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Christmas Skins
I just checked to see how many rips I have on my Christmas skins... would you believe 768 rips? I'm amazed #41 is the most popular, with 183. You can find the link to my list at the bottom of my page

Want To Own Me?
You want to own me.Here is your chance!If you win me you get1. Rate all pics during happy hour2. Rate all stash during happy hour3. Pimpout in "About Me" Section4. Daily comment5. "Owned by" in my name for a month6. Crushed for a month7. Permanent pimpout in blog8. #1 friend for the month9. Handwritten letters w/ perfume on itJust click the pic and let the bidding beginningHugs and Kisses

A Perfect Gift
It didn't come wrapped in bright paper It didn't come by mail It wasn't loud and noticed by all who stood around It was a very simple gift Very profound It made tears come to my eyes and I laughed with sheer joy. It glowed It glittered as brightly as a star in the heavens. More precious to me than any glittering stone. Love,and friendship, a promise.

Dj Bounty Debuting Tonight In Bada Bing 9-1 Est - He Is Gonna Rock! Come Show Some Love - Bada Bing Is The Place To Be Tonight ! See Inside!
Check out the newest DJ at hottest lounge on FUBAR... BADA BING! ROCK OUT with DJ BOUNTY in his ON AIR DEBUT show TONIGHT!! He is ROCKIN OUT tonight from 9pm - 1am eastern time in BADA BING, the lounge with an Italian Kick. Playing Awesome Tunes... Jammin with great people! GET YOUR ASS THERE and see what your MISSING!!! COME Kick it with BOUNTY on his FIRST SHOW! CLICK the PIC and SHOW HIM SOME MAD BADA BING LOVE!!! **Start the party with DJ Earthwalker .... Rockin the house till 9! Bada Bing is the place to be TONIGHT! CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

Here's The Moment You Have All Been Waiting For! The Auction Is Open! (repost)
OK SO HERE'S THE DEAL. IT'S CHRISTMAS, AND YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN SOME OF THE FINEST CHRISTMAS PRESENTS THAT FUBAR HAS TO OFFER! I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT FUBUCKS. I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT VIRTUAL GIFTS... THAT'S RIGHT, PEOPLE YOU CAN OWN YOUR VERY OWN FUBARIAN!!! YOU CAN HAVE THE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO SAY YOU OWN A PERSON FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET? SERENADES, PERSONALIZED PICS, GRAPHICS, POINTS, AUTOGRAPHED ITEMS, ETC! THIS IS GONNA BE THE BIGGEST BLOWOUT ON FUBAR THIS HOLIDAY SEASON! MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FUBUCKS. ANYTHING LESS WILL BE REMOVED. THESE SEXY MEN AND WOMEN HAVE A LOT TO OFFER, AND THEY ARE GIVING YOU THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN THEM! SO GET YOUR WITS ABOUT YOU, GRAB A BUCKET FOR THE DROOL THAT'S ABOUT TO PLOP OUT OF YOUR MOUTH, AND CHECK THESE LADIES AND GENTLEMEN OUT! CLICK ON THE PIC FOR THE PERSON YOU WANT TO BID ON, AND PLACE YOUR BID IN THE COMMENTS OF THAT PIC. IT RUNS UNTIL NEXT SATURDAY, AND THE BIDS WILL CLOSE AT 5 PM FUBAR TIME LET THE GAME

Don't Miss My On Air Debut Tonight In Bada Bing From 9-1 Eastern! Come Jam With Me!!
Check out the newest DJ at hottest lounge on FUBAR... BADA BING! Jam with me, DJ Bounty in my ON AIR DEBUT show TONIGHT!! I am ROCKIN OUT tonight from 9pm - 1am eastern time in BADA BING, the lounge with an Italian Kick. Playing Awesome Tunes... Jammin with great people! GET YOUR ASS THERE and see what your MISSING!!! COME Kick it with BOUNTY in my FIRST SHOW! CLICK the PIC and SHOW me SOME MAD BADA BING LOVE!!! **Start the party with DJ Earthwalker .... Rockin the house till 9! Bada Bing is the place to be TONIGHT! CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE!

Implore
You say you love me You tell me you want all my dreams to come true I’m the woman you want to say “I do” to, Your future wife, you tell me with your liquid courage You confess to me thoughts I’ve only dreamt of someone saying to me You share with me your fears We have so much in common you and I Yet so many differences We bond on so many special levels For as long as I can remember I’ve fantasized about you all my life And still you are just Out of reach Out of touch Out of sight What scares me most is when your anxiety attacks full force And you want to give up on your life Telling me everyone will be better off without you You couldn’t be more wrong my love You couldn’t get any more delusional Fears from your past haunt you And keep you out of my life I am not your past baby, But your future Your love Your life I have nothing to do with your past But everything to do with our potential I love you I want you I need you My love, my present, my future

More Stupid Questions
have you ever seen a live bat? ~Hmmm, well you can’t really live a life like mine and not have run into a couple Is there anyone you hate? ~Nah not sure I’ve ever loved someone enough to hate them now Are you single? ~Terminally so Do you like the color orange? ~Not ever sure why it is even a color Do you find it in your heart to forgive? ~Too often Would you rather not drink alcohol or not sleep? ~You can’t make me choose Do tattoos and piercings excite you on the opposite sex? ~Oh god yes Whats your favorite season? ~One that does not contain snow Do you care if people talk smack about you? ~Fuck no, their problem not mine At what age do you want to get married? ~Death Are you in a good mood? ~I’m not even in a mood Do you believe in luck? ~Of the bad variety Everything happens for a reason, righit? ~Sure Would you rather sky dive or bungee jump? ~Sky dive I bounce enough without the help of a bungee Do you like snakes? ~Don’t

Why Is It?
That when you are in need of your best friend and need her for some mental support she isnt able to talk to you or even notice you but when she needs your help she wont stop bugging you till you have given your last breath on the subject she is dealing with? at times i just wish i would have never met some people in this world and then i would have to deal with this crap i am going through! i do care about my best friend but i feel she is just not there enough for me when i need a friend, She always shows up online when she needs help from me,but i cant seem to reach her when i need help just once.

Missing Someone Is Worse Than A Heart Ache
So yea christmas is here and if you don't know i am in a relationship that is by far the worse situation ever in a weird way. Who would of thought that i would find myself in this situation dating someone who doesn't have any rights no more until he comes home is a hard thing to be understanding of. I mean i see all my friends who are back home for the holidays and they bring their bf's or Gf's with them and at the end of the night it is hard because i know that i want to remember how it is to get that little kiss or to get that arm around my shoulder feel. And truth be told i can't have that right now. I mean it just sucks and the only thing i want for christmas is my boyfriend. Thats it!!! And i cna't have that. We have been going strong and it has been awesome and i haven't even thought of psyhically cheating. May make me sound like a whore but i am only human. It sounds really bad but i wish i just had a connection with someone that there is nothing psyhical it is all mental. I gue

Nightshades Prelude
Breaking through an internal hell The blaze of your soul slowly fades Left with nothing but a shell You must hide in the unforgiving shade Falling forever in the dark You stumble over the tragedies inside Savoring an eternal mark We tend to everything we've left behind Rising with the eternal sun We have emptied ourselves into nothing Reprieval of the things we've undone Can you finally become something Anything at all Or will you fall Giving them our freedom from within As we fall into decadence Passing on our dreadful sin In shades of rememberance Realizations of a past so dark (so cold) Can truly seperate The hearts of the young from the old In a blizzard that is our fate Rising with the eternal sun We have emptied ourselves into nothing Reprieval of the things we've undone Can you finally become something Anything at all Or will you fall And in the distance We can see the fading glimpses Of a fading retribution And in the scent of illusion We

Rocky Road
So, Amanda and I have almost made it 3 months, which is a real accomplishment for me considering that I travel for work and I\'m only home Friday night through Monday morning. I only see her once a week, if I\'m lucky. She only lives about 30 minutes from me, but I\'m so tired on the weekends that I consider myself lucky that I have the energy to spend a day with her. She\'s worth it, I love spending time with her but things have been a little shaky lately. First, I\'m not the most talkative on the phone--especially after a long day of work. I might tell you about a mishap at work or something random at work but beyond that, I\'m not going to bore you (or anyone else) with the details. Whenever Amanda and I talk on the phone, she does most of the talking. I\'m not complaining about that, I\'m just stating the truth with that. I don\'t typically have a lot to talk about with her. We don\'t share a lot in common musically (except that she wants me to play guitar for her) so I can\'t r

Night Shade
Humor me Till my blood turns black And my heart becomes Vin rouge The night is young A dance floor fills Are you prepared? Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Bathed in a moonlit glow You dance among the dead, you know Sing a lullaby Your portrait is finished Your card is XII Your lines have ceased Are you afraid of death Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Destined to live Born to die Don’t look so serious It’s only your medley Take a vile, after all there’s only a few One of lace, one of Nightshade One of Rosemary, and one of Sandalwood Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can you handle it? Wipe your lips and fold your hands Placed within my grasp Your façade won’t last Take a sip It’s only a small dose of truth Can

Twas The Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

City Of Purplestarzia
Hey Lovies, So I totally had to make the city of PurpleStarzia. I will keep updating this post to see how the city grows and such. Click to visit. The more you visit and invite the bigger our city can be!Click to help us GROW!

About Me
My name is Jeremy Scot Hernandez, I have cerebral palsy. I was born with my umbrellacord wrapped around my neck and got pinched during labor. I have many surgery in my life, I been in a wheelchair my whole life until the age of 13th I learn how to walk with a walker for few years and the doctors told my mom that I was never support to walk or talk but I prove everyone wrong. My mom is my hero because she saves me from dieing and never giving up on me, also she taught me never gives up at all. I have accomplish many things in my life like for example walking or graduate high school.

Downraters On Fubar.
.just for all of you to know about these accounts who have been low rating us ,for the last hour or so all belong to one IP Address and we know who have it,this IP Address has been reported to the Admin. Giuliana@ fubar Voila@ fubar RICKY@ fubar and those other 2 accounts have the same IP Address they viewed us after but we get them before they hit the rating. Leila@ fubar michelle_wdwrth@ fubar

Landon Pig
I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you Yes theres a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you. I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down I want to come too I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you No one understands me quite like you do Through all of the shadowy corners of me I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much All of the while I never knew I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much All of the while I never knew I think that possibly, maybe I'm falling for you Yes theres a chance that I've fallen quite hard over you. I've seen the waters that make your eyes shine Now I'm shining too Because oh because I've fallen quite hard over over you If I didnt know you, I'd rather not know If I couldnt have you, I'd rather be alone I never knew just what it was about this old coffee shop I love so much All of the while I never knew I never knew just what it was about thi

Bar Tab!!
The new bar tab sucks, I dont care if my friends or my friends friends leave other people comments or view them or whatever. There should be a way to disable them, and make it like it was before where you could only see the actions that involved you or somone new walking in the bar....This is annoying!!!

In The Rain
In the dark as the clouds begin form All alone in the night, the pain to fight Lies, that crushed the soul from deep with in All the emotions and no where to begin Insanity, death and destruction is the only way to make him free At any time, can change on a dime The anger that lives inside has no where to hide Walking along the side walk, looking in a house Lights are out, he knows a family is there Feelings of evil sort, refuses to abort With the knife that is sharp as a razer blade Crashes down the door and the calm parade Noise awakens the husband of the house Tries to attack this intruder while being quiet as a mouse Too late for that, the burgler stabs the man in heart Blood begins pumping faster, the process of death was forced to start Crashes to the floor, rest of the family is shaken to the core Mother awakens and wonders whats all this racket for? She opens her bed room door and rushes down the stairs Seeing the man of her life, lying there with a b

Is Love Real?
You say you love me. you say that you care when you look at me its as if i'm not even there you promised to always be there i fell for all your lies you said you would never leave me but i fell for your alibis. the truth is you paint a beautiful picture with all the words you say but the photo is distorted and grows more so by the day tell me you love me again or say it to youself you may even start to believe it, when your alone, with yourself. they say actions speak volumes, i got it loud and clear. The volumes you speak, are ringing in my ear. saying you love me saying you care but it still remains am i really there.

Nightshade
Deadly nightshade So fun to eat Hidden in a sunny glade Though you hate the heat Among other plants You wait your turn For your one chance Be eaten by those who never learn I saw you Recognized your leaves Poison strikes true Daggers left in their sheaths I knew what you were You took your turn I was dead for sure Some don’t, but I learned

Don't Miss Dj Bounty's Debut Show In Bada Bing Tonight From 9-1 Est
Check out the newest DJ at hottest lounge on FUBAR... BADA BING! ROCK OUT with DJ BOUNTY in his ON AIR DEBUT show TONIGHT!! He is ROCKIN OUT tonight from 9pm - 1am eastern time in BADA BING, the lounge with an Italian Kick. Playing Awesome Tunes... Jammin with great people! GET YOUR ASS THERE and see what your MISSING!!! COME Kick it with BOUNTY on his FIRST SHOW! CLICK the PIC and SHOW HIM SOME MAD BADA BING LOVE!!! **Start the party with DJ Earthwalker .... Rockin the house till 9! Bada Bing is the place to be TONIGHT! CLICK Any Pic .. Its an OFFER YOU CAN'T REFUSE! (repost of original by 'DJ Bounty *~BADA BING'S HOST & QUEEN'S Quicker Picker Upper~*' on '2007-12-14 19:29:55')

Erotic Moments
It might be a sound, a touch, a smell, Or perhaps just the mere sight of someone Before you know it your body responds Your mind starts to wander to forbidden places Dark places Some will explore these places and give in to their desires Others will let fear of the unknown control them Some will only fantasize What’s your pleasure? You decide With lust as my guide I walk through the fire I choose the forbidden I hear the darkness calling And I willingly let go and get lost in the moment Ever have a moment like this?

Chocolate Bunnys Train
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... Chocolate Bunny Owner of Bunnybunz's Lounge FU-Wifey to Sleepless & Pooh Bear@ fubar 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar *Sweetlips*L.U.V.CLUB .*DEMON CREW FAMILY*LOW RIDERS LOUNGE GREETER*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar ¤£a$T ? oƒ Å ? D¥in ßR??d¤ ÅKÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ ß*TÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar EmilyIMAX™ "THE IMAX EXPERIENCE~see more, hear more, feel more"@ fubar ~JoAnna~*Happy Holidays~~Leave my presents under my tree* thanks!@ fubar girlnextdoor***married to Sandro*** still totally lost and insane@ fubar

50 Questions
50 ODD Things about you! If you opened this, FILL IT OUT! Learn~ 50 things about your friends and let them learn 50 things about you! 1. Do you like bleu cheese? Not particularly 2. Have you ever smoked heroin? Smoked? No 3. Do you own a gun? There are laws against it 4. Your favorite song of all time? Sweet Child O’ Mine 5. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments? Should I? 6. What do you think of hot dogs? I don’t 7. Favorite Christmas song? I despise Christmas 8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning? I prefer not to be awake in the morning 9. Can you do push ups? Can and do are two completely different things 10. Name 3 things you’ll do this weekend Probably not a damn thing honestly 11. What's your favorite piece of jewelry? Don’t like jewelry 12. Favorite hobby? Masturbation 13. Secret weapon to get the opposite sex? I’m guessing since I am and have been single forever now this does not apply to me 14. Do you hav

My List Of
Things to do when I turn 40 which is in like 5 months and 9 days.This list will probably have more to add in time but until then here's somethings I'm going to do.... Get a tatoo-been debating it but now I want to Get a band started-working on it right now Get a lapdance-why not? Kiss somebody else other than who I'm with-taking applications!!!! Get a new freakin job-if you read my last blog you'll understand why! so far that's it..I don't belive in resolutions so don't ask what's my new yr's resolution is. Got any suggestions to add to my list feel free i just might do it if I like it...thanks!

Felicitations Of The Season To All
My dear friends: In these days of Political Correctness run amok, this struck a melodious chord with me. I hope you enjoy it too. Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasions and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. And also: A fiscally successful, personally fulfilling, and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great, (not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country or is the only "AMERIC

I Sit And Wait For Him
I sit and wait for him. I’ve played and replayed a multitude of scenarios of the two of us together. As if watching it on a movie screen, I hear the music, smell the fragrance of lust, and feel the unbridled passion stemming from days of pure fantasy. Like a well crafted and somewhat sophisticated erotic film, I am the star. I am the one getting fucked. I am the one screaming. The scenes are hot and it makes me even hotter. Never before have I let go so completely to a stranger. Someone I’ve only spoken to, whose alluring voice has guided me through wild masturbating episodes always leaving me wanting more. Always making me come. And although I am fully aware of the danger, I cannot stop myself. It’s like an addiction. The unknown only adds to the excitement. I sit and wait for him because that is all I can do. The telephone rings and I know it is him. I am ready. His voice spills over my nakedness like the darkness. I hear his hunger for me getting stronger each time we speak. T

Porch Monkey 4 Life
Porch Monkey 4 Life http://www.fubar.com/user/1022454 (Mummers are mean) M, 30 Nitro, WV December 15, 2007 @ 3:17 pm #25 of 38 Bullshit. Don't believe a word of it. She wants attention and probably doesnt even have a kid. this is the comment this ass left about princess punkass's loss of her son

I Havent Been On Since Late Monday Due To
Tha bad Ice Storm we had here. Its been really bad. My lights started to flicker early Monday then gradually stayed of longer and longer periods. The House got really cold after a couple hours so the kids and I stayed in my bed for all of Moday and most of Tuesday. Tuesday I went outside to see how bad it was and huge tree limbs were all over my yard and in the streets. Powerlines were everywhere. My bird bath, bird feeder and the kids swingset is done. The tree limbs continued to fall while I was out there and had to run to stay away from being hit. Very dangerous situation to be in. I ended up take the car to my exs house since he doesnt have huge trees everywhere. I drove the van instead. Tuesday 90% of Saint Joseph had no lights, and it gradually got better just slow since its still snowing off and on Just got my lights on about an hour or so ago but had to get online to let everyone know Im okay lots of damage but nothing I cant repair. U all were in my thoughts and I missed yal

Tigger's Full Moon Ritual, Grove Of The Hundred Acre Wood
Under the bright full moon, in the grove at the center of the Hundred Acre Wood, the celebrants come together. Pooh, as summoner, bids them to enter into the sacred pace. One by one, they file in and take their places around the fire. And they wait, and wait and wait, and wait. "Oh Bother!" says Pooh. "Our High Priest is not here. However can we hold our ritual tonight?" And they wait some more. Then they hear a crash, and a crash and a crash and a crash, and out of the brush explodes the High Priest. "Wooohooohooohooo!!! Never fear! The night is clear, and Tigger's here! Tiggers run on Pagan Standard time you know! Now let the ritual begin!!!" He looks to his left, and takes rabbits hand. "Hand to hand this circle is cast" Rabbit turns to his left, to Owl. "Hand to hand, this circle is cast" Owl turns, and reaches down to Piglet. "Ahem. Now from hand to hand, in a most wonderous way, a way that has a history that stretches back into the dawn of time, to when ..." ---

Some Very Sad News.. (from The Bulletin Board)
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her peopl

An Early Resolution
ive been very Hyped up about so many things these days i can hardly keep the smile from leaping off my face ..Ive decided with all this pent up Energy Ive made a VERY big decision .. As of Today ive started training myself to do the 3 day walk for a cure .. Yepp the Breast cancer walk .. Im waiting for Jan for the info to be up on the dates and all .. but Im going to do it in honor of my Aunt MaryLou and my Grandma both of which passed from Breast cancer .. Im going to see if we can start our own Local walks and do the same but take the monies raised and then donate them to the cause .. ive got a lot of training and a lot of information to gather .. if anyone knows anything about these walks .. has done them in the past or wants to walk also . please .. stop by .. Friendly Motovation works Wonders !!! Im off to walk the dog in the snow and then going to make my CD for workin out .. Bbs :)

Update
I thought things were going good at work and was really looking foward to going to 1st shift in Jan but that just changed.We had some mangement changes at work and now I'm NOT going to 1st shift.They decided to change their minds ...nice,think they can explain that to my kids.I haven't got the heart to tell them but I'm going to have to and I know they're going to be upset.Time to find a new job because I think it's time to get out.

