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Two Soul's
two souls the words within a rhyme a perfect match two hearts intertwined two lovers holding on with all their might destiny a future always bright two minds thoughts uniting as if one two minds thoughts colliding as if one one future a perfect sunset on the sea one ending forever you and me

Which Do I Choose
I have had a best friend for a while now and I have had a crush on him for a long time. He told me that nothing would ever happen between us. So I was ok just being a really good friends. I was told by him that he has changed his feeling for me and i dont know what to do now. Then there is a a guy that I really like on here and we get along so well but we have a long dist relationship if we get to gether it would be a 13 hr drive to see each other. He makes me smile and very happy every time we talk. You that tingle feeling in the pit of your tummy. hmm plz help me.

Soulless
Is that really you? You're not the one I thought you were. Betrayed true self, Mastered deceit. You're one of them now. I can't believe this transformed spirit. Surrendering your priceless soul. And for what? Some minds so superficial. Some hearts beating to vain conceit. Remember your veracity, When all the others faked their way? Remember when reality Was the only game that you would play? You don't remember me, I know Though you just saw me yesterday. Your soul valued true love so deep. But your soul and heart were sold away.

We Can't Forget
We Can't Forget Some would say we should forget the events of years gone by, Forgive and forget, they would say, Just let sleeping dogs lie. Then there are some, of which I'm one, who say we can't let go, We can't forget the horrible wrongs that hurt our people so. We can't forget Wounded Knee, Sand Creek or the Trail of Tears, Because the things that happened there still happen after all these years. People are still forced from their homes, still driven from their land. The government still dominates our people with a hard and merciless hand. Promise are still not kept, Treaties are still broken, the government has reneged on every word it's spoken. We must keep fresh the memory of the ones who've gone before, and not forget the awful pain they bore. To honor them we must remember the high price they paid, The suffering that they endured and the sacrifices they made. We must keep and teach the traditions they held dear. A

Flying
My Vision Is Blurry. My Life Is A Mess. The Future Looks Bleak. My Mind's Close To Death. My Heart Has No Feeling. My Soul's Gone Away. My Bones Are All Burning. They've Left Me This Way. My Skin's Peeling Off. I'm Bleeding, I'm Dying. But Once This Is Over I Know I'll Be Flying.

20 Ways To Make A Man's Christmas At Its Best!!!!!
20 ways to make a man's Christmas at its best! 1. Trim his tree. 2. Lick his luscious candy cane. 3. Be his "ho-ho-ho" for the holidays. 4. Polish his christmas balls. 5. Ride him like a reindeer. 6. Taste his sweet egg-nog. 7. Deck the halls with moans of pleasure. 8. Fa, la, la, latio- la, la, la, la. 9. Spark his menorah with a hot strip tease. 10. Request a stiff stocking stuff-her! 11. Make his Kris Kringle tingle. 12. Gift wrap yourself in sexy lingere. 13. Unwrap his package. 14. Hang mistletoe from any place you want kissed. 15. Rock his jingle bells in the frosty air. 16. Make your Rudolph's hose as red as his nose. 17. Heat him up with a snow job. 18. Give the Christmas carolers a show of your own. 19. Dress up as Santa's nasty little helper. 20. Make sure you're naughty, so it's nice

Less Then 3000 To Go!
If anyone is seeing me, and if anyone needs a new friend...this guy is lacking only 3000 points to level...can you all show some love? Add fan and rate him and maybe rate some pics and stash? If you cant show me love can you show someone else please? markes@ fubar

Help Me Please?
this is where i am and i need all the help i can get so please help me out here today n tonight because it ends tonight and WE have'nt made it to the end yet............ I would be so thankful IF u decide to help me out here and get this done!! I will post this on BOTH my account bearly 700 ppl but again I'm asking ya as a friend. thank you ALL so very much. Click the link and bombs away I REALLY HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE! posting then meet you there I HOPE. Hippie

Big Girls Vs Tiny Girls
OK, what are your guys problems, i've gotten so many comments/shouts saying how i'm a fatass, yes, i know i'm big but does it really matter? yall have been infected by the media on what real beauty is. i love me. i love being big, i have curves :P. the problem with skinny bitches is they take it to heart and let it get to their head like they are the ones who can rule the world just because they are skinny and hot. MANY BIG GIRLS ARE SEXY AS FUCK! my best friend is big, and god damn is she sexy. its stu[id how guys only think with their cocks, most of them only go for the skinny hot chicks, not big/curvy beautiful girls. personally, i'd rather stay like i am instead of being skinny, whats the point in changing for people you're never gonna see, fat is just a three letter word. it doesnt mean that your ugly, dumb or not nice, i'm sorry but big is beautiful and for all you who dont agree with me FUCK YOU, GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASS AND SEE BIG GIRLS LIKE YOU WOULD A SKINNY GIR

Why Am I On Disability?
Long story short?? Cause I'm fricken bonkers!!~LMAO~ Okay so I'm not completely bonkers but I assure you the drive there wouldn't be a long one! I assure you it isn't for the money! $727.00 a month isn't worth faking crazy, for those of you who have made such comments. I am on disability for a list of reasons a few of which include, aghoraphobia, social anxiety disorder, severe anxiety and depression, and bipolar. And since all of my jobs in my life have been people oriented and I no longer deal well with such things they put me on disability. What led to all those things? A lifetime of pretty shitty things, thinking that the best way to deal with them was to push it aside and laugh at life. Oooops I was wrong, and after one extreme event too many I had a nervous breakdown and became all of the above and then some. Although they say that I have had quite a few of those issues before my breakdown, I had learned to hide them and deal because I didn't want to appear needy, o

Some Of My Erotic Poetry......................
Caress me with your strong and gentle hands and hold me with care. Let me know you love me by the way your always there. No words have to be spoken becasue we feel it in our hearts. A look between us is where it has to start. Kiss me once, then kiss me again, that is all I need to know there is where we begin. I'll touch you and you'll touch me as we get lost in our estacy. Remember I love what I see when I see you looking at me. Oh, gentle lover, come and give me some of your tender love. Fill me up and watch me from above. Kissing my forhead and licking my fingers one by one. Will let me know that were about to have some major fun. I see your so excited and ready to give in, but I make you wait and we start all over again. This makes you hotter and speeds up your desire. So I let you cum into me and quench my fire. I long to feel your hands all over me. Take me to a place of sweet ectasy. I give you what you want but you beg me for more. This is one thing I totally ador

In The Morning...
In the morning... With sleep in full bloom I dream the dreams of life. Tonight you are my blanket to discourage the cold night. The body is silent, but the mind moves through. With known love , you touch my soul and give me wonder. The delight of your body gives way to the thrill of your mind. You are my water for growth... My blood is in your veins. To see the pleasure in you … You surround me. I need knowledge of you, embraces to you and from you. Release yourself and touch the inner part of me that no one belongs... except you. To only see your face and only touch your skin, calmed by your breath. With battened breath my anxieties are flattened. I am undefended against your attack, I surrender to you... I am yours. You are my waking dream. The hope that seems unlikely, the state of inattention... the fantasy. Are you never to be realized? Is it the sleep...perfect and wonderful in every way. No longer the questions, no longer the wait,

Bread For All...
Bread for all… The plausibility of the beginning, grasped for turmoil and mayhem. Bombarded by profane melancholy for the dismissal of tranquility. Instinctively buoyant and mesmerized by the unknown. Attributes of being invisible, immersed in my blood. Abandoned and quenched from self-loathing. Rejoicing only to deaf ears and closed eyes. Transcendent to the cultivated culture. Invincible to anguish and dignity. Subversive to the human race. Nimbly sure of the civility. To mourn the infused. Grieve mockeries. Witless... By Me

Time To Go
1st of all I want to let you all know what great friends you have all been. Shannon, for keeping me ROTF and being A wonderful friend. Kory For your Warm Friendship, Tharna for your sweet personality & warmness that always brought a smile to my face. Liz, for being a truly wonderful generous and giving person,I Love Ya GF. Sal For Just being here for me, Huggzzz Tammy, My NY Yankee Friend, There's next year Hun and That 1 is ours lol, Miles for keeping a Smile on my Face almost Daily, Phil, for finding me again in this mess lol keep in touch sweetie, To All The Other Wonderful Crazy Nutty people who have touched My Life on Fubar I wish you all the best in Life and Love. And Last but Not Least by any means Tina, A friend for years who has been there for me in the good bad and the most ugly times, Thank you for introducing me to FuBar, which with out you, I never would have found the dear friends I have found on here, I love you sis, from the bottom of my heart. Now with all That

The Courage To Live
All the pressures of life, You want to curl up inside, but when life gets scary, you can't run off and hide, you've got to stand strong, do what you know is right, it doesn't matter if you lose, if you had the strength to fight, sometimes it gets hard, and there's nothing left to give, it's times like that, you need the courage to live, hold on to your hope, remember you're not alone, others before you, made it through the unknown, and if you go down, go down with your pride, then always and forever, I'll stand by your side

Fantasy
Fantasy by BlueWolf © Your lips are soft Against my neck. You make my body tingle, From head to toe. I can't control myself around you, Emotions I feel are too wild and I can't let go. Boy, you're my fantasy. Wrap you arms around me, And I'm in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside of me. Hold me, kiss me, want me, love me. Just don't leave me. You whisper naughty words in my ear. Spread me wide, got me grinning from ear to ear. I wrap my arms around you, and take you in. Our bodies become one, I don't know where you end and where I begin. Boy, you're my fantasy. Wrap you arms around me, And I'm in ecstasy. I wanna feel you close, inside of me. Hold me, kiss me, want me, love me. Just don't leave me....... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Fubar Support Letter
Hi, My name is Charlene and I have a special request for the holidays. Wouldnt it be wonderful for the FU family to actually participate in the reuniting of FU found love. My story begins like this. I only joined Cherrytap to find friends. I wasn't looking for love. Well, after awhile and several months I started talking to a guy named Chuck and we instantly hit it off. The more we talked, the more we are interrested in eachother. About four months later he flew 2200 miles to spend his vacation time with me and we fell mad crazy in love with eachother. Unfortunately we are unable, financially to unite for the holidays to begin, what I feel would be, a Reunited, FUBAR, Home For The Holidays, True Love success story which would be a wonderful theme for FUbar to advertise on it's site. Maybe a new column for, Love connections on Fubar, success Story column. A new fad for this site. Sounds like a really kewl idea. You can start with our story. If interrested please holla back and let m

Ok All I Ask Is This.
Is it really too hard to ask to do something to show support to our troops. There are many, many, MANY sites out there today online that can point you into the direction to send cards and care packages even voice mail to our troops overseas. Regardless what you think about the war and you many not support our troops either, but I don't think it is too much to ask of anyone to send them a little something while they're so far from home. It really does amaze me at how many people are so against our troops. They do not get a choice where to go and what war to fight in, although they do sign up in a time of war and the possibilities of going to war are pretty much set in stone. But, please if you would like to send some holiday cheer to our soldiers, please send me a message and I will send you some links of sites to go to. You don't even have to spend money, if that is your concern. I would just like to take this time to get people to realize that our troops do not ask for support, they d

December 16th, 2007
I'm So Stressed! I'm not giving a fuck. In a world where we all get stressed out the second we leave the house, you being overwhelmed means little to the rest of us, ESPECIALLY ME. If your my friend, and you can't find more then a single sentence worth of subjects to discuss that don't revolve around your inability to handle your life, DO NOT EXPECT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LONG. We all go through hard shit, and if I'm your friend, I'm gonna be there. But if all you go through is hard shit, if everything that has ever happened to you is just as stressful as the last thing, then it is not the instances that need fixing, it's you. You are fuckin broken, and I am not glue. Buying your dog an expensive sweater, just means that he's gonna get blood all over it when he tears out your fuckin throat. You. Yes, you. The one that dresses the dog in fucking sweaters and hats. Go fuck yourself. Seriously. The dog is covered in fur, and your putting clothes on it. I understand that the barr

100 Completely Useless Facts About Me:
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed? 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? yeah. 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? No, but I've taken traffic cones home. 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? only to piss people off :D 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? no. 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? big ass bear 9. Do you always smile for pictures? sure 10. What is your biggest pet peeve? people who flip over no reason. 11. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? out 12. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? been known to 13.Have you ever peed in the woods? O.o shhh you werent supposed to tell 14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing? oh yeah 15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? all the damn time 16. How many people have you slept with this week? none 19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? NO ABSOFU

Weather
Well what a week this has been.... I would call it the week from hell if it wasn't so cold.....I lost power on Monday and just got it back today... I decided I would not have made a very good pioneer woman.... I am much too prissy and spoiled to have done that.... I have to have my blow dryers, hot baths, and creature comforts.... I can't feel too sorry for myself though because there are still over 100,000 people without power here in Oklahoma.... Some may not have power for another week or two.... So I consider myself lucky when I look it the big picture.... It could always be worse.... You just don't appreciate electricity until you don't have it when you need it.... I for one will always remember the "Great Ice Storm of 2007" I am finally getting warm again.... What a great feeling that is.

Xmas Blog
Hope everyone enjoys my twas the night befor christmas pass it on its hella funny!!! 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude. Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry,That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa A

Buffalo Wild Wings!!
This is the second weekend in a row that I have taken my kids to BUFFALO WILD WINGS ... and they really seem to enjoy it so much... We enjoy the Sampler platter which has boneless wings, nachos, onion rings & cheese sticks with our drinks. Then my kids get the Honey barbQ wings , and see who can eat them the quickest...LOL while mommy eats her parmesan ones yummy!! They make a really good MANGO MARGARITA there and is well wth going back for ... Anyone else here like Buffalo Wild WIngs? Just curious...

Friends My A$$
Friends? Friends. What is a friend? I used to think that a friend was a person, not related to you, that you could count on to be there for you. Someone that is respectful and courteous to your feelings. Someone that understands you, is there when you cried, shares in your happiness and, in turn, shares his/her happiness with you and cries upon your shoulder. I have even had a few friends, here and there, that I thought would show up at my hospital bed if I were sick or injured and, possibly, a few more that would come to my funeral if I died. Until recently, I had even managed to keep in touch with a few from my high school days. But over the past several months, some of my 'friends' have been drifting. Well....maybe drifting isn't the word. More like...slapping me in the face and stabbing me in the back. I've even had a couple of them rip out my heart, crush it into throbbing pulpy mass of quivering tissue, throw it on the ground under the tire of their black Dodge Durango, jump in

A Soldiers Eyes
A Soldiers Eyes Squinting through the scope of a soldiers gun Another iraqi militant on the run Road side bombs and ariel flares Tracer bullets flying everywhere Massive killings in the streets The bodies of hundreds on bloodied sheets Kicking down doors raiding their homes Tracking them in tunnels of darkness they roam The hot summer sun is boiling our brains Another soldier crys out in agony and pain we swarmed and searched and found no nukes this is a meaningless war and were ready to puke How many more men Mr President must die We know we are over here because of a lie We miss our children family and friends Bring us back home so we can live again. Troy F Cooper Copyright ©2007 Troy F Cooper

Bitter Suite
I. Brief Encounter A spider wanders aimlessly within the warmth of a shadow Not the regal creature of border caves But the poor, misguided, directionless familiar Of some obscure Scottish poet The mist crawls from the canal Like some primordial phantom of romance To curl, under a cascade of neon pollen While I sit tied to the phone like an expectant father Your carnation will rot in a vase. II. Lost Weekend A train sleeps in a siding The driver guzzles another can of lager To wash away the memories of a Friday night down at the club She was a wallflower at sixteen She'll be a wallflower at thirty four Her mother called her beautiful Her daddy said, "A whore". III. Blue Angel The sky was Bible black in Lyon When I met the Magdalene She was paralysed in a streetlight She refused to give her name And a ring of violet bruises They were pinned upon her arm. Two hundred francs for sanctuary and she led me by the hand To a room of dancing shadows wh

Holiday Eating Tips
Holiday Eating Tips (The average American gains 15 pounds between October and January.) 1. Avoid carrot sticks. Anyone who puts carrots on a holiday buffet table knows nothing of the Christmas spirit. In fact, if you see carrots, leave immediately. Go next door, where they're serving rum balls. 2. Drink as much eggnog as you can. And quickly. Like fine single-malt scotch, it's rare. In fact, it's even rarer than single-malt scotch. You can't find it any other time of year but now. So drink up! Who cares that it has 10,000 calories in every sip? It's not as if you're going to turn into an eggnog-aholic or something. It's a treat. Enjoy it. Have one for me. Have two. It's later than you think. It's Christmas! 3. If something comes with gravy, use it. That's the whole point of gravy. Gravy does not stand alone. Pour it on. Make a volcano out of your mashed potatoes. Fill it with gravy. Eat the volcano. Repeat. 4. As for mashed potatoes, always ask if they're mad

Lady Nina
You pick out your credit cards and check into the night A dozen tequilas and you're feeling all right So you swim to the disco, out of your depth jaded gigolo Your lucky charms are tarnished so you leave alone But there's one place left to go before the taxi home After all you've made your marks One night you'll play Elizabeth Taylor The next night you're Marilyn Monroe Forever kissing frogs that think they're princes Oh, Lady Nina, where did all the romance go? Your little sister baby-sits, your husband picks you up at six The make-up hides the bruises and the tears so they never show 'Cos your beauty is the only thing you've ever owned It's the only way you've ever known to make your marks You made your marks, you made your marks We believe it's for real Ich liebe dich, liebst du mich Lady Nina, I'd love to take you home with me But I love my wife and I love my family I've got a good job, responsibilities And I need to keep respect from society I know you'l

Lavender Makes Me Smile
I was walking in the park dreaming of a spark When I heard the sprinklers whisper Shimmer in the haze of summer lawns Then I heard the children singing They were running through the rainbows They were singing a song for you Well it seemed to be a song for you The one I wanted to write for you, for you Lavenders blue, dilly dilly, lavenders green When I am King, dilly dilly, you will be Queen A penny for your thoughts my dear A penny for your thoughts my dear I.O.U. for your love, IOU for your love Lavenders green, dilly dilly, lavenders blue When you love me, dilly dilly, I will love you A penny for your thoughts my dear A penny for your thoughts my dear IOU for your love, IOU for your love For your love

