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Funny Shit
The most Functional English Word Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can find yourself in deep shit, be happier than a pig in shit or happier than a dog eating shit. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the right shit, the wrong shit or

Daddy Dom Dirty Little Girl (inprogress)
walked in and saw Carley sitting there with those big doe eyes, collar on, leash in hand. I stopped in my tracks,As always mesmerized by her beauty. She stood and crossed the room. I snapped out of my trance took the leash from her tiny hand "have you been good today?",I asked. Knowing the answer seeing the slight glistening of her fingers as she handed me her leash. "No daddy" ,Carley whispered ,in that angelic voice. "I was thinking about your big hard cock and ....well ..... I " "Get on your knees." I said sternly. She looked me right in the eye. I saw the flush of her cheek rising,trying hard not to show her pleasure at what she knew was coming. "Undress me now." I said. She reached down untied my shoes and took them off. I reached down between her legs and put the leash through and pulled it up behind her back. I heard her breath catch as the soft nylon slid across her, already ,swollen clit. As my baby girl reached up to unbutton my pants and let them fa

Stalker Love
I walked into your room saw that you were sleeping very quietly walked over to you pulled the covers down ,you were wearing that red nightie with no undies and the site of your magnificent vulva excited me so much my hard on was straining my pants.I was literally hurting from the pressure I took off my pants listening to your breathing to make sure you were not waking I knelt down between your legs gazed at your magnificent pussy. I had left the door open just enough the light stopped before it hit your eyes as always the juice from your pussy was just amazing glittering like dew on a petal in the morning sun.I started to stroke myself staring at your pussy within 30 seconds i could feel my cum rising and forced my self to stop.I leaned down and inhaled taking in your scent my senses were going wild. Lightly as i could I placed my mouth on your pussy and o so softly started working your folds with my tongue I moved up a little taking your clit into my mouth letting my tongue just

Girly Night Out Lol U Know What I Mean Dont U Girls Lol
WHEN GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. :L IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. :O WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. :L WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR P

The Flamingos
I stumped mt music encyclopedia of a sweetie pie with this one. Seemed appropriate. enjoy "Lovers Never Say Goodbye" Please wait for me, for I shall return My love for you, will forever burn Though we must part, there's no reason to cry Just say so long, because lovers never say goodbye I love you, my darling More than life itself I wouldn't try to hurt you For I'd only be hurting myself Just kiss me dear, and hold me tight For, you know, this is not our last night Though we must part, there's no reason to cry Just say so long, because lovers never say goodbye

Help Bomb Plz
I AM IN A CONTEST FOR A TICKER, IT IS FOR A WEEK, IT HAS ALREADY STARTED, HERE IS THE LINK IF U COULD STOP BY AND SHOW ME SOME LUV @fubar (repost of original by 'BIG MOMMA~ C@NDL3 TR@IN PROMOTER' on '2007-10-29 15:15:26') (repost of original by 'Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~' on '2007-10-29 15:23:36')

One Man Army
Beat down like a pile of junk Politically incorrect We knew he deserved the best But he never got no respect Six kids and an empty wallet With a hole the size of a dime Not a dollar or a dream to boot He thanks God for a hell of a time Here lies the middle class What once was is now past Our forefathers spent their lives cultivating this ? One man army born and bred Never cared much what no one said Worked all day till his fingers bled He was a one man army One day he bought a shotgun And went home and sat on the bed He downed more than a couple of drinks That put the 's' word in his head So the future is not so bright when everything looks so dim Then he thought about who he loves But thought more about who loves him Too much pain and no gain Suck the blood from my veins I work too hard to have you Take it all away One man army born and bred Never cared much what no one said Worked all day till his fingers bled He was a one man army I see red when you see

R We All Thick Or What!!!!!!!! Lol
L He who laughs last thinks slowest. Everyone has a photographic memory. Some don't have film. A day without sunshine is like, well, night. On the other hand you have different fingers. Change is inevitable except from a vending machine. I just got lost in thought. It was unfamiliar territory. When the chips are down, the buffalo is empty. Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it. Those who live by the sword... get shot by those who don't. I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe. He's not dead... he's electroencephalographically challenged. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say will be misquoted, then used against you. I wonder how much deeper the ocean would be without sponges. Honk if you love peace and quiet. Despite the cost of living, have you noticed how it remains so popular? Nothing is foolproof to a sufficiently talented fool. It is hard to understand how a cemetery rais

Condoms
Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it. Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life. Galaxy Condoms - Why have rubber when you can have silk. KFC Condoms - Finger licking good. Minstrels Condoms -melt in your mouth, not in your hands. Safeway Condoms - Lightening the load. Abbey National condoms - because life is complicated enough. Coca Cola condoms - The real thing. Ever Ready condoms - keep going and going. Pringles condoms - once you pop, you cant stop Burger King Condoms - Home of the whopper Goodyear Condoms - for a longer ride go wide FCUK condoms - no comment required. Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain. Halfords condoms - we go the extra mile. Royal Mail condoms - I saw this and thought of you. Andrex condoms - Soft, strong and very very long Renault condoms - size really does matter! Ronseal condoms - does exactly what it says on the tin Ronseal quick-drying condoms - its

Wishlist
ok apparentlly my last one got fubard and put into the wrong folder lol ok so all i would like, is a new cell phone to replace my old one, or for someone to take me to horrorfest 2007 next month. :) i fially got taken to a haunted house for the first time in years.....that was cool. sometimes i wonder tho if asking for anything is asking to much.

Men Lol
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapour lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favourite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart...Then you are just an old sour fart.

Its Funny And Silly
my boyfriend thinks i like a bunch of my friends and i do of course but not in the way he thinks. i care about my friends because they have been there for me for a lot of things and i worry about them because they are like my family. we went to a rave a couple days ago and before the rave he wasso worried that id come home and tell hi that i hooked up with someone or even worse that i had hooked up with someone and was going to keep it from hime i got angry a couple of times and i laughed it off a couple other times because i knew that this was someone i really cared about and that i wouldnt do anything like that even if i had been under the influence of anything. so we went and i think he had a blast i sure hope he did .. and i had a blast ohh and also our friend and roomate joe went it was so kool we got to share so many things together hugs and smiles and music and laghter and lightshows and i told joe that when he becomes a dad we should all go on a vacation and just have fun li

41 Things Men Shud Know About Us Women Lol
1. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us. 2. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it's up put it down. 3 . Don't cut your hair. Ever. 4. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if he can find the perfect present, again! 5. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear. 6. Sometimes, he's not thinking about you. Live with it. 7. Don't ask him what he's thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lent, the shotgun formation and monster trucks. 8. Get rid of your cat. And no, it's not different, it's just like every other cat. 9. Dogs are better than ANY cats. Period. 10. Sunday = Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 11. Shopping is not sport. 12. Anything you wear is fine. Really. 13. You have enough clothes. 14. You have too many shoes. 15. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don't expect us to like it. 1

Eww
i think i just saw one of the worst pictures of someone (real) that was just UGH.. it was one of those pics of some chick on her hands and knees.. ass up in a thong and what not.. well her tits were like small.. BUT SAGGY AS ALL HELL!!! ok.. if they were big (or even medium) i could understand some sag.. but these were smalllll and just kinda HANGING there... and it was all UGH YUCK.. ladies.. if you have small and saggy boobs.. don't post a pic like that... its not attractive...

Alone
Cannot go forward, cannot go back, Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks. I know I am leaving something behind, And it is tearing my spirit inside. Choices have always made me aware Of contradictions in me - so unfair! It seems that it all has to come down to me. I wonder if someone my struggles can see? Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight! Alone, be alone, and from it all hide - That's my first impulse that won't get me far. Is that way for many, or is it my star? Maybe I should have simply there stayed, And prevented the so unknown fate That chills me and makes me so scared. Who knows how I would have otherwise faired? But my life has passed in change after change, Now in security I feel too strange, And my restless heart does make me go on. Moving and shifting is ever my song!

Void
What can fill that empty space That seems a hollow pit. When something there is missing And nothing seems to fit. How do you fill the emptiness And satisfy the inner hunger; When all in life has left you starved But no where's found the answer. Outside yourself, you start to look But still there stands the void. The little things you used to love, No longer seen enjoyed. Don't talk to me of Jesus, For I'm his and he is mine, but even though I know him; I'm still not feeling fine. Tomorrow, I'll go searching, And tell you what I find But if my search should prove in vain; It will have satisfied my mind.

Hi Everyone
Hi everyone, Its been quite a while since i have been on here. My daughter had a massive seizure labor day weekend, found out she has epilepsy. That was a scary episode in our lives but she is doing great now... back to her playful carefree self. She's on medication 3 times a day to help keep her seizures under control. Over all we are both doing good and just taking life day by day. I had a good occurence happen, i had a very sweet and caring guy ask me out.. wooo hooo.. i accepted. I'm so happy that he asked me out because i think we would be a good couple once we get life figured out lol.. **hugs** to everyone and i hope to get caught up with everyone soon. **kisses to Darren**

Im Ganna Do It Again.if You Dont Like It To Bad
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Not Unlike The Waves
This is an Agalloch song. Not only are the lyrics beautiful, but the tune is too. The way the vocals are sung is hypnotic. The themes are brilliant and the imagery magnificent, it portrays a beauty in nature I never could. It's enchanting. Aurora swims in the ether Emerald fire scars the night sky Solstafir! Amber streams from Sol Are not unlike the waves of the sea Nor the endless horizon of ice Aurora swims in the ether Emerald fire paints the twilight Heidrun bleeds the golden nectar For the raising sun and the moon The midnight wolves who watch over the dawn! The golden dawn Solstafir!

My Good Loss Friend!
It was hard for me on Oct 19. I loss my good friend Seth. He died in car acc. at age of 16 in Hughesville, Pa. This happen Oct. 19, 2005. I know it's two years ago. But It's hard on me. On count of alot of things we did and what we were go to do. I remember the 1st time I toke my bowling. He was round 6 years old. I left him win 1 game and he really thinks he won on his own. I'll never forget him. Becuase he is more then my best friend. He is my nephew. (SETH E. MYERS) 1989 - 2005

Astrology 10-29-07
You're better able to reach out to people and express your intentions in words thy can understand -- so start talking. You will be amazed at how quickly things come together when folks start to get it.

Poem
Light vs Darkness Once there was day light when i had you in my arms. When you slip away the shadow of darkness came and hunts me. But wait, end of this darkness there is a light! The same light when I had you. Could it be you? I don't know. I'm scared to know. If it is you I'll hold you tight and never let you go. I don't want the shadow of darkness to hunt me, again. The light we all know is happiness and love. I'm her friend, her love, and her life. She is my Queen, my rose, and my light. Our light is stronger than any other lights. When the darkness tries to come, we just brighten hhim off. Our light is only standing, because we are as one.

Myspace, My Kids & Myself
Hey there All.. tyvm for standing beside me all this time :) At this time in my life, most of you know my son is headed to Iraq Dec. 7th.. If u dont then u havent taken the time to read my profile sighsss. Well My son & daughter are on myspace conversing and they want me over there to be with them, especially with him leaving and all I want to spend every minute I can with him. Im sure everyone can understand where I comming from here. I just wanted to let u all know that I will be in & out for a while... I really need to hang over there for a while... I hope u understand I just wanted to let u know what was up.. That DOESNT mean Im gone,, So please keep the love comming if ya can. I surley would appreciate it... You will see me lit, cuz I know folks ill stop comming by & I need all the support I can get lol right now So if u need me just email me @ mrs_tranykid@yahoo.com or fu-mail me, or simply leave

Thanks For Nothing
I had to delete my lounge because nobody joined it. It was costing me 250 fubucks a week to keep it up for nothing. Plus it cost me 500 fubucks to create it in the first place, so that's 1,000 fubucks I won't be seeing again. Thank you so much for being such caring friends who find me "attractive" for making me waste my money and time. Why I don't just end it all is beyond me, it's clear by how many people who want to have sex with me that I have nothing to live for and the sweet kiss of death is preferable of the harsh stings of your lies. Action speaks louder then words, your words tell lies while your actions speak volumes. I haven't met one woman since I joined this place way back when it was Cherrytap and looks like I never will. The next thing you read with my name attached to may be my obituary.

It's Up To You And Me
I woke up this morning and realized, how much I'd aged The years have mellowed me from my rage. There's lots of things I'd like to change for certain. I'd put an end to child abuse, no children would be hurtin. No one would be homeless, we'd take the money that's used for destruction. No more bombs we'd be making, we'd be making new home construction. There's a lot of things that, just aren't right. No one should go to bed hungry at night. All the pork barrel projects, let me put your mind at ease. We'd take this money to fight cancer and every other disease The power of one united, that's the way we can start. All for one united, divided we fall apart. There would be no smoke filled skies, no pollution on land and sea. But, for all thses things to happen, it's up to you and me. chris

Nothing
I sit here alone Surrounded by nothing but nothing A cold nothing that chills my soul A nothing more then a void An empty void that is my heart Is there anyone out there Anyone that care or wants me I have searched this void but to no avail There is no one out there So I stop my search Cause there is no one there No one that cares.

The Hunger In My Heart
The Hunger in my Heart I have an irrepressible hunger in my heart and mind It’s about the aching for just a taste of you sublime To touch, to taste, to tease, to love all of your bodies expanse This hunger wants to know you completely not leaving anything to chance I want to tantalize your imagination with sweet desire I want our love to reach the highest wonders in can acquire I want to captivate and fascinate never to impasse To be your loving soul mate and always nighttime playmate I want your naked flesh to be my fresh canvas for my tongue and lips I want to play your body and tease with the touch of my fingertips I want to saturate my mouth with your entirety To taste my favorite flavor, you, slowly, deeply, completely, forever I want to feel your warmth inside so deeply I want to feel your body so tense and quiver with enchantment I want the sweet sweat of passion to run down us To know each as one entirely and wholly I want the passion and desire o

Happy Halloween
Dear Fubar Friend's and Family's just wanted to say have a happy halloween and be safe no drinking and driving please when you go out partying at friend's or family's place's. MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts SexyBitch aka Krystina :) have a great holiday

What Do You Do?
What do you do when the person you know you're suppose to spend the rest of your life with dies? How are you suppose to move on? How can you give your heart to someone else when theres nothing left to give? How can I be with someone else and have them know about him? I'm worried he'll worried about you in a way, or that he'll be jealous in some way. I just don't know how he would feel knowing that my one and only love was killed. I keep thinking that someone is going to call and say they've found a way to bring you back, or that someone will call and tell me that they had the wrong body, that it wasn't really you, it was a mistake. How am I suppose live the rest of my life knowing it won't be with you?

To All Devil's Own Rebel Family And Nighthawk Bombers & Friends
THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR HELPING ME AND SHOWING ME WHAT A FAMILY IS REALLY ABOUT!! I THANK ALL OF YOU AND IT IS DEDICATED TO MY BLACK DOG "TOBY" WHO PASSED AWAY AT 11:04AMCST 10/29/07....IT MEANT A LOT TO ME!!! THANKS AGAIN TO ALL THAT HELPED!!! THIS IS THE RESULTS Stephanie Lynn bought you a Blast! Stephanie Lynn also sent you this message: "For Mark's contest. " ~~KRZKT~~

Just So I Wont Froget Lol Again
Something in the way she moves Theres something in the way she moves, Or looks my way, or calls my name, That seems to leave this troubled world behind. If Im feeling down and blue, Or troubled by some foolish game, She always seems to make me change my mind. Chorus: n(and) I feel fine anytime shes around me now, Shes around me now Almost all the time. n(and) if Im well you can tell that shes been with me now, n(and) shes been with me now Quite a long, long time And I feel fine.___________ Every now and then the things I lean on lose their meaning, And I find myself careening Into places where I should not let me go. -- she has the power to go where no one else can find me, Yes, and to silently remind me Of the happiness and good times that I know, you know. Well I said I just got to know that: It isnt what shes got to say Or how she thinks or where shes been. To me, the words are nice, the way they sound. I like to hear them best that way - It doesnt

Poem Of The Day
As I sit on the grass Watching happy couples as they pass I can't help but to feel a little sad I can't help but to get a little mad Here I am all alone With no one to call my own What is it that I have to be What is it about me I try to do everything right Yet, here I am, alone every night My pillows are covered with my tears As I remember some happier years When a man was proud to call me his own Tell me his dreams of having a home Wanting me to become his wife Spending, with me, the rest of his life Then the dreams went down the drain On myself, putting the blame Close to my heart I will let none near Hurt, pain, and lies, are what I fear Around my heart, is a solid wall If you want to make it fall To me you will have to be faithfull and true Show me you care with the things you do When you tell me you love me, mean it with your whole heart Then pieces of the wall will begin to fall apart Till then my sorrows are my own As I sit here all alone

Can You Handle The Heat?
They thought they had what it takes,They thought they could be King Of The Hill,They were wrong,In a World where lounges pop up everyday Only One Stands Above the rest CLUB FANTASIA Club Fantasia Is Hiring Dj's! Do you have What it takes??? If You Think you Have what it takes click a link and contact one of us...we are Interested in knowing what you got to Offer DJ FLawLess ^Owner of Club Fantasia^ -Fubar's Hottest DJ- *Kerry's baby* Too RaW@ fubar Kerry*Owner of Club Fantasia* Flaws Baby*Too Raw *@ fubar DJ Lollipop Brandy *Manager at Fantasia*Hubby to PAPA@ fubar

Women Translated....from My Point Of View! Please Comment.
While deleting friends last night, something brilliant came to mind, and i just couldnt help but to share this with the world. It seems that i have an amazing talent for decoding what women say. After many years of dealing with all you crazy bitches....i guess i have picked up on your language, and now im going to share it with the world, and expose you all for the lying, manipulative, shallow, hateful, vindictive bitches that you are! Please enjoy! "Hes cute" = Hes not ugly, hes just not good enough looking to date ME! "Hes trustworthy" = Hes not much to look at, so i know he will never leave me. "I need some distance" = This is my way of letting you down easy, and slowly phasing you out of my life! "Im not ready for a relationship right now" = You just arent good enough looking, and im shallow enough to judge you that way! "Hes so ramantic" = Im dating a pansy! "Are you going to wear THAT?" = I completely hate every article of clothing in your wardrobe, and

A Family Contact List!!
This is the list to date! I will be adding more as more join! Add, fan and rate your family members! Danielle aka Tattooed Chickie- Founder! http://www.fubar.com/hxcnj Kev- VERY important!! LOL http://www.fubar.com/user/971514 Jeremy aka Doc is in Iraq Again! http://www.fubar.com/user/33573 Steven http://www.fubar.com/user/791538 Cathy http://www.fubar.com/user/1011921 Azriel http://www.fubar.com/user/790108 Missing You http://www.fubar.com/user/1158870

To All Devil's Own Rebel Family And Nighthawk Bombers
THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING YOUR FELLOW FAMILY MEMBER IN THIS CONTEST .. WE KNOW WHO REALLY WON THIS CONTEST BUT YOU SHOWED HOW A REAL FAMILY STANDS OUT THERE TO HELP A FAMILY MEMBER WIN .. YOU GUYS ARE THE BOMB .. WTG

50 Natural Highs
50 Natural Highs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 1. Falling in love 2. Staying up all night with a good book 3. Having your friends send you cupcakes 4. No lines at the movie 5. A flirty wink 6. Getting a love letter 7. Taking a Sunday drive 8. Hearing "R-E-S-P-E-C-T" on the radio 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside 10. Warm towels fresh out of the dryer 11. Finding the purse you want is on sale for half price 12. Cheese fries 13. A long distance phone call 14. A bubble bath 15. Giggling 16. A smart conversation 17. The beach 18. Finding a $20 bill in your coat from last winter 19. Laughing at yourself 20. Midnight phone calls that last for hours 21. Running through a sprinkler 22. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all 23. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful 24. Laughing at an inside joke 25. An answered prayer 26. Accidentally overhearing someone

Looking For Djs For New Indy Net Station " Round Up Radio "
Opening a new radio net station, Round Up Radio which i am managing , i am looking for djs thats willing to do live shows not streaming, the music program will only be indie artists/bands, unsigned or signed to indy label, new uprising artists/bands that just turn pro, i would like the station to run 24/7 which sometimes is not possible, so anyone over seas like to air some of your indy artists/bands with ours are more then welcome to be one of Round Up Rodeo Dj.s , the only thing i am insisting no x rated songs, this is a station for family as well, to have a good time at ranch party in chat room, so if you become a dj u have a song questionable then run it by me first. if you're interested please contact me asap, lets get you set up schedule get it done, contact me at eagle_dreamspromo2@yahoo.com Jody Dickey Eagle Dreams Promotions Round Up Radio Manager

Out Of Town
For those of you who give a flying fuck what I do in my life. Im heading back out to Arkansas again. I wont have the Fu, I will have myspace. www.myspace.com/unclegrey add me - my email addy is unclegrey@gmail.com The number I can be reached at tomorrow evening and for several days after that, not sure how long. Is: 870-436-4108 For those of ya that care, thanks :) For those that dont care, and are stuck up their own asses. Go to hell, I no longer care about you either.

All My Tears
for the times i sat there and allowed you to say whatever u wanted, no matter how much it hurt. the time i sat there and thanked God for bringing you to me. for the times i thought u were different then every other one. for the times love was truely meant for you. for the times i defended u against my own better judgement. well i guess every tear that falls now stands for something.

