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Desires Of You
Spoken words alone cannot express, The love I have for you. The written art of love is what convinces Myself, that you are the one for me. As I gaze into your eyes With every movement of your listless ways, The grasping of your hand, The warmth of your heart I believe that you can make me feel like no other. Once I believed that love was only a fable, Configured in the mind, planted by others. Then there was you. Like a flower in bloom, wow, what a dream come true! There are times we you make me happy, There are times when you make me blue, But what is even worse, is when I don't get to see you...

You Might Be From Missouri If.........
If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Missouri. If someone in a store offers you assistance & they don't work there, you might live in Missouri. If your dad's sun tan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Missouri. If you have ever worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you might live in Missouri. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Missouri. If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in Missouri. YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE Missourian WHEN: 1. Vacation means going east or west on I-70 for the weekend, but you never leave the state. 2. You measure distance in days. 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. 4. You often switch from heat to AC in the same day and back again. 5. You drive 65 mph through a raging blizzard, without flinching. 6. You see peo

Cruel World
My tears ran like autumn rain When cupids love was slain In my heart there was only pain I turn my back upon the world. My world was shattered When I lost all that mattered And my dreams were scattered I turn my back upon the world. My heart has been broken Her love for me was only token All her promises now forsaken I turn my back upon the world. The loss of my hearts desire Cold embers where once was fire To love again I can only aspire I turn my back upon the world. But with head high I went forward Feeling not a little awkward And I found my just reward When I went again into the world. Though my love ended in tears It's never as dark as it appears I've put aside my darkest Fears And I must go again out into the world. Now back from the brink of madness With Only distant memories of Sadness My heart no resounds in gladness Now I'm back again into the world.

With These Eyes
With these eyes, I see thee, With these hands, I feel thee, With these looks, I give thee, With these pictures, I save thee. With these lips, I kiss thee, With these fingers, I touch thee, With these words, I speak to thee, With these ears, I hear thee. With these feet, I walk to thee, With these feelings, I show thee, With these conversations, I know thee, With these tears, I miss thee. With these vows, I promise thee, With these holds, I love thee, With these emotions, I long for thee, With these dreams, I tell thee. With these memories, I keep thee.

Im A Fubar Addict!
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Love In A Mental Hospital
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Jim and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool, Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled Jim out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act, she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged; since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of another patient, I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Jim, the patient you saved, hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after you saved

Rogerlee Pimpout!!!!
BOMBERS NEEDED... ITS THE LAST FEW HOURS OF THE CONTEST AND A WONDERFUL FRIEND NEEDS HELP!!! PLEASE CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND HELP OUT!! LET ME KNOW THAT YOU HELPED... AND I WILL GET YOU SOMETHING IN RETURN... PLEASE!!! THANKS FOR YOUR HELP!! THANKS AGAIN... AND LET ME KNOW IF YOU DROPPED SOME COMMENTS ON HIM... EVEN IF ITS ONE OR TWO... PLEASE HELP HIM OUT!! ~~AngL~~

Eating Right Can Be Easy.
Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high, my cholesterol was high, I'd gained some weight, and I didn't feel so hot. My doctor said eating right doesn't have to be complicated and it would solve my physical problems. He said just think in colors... Fill your plate with bright colors... greens, yellows, reds, etc. I went right home and ate an entire bowl of M&M's And sure enough, I felt better immediately. I never knew eating right could be so easy.

Birthday Gift
ok my boyfriend (Ray) ZMAN got me the best gift in the world. the 21st of oct was my 21st birthday and on Nov. 3rd my boyfriend had a party for me. My father was to have a party for me on the 20th of oct. but he backed out b/c other things were more imporant like BINGO. but my boyfiend didnt back out on me he has been here for me the entire time we have been together which is almost 3 years. he has never backed out on me. well the gift he got me was a laptop which was the best gift in the world b/c he is always on the desk top computer which is his but its like hey let me on it some plzz. now we dont have to worry at all about who is on and who isnt. i have wanted a laptop for a long time now and my baby got me one. RAY I LOVE YOU SSSSSSSSSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you all who read this.

This And That, Much Nonsense
I am finally able to mum again! It had been roughly two months since I got put on time out. I think I posted a picture in it or something like that. Crap, if you ask me. I was munching on lunch right now, which is a turkey club (that thing is friggin' huge!) and salad...I noticed myself eating my salad with my fingers...and then my sandwich fell apart. Does anyone know how to eat a club neatly? I hate Mondays. They are, in general, just a pain in the ass day.

Rules For Civilians...army Proud!!
Rules for the Non Military Dear Civilians: We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem --- kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest --- kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. We

Paper Bag
A man walks into a bar with a paper bag. He sits down and places the bag on the counter. The bartender walks up and asks what's in the bag. The man reaches into the bag and pulls out a little man, about one foot high and sets him on the counter. He reaches back into the bag and pulls out a small piano, setting it on the counter as well. He reaches into the bag once again and pulls out a tiny piano bench, which he places in front of the piano. The little man sits down at the piano, and starts playing a beautiful piece by Mozart! "Where on earth did you get that?" says the bartender. The man responds by reaching into the paper bag. This time he pulls out a magic lamp. He hands it to the bartender and says: "Here. Rub it." So the bartender rubs the lamp, and suddenly there's a gust of smoke and a beautiful genie is standing before him. The genie says, "I will grant you one wish. Just one wish.. each person is only allowed one!" The bartender gets real exc

Krueger
Following the echo of screams, Rancid smells of pain and death. Each thought a jumbled mass of fear Dacning on each labored breath. Dare you enter the blood-red door? Only You know what your next move is. Or do you? Killing is His ecstacy, Run now, if you can. Under every surface his evil presence lurks, Eternal times five sharp blades. Give us a kiss, darling, Every breath you take is his. Run now, yes, if you dare. In every mirror is his face, Shadowed with your fear. Bladed fingers caress your cheek And your shrieks are music to his ears. Come, view the face of Death, Himself, and Know your time of life is at an end.

Best Way To Get To Us!! The Best Pickup Line
Observe what she is doing, then walk over and have a conversation about what is going on at that moment. For example, she is in the video store and looking at "The Departed." You can either ask her about the movie and what she knows about it, or if you saw it you can say, "Loved that movie...." and start the conversation from there. Good luck!

About Me: Volume I
1. Does anyone know your password to your MySpace? Gilbert might...but I know his; not a big deal. 2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonald's? McChicken sandwich, apple pie and Hi-C orange From Grampa 3. Are you an emotional person? All the fucking time. 4. Does the person you like know that you like them? Yes...he's sleeping next to me right now! 5. Do you like your name? I love my name! 6. Do you believe in love at first sight? Um, Yeah...Can you say Togekiss? 7. What was the last thing you did? Realised that I'm out of sleeping pills so i'll probably be up all night :) 8. Who was the last person you ate with? Evening snacks with Gilbert, Joey, and Jennifer 9. What are you listening to right now? 2 fans blowing a cool breeze. 10. How's the weather right now? Cooler than before! 11. Last person who called you? My momma 12. Last lie you told? I told Joey to suck my penis but I don't have one 13. Last song you sang? I've been s

How To Turn Us Gals Off Fast!!
Tell her what you don't want her to wear. Look at another woman while talking to her. Show her that you have no direction in your life. Be too proud of your qualities. Drink too much or have a serious addiction. Insult her style, friends or family. Use stupid pickup lines like: "Do you want to have sex?" "Can I smell your roses?" "Baby, that's the sweetest butt I've ever seen!" "Hey you, come here.

The Killer's Lament(poem)
Take me from this dusty shelf And return me to my former self. I'm trapped in fan fiction stories Which give no justice to my former glories. How dare you subject me to bad grammar and spacin'? And make me lose to that punk bitch Jason? Haven't you learned from my box set? I'm the best fuckin' killer yet. I'm sadistic, I'm ruthless(but charming!), and cruel, I make the kiddies scream, but the ladies drool. No matter what the year, I'm hip With my shiny blades and a well-timed quip. Let me live again in heart and mind As I make yet another glorious find. Let me in, my pets, into your Dreams And hear the dulcet tones of your final screams. Give me another Nancy, another Tina, or Rod Don't you know I'm your celluloid god? When are you little shits gonna see? There's not another bad-ass around like me So take me off this dusty shelf And return me to my former self. Let me return to the darkness of your heart And tear the fabric of your soul apart. If you

Afterhours
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My Situation
I am currently still living with my husband. We will be separating soon, but unless anyone has 10k laying around I need to stay until we pay off our bills. I will not be dating until I do move out. This could be 3 months, it could be a year. Depends on what money comes our way. I do enjoy talking to people that have SOME kind of IQ over a high school graduate. I'm tired of idiots, and stupidity. I will answer any questions about myself usually, and I find it impossible to lie, and expect the same in return. I'm tired of the "player" mentality. Don't look at me as a piece of ass please, I can see through that shit. Anyway, that sums me up. Any questions, just ask.

Soon To Be Godfathers!!
I want to help out some people who have been helping me out!!!! These people are close to godfather/mother!!! go help them out!!! 609,983 to godmother!! cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH =] ¢¾@ fubar 2,520,073 to godfather!!! FuBob@ fubar

Napkin Diary's #2
Weirdly.... I took a bus, train, and or a long walk I never expected. Pretty much it all used to make sence. Now,... well who the fuck knows? I never really had it all, .. but I had something. One billionth of a second is much more than one could think of. That fraction....(could and maybee someday??).. throw Trump or Gates into vagrantcy with no warning. Does one think it can't possibly be their undeniable destiny?.. Well get off the fuckin pot..... it happens, and happens well. Like it or not.... thats just how the pigeon shit falls... and let it fall where it may for I didn't hand feed a strangers destiny. This lottery pencil, (short in stature, conceals more gumption than Thor posses in his tin foil of a hammer) and napkin are the best receptors bitter angst could ask for,... ALWAYS there, ALWAYS nonsubjective,..... no retort. Not really what I have to "say", but just a venting tool available for my disposal. It's all a learning curve...... should you read this and say.....No tha

Freddy's Second Coming(poem)
Go home, little one. You're still too young to comprehend. Don't look at the danger that skirts every dream. But you won't listen, will you? You've far too much that need be done. Growing up should be your main concern. Yet past warriors call you to take up their plight, That their sacrifice not be in vain. There's still a war yet to be won, You wake with a name on your lips like a prayer, "Freddy Krueger", and a shiver down your spine. You've no idea what's to come. These battles are nothing to you Virgin fighter; virgin sacrifice. Nothing learned in textbooks will help you pass this test. Mommy can't help you now. His bladed weapons are honed by years of workouts in the boiler room. Pain, fear, and blood in an orgasmic rush That's how his power grows. Of sucking the lifeforce of the child wracked by fears, He's a Master of the game. Creating terror like stepping stones he makes his path To the heart of you; then cuts it away His high, like wine, st

Some Problems
my mom and dad are having problems because my dad is spending most of his time talking to one person on the computer so my mom feels she has to compete but she cant say shit to him because my dad isnt exactly a listening type... so she told me and now that im dealing with it she is worried my dad is gonna kick her to the curb but thats been my mom for 15 yrs. my brother and i put her through hell and im sorry 15 yrs of that you dont just walk away and say forget it because its not gonna happen i only have one mom on this earth thats the one having troubles with my dad i dont even claim my biological mom and i just dont know im kinda pissed off and its gonna be fucked up if she does leave because thats like taking candy from a baby they are gonna cry well im gonna cry if she leaves.... so just bare with me i have that and pain right now but i should be ok....

Liminal
finding a bit of a different way these days... 'cause at heart i love my chaos but it takes me out too far eyes gain shade, mind can blur yet what i want... to be that liminal creature who looks best at dawn and dusk who wakes with a smile to wax poetic over coffee throws good deeds at the day and spins fueled by smoke and fire into the night but this my body now disallows and 'yes' can't be my constant reply

Anberlin - Godspeed
Burning down Neverland (scatter the ashes) White lines black tar the matches Is this another death by misadventure Tell me what you got what you really got (hey hey) We'll rest in our graves Lexington course your veins Sleepers can't just wake the dead When needles and lovers collapse on guilty beds Fall asleep Don't fall asleep Don't fall asleep (They lied when they said the good died young) They lied when they said the good died young They lied when they said the good died young Stay with me stay with me tonight Burning down bridges now (scatter the ashes) Godspeed to all you're after Is this a life left just to remember Tell them who you are who you really were (hey hey) Kill yourself slowly over time fashion statement suicide She's still asleep in a Chelsea hotel Bad turns to worse and the worst turns into hell Fall asleep Don't fall asleep Don't fall asleep (God save the eyes that dim tonight) They lied when they said the good died young Th

Fear Of Crashing
as i live ...and as i breathe, i feel this life misrepresents me , i dont know where im going or what i want to do.im falling faster than before . speeding, crashing through all doors will i find begging or end will all things broken someday mend ?who has answers? what may come ?what will happen when im done .fire, water ,earth and air. i wish i could fail without a care

I Have No Words, Maybe U My Friends Find Them Easily!
It just brougth me tears! Thank u Darren, so much! RALU'S DREAM One night, deep in sleep, Ralu began to dream: She was born again on the shore of the Danube, The latest witness to a sunset sky. As she lay by the oft-remembered river The wind gently carried her soul across the beauty of the land, Delivering it to the divine wonder of the mountains. A moment later she was inside Poenari castle, Her heart like a candle guiding her through the darkened rooms, Each eager footstep becoming forever carved into the stone floor; On a distant wall was her medieval portrait Into which Vlad's spirit gazed, clutched closely by the blue eyes; As she called his name with love, he turned and smiled, then vanished, Leaving her crying for him with her head in her hands. When she opened her teary eyes, it was Winter; She found herself kneeling in front of the Mount Caraiman cross >Shivering through words of prayer. A voice softened by snowflakes called out her name and said "

Men With Egos... Dont Arouse Me.
I dont care about your money Honey... you most likely have a disease. I have a man... and He makes me happy... I dont need you telling me your better than him... Your dick is probably about 3 inches big... and I definatly know 8 1/2 is bigger than 3... Also you dont fucking no me dirtbag so Dont hate... IM NOT INTERESTED IN PEOPLE WHO BRAG ABOUT HOW MUCH THEY MAKE... SERIOUSLY... IM BETTER THAN THAT... IM BETTER THAN YOU... I HOPE THAT YOUR LIFE IS SO WORTH BRAGGING ABOUT... BUT IF IT IS... THEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU TRYING TO PICK CHICKS UP OFF THE NET? http://fubar.com/user/374509 WAVE AROUND YOUR ONES... YOUR COOL... WAVE AROUND YOUR CASH... YOU'LL ONLY GET A GOLD DIGGER ... AND THATS NOT WHAT IM ABOUT.

Ancient Atomic Wars
Did an ancient advanced civilization exist on Earth? The question is very intriguing and the search for “evidence” to support a positive answer has intrigued Mankind for many decades – if not centuries. Many possibilities have been put forward, from outright statements that Atlantis was a high tech civilization, to the possibility that the Nazca lines might be a prehistoric airport. Rather than an accumulation of various items of evidence that is then subjected to the possibility that it might be either alien or advanced, it is more scientific – and perhaps better- to focus on the quest for the “best evidence”: a single piece of evidence that in itself is the best example to support a conclusion. In the search for an advanced ancient civilization, what would be this “best evidence”? One possible item that would classify as “best evidence” exists within the Indus River Valley, where towns such as Harappa and Mohenjo Daro flourished in 3000 BC. The question is why these cities

Words To Live By
"Words To Live By" Current mood: mellow Desiderata Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and the ignorant, they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter; for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let not this blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about lo

That I Didn’t Have You
The pain inside my heart I try so hard to keep it inside Memory of the cruel night That I didn’t have you The silence is so abuse Coz yesterday I had your picture in my mind But today it’s hard to resist

Beautiful Women......
I already have a pack of part australian dogs, Madd Maxx is one of my all-time favorite movies, and I sorta have the whole " I am of British ancestry and an ex-con" thing goin for me too. ( before the hate mail starts, IT WAS A JOKE !!! ) > > I have a cousin that moved down there, because she met an aussie tourist in the States, visited his home, and fell in love with the country. I hear the crime rate is lower, and its easier to make a living down there. > > With all that being said.... here's the kicker; I have not yet seen an australian woman that I didnt think was hot as hell !!!! All the ones that i have befreinded have great personalities ( hence the befreinding ! ). *****Now, my queerie is this; should I try to visit Australia ( which is highly unlikely to happen, because i have so many financial obligations in the States ), or should I try to find an authentic Aussie hottie here, and try to woo her???? Here's my third option: Would all these beautiful Aussie wo

Song
SIC Enemy show me what u wanna be I can handle anything Even if i cant handle you Readily either way it better be dont u fuckin pitty me get up get off what the hell am i saying i dont know about malevolent sure as hell deadent i want somebody to step up step off walls! let me fall get a grip dont let me slip 'til i drop the ball fuck this shit, im sick of it you're goin down this is a war who the fuck am i to critisize ure trusted state of mind you're leavin me suspect im leaving u grotesque feels liikea burn from wich u never learn cause and effect you joalous ass press ure face against the glass-suffer ive just begun its about that time i gotta get mine

A Scene
A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan Wrists tied above your head Feet spread wide apart Sharp nails digging into soft flesh Teethe sinking into a meaty thigh Hot breathe on the nape of your neck A stinging smack on a supple ass A Sadistic laugh A Slap A painful cry A tickle A wanton moan The sting of My cane The swoosh of My paddle Whispering demands in your ear A wanton moan A slap A pain filled cry A sadistic laugh Handful of hair The feel of a sharp knife running across your skin Nipples in clamps A flogger across your back And then….. you fall to the floor in bliss…

Dream
every girls dream.. every girls dream is to find mr. right yeah u know my shining knight. does he exist . he is out there if so, god tell me where. i have gone through thick and thin but know i feel i am on a tail spin. i keep my eyes open looking for him but here i am hanging on a limb. i know he's out there somewhere you see oh god please bring him to me. i want what every girl dreams just to be loved as it seems. it's tuff being home and all alone and i am scared to come out of my comfort zone. so i ask you god, if you are there please help me find him somewhere. written by butterfly kitty aka Kacy

Thoughts On Life
thoughts on life Last night a 22 yr old young man was killed in a head on wreck west of tye texas. It took me back to when i was 23 and made me realize just how lucky i am to even be here. We go through life looking at just today lets live for today forgetting that God has an ulitmate plan for us all. My family has been very fortunante we have not had a death due to a vechile accident as far as i can remember my brother lanny came very close back in 1986. The doc said that if the board had gone 2mm further into his eye he wouldnt have made it and my Brother Carl got t boned by a drunk driver and now has rods in his leg from it. This boy wasnt so lucky he was prounounced D.O.S. . I look at the accident and look even though i probably never even met the boy it makes me think how much potential he had for his life. Speed limits are there for reasons and thats to prevent things like this from happening. Lives are precious folks so yes live each day to the fullest but search for gu

Woody Allen Quote
my favorate Woody Allen quote 1 Sex without love is an empty experience, but, as empty experiences go, it's one of the best 2 The difference between sex and death is that with death you can do it alone and no one is going to make fun of you 3 A fast word about oral contraception. I asked a girl to go to bed with me and she said 'no'. 4 Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night. 5 Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. 6 I have an intense desire to return to the womb. Anybody's 7 I sold the memoirs of my sex life to a publisher - they are going to make a board game out of it.

2008 Model Of The Year Voting Has Started!!
Hey guys! Just a heads up.. The model of the year 2008 voting has started with the Top 20. Please take the time to vote for me! Click the photo or Click Here .. You guys are awesome! muah, Breann

My Friend Is In A Contest Ends Wednsday Please Help
MY FRIEND IS IN A CONTEST AND I TOTALLY FORGOT WHICH IS NOT GOOD AND HE IS WAY BEHIND SO I AM ASKING FOR ANY BOMBING FAMILY TO PLEASE HELP MY FRIEND OUT I CANT DO THIS BY MYSELF SO PLEASE PLEASE JUST HELP MY FRIEND OUT IT ENDS IN 2 DAYS AND HE COULD REALLY USE THE HELP SO IF ANYONE OUT THERE COULD JUST HELP HIM IT WOULD BE GREAT PLEASE JUST HELP MY FRIEND OUT THIS HERE IS THE CONTEST PIC CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT AWAY :D THANK YOU VERY MUCH JENNY~Jam Bear's Lil Sissie~Kae's Twin ~AnImAl's Fu Wife~Dj Bound's Fu Wife~@ fubar

Stitches.
Five words five words is all it would take Five words to change your heart and mind In the heat of the sun I know you’re the only one You still can’t hold yourself together. Alone... Alone... All alone You have this conversation To satisfy your most intimate inner thoughts. Then you bite your lip when it matters most. A shade of red in sight. Can you taste the blood? Taste it on your lips. Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you How the strings become the stitches in your mouth. In your silence we are louder. When the strings become the stitches in your mouth. Your growing imagination Preparing you for what your heart requires to say. Then you bite your lip when it matters most. A shade of red in sight. Can you taste the blood? Taste it on your lips. Rip the seam. Then I’ll show you How the strings become the stitches in your mouth. In your silence we are louder. When the strings become the stitches in your mouth. Five words, repeating over in your head. That’

Funny Definitions
this one just came up with a question..what is nascar? response..a car with a bunch of nasties in it? (sorry nascar fans) FUBAR=a place where Fus have drinks Intercourse=opposite of outercourse? menstral=that funny lookin guy with the little gee-tar and sings out of key? Muff dive=hey where'd my ear muffs go? skinny dipping=easy better than fat dippin lol nude? opposite of olde? lol more to cum later

Things I Love
i love walks in the park. i love dancing in the rain. i love chocolate covered strawberries. i love seeing the faces of my kids when i take them fishing and they get a bite. i love taking naps and dreaming of what if and who. i love taking a bath and relaxing and gathering my thoughts. i love looking at the stars from a roof top. i love watching the sunrise and set at the beach side. i love tanning nude and feeling the sun on my bare skin. i love being loved i love to love and most of all i love me!!!!!