Xmas Erotica
Greetings all you hardcore eroticism females and friendlies of My fubar habits... known to few as My Ways. Take a peak at this page of fetish and erotic fashions and all that is good about pleasures of the sensual natures... some call these fantasy yet I Live this everyday. Don't be concerned... this is another page of My own website not a trickeration ~~winks~~~ Be Healthy & Be Well Always. Master JerryVG2 Go NOW!!! http://www.jerryvangemert.com/actualindex_005.htm

For My Love Whome I Adore
oh my lovely queen, i see you at night walking alone, wanting nothing more then to rush by your side. i watch you pull your cigerete from you lips and dream about thier softness. i see you talking and walking at night, when no one is around. i wonder who your speaking to, whish and dreaming it will be me one day. i see you in the evenings, holding your kitty. shes adorable like you, when she sits in your windows watching the cars. i often wonder if she is watching me too. oh my bella mia, i will one day speak to you. i will hold you in my arms, and tell you how i feel. the way you walk, it drives me insane with a firey passion. i can not help but love you. you ar perfect.

The Value Of A Drink
Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams . If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." ~ Jack Handy WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and panties ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "I feel sorry for people who don't drink. When they wake up in the morning, that's as good as they're going to feel all day. " ~Frank Sinatra WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading.

Ho Ho Ho
Ti's the season to be jolly. OK you dogs let go of holly, go back to Santa work shop and play with a dolly. Old Saint Nick has knotty thoughts this yr. Plain on getting in bed with mother dear .If you see the fat man come down your chimney grab your 9 (mm) and blast his ass for mommy. When the cops come knocking to the seen of the crime. Tell them Saint Nick tried to rape you this year. Now if I was you I Broad up your chimney trying to keep Saint Nick from commenting a felony . P.S Leave a not telling him you moved last yr and go fuck with the damn randier MERRY CHRISTMAS

Ok Guys Heres Your Chance...
Okay for all you guys who keep asking me for a salute and I always forget or just never get around to making them.. Well here you go.. I have a folder in my pictures that says 1,000-fubucks or a personal salute if you rate and comment each pic in that album... That way I'll have to come through.. I just have way to many requests and I just don't always look good and I don't want my picture taken on those days ya know.. So if you scratch my back i'll scratch yours so to speak.. Rate and comment all 100 of those pics and i'll give you a personal salute or a 1,000-fubucks your choice.. Just let me know that you are going to do it through the shout box not email... I do not have time to read all 50,000 emails I get each day.. So if you want to do this leave a comment here or toss me a shout.. Once you finish this I'll give you the fubucks right away and if its a slaute that you want that will be granted in a few day.. promise and for whatever reason I can't come throuh on the saulte do to

Im Wet And Im Cold!!!!!
Ok so heres the deal: it's been raining here for 4 days straight. In fact, by the time I'm finished with this blog, my cave may have moved 3 miles down the road. On top of that the temperature is falling. We wont have snow. That junk has been reserved for yu godless yankees up north. We here down south only get the best Mother Nature has to offer. Of course, Mother Nature is a woman and as such occasionally goes PMS even down here. Which has been the case as of late. Anyway, if I happen to be talking to you on a shout and you lose me, hang in there. As soon as my cave stops moving, I'll get back to you.

Skanks, Sluts, And Whores
So anyway, I've been around here since mid-September. Not all that long compared to some, but long enough to get most of the basics. I've come to see that there's an ongoing cold war of sorts between women who are willing to be nude on here and women who are not. Now, I really try to see both sides of these disagreements, but the greatest sin I can see on the part of the women willing to be nude is that many of them insist upon demanding fu-bucks or blasts or VIPs or happy hours in exchange for the privilege of seeing them nude. Ladies... Seriously... If your pics are worth paying to see, make a website and charge admission. You'll make MUCH more money that way and you can buy blasts, VIPs, and happy hours 'til your heart's content. I just know some of my friends are going to take offense to that, but oh well. It needed saying. Now we come to the women who perpetually whine about the other group of women. They call them skanks and sluts and whores for choosing to 'disrespect

Something You Should Know!!!
THIS IS A PICTURE OF MY BITCH ASS BROTHER WHO IS 29 YEARS OLD AND FUCKING A 16 YEAROLD GIRL. hE IS WALKING AROUND WITH 2 DIFFERENT STD'S AND ONE IS THE LEADING CAUSE TO CERVICAL CANCER. HIS MYSPACE NAME IS C.GIOVANNE BUT DON'T FALL FOR HIS GAMES YOU WILL GET FUCKED OVER BY HIM IN THE END. but on here his name is the 69 KING so watch out ladies http://s201.photobucket.com/albums/aa165/lonniehodges/?action=view¤t=stupidbitch.jpg i NEED FOR ALL MY FRIENDS TO COME AND READ MY NEW BLOG, IT IS VERY IMPORTANT AND PLEASE PASS ON THE INFORMATION.

Mental Hospital Phone Menu
Hello and thank you for calling The State Mental hospital. Please select from the following options menu: If you are obsessive-compulsive, press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want, stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be forwarded to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive , it doesn't matter which number you press, nothing will make you happy anyway. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you are bipolar, please leave a message after the beep or before the beep or after the beep. Please wait for the beep. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss, press 9. If you have short-term memory loss

2007 Is Ending Soooooooooooo
2007 is ending soon and a new year begins of 2008. ....Good and bad stuff has happened. SO this blog us simple. I want everyone 2 comment on this blog n share if they want. What is the best memories or memory u have about 2007 that u will never forget?

Still Analyzing Data Collected
in viewing the attack on me by two ladies i have discovered a few fake profiles may be used to build points and leveling up they were also use to attack me and my family/friends as they disagreed with them. during the gathering of data, i created a fake profile with no referrals the fake profile leveled up to 5 while gathering data. the several fakes of the two never gain any levels. if they are not fake why didnt gain any points. two profiles were deleted but not before one of these profiles attacked me then it was deleted right away. i traced that profile to crystal's referral another profile i found had a stolen picture on it from a profile that is 2 years old and still a new user. the newer profile was also used to attack me. in total i think i see six profiles between two profiles that are fake and one of those profiles may also be fake, the crystal one. cant be sure on that but possible dj mischief has 5 referrals all fake but one. maybe all

Skins.help!
I have been browsing the Fubar skins for two days now. I cant see teh backgrounds when i preview them for more then half a second or so. I have only had success with my being able to see only two of them on my site.I dont know why some will show up and some wont. I have tried to rip skins and it wont work. it wont let me?? I didnt think I needed to be on a certain level to be able to use them. I have Firefox does that have anythign to do with it? I have it set correctly via my profile page so that cant be the problem. If anyone can help me I would greatly appreciated it.

The Abuser
Tired of the ABUSER Current mood: neglected Category: Life I have been beat once again and this time i have made it public! I have hid this for so long and I am done today 12/15/07 at 1:30 pst I once again have been beat on by the jerkass and i am through i am tired of him placing his hand on me in an unwated way,pulling my hair,and leaving brusies on me so just for fare warning if no one hears from me for awhile that is because i am in prison for killing the lowlife son of a bitch.

Winter Driving At It's Best
Snowy weather driving... =/ ahh yes it is pretty nasty out right now and i just made it home with my mom but heres the LD on the whole story about it first we went all the way to my grandmas 3-4 towns over and that was a drive in its self we ate and turned right back around well when we got into the car to leave the windsheild wiper is broken and rachel and mom were freaking that it was going to fly off so i got out of the car and snaped it down and stuck my bubble gum on the blade to hold it on got back in and it worked perfect heres a pic lol if that ain't hilbilly idk what is lol and then we were driving futher and we see this train coming down the tracks and we couldn't stop and my mom goes the arms are going to come down on the car and sure enough right as we got in the middle of the tracks the lights go one and we all are screaming of course we got outta there fine =] but wow what a ride fun stuff lol

Leveling Luv
Hey everybody come by and show a little leveling luv he's real close so let's knock it out real quick!!!! ~DJPhilburg360~~ ~Co/Owner of Viper Pit Radio~Dirty South Crew~Founder Of Wakan- Tanka Clan~~@ fubar Have A Great Weekend!!

Please Pray For Princess Punkass!!
I found this in a bulletin posted today... PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin ou

Hpd Officer Killed....r.i.p
JUST WANTED TO POST THIS AS THIS HITS WAY CLOSE TO HOME AS MY KIDS DADDY WORKS W/HIM & ENDED UP ON THE CALL LAST NIGHT W/MANY OTHER OFFICERS..A ROUTINE TRAFFIC STOP THAT HAS CHANGED THE LIVES OF SO MANY & RIGHT HERE AT CHRISTMAS!! ALL BECAUSE OF A DRUNK DRIVER....BELOW IS STORY.... Huntsville officer dies from gunshot wound; suspect charged Posted by Niki Doyle December 15, 2007 12:28 PM A Huntsville police officer shot Friday night has died from his wound, Huntsville police said this afternoon. The announcement was made at police headquarters on Wheeler Avenue that officer William Eric Freeman, 36, of Hazel Green, died this morning. Police Chief Henry Reyes said Kenneth Shipp has been charged with capital murder. Reyes said Freeman and officer Kevin Lambert had been called to investigate a traffic accident with injuries on Bailey Cove Road just north of Weatherly Road at 8:43 p.m. When they arrived at 8:51 p.m., the chief said, they found Shipp sitting on the curb.

To The Girl Who Took My Place
To the girl who took my place I hope you know your spot It's unreal how you feel When your all that someones got Yet he cries and tells you lies Then turns it back around on you And though you knew he was untrue Theres just nothing you can do You've been decieved so you leave But he won't let you go You can't breathe When you hear all that you owe And it's so kind how he decides That from now on he'll call the shots So he's free and has the key To all your chains and locks He's in your head He's in your veins He's what's beating in your chest All you can do is cut him off And try to live with whats left Everyday You wonder Will I see him again Where's he at Whose he with Do I cross his mind and when But you don't your the past And he knew it wouldn't last He left with his stuff and moved on pretty fast So heres to you The girl who took my place In a few months the eyes you love Won't even look you in the face

Big Ice Storm Hits My Home...
Just wanted to let those who have been wondering where I have been...there was an ice storm here December 10th...pretty much all of Tulsa lost power and several surrounding areas. I am currently staying with my son because I still have no power at my place...people have been gaining back their power but it has been a slow process... The ice was so heavy that it was snapping trees like they were twigs...now people I am talking about mature trees...the whole place looks so devastated here...we are losing many of our old trees...just seems so sad to lose so many...my loved ones were lucky and not much damage did they receive...my older son was sad that he lost the two favorite trees he had, but his family is safe and no damage was done to his house or autos. Some were not so fortunate... I learned from his wife that an elderly couple that lived a few houses from them, the man lost his wife...the next day his mother was taken by ambulance... we have yet to hear how she is doing... As w

Just Wondering
ok so this is my new blog. i gusse i should write whats on my mind. like why do people become you friend on here and never talk to you, or return rates? why can no one seem to ever answer any questions i have about this site why is it i cant seem to level as quicly as others

My Son.........................
For those of you who do not already know my son Wee Alan aged 5, He is the apple of my eye and such a funny little boy, Who can make me laugh just by the way he looks at me, He has a condition called Cystic Fibrosis , to which at the moment there is no cure, He has been picked to play the part of Joseph in this years school Nativity play next Friday.......I just had to share the news with all my freinds on Fubar, I am so very proud of him he is such a wonderful little boy......

A Christmas Story
A Christmas Story 'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The ol d lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible--Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robo

Stay
STAY!!!! I pulled into the crowded parking lot at the Super Wal-Mart Shopping Center and rolled down the car windows to make sure my Labrador Retriever Pup had fresh air. She was stretched full-out on the back seat and I wanted to impress upon her that she must remain there! I walked to the curb backward, pointing my finger at the car and saying emphatically, "Now you stay. Do you hear me?" "Stay! Stay!" The driver of a nearby car, a pretty blonde young lady, gave me a strange look and said, "Why don't you just put it in park?"

I'm So Lonely Without You
Another new poem.No Ideal whats going on with my online girlfriend,but she's confusing the heck out of me.I waited for her to email like someone told me to do and It took 2 days.She got deleted from my friends list on the site me and her are on and she email me asking me why I deleted her.So I email her back and told her I didn't delete her and had no Ideal why or how It happened.And then she email me telling me no one Is talking to her anymore.I told her I'm always emailing her,but I don't get anything back half the time.It's like what the heck.Well onto the poem: I'm So Lonely Without You I'm so lonely without you,that the nights and days are blue.A darken cloud above me rains down upon me,covering my my tears up so no one may see them fall.My heartaches for you as I clinged onto you for dear life.My heart grows darker without your love to give It light to It.I felt so blissed when we first talked,a warm feeling overcame me,but as you are not around as much my

Sts-122 Atlantis Launch Date Pushed Back A Week
Atlantis To launch No Earlier Than Jan. 10th, 2008 Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/Cheryl Mansfield Dec. 15 - 5:35 p.m. EST Launch of shuttle Atlantis on a critical space station assembly mission, delayed twice because of problems with troublesome low-level fuel sensors, will slip an additional week, from Jan. 2 to no earlier than Jan. 10, to give support personnel time off over the Christmas and New Year holidays, NASA managers said today. With test instrumentation spliced into the engine cutoff - ECO - sensor circuitry in the shuttle's aft engine compartment, engineers plan to pump supercold liquid hydrogen rocket fuel back into Atlantis' external tank Tuesday. The goal of the test is to collect data that should help pinpoint the location of whatever problem caused multiple ECO sensors to malfunction during launch attempts Dec. 6 and 9 that grounded Atlantis an

Enlightened Perspective
ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE Please Read all the way to the bottom! If you will take the time to read these. I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! They're written by Andy Rooney , a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy....... I've learned.... That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned.... That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned.... That just one person saying to me, 'You've made my day!' makes my day. I've learned.... That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned.... That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned.... That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned.... That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned.... That no matter how s

Merry Christmas
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m"Wishing all my FUBAR friends a very Merry Christmas!!!! I would like to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy and Prosperous New Year!!! Also let's keep in our thoughts and prayers all the service people that are away from their family and that they all return safe. Darren

Dreams And Reality
Work is really starting to get on my last nerve. Last night I realized more then ever that I need to be my own boss. Its funny though, because I seem to be an almost walking contradiction. In a work environment I want to be in complete control. I don’t need or want someone telling me how to do my job. I'm a faster learner and a good teacher. I have a knack for being able to see the big picture and sliding all the pieces into place. In a relationship I believe in balance and equality. I think that’s the only healthy way a relationship can thrive. Yet, in the bedroom I like when my partner is control. Its my ultimate turn on... ---- Its strange how a dream can impact your entire day. Last night I dreamt about a friend that I haven’t seen in many of years. This dream left me with many questions and an eerie feeling. The dream really got me thinking about my childhood, because in my dream she asked me if I remembered some things her and I did. Perhaps this dream was br

Birthday Girl
My Dear Friend Selene is haven a Birthday next week !!! Her Lounge the Underworld will be haven a Party next friday keep a eye open for it! I want to ask all My firends who read this to go show Her some Love Please attack Her with rates coments Gifts add Her Just Love her up as only You can Thank You ~Ancient1~ Azkadellia/DJSeleneCorvenios@ fubar

Untitled
Lifelong ponderings; always wondering.... Is there more than what we see? Something or someone more to be? One day, i finally see... Past was just time; quickly gone like a dime.... Creation had came for this nothing; Real life from Him; the "more" that i finally see! God to me. kneeling before Him may all the world see! by: Teresa Williams, 1.28.07

This Is Just A Brief Note To Alert
This is just a brief note to ALERT you to the fact that the vast majority of state legislatures begin their sessions very shortly! Indeed, 36 states bang gavels beginning in January of 08! As a person on the RTR email list, YOU CAN BE A PART OF SOMETHING TRULY HUGE! Behind the scenes, our state coordinators, veterans, and a variety of other citizen action groups have been forming coalitions, developing strategies for their states, and preparing for a Restore the Republic BLITZ beginning in January! Major efforts are already under way in Colorado, North Carolina, Pennsylvania, Florida and Wisconsin. If you are in any of THOSE states, your coordinator needs you BADLY! But in every state ... YOUR TEAM NEEDS YOU NOW! If you truly want to "do something," here is your chance! Contact YOUR state coordinator immediately. If you are in or near your state capitol, ask to be assigned to "Team One." You will be a DIRECT part of the contact between we, the people, and the

Service
Service my mind won't stop, it constantly thinks, about this; my true nature, my pain, my kinks, It has painted countless pictures of different scenes... You beating me, binding me, bringing tears that clean. The sting of Your hand, Your leather, Your heat, spaces my soul outside my body and makes me complete. Leather covers my eyes, bound in Your ropes, for such is much better than for what i could have hoped. Please accept my submission, to serve as my right, mark my soul, let me drink of You as You guide me through my serving life. As serving You means perfection to me, born submissive and now, finally complete. by teresa williams

Untitled
Wrestling everything... Physical, emotional, baring all, Around my world were tall strong walls, built to keep out A safe place was there, alone i was and in doubt. Inside my walls my thoughts roam past, new, things I've explored and tried, What made me smile, want; what made me fly high Where is safety with peace happiness sought; owned, not leased Where is it, I remember past times.. then seek it, find it, crave it and renew my mind. Stinging leather, ropes binding, hotflesh bare, red always remind me... Happiness is serving Him, Pleasing, completing with a real love within. Fighting life is over and done, peace now, to Him I always sucomb. by teresa W.

