de·te·ri·o·rate
..> 1. to make or become worse or inferior in character, quality, value, etc.
..> ..> 2. to disintegrate or wear away.
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In your life you decide the paths you want to take. Weather it be wonderful or bad , it's all about what you make it.
When all is is running smooth and working out according to some kind of invisible plan you feel as if your life is begining to make sense. But what happens when that plan is cut off and you come to realize that it wasn't as smooth running or as great as you possibly thought? Do your dreams begin to deteriorate?
Trying to concentrate on the positive, you can't help but let the thought of loosing your grasp on something you wanted so intensly consume you. Will you let it eat at you until there is nothing left of what once was alive.
Are you holding on to something that wasn't meant to be? Was this just a lesson in life to prepare you for something to come?
Are you willing to take that deep breathe and swallow your sadness and let go? You feel the overwhelming aches of your emotions running though your body like electricity. Your begin to deteriorate from the inside out.
Could this be a new begining? You close your eyes and in an instant memories flood your mind of every event that meant something to you. Vividly streaming through , you break a smile, you let out a chuckle, and finally drop a tear.
You're ready to let go. You open your eyes and say goodbye.
Because in this life you decide what path you take , whether it be good or bad , it's all about what you make it.