Needing Some Imput
Hello all .. Once again here i am :) ..and im still pumped up about this whole thing im doing with my life .. Right now i could use a little imput as i know a LOT of you know some good tunes .. Im trying to put together a CD for Working out... For walking and for my Yoga ...If anyone has any suggestions please let me know ..This is what ive got so far .. Walking/Cardo Break Stuff ..Limp Bizkit Crawling in my Skin - Linkin Park Numb - Linkin Park Work out Mony Mony ( sp) Billie Idol You Sexy Thing - Hot Chocolate Kung Foo Fighting -Carl Douglas Hey Ya- OutKast Do what you want & Here i go again - Okgo Whenever Wherever - Shakira Footloose - Kenny Loggins I believe Cant Touch this - MC Hammer When I dip - Freak Nasty Bust a Move - Young Mc Baby got back - Sir Mix A lot Toxic - Brittney Spears Boombastic - Shaggy I like to move it - Reel 2 real Yoga nothing as of yet .. Id really appreciate any help ya'll can give me here i want to get

'gold Wrapping Paper'
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her fiv e year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, 'This is for you, Momma.' The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. 'Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?' She had tears in her eyes a nd said, 'Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full.' The mother was crushed. She fell on her knees and

Devil Took Over Come Check It Out
The devil took over the air ways in the iron horse saloon come check it our i am not lying to you he really did. So come and save us all. Then again lets get him drunk. Iron Horse Saloon! Click the pic below! (repost of original by '"DJ.MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS~F/U/G/F 2 KEITH' on '2007-12-08 17:11:31') (repost of original by '† DJ-D3vil's N3m3sis- Enforcer / DJ Iron Horse Saloon †' on '2007-12-16 10:22:45')

Whats Worse Than Waiting
whats worse than waiting for his call is waiting for none at all drowning in sorrow and choking on my pain the words i write hardly keep me sane emotions grow so fast but, somehow, i know ill get hurt feeling the thunder roll on watching for lightening and getting burnt losing myself sensing the guilt from past and future lovers the disasters been built i dont know what to say hell, dont know what to do when my dark shadow covers thoughts of emptiness and used im dreaming of angels but living with demons wishing for comfort with each excuseless reason so i sit and wait for the night to pass dreaming of freedom thats slipping away fast

Venting
Well, I guess there is no hope for Lisa and me after all. Yesterday I got an Order of Protection that says I can't have any contact with Lisa at all. I admit, I said some nasty things, but what is written in the order is way out of context. She listed as one of my "threats" is I texted her "I know where you work, I will come down there". Yes, I did that...only because she wasn't answering me and we needed to talk. I was not threatening her at all! Just so happens, on that same day, her car was vandalized at her work parking lot! Of course, she blamed me. I swear to the Universe, I never even left my house that day! I had NOTHING to do with it! Because of that and some other things I said out of anger, she placed his Order on me and now there is no hope. I love Lisa with all my heart. I never meant to hurt her in any way. She moved across the country to be with me, and I allowed her in my life. We fell in love with each and was planning on spending the rest of our lives together. We

Djing
Hey guys wanted to let you guys know I started DJing in a lounge here on fubar. I dont have a set time yet for when i will be DJing, most likely it will be 12am - 2am EST everyday. I'm on vacation from now til the 21st so I'm DJing at all times of day and night right now, when I DJ I change my status to let you guys know. Come check me out I take requests the whole time I play anything and everything, so come hit me up. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52990

Lol What The Hell
why is it like every profile i read say im not here for sex. is it really that much of an issue i dont cyber or have phone sex. i cant help but laugh when i read that or dont ask to see my NSFW photos. personally i dont go to look at your nsfw i rate and comment those only cause its a rate. another favorite of mine is dont ask me to see your NSFW. i got pics like that but i dont really want ppl to see it i posted them to prove to myself that i can be crazy. if you rate them fine if yu leave a comment thanx. but to be truthful im not very confident of my member. anyways off track here. i cant stop laughing when i read that shit in your about me's cause that just says that there are a bunch of masterbateing men pretending to be friends for jerk off material

1 Year....
ok i might be a lil quiet today.. today is the year aniversary of my daddys passing.. so i know i havent been around cuz i have been sick for the past 9 days or so but yeah this gives me a nother reson to be a lil off but yeah.. ok sorry..

My Ass Is On Fire
Impotence Boomerang I'll stab you Clumps of hair In the sink Who's hiding Things from me? You knew all along, goddammit But you wouldn't tell me Well, look at you now It's not funny, my ass is on fire Paraplegic, inhuman liar Carve a smile On your face Everything's great Suffocate It's beyond my control...I'm coming! Boo Redundant Boring

From My Blog On A Differnent Site
2007, it has been an interesting year for me. I have allowed many into private areas of my heart, some, more than others and I even opened areas there that I have never allowed anyone. Please know that if I gave you a hug, a kiss, told you I love you, said I accepted you as you are, or even shared myself physically with you, I did so to share with you a part of myself. I have a great respect for each and everyone of you. I know I have failed some friends and I cannot change the past. I can only say I am sorry...and even then, that may never be enough, especially when it was those friends that helped me keep on keeping on through some rough areas. My pride, my ego, my loss of self, and neediness pushed some away. To them, I say thank you, for without you saying what you said, doing what you did... well... I do hope that perhaps we can rekindle our friendship in the future, I have not given up. From the year 2007, I shall carry memories of loss, love, laughter, stupidity, new

His And Her Poems
HER POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. HIS POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

"merry Christmas"
Merry Christmas Merry ChristmasShoppers, andPoor women and poor menWith walletsAnd without. Merry ChristmasWhoever is in his or her little cell, Little box, In jail for a dayOr for lifeFor whatever reason.Merry ChristmasMerry past ChristmasMerry present ChristmasMerry future ChristmasWithout exception, Segregation, Or exclusion. Merry ChristmasBelieversNon-believerspeople fromearth, Mars, Or another galaxy. Merry Christmas new born, Children, Orphans, Children who are left behind, And future humanity. Merry Christmas Street’s poets, Merry Christmas Low-wage happy faces, And the running delivery man. Merry ChristmasSingles, Single mothers, Single fathers, And lonely adventurerIn the wilderness. Merry Christmas, Streets, Trees, Lakes, MountainsForests, And prairiesOf America.Merry Christmas, Who is attached to the pastAnd who is planning for th

Shut The Hell Up
THE PEOPLE THAT LEAVE RUDE ASS COMMENTS ABOUT YOUR MUMMS,THESE PEOPLE REALLY DON'T MUST NOT HAVE A GOOD LIFE,AND CAN'T TAKE A JOKE FOR SHIT,THEY NEED TO STOP BRINGIN PEOPLE DOWN,SOME OF THESE MUMMS ARE PERSONAL,AND SOME OF THEM ARE NOT,ITS OK,SOMETIMES,BUT I DON'T SEE THEM WRITIN A MUMM,DUMB-ASSES,IF YOU CAN'T LEAVE A STRAIGHT UP COMMENT,DON'T COMMENT AT ALL,STOP JUDGIN EVERYBODY,THEIRS ONLY ONE PERSON THAT CAN JUDGE YOU,AND THATS GOD.

Shortly My Friends
Shortly i will be going away, Shortly i will be in a new place, a new adventure a new enviroment. Shortly my friends i will be saying goodbye. Not that i want to. Shortly my life will change. Shortly i wont be here to say hello, to give my love to you my friend. Shortly i wont be here to send you a hug when you have had a bad day. Shortly i will be missing you all. Shortly the tears will fall, and my heart will break. Saying Goodbye hurts me so much. I just hope and pray then when i come back you all will still be here. Shortly my friends I will be saying goodbye. I guess in life we find ourselves to many times saying goodbye to the people we love and care about. I wont forget you my friends. My heart is full of all the love, all the memories that i have built. I will always keep you in my heart. If i dont come back right away, know I will be back someday. Shortly my friends i will be saying goodbye, but never once will i forget you my friends. You will

Leaving Fubar
Ok due to my health issue i can't keep up with Myspace and 360 and fubar.. and well.. there is ONLY one reason to stay at fubar thats my brother and 100 reasons to leave.. . .so.. to my brother you have my aol and my yahoo name please use it babe! Mswac929 is my aol name Ms_Wac929 is my yahoo name if anyone wants to add me.. but don't add me if you are goin to try to cyber and that bs .. cuz i am NOT like that thanks and have a great day and hoilday for that matter hugs wendy

Why Don't I Just Accept Every Friends Request?
Short story? Quality is more important to me than quantity!! I am not here for points! I have aghorophobia, which is to say that most of my life is lived within my own home. Fubar is truely a second home to me and I live my life here online like I live my daily life. People online aren't just pictures on a computer, or points to me. Each and every one is a person with a heart and soul who just happens to be meeting me here and not in person! So when someone clicks on the add link without taking the time to read my profile and find out a bit about who i am and what is important to me. That shows me that they don't care about who I am, but most likely are looking for pics, or points. i give more than that, so I feel I deserve more than that! Do I only accept friend requests with the "password phrase" in it? Honestly no not always. If a person takes the time to write something in thier request that sounds heartfelt... THIER IN! You may not agree but I truely believe that one o

Ultimate Naughty Quiz!
The ULTIMATE NAUGHTY QUIZ! Fill it out and send it to me in a message, and repost to see what people put for you! 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Dick/Boob Size: 4. Favorite position (s) ? 5. Do you think i'm hot? 6. Would you have sex with me? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Would u have a 3-some with me? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like fore play? 23. What is fore play to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Would you send me nude pics if I gave you my email

Like Or Dislike
Roses are red violets are korny, when i think of you ohh baby i get horny, Eat me, Beat me, Bite me, Blow me, Suck me, Fuck me, Very Slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!!

Keeps Comin Back
My friend was the kind of friend that would be there for you if you needed him and never complained about it. He made me feel like i was the most wonderful person in the world and made the earth spin off its axis's, but things got a little shakey and we parted ways. I think about him all the time and wonder how he's doing and if he's taking care of himself and so forth. The nights were really bad, wanting him, needing him, wanting to go places where we went before, but could never cause he's not here. Wondering if he found someone else to take my place, and hoping that she's treating him good, cause i really want that for him, and then out of the blue he calls me and those feelings that i thought were gone resurface, like a vengence. Taking me to memories that i have buried deep inside and never wanted to resurface again. Hearing his voice sent shivers up and down my spine, cause he has that kind of voice that makes you just sigh with longing, wanting to feel his arms around me, his

Still Here
Some what still here. Every day is just a continued one from the last. I find myself having to go down the road to eat a bite. I seem that I am not being fair to Jakie to be sitting there beside him doing what he can't. I made myself go buy a dress so when the time comes I will have something to wear. Who does this? Who would ever want to be buying a damn black dress at christmas time? I am trying my best to figure out how I am going to make a christmas for the other kids. What a way for them to all have to learn about death huh. I'm just tired so tired.

Airline Fuel Surcharge Scam
Don't be a victim of the fuel surcharge scam. Have you used any of the following airlines to fly between California and the Pacific Rim (including flights that connected in CA) between 2004 and 2007: Click here for a definition of the Pacific Rim region United Airlines Air New Zealand All Nippon Airways Cathay Pacific Airways EVA Airways Japan Airlines International Malaysia Airlines Northwest Airlines Quantas Airways Singapore Airlines Thai Airways If you did, you may have been a victim of the Fuel Surcharge scam by certain airlines to fix prices on airline tickets to and from the United States. More information: http://www.hyppoi.com/fuel/ If, between January 2004 and August 2007, you purchased tickets for passenger air transportations on any of the above air carriers, a "fuel surcharge" may have been added to the price of your ticket. Not only may the extra charge have been disproportionate to the actual cost of the fuel, but may also hav

Have U Ever?
Have u ever liked someone sooo much, that u just couldnt tell them? have u ever had a sleepless night because u couldnt stop thinking about them? have u ever felt so lonely that u cried urself to sleep? have u ever lost someone u loved and prayed every night for them to return? if u have ever felt like this then send this to everyone on ur list and wit in one week someone u love will tell u how they feel. if u dont send this u will never fall in love again

Something Kinda Stupid
This is how much i love you, Litres mickeys metres storeys calories inches mach knots blocks cups pints pounds rounds cases seconds hours minutes watts joules drex tex barleycorns grains chains cubits parsecs quarts feet furlongs angstroms hands leagues light years links tons eons fathoms newtons microns miles bushels barrels ells ems ergs perch picas points yards roods acres townships carats grams ounces slugs stones dynes and sometimes i don't think it's enough.

Re: Watch For It
HACKER ALERT (11/17/2007 8:34:09 AM): (11/17/2007 5:09:37 AM): (11/17/2007 4:16:44 AM): enuff2002 (11/16/2007 9:05:24 PM): cogic_elder (11/16/2007 2:03:07 PM): If some person called KURT CHAPMAN adds u, don't accept it, because its a hacker!! Tell everyone on your list because if somebody on your list adds them u get them on your list he'll figure out Your ID computer address, so copy and paste this message cause if he hacks their email he hacks your mail too!!!

Five Kinds Of Sex
1) The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon period, you both keep doing it until you're blue in the face. 2) The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the marriage, you'll have sex anywhere, anytime, even in the kitchen. 3) The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom. 4) The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is where you pass each other in the hallway and say, "Fuck you!" 5) There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when you get divorced and your wife screws you in front of everyone in the courtroom!

War
**THIS IS FROM A BOOK I AM READING TITLED "ON KILLING" IT IS WRITTEN BY LT. COL. DAVE GROSSMAN, IT INVOLVES THE PSYCHOLOGICAL COST OF LEARNING TO KILL IN WAR AND SOCIETY.** "We know, as surely as we know that we are alive, that the whole human race is dancing on the edge of the grave... The easiest and worst mistake we could make would be to blame our present dilemma on the mere technology of war...It is our attitudes toward war and our uses for it that really demand our attention." -Gwynne Dyer **THIS IS A GREAT BOOK, HELPS TO UNDERSTAND WHAT OUR MILITARY GOES THROUGH PSYCHOLOGICALLY DURING WAR, ITS TIME FOR US TO STOP BEING BLISSFULLY IGNORANT, AND SUPPORT OUR MILITARY IN COMBAT WHETHER YOU AGREE WITH THE REASONS THEY ARE THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. THEY NEED OUR SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING.**

J-roxxx Hottest Mummers Contest!
hey everyone!! in case you didnt know yet...ive decided to host my own contest (im NOT in it). its J-roxxX 'HOTTEST MUMMER ON FUBAR' contest! and, trust me theres a grip of yummy mummers out there! contest includes both men, and women mummers. i love the mumm community, and this is my small way of appreciating them all. :) its a photo contest, with winner being decided by RATES ONLY! you will not receive any points for comments, although its ok if your friends want to drop some love on your entry pic. so, there is NO ANNOYING BOMBING NECESSARY! this contest is a bit different from any ive seen :) IT WILL RUN FOR 30 DAYS! most rates wins :) in case of a tie...there will be a 24 hr overtime. if there is another tie after 24 hrs...there will be double overtime for 24 hrs. so on until there is a grand prize winner. :) NO DOWNRATING OR OFFENSIVE COMMENTS WILL BE TOLERATED! its just rude, and not very cool at all. :) if you rate a 1 they will still be getting the sam

I'm Sorry
Turn your speakers on and turn 'em up loudd.i bet guys WILL repost this ;i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like shit &

New Me! (took This Blog Off My Myspace)
As some of u may have noticed I deleted all my old blogs and changed my page. I woke up today on the RIGHT side of the bed for a change and now see my life a lot different then I have in a very long time! All the old blogs were only a part of the person I was becoming and I didnt like that person! I had to re-evaluate a lot of who I was and who I want to become. As u all know, my life for the past year was a roller coaster of emotions, and the end of 2007 was the hardest time for me. Many things that were locked away for so long all came pouring out at once, many things I never wanted to deal with was now thrown at me and I had to face it all alone, noone would be able to help me but myself even though I kept reaching out to some people for help I now know that I had to do it alone. I am so sorry to the people I reached out to who couldnt help me, and I am so sorry to have added to a lot of confusion in some peoples lives. I truly see things so much better now but I do feel the need to

Help A Sistah Out!!!
Okay, so I entered a contest...because I'm bored, and it's snowing. Can you, my wonderfully amazing friends click on the link below and leave a rate and a ton of comments on the pic??? I would love you forever! CLICK HERE Thanks so much! and hugs! Kimmi

The Light House
The Light House By Eric Ethan When you are down and depress Look outside and find that lighthouse The light will shine a clear path for you to follow that trail to the light house for you Get those walking shoes on and start walking to the light house and find that light house You walk to the house and what surprises you will see when you get there You open the door with much surprise bunch of balloons all over the room with dancing teddy bears all around, you smiled from ear to ear and you heart was filled with laughter and cheers in your heart today. There was more to see as you walked up that spiral staircase up to the light there was very excellent pictures of neat things and sweet things that kept your heart smiling and rocking, When you got to the end of the stairs There was Phil Collins singing your favorite tunes with a candle burning of favorite smells you like. There was your favorite dinner already made with cheese cake for afte

New Truck Fer Christmas....
Hi Ya'll!!!! Well the time has come. Boss informed me yesterday when I got back into the yard, that I've GOT to take a new truck before I can leave. Geeeeeeeez. So I have placed a pic of what it looks like on my pics, and have made it my background pic as well... So now I've got to take about 2 extra days off to get moved from the Old truck to the new one. Damn I HATE MOVING!!! Anyone want to come and help me??? :-)

Lol
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Alittle Football Humor Lmao :)
God asks Peyton Manning first: "What do you believe?" Peyton thinks long and hard, looks God in the eye, and says, "I believe in hard work, and in staying true to family and friends. I believe in giving. I was lucky, but I always tried to do right by my fans." God can't help but see the essential goodness of Manning, and offers him a seat to his left. Then God turns to Tony Romo and says, "What do you believe?" Tony says, "I believe passion, discipline, courage and honor are the fundamentals of life. I, too, have been lucky, but win or lose, I've always tried to be a true sportsman, both on and off the playing fields." God is greatly moved by Tony's sincere eloquence, and he offers him a seat to his right. Finally, God turns to Brett Favre: "And you, Brett, what do you believe?" Brett replies, "I believe you're sitting in my seat."

