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Besides Vodka And Fruity Drinks...
Okay, when I drink in real life, not the life of fubar, I always drink vodka... Or occasionally fruity drinks like melon balls, wet pussy, etc. But all of the fruity drinks I drink have vodka in it. So apparently I don't ever drink other kinds of liquor. The one time I did [99Bananas] I had a really bad experience. Also, a bad experience with the ground, ants, and me in between. It wasn't funny then, kinda funny now, but I was GONE!!!

A Blessing Event
A Blessing event By Eric Ethan TO you my special friend It is a blessing event to know you everyday as my best friend I never had this experience before like this at all Getting to know a special friend like you It makes me feel good inside that somebody wants to get close to me and know me better I never had anyone or let anyone get to close to me I was always scared to let people get close to me until now I want to say you are the first to enter the world of me and know me better When I got scared from that bad event I never let anyone get close to the heart I always let the heart be padded and locked up inside. I so glad that I can open up to you You gave me confidence to show my talent off and someday if I met you in heaven or here on earth I going to grab you and hug you so tight and never let go. To tell where the heck you have been all my life as my special friend But there is another chapter in my life

My Teenage Daughter
Once again I find myself spilling my thoughts and emotions in this blog...My daughter Lee and I have been having communication problems and changes of adaptations such as "rules", "respect", and the "Locking of Horns" in so many other issues... She has this azzhole boyfriend whom I just can't stomach and I do not sugar coat when I talk about the azzhole... Anyways, she had been sneaking him into my "our" house and keeping him in her fuggin bedroom and so fourth when I am away at work... I have warned him twice now that if I catch him as far as fuggin stepping one foot on my property that first off I would shoot his azz... then call the Sheriff and have him apprehended on criminal trespassing issues... The dick anis calls my house multiple times and I mean multiple... too the point where I have been blocking numbers that I do not know out... and telling the daughter meanwhile how the ball is going to bounce down the court... Well... Saturday past, I was getting ready for work and the

Re: Londoners Interrogated Over Journey Plans
RE: Londoners Interrogated Over Journey Plans ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Alex Jones Date: 11 Dec 2007, 17:43 Londoners Interrogated Over Journey Plans Londoners are forced to labor under the imposition of a surveillance state that makes them the most watched people on planet earth, but now they face further intrusion into their private lives on behalf of Big Brother inquisitors posing as ticket inspectors who are quizzing them about their travel plans and covertly recording the answers. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121107_journey_plans.htm

Drama
please don't bring me in your drama of male female fights on here. i tank anyone who feels thay are worning me of a perv but please if its just the case of someone being jealous please leave me out of it . if my name is on there friends fan,s list i'm sorry about that i have over a thousand friends and fans and i don't even know who all is on there and i talk mostly to a few frends and family on here so if i'm on his list i can't help it if thay ask to be added i add um so please leave me out of it .

What To Do...
how can something so beautiful cause one so much pain, I loved her so much, and she said the same of me. but in the end love was not enough to keep us together. The immense love we shared evidently did not have the strength to keep us together, i was blind sided by the whole thing, everything revolved around her, i did everthing i could to hang on, but i learned to let it all go, the pain still lingers, but it shouldn't be hard to move on should it? there is so much to life out there to be depressed, so off i go to figure out my the rest of my life and hopefully meet some new and interesting, new and interesting meaning sick and twisted, people to enjoy the ride.

Broken
Well my car is screwed. As long as it can make it till the end of the month and I get my tax money we will be fine. Then today the kids were home from school. Why? Cuz there was suppossed to be a huge ice storm. So with 5 crazy kids all cooped up in a house they some how managed to break the cable connection off my TV. Beth and I had to go to Seatonville in the POURING rain to get her tv. And its a pretty big TV too, so trying to carry it in the cold ass rain and Beths hand not working to well was not my idea of fun on my day off from work. I am cold, I am wet and I am just pissed off. Why is everyhing breaking for me? I can't take much more of this. If one more things breaks or goes wrong, well I guess I really can't do much about it, but I wont be happy.

When Happily Ever After Doesn't Happen..
For most people, when they said I do, they could not imagine that in time they would be saying-I don't anymore. So much of our live are intertwined to relationships with others that when one of the deepest, most important relationship we can experience is broken, life does not seem to make sense anymore. The realization that the dreams we had planned to share with our spouse will never occur can be devastating. Often times people try to downplay their negative feelings and grief over the loss of a relationship, but this can be dangerous. Going through a divorce or separation is a major life crisis and it takes time to heal. Some of the emotional effects of divorce can include: A shattered self image. So much of who we are as individuals is intertwined with being a husband, wife or significant other to another person. When the relationship with that other person ends the parts of us that orbits around the other person also seems to die. Anger is also a healthy, normal response t

On My Mind
Celestial Love a poem by Ralph Waldo Emerson Higher far, Upward, into the pure realm, Over sun or star, Over the flickering Daemon film, Thou must mount for love, Into vision which all form In one only form dissolves; In a region where the wheel, On which all beings ride, Visibly revolves; Where the starred eternal worm Girds the world with bound and term; Where unlike things are like, When good and ill, And joy and moan, Melt into one. There Past, Present, Future, shoot Triple blossoms from one root Substances at base divided In their summits are united, There the holy Essence rolls, One through separated souls, And the sunny Aeon sleeps Folding nature in its deeps, And every fair and every good Known in part or known impure To men below, In their archetypes endure. The race of gods, Or those we erring own, Are shadows flitting up and down In the still abodes. The circles of that sea are laws, Which publish and which hide the Cause. Pray for a

11 Dec 07
I figured I'd describe what Winter is like in Germany for those who are interested. It's Tuesday, 11 December 2007 and it's mostly rainy outside. It's cold, but not too cold, in my opinion. The wind has a bit of a bite though. Still waiting for some snow. Once the white stuff get's going, I'll take some pictures and post them.

The Mumm Gestapo
I've noticed that there are a whole lot of passive-aggressive A-holes wandering around the "mumm's", dispensing their version of nazi-esque policing. So in the event I should ever decide to post an all important "mumm" i'd like to get some questions answered first. 1) What the hell does MUMM stand for?? 2) What IS and is NOT a mumm?? (please give examples) 3) Why is it that some people use the mumm's as some sort of internet port-a-potty dragging it from one mumm to the next shitting all over people?? Is your toilet at home broken?? z)Should I paint my toenails red or invade a small country using only my boobs and a toothbrush as weapons??

Dreamcatchers
Make Your Own Dream Catchers and Mandelas Dream catchers and mandelas seem difficult to make to most people but these wall hangings are really much easier than you'd think. Takeaways Dream catchers, so the Native Americans claim, will keep you from having nightmares. Dream catchers and mandelas are similar and both are easy to make. Large sizes of dream catchers are easiest for inexperienced crafters. Related Topics type=text/javascript> src="http://pagead2.googlesyndication.com/pagead/show_ads.js" type=text/javascript> Did You Know? After youve learned the basic designs its easy to make dream catchers with different looks. Dream catchers, the Native American design of a circular ring strung with twine and decorated with feathers, are beautiful and seemingly difficult to make. There are a few designs, though, that are very easy for even an amateur crafter. And, once youve purchased the items to make the dream catchers you can make several more with little extr

A Better Day? Hopefully
Yesterday I did a lot of thinking about my 15 year old son. We really need to keep a closer eye on him and take away a lot of his freedom for a while until he proves to us he is really trying. His grades suck, plain and simple. He says he is trying but we know he would rather hang out with his friends then to do his homework! So his social life is coming to a stop. He has a new girlfriend ad she is welcome to come over here anytime she wants but for him to just go and do what ever he wants....NO! Every day seems like a struggle with life. My daughter was so easy and so responsible. This just really hit us upside the head not knowing what to do when Anthony started acting up. Maybe it is easier if the first one isn't so good and then you can know that you need to squash the others! hahaha So my house is clean, all the laundry is done and put away and my candles are lit in my room so it is a little more peaceful now. I love having candles lit. I just wish I could find so

Wanna Make $10,000 Fubucks
any person wanting to make $10,000 fubucks get in touch with me....all u have to do is pic one of my pics and rate it a 10 and give it 100 comments.....very straight forward......commenting must be done all at one time,within a 2 hour period. that equals out to a 100 fubucks per comment

Nuts In A Cemetary
On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing them up between themselves. 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me,' said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, 'One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me.' He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. 'Come here quick,' said the boy, 'you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls.' 'Beat it, kid,' said the man. 'Can't you see it's hard for me to walk?' When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to

Sts-122 Atlantis Update
Atlantis To launch No Earlier Than Jan. 2, 2008 Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Dec. 11 - 12:30 p.m. EST NASA managers will consider a plan today to evaluate issues about the engine cutoff (ECO) fuel sensor system on space shuttle Atlantis. Details of the plan will be discussed Tuesday afternoon during a teleconference by Space Shuttle Program Manager Wayne Hale. The teleconference is to begin at 3:30 p.m. EST. False readings from the sensor system forced a postponement of the launch of Atlantis on mission STS-122. The space agency has rescheduled the launch for Jan. 2, 2008, at 5:41 a.m. EST from NASA's Kennedy Space Center. Watch NASA TV Live. (Left click on player for full screen play)

Sick Asshole
You are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me dont you" a smile Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? His toungue moving mine; my eyes squint Lean back and away; "Why are you doing this?" No

Read If You Want
Your love was like a rose Your love was like a rose Easy to love, hard to hold The petals, your skin Soft and smooth The color red, like your lips The stem standing strong and true Just like your body The thorns that prick and draw cold blood, like your words that drew my tears That's all over now because you couldn't hold your word, your promise for life. BLH 12/07 ************************************************** Every Morning, Every Night Every morning I awake to the vision of your face. Even though it's just an image, It can't be erased. All day long I think of you. Just that alone will get me through. I wonder if there has been a time When we both think of each other as we close our eyes. All I wish is that we could be together. Asleep in eachother's arms forever and ever. But as I lie myself to sleep The thought of you my heart will keep. Now all I can do Is pray that you'll dream of me too... BLH 12/07 ******************************

Fuckin Asshole
So check out this downrating loser. He rated my pic a 1. Then he sends a nasty private message regarding my wife. Then he blocks me. So I can't respond. Hey loser!!!! don't be a pussy. I am right here loser. Here's my message to that asshole! Here's his link...show him some hate back! Oh...don't try to comment the pictures because you can't...you can't comment the pussy at all! THE REAL DAGWOOD Fubars Official Bra Checker@ fubar

Roaming Deep In The Woods
Roaming Deep in the Woods (Bi-Guys) I was out walking through the woods one late fall afternoon, when I came up on a campsite. It was a group of guys, from out of state, doing some hunting. Not having any luck that day, they all came back to camp early. They invited me to sit and have some for coffee. As we are sitting around the fire chatting, they tell me the eight of them, are high school buddies, who meet up once a year. They take turns picking the place, a different place every year. It gives them time away from the wives and families. So, even on slow days, they still can sit back and relax. Sometimes they find a place near a lake, for some fishing too. I was a warm afternoon, so some of them were just wearing shorts and t-shirts. After an hour or so, I notice that one of the guys has the head of his cock peaking out the leg of his shorts. It looks huge, I can't seem to look away. He catches me staring and grins. He gets up and walks over to where I am s

Sad
This breaks my heart....These were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DA

Kind Of Xmas Tree I Should Be
You Should Have a Blue Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of calm, understanding, and peace. You avoid family fights, and you don't get too stressed out - even when things are crazy! You like to make Christmas about making everyone's life a little bit better. You don't get caught up in greed or commercialism. You're too sincere for that. Your blue tree would look great with: Lots of silver tinsel You should spend Christmas Eve watching: It's a Wonderful Life What you should bake for Santa: Chocolate chip cookies What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

My Dr Visit!
For all that noticed I had to make a run to the emergency room last night, I just wanted you to know everything is ok. My granddaughter had a hard time breathing and we had to take her in. She has croup. Basically just means that she has a virus in her throat and she has a hard time breathing. She received a nebulizer treatment and steroids. They had to watch her for three hours and she is doing better. She still (coughs) barks like a seal and is in a lot of pain but she is going to be ok. Thank you so much for your concern and well wishes!!! Yall are amazing!

273 Million Dollars
Let me see if I have the dollar amount correct. According to an article in the Arizona Rebulic, the tax payers of Arizona spend nearly 54 million dollars to teach english to 140,000 students classified as english-language learners. Thats not enough, so we're being sued to pay more. The amount wanted is an extra 1570 per student. That's a whopping total of more than 273 million - more than a quarter of a BILLION dollars!!! Now is it just me or do you feel just a lil pissed off when the advocates for the illegal immirgrants say that illegals dont cost the american tax payers money

Please Come Check Out My New Lounge House Of Pain And Pleasure
ME AND DJ PAIN ARE OWNERS OF A NEW LOLUNGE AND WE ARE LOOKING FOR KICK ASS MEMBERS AND SOME STAFF AS WELL IF U ARE INTERESTED PLEASE INQUIRE WITH EITHER DJ PAIN OR MYSEELF OR JUST PLEASE COME HANG WITH US AT LEAST WE WOULD LOVE TO HAVE YA AND WE ALSO ARE LOOKING FOR SOME DJ'S THANKS ALOT http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52841 THATS THE LINK COME ON IN THANKS!!!!!!!

Long Realations Ships That Come To A Bitter End.
You know I read a blog that got me this morning. When you put your time and energy into a realationship and all of a sudden your other half decides no that it not working or leaves or is seeing someone else it sucks. I was in a six year realationship and was planning to have one more child with this guy and hoping to marry him. He after six years decides he prefer some other things than living a good life. Yea it hurt it took me over a year to get over it. All that time and energy wasted now i'm wondering if I will ever put time and effort into a realtionship after that. I have people interested in dating me but I'm scared and don't ever want to feel that hurt and pain again. I'm afraid of taking that chance. Now What if Mr. Right comes by and I push him away being scared of trying again. So anybody have any ideas on how I maybe able to break the cycle of being afriad. I know everything happens for a reason but come on I don't want to waste any more time...

If You Have A Heart Pls Read And Repost
MAKE SURE YOU WATCH THE VIDEO AT THE END Cause some dont get that chance........... SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to spill my milk at dinner last night. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to play with my dolls that long. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to be a mistake.. why can't I eat?SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.i didn't mean to pee in my pants yesterday. SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I didn't mean to cry when my bath water was too hot.SORRY MOMMY & DADDY.I love you! Why don't you love me back? Why is everything I do wrong?1,504,000 CHILDREN GET ABUSED BY THEIR GUARDIANS. IT'S NOT RIGHT. THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE TO SUFFER. IF YOU THINKCHILD ABUSE IS WRONG YOU CAN HELP BY RE-POSTING.*****YOU HAVE TO PRESS REPLY SO YOU CAN COPY CODE.. if you dont repost you have no heart

Another Shitty Attempt
to let your light shine bright to let the one who shines so so bright let them go and be free falling from you like leaves from a tree give them the air and the time they need so they will come back to you back to you if you have that someone in your life that calls to you shows you the way in the darkest of nights, the one you go to like a boat to a lighthouse do what you can to keep the light shining brighter than the brightest star no matter how far you both may fall look inside and know you will both survive and look for each other in the darkest hours, through the sunny days and long long showers use the time to try, try to see what they see within you, to see why they love you so to see if you are truly that person learn to love yourself as you are loved by her look inside, know you will both survive, survive to look for each other in the darkest hours, through the sunny days and long long showers hold her tight but let her go give her gifts then

Sing It Girls!!!
(Maybe in your head, if you are reading this at work!) 'I WILL SURVIVE' Ready... set... go... At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years Just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, Another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac And you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was b***s**t, Just a sad pathetic dream, Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking When we say size doesn't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex! I will survive! I will

Happy Whatever
I’ve changed a lot over the years just like we all have. I’ve gone from a kid who put on a bath rob and played a shepherd in the church manger scene then went home and stared in marvel at the Christmas tree to someone who is satisfied just to see people smiling more this time of year. The world is a much bigger place with people of different beliefs and of every level of spirituality, all hopefully valued. We live our own different lives and are all held together by a thread woven of love and hope. The single constant through every celebration of the season is sharing. The act of sharing is why we light candles, hang mistletoe and bake cookies. It’s why we make phone calls, travel miles to hug, and make gestures too often taken for granted. Creating something you think is beautiful is just time wasted, the funniest think you can imagine is just another fleeting thought, and singing so sweet and with such a passion that makes your own eyes tear is just another sound unless you share

Florida Beach Vacation Rental
florida beach vacation rental Beach Rental Property - Cypress Circle Located on the South side of scenic 30acre on the Emerald Coast of Florida, bordered by the pristine Topsail Hill State preserve, Cypress Dunes is an exclusive 44 acre gated community with a single access road to ensure privacy. The development offers an impressive array of amenities as well as peaceful surroundings. 36 Cypress Circle features 4 bedrooms, 3 1/2 bathrooms with a gourmet kitchen and stainless steel appliances. A walk-in closet, luxurious bath with a garden tub and an oversized shower are among the master suites charms. Enjoy the homes private pool and lush tropical landscaping. Features/Amenities: * Community Room * Exercise Room * Gated Community * Pets Allowed * Picnic Area * Pool, Tennis * TV Cable florida beach vacation rental, beach vacation rental, florida beach vacation, florida beach home, florida beach house, beach rental property, east pine avenue, florida b

Women's Wisdom
Women over 50 don't have babies because they would put them down and forget where they left them. One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of chocolates can make a woman gain 5 lbs.. My mind not only wanders, it sometimes leaves completely. The best way to forget your troubles is to wear tight shoes. The nice part about living in a small town is that when you don't know what you are doing, someone else does. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight because by then, your body and your fat are really good friends. Just when I was getting used to yesterday, along came today. Sometimes I think I understand everything, and then I regain consciousness. I gave up jogging for my health when my thighs kept rubbing together and setting fire to my knickers. Every 7 minutes of everyday, someone in an aerobics class pulls a hamstring. Amazing! You hang something in your closet for a while and it shrinks 2 sizes! Skinny people irritate me! Especially when they say things like..."You k

Jimmy Eat World - Work
If you only once would let me Only just one time Then be happy with the consequence With whatever's gonna happen tonight Don't think we're not serious When is it ever not? The love we make is give and it's take I'm game to play along All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place while we still have time. All the best DJs are saving Their slowest song for last When the dance is through it's me and you Come on, would it really be so bad? The things we think might be the same But I won't fight for more It's just not me to wear it on my sleeve Count on that for sure All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get out of this place while we still have time. You wanna take a ride? Get out of this place while we still have time. Yeah we still have time. Can't say I was never wrong But some blame rests on you Work and play they're never OK To mix the way we do All I can say I shouldn't say Can we take a ride? Get o

I Miss Bill Clinton
It doesn't matter what party you belong to - this is hilarious. From a show on Canadian TV, there was a black comedian who said he misses Bill Clinton. "Yep, that's right - I miss Bill Clinton ! He was the closest thing we ever got to having a black man as President. Number 1 - He played the sax. Number 2 - He smoked weed. Number 3 - He had his way with ugly white women. Even now, Look at him.. his wife works, and he doesn't, and he gets a check from the government every month. Manufacturers announced today that they will be stocking America 's shelves this week with " Clinton Soup," in honor of one of the nations' most distinguished men. It consists primarily of a weenie in hot water. Chrysler Corporation is adding a new car to its line to honor Bill Clinton. The Dodge Drafter will be built in Canada . When asked what he thought about foreign affairs, Clinton replied, "I don't know, I never had one." The Clinton revised judicial oath: "I solemnly swea

What Is The Difference Between
At 8 -- You take her to bed and tell her a story. At 18 -- You tell her a story and take her to bed. At 28 -- You don't need to tell her a story to take her to bed. At 38 -- She tells you a story and takes you to bed. At 48 -- She tells you a story to avoid going to bed. At 58 -- You stay in bed to avoid her story. At 68 -- If you take her to bed, that'll be a story! At 78 -- What story??? What bed??? …..Who the hell are you???

To My Dear Husband:
I think you have things a little confused. Here are the reasons you didn't get more than you did: 5 times you came home drunk and tried to screw the cat 36 times you did not come home at all 21 times you didn't cum 33 times you came too soon 19 times you went soft before you got in 38 times you worked too late 10 times you got cramps in your toes 29 times you had to get up early to play golf 2 times you were in a fight and someone kicked you in the balls 4 times you got it stuck in your zipper 3 times you had a cold and your nose was running 2 times you had a splinter in your finger 20 times you lost the notion after thinking about it all day 6 times you came in your pajamas while reading a dirty book 98 times you were too busy watching TV Of the times we did get together: The reason I laid still was because you missed and were screwing the sheets. I wasn't talking about the crack in the ceiling, what I said was, "Would you prefer me on my back or kneeling?"

To My Dear Wife:
During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up and get it over with

A Woman's Poem
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard. . . Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked him one . . . Like his mother used to do

I Wanna Add More Pics
Okay...I amnot used to begging, buts it holiday time. A time when i tae lots of pics...my birthday, thanksgiving, christmas....and i am at my limit since i lost my vip...so please either rate, fan, comment so i can level, or buy me a month vip..or if you feel genorous a happy hour lol . . .please help me so i can share my pics with you :-)

Your Bones N Blisters
Explains its self... you can only be what you are.. and nothing else, simple Never gonna get along hanging out thinking out loud You never gonna get it on and be someone stuck in that crowd So you call out the feelings, you hope that don't never exist But don't be ashamed of your bones and your blisters So come on come on my brothers and sister Cos you can only be what you are And you've got the heart of a star But the light never hits ya And I said come on come on my brothers and sister. If you could see what I could see maybe we could all get along And maybe I could justify the bad things in life that I've done So I call out the feelings I know that don't ever exist I wont be ashamed of my bones and my blisters So come on come on my brothers and sister. Cos you can only be what you are Cos you've got the heart the heart of a star But the light never hits ya. And I said come on come on my brothers and sister..... And the slower that you go The gre

Are You Over The Hill? You May Be If . . .
You and your teeth don't sleep together. You try to straighten out the wrinkles in your socks and discover you aren't wearing any. At the breakfast table, you hear snap, crackle, pop and you're not eating cereal. Your back goes out but you stay home. You wake up looking like your driver's' license photo. It takes two tries to get up from the couch. When your idea of a night out is sitting on the patio. When happy hour is a nap. When you're on vacation and your energy runs out before your money does. When you say something to your kids that your mother said to you and you always hated it. When all you want for your birthday is to not be reminded of your age. When you step off the curb and look down one more time to make sure the street is still there. Your idea of weight lifting is standing up. It takes longer to rest than it did to get tired. Your memory is shorter and your complaining lasts longer. Your address book has mostly names that st

Take A Journy
i had a magical journy the other day i was in the spiritworld. i seen everything as it is with out the mask of this world. i seen my face melt off and seen the with it is to be one with my self. i walked in the snow thrue the woods looking for my guide. i seen a crow take form of the devil. i seen a bum with a glow above his head. i felt the tree watching me. i felt mother nature touch me. i seen the evil of cars and what they are doing to the earth mother. i seen the smoke for them hit the trees and seen our brothers the trees frown and ask why. we are here together. i seen my self in the spiritworld i journyed across the land we are conected. the mother told me we are her kids and we are hurting her. and she told me she will be her along after us. i have been to the spirit world

I Got My Job!!!
well i got my job at fedex here in martinsburg!!! i start monday the 17th!makin 9.75 an hour and i work 4 hours a day.sometimes more than that i hope!! im happy im going back to work and gettin the fuck outta this house for a while!!!helll to the yea..sry im just really happy. i will be work 3pm to 7pm.money baby money...im done writin this silly blog

Snowball O Luv
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Kiss
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The White Man
the white man made slaves out of the poor man for to long. he is evil. the white man is not discribeing some ones color. just there standing in the world the white man is the man who uses us to work and he collects the money. its like 99% for him 1% for us to fight over and he doing his job well he makes us fight with each other steal for each other even kill. we need to stand up agenst the white man. we are all slaves we work and work for what money just to give back to the white man. if we keep on doing this we are gonna be nothing but dogs to the white man waiting for his sraps. do you want your kids to come in to this world all ready giving there life to the white man. thats what he wants. he tell us that everyones equal that we all have freedom. do you think we have freedom

The Definition Of A Man
What defines a man? Is it the ability to be forward and lead? Is it standing up for those who can't do it themselves? Is it being there for your woman no matter what? Is it beating her and letting her know her place? Is it getting drunk, watching football and liking blondes? My definition of a man is doing what needs to be done, regardless of how I come out in the end. I don't pick on the weak, I help them up. I respect a woman not because of how she looks, but because she's able to take care of her and her two kids by herself. I'd like to think of myself as almost a man, because I still have a lot to learn but even thought I'm almost a decent person..the girls I think I deserve ignore me or just call me a friend. Where the losers who will beat them, steal from them and all that not only get them, but the girls actually LOVE them. Something isn't right.

