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Help Me Keep Her In Bed She In California And I Am In Oklahoma
This Sweet Sister of Mine has been sick lately and is suppose to be in stay in bed for the next 3 days per doctors order.....Could we just showed her some love so she will stay in bed and keep busy rating people....PLEASE REPOST THIS MZ. DREAMS..FAN B4 ADD....Door girl & Head Of Promtions For Centerfolds. *The Sisterhood*@ fubar

All About Me
Im well grounded and realistic I don't day-dream or think abouot the future (unless Im planning ahead , of course) Actually I tend to find day-dreaming and fightiness pretty annoying and pointless. sometimes people get me confused for being pessimestic, but i know that Im just keeping/being real.

Stereotypes
Well I havent been on here very long now and have noticed that there must be alot of disrespect going around. There are some of us that were raised to have respect for the opposite sex. I understand that its an adult website and you have to take the good with the bad at your own discretion. People are going to be people no matter how you try to avoid it. I myself do not get offended to easy but i'm sure not gonna try to offend someone on here. There are still a few of us that were raised to be polite and respectful. So i'm not to offended when i read pages and they talk about not wanting to see this or hear that from someone because i know its not me. Well anyway this was just a thought off of the top of my head and just to let you ladies know that there are some good guys left. I'm not much of a writer so thats it for my first blog attempt.

Life In General
All though i am still upset about issues life is better... I bought a new car!! way excited... wanna get a new job tho... got a new piercing died my hair... i think im attempting to become a whole new person..lol... maybe then i wont get so used...who knows.. but yea at least i dont care anymore, well i mean i still care im just not mad about the stupid shit anymore

46 Questions About Nothing Important
Participate with me on this. I only sent this to folks whose answers are bound to be clever and interesting. This is what you are supposed to do and try not to be LAME and spoil the fun! Just give in and do it. Copy, not forward, this entire e-mail and paste it into new email. Change all the answers so that they apply to you then send this to a whole bunch of people you know *including* the person who sent it to you. Put your name in the subject. The theory is that you will learn many little known facts about your friends. 1. FIRST NAME: Walter WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Yes, my father. 2. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY & WHY? Five minutes ago from watching a good movie. (call me a wimp and I'll beat you with a tooth pick) 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? No, I make chicken scratch look something that might hang in The Louvre. 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Too many to mention ( I like to eat) 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes, one precocious lit

Snow Sex
Snow Sex BECAUSE UR FREAKY ASS OPENED THIS U WILL GET KISSED ON SATURDAY BY A PERSON WHO THINKS UR CUTE UR FINE UR PERFECT AND TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN!!! BREAK IT AND U WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS!!! REPOST SAYING "Snow Sex''

Nothing Left...
Darkness is my heart. Tears me apart. Swallows me whole. Hell in my soul. These eyes so bright, swallowed up the night. This pain so deep puts hope to sleep. Dreams have run away. Nothing left to say. Never knowing why makes me want to die. Happiness has gone. Where the fuck's my dawn? Trapped in night. Nothing left to fight. Scream in silence with this peaceful violence. Inside broken. Appearance token. Still just running round. Lost and never found. What am I looking for? And where the hell is the door?

Child Support
i have recently been free of child support for the first time in over 20 years. i have no problem supporting my children. however, i am against supporting my ex-wifes drinking habit. my son never had clothes for school or shoes for his feet but she would take my 135.00 support check to the bar and cash it. she would remain there till the bar closed. comeing home with no money from that child support check. my son was always hungry when he came to visit. my idea to end abuse of child support is to issue a card only good for food or clothes. that way the money is going where it should be. to the child. there is way too much power and corruption in the child support racket. i say a nation wide revamping is seriously needed. remember. absolute power is absolute corruption absolutely. courts should only get involved in extreme cases. suchas, dead-beat parents. otherwise let the voters decide on a fair and just way of getting child support to the child not the parent.

Too Gone?
Somewhere inside I die a little each time I tell myself that it makes me ready for new growth. So I try to Make the mends to my tattered soul Trying hard to grow and grow. Am I too Old? Am I too gone? Youth and firmness leave us all. And the scars of life's battles linger. LOL comfort in "like rome we all fall "...gravity is not kind. Some days I feel full of wisdom and life. Some days I feel full of sadness and I tire. But that is life is it not? Without the bad how could I appreciate the good? being comfortable in my own skin...can it be bad? if you get too comfortable and lax?? Or is it only good? My life isn't where I want it. It isnt how I want it to be. Who can change it? Only me...Wait? No more wait. Days go by and my tomarrows turn into todays and I cant wait anymore for my todays will become yesterdays and then no more. What am I waiting for? That one special moment? No...My soul cant take the wait. I'm a free spirit in chains and chained to something inconc

Po' Folks
Nappy RootsPo' FolksMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Po' Folks ( Nappy Roots ) Awwww.... Mmmmm, awww.. [Chorus] All my life been po' But it really don't matter no mo' And they wonder why we act this way Nappy Boys gon' be okay All my life been po' But it really don't matter no mo' And they wonder why we act this way Nappy Roots gon' be okay, okay [Big V] We came in the game, plain ya see Average man when the rest was ashamed to be Nappy head and all, ain't no changin me Ooooh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh... So rough it was, downright wrong I tell ya Nobody never gave us nothin but tough time and made us somethin Different stretch of road, new somethin to see Every state on the map, a different somethin to eat Daps and handshakes, it meant nuttin for real Everybody makin a killin man, showin no feelins Walkin off collectin pay, it's the way of the world Can't change it, so I guess I'm gon' pray for the world Sometimes I ask myself, was I made for the world? I sc

Famly Update
Mystic Warriors Tribe Owner Mystic Warrior **MWT** Second in command Jim 'the real flirt ~ Royalty Leveler ~ & **MWT** second in command' Vice Platoon leader 'Queen B owner of the Tiger's Den & proud member of**MWT** Rainbow Warriors Platoon Leader Platoon Members Sandy 'mailbroad47**MWT** Cece 'even-in_the_rain**mwt**' Amanda '~Amanda the seductress 69 Vice~ RLW the real flirt C/O of The White Tiger's Den & **MWT**member' Vice 'trollsny**MWT**windtalker tribe' snyder Sassy 'Sassyharleylady**MWT**' 'Sweet Michelle Member of the MWT' PLATOON LEADER cathy lostangel **MWT** Platoon Members 'Mystic Angel **MWT** Rea

Love? Does It Exist?
"There was once a man who didn't believe in love. This was an ordinary man just like you and me, but what made this man special was his way of thinking: He thought love doesn't exist. Of course, he had a lot of experience trying to find love, and he observed the people around him. Much of his life had been spent searching for love, only to find that love didn't exist. Wherever this man went, he would tell people of his thoughts and opinions on love. This man was highly intelligent, and he was very convincing. What he said was the love is just like a drug; it makes you very high, but it creates a strong need. You can become highly addicted to love, but what happens when you don't receive your daily doses of love? Just like a drug, you need your everyday doses. He used to say that most relationships between lovers are just like a relationship between a drug addict and the one who provides the drugs. The one who has the biggest need is like the drug addict; the one who has a little

Life
People are unreasonable, illogical and self centered Love them anyway If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives Do good anyway If you are successful, you will win false friends and true enemies Succeed anyway The kindness you show today will be forgotten tomorrow Be kind anyway Honesty and frankness will make you vulnerable Be honest and frank anyway The biggest person with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest person with the smallest mind. Think big anyway What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight Build anyway People really need help, but may attack you if you help them Help people anyway Give the world the best you have, and you might get kicked in the teeth Give the world the best you have anyway

Buy Me, See Here Or My Bulliten!
Im for sale! just think, you can now own your own sweet little piece of seduction! Starting bid is 60,000 , Someone has started the bidding already! CLICK MY PIC AND START BIDDING! PLEASE LEAVE ALL BIDS IN MY SHOUT BOX OR IN MY PRIVATE MESSAGES! Please repost!! (repost of original by 'The Art Of Seduction*Scooter Bar Beauty Crew*Free*To*Good*Home' on '2007-12-08 19:38:17')

The Next 2 Weeks!
Hi everyone! The life of a music director gets very hectic at this time of year. In the next two weeks, I will be involved in 5 evening rehearsals and 6 performances. That means my time online will be somewhat limited. I want you all to know that if I do not get the chance to comment to you or rate any of your items, it's because of those time constraints. I know I have the best friends and family here and I want to keep ALL of you! If I don't get the chance to wish you a Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa or Happy Hanukkah during that time, I wish you all the best holidays possible now. Hopefully things will return to normal during winter break! Peace and love to all of you!!!!!

Hot Addiction
Cobra StarshipThe Church Of Hot AddictionMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com The Church Of Hot Addiction ( Cobra Starship ) Just let me ask you: Hey, have you heard of my religion? It's called the Church of Hot Addiction And we believe that God has lust for everything Because now, The time has come for your devotion And you already got a notion Of what I need So give it, just give it, Just give it to me You're willing, I'm waiting. Turn out the lights Tonight I am the drug you can't deny Tonight G-A-B-E gonna get you high My love is electric My love is electric, yeah My love is electric My love is electric, yeah Just let me tell you Hey, you gotta get the Cobra bless now You're really only selling sex now But I can pay The price you charge for what I need Because I, I've got a nasty new compulsion And you've already got a notion Of what I need So give it, just give it, Just

$500 Later
wemt out today and blew a fwe dolars on a 'few beers' lots of fun was had by all especzailly me and the girl i took home and then a fun taxci back lol still a good night night in an oujt hoipe you all had lots of fun tooo :D

~~something For Everyone~~
1. When I was born, I got a choice - A big dick or a good memory. I can't remember, what I chose. 2. Your birth certificate is an apology letter from the condom factory. 3. A wife is a sex object. Every time you ask for sex, she objects. 4. Impotence: Nature's way of saying 'No hard feelings...' 5. There are only two four letter words that are offensive to men - 'don't' and 'stop', unless they are used together. 6. Panties: Not the best thing on earth, but next to best thing on earth. 7. There are three stages of sex in a man's life: Tri Weekly, Try Weekly, and Try Weakly. 8. Virginity can be cured. 9. Virginity is not dignity, it's lack of opportunity. 10. Having sex is like playing bridge. If you don't have a good partner, you'd better have a good hand. 11. I tried phone sex once, but the holes in the dialer were too small. 12. Marriage is the only war where you get to sleep with the enemy. 13. Q: What's an Australian kiss?