My Fiends Are The Best
This is to say THANK YOU TO ALL MY FRINED WHO COMMENTED AND HELPED ME IN THE CONTEST.. You are the best... I am not sure if I will win or not but I know that I have the best friends on fubar!! THANK YOU ALL, I LOVE YOU ALL OF YOU!!

My Best Friend
Check her out she hot,she friendly and she returns all love So go stop by her page and Rate,fan, and add her you wont be sorry Ecuadorian Goddess-Fan Before You Add--After Hours Greeter---Sgt.Raider Fu-Wife@ fubar

** 153 Members On The Fubar F/r/a World Cruise Come & Join In The Fun ** If U Do Join, Please Let Her Know Jen Sent Ya :) Ty
Hello ladies and gentlemen, this is your Captain speaking. Welcome aboard The Fubar World Cruise, where you can get more friends, fans, page rates and fu gifts when you join. It is free to join us, but feel free to buy any of us a drink or any other gifts during happy hours LOL. The few simple rules to join us are as follows ... 1} You MUST rate (profile only), fan and add all crew members and the passengers. Please remember to put "Fubar Cruise" in the add request or the passengers may not add you. If you do not do all 3 of the above, you will not be added to the cruise, sorry. 2} Once you have completed number 1, you send a private message (not a shout) to the Captain, who will then add you to the passenger list. 3} Passengers must have a passport (default) photo and be at least level 1 and above to be added to the passenger blog. 4} You are asked to repost bulletins please so that more passengers can join in the fun, thank you! 5) If you already have cre

Perfect For Men And Then.....
Two beautful legs, so long and so slender, round, slim and firm, and ever so tender. Two lovely hips to increase his desire, rounded and firm to bring out the desire. Two lovely breasts, so full and so proud, commanding his eyes, as he whispers aloud. Soft cascading hair hung down over her shoulder, and two dreamy eyes just to make him grow bolder. 'Twas made for man to make his heart sing... Then He added a mouth... And ruined the whole darn thing!!!!

Tso Tonight
Going to DC tonight to see Trans Siberian Orchestra...hot damn! Should be good, they put on an incredible light show! Today though I am recovering from throwing a Christmas party, and looking from the aftermath, it was a fun night. So I am going to sit back and drink some coffee and try to get the cobwebs cleared away.

Colonoscopies Are No Joke!
TOO FUNNY - THE LAST ONE IS THE BEST Colonoscopies are no joke , but these comments during the exam were quite humorous..... A physician claimed that the following are actual comments made by his patients (predominately male) while he was performing their colonoscopies: 1. "Take it easy, Doc. You're boldly going where no man has gone before! 2. "Find Amelia Earhart yet?" 3. "Can you hear me NOW?" 4.. "Are we there yet? Are we there yet? Are we there yet?" 5. "You know, in Arkansas , we're now legally married." 6. "Any sign of the trapped miners, Chief?" 7. "You put your left hand in, you take your left hand out..." 8.. "Hey! Now I know how a Muppet feels!" 9. "If your hand doesn't fit, you must quit! 10. "Hey Doc, let me know if you find my dignity.." 11. "You used to be an executive at Enron, didn't you?" 12. "God, now I know why I am not gay." And the best one of all.. 13.. "Could you write a

16 Dec 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Sunday, December 16: While your love life may not progress in leaps and bounds right now, little steps taken -- contact made, info exchanged -- can be especially pleasurable. Save the big invitations and sweeping declarations for later!

Help These Ladies
Well the rain has ended for a while and we indeed had a brush with the white stuff, but not a lot. Life is returning to normal here which means back to the solemn duty of comment bombing...I haven't submitted any of these to my families cuz these are personal. Just asking anyone who reads this to drop in the sites and bomb them.The first one is my Fu-mistress WickedestKar. Shes trying for a VIP membership and needs 10,000 comments.(As of right now she has 1780.) I'd buy it for her but my Fu-wifey (the one who wishes to remain nameless)would find out and my Fu-sex would end....(not that it ever began mind you):here's her link:[ fubar.com photo: 880420216 ] Another friend is stormwoman40 who's in one of those contests where the most votes by December 22nd wins. Shes at 13660, but not too sure where that puts her as far as lead wise. Anyway, if you could just drop on by and comment a few for her, she'll return the love...here's her link: [ fubar.com photo: 2593192745 ]If you d

16 Dec 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Sunday, December 16: Make nice with your siblings, as they're well on their way to finding something out about you that you don't want anyone to know. When the truth comes out, and the fireworks start, a car crash will be easier to watch.

Hmmmm Changes
Been away for a week and see that either there has been a change or there is a bug. What is with seeing what your friends are doing? I don't really care to see what they are doing. I know there is probably an option somewhere to turn that off and I will do it when i find it LOL. It might make some happy seeing what their friends are doing, but I'd sooner stay in the dark and leave that up to them.

Realizing Some Things
I dont know if people realize how good they have it till they actually understand what could happen to them.. This is kind of scary to me and I did not realize this that much... " "Apple" shape. People whose weight is concentrated around their stomachs may be at greater risk of developing heart disease, diabetes or cancer than people of the same weight who are "pear-shaped" (they carry their weight in their hips and buttocks)." I know I have not been classified with any disease but I am at a higher risk for these things. It makes me open my eyes alot more Taking a much better action and sticking with it.

Hail To The King Baby (evil Dead 4 Kind Of)
i heard about a year ago that there was making a evil dead 4 but the news was wrong in fact there making a kind of spoof of evil dead with bruce campbell playing himself battleing demons the films called My name is bruce dont know when it comes out but the trailer looks GROOVY :)

You Can't Break Whats Already Broken
YOU TOUCH MY HEART SEEING THE OLD AND NEW SCARS YOU WHISPER SWEET NOTHINGS IN MY EAR WITHOUT THOUGHT OF MY PAIN I WELCOME YOUR COMFORTING TOUCH AND SOOTHING WORDS I OPEN UP AND SUBMIT MYSELF TO YOU YOU SEEK OUT AND SCORCH EVERY INCH OF MY BEING WITHOUT THOUGHT OR CAUTION I LET YOU INSIDE YOU EXPLORE AND FIND YOUR TARGET EMBEDDING YOURSELF INTO MY HEART LIKE AN INFECTION FEEDING I TAKE UR ABUSE DUE TO BEING USE TO IT YOU TRY TO DRAG ME DOWN AND DEGRADE MY EVERY BEING YOUR CHILDISH GAMES ARE USELESS WHY WASTE YOUR TIME AND TRY? WHEN YOU CAN'T BREAK WHATS ALREADY BROKEN

Today On World Rock Radio
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Lil Brothers :)
YA GOTTA LOVE THEM ,BUT WHEN THEY GROW UP SOMETIMES YA JUST GOTTA WANT TO KICK THEM IN THEIR ASSES.I KNOW I DO MINE SOMETIMES AND HE KNOWS IT,HE WILL PROBABLY READ IS CAUSE HE HAS A PAGE ON HERE AS WELL.WE WAS TALKIN ON THE PHONE ONE EVENING LAST WEEK AND I SAID I WANDER HOW LONG IT WILL TAKE ME TO GET TO MY NEXT LVL,HE SAID TO ME ILL HAVE TO SAY BY TUESDAY,I HAVE BEEN PLUGGIN AWAY AT IT AS WELL AS GETTIN OTHER THINGS DONE ON HERE THAT I NEED TO.HERE IT IS SUNDAY MORNING AND IM THINKING THAT I MIGHT NOT HAVE IT,IT DONT MATTER TO ME IF I DO OR NOT BUT JUST FOR FUN ID LOVE TO BE ABLE TO GET IT AND SHOW HIM THAT I COULD DO IT :)HEHE ANY HELP WOULD BE LOVED AND FOR SURE RETURNED :) I LOVE MY FAMILIES ON HERE :)

It's Goodbye Time...
I'm sorry that I allowed myself to care. I'm sorry that I allowed myself to fall time and time again for your ways. I'm sorry that I trusted you. I'm sorry that I gave you my heart. I'm sorry that I let you break it. I'm sorry that I'm not the wife you think I should be. I'm sorry that you can't talk to me about things. I'm sorry that you have to run to her everytime you have a problem. I'm sorry that I let you break me down. I'm sorry that I allowed things to get this bad. I'm sorry that I let you put all the blame on me. I'm sorry that you took your love away. I'm sorry I'm not worth your love in your eyes. I'm sorry that I can do nothing to please you anymore. I'm sorry that myself as a whole isn't worthy of you in your opinion. I'm sorry if you feel that this is all just an act. I'm sorry I shed so many tears over you. I'm sorry I let you break my heart repeadtedly. I'm sorry it took me so long to see how you really are. I'm sorry I allowed you to pull the wool over my eyes. I'm so

Almost Hitting The 10,000 Mark Woot
almost there i know we can get this done today please come and drop some comment bombs on me you know you want to lol even tho the weather is frightful outside u know you could always come to the link and be snuggle and all cozy with some friends and bomb away we are almost to the 10,000 mark to go so come and have some fun please and thank you

Tour Dates:
Love, Pain & the Whole Crazy Carnival Ride Tour" with Keith Urban and Carrie Underwood January 2008 31 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena February 2008 1 - Uncasville, CT - Mohegan Sun Arena 16 - Roanoke, VA - Roanoke Civic Center March 2008 7 - Omaha, NE - Qwest Center 11 - San Jose, CA - HP Pavilion

New Bf
i have this bad feeling my new bf really doesnt want to be with me but is only with me bc he has no other place to live right now. im scared that when he does get a job he will leave me and that will be all. I dumped my ex bf to be with him bc i felt a connection and felt it was right but now im having doubts that he even cares about me in that way. What should i do? Should i be worried or just let it go?

Bombers Wanted
Hello Im LadyLoneWolf and Im looking for loyal bombers to Join our Family If your tired of the Drama and BS of the family your in now or just want to Hang out with funny strange and just plane crazy bombers then click one of the pix below and let me or my Kindred know and we will get you all setup Thankx for your time LadyLonwWolf Owner and Founder of TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers LadyLoneWolfOwner and Founder of TrueLycan FreeLance Bombers KINDRED to WhiteWolf@ fubar Whitewolf420~~TRUE LYCAN FREELANCE BOMBER~~ KINDRED OF and PROMISED TO LadyLoneWolf@ fubar

Do You Think I'm Pretty?
Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?????" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than freak! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! (The nerve!! soo superficial!!) Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mo

Twas The Night Before Christmas
'Twas the night before Christmas--Old Santa was pissed. He cussed out the elves and threw down his list. Miserable little brats, ungrateful little jerks. I have a good mind to scrap the whole works! I've busted my ass for damn near a year, Instead of 'Thanks Santa'--what do I hear? The old lady bitches cause I work late at night. The elves want more money--The reindeer all fight. Rudolph got drunk and goosed all the maids. Donner is pregnant and Vixen has AIDS. And just when I thought that things would get better Those assholes from the IRS sent me a letter, They say I owe taxes--if that ain't damn funny Who the hell ever sent Santa Claus any money? And the kids these days--they all are the pits They want the impossible-- Those mean little shits I spent a whole year making wagons and sleds Assembling dolls...Their arms, legs and heads I made a ton of yo yo's--No request for them, They want computers and robots...they think - I'm

Sickness
well its been a rough week.First Monday my son got pinkeye and was out of work and school for 2 days trying to keep him from passing it to the rest of the family. Then Tuesday night at work I fell in some oil , landed on my right knee and messed it up and ended up getting about 4 hrs sleep 2 days in a row for physical therapy, doctors, lab, and pharmacies trips. Light duty and still working 12 hr shifts. Then Friday night the kids go to their dads perfectly healthy, and by morning he was taking her to the clinic with stomach pains. He didn't reach me until 1 pm Saturday. By then she was being rushed to emergency surgery to have her appendix removed. Im only home to pick her up some things.Ive been staying with her all night last night and probably tonight too. she came out of surgery ok but shes in a LOT of pain. Just thought id give a heads up for why im online but not REALLY online. much love, stressed out lol Tina

Happy Sunday
hello my sexy fubar friends family fans and fans of im sending u a pic or the link pleaese help me to win the mr and mrs santa contest on here i love u guys so much please help by leaving me comments thank u very much stay safe and blessed!!!

Christmas Season
hey everyone, been a while since i have done one of these, well first off iam doing well since my operation back in october.i have lost a litte weight which makes me feel good, and next its been the buesiest time of year for me, since thanksgiving. for all of you that would like to talk to me, cause im not usua;lly on here much . im mrgood007 on yahoo. add me and you can usually find me there, or on aol as mrgood003. next i want to wish everyone a very merry xmas, and a happy new year comming up, hope fully 2008 will be everyone 's year, least i hope so. next let me say i send my love to you all out there, and remember that im never very far, if you can find me on then leave me a message at one of those addresses, and i will get back to you. thanks gang for being there for me during some really rough times, god bless you everyone as tiny tim once said

Hitting 40
as i approach turning 40 tomorrow, ive found my self reflecting alot on my first 20 years and look forward to starting a new chapter in my life i have no regrets as everything that happens in life is just a building block of who we are, but i do find that i have many treasures, a wonderful wife, a beautiful family and many freinds it takes awhile, but family and freinds are the greatest gifts a person can have, so ive come to cherish them deeply, though i am turning fourty and some say its the peek of a persons life and we are on the other side of the hill now, i believe its the time to savor all that we have and to enjoy life to its fullest the good thing is im halfway through to retirement only 25 more years left,,laughs randy

New Tax Law
New Tax Law Don't Forget to Pay all of Your Taxes! April 15 is tax day in the US, so please read the following to make certain that you have paid all of your taxes for either yourself or your husband or boyfriend. The only thing any Government has not taxed is the male penis. This is due to the fact that: * 40 % of the time it is hanging around unemployed * 20 % of the time it is pissed off, * 30 % of the time it is hard up * 10 % of the time it is in the hole. On top of this it has two dependents and both of them are nuts! According to the income tax amendment act 2007, your penis will be taxed according to its size. To determine your category, please refer to Schedule 2 of the Income Tax return Form 8 which states the following: * 10 to 12 inches ------ Luxury tax -------- $ 50.00 * 8 to 10 inches ------- Pole tax ------------ $ 45.00 * 5 to 8 inches -------- Privilege Tax ------ $ 40.00 * 3 to 5 inches -------- Standard Tax ------ $ 30.00 Anyone

A Lil About Me
hi people i love to do alot of things like blowing, walking an tha park going meetting people talking to them ,i like going to atlantic city,i like taking picturs of me and my family and friends. i work six days a week installation and repairs,miniblinds, verticalblinds, shades and all other window garments.that is just a lil, about me.

This Was Written By George Carlin..... All So True
GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate. A Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We'v

I Can Be Yours... For A Month,,,
Okay, here is the deal. I am sure by now most fo you have saw that there is a auction going on with in FuBar. Well, I just so happen to be in it. I can say I was talked into it. No, I wasn't forced. but damn close. lol j/k. Anyway.. I could use your help here. And you would get to know me better then anyone else on Fubar. All you have to do is click here and bid on me. If you win. I am sure we will have a great time and have some laughs along the way.. If you lose. I will still be tickled that you tried to help me out.

Ok
fubar needs to stop messing with everything in this place cause i have to refresh every 3 minuts thats not cool even in my lounge i have to refresh every 2 minutes one of my friends said half the lounges are in constant refreshing

My Dark Day.
Well today is December 16th and if you know me pretty well, then you know what today is for me. I wish I would've been smart and asked off work...but unfortunately it's a Sunday and I ALWAYS work sundays cuz my manager is always off. I dont know how I'm going to make it through the day. I'm positive that by 10am I will have sunk into such a depressive state that NOTHING will be able to pull me out. Except maybe my baby who's gonna ignore me all day...and a Packers victory. But even then...I will be too far gone to really care about that. Why is it that a day sticks with you for so long? Cant I just forget about it and move on w/ my life...I wish I didn't have such a good memory cuz then maybe for a year I would forget about today and it wouldn't be so bad... I need to buy alot of alcohol when I get off work today so if you see me online, it's probably best not to talk to me. I'm sorry guys.

Single!!!
Well I am Single. I have been for a little over two weeks almost. I am not sad that is over, Thankful actually, I was tired of playing the "It will all work out" game. That game was old and pointless also. But anyway. I am Moving on with my life and can now finally find someone who deserves to have me and my child in their lives. That was not HIM for sure. Well I am content with my life and soon I will be totally happy with it. I am going to make sure that my daughter has everything she needs and that way we don't have to worry about some A**hole trying to mess up our lives...... Have a Merry Christmas Ya'll!

What R U
Are you a Democrat, a Republican, or a Redneck? Here is a little test that will help you decide You're walking down a deserted street with your wife and two small children. Suddenly, an Islamic terrorist with a huge knife comes around the corner, locks eyes with you, screams obscenities, praises Allah, raises the knife, and charges at you. You are carrying a Glock cal 40, and you are an expert shot. You have mere seconds before he reaches you and your family. What do you do? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Democrat's Answer Well, that's not enough information to answer the question! Does the man look poor! Or oppressed? Have I ever done anything to him that would inspire him to attack? Could we run away? What does my wife think? What about the kids? Could I possibly swing the gun like a club and knock the knife out of his hand? What does the law say about this situation? Does the Glock have appropriate safety b

Monogamy...not
Evolutionary Psychology sex Human sperm is of a low quality - relative to many animals, including primates, a low proportion of the sperm is viable - and this encourages pair bonded sexual partnerships to the detriment of any arrangement of irregular and infrequent coitus, particularly harem-like arrangements and surreptitious affairs. Women's visual and olfactory sexual preference is biased toward desirable partners during the period of fertility and toward less desirable ones the rest of the time. This is likely an adaptation running counter to monogamy, which tends to maintain the procreative availability of desirable partners and the pacification and utilitarian engagement (household protection and production) of undesirable ones. Underscoring this adaptation, incidence of orgasm in females is predominantly dictated by the perceived sexual (hereditary) desirability of the male, and household partnership or emotional involvement is not a predictor. This is significant because the

Losing My Soul, Pt. Ii
Originally posted in Myspace on Wednesday, May 30, 2007: Stand Still the Spheres of Heaven "Ah, Faustus, Now hast thou but one bare hour to live, And then thou must be damned perpetually! Stand still, you ever-moving spheres of heaven, That time may cease and midnight never come! Fair Nature's eye, rise, rise again and make Perpetual day; or let this hour be but A year, a month, a week, a natural day, That Faustus may repent and save his soul!.. - 'Doctor Faustus', Christopher Marlowe April to October 2006 Apologies in advance for the length of this narrative. Perhaps I put too much description into this, but my story with Christy is not a simple one to tell and would not bear a short description thin on details. Besides that, I tend to be a verbose and bellicose bastard at times, so suffer along and read this if you will. Suck it up, pop some popcorn, get a drink, hit the restroom, powder your nose and settle in for the duration. This will be a long read.