Pictures
OK.. Just so people will get it.. I will not post any "dirty pictures" on here.. Nor will I send them to you privately. If you want a view webcam I will NOT TAKE OFF ANY CLOTHING YOU WILL SEE ME>> MY FACE>> MY SMILE. If I decide to dig the stupid thing out. I am not saying those bad photos are bad or whatever.. there just not me.. I will be true to myself.. and follow what I believe to be moral and true. SO PLEASE STOP ASKING!

Pesto Beef Swirls
Pesto Beef Swirls This is a clever variation on the Italian rolled-beef dish braciola. Here, the filling is a nutty parsley-basil pesto that complements the flavor of the steak perfectly. Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup steak sauce, plus more for basting * 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1/4 cup pine nuts or walnuts * 1/4 cup fresh parsley * 2 tablespoons dried basil leaves * 2 cloves garlic * 1 (2-pound) beef flank steak, pounded to 1/2-inch thickness Directions: In a blender or food processor, blend 1/2 cup steak sauce, cheese, pine nuts, parsley, basil and garlic to a coarse paste; spread over top of steak. Cut steak across grain into 8 (1-inch-wide) strips. Roll up each strip from short edge; secure with wooden toothpicks. Grill steak strips over medium heat or broil 6 inches from heat source for 7 to 8 minutes on each side, or to desired doneness, basting occasionally with additional steak sauce. Remove toothpicks

Time To Look For A New Gym ?
Time to Look for a New GYM ? (Bi-Guys) Last Tuesday, I stopped off at the gym near my office, after work. There were only a few people there, that evening. I moved between different equipment, getting the heart rate up and the sweat rolling. After an hour or so, I figured it was time for a shower and the long drive home. I was rinsing off, when a guy I had seen there a few times walked in. I just nodded, like guys do, went on rinsing off. When he dropped his towel and stepped under the water, my jaw dropped, as I caught a glimpse of his rod at FULL attention. I quickly looked away, as not to have him see the look on my face. After a few minutes, I had to sneak another peak. When I looked around he was stroking away, embarrassed he turned away apologizing, saying workouts always get him going. I told him not to worry, no one else was there. Like it did not bother me, WHEW. I got my nerve up and told him he had an impressive tool. He looked surprised, sayin

Music
Music soothes the troubled soul, No matter how hurt No matter how much pain it endures. Music is an inspirational tool, Healing the heart, as well as the mind. No matter how deep the wound, No matter how long Music calms the savage beast within The mood of the melody, The very thought of its rhythm warms the body. Open heart and open mind, Open soul and spirit. Music can turn the most terrifying of people, Transforming their entire being inside out. Closed eyes, opened minds united to witness The very essence of its power. Music works miracles. It changes unfaithful and helps them believe. Its very words, melodies, calming Its very notes of tunes brings images to the mind Leading the listener to a message True to the spirit, the mind, heart, and soul. Music takes control of life itself. What else can put beasts into a trance in seconds? What else can heal the wounded mind of a troubled soul? What else can bring us to tears than a song, Reminding us of a once c

Benefit
BENEFIT for:: PAUL GERWIG & FAMILY!! Date: December 15-This Saturday!! Admission- $10 per person Doors open at 5 Dinner is served 5-8 Pasta, Chicken, Salad, Rolls, & Dessert Draft beer and Pop provided also B.Y.O.B friendly!! So, Bring ur cooler of whatever u want! Entertainment is also provided :: Road Dogs & Kross Creek & a D.J Chinese auction & 50/50 Raffle --Winner announced at 8 (must be present) WHERE:: >>>>>>>C.I.O Hall>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Prospect Street Salem, Ohio Come on!, It'll be a blast!! And you will be helping a friend of mine!

My Serenity
Walking through winter woods at night The Moon shining full in the cloudless sky; Snow glittering softly under the starlight A breeze blows gently by. Alone in this beautiful serenity The spirits watching from behind the trees, Whispering. At home in the solitude No civilization to elude. The Goddess speaks, Her voice echoing in my ear And a wolf my guide from the shadows does appear. Moonbeams of soothing light, Stardust for creative sight, Through it all, my soul taking flight. No mortal chains here exist Far from the Abyss; No fear, pain, or death Though darkness, full of life and breath. At a glassy pool I stand A reflection in its mirror; Revealed are the mysteries of the land The past and a future superior. Love and light, Freedom and night A raven's call Content above it all. Moonbeams of soothing light, Stardust for creative sight, Through it all, my soul taking flight, Through it all, my soul taking flight.

On Air Today - Tune Me In!!!
Hiya everyone!!I will be DJing TODAY!! www.solid-rock.ca 3:00 PM to 6:00 PM EST.My regular schedule as of right now will be every Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday from 3:00PM EST to 6:00PM EST. So I hope you get a chance to tune in! If you want to request a song you can do so here: My Playlist Link Just click on the Request button, fill in your name and any message you want me to read on air :)I hope you come visit us!!

Purple
Okies I posted some new Pictures of my Purple Hairs^_^ Im happy with it, altho this color fades fast so I prolly wont have it for long. Im leaving for work today, soo Ill be on a shitty Internet connection till Thursday or so and wont be online a whole lot. This new BarTab Shit is bs, sooo I encourage even more, If youve got new shit and/or you want me to come leave love/rates on your page then let me know because its even harder now to keep track of this shit. Just drop a note here or something saying you need some luvins. Hope everyones haveing a fantastic week! *Muah*

Dec 11
December 11, 2007 Quote of the Day "Never apologize for showing feeling. When you do so, you apologize for truth." – Benjamin Disraeli --------------------- I guess this is one I should really learn to live by. I do tend to apologize for the way I feel all the time....

Pirates Of The Caribbean 3
Dude seriously.. it was a good movie. But errr :( will died damn it! :( Well not dead, the new captain of the flying dutchman. Him and Elizabeth cant be together! WTF!!!! I wonder if I can take it back and say it was scratched.

New Xmas Pics :)
ok so i cant upload pics at the moment cuz i was a naughty naughty girl but since i paid $40 for the damn outfit i had to figure out a way to share em with all of you- keep in mind its a cell phone pic so the quality sucks and i cant get a full body one without doing the mirror thing and i HATE that lol hard to believe ive had a reduction before huh?lol merry xmas!*wink*

Why Is It....
Let me just start this off saying it has nothing to do with my fu-hubby. He has let me know exactly how he feels. This is about my r/l boyfriend and he's not on here so it's safe to spill out my heart LOL Why is it that after over a year together you can't bring yourself to tell me you love me? You know where I stand with this, I refuse to be the first one to say it, so step up and be the man I know you are. Just say it!!!! If you aren't saying it because you don't feel that way, fine. But I figure there has to be something keeping you here with me and I seriously doubt it's the sex. I'll admit, I'm pretty good, but nobody is that good. For at least the last 6 months, I've been wanting to say it, but I am so afraid that if I do, it will either scare you off or I will be greeted with complete and total silence like you do when Jelly says she loves you. Notice she quit saying it? She thinks you don't love her because you won't say the damn words back. It's not that hard unless,

My 9 1/2 Weeks
How does one describe an Incredible Relationship gone So Bad??....A Hot, Torrid Affair?? A Loving, Caring Relationship?? A Go-Between?? Someone to help make Us feel Significant?? Only lasting approximately 9 1/2 Weeks?? This is NOT the Movie I'm talking abt here, Believe Me..It's Too Real & Painful to be a Fantasy..More like a Bad Dream in the 'Real Time'...It is NOT a Rebound Relationship, at least NOT on My part. Isn't it what they say?? If Something Seems Too Good to Be True, it Usually IS?? How does One pick up the pieces of a Heart once again made "Whole in Love" that is now in a Million pieces?? All I can Think & Feel is .....I'm So Saddened by the Entire thing happening in My Life right now...I should have Learned by Now...Right now...I have to try to put my Heart back Together..Again..One day at a Time

That Time Again!
Well, just had my annual review at work. I always hate those. I get stressed when it comes up because I guess I just hate having to have a meeting with my boss. I just convince myself that it is going to be bad, even though it never is. Well at least its over for another year. Will have to wait a while to find out what the raise is and bonuses don't come out until March.

This Stuff Really Happens
I just feel I had to share this with everyone , I have talked to many people about things that would happen everytime my daddy would take me to the reservation as a child and I would sit for hours and listen to the Elder tell his stories and this stuff is true people it does happen . I am leaving Rons link here lets go show him some love for sharing this story with us. A Perfect Gentleman@ fubar Dear NA, Thank you for the friendship request. Of course, I accepted. I can't even pretend to have any native blood ... Australian and Dutch (whew!), but as I believe I mentioned, I grew up among the Oglala Sioux in western South Dakota. One of my best experiences was sweating with Red Cloud at his home lodge. Going into the second hour, some strange things started happening. Little fingers of blue lightning started flitting around the low roof of the lodge. I figured I was hallucinating because of the heat, but the dancing blue lightning persisted. I had to leave, to clear my head, so

Donations Needed
ALL DONATIONS ARE TAX DEDUCTIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hello, My name is Ruth Burns and my daughter and only child passed away after rupturing her spleen at cheerleading practice in August of 2005.She could have lived if 911 and Tewksbury Massachusetts did their job.911 was called twice and not only did Tewksbury not show at all but North Andover came instead.They took her to Tewksbury Hospital which is now for mental and drug issues only to wait for Med Flight who also was not there so they went to Saints Memorial in Lowell Massachusetts which is maybe 10 min from the gym they were at.It took 30 minutes for an ambulance to get to her never mind the time it took for a medical professional to get to her, she died from bleeding to death in the back of the ambulance. I tried to sue but no lawyers wanted my case and I tried 3 of them.My world has been ripped away from me, all I have left is a cat and 4 dogs, a PT mother who has recently become ill and 1 cousin and his 2 kids that I see mayb

Iron Maiden Extends Deal With Emi
British heavy metal legends IRON MAIDEN today announced they have renewed and extended their historic 28-year recording relationship with EMI for the world excluding USA. MAIDEN's manager Rod Smallwood commented: "We've had three tremendous decades working with EMI and have many friends there. Through many 'regimes,' EMI have always given us their full support and our relationship with their companies worldwide has always been excellent. We've got some great plans for 2008 and beyond, and I can't wait to get back on the road next year on a tour which appropriately celebrates the band's formative years." Tony Wadsworth, Chairman & CEO, EMI Music UK said, "Since the early Eighties MAIDEN has been a flagship band for EMI and we have enjoyed a fantastic long-term relationship. Now that we can work with and support them in their broader music activities, our goal is to help build on the foundations already in place for an even more successful future." On February 5, 2008 MAIDEN wil

Pome About How I Feel
He moved to a new town, felt like he was lost, he always wore a frown, till he seen the angel across, one day he met her, it was like a sign, she was so pretty just, endless like time, together they fell, in deep love real fast, vowed to love each other, that they'd always last, then it got stronger, deeper than thought, he'd love her forever, felt life was to short, then something went wrong, and they spent less time, the boy started to wonder, is she even still mine, till one day she called, and heres what she said, "id rather be alone, then with u instead, from that day on, inside more he died, he couldn't let go, no matter how hard he tried, two and a half years have past, in life he feels he has no part, twenty-one days later, he died from a broken heart, heres to all u lovers, who don't picture your selfs apart, make sure you cherish every moment, right from the very start....

This Does Happen
I just feel I had to share this with everyone , I have talked to many people about things that would happen everytime my daddy would take me to the reservation as a child and I would sit for hours and listen to the Elder tell his stories and this stuff is true people it does happen . I am leaving Rons link here lets go show him some love for sharing this story with us. A Perfect Gentleman@ fubar Dear NA, Thank you for the friendship request. Of course, I accepted. I can't even pretend to have any native blood ... Australian and Dutch (whew!), but as I believe I mentioned, I grew up among the Oglala Sioux in western South Dakota. One of my best experiences was sweating with Red Cloud at his home lodge. Going into the second hour, some strange things started happening. Little fingers of blue lightning started flitting around the low roof of the lodge. I figured I was hallucinating because of the heat, but the dancing blue lightning persisted. I had to leave, to clear my head, so

A Girl
WHEN A GIRL IS QUIET, MILLIONS OF THINGS ARE GOING THROUGH HER MIND. WHEN A GIRL ISN'T TALKING, SHE IS THINKING DEEPLY. WHEN A GIRL LOOKS UP AT YOU WITH EYES FULL OF QUESTIONS, SHE IS WONDERING HOW LONG YOU WILL BE AROUND. WHEN A GIRL ANSWERS "I'M FINE" AFTER ONLY A FEW SECONDS, SHE IS NOT FINE AT ALL. WHEN A GIRL STARES AT YOU, SHE IS WONDERING WHY YOU ARE LYING TO HER. WHEN A GIRL LIES ON YOUR CHEST, SHE IS WISHING FOR YOU TO BE HERS FOREVER. WHEN A GIRL WANT TO SEE YOU EVERYDAY, SHE WANTS TO BE PAMPERED. WHEN A GIRL SAYS SHE LOVES YOU, SHE MEANS IT. WHEN A GIRL SAYS SHE MISSED YOU, NO ONE IN THE WORLD COULD MISS YOU MORE.

I Don't Care
I don't know who wrote it but they should have signed it. Some powerful words. This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran whe

.:``:,,:'':.j0urn4l Entr3e.:":.,,:``:. For Necropriest
hello my love, i woke up to you sleeping soundly next to me, as i heard our daughter crying in the next room. I couldn't help but think of how wonderful our life is together and how often we remind ourselves of this. We deserve this.. "us". Each and eeryday seems to get better and better even if things are chaotic we always seem to pull through. You invade my thoughts and take away any fears that i might have as well, as any insecurities that might come across my way. I love the time we spend together even if it's doing something small like cleaning, or cooking or just telling eachother about our day. You fill a place that many have tried to fill, but you alone are the only one that can fill that space and you have for the past year now.. and will for many years to come.. I love you! enjoy your rest my love.. yours, Becca

Me
182,000 Americans die from Chuck Norris-related accidents every year. Behind every successful man, there is a woman. Behind every dead man, there is Chuck Norris. Chuck Norris carries a messenger bag. If you call it a purse, he pulls a baby out of the bag and throws it at you. The baby will blow up upon impact. Chuck Norris does not kick ass and take names. In fact, Chuck Norris kicks ass and assigns the corpse a number. It is currently recorded to be in the billions. Chuck Norris does not know where you live, but he knows where you will die. Chuck Norris doesn't kill two birds with one stone. Chuck Norris kills all birds, with two stones - the ones in his pants. Chuck Norris doesn't look both ways before he crosses the street... he just roundhouses any cars that get too close. Chuck Norris doesn't say "who's your daddy", because he knows the answer. Chuck Norris doesn't see dead people. He makes people dead. Chuck Norris has never been accused of murder for

Dashes Of Hope
Dashes of Hope Here are some flowers, won't be at your door. Here is a bracelet that won't leave the store. I'd give you this dress, it's made of velour. That's another thing which causes a roar. Your eyes, they melt me way down to my core. Come, let us leave now, and head for the shore. Weeks of Ireland, so much to explore. I'll get us a room, the very top floor. I have grown tired of day to day war. Much of this nonsence, simply uncalled for. George and his kind can be such a bore. I look to our dreams, something to shoot for. You know that you are the one I adore? These feelings inside are to hard to ignore. Can't help but wonder if we are done for? Hoping and dreaming we'll be one day more. -Xavier Dec 11, 2007

Video Taping
The video taping yesterday went well. The high school is playing video on their closed circuit TV station for all the students and then tomorrow morning I will be in their cafeteria to see how many of them have questions and would like to sign up to be in the nursing club. I have another meeting this morning with a club to see what I can do to help them expand their membership with the local high school near them. And ... BRRRRRR is it ever cold here. It is 31 degrees outside with frozen fog warnings all over the place. Just great!!!!

Jokes
Why do men like blond jokes?? Because they can understand them. What is the only time a man thinks about a candlelight dinner? When the power goes off. How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? - No one knows. It has never happened. Q: How much does it cost to get married, Dad? A: I don't know son, I'm still paying for it. Wife: What do you love most, my natural beauty or my body? Husband: Your sense of humor. You know the honeymoon is pretty much over when you start to go out with the boys on Wednesday nights, and so does she.

So Tired Of Feeling Like Shit
I AM SO FUCKIN DONE WIth ALL THIS INTERNET DRAMA AND BULLSHIT, TIRED OF ALL THE MEN WHO SAY THEY ARENT THE SAME, THAT THEY ARE FAITHFUL AND TRUE AND THEN YOU FIND OUT THAT THEY LIE AND CHEAT JUST LIKE THE REST. TIRED OF THE ONES WHO ARE JUST LOOKING FOR A QUICK RISE EASY SCREW OR JUST SOMEONE TO HELP THEM JERK OFF I AM NOT THE GIRL WHO POSES FOR PICTURES HALF NAKED OR FLASHES HER TIT AND ASS ON CAMERA. I AM NOT THE ONE YOU CAN USE OR USE HER WEAKNESSES FOR YOUR OWN PERSONAL GAIN I AM JUST A PLAIN OLD BORING ORDINARY GIRL WHO CAN BE YOUR BEST FRIEND AND EVEN MORE IF YOU LOOK BEYOND YOUR OWN SELLFISHNESS AND THAT THING IN YOUR PANTS AND TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME FROM OUTSIDE THE KEYBOARD. BUT ANYWAY GUYS LIKE THAT DONT EXIST THEY ALL GET CAUGHT IN THEIR OWN LIES LIKE "I GOTTA GO TTYL" AND YET THEY STAY ONLINE AN HOUR LATER AS IF YOU CANT SEE THAT...LMFAO YOU MEN NEED TO GET A FUCKIN CLUE .

I Rule At Trivia!
So this morning on the History Channel, they were showing their documentary on 1968. They had a music trivia question: Which one of the following groups has NOT been inducted into the Rock & Roll Hall of fame. A. The Who B. Sly and the Family Stone C. Steppenwolf D. Cream I got the right answer! :)

Pizza
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got

Re: Major Scientific Study Says Global Warming Is Natural
RE: Major Scientific Study Says Global Warming Is Natural ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 11 Dec 2007, 15:11 Consensus Shattered As Major Scientific Study Says Global Warming Is Natural The so-called scientific consensus that global warming is man-made has been shattered with the release of a major new study backed by three universities which concludes that climate change over the past thirty years is explained by natural factors and that attempts to reduce carbon dioxide emissions are irrelevant. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121107_global_warming.htm

Written For All My Good Friends
For every tear that falls, for every heart that's broken, for every mountain that seems to steep, for every river that you have to swim acrossed, no matter how bad it seems. For every wall built, the walls of pain, I will always be there. Although the distance is far, and the miles in between are long, it wont stop me from being your friend. For every tear that falls I will be there to wipe them away. For every mountain you must climb, for every ragin river you have to cross know that i will be waiting. Although i may have to leave for awhile, i wont say goodbye, cause it wont be forever. So remember for every heartbeat i will be there in your heart and you in mine. I will never be that far away. For every tear that falls I will be there. In I hope that you will be there to. So for everytime that it rains know that my umbrella is big enough for all. My arms will always be open and my ear will always listen, and my shoulder is yours to cry on. So when i go

A Pizza
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found, for once in her life twas on the right side of town, she unpacked her things with such great ease. as she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. how wonderful it was to have her own room, school would be starting she have friends over soon. thered be sleep overs and parties she was so happy, its just the way she wanted her life to be, on the first day of school everything went great, she made new friends and even got a date. she thought i want to be popular and im going to be, becuz i jus got a date wit the star of the team. to be known in this school you had to have a clout, and dating this guy would sure help her out. there was only one problem stoppin her fate, her parents had said she was 2 yung 2 date. well i jus wont tell them the entire truth, they wont kno the difference whats there to lose. jenny asked to stay with her friends that night, her parents had frowned but said alright. excited she got ready for the big event,

Maybe.....
Maybe . . . We were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift Maybe . . . When the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. Maybe . . . It is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe . . . The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe . . . The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures and heartaches. Maybe . . . You should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you wan t to be, because you have only one life an

Love Quotes
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. -Harry Burns..:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> When you LOVE someone all your saved-up wishes start coming out. –Elizabeth Bowen LOVE is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies. -Aristotle LOVE: Two minds without a single thought. –Philip Barry To LOVE deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others. –Annie-Sophie Swetchine LOVE is like quicksilver in your hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it and it darts away. –Dorothy Parker LOVE is like war, Easy to start and hard to end. -Anonymous Falling in LOVE consists mainly in uncorking the imagination and bottling the common sense. –Helen Rowland A happy marriage is a long conversation which is always seems too short. -Andre Maurois The first duty of LOVE is to listen. –Paul Tillich You don't m

I Want To Know What Love Is
How can LOVE something so precious and so pure, LOVE something that makes us so happy, makes our hearts yearn for more be the one thing that can make us so DAMN unhappy. We go our whole lives looking for it and wanting a taste of it and once we do we want more. You realize you want to feel it all the time until you HEART is broken. But like I have said the only way to mend a broken heart is to love again, but when you LOVE again you just end up getting hurt. It is never ending and then you give up. You are then UNHAPPY and feel like you cant be loved or even love. At that point that is when love finds you, but you are so desperate for it that you destroy it and are HURT all over again. Why do we do this to ourselves? Why do we go looking for LOVE knowing that heartache will soon follow in its path? You want to know why?: We all want to know what LOVE is. We want to be held and kissed. We want to have the best friend the one we can poor our souls out to. The one who will TRULY always

Questions????
The Heart... Is it just an organ or can it really feel love? Where does the feeling of love come from? Is it really a feeling or just thoughts? Do we associate the thoughts of someone, the way they make us feel, or how much they make us smile with love? How does one define love? Lust? Obssession? Infatuation? Do they all go hand in hand? Are they all one in the same? This whole time, have I just been feeling something I thought was love? Or was it love? How does one truly know? How is it that I fall in love so easily and fall out just as fast? Have I been just that jaded? That heartbroken? That all I want is something to cure it...How can just one feeling make us happy, sad, hurt, crazy, and silly all at the same time? Is that how we know it's love? You tell me. You give me your views on love. I know my views. If you have these feelings in your soul and in your mind that you love someone tell them. You never know what tomorrow holds, or what's around the corner.

Love
There are times in your life where sadness seems inevitable and love is unreachable. You fall in love only to get hurt, you fall out of love because you are hurt, and you go looking for love to cure the hurt. It's a viscious cycle. Why go looking for love? No one can truly explain it. Is it a desire, a need, a fantasy.....who knows? I know that I have spent half of my life looking for it, coming close a few times and in the end coming up empty handed. If my heart is broken anymore, there will probably be none of it left. It may be full of holes, but it can still comprehend love and be filled with love. Love is that one thing in life I truly desire more than any feeling. Love is supposed to be patient, I know - but patience is a virtue I no longer have. I want love and I want to feel love. Not the words....but the motions, the looks, the touch...you all know what I mean. You know, the kind of love where actions are spoken louder than words. I want to know and feel that l

Christmas Contest
ok guys i really need your help in this chirstmas contest ,, comment me bomb me whatever ,, plz help and email me to left me no ,, i'll give you something back for helping me ,, i'll be out of town for the next feel , i really want to win this ,, muahhhhhhhhhhhhhh http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1335740&albumid=733767&i=451388320

She Used To..
It's hard when someone says that they used to love you. Once you hear that, your heart almost shuts down and you just want to die. This is someone I lost my virginity to, someone I actually loved, someone I spent almost 2 years with. But it's not her fault to be honest. It's all mine. I could never make up my mind and I ruined her life. I've lost a great thing and I don't know how to react. I'm losing it over here and no body knows it but me. All this is staying bottled up. I feel..rejected, lost, and like I could just disapear and everything would be ok.

