be stopping by the show today promoting his comedy tour (click for tickets!), as well as his DVD Unapologetic - On sale now! Remember, if you want to see ANY of the in-studio goodness LIVE at it happens, Turn On Your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Of course, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies of Paltalk, who spend most of their time in

Within Me
Within me lies a key. It stretches itself thin like an ocean bound on all sides of the worlds. Through the endless chit chatter of breathing symbols and open wounds. I see clearly the day and the night to open my sight to a void within my world. I open the flames of rebelion to seed the birth of nations. I am the wonders of the universe in a small package. So if I am the greatest creation of all times? Then how come I havent been given a chance to seed my love for the world? Is it some sort of hate crime against my kind? Should I be brought to the judge and be sentenced to life in prison for having a free mind? Is it because im an american in a land known to be a joke? Im simply a bum who is gonna end up broke I am within me a soul left without captivity. I am supposedly free, that is if you forget to add hypocracy and bigotry. I am the free child of an age of wisdom that time forgot about. Within me lies the secrets to tru

10 Reasons To Have Sex
1. Scientific tests find that when women make love, they produce double amounts of the hormone estrogen, which make hair shiny and skin smooth. 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscles in the body. It’s more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps and you don’t need special sneakers! 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases the body endorphin into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy! 7. Sex

The Statues
They stood level with each other Poised and both silent the wind picked up the sounds carried into the trees nearby the light bounced from the sky to the ground. they were statues both staring each other down waiting the leaves picked up the rattle the sun cleared the sky no white only blue green underneath this all and both of them still standing the wind stopped and the silence began it was a good day it was a perfect day the statues moved now leaning forward they leaped cross each other shining light flickered as they passed both stayed as they had before then one fell.

Sometimes The World Gives You Lemons...
When it does and you have no Sugar, you can't make Lemonade. Life Sucks and then you died. I hate this year, it hasn't brought me anything but heartache. My Ex's Sister, we went pass In-laws and she dies from Colon Cancer. I should have been there for her to make it safely to the other-side but I freaked. So, this Decade has really been sucking for me. I meet a wonderful guy on here, life turn upside down for him, he was going to meet me and now he isn't. If my Intuitions are right I will never meet him, so now with all the bad shit that has happen in the last 7 years my heart is breaking. Does my BF care that I have been crying all this week and thinking of ending my life again especially from all the Idiots on other Web Sites that call me Princess to Beautiful and then they want my yahoo ID. God, I just want to scream or start slicing! Maybe I should give up on ever finding love cause it isn't finding me. I sit in a dark corner in my mind, it is safe there cause my hear

Loneliness
Sitting here, still staring at the screen... Wondering why I am getting rates of "10" on my pic, when you could just as easily say "hello".... Wondering what it is about my pic that gets the attention of so many, but talking is just as easy.... Wondering if talking is a past style... Feeling alone when I like to talk, is not that great of a thing to feel... I do have friends out there and they do talk, when they are there... I am grateful that they do stop by and say "hello"... When friends say "hello" the loneliness goes away... And when they say "bye" it comes again... Seeing all the happy people online is a comfort... But seeing them all pass on by is somewhat sad... Belonging is what I feel that I am looking for... Belonging makes Loneliness go away....

Of Time Itself
I remember the first times ?when all times began from this breaking. ?I looked forward to the moment ?when all times brought them forward and changed the world. It opened itself up to me in moments of clarity as they changed and shifted like a tapestry of coiling threads that I changed at will I remember all this with a focus that only a diamond that was fine cut and chopped could gather. Each moment seemed to overwhelm me in each passing memory that I saw fly by in rolling waves that come off to shore.?Should I be scared when all this collapses over me in tumbling walls of my own sanctity??Could I ever turn back time and allow myself to undo the things I have done? I think not of these trivial questions. I simply reveal to everyone I meet that they are but small threads in the coils of a great work of art that stretches itself into the world in a fabric that is simply reality.?I walked over the shores of a beach that cast itself away into a t