Losing My Soul
Originally posted in Myspace on Thursday, May 03, 2007: When I Began to Lose My Soul... Be forewarned: Parts of the following narrative are extremely explicit. This is the part in the forest where a sign warns Red Riding Hood, "Last Chance to Turn Back!" IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT SEX, STOP! First of all, I did not set out to write a porn novel here but parts of this might be misconstrued as such or as being extremely sensationalistic on my part. All I can say is that I am not going to gloss over the details. My aim was not to appeal to the prurient natures of my audience but rather to attempt to capture the sensation of Christy's and my first time making love. Not because I want to entice. Not because I want to titillate (although by its very nature a description such as this invites this type of reaction). But because I want to remember and never forget. I am not trying to set forth any judgment that what I did was wrong or right. History has judged that. It just was

The 12.
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come out of the pear tree have to do with Christmas? Today, I found out. From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England were not permitted to practice their faith openly. Someone during that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Each element in the carol has a code word for a religious reality which the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. -The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. -The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. -The six gees

Surface Desire Is Only The Tip Of The Iceburg.
The root of desire Most of the things you think you desire are only shallow substitutes for what you truly would like to have. Learn to look past each immediate, superficial wish to uncover the real, profound and fulfilling desire beyond it. There's no sense spending your time, effort and resources in pursuit of things that are not even what you genuinely desire. Look instead at the root of each desire and put your energy into what you truly wish to bring about in your life. The things you crave may satisfy you momentarily, yet they cannot fulfill your deepest desires. By giving in to your cravings, you're actually pushing yourself further and further away from what you truly wish to have. Choose to raise your expectations. Instead of merely chasing pleasures that quickly fade, work on creating joys that do not end. Instead of diversions that just amuse you, create experiences that wholly fulfill you. There's no need to settle for substitutes when an authentically meaningful

Property For Saole(read- Funny) Lol
What makes 100%? What does it mean to give more than 100% Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ is represented as 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20 21, 22, 23, 24, 25, 26. THEN...... H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K = 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% THEN K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E = 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% BUT, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E = 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T = 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, LOOK HOW FAR ASSKISSING WILL TAKE YOU. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G = 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% S0, ONE CAN CONCLUDE WITH MATHEMATICAL CERTAINTY THAT WHILE HARDWORK AND KNOWLEDGE WILL GET YOU CLOSE, AND ATTITUDE WILL GET YOU THERE, IT'S THE BULLSHIT AND ASSKISSING THAT WILL PU

Expectations Can Cover Up Who We Really Are.
Because you're not what I would have you be, I blind myself to who, in truth, you are. --Madeleine L'Engle Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. But wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are - with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults, which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough edges and creating new curves here and there, we cannot see the real person underneath our work. All we see is the illusion we have created. That is denying the person's real identity and is disrespectful. It's much better for our friends and for ourselves if we drop our expectations and illusions, and accept them all just the way they are. What unfair expectations do I h

Twist Of Fate.
The tears of pain stream down my face. I wipe them away, As they are replaced. Never could I have imagined, How very hard all of this would be. I waited for the call, That I knew would come one day. It was an instant sickness when your voice said Mommie. Never did I think, I would not want to come. I got in the car to come to you. As I drove, My mind began to race. All the thoughts had became motions and actions, Leading us here today. I wonder what mistakes I made along the way. If I had done things differently, Would it have changed this twisted fate? Dee Parenti© All Rights Reserved.

Sweat Lodge
Early European settlers of America report the use of sweat lodges among tribes. In 1643, Roger Williams reported: “They used sweating for two ends: first to cleanse their skin; secondly to purge their bodies, which doubtless is a great means of preserving them, especially from the French disease (probably influenza) which by sweating and some potions, they perfectly and speedily cure.” Only a few people like Williams saw the sweat lodge ceremony used among tribes to be sacred and spiritual. Unlike Williams, there were also those who feared and misunderstood the ceremony. The missionaries and government saw the sweat as a threat of an uprising of Natives against officials, and therefore denied its use. This ban had a devastating impact especially on the tribes who used the ceremony for spiritual purposes. On the other hand, others saw the ceremony as a secret society: a society of just men or just women entering the lodge. There is some truth to these secret societi

...oddly The Sweetest Thing Anyone Ever Said To Me
"Goodbye Scarecrow" I was watching a show and it brought me to uncontrolable tears. She was dieing of cancer and decided to kill herself. The man she was seeing (who was in a relationship) was there so she did not die alone. She took the pills and looked to him and said, "Goodbye, Scarecrow". When I was in my teens my boyfriend of many years went by the name of Scarecrow. Who knows, if he had not eventually lost it we'd still be together this day. I think of him often. The first guy I ever really loved. We were both rather disturbed individuals... We were both rather dark. It was this darkness that brought us together, it was that darkness that eventually tore us apart... Hell I was his 'mistress' for perhaps two years... I wouldn't let that get in the way. We swore through life and death we'd be there for each other. One day 'Scarecrow' and I were laying in bed. The room was dark and small, the bed a cheap twin. We layed there naked for hours our bodies entertwi

Damn!!!
I\'ve had 18-24 shots and about a cup of everclear and my kidneys and liver are fucking on fire right now...holy shit it hurts....the only good out come of this...I met another tattoo/piercer artist and another metal/motor head. m/

Poems
Center Of It All!!! in memory of my true love Liz Alfaro Oh is it life or death, do you even care. Loving you is killing me. I should face my fears and love you always. May death come slowly and with no fear of loving you. I always wanted you, to kiss and to hold forever. My sweetest thing, you were my only love, my only desire. I climbed aboard knowning very well that this love would kill me. Like a mad man i rushed to you. Crazy in love my innocent years, going after a star. Here i am wishing to see you for one last time. I feel so numb and full of pain. Do you know what i'm going threw day and night. Slowly my pain is going away and your image is receeding. I had a feeling this would happen. My head feels like a baloon. I like this feeling of being comfortably numb with a memory of your eyes and lips and the heavens smiling at us. There is no pain, just a faint feeling of numb. I want this to end. The dream is gone and my pain still remains. You are at the cente

I Wrote This Poem
my life /lonely/ness were i.m truel.y lost all i want two do is just cry i know in my heart i cant be with you but i know someday our eyes will meet but i also know ill never have you just two touch you feel your hands heart.your tender lips on mine but i guess i have always know it will never ever be this way again i think about you 24-7 .my our whatever i am two you last for life she knows who this is for even though were miles across the sky/no my love will never die

Pure Dead Brilliant!
Well folks, the dream is now over and reality is once more restored to our lives... ...In other words, we're back from sunny Spain to the cold and draughty Scotland. Calella (pronounced, as we found out, Ca-lay-a and not cal-ell-la as we had pronounced it) was fantastic. We stayed at the 4 star Calella Palace but this place should have been a 5 star because the place was top quality. As it was all inclusive, this meant the bar and restaurant was ours for the plundering (and boy did we plunder it!). By the end of our holiday, i think i had put on a few pounds and my liver tried to move out at least twice. The hotel was spotless and highly maintained and we couldnt find a fault anywhere. Staff were all very friendly and the weather was kind to us. We did take a trip into Barcelona but quickly found out that it was a public holiday and most places were shut. We did take a trip, however, to the cathedral at Segrada Famillia and it took our breath away. It was HUGE and we

Copycat
Come a little bit closer And hear what I've got to say Burning words of anger Of hate and desperation. What if I break the silence What if I forgive the past ? I know it might sound funny To tell you what I felt I mean I really loved you It's a shame - my fault - I know But why - but why Why are you so stupid ? But why - but why Why are you so stupid ? Fuck you and your killing lies I hate your pissing attitude Why did you have to go so low Trueler - Copycat What if I break the silence What if I forgive the past ? Sucking like a vampire The blood of all your friends But sorry, my blood was poisoned Now burn in hell You killed the love You killed the trust What if I break the silence What if i forgive the past?

A Game Was Played
Sometimes the pain Is worse than you know for nothing replaces the love that was shown. When times were rough that was the guide rope that got me through the day and gave me hope. Trust was given lives were shared but I was fooled you didn't care. A game was played and it seems I lost more than I could endure it wasn't worth the cost.

Iron Maiden - Former Guitarist Dennis Stratton Appears At Second Annual Eddie's National Convention; Photos Posted
IRON MAIDEN fan site MaidenFans.com has issued the following, courtesy of Eddie's Italian Fanzine: "Last weekend Italy saw a truly memorable event: the second annual "Eddie's National Convention" of Maiden fans and of Eddie's, the Italian fanzine dedicated to Iron Maiden. Special guest on the 2 nights was the marvellous Dennis Stratton (former Maiden guitarist), who really put a flame to the 1,300 fans who came to Milan and Prato. TRICK OR TREAT, TONY LIOTTA and THE CLAIRVOYANTS served Mr Stratton a red hot audience, which exploded on the notes of the unforgettable tracks of Iron Maiden, played by Dennis and his friend Mike De Jager, with The Clairvoyants. Two incredible nights, a great artist, a number of talented musicians and mad Maiden and Rock fans. See photos at www.eddies.it and look for more in the next issue of Eddie's."

Karl Zimmer
How did I ever become one of those woman that lets a piece of shit man fuck up their lives? Despite how many times I would catch him in lies and bullshit I keep forgiving him. When will I learn that sometimes there isn't enough good in a person to forgive the bad in them? He is an evil person who only cares about himself. He used me till I wasn't useful to him any more. I maybe beaten and broken but Karl, karma will get you! Just wait! hopefully some good karma will come my way soon!!!

I Know Who I Am
THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 ) I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17 ) I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant ( Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by Go (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 ) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Eph.

Don't Underestimate The Older Generation
Don't underestimate the older generation I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes. We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenager sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colors: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had enough, he sarcastically asked, "What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?" Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response; knowing he would have a good one. And in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. "Got drunk once and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son."

Another Random Thought..
I've come to realize that I find myself living the most interesting of dilemmas... If I were to pick an element to best symbolize myself and my life... Water would represent my life. At times calm, at times turbulent but for the most part it is completely consistant. Filled with it's ups and it's downs, it at some point takes on the aspects of every body of water there is. Sometimes it feels as if it is falling down around me.. like rain. Other times it just flows so smoothly like a river or a creek. Sometimes it feels as if it's crashing chaotically... like a waterfall. And yet it always has so much going on it, filled with so much life, both good things and bad... taking up everything.. or almost everything. Like the ocean. I guess this is where the dillema comes in, because me? I'm represented by fire. Always burning, filled with such incredible heat that only the most foolhardy and daring dare to try to touch. There are few that are able to hold on but never too long. Now tell me..

Please Show Some Love.
*BÌG* ÇÖ-ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ £ÖÚÑGÈ~ Ñ RÄÐÌÖ@ fubar To all friends,fans and family,You all know BIG he is a very special person to me and to too many of you on this site,he is so sad N in too much pain cause of the loss of his father to Cancer,so please go show him some love N sympathy also keep him and his family in your thoughts and prayers. BIG wanted to share this prayer for his father with all of you. GOOD BYE FATHER God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be so he put his arms around you and whispered, " come to me " with tearful eyes we watched you and saw you pass away although we love you dearly we could not make you stay a golden heart stopped beating hard working hands laid to rest god broke our hearts to prove to us he only takes the best !

Sundance Fun
Damn! I missed the greatest opportunity tonight! Rick was actually pulled up to dance tonight at Sundance. It was sssssssssssooooooooo cute! Had my camera phone and everything but the fucker kept ducking behind the chicks. lol But damn it was funny! Just wish I had the pic, lol Had a blast anyway and the memory is etched in my mind! Thanks for the memories sweetie. lol

Faster-than-light Take: I Am Pondering I Am Legend
Richard Matheson's 1954 novel has been adapted three primary times for film. Each movie has remained basically faithful to the book, but not without deleting some other major reference or plot development. The Vincent Price vehicle, in hindsight, was a miscast. The early 70s version with Charlton Heston still in his Ten Commandments phase, somehow mixed up social revolution and blaxploitation in the process. As far as big-budget blockbusters go, this Will Smith I Am Legend makes for enjoyable reviewing. Special effects are awesome, as a New York City (and by imaginary extension, the world) is rendered dead and vacant by a virus that mutated from a cancer cure. Smith's rather ripped military scientist, Robert Neville, traverses Manhattan's deserted streets by SUV (or in one case, a Mustang) and goes through apartments and stores, collecting all he can in the way of non-perishable food or even DVDs. The "survivors," in a sense," are not the traditional vampires in Matheson's books

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to l

Reflections >>> Poem
we see the reflections thru a rippled pong , thru a mirrow or in a glas. what we see is the images of us looking at , ripples and smile sort of just our self ; in the water laying there . Dark yet wet or cold, we see a place we long to go. reaching out to others we know, who long to join us all alone. there of us we see in each, dreams and need and want to be . all but nothing thru the lust there is no way to make it back from a lost of equations thet equal there of us. yes its us ;Chris fe and me. here in fubar traveling along to a world of unknown. seeking yet dont know what we will find thru our reflections in fubar time. friends that make the best of a world , laugh and smile and really care . no hurt to spread in fubar land we all know where weve been and were we go into a world of the unknown. Diana

Do U Want Me?
HELLO EVERYONE ITS ME MIZZ SHADY!! I'M UP FOR BIDS TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER.. SO IF YOU WANT TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH JUST CLICK ON THIS PIC RIGHT HERE AND OUT BID THE LAST PERSON.. THIS IS GOING TO BE A LOT OF FUN GUYS...

Y This Always Happen To Me?
Why is it that a good girl like me comes around, once in a lifetime, and everytime just because I ain't ugly or whatever the guys think that I'm like other females. I'M NOT!!!! So damn stop acting like I am just like them other girls that like to play with people's emotions. I am about ready to give up on relationships period and just be single because every single time, I fall for some stupid bullshit some silly nigga pulls and likewise I get hurt. So can someone tell me why in the hell someone always has to hurt someone like me? I mean yeah, I can be a bitch at times if you cross me the wrong way, but damn. A bitch got feelings too! I honest to God don't know if I can go through getting hurt by another guy anymore.

Being Cheap
hey guess what i did. lol My vacume cleaner. well i realized i needed a bag bc its full. Since i dont drive and mindy couldn't take me to walmart tonight. so I actually did a experiment. I took the bag, cut it, took all the crap out inside it-taped it back up and reused it. And i can't believe it, it worked!!! yey!!! thanks to (scotch) package tape. I'm so proud of myself. ;P

Faqs
For anyone interested, here is a relevant FAQ sheet. All questions are taken directly from emails and messages received since I posted pics of myself in a corset. Q: Is that girl in the corset a pic of you? A: Of course it's me. Why would I post a pic of someone else wearing my corset? Q: Are you really 35? A: Yes. Thank God/Allah/Buddah/Eugene Hutz that I received the Lithuanian genes for aging. That, and I don't have kids. Q: Are you single? A: Yes. Unlike many people I've met on singles sites, I'm not married. Q: Do you have a webcam? A: Yes Q: Can I see you on it? A: Nope Q: Aw, come on. Please? A: Nope. I'm camera shy, believe it or not. Q: Do you have any more pics? A: Yes. Lots of them. Q: Would you send them to me? A: Sure! By the way, none of them are nudes. Q: Would you please take some nudes? A: Nope. Not my thing. That's what Hustler and boysfood.com are for. But enjoy the corset pics! Q: You live close to

Transformers Ultimate Bumblebee
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The Sex Dr
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The Truth
ok, it's been a while now and i havn't said anything.. i can be meek, i can be wild, and i can be a jerk... this time... well.. you decide.. first off, those people that are on my friends are there because i've talked to them and/or have seen something interesting on their page that was beyond just being some hot chick.. which brings me to the point.. look.. i see all these people, mainly women, complaining if they get anything less then a 10, well newsflash... we're not all 10's out there. me i'm a 4 with my attitude bringing me to a 2 if i'm lucky. fan rate add? umm ok.. so i just what, can't talk to you i have to feed your ego first? that's insane... i'm not here to pat you on the head cause you look sexy in your pics. i was here for friends... and yeah the occasional sneak peek.. but hell i'm a guy, it's nature. this whole 'buy me a blast to add me' that's called prostitution, money for services... service being your 2 seconds of attention. oh and what's with the fubar wife/hubby

Plz If U Can Pray For My Friend In Hospital I Wud Appreciate It Very Much.
I don't write these much or very often. I just had a co-worker lose her 22 yr old son this past week and spent yesterday at the wake and today at the funeral. Was tragic. Then to find out later tonight one of my best friends is in a hospital unconscious. Could u Please do me a huge favor if you read this. Could you please pray for her for peace in her heart. Thank you very much. Dominique

The Big Dipper
I saw the Big Dipper tonight for the first time ever since I moved to California. It was absolutely...awesome... I never see stars here...never..before tonight, I could see some stars, but when I couldn't locate the Big Dipper I got a little side tracked.... Some friends helped me locate some other constellations and from there, I found it. YaY. Happiness really is...free... WooT.