Coughing Sucks!!!!!!!!
Man I hate being fucken sick...my back hurts, my head hurts, my throat hurts, my nose hurts...the only things that's helping me @ this moment in time of 9:07am is my kiwi-strawberry propel fitness water. mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm it's so tasty and sexy in it's bottle. it's just taunting me ever so deliciously....naughty propel! i wag my finger at you. Anyways...webbs night last night was a success! Sort of - except for the bitch manager coming in 3rd shift and we all ran outta there like a cockroach when you turn the lights on. I knocked over a glass of soda - graceful...i know - and then we danced to cyclone in the parking lot for a good 15 mins. And because I'm friends with the people I am, we went and climbed mountains of snow and got in a 9-way snowball fight (while still dancing and singing to cyclone!) Then we had a naughty photo shoot...I saw boobs...slapped asses...got my ass slapped...went down on some people...got spanked with my own scarf...got kissed on the cheek (by a girl-l

Get The Led Out
Fans arrive at the O2 Arena venue in south east London, Dec. 10, 2007. British rockers Led Zeppelin reunited Monday to headline a tribute concert billed as one of the biggest gigs in years. Led Zeppelin's Live Reunion: Rockin' 'Good Times' Dec. 10, 2007, 6:53 PM EST By Alan Light Special to MSN Music It may have been a long time since they rock and rolled, but it sure didn't feel that way Monday night in London at Led Zeppelin's long awaited, wildly anticipated reunion concert. Headlining a show paying tribute to Ahmet Ertegun, the late co-founder of Atlantic Records, the three surviving members of one of rock's biggest bands - singer Robert Plant, guitarist Jimmy Page, and John Paul Jones on bass and keyboards - joined Jason Bonham, the son of their legendary drummer, John Bonham, for their first full-length performance since the elder Bonham's death in 1980. There were numerous questions hanging over this show: Could Plant still hit those signature high notes? Could Page

Stay..i Love This Song
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used [Stay lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you

Don't Sell Yourself Short....
I think that throughout the past year I have learned the most in regards to relationships, friends and all the ups and downs that life brings. I believe that God makes everything happen for a reason and that life just isnt "random"! We all go out and like to have a good time to get away from work or maybe try to escape lifes problems but in the end when you wake up the next day, they are still there, still needing resolution on top of the mess and havoc that was created with liquor from the night before. It kills me to see this person going home with this person and then the next night its somebody different. Now, we all have a ton of friends and we all make sure we get home safely (knocking on wood right now)! But when is everyone going to realize that when your downtown getting hammered, talking to this cute new guy or girl, that what you see is probably not what your gonna get! Is this person actually gonna be in your life 1 month from now or maybe even six months from now? If you h

Bad Driving Habits...
I was emailed some pretty gross pics of a car accident. I think if you have high school kids about to start driving, it is important to show and teach them that cell phones are not for driving... Also the smallest distraction when driving, can kill you... I almost got killed last summer while on Harley by a woman who dropped a pen while driving, bent down WHILE DRIVING to pick it up and came at me HEAD ON!! Needless to say after driving off the road, I turned around, caught up to her and finally got to have her ear when she got stopped at a red light.. She is lucky I did not slap the crap out of her for being so stupid!! A pen while driving?? Here is the link to the web page I put up with these pics... AGAIN they are GROSS!! Yet instructional.. http://www.winthelotto.net/cell_phone_driving.html

To My Special Friend
TO my special friend By Eric Ethan Yes you allowed coming closer and knowing me better Feel free to roam the great mind of mine Cause you are the first friend that ever told and like to do To get closer and get to know me better Honest you are the first to tell me that That’s why I was so happy to hear that When you wrote that I thank God everyday to get to know you As my special friend , So don’t be shy step over and feel welcome to know me closer and know me better as your special friend. Like Robin Williams did as he open head come on in and watch that first slippery step , cause it going to be fun. The end

Near My Work
I'm a security guard all I have to stop some one is my phone WTF. When I heard what happoned im like in this area WTF. Some one stole a car at a nother building behind my work last night at gun point. WTF is this world coming too.

The Link About Me.............
I had made a google page, with the help of my sister Danielle, about my whole ordeal with my heart. Please feel free and read it check out the other websites that are listed on there. They have some really good information on them. If you have any questions or comments, let me know. Enjoy and thank you for looking. http://frogmommi23.googlepages.com/home

A Dance For My Lady
I want to strip for you...there's music playing in the room, I have you alone in the room. Our eyes meet and I pull you toward me and our hips meet. My leg in between yours pulling at your box with my thigh. I pull your face to mine and our hungry mouths meet. I cherish the taste of your sweet mouth and lightly tug at your lower lip with my teeth. I walk you back to a chair w/o breaking our tight lock. You sit down and look up at me with anticipation. I'm ready to give you your show... I turn around. My hair is up so I grab my pony tail holder and pull it from my hair and my long mane falls down in one cascading movement. I reach up and run my fingers through my hair and move my hands down past my chest then my tummy...they move to my hips where I begin gyrating my hips to the music. I see you are watching every movement eagerly... I give you one of my devilish grins and then turn around with my backside toward you. I'm only a couple feet away. I then unzip my jeans and put my thumbs a

Being Thankful
"! The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. d A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a Marine, huddled here

Tattoo Survey
Tattoo Survey If you have at least one tattoo, do the survey, if you don't then pass it on! 1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo?nope 2. When did you get your first tattoo? 6 or so its a family thing 3. What was your first tattoo? My cross 4.which tattoo is closest to your heart? my empty rose 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? Nope 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? nope 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? just inaitals ' 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? none of them 9. Have you ever had a girl/boy friends name tattooed and had to cover it? nope 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed? One day i hope 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yep 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? Nope 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? 8hrs for the one on my back 14. What is the biggest tattoo that

Grrrrr!
It all started on AOHell back in the day when I'd get an Instant Message from some "leading" name like fukmehard, or some sh!t like that. It would say something simple, such as "hi". Then, when I said hi back, I got blasted with porn links from the damn porn bot on the other end both in IM's and mail. I responded and let it know I was online. Bah. Then I went Yahell. Same thing there, and it continues to this day. CONSTANTLY!!! BUT, Yahoo has a way to ignore and report as spam, which, I suppose, isn't really helpful because the bot will most likely change it's screen name from ye0xdt4 to ye9xdt5 and be back in business. Oh...and I get bot requests on Yahoo360, too. Is there NO end to this crap? NOW...on Fubar, home of the "bouncer" that gives ME sh!t as I try to rate pictures, saying I'm rating too fast (WTF?), I've started getting spam friend requests!!! Be on the lookout...they're easy to spot: ONE picture that was obviously lifted off some porn site, and an otherwise

Damn Idiots
me and my brothers stabbed each other alot of times with alot of things like once i stabbed my bro alex with a lit blunt right between the eyes.jed stabbed him like ten times with a knife just cause alex said he wouldnt when he would. they both stabbed me with bamboo several times and jed recently stabbed me with a knife after i stabbed him (the knife is in my pics the big one with the blood on it) but last night i saw the strangest stabbing yet alex and jed stabbed each other with a permanant marker i tried to get pics but i guess it was to embarrassing cause niether would show the wound shit we even stabbed each other with our fingers but a marker a red marker at that oh that permanant

Stay Young
the story here is shockingly, parents .. its about not been able to do anything right, always getting the blame always getting hassle for been young and enjoying it...so i thought id write a song for the young people out there feeling the same One way out is all you're ever gonna get, From those who'll hand it out, don't never let it upset you, Cos they'll put words into your mouths they're making me feel so ashamed Making me take the blame Making me cold in the night Making me question my heart and soul And I think that it's not quite right Hey! stay young and invincible Cos we know just what we are And come what may, we're unstoppable Cos we know just what we are Yeah we know just what we are! Feed your head with all the things you need When you're hungry Stay in bed and sleep all day as long as it's Sunday Cos they'll put words into your mouth they're making you feel so ashamed Making me take the blame Making me cold in the night Making me question

Tattoo Survey
Tattoo Survey If you have at least one tattoo, do the survey, if you don't then pass it on! 1. Have you ever cried during a tattoo?nah 2. When did you get your first tattoo? 17 3. What was your first tattoo? my name in graffiti 4.which tattoo is closest to your heart? the portrait of my niece,nephew,&lil'sister 5. Do you have a matching tattoo with someone? sort of 6. Do you have a tattoo that someone messed up on? yes and i want to break his hands 7. Do you have anyone's name tattooed on you? nooo way ' 8. What was the most painful tattoo you received? ribs 9. Have you ever had a girl/boy friends name tattooed and had to cover it? nope 10. Do you plan on being heavily or moderately tattooed?since i already am i guess i'll say heavily 11. Do you have a tattoo that you constantly have to explain? yep 12. Have you ever gotten an infection from a tattoo? Nope 13. What is the longest session you've ever sat straight? around 5hrs

Ok Ppl
OKAY FOR THE LAST FEW DAYS I HAVE BEEN HITTING JUST ABOUT EVERYONE UP ON MY LIST WITH 11'S AND COMMENTS LEFT ANAD RIGHT TOO RECIEVE ONLY 1 COMMENT BACK THIS MORNING WELL YOUO ASK FOR ADD I AT LEAST EXSPECT TO BE SPOKEN TO SO IF YOU CANAT DROP BY THEN OFF YOU GO!

Well........
it's Tuesday. Nothing is going on here. I do have some clothes to fold that I didn't finish last night. I also need to go finish making some goodies. I made some cookies my Mom used to make all the time...not the same~ mine didn't harden like hers. I used her recipe but they are gooey and not hard like hers. I hate when I use her recipes and mine doesn't turn out right. It makes me miss her even more. What is up with this weather?? It is so warm here~! Yesterday I had to turn the A/C back on. And last night I flipped the ceiling fan on high just to cool off so I could go to sleep. The calendar says December 11 but the season says spring. I want some cold weather for Christmas....someone send me some cold weather~! I have some shopping to do this week and then I am done. Jeff's Dad gave us our Christmas money so I could go shopping for the kids. My Dad gave me money for the kids.....I want to get it all done before this weekend. Beginning next Monday we have gift

My Hero!!
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's, but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and a 155 mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field str

On The Crushing Silence
With neither fallen hero Nor the fleeing foe, nor With careful stratagem and Expert heraldry, Was my world laid bare, But by by God's Plan and Under the watchful eye Of the Queen of Heaven. Call it Destiny, Or call it what you will, A movement in the matter stream Was liberating iron from ice To set it galloping at ever-heightened pace Through some far stretch of starry skies. If a transport or dream could make us see it, No outcome would change, why would we flee it? Two playmates, we Thought to know each other Like children in the garden. Because my heart was full, I saw my sphere as this planet Abundant with mirth -- Neither floating on Air Nor tied down to Earth. But suddenly all eyes turned heavenward With youthful fascination at the Pretty lights that flickered there. Our innocence knew no such phenomena, And of its consequence we were wholly unaware. This mass of mineral ambled on its steady course, Every second and for aeons tumblin

Just Be True To Yourself!!!
"It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart's longing... It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventures of being alive... It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it..... I want to know if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingers and toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, to remember the limitations of being human... It's doesn't interest me if the story you are telling is true. I want to know if you can disappoint another

The Big Wheel
A Friend of mine gave me this after he told me of his story about him having being told he had Fatal Cancer and was given 6 months to live.Basically there is other people out there who have things worse off then others and still have osme kind of faith and you dont always have to go to church in order to believe. Its not all about going to church, there are many differnt kinds of Beliefs. Anywho, here it is.. The Big Wheel In September 1960, I woke up one morning with six hungry babies and just 75 cents in my pocket. Their father was gone. The boys ranged from three months to seven years; their sister was two. Their Dad had never been much more than a presence they feared. Whenever they heard his tires crunch on the gravel driveway they would scramble to hide under their beds. He did manage to leave $15 a week to buy groceries. Now that he had decided to leave, there would be no more beatings, but no food either. If there was a welfare system in effect in souther

Must Read
Ok I have been rating pics and commet to alot of peoples and get some back. But others fail to do so. Why damn it????????? If someone takes there time to rate or post something on one of your pics. Shouldn't you take the time and return the fav. Buy them a drink or give a gift or even a thank you would go along way from getting nothing in re-turn.

To My Friends, Kerri & Jay
I just wanted to say congrats to you. I found out that you guys got engaged over the weekend. I am so happy for ya'll. I wish we could talk sometime. I am here and there and Jay, you have my numbers....call me anytime you wanna chat. I wish you both the best and be happy~! I know we haven't had the easiest friendship. It has had it's share of ups and downs, but I want you to know I am truly happy for you. I hope whatever is between us will pass and I can come to the wedding~! I would love to be there in person to congratulate my friends on their happiness~~~!!!! ~~smooches~~

Fuckem!
Fuckem all! Fuck all the cowardless, lieing, cheating and childish fucking people in the world. Im sick of them all, all they do is try to make everyone as unhappy as they are because they cant stand up to the truth or face the facts of life! If your reading this and are one of them do me the favor and peacefully exit, if you dont think or know your not one of these kinds of people thank you for being here and reading this and for being my friend. Once again I say FUCKEM ALL! This petty bullshit shouldnt get me upset but im sick of the BULLSHIT, I thought we were fucking adults not children in the damn 5th grade.

So True
Daily Horoscope: Aries For December 11,2007 You've usually got a healthy dose of self-confidence, but you need to power yourself up a bit more if you want to push through the day's activities. It might take nothing more than a quick thumbs-up in the mirror.

2007 Awards
1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR---My dog Winston 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Gary 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND Dee 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? winning the sword of honor 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? Losing my knighthood in the Legion 5) BEST HOLIDAY? My b-day party 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007 Home---Bobaflex 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? Transformers 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? wife 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? My friendship with Grim 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? Everywhere 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? Cleats 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? The Cell--Stephen King 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? The one that involved not quiting 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? Be the best 17) MOST STUPID IDEA WHEN DRUNK Drinking more 18) TV SHOW OF THE YEAR? Heroes 19) MOST LOYAL FRIEND? Rob B. 20) BIGGEST CHANGE OF THE YEAR? My entire year from day to day 21) MOST RIDICULOUS AWARD? Craziest, yet most normal people I know-

Words Of Wisdom
1. When your only tool is a hammer, all your problems start looking like nails. 2. I'd kill for a Nobel Peace Prize. 3. Borrow money from pessimists, they don't expect it back. 4. Half the people you know are below average. 5. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 6. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 7. A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel good. 8. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 9. If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain. 10. All those who believe in psychokinesis, raise my hand. 11. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. 12. I almost had a psychic girlfriend but she left me before we met. 13. How do you tell when you're out of invisible ink? 14. If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something. 15. You can't clean the toilet, while it is still in use. PRISMisms I used to

Fall Apart
when you left i thought i whould fall apart but all you took was a littel of my heart now i am heeld my heart is hole after all in the begaining thats what ive been told every thing ends everything burns but in the end you will get youre turn

Why
Why is it that the first thing out of some mens mouths is...." YOU HAVE GREAT TITS" Do u really think that a good women is going to respond to that....If so i guess thats why most of u are still single...GROW UP....i guess thats why i go for older men...they have a little more resrect what do u think girls....

Problems??
Just wondering if anyone else is having problems viewing pictures?? It seems like all the new ones I add when I go in to view them regular like everyone else they come up red marked. but the little default pic of each picture works just when I go in to fully view them Friends are always coming up red marked too. rarely one will work. Soo gahhh just wondering if its just me or its the site

Like It's Going Out Of Style!
I'll be handing out "Happy Birthday's" today like it's going out of style. I just got off the phone with my father to tell him happy bday. I think we're doing my bosses bday party today. All's left is my brother. And he's never easy to catch. Damn graveyard shift job. lol. I WILL succeed though. Especially in catching him today.

Where Do I Start?
Well, seeing as this is my first blog,I have no idea where to start. I have had a few crazy weeks lately. I guess I should start by saying I am falling in love with my boyfriend, John. He is amazing! We met on a blind date through the a friend of mine I work with. Her boyfriend is John's cousin. So anyway, we have been dating and seeing each other for about 3 months now. I met his parents last weekend and I made such an impression on them....I fell and broke my leg! Now I am sitting here in pain and John is waiting on me hand a foot. He works and then comes by here to stay with me at night and then goes home in the morning so he can get his clothes and take care of his house and then comes back over to my house till he goes to work. Now I am looking at possible surgery to fix my leg. I am in a cast from my foot to my hip. My leg is broken in 2 major places and it hurts. Ok, enough about me. I have met a couple on here (fubar) and they are neat people. He asked her to ma

Wtf?! Oh, Come On Now!!
I am not in the mood this morning! Why would any guy in his right mind get on someone's ShoutBox and say something like this - "hi sexy have you ever been fuck in the ass?" Yeah, that's his grammar and punctuation!! I know that Fubar appears to be a sexual candy store, but come on! This is about the sleaziest pick-up line I've heard in awhile. No, I take that back - that was last week's little episode. And I quote - "u like sex? let's sex cam2cam" - Oh, I think NOT!!! Listen up, guys! We are not all here for the sex! I like my sex up close and personal, for the most part, lol. I am not so hard up that those lines will work with me. AND I DO NOT CAM!!!DON'T EVEN HAVE ONE!! AND DO NOT ENTER MY SHOUTBOX SAYING THAT KIND OF SHIT AGAIN!!! Thank you! Have a nice day, lol!

How Do You See Life
þ Have you ever stopped for a minute to consider how you see life? time is brief and we have so much to do. Here a message for you I hope you enjoy it! Experimental video photo manipulation, morphing, subtitles with thoughts and computer generated music. How Do You See Life - More amazing videos are a click away

New Song That Had Me Rofl - With Video!!!
Even if you don't like country music, you've gotta listen to this song. I just heard it for the first time on the radio on my way in and was laughing so hard I nearly cried. Merry Christmas From The Family lyrics Mom got drunk and Dad got drunk At our Christmas party We were drinkin' champagne punch And homemade eggnog Little sister brought her new boyfriend He was a Mexican We didn't know what to think of him Til he sang Feliz Navidad Feliz Navidad Brother Ken brought his kids with him The three from his first wife Lynn And the two identical twins From his second wife Mary Nell Of course he brought his new wife Kaye Who talks all about AA Chain smokin' while the stereo plays Noel, Noel, The first Noel Carve the turkey turn the ball game on Mix Margaritas when the eggnog's gone Send somebody to the Quik-Pak store We need some ice and an extension cord A can of bean dip and some Diet Rite A box of pampers , some Marlboro Lights Hallelujah everybod

Why Mothers Cry...
"Why are you crying?" he asked his mom. "Because I'm a mother." she told him. "I don't understand." he said His mom just hugged him and said,"You never will!" Later the little boy asked his father why Mother seemed to cry for no reason. "All mothers cry for no reason." was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why mothers cry. So he finally put in a call to God and when God got on the phone the man said,"God, why do mothers cry so easily?" God said,"You see son, when I made mothers they had to be special. I made their shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave them an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times come from their children." "I gave them a hardiness that allows them to keep going when everyone else gives up, and to take care of their families through sickness and fatigue without complaining." "I gave them the sensitivity to love their c

Christmas Time
As Christmas slowly approaches, I realize just how lonely a person can be. I look at my sister married with 2 kids, my brother John married with one child, and my other brother Rob, currently in a very great relationship with a very great girl. I look at my parents who have been married 38 years, I remember my grandparents who were married over 50 years, and I think to myself, when will it be my turn to bring a guy home for christmas and tell my parents that this is the one that I want to be with for the rest of my life? Will it be soon, or will death come to me before the one that I love and the one that loves me comes along?

Happy Birthday Dave Love You Sexy
I got my name in lights with notcelebrity.co.uk Zingerbug on imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World ÇŗäžŷŚāńţâ alias Mr WW - United Kingdom Levellers - Brit Bomber 6 - L@ fubar

Own Her Now !!! For One Week
Ok our very own female up for auction guys!! as listed below is what she will and will not do 1 personal salute from me 1 1 hour cam session sfw added to family for 1 week 1 phone call 100 11's a day for 1 week or to whomever you wish I give them to my name as lonely dreamer fu owned by for 1 week my crush for a week so bid away fubucks,vips,blast,and or big pimpin gifts will be accepted so guys bid ur hearts out have fun with her for 1 week!! u ahould have any questions plz ask and ill answer highest bidder will pay Tesha before she is urs for 24 hours so lets have fun and be nice!!

Ty-nympho Wolf♥
I have been attending meetings on Monday nights and we have very good conversation between us on all topics heres something more I learned tonight and that could help yous as it will me to be better and the best I can to my future wife Kaydee! I was very touch by this and felt it to please scroll down to read and comment if you wish and repost if you would like to pass onto your friends (repost of original by '(R)Nympho wolf♥Kaydee aka Lil Princesses Husband♥~R/L Fiance~' on '2007-12-10 20:39:55')

I Am Canadian
Hey, I`m not a lumberjack, or a fur trader.... I don`t live in an igloo or eat blubber, own a dogsled or ever had SARS.... and I don`t know Mark, Tina or Lisa from Canada, although I`m sure they`re really cool folk. I have a Prime Minister, not a president. I speak English, not American. And I pronounce it `about`, not `a boot`. I can proudly sew my country`s flag on my backpack. I believe in peace keeping, not policing, diversity, not assimilation, and that the moose is a truly proud and noble animal. A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch, and it is pronounced `zed` not `zee`, `zed` !!!! Canada is the second largest landmass! The birthplace of basketball! The first nation of hockey! The Land of the runnaway slaves! and the best part of North America I AM CANADIAN!

My Appt
i have to post pone my appointment, my mom was going to go with me and watch noah while i was in getting my tests done, and she has a meeting, she said that if it wasnt voting on their contract she'd skip it but she has no choice but to go. i just hope they dont make me wait another 3 weeks to find out whats going on.

The Night Before Christmas, Texas Style! (email)
T'was the night before Christmas, in Texas, you know. Way out on the prairie, without any snow. Asleep in their cabin, were Buddy and Sue, A dreamin' of Christmas, like me and you. Not stockings, but boots, at the foot of their bed, For this was Texas, what more need be said. When all of a sudden, from out of the still night, There came such a ruckus, it gave me a fright. And I saw 'cross the prairie, like a shot from a gun, A loaded up buckboard, come on at a run, The driver was "Geein" and "Hawin", with a will, The horses (not reindeer) he drove with such skill. "Come on there Buck, Poncho, & Prince, to the right, There'll be plenty of travelin' for you all tonight." The driver in Levi's and a shirt that was red, Had a ten-gallon Stetson on top of his head. As he stepped from the buckboard, he was really a sight, With his beard and moustache, so curly and white. As he burst in the cabin, the children awoke, And were so astonished, that neither on

I Just Don't Know...(from Kianna)
Does nobody have any respect around here? My best friend has been having medical issues, yet he has been having people berating him and getting on him, sending his stress level sky-high. What is wrong with some of you? Well, whatever your reasons are, you drove him to the point he has not been here over the past several days and god only knows when he will be back. I have been on here the past few days and have seen messages in his IM that are just cruel. What did he do to you to deserve such malicious remarks? Something else I've noticed is that it's not just women who feel they are being ignored. Some men on here are threatening him to stay away from certain women on this site. I'm guessing some women on here have really possessive and maybe even jealous boyfriends. Whatever the case may be, Rob (The Enigma AKA Black Winged Angel) won't be back on for a while. He's suffered too much in the past several months, and between his health and the drama that seems to get throw

Cougar Nearly Joins Sd Woman In Hot Tub
DEADWOOD, S.D. - A relaxing soak in a hot tub came to an abrupt end when Marlene Todd came eye to eye with a mountain lion in her backyard. I was kind of hidden, sitting with my back up against the side of the tub, and I heard a little rustling sound in the needles right beside me," she said. Todd said she thought it might have been her house cat until she saw "this big, tan, hairy body" just 4 inches away. "I didn't realize what it was until it took a leap and jumped up on the side of my hot tub," Todd said. The cougar was cornered somewhat because the deck stairs blocked its retreat. It would have to go up and over the hot tub. "It just took a leap. It jumped on the side of the hot tub," Todd said of the Thursday morning encounter. "We locked eyes, and it kicked off of the hot tub and ran away. When it jumped, it flipped my robe into the hot tub." She summoned Deadwood police, who surmised the big cat was stalking some deer in the neighborhood and may have been att

Do More.....get More
Do more than merely getting through this day. Jump into it fully with vigor and enthusiasm. Do more than merely getting through your work. Find real joy in making a difference. When the purpose behind each day is just to get it over with, that dismal purpose can begin to take over your whole life. By contrast, when you put a little bit of joy and positive purpose into each moment, you get a whole lot of great and wonderful things filling your world. It only takes a fraction of a second to change your whole life and your whole world for the better. Are you ready to go beyond merely surviving and to fill each thought, each word, each action with the most magnificent possibilities of life? Life is exactly the way you choose to see it. Wherever you may be, whatever you may be doing, you have the opportunity to immediately and completely make life truly great. Open your eyes, look around, and awaken to all the best possibilities. Now is when you can live with all the richness y

People Depending On People
when we're born we depend on our parents to raise us,provide for us and teach us how to get to adult hood.we depend on doctors to keep us healthy and to keep our family healthy.when we get into a relationship or get married we depend on each other to be happy and fulfilled.and when have children they depend on us to care for them.everything runs a full circle and it never ends,somebody has to depend on somebody.

Hop On My Train
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Bob Kelly, Turn On Those Webcams, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Sam Goes To Raw, New Steve Remixes, Jim
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Are you proud of your bowels? Do you take impressive dumps? Want to share your poo with the rest of the world? go to RATEYOURDOODY.COM and show us what you got! It's Rock Scream Tuesday and 80's New Wave Tuesday on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, and we're hanging with our bald buddy Robert Kelly, because Jim Norton is out of town getting more and more famous. Just crank up some Jim Gillette, call up the show (new number: 877-212-OandA), and do your best Kajagoogoo impression (you know... cuz of the 80's thing). Remember, if you want to see ANY of these in-studio guests LIVE (or any of the Ladies of Paltalk getting NUDE on cam every morning), turn on your Paltalk (and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE') New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast buddies Yoshi and Brandon Iron, who is promoting his new sites Load My Mouth, we have a great new WOW pic of Jennifer Dark (Ladies

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/11/07;
Without a past; don't matter if you were just born, made a million, or were just released from prison, you can't fuckin' have a future! Everybody has skeletons, some have fuckin' graveyards, in their closet!