Thriller Animation, Music On Video 4 Halloween Is A Comedy.
A Video I made using only Animated GIFS Took two days straight. Let me know what you think. These sites are where I got my GIF Animation from. None were Copywritten, all free. If you go to their sites, please save them to your Computer. Dont Hot-Link them. Thats not fair to them.. http://www.animationplayhouse.com/ http://www.cavernsofblood.com/ http://bestanimations.com/ http://www.angelfire.com/ny5/gina9224... http://www.cartooncottage.com/ http://all-ez.com/ http://www.christmas-graphics-plus.com/ http://incredimailgallery.com/ http://www.feebleminds-gifs.com/ http://www.webweaver.nu/ http://www.artwizzerd.com/halloweencl... http://www.amazing-animations.com/ http://www.gifs.net/gif/ http://www.designedtoat.com/ http://www.ilovewavs.com/

Whispers
Shh, the children whispers in your ear about what they dream. There is a place beyond you and I might be able to see. Where reality is more fictional then we ever thought it would be. Where screams go unheard by those that are suppose to be listening. Protection is just a word that has long been forgotten by those who are suppose to protect. They are no longer scared and embrace the sin that we brought to them. Blood is our hands now there is now way we can hide from it. Another scream can you hear it now I bet you can not for it is you. Wishing you knew which was right got people acting like gods and dictating the way you should live. To rebel you do everything you can but it is not helping cause now you are the one bringing sin. Now its near the end and you do everything you can to repent all those sins. Shh, now the children are the dictators and they are worst for each cycle we have to best the last.

Good Food, And Why Its Simple!
i dont like food with too many ingredients. get to the point, yanno? keep it simple. HOT DOGS. BUNS (or bread, for us open-faced freaks) ONIONS (depending on who youre kissing later)CHILI, and CHEESE! Perfect! whats the problem? See? Simple! Pizza! whats in Pizza!? you got CRUST, SAUCE, CHEESE, MEAT, and for the veggie freaks, VEGETABLES! stack ingredients, bake. See? Simple! and talking about baking, anything that takes longer to cook than to eat is also rediculous. for pizza, its just stack the ingredients. bake. see? Simple! for the chili dogs, its get a skillet, cut dogs in half, fry the dogs, add the optional onions, when crunchy, open can of chili, with a butterknife... add the chili. put the bread on a plate, the floor, the cat box, whatever youre eating from; open slices of cheese, place centered on the bread, place dogs, forked from the chili) on the cheese, smother cheese dogs with chili from the skillet, add additional onions on top, knife and fork. screw the n

For You
when the world is at a stand still and a moment is vacant i hope for you to look into my eyes and know the words i wish to say. to hold me deep in your arms and flourish in your soul, to have faith in me to let time accomplish its mission. hold onto me and let the thoughts of our memories be made. hold on to me allow not the wind to take me from your heart, and know i love you and i'm sorry.

Hope
As you lay on your bed, Unable to move, unable to eat, Thinking of your fate as the days go by, The depression lingers and it can't be beat. But amidst the torment of it all, Lies a beacon of light that shines Into the darkness inside your body, Feeling the warmth, you'll be fine. A circle of hope lies within, Deep inside, your soul will heal your body, Lend to me your hand, as we both help each other, For I am that beacon of light. Don't ever give up, Cause there are some people here to help you, There is hope waiting, And waiting is a virtue.

People
when will men grow up is all i have ask. EX'S are just that EX'S why can't other men see that I have been divorced since June of 2007 (Yeah this year alright) but it seams cuz we have kids everyone thinks we are still together cuz we are good friends. Hell I am Still thanks to his job fighting me every step of the way on things i don't even want but the judge said because i have physical custody of my 8 yr old i have to go for even if its against my better judgement. Why do judges have to do that child support was enough.

Do Bad Things Come In 3's??
Okay today I hurt my fuckin back..it even hurts while I am sitting still.. I have taken some naproxin and some muscle relaxers and no relief yet. grrr In the past 2 weeks I find out I am gonna be a gramma, my mom breaks her hip, and now I hurt my back. When it rains it pours! I need a drink, but it won't mix with the medications. :(

You Helpped Me
You lifted my spirit. You opened my eyes. You spreeded my wings You tought me to fly. You showed me a smile. You showed me a tear. You showed me that theres nothing to fear. You gave me hope. You gave me peace. You gave me something I expected least. The power to learn. The power to succeed. The wisdom and knowledge there is in me. ©sms 2007

Now Hiring & We Have A New Look Coming Your Way!
Stinkeye Radio is on Fire!! Check out our NEW & IMPROVED SITE!!! www.stinkeyeradio.com Stinkeye Radio is also looking for staff members, Want to join out team? Here's what we are hiring for! Admins - Inquire within... DJS - No experience necessary, will train! Must be fun, outgoing, and love music. HEAD OF ADVERTISEMENT - Must have some experience, will train, must be outgoing and a people person. SECURITY - Must be willing to travel to do live shows. Inquire within. To apply go to www.stinkeyeradio.com & Click the Application link fill out the information, submit the form and someone will get back with you A.S.A.P Hope To See You! And don't forget to tell all your friends!

5 More 500 Bucks
NEED HELP! CLICK THE BANNER, SIGN UP, AND VERIFY THE EMAIL CODE. AND WHEN DONE SEND ME A MESSAGE TELLING ME WHAT YOUR USER NAME IS. THIS OFFER IS GOOD TO FRIST 5 more left THAT GET THERE INFO TO ME. YOU GET 500 FUBUCKS. ONLY TODAY! YOU DONT HAVE TO PLAY THE GAME, IM IN A RACE TO BE THE 1ST TO GET 10 PEOPLE TO JOIN. SO FIRST 10 TO JOIN GET THE BUCKS. PLEASE HELP ME (DJ DEVIL WITCH AKA ADOPT A SOLDIER)OUT

Good Bye
I have nothing left- Nothing to give... Since I don't have you- Why Should I live... The words you say-Conflict with the beat.... I look at your brown eyes- so warm so sweet I'm Sorry my feelings for you have changed Is what you said.... I feel so alone so lost- I feel like I'm dead... When you told me you liked me- All the glory rose to my heart... Yes, you were right- you tore me apart... I told you I hated you- But deep down In my heart I don't I can't feel your heart- If It just Won't I told you I didn't like you... But what I told you was a lie... I can't tell you how I feel- you made me cry Why does it hurt so much? You Hurt me I want you so bad... But you took my love for granted... Shattered my heart and made me sad... I wish you would know how I feel I wish , you would come back I would make it right- I would make it real I just want to grab you and make you see... Just how much I need you here with me... I still remember that september day- When y

When I Must Leave--helen Steiner Rice
When I Must Leave When I must leave you for a little while, please do not grieve and shed wild tears and hug your sorrow to you through the years. But start out bravely with a gallant smile and for my sake and in my name, live on and do all things the same. Feed not your lonliness on empty days, but fill each waking hour in youthful ways. Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer, and I in turn will comfort you and hold you near. And never, never be afraid to die, for I am waiting for you in the sky. This poem was in all of my sister's belongings that we went through after she passed away. It has helped me tremendously through the years.

Posing
subject: POSER!!! post date: 2007-10-29 15:09:08 views: 27 comments: 1 ratings: 0 PLEASE EVERYONE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, THIS PERSON IS POSING! SHE HAS STOLEN SOME OF MY PICS AND IS POSING THEM AS HERS. I AM GOING TO REPORT HER BUT CAN YOU PLEASE POST AS MANY BULLETINS AND BLOGS AS YOU CAN ABOUT HER PLEASE? HUGS AND KISSES!!!! sultry http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1277662&friend=1277662 @ fubar

What A Time To Be A New England Sports Fan
CONGRATULATIONS RED SOX!! ..YOU DID IT! SOX S W E E P THE ROCKIES DENVER - OCTOBER 28: The Boston Red Sox celebrate after defeating the Colorado Rockies in Game Four of the 2007 World Series at Coors Field on October 28, 2007 in Denver, Colorado The Red Sox defeated the Rockies 4-3 and won the World Series 4-0. (Photo by Christian Petersen/Getty Images) DENVER - OCTOBER 28: Josh Beckett #19, Jonathan Papelbon #58, Jason Varitek #33 and Kevin Youkilis #20 of the Boston Red Sox celebrate after winning Game Four by a score of the 4-3 to win the 2007 Major League Baseball World Series in a four game sweep of the Colorado Rockies at Coors Field on October 28, 2007 in Denver, Colorado. (Photo by Jeff Gross/Getty Images) Getty Images

Two Iraqi Spies
Two Iraqi spies met in a busy restaurant after they had successfully slipped into the U.S. The first spy starts speaking in Arabic. The second spy shushes him quickly and whispers, "Don't blow our cover. You're in America now. Speak Spanish.

My Leg
Just wanted to give an update..... I went to the doctor today....I was released 3 weeks ago for therapy on my broken leg, today he told me to put on a normal shoe instead of my aircast and start walking on it, which i actually have been for the past few days...lol I am anxious to start walking again without a walker. So good news so far, but the healing is still going slowly, he's hoping that by putting my weight on it, that it will compress the bone together. I saw the X-ray, and to me it still seems like I have a long way to go. As far as the open wound on my shin area, its healing slowly as well, not as well as he would hsve liked to see. But none the less, i am healing and hopefully will be back on my feet fully soon! much love to all, Korissa

My Friends
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 36 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. 13. )Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an el

Cute, Clever And Too True!!!
For all of us who feel only the deepest love and affection for the way computers have enhanced our lives, read on. At a recent computer expo (COMDEX), Bill Gates reportedly compared the computer industry with the auto industry and stated, "If GM had kept up with technology like the Computer industry has, we would all be driving $25.00 cars that got 1,000 miles to the gallon." In response to Bill's comments, General Motors issued a press release stating: If GM had developed technology like Microsoft, we would all be driving cars with the following characteristics (and I just love this part): 1. For no reason whatsoever, your car would crash twice a day. 2. Every time they repainted the lines in the road, you would have to buy a new car. 3. Occasionally your car would die on the freeway for no reason. You would have to pull to the side of the road, close all of the windows, shut off the car, restart it, and reopen the windows before you could continue. For

Just A Question... Any Answers?
I don't bother anyone...I keep to myself for the most part.. An incident happen where my last account was reset...As most of you know, I was a godfather and Legend on that account. I had a difference of opinion with administration and I will leave it at that,I will not get into the whole story again..People assume it was because of cheating..not so! Anyway, why do people feel the need to post shit, when they have no idea what they are talking about? Why do people post blogs about others when they don't even know what happened, why do people try to make a claim to fame at others expense? I am making reference to ~FATSONNY~, now I never bothered this guy, I don't know him and I don't care to know him, but he has taken the liberty of writing a blog on his page about me and my friend Ms. Dallas bashing us for no good reason.. This is like the third blog he has wrote about us, I think he is a little obsessed, if you ask me! He has no clue what he is talking about, but boy

Poser!!!
PLEASE EVERYONE IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, THIS PERSON IS POSING! SHE HAS STOLEN SOME OF MY PICS AND IS POSING THEM AS HERS. I AM GOING TO REPORT HER BUT CAN YOU PLEASE POST AS MANY BULLETINS AND BLOGS AS YOU CAN ABOUT HER PLEASE? HUGS AND KISSES!!!! sultry@ fubar

On Why Love Is Blind
I heard this story a long time ago the author?unknown. A long time ago before humans were created only the feelings lived on Eden and there were love,sadness,impatience,madness,lust,happiness,laziness,and ...you get the idea. Someday they were bored and didn't have anything to do; then somebody had an idea; "hey everybody let's play hide'n seek"as they were so bored everybody accepted. Madness was chose to count to one hundred so he counted under the big oak; when he finished the count and he started looking he first found indesicion who hadn't decided for a hide-out then he kept looking,impatience couldn't stand it and start yelling "here I am here I am" and was found finally madness had found everybody but love who was behind the rose bushes and he saw her but couldn't touch her because of the thorns so he looked around and found a stick which had two ends so he poked her but unfortunately he poked her in the eyes and well... you get the idea.Madness was so sorry because love coul

Hope And Trust
In the heart where hope is present, There burns a living fire, Shedding light upon the future, Fanning it with desire. Hope stands with one door open, Inviting the seeker inside, But cannot chase away the doubts Or the fears where they hide. Trust comes when we seekers Have asked to be blessed, Have accepted the courage given, As a gift of our quests. Then having inner knowing, With Great Mytery by our sides, We trust that when we get there, Every door will open wide.

Soul To Give...
Take a man or woman and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier

Yes People Are Getting Fake What About U?
Yes I like many hate the fake wanna bes of society but those calling the fakes fake are fake them selves. Every fucking time I hear "Like people are getting fake here" I think yeah so are you. People put on a mask because they are afraid of showing their true selves. They try to be something they can't be there for making them fake. So people want to bitch about who is fake saying others lie. News flash YOU ALL LIE. Very few people tell the truth any more and those who do I do gladly honor you because you are the people I am looking for. You say you never lie but then why do u tell your child sanata clause exist or the easter bunny or even JESUS yea I said it Jesus fucking christ. You lie to your kids just like you lie to your self. You pray to a imaginary friend for adults and kids alike. You claim "Oh I'm not fake" Ok then why is it you go power hungry and money hungry? Why is it you choose to kill the truth than hear it out? I know it hurts but so does hiding shame in a mask. Hallow

Grrrrrr Stupid Company!
Hi all I hope that your Monday was a good one. Mine is been OK. I have to wait til next Monday for our paycheck. A little frustrated at hubby's company right now....... Darryl got a log book violation ticket, which turned out to be 162.00!!! Well on expecting of the truck by the D.O.T. there was a leaky line on the trailers. The company was supposed to pay for that.... well they didn't! They paid for it, but are now taking out $97.00 out of each paycheck until it is all paid off! Darryl's truck was having problems with the gages, so they were gonna get it fixed this weekend. They had to order a part for it, which turned out the be the wrong one, so they are working on it this week. Well with the gauges messing up, his odometer was all messed up.. so he was going to talk to the boss, Warren about getting paid for the miles he drove, not the ones that were on the odometer. He went into the office and found out that the boss and his assistant, Phil had taken a trip to Las Vegas! Now expla

Naked Photo Rant
I went talking to alot of people here mainly because this is the biggest slut centeral on the web now apparentally. Why the naked pics I ask? Why the bra shows and underwear? Whats the fucking deal? Some say art others say attention I agree with the art But attention fucking please u dont need a nude pic to get noticed unless u wanna be noticed by rapiest and perverts who are 42 living at home sitting on their fat asses eating cheese curals playing fucking dork games listening to their mom and wanking off to u. Art work part of the pics yes i see poses as some art work dont get me wrong some is very beautiful but then u got the pics of some one fucking some one else or a dildo slipping in one end and out the other wtf? "Oh thats art work" Bullshit thats uh........ DUH PORN and is very sick why the fuck would u even wanna do that no wonder the human race is always plotted against all have fallen to nothing but worse than animals mere parasites even my own kind has as well and it sic

Creating A Page Curl Effect With Photoshop
This tutorial will describe how you can create a page curl effect using just the built-in Photoshop options. No extras are needed for this effect. As usual, though, you can learn more than just the actual effect. If you scratch a little below the surface of this tutorial, you'll see that I'm also demonstrating how to create paths from selections and how to manipulate them. As well, you'll see how easy it is to create your own gradient patterns. Enjoy. Open a new file at 200x250 in RGB mode. Set the contents to white and the resolution to 72 dpi. Click the New Layer icon at the bottom of the Layers palette (it's the one with the bent corner). Set the foreground color to a bright yellow. I used 255, 255, 0 as this color won't dither on a web page. Fill the new layer by selecting the Paint Bucket tool and clicking anywhere on the image. Set the foreground color to white. Select the line tool. Set the width to 1 pixel and the anti-alias option to on (both of these opti

Some Movie Reviews
"The Amityville Horror" (1979): This film tells of George and Kathy Lutz's 28 days of frights after buying a house in which 6 members of the Defeo family. They experience ghostly accidents and begin to to become very aggressive towards each other. As a movie, the special effects were low key, but it had good writing. I didn't find it very scary, but my wife did. It only got a R rating because of some nudity and a sex scene that showed nothing. Out of 4 stars....2 stars. "Amityville II:The Possession (1982): This film is billed as the prequel to "TAH". It is loosely based on the murders of of the Defeo family by the oldest son. It then explores the theory that the oldest boy was possessed by an evil spirit living inside the house. Again the special effects are minor, but the storytelling is well done. While the spirit wasn't scary, the family abuse and violence was. Before even entering the house, they were all a bunch of hot heads. It is rated R because it shows incest and the murde

Awesome Anagrams
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S

The Crow
Yesterday I was outside in the yard and my old friend The Crow came to vist me. !!What's going on !!!I He is a good guy the best you can find but nobody notice beacuse of his silence also his feathers aren't in bright colors they are black and dull ; we started talking and I noticed in his eyes the saddest look I had ever seen I asked for the reason he told me: One day I saw the most beautiful blue bird ( blue I say not other color) the most beautiful bird that ever wandered by my tree we started talking,we became friends, she told me an adverse wind broke her wings and she didn't know if she could fly again, she was afraid of trying for fear to fall and be hurt again. I ( the Crow) had always flown aroound my tree with my shadow for company hadn't taught anyone to fly but I helped her as I could I talked to her till the fear went away I put my wings around her so she wouldn't feel alone or cold. All the time I ( The Crow) knew even when she was kindand grateful she wouldn't stay bu

Every Day
Every day she wakes up, she feels it in her skin. all the things she does, it crawls through her within. It mocks her with its presence, makes sure she knows its there. it screams at her so loud, that her eyes, they close in fear. if anyone else notices, or just barely even sees, recognizes or realizes, the failure that is me. I think she just might lose it. this might be the time she snaps. this might be the record breaker. the top of all mis-haps. so all alone she battles, she fights her inner foes. the thing she works so hard to hide, everybody knows.

10 Reasons Why Trick Or Treat Is Better Than Sex !!!!!!
10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack. 9. If you get tired, wait 10 minutes and go at it again. 8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some. 7. You don't have to compliment the person who gave you candy. 6. The person giving you candy doesn't fantasize you're someone else. 5. If you get a stomach ache, it won't last 9 months. 4. If you wear your Batman mask, no one thinks you're kinky. 3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning. 2. You'll feel less guilt the next morning. 1. If you don't get what you want, you can always go next door!! don't keep the fun to yourself... make sure you pass the giggles on!!

Movie Review: "garfield-the Movie" (2004)
Growing up I used to read the "Garfield" comic strip and books when I had the chance to. Hearing that it was to be a movie, I thought it might be cool if it was done well. When I finally saw it, I found it ok. Plot: Garfield learns to like having Odie around as they have a quick adventure together in Central City. Good Points: Bill Murry is great as Garfield's voice. BM really captures G's attitude. G. is treated like a real cat by the human characters, not a talking cat like in the comic strip. The human actors Breckin Meyer (Jon) and Jennifer Love Hewitt (Liz) actually were pretty good. Bad Points: G. is animated while Odie and G's animal pals are played by real animals. I think an animated Odie would have been cool too. Also Odie is supposed to be a dumb dog, but in the movie he is a pretty bright. The side-story of Jon chasing after Liz was hokey and didn't really fit into the movie well. My kids thought it was ok. They liked how "Garfield-The Movie" (2004) used so many

Movie Reiew-"blazing Saddles" (1974)
I have only seen parts of "Blazing Saddles" (1974) as a kid, but never the whole movie from beginning to end. Until last night. Storyline: A corrupt politician uses a Black sheriff to force the residents out of a town in the way of the railroad. The sheriff and a retired gunslinger stop him in doing so. Positives: Very funny performances by Cleavon Little, Gene Wilder, Mel Brooks, Harvey Korman and the always lovely Madeline Kahn. There were tons of inside jokes about the Old West, Hollywood and even race relations. The theme of the movie is racism, how it was in the late 1800's and even today. Brooks is very direct, but humorous in showing how Blacks were and are being treated by American society. Negatives: Many jokes are very sexual (especially with Khan and Little) and at times nasty (i.e. the farting-bean eating scene). So it is not a kids' movie. There is use of the word "negger" at times, but Brooks tries to use it in funny ways to make the user look dumb. Out of 4 S

Movie Review: "spirit-stallion Of The Cimarron" (2002)
This was the first time I have seen "Spirit-Stallion Of The Cimarron" all the way through. I once saw it about a month ago at my son's school, but I didn't get to see the ending. Storyline: Spirit is a stallion who goes through various adventures to earn freedom for Little Tree, a young Indian brave, and himself. Along the way, they fight the US Cavalry and railroad workers. Likes: A good combination of both 2-D and 3-D animation throughout the film. The story is told from Spirit's point of view with very little dialogue and/or voice-overs. Both the US Cavalry and Indian tribe are shown realistically not as cruel horse beaters as much as two groups trying to use horses to survive. The music is a combination of songs by Bryan Adams and pieces by Hans Zimmer. Dislikes: I am not a fan of story lines set in the Old West. Generally that part of US history is boring to me. But I realize there would be no story without this setting. Parental Concerns: Some violence, but nothing wo

Lonely Nation: Americans Try To Connect In A Country Where Isolation Is Common
(August 05, 2006) -- In bleak nursing homes and vibrant college dorms, in crowded cities and spread-out suburbs, Americans confront an ailment with no single cause or cure. Some call it social isolation or disconnectedness. Often, it's just plain loneliness. An age-old ailment, to be sure, and yet by various measures - census figures on one-person households, a new study documenting Americans' shrinking circle of intimate friends - it is worsening. It seems ironic, even to those who are affected. The nation has never been more populous, soon to reach the 300 million mark. And it has never been more connected - by phone, e-mail, instant message, text message, and on and on. Yet so many are alone in the crowd. "People are increasingly busy," said Margaret Gibbs, a psychologist at Fairleigh Dickinson University. "We've become a society where we expect things instantly, and don't spend the time it takes to have real intimacy with another person." Some Americans are making

Who Cares If A Soldier Dies (thanks To Daisy!!)
Take a man or woman and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn;"Lets get out of Iraq" Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who cares if a Soldier

Movie Review: "the Phantom Of The Opera" (2004)
Plot: "A disfigured musical genius, hidden away in the Paris Opera House, terrorizes the opera company for the unwitting benefit of a young protege whom he trains and loves." (Source: IMDB.Com) That is about it. Likes: The music and voices are the tops. Every song and singer are prefect no matter how short the tune nor how small the part.; A good blend of horror and romance themes.; Great combination of two story lines: the first set in 1919 and the second in 1870. Dislikes: A little long for me. It runs 143 minutes with a few really slow moments.; The ending seemed rushed and not very understandable.; The sword fight scenes looked unnatural and staged. Neither the Phantom nor Raoul (the other main male character) would make good Jedi Knights since they are very good swordsmen. Parental Guide: Rated PG-13 for mild violence (a murder and some sword fighting); A few revealing outfits.; A male mooning. Out of 4 Stars....I give it 3 1/2 Stars. Great music but a little long.