Twas The Night Before Christmas,
Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat. The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat. The doors were all bolted, the phone off the hook, It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy and I in the nude, Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube. When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner, and momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangey reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of the sled, A sock in his ear and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was high as a kite, And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Woa Shithead, woa Asshole, woa Stupid, woa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'll cut off your nuts. Look o

To My Friend "sweet 1" Please Read And Then Shout Me So I Know You Did Thanx I Owe You
please tell your sister i did send what i promised and that i sent her an email and that ill keep my promise to send my twice monthly love notes i truly miss her

Ky Vet Will Challenge Mcconnell For Senate
Great News! Iraq war veteran Andrew Horne will be challenging the arch-villain Mitch McConnell for his Kentucky Senate seat next fall. Joh Soltz, Co-Founder and Chair of VoteVets.org, wrote the following for the Huffington Post Thursday [see tinyurl dot com slash 2ulq9l]: ***** Jon Soltz One Of Our Own Is Going to Take Down McConnell Posted December 13, 2007 | 11:03 AM (EST) As an Iraq war veteran, today is pretty exciting for me and all the other vets I talk with. Today, one of our own took the first step towards knocking off Senator Mitch McConnell in 2008. Iraq War Veteran Andrew Horne jumped into the race. Andrew Horne, who had to step down as a Senior Advisor to VoteVets.org to run this race, not only has a good shot to beat McConnell, he has a tremendous shot. That's got us Iraq veterans pumped because not only will we have a voice in the Senate that comes from our own ranks, but we're also going to take down the guy who is the single most responsible per

Dj Brae
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In The Dog House
earlier today...noon saturday...i heard my dog a pure bread alpha intact german shepard raising hell with a pit bull terrier puppy (100 pounds)...i could see what was going to happen so i proceded to get my dog in the house... before i could, the pit busted a section of the chainlink fence and charged at me and my shepard as the door was slaming shut t before it was latched...that damn dog pushed me out of the way...and the maylay insued...i have broken up a little squable before but this was serious. i had a killer in my own living room and inspite of the fact i know my dog can handle himself...i wasnt going to let it happen....i jumped between them seperated them with help of the 100 pound roomate and 12 pound weiner dog...ce my dogs and household were safe i was faced with this SOB...i wrestled him o the floor cornered him and choked him out until he passed out...then while still in a head lock i opened my door and tossed him back over what was left of the fence...as though inmid a

Maybe Someday I Will Understand
Why friends have to back stab you and tell you lies. Why ex boyfriends tell you one thing and someone else another. Well im done makin friends and im doin with stupid fuckin liers, drama, and back stabin friends. To the one that back stab me tonight can kiss my ass. I mean it dont ever talk to me again ever. Dont ever call me again. I mean it. You think im playin try me ass hole. Im done. What you said to me and what you said to your girlfriend is enough lies for me to hear for a year so yeah no more friendship. I know i said i forgive and forget well i gave you your chance and you lost it and im done and another thing if i was so ugly the WHY DID YOU WANT TO MARRY ME???? Stupid...sorry im done

Men's Thoughts During Love Making
MEN'S THOUGHTS DURING LOVE MAKING *Kissing/Light Petting* What he hopes you're thinking: "Oh, I can't resist: I'm powerless before your seductive ways!" What he's afraid you're thinking: "Garlic breath--ewwww!" *Undressing* What he hopes you're thinking: "My God, look at the size of that!" What he's afraid you're thinking: "My God, look at the size of that!" *Foreplay/Oral Sex* What he hopes you're thinking: "I could worship at the alter of your impressive manhood for hours." What he's afraid you're thinking: "If he doesn't warn me before he cums, I'm going to kill him." *Penetration* What he hopes you're thinking: "You stallion, you're splitting me in half!" What he's afraid you're thinking: "Is it in yet?" *Your Orgasm* What he hopes you're thinking: "Yes, (his name here), yes!" What he's afraid you're thinking: "I deserve an Academy Award for this performance." What he's even more afraid you're thinking: "Yes, (other guy's name here), yes!" *Po

Love, Lust Or Marriage?
LOVE: When your eyes meet across a crowded room LUST: When your vibes meet across a crowded room MARRIAGE: When your glares meet across a crowded room LOVE: When your partner sez "Let's make love" LUST: When your partner sez "Let's screw" MARRIAGE: When your partner sez "You want me to do what?" LOVE: When Spring fills your heart anew LUST: When Spring means you can do it outside MARRIAGE: When Spring means yard work LOVE: When you argue over how many children to have LUST: When you argue who gets on top MARRIAGE: When you argue about everything LOVE: When you share everything LUST: When you want everything MARRIAGE: When the bank owns everything LOVE: Mutual Climaxes LUST: Multiple Climaxes MARRIAGE: Climaxes??? LOVE: When you phone just to say, "Hi" LUST: When you phone to pick a hotel room MARRIAGE: When you phone to finish an argument LOVE: When you write poems LUST: When you write porn notes MARRIAGE: When you write checks LOVE: Consider abs

If Men Wrote Advice Columns
If men wrote advice columns Q: My husband wants a threesome with my best friend and me. A: Obviously your husband cannot get enough of you! Knowing that there is only one of you he can only settle for the next best thing, your best friend. Far from being an issue, this can only bring you closer together. Why not get some of your old college roommates involved too? If you are still apprehensive, maybe you should let him be with your friends without you. If you're still not sure then just perform oral sex on him and cook him a nice meal while you think about it. Q: My husband continually asks me to perform oral sex on him. A: Do it. Semen can help you lose weight and gives a great glow to your skin. Interestingly, men know this. His offer to allow you to perform oral sex on him is totally selfless. This shows he loves you. The best thing to do is to thank him by performing it twice a day. Then cook him a nice meal. Q: My husband has too many nights out with the boys.

Watch For This Member, Whats Up With Guys When U Dont Want Them, Bam They Put U Down
*~* dj *~* kurléê *~*@ fubar Be careful of this user, hes all nice, until u turn him down, once he knew I wasnt giving him the time of day he called me easy etc... Watch how he makes it clear, I never replied to his messages, well wouldnt that tell him something??? Went from this....... *~* dj *~...: im just saying that i have tried talking to you ALOT, on here, on im...and you never seem to wanna return a message...but your gonna sit there and tell me you hav called me and i havent returned a call to you...we have had GOOD conversations on here...and i have told you that it would be nice to meet you and what not, and you never seem to want to do that....if your not any kind of interested, thats fine...just say so... ->~*Huggable...: omfg listen to urself if it makes u feel better to blame me, go right ahead *~* dj *~...: your right, i havent met you, cuz with all the talk we have had on here, your not interested in doing so....even though it would be nice to meet y

Made A Decision
So I have made a decision that I am no longer going to just settle in my life any more.. This goes for every aspect of my life but most importantly in relationships.. See I have been settling for a while and I am just done doing it.. If I flirt with you it doesnt mean I like you like that necessarily.. If I like you like that I will tell you I am intersted and that means you are not only very beautiful but that we have talked at least enough for me to find some qualities that I like.. But under no circumstance will I settle.. And I wont feel like I am not a priority.. That is a way of settling too.. And there will be no more settling at all..

I Cant Fucking Believe It
Today sucked want to know why today sucked? My own brother STOLE from me today. And i dont mean he took someinth small and pathetic he broke into a locked area took things belonging to me and my girl! I cant fucking believe he stole from me after everything i did for that little snot nosed bratt. 144 dollars worth of stuff GONE. And you know i keep everything in pretty good order around my place and so i know where i put shit and where i put certin things they are no longer there so i know he stole them. Plus he BUSTED the lock into my cabnet to get the other things he wanted. I cant believe my own brother could do this to me after everything i have done for him and his puke faced friends! I could kill this kid literally! I cant believe he did this to me and my girl. And due to her being so upset instead of her staying the night like she was suppose to she had me take her home she was so upset! I cant fucking believe he did this to me i cant believe it at all. Im so fuck

Lifesez
Darling, I know that we've been chatting for a while now. On the phone and in shoutbox. I feel horrible that I have to tell you this because I feel like we've had some good times. Laughing about how you need viagra and how you'd hit on the nurses at the Old Folks Home. I think that I need to give you a dose of reality though. You're old Old men are yucky. You're like one of these guys

Farewell
We part at the crossroads, You leave with your joys and problem, I with mine. Alone, I look down the road. Each one must walk one’s own path. People’s paths come together all too briefly when sharing friendship, but that makes those times no less valuable. We must take advantage of support and sharing in a mutually beneficial way. Whenever we take from another, we should try to give back something. This is fundamental. No one should lean on another person, or expect another to carry them a long distance down the road. Friends should walk side by side for as long as their journey carries them, without becoming dependent on one another. There should be no obligation. If I can help someone do something, then I should do so without any hesitation or expectation of reward or debt. If there is something that I need to learn and my companion can show it to me, then I should accept it in humility. No one “owns” knowledge. It should be freely shared. Parting is inherent in all mee

My New Man..men..yeah
I've come to realize that the only man I've been with since my last boyfriend.. Was made of gingerbread.... And what's worse is that he's starting to look pretty sexy.. Yikes! Haha. I baked a tin for my friends..but I'm eating one Shhh!

Tao Te Ching
A truly good man is not aware of his goodness, And is therefore good. A foolish man tries to be good, And is therefore not good. A truly good man does nothing, Yet leaves nothing undone. A foolish man is always doing, Yet much remains to be done. Know the strength of a man, But keep a woman’s care! Truthful words are not beautiful. Beautiful words are not truthful. Good men do not argue. Those who argue are not good. (But there are times I feel more like arguing than being good)

Uselessness
An ancient gnarled tree: Too fibrous for a logger’s saw, Too twisted to fit a carpenter’s square Outlasts the whole forest. Loggers delight in straight-grained, strong, fragrant wood. If the timber is too difficult to cut, too twisted to be made straight, too foul odored for cabinets, and too spongy for firewood, it is left alone. Useful trees are cut down. Useless ones survive. The same is true of people. The strong are conscripted. The beautiful are exploited. Those who are too plain to be noticed are the ones that survive. They are left alone and safe. But what if we ourselves are among such plain persons? Though others may neglect us, we should not think of ourselves as being without value. We must not accept the judgment of others as the measure of our own self-worth. Instead, we should live our lives in simplicity. Surely, we will have flaws, but we must take stock of them as a measure of self-improvement. Since we need not expend energy in putting on airs or maintain

Lovemaking
Nocturnal downpour Wakes the lovers, Floods the valley. Making love is natural. Why be ashamed of it? That seems simple, but it is actually a great challenge in these complex times. Too many other layers of meaning have been imposed upon sex. Religions straightjacket it, ascetics deny it, romantics glorify it, intellectuals theorize about it, obsessives pervert it. These actions have nothing to do with lovemaking. They come from fanaticism and compulsive behavior. Can we actually master the challenge of having lovemaking be open and healthy? Sex should not be used as leverage, manipulation, selfness, or abuse. It should not be a ground for our personal compulsions and delusions. Sexuality is an honest reflection of our innermost personalities, and we should ensure that its expression is healthy. Making love is something mysterious, sacred, and often the most profound interaction between people. Whether what is created is a relationship or pregnancy, the legacy of both par

The Weight Of A Snowflake
"Tell me the weight of a snowflake," a coal mouse asked a wild dove. "Nothing more than nothing," the dove answered. "In that case I must tell you a marvelous story," the coal mouse said. "I sat on a fir branch close to the trunk when it began to snow. Not heavily, not in a raging blizzard. No, just like in a dream, without any violence at all. Since I didn't have anything better to do, I counted the snowflakes settling on the twigs and needles of my branch. Their number was exactly 3,471,952. When the next snowflake dropped onto the branch--nothing more than nothing--as you say--the branch broke off." Having said that, the coal mouse ran away. The dove, since Noah's time an authority on peace, thought about the story for a while. Finally, she said to herself, "Perhaps there is only one person's voice lacking for peace to come to the world."

Friendship
Those truly linked don’t need correspondence. When they meet again after many years apart, Their friendship is as true as ever. In the distant past, there was once a young and wealthy statesman who was on a diplomatic mission. Pausing by a river at night, he heard the haunting sounds of a lute. A passionate musician himself, he took up his own lute and eventually found a goatherd sitting on an old ruin. In those days, an aristocrat would not associate with a commoner, but the two men struck up a friendship through their music. Their playing was as smooth and natural as flowing water. Once a year, the ambassador and the goatherd would renew their friendship. Though they had the chance to play their music with others during the rest of the year, each man declared the he had found his true counterpart. The ambassador tried for many years to lift the goatherd out of his poverty, but his friend steadfastly refused. He did not want to pollute their friendship with money. Year

Two Hearts As One
Two hearts as one Time stands still Smiles under the sun Love they feel Together they walk On the shores of life Sharing everything they talk Facing times of strife Good times they share Holding hands Living life with out care As only young can Each other they hold For one must leave Tears of sorrow fall Breaking hearts plead Promises made Time goes by Love remains Hearts cry The day will come When once more together Two hearts as one In love forever

Treasure What Is Most Important In Our Lives
Treasure what is most important in our lives: There was a rich merchant who had 4 wives. He loved the 4th wife the most and adorned her with rich robes and treated her to delicacies. He took great care of her and gave her nothing but the best. He also loved the 3rd wife very much. He's very proud of her and always wanted to show off her to his friends. However, the merchant is always in great fear that she might run away with some other men. He too, loved his 2nd wife. She is a very considerate person, always patient and in fact is the merchant's confidante. Whenever the merchant faced some problems, he always turned to his 2nd wife and she would always help him out and tide him through difficult times. Now, the merchant's 1st wife is a very loyal partner and has made great contributions in maintaining his wealth and business as well as taking care of the household. However, the merchant did not love the first wife and although she loved him deeply, he hardly took notice of

If You Ever Feel Stupd, Read This...you'll Probably Think You're A Genius!
(On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.) Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because i f we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest. *************************************************** "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that, but not with all those flies and death and stuff." --Mariah Carey *************************************************** "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life," -- Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for federal anti-smoking campaign. *************************************************** "I've never had major knee surgery on

Chapter 2
A little more serious and a hell of a lot more painful. . . Yesterday was December 15th. I didn't notice that until a few minutes ago. It's funny that everyone is so excited about Christmas and all I feel towards the damn holiday is anger. If I hadn't been sick last Christmas, I would have been there for their last one. Papa and Gramma were both in such great health then. How was I supposed to know that God would take them away from me? Papa was diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer in April, two days after my birthday. We were hopeful at first, but our prayers crashed around us when his cancer started spreading faster than anyone of us could have anticipated. Within no time, the cancer had spread to his lungs, stomach, liver and then finally his pancreas. Shortly after, he died. Three months and three days after his diagnosis, he was gone. He passed away on July 15th. In our hearts, we always knew that if one of them should die, the other would follow soon afterwards. They were ve

It Feels Like I'm Trapped Inside And I Can't Do Anything To Get Out
I just feel like no matter what choices I have to make I'm trapped inside one ultimate choice. It seems to me like no matter which one I make it all comes back to the same thing....frustrating as it may be, I think that's how my life goes. I feel like I'm stuck on a ride and theres no way to get off of it. Oh well such is life... this is how mines been going though, David moved back to KY, and I have to deal with a long distance relationship again. I'm working 60+ hours a week, plus school (which just got out for a month and 1/2 thank god) Then I have to hear David complain about how he wants to come back and live in Maryland because he can't take living with his family again. I'm sorry, but that's just putting too much stress on me right now. a. he wouldn't have a job if he came back here b. he wouldn't have a place to live if he came to Maryland. c. he can't just up and move himself everytime something doesn't work right for him. d. I just moved him back, and I

How Did I Get So ;ucky?
i had all but given up on being happy. till almost 2 months ago. then she came into my life. her name is christina and she made me realize that yes there are good women out there. every day i get to spend with her is a blessing and i couldn't ask for anything more. so how did i get so lucky?

You Know You From Long Island When...
You know you're a Long Islander because… 1. You feel like you know Howard Stern. 2. You live in the shadow of the greatest city in the world, but you almost never go there. 3. When you're away from Long Island, you love it and when you're there, you don't. 4. You know the exact point at which Queens turns into Nassau simply on intuition. 5. You've been to Jones Beach Field 4 on a June weekend afternoon. 6. You've been to the Tanger Outlets and came home with nothing to show for it. 7. You're still waiting for a bridge to Connecticut. 8. You've tried to use your father's monthly ticket to ride the LIRR, it worked. 9. You'd pay $8.50 for a movie. 10. You've never really fully evaluated the meaning of the name Hicksville. 11. You know where the Commack Motor Inn is but you "have never been ther". 12. You've never been to Times Square on New Year's Eve. 13. You've tried to find the Amityville Horror house. 14. No, you don't want mustard on that bur

Chapter 1
So I decided to take the Friends Photo Album off my page because I figured my friends may not have wanted their pics online for everyone to see. I did keep one pic up, but I moved that to my Word Album. It's of a very spiffy fellow who keeps a bounce in my step and a smile on my face. :D

American Kids Vs. Italian Kids
American kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents. Italian kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved enough money for a house, and are two weeks away from getting married....unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. American kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings a Bundt cake, and you sip coffee and chat. Italian kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings 3 days worth of food, begins to tidy up, dust, do the laundry, and rearrange the furniture. American kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them, and it's usually only on special occasions. Italian kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads show up, unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00, and starts pruning the fruit trees. If there are no fruit trees, he'll plant some. American kids: Always pay retail, and look in the Yellow Pages when they need to have something done. Italian kids: Call their dad or uncle, and ask for

Time Of Year
here it is that time of year my heart should be filled with love and lots of cheer but it is hard to do when im all alone and missing you but i guess it is my destiny to always be sad and very lonely ive been scrooged when it comes to love so im askin for help from up above please god send me what i need which is my angel so my soul can feed and be whole again but that cant happen when ive lost my bestfriend "tbc"

Gaurdian
You look to the sky, I watch you, You wonder why I watch you, You feel my stare of wonder, And look at me, I break my look, And know... ...One day I'll stop your pain, Dry your tears, Fight your fears, I'll protect you, No longer only watching, But helping, You'll know me, Be proud to know me, Be proud to be watched, You'll come to realise , That I'm your gaurdian angel.