It,s 5:25 Here Tx> Time.>>prayer
O Lord as your with me thru out this surgery , help me to be strong , help me to forget all woes, and help me to just be ingufed in your love. Thy Mercy is grate and I ask in thee; if you can shed light on me and mercy ; I know you love me , forgive me all ,always, Lord thou art with me in all I do ,you know my heart and soul thru and thru,my Lord there are a many that need you this very monent and on his day and thru out their lives in some way ; Forget them not please help all in need and leave me last as im not worrying . I staying strong in and under thy grace. But so many people they cant seem to come to the place inside their hearts to pray to you; when toubles come that they cant seem to face.So Lord look into their hearts and relace with a trust and love and your kindness and grace; See that they know and feel your in their space of their soul their dwellin . See to it if it be Thy will ; that they know and do feel thy presence and are consumed with all th

Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them in a lover's k

It's Been Awhile
IT'S BEEN AWHILE • Album: Break The Cycle • Track Number: 04 • Performed By: Staind And it's been awhile Since I could hold my head up high And it's been awhile Since I first saw you And it's been awhile Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been awhile Since I could call you And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I stretched myself beyond my means And it's been awhile Since I could say that I wasn't addicted And it's been awhile Since I could say I love myself as well And it's been awhile Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do And it's been awhile But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've gone and fucked things up again.... again Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day And It's been awhile S

Good Morning
Can you actually believe I am speechless today? Well there are dozens of things to write about, but one thing actually turned me off to the extent I am just going to say GOOD MORNING and I truly hope everyone who reads this and those who don’t have a great day. Oh… that thing which turned me off… yes… oh I should be used to commercialism and the almighty ways to make a buck, but this scheme just took it over the edge. It’s under Blessed Trend on MSN view if for yourself but, I believe some beliefs should be left to the individual themselves not thrust upon unwilling victims. Brings back memories of my mother sending money to evangelists in Tennessee while viewing TV programs intended on milking the elderly out of their life savings… Again I should have just said Good Morning and left it at that. A hug, and a pat Marty

Rain's Embrace
Cold, quiet rain gently falling Yet the dampness we don't feel For our bodies are absorbed in each other Hot as the heat from which we reveal I lead you slowly into the woods Place a quilt on the ground The noise of nature is all around us Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound My kiss is gentle, yet demanding Your body arches to feel The touch of my hand, the feel of you Without resistance to me, you yield You taste the essence of my body You bring more pleasure than I've ever known I give myself to you completely The quietness is disturbed by our groans I rise above you with a sudden urgency Our needs are great, we both have found Our hearts pounding with anticipation We become one, lying there on the ground Rain has never been more beautiful As we lie together in each other's embrace The taste of you, the feel of nature A beautiful moment In my memory forever encased

Man Freed After 100 Hours Trapped In A Lavatory
LONDON (Reuters) - A retired Scottish school teacher was recovering on Monday after spending nearly four days trapped inside a men's toilet with no food or mobile phone. David Leggat was locked inside the bathroom at a lawn bowling club near the Scottish city of Aberdeen after the door jammed and the handle on the outside fell off. The 55-year-old kept warm by dipping his feet in hot water but only managed to get about three hours' sleep a night in the freezing temperatures, the local Evening Express newspaper reported. He was rescued when the cleaner at the club, which is little used in winter, turned up to collect her cleaning equipment. Leggat said a survival course he had once done had helped him endure his captivity. The cleaning lady said he looked shaken and grey when he emerged. Leggat was stoical. "At least there was a toilet to use," he said. "The only thing I regret is not getting trapped behind the bar."

Back To School
I may not be on here much here soon. With 2 kids, Christmas, Working, and goin back to school. I probly will be pretty busy. I will answer messages as soon as I can. Please don't delete me. I enjoy talking to you all.. Hugs.. Have a great day..

Silence
The dim light of the moon Shimmers gently Through the window and Spatters onto the cold floor The silvery silence bares her soul As her body presses against mine Her warm skin beads with sweat The essence of her life A quiet rumor, A sacred secret Her sweet breath tickles my ear With dreams of yesterday And promises of tomorrow

When I Love You Isn't Enough
you've always been there for me when times seem so rough are there any other words to say when i love you is not enough you comfort me when i feel alone and let me know youre there you look deep into my eyes i get lost in your stare i love my life for what it has become and all i hoped it would be but even these lines on a page dont describe whats inside of me i pray i can find something more to tell you in a different way all the feelings i feel for you i pray i might be able to say how much i love and appreciate you and how proud i am of who you are how you never give up on me how we've come so very far when i scramble for the right words and it's still all too tough when all words fail when i love you is not enough

Anticipation
Candles burning sheets turned down anticipation abounds. Time passes slowly quiet as a mouse stars falling earth standing still. Waiting eternally waiting suspense filled evening. The phone rings You say my name come get me I am here. Passion explodes excitement is in the air soon you will be here. Candles burning low Sheets thrown down Passion spent Lone Wolf's in town.

Could Care Less
well i like the bar tab the way it was before i could careless what my friends do or who they rate add or fan to me i think it would cause hard feelings to someone if they saw a friend of thiers giving more to other ppl then they do them i think the bar tab should go back the ay it was i think it is stupid the way it is now ... sorry just my thought thats all ... i hope everyone has a nice day ..

Thats A Poem From My Best Friend
Karin-My sister my friend We've been through lifes sorrow and pain But together we have always endured the strain We've argued we've bickered and made each other mad But if you were.nt my sister life would be so sad We've cried till we've laughed and laughed till we cried Sometimes for no reason we didn't even know why When we're not together our bond is just as strong Because we are sisters we know when something is wrong We've whispered our deepest secrets only sisters can share I love you my sister dearly because you really care So whether we are together or far apart Karin you are my sister my friend and forever in my heart

May I Kiss You?
I ask if I may kiss you. You just smile; No answer is necessary. My initial kiss is just a flirting of our lips. My tongue lightly flicking - Like I am asking, "Do you want me?" The tip of my tongue runs all around your lips. Touching every part, Inside and out - Over and over again. Tickling you, tickle, tickle, goes my tongue. Now I press my lips gently to yours. Rubbing your lips back and forth against mine. My kisses are hot and fast. I cannot rest long in any one place. I have such a need to go on. I trail kisses of passion all over your face. Then back to your mouth. Our tongues dance together. We are exploring. I circle your tongue with the tip of mine. You echo the pattern back to me. I lick the sides, underside and the top. You echo back. I suck your lower lip. You echo back. We repeat, repeat, repeat. The sensations are driving our emotions. We are wild for each other. You thrust your tongue in and out. The movements are rhythmic and stabbing.

Missing You...
My days have become easier Though my heart still holds a special place for you Seems like you are here Even though you’re there I have to keep moving Or I will lose my way I am living this life of mine As I have to, to keep going Still in my heart there you are Keeping me warm and alive Though you are not here I use to hurt so badly I use to cry so hard Loneliness would consume me So much that I couldn’t remember days I couldn’t think of anything or anybody but you—only you Something happened in my world That stopped me in my tracks So I couldn’t think about you Not as much as before Still you were here The love I held for you Kept me grounded Kept me going Miss you, I do Love you, I do Perhaps I learned to love you Like no other So I live today Missing you as always Perhaps I always will I know you live within me Each day I awaken Each night I fall asleep I run across your picture Here and there Read something you wrote Then I go another day

Ready For Love
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

2003 Darwin Award Nominee
2003 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin From Randy Cassingham's book, The Stella Awards. (2003, California) John, a Los Angeles real estate attorney, was skimming leaves from his pool when he noticed a palm frond caught in the power lines. His education had equipped him with sufficient acumen to become a successful litigator. Yet he was not shrewd enough to avoid becoming a toasty critter, when he reached up with the long metal pole and poked at the palm frond. John was, for once, the path of least resistance. Perhaps as an homage to his litigation skills, his family sued both the utility company and the pool supply store, for failure to disclose the danger of poking a metal rod into the power lines.

Gag Reflex
Gag Reflex 2007 Personal Account A story to make parents shudder... Some friends were hanging out in Andrew's basement, joking around, playing video games, eating. Andrew was irritable that night. He chose to to deal with the situation by threat. If certain named people did not stop bothering him, he said, as he loaded his Tippmann 98 custom paintgun, he would shoot them. Although Andrew assured everyone that the safety was on, and he wouldn't shoot unless annoyed, one guy was not reassured. He jumped on Andrew and wrestled for the gun. Andrew threw him aside, and (as he later explained) "to prove the safety was on," he opened his mouth, inserted the barrel of the paintgun, and pulled the trigger. His eyes widened as the paintball fired into his throat at 300 feet per second. He fell to his knees, coughing blood, but refused to let anyone call an ambulance. His throat was so swollen that he had difficulty breathing. After two hours, he recovered long enough to kick everyo

The Laptop Still Works
The Laptop Still Works! 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (26 February 2007, California) 29-year-old Oscar was driving on Highway 99 near Yuba City, when his Honda Accord crossed into oncoming traffic and collided with a Hummer. The occupants of the Hummer were not seriously injured. California Highway Patrol officers found Oscar's laptop still running, and plugged into the car's cigarette lighter. Investigators believe that he was using it when his car crossed the center line. "Driving is not a time to be practicing your multitasking skills," remarked CHP spokesman Tom Marshall. Oscar is not alone. Last year, 510 California drivers were charged with reckless driving because they were using a TV, video, or computer monitor. A 2001 CHP study cites cell phone use as the top cause of crashes involving distracted drivers, followed by fiddling with music. "Anything that distracts you can kill you, whether it's eating lunch or working on a computer," an AAA sp

The Enema Within
The Enema Within 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Confirmed True by Darwin (21 May 2004, Texas) Michael was an alcoholic. And not an ordinary alcoholic, but an alcoholic who liked to take his liquor... well, rectally. His wife said he was "addicted to enemas" and often used alcohol in this manner. The result was the same: inebriation. The machine shop owner couldn't imbibe alcohol by mouth due to a painful throat ailment, so he elected to receive his favourite beverage via enema. And tonight, Michael was in for one hell of a party. Two 1.5 litre bottles of sherry, more than 100 fluid ounces, right up the old address! When the rest of us have had enough, we either stop drinking or pass out. When Michael had had enough (and subsequently passed out) the alcohol remaining in his rectal cavity continued to be absorbed. The next morning, Michael was dead. The 58-year-old did a pretty good job of embalming himself. According to toxicology reports, his blood alcohol level

12-11-07
For December 11,2007 If the day starts well, it should end well -- but if it starts with a stumble, you may be struggling to catch up all day long! You should be able to get assistance if you need it, so don't be afraid to ask. So is waking up between 3:30 and 4am when I don't have to be up till 5am a stumble? o.O Oh and freezing rain on the way? If so then my day must be really going to suck LOL

Fatal Foaming Action
Fatal Foaming Action 2007 Darwin Award Nominee Unconfirmed by Darwin (10 March 2007, Scotland) James, 26, was working on a new house when he was unexpectedly confronted by a malfunctioning cannister of insulating foam. "The operative picked up one of the cans and gave it a shake as recommended. A pressure explosion occurred when the can burst (and) the bottom section hit him on the chest. The impact was so severe that the bottom section crumpled and wrinkled to some six inches, resulting in his death." A safety alert was issued, warning of the potential for cans of Evo-Stik Expanding Foam to undergo lethal decompression. But the warning was retracted when it was discovered that James had, for reasons unknown, applied a blowtorch to the pressurized 500-ml cannister

Can I Trust You With My Heart?
Please sit down, and look my way. There is something I'd like to say. The time is now, This must be my cue. Because now I find I'm falling for you. It's scary to feel the way I do. Remembering what my hearts been through. Would you break it, if I gave it to you? Or would you mend it, and make it new? Would you love me, and hold me tight? Reassuring me it'll be alright. Would you Love me forever or just for awhile? Would my love be trusted or put on trial? Would you be true, loving only me? Or would I be one of two or three? I've got to know right from the start. Can I trust you with my heart? Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away. Scared of what love will bring Yet I really hope you will stay. I so want to trust you Please don't let me down. For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around. Don't take it for granted 'Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn't too strong Are you for me, Me for you? Do y

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

Lost Angel
I saw something last night that made me cryA beautiful angel fell from the sky.Torn from someone she loved so muchShe looked so fragile, I dared not touch.Her tears fell like a gentle rainTrying to wash away her pain.I watched the glow around her dieWith every tear that fell from her eye.I asked her: 'why are you this way?'She softly whispered and turned to say:'My heart has been broken, I can not flyCast into this misery, So that I may die''Along with others though I know not whyIs Love just a word, associated with lies?It has torn out my soul, and undone the tieAll because my love said goodbye'.Breached from someone she loved so wellShe was forsaken to this earthly hellShe knew that here she could not stayShe slowly got up and walked awayIt made me wonder as she got on her feetHow many fallen now walk our streets?Just how many have fell from the sky above?How many angels are killed by love?

Fucking Neighbours (literally)
Well that's annoyed the holy crap out of me... I was awake during the small hours of this morning being subjected to the sound of the lanky streak of piss that is my neighbour fucking the brains out of his new girlfriend. I deeply resent people having more fun than me - especially when they're so much younger than I am!!! Grrrrrr! My, it's been a long time.

Someday
"Someday" How the hell did we wind up like this? Why weren't we able, to see the signs that we missed And try turn the tables I wish you'd unclench your fists, and unpack your suitcase Lately there's been too much of this But don't think it's too late Nothing's wrong, just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're the only one who knows that) Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway That we could end up saying Things we've always needed to say So we could end up staying Now the story's played out like this Just like a paperback novel Let's rewrite an ending that fits Instead of a Hollywood horror Nothing's wrong, just as long as You know that someday I will Someday, somehow I'm gonna make it all right but not right now I know you're wondering when (You're

Broken Wingz
something i wrote a few weeks ago. enjoy. BROKEN WINGS its just another day in the life we lead, nobody feels the way i bleed, im just another angel with broken wings, im tryin 2 forget what these eyes have seen,when i was a child i used wonder what it be like 2 fly, and think if i was good enough i might get wings when i die, but now i see that things are different, aint no wings on my back, the streets of ghosts seduced my eyes, my dreams are now turned black, this glore & happiness is gone, all thats left is hurt on my face, fingers reach 2 find a halo, but find a blue rag in its place, you told me i was special, had a peice of your heart, now its the very thing that made me that tears me apart, and scars show my wounds of war, with a word & a score, and a crown of thorns, gives me hope for everytime i was torn, as i these days pass, i see the devilish morals of a stranger, to myself i still know that deep inside theres an angel, the only angel that be's, the only ang

Far Away
FAR AWAY (LYRICS) This time, this place Misused, mistakes Too long, too late Who was I to make you wait Just one chance Just one breath Just in case there's just one left 'Cause you know You know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don’t see you anymore One my knees, I'll ask Last chance for one last dance 'Cause with you, I'd withstand All of hell to hold your hand I'd give it all I'd give for us Give anything but I won't give up 'Cause you know You know, you know That I love you I have loved you all along And I miss you Been far away for far too long I keep dreaming you'll be with me And you'll never go Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore So far away Been far away for far too long So far away Been far away for far too long But you know, you know, you know I wanted I wanted you to stay 'Cau

You Raise Me Up
You Raise Me Up Lyrics by Brendan Graham Music by Rolf Lovland sung by Josh Groban When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary When troubles come and my heart burdened be Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas I am strong, when I am on your shoulders You raise me up... to more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas I am strong, when I am on your shoulders You raise me up... to more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas And I am strong, when I am on your shoulders You raise me up... to more than I can be. You raise me up... to more than I can be.

12-11-2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 11,2007 You ought to outlast anyone who tries to challenge you today, thanks to your persistence and practically limitless energy reserves. Try not to worry too much about the long-term, which should be fine.

Are You My One?
Are you the one that will make me smile? Make my heart skip beats just by hearing your name? Call me to say "hi" or hear my voice? "Drop" by just to see me because actually you missed me? Take me on picnics and watch the sunset? Hold me in your arms on the couch..in bed..in the car? Listen to every word i say..even the words i'm not saying? Know exactly how to cheer me up when i had a bad day? Watch sports with me on sunday's? Go shopping with me on friday's? Sing and dance with me in the grocery store? Stay home on a Friday night to watch movies and cuddle?... Are you that one that will make me cry, but hold me and wipe my tears? Make me scream and yell at you, but shower you with kisses 5 seconds later? Force me to do things i thought i could not do--or was afraid to do? Be my cheerleader, but my coach as well? Be my fashion designer, but model too? Love me with your all? Trust me with your secrets and thoughts and dreams? Share inside jokes with me? Share your past with me--present

Stay
Stay (Jennifer Nettles) I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Wh

Something I've Learned
She walks around her world With discriminating looks from those who tell her she's wrong But fitting in just doesn't feel right Then she hears a voice from within It tells her, "You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say." He closes himself off to their world Fake faces never turned him on He's tired of being fed the rules Of a game he doesn't want to play Then he thinks to himself "You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say You can do anything, you don't have to be what they say." So now I come to you looking for me But approval's never there To find a way to please you Then I wonder why I should so desperately try Then I remember that I can do anything I don't have to be what you say And I can do anything Without having to be what you say

Kill Me Twice
kill me twice and love me swallow me through your hands lets loose ourselves in promises forgettable the storm is coming and i'm hungry i've made peace with this affair kindly cold and uncompromising we could make our escape on the next flock don't make me wait don't make me wait i could loose you forever if we don't go now we shatter on the moon in the end we live, free and wild kiss me, cool and slow we can be friends and pretend wake up and we die so kill me twice and love me once more

I Have Come To The Conclusion...
Making hats, then selling them online, is a fantastic idea. I have also come to the realization that... My Me-maw is amazing, she has taught me all of my incredible talents. She also gave me 20 un-used skeins of yarn, in various colours that she decided she didn't need. Soooo...... Hats A-hoy! Now I'm attempting to draw "Captain Crochet Hook" He's going to be awesome.

Anything
I've mentioned time and time before that i'm quiet and private. But a chattebox other times. That i'm boring and a homebody. What is so wrong with that???? I have moments where i shut down and keep to myself. I can be so quiet that you'd think i fell asleep, but i've always been like that. I'm so tired of explaining myself to people. I'm the easiest person to get. Why is it so hard to read me? I wear my emotions out on my sleeve. I'm an open book. I love smiling and laughing. I hate crying and being stressed out over why people do me wrong. I'm just living my life day to day. Working hard and coming home. That's all i do. I"m not a trouble maker or a busybody. If i change and become something i'm not, something i could never be,....will i get all the attention? If i became very sexual will i get all the guys i want? What is so wrong with being whom i am? I thought people liked real people.

~ I Am The Flag Of The United States Of America ~
I Am the Flag of the United States Of America I am the flag of the United States of America. My name is Old Glory. I fly atop the world's tallest buildings. I stand watch in America's halls of justice. I fly majestically over institutions of learning. I stand guard with power in the world. Look up and see me. I stand for peace, honor, truth and justice. I stand for freedom. I am confident. I am arrogant. I am proud. When I am flown with my fellow banners, My head is a little higher, My colors a little truer. I bow to no one! I am recognized all over the world. I am worshipped - I am saluted. I am loved - I am revered. I am respected - and I am feared. I have fought in every battle of every war for more then 200 years. I was flown at Valley Forge, Gettysburg, Shiloh and Appomattox. I was there at San Juan Hill, the trenches of France, in the Argonne Forest, Anzio, Rome and the beaches of Normandy.

You Wanna Join A Bombing Family ?
PLEASE READ ALL OF THIS BEFORE SUBMITTING A FRIEND REQUEST AND INDICATE IN YOUR FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU HAVE READ AND UNDERSTAND THE PROFILE AND DO WISH TO JOIN*********** This is the profile of a Bomber Family, NOT an individual. If you are looking for a family to join, please read below, and if you are interested, send a friend request specifying you would like to join. ONLY members who wish to be a part of the bomber family will be accepted as a friend on this HOME PAGE of the FUS CHERRY BOMBERS . This is a bomber family of people dedicated to fairness and equality. ******************PLEASE NOTE: I WILL NOT, WILL NOT, APPROVE ANYBODY FOR FAMILY MEMBERSHIP WHO IS CURRENTLY IN A CONTEST SEEKING TO JOIN A BOMBER FAMILY TO GET HELP WITH A CONTEST RIGHT NOW. YOU HAVE TO BE IN THE FAMILY BOMBING FOR THE FAMILY FOR 10 (TEN) DAYS BEFORE YOU CAN ASK ANY MEMBER FOR BOMBING HELP FOR YOURSELF************************************************* ******************PLEASE NOTE: I WILL NOT, WI

In A Contest
OK THIS PPL ARE IN A CONTEST SO LETS HELP THIS MEMBERS OUT AND SO THEM THE FUS CHERRY BOMBERS SOme love Krissy and Mandah need 140,000 comments in 16 weeks to win a Happy Hour, 1-Year VIP, 30-day Blast AND Ticker Pack http://www.fubar.com/user/1274128

Shay`s Day
You make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child" Then he told the following story: Shay and his fathe

Just Poetry That A Friend Inspired
What beauty falls from open blouse tempting me to wept. I can only dream of touching, sucking nipple sweet. Wet dreams are sliding through my mind, the devil taunts me all the time. So far away, may I beg you please, give your nipples a lick and a squeeze for me. duke

Long Lost Girls
Saturday morning, I read a bulletin on myspace that said "In Loving Memory of Missi Holderman". FUCK! I dont live in South Florida anymore. I havent since 1996. But I GREW UP there. That is my home, or the place I have always called home because it was where I was born and raised. Missi was a friend of mine. After Hurricane Andrew, she was one of my best. When I first found out the details of her death, I was mad, Then, on the way to work, the sadness hit and I began crying as I drove down the road. My daughter was in the car with me. She said, "Mom, whats wrong?" I replied "Nothing baby." She said, "Why are you crying?" I said, "I'm sorry, baby. Mommy just found out an old friend has died." She said, "So thats not good is it?" I said, "No baby, its not." She said, "Did you love her?" Thats when I lost it. I once found Missi on myspace, about four months ago. I sent her a message to see how she was. She was fine. She isn't anymore. She is gone now. Forever. La

Another One Bites The Dust
YET I WAS FOOLED AND TRICKED AGAIN.... SO I GET FU-ENGAGED ..LMFAO THIS GUY PAYS NO ATTENTION WHAT SO EVER TO ME CLAIMS ITS BECAUSE HES TAKING CARE OF HIS DAUGHTER, YET HAS THE TIME TO BE ON HERE RATING AND SHIT, OKIE DOKIE....ITS SO FUNNY THAT HE WOULD THINK I BELIEVED HIM , HELLO IT SHOWS YOU ONLINE FUBAR DONT LIE AND NEITHER DOES YAHOO. WHY THE FUCK DO MEN LIE AND THINK SHIT IS COOL, ITS ALL A GAME TO THEM AND THEY REALLY DONT GIVE AS HIT ABOUT FEELINGS. THE WORD LOVE IS JUST A WORD WITH NO MEANING ANYMORE SO HOW THE HELL DO THEY EXPECT ANYONE TO TRUST THEM.I STOPPED TRYING I REALLY HAVE IT SEEMS THE ONE I TRULY WANT IS THE ONE I WILL WAIT FOR, UNTIL THEN FUCK THIS SHIT

Some Jokes
Q=what does a old person and tree thats about to get planted have in common? A=there both about to go in the ground soon!! this ladie walks into a tattoo shop and says i want a turkey on my iner thigh he tattoos it and a week later she comes back and says i want a santa on my other iner thigh and he gos ok can i ask you why your getting these tattoos here? she goes cause im tierd of my husband always sayin theres nothing good to eat between the holidays knoc knoc whos there haywod haywod who haywod jublowme knoc knoc whos ther harry harry who harry balsonya i know there a lil corny but kinda funny

A Place To Meet Friends Make New Friends
Im Ghost Rider, I'd thought about making a lounge on fubar and did, called Ghost Rider's Souls of Lustful Pleasures, come check it out sometime Im still woring on getting it Going but more than welcome to come see it, if you wanna help Me out working on it that'll fine too, this coding stuff kind wearing me out, I have great ideas for the lounge and stuff, or stop in and say hi to me, just trying to get in going so it can be a fun place to hangout and have some fubar fun!!, anyways you all have a great nite and ttyl

The Fear In The Heart Of A Man
against an attacker I will take my stand because my heart will show fear 4 no man but 4 a broken heart I run with fright scared 2 be blind in a vulnerable night I believe this fear is in every man some will acknowledge it others will fail to understand there is no fear in a shallow heart because shallow hearts don't fall apart but feeling hearts that truly care are fragile 2 the flow of air and if I am 2 be true then I must give my fragile heart I may receive great joy or u may return it ripped apart 2-Pac Shakur

My Dream
u r n my every dream u r my fantasy u r my baby girl of whom i love whole heartedly i thank god for the chance to meet u cause it was instant love ever since i seen those eyes of blue ill never 4get the day i asked u to go out with me u said yes but we thought of the distance n if we could make this a reality well here we are its coming upon a year and we are still together even after those who tryed to interfere so never leave me and ill never u this is what they call destiny and baby u know this is true

Its My Birthday
hey everyone today is my day ...i didnt think it was going to be a good one but its starting out to be pretty good.everyone is always saying erica this is not a good time for a birthday but i think it is..i dont ask for much to be with my friends and family and enjoy the day with me.so come on celebrate with me and thank you all for being my friends erica

~ Timing Is Everything ~
Timing is everything. Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, I had cooked your favorite meal and even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband - Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true that you and I

Calling All Friends
Ok here goes a call to all my friend i have almost a 1000m of you lets see if you will help me. I have 7400 point togo un til i reach assassin, help me get there and more. this is an open ended selfish plea to help me level so come on and lend a bro a hand and help me reach my next level and more.

