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Question About Profile Comments? What Would Yall Do
question for yall. if you had a friend that you did leave graphics on their page, yet they bitch about it because you didnt leave any typing with it. would you a) never leave another comment on thier page or b) keep doing what your doing and brush it off

Why I've Made A Family Only Blog...
:o I'M BEING WATCHED!!! So the "Firechief" for the 2nd alarm hotties was informed by one of his minions that I have replaced the "2nd Alarm Hotties" name with the "1st Alarm Uglies" I've decided to be apart of a group of people where no matter what you look like, how you act, or who you associate with, you're still welcomed. I was questioned on why my fu-ball and chain came before the hotties..."um, Hello!?!!?" Of course he's going to come before them!! Then he started giving me shit about the hotties coming after the Club Wicked Paranoia in my name....wtf...since when did I get a new dad? Or my own personal Hitler?? II wrote a very POLITE (yes people, even I can be polite) e-mail to Hitler explaining my reasons. Oh, don't worry, I will be letting my dear familiy list read that very shortly...quite entertaining..especially near the end. But to give you a brief idea... "ur not leaving the hotties. Im not letting you go" That's a direct quote from my own personal Hitler

Falling Into The Mirror…
Falling Into The Mirror… He walks alone, blending in the dark, his tears fade as they drip down his cheek. His earbuds firmly in place, iPod in his hand, broken lips part, "Can you see me now?" He tells you all lies, trying to hide his heart, pushes the world away, falling apart. He stands in the rain, not a droplet touching him, his mind has torn in two, hatred has no cure. iPod on shuffle, He hears his fingers snap, but no one can hear them. His lips crack and bleed, his tears turn to acid on his cheeks, his skin falls off his body, "Oh, it's what you do to me" He dons no possessions, his body is not his own, he gives into sin, No problem at all. So he reaches out to touch, but it hurts him so much, that his hand is transparent, and goes right through people. He walks alone, drowning in his sorrow, sitting in the shadows, He knows no morrow. He tries to reach and touch again, watching his hand cru

Just Livid
First off, how stupid can you be to peek the interest of a computer person such as me then block my profile at the same time. I mean, c'mon send me a damned gift and be blocked ... that's nice. Yea, I am livid about this still even after some cool down time. I thought about calling her on this but why bother. My ex is obviously retarded enought to pull the stunt so here is the skinny. First off, cry me a river. I have only $150 to spend, per kid. That's 600 for her own children that she could spend to come here, get a room to spend christmas with them. Nope, she just expects me to make accomidations. But it gets better. This is the comment, verbatum on fubar: December 10, 2007 @ 9:58 am #32 of 51 I had my oldest when i was 16 and i was married for 9 yrs after that and all my kids have the same father so forgive me for leaving a drunk POS and remarring a man that loves me that already had 3 kids and no they my not be mine by blood but they are mine and I would and

Its That Time Of The Year....
Well...here we go...battle of Christmas and Happy Holidays. Lets get one thing straight here... Your tree, your log, your silver and gold, your red and green, your dinner, your gift giving were all from one place...PAGANS! Your "Christian" traditions you do every year and teach your children to do every year are from PAGANS! Christmas is actually celebrated on the wrong day. It actually is supposed to be somewhere in September and October. Christmas is only on the 25th of December, because the church put it there to try and convert Pagans to the "New Religion". Now...even your Easter traditions are PAGAN! Your Easter Bunny...AKA Ostara Bunny....PAGAN! Now lets talk about the one day that really fuels my fire. HALLOWEEN! Some Christians believe that Halloween is a SATAN holiday...shows what THEY KNOW about WHERE it actually came from. November 1...All Saints' Day aka All Hallows' Day...is a Christian created holiday to...again...convert Pagans sinc

Asta Este Pentru Diana
She is her mothers beauty, romania's blushing bride. She walks in rows of twilight, she is her nations pride. Her smile that lights a country, her laughter in the air. Romania I envy, for what you hold so fair. Her majesty and her wonder, her forrests green and full. And standing there above it, she is their precious jewel. Hearts that bow in wonder, eyes so full of grace. Romania how you hide her, and keep her in her place.

Chocolate Bunnys Train...
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar *Sweetlips*L.U.V.CLUB .*DEMON CREW FAMILY*LOW RIDERS LOUNGE GREETER*THE SISTERHOOD*@ fubar ¤£a$T ? oƒ Å ? D¥in ßR??d¤ ÅKÅ~ §€XÏ £i£ ß*TÇh ~IBN ~@ fubar EmilyIMAX™ "THE IMAX EXPERIENCE~see more, hear more, feel more"@ fubar ~JoAnna~*Happy Holidays~~Leave my presents under my tree* thanks!@ fubar girlnextdoor***married to Sandro*** still totally lost and insane@ fubar Þøóµ ßêå® Greeter of Bi chics house of pain

Its Missing That Sparkle.
I feel like every year Christmas looses more and more of the joy and magic. Everytime it comes around I resent it more and more. I watch myself, my family and my friends, fret and worry over being able to afford gifts, stress about getting it all done on time and then in one day, a month or mores worth os stress is over. Everyone feels so obligated and nothing comes from the heart. As a child it was so different, it meant such different things. Time and circumstance killed christmas. For me atleast. Its nothing anymore but sorrow. Christmas 2002 was the final blow. I drove to my aunts with my sick pet mouse christmas eve. I woke up christmas morning to find my mouse dead, and my father unable to make it out because of the snow. What a wonderful gift from the gods. I had my christmas and dinner with him several weeks later, in his car, on my 30 minute break from work. The next time i saw him he had been eatten alive by cancer and was laying in a bed practiclly dead. Please, do

Death
i was drunk....so work with me. Death, the lord of shadows....creeping in the night. Stalker of soul...stealing for delight. Blood splatered hills, cuts so deep.see his grin, chills' that creep. no hiding no escape, turn the corner, he is there, your wounds gaping. Cries unheard, screams not bothered...he takes your life, and thus there after your soul is his. no more games. no more running, tis the end.

Blushes
This poem was write by a very special friend of mine for me...thank you Fred.** big hugs hun** My words, like sweet soft lips touching the erogenous zones of your mind Make you blush Fairies dance lighly down your spine When I whisper to you And you blush an almost felt, long distance kiss on your neck, just below the ear You blush Your head tilted to the right, and down hands clenched Blushing I adore blushes F.M.

Waking
Waking up blood sweat covering everything. Rage to rip apart all that has meaning. Feel the metal grinding against the bone...shreading all that is real. Scream in agony but there be no voice. flesh burning in the heat of hatred. Wake up...its not your time yet..............

To See Nsfw For The Ladies
If you would like to see my pics and you are a girl add me to your fam and i will add you to mine. If i am not on line when you do, as soon as i am i will add you to. If you do not have any pics of you for me to get wet over don't add me but you can ask if you see me on i might let you see them anyways.If i do not add you right away don't get mad i might be busy or sometimes my icon sticks. to be in my fam for the ladies is of course free just let me know if i don't have one open you want to see if i'm in your fam also.tks

Missing Your Love
Well another poem for everyone to read.This 1 shouldn't be as depressing as the others.At least I hope not: Missing Your Love My heart Is missing your love on this cold night as I wait by the computer awaiting your replied to my email I sent you.I await what I hope to be kind words form your sweet fingers as they type away at the keyboard.A glimpse of heaven I hope to read as I looked at your replied to my warm heart,but you have yet to replied and my day has been a day of worried spent wondering rather or not you are sick or well.For my loved for you holds no bound,and no distance can divide my feelings for you.For only the silence of your heart can fill me with dread as a replied will most likely only come when I awaken from my slumbered.But at least I can dream of you and hold you In my dreams to fight off the cold feeling of the winds that blows through my body cutting me to my very soul.And till we meet In real life a pic of you will sustain me enough to ge

Deep Thoughts
Ever been so lonely that you just felt like crawling in a hole and shutting yourself off from the world? Especially at holiday time. I can remember a couple of christams's where I was single and spent the entire day in bed sulking in my own misery because I did not want o face even my family and be around ppl who had significant others. I would not answer thier phone calls, I could not see my kids, as much as I would have loved to. Everyone says, oh get out and have some fun, make the best of it.. I say, no I rather spend it alone. Not like my family really does anything special anyways. That is a story in itself for another time. I ache so much to be loved and happy together in a relationship, I think it is slowly killing me inside. I have always been the one giving otehrs advice on relationships and standing up for them in thier weddings, talking to them when they have a problem in thier relationships. Yet when it coems to me, I shy away from my own happiness and would rath

Nsfw
Im probably gonna get my account deleted for expressing my thoughts but here goes... Fubar is really starting to loose it's fun and it is sad. I always thought that this site is for adults to have fun, chat, meet new friends. But lately,some of my pics are being tagged as NSFW ( not sure why and i dont think that they are), and im sure a lot of you are getting hit with them as well. Granted, some post regular pics of them selfs,friends, family etc etc, and i think thats awesome to share with the ppl you meet and trust on here, not to mention that you get points for them too...,most post adult oriented pictures, and yes i am one of them, after all, we're all adults here, right?? So why do i feel like i am being censored here? am i the only one who feels this way?? If we are all suppose to be adults here, im sure we've seen private pictures before, and if seeing those things are not your cup of tea, then dont look, simple as that. I am sick and tired of getting FUBARmail from admins/

My Heart
Too good or no good. All or nothing. It is what it is. Or is it? Another grain of salt taken. I can make room for this pile. Like a pill, u made me sick in the beginning, an appetite increased to decrease another. I have ur part time divided attention, that I find reasonable and that matters. I dont take for granted the little time we do spend. Each time, I try to take a piece of u with me in exchange for pieces of me. I'll take your words, your knowledge and use them positively. I will carry your heart with me at all times to make sure it is not neglected or mistreated. I will listen to it when it needs listening and tell it," I am not perfect but I'll work hard to keep you with me." Believe it, or don't believe it. I have my own bank account, I pay my own debts so I don't want money. I just want your heart because u have mine.

Red Riding Hood
Once upon time there was a little girl named Red Riding Hood, ( well she was short ok !) nice looking young lady and never would. ( NEVER WOULD? She did it all the time the little hussy). A handsome wolf, well! Maybe if you were a wolf. In love with Red Riding Hood, that was his trouble, the wolf he thought they would make a great couple. Thinking of tender times when he would make her so happy, how? Lustful thoughts he was having now. Would the wolf win the heart of such beauty see, together is where they should be. A busty wench, Red Riding Hood, She likes all the boys as she passed through the woods. Grandma is just what she tells her mom, boys she meets, for rough sessions discrete, rumbles in the hay you may say, all dressed up and no one to blow, on her knees she only knows. The wolf, he see her every day, and wished with him she would play, he thinks a plan is needed here, so in her heart she would show no fear. Sneak up on a grandma and eat that guy, dress in his c

Al Gore? What A Prick...
Al Gore savaged the US government’s “obstructing” attitude and urged delegates at the UN conference on climate change to ignore Washington if necessary to pursue the “moral imperative” of a new global regime. “My country is principally responsible for obstructing progress here in Bali,” the former US vice-president told 2,000 of the 12,000 people attending the conference on Thursday. “[But] over the next two years the United States is going to be somewhere it is not now.” Mr Gore, fresh from receiving the Nobel peace prize jointly with the UN’s Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change, said delegates must “find the grace to navigate around this enormous obstacle, the elephant in the room that I have been undiplomatic enough to name.” Time to remove the protective service of the Secret Service of an American wannabe. Al Gore is the quintesential alarmist who is lost in the fog of his own self-importance... a legend in his own mind. He has not the brains that God gave a goat. W

Week One
My husband and I are 37 years old. This January we will be celbrating our 19th Annivesary. We have 2 children. Our daughter will be 9 on the 27th, and our son turned 4 in September. On Wednesday morning, at 1AM my husband fractured his Left Distal Fibula (ankle). It is the first broken bone he has ever had. Sure, there have been some illnesses, but nothing that has lasted longer than a week. The doctor says it will be 6 to 8 weeks before my hubby can walk without crutches. It's Saturday morning, now and I am tired. I have dark circles under my eyes, my skin is dry, and my hair seems a little limp. This injury has made me a single parent, and given me an extra person to take care of. I don't know how I am going to make it through this, but I know I can do it. Question is, will I do it with grace, or by the skin of my teeth? I am blessed with a "mother hen" instinct, but I have only been left to do everything myself a few times, and never longer than 5 days.

Mdma
To begin, it has been established that MDMA affects the brains of humans and lower primates differently, especially in terms of long-term changes. In both animals, MDMA causes a reduction in the concentration of serotonin transporters (SERTs) in the brain. Baboons who were given a neurotoxic dose of MDMA only showed partial regrowth of SERTs when scanned a year later. Serotonin is a neurotransmitter that is known to play a role in regulating sleep patterns, mood, feelings of well-being, concentration, digestion. One hypothesis of the pathophysiology fibromyalgia causation is a dysregulation of serotonin and norepinephrine in the neural synapse, contributing to many associated fibromyalgia symptoms.

Close Yet Far
Who said that I wasn't right? I've lived for years without a life Don't have a soul on my side Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried Don't take me under your wing I don't need a hand, don't need anything I've got a roof over my head As if I'd rather be alone with me instead Close yet far Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are And I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me Though I never never never ever wanted this to be I can hear the sounds of the city Sunrise and set are the same to me A hesitating pulse is good company And my reflection offers no apology But who said that I wasn't right? And I've lived for years without a life Don't have a soul on my side Still ridiculed despite how hard that I have tried Close yet far Drop me a line and tell me how the hell you are And I'll tip my hat to those who can't believe it's me Though I never never never ever wanted this to be Close yet far Drop me a line and tell me how the he

Is Forever A Lost Cause
My mistake, I thought you wanted to be here, was it fake, I wounder as these feelings disappear, i lost my life, the moment you walked out my door, and now i cry, dried up and beaten sobbing on the floor, my mistakes come to haunt me today, and untill i know what i did i have to find a way Now i lay awake, bleeding to breathe, wondering what I need, forever's a lost, lost again, inside myself loosing my mind, cause this time i couldnt make it last, but was it all my fault Am i still alive, wondering why i fucked it all up this time, and i quake and tremble, i lost you, i know its all over now, please believe i know what it was wrong, now i sing you this song, to try to mend this but now i lay awake, bleeding to breath time after time, i know it was my fault, you left me alone this time, forevers lost and i cant find the state of mind to make it alright, and i try fight these feelings inside please tell me it is time to come back home

Part 1
They entered the bedroom holding hands, both of their palms wet with sweat. They were nervous......excited and giddy with anticipation. They stopped next to the bed, turning to face one another. She looked up into his eyes, feeling the excitement she felt the first time she had seen him. He felt the butterflies in his belly as he looked down upon the most beautiful woman he had ever laid his eyes on. He placed his hands on her waist and bent his head down to kiss her ever so soft lips. She responded by placing her arms around his neck, pulling herself towards him, darting her tongue into his mouth, searching for his tongue, wanting this moment to be more than special. As their bodies molded themselves into one, he slowly unbuttoned her blouse, letting it fall from her shoulders to the floor, She felt his warm hands on her bare flesh, almost trembling at the electric shock it brought to her nerve endings. He ran his hands down her sides, feeling the curve of her body, his hands

Miss Me???
Just got through putting in 115 hrs at one job during the last 2 weeks and 75 in another. Thank goodness I could sleep on the jobs occasionally as well as long as I tended to the crisis calls or the clients at hand or else I would be one heck of a zombie heading into the Christmas holidays. One thing that has kept the jingle jangling in my mind for the holidays is the following song by Go Fish. Never heard of them; you aren't alone. I hadn't heard of them either until KVET played it on the radio the other morning. It is rather a catchy tune and it has been sticking in my mind since that first time I heard it sometime during the past couple of weeks.... Merry Christmas.... Happy Chanukah.... and a Happy New Year's, too!! (Just in case the next couple of weeks even get crazier!!) :D

So Freakin Tired
I am so tired So tired of woundering from day to day if i am being lied to If the guy i love is cheating on me if someday i will just wake up and find out the my whole life has been nothing but a big ass joke. I hate my job because of the drama is starting back up. I have a feeling that certin people are blaming me and thats bull shit. I hate my job when i am there all the time and cant really hang out with my friends and family. I just dont get it anymore. I am just about done with everything. All I do anymore is wounder if he is out with some other female. If he really does love me. I cry at night and he just doesnt see how much this hurts me. It hurts to think I am suppost to have three kids.

Something To Offend Everyone!
What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover ? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes Why is it so hard for women to find men that are sensitive, caring, and good-looking? Because those men already have boyfriends. Why don't bunnies make noise when they have sex? Because they have cotton balls. What's the difference between a porcupine and BMW? A porcupine has the pr

Angels & Sailors By Jim Morrison
Angels and sailors Rich girls Backyard fences Tents Dreams watching each other narrowly Soft luxuriant cars Girls in garages, stripped Out to get liquor and clothes Half gallons of wine and six-packs of beer Jumped, humped, born to suffer Made to undress in the wilderness. I will never treat you mean Never start no scene Ill tell you every place and person that Ive been. Always a playground instructor, never a killer Always a bridesmaid on the verge of fame or over He maneuvered two girls into his hotel room One a friend, the other, the young one, a newer stranger Vaguely mexican or puerto rican Poor boys thighs and buttock scarred by a fathers belt Shes trying to rise Story of her boyfriend, of teenage stoned death games Handsome lad, dead in a car Confusion No connections Come here I love you Peace on earth Will you die for me? Eat me This way The end Ill always be true Never go out, sneaking out on you, babe If youll only show me far arde

Let The Drama Begin
So now I can not only see if my friends are on line in my bar tab, but I can also see who they are leaving comments to. Wow, as if things werent bad enough with people getting all upset why I didnt leave a comment for them, or why I left one for so and so, but now they can see who is commenting who. This is going to cause so real drama here. Time to find out who your true friends are and who is just playing games I guess. Lets the games begin!! LOL

Time For Xmas Fun
Well, here is me sitting writing few words for my friends and fubar family :D I am going to celebrate Xmas up the Mountains gone for 10 days so behave and I'll bring you some cool pics love you all just one question, pics of me drunk or pics of me snowboarding drunk :D:D:D:D MARRY MARRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU

Swords Sites
www.trueswords.com great selection, fast shipping, good prices- awesome site 5/5 www.twiggystreasures.com good selection, pretty good prices- yet to use so 3/5 Budk.com nice selection, good prices.-yet to use so 3/5 prometheus-imports.com not really sword heavy but great site, alot of other nice stuff -4/5

Tattoos Fifty Percent Off This Coming Week Only
ask and you shall recieve private message me and i will give you the directions and phone number to contact my brother at tattoo you in mayfield pa and give you a special code for getting a dicount on your tattoo

When Times Are Tough
today i found out my best friend of 20 years. lost her youngest son in a car accident. and it about made my heart fall to the floor. and i talked to my kids and they think things are tough which they are. but i tell them it could always be worse. then i told them about my best friend. and im thankful every day afor my kids and my family and i still have them. so the next time you get down and out and think things cant get any worse think about how you still have your family maybe even kids that didnt die way to early. and be greatful for what you have instead of what you dont have

Showing Some Love
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy wh

Alone
as i sit here alone i think of our good times wondering if u remember our kisses, our hands entwine wanting to make new ones alone with my mind wandering down memory lane alone wishing you were here alone with my thoughts alone alone alone

Bein Happy, Bein Me
In this time, of suffocating fury. I find myself, my judge and jury. I claw at earth, gasping for breath. I cling to life, to escape my death. All I inhale are large clumps of dirt. Every breath out, shows all my hurt. But claw and gasp and choke I do. for dirt and hurt won't keep me from you. And you not bein, anyone else! Then my own future, my own self! I just want to claw above this earth I see. I just want to be happy, being me. J. Koblitz

Disappointed
A co-worker,K, was telling me she was gonna quit 'cause she feels the chefs are not giving her enough attention.She takes care of the employee dining room (edr)and is pretty much on her own.They may tell her what food she needs to use and some tips on how to prepare it but overall,she has more control than the other cooks. In my opinion,she has a good opportunity to apply what she already knows as well as getting some tips from professional chefs,especially when this is the first professional kitchen she has worked in..Instead,she is frequently questioning the help that they give,when they should give it and not utilizing her time properly. In this business,you have to be able to take the initiative,learn as you go (on the fly),and constantly make adjustments when situations take a turn for the worst.She failing to do all those things and she will be in for a rude awakening one day.