Effects
Chronic loneliness (as opposed to the normal loneliness everyone feels from time to time), is a serious, life-threatening condition. At least one study has empirically correlated it with an increased risk of cancer, especially for those who hide their loneliness from the outside world.[4] It is associated with increased risk of stroke and cardiovascular disease.[2] People who are socially isolated also report poor sleep quality and thus have diminished restorative processes.[5] Loneliness is also linked with depression, a risk factor for suicide.[6] Émile Durkheim also described loneliness, specifically the inability or unwillingness to live for others (i.e. for friendships or altruistic ideas), as the main reason for what he called 'egoistic' suicide.[7] Loneliness can play a part in alcoholism, and in children a lack of social connections is directly linked to several forms of antisocial and self-destructive behavior, most notably hostile and delinquent behavior. In both children

Headaches
I read about this in my Mens Health mag on the metro this afternoon and just found this online.... - Just at the start of a migraine, put five to ten drops of a cayenne extract in the nostril on the side of the headache. Hold the medicine in the nostril. The headache is usually gone in about 10 minutes. Even after headaches are well established the cayenne extract will work fairly well. In these cases it may need to be used on both sides. Interestingly enough, the pain in the nostrils is not as intense as one would think it could be. The way to make the tincture is a quarter of a teaspoon of cayenne pepper in one cup of pure grain alcohol from a liquor store at 80 - 95% concentration, the best solvent range for cayenne. Let is set for a day or two and it is then ready for use. EVEN BETTER :):) --- The weekly magazine Freundin said scientists have found that regular sex produces hormones including adrenaline and cortisol. These stimulate the brain, which in turn helps

Movie Review-"the Mangler" (1995)
Sometimes 19th century real-life terrors become 20th century horror film story lines. The is true with The Mangler. Plot: An over sized laundry machine begins to eat up workers. A cop investigates, and finds it to be a tool of Satan. Good Points: Robert Englund (AKA Freddy) and Ted Levine (the Police Captain on "Monk") give pretty good performances as a evil laundry owner and policeman. The demon-machine is very scary looking as a machine, and kills by folding up a body. It is almost like a full-length movie version of an episode of the tv show "The Dark Side" since it has a twist at the end. Bad Points: Once the demon-machine becomes more demonish, it is all animated and poorly at that. The story was story in places. Parent's Guide: It is Rated R for gore, violence and language. My youngest daughter came in and got scared by the demon-machine pressing a woman to death. Out of 4 Stars....I give it 2 1/2 Stars. Interesting enough to kill a couple of hours, but the scares

When Opprotunity Knocks
WHEN OPPROTUNITY KNOCKS BY: LYN LE Jeena, being from New York, is a party girl. And if her roommate ever knew what really went on when she partied- well, they would probably not be roommates much longer. “Sarah? Sarah? What’s wrong?” “I…I…caught…Ben…with Melanie,” she said gasping and crying at the same time. “Oh. Well, why don’t I pour us a glass of wine and you can tell me about it, okay?” As they sipped the Chardonnay, Sarah tells Jeena her story. “I had gotten out of class early and went to Ben’s so we could leave for Spring Break as planned. I used the spare key he had given me. When I walked in-he was on the couch with Melanie underneath him. He was holding her legs up and apart. His…his penis was submerged inside her. I was speechless. All I could do was watch. When I finally got the nerve to leave, he called me. He said I should just deal with it and understand. He still loved me but I am just too frigid. And that maybe we could continue to have a relationship,

Types And Symptons
Common types Loneliness can be summarized as falling into these categories: * Situational / circumstantial - loss of a relationship, move to a new city * Developmental - a need for intimacy balanced by a need for individualism * Internal - often including feelings of low self-esteem and vulnerability Common symptoms * Believing that 'everyone else' has friends * Feeling socially inadequate and socially unskilled * Being convinced there is something wrong with you * Feeling that no one understands one's situation * Feeling reluctant to attempt to change, or try new things * Feeling 'empty', depressed, or even contemplating suicide

Opie And Anthony Say Good-bye To Chicago & West Palm Beach
*Breaking News* It looks like the Opie and Anthony Show will not be returning to 105.9 FM WCKG in Chicago or Buzz 103.1 WPBZ in West Palm Beach. We know this comes as upsetting news to those of you who listened in those markets, but the good news is that YOU CAN STILL HEAR US ON XM, UNCENSORED and UNCUT, SO GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! GO GET XM! Stay tuned tomorrow to the Opie and Anthony Show tomorrow morning at 6am EST for more on this story. That would be XM Satellite Radio, Channel 202 - The Virus

Loneliness
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than just the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.

Movie Review-"racing Stripes" (2005)
Being that today is when my wife and I are throwing a birthday party for our two youngest kids, I thought it would be nice to let them see a kiddie movie on pay-per-view. So we watched "Racing Stripes" (2005). Plot: "An abandoned zebra grows up believing he is a racehorse, and, with the help of his barnyard friends and a teenage girl, sets out to achieve his dream of racing with thoroughbreds." (Source: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0376105/) It is basically a "SeaBiscuit" (2003) for kids. Good Points: Your classic fish-out-of-water good guy makes it big for believing in himself. Always a good moral for kids. There were some great animal-character voices done by a lot of current movie stars. It had a good mix of serious subplots and funny moments. Bad Points: It shows kids how some people in the racing world are all about money and winning. It even shows that some jockies will cheat to will. Snoop Dog, as the voice of Lightning the Hound Dog, was completely useless and added not

Wounded Spirits
Oh, you of wounded spirits, I offer you a place of rest; Walk among my mountains, And climb to Eagle's nest. Come swim amid my oceans, Or feel my desert's fire. Sit beside running waters To reclaim your heart's desire. Seek my silent forests, Or walk my open plains, Travel the deepst jungles 'Til you hear my love's refrain. I am always waiting To allow each child to heal, To cradle the wounded spirits, And teach them how to feel. I am the Earth Mother, Who loves without regret, Tending all my children, Who through tears, have paid all debts.

Movie Review: "kill Bill-volume I" (2003)
When I was in college, I had a friend who was big into off-the-wall movies and animation. He had me sit through two Quentin Tarantino movies, "Reservoir Dogs" (1992) and "Natural Born Killers" (1994). Along with "Pulp Fiction" (1994), I found his storytelling style very original. But last night I viewed his best work yet: "Kill Bill-Vol. I" (2003). Plot: "A female assassin attacked on her wedding day and left for dead by her group leader/ex-lover, Bill, wakes up four years later from a coma and seeks revenge against him and his team of murderous assasins." (Source-IMDb) Good Points: A great balance of humor, gore, violence, fight scenes and dialogue that keeps the story going at a steady pace. QT uses a good balance of flashbacks and camera tricks to tell the back story of the main characters. He even used great graphic comics-style of animation to explain the rise of O-Ren Ishii, an underworld ruler. My favorite character was Gogo Yubari, a 17 year old bodyguard who is as mad

First Date
This was on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read this. We have all had bad dates but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter...Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (no overnight). They we re strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home Late that afternoon they were driving back down the mountain when she gradually began to ! realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room and in the middle of nowhere! Her companion suggested she try to hold it, which she did for a while. Unfortunately, because of t

Movie Review-"batman Beyond-return Of The Joker" (2000)
A few days ago I got to caught "Batman Beyond-Return of the Joker" in HBO Family. Plot: "In this action-packed adventure, the sleeker, more dangerous and seemingly immortal Clown Prince of Crime is back to terrorize Gotham, Batman and the aging Bruce Wayne." (Source-IMDB.Com) This is just the tip of the iceberg. There is a real mystery involving all the main Batman characters and their pasts. Good Points: A lot of unanswered questions about the times between "Batman-The Animated Series" and "Batman Beyond" are cleared up.; The whole bat-gang is reunited to officially pass the torch onto the new Batman.; A good solid storyline that doesn't pull any punches.; Has both a twist at the end and a happy ending. Bad Points: It totally got rid of the Joker for once and for all.; No Nightwing (aka Dick Grayson, Robin I) Rated PG-13 for lots of violence, and the near showing of death by electrocution. Parental Guide: Very intense for young viewers for its dark storyline. Out of

Movie Review-"i, Robot" (2004)
If you took C-3PO from "Star Wars" and combine him with the original Terminator robot from the "Terminator" series, then you get "I, Robot". Plot: In 2035, robots are now man's best friend. But one cop is out to prove that they can commit murder. Good Points: It has a good mystery that takes its time to develop as the characters slowly explain themselves.; It has a good mix of dialogue, fight scenes, chase scenes, character development and realistic special effects.; The setting is futuristic but not so much that you can't relate to it.; Will Smith doesn't try to make the film too funny. In fact I think it was his best action film so far. Bad Points: Smith's character is a little too easy to figure out.; There was a lot of product placement although the film. The first 15 minutes was just one big commercial for Audi cars and Fed-Ex. Rated PG-13 for violence and language. Parent's Guide: The robots can be down right mean at times, so this may scare kids.; It has a girl dy

Movie Review-"the Dark Crystal" (1982)
First conceived in 1977 by Frank Oz (aka Jedi Master Yoda), "The Dark Crystal" is a timeless tale of fantasy and adventure. Plot: Jen and Kira must repair an ancient dark crystal before the conjunction of three suns in order to restore the balance of good and evil. Good Points: It is one of the best films ever to not have a single human character or actor in it. Each part is either a Gelfing, Mystic, Skeksis or some other fantasy creature.; There is a good balance of action and dialogue. Every character has something to contribute to the over all storyline.; The special effects are very good for when it was made. Bad Points: The musical score was ok, but could have been much better. Rated PG for some violence. Parent's Guide: Some of the creatures, especially the big beetle soldiers, maybe very scary to a young viewer. Prequel/Sequel News: "The Power of the Dark Crystal" (2006) is in production.; Plot: "Many years after the events that have taken place during the orig

Movie Review-"house Of 1000 Corpses" (2003)
"House of 1000 Corpses" is a surreal mix of sexuality, mass murder and dead bodies that constitutes a horror movie on speed. Plot: "Two young couples take a misguided tour onto the back roads of America in search of a local legend known as Dr. Satan. Lost and stranded, they are set upon by a bizarre family of psychotics. Murder, cannibalism and satanic rituals are just a few of the 1000+ horrors that await." (Source-IMDb.Com) Good Points: A tribute to all the things that make up our nightmares, and that make us curious about freak shows and haunted house rides.; The murderous family has lots of personality.; There is no "happy ending". (But that is becoming almost a standard in modern horror films.) Bad Points: The US running time is 88 minutes, but I found it too long. Towards the end, at least 5-10 minutes could have been cut with out hurting the overall storyline.; Also the pace of the film was too fast. I had a hard time keeping up with some the action. Rated R for stro

Jealousy
He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home. She dialed his number, he answered, "Hello" She told him she loved him and hung up the phone. He raced to her house just a minute too late. Found her lying in blood, her heart had no rate. Beside her was a note, in it her confession. Her love for this boy, her only obsession. As he read the note, he knelt down and cried. Grabbed her knife, that night they both died. She was found in his arms, both of them dead. Under her note his handwriting sai

I Have Updated A Bit
Hello to all of my friends, sorry It's been awhile since I've been on, I've got a lot going on these days and it hasn't left me a lot of time to be on here, but remember I havent forgot about those who have shown me love and support through out my fubar experience. DJ Powz and I are doing wonderful, we had a few set backs but we are managing and we are happy, so thats all that matters, he is my world, my love , my life and there isnt anything I wouldnt do for him, he is the kindest man I personally have ever known, He saved my life and for that I will forever be greatful to him, so if you see him on, be kind to him, he is a kind hearted person, you wont ever meet another one like him. I love him loads and he loves me, we are soul mates. I hope you all that are still out there looking find someone as special as him, He is a remarkable man. I wouldnt change a thing about him I am out of here for now, tata, talk to you all again soon, happy blogging to all until we meet again xxxxx

This Is Quite Interesting....
My Horoscope says: You need to get something off your chest, but don't just write a note or say it directly. Be as clear -- and creative -- as you can with your communication today. You'll easily manage to get a little buzz. Creative? I am! LOL. Clear absolutely! I make my points very clear. The creative part tho, I am guilty of others taking care of that. Like the word "LIAR" vaseline and floured on the hood of someones red mustang. LOL. That wasnt my doing...it was my idea just someone else did it. The effect of it afterwards was awesome. He came in storming in, grabbed one of my friends lifted her off of the floor and asked her who did that to his car. She said she didnt kno, then I came out and took the blame and said I did. He looked at me never touched me and went outside. LOL. I didnt get in trouble. To this day, no one knows who did it. I just took the fall for her. I told her I would because I knew he wouldnt touch me. There are a few others...I wouldnt g

Movie Review: "anchorman: The Legend Of Ron Burgundy" (2004)
"A:LRB" is a cute movie with some funny scenes for a period piece. Plot: "Ron Burgundy is San Diego's top rated newsman in the male dominated broadcasting of the 1970's, but that's all about to change when a new female employee with ambition to burn arrives in his office." (source: IMDB.Com) Good Points: The writing and costume/set design captures the look of the 1970s really well.; There are some very funny scenes. I especially liked the street fight scene with all the local tv news reporters.; The various sub-story lines and characters fleshed out the film. Bad Points: The jokes were pretty far apart.; Applegate has began to let her age show to the point that I barely recognized her. Rated PG-13 for mild violence and language. Parental Guide: If you will let your kids watch any Austin Powers film, then let them see this. Prequel/Sequel News: None as far as I know. Out of 4 Stars...2 1/2 Stars.; Good jokes, but spread too thinly throughout the film.

Guys........got From A Friend
1. Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than ALOT OF GUYS..you're a HOE) (Also this one, i'll change if people want me to, people have different life styles) 2. "Hey, are you busy?" or "Are you doing something?" ~ two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on the phone. 3... Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. 4. Before they call, guys try to plan out a little about what they're gonna say so there aren't awkward pauses, but once he's on the phone he forgets it all and makes it up as he goes. NEW*5. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile when there attracted to them 6. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. 7. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

Movie Review: "carlito's Way" (1993)
I am a sucker for mob movies. When I was a kid I shocked my dad (a retired cop) by telling him I thought it would be cool to be in the mob. I have seen the "Godfather" series tons of times, and even read the books. Tonight I saw a modern mob movie: Carlito's Way (1993). Plot: "A Puerto-Rican ex-con, just released from prison, pledges to stay away from drugs and violence despite the pressure around him and lead on to a better life outside of NYC." (Source: IMBD.Com); He does this by getting back with his old girlfriend and earning enough money to move to the Bahamas. Good Points: The film shows how more corrupted the world had become in the 1970's. It does this by comparing an old school mobster with the increasingly modern and mean streets of a changing society.; Carlito is no saint, but he still has a sense of honor.; The story takes on twists and turns that keep the viewer guessing. Bad Points: Clocked at 144 minutes, it seems longer at times. Little reference is made about

Bon Jovi And Leann Rimes - Stangers
It might be hard to be lovers But its harder to be friends Baby pull down the covers Its time you let me in Maybe light a couple candles Ill just go ahead and lock the door If you just talk to me baby Til we aint strangers anymore Lay your head on my pillow I sit beside you on the bed Dont you think its time we say Some things we havent said It aint too late to get back to that place Back to where, we thought it was before Why dont you look at me Til we aint strangers anymore Sometimes its hard to love me Sometimes its hard to love you too I know its hard believing That love can pull us through It would be so easy To live your life With one foot out the door Just hold me baby Til we aint strangers anymore [Solo] Its hard to find forgivness When we just run out of lies Its hard to say youre sorry When you cant tell wrong from right It would be so easy To spend your whole damn life Just keeping score So lets get down to it baby There aint no ne

Maria Is A Devout Catholic
Maria is a devout Catholic. She gets married and has 17 children. Then her husband dies. She remarries two weeks later, and has 22 children by her next husband. Then he dies. A while later, she dies. At the funeral, the priest looks skyward and says, "At last they're finally together." A guy sitting in the front row says, "Excuse me Father, but do you mean her and her first husband, or her and her second husband?" "I mean her legs!"

Love
Love, .....Love Can Be Great , And We Can Be Blind , Love At Times Is Confusing And Twists Like A Vine , Can We Contain Are Love And Pull Away From Our Bind? Do We Seek The Love We May Never Find , Or Has This Love Been Here The Whole Time, This May Not Make Since To All , Or May Not Even Rhyme , All I Know Is I Love All Of You Till The End Of Time........

Movie Review: "troy" (2004)
Sometimes a decent movie could have been a good movie if it was a porn movie. "Troy" falls into this category of films. Plot: "An adaptation of Homer's great epic, the film follows the assault on Troy by the united Greek forces and chronicles the fates of the men involved." (Source: IMBD.Com);

Erotic Stories
You like tits, don't you? You're watching my big tits jiggle and bounce in front of you as you rise up over me and plunge your hot, hard cock into my slippery, wet cunt. My tits are large, resilient mounds of creamy flesh with small, sensitive, dusky pink nipples that love to be teased by fingers and lips. Can you think of anything better than sliding your wet cock between them and giving me the good sound tittie fuck I so well deserve? Fuck me harder, stud. Make my tits bounce. Pulling out of my snatch, you lay your rod between my tits and press the soft globes together until they surround your cock. You start slowly sliding back and forth, feeling the tender warmth of my breasts around you. As you stroke up, I flick my tongue over the tip of your cock wishing I could take the helmeted head in my mouth to suck you. I taste my own juices mixed with your pre-cum. As you pull away, you watch a string form, connecting the head of your prick with my tongue. The sight makes you hungry to

Random
Well, I've been working doubles at work all weekend and I worked this morning. What made it bad is the fact that I'm sick and I have to work a double tomorrow before I get a full day off Wednesday. Thank god. I might be getting a new tattoo either today or Wednesday. Can't tell anyone what it is. I want it to be a surprise.

Movie Review: The Amityville Horror (2005)
In movies, a "remake" is a film that is a new version of an original film. It may be made to update the film, modernize it or pay tribute to the original. The Amityville Horror 2005 is a remake of the 1979 original film with the same name. Does it hold up? Plot: The Lutz family spends 28 days being spooked by version ghosts until madness drives then out. Likes: It has a good pace full of spooky moments.; The family back story is well developed.; Gore is used for dramatic effect and not overdone.; It does pay tribute to the highlights of the 1979 version.; The set design, cars and costumes looked liked the early 1970's. Dislikes: The family dog getting axed to death wasn't needed.; The Rev. Ketchum torture ending was a bit of a stretch.; More of suspense film than a horror film. Rated R for language, violence, sexuality and drug use. Parental Guide: Not for kids under 16 for sure. Out of 4 Stars: 3 Stars since it is a good suspense movie, but not really a horror fil

To The Man I Love
To the man I love I wanna tell you this My love for you will stay true For as long as I live The stars can stop shining The sky can fall down The world can stop spinning But my love will still go ‘round Unless the devil comes to stop us Our love will always stay true Unless some evil force takes us apart I’m gonna keep on loving you I never asked for love so soon But then you came my way It didn’t matter how much I tried to deny it My love grew stronger every day As young as I may be You were there to catch my fall It's amazing how you’re always there for me Only you can understand it all I don’t care who’s against us This is just between you and me I don’t care who disapproves People should just let us be How could I live without you? How would I make it through? I think it’d be impossible How can I imagine a world without you? You can't help who you love You’re just not supposed to Although I didn’t think it’d happen I fell in love with yo

Movie Review: Star Trek-nemesis (2002)
For Christmas my wife let me pick out a new dvd to add to our collection. Now that my Star Wars set is complete, I thought it was time to begin collecting the Star Trek films. So I started with Star Trek-Nemesis. Plot: Capt. Jean-Luc Picard and crew try to save Earth from a Picard-clone named Shinzon. Likes: Good character development of Shinzon, and how he relates to Picard.; Good special effects during the starship battle scenes.; Had one cameo from "Star Trek-Voyager". Dislikes: The humorous scenes come off more goofy than funny.; Lt. Commander Data "dies" at the end to leave the universe with his "dumber brother" B-4.; The first half of the film is very slow.; No cameos from "Star Trek-Deep Space Nine".; A weak storyline with a weak sub-story. Rating: PG-13 for space violence and mild sexuality. Parent's Guide: Very violent for small kids. Prequel/Sequel Info.: This is the 8th movie in the Star Trek series.; No information on if a 9th movie will be made. Out of

You And I
I close my eyes & you I see, Your beautiful smile it captures me, You look to me & see my soul, You now have complete control... My beautiful Angel so strong & free, Together forever we’ll always be, The love we share will see us through, Forever dear heart I will love you... From where you came I do not know, But to your side I must go, My love for you shall never end, Forever you will be my friend... To be with you I dream so much, Holding you tight & feeling your touch, Your breath upon my skin so sweet, I long so much for when we’ll meet... The day shall come for you & me, We’ll grow together you shall see, Our love will last & never die, Together forever You & I.