And Watch The Sun Set
i see you watching in the shadows. do you like what you see? i see you enjoying it. do you enjoy it all? i think you need to stop and breath. is it too much? i know you like it. i know you love it. a few more drops. a little blood will go a long way take your last breath and watch the sun set

Et Montre Le Jeu De Soleil
je vous vois regarder dans les ténèbres. vous aimez que vous voyez ? je vous vois l'apprécier. appréciez-vous tout cela ? je crois que vous devez vous arrêter et l'haleine. est cela trop ? je sais que vous l'aimez. je sais que vous l'aimez. un peu plus de gouttes. un petit sang ira une longue voie prenez votre dernière haleine et montre le jeu de soleil

Forty (40) Secrets About Yourself.
Forty (40) Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what [One] Who was your last text from? Sammy [Two] Where was your default picture take at? it was made for me [Three] What's your middle name? stephen [Four] Your current relationship status? taken [Five] Does your crush(s) like you back? yes [Six] What is your current mood? stressed [Seven] What's your dads name? john [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? blue [Nine] What was the last thing you drank? hot coco [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? no i wouldnt [Eleven] Have a crazy side? yes more than a bit [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? yes [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? think [Fourteen] Angry at anyone? no [Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now? yes [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? shadow [Seventeen] When was the last time you cried? several weeks ago [Eighteen] Who would you do any

The Rain
watch the steps collide amongst the purest of all things inside the heart waning and outside watching the moon wax we cannot go further said the honest soul to his lies here is the path that all should take should love meet its demise i couldnt walk further and saw even deeper the fog came in the passed behind the future before but what is now is sin if not all things the truth would set most free but not me said the singer of this tale, oh not me so he waited down by the street lamp an altar for his god made of iron with hard worked hands and sweat and blood yet no one talks to the poor man who lost his way even though he's the god of life and always holds sway canot you believe that this is where the rain ends cant you fathom where the middle begins and the right ends? i dont think i can watch as another falls yet ill watch on till the end of days simply to watch it slip away....

Missing Him
James Weaver May 27, 1962 - November 26,2006 Hope is an anchor, and love is a ship Time is the ocean and life is a trip You don't know where you're going Til you know where you're at And if you can't read the stars Well you better have a map A compass and a conscience so you don't get lost at sea Around some lonely island, no one wants to be >From the beginning of creation, I think our maker had plan For us to leave these shores and sail beyond the sand And let the good light guide to the waves and the wind To the beaches and a world where have never been And we'll climb upon a mountain, y'all we'll let our voices ring Those who've never tried they'll be the first to sing CHORUS: Woah My My I'll see you on the other side If I make it And it might be a long hard ride But I'm gonna take it Sometimes it seems I don't have a prayer Let the weather take me anywhere But I know I wanna go Where the streets are gold Cause you'll be there Oh my my You do

Of Love
?I could describe it as a flowing river However I would not see the beginning or the end of it I could try and say that what I feel is like a balloon It would inflate and inflate but in time it would blow up everything that was inside would be released Then it shouldn’t be a balloon it should rather be like a flowing river It would flow and lift up and come back down as rain I could describe love to be a river that is caught in a dam Soon if it is not let out it will overflow and break down the walls holding it back I can describe the love of the world with but a small river that flows into a lake It will gather dirt from the lake and grow fish It will cascade along the rim and then flow out into a stream From there it can catch to a river overflow like rapids down the water line I will describe my love being a great flood that breaks at the shore It catches itself spreads always wanting more

Memories
I have not understood a moment when it comes up from behind me like time catching up to correct the mistakes of man Am I seen through the eyes of millions or seen through the eye of a machine?? I remember looking down from a mountain peak and seeing only mist rise up to caress me with motherly touch I remember jumping from the clouds and feeling the rush of life echo inside me as I stay empty to engulf all matter and existence. I washed up on the shores of my mind and wandered in dreams beyond that of positive reality. Woke up in my own sanity bathed under the rays of light pierced the trees to shed me tears from my body. All this I have done and still I do not recall ever doing such events. I have seen the worlds collide explosions so vast and beautiful they can only be described as worldly under the inspection of man I have watched two suns set each pulled out from under itself a rug of space to simply drift under and find