Rockin In The Portal
COME JOIN US !!! What are you doing right now? Seriously? Bored at work? Talking to some fake person? Staring at Nude pics which really are not them? Bored as hell? Then come join me in one of my lounges. No drama. No Bullshit. No one in a critical state and dying every week....Just good people and great friends. Click one of the pics below and get transported to a whole new level of fun! Come take a trip through ~ஐ~Oñyx Pórtál~ஐ~!!!! Where the fun and friends never end!!! (repost of original by '~ஐ~ ONYX ~SB Fam ~ஐ~ Oñyx Pórtál' on '2007-11-05 11:12:41')

11-05-07
Your energy is perfect for romantic engagements of all kinds and that could mean that you meet someone new. It could also be time to reinvigorate your relationship -- you know what to do! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmmmmm where is my Fu-Wifey!!!!!

Ancient Technology
In the early years of the 20th century an artifact was recovered from a shipwreck off the Greek island of Antikythera. Dated to about 80BC, it was considered a mere artifact. However in 1971 research on the Antikythera Mechanism showed it to have an intricate arrangement of gears, dials and graded plates. One theory is that it was a computing device to work out the movement of the Sun and planets. If this idea is true, then the ancients had a degree of technology way above previously imagined. MYSTERIOUS MECHANISMS This is further shown by a crystal skull found in 1927 belonging to the Maya civilisation of ancient Mexico. The skull is carved from a single block of quartz crystal. So perfect is the skull that it would have taken some 300 years to carve by known means of the time. If a light is placed below it, a prism in the mouth directs the light through the eyes, lighting up the skull. A further hint of advanced technology used by the ancients comes from the Baghdad Battery f

Ok So A Close Friend Of Mine Wrote A Blog, Doesnt Have Meny True Friends..
ok imma show you a screen shot of my friends blog then ill give you his link, if any of you want to help him so if you want to help him click ↓ that pic Bane*The Man in the Shadows*@ fubar

Good Bye Is Not Forever
Good Bye Is Not Forever By Cathy D Tomorrow is another day Without you by my side I thought it would become easier All the pain inside. I had our life planned Our dreams lined in gold Then we said good-bye Our story never told. My heart will go on forever With the love I feel in my soul My life is just living. Being with you is its goal. I miss the way we used to laugh And the way you touched my face Your breath that would consume me And your warm embrace. It will be with me always, No matter who's love or lost For when it comes to love You don’t count the cost.

For November 5,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For November 5,2007 You are spending far more energy than usual on your work or chores, but it might be tough to really connect with the people you see every day. They're not as serious-minded as you, but that'll change soon.

Good Bye My Friend.
My bestest friend and the best companion anyone could ever ask for died yesterday. My Dog Sarge- A.K.A Littles, A.K.A The Roe dies yesterday afternoon after falling down a flight of steps. He was diagnosed with Diabetes a tad over 2 weeks ago. He was put on RX food and Insulin. Every morning I got up to give him his medicine and it appeared he was getting better. He went blind over night and his the insulin was not working anymore. He had great spirits and even know he was severly sick he always managed to find his way on this big house to give us kisses and hugz. Yesterday I did a really dumb thing. I put him on the deck like I do every day. I turned around for one second to tell my wife something and we heard a terrible noise followed by screaming. In our Horror we saw our little baby boy bleeding and holding his leg up. We rushed him to an Emergency vet where they immediately put him on Morphine. We prayed for a Miracle but the fates weren't listening this day. My little man

Today
Today is a good day!! I guess if u are me.. The baby is doing good. Very active.. Joey can't stop touching my belly like she is going to jump out of my stomach.. They have me on a few different meds so we can start treatment after she is here.. I am going to buy a car today after work.. Gilly's birthday is today she is 6.. And she acts it too. The boys are doing good and JJ is getting so big now.. But other then that everything is as good as it should be. Love to my real friends Nicki

Dear Civilians...
Rules for the Non Military Dear Civilians: We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem --- kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest --- kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. We

Does Anyone Love Me?
Is there anyone out there that is willing to buy me a VIP? tell you what whomever buys me one i will put the name of the lounge and or your name if you dont belong to a lounge in mine and wear it for 30 days (the amount of the vip) so i ask does anyone love me enough to buy me one?

Re: Ron Paul On Course To Raise Millions In One Day
RE: Ron Paul On Course To Raise Millions In One Day ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Steve Watson Date: 05 Nov 2007, 10:29 Presidential candidate Ron Paul is set to raise millions of dollars today via an unaffiliated online grassroots donation drive which has already seen 18,000 people commit to giving the Paul campaign at least $100. http://infowars.net/articles/november2007/051107RonPaul.htm

Lets Just Say I Got Burned!!
Hmmm how to start this....Well,my sister had called & needed a ride to the store.So my husband left & I was at home ALONE with 5 hungry kids(2 of my nephew were spending the night).SOOOO I started dinner.I was fryin hambuger on the stove.Well apparently while fryin the hambuger I slipped into a siezure.My hand went into the pan,the pan slipped off the burner & my arm went onto the burner.I dont remember ANY of this.The only thing I remember is coming to with my hand in the ice tray in the freezer,my 9 yr. old nephew looking at me as if I had just lost my mind & he said "Auntie are you okay"(found out later that he heard me screaming my head off & he came to check on me).I said "Yea,Im fine",as I was pulling my hand outta the ice wondering why it was in there in the first place.Then it happen my arn from the tip of my finger to my elbow felt like someone had doused it with gasouline & lit it.I shoved my hand back in the ice & started cryin I was in SOOOO much pain.I was back & forth bet

So F*ckin Funny...
Well I was having a great day then of course some dumbass has to screw things up! You know it is funny how this is suppose to be an adult page web site but so many people on here act like they are still in elementary school, you finally find someone that makes you smile again and makes you happy then somebody wants to come along and lie and say shit thats not even close to the truth but you know I have learned to ignore stupidity and be above the childish games on here! I love having my page cause I have met some amazing people here and of course I met the man of my dreams here so for all the idiots that think they can say things to mess up my relationship GOOD LUCK cause him & I both know we are stronger then any thing off of this site and to the friends we have that back us we love ya'll and will make sure ya'll are invited to the wedding & party... much love to you that matter and by the way for those that think its a challenge to play us against each other have fun in your own lo

Taylor Swift - Our Song
THESE LYRICS ARE NOT COMPLETE LYRICS I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel The other on my heart I look around, turn the radio down He says baby is something wrong? I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song And he says... [Chorus:] Our song is the slamming screen door, Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window I've heard every album, listened to the radio Waited for something to come along That was as good as our song... Cause our song is the slamming screen door Sneaking out late, tapping on his window When we're on the phone and he talks real slow Cause it's late and his mama don't know Our song is the way he laughs The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have" And when I got home, before I said amen Asking God if he could play it again I was riding shotgun with my hair undone In the front seat of his car I grabbed a pen and an old napkin And

Another Application
Sex Application 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? night light? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 19. Anal yes/no? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

A Hot Wedding
Yesterday my wife and I attended her uncle's wedding to his long time girlfriend. The wedding was hot in more ways than one. First, the weather was hot. The sun was blazing down on us during both the ceremony and the reception. We did get to cool down some with a open bar and some indoor dancing. Second, the food was hot. The wedding lunch was BBQ beef and chicken a long with salad, veggies and bread. The food was decent but there was only water to drink. The wedding cake was a white cake with lemon jelly filling. Third, the conversation was hot. Since it was 99% adults at the wedding, the conversations were full of sexual jokes between the wedding couple and their close friends. Overall, it was funny to go out with my wife and see her family.

What Does It Mean To Be Goth These Days?
What happened to the goth crowd? Is it just me…or does being goth no longer mean what it used to mean? I've been pondering this since last night. Beazil…definitely a true goth…had time to go out last night and headed up to what was once his favorite place to be- The Church. He doesn't get to go very often now. Work schedules have made it difficult. However, in the recent times he's been able to go up to The Church…it's become obvious that the scene has really changed. And not for the better. It seems every time he does show his face around there now…there is always some young punk who wants to bow up at Beazil for no reason, telling him he doesn't belong there and calling him a poser. I know it's happened to other people also. Same thing last night as well. Some kid feeling a little too big for his britches decided to walk up to Beazil and attempted to mark The Church as his territory. Beazil usually just rolls his eyes at these immature outburst…and it g

The Decision....
So most of you know that our Godfather (Joe) and Godmother (Mari aka Chica) have split up. Well now that has left us to question what is going to happen with the "Latina Mafia". Well right now Joe, Guy and myself are trying to make a decision as to what happens. What I have mentioned to Joe is that I think the name should be changed seeing how we are the Latina Mafia due to Chica. She was the only reason why that was our name. And then I feel that all the current members should have the choice whether to stay or go. So...that's where we are at right now. We are encouraging people to keep there tags and names up linked with the Latina Mafia and then once we make a final decision all the members will be notified. Thank you Danyell Advisor of the Latina Mafia

Handfasting Prayer
Bound by Earth Bound by Sea Bound by Honey Bound by Bee Bound by Love Bound by Fright Bound by Day Bound by Night Bound by Truth Bound by Glee Bound by Rock Bound by Tree Bound by Hot Bound by Cold Bound by Young Bound by Old Bound by Faith Bound by Joy Bound by Girl Bound by Boy Bound by Life Bound by Death Bound by Silence Bound by Breath Bound by Fire Bound by Air Bound by Skin Bound by Hair Bound with You Bound by Me Bound by Karma Three times three Bound by Wiccan Bound by Rede Bound by Want Bound by Need Bound by Heart Bound by Soul Bound by Will Bound by Goal Bound by North Bound by South Bound by Ear Bound by Mouth Bound by East Bound by West Bound by Eye Bound by Breast Bound to Lady Bound to Lord Bound to Spirit Tight by chord So mote it be as I will And as you will for me. I use this Prayer in Handfasting Rituals (a wiccan wedding)

Hello
I just wanted to take a minute to say Hi to all of you on this team and tell you that even though you have been placed here;you DO NOT have to remain on this team....in fact it's my sincerest hope that you will go to either the blue or purple team...... If there are extenuating circumstances which have made it hard for you to stand by the bombing rule I hope you will take the time to send me a mail,give me a shout or ask for my yahoo addy so we can discuss this.....or even better we can have a meeting in the family lounge with Corky and Sweetbaby and let them decide how best to help you get back on track... I'm not here to be a hardass,but if you want to know if I am one...the simplest answer is yes... If I give my word I stand by it,but I will also look at all sides of an issue before I give my word on anything.Please know that I will help you,but I expect you to help yourself as well. Thank you for reading this and hopefully you will excell as you know you can. We will bomb

The Final Play Off And The Score Is?
Beer Vs. Pussy: The Playoff 1. Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER 2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy 3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER 4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy 5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy 6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy 7. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy 8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER 9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY 10. In most countries there's a tax on bee

Charge Of The Goddess
Hear ye the words of the Star Goddess; she in the dust of whose feet are the hosts of heaven, and whose body encircles the universe I who am the beauty of the green earth, the white moon among the stars, and the mystery of the waters call unto thy soul; Arise, and come unto me. I am the soul of nature who gives life to the universe. From Me all things proceed, and unto Me all things must return. Before My face, beloved of gods and of men, let thine innermost divine self be enfolded in the rapture of the infinite. Let My worship be within the heart that rejoices, for behold, all acts of love and pleasure are My rituals. Therefore let there be beauty and strength, power and compassion, honor and humility, mirth and reverence within you. To thou who thinkest to seek Me, know that thy seeking and yearning shall avail thee not unless thou knowest the Mystery. If that which thou seekest thou findest not within thee, thou wilt never find it without. For behold, I

A Dominant Male
After talking with a few people over the last few weeks I have come to realise that there are a few things I would like to get off my chest . I understand If you dont agree with me these are my personal feelings and insights but the great thing about this blog is it is not required reading. To me a Dom/Master/Daddy does not have to verbaly command obediance or submission.This is something given to him because of the type of person He is. Through his actions he shows his Slave/Sub/Babygirl/Brat/Princess that he is worth following. He also prises his possesion to the Nth degree. He understands that his slave has given him something that is very valuable and quite frankly very rare. He would never put his possesion in harms way or allow anything to go on that he felt was unsafe. If I was at a play party and someone touched what was mine with out asking first more than likely that person would find himself being taught a very hard lesson on what it is like to submit with out c

Makeing
Heated excitement, melting into each others arms, each other bodies. Breathing heavily, moaning, groaning intensely. Fireworks exploding, again and again. We were both in heaven, in bliss. Moving, writhing against one another. I, straddling him. He, lying over me, position after position. Over and over, nonstop heat, ongoing desire, never-ending pleasure, joy, happiness. Tangled in the bed sheets, tangled in each other limbs, tongues intertwined, tasting, licking, eager, determined. Releasing the tension, the urges, the untamed desire. Releasing the pleasure, I and him. More fireworks, more explosions, more heat, more I, More him, more and more,, and more. Enthusiasm. Anticipation. Stimulation. Exhilaration. And finally, it was over.

The Need Of A Father!
For you are my father For years I have tried To have you in my life to feel you are by my side I was of no importance at least that’s how it felt There was always someone else A daughter to you is all I ever wanted To be able to sit on your lap and read a story To have you their when I wanted to cry But where were you not by my side I went through so much and hurt in so many ways All I wanted to do was run to you so daddy could make it all ok To cry on your shoulder when my first boyfriend broke my heart To hear you threaten his life if he did not part Taking me away from a life a child should not live To have her daddy there to show her how to give The love of one’s father is needed that is sure For many years I thought I did something wrong But as the years go by I still don’t understand Cause how I see it if you wanted me you would have No matter what anyone said or did I was your only child but the only one that you wasn’t with Now I have my sons and I coul

Am I Crazy?
Is it crazy to want to stay and work things out? I love him... I do... And No I don't understand why he did this. But I do believe he is sorry. Even though sorry doesn't change anything. I dunno... I have put in too much time and effort to walk away now.... But we'll see. It's not over till its over!

Whats Been Going On Lately
wow, a lot has happened! first i had some drama but im putting that behind and looking ahead, today was been kinda nice since i am in a extremely good mood for some reason, maybe something good will happen today who knows, zack has been the best little boy ever and i am glad lol, last night we lost power and he got scared til i got there then he fell asleep. i am now hooked on this band called chromeo and i think they are the best, my favorite songs out of the ones i heard is rage and needy girl cause they are great, rage goes out to my ex cause it sounds like her in the song, anyways hope everyone has a really good day and i cant wait for tonight DX AND STONE COLD ON RAW!!!!!! love it, well anyways gotta run for now The Game

Security Of Innocents!
Small with nothing but innocents Helpless with purity of heart Caring with no knowledge Loving, no thought Looking up to those around you Security coming from your elders All of this taken away One just one is all it takes What does our innocent do When everything they know Everyone they trusted To keep them safe Doesn’t believe them Isn’t there for them When a mindless individual Takes all this away from a child Who do they talk to How do they ever feel safe and secure again

Fears Of Violated Women!
Fear of violated women! The damage is done at a very young age How do you get yourself back How do you get comfortable with in your own skin To feel secure with the opposite sex ever again Be able to relax and give them your all They have your heart your mind and your soul But how do you give them your body Mindless is a women to be To go through a violation of one’s self At such a young age To men she should trust with life to come But tell, please tell me how is this to be done How do you explain that you love so deep But are so afraid and uncomfortable you cannot love complete Physically and mentally this is very draining We try so hard to give our hearts desire our all Of almost thirty years I cannot figure Still self conscious and in fear of being hurt But what is the worst of it I try and I try do you know how hard it is To never get pleasure and peace with ones mate Please don’t get me wrong I love him with all my heart But scared to let go and trust

Childhood Of None!
You put me through things that no child should know Living and playing is all the care one should have What child hood should have been No, not for me I had to grow We had nothing and at times not even a roof over our heads Sleeping in cars bathing in restrooms But that was easy compared to others The life of the city streets Is so unfair a mother on the stuff With the pimps in the house Dancing and not knowing what is really going on Living a childhood with no love but no one around to care Being judged and told nothing you did was okay Never enough for you, never right No matter how much I tried your love was never there To love and trust someone so deeply But to never make them happy cause they love the streets and the men You left me after all I did to make you happy In the system I spent a couple years with no love When I was out oh so happy to see But for some reason I felt at fault, why me I was a child not your thief your disappointment But your child you

A Little Piece Of Heaven
1. Does someone love you? yes. 2. Do you know anyone named Dave? yes. 3. Ever kissed anyone with the name starting with a J? yes. 4. Has anyone ever mistaken you for a family member? no. 5. Have you ever tried Propel Calcium Water? yes. 6. What color are the walls of your parent's bedroom? off white. 8. Are you named after a grandparent? no. 10. Say you were given a drug test right now. Would you pass or fail?? pass. 11. Are you taller than 5'6? yes. 12. Do you know anyone in jail/prison? no. 13. Ever seen a dead body? no. 14. Do you like the color green? sure. 16. How long is your hair? past shoulders. 17. Who was the last person to send you a text message? Will. 18. Ever drove into the ghetto to buy drugs? no. 19. Last restaurant you went to? Olive Garden. 20. What is the weather like today? warmer than yesterday but still a bit chilly. 21. Last voicemail you received? Scott. 22. What did you do yesterday? worked on tour dates. 23. What's the first thing you would

Part Of Me
Wow its been awhile sine Ive posted a Blog!Well,my son got out of the hospital on like 5 diff. meds.Belive me its not something Im pleased about,but they said it will help & so far it has made a great deal of inproovement in his behaviour.He won an award for being an Honor Roll student.My other son also won an award for perfect attendece.Im SOOO proud of both of them :).My brother & I didnt talk for about a month.He called me & asked me how come hadnt called in such a long time & I reminded him of our lil fall out.He said he didnt belive what his mom said & he wanted to talk to me no matter what she said :). Now onto the BIG PART I had another 24 EEG monitoring.They did it on my terms this time to gaurentee I would have the siezures.Well when they got the results back they could find a good surgery path that would gaurentee there would be no damage to my brain.SOOO now they are doing a different surgery on me called a VNS.Im kinda nervous.They arnt gonna be operating in my head now.

Which Beatle Are You?
. Happy that this had to end? sure. Which member of The Beatles are you? JOHN LENNON: [ ] You were raised by someone other than your parents. [ ] You have step siblings. [ ] You get in trouble a lot at school. [ ] Your birthday is in October. [ ] You love Elvis. [ ] You don't like organized religion. [ ] You like cats more than dogs. [ ] You wear glasses. [ ] Your favorite color is green. [ ] You hate the dark. Total: 0 PAUL MCCARTNEY: [ ] One of your parents died when you were young. [ ] You are the oldest child in your family. [/] You do well in school. [ ] Your favorite color is blue. [/] You are fairly quiet. [ ] You are tall. [ ] You are conventional. [ ] You are a vegetarian. [ ] You were born in June. [ ] You had sex at the age of 15 or younger. Total: 2 GEORGE HARRISON: [/] Your parents are still together. [ ] You are the youngest child in your family. [ ] You don't do very well in school. [ ] You were born in February. [ ] You love gummy be

Taking Things 4 Granted
People seek others for many reasons. They want a friend to be there 4 them which is good, and to laugh n bug out cuz they click well. Some people look for others to learn from them n gain more knowledge and wisdom. But many I have seen, have seeked another person for the power or authority that they possess and they are either fear or respected. So they seek those people out to say "I know this person so I am big shyt"...Thats not cool. using people to make urself look good is not right at all. Then u say u r their friend? Friends dont use eachother! AT ALL. When people realize that they r being used it fucking hurts and people have their face so far up their ass that they dont notice it n it sucks or they do notice it n dont care at all. Thats messed up. I am tired of my friends being hurt because of it. When others hurt my friends I get pissed too. I know alot of good people who deserve respect and deserved 2 be cared for n not used just because they are looked upon as important or

Yep Another One!
RAVEN/DEVI...: block me you aint got nothing worth looking at any way ->RAVEN/DEVI...: dont get all homo on me ill block u, im just an asshole tis all good RAVEN/DEVI...: and by the way i just saw ur pic and thought you looked like a nice guy.....was i wrong

Dj's Wanted
ARE YOU A DJ LOOKING TO BE APART OF THE LARGEST STATION ON FUBAR LOOK IN HERE Are you a DJ interested in becoming a part of The XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Family? Wanna know who to contact??? Well look no farther.... here he is .... Slade~Owner of XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio SLADE~Lydias man*Owner*The Scooter Bar and XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Lounge@ CherryTAP Crazyeyes~Dj Manager of XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Crazyeyez ♠SDMF♠@ fubar ^^^^just click the pic's and you'll go right to there profile's^^^^ ***click on any pic here to enter The Scooter Bar and XXXtreme Full Throttle Radio Lounge***

Random
SLEEPING 1. When do you usually go? between 11-1 2. Describe the bed you sleep in! Queen and it's insanely comfortable 3. Just for tonight, who do you want sleeping with you? no one 4. How often do you change your sheets? every 2 weeks 5. Currently, is your bed made? no HANDBAGS 1. Describe the bag you`re using at this moment! none 2. Are you obsessed with brand names? no 3. What kind of bag would you love to have? none 4. Your favorite handbag material? (Leather, nylon, cotton, etc)! leather 5. What is the most you spent on a bag? like $20 HAIR STRAIGHTENERS 1. What brand straightener do you use? Not sure 2. How often do you straighten your hair? Pretty much every day 3. Have you ever tried a CHI straightener? no 4. Tell us about one bad incident you had with a straightener! nothing really 5. How long does it take you to transform your hair from frizzy to paper straight? Mine just gets a little wavy, so it takes about one minute to straighten in the mornings. Y

Last On Tha Soco Am
Sigh.. its funny having a night like last night then a day like today Oh well but unfortunately i cant focus on the good...really good... surprisingly good cause of personal reasons.. and the nap didnt help get me out of the funk Soooo what to do what to do... i got an idea..but it will have to wait for later tonight. In the interim I will listen to Hannah Montana... What????

