I decided I'm going to be dumping Carla...Which is normal for me..someone gets a little too close and I push them away. Since this will be another notch in my dumping record. That makes about...2 in the last year. She needs somebody who has has a hell of a lot more money. I cant keep up with her due to some disabilities.. I'm not happy with her and the relationship is not going anywhere. I don't feel comfortable around her anymore. Which means I'm going to be single and very unavailable. Its something I have to do. I kinda prefer being alone right now.
I cant count on anyone anymore for the fact is I just cant stand how some people are. And it annoys me to high hell heaven. I'm tired of the lies and the BS that comes with a relationship. And my trust level has hit a all time low. And use you out of their own hormones. I wish people can grow up.