From Nothing
From Nothing searching for Him, where is the One; the One who will create me, who will give me life like the sun. He will destroy whats here tear it down.... every part; nothing now. His masterful hands then will touch; patiently rebuilding; with my complete total trust. He knows the potential this lump has to be... making this a masterpiece; proud for the world to see. His pain i crave to feel it will make me safe. Fear i feel; but fear is sureness.. that His love is granted to me; earned; not easily gave. Serving Him, my Pappa, my All; keeps my eyes focused, feet steady, soul craving to hear His call... Come to Pappa Teresa W. 1-14-07

Vip
well ,,66 % voted for me to get vip... so I will... Is it a waste of money..yes I know it is.. I have and do use my space,blogger,my husband write online articles (and gest paid) and we have done alot with online bullshit sites(as this one will be for money as it is going now-and for 15.00 hell you can get any porn site,any paid movie site(netflix 15.00 gets you 14 hours free downloads of movies and two movies in the mail).. but here i get an 11 rating....lol rip.off... I'll do it once and see (3months worth) and then go if its one page and no support as it is now... oh I get 10000 fubar bucks that I have gotten for free anyway..thanks

Poems
Outside Inside a box, never outside the lines, conform to whats normal limit your mind.... What life is that, makes excitement something extinct; Just stories and tales of a time long past. What is normal? a word defined different, what does it mean? to me its only a cycle on my washing machine. Normal is happiness found; coloring outside the lines, exploring whats pleasure, what brings content and a smile for the rest of my time. written by Teresa Williams 3.17.07

Poetry By Me
A slaves Journey Who am i? Born as i am, Aries' fire burning inside her and craves ONEs' guidance and unquestioning commands. It burns wildly at times, but always a steady flame, intense heat fevers flesh that NEEDS to be owned. Pleasure she brings Him, over and again and again. A Master needs this slave, somewhere she knows... His hands ready to mold this creation to be, a work that gives freely to Him... needing to grow. His naked property with head bowed kneeled with knees spread, in front of Him, Ready to serve, wants to do as He wishes, and make Him wanton to feed her His manhood, without any reserves. His touch sometimes beats me, binds me and stings her flesh, His signature of art upon her, making the fire eternal, an obsession drives her, heart and soul. His propertys neck waits and longs for His ring, a collar of ownership, that He leads her by, proud of her Yes He loves her, No doubt this now He sees. Trusting Him deeper and bigger than the heaven

My Newest Poem Written 12/15/2007 (looking For A Title Any Suggestions)
I want to wish you Happiness, Upon you, as you embark on a new journey. For the Lord and the angels in stow their bless, Into your heart, life and soul unconditionally. As your journey begins with uncertainty, The Lord, your partner and in your friends you can find strength. For you have the heart that has the capacity, Of Love, Understanding, Compassion, and Faith. To navigate through the uncertain world, We all live in and call home. With your love in your heart, your Family will be like a sword, Cutting through any evil, and hard time that may loom. What you have accepted into your life, Is worth more than all the worlds Gold, and Silver. For you will shape the Heart, Mind, Soul and Life, Of a Young, Innocent, Imaginative, and Curious Dreamer. By: Michael Citty 12/15/2007

My Wings
There she sits in the lowered lights, Looking as beautiful as ever. Smiling so brilliantly sending my heart out of sight, As my soul floats down a river. If I were an true Angel, I would trade my wings for her. Watching her move on the dance floor, Dancing with no cares on her mind. Makes me wish I could open the door, To join her to leave all my cares behind. If I were a true Angel, I would trade my wings for her. Seeing her hair move so softly, Just as the clouds slowly rolling by. Sends me soaring so freely, In my mind I begin to fly. If I were a true Angel, I would trade my wings for her. Seeing her move so wonderfully, Sends my mind wondering. Restlessly soaring through sensational sky so heavenly, It would make the lord almighty start to think. If I were a true Angel, I would trade my wings for her. I wouldn't mind trading in my wings, To share my heart and soul with her. As we shared a new pair of wings, So we could soar in the heavenly

In Search Of An Angel
I am in search of an angel, Of an eternal life and love. That burns like a candle, That glows strong and intensely. An angel that will be the guardian of my heart, And experience an enjoyable existence with my soul. Igniting an undyingly brilliant torch from the start, Touching every hidden crevasse in my bare life. When we are together, We take flight in a wonderful world. Floating on the carpet of feathers, Soaring in the mystical night sky. Together we adventurer the amazements of true companionship, Dealing with the twisted obstacles that we are faced with every day. To be alive in this world in one of the most utmost desired relationship, Inspired from the boundless frontiers of the endless unconditional friendship. We treat ourselves to breathtaking dreams, Of living in each other's eyes. That enters our thoughts like an endless stream, Gushing smoothly down a mountainside. Living the life like dreams that we each share, In every endless night of ou

Life Biting Me In Ass (((friends Please Read)))
Well here it is saturday , last night at 3 am I got violently ill in my own home from carbon monoxide . My mom came and picked up the kids and took them to her house . I dialed 911 shortly after and the fire department showed up and wouldn't let me return into the house till 10am this morning when they met me at home with the furnace repair man . The repair fixed furnace but it happened yet again so I was evacuated again till around 3:45 this afternoon . The Furnace is DEAD gone over finished . So no more carbon monoxide but I got no fucking heat so YIPPEE!! Hopefully monday the furnace guy said he knows a program through the state that can help and he is a god sent cause he is really trying to help . BTW for all u men reading this MEN suck my husband refuses to leave the house and is camping in basemnet with a heater "going to save the pipes from freezing" . I argued with him for a hour I give up ! So I am out of here !!! I be back monday maybe sooner may go hang at a grl friends hou

Mothers
Mothers are truly the stars on Earth, Who bring us and our children they bare. Who gives us life and love from birth, Whose thoughts of us are in their prayers. The one who would give anything to see us happy, Through the heartaches, and mistakes. To the bumps and bruises they heal like a magic fairy, With a love that's deeper than the lakes. The one who is always there, Standing taller and stronger than the trees. No matter how life seems unfair, Your always there to wipe away the tears Happy Mothers Day By: Michael Citty

?questionz?
when is love enough to heal the pain felt within, strong enough when timez r tuff to begim it all again, to feel like u matter to people that u care about,insted of constantly like u'r being put out,is it in my head or is it in my heart that i see &feel like it's not smart, should i stay or should i go ,or should i hope that the love will grow...

Time Waits For No One
Ever wonder why people die young....it the saying only the good die young true? This is the burning question of time and life. I hope for all that time stands still or that another life moves on in place of the lost one.....The world changes everyday and time seems to slip us by without kickin us in the ass untill time has past us by and it's yesterday....and tomorrow never comes.....................

Hi
My Femme name is derra my boy name is david .I am approximately 5'11" and weigh about 145 pounds. I've been on and off hormones and pump my small but noticalbe boobies I work as male and go out as Derra on the weekends and when I am at home. The dual life is difficult, but the reality is that a T-girl has few employment opportunities. It's a common situation with a transsexual. I am extremely kinky sexually may see me with the seventh fleet...maybe an officer or two, or the entire crew. I constantly play with my developing breast, I still work as a boy and I have been working at concealing them as much as possible, but lately I it has been a loosing battle. My body is waxed so to not show unsightly hairs. My eyebrows were tweezed within My ears were pierced I am Very sexy looking and a total slut when it comes to sex. I'm a T. girl who loves to be with those who appreciate T. girls.. especially other T. girls, but also men, and women, and couples.. open minded and uninhibited..

Things Are Good
Right now I'm working a lot of hours I'm kinda seein someone its not really official but he's the one I want to be with right now. Not much new going on in my life I'll post another blog when something new happens

Darkness
Darkness my friend where are you? They caught me in the daylight again. Caught again in the light. Exposed, Naked, at they're mercy. Mercy? They have no mercy. They just laugh at sorrow and pain. Darkness? Can you hear me? They are trying to break me again. They say I have no heart. Thats what they say. No heart? No, they can not see it because it is filled with darkness. Can I hold on a couple of hours till night? They cant find my in the night wrapped in your embrace. They try, I must be still, they still look. Hurry darkness bring on the night. I will be safe at night, if for only a couple of hours. Help me get out of the light! They corrupted it, twisted it. War, disease, famine, but no death. No not death. They want me alive so they can feed on pain and suffering. The bastards. Come help me darkness. Get me out of the light. When I am with you they cant find me, They bring light to expose and ridicule me. Darkness please tell me...... Is it them or am I just doing th

The Gift
1) THE GIFT OF LISTENING... But you must REALLY listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no planning your response. Just listening. 2) THE GIFT OF AFFECTION... Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, pats on the back and handholds. Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have for family and friends. 3) THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER... Clip cartoons. Share articles and funny stories. Your gift will say, "I love to laugh with you." 4) THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE... It can be a simple "Thanks for the help" note or a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime, and may even change a life. 5) THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT... A simple and sincere, "You look great in red," "You did a super job" or "That was a wonderful meal" can make someone's day. 6) THE GIFT OF A FAVOR... Every day, go out of your way to do something kind. 7) THE GIFT OF SOLITUDE... There are times when we want nothing better than to be left alone. Be sensitive to those time

Utinahica Dig Update
Greatings All, Well, I am finally back home again as of last night. The Dig was a big sucess, though not a complete one. We found more evidence of very early Spanish, but we no longer think the building we were escavating was "THE" Spanish Mission we thought it might be. Instead it seems to be a Ceremonial Building. I am limited to how much I can say online about everything we found until FernBank has a chance to do so but I can offer up this article that appeared in the Atlanta Journal on Tuesday. Take warning though that the writer MUST be a frustrated author (LOL). I Laughed when I read it, but he does have the basic facts right. I included a Slide show with a number of Pics from the Dig. Also, in my latest stash are a number of Pics showing the general types of artifacts we were finding. Fernbank digs into early Georgian history By MARK DAVIS The Atlanta Journal-Constitution Published on: 12/11/07 JACKSONVILLE, Ga. — Jacksonville, Ga. -- Was it a

Performing Live @ Revolution Live
SEAN KINGSTON’s OFFICIAL AFTERPARTY of the Upclose & Personal Tour Revolution 200 West Broward Blvd. Wed. Dec.26th Day after Christmas Doors Open 10pm – 4am Opening Act performing at 1am Presold Ticket $25.00 Presold VIP $45.00 Additional Info: Performing Live: Sean Kingston, Rick Ross, Red Rat, Crossovah, & More! Live Appearances: Chris Brown, Bow Wow, Soldier Boy, Lil Mama, & More! Don't miss STEEL PULSE performing at REVOLUTION LIVE this New Year's Eve with very special guests FOURTH DIMENSON and JAHFE!

Adult Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

What Do You Really Want
What do you really want By Sondra What do you really want in life? Do you want love?Trust? Acceptance? Faithfulness? Do you want honesty? Friends? Togetherness? Attention? A life mate? Whatever it is you want in life, always remember that you get out of life what you put into it! If you willingly give love, you will receive love from someone who is willingly giving it in return, if you want someone who will be faithful, you have to be in all ways faithful. If you want friends, you have to be friendly. If you want others to be honest with you, you have to be an honest person yourself. If you want someone to give you their undivided attention, you have to be willing to give that person your undivided attention in return, or even sometimes give your attention first. If you want to be fully accepted "as you are" then you have to accept others in the same way. Do you want to be trusted? Then you have to learn to trust! As for happiness, others cant make us happy, we have to choose to

Rip Matt Halme 2-3-1978/6-29-1993
THIS IS ONE THAT IS VERY OLD I WAS WRITING IN A OLD JOURNAL AND FOUND THIS ONE IT WAS TO A FOR A GUY THAT WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT HE WAS 17 AND ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL HIS NAME WAS MATT HALME HE WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT IN 1993 R.I.P MATT! IM SO SAD AND DEPRESSED ITS ALL I CAN DO IS REST I GO TO SLEEP AT NIGHT BUT MY DREAMS I JUST CAN NOT FIGHT I THINK OF YOU LYING IN THAT BED AND WONDER IF THERE WAS ANYTHING I COULD HAVE SAID I WISH YOU WERE STILL HERE BUT I KNOW THAT YOU ARE STILL NEAR I LOVED YOU MORE THEN YOU KNEW I WISH YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GO I JUST WANT ONE MORE DAY AND I KONW THAT WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE WANTED TOO I MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY THERE IS SO MUCH MORE THAT WE COULD HAVE SAID BUT MY LIFE IS JUST STARTED TO BEGIN YOU HAD TO GO AND ILL SEE YOU ONE DAY WHEN IM OLD

For Him
“Sit on the bed for a minute while I get some things out of the drawer.” He did so as I walked over to the chest of drawers and retrieved the bundle I had put there earlier in anticipation of “his night’. He sat up on the bed and looked most interested as I laid everything out, one item at a time. First thing was a bottle of body lotion, the closest thing I had to massage oil, next was a small towel, then the remainder of my cat outfit material cut into strips and finally the pouch of brushes from my make-up kit. “Right then, lets get this show on the road. First of all, I am going to give you a massage so I am going to undress you first. I am going to do all of this on my own, don’t help unless I ask for it, OK?” “Yes miss!” he laughed, “Whatever you say.” I stood at the side of the bed and undid the zip on my grey dress and let it slide to the floor to reveal the black stockings and suspenders I preferred to wear on special occasions. Other than a sharp intake of breath, Danny

Stupid Boys
My shoutbox is FAMILY ONLY now. I got sick of getting a million messages about the dirty things random guys want to do to me. Uh, no thanks. And I *still* don't wanna see your ugly dick. So unless you got some hot women in your NSFW folders, I am NOT gonna look. ;) I don't want to look at you men. Sorry. No, I won't add you to my family. I like my family just how it is. No, there is nothing you can do to get me to add you to my family. Well, maybe buy me a Happy Hour, lol. I took off my private and family-only albums. I'm not here to give anyone free porn. And my naked (or lingerie clad) body is not for strangers anyway! So that doesn't mean I'll email or "trade" dirty pics with you. Okay, I'm rambling, but I'm just sick of losers who beg to see me naked or try to talk dirty to me. Sorry, I'm taken. So enjoy the pics I do have up or get off my page.

If Anyone Reads These
This is for anone stopping by my page, no I won't add you. Nothing personal, but odds are you will rate nothing probably not fan me, and never talk to me. so whats the point. I waste my time accepting you only to have to delete you a week later. I'm sure you are hot and very sweet.. not my problem, I have incredible friends, and super family. So no need to waste time, if we talk a few times then odds are good we could be friends, I don't blank request, I do read profiles if you don't have anything in your about me section then I don't give a damn what you look like, odds are yu are fake w/ a internet pik. I'm happy married w/ incredible friends, I really don't need you to complete my life, I don't need your pik up on my profile as a friend. too many out here just click on my page so they can get to my firends, I'd like to have my friends hidden if possible. anyway thats about it have a nice day

It's Too Much
I still to this day don't understand why bad things happen to good people. I know I'm not the best person in the world, but damnit I'm a good person, I have a good heart, good morals and a good head on my shoulders. I keep myself grounded and I try to be fair. I try to treat others the way I want to be treated. I am loyal and honest. I won't lie, I dispise liers. I call a spade a spade and a club a club. I always have and I always will. I never really try to hurt anyone intentionally. If it happens it's an accident. Not intentional. I know that alot of the things that have happened to me are NOT my fault. But it's not fair that I am the one who has to deal with the way they made me feel, and that I have to deal with the outcome of the situation. I'm a very complicated girl in a very complicated world. I wish everyone would open their eyes and see the good not the bad. But that will never happen. Everyone has doubts and everyone has a bad side to them, but we all choose which side to be

No More Chances
the chosen casualty picked from the group to feel this way a never-ending loop i keep falling , the ground wont catch methe pain becomes numb, i open and bleedwhile sorrow fills my heart because i let another in so easy to be deceived should you go for heaven or sin save your excuses tell no more lies i hate you now more than ever i wish youd just rot and die so i can escape to finally be free from this fake and hateful life you hold over me im broken inside lost and crying for helpi wanted to save you but you need to save yourself from the chains of anger the black viloence shown i tried to help to reveal your not alone i reached out my hand but you fed it to the dogs let me live in peace i want to move on to be free of you when your finally gone no more chances and dont run into my armswhen all is said and done im finished nowMOVE THE FUCK ALONG!

Its Comming Down To The Wire Only Need 14,483 And Counting Down
bombs away please come and help i know we can get this done today please help i will hand out fubucks to anyone who stays and helps till we hit the goal of 40,000 comments please come and help out

I Just Need To Wait And Listen Actively To Others.
You think it is a frog and I think it is a horse! i have to respect other's opinion..... you can see it clearly in the above picture I just need to wait and listen actively to others.

This Is Me, Not You
just because im different doesnt mean i changed why are looks so important to you? now that you stare at me strang do i scare you? do i make you cring? with all the fire and pitchforks out you hunt me like a witch do you have less respect? do you want me to beg ? for your smile and approval and give you my arm and leg do i frighten your family? even the elder or two or do i make you jealous? because you could never be you dont harrasse me for my hair or my shoes or cloths because that only makes you look stupid and letting everyone know you cant live outside cant except people for them always worried about a facade and the square box you live in you dont have to accept it ... what is, me and my style but i dont give a fuck while giving you the finger with a smile

Come Rock Out With Djwiccanlove 4-8 Pm Et
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Presend
Look at me. Look. Say nothing. One not, anything. There are no words, you see more than an other would see. In fact, even if I am naked and at cleanest. My nakedness would tell nothing. My bare skin not over me more than a shirt your bare, I. If I sat naked in the window, the people would go past, they would look. They would not know even a second about my soul. Whenever you look at me, you see from others to me. I am in me. When you see me naked from which my wordlessness tastes from countries. My nakedness winds your hands of the flowing energy around him. It is quite good in it. There only. Outside the rain urges on the pitch of asphalt. Nothing disturbs me. If I would be wordless.

Empty
confusion dwells on this torn, bloody soul breaking and crying sitting all alone she hears the crow cry as she sits and writes whats in store for this sad, pathetic girl? on this cold and forgotten night screaming and fighting in a world forever dead as her empty heart drains lying next to the bed love no longer beats feelings forever lost from the pain she indures but finally at what cost where will she be? in the next 20 years buried beneath the soil along with her fears

Mumm
I never made a MuMM but I thought let's try it and I never thought it would be so much rated or commented, daaaaamn :) but anyway thanks all :) However after reading some comments I realised I forgot couple off facts but than it probably would be to big...