Adult Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

Two Months Poem
this is kind of a rough draft any ideas would be helpful thank you, i know i posted this early sorry glitter-graphics.com ......TWO MONTHS...... its been two months since you have been gone you haven't been forgotten you are always in our hearts and minds you crossed that bridge with what we hope was us in your mind a day doesn't go by that we dont think of you we wish that you knew we hope you know that we loved you very much and we think of you all day through. i dont ever think our hearts will heal without the one we loved so dear, we wish we knew why God wanted you. you were so precious and dear the one we wanted near now your an angel in heaven R.I.P Precious Angel we miss you! 02-02-02--09-16-07 glitter-graphics.com

Always Laughing
I relive it all the time, Always burning in my mind Is there nowhere I can hide? Could I please get some sleep tonight? Anxiety from mental conformity From the face you never see, can you feel my insanity? I scream inside, but it's only in my mind And my hand is on the knife, God there's gotta be a better life I see the blood as it's pouring like a flood But it never seems enough, I've gotta get across to you How I feel......Is this real?.......Are you there?..... I heard you laughing as I Cried in your face, told me that I'm replaced Cause you can't stand the taste of the face that taunts you Held to the floor as he made you a whore Your brother's face you abhor, but it's me that haunts you Tom got the prize, but he'll only find lies Cause behind your blue eyes there's a world he can't see Just like before we all fall to the floor As you settle your score I can hear you laughing....... I'm hiding all the time, secret thoughts you'll never find Lock the door to my

Stay My Angel
I found this poem somewhere on the internet....it made me think of her :( Stay My Angel There’s not a day that goes by That I don’t sit wondering why An angel fell from above to be The side of my soul that completes me How could anyone push her away? When all I want is for her to stay Beside me to keep me sane Next to me where there is no pain Stay with me angel stay with me so I Can open up your heart and help it fly Stay with me angel stay with me forever So that our souls can stay bound together Stay with me angel stay inside my head Hearing every ‘I love you’ I’ve ever said Stay with me angel just stay with me With you is the only place I want to be Together we can take on any blockade With this love I hope will never fade Nothing can keep me from being with you There’s nothing in this world I wouldn’t do My love for you is an endless choice I make Nothing in my heart is a doubt or fake Being in love with you is being so free How was I lucky that yo

Write It On The Back Of Your Envelopes!!!
I THINK THIS A GREAT IDEA. I WILL START WRITING THIS ON FRONTOF ALL MY ENVELOPES, TOO! You may have heard in the news that the Post Office has been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST! . "The law, they say, is being violated. Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. It has been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust"on our money and having God in the pledge of Allegiance. Could it be that WE just need to take action and tell the 14% to sit down and shut up?

Help!!! Just Became Father To 14 Y/o Daughter
Due to some extenuating circumstances, read that: (The Vista Police Dept) I once again have custody of my 14 year old daughter, her Mom's lack of interest in my daughters upbringing has created a monster, wont listen, talks back, ditches school, steals MY car. Since I'm a single working father I'm gone 10 hours a day, OK question: what can I threaen her with? How do I get threw to her, come on moms and dads I need advice...

Giovanni
dream i watched the snow turn to ash and i stood as it encased me alone and unknowing of the purpose to this discord i stood and stared at the gray blanket sky that sat ominously overhead the drifting ash surrounding me while locked in my position a sudden urge came upon me one to fly one to flee one to say fuck it and abandon this cause i never asked to be a part of then the sky whispered to me in a calming tone no words just emotions the reassurance that this was no longer and choice of my own and i would see the end of it the end to which i have no knowledge war peace human existance? the ashes fell softly on the ground not melting away collecting quietly on the ground ---------------------------------------------- awake the screams began in my head then consumed the streets i sat alone and quiet seemingly unaffected by the swirling storm of misery

Fears
fast beating hearts induces thoughts of death. fears and panics entrapped in this head. gets dark and cold deep within this mind. thoughts race with the vision in place. imagining destruction. daydreams in a nightmare flight. palms sweaty, eyes closed. its got control!! cant move, cant run. there's no where out of this!! mental movie has begun. get the popcorn, it's gonna be a while. takin a trip through your mental case mind. reality..... miles away. hiding under the covers, thinkin deaths on the other side. trembles and shakes keep your ass in place! morbid visions of whats on the other side. demons, or even a blood soaked psycho comin to get ya!! real sounds intensify..increasing the heart race. visioning the sound maker as death comin closer. holy shit.... this is it... death is here to take ya!! induced courage causes contiplation of a peak. mental voices scream, craziness is all this is

Can I Tie It In A Bow?
Prince: ok fine ->Leigh: well considering the fact I don't have either messenger that would be a negative Prince: ok so dont wanna be msn or yahoo friends ->Leigh: pft .. i was only kidding put it back in your pants child . ->Leigh: what you do is click the little microphone thingy and bam you got a messenger thingy Prince: lol ok as u wish ->Leigh: no its not ->Leigh: you wanna show me your penis .. aww Prince: its difficult here ->Leigh: why .. we are talking just fine on this Prince: u got msn or yahoo ->Leigh: omg .. I'm gunna need to break out the Microscope holy cow .. how the hell can I tie that in a bow Prince: 9.3 inches ->Leigh: wow your penis must be pretty big then .. Prince: lol sure ->Leigh: so its big? can I tie it in a bow? Prince: lol i have ncie one though ->Leigh: if your penis is big Prince: on what ->Leigh: depends on Prince: i am fine thanks wanna be friends ? ->Leigh: good you? Prince: how r u ? ->Leigh: hi Prince: Hello

Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, I have been a good Girl. It really wasn't my fault what happened at Mary's Christmas party. It was Dustin who spiked the punch with too much Rum. I can't help it if I drank 149 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like Cherry. I thought it was funny when I put Pam's Boxer's on my head and danced the The Robot on the Coffee Table while singing `In to the Night'. I didn't mean to break Mary's Big Screen Tv and don't know why Mary would sue me for Sexual Harassment. I don't remember calling Jason's wife a Moaning Cow---even though she looked like one with Orange eye shadow and Plum lipstick! And when I threw up on Tammy's husband's Thigh, it was only because I ate too much of that Cherries. After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my Ford Focus through my neighbor's Kitchen. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a Disturbing Fish and have me arrested for Human Trafficing!

Common Courtesy
I just had to write a little blog about some common courtesy things. I see so many people that obviously doesn't have fucking clue what it means to show someone just a bare minimum of common courtesy when interacting with someone and I just want to make it clear that if you approach me in a fashion which shows me you have no clue how to show the bare minimum amount of common courtesy that not only I deserve, but everyone does, then I'm just quite frankly not going to have any interest in getting to know you, and you won't hear from me again! I all the time will have people start a conversation with me through the shout box, and we'll be right in the middle of the conversation and they just stop responding... no got to run, no so long, no be back, etc... they simply just end the conversation leaving me wondering what to hell! Now come on, it takes two fucking seconds to say you have to run and to me this is a simple common courtesy everyone should show to another!!! And to me, people

Idk Anymore
Idk... I feel like turning into a hermit or something... Pulling myself away from every source of human life... away from everyone that can hurt me. Cuz that's the only thing people do to me now...I just am sooooo tired of it. I always help everyone else out...wish someone was there for me...

Parties,food...
I went to a church dinner tonight and we had volunteer preteens as servers, it was pretty fun. Especially since I shocked the one at my table with my food requests, Lmao. Well it's not like it's my fault if I hate jam on pork and the only way I was gonna get plain pork was ask for a diabetic menu, rofl rofl. The poor little guy just looked at me with a face I'D HAVE LOVED TO HAVE A CAMERA FOR,too freaking funny!!! his eyes popped way out and he went " youuuu????" and then 10 minutes later,I told him I wanted water with no ice ( not to shock the little fellow, I don't really drink with ice all the time,depends on my mood and how cold I am on that day ) . I refused to eat any apple pie cause it had cinnamon in it,and as you all guys know,I can't even stand the smell of that thing.The other options were brownies ( YUUUCKK ) and mint jello dessert ( YUUUUCKK AGAIN ). But leaving my food geekiness aside, it WAS fun,I got to enjoy a christmas cool show,I helped in the kitchen

I'm Going To Kill Myself Now.. .lol
->Leigh: welp .. another one bites the dust ->Leigh: are you dead yet? ->Leigh: anti freeze works too if you don't have bleach ->Leigh: wash them down with some bleach! ->Leigh: well so you can still slit your wrist ->Leigh: please! sexyirishm...: i already started takeing pills ->Leigh: can i pick the weapon ->Leigh: uh .. actually yeah sexyirishm...: u happy now sexyirishm...: bye killing my self ->Leigh: lmao how so ? sexyirishm...: i won ->Leigh: you still wanna battle ? ->Leigh: just remember .. you can always come back when you think of better shit sexyirishm...: why ->Leigh: are we done now? sexyirishm...: thanks ->Leigh: no remembrance needed sexyirishm...: no im a ugly one remember ->Leigh: man you are a bright one eh? sexyirishm...: im sorry but u were to god dame rude to me ->Leigh: i mean have you looked at yourself ? ->Leigh: you think cunt offends me? your seriously mistaken hun .. you are just some sad old man that is all pissy because I dismissed

Maybe I Am Tired
I don't know if I should even be trying to think when I am tired... but I have been nonetheless sitting and thinking.... about what? I have No idea. So does it matter should it matter, am I just too tired to even be rational in my thought process. This has been one of the fastest passing yrs in my life, yet it feels as if this last month is just dragging. I so look forward to 2008, a fresh start, a new beginning, or maybe more of the same shit new year. Maybe it is time for me to just go to bed and see what I feel like when I wake up.

Dreams
Dreams? What is a dream? Dream is a though that we can have when we can sleep?What is a dream is it a thought that we can have. Is it a thoughtha we can have dearing the day? So can we say the dream, we have dearing the day is a daydream. We can have two kinds of dream. We can have a good dream or a nightmare. Which one will you have to day or to night? So which one will you have to night a good one or a bad one? I hope a good one!

Only You (solo Tu)
By Senor Fantastico (me again, :-D English Translation) Only you give shine and Love to my Heart. Only you look me with so much purity and interior beauty. Only you full of Happiness to my Soul. Only you know my secrets, desires and yearnings. Only you transmit me heat with your hands. Only you give me forces to continue living. Only you speak me with so much sweetness. Only you listen me with so much patience. Only you caress me with so much delicacy. Only you kiss me with so much tenderness. Only you understand me with so much subtlety. Only you do that sits me down to Be the Happiest of the Universe. Only you give me so much security in myself. Only you soothe me and calm me down when I am ill. Only you are the one that can enter my Heart and in my mere being. Only you shelter me when I am cold. Only you are and will be the Owner of my Heart. Only you are my Dream done reality. Only you are and will be the one

Sólo Tú (only You)
Sólo tú by Senor Fantastico (that's me, lol) Sólo tú le das brillo y Amor a mi Corazón. Sólo tú me miras con tanta pureza y belleza interior. Sólo tú llenas de Alegría a mi Alma. Sólo tú conoces mis secretos, deseos y anhelos. Sólo tú me transmites calor con tus manos. Sólo tú me das fuerzas para seguir viviendo. Sólo tú me hablas con tanta dulzura. Sólo tú me escuchas con tanta paciencia. Sólo tú me acaricias con tanta delicadeza. Sólo tú me besas con tanta ternura. Sólo tú me comprendes con tanta sutileza. Sólo tú haces que me sienta el Ser más Feliz del Universo. Sólo tú me das tanta seguridad en mí misma. Sólo tú me calmas y tranquilizas cuando estoy mal. Sólo tú eres el que puede entrar en mi Corazón y en mi Ser. Sólo tú me abrigas cuando tengo frío. Sólo tú eres y serás el Dueño de mi Corazón. Sólo tú eres mi Sueño hecho realidad. Sólo tú eres y serás el que me ama y me amará siempre. Sólo tú eres al que amo y amaré eternamente!

I'm Outta Here....
For his birthday, little Joseph asked for a 10-speed bicycle. His father said, "Son, we'd give you one, but the mortgage on this house is $280,000 & your mother just lost her job. There's no way we can afford it." The next day the father saw little Joseph heading out the front door with a suitcase. So he asked, "Son, where are you going?" little Joseph told him; "I was walking past your room last night and heard you telling mom you were pulling out. Then I heard her tell you to wait because she was coming too. And I'll be damned if I'm staying here by myself with a $280,000 mortgage & no bike."

Rejected And Confused
I don't usually type my feelings so people can read them but I had to get somethings off my chest. SO here I go. Okay it all started about four years ago I got married which was a good thing dont get me wrong. I was working for a lovley furniture store and I loved my job and I worked hard and I felt like I belonged and then the store I worked for went out of business and I had just bought a house and I was excited then when I lost my job there I went to work for a big company and I sold magazine subscriptions. I never thought that me Katesa would ever have been the financial situation I was in I had personal loans and bills out the wazzu and a house payment well everything was good at my job there and i loved the people I worked for but the in and out days of crazy people calling and cussing u out over a magazine subscription got to me and Christmas was coming up and I made it through Christmas but right after I left the day before my bday which is Dec 28th. I was so scared and alone

Just Something I Need To Say...
I am not sure why I am writing this? I am sitting in the eye department of the Sydney hospital waiting for sue and her mum... and well I don’t know! Ok I was on myspaz yesterday and I just have to say this really pissed me off!! I was sending everyone a nice Christmas picture I made and on a few of them there comment section is covered by shit! So you just can’t leave them a message!! O.o now why the fuck even have a profile if the only way to leave you a comment is for you do leave one first!!!! I really HATE MYSPAZ!!!! If not for my, oh so cute and smexy lil sis I would have deleted that shit a long time ago! Hey I had my blood taken a while ago and forgot to share it with you all! ^_^ well I’m not contagious lol.... and no problems with most of me! BUT!.... I need to lose weight lol.... nothing unusual... I also have the blood pressure of a 50 year old...O.o... FUCK!! I am only fucking 24!?! I mean shit!!! I’m right fucking ready to pop! Being told this really scared the shit ou

Family Ties
A family is there to guide you on your way enjoying the time you have together, knowing you cannot stay they do not judge you and are always there if you need comfort, next to family, no one else can compare as much as they love you, they still allow you to live your own life even though their wisdom is greater and they long to save you from some of life's strife a family lets you try your wings but are always there to catch you if you fall doing it in a way that strengthens, not making you feel foolish or small families are a gift from God, ties that truly bind and I am so lucky to belong to a family like mine!

For All The Moms
When u were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children. And then, one day,

I'm Officially A Dj Now!
Hey ya'll, you've been here for me since I joined and now I would like a chance to show you what you are missing by not listening to me spin some tunes @ The Darkness Falls lounge. Please stop by and try us out. I DJ there Wed, Sat, and Sunday. I rock the joint from 4pm til 8pm. That's RIGHT! They let me control the tunes for 4 solid hours! Please stop by and show some love.

Darkest Desires
In the late afternoon I take a stroll along one of the trails stopping to watch the geese swim across the lake before heading back and getting ready for my evening. Slipping into a short slinky dress and heels I go down to the solarium to have a drink before dinner and mingle with the other guests. I spend my evening laughing and dining with some guests that I knew from a previous stay here. I have a few after dinner drinks with them and share a couple of dances before saying my goodnights to them. Not quiet ready to go back to my room I stroll along the little indoor mall that the resort has. At this late hour the shops are all closed but that doesn’t stop me from looking at the window displays. One of the shops is a costume shop. In the first window they have on display a male and female mannequin dressed up as a witch and as Frankenstein. But what is in the next window makes me stop in my tracks. In this window is another pair of mannequins. The female dres

Survey Says.....
1. What is a question that people ask you that always gets on your nerves? OMG…when people find out my last name I ALWAYS get YOUR MEXICAN??? It annoys the crap out of me. . . . IT’S PORTUGUESE!!! 2. Name something you have in common with all your siblings: We all have the same dad lol 3. What is the greatest amount of physical pain you have ever endured? When I gave birth to my boyz 4. What number of drinks constitutes your limit? I have a pretty high tolerance. . . its gets expensive, I guess I’d say a good time would be 5 drinks and 3 shots. lol 5. Do you fold your underwear? Yes, I do 6. Who is the last person you wrote a letter to on paper? him 7. Have you fired a gun before? no 8. Name someone you consider a genius: Albert Einstein 9. what was your favorite childhood toy? my Nintendo & Radio. It was THE BEST 10. Name a sound that disturbs you: nails on a chalkboard. . . Crying/whiny children. . .cotton 11. Name something random that you wo

I Thought I Wanted It...
I thought I wanted love.. a good relationship, a steady one... one where I would do for him as he did for me... etc... Well... it seems more and more as I "meet" people, its highly unlikely that its going to happen. What has happened to monogomy? I don't want to date five different guys casually.. I want to date ONE man exclusively... but everytime i think i've found a decent guy.. he always seems to let me down... I heard something from Chris Crocker.. mind you his whole leave britney alone thing was annoying as hell.. but this other video has some sort of good point... he said "men say that women ask for to much, that we're too needy.. but when all we ask for is a phone call.. a GOOD night phone call.. and you can't give us that? What the fuck can you do for us? ITs not like we're asking for a gold watch, a silver spoon, we're asking for a good night phone call..." I think it proves a good point. I dont ask for material things, if I want something that bad I'll buy it my dam

Achieving And Our Kids
I had a thought, wanted to get it out of my head before I forgot it and it was lost forever. I might get flamed, but then who really ever reads my blogs anyways lol. Ok, so here is my epiphany. How can we as parents teach our kids to succeed in life, to strive to be the best they can be if our nations elementary schools are teaching them it is okay to be mediocre. If during class time there are no winners or losers and everyone gets a prize just for showing up. What is that teaching our kids? I"ll tell you what it's teaching them. They are learning that it is alright to not even try. That as long as they show up they will win. We are raising meritocracy people and we are to blame. I know I said it was the schools earlier in my rant. But who is letting the schools get away with this. We are.

Chris...
i personally think u have to be the most manipulative human being ive ever met in my life. you say/do horrible things just to get your way and to hurt people to the point where they want to kill themselves because you cant handle your own life. you are not much of a man or a human being for that matter. you do something, dont think about wat could happen if you do it and then freak when something happens becuz you were an ass an assumed something that you shouldnt have in the first place. i think you need to have a serious reality check and think about how u made me feel with all those things u had said to me. you said some of the MOST hurtful things anyone has ever said to me. my ex's havnt seen said such horrible things just to get their way. u dont deserve to be called a marine, or a man

Vote On Which Set
I have eight pictures in a folder asking to vote. Please view those eight photos and choose which set of four you like more. I will be submitting one set of four to the student art show in feb and have a chance to win grants. Please look and leave me a comment on which set you like better.