Thoughts Of A Gifted Young Artist
When your herat turns cold it causes your soul 2 freeze It spreds throughout your spirit likea ruthless feeling disease The walls that once were down now stand firm and tall Safe from hate/love,pain/joy until u feel nothing at all When ure heart turns cold a baby's cry means nothing A dead corpse is trivial Mothers neglecting children is daily Loneliness becomes your routine friend Death seems like tranquility Sleeping is never pleasant if u even sleep at all u forget ideals and turn off the reason 2 make sure the product gets sold You don't understand how i behave Just wait till your heart turns Cold! 2-Pac

Alone In The Sand Looking At The Stars
I love to see the ocean's beauty And the moon that shines above Alone in the sand looking at the stars Wishing someday i would find true love Would it be nice to see the morning With the one you love the most Would it be nice to say goodnight To the one you hold so close To your heart To your heart The wind that blows the dove Is the wind that blows my love Hope it'll find its way to you Wherever you are I love to sit in fields of green Looking deeply through the sky Watching birds as they fly by Hoping someday fate will bring me true love Would it be nice to hold someone So dear, near your heart Would it be nice to hear those words I love you from the one that you love That you love Yeah... yeah.... yeah.... I'd love to see myself one day In the arms of someone Who will share her life with me Selflessly.. someday... You will find your way... to me..

~ Hershey Cuts Work Force, Moving To Mexico ~
Dam this kinda stuff just pisses me off :( Hershey Plans to Cut Work Force by 1,500 By PETER JACKSON The Associated Press Friday, February 16, 2007; 12:38 AM HARRISBURG, Pa. -- The Hershey Co., whose name has been synonymous with U.S. candymaking for more than a century, is moving a bigger chunk of its production to Mexico. A day after Valentine sweethearts across the country enjoyed bags of Hershey Kisses, the company on Thursday announced a restructuring plan that will scale back its work force by 1,500 jobs and force some plants to close. In a file photo Hershey's Chocolate Kisses come off a simulated production line, in this March 10, 2006, file photo in the newly renovated Great American Chocolate Tour Ride at Hershey's Chocolate World, in Hershey, Pa. Hershey Co. plans to reduce its work force by a net 1,500 jobs and build a new factory in Mexico as part of three-year plan to scale back production lines, the candy maker announced Thursday, Feb. 15, 2007.

Check This Out....
THE PRETTIEST CHRISTMAS TREE CONTEST !!! WE NEED 20 CONTESTANTS...THIS CONTEST STARTS 12.12.07 5pm - 12.22.07 5pm..THE DRAWING DATE WILL BE THE 21ST AT 5 PM AND WILL BE HELD IN CLUB NV THERE WILL ALSO BE UPDATES ANNOUNCED IF NEED BE THROUGHOUT THE WEEK BY DJ ENVII IN THE LOUNGE..CONTESTANTS PLEASE REPORT TO DJ Envii AND ALSO REPORT TO PASTOR CHOCOLATE BUNNY.. RULES 1. PICTURE MUST BE ABLE TO BE RIPPED, AS THEY WILL BE RIPPED INTO OUR PHOTO SECTION TO BE JUDGED BY THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS THAT EACH ONE GETS. 2. ALL CONTESTANTS MUST HAVE A SALUTE.. 3. MUST RATE THE HOST..YOU CAN FAN AND ADD IF YOU WANT.. 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. YOU WILL BE DROPPED FROM THE CONTEST. 5. NO DOWN RATING!! YOU CAN RATE IF YOU WANT TO BUT THAT WON’T COUNT..THE AMOUNT OF COMMENTS YOU GET COUNTS.. 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE, THE PRIZES WILL BE SPLIT.. 8. MUST VISIT THE LOUNGE A FEW TIMES OUT THE WEEK.. 9. NO RACI

Fantasy Files 2....
The sun was just starting to rise as we stepped across the small gap between the docks and my 31 foot Crestliner boat. The early mornng air had a slight chill to it, which was not uncommon around these parts for early June. The dew still hung on the leaves of the trees that provided all the shade that was required on the dock like a child clinging to its mother. I held the gate open for her in a gesture of the chivalry that so many people today mock. Smiling she did a mock curtsy and said, "Thank you kind sir." Tipping my invisible hat and smiling I replied in my best British accent, "Anything for milady." Giggling slightly with a rouge tint to her obvious blush, she breached the four inch gap to the carpeted deck of the boat. Handing up the cooler and the various bags of towels, cds, and plastic silverware, she sat them down as I jumped up onto the deck. Locking the gate into place, I couldn't help but feeling watched. I turned to see her blue eyes boring into me. If at any

Got The Christmas Spirit Yet?
So...what does it take to get your "Christmas Spirit" going? Me...it's an old vhs tape that I made some time ago...I usually play it for the first time around this part of the season... 2 movies are stashed on it...1st one is a very old one...a B&W version of "A Christmas Carol" with Alastair Sim playing Scrooge. Sim will ALWAYS be Scrooge to me...he nailed the fucking part! The second is that timeless classic....no, ya mook, not "It's a Wonderful Life"...that one makes me ralph (lol)...but "A Christmas Story" with that Billingsly kid. You know the one..."YOU'LL SHOOT YOUR EYE OUT!!" and the "leg lamp"...not much more than that needs to be said. I have to say that not a lot of my friends actually like that movie, but for me...ah, it just warms the heart and gets me all Christmas-y inside. So what does it for you? Me...I'm going to go tape hunting...I need a dose of cheer...

~ Obama No Flag, No Respect ~
The man can do what ever the hell he wants but if you are going to be my President then these are 2 things you have to do. You can not disrespect America like that. If you are that ashamed of our Flag or out Anthem and tradition them you need to drop your ass out of our Government. During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform should stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. Men not in uniform should remove their headdress with their right hand and hold it at the left shoulder, the hand being over the heart. -- United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171 Turns out that not wearing a flag lapel pin isn't the only way Barack Obama chooses to show he's a different kind of Democrat. Have a look at the photo from the October 1, 2007 edition of "Time." It shows Obama, Hillary and Bill Richardson at the Steak Fry of Sen. Tom Harkin (D-Iowa) on September 17 in Indianola, IA during [a

Why Bitch To Fubar Just Because They Arent 100%
LOOK I TOO KNOW FUBAR IS NOT 100% BUT WHY BITCH ABOUT IT TO THE ONES THAT RUN AND OWN THIS SITE? THAT SPEND 1,000'S OF DOLLARS TO MAKE THIS SITE GREAT!?! IF IT WAS THAT BAD WHY WOULD YOU BE ON HERE? FUBAR IS SO MUCH BETTER THEN MYSPACE!!! YET EVERYONE WANTS JUMP ONE "BABY J" OR "SCRAPPER" WHEN THEY DO A POST ABOUT THE BITCHING!!! IF WE STOP CRYING ABOUT THE THINGS THAT ARENT 100% HERE. MAYBE THEY COULD BE FIXED THE OTHER! IF WE STOP OUR BITCHING!!! THINGS ARE FLYING HERE FOR THE GOOD! MYSPACE CANT EVEN COME CLOSE!!! WE CAN DO A 1,000 TIMES MORE HERE THEN MYSPACE!!! YES "BABY J" OR "SCRAPPER" MAY SAY WHAT THEY DO!!! FOR FOR THEY SHOULD!!!! BECAUSE THEY DO ALL OF THIS JUST SO WE CAN ENJOY A SITE LIKE THIS!!! YES THEY KICK EVERY CHEATER THEY CAN FIND!!! WHILE AT THE SAME TIME SPEND 1000,S OF DOLLARS ON MAKING THIS SITE FUN FOR ALL. I FOR ONE HAVE ENJOYED THIS SITE AND EVERYTHING IT OFFERS!!! AND IF THEY WANT TO BITCH

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his f

The Fireplace Of My Soul
To think of you Is to let all the hundred dragons of my dreams Wake up inside my heart… It is a sweet internal hemorrhage – The crimson geysers of my blood Gushing violently through my veins! A little explosion in my brain – Ten spiders crawling on my back! And the fireplace of my soul Is instantly kindled – The ardent flames fly away into the silence. And the steam of my immense passion – Bursts through the chimney of my thirsty lips! There is no citadel to protect you – The scorching fire in my merciless mouth – The bolts of lightening striking from my fingers – The destructive lava of my cruel kisses – Oh, let me imprison you within my arms, Tie you against my body and burn you alive With my passion – my madness – The menacing magic of my savage art to love. So die, blonde angel, die In this sweet silence – this miraculous delirium - Where the overwhelming enchant of my sinister passion Mercilessly drags your shivering soul To the secret distilling room

Back To Me
Sometimes I feel like I like I�m all alone Wondering how, what have I done wrong Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Back to me... There were times I felt like giving up Haunted by memories I can't give up Wish that I never let you go and slip away Had enough reasons for you to stay... Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home Back to me... Sleepless nights Cause you're not here by my side Cold as ice I feel deep down inside Maybe I�m just missing you all along When will you be coming home Can you feel me? See me falling away (See me falling away) Did you hear me? I'm calling out your name (I�m calling out your name) Cause I�m barely hanging on Baby you need to come home When will you be coming home Back to me...

Whats Up With The Crap
ok this been on my mind all fucking day. and the more i think about it the madder i get about it. i can talk sing and worship anything other then christmas and jesus in our public school. ok fyi for u specail few separation of church and state isnt meaning that u cant worship there it means the church is not allowed to control the govt. do u realise everything to do with chrustmas has been removed from the school only thing left is the two weeks that is now called the holidays. with no mention iof christmas, or god. but they do mention quansa and every other damn religious belief but christmas and god himself. ok dont get me wrong im no a bible thunper but if we r to have a choice in matters why not in what our kids learn from other cultures since theyve made sure they dont learn ours???? last i looked the dollar bill said in god we trust not budda or alliah. i dont celebrate quansa or anything else but christmas. but hey u can say happy honika in school and if i say merry christmas im

More Help, And Returns....
Ever since I have been on here, I have been blessed to be surrounded by some really good folks. I have enjoyed a lack of drama that is (from what I can tell) very extraordinary. Every time I get close to leveling, it happens while I sleep, without a request sent out! When my freinds need help, a small army has rushed to help them, no questions asked. ~~No clubs, no families, no blasts, no drama. Just fun-loving, kind-hearted freinds. I consider myself blessed !! Thanx. BUT.....this is not to yall!!!!! I am asking help from those of you who dont usually do it, but might need a little yourselves. I dont always notice when people are in need, unless they ask, and then I help as much as I can. WELL, one of my great freinds has blessed me with a VIP, so your help can be returned to you in greater measure!! Please remember that I only have 100 11s per day, so I may end up mixing some 10s in there, but it all helps the same. I wanna get to Rockstar level, just so I can sing the

Bite Fight
ok now this site you can not do nothing like neopets but it is still ok ..... now this site you have the choice of being a vampire or a werewolf ......it is the battle between them .... you battle other user and train and hunt ....the choice is yours http://s5.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=78321 To become a werewolf http://s5.bitefight.org/c.php?uid=78386 To become a vampire after joining it will give you the option to join my clan that is up to you feel free to join .......

Neopets
come join me on neopets..... i know i know but this site has millions of games and for a dial up connection this site loads fast i have had my name on it for alil over 3 and half years .... i get a prize for every person i refer other wise i would even say anything on here but all you have to do ir verify your email address and i will get the referal prize in a week ....... if you want just give me the login info and i will put the name to use....... sign up is only like 5 mins ..... please join ...... www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=lonephoenix420 feel free to drop me a line i don't really talk much .....

Bleeding For You
Bleeding for you I wish I can forget you and never feel deep pain I wish I can bury our memories And never dreaming you I try to hold back my tears Trying so hard to erase you from my black heart But I can’t, I am to weak on you! I just lay here and bleeding for you And waiting to death knock on my door, to take me away Why are you in my dreams? Why can’t you just let me to die into your arms to feel my heart heat but you just leaving me all alone with loneliness bleeding is the only way I can forget you bleeding is the only way I can kill my pain walking through the endless dark path yearning to taste my fears and as I was walking through my endless path I just open my arms and letting death taking me into her arms And leaving all behind And yet again, you are to blind to see how much I love you You are even to blind to feel I have touched your black heart I am bleeding for you I am bleeding for your love I wish you can drown in my love And to feel my brok

Contest To Win $ 1 Million Dollars In Fu Bucks
I want to throw a contest . The winner with the most votes will win a million dollars in fu bucks . Pic comments count as votes . I need at least 12 contestants to open the contest and I will run it for 10 days . So if your interested contact me , my link is here below. Thanks , Lisa * lisasweet *@ fubar

Newborn!!!
Ok everybody!!! As most of you know PrincessPaige and I have been married for 8 monthes and were expecting a new addition to the family around Christmas!! Wellll guess what....... our son decided he was tired of being couped up and wanted out!!! So here it is.... We had a very beautiful baby boy born into this world December 5, 2007 at 10:02 am!! His name is Conner James Allan, he was 5 pounds 15 ounces and 20 inches long!!! Paige and Conner are doing great and are expected to be home in the next couple of days!!! Paige and i are very happy and very excited about our new arrival toour home!!!!

In Your Arms
Hold me, my love, Just one more, Just to feel again your warm touch Kiss me, again, my love I want to taste your soft lips, again Bite me, I want to taste your sweet blood Just one more, Embrace me, again ‘cause in your arms I feel so safe my angel, stay with me tonight don’t leave me alone share with me with this beautiful night, oh my dear love, even words can’t describe how beautiful you are when I am looking into your eyes, I see peace and joy from that moment I know that you are my true love oh, my love, how beautiful you are after all this years I have lived I have never seen someone who had good heart in your arms I feel safety and warm when you embrace me I feel like I am in the heaven with you

~in One Word,,,,,,,,,,,me~
Submissive Ø©×§´¯`•.,¸¸,.•´¯`§Ø©×§´¯`•.,¸¸,.•´¯`§Ø©× You gaze in my eyes igniting a spark deep in my core. A need begins to grow, i want so much more. You caress my face gently with Your fingertips, Kiss me softly, tenderly on the lips, The tiny ember erupts into a raging fire bodies and souls mesh with burning desire. lost within in his Masterly embrace, i have no concept of time or space Totally consumed by passion's flame. Forever changed, i cry out Your name... Ø©×§´¯`•.,¸¸,.•´¯`§Master§´¯`•.,¸¸,.•´¯`§Ø©×§Ø Sweetly innocent smile,curves lush lips, silently eyes sparkle with hints of wild abandon, whispering deep throated necessity, lustful desire teeters smoldering intensely within glowing outwardly from fiery need stoked in simmering emotion, soul hovers only slightly above frustrations abyss, , totally terrified and exposed, therein lies her truth, her essence, her vulnerability, her raw animalistic submission to pleasures promise of forgiveness, of fulfill

Bad Santa
He spares no time nor gives quarter, he suffers no late to the trial. He waits for none by the roadside. He tarries seldom nor for long whiles. He rides from doorstep to doorstep, he checks each and every little home. He knows what you lie there still doing, he sees when you are alone. He climbs to every single rooftop, peers down the chimneys for their glow. But when he looks and finds darkness, this is how he will know. A glimmer that shines in the moonlight, a flash, a scream and your gone. He'll throw you out as a carcass, leave you there on the lawn. Santa doesn't always mean christmas, that suit does not always bring joy. When near is a lone dark asylum, where lived the life of a boy.

~chance Meeting~
The sensual way you caress my soul your suavis personality I'm melting with each moment you've given to me.. Heart beating compulsively I'm losing myself within each breath we take... Gasping for a moment; regaining composure... Wanting, needing to jump right in, your tearing down my defenses and I'm not fighting, for once, I let go.. Living in the moment... Take it slow I convince myself no need to jump into this, ride the flow... It's within the way you miss me, the way your voice dances in rhythm with me... Yes, I'm losing myself each moment we speak, tell me, how am I going to control myself once we meet? ~Jasmin~~~JAZZ~~~~~~~~~~~~

What's Coming
Alright so it's been a bit since i did a normal blog so I thought it's time to do one. Though I doubt most will notice since the bar tab moves so fast with all the extra junk they put in there. So for the last few weeks I've done alot of really general poems, which for the most part I've gotten good feed back on. Thank you to all who follow me and show me love. I really dont deserve it but thank you anyway. Over the next 2 weeks (from now through the 21st) I hope to add more to my "Journey" series, theirs only 2 in there right now and that's not doing it justice, I really am excited about that series, but the inspiration is different. The emotion is different. *sigh* with the angel series, it was so focused, there was so so so much emotion in it, that to write each poem was a release. The poems weren't forced, but I HAD to write em to release the emotion you know. A few of those poems, my hands couldn't keep up with my head and I was cursing myself for it. I love that series

~a Slaves Heart,,,~
A slave's heart is filled with love, loyalty and trust, for the right Master. There are a lot of Masters, but there can only be one, "The One." When a slave finds her soul entwined with the One, she is satisfied, she is alive, she is complete. The journey is long and hard. The search goes on, but when it is found, it is blessed with the union that most cannot find in a lifetime. A Journey is worth a lifetime.

Thanks
hey everyone, thank you soooooooooo much to all those who remmebered my birthday, all the cards and presents are very much appreciated. To those of you who forgot or didnt pay attention to the status i had up all day long lol............... IM NEVER EVER HAVING PHONE SEX WITH YOU AGAIN lol. On a bright note I didnt do much of anything today, went out this noon got my lunch paid for and a cpl free beers from the bar, came home had a few more, im good for the night. To the DJs that played music for me in the lounge, YOU FUCKIN RAWK! To those who sent me gifts thank you very much, they made my day as well as all of you. I LOVE you all have a great week :D

It's How One Measures And Treasures
As the warmth of the rising sun Bright a new day has just begun It's all on you how to have fun The boiling unstable balance of Lust, desire, that burning fire You allow the amount of flow Come on let's take and go with The motion of a raging river Pushing the blood though your Heart, can always mind itself As long as you know that Love is what you make it..........

Girlfrind Apps
...I blame curiosity =) Girlfriend Application. About You Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your AIM or MSN screen name: Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all your looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?: Do you like to cuddle?: How much?: Have you ever been cheated on?: Would you cheat on me?: Have you ever cheated on someone?: List your top 3 bands 1.: 2.: 3.: Top 3 movies 1.: 2.: 3.: Do you like to party?: What if i wanted to stay home and watch a movie with you?: What if i wanted to kiss you in the rain?: Are you spontaneous?: Willing to try new things?: Like your picture taken?: Do you drive?: Go to school?: IMPORTANT QUESTIONS

Between Me And You....
Above all else they are safe and do not contain harmful chemicals or carcinogens, that other household, laundry, and cosmetics contain. For example: Did you know… Chlorine bleach can burn, irritate skin, eyes, and the respiratory system? Ammonia can be damaging to the eyes, skin, and respiratory tract? Air fresheners contain toxins that include Formaldehyde and Phenol? Dishwashing detergents contain dry chlorine, which is the #1 cause of poisoning in children according to poison control? Furniture polish contains Petroleum Distillates, which can cause skin and lung cancer. Another fact for anyone who cleans their own home: According to the National Cancer Society, a 15 year study found that women are at higher risk of cancer! I am so excited to know that by changing my household over to non toxic,natural,enviornmentally items, my house is a cleaner, safer place for my family.I know not alot people know where to get this so ask me and I will let you know where.

Easiest Way To Make Xmas $$$
I found a wellness company that works similar to a wholesale shopping club where you pay a membership fee to shop and get discount prices. The difference is that this company manufactures products which are safer and healthier for you and the environment, and instead of going out to the store to buy them, the company delivers the products right to your doorstep. And the best part is, if you love the products and tell others about them and they join, the company will pay you! IM DOING IT ALONG WTH MANY OTHERS...WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR???

The Winners For Little Christmas Treat
THE WINNERS FOR LITTLE CHRISTMAS TREAT ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER FOR 100,000 FU-BUCKS WITH :Current rating: 10.24 (58) Uploaded: December 10 2007 Comments: 4059 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR 50,000 FU-BUCKS WITH :Current rating: 10.16 (25) Uploaded: December 10 2007 Comments: 2898 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR 25,000 FU-BUCKS WITH :Current rating: 10.31 (16) Uploaded: December 10 2007 Comments: 2038 CONGRATULATION TO ALL THE WINNERS AND THANKS FOR ALL YOUR PARTICIPATION HAVE A WONDERFUL EVENING AND FABULOUS WEEK HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞®

Happiness?
Is it possible for everyone to find happiness? Or is it only meant for some to find? That is the question that burns through my mind. How is it that some are blessed with wonderful relationship, were others must love someone who doesnt love them back. Or there are some who have money out their ears,were some are barely scraping by. I dont understand this but maybe someday i will. My dad says happiness comes with love, but the only thing i see that comes with love is heartache and loneliness. My dad also tell me that i only need to find the one person i can give my heart to, and this will give me love and happiness. The only problem with that is if you give your heart to someone the always offer it back in pieces with a note that says " Here you go, you can put it back together." I am not going to say happiness is not going to happen for i have a long life ahead of me. I just wish i could find it right now.

I Will Remember You!!!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel and Michael & Susan Date: Dec 10, 2007 7:41 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: DawgismDate: Dec 10, 2007 6:38 PMI WILL REMEMBER YOU! During the holidays let us all remember those who will not be coming home for Christmas.Mothers.. Fathers.. Sisters.. Brothers.. Soldiers.. Heroes..Repost this to let the family's of these soldiers realize that their loved ones are not forgotten!While writing this bulletin something occured to me. Soldiers at war are the only people in the world who truly don't judge the person next to them.They are brothers in arms, religion, race, sexual preference or whatever, it doesn't matter.The person next to them is just human with no other labels beside being called Soldier!Why is it that only then do we not see labels or bigotry?Think about it..

Oh, The Casino!
One more time, just enough to ease my mind. Everything's fine, when it's only you and I... And I cry because loss like this just don't make sense. I try, but I just can't grasp why... Waste the whole night away I don't know what to say. Disregard everything. Just can't feel anything. Now it's you, I still can't believe it's true. Down here it's cold, when I let myself go. It's contrived, and inside I think I've died, but I'll go on... You're always on my side. Just to hear your voice speak one more word. Just so see you smile. Waste the whole night away I don't know what to say. Disregard everything. Just can't feel anything

Hero Angel Tree...
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,The Diesel and Michael & Susan Date: Dec 10, 2007 7:47 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Doug ManaghanDate: Dec 10, 2007 2:44 PM

Trusting Fool!!
No help requested No money asked for Just a kind ear A loving soul When figuring things out The mind is not always easy to sort Speaking whats on the mind Lets orginization take place When ones soul is hurting To let it all out to the one of trust Is all I have All that is requested That shoulder to cry on Those arms to hold me for safty Kind word to remind me I am loved by you To let me know you are there All I have to do is ask The offer and wonderful gesters made Even if not accepted Know they where appriecated I have trusted and believed in many Walked on and taken advantage of So trust with me was hard to give But I gave it all to you Now I wonder was I the fool

Yea I Kno What I Said...
Why am I still on here? Because I am feeling fuking better than earlier. Aint nothing like a little Jack to help you wind down...ok...1/2 a bottle of Jack...dare me to drive....LOL It cracks me up the shit I think of when I am alone. Mostly about this fucked up year. Where did it go? This year has defintely been a roller coaster for me! Thats for damn sure. So many things I want to say in these blogs but dont or should I say cant...this is like my only true friend...LOL. They dont talk back...they let you vent and just leave you alone! I just wonder why I have done what I have this year. Its been a roller coaster of emotions, happiness, saddness and unwantedness. I think this year sucked more than the others...well...when I lived with Jeff yea...they were terrible. Mostly I wonder why am I here? Ya kno? I feel like I have made a mistake being here...but I dont want to be down there either...I dont kno where to go to be honest? Who am I here for? No one. Not myse

Nothing
Is it possible to miss something that never existed in the first place? I mean u build something up in your mind to what u want it to be and over time it becomes real. It becomes so real that eventually its your whole world. You incorporate it into your life, and your happiness becomes dependent upon it. So how is it that something nonexistsnt becomes so important? and how is it that something nonexistant can make u hurt so fuckig bad?

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Tired Of It! Uhhhhhhhh
i brouse threw fubar pages all day and it seems like their are so many guys that are just all about the girls on here that are showing plenty of skin , and not that its bothering me but all the good looking guys are all about going straight to the pages of the girls that are preppie , slutty , weighs 2 pounds , dont get me wroung i dont weigh 2 pounds , im a 24 yr old mom who loves my phat ass and my tig ol' bitties , but all these 2 pound shawtys that need a drumstick shoved down their throats , are annoying . i mean give me a damn break bitches , EAT a danm piece of cake!!!!!!!!