New Christmas Poem
New Christmas Poem TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES

A Failure
A Failure (her) skewed thoughts rambled brain smoking drugs take away the pain (her) world is out of order she can clearly see that this isn't her life and was never meant to be (just) a small shake from her mothers head leads to her guilt and anger and a walk with the dead imagin you here cold and alone running out of luck and running away from home make it by yourself but fail the whole time as the ravenged, black heart cries as you walk that fine line dont you forget dont you lie this is the life you didnt choose to sit,wait, and die this is my pain i fear everyday to wake up and look... ...im still alive... and i say, "why isn't this over?!" "why can't it be done?!" (looks to the sky screaming) "you've already won!" night falls on my lost and lonely heart waiting for the sunrise when it will all restart

It's Funny How True This Is
RACISTS? Someone else besides me finally said it. How many are actually paying attention to this? There are African Americans, Mexican Americans, Asian Americans, Arab Americans, Native Americans, etc. And then there are just Americans. You pass me on the street and sneer in my direction. You call me "Whiteboy," "Cracker," "Honkey," "Whitey," "Caveman" and that's OK. But when I call you, Nigger, Kike, Towelhead, Sand-nigger, camel Jockey, Beaner, Gook, or Chink you call me a racist. You say that whites commit a lot of violence against you, so why are the ghettos the most dangerous places to live? You have the United Negro College Fund. You have Martin Luther King Day. You have Black History Month. You have Cesar Chavez Day. You have Yom Hashoah You have Ma'uled Al-Nabi You have the NAACP. You have BET. If we had WET(White Entertainment Television) we'd be Racists. If we had a White Pride Day you would call us racists.

Something Everyone Should Think About
To Kill an American You probably missed it in the rush of news last week, but there was actually a report that someone in Pakistan had published in a newspaper an offer of a reward to anyone who killed an American, any American. So an Australian dentist wrote an editorial the following day to let everyone know what an American is . So they would know when they found one. (Good one, mate!!!!) "An American is English, or French, or Italian, Irish, German, Cuban, Spanish, Polish, Russian or Greek. An American may also be Canadian, Mexican, African, Indian, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, Australian, Iranian, Asian, or Arab, or Pakistani or Afghan or any other. An American may also be a Comanche, Cherokee, Osage, Blackfoot, Navaho, Apache, Seminole or one of the many other tribes known as native Americans. An American is Christian, or he could be Jewish, or Buddhist, or Muslim. In fact, there are more Muslims in America than in Afghanistan. The only difference is that in A

Her Son Took His Life Yesterday
PRINCESS PUNKASS ON HERE NEEDS UR PRAYERS MORE THEN ANYTHING. HER SON KILLED HIMSELF RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER.HERE IS THE FOLLWING MESSAGE HER FRIEND SENT ME.. Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people

You Will Laugh At This One
Anger Management Anger Management When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know. I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello." I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?" Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude. When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits. After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again. When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying b

Very True Bout Us Libras
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with... you might end up crying... Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics.

56 Days
Fifty Six Days So I’m at the plasma center, donating as I usually do twice a week. It gives me gas a cigarette money. It’s my second donation of the week so this means $30 in my pocket when I’m done. Up walks the security guard, who also does other work there. Basically a good handy man on top of being security. I like him, he and I talk and joke, and are both Security Officers, prior military, and the like. We have a lot in common. They happen to have him cutting these straps off of the new covers on the beds. Joking he acts like he is reaching for the line. We both laugh and he cuts the first strap. I look back up at the movie and suddenly hear him say, “Oh shit I really did it.” I start chuckling and look over, and there is blood dripping from the scissors. Rather surprised I say. “Oh shit you really did it.” I then realize that blood is flowing out and grab the clamp on the hose and close it. At this point one of the Tech’s comes over he tells him what he did before the tech c

Islamweb Hajj
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I Miss
i miss you it hurts to think of everything we went through i wish you could see my heart i hate that we are apart i cry for your touch i miss you so much you have changed into someone i dont know remember when you told me you wouldd never let go what happened between you and me i remember the nights we would lay there and look at each other the point is i miss you and i want to hold you i wish i could rewind time and make evwrything fine but theres no way of getting that back and now your just one thing in life will never be again i dont know why things are like this but i just wanted to tell you that its you that i really miss

Hunden's Brain
How Hunden’s Brain Works A story Many of you know me, some of you know me well. But this should illustrate how my brain works for all of you. Some four (roughly) years ago I was at XS Internet Café and a friend of mine (you know who you are) who will remain nameless for a number of reasons, is at a site that sells stuff. He calls me over and shows me that there is a book that he is excited about. It is a tell all book, a diary to be precise, about possibly the most famous actress currently known. This diary was written by her room mate. As I’m reading the summery there is this guy in the back of my brain knocking. The more I read the harder he knocks. I’m seriously thinking ‘something just isn’t right here’ when the guy grabs the sledge and nails me. I read a little more, and scroll back up to the top as I as my friend, “Hey, what was Marilyn’s real name?” “I thought it was Marilyn.” He answers. I click next to the supposed authors name, Mary, and reply, “No it was Mary somethi

Wisdom
ADVICE FROM AN OLD TENNESSEE MOUNTAIN MAN Your fences need to be Horse-high, pig-tight And bull-strong. Keep skunks And bankers And lawyers At a distance. Life is simpler When you plow Around the stump. A bumble bee Is considerably Faster than A John Deere tractor Words that soak Into your ears Are whispered... Not yelled. Meanness Don't jes' Happen Overnight. Forgive your enemies It messes up Their heads. Do not corner something That you know is Meaner than you. It don't take A very big person To carry a grudge. You cannot unsay A cruel, Or unkind word. Every path has A few puddles. When you wallow with pigs, Expect to get dirty. The best sermons Are lived, Not preached. Most of the stuff People worry about Ain't never gonna Happen anyway. Don't judge folks By their relatives. Remember that silence Is sometimes The best answer. Live a good, Honorable life. Then when

Blogging Turns Ten And Other Bathroom Humor
I finally got to our credit union when the book fair was going on (in their language, that’s “we set the books on a rack and people can purchase them self-serve”) and after I deposited my paycheck as well as one my mom sent me for my birthday I bought “Uncle John’s Curiously Compelling Bathroom Reader”. For those who’ve never read a Bathroom Reader, they’ve been published every year or so for two decades and contain all kinds of little known facts which include trivia about the bathroom as well as nearly everything else. I was reading in it last night (though I have gone to the bathroom reading it before, just then I wasn’t) one article about the history of the blog. I highly doubt anyone here’s been blogging for ten years, but one article which gave the history of some online terms (“Jargon.com”, pp. 87-88) had this to say about BLOG. “Short for ‘weblog,’ a type of Web site where entries are made similarly to a personal diary or journal (or log), covering a wide variety of subje

Update
well my party was moved to today and I am about to leave to a $100 a person dinner. I posted this blog earlier thinking that a woman might like to be treated to a really nice dinner, nice conversation at a really fancy resturant downtown, but guess not many people like really fancy places. I don't like to go to them all the time, but admit that I enjoy wearing a suit, and going to a really fancy place sometimes makes you feel nice. I'm really nervous and excited at the same time. My boss showed me the menu she picked and there's going to be steak, wine fancy desserts all paid for by the company, I don't think I've ever been to a place this fancy she had to book the resturant several months back because its so popular. Thats ok though I wouldn't want anyone I would take to feel uncomfortable or out of place. I guess I'll have to be more careful of the people I've met and dated in the past, many people I've meet or dated couldn't fit-in in a "black dress" setting. I just have to be mo

Princess Punkass Needs Ur Prayers..
her son shot hiself in front of her yesterday Hello, My name is kelsey i am a friend of lindas princess punkass. i would like for you to get a message to all her freinds on here. her son killed hiself yesterday. from what i got from her sister this is what ahppened. he left school early and went home she was out doing some shpping before going on a trip to texas she came home and she had gotten him a speciall gift for winning a football award. she took it to his room and he was there and he told her her loved everyone but could not take itanymore and her shot hiself in front of her. you and a couple of others on here like mikes hard lemonade and cowboy3759070 are the ones she talks to the most i know she is going through hell and has been sadated for several hours to keep her from loosing her mind if you could put a bulletin out about this to everyone i can show her people do care what she is going through

Unhappiness
i think each night about the moment we first met you took my breath away and i couldnt take my eyes off you a watched you watched you move in that weird way you do i watched you look at me too those brown eyes peering deep into my soul it was like it was real it felt so natural they way we connected the way it all seemed like it was meant to be and i felt like it was meant to be when we are together it wass like we have been together for years the passion the love but not anymore it has faded never been dimmer i look at you and i feel nothing anymore i have never felt so cold and though others try to steer me away I will fight to the end for this unhappiness in wrong and in right

Bytches And Fakes
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It Just Gets Better And Better
To be honest with you, I thought about setting this to private but I have realized that my greatest strength is to be able to tell people in public fashion how I see the situation and perhaps see something that I didn't and even correct me. With that said, I smile on what I see this morning. Again a repost off of fubar: So I have my ex husband blocked from my fubar account so he can't see my profile or any pics. well he figrued out that this profile was me and went to a mumm that had been expired for about 3 days and in one of the comments I had said that my ex was a drunk pos that was why i left him. He gets all pissed off and starts texting me saying horrible things to me and then goes and copy's the comment and posts it in his blog on his myspace. btw we have been seperated for almost 2 years and i have been remarried for almost a year so my question is do you think this is something a sane (nothing to worrie about) person would do or do you think he is unstable (crazy) and I

Yet To Find
only you can build me up what the world has torn me down i can always find your warm presence when it seems no one else is around i constantly find myself dreaming of your touch the way your hands runs gently down my cheek and just the thought of your soft kiss makes me quiver and i suddenly get weak i can still feel your body when wrapped in my arms and i can still sense the smell of your hair but each passing moment that i live without you the more the strings of my heart begin to tear but as we meet again and i gaze into your eyes all my pain and sorrow is put at ease then our bodies embrace withpassion uniting with a warm and gentle squeeze i now know that finding you was my purpose in life there is only one man that fulfills me both in body and mind one man that showers me with these feelings so true there is only one man ill love both now and forever there is only one man for me only you that i have yet to find

Mothers Who Drugged Us
The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question: Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?" I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was drug to the homes o

Want Some Fubucks???
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What Famous Person Do You Look Like?
http://www.myheritage.com/ Looking for something to do ... lol go to this site ... click on face recognition and follow directions see what famous person u look like! http://www.myheritage.com/collage

Winter Nights
Slogging through the dead of winter with thick-bundled bodies and clouded breath, gingerly stepping from ice-free patch to ice-free patch, cursing the many cold and sunless days till March, we could use a little bright spot in all this gray. Perhaps a snowflake fluttering down just so, perfectly framing the universe for a hushed moment, or a cup of steaming hot chocolate cradled tenderly in grateful fingers, or even a rosy-cheeked young imp flinging a playful snowball across our grumbling brows.

Love
i had a baby girl names Lakota Elizabeth Roberts on November29,2007 at 4.45pm and she weighed 7lbs 4.5 ounces and was 20inches long and she made such a diffrence in my life in the little time that she was here she went home to be with jesus on dec 8th 2007 i love her so very much and miss her do much but she will forever be in my heart i love you Lakota Elizabeth Roberts forever and always love mommy

I Meant To Hurt You
I Meant To Hurt You I meant what I said every word. Words of dark painful truth. Words of pain an abucus of mine suffering. So hurtful I meant every word. Words spoken, words that wound. I care not. Words filled with hate a hate so great. MY words did wound so deep did the knife blade slice and enter your putrid flesh. Stinking and rotten. I care not just die! So what if I made the blood flow so proud I am I have the power of black, magick on my side. Give the Devil his sacrifice. With my left hand I bring it. Tears of blood flow but they are not mine, only my victims. I care not rot in Hell! The knife cuts and woumds even deeper, slicing through your stinking rotting flesh. A sword of power I hold. AS your blood turns black into the blood stained earth below. I care not Legon claim your sacrifice I created in your name. So great is this victims everlasting pain. The fires roar the demons dance and howl. You are cursed for eternal damnation. I care not

Tale Of A Gothic Princess
Tale of a Gothic Princess Princess Dominica looked so beautiful All dressed in black With white make-up and dark purple lips She sat on the throne so full of majesty The onlookers were dazzled by her beauty And worshipped the ground she walked upon The King was not well And expected to die soon And the Queen had died long ago So the young princess would soon rule the Kingdom Everyone was impressed with her intelligence and grace She carried out her duties without question or complaint And she would always greet new visitors with a smile Once the audience was over she would return to her rooms In the privacy of her own room she would cut her wrists And let the blood pour into a bowl She would force food down her throat until she could eat no more Then she would go to the lady’s room and be violently sick Underneath all her garments she was painfully thin She felt so much pressure to be beautiful She had many suitors but

The Party Was Great!
It is Saturday morning, almost afternoon. I started to write this earlier but then had a chance to talk to Martin so I stopped. Last night was my office party and I have to say that it was a blast! We were the first to show up. he first hour was for drinks, then dinner after that. Everyone started slowly trickling in. It was set up beautifully and the food and wine was sooo good! We laughed and joked with everyone all night. It was a really good time. We ended up getting home around midnight. I am so happy that it went well. It made my season just not having to deal with the usual bullshit that I have to at these parties. My Dad ave a speech last night and his speech was about Peter and how much he does for the company and does stuff he isn't even required to do. He just gets what ever job done that needs to be done. Told everyone that it seems to go unnoticed with the things Peter does and no one pays attention to all that Peter does there at the company and he just w

Braced
Braced It is a slow death the death of soul, but assured- too subtle to see. List the listless near-misses here married to the seashore, sisters of death; go closer, they bite. If their webs carress you are chilled. Each strand soothes a single cell, and each loss in life encompassed is sane only when approached in the distance. Question, or they tell. I am desolate when you are passed; crouch in the shadow where I can see you. by Jason Paul Fox

I Will
I Will When the sunset dilutes itself in the soothing earth of your eyes and the green falls to loam. When the dew like tiny constellations glistens in silken webs and sleeping spiders. When the last sorrows are forgotten among the black foliage of nameless melancholy- gray that feels pink. I will, but don't ask me until the time comes. I'll remember when fatigue quakes in the muscles of your mistakes of memory; don't rush the moonrise, don't question my will, it happens always when I will the wrong time right, and the passion fades from the planet's sight. by Jason Paul Fox

More Ramblings, April 2007
Originally posted in Myspace on Friday, April 06, 2007: Detained That word captures so many different meanings these days, doesn't it? But one above all others dominates the news: Detained, as in, Detainee. Wikipedia.com defines it thusly: "Detainee is a controversial term used by certain governments and their military to refer to individuals held in custody, such as those it does not classify and treat as either prisoners of war or suspects in criminal cases." There are many topics of current relevance I could focus on to explore this vague term, but the one I would like to address today concerns the recent "detention" of the 15 British sailors by the Democratic, Peace-Loving, Beatific, Philanthropic, We'd-Never-Ever-Support-Global-Terror-or-Build-Nukes government of Iran. Seems that these sailors were part of a boarding party searching a boat suspected of supporting terrorist activities in the waters between Iran and Iraq when the Iranians seized them, claiming that the B

Tis The Season
I am done with the major gifts for Christmas~! I finally found a bean bag chair for my son. I have looked everywhere and finally found one at the furniture store around the corner from the house. That close and it was there~! So now all is left to buy is the little things. A few more stocking stuffers and I will DONE DONE~! I really don't like going to a store and fighting people for anything. The fighting begins in the parking lot it seems. Then you fight for that last buggy or that last doll or car on the shelf. When you get ready to check out there is always someone there who will cut in line.....I am just glad I am done with the major stuff now~! Now I can sit back and enjoy and relax~! I hope most of you can say the same but I know a few that are not done yet...CRISTI~! LOl...haha~ So now the rest of my day is going to be cooking and baking and dipping chocolate. I have 2 rolls of sausage to make sausage balls. I have a box of Ritz crackers and peanut butter to di

Christmas
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME>>>> According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and>> female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop>> their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to>> mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they>> give>> birth in the spring.>>>> Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's>> reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a>> girl.>>>> We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in>> a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost

Why
WHY do people tell how I should be? WHY do they try to tell Me that I'm really this person or that? WHY do they think they know who I really am? WHY when its cold as hell out does My fuel filter on My truck have to clog up? WHY do people think they need to make snid comments when I walk by? Yet, cry 'cause I wont say two words to them? WHY do people think I'm a bad person cause of My interest? WHY do people get offended why I tell them the honest truth?

Omg What A Night...
The party was so kick ass. About 40 of my closest peeps, and some of people i didn't know but made friends with came over last night. They didn't show up till around 11ish, so around 10 i was getting a little nervous wondering where in the fuck everyone was. But when they did show up, they came in groves. I really didn't sing much, cause i wanted all my guests to have fun and enjoy the karaoke, so i just occupied myself with the booze and playing pool. The party went off without any hitches, which is definitely a plus. I've been having parties at my house for the past 4 years, and there's never been a fight, or any disagreement that's ever happened (knocking on my wood). I love each and everyone of my friends here in the D/FW area and on Fubar. And speaking of my fubar friends, i wish each and everyone of you could have partaken in on the chaos that was my party last night. I KNOW FOR A FACT, that you all would have had a blast!!! This is only the beginning of what's to come for the Ev

Surgery Update
Well I met with the pre op ppl yesterday. Surgery has been moved up from 12-24-07 to 12-20-07. Still going to miss Christmas. But I guess life is more important aye? I wont be online for quite a while afterwards so I want everyone to have a wonderful Holiday and enjoy your family, friends and loved ones. Just know that I will be thinking of all of you. If anything changes I'll post another update. LUV YA ALL HOLLY

Love This!
Here's a great Christmas Cookie recipe that I thought you might want to try this year ( Please read carefully): 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequilla Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again, to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer...Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar...Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup ... just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor... Mix on the ****. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or

The Legend Of The Chrismas Tree
The Legend Of The Chrismas Tree Perhaps one of the most beloved symbols of Christmas is the Christmas Tree. From the smallest tree propped on a box in a city flat, to the giant decorated Sequoia over 250 feet tall in a National Park, The Christmas tree symbolizes a tradition of joy and life. A tradition that embodies, for most families, the spirit of the season of Christmas tide. The tradition of the Christmas tree actually began long before Christmas itself was observed. In very early times, the green boughs of the evergreens provided hope in the harshness of the winter landscape. People gathered around these to be reassured thst beneath the dead twigs, barren branches and blanket of snow was a living and warm Mother Earth. As time moved on, branches and then whole trees were brought indoors to be a more visible and constant reminder of the life that would return in the Spring. Soon flowers and other meaningful 'ornaments' were added further glorifying the miracle of life.