Everyone Needs To Read
Hello, I want to thank evryone for they're comments, but I think all of you need to know that I did do something about it. I called CSB and all they did was give him a polly test and he passed it. Any drinkered can pass a polly, plus I insisted that they take her to the hospital and they wouldn't do it. So I did. There are alot of poeple that has heard her nitemares, and CSB didn't care. I know a 2 yr old just doesn't come up to a person and say daddy put his pee pee here( points at butt). Now do they!!!! so that is the proof I have that he did something. All I wanted is to know if I should talk to her or not. I have made sure that she is in counseling before she started living with her so called father. She has a counselor now and things are starting to come out and hopefully it comes out about her dad. Thanks again

1 St Reactions
Here we go: 1. Beer: caguama 2. McDonalds: no thanks 3. Relationships: spend money 4. Purple: haze 5. Power Rangers:saber tooth tiger, RIP 6. Weed: glaucoma 7. Steroids: lil testicles 8. Cartoons:family guy 9. The President: LiL Bush, thats funny 10. Tupperware: leftovers 11. Florida: pensacola 12. Santa Claus: drunk ol man 13. Halloween: skimpy costumes 14. Alice:brady bunh 15. Grammar: only when i want to 16: Myspace: spam whores 17. Worst fear: don't know 18. Marriage: al bundy 19. Paris Hilton: has no booty 20. Pat: its pat 21. Redheads:hot 22. Blonde: and blonder 23. Pass: hall 24. One night stands: :P 25. Donald Trump: talks to much 26. Neverland: mmm tinkerbell 27. Pixie Stix: lol, crack for kids 28. Vanilla ice cream: mint n chip is better 29. Hooters:lets go 30. High school musical: Zacquisha is in it 31. Pajamas: with the footsies 32. Woody: the woodpecker ...lol 33. Wet Socks:

Great Spirit Prayer
Great Spirit Prayer "Oh, Great Spirit, whose voice I hear in the wind, Whose breath gives life to all the world. Hear me; I need your strength and wisdom. Let me walk in beauty, and make my eyes ever behold the red and purple sunset. Make my hands respect the things you have made and my ears sharp to hear your voice Make me wise so that I may understand the things you have taught my people. Help me to remain calm and strong in the face of all that comes towards me. Let me learn the lessons you have hidden in every leaf and rock. Help me seek pure thoughts and act with the intention of helping others. Help me find compassion without empathy overwhelming me. I seek strength, not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy Myself. Make me always ready to come to you with clean hands and straight eyes. So when life fades, as the fading sunset, my spirit may come to you without shame.

How I Hate My Job......
How I hate my job.......well not the job its self, but the retards that I have to put up with. I work in a union plant, I am a non-union worker that works there storeroom. We are here cause if they had their union running things nothing would get done. I use to love my job, but with recent events, its change the way I view this place. These people drove a wedge between me and my girl who works here as a guard, worse decision of her life was to take that job. They made it hard for us to see each other, cause we worked different shifts the only time we could see each other was at work. They went to there human resorce person, and whined that I was up there, so she in turn gave my boss hell and hers so we werent able to see each other but maybe for a couple of hours. Course they can go there and sit all day say preveted things to her and nothing gets said, which is wrong, she all the time conplaned to me about them but did nothing. these people seem to think that you should kiss there bac

A Week In The Gym
. > Dear Diary, > > For my 60th birthday this year, my daughter Rachel (the dear) > purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. > Although I am still in great shape since being a high school > football player > 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and > give it a try. > > I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer > named Belinda, > who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and > model for athletic clothing > and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get > started! > The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. > > MONDAY : > Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it > was well worth it when > I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She > is something of a Greek goddess - > with blond hair, dancing eyes and a dazzling white smile. Woo Hoo!! > Belinda gave me a tour > and showed

Please Join Our Lounge
Our new lounge you can talk about anything you want to need to get something off your chest you came to the right place this place is also we are going to help find other people their soulmate near them you want a hookup well you came to the right place and its a cool place just to sit back listen to my music and talk among people and meet new friends if you have any problems you got on your head don't hessitate to get them off your chest this is a lounge where you can get stuff off your mind and your chest so come and join we'll be there waiting thank you for all the people that is going to join. Heres the link: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52935

Love
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Back In The Game
So I got permission from the hubby to do this.. he gets home 7am.. after he gets home i can go to the gym for 2 hours and he will stay up just so i can do this.. I told him that its bothering me that i cant go to the gym..I never thought id go through gym withdrawls.. lol.. I told you I not giving up this fight.. I WILL WIN.. Wish Me Luck

Untitled
If our lovers won't be friends and silence widens misrepresents the deeper truths we wish be known we leave behind old lovers Stripped of pretense we stumble through maybe seek a sign or wave the flag the intimate circle we gravitate to becomes a mass mirage and we play house long enough to get the footprints at the door If the door closes softly we walk through.

Mercy
Searching for inspiration Hearing the rain fall, And the rolls of thunder in the sky Your hand caressing my neck, Your thumb glides to my lips Your fingers hold my neck as I kiss your thumb Leaning down behind me, I feel your lips glide from shoulder to shoulder Leaning my head back for you We kiss so deep, so passionately I forget where I am or what I was doing Big strong comforting arms lift me from the chair Candles light the bedroom Portishead plays from the speakers Gently laying me on the bed Kissing my toes, my chins, my knees Kissing kissing kissing all the way up To my forehead and licking behind my ears Biting my lip I let out a soft moan And trace the muscles of your back Digging my nails every so slightly into your skin Your growl arousing me deep inside I bite your shoulder and wrap my legs tight around you Arching my back and you look into my eyes Your look asking for permission I reach up for another kiss as I thrust up Taking you into me,

Hello Again. :d
Ah, we meet again. :D I only have 1500 comments to go. SO help me out people. Please. I'm begging here. Hehehehe. Um, no, if you want to swing by and through some comments at my, I would gladly appreciate it. Thanks again to everyone. Just Click It. :D

Wish You Where Here On Christmas
Wish you where here on Christmas By Eric Ethan I wish you where here on Christmas day to open presents with me and share that warm egg nog and sing Christmas carols with me Let’s go out in the woods and see the tree I decorate for you and share this coolest moment on this special holiday I lost a lot of people during the holiday every year I feel down when you are not here on this special Christmas day But I pray for you with angels looking over you to keep you healthy and your humor going strong and making people feel the joy of Christmas feel special again I have that juicy streak waiting for you with good baked potatoes with Christmas cheese cake with mints inside to make that Christmas special for you Angels are singing and the bells are ringing Let the Christmas bring you cheer and laughter inside MERRY CHRISTMAS to all and a GOOD NIGHT The End with a wink and a smile

Meet Amber!!!
Hey everyone, meet Amber, she is new to Fubar and is a real sweetie. Go show her some awesome Fubar love! :D Amber@ fubar Thanks, Tulsa's Angel Tulsa's Angel~ Club F.A.R. Promoter, The Sisterhood & Fu Bombers / Fuowned by Lonestartxcowboy@ fubar glitter-graphics.com

Missing You
I miss you Waking up in the morning Reaching to my side is emptiness Inhaling the pillow not a scent of you Placing the tiny vile of your blood in my mouth I dial my voice mail only to hear your voice again Stretching and yawning, combing my hair back I get out of my warm lonely empty bed Take my morning shower and dress Looking behind me at nothing… No one in my room but me I miss you

Why Women Are So Crabby!!!!
We started to 'bud' in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we didn't s

Ahhh Winter
So, the North Country is apparently expecting a huge storm. And my snow blower is buried in the back of my garage behind EVERYTHING I haven't unpacked yet. NOT GOOD. Anyway life is OK. I'm getting ready to go to Jersey for the Holidays to be with my family. Stay there for a week or so. It's Friday and I'm bored. So I figured I'd write. xoxo

Pagan Origin Of Christmas
Few people realize that the origins of a form of Christmas was pagan & celebrated in Europe long before anyone there had heard of Jesus Christ. No one knows what day Jesus Christ was born on. From the biblical description, most historians believe that his birth probably occurred in September, approximately six months after Passover. One thing they agree on is that it is very unlikely that Jesus was born in December, since the bible records shepherds tending their sheep in the fields on that night. This is quite unlikely to have happened during a cold Judean winter. So why do we celebrate Christ�s birthday as Christmas, on December the 25th? The answer lies in the pagan origins of Christmas. In ancient Babylon, the feast of the Son of Isis (Goddess of Nature) was celebrated on December 25. Raucous partying, gluttonous eating and drinking, and gift-giving were traditions of this feast. In Rome, the Winter Solstice was celebrated many years before the birth of Christ. Th

Help Lines
I was feeling depressed last week, so I called the mental health help line. Like all other call centers, it has been outsourced to a third world location. When I told the operator in Pakistan that I was feeling suicidal, he got very excited and wanted to know if I could drive a truck, bus or fly a plane.

Been A Long Time
Lots of work - my AIDS Awareness campaign is up and running - http://aidsawareness.outimpact.com - that's keeping me busy as well as planning events for 2008. Looking for sponsors for Out Impact's NYC event for starters in April 2008 - serious inquiries can message me for more info or leads! Obviously gay or gay-friendly is desired. Very excited about the upcoming year. Hope everyone is having a great weekend, Cheers, Bambi

Relationships
Why is whenever it seems you finally have a relationship undercontrol, when you finally understand it, or think you do...it blows up. I'm engaged to a wonderful guy. We have been together for 4 years, in fact, our anniversary is tomorrow. Now he is thinking about moving out...says he loves me, but is unhappy where we are (he left Los Angeles to move to my small town in Louisiana). I agreed to move to the city, closer to his work and so on,agreed to give it a try even though I am close to my family here and so is our son. He says I wont make it...he is still gonna move out on his own after the holidays. I know it will hurt me, but its explaining it to our son that I am worried about. I am terrified...I feel like throwing up all the time. I want to fix, am trying to, but not sure how. Anyway, now that I got that all out....later people!!!

It Feels Like Home To Me
Somethin' in your eyes, makes me wanna lose myself Makes me wanna lose myself, in your arms There's somethin' in your voice, makes my heart beat fast Hope this feeling lasts, the rest of my life If you knew how lonely my life has been And how long I've been so alone And if you knew how I wanted someone to come along And change my life the way you've done It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I come from It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me It feels like I'm all the way back where I belong A window breaks, down a long, dark street And a siren wails in the night But I'm alright, 'cause I have you here with me And I can almost see, through the dark there is light Well, if you knew how much this moment means to me And how long I've waited for your touch And if you knew how happy you are making me I never thought that I'd love anyone so much It feels like home to me, it feels like home to me I

Yearning
I need a place of darkness I need a dwelling of trust An abyss to call my own With strength to pull me through I need a box to enclose me I need a burrow of hope A void to hold my tears With room enough for a torrent of madness I need a soul to hold me I need a heart of passion A warmth to clutch and seize With protection from unexpected storms I need you to hold me I need you to trust me A love so deep and pure With no doubt or fear of the past But anticipation and excitement For what we have yet to do Strong we are together With NO ONE or ANY THING to get in our way

Couple Of Days
I am sorry, but a couple of days isnt a fucking week the anxiety is fucking killin me... is he ok? his friend is home... so where is he? he hasnt even gone one meplace to check his email i am just tired of waiting tired of this tension i am gonna explode and yes, i am a spoiled selfish bitch

When You Have Boys...
you find out interesting things when you have sons, like ... 1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush

The Christmas Angel
The Christmas Angel By Eric Ethan As I pass every Christmas tree I see angels on each tree glowing with all its might I walk by one tree it is full of angels dancing around the Christmas tree Hearing that famous Christmas carol O hark the herald angels sing as the choir sang loud and very well on tune As angels sing their hearts in heaven today on this Christmas day As bell ring on your Christmas tree today a angel has saved a life today A angel has protect that special person on Christmas day from harm and fright The End

Scarecrow & Fueled By Fire
Scarecrow and Fueled By Fire Show Review 12-11-07 @ Studio Seven (Seattle, WA) Well let's start out that driving to Seattle to check out the shows is not that bad!!!! When it is at Studio Seven or a few other venues I enjoy going to!! Well I attended this show with Mark from ROCK MY MONKEY. We got a late start so by the time we got there, we had already missed two opening bands and the third was in middle of their set!! I really don't remember much of them in which is not a good thing!! But I do remember talking with Fueled By Fire (FBF) from Metal Blade Records. While enjoying a great conversation about old school music and bands SCARECROW was setting up and preparing to rip some souls out and they did Just that. I at times thought of several old bands that they sounded similar to and it was refreshing to hear just old school thrash again. I must admit I thought I was looking at a Cliff Burton, Dave Mustaine and a few other old school players from the 80's

911 Truth Grassroots Organizer
Friends, Sending one more email for Paul, to follow up to last night's call--he's attached two documents for you, as well. Please send emails/calls with questions or comments to him--he'll be at the Boston Tea Party this weekend, FYI. Wishing you all wonderful holidays, Janice 911 Truth Grassroots Organizer, Conference Call Notes Thursday, December 13, 2007 Attachments: Handling Disruptors and Dividers: Awareness and Tools to Unify Grassroots Groups and Lobby Strategy. Lobby Campaign for Federal and State Representatives: A strategy is attached that is being implemented with enthusiasm and success. Mia Hamel shared her experience with lobbying in Florida and is an important resource for those who would like to lobby their representatives. She is the coordinator for our grassroots lobby efforts and has offered to be on a conference call with lobby groups. Her contact information is mhamel@tampabay.rr.com and phone is: 813-389-0577. Peter Thottam from LA

My Contest
I need some serious help. I am still in a position to get a happy hour. But i need some help from my friends to come help me comment. I need 75,000 comments i am close to 5,000. Thank you to all my friends that have helped so far. I have been commenting myself for the last two days. I am lonely come keep me company. I will gave away gifts and fubucks and 11's to anyone that helps. Hugs. Lucy

Another Day To Walk Alone
Another day I have no one by my side another day I don't cry, another day without a kiss and a kiss I won't miss, another cold and lonely night is another night that I am ready for daylight, people always think that cause I try to stay clear of love i'm weird but if they only knew I really try to stay clear of my fears and one of those fears are of another day to hurt without that special someone near.

Time Goes By Quickly?
When I was a kid, an hour at a friends house would go by real quick if we were playing or having fun. On the other hand, I seem to remember that the hours in school just seemed to take for ever. I'm currently in a similar situation, at least as far as the perception of time passing. There have been weeks over here in Iraq where I don't know where they went. They flew by and I don't even really remember them. But these past two weeks have felt like years. While myself and my platoon are still working the same insane amount of hours, everything we do seems to take forever weather we are busy or not. We aren't even close to getting out of here or anything. I remember having a great conversation with a professor of mine once about the perception of the passage of time. I was in my senior year, and had commented that college had gone by too fast and high school too slow. He commented that from my perspective, it would seem time would continue to go by quicker. He said that

Bambi
George and Harriet decided to celebrate their 25th Wedding Anniversary with a trip to Las Vegas. When they entered the hotel/casino and registered, a sweet young woman dressed in a very short skirt became very friendly. George brushed her off. Harriet objected, "George, that young woman was nice, and you were so rude." "Harriet, she's a prostitute." "I don't believe you. That sweet young thing?" "Let's go up to our room and I'll prove it." In their room, George called down to the desk and asked for 'Bambi' to come to room 1217. "Now," he said, "you hide in the bathroom with the door open just enough to hear us, OK?" Soon, there was a knock on the door. George opened it and Bambi walked in, swirling her hips provocatively. George asked, "How much do you charge?" "$125 basic rate, $100 tips for special services." Even George was taken aback. "$125! I was thinking more in the range of $25." Bambi laughed derisively. "You must really be a hick if you think you can buy s

The Cold Truth
Well I got an email from a hating bitch tonight because of my bulletin. Well in response I'm going to say this once. I get hit on all day. Every guy I meet wants to see my family only picture. I post them for a reason and it doesnt benefit me any when I let a guy just see them. You dont get points for NSFW pictures. So I figured if the guys were going to get their jollys off on my pictures i might as well charge and get something out of it myself. Now dont be hating on me you ugly bitches. Its not my fault your man wants to see me. And I dont want sex from anyone on here. Nobody on here knows where I live and wont know either.

Careful What You Say
One evening a husband, thinking he was being funny, said to his wife, "Perhaps we should start washing your clothes in Slim Fast. Maybe it would take a few inches off of your butt!!" His wife was not amused, and decided that she simply couldn't let such a comment go unrewarded. The next morning the husband took a pair of underwear out of his drawer. "What the Hell is this??" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. Honey, he hollered into the bathroom, "Why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She replied with a snicker. "It's not talcum powder....... It's 'Miracle Grow'."

Happy New Year?
Ten Thoughts to Ponder for 2008 Number 10 Life is sexually transmitted. Number 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. Number 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. Number 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day, teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. Number 6 Some people are like a Slinky ... Not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. Number 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in hospitals dying of nothing. Number 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. Number 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you $200.00 and a substantial tax cut saves you $30.00? Number 2 In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is Weird and peo

Mid Month Art Update
Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images A Submissive’s Dream, Alcove, Have a Happy Hump Day!, Kiss me, Mistletoe, Need to get away? , Spanking Christmas, Under me Computer Graphics 2007 Going home for the holidays. I constructed some fetish images again from Kieth Garv's work. Some Image work that I got online fro m a yahoo group. I'm saving a couple here and there for the New Year. Last night I had a hell of a time doing these because I had a awful headache and my sinuses were acting up. I was not feeling that good at all. Start next month I am going on a real slow down with the adult material down to one - three a month. I m getting to the point now that my inspiration has been running dry on this stuff. Working on Paint Shop Pro has its advantages. And I do have more a firm drip to know what I'm doing. It a shame no one really uses it professionally that I know if. . I have half of next months update for my Sci fi site ready to go. Pe

Summary Of My Last Year On The Computer:
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER: I NOW HAVE TO: 1. scrub the top of every can I open. 2. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. 3. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. 4. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. 5. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. 6. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day 7. I have learned that my prayers only get answered if I forward an email to seven of my friends

Enough
Recently I overheard a mother and daughter in their > last moments together at the airport. They had > announced the departure. Standing near the security > gate, they hugged and the mother said, "I love you > and I wish you enough". The daughter replied, "Mom, > our life together has been more than enough. Your > love is all I ever needed. I wish you enough, too, > Mom". They kissed and the daughter left. The mother > walked over to the window where I was seated. > Standing there I could see she wanted and needed to > cry. I tried not to intrude on her privacy but she > welcomed me in by asking, "Did you ever say good-bye > to someone knowing it would be forever?". Yes, I > have," I replied. "Forgive me for asking, but why is > this a forever good-bye?". "I am old and she lives > so far away. I have challenges ahead and the reality > is - the next trip back will be for my funeral," she > said. "When you were saying good-bye, I heard you > say, 'I wish you enough'. Ma

Chets Song ( To Good Not To Share)
One Christmas Eve, a frenzied young man ran into a pet shop looking > > > for an unusual Christmas gift for his wife. The shop owner suggested a > parrot, named Chet, which could sing famous Christmas carols. > > ? > > This seemed like the perfect gift. "How do I get him to sing?" The young > > man asked, excitedly. "Simply hold a lighted match directly under his > feet." was the shop owner's reply. > > The shop owner held a lighted match under the parrot's left foot. Chet > began to sing: "Jingle Bells! Jingle Bells! ..." The shop owner then > held another match under the parrot's right foot. Then Chet's tune > changed, and the air was filled with: " Silent Night, Holy Night..." > > The young man was so impressed that he paid the shop-keeper and ran > home as quickly as he could with Chet under his arm. When the wife saw > her gift she was overwhelmed. > > "How beautiful!" She exclaimed, "Can he talk?" "No," the young man > replied, "But he

Insult To Injury
so today my almost 3 year-old tells me that he doesnt like me and instead wants to go back over daddy's house. we do one week on one week off for custody and i am just so blah. this is like, icing on the cake to my week with my coworker crap goin on

The Best Kept Secret
The Worlds Best Kept Auto Secret I have been driving (legally) for three decades. One would think I would have noticed the little secret on my dash that was staring me right in the face the whole time. I didn't and I bet you probably haven't either. Quick question, what side of your car is your gas tank? If you are anything like me, you probably can't remember right away. My solution is to uncomfortably stick my head out the window, strain my neck and look. If you don't do this in your own car you definitely have done it in a borrowed or rental car. Well ladies and gentlemen, I'm going to share with you my little secret so you will no longer look like Ace Ventura on your way to the gas station or put your neck at risk of uncomfort or injury. If you look at your gas gauge, you will see a small icon of a gas pump. The handle of the gas pump will extend out on either the left or right side of the pump. If your tank is on the left, the handle will be on the left. If your

Christmas Miracle
Christmas Miracle By Eric Ethan Dear Santa; I never ask for anything I always wanted to see other people happy That is the biggest thing in life to see other people happy on this Christmas Holiday, feel that special moment I want people to believe in Christmas wishes and never forget this holiday. To open Christmas presents and have big crowd and celebrate the season all month long To get that hug and kiss for giving that great gift of all just being there on the holiday making peoples wishes come true So listen to the silver bells ringing far away that Christmas is here on this special holiday Make everybody happy on Christmas day The End

Look Here I'm Not Interested
i'm not interested anymore...i may have been once but not anymore...i have the one i love...sorry it isn't you....i am sick to death of the sexual inuendos....i am sick to death of all the sexual comments.....so STOP IT! I AM NOT INTERESTED!....i am not going to cheat on him not now not ever so quit insinuating that i will with you!!!! IT WON'T FUCKING HAPPEN!!!!!!! and if anyone wants to delete me because of this be my guest...you know where the fucking delete button is!