My Band
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Weekend Opie And Anthony Links: Download The O&a Show, New Boobs On Ratemywow, New Steve Remixes, Patrice Oneal Podcasts, Jim Norton New Years Tickets
The weekend is once again upon us, and instead of going out to a party or a social event, we're here, updating stuff to keep you folks entertained. As always, if you missed ANY of the Opie and Anthony Show this week, you can download the FULL shows online at AUDIBLE: Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/03/2007 (Jeff Ross, Ken Burns) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/04/2007 (Bob Saget, Jeff Ross, Joe Francis of Girls Gone Wild) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/05/2007 (Denis Leary, Adam Ferrara, Bree Olson and Kayden Kross) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/06/2007 (Bill Burr, Dave Attell, Lou from Amy Fisher: Caught On Tape ) Download the Opie and Anthony Show - 12/07/2007 (Joel McHale, Bill Burr) Are you proud of your bowels? Do you take impressive dumps? Want to share your poo with the rest of the world? go to RATEYOURDOODY.COM and show us what you got! New Boobs on RateMyWOW: Thanks once again to our west coast buddies Yoshi and Brandon Iron, w

12/06/07
While others lay down thier heads, Dream holiday dreams Of presents and christmas white kisses. I lay down and dream of sanity. The energy to move on normally. The relief of this pain that wrecks my body and seeps into my soul. The only light in my life comes and goes. I know its always there, And heaven knows I always want to see it. But sometimes I am blind to its sight and numb to its heat. When I make it disappear my heart skips a beat. Seems to love to hide during this season. Im always going crazy without any reason. Wake up dear lovers, To cinnamon kisses. I wake up to my delusional reality. The holidays are a happy season. But they never give me any more reason to leave my bed. 12/06/07

I'm Back
Baby BashBaby I'm Back - Featuring AkonMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Baby I'm Back ( Baby Bash ) (feat. Akon) [Chorus Akon] Don't look no farther! Baby im back (yeah) Im here to cater to you (any thing that you want me to do: ill do it) Cause Ill be your lover (ill be your lover) Ill be your best friend Tell me what I gotta do (tell me what I gotta do and ill do it) [Baby Bash] Now im back in a flesh Feelin so blessed, back in your corner suga, suga don't stress Forget about the rest; let's go inside, im back in your zone Baby im back in your vibe, now I cant be denied I can't lie i'm on ya I never ever wanna say sayonara Some body told me that the grass was greener On the other side of lake ariba Never really used to be a mean to cheat her What I gotta do to be a keeper These words comin out the speaker, true love is off the meter [Chorus] [Baby Bash] I was gone for a minute but now im home, Please forget me for being a rolling stone, Plea

12/08/07
Do you know my dear, Sometimes I break randomly into tears.... And did you know my love, I still delight in the cold touch of a... Do you see my light, I'm spiraling down the tunnel out of sight. Do you feel my love, My heart cracking in your hand. Don't let go.. My faith lies in the gentle care of your hold. Please don't whisper a word, If a new scar your eyes behold. It's already old. 12/08/07

My Love
My love ~Tony Martinez My love Do you feel me? Do you really understand? Do you really understand how truly deep? Do you know how much I ache for you? When I scream at night Do you hear me? When I cry in the shower Do your arms ache to be around me? I tell you I love you I know you hear me But do you really listen? Baby please tell me Do you really love me With a passion that is unending That can't be quenched I know it's hard But damn it baby It's harder not knowing I need you more than anyone will know But I need to know even more Please baby dont hold back It hurts so much not knowing My love Do you feel it Do you know it Do you return it My love

Trouble
PinkTroubleMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Trouble ( Pink ) No attorneys To plead my case No opiates To send me into outta space And my fingers Are bejeweled With diamonds and gold But that ain't gonna help me now I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I disturb my town I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I got trouble in my town You think your right But you were wrong You tried to take me But I knew all along You can take me For a ride I'm not a fool out So you better run and hide I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I got trouble in my town I'm trouble Yeah trouble now I'm trouble ya'll I got trouble in my town If you see me coming Down the street then You know it's time to Go (and you know it's time to go cause here comes trouble) No attorneys To plead my case No opiates To send me into outta space And my fingers Are bejeweled With diamonds and gold But that ain't gonna help me now You

From'~emily Gail The 1 And Only~'s Home Page
link to the writer's home page(please read more of her writings) http://www.fubar.com/user/817307 To the ladies out there- Treat yourself as if you were a queen. DO NOT settle for anything less than you deserve! No ring or money or promise is worth settling for. If he doesn't treat you the way you want to be treated or make you feel the way you want to feel, then he is not worth your time, effort, love, or affection. You know you've found the right one when he feels like he doesn't deserve you. That in his eyes, you and you alone are so desirable and wonderful in every single way, he can't even fathom the fact that you would even give him a chance. That is the man every Woman dreams of and that is the man every Woman deserves. But ladies, always, always remember, just because this man worships the ground you walk on does not mean he deserves to be treated any less than the five star treatment he gives you. As a Woman you are a diamond and he is the gold. What would that ring

Look At This!
Made some new skins. Did almost all the U.S.Military ones that have been requested as well as a couple just for general use. If you have any others you would like to see added to the Military skins, drop me a private message and I'll see what I can do over the next couple days. Skins For Help Ripping Skins...Check out my Step By Step FuBar Support Blog http://fubar.com/blog/60737/567394 Here's my link. :) Year of the Dragon™@ fubar Oh yes...it would seem that some don't understand that For Personal use only, means I would appreciate it NOT being ripped. The skins like that have my actual image included. Please...don't take those. I can ask over and over and they still get ripped. I share freely and appreciate respect. ************************************************** Lonely Angel U.S.AirForce U.S. Army U.S.Marines Marine Wife Winter Scene Happy Holidays (NP) Further up the skins list. Happy Ho

Man Iam Soar
So what do you do when you r riding your bike in the rain on the freeway and you see a car with baja plates "that means mexico" cut 4 lanes of traffic and slam into you and your friend at like 50 miles and hour. I almost saved it but i went down at 40 mph. I have a sperated shoulder broken ribs sprained wrist and bump brusies. So we the cops got there not only were the plates fake hes was here illeagl with no ins. so my bike is totalled and my doc bills r going to be alot so please look out for others on the road and get ins if you dotn have any.

Okay
OKAY SOMEONE JUST SHOUTBOX ME AND ASKED IF I WAS GAY BECAUSE THE WAY I LOOK IN MY PIC SO I WROTE BACK AND SAID YES WHATS IT TO U AND THE PERSON SAID SORRY I WAS JUST ASKING A QUESTION SO IF ANY HAS A PROBLEM WITH ME BEING GAY THEN JUST REMOVE ME FROM UR FRIENDS LIST CAUSE I DONT CARE.

Am I Wrong For Being Pissed Off??
Okay, I'm a pretty nice person, right? I try to go to everyone's page that visits mine and leaves me any kind of love. Even if you vote on my mumm, I'll rate your profile. (Although, if you act too ignorant in there, I won't! ha!) Anyway, I don't bother anyone, I act civil, do not stir up drama...right? If you know me in any way, you know I am right! I try to be as compliant as I can be with Fubar's policies. Sometimes, someone is quicker than me for marking NSFW pics. :P But when I know they are NSFW for sure, I always try to mark them immediately. Granted, sometimes, my IE or Vista or just the daggone cable acts up and I can't there before someone else does but I get there. And if I do have something that should be marked NSFW, it's just an honest mistake. Hey, I never said I was an angel....an angel with horns is all I ever claimed! ;) Anyway, enough of all this explaining. Let me get to the dirty deed that was done to me tonight. You might say harmless but put yourself in my sho

Do You Even Care?
I just don't know how to feel, If I should just give up, Store away all emotion And chalk it up as never meant to be. I put away what I feel And try to forget you. But then you smile at me, Or brush against me, And I fall in love all over again. Then you'll forget me For awhile, pretend I'm not there. I cry and wonder, Do you even care at all?

~~the Eye Test~~~
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Gonna Get Yah
If you think you are a player and you are playin all these woman/men in your lives you are stupid. All I have to say is Karma is a bitch. Step up and be real stop playing foolish games I am making a living out of catching cheaters and players so I am gonna get yah LOL (joking) but seriously come on people why try and be a player?

Re: Thanks.
Thanks to the crew..'members of the misfit~ angels' for another great piece of work..amazing stuff when the call goes out they appear from nowhere.. Great people good friends and all round fantastic bunch of misfit's Thanks Again Denno.

~ Thugs Bash Boy Scouts With Shotgun To Steal Christmas Tree Money ~
Thugs Bash Boy Scouts With Shotgun to Steal Christmas Tree Money I can't believe this, beat a boy scout with a gun to steal their Christmas Tree money? These three Son of a Bitches are lower then Whale Shit. I live in this same city, i can tell you the one man did show up the next day and just handed the scouts the $300 that was stolen. And also that next night they usally sell 10-15 trees a night they sold more then 50 :)

About Me :)
Hey everyone :) My name is Roberta, I'm 21 years old and I live in Florida. I moved here from New Jersey when I was 18 years old. I'm not sure it's the best decision I ever made, but I really didn't have much choice in the matter at the time. For any of you who have moved to the south from up North I know all of yous noticed something that I immediately did. The majority of people who live in Florida, are the biggest group of fake assholes that have ever lived!! No joke...It's worse the L.A. down here...I feel like, I'm living my own version of "Laguna beach" or "The Hills". It's really quite amazing. That's one of my biggest pet-peeves about people...Is it really so hard to be honest? I don't think it is, I'm a brutally honest woman...Even if what I think about you is not really nice, I'll probably tell you. But I always give everyone a chance and I don't judge right off the bat. I'm recently single and I just went through a really bad break-up with a boyfriend that I ca

Heisman Results And My Thoughts
This evening Univ. of Florida quarterback Tim Tebow became the 1st sophomore and 72nd winner of the Heisman Trophy. I was pulling for Univ. of Hawaii quarterback Colt Brennan who came in third. I thought since he was the only finalist that led his team to an undefeated season that he truly earned. In general, I feel that the Heisman should be presented after all the bowls games are over. This gives the voters a look of how the candidates do in the post-season.