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

11/06/07 - 40 Questions
Forty (40) Secrets About Yourself. Be honest no matter what [One] Who was your last text from? Vanessa [Two] Where was your default picture take at? in my car [Three] What's your middle name? Lynn [Four] Your current relationship status? Single [Five] Does your crush(s) like you back? I think so [Six] What is your current mood? mellow [Seven] What's your dads name? Jim [Eight] What color shirt are you wearing? black [Nine] What was the last thing you drank? Pepsi [Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you? why not [Eleven] Have a crazy side? do I have a sane side????? LOL [Twelve] Ever had a near death experience? yes [Thirteen] Something you do a lot? think [Fourteen] Angry at anyone? no [Fifteen] Do you wanna see somebody right now? yes [Sixteen] Name someone with the same birthday as you? Dennis [Seventeen] When was the last time you cried? Sunday morning [Eighteen] Who would you do anyth

The Price
Black, only black and the soft whisperes.. "I saved this for you" "You didnt have to" "I saw it bloom. It was your smile and now I see you smile once again" Scraping, Metal on Rusted Metal. Clamping shut... Tight A single scream... "I wont let them hurt you!" "DONT GO!" Another scream. laughter and pain. hot smoldering pain. "Meun? Where are you Meun!" Searching through the rubble through the destruction "No... No... NO!" silence... reflected silence Metal on metal Scraping shut a gasp of pain Bound gasping tearing cutting bleeding In the mind... ~Dont worry Tien~ "Meun?" ~Its alright... I'm here with you~ "Im sorry I couldnt save you" ~Quite, let go~ "I'm sorry Meun, I should have been there to protect you" ~Shhh Tien, I'm right here. I'm with you. I'm with you~ release Sudden Sigh the darkness lifts She smiles soothing Joy her touch is warm Her kiss is sweet no more pain...

Sweet Combustion
Sometimes she is broken Pieces are missing A void lyes between her peace of mind As she puts everything aside Sitting upon a rumpled stump Sometimes her heart combust No one knows why As she sits there and cries Shattered lay her heart Crumbled, shriveled, and scattered Ashes hail from the sky Poisonous chemicals cluster her thoughts Rising like the sun; that hath not slept Sinking in the ocean; her legs crept Driving down sweet memory lane When it all flows through There she lay Pardoned and dignified Her thoughts; herself.

If You Had Me Alone...
IF Y0U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN A PRIVATE MESSEGE... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SUPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING "IF YOU HAD ME ALONE"

Jiggy Jiggity
im bored and im listening to music haha im jiggity jiggying lolz haha never thought a hairbrush can be so handy..jumping up and down my bed! hehehe all is missing is a beer haha "every me and every you! Like the naked leads the blind..i know im unselfish and i am kind...something borrowd something blue" weeeeeeeeeeee 8-p

Random Acts
How many of us practice.... Buried at PhotoCasket.com You hear this phrase quite often, how often do you practice it??? Here are some links to people who need help in some giveaways and such, maybe practice today for a little while :) You must fan add and rate the host to comment She needs 95,000 comments total for a 30 day blast 95,000 comments total for a 30 day blast glitter-graphics.com

~*~wsc News, Updates & Bombing For Tues. Nov. 6th~*~
Good Morning Wicked Storm Crew!! News for today, November 6th Big news of the Day it's Bunki's Birthday ~ Let's all show her Mad Love!!! ~Bunki``Becka~~Wicked Storm Crew~~---RECRUITER---@ fubar Congrats to WSC Member~Roger Lee on his second place finish in the Lip Lovers contest! Won a 30 day blast in a very tuff competition! Way to go!! This week's lounge party theme will be Hippie Daze centering on the late 60's (Sixties)/ Early 70's (Seventies). Details on next Saturday nights challenges... coming to a bulletin/blog near you. Start brushing up on your facts about this time period, and gather some pics especially your "costume/default" pic for the night. BTW - The lounge is open to everyone (yes, EVERYONE)so make sure you tell your friends! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 6th ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She n