Elder Offers Some Words
Being the tribal elder is serious business … but understand this elder has a sense of humor. The serious part involves members of the tribe looking for guidance because the elder supposedly speaks with sagacity and wisdom. The fun part comes into play because the elder is only human, still capable of mistakes, and still capable of pulling a tribal leg from time to time. Kind of like telling a person to go to hell in such a way that they anticipate the trip. Since I’m not truly 99 as my profile says … though age 59 presents a good start … any wisdom I possess is based on common sense, experiences, and a large handful of interaction with my Sioux friends in South Dakota. I’m a white man, a wasicun, but my friends made me a better person by pressing me to understand Mother Earth. Mother Earth, or Turtle Island, is the shell that cups all mankind. And, the colors of mankind are not just a coincidence to the four colors of a medicine wheel. Even though the medicine wheel

Can I Get A Rate... Maybe A Comment??
Hey all... I like getting kisses for Christmas... and I have some already on here (although real is best, this will have to do since I am single)... if you could please click the picture below and at least rate it, maybe leave a comment or two... I will appreciate it greatly. I get 5 kisses per rate and 2 kisses per comment. Thanks!! *AngL*

Dear Mr. Joyce
Thank you for pointing out the gender related error in one of my previous blogs. You are truly an inspiration to us all. Not only that, but you married Joyce...these reasons alone prevent me from killing you ...now...if someone else should want you to perish.... jayjayjizm *fu-husband to Simply Wicked*@ fubar Who am I to stop them??

Tell Your Senators To Vote Against Awful Fisa Legislation
The Senate is set to begin debating FISA legislation that would give the president greatly expanded powers to spy on Americans. The ACLU is urgently asking concerned Americans to contact their senators to vote against the Intelligence Committee bill, anything resembling the Protect America Act or any bill that grants immunity to telecommunications companies that broke the law over the past six years. There isn't a moment to lose. Call your senators today. For more information about this, please copy and past the following website in your browser... https://secure.aclu.org/site/Advocacy?alertId=783&pg=makeACall&JServSessionIdr012=sjblr69yr4.app20a

A Vermont Winter Statistic
A Vermont Winter Statistic 98%OF ALL AMERICANS SAY "OH SHIT" BEFORE GOING IN THE DITCH ON A SLIPPERY ROAD. THE OTHER 2% ARE FROM VERMONT AND THEY SAY, "HOLD MY BEER AND WATCH THIS SHIT."

Lost By 1 Vote :(
man i hate losing!!!! ahh well it was all in good fun :P thanks to everyone who voted; you guys rock! as for me i have the whole weekend off, so ill be around...shout me or pm me :) love you guys!! **muah**

My Voice
hahahaha ok..not the best but my voice is on my profile now lol remember it should go through but im not sureeeeeee.. almost shot time for me lol sorry my peeps .lol leave me a present under my tree while your at it lol

Wouldn't Change A Thing
i'd still be white, still be tight, rockin the metal fuck 4 doors i'm da coup floor touchin tha peddal drink up in my hand, jammin' halen "runnin with the devil" my soul's so hood, grippin' wood call me cocoa pebbles i get em high cuz i'm so fly like rock n rye like jimi hendrix i'm gonna kiss the sky purple haze brings purple rain talk that shit and we bring purple pain get hit so hard, you'll have a purple brain we leave stains wherever we reign, on your couch or in your range smoke on me and get me in your veins

Come 1 Come All
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Such Sadness This Month
Well this seems to be the worst month I have had since my near death experience in March of 2005 (Read my terminal illness Testimony under my heart blog for more details here http://fubar.com/blog/155497/610628) anyway I have had so much heartbreak I am not a whiner, nor someone who likes to display my emotions all the time however i need to write this to vent and explain my feelings especially to my dear friends who have been helping me through this awful time. You know who you are and I love you for loving me, words cannot justify my feelings for each one of you! I am now in congestive heart failure which may seem like a tragedy to some but I deal with occasionally and always make it through so I am not too worried and you shouldn't be either ;)I am taking extra lasix and potassium for the next few days to control this if it doesn't work I will go in for a hospital stay for a bit which is also something I am used to (**If I do go in and you want to contact me while I am in the hospi

The Bunny
For a long time, the bunny remained just another play thing in the nursery - and he didn't mind because he was able to carry on long, philosophical discussions with the wise, old horse whom was experienced in strange ways of nursery magic. And so the story goes. Just like the classic tale, being Real doesn't happen overnight - to toys nor people. Yet like the Velveteen Rabbit, we long to become Real without any uncomfortable or unpleasant things occurring in our life. However … Once we learn to accept and appreciate what makes us unique and trust the wisdom of our heart - we begin to make creative choices based on what we know is right for us … Thus - the progress starts. As you learn to endow even the smallest moment of each day with Love, progress becomes reality perfected. Your black-button eyes might have lost their polish, but now these windows to the soul see only beauty. You become not only Real to those who know and love you, bu

A Soldier Christmas
A Soldier Christmas TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, SHE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS

Shit...
Shit… White sand, black beach Bleach the skin white, the light gives me a fright I stand in the dark, not in memory of any Despair for all, courage of many Desolate and forbidden, given in strife Illusions of greatness, falsities of fame No one to blame My Blood flows into a flood I taste the pain of the strain Told to gain and gain No longer a puppet for them to train Fictitious and joyous Closest I can get Godliness, please permit And I will admit To be impervious to all this shit By me

Sex Against Sleep
Subject: Why is the sex better than a sleep? 1) The alarm clock does not interrupt sex. 2) The hair can go out of order but a picture of the pillow will not become for hour seasons to the cheek. 3) Your Partner not (hopefully …), it snores during the sex. 4) The sex spends more calories than sleeping. 5) Interest can also be taken in sex standing. 6) Interest can be taken in sex in conditions in which the sleeping would be outside fateful for example in the temperatures below zero if there is enough desire. 7) After the sex you usually smile. 8) The sex lasting an hour does more satisfied than 20 hour naps. 9) Too long a pace of the work less often causes delays. 10) Only the memory from the sex which has ended does not vanish in a quarter.

Thanks For Your Kind Words...
He called again...wanting me to go into that settlement I told you guys about in the prior entry. We got into a heated argument cause I told him that I am not doing it. So then he wanted to give me a pity story and make me feel bad. He then hung up... I think I need a vacation from everything...since I got some extra funds from work I may do that Sunday. Just get away. Be alone..well I am alone but you kno. Leave everything here and just go away...for a couple days. Leave my laptop, my cellphone...who knows what else. I dont kno if I can part with my laptop... I brought up everything he did to me before and during our relationship that I put in the prior entry...he just didnt seem to care... I will let ya kno what I will do...

"settling Accounts: Drive To The East" By Harry Turtledove
This deserves a longer review than I have the energy to write, just now. (And "Drive to the East" is the second of four books, not the most recent, in fact, in a series...) ... What it's about and is: Turtledove's recent writing has focused on alternate history. (Not "alternative history" after the model of A People's History of the United States, which I think very well of by the way, but history as it might have unfolded if a few things had gone differently at important moments; speculative fiction/history- something on that order.) "Settling Accounts" is the latest of several series, given the name "Timeline-191" by fans, which started with the stand-alone novel "How Few Remain" (in 1997) and has continued with a few trilogies since (and now, this series of four books). The Southern United States stayed independent, the Union fractured, after some minor but crucial battlefield mishaps went tailspin; How Few Remain recounts an equivalent of the wars of the 1880s (just as hi

About Me
Name: shorty Birthday: dont no Birthplace: cali Current Location: home Eye Color: hazel Hair Color: black Height: 5 Right Handed or Left Handed: right Your Heritage: irish german The Shoes You Wore Today: slippers Your Weakness: chocolate Your Fears: being hurt Your Perfect Pizza: veggie Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: graduation Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: idk Thoughts First Waking Up: mike Your Best Physical Feature: eyes Your Bedtime: never Your Most Missed Memory: Pepsi or Coke: pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: m Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: liption Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: neither Do you Smoke: yes Do you Swear: yes Do you Sing: sometimes Do you Shower Daily: yea Have you Been in Love: to many times Do you want to go to College: yes Do you want to get Married: yes Do you belive in yourself: yes Do you think you are Attractive: yes Are you a Health Freak: not

Poem
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them They say they still can't see. I say, It's the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Now

Yumola
This is the recipe for the Cheesecake I made on Thanksgiving Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 4 hr 55 min Makes: 16 servings 20 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, crushed (about 2 cups) 3 Tbsp. butter, melted 4 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 cup sugar 1 tsp. vanilla 1 cup Sour Cream 4 eggs 6 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted, cooled Preheat oven to 325°F. Line 13x9-inch baking pan with foil, with ends of foil extending over sides of pan. Mix cookie crumbs and butter; press firmly onto bottom of prepared pan. Bake 10 min. Beat cream cheese, sugar and vanilla in large bowl with electric mixer on medium speed until well blended. Add sour cream; mix well. Add eggs, one at a time, beating on low speed after each addition just until blended. Remove 1 cup of the batter; set aside. Stir melted chocolate into remaining batter in large bowl; pour over crust. Top with spoonfuls of the remaining 1 cup plain batt

My Friend_to_be
I'm too weak to scream the anger away I lack the strenght to physically rage Hate, it came and it is now here to stay Inside me it feels like burning, trapped My body is the cage It's kicking and it's hitting Tearing up my every single rib It's getting stronger and growing It's fighting against me So hard I'm losing my grip I give up still pretending brave I'm far from it Something is pulling me down to my grave Should I let go or should I stay? I can't decide I've found a new friend You, Hate

Begging
I just had a very demeaning experience. I had to beg people to come into my lounge.. I had to beg them to even talk to me.. but guess what..... I'm not begging anymore.. If you talk to me or not....that's your choice... I'm not begging anymore.. If you come into my lounge or not...that's your choice.. I'm not begging anymore... If you are my friends or not... that's your choice... I'm not begging anymore... To keep me in your heart or not..That's your choice.. I'm not begging anymore... If I am alone here on Fubar or not.. I'm not begging anymore... I have begged for so much and have gotten so little.. Guess what??? I won't beg anymore!

Dr Who: Voyage Of The Damned Trailer Online
The BBC's Doctor Who website has released a new trailer for the upcoming Christmas special, "Voyage of the Damned". It can be viewed by clicking on "14" in the site's Advent(ure) Calendar. UK viewers can also see the trailer on the BBC's YouTube page.

Just Thinking Out Loud
Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'. Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering. EVER WONDER .... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is i

So Tired!
well ladies and ladies hahahaha sorry i don't talk to any guys on here, but anyways, if your wondering why now? why and how am i losing my life, well folks it's simple, my injuries are starting to win, thoes who know me well enough know what injuries i have, and probably understand why i say i'm losing my life, but something happend the other night that made me really sad and realize just how bad things for me really are, me and my son were playing, and he wanted to wrestle with me, so i thought what the hel might as well try right? yeah bad idea, i picked him up to bodyslam him (don't worry i am very easy with him he's only 3!) and i got him up over my shoulder and went to drop him, when my back popped and my left leg went numb, and the pain started, thankfuy it only lasted an hour, but that was bad enough for me, so now i am reduced to a sad xcuse of a man, who can't even play with his son, just a shell of the "roman" god i once was, just know i care about you all, and you are all sp

My Addiction...
I got this from a friend . Those of you that know me and have seen my pix's you have seen that I am a addict . You also have noticed my plague from the Salvation Army . If not for them and the love of my family and close friends I would not have been able to get the help I needed . EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death

Rhyming Slang Dictionary
A Aris (Aristotle = Bottle) ............... Arse Arthur Bliss ............................ Piss Aylesbury Duck .......................... Fuck B Back And Front .......................... Cunt Barclays Bank ........................... Wank Barry White ............................. Shite Ben Cartwright .......................... Shite Berkshire Hunt (Berk) ................... Cunt Bottle And Glass ........................ Arse Brace And Bits .......................... Tits Brad Pitt ............................... Shit Brahms And Lizst ........................ Pissed Brighton Rock ........................... Cock (Penis) Bristol City ............................ Titty C Cattle Truck ............................ Fuck Charlie Nash ............................ Slash (Piss) Cobblers Awls ........................... Balls (Testicles) Council Gritter ......................... Shitter Cousin Sis .............................. Piss (On The) Cuddle And Kiss .........

Nothin But Another Day
see when i was coming up no one never lied about christmas. they only said what the fuck they was taught was true. Well me being the average, but eclective child, knew better then that. only people come down ya'll chimney are cat burglars and they not trying to leave shit, except your house empty. Plus, in the hood, he is not going 2 b white or fat. Not 2 mention he comin thru your window or door. and if u in the hood u very seldom he going 2 white. More like a crack. Please i haven't see no reindeers flyin unless i was extremely high. And it would be no rein deers it might be pink elephant and they aren't leaving shit. Then when your pockets r already being choked. what do u suggest u tell the store people when they sat your credit ain't good here? yeah probably won't even try 2 do that. So u know who going 2 b assed out, your children, because they done been fed dreams they will never c. America has made christmas real commericial and i am suspect about who are the real t

The Life Of Shank
Fresh Out Of Prison, The Summer Nights Were Clear Fucked Up on Patron, And Drunk Off Beer! Smoked Out On That Cush. That Sticky Green- I Had Pounds Of That Shit On My Tripple Beam! Snached Me A Camaro, To Smash Through The Night With My 45. Caliber Pistol With A Lazer Sight! Thanks To That Bitch Bruce...Lets Say He Gave Me A Chance To Rob His Bitch Ass. While I Did My Northside Dance! I Ran Through His House And Took All His Weed- Pound After Pound, That I Sure Did Need! We Went Straight To Big Dans House To Smoke Him Out. Then Back On The Streets, To Continue My Paper Route! Picked Me Up An Infiniti, Purl White On The Scene Im A Monster On The Block Rollin On D's! Put My Lill Homies To Work. Helped Them On There Feet Helped Them Wire Up There Decks. So We Could Enjoy The Beat Smokin, Quater Ounce Blunts. In The Hood All Day.-Letting All Them Haters Know I Was There To Stay! Smacked On Them Good Ones. Just Enjoying Myself I Let The Money Get The Best Of Me-Enjoying The Wealth

A Texan's Opinion
T. B. Bechtel, a part-time City Councilman from Midland, TX , was asked on a local live radio talk show, just what he thought of the allegations of torture of the Iraqi prisoners. His reply prompted his ejection from the studio, but to thunderous applause from the audience. 'If hooking up an Iraqi prisoner's balls to a car's battery cables will save one Texas GI's life, then I have just three things to say, 'Red is positive' 'Black is negative' 'Make sure his balls are wet. God Bless Texas!!!

Rudolphs' Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas and we were all in a hurry No one had seen Rudolph Santa started to worry. We looked everywhere both high and low and we knew we needed Rudolph for the big show. When he was found he looked sickly and pale He said that he partied too hard and spent 3 days in jail. Santa told Rudolph the big night was here so go take a shower and put down the beer That's when Rudolph told Santa "I don't think I can" and Santa said but you have to, "Cause I love you, man" And if you don't listen to what I'm telling you tomorrow for lunch we'll have Reindeer stew! So Rudolph said "fine, let's pack up and go" but before we do there's something you should know This is the last year I'll pull your darn sled Because after this I'm retiring to bed The day after Christmas Santa threw a big feast we had cakes and pies and even roast beef But then with a sly grin Santa said we should try something new Mrs. Claus has cooked all day a

Almost Unbelievable..
Precious Moments Chapel Field review by the editors. Carthage, Missouri Plot the population center of the United States from the 1790 census through 1990. It makes a line heading right toward Carthage, MO. And Precious Moments is why. Precious Moments Chapel is what it is all about. It's what we have come to. It is the metaphorical center of the US population. Angel statue.Actually, Precious Moments was built in 1989, but what it has accomplished since then is staggering. Precious Moments figurines, for those of you who don't own any of the number-one collectible in the United States, are small porcelain bisque figurines of big-eyed children. Many of the figurines depict children with robes and halos: dead baby angels. To say thank you for their incredible popularity, creator Samuel Butcher created the chapel, a free attraction. The crowded Precious Moments complex also houses a museum, a convention center, a series of gift shops. But the centerpiece is his life-sized homa

Poetry ~ Yula, (wheel Of The Year) Pagan Holiday Poem
For those who may not know, today is the winter solstice. The longest day of the year. It is when then sun is furtherest from us on the Northern hemisphere.. . This day has been celebrated for 10's of thousands of years, for after today begins the new cycle and when the sun begins it journey back to nurture us. To ancient pagans this day was called Yule so.. This is my little gift to to everyone on Fubar in the true spirit of The solstice. I wish everyone a very happy Yuletide - Holidays!!! Yula (Old Norse for wheel of the year. Origin of Yule) As the wheel of this year grinds to its end. In these darkest days, we bond with our kin. Friends & all gather to feast, And offer gifts in this time peace. To brighten cheeks & warm our hearts, Strengthening the union of thy hearth. Lighting the Yule log of ash with ashes, Of yesteryears flame, as it flickers & flashes. For twelve hours with luck, it will burn. An ignite & alight on the very first turn. Bless'ed, Ev

The Strokes-you Only Live Once (live)
Some people think they're always right Others are quiet and uptight Others they seem so very nice nice nice nice nice oh oh Inside they might feel sad and wrong Oh no 29 different attributes And only 7 that you like, uh oh 20 ways to see the world, oh oh Or 20 ways to start a fight Oh, don't, don't, don't Get up I can't see the sunshine I'll be waiting for you baby 'Cause I'm through Sit me down Shut me up I'll calm down And I'll get along with you Ooooooo-ooooo-ooooooh Oh, men don't notice what they got Women think of that a lot 1000 ways to please your man oh oh Not even one requires a plan. I know Countless odd religions too It doesn't matter which you choose One stubborn way to turn your back This I've tried, and now refuse Oh don't don't don't Get up I can't see the sunshine I'll be waiting for you, baby 'Cause I'm through Sit me down Shut me up I'll calm down And I'll get along with you Alright.. Shut me up Shut me up up up up up A

Confused
well the girls on here are resulting in a lack of love but the ones in real life are confusing the hell outta me, hahah funny when im on here lookin i get distracted by them in real life then, end up goin back and forth

When Your World Comes Down...
YOUR AWAKENED IN THE MORNING BY AN EXTREMELY LOUD SOUND ,WITH A HEAVY WEIGHT ON YOU , AND EVERYTHING IS DARK... YOU FIND YOURSELF WITH AN OVERWHELMING FEELING OF DREAD , AS YOUR EYES ADJUST , YOU LOOK AROUND AND FIND THAT YOUR WORLD HAS COME CRASHING DOWN... DON'T JUST LAY THERE WITH TEARS IN YOUR EYES AND DESPAIR IN YOUR HEART , GET UP AND DUST YOURSELF OFF... GET UP , BEGIN WITH A PRAY AND THEN START PICKING UP WHAT'S LEFT OF YOUR LIFE , TAKE YOUR TIME , AND MAYBE THIS TIME YOU'LL GET IT RIGHT... THINK OF IT AS A HUGE PAINTING IN WHICH YOU ARE THE PAINTER , PERHAPS EVEN A PUZZLE , IN WHICH ALL THE PIECES YOU HELPED CREATE... IT MIGHT TAKE LONGER THEN YOU WANT , AND SEEM RATHER HOPELESS , BUT IMAGINE YOU AN ARTIST ,AN ARCHITECT , AND PART CREATOR OF YOUR OWN DESTINY... WHEN YOUR DONE , BE PROUD , FOR YOU HAVE SURVIVED TO START ONCE AGAIN... AND REMEMBER IF YOU SHOULD EVER THINK YOU HEAR YOUR WORLD BEGINNING TO COME DOWN AGAIN...JUST STEP TO THE SIDE!!!

