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Changing Patterns......There comes a time, when the earth just stands still and you need to make a choice.....or have that decision made for you. This has been a very excruciating year for me....and it finally has caught up with me. Losing both my parents within 7 months and other personal issues...I feel like I am ready to crack like an egg.
I made a decision and now I need to live with it. For better or for worse. The decision wasn't made lightly or in a moment of confusion or passion. Apparently, this was the course that I had been heading to for a long time. Unfortunately, other people got hurt on the way to this decision. That was unavoidable.
And I am so sorry.
People get hurt every single minute of the day. People feel like the end of the world has just occured. But people need to make decisions that impact their life all the time. Sometimes, you feel like you are looking through a kaleidoscope. Then you realize that what you are looking at is your life. All the facets that make you
Oct 31happy halloween everybody
DogsNotice When Something Can't Be Controlled Or Understood
The Thing To Do Is To Destroy It...
You Know What I Mean..
Witches...
Burning Of Books...
And Now... Dogs?
Man's Best Friend... WOW!!
What's Next?
Help Put A Stop To This Pathetic Injustice!
All These Things Being Destroyed Are Because Of Man Made Decisions...
Never Too Late To Change A Mind
- Except When Life Is Killed.
Please Repost
(repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2007-10-31 06:18:42')
Something Really Cool To Do On Halloween Night!!!!I'll be at Rocky Horror(with live cast!) at the Naro on Colley Ave in Ghent tonight!! If you have never seen the live show ,Halloween is the best time to come!!!!There will be Two shows , 1 at 7pm and 1 at 9pm, :a Rocky Horror costume contest(Rocky costumes only), special pre-shows, and thee Underware run(where else can you run around in your underware ,In public ,and Not get arrested?) ..You never know Whats gonna happen at Rocky.........the shows are early tonight so you still have time to go out and party afterwards......Hope to see You there!!!!!!
This Is Going To Be A Shytty Halloween!!Ok so I gotta blow off a little steam this morning. I decided last night not to come home in a bad mood, me and Daniel have been arguring for a few days now so I let bi-gons be bi-gons kind of thing because I know being mad and stressed out all the time aint going to cut it being pregnant and its not good for the baby. Well this morning he says " I think Ill ask Steph when I can get Ophelia" and so I said after we go trick-or-treating right? "He says well today is wed. and this is the day I get her, if its too late when we get back I just wont go and I will get Ophelia, my daughter is more important to me then trick-or-treating." (Ok people dont get me wrong, I love the baby, I really do but for guys they dont think before they speak because when guys say asshole things like this woman "hear" it differently. Especially pregnant, hormonal ones) So Im like wtf? If I had known that shyt I wouldnt have felt bad that he didnt have a costume and worried about getting him a fucking mask u kn
HeyaHappy Halloween everyone.. enjoy the day of spooks.
Are You Happy???What exactly does it mean when someone is happy? In their life, I mean. I guess this can be (and should be) purely subjective, but here're my thoughts on the matter.... as if you needed to ASK for my opinion!
My definition of being happy in life is just not having to tolerate shit. When things are quiet, I'm good. Like now... No drama is happening right now, I don't have a major catastrophe (knock on wood) to deal with, I'm not sick... you know what I mean. Right now I'm just going through my day to day with relative ease. This makes me happy. While it's true that I'm desperately overdue for a vacation..I'm pretty okay with where my life is right now.
Some people aren't happy unless they have STUFF. George Carlin did a whole comedy routine based on the American people's propensity for collecting STUFF. When we fill a house with our stuff we store it in the garage. We even rent spaces somewhere else to keep our stuff. Sometimes we put it on tables in our front yard and sell our st
Too FunnyThink before you speak...
Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak -
the last one is great!
Have you ever spoken and wished that you could
immediately take the words back...
or that you could crawl into a hole?
Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did....
FIRST TESTIMONY:
I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow
and asked loudly,
'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?'
I turned around and walked back out and never went back
My husband didn't say a word...
he knew better.
SECOND TESTIMONY:
I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls.
I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using.
After browsing for several minutes,
I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store
He asked if he could help me.
Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with mens balls'
THIRD TESTIMONY:
My sister and I were at the mall and
pass
10 Reasons1o reasons trick or treating is better than sex
10. You're guaranteed to get at least a little something in the sack.
9. If you get tired, you can wait 10 minutes and go at it again.
8. The uglier you look, the easier it is to get some.
7. You don't have to compliment the person who gives you some.
6. It's okay if the person you're with fantasizes you're someone else, because you actually are.
5. Forty years from now you'll still enjoy candy.
4. If you don't like what you get, you can always go next door.
3. It doesn't matter if the kids hear you moaning and groaning.
2. There's a lot less guilt the morning after.
1. You can do the whole neighborhood
Its Almost Over ..Yepp .. Can you believe This month went by that fast ??? Dayumm.... Well .. Mary's Contest is Almost Over and she's still in need of a few Comments .. So please if you can Take a Few moments today and visit her contest pic and show her some luv .. She still has a chance at getting 3rd or 4th place .. Come on give her a nice Halloween Howdy !
Thanks Everyone XOxoxox
Love TestYou know you're in love when you can listen to "Take my breathe away" and actualy enjoy it. lol
History Of HalloweenAncient Origins
Halloween's origins date back to the ancient Celtic festival of Samhain (pronounced sow-in).
The Celts, who lived 2,000 years ago in the area that is now Ireland, the United Kingdom, and northern France, celebrated their new year on November 1. This day marked the end of summer and the harvest and the beginning of the dark, cold winter, a time of year that was often associated with human death. Celts believed that on the night before the new year, the boundary between the worlds of the living and the dead became blurred. On the night of October 31, they celebrated Samhain, when it was believed that the ghosts of the dead returned to earth. In addition to causing trouble and damaging crops, Celts thought that the presence of the otherworldly spirits made it easier for the Druids, or Celtic priests, to make predictions about the future. For a people entirely dependent on the volatile natural world, these prophecies were an important source of comfort and direction dur
Happy Halloweenie!Hey everyone ... It easier for me to address everyone at once for now.... I sure miss getting to goof off around here! Whoooo Hoo Halloween is here and Hey I'm turning 39 on Sunday .... I'm cool with it solong as I dont look like I'm pushing 40 LOL but I beleive you look as young as u feel and I feel with my hands,Er I mean I feel about 28 so it's all good. LOL I miss everyone and I hope to be back online more really soon!
*Flinging Kisses*
Suzanne
Somethingquand tu
quand tu me prends dans tes bras
quand je regarde dans tes yeux
je vois qu'un dieu existe
ce n'est pas dur d'y croire
before i met you i wasn't terribly lucky
every prince charming lost charm after twelve
but then you came and made the past look so funny
put my old sadness to sleep on a shelf
if this was meant to be
don't condemn me to be free
and even if we never marry
i will always love you, baby
childishly
'cause something
you've got something i can't resist
things are what they will be
when i look into your eyes
they say to me that god's do exist
and there's something
you've got something i can't resist
things are what they will be
when i look into your eyes
they say to me that god's do exist
you make me believe
you make me believe
i love the temperature and smell of your body
the shape of your lips and the size of your nose
i love that everything you say is so funny
plus you're the best kisser that i've ever known
you see the way
Re: Bush Planning Martial Law? House Member Denied AccessRE: Bush planning martial law? House member denied access
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Date: 31 Oct 2007, 07:59
Bush planning martial law? House member denied access----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------Thanks: Civilly disobedientDate: Oct 31, 2007 3:55 AMIs Bush Administration Planning Martial Law? Congressman DeFazio Denied Access to Government Documentsby David Gutierrez (NewsTarget) The Bush Administration shocked lawmakers and analysts two months ago when it denied a member of the House Homeland Security Committee permission to examine classified plans for maintaining the functioning of the government in the event of a major natural disaster or terrorist attack.In order to alleviate concerns that the White House has plans for martial law, Representative Peter DeFazio, (D-OR), asked to see the plan for government continuity. As a member of the Homeland Security Committee, DeFazi
Bloody Kisses; not long ago but far away
A rainy winter's day
All her pain she kept inside
Could no longer hide
No cry for help
She killed herself
Both life & love could not be saved
She took them both to the grave
A pair of souls become undone
Where were two now one
Devided by this wall of death
I soon will join you yet
With my blood I'll find your love
You found the strength to end you life
As you did so shall I
Oh no
Please don't go
It's like a death in the family
A crimson pool so warm & deep
Lulls me to an endless sleep
Your hand in mine - I will be brave
Take me from this earth
An endless night - this, the end of my life
From the dark I feel your lips
And I taste your bloody kiss
Oh no
Please don't go
It's like a death in the family
Don't die on me
Don't die on me
Don't die on me
Dont' die
IowaAfter moving back to Minnesota for a few more years where I was born and raised and after I graduated from College, I journeyed to Iowa. Iowa is basically the same feeling as Minnesota. Down home and alot of corn LOL. I lived in Davenport a farily sizeable city. People there are really into the "Hawkeyes" which is cool. I love seeing communities support events and sports or what have you. But there really isn't a whole lot to do there. Although I did experience the musical area. My friend Jon was in a couple of HeavyMetal bands, he was a drummer and damn good at it. Although that type of music really isn't my forte, I got used to it after a couple of drinks in me lmfao. Go Alcohol LOL. The friends I've met there are my FAMILY. I love them to pieces. But after 5 years of Iowa, again I knew it wasn't the "home" for me. Iowa is another place in time where if I do find time I'll go visit them again.
I Can't Explain How Much This Song Described My Life For Years..... {{white Slavery}}summer snow,
But its not cold
Once its tested,
Thus infected
Ive lost myself again
Ive lost myself again
Its a nightmare,
But its clear
It will end, but then?
The break of day,
I rot away
With every breath,
I pray for death
Let me say
Pepsi generation
A few lines
Of misinformation
Watch your money
Flow away oh so quick
To kill yourself properly,
Coke is iti make a call - so far to fall
Restless craving - inundating
The summer snow - but its not cold
Once its tested - thus infected
Ive lost myself again - Ive lost myself again
Its a nightmare - but its clear - it will end - but when
The break - of day - I rot - away
With every breath - I pray - for death
Ive lost myself again - Ive lost myself again
Its a nightmare - but its clear - it will end - but when
Let me say pepsi generation
A few lines - of misinformation
Watch your money flow away oh so quick
To kill yourself properly coke is it
Ive lost myself again - Ive lost myself again
Its a
Unsuccessfully Coping With The Natural Beauty Of InfidelityTrust and youll be trusted
Says the liar to the fool
Lust and so what if youre busted?
In love and war there aint no rules
Do you believe in forever?
I dont even believe in tomorrow
The only things that last forever
Are memories and sorrow
Out of sight out of mind
The motto of betrayal
The prophets preach to forgive and forget
Im sorry, but I am unable
You went to lamour saturday night
Red nails and lipstick dressed two sizes two tight
His tongue down your throat
His hand up your skirt
Yeah Im a man
But it still hurts
Slut
Whore
Cunt
I know youre fucking someone else
(he knows youre fucking someone else)
You had cock on your mind
And cum on your breath
Inserted that diaphragm before you left
Practicing freelance gynecology
Where theres a womb theres a way
With you its for free
Slut
Whore
Cunt
I know youre fucking someone else
(he knows youre fucking someone else)
Done it before
Time after time
Refused to learn your lesson
Gave ti
Notin Like Embarassing My Kids LolTonite, I am taking my boys trick or treating for what might be, the last year, as they are growing up so quickly..I have to go out with a bang! I am dressingup as a naughty school girl..I will have a short plaid skirt on, pig tails, saddle shoes, alot of makeup and fishnet stockings..I am sure my kids will be like "OMG OMG!" CAUSE I RARELY DRESS UP...I am gonna get a kick outta it tonite...they have alot of their friends who say "i wish my mom would dress up for halloween"..let's see how much CANDY I CAN GET..hehehehe!
Love You To Death.... My Fav Song By ThemIn her place one hundred candles burning
As salty sweat drips from her breast
Her hips move and I can feel what theyre saying, swaying
They say the beast inside of mes gonna get ya, get ya,get...
Black lipstick stains her class of red wine
I am your servant, may I light your cigarette?
Those lips smooth, yeah I can feel what youre saying, praying
They say the beast inside of mes gonna get ya, get ya, get...
I beg to serve, your wish is my law
Now close those eyes and let me love you to death
Shall I prove I mean what Im saying, begging
I say the beast inside of mes gonna get ya, get ya, get..
Let me love you too
Let me love you to death
Hey am I good enough for you?
Hey am I good enough for you?
Am i?
Am i?
Am I good enough
For you?
My Girlfriend's Girlfriend (for Sooo Many Reasons I Love This Song)Its no secret were close
As sweaty velcro
Like latex, fur and feathers
Stuck together
Now
In their 62 vette
Sharing one cigarette
In a black light trance then
Go go dance
Then
Go go trance
Then
They keep me warm on cold nights
We must be quite a sight
In our meat triangle
All tangled
Wow
My girlfriends girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriends girlfriend
Shes my girl too
Her and me an her and she and me
An uncrowded couple are we three
Hey we dont care what people say
When walking hand in hand down kings highway
Two for one today
My girlfriends girlfriend
She looks like you
My girlfriends girlfriend
Shes my girl
All Hallow's EveFall fires burning neath black twisted boughs
Sacrifice - to above
Smoke swirling quickly towards misting clouds
Offering - of this blood
Into the flames and without shame - consumed with howls and screams
Pumpkins grin - in their despair - on all - hallows eve - hallows eve
Cruel be the wind as it quells my words
I shout out - to the rain
Incantations Ive so hope youve heard - that you - live again
From deep earth brings forth rebirth witness but I shant believe
From below a chilling glow - on all - hallows eve - hallows eve
Be spiderwebbed and glazed in frost
She wears death - beautifully
More stunning now - than in her life - on a bed - of autumn leaves
Into her eyes and quite surprised I whispered dont you leave
Sing macabre songs and well dance til dawn - on all hallows eve
Hallows eve
Saint lucifer hear me praying to thee - on this eve - of all saints
High be the price but then nothing is free - my soul Ill - gladly trade
Ahhh - hallows eve - ahhh - hal
Be My DruidessBe my druidess
Be my everything
Be my druidess
Be mine
Around the dyre, a circle of thirteen
Thoughout these woods, ecstatic screams
I look deeply into your eyes
I smell your hair, caress your thighs
Now well make love by fire light
A blaze so high it lights the night
Long fingernails dug in my skin
Yourself so wet invites me in
Our lust increased feeds desire
As we combust, yeah we on fire
I feel you shake so deep inside
O oh scream my name and hold me tight
Ill do anything to make you come
God I Love Type OA cross upon her bedroom wall
From grace she will fall
An image burning in her mind
And between her thighs
A dying god-man full of pain
When will you cum again ?
Before him beg to serve or please
On your back or knees
Theres no forgiveness for her sins
Prefers punishment ?
Would you suffer eternally
Or internally ?
For her lust
Shell burn in hell
Her soul done medium well
All through mass manual stimulation
Salvation
Body of christ
She needs
The body of christ
Shed like to know god
Ooh love god
Feel her god
Inside of here - deep inside of her
WeddingMe and sugar are going to get married i hope all my friends and family will be there it is going to be at little after 9pm est hope to see you there click the link and thats where it will be ThE ViPeR PiT
New Look, Same Attitude
The Viper Pit @ fubar
Viper Pit Radio
Thank you for coming
DJPhilburg&Sugarspice
The Path Of The Seventh MoonFrom far away, in the forest where i go, comes to my ears, the howling of a
wolf... wolf!.
Terrible things waits for me, but blood calls, the path of seventh moon,
burns in my skin.
I'm running through the trees, with a black storm starting in my eyes. I
feel my blood. I fell the fire, burning all the land, and all is left is
this silence of a darkest night, the Wolf invincible, the reign... into the
shadows.
Slowly, my senses sharpening. I can smell everything in the air. A
supernatural energy. impels-me. i'm awakening to my new being.
I'm running through the trees, with a black storm starting in my eyes. I
feel my blood. I fell the fire, burning all the land, and all is left is
this silence of a darkest night, the Wolf invincible, the reign... into the
shadows.
Brother wolf, now i walk beside you,,, and we share the pray.
BloodStranges thoughts round in my head, like ancient views in red, a call coming
through centuries, like a legacy in my blood. there's someting growing into
me, cannot control it much more time, i feel it round into my veins and
begins to awake. The anxiety controls me... and your neck, so white, there's
not too much to loose, come on, let me taste your blood.
Aeternum vitae, hereditare in sanguinis, maledical dominus (but).
I can feel the ancestral thirst, now my eyes see through the dark, we gonna
live in the eternal night.
We gonna walk together, for all eternity wandering in the shadows, spreading
the fear. Night will be our. To hunt and drink, to hunt and drink forever,
the essence of life.
Things That Go Bump In The NightFirst off hand, a shameless plug for my favorite TV show and my favorite location. Tonite "GHOST HUNTERS", on the SciFi channel, will be conducting a 6 hour live paranormal investigation into the WAVERLY HILLS SANATORIUM in Louisville, Kentucky starting @ 800pm central, 900pm eastern.I've taken a dramatic interest in the paranormal ever since I learned I had a ghost in my house. He is the former owner who recently died. I dont have any photgraphic or video proof but I did leave a Digital Voice Recorder in the house one night while I was away. There is a distinct coughing sound in the room, even though noone was home. Also, one night, a fork which was sitting on my night stand fell onto the floor with no help. I put the fork in the kitchen sink. When I came back into the bedroom about an hour later, a fork was back on the night stand.Now I am a pretty sane and rational person, but this one has me stumped!!!Anyway, I'll be out joining a group doing an investigation at an old mans
VladVlad, lord of cruelty and pain, come to my dreams, show me your hell.
Welcome foreigner to the kingdom of sadism, in this garden of hell there's a place four you. Blood flood the ground and feed the Aqueronte.
Vlad's dominions are like a reminiscence of hell. Come to my dreams, show me your hell, this forest of bodies is an altar for Vlad...this is an altar for Vlad
Those impaled bodies are like debris of hell a sadic monument or an offeriness?
Me Sorrysorry to all my freinds and family here on fubar. been so busy with work its been unreal short staffed. but i will make up for it. i miss you all very very much. love medic
10 Ways To Be A Black Metal Elitist1.Release song lyrics written in kvlt.
2.Wear corpsepaint for a photoshoot
3.Desecrate a virgin
4.Carry a sword in a photoshoot
5.Paint fingernails black
6.Growl at random people on the street
7.Murder someone for no obvious reason
8.Use the word KRIEG several times in a song written in english
9.Wear a cloak in everyday life
10.Claim to be a fascist when you're actually not
20 Ways To Make A Gurl Fall Head Over Heels¢¾What girls really want from you.
1. Don't flirt with other girls. | It makes us feel like we're not good enough for you. We feel like we did something wrong so you are making up for it with another girl.
2. Even if you're not going out, heck, even if you're not friends, don't say bad stuff about us. | We could be the meanest people in the world to you, but most of the time we're joking and we think you're serious. You haven't seen mean until you say something bad about us. We have evil sides and we're not afraid to use them.
3. We're not toys. | Don't just have your fun with us and drop us. We're serious about things. That's just mean and we'll spend days wondering what we ever did wrong.
4. Put your arms around our waist firmly but gently, holding us close to you. | If you can, smell our hair! For most girls, we try to succeed in making it smell and look good! Plus, we know you love the smell, why try to sneak around?
5. If you've done something wrong, fess up. | Tell u
Re: Ron Paul's Presidential Odds Drastically SlashedRE: Ron Paul's Presidential Odds Drastically Slashed
----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------
From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 31 Oct 2007, 07:01
Ron Paul's Presidential Odds Drastically Slashed Britain's biggest bookmaker William Hill has drastically slashed Ron Paul's odds of becoming president from 66/1 to just 12/1, putting him on course to go head to head with Rudolph Giuliani for the Republican nomination, which will be decided in early September 2008. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/october2007/311007_presidential_odds.htm
MontanaMontana was the first State I moved to when I graduated from H.S. and journeyed out to this huge but yet small world. The drive alone was horriffic and soooooooooooo lonnng. I thought we would never get there. North Dakota has absolutely nothing, except for when you pass Bismark and if you look closly enough on the left hand side up on top a hill you can see a PLASTIC COW just standing there. It is quite humerous. I'll be posting my "pics" later. on this adventure. I lived on the border of North Dakota and Montana in the area known as the "badlands". ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING THERE EITHER. Except you can see "wild buffalo and horses" in the hills known as "Roosevelt Canyon" Which is very cool. The area is soooooooo clean and beautiful. They call it "Big Sky" for a reason you can see for long time ahead. The air is consistently Fresh. The people are so down home I felt welcomed right away. Of course it helps already growing up in Country Life style. The MEN ARE MEN AND WOMEN RULE! lol. I left
PromisesI may be wrong but you tell me. Is the world made up of broken Promises? does anybody keep there word any more I have a list a mile long of broken promises but I can not think of one promise that has been kept. I try to be honest and true but all it seams to get me is grief and misery. Why do so many feel that a promise is just a word you say when you want someone to do some thing for you,and that you are not going to have to keep your promise.Broken promises kill more than people know maybee I'm just to sensitive but I am starting to feel like there is no one you can count on any more except yourself and thats getting lonely.