I'm A Lier
I AM A LIER....SORRY TO SAY.... I PROMISED I WOULN'T HURT 2 AWSOME PEOPLE AND I DID , THEY IN MY FOLDER THAT SAYS I BELIEVE MY FRIENDS.... THE STANLEY FAMILY... DORRIS N DANIEL I HURT THEM AND I AM A BAD PERSON

Wow
there's an uncomfortable silence between two lover's eyes when one knows something the other denies --- and maybe it's more than just love or that letter or words unsaid that are keeping them together i sit and watch them walk in the garden waiting for one word that maybe he'll pardon the letter's in my hand with blood on the page and i'm still unoticed while she's smelling the sage he leans over and whispers into her ear "you know the truth. i'll always love you, dear." she smiles and laughs as she falls for the lie yet i'm still here waitng for the cold night sky the letter was for me! and the love was mine! but he flew away from me like a second in time... and, oh, the pain! that i felt deep down inside with the letter in hand and their death on my mind the knife in my hand the letter of demise and a quiet nervous sigh as the moon did arise she looks over her shoulder ah! the look in her eyes as the blade did twinkle in the twi

Crushes
As a new Fubar user.... I was sooo excited when someone had a crush on me... I was like...ohhhh mah gawddddddd ..I am no longer a "crush" virgin....i cried so much it ran my anti-wrinkle cream right off *grins*....even though short lived... I want that person to know how much it meant to me...thank you ... you made my night!!!!!!!!!

Juggalo Hater!!!!
This profile was made up back in Feb by the #1 juggalo hater named PORCH MONKEY!!!! if you are new and dont know who this asshole is please go to your search and type in Porch Monkey and BLOCK HIS ASS!!!!!!! he is the one who is behind all of this. here is all of his fake profiles please block them if you dont want him fucking with you. infant death sucks @ fubar Fagalo Killer @ fubar Silent Death @ fubar Bullseye @ fubar toad stool @ fubar lc @ fubar HERES HIS BITCHES PROFILE TOO SEE WILL RATE YOUR ASS A 1 TOO IF PORCH MONKEY TELLS HER TOO: *~Alice in Wonderland~* @ fubar Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! [?] note: it costs 10 fuBucks to repost!

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Oh Momma Someone Bid On Me
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Leaving
I will be leaving Fubar within a few days. I just have some personal details to attend to first. My reasons for leaving: The site is too slow. It has taken up to five minutes to load. There is too much dishonesty and deceit. I despise lies and liars. As I said in a previous blog, I joined this site in hope of meeting new friends. Though I have added many "friends", I have had extended conversations, and have as friends on other sites, exactly two from here. I have made overtures to several, and all I have added have supposedly read my blogs and know that I am not interested in the empty "Fubar type" friendships, yet, that seems to be all there are. If any one would like to prove me wrong I'll still be here for a few days. Perhaps until after the holidays. In the meantime, I will not add anyone with whom I have not conversed.

Only Need Close To 10,000 Comments To Go
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So True...
this is sooo tru but.....( why do guys have to be playas...wen cant they see that a girl really does care about them... but they play around or go to some girl that is a whore or doesnt really care When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind. When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply. When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around. When a GIRL answers " I'm fine " after a few seconds ... she is not at all fine. When a GIRL stares at you ... she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says " I love you " ... she means it. When a GIRL says " I miss you " ... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who cal

A Touching Marriage Story
A very old man lay dying in his bed. In death's doorway, he suddenly smelled the aroma of his favorite chocolate chip cookies wafting up the stairs. He gathered his remaining strength and lifted himself from the bed. Leaning against the wall, he slowly made his way out of the bedroom, and with even greater effort forced himself down the stairs, gripping the railing with both hands. With labored breath, he leaned against the door frame, gazing into the kitchen. Were it not for death's agony, he would have thought himself already in heaven. There, spread out upon newspapers on the kitchen table, were literally hundreds of his favorite chocolate chip cookies. Was it heaven? Or was it one final act of heroic love from his devoted wife, seeing to it that he left this world a happy man? Mustering one great final effort, he threw himself toward the table. The aged and withered hand, shaking, made its way to a cookie at the edge of the table, when it was suddenly smack

My Sexy Acronym
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December Blues Hitting Hard
I'm just over tired I know But I'm psyching myself out Maybe its the season maybe its cuz my brother and step-mom died this month Or maybe its because I'm alone Not really sure The tears are coming way too easily these days On a whim For no reason But no one sees that Just Charlie, my cat But he gets it And is there for me I feel so gutted Like a wounded animal My heart is empty And I want to feel again But it needs to go both ways This one way street I'm stuck on is dark There is no light No flame No nothing I can't wait for this to be done

My First Ever Blast!
Below is what I wrote in my blast: Well, in trade for most of my fu bucks and 55 rates cause he only has that many pictures, cutterbum bought this for me. Thanks so much! If you see this please get me a screenshot, and send me cash, rates, fans and all that great stuff! xoxoxo a link to his page: cutterbum@ fubar here is a link to his blog: http://fubar.com/blog/167568/648662 and what it says: I see all these bidding for slaves an such going on that I am just gonna make it nice and simple. No contests here. Just shout your offers and I will blast you!!!! I forgot about the charges for fupal so I ended up sending him 231,500.

Late Night Fantasy
Laying here alone in bed I admit I am thinking of you again. It’s not that I want to. It’s more that I want you. Love is in the air and I can’t stop breathing it in. Your scent intoxicating me from afar. All I want right now is to be loved by you. I want you here now with me. Not just with me. Naked with me. This thought makes me breathe faster. You and me together naked. This thought makes me close my eyes. Seeing your face showing your want and seeing it returned in mine. This thought makes me see your face just inches from mine. You soft lips coming closer…closer. Again I close my eyes. Almost, almost touching my lips. So close. The anticipation of it as I feel your naked hot skin melt into mine. My body is responsive to you. I feel you gently lay on top of me as our lips meet. I feel my nipples against your chest. I feel this. I feel your thighs meeting mine for the first time. I feel myself becoming so wet with pure desire for you. And this happens. I feel your tongue lost in expl

My Lover?
Your eyes look into mine To the depth of my soul As your arms pull me close Into your safe hold You kiss my hair lightly And whisper to me The words that I crave That you’ll never leave Your hand strokes my face And I melt into you I can sense the excitement Growing in you You hold me so tight Your lips possess mine Our tongues find each other The dance is divine Our hands explore eagerly Each others desire Stroking, caressing, igniting A passionate fire I surround your love Our bodies unite On the wings of passion My heart takes flight The waves of pleasure Wash over me You lift me higher You set me free Your love explodes Into my deep So beautiful I have to weep Whispered endearments Kisses galore Pledging that there Will always be more

Angel In My Heart
There is an angel knocking at my hearts door, should I let him in. Where is he going, where has he been. He is whispering oh so softly into my ear, his breath feels like kisses from butterfly wings, he says he wants to be here, to be near. His beautiful words makes my heart want to sing. I'm very frightened should I take that chance, should I run or should I stay. Could my heart take the pain if my angel left me one day. I think I'll open my hearts door, maybe just a crack. I'll hope and pray that if he leaves my angel will come back

If You Want To Own Me Please Go To Pic And Bid. This Is What I Am Offering
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I Dont Understand
Ok I don't understand guys i guess its a mars venus thing. I don't understand how someone can tell you that they love you more than anything and want to be the one that takes care of you and helps all your dreams come true and then all they do is hurt you left and right. I don't know why people always try to have someone that tells them things that they think people want to hear and not the damn truth. I am so tired of being hurt,used and everything else in the book. I have to think about everything i say to everyone so that i don't lead someone on or i don't hurt there feelings and that sucks. But people don't stop and think about what it means to hurt me..... WHY I try so hard to never hurt someone but it seems that all i get is people useing me and hurting me.... So when does it stop. When does the hurt and the pain go away.....

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To My Friends
To all my friends in Fubar land: It's almost Christmas time again And this is my Christmas card to you The ones I call my chosen few I know I don't say hi all the time But you are all very dear friends of mine And at this special time of year When family and friends are drawn near I'd like to take a moment or two To show you what I think of you I came to Fubar for the friends and game Soon I started to collect a few names Respect for each other is always a given A reminder to all how we should be living To my Fubar friends far and near My prayers go out to you this year May you all be safe at Christmas time And I'll see you soon in the bar on-line Merry Christmas to you all my friends

Would You
Would you? When the darkness takes over and penetrates my soul...aching so deeply within...darkening the core of my being...would you leave me in my own solace... waiting for me in the shadows of my mind? Would you know that in order to abolish the blackness you would have to love harder than you ever have before...encircling me with your arms of protective ness...dissolving the numbness away? When the light finally pierces my spirit and allows incandescent energy to flow freely once again, would you be there to recognize the want and the need...guiding me back to the winding paths of my so-called existence...so that we could be as one again....would you?

Anxiety
fuckin A just call already this shit is killing me I already know whats gonna happen he is gonna call next week when i wont have any time to talk to him i want to fuckin cry. everything is soo hectic. I just want to get it all over with

The Meaning Of The Candy Cane
The Meaning Of The Candy Cane CANDYCANE Candy Cane is yet another important symbol of christmas traditions. The white color of the candy cane symbolizes the Virgin Birth and the sinless nature of Jesus. The hardness of the candy symbolizes the solid rock, the foundation of churches and the firmness of the promises made by God. The candies are made in a "J" shape to represent the name of Jesus and the shape of the staff of the "Good Shepherd". And the three red stripes on the candy represents the Trinity and the blood shed by Christ to let us have the promise of the eternal life. The most important legend that is associated with christmas is this that during the 18th century, any public display of christianity was forbidden. Neither bible, nor crosses were allowed and even the children were opressed. An old man, candy maker by profession was very depressed with this scenario. He loved the Lord with all of his heart and couldn't stand to not share that love with the world

A Different Christmas Poem
PLESASE Remember our Soldiers!!!! PLEASE READ A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his fa

Afi-silver And Cold
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness And found you, found you on the way And now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold You, in somber resplendence, I hold Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing into me As you're longing to sing So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold I will lift up your voice as I sink Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn As they seep... into m

My Thoughts And Prayers Go Out To The Family R.i.p Baby London :(
These were made for you to use as support to the mother!!December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF ANYONE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE YOU KEEP THEM WITH YOU THE WHOLE TIME DON'T GIVE THEM TO ANYONE ONE THAT U DON'T TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GOING TO PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUT OF JAIL HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WHAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNOW LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BIRTHDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED

I Need Lots Of Luv In The Giveaway Im In
Jen needs 140,000 comments in 16 weeks to win a Happy Hour, 1-Year VIP, 30-day Blast AND Ticker Pack Just click on the pic below, for those of you who dont know what comment bombing is, its when u leave a comment over and over on the same pic. Ty to those who have been helping, and to those who will :D xoxox

Life
You know I was talking to my 12 yr old today about true friends. She was upset cuz some of her friends did not wanna come to her party today. She said that they seem to only want and they dont give in the friendship. Well I told her that at times like that you need to stop and realize who your true friends are. Well its the end of another year and me being 33 yrs old have come to realize who my true friends are. There are a few friends I have known since high school who have seemed to turn their backs on me...no big deal to me..just means they were not friends to begin with. I have also made some awesome friends since being on fubar..and you know who you are...you are awesome in my book!!!!!! Well you are going to notice that I will be deleting friends..if you get deleted you know why. There are two friends one of which is already deleted who i truly cared for and loved to death the other one is going to be deleted here shortly....I thought this person was my friend known this

Waiting Till Marriage:
In this age of time the whole idea about waiting to have sex until you are married is highly over rated. In the past it my have been the moral thing to do but by today’s standards it can’t be true. I feel that this may be one of the main reasons why the divorce rate is so high today. Let me explain and you tell me what you think. First of all I did wait till I married and it’s going on 18 years. I’ve never cheated on my wife but I have had the opportunity and wanted to but some how haven’t mustered up the courage to fallow through. The one time I did try I felt miserable and was with someone younger then me. After realizing that this was not what I wanted at the time I backed out. Just did not feel right. That person was a co-worker and she went to our supervisor and a big stink was had. The saving grace is that it did not happen at the work place or on the clock. I did tell my wife about it and we survived it and at work it settled down to. Anyway, after that ordeal I come to re

"solitude"
Drink the Tears from my Eyes, Taste the Blood from my Pains... Only then you Might know what Runs deep through my Veins... Feel the Depths of my Soul... Smell the Scent of my Fears... For to Know me by Heart will Take more than just Years.

The Forgotten
i'd like to thank you all for coming to witness my life fade away through my failed attempts of drug induced,suicide i have no regrets iv'e seen better days an'then they go away iv'e seen the ones i love choose to stay away -"AN IT ALL WENT BLACK"- "What happens when the voices in your head start answering back?"Would you reply with a hearty/i did'nt wake up knowing someone's gonna get that twitch(Life is difficult-yes it is)an' stab me or the next one in the back>fantastic< Did'nt know 2 bad/we did,always knew,that's right -just cause we're wrong-does'nt mean it's not happening!!?!! "WANNA BURN ME ?? FIND A BETTER F**KING LIGHTER"!!!

Turn Off The Fix-it Switch
This advice is for all the men out there. That’s right! Listen up! Men have a big problem when it comes to listening to you spouse, girlfriend or just other people in general. In the male brain there must be an area that should be labeled as FIX-IT MODE. When your spouse and girlfriend wants to talk about how they feel or what is wrong, men automatically go into a mode to try and to fix the problem. The real problem is that we (men) think that they can fix anything. Well I got news for you. Grow up and realize that you CAN NOT fix everything. The majority of the time women just want someone who can sit back and listen and not to judge them of make them feel insecure and certainly not to fix it. Men have a problem listening with the hearts, all our lives we are told to be tough! Wipe those tears off your face! Dry it up! Somewhere along the way that Fix-it switch turns itself on and a huge wall is built around the soft understanding emotions that men have. Some emotions do reveal them s

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Mariage
Perfect Man, A Perfect Woman or Perfect Marriage? What is Perfect? Even God himself could not create the perfect man or woman or relationship. There is a flaw in human nature, unlike the animal kingdom men and women indulge in sex for pleasure. Love however does have a big role to play in it but it’s different for men and women. There is a saying “Men offer love to gain sex, a women offers sex to gain love.” If Adam and Eve couldn’t make a go at it with a perfect world set before them, then how are we in this time and age expected to do so. Now I’m not going to knock the ones who have found who they feel is there perfect match, more power to them but I know from just common sense and looking at relationships all around that people need more to life that what they are getting. For the most part “Love” is short lived, 6 months? 7 Years? 50 years? Who knows? Even my parents who have been married for 50+ years were married before they met each other. However, the lust and the desir

Ghost Rider Calling All His Friends
HEY EVERYONE I HAVE A VERY SPECIAL LADY HERE WHO NEEDS UR HELP. SHE HELPED ME IN MY CONTEST WHEN I WAS DOWN AND OUT BUT THEN LORD AND BEHOLD I WON MY V.I.P WITH HER HELP. SO COME SHOW BALIE A HOLE LOTTA LOVE AND THAT WE HERE ON FUBAR GIVE BACK WHAT WE RECIEVE. JUST CLICK THE PIC BELOW AND WILL TAKE YOU TO THIS LOVELY LADY. Fire My Words

Chapter 10 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER X THE MAN OF THE SEAS It was the commander of the vessel who thus spoke. At these words, Ned Land rose suddenly. The steward, nearly strangled, tottered out on a sign from his master. But such was the power of the commander on board, that not a gesture betrayed the resentment which this man must have felt towards the Canadian. Conseil interested in spite of himself, I stupefied, awaited in silence the result of this scene. The commander, leaning against the corner of a table with his arms folded, scanned us with profound attention. Did he hesitate to speak? Did he regret the words which he had just spoken in French? One might almost think so. After some moments of silence, which not one of us dreamed of breaking, "Gentlemen," said he, in a calm and penetrating voice, "I speak French, English, German, and Latin equally well. I could, therefore, have answered you at our first interview, but I wished to know you first, then to reflect. The story told by each one, entire

The Librarian
Ryan pushed the heavy cart containing at least on hundred books down the narrow library aisles, stopping occasionally to return the volumes to their proper place. To most people rummaging around a bunch of dusty books and periodicals would be a chore to be avoided at all costs, but Ryan was different, he loved feel of the books in his hands and the aroma of old manuscripts filling his nose, but especially the wealth of information found like buried treasure between the sometimes frayed covers. He was only eighteen, but already he knew what he wanted to do with his life, go to college, major in library science, and become a curator for some large research library. He wasn't interested in checking books in and out, or sending out past due notices to tardy borrowers, no, he wanted to get into old manuscripts, first editions, and rare writings from days gone by. For now, though, just being able to work at something he truly loved was enough for him. He glanced at his watch, and said to him

Bath House
"God, I needed this," Ellie said to her husband Brad, "there's just something about a whirlpool bath that just eases all the tension right out of you!!!" "Mmmmmm, yeah," he replied while the swirling hot water wafted over his body, "we should come here more often, but it just seems like we're always so damn busy!!!" Ellie was just about to answer him, when they were interrupted by a naked young man of about nineteen who asked, "Would either of you care for a drink!?!" "Uhhhhh, I think I'll have a glass of wine," Ellie replied while staring at the young man's erection, "how about you honey!?!" "Just bring me a club soda and a twist of lime," he replied while chuckling at his wife's obvious interest in the young man's attributes!!!" "Such big eyes you have," he said kiddingly!!! "Well I never," she retorted, "did you see the size of his cock, I don't know where they find these guys, but they're all hung like a horse!!!" "And I thought you came here to relax," he said jokingly, "but from

Chapter 9 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER IX NED LAND'S TEMPERS How long we slept I do not know; but our sleep must have lasted long, for it rested us completely from our fatigues. I woke first. My companions had not moved, and were still stretched in their corner. Hardly roused from my somewhat hard couch, I felt my brain freed, my mind clear. I then began an attentive examination of our cell. Nothing was changed inside. The prison was still a prison-- the prisoners, prisoners. However, the steward, during our sleep, had cleared the table. I breathed with difficulty. The heavy air seemed to oppress my lungs. Although the cell was large, we had evidently consumed a great part of the oxygen that it contained. Indeed, each man consumes, in one hour, the oxygen contained in more than 176 pints of air, and this air, charged (as then) with a nearly equal quantity of carbonic acid, becomes unbreathable. It became necessary to renew the atmosphere of our prison, and no doubt the whole in the submarine boat. That gave

With Friends Now A Days Who Needs Ememies
So who this day needs eemies these days when your friends are the ones to basically F**K You over. Make plans and get everything set only for them to give you some BS story. Whats the point of living in the big city when your friends even don't care enough. Is there such a thing as a true friend who would do anything for you and expect nothing in return. Is it that almost everyone now a days is just out for them seleves. Whatever happened to wholesome friends and family where you got along and did things out of the kindness of your own heart. FAKE FRIENDS SUCK MONKEY BUTT

Special Delivery
Danielle set down her reading and got up to answer the front door. When she opened it, there was a special delivery courier with a small package in one hand and a clip board in the other. "Special delivery for a Miss D. Steele," he intoned boredly. "I'm Danielle Steele, but I didn't order anything," she replied quizzically. "Well, it's addressed to you, if you don't want it I'll just return it as undeliverable, it's your choice," he answered quickly. "Uh, no, that's all right, I'll take it," she rejoined, "where do I sign?" After scribbling her initials in a box next to her name, the young courier handed her the package and was off her porch and making tracks to his delivery van. Dani closed the door and returned to the den, where upon she sat down and inspected the package. It was cube shaped, about five or six inches square she figured, and there was no return address of any kind on the outside wrapper. She tore off the brown paper and opened the box finding inside a very pretty matc

Day At The Movies
So i took my children to go see alvin and the chipmunks movie.. and needless to say it's funnier then the trailer lets it to be... so it's a good family movie to watch. but the events that happened after the movie is what got on my nerves really bad. I had grown women make my daughter cry for ten minutes straight because the wind pulled the door out of my 6 year old's grasp and it cause our door to scratch a less then one inch length mark in this car and that lady made my daughter feel as if it was completely intentional but it was not. it was a mere accident that is all it was. but that is all i am talking about because if i keep talking about it i am going to get more and more pissed about it...