12-10 I'm Tired Beyond Names
Fingers paint colors through me, lover, Red is the pain/pleasure I breathe Hold me captive, enraptured, skin screaming Heart bleeding, addicted to every piece of you I need to tell you this; I need to feel You in me, I want to feel your Imprint burning me, muscles aching Discomfort my souvenir, your bruises Inside; through me, my veins scream for you I’ll feed through my fingertips; quench the fire inside me Be the alchemist; cure my disease; inject me I want to crawl around for crumbs of you, Licking my fingers; taste the memory, love is An anachronism that gives us no justice Addiction a feeding but not the mixing of mind Obsession insanity and captures my bleeding Inventing words without form, for what I have with you It is so much above substance, falls not short of sublime

As The Year Ends
lets see as one year ends and we are heading to a new one time is time to reflect on what has all happen or what we think will happen.this year as been full of sadness and happiness times of celerbrations of lives and yes of course deaths. The first three months of the year i broke up with my bf Chris,discovered i had cancer,beat it buried my two of my aunts and my grandfather....by the time april hit i was looking for some good thing to happen in my life. It did in the form of Ian.he became a great friend..i have had highs and lows like everyone else this year but one thing for sure i made some good friends,rediscovered old ones and had fun all the while doing so. i got a new tattoo to honour my dead grandparents and i love it,discovered new kinks and enjoyed life through laughter and tears am looking forward to ringing in a new year can any one else say the same?

Old Vds New
Ok I was thinking of how shitty our generation is compared to the rest. I mean think about it, our generation is full of pussies. I feel hippies brought upon the end of manly kickass generations. So im only gonna list examples from pre hippie time and ill say that is pre 1970s. So here are the exmaples of why our generation sucks money balls 1) Protesters- Protesters were so more badass before hippies fucked it up, just look at the facts. I would use war protesters. Since they didnt exist back in the day probablly because of fear of getting there ass beat I cant. So ill use another example; ill use price of goods. Now people bitch about gas prices. keyword is bitch, they do nothing. I have read countless bulletins about only shop at certian gas stations to force the others to lower the price.I didnt list any inparticular company because every bulliten i have read has been different. How come every gas station I always see cars at? Is it because the generations alive now are

What Is This Site Coming To....
Well now i'm pissed. Went to watch a bit of TV tonight and came back here to a message from the fubar shop...yup you guessed it, some moron had them mark one of my angel pictures (that I got off google images) as NSFW. Winduptoy and I are having pics marked by some coward who won't show their face because of being anal. When I started with this site, it was a fun site to be on, better than any other site out there. Since the introduction of Communistic rule here this site has become a severe downer. It seems like you can't have anything on this site anymore because some anal person who doesn't know art when they see it has to complain to the staff like a little 2 year old...wait let me rephase that, even a 2 year old could appreciate art. The way I look at it is this folks, if they want to have Communist rule here I think it's about time that we leave this site for another one. I have recommended a different site to a lot of my friends on here and they are there having a blast. It

Christmas Pagent
THE CHRISTMAS PAGEANT My husband and I had been happily married (most of the time) for five years but hadn't been blessed with a baby. I decided to do some serious praying and promised God that if he would give us a child, I would be a perfect mother, love it with all my heart and raise it with His word as my guide. God answered my prayers and blessed us with a son. The next year God blessed us with another son. The following year, He blessed us with yet another son. The year after that we were blessed with a daughter. My husband thought we'd been blessed right into poverty. We now had four children, and the oldest was only four years old. I learned never to ask God for anything unless I meant it. As a minister once told me, 'If you pray for rain, make sure you carry an umbrella.' I began reading a few verses of the Bible to the children each day as they la

Blah
we'll i hate xmas. it brings out the worst feelings in me. the loneliness. i hate feeling so alone. im not really alone. i have my hubby and stepdaughter. but i dont have any friends here in BC yet. so its a bit rough. this year im bringing in "strays" there is a senior citz that lives in ians parents building, her family has forgotten her. she has alzhimers. if i thought i was lonely i cant even imagine... so im bringing her to our house for xmas. we dont really know her, but ians parents do and shes friendly. she will forget us by the next morning, but i know i won't. i hope she feels loved even if she doesn't remember it. i know im feeling the xmas blues, but i can't stand by and see someone else going through it too. if i had the $ i would invite more than 1 person. i think i need to go find some volunteer project.

Yule Fires
Tune: "Greensleeves" In ancient days the folk of old When chilled with fright by winter's cold Did kindle up a great Yule fire With leaping flames in its great pyre; So to entice the waning sun To rise again and wider run; It's fiery course across the sky, To warm them so they would not die. So we, whose minds now sense a chill Of anger in the evil will, The human conflict, hate, and strife, Which hold a menace over life; Would kindle up a flame of love That we within our hearts may move, In Yuletide joy, with love embrace And thus abide in peace and grace.

Ye Children All Of Mother Earth
Tune: "It Came Upon a Midnight Clear" Ye children all of Mother Earth Join hands and circle around To celebrate the Solstice night When our lost Lord is found Rejoice, the year has begun again The Sun rise above So share the season together now In everlasting love

What Child Is This?
Tune: "Greensleeves" What child is this, who rises now from His Mother's womb returning Her children greet most joyously the sight of His face's bright burning Chorus: This, this is the Sun child born The radiant one, the light returned Born unto the world again This child, the promise of summer His growing light returns the warmth that darkness stole from out the Earth To bud the leaves, and blossoms bring to signal the Spring's rebirth Chorus

We Three Crones
Tune: "We Three Kings" We three crones of magic-past are, Bearing gifts, we traverse afar, Fields & fountain, moor & mountain, Following each our star. Chorus: Oh, star of wonder, star of might, Star of radiant beauty bright, Inward leading, still proceeding, Guide us with thy magick light. Gold I bring, the Earth's hidden gleam, Guards our Mem'ry, draws forth our dream; Weary-curing, strong enduring, Holding time's circling stream. Chorus Frankincense I carry with me. Incense aids the spirit to see; Analyzing, wize, up-rising, Sense of the Earth, flow free! Chorus Myrrh is mine, it's bitter perfume Lifts new life, a magical broom; Praying, flying, purifying, Away with old lingering gloom. Chorus Glorious gifts of magic (wimmin) we praise, Maiden, Mother, Ancient of Days; Strength, and sense, and energy; whence Return to our sacred ways. Chorus

Triple Solstice Goddess
Tune: "We Three Kings" Goddesses of the Solstice are we Bringers of the Star and the Tree Maiden, Mother, Crone uncover Winter's deep mystery Chorus: Oh, time of wisdom, time of light Time of Winter's darkest night Goddess hold me, Love enfold me Open me to Your light Maiden of the darkness, I sing Underworlds of wisdom, I bring Seeking, learning, Kore returning Bearing the light of Spring Demeter, the slumbering Earth Dreaming of the Daughter's rebirth Candles lighted, world united Knowing our own true worth Crone of deepest wisdom, I dwell Deep in Time's mysterious well Dreaming, daring, teaching, sharing Hecate's secret spell

The Twelve Days Of Yuletide
Tune: "The Twelve Days of Christmas" On the first day of Yuletide my true love gave to me, a Circle 'round a Pine Tree. On the second day of Yuletide my true love gave to me, Two pointed Horns and a Circle 'round a Pine Tree. etc. 1. A Circle 'round a Pine Tree 2. Two pointed Horns 3. Three Silver Cups 4. Four Pentagrams 5. Five Magick Rings 6. Six critters Fetching 7. Seven Candles Glowing 8. Eight Fires Blazing 9. Nine Herbs a-Brewing 10. Ten Stones a-Standing 11. Eleven Brooms a-Flying 12. Twelve Witches Dancing

The Thirteen Days Of Solstice
Tune: "The Twelve Days of Christmas" On the first day of Solstice the Goddess sent to me, some healing to set me free. On the second day of Solstice the Goddess sent to me, Gifts from my love and some healing to set me free. etc. 1. Some healing to set me free 2. Gifts from my love 3. A helping dream 4. A branch of evergreen 5. Joyous song! 6. Greetings from my neighbors 7. Magick for the year 8. Fine conversation 9. Nine pearls of wisdom 10. Candles for the lighting 11. Deep contemplation 12. Showers of abundance 13. A grand celebration

Everything You Ever Need To Know About My Thought Process
I really don't fit in to any stereotypes of "Blackness". Apparently those stereotypes are what attract a lot of women to some men. I'm not a thug, I don't drink and smoke weed or any of that...yet I seem to feel constant ridicule for being something I'm not..its the little comments I notice "You don't sound black" or "You are the whitest black guy I've ever met" "You aren't black" What the hell is "being black"? Those are like daggers destroying the very fiber of everything I've worked to not become. I get cold shouldered because I'm not dressed a certain way, or talk a certain way. I get cold shouldered because I don't do things a certain way. What is wrong with bucking the system of stereotypes? Or has society so conditioned us that there is only one way for certain people to act? I choose not to drink, smoke and do drugs, for the same reasons others chose to do them. I am different. I am not a stereotype. So if it means I spend a lot of time alone...so be it.

Carolina Dreams
When dawn fades, into early morning light. Cudzu on the vine, dew drops crystal bright. Moisture drips, from the weathered edges. Creeps up the wall, and faded window ledges. Here thier love was borne, right at the break of dawn. In the shadows of, The Willow's song. Dark claws touch her face, with exquiste release. He senses her aura, no need to even speak. His translucent wings wrap around her, with infinte grace. She steps close to his chest, and touches his face. Tendrils of golden curls, and eyes of striking green. Talons so shiney and black, in the morning sun do gleam. With fluidic motion, there could be no deciet. reaching down, he swept her, completely off her feet. Together and Etherial, the dragon and she. Have journeyed through time, for endless eternities. They found that love, had surpassed it's bounds. it has no limits, it completely surrounds. In liquid grace, it fills the mold. And Love ...well... It's the greate

The Solstice Child
Tune: "What Child is This?" (Greensleeves) What child is this who brings such light that all who see Her grow hopefull? The Solstice candles, this darkest night, rekindle a flame in our soul. This, this is the Solstice child, the Maiden brilliant, the Maiden wild. Come, sisters, to hold Her near, the hope and the light of the New Year. [Variant] What Child is this, who brings such light That all who see Him grow hopeful The Solstice candles, this darkest night Rekindle a flame in our soul This, this is the Solstice Child The Sun God brilliant, the Sun God wild Come, Pagans, to hold Him near The hope and the light of the New Year

The Darkest Of Loves
The Darkest of Loves Category: Writing and Poetry Your darkness surrounds me, completely lost in the depth of your eyes. Empassioned kisses, 'neath star filled skies. Your touch... I feel it on my skin. Opening our hearts, to where shadows have been. I can heal the hurt, I can heal the pain. With strength of soul brought to you, upon the wings of the Rain. A connection so deep, that it scares you to the bone. Your thoughts draw to me, when you're all alone. You see my eyes, look through your soul. Knowing smiles, of moments we've stole. Your darkness I crave, with every breath that I take. Heal the pain, that has made this heart break. Bound at your feet, Head bowed low. There's more to me, than anyone could ever know. Torture that burns, through the depths of my mind. Shattered pieces of what was once whole, sewn together with thread s

The Holly And The Ivy
Tune: "The Holly and the Ivy" The holly and the ivy When they are both full grown Of all the trees that are in the wood The holly bears the crown The rising of the sun And the running of the deer The playing of the merry tunes As we Pagans sing with cheer The holly bears a blossom White as the lily flower The Goddess shares the Solstice Sun Days grow longer with its power The rising of the sun And the running of the deer We celebrate with joyous hearts The Wheel of the Year The holly bears a berry As red as any blood The Goddess brings the Solstice Sun To allow our hopes to bud The rising of the sun And the running of the deer These blessed signs of life's renewal Will banish any fear The holly bears a prickle As sharp as any thorn The Goddess lights the Solstice Sun As we welcome the new morn The rising of the sun And the running of the deer The Green Man and the Holly King Are always welcome here The holly bears a bark As bitter as

Song Of The Sprites And The Elder Tree
Sprites, Sprites, come now to me. Bring to me your, bright energy. Aloft are thee, in the Elder Tree. Where the Gnomes do hide, and the fairies sing. Tiny voices that, ring through the air. Pointed ears, long flowing hair. Sprites, Sprites, come now through me. In the garden of Time, incantations wispered secretly. Come join with me, and let us sing. The coming of Autumn, before winter's cold sting. Nestled within, the wood of the Elder. Sleep you will , and while away the hours. Hearthstones that burn, emberless fires. Beetles high on, watchtower spires. That stretch high above, her great old Boughs. So many times she's seen, Death's great shroud. Protector, enchantress, was she. And vowed to protect them, for eternity. So the Sprites, and the fairies, Took from her berries, and made the finest wine.

New >>fire & Ice Lounge
MySpace Graphics & MySpace Codes I am a greeter @ the NEW ***Fire & Ice Lounge*** Come and join in the fun!!! It is a great family! Go to the Lounges section of my site and click on the GOREAT >>Fire & Ice Lounge

Just To Fill You In...
You might have noticed that I havent been on much at all... I needed a break. Still doing the break thing but popping in everynow and then to check things out. I can say i dont like what im seeing by way of everyone knowing my business on here.. So im seriously thinking of leaving fubar. Hell i spend more time on myspace anymore anyway and a couple of game sites. if you want to be added on my myspace the url is www.myspace.com/shell1977. Only certain people will be added on there to protect myself and my children sorry. its best to email me on there first. and if your profile is new or has no pic either one you wont be added. but im out for the evening. getting ready to call Brad and wish him good night then head to bed myself. Im going to his house tomorrow so i wont be home till late if at all.

Eye's Open Wide
I feel ashamed of myself for believing you. I thought it was right to put up a fight. The lies that you told are beginning to unfold, my eyes have opened and all that I see is the money and greed that you hold. We need a global change and that is something beyond your range-- of understanding. It's money in your bank while men and women break their back to live and thrive to try and survive to just stay alive. Look at us crying while people are dying. Mother's on welfare, not enough medicare--denied healthcare. Children on the street trying to make ends meet. When do you open your eyes and stop telling the lies? My eyes are open wide-it's my faith I will hide. Could you ever be strong and admit you were wrong? I will admit to the lesson I learned and to the right that was earned by the brave while standing at their grave. Eye's open wide, it's been a long ride.

Solstice Day In The Morning
Tune: "I Saw Three Ships" Children's laughter in the air The Smell of pine is everywhere With all the love that we can share On Solstice day in the morning Thank the Lord and Lady then For that warm peace we feel within When we gather once again On Solstice Day in the Morning The wonder of the Sun's rebirth The child who brings us love and mirth Enhancing all our own souls's worth On Solstice Day in the Morning And yet so many years before We knew the one we still adore The Lady guiding us to shore On Solstice day in the morning With the ancient ones give voice Dance together is our choice Share the mysteries and rejoice On Solstice day in the morning Children's laughter in the air The Smell of pine is everywhere With all the love that we can share On Solstice day in the morning

This Is So True
7 Lovemaking Mistakes That Couples Make and How to Avoid Them add to favorites Did you know that people who try to spice up their lovemaking, often make their experiences LESS fulfilling? Itâ€™s true.Over the years, I've seen couples make the same mistakes over and over again, when trying to improve their love lives, and I'd like to teach you how to overcome and avoid these problems. Here are the 7 lovemaking mistakes. Are you making them? MISTAKE #1: Feeling scared or embarrassed to talk about trying new things Have you ever had an idea to spice up your lovemaking but were afraid of what your partner may think? Believe it or not, in 90% of cases, your partner would LOVE to try something new, too, but they're just as uncomfortable or embarrassed about bringing it up as you are. And you don't need to introduce whips, chains or a third person. That's nonsense! There are hundreds of ways to bring variety to your passionate play that aren't crude or dangerous and that your partn

A Talk With Cernnunos
A Talk With The God On the banks of the river, where lush cat tails grow. On the edge of a wood, covered in snow. Water rushes swiftly by, pieces of ice bobbing in the flow. Right there, beside the tree, a magestic stagg with a bright aura glow. The passage of Time, slowed then became still. In the stillness He came to me, completely in his will. Pale beams of moonlight, glistened off his silky fur. As I stand in his presence, head bowed and demure. His body shifts to human form, no longer stag with cloven feet. His wizened eyes touch my soul, making my heart skip a beat. With a voice soft but firm ," With every breath you take, even if you stumble on the way. Do not take life gifts for granted, and you must cherish every single day. You my child, Even if it seems to be, You will never be alone, as long as you are free. Freedom of choice, like t

Silent Night
Tune: "Silent Night" Silent night, Solstice Night All is calm, all is bright Nature slumbers in forest and glen Till in Springtime She wakens again Sleeping spirits grow strong! Sleeping spirits grow strong! Silent night, Solstice night Silver moon shining bright Snowfall blankets the slumbering Earth Yule fires welcome the Sun's rebirth Hark, the Light is reborn! Hark, the Light is reborn! Silent night, Solstice night Quiet rest till the Light Turning ever the rolling Wheel Brings the Winter to comfort and heal Rest your spirit in peace! Rest your spirit in peace! VERSION II Silent night, holy night, All is calm, all is bright. Starlight gleams upon the snow. In our hands the candles glow, As we sing of peace. As we sing of peace. Silent night, holy night, We will share love's pure light. Radiant beams from every face Tell our dreams for every place. Hope again is born, Hope again is born.

Basic Meditation And Chakral Alighnment
Pain and Unhappiness are misconceptions to the nature of Reality. Which bring me to the four noble truths of Lord Buddha, which are: Truth of suffering Cause of suffering Cessation of said suffering and it's causes The path to that cessation I, as I am sure all of us at one time or another in our lives need to take stock of mental, emotional and Spiritual stability. We need to develop a single pointed concentration of meditative stabilization to be able to recognise these Truths and heal the pain that causes us to shut down. One can not love if thier own glass is only half full. We must learn to fill that "Glass" within ourselves so that we can give the love that we wish to give to the people in our lives. The first most basic step in meditation is to alighn the chakras. You can do this in any position you wish. I usually sit cross legged with my wrists resting on my knees, or in Proud Mountain pose. Begin by rolling your head three times on each side and bre

Share The Light
Tune: "The First Noel" On this Winter holiday, let us stop and recall That this season is holy to one and to all. Unto some a Son is born, unto us comes a Sun, And we know, if they don't that all paths are one. Chorus: Share the light, share the light! Share the light, share the Light! All paths are one on this holy night! Be it Chanukah or Yule, Christmas time or Solstice night, All celebrate the eternal light. Lighted tree or burning log, Or eight candle flames. All gods are one god, whatever their names. VERSION II On this Winter holiday, let us stop and recall That this season is holy to one and to all. Unto some a Son is born, unto us comes a Sun, We gather together that all paths are one. Chorus: Share the light, share the light! Share the light, share the Light! All paths are one on this holy night! Be it Chanukah or Yule, Christmas time or Solstice night, All celebrate the returning light. Lighted tree or burning log, Or eight candle f

Never Again!
This came from a soulful hurt caused by a lover who did not feel the same. Soul confused, it's so often misused. It's worn completely thin , and more than a little bruised. Confusion runs rampant, in pragmatic scenes. Alone in my thoughts, as it should be. A karmic bond, is not a light thing. You must open yourself, to the joy it could bring. I feel..like a fool, that has taken a leap of faith. Only to find out, that it was a just a mistake. Man, just fucking close yourself off. You're never gonna find it, it's Never how you thought. I was never meant, to be a solitary soul. Watch the coy swim, in a gold fish bowl. Of never understanding , why Love equals pain. The lightening flashes, followed by Rain. Cold and gray, as dark as my soul. Because the one has gone, that made me feel whole. I knew I should have never said I love you.

Pagans, One And All
Tune: "Masters in This Hall" Verse 1: Pagans one and all Hear what I do say Words from deep within And ever I you pray Chorus: Hail hail hail to the Earth below Mother of all life upon her, and the source of all we know Hail hail hail to the Sun above Our Lord the Sun is born again, the source of Light and Love Verse 2: Born again at Solstice, the Sun God rules the Winter Skies; His Consort, Earth our Mother; The Year between them flies. Chorus Verse 3: Through the days of Springtime The Sun God grows apace Turning to Her flowers A gentle, smiling face. Chorus Verse 4: Come the May and Beltaine, The Sun God gains the Lady’s Love. Her mantle green with courting; His fullness reigns above. Chorus Verse 5: Through the blaze of Summer, The Sun God burns his fiercest then His pride is in his Lover; The growth she shows within. Chorus Verse 6: Come the time of First Fruits The Sun God then his strength has spent The e

From Darkness To Light
I began writing this poem one year after the death of my oldest child in '93. So It was '94 . Then in one of my moves a couple of years ago, I lost it and finally found it like some thirteen years later to the day.Coincidence ? or fate? I read it and thought back over how I had changed in all these years and decided to add a lighter note to the end of the piece. And I changed a few things from the original but I think I like this version just as well. " From Darkness to Light" Jaws, tearing at my flesh, as pieces fly into the wind. Teeth, ripping at my breast, blood dripping from his maw. Snakes slither through empty skulls, that once held eyes with tears. All love and joy stollen. alone through the years. As blood pours from my veins, I see a single ray of light. I ask it "Why?" " Why was she taken from my sight?" With a hideous cackle, unknown to human ears. "It's the payment of Karma, ecrewed

Stephanielynn Wants To Get Bomed
I’M A MORNING PERSON… Come get bombed with me tomorrow morning! I’ll pay ya for it. (Fu-bucks with that Mimosa?) So here’s the deal… TUESDAY MORNING DURING MY HAPPY HOUR AT 9 AM FU-TIME (That’s 12/11 at 9 AM Pacific Time, 12 noon Eastern time, 11 AM Central time for Hellcat) Pick someone out of my give-away folder (pick any person… including yourself if you’re a contestant!!). Give them 100 comments. I’ll give YOU 10,000 Fu-bucks. YEAH, that’s right… 100 bucks per comment. It’s a good deal… and that first hour at work you’re just surfing the web anyway. Or hey, if you’re on the East coast, spend your lunch hour with me and make some quick and easy Fu-bucks. SO COME ON… You’ll be helping someone else AND getting Fu-bucks too. Few simple rules • No NSFW comments are to be left. • You must private message me once you have completed the 100 comments. Let me know WHICH pic you chose. And I will promptly send you 10,000 Fu-buc

Our Lady Greensleeves
Tune: "Greensleeves" VERSION I Midwinter moon is shining bright The yuletide log is burning. The people gather 'round tonight The Sabbat wheel is turning. Joy! Mirth! The Sun's rebirth! Now as of old we greet Thee. Gladdening is the song we sing Of praises to the Lady. 'Twas at the feast of bright Beltane When we all were a-Maying, Sweet minstrel Queen in Her gown of green Spring roundelay was playing. And though now roped in snow Her wintry garb deceives, for Bedipped with holly and mistletoe She is still Our Lady Greensleeves. So drink ye wassail everyone Good Pagans all made merry With wine as red as the reborn Sun, As red as holly-berry. Dancing, come join the ring, As Her Yuletide spell she weaves. Fair Queen, the evergreen, Sweet lovely Lady Greensleeves. VERSION II The winter moon is shining bright The yuletide log is burning Good people gather and tonight the sabbat wheel is turning Joy, Mirth, the Sun's rebirth Noels of old we greet

Marrukkah The Dragon
Yearning to seek fortunes, long since gone. In caverns deep, below the stone. Nestled at the foot of the mountains, in the lee of the Fae. He was there before time was, the ancients did say. Walk upon , a dragon's lair. Shiney gold, and things so fair. Mountains of rubies, covered in dust. Jewel encrusted swords, that will never rust. he sees a , single flash of light. As the dragon catches him, in his sight. He flexes his wings, and snaps his jaws. Cobb webbs clinging, to his outstretched claws. " Speak now! Why are you in my lair? On your knees, How do you dare?" With contrite grace, the man bows low. " There are just some things, I yearn to know." The dragon flexes his wing, see the tip snap. " Beware human , there are traps. You have one choice, so take it now. To save your life, or walk the clouds."

Oh, Come All Ye Faithful
Tune: "Oh, Come All Ye Faithful" Oh, come all ye faithful Gather round the Yule Fire Oh, come ye, oh, come ye, To call the Sun! Fires within us Call the Fire above us O, come, let us invoke Him! O, come, let us invoke Him! O, come, let us invoke Him! Our Lord, the Sun! Yea, Lord, we greet Thee! Born again at Yuletide! Yule fires and candle flames Are lighted for You! Come to thy children Calling for thy blessing! O, come let us invoke Him O, come let us invoke Him O, come let us invoke Him Our Lord, the Sun!