A Soldiers Christmas
A Soldier's Christmas Written in December, 2000 by Michael Marks. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight; My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight; The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear; Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near; Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and

Who Cares?
I can't sleep. I'm all alone. I cry out and noone answers. Noone seems to care. I love being loved. I miss having friends... I miss having a life. Will anyone answer my cries? I want to give my love. I want to share ideas, thoughts, and stories. I love to listen. If anyone hears my cries...

Summary Of My Past Year On The Computer ..lmao
SUMMARY OF MY LAST YEAR ON THE COMPUTER I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet towel with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown) who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating &nbs p;in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day . Thanks to you, I have learne

To All Of My Friends
I truly value all of your friendships. i love each and every one of you. you all will always hold a special place in my heart. i never ever want to lose any one of you as friends and i hope i never do. if i have cause any of you pain in the past i apologize. my friends mean the world to me. sometimes my friends are the only thing that keep me going in life when i am down and have problems. you guys are my life and my soul. I love each and evry one of you and hope u have a happy holidays LOVE JR

Journey To The Other Side.....
Twisted ropes hanging limply in the wind Broken and shattered lies your vessel Gone are the songs of old Now only the lonely for comfort Blind and Demented you sought peace Finding Heartache instead You tried to run but found no escape For this is your own mind

Life , The Biggest Test You'll Ever Take...
LIFE IS JUST ONE CONTINUOUS TEST , THIS TEST IS ONE IN WHICH YOU GET NO STUDY , PRACTICE , OR PREVIOUS EXPERIENCE.... YOUR FORCED TO TAKE IT , WHETHER YOUR PREPARED OR NOT , NO EXCUSES... HERE ARE A FEW TIPS YOU MIGHT FIND OF USE , WHILE TAKING THE TEST OF LIFE... FIRST FREE YOUR MIND! STUDY WITH YOUR SENSES! GUARD YOUR HEART AT ALL TIMES! KEEP ONE FIST COCKED AT ALL TIMES , JUST IN CASE! AND ALWAYS TRY TO FIND A POSITIVE IN EVERYTHING! HERES TO PASSING ..... GOOD LUCK!!! WHAT IS YOUR THOUGHTS?

Life
wel here it is I just found out today that i might be looseing my job after ten years i have been looseing my sight in my left eye an well they say know that i can not be a truck driver. So know after all the shit i had to do to make a liveing an support my family i am screwed an am looking at a shitty life yet again an strugle to find a job that will support my family . What the fuck is up i ask the Lord every day for help an man he doas throw a bunch of shit my way, or as the Wife says lemons so we can make lemonade but shit people cant i get eny suger with that...so in a nut shel this is just soom of the hell i am haveing to live on this great planet of ours an my life is sucking more an more each day

Tit For Tat
A successful businessman flew to Vegas for the weekend to gamble. He lost the shirt off his back, and had nothing left but a quarter and the second half of his round trip ticket -- If he could just get to the airport he could get himself home. So he went out to the front of the casino where there was a cab waiting. He got in and explained his situation to the cabbie. He promised to send the driver money from home, he offered him his credit card numbers, his drivers license number, his address, etc. but to no avail. The cabbie said (adopt appropriate dialect), "If you don't have fifteen dollars, get the hell out of my cab!" So the businessman was forced to hitch-hike to the airport and was barely in time to catch his flight. One year later the businessman, having worked long and hard to regain his financial success, returned to Vegas and this time he won big. Feeling pretty good about himself, he went out to the front of the casino to get a cab ride back to the airport. Well wh

Friday Night
Tonight is our office Christmas party. We normally have it at a restaurant but this year it is at a country club. I have never liked going to the office Christmas party because an alien takes over my stepmother's body and she is usually evil to me the entire night. Every year! Last year I promised myself that I would never go to one again so to not put myself through that kind of torture. Oh, for those that don't know, I work for my Dad. But it kept getting closer and closer to the party date and I decided to that this year, she is not going to be evil to me. This year, she is going to be kind. I am not quite sure why she is so mean to me at these things? We have been getting along quite well over the last few months and I am hoping that tonight goes well. I will show up at this party with a smile on my face and a song in my heart and go up and hug her first thing! How can someone be mean to someone that does that? Thats what I thought! I just hope it doesn't run to

My Good Week...
My good week, I have been having a great week. I’m sure some of you have notched that I am a rockstar and a VIP, and early x-mas present from myself, along with a three day blast, yea me!! Now you might be asking yourself, what makes that a great week? Well that is not all there is, I meet someone this week, and things are going good so far. She works at the local Bid Lots and I have been going in there for awhile now just to see her, the first time I saw her and looked into her eyes, I felt something, you could feel the energy and her smile to is to die for. I have high hopes that this will go well, we have our first date next week, dinner and a movie. I am going to let her choose where we go and what we see, I know a little old fashion but that’s me. Wish me luck!

Alone
All alone, with noone to call my own I travel through the world with noone at my side Nobody is there for me to lean on Nobody is there to comfort me in my time of need Yes, there is noone, noone at all, and my heart yearns for someone There is nobody next to me, with miles around me of empty space All I desire is just one person to accompany me in the dreadful place

Poor Little Girl! Why Would Someone Do This?
JoAnneDate: Dec 13, 2007 5:19 PMThese were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GONNA PAY FOREVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WHAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNOW LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN

My Addiction
I got this from a friend . Those of you that know me and have seen my pix's you have seen that I am a addict . You also have noticed my plague from the Salvation Army . If not for them and the love of my family and close friends I would not have been able to get the help I needed . EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death

Some Basics About Me
Since coming back to cherrytap or what fubar as its now known I've come across alot of men who want to know every little detail about me. It seems that everyone wants to know where I live and how much it would take to get me to open up on my life for them. When I was here the first time I met a nice guy who was really sweet and fun to talk with, he knew my situation and knew that I was a recently married woman who was just looking for friends. Some people on here have tried the "nice and sweet" guy routine to get to see my pictures and I've decided that its not fair. What do I get for letting you guys see my pictures? Absolutely nothing? What do you guys get? Instant Gratification and for some of you masturbation material, but I'm left with nothing to show for it so I figure why shouldnt I get something for posting these pictures and thats why I've decided to charge people. Charging does 1 thing. It keeps most of the pervs out of my hair for asking me to let them int

What Kind Of Person Are You...
ARE YOU THE KIND OF PERSON THAT WOULD HELP SOMEONE UP , OR KNOCK THEM DOWN? DO YOU REALLY CARE FOR PEOPLE , OR COULD YOU CARELESS? DO YOU HELP PEOPLE , OR DO YOU ONLY HELP YOURSELF? WOULD YOU DRESS THEIR WOUNDS , OR STAB THEM IN THE BACK? WOULD YOU SING THEIR PRAISES , OR PUT THEM DOWN WHEN THEIR NOT AROUND? WOULD YOU GIVE THEM A DOLLAR , OR TAKE THEIR LAST PENNY? ARE YOU WILLING TO MAKE THEM DINNER , OR TAKE FOOD FROM THEIR PLATE? WHEN YOU SEE THEM ON THE GROUND , WOULD YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND , OR STOMP ON THEM? WOULD YOU HOLD THEM CLOSE WHEN THEIR IN PAIN , OR WOULD YOU PUSH THEM AWAY? COULD YOU ACCEPT THEIR APOLOGIES , OR WOULD YOU HAVE NO MERCY? WOULD YOU HOLD THEIR SECRETS CLOSE , OR TELL THE WORLD FOR A GOOD LAUGH? COULD YOU UNDERSTAND THEIR FEAR , OR FEED OFF IT? WOULD YOU STAND UP FOR THEM , OR JUDGE THEM? COULD YOU TELL THEM THE TRUTH , OE LIE STRAIGHT TO THEIR FACE? NO MATTER WHAT KIND OF PERSON YOU ARE , TRY TO TOUCH THEIR LIVES IN A POSITIVE WAY... ALT

A Poem For You And Me
I'M RUNNING THROUGH MY HEAD THINKING OF THE THINGS I NEVER SAID IF LOVES MEANS LETTING GO BETTER FOR YOU TO KNOW I DIDN'T GIVE UP I FOUGHT AND I TRIED HELL I GAVE IT ANOTHER TRY HOLDING YOU TILL MY ARMS AND HANDS FELL ASLEEP BREATHING YOU IN AND DREAMING ALL THE SAME OH I WISH I LOVED YOU CAUSE HE DOESN'T LOVE YOU LIKE I LOVE YOU AND FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE I'M WALKING AWAY LEAVING YOU AND US BEHIND

I Didn't Write This
"Laugh when you can, apologize when you should, and let go of what you can't change. Kiss slowly, play hard, give everything, and have no regrets. Life is too short to be anything but happy."

Zodiac
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often.Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not.Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio 'What is your Sexual Zodiac?' at QuizUniverse.com

Cute
T'was the night before Christmas and all through the town, no noses were frozen, no snow fluttered down, no children in flannels were tucked into bed, they all wore shorty pajamas instead. To find wreaths of holly, t'was not very hard, for holly trees grew in every back yard. In front of the houses, Dads and Moms were adorning the bushes and coconut palms. The sleeping kiddies were dreaming in glee, hoping to find water skis under the tree. They all knew that Santa was well on his way, in a Mercedes-Benz, instead of a sleigh. And soon he arrived and started to work, he hadn't a second to linger or shirk. He whizzed up the highways and zoomed up the road, in a S-L 300, delivering his loads. The tropical moon gave the city a glow, and lighted the way for old Santa below. As he jumped from the auto he gave a wee chuckle, he was dressed in Bermudas with an Ivy league buckle, There weren't any chimneys, but that caused no gloom, for Santa came in through the

I Got Elfed And Scrooged
This is hilarious! I used my pic and 3 random pics from the site... Hey, I just made a total elf of myself. Check it out by clicking the link below. http://www.elfyourself.com/?id=1406735611 This elfin' greeting brought to you by OfficeMax®. Check it out. I also just Scrooged myself. Have a look by clicking on the link below. http://www.scroogeyourself.com/?id=1406987451 This holiday greeting brought to you by OfficeMax®.

Christmas Spanking
Christmas Spanking “author unknown”: ‘Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even my spouse. The paddles were hung in the cupboard with care, In hopes that her bottom soon would be bare. The children were nestled at Grandma’s in bed, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads; And ma in her nightie, and I in my cap Had just settled down for a long discipline chat. When out of her mouth there arose such a clatter, I sat on the bed as she sassed “What’s the matter?” I pulled her up over my knee in a flash, Then pulled up her nightie, to bare her sweet ass. Her bottom, as white as the new-fallen snow Would soon have the luster of a healthy red glow. Then what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a large wooden paddle, to redden her rear! With long hard swings, both lively and quick, She knew in a moment it won’t be a picnic. In rapid succession the paddling came, I shouted, and called out h

Packing To Go
im packing and shipping out of this small town to the BIG city. This little filly is moving on up! FINALLY!!( 4 hours away) but its for the better A GOOD paying job and a fresh start. Just wonder where there is a great gym. Going to miss workout with my coach. he makes working your tail off fun.:) call me weird but its true just gotta be there to know what i mean.Gonna miss it BIG TIME!. Cheers for now me n Mojo xoxo Thanks again buddy for all your support i couldnt have done it without U! ( you know who u are ):)

Club F.a.r. Family Member Request Page
First of all, let me wish all of FUBAR a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year. We the Club F.A.R. Family, the #1 Family on FUBAR, would like to send out an invitation to all of FUBAR to come join our loving family. The requirements are simple and as follows, 1. You must be a level 5. 2. You must have a SALUTE pic, We dont care how old as long as its a verified CHERRYTAP or a FUBAR one 3. You must FAN, ADD and RATE just the profile page a 10 or 11 if your a VIP. All members links are on the members list in the blogs of our New Official Club F.A.R. Homepage 4. Once you have added all the current members, you must return every few days to the bottom of the last list to check for new members to FAN, ADD & RATE. This is your responsibility, dont wait for people to come to you, go show them love and lead by example. 5. We are NOT A COMMENT BOMBING FAMILY, we have had too much drama when members go against each other or friends, so this is why we are not

Motivation!!!
"Go Hard" Go hard or go home, go home if your soft If your scared, say your scared But you lost from the start And I ain't never met a winner Who ain't never had heart Full throttle, red line, watch me rip it apart My heart's pumpin, legs shakin And my palms sweaty Clutched fists and I'm focused So you know I'm ready I'm livin for this moment I can't explain the rush I'm lovin all this pressure Comin thru when I'm in the clutch I push it to the limit I'm in this thing to win it All this work and dedication Man I gotta get it I work my whole life just for this one moment I can't blow it, I'm focused I'm gonna win and yeah I know it It's so picture perfect, in the end its worth it Cuz I'll be known as a legend Who just emerged and surfaced And took over the circuit Leaving competitors nervous I'm in the winner circle I had to grind to earn it I'm doin my thing You know who really be the baddest Well known to all, superstar status Let's do it big, rip t

I'm Sad Here Is Why. Ty
just to let you all know why i am not on much. my parents are both very sick. my mother is going to a nursing home u can read my other blogs about her to find out why. her brain waves are even slower now with the dimencia . that means its setting in quicker than we thoutht. i can't imagine the day that my own mother looks at me and does not know who i am. my father is in the last stage of copd and his lungs are starting to fade fast. i will be going to stay with him tonight and he will be moving in with my sister and I soon. he is unable to take care of himself so we will take care of him the last 6months to a year that we have left with him. my heart is breaking and im sad and crying alot please keep my family in your thoughts and prayers. ty to all the real ppl out there for ur understanding. my pc is also still broke so im on my sisters right now.

Marine Corps Sniper
Marine Corps Sniper... A USMC sniper that was station in Iraq was real good at his job. This sniper had a method. He would yell out some insult at the enemy and when someone stood up to reply, Bang! One less insurgent! After every mission the company commander would ask "How many insurgents have you shot today?" However, on this particular day when asked about the number killed, he reported "Five killed and I let one go." "Let one go?" roared the company commander. "What do you mean, you let one go?" "Well, I yelled out 'Osama is a Homo!' Then this big insurgent stood up and yelled 'Hillary is a Bitch!' I just couldn't shoot a fellow Republican!"

Analytical Thinking.........
Desensitized.....the mind of an analytical thinker. Is it all in the manner of molding someone or something to suit us better on any given day? Are you a realest? or an idealest? Is the glass half full? Half empty? Does it really matter? Shadows dancing....cobwebs clouding. Swept aside like feelings...emotions, passions & digressions. Analyzed, densensitized, brutalized & demoralized yet searching still. One foot in front of the other yet following the footsteps of another. Seek & you shall find???? What?

3)secret Admirers
OK the last one for me that I no of! I have a few and know's shayla has a few BUT gonna say this:READ OUR FUCKING PROFILES! IT says married r u to dumb to read r wanna stir up sum shit? We will NOT drop everything WE have worked on over a year to throw it all away over someone new,only to start ALL over. The best thing I can say without cussing you out is fucking deal with with! WE are US WE are in LOVE with each other AND yes WE will be US real soon and be together as long as time will allow. You want me? MY answer is to god dam bad where were you over a year ago when I was single? I am on just about every site the net offers so IF u wanted this U shoulda looked harder. BUT the way I see it is U can fall over dead before I EVER leave MY TRUE love for anybody. as for her U all can KISS my ASS I got her now so fuck u.back the fuck off b4 this Hippie take a road trip cuz I can find out right where u Live with NP.great to have friends and ever better friends that build,program AN

3 Pleasures 1 Hell
pleasure one I: can See you anytime I need to, I look at photos each day.. pleasure two: I can HEAR you when I need to, your just 11 digits away.. pleasure three: I can Smell you on the letters you send.. the hell I go through, no matter what I do, I can't feel you, only in my dreams can I come close to you, it's like a part of me is gone it hurts for so long, I hope and I pray, someday I can find a way to cross the miles to your heart, and then I know the hell will fade away

Top 10 Worst Pickup Lines
In general, most pickup lines are lame. But some are a lot worst than others. As a result, we've assembled the Top 10 Worst Pickup Lines of All Time. Starting from number 10: 10... You remind me so much of Pokemon that I just want to pick-at-choo. 9... I’m new in town. Can I have directions to your house? 8... I misplaced my Teddy Bear. Will you sleep with me? 7... Wow, your legs must be really tired because you have been running through my mind all night! 6... What's that in your eye? Oh, it must be a twinkle from when our eyes met! 5... Did you clean your pants with Windex, because I can totally see myself in them. 4... Those must be space pants, because your legs are outta this world. 3... Hi, my name is Justin… Justin Credible. 2... I may not be Fred Flinstone, but can still make your Bedrock. And now for the worst pickup line of all time: 1... Is your name Visa, because you’re everywhere I want to be.

Bless Me With Those Eyes!
'A thing of beauty is a joy for ever' Words of Keats one can forget never What is beauty - beauty is where One can enjoy here and there, every where! Grecian urn a beautiful piece Niagara falls a beautiful place Silver streaks of water brings us peace Hills and dales sure nature's grace! Does beauty lie in the objects seen Or lie in the eyes of the seer keen? Beauty seen in the scorching Sun Beauty felt in the biting cold Beauty heard in the melody of birds Beauty smelt in the fragrance of rose Beauty tasted in the bitterness of neem Beauty found sure in every mean(s) ! 'Beauty is truth and truth beauty That is all what ye know on earth And what all ye need to know' Words of Wisdom From votary of beauty And a devotee of Almighty! Creator of noble beauty Harbinger of peace and piety Bless me with those eyes and mind Beauty in ugliness that they can find! Beauty of the mind and beauty of the soul Sure makes one the wholesome whole!

Folic Acid
There has been talk about a possible government regulation to have folic acid added to bread. This is because pregnant women here lack it and need it for baby. The reasoning given is that they need it before they get pregnant. My arguement then is that if women need folic acid prior to getting pregnant then instead of adding it to bread maybe they should add it to alcohol because that is what most women are consuming just prior to getting pregnant.