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry to everyone I've ever pissed off. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done wrong. I'm sorry for all the bad decisions I've ever made in my life. I'm sorry to all of those who think I'm not good enough to be in their lives. I'm sorry for loving and not getting loved in return. I'm sorry that I'm not the perfect size according to people's standards. I'm sorry that nothing I do seems to be enough. I'm sorry that nothing I so is ever good enough. I'm sorry that I'm not good enough to be anything more than a friend. I'm sorry that I've always made time to be there when I'm needed. I'm sorry that I'm so nice. I'm sorry that I never have that same respect shown to me in return. I'm sorry that I do anything I can to help someone only to get shit on in return. I'm sorry that no one understands there is life away from this place. I'm sorry that I trust people too easily. I'm sorry that I seem to befriend the ones that only end up stabbing me in the back. I'm sorry that my lifestyle offe

Sign
center> Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool.You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling.Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

For You
I lay you down across my bed, tracing a path down your neck with my lips, I raise your arms above your head, you muscles feel so strong beneath my fingertips. I kneel before you, suppliant, eager to please you. Your pleasure fuels my enjoyment, as I burn with desire for you. Guided by your sighs, I breathe in the wonderful scent of you. My hands roam up your thighs, as my lips greedily take in the taste of you. My heart beats faster, my eyes close, I'm lost in the joy of you. I feel your hands burn through my clothes. No one makes me feel the way you do. I feel dominated by your will, as your hands tangle in my hair, holding my head to keep me there, though I don't want to go anywhere. I feel your passion erupt inside me, as I eagerly drink in your juice. The thirst is quenched within me, as again I breathe in the scent of you.

Ummm...yeah, Right
My horoscope for the day, too fucking funny! "People are lined up around the block looking for answers and you're the one who's handing them out. Even if you're not totally sure what you're talking about, most everyone will be satisfied with what you have to say." Like I have any answers! LMAO

Smoking Ban
LONDON (AFP) - A pub landlord on Monday became the first in England to be convicted of breaching new laws banning smoking in enclosed public places. But Hamish Howett, 55, a Scot and a non-smoker, vowed to let punters carry on lighting up in the Happy Scots Bar in Blackpool. District judge Peter Ward said he did not want to make him a martyr, but branded Howett's actions "silly" as he sentenced him at Blackpool Magistrates' Court. Howett was fined 500 pounds and ordered to pay 2,000 pounds prosecution costs after he admitted breaching the legislation, which came into force on July 1. The publican has set up a political party called Fight Against Government Suppression, and the court was told the campaign has left him on the verge of bankruptcy. Owners and managers of pubs, clubs and cafes are legally bound to enforce the smoking ban and face fines of up to 2,500 pounds if they fail to do so. Referring to the new legislation, Ward said: "That is the law and it has to b

Hello To All Fubarians
this is the 1st lady of the REDNECK MAFIA FAMILY, looking for all those interested to help out or who would even like to join the family.nwe r in the process of getting things together for a soldiers christmas boxes...we now what we r sending now i need some suggestions of which troops to send them to. if u have family members over in iraq and would like for them to recieve a box plz contact me here on fubar so we can get things rolling on our part. just another way to say thank you to them for supporting this great country or ours,, again thank you very much for ur time and again ty for helping those who can not help them selves....have a great week!

Want A Pimpout Inside The Largest Lounge On Fubar?
Studio 54 Will now Hold DAILY PIMP OUTS and BIRTHDAY PARTIES for members ,you can make it public or PRIVATE.We'll even CHANGE the NAME to YOURS for 12 hours and add your link inside the STUDIO plus play any music you want along with any ONE picture inside the lounge.Please reserve ASAP only allowing 1 per week Thanks everyone for making us the Largest lounge in FUBAR !! Cheers all from Tiffany and Achilles Click the Banner below to Enter the lounge & join by Clicking the Subscribe to lounge link once inside! (Located to the right of the chat box) ^^Click^^ Thanks ALL!

Chivalry
Chivalry is a high code of honor which is of most ancient Pagan origin, and must be lived by all who follow the Old Ways. It must be kenned that thoughts and intent put forth on this middle-Earth will wax strong in otherworlds beyond, and return...bringing into creation, on this world, that which had been sent forth. Thus one should exercise discipline, for "as ye do plant, so shall ye harvest." It is only by preparing our minds to be as Gods that we can ultimately attain godhead. "This above all...to thine own self be true..." A Witch's word must have the validity of a signed and witness oath. Thus, give thy word sparingly, but adhere to it like iron. Refrain from speaking ill of others, for not all truths of the matter may be known. Pass not unverified words about another, for heresay is, in a large part, a thing of falsehoods. Be thou honest with others, and have them known that honesty is likewise expected of them. The fury of the moment plays folly with the truth; to keep

Darling ( My Grandfather)
Only sometimes that v get close to each other All Happy and sad that v spent together is make us more closer But time is a bad thing bcoz it’s so short and it make us far away At the end of road, and the sky Destiny make us not to meet But myself will never forget u Old picture came, end with tear And love will never be lost Even today u’r so far But our good memories still have until the sky full of star U’ll still in my heart Sleep tight, v’ll meet again soon. Darling

Fu-bucks!
FU-BUCKS are in need for my lovely friend below. She has been stationed with husband overseas. One day I will get the chance to meet her. So if you can spare some FU-BUCKS to help her get a spotlight. It is very hard to come up with that much money those bids are going for!!! *DONT USE PROGRAMS - DONT SPAM - NO CHEATING REFERRALS MANY THANKS IN ADVANCE!!!!!! IF U CAN THROW SOME HER WAY OR EVEN RATE HER STUFF TO HELP HER ALONG FEEL FREE TO TELL THEM "MJ" sent ya!!! :D *MUAH* ~army princess~@ fubar

Contest
I am hosting my first contest. First place is a VIP or a 7 day blast your choice. All are welcome to enter. But please NO DRAMA. You can use any Picture you like but it has to be SFW. I will be posting the time and date the contest starts as soon as i have 10 entries or more. Please repost for me so i can get as many people as possible to enter. Thank you. Prizes:1st~One month VIP or & day blast2and~30,000 fubucks3rd~Big pimping gift Rules:NO Drama!!! Any one caught downrating and harrassing other contestants will be pulled from the contest.Self comment bombing and families are welcome. No auto comments or programs to be allowed. All cheaters will be pulled from contest.And most important have fun!!! This contest is brought to you by FuBaRsLaDyInReD♥CuTeCaNaDiAnGaL™~Fubar wifey of I'm Hip....;)@ fubar

Depression
Not all scars show, Not all wounds heal Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels Its true im in depression and my parrents have been thinking lately that im suasidle but im not im just in depression and im what some people call Emo Punk some Goth and down rite depressed but i get used to it

You Will Never Be Sorry...
...for thinking before acting. ...for hearing before judging. ...for forgiving your enemies. ...for being candid and frank. ...for helping a fallen brother. ...for being honest in business. ...for thinking before speaking. ...for being loyal to your church. ...for standing by your principles. ...for closing your ears to gossip. ...for bridling a slanderous tongue. ...for harboring pure thoughts. ...for sympathizing with the afflicted. ...for being courteous and kind to all. -- Author Unknown

Lady In Charge :p
I opened the door and stepped inside made my way down the hallway stopped at the bedroom door I heard something, leaned in just a little,there it was a soft moan and the rustling of covers.I peeked around the corner there you were laying on your back legs spreading. My heart started racing.I slowly and very quietly unbuttoned my pants slipped off my shoes you were very softly caressing the lips of your pussy i unbuttoned my shirt and stood there fully naked my cock throbbing i could already see the pre cum leaking out of me making the head all shiny. I glanced back at you i could see your pussy starting to become excited your lips were parting ever so slightly I could just see a glimmer of juice as your fingers dipped in for a taste of what was to come. I grabbed my cock and felt it twitch from the excitement I thought about how I loved your pussy I could spend hours sampling the dew off your petal how I yearned to trace the folds of your vagina with my tongue lovingly circle t

And Yet....
...the rage in me hasn't subsided only grown worse. i hate people that take advantage of you then try to act all chummy chummy and shit when they're in your face. i'm trying to keep myself from beating the hell out of someone because i know for a fact that won't solve it. ...but it sure will make me feel good...

Vanilla Love Story .....well Not To Vanilla
I passed by your house on the way home from work I saw your bedroom light on.I stopped,not meaning to,standing there with a hole in my chest. My mind wandered back to a time one dark stormy night the snow was fierce.We found ourself housebound no car could make the trip.The phone was down but the fire was going,casting dancing creatures on the walls of the living room just you and me. I offered you a drink ,my best rum.We sat back going over the wedding plans you were working on. Your fiance,my best friend. Since grade school we have been so tight the three of us. We sat back on my tufted leather sofa gazing at the fire letting the rum warm our bellies.Dave matthews playing on the radio.I leaned over and looked you in the eyes "Have I ever thanked you for being my friend?"I said "No" you gave a small chuckle "We have always been friends,there for each other,never expecting anything from one another" "Well then its about time Jessica." I said never breaking eye contact."Y

It's Been Awhile...
1. How many surveys have you done in the past year? Over 100. 2. Favorite CD of all time? Guns N' Roses Greatest Hits. 3. If you had to be stuck on an island with one character from The Simpsons, who would it be? Moe, so he can bring me beer. 4. If you could choose one person, to never say another word for the rest of their lives, who would it be? My sister in law. 5. Have you ever looked at David HasselHoff and thought, "Wow, now THATS a man"? no freakin' way. 6. Pearl Jam or Nine Inch Nails? Tough one...NIN. 7. Cheers or Mash? Cheers. 8. Superman or Spiderman? Spiderman. 9. If you could know how and when you would die, would you want to know? No. 10. If you could rid the world of war, famine, prejudice, greed and hate forever by killing one innocent baby, would you? Yes. 11. Do you believe in God? If so, why? I believe in a higher power, yes. 12. Aliens? If so, why? no. 13. Time Travel? If so, why? no. 14. If you could live in any city, where wo

Dream Shadow
She came to me last night,again.I closed my eyes for what seemed like a second and I was in her world. I could see her in the distance standing there beckoning me to come to her.she is a powerful creature she is not to be denied nor would I want to. She has a supple skin very pale almost glowing,dark eyes that pierce through all my facades right to the core of me she sees me naked ,helpless, defenses down and yet I am not uncomfortable. I am secure knowing that even through all my flaws and impurities she still comes to me. She floats on the air lightly dancing and smiling her wings are black as the night singed on the edges from dancing to close to the fire she is neither angel nor demon she is a child of the shadow born of darkness but not ruled by it. I approach her slowly gazing upon her.no story has ever described a creature so lovely she spins in the air teasing me my heart is pounding my throat is dry as I get closer she settles to the ground ,wings out ,showing

Keep It Rolling
This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate yo

Girlfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

Red Friday
PLEASE READ AND YOU'LL SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine Sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he washeading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the Soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do, so my family and I can do what we

Thought Of The Day
redneck term.... sum bitch translated son of a bitch haha ..... you know im like gosh these are some weird people that hang out online...im thinking im possibly the weird one hahahaha... no im normal just a dork ....peace!!!

The Word Of The Witches
Hear now the words of the witches The voices of a world long past Our ways were long forbidden but we are rising from the ashes at last The Goddess is our mother The one from whom the God was born We try and bring the old ways back Even though many of the old ties have been torn We sense the energies of the world From the Earth and the people who live here Sometimes it's good and pure Other times it's dark when evil is near Some believe we are evil And that we worship the devil But that is not a part of who we are Nor will it ever on any level. Do what ye will, yet harm none This is our most important rule This every witch must follow And if they don't they're a fool We don't need a building to go to and pray The world itself is our place of worship Every single day This is who we are Not evil or bended Too many times we've been portrayed this This is something that must be ended We must show the world we're good And not devil's in disguise To

Weekend
I had a wonderful weekend this weekend.. for the first time in 3 year ( to the day) i got to see my baby brother for the first time.. and had a wonderful time playing video games with him and just chilling.. i also got to go visit my friend Emily and her roommate Bobby and Kiko.. they are really cool people.. had a blast laughed a lot and just caught up with emily and the 2 1/2 years we lost while i was away.. Being home is so great i dont know how else to explain it.. i am very very happy.. and enjoying every minute of it. next weekend i get to puppy sit my dads 2 doggies and the weekend after that i get to go see my friend Jimmys new baby boy.. and mom and dad Lainge i cant wait for that.. am excited.. they are awsomly sweet people that i miss dearly.. Wish i could see Uncle Rob but never know if Em ever gets ahold of him, he may be at mom and dad laings.. and i hope so.. miss them all dearly. ok enough of my babbling.. i got some stuff i need to go do so will talk to ya

Lost My Friend...
We lost our best friend yesterday. My little baby dog Sarge died yesterday. I am so overcome with grief, I don't know how I will ever get over losing him. He was with us for 7 short years, but those years were filled with so much love and laughs. He gave us unconditional love and even in his last days, he didn't let the blindness or diabetes get him down. My friend fell down the steps and broke his back leg in so many places. Because of his illness, they thought it would be best to let him go to God, so we made that horrible decision and I held him as he passed on. I will always love you my little boy and I am in so much sorrow right now as I look around and see your toys and bones. I am so waiting for you to come into the room, but nothing...just emptiness and you are never coming back... I will forever love you Sargie! Love always, Mommy Shot at 2006-03-04 Shot at 2006-03-04

More Than A Friend
More Than A Friend Every now and then you find a special friend who will never let you down. And you're my friend its true with the little things you do I always want you around. I love you with my heart and soul, I will always be here and so I am letting you know tonight. That I will never leave your side even when our love is being tried because you never felt so right. If I wish upon a star in the sky, will you be with me until I die? For now it's only in my dreams. Then one day it will be and we will finally come to see love is as easy as it seems. Now my friend I kiss you goodnight, in my arms I'll hold you tight and never let you go. As you drift to sleep for awhile, still feeling some denial because you can't believe I love you so.

Writers Strike
Writers Strike Category: Movies, TV, Celebrities So the writers strike has happened. and if you ave no idea what I am talking about then I must assume that you do not follow the Entertainment world very closely, and hey that's OK. but I wonder,do you watch Jay Leno? how about Letterman? what about Jimmy Kimmel or even Conan? the reason I ask is a simple one, if you are a fan of these shows, then you will be disappointed to hear that this writers strike will effect those shows too. no one to write the jokes for the stars, no witty banter, and no Britney spears jokes too.. Even Jimmy Kimmel made reference to this strike in a skit last week on his show. He made a passing reference to the fact that we may have to start to import our Britney Jokes from other countries. Ironically, That joke was probably written by a writer now on strike. I must admit this writers strike has had me fascinated, not just simply by the shear number of shows that will feel the effect of this.

What's This Girl Doing
SPEND YOUR FU-BUCKS ON ME *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~*♥ ♥*~*~*FOR $50,000 FU-BUCKS I WILL MAKE YOU A SALUTE PIC*~*~*♥ *~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~**~*~*♥*~*~*♥ ♥*~*~*FOR $150,000 FU-BUCKS I WILL MAKE YOU A SHOWER OR CHEST SALUTE PIC*~*~*♥

I'm For Sale
I'm for sale ........LOL Body: I'm for sale Here's the rules of Fubar Adoption.... If ur a guy u must pick a girl, if ur a girl u must pick a guy. Put in the subject "I'm For Sale" and see who wants to own you. The first person to send u a message sayin "I own you" owns you. It's that simple... P.S. repost cause it is funny and surprising to see who gets you FIRST you must do it even if you are taken

Attention Military And Ex Military
"I, _____, do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the same; and that I will obey the orders of the President of the United States and the orders of the officers appointed over me, according to regulations and the Uniform Code of Military Justice. So help me God." (Title 10, US Code; Act of 5 May 1960 replacing the wording first adopted in 1789, with amendment effective 5 October 1962). Remember those words? Have you actually thought about those words since you spoke them? How about this fact: A military order must have a military connection and must not contravene existing law, such as the Constitution, treaties, and statutes. Now, here is the rub, if, as it is now, the President of the United States is or has directed government agencies to engage in activities that directly violate the US Constitution, and the Bill of Rights

Oh Yeah And Another Thing....
my shoutbox is only on for my family... there is such a thing as email and i do try to respond in a timely manner! when i have hundreds of people trying to shout at me, my puter locks up... and i cant keep up with the damn thing! i hate it! i used it way back when i first joined this god forsaken site... and now i dont! email, people, it works! real easy concept! sorry if u feel like im being a bitch, but im gettin too damn old to give a flyin fuck! im not gonna play games with any1 anymore... if u have a problem with anything i just said, there is such a thing as a delete button... i will try not to shed a tear over it...

7- Days Left People
HEY EVERYONE I ONLY HAVE 7-DAYS LEFT TO GET THIS V.I.P. MY OLD V.I.P RUNS OUT IN 7-DAYS SP PLEASE COME AND HELP ME.I OWE ALL OF U A GREAT DEAL OF GRATITUDE FOR HELPING ME THE WAY YOU HAVE AND THANK YOU ALL SO LET'S GET THIS ONE OVER WITH SO I CAN GET ON TO BIGGER AND BETTER THINGS. JUST CKICK THE LINK BELOW AND START UR COMMENTING. Fire My Words

Green Eyes
LACK EYES People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse.They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you.. If you dont repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some weird guy/girl you've never seen before within the next 2 days. ___________________________________________________________ Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome, very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with people that live far away and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love only that one girl/guy. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. ______________

Life
I like life. Life likes me. I and life very fully agree. Life is fine. Life is good. 'Specially mine, which is just as it should be. I like pouring the wine and, why not? Life's a pleasure that I deny not. I like life here and now. Life and I make a mutual vow. 'Til I die, life and I We'll both try to be better somehow. And if life were a woman, she would be my wife. Why? Because I like life.

Grrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Give Up!
well the bid for tomorrow's spotlight is already over 4 million and i dont think i can come up with any more fuBucks... all morning i have had people say "well wat u gonna do for me?" type shit... y do they hafta start that today????? no1 else has asked me for anything in return! i tell them i will fan them like i did for everyone else that sent me some, but that's not good enuff i guess... oh, if i send a pic of my feet, one guy would send me some... yeah right! my feet????? ummmmmmmm, wats the word im lookin for????? oh yeah, oh fuck no! so im giving up... thanks to everyone who has donated to my sorry a$$! i really do appreciate it...

Hinder - Nothin Good About Goodbye
I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this was over But then you called to say You forgot that broach of your mother’s Every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There’s nothing good about goodbye I could swear I saw you cry I always knew you’d wind up falling harder There’s nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye I rolled up my sleeves today Cause I thought that this had ended But then you called again To tell me how you’re gonna blow my best friend And every time I try to cut the cord You come crawling back with some excuse You forgot something There’s nothing good about goodbye I can swear I saw you cry I always knew you’d wind up falling harder Falling harder Every story has two sides In the he-said-she-said fight Always knew you’d wind up falling Falling harder There’s nothing good about goodbye Just say goodbye Falling, falling out of y

Wounded Warrior Project
I support this whole heartedly. This foundation was created to help wounded troops that are returning from overseas. Please help them!!! I am a retired US Army Ranger and I have many friends that were wounded in combat to include myself!!! The website is woundedwarriorproject.org

World's Easiest Quiz
I feel compelled to educate you my friends and fans.....hahahahhaah, luv ya all WORLD'S EASIEST QUIZ (Passing requires 4 correct answers) 1) How long did the Hundred Years' War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What colour is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the colour of the black box in a commercial airplane? Remember, you need 4 correct answers to pass. Check your answers below. ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get cat gut? Sheep and Horses 4) In w

Profiles In Courage?
It's all in the presentation. You meet one person, you meet another and another. You talk to one person, then another and another. You develop friendships with some, nothing with others. You may be interested in someone more then others. But here's the twist. Thoughts written in confidence are emailed to everyone. Mumms are written about it. Does it hurt? Yeah it does. Blame being placed all over the place. I admit that some of the blame I threw was misguided. But here's the bigger twist.....people hiding behind fake multiple profiles. Eventually everything comes full circle. The person sending out the email, has been identified and it hurt even more when I found out who it was. It was someone I trusted. Yet, for him to be hiding behind a fake profile and checking out profiles of me and my friends. Such a low blow. What I choose to do in my personal life is for me to decide. I'm single, I have no children. I won't go into his history, because I'm a better person. It

Urine Test
Like a lot of folks in this state, I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a . Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do, on the other hand, have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ASS, doing drugs, while I work. . . . Can you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check ? Pass this along if you agree or simply delete if you don't. Hope you all will pass it along, though . . . Something has to change in thi s country -- and soon!

So It Is
she sips daintily from her champagne each time her lips part you watch her.. wishing you were the liquid that eases down her spout. ______ _ unveiling her mask, you love what you see a woman of desire and tranquility you want to own her heart.. in your mind your body is passionately intertwined.. she dances so elegantly your body begins to tremble when you think of her touch, you're an unsuspecting victim... of her sexual desire and lust... _______ __ As the song begins to play you close your eyes..and begin to pray for just one time to hold her body close to you even if its for only one night to come true..... _______ _ an amazing dance electrifies your body you don't remember a time, which felt so good you photograph the moment in your mind of a sensual intimate love, that put you in sublime. your madness of desire bleeds your heart the rhythm starts to consume you dancing into darkness, her shadow departs shadows as one now, meshed in the wind.. ____

Single
LOOK IM SINGLE AND LOVING IT AND HOW COME WOMAN CANT UNDERSTAND THAT? EVERY WOMAN I MEET SEEMS TO GET FEELINGS AND WANTS ME TO BE THEIR MAN...WELL LOOK I BEEN LOCKED DOWN FOR A LONG TIME AND I WANNA LIVE THE SINGLE LIFE AND HAVE SOME FREEDOM SO PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT!