Graceless Days
These Graceless days are trying, There seems not enough love, Still I let go with my lion's roar, Please hear me up above. It is a loud roar silence, for the quiet to go hear, I whisper roar it to the sky, for everything held dear. For in this graceless age today, when all are high in self, I wonder cry for everyone, who's heart is on a shelf. It seems reverse has taken over, for any in any pain, when I see good peopes heart's go up on shelves, I know we are insane. These Graceless Days are trying, I do all that I can, high on selves or hearts on shelves, just be a better girl. I make my call out up to God, and to all beneath his might, what's wrong with the big picture, when to love is same to fight. I heed this call from spirit sky, to go out and save Grace, I can't give up in lifetimes, until we all have honest face. In Graceless times to act with class, is seen in ways quite rare, if you don't believe in honesty, I give you all this dare: be honest in your d

Hiatus?
Well, not exactly. No. I am still "here" just may or may not be on as often as before. So if any of you that I know pretty well want to message me on yahoo or another messenger (I PROBABLY have it lol) let me know in a private message and we can keep in touch that way too :) That's all -- off to shower and possibly sleep. **Hugs**

~wsc News, Updates, & Bombing For November 6th~*~
Good Morning Wicked Storm Crew!! News for today, November 6th Big news of the Day it's Bunki's Birthday ~ Let's all show her Mad Love!!! ~Bunki``Becka~~Wicked Storm Crew~~---RECRUITER---@ fubar Congrats to WSC Member~Roger Lee on his second place finish in the Lip Lovers contest! Won a 30 day blast in a very tuff competition! Way to go!! This week's lounge party theme will be Hippie Daze centering on the late 60's (Sixties)/ Early 70's (Seventies). Details on next Saturday nights challenges... coming to a bulletin/blog near you. Start brushing up on your facts about this time period, and gather some pics especially your "costume/default" pic for the night. BTW - The lounge is open to everyone (yes, EVERYONE)so make sure you tell your friends! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 6th ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She n

Love I Can Never Let Go
Love is hell Hell is where I will stay Because my love can never go away I love this girl with all my heart She humiliated me In front of the world In front of my family And I forgive She is with someone else This I have now seen She will realize my love And hopefully come back to me No matter what she does No matter who she has been with I will forgive Because you see She has already once forgave me Love is hell Hell is where I will stay Because once again my love will never fade away

More Poems
IgnoreIgnore my feelingsmy painmy wordsmy heartmy lovedon't pay any attention to mejust let me bejust ignore meHurtPlease Don't hurt meI can't take the painI'm about to go insanelove is a powerful word...with absolutely no meaningit feels like i've been buried aliveit seems to get worse with timenothing ever gets betterthe tears I cry seem to get more wettermore bloodshotmore my heart seems to breakit just seems to hurt more with every breath I takejust hurts everytime I breatheI think it would be better to just leaveleave all this pain and broken hearts behind methe misery will just always come back to haunt meI wish life was as happy as my non-reality world would beI'm not sure how much more hurt I can beFor YouKiss me softlyKiss me longinglyhold me in your armsprotect me from all harmhold me tightlove me tonightTonight I am yoursI will love you forever and right now50,000 tears I criedjust from not being by your sideWhy must I feel this way?What did I do to deserve someone as perfec