Have Some Holiday Cheer
When it asks for your name, just put in your first name. Watch it all and you'll find out why. Make sure you have the sound on - something to put a smile on your face! http://www.busybus.co.uk/design/xmas_santa.swf Merry Christmas and all the best to you in the New Year!!!

Do Not Use Sex As Leverage!
LADIES YOU MAY FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT ITS LIKE BE OPEN MINDED (girls don't read this if u don't have a sense of humor) This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. and funny so just go with it One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed depart

Twisted
Keith SweatTwisted - Featuring Kut KloseMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com Twisted ( Keith Sweat ) Oh yeah baby You got to make your mind up Yeah, Kut Klose, hear me out 1-You know you are my lover You got me twisted over you I know I got what you need So what you wanna do Baby, baby I know Baby I love you so But you don't feel like I do Tell me what can I do 2-But I gotta be strong You did me wrong When I thought that we were really down So you say you want me Make up your mind 'cause I'm not gonna be here for long (repeat 1) Baby, baby in time Baby I know you'll find That what you needed was here And think about it my dear (rpt 2, 1...) Breaking up down You got me twisted Thinking about the way that things use to be When It was you and me girl I was so free See you had my life Like Cupid and I was just down right foolish and stupid But now I know the reason for the pain and the headaches You

~ Serial Sex Offender Arrested For Murder Of Boy Found In Garbage Truck ~
How and Who in the FUCK lets a man out of jail after being convicted of Sodomy on a 9 year old and a 11 year old in 1992. Well Dumb Fucks This Young boys Blood is on your hands. I figure since he was on the list since 2000 that he only did 10 years. TEN fucking years for raping 2 Children. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH OUR JUSTICE SYSTEM? The Fucking Criminals have more rights then the Victims or their family. LOUISVILLE, Ky. -- Cecil New II pleaded not guilty to kidnapping and killing 4-year-old Cesar "Ivan" Aguilar-Cano. A judge set a $1 million cash bond for new during his arraignment Thursday morning in Jefferson Circuit Court. New was charged Wednesday with killing the boy, who disappeared from his home near Churchill Downs on June 29. sponsor Cano was found in the back of a garbage truck eight days later. A grand jury also indicted New on Wednesday. Prosecutors said they plan to seek the death penalty if New is convicted. New has been on the Kentucky

Pussy Cat "very Funny"
One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O ', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe ' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the building, next door to the vet. The MD's waiting room and office wa

Great Things
Why is it that all the great things that come up in life or the Great Ppl you meet seem to just over-time.... Slip away from us?? And those Great things you can see and want so Badly are Just out of Reach. Each time that we reach for them they seem to just slip farther away from us don't they?? It has happened to me SO MANY TIMES!! Something or Someone great comes along and I reach out to it or them and they just seem to slip away even farther. I meet some of the greatest ppl EVER, and overtime they just.... slip away. I hate when this happens, and every time it hurts just a little more. I try to be friends with alot of ppl and I never try to choose sides with anyone really. At times some friends may be a little more fun to hang out with at the time, but I will still try and be there for all my friends. I try to be one of those friends that doesn't... just slip away. And it seems that this blog ended in a place I didn't really expect or they way I wanted it to. But I

Philosopy
1. Pride Applying the 7 Deadly Sins as dieting tips maybe my new diet strategy. First, letting go of pride. If I had a nickel for everytime a friend told me they couldn't go to the gym because they looked too bad, they didn't want to look silly, didn't have the right outfits for it or there would be men there...my next cruise would be paid for. The gym maybe the only place where looking bad is actually the goal. Sweaty= yay! Hair askew= who cares! Face beat red=great workout! Yes, there are 20 years old prancing around there almost naked and the only time they will have any fat on them at all is when I bump into them; I no longer give a damn. Yes, there are girls there working the weight room like a nightclub, good for them, don't care about them either. If I manage to make it to the gym; find the time, get my clothes on and get down there. Then I feel just a triumphant as the young man who bench 200lbs for the first time. As for looking silly; well, good. Anyone who boun

Dinner Party
Dinner party for 8 - $250 Wine for guests - $80 Your parents are there Your in-laws are there Your boss and his wife are there The minister and his wife are there You're all settling down for a nice relaxing evening dinner. Then in walks the dog . . . . . Priceless!

Yoko Ono Marks John Lennon's Passing
She urges artwork to be downloaded 07.Dec.07 2:31pm Yoko Ono is set to mark the 27th anniversary of John Lennon's death by urging fans to display 'War Is Over!' artwork. The message War Is Over If You Want It - Happy Christmas from John And Yoko is available to download from ImaginePeace.com and is to coincide with his passing on December 8. A special message and video will be available on that day. In a statement, Ono says : "Please print & display in your window, workplace, school, street, car, computer & elsewhere over the holiday season. "On December 8th, 11.15pm (your local time) please remember John by taking a moment of quiet reflection." It suggests that you should sing or play 'Imagine' and asks that you send stories and photos to stories@imaginepeace.com. Lennon was 40 when he was shot dead by deranged fan Mark Chapman outside the Dakota building on Central Park's west side.

Darkness
darkness swallows light cannot touch pain envelopes feelings uncaring hate filled too cold and unyielding shattered torn and broken tossed to the side forevermore tattered and torn screaming screams no one hears crying tears no one sees darkness swallows nothing except me

One Special Christmas
One special night of Christmas By Eric Ethan There is something special I want to share with you A long log cabin that was big and it was just right The night I put the Christmas tree up and decorate the inside and out side with glitter and bright lights Cause I want this special Christmas for you I made the egg nog and cookies with a big dinner that you would like Tonight is the night not to think of your diet but to live like queens and king on this Christmas day. I got dressed in red and wore my black cowboy hat with a red coat and scarf I got in my red truck and off I rode into the night to pick you up I blindfolded you with a red scarf to get in this Christmas holiday I said I have a surprise for you that we always talked about and I want to make this special night for you. I helped you out of the truck and got you to drive, I turn the outside lights on to get your surprise I took

The Mocking Program
brief review right now. Alan Dean Foster has written several short stories and released a collection set in the "Montezuma Strip" before - an area of the Southwest as projected about 80? years into the future (it's been described as a nightmarish future ("first world tech, third world wages" - those parts seem accurate; his politics are -somewhat- more similar to mine than, say, Robert Heinlein's are...) - but based on this novel set in the Strip, anyway... if anything, Foster seems optimistic- and his Inspector likable for much, including his refusal to be cynical about the prospects of the people on his beat. (This isn't at all a political tract masquerading as a novel; those are qualities I noticed, though.) For the plot - the wife and daughter of a murder victim not only don't want to be found (to identify the body), but are - demonstrative about it. :) (Well... view the back cover sometime.) A review here - though I think differently than the reviewer about one or t

Gilsellers Theme
Just sit right back and you'll hear a tale: a tale of a fateful trip. That started from this tropic port, Aboard this tiny ship. The mate was a mighty fisherman, The skipper brave and sure. Five RMTs set sail that day For a three hour tour, a three hour tour. The weather started getting rough, The tiny ship was tossed, If not for the 3rd party POS-hack tool, The minnows would be lost, the minnows would be lost. The ship set ground on the shore of this uncharted desert isle With Gllgnnnn Thsskprrjr too, Mlyndnnr and his wife, Mvyssttr Pfssannmryn, Here on Gilseller's Isle. So this is the tale of the castaways, They're here for a long, long time, They'll have to make the best of things, Til the GMs catch their crime. The first mate and the Skipper too, Will do their very best, To make themselves a lot of gil, At the rest of our expense. No sub, no gear, no chocobos, Not a single luxury, Like mithras in the jungle, As

Retarted Thoughts...stoner Moments
I thought I would share with you some of the Retarded thoughts I have at times...Like today...I was thinking about what I would do when I die...and who would be the first person I would want to speak with up there...If in fact we do go to a heaven like the organize religions say we do.. And I thought EVE... because I really would like to know what she was thinking.....Then I started to reason this out...The Bitch clearly was insane...I mean she's talking to serpents here right? ...last I checked the fuckers only said psssssttttt... then bite your ass...So she had to be festering a good case of std's... Adam gave her the clap!.... I mean it stands to reason right? It states he was alone for a long time before god created EVE... and well we know men cant go very long with just watching the animals have sex and not want to taste it himself! Infact thats what he told God...I'm lonley.... all the animals have a mate except me...which translates in man language as "My dick is dripping from f

Another Angel Dancing-rip Juju
ANOTHER VERY SWEET LIL ANGEL HAS BEEN ASKED TO COME HOME AND STOP HAVING TO SUFFER HERE ON THIS EARTH GOD BLESS YOU OUR LITTLE JUJU WE WILL MISS VISTING YOUR PAGE MAY GOD BLESS HIS FAMILY DURING THIS TIME AND PLEASE KEEP THEM IN YOUR THOUGHT AND PRAYERS HE NO LONGER HAS TO GO THROUGH ALL THE PAIN AND SUFFERING FROM THE UGLY BRAIN TUMOR HE HAD ..SO PLEASE I AM ASKING EVERYONE TO STOP BY THESE 2 PAGES AND SHOW SOME MUCH NEEDED LOVE I WAS INTRODUCED TO THIS VERY LOVELY LIL ANGEL BY MO_SWEETANGEL AND SHE IS FEELING ALOT OF PAIN RIGHT NOW ALSO SHE HAD GOTTEN VERY CLOSE TO THIS LITTLE BOY OVER THE LAST YEAR AND KEPT A SPEICAL FOLDER ON HER PAGE FOR HIM I PERSONALLY KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO HAVE A VERY SICK CHILD IN MY FAMILY AND I KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO DO THE DAILY THINGS YOU HAVE TO DO TO TAKE CARE OF THEM IT ISNT EASY BY FAR AND YOU ARE ALWAYS PRAYING FOR A MIACLE AND SOMETIMES GODS ANSWER IS HE WANTS OR NEEDS ANOTHER ANGEL WITH HIM SO THATS WHAT HE NEEDED THIS TIME AGAIN ...THIS IS JUJU

Losing Yet Again
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end Love in my life is like sand, I give it care and attention, Then a strong gust of wind sifts it through my hand, And I lose yet again

Pain Unparalled
Are you looking at the moon tonight? Watching the stars as they light up the sky? Are you thinking of what we've missed? And upon those stars have we wished the same wish? I wonder what you look like now.. Is your hair still blonde or has it turned brown? Are your eyes the same crystal green? Do they share the sadness I see in my dreams? How tall are you now? Will I ever know? I wasnt there to watch you grow... Do you still have that sweet little lisp? And I wonder if I am the one that you miss? Does a day go by without wondering why? Why is it I thought I could fly? So many pages have we both turned.. Without each other to teach and to learn. Are you still that shy little sprite that used to hide under my skirt in fright? Have you awaken to thoughts of me in the night? And was he there to let you know its alright. Do you feel me as I think of you ..day in and day out its all that i do. I wish I could look at your sweet little face and let you know no ones take

Dont You Know When You Had A Bad Day When?
I really had a bad today..I argued with my mom about my pastor who calls me every day of the week. I just need the space and I feel like the guy is smothering me. Really I just started going back to church after 13 year absence. All of a sudden He was asking if I like to sing :/ Ok I dont like getting in front of people and doing anything like that right now. I cant find a simple way and say No. I just feel uncomfortable right now So I turned my phone off. I dont think I want to go to church tomorrow and I want to stay home.I'm just not feeling right. Talk Carla dont talk anymore. Im just tired oImpeople like that. I blame myself and its my fault. She doesn't like me She uses men and I was her latest victim.I really .I'm just so hurt because of it. And she has no idea of what she put me through.