Lets Do It Tonite!
Hey everyone this is DJ Branden asking for yalls help to make tonite a special night. I am trying to hit the numbers of anywhere from 80-100 people I DJ IN 8-10pm EST TIME. If you can come and help me out and invite everyone you know I would appreciate it. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52618#

Beauty Lies Within The Beholders Eyes
So many beauties in this appealing world The true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes There is beauty in the child's innocence and in mother's love There is beauty in a friend's affection and in a tender heart There is beauty in a pretty smile and caring eyes There is beauty in the morning sun and a rainy day There is beauty in the flaky slow and a pleasant spring There is beauty in the milky moon and the graceful rivers There is beauty in a hard earned victory and a hopeful soul There is beauty in me and beauty in you So many beauties in this spectacular world and its dazzling life And the true beauty lies in the beholder's eyes

A Living Faith
Obstacles or problems Of a conscious existence. May impede my progress But it does not decay The embedded righteousness Desired within my heart Nor the sacrifices of my living. For within every obstacle Is a reward. And to every problem There is a success. A rose remains a rose A fountain is still a fountain And life is still living. Nothing should be impossible For it is Thought That gives life to the mind. And A Living Faith Justifies itself By living today In tomorrows dreams. Think in your faith... Talk in your faith... See things in your faith... Listen in your faith... Learn in your faith... Walk in your faith... Live in your Faith. For nothing binds the mind But the embryo ed hindrance Of one's own pacified inhibitions. Which can expose itself Within your visions. It causes a canker that exhibits itself On display until you are consumed. But the Revelatory of all Revelations. Distinct fully inclines us To abundantly live life. Fear

Married Life
Ok here\'s ya another of my 3 i will post today! I have a girlfriend I have been dating over a year now and really happy with her.WE exspect to be married in person(real life)soon. I LOVE HER TO DEATH!nuff said! Shayla Ann Stephens is they life girlfriend and all I desire are even think of ARE about! SHAYLA I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BABY! ok secret admires next stay tuned! NOT so happy Hippie

Wonderment
Wonderment His essence so close to me, I feel it all through the day I can’t stop picturing us together, In a photo booth, The humor, the intensity, the wonderment. I can’t stop picturing our first kiss, The sensuality, the beauty, the grace. Together we’re walking, talking, Eating, laughing, and being. Together. Our personalities meld as one, And we understand one another. The sparks that fly when our eyes lock, The jolt that passes between our fingertips, I wouldn’t trade it for anything that mankind could provide. The love that flows between our hearts, It has no boundaries. The feelings that have no words. Unexplainable, The feeling of wholeness Of being complete. And as we walk together, Hand in hand, There would be no doubt in anyone’s mind that We are in love. I can see him standing there, Tall and proud, His face gleaming in the rain, So happy to see me. I can see myself walking up to him, Holding him, Kissing him, It’s the only, the onl

The Divine
The sunlight cascades through stained glass, creating an unearthly hue. She stands before me, basking in the glory of the illumination, Her gaze heaven bound. There was something etched in her devoted eyes, Something strangely familiar: The determined joy, The awe of magnificence, The humbled faith of cradling hands. In her I could see through the window of my own soul, The iridescent light that shines from within. But the essence of the shared spirit is suddenly overshadowed by the rooftop. I recoil at the framework that entombs the higher truth. Careful not to disturb the holy hush, I exit the paradigm. And full of the divine, I walk into the unstained light.

Stalkers
OK here it go's!!!! WFT is a stalker? someone who can't get someone on there on so they gotta stalk someone? Did god NOT give u 2 fucking hands? Please ur dam self and leave people the fuck alone they ALL got better shit to do besides fucking with u and living there lifes in fear BEACUSE of ur sorry pansy pussy ass's. Get a god dam life and leave people anlone u bunch of fucking pussy ass pansy's. The one u want don't want U NO big fucking deal find another and leave them in peace to live there lives WITHOUT ur bullshit! U wanna stalk someone damit cum stalk me motherfucker! I got just what u ass want a fast train to hell,first class front seat so bring ur ass 's on and get u sum I got way more than u will ever want! I am not fucking scared of ur pussy ass and will take u right out and send u right on to hell where ur faggot ass belongs! IF THIS IS WHAT U WANT HIT ME UP I WILL GIVE U MY ADDRESS AND/ARE MEET UR ASS!!! now that i got that out the way got sum more things to ge

The Book Signing
The Book Signing By Eric Ethan In a dream I had I want to share with you I published a book of poems and short stories of great feeling and wonderful writings by Eric Ethan The crowd was a long line in small town where they want me to Autograph the book I written I sign 30 books or more as they brought the books in by boxes as they read the writings of me. A lot of people ask me question who inspired you to write this book and they read who is the sherry bear, I said she is my special friend who got me back to writing again and I kept at it and got it published, they wanted me to read a excerpt from my book, I read the poem of the blessing event and their ears glue to my quiet voice as read on. After I was done no one said nothing I saw a few tears here and there. There was a wonderful round of applause for the great writing I have done. I went back to my autographs books and shook hands and was ask when the

I Need Some Help
So I have a goal I am trying to reach and I am reaching it ever so slowly. I was wondering if you guys could help me out. I can only rate but so much in one day, so do you think you could rate my pics and/or stash. If ya don't have time to do all that, think you could spare some fubucks? I'd really appreciate it. I'm sure I look pretty pathetic right about now, but if you can't ask your friends/fans for help, who can ya ask?!?

How Engineers Spoil Christmas!
How Engineers Spoil Christmas There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist (except maybe in Japan) religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million. according to the population reference bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household that comes to 108 million homes, presuming there is at least one good child in each. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming east to west, which seems logical. This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stocking, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him to get ba

Come Check Me Out .
I'm for auction still it ends on Monday morning. Place a bid on me . I'll rate all your pic's , stash , add you to my profile for a month . Leave you daily comments for a month . If you want a personal phone call . It's all in fun . Have a great weekend . Plus check out all the others that are up for auction also .

Leaving For Awhile...thanks
JUST WANT TO SAY THANKS TO YOU ALL WHO HAVE BEEN MY FRIENDS BUT DUE TO SOME RECENT EVENTS IN MY LIFE, I HAVE TO TEMPORARILY LEAVE FOR NOW, PLEASE DONT BOTHER TRYING TO COMMENT AND TELL ME WHY I SHOULD NOT, BECAUSE I HAVE ALREADY DONE SO. THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS KNOW HOW TO REACH ME OR WILL FIGURE IT OUT, AS FAR AS BOATMAN I CANNOT SPEAK FOR HIM, I AM SURE HE WILL BE AROUND, HE IS AN ADDICT AS MOST OF US ARE, ONLY I CANNOT LET THIS CONTROL ME ANYMORE...IT HAS DONE ENOUGH DAMAGE AS IT IS, BUT PLEASE DONT ASK HIM A HUNDRED QUESTIONS THIS DECISION IS MINE AND HE HAS NO IDEA AS OF YET,NOR WILL HE CHANGE MY MIND..... THANK YOU AND I APPRECIATE YOUR UNDERSTANDING AND IF NOT THEN OH WELL, DID NOT NEED YOU ANYWAY. THANKS AGAIN, JENNA

Green Beverage
Almighty mountain dew Was made for all of you Here is a crazy story Indeed it is so true A man named stan, who was known as "the man" Had a great idea for a soda, specially made for yoda He had a plan, given to him by his number one fan A pot head named sam, said "Dew the dew" "It is all up to you" Puzzled by such saying He looking into his wasted friends eyes and knew he was not playing Where would this "Dew" be found? Thinking and thinking when no one was around Then woke up from a deep sleep High as well, While talking to his other friend mell Stan threw a coin in the wishing well Something in his mind rung a bell The mountain, the local fountain Which had pure air, stan and his pot head friends where in dispair Stopped and scratched his hair, he knew he had to go up there He grabbed a empty bottle which once had the finest of wine The weather was fine, he had a thought "its all mine" Up the narrow path, avoiding the hawks wrath He made it to the top

Another One Thanks Phatso -btw She's Like Gorgeous
~My 2007 Awards~ 1) DRINKING BUDDY OF THE YEAR My 12 yr old cousin just playin! 2) LIFETIME SERVICE AWARD (longest friend) - Glo-Nuts 3) NEWCOMER AWARD - NEWEST FRIEND? Im averaging about 3 a day 3) HIGH POINT OF THE YEAR? I actually went the ENTIRE year without having to get stitches yay I learned to walk! 4) LOW POINT OF THE YEAR? My best friend in the world Mike...heroin over dose in the bathtub...Love you man....Glo-nuts husband. LOVE YOU much 5) BEST HOLIDAY? presents 6) YOUR SONG FOR 2007? Uh the E-40 song...youuuuuuu and that booty 7) MOVIE FOR 2007? hostile? 10) WHO DID YOU SPEND VALENTINES WITH? fuck...no one 11) BEST RELATIONSHIP? With My son of of course 12) WHAT WERE YOU FOR HALLOWEEN? My son's Date 13) RESTAURANT OF THE YEAR? CHILLLI's baby back ribs 14) BOOK OF THE YEAR? Ghetto Nation 15) BEST DECISION MADE THIS YEAR? To get me and my son our own apartment! Whew good job rae 16) WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS FOR NEXT YEAR? T

Do You Have Time Fo A Child?
This is Elizabeth. She is only 21 months old and is going through her 2nd round of cancer.We are waiting to see if her 7 month old sister will be a match for a bone marrow transplant. I am not asking for money, just a moment of your time. Just take a few seconds to pray for her, or if your not the type to pray just send good thoughts. Every thing sent our way will be returned if ever in need. If you do want to help out more, then just go to any store like Target and buy something for St.Jude. Not only will it help my daughter, it will help others as well. You can also go to www.stjude.org Thank you for your time and understanding.

A Marine's Silent Night
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I’d seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I’d heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered face t

Re: Ron Paul Blimp Flys!
RE: Ron Paul Blimp Flys! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Steve Watson Date: 14 Dec 2007, 18:41 The Ron Paul Blimp launched this morning over the skies of Elizabeth City, North Carolina and at current time of writing is on its way to Chester, South Carolina where it will make its first stop. http://infowars.net/articles/december2007/141207Blimp.htm

Snowball Fight
Turn up the volume - DON'T hit Santa - He will yell at you - Move mouse so that the target shows right on the people, click and to throw your snowball.....enjoy - Remember -Don't hit Santa http://www.elfmovie.com/swf/snowball_fight/index.html

Newspaper Interview
I was just interviewed by the local paper about one of my nursing clubs that I started at a nearby high school. I hope that it will boost the membership with all the clubs across the area now.

Contest Reminder
Hello, just a reminder that the Holiday Contest starts tomorrow at 9 P.M. Eastern. As a bonus, the person with the most actual ratings will receive 10,000 Fubucks. If anyone else wants to join the contest please send me an email. Thanks everyone who has joined so far. Have fun and good luck!

What I Have To Say About Dressing Your Child In Genr Styles Of Clothing
here is what i have to say.... if you want to dress your child like punk rockers... get them the ramones t shirts... and get them some jeans or cargos or something thats like classic punk and modern punk to me actually. get them a choker if you want i don't care it's your kid... they will wear what they want when they get older... but i will tell you this though the sex is better with the punk rockers and metal and thrashers lol so just remember you are planning them for some good sex on the way lol... but for real though really what matters is that you just need to be happy with your kid give them the world and let them make decisions they want to make when they get a chance... thats all i can say really it's not about what other say about how you raise your kid it's about how you and your kids feel about the situation...

A Marine Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone. In a one-bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. As I looked all about a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I've seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent alone. Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene. Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on his poncho, a floor for his

How I Got My Name
How can I save you When I can't even save myself Oh, you want me A number of different ways Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chains are my chains, too.. How can I save you When I can't even save myself Now you want your Own sick requiem Cry, don't you? Oh, you want to.. Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Feel me, fuck me, hurt me, love me, Hate me, save me, kill me Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chains are my chains, too.. Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chains are my chains, too.. How can I save you When I can't even save myself How can i save you When I can't even save myself Doppelganger I love you My pain is your pain Your pains are my pains Your chain

Are You Native American
It is not blood that makes an Native American It is the soul. Too many... with fire of Native blood... walk ignored. Do not say I am Apache or Kickapoo, Do not say I am Sioux or Cherokee, Say.... I am of the Mother Tribe. This is the pain of our children, To return from the stars without a home or community, A tribe lost returns... scattered in the wind. Those who hear must unite and reap the seed of this return. ONE tribe...ONE Earth...ONE Heart...ONE People. Those with ears must build a fire and give thanks this night. Be united with ONE soul. Oh, my Children come home Teachers step forward without fear You are real.

Haha
Meds 'Made Him Gay' by 365Gay.com Newscenter Staff Posted: December 10, 2007 - 1:00 pm ET (Paris) A French civil servant who claims he was turned gay by his Parkinson's medication has won a lawsuit against against a distributor of drugs containing dopamine. Didier Jambart is seeking about a half-million dollars in compensation. His lawsuit claimed that he was not told the medication could lead to compulsive behavior. He claimed that after taking the drugs he developed "homosexual urges" and spent hours searching for gay sex. He also claimed that he developed a gambling compulsion and even sold toys belonging to his two young sons to get money to place on horse races. Jambert said he began noticing the changes within a year of starting the meds. "As soon as we saw him we knew immediately it was dopamine agonists," Philippe Damier, head of the neurology department at the Nantes CHU hospital testified. Jambart was given different medication and his disorders dis

Native Prayer
Prayer to the Seven Sacred Directions Ancestors of the the East, each day you bring us new light so that we may grow in wisdom. We have been waiting for the time when your light would shine in the hearts of all people. Then they would remember the Original Instructions that were written in our hearts since the beginning of all things... Now is that time. Great Spirits of the South, your warm winds have sent us your love and the abundance from Mother Earth. We have always sought to walk in balance and harmony, knowing that all our needs would be met. The power and wisdom of this path is not easily understood when the mind is taught inside boundaries and the heart is closed to the soft wind of spirit. Open the heart of those who follow the way of the mind. Medicine Powres of the West, in the darkness of night you have sent us dreams to see deep inside our hearts, to learn how to walk in a good way. We see the beauty that hides behind each moment and discover the Great Mystery th

Re: Estulin: Elitists Consider Assassinating Ron Paul
RE: Estulin: Elitists Consider Assassinating Ron Paul ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Dec 2007, 21:44 Estulin: Elitists Consider Assassinating Ron Paul Best-selling author and Bilderberg sleuth Daniel Estulin says he has received information from sources inside the U.S. intelligence community which suggests that people from the highest levels of the U.S. government are considering an assassination attempt against Congressman Ron Paul because they are threatened by his burgeoning popularity. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/december2007/121407_assassinating_paul.htm

How Scarey!!
Woman Misdiagnosed With HIV Gets $2.5M by The Associated Press Posted: December 13, 2007 - 11:00 am ET (Boston, Massachusetts) A jury has awarded $2.5 million in damages to a woman who received HIV treatments for almost nine years before discovering she never actually had the virus that causes AIDS. In her lawsuit against a doctor who treated her, Audrey Serrano said the powerful combination of drugs she took triggered a string of ailments, including depression, chronic fatigue, loss of weight and appetite and inflammation of the intestine. Serrano, 45, said she cried after hearing the verdict in Worcester Superior Court and was gratified that the jury believed her. "I'm going to finish my school and I am going to continue to help others," Serrano said in a telephone interview from her Fitchburg home. "I am going to find another doctor that will help me." Serrano's attorney, David Angueira, said Dr. Kwan Lai, who treated his client at the University of Massachusetts

I Am A True Wiccian!
Are you a true Wiccan..... You are a true Wiccan. I am very proud of you. Here is the Wiccan Reded for you:Bide the Wiccan Laws we mustIn Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Live and let live,Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice aboutTo keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every timeLet the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch,Speak little, listen much. Deosil go by the waxing moon,Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by the waning moon,Chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new,Kiss the hand to her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak,Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale,Lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South,Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West,Departed souls will have no rest. When the wind blows from the East,Expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the cauldron go,Burn them fast and burn them slow. Elder be t

The Sad Truth.
Florida Anti-Gay Marriage Amendment Moves Forward by 365Gay.com Newscenter Staff Posted: December 13, 2007 - 12:30 pm ET (Tallahassee, Florida) A proposed amendment to bar same-sex marriage in Florida appears likely to be appear on the ballot in 2008 after the Secretary of State on Thursday said the group supporting the ban had collected over than a thousand more signatures than needed. LGBT rights groups say they will mount a vigorous campaign to defeat the measure. Equality Florida and the ACLU are expected to challenge the results of the petition drive, possibly in court. The amendment says, "Inasmuch as marriage is the legal union of only one man and one woman, no other legal union that is treated as marriage or the substantial equivalent thereof shall be valid or recognized." Florida requires 611,009 valid signatures to place an item on the ballot. Florida4Marriage collected 612,192 according to the Secretary of State, some of those signatures till require veri

Random Survey..thanks Phatso! Hahaha That Sounded Wrong
1. What is a question that people always ask you? "Would you like to see my cock?" 2. What is the 6th text in your inbox? "Yay for Biscuits!" 3. Whats the last thing you said to someone & to who? "Okie and it was my boss" 5. Name something you have to do tomorrow: I don't havvve to do anything. But I will. housework. 6. Have you ever called 911? Oh yeah (fucking squirrels) and once ,by accident, on my cell phone 9. What CD is currently in your CD player? My friend's CD (he's Da Bomb yo No lie) 10. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk? Chocoholic Milk 11. Has anyone told you a secret this week? People Trust me way too much...so yes many secrets...many headaches 12. When was the last time you had Starbucks? Yesterday 13. Can you whistle? Yes? can I sing whistle (you know the super purdy kind) no 14. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos? Yeah I'll be mostly covered in 5 years (Tattoo Wise) 15. Do you get along better with bo

How Offensive Is This?
Student Sues School Over Right To Wear Dress by 365Gay.com Newscenter Staff Posted: December 14, 2007 - 1:00 pm ET (Gary, Indiana) A student who was barred from attending a high school prom for wearing a dress is suing Gary, Indiana's West Side High School alleging his civil rights were violated. Kevin Logan arrived at the prom last May wearing a fuchsia, slinky prom dress and heels but was not allowed inside. Principal Diane Rouse stretched her arms across the door of the Senior Prom, blocking Logan's entrance. (story) Logan's classmates and friends rallied to his defense to no avail. "I’m gay. I’m a drag queen,” Kevin said at the time. A lesbian student who wore a tuxedo was not asked to leave the prom. A month later when Logan graduated he wore a dress under his graduation gown. High heels were only slightly visible. (story) Logan's lawsuit argues that his First Amendment rights were violated, including the freedoms of speech, symbolic action, and express

My Sons Surgery
Well they have moved my sons surgery to Dec 28th.And thats good cuz the sooner they can do it the better.I just want him to be better,poor lil guy.the 2 weeks after the surgery are going to be the hardest part.And I wonder what there going to give him for pain.What do you give a 5 yr old? Speaking of that,Dylans birthday is the 23rd so I have been trying to get ready for it.I think im going to make spongbob cupcakes this yr.Well anyway thats the update.

Dogs Don't Talk Back...
Joke of the Week: LESSONS LEARNED BY A PARENT 1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2,000 sq. foot house four inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with rollerblades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year-old's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound boy wearing Batman underwear and a superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 foot room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using the ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "Uh-oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and l

It Seems To Me
It just seems to me there are some weird people out there on this site. If you are not happy why try to pull someone else down to your level? Let the happy ones be happy. If you are jealous...move along. I have met a couple that are truly in love. Kerri helps me in ways of dealing with a bad relationship and Jay is just cool to talk to. If you talk to them for a minute you will feel the love around them. They share a special love for each other and the love radiates around them. We do have some things in common though. They met online while me and John met through a blind date. We had never met our man before. But through fate or whatever you want to say...we fell in love with some great caring guys. True love is out there folks! You just have to sit back and let it come to you naturally. Thanks for letting me rant today. Since I broke my leg I have a lot of time to sit and think. Thanks Kerri and Jay for letting me be your friends so I can witness your amazing love for

I Think It's Time
I Think It May Be Time For Me To Leave FUBAR Soon...I Do Have To Wait For My VIP To Expire Before I Leave..But Most Likely When It Does Expire I Am Leaving.. So If You Want To Continue To Keep In Touch..Let Me Know..

Argh At The Egregiously Rude
So, I am minding my own business on here when someone I have never spoken with before pops up on my SB and demands my yahoo or msn messenger name. Needless to say I found it rather odd. I looked at his profile, no real picture or info, and no prior contact made alarms go off, obviously. So this is what ensued. And remember to read it from bottom to top. Da Sox: shut the fuck up, what are you a a god damn cop now cunt? ->Da Sox: i have never spoken in here to you before and your 1st question is actually a demand to talk to me on my private messenger and you dont even have a real picture up?? Da Sox: i didn't ask if u had a cam, what's your yahoo or msn? ->Da Sox: i dont have a webcam if that's what you are looking for Da Sox: to chat with u. what's your yahoo or msn? What the hell is up with these people? That is the third guy in 2 weeks that has talked to me like that. I seriously dont like it. And it always gives me flashbacks to my dad's actions towards me - and th

What Do You Find More Secure And Satifying?
What do you find more secure and satifying? A secure mongamous one-on-one relationship with a man/woman you love, or a swinging sexual relationship with the man/woman you love with another man and/or woman?