Boyfriend Application
Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" copy and paste this to a message and fill it out and send it to me 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos: HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you enjoy it? 6. Would you ever ask me out? 7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 11.Would you walk on the beach with me? 12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 13. Do you/have you talked crap about me? 14. Do you think I'm a good person? 15. Would u take a nap with me? 16.Do you think I'm cute? 17. If you could change anything about me -would you? 1

Yesterday
So yesterday I'm working at the winery in the tasting room, pouring for customers as I often do on Sundays. In she walks holding hands with some guy. There are 3 other people working behind the counter but she walks up and stands right in front of me, smiles and says, "Hi." It's hard to even believe this. My hand is shaking as I'm pouring the wine. I guess she's never been wine tasting before because she asks me what she's supposed to do with the wine. I can't speak, I just look away. They were there for a couple hours, walking back and forth between the wineries holding hands, talking and laughing. It's been 5 weeks. I thought I was all done crying over her, but apparently I'm not. She knows I work there on weekends, helping out my friends. What kind of a person would do this? I sent her an email this morning. "If you ever again bring your boyfriends into a place where I work or where you know that I hang out, I will consider it to be an act of stalking and I will ta

Deteriorate
de·te·ri·o·rate ..> 1. to make or become worse or inferior in character, quality, value, etc. ..> ..> 2. to disintegrate or wear away. ..> In your life you decide the paths you want to take. Weather it be wonderful or bad , it's all about what you make it. When all is is running smooth and working out according to some kind of invisible plan you feel as if your life is begining to make sense. But what happens when that plan is cut off and you come to realize that it wasn't as smooth running or as great as you possibly thought? Do your dreams begin to deteriorate? Trying to concentrate on the positive, you can't help but let the thought of loosing your grasp on something you wanted so intensly consume you. Will you let it eat at you until there is nothing left of what once was alive. Are you holding on to something that wasn't meant to be? Was this just a lesson in life to prepare you for something to come? Are you willing to take that deep breathe

Today Memers To Be Leveled Ty All
levelin today first member http://fubar.com/user/924038 about 4000 now, then Xminister http://fubar.com/user/1081005 about 1000 and to finish littlemen http://fubar.com/user/1205135# 9700 points

With Hope
With hope, In a single moment The mind can rebirth It can take away the darkness When the sun fades away A renewed light reveals a new course of direction You embark upon a selfless journey, humbled by life’s ego flight A new perspective of life becomes your own destination of greater insight.... Copyright © 2007

Somewhere Between Heaven And Hell...
No rest from the demon within I'm always fighting to be free Battling the forces of evil Now fate has chose my destiny Walking through the fires of the land of the dead I'm between heaven and hell The righteous path is hidden from the wicked and the damned I'm Somewhere between heaven and hell...

Angels Care*
I feel so Comfort in your arms I am like a soft cotton balls wrap around in your tender and loving arms I have no doubt,nur even have fear Because I know you will be there If I cry deep in vain I know you will wiped out my tear For sure I will close my eyes with sweet smile Because I know we will meet at Heavens doorway...

I Am Not Real Without You
I am not real without you You are the most important thing in my world And you complete me Just to know that you exist gives me hope and a purpose My heart beats for you alone and I will forever keep you safe I am enraptured with the responsibility of securing your eternal bliss But should you ever hurt, I am resolved to heal you And though I would die should I ever cause your pain I would prove my true forgiveness until you trusted me again I am not perfect, but I exist for you To stand with you when you are right To understand you when you are wrong My arms will always be open for you to come home to I will encase you with my soul, unquestioning, and make us both whole I am yours forever, Love, TheUnLoved

Why Is It So Hard?
why is it so hard to get someone to like you? you do everything that you know and then even some and it still doesnt get you anywhere. you try your hardest to get someone to like you for the way you are but it just doesnt seem to work for shit. i am tired of working my ass off to make a relationship work when the person doesn't even know your there after they tell you they want to be with you. its not worth the time or the pain, games are for children and yes i may only be 19 and not know alot but i do know some and i know enough to knwo that if it isnt going the way its supposed ot then just give up

The Lesser Of Two Evils
Hope this ain't marked, by the site, as private! THE LESSER OF TWO EVILS By WILLY SENKIWSKY 10/22/96 10:00 PM. A-Harp, Key of E. Rocking, Eight-bar Shuffle. Baby, since you been gone I haven't tried to find somebody else The Blues is my faithful companion, so at least I'm not by myself! If in the beginning, you had let me choose I'd take the lesser of two evils, I'd take the Blues! Since I'm only human, I admit that I miss you sometimes There's not a day goes by that you don't cross my mind! Then I get to thinking of all the hell you put me through So give me the lesser of two evil, give me the Blues! When you told me, you were leaving; it almost came as good news. That is, after I got over my crazy rotten mood! It may sound funny, but it's the stone-cold truth I was left with the lesser of two evils, you left me the Blues! When you told me you were leaving, it almost came as good news I was just thinking of all the hell you put me through! I k

Thankiing All Of You That Have Been Helping Me
Thank you so much everyone for helping me on this contest. As you all can see It's making me crazy. Needless to say I will never let another person talk me into a contest again. When it ends on November 10th I'll be back to normal again (whatever that may be, lol) I know all of you who have helped thank you so much I'll make sure i rate all of your stuff when it's all done. If I had not put more money into it then the prize I would of dropped out but Mark the one giving the contest keeps asking me to stay. It's a close one, it's between me and one girl, we are always 1000 behind or ahead on each other. Needless to say I will be doing bombing until then. Please bear with my my awesome friends. I promise not to put you thru this crap again!!! Bloody insane MINA

Will You Lay And Let Me Love You?
Can I use your body for my pleasure, which is to pleasure you? Will you lay and let me love you In the way that I want to? Can I love you with my eyes Feed your lust upon my gaze Show you with my sparkle All my loving ways? Can I kiss you with my warm lips Breathe my fire upon your flesh Can I stroke you with my velvet tongue Smooth you with my silk? Can I love you with my breasts Trace every contour of your flesh? Can I linger there as I wish Until I've had enough? Can I watch the moisture Form upon your dewy skin Can I savor and devour it Take it all within? Can I love you with my softness And feel your hardness grow? Can I sit astride your body And really let you know? Can I use your body for my pleasure Which is to pleasure you? Will you lay and let me love you In the way that I want to?

Holy Snikeys This Cant Be Forreal
Damn my blog addiction... but mumms cost too much SO just got off the phone with my exes mom... AND GUESS WHAT My ex and my stalker broke up... They always break up when i am outta the picture. It was a sick competition with her and i for his attention && when there isnt competition she dumps him... But anyway,,, this is what she (my exes mom) just told me after the bitchfest was over. And guess what. we are talking. i hear a weird click i think its her neck bone building machine or whatever... then we talk a bit more about a weird IM i got to determine if it was my stalker... and then i say "i dont know why she would even bother... I mean she cant possibly think i am that stupid to even try to be friends with him again just cause they broke up" then you can hear the phone slam down... It was him... he was listening to our convo. Granted it is his mom and his house so he has every right to use his own phone (not that he doesnt have a cell or anything or as if he pay

Info?
I'm planning a trip to Australia in January with a buddy of mine. We are spending a few nights in Sydney then we are renting a car and driving up the coast to the Great Barrier Reef. Does anyone have information about places along the way.. or if there is some place we should checkout?

You Know You're From California If: My Shit In ()
You Know You're From California If: My shit in () Willys cynical thought for the fucking day; Except for crossing the awesome border into awesome Mexico in like 1973 or 4, we came back through awesome Texas, my awesome ass never like been back! Somebody, from awesome California, tell me like this isn't how they talk! I'll KNOW you just like told a awesome fuckin' lie! So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, you know you're from California if: 1. Your (awesome) coworker has 8 (awesome) body piercing's and (like) none are visible! 2. You make over (like) $300,000 and still can't afford a (awesome) house! 3. You take a (awesome) bus and are (like) shocked at two people carrying on a (awesome) conversation in (like) English! 4. Your child's (awesome) 3rd-grade teacher has (awesome) purple hair, a (awesome) nose ring, and is (like) named Flower! 5. You can't remember ... is (awesome) pot illegal? 6. You've been to a (awesome) baby

Wiccan Holidays
Wiccan Holidays by angel marie Wiccan holidays have existed since before Christianity. There are now several similarities found between the two. Depending on who you ask Wicca is either a new found religion or one of the oldest religions to be, and to be honest both of these statements would be true. Just as any other religion Wicca has conformed and grown over the years. Todays' Wicca is an extension of the Wiccan religion that was traced back to Gardnerian Witchcraft which was founded in the UK during the late 1940s. But just as in any other religion Wicca holidays can still be found today. WICCA is based on the symbols, seasonal days of celebration, beliefs and deities of ancient Celtic society. Wiccans recognize the existence of many ancient Gods and Goddesses, including Pan, Diana, Dionysius, Fergus, etc. However they also view the God and Goddess as symbols, not living entities. In the trees, rain, flowers, the sea, in each other and all of natures creatures. This means

Ahhhh............michiganers
Are you aware that Jeff Foxworthy is now picking on Michigan? Read on. (pretty funny and acurate) 1. If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you might live in Michigan. 2. If you're proud that your region makes the national news 96 nights each year because Pellston is the coldest spot in the nation, you might live in Michigan. 3. If your local Dairy Queen is closed from November through March, you might live in Michigan. 4. If you instinctively walk like a penguin for five months out of the year, you might live in Michigan. 5. If someone in a store offers you assistance, and they don't work there, you might live in Michigan. 6. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Michigan. 7. If you have worn shorts and a coat at the same time, you might live in Michigan. 8. If your town has

Where Did It Go...
so where did the weekend go?? I think it flew right past me...Saturday the kids and I got up and went shopping for my son's birthday party stuff. He will be 5 on the 11th. So his theme is sports, of course. He wanted a pinata so off to Party City we go and get that. Then, of course, you have to have goody bags so the kids can put the candy in it when it comes out of the pinata. But anyway, we got all his party stuff and came home. We had supper and then all (daddy included) sat down to watch a movie...Meet the Robinson's. That is the stupidest movie I have seen in a while. It made no sense to me, at all~! The best part of the movie is the dinosaur saying "big head, little arms". But the movie ended and I put the kids to bed and my hubby and I crashed~we really needed that extra hour of sleep. Sunday Jeff had to work so it was just me and the kids. We went to church and then to eat lunch. I ran to Wal-Mart and exchanged a pair of bedroom shoes and got some misc things. Th

Private Pics
Who here has those private pics that maybe they never wanted to show anyone and I am not talking about Nude pictures, I am talking about any picture(s) that you would not want people knowing you have. Some people need to grow up and look reality in the face....sheesh

The Dream
sammi was tired tonight, she had worked so hard over the weekend and she thought she deserved some time to relax and be with her friends and have a few drinks. she called her friends and asked them to meet at the local bar known as Wild Horses which was only a few blocks away and they would shoot some pool, have some fun and eat some munches..hey who knows meet some hunks there too lol. The girls met, and found a tavble near the mp3 box where they played some heavy tunes and sat drank their beers...some had even bought shots of jagermeister and chugged them down with no sweat. Sheila the tough one of the group kept them coming, But Sammi shook her head and said, sorry girls im drivin tonight even if its a couple of blocks...she giggled after the other stuck their tongues out at her. Ill be right back...she headed to the ladies room and started to freshen up. She noticed some guy was eyeing her...she smiled wrly but friendly to him and waved.. .he just noddeed and raised his drink

Untitled
sorry if i keep on hurting you sorry if you don't like the things i say or do sorry if with you i always put up a fight sorry i just can't do anything right sorry if i'm way far from being an angel except compared to an angel from hell sorry if you think my excuses are lies sorry if it's so difficult quiting my vice sorry if i'm not too understanding sorry for all the headaches and pain i bring sorry if often it's hard for me to swallow my pride sorry if often i'm too blinded by anger to see your side sorry if i'm so complicated sorry i keep making you feel frustrated sorry i can't fight back the tears sorry if i keep you away from your peers sorry if i always complain about you not meeting my expectations sorry if sometimes i can't fight all these temptations sorry if i seem like a joke to you sorry if i don't appreciate all those sweet things you do sorry if i keep on repeating the same mistakes sorry i say stupid things and i can't find the break

Nsfw Pics
BACK BY RESQUEST I HAVE PUT UP A FEW OF MY ADULT PICS HOWEVER THEY ARE ONLY OPEN TO THE FAMILY LIST SO DO NOT ASK TO SEE THEM IF YOU ARE NOT ON MY FAMILY LIST I ONLY ADD PEOPLE TO MY FAMILY IF THEY TALK TO ME AND WE HAVE BEEN FRIENDS FOR AWHILE. THANKS PINK

Working During....
Completely wild new job. Now that I'm playing California National Guard.... as military police, I saw some really crazy shit. Why is it that people here seem to be out for any excuse to loot eachother? Grr... It's so frustrating.

Thank You To The Guys Who Show Women In Here Respect And Kindness .
Show a lady respect in here and dont expect anything from them except meeting them and saying a few friendly words or hello,s. i do apprecuaite all The lovly words and comments , thoughts from yall. hugs my friend s. Diana

Crazy
Every time you shake your hips Baby, I go crazy When you kiss me on my lips Baby, I go crazy When you call me on the phone Your sexy talking turns me on You make it tough just holding on You got me going crazy Baby, I go crazy I see it coming and I can't help myself You give me loving like nobody else You got me falling now, I'm calling for help Girl, I'm going crazy When you put on that party dress Baby, I go crazy You got me hooked, I must confess You got me going crazy Baby, I go crazy I see it coming and I can't help myself You give me loving like nobody else You got me falling now, I'm calling for help Girl, I'm going crazy Baby, I go crazy I see it coming and I can't help myself You give me loving like nobody else You got me falling now, I'm calling for help Girl, I'm going crazy You really know how to drive me wild Baby, I go crazy Crawling 'round just like a child Baby, I go crazy Darlin', I go crazy Baby, I go crazy

Off O' Thirty One
Just about a mile off o' Thirty One There's a whole lot o' nothin' gettin' done Blue-collar rednecks feeling fine A couple o' sips of a year old shine Everyday's about feeling good Way down yonder in the trailerhood Danny Ray's fishin' in his one-man boat If he stayed gone no one would know Darlene's boyfriend came home drunk Ol' boy's luggage is loaded in the truck That's one less two-timer up to no good Way down yonder in the trailerhood The trailerhood, the trailerhood Ain't nobody doin' what they should One thing is understood You can be yourself in the trailerhood If you wanna see a mobile home Get turned into a honky tonk Turn your truck south off o' Thirty One Where the backwoods boys git-er-done It's a single wide party box back in the woods Way down yonder in the trailerhood Yeah, the trailerhood, the trailerhood Ain't nobody doin' what they should One thing is understood You can be yourself in the trailerhood I said, the trailerhood, the tra

A Man
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend.

Soco Day After
So i am talking to my exes mom she is doing her usual. Bitch bitch bitch whine whine whine. Thankfully she has only mentioned him once amazingly i just called to confirm some fax stuff and she said she didnt have long to talk... 20 minutes later she is still complaining. Skipping class again. there is no point in going I am oddly sad for some reason... just this weird blanket cloaked over me.... welp i think i will take a nap whenever she gets done bitching. I havent spoken in 10 minutes other than to agree with her.... I feel weird. odly sad. Hopefully a nap will make it better. snarkle

Surgery
Hey everyone! I just want to lat everyone know i am having surgery. I dont have to dates yet but when I do i well post it. I'm getting the gassbobypass done. SO wish me lucky on it. And i well keep everone update. Thank Ashley (angel baby)

My Life Story
I used to think that I was living big Bet my money on almost anything Time and time, I got caught struggling Oh, I had plans, I had dreams And I had an open bar policy Spending time tryin' to numb the pain Lost my family just to gain a friend Oh, strange faces I didn't need I'm on a highway Ain't going no place Ain't got nowhere to run I think this deal is done Traveling goin' nowhere fast My folks used to tell me Boy stop and think Don't waste your whole life Doing selfish things Hurting your loved ones Just to get yourself a stir There comes a time when You gotta let it be I thank the Lord He had his hands on me Not really thinking I had sunken deep I looked all around And I was standing all alone I had dug my myself a hole I'm on a highway Ain't going no place Ain't got nowhere to run I think this deal is done Traveling goin' nowhere fast And I looked around And I was standing all alone I had dug my myself a hole I'm on a highway

Looking For More Members
HELLO EVERYONE, THE FLY BY NIGHT FAMILY IS LOOKING FOR NEW MEMBERS TO JOIN OUR RANKS. JUST A QUICK BACKGROUND ON THE FAMILY NAME. I AM A DIE HARD RUSH FAN FLY BY NIGHT IS A SONG BY RUSH. THE FAMILY WAS STARTED AS A RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY NOTHING MORE. THEN WE BECAME A CONTEST-GIVEAWAY BOMBING FAMILY. WE NOW HAVE 3 SECTIONS THAT YOU CAN CHOOSE TO BE A PART OFF. 1. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT RUSH TRIBUTE FAMILY. 2. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT LEVELERS. 3. MEMBER OF THE FLY BY NIGHT BOMBERS. MEMBERS CAN JOIN 1, 2, OR ALL 3 OF THE FAMILY SECTIONS. NOW AS FOR QUALIFICATIONS FOR MEMBERSHIP. FLY BY NIGHT TRIBUTE MEMBER 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR. IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ONE YOU WELL BE ON A 1 MONTH PROBATIONAL PERIOD. IF BY THE END OF THE MONTH AND YOU DO NOT HAVE AN APPROVED SALUTE YOU WELL BE REMOVED FROM THE FAMILY. 2. MUST BE A RUSH FAN OR AT LEAST LIKE THERE MUSIC. LEVELING MEMBER 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE THATS BEEN APPROVED BY FUBAR. IF Y

Angels
My chances weren't good she was way out of my reach How could she ever fall for some ol' boy like me But here she lies asleep tonight in these arms of mine And that goes to show angels fall sometimes She's been here long enough to see that I'm no saint by now Every mornin' I wake surprised to find her still around The love that she give to me could be no truer sign Every now and then angels fall sometimes She brings pieces of heaven every day into my life She's been my inspiration with her by my side I'm not afraid to dream high The love that she gives to me could be no truer sign Every now and then angels fall sometimes Yeah, I thank the Lord angels fall sometimes

Make The Time
If you've got a little girl, you better take the time To go to her tea parties and give her a piggyback ride Be a dragon or a dinosaur every chance you get Cause one day you can bet She'll go on you Before you turn can around And it's so lonley watchin' that Fast train leavin' town Better cherish her every second of your life Cause this preacious little thing that we call time She'll go on you If you got a special one You better love her everyday Leave her notes on the fridgerater door And send her sweet bouquets Always be her confidant A safe place for her to rest Or that little thing you call you happiness She'll go on you Before you turn around And it's so lonley watchin' that Fast train leavin' town Better cherish her every second of your life Take her in your arms and do her right She'll go on you If you've got you momma there You outta thank her everyday For nursin' all your colds and Sittin' up when you'd stay out late Now all her hair is

Dreams
Some men dream of crossing oceans Some men dream one day to fly Spend their whole lifes out there floatin' On the water and the sky Some men dream of building fortunes Some men dream of havin' fame Nothin' else is more important Than making money and a name But in my dreams I see A little sky blue house Beside a small stream A front porch, screen door The sound of bare feet runnin' and cartoons In my dreams, your dreams come true I come find you in your garden Pullin' weeds between the rows Trade a kiss for a glass of water Sit and watch what love can grow In my dreams I see A little sky blue house Beside a small stream A front porch, screen door The sound of bare feet runnin' and cartoons In my dreams, your dreams come true In my dreams your dreams Are the only things That really matter to me When you smile I smile What makes you happy makes me happy too In my dreams your dreams come true In my dreams your dreams come true

Left Alone
I was in need of you For you to keep me warm I needed you to stop The rising storm I trusted you I believed in you You were the one The one with the control The one who knew how to stop the tide But you left me There You laid me Bare Teaching me a lesson You threw me to the wolves Clean up your mess Without my caress I turned around to plead with you But you weren’t there You were the one The one with the control The one who knew How to stop the tide But you left me There You laid me Bare How could you leave me all alone? I feel you in this heart Of stone. But you left me There You laid me Bare In this heart of stone You left me all alone. You left me all alone.

Life Partner
Soulmate Until the end of time You're my soulmate I'll love you till I get to Heaven's gate And if I go first sweetheart I'll wait 'Cause I know I'll never find another Soulmate Your love There's no telling where I'd be Without your love Stumbling in the dark Would be pretty rough When I get down you're the one That lifts me up I thank the Lord above For your love In this day and time The right one is hard to find Girl, that's why I'm holding on to you [Soulmate lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] Each and every night When we turn out the light There's no mistaking what we have is true Soulmate I hope that we grow old together Soulmate In the good and bad Even through the heartache We've got a special bond That'll never break 'Cause darling you and I are Soulmates Soulmate Until the end of time You're my soulmate 'Cause darling you and I are Soulmates Yeah, I know I'll never find another Soulmate

Alone Or Am I?
I sometimes feel that I’m all alone. I know you are there, but you don’t seem very near. It’s as if I don’t exist. It’s as though the only things you see is what is on the screen. I know all I have to do, is just reach out to you. But it’s not that easy you see. You don’t always hear me, you don’t always see. And I can’t tell you how much you mean to me. I can’t put my feelings and thoughts, into pretty words no matter how hard I try. You sit there for hours staring at the screen. Looking at and chatting to people I’ve never seen. I wish we could again chat that way too. And I wish I was as pretty as the ones you watch each night.

For My Friend Keenatastic
i just wanted to say thank you for being a really good friend and always making my day feel better when it sucks or making me feel better when i am sick, your the coolest gal ever and just wanted you to know that. so hope your day goes the way you want and btw long live RKO lol anyways i'll ttyl The Game ps: heres a song 4 ya to jam out 2

Cowboys Ground Eagles In Dominating 38-17 Win
GAME RECAP: COWBOYS 38 - EAGLES 17 Cowboys Ground Eagles In Dominating 38-17 Win The Cowboys continued their winning ways as they crushed the Eagles 38-17 in Philadelphia. It was only their 2nd win in 9 tries in Philly. It all started with the first snap of the game, and the Cowboys never looked back from there. On the very first play from scrimmage, Marcus Spears and DeMarcus Ware sacked Donovan McNabb and forced a fumble that Bradie James recovered at the Eagles 37 to put Dallas in business right off the bat. It wouldn't take long for Romo to capitalize off the turnover. On the 6th play of the drive, Julius Jones ran a draw play right up the middle from 2 yards out to give the Cowboys an early 7-0 lead. The Eagles responded immediately though. McNabb led the Eagles on an 8-play drive that ended in a 3-yard Brian Westbrook touchdown to tie the game up at 7. From there on out, it was all Dallas. On the next Cowboys drive, Romo once again led his team down the field

Another Try
All the things I've felt and never shared. All the times that she was lonley with me there. Tears I wouldn't let fall from my eyes. And how I let her go without a fight. The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart. But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark. I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life. If love ever gives me another try. There's no changing things that we regret. The best that we can hope for is one more chance. If the hands of time culd just move in reverse. [Another Try lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] I wouldn't make the same mistake again with her. The reasons I'm alone, I know by heart. But I don't wanna spend forever in the dark. I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life. If love ever gives me another try. Oh, the reasons I'm alone I know by heart. But I don't wanna spend forver in the dark. I swear next time I'll hang on for dear life, If love ever gives me another try. Oh if love ever gives me another try.