Stollie's Prayer
now i lay me down to bed ..no more wishing i was dead....a handfull of pills so i can dream of days gone by so carefree...bottle of stollies three quarters gone...I'm thru with wishing I was wrong...come to me softly in the night..and steal my soul before daylight...not one more day will I walk these streets...l give up on fullfilling all of our dreams... these old memories of a time long past has silenced my bleeding heart at last..so its off to oblivion once again to kill the voice inside my head..i'll lay here on this pillow soft, giving up my life as i drift off. I know your waiting in the light to rip me from this torturous life..My body grows cold as my mind starts to drift, and I'm floating above in a cloud like mist...No more to wander upon this land. no more to question what I dont understand. so now I lay me down to bed..lifes so much better lived when dead.

Feast For Darkness
The nature of my beast is your lust for me.. I feed on your soul so completely... Rapture engulfing your heart.. your mind.. your loins I'll devour in time.. My hunger for you never saited.. the thirst for your blood unequated.. Come slowly to me in the night.. undress my soul with your piercing eyes.. run your hands over this flesh so cold.. fill my body from within.. injecting me with your seed of sin .... My mouth dry from screams of passion... panting and breathless I'm left ravaged... quenching my thirst on your warm bitter blood.. Our bodies twisted..blanketed with the darkness.. billowing lust seep deep within.. no sence of time..we've thrived on sin.. feast my love on this this flesh of mine.. take your fill of my body ...my soul ...my mind... then togeather we'll surpass all others... lusting in darkness and undercover..

Nothingness
I'm pulled into blackness ..a wide open nothingness..darkness envelopes me..I wander aimlessly...no other soul is around..only nothingness can be found..Its a black peacefullness I've never known...I wonder if its you I've outgrown..your face i no longer see...no pain do i feel..no smile to embrace me..calm nothingness abounds all around...and not a soul do I seek to see..no longer do I long to be...I'm struggling to free myself...with unconscious wanting not to leave..a need to linger a while longer..perhaps for eternity...I have no wants..no needs ..no lust for anything...the sight of my reflection in a mirror... no longer holds interests for me...even the vainty of my soul ...this has ceased to be...I could just stay here in my nothing world..a place just for me...my own paradise of nothingness... where no one... could ever touch me...all sounds have disapaited..no music for my soul...i'm drifting further into this black void of a hole...all desires are swept away...with each step m

The Dark Side
..I welcome hell...bring on the fire.....let the molten rocks rain down upon me ..at least I'll feel something more than desire..let the fire fall ... let the ash burn bright..I never wanted to see the dawn of light ..my soul is already burning ...fist punching blades of fury... heat so raw my brain becomes numb.. I want to feel what its like not to feel at all.. give me the ash,,,....i crave a drought now..dont let me drink..let me suck up the dust from your altar ...that which you kneel to..the empty slab of stone with no energy...it has no meaning to me..its all nonsense and ridicule the tales you weave... give to me true death...and everlasting black dream...one where I float alone no one there to see me...all alone in this vast empty space up above... where I can be alone ..singularly in love...In love with the nothingness..all alone in my head...no one to hear ...no one to dread... I hate others around me...I hate the ones I've met...this life is nothing ...let me lie dead in my

~ Atrocities Against American Pows In Korean War ~
The Media will never tell you how OUR guys are treated. U.S. SENATE REPORT NO. 848 ON ATROCITIES American military troops were starved, beaten, and tortured by their Korean and Chinese captors. Every rule set forth in the Geneva Convention was broken when thousands of Americans died at the hands of barbaric Communists in the Korean War. Thus is the conclusion of Senate Report No. 848 on atrocities committed against American troops in Korea in 1950-51. This page of the Korean War Educator reveals the contents of Report No. 848, which was published by the United States Government Printing Office in Washington in 1954. Text of Senate Report No. 848 83d Congress 2nd Session KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES REPORT OF THE COMMITTEE ON GOVERNMENT OPERATIONS MADE THROUGH ITS PERMANENT SUBCOMMITTEE ON INVESTIGATIONS BY ITS SUBCOMMITTEE ON KOREAN WAR ATROCITIES INTRODUCTION On June 25, 1950, the North Korean Peoples' Army, without warning, attacked the Free Republic of South Korea. Dur

No Name ... Im Just In A Mood..
It was a planned seduction I'll admit and say I knew you would be tired after such a long work day You walked in the door hazel eyes shining wrapping me within your arms and gave me a long slow kiss My body sizzled, the friction of hard verses soft. At that point I was already almost lost I fixed you a meal fit for a king sat beside you, saying all the right things. Chicken alfredo, salad, breadsticks and then there was the special desert packed full of chocolate. I sent you to shower while I finished it up. My heart beating double time thinking about how to make you mine. You thought to protect me make sure of to many things. Your heart battled with your mind, you wanted to wait, give us more time. Time, is not something we are guaranteed! So, I had to take matters in hand and be just me. After dinner I lead you to our room. You looked so cute smiling with that twinkle in your eyes.

Noise
Singularly I sit...watching shadows on the wall...listening to noise...watching the notes fall...thoughts race threw my head...stagnant has grown my brain...loss of love and life...there's way too maney pains...jumbled pages of memories the words blending here and there...mixing up my thoughts...catching me unaware...the lies of old mix with the new...the past.. future... and the days...restlessness engulfs me... this is one thing that will not change...to go..to stay...to run away...but where do you go from here....for you always carry with you ...all your hopes and all your fears...to leave them destitude... alone... burried in a grave ...is the best that I can hope for ....nevermore to be thier slave...With a blade sharpened I slash threw fears...with a pen.. cross out my hopes...and I'll be off to lands unknown..perhaps its there i'll cope..A new way ...a new day...the sun it may not shine...but the memories I keep within...will carry me through time...forgive ...forget...believe..

I Found This In My Friends Comments!!"before I Came A Mom"
Special Mom Once you have been hit, you have to hit 5 pretty Special Moms. Including the one who thought of YOU today & sent it to YOU...If you get hit again, You will know you are Really pretty! So hit 5 pretty moms on your friends list to let them know they are pretty special! Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didnt worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didnt want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into

"nothing Seems
"Nothing seems important to anyone until they come close to losing it. They will go on day by day and ignore those around them that make their life worth while. No one ever pays attention to someone like that until they aren't there. At this time, they realize exactly what that person was doing for them and begin to see that they aren't as alone as they think.

Brooklyn Girl
Brooklyn Girl parody of Punk Rock Girl by Dead Milkmen (for violets) One Saturday night I logged in to lounge {CC} I saw a hot chick there And damn near wet my pants Brooklyn girl please look at me Brooklyn girl I sure like what I see I'd travel just to see You're sexy ass hell Brooklyn girl I jumped right on her page And told her she should know I think you're hot as hell You really rock my world Brooklyn girl won't you add me please Brooklyn girl I want you on your knees We'll play all night Just you and me Brooklyn Girl We talked in the lounge for just a little while I hit her shoutbox And said I like your smile She seemed all shy And man it really drove me wild We hung in the lounge again The guys she drove em wild I cussed a bit It seemed to make her smile I rated all her pics She sure did give me wood I was gone a week I still whacked to her She was there when I got back I put her on my lap Brooklyn girl you drive me wild Brooklyn girl

You Hide Your Wings (for A Special Friend, A True Angel...)
Even when you're feeling down you're ready with a grin your heart wide and welcoming giving love to friends. a special friend to all you know and all who hold you dear helping guide the sore at heart and dry the lonely tears. you're patient with our angst though a trying lot we are you smile sweet and take the time to be our lucky star. you taught us how to help ourselves and how again to sing though earthbound, you're an angel you simply hide your wings. d. r. hyden 12/7/07

Military And Holiday Skins
Made some new skins. Did almost all the U.S.Military ones that have been requested as well as a couple just for general use. If you have any others you would like to see added to the Military skins, drop me a private message and I'll see what I can do over the next couple days. Skins For Help Ripping Skins...Check out my Step By Step FuBar Support Blog http://fubar.com/blog/60737 Here's my link. :) Year of the Dragon™@ fubar Oh yes...it would seem that some don't understand that For Personal use only, means I would appreciate it NOT being ripped. The skins like that have my actual image included. Please...don't take those. I can ask over and over and they still get ripped. I share freely and appreciate respect. ************************************************** Lonely Angel U.S.AirForce U.S. Army U.S.Marines Marine Wife Winter Scene Happy Holidays (NP) Further up the skins list. Happy Holiday

~ Media Mistreats American Troops ~
Media Mistreat American Troops By Thomas Sowell The same newspapers and television news programs that are constantly reminding us that some people under indictment "are innocent until proven guilty" are nevertheless hyping the story of American troops accused of rape in Iraq, day in and day out, even though these troops have yet to be proven guilty of anything. What about all the civilian rapes that are charged -- and even proven -- in the United States? None of them gets this 24/7 coverage in the mainstream media. Unfortunately, this is not an isolated example of media hype of unproven charges against American troops. While military action was still raging in the early days of the Iraq war, there was media condemnation of our troops for not adequately protecting an Iraqi museum from which various items were missing. When the smoke of battle cleared, it turned out that members of the museum staff had hidden these items for safekeeping during the fighting. Then there was

