This came from a soulful hurt caused by a lover who did not feel the same.
Soul confused,
it's so often misused.
It's worn completely thin ,
and more than a little bruised.
Confusion runs rampant,
in pragmatic scenes.
Alone in my thoughts,
as it should be.
A karmic bond,
is not a light thing.
You must open yourself,
to the joy it could bring.
I feel..like a fool,
that has taken a leap of faith.
Only to find out,
that it was a just a mistake.
Man,
just fucking close yourself off.
You're never gonna find it,
it's Never how you thought.
I was never meant,
to be a solitary soul.
Watch the coy swim,
in a gold fish bowl.
Of never understanding ,
why Love equals pain.
The lightening flashes,
followed by Rain.
Cold and gray,
as dark as my soul.
Because the one has gone,
that made me feel whole.
I knew I should have never said I love you.
I should have never cared.
I opened myself,
there were secrets shared.
I made the mistake,
it won't happen again.
I just close myself off,
Never again.
Written By: Ruth Anna Brown-Weems
Copy Right, All Rights Reserved September 11,2007