Chapter 13 { The First Men In The Moon
FOR a time neither of us spoke. To focus together all the things we had brought upon ourselves, seemed beyond my mental powers. "They've got us," I said at last. "It was that fungus." "Well - if I hadn't taken it we should have fainted and starved." "We might have found the sphere." I lost my temper at his persistence, and swore to myself. For a time we hated one another in silence. I drummed with my fingers on the floor between my knees, and gritted the links of my fetters together. Presently I was forced to talk again. "What do you make of it, anyhow?" I asked humbly. "They are reasonable creatures - they can make things and do things. Those lights we saw..." He stopped. It was clear he could make nothing of it. When he spoke again it was to confess, "After all, they are more human than we had a right to expect. I suppose -" He stopped irritatingly. "Yes?" "I suppose, anyhow - on any planet where there is an intelligent animal - it will

Own Me?
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Desiring You
In my mind I see your face I long to feel your sweet embrace Holding me so very tight I dream about you day and night The passion burns so very strong But it has been so very long My body still burns for you And there is nothing I can do So I lock my lust away Hoping there will come a day When we will meet again Then I can release what is within

The Urge
"Oh, no," Belinda groaned to herself, "not now, please not now, I don't have time for this right now!!!" But no amount of pleading or denial would change the basic facts, she was a lesbian fem who although she lived alone and all of her lesbian friends were fems, once every two or three months the uncontrollable urge to be taken by a bull dyke and just plain be dominated!!! When the urge struck her, her frilly panties would be drenched with a flow of pussy juice that was almost overwhelming!!! She looked at the clock on her office wall and commented, "Shit, still two hours to go until five," as she dabbed the sweat from her forehead, "please, clock go," she pleaded!!! The bar was so dark that is took Belinda a few seconds to let her eyes get used to its dimness! She wished desperately that she didn't had to come here, it was such a dive, but it was the only place she knew of where she could get quick relief for her problem, so instead of stopping at the bar, she made a bee line for

Making Love
A sea of pillows and tangled sheets Wild with passion my heart beats Touches light my skin on fire Burning with pure desire Ragged breaths escape as moans Knowing that you alone Bring me to my knees Living for you, begging please

New Boyfriend
Well i now have a new boyfriend. he is just sooo sweet and funny. he asked me out last night and he also got a new job as well. we have been dating for about 2 1/2 weeks now. he has met my lil girl and my family and they like him.i got a chance to meet his family and they are just like mine lol just a lil crazy.

Turn Off The Lights
You and I in the room so dark Hold me tight all nite lights off Kiss me everywhere I can never dream boy It's like heaven, heaven Hit the switch to the lights tonight make it right like a first class flight We igniting like smoking a pipe turn it up like we rockin the mic You get me hyper feel horny and trife so polite you might make me your wife I ain't right the way I'm livin my life see how I am when you turn off the lights

Chapter 12 { The First Men In The Moon
I FOUND myself sitting crouched together in a tumultuous darkness. For a long time I could not understand where I was, nor how I had come to this perplexity. I thought of the cupboard into which I had been thrust at times when I was a child, and then of a very dark and noisy bedroom in which I had slept during an illness. But these sounds about me were not the noises I had known, and there was a thin flavour in the air like the wind of a stable. Then I supposed we must still be at work upon the sphere, and that somehow I had got into the cellar of Cavor's house. I remembered we had finished the sphere, and fancied I must still be in it and travelling through space. "Cavor," I said, "cannot we have some light?" There came no answer. "Cavor!" I insisted. I was answered by a groan. "My head!" I heard him say; "my head!" I attempted to press my hands to my brow, which ached, and discovered they were tied together. This startled me very much. I brought them up to my mout

Erotic Extacy
The touch of a hand around my waist Looking up at your body knowing I wanna taste Feeling and smelling your soft skin Wanting to be wrapped up within Kissing your soft lips Feeling your fingertips on my curvatious hips Caught up in a feeling of fantasy and lust Being like this is a must Caressing me with your hands and toungue Leaving me to admit I'm totally sprung Longing to be making love to the one I desire Every thought of you makes me float higher Feeling you from within My finger nails gripping your skin Heavy breathing and soft moaning Wanting things to last til morning

Water Supply
Harry looked around to see if anyone was looking, and said out loud to himself, "Good, the coast is clear," and then quickly from under his coat he produced a half liter bottle filled with a colorless that appeared to be water, but in reality was a powerful sexual stimulant!!! What Harry did next, was to lift the cover on the water filtration plant's inlet injector, and dump the entire contents of the bottle inside!!! He watched for a few seconds, replaced the cover, and calmly went back to his job of quality control foreman at the Smallville water plant!!! He figured that it would take about twenty four hours for the town to be saturated with his aphrodisiac, he could hardly wait!!! The next day, Harry sat down in the cafeteria, and watched with interest as his fellow employees ate their lunches. He noticed that at least two or three women had taken water from faucet over the sink and mumbled to himself, "Jesus, Marilyn just took a drink of water!!!" The reason for his excitement w

In The Shower
I step in and I turn the water on I feel the water running down my skin I am thinking of you again I close my eyes and I can feel you there Running your fingers through my long hair I think about you and fantasize I love to see that look in your eyes The one that turns me on and makes me shiver I think about you grabbing me and making my whole body quiver Its been so long since I felt your touch God, how I miss you so much I run my hands down my skin Thinking about feeling you again I touch my body as the water runs down over me I start to play and think of what could be How you would feel inside of me The feeling is overwhelming and I start to moan I finish up and start to cry realizing I am still alone

My Bday
well..today is my 23rd bday. your supose to be happy on your bday but im not. Im terribly upset. I dont have anyone to spend it with. This is gunna be a HORRIBLE DAY ..thank goodness for my bday bash in centerfolds tonight. hope ya'll can make it UPDATE..MY BDAY TURNED OUT TO BE PRETTY AWESOME. I GOT TO TALK TO MY BABY LOTS AND MY FRIENDS THREW ME AN AWESOME BDAY PARTY :)

Shout Box
Hey, if anyone tried to shoutbox me in the last 30-45 minutes,I didn't get any of the shoutbox messages because ShaneHumphreys was playing f*ck around with my Shoutbox while I stepped away...Please SB me back if you did...

The Penis Wants A Raise
The Penis Wants a Raise I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1-------- I do physical labor. 2.------- I work at great depths. 3.------- I plunge head first into everything I do. 4.------- I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5.--------I work in a damp environment. 6. -------I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7.------- I work in high temperatures. 8. -------My work exposes me to diseases. Reply: Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. ------You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. ------You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. ------You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. ------You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. ------You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimul

My Mother, My Lover, My Ocean
MY MOTHER, MY LOVER, MY OCEAN I am often asked about her. About my obsession and what draws me into her. She is my world, an ever consuming thought. I love to listen to her when she's angry, her wild roar. And when she's calm, I love to hear her whisper and show me her wonders galore. I love the smell in the early morning before she is disturbed. The feeling of relief when she envelops me, wrapping her arms tightly as her power washes over me. The taste of salt running down my lips, the feeling of warmth that surrounds me As the waves come crashing down all around me. To see her rushing forward, to slip underneath and feel her power. There is no other place to be than right here at this hour. To stroke and stroke till my arms tire, She lifts me up and rescues me... my soul is on fire. Gliding down...so smooth....so fast I feel as if I'm falling, sliding down a blue pane of glass. To feel alive with the spray on my face water dripping down...oh, what a sweet taste.

The Onion And The Christmas Tree
THE ONION AND THE CHRISTMAS TREE The family is sitting at the dinner table. The son asks his father, 'Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there?' The father, surprised, answers, 'Well son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round & firm. In her thirties & forties, they are like pears, still nice, but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions.' 'Onions?' 'Yes, when you see them, they will make you cry.' This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter says, 'Mom, how many types of 'willies' are there?' The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, 'Well, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his 'willie' is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties & forties, it's like a birch tree, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree.' 'A Christmas tree??' 'Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only.'

If You Can't Read It Don't Ask
Sono realmente un poco sorprendo circa come la gente raggiunge tutto il livello basso di tempo. È trendy da trovarsi più? Può chiunque giusto mantenerlo reale? Sickens me e mi domando perchè provo affatto. Così vada sulla menzogne di conservazione. Iete danneggiandosi che c'è ne di voi lo danneggeranno mai.

There For You - By Flyleaf
THIS IS ONE OF THE SONGS THAT I JUST CANT STOP LISTENIN TO RIGHT NOW, IT HITS HOME IN SO MANY WAYS FOR SO MANY REASONS "There For You" Sometimes I'm a selfish fake You're always a true friend I don't deserve you 'Cause I'm not there for you Please forgive me again I wanna be there for you Someone you can come to Runs deeper than my bones I wanna be there for you I wanna be there for you Swirling shades of blue Slow dancing in your eyes Sun kisses the earth And I hush my urge to cry I wanna be there for you Someone you can come to Runs deeper than my bones I wanna be there for you I wanna be there for you 'Cause I hear the whispered words In your masterpiece beautiful You speak the unspeakable through I love you too I wanna be there for you Someone you can come to I wanna be there for you And be someone you can come to The love runs deeper than my bones I wanna be there for you

Funny Story--true Story
I placed an ad on craigslist this afternoon for something I've been trying to sell for ages (still no buyer either). this afternoon, some smart guy went through all this effort to point out how it could be purchased on ebay for less. long story short, this gentleman either forgets he emailed me about this earlier or is trying to be sneaky and emails again tonight under a different email address. too bad he forgot to erase his name from the header. anywho, here's what's transpired since: paul- id love to kick your fucking ass you illiterate cunt. have fun selling, because you wont. dumbass my reply- wow, not only do you have the high moral fibre of a "life advocate", but you also threaten people with physical violence when things don't work out quite the way you'd anticipated. it takes quite a mature person to display not only those qualities, but also the brilliance to forget to erase your name from the email you created in an attempt to harass me. what would jesus do? i'm gues

The Day After Christmas ..
It was the day after Christmas at a church in San Francisco. The pastor of the church was looking over the crèche when he noticed that the baby Jesus was missing from among the figures. He hurried outside and saw a little boy with a red wagon, and in the wagon was the figure of the little infant Jesus. So he walked up to the boy and said, "Well, where did you get your passenger, my fine friend?" The little boy replied, "I got Him at church." "And why did you take Him?" The boy explained, "Well, about a week before Christmas I prayed to the little Lord Jesus and I told Him if He would bring me a red wagon for Christmas I would give Him a ride around the block in it." MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE!

Its Been A Bad Year For Me
Well I just need to let this out and thought I would do it here. This year has been one bad for me, I lost my brother in Iraq on May 19,2007, then my mothers step dad passed away Dec 12,2007 and then I find out today that my other grandpa passed away on Dec 13, 2007. They say things come in setts of 3's but a person can really only handle so much if you ask me. This has really sent me over the edge, I dont know where, or what to do anymore. God only gives you what he thinks you can handle or so everyone tells me.. But I dont think I can handle all this in one year!!! I really think I am falling fast! I try to put on a face that dont show the pain I am feeling inside for my kids and my sister.. Anyway I have desided that I am going to spend time trying to pull myself together and see how it works.. I hope everyone can understand .. I do care alot for my friends on here..But my state of mind is not what it should be at this point.. ** When will my pain end??**

The Bath
Marcia Ingram glanced out the window from her living room and then checked her watch for the tenth time in the last five minutes, "Where is he," she said softly, "he's fifteen minutes late!?!" She continued paging through her magazine and was startled when the doorbell chimed indicating someone was at the front door, she jumped up and quickly covered the twenty some feet, opened the door, and invited the blonde haired young man into her parlor!!! "Good afternoon, Peter," she said graciously, "and how are you today!?!" "Just fine, ma'am," he replied softly, "and you?!?" "Uh, good, very good," she answered, "would you like something to drink, maybe a soft drink or coffee!?!" "No thanks, ma'am," he replied, "I'm just fine!!!" "You're a little late today," she offered!!! ""I'm sorry," he replied, "my last appointment went a little longer than usual, I hope I haven't inconvenienced you!!!" "Oh, no," she answered quickly, "I was just wondering, that's all............." They both sat there fo

I Have Been Diagnosed With Diabetic Neuropathy
A common complication of diabetes is damage to the nerves that allow you to feel sensations such as pain. This is called neuropathy. There are a number of ways that diabetes damages the nerves, but they all seem related to blood glucose being too high for a long period of time. Diabetes-related nerve damage can be painful. There are four types of neuropathy: peripheral, autonomic, proximal and focal. Peripheral Neuropathy The areas of the body most commonly affected by peripheral neuropathy are the feet and legs. Nerve damage in the feet can result in a loss of foot sensation, increasing your risk of foot problems. Injuries and sores on the feet may go unrecognized due to lack of sensation. Therefore, you should practice proper skin and foot care. Rarely, other areas of the body such as the arms, abdomen, and back may be affected. * Tingling * Numbness (severe or long-term numbness can become permanent) * Burning * Pain Symptoms of neuropathy of

Time Is Winding Down For The Contestants For The King & Queen Contest
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! STARTING TIME WILL BE 7 P.M EASTERN AND END 7 PM ON THE 13TH...........! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS HERE THE LINK TO CONTEST: AKAMRS. T/lil pleasure/ lil business@ fubar !

Love Quote
Love is so very special Yet can make you feel so lost It can arrive just like the springtime And melt away like morning frost You must find ways to nurture Always grow your love with care Never ever take for granted The love that you both share Mistakes are bound to happen You may hurt each other's heart Yet don't give up to easily It will tear your love apart Love resembles a bright flame That lights a dark starry night Never ever let this flame burn down Rekindle with all your might Take a moment every day Look deep into each other's eyes Never hesitate to show affection Small gestures will keep a love alive Talk openly about your feelings Take time to show that you care Treasure each and every moment Because to find true love is rare

Need Help
i need to know if anyone of you on my friends list has went on myspace and developed a profile and are harrassing anyone on there. Even if you think you were doing me a favor. I really need to know. My soon to be ex doesn't believe that it is not me so i need help proving it wasn't me. so please come foward no one will be mad if you step up and admit it now.

Prayers Needed!!!!!
Some of the best people in my life are the ones that do the little things... This is my boy Ricky. He has got to be one of the sweetest men I have met in a long time. We have been spending a lot of time together lately and it's great! Somehow he knows just when to call when I need it the most. Ya know... it's the little things... phone calls throughout the day just to tell me he misses my voice, a knock at the door when I am having a shitty day, bringing flowers just to make me smile, waiting for me for hours at times to make up my mind as far as what movie we are going to go see... lol He is a sweetie. This is one man that has done so much for me in so many ways. So I am reaching out to my family here on Fubar for help.... I got the phone call tonight that his mom is in the hospital and they are not expecting her to make it thru the night. She is 48 years old and full of life, yet at this time she is so fragile. My heart is heavy and I can't imagine having to go thru this at thi

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The Bell
THE BELL I KNOW WHO I AM I am God's child (John 1:12) I am Christ's friend (John 15:15 ) I am united with the Lord(1 Cor. 6:17 ) I am bought with a price(1 Cor. 6:19-20) I am a saint (set apart for God). (Eph. 1:1) I am a personal witness of Christ. (Acts 1:8) I am the salt & light of the earth ( Matt.5:13-14) I am a member of the body of Christ(1 Cor 12:27) I am free forever from condemnation ( Rom. 8: 1-2) I am a citizen of Heaven. I am significant ( Phil.3:20) I am free from any charge against me (Rom. 8:31 -34) I am a minister of reconciliation for God(2 Cor.5:17-21) I have access to God through the Holy Spirit (Eph. 2:18) I am seated with Christ in the heavenly realms (Eph. 2:6) I cannot be separated from the love of God( Rom.8:35-39) I am established, anointed, sealed by Go (2 Cor.1:21-22) I am assured all things work together for good (Rom. 8: 28) I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit (John 15:16 ) I may approach God with freedom and confidence (Ep

Why I Love You
If time could stand still, I’d freeze it here, So you’d always hold me, close and near. In your arms, where I’m meant to be, Filled with the perfect love you’ve given me. A bond so strong, a hold so tight, To know you’re the one; my ‘Mr. Right’. A blessing sent from up above, In you I’ve found my one true love. Our lives entwined to be as one, Upon this journey we’ve just begun. Where you and I will find no less, Than eternal love and happiness.