Me
There's something about me that people don't often understand. Is it my morals and beliefsand that I have my feet planted on firm land? My mind is always turning with thoughts and concerns of others. Maybe I care too much about the people around me or whom I encounter in life. It seems I lose friends more quickly than keeping them. But maybe that is my destiny and my task at hand. Maybe I was put here to be a short memory in one person's life in order to fulfill that one piece that was missing. Maybe I'm here for guidance of others. Maybe I'm a leaning post for yet others. If I make a difference in your life, I thank you for allowing me that opportunity. If I made sense in my words to you or perhaps I loved you as a friend should when no one else could. Maybe my words that flow from my fingertips to the keyboard struck a chord with you once or maybe my sweet voice as it sang to you through the thick air made you complete at that lonely hour you felt. The passion in my soul is meant to

Cellular One
Is no more... Ive with this company for years and now its just gone. I will miss you unlimited plan minutes... I will miss your red logo and my red shirt. Bye cell one thanks for the memories the money and the rockin bonuses. Bring it on The New ATandT "Your world is wireless AT and T is wireless"

Sight...
I tried to be something I'm not Those images were all that I got I saw myself in disgrace Ashameful, dissapointments all the way it just stayed: never ending pain. It seemed so hopeless in those days But I knew it might still change I had to find a better way Looked into mirror and saw a shade: Only a lie that world had made. You see, through me, you see my heart there's nothing I can hide from you my God. Your love, Your touch, You healed my heart You took my pain away and made me new (inside). Thousands of times question made (why) And when I hear the answer laid I wake up and hesitate Before answering I do How could I be enough for you? Never (before) in my life I dared to think I could be loved But looking into His eyes was enough to proof otherwise He never asked me to be something else He only loved me and that what I were TO ALL MY FRIENDS.....

Best Friends' Plea. (and Mine Too) Part 1
So, my best friend has (or is attempting to) create a blog. I have seen a copy of this blog and am posting this to try to spread the word a bit more. We would like to get together for New Years but, are having difficulty getting enough money together. I know all of my friends have big heart, and we're not asking for much, just a little spare something. Please help a couple of best friends out? Below is the message that Imp (see my #1 friend) has put to blog. For Paypal link, please refer to Part 2 of this blog, there's an error with the HTML for some stupid reason. Thanks. I presently need more money than I have to go and do this. Because of this I am making a donation account at paypal. If you want to donate please click the button below. If you want to see who my best friend is please look at my number one friend. Many of you know her.

~ Soldier Loses Leg In Iraq, Wife Enlists To Take His Place ~
I am sure the Anti-War and Far left would never understand Why? Soldier Loses Leg in Iraq, Wife Enlists to Take His Place Last Update: 12/07 4:48 pm SAN ANTONIO (AP) - More than a year after infantryman Alejandro Albarran lost part of his right leg to a blast in Iraq, he still hasn't decided whether he'll stay in the Army. "Right now, I'm leaning against it," Albarran said, looking ahead with distaste to a possible desk job. But whatever he decides, Spc. Albarran, 20, won't be leaving Army life behind now that his wife enlisted to take his place among the ranks. "After everything he's gone through - and he loves the Army - he kind of inspired me," said Janay Albarran. "I made him a promise that I would finish what he started." So, while he underwent five-day-a-week rehab to recover his balance and strength on a prosthetic leg at an Army rehabilitation facility here, she learned to shoot a rifle and stand in formation in boot camp at Fort Jackson, S.C. Mrs. Al

Quiet Moments
In those quiet moments of introspection, When we breathe like running horses, Fast and shallow, our sides running with sweat, Mouths stretched in idiotic grins as the white light of our ecstasy fades, I know you are mine, In those moments of mad endeavour, When the electric thrill of risk burns away caution, And your screams of trancelike desire ring under the open sky, I know you are mine, And when the empty silence swallows me, And your voice is a longed for ghost in my ears, And my nails tap impatiently on my leg as I wait for your presence to find me again, I know that I am yours.

The Night Before X-mas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Don't Forget Me
When the tears have stopped falling and the worst of the pain is gone Don't forget me When you're going to bed and wake up just to realise I'm no longer there Promise me you won't forget Do keep in your memory the times, the laughter and the cries? Please tell me you'll treasure it all Don't be mad at me, please don't be I can't take it if you are It's not my fault, it's out of my reach Or perhaps I'm a coward... Please don't hate me for the choices I've made It already hurts too much as it is We've gone through a lot I hope I've given you something back Hope you'll remember me as I was, not the way I am now I'm sorry about all of this I know words don't help, but as you look back Please remember me the way I was Remember the good times And as another chapter begins I'd like to hold you close, kiss you and wake up one last time For when the morning comes a new day has begun And as I kiss you and whisper my last farewell I hope that the next time

Tortured
Tortured, suffering, living in pain Haunted by my past I write a letter to my family and friends And for unknown reasons I begin to laugh I Thought I was alone and uncared for My heavens a sigh of grief Tears flow freely from my eyes I seek to find relief. Into my room I silently went My parents not to wake Takes the revolver from my drawer My hands begin to shake. A loud noise echoes through the house My parents run in dread For on the floor with a gun at his side In a pile of blood their son lay dead.

Washing Dishes...
Well, I was just curious to see how many people are lazy. I was doing a few loads of dishes yesterday when I got home from work... and I realized that I never wash my dishes before I run them through the dish washer... I just rinse them at most. I was emptying the dishwasher and noticed that some of the dishes still had stuff stuck to them... so, being the lazy person I am, I just left them in the washer to run though again. Again, after running them through for the second time; they were still dirty. So, my point to this blog is: How many people wash their dishes before running them through the washer... AND how many of you are lazy and keep running the dirty things through the washer? If you run them through and don't wash them, how many times will you let them run through before finally washing them?

Twisted Contest
Presents The Elimination Show Down !!! It's All About Survival !! Heres how it works 1. CONTESTANTS MUST BE SALUTED - Level 5 or Higher 2. MUST ADD AS FRIEND TO ACCESS CONTEST FOLDER 3. Bombers Must Also Be Saluted - Level 5 Or Higher 4. ONCE Contest starts No New Entries 5. Once Contest Starts I will add people as I see them I do have to sleep. (If they are Confederate Bombers They Will Be Blocked NOT Added ) 4A. My Blocked List Will Be Cleared With The exception of Confederate Bombers None will be allowed to participate. Rates = 5 Pts Each Comments = 1 Pts Each This contest is one Of Jokers Wilds One Of A Lind Contest. Each 24 Hrs after the start I take out the Contestants Picture with the highest amount of comments and rates until there is only one contestant. ( * Folder will be closed during Removal and screenshot, and highest scored photo removed and Folder will then be reopened - Max 5 Min ) Another Catch, just because y

Are You Happy?
When you look at the one who you "love" or who "loves" you (especially if it's only been 3 weeks), do you feel happy? Do you think of that person every waking moment? Do you wish to be with that person whenever you can? Have you ever asked yourself if you are truly happy with him/her? Why let someone else control your happiness because you feel obligated to give them a chance? After 3 weeks, if they haven't made you happy, then personally why be with them? Why cause yourself any more pain and hurt? When someone else who doesn't even know you but a week can sense the unhappiness in your words, than that should be a tell tale sign of something being wrong. I'm not here to judge anyone, but i'm a lot smarter than the average 28 year old woman. I hate to see people hurt on purpose...why? Love yourselves enough to care about your own happiness. No one can make you happy but YOU!

Just A Thought In My Head...
I live my life day by day In agony, for the suffering to end And in my heart I fight for my life For my three little souls, to do whats right Fire in my blood A monster, afraid to become My dragon spirit, calming my rage Back into the shadow, my personal cage. And in my heart where the shadow springs life now suffers a drought as my energy absorbs into the fight Bless on to me the power of the people free the wiccan magick I need of thee Help me find the love I pray to the stars above Let all you kind people hear me Support and guidance, I need of thee Blessed be my tears of saddness to my dragons heart please help me...

Questions Answered
Australian Tourism: questions answered These questions about Australia were posted on an Australian Tourism website. Obviously the answers came from fellow Aussies.....just trying to help: Q: Does it ever get windy in Australia? I have never seen it rain on TV, so how do the plants grow?(UK) A: We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around watching them die. Q: Will I be able to see kangaroos in the street? (USA) A: Depends how much you've been drinking. Q: I want to walk from Perth to Sydney - can I follow the railroad tracks? (Sweden) A: Sure, it's only three thousand miles, take lots of water... Q: Are there any ATMs (cash machines) in Australia? Can you send me a list of them in Brisbane, Cairns, Townsville and Hervey Bay? (UK) A: What did your last slave die of? Q: Can you give me some information about hippo racing in Australia? (USA) A: A-fri-ca is the big triangle shaped continent south of Europe. Aus-tra-lia is that big island in t

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maybe its destiny maybe the world tests me no one seems to want me my heart is aching from being so lonely no one to care just to be there no shoulder to cry on not at all so i hold my sorrow in let not one tear drop fall maybe its meant to be maybe its destiny maybe love and happiness just werent meant for me

Please Help
HELP WANTED: ARE YOU LEVEL 20 OR HIGHER? DO YOU HAVE A SALUTE? IF YOU HAVE BOTH THESE THEN PLEASE PLEASE I NEED YOUR HELP. DROP 10 COMMENTS ON THIS PIC, AND GET 10 FUBUCKS, DROP 100 COMMENTS ON IT AND GET 100 FUBUCKS FROM ME!!....THE MORE COMMENTS THE MORE BUCKS YOU GET! I NEED TO GET 50,000 COMMENTS FOR A HAPPY HOUR. PLEASE HELP!

Lost
Somedays you just need someone, anyone, to talk to, and there's no one there... an internet full of people, and no one is there... all your friends are busy, so they can't talk, and sometimes, all you need is someone that will listen, and there's no one there at all....