Revelations....
So I totally love how a song or its lyrics can totally help you cope with something or help change your opinion of something...That happen to me recently. Anyone that knows me fairly well knows I've been fighting my heart in a truly screwed up situation and allowing it to bring me down time and time again...Well you know what...FUCK IT! I'm over it.... I've truely decided to overcome it for good. I'm done letting myself feel shitty over it. It's not worth it, and it's obvious that it's nothing good for me....so there it is...I'm finished trying to figure it out...and thank you Sugarland...you help provide my epiphany in deciding I don't have to live this way..it's not worth it .

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Movie Review-titanic (1997)
This is my wife's favorite movie. So when it came out in a special collector's edition, she had to get it. This is the 1997 version, but with an alternative ending put into the special features. Plot: Jack and Rose are star-crossed lovers who only meet once, but share a lifetime of adventure as they live through the sinking of the RMS Titanic. Likes: The film is shot beautifully. You get a good idea of how large and fancy the ship was.; The story is told at a good pace with just enough slow and fact-paced scenes.; Characters are well developed.; A good view of how society was in 1912. Dislikes: Very long at 194 minutes.; Doesn't explain Rose's life after Jack too much. Rating: PG-13 for violence and sexuality. Parent's Guide: A good historical film for children 12 and up. Prequel/Sequel Information: None Out of 4 Stars....3 Stars. Good story but very long running time.

Movie Review: A Bug's Life (1998)
Take one part "The Ant and the Grasshopper" and one part "The Magnificent Seven"(1960), and you get "A Bug's Life". Plot: Flik tries to save his art colony from some mean grasshoppers by recruiting a team of "warrior bugs" to help him. Likes: The Pixar guys outdone themselves. Everything looks very 3-D and realistic.; The characters are well developed.; The storyline has a good pace. Dislikes: None Rated G Kids Caution: Hopper may come off as scary to small kids. I give it 3 stars. A good family movie that both adults and kids will enjoy.

Our Kind Of Pleasure
Thrust your dagger deep and hard Tear me apart with your fingers Murder, at last, my every thought Tempt the fount of my desire Unveiling, unleashing what you should not Unbearable pain will be our pleasure Grip me tightly and dont let go scratch the surface tenderly Ignoring my request for more Torturing teasing Till you almost cant hold on I want you to make me sinfully dirty Then make me sorry for my sins Torment me with every wound and rip away my regret Engraving the memory forever Intricate carvings through my head The time will pass so pleasantly Screeching through hurried breath I want to die in your arms You who brought me to my death And be revived with a second life Only yearning for my demise again

Movie Review: Independence Day (1996)
I first saw this film the theatre in 1996, and I loved it. As soon as I got it on video, I showed it to my kids. Plot: The US organizes a counterattack after some nasty aliens start invading Earth. Likes: A good mix, of character development, action scenes, humor and aliens to carry the film along.; Tons of hidden jokes that refer to other Sci-Fi tv shows and movies. Dislikes: Seems a bit long at 145 minutes. Rated PG-13 for scary moments, violence and language. Kid's Caution: About the same level of violence and monsters as the Star Wars films. I give it 3 stars. Great action scenes even if it is a little long.

Melanoma
Well, I had another mole removed. I am cancer free again. How often will I ask myself... is the cancer back? I decided after my first surgery to remove melanoma cancer of my leg that it was gone and it was never coming back! Dr. OZ was on Oprah today talking about skin cancer. There was a woman who came on who had melanoma on her face. She said, the cancer didn't spread and they got it all but who is to say in 2 years it might be back.... I guess I have to live with it and stay positive. I now have lymphodema in my leg. I will have to wear a compression garment for the rest of my life and I am ok with that, I have my leg! I have my life! My request for any one who reads this: Stay out of tanning beds. I was only in one for 3 months, long enough for the cancer to cycle. Tanning Beds are NOT safe. I worked at a tanning salon and what clients are told is NOT always the truth. Think about those tanning accelerators you wear in the beds... would you go out in the sun and pu

So Long Fubar
due to vertain circumstances i sadly have to say goodbye to fubar for a while and i just wanted to addres a few things to everyone on my list who took tghe time to get to kno me and talk to me i love u and ill miss u and to those on my list that diddnt really talk to me ill miss u to fubar has been a great experience for me i met alot of kool people on here andbecuz of fubar i feel in love wit someone and she knows who she is so for that i wanna thank who eva made this crazy site and i wanna thank everyone on here wether i knew or didnt just becuz lol well this is good bye for now and dont be sad wich none of u prolly are cuz i will be back once my sistuation gets betta i love u and ill miss u all peace the one and only BLACKE

Movie Review: Kangaroo Jack (2003)
Here is a kids' film that kids like, but I found to be stupid. Plot: "Two childhood friends, a New York hairstylist and a would-be musician, get caught up with the mob and are forced to deliver $50,000 to Australia, but things go haywire when the money is lost to a wild kangaroo." (IMDB.Com) The rest of the movie is just one long chase scene. Likes: The two main characters are funny, and the kangaroo is neat to watch. Dislikes: The storyline gets old quick that I found the film boring. Rated PG for language and violence. Kid's Caution: Nothing really scary. Just some crude humor. I give it 1 1/2 stars. A good try, but was too boring.

Erotic Stories
I have always been the person who wasn't willing to try anything. But one day that changed. It was an experience I wouldn't soon forget. First off, let me describe myself. I am 5'7", 110 lbs, I have black hair, green eyes, tanned-skin, A-cup breasts, tight buns, and I have NEVER had any problems getting a man. One day, one of my male friends, Adam, said that it would be interesting and sexy to see me experiment with another woman. I just laughed it off and said, "Yeah right, not in this lifetime." He said, "Yeah, one day it'll happen." Well, that day happened three weeks later. See, I had this friend that I met in college, Kate. She was one of those fun-loving girls, always willing to try anything. She loved to party, and she was a best friend to the bottle. Anyhow, she asked me to go out to a party with her on a Friday night. I didn't know the people we were partying with, but I seemed to fit in quite well. In fact, I hit it off with many guys. I had been drinking pretty h

Movie Review: The Prince Of Egypt (1998)
Here the Holy Bible meets Hollywood in this animated biblical tale. Plot: Moses goes from being a spoiled royal prince to being the leader of the Hebrew people. Likes: Has a good mix of songs, story development and action scenes to keep the film going at a steady pace.; Shows the different points of view of how God delivers the Hebrews out of Egypt. Dislikes: None: Rated PG for a few scary moments and references to mass murder. Kid's Caution: Should be watched with an adult so child can be told the difference between which parts of the film are historically accurate and which are fictional. I give it 4 stars. A great film to see during Passover.

Movie Review: Red Dragon (2002)
This the prequel to The Silence of the Lambs (1991) which opens with the capture of Dr. Hannibal Lecter. Plot: "A retired FBI agent with psychological gifts is assigned to help track down "The Tooth Fairy", a mysterious serial killer; aiding him is imprisoned criminal genius Hannibal "The Cannibal" Lecter. (IMDB.Com) Likes: A very good mystery with good character development of the serial killer. Dislikes: Has a slow pace to it. Rated R for violence, language, sexuality and nudity. Kid's Caution: Not for kids. I give it 2 1/2 stars. The slow pace doesn't help this well developed story.

Lost My Aunt Mary Kaye
i had told some a while back that my aunt mary kaye was in and out of the hospital with cancer. dont remember who i had told . i called yesterday and they said he had went home monday with her husband. i called him to see how my aunt mary kaye was doing. he didnt answer and so i left a message. he never returned my call. so today my aunt dee and i went to blanchard oklahoma where mary kaye lives and when we walked in the house . and asked her husband which room do we go in the house to see mary. he said with no saddness or anything that she was dead died 7 am this morning. that he had taken her to the hospital wed. and that she died this morning. no one called and told us nothing. might be easier to deal or handle if we had been giving the chance to say goodbye and see her one last. time so i will not be on here for a few days. sorry for the ones i was helping in their contest's but i can not deal with this on here and with what is going here. im so mad , hu

Update
If ya read my last blog.. here is the update lol Shane's surgery on his ears went well! About 15 toal minutes to remove the cyst and replace both ear tubes. He even spent the night at my Moms that night and was tryin to ride his bike! And for my youngest... The doctor did give us a diagnosis of Aspergers Syndrome. Is that good?? Maybe so.... He also wrote that it was beneficial for him to have a IEP at school. Will that help? I hope so . Things are still goin busy and strong here.. I am still not ignoring anyone.. please dont forget me! I didnt forget you all. xo

Movie Review: Robin Hood-prince Of Thieves (1991)
An old English tale is revisited with this adaptation of the adventures of Robin Hood. Plot: "When Robin and his Moorish companion come to England and the tyranny of the Sheriff of Nottingham, he decides to fight back as an outlaw." (IMDB.Com) Likes: A good historical look at Medieval England during the time of King Richard I.; The action scenes have good stunts and effects.; The movie has a steady pace. Dislikes: It seems like a long movie when watching it. Rated PG-13 for violence, language and brief nudity. Kid's Caution: Some of the violence is intense for small kids. I give it 2 1/2 stars. A really long quasi historical piece.

Movie Review: Seabiscuit (2003)
One of the best sports film I have seen. Plot: Three washed out house race pros come together to back unsized horse onto victory and glory. Likes: Great racing scenes.; Good character development.; A steady pace.; A mix of primary and secondary story lines. Dislikes: None Rated PG-13 for sports violence and sexuality. Kid's Caution: The violence is more suggestive than anything. A good historical film for older children to watch. I give it 4 stars.

Facts About Sex
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ============= 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ============= 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ============= 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ============= 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ============= 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities

Took This From Bonnie...aka Dj Wiccan
Difference Between Love and Infatuation Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head tha

Movie Review: The Shawshank Redemption (1994)
A great prison movie about the how human spirit is free no matter how locked up one's body is. Plot: An innocent man is framed for murder and sent to prison. There he learns the ins and outs of prison life with the help of his new friends. Likes: A very realistic look at prison life, and hoe the guards and prisoners live it.; Great character development of all major and minor characters.; A good steady pace of all story lines. Dislikes: It feels like a long film when it really isn't. Rated R for language and prison violence. Kid's Caution: Not for children. I give it 3 1/2 Stars. Great film that feels a little long in watching.

Dust To Dust
Left in the fields Lifeless heart Soul desecrated In the hunt for love Decay lingers The vultures hover Looking for easy pickings Do not touch my flesh It surely belongs To him alone For he raised me Hand fed me Created me Abandoned me But still I am his What little blood May yet flow through me Belongs in his hands From his side I was gifted life Without his breath I shall perish Without his love I am nothing An unwanted gift Discarded in fields Dust back to dust Earth back to Earth

Moanday - Monday
You know its true! Well, After a couple of profile posting before I noticed it - (broken link) - for a couple of my gifs on todays comment . . . (sorry If I didnt get back to your page to correct it) Wasnt far from the truth . . . as far as WHAT is worse than a MONDAY? -Was hard to think of anything - 8-p I hope the joke didnt offend any glass eater out there :) So - here it is, I hope it finds you without glass in places it shouldnt be! Oh to see this as it was meant to be (on black background) Click here ENJOY YOUR MONDAY! So I thought I make a -LIST- of things that are WAY worst than 1) err, 2) ummm . . . 3) well theres . . . 4) Oh ... I got one! "Eating shards of glass" ... *nods* So, happy Monday It's better than Glass! But Now that I've got to see your ass ... My MONDAY is better!

All The Decorating Is So Much Fun
I love holidays that let me decorate. I've got nearly thirty hours into the yard so far, and the boss just let me take home some of the really cool lights we have! It's all about the kids... I don't have any, but I sure enjoy making the little ones smile... oops, time to go out and buy too much candy! Happy Halloween, all.

~complete~
Free your self scream in silence tell Me your dreams with a blink of an eye, show me your darkest desires with escaping breaths. whisper secrets with the drop of a tear. show me your feelings with with the beats of your heart let Me love you fearlessly.

My Astro Profile,interesting...
Name: brittani Sun Sign: Capricorn Life Path Number: 8 Chinese Sign: Dragon Element: Earth Mode: Cardinal Ruler: Saturn Color: Black, Dark Green, Cherry Red ***Strengths:*** Ambitious, authoritarian, calm, demanding, diligent, diplomatic, efficient, focused, genial, loyal, patient, pragmatic, profound realistic ***Weaknesses:*** Calculating, despotic, indifferent, inflexible, moody, schoolmasterly, severe, skeptical, opinionated, rigorous Capricorn, the tenth sign of the zodiac, represents discipline, ambition, and rationality, making you the most determined and persistent sign of the zodiac, brittani. Since you have such an unshakable faith in your own power, you have an extreme capacity for hard work and endurance. Saturn, the planet of challenges and restrictions, is the ruler of Capricorn. Saturn is sometimes associated with bad luck; however, without the obstacles of Saturn we would never grow and evolve any further, which makes this planet the o

Receive This Prophetic Word:
FEAR NOT WHAT TODAY WILL BRING, FOR THROUGH IT ALL YOU WILL SEE THE WONDERFUL WAY I CAN RENEW YOU AND PROTECT YOU. LET MY FAVOR AND MY PROMISE OF DIVINE CARE BE UPON YOU. HOW WONDERFUL TO KNOW THAT MY THOUGHTS ARE ABOUT YOU. LET ME STRENGTHEN YOU AND UPHOLD YOU WITH MY HAND, AND YOU SHALL SEE THE JOY OF MY DELIVERANCE, SAITH THE LORD.

~the Difference Between A Boy And A Master ~
The boy drives his submissive; the Master mentors her. The boy depends on intimidation; the Master depends on love. The boy inspires fear; the Master inspires enthusiasm. The boy says "I"; the Master says "we". The boy says "Go"; the Master says "Let's go". The boy says "you failed"; the Master says "great try, we will do better next time." The boy blames for the problem; the Master fixes the problem. The boy wants; the Master loves.

~trials~
She is running A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction She is trying But the canyon's ever widening In the depths of her cold heart So she sets out on another misadventure just to find She's another two years older And she's three more steps behind Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see? Or does anybody even know she's going down today Under the shadow of our steeple With all the lost and lonely people Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

~exist~
In His hands i feel safe and secure. With His words i know truth and guidance. In His thoughts i am respected and treasured. With His actions i receive structure and pleasure. In His eyes i see tenderness and strength. And most importantly.... With His heart i experience love.

~are You There~
Are you there when sweet morning banishes the stars and wakes the clouds and makes the cockerel shake me from my bed with his voice? Are you there to bless my morning with the smile buried inside your eyes and your heart? Are you there when darkness furrows my brow and my weaknesses show? Are you there as my right hand and my blessed rest I hope you are there I hope you are complete I hope you want no more than what I give when I ask are you there?

3 Women In A Suana
Here is a lil' Monday humor brought to you by your neighborhood AlyCat AlyCat**Check Out My Halloween Profile**@ fubar ENJOY!!!!! 3 WOMEN IN A SAUNA THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW -TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID.........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT T

Sex
There seems to be an all too common misconception of me. I AM NOT A WHORE! I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE RANDOM SEX WITH YOU! Glad that's out of the way... I know I have a very sexual side. I have that sexual side because I have been taken advantage of sexually since I was 6. Sex is all I know. If that's all you want from me then please, just leave me the hell alone. It's really really unbelievably hard for me to say no to people so please don't test me. I'm getting further down emotionally because no matter what I do I feel like all anyone wants from me is sex. I am not here for sex. I am here for friends. Period. Please, I beg you, if you are here for a hook-up, just leave me alone. I have a boyfriend. Lord knows why but he thinks all this drama and trouble is worth it. I don't want it to get messed up cuz someone pressures me and I feel like I can't say no. This is probably the only request I will make of you. Please listen to it. Torrencia

The Lesson Of Israel's Kingdom
"In the twelfth year of Ahaz king of Judah began Hoshea the son of Elah to reign in Samaria over Israel nine years." 2 Kings 17 starts and ends with who'll turn out to be the last king of the kingdom of Israel with a pretty precarious hold on power. We first met Hoshea in chapter fifteen where he led a rebellion against the previous king Pekah who'd been on the throne for two years. A pretty telling clue as to why may be in verse twenty-nine of the same chapter; essentially the massive Assyrian Empire to the north of Israel had marched into much of the country and replaced Israelites in several locations with their own citizens, also conquered peoples. By the time Hoshea took the throne by killing his predecessor Pekah (who'd come to the throne by killing HIS predecessor Pekahiah -- being king was and is no guarantee against others' naked ambition; perhaps that was a reason Samuel warned the Israelites so long ago against having a king?), Israel could have been considered a nat

8 Days
My name is Angela, and I am a nicotine addict. I have stopped nicotine for 8 days, 7 minutes and 17 seconds (8 days). I've not smoked 160 death sticks, and saved $28.03. I've saved 13 hours and 20 minutes of my life. I have to say the support I've gotten here has been a huge help. But I feel like I'm growing weak. My resolve is faltering. Any suggestions?

Recovery Is A Bitch
Yeah, so I didn't think recovering from surgery would be this hard, but it is. Off my hardcore painkillers now, just waiting for my scars to heal and to get back to my normal self. I follow up with my surgeon on wednesday and if he gives me the go ahead, I'll be back in WF by that weekend. Anywho, just wanted to let everyone know that I survived. Later y'all!

Updates
my sierra - boogie her temps finally down some she still wont eat but she is drinking more today ... she is back to smiling some i want to thank u all for ur prayers for her i truely believe in the power of prayer to heal love u all and ill be back sometime tonight i have company comming and im excited :D

Tell Me
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

I Love You
As many times as I've seen you smile it never fails to brighten up my day As many times as I've heard you laugh, it's still alwyas lifts my spirits and makes me realize that things aren't always as bad as they seem As often as I've felt your arms around me when you hold me close, it never ceases to make me feel secure And as often as I've heard you say."I LOVE YOU" I never tire of saying them. I never stop apprecating, your honesty, sensitivity, thoughtfulness or generosity, most of all. As often as I'm with you I never stop appreciating what we have together or what a blessing it is to have you in my life.

Must Win
Must beat everyone to rule the world! So Im in a new contest. If you help me win i'll buy you all a puppy. You know you all love me and want to help me win a happy hour. So Woo Hoo. COMMENT BOMB AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you bitches, Mark Murderous!

What Kind Of Random Cute Are You?
What Kind Of Random Cute Are You?You're Sleepy Times In Chocolate Puddles CuteI say chocolate, you say milk! Chocolate! (Milk!). Yay! You're constantly drowning in your imagination of slurpy dreams and fluffernutter pillows. Sleep has never been this tasty. For realz, you like it in the clouds and you like it like that. Yaya baby, you like it like that.Personality-Emotion Quizzes

Where's The Honesty?
When I joined this site, I posted a pic that looks like me. I wrote, in great detail what I am about. If you read my blogs and my about me section, you pretty well know me. I have encountered very little of the same honesty. I realize the primary goal of nearly every person on this site is to build points and advance to a higher level, but dishonesty is a crappy way to do it. I hate liars! I hate being lied to! If I visit your site and the first thing I encounter is a lie, I will leave your page as I found it. If your user name does not fit the personality displayed in your profile, or if your primary pic is not an accurate likeness of you, I will neither rate, fan, nor add you. If you visit my profile and you don't like what you see or read there, don't rate, fan, or add me. I am not that interested in points that I want dishonest ones. I am who I am! I don't pretend to be anyone or anything else! If you look at my pic and see a five or a three, don't rate me

Fatal Addiction
Rip me apart, go on and teart me at my seams. Ive caged the pain and released the rage,its because of you i am the person i call me, ever cold and dead like you never thought id be. I tried to hold on, but in the end it was just too much, i had no choice but to let go, there was nothing left to hold. This pain will ever make it all ok, dead silence cant ever make it all right. But wait and see, there are so many ways to survive,see? Im still alive. To you its all a game, you cant even look me in the eyes and call me by my name. This is our life, never to be the same. Rip me into pieces. Just snip off one more small piece of my heart. Walk with me and tell me how it feels to live in the dark, about the way it feels when youre falling apart. Dont try to tell me that this is my fault when you are the one always refusing to talk. You cant keep fighting this addiction, and youll never make all those pieces you took from me a whole. Cant you see this is a fatal addiction we have? We

How
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask, and you never stick around long enough to ask, so each day I put on another face, running away to start you on a chase. I dig down deep inside my own heart, and here I wait in the dark. But you only laugh, knowing you have your hand inside my heart. I needed you, like bacteria feeding on the dead, and slowly I let you inside my head. I hurt so badly but yet I need this pain, it's spilled upon my breast leaving it's stain. It sucks at my soul until at last I am drained. I had sought to throw away your poisoned love, to rid myself of this toxic bond of souls we've made, but you've bound me in chains so tightly that I struggle and I bleed, letting go of caution only knowing that I love you but your bondage would only cause my death. Enslave me not, but slay me now, leaving me not to ask you how.

