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I still see you my daisy. I see the smile on your face everyday... I still see the look in your eye when you saw how voilent i was in that ring... I still see the look upon your face when you saw how badly i was hurt... And you never left my side... you were there for me when they said that i might not walk again.. I still see you skipping the rocks on the pond in your back yard... You used to do that everytime you got mad or confused... I still see your laughter when I tickled you... I still see you dancing when I played the piano for you... (sniffiling) I still hear your voice calling me when you were upset and you wanted me to just talk to you... I still see you crawling through my window and laying down with me at night when I stayed with my mom... I still see you crying when I promised you that I would never fight again... I still see you holding me when i was upset or crying and i needed refuge.. I still see you yelling at your dad about me... You were sticking up for me... I still see you wanting to fight the women that hit on me... I still see how much stronger you have become just by being with me, so you would say... I fell in love with a fighter... That was your excuss when I asked how did you get so tough? (heh) I still see you punching my chest and crying when I told you that im going away... I STILL SEE THE TEARS ON YOUR CHEEK WHEN YOU WERE FADING AWAY... I CAN STILL FEEL HOW HARD YOU GRIPED MY HAND... I KNEW YOU DIDNT WANT TO GO... (HUFFING) I STILL SEE YOU SHAKING IN THAT HOSPITAL BED... I STILL SEE MYSELF HOLDING YOU IN MY ARMS WHEN YOUR TIME CAME ... I STILL HEAR YOU TELLING ME BABY DONT WORRY... ILL BE FINE... I STILL SEE YOU DYING IN MY ARMS HOLDING MY HANDS.. (SNIFFLING) OH GOD MIRANDA I AM TRYING SO HARD... I AM CRUMBLING INTO A BALL WITHOUT YOU... MAYBE THATS WHY YOU HELD MY HANDS SO HARD WHILE YOU WERE FADING... I THINK YOU WERE WORRIED ABOUT ME... YOU KNEW.. YOU KNEW THAT I WAS GOING TO PLUMBIT AND BREAK WITHOUT YOU... AND NOW YOUR GONE.. IT WASNT SUPPOSED TO BE THIS HARD... ITS HARD TO BREATH HERE WITHOUT YOU... ITS HARD TO EAT... ITS HARD TO SLEEP... YOU KNEW HOW I AM... MAYBE THATS WHY YOU WERE SO SCARED...I DONT KNOW... BUT WHAT I DO KNOW NOW IS THAT I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU...I TRIED SO HARD... BUT I CANT I CANT MOVE ON... I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU... YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME... BUT IM STILL TRYING... EVERYDAY IS A STUGGLE TO MOVE ON...I EVEN BROKE A PROMISE TO YOU A SECOND TIME... I HAVE BEEN SO ASHAMED... BUT I SWEAR TO YOU THAT I DO LOVE YOU... MORE THAN ANYTHING... AND THERE ISNT A DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK ABOUT YOU... I LOVE YOU MY DAISY... ALWAYS AND FOREVER... LOVE, JOSHUA
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