If you have any thoughts on this please let me hear them couse I am at a loss. Sorry if this is a downer but It's how I feel latly
Coast Easy all
W T FEvery just feel like a complete idot? And to trust someone.... never thinking they would hurt you? I don't think I will ever trust anyone ever again.
Tears of anger and sadness
Sometimes I want to escape from the world.
I want to be by myself, alone and with no one.
I fell like the whole worlds against me and I'm locked up with it.
I want to be free, away from it, far far away.
I can feel like everyone hates me, and they want me out of their lives.
It makes me want to run, run as far away as possible.
I'm confined with the anger and I can't get out.
I'm running, I'm searching but there is no exit.
I get confused and angry...I sit and cry, tears of sadness roll down my cheeks.
Is there sadness all over the world? It feels like anger against me which makes me sad.
It hurts so bad that it hurts physically too.
I want to scream, scream so loud that the whole world can hear.
Hinder, Better Than Me.... (man U Can Tell What Mood I'm In Today Lol)I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies that I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This c
More Random Flyleaf Lyrics I LoveHere I stand
Empty hands
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings
There you stood
Holding me
Waiting for me to notice you
But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
I'm screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life
The warmth of your embrace
Melts my frostbitten spirit
You speak the truth and I hear it
The words are I love you
And I have to believe in you
But who are you
You are the truth (you are the truth)
I'm screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life
My hands are open
And you are filling them
Hands in the air
In the air, in the air, in the air
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
And I worship
You are the truth (you are the truth)
I'm screaming these lies
You are the truth (you are the truth)
Saving my life
I Really Think I Relate More To Her Songs Than Anyones....Sick of circling the same road
Sick of bearing the guilt
So open the windows to cool off
And heat pours in instead
Perfect in weakness
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
All my efforts to clean me
Leave me putrid and filthy
And how can you look at me
When I can't stand myself
I'm tired to be honest
I'm nobody
Perfect in weakness
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
Perfect in weakness
I'm only running in just your strength alone
I tried to kill you
You tried to save me
You save me
You save me
You save me
You save me
Perfect in weakness
I'm only perfect in just your strength alone
Perfect in weakness
I'm only running in just your strength alone
I Love This Song.... Its, Like My Song....My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
This fire rising through my being
Burning I'm not used to seeing you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place
The music makes me sway
The angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you
I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
And so I cry
The light is white
And I see you
I'm alive, I'm alive, I'm alive
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing
Take my hand
I give it to you
Now
Um, Ew!I had literally 8 guys stop me on the way to the post office asking me to please suck their blood.
On top of that one guy went by twice in his car.
I want my father!
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Naughty Or NiceOk I took down all my Naughty Pics a few people e-mailed me to say take new ones so wanted to get some feedback does anyone ever look at the Naughty Pics or should I leave them off?
Bite Me, It's A Good Song (and Ya I'm Listening To It... So There)Every night in my dreams
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on
Far across the distance and spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
Love can touch us one time and last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold you
In my life we'll always go on
Near far wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more you open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
You're here, there's nothing I fear
And I know that my heart will go on
We'll stay forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
He Made My DayMost Amazing man . I know , I have been sick . He calls me everyday .Make sure I am ok , Yesterday he stop by .Made me so happy . Cheer me up sooooooooooo much . Just see him . Makes me happy. When I am with him . Like nothing else matters . He listens great !! Always cheers me up ! He has a great sense humor . Great Father too he's kids . Very very hard worker . That man put he's all into what he dose .
Honey you are Awesome !! xoxoxoxoxox
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He Made My DayMost Amazing man . I know , I have been sick . He calls me everyday .Make sure I am ok , Yesterday he stop by .Made me so happy . Cheer me up sooooooooooo much . Just see him . Makes me happy. When I am with him . Like nothing else matters . He listens great !! Always cheers me up ! He has a great sense humor . Great Father too he's kids . Very very hard worker . That man put he's all into what he dose .
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A Cynical Willyiam For The Fuckin' Day 10/31/07Another lie we tell each other; Abortion is murder (no religious debate folks), WTF? So why are the goddamn companies that make the "morning after pills" and Gyn schools that teach which "thing to snip" still fuckin' standing? Hmm can it be their campaign contributions? And, in fact, who made up "murder is wrong?" Must've been somebody that was alive but they had a fuckin' "vested interest" and "strong bias" in staying that way! Thanks to George Carlin for inspiration!
Part 2...............People who refer to themselves in the 3rd person......
People who drive with their hazard lights on when it's raining. WE KNOW IT'S RAINING. Plus, unless your car is super new, your brake lights are disabled when you have the hazards on....
This one is for my fellow males........they are called breasts, tits, sweater puppies, juggs, funbags and a million other names. Act like you've seen a pair before and not leave ridiculous comments on women's profiles or pictures........
People at work who want to find out who's to blame for a problem FIRST, before they fix the problem. Take care of the problem, particularly in customer service, then we can figure out who to fire later.........
People who wear clothes too small for them. I'm a big fat-ass and I know it. At least I have the decency to choose my clothing accordingly.......
more to come.........
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You may be surprised to see some of the answers.
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Happy Halloween From Me And Rob Zombiehope everyone as a great halloween
i be watching shit loads of horror tonight and getting drunk (like always)
went to a halloween party on satday
dressed as jason voorhees lol
i post pics went i got time
every one have a good day
and heres a happy halloween message from rob zombie
Is Every Republican Politician Secretly Gay?Oh, and LMFAO AGAIN- ANOTHER anti-gay Republican is busted, this one dressed up Like Guliani (women's lingerie) having sex with a man in a nudie booth...
Republican Richard Curtis hastens to say : "I'm not Gay". I just like having gay sex while wearing women's clothes in public places.
Oh, Well THAT makes it okay then. Carry on. How can we win the war in Terror if our Republican war mongers can't dress up like chicks and blow men in public restrooms?
Trick Or TreatI am spending my morning with my boss as we both go off to a meeting.
He is a very young guy and I am sure he fantasizes about me all the time. He made a pass at me last year at the Christmas party but I shined him on.
I wonder what he has up his sleeve this morning while we drive to the meeting ... and I am driving.
What is with you YOUNG guys?
Happy HalloweenTo all my Fubar frinds ... have a happy Halloween
OXOXO
Princess ...
Happy HalloweenFighting a Ghost
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset.
Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational.
In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window.
A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him. He started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet.
As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?"
The drunk, still staring down replied
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Suck But FunnyThis is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years.
The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of f*rting loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air.
Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out.
The years went by and he continued to rip them out! Then one Christmas morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her.
She took the bowl and went upstairs where her husband was sound asleep and, gently pulling back the bed covers, she pulled back the elastic waistb
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WeekendFor those of you who are interested here is how my weekend went. Friday I left work and headed to Spartanburg to hang out at my cousins. His brother and his brothers 2 sons were there. The oldest son left for Navy boot camp Sunday. We cooked us a big ole pot of chilli beans and sat around the fire and talked and told old boot camp stories from when we were in. He was kind of nervous about going in but we both told him that we would trade with him in a heartbeat. I really miss being in the Army. I wish I would have been smart enough when I was in to realize the things that I know now. We had an awesome time sitting around the fire and drinkin a few Bud Lights. Saturday I got up and got my son. We went back to my cousins and hung out all day. We went out to eat that night with my cousins and aunt and uncle. I'm suprised my ex let my son because it was past time for me to bring him home. Thats the first time in 2 years thatshe has let him stay with me past the time I am suppose to drop hi
You Have To Be Kidding!!!CHRISTMAS STAMP
How ironic is this??!! They don't even believe in Christ and they're getting their own Christmas stamp, but don't dream of posting the ten commandments on federal property?
USPS New Stamp
This one is impossible to believe. Scroll down for the text.
If there is only one thing you forward today.....let it be this!
REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of Pan Am Flight 103!
REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the World Trade Center in 1993!
REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the Marine Barracks in Lebanon !
REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the military Barracks in Saudi Arabia !
REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the American Embassies in Africa !
REMEMBER the MUSLIM bombing of the USS COLE!
REMEMBER the MUSLIM attack on 9/11/2001 !
REMEMBER all the AMERICAN lives that were lost in those vicious MUSLIM attacks!
Now the United States Postal Service REMEMBERS and HONORS the EID MUSLIM holiday season with a commemorative first class
Holiday
Pc Keeps FreezingMY COMPUTER KEEPS FREEZING.
SO ANYONE WHO IS CHATTING WITH ME AND THINK I AINT CHATTING WELL IT AINT THE CASE.
MY PC KEEPS FREEZING AND I HAVE TOO RESET IT.
SO BARE WITH MEI WILL REPLY TO EVERYONE PROMISE
Horror Movie Survival Guide.If the house you're living in tells you to "GO AWAY", do so immediately.
Never take a bath or shower with a maniac/spirit/demon/creature in the house.
When it appears that you have killed the maniac/spirit/demon/creature, DO NOT check to see if he/she/it is really dead. Keep hacking at it until it is in pieces small enough not to be a threat to you. If you've shot at it, shoot it again in the head, and remember, shoot till it stops moving, and then keep shooting till you're out of ammo. Then reload and shoot it some more. Then set it on fire and burn it up, this works with everything except demons and spirits. Then get the hell out of there!
If plumbing fixtures or other structures in your home begin shaking and spewing body fluids, it's time to leave.
Never read aloud from a book that summons demons. Even as a joke.
Don't look under the bed.
Do not search the basement, especially if the power has just gone out.
If trees, TVs, or other objects try to consume your c
*stretches*My boss comes in and sees what I'm dressed up as, and she goes, "You know I always knew vampires walked among us. And I know you're authentic cause that cross hasn't turned you to dust yet."
Well at least I found use for this really cool dress I bought a few years ago for $100.00
Never knew what to use it for then I thought about it on the way home from work yesterday.
Luvy gave the outfit her seal of approval.
So that's me today, a Victorian Vampire.
Tell me I'm not the only adult dressed up today. :D
DreamsSo last nite I had this really naughty dream. And a person from Fubar was in it :O
I woke up and was like WTF? LOL
but yummmmm @ naughty dreams :D
Oh yeah..and DAMMIT I'm soooo stinkin tired today!
Got to bed at 11 normally go at 10.. then woke up at like 3:30 4 o'the clock and just stayed up :/
Quake "rocks" San Jose & Greater Bay AreaIt was a 5.6 quake centered about 9 miles from downtown. It was on what they call the Calaveras Fault. It started from about 6 miles below the surface. Now the 1989 Loma Prieta quake that centered in the Santa Cruz mnts. was 8.7 I think. So it was "300" times stronger but it was on the San Andreas Fault which is the biggest and longest fault in California. Comparing the 2 quakes.....this one we REALLY felt a lot! I knew we were close to the center of the quake cuz it had a severe shaking motion followed by a short back and forth motion. This means that the closer one is to the center of the quake...the more shaking you feel and the less "rolling" motion you feel. Like a rock that is thrown in the water....the center of the splash has less ripple effect but as the ripples spread....it's less impact affect and more "rolling" affect. The quake lasted about 20 secs.
For October 31,2007Daily Horoscope: Capricorn
For October 31,2007
Your matter-of-fact attitude is perfect for the day's activities. Make sure that you are handling the most important stuff and not just the tasks that are on the top of your to-do list for some reason.
Happy Halloweenie!!So for the safety of all during halloween... click the freakin link!!!:D
I swear nothing will jump out at you or anything of that nature...pinky promise!!
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What's Next?Notice When Something Can't Be Controlled Or Understood
The Thing To Do Is To Destroy It...
You Know What I Mean..
Witches...
Burning Of Books...
And Now... Dogs?
Man's Best Friend... WOW!!
What's Next?
Help Put A Stop To This Pathetic Injustice!
All These Things Being Destroyed Are Because Of Man Made Decisions...
Never Too Late To Change A Mind
- Except When Life Is Killed.
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References for the breast cancer information centre
The information in the breast cancer information centre is based on the Cancerbackup booklet, Understanding breast cancer, which has been produced in accordance with the following sources and guidelines:
* Improving Outcomes in Breast Cancer – Guidance on Cancer Services. National Institute for Health and Clinical Excellence (NICE). Aug 2002
* Guidelines for Surgeons in the Management of Symptomatic Breast Disease in the UK. Breast Surgeons Group of the British Association of Surgical Oncology. 1998.
* Breast Cancer in Women (publication 29). Scottish Intercollegiate Guidelines Network. Edinburgh. SIGN, 1998.
* Guidelines on the Non-surgical Management of Breast Cancer. The Royal College of Radiologists’ Clinical Oncology Information Network. Clinical Oncology, 1999, 11 : S90–S133
* The Classification and Care of Women at Risk of Familial Breast Cancer i
Lol.. A Week At The GymIf you can read this without laughing out loud.... well...... This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine.
Dear Diary,
For my sixtieth birthday this year, my daughter Rachel (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try.
I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26 -year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. ! My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress.
MONDAY :
Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She is something of a Greek goddess - with blond hair,
Another Rejection...Well I once again applied for a position that I didn't even get an interview for... and my application was reviewed, but that was it.
I'm getting so discouraged as it will be four years on the 21st since I lost my mental health job!
Working in retail sales doesn't pay well at all and I miss working with folks in a more positive way!
A Bear Walks Into A BarA bear walks into a bar...
A bear walks into a bar in Billings , Montana and sits down. He bangs on the bar with his paw and demands a beer.
The bartender approaches and says, "We don't serve beer to bears in bars in Billings "
The bear, becoming angry, demands again that he be served a beer.
The bartender tells him again, more forcefully, "We don't serve beer to belligerent bears in bars in Billings "
The bear, very angry now, says, "If you don't serve me a beer, I'm going to eat that lady sitting at the end of the bar."
The bartender says, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings "
The bear goes to the end of the bar, and, as promised, eats the woman. He comes back to his seat and again demands a beer.
The bartender states, "Sorry, we don't serve beer to belligerent, bully bears in bars in Billings who are on drugs."
The bear says, "I'm NOT on drugs."
The bartender says, "You are now. That was a barbitchyouate."
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No OneWhatever i do no one cares,
Whatever i say still no one cares.
I feel like a ragdoll underneath the bed.
Gathering dust
Still no one cares.
I speak out, no one cares,
I give my opinion, still no one cares.
I feel like a ragdoll sitting in the corner.
No one notices,
No one cares.
I came across a friend, it was dawn.
I felt like a person, there was sunrise.
Someone noticed me,
Someone cares.
But after time, i realised...
Whatever i do, no one really cares,
Whatever i say still really no one cares.
I feel like a ragdoll once again.
No one notices,
Still no one cares.
But this time, im not underneath the bed gathering dust,
Nor sitting in the corner anymore.
But battered and torn to pieces,
Left lying on the floor.
Yet still, no one ever cares.
(c) Angel
Written on 11th November 2006
PerspectivePerspective
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live.
They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family.
On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?"
"It was great, Dad."
"Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked.
"Oh yeah," said the son.
"So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father.
The son answered:
"I saw that we have one dog and they had four.
We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end.
We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night.
Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon.
We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight.
We have servants who serve us, but they serve other
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Happy Day?so here I am sitting here trying to get going this morning. Jeff calls me and tells me he forgot to pay a bill so I have to ride over and pay it. It is the car taxes and they have to be paid by TODAY~! Just lovely~! All I had planned to do today was NOTHING....but we know that ain't gonna happen here. I want to fix my daughter's curtains. She has a sheet she wants me to make into curtains....and since I don't sew this may be interesting. I am cheating though. My secret is that no sew bonding stuff you just heat with an iron~! And since it is curtains and not something you wear maybe it will hold better than the pants we cut off and rolled up during the summer. We'll see~~~
On my way to bed last night I decided I wanted to dress up tonight. So this morning I pulled out my blue jean skirt, black button up shirt, got my daughter's funky tights, and my black boots out. I am going by the store later for a tie and some RED lipstick....don't ask me what I am, just stare at me ~
DestinySometimes I wonder why life has led me in the direction I am currently headed.
I am not totally oblivious to the decisions and mistakes I have made that have drastically altered my course.
I can think back and clearly recall experiences that were beyond belief and some that were nothing short of devistating.
I alsoam completely aware that at any moment the "tides" could change and I could wind up "sailing" in a completely different direction.
Sometimes I wonder what kinds of things my future has in store for me. What people (good or bad) are going to walk in (or out) of my life. Which ones are going to be permenant "fixtures" and who will be just temporary.
After a while, I start to realize......
Why should I waste my time and energy wondering and worrying about that?
No point in it, really.
I am responsible for making certain choices that mudge me in the direction I am destined to head. But, I honestly believe that what's meant to happen will happen regardless----- It's De
It Never Fails!So far I'm the only person dressed up for Halloween @ work today. :(
HateI met my husbund over 14 yrs ago i had a really good friend that i trusted when i got married it was the happist day of my life.I was only married 6 months and my husbund cheated on my with a family members friend i found out just after i went to camp to see the 2IC the camp comardor he was sorting my house out , when i got to camp my husbund was on duty i took one look at his neck and blew my top he had a bunk up badge on his neck i asked him where it came from and he said foz did it, i later found out as i hid in the gaurd room the my best mate was f**king him i told her that if i saw her again i would beat ten buckets of crap out of her. She didnt stay away and i lost my husbund to her is it wrong to wish she was dead because even though my husbund has passed away and my son lives with her still i still hate her . And i want to kick ten buckets of crap out of her...
Christmas?!?!So I went grocery shopping last nigt -- an adventure in itself, but that's not the point here. On my list was to grab some Halloween candy since I am the ultimate procrastinator and had yet to get any. Can you believe that I could not find any of this, save a very small shelf with about 5 bags of Milky Ways and 3 bags of malted milk balls. These, however, were next to about 5 full shelves of assoreted candy canes, on the other side of the aisle were the Santa hats, reindeer, snowman and other assorted Christmas decorations. Not to mention other endcaps where we had the full Christmas trees, MORE candy canes, and assorted other Christmas things. Also, I SWEAR I heard a Christmas song over the speakers while I was shopping. Enough is enough, this is OCTOBER PEOPLE!!!!! ANyone else remember the days when Christmas didn't start getting pushed until the day after Thanksgiving and not rammed down our throats December 26th?
And I thought "Christmas in July" was bad enough!
People Are Pigs!I was walking from the train station to work this morning and I could not believe the amount of trash on the street left over from the Red Sox Rally yesterday. Newspapers, soda cans and cups, toilet paper streamers, .... it was ridiculous!!! I even overheard one of the newpaper vendors telling someone about how people had overturned garbage cans.
So the Red Sox won the World Series. Does that give people the right to trash the city????
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SamhainSamhain is the best-loved Sabbat of many Pagans. The dark half of the year commences on this night. It is the Witches' New Year's Eve, as well as the third and final harvest festival in the Wheel of the Year.
Traditionally, Samhain is the meat harvest. This was the time when cattle and other livestock were slaughtered for eating in the ensuing winter months.
Samhain was the last hurrah before winter's arrival. An unusually bitter winter or late-arriving spring would endanger our ancestors' survival, and they had no way to predict the temperament of the season. They had to rely on the rebirth of nature, and their myths and stories reflect this period of insecurity and worry. The hope and promise of reincarnation (of themselves as well as nature) was a salve in this time of physical uncertainty.
On this night, the veil between the worlds of the living and the dead is said to be the thinnest. It is the Day of the Dead for modern Pagans as it was for the Celts, Egyptians, and anci
Why Not To Celebrate HalloweenWhere did it begin?
It began over 2000 yrs ago with people known as the Celtics. They lived in what is today England, Ireland, Scotland and Wales. This was also the beginning of the Celtic new year, a time to give thanks to the sun god for the harvest.
What is it all about?
Halloween, All saints day, All hallows eve or All souls day is a festival. It was held to honor the Samhain the so called "lord of death". It was a Druidical belief that on the eve of this festival Samhain, lord of death, called together the wicked spirits that within the past 12 months had been condemned to inhabit the bodies of animals.