Say Goodbye
I couldn't chance to see the light, instead I wrote off the pain and ran through the dark. Never meant to run into you but you were the only thing faster than the pain. Somehow you sliced into me when no one else could, and in the rain you stood and watched me bleed. By nothing more than graceless disdain I learned to forget if I couldn't hate, and boy, I loved you. Crystal tears and ruby drops I bled, see the death lights and count on feeling numb, the dying has begun. Run and fight your blade away, another cut to the soul sustained, another jolt of pain. Rip off another small piece of me and just wait and see, you'll never really know all of me, but boy I loved you. So save your tears and say goodbye, the time has come and I must die, but please boy don't you cry, the time has come and I must say goodbye.

What Religion Best Suits You?
What Religion Best Suits You?Average ChristianYou're not going to become a minister anytime soon, but you do your best to live your life in a Christian way. This means that although you probably don't attend church every Sunday, you do your best to follow the Ten Commandments, help the needy and generally be an all around good person. Who needs to follow the entire bible anyways? It was written ages ago, and Christ transmuted it by giving his life. Myspace Quizzes

Redneck Babebee Birff
Deep in the backwoods the hillbilly's wife went into labor in the middle of the night, and the doctor was called out to assist in the delivery. Since there was no electricity, the doctor handed the father-to-be a lantern and said, "Here, you hold this high so I can see what I'm doing." Soon, a baby boy was brought into the world. "Whoa there," said the doctor. "Don't be in a rush to put the lantern down...I think there's another one coming." Sure enough, within minutes he had delivered a baby girl. "No, no, don't be in a great hurry to be putting down that lantern...It seems there's yet another one in there!" cried the doctor. The hillbilly scratched his head in bewilderment, and asked the doctor, "Do you think it's the light that's attractin' 'em?"

Ever Meet A Lying Irish Prick? I Have...
Words such as "I love you", "I miss you so much", "You mean so much to me", "You have become so important in my life", "You gave me my confidence back", "I never want to hurt you", "I don't care about age", "I can't wait to cuddle with you on the couch", "I'll never be able to watch 'The Big Lebowski' the same again", "You are the first person to make me feel like me again" all mean shit. They're not worth the saliva that Irish prick needed in order to say them. They were all lies said by my then boyfriend so that he could feel better about himself. He was in such a messy state in his life, and I came along and somehow helped him through something. He's still a mess, though. Because he has no idea how to act. He's unfeeling and cold. Possibly the most callous guy I've ever been involved with after the fact. Don't believe the hype surrounding this guy...I fell for it too. I fell for it in a huge way. I loved him. Only to be cast aside when he found someone else. No matter w

Halloween Treats
Yes, it's that time of year. The leaves turn to golden yellows, vibrant reds, the weather gets cold. Frost kills the last of the ragweed and pollen that has been causing congested nasal passages all across the Midwest. And with that goes my morning ritual of 7 sneezes before I even get out of bed. I dread this season, not because of the weather or because I will be scared out of my wits by another Freddie Krueger or a hockey face masked Jason. To be honest with you, I have yet to watch a Friday the 13th or Halloween movie. The last ultimately scary movie I watched was the original Night of the Living Dead. Never again. I fell asleep on the couch and woke up to my brother munching on my dangling arm. He thought it was funny. I slept with a knife under my pillow. He has scarred me for life. What I do dislike is being dragged to Mazes, where I will totally get lost and wind up cutting through corn stalks to find my laughing friends. Or I will be tricked into going to a 'ha

Trying To Explain What Can Not Be Seen.
One day a dog goes outside. It looks up in the sky and sees a rainbow. Amazed at the beauty the dog ran looking for another dog to share in the experience. The dog spent the rest of its life looking, you see dogs are color blind.

An Adult Survey
An Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point. 1) Ever been to a strip club? many times 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? once or twice :) 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? nope 5) kissed someone of the same sex? hell no 6) thrown up from drinking to much? a couple times 7) had sex in a car? yes 8) had sex in a park? yes 9) had sex in a movie theater? yes 10) had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) had sex at work? yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? ohh yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? many times 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? definitely. 17) have you ever had a threesome? yes. 18) Are your breasts real? hmmmmmm 19) Have you ever kissed a stranger??? yes 20) Does anyone have naughty pics

What Is A Friend?
Friendship is a special gift given to us all. The smile of a friend is sunlight on a cloudy day, and every smile given to a friend is returned. A friend is one whom you can talk to, and listen to, without judging. A friend doesn't ignore your faults but accepts them as part of you. A friend is a shoulder to lean on when you need support, A pat on the back when you do well, and a sympathetic ear when you fail. A friend is a person you can laugh with about everything, you can cry with without shame, and whom you trust completely. A friend is a partner in life and a part of you always and forever. This to me is a friend! I love and respect all my friends very much!

Tell Me Whatcha Really Think =)
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Would you kiss me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Do you still think that way about me now? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

My Time In Nh So Far....
It's my third day in New Hampshire. I am having alright time. the Halloween party was great... lotta people dressed up (like Gene Simmons, Sexy woman cop, Bret Michaels, few pirates, devils, etc.). I had a little wine later on at home to help me sleep cuz I couldn't sleep at all (rested my eyes, but still...). Yesterday, I did a little grocery shopping. I got stuff to make these guys taco salad. I am going to make it tomorrow cuz Kari is not feeling well today. Then I had the place to myself for a couple hours while they went to do the family-get-together they do every Sunday. I was a bit bored so I cleaned their apartment. lol Then I watched some tv. I am more well-rested today than I was yesterday and when I first got here. Trish and I went out... she wanted to go to get a new pair of shoes cuz she has a job interview tomorrow. We went to a few stores and one was Big Lots. I got a more comfy pillow and some vibrating massager thingy. I have to find a pic of it to show you all sometim

I Didnt Want To Come Back
This weekend I was suppose to have gone to Dallas to party at Meltdown, but I just had this feeling that I wanted to go but at the same time I had so many obstacles in front of me that maybe I wasn't suppose to have gone. Sort of an Intuition thing. So I grabbed my little sister and we drove down to Corpus Christi, North Padre Island, and Port Aransas. It was so beautiful. I got a wonderful golden brown tan while I was hunting for seashells to bring back to my mom. So I look like a just right baked cookie about now with a sunny glow.. hehe. It was so much fun. We stayed right on Shoreline drive in Corpus and had a beautiful beach view. We went to the aquarium and the USS Lexington, which I can attest to is haunted. We also spent a lot of time on the National Beach at Padre Island. Then we had dinner/breakfast/lunch at Blackbeard's. It was really nice. The next day we went to Mustang Island and Port Aransas. It is so beautiful there and I am planning a trip back in the near future.

My Birthday Means..
Your Birthdate: August 28 You have a Type A personality so big it makes other Type A's shrink away in shame. You never shy away from adversity - and you love to tackle impossible problems. Failure is not an option for you, and more than a few people are put off by your ego. You tend to be controlling, and you hate leaving anything up to chance. Your strength: Your bold approach to life Your weakness: You don't accept help Your power color: Bronze Your power symbol: Pyramid Your power month: October What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

For Joey....
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me. Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you. You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me. Well,

'nother Myspace Survey.
12 Months About Me. OCTOBER 1. What was your last Halloween costume? Pirates Wench 2. What is your favorite candy? I'm not a fan of candy. 3. What is your favorite thing about this month? The leaves. NOVEMBER 1. Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving? The last three years I went to Tim's Aunties. 2. What are you thankful for? Many, many things. 3. Do you love stuffing? Not really. DECEMBER 1. Do you celebrate Christmas? Yes. 2. Have you ever been kissed under the mistletoe? No. 3. Get anything special last year? I got a lot of things last year. 4. What do you want this year? A digital camera, and an IPOD. 5. Do you like cold weather? It has it's ups and downs. JANUARY 1. Who kissed you on new years? Tim. 2. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? No. 3. Does it snow where you live? Yes. 4. Do you like hot chocolate? Yes, with cinnamon. 5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? No.

Food...
I need to find something to add to brown rice that will add flavour without filling it with fat, salt, and empty calories. I don't mind the taste of plain brown rice but it does get boring eating exactly the same thing time after time. If you have any suggestions, feel free to let me know, and if I find any really good recipes I will post 'em here.

For October 29,2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn You're better able to reach out to people and express your intentions in words thy can understand -- so start talking. You will be amazed at how quickly things come together when folks start to get it.

Fri & Sat Night Nov. 2nd & 3rd , 2007
**NOV. 2ND & 3RD** HEY YA'LL IF YOU'RE IN OR AROUND CRYTAL RIVER, FL. ........ COME ON OUT TO THE OAR HOUSE ON HWY. 19 FRI. & SAT. NIGHT TO LISTEN TO "INSIDE OUT" ....... GREAT MUSIC, GREAT ATMOSPHERE....... I'LL BE THERE DANCIN W/ ME SOCKS ON LOL HOPE TO SEE YA THERE!! :D ( LEMME KNOW IF YA NEED DIRECTIONS )

Women/men
i have this strange occurance...i talk to all these beauifully sexy women online...i can talk to them for hours on end. Yet if i walk up to a random woman on the street, they look at me like i'm some freak of nature just because i'm talking to them. WTF??? now i know that i'm not brad pitt or anything...but i'm far from ugly, so what the hell gives??? is the RL so stuck up that they can't even say hello? now i do get smiles from time to time, and i do smile back...but if i took that smile and just said hello, they run like crazy...hmmm...here's an idea for all you ladies and guys who don't know how this works...go say hello to some random person on the street and try to start a conversation with them...you'd probably be suprised at how many people look at you like a weirdo...here's a hint...BE FRIENDLY PEOPLE!!! i'm not out to sell you insurance i just want to say hi :)...anyways...enough ranting for one day...later all

The Latest
So.. I guess the doctor told my mom last night that it was up to her if she stayed there or went home. Well of course she decided that she wanted to go home. Well, she would go home on the condition that she went to group therapy Mon-Fri from 9-2. Well come to find out she had another rough night last night dad said. They got up this morning and got to the hospital for the session and she just could not handle it. She wasn't ready for the group session. So, the nurse called doctor (a psych dr not the ass that has been screwing around for months) and he admitted her again. So... we shall see what happens. Again thanks to those of you who care! Brandy... I love you like a sister... same to you Yoli... Christina... Steve... Bob... Shane... you guys are the best I love all of you to death! And you all know that I am here anytime you need me:)

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Stupid Ccbill
So, my ccbill check from GeekGirlsOnline.com is over 4 days late at this point. Which means I have no cash at the moment. So, I'm selling my video and photos again. All are "Adult" :) The video is $10 (9 minute video, me with a toy, good quality) ( Item #1) 2 photosets @ $6 for both - One set has 67 photos, but newer and higher quality. One set has 96 photos from my earlier days as an alt-model. (Item #2) 2 photosets @ $3/each - 48 photos. From my earlier days as an alt-model (Item #3 & #4) 1 photoset @ $2/each - Grab bag of 25 photos from all of my personal pictures. (Item # 5 specify quantity) If you would like more information, such as details about the video or photos, or would like to know how to buy them, send me a msg. ~ Athena

I Ran
i ran,ran, and ran lookin for u at the end of the road i dont no how much more runing i can do im scared and i have always ran to u ur not there ur gone ur a pass time that i cant get back ur a dream that stayed a dream not to touch and not to fill tears filling my eyes runing down my face my long red hair wet with my own tears y wont u stop and wait let my dreams come true im screaming for u now an where r u no where what a friend :( its ok i will stop runing i will stop wanting ur arms around me some one els gets them now my tears are stoping and im walking away good bye friend

Is He Just A Hookup?
He Could Be More Than a Hookup But you're not really sure what you want him to be. Sometimes you have fairly serious feelings for him. If you think there could be more, than go for it. (Just make sure he wants something more too!) Is He Just a Hookup?

New Playlist
ok so i changed the playlist again, lol i can't stop listening to LORDI, havent been able to for around 4 days, so i added a LORDI playlist in place of my old one lol, and to all my Skin friends, which are a good 90% of you guys, if you like the old playlist it's still in a comment on my arischstolz folder, first pic.

To All Nighthawks And Friends
i JUST WANT TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT IM SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON THIS MORNING BUT THE BLACK DOG PASSED AWAY THIS MORNING SO I HAD TO BRING HIM TO THE VET TO HAVE HIM CREATED...I AM SORRY AND THANK ALL OF YALL FOR THE SUPPORT!! THANK YOU~~KRZKT~~KATIE

I Wish
my wish list i wish i had my own car i wish i had our own place to call home i wish i could find that specail some one i wish i could find a even better job i wish i could just have our life back.. i wish my sons had their own rooms i wish they had a yard to play in i wish ppl would stop telling me what i want to hear.. i just wish that one day we will be ok.. an ok soon

New Additions To Flickr Sl
YES, some of the pics in this link are NSFW.. BUT Hey.. whatever.. they are modeling pics. :p And HEY.. as you say, Its JUST a game...right? Take a look.. and if your a member of flickr, as me as a friend, and I will do the same!

Fall~lyrics/blog
i heard this for the first time this weekend....what a beautiful song....you have to hear it to appriciate it. all the while i was thinking...."i would love for someone to sing/play this for me....to tell me 'its ok, i have you, ill suport you, ill catch you whenever you fall. i love you that completely and unconditionally' sigh......well at least in my dreams........ FALL written by: clay mills/sonny lemaire/shane minor oh look there you go again puttin on that smile again even though i know you've had a bad day doin this doin that always puttin yourself last a whole lotta give and not enuff take but you can only be strong so long before you break so.. chorus: fall go on and fall apart fall into these arms of mine i'll catch you everytime you fall go on and lose it all every doubt every fear every worry every tear i'm right here baby fall forget about the world tonight all thats wrong a

Unfoolish
See my days are cold without you (Here's Another one) But I'm hurting while I'm with you (And another one) And though my heart can't take no more, I can't keep running back to you See my days are cold without you (Here's Another one) But I'm hurting while I'm with you (And another one) And though my heart can't take no more, I won't keep running back to you (And another one....what? what?) I think I found my strenght to finally get up and leave No more broken heart for me No more tellin' your lies to me (And another one) I'm lookin' like I got my head on right so now I see No more givin' you everythin' There's no more takin' my love from me (what?) Glad to wake up every day without you on my brain No more waiting late up at night No more havin' to fuzz and fight I'm proud to say that I will never make the same mistake No more thinkin' about what you do There's no more of me runnin' back to you Some say the x make the sex spec-tacular, Let me lick you fro

What Kind Of Dog Are You?
Hope you enjoy it.... Try it and see what kind dog you are! http://www.dogshowusa.com/games/profiler/whatbreedru.shtml p.s. I'm a Golden Retriever. lol p.s.s. This blog was not meant for certain kitty lovers. :P lol xo

Foolish
See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya treatin me so bad You said you love me, no one above me And I was all you had And though my heart is eating for ya I can't stop crying I don't know how I allow you to treat me this way and still i stay See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you See my days are cold without you But I'm hurtin while im with you And though my heart can't take no more I keep on running back to you Baby I don't know why ya wanna do me wrong See when I'm home, I'm all alone And you are always gone And boy, you kno I really love you I can't deny I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears

Things We Can Learn From A Dog
THINGS WE CAN LEARN FROM A DOG * Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. * Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. * When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. * When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. * Let others know when they've invaded your territory. * Take naps and stretch before rising. * Run, romp and play daily. * Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you've had enough. * Be loyal. * Never pretend to be something you're not. * If what you want lies buried, dig until you find it. * When someone is having a bad day, be silent, sit close by and nuzzle them gently. * Thrive on attention and let people touch you. * Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. * On warm days, stop to lie on your back on the grass. * On hot days, drink lots of water and lay under a shady tree. * When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. * No matter how often

H*ll Explained By A Chemistry Student...
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so 'profound' that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. M

Dont Let Gp
Oooh, yeah Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh Hey, yeah, hey, yeah 1-What's it gonna be? 'Cause I can't pretend Don't you wanna be more than friends? Hold me tight and don't let go Don't let go You have the right to lose control Don't let go I often tell myself That we could be more than just friends I know you think that if we move too soon It would all end I live in misery when you're not around And I won't be satisfied Till we've taken those vows 2-There'll be some lovemaking Heart breaking, soul shaking Love ooh aah Lovemaking, heart breaking Soul shaking (repeat 1) I often fantasize the stars above, oh, a chill They know my heart and speak to yours Like only lovers do If I could wear your clothes I'd pretend I was you, and lose control (rpt 2, 1) Running in and out my life Has got me so confused You gotta make the sacrifice Somebody's gotta chose We can make it if we try For the sake of you and I Together we can make it right What's it going to

1 Year Of Loneliness
Dear friends, today it is 1 year since the course of my life turned at 180 degrees, 1 year from the day i started this road... the lonely road. 1 year since i was brutally dumped with no explination, with no remourse with no "good bye". I feel like crying , crying for the girl that last year thought will die of sadness. Thank you all that had the patience of listening to my story and comfort me. I am alone on this road called love but i will bare my cross till the end. I just ask one favour from you, my dear friends:love the person that God sent to you coz some of us are not that lucky to be loved...and NEVER joke with the words "i love you"

Suck!!
I've been distance with my friends these past few days and i am so sorry about that... Well you all know that i broke up with my BF last monday... Well i thought if i did that i'll be happy but, rite now i feel like shit and i thought i am better off with out him.. I am not expecting for any pain.. I dated Mike back in 2002 then we broke up in 2006 then we started dating again last March 2007.. but then again i thought it will work out but it didn't i wasn't happy because of the fact that he works everyday 17hrs a day.. He has no time for me.. I don't know but like i said i am sorry for not being around lately.. Take care..

None Of Ur Business
What's the matter with your life? Why you gotta mess with mine? Don't keep sweatin' what I do Cuz I'm gonna be just fine - check it out [CHORUS] If I wanna take a guy home with me tonight It's none of your business And she wanna be a freak and sell it on the weekend It's none of your business Now you shouldn't even get into who I'm givin' skins to It's none of your business So don't try to change my mind, I'll tell you one more time It's none of your business Now who do you think you are Puttin' your cheap two cents in? Don't you got nothin' to do Than worry 'bout my friends? Check it... I can't do nothin', girl, without somebody buggin' I used to think that it was me, but now I see it wasn't They told me to change, they called me names, and so I popped one Opinion's are like assholes and everybody's got one I never put my nose where I'm not supposed to Believe me, if he's something that I want, I'm steppin' closer I'm not one for playing high-pole Like

California Wildfires
I would like to thank the First Responders throughout the US for their tireless efforts in fighting the California Wildfires. as most of you know, I'm an EMT and was right there with them, so I put up these pictures that were snapped in the midst of chaos.

Fall Tour Highlights
TOUR DIARY 1 Current mood: chipper Dear Diary, Oct. 10, 2007 We've seen these roads before, yet this time we see them with "new eyes". Lucked and plucked to front load shows for an "idol" is day and night when it comes to sweating it out in clubs across this beautiful country. I like it though….I think it has been a fantastic order of events. Get a taste of what is to come, and maybe just maybe you will see a full circle develop. I've decided to tuck the sweet taste of multi-platinum shows into my pocket. I pull it out every time I start to question my choices…if it were not for that sweet taste, "hope" would be all I have to pull from my denim. Still enough to succeed, but having tasted the sugar helps choke down some of the bitter taste this business creates. "Little Rock…. Are you ready for a lotta Rock?"…that has been my threat to the band since we've started playing this town. Somehow nobody thinks it would go over well as a set opener. (I have no idea why) "Sticky

A Year Of First And Change!
This year has been a year of first for me, some good, some not so good. The not so good 1. I was held at gun point for the first time. This scared the hell out of me and lead to me doing things I would have never doen. 2. I found out my boyfriend was still married and living with his wife. My heartbroke but I lived. 3. My boyfriend's wife called me looking for him. I felt like shit and didn't like being the other woman. 4. I broke up with a married man. Now they're getting divorced. 5. The man I love went back to his ex girlfriend. Yes it still hurts but I'll live and hey she dumped him so........ 6. I had my first major surgery alone. No big deal right. The good 1. I watched my best girlfriend give birth. I never thought I could be so attached to a child that wasn't mine from birth but I am! 2. I had my first one night stand. That was fun. 3. For the first time I looked t a guy after sex and said I'm done with you, go home. Not my finest mo

420 Amaterdam Tours
yes there is a tour for stoner's. i will be in Amsterdam Nov. 1--28 at the Bulldog hotel.were the party is 24---7. u will get to smoke the best weed n see the best coffee shops in Amsterdam. hope to see u all there it will be a big PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Song I Wrote For My Son
let him live his life his own way smile laugh and play making memories that last a life time everyday is something new let him live his own life let him live his own way hes not like me hes not like you hes gonna grow up and be a man someday let him walk his own path grow up a dream of yesterday the sky are always blue and the sun shines down on me and it shines on you let him live his own life let him live his own way hes not like you hes not like me hes gonna grow up a be a man someday

A Little Update
Well, I just talked to dad for a minute and he was the phone with mom. I guess they sent her home last night and she didn't do well so dad took her back this morning. I will post more when I get more updates. Thank you to all of you who have shown that you care!