Best Smile Contest!!!
THE CONTEST WILL END THE 21ST AT NOON!!!! I am hosting a contest for the best smile! I would like 10 people to enter! Please no drama, no down rating! The contest will run for two weeks once I have 10 people! rates are worth one and so are comments self bombing is allowed! 1st place will win a 7 day blast 2nd place will win a 3 day blast 3rd place will win a 1 day blast I will send out an e-mail with the link to your pic if you enter 24 hours before the start of the contest!

It's You
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart. All my love, Michael

When?
When will the doors open my love When will we be free When will the chains be torn of and will you be with me When can I shout it from the rooftop When is this for the world to see When will this endless charade stop Exposing the love I share with thee Break the silence soon my dear Please don’t let it be much longer Speak up now and have no fear My pain is growing stronger Speak up now and speak out loud Let the world know of our faith Speak up now, stand tall and proud For tomorrow might be too late For tomorrow I might not stay The walls are closing in I will spread my wings and fly away I will take my heart and you within

Because
Because your eyes caress me when we talk Because I feel naked in your presence... Bare of mind and body... Because our secrets to one another Take up this slow motioned dizzy... Feeling of gigantic longing? Or reject? Because I know I cannot possess all of you Forver... Because I've dared to love and be loved As I've never known before? Because the feeling is mutual I presume... Because I am still reckless and youthfull Because I am human....

This Cool Chick!
href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=824532&friend=824532" target=_blank>stacee40@ fubar hey everyone thischick is totally awesome, she only has a lil over 1000 points to level up to rockstar, please help her out thanks :)

Think For To Much Or Maybe Not Enuf
i keep thinking what should i do.. should i stay or should i go... shoudl i keep wondering this earth thinking there is no happyness for me,, or should i go and find it somewhere even if im not real sure its there either. or maybe happyness is for the ppl that really honestly and truely mean something to someone that dont care that they are a bit to this or a bit to that... or dont have the perfect this or that... i dont know maybe happyness is just a cover up for ppl that really dont know what a true feeling of hurt and lonelyness is.. i dont know maybe that is the problem . i dont know.. maybe i need to find that out first... maybe i need to find ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, just maybe i need to fine me

Sail Me Away
Sail Me Away Darling are my kisses sweet as wine Would leaving my lips be such a crime If my finger tips dance across your skin Would your heart flutter within Would you whisper to me sweet words Singing to me like a nightingale bird Does your mouth suckle each breast in haste Or would each nipple be a gift you wish not to waste Does your erection grow so big and your desire so strong That your tongue wishes to only travel on Seeking out my nest folds your mouth teasing my clit Wanting to setting me on fire Do you cherish each drop of my cum on your lips Knowing this is only the beginning of a lovers trip Would you whisper again in my ear Saying darling for you I will always be here look into my eyes and say pretty please Then Darling I say for you I would stay on my knees Then you slide me down off the bed Wrap your fingers in my hair and guide my head You whisper honey “ I am a man not a boy” My lips softly kiss your sweet nuts with joy

I Wonder
I wonder how many silent tears You have cried for me I wonder how many scars I've left No one will ever see... I wonder why you just sit And take it all on the chin Who said you couldn't have emotions Is to cry out loud a sin? I wonder how much you could give If you weren't made of rock Life might even touch you hard To turn the key in the lock. I wonder if anyone will ever Accept you as you really are? Or will you cry those silent tears Adding scar after scar after scar.

More Random Thoughts
If you have ever seen the miracle of child birth, how can you not believe in GOD ! Sometimes I am overwhelmed bye my own existence! There is a quote" it is better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all" I wonder if the author has ever had their heart broken, turned out, and served back to them on a silver platter! Is cynicism actually a part of humor, if so I am one twisted FUCKER ! I write for a release,I laugh because laughter is good for the soul, I think entirely too much, I see beyond the surface, I hope for a better future for my children, I pray because it helps me to believe,I care because thats what I have always done,and I love unconditionally and with reckless abandon ! If I were to die tomorrow the only regret I have is never being able to show my "SOULMATE" how much I truly love her! Would you change yourself to suit the one you love,or would want them to love you for who you are? I would rather be broke and happy, than rich and mis

Never Mix Vodka And Red Bull
Mixing alcohol with energy drinks such as Red Bull is like 'mixing cocaine with heroin', a drugs expert had claimed. Don Serratt, founder of British drug treatment centre Life Works, said mixing extreme quantities of the stimulant caffeine with the depressant alchol was 'a very dangerous cocktail'. He was responding to a study which found young adults were twice as likely to be hurt and require medical attention and twice as likely to travel with a drunk driver if they had the cocktail, than those who did not mix their drinks. Read more... * The ladette effect puts 40% more children in rehab for alcohol abuse In the first study of its kind, American researchers questioned 4,271 students from 10 U.S. universities about their drinking habits and the consequences. They found, compared to those who did not mix caffeine and alcohol they had almost double the risk of being taken advantage of sexually. In a typical drinking session, they drank up to 36 per cent more t

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 11/5/07
We all forget where we came from; remember in kindergarten the kid wearing glasses? Unless, of course, that was you! When you found that without them it was blind you stole it's glasses every chance you got, and laughed when it bumped into walls and shit! That lasted until an eye doctor prescribed spectacles for you! You fuckin' four eyed prick/bitch! Of course that don't apply to me LMAO! I told this to optometrist here he was laughing!

Re: Former Nfl Star Latest To Question 9/11 Official Story
RE: Former NFL Star Latest To Question 9/11 Official Story ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 05 Nov 2007, 05:29 Former NFL Star Latest To Question 9/11 Official Story Former Dallas Cowboys and Houston Oilers lineman Mark Stepnoski has become the latest notable public figure to question the government's official 9/11 story, speaking to an Indiana newspaper about his fascination with the 9/11 truth movement and his doubts about Building 7, insider trading, and the alleged hijackers. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/november2007/051107_nfl_star.htm

My Book
hello,i have a book coming out called,"SIN,A MEMIOR",barring any unforseen catastrophe on december 1st or just before.it will be available at www.wordclay.com/bookstore.its an original write about ghosts ive met along the way.youll be suprised and my book makes a wonderful christmas present.thanks.

2 Contests Enetered At The Same Time! Please Please Please Help Me!
Thanks to my new friends * bbG * ™bbG™@ fubar and *Steph* Stephanie Lynn@ fubar I am entered into the BIGGEST GIVEAWAY ever on Fubar!!! I need 25,000 comments to win a 3 month VIP from them and have 4 weeks to do it! Whew! I am going to need all of the help I can get on this one, so please please please stop by and help me out a bit. So please click on my pic below and head on over to drop a few comments pretty please. By the way, the hostesses do not require and add or fan or even a rate but try to show them some love as well for being such sweet hostesses! Click on Pic to comment/rate/ BOMB the hell out of me!!!! Thanks everyone! I had also asked to be enetered into another giveaway and they both answered at the same time, so here is the link to my other bombing event. Please don't forget to give Mr. Tourette his proper dues as well! He is a wonderful friend and is who gave me my first VIP and I hold him very dear to my heart! *hugs* Than

Black
black describes my mood. it fits my life. wandering from place to place, no place to call home. my heart breaking more each day. do you see me? am i here? did i disappear and now you cant see me? stab me in my chest, let me go. return my heart to me so i may be free again. free to find love again. free to soar in the sky. free to be loved again. or hold me close and love me. either way, please stop ignoring me!

This Sucks
Ok thinkin my stupid power supply went out on my computer i have a friend come and get me a new one and install for me....Well he just left and its NOT my power supply its the mother board ughhhh why me!!!! Iam stuck still using my roomates computer and she really doesnt want me on her computer!!! why me? whys all this gotta happen to me? anyways so again ill be on here and there even if i show online i may not be here so please all just bare w/me!!!

Detroit
1. First, you must learn to pronounce the city name. It's Deh-troit. NOT DEE-troit. If you pronounce it DEE-Troit then we will assume you are from Toledo and here for the country Music hoe-down. 2. Forget the traffic rules you learned elsewhere. Detroit has its own version of traffic rules... Hold on and pray (I recommend praying 1st)! 3. The morning rush hour is from 6:00 am to 10:00 am. The evening rush hour is from 3:00 pm to 7:00 pm. Friday's rush hour starts Thursday morning. Weekends are open game. 4. If you actually stop at a yellow light, you will be rear-ended, cussed out and possibly shot. If you're first off the starting line when the light turns green, count to five before going across the intersection. This will avoid getting in the way of cross-traffic who just ran their yellow light to keep from getting rear-ended or shot. 5. Schoenherr can ONLY be properly pronounced by a native of the Detroit metro area. That goes for Gratiot too. 6. Construct

The Super Bowl Is Super Bullshit.
I hate how fans pretend to be part of a sports team. They scream, "Yay! We scored!" Who is "we?" Last I checked, watching a game happening two thousand miles away does not qualify someone as a member of the Patriots. Now take something we're actually a part of - our country. All of a sudden it's a "they." "They banned gay marriage"... "They legalized medicinal marijuana." How are Super Bowl fans not a part of their country but are part of a sports team who they've never met or been remotely associated with? America doesn't want us to feel like we're a part of the country. People in control want us to feel free but politically helpless. Ironically, our lives are controlled by the government. To support their agenda, the powers that be have created hypes like the Super Bowl to shroud us from what's important. It's a big slight-of-hand magic trick the government performs to distract us. In one hand they're flashing the fun and exciting Super Bowl excitement and superb commercial experi

Why I'm Sad Today
This past weekend was just stressful. I was sick on saturday but went to clinicals anyways. My instructor made me go home after i made my first rounds. I was making stupid little mistakes the whole time i was there. I went home and had to take care of the kids because apparently my husband assumed since I came home that he got a break. Then on sunday while i was out studying for my test tonight, I got 2 phone calls. First one was to tell me that my 17 year old cousin is in the hospital with somthing wrong in her abdomen but the tests they've run are inconclusive. She's having more procedures done today. Then I found out my uncle (on the other side of the fam) passed away unexpectedly with my 28 year old cousin kneeling in front of him begging him to take another breath. I'm just done....

Apology
Why do i always make myself so mad, and then I just get upset and sad. I always have to deal with my pain, even though there really is nothing to gain. My closet is just so full of shit, wish I could dig a large pit. Maybe jump in and bury myself inside, would you call that suicide? I hate some of the things I do, like the bad words I say to you. Sometimes I think I should just leave, is that what you want of me? Don`t mean to say the things that hurt, my words always come out fast and so curt. I just want to know how you feel, sitting here feeling like a heel. It is okay if you hate me right now, don`t know if I can make it better somehow. Maybe if I say I`m sorry will do, didn`t mean for words to hurt you!!

Grrr My Telescope Is Still Being Fixed :(
KNOXVILLE, Tenn. - A comet that has unexpectedly brightened in the past couple of weeks and now is visible to the naked eye is attracting professional and amateur interest. Paul Lewis, director of astronomy outreach at the University of Tennessee, is drawing students to the roof of Nielsen Physics Building for special viewings of Comet 17P/Holmes. The comet is exploding and its coma, a cloud of gas and dust illuminated by the sun, has grown to be bigger than the planet Jupiter. The comet lacks the tail usually associated with such celestial bodies but can be seen in the northern sky, in the constellation Perseus, as a fuzzy spot of light about as bright as the stars in the Big Dipper. "This is truly a celestial surprise," Lewis said. "Absolutely amazing." Until Oct. 23, the comet had been visible to modern astronomers only with a telescope, but that night it suddenly erupted and expanded. A similar burst in 1892 led to the comet's discovery by Edwin Holmes. "This is

Get Peter Britt's Book, The Woman's Nightstand Companion!
Well, the critics say "All That I Am, I Think!" is the woman's nightstand companion. Some of those who have purchased the book tell me the next guy who wants a date MUST be willing to read it or it's no dice! This is so easy, just click below and get your copy on the way. Want an autographed copy? That is also very easy. Click the paypal links (Below the photo) and you can get a personally autographed book today. Read the excerpts and decide. What are you waiting for! :) Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt

Wasted Time
The years tend to go bye so fast, so dont let time pass you bye. I live my life as if there is no tomorrow, always with a gleam in my eye. Laughter and Joy is what I want, for everyone that is ever around me. For all I know of is peace and love, at least that is what I tend to see. Smiling faces and caring voices, and nobody with any fears. To have a world as euphoric as this, could only bring me to tears. For I would be the happiest man on earth, as if a child with a brand new toy. Because I will be taken back, to a time when I was a little boy. Everyone did not have a wonderful childhood, for this I most surely know. We were all giving a chance to live, and hopefully plenty of room to grow. So when you wake up and go to work, just in order to earn that extra dime. Please dont look back on your own life, and think of it as just wasted time!!!!

Only You
I take your hand in mine Sat you right beside me Under the big tree we used to make love Staring in your eyes I whispered in your ears You are the love I prayed for God to be mine In your eyes I see the love that captivated me the first time you stared into you eyes In your smile I see the love that devoured my heart when you first smile lit up my soul In your voice I hear the gentleness that soften my depressed heart Pull me closer to the love I crave In your hands I feel the beauty of life that I thought have abandoned me a long time ago In your kiss My body melts when your lips touches mine warming every corner of my soul In your heart, I found a place for me to reside in happiness holding my soul forever in peace Under the shadows of the tree I gave you my word I will spend every waking and sleeping moments with you My heart will never fades and as each day goes by it grows stronger In my life there is always you My

Yet Another Monday
So just getting home, I just now realized its about 9am. Driving home from the gym i didnt realize i hadnt changed my clock back in my car and i was under the impression that it was 930. So MissAsphyxia gets a little extra sleep. I really hate these swing shifts... really getting on my nerves. I got to work about 10 last night and was there until 7 this morning. Hit the gym- now home. Little did i know (until last night) i have to go into work an hour early for my 18 month evaluation//attendence is good, no write ups, no med errors, no bad reports. What more does she need to go over with me... i just got my payraise so i HIGHLY doubt ill be getting another one// then work till 11. All my Florida friends :) im going to be in port charolette from Feb 10-20. Im so fricken excited. This means ill be away from the snow and cold and CRAP that pa offers and be hittin up the beach. The only thing im not looking forward to is the 22 hour drive with a 2 year old... hes usually pretty good

Wiccan Wish
Wiccan Wish If I could make one wish, And know that it would come true I'd wish the whole world wiccan So you can be a witch too. I think wiccans get the best in life, We also get the worst But that’s because the Christians Rained upon our faith a curse Common misconceptions of our faith include Bloodletting, putting spells on men, Riding broomsticks, eating children And consorting with Satan But on the inside, it's not like that, Nothing like that at all We're all a part of an intricate web, A web that’s called the world We stand in circles and call to us Energy to love and heal We thank the lord and lady For what we get out of this deal We celebrate all of nature In an intimate way, Marking all our sabbats with The dark of night and light of day We see life as a circle A never ending cycle In death we see new beginning Not the start of trouble If the whole world was wiccan More trees would be standing Greed would almost be nonexistent

It Amuses Me....
...that not a single concert can go by without chris wanting to fight someone, of course this time i got dragged into it. went to the Silverstein show with my bro, ruby,and chris on saturday and it was great until these two little fucking bitches thought it would be cute to try to fly back at us with their elbows. yeah well, i'm pretty sure they didn't expect to get shoved with everything I had. i hate fucking kids man, i was ready to beat the every living piss out of them! and that was just the start of a crappy weekend. though i did have fun with ruby & jamie.

Please Read
TAG??? YOU'RE IT!! YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST ONCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X"" FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u care 4 me!!! ....oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(...)........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ......oooO............... .....(....)................ ......)../....Oooo..... .....(_/.....(....)....... ...............)../........ ..............(_/......... ........................... ... I WAS ............. .......... HERE ...... ..Leaving my ....... Footprints in your ..............SAND" If you wake up in a red room with no windows

Come On Ppl
I NEED MAJOR HELP IN THIS CONTEST , I HAPPEN TO LIKE MY TATTOO WHY CANT ANYONE GO COMMENT BOMB ME :( HAHAHHAHAHAH I AM WAY YYYYYYYYYYY BEHIND BUT U KNOW I WOULD BE AHPPY IF I GOT TO 100 SO COME ON IM NOT ASKING FOR A PART OF UR BODY OR ANYTHING HAHAHAHHAH THE LINK IS IN PREVIOUS BLOG SO GO GET ON IT NOW

Why Is It?
I am appalled at the actions of men in this world. There was a recent situation I was witness to. A very dear friend of mine was being treated poorly and being mentally abused. I told her to come to my home and think it over on a clear head. She managed convince him to let her come and when she got here she told me the situation in person. I listened attentively and was disgusted at what I heard. I told her that she could stay with me as long as she needed and to think it over thoroughly and not make any hasty decisions. She spoke with this man for three days, in which this man did nothing but accuse her and blame her for things wrong in his life.. I kept quiet until he decided to blame her for something extremely personal and made her cry. I told her to go take a hot shower and i decided to try to talk some sense into him. We went back and forth and the conversation became ugly , but all for the reason that he refused to see that he did anything wrong at all. He would hide behind the

5 November 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Monday, November 5: You've always thought that stories that started with 'it was a dark and stormy night' we're terribly cliche, but tonight when it actually is dark and stormy, and something spooky actually does happen, you'll be unable to avoid referencing it.

Are We Really All That Different?
Are We Really All That Different? Author: EarthlyEpona Posted: November 4th. 2007 Times Viewed: 181 Something to Believe In For several years now I have been writing as a way to work through some past hurts, angers, labels and just figure out what I am made of and who I am. I was not raised in a church or under any specific religious belief, but I was raised with morals and taught respect for others. Respect. To me, respect is given freely to each and every person whom I see or meet... simply because they are another human being. I do not agree with those who say, "You have to earn my respect". Why do they say this? Have I done something to offend you by my existence? Respect to me is a two way street, if given freely it should be returned freely. How can you freely give respect to another who does not reciprocate in kind? Anger. I have learned that anger is natural and normal. But really, it only harms the one who holds it. It seems through my e

Deth Radio
THE RUMORS ARE TRUE!!!VAMPIRO, A.K.A. DJ DETH IS RETURNING TO THE AIR WAVES WITH HIS UNIQUE STYLE AND ONE OF A KIND PERSONNALITYTHIS DETH RADIO PRESENTATION, IN WHICH ALL ARE WELCOMED, WILL BE HELD IN THE UNDERWORLDDURING THIS EVENT THE FIRST EVER "DETH HOUR" WILL BE HELD!!!

Help A Lette Out Yall, I Know Ya Can
Steph is going for her 1st VIP, its for 3 months and she only needs 25,000 comments! Come by and help! She still needs all the comments that she can get. So come by and help out! Remember even 1 Comment helps. All of the Love will be returned when she gets her VIP. Thank you for your time. Please Repost this Bulletin. BROUGHT TO YOU BY: RavinJuggalo ~Juggalo Mafia~@ fubar Get your own playlist at snapdrive.net!