My Grown Up Christmas List
My Grown Up Christmas List Do you remember me? I sat upon your knee I wrote to you with childhood fantasies Well I'm all grown up now And still need help somehow I'm not a child but my heart still can dream So here's my life long wish My grown up Christmas list Not for myself but for a world in need No more lives torn apart That wars would never start And time would heal a heart And everyone would have a friend And right would always win And love would never end This is my grown up Christmas list As children we believed The grandest site to see Was something lovely wrapped beneath the tree But heaven only knows That packages and bows Can never heal a hurting human soul What is this illusion called? The innocence of youth Maybe only in our blind beliefs We can really find the truth No more lives torn apart That wars would never start And time would heal a heart And everyone would have a friend And right would always win And love would neve

The Abc's Of Christmas
The ABC's of Christmas A. Advent, anticipation, animals, assembling, angels, aromas B. bells, baking, Baby, bows, believing C. Carolers, chimney, cards, coal D. Dinner, donkey, drums, dolly, donation, desert, delight E. elves, eggnog, eager F. family, friends, fireplace, Frosty G. gifts, green, guests, games, Grinch H. hugs, ho ho ho, holy I. icicles, iced cookies, ivy J. joy, Jesus, jingle, jolly K. keepsakes, kerchief, kids, kin-folk, kissing, Kris Kringle L. lights, letter to Santa, lists M. mistletoe, mice, manger, merry, memories, Mrs. Santa N. Noel, afternoon naps, naughty, nice O. Ornaments, opening P. presents, popcorn, parties, pictures, phone calls, patience Q. quilts, quiet time R. reindeer, red, ribbons, relatives, reflection, Rudolph S. Santa, sleigh, shopping, snowman, stories, snow, shepherds, stable, star, sharing, secrets, stockings T.

1 Corinthians 13 Christmas-style
1 Corinthians 13 Christmas-Style ©By Sharon Jaynes If I decorate my house perfectly with lovely plaid bows, strands of twinkling lights, and shiny glass balls, but do not show love to my family - I'm just another decorator. If I slave away in the kitchen, baking dozens of Christmas cookies, preparing gourmet meals, and arranging a beautifully adorned table at mealtime, but do not show love to my family - I'm just another cook. If I work at the soup kitchen, carol in the nursing home, and give all that I have to charity, but do not show love to my family - It profits me nothing. If I trim the spruce with shimmering angels and crocheted snowflakes, attend a myriad of holiday parties, and sing in the choir's cantata but do not focus on Christ, I have missed the point. Love stops the cooking to hug the child. Love sets aside the decorating to kiss the husband. Love is kind, though harried and tired. Love doesn't envy another home that has coordinated Christmas ch

The Origin Of The Twelve Days Of Christmas
The Origin of The Twelve Days of Christmas Someone emailed this to me, I thought it was interesting, so I'd like to share. Not sure how factual it is, but it seems to make sense to me. If it's wrong please let me know. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matt

Broken
The Broken clock is a comfort It helps me sleep tonight Maybe it can stop tomorrow From stealing all my time And I am here still waiting Though I still have my doubts I am damaged at best Like you've already figured out I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain There is healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on (I'm holdin on)(I'm holdin on) I'm barely holding on to you The broken locks were a warning You got inside my head I tried my best to be guarded I'm an open book instead And I still see your reflection Inside of my eyes That are looking for purpose They're still looking for life I'm falling apart I'm barely breathing [Broken lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] With a broken heart That's still beating In the pain (In the pain) Is there healing In your name I find meaning So I'm holding on (I'm still holdin on)(I'm holdin on) (I'm still holdin on) (I'm holdin on) I'm bar

For My Rob...
beautiful weather envelopes life, Love... our kind treasures spilled across the room as the second hand catches up with us. we're chained to the moment, holding fast to breath, fading away in the dark hours. the white is falling, love... our dysfunctional beauty filling the air as we drink each other in. your touch grazes my face, and my reaction to your caress lights the dark with intense heat.

As I Sit Here
i'm sitting here, snowed in totally bored, chatting with some friends of mine, wishin' i had something to do. i think a lot on days like this. not much else to do. i'm pretty lucky actually, i'm self employed and self suffiencent. I have my own place, my own car, and i'm going to school to get my degrees for a better job. It's kinda nice being independant,, doing what i want, when i want,with whomever i want. but being independant has it's draw backs. relationships are hard because guys want a strong independant woman,, but not too strong. they still need to feel needed and depended on. well,, i guess i don't do that for them.:) i've gotten so use to doing everything on my own and depending on NO ONE but myself, that when someone wants to do something nice for me i don't really know how to take it.and the thing about it is,, i'm not really even looking for a serious relationship. more like a tight friendship. a best friend even. i'm not looking for someone to be up my ass all the time,

Tired
I'm tired of being lonely, Tired of being blue. Tired of sadness prevailing, Tired of not having a clue. I'm tired of being alone in a crowd. Tired of trying to keep a smile on my face. Tired of sadness prevailing, Tired of running the race. I'm tired of being unhappy, Tired of being alone. Tired of sadness prevailing, Tired to the bone. ~~Darkness~~

In This Season Of Hope...
I'm going to step away here for a couple hours. I see the movie "Carrie" is on A&E and I think I'll watch it. After all, this is the season of hope, and of miracles. I think Carrie reminds us all that with hard work and perseverance we can all get the revenge we so richly deserve. :)

A Different Christmas Poem, From A Marine
A Different Christmas Poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled

Myths And Facts !!
Did you know? 72% of Americans agree Marijuana should be a choice, not a crime Each year $12 Billion of your tax money is spent to keep marijuana illegal. Over $40 Billion is spent each year by the government on the war on drugs. Over 10 million Americans have been arrested on marijuana charges since 1972. Marijuana offenders regularly serve longer sentences than those convicted of violent offenses. Left: Professional-looking and modern (for the time) 1970 government brochure telling drug users why they suck and parents what they should do. Below: An advertisement distributed by the Federal Bureau of Narcotics in 1935. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Highlights from the book Marijuana Myths, Marijuana Facts: A Review of the Scientific Evidence. By Drs. Lynn Zimmer and John Morgan. New York: The Lindesmith Center, 1997. Fact and Myth Myth: Marijuana's Harms Have Been Proved Scien

Dr. Turi Last Blog - Good Luck To All!
12/15/2007 Dear readers: AS PREDICTED ON COAST TO COAST BY DR. TURI 2 NIGHTS AGO WITH 20 MILLIONS LISTENERS WORLD WIDE! 7.1 Powerful quake rattles Indonesia Entrails Upset Spit Above Red Fire Wind To Dance Stars Command Shock Science Calm Deception To Strike Quatrain Written by Dr. Turi 12/10/07 These are my exact words said on the air. "George earthquakes happen everyday, the dates I give are always for earthquakes above 6.0". Get this show and listen to all that was said that night and how confident I am in my predictive gift in astrology. This is the quatrain I sent to Lex (CTC webmaster) a few hours before going on the air but he did not post it on CTC website but he made a note of my forecast. This is what he reported from the show on CTC website. "Seer Dr. Louis Turi looked ahead to 2008, and warned that the months of February and August would be particularly difficult. Natural disasters and stock market volatility are likely during these two months,

No More...
Don't fucking touch me Get out of my face You tell me I should learn to remain in my place What place is that exactly? To be seen and not heard? Who the fuck made the rules And said you get the last word? I, for one, am sick of your voice I'm sick of all your talking I'm leaving you here tonight Drowning you out as I start walking You fucked up, majorly this time You made the biggest mistake You think her pussy's better then mine? Maybe so but you'll miss mine Her "feelings" aren't real Her heart's made of stone She wants nothing more then your money Then afterwards just leave her alone But let me tell you So listen up When she uses and abuses you I won't give a fuck Cause once I leave Once I walk out the door My obligation to you's done My loyalty's no more Someday you'll realize Exactly what you lost Someday you'll realize It wasn't worth the cost But for now run your game Run your mouth and talk shit Cause this game's over I officia

To All The People On My List
I,M CHACKING TO SEE WHO WANTS TO STAY AND WHO DON,T I REALY ANY LOOKING FOR TRUE FRIENDS ON HERE IN ONE WK I,M GOING TO CLEAN MY LIST SO IF YOU REALY WANT TO BE MY FRIEND PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF NOT THAN FEEL FREE TO REMOVE ME I WON,T HATE YOU FOR IT BECAUSE I,M NOT A MEAN PERSON HAVE A SWEET DAY

Kisses
YOUR THE WORLD TO ME THERES NO ONE QUITE LIKE YOU YOUR THE ONE I LOVE THE ONE I WANT TO TOUCH I GIVE YOU MY HEART AND I NEED YOU SO MUCH SOOTHE MY ACHING HEART AND HOLD ME THROUGH THE NIGHT. I WANT TO HOLD YOUR HAND .I HUNGER FOR YOU KISS OFFER ME SWEET THINGS OF TRUE LOVES TENDER BLISS I PROMISE OUR LOVE SHALL SOAR CARRIED ON WINGS OF A DOVE SO GIVE ME YOUR HEART AND BLESS ME WITH YOUR LOVE ..WRITTEN BY COUNTRYHOTTIE

Inner Demons Web-videos Free
Watch us @ This show -FREEBIRD LIVE Recorded12-07-2007 Click HERE to watch our Web~VideoLive @the FREEBIRD @Synchronicity Live RECORDED LIVE 11:45 PM on 12/7/2007 Inner Demons ~Southern Doom Metal !!

If Only
IF ONLY YOU KNEW HOW MY HEART OVER FLOSSES WITH YOUR LOVE IF ONLY YOU COULD SEE THE WAY YOU FILL MY HOPES AND DREAMS YOUR THE OWNER OF MY HEART THE RULER SURPREME EVEN IN THE DARK OF NIGHT IVE ONLY TO THINK ABOUT YOU TO FEEL YOUR LOVING LIGHT BRIGHTEN MY DAY AND FROM THIS WORLD I DRIFT FEELING AS IF I'LL NEVER TOUCH THE GROUND AGAIN IF ONLY YOU KNEW FOR YOU HOLD THE KEY TO MY HEART ...WRITTEN BYE COUNTRYHOTTIE1976

Notice Me....
Notice me… I stand in a mass of people trying to get your attention. Many others are taller than me, they block your view. However, I am here! Notice me… I raise my hand to the heavens, hoping you will spot it. You do not, even though it is a hand full of care. I scream your name. You do not hear me. You see a hand in front of me. It is a more handsome one. You take that instead Notice me… When that hand is not strong enough, you begin to look once more. Hands raise I stretch my hand upwards, using the full strength of my heart. Blood racing, muscles straining. Still not enough. You pass me once more. I weep. Notice me… You are searching the crowd once more. The hand you chose earlier must have let you down. Hands raise. Mine does not. I am too tired to try anymore. I am not perfect, just another human being. I lower my head so that you can pass. Notice me… I wait for the crowd to lower their hands. I look up. Surprised, I find you

Contest For Blast Please Help
http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=493452&albumid=726255&i=1507269707 1. FIRST PLACE=7 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 15,000 COMMENTS TO GET) 2. SECOND PLACE=3 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 10,000 COMMENTS TO GET) 3. THIRD PLACE=1 DAY BLAST (MUST HAVE AT LEAST 5,000 COMMENTS TO GET) **RATES WILL COUNT AS 2 COMMENTS** ~Self bombing allowed & bombers must be level 5+~ Will start when there are at least 20 entry's Ends on Jan. 1

Wanna Help A Friend?
Shes only lacking about 8,000 points to level...and she is a sweetheart...fan rate and add her would ya? Hugs and Kisses! Biker Heart,Proud Member Of The Confederate Bombers,Charleston S.C.@ fubar

Don't Hate Me
Don't hate me cause i'm lonely Don't hate me cause i'm chained Don't hate me when i say, i had a debt to pay Just know that just as You, i have my cross to bear For when i tell You something there was no one else with whom to share Don't hate me cause i'm aching Don't hate me when i'm breaking Don't hate me when i tell You, i don't know who i am For when these truths are shared, it's You to whom i ran

Two Awesome Ladies Who Share The Same Birthday :) Ty Dawn For Making This ((hugs))
Two Awesome Ladies Share this Special Day ♥ DAWN ♥ Merry Kissmas@ fubar ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~~@ fubar Won't you give us some Birthday Love

Best Lawyer Story Of The Year - Clever!
BEST LAWYER STORY OF THE YEAR - clever! GOT TO BE THE BEST LAWYER STORY OF THE YEAR, DECADE AND PROBABLY THE CENTURY. Charlotte , North Carolina A lawyer purchased a box of very rare and expensive cigars, and then insured them against, among other things, fire. Within a month, having smoked his entire stockpile of these great cigars and without yet having made even his first premium payment on the policy the lawyer filed a claim against the insurance company. In his claim, the lawyer stated the cigars were lost "in a series of small fires." The insurance company refused to pay, citing the obvious reason, that the man had consumed the cigars in the normal fashion. The lawyer sued... and WON! (Stay with me.....) Delivering the ruling, the judge agreed with the insurance compa ny that the claim was frivolous. The judge stated nevertheless, that the lawyer held a policy from the company, which it had warranted that the cigars were insurable and also gua

Dreams...if Only
As I sit here in this lonely room my mind begins to wander Thru thoughts and hopes and dreams Soon I begin to ponder Will the end be worth the pain Loves heart must endure today WiIl our lives be the same Shoud we decide to stay I want so badly to be with you To do the things I cannot do Feel your heart your soul your mind Our two lives intertwined To wake each morning by your side Kissing hugging overcoming ere what to be tide Hoping things will go our way Too many lives hurt if we say Lets go and be together Family ties we must sever But alas victory would be mine For in this pain Then I would find

Rating My Pictures...
Why is it sooo damn hard for some people to hit the freaking little cherry??? I mean, you come to My page, look around (remember I see you!!), you enjoy the pleasure that I am allowing you to see Me and delight on My sexiness... and the least you can do for it in return is to RATE MY PICTURES!! I am not asking for much... It pisses Me off to have to remind you that... the rate system is there for a purpose, I don't care if I am a Rockstar or an Idol or a Ninja or whatever Fubar name they have invented, but I love to see those little alerts popping in My Bar Tab saying that YOU rated My picture... it's the only little thingy you can do for Me after enjoying what I'm giving to you... Be sure that if I look at any of yours, you will get a 10 always from Me even if you are not worth it :).... it's just how I like it. So if you are one of those that only like to look, drool, masturbate just thinking about how sexy and hot I am... fuck!! Now go and rate My stuff and make Me happy

Highest Bidder Gets Their Pick Of 1 Of 4 Ser Ladies Up For Auction - Sunday @ 8pm Est
SER LADY AUCTION !! The Highest Bidder will get their Pick of one of the 4 Ladies up for Auction. The remaining 3 "slaves" will be single auctioned afterwards. This Said winner will Own their Special SER Lady for 1 week. The Auction will start on Sunday @ 8pm est till 9pm. The Single Auction will start Immediately afterwards from 9-11pm. Auctioneer will be DJ Kak Tease aka Sexy Britt *half the proceeds will go to supporting the Snake Eyes Lounge, and the other half to the "slave". SO MEN & LADIES get your Fubux Ready Bidding will start at $500 dollars Thank You ~Sexy Britt aka DJ Kak Tease Promoter @ Snake Eyes Radio~ SnakeEyes Radio@ fubar

Booboo Loves Me
Shes been around this place for a year today...Do you know her? Well you should. Shes a great friend too have. Shows nothing but love.She loves new friends so you all know what too do Fan, add and rate her up. She Returns the love... Christie@ fubar This pimpout brought too you by ¢¾BooBoo¢¾@ fubar (repost of original by '♥BooBoo♥' on '2007-12-15 09:34:31')

Mixed Signals?
I thought I had it right I thought the signs were there I thought that we had something A certain smile, a little laugh I thought you really liked me As more than a friend, but you didn’t I thought the feeling between us was mutual But I was wrong So now I wonder when it happened How did it happen? Where did I get my signals mixed

Random Poetry...
We, Sin born, groveling fools Crawl on fours like dogs [Shame] And take our place upon The alter of the Beloved [Weakness] As animals, we claw at the gilded ceiling Until our nails bleed [Pity] Lemmings, the white robed clergyman’s sermon Echoes distantly…criminal [Liar] With forked tongues, We lick the feet of the Omnipotent, the All-Knowing [Deceit] And turn around and kiss the hand Of the Dark Prince…the Beast [Hypocrisy] Shed a tear, For thy name, too, is Man.

Weekly Update ...
Today being the 15th .. I decided to hop on the ol' scale and see what my tally is up to .. I started this whole new thing on the 6th .. ( All of this being the eating and the new meds .. ) .. and as of today . im down 23 pounds ..*Doin the happy dance* I havnt felt this good in years .. for as far back as i could remember ive always had this metalic taste in my mouth . Ewww was gross . since being on these meds i no longer have to deal with that . and im actually Sleeping ,,if i was lucky before id get oh maybe 3 hours of sleep .. now im getting a full 8 .. it makes a world of difference ..not only in how i feel but my attitude ... Welp im going to keep goin with this . and im starting my photo journal today .. ill probably post those pics in my Live Journal or .. ill just wait till my birthday and post a full pic of myself to show the difference from my last full pic before i had my hair cut short .. I hope all is good with everyone .. and youre all ready for Christmas

Why Is I T? "my Rant"
OK here it is all m beefs rolled up into one. Why is it #1) I keep getting these darn infernal plug is error pop up messages :( #2) Am I so grossly horribly repulsively ugly that a person cant leave a picture comment or two. #3) I never get pointz when I fill out one of those stupid surveys that take forever and thats when they feel I am "qualified" to take one #4) Im not able to give 11's What the heck do you have to do to be able to get to give 11's #5) they have private pic's If you dont want someone to see them dont post them DUHHHH #6)I cant upload my own music on here, I can on myspace ? #7) Noone hardly shouts at me isnt that the purpose of it or again I guess Im so grossly pungent and ignorant noone wants to talk to me #8) Im always dry, I need more drinks damnit #9)that bouncer dude gets in your way when your trying to rate someone AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST WTF is a fuberlord

Zoloft & Caffeine: Fubar?
These are the places you usually find the Gomi Girl: Multiply.com MySpace Facebook www.gomiworld.com So what the hell am I doing on FUBAR? I guess I can blame a Kimberly of a different persuasion! ;-) We're yacking on Yahoo and she tells me about this place and I sign up. And now I'm f'n addicted! So I'll clue you all in, now. I drink Guinness! Yes. Guinness! So if you're going to get me drunk, it will take plenty of Guinness! Lots and Lots of it! So START BUYING! ;-) Kimberly, the Gomi Girl

What Does A 350 Pound Woman Look Like
WHAT DOES A 320 pound woman look like? Now, before you look at her pictures, get a mental image of what you think a woman who weighs 320 looks like.... Got it? Ready? Not what you were expecting, was it??!! The tallest and biggest woman in the world lives in Holland. She is 7'4" and weighs 320. What a relief! Now we ALL know we aren't overweight, just too short! Have A Good Day!

Sick =[
Well I wanted to thank everyone for the get well wishes and all of the friend requests and such, I am not feeling well, I have a cold or the flu or something and just feel plain bad...so I won't be around much until I get better muahhh to all of you!!