Men & Woman
Did you know?.... Body: 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "nat

Okemos
John Okemos was born in Shiawassee County in the 1770's, along the Looking Glass River near Knagg's Station. He camped and farmed along the Grand River from Portland, Michigan to the Red Cedar in Okemos, Michigan. John Okemos became chief of the Grand River Band of Chippewa (Ojibway) Indians. Other newspaper accounts and histories of Okemos have him listed as a chief of the Ottawa tribe. His uncle was reported to be Chief Pontiac. Okemos was first mentioned in white man history books in 1796, when he took to the warpath on Lake Erie. Okemos and 16 others enlisted with the British and acted as a scout against the Americans. One morning they lay in ambush near a road cut for passage of American Army and supply wagons. A group of American troops approached and the Indians immediately attacked. Many other American troops joined the battle and the Indians were defeated. They suffered many sword cuts and gashes. Okemos reportedly received a saber wound which severed his shoulder bla

New Collar
I received my new collar today and couldn’t wait to try it on. So I couldn’t resist I tried it on and it’s beautiful. I love it. I can’t wait for Master to put it on himself. On the back it has a place to put a lock. It definitely makes me feel owned, I am his slutslave. It makes me feel wonderful I don’t want to take it off. I will wear my collar with pleasure and pride and without feeling lost. The collar is extremely attractive, setting off and enhancing my beauty. I must obey all things, those things alone can drive a slave to almost excruciatingly ecstatic orgasmic heights, experiencing sensations and raptures.

Okay, This Made Me Giggle
Alright, so Mike Huckabee, one of our best and brightest, or so you'd like to believe of a presidential hopeful...yeah, so he asked Mitt Romney if mormons really believe that satan and jesus are brothers. Mitt Romney pouted and said that the "comment" was insulting to his religion, and that was just the limit of tastelessness. Huckabee, a baptist, apologized immediately. My take on the whole thing is that they're both crazier than shithouse rats. For one, it wasn't a "comment", it was a question. It just so happens that mormons believe just that, and moreover they believe that the spirit people who didn't take sides in the fight for control of earth were born on earth as black people to mark them. Huckabee believes that the earth was created 6000 years ago and that abortion is the cause of our need for immigrant labor, because they're not growing up to join the workforce. He might have had a point asking the question, but as for questioning another person's religious i

This Year In Review
2007 is quickly fading away and 2008 is upon us....time to look back at all thats happened.... Hillary Clinton announced her candicy for presdent. Our Troops are still over in iraq...no surprise. The Simpsons Movie hits the Theaters and grosses Very High. WWE Superstar Chris Beniot is found dead in is Atlanta Georgia Home as well as his wife and child. WWE Champ John Cena suffers a torn Pectoral muscle and is forced to drop the title. D-Generation X Reunites, Triple H and HBK run rampant over the WWE We lost some major Players on my side My Father Carl "pops" Kinter Dies Jan.9 2007 of a Stroke at the age of 50. My Grandmother Irene Edwina Zondlewski dies of many medical reasons on jan 31 2007 at the age of 73. Cousin Andy Benner Dies in His Home in Texas due to a heart attack this past november at the age of 53. Friend Steve "mercedes" Gallant Dies in his sleep this past July at the age 0f 38. (More to come)

My Chemical Romance - The Ghost Of You
I never said I'd lie in wait forever If I did we'd be together I can't always just forget her But she could try At the end of the world or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever ever Ever Get the feeling That you're never All alone and I remember now At the top of my lungs in my arms She dies She dies At the end of the world or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the things that you never ever told me And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me Never coming home Never coming home Could I? Should I? And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me If I fall If I fall down At the end of the world or the last thing I see You are never coming home Never coming home Never coming home Never coming home And all the

Rate The Songs
Please rate the following songs from 1 to 5 (you can leave it at 0 if you don't like the song at all : [0] Killswith Engage - My Curse [0] The Trooper - Iron Maiden [0] Hell Bent For Leather - Judas Priest [0] Wherever I May Roam - Metallica [0] Cowboys From Hell - Pantera [0] Breathe - Breaking Benjamin [0] Angry Again - Megadeath [0] Night Train - GNR [0] Greed - Godsmack [0] Got To Life - Korn

Native American Stories
Wild Cherokee Rose It is said that over 100,000 Native Americans were removed from their homelands during the Trail of Tears of 1838. They suffered from severe weather, mistreatment by soldiers, disease, inadequate food and bereavement. Diseases they suffered were colds, influenza, sore throats, diarrhea, measles, fever, pleurisy, toothache and gonorrhea (among the young men.) Knowing that their children might not survive the journey, mothers grieved and cried in sorrow. One night, the elders prayed for a sign, a symbol that would uplift the mother's spirits and give them strength. The very next day a beautiful flower, the Cherokee Rose, began to grow where the mothers’ tears had fallen. Still, to this day, you can see the wild Cherokee Rose growing along the route of the Trail of Tears. The white color of the rose represents the tears that the mothers’ shed; the gold center symbolizes the gold taken from the Cherokee lands; the seven leaves on each stem stand for the seven Cherokee C

A Christmas Wish
Today...I wish you a day of ordinary miracles A fresh pot of coffee you didn't have to make yourself. An unexpected phone call from an old friend. The fastest line at the grocery store. image011.jpg A good sing along song on the radio. Your keys right where you look. I wish you a day of happiness and perfection-little bite-size pieces of perfection that give you the funny feeling that the Lord is smiling on you, holding you so gently because you are someone special and rare. I wish You a day of Peace, Happiness and Joy. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them. Send this phrase to the people you'll never forget. It's a short message to let them know that you'll never forget them.

Come Welcome Back Djwiccanlove In Charmed Visions
Come join me for my first time back in almost 10 days. I will be on the air from 4-6 PM ET. Come request your favorite songs. We all play all requests all genres. DJ Wiccanlove is live and taking all your requests.Stop in and visit with her. Click on the image

Diablo's Den Contest Challenge To All Staff
DIABLO'S DEN CONTEST CHALLENGE TO ALL STAFF DIABLO'S DEN .........PROMOTERS CONTEST........ A CHALLENGE TO ALL OF OUR GREETERS *AND* PROMOTERS.... ARE YOU UP FOR IT YA'LL?? < HEHE > HERE'S YOUR CHALLENGE......... THE GREETER OR PROMOTER (FROM THE DEN THAT'S OFFICIALLY ON STAFF), THAT BRINGS IN THE MOST NEW MEMBERS IN THE NEXT WEEK.........STARTING RIGHT NOW! (NOVEMBER 12,2007) RUNNING TILL WEDNESDAY, NOVEMBER 19TH, 2007 (ENDING AT MIDNIGHT EST.)......... WILL WIN........ #1 - A ONE DAY BLAST #2 - A BIG PIMPIN GIFT #3 - A FREE MORPH #4 - $1000 FU-BUX RULES ARE : 1. NO MEMBERS CAN UNSUBSCRIBE N RESUBSCRIBE! 2. YOU *MUST* HAVE WHOEVER YOU GET TO JOIN, EMAIL ME SAYING THAT IT WAS *YOU* THAT GOT THEM IN THE DEN AND TO JOIN! 3. THIS CONTEST CHALLENGE IS OPEN FOR ALL STAFF MEMBERS OF DIABLO'S DEN, ONLY! 4. THE NEW MEMBERS THAT YOU GET TO JOIN, MUST HAVE AT LEAST ONE REAL PIC OF THEMSELVES IN THEIR PROFILE! GOOD LUCK TO YOU ALL ........ NOW, GET OUT THERE

Would You Help!!
I'm gonna attempt to grab spotlight if its possible but I'm gonna need some help So if you can please donate some fubucks to me no matter how much whatever you can spare I would greatly appreciate it If you want I can make salutes for you in exchange but please please help me out Wish me luck Thank you!!!

When You Smile
When you smile By Eric Ethan When I look at a picture of you and see you smile You make the world brighter with your smile When you give that hug in a letter you make things better Sharing dreams together makes us feel better and get away from the rat race and feel comfortable in our dreamland together When I cried or feel scared I dream of your arms around to let me cried and not feel scared anymore Sometimes I just dream just talking to you and knowing better and better as special friends Take those tiny steps each day to closer to me and know me better The new years is coming and let’s ring in the new years after the holiday is over and know each other better I can’t wait to get my web cam now that you see me for real and said that what I picture a nice guy with heart Lets laugh together , cry together and know more feelings inside as special friends I never let anybody get closer to me cause I get scared and f

Learn From The Past
A few weeks ago while cleaning out more stuff on my computer I came across something that, while you think after being split for a few months wouldn't upset me, made me sit and damn near cry. It wasn't anything bad since it was just a picture but its what the picture contained that fucked with my mind some. See it was the ONLY picture of me and Taryn together. That means during 6 years of a relationship we had one pic taken of the two of us. And its more so that we just happened to be sitting on the same couch at the time the picture was taken. I mean we aren't posing or anything, hell I'm playing fucking ps2, big shock there I know. Through everything that went wrong, all the sins and faults of everyone involved I think it all can now be just whittled down to that. One picture in 6 years. If I wasn't even wanting to sit in a damn photo place for 10 minutes to get my damn picture taken with her how in the hell was I supposed to make a marriage work? So I have learned my

Im Soooo Ready For The New Year
Well lets see, my father in laws dad died sunday, the funeral is monday, and now theyre rushing his mom to the hospital with a ruptured stomache. i just got off the phone and found out it's not a ruptured stomache but a ruptured hernia. So she will need a minor surgery and have to tay in the hospital for a few days. I swear if anything else happens this year I'm gonna need a padded room. So if I'm alil quiet or just not myself today, I'm sorry just it's all catching up with me.

Why Patriots Are Hated
ATMBossLiesFantasyOxygenJulioSearchRoyalsSongE(mail)Sitting at a Boston bar early last Sunday morning, Nancy Brady handed me a Grey Goose and soda and posed a simple question. As she relishes the greatest season that her younger brother, Tom, has ever enjoyed – and the success of a New England Patriots team that seems to have taken football to an ethereal level – the unfailingly upbeat Ms. Brady can't help but notice the chill coming at her from all directions. "Why does everybody hate us?" she asked. "When we won the first Super Bowl, we were the out-of-nowhere underdogs, and everyone seemed to celebrate it. Even when we won the other two, it didn't seem like people were that against us. But now … " She stopped and smiled before continuing: "Now people are saying, 'Break out the Dramamine.' " OK, that was a dig. Nancy is no shrinking violet, and if you don't believe me, ask the rowdy actress who only narrowly escaped from a Gillette Stadium luxury box after incurring her w

Train Ride
Emily boarded the train as always with her long jacket on and her earphones playing her favorite songs as loud as possible to drown out the hustle and bustle around her. The commute into the heart of the city was a long and boring trip each day for her. This particular day was a bit different. She spotted a younger man sitting across from her. He was in his early 20’s with short brown hair and wore a dark business suit with a brightly colored tie. Unknowingly her mind began to wonder and think about this young man. She thought about how her dark brown skin would look against his pale body. She tried to shake the images out of her head but they just kept coming back. Before she knew it, her pussy was soaking wet thinking about this stranger’s lips all over her body. “What are you doing?” she asked herself. Her body took over and she felt her nipples hardening as they swelled within her bra. She moved her hand inside her jacket by removing it from the sleeve and using the

Cake - Frank Sinatra
We know of an ancient radiation That haunts dismembered constellations, A faintly glimmering radio station. While Frank Sinatra sings "Stormy Weather", The flies and spiders get along together. Cobwebs fall on an old skipping record. Beyond the suns that guard this roost, Beyond your flowers of flaming truth, Beyond your latest ad campaigns... An old man sits, collecting stamps In a room all filled with chinese lamps. He saves what others throw away; He says that he'll be rich someday. We know of an ancient radiation That haunts dismembered constellations, A faintly glimmering radio station. We know of an ancient radiation That haunts dismembered constellations, A faintly glimmering radio station. While Frank Sinatra sings "Stormy Weather", The flies and spiders get along together; Cobwebs fall on an old skipping record.

Blindfolded Affair.
Your tied up to a bed/chair and blindfolded by your lover. What would you want them to do? Or use on you? What would you want to experience? Be honest, be creative. Guys or girls welcome to answer. And I'm not even talking about sexual things. I'm talking about smells and textures, feelings and sensations. Fear, anticipation, comfort, safety.

Grandma's Christmas Presents
Last week my Grandma sent me $100 for gifts for my family. I got my wife a new Linkin Park cd. I got the "Edward Scissorhands" dvd for my oldest daughter. I got the "Herbie Fully Loaded" dvd for my son. I got the "Bratz-Fashion Pixiez" dvd for my youngest daughter. I got myself more minutes for my cell phone. And I got the whole family the "Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix" dvd. Everyone liked what I got them.

Yippee....
So it is girls night out tonight for me and the girls from work... Well... I was telling Persia about it... and YIPPEE I get to drunk dial Persia tonight.. I am so excited... Just wanted to share... Anyone else want a drunk call from me... or text? lol just let me know tee hee

Waiting For Internet
In an effort to establish a better internet connection, I have been wating for the service techs. It is highly annoying. One, I have to skip out of work in the middle of the afternoon for these jokers; two, this is the second time I have done this (first time no one showed up); three, I feel as though I will expirence the same thing this week; four, I really don't even want the internet anymore; five, if I get this cable connection I will have to cancle my other connection and that will more than likely be a pain in the ass. Hmmmmm.....while I wait, maybe I'll play some music, or eat some nachos.

Kelsey Died!
ITS AMAZEING HOW PEOPLE THE HAVE KIDS CAN TREAT THEN SO WRONG WHEN THERE ARE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD THAT WOULD DO ANYTHING TO HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LITTL BABY GIRL OR BOY..AND TO SEE THEM TREATED LIKE THIS JUST FUCKING PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF SO BAD THAT IF I SAW IT I WOULD KILL A MOTHER FUCKER THAT TREATED MY KID THIS WAY THAT IS IF I HAD A KID.. PLEASE WATCH THE VIDEO

My Wife's Christmas Gift Came.
In today's mail, my wife's Christmas gift came. I got her a $10 gift card to one of her favorite restaurant: Chili's. It isn't much but at least she can buy herself a good meal there.

Pissed At Fubar
god so i cant upload pics, everytime i try i get kicked off fubar. its such a cunt. and tech support is a joke. i emailed them and they were sooo not helpful so ive decided to delete this acount..fubar is not worth the bullshit.

Jokes
A girl was visiting her blonde friend, who had acquired two new dogs, and asked her what their names were. The blonde responded by saying that one was named Rolex and one was named Timex. Her friend said, "Whoever heard of someone naming dogs like that?" "HELLLOOOOOOO......," answered the blond. "They're watch dogs!" Two blondes living in Oklahoma were sitting on a bench talking, and one blonde says to the other, "Which do you think is farther away... Florida or the moon?" The other blonde turns and says "Helloooooooooo, can you see Florida ?????" RIVER WALK There's this blonde out for a walk. She comes to a river and sees another blonde on the opposite bank "Yoo-hoo!" she shouts, "How can I get to the other side?" The second blonde looks up the river then down the river and shouts back, "You ARE on the other side." A survey on sexual habits was being carried out by a popular newspaper and one questioner stopped an elderly Italian gentleman in the street who was wearing

Reasons I Haven't Been On In Awhile
First of all I just completed my school for the latest quarter and want/need a break. I am sick as hell, i want to spend time with Tom and our son and daughters (and the rest of the family). I want to cook dinner, help with the homework and just have a normal life for a few months till I start back to school in March. I am enjoying it already. I have been so busy with school keeping my 4.0, I don't even have time to watch a movie with Tom and Jacob. So I just want everyone to know. Jami

Joke
A gorgeous young redhead goes into the doctor's office and said that her body hurt wherever she touched it. "Impossible!" says the doctor. "Show me." The redhead took her finger, pushed on her left shoulder and screamed, then she pushed her elbow and screamed even more. She pushed her knee and screamed; likewise she pushed her ankle and screamed. Everywhere she touched made her scream. The doctor said, "You're not really a redhead, are you? "Well, no" she said, "I'm actually a blonde." "I thought so," the doctor said. "Your finger is broken"

Fubar World Cruise Passengers, Page 2
♫♪♫ ♫♪♫ Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking .. Welcome to the Fubar World Cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fugifts. Please rate this blog, its #30 so far in the top blogs woohooo well done everyone ;o) You need to rate (profile only), fan and add all crew members as well as all of the passengers to be added. If any members come up as invalid in these blogs, please message me to let me know so I can remove them, thank you. You can see the Crew List and rules here and go to Page 1 of the passengers list here. IF ANY PASSENGERS HAVE THEIR PROFILE PAGES SET TO "FRIENDS ONLY", SEND THEM A PRIVATE MESSAGE INFORMING THEM THAT YOU ARE JOINING THE FUBAR WORLD CRUISE AND TO RATE FAN AND ADD YOU, AND THAT YOU WILL RATE AND FAN THEM ONCE YOU'RE ADDED TO THEIR FRIENDS LIST, THANKS! Our Passengers (101-200) ... 101 HÖŦ LÌP§ 102 smokey 103 lord darktree 104

Babysitting
My sister-in-law is in the hospital for emergency surgery. So my wife and I are watching our 10 month old neice until my SIL gets home in a few days. It is nice having a baby in the house again. The last time this happened was when our youngest daughter was 7 years younger. My wife is great at figuring out when a baby is hungry, needs to be changed or is otherwise upset. I am better at entertaining babies with funny faces playing with baby toys. We both mastered changing diapers. But my wife is the better bather of babies. So it should be an interesting next couple of days.

What Should I Do
im in the middle of a dilemia and need advice. i have recently found out that bloke i know supposively fancies me and i dont know what to do. everytime im in the room he leaves the room and we have known each other for years, he has recently sent me some rather rude and suggestive texts. he wants 2 know who i feel about him, this is scaring me as i totally didnt expect this so much it is scaring me. WHAT SHOULD I DO ? merry christmas and happy new year

Could You Would You
HI Lovies If you could do me a favor I would love you forever I am still trying to save up Fubucks to pay back a few sweeties on here for helping me out Please comment this picture and rate. As much as you can, whenever you can. Its a pic in my profile. I know you get a good deal of pts for comments Or comment on this one in orangebananas fubuck giveaway. each comment is worth 10 fubucks Either one would help me out greatly! I will love you back you know it thanks!!

Pancakes
Okay I just made pancakes for the first time in wow like 10 years. Okay i suck. I am twenty three years old i should know how to make pancakes. But i dont. I mean i made them so bad the dog doesnt even want any. How sad is that?

I'm Going Down.....
I've been spending way too much time on here, a lot of you already know that I have really low energy as it is, because of my health problems, so it's hard to get things done when I'm on here all the time. I'm not closing my account, but I'm going to delete most of my pictures, so my points will go way down, and I won't feel the need to be on here all day rating and fanning people. I get addicted to things easily (just video game type stuff), so I need to do something about it now. So, there you have it :P

True Love
I am looking for my one and only true love. I am looking for a man that can keep me grounded when days like this come about because, he would be there to talk me down. I am looking for a man that can and will make love to my mind first. He can give me that intelligent conversation. He can make me think and challenge myself to do things I have never done before. He would have no problem taking long walks in the park just to talk. Maybe one day, that moonlight stroll on the beach. I would want him to be able to express himself to me. Not afraid to tell me he loves me or how he may be feeling. I want to be able to say, "Baby, how was your day"? Anything that may have happened, I am there to listen. I want a relationship where we never take each other for granted. Our relationship would be based mainly on honesty, faithfulness, love, and most important we are able to talk to each other about anything and everything. Neither of us would let passed hurts, scars, and broken heart hinder us fr

Oblivion.
shades of black swallow emotions once wrapped in blinding light. this is a massacre divine. dig out the heart to sever the beating....drag the muscle across the floors of an empty shell once thriving with serenity. scrape the pupils blind...beauty always fades anyways. understand that there is a constant sense of despair...and that despair is the only thing that never walks away. alone is all we ever are. to be numb is a blessing misunderstood. an oblivion of emotionless nothings only make it easier to cope. life is beautiful in the sense that beauty is a faux. let's be honest here....LOVE is the lie. [post script] this is in dedication to love lost after years of tranquility. i felt that i had to get this off my chest.