Too Much Thinking
In the dawn, of the early morning dew. Again my thoughts, drift back to you. Somehow I can't help, these feelings I feel. Or even if the visions, I've had are real. Candles held high, the circle 'round. Two lover's entwined, upon the ground. Seeking, Searching, wanting so much more. You've stirred feelings, felt only once before. What does it mean? What can we do? It feels so strange, I think I'm starting to love you. My knees get weak, and my hands start to shake. This fire's inferno, I can not slake. I want to feel, your kiss on my lips. The rush of our pulses, as we find our bliss. Again, again, my thoughts drift to you. The marvelous, maleness, the wonder of you. Written By: Ruth Anna Brown-Weems Copy Right, All Rights Reserved October 06

O Tannenbaum/o Yuletide Tree
Tune: "O, Tannenbaum" O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum How true you stand unchanging! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum How true you stand unchanging! Your boughs so green in summertime Remain as green in wintertime O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum How true you stand unchanging! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum Your message is enduring! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum Your message is enduring! Of all the trees of field and hill You best recall the Lady's will O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum Your message is enduring! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum You teach us hope and patience! O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum You teach us hope and patience! Through icy day and frozen night You bear the promise of the Light O tannenbaum, O tannenbaum You teach us hope and patience! ***************************************** O Yuletide Tree, O Yuletide Tree How lovely are thy branches O Yuletide Tree, O Yuletide Tree How lovely are thy branches Bring joyful tidings of great cheer O Yuletide Tree, O Yuletide

Touched By The Goddess
Touched By The Goddess Current mood: contemplative Birds in flight, catch my sight. As I drift into, dreams of the night. The veil of shadows, catches my breath. I feel like.. I'm on the verge of death. Creation sings, of the Goddesses might. Giving to me, power of the Night. As I seek the , greatest of illuminations. Visions so grande, awesome incantations. Of sights the vision sends, into the depths of my soul. Some how, some way, the Goddess will make me whole. At Odin's table, we laugh and sing. " Look forth," He said, " Look to the Tree." Freya leans forward, and grabs a flask. And I ask my Goddess, " What is thy task?" With a smile on her lips, and Odin's Raven's by her side. " Look forth within yourself, for the things you can not hide. And write my child, for that is what you do. Do not fear, I will always gu

O Holy Night
Tune: "O Holy Night" VERSION I O holy night! The stars shine in their brightness. It is the night of the dear Sun Child's birth. Long lay the world in growing cold and darkness 'Til He appeared, casting light o'er the earth. A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn. All nature sings! Oh raise your joyous voices! Oh night divine! This night the Sun is born! Oh night divine! Oh night, oh night divine! VERSION II O holy night, the stars are brightly shining. It is the night of the Sun God's rebirth Long lay the world, in cold and darkness pining. `Til He appeared, and the soul felt its worth. A thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices. For yonder breaks, a new and glorious morn. Rise from your knees! O hear the Pagan's voices! O night divine. O night when light was born. O night divine. O night divine. [Variant Verses] O holy night, the stars are brightly shining It is the night of the Goddess's birth Long

Mom's An Army
Mom's an Army borrowed from Joan Baumann Mom's an Army now! When Dad's away Mom's the Commanding Officer. When Dad's at home, Mom's the Executive Officer, coordinating and executing actions for the Command Team. Keeping track of the kids, she's the S-1. Collecting neighborhood news and relaying it to Dad she's the S-2. Making plans for the family and training the kids, she's the S-3. Stocking food and supplies for the family, she's the S-4. She answers all the family correspondence and makes appointments for Dad, so that makes her the Adjutant. Worrying about the family budget makes her the Comptroller. Paying the bills and accounting to Dad for the paychecks makes her the Finance and Accounting Officer. Looking for a new place to live when we move, she's the Billeting Officer. Assigning us chores to do, getting us fed, bathed and put to bed; she is our First Sergeant. Serving food and doing dishes, she's on KP. Carrying small ch

What It Means To Love A Soldier
"What it means to love a Soldier". She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to her husband, a U.S. Army Soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the Twizzlers. There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort knowing they are not alone. Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast food galore and, of course, "Loans, Loans, Loans." This is a life that includes grocery shopping at a place called the Commissary. A life that has her venturing to the Post Exchange, referred to as the PX, instead of

Just A Common Soldier
~JUST A COMMON SOLDIER~ © 1987 A. Lawrence Vaincourt http://www.vaincourt.homestead.com/Common_Soldier.html He was getting old and paunchy and his hair was falling fast, And he sat around the Legion telling stories of his past Of a war that he had fought in and the deeds that he had done, In his exploits with his buddies~~they were heroes, every one. And tho' sometimes to his neighbours, his tales became a joke, All his Legion buddies listened, for they knew whereof he spoke But we'll hear his tales no longer, for old Bill has passed away, And the world's a little poorer, for the soldier died today. He won't be mourned by many, just his children and his wife, For he lived an ordinary, quick and uneventful life Held a job and raised a family, quietly going his own way And the world won't note his passing, tho' a soldier died today. When politicians leave this earth, their bodies lie in state While thousands note their passing and proclaim that

Lucid Thought
" Lucid Thought" Current mood: thoughtful So many things, go through my mind. Wondering if... I'll have the time. To make my silken, wings fly free. To look in the mirror, and love who I see. Of words upon the written page, that's speaks of love sublime. Take us back somewhere , someway through mystic space and time. fear and regret, doubt and rage. I cleanse my soul, with sacred sage. I miss the way, that she loved lace. I'm so afraid that, I'll forget her face. Of never really taking, that one and only chance. So many things I would have done, to change that circumstance. Tombstone rubbings, in new fallen rain. Not cold enough to, take my pain. Introspection, subjection, ripped through to the bone. Tears fall from my eyes, as I touch her stone. Charcoaled fingers, rub out her name. I drop to my knees, pray I'll stay sane. " Please take this pain, and give me light. Give me your strength, to help

Listless Thoughts
My Id and my Ego, are so far apart. My brain's so scattered, where do I start? Confusion reighns rampant, misguiding my soul. I know that I am seeking, something so much more. What it is I seek? who only knows. I guess that just, goes to show. How life is a cruel, and awful, sadistic game. Waiting for you, in the pouring rain. Icy shards of air, pierce my lungs as I try to breathe. Just give me something , good to believe. In moments of doubt, when I'm all alone. I look within myself, to find my own home. What's that you say? how can this be? feelings that border, on total insanity. Feeling so beautiful, but failing to see. The esscence of the soul, deep inside of me. Alone in my thoughts, as I always am. I love the looks, that I get from Man. Is that so very, wrong of me? Is there something , that I fail t

Moon Of Silver
Tune: "We Three Kings" Maiden, Mother, Ancient Crone, Queen of Heaven on your throne, Praise we sing Thee, Love we bring Thee, For all that you have shown. Chorus: Oh, Moon of Silver, Sun of Gold, Gentle Lady, Lord so bold! Guide us ever, failing never, Lead us in ways of old. Lord of Darkness, Lord of Light, Gentle Brother, King of Might, Praise we sing thee, Love we bring Thee On this Solstice night. Chorus VERSION II Come Thou, Lord, the Newborn Sun, Come, Sweet Mother, Holy One. Praise we sing Thee, Love we bring Thee As ever shall be done. Chorus: Oh, moon of silver, sun of gold! Gentle Lady, Lord so bold! Guide us ever, failing never, lead us all in ways of old. Maiden, Mother, Ancient Crone, Queen of Heaven on your throne, Praise we sing Thee, Love we bring Thee, For all that you have shown. Chorus Lord of Darkness, Lord of Light, Gentle Brother, King of Might! Praise we sing Thee, Love we bring Thee On this Solstice Night. Chor

Gif Photo's
Question I know it’s getting late guys; I’m having trouble uploading GIF Photos You Know The animated kind that moves, I don’t have a issue using a GIF code from photo bucket and using it on people comments it’s when I just want to upload a GIF photo to one of my albums it won’t work ? LoL….. I tried the fubar help center but there advice didn’t work no luck. if you have any information please drop me a note sometime thanks xoxoxo For example Below are codes cool no problem but when you try to upload good luck it doesn't work why ? Do I need To Change The Format ? Or Do I need a special software progream to upload GIF Photo Files ?

Ks To These Members
family members who helped out a family member today Mystic Warrior . lostangel~Mysti.. Mystic Angel ** Sassyharleylady.. jim*MWT* @MKKaren@~ mailbroad47**MW. Kittie Corpse~S.. trollsny**MWT**. the real flirt .. candimarie~Myst thank you to those of you who showed our member sassy some love

Own Me.
Alright so I'm in my first thing that's even close to a contest.. I figured why not, right? What do I have to lose.. nothing. So make a bid if you wanna own me for a month, the list on my pic is only what I could come up with at the time but there may be bonuses with that :P

Romanian Money Spell
Here is a spell that really , really works. It is an Ancient Romanian spell to bring you money. You will need a small glass, Like a rocks glass or a juice glass and three to six coins. I use Quarters, Nickles and Dimes. you may have candles if you wish but not necessary. Stand with the coins in your right hand held out , up high. Say" Trinka Five, Trinka Five, Ancient Spirits come alive. Money Grow and Money Thrive, Spirits of the Trinka Five." You will do this each night for nine nights during the waxing of the moon( As the moon grows fat, therefore drawing your money to you.) Then you will say the chant once a week until the money you desire has been brought to fruition. I have been very blessed by this chant and it has brought about a new and more lucrative job for me as well as other material things. Do not be greedy in what you wish for and the ancients will bless you. I think I saw this somewhere in one of Edain McCoy's b

Lady Moon Shine Softly
Tune: "O Little Town of Bethlehem" Lady moon shines softly down To light the Earth below As we, her children, gather here Around the Yule fire's glow We wait for morning's dawning First light of holy birth Our Lady turns the wheel of life Her Son returns to Earth With joy we'll greet his dawning A new year has begun With increased light is bright new hope Reborn in Everyone.

Joy To The World
words adapted by Karen Deal Robinson Joy to the world, the new year’s come. Now earth prepares for spring. Let every hearth with firelight bloom, And heaven and nature sing, And heaven and nature sing, And heaven, and heaven and nature sing. Joy to the earth, now gladness reigns, And birds their songs employ, While fields and floods, rocks, hills and plains Repeat the sounding joy, Repeat the sounding joy, Repeat, repeat the sounding joy. No more will cold and darkness grow, Though frost still coats the ground. We wait to hear the rivers flow As far as hope is found, As far as hope is found, As far, as far as hope is found. She heals the earth with truth and grace, And asks us all to prove The glories of Her righteousness And wonders of Her love, And wonders of Her love, And wonders, and wonders of Her love.

Impressions
Impressions, in the softened Earth. The delicate sounds, of laughter and mirth. Water rushes, over rounded stones. Contemplations of, how you have grown. Snow capped mountains, beckon you near. To find the peace., that you've needed for years. Moments that define, who you intrinsically are. Don't question the Fates, just look to the stars. For within the shadows, along the edges, you will see. All that is, and all that will be. Ruth Anna Brown-Weems Copy Right, All Rights Reserved November 6th, 2006

Daily Horoscope: Virgo
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For December 10,2007 If you're looking for romance, now is a great time to open your eyes and check out the situation around you -- especially at work or at school! If you're with someone already, things should go well. Who wants to be my Cuddle Buddy???

Love Don't Live Here Anymore
You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore When you lived inside of me There was nothing I could conceive That you wouldn't do for me Trouble seemed so far away You changed that right away, baby You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore Love don't live here anymore Just emptiness and memories Of what we had before You went away Found another place to stay, another home You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore In the windmills of my eyes Everyone can see the loneliness inside me Why'd ya have to go away Don't you know I miss you so and need your love You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore

Have Yourself A Merry Little Yuletide
Tune: "Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas" by Hugh Martin and Ralph Blane Have yourself a merry little Yuletide Let your heart be light From now on our troubles will be out of sight Have yourself a merry little Yuletide Make the Sabbat gay From now on our troubles will be miles away. Chorus: Here we are as in olden days Happy golden days of yore Faithful friends who are dear to us Gather near to us once more. Through the years we all will be together If the Fates allow Hang a shining star upon the highest bough And have yourself a merry little Yuletide now.

Hark The Neo-pagans Sing
Tune: "Hark the Herald Angels Sing" Hark the neo-Pagans sing, Glory to the Holly King! Peace on Earth and mercy mild, God and Goddess reconciled, Hear us now as we proclaim, We have risen from the flames, Our ancient Craft now we reclaim, In the God and Goddess' names Hark the neo-Pagans sing, Glory to the Holly King! Herne by highest love adored, Herne the ever-reborn Lord, At all times behold Him come, Offspring of the Holy One, Veiled in flesh, the Godhead see, Hail Incarnate Deity! Our ancient Craft now we reclaim, in the God and Goddess' names Hark the neo-Pagans sing, Glory to the Holly King!

Good Pagan Folk, Rejoice
Tune: "Good Christian Men Rejoice" Good Pagan folk, rejoice With heart and soul and voice Give ye heed to what we say News! News! Our Lord the Sun is born today Great him as the dawn's first light Bids farewell to dark of night The Sun returns today The Sun returns today Good Pagan folk, rejoice With heart and soul and voice Gather round the Yuletide tree Peace! Peace! Hope he brings for you and me Winter's cold is nearly gone We wait for spring with Joyous song Our Lord returns to Earth Our Lord returns to Earth Good Pagan folk, rejoice With heart and soul and voice Praise our Lady, praise her Son Joy! Joy! New life they bring to everyone Dance and sing and merry meet As the Lord of Light we greet The Sun returns today The Sun returns today

Us
We are looking for bi female friends and couples in our area. We wanna hang out, bbq, chill, go shopping, go to the movies, travel to the beach and more. We want to meet people with same interest and of course I am always on the look for a LTR girlfriend. I would like to meet an open minded single female who would not be intimidated by my marriage and to be a part of my life as a good friend and lover. I am 21 bi mixed bbw he is 34 sexi white guy. We want to meet and have fun with bi females and couples in our area, we are social drinkers, we are a very laid back couple. We dont do drugs and are disease free. We have a family and we are discreet and expect the same. We are open to pretty much everything. I like anything from light spanking to rough forced sex, anything pretty much goes, except potty game and back door action. We don't have a lot of experience with this lifestyle but would like to change that- Hubby is straight would love to watch me suck on pussy. we have had 1

Truck Driving Man
I was driving in my truck and quit frankly thought i was stuck on the road of solitude when i looked to my left and saw the mirrical of a sunset & thought 2 myself how much it looked like my heart 4 the colors sould be my Emotions the red 4 a love burning hot with passion & intreag the reddish gold as i felt love growing cold & the blueish gold as love grew even colder & findly the blue of lonlyness as i was alone once more. will i give up hell no... by REC...II Music Video: The Chain Of Love by (Clay Walker) Music Video Code by Video Code Zone

Live To Tell
I have a tale to tell Sometimes it gets so hard to hide it well I was not ready for the fall Too blind to see the writing on the wall A man can tell a thousand lies I've learned my lesson well Hope I live to tell The secret I have learned, 'till then It will burn inside of me I know where beauty lives I've seen it once, I know the warm she gives The light that you could never see It shines inside, you can't take that from me The truth is never far behind You kept it hidden well If I live to tell The secret I knew then Will I ever have the chance again If I ran away, I'd never have the strength To go very far How would they hear the beating of my heart Will it grow cold The secret that I hide, will I grow old How will they hear When will they learn How will they know

God Rest Ye Merry, Paganfolk
Tune: "God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen" God rest ye merry, paganfolk, Let nothing you dismay. Remember that the Sun returns Upon this Solstice day. The growing dark is ending now And Spring is on its way. Oh, tidings of comfort and joy, Comfort and joy! Oh, tidings of comfort and joy. The Goddess rest ye merry, too, And keep you safe from harm. Remember that we live within The circle of Her arms, And may Her love give years to come A very special charm. Oh, tidings of comfort and joy, Comfort and joy! Oh, tidings of comfort and joy. VERSION II Gods bless ye merry, Paganfolk Let nothing you afright There's naught but peace will touch us here On this the longest night For our Great Mother will give birth And turn the dark to light Chorus: And the Wheel's turning round and round Round and round. And the Wheel's turning round and round. Into the west's fast dimming light The Dark God must retreat As all of life must come at last To death the l

Ty To All Especially One
I want to take this time out to thank my friends. There have been a few friends on here that have changed my life...tho if you look on my friends list now, they aren't on there...go figure! lol...anyhow, one is a dear friend who has choosen other drama over a true friend who's always been there for him. I have nothing but love for him either way cuz only I really know what he is going thru but he refuses to accept my friendship or my help anymore. I guess I completed my job there. Another friend has been my musical and writing inspiration. He has moved on to bigger and better things and I wish him nothing but the best in life as always. He knows how to reach me if need be. My third friend is special to me. He taught me that I am a true real woman who should be loved for those traits. He showed me that a man could possibly see me as something other than a piece of ass. I have a very special place for him in my heart. Now just because these friends are not on my friends list does not mea

Faunus The Roman Goat Foot
Words by Morven, Jennifer, Roger, Chip, & BG Tune: "Rudolph the Red nosed Reindeer" Faunus the Roman Goat-God Had a very rigid prick And if you ever saw it You would say it's quite a trick All the other deities Used to leer suggestively They always wanted Faunus To Join in the revelry Then one frosty Saturnal Juno made this call "Faunus since you're hung so well, Won't you ring my solstice bell?" Then all the others pouted And they muttered jealously "Faunus, the Roman goat-god Better save a turn for me!"

How Could You Do This At Christmas
where do i begin... suicide rate is at its highest around the holidays. i allways wondered why but now i know. just less than a week ago i found out that my suspicions were correct my wife of 13 years is having an affair when confronted over it she denied it saying i was being an ass and overbearing for no reason so while i was at work she led her mother to think i had be come this big asswhole and wanted to leave she took everything but the computer.. she tore down my christmas decorations took my 3 children and all my furniture and left saying it was because of all my accusations .. well hell what do you know but i cought her.. today.. now she still says its my fault what do i do .. im so depressed i cant hardly function at work i cant eat i cant sleep and when i do i sleep for 10 - 12 hrs straight waking up feeling more tired than when i went to bed .. im putting this out here to c if any one can relate and how u dealt with this cuz im going insane..

Day-o
Tune: "Day-O" by Harry Belafonte (Get out your Harry Belafonte records and study the rhythm carefully - this song is a lot of fun with a set of hand drums!) Day-o, Day-o, Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Day, misa day, misa day, misa day-o. Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Tonight we dance till the morning come. Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Tomorrow we greet the newborn Sun. Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Now is the darkest season of the year but, Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Now is the darkest season of the year but, Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. The darkness flies before his face. Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Light is returning to this place. Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Day, misa day-o, Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. Day, misa day-o, Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. The Lady has given birth to her son. Daylight come and the Sun is reborn. When he grow up they gonna have some fun.

Dreaming
My heart has been captured in the sails of your gallant mystery ship to carry me away to a far off place, to learn the history under the sea. The brave souls who died but should have lived to tell the tales of old. Of their lost loves that waited for them but there return was not meant to be. I have such a longing inside to sail away, to become a part of the sea, to let the stars and the sun guide me to where they want me to be. To open my heart to the unknown soul mate that is waiting for me on the other side of dawn. "Take me away my lord" I will cry from afar and the sea will stop at nothing to rescue me. My beloved champion, I long for your words to fill the empty part of my soul. If all I have are my dreams, my lord, than I shall met you there in the mist on the dark and shadowed earth. My beloved champion, come for me this night, wield thy sword and set me free from the one who has me in his chains. I sit at my window waiting as if I were one who was waiting for the retu

Dancing In A Wiccan Wonderland
Tune: "Walking in a Winter Wonderland" Pagans sing, are you listenin', Altar's set,candles glisten, It's a Magickal night, we're having tonight, Dancing in a Wiccan Wonderland. Chorus: In a Circle we can light a Yule Fire, And await the rising of the Sun, It's the Great Wheel turning for the new year, Loaded with abundance and great fun. Blades held high, censer smoking, God and Goddess, we're invoking, Through Elements Five, we celebrate life, Dancing in a Wiccan Wonderland. Queen of Heaven, is in Her place, Triple Goddess, now the Crone Face, Above and Below, She's the Goddess we know, Dancing in a Wiccan Wonderland. Chorus Now the God, is the Provider, Supplying game for our Fire, Above and Below, He's the Horned One we Know, Dancing in a Wiccan Wonderland. Later on, by the fire, Cone of Power, gettin' higher It's a Magickal Night we're having tonight, Dancing in a Wiccan Wonderland.

Christmas Time Is Pagan!
Tune: "Gloria in Excelsius Deo" Christmas time is here again, Decorations everywhere. Christmas carols ringing out, Gentle pagans, we don't care. Chorus: Glorious! Christmas time is pagan! Glorious! Christmas time is pagan! Modern folks all celebrate What they learned in Sunday School. In December, they don't know They are celebrating Yule! Chorus Let them have their Christmas trees, Decked in red and green and blue. We rejoice at every one! Christmas trees are pagan, too. Chorus Bowls of bubbly Christmas cheer, Fill your cup and quench your thirst. They think the tradition's theirs. Wassail bowls were pagan, first. Chorus Every door and window bears Wreaths of holly, wreaths of pine. Circles represent the Sun. Every wreath is yours and mine. Chorus Christmas lights on Christmas trees, Candle flames burn higher and higher, Let us cheer along, my friends, As they light their Yuletide fire. Chorus There's a possibility That

Girls In Sexy Lingierie! You Know You Wanna See! :d
hey everyone!!! (who reads my blogs :P) wanna go look at pictures of beautiful ladies in their panties and lingerie?!! i know i want to!!! :D:D :P thats why i entered this new contest. its totally different from the others guys, so dont worry!!! its all about fun! the pictures will be in a nsfw folder, so its not about points and bombing. which i love!....ok if you want to check it out (and hopefully vote for me :D) you need to add my friend natas! dont worry guys...hes a really cool guy. :) Contest Starts At Midnight Eastern! Add Me As A Friend To See The Contest If You Cant!@ fubar please go add him; if hes not already your friend, because you will need to be on his friends list to veiw these photos. when the contest is over, feel free to delete him or keep him. THE CONTEST STARTS TONIGHT!! ***********this is NOT bombing contest!!!********* its rates only!!! comments dont even count, but its ok if you want to leave one anyways :P if there is a tie in

Sad News
well, most of you all know that i was proudly gonna be a new mommy...but unfortunately this morning i had a miscarriage and had to undergo surgery and all kinds of evil things ...I am okay and back home but still obviously heartbroken and stuff. Just wanted to inform you all ...and it's easier in this blog form than 50 million seperate emails... Come love me! I need it! AMber

How Did That Happen?
ok so as far as i could tell this morning i was rated like 419 so how many people or on fubar 420? But i wonder how the rating works because as far as I could tell nothing special happened and nobody really checked me out I guess but oh well yay me!!!!!!

Quiet Riot Singer Died Of Overdose
Dec 10, 11:09 PM (ET) LAS VEGAS (AP) - The death last month of Kevin Dubrow, lead singer for the 1980s heavy metal band Quiet Riot, has been ruled an accidental cocaine overdose. Clark County coroner spokeswoman Samantha Charles confirmed the cause Monday after toxicology results were received Monday. Dubrow was found dead Nov. 25 at his Las Vegas home. He was 52. Quiet Riot was perhaps best known for its 1983 cover of "Cum on Feel the Noize." The song, featuring Dubrow's powerful, gravelly voice, appeared on the band's album "Metal Health" - which was the first by a metal band to reach No. 1 on the Billboard chart. DuBrow recorded a solo album in 2004, "In for the Kill," and the band's last studio CD, "Rehab," came out in October 2006.

Need More Help....
Hello to all.... I am going for the VIP and really need help getting the 10,000 comments. I have just under a 2000 now. I need as many that can to help me do this.... I am out of comments today.... Here is the link to the pic that I need the commenting help on. Much luv to all my friends.... Here is the link to Stephanie's page where the contest is being hosted in the Giveaway folder. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar

Oi, Life Was Easier When You Were Younger.
I mean well.. school was made so anyone can go in a heartbeat, even for free... you didn't have to deal with any bills, your folks did. life was just a lt simpler... i can't go back to school b/c i can't afford it... wich sucks since i can't find work anyway... i mean i could work my ass off at 100 bucks a week at some fast food joint. and my book i've been talking about... i need to find an actual publisher, not a crook. i had an anxiety attack earlier... god i wish i don't know what i wish... considered doing phone sex... erm "tellemarkiting" but well i don't have a second phone and i live with my mother... i doubt she'd want to deal with that lol.

I Want You To Taste Me (poem)
I want you to taste me I want your tongue in the deepest part of me I want you to lick and savor every drop I want you to make me scream don't stop, don't stop I want you to taste me I want you to have me for breakfast, lunch, dinner and dessert I want my juices to flood out of me I want you to taste me Hold my hips and brace me for your tongue twisting ecstasy I want you to taste me I want to feel your lips and your tongue on every inch of my pussy I want you to taste me I know your dying to I want you to taste me Because I know I want to taste all of you

12-10-2007
Daily Horoscope: Capricorn For December 10,2007 Your energy is incredibly strong today, so you ought to be able to take on just about any challenge with ease. It's a good time to finish up old ongoing projects or to say yes to brand-new activities.