It was a pagan belief that on one night of the year the souls of the dead return to their original homes, there to be entertained with food. If food and shelter were not provided, these evil spirits would cast spells and cause havoc toward those failing to fulfill their requests.
Sacrifices were offered on this night to the dead spirits because it
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Intellectual QuestionIntellectual Question
Here's a riddle for the true intellectuals amongst you.
Try to come up with the answer on your own.
The answer is in my online status for those who are unable to think this one
through.
At the exact same time, there are two 35-year-old men on opposite
sides of the earth:
One is walking a tight rope between two skyscrapers.
The other is getting "oral pleasure" from an 85-year-old toothless
woman.
They are both thinking the exact same thing.
What are they both thinking?
Ghost's And GadgetsYou've probably never used a blimp cam, but when you're a ghost hunter like Vince Wilson, you need to improvise with technology tools. Wilson, a well-known paranormal investigator, built the blimp cam in 2005 using a digital video camera, four large Mylar balloons and a number of propellers for an investigation at a well-known ghost hunting site: the Patapsco Female Institute in Ellicott City, Md. This former school is long rumored to be haunted by a young girl who reportedly died from pneumonia during her first year there, after having been forced to attend. Many of the alleged ghost sightings involved a small girl sitting in a second-floor window, Wilson says. One problem: The building had been gutted and there was little or no structure inside, let alone a second floor. So he built the blimp cam and floated it up to the window. Wilson's blimp cam : "We never got anything really cool [at Patapsco] as far as ghosts and haunting is concerned," Wilson says. "But I still think the blimp
Gruesome Holloween DecorationsThis year's halloween decorations may not just spook you, they might turn your stomach. Next to the standard witches, ghosts and black cats, many specialty stores and catalogs are selling creepily realistic corpses, severed limbs and butchered body parts. One catalog advertises an animated ghoul who can vomit into a barrel on cue (special order only, $2,750). An online company sells a Tortured Torso Prop (for $149) you can lean near your front door to welcome trick-or-treaters. Whatever happened to jack-o'-lanterns and Casper the Friendly Ghost? From costumes and props to indoor and outdoor home decorations and table settings, experts and retailers agree that Halloween is turning to the dark side, becoming gorier, more violent and more adult. "This year we are moving away from costumes and more into gory props, because the consumer demand is growing," said Jessica Lutoff, a marketing analyst for Fright Catalog, an online and catalog Halloween retailer. With steady growth in sales, the
Return To Laws Of NatureThe human, is the only animal which does not abide by the laws of nature and we are a far less advanced animal then those animals which do abide by the laws of nature. I only say we are far less advanced then all other animals on the face of the earth because we are the only animals who do not fear for our survival. Every animal with the exception of the Human animal, will fight to survive in this world of turmoil and destruction, they will fight to the death in many cases to ensure that their young will survive and go onto procreate. Animals will never interbreed and they will stick to their own kind, in the Animal kingdom you will never see a lamb laying down with a lion and an elk laying down with a wolf. Only in the human kingdom will you see a black lying down with a white and a mongrel lying down with a black. We as humans have become more and more comfortable and have lulled ourselves into a false state of security. We no longer fear the unseen, we try to control Mother Na
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How FarLife is full of curves in the road, paths that are yetto be discovered. the question is how far are you willing to journey down a road before putting up a detour sign and going back to start....
Martina McBride
How Far
There's a boat, I could sail away
There's the sky, I could catch a plane
There's a train, there's the tracks
I could leave and I could choose to not come back
Oh never come back
There you are, giving up the fight
Here I am begging you to try
Talk to me, let me in
But you just put your wall back up again
Oh when's it gonna end
[Chorus:]
How far do I have to go to make you understand
I wanna make this work so much it hurts, but I just can't
Keep on giving, go on living with the way things are
So I'm gonna walk away
And it's up to you to say how far
There's a chance I could change my mind
But I won't, not till you decide
What you want, what you need
Do you even care if I stay or leave
Oh, what's it gonn
Fine Sand.I am but fine sand,
Meant for deepest blue of the darkest pit,
I have been worn and fragmented,
From ebb and flow of emotional discontent.
I am but fine sand,
Ever to be tread upon,
I am small broken and jagged,
But you have never felt such a soft blade as me.
I am but fine sand,
I am desired upon your flesh,
I will make you remember that beautiful day,
I am what you want me to be,
And I,
Am everlastingly soft.
I Am Not Like You.I am not like you,
I am not a human, I am not so frail and weak,
I am not so mean and cruel, I am nice and kind,
Even when I am not happy still I am kind,
Even when my heart is full of hate still I am nice,
I am not so hateful and unkind as you,
I am an animal, soft and sweet,
I am not bitter and low as you,
I am nice when I am sad, I will make you laugh when I cry,
I love the people who can not love themselves,
I am a friend when you need one most,
And I can be a most vicious enemy if you hurt my family or friends,
I am not like you, I am not human, I am too kind to be you.
Fabrication.It is but a fabrication
Of dreams long past
Of loves that never were and never can be
Of Lives long forgotten and people that are long since gone
Of friends that have never been or ever will be
It is but a fabrication
The fabrication of humanity
The fabrication of truth and justice
The fabrication of fair play
And of all people are created equal
But alas
Humanity is just a word
Truth and justice will never be
Fair play is something no one does
And all people are created equal
Is surrounded by hate, fear and racism
This is it
Our world in a nut shell.
My Journey Through Worlds.My journey has yet to begin and already I have set forth on the road of what I will come
None can say but I shall slay the dragon when it appears and sing with the folk of the
Lands I come to I shall be the shadow when need be and the valiant knight when I must
I shall meet new comrades and love more for it I shall have my proud and noble steed
I shall be the man I want to be and triumph when I may and be defeated when its time
But until that day I shall ride through the night to save who I may to fall in love and
Have my castle I will defend my family what ever the cost and be the victor over evil
But as I stand this day I have no sword yet to speak of no love to save no place to sing
No horse as of now and no castle that can be seen but I will be the champion of this life
If I have to come back again and again I shall win my prize.
Black Rose.This rose I keep within me is black
From days gone by of fear and dread
This rose that is for you is withered
From this pain I feel and do not write of
This rose I have planted is wilted and dead
From having me as the planter of the seed
This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny
From being grown within an undead shell
This rose I keep within will stay within
For it can not grow in light of day
This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom
It will be the only rose my heart will see.
Living With My Pain.My heart still bleeds its faithless tears.
My soul still waits for sweet release.
My pain still comes everyday.
My fear still beats and holds me down.
My honor still feels dishonorable.
My pride still creeps along the floor.
Though I have so much pain in my
life I am happier then I can ever remember
being, my life is full of pain but I’m still here,
I will live my life to the fullest possible and
to quote some very smart guys, I will not
go gentle into that good night and I will
take the road less traveled by.
AriesDaily Horoscope: Aries
For October 31,2007
Stay active today. That's usually pretty easy for you, but you may find that you're a bit sluggish, especially in the morning hours. The more you do, the better you'll feel, so keep on the move!
Untitled.Let me die with a cold breeze upon my chest
Let me feel the wind under my feet as my soul let fly
Let me see my death in black and white
Let me feel my heart stop and expire
And let me see all that I love one last time.
With You.In my heart I am with you.
In my heart I’m holding you.
In my heart I can see your face.
In my heart I can smell your hair.
In my heart I can kiss your lips.
In my heart I am truly happy.
Metal Bard.I am the Metal Bard
I like my music fast and loud
I like my poetry soft and proud
I like my friends true and kind
I like my words to flow in time
I like my soul and its rhythmic chime
I like my life and my poetic mind.
Eternal War.As sun rises on horizon far to cast shadow long of emaciated skull
And bring forth long dead to roam the earth with stench of decay
Cold rays of hot sun beam down on surface wet to freeze the lives
Of worm eaten soldier with battle cry it does join the breach
With blades of light and spears of wind battle rages on to the end
The eternal battle of darkness and light will forever roll in to the future
And back to the past never a victor never an end.
The Life Within.This breath that breaks the threshold of my lips can seize your heart,
make you hurt no more, bring heaven to your feet, and cause your mind to sore.
I can speak with razor blade tongue, or with beauty so pure
as to make angels shed their wings to get a closer hear.
These things I speak of you will never see, never hold within your hand,
these things are mine, my life, my soul, my heart, my will to be more then you.
Cut Loose.I have been cut down from this noose around my neck, begging for my breath, longing for my death, siphoning my life through its small cutting fibers, the sound of my gasps are still in the air still beckoning for the snap, I can feel the reaper tapping on my shoulder as he fingers the blade of his scythe, "fear the reaper" he whispers to me, I scream as the little door under me opens and I drop like a rock, the surprise immense, as I hung there with a burning length around my neck, to my shock I fell from this rope with a thud as I struck the ground, what freed me from the grave to which the rope was the key, love I think, as the rope was fear, and hate, and the knife that it was cut by love pure love, what being put fear into deaths eyes I do not know but I will love it for all my days.
I Am Free.I am that evil that you hate because
I love more then you, I am that caged
Beast set free because I’m just too pretty
I am that weirdo in the corner to shy to
Speak because I’m so proud, I am that
Poison of the mind that feels so good
I am that razor to your wrist because
You don’t see what I see, I am that
Lonely soldier in the middle of a pointless
War because I wont kill for YOU, I am
That free spirit in the wind, the heart
That is lifted so I can sing, the scientist
That cures your disease of hate, I am
Free to this world free in this world
Free for this world.
War Is Hell.Still beaten soul and furious heart, blood lust for ages and cold steel hand.
Death to the righteous but honor the fallen, price is pain and reward never-ending.
Rivers of blood and loss of will, bodies to bury and children to do it.
Reaper came knocking and left well trodden, darkness came and stayed till the end.
Barren earth became red and sky became black, fumes of burnt flesh and souls not at rest.
This is war, this is hate, and bodies like land mines to the mind litter this land, from hatred
Of difference that we misunderstand, wisdom came not and will never yet.
Batting .400i am a phuck up. i make mistakes, bad choices, and the like. at times, i have beaten myself up for those mistakes.
well the other day i was listening to baseball on the radio. and i had a epiphany. lol i found a way to relate something about baseball into my life. ok here is what i pondered.
in baseball the greatest players ever to play the game hit short of .400 over the course of their careers. what that means is that for every 10 times they went to bat. they failed. 6 times out of 10 they couldn't get the job done. think on that for a second. more often than not, in fact more than half the time. the greatest players to play the game of baseball, our national past time, weren't successful.
that gave me hope. maybe ill be successful half the time. ill keep my head up and struggle on; i am going to continue trying to do my best. i can live with that. can you?
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Widows Hour.In the widow's hour was I conceived through the mourning of the dawn and feasting of the day.
On the morrow in the dark of night will I shine like the moon in radiant heat for love of life ill deceived.
Within this shallowed shell of hates embrace should I leave and wake in fields of silky green.
I wish with all my will that I were able to steal the scent of heather and rose to give with sweet abandon.
Could I love with expanding sight I would bring it with me through all my days and deaths touch I would evade.
With the light of day beyond my side in the willowed winter of this day my love would grow to hear the whisper of my fate.
The stars in the eyes of the heavens scattered clouds and winds can heal this sickly and withered heart of mine.
Orion Is My Dj.Tonight I sit on the moon
My eyes filled with stars
And my mind filled with dreams
Of the life I will meet in my celestial orbit,
Short and green,
Tall and blue
It wont matter
They shall speak in odd little ways
With clicks and pops
And I will simply smile,
They will come from places I never heard of
And teach me of their ways
Making me better for it
And I will smile
Thank them and go back to my moon
Sit and dream of what is out there
View the crab and dragon dancing with the lion and Orion
Blasting with some metal,
I love my moon and the things in it.
31st October 2007Dear Alexa,
Here is your single's love horoscope
for Wednesday, October 31:
Halloween's a great time to have some plain, ol' fun. Dress up as your alter ego and plan a wild night out on the town. Don't be afraid to expose that other side of your personality. Go with it and everyone else will follow.
It Is Up To You To DecideSince the introduction of political correctness, the world has seen major changes for the worse. We are now forced to live in a society where all non whites are welcome into white neighborhoods and are allowed to attend white schools. We are no longer allowed to create laws which exclude a person based on their color or their religious creed and we are forced to allow men of color the chance in dating and or bedding down with our women with no chance to get back at them for doing so. We also have allowed laws to come onto our books which forbid us from taking retaliatory actions against a non white for actions committed against us with stricter sentencing guidelines which state that we attacked a non white just because we are racists and with that hate crime stipulation placed in front of our trial we are given an extra five years on a simple assault charge. What has happened to our people? When did we give up the fight to remain on top? How can we change this? These are a few q
Snowy Nights.I love snowy nights when everything is
Quiet and glowing like nothing else can
I love the silence I love how the snow looks
On the branches I love to watch my dogs
Run and play in the snow I love the breezes
That blow the powder snow into little cyclones
I love to stand at my window and stick my head
Out and watch the snow fall I love snowy nights.
Natures Song.Sheets of rain on window pane and sky lit black through muddy day.
Darkness comes and darkness rolls through pillowed tops and natures folds.
On mountain top I sing my song through hills and trees and valley long.
Birds I see in trees so high through leaves and branches I watch them fly.
I hear chittering bugs oh so small through hollowed log and tunnel wall.
Natures song I love so well through brambled tracks it casts its spell.
Ragdoll.I am a ragdoll, stitched crudely and with many mistakes,
I fall apart at the lightest tug in the wrong place, and
Get mended, but I will never be the same, stuffing
Falls out, and I am torn, my only friend is love, love
From the one who made me, love from the ones who
Play with me, they see past the bad stitching, past
The rips and tears, past the little patches over my
Body, and past my imperfect frame, I know I am not
Perfect, and I do not want to be, I am loved because
I am different, and I am something special.
31st October 2007Dear Alexa,
Here is your AstroSlam
for Wednesday, October 31:
You'll be shocked today when a tiny sliver of sun slips into your world and illuminates the dreary darkness you've come to think of as home. You'd let it cheer you up, if you had any idea how to.
Past Lives.I can smell the cold
And feel the night,
I can see my breath
Though lack of light
And hear the souls
Of long since dead,
I can taste their blood
With fear and dread
And I know there back
From deep within,
My soul now aches
With thoughts from
Past lives relived again.
HalloweenI find it odd that we tell our children not to take candy from strangers but once a year we dress them up and send them to multiple strangers homes to do exactly that.
I Saw You Today.I saw you today, laying on the side of the road,
Your tongue hanging out of your bleak, expressionless face,
You had died, who knows how long ago, I don't want to know,
Some cruel, emotionless human hit you, and you fell to its hate,
They will never know the life they destroyed, only that they did,
But believe me, poor soul, for your death I mourn,
You were taken too quick in this world,
I will never know why you were in the street, but I do care,
Maybe you were a stray, maybe some small girls love,
But for your death, I do cry, and mourn for another innocent lost,
I wish I could have saved you, with my own being if need be,
But I know you don't blame the person that murdered you,
Its not in the hearts of beasts till put there by humans,
I believe you lead a good life, and for that I am proud,
I don't know your name, but you will be with me forever.
A Million Ways To Live.A thousand ways to die and none yet know how to live,
They think riches will bring happiness and love,
They believe life is meant to acquire and horde simple metals and shiny rocks,
They think in the end you are measured by the wealth they acquire in murder, theft, and cruelty,
They know nothing.
The way to live in this world is against such fools,
Caring not for their wealths and riches,
But being a good person and loving all around you,
Loving yourself,
And making someone happy because they are not,
A million ways to live and I choose this one.
Endless Sleep.Where the worlds meet there shall I sleep,
And be in peace etched in a stone shadow above my body,
Cold in natures grip feeding through my flesh and harvesting my bone,
Mimicking the falling leaf that lands on my new turned soil,
Silver rays shine down on my grass,
Embracing a life after life that flows from my decay,
My being gone but life lives on,
The only thing left of me a rock carved with my name.
Societal Devolution.So cold these times have become
Lives no longer matter
Wars pass and whip back like the breath from the reaper
Sins have become meaningless
Evil has become revered
Honor has faded from the minds of the worlds population
Money has become a life-form
Difference means you're unwelcome
Society is nothing more than the rulers and their rules.
All That I Am.All that I am is in my eyes,
All the pain,
All the fear,
All the hate,
All the loneliness.
All that I am comes from my soul,
All the compassion,
All the warmth,
All the beauty,
All the love.
My tears my fall,
My heart may break,
But I,
The person,
The animal,
The box of emotion,
Shaped like a man.
Will never fall.
Will never break.
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Gaian.When I was a child,
I pretended,
To believe in a god,
That I never thought was real,
When I grew some,
I called myself an atheist,
Because there was no god for me,
Now,
I know what I am,
I am,
Gaian,
And Gaia is,
Where I came from,
And,
Where I will go,
When death takes me,
To be,
Reborn again.
Wartime Psalm.Silent nights bring silent hearts to silent streets,
Covered in dust, ash, rubble, and spent casings still smoking,
Mental and physical walls bar the way,
The blood still fresh on the pure white stone,
Excruciated faces attached to huddled curled up forms
Clutching gaping wounds that will never heal,
Wartime psalms sung in solemn whispers through broken teeth,
Meaning ceases to matter as more and more bodies are fed to the dirt,
Broken bloody men that once walked with gods
Only to be killed by loud flashing demons in their innocent faces.
The Void.Distent eyes caress voids of emotion,
Traping themselves in discontented dreams,
In the world of happiness but not of it,
Forsaken to be alone for all the seconds of time,
I do not belong in this life or the next,
Too hateful and dark hearted for the light,
Too loving and benevolent for the dark,
Between two worlds I want no part of.
To All My Friends And FamilyOne day a woman's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't "_anymore_". No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away, never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you.""And to the fellas: Luv ya man!"
So while we have it, it's best we love it, care for it, fix it when it's broken and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage ... And old cars . And children with bad report cards, and dogs with bad hips, and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it.
Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a sister-in-law after divorce. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what.
Life is important, like people we know who are specia
Within You.See this world,
Shaped in infinite compassion,
Hold it dear,
Like a pebble in your palm,
Believe it sacred,
And thus shall it be for always,
Carry it inside your being,
Like it was your truest love,
Let it be a profound weight,
Holding you to your ground eternally,
See this world as it is,
Filled with all the beauty of life and love,
And be happy within it,
For all this worlds compassion and love,
Are within,
You.
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Destitue Mutt.I had a home once,
a nice small place,
with big doors,
and plenty of room to play,
with a nice big bed,
where a woman slept,
where I was always welcome,
she would pat the space next to her,
and I would bound on up,
she would scratch behind my ears,
and kiss between my eyes,
tell me I was a good pup,
and stroke my fur all night,
and she would turn out the lights,
and I would sit in the dark,
watching her sleep,
smelling her beauty,
and I knew I had the best owner,
but that has ended now,
and I leave a trail of blood behind me,
from the hole where my happiness once was,
roaming the world searching,
for a new home,
hoping for someone to pet my fur,
tell me I'm a good pup again,
but now,
I'm just,
a destitute mutt.
Hiding In The DarknessThe Darkness hides the things I can see
It keeps my secrets safe
It protects me from being seen
The Darkness destroys the fragile veil of daylight
It makes my fears come alive
It opens old wounds
The Darkness lures me into dreams
It shows me a happy life
It reveals my insanity
The Darkness is my lover
It speaks sweet words of love to me
It crushes my heart
Please Darkness, take away these nightmares and let me sleep in the safe light of day.
Tormented Dreaming.The distence I have spaned,
Farther then my somber soul ever dreamed,
Feeling as if I'm standing on the edge,
Looking down the lip of a malicious waterfall.
My essence is burning to be set free,
I wish to be released from my insecurities,
Too much pain has cracked my being,
I am internally fragmented.
I have been destroyed,
No longer sure where I begin,
Or where the torment ends,
It no longer matters to me.
These are the terror of my night,
The blistering despair that haunts me,
That which is fated for my everwakened mind,
The things that keep me from peaceful rest evermore.
For Valhalla We Fight.Let the mead flow free,
From the horn we shall drink,
Hand me my hammer,
Hand me my axe,
To war I ride,
The wooden dragon I shall sail,
Walk the oars my brothers,
For to the edge we go,
All Father guide us,
Off to wear blood as our armor,
Where the Valkyrie reign,
Ragnarok comes for us all,
The end is near,
Let us ride the wolf into darkness,
Let us bind ourselves in furs,
This winter will pass,
Heimdall has called us forth,
We must heed him,
All Father guide us,
All Father guide me,
All Father protect us,
All Father protect me,
We come,
We come to you,
To Valhalla we sail,
To Valhalla we fight,
For All Father we die,
For All Father we live,
For All Father we fight!