Ty Txsunrise For This Blog Love?hate?
Difference Between Love and Infatuation Are you really in love? Or do you think that you are in love? There is a big difference between Love and infatuation. Some people can't tell the difference, thinking they are in love but really it is a deep infatuation. Infatuation is instant desire - one set of glands calling to another. Love is friendship that has caught fire. It takes root and grows, one day at a time. Infatuation is marked by a feeling of insecurity. You are excited and eager, but not genuinely happy. There are nagging doubts, unanswered questions, little bits and pieces about your beloved that you would just as soon not examine too closely. It might spoil the dream. Love is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of imperfection. It is real. It gives you strength and grows beyond you - to bolster your beloved. You are warmed by their presence, even when they are away. Miles do not separate you. You have so many wonderful little films in your head tha

Dedicated To Buckeye Cowboy
Dedicated to Buckeye Cowboy The Spider and the Fly Will you walk into my parlour?" said the Spider to the Fly, 'Tis the prettiest little parlour that ever you did spy; The way into my parlour is up a winding stair, And I've a many curious things to shew when you are there." Oh no, no," said the little Fly, "to ask me is in vain, For who goes up your winding stair can ne'er come down again." "I'm sure you must be weary, dear, with soaring up so high; Will you rest upon my little bed?" said the Spider to the Fly. "There are pretty curtains drawn around; the sheets are fine and thin, And if you like to rest awhile, I'll snugly tuck you in!" Oh no, no," said the little Fly, "for I've often heard it said, They never, never wake again, who sleep upon your bed!" Said the cunning Spider to the Fly, " Dear friend what can I do, To prove the warm affection I 've always felt for you? I have within my pantry, good store of all that's nice; I'm sure you're very welcome -- w

The Fine Line
It changed, did you feel it? The sound of silence, it has changed. Its more painful to hear. The heaviness is back, and still i don't hear the reason for the change. The tingle between my shoulders has returned, causing a keener awareness. Now my stomach joins my senses in the deeper growing silence as it becomes almost ugly. Still no sounds can be heard. There it is again, did you feel it? The deepest silence has returned. Ugly, hated, vicious in its pursuit of whats left of me. The silence proclaims...He's Angry, as he enters the room.

Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME WITH YOUR ANSWERS. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND OR HUSBAND OR WIFE - REPOST THIS! LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Appli

Silence
It changed, did you feel it? The sound of silence, it has changed. Its more painful to hear. The heaviness is back, and still i don't hear the reason for the change. The tingle between my shoulders has returned, causing a keener awareness. Now my stomach joins my senses in the deeper growing silence as it becomes almost ugly. Still no sounds can be heard. There it is again, did you feel it? The deepest silence has returned. Ugly, hated, vicious in its pursuit of whats left of me. The silence proclaims...He's Angry, as he enters the room.

Fine Line
Feeling a butterfly landing on your skin, How they dance gracefully to natures music, landing softly giving touches across your skin, the thrill of electricity racing gracefully straight to your heart. Seeing a beautiful dragonfly, dancing fast & furious to natures music, from stop to stop never landing or staying long. The slight twist in your stomach when it dances too close, the intense stab of electricity racing fast & furious through your heart. The fine line between falling in Love & falling out of Love. by Adele

The Body Snatchers Got My Mom!!!
I visited my mom yesterday for the first time in months and she was totally different. We had real conversations. She mentioned religion and I explained mine to her and she said well ok I don't agree with you but that's your choice. Then we talk about my sexual desires (because I have a second myspace for my kinky friends I don't want hanging with my kid) and she made faces and said well you like what you like but that's not for me. We talked about my new life and she didn't put me down once. We talked about my plans to see my dad tonight and she didn't get mad. (He let me down again but that's another blog) We actually had a good time! What happened to my mom and can I keep this new one?

Change
you put me down spin me round tell me lies make me wanna cry i toss and turn all night i wonder why i always stay by your side i was always true to you even when times were blue there is nothing you can do there is nothing you can say to change the way i feel inside all the tention and anger that i hide its time for me to live my life the way i feel inside no more running away and long days its time for me to spread my wings and fly away there is nothing you can do there is nothing you can say to change the way i feel inside all the tention and anger that i hide

I'd ....
i’d give you everything that I am I’m handin over everything that I’ve got Cause I wanna have a really true love Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring And I wanna make it worth the fight What have we been doing for all this time Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right All I wanted was to know (I'm safe) Don’t wanna lose the love I found

Surrender
I can't pretend anymore That I am not affected, I'm not moved I can't lie to myself that I'm not always thinking of you You make me strong You show me I'm not weak to fall in love When I thought I'd never need now I can't get enough I always made it on my own I always thought that I would keep control You changed everything I believe in And now I just can't fight this feeling baby I raise my hands and I surrender 'Cause your love is too strong and I can't go on Without your tender arms around me I raise my hands and I surrender I don't wanna resist 'cause your touch and your kiss Have shattered my defenses I surrender I have to admit that I Never thought I'd need someone this way CAUSE You opened my eyes so that I I can see so much more I always made it on my own I always thought that I would keep control You changed everything I believe in And now I just can't fight this feeling baby I raise my hands and I surrender 'Cause your love is too strong and

Political Bumpersticker Slogans
These are very liberal, so if you are incapable of tolerating opinions other than your own, then please leave. -The Labor Movement: The folks who brought you the weekend -I think, therefore I'm dangerous -Your silence will not protect you -Speak your mind, even if your voice shakes -Religion is what keeps the poor from murdering the rich -Assume nothing -Never have so few taken so much from so many for so long -Ignore your rights and they'll go away -We don't have a democracy. We have an auction -Bipartisanship: I'll hug your elephant if you kiss my ass -You measure democracy by the freedom it gives its dissidents, not the freedom it gives its assimilated conformists -Dissent is the highest form of patriotism -The most violent element in society is ignorance -Question Authority -I think, therefore I don't listen to Rush Limbaugh -The road to Hell is paved with Republicans -If you're not outraged, then you are not paying attention

Very Abrupt
Sorry to everyone this may offend but, I have to limit my friends to ladies that are 40 or over(except in rare cases). If your age does not match your pic I will know. I love the 69 position but unless that is your real age don't use it. I maybe a horney ole man but I am not a crib robber either. If you want to be my friend tell me why and show me.

If You Love Them; Let Them Know.........
One of the greatest weaknesses of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're still with them. Love is simple; show it. I hear it from so many broken hearts out there. "I wish I would of hugged them or told them I loved them more." Romance is the icing but love is the cake. Real love is a passionate spiritual-emotional-sexual attachment between a man and a women that reflects a high regard for the value of each other's person. It's called respect for the one you love. Don't ever lose that. For a marriage to last it must be one long love affair. Story writers say that love is concerned only with young people, and the excitement and glamor of romance end at the alter. How blind they are. The best romance is inside marriage; the finest love stories come after the wedding, not before. To fall in love. Look with your heart not your eyes. The heart has reasons that reason does not understand. What the heart knows today the head will understand

My First Ever Hh Giveaway!!! Please Help Me!!
WOOT this is the first giveaway I have done. It takes 50,000 comments and I hope you will all stop and leave me some!! Thanks for helping me!!!!:):) Here is the link:

10-29-07
THIS WEEKEND ONE OF MY GOOD FRIEND'S GRANDFATHER PASSED AWAY. ALL THE CLICHES ABOUT BEING IN A BETTER PLAC APPLY SINCE HE DETERIORATED FROM HIS ILLNESS. BUT THERE IS THE UNDERLIEING REGRET SEEPING IN WITH ALL THE OTHER EMOTIONS. I NEVER KNEW THE MAN MYSELF. BUT TIMES LIKE THESE MAKE ME REITTERATE MY FEELINGS. NEVER, EVER TAKE FOR GRANTED UR LOVED ONES. TELL THE PEOPLE U LOVE, THAT U LOVE THEM. EVERY DAY!!! U KNOW IF U LIVE TO BE 120 AND 110 YEARS WENT BY THATS TIME U WILL NEVER GET BACK!!!

My Contest
Hi friends , Just a reminder about my Big Pimpin contest Stop on in & vote for your favorite contestant. photo comments count as votes , so leave them plenty . most votes wins . 1st place ..a million dollar mansion 2nd place ... a yatcht 3rd place ... a porche Just click on their photo below and your there !!!

Why I Do What I Do
People come bitching about me being full of hate and of what I say well here are the reasons why I do this. 1 It is ME. 2 I am a equal opportunity hater 3 What you do to me I have the right to do back 4 Most of you are stupid slutty and pathetic 5 I will do what the fuck I wanna do 6 I love making enemies 7 I do not support the troops of any country because it is their own stupid fault for going to a fake war anyways 8 Fuck the USA 9 Freedom of religion means my religion as well fucker 10 I do not support racism because I hate you all 11 Black white or blue doesn't matter your all fucking niggers too 12 OMG HE SAID THE N WORD!!!! no shit I did I can say a f word a g word and many other letters of the alphabet retard. 13 I hate you 14 what you did to me is what comes back 15 OMG TERRORIST!!!! Where? 16 I am not an american idiot the american isnt even a real fucking race 17 You all forgot who you are 18 sex sex sex what about love, morals, and LIFE? 19 DUHHH IT DA

I Need Luv!!
ok my friends I did one of those voice comment things which I so totally hate the way I sound which is why i have never done one. I would love to hear from yall though so fair is fair you got to hear me now leave me some love!!!!

Daily Horoscope: Virgo
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For October 29,2007 [I thought this was a good Idea since I am not good at "talking"...] You can see exactly what needs to be done, though it may be somewhat distasteful. Try to push yourself a bit until you can see that the greater good is taking precedence -- then things should feel better. Well, it seems I have a lot to think about... whether I want to think or not... *sigh* All I wanted was a couple of nice quiet brainless days off work... Oh, Well.

Fattyfatty 2x4
Ok. When i tell someone I'm fat, sometimes they say "No you're not fat you're beautiful." So automatically being fat=not being beautiful? I don't really get it. I'm not all about that BBW bullshit but I still think that just b/e someone's fat doesn't necessarily mean they have to be given a negative response. Some people are just ugly, whether they're big or small or whatever. Can't help it. And some people are just really good looking, but supposedly they cant be that if they are big? I dunno what I'm really getting at here. LULZ? :/

This Is Where I've Been And What I Been Up To So Not To Worry!!!
Well Hello all... I have been here alive doing ok... I started school again... for Web Design and Computer Programing... and I been getting ready for my Birthday on Nov. 4th!!! Woot woot... not all that lookin' forward to it but oh well... I'll be 23! Umm lets see what else I da' no I just been chillin' sorry I have not been on much! But Imma' try to get on more as I get all the schaduling done and figure all that out but don't hesitate to call and if you don't got my number hit me up and I'll fork it over! Anywho... got to run... LOVE YOU ALL!!! Joanna aka DJ C51 GIRL

The Truth Be Told
Well Im fed up with people telling me how to Rate. I will rate you as I see fit. I am fed up with your fantasy. REALITY CHECKS FOR ALL!!!! If you need one your gonna get one. If you would like to be a Bringer of Truth let me KNOW I will be happy to have you, If you've been the target of unwanted hating let me know I Will bring forth the Truth.

Hey Kiddies Rebbi's Back... Tune In You Little Sodomites!!!
Today kicks off a new era for me and a new station.. or should I say stations(s)... To get you folks and loyal listeners of The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show... It's been widely known for the last week and a half or so that I left WorldRockRadio to move onto something bigger and better. I took alittle time off to get caught up with my work load and to do some side projects... so I've been keeping busy... Well here it is... SODOMITES... listen to me spout to thee... The Rambunctious Noize Radio Show & The Noize Network over the last few months has been expanding at a rate I wasn't expecting... so I made a decision and that decision is as follows... As of Oct. 18th I cut ties with WorldRockRadio.com because it was basically time to move on and move on I did. I, Rebbi Kastler am proud and totally overjoyed to see that the past few weeks even though as crazy as they have been, that the listeners that listen to my show have been concerned and showed great loyalty to me in the past weeks

The Vagabond
Give to me the life I love, Let the lave go by me, Give the jolly heaven above And the by-way nigh me. Bed in the bush with stars to see, Bread I dip in the river -- There's the life for a man like me, There's the life for ever. Let the blow fall soon or late, Let what will be o'er me; Give the face of earth around And the road before me. Wealth I seek not, hope nor love, Nor a friend to know me; All I seek, the heaven above And the road below me. Or let autumn fall on me Where afield I linger, Silencing the bird on tree, Biting the blue finger; White as meal the frosty field -- Warm the fireside haven -- Not to autumn will I yield, Not to winter even! Let the blow fall soon or late, Let what will be o'er me; Give the face of earth around, And the road before me. Wealth I ask not, hope, nor love, Nor a friend to know me. All I ask, the heaven above And the road below me. - Robert Louis Stevenson

Morning Story
My eyes are closed as I drift back to reality from a wonderful and arousing dream. I am laying on my back as I feel the stiffness of my legs wanting to stretch. I lay there and listen to the birds outdoors as they welcome the sun. I suddenly feel the warmth of a hand glide across the side of my throat. I can tell by the roughness and size of his fingers it must be the hand of a male. I lie there pretending to be asleep. My heart is pounding so hard I am surprised that this man cannot hear it through the blankets that are thick on top of me. His hand drifts down my throat and onto my chest. He lightly lays tiny circles around my upper chest at the base of my throat with his finger tips. Oh God... my heart is racing. What do I do? I continue to lie there and pretend to be asleep. Perhaps he will discontinue and leave me alone again. Or perhaps this is part of the dream I just had. It feels to real to be part of that dream. His massive hand lays flat on my

Fubar Is Me!
I know its not the next day, fuck it. I am Fucked Up Beyond Repair! I am FUBAR! I said there was no way for me to complete the tri-fecta, of Spadaro boys cause the one oldest is now happly married right? WRONG! A little game called Truth OR Dare SREWED THAT UP! Some idoit though it would be funny to dare me to make out with the last of the three brothers Jason(who was drunk), and his wife(who was drunk) consented! I can't believe this, I feel so bad I don't know how I'll ever face their mom and dad again, now that I've had my tounge in all of her sons. THREE! How, how??? This really sucks ass! I love the middle son, He makes me happy, we had great sex that would have gone much much much longer if I didn't have things that I had to do. and now that I've madeout with both of his brothers and had my first time with one of them, how how am I going to live with it? I mean if things worked out, I would have been so happy to actually settal down with Brian(middle child). I'm still doing the w

Frightening Trend: Ghost Tourism Booms
Frightening Trend: Ghost Tourism Booms Benjamin Radford LiveScience's Bad Science Columnist LiveScience.comMon Oct 29, 8:25 AM ET Odds are your city or town is haunted. Just about every city has some supposedly haunted mansion, cemetery or lunatic asylum ("if you listen carefully to the wind on moonless nights, you can hear the screams of the insane…"). Most cities, in fact, have at least one company offering tours of their spookiest places. Ghost tourism has boomed over the past decade, propelled by the public's interest in the mysterious and supernatural. There are hundreds of ghost tours offered across the country, from Hollywood ("Come see Haunted Hollywood and ghosts of the stars!") to New England ("Visit Boston's infamous haunted locales!"). Some places have more historical lore to draw upon than others. Salem, Massachusetts, for example, exploits its infamous witch trials of the 1690s, while tourists, goths, wannabe vampires, and Anne Rice fans flock to

There's No Understanding What You Did
There's no understanding what you did, Or why, or what we now should think or do: No way to see what your last sorrow hid. What unimaginable agony amid Our ordinary lives unraveled you? There's no understanding what you did, No way for you to tell us why you rid Yourself of us and family, and . . . who? No way to see what your last sorrow hid. Or was it you were just a spoiled kid, Trying to make us all feel bad for you? There's no understanding what you did, Whether mere curiosity had bid You to sneak ahead a lethal view; No way to see what your last sorrow hid, Nor penetrate that awful, granite lid That lies between our thoughts and what is true. There's no understanding what you did, No way to see what your last sorrow hid.

My Desire....
In the still of the evening without sunlight to intrude. I see the twilights in your eyes as the moon sets up the mood. Playing music softly and slow while romance feels the air. I can't help but feel aroused the very moment you come near. You submit to my embrace while candles flick their flame, I can tell the smell of my perfume seems to drive your lust insane. As I look into your eyes you run your fingers through my hair. I taste the sweetness of your neck as I kiss right by your ear. You whisper words of love as I answer with a sigh. And in a very sexy way, my body comes alive. You're the heat of my desire as we slowly come undressed. You then start to lay down as you welcome my caress. You have a sexy body, I have a taste you can't resist and my breast show some response as you touch them with a kiss.

Help Me, Perhaps?
my goal is to win the spotlight on my birthday (6 nov 07)... i have almost 2,000,000 fuBucks, but lately its been 3 million or more... if u all have sum spare fuBucks laying around that ur not using, i would greatly appreciate em! much thanks and luv to the few that have already gave me sum... :)

Search And Rescue
Search and Rescue Search and Rescue is standing by, to help you find the ones you love. They put their lives out on a line, to bring who's lost back home alive. But sometimes it doesn't work out that way: They try their best and take big risks, to bring these people back home to rest.

Girlfriend Application
Girlfriend Application If you're a girl, title this "boyfriend application" and if you're a guy title it "girlfriend application". Repost this and see who's eligibe to be your special someone. Have fun! Send it back if you think you could get the job... BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three (or more) of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the rain? 5. If so...would you play in it with me? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. Could we cuddle and just fall asleep together? 9. Would you kiss my forhead 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw eachother to make sure i made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best th

Re: Martin Sheen Questions Official 9/11 Story
RE: Martin Sheen Questions Official 9/11 Story ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Oct 2007, 10:09 Martin Sheen Questions Official 9/11 Story Actor Martin Sheen questioned the official 9/11 story, as well as the collapse of Building 7 and NORAD's response to the 9/11 attacks during an anti-war march this past weekend in Los Angeles. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/291007_sheen_questions.htm

Couples Contest Now Open
sweet and sexy susan hidee4231 k-gin john and char APRIL AND JOHN latch4ever Rick and Dana Miller Michael & Sandie mulaki and ill rock your socks king and queen of hearts and sister i will take new enetries for two weeks only till november 10th and contest will run for 30 days read blogs for contest prizes and there will be a surpriz to the top dog in the contest let the games begin

World Series Champions
World Series Champions World Series ChampionsRed Sox 4, Rockies 3Red Sox players celebrate their four-game romp in the World Series. (Ed Andrieski/AP)There was certainly no 86-year wait this time. The Red Sox used two homers and superb pitching to complete a sweep and propel once-title-starved Boston to its second World Series title in four seasons. By Ian Browne / MLB.comWorld Series BOS Wins Series (4-0)Game 1 - Vs COL . 13-1 WinGame 2 - Vs COL . 2-1 WinGame 3 - @ COL . 10-5 WinGame 4 - @ COL . 4-3 Win2007 Red Sox PostseasonWins to Glory: 0Sox Streak: Won 7HR Count: 18Home: (7-1)Away: (4-2)Fenway Park Sellout Streak: 388 Games World Series Team LeadersAVG Jacoby Ellsbury [.438]HR 3 tied with [1]RBI Jason Varitek [5]Wins 4 tied with [1]SO Josh Beckett [9]ERA Josh Beckett [1.29]Don’t wipe your eyes Red Sox Nation, you’re not dreaming. That really did just happen. What you have just seen was never dreamed to be a reality by any fan, player, coach or manager prior to 2004

I Cost $159.50
All right, so I know these things are silly, but honestly...what else do we have to do with our time? Here's the deal. You look over the following list and see how many of these things you have done. Add up the "fines" along the way. Then post the amount that you owe as the title of the blog or bulletin. PS: the smaller the better! 1. Had sex: $10.00 2. Smoked: $10.00 3. drank: $5.00 4. Went skinny dipping: $10.00 5. Kissed someone of the opposite sex: $1.00 6. Kissed someone of the same sex: $5.00 7. Cheated on a test: $7.00 8. Fell asleep in class: $5.00 9. Been expelled: $10.00 10. Been in a fist fight: $10.00 11. Given oral: $10.00 12. Got oral: $10.00 13. Prank called the cops: $10.00 14. Stole something: $10.00 15. Done drugs: $10.00 16.Dyed your hair: $5.00 17. Done something with someone older (like a few years): $10.00. 18. Went out with someone OVER 18 (if your under 18): $10.00 19. Ate a whole bag of Oreos: $10.00 20. Cried yourself to sleep: $0.50 21.