Away From The Harvest
Tune: "Away In A Manger" words adapted by Blake TaylorMixon Away from the harvest the seasons have turned The nights have grown colder and fires we've burned The stars in the heavens look down where we stand Neighbors and friends with candles in hand. The warmth is returning, the sun and the light Will brighten our days and shorten our nights Come gather around the Solstice is here The old one is passing, begins the new year.

All Hail Ye, Simple Pagans
Tune: "Oh Come, All Ye Faithful" Author Unknown All hail ye, simple pagans Gather round the Yule fire Oh come ye Oh come ye To call the Sun! Fires within us Call the fire above us Oh come let us adore him! Oh come let us adore him! Oh come let us adore him! Our Lord, the Sun! Yea Lord, we greet thee Born again at Yuletide! Yule fires and candle flames Are lighted for you! Come to thy children Calling for thy blessing! Oh come let us adore him! Oh come let us adore him! Oh come let us adore him! Our Lord, the Sun

The Best
sat watching the rain drops FALL 1 after the other & I thought how much thay were like lovers 4 what Raindrop fell alone & stayed alone it was always joined by another & what lover stayed alone & was not joined by another ? But the Question is,when is love certen is it solid never ending or is it like the rain? The rain is obsorbed by the earth never 2 be seen again is love 2 act the same way? or is it like the product of the rain,The beautiful white Rose that grows from the earth that obsorbed the rain..... only time will tell....by REC IIMusic Video:FAR AWAY (by Nickelback)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

"a Holly Jolly Yuletide"
Words and Music by Johnny Marks Adapted by Susan M. Shaw Have a holly jolly Yuletide It's the best time of the year I don't know if there'll be snow But have a cup of cheer Have a holly jolly Yuletide And when you walk down the street Say hello to friends you know And ev'ryone you meet Oh, ho, the mistletoe Hung where you can see Somebody waits for you Kiss her once for me Have a holly jolly Yuletide and in case you didn't hear Oh, by golly have a holly jolly Yuletide This year!

Something Funny.
Twas the night before Xmas, and all though the house. Everyone felt shitty, even the mouse. Dad at the whore house, mom smokin grass. I just settled down, for a nice piece of ass. When out on the lawn, there rose such a clatter. I sprang from my piece, to see what was the matter. He came down the chimney, like a bat out of hell. I knew right away, that fat fucker fell. He filled all the stocking, with pretzels and beer. And a big rubber dick, for my brother who's queer. He rose up the chimney, with a gigantic fart. And that son a bitch, blew the chimney apart. He cursed adn he swore, as he flew out of sight. Piss on you all, and have a hell of a night.

Chakras And Colors
Chakras, Location, oils, and Affirmations Current mood: peaceful This is for all those of you who do not know where the chakras are within the body and a bit more info for those who do. I hope everyone likes it!!! First we are going to start with the Root Chakra. This chakra is located in the perenium at the base of the spine and is controlling factor of the Adrenal Cortex. It is the color red and represents the music note of "C". The Root Chakra is associated with the sense of smell and the oils for this chakra are as follows: Cinnamon Garlic Sandalwood Physical activities for this chakra are Yoga and Walking Affirmations for this chakra are : 1)I know who I am and I make chooices based on what I know to be right for me. 2)I affirm my right to the life I choose. 3)I am grateful for the challenges that have taught me who I am. Secondly, we have the Sacral Chakra and can be found two inches below the navel and two inches into th

Past Life Vision Tea
Timing would be during the dark of the moon through the waxing crescent. It is the time of visions. For this you will call upon Isis. You will need Lilac oil to anoint your Temples, Brow Chakra, center of each Palm, on the Solar Plexus Chakra, on the Sacral Chakra and the soles of each foot. Now you will be making a decoction. Which means you will simmer the herbs for twenty minutes. There are two teas that you can choose from that will both work. Tea 1 Table spoon of Catnip Table Spoon of Mugwort Table Spoon of Ginger Tea 2 Table Spoon of Valerian Root Table Spoon Orange peel Table Spoon of Mugwort Use a glass sauce pan, for some reason metal ruins the tea. Mix to two -two and a half cups of water. Bring to a boil then drop the heat to a simmer and allow to simmer for twenty minutes. Stir clockwise as it steeps., Visualize your intent and infuse the tea with your energy and desire. Strain the herbs and drink a large cup of the tea.

I Want To Be Godfather
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My Nsfw Pics
SO ya wanna see my NSFW pics, well ya needs 2 add me, rate me, fan me and then we will talk seeing them. Also I accept bribes and gifts, hey a mans gotta do what a mans gotta do. I take fubucks, gift blast, happy hours, tickers ect... But no ya don't have 2 do that 2 see em, just add/rate/fan me and then ask me 2 see them please

Ma Cv For Daisy
1. "I demand a salary commiserate with my extensive experience." 2. "I have lurnt Word Perfect 6.0 computor and spreasheet progroms." 3. "Received a plague for Salesperson of the Year." 4. "Wholly responsible for two (2) failed financial institutions." 5. "Reason for leaving last job: maturity leave." 6. "Failed bar exam with relatively high grades." 7. "It's best for employers that I not work with people." 8. "Let's meet , so you can 'ooh' and 'aah' over my experience." 9. "You will want me to be Head Honcho in no time." 10. "Am a perfectionist and rarely if if ever forget details." 11. "I was working for my mom until she decided to move." 12. "Marital status: single. Unmarried. Unengaged. Uninvolved. No commitments." 13. "I have an excellent track record, although I am not a horse." 14. "I am loyal to my employer at all costs...Please feel free to respond to my resume on my office voice mail." 15. "I have become completely paranoid, t

Glamor Bath Charm
All of us ladies like to look younger and more beautiful , Yes? Well here is a little something that I cooked up , mixing a time old chant with some lovely oils. During the Dark of the Moon up to the Full moon, basically anytime during the waxing phase is good. And can be done more than once. In your bath you will put roughly nine drops of Dragon's Blood Oil and nine drops of Jasmine oil. I use Egyptian Jasmine, but it can be any type of jasmine oil. Light a white candle after it is anointed. ( rub veggie oil or olive oil in one direction from base to wick to cleanse all negative vibrations from the candle. Visualize pure energy coming from the candle.) Light it and place it in the South corner of your tub on the ledge. LIght a stick of incense. Any will do but I use Nag Champa. Now submerge your body into the tub and get your hair wet and begin to slowly swish your hair and say,' By Earth, Air, Fire and Sea. May the Goddesses Beauty shine through me." Feel the water slither o

My Ex
well here it is. My ex bf wants me back really bad or so i thought. he was lying to me alot when we were together about not wanting other woman. he claims he has changed but doesnt look like it to me bc today he changed his profile. it use to say my daugher and i were the number one thing in his life. now it doesnt say anything. i do want him back but i also cant deal with the lies. Stop telling me you love me and then go fuck other woman and then lie about it. we may not be together but still dont lie. i told him i cant be with him unless he changed and he obviously hasnt. i think im gonna stop talking to him so he knows what he has lost

Life
I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

Gonna Be Sum Changes
THERES GONNA BE SUM CHANGES ON "MY FUBAR" IM GOING TO BE DELETEIN A LOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE JUST TAKEIN UP SPACE ON MY LIST...... THERE WILL BE PEOPLE IN MY FAMILY LIST WHO WILL BE KNOCKED DOWN TO JUST BEIN A TOP FRIEND.... MY FAMILY LIST WILL ONLY HAVE MY PEEPS IN IT WHO SHOW ME LOVE PEOPLE WHO RATE ME SAY HELLO EVERYONCE IN A WHILE.....THERE ARE SO MANY PEEPS ON MY LIST ITS GETTIN TO BUSY WHERE I CANT SEE MY NEW FRIENDS OR EVEN SEE WHO NEEDS HELP...SO THATS HOW ITS GONNA BE IF U DONT LIKE IT OH WELL DELETE YASELF.... MUCH LOVE MUAAAH! DREAMS

Zzyzx Road
This is the most personal song that Cory Taylor has ever written... My life isn't nearly as hectic as his, but this song... I feel every word of it... listening to it now still makes me think...and not a little misty eyed as I entwine my life with the lyrics...but I'm just a softy...lol...this video sucks and isn't official...I just used it for the song anyway...I don't know how else to put this. It's taking me so long to do this. I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. My muscles feel like a melee, My body's curled in a U-shape. I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. Propped up by lies and promises. Saving my place as life forgets. Maybe it's time I saw the world. I'm only here for a while. And patience is not my style, And I'm so tired that I got to go. Where am I supposed to hide now? What am I supposed to do? Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? Tell me I should stick around for you. Tell me I can have it all. I'm still too tired to car

Ratings
stop fuckin asking me to rate your shit, IF I LIKE IT ILL RATE IT! jeez. dont invite me to your lounge dont ask me to fan you (unless your breaking off the bewb, sorry but thats how i roll) for damn sure dont ask me to buy you a blast cause ROFL @ YOU for that and stop saying there are bewbs in the bulletin and then tricking me into looking at someones lame ass page. COME ON.

Ice Storm
OKLAH0MA CITY WAS HIT WITH A MAJOR ICE STORM THIS WEEKEND. I AM ONE OF THE 28.000 OR MORE WITH OUT POWER. AFTER BEING HOME ALL NIGHT AND ALL DAY WITH NO POWER I DECIDED TO COME TO MY MOM'S FOR THE NIGHT, NOT SURE WHEN MY POWER WILL BE BACK ON. I DO HAVE PICS OF THE STORM AS SOON AS I GET BACK HOME AND EVERYTHING SETTLES DOWN I WILL SHARE THEM WITH YA'LL...MORE OF THIS CRAP IS SUPPOSED TO HIT OVER NIGHT. GREAT JUST WHAT I DON'T WANT!! BUT ANYWAY WE ARE ALL OK (ME AND MY KIDS)..JUST WANTED TO LET THE PPL I TALK TO KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON...I'LL BE ON HERE FOR A FEW HER COMPUTER SUCKS!!

Chickens
Keith and Old Butch Farmer Keith was in the fertilized egg business. He had hundreds of young hens .... called pullets... and ten roosters whose only job was to fertilize the eggs. The farmer kept records and any rooster that didn't perform went into the soup pot and was replaced. (I wonder if any rooster then could stand to hear 'no, no ... not tonight.') Keeping these records took a lot of time so Keith thought of setting tiny bells on the roosters collars. Each collar had bells that had a different tone so he could tell from a distance which rooster was performing. Now he could sit on the porch and fill out his report simply by listening to the bells. The farmer's favorite rooster was Old Butch, who puffed out his feathers and pulled rank on the other roosters. So it was surprising that on this particular morning that Keith noticed that Old Butch's bells had not rung at all ! Keith went to investigate. The other roosters were chasing the pullets, their bells ringin

Weather
here in michigan we are going on our 3rd ice storm already. all the weather models are predicting a very ice filled winter. looks like its time for some good snow tires and a lot of prayers for this part of the country. we have another major ice storm coming tomorrow. hopefully wher ever you live, your winter will be a safe one. i know here its gonna get reall nasty reall quick. so if this storm heads your way please drive carefull.

Linkin Park - My December
This is my December This is my time of the year This is my December This is all so clear This is my December This is my snow covered home This is my December This is me alone And I, Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I, Take back all the things I said To make you feel like that And I, Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I, Take back all the things that I said to you And I'd give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give it all away To have someone to come home to This is my December These are my snow covered trees This is me pretending This is all I need And I, Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I, Take back all the things I said To make you feel like that And I, Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I, Take back all the things that I said to you And I'd give it all away Just to have somewhere to go to Give

It Rocks
SO I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS FUBAR THINGY UNTIL MY HUBBY STARTED SHOWING ME THINGS TO DO ON HERE!!! NOW THAT I KNOW MY WAY AROUND NOW I LOVE IT!!! BTW GO TO THE CANDY SHOP IT ROCKS GREAT PLACE TO MEET PEOPLE AND HAVE FUN ALL AT THE SAMETIME.... HOPE TO SEE YA THERE!!!!!

I Have Been Forgotten
nobody emails me,im's me or responds to any of my emails or im's. i always see everyday people getting blasts,gifts,profile comments and etc.... but not me. so it makes me think why am i even on here and are these people reallymy friends or people who just want stuff and dont really care.

Insecurities
At some point in our life there may come a time when we feel insecure about ourselves. We might judge our ability to do something or feel self-conscious about the way we look. It does not matter how this feeling manifests in our life, but it is important to be aware of our thoughts and how they impact our view of ourselves. Once we remember that insecurities are a normal part of life for everyone—even those who appear to be extremely self-assured—we may find it easier to step back from the uncertainty that lies within and take a more realistic look at ourselves. The desire to improve or better ourselves is a natural response that arises when we begin to compare our lives to those of other people. It might seem, for example, that we do not have nearly as much going for us as our neighbor, best friend, or coworker. In truth, what we think we see about another person is usually what they want us to notice. They may be putting on a mask, trying to make things in their lives seem be

Listen To Your Heart.........
There are times in life when you have to make a choice. You chose one thinking that it is the best possible answer however, over time you begin to realize that the second option was far better from the beginning. And when you make your first choice you always think that the second choice will be there waiting for you, like some fairy tale. Well, I had to make a choice over two guys. I chose one thinking with my head instead of my heart. While my second option was always better yet I was afraid to take it. I was afraid to let my heart win, sounds pretty silly. Listen with your heart instead of your head because your heart is much wiser!! IF ONLY I WAS TO LISTEN TO MY HEART. After realizing that I wanted the other. He was already long gone. Its crazy how you realize how much you need someone after the fact. This man knows me better than I know myself, he could probably read my mind, and he is the only one who can understand certain parts of my life. I lost him and now I can

Du Hast
du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du hast mich du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt und ich hab nichts gesagt willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du du hast du hast mich du hast mich du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt du hast mich gerfagt und ich hab nichts gesagt willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein willst du bis zumtod der scheide sie lieben auch in schlechten tagen nein nein willst du bis der tod euch scheide treu ihr sein fur alle tage nein nein

Life
so my husband and I had a little misunderstanding between us. It was becoming the "norm" to fight all the time and be at each others throat. We were both unhappy and we sick of looking at each other. So he went and stayed with a friend and rode the snowmobile for a couple of days. When he came back we talked,and talked and talked some more. We both realized that we take each other for granted. It was the little things that we didn't appreciate about each other. We have alot more communication and spend more time with each other than we used too. We laugh alot more and crack jokes about each other and respect each other and our oponions. Needless to say I am sooooo soooooo soooooo much more happier now. Just wanted to share.....:)

Life
We spend an enormous part of our lives as human beings looking for role models, mentors, teachers,gurus, and counselors to guide us on our path. There is nothing wrong with this; in fact, finding the right person at the right time can have a life-changing effect on our futures. However, it is important to realize that in the absence of such a person, we can very safely rely upon ourselves. We carry within us everything we need to know to make progress on our paths to self-realization. The outer world serves as a mirror, or to use another metaphor, our inner world has a magnetic force that draws to us what we need to evolve to the next level. All we need to do to see that we already have everything we need is to let go of our belief that we need to seek in order to find. The path of the spirit is often defined as a journey with a specific goal such as the fabled pot of gold at the end of the rainbow or the appearance of a Prince Charming or Princess. The problem with such a

I'm From Buffalo And Proud Of It!!!
I'm from Buffalo. We eat chicken wings, not buffalo wings. -Jack Kemp is a quarterback, not a politician. -We drink Labatt Blue and love it. -Mighty Taco always has preference over Taco Bell. -Pop, not soda and Pepsi, not Coke. - We have beef on weck. If you know what a weck roll is you are from Buffalo. -They are sneakers not tennis shoes. -It's a sucker, not a lollipop. -Bison Chip Dip, La Nova Pizzeria, Aunt Rosie's Loganberry, Chivetta's Chicken, and Ted's Hot Dogs are all too familiar...not to forget Anderson's Shakes. -A fake ID is unnecessary when there is always Canada... but we have them any ways. -Our bars don't close until 4, and we DO sell beer in a grocery store (Tops or Wegmans ), which always makes for early starts and late nights. -Jim's Steak Out at 4 in the morning is calling it an early night... -We never cuss, but we swear entirely too much. -We know that a 65 mph speed limit really means 80. -We will cut you off, swear, and give you the finger if you are not keepin

Life On Mars: Season Premiere Tuesday Dec. 11th At 8pm E/p On Bbc America
John Simm returns as time-traveling detective, Sam Tyler, who, after a near fatal car crash in present day, wakes up dazed, confused and in 1973. Freaked out by his new and outdated surroundings, Sam tries to return to the present. Has he gone crazy, in a coma or traveled back in time? Season two sees Sam clearly established in the upper echelons of Manchester's Police force, so he's still at odds with his chain-smoking, bigoted, technologically-backward and corrupt boss, Detective Chief Inspector Gene Hunt (Philip Glenister). Gene's maverick methods of policing continue and his desire to rid Manchester of criminal scum is stronger than ever, now that his mentor, Superintendent Woolf (Kevin McNally, Pirates of the Caribbean), is back at the precinct. However, Sam is astonished to find that his own mentor and inspiration from present day, Chief Inspector Glenn Fletcher (Emmet Brown, Outlaws) has also joined the team - although he's just a fresh-faced, new recruit, dealing with t

A Pagan Credo
A PAGAN CREDO We worship the Great Goddess of Nature in all Her resplendent diversity. She is the Birthgiver: the origin of all life on this planet. Threefold are her ways: Maiden, Mother, and Crone, for She is all Goddesses and all women. We honor Her everywhere, for She is everything; and in everyone; for She is all of us. We worship the Horned One, Lord of Field and Forest. He is the wild and natural man in each of us: innocent, unfettered, and untamed. He is the Lord of both Light and Darkness: all Gods and all men. Our Lord is both seed and sower, hunter and prey; the eternal cycle of sunlight and shadow. We honor Him everywhere, for He is everything; and in every one; for He is all of us. Our temple is a Sacred Space between the Worlds of Gods and Mortals. We worship in the Circle and in Nature; in our bodies, hearts, and minds. Our Gods are everywhere; but most of all they are within us. Therefore it is both our right and our sacred duty to discover and deve

Udhr - 60th Anniversary
On 10 December 2007, Human Rights Day, the Secretary-General and High Commissioner for Human Rights will launch a year-long celebration of the 60th anniversary of the Universal Declaration of Human Rights. The universal declaration of human rights: A living document Many things can be said about the Universal Declaration of Human Rights (UDHR). It is the foundation of international human rights law, the first universal statement on the basic principles of inalienable human rights, and a common standard of achievement for all peoples and all nations. As the UDHR approaches its 60th birthday, it is timely to emphasize the living document’s enduring relevance, its universality, and that it has everything to do with all of us. Today, the UDHR is more relevant than ever. Universality It was the UDHR, almost 60 years ago, that first recognized what have become nowadays universal values: human rights are inherent to all and the concern of the whole of the international community

Squiggly Line~ Stewie Griffin
Oh squiggly line in my eye fluid. I see you lurking there on the peripheral of my vision. But when I try to look at you, you scurry away. Are you shy, squiggly line? Why only when I ignore you, do you return to the center of my eye? Oh, squiggly line, it's alright, you are forgiven.

Thank You
I just wanted to thank everyone who sent me birthday wishes! I had a great birthday..i just got home from the melting pot..which is the best place ever! YUM!! Only an hour left for me..then back to normal me..no more birthday princess..*frowns* ha Hope everyone had a great day and again THANK YOU!!!

I Hate...
my math class. tomorrow is the last day other than the final. i'm happy about that. i didn't do the extra credit even though i'm boarderling failing. opps. But what ever. I'm really just sick of that class. I don't get it, don't like it, it's so boring. I start passing out and have to fight to stay up so i don't look like a fool passed out in class. so i never want to take a math class again. :( I'm so excited about next semester though.

Peaceful Pagan
Peaceful Pagan I'm a peaceful person, all I do is worship the earth. I'm the same as the person next to me, I don't look any different, I have a job, pay taxes and keep a roof over my head. So why do you still think I will do you harm? Just because you and I have different beliefs does not make me a bad person. If we go through life believing all the bad things we hear, crushing people with different beliefs than ours, then society will have a lot to answer for. I am not evil. I do not worship Satan. My beliefs are nothing like any movie or TV series. I can not conjure up demons at the turn of a page, nor would I want to. I can not, and wouldn't if I could, turn you into a frog, nor make you fall in love with me with a spell. I will never alter your thoughts with potions or spells. I can only change your eye or hair colour with the help of contact lenses and dye. I will never try to convince you that my Goddess/s is better than yours. And, I will always respect you

Coconut Cake With Fluffy Icing
INGREDIENTS 3/4 cup fresh lemon juice 2 tablespoons plus 2 teaspoons cornstarch 1 1/2 cups sugar 8 egg yolks 8 tablespoons (1 stick) butter, cut into 8 pieces Grated zest of 2 lemons Pinch of salt 3 cups cake flour (not self-rising) 1 teaspoon baking powder 1/4 teaspoon salt 2 cups sugar 16 tablespoons (2 sticks) butter, softened 4 eggs, at room temperature, separated 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 cup well-stirred canned unsweetened coconut milk 1 1/2 cups sugar 2 egg whites, at room temperature 2 teaspoons corn syrup 1/4 teaspoon cream of tartar 1 teaspoon vanilla 1 (17-ounce) bag shredded sweetened coconut (2 2/3 cups) In a heavy-bottomed medium saucepan, combine lemon juice and 1/2 cup water. Add cornstarch, and whisk to dissolve. Add sugar, egg yolks, butter, lemon zest and salt. Cook over medium heat, whisking constantly, until mixture comes to a simmer. Reduce heat to low and whisk 1 minute. Strain through a coarse sieve into a medium bowl.

What's Going On Here?!
I recently came back to Fubar to see what's up in all. I read a blog that a Real Person that I added 2 months ago, is leaving the site, for good. Apparently, the individual feels hurt by what happened and is taking a step out because of someone or somebody chased the person out. I'm not going to reveal the person's name because I don't want to embarrass the individual, nor making any enemies here. When I came here, it was like, cool a "grown up" version of MySpace. But like every other "social website" there will always be jerks, or idiots, or jackoffs, or bumbling fools who will ruin people good times. Sort of like one bad apple spoils the bunch. You get this on Myspace, Blackplanet, Facebook, MyYearbook, Yahoo360, Friendster, Youtube, and others. Feel me? Every been to a movie theater, a concert, after party, club, or festival and someone caused a ruckus? Just like the thing online. Having said that, I don't know how long I will continue to come to this site. If it's my time to go

Devil's Food Cake With Fluffy White Frosting
Devil’s Food Cake: 2 1/4 cups granulated sugar 1 3/4 cups cake flour (not self-rising) 1 1/4 cups unsweetened nonalkalized cocoa powder 2 1/4 teaspoons baking soda 1 1/4 teaspoons baking powder 1/2 teaspoon salt 3 large whole eggs 1 large egg yolk 1 tablespoon vanilla extract 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, melted and cooled 1 1/2 cups buttermilk 3/4 cup strongly brewed coffee, cooled Rich Chocolate Filling: 5 bars (1.5 ounces each) Godiva Dark Chocolate, chopped 1 cup heavy cream 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Fluffy White Frosting: 5 large egg whites 1 3/4 cups granulated sugar 1/3 cup water 1/2 teaspoon cream of tartar 2 teaspoons vanilla extract Make devil's food cake: 1. Preheat oven to 350°F. Butter bottom and sides of two 9-inch round cake pans. Dust pans with flour and tap out excess. 2. In large mixing bowl, sift together sugar, flour, cocoa powder, baking soda, baking powder and salt. Set aside. 3. In medium mixing bowl, whisk tog

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Praise Given
The pastor asked if any one in the congregation would like to express Praise for answered prayers. A lady stood and walked to the podium. She said,'I have a praise. Two months ago, my husband, Jim, had a terrible bicycle wreck and his scrotum was completely crushed. The pain was excruciating and the doctors didn't know if they could help him.' You could hear an audible gasp from the men in the congregation as they imagined the pain that poor Jim experienced. She continued, 'Jim was unable to Hold me or the children and every move caused him terrible pain. We prayed as the doctors performed a delicate operation . They were able to piece together the crushed remnants of Jim's Scrotum and wrap wire around it to hold it in place.' Again, the men in the Congregation squirmed uncomfortably as they imagined the horrible surgery performed on Jim. She continued, 'Now, Jim is out of the hospital and the doctor's say, with time, his scrotum should recover completely.' All the men sighed with r

Engel
wer zu lebzeit gut auf erden wird nach dem d ein engel werden den blick gen himmel fragst du dann erst wenn die wolken schlafen gehen kann man uns am himmel sehen wir haben angst und sind allein gott weiB ich kein engel sein sie leben hinyerm sonnenschein getrennt von uns unendlich weit sie mussen sich an strene krallen damit sie nicht vom himmel fallen erst wenn die wolken schlafen gehen kann mans uns am himmel sehen wir haben angst und sind allein gott weiB ich kein engel sein erst wenn die wolken schlafen gehen kann mans uns am himmel sehen wir haben angst und sind allein gott weiB ich kein engel sein

Matthew 17:20
He replied, "Because you have so little faith. I tell you the truth, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."