Oct 31October 31, 2007
Quote of the Day
"Calm self-confidence is as far from conceit as the desire to earn a decent living is remote from greed."
– Channing Pollack
NightmaresThe night is silent.
Only my thoughts to keep me company.
The dreams of my youth.
Only dust in a forgotten time.
The future, unending darkness.
Only tears streaming down my face.
This night speaks of no dawn.
Only darkness unending.
Romantic Oct 31Dear tawnya,
Here is your couple's love horoscope
for Wednesday, October 31:
Dealing with your family or your significant other's can bring up some pretty big feelings about your past. This is a great opportunity for you to permanently unpack old baggage before it affects your future.
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Ghoul Morning, A Missive Fit For Halloween...Happy Halloween and a Ghoul Morning too ya… It looks like that kind of night that will find her prowling the Great Lakes Region. Some say she is not real but others know she is… The thought always circles the minds of Captains and Sailors as they embark on any voyage through the great lakes, will she appear? Is she out tonight? Will the last wave I cross be the last wave I cross…
There is a legend that many sailors of the Great Lakes fear
Since the beginning of time…many a vessel lost their crew, their cargo and their lives… It’s the legend of the Storm Hag.
She lurks below the surface of the lake near Presque Isle, her lithe form forever swimming through the weeds and the mire. Pale and green of skin, her yellow eyes shine luminously in the dark, and her thin long arms wrap themselves around the unwary, while foul-green pointed teeth sink into soft flesh and sharp nails at the end of long bony fingers stroke you into the deepest sleep there is. She is called by many names, but to s
Sitting With A Broken Heart...Broken hearted looking at the one I loved
Being told that nothing else matters
Except for the one whom she holds
She stole my heart several times
The pain it bleeds my soul
With each tear I lose
My heart.
Blocking Peoplewhy is it people think they have to block every one for?
i find it unsettling
why dont they just come out and tell a person why ios wrong and work the problem out
Joke Timethe Lone Ranger And Tonto Were Camping In TheThe Lone Ranger and Tonto were camping in the
desert. After they got their tent all set up, both
men fell sound asleep.
Some hours later, Tonto wakes the Lone Ranger and
Says, "Kemo Sabe, look towards sky, what you see?"
"The Lone Ranger replies, "I see millions of stars."
"What that tell you?" asked Tonto.
The Lone Ranger ponders for a minute then says,
"Astronomically speaking, it tells me there are
planets. Astrologically, it tells me that Saturn is
in Leo. Time wise, it appears to be approximately a
quarter past three in the morning. Theologically,
the Lord is all-powerful and we are small and
insignificant. Meteorologically, it seems we will
have a beau! tiful day tomorrow. What's it tell
you, Tonto?"
"Ah Kemo Sabe, you dumber than buffalo shit. It
means someone stole the tent."
My LoveMy Love,
You're a sweetheart,
You have problems just as we all do,
But I am here now to help you through them,
Please open up to me and allow me to be there for you,
You're my sweetheart,
My Love.
10-30-07 ~*Lauren*~
My Love, My Life, My OnlyI love you, I cherish you,
I miss you, I breathe you,
I wait for you, my love,
You are the one I love for,
You are the one I live for,
You are the one I wait for,
I love you more than words can explain,
You are my sweetheart, I would take your pain,
I love you my dear, let me make this plain,
You are the one I love,
I live for you, my dear, and you alone.
03-25-05 ~*Lauren*~
I Shall WaitI love you,
I miss you,
I worry about you,
I think of you all the time,
I can't wait to see you,
I can't wait to be held by you,
(I can't wait to hold you,)
I can't wait to be kissed by you,
(I can't wait to kiss you,)
I can't wait to look into your eyes and see your love for me,
But i will wait, even so,
It grows ever harder each day, to wait,
But I shall.
10-11-05 ~*Lauren*~
Omg Mom Wtf!!!Mom: Hey sweet heart! Are you having a nice time at your dads?
Girl: Yea, it's pretty cool! Ya know... considering he's not here! Hehe
Mom: really?
Mom: Where is he?
Girl: He left a note saying he was going to the store or something like that.
Girl: Hey, you have a webcam now, don't you!
Mom: Sure do, Kenny bought it for me!
Girl: Cool! Try it out!
Mom: Alrighty...
Girl: Oh god mom! What are you wearing?!
Mom: New jammies, you like?
Girl: No way! Those are so out of style!
Mom: Aww... Oh well-
Girl: Hey mom... Is kenny
there with you?
Mom: No, why?
Girl: ....Mom....Don't move... just stay calm.. there's someone in the door way behind you...
Mom: Don't scare me!
Girl: ..I'm not
ExamplesWe all have times when we want to give up,
Some people deal with it differently.
Some run from their problems,
Some think that dying is the only way,
Yet there are those few, those brave ones,
They stay and rush their problems head on.
If it wasn't for those few people,
Who would we have to look up to?
If it wasn't for the ones that came back after they ran,
How would we know that it's okay to come back home?
If it wasnt for those that were unsuccessful at dying,
Would we enjoy a second chance at life like we should?
If you don't have the strength to stay,
Find someone who will stand with you.
If you don't have the strength to live,
Please find someone to lend you their strength.
If you have the strength to face your problems, Find someone that doesn't, and help them be just like you.
06-16-07 ~*Lauren*~
My Grandma Has Passed And What It Means To MeAs some of you know my grandmother passed away earlier today and I found out about it after my horrible day. My mother called me to tell me that my grandmother had died, and wanted me to attend the funeral. My first thought was why?
My grandmother and grandfather have never approved of my mothers choice. I am the result of one of my mom's young drunk days when she had a one night fling with some guy from one of the local bars and 9 months later i was born. I've never met my dad, my mother doesnt even know for sure what his name was. Well my grandmother and grandfather didnt approve of my mother's actions so they pretty much cut her off. My mother moved and had to work pretty much 2 jobs my entire life, sometimes 3 jobs just to make ends meet and have enough to take care of me. I havent lived a privelaged life like some people have and so I value what I have. My mother busted her @ss and when I turned 16 I got a job just to help my mother and to save up for college. My m
My SisterNow I want to write about the most wonderful person, to have graced my life in a long time. I have several sisters that have been there for me, since I have been on here. One stands out the most, and its Liberty. This girl has been there for me for almost a year now. A day doesnt pass that I dont talk to her on the phone, or online. No matter if we disagree, or agree she is there for me no matter what. I am closer to her, than to my real life friends. She is very important to me, her friendship has gotten me through some pretty tough and great times. I dont know where I would be without her, and I dont want to find out. Sis ur the best, I am so happy we have become sisters, and the closests any 2 friends can be. No matter if im being a butthead or just being a brat, I will be here for you. I love ya sis, u are one of the greatest additions to my life, to come along in a long time.
Photo and video editing at www.OneTrueMedia.com
AshlyHow could you go?
This girl that I loved.
This young woman I called 'sister'.
You were everything that I wanted to be.
You are talented, I love your art.
You are a sweetheart, I loved your sweet spirit.
You are energetic, I loved when you drug me around.
You are young, you have so much time to fix your mistakes.
You are so smart, you love to learn,
I wish I had tried to finish school,
I wish I had your ambition,
I wish you were still here.
I love you for all that you were,
I love you for all that you are,
I love you for all that you can be,
I guess, no matter what, I just love you.
06-16-07 ~*Lauren*~
I Still See YouI still see you my daisy.
I see the smile on your face everyday...
I still see the look in your eye when you saw how voilent i was in that ring...
I still see the look upon your face when you saw how badly i was hurt... And you never left my side... you were there for me when they said that i might not walk again..
I still see you skipping the rocks on the pond in your back yard... You used to do that everytime you got mad or confused...
I still see your laughter when I tickled you...
I still see you dancing when I played the piano for you... (sniffiling)
I still hear your voice calling me when you were upset and you wanted me to just talk to you...
I still see you crawling through my window and laying down with me at night when I stayed with my mom...
I still see you crying when I promised you that I would never fight again...
I still see you holding me when i was upset or crying and i needed refuge..
I still see you yelling at your dad about me... You were sticking
October 31, 2007Your matter-of-fact attitude is perfect for the day's activities. Make sure that you are handling the most important stuff and not just the tasks that are on the top of your to-do list for some reason.
My Fake FatherMy fake father,
How could you?
You put up a front.
You claim to be something that your hidden actions don't prove.
Yet what do I find?
A mountain of lies.
Fucking lies.
My fake father,
How could you?
You judge me for my admitted sins,
Yet you claim no sins for your own.
And expect others to keep your secrets.
A mountain of lies, fucking lies.
My fake father,
How could you?
You make me feel like shit for smoking cigarettes,
You sit there and judge.
Yet you snort coca outside my bedroom window,
And expect me not to find out.
A mountain of lies, fucking lies.
10-30-07 ~*Lauren*~
Fluffy Starr Cd Release!!!!!!!!!!!!!CD RELEASE TODAY - info & photo inside
WHERE? Two ways to obtain the CD, and/or other goodies. Go to the official site, and visit the web store. Or a banner will appear on the front here (at my myspace). Click and go. Once there, be sure to check out the Customer Support page before shopping. It should answer all your FAQ type questions.
WHEN? Store opens 12 hours from now. That is 12:00pm pacific time. And will stay open forever!
WHAT ELSE? And now, for a new photo... Happy Halloween!
x Fluffy.
official site: fluffystarr.com
A Webcam/digital CamAlright I've heard alot of people asking me that I need a digital camera or a webcam so that I can take a salute picture. I agree but I dont have alot of money. I'm a college freshman and I have to pay for my books for my classes, food to eat and that doesnt leave me with alot of money to spare when I dont have alot of money to start with.
My mom is a single mother, worked 2 jobs most of my life to give me the simple things, I didnt come from a rich family, I dont have a dad, I mean I do, but I dont know who he is. My mom had a one night stand, yadda yadda yadda (another story) anyways she can barely afford to take care of herself and yet if it wasn't for scholarships and pell grants I wouldnt be able to attend college and make a better life for myself and my mom when I get out of college. I dont have alot of money so please understand my situation, more important things in my life then a webcam or digital camera. If you dont understand oh well I can't stop you, but for those
My Former LoveHatred and love both take passion.
I have none for you, neither one.
You pray that I will, your prayers will go unanswered.
I can't feel something for someone who betrayed me.
You send cards asking for a glimmer of hope,
No hope here, never will be anymore.
You asked me to give myself over to you,
I did, I finally opened up to you.
You claimed you wouldn't hurt me,
As soon as I gave you a key to the fortress around my heart,
You hurt me, betrayed me, lied to me, then blamed it all on someone else.
How can i feel something for you?
Tears of remembrance over the joy i once thought we had,
But none for you.
Smiles maybe, over the things we saw and shared,
Yet none for you.
You were my love,
My former love,
No more, no less.
I have to write all this down to move on with my life,
And i am.
Moving forward, no turning back now,
I look in the rear-view mirror time and again,
Looking to smile now,
No longer hoping for us again,
Nor any semblance of us.
SickI have just been super sick today. I'm not sure what my problem is.
Get It Threw Ur HeadsStraight Up, Yes I may have a sexy pic up, Yes I may like to flirt, Doesn't mean ur gonna get F***in laid.. got it.. do not ask to be in my family cause it annoys me.... and you wont get in it.. If you come to me.. nice tits, nice ass, wanna F**K, can I lick you, so on and so forth.. you will get your ass chewed out..
OBVIOUSLY
my bully wasn't enough to get that threw peoples head... so here is a blog.. when u want to be a dam* perv.. Read this..and know I'M SICK OF THE B.S.
Networkingcome join me here
http://r.yuwie.com/djmac1967
Plz Help If Ya Have A MomentI AM IN A CONTEST FOR A TICKER, IT IS FOR A WEEK, IT HAS ALREADY STARTED, HERE IS THE LINK IF U COULD STOP BY AND SHOW ME SOME LUV
@fubar
(repost of original by 'BIG MOMMA~ C@NDL3 TR@IN PROMOTER' on '2007-10-29 15:15:26')
(repost of original by 'Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~' on '2007-10-29 15:23:36')
My FatherI sit here and watch you play your guitar,
The day before your surgery,
You wanted to get one last practice for awhile,
You're just playing random things, having fun.
I love you, daddy,
You raised me as well as you could, given the circumstances,
But through all that, I'm here now,
And you are leading by example, a pretty good one, I might add.
I'm glad you weren't one of those stiff dads,
You know how to have fun and how to laugh,
But you also know when to be serious,
And when to discipline.
You are a wonderful father, the best I've ever had,
I thank God that he chose fit to give me you.
06-07 ~*Lauren*~
The StingThe familiar sting,
You feel the prick, the sudden sting as the ice goes through your veins.
Your heart races, your pulse quickens, you find the sudden urge to run, but there is nowhere to run, there is nowhere to hide.
You enjoy the sensation, the sudden utopia, the forgetfulness, of the problems at hand. You've worked all week, for that one shot.
Your rent was due, your lights are due, your children need to be fed, you have bills overdue. The only thing that you cared about was that sudden sting. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ABOUT THIS STING...
signed: THE POET
106Today's Quote
That they may have a little peace, even the best dogs are compelled to snarl occasionally.
-William Feather
Surgerywell good moring friends,
well today is finally the big day, surgery is this morning. as most of you know, i have had an on going problem for about the past 5 months.hopefully todays surgery will take care of that problem. to all my close friends out there, i say thank you for being there. and you know hwo you are. and escailly two great ladies who i couldn't have done this with out thier support. thank you both for being there and gving me teh courage to handle this trying time.toeveryone that are my friends and fans, i love you all and god bless each of you's
Ugh!Sorry but this is mostly venting..if you dont want to read bitching/ranting then i would close this if i were you..
Today is technically halloween..I LOVE HALLOWEEN!, but unfortunatly..i live in this shithole town where everyone is fake, and no one really cares enough to make new friends. I moved here not to long ago and i seriously made no friends besides the ones i work with. I want to go out tomorrow night, but i dont know anyone who wants to.
Which leads me to another point. I hate people, i truely do. I am the one of the nicest girls you will come to find, and people just walk all over me.
I am letting my "friend" stay with me in my house and hes being such a pig. All he does it sit around and drink, bring people over with out asking, trashes my house, and sleeps. He is supposed to be looking for a job and hes not. Hed rather sit around and hit me. WTF is that? and of course i cant throw him out because im afraid he will live on the street and i dont want that on my conc
Lord GodMy Lord, I am sorry,
I am unworthy of forgiveness,
Yet Lord, you love me and forgive me anyway!
You promised me your love,
You promised me everlasting life,
You promised a home for me in Heaven,
I deserve hell, Lord God,
But you give me Heaven,
If only i believe.
I deserve death, Lord God,
But you give me life eternal.
I love you with all that I have, Lord God,
Because You first loved me.
You are WONDERFUL, Lord God,
And I praise You and thank you!
03-05 ~*Lauren*~
89%I am 89% Slutty!!More Fun Quizzes at QuizPox.com
CreationThe soft cries of a child,
The yawns of a weary traveler,
The sounds of music, of pages turning,
The soft chatter of a woman,
fascinated by love,
The gentle cooing of a mother,
The awesome sounds of God's Creation,
again and again.
03-25-05 ~*Lauren*~
Help, I Wanna LevelHey gang, I am in a leveling list and I would love your help, thought I would copy and paste the link here of the list of ones leveling but I would love to have your help, thank you.
http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=3723654464
Please click that link or copy it into your browser and paste it there.
Please, I really could use the help of comment bombs from my friends/family/fans, please do this comment bombing on my pic, thanks.
The SunAs the sun sets,
The last rays reach out,
To touch the Creator's handiwork,
Until, Once again,
The sun shall rise,
To bathe the world in all her glory.
03-25-05 ~*Lauren*~
So Bummed 2 Nite!!!!Why is it that undeserving ppl get every fucking thing they want but ppl who really deserve things get screwed by the system?????????????
I am so tired of getting screwed by the system but yet ppl around me that don't try get things handed to them!!!!!
OK that is all I will bore you all with for now...If you all wanna know more ask me!!!!
A Wonderful SightThe shadows extend,
The beautiful lights,
The magnificence of the sun,
A wonderful sight!
The birds are singing,
Praising God,
Each one knows their Maker,
A wonderful sight!
Harvest time has ended,
Each grain retrieved,
The land now rests,
A wonderful sight!
Who is the Maker?
He who keeps the sparrow,
He who watches over the land,
A wonderful God!
03-25-05 ~*Lauren*~
Talking AnimalsCowboy: "That your dog?"
Indian: "Yep."
Cowboy: "Mind if I speak to him?"
Indian: "Dog no talk."
Cowboy: "Hey dog, how's it going?"
Dog: "Doin' all right."
Indian: (Look of shock!)
Cowboy: "Is this Indian your owner?" (Pointing at the Indian)
Dog: "Yep."
Cowboy: "How's he treating you?
Dog: "Real good. He walks me twice a day, feeds me great food and takes me
to the lake once a week to play."
Indian: (Look of total disbelief)
Cowboy: "Mind if I talk to your horse?"
Indian: "Horse no talk."
Cowboy: "Hey horse, how's it going?"
Horse: "Cool."
Indian: (Extreme look of shock!)
Cowboy: "Is this your owner?" (Pointing to the Indian)
Horse: "Yep."
Cowboy: "How's he treating you?"
Horse: "Pretty good, thanks for asking, he rides me, brushes me down often
and keeps me in to protect me
from the weather."
Indian: (Look of total amazement)
Cowboy: "Mind if I talk to your sheep?"
Indian: "Sheep lie!
Tryin Something HeheSOME OF THE FRIENDS THAT I STAY ON FUBAR FOR GO AND SHOW SOME ♥ TO THEM WHEN YOU VIST MY PAGE !! =D
WELCOME BACK BRANDY I MISSED YOU BABE ♥ THAT YOU ARE BACK YOUR ONE AND ONLY DJ BABY BOY AKA WILLIE YOU KNOW WHATS UP BABYGIRL!!! =D
puddinpop@ fubar
SEXY DIVA IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME SHOW SOME LOVE !! :O
~ Sexy Diva ~ Sign my Guestbook~@ fubar
ALSO HERE FOR ACIRE AKA MAMI MUCH REPECT AND LOVE FOR HER!! :O=D
ACIRE@ fubar
CARMEN IS A SWEETHEART MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR THIS CUTIE =D
♥MÂЯ¥JÂÑΞ™♥ Ï.β.Ï.Ç.♥ ÇΘΘĶÏЄ™@ fubar
KELLS IS A DOLL ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT !! =D
FACE DOWN A$$ UP..KEEP IT REAL OR KEEP IT MOVING!@ fubar
Amber Masters SUCH A SWEET FRIEND MUCH LOVE FOR HER AND RESPECT :O =D
~*~S3ximama-S3xilicious21~*~@ fubar
shannon revels SWEET AND I KNEW HER FOR A LONG TIME!!=D
shortcake24@ fubar
CHRISTY ROUSE SUCH A SWEETHEART AND
First ThreesomeI thought I was going to get my ass kicked when I went over to their house, but even if I did, it would be well worth it! When I got there, Randy had just been told by Sarah that I was coming over, and he wasn't sure what to think. However, after some sandwiches and chips and a few more beers, things happened quickly! I went into the kitchen to put my plate away, and Randy was standing there buck naked! I knew why I had been invited by Sarah, but this was still a shock! Randy said, "Sarah, come out here and get naked!". Sarah was sitting in my lap with my hand down her shirt, but she got up, stood in the entry to the kitchen, and got naked! She motioned to me to join them...I walked over to her, and she put her hand down my jeans, grabbing my already stiffening cock! Once she felt that, she unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down, making three naked people in the kitchen! She then dropped to her knees, taking both cocks in hand, and took turns sucking Randy and I. After a few
My PoetryDETERMINATION BROUGHT ON BY MY CONFUSION
Written for Larry
By Rebecca Corral
Hopelessly I run then walk
Through the complicated maze within my own head
Surrounded by the swirling darkness of utter confusion
I stop to wipe my face where tears have bled
Mines is a heart not yet broken by you
But yet it is broken all the same
Searching deep within to find my smile
And bear it proudly thru the pain
I have tried many times to capture the moments
Those meaningful glints I see in your eyes
Wanting more than anything to be your happy thought
Without a moment of despise
I am a roller coaster of emotions
Extreme highs with very few lows
I can’t bare the thought of losing you
But I will, eventually, I know
Driven on by unrelenting passion
Yet driven away by undiluted fear
You are my heart of hearts desire
No matter what I will always be here
Boredok i get bored during the day, if you want to stop by and say hi, my live ID is nzcustoms@hotmail.com
and my yahoo ID is nzcustom84@yahoo.com, so stop by and bs with me
BlahAnother day, another end. I like someone, and I think they know it. Not sure. He's a helluva sweet guy, and I wish that I could see him. I need to find a way to make 81 dollars to go up there to see him, but seeing as I have no money, ID and the only way to get an ID is with money, I have no way to do it. And the only way to get a job is if you have an ID. I'm so confused!