My Release
I'm a free spirit that has been shot down and wronged I pleaded for help a kind gentle mercy My heart felt like it rose up to my throat as you choked the life from me I cried with pain; can barely speak your name Throat swelling burning like a flame This fire this burning I'm yearning for help This is all I have ever felt My life as its slipping Veins running cold My blood as its churning its last My lungs choking for air breathing heavy And nobodies there to hold me tight Or watch this site as I fall to my knees In a last try to be set free abandoning all of me Because there is nothing left for me Why can't I ever just see? As the rain falls it sucks the life from me My one joy to hear and feel the rain and it consumes me And this ending pain; no more shame

Test
LOOKING FOR A PLACE TO HANG OUT WITH NO DRAMA AND GREAT FRIENDS AND AWESOME MUSIC ? COME TO LADIES~N-GENTS CLUB ~ NOW HIRING FOR ~ ~ ENFORCERS ~ ~ PROMOTERS ~ ~ GREETERS ~ ~ BARTENDERS ~ ~ DANCERS ~ Want to hear YOUR favorite song?Click the ON AIR button below!

Daddy It Hurts
My name is Chris! I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a car My daddy is back From Chariles bar I hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyes Im so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words, He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more, I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl, He take

Those Who Want To Add Me.......
Don't bother sending a request for me to add you if your just doing it for points or doing it to see how many friends you can have.And don't add me if you are wanting a piece of ass,I'm not here looking for a fuck buddy or here to be a fuck buddy for you,I am a bitch ,I don't play games with anyone so if you are wanting to get to know me thats fine but others can keep looking ,don't bother sending a request.If you don't like my attitude, tough this is me and I'm not changing to please anyone,I am a sweet person if you take the time to really get to know me.I've met very good people on here that i'll keep as friends but those who sent add request then never talk to me since or those who are looking for a piece of ass or to play games have been deleted. I am here strickly to make friends and possibly met them nothing else.

Flag Folding God Worshipping Idiots? Count Me In
Complaints about religious content have led to a ban on flag-folding recitations by Veterans Administration employees and volunteers at all national cemeteries. At thousands of military burials, VA volunteers have folded the American flag 13 times and recited the significance of each fold to survivors. The 11th fold glorifies "the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob.” The 12th glorifies "God the Father, the Son and Holy Ghost." Citing a need for uniformity, the National Cemetery Administration has prohibited unpaid VA volunteers as well as employees from conducting the recital at all 125 national cemeteries. American Legion attorney Rees Lloyd calls it "another attempt by secularist fanatics to cleanse any reference to God." Following one complaint, the Veterans Administration has made anti-Christian bigotry the law of the land. The U.S. government has bowed to pressure from one radical anti-Christian secularist. Allowed to stand, the action by the Veterans Administ

Love
LOVE IS ... Love is... a tiny seed God planted in the mind It blossoms into flowers And makes a person kind. Love is... compassionate Has hope for those who fall Love is the effective Most Christ like way of all. Love is... not resentful It readily forgives It brings great happiness to those with whom it lives. Love is... ever patient It's found in trustful hearts It is most unselfish The finest of all arts! Love is... like the sunshine It shines on good and bad It dissipates the darkness And makes the whole world glad! Love is... the childlike way Secure in Father's care For God is almighty His love is everywhere!

Angel
An Angel To Watch over You Some people come into our lives and quickly go.. Some people become friends and stay a while.. leaving beautiful footprints on our hearts...and we are ~ never ~ quite the same because we have made a good friends ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Yesterday is history. Tomorrow a mystery. Today is a gift. That's why it's called the present! I think life is special... live and savor every moment..... this is not a dress rehearsal ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TAKE THIS LITTLE ANGEL AND KEEP HER CLOSE TO YOU SHE IS YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL SENT TO WATCH OVER YOU

Alone
From childhood's hour I havee not been As others were- I have not seen As others saw- I could not bring My passions from a common spring- From the same source I have not taken My sorrow- I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone- And all I lov'd- I lov'd alone- Then- in my childhood- in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From ev'ry depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still- From the torrent, or the fountain- From the red cliff of the mountain- From the sun that 'round me roll'd In its autumn tint of gold- From the lightning in the sky As it pass'd me flying by- From the thunder, and the storm- And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.

Help!!!!!! We Need You
HEY EVERYONE COME ON AND GIVE A COUPLE OF GREAT PEOPLE A HAND IN THEIR GIVEAWAYS. IT WONT TAKE MUCH TIME AND WE WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. JUST CLICK THE PICS BELOW TO THE ONE YOU WANT TO HELP OUT AND GO FOR THE GUSTO SO TO SPEAK.I NEED ABOUT 13000 MORE COMMENTS AND REDNECK ANGEL NEEDS ABOUT 2500 MORE. SO COME ON EVERYONE LETS SHOW WE CAN DO IT. . Fire My Words ANGEL OF FIRE AND REMEMBER IT'S HALLOWEEN THE GHOST RIDER IS WATCHING

George
On March 28th 2006 you left my life and tore apart my soul.What did I do to make you leave me like that?I still think about you everyday.You haunt my dreams.I miss you so much I feel like I can't breath with the pain crushing down on me.I would give anything just to hear your voice or see your smile.Know that I will always love you and I hope that one day we will see each other again.I hope that heaven was all you thought it would be.

Immature
OK I know I am not the most mature person in the world. .and I know I am not perfect by any means... But gosh darn it.. When your over the age of 20 you should not act like your in Grade school. My ex just gave my number to a bunch of people and said I was worth 20 dollars a night.. and my phone was blowing up last night.. Mind you he is angry because I left him.. But just because your angry that is immature and stupid... Is there such thing as a guy... Who you can just be able to trust.. and be able to talk to... and be able to be a kid with.. .and an adult... GRRRRRRRR

Family Values?
Apparently "Family Values" religious right types aren't just hypocrites in this country, they are hypocrites in Australia as well. http://www.reuters.com/article/oddlyEnoughNews/idUSSYD15660920071029?feedType=RSS&feedName=oddlyEnoughNews

I Am In Need Of Pen Pal
I have found myself in some trouble and if any of you ladies would please take some time to write me a letter and keep me from going insane that would be great! I am in jail for making mistakes in my past and they have caught up with me now when you write I will give details. So if anyone is willing to write me my address is as follows David Jasman 686761 Volusia County Corrections Caller Service Box 2865 Daytona Beach FL 32120 Cant wait to hear from you! White Dragon

True Love
True love knows no color. Doesn't know right from wrong.Doesn't care if it's good or bad.True love just is.A feeling that over rides the right mind.That's why it's called falling in love.You can't stop it wheather it's wrong bad good or painful.True love just is.It's a bitch that doesn't know when to quit.

"face Down (acoustic)" By The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
"Face Down (Acoustic)" Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever, you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, say you're right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your

Tree Hunggers And Cupcakes
While walking through Golden Gate Park in San Francisco, a man came upon another man hugging a tree with his ear firmly against the tree. Seeing this he inquired, 'Just out of curiosity, what the heck are you doing?' 'I'm listening to the music of the tree,' the other man replied. 'You've gotta be kiddin' me.' 'No, would you like to give it a try?' Understandably curious, the man says, 'Well, OK...' So he wrapped his arms around the tree and pressed his ear up against it. With this, the other guy slapped a pair of handcuffs on him, took his wallet, jewelry, car keys, then stripped him naked and left. Two hours later another nature lover strolled by, saw this guy handcuffed to the tree stark naked, and asked, 'What the heck happened to you?' He told the guy the whole terrible story ab out ho w he got there. When he finished telling his story, the other guy shook his head in sympathy, walked around behind

Inevitable Heartbreak (november 22 2006)
It is inevitable, the people we love the most, are the people we will hurt the most AND he who holds the heart is the one that will suffer . i looked at some old pictures today ...reminded me all the people that arent in my life anymore fuck 10-29-07 analysi of my writing very true. i think that when you first start being with someone or even just being friends with someone your still on a level where you dont feel completly comfortable being yourself, not only that but the fact that things new people say dont really bother you as much as things people youve know for a long period of time do. why ? not exactly sure but i think it has something to do with the fact that you expect them to know you better and also that the things you say have more meaning than they did when you first met. over time you get to know someone, you begin to understand things they do that piss you off and make you happy and you learn more about each other on a more indepth level.i dont think (

Thank You
I would like to say thank you to BBG, Stephanie Lynn, and the FU-Bombers for helping me win another month of VIP. I really appreciate you guys helping me out. I do not know what I would do without the love and support of BBG, Stephanie Lynn, and my FU-Bomber family. You guys rawk. Love, Tiggerbear2007

Photo Update !
Happy Monday I hope you had a great weekend and your week has kicked off well. I've added some new photo's to my 'stuff made by me' and 'risque pics' albums. Please stop by my page and show some love. Enjoy ! Love Lin xx

Fake People
I can't stand fake people.The ones that say one thing then do or say something else.Life is too short to be fake.Say what you mean n mean what you say. Otherwise don't waste your breath.Other people need the air your using to fill the world with your lies n bullshit.

Nostradamus Tv Show
important note this type of newsletter will stop soon.. make sure to sign up if you like my work. Thank you DT sign up to my VIP 2008 "Cosmic Code" newsletter, be informed. www.drturi.com/orders3.html#newsletter 10/29/2007 Dear Readers: THANK YOU so much for the tremendous support I received from many of you seeing me live on the History channel. As expected this show (like all Nostradamus' show) ended up with death and drama and nothing can be more far from reality in the great Prophet's work. "Advising" the end of time through his work, does not necessarily mean its the truth or the human race is doomed! Just because I did not endorse or support ALL "experts" apocalyptic views, 8 hours of teaching Nostradamus Divine astrology came down to a few seconds on national TV. But who can blame the producers or guests? SENSATIONALISM is what sells well and I did my best to translate the drawings and the majority of them are nothing else than Astrology at

A Song
If I was to declare my love, To a girl With sightless eyes- Then I would do it through song; So she would understand how I feel. A song Can touch parts of you That fingers cannot reach, Words can signify the underlie That beautifully innocent eyes can’t see Meanings stemmed from feelings which Mirror from me, to you Back to me Are emphasized unfathomably When written in a song. She doesn’t have to see my love For the feeling to be real Even if sightless eyes can’t see The importance Of our conflicts- -The story of this song-- And even if deaf ears can’t hear The message that I’m giving, Whispered words, hidden invisibly, It doesn’t matter, Understanding will come in time colors are willing to wait Until her eyes are no longer blind A song Can’t win wars as The sun can’t control time, But the beautiful thing about a song Is that the meaning is always there, Waiting to be seen by an eye that’s keen, Ready, and able to try And find The understanding why

Weep Not For Me, My Mother
I’m up in heaven mother Enjoying God’s glorious views I’m conversing with you now mother Through a porthole, of a poets muse I can feel your sorrow mother Your anguish and your pain I plea with you, don’t cry for me For we’ll be together once again Let the tears you cry be joyous ones I am now happy where I am I’m just so proud to be here Serving as, my Heavenly Father’s lamb I also have my halo on It gives off a divinely glow It’s ok to hold me in your heart But please let my spirit go I still love you mother You are still the world to me When God calls for you to be here We’ll be together for all eternity I am smiling at you mother As you go about your days Just cast your eyes towards heaven mom And to God sing out with praise Next time that you think of me, mother Just smile and please don’t cry You know that we will meet again In my heavenly home on high Just place your fingers to your lips Point them, into a g

Forever Friends Poem
you'r my friend and that is true, but the gift was given from me to you. we went thru moments that were good and bad, even moments that were happy and sad. you suported me when i was in tears, we stuck together when we were in fear, its really sad that it had to be this way, but it has reached its very last day. miles away cant keep us apart, 'cause you'll always be in my heart.

Looking For A Drummer
Hey i have a band started i play lead guitar sean stinson on bass, zach sutliff an vocals, joe 'NUBS' Flowers on rhythm guitar, and now all we need is a drummer. the style of music i s metalcore. 6of the songs are originals we have 3 covers which is Without Judgement by Death, Laid to Rest by Lamb of God, and Harvester of Sorrow by Metallica. but i am always open to starting new projects. Because i know how to play bass, guitar, and drums.

Jimmy
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Friendship Poem
A friend is like a flower, a rose to be exact, Or maybe like a brand new gate that never comes unlatched. A friend is like an owl, both beautiful and wise. Or perhaps a friend is like a ghost, whose spirit never dies. A friend is like a heart that goes strong until the end. Where would we be in this world if we didn't have a friend

(short Story) The Rose Within
A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully and before it blossomed, he examined it. He saw the bud that would soon blossom, but noticed thorns upon the stem and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant burdened with so many sharp thorns? Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and just before it was ready to bloom... it died. So it is with many people. Within every soul there is a rose. The God-like qualities planted in us at birth, grow amid the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects. We despair, thinking that nothing good can possibly come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize our potential. Some people do not see the rose within themselves; someone else must show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns of another, and find the rose within them. This

Hats Off
The Boston Red Sox are the 2007 World Series Champions. However I would just like to take my hat off to the 2007 National League Champions The Colorado Rockies. The made it difficult for us. They were there for good reasons. They won 21 out of 22 games. The swept the divisional and national league games. So Let's go Red Sox nation, AS we celebrate our second title, let's tip out hats to the Rockies!

(a Short Story) Love And Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but

The Movie Hit Home For Me.
Today is the kind of Monday that you think "ugh,,,it's Monday, do I have to get up?" I didn't sleep at all last night. My stomach hurt all night long and kept me awake. I went to the movies yesterday and ate popcorn and that is what upset my stomach. I saw "Things Lost In A Fire" with Halle Barry and Benicio Del Torro. It was a good movie. About a woman who's husband was killed for trying to save a woman from being beat up and the best friend of her husband whom she hates, she tries to save from drugs. Complicated....a bit. The cinematography was done beautifully. I was sitting there watching Benecio, he is someone I have always loved watching. There is just something about him. He usually plays a dark character in movies. But as I was watching him and looking at his face, I realized who he reminds me so much of. My brother Kevin. Especially in this role. Handsome but insecure, self loathing and the drugs. My brother used to have a drug problem for many years.

Hapily Ever After
Happily Ever After We live in a weird world, there is no question about it. As I work on my latest song “Happily Ever After”, I am compelled to rethink the conflict I continuously endure about life and happiness. Most people just accept things as they are, but I unfortunately require to go deeper into the psychology of how humans think and behave as well as the why. In this case, the how happiness is attained (if at all) and why it is so hard (or possibly impossible). “Happily Ever After” is a song of how come we grow up listening to tales of princes and princesses who endure one tiny problem and as this problem is solved, they can then be happy forever. Snow White was so pretty, her step mother wanted her dead so that she could be the prettiest again. Snow White is then poisoned by the evil witch, her step mother. Not to worry! A handsome prince comes about and with a kiss returns her to life. ZAKABOOM! Happily Ever After. Why can’t I just have a tiny problem like

A Request From Me To You !!!!!
Hello Everyone, As you can tell I am leaving Fubar. My question is this.This may be wierd as hell but it took me some time and yes even work to get to the level of 20 pushing 21.I would hate too see all of that go down the tubes with a click of a button.So here is an offer.If there is anyone out there that would like to take this account over at a level 20 please let me know.I would aquire your email address to do so.I can't leave mine open like that for it to be seen.I will tell you the password after I change it over so that you can change it on your own on your end when you get it.It will also come with all the fu-bucks of 444,403..I will delete all that is mine first. I have met many friends on here and thank each and everyone here for what they have done to improve my life..I don't know if I will get any requests for this or not but if it does come to more than even I expect please know I am sorry if you don't get it.. I really don't expect anyone will want it.It is just an

Misguided
Now lonely, wandering off to who knows where Uncertain and clear at the same time Someone has shown me their light, shared Then switches it off, with reasons unerred Confusion reigns in my heart, waiting Or not to follow what it tells me Unable to figure out what we should be Not spoken, left broken and paying For things undone, thoughts gone awry Want to be there, together, not apart Can't find the way, the beginning A new path to enable the start Will this be the way A place, a love, a continuation of me Or the slow reckoning Of the end, so I will no longer be?

Another Point Of View
I write a blog, have since the mid 90s or so, and I sometimes write in a personal fashion, and people connect to that, which is fine, but it often creates misunderstandings that, I think, go deeply into how humans evolved, and how that evolution never anticipated a medium where a written word could be read by so many people without a connection coming back. This leads to a sense of familiarity, which is expected, but it can also give a sense of intimacy, even friendship, which is wrong, because what’s going on here is not friendship, although inside us many of the feelings that come from being a regular reader of a weblog are the same ones we feel as we are developing a friendship, in the world evolution designed us for. But this is not that world. And with this comes a tough lesson, and unfortunately it seems, you only learn this by living, television doesn’t teach it, schools don’t teach it, and if you’re above a certain age, our parents didn’t teach it. You have to learn it by

Friendship
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares. Free Comments & Graphics Codes What would life be with out friends like thee I'll tell you, like no longer being free. Imagine what life would be so sad and blue To go through life without that special you. And I know we live so far away Through the internet we are like castaways Never get to touch or hug you for this I only pray For some day I hope we can meet To hug and laugh and dance to the beat I know this would be a treat For now this is all I see Is my g

Who Are You
Sometimes people put ona mask to get accepted by a certain group of people. Those are the only ones that see that person. Then there are other masks that are put on to show another face to another group of people. Some people are not whom you expect them to be. Any who the reason for this is to make you think of who you are. And who your friends really are. Think about it for a minute then forget it again. You are this person on the internet and then who are you to your family and also to your children or the people you work with. Yeah think about it for a minute then forget it. heh heh heh Whatever eh.

A Friend?
What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can be naked with him. He seems to ask of you to put on nothing, only to be what you are. He does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with him, you feel as a prisoner feels who has been declared innocent. You do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, so long as it is genuinely you. He understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With him you breathe freely. You can avow your little vanities and envies and hates and vicious sparks, your meannesses and absurdities and, in opening them up to him, they are lost, dissolved on the white ocean of his loyality. He understands. You do not have to be careful. You can abuse him, neglect him, tolerate him. Best of all, you can keep still with him. It makes no matter. He likes you. He is like fire that purges to the bone. He understands. You can weep with him, sin with him, laugh with hi

What Is A True Friend?
SOMEONE WHO LISTENS SOMEONE WHO TELLS YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOURSELF AND YOU LISTEN AND APPRECIATE IT SOMEONE WHO YOU WOULD BREAK ALL APPOINTMENTS TO BE WITH SOMEONE WHO ARRIVES UNEXPECTEDLY AS YOU ARE GOING OUT AND YOU WANT WITH ALL YOUR HEART TO TAKE THEM WITH YOU SOMEONE YOU DON'T WANT TO LEAVE, NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME YOU HAVE SPENT WITH THEM

Poem I Long To Dance
I Long to Dance I long to dance on a moonlit night with an Angel fair with a step so light to hold her close in my warm embrace to gaze upon that perfect face. I long to dance when the sun does rise To gaze into those dark brown eyes in silhouette her perfect form graces my presence in the light of dawn. I long to dance on a warm summer day In forest glades where butterflies play when happiness lives and cares are few and a kiss from my Angel is a dream come true. I long to dance on long winters nights By the light of the fire and soft candle lights to whisper my love, share my fears to laugh and cry to saviour the years. I long to dance back into the past To meet a girl sad and down cast To offer my heart and my hand to dance to hold her close to take a chance. I dream of the dance that never was I rail against the natural laws But time is fickle I know its true Some time I know I’ll dance with you.

Mystery Method
Mystery Method The Mystery Method is a method of seduction, first popularized by Erik Von Markovik a.k.a "Mystery". The system was initially outlined in posts on the newsgroup alt.seduction.fast. Since October 2006, Mystery is no longer part of the Mystery Method's website, and he has launched his own company. Mystery is responsible for coining a lot of terminology now used in the world of seduction: such as "3 second rule", "set", "peacocking", "indicator of interest", "indicator of disinterest", "last minute resistance", "routine", "neg hits", "canned material", etc. The Mystery Method is now marketed online, via books, DVD sets, and most notably, live seminars and coaching with various instructors, including Markovik himself. mystery method, seduce women, lesson of seduction, flirting tips, attracting women, picking up women, meet women, approaching women, body language in flirting, seduction advice, pick up artist, pickupartistvh1, pickupartist vh1,

Music Is Pretty.
I've been off of work since Friday morning. I'm sick and feel as if I'm dying, but that does nothing to alleviate my boredom. Being that I really don't have the energy to actually do anything, I've been listening to music today. Yo-Yo Ma soothes me. It's as if each note he brings forth to life caresses my soul and makes love to my senses. The man is brilliant. Paired with Williams for Memoirs of a Geisha, I find myself listening to a fusion of two of the greatest musicians!