~*~wsc Bombing And News For Monday Nov. 5th~*~
Good Morning Wicked Storm Crew!! Time to Take Care of Business News for today, November 5th This week's lounge party theme will be Hippie Daze centering on the late 60's (Sixties)/ Early 70's (Seventies). Details on next Saturday nights challenges... coming to a bulletin/blog near you. Start brushing up on your facts about this time period, and gather some pics especially your "costume/default" pic for the night. BTW - The lounge is open to everyone (yes, EVERYONE)so make sure you tell your friends! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 5th ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She needs 50,000 for a Happy Hour and currently has 35,744 doing great on this one, keep rollin' WSC! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Make a stop and comment on these WSC members. All four of these are long running/no

From The Bulletin Board, Please Read And If U Can Help Thanks So Much :)
ScarfaceAdd to My Profile | More Videos Over the past few years, I have been involved in a very worthwhile endeavor of rescuing farm animals – horses in particular. It is sad to see so many beautiful and loving horses sent to “killer” auctions simply because people no longer want them. And then there are those that purchase perfectly healthy and sound horses and either use them up or neglect them like they are mechanical vehicles that can be left sitting after the key has been turned off. It is so sad to see what used to be sleek and well fed animals turned into rough coated, limping, racks of bones. So, I have been spending my time and money on restoring health to animals like these. But, I am finding it difficult to continue by myself. I have recently been approached to formalize this rescue operation and thus be able to expand it in the near future. However, in order to obtain the necessary 501c3 non-profit status, I have to hire an attorney and a CPA. This means

~*~wsc Bombing For Monday Nov. 5th~*~
Good Morning Wicked Storm Crew!! Time to Take Care of Business News for today, November 5th This week's lounge party theme will be Hippie Daze centering on the late 60's (Sixties)/ Early 70's (Seventies). Details on next Saturday nights challenges... coming to a bulletin/blog near you. Start brushing up on your facts about this time period, and gather some pics especially your "costume/default" pic for the night. BTW - The lounge is open to everyone (yes, EVERYONE)so make sure you tell your friends! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Bombing for today, November 5th ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ ~&hearts~ALICE in Wonderland~&hearts~ She needs 50,000 for a Happy Hour and currently has 35,744 doing great on this one, keep rollin' WSC! ~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~~*~WickedStormCrew~*~ Make a stop and comment on these WSC members. All four of these are long running/no

Where Do I Go From Here?
I don't know what to do now? I mean everyone keeps asking me if I am going to stay or leave. And I don't know.... I have no clue what to do. I just still cant beileve this is happening. He cheated on me... he actually slept with someone else... I keep having to tell myself that b/c i just can't wrap my mind around it. I don't understand how this happens. I know it's obviously b/c apparently I dont give it up enough or hell maybe i'm just not good in bed anymore. I dunno. I wish I did though. I wish there was a specific reason why this has happened. But I think it's just one of those things... one of those bad things that always seems to happen to me. I don't think I'll ever be in a happy relationship. I think that is something that is impossible for me to have. How can I stay? How? I mean I can't even stand him looking at me right now... much less touching me. Everytime I close my eyes or even think about him I see him with her. And everytime it feels like some one knocked the

Part - Time Fubarian
I just wanted to let my FUBAR bud's know that while I feel dead (and was almost mistaken for dead on Halloween) I am not in fact dead. I am just workin my butt off! I have been running 6 days a week and sometimes 12 hr days. I swear between the overtime and the stupidity of some of my Co-workers, I should have one foot in the coffin! Some of you might know that I got promoted at my job and that has gone over like a lead balloon. NOW not only do I have to cover my 6 (read ass) but i have to cover my entire shifts 6 because if they screw something up, I catch nine kinds of hell for it. Guess thats why I make the "big bucks". Anyway I am not dead, but just as busy as a one legged man in an ass-kickin contest and as nervous as a long tailed cat in room full of rockin chairs. LATERZ ALL! ~work~

Thunder - Don't Wanna Talk About Love
Here in my head I should be moving on But in my heart it's a different story It's another song Shackled and tied like a dog out in the cold I fight it as hard as I can but I've got no control I know you feel for me butu all I feel is pain I really wanna tell you But how can I explain? When I don't wanna talk about love oh no, oh no I don't wanna talk about love Everybody's talking 'bout it too much I know theres no sense in dwelling on the past But with my hand on my heart I can't tell you How long it's gonna last They say it's good to talk but I have to disagree The more I keep it in, the more it sets me free Cos i don't wanna talk about love oh no, oh no I don't wanna talk about love I can feel her twisting, crawling under my skin I gotta get the poison out so I can breathe again I know you feel for me but all I feel is pain I really wanna tell you But how can I explain? When I don't wanna talk about love oh no, oh no I don't wanna talk about l

British And Proud Lol
Being British is about driving in a German car to an Irish pub for a Belgian beer, then travelling home, grabbing an Indian curry or a Turkish Kebab on the way, to sit on Swedish furniture and watch American shows on a Japanese TV. And the most British thing of all? Suspicion of anything Foreign. Oh and...... Only in Britain ... Can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance! Only in Britain ... Do supermarkets make sick people walk all the way to the back of the shop to get their prescriptions, while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in Britain .. Do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries and a DIET coke. Only in Britain ... Do banks leave both doors open and chain the pens to the counters. Only in Britain .. Do we leave cars worth thousands of pounds on the drive and lock our junk and cheap lawn mower in the garage. Only in Britain ... Do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have 'call waiting' so we won't miss a ca

That's It!!
ok, this is it!! I have HAD IT!! Normally I am a pretty nice person. I WILL help people, I WILL talk to people. I WILL add people. I usually do not blow up at things in here. However, there are a couple things that I want known to everyone right now. If you think I am a Bitch after reading this, then so be it. The first subject I want to point out LOUD AND CLEAR as I am SO FUCKING SICK OF IT, I AM READY TO EXPLODE! DO NOT FUCKING TELL ME WHO I CAN OR CANNOT TALK TO, BE FRIENDS WITH, LEAVE COMMENTS FOR, PUT IN MY FAMILY, ETC. ETC. ETC I HAVE TRIED TO BE NICE, HOWEVER YOU, AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE, JUST DON'T GET IT. SECONDLY, IF I POST A BULLETIN FOR A FRIEND, DO NOT, I REPEAT. DO NOT GIVE ME SHIT ABOUT IT....GO TO THE SOURCE...... FUCK, WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE ON HERE??? SO TO THE BULLETIN PERSON,,,,BACK THE FUCK OFF.....NOW!! AND MR. CA. YOU CAN GO ELSEWHERE TOO.....AS I HAVE HEARD ALOT, AND I MEAN ALOT ABOUT YOU, SO DON'T TALK ABOUT FRIEN

What Arrogance!
Senator Barack Obama, Governor Bill Richardson, Senator Hillary Clinton and Ruth Harkin stand during the national anthem. Barack Hussein Obama's photo (that's his real name)......the article said he REFUSED TO NOT ONLY PUT HIS HAND ON HIS HEART DURING THE PLEDGE OF ALLEGIANCE, BUT REFUSED TO SAY THE PLEDGE.....how in the hell can a man like this expect to be our next Commander-in-Chief????

Good Monday Morning!
The weather is doing its Fall thing here in West Central Wisconsin, lol. We've got a Wind Advisory today, with the temperature between 38 and 40 degrees. Winds will be 20 to 30 miles per hour, with gusts to 45! Where's my coat? The big question is, will the male teenagers in the household listen and actually wear a coat to school?? They love to run around without jackets in the winter time as well, crazy kids! Jennifer, oldest daughter who is at Villa Success in Prairie du Chien for 8 weeks, has informed me she has a 24 hour pass for Thanksgiving! So one of us will provide the transport and she'll actually get to spend a holiday with us this year. Last year was a disaster for her, as far as holidays go! Another busy week is on tap for me at work. And I'm giving a talk on Acupressure for Self Care on Thursday at River Park Wellness Center. That should be fun! I always enjoy educating everyone about Traditional Chinese Medicine. Good stuff, lol!! This crazy cold that started

This Was Written By A Metro Denver Hospice Physician:
This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the 'quickie mart ' building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel.. At that moment, everything came into focus for me: the crying woman, the ancient Suburban crammed full of stuff with 3 kids in the back

Today's Horror...
My horrorscope (not misspelled) for the day says... Your creative energy is practically overflowing today and you can't keep yourself from starting one new project after another. The good news -- well, the even better news -- is that other folks will pick them up later. For once, it's true!!!! lol Beware Fubarians. bwah hah hahhhhhhhh Who's going to pick up what later? hmmm My only question... I wish a wonderful week of love to all my friends! If you are feeling HALF of what I'm feeling, then life is perfect for you also!:P Who cares if it's Monday?!? Make it a great one! And, as always, my smile for you...:D

Monday Links: Povember Continues, Chris Jericho Vs. Jim Norton Video, Sound Clip Contest Continues, New Video Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Monday morning, everybuddy! It's a chilly POvember morning and people are nursing colds, and the Opie and Anthony Show is ready to broadcast. For the month of POvember, we celebrate the silliness of Master Po, the trenchcoat-wearing buffoon who patrols the confines of the XM Satellite Radio studio in New York. We use the term 'buffoon' affectionately, of course. NEW O&A VIDEOS ONLINE: Thanks to Sam, we have some great video of the Jim Norton/Chris Jericho confrontation that went down on Friday: Chris Jericho vs. Jim Norton: Part 1 Chris Jericho vs. Jim Norton: Part 2 Sam Exposes Chris Jericho Remember, if you want to see ANY of the in-studio goodness LIVE at it happens, Turn On Your Paltalk and go to the 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' room. Of course, if you're anything like us, you're oogling the Ladies of Paltalk, who spend most of their time in the morning TOTALLY NUDE. WIN $1000 A DAY WITH O&A: Every da

My Thyroid
well as for right now i go in for surgery December 10th unless i can find another surgeon that can get me in sooner. i'll be on and off here but hopefully only more than i've been in the last two months. I had to quit my job but am going to try working part time until after the first of the year so i won't be having vip's or anything just don't forget about me cuz i'm not pink LoL

Italian Egg Drop Soup (straciatella)
Straciatella" means "little rags," referring to the shape of the egg pieces in this Italian version of egg drop soup. Italian Egg Drop Soup (Straciatella) 8 cups (2 L) chicken stock 4 eggs, lightly beaten 1/4 cup (60 ml) freshly grated Parmesan cheese 1/4 cup (60 ml) finely chopped fresh parsley or basil A grating of fresh nutmeg Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste Bring the stock to a simmer in a large soup pot over moderate heat. Combine the remaining ingredients in a mixing bowl and stir to thoroughly combine. Using a fork, stir the stock in a circular motion so as to make the entire contents of the pot move in a circle. Continue stirring while you pour the egg mixture into the stock in a slow, steady stream. Let the soup stand without stirring for 2 minutes, until the eggs are set. Serve immediately. Serves 6 to 8.

Chinese Wonton Soup
Chinese Wonton Soup 1 lb (450 g) ground pork 1 10-ounce (280 g) package frozen spinach, thawed, squeezed dry, and very finely chopped 2 Tbs (30 ml) soy sauce 1 tsp (5 ml) finely chopped fresh ginger Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste 1/2 lb (225 g) wonton wrappers 6 cups (1.5 L) chicken stock 1 cup (25 ml) chopped watercress or fresh spinach leaves Combine the pork, spinach, soy sauce, ginger, salt, and pepper in a bowl and mix thoroughly. Place about 1 teaspoon (5 ml) of the filling just below the center of a wonton wrapper. Roll one corner of the wrapper over the filling and tuck it under the filling. Moisten the exposed wrapper with a finger dipped in water and roll the filling over the wrapper to make a cylinder, leaving about 1/2 inch (1 cm) of the wrapper unrolled. Pull the ends of the wrapper down and away from the exposed tip until they meet and overlap, and press them together. Repeat with the remaining filling and wonton wrappers. Bring the stock to a boil

Italian Pasta And Bean Soup (pasta E Fagioli)
Pasta e fagioli, which means "pasta and beans," is a classic Italian dish with regional variations everywhere you look throughout Italy. In the U.S. it is frequently called "pasta fazool," which I believe to be an approximation of the name of the dish in the Sicilian dialect. Regardless of what you call it, it's a hearty, filling, stew-like soup that no self respecting pasta lover could refuse. Italian Pasta and Bean Soup (Pasta e Fagioli) 2 cups (500 ml) elbow macaroni, small shells, or other small pasta shape of your choice 1/4 cup (60 ml) olive oil 1 medium onion, chopped 2 large carrots, sliced into 1/4 inch (5 mm) rounds 2 ribs celery, thinly sliced 3 cloves garlic, finely chopped 8 oz (200 g) fresh green beans (haricots), trimmed and cut into 1/2 inch (1 cm) pieces 1 cup (250 ml) frozen lima beans 1 - 19 oz (538 g) can white kidney, cannellini, or bean of your choice, rinsed and drained 4 Tbs (60 ml) chopped parsley Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste Freshly