The Idiot Disease
Have you ever loved and lost? --This was written by my best friend's ex husband.... it is amazing! Deployboink is his name and he said I could borrow it :) Women think with their emotions. Emotions dictate a woman's actions. Men think with their little head or logic. I am talking more about the logic thinking. Everyone already understands the little head thinking. A woman's emotions dictate what they do. It is simple. A man on the other hand argues with his emotions. There is a battle between logic and his feelings. Usually logic wins. That is not always a good thing. These battles can and usually produce bad results. A man can have true love right in front of his face and throw it away due to this battle. Don't worry, the man usually realizes it after it is too late. That should be comforting for all of you that wish that the man would be just as miserable as you. It is just like those "chick flick" movies except the man is too stupid to make it to the happy endi

Repost
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Last Night
back story: lol So I hadn't talked to my old neighbor in like 2years. Since he graduated highschool bc after that he moved out. Then he saw my sister someplace since her and his sister are good friends... he asked her for my number but at that time I didn't have my cell phone. But I just looked him on myspace and then we talked like 2x's in msgs and he's like omg we have to chill and wats your number. like we used to be friends and chill randomly but not a lot. then we talked on aim and he invited himself over my house.... after two years is that a little creepy? and i mean he only ever came over my house 2'xs before when we lived next to each other. anyways, last night we hung out. he said he had a good time lol who knows. i met his roommate when i went to pick him up that was fucking funny. i was standing at the door and i never asked which apt was his so some kid was walking in and i'm like sorry but do you know anyone named "freinds name" and he's like "last name

All Work And No Play Makes Jason A Horny Boy
I can't wait until the 21st. Ann and I are taking off to Canada for the holidays to be with her family. I have a niece that is about 5 months old that I've never met. I always have a good time with her family too. They are some of the most considerate and friendly people I've ever met. I just wish my family was the same. They are some of the most selfish people I know. I love them, but as I've gotten older I've come to realize how they are. My mother and I are no longer on speaking terms again. My mom and dad came out to Boston for Thanksgiving which my wife and I were very excited about. As usual, my mom fucked up the trip. Part of it was canceling a trip out to Martha's Vineyard with my wife so my mom could see her friends from New York. Part of it was my mom being her obnoxious self. The other part was her telling my wife something very private about my past that I didn't want shared with her. Thanks mom, I appreciate that one. So anyways, I'm working like a d

'twas The Night Before Christmas For Adults
'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off

I Need/i Want
I have been doing some thinking. I know it is scary but that is what happens when it is cold and all you want to do is hid under the covers. I am through with Anthony it is that easy. I want to, or maybe need to, have some guy come along and give me what I want even if it is just for a little while. I know it is shocking to think that I might know what I want but I do and I have come up with what I need to know about the guy before I like him try to give me what I want. I need to know His first & last name His age That he is d & d free That he isn’t attached To be willing to get called/text and be free to make me happy Open for the idea of maybe ending up being boyfriend/girlfriend (maybe if things work out) What I want A guy to go down on me (I always try to return the favor) Is to be able to try girl on top Is to try different things, get taught different things A guy to be around to maybe even just go to a movie or go a get coffee and/or a few drinks Anthony

Weekend Time!
Wishing everyone a great weekend. Its snowing here..looks like I will be playing in the snow. I have to finally get started on Christmas shopping. I have gotten a few things..but not much stuff yet. Please take a second to pray for my neighbor. I was on here lastnight..and as I was getting off of the computer, I heard alot of noise outside. The squad was over at there house. Here I am in my sponge bob pjs..going over at 1230am to see whats going on. He woke up having problems breathing..and his wife was in pretty bad shape taking it all in. Its awful to have this stuff happen around Christmas.. I know. I lost my granny last yr..2 days after Christmas. It always seems to happen around this time of year. Anyways, all of you enjoy your weekend!

Interesting Facts On How Times Have Changed
THE YEAR 1907 This will boggle your mind, I know it did mine! The year is 1907. One hundred years ago. What a difference a century makes! Here are some of the U.S. Statistics for the Year 1907: ************************************ The average life expectancy in the U.S. Was 47 years old. Only 14 percent of the homes in the U.S. Had a bathtub. Only 8 percent of the homes had a telephone. A three-minute call from Denver to New York City Cost eleven dollars. There were only 8,000 cars in the U.S.., and only 144 miles of paved roads. The maximum speed limit in most cities was 10 mph. Alabama, Mississippi, Iowa, and Tennessee were each more Heavily populated than California. With a mere 1.4 million people, California was only the 21st Most populous state in the Union. The tallest structure in the world was the Eiffel Tower ! The average wage in the U.S. Was 22 Cents per hour. The average U.S. Worker made between $200 and $400 pe

Fulfilling Your Fantasy My Only Task.......
Pretending your My call-girl one night, You come around looking just right, To my front door in your spike-healed boots, I lift your skirt then say "wait here." On go the lights of the Christmas tree, Then back to unwrapping you. Cars driving by catch a stare, At me parting your thighs wide, You arch your back with a need to please. Down before you to my knees I drop, Tracing your edges with my tounge, Savoring your taste, with with every stroke. And on my mouth there forms a grin, Your sighs resumes, as I lick you within, Lips melting with sweet honey. Not one drop do I let go to waste. Whispering, "tell me what you need," No more time for play I plead, "I will do anything you ask, Fulfilling your fantasy my only task."

Christmas Story For People Having A Bad Day...ho Ho Ho
Christmas Story for people having a bad day.... When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. So, frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten al

Back Handed Compliments
I don't care what anyone says I think you're hot. I don't care what anyone says a little junk in the trunk is fine with me. Maybe other guys feel differently but I like a chick with a little meat on her bones. Relax sweetie your sexual performance was perfectly adequate. Your plastic surgeon has such a delightful sense of humor! You're smart to do your laundry on Saturday night, when everyone else is out. A bright red mini-dress! You really have tons of confidence in your inner beauty. Look at how much weight you've lost! That dress didn't fit you nearly as well at that last wedding you wore it to. Those blackheads form the cutest pattern! I very much like your dress. It does wonders for your figure. You are an excellent artist, which is a relief considering what a poor cook you are! No, honey, I love your boobs. I don't even like them big. Your haircut really slims your face. For a not bad looking girl you look terrible in photos.

The Law Is The Law
321.1 THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, " so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings , I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations w

Today On World Rock Radio
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Poem From Waheed December 15, 2007
When I first met you I had no chance I can't believe you let me love you When I see your smile I can't believe you're smiling at me When I see your eyes Looking into mine I feel home Nice and warm and no other Could feel any luckier It feels so good to know you're mine When I see you I can't believe I have you When you do what you do I fall in love all over again and no one will ever take your place Thank you Waheed I love you daddy ~~Spanky~~

The Root Of Desire
Saturday, December 15, 2007 The root of desire Most of the things you think you desire are only shallow substitutes for what you truly would like to have. Learn to look past each immediate, superficial wish to uncover the real, profound and fulfilling desire beyond it. There's no sense spending your time, effort and resources in pursuit of things that are not even what you genuinely desire. Look instead at the root of each desire and put your energy into what you truly wish to bring about in your life. The things you crave may satisfy you momentarily, yet they cannot fulfill your deepest desires. By giving in to your cravings, you're actually pushing yourself further and further away from what you truly wish to have. Choose to raise your expectations. Instead of merely chasing pleasures that quickly fade, work on creating joys that do not end. Instead of diversions that just amuse you, create experiences that wholly fulfill you. There's no need to settle for substitut

Women And Home Depot (email)
Charlie was fixing a door and found that he needed a new hinge, so he sent his, blonde, wife Mary to Home Depot. At Home Depot, Mary saw a beautiful bathroom faucet while she was waiting for Walt, the manager, to finish waiting on a customer. When Walt was finished, Mary asked 'How much for that faucet?' Walt replied, 'That's pewter and it costs $300.' 'My goodness, that sure is a lot of money!' Mary exclaimed. Then she proceeded to describe the hinge that Charlie had sent her to buy, and Walt went to the back room to find it. From the back room Walt yelled, 'Mary, you wanna screw for that hinge?' Mary replied, 'No, but I will for the faucet.' This is why you can't send a woman to Home Depot.

Pete B. Morris Bend, Oregon
Looking for the daughter of Pete B. Morris of Bend, Oregon. He is formerly of Bremerton, WA. You have a half brother, sister-in-law, and a nephew who, would at least like to communicate with you. If you somehow come across this page, send me a message here on fubar.

Maybe
Maybe Maybe ... we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Maybe ... when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, often times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even see the new one which has been opened for us. maybe ... it is true that we don't know what we have until we lose it, but it is also true that we don't know what we have been missing until it arrives. Maybe ... the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way. Maybe ... the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past; after all, you can't go on successfully in life until you let go of your past mistakes, failures, and heartaches. Maybe ... you should dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go, be what you want to be, because you have only one life and o

I Dont Think I Have Ever Been This Pissed Off With A Member Of Fubar Before
Out of the blue, this little punk started sending me messages last night in the most crude manner last night. I checked his profile and saw that he was 18. From his looks he looks more like 15 so I stated to him that I understand now why he is speaking to me in that manner ... he was a little boy. He comes back and states "Fu*k you bitch!" I told him that you are about to be blocked and he states "Fu*k you bitch!" So... I did. He is now blocked. I then went to his profile and left little comments on some of his pics and for profile comments. To let his little girlfriends what kind of a BOY he really is. Plus he is one of those wanna be gangsta kids who wears his ball cap cockeyed ... a real loser. The pathetic thing is that he has a cute girlfriend in some of his pictures. I even left him a message on some of his pics of he and she that SHE was definitely too good for him. Anyway... I want to save his link so I am going to do it here so I can come back to th

How To Treat A Lady
I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a genius. Every single guy on the face of the earth should read this. If they did, girls would probably get treated a lot better than they do... This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good. with girls.. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do...lol 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mad. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them i

Reflection
So I'm sitting here one night removed from going out and partying getting ready to go Christmas shopping. I'm wondering where my life is taking me. It feels like I'm just along for the ride. Maybe it's the after effect of drinking last night that is making me all opened or maybe it's something else that I had opened up inside me last night from someone I met. Is this Christmas going to be the same as last year? Well I guess it won't exactly be like last year's Christmas. Last year I was living in a house with my soon to be ex-wife, her boyfriend and my kids. Now I've been officially divorced for a while now, my ex is getting married sometime in early 2009 or maybe late 2008 and I get to have my wonderful kids on Christmas Eve. I guess what I'm really wondering is if I'm going to find that certain someone to spend the holidays with or ring in the new year. Not meaning this year obviously but what about 2008? If 2007 was an indicator of things to come then 2008 has got to g

I Think I'm Crazy
i am just writing my first blog so i guess i will just put some of the shit going on in my head on here...sometimes i wonder if there are any decent guys out there...the ones i meet are unfortunatly taken, but then at my age the good ones should be taken...or they have been hurt and afraid to try....which leaves me to wonder if i will be alone for the rest of my life...did i make a mistake somewhere? i am so tired of hearing guys say i'm so nice...then being asses...i have news for guys being an ass does not make you nice...and then i turn away potentially nice guys because i then think they are all asses...my head is hurting from the confusion...i guess i will just patiently wait for the one or the one to have fun with right now...

Christmas Poem
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO W

Give Me Some Loving ....baby
Send me some loving ... rank me , comment me ... but please be nice ... add me & fan Me!! Trying to make it to the next Fubar level and this one seems to be taking longer ...LOL glitter-graphics.com

Running
Running My dogs teach As I watch them run She leads, yet Feels constrained by the leash. He pees to mark His space standing up She covers and doesn’t Understand why she must squat. Each stride joyful Wind pressing their ears Back and smiles imagined Nothing else matters Excitement results In his humping Not knowing He can only shoot blanks Her humping in Frustration More controlling Than satisfying Yet each of my dogs Does what is natural Only motivation Is for time spent with me I learn That territory And controlling only Matters during the run When the run is done We rest Cuddled on the couch Two dogs warm on my chest

If … The Biggest Little Word….
IF … The Biggest Little Word…. If the sunrise came after sunset, Life would come after death If the Oceans were air, We would be fish If our hearts were empty, Love could not exist If mountains were molehills, We would be giants If the universe could be held in a cup, We would be sardines If the sun was cold, We would be snowmen Why is such a little word so huge Not only is it so big, but it rules the world Like Napoleon conquering the world, If is the Jumbo shrimp If this than that, then the other would not be For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction unless IF never happened If never is truly unending, then why do things die If I hated you, I would not cry over losing you If my love for you never blossomed, then I would still be in the dark If we never met, there would be no we IF I could hate a word, that hate would be focused on IF For IF I didn’t love you I would not want you so bad For IF I lived closer to you, I could hold you every

Lyrics To A Song That I Like (the Rose)
SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RIVER THAT DROWNS THE TENDER REED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A RAZOR THAT LEAVES YOUR SOUL TO BLEED, SOME SAY LOVE IT IS A HUNGER AN ENDLESS ACHING NEED, I SAY LOVE IT IS A FLOWER AND YOU ITS ONLY SEED. ITS THE HEART AFRAID OF BREAKING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO DANCE , ITS THE DREAM AFRAID OF WAKING THAT NEVER TAKES THE CHANCE, ITS THE ONE THAT WON'T BE TAKEN WHO CAN NOT SEEN TO GIVE, AND THE SOUL AFRAID OF DYING THAT NEVER LEARNS TO LIVE. AND THE NIGHT HAS BEEN TOO LONELY AND THE ROAD HAS BEEN TO LONG. AND YOU THINK THAT LOVE IS ONLY FOR THE LUCKYAND THE STRONG. JUST REMEMBER IN THE WINTER FAR BENEATH THE BITTER SNOW LIES THE SEED THAT WITH THE SUN'S LOVE, IN THE SPRING,BECOMES A ROSE.

Lounge Name
Ok me and a friends thought about starting a lounge, we started with the name PHAT~Pretty Hot & Thick , but really that name isnt settling right with any of us ....so im gonna ask for some suggestions from you all as to a better sounding Lounge name.......and a big thank you for you suggestions

From The Heroin Diaries
December 25th 1986 Van Nuys Merry Christmas. That's what people say at Christmas, right? Except normally they have somebody to say it to. They have friends and family, And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys. They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary, And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon. I didn't speak to a single person today. I thought why should I ruin their fucking Christmas. I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons. One, I have no friends left. Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before. And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life. It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life. Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted. Now that I've come down from the drugs it seems like a sick play that

Life
Life is precious It should not be wasted It comes and goes way to easily We are given only one chance There is a funny thing with life that we sometimes overlook That is the time we have to live It is almost as important as the air we breathe For without it we have nothing Time is a perishable good If left out in the open it will wither Love will too They are all intertwined, one big circle Without life there is no time and without love there is no life And each one is what we choose to make of them You cannot measure each one on any scale You measure life by your happiness not your successes Time by how you use it and love by your heart always We look for that certain someone to fill our hearts But love, that word, is tossed around too frivolously Real love is more precious that any gold It is comforting; it is without judgement It is living for the moment and remembering the times already shared It fills a void insi

I Am Legend
Went to see this last night. As far as the acting goes, Will Smith bring in yet another credible performance. He is definitely up there with the top actors currently working in hollywood. In this movie he basically has to carry it. His co-star would be his dog Sam. As far as the story goes, think Castaway meets 28 days later. A deadly virus has taken over the planet, and Will Smith's character, Neville is immune and a military doctor working on a cure. Alone in NYC. Visually the movie is cool. There are a couple of plot points that seem to come out of nowhere, but hey, its a movie. I think though, wait for the rental. Other big movies to go see on the big screen.

Remember Me
Remember me Remember me Remember all the times I made you laugh The late night pillow talks, making love in candlelight Remember me For all the things I do and things I said For what is was I did to turn your head Remember me For all the tears I have cried, the love and sadness in my eyes For my heart that still loves only you Remember me For all the happy times that we have shared Memories made and still to come Remember me As the best friend you ever had Who loves you for the way you are inside Who'll never give away your secrets Who'll never tell you a lie, who'll never hurt you Who'll always be there by your side, when it seems life isnt worth it Who'll be your comfort in the night Remember me By Kelly Britt, 1999

Kluckin Films Is In Dire Need Of Your Help & Support!
Kluckin Films is in DIRE NEED OF YOUR HELP & SUPPORT! As you know, or might not know, times are hard right now in the Taxi Cab Industry, which is the main source of income for Kluckin Films right now. Right now it is so slow that after working for 12 hours we might not even take home a $20 bill. Our dispatchers are falling asleep on the job, for lack of taxi orders! This income is responsible for the rent on our studio, payments on our laptop to keep up our web sites and keep you informed of what is going on with us and a roof over our heads. In other words we are about to loose everything we own! The other day we went to pay a partial payment on the rent, for the place we call home. Our land lord would not accept it. That means that we may be homeless before the holidays. We are also behind on our studio rent so they have put a red lock on our door. If we are forced to leave our home we do not even have a place to store our belongings. In other words we are sc

On Demand Demon Videos
Watch us @ This show -FREEBIRD LIVE Recorded12-07-2007 Click HERE to watch our Web~VideoLive @the FREEBIRD @Synchronicity Live RECORDED LIVE 11:45 PM on 12/7/2007 Inner Demons ~Southern Doom Metal !! Come watch my SynchronicityLive.com WEB-Video Inner Demons Live @ Jack Rabbits Jax, Florida@Synchronicity Live Recorded LIVE 11pm 12-14-07

Native History
December 15, 1970: Blue Lake was returned to the Taos people many years after the U.S. government seized it from them. Blue Lake was part of the Taos culture for more than 700 years and is considered sacred land. December 19, 2000: The Navajo Code Talkers were recognized for their service in World War II. Since the language of the Navajo was not known to our enemies, the Code Talkers saved countless lives. However in order to evade capture other US soldiers had orders to kill them, so that the code could be protected.

The New Bar Tab
IMHO The way the 'bar tab' is currently set up SUCKS!! I can't see when people comment me, or invite me to play games, without seeing what every one is doing. I really don't effing care who comments whom, or who voted on what mumm, it doesn't making an effing difference to me. But I would like to know when I get rates, or comments, or someone invites me to play a game, or reads a blog I posted, but I only get bits and pieces unless I elect to see what everyone is doing. And people say that you can change your personal settings, but not in a way that really makes a noticible difference, because when I change my settings I can't see an effing thing at all most of the time. I know that Baby Jesus is just trying to 'improve' on things, but don't fix what isn't broken. If I wanted to know what everyone was doing I would be psychic, or the government, but I think what other people do in the privacy of their own home, or on their own computer, is THEIR business, not mine. Let's just go ba

Scooter Bar X-mas Contest!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE SCOOTER BAR IS HAVING A CHRISTMAS CONTEST HOSTED BY SLADE.THE CONTEST IS FOR A BEAUTIFUL LADY TO BECOME THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND FOR THE SCOOTER BAR. PLEASE GO AND CAST YOUR VOTE AND COMMENT BOMB ON WHOM YOU FEEL SHOULD BE THE IN THE CHRISTMAS BACKGROUND IN THE SCOOTER BAR. HERE IS THE LINK TO THE PHOTOS FOR THE 7 LADIES THAT ARE PARTICIPATING IN THE CONTEST: http://www.fubar.com/images.php?u=458274&albumid=732626. THANX.