Ghost Rider Speakth To You..... Hellllllllpppppppp MeCOME ON EVERYONE. LETS SHOW THE GHOST RIDER A LITTLE HALLOWEEN SPIRIT. HE NEEDS 11,4OO COMMENTS TO WIN HIS 3 MONTH V.I.P, SO HIT THE LINK BELOW AND COME JOIN THE CREEPY FUN. HIT THE GOOD FELLOW AS HARD AS YOU CAN. I KNOW YOU ALL CAN DO IT.
Fire My Words
I BelieveI BELIEVE
I am a person who believes that races should be separate in all aspects of life. I believe that we as humans must protect ourselves by returning to the laws of nature which separates us from those unlike us. I believe that there is no point in hating a person based on the pigmentation or lack there of, in their skin or their religious beliefs, however I believe that we must in order to survive separate ourselves from those who are unlike us. I believe that we as the White race are superior in most aspects of modern day living and to deny our inventions and support those inventions of a non white races is plain wrong. I believe that in order for all races to survive we must separate ourselves willingly and keep the notions of equality at bay. I believe that the push for equality is a conspiracy pushed on us from a race of people who have throughout history been a burden on civilized societies and I believe that those peoples imported to a nation as slaves must give up a
TestingSOME OF THE FRIENDS THAT I STAY ON FUBAR FOR GO AND SHOW SOME ♥ TO THEM WHEN YOU VIST MY PAGE !! =D
WELCOME BACK BRANDY I MISSED YOU BABE ♥ THAT YOU ARE BACK YOUR ONE AND ONLY DJ BABY BOY AKA WILLIE YOU KNOW WHATS UP BABYGIRL!!! =D
puddinpop@ fubar
SEXY DIVA IS ALWAYS THERE FOR ME SHOW SOME LOVE !! :O
~ Sexy Diva ~ Sign my Guestbook~@ fubar
ALSO HERE FOR ACIRE AKA MAMI MUCH REPECT AND LOVE FOR HER!! :O=D
ACIRE@ fubar
CARMEN IS A SWEETHEART MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT FOR THIS CUTIE =D
♥MÂЯ¥JÂÑΞ™♥ Ï.β.Ï.Ç.♥ ÇΘΘĶÏЄ™@ fubar
KELLS IS A DOLL ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT !! =D
FACE DOWN A$$ UP..KEEP IT REAL OR KEEP IT MOVING!@ fubar
Amber Masters SUCH A SWEET FRIEND MUCH LOVE FOR HER AND RESPECT :O =D
~*~S3ximama-S3xilicious21~*~@ fubar
shannon revels SWEET AND I KNEW HER FOR A LONG TIME!!=D
shortcake24@ fubar
CHRISTY ROUSE SUCH A SWEETHEART AND
Hoooooraaaahhhh!!!It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people that we are talking about.
You stay up for 16 hours.
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/ don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off hi
Poem Sweet DreamsSweet Dreams
Sweet Dreams
Dreams filled with velvet shadow
Moving pressing wings enfolding
Unseen watcher stroking stoking
Dancing moving, rhythm rising
Closing brushing tantalising.
Glances hot tracing caressing
Lacy dampness passions pleasing
Touching stirring throbbing moaning
Heart is racing fires mounting
Desires need is penetrating
Breth quickening gasping panting
Moistened fingers violating
Twisting probing masturbating
Cries release frustration releasing
Squeezing tight electric shocking
Muscles taught twitching contracting
Breath releasing laying sighing
Sun is rising warming revealing
Flesh exposed dreams are fleeing.
Smiles infectious thinking dreaming.
I'm In My First GiveawaySo this is my first giveaway I am in, and I really could use some help if anyone can spare some time here and there.. I would appreciate it, and will return the love. I need to get to 15,000 comments. Thank you to those who help me out. Here is my link:
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Though We Are Apart Right NowDear T.L.C.,
'How are you my dear, are you tired, are you ok?' and lots of questions like these I always ask you. Not because I just want to ask or curious, but every question comes from inside of my heart. I know we are so far apart from each other and I try so much to be with you. I know, this is so hard but nothing on earth can make me lose my true love for you.
I really love you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started with sending e-mails to you everyday wishing you a good morning and good night with a lot of feeling in them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more and more each day and how you understand me in everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every time you say hi, you brighten my life.
The distance is our problem but if we look at it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that can prove our true love. It's not so long Baby, every dream will be come true and we will smile with
Dli Quote"When trying to take a step in the right direction use caution to whom you ask , the end result may take you off the desired path yeilding the map of self destruction."
"Danny Legend"
Half Drunk"Crazy is what the sane muster up amungst themselves to solidify the imaginary descrepincies. Making the walk with jaded dislexia the wrong way on a narrow trail paved with doubt brings definition to empty banter with a hollow resolve"
"Danny Legend"
Wasted With A PenIm just responding cause im bored, Personally Hunter S. Thompson wrote better van camp buovua junkit as he passesd a 54' lincoln masqueraded as a peanut sized gaull stone later described as a wet dream confessed by a nine and a half year old sodimized by a well disquized "micheal Jackson" proclaiming to be the oh so lustrious "Adamam West" ....A.K.A. BAT MAN!!!!!
"danny legend"
Rant And RaveI unfortunately live here, only for the love of my life. (my ever so precious daughter who has the downside of walking amungst the bottom feeders who reside here) This R&R is so F'n boring I get more entertainment value watching two sticks fighting over the fact who has better bark. Is there a status quo to earning the most "stupidity" points? What does it take to find one halfway inteligent upright walking homosapian with a better vocabulary than a door knob? All you ASS HATS do is piss and moan on the lesser... so what does that make you? From know on if "we" see a problem, pull some grey matter together and find a solution instead of passing the buck. Sure, there is an old saying "the squeeky wheel gets the grease" but if that wheel doesnt do its job it can be replaced. Back to my point.... Salem is a joke to the map, take a second out of your less than desireable existance and look at other sites on C.L. and see whats being said then gander at the understated crap that pours out of
Clever"Passionable knowledge orchestrates meaningfull debate, anger followed by ignorant banter signifinately defines the lack of"
Aussie SlangA
Ace! : Excellent! Very good!
Aerial pingpong : Australian Rules football
Amber fluid : beer
Ambo : ambulance, ambulance driver
Ankle biter : small child
Apples, she'll be : It'll be all right
Arvo : afternoon
Aussie (pron. Ozzie) : Australian
Aussie salute : brushing away flies with the hand
Avos : avocados
B
B & S : Bachelors' and Spinsters' Ball - a very enjoyable party usually held in rural areas
Back of Bourke : a very long way away
Bail (somebody) up : to corner somebody physically
Bail out : depart, usually angrily
Banana bender : a person from Queensland
Barbie : barbecue (noun)
Barrack : to cheer on (football team etc.)
Bastard : term of endearment
Bathers : swimming costume
Battler : someone working hard and only just making a living
Beaut, beauty : great, fantastic
Big-note oneself : brag, boast
Bikkie : biscuit (also "it cost big bikkies" - it was expensive)
Billabong : an ox-bow river or watering hole
Billy : teapot. Conta
Drunk, I ThinkI just crested marker numero 38, biologicly im fine and I still have decent curb appeal. I would imagine my resale value is up to par with the fair trade market value,(depending on how many drinks you have). Heres the deal: I have been in the construction trade for at least two decades that could easily resemble the not so desireable "roller coaster ride", none the less no matter what I did in my past or how I looked I could find a job, short term, long term, good, crappy... osama, bundy, or even manson could land one. Now.... I cant seem to hook anything, even if I baited my resume hook with money and halfway decent hookers,(and meaning most of their teeth are still intact and they take cash not crack and food stamps) Since getting a gold metal in the drunk driving olympics (twice, since they are only held four years apart)and forfeiting my ability to put more money into the silver lined pockets of our beloved oil swines. (bush) Being a carpenter used to be a big deal, now you have to
Animal Rightsif ur weak of heart or stomach do not watch this is very sad and graphic
Last Breathgolden hearts are meant to change
and black ones are the same
the grand puzzle shifts,
we say "fuck the pieces!"
and burst out of our cubicles,
into the apocalypse rain.
"There is nothing left." they said.
And we left anyways.
Together, blue hair and pink nails,
brave hearts and rock & roll,
nobody else understands.
To get somewhere you gotta
walk through the cold fire
you gotta kiss the stars goodbye
and the last glitter of hope....
is in your eyes,
if there was one last breath in the world...
I'd let you have it.
Asking SomethingThis is a test blog for you folks. I am using Font Deadly Breakfast.
If you see anything else except what you see above in the border, PLEASE let Me Know. The reason I ask is it will give me input on something I am trying to work on.
Just leave a comment that will be just fine.
Thank You for your time and hope to hear from you.
Kissing Experiences And OpinionsAre you a great kisser? I absolutely love the passion that sensual kissing can produce... I've been told by women that not only am I great kisser but that they have never been kissed that way before...You know you're a great kisser when you hear her soft moans and her pressing harder for more...You know you're a great kisser when you make her melt, not only weak at the knees but hot and humid...Lol...Soft, sensual kissing seems to be most effective...Making love with your mouth is essential...
But only a true romantic and sensual kisser can tell the difference...
In my experience and opinion:
A potentially good kiss can turn bad if a woman's mouth is dry and pasty smelling, which can ruin the moments...A potentially good kiss can go bad if a woman doesn't know how to make her lips soft and kisses too hard...
A potentially good kiss can go bad if a woman doesn't know how to make her tongue soft and mingle it with anothers... It will also turn bad if she's giving way too much to
And Before This Rabbit-fan Hares Off To Sleeppiece of music listened to far too often in the last few days (and recommended) would have to be the 2nd symphony of _Rutland Boughton_ (British, 1878-1960), nicknamed (the symphony, not the composer) "Deirdre, a Celtic Symphony", probably originally a ballet score or possibly incidental music for the play "Deirdre of the Sorrows" (even more likely!!) by J. M. Synge. (Havergal Brian, another favorite British 20th-century semi-modern of mine, also wrote music for that play but, running into copyright troubles, collected what would have been the some of incidental music- the overture, I think, a substantial, strange and interesting work- into what turned into his 6th symphony, instead.)
The "Deirdre" symphony - I should get back to this since I have things to do tomorrow. It's eerie how it takes digressions, divagations, paths aside... but ... ... gets where it's going... and ... the more I hear it? The more I hear that it was never in any doubt that it was going there. That there was
Not Apologizing For Being MeI'm not gonna apologizing for being me.
I am who I am
You can't do a damn thing to change me
If I don't feel comfortable doing something, don't get upset that I said no.
If I said that I'm about to do something, respect my decision instead of getting upset.
If you don't like or respect my decision, deal with it or move on.
You don't own me, you can't make the decisions for me, I'm my own man
If you respect me, I'll respect you
Only God is my boss, not you.
If you're a real friend, respect me for who I am.
So therefore, I'm not apologizing for being me, so don't take things personal
It is what it is, take it or leave it.
Ode De' What?To where the buffalo might roam....
There will ALWAYS be fear and loathing....
Which pill or freind we choose....
It only matters who see's the credits...
Creadibility only adds up if you pissed off the right of the closet people....
The deeper the sorrow the taller the story,
Well sir., ....
I guess thats where I matter now!.....
I have done it, and done it well,
My name Is forgotten................
I'm not lazy,....
but I have done my part,.......
and handsomely.............
done the worst, to piss off the best,
Far from easy,
and now the credits............
Sober and lost I weep more amptitude than "Father" would if all time where... lost,
the lottery of forgiveness and come back home is undescribeable.........
I know who bears the horn....
Im ready to receive it....
"FEBUS"
Loosing your life is no where close to loosing your true home..
"danny legend"
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You guys both did AWESOME!!! You guys are both AWESOME!!!!
Take care and Be Safe!!!!
Milla.milla jovovich is awesome.
period.
id bite her.
My PicsI wanna Thank Thom for all the wonderful Pictures he took of me..Thanks Love..Great work..Love them
What A Rose Can SayA rose can say I love you and want you to be mine,
A rose can say I thank you for being so very kind,
A rose can say congratulations, whatever the occasion may be,
A rose can say I miss you and wish you were here with me,
A rose can say I'm sorry if I've hurt you in any way,
A rose can say get well soon, May God bless you today,
A rose can say I wish you happiness, and the best for you each day.
A rose can say farewel when someone goes away,
A rose can say hello, I'm thinking of you today,
There's just so many wonderful things that a rose can say,
A rose can say goodbye when a love one is laid to rest,
No matter what there is to say, a rose can say it best.
The DanceI had been in a writing mood lately........mainly its was because of the fact that I have been interested in someone.......and of course when I get interested in someone, I tend to write at my best.......well I wrote this story about them.......I dont think they would mind since they aren't on this site anyways,lol, but I thought that everybody else would enjoy it.
There was a fire in the fireplace and a wind blew hard against the window. She was sitting on the couch reading a book as he came in with two cups and handed her the cup. She smiled and said, “Thank you.” as he sat down on the couch but at the other end.
It was a quiet afternoon despite the fact that the wind was now blowing hard outside. He looked at her as she continued reading that book and put down his coffee mug on the table as he got up again.
Walking over to the armoire, he opened it and looked over the CD’s that he had. Then he got a idea as he closed it back up again as he went to his computer. Going throug
What Should I Be When I Grow Up?This is kind of interesting. I do tend towards the practical in life, weighing what I want vs the responsibilities I have taken upon myself, though I am also impractical in many ways (my spending habits for one). Sharp, I would have to agree with that, I'm smart and rather quickwitted...most of the time. I also tend to grasp concepts that many don't. Very intuitive, once again, I would have to agree, though I tend to listen to my intuition more then anything else. But when I don't, I get in trouble, so I think I'll continue to do so. Optimistic and energetic, not recently, though often. All in all I would say this one fits, though I'm not sure I would make a good doctor. I am empathic, so I would cringe with every wound and needle, not big on the sight of blood, the list goes on and on. And of course, the other part of this...I don't believe I'm all that compassionate or caring. I have a measure of disdain for those who allow themselves to be hurt in some manner, or I see the
You Think You Have It Bad?It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people that we are talking about.
You stay up for 16 hours.
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/ don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off hi
The Scrawny ReportOk, I finally got my internet back up at where I am staying at.Now I just got to find my router and then I will be back online more often......lol
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Some Things That Dominants Should Kno!*I do NOT take responsibility for these articles, I think that these are exactly what needs to be said to most Dom/mes. Please visit http://www.castlerealm.com/subspace/subspace.htm for this and more articles*
What Do I Need From My Dominant?
The Care and Feeding of a submissive.
by
jade
This page was originally started to be a guideline for submissives but in retrospect I think it may better serve the Dominants who may happen to land here. Perhaps it may provide some insight to both sides of the equation.
I Want vs. I Need
We often confuse these two things: I want and I need. Although they may seem to be the same at first glance, there is a huge difference in the two. We want a lot of things in life; money, new cars, a beautiful home, success, and hot fudge sundaes, just to name a few, but how many of them do we really need? Very often the things we want are not always things that are the best for us and are usually self-indulgent wishes that change as fast as the t
He's Gone...Phil left me... because he needs to focus on supporting his mom and sister... his truck got taken away... he moved in with him mom and is getting a job to support her... and he said if i want him back when he can leave, we'll get back together... but... my god... i'm sobbing so hard i can;t breathe/... until then, he's... gone...
HelloI know this page belongs to "The Enigma", but this is one coming from his best friend. My name is Kianna. Some of you may have heard of me or even spoken to me. I have been on this page before. The reason I am here is because of my best friend, someone I hold close to my heart and truly admire, adore, respect and love, and I am worried about him. He was brought back to the hospital this afternoon for the second time in as many days for a pinched nerve in his neck, but now his headaches are getting worse because of that and the stress he is getting.
Rob is a fighter without a doubt, yet the stress that he goes through on an almost everyday basis is not helping him. For those who don't know or have been living in a closet for the past few months, Rob has been battling a brain tumor for the past several months and keeps hitting roadblocks in his treatments. In addition to that, his father had surgery last week, his brother has not been taking it well and is drinking, and his/our g
Hooraahhh !"It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people that we are talking about.
You stay up for 16 hours.
He stays up for days on end.
You take a warm shower to help you wake up.
He goes days or weeks without running water.
You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.
He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.
You put on your anti war/ don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.
He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.
You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.
He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.
You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.
He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.
You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.
He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.
You complain about how hot it is.
He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off hi
Going Home To Ohioon oct29 at 6:45pm washington time my aunt who is partly paralised fell and ended up breaking her right arm..the break was a good break but she is in a lot of pain.. as of this friday i am on my way home back to my job and my loving husband.. i feel like i am abandoning her because she needs me more now then when i came to washington to help her after her carpal tunnel surgery on the 15th of october.. but if i stay i will loose my job and my marriage..so i took most of today and got her hooked up with home health where some one will come into her home everyday and help her dress bathe cook and clean... so i feel i have done a good thing for her and this gives me time to get my life together to get things in order so that i can move to washington with my husband and be able to get a job so support us plus take care of my aunt then...so why do i feel like i am leaving her helpless for now even though she qualifies for in home help until i get back to washington???
Anniversary..Happy ( would have been ) 63 yr anniversary mom and dad...
Purgatory DaysFeeling mired in morning,
I slide downtown, in search
of celluloid dreams, but
at 10:59, the previews
are re-run, the feature’s
half?class, and they charge
an area-tax on
your munchies
On State Street the show's much
more thrilling:
street salesmen compete
for new customers
slum hustlers dangle 18-karat
gold lines
the last endangered specie
claims
"Jesus Saves"
Midday els run in slow motion when
they come, full of gangs
of old ladies wearing last
rite attire, and winos whispering
sweet nothings into brown
paper bags
a box jams
"I,
I,
I,
I'm gonna
miss you"
Lena's is jumping by
mid?afternoon
2?ton Bertha bumps hips with
all comers
Slim Greer sips suds
on his trips to the john
Mr. Drummond and his
seeing?eye dog bet
on the Cubs
Get to the crib
place your letter on the table
decide to read it when
I find time
stretched on a pillow
bored as death
dishes are d
SmellEasy on the body spray. You want to smell nice, but it need to be subtle. Scent is like the ref in a football game- it's best when you don't notice it.
Happy Halloweenlook i strongly encourage you all to get some fucking chococalate in your system cause you need to be happy with your life for once damn it... it's halloween... the one night of the year that the dead get to walk freely among us and the one night that every body buts loose and haves fun... SO PLEASE HAVE SOME FUN get layed for all i care cause life is too short.. really it is...
Poem:::alone In The DarkALONE IN THE DARK
I sit here crying alone in the dark
Wishing, hoping that the man she loves was here to comfort her.
I lie here staring at the time
Wishing, hoping that it would go by faster.
I sit in bed holding my wolfie crying into its fur
Wondering: Why am I such a fuck up?
Why does no one truly loves me?
Why did God keep me on this Earth?
What did I do so wrong to get hurt like this?
Am I being punished for something?
I sit and cry a lot alone in the dark
With the one person she loves so much not really caring
That she is crying.
I lie in bed with nothing else to do
‘Cept wonder does he hate me that much to hurt me like this.
I sit here watching the candles flicker and smelling the incense burning
Trying not to cry no more but can’t
Cause wondering what is going to happen
Is he going to try what was suggested or is he going to blow it off
And hope we forget about it
Does he love me enough to do this or is he just saying he will
Hoping it will blow over l
Poem:::hearts DesireWith the spirit of a wolf
And a Heart of Fire
He's every mans envy
and every womans desire
Untamed by nature
and a Rogue by choice
with laughin hazel eyes
and his warm whiskey voice
He'll tempt and teaseun
till you go insane
oh but this pleasure
is the sweetest of pain
he's hotter than fire
don't be burned by the flame
he can't be caught
he won't be tamed
Don't try to trap him
he'll only soar above
Only the bravest woman
Is worthy of his love
He's passionate and fierce
this untamed soul
he can move me to tears
he could make me whole
With his spirit of a wolf
and that heart of fire
I'm consumed in the flame
He's my heart's desire.
Life Too Short...Life is too short for drama & petty things!
So laugh insanely, love truly and forgive quickly!
Bbg And Stephanies GiveawayHey Ya'll, I am in the giveaway, i am going for a 3 month vip, i need 25,000 comments and if you come and help me out i will return the favor if any of ya'll need help leveling or bombing in a contest or giveaway...thanks ya'll..