Military Spouses
~~~I thought this was cool letter and had to repost....Thanks to all that serve and their families :)~~~ Dear Military Wife, I am an American woman that has no idea what is going on in the military other than what I hear on the news. I have never had to let go of someone so that they could go fight for people that they didn't know, people that sometimes do not appreciate or understand what they are fighting for. I have never had a sleepless night of worry because of a report that another bomb has exploded and I still haven't heard from my husband. I have never had to wait for months on end to hold the one that I loved so. I have never had to tell my children that daddy wasn't coming home tonight because he was so far away fighting for something that they aren't yet old enough to understand. I have never had to hold my head high and suppress the tears as I hear that it will be at least another six months of separation before my loved one gets to come home. I have

19 Yay?
so im turning 19 friday...19 is such a lame age...i cant do anything new (well i can buy ciggaretes now but i dont even smoke) last year my bday was effin awesome. this year i dont think ill be doing anything. which is probaly karma cause in sept. i helped ruin someone elses birthday. wutever i cant take it back even tho id like to. so me and my friend are looking for a new apartment. i mite say fuck it and go on my own in my own place. that would be cool. and i should be getting my car soon. yay convertible (even tho i wont be able to put the top down till the summer grr) meh what else? umm oh yea friday i will be performing on stage yay for rocky horror...i havent performed since febuary so that should be interesting. anyways thats about it its 7 in the morning and cartoons should be on :-) yes im a dork

Navy Bean And Bacon Soup
Here is an easy version of a classic American soup. Navy Bean and Bacon Soup 1 lb (450 g) dried navy beans 8 cups (2 L) water 1 lb (450 g) bacon, diced 2 large onions, diced 3 stalks celery, diced 8 cups (2 L) chicken, beef, or vegetable stock 1 bay (laurel) leaf A pinch ground cloves Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste 1 can (16 oz, 454 g) chopped tomatoes with their juice Combine the beans and water in a large pot and bring to a boil over high heat. Boil for 10 minutes, cover the pot, remove from the heat, and allow to sit for 1 hour. Meanwhile, cook the bacon in a large skillet until golden brown. Remove all but about 1/4 cup (60 ml) of the fat and add the onions and celery. Saute for about 10 minutes, stirring frequently. Drain the beans and combine with the stock in a large pot. Add the bacon mixture, bay leaf, cloves, salt, and pepper and bring to a boil. Reduce the heat and simmer covered for 90 minutes, until the beans are tender. Stir in the tomatoes with

Tex-mex Tortilla Soup
This staple of Tex-Mex restaurants is so hearty and filling that you may want to serve it as a main dish. Traditionally, the tortilla strips are fried, but my version is quicker, easier, and lowers the fat content of the recipe. Tex-Mex Tortilla Soup 2 chicken breast halves 4 - 6 cups (1 - 1.5 L) chicken stock 1 Tbs (15 ml) olive oil 1 medium onion, chopped 1 green or red bell pepper (capsicum), seeded and chopped 1 jalapeno pepper, seeded and finely chopped 2 - 4 cloves garlic, finely chopped 2 cups (500 ml) fresh or frozen corn kernels 1 can (15 oz, 425 g) chopped tomatoes with their liquid 1 tsp (5 ml) ground cumin 1 tsp (5 ml) chili powder 1 tsp (5 ml) dried oregano Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste For garnish: 6 - 8 corn tortillas, cut into thin strips and toasted in the oven until crisp Chopped scallions (spring onions) Shredded Monterey jack or Cheddar cheese (optional) Sour cream (optional) Combine the chicken breasts and chicken stock in a p

Williamsburg Split Pea Soup
Here's how Mrs. Elizabeth Labbe Cole described this recipe around 1837: Wash and soak one Pound of dried split Peas for about three Hours. Put them on to cook in three Quarts of cold Water, with one large Onion, a Ham Bone, Pepper, and Salt. Cook slowly about three Hours until Soup is thick and Peas very soft. Strain through a coarse Sieve and serve hot with toasted Bread cut in Dice. And here's how they do it in the Colonial Williamsburg taverns today: Williamsburg Split Pea Soup 8 cups (2 L) water 1 lb (450 g) yellow split peas, washed and picked over 1 ham hock, about 1 lb (450 g) 2 medium onions, finely chopped 1 celery rib, finely chopped 1 medium carrot, finely chopped 1 lb (450 g) smoked sausage such as Kielbasa Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste Chopped chives for garnish Combine the water, peas, ham hock, onion, celery, and carrot in a large pot and bring to a boil over high heat. Reduce the heat and simmer partially covered until the peas are tende

Friends List Is Depleting
FYI: I have lost about 65 people off my friends list since last Thursday and it keeps going down! I'm not sure what is going on. If you have deleted me, ok that's cool. Its your perogative. But just to let you all know, I have not deleted anyone. Still trying to figure out what is going on.

Lesbian Pics...
He gave me a mission today, and i knew that if i failed, i would be severely punished.. i stepped out of the front door, intent on succeeding for Him. Dressed in a very short skirt, knees boots and a very revealing top, that if i was not careful, would expose my chest. i got into the car and drove down to a nearby bar. When i arrived, i looked around, scanning the place, but alas, there was not one person in there who could make me succeed. i headed for the bar, sat on a stool, crossed my legs so my skirt hitched right up my leg, ordered a drink and waited. As i sipped my wine, i could feel eyes boring into me, men undressing me with their eyes. As i ordered another glass, i noticed a tall brunette woman heading towards the bar. She was obviously on her own, and also wore a short skirt and knee boots. At that moment i knew she would be the one. As the woman sat on a stool, her brown curls hanging loosely across her face, i stood up, drink in hand and headed towards her. i sat nex

Kisser
A Klever Kisser enjoys being seductive and desirable. You're the kind of person that is naturally more erotic and aggressive. You enjoy being sensual and involving the entire body in a kiss. You enjoy kissing anytime and for as long as it takes to get the job done right. You don't mind displaying your affection in any location, and pride yourself in your kissing technique. You have an awesome amount of passion and heat flowing through your body when you kiss. You do not take kissing lightly, and tend to hope it will lead to more touching and sharing. You are spicy and can be a little racy. Be careful not to forget the value of a sweet and slow kiss. Your usual hot and heavy kisses are exciting, but it's nice to have a little variety now and then. Overall you are certainly the most sexy of the kissing styles, and you definitely keep the car windows fogged.

A Shriveled Up Sausage Would Be Better Viewing..
Good Morning this the first full week of November 2007. I find myself torn between two somewhat goofy stories this morning. One is about King Tut’s (Tutankhamen the boy king) face that is for the first time since discovered to be revealed. I am sorry, this story has way too much hype for it’s good. NBC and other entities would like to further build the hype by bringing up the curse of King Tut and who and how they died. I so could end this with a rolled eye look and a hand gesture but I will refrain from doing so but, will give a slight comment on this whole deal. First off can’t we respect the dead? Why the fascination about a 19 year old Egyptian King that will not better our lives with his death? We can learn nothing remotely pertinent to our culture through his culture and use it to better anything. Don’t get me wrong. It’s nice to know about world events and how various cultures lived. Those things were basically taught to each one of us in grade school correct? Put him back in hi

Aww How Sweet
Your romantic energy is perfectly attuned to your sweetie or whomever you're most attracted to now -- so see if you can get together! Even just a quick sit-down can be incredibly sweet today. Now Babe... if only you didnt get i trouble over the weekend...

Break-in
A man breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed the convict gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife: "Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain.... do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong, honey. "I love you!" His wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bathroom. Be strong honey. "I love you.

Attitude Is Everything
No problem at all It's perfectly natural to feel resistance toward the things you have to do. Yet there is no need for that resistance to get the best of you. You can acknowledge that resistance and allow it. Then, you can just as easily choose to let it go. After all, the resistance is something you have created. Without your active support, it melts away. Imagine the freedom of simply doing what must be done, without having to fight against it. You can always choose to enjoy that freedom and the effectiveness it brings. It's normal to feel resistance when circumstances or other people compel you to do something. That's true even if it's something you would enjoy doing anyway. Keep in mind that most of what makes a task unpleasant is your attitude toward it. Acknowledge your resistance, quickly let it go, and many of the things you once dreaded will become no problem at all. -- Ralph Marston

I Wish?
I wish to be happy and healthy. I wish to have love, true love in my life. I wish not to be lonely. I wish for trust. I wish to find a man to love and care about me. I wish for A nice honest man to come into my life. I wish for someone to talk to. I wish I could find that here.

Guy Fawkes
November 5th is known as "Bonfire Night" or "Guy Fawkes Night", and all over Britain people fire off fireworks, light bonfires, and burn effigies of Guy Fawkes. Guido Fawkes was an Englishman who, in popular legend, tried to blow up the Houses of Parliament with barrels of gunpowder. He was caught, imprisoned, tortured on the rack, and finally executed, as we'll see. 400 years ago, Guy Fawkes was a co-conspirator in the "Gunpowder Plot" of 1605 in England. He and his cohorts decided to blow up the both Houses of Parliament in London and kill King James I upon the inaugural opening of the Parliament, and succeeded in smuggling several barrels of gunpowder into the basement of the Parliament. This "Gunpowder Plot" occurred two years after King James I (of the "King James Bible" fame) ascended to the throne. A group of English Catholics, of which Guido Fawkes was a member, decided to kill the King because it was felt he had reneged on his promises to stop the persecution of Catho

Today I'm Going To.....
MALLRAT LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER!!! HAVEN'T DONE IT FUCKING FOREVER AND DAMN IT I NEED THE THERAPY. GOING TO GET THERE HELLA EARLY, DRINK SOME BAD COFFEE, JACK INTO MY MP3 LISTEN TO MY AWFUL MIX OF MUSIC, READ A BOOK, THEN WHEN THE MALL OPEN FUCK AROUND, PROLLY GO TO GREENS FOR SOME EVERCLEAR, CORNER STORE FOR THE GATORADE GET ALITTLE DRUNK. THEN WALK TO BORDERS CHECK OUT SOME NEW BOOKS I NEED, AND JUST CHILL. DAMN IT'S BEEN FUCKING FOREVER SINCE I JUST FUCKING ENJOYED MYSELF!!! YOU GUYS SHOULD DO THE SAME!! PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL.

415 Am
Wow.. i am still awake... this is not like me.. i guess i am kinda starting to stress about my doctors appointment.. i am having a procedure donw on my back.. a nerve block on the nerve that is between my L4 & L5 vertabrae... they are rubbign bone on bone and messing with my ciatic nerve.. and causing me a lot of pain.. and not the kind of pain i like... oh well.. it must be done i just hope it works... if it doesn then i should be relatively pain free for the first time inline .... 15 years.. which is when i fell down the stairs and messed ujp my back in the first place..... having a blast on this site... it is sooo cool... ttyl....

Now What??
well had a better weekend....not so much drama. even talked to that friend....i appoligized....i did hurt him....it was in retaliation for hurting me. i wrote about that...it was wrong...he is a good man... i am goning to try my best to be just a friend....i dont know it it will work....i mean i fell hard....i dont think he fell as hard as i thought he did.....but you all know i fell very hard. i went to see his new pictures....i saw the comments from the other women....it made me extremely jealous...i swear i felt the heat in my whole body....my face had to be red....i wanted to message all of them, call them very nasty names....i mean to me those beautiful eyes they were comenting on are mine to look at...not theirs....and the looks he gave should be for me...not them.... took pics of his home...i wondered who asked and who did he want to show if it wasnt me?!?!?! see i dont think its gonna work....i just dont know if i can only feel friendship...and not be jealous....i dont wan

Angry
I am angry because they wont leave us alone I am angry because you wont tell them too. I am angry because they think they can have you I am angry because you wont tell them they can't. I am angry because they get more of your attention. I am angry because you give it to them. I am angry because they don't care we are together I am angry because you don't seem to either. I am angry because they will never love you like I do I am angry because you don't know just how much I do love you.

What's My Name?( I Wrote This Story A Long Time Ago Had To Delete The Html Pics)
~~ BOW DOWN NOW!!!! ON UR KNEES!! KISS THE RING NOW KEEP GOING AND KISS THE BOOTS!!!KISSING MY BOOTS IS UR PLEASURE SO ACT LIKE IT. U WILL SCREAM MY NAME ON THIS NIGHT U R MY SLAVE AND BELIEVE U R MINE!! ***CRACKS HER WHIP AT UR TOES AND MAKES U JUMP U FEEL SCARED BUT IT TURNS U ON ~~COME HERE HUNNI! ***SHE GENTLY HELPS U GET CLOSER TO HER STILL ON UR KNEES SHE BEGINS TO CLIP ON ANOTHER BULKY CHAIN TO YOUR COLLAR THAT ALREADY HAS UR HANDS BOUND TOGETHER. LEADS U TOWARDS A GIANT OVER SIZED ALL RED SATIN SHEETED BED AND TIES UR FEET TO THE POST LEAVING UR ARMS FREE FROM THE BED BUT STILL BOUND TOGETHER SO U CAN SIT UP FOR THE PAIN AWAITING U. ~~NOW U ARE ABOUT TO GET IT R U READY? ***SHE WHISPERS IN UR EAR AS SHE TIGHTENS THE LEASH ON UR NECK ~~WHATS MY NAME? ***SHE BITES HARD ON UR EARLOBE AS SHE QUIZZES U U GRIMACE SOME THEN BITE UR LIP BEGINNING TO MOAN SOFTLY. SHE KISSES DOWN UR NECK GRABS UR SHOULDERS AND UTILIZING ALL HER STRENGTH SHE PUSHES YOU DOWN ON THE BED UR

Furby
Furby Bring Furby home ... Click here Furby toy is very Intelligent that it can show expressions, curiosity, joy and more reactions. For the first time ever, Furby features "Emot-o-tronics" - true emotional responses.this toy is for kids who are six year old and above. A Furby (plural: Furbys, as claimed by Tiger. Co., instead of the Standard English Furbies) is an electronic toy, more specifically, a robot, made by Tiger Electronics which went through a period of being a "must-have" toy following its launch in the holiday season of 1998, with continual sales until 2000. Furby sold 1.8 million units in 1998 and 14 million units in 1999, and altogether in its three years of original production, Furby sold over 40 million units, and its speaking capabilities were translated into 24 languages. Furbys were the first successful attempt to produce and sell a domestically-aimed robot. A newly purchased Furby starts out speaking entirely Furbish, the unique language that all Fu

Tehe Hehe.
911. Caller: You need to get here now! I need protection! He's going to kill me! What's your address and who's going to kill you? caller: *** ** **** **. My dad. He's on his way home to kill me. Madison to 309. Go ahead, Madison. I've got a caller on the line who advised her father is 51 to the residence to kill her. How old is she, Madison? How old are you? Caller: I'm 16. Please hurry! I need protection! He's going to kill me. Madison to 309. Go ahead, Madison. Caller advised she's 16. I'll be 51. So, why do you feel your father is going to kill you? I mean, what's going on? Caller: My mother found me in my room. Okay...and the significance..? Caller: Well, she found me with someone. Who'd she find you with? Caller: Well, she found me with my boyfriend. Oh, so, you don't actually believe your father is going to kill you, right? Caller: He's mad! You don't understand. I need protection. I have an officer en ro

I Like Honesty
SOME MAY FIND IT STRANGE BUT IT MAKES A MAN MUCH MORE APPEALING TO ME WHEN HE'S HONEST.I HATE IT WHEN SOMEONE LIES TO ME IN MY FACE,INSTEAD OF JUST TELLING THE TRUTH AND FACING THE CONSEQUENCES.I REALLY CAN'T STAND WHEN I KNOW SOMEONE IS LYING AND THEY JUST REFUSE TO TELL THE TRUTH.I HAVE MORE RESPECT FOR SOMEONE WHO TELLS THE TRUTH-NO MATTER WHAT...I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANYONE WHO TELLS ME WHAT I WANT TO HEAR. SOMEONE WHO I HOLD VERY CLOSE TO MY HEART IS LYING TO ME AND IT HURTS ME TO KNOW THAT WHILE I POUR MY HEART OUT TO HIM...HE LIES TO ME OFTEN. EVEN WORSE...WHAT HE IS LYING ABOUT REALLY ISN'T A BIG ISSUE TO ME...I WILL STILL CARE FOR HIM EITHER WAY...THE ONLY THING I ASK FOR IS THE TRUTH. SINCE HE CAN'T BE A MAN AND FESS UP I WILL HAVE TO TAKE HIS WORD FOR RIGHT NOW...BUT IF I EVER FIND OUT THE TRUTH AND ITS NOT FROM HIS MOUTH-THATS THE END OF ANY DREAM I EVER HAD OF SPENDING THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH HIM.ONCE YOU LOSE MY TRUST...YOU LOSE ME WE'VE ALREADY HAD ONE ALTER

Working On It
Hi thank's for looking in.I am a singel retired truckes and mate off the river boats,i am interesed in camping,and some traveling.i am loving this site and i make morphs.if u have two pic or more u like done i can do that,.i am 5/5 and long hair and beard,i am alway interested in making friends so give me a shout check me out and well go from there,ty very much for reading this.have a great day.and this is the time where i live,so when i post time for any thing this is the time where i am so u can see it and figuer out the time where u are from it this is the time at my house so u all know when i say noonu can look here and see the time here

Lost In Darkness
destined for loneliness never accepted always on the outside always rejected she sees them all talking it burns to the core how much must she change must she become their whore she'll never fit into the mainstream of life the rejections cut into her heart like a knife no one sees her as pretty or sees her at all she's a sensual creature but lost in freefall resigning herself to a lifetime alone in slow isolation her heart turns to stone such a terrible thing is this need to be loved but instead cast aside into darkness she's shoved in the darkness her mind spirals out of control the despair and the pain just surviving's a goal long empty days of survival and pain too stubborn to end it her tears fall like rain how long til her heart becomes too cold to care how long til she's hardened soul lost to despair how long til she lives as a cold empty shell lost hope for a love to save her from this hell

Good Morning? Please!
Okay, admittedly I am not a morning person, hell there are days I am not a morning, afternoon or evening person... But, let me point out a few basic facts about mornings: Natural Disasters: The majority of natural disasters occur in the mornings, the tunguska blast at 7:40 AM on June 30, 1908, Krakatoa on August 27, the volcano entered the final cataclysmic stage of its eruption. Four enormous explosions took place at 5:30 a.m., 6:42 a.m., 8:20 a.m., and 10:02 a.m., the last of which was worst and loudest. Each was accompanied by very large tsunamis believed to have been over 30 meters (100 ft) high in places. The christmas tsunami of 2004, the San Francisco earthquake at 5:12 AM - April 18, 1906 The New Madrid earthquakes of 1811 and 1812.... Not to mention the final major explosion that destroyed Pompeii... All morning events. Also, you are more likely to suffer a major accident in the mornings, as well as strokes, heart attacks. Bad human related events usually happ

Guy Fawkes & Bonfire Night
It was intended to be the beginning of a great uprising of English Catholics, who were distressed by the increased severity of penal laws against the practice of their religion. The conspirators, who began plotting early in 1604, expanded their number to a point where secrecy was impossible. The group included Robert Catesby, John Wright, and Thomas Winter, the originators, Christopher Wright, Robert Winter, Robert Keyes, Guy Fawkes, a soldier who had been serving in Flanders, Thomas Percy, John Grant, Sir Everard Digby, Francis Tresham, Ambrose Rookwood, and Thomas Bates. Percy hired a cellar under the House of Lords, in which 36 barrels of gunpowder, overlaid with iron bars and firewood, were secretly stored. The conspiracy was brought to light through a mysterious letter received by Lord Monteagle, a brother-in-law of Tresham, on October 26, urging him not to attend Parliament on the opening day. The 1st earl of Salisbury and others, to whom the plot was made known, took steps leadi

November 5, 2007
You are spending far more energy than usual on your work or chores, but it might be tough to really connect with the people you see every day. They're not as serious-minded as you, but that'll change soon.

Truth Or Dare
I dare you to tell me the truth: Four things you want to know about me: 01. 02. 03. 04. Three things you like about me: 01. 02. 03. Two things you don't like about me: 01. 02. My best feature: 01. Two things you want to do with me: 01. 02. One word that describe me: 01. One question for me: 01. repost this see how many people do this to you Just copy and send to me...

Ok.....
hi all just a quick little blog to say hi and havent been online for a bit much to the dissapointmen of repogirl.....but got a job working at daughters school so have been pretty busy...also said daughter looks as though now she may have glandular fever..so have been keeping a frivolous eye on her and her temp...wwhich is extremely high at present.... anyway havent had time to scratch my butt let alone get anywhere near a computer without a dos screen... but i guess thats the government systems for ya.... hopefully will be back to play with you all soon.... kisses to all Quackers

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I arrived on this site a year ago,the fact that most of you wanted to presume that I was here under false pretenses,as I very well know Cyberspace has a significant population of lurkers,deviants and people that have basic interaction problems,it can be placed on a great emphasis. privacy is a Vidal and valid concern,please do not take me to be uneducated.I have studied Cyberspace social interaction. The internet creates a setting for anonymity to happen,and 2nd,there is no accountability through this type of communication. The use of deception is not uncommon here,pretending to be someone you are not is misleading to the person you're communicating with.there for you have the misfortune of the internet,allowing people to experiment with their identity,with a few strokes of a keyboard people can change their gender,often gender switching involves men taking the identity of a women. The internet makes what is ahead of me very easy to do,yet very painful in my heart for the fact tha

Cancer Benefit Update (please Read)
Cancer benefit update (Please read) .............................Some of the items that have been donated for Joanne's cancer benefit (to be auctioned and raffled off):1) a signed hootie 6 older cd's 2 new ones, 3 shirts from to live is to die2) gift certificates for augies,marcos,spencers,starbucks,and ace hardware and more!3) 8x12 framed photo of Kirk Hammett courtesy of Amy Weiser photography4) 4 hrs of studio time from CNC Entertainment5) a gift pack from the band DoHMand more coming in daily!We are also auctioning off my friend Steve as seen below and a few of my other male friends:Bands performing:Audiblethread, DoHM, The Lads, Hot Ham *Cheese, and The Green w/Tony ShultzNOVEMBER 30th!The Hifi Concert Club11729 Detroit Ave.Lakewood, OH 44107Doors at 8p$5 21+, $8 18-20ALL PROCEEDS (even the door) will be going to Joanne to help cover her expenses from her cancer treatments. PLEASE COME, if you can't come and wish to donate money or a service/good for the auction/raffles, cont

The Troops
I frequently see people expressing the slogan 'Support Our Troops'. It isn't always clear what is meant by that. If you mean respecting them for doing their jobs well under difficult and often deadly conditions, and appreciating the extreme stress, the loneliness, the danger, and the sacrifice they undergo-- yes, by all means, they have my support. But if you mean supporting a wrongfully started, needless war that is doing harm to American interests, not good, then I say that is not supporting our troops at all, that is perpetuating poor policy and risking more needless deaths and injuries. I support our troops by calling for immediate withdrawal from the occupation of Iraq. And I support our troops by calling for the impeachment of Bush and Cheney, for violating the Constitution and international and US law. Traditionally, Americans have fought to preserve our freedom. No Americans should be ordered to fight to glorify a President who seeks to take our freedom away, w

Shit Gets Real
Doesnt sometimes its just seems time has just flew by without you even noticing it? Michelle and I were just sitting and talking about what we were going to be doing in 5 years and the kids or what not and I got to thinking about lots of stuff. Like how I love my JR so much its crazy. My father and I used to sing this song together by the dramatics, What you see is what you get. You know that song, some people, are made of plastic, you know some people, are made of wood. I have so many great memories like that of my father, of whom I havent seen since the mid 90's I believe. But when Michelle and I began to talk, I just welled up. And realized how much I miss him and how much I miss the days when things were simple. You know like when you wanted money to want it, and not because you need it to pay off that guy that calls your house 4 times a day...When your responsiblities were keepin your room clean, no wife/husband and kids. I love em dont get me wrong, but life is soooo dam

Away
Hi all my friends, sorry i have not been on for a while but circumstances was not good, first my dad too very ill, followed shortly by me, and i was not able to get to my pc, being unable to walk. But now i am back, thanks to you all who kept our friendship going xxxx

I'll Never Say A Word
The time has come to pull out the screams inside my head, I want to give them to you and yet never make a sound. You've given me pain and have never hurt yourself, watched me cry and yet never shed a tear...I could touch you and you would never feel the warmth from my skin, you're so cold you're frozen, unfeeling stone. I've watched you tear me down, I've felt you break my heart, and in your heart there's just no place for me...Find it written on the wall, in my favorite shade of lipstick just for you to see,how it's come a time to end the likes of you and me. I never could have given you enough, you'd always want just one more piece, enough of my soul to have control over me...But here I am and now look, Im breaking you down...Taking back everything I gave you...does it make you feel like less of a man when you cant bend me, when you cant break me like you used to? Here, take back all the screams you left me with, Im giving them back to you in my broken, sad, twisted little smile...An

Exist
So I've been up late nights playing video games or computer games. I've still been writing poetry, but since I hardly EVER come on Fubar anymore, I just don't post any on here anymore. If you want my story or new poems, go to my other site, my actual main one: http://stormdragonz.deviantart.com Google search too! Also, a paper around five pages long is due sometime next month, so that's priority #1. Otherwise, I need to start being more alive and say hello to everyone and anyone I know. :)

Doctor Visit
I had my visit with the shirk this week, we talked about the reasons why I wanted to end my life. I have a long way to go, but so of my problems stem from a lot of stress in my personal life. Another cause is the fact that I spend everyday in pain, I wake its there I go to bed its there, Im sitting here writing this and I am in pain. Ever since I got this illness it been bad. I have day where its not to bad and doesn't bother me, others where I hurt so bad I don't want to get out of bed. All this pain has made me even more depressed than I usally am. Add to all that, the fact that I broke a tooth and it became infected before I could get anything done. It was just so much to take, the trigger for the suicade was the fact of certain problems in my life with a love that I can't get over. Its not that I really want to end my life, it just seemed like the only way to end all the pain. Well with all that said, I want everyone to know that I am doing fine the urgue to hurt myself is gone for

My Sis :-)
I can't say enough good things about Rhonda! She has to be the sweetest person on Fubar. We met when a mutual friend of ours crowned us the sweetest of his friends. Rhonda and I ran with it and came up with "JC's Sweetest Twins". And once we got to know each other better, we started calling each other "Sis". Rhonda is very caring and compassionate. She loves to make people happy, and she succeeds in doing so. Even when I'm down, she can cheer me up in no time at all. Rhonda is a great listener, and if you are her friend, she has your back 24/7. We have gone through some very rough times together, and she has always been there for me. I hope she knows that I will always be there for her! Please go check her out if she isn't already on your friend list. You won't regret it! Rhonda aka "RaRa"@ fubar Love ya, Sis!!

Hmmm...
OK SO I'M A NOSEY PERSON..I ADMIT IT...IF I'M CURIOUS ABOUT SOMETHING I SO0O CHECK IT OUT, ONLY THIS TIME MY NOSEYNESS JUST HIT ME IN THE FACE AND WELL..IT HURT LIKE HELL!! NOT GONNA GO INTO DETAILS BUT I AM SO0O CONFUSED AND HURT RIGHT NOW!!! I GUESS IT'S MY OWN FAULT THO.. I JUST WANTED TO VENT FOR A SEC!!! SMOOCHEZZZ!!!!

Fairy Tails
futuristic fairy tails, lie beneath the feet of those who step along the path of the broken, bringing a new to the world that they create to be there own.. trapped inside, a mind apart, an emptiness filled with the craze, sliding of the feet as they walk upon the air, across the path they seek, to be tortured to be hurt to be lost they never know, cause in there fairytale everything is perfect.. looking in a mirror they tend to smile, a clown appears, big red shoes and rainbow wig, taking there hand leading them away, sprinkles of rain shower the land leaving sparkle and ray, however outside they drown in there thoughts of which broke them down.. but asking yourself while they run and play is it really all that sad that they are trapped this way, for once they are happy, free to be..

Come With Me
lost in my worldof my own i had no way out no way to be found Then you came along &open the door, reached out your hand. You spoke the word so clearly,"come with me my love" As i took your hand i looked into your eyes &saw heartach pain,fear. You feared that i wouldnt love you,trust you,leave my world behind. You spoke in a low ,but strong voice,"Don't be afraid to letgo of what you know so well. I'll be here for you". We left my world that day never to return . The last words i hear you saybeforei open my eyes from a long sleep are "Ilove you 7I'llnever let you go our love"

Icp For Beginners Pt 2
The Riddlebox Represents the vision many see when they die. When you turn the crank, what comes out determines if you go to Heaven or Hell. Time flows like a dark horde, consuming all in its path. Man lives his life in the blink of an eye. Just as day becomes night, all life fades into death. In death each person will be judged for his deeds performed while alive. There are the few who walk a life of purpose, and there are those who trod the path of greed, their souls host to demons. Time slows near each person's end. Those whose deeds were evil grasp onto life as long as they can because, though they don't know what awaits them in the afterlife, they feel for them it is a horror beyond words. Time stops in this world, as the heart becomes still and the soul leaves the body. In the afterlife time is eternal, and even death is but a new beginning. For you see, when you step into death your soul steps upon the floor of a dark chamber and you look to see it empty, except for a stra

I Guess ?
I guess I am wrong with what I have decided I want out of life ? I have decided after all these years of me taking care & supporting other people that I want to be taken care & supported for once in my life. If it doesn't happen it doesn't happen I will stay alone & for once take care of myself. No one night stands & being used ...... I am not perfect but I am not a toy either. I have taken care & supported of alot of people in my LIFE & if I can't have the life I want then I will stay alone. I have said alot here on FUBAR about me so alot of you know what I have been through the last few months. I'm tired of broken promise's & the bullsh!t... You either want me as a friend & like me for me or you don't !! Don't tell me alot of promise's you don't plan on keeping. I am not a cheater never have been I take care of my man & my home so I have no need to cheat nor would I. But as you know my Fiance passed away this April & I am tired of the game's people play ....I just want t