Lounge Name?
Ok me and a friends thought about starting a lounge, we started with the name PHAT~Pretty Hot & Thick , but really that name isnt settling right with any of us ....so im gonna ask for some suggestions from you all as to a better sounding Lounge name.......and a big thank you for you suggestions

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✡qυσтєѕ✡ "иσ gυу ιѕ ωσятн уσυя тєαяѕ & ωнєи уσυ fιи∂ σиє тнαт ιѕ, нє ωσи'т мαкє уσυ ¢яу" ???؟؟؟ "ℓσνє ιѕ gινιиg α вσу єνєяу ¢нαи¢є тσ вяєαк уσυя нєαят.вυт тяυѕтιиg нιм иσт тσ" ~ кαяяα "ιf уσυ ℓσνє ѕσм

About Deleting My Fubar
Hey everyone, im sorry about me changing my mind so much about deleting my profile. Im deleting it for many reasons.I love all my friends here and I was happy on here so thats not eve one of the reasons. I dont want to delete it just yet. I want to give all my friends time to talk to me first. If you want to keep in touch with me let me know if you have yahoo messenger or myspace and I will give you my screen name. Comment this to let me know if you have yahoo messenger or myspace and I will get back to you.

Finals
sorry i havent talked to anyone in a loooong time but i had to concentrate on my finals i am done with them so i have time to talk now. Only two semesters left then i am done with college forever unless i decide to go back for a BACH

Fun/interesting Facts
1. Money isn't made out of paper. It's made out of cotton. 2. The Declaration of Independence was written on hemp (marijuana) paper. 3. The dot over the letter "I" is called a "tittle". 4. A raisin dropped in a glass of fresh champagne will bounce up and down continuously from the bottom of the glass to the top. 5. Susan Lucci is the daughter of Phyllis Diller. 6. 40% of McDonald's profits come from the sales of Happy Meals. 7. 315 entries in Webster's 1996 Dictionary were misspelled. 8. The 'spot' on 7-UP comes from its inventor, who had red eyes. He was albino. 9. On average, 12 newborns will be given to the wrong parents, daily. 10. Warren Beatty and Shirley MacLaine are brother and sister. 11. Chocolate affects a dog's heart and nervous system; a few ounces will kill a small sized dog. 12. Orcas (killer whales) kill sharks by torpedoing up into the shark's stomach from underneath, causing the shark to explode. 13. Most lipstick contains fish

Neat Lettering And Symbolz
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Cold And Warm
i wish the weather make up its mind if it going to be cold or warm because my ass is getting cold here and i wish it rain we need it bad our lake is drying out so plzz if u can pray for rain for us we need it bad very bad.

I Give Up
Ever got that feeling that the one you want will give you another chance, forgive you and be with you? Only to have that destroyed by her getting with someone she was fighting with? That's what happened with me. I don't know what else to do. So I give up. I'm done with relationships. If I have to be by myself for the rest of my sorry ass life, then so be it.

Seeing As How No One Bothers To Read A Profile
I am a 32 year old mother of a perfectly beautiful son.I am only here for friends nothing sexual I am not a prude by any means, just "old-fashioned" when it comes to love, romance and sex! I proudly consider myself to be a monogamous nymphomaniac ;) So if you still haven't caught on... Let me try this approach; NO CYBER. NO CAMMING. NO IM's. NO PHONE SEX. NO MEETINGS. NO FLINGS. DO NOT ask to see my private folder you WILL be ignored ask me repeatedly and YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. Ya'll got that in there? Are my intentions clear to everyone? Good! I have no problem adding friends if you can accept what I wrote above. I am a very nice person. I can be your best friend or worst enemy. I am not a pushover, so I also have no problem REMOVING or Blocking people, if it becomes necessary. Rate me high, rate me low - don't rate me. Won't affect me one way or the other. I realize not everyone will like me for whatever reason. That's fine with me! because the one's that matter already do. N

Tonight
Tonight By Eric Ethan Tonight let me am in the arms of angel tonight to chase these nightmares away To rid of my fear and feel happy again Not to be scared and feel the touch again I hate being scared a lot since my nightmares began Lift these chains from my heart and repair the missing cracks in my heart Please make it red again and not blue Make me feel the feelings of good thing and enjoy life again My heart is hurting with these chains bound on me There is that golden key to open that pad lock and let me be free again Get closer to me and whip the fears and tears away from me Hold me tight and let me cry on your shoulders and chase the hurt away forever Please dr my scars heal them each day with kindness and hugs Lay next to me and hold me tight and chase the bad things away tonight The END

Affairs
Affairs can be exhilarating, exciting, passionate and romantic. They can also - more commonly - be damaging, destructive, cruel, painful, time-wasting and demeaning. But what is an affair? Well, what it's not is a drunken fumble at the firm's Christmas party. It isn't a one-night stand either. Neither is it a romance between two people who are both free of other entanglements. An affair is a sexual relationship that lasts more than one night where at least one of the lovers is publicly committed to someone else. And, sadly, affairs inevitably hurt someone and frequently they hurt all the parties involved including children, if there are any. Some affairs of course end happily for the couple - let's face it, plenty of good second marriages began as illicit romances - but the vast majority of extra-marital liaisons don't end in a new marriage or relationship. In fact I estimate that at least 80 per cent end up unhappily and cause misery all round. So starting an affair is not a

Beowulf
I thought the story, the graphics, and the voice acting were really good. But it was a little on the gory side. I have no doubt that the goriness fit the time and place it was set in. I do recommend it however if you have a queasy stomach I would shy away from it. And it is certainly not a movie to bring children to...so please don't. I'm going to see Alvin and the Chipmunks today so I'll be doing a blog on that one. I'll let you know. Happy movie watching!

A Miracle Of Love
A Miracle of Love Dec 15, 2007 A Miracle of Love By Ellen Ingersoll Plum Miracles happen in the most unlikely places. When the shepherds heard the angels proclaim, "Alleluia, hail the King," the star did not lead them to a palace. The shepherds found their prince of peace in a stable, lying in a manger. My Christmas miracle happened in an even stranger place - a funeral home. But it wasn't strange to me. My husband, a funeral director like his father, built a branch office in the suburbs. In the apartment above it, between viewings and funerals, we raised two daughters and lived normal lives. Through the years, I became fascinated by the endless accounts I heard of grieving people who received messages from God, assuring them their deceased loved ones were all right and still with them. Different as one circumstance was from another, a similarity in the messages gave them credibility. At his wife's viewing, one man said, "I couldn't sleep and got up

The Greatest Of These
Within all of the emotions that have been created and felt, Some would say the greatest is love that would make a heart melt. Others would disagree and say, The feeling of pride in watching your child at play. Although both of these feelings are overwhelming to feel, I would have to disagree and go with a stronger feeling that is real. Among all the emotions weak and strong, The strongest yet hardest to grab onto, I would have to argue and bring to you trust, greatest of all. See without having trust all other feelings would fall. Love is not love without trusting in who you are, Pride isn't pride without trusting in what you have done, So you see, with trust all these other emotions have only begun.

Love Survives
Love Survives Time to share is always there I peered thru life Ever avoiding strife But now am undone My barriers broken For one has found me Reached in and unbound me Her love has burst my bonds And set music to my songs Her need for me And mine for she Has made my Winter Spring A new start With hammering heart We color the world with our dream Nothing is as it did seem The darkness of my solitude is done She - my rising sun

This Christmas
As Christmas day approaches ever so fast, whilst we sit down and enjoy our Christmas Meal and tuck in to our Turkey, take a minute to remember those who because of not fault of their own cant be with their familes to enjoy the christmas festivities Military Personnel from all countries, those overseas and ones based at home Doctors and Nurses who give their time to save the lives of others Paramedics and Ambulance drivers Fire Fighters Policemen Ones we4 dont think about but doing important jobs like people who man the power stations to make sure we all have Heat and fuel at Christmas The Homeless who maybe becuase of no fault of their own are on the streets at Christmas. Those ill who spend Christmas in Hospital. Those who dont want to celebrate Christmas because they have lost someone close to them. But most of all remember the servicemen who cant be with us, that have given their live to make this place a better and safer place.

Hey
I just wanted to say hi to all and thanks for the get well cards, soup etc. A bunch of us here caught this really bad flue or something and had me laid up for 9 days. I'm one of the lucky guys as I'm well enough to go back in for shift tonight. (good thing as we are really under short of people) The Army has blocked this site at work, so I'll catch up with all my friends when we lock down for a small x-mas break next week. Hope your shopping days are goig well....lol Thank care.....jc

A Cynical Willyism For The Fuckin' Day 12/15/07;
About the whole youth thing, was talkin' to someone about this; as a kid (2 - 21) you want to be older or have people think you are (fake ID, etc.)! When you hit the big 3- oh, and fuckin' age starts to show you wish you were young again! But do you fuckin' really want to be 16 and wanna be 21? BTW these numbers only for illustration they ain't written in stone!

Life Of A Poet
The life of a poet could be perceived in a dramatic movie, But is that the life I have when you take a look at me? I can share with you my thoughts, my dreams, and fears. I can let you know through these words what I have felt through the years. Open the doors for you to see what I have come to be. If you were to completely know who I am, the real me, You may be shocked to know I am far from a fantasy. A real life has been handed my way, Crisis, woes, marriage, and children at play. The emotions that are written on each of these pages for you, All of those feelings I have felt and been through. I do not write lies or assumptions, only the knowledge of my truth. For every letter that you read I have experienced since my youth. So, when you read these poems quietly and reflect, Remember that I wrote these words because every cause has it's effect.

Lonely
Don't spend major time with minor people. If there are people in your life that continually disappoint you, break promises, and stomp on your dreams, Too judgmental, have different values and don't have your back during difficult times...that is not a friend . To have a friend, be a friend. Sometimes in life as you grow, your friends will either grow or go. Surround yourself with People who reflect values, goals interests and lifestyle. Over the years my phone book has changed because I changed for the better. At first you think you're going to be alone, but after a while new people show up in your life that make your life so much sweeter and easier to endure Remember what your elders used to say, "Birds of a feather flock together. If you're an eagle, don't hang around chickens: Chickens Can't Fly! I love the Lord and thank Him for all that he does in my life; therefore, I'm passing t

Wasp - The Idol
Will I be alone this morning Will I need my friends? Something just to ease away my pain No one ever sees the loneliness behind my face I am just a prisoner of my fame If I could only stand And stare in the mirror What could I see? One fallen hero with a face Like me And if I scream would anybody hear me If I smash the silence, you'll see what fame Has done to me Kiss away the pain and leave me lonely I'll never know if love's a lie, ooh Being crazy in paradise is easy Do you see the prisoners in my eyes? Where is the love to shelter me? Give me love, love set me free Where is the love to shelter me? Only love, love set me free Set me free

Dating Issues
I wont ever understand men ever! I dont think we are to understand the opposite sex...keeps us guessing but anyway... Why the hell do you men lie? I know before you say it women lie to but I want to hear from the men as to why...If you dont think someone is pretty or isnt what you thought why bother in hurting that person by telling them that they are? Or the thing that really pisses me off is I will call you later and make plans then the phone dont ring,....ever from that person! I have had some issues lately with this kind of stuff makes me really pissed off. This is why I hate dating and being single. I am not a 6 ft blue eyed blonde who is stick thin. But if you are going to judge me on my looks then I dont need you anyway. Im not one to judge on looks...shit the men I have had that are handsome end up cheating anyway so no thanks!!! Why does dating have to be so damn hard???????????

Stupid People
"People are stupid; given proper motivation, almost anyone will believe almost anything. Because people are stupid, they will believe a lie because they want to believe it's true, or because they are afraid it might be true. People's heads are full of knowledge, facts, and beliefs, and most of it is false, yet they think it all true. People are stupid; they can only rarely tell the difference between a lie and the truth, and yet they are confident they can, and so are all the easier to fool." Terry Goodkind "Wizard's First Rule" (pg. 560)

Wasp - Hold On To My Heart
There's a flame, flame in my heart And there's no rain, can put it out And there's a flame, it's burning in my heart And there's no rain, ooh can put it out So just hold me, hold me, hold me Take away the pain, inside my soul And I'm afraid, so all alone Take away the pain, that burning in my soul Cause I'm afraid that I'll be all alone So just hold me, hold me, hold me Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me Hold on to my heart, to my heart, to me And oh no, don't let me go cause all I am You hold in your hands, and hold me And I'll make it through the night And I'll be alright, hold on, hold on to my heart

Yea Thinking About Leaving
well shall i stay or go not sure just doing some thinking. if care read if ya don't who gives a fuck!!! message me let me know or leave some comments no comments by next wekk fuck it i'm gone!! to all my friends and family love you all and to all the BBW'S YOU ARE FUCKING HOTT LOVE TO HAVE SOME CRAZY NIGHTS WITH YOU!!! LATER JIM

Torment
i was sat in the bar at a quiet booth having a drink after work, my head slightly tipsy. He had told me that after work i was to come to this bar straight away, telling me what to wear and what to drink, and as always, i obeyed. i did not know what He had planned for me today, i did not know where He was. Suddenly i heard a soft, deep voice, cutting through the sea of other voices, finding it's way to me, telling me to close my eyes. A warm wave of pleasure rushed through me as i recognised the familiar voice, yet i could feel no presence near me. i could not make out the words that i was being told but they gave me such a sense of want that i started to touch myself, brushing my hand over my breasts, making my nipples hard beneath my flimsy shirt, moving my hand slowly between my thighs, under my skirt, shifting my underwear to one side. i felt the hot waves of pleasure surge through my body. Suddenly i felt a warm breath against my neck, i quickly stopped touching myself and lay

To All My Friends
this is just to see who are real friends on here and don,t judge people if there not perfect in somee ways well i have a down fall and can,t spell good, am i any deff, than anyone on here and am i, going to be judge because i,m not perfect at spelling if so and you don,t want me as a friend because off that then just tell me and i won,t be mad i have a good heart and thats all that matters in lift you all have a sweet day

My Week Of Fu-withdrawal
Work is hell when you get sick. Last weekend, it rained, and I got the full brunt of it, and the next day I had to go to work in a bottomshell section... in waist-deep, 50f water. Small wonder I got a cold on friday, and now bronchitis. The superintendant tried to send me home, but I shook him off and continued to work. I have left my little under-the-radar home for a hotel close to the docks. The internet here sucks fat butt, and I had to blow $50 on a wireless adapter that doesn't work in *nix. Thus, no me be here. On the lighter side of things, I have a respectable paycheck, a beautiful bicycle, a beautiful guitar, and an even more beautiful girl, with whom I have become wholly infatuated (more on that in a mo.) The foreman of my crew has recommended me for a few other certifications - which will earn at least a $4 raise, pending results - that he may utilize my skills more. At most every worksite that I have ever been to, it seems that the regular employees hate their job, but n

Speak English!
PHILADELPHIA (AP) - A small sign that asked customers to order in English at a famous cheesesteak shop was never meant to be offensive, the shop's owner testified Friday at a hearing to decide whether the policy was discriminatory. Joe Vento, the owner of Geno's Steaks, defended his policy before the Philadelphia Commission on Human Relations, which filed the discrimination complaint. "This country is a melting pot, but what makes it work is the English language," Vento told the commission. "I'm not stupid. I would never put a sign out to hurt my business." Vento posted two small signs in October 2005 at his shop in a diverse South Philadelphia neighborhood, telling customers, "This is America: When ordering please speak English.'" He said Friday that he posted the sign because of concerns over the debate on immigration reform and the increasing number of people from the area who could not order in English. But he said he also wanted to keep the line moving at his busy store.

Benjamin Frankel And Typesetting
(No, not Benjamin Franklin, though the reader would not be the first person to confuse them.) See this earlier blog for a few details on my long-term project. Writing this blog to note that I've been starting up again, after another too-long gap, for a bit - though not with a movement of Frankel's 6th symphony of 1969 but the finale of his 7th, of 1970, instead -- as my "typesetting raw material", since his stepson provided me with the scores of both, along with other works, when I visited him in London in 1999. (Much appreciated, that...) By the way, the 7th begins and ends with lines, written on the score but not meant to be spoken during performance, from Christopher Marlowe's play, Doctor Faustus: "That time may cease and midnight never come" (p.1 of the score) "The stars move still, time runs, the clock will strike" (p. 133 - last page - of the score, at the bottom right) By this time (1970) he knew he had angina pectoris (see http://benjaminfrankel.org/?page_id=1

My Recent Mumm
seems that the repost from someones mumm turned out that the person was found so i removed the mumm but not before a few people got rude with others about it witch is grammer school people now this subject hits verry close to home for me as i have lost a few freinds exactly the same way i was only trying to help find this person i have had the original poster remove it so it dont happen again just want to say im sorry did not realize she was found

I'm Preggers
glitter-graphics.com Dear Fubar Friends and Family: Wanted to share some joyous news with all of you. Not many of you know this yet but I am pregnant and expecting my first child along with my boyfriend Mark so pretty soon we will be the proud parents of a bouncing baby boy whom we are planning to name Zachary Mark. We are very happy about this and I am glad to report that both baby and myself are doing very well so far. Had some rough patches at the beginning with morning sickness and ended up in the hospital for fourty days back in August/September because some well meaning but misinformed psychologist decided to panic and pull me off of my meds cold turkey so I decompensated until they figured out the best and least harmful medication to give me but I am doing very well now and feeling better every day. I am six months along now in my pregnancy and little Zachary is due on March 11th, 2008 or thereabouts. The little trooper is kicking away inside of me now. My little karate ki

Challah French Toast
6 Eggs 1/2 c Heavy cream, half-and-half -or milk 1 t Cinnamon 1/4 ts Salt 4 tb To 6 T clarified butter 8 sl Challah, cut 1-inch thick Beat the eggs together with cream, half-and-half, or milk. Beat in cinnamon and salt. Melt the butter in a large frying pan. Dip the challah slices, one at a time, into the egg mixture, making sure that each slice is well coated. The challah should absorb a little of the egg mixture but not enough to get soggy. Fry each battered challah slice for 2-3 minutes on each side until they are golden brown. Don't fry too fast or the inside will be wet and gooey. Serve with your favorite jam, maple syrup, honey, cinnamon, sugar, or plain. NOTE: Heavy cream really is the best liquid to use in this recipe.