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Blahkinda bored tonight ... not much to do ... the chat rooms are kinda boring i just yelled at some lil ass girl for being stupid maybe i shoul djust go to bed lol
nite
Poem:::heart N SoulHeart n Soul
I thought I knew what love was
Till I met a man who showed me the light
He opened my eyes to new things
He opened my mind to new ideas
He opened my soul to the light
He opened my body to passion
And he opened my heart to love like no other
Before him all I knew was darkness
To me love was always pain
But I met him and darkness turned to light
And pain turned to passion
I curl up to him and I feel safe
He looks at me I feel his love
He touches me and I feel his passion
I see in his eyes that I will always be safe
I can't wait to come his wife
To live our lives as one
All because I finally found what true love is
And I have found it in him
In his heart
In his eyes
In his soul
In his arms
To the end of time
I now know what love feels like
And to be loved by another
He is someone I know that will protect me
That will show me the way
That will guide me
And that will be there for me in one way or another
He is the man I truely love with all my he
Hells Gotten Worse!!Work is just gettin worse and I'm so ready to find me a new one! We had a girl quit on me sunday! There was a bengals game and it was a home game of all things! So we got slammed!!!! We only had 18% labor on my shift and we did about $1800. It sucked! Then second shift comes in (and my boss was on that shift) they start askin why the line in drive-thru is backed up and why we aren't pullin cars forward. I looked at her and told her to open her eyes all the orders were up they were just waitin to be payed out and passed out! I was so not in the mood for her shit that day. I had had a rough enough day without that too. Plus I told her I didn't want to train the 2 new managers and she has had both of them with me all week! It's hard to teach them right and get everything done. We really need more help and she knows that but she keeps playin around about hirin people! I told her the other day that if she doesn't start gettin help in there she is gonna lose the help she has now but she won'
Mountain Or Rainbow Fair....If I could catch a rainbow
I would do it just for you
and share with you its beauty
On the days you're feeling blue.
If I could build a mountain
You could call your very own;
A place to find serenity,
A place to be alone.
If I could take your troubles
I would toss them in the sea,
But all these things I'm finding
are impossible for me.
I cannot build a mountain
Or catch a rainbow fair,
But let me be what I know best,
A friend who's always there.
Halloween CostumeHello. . . well today started as a normal day. was just going to take my kid to the dr. and do laundry. well they gave the kid shots so he was cranky and needed a nap. so my mom said i could do laundry at her place. so i did and i was do laundry well my brother came home from school and me him and my other brothers gf decided to go look for halloween costumes so we went to walmart to look for some and there wasnt any there. then we decided to go to the halloween store on wadsworth. but before we left walmart my mom called and said the sarah (my couisn)was missing and she wanted us to help her find her. so we race home and stop the bus to see if shes on there and they say that my mom already got her. so then we go racing home. well we find out that she was suppost to have detention. well thats what she told my mom. but she went out w/ her friends. and any one that knows me knows what shes like. which totaly pissed my mom off. she had every cop in the county looking for her. then i found
GrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrFFS...if 7-8 months wasn't long enough to wait before i travelled, i have just found out i most likely have to wait another year and a bit. Fuck the government, fuck corrections..
If it wasn't for my stupid fuckin ex i wouldn't be in this situation.. Sure i can put an application in to travel abroad but its highly unlikely they (corrections) will allow it.. Could i handle more disappointments? I think not.. then on the other hand it will be worth the effort if they do approve it.. what a head fuck...the shit i have to go through..
Thane's Poemill wipe away the tears with my finger tips
ill kiss away the pain with my lips
ill watch over your soul with my eyes
ill keep you from the cold with my heart
and ill keep you safe from harm in my embrace
Darkness Of The ShadowCome from the darkness out of shadow . Into a world yet untamed ,Everyone around me feel shame .They dont Quit know who to blame. I walked the streets with a sense of fear for maybe someone is lurking in the shadows of the trees. I cry for help. Where does it come from? I hear it again,but closer. I hear the cry once more closer than before. I look all around and see nothing."Who's there"? I call out ,but i recieve no reply.I feel a precense behind me ,but see only shadows. Then something pulls me into the shadows . Icry for help and hear foot steps coming closer I cry again and hear the foot step closer, I cry once more and i hear the footstep no more I hear voice "who there"? but i cant speak for I have realized I am the one in theshadows I heard crying for help.
wolfman5484118: No one other than me
ScenesSo you wannabe punk you punx!
So I'm what you would call a realist meaning I know the world is a shitty place and I just don't care anymore. Ive learned over time that everyone has their dream on how the world should be run and on how it could be a better place. The anarchist doesnt want a government, the communist wants more government, the prepubescent punx don't know what they want but it seems to be a mix of both; I guess they have listened to too much greenday or something. Ah! The new age punx .maybe its just me, maybe I just need to buy a clue or something- are they hippie anarchist or communist? For you see those three things are very different from one another: you cant be a commie if your into total anarchy ok so stop wearing Che or U.S.S.R. T-shirts cause your just pissing off the real communists out there and stop telling me to read animal farm and the communist manifesto after finally reading it in some college class you took this term. I read them both years ago when u
5 Days LeftIn five days I shall be in Canada, willingly submitting myself, body, mind, and soul to my Master. I long to open up myself so that I will completely belong to Master and please him so that he is proud of his slave and most important that He is happy. I have found that which I have been longing for, to be controlled by one who has the strength to teach and guide me through what I have yet to learn. To be His slave.
Getting To Know My Friends Survey1. What time did you get up this morning?
2. Diamonds or pearl?
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
4. What's your favorite TV show?
5. What did you have for breakfast this morning?
6. What's your favorite cuisine?
7. What foods do you dislike?
8. What is your favorite crisp(CHIP) flavor?
9. What's your favorite CD at the moment?
10. What kind of car do you drive?
11. Favorite sandwich?
12. What characteristics do you despise?
13. What is your favorite type of clothing?
14. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
15. What color is your bathroom?
16. Favorite brand of clothing?
17. Where would you retire to?
18. Favorite time of the day?
19. What was your most memorable birthday?
20. Where were you born?
21. What is your favorite sport?
22. Who do you least expect to send this back?
23. Person you expect to send it back first?
24. What laundry detergent do you use?
25. Were you named after anyone?
26. Do you wish on St
Before I Went To Bed TonightBefore i went to bed tonight
i just had to let you know
that my love is strong
and will always continue to grow
Before i went to bed tonight
i thought that you should hear
that every moment we spend together
i hold each second dear
Before i went to bed tonight
i had you on my mind
i thought of sweet things you've done for me
things that are from the heart
i hope this letter makes you happy
if only for awhile
But i gladly write a million
just to see you smile
i know this sounds crazy
just like i lost my head
But i had to let you know
Before i went to bed
CostlyWow, I must have destroyed at least $5,000 in equipment and property.. but boy does it feel good. I'm sure it was not the most mature thing in life to do, but it was the least expensive, didn;t want to shoot someone because they thought I was cheating.... Hell, I'm within 2 weeks of a final divorce and I'm being told that I'm cheating??? WTF. It was to get my goat for sure, thinking they wanted me to snap so they could change the divorce paperwork to read how I had snapped.... So... kill my own property, post relationship.... take out frustrations without sending a 308 round through a skull or two... Wow, either I need to go back to Iraq or to counseling, don't know which....Can't they leave me alone to life I have and enjoy????
My LifeWell this is a treat. My life as told by me. I will start by saying my life is as real as it gets there is no fairytale to it. My life is the way it is because i choose it and if it sounds like a fairytale than it's because your life is so boring you have to try and analyze mine. For those who think they know me and my life i wish you the best of luck in your failure in life as anyone who thinks they know anything. To the very select few that have the privliage of kowing everything about me Iam sorry you have to see this. My life is a story of triumph and failure, I do not live in a fairytale or anything of the like, I believe that whatever I can see i can make happen. For those that have no vision or ambition in their life iam sorry dont blame or take it out on me. Yes i came from a broken family when i was born my father and mother didnt want me so therefore i was left with the people that adopted my real father. From the time i was 2 to 5 i was molested by my older brother and over
I PromiseI promise you my love
I promise you my heart
I promise you my life
I promise we'll never be apart
I promise not to hurt you
I promise to never make you cry
I promise to always trust you
I promise not to lie
I promise you forever
I promise you tonight
I promise you my respect
I promise to do things right
I promise to always be there
I promise until the end
I promise to always love you
I promise to be your best friend
I promise you my love
I promise you my life
I promise this forever
I promise our friendship is my life
“in The Light Of Love”“In the Light of Love”
ENGLISH
A joint statement signed by:
Most Rev. Wilton D. Gregory, Catholic Archbishop of Atlanta
Plemon Tauheed El-Amin, Imam, the Atlanta Masjid of Al-Islam
Rabbi Scott Saulson of Atlanta
The Rt. Rev. J. Neil Alexander, Episcopal Bishop of Atlanta
As people of faith with a strong belief in individual human dignity - regardless of race, language or place of birth - we are concerned about the callous and hateful perspective of many of the loudest voices heard lately around immigration issues.
Our concern includes constant reference to men, women and children in derogatory terms that seem to dismiss their, and our own, humanity and to justify any proposed mistreatment or punishment.
Defaming, diminishing and dismissing newcomers as less than human strikes us as neither very faith-filled nor very American. Our concern is with family, civic and faith values.
If we are to treat others as we would like to be treated, if we believe that mercy
E.colii dont know how many of u know this but ur baby girls can get e.coli from wearing diapers. they say when they have a bowel movement the bacteria gets into thier system. i for one didnt know this and wanted to make my friends with lil ones aware of this.pass this info on to all u know with lil ones.my daughter has e.coli and pneumonia and has been very sick today is the first day in a week she hasnt had a fever over 104.she finally ate a lil bit today which im happy for
much love to u all
Gold Collar Workergold collar workers. You may ask yourself what the hell is that? Well there a class of workers.Workers that make between 7 and12 bucks an hour. They work in malls and as waiters.The difference between a gold collar and a blue collar is this while they make the same cash a gold collar worker is normally is in debt but not for the same reasons that a student in college or a family of four would be.There debts are class induced debts.Such as leasing fine cars,buying overpriced clothing and going to posh clubs.giving them this false sense of high class.when they are no better then you or I.they just have allot less cash and allot more dept.thats all till next time.workers unite!
This Might Happen.Sitting here thinking and I've just had a thought. I'm thinking about leaving Fubar... No this is NO JOKE!!!! As most of you know, I don't and have never been a point "Whore". Nor do I care about about it. But what sucks is I've been here nearly a year and this is as far as I've gotten. Spme might say this is good. Others might say Differently. I, for one have seen others that have been on here after Me becoming Godfather or higher then Me. Bitter You say, No I'm not bitter. I've done the rating of the mumms. I've rated others stashes. I've rated Your pictures. But I have>>>(my friends 991) and I have yet to see some of these people come to My page and rate anything in "OR" on My page. I know 991 family and or friends may not sound like alot to some of You. But to Me, that means alot. And yet some of them STILL haven't paid My page a visit. That's what sucks! Oh sure I could beg for a Happy Hour or a Blast or something like that. But what good would that do? That's just not Me. All I e
Yeah Salutei'll get to a salute when i get there, probably soon
Lunch"Stop by my place for lunch, I'll give you something to eat." The innuendo was clear and strong, and I knew that "something to eat" would have nothing to do with a ham on rye.
Yet, here I was, pulling into his driveway, turning down the radio so I could hear my thoughts. I felt jittery and unsure as I approached the house.
The post-it on the door said "Come in, Grace," so I turned the doorknob and entered the foyer. I quickly spied the bottle of chocolate syrup in the middle of the floor... and the note stuck to the front.
"Bring me upstairs, but stop by the kitchen..." I walked into the kitchen, and saw post it notes with arrows leading to the fridge. Opening it, I saw a can of whipped cream with handcuffs laid over it. I immediately grabbed both. I could feel myself start to throb in anticipation.
I climbed the stairs and followed the arrows to the bedroom, carrying the chocolate syrup, whipped cream, and handcuffs. My legs were absolute jello.
The li
Saga Of TearsThe Saga of My Tears.
By: Billy Strait
I sit all alone in this room
As memories unfold
Tears streaming down my face again
This pain never grows old
Some say it's a state of mind
But it's my heart that really hurts
I only aim to please you all
But what's a smile really worth?
This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears
A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years
If you listen up closely
Maybe you might hear
The beating of my heart
And the saga of my tears
They say that life's a trip
I hit the ground face first
Lost everything I ever wanted
But it could have been worse
Or that's what they tell me
Do they sit alone in the dark?
Or stare into broken mirrors
Thinking it's the pieces of their heart
This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears
A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years
If you listen up closely
Maybe you might hear
The beating of my heart
And the saga of my tears
This is the saga
Come Join Us!!HEY EVERYONE MYSELF AND MISS_MELIFER WANTED TO INVITE EVERYONE TO OUR FUBAR WEDDING ON NOV. 4TH AT 8PM PST PLEASE COME AND JOIN IN ON OUR WEDDING. IT IS LOCATED IN THE FUBAR WEDDING CHAPEL AND THERE IS A LINK TO THE CHAPEL UNDER MY LOUNGES. THANK YOU ALL AND WE HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE !!!!!!
THE BIG ITALY
Earthquake!!!Wow, a small earthquake 85 miles from here and I have no internet or telephone for over an hour.... BS. So my ex asks me if I want to use her truck to move, which normally would be cool with me, however her boyfriend returns after 6 days of absence, no explanation, and she bitched to me each day he was gone. Hell, I just wanted to use the truck, but I'm not going to make a big deal based on her and her boyfriend...Am I wrong for telling her to get bent and enjoy her worthless boyfriend? Not that I give a rats ass anyways...LOL
Messed Up DayMy day was kinda messed up. My son has been fussy today. I think there is something wrong with him because he really dont fuss all that much. Im taken him out trick or treating tomorrow night for his first time to see what he thinks. I talked to my best friend Nicole and she is going to try and work in the morning and go with us tomorrow night. We are going to dress up with my son and i will so have pics of these up. I will look so hot. lol. Well this is a short first time blog but i have to run and see if i can get my son to go to bed. Night to all my sweet friends and ill see you all later. love to all lil red
New Bsb CdHey everyone, Today I bought the BSB CD, YIPPIE! I am actually rocking out to it, But I will still miss Kevin!!!
It was either Britney Spears CD or BSB CD haha.NExt to get on my list is my new Simple PLan CD!!! WOOT WOOT!
If BSB comes here I'm going to their concert. Today I also bought some bracelets, spider earings, 2 surprise bags @ Ardenes, a caramel frapp. @ Starbucks. Goign to get a bus pass for November tomrorow. So my previous entry was about Soyn'as fake accounts well I busted 2 of her accounts, they both said they aren't on bangme.net I am just telling them to make a sig that they are not on there. So I can finally own her ass LOL AGAIN! I've busted so many fakes of hers.
Let's PlayHey all DJ joker here come chill wit me in one of fubars hottest lounges Erotic Desires!!I am here waiting for your requests!! Click the link below and join me!!
What Would You Do????Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who
were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had
syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?
Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.
Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts.
Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for?
Candidate A.
Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist.
He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.
Candidate B.
He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon , used opium in
college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.
Candidate C
He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an
occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.
Which of these candidates would be our choice?
Decide first... no peeking, then scroll down for the
Hook Another N00b Up!ANOTHER myspace defector she will be a mummer. I guarantee it. Give her big fu welcome and tell her to go fuck herself.
http://fubar.com/user/1207306
or you can click here
The Tongue....the "tongue" primary i have created for myself is from a TV program called "Little Britain" - it's a great show, in my opinion, and i'd reccomend it to anyone. The laugh track is the only flaw, as it is in many programs, but that's a bit of a tradeoff for the brilliant, unafraid and unreal comedy, all done by 2 gifted, twisted chaps - Matt Lucas and David Walliams...They portray a deviant collection of "britains" in each episode, and one reoccuring favourite of mine, is "Anne"...in a nutshell, a mental patient, her peculiar schreeching and devilishly odd behaviour is a riot, hurts to laugh at times, in my experiences.so, yeah, the TONGUE...from season 3, a spot on live telly, anne does a knock up job of her/his version of Celiene Dion...and out comes the licking looney ...i've stuck a clip on my youtube, to broaden the minds of you inquisitive lot, and following that, is a 9 min compilation of "anne's" antics, from several episodes...take a sec, and give it a go.i've also included a li
Sports BarI WAS WONDERING WHY THERE IS NO SPORTS BAR IN HERE? THEY CAN HAVE A DJ. PLAY ALL THE MUSIC YOU HERE IN THE STADIUMS. AND EVEN COLLAGE TUNES.
I Am A Switch To Keep It Simple…I was born a submissive…I became a dominant…I am a switch to keep it simple…
A submissive with a dominant’s will or a dominant with a submissive’s heart.
Not keeping with my normal style I decided to do an outline, so to speak. If anyone is interested they can ask.
I was raised in a home that ruled by gender positioning.
I was raised that the Man was the Master of his House.
I was raised a woman served her husband.
I was raised that he provided for the home in all ways.
I was raised that she took care of his home and his children.
I was born the younger of two girls.
I am a girl so I was trained in the responsibilities of being a woman.
I was taught basic care skills by age five.
In my home when we were little he required her to be the disciplinarian.
In my home he disciplined us as young adults.
I was raised in a very strict home.
I was raised in a very religious home.
I was taught to always obey unquestioningly.
I was taught to answer to a man with Sir.
I
Friends With Benefits !Friends with Benefits -- Friends with Benefits
It doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!!
Here's how it works:
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass...
There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends with benefits"
The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS"
If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT"
THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN
& see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.
SO... re-post this as "friends with benefits, anyone?"
ITS PRETTY SAD THAT OUT OF THE 1000 SOME FRIENDS I HAVE, NOT A SINGLE PERSON WANTS TO OWN M
The Day I Found Out The Truthwhy do men lie they say one thing the dont do it they promise stuff and then break it and then they come ask whats wrong and act like they didnt do anything but who knows right not me
A Tribute To A Dear FriendTribute to the Dragon kind by *Dragarta on deviantART
To A Person thats been there for me no matter what. For that simply fact I love you more then you'll ever know. For simply being yourself I love you. For listening to me cry at night and never saying an unkind word to me. I'll love you more then you'll ever know. You see me for who and what I am, you treat me as your equal. For this, and much more you mean the world to me, and forever will. This is just to show a small portion of my thanks to you. For no matter what I do my thanks can never truly be shown to their fullest. One day I pray that you'll see and understand just how much you mean to me, but until then, this friendship will have to do. I just wanted to let you know that I love you very deeply and that I think of you as my friend.
Seriously FellasAre you really so insecure in your masculinity that you can't rate another guy's picture or profile? I look at my default picture's recent viewers section and am always surprised by how many men are in it, but when i check my alerts...almost none rated it.
At the same time, nearly every woman who saw it rated it.
Rating someone's picture or profile is not an affirmation, nor is it indicative of your desire to sleep with someone. And if that is what you are thinking when you rate these pictures or profiles, you need a reality check.
Lads, you stand less than 1% chance at nailing any of these fine (and not so fine) women on this site. Its great if you want to buy into the FuIllusion that somehow you are buying their love because you drop gifts and 11s on them. Good luck with that.
OK back on point.. Seriously, it doesn't make you less of a man to rate another guy's pictures. Nor does it mean you find that person attractive. Its one thing if you are rating pics of some dude'
R.i.p TweakI love you little guy! I hope you are in sugar glider heaven baby
This Is How I FeelTo whom it may concern: I am nothing with out you, and compleate when I am with you. You know I love you and it is hard for both of us to be away from eachother for this long, and when we are together time seems to be against us for it is far to short of a stay. Neither you or I would like more for us to be together forever, but the days grow long and the nights get cold when you are not near. My love for you is strong and it will remain that way until the end of time. No matter how much we argue or fight we will still love eachother at the end of the night. When I look into your eyes I can see the love that you have for me, and I hope that you see the same when you look into mine. Everyday I think about you and how I want to be with you and I know you do as well, I could not imagine my life with out you. You have helped me through so much and done so much for me, that I fear that I would never be able to pay back the debt that I owe you, maybe one day my love for you will do some jus
Stupid RantWhy is it, that I'm 395,000 points from Godmother and I'm not excited.. I guess cause I feel like no one gives a shit. I thought the last straw of this journey would be one of the happiest moments of my time here on fubar
Why does it seem like I have to beg for any help on here. Why..
I do anything for my friends on here. Any one who asks for help I'm there. I always try to return the love best as I can. I've never turned anyone down, never got into any drama on here.. nothing and it seems like I have to beg or pull teeth.
