if there is nothing there ,then was there anything ever..
so i collapse !! do i indulge in this to feel better..or do i make myself feel worse to obtain normality...i can no longer tell.. somedays i am so focused , i just know that i will make everything i touch shine and sparkle...other days i crawl into my cave of despair and sulk in the tacit malaise.... i have no patience for people ..cause deep within i know they respect nothing that doesn't pretain to them specifically... this world is pathetic...it hollows humanity with it's commercialized conformatiy....i hope it ends soon ... before the spirit of man is extinguised...
dolor we have become when eveything we love is bought...extirpate social standards and salvage mankind's soul...
goodnight...