"bleed"
"Bleed" I'm feeling crossed I take it inside Burn up the pain My thoughts are strange Just like the things I used to love Just like the tree that fell I heard it If art is still inside I feel it I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Take all these strings They call my veins Wrap them around Every fucking thing Presence of people Not for me Well I must remain in tune Forever My love is music I will marry melody I wanna bleed Show the world all that I have inside I wanna scream Let the blood flow that keeps me alive Won't you let me take you For a ride You can stop the world Try to change my mind Won't you let me show you How it feels You can stop the world But you won't change me I need music I need music I need music to set me free To let me bleed

Me
well i hang with my friends, i drink to get drunk or just to drink. i dont know many people or have many friends i dont get along with many grils y cause they r ho's the ones i do get along with i wouldnt trade 4 the world..i keep my friends colse cause u never no what might happen..well i love all my friends they know who they r...love ya u know how i am lets get drunk and see what happens..

Opening Up For Me..
I am stting here debating rather to have signed in or not.In my last blog I confessed a part of me that wasn't to pretty.On my other site I always wrote about things of a sexual nature because I am a very sexual person.I can't do this now.Now I have to get myself back on track and do what I need to do.I wrote in my last blog that I was going to seek help because apparently there are things in my life that I have not dealt with.I was shocked that when I called a clinic that they would actually be opened and they had concern for me and ask me to come into today.I spent almost 4 hours doing this.The clinic wanted to make sure it wasn't something physically wrong with me before they proceeded.It turns out there was..I will admit it feels good knowing the reason I stayed angry,then sad ,then irritable,but it doesn't take away from what I have done.I will never allow that to be my excuse.I also on top of the physical stuff have a chemical imbalance.I am not sure what all of this means that I

Sts-122 Atlantis Set For Another Launch Attempt (update)
(UPDATE)Atlantis Is A "Go" for Sunday Launch Attempt. Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). Dec. 8 - 6:15 p.m. EST Space shuttle Atlantis is scheduled to launch Sunday, Dec. 9, at 3:21 p.m. EST from NASA’s Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Shuttle program managers made the liftoff decision after three days of reviewing data on a problem with fuel sensors. Atlantis' scheduled launch on Thursday was delayed after two of the four engine cutoff, or ECO, sensors in the shuttle's external fuel tank gave false readings. (see image below for sensor bank location). A third sensor failed after the tank was drained of fuel. The sensor system is one of several that protect the shuttle's three main engines

Another Why????
Have you noticed lately that when a friend leaves Fubar, all signs of their former presence here is erased - almost as if they never existed!! Not only is their profile gone, gone, gone - so is any comment they have every made on your profile, on your pics, bloody hell, even on your blogs!!! PMs that they sent you ARE GONE!!!! WTF!!!! Why is this necessary? This is a bit like shades of Big Brother again - they are no longer here, so they no longer exist! Yeah, I'm pissed! I think this erasure of people from our lives is utter bull shit!! If I didn't have the pics of my past life companions in a specific pic file, the Fubar powers that be would probably try to erase them, as well. Don't even think about it, guys!!!!! Am I the only one that has noticed this sacrilege??

~ Dale Earnhardt Jr. Hosts Live Concert At Graceland ~
Dale Earnhardt Jr. unveils a new car and hosts "Elvis Music & Movies at Graceland," with The Dempseys and Andy Childs. Some of the same things are in each video but each also has each it's own in the 3rd one Dale Jr helps sing parts of "Don't be Cruel"

The Persuit Of Happiness
Is true happiness just a make believe concept? A temporary feeling, given in small doses, that is excepted by the human mind in order to propel us forward in life? Dangled before us, like that one missing piece of puzzle that would make us whole, hanging on a string above our heads, just out of your grasp? If you could be truly content with your life, would your will to continue diminish? Like unfinished business finally completed would you be left to rest in peace? So, we adjust, and when all the things that make us happy are at our disposal, they loose there significance, as we drain them clean of each drop of joy they can bring us. And sometimes those who are unable to attain the new things that would bring them joy go threw withdraws, in which they become savage like addicts in search of there drug, and will tear you apart to get it. When life is good and we're happy, does our mind create new conflict in order to keep our spirits alive? Is it possible to compare the catty social

Drunk Driving
A newspaper in St. Mary's, Maryland is offering a free coffin to the first person to kill themselves in a drunk driving accident over the holiday season. The editor's brother was killed by a drunk driver in 1975 and has been crusading against drunk driving ever since. It's a compelling message, though we wonder how effective it's going to be. Though we do hear Tony La Russa is an early favorite. Reading the guy's newspaper (St. Mary's Today) makes use wonder if he isn't a bit off. That being said, I'm sure most of us have lost people we cared about to drunk driving and hope that no one has to claim the prize

Easy Fubucks !!! :)
i am in a HH contest....up against a bombing crew....so i need your help.....if you do 50 comments i will give u 5,000 fubucks.....thats 100 per comment. Easy Fubucks! :) Send me a private msg when u have reached the 50. Thanks :) Have a good day! ONLY PIC COMMENTS COUNT...NOT RATES. here is the contest link. CLICK THE PICTURE TO GET TO PAGE THEN COMMENT. :) THANKS SO MUCH HAVE A WONDERFUL NIGHT :)

May We Never Forget.... A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty yea

Heartbroken
today was a very hard day for me. i went to my paw paw's house with my lil sister and her bf johnny. we all went over there to put up my paw's christmas tree. this is the home of my grandma who passed away earlier this year. it was a very emotional day. i was so glad that my son was there to help lighten the mood. i am not looking forward to christmas this year. it's gonna be so hard without my grandma and my ex. i have so many houghts going through my mind right now. i want to talk to someone about them..but i am just scared that i will only upset my family. i miss my grandma so much..she was my angel..my heart..and the one person that i knew i could never let down. she made me feel so special and she was always so proud of me. i cry all the time at the possibilty that i have let her down with some of the mistakes i've made. i want so bad to see her..hug her..and just ask her advice. i feel so alone right now. i just want a friend to talk to about things and hug me and make it all bet

Bad Santa List
the video game industry is in the grip of demagogues just as shallow and uneducated. Take federal prosecutor Kym Worthy, who according to the Detroit News (by way of GamePolitics) just issued a "Top 10 Most Violent Games" list. The list (with what I presume is a press summary of the list comments, courtesy Detroit local news station WXYZ) follow. 1. Grand Theft Auto "Allows to [sic] players to act out crimes and rewards players for doing so." [1] 2. Manhunt (presumably Worthy means Manhunt 2) "Revolves around the making of a snuff film." 3. Scarface "Involves buying and selling drugs and killing hundreds of people." 4. 50 Cent: Bulletproof "Rapper 50 cent is involved in a web of corruption, double crosses and shady deals that lead him on a bloody path through New York's drug underworld." 5. 300: The Video Game "Invites game room gladiators to slice their way through the Persian army." 6. The Godfather "Opens with a 'child's version' of the player witnessing the

Soo Happy
K SO I TOOK MY PUPPY(ZOEY) TO THE VETS TO GET AN XRAY CUZ SHES PREGNANT...AND WE NEEDED TO C HOW MANY PUPS SHE WAS GONNA HAVE AND C THE POSTION OF THE PUPS TO KNOW IF WE NEEDED TO GET HER A C SECTION DUE TO THE LAST TIME SHE WAS PREGNANT..4 THE ONES THAT DONT KNOW WHAT HAPPINED LAST TIME...SHE HAD ONE REALLY HUGE PUP AND GOT STUCK INSIDE ZOEYS WOMB... ALSO CAME OUT BREACHED... SADLY WE LOST THAT PUP... ONE OF THE WORST DAYS THAT EVER HAPPINED...WELL NOW SHES PREGNANT AGAIN SUPOST TO HAVE HER BABYS ON 12-24 IF WE WOULD HAVE LET HER HAVE HER BABIES NORMALLY...BUT WE R GETTIN HER A C SECTION DUE TO THE FACT THAT WE LOST THE BABY LAST TIME AND ALMOST HER...AND WE ARNT TAKIN A CHANCE TO LOSE HER OR THE PUPS... BUT GOOD NEW IS THE C SECTION IS SCHLD FOR 12-20 WHICH IS N A COUPLE DAYS..AND SHE IS HAVING 2 MAYBE 3... IM SOOO EXCITED... I HAVE BEEN WAITING 4 HER TO HAVE PUPS SINCE MY 2 PIT PUPS DIED MONTHS N MONTHS AGO... SO HAPPY 2 SAY MY CHRISTMAS PUP IS SOON 2 ARRIVE...AND B EXPT PICS OF THE

~ Bedlam At Bristol, 1999 - Dale Earnhardt And Terry Labonte ~
Video starts with 20 laps to go, Bobby Labonte's car lays down fluid, Terry spins out of the lead after Waltrip hits his car, Dale E. takes the lead but Terry is relentless. On the last lap Dale E. spins his opponent out of the way. A very wild finish at Bristol Motor Speedway. post race

R.i.p. Mom
On 12-8-01, my Mother, Lois Ann Roose died after a long battle with cancer. I was unable to be there for her as I was serving 7 years in prison (some of you knew that, others did not). Tomorrow is the 6 year anniversary of her death, and I miss her. I hope that I am living a life that she would be proud of, and I hope she doesn't hate me for not being there. I love you and miss you Mom.