R.i.p. Chris Herring
On December 12, 2007, my old high school friend was killed in a tragic motorcycle accident. He died in route to the hospital...the saddest part was tht I drove right by the accident tht night on my way to see my man at work. There will be a memorial service for him Sunday @ 1pm at Indian Rocks Baptist Church in Largo, Florida. Please keep his friends and family in your prayers....thank you. R.I.P. Chris....You left us way too soon!

Engineers Take The Fun Out Of Christmas
Engineers take the fun out of Christmas... There are approximately two billion children (persons under 18) in the world. However, since Santa does not visit children of Muslim, Hindu, Jewish or Buddhist (except maybe in Japan) religions, this reduces the workload for Christmas night to 15% of the total, or 378 million according to the population reference bureau. At an average census rate of 3.5 children per household, that comes to 108 million homes, presuming there is at least one good child in each. Santa has about 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 967.7 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with a good child, Santa has around 1/1000th of a second to park the sleigh, hop out, jump down the chimney, fill the stocking, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left for him, get back up

Sevendust-beg To Differ
Slow down Slow down I lived a life with no regrets till you came around (your lost I'm found) You had a hold on me But now it's slippin away You used me Never would I thought you'd try to Lie and deceive me I'm sure you thought I'd be easy (you had a chance but now there's nothing That you can call your own) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ) No time I'm gone You had your chance now let me show you the way around (your loss mine now) I let you call it once You'll never do it again You fooled me Once and then you should have figured Now there's just one space That you can fill but it's empty (you'll never find a place that you can call your own now) Why does it feel like I have been the only one Who stopped and swam (Up the river) If everything you said to me was a lie then I really think (that I beg to differ) I'l

New Mgr
hi all! Big Daddy carl here! im the new mgr of hott and i wanna keep this team going so i need everyones help! first i you guys can start getting folks to join our team it will make our jobs easier! 2 if any one of us get in a contest please let us know so we can help! last but not least thank you to all the people who did not give up on us! i like bombing and it can be a fun thing so dont burn yourself out thats how people quit so just do as much as you can and remember to pass the word out that we need members!! thanks bdc

Vegas!!!!
Ok so I'm leavin for Vegas soon. The suitcases are packed.... Except for Brian's salsa! Everything is ready to go... I'm just a little nervous but so excited! lol SO!!!! Leave me some love on here! or On myspace if your my friend there.... I'm leavin in a little less than an hour! I wont be back till almost 11 pm on the 23rd! So you have 9 days to leave me alot of messages and alot of love ;) lol IF YOU ARE SPECIAL ENOUGH TO HAVE MY CELL then call or txt me anytime! I'll return it :) Talk to you all soon! ¢¾ Love ¢¾ Me

Myspace Sucks..!!
I WANT MOVIE QUEENS AND BIG ROCK STARS ON MY PROFILE PAGE PLAYING BIG GUITARS THEY WONT SAY A THING,, NO BY FAR THEY'LL IGNORE MY ASS AND CLICK ONTO FUBAR..!! THEY'LL ACT LIKE THE FRIENDS THAT I HAVE NOW JUST SIT ON MY PAGE TILL MY LIGHT GOES OUT THEN THEY'LL ADD SOMEONE IN A MYFRIEND DROUGHT TO GIVEM A FIX HELP A MYSPACER OUT!!! YEAH IM TALKIN ABOUT THE GIRLS ON MY LIST SITTING THERE NOW JUST SHAKING YOUR FIST CAUSE YOU KNOW ITS THE TRUTH AND YOUR JUST PISSED YOU LIKE TO SIT THERE AND SEE THE FRIENDS YOU CAN GET THATS WHY I WANT MOVIE QUEENS AND ROCK STARS ON MY PROFILE PAGE PLAYING BIG GUITARS CAUSE THEIR BETTER THAN YOU AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I WANT MOVIE QUEENS AND BIG ROCK STARS...!!!! Ron Miracle December 14,2007

The Road.....
The road is hard and long Our journey has only just begun The sounds in the car are of music Each bump in the road Every motor vibration is felt The space between us is limited The void there seems like you are miles away The sun is peering down on us as we navigate the road Cars and trucks passing us by Eighteen-wheelers linger over as we pass them by The combination of voyeurs and sounds Feelings and warmth I am drawn to be near you Your smell is enticing My lips press against your neck The softness of my lips pressed against the throbbing of your heartbeat Brings a tingle to my insides As I press myself as close to you as I can My hand resting gently on your thigh Through the corner of my eye, I see a smile cross your face The heat of your body beneath my hand reminds me of your touch I begin to rub the inside of your thigh Brushing up and down just enough for you to sense it through your jeans Each pass I brush upward a little more I feel how much you are en

Parents
When they get older and you are rasing your children diffrenly then they raised you. Why do they act like they were the best parents in the world and you are doing everything wrong? I have made sure my kids stayed in school and finish their education. When I was in school they did'nt even look at my report card. From the time I was 12 To 19 Years old My Parents acted like i fell off the face of the earth. When I had my oldest son he was a god sent as I was told because he brought the family back together. Hm now how you that make you feel if that was the only way your family could survives? When me and the father of my chidren divorced. My parents help me raise my children while I worked to support my children so I would'nt have to be on welfare all their lives. I wanted More for my kids then what was done for me all my life growing up. I had the best clothes,the best of everything but I did'nt have the real love that comes from your mother and father. I gave all of that and more to my

Flashback
Flashback By:Ministry I'm gonna kill him I'm gonna break his face I'm gonna crack his skull I'm gonna kick it all in I'm gonna break his legs off I'm gonna rip his head off and then shit down his neck and then I'll laugh like a motherfucker and then I'll laugh like a motherfucker coz i hate her and then I'll fall past I'm gonna flashback flashback coz I hate her pneumatic drill right through her chest bedroom punching right through the rest I'm gonna make her suffer I'm gonna make her suffer and then watch her die coz I hate her and then I'll fall past I'm gonna flashback flashback coz I hate her I'm gonna rip her flesh I'm gonna piss in her face I'm gonna rip her open and then hit her with mace I'm gonna make her suffer I'm gonna make her suffer I'm gonna make her cry I'm gonna watch her die coz I hate her and then I'll fall past I'm gonna flashback flashback I hate her flashback laugh like a motherfucker

A Small Favor
I haven't been on in a long time and I am sorry to all of my friends but I would love for everyone to check out my new photos and I have a ton I will be adding over the weekend. I have tried some new hairdos with wigs but I may not cut off what I have but I need opinions please. So new photos are in: default, new pics, and ipod phots. So let me know what you think on this blog or comment on the pic and I promise many new photos. Happy to be back luv to all thanks for always bein my friend. Jami

Man Rules
Guys' Rules At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. (I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note... these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympat

Epic Battle The Sequel.
is about to be me vs. this goddamn printer. it's printing sooooooooooooooo slow. i'm like yay close to yanking the top off and seeing why. lol. i've noticed when i want things to work and they piss me off i usually pull them in half to see what's wrong with them. *deep breath* so yeah. hi! =]

Jokes-friday14.07
Sex Education Coming through the door after school one day, Little Johnny hollers out... "Okay everyone in the house, please stand advised that I, Little Johnny Elvis Smith, have on this date made a complete fool of myself in sex-education class by repeating stories concerning storks as told to me by certain parties residing in this house!" ****************************************** Stop Following Me! A man was walking home alone one night when he heard a "BUMP....BUMP....BUMP..." behind him. Walking faster, he looked back, making out an image of an upright coffin banging its way down the middle of the street towards him...."BUMP...BUMP...BUMP..." The man began to run toward his home, and the coffin bounced after him faster....faster...BUMP BUMP BUMP! He ran up to his door, fumbled with his keys, opened the door, rushed in, and locked it behind him. The coffin crashed through his door, with the lid of the coffin clapping BUMP...BUMP...BUMP... on the heel

Think About It!
you know i'm so tired of big gorgeous women being told how fat they are. It sickens me, and breaks my heart to know BBW's get made fun of so much by society. Why can't people get to know that BBW person they make fun of and see the inner beauty they posses and know that they want to be accepted like everyone else in society! Guys give a BBW a chance and maybe, just maybe you might see there inner beauty, and getting to know her, and like that person for who she is and realize that you hurt all BBW's by making jokes or giving dirty stairs to a gorgeous BBW!

The Boxes
My wife and I have an open relationship and we are very upfront about it with most everyone we become close with and want to get to know. Because of this I've been getting a lot of questions lately about my "lifestyle" choices. Not necessarily bad questions, just curiosity. It is our belief that society (the "moral" majority) has placed marriage into a box of sorts. In other words, they believe that once you're married you should suppress all other sexual desires and never act on them....monogamy. My standard response to this is "Show me a dictionary that has the word monogamy within the definition for the word commitment and I will cease to live my life this way". I have also been told that when 2 people fall in love they no longer have a desire to "act" or "pursue" others outside of their relationship. We all know that this far from the truth...how many marriages do you know of personally that have ended in divorce because someone "cheated" on the other? More closely to the truth

State Police....... Hmmmmm Lol
on my way back home last night, after a long day of driving and witnessing my first grandbaby being born, my car got raped by the state police and their dog!! lol they asked me if i was running drugs!! hehehehehehe well, my history of working for attorneys and judges, i was being a smartass (as usual) and told em to search w/e they wanted to and give me a cup to pee in!!! (short version) lol they didn't like me much and i can't figure out why!?! hahahaha after 35 mins of searching in, out, under, etc everything in my car, they had to let me go, reluctantly, and I told them to be safe, and left!! It really was funny to me, I couldn't help but laugh! Don't get me wrong, I love the cops, they do a job that I wouldn't do, for a lot of ungrateful people, and risk their lives for me. BUT HAVING SAID THAT, I've been pulled over once in my life, the day after I got my license, and received a ticket; THAT'S IT!!! The absolute ONLY thing on my BMV record!! Can't imagine what cause

Come By And Bid
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Wanna Help?
I only need 2500 comments, plase swing by and throw me some. I'm almost there guys. Thank you everone. Thanks for all the help. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=1639456280 Thank you once again.

Just A Mom?
JUST A MOM? A woman, renewing her driver's license at the County Clerk 's office was asked by the woman recorder to state her occupation. She hesitated, uncertain how to classify herself. "What I mean is," explained the recorder, "do you have a job or are you just a......?" "Of course I have a job," snapped the woman. "I'm a Mom." "We don't list 'Mom' as an occupation, 'housewife' covers it," said the recorder emphatically. I forgot all about her story until one day I found myself in the same situation, this time at our own Town Hall. The Clerk was obviously a career woman, poised, efficient and possessed of a high sounding title like, "Official Interrogator" or "Town Registrar." "What is your occupation?" she probed. What made me say it, I do not know. The words simply popped out. "I'm a Research Associate in the field of Child Development and Human Relations." The clerk pa

Used Up
Used Up Is this me? This hard husk These pieces of road kill Hardened in the sun No blood left No life No joy No hate No love No hope Is this me? This used up piece of life Lying on the floor Walked over Stepped on Forgotten I feel nothing as you drive over me I’m just a speck in your rearview mirror

Ensign: Keeping Watch
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 14 December 2007 "And there were in the same country shepherds abiding in the field, keeping watch over their flock by night." (Luke 2:8) In Biblical times, shepherds were a vital link between the city and the country. When there were fewer and fewer people to tend to the tasks of raising food and animals for food and other necessities of life, it was easy to keep the shepherds on the edge of society. The shepherds in the Christmas story had no different tasks that David did as a boy or Jacob when he was sent to his uncle Laban. In a way, they were closer to nature and to nature's God (phrasing from the Declaration of Independence) that we often are today. When something unusual and once-in-a-lifetime occurred, you can bet that th

Nope Not Private
I just had some weirdo send me a link to two of my pics which are available to friends only. He wasn't a friend and sent a link directly to the picture without any black screen, scrolling bars or ratings. I blocked him and then he goes to another account to send me this: I contacted support but obviously there is a backdoor to everyones pics on this site and needs to be fixed. I know its a public site but we do have the option of what is public and what is private.

Thyroid Update
Well I went for the Biopsy and this Doc said she needed to run more tests before she did it.She did another ultrasound and said there was many nodules but since my Doc never sent the blood work and test results she couldn't tell which were "cold" and which were "hot" nodules She also said the thyroid was swollen and lumpy which may be a sign of an autoimmune disease. So more blood work and more tests. All I care about is getting the medication to stop the weight gain.Cut off what you want Doc,I'll weigh less then,lol.

Living In 2007
YOU KNOW YOU ARE LIVING IN 2007 when... 1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you

What A Whore!
Well as you guys know, I was off the scene for a while. But I'm baaack. My VIP ran out a few days after my computer died, and obviously I want it back... so here's how it goes. As you can tell my NSFW are private, and I'm sure you all can read. I ONLY let people in if you buy me a blast or VIP. It breaks down like this. 1 day blast or 1 month VIP- you get in to the pics. 3 or 7 day blast or 3 month VIP- you get into the pics and a link to a video of me. Above that you get both and special pics if you desire. Don't like it? I don't care. Love you guys as always. And remember, if I haven't rated you, TELL ME. It wasn't out of malice. I'm not that much of a bitch.

Pissed Off
I am in a totally pissed off mood today so, I thought I would blog about it. I am the sweetest person in the world until I get crossed. Certain people are getting ready to make me cross that line to the Queen Bitch. I can go from nice to bitch in .8 seconds. It is getting to that point now that people are seriouly pissing me off. If it's games you want, it's game I can gave you. I can play the game better than what anyone thinks I can. So, bring your weak game on because I am waiting and so willing to play your game. The way I play the game, you want ever forget me. I play those games very well!

Moments & Thoughts Frozen In Time
STOP!!! and take a moment with me……. Close your eyes…… and remember……. Remember that first moment…… the first moment you saw her….saw him Can you see it? Now fall deeper…. deeper into that moment…… feel her…..feel him reach….Reach out…. With your soul….. Are you there? Her smell….his smell… INHALE and hold Savior it, relish in it… Freeze it, take a picture…. Remember…. the first touch…a hug…a hand….a body Now….are you still with me? Are you still with her? Are you still with him? OPEN!! What do you see? I see….I feel…I know…. Eyes wide open I SEE!! You are real. With me…away from me…but IN me You and I are WE….. Can you…… I reach…I touch….I connect WE connect It is that moment…this moment those moments….. future moments….. I know…I KNOW…you me we Alone…together Far and so CLOSE always I know…you know…. The little things….. still alive….feeling…touchi

Why Is It So Good To Be Human
i hate haveing so many emoations so many half the time its hard to control i hate haveing a heart its a wounder as so many times its been broken it still finds ways to remend its self i wish i could just rip that fucker out onces and for all so i will never follow it again haha too bad i wish i did not hvae eyes to see thu all the lies alot of people have told me ether on here or offline i wish i never had a brain so to think and alwasys Doubts everything very few people ether on here or offline i trust its very hard for anyone to gain my trust and if you fuck up onces no matter what you do its even more harder to gain it back iam not one of those people who will forgive iam very hard headed and thats becuse of the shit i went thu in life everytime i think i got something good in my life there alwasys something takeing it right away just as fast as i got it and here a really damn good ? why the fuck cant people take you for you specialy if they fall in love with you if you fall for

Introducing.... The King And Queen!!
Two wonderful people here.. Show them some love! KING OF THE (lGm) ROYAL COURT CREW@ fubar Mysticfairy Queen Of (lGm) Royal Court Crew **Property of the King** Juliet to the Princess**@ fubar

Skin Almost Touching Skin
Sitting there so handsome Body so masculine Standing before you Heart begins to race The room dimly lit Images from the television Dance light and color around the room Eyes fixated/focused Kneeling before you Sliding between those thighs Muscles tense Moving in close Eyes meet The smell of your cologne draws me in Inches from your neck Eyes closed Inhaling deep to take you in Lips quivering so close to the skin Hearts so close, beating as one Your hand brushes the hair from my face The gentle touch sending shivers down my spine Cheeks so close now Warm breathe across my ear Senses on alert Body excited with anticipation The almost touch of skin on skin Heightens the lust, the desire Bringing heat to the passion within Time stops This moment lasts With skin almost touching skin

I Want To Write This So Read
i was so in love with this guy on here and yes we both did stupid shit but hey we are only human ... right anyway we both moved on i tried to get him back or even be his friend and all he did was hurt me and call me names so i have come to realize that i guess the song you cant make a heart love someone you can only tell it what to do is true so this song let me let go is how i feel i want to let go thats all i have left to do now!

No Friday Comment
Its a dark day in my household So I'll be sparse in my fu-time. I lost my ex-mother-in-law early this morning. Many might think that shouldn't effect me, But my heart lays heavy and I'm deeply sadden. Winifred was a tough as nails New Yorker, who I had the utmost respect. She was legally blind from an early age, although she wasn't totally blind - Being she was functional as a sighted person . . . It never took away from her ability of "seeing" people for there strengths and not their weaknesses. My two oldest lost another grandparent, Which leaves them with only one now. (my mother) As my oldest daughter called me to inform me - Brought a flash of painful memories: About nine years ago, I was at the hospital . . . Comforting my mother, who's husband, my stepfather & true mentor . . . was slipping away from cancer that night. Beside me were my two loving kids who adored their grandpa and were t

Having A Bad Day
So, I got some shit going on at work that's bringing me down. I had to report a co-worker to cover my own ass, but me and the coworker got along really good, and I feel like shit because of it all but I had to protect my job. It would be different if I didn't consider it a career, but the fact remains that the weather's shitty, and I'm feeling terrible right now. Couldn't sleep last night either because of everything swirling around in my head. It just sucks that you think you're doing the right thing and you are, for you. But then you lose a friend, and things just still aren't right.

Make This The Day
i realized i hadnt posted a motivator lately and wanted to play catch up- this one spoke to me esp the part about destructive attitudes. Make this the day Make this the day you come fully to life. Make this the day you take real, meaningful steps toward fulfilling the best of your possibilities. Make this the day you experience, more completely than ever before, how great it feels to create a positive difference. Make this the day you commit to using your extensive skills, interests and resources to produce a real and lasting contribution to life. Make this the day you hit upon a unique and valuable way to express the beautiful, authentic person you are. Make this the day you truly see the profound beauty that is in every little detail of life. Make this the day you let go of the useless and destructive negative attitudes you thought for so long that you needed. Make this the day you connect with the power of sincere and positive intention. Make this the day you rise ab

Friday, December 14th - The Ice Storm
More than two-thirds of the Tulsa metro area was without electricity Monday as heavy ice caused trees to snap and fall, taking power lines with them. At least 14 deaths statewide were attributed to the weather, including two in Tulsa. The first was in a morning traffic accident on 46th Street North in which a man drove his truck into a low-hanging electrical wire that pulled the utility pole down, crushing him. The second Tulsa fatality was of a woman who died of smoke inhalation in one of the more than 75 reported structural fires. Among those was a house that was destroyed by fire on Monday night, firefighters said. About 5:15 p.m., fire crews were called to the 7600 block of East 58th Place after an electrical short on the outside of the house caused a fire to spread into attic of the 2,220-square-foot brick home, said District Chief Pat Remmert. The fire, which likely started because of a short circuit caused by the ice and falling limbs, engulfed the house,

In The Beginning . . .
In the beginning, my father was in the Military (USMC) and my mother was his wife. That sounds dumb . . . I was born in Manila, on the Last day of Cancer or the First day of Leo in the Year of the Pig (Boaring, huh . . . lol). Pinoy Ako. I am a Filipino . . . . Here comes the strange part . . . my parents are not filipinos . . . my father is a mix American Indian (50%) and the rest other nationalities, my mother is a full-blooded native born Italian. So Am I a filipino or not? Even though I don't have an ounce of filipino blood in me (that I know of), in my heart and soul . . . I am a filipino. I believe I may lose some friends because of this. Why? Because some friends may believe that I am a filipino by blood when in fact I am only pinoy by birth and by other reason which I may disclose later. Please don't discriminate. I used to cruise the filipino chat rooms, sometimes they speak to me in tagalog, waray waray, cebuano, and other dialect . . . unfortuna