You say you love me
You tell me you want all my dreams to come true
I’m the woman you want to say “I do” to,
Your future wife, you tell me with your liquid courage
You confess to me thoughts I’ve only dreamt of someone saying to me
You share with me your fears
We have so much in common you and I
Yet so many differences
We bond on so many special levels
For as long as I can remember
I’ve fantasized about you all my life
And still you are just
Out of reach
Out of touch
Out of sight
What scares me most is when your anxiety attacks full force
And you want to give up on your life
Telling me everyone will be better off without you
You couldn’t be more wrong my love
You couldn’t get any more delusional
Fears from your past haunt you
And keep you out of my life
I am not your past baby,
But your future
Your love
Your life
I have nothing to do with your past
But everything to do with our potential
I love you
I want you
I need you
My love, my present, my future