Someone Help
hey all i need some help i come on here and rate peoples pics all the time well today i got a message that i cant rate ne more tilli post a salute to level up socan someone make one for me i would appreciate it tttttttttttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Famous Manic Depressives
This is meant to be an illustrative rather than a comprehensive list. Many (if not most) of these writers, artists, and composers had other major problems as well, such as medical illnesses, alcoholism, drug addiction, or exceptionally difficult life circumstances. KEY: H = Asylum or psychiatric hospital S = Suicide SA = Suicide attempt WRITERS: Hans Christian Andersen Honore de Balzac James Barrie Arthur Benson (H) E.F. Benson James Boswell William Faulkner (H) F. Scott Fitzgerald (H) Lewis Grassic Gibbon (SA) Nikolai Gogl Maxim Gorky (SA) Kenneth Graham Graham Greene Ernest Hemingway (H, S) Hermann Hesse (H, SA) Henrik Ibsen William Inge (H, S) Henry James William James Charles Lamb (H) Malcolm Lowry (H, S) John Bunyan Samuel Clemens (Mark Twain) Joseph Conrad (SA) Charles Dickens Isak Dinesen (SA) Ralph Waldo Emerson Herman Melville Eugene O'Neill (H, SA) Francis Parkman John Ruskin (H) Mary Shel

6 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 6: Your inner geek is out in full force today, so surround yourself with smart, creative people fast. You'll find the most intellectual stimulation at a gallery opening tonight, so gussy up and look your best. You never know.

6 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, November 6: Today you intuition is on a rampage, delivering message after message about the people you are surrounded by. You're either crazy or have finally managed to tune into a higher source.

Why Won't People Talk
Here I stare at the screen, and wonder what it is that people want to see... I wonder what it is that they want to hear... I wonder what it is that they mean..... I wonder what it is that most people here think a friend is... To me a friend is someone that talks to u when u are here... I wonder if that is what most think too... It has come to me that friends here are nice to have... I don't care about rates and fans... I don't care if I am liked... I want to meet interesting and caring people... So now I wonder if anyone will really read this... I wonder if I am worth the time and effort that I put in on here... I wonder if I am fooling myself.... I WONDER...

Dedicated To Stephen ~ Mr. Nice Guy!
~&hearts~Dedicated to Stephen~Mr. Nice Guy!~&hearts~ I ran across this old tune and was reminded that my friend Stephen loves Van Gogh. So I tried to combine his awesome works with a really great old song. ************************************* I believe the name of this masterpiece is "Starry Night on the Rhone" ************************************* The renowned "Starry Night" by Vincent van Gogh ************************************* Get this widget | Track details |

Im For Sale Lol
I'm for sale Here's the rules of Fubar Adoption.... If ur a guy u must pick a girl, if ur a girl u must pick a guy. Put in the subject "I'm For Sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a message sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you FIRST you must do it even if you are taken

Oh Well, Never Mind
Can't remember when I forgot Can't forget when I remembered Was it February or March? April, May or December? I guess, it doesn't matter I'd remember if it did I couldn't forget if I wanted In my heart its safely hid Can't jog my memory Can't leave it all behind I guess it doesn't matter Oh well, never mind.

Romantic Nov 6
Dear tawnya, Here is your couple's love horoscope for Tuesday, November 6: You're in a sweet and sentimental state of mind, which could lead you to feeling a touch more nostalgic than usual. It's fine to miss the way things were, as long as you also appreciate where you are now.

Ok Everyone I've Almost Got It. Plz Come Help Me Finish
HEY EVERYONE I ONLY HAVE 7-DAYS LEFT TO GET THIS V.I.P. MY OLD V.I.P RUNS OUT IN 7-DAYS SP PLEASE COME AND HELP ME.I OWE ALL OF U A GREAT DEAL OF GRATITUDE FOR HELPING ME THE WAY YOU HAVE AND THANK YOU ALL SO LET'S GET THIS ONE OVER WITH SO I CAN GET ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. JUST CKICK THE LINK BELOW AND START UR COMMENTING. Fire My Words

Pain
When I'm dealing with big emotional turmoil the first thing that pops into my head is to have lots and lots of sex so that the pleasure of my body will help me ignore the pain of my emotions. So who's up for some random meaningless sex? :|