This doesnt pretain to the ones that I know has been there since day one. Has helped and will keep on helping me. You know who you guys are so don't think this is about you.. I know who my true friends are on here. Thank you to you all for being there. I can't thank you enough!
Just been a sucky day. And just coming on here seeing how close I am and .. I dont know what I expected. I really dont. I just feel soo alone on here right now... *sigh*
*sigh
From This Womans HeartDo I ever tell you how thankful I am you are in my life, well, I want you to know I am.
Loving you is the best thing that has happened to me, and there are things I want you to know.
I do not ask for you to be always be strong.
I only ask for you to be able to face the storms with me and allow me to be there for you, also.
I do not ask for you to be rich or famous, but to realize the greatest riches we will ever have is our love and the only fame that really counts is if I am number one in your heart.
I do not ask for you to have all the answers in life but more importantly that you listen not only with your ears but your heart.
I do not ask for you to know what I am thinking but to care what I think.
I do not ask for you to seek out my opinions on every aspect of your life, I only ask that you include me in the decisions that will affect our lives together.
I do not ask you to give up your dreams I only ask you to share those dreams with me so we can achieve
Going On A Road Trip.How is everyone? Good I hope.
I thought it was about time I wrote a second blog and thought it might aswell be about the trip I am takeing. I will be traveling down the east coast of australia doing a 36 hour drive to see some of what my own country offers.... then a 36 hour drive back. Be away for about 2 weeks and im sure ill love it. But saying that im sure ill miss some of you in particular. This site has shocked me at the quality of some people I have found on here so ill be sure to be back with some new photos and stories after my holiday.
Take care everyone and enjoy the madness.
New Pix!Apparently it isn't showing in the Bar Tab, but I've uploaded new pics in the October 30, 2007 Folder, if you are interested in looking at them. :-)
A Womans Worth!A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A set of screwdrivers,
a cordless drill, and
a black lace bra...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
One friend who
Always makes her
Laugh...
And one
Who lets her cry...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A good piece of furniture
not previously owned by
Anyone else in her family...
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE
Eight matching plates,
Wine glasses with stems,
And a recipe for a meal that will
Make her guests feel honored.
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
A feeling of control over Her destiny...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
How to fall in love Without losing herself...
EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
HOW TO QUIT A JOB
BREAK UP WITH A LOVER
AND CONFRONT A FRIEND WITHOUT RUINING THE
A Poem My Daughter Wrote For Me.My mothers smile (all the tears)
I’ve never been my mother
With her strength I wish I was
She laughs at what would beak me down
She’ll hug me just because
But through all the tears I’ve wiped away,
I have my mothers smile
I find her hope amazing
She’s found the help of faith
She’s found all the joy in life
Through all the love and hate
But through all the tears I’ve wiped away,
I have my mothers smile
She’ll amaze you with her wisdom
The kind I wish I knew
She’ll show the true compassion
With the hurt that she’s been through.
But through all the tears I’ve wiped away,
I have my mothers smile.
someday she won’t be here
But I’ll hold her in my soul
Because no matter what the distance
I will always know
Through all the tears I’ll wipe away I have my mothers smile……
Re: KrystalOk, my 1st blog, I just want to say remember to love your kids for who they are, not what they do sometimes, remember in rough times that you have them. Remember that sometimes they can be taken away from you to soon.....my niece was recently taken from our lives, at the young age of 17, in an auto accident. Saturday October the 27th, 5:26 a.m. in a freak accident on Interstate 75.
She will be missed so much by her family and friends, its hard to describe, you never know how it feels unless its happened to you. I still can't believe it, but its true, I think. She will be missed by so many people, but will always be remembered. She was an organ donor, so hopefully she has saved a few lives, so her soul will live on. And I'm sure lots of people will thank her for that.
I wonder how her mom (my sister), and her dad will make it through, but I imagine they will. I just feel so bad for them, I couldn't imagine. I told my sister god wanted her for some reason, and I hope that is true
Have To Include BrianBrian: Hola, me llamo es Brian ... Nosotros queremos ir con ustedes.. uhhhh ...
Bellboy (Spanish): Hey, that was pretty good, except when you said "me llamo es Brian," you don't need the "es," just me llamo Brian.
Brian: Oh, oh you speak English!
Bellboy (sigh): No, just that first speech and this one explaining it.
Brian: You .... you're kidding me, right?
Bellboy (Spanish): Que?
Peter: So did your therapist figure out what the problem was?
Brian: Yeah. He thinks I'm in love.
Peter: Oh my God...you can talk!
Brian: Hey, barkeep, whose leg do you have to hump to get a dry martini around here?
Grown Women Vs Girls........Grown Women....
--Girls leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and
make plans.
--GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in
where he fits in.
--Girls want to control the man in their life.
--GROWN WOMEN know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.
--Girls check you for not calling them.
--GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't.
--Girls are afraid to be alone.
--GROWN WOMEN revel in it-using it as a time for personal growth.
--Girls ignore the good guys.
--GROWN WOMEN ignore the bad guys.
--Girls make you come home.
--GROWN WOMEN make you want to come home.
--Girls worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man.
--GROWN WOMEN know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.
--Girls try to monopolize all their man's time (I.e., don't want him
hanging with his friends).
--GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time'
even more specia
Dinner & A MovieThe kids and I were having dinner and watching
Transformers, when the house started shaking.
I knew it was an Earthquake and sat still and
looked over at my son. His eyes were HUGH! and
mouth wide open. The windows shook and a few
things fell off the walls. My son stood up and
yelled Earthquake and stepped under the framing for the doorway. I smiled, knowing this was
taught to him since kindergarden. My daughter
was in shock hand over her mouth also standing
under the frame. I sat and rode it out on the
sofa. lmao When it was over.. < this all took
place in little less than 5 seconds, they each
were on they're cell phones. I had fogotten this
was their first major quake. They are use to
feeling 3.0 and below. I smiled and told them
it was safe to come out of the doorway now.
They are still on the phone excited and talking
to friends. It was around this time back in 1989
that I felt the biggest Earthquake for me. That
was 8.9 and destroyed homee, bridges, and suc
Samhain/halloween?Have a blessed Samhain, a wonderful Halloween OR if you do neither, a superb Wednesday night :)
Something From My Messed Up Head.We plan our futures and plot our ways...
to have them confront us everyday.
Then live to dwell on what happened in the past.
The past that was once our future, our present, and possibly our last chance.
Rite Of Passage MemorialAs tomorow night is haloween and it seems that moast people tend to putaside the last rights of the wiccan i have done a littel digging and found this Rite of Passage Memorial
A High Priest and High Priestess may be chosen to lead this ritual or various parts may be given to various member of friends and family.
( Light Incense)
(Purify Space)
"By Water, By Earth, By Fire, By Air, By Spirit, Be this circle bound as we desire! So mote it be!"
(Cast Circle)
" I conjure thee, O Circle of power that thou beest a meeting place of truth, love and joy.
A shield against all wickedness and evil, a boundary between the worlds of men and the realms of the mighty ones.
A rampart of protection that will preserve and contain the energy they we will raise within thee. In the names of the Dark Goddess and the Dark Tanist. So mote it be."
(Light Candles)
Black- "O candle of power to this circle give the knowledge and truth in which all power lives. So mote it be."
White- "O candle of l
My Feelings & Dreams About One ManWhenever you see me...Whoever sees me...know that my heart is opened wide...know that I will love you for who you are, know that no matter how wrong or right you or I may be...I am one who can give but must learn to recieve. I am not perfect, I am such as you...I must learn at times to...but no matter what...I will always be here for you...and perhaps you for me.
If Only
By: Flo
There are many thoughts and fantasies
Wandering in my head.
While I dream about you,
And when I am asleep in my bed,
I wish many things.
I wish with no fear
That right here beside me
You would be here.
I wish you could tell me
In person every day
Just how much you love me.
A dream can go
Where a wish cannot.
A dream can bring truth
What a wish never thought.
When I dream about you
You’re holding my hand.
My feelings for you
These I had never planned.
Gazing at the stars
On a dark, cold night,
We'd utter sweet words
Under the pale moonlight.
If you were here beside me,
I c
Stewie Griffin. Lmao!"Let me guess, you picked out yet another colorful box with a crank that I'm expected to turn and turn until OOP! big shock, a jack pops out and you laugh and the kids laugh and the dog laughs and I die a little inside."
Stewie: Hello, mother. I come bearing a gift. I'll give you a hint. It's in my diaper and it's not a toaster.
Meg: Everybody! Guess what I am?
Stewie: Hm, the end result of a drunken back-seat grope-fest and a broken prophylactic?
Stewie (in car with Brian, says to police officer): We met on the Internet. He lured me into the car with promises of candy and funny stories.
Bill Cosby: Stewie, what do you think candy is made out of?
Stewie Griffin: Sunshine and farts! What the hell kind of question is that?!
Guy on Airplane: Oh great, I always end up sitting next to a damn baby.
Stewie: What did you just say?
Lois: Stewie, stop fussing.
Stewie: Pipe down Lois. (Slaps guy on head.) Hey big man, turn around. Oh you can't hear me now. I was going to watc
Im Back!Well, we are back from PDX and wow, was that FUN!!! But alas... Im sick yet again so if I don't manage to get back to anyone apologies in advance!!!! (gotta get caught up here!) Love to everyone! -b-
Just Tell The Truth.....Ladies, why not admit it, when you say that, "You wish you could find a nice guy that isnt a complete jerk to have a relationship with." you really mean, "I wish I could find a nice guy that isnt a complete jerk because I want a big/little brother to cry on their shoulder."
Now, i have a few female friends that are like my sister, and I have no problems with that.
HOWEVER, when someone brings a lady around to introduce her to a 'nice' guy, who isnt a jerk, us nice guys end up with another frigging sister!
I mean, when I was younger, boozed, partied, partook of chemical substances in search of the meaning of the universe, and was basically your typical scum bag, I had more women than I knew what to do with... AND many of them were those respectable types who liked something on the wild side. And you cant get much wilder than a biker/hotrodder type with an attitude against everything, who wore caps that said stuff like, "I dont date women who use four letter words, like dont, q
Schedule Of Events With The Hubby....To insure that if anyone has questions as to why I'm not on here a lot of the time during the day sometimes is due to the fact that unfortunately this is the time of the year when hubby has most of his testing,surgeries,etcetera listed to be done...for the few of you who might wonder where I am or why I'm not on,here is the schedule for the month of November as of today(it is unfortunately subject to change)...
I will continue to alert the bosses as to when I won't be here,but in case they don't remember me telling them here goes.....
November 2,2007- appointment with the prosthetic doc to get fitted for the new leg(he's still trying to convince them to give him a steel peg-leg),unfortunately out of town......
November 7,2007-First eye surgery to remove those horrendous cataracts;left eye-out of town all day....
November 19,2007-appointment with the pulmonary doc(lungs);half day luckily in town though.....
November 21,2007-Second eye surgery to remove cataracts;right eye-out of t
Friend With BenifitsFriends with Benefits -- Friends with Benefits
It doesn't matter if you're married, in a relationship, single, gay or straight! A test of your bravery. It will be kept a secret!!
Here's how it works:
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass...
There's at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "friends with benefits"
The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a msg saying "I'M YOURS"
If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'D HIT IT"
THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN
& see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your fubar that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you.
SO... re-post this as "friends with benefits, anyone?"
ITS PRETTY SAD THAT OUT OF THE 1000 SOME FRIENDS I HAVE, NOT A SINGLE PERSON WANTS TO OWN M
Behind The MaskI am darkness
I am night
I am vengeance
I bring light
I'm a winter breeze in summertime
The world is broken, I'm just fine
Looking day and living night
But I'm alright
Cloak and dagger
Cape and mask
Smoke and mirrors
Guilty past
I am the man behind the mask
Obituary Of Common SenseMy parents told me about Mr. Common Sense early in my life and told me I would do well to call on him when making decisions. It seems he was always around in my early years but less and less as time passed by until today I read his obituary. Please join me in a moment of silence in remembrance. For Common Sense had served us all so well for so many generations.
Obituary
Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who
has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was
since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.
He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as
knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the
worm, life isn't always fair, and maybe it was my fault.
Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend
more than you earn) and reliable parenting strategies (adults, not
children are in charge).
His health began to deteriora
Fubar AdoptionFUBAR ADOPTION..LOL Here's the rules of fubar Adoption : Send this to all the people on your list and see who wants to own you.- The first person to send u a message saying " I own you" owns you. It's simple... P.S. send it cuz it is kinda funny and it might be surprising to see who gets you first See who picks you... Let the games begin! lolol
Me Straight UpI am a simple person. There is nothing complicated about me. I like holding hands, taking walks on the strip at the beach or the mountains. I am not a jealous person, if we were a couple I wouldn't care if you go out with your friends male or female, I have trust and expect the same, trust and communication are the keys that unlock a good partnership. I am not a big fella, so if your looking for Big sorry I am not your man. I like camping, sleeping two in a one man bag, looking up at the stars next to a campfire. I personally think a woman is never more beautiful than she is when she first wakes up and looks into your eyes. I like slow dancing ( nude if the time is right ). Like I said I'm simple, theres nothing about me I won't answer if you ask, I have nothing to hide.
thats all
Jerry
I Am Leaving The KowI have decided to leave the Kingdom of Wolves and join another family. I want all of you to know that this was my decision. I was not recruited by this family, I approached them. I will be joining The Confederate Bombers and understand they can’t be friends with KOW. I hope you will each make your own decision on this matter and not let the KOW dictate who can be your friend here. That is part of the reason I am leaving. There is just too much drama. Peace & Love…
I want to thank each and every one of you for your friendship. It means a lot to me. I hope we can still be friends.
Much Love and Respect, Beth
I want this in print… Jeff, Deanna and Chris had nothing personal to do with this. It was my decision alone and I respect each of them.
Thanks for your time and again, for your friendship.
"seize The Day......or die regretting the time you lost."
I think about it every now and then. On maybe why we were all put here. On Earth, I mean. What was God's original goal for the human race and it's presense here? Were we all just part of an evolution of whats to come? Or are we now the final product?
Whichever it may be, Im glad we're here. Well, I'm glad I'M here. I can plainly see without any help that the life I lived back in the day is not the same life I am living now. Back in the day, I wanted everything for myself and only for myself and thought nothing of the world and everyone because I was just too little to understand that caring for others was important. Today? I feel inspired by everyone I have helped, talked to, and cared for. I've learned that it is much better to give than to receive, and helping others would give you a chance to get back what you gave ten fold. That makes me feel good. So good that I want to be the me everyone knows me by today for the rest of my life, as
Do We Have A Chance?This is just a quickie. I am just curious to hear from women about nice guys. Do you like them. Do you prefer them or the so-called "bad guys" for relationships.
My experience thus far is that nice guys really do finish last.
I can see women desiring the "wild" ones. I am wild, sometimes spontaneous and unpredictable. I'd say I'm pretty open minded and fun too.
But it seems that so many women tend to be and stay with the "mean" ones. Ones that are disrespectful to women and the relationship in general. This I cannot figure out.
Can any of you wonderful ladies shed some light on this for me? I'm in a curious mode today!
Thanks!
Suicidedo you ever feel like no one would know you are gone? the world will go on with out me. i feel so completely alone.
i messed up so bad and i cannot go back. the nasty person that lives here for the time being is trying successfully to steal my child; my child no longer needs me. one of the two people that means the most to me is playing games that i no longer feel like playing. unfortunately, i think he has completely screwed my life up. the other one holds me at arms length. i feel that everytime i reach for him he pulls away.
im so tired of being lonely. my heart hurts too much. i dont want to do this anymore..
Why Did I Get Myself Into This Again???Today was one of those days that makes me hate myself for getting back into my current line of work.
It was a slow day. I think I had 4 tables all night. I know for a fact that I am a GREAT waitress. I have been told it many times and have years and years of experience. The night really started to go bad when this family of three was sat down in my section. They ordered some expensive meals and as per usual...my timing with the salads, bread, and even the meals was perfect. According to the customers the food was excellent and I was a great waitress with a wonderfully refreshing personality. I brought them their bill which was like $65, ran their credit card through and told them to leave our copy on the table. I go back after they leave to clean the table. They stiffed me!!!! Excellent food?? A great waitress??? NO TIP???? You have got to be fucking kidding me!!!! 15% is state law. By law I should have gotten at least $9.75. I hate people like that. I hate people that are cheap ass
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7 Yrs Is Long EnoughFor those who don't know, I lost a precious 4 year old 7 years ago. I don't want to hear I'm sorry for your loss or whatever else you may want to say (sorry if I'm being blunt). I just want this to serve as my final goodbye to him. I guess I never really said goodbye to him properly. I mean I went to his funeral and all and dealt with the grieving process but today was my final goodbye to him. I went to his grave and had a long talk with him. I brought my kids and explained to them who he was and I tried my hardest to get them to understand. I still don't know if they understand that he was their brother or not but I had to do it. Not saying I've forgotten my son or ever will, but I have let his death affect me for way too long. I grade myself as a parent today because of his death. I feel like I'm not loving my children enough or doing enough for them when I am doing all I can just as I did for Justin those many years ago. Am I wrong for saying goodbye to him today? I don't think I am
Hey All;Sorry for being scarce but my hunny has been home due to inclement weather and with Samhain being round the corner we have been busy with making preparations and arrangements in light of the past years events.
I have been making preparations for Samhain (aka Halloween) an my circle of locals has helped me tremendously. I know my sisters and brothers have been with me in my trials and tribulations... my hope is that I am not evicted and karma bites swiftly... not at my hand, but by the hand that feeds... for only then will justice be served.
In Love and Light,
Lady V
Friends Rating And CommentsIsn't it common courtesy that when someone does somethingnice for you that you should say thanks? like on here per say, if you comment or rate a friend, shouldn't they at the very least shout you a thank you for rating or commenting on their page and pics? I jus tthink it is rude when they don't. I know i try to at least say thank you, even if I don't rate back or at least if I don't rate back right away.
I guess I am just bickering. However, if someone on my firend's list rated all my stuff, I move them in to fan. I figure it is the least thing I could do since they took their time..
Anyway.. peace out.
Waiting20 minutes
time folds in, stretches out. it is not a thing to rest trust upon.
i sit to reflect, to breathe and 20 minutes is longer than a roadtrip i took once.
20 minutes. the time it takes to make coffee, then sip it with a cigarette.
At average speed i make it to work in 20 minutes.
by foot.
around 20 minutes is my average long distance sunday afternoon chitchat.
20 minutes with a migrane or 20 minutes making love.
i dare you to tell me that these measure up as equal.
20 minutes in line and 20 minutes laughing with a good friend.
surely one stretches beyond what i can endure while the other barely allow me to settle in.
so, once again, i say time doesn't measure up; nor should it be used to measure by.
today 20 minutes with myself.
too long for comfort and much much too short.
this self i'm left with, what i measure time by.
Blonde JokeOne day while on patrol a police officer pulled over a car for speeding. He went up to the car and asked the driver to roll down her window. The first thing he noticed, besides the nice red sports car was how hot the driver was! Drop dead blonde the works. "I've pulled you over for speeding ma'me.....could I see your drivers license...? "...Whats a license...???" replied the blonde. instantly giving away the fact that she was as a stump. Its usually in your wallet... replied the officer. After fumbling for a few minutes the driver managed to find it. Now may I see your registration!!! Asked the cop. Registration....whats that...?asked the blonde. Its usually in your glove compartment said the cop impatiently after some more fumbling she found the registration. Ill be back in a minute.. the cop said and walked back to his car. The officer phoned into the dispatch to run a check on the womans license and registration. After a few moments the dispatcher came back. Ummm is this woman drivi
Thoughtsto love without worries and faults
is to love with no ending to a feeling that was suppressed for years.
To find the love that completes you as a person is a love worth holding onto , some of us have found that love while others still search .
to love among the broken dreams and despair of hope.
is beyond the reach of all reality of life in itself..
I have given up on such love for now my love is in my child and forever his ...
Morning Appointment"Damn!" I hate tardiness more than anything, and the clock had just struck 10:05. Ooh, that bastard was going to pay. He was one of my favorites too.
I heard his knock on the door, but I would let him knock a few more minutes to punish him a bit for being late. I heard him beg long enough, and reluctantly opened the door.
"Thank you so much and I'm..."
"Shutup, and you're fucking late!" I growled at him, not meeting his eyes. I wanted him to feel like a dog. All part of the session...
"What can I do to.."
"Lick my shoe. Bitch." I was still growling at him, angry about his insolence, and envisioning sinking the heel in his back. I planned it as I watched him run his tongue over my stilleto.