She's Got The Look Lyrics
Walking like a man, hitting like a hammer, she's a juvenile scam. Never was a quitter, tasty like a raindrop, she's got the look. Heavenly bound cause heaven's got a number when she's spinning me around, kissing is a colour. Her loving is a wild dog, she's got the look. She's got the look. She's got the look. What in the world can make a brown-eyed girl turn blue. When everything I'll ever do I'll do for you and I go: la la la la la she's got the look. Fire in the ice naked to the t-bone is a lover's disguise. Banging on the head drum, shaking like a mad bull, she's got the look. Swaying to the band, moving like a hammer she's a miracle man. Loving is the ocean, kissing is the wet sand, she's got the look. And she goes: na na na na na na na na. back to my lyrics page

One Last Post From Home...
...just to say farewell. I'll be gone for a month and then I'll be back. My access will be intermittent at best, and I'll use whatever signal I can find to drop a line from time to time to see how things are going. To allay some concerns: No, I'm not moving. I'm going on vacation. Yes, I'll be back. You can't get rid of me that easily! I'm headed to Missouri for a bit of rest from the chaos of this past year, so that with any luck this coming year will prove smoother. X-Posted to other places... (Some of you know where)

Icp For Beginners Pt 1
The Dark Carnival While its name invokes some disturbing intentions, the truth is the Dark Carnival, described through the 6 Joker Card albums, is a representation of Death. Nothing can really describe what it really is better than these lyrics... "...Now we been told this Carnival **** has touched on many lives People have ****in sworn to us they too can feel it inside What is it that draws you in? This magic that compels you? We've been waiting six ****in Joker Cards to finally tell you The messages and hints were there, although, most never picked up on em We snuck em in subliminally with that wicked **** around em We mentioned more and more of this on every Joker's Card The bottom line, always the same, you ain't have to look hard We wickedly kick it, inflict it, you get it, get wit it, and then we don't preach it flat out" "'Cause some ninjas don't wanna get wit 'cha They quick to forget 'cha without the hatchet and gat out So we rose the hatchet, do or d

Our First N.a.p. Moving On Up List
Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar SWEET CHEROKEE LEATHER & LACE QUEEN CLUB F.A.R # 1 FAMILY@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar ~My$tIcAL PrYnCe$S~ **Spirit Mother of N.A.P family**@ fubar attention all N.A.P. members this is our weakend levelers. They need our help and support to reach the next LEVEL. We need for everyone in the FAMILY to do their partand show these members list below our love. If you do not see your photo link here please done worry. We will be doing this for everyone sooner or later. So lets show our love to our fellow N.A.P. members. ~My$tIcAL PrYnCe$S~ **Spirit Mother of N.A.P family**

The Final Verdict
The verdict is in and I lost. The battle between good and evil is over and the innocence of twin souls is gone. Nothing left to do but breathe. Such a stellar performance by the other side complete with tears and lies. All posibilities exhausted and nothing to show for it except a broken heart,a deep feeling of loss and a drained bank account. I have to believe there is a higher force at work here because I know I am a good person/mom. I mean, I can understand one crazy stoopid person in all this , but seven??? I honestly feel perhaps the boys or my ex are ment to see/experience something and maybe I am the vessel that brings this to light. One of the nails in my coffin was when the judge all but called me a liar saying she didnt believe me or my boys were not outside when everything went down...at this point I knew it was over. But now to make matters worse I have to take ANOTHER parenting class AND I am STILL in SAFE house (supervised) visits, then after all this MAYBE I will b

Just A Dream
As I lay here in your arms, your kisses so tender, thinkig this is true love. As I lay here thinking I'm so lucky to have such a loving & passionate man, not ever wanting to leave your arms. It is then I wake up & realize you are just a dream.

Warning
Living in snailem boregon or portland. if I had a choice of wipping my brown eye with a fist full of rusty razor blades owned by the nastiest crack whore or the best roll of charmin ever produced I would marry that crack addict and move to PDX. I regret ever moving back to this crap hole and laughing stalk of the entire western hemisphere....... Who do you have to kill to shed the horrific reputation of ever renting a spot here, saying you spent fifteen minuets pumping gas to escape, or addmitting to the fact that your related to the delusional woman who must have been held at gun point to give you life in a city running rampint with sucessfull frontal labotomy recepiants. My thoughts of becoming a transient hooked on better ideas and moving are increasing with more severity with every chicken peck at this keyboard, which happens to have more entertainment value than salem has had since its inception into the union.

Hmmmm.. Venting Here
sorry to vent but sometimes it has to be done stupid phone calls late at night make me angry.. sorry but i think i said something like this but as i have said if you dont want my honest opinion then dont ask me.. i know that everyone has a bad day.. and there are just times when you feel down..depressed whatever you want to call it.... so what do you do when those periods get really bad and you are a ghost of who you used to be? when it is actually painful to breathe? and when you wake up in the morning and just wonder why????? and when you tell someone and you just want them to make it all better for you, you know what they cant... and the best that i can come up with to say is there are positives you just have to find them and try to focus on that.. it is what you are going to make of it.. any ass can find the time to wallow in self pity, it takes a stronger person to wake up and try to make the changes for the better.. to want that for themselves.... i cant make the world in t

I Love You Nikki
What a feeling it is,to have someone in your life,that makes you feel complete.The love that is so overwhelming it nearly knocks me over,knocks me off my feet.The love that overflows from within your heart and soul,when you find that missing piece that finally makes you whole.A love that will overcome anything that life may throw our way.A love I couldn't live without not even for a day.At night I sigh,wishing I was there to hold you tight,soon you will be in my arms and everything will be alright,until that day,we stand face to face,I will never love another,NO ONE will take your place. I Love You NiNi

Bitter Homestead
I unfortunately live here, only for the love of my life. (my ever so precious daughter who has the downside of walking amungst the bottom feeders who reside here) This R&R is so F'n boring I get more entertainment value watching two sticks fighting over the fact who has better bark. Is there a status quo to earning the most "stupidity" points? What does it take to find one halfway inteligent upright walking homosapian with a better vocabulary than a door knob? All you ASS HATS do is piss and moan on the lesser... so what does that make you? From know on if "we" see a problem, pull some grey matter together and find a solution instead of passing the buck. Sure, there is an old saying "the squeeky wheel gets the grease" but if that wheel doesnt do its job it can be replaced. Back to my point.... Salem is a joke to the map, take a second out of your less than desireable existance and look at other sites on C.L. and see whats being said then gander at the understated crap that pours out of

Insult
listen........ did you hear anything? Yeah, thats the undeniable sound of your two lonely brain cells fighting. Please dont make the mistake of that being a thought process. You have a better chance at trading your one good brain cell in for gas to put in an ants motorcylce to go halfway around the inside of a cherrio. If you get lost take the plethora of one syllable words to conjure a way out Einstein! Nice..... if you understood half of what I said that would have hurt. Sweet dreams, "me throwing around material items may cause moronic aptitude is all I can can comprehend" It's no surprise Tardville only possess a one way dirt road.

I Wish I Would've.......
I hate when I let my insecurities take over how I feel as far as things I want to say and do. It doesn't happen often but when it does it always seems to come back and kick me in the ass as a lesson that everyday you should say and do what you want, cause you never know what may come of it, good or bad, at least you tried. Today I got kicked in the ass by an opportunity I let slip by about a year ago.

What Im Looking For
i wrote this a long time ago. i just found it so i thought that i would share. forgive the spelling and what nots what i am looking for.... a guy who is interested in who i am regaurdless of my faults. someone who is absolutly crazy about me, and who thinks i am the most beautiful girl ever. someone that when they kiss me can steal my breath away. someone that can understand that i have alot of pride but i need help all the tome.. someone that realizes that i am competitive even if its "just for fun." someone that can understand that i am dorky but can still laugh at me in good fun. someone that doesnt make me feel stupid. and realizes that pizza and chocolate really are food groups to me. someone that is willing to play the gituar for me because they know that i love to sing. a guy that can deal with all the drama that comes with my family. and can push me in the right direction when i start to fall. someone that can help me suceed when i think that i am failing. someone

Life Is So Messed Up
life is so messed up right now, things just arent going the way i want them to, i messed up so much in the past year and now that im focused and i know what i need to do in life it seems like its just so hard, i was stuck on a fantasy level and i didnt do all the things i should have done, and even though my friends right, u cant rewind and go back im hoping i can take what ive learned over the past year and make this upcoming year better. you kno my friend is well hes very special to me, hes where i get most of my advice from, hes smart, hes got a good heart and a good personality and he makes me laugh, he says some of the most off the wall things ive ever heard but our conversations never get old, we can sit on the phone for hours and barely say a word to each other but we kno how eachother feels. hes my heart, hes my support, hes my.... everything n i luv him a lot, u kno who u r, n i luv u baby luv

Join Me Will Ya? Check Me Out
WANT MONEY$$???? REAL MONEY NOT FU MONEY.. YOU HAVE NOTHING TO LOSE TRY IT,I GOT AN ACCOUNT THERE IT'S PRETTY KEWL ACTUALLY CLICK ON THE ONE HUNDRED DOLLAR BILL TO ENTER,THANX TO ALL WHO DROP BY

Useless Facts
Diet Coke was only invented in 1982. At least one of a pair of identical twins is born evil. ...Or so tv tells me Each year over $2,000,000,000 worth of Halloween candy is sold. A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. Cat urine glows under a black-light! The longest recorded flight of a chicken is 13 seconds! Most People use over 16,000 gallons of water in their lifetimes, or 2.5 quarts per day. Taphephobia is the fear of being buried alive! Elmer's Glue-All is the best selling glue in America. 1. President Lincoln, when informed that General Grant drank whiskey while leading his troops, reportedly replied "Find out the name of the brand so I can give it to my other generals." 2. Being intoxicated had desirable spiritual significance to the ancient Egyptians. They often gave their children names like "How Drunk is Cheops" or "How Intoxicated is Hathor."

New Job Possibility!
Hi all, I hope you had a great weekend. Mine was ok. We were totally broke, barely had enough to send Darryl out on the road with, and barely enough to cover gas and cigarettes for me til tomorrow. So I am gonna be really happy tomorrow, get the groceries we need, and pay all the bills that are coming out, and prolly not have any left over, which really sucks. Got some good news, possibly getting Darryl a job right here in Guthrie, starting out at at least $15 - $20 an hour! So that would be awesome if he could get a job at the post office here in Guthrie, the only thing is we have to pay to get registered. It's $99 to get registered and then another $30 to get the supplies needed to get the training. The training is paid, will most likely get over time... which is pay and a half, and if he doesn't get hired in 30 days they refund all of the money back to you. Once you are registered then they will post your resume to all the places that you have experience working at. Since Darryl was

Warning For Men
You have been warned! Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties & local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called "Beer". The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large "kegs". Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims to go home and sleep with them. A woman needs only to get a guy to consume a few units of Beer and then simply ask him home for no strings attached sex. Men are rendered helpless against this approach. After several beers, men will often succumb to the desires to sleep with horrific looking women whom they would never normally be attracted. After drinking beer, men often awaken with only hazy memories of exactly what happened to them the night before, often with just a vague feeling that "something bad" occurred. At other times these unfortu

Love Vs. Insanity?
Love vs. Insanity? Studies have shown that mental scans of those in love show a striking resemblance to those with a mental illness. Love creates activity in the same area of the brain that hunger, thirst, and drug cravings create activity in. New love, therefore, could possibly be more physical than emotional (though drawing a clear line between physical and emotional is difficult when discussing the brain). Over time, this reaction to love mellows, & different areas of the brain are activated, primarily ones involving long-term commitments. Dr. Andrew Newberg, a neuroscientist, suggests that this reaction to love is so similar to that of drugs because without love, humanity would die out. William Shakespeare wrote in A Midsummer Night's Dream that, "The lunatic, the lover, and the poet/ Are of imagination all compact."

Poetry
~How I Feel~ Written By: Alice C. No matter how many times we break up, no matter how many times I cry, I still find myself thinking of you, and I have no clue why. It could be because I love you, it could be because I miss you, Right now I am so confused and I don't really know what to do. I could go away and forget about the past, or I could stay around and make it last, I'm not to sure right now, but I will find out somehow. I want you to be my husband, and I want to be your wife, but it is up to you, and i will give you some time. I promised you I would change, and that I will do, but I need your help, you need to change some things to. I want you to know I love you, and that my love for you will last, it will never fade away, I can't put it in my past. I could make this poem last forever, but I will end it here, I hope you like it, I know I do, it even made me shed a tear.

33 Senators Voted Against English As America 's Official Language June 6, 2007
In Case you have not seen this. 33 Senators Voted Against English as America 's Official Language June 6, 2007 On Wed, 6 Jun 2007 23:35:23 -0500, 'Colonel Harry Riley USA ret' wrote: Senators, Your vote against an amendment to the Immigration Bill 1348, to make English America's official language is astounding. On D-Day no less when we honor those that sacrificed in order to secure the bedrock character and prin ciples of America . I can only surmise your vote reflects a loyalty to illegal aliens. I don't much care where you come from, what your religion is, whether you're black, white or some other color, male or female, democrat, republican or independent, but I do care when you're a United States Senator, representing citizens of America and vote against English as the official language of the United States Your vote reflects betrayal, political surrender, violates your pledge of allegiance, dishonors historical principle, rejects patriotism, borders on t

For Those Of You Asking
i am bipolar and i struggle with depression. it's worse at night for me because i usually can't sleep for hours. some people sleep all the time when they get depressed, some sleep less. i feel depressed because i have a disorder. there is nothing wrong, i have nothing to be depressed over. it helps if i remember to take my meds at the right time, and if i eat and exercise regularly. however when you're not sleeping well it becomes harder to do those things, and the depression gets worse. not being able to sleep plus having a depressive disorder plus dealing with withdrawl symptoms from not smoking plus general loneliness that comes at night equals a not very happy angela.

What It Means
WHAT EACH KISS MEANS: -Kiss on the Upperchest: I'm ready. - Kiss on the Forehead: We're cute together . - Kiss on the Cheek: We're friends. - Kiss on the Hand: I adore you. - Kiss on the Neck: i want u now - Kiss on the Shoulder: Your perfect. - Kiss on the Lips: I LUV U ____________________________________________________ WHAT EACH GESTURE MEANS: - Holding Hands: We definitely like each other. - Touching on the Butt: Your fun. - Holding you tight pressed against each other: I want you. - Looking into each other's Eyes: I like you, for who you are. - Playing with Hair: Let's fool around. - Arms around the Waist: I like you too much to let go. - Laughing while Kissing: I am completely comfortable with you.

Who?
Who? Who is there to talk to? Is there Someone who won't laugh at you? Who is there to comfort you? Is there someone who won't let you fall? Who can you lay your troubles on? Someone who won't push them away. Who will listen? Who will Care? Who will let you share? 1996

How Is E1?
Whats up e1? how you been? :P jus wanted to say i updated my porfile ya'll should go check it out n i got some new pics as well ill return da love ya'll know i do hehe...hope ya'll are havin a great nite ttyl..;) ~~Chula~~

Bleh
This weekend has sucked ass. I've had to pack all my shit so it can be moved to the new apartment... which sucks ass... cuz i hate packing. SO, other than that.... I hate when people do shit to piss me off.. esp. when i don't wanna be a total bitch to them... so then i pretend like shit doesn't bother me, and smile and go on with my day... and then i sit and let in eat at me instead of YELLING about it... i've learned in the past, that doesn't get me anywhere... so i dunno... not sure what to say or do right now.... i've only been able to talk to one person about it all... cuz that person is quite familiar with the whole situation... sorry to be so vaque... it's a situation thats weird, and i need to vent about but not let everyone know whats going on... I'm just pissed and not sure how to react... anyways, i'm off to finish packing then to bed....

Sexuality
Book: Bringers of The Dawn Chapter: Sexuality-- A Bridge to Higher Consciousness The sexual parts of the body are avenues to pleasure that create frequencies that heal and stimulate the body and potentially lead it to its higher spiritual self. Sexuality is so misunderstood on this planet that, when it is exchanged between two persons, very seldom is there an intent to connect spirituality with it. Sexuality invokes a spirituality that is free and that looks at itself as a creator. However, very seldom is sexuality used as a bridge to take you to higher levels of consciousness. We have spoken with a number of individuals who have been utilizing light. Since finding the proper partner in a monogamous situation, they have been able to achieve very high states of being. Monogamy tends to work for most of you very well because of where you are vibrationally. When you have many partners, you tend to be less than honest and to hide who you are: you share a little here, there, and

1996-3
I look in th mirror, What do I see? Nothing cute, Nothing pretty, Just lonely me. I look away, Tears in my eyes, Hurt by all those troublesome lies. I think of my lies, My wanting heart, Craving soul and uneventful mind, Drowned in sorrowful darkness. Waiting for love, life, direction. Do want you? Him? Them? They laugh behind my back and care in front of my eyes! A bloody dagger digging deeper into my soul. Caressing the sin, Leaving the light light. They say misery loves company, Yet no one, Not even misery, Loves me. Help me! I'm falling! Won't anyone catch me before I die and rot away? 1996

1996-2
No more lies, Unwilling cries. I want you, No one else will do. I'm a society reject, Science pet. Come with me, Then you'll see. I hate my voice, There is no choice for me. I'm not who you want me to be. Just kill me, Then how happy I'd be. Flower for my grave? My souls to late to save! No taste except for the bitterness of nothing. Take the life of an innocent child. I'll volunteer, Don't shed a tear, It's only me. Down the years, I'll think of those tears, I drowned in thinking of you. 1996

1996
Insanity takes delight, Engaging mind, Driving to death. The placid eyes of life are closed. Ugly people like me, Felling sorry for themselves, Never live. My life is good, It's me thats screwed. Shy, Ugly. Unwanted. Another heart broken Another soul outspoken. Join the club of losers, I'm the leader. Attempted suicide, Failed the mission. This is the season for Love, Pay the price, Or crawl into my world which is nothingness. The light turned dark. The love is hidden causenobody wanted it, Like me. 1996

The Gathering
THE GATHERING We gathered together with the bounty of the Lord's blessing Sitting round a table with turkey and dressing A thought did occur to me The greatest gift is our family To be sitting at a table of plenty. I'm reminded of those without any I now realize, I know this to be true The times of our lives our seldom and few So we forgive all our feuds from the past We grow older and know, our days go to fast We think of our loved ones far away, wishing they were home for the holiday Perhaps,we ourselves wish we were with our family and friends To be longing for home , the loneliness descends I now know, no matter how far I should roam My heart will forever be longing for home chris

Can You Tell Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you cou

Hermes
Hermes Angel have mercy. As the quicksilver is running up my spine. Deep and down, I am so alone. Pushing and pulling, I am in my own all out war. A demon within, I am in love with the sin. I'm trying to be a good man. If only I could feel love again. It's me, myself and I. In my world, I am god. It's all I have. The quiet choas. The fake smiles. Forcing the pretty lies. Life goes on. It's all strife. Pull out another knife. And I am back where I started. I go back into my black. Love the dark clouds. The deep down dark thoughts. By day I worship the sun, and Apollo. Never bow down. But I live for the night. Speed, theives and pranks. Just like Hermes. The dead poets. Mix it up in choas.

Fallen Marine
On Wed, 31 Oct 2007 15:18:30 -0600, LTCOL Charles Revie USA ret > > forwarded > > > > > > > > *BALTIMORE - A federal jury on Wednesday awarded the father of a > > fallen Marine $2.9 million after finding an anti-gay Kansas church and > > three of its leaders liable for invasion of privacy and intent to > > inflict emotional distress for picketing the funeral of a fallen Marine.* > > > > Albert Snyder of York, Pa., sued the Westboro Baptist Church for > > unspecified monetary damages after members staged a demonstration at the > > March 2006 funeral of his son, Lance Cpl. Matthew Snyder, who was killed > > in Iraq. > > > > Church members routinely picket funerals of military personnel killed in > > Iraq and Afghanistan, carrying signs such as "Thank God for dead > > soldiers" and "God hates fags." > > > > A number of states have passed laws regarding funeral protests, and Congress has passed a law prohibiting such protests at federal cemeteries, but the

Awesome Graphics
One of my fu-favorite people who happens to be very talented at making graphics and tags has opened a graphics shop. She is making awesome personalized graphics and tags by order. Check out her profile and go to the blog for graphics shoppe. You wont be disappointed. Show her some luv while your there. Heartistic Soul@ fubar

Saving A Friend
One day, when I was a freshman in high school, I saw a kid from my class was walking home from school. His name was Kyle. It looked like he was carrying all of his books. I thought to myself, "Why would anyone bring home all his books on a Friday? He must really be a nerd." I had quite a weekend planned (parties and a football game with my friends tomorrow afternoon), so I shrugged my shoulders and went on. As I was walking, I saw a bunch of kids running toward him. They ran at him, knocking all his books out of his arms and tripping him so he landed in the dirt. His glasses went flying, and I saw them land in the grass about ten feet from him. He looked up and I saw this terrible sadness in his eyes My heart went out to him. So, I jogged over to him as he crawled around looking for his glasses, and I saw a tear in his eye. As I handed him his glasses, I said, "Those guys are jerks. " They really should get lives. " He looked at me and said,

Life Lessons
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50s, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely,' said the professor 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. 2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:3 0 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of

Goddess
A truely Rare gift you have. The gift of natural Beauty Cherish it use it allow it to make you into what you deserve to be. A GODDESS. Allow none to taint your Beauty with there mortal hands and desires unless they are willing to sacrafice there very soul to worship you for what you are. A Beautiful Goddess.

Ode To My Dad
This is dedicated to my Dad whom i lost on 02.08.07....I just wanna say that I think i lost him and now i realise what was the importance of having him in our lives. I could never be a good son to you Dad and am sorry for that, i just made everyone think that you only used to be angry with me all the time, but never told anyone how much you love me. There were strange ways in which you used to show your love to me and i know that very well, just that it took so much time for me to understand all that, and now that i do, it's too late and i will never forgive myself for not being there most of the times when you needed me , i am so sorry for that and in know that it;s too late for me to realise all this coz now you are gone . But now atleast you are at the safest and the most peaceful place ever , and right next to God. You don;t have to anymore face the physical , mental and any other kind of pain that there is on this earth. But yes we will all never be able to get over the pai

Can Of Musical Whoop Ass
Ok, enough is enough. I had some tard in my shoutbox earlier tell me that the reason they stopped by my page after I rated them and they didnt rate in return was because of my music player on my page. Apparently, my tastes in music tend to freak people out when they come to view my page and chases them away. Cmon people, it's not like I'm playing some truly evil shit on there about burning 666 into your cat's fur or something like that. I swear, the excuses people make are fricking retarded sometimes. Sorry to gripe about something as trivial as rates on a website, but I thought it was funny. Next time, Ill be playing nothing but elevator music or Yanni......lol

When Decent People Get Screwed Over, This Is The Result!
When decent people get screwed over, this is the result! A little background: Neiman-Marcus, if you don ' t know already, is a very expensive store; i.e., they sell your typical $8.00 T-shirt for $50.00. Let ' s let them have it! THIS IS A TRUE STORY! My daughter and I had just finished a salad at a Neiman-Marcus Cafe In Dallas, and we decided to have a small dessert. Because both of us are such cookie lovers, we decided to try the "Neiman-Marcus cookie." It was So excellent that I asked if they would give me the recipe, and the waitress said with a small frown, "I ' m afraid not, but you can buy The Recipe." Well I asked how much, and she responded, "Only two fifty - it ' s a Great deal!" I agreed to that, and told her to just add it to my Tab. Thirty days later, I received my VISA statement, and the Neiman-Marcus Charge was $285.00! I looked again, and I remembered I had only spent $9.95 for two salads and about $20.00 for a scarf. As I glanced at t

Bright Eyes
I dreamt of a fever, one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart. With heat to melt these frozen tears, burned with reasons as to carry on into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow. But I swear that I would follow anything just get me out of here. And you get six months to adapt then you get two more to leave town. And in the event that you do adapt we still might not want you around. But I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose but I know that that's impossible now. And so I drink to stay warm and to kill selected memories 'cause I just can't think anymore about that or about him tonight. But I give myself three days to feel better or else I swear I'll drive right off a fucking cliff. 'Cause if I can't learn to make myself feel better how can I expect anyone else to give a shit? And I scream for the sunlight or a car to take me anywhere just get me past this dead and eternal snow 'cause I swear that I'm dying, slowly but it's happening.

All My Fubar Friends
Get More at COMMENTYOU.com.....you are all great friends here...even though i dont get to you all. still love my Fubar Friends....so you all take care.. in the middle of moving... will get to you when i can...later all.

Some People...
I find it very amusing how some people must think I am a total moron.... I am so tired of being told how stupid I am being, even though I am pretty sure I know what I am doing. I can't help that maybe some people just have a guilty conscience... I have to question, what would some people think if they got the whole story? I am not going to be the one to tell any story because I am ready for all the drama to stop. I have lost 2 friends from all of this, and I'm done with it because its just not worth it to me anymore. I have tried to let it go, but I keep getting more information, and its all fitting into place now. The friends I lost, weren't really friends in the first place, just people who are out for themselves and don't care about anyone else's feelings. With friends like that, who needs enemies....all it did was make my wall go up a little further, no big deal, I shouldn't have let my guard down at all....I am part to blame for some of it, I apparently gave too much informati

What Was Playine When You Were Born?
Today I was visiting with a friend and I started to wonder what kinda music was on the radio when I was a baby. I was born in 1974 ( I know I"m an old fuck) lol!, but I googled the top 40 music from then and opened a youtube page and inserted the titles or groups that were familiar to me. I added lots to my stash tonight. Why don't you guys try that. I'd love to hear some fo the stuff from when you were bare and pink/poopy assed as a baby :)

So Much For A Lazy Sunday.....
Ok, so my neighbor barricades himself in his house……No, this is NOT a joke. Today was supposed to be a lazy Sunday. My new roomie and I were going to have a late breakfast and watch movies…but, noooooooooooo. I’ve been coughing my head off, so I was trying to sleep and my roomie, Rick, decides to go to the grocery store to get stuff to make breakfast with….cool. In the meantime, my dogs are going nuts barking at God only knows what. Well, Rick comes back…..and get this…….said that the police drew guns on him and told him to “Get the fuck in the house” when he went to get the groceries out of the car. So, we do what anyone would do……stick our noses as close as humanly possible in the window. Lol There were 6 cop cars outside…..cops taking up stance in various areas, behind cars, corners etc….. All with GUNS DRAWN! Some had pistols, some had rifles…..it was surreal. All eyes were on my next door neighbor’s house. They just moved in about a month and a half ago….I’ve never e

Brainstew
I'm having trouble trying to sleep I'm counting sheep but running out As time ticks by And still I try No rest for crosstops in my mind On my own... here we go My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed Dried up and bulging out my skull My mouth is dry My face is numb Fucked up and spun out in my room On my own... here we go My mind is set on overdrive The clock is laughing in my face A crooked spine My sense dulled Passed the point of delerium On my own... here we go