Too Far Back
Today I drove my nephew to one of my my alma maters, Fairmont State, to take his ACT test. I volunteered saying "I know the town and the cams like the back of my hand". That must have been the hand I keep behind my back, because I was practically lost. Come to think of it, it's been 18 years since I sat foot on campus. I knew student population had doubled in size and it looks like the buildings and campus grounds have tripled. I walked around thinking about what I got from 4 years there and then back again 18 years later a different person. Now confession time - I'm the kind of guy who is shocked every time I look in the mirror. I don't feel my age, and some might say I don't act it. I catch myself saying things like, "yeah, about 10 years ago I was..." and then I think about it and it's really been 20. So in a way it was kind of a downer for me being there today and realizing it had been so long ago, both in years and in water under the bridge. But hey, I got my peps here :)

So True
A lot of truth in this The following was written by Ben Stein and recited by him on CBS Sunday Morning Commentary. My confession: I am a Jew, and every single one of my ancestors was Jewish. And it does not bother me even a little bit when people call those beautiful lit up, bejeweled trees Christmas trees. I don't feel threatened. I don't feel discriminated against. That's what they are: Christmas trees. It doesn't bother me a bit when people say, "Merry Christmas" to me. I don't think they are slighting me or getting ready to put me in a ghetto. In fact, I kind of like it. It shows that we are all brothers and sisters celebrating this happy time of year. It doesn't bother me at all that there is a manger scene on display at a key intersection near my beach house in Malibu. If people want a creche, it's just as fine with me as is the Menorah a few hundred yards away. Where did the idea come from that we should worship Nick and Jessica and we aren't allowed to worship God

~woman Aren't Perfect~
~Woman Aren't Perfect~ Woman aren't perfect, what can't men see We Aren't P*e*r*f*e*c*t And never will be.... They lose their tempers, so easy... Woman Aren't Perfect one day they'll see... We have our flaws, most men not want to see.... But Still expect us yet to be Perfect, NO, Not, Me, i'm far from perfect mostly... copywritten@Mira2007

Some People...
Some people....... Current mood: disappointed I swear sometimes no matter how hard you try to be friends with someone, they turn around and act like you're just a big steaming pile of shit. Apparently to some people I'm Dr. Phill...ette...Cause I'm a girl. haha Anyway, I've had this one friend that constantly complains about his life and is NEVER happy. It's always because of the stupedist shit, too. I get it, they want attention. Well, in case they haven't noticed, I'm not miss fucking sunshine myself. I have my own shit to deal with and I'm tired of them dragging me down with them. Then all of a sudden they're best friends with someone else that's close to me and they act like that other person is their best friend in the world. I have always been nice to them and dealt with their sorrows the best I could and always had an encouraging word, but now it's like I'm not shit to them so they go and hang out with one of my other friends. WTF??? I'm hurt by that The other frie

Internet Troll Personality Disorder
(NOTE:This is for no one I know personally,I saw it in a friends page and posted it as a blog,so do not be offended and think I am talking about you.Unless maybe you have this disorder.LOL) *****INTERNET TROLL PERSONALITY DISORDER***** Regular and fluid social interaction has kept such people in check, holding them back by fear and thus preventing these positive traits from manifesting. Fortunately, the anonymity the Internet offers has paradoxically allowed people to show their true selves.The Internet Troll Personality Disorder is characterized by attention-seeking and disruptive behavior anonymously.The troll can trick others into fighting amongst themselves on the internet.Then sitting back and watching the fun The psychodynamics of this personality disorder indicated that constant asswhooping may be the best treatment Getting the research sample group out of their respective mothers' basements was difficult, and removing the hamburger and french fries from their hands and mo

~ Dale Earnhardt Sr. Interview On Msnbc ~
An interview with Dale Earnhardt in 2000 after the deaths of NASCAR drivers Adam Petty and Kenny Irwin Jr.. Dale Earnhardt would later die in 2001 after a last lap crash in the Daytona 500.

Joke
A strong young man at the construction site was bragging that he could outdo anyone in a feat of strength. He made a special case of making fun of one of the lady workers. After several minutes, the lady worker had had enough. "Why don't you put your money where your mouth is," she said. "I will bet a week's wages that I can haul something in a wheelbarrow over to that outbuilding that you won't be able to wheel back." "You're on, lady," the braggart replied. "Let's see what you got." The lady reached out and grabbed the wheelbarrow by the handles. Then, nodding to the young man, she said, "All right. Get in."

Life
LOOK IM HERE FOR FRIENDS ONLY. IF SOMETHING I DO OR SAY SOMETHING THAT OFFEND YOU. SUCK IT UP AND BITE YOUR TOUNGE. LEAVE A COMMENT ABOUT IT. PROBABLY WONT READ IT ANYWAY. JUST TIRED OF STUPID PPL. I MEAN ITS A DAMN WEBSITE AND PEEPS GET THERE PANTIES IN A BUNDLE ABOUT STUPID ASS HEADER AND TITLES AND ALL THAT SHIT. IF YOU WERE A TRUE FRIEND YOU WOULD KNOW THAT I WILL ALWAYS BE A FRIEND. I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE HAS TO BE SO UPTIGHT EVER THE LITTLEST OF THINGS ANYMORE. WELL ENOUGH FUCKING RAMBLING. IM TO TIRED TO GIVE A FUCK ANYWAY. SO IF THIS APPLIES TO YOU THEN SO BE IT. IF NOT FUCK OFF......

This Was Writtin To Me
thank u psyko...i love u so much baby if there was another path I would surely find it but without you I'm only standing in my own way i need you you are the light that guides me through the dark you are the blood that runs through my veins you are the one that I gave my heart to and if I don't have you I don't have my life I love you in so many ways none of what I say can emphasize how I feel about you if I only had one day to live and could be with anyone it would be only you that I'd want to spend the day

A Letter For The Dead
Well, Mr. Roosevelt, you were partially right. Unfortunately, today people are too busy to care, and they are too concerned with the September 11, 2001 attacks. In other words sir, all those boys still inside the Arizona have pretty much been forgotten. You see, Mr. President, the Americans of today could care less about the fact that in 1941, so many men died. Patriotism is reserved only for the men and women who are currently serving in Iraq. It surely does not help that every evening we have a real time update on the number of our men and women killed. To be honest, I would say that the average American probably couldnt tell you what happened at pearl harbor, or even where it is. Mr. Roosevelt, tell those boys who stand with you now, that some of us do remember that day. Sincerely, Spc. 4, J. L. Franklin

Uh Football 2007 Champs Bcs
By Stephen Tsai HawaiiWarriorBeat.Com Editor Hawai'i slotback Ryan Grice-Mullins lunges for the end zone, taking Washington safety Mesphin Forrester with him to complete a 5-yard touchdown reception that broke a 28-28 tie with 44 seconds left. BRUCE ASATO | The Honolulu Advertiser Only a post-game celebration could contain Jason Rivers, foreground, and Colt Brennan, who combined for four touchdowns. JOAQUIN SIOPACK | The Honolulu Advertiser Quarterback Colt Brennan meets the press while fans celebrate on the Aloha Stadium turf following the victory over Washington. JOAQUIN SIOPACK | The Honolulu Advertiser "These guys are so special. They play for each other." COLT BRENNAN | University of Hawai'i quarterback "Me being a senior, I wanted to do something special." JASON RIVERS | University of Hawai'i wide receiver RELATED NEWS FROM THE WEB Latest headlines by topic: • Sports

Imperfect Girl
I am an imperfect girl, Yeah that would be me. However, I am just Dee. I know my faults, I know them well, but yet they don't bother me. On the other hand, I have some very good qualities. Like truthfulness, honesty, And a love that can set me free. Sometimes it is hard for others, To fathom what I am about. There are many facets to my personality. I use my writing as a means, To express all the various parts of me. Using paper and a pen, I write it down and let it all out. I have had many in my life that shake their heads, And say "that would be Dee." I hold my secerts believe it or not. So don't think you even know me. I am a hard one to figure out, Just know I am an imperfect girl indeed. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved.

For You All Who Dont Know
Ok so for those of you who don't know... December 10th I'm going to be State side... I finally get to be with the guy who stole my heart wooooooooot!!!! Anyways I don't think I'll be around much sept to check my mail and upload some pics so be sure to check for those pics lol!!!! Anyways I'm gonna bounce and do some more packing... Loves to you all mwahs!!!!!

Garbage-when I Grow Up
Cut my tongue out I've been caught out Like a giant juggernaut Happy hours Golden showers On a cruise to freak you out We could fly a helicopter Nothing left to talk about Entertain you Celebrate you I'll be back to frame you Chorus: When I grow up I'll be stable When I grow up I'll turn the tables Trying hard to fit among you Floating out to wonderland Unprotected God I'm pregnant Damn the consequences Chorus Blood and blisters On my fingers Chaos rules when we're apart Watch my temper I go mental I'll try to be gentle Chorus When I grow up When I grow up When I grow up I'll turn the tables Bridge: Don't take offense Better make amends Rip it all to shreds and let it go X2 I'll rip it up to shreds and let it go I'll rip it up to shreds and let it go I'll rip it up to shreds and let it go --------------------

Contradiction - Love & Hate
I just found out some information about my father. Those that know me. Know that I have daddy issues to the point that I hate him. Anyways I found out my father has cancer and is dying. I kinda feel bad, but not really. He is moving back down here to Delaware with his sister. His last dying wish is to see me. I truly don't want to see him. He had all them years to see me, but it takes him to get cancer and die to see me. Yes I know its heartless of me, but I have only seen him 3 times in my whole entire life time. Which is only 18 years. I know I should care, but I see no point in doing so. I want nothing to do with him. To me he is just a man I have to call father because he is the sperm donater and nothing more. A real father is someone who is there for the child no matter what even if the parent's seperate. Leave a comment Thanks -- Nikki

Jadzia A Lady Of Distinction
I have met this wonderfully delightful lady. I know her as Jadzia. She is kind and most importantly she understands my feelings. i spent months searching online for a suitable lady to just speak with. To flirt, but not to get so out of hand I need to wash my fingers from the dirty Cyber. There is a time and a place, I will admit that. I hope for the best in the future as we get to know each other. We have our boundries and we respect them fully.

For My P'nut!
I took my last final of my college career today!! I cannot believe that 5 years ago I had a brand new baby and was starting college... well starting back to college! Graduation is next friday! I cannot wait to put on my cap and gown and walk across the stage! I know.. big deal lots of people graduate from college, but I never would have gone back if my daughter didn't come along! So this is for her!