When I felt he had tongue shined my shoe sufficiently, I turned to sink a heel in his back. I ordered him to remove the shoe, take off my stockings, one garter and then the other, and then remove my panties. His eyebrow raised, because I hadn't thought him
A True Poemlife gets harder as you go on
and no one doubts that life is not long
but just remember that no matter how dark it gets
not to give up even a little bit
its hard to go on i know its true
and sometimes you cant get through the blue
but always understand why i write shit like this
because i hate to see the things that i miss
so dont go down the road like me
because you are the only one you have to be
you get one shot in this life
and sometimes there is nothing more tempting then a knife
but always believe that some dont want to see you go
so i hope when you read this you will know
that giving up is not worth it
no matter how many times you put up with shit
and if someone stabs you in the back
be glad you didnt get stabbed in the chest.
Think HardOnce upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, the PRINCESS.
But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt.
No matter what;
metal,
wood,
stone,
anything she touched would melt.
Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her.
The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter?
He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king,
"If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, she will be cured."
The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan.
The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth.
THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE.
The first brought a sword of the finest steel.
But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted.
The prince went away sadly .
The second prince brought diamonds.
The SpoonThe spoon
A lesson on how consultants can make a difference in an organization.
Last week, we took some friends to a new restaurant, "Steve's Place," and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket.
It seemed a little strange. When the busboy brought our water and utensils, I observed that he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around and saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I inquired, "Why the spoon?" "Well, "he explained, "the restaurant's owner hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all of our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil It represents a drop frequency of approximately 3 spoons per table per hour. If our personnel are better prepared, we can reduce the number of trips back to the kitchen and save 15 man-hours per shift." As luck would have it, I dropped my spoon and he replace
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Childrens' MethSEND THIS TO AS MANY PARENTS, GRANDPARENTS
And PEOPLE WHO KNOW PARENTS AS YOU CAN.
Children's Meth
Flavored Meth
Checked this on Snopes. It is true.
http://www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp /www.snopes.com/horrors/drugs/candymeth.asp>
A very scary thing is going on in the schools right. There is a type of crystal meth going around that looks like strawberry pop rocks. It smells like strawberry also and it is being handed out to kids in school yards in AR.
I'm sure it will make its way around the country. Kids are ingesting this thinking it is candy and being rushed off to the ER in dire condition.
It also comes in chocolate, peanut butter, cola, cherry, grape and orange.
It looks just like pop rocks.
Please instruct children to not accept candy that looks like this Even from a friend and to take any that they may have to a teacher, Principal, etc.
Pass this around it could save some family a lot of heartache!
They call it stra
LifeSo right now im tring to move my house. Too bad im like almost 8 months pregnant and by my self. Talk about stress. Some of my family have helped but it is my shit so i feel like im not doing anything. I had to call off work off 3 days cause my landlady wouldnt let me stay another week(i ofter to pay $100 for a week) So im running around like crazy and i think im going insane. Hope everyone eles week is better than mine.
Bad Bad BadOK SO WHEN I WENT TO PICK MY 3 YEAR OLD UP TODAY AT PRESCHOOL AND WHEN I GOT THERE THE TEACHER ASKED ME IF I HEARD WHAT HAPPENED. I SAID NO WHAT HE WAS LIKE REALLY U DONT KNOW....I SAID NO WHAT, JUST TELL ME~ SO HE SAYS TO ME: YOUR DAUGHTER KNOCKED A LIL GIRL OUT TODAY!!!! I SAID "WHAT" HE TOLD ME THAT THE GIRLS WERE FIGHTING OVER A BABY AND MY GIRL JUST STOPPED PULLING AFTER 3 TIMES AND SOCKED HER RIGHT IN THE NOSE. HER NOSE STARTED GUSHING WITH BLOOD AND THE DIRECTOR SAID THAT HER EYES ROLLED BACK IN HER HEAD SO THEY CALLED 911. OMG OMG OMG !!!!!! MY 3 YEAR OLD HAS KNOCKED HER OUT.!!!! THAT REALLY IS TRIPPEN ME OUT! SO THAT IS ALL I KNOW AT THIS POINT AND I HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT TOMORROW.....
Please Readyou are on my mind
as i close my eyes at night
in my heart
that is where you shall stay
though you never had the chance
to really be
a mother
no longer hearing lullabys
a single tear is shed each day
in the heavens
you will grow
and watch over me, your mom
my angel you shall be
high above the clouds
i loved you before you were gone
wishing our parting
had never come to be
a child not brought to term
still your my secrect i hold inside
i'll never let go
nor never forget
the child i lost was not a regret
just a fate i was not meant to have......
Opangel eyes CT wife to Jay 'bob vila' ~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar
Religion At It's Finest...So tomorrow is Halloween and my son's daycare isn't allowing the children to dress up. When I ask them why they tell me because of religion. RELIGION? WTF? This really get's my panties in a fucking bunch! So just because some people say that it's against their religion or what not to not celebrate Halloween the rest of us have to be put out because of it. Ya know what... FUCK YOU! If you don't like it then don't celebrate it! We're not making you. But NO... You have to piss and moan and make the people that do celebrate it change their ways because of all this PC bullshit! I could probably rant about this for days and days because it's a never ending fucking cycle, but I think I'll just leave it at that.
Have a great day!
Sex IqYou have a Sexual IQ of 157
When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends.
'What is your Sexual IQ?' at QuizUniverse.com
My Loungeeveryone from ohio should go to my lounge and join. just because your from ohio. and tell other people from ohio to join. so we can all be one big happpy family.
OHIO friends.... lmao
i know this aint going to work but o well
He Got To Shine!!!P.I.M.P.O.U.T.
SHOWING LOVE TO A FRIEND OF MINE WHO DERSERVES A LOT OF ATTENTION FOR HIS CREATIVITY AND HIS SPECIAL TALENTS OF ARTWORK. SHOW HIM SOME LOVE PLEASE.
BREED Y3K
I REPRESENT THIS
THE ART WORK-HOUSE OF PAIN
Its All Over.........Well Dear Friends
its all over.
I am finally single.
I am not longer an Evans. I took back my maiden name. The Judge made the final decree on the 29th. My lawyer sent me an email today. A great way to get some news huh?
But the worst of it is, that he gave physical custody of my children to their father. I feel that part of my soul has been ripped out of my being and I am having such a plethora of emotions right now I dont know what to do with myself.
Please pray for me and my children that we will see our way through this somehow. My faith has not been diminished but just challenged to trust Him on a higher level.
I guess I need to learn how to be completely single for a while
relearn who I am and grow from there.
Thanks for your prayers and your concerns about my situation.
I hope God will continue to bless you abundantly.
Victoria
What Do You Eyes SayWhat do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)Updatedcreated with QuizFarm.com
You scored as AngerYour eyes reveal anger, you are likely to blow up over things and over-react. You tend to assume the worst and if it ends up being for the best then well someone else got screwed. I'd advise you to try and find the happier side of things and to remember there is good in this awful world.
Anger
92%Passion
83%Eyes full of Pain
67%Mysterious
58%Diamond Eyes
17%
I'm Old!!My daughter will be 12 tomorrow. She was a Halloween baby, born at 1:33 p.m.
How in the hell is it possible for her to be 12 already? Where have the years gone?
My youngest turned 9 on the 1st of this month. I can't believe that my "baby" is halfway to being considered an adult.
*sniffles* I'm feeling old tonight. (I'm not picking on those of you who are my age or older, simply stating that time is going so fast.) :P
I'm going to try to be around some tomorrow. Masokyst has his Happy Hour and I want to at least be around for that. Tomorrow evening, I'll be pretty scarce, though.
Have a safe holiday everyone. Be nice to the little kiddies. hehe
Dancing Inside MeI can feel you there, surging, pulsing,
Dancing inside me.
My body throbs as you stake your claims
Dancing inside me.
I fly with the eagles as you burrow deeper,
Deeper into my silky wetness.
I twirl in the starlight on gossamer wings
While you are there dancing inside me.
My body shivers on razor's edge, like the dawn on the cusp of a crisp winter morning,
While you are there dancing inside me.
I shudder as your cock impales me without mercy--
Mercy! I want none;
Only to feel the delicious heat of a thousand flames.
I am the Wind, sighing with the breaths of stolen kisses
While you are there dancing inside me.
I am the Earth, glistening with the dew of eternal mornings
While you are there dancing inside me.
I tremble with power as you fill me with your love--
Fill me to overflowing.
The gods themselves scream out our names as the storm shatters the worlds.
My soul aches with the tremendous need to have you al
Lessons From Legends: Al BarrTue, Oct 30, 2007, 11:03 AM
Getting by with a little help from your friends is fine, but sometimes your friends haven't been there and done that. That's when the heavy hitters need to come in with their pearls of wisdom and what-to-look-out-fors. This week, Al Barr, singer for Dropkick Murphy's speaks on fires, jail, and Japanese tattoo culture.
AL BARR ON MODERN EXPOSURE:
Bands today have a leg-up. Since the act of buying records is becoming obsolete you don't have to connect A and B so much. It's easy to get your music out noawadays that there's really no excuse. I'm from the "put a record out and support it with a tour" school. but with computers now, that's not the only way to get big anymore. People can hear your music anywhere online. In fact, I got a buddy doing 25 to life in prison who has a band. He started it from his MySpace page from his cell.
AL BARR ON THE POWER OF PROMOTION:
In 1984, I booked my first show in New Hampshire. We had 11 bands play an
No Fakes Here.............................HAPPY HALLOWEEN TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS...HERES A FEW OF MY FAVE PEOPLE...PLEASE GO SHOW THEM SOME WICKED HALLOWEEN LOVE!!!!
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History Of The Coffin Racesback in the day,there was a woman named Helen Hunt. she was only about 18 years old when she dies and her only request was that she be buried at the top of one of the mountains around here.she was buried like she had requested,on top of the mountain she had died on.that place is now called Helen Hunt waterfalls.there was a bad storm that came through years later that had dropped so much rain that it had washed away all the dirt that had covered her coffin.Her coffin then got washed away and slid down the mountain on the same side that there happens to be a large waterfall that still runs today,thus givin the name Helen Hunt Falls.It has been said that her spirit still hangs around the falls.As an annual tribute to her,some of the towns around the area have annual coffin races.This is a great way to celebrate Halloween.In these races,people build their own little coffin cars that are pushed by a 4 man team on a stretch of pavement.the team must also be dressed up in the same costume.I h
Missing YouThe pain consuming me
is so surreal.
I feel so hollow,
so empty inside.
I am sullen
in my bitter loneliness.
I don't want to be alone
like this.
Aching
for you, my heart
cries out in excruciating,
murderous pain. . .
and it won't stop.
Wanting
you, like some sort
of addictive drug, I can
barely live
without your love.
I want to die -
the pain is too intense.
I feel like
my heart has been ripped out
and the hole will never heal.
Longing
for your lips,
I can't stop dreaming
about you -
but you're so far away.
Missing
you more each
moment, I put on
a mask
and try to hide the anguish.
Tormented without you,
I cannot find myself
in the darkness.
I cannot think,
for all of my thoughts
are missing you.
Check This Out!Please check out he new photo album called " My haunted grave yard". Please rate and/or comment all photos ty.
Normally I Don't Do This But I'm Not Sure What To Think (a Picture's Worth 1k Words)What do you think?
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I Messed UpYep thats right I fucked up once agian....
you would think I would just give up by now.....
but I actually like him and of course I make yet another mistake
He's the first guy to actually make me smile in SO long that I had forgotten how to be happy.... and thankful for what I have....
He probably hates my guts now and I can't even stand to think of that....
It's pretty bad when I cry because I fucked up something that seemed to be so good...
but I'm the one who messed shit up so I guess I just need to deal with it..... but I don't want to lose him because of this
I'm Just Too OldI’m too old for this....
Every day, I grow more and more convinced that I am way too old for college.
Today, I sat in the outdoor commons area while I waited for my class to start. I watched a student approach the center. He was followed by a small group of people, and he carried his own hookah. He got the thing going, took a big draw, and said how much he hated having to go to his Marxist job. Puh-leeze!
I listened for a while, marveling at the tidbits that floated from their mouths and into my ears. This was, perhaps, my favorite: "Ralph Nader should be president, 'cuz he's like, economical and stuff, 'cuz he's good at economics, and he's smart. He should be president, and then he'd get all economic on our asses."
I went to class and we discussed persuasive speechs, our next assignment. The professor wanted to show that some topics are too vast to address well in the alloted time. He asked if anyone smoked. I raised my hand. He said that a speech that tried to
QuestionYou did know it was domestic violence awareness month this month as well as breast cancer awareness month I assume...
High School FriendsOK LET ME BEGIN, I USED TO LIKE THIS GUY NAME SCOTT, ALOT..AND WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY DAUGHTER I WAS GONNA NAME A BOY AFTER HIM, USIN HIS FIRST NAME AS HIS MIDDLE AND HIS LAST NAME AS HIS FIRST NAME..DID I CONFUSE U YET..LOL..WELL THE OTHER DAY I WAS CHECKING MY EMAIL AND I GOT A MESSAGE ON MYSPACE WELL WHAT DO U KNOW, ITS HIM ...HE FOUND ME THROUGH THE HIGH SCHOOL ALUMNI..NOW WERE TALKIN..HE IS MARRIED SO YES MY GUY FRIENDS..NO NEED TO WORRY..LOL..BUT HE STILL LIVES IN CALIFORNIA..YAY..ANYWAYS I WANTED TO SHARE MY HAPPINESS WITH YA ALL..HEHEE..
Pay Close AttentionAlright, I've had a very shitty day, and tonight topped it off! I got hacked today, my yahoo address got deleted, I lost all my contacts. If you were in my messenger, pay close attention to this! If you receive anything from sagepuss1996@yahoo.com, close it, ignore it, block it, whatever! I was severely pissed about this, I had at least 30 contacts, so now I have to rebuild my list. If you enjoy talking to me and stuff, add this messenger id to urs. My new id is silversage1996@yahoo.com. I'm so sorry if u're gettin this too late, I got fucked myself! Like I said, sorry, and add my new id to urs.
DeAnn
For October 30,2007Daily Horoscope: Capricorn
For October 30,2007
Your energy levels could swing from zero to the max almost immediately -- and then right back again! Make sure that you use it while you've got it, because when it's gone, it's not coming back for a day or two.
Hey HeyI am just so tired all the time now with this new job at group health i mean i love the job dont get me wrong i have never had like a real job before and this is it working in an office isnt as easy as it seems lots and lots of stuff to remember. but im also not used to being up at 6am everyday for work and not getting home till 6:30pm and then i only have a few hours a night to sit and relax at home before bed. i love the job i have it just sucks to have to work lol. And so that means i dont get time to be online or go on my myspace or here it totally sucks so any of my friends on here im not ignoring you by not responding or leavin you comments i just dont get a chance to be on here i didnt forget about ya just not on here enough lol
Goddessof GreenFeel that green sensation run down your spine
and know your safe in my vines
In your body you will take me
and your depths I will set free
Hit me, hit me once more,come follow me
through this door....
Color will invade your eyes,
take you to a place where your soul will rise
And as your life struggles die with your grief
You will find under this leaf
Is your peace.......
So lay back and enjoy the ride
No worries, Nothing to hide
No ones rules to abide by...
So My Loves Come with Me
With your one and only
Goddess Of Green
~~Nikki
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What Do U Think Of The Songs On This GameTier 1:
Foghat- Slow Ride
Poison- Talk Dirty to Me
Pat Benatar- Hit Me With Your Best Shot
Social Distortion- Story of My Life
Encore: Kiss- Rock and Roll All Nite
Co-op Encore: Beastie Boys- Sabotage
Tier 2:
Mountain- Mississippi Queen
Alice Cooper- School’s Out
Cream- Sunshine of Your Life
Heart- Barracuda
Boss: Tom Morello- Guitar Battle
Encore: Rage Against the Machine- Bull’s on Parade
Co-op Encore: The Strokes- Reptilia
Tier 3:
The Killers- When You Were Young
AFI- Miss Murder
The Who- The Seeker
Priestess- Lay Down
Encore: Rolling Stones- Paint It Black
Co-op Encore: Red Hot Chili Peppers- Suck My Kiss
Tier 4:
Black Sabbath- Paranoid
The Sex Pistols- Anarchy in the UK
Sonic Youth- Kool Thing
Weezer- My Name Is Jonas
Encore: Pearl Jam- Evenflow
Co-op Encore: Blue Oyster Cult- Cities on Flame with Rock and Roll
Tier 5:
The Dead Kennedy’s- Holiday in Cambodia
Scorpions- Rock You Like a Hurricane
Aerosmith- Same Old Song and Dance
ZZ Top- La Grange
IncenerateIn the end you will be laid to rest where you belong. Bathed in the flames for your hatred and your ignorance. You're the symbol of masculinity, but I can beat king kong. I will stand up for those who suffer. I will stand up for those who have suffered, been crucified by your insecurities. You can't say what love is when you're castrated, fuckers. Hatchets castrating the fuckers. The voice that I've been given I will use to crush bigotry and defeat intolerance. With bodies ablaze sadly no one's there to push you in the flames. So throw another stick in and I swear with every once of strength I have, I will burn you all alive. In the sticks lays your worthless bodies, screaming, keep fucking screaming. And with your eyeballs boiling...WHO'S THE FUCKING FAGGOT NOW
ForeverForever your eyes will hold the memory
I saw your heart as it overtook me
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in that one moment
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart away
What perfect breath where my mind lay beside me
And all I knew was what had overtaken me
With no explanation I am comforted by inability to understand
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
I saw your heart as it overtook me
We tried so hard to understand and reason
But in that one moment
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart away
In that moment I gave my heart away
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
Forever your eyes will hold the memory
When I wake from this dream
Will your smile still open my heart and leave me transparent
When I wake from this dream
Will your smile
Upset For Now.This probably happens to more people than I am aware of, but it sure seems like I am the only one right now. One of my cars broke down, so I was talking to my wife about looking for a truck. The thing with the truck is that we were planning on getting one next year around the summer time. This was all good when we had 2 cars that ran. The one that broke down is a '93.
So I went looking at trucks and found one that I liked. Talked to the sales owner to make sure that I would be approved for it. I got approved, and told the sales owner that I would talk to my wife, let her see the truck, and we would let him know.
I told my wife what I had found, and all the details about the truck. Then she comes out and says that we should look for a car, and then trade it in, in 6 months for a truck. She could tell that I did not like that answer. Now she wonders why I am all upset.
I figure that if she truely did not want me to get a truck, she should have told me that before I went
Halloween PartyA cabbie picks up a Nun...
She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome cab driver
won't stop staring at her. She asks him why he is staring.
He replies: "I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend
you."
She answers, "My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I
am and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and
hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say
or ask that I would find offensive."
"Well, I've always had a fantasy to have a nun kiss me."
She responds, "Well, let's see what we can do about that: #1, you have
to be single and #2, you must be Catholic."
The cab driver is very excited and says, "Yes, I'm single and Catholic!"
"OK" the nun says. "Pull into the next alley."
The nun fulfills his fantasy, with a kiss that would make a hooker
blush. But when they get back on the road, the cab driver starts
crying.
"My dear child," says the nun, "why a
The Sexual Meaning Of Halloween CostumesHalloween is the time of the year when we’re given permission to let our dark side come out and play. For one night, you can be whoever you want with no fear of judgment, because it’s just a costume and the crazier the better, right? So what does your costume tell the world about the secret desires you’ve been keeping pent up inside you all year? Or more important, what message is your date’s costume sending?
Based on the premise that your Halloween costume reveals the parts of your personality you normally suppress, here’s our analysis of some popular costume choices for both men and women and what they tell others about your inner self. Here’s your guide to costume decoding.
Men in Drag – First, let's make one thing clear. It takes deep personal motivation for a man to dress up as a woman for Halloween. No one does it "just because". Here are a few possibilities:
You may be feeling trapped or limited by your masculine identity and want to experiment with "being a girl".
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...but Know It's Too Late...Caught up in this madness too blind to see. Woke animal feelings in me. Took over my sense and I lost control. Ill taste your blood tonight. You know I make you wanna scream. You know I make you wanna run from me baby but know its too late, youve wasted all your time.
Relax while youre closing your eyes to me. So warm as Im setting you free. With your arms by your side theres no struggling. Pleasures all mine this time. You know I make you wanna scream. You know I make you wanna run from me baby but know its too late, youve wasted all your time.
Cherishing, those feelings pleasuring. Cover me, unwanted clemency. Scream till theres silence. Scream while theres life left, vanishing. Scream from the pleasure, unmask your desire, perishing.
Weve all had a time where weve lost control. Weve all had our time to grow. Im hoping Im wrong but I know Im right. Ill hunt again one night. You know I make you wanna scream. You know I make you wanna run from me baby but know its too late,
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