Finish The Sentence
1. I love...GOATSE 2. Right now I want... To burn a house down and smoke some meth 3. I feel like...Flinging Poo 4. I hate it when.. People dont tell you things that you KNOW are happening 5. I fear...The Sausage 6. I'm lonely without...A Purpose 7. I need...to get laid 8. Today I...Wishing i had something for my Birthday. Namely Meth. 9. Tomorrow I.... doing the same thing i do every night 10. I just...Looked in a cabinet and seen meece Feces 11. I want to meet...Richard Gere 12. I'm hungry for...Meth 13. I love it when...My Brain Stops Thinking 14. I'm afraid of... being hurt again..*Arent we all, truthfully?* 15. I'm listening to...Eh...nothing. commercials 16. I'm wearing...clothes..lol 17. I wish I was in..The closet smoking meth 18. I'm craving.. Meth 19. I want to get...A LOT OF METH 20. I can...Do t3h Voodoo 21. I can't...Not kill before i die 22. I have...Wondered Why the fuck im reading messages on myspace. 23. I haven't...Fapped in 2 hours 24. I'm ner

Bein A Better Being.
you are the sun in my daytime, you are the brightest star in my night sky, youre the reason i wake up in the morning and know why, youre every thing to me, everything that helps me see, a brighter way, and a better day to look forward to, you make me smile when im blue, you make me try harder to be a better person for you know who, not you but me, cause when its all said and done its all about bein a better being.

Literature Embassadors- My Inspiration
I've decided to Share some of my favorite Authors, Poets and Muses works as a sort of... explanation or insight as to what guides me or influences where I seek to expand my own personal poetic journey. Tonight I share one of the most famous, and well known but none the less genius pieces. Edgar Allen Poe The Raven. I must admit I have a Raven, of my own- stuffed and black a soulless heathen, casting shadow upon my very own floor, in this office he watches o'er, minding my thoughts, for nevermore. ________________________________________________ The Raven: Edgar Allen Poe 1845 Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.' Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December,

Help Out The New Lounge
Lord Wolf is currently seeking 2, Kingdom Family Member to Be Greeter's in our Lounge.You will also be made a Moderator to Ban Unrully Visitors.Your Job while in our Lounge is to make Potential Friends feel Welcome,an to Possibly Recruit Visitors.Good Conversational Skills a must. Our Lounge is Open for Business.Full Throttle Radio Cranks it out.Aggression Music for better Bombing Powers. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50435 come and join the new lounge it rocks 31 sec ago

Poem For Me
Tantalizing words flow onto the page, provoking reactions inside me today. Making me wanton. Driving me wild. I am becoming one with the page, wanting to feel close to each stroke of my pen as pleasure mounts. Merging with words, my emotions start to whimper as my senses react to their heated embrace causing my breathing to accelerate. Visions of kisses, tongues, hands find their way into my mind as sweet rapture spreads delicious heat to every needy place. I come apart as I dot each "I" and cross every "t." Stroking intimate places with intense manipulation wanting to prolong the immense pleasure as I love you with words. Taking your hand Fingers to my lips I want to love every inch of you Taste every part of your body As if I can drink your love's blood Through your very pores I want to get lost in your eyes Consumed by your kiss Set my body on fire Quench the fire in my blood With sweet caresses Touch my soul with your passion Lay dow

Dealing With People~ We Are All Differant~
Free Comments & Graphics Codes VAMPRESS KNOWS THAT NOT EVERYONE IS GOING TO LIKE HER. TO HER THAT IS FINE! SHE WILL NOT CHANGE FOR ANYONE! VAMPRESS IS WHO SHE IS... PEOPLE ARE NOT ALL THE SAME. THAT'S WHAT MAKES US SO UNIQUE. IF WE WERE ALL THE SAME WHY BOTHER? IT IS OUR SPECIAL INDIVUALITY *SPELLING* THAT MAKES US WHO WE ARE & WHAT BRINGS US TOGETHER.WE LIKE OR DISLIKE PEOPLE FOR THE WAY THEY ARE. SO TO VAMPRESS THIS IS A GOOD THING. ALL VAMPRESS CAN SAY IS, IS YOU DO NOT LIKE HER, THEN DO NOT COME TO HER PAGE... IGNORE HER COMPLETELY ..SHE WILL RESPECT THAT & NOT BOTHER YOU AT ALL! IT IS THE GROWN UP THING TO DO.. IF YOU LIKE VAMPRESS , THEN SHE IS GLAD OF THIS. SHE WILL HONOR AND RESPECT ALL THAT SHOW HER THE SAME.. MAY YOU ALL HAVE A WICKED MONDAY! BLESSED BE VAMPRESS Free Comments & Graphics Codes

What Men Really Want
Books abound, television shows focus on it, and it is the question that every woman asks herself, “What do men really want?” Studies and surveys have led to the top two answers to this question, "Sex and Respect". Yes, it’s true. Men want plenty of sex and they seek the respect of their partners. This is in contrast to women who primarily desire love and affection. When it comes right down to it, men get a bad rap. They are often depicted as sex crazed party animals that have no level or desire of commitment, and this simply isn’t the truth. There are many men who seek out a monogamous relationship and are just waiting for the perfect woman to enter the picture. Does this mean that the "perfect" woman is a human Barbie Doll? According to current studies - no. Studies have shown that men are more interested in a woman that is committed to them, respects them, and validates their worth more than a meaningless tryst with a perfect "ten". Of course men are attracted to a

How To Be Attractive To A Woman
No, you don’t need to get plastic surgery to become attractive to women. You may be surprised to discover that the qualities women are seeking in men are much more than skin deep. In fact, if you want to become attractive to women, it will serve you greatly to work on inner characteristics and traits rather than the outward appearance. Of course, you need to work on your physical appearance, have good grooming, and make the most of your natural strengths, but the true characteristics that make men the most appealing to women are virtues that rest under the surface. If you’ve ever asked the question, "How did that guy get her?", then these tips are for you. The first way to be attractive to any woman is to exude self-confidence. Women are attracted to men who are sure of themselves. From the moment you first meet until you finally say, "I do", let your relationship be one based on self-confidence. If a woman knows that you are sure of yourself, set goals and achieve them, and are

Stinkfist
Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredoms not a burden Anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me But I wouldnt want you Any other way. Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I dont want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you love me and that we belong together. Relax, turn around and take my hand. I can help you change Tired moments into pleasure. Say the word and well be Well upon our way. Blend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you Till you will not want me any other way. But, its not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I dont want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know Im alive. Knuckle deep inside the borderline. This may hurt a little but its something youll get used to. Relax. slip away. Something kinda sad about The way that things have come to be. Desensitized to everyth

Women's Greatest Turnoffs
If you’ve ever wondered what women are or aren’t attracted to, then you’re not alone. All men want to be attractive to women, and though beauty is in the eye of the beholder, there are definite things that all women find unappealing. If you’ve ever wanted to make sure that you identify all behaviors that women find offensive so that you can eradicate them from your life, then stay tuned. These tips will help ensure that you avoid common pitfalls that are sure to send women running in the other direction. The first greatest turn off for women is men who aren’t well groomed. Women spend countless hours throughout their lives grooming, bleaching, waxing, scrubbing, buffing, and polishing. They expect men to at least devote a little time to ensuring that they look presentable as well. From body odor to a few stray hairs growing from nostrils and eyebrows, flaws in appearance are a great turn off. Stay clean, iron your clothes, and make sure that you devote time to your appearance. Thi

Thought This Was A Good Joke!
Not meant to appear racial in any way...just a joke. One day a florist goes to the barber for a haircut. After the cut he goes to pay the barber, the barber says, 'I am sorry, I cannot accept money from you, I'm doing community service.' The florist is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning when the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen roses waiting at his door. A cop goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies, 'I'm sorry I cannot accept money from you, I'm doing community service.' The cop is happy and leaves the shop. The next morning the barber goes to open his shop, there is a thank you card and one dozen donuts waiting at his door. A Mexican cook goes for a haircut and he also goes to pay the barber after the cut. But the barber replies, I'm sorry I can't accept money from you I'm doing community service. The Mexican cook is happy and leaves. The next morning when the barber go

Tips For Men
When a man goes on a first date with a woman, he may be nervous, anxious, and on edge. There may be many mistakes or awkward moments that he finds himself in the middle of, however there are certain mistakes that should always be avoided, whether on the first date or early in a dating relationship. Realizing these mistakes can help men increase their chances of having long meaningful relationships with the woman that they care about and will help bridge the gap from dating to a serious relationship. The first dating mistake that all men should avoid is trying to have a one-night stand. If a man asks a woman out on the first date, and the only thing he has in mind is a one-night stand or how to take the woman to bed, the relationship will be off to a rocky start. First, men will find that they will be so preoccupied with trying to get his date in bed, that he’ll miss out on building a good foundation that could lead to a long lasting future relationship. When you meet a woma

Million Reasons Why
Million Reasons Why In my Life I'd thought I'd never see One who captured my heart like thee. I sometimes sit and stare How could i ever come to compare. With your beauty style and grace You look at me and a smile creeps across my face. Wonderful winds blow in my mind Whispering your name. My heart wild; you easily tamed ! Gentle as a kitten I am forever smitten My mind has no reason to wander For you I shutter and pnder. The blue of your eyes sparkle with the beauty of the sky. Never i like to see cry Never to see you hurt or I'd surely die. I say "Ilove" you Million reasons why. Michael Todd Northcutt

Dating Tips For Guys
So there are two pieces to this puzzle: 1) How to get a girlfriend. 2) How to not screw it up when you get one. HOW TO GET A GIRLFRIEND Here are some ideas for how to GET a great girlfriend: 1) Realize that attractive, intelligent, amazing women are IN DEMAND. They are RARE (I believe that a man who has his life together and understands women and attraction is FAR RARER, but that's a different conversation). 2) Because these women are rare and in demand, they usually have a lot of EXPERIENCE with men. And guess what? MEN ARE VERY PREDICTABLE. Men usually ask women out in one of a few PREDICTABLE ways... and they usually act one of a few PREDICTABLE ways on dates... and they usually respond in one of a few PREDICTABLE ways after the date... etc. 3) When it comes to the unusually attractive, desirable women, they have usually had a LOT of men who have "fallen" for them "too quickly". In other words, when they meet a guy who falls for them quickly, they RE

Real World
thoughs and songs re what help me work thought the day hope you enjoy and find the meaning in this.... here I sit and think about the world we know the same old thing were do we come for and where do we go..... sometimes I worried just to much sometimes I just don't care and if you with me at this point raise your hands up in the air let me hear you say YEAH......... sometime im happy as can be and sometimes im so low what is good and what is bad sometimes I just don't know the world is a most crazy place that we could have been it seems the meaning of our lives is going down in sin!!!!! so let me live....... and let me be....... your eyes are blind but I can see.... god is an illusion and there aint no paradise and there is no one watching over you and there is no heaven and is no anti Christ welcome to the real world and the show.. so let me take you down my dear to places you don't know a land that you've not been to and normally

It's Monday Why Did You Have To Go And Piss Me Off............
Ok so the rating thing doesnt bother me to much as we know most of us are nice enough to drop each others profiles a 10.... When you rate someone dont you realize your not rating there display pic?? rolls eyes guess some dont know that.... usually when I recieve a low rating I dont bother to rate the person back. This morning I'm feeling kind of pissy anyway so I shout boxed him a thanks...THen its like is he lurking at my pics??? because it was a good 5 or 10 minutes and he changed a rating to lower than he rated it the first time .... So I was like ok we are doing some honest rating eh? So I had already been to his profile and rated him a 10 because Im nice yo!.... Went to the pics, the dude was unattractive to me, gave me the shivers maybe because his inner beauty had already showed its face, So I rated him a 1 which I felt he totally deserved. But the kicker was be blocked. After, I said I didnt post my pics for him I got the block lol. But, then it (I mean He) pops back up sayin

Ninjas Vs Pirates
Misconceptions about ninjas: Ninjas do NOT wear spandex. A Samurai is NOT a ninja. Dragon Ball Z characters are NOT ninjas. If you see a ninja, he is NOT a ninja. Misconceptions about pirates: A Pirate is NOT a rat that eats pies. Pirates do NOT have special powers beyond normal humans. Pirates do NOT know how to breakdance. Pirates do NOT have a curse Pirates vs Ninjas Ruthless and brutal / Lack any personality Wear eye patches / Wear headbands Fight with swords / Fight skillfully with any object Represented by a skull and bones / Can remove a spleen in one swift motion Obnoxious and stink horribly / Live in your house secretly for days Have large shadows from being fat / Can remove their shadow if needed Launch cannonballs / Hurl shurikens Ride in big wooden boats / Go anywhere they want instantly Put daggers in their teeth / Catch bullets in their teeth Say "Arrrrrrrrrrgghh" / Kill themselves if they make a noise Lim

I Hate New England!!
God how I hate the New England Patriots!! Someone tell me where the sportmanship is when you have the game well in hand (38-0) with 9:20 left in the game and you run up the score with two more touchdowns?!? WTF?!? I want to know why Washington was called with holding penalties all day when New England didn't get one and don't tell me that they weren't becaus the were...how Washington was called for offensive pass interference when Randy Moss pushed off a defender to score a TD?!? WTF?!? And don't get me started about the hated Red Sox!! Someone please tell me why players like Bonds are scrutinized for steriod use when there are two in Bean Town (Ortiz and Ramirez) who should be tested... GO COLTS!! KNOCK BRADY ON HIS ARROGANT ASS A FEW TIMES!!

Effective Online Dating And Dating Tips
The proliferation of online dating sites makes the process of qualifying potential mates fast and efficient. This can be both a good and a bad thing. As one begins using online dating sites they can quickly find themselves deluged with emails and interested parties. To avoid moving to quickly or becoming overloaded with conversations with people who are not your "match" use a good model for screening and qualifying dates. This will help save you time, money and spare you drawn out long dates with individuals you know are not a fit in the first 5 minutes. Things You'll Need: One or more reputable online dating sites Patience Charm Discipline Good qualification skills Steps: Step One: Don't lie on your profile (tall claims, pictures from 10 lbs ago, etc.) The online dating process works best if you are honest. Pretend you are something you are not and you will soon find yourself juggling a maze lies. Put the real you out there and trust the

Read This...you Gotta...
here we go again... A lot of us have kids, and some of us still have them living at home. While others, have a gal friend, or boy friend with kids, so when we crash at that house, its always fighting for snacks. Yes that's what this post is about...Adult Snacks. Screw the kids, they get everything, all the candy, peanuts, pop-corn, anything you bring home gets consumed in a few hours... Well its time for a adult snack revolt... How to you go about causing this ruckus? Well, (laughing my ass off)... You must SNEAK snacks into the bedroom... (yes sneak), cause a average kid can smell a triple wrapped chocolate bar from a hundred yards, they are worse then those drug sniffing dogs. Then you must create a stash place, best is in the closet, or under the bed... I use those big fat plastic coffee containers, they hold lots of goodies.... But there are few important things to remember... a)Make sure the kid or kids, see this container and put some really stupit stuff

Tips And Ideas On How To Get A Guy!
Things You'll Need CONFIDENCE Time Patience Steps Step One* Always look good while going out of the house, but don't seem like you try too hard.(you never know who you will meet) -->smell good (no guy wants to be too close to a stinky girl) -->dress to your body shape (show off great features >butt, legs, etc.) -->pick out a great facial feature and work on that (this will help you not to overload on makeup) Step Two* When you see a guy that you think is cute, or maybe you have a crush on: -->Look at him (when he looks at you, smirk and look away) (this will give him an impression that you are interested, and he will keep staring and waiting to see if you look again) -->LOOK AGAIN (this will spark his interest, because he will know that the first look was NOT an accident) Step Three* Talk to his friends, or people around him (this will give him a closer look at you and he will know that you are a cool person because you are h

You Never Know About Someone Until You Invite Them In
WELL , I HAVE LIVED HERE 4 YRS IN MY APT AND I WAS NICE TO HELP THIS PERSON UNTIL SHE DID ME BAD . AND AS A RESULT I WILL PROBABLY HAVE TO MOVE DUE TO CANNOT GET HELP FROM AGENCIES HERE , AND STARTED A NEW JOB, AND SO IT WILL BE AWHILE BEFORE I CAN GET BACK HERE TO SEE EVERYONE , I'LL MISS MANY HERE . TY ALL , FOR ALL THE LOVE , WHICH HAVE BEEN MANY AND SO CLOSE TO MY HEART . NEVER THOUGHT 1 PERSON COULD DO THE DAMAGE SHE DID , AND BEING BEHIND IN OCT 'S RENT WILL . ITS GOIN TO HAVE TO BE TO START OVER , LOVE ALL BREW

Help My Friend Quuen Of Hearts Win A Vip
help my friend queen of hearts win her first vip please and thank you they made a deal with me the deal is that i do 500 comments and i get at least 5 ppl to do 50 comments her hubby king of hearts will give me a free tattoo so if you would come by and show your love im not worried about the tattoo i just want her to win that vip so she can send some 11s your way also we know we love to see them 11s so come on over and show you love and comment bomb her pic here is the link now all u have to do is click on it and start bombing away

Happy Halloween
Morning yall its pink just dropping you all a few lines to tell ya I'll be back online at home on wed its taken awhile for the phone company to get my account fixed but they told me it would be back on the 31st wohooooo can't wait I hope all of you are doing well and I have missed you all so much so you all holla at me soon and take care. xox pink

Msallcox
Calling all FU-Bombers, friends, family and fans, MissAllCox needs your help to receive a 7 day blast. She needs 10,000 comments to receive her 7 day blast. I know that with all your love and support we can knock this out in no time. Are you up for the challenge? Please drop by her picture and drop some comments. Just click on the link below and it will take you directly to her picture. Thanks, Tiggerbear2007

From A Guys Point Of View!
From a guys point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls >OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. S

Forever
In the brightest hour Of my darkest day I realized What is wrong with me Can't get over you Can't get through to you It's been a helter-skelter, romance from the start Take these memories That are haunting me Of a paper man cut into shreds By his own pair of scissors He'll never forgive her... He'll never forgive her... [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever Sitting by a fire On a lonely night Hanging over from another good time With another girl... Little dirty girl You should listen to this story of her life You're my heroine- In this moment I'm lonely fullfilling my darkest dreams All these drugs, all these women I'm never forgiving... this broken heart of mine [CHORUS] Because days! Come and go! But my feelings for you are forever Because days come and go But my feelings for you are forever One last kiss... Before I go... Dry your tear

Grr Not Again
Well... I hope all of you had a good week end! I know I didn't! I went to my parent's place for the week end to visit. On my way there (3 hour drive) dad called me and told me that mom was having a panic attack and that he was going to take her to the hospital. So, I am still about 30 mins away and I finally get there and my little brother is at the house, no biggie he is 14... well dad calls and tells me that mom was having tests done and that her doctor was the one on call this week end. So, around rolls about 2:30 and dad gets home... with mom. They reused to admit her eventhough they gave her meds to calm her down and still saw her really bad. They woke her out of a sound sleep just to send her home. Well, she was having another rough day Sat. She took the meds that they gave her Friday night and they calmed her down for a bit. Well, Sat night dad wound up taking her to the hospital again. Well, this time they admit her. They say she has severe depression and anxiety. She was takin

Happy Halloween
Hey yall how ya all been hope everyone is doing well just to let everyone know I will be online permantly on wed the 31st so holla at me and leave me some love i have missed you all take care and hope to talk to you all soon.

Lookin For Fun
hey all u fubar friends and family i thought i would post this to see if anyone is interested.we r a couple with a bi-female looking to have some fun with another couple or a bi-female.if u r interested or know someone send them our way, this is strictly for fun. we r both clean and ready and hope to find the same lol.hit us up or send a message ok, luv u all pappa bear and memori forever.

The 3 Deadly Mistakes Women Make With Men Without Realizing It..
» Mistake #1: Leading A Man To Think You Are "Needy" And "Insecure" Did you know that there are 6 ways you can set off a man's "Insecurity Alert" and make him think twice about pursuing a relationship with you? Sadly, even confident women often "accidentally" give off one of these signs... and just one can kill the chance of a man asking you on a second date. As you read through these signals men pick up on as "needy" and unattractive, ask yourself if YOU have ever been guilty of committing one of these deadly mistakes: Talking or saying nasty things about your past boyfriends. Saying bad things about men you have been involved with actually reflects the negatively back on YOU. It makes a man worry you are carrying around "baggage" that HE will have to deal with should he become involved with you. Speaking negatively about other women. When women call other women names like "slut", "bitch", and "crazy", it is anything but impressive to a man you are attracted you.

In The Dark
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Update
For those who may have noticed Last Fu standing wasn't updated lastnight. It was updated this morning. The following player was eliminated this morning: FEMALE VUDOO @ 0.00% I would like to thank you for playing and hope you had a good time. We are now on week 2 and it's getting pretty close with a couple players, lets see what the end of week 2 will look. I have also made a couple changes to the site in general. Players can now leave comments for other players. People can leave comments on the hotlist page. For those who haven't requested a spot to be on the Hot board can now submit their request directly from the main page. Ok players, get all your peeps in voting for you. Good luck to all members in round 2. The website is down cause they're working on the servers. Bastards, i'll post another blog when it's up again.

Halloween
Now I don't mean to sound like a dork or anything, but I LOVE halloween! Dressing up, acting like someone (or something) else has always held an appeal to me. This year I get to dress up (will post a pic once im in costume) and take my son trick or treating. Its also good that he is still so young, he does not realize when I dip into his stash. "No honey, I never touched your candy. I think you ate that kit kat last night" Hmmm, that sounds pretty bad eh. Well thats all I have for now, will post again soon.