Breakfast Risotto
3 cups apple juice -- unfiltered 2 sticks cinnamon -- broken in half pinch nutmeg 2 cups 1% low-fat milk 2 tablespoons unsalted butter 1 1/2 cups Arborio rice 1/2 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup raisins dark brown sugar -- for topping milk or cream -- for topping In a saucepan, combine apple juice, cinnamon sticks and nutmeg. Bring to a boil over medium-high heat; immediately reduce heat to low and keep warm. At same time, in a separate saucepan, warm milk over medium-low heat; turn off heat and keep warm. In a large, non-aluminum saucepan over medium-low heat, melt butter. Add rice and salt and stir with a wooden spoon until rice begins to turn translucent, 2 to 3 minutes. Ladle about 1/2 cup of hot apple juice and stir rice until it absorbs juice. Continue adding juice about 1/4 cup at a time

Breakfast Ham Ring
------ ------------ -------------------------------- 10 Eggs 1 lb Ground, fully cooked ham 1 lb Bulk pork sausage 1 1/2 c Soft bread crumbs 1/2 c Milk 2 tb Dried parsley flakes 1 tb Prepared horseradish In a large bowl, lightly beat 2 eggs. Add the ham, sausage, bread crumbs, milk, parsley and horseradish; mix well. Press into a greased 6-cup ring mold. Bake at 350 for 1 1/4 hours. Towards the end of the baking time, prepare scrambled eggs with the remaining eggs, seasoning as desired. Remove ring from oven and drain juices; unmold into a serving platter. Fill the center with scrambled eggs. Serve immediately.

Breakfast Pizza
5 ea Eggs, beaten 1/4 c Milk 1 c Hash browns, precooked 1 c Breakfast sausage, precooked 1 c Shredded cheese 1. Beat 5 eggs together with 1/4 C milk, set aside. 2. Press into an iron skillet the contents of one of those tubes of refrigerator of Pillsbury cresent rolls. Top with 1 C precooked (frozen, if you like) hash browns, 1 C crumbled precooked breakfast sausage 1 C shredded cheese of choice (I like cheddar on this) 3. Optionally, and in amounts to taste, add chopped onions, chopped bell (or other) peppers, hot sauce and/or salsa, salt and freshly ground black pepper, and/or anything else that you think would be good. 4. Pour egg mixture evenly over pizza. Bake in preheated 375 - 400 degree oven about 30 minutes or until done. Check often to avoid burning. Serve immediately.

Breakfast Casserole
8 Eggs 2 1/2 C Milk 3 C Bread Cubes 1 Tsp Dry Mustard 2 Lb Bulk Sausage Or Cubed Ham 1 Lb Cheddar Cheese -- grated 1/2 Lb Fresh Mushrooms Brown sausage in fry pan; drain off fat. Set aside. In large bowl, beat eggs. Add milk, mustard and bread. Let stand 5 minutes. Stir in 3/4 of the cheese. Add the cooked/drained sausage. Mix well. Pour into 9x13 casserole. Slice the mushrooms and arrange on top. Sprinkle remaining cheese over top, bake @ 350 for 45 minutes. Let cool 10 minutes before serving.

Breakfast Burrito
Vegetable spray 1 medium red bell pepper -- seeded and diced 4 medium button mushrooms -- sliced, up to 6 2 scallions -- chopped 1/2 cup corn kernels fresh or frozen and thawed 2 tablespoons chopped cilantro 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin 1/2 teaspoon black pepper 1/4 teaspoon salt 1/2 cup egg substitutes (about 2 eggs beaten) 1/4 cup shredded low-fat provolone or Swiss cheese 2 10 inch flour tortillas Makes 2 servings The idea of wrapping skillet eggs in a flour tortilla provides a nice change of pace. Heat a lightly sprayed nonstick skillet. Add the pepper, mushrooms, and scallions and saute for 5 to 7 minutes. Stir in the corn and seasonings and cook for 2 to 3 minutes more. Whisk in the eggs and cook over mediu

Let Me Trust You
Let Me Trust You Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you That I’m here for you Just like I was at the start...

Hey All
hey all i'm the only surviving member of a party and since i have a space on fubar i decided to leave a blog... i don't really like having these sort of things cuase i like to live a real live other then a digital life but since i have nothing really to do i guess i will do this... got started cuz of a friend and i don't really know y i started this but i did anyway.... anyway like i said i'm a only surviving memeber of this party but it's kinda funny cuz i'm two years older then anyone else and i don't know anyone of my caliber not like i'm anything special... in fact I don't really stay up this late (three days none stop) but anyway drop me a line if you want but i wish that i knew some people of my own type.... not to really be racist or anything selective of any generality.... idk... i'm really drunk!

Its Done
I did the hardest thing I have ever done yesterday. Stanly was "put down" I was there with him when it was done. I needed to be there, he needed to see me not some stranger. He needed to know he was loved. It was kind of peaceful, he just fell asleep. He looked so at peace finally, no more pain. It was terrible to watch but I am glad I was with him, scratching his ear. He is in a field now and will become part of nature. I will miss my baby but I am glad he is not hurting any more!!

Adult Style Christmas..lol
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

A Thought I Had I Thought I Would Share.....
Remember one thing in life... Your past is always going to be your past, there is no way to change it, all you can do is learn from it and try not to repeat the mistakes made in it... Your future is only what you choose to make of it, Good or bad is your choice and your choice alone... and your present in the interum between the two, it only lasts for a moment, but it is what defines and makes your past what it is, and it is what inspires the events of your future, so do with it what you will, but create only beauty in it...

Great Manga
deathnote welcome to the n.h.k. highschool of the dead JOJO'S BIZARRE ADVENTURE phoenix black jack one piece monster berserk fruits basket devil man naruto vampire knight avalon high vampire kisses genshiken XXXholic paradise kiss bleach battle royale tenjho tenge DNAngel hellsing blood alone air gear samurai deeper masca .hack//(all them) loveless Love hina dai tokai ni hoero hunter x hunter ai yori aoshi vagabond GANTZ eden "its an endless word" chrono crusade akira kiseiju full metal panic negima magister negi magi elfen lied rurouni kenshin battle angel alita shin vampire miyu ranma 1/2 chobits zombie loan Higurashi no naku koro ni priest demon diary doreamon kare kano slam dunk

What Sex Style Are You?
What kind of lover are you?BarbaricYou have a wild, fierce, and strong animal-like nature behind your lovemaking and that makes you very passionate. When you find the "one" you can give your whole heart to, you give that and then some! It's true that most people say there's no love behind that much fire but that's quite the opposite. You love who you're with and have no problem slamming them down on the sheets and showing them the time of their life! For this, your lover will respond back with the same animal nature and that will show you how much they love you back! For you, it's rough all the way and always very heated and intense!!!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

What Kinda Alcohol Are You?
What alcohol are you??PATRONEYou are a laid back and relaxed drinker! Patrone is one of the most finest tequillas known! It also shows you have a very expensive taste on your tongue!! How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

How Much
Another day come, Another night gone. So lost without you, I hide away. I wince at the light, And cry in the dark. Thinking only of you, And what went wrong. I place the blame, upoun fear itself. Knowing what it really is, Wondering why it came. How can love become, Fasle evidence appearing real? Where shall I turn, When my words have lost meaning. How do I show you, While being so far away? Holding myself tight, I wish it were you. Lost in a distance memory. I began to weep again. No shame in my pain, No regret in my love. A love so strong, No pain can extingish it. One day you will see, How much I really love you.

Without You
Darkness seeps in, As I cling to our memory. My days have become dark, And happiness is no more. Without your love, I have began to wither away. Slowly becoming, The dirt I once was. The tears keep finding a way, To flow down my cheeks. As everything, Remind me of you. I have lost, What meant most to me. rather it was from fear, Or something else. What am I to do, Without you in my life. No more pride, No more shame. Feeling totally alone, And utterly confused.

Suicide
His grandma found him... She called the ambulance... He was in the hospital for three days until his dad, mom, and grandparents decided it was best to pull the plug. If they hadn't, he would have lived a life of just laying there...not able to do a damn thing. He couldn't do anything...his organs weren't working properly... They don't know how long the circulation was cut off...but obviously it had been awhile since his body wasn't functioning properly. The reason behind him doing this to himself is beyond me...what I do know is how his mom was...how things had been for him in the past. He didn't live the life a kid should have lived...for his age, he had been through some shit...shit kids shouldn't go through. Yes every single person goes through drama, hard times, and bullshit in their lives...but the sad thing is it's us people who fuck life up for others. It's those of us who lie, pretend, and hurt others. Those of us who just don't give a fuck about anyone but ourselves, beca

This Amazes Me...
Being a psychology student, I am not surprisingly interested in why people behave the way they do. This site is a dissertation waiting to happen. For example: Have you noticed the amount of people that make rude offensive comments with no provocation and seemingly no good reason for doing so? Have you noticed that people say nasty things to others apparently just to be saying something..anything? I rarely interact with others on this site...and that's not necessarily by choice. The main reason I don't is because most everyone seems to have an agenda for being here...not interacting, but getting votes, or blasts, or rank, or popularity. This is another interesting facet of this site for me. The amount of people who are on this site to fulfill some need for attention without giving something of themselves. The idea that if you post some naughty photos of yourself, you'll instantly gain status. And it appears that most people are base enough that it works more often th

Sigh...part 2
Well if you want to read up on part one of this saga click here because I dont feel like rewriting that long entry on here again. Now here is what he has said. He is threatening...to see about a way to get a lawyer to allow him to touch that settlement since him and I are still married. Yep. He is now trying to get back at me. I just cant win. Last nite, I was just in total tears. Tried to get a hold of someone...anyone to just talk to me. They were...like always...too busy or not online (a couple of them were showing online in Messenger that they werent busy they had stupid status messages). So...I may have went to the wrong person...but I needed someone...anyone to talk to me. Just to hear me out...give me advice. He listened to me. Gave me ideas of what I should do. It was an unlikely source, someone I would think wouldnt even bother with me in that nature. It felt good to talk to someone...he even called me at home. Which was nice. I was able to just cry, scream

Love Is
Love is patient and kind, love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. Love does not demand its own way. Love is not irriable, and it keeps no record of when it has been wronged. It is never glad about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful and endures though every circumstance. Love will last forever.

Eight Words..
Eight Words with two Meanings 1. THINGY (thing-ee) n. Female... Any part under a car's hood. Male.. The strap fastener on a woman's bra. 2. VULNERABLE (vul-ne-ra-bel) adj. Female... Fully opening up one's self emotionally to another. Male.. Playing football without a cup. 3. COMMUNICATION (ko-myoo-ni-kay-shon) n. Female... The open sharing of thoughts and feelings with one's partner. Male... Leaving a note before taking off on a fishing trip with the boys. 4. COMMITMENT (ko-mit-ment) n. Female... A desire to get married and raise a family. Male.. Trying not to hit on other women while out with this one. 5. ENTERTAINMENT (en-ter-tayn-ment) n. Female... A good movie, concert, play or book. Male.. Anything that can be done while drinking beer. 6. FLATULENCE (flach-u-lens) n. Female... An embarrassing byproduct of indigestion. Male.. A source of entertainment, self-expression, male bonding. 7 MAKING LOVE (may-king luv) n. Femal

So Close I Can Taste It....
We are for sure in the single digits when It comes to being in your arms...I am so excited I can barely control myself...I already told you about the shower incident....Yeah...enough said...Damn babe...Just think...in a couple days I will be able to press these lips against yours....shoot...all over that body to be honest...I miss you so much...Muah!!!

Great Animes
this list is in no order and spans all genres of anime (warning kinda long) bleach neon genesis evangelion cowboy bebop naruto claymore d. grayman trigun gun grave akira berserk outlaw star fruit baskets elfen lied death note kimi ga nozomu eien air gear tenchi muyo one piece ninja scroll hellsing rurouni kenshin fate/stay night ghost in the shell 1&2 + series basilisk bubblegum crisis: tokyo 2040 school rumble wicked city vampire hunter d princess mononoke ah!(oh!) my goddess dragon half spirited away chobits .hack//signs full metal alchemist full metal panic s-cry-ed ai yori aoshi rizelmine last exile FLCL witchblade Negima!? and negima! moon phase tengo tenge dragon ball z (barely made it) mobile suit gundum mai-hime blood + black lagoon night wizards kyo kara maoh! higurashi no naku koro ni black cat love hina overman king gainer burst angel records of lodoss war gintama tsubasa chronicle aquarion hell girl shounen

During The Super Bowl.
Just because Super Bowl Sunday is the last event of the season doesn't make it any less boring than all the other games. I hate playing sports. Watching them is even worse. The way I see it, if you're going to sit through four miserable hours of TV, you might as well piss off as many people as you can while you're there. Here are some things you can do to be an asshole while watching the Super Bowl. 1. Show up wearing a football uniform. 2. Bring your girlfriend. 3. Tell everyone over and over that you enjoy watching the commercials more than the game. 4. Make sure you ate plenty of broccolli and cheese the night before. 5. Hire a midget to come. 6. Cut your toe-nails mid-game. 7. Load up a pipe and yell, "Look everyone, I'm smoking a super bowl!" 8. Frequently ask stupid questions. "What does that orange pole mean?" "How many points is that worth?" "What just happened?" "Anyone want more chips?" "Why the fuck is there a midget in here?" 9. Leave t

Mae West Quotes
When I was good, I was very very good but when I was bad I was better. A hard man... is good to find Too much of a good thing... can be wonderful I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it. Good sex is like good Bridge... If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand Is that a gun in your pocket or are you just happy to see me I used to be Snow White... but I drifted Sex is emotion in motion Save a boyfriend for a rainy day, and another, in case it doesn't rain She's the kind of girl who climbed the ladder of success... wrong by wrong When choosing between two evils, I always like to try the one I've never tried before.

Who In Da House
Who In Da House mixed by DJ Muzik-AL THIS IS THE THIRD OF 4 CDs FEATURING THE COLLECTIVE TALENTS OF THE EJAY COLLECTIVE, AND COMBINES THE CREATIVE GENIUS OF THE ARTIST ALONG WITH THE EJAY SOFTWARE TO CREATE SOME OUTSTANDING MUSIC. WHO IN DA HOUSE ENCOMPASES THE MORE HOUSEY SOUNDZ LEANING FORWARD TO THE FINAL CD IN THIS SERIES BEING TRANCE. This 42min sample from the full 76min house mix features the talents of the eJay Collective. For more details and a full tracklist goto www.ej2dj.com/whoindahouse http://www.esnips.com/doc/23fde4df-107c-435f-ad72-82c19d522465/DJ-Muzik-AL-vs-The-eJay-Collective---Who-In-Da-House_128

Another Christmas Treat
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Bubba Beginning
Bubba was born on a cold and snowy Sunday night on the 13th of Feburary in 1977 he came into this world at 8:43 pm. And you now the saying eat shit and die well Bubba ate shit before he was born and was a sick little boy. They shipped him to a special neo natal clinic for premie babies he stayed there for 9 days then we brought him home. if i knew how he was going to turn out i would of left him there. thats all for now folks there will be another writing in a few days

The King Of Dreams
This is a poem I wrote last week to my dearest muse. You know who you are. The King of Dreams waits for me On Night's Plutonian shore; His whisper is both dear and dread His wish I can't ignore. On silver wings I fly across The black unyielding sea For until I am at his side He cannot be set free. Words are burned forever In the scarred flesh of his youth No Gilead's balm nor studied calm Could quench the flaming truth; Yet in my arms he finds release From truth and lies and pain, The flames of old forgotten in Love's pulsating refrain. So carefully I pour the wine That's redder than a rose He gently lifts it to his lips And drinks it as it flows. His lips are soft against my skin His hands are in my hair His desire overwhelms and I Am captive yet aware. His merest thought cuts deeper Than any tempered blade My soul alone bears witness to The marks that he has made. Unspoken bonds more sacred Than the strongest uttered vow Strange chains

Christmas
I know and understand that we as a nation do things that sometimes makes no sense. Well I have something to say and well if I get smacked on the butt for it oh well. We have always said "Merry Christmas" and it has never seemed to be an issue. Over the past ten or so years we have had to be more politically correct in how we act and what we say during the Christmas season. Well this bothers me. We take in everyone that has trouble, that needs help, what wants to make better. Then when some do they start getting offended and want to have their own holiday and we have to be nice and polite and give in. I like hearing someone wish me a Merry Christmas, and some of my close friends are Jewish and they wish me a Merry Christmas. Freedom to speak and act is okay as long as you don't offend anyone. To me that is just wrong. I love it here. I don't need someone to come along and tell me what to say or what not to say. I will say Merry Christmas to everyone I

Rose Petal Cottage
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I Be Tsalagi
I Be Tsalagi This morning I looked in the mirror, I stared intensely at what I saw, Trying to figure out if it was My eyes, my nose or my jaw. Maybe it's my ears, I thought, or maybe it's my chin, I'm sure that I will figure out what is my "part' that is Indian. Maybe it's my arms or hands or some little internal gland, I sure hope I can soon find out what "part" is Indian. You see to some that means a lot to them it's a big deal, So maybe it's my knees or toes or maybe my left heel. But, you see, I don't understand what this "part" stuff means, Because in my heart I know just who and what I be. That from the top of my Tsalagi head, to the tip of my Tsalagi toes, With every beat of my Tsalagi heart Every fiber of me knows That it is not the "degree of blood" That makes me what I be. It is the spirit of Tsalagi that dwells within, you see. So with every breath I take I'm as sure as I can be that I BE TSALAGI!!

Warrior Of The Wind
Warrior Of The Wind Across the sky as the night winds blow I hear your voice, great Warrior of long ago Oh, Mighty Warrior, my brother of the wind who stood proud with spirit unwilling to bend Who rode painted ponies over prairies and hills while I must ride gas-guzzling automobiles You rode the plains to galloping hoof beats while I'm confined to over crowded city streets Yet we are the same you and I... Our love of Mother Earth and Father sky From the time of our Mother's birth Indians have been keepers of the earth Our Sacred ground now covered in parking lots and our images used for team sport mascots... Great Warrior, your voice ever calls to me Giving my spirit strength and dignity... Oh Great Warrior who rides the wind how wonderful it must have been to have seen the splendor of your time You, whose warrior spirit touches mine One day I too will ride the wind Where the spirit has no end...

I Am The Blood Left Standing
I Am The Blood Left Standing I hear the voice of the Cherokee crying out in the night. I hear the voice of the lone wolf answer. Is this also my plight? On the horizon of many moons, I see the legends and hear them speak. I cry the tears of the Cherokee, they run freely down my cheek. You cannot take back what you have lost... or what has been taken from you. You can only ask the spirits to somehow see you through. For it is written in Cherokee blood spilled upon the land... I am the blood left standing. I hold the future in my hand. I will not crawl or grovel meekly this time. But I will not be denied... that which is mine. My forefather's left the spirits to guide me to this place... perhaps to prove to you I am also part of this human race. So look me in the eye, meet my gaze forthright. I am declaring my heritage, my birth and my right. 'Finder's keepers'. 'Loser's weepers'. I don't subscribe to this rhym