It is inevitable, the people we love the most, are the people we will hurt the most AND he who holds the heart is the one that will suffer .
i looked at some old pictures today ...reminded me all the people that arent in my life anymore fuck
10-29-07 analysi of my writing
very true. i think that when you first start being with someone or even just being friends with someone your still on a level where you dont feel completly comfortable being yourself, not only that but the fact that things new people say dont really bother you as much as things people youve know for a long period of time do. why ? not exactly sure but i think it has something to do with the fact that you expect them to know you better and also that the things you say have more meaning than they did when you first met. over time you get to know someone, you begin to understand things they do that piss you off and make you happy and you learn more about each other on a more indepth level.i dont think (in most cases anyways) that we are intentionaly trying to hurt the people we care about i think we just get so comfortable with situations over time that things that were once unacceptable to say are more easily said, things that were acceptable but possibly hurtful are said with more passion (oh my i just keep going and going dont i)so we take it to a new hightened level.not only in conversastion but in action as well.everyone does it ..so dont even try to fool yourself and say your not that way because your probably one of the worst offenders. just admit to yourself that your caveman and move the fuck on.its not like the ramblings of some teenage carnage will make a true meningful inpact on you anyways. but just to
be cocky about things i will say actually i will TELL YOU! that you may not be willing to accept this now but eventually youll find yourself anylising a situation and you will realise that angsty teenage bitch was right.WOW