Best Comment On My Page
Hey people I want some more love on my page. I'll give $6,000 fubucks for the comment that I like the most. $3,000 fubucks for the second best and $1,000 for third. So show me like ya know me,,lol. I'll pay out in 48 hours. Can't wait to see who wins. Step up Freinds and fans!!!

Give Me Your Number
Name: Number: Best time to call: text messaging (yes or no) phone service: I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. If you don't, you will get bad luck for 7 years=]] Repost as: Give me your #

Parent Job Description!!!
This is hysterical. If it had been presented this way, I don't believe any of us would have done it!!!! POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma Dad, Daddy, Dada, Pa, Pop JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in

Wanna Own Me For A Month?
Would you like the chance to own me for a month? Well just click on this pic and the highest bidder wins the right to own me and will get all of the things listed on the pic if their bid is the highest.

Snow Is Here
Some things to remember: Drive like an idiot - Whether it's driving to fast or to slow Don't clean the snow off your car - Front, back, top, and definately not the lights Don't shovel, snowblow, clear a path, or plow - Whatever just don't clear any snow Be sure to walk in the street - at oncoming traffic preferably, as far from the curb as possible Don't help anyone - Ever

Work Vacation
I'm leaving Monday to go to our Oklahoma City office for five days. I'm so excited!! I love my children more than life itself, but I can't help being happy about a break from life. Yes it's technically a work thing but my birthday is Wednesday and I have a feeling there will be plenty of play to go along with the work. I'll be back on Friday hopefully with lots of pics. If I don't talk to any of you before Monday have a great week. Especially on the 19th, I'll be 31!!

Reighndeer
Making it clear to all here. lol!! Each Reindeer folder has 100 pics. Each pic in the folder needs one RATE, and one COMENT! That is 200 things required for 10,000 fubucks per Reindeer folder. After you complete one folder send me a private message, and I will give you the 10,000 fubucks. Do as many as you want.

For Men To Understand Woman(ok Me) Alittle Better
1.Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your m

Help Decide
Got it narrowed down to a few different names fpr a lounge thanks to a few good friends (thanks guys).... Anyhow I'm gonna list them and you all help me decide which one to use ... 1.BBW Heaven 2.BBW Paradise 3.BBWs of Fubar 4.Wildcat's BBW Den 5.Club Phat

Come Check Out D3v At Ihs
we have the devil on the air in the iron horse saloon and on top of that our owner is buying us drinks. so come in and get drunk with the devil. and meet some cool wonderful ppl. (repost of original by '"DJ.MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS~F/U/G/F 2 KEITH' on '2007-12-15 18:21:45')

Am I Alone?
I get a funny feeling, it comes from deep inside. I get all mad and angry, wanting to go and hide. My doctor calls it depression, my dad says it's just me. But the thoughts and feelings, no one will ever be able to see. Some say I'm psycho, some say I'm just weird. It's like I'm a different person, and the old me just disappeared. I get really edgy, I want to commit suicide real bad. Then I get a headache, followed by feeling sad. I wish I could get help, I wish it would go away. Maybe if I keep praying real hard, it will some day.

Fu-wedding
Well, it's time to take the giant leap. Jason (DaMunchMan) and I are looking to get a Fu-Wedding. We just need to pick a pastor and do it. Anyone who would like to attend, let me know, and I'll keep you updated with times and dates, etc.

A New One
I have had a house for a bout a yer and a half and now I am going on base because the people that I bought the house from left me with abpout 15 thousand in repairs this sucks but base is better and easier for me to get so I will get out

Shout Outs!!!!
Starting my list of shout outs.. Victoria.. Girl I am glad we met.. you are like a sister to me..... your not only a friend your my family.. love ya to death girl... i will always be here for u..thank you for always being there Mike Bones.. Known you for a while now..you are always there for me.. even if its just to talk.. your really amazing.. i know what u might say but its true.. love you mike.. ur the best and always have a place in my heart

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow,

Come To The Party At Ihs
The devil took over the air ways in the iron horse saloon come check it our i am not lying to you he really did. So come and save us all. Then again lets get him drunk. Iron Horse Saloon! Click the pic below! (repost of original by '"DJ.MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS~F/U/G/F 2 KEITH' on '2007-12-08 17:11:31')

Dream Lover
Reach out your hand And place it gently in mine Let us become one As ours souls intertwine The night surrounds us Filled with the stars As we danced under the moon And make love in the dark Your kisses like velvet Your touch like silk As we envelop each other And create a love stilt Let our bond be unbroken And lasts many nights From the beginning to the end Never losing its sight So if by chance we let go And drift slowly apart Let the love we endeavored Continue silently in our hearts

I Am The Mushroom
I am the mushroom, you feed me shit all day. You keep me in the dark, your crap on me your spray. All this dung your feeding me makes me stronger everyday. Why dont you just give up because your looking kinda gay. yes I am a mushroom, what will I do to you? Will I get you sick? Or high? Will you die? DO nothing? Make you sit on the lou? Will I make you see god? Or make me laugh at you? When all is said and done...though it makes me kinda blue,I give your shit back, twice fold. Now what you going to do?

Results Are In
The doctor finally called with the results of my heart monitor strip. Apparently my heart beats to fast and at odd tims. Big surprise since I've only had the problem as long as I can remember. Luckily the doctor actually heard it happen, so they don't think I'm nuts anymore. So now they're not worried about a connective tissue disorder, even though I barely sleep from the pain. They want to fix my heart. Makes me smile since that's the only thing that wasn't bothering me. So for the next month I have to take a heart medicine called Atenolol, and go in for weekly heart checks. Then we'll see what happens.

My Job Totally Blows At Times.
I work for a company that seems to think that my family always come second, to the business. And if you must know, I work for Rent-A-Center. The pay isn't bad, but I have to work a mandatory 48 hours a week, including Saturdays. My son is becoming a wild child, and my sex life with my wife, is next to non-existant. In New Hampshire, there aren't that many jobs that pay as well, but the company doesn't care if the family falls apart. So, if you are thinking about working for RAC, be warned.............

A Cup Of Joe
Think about it the next time you pour a cup of coffee) A group of alumni, all highly established in their respective careers, got together for a visit with their old university professor. The conversation soon turned to complaints about the endless stress of work and life in general... Offering his guests coffee, the professor went into the kitchen and soon returned with a large pot of coffee and an eclectic assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal - some plain, some expensive, some quite exquisite. Quietly he told them to help themselves to some fresh coffee.. When each of his former students had a cup of coffee in hand, the old professor quietly cleared his throat and began to patiently address the small gathering... ''You may have noticed that all of the nicer looking cups were taken up first, leaving behind the plainer and cheaper ones. While it is only natural for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is actually the source of much

Wal-mart Job Application
This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Wal-Mart in Arkansas . They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Kenneth Way (Grumpy Old Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place. DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked. HOURS AVAILABLE TO WORK: Any. PREFERRED HOURS: 1:30-3:30 p.m. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. DO YOU HAVE

The Reflection Of The Mirror
I wish I had the picture of the woman I wrote this poem about. but I do not know how to add it into the blogs. So I hope every one understands. Also it is still a rough draft of a poem. From the mirrors image a woman's sorrow is reflected, in the gray of day. An Alice in wonderland she is not. But a princess of dreams. Scared of the anguishes of life. By holding The only thing she sees as her life a mirror. A mirror that reflects the sorrow of life. Help she calls, for the ardent of life. In a black and white photo of herself, holding her mirror. the only true reality she has, for life so far. Oh sweet lady of a princess step out of the field. Set down the mirror and throw your arms wide. For ardent life is there right in front of you. All you have to do is see The ardent life with out the mirror's images reflecting it for you princess.The mirror of reflections is just that a reflection of images. They are not reality. So sing out with joy in your heart oh princess.

John Force & Lee Roy Mercer - Interview On Kfan Sports Radio - Hear The Podcast Free
12/15/07 - Fan Motorsports Hr.1 Hawk was joined by the legendary John Force in the first hour. A interview you don't want to miss. Plus, Highlight Clips from the LEE ROY MERCER - GONE RACIN' NASCAR Driver Prank Call CD with Jack Roush. 12/15/07 - Fan Motorsports Hr.2 In hour two, Hawk was joined by Lee Roy Mercer to talk about his hilarious New NASCAR Driver Prank Call CD. Plus, Highlight Clips of Lee Roy Mercer prank calling Tony Stewart. NASCAR Guru David Miller also made his weekly appearance. You can also Hear these Interviews and more at the Official LEE ROY MERCER Myspace Website. Go check it out at: www.myspace.com/leeroymercer

I Like Clowns Except 4 This One
i was just flipping thru the new pictures and i seen something that fucked my head up. At first i thought it was funny until i really read and see who the hell posted. It happened 2 be some juggalo clown. Some fool that wants or believe he is one of the insane clown posse. he truly is a clown, if he thought it was alright 2 have a picture out there like that. those of u who want or care to see look at my pictures or check new pictures 4 today. I find a joke funny, but i find racism as being a pain in my ass, because motherfuckers don't understand they are really assholes. They are too afraid 2 face or accept who they are. they want 2 hide behind who they really want 2 be or befriend, but r 2 scare and mentally selfish wit themselves. i would say his name, but this clown who is not even worth glorifying, because it would only boost up his status. i just hope i never run into this clown on my travels, because i will sell him some crack, my foot up the crack of sorry ass. who ever f

Letter From Santa
I regret to inform you that, effective immediately, I will no longer serve the States of Georgia, Florida, Virginia, North and South Carolina, Tennessee, Mississippi, Texas, and Arkansas and West Virginia on Christmas Eve. Due to the overwhelming current population of the earth, my contract was renegotiated by North American Fairies and Elves Local 209. As part of the new and better contract I also get longer breaks for milk and cookies so keep that in mind. However, I'm certain that your children will be in good hands with your local replacement, who happens to be my third cousin, Bubba Claus. His side of the family is from the South Pole. He shares my goal of delivering toys to all the good boys and girls; However, there are a few differences between us. Differences such as: 1. There is no danger of the Grinch stealing your presents from Bubba Claus. He has a gun rack on his sleigh and a bumper sticker that reads: "These toys insured by Smith and Wesson." 2. Instead

Um Nuthing Impottant
Ok so as the holidays get closer and everybody is starting to relize exactly how lonely they are and how much they love eachother. IVE got a an insane question?!?! Y dont they feel like this all the time? do they not love there family as much the other 12 monthe of the year? Anyways ita always a happy time for me till my family shows up. HAHAHAH or mabey just my brother. I love the decorating and the food and the love amd everything so HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVRYONE.

Autophobia
Autophobia Mascara stains on my pillow Another night alone The tears stream down my face, Washing away the make up That covers up so much more then blemishes. I am missing you I am missing us. But I am trying so hard to be ok How can I ever be ok with u If I’m not ok without u first I remember the girl i used to be I remember how lost she was inside Never knowing who she was Or what she could be But I didn’t need to know then Today I am still that girl But so worse off then i used to be I am alone I am stuck with me There is no one to get lost in, No one to focus on No one but me So I must face her. My worst enemy My least favorite person My biggest fear Myself.

December 15, 2007
I fucking love the new album. It tickles my fancy. Fake it :: Seether Whose to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lose your self-esteem along the way Good god, you're coming up with reasons Good god, you're dragging it out Good god, it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped, so follow me down Fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite You should know that the lies won't hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way Good god, you're coming up with reasons Good god, you're dragging it out Good god, it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped, so follow me down and just... Fake it if your out of direction Fake it if you don't belong Fake it if you feel like infection Whoa, your such a fucking hypocrite I can fake with the best of anyone I can fake with the best of them

Three Days Grace Time Of Dying Lyrics
"Time Of Dying" On the ground I lay Motionless in pain I can see my life flashing before my eyes Did I fall asleep? Is this all a dream Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying On this bed I lay Losing everything I can see my life passing me by Was it all too much Or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying

Christmas
Little boy sits on Santa's lap and Santa says, " HO!HO!HO! What would you like for Christmas, little boy?" The little boy just looks at Santa says "Guess!". So Santa thinks really hard and says, "I know...you want" and tapping his finger on the boy's nose, " T- R - U- C-K" The boys shakes his head and says," no,no I don't want a truck." Santa thinks again and says, " I know you want a", and once again tapping on the child's nose, "a b-o-a-t!" Again, the boy shakes his head and says," nope, I don't want a boat." Santa is stumped and asks the boys, "ok I give up, tell me what you want for Christmas." The boy looks at Santa and says," I want..." and tapping on Santa's nose," P-U-S-S-Y!! and don't tell me you don't have any because I can smell it on your finger!!!"

Sick To Death
I am sick to fucking death of dating guys who are immature assholes. I am very up front about the fact that i have a son...ok single mom...duh...so if you are going to date me and be my boyfriend and be in a relationship with me you have to see me not just when he goes to his dad's house every other weekend but you have to involve him as well...the every other weekend drunk fest and booty call is good fun and all but give me a fucking break, i paint a picture very thoroughly i give explicit guidelines on what i want, i dont want to be a convenience, if you are going to be with me then be with me not just when you feel like it or when my son isnt in the way of you getting a piece of ass and believe me for those of you who are married you know you can still get some after the kids are asleep...but damn it i am about annoyed at boys that cant handle the truth...i give opportunity after opportunity to redeem yourself and yet you still come out smelling like a douche bag...wait to go bonehe

Show Ur Support & Prayers For Darfur
Since early 2003, Sudanese government soldiers and their proxy militia, known as the Janjaweed, have fought rebel groups in the western region of Darfur. Initially, the government strategy largely involved systematic assaults against civilians from the same ethnic groups as the rebel forces. The targeted victims have been mostly from the Fur, Zaghawa, and Masaalit ethnic groups. Hundreds of thousands of civilians have died from violence, disease, and starvation, and thousands of women have been raped. More than 2.5 million civilians have been driven from their homes, their villages torched and property stolen. Thousands of villages have been systematically destroyed and more than 230,000 people have fled to neighboring Chad. But most of those displaced are trapped inside Darfur. Although large-scale government attacks against civilians have declined since 2005, millions remain at risk. Most of the displaced are not returning home for fear that their villages will be attacked again.

Broken Love
my love is strong my love is deep my heart is full and yet it weeps it hurts with pain i cant explain what did you do to make me feel this way you left me here all alone to bear this burden on my own. I thought you would be here but you went away,without saying a word you walked away. but love kept you in my heart so did my promise that we would never part. You are miles away and years have passed, but the love we had will always last. Our heart will mend, tis true they say but the hurt will still linger til our dying day.

Hidden U.s. Deaths Of Gulf Wars
Hidden U.S. Deaths Of Gulf Wars Since Gulf War 1 - 73,846 US Dead, 1,620,906 Disabled By Peter Marshall E. Boomhower 12/13/07 "ICH" -- -- The US department of veteran affairs has issued an official report (See report in full) that confirms 73,000 U.S. troops killed and 1.6 million "disabled" by Persian Gulf wars. 73,846 U.S. Troops Dead (Page 6) and 1,620,906 permanently disabled ( Page 7) George Walker Bush has presided over the worst defeat of the United States Military since Vietnam and has deliberately skewed reporting of the deaths and injuries to conceal the facts. The Department of Veteran's Affairs, in conjunction with the Joint Chiefs of Staff, has released the truth because they need the American People to know our military is literally, destroyed. They cannot release these horrific numbers via the chain of command because they are under orders to conceal the truth at all costs, so they let slip a report which now cannot be "un-slipped." Here are the fact

You Tore My Heart
You tore my heart Right out of my chest You held it close Then threw it right away To be trampled By those who dont care Words spoken were they ever ment You took my heart And made it yours To play with Like a toy You left me bleeding Alone and afraid Another pawn lost in your game Can you even remember who I was Im am the one Who will haunt you In your Dreams at night The one you scream at And Yell to make me go away But whilst my heart is still broken I will remain there forever Of the Love we once had ©Crazydave 2007

Letting It Go.. Yeah Right
Ok, so here it is 2 days since the last time i spoke with him and nothing! i wish i could just let this go, i am sure you wish the same thing, but i am a woman and letting go is not my forte. i really dont get the whole thing. why even bother telling me how he feels if he is going to disappear and not talk to me. ok, i know what you are thinking.. its been 2 days. not 5 weeks or 10 years. im really emotional - can you tell? my hormones from the baby are still way out of wack and i am cycling now too.. neither of which helps this situation. i have not called or texted him, cause i dont want to seem like a stalker.. lol. my understanding is guys dont like it when girls get clingy. im trying not to be clingy, but it is making me bitter. are there men out there that are worth all this crap? men that are charming, caring, kind and generous that aren't gay or married? lol.. no really!!! and if there are - how the hell do i find one that will stick around, not take advantage of me, and p

Night Shade Lov
Darkness falls and she emerges A creature as beautiful as night isself She awakens to hunt the one she loves Lust in her eyes magnified by the night Hunger from a long time sleep Lust pouring over her body Sleek and dark Swift like the night She hunts me Around every corner must I glance For she grows to love my taste Mortal love she hunts This flesh of mine To devour me by candlelight Her wishes come true As we lie embracing the night We are as one She is fulfilled I am spent

Christmas
As we come on the stretch home to the end of 2007, and the beginning of 2008, and the near of Christmas we need to take the time to reflect. JNot reflecting upon about what happend this past year but to reflect upon more important things. I know some dont beleive in the true meaning of Christmas, but at the same time we need to be thankful for what we have and not what we dont have. There are people not only in other countries but in our own country that are without. My wish for Christmas is that we all can get along for at least 1 day and thoes around the world who wont have a Christmas will have one Christmas. This year I am very thankfor for my freinds and fsamily. I love you all. Have a Great Christmas and a Happy New Years All. God Bless