Me
Well let's see. I'm 5'5 135lbs. I have short brown hair and hazel eyes. I like to go campimg ,fishing,hiking, playin darts, candle lit dinners,oh and I like lots of sex. I also like moonlite walks on the beach. I also like to cudle with that special someone and watch a movie. Dislikes I hate mind games. I get enough of mind games from my kids so don't try it cause I will see it comming from a mile away. So if u have any ?'s please ask me. Yours Truely a.k.a Tiny

Ohhhh Boy ... Cyber Propositions ... Yay!.. Can U Smell The Sarcasm ?
Now mind u this is from the shout box so u'll have to read it from the bottom up .... But i was havin tons of fun .... >Beautifull...: sure if both people are interested in doing it , and i'm not .. So good luck and many happy phone bone orgasms to ya ! haas101: it can be interesting sometimes ->Beautifull...: the only women i know who truely get off on cyber sex .. are the ones who A) have no real imagination in the bedroom , or B) they're husbands don't pay them any attention anymore .. I can walk out my front door and get any cock i want within a 12 block radius I don't need someones voice on a telephone , or someones thoughts typed to me to be able to cum .. If its not in person its not worth doing ! ->Beautifull...: LoL hun , really i'm gonna give you the honest to gods truth , something u dont' find very often on the internet haas101: i think we could still have fun having cyber sex haas101: lol ->Beautifull...: No No .. does it physically find its way to Pitts

Christmas Carols For Every Psychosis
Schizophrenia - Do You Hear What I Hear? Multiple Personality - We Three Queens Disoriented Are Dementia - I Think I'll Be Home For Christmas Narcissistic - Hark The Herald Angels Sing (About Me) Mania - Deck the Halls and Walls and House and Lawn and Streets and Stores and Office and Town ... Paranoia - Santa Claus is Coming To Town (To Get Me) Personality Disorder - You Better Watch Out, I'm Gonna Cry, I'm Gonna Pout, then MAYBE I'll tell you why Depression - Silent anhedonia, Holy anhedonia. All is calm, All is pretty lonely. Obsessive Compulsive - Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell, Jingle Bell Rock, Jingle Bell... Borderline P

Bombing People
When people ask if you can bomb me or my friend it would be nice if the person you bombed showed alittle appreciation..I know you can't go and bomb everyone that left you comments but you sure can say thanks or cool or whatever...I know I try ---anyway just voicing comments..

The Great Serpent Mystery
Essay by Johnathan Gray There is a man in India who has been staring at the sun every day for 20 years! He went blind after six months of his sun staring, but he still gazes upwards with his ghostly, SIGHTLESS eyes! Poor man! But, guess what! It’s good news for some people. Oh, come on! Good news? What are you talking about? …I hear someone say. Very well, have you heard the name Lucifer? Just in case you were not aware, “Lucifer” means“shining, burning light”,and historically has been applied to the arch-rebel against the Creator, the sun being his symbol. In all my archaeology researches, one sure thing comes up – ancient civilizations were not dumb. In many respects, their technology surpassed ours. These ancient cultures had access to information that many of us don’t know about. And they were convinced that an entity known as Lucifer, and his band of deceivers, had hijacked this planet. They firmly believed that, behind

Thank You!!
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, > >HE LIVED ALL ALONE, > >IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF > >PLASTER AND STONE. > > > >I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY > >WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, > >AND TO SEE JUST WHO > >IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. > > > >I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, > >A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, > >NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, > >NOT EVEN A TREE. > > > >NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, > >JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, > >ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES > >OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. > > > >WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, > >AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, > >A SOBER THOUGHT > >CAME THROUGH MY MIND. > > > >FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, > >IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, > >I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, > >ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. > > > >THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, > >SILENT, ALONE, > >CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR > >IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. > > > >THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, > >THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, > >NOT HOW I PICTURED > >A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. > > > >WAS THIS THE HERO > >OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? > >CURLED UP ON A PONC

Holidays
glitter-graphics.com We have company comming in next week. My oldest son will be here with my grand daughter and his girlfriend. This is only the 2nd time that she has visited Kentucky. So will be lots and lots fo new pictures. I'm excited as well as the boys and we have been trying to get the house ready for company. If for some reason I miss something please leave me a message and know that i will address it as soon as possible. Some of the plans include, building a gingerbread house with Haley, baking and decorating cookies for them to take home. Visiting with my parents and brother and sister that live here. Spending quality family time with all. I'm not sure what else we should do. Maybe make hot cocoa and marshmellow spoons... play, watch tv and maybe the park if the weather is nice.

Hmm Rules To Downrating Me Please Read Lol
Ok to all the people who decide that they want to downrate me , or pretty much any of the people that i know .. U should follow a few simple rules :) 1) Please if ur going to rate my photo a 1 .. atleast have a few real pic's of yourself ! 2) Do NOT look like a constipated toddler in your own picture because well then ur just retarded and downrating me or anyone else for that matter won't make you look any better ! 3) Do NOT come in my shoutbox and bitch at me when i return ur rating back to ya 10 fold .. that just makes ya a poor sport and a crybaby .. U made the first most , so i chose to end it .. no harm no foul .. 4) If U think i'm a 1 .. why visit my profile umpteen times huh?? ohhhhhh i guess u mistook the rating system .. 1 is bad .. 10 is amazing and i must be pretty amazing in your lil world to get stalked by you ... Thanks send me drinks to atleast keep my interest .. would be even better if u had a crush on me to :)go ahead its annonymous !! noone will know its

My Walk...
All the people I see All the people I meet The hands I shake The smiles I greet The friends I have The friends I've had The family here The family gone Whether it's one step or Twenty The start of the day or the end of the Night The result is the same... I WALK ALONE.

Me
I am not even sure what to write......I like to think I am an open person, anyone can talk to me about anything....but slowly I am finding out that other either ppl percieve me in a different light or think whatever....I am sorry that they think that. I wish that I could change how ppl percieve me, but I can't. So all I can do is be myself. I will not change who I am, who my friends are, or anything else about me...GET OVER IT.....if you don't like who I keep company with take it up with them in a private manner.....if you don't like who I am...Oh well I can't change how you feel, if there is something else you like about me let me know....

Our Very Own Up For Grabs Bid Ladies Have Fun
Ok ladies up for bidding our very own :D Anything goes he has no limit on what he will do for highest bidder! Bidding starts at 6pm till 9pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping gifts, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to me Tesha and he is not urs until u have paid me the fubucks all other items gifts vips blast all go to the man! any questions plz ask and ladies bid away who wouldnt want this HOTT MAN!!!

Philosophy And Humor
In Plato's Republic, Socrates explains to Polymarchus the paradoxes of justice, by examining who has it and why and what its intentions can do when placed in the right or wrong hands. He says, "The boxer who is most skilled in offense will also be most skilled in defense. The doctor who is most capable of protecting us from disease is also the one who is most capable of infecting us. The soldier who guards the fort well will also be good at raiding the enemy's camp." I thought about this as I watched... To finish reading Click here.

Dear Makethestand.com Users,
Dear MakeTheStand.com Users, We're having an auction on eBay to raise some money for Ed & Elaine. Money will also be raised for my wife and I for our legal defense, and the Liberty Dollar organization. I've created a collection -- serial numbers, certificates, everything -- out of my private Liberty Dollar collection. I will be auctioning off a portion of them, and the proceeds will benefit the three parties mentioned above. If you don't know, Liberty Dollars have become EXTREMELY collectible and valuable since the federal government unlawfully raided their business locations and confiscated everything they have. Liberty Dollars have doubled, tripled, quadrupled, or even become worth 10 times or more than they were before the raid. I've also included some Ed & Elaine of the family Brown memorabilia with some of the collection items. These pieces came directly from their home, and were given as gifts to my wife and I. Please take a moment to check these out. All parties are

Bored Rant
I finally had a night off last night up here at school. The thing is, I've watched all my movies and played the video games to death and only 1 friend still lives up here. So I went out to this thing the school has called "Late Night at Penn State" where you can go and do shit that doesn't involve drinking. Well, after about 15 minutes of being there I found myself wanting a beer for the first time in over a year. You know its boring when you start pondering doing an activity that might kill you as an alternative. Tonight I find myself in the same predicament. When will this semester end? Damn it...

It's Pouring
As many of your know, the man I love is ill. He is so courageous and wonderful. He is the bravest Man I ever met in my life. Always on my mind and I will love him forever... Well, recently things have been happening. A mutual friend was killed about 2 weeks ago when he was mugged and a close friend of mine passed away from Lung Cancer on Monday. Today I went to Barbaras Wake and Service. It was beautiful. A few of us Women were kind of like "The Goonies". Stood together forever. One of our Women Denise was there today. Her Husband Bill passed away last night. He had been suffering for a long time with Cancer. I might go away tonight to my friends house to get away and clear my head. I know I need some hugs. As one of the Women of my group I know we will be able to laugh and cry... Thank you everyone for always being true to me and being friends. A few people on here are so close to me and I am truely Greatful.Thank you for always listening to me. Love ~D~

Sts-122 Atlantis Set For Another Launch Attempt
Atlantis Is A "Go" for Sunday Launch Attempt Image Above: Space shuttle Atlantis stands on Launch Pad 39A at NASA's Kennedy Space Center in Florida. Photo credit: NASA/George Shelton Image Above: Atlantis delivers the Columbus Module to the ISS. The Columbus Module is the largest contribution to the ISS by the European Space Agency (ESA). Dec. 8 - 4:15 p.m. EST Today’s Mission Management Team meeting has concluded. We are “go” for a Sunday launch attempt. Atlantis' scheduled launch Thursday was delayed after two ECO sensors gave false readings. A third sensor failed after the tank was drained of fuel. The fuel cutoff sensor system is one of several that protects the shuttle's main engines by triggering their shut down if fuel runs unexpectedly low (See image below for LH2 ECO sensor location.) During Atlantis' 11-day mission to the International Space Station, the shuttle and station crews will work with ground teams to install and activate the Euro

Please Understand
OK I DID THIS BEFORE...I GOTTA DO IT AGAIN. WHEN I TURN ON MY PUTER.....IT TAKES AWHILE. I HAVE ALOT OF STUFF THAT OPENS. SO YELLING AT ME AS TO WHY I AM NOT ANSWERING YOU IS PRETTY POINTLESS. MY FRIENDS...YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. I AM NEVER RUDE NOR DO I IGNORE YOU, BUT DUE TO SOME PEOPLE THINKING THEY ARE MY ONLY FRIEND I HAVE DELETED MY YAHOO. TO MY TRUE FRIENDS, YOU KNOW AS SOON AS I AM ABLE, I ALWAYS RESPOND TO YOU. SO I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND, AND WILL GIVE YOU MY NEW YAHOO WHEN I CREATE IT. THANK YOU FOR UNDERSTANDING AND.... LOVE YA MEAN IT! PEE-JAY

My Diary
Hi there! I was looking through boxes of stuff that ive accumulated over the years, looking for better crap to sell on Ebay. So i happened across my diary, or the last diary. i opened it to the last page bookmarked with my lime green and black Darth Vader bookmark; and here was what it said: "Dear Diary... Today, I thought about it, and I really dont give a fuck, anymore!" (end of diary)

My 2007-2008 College Bowl Picks
Here are the teams that I think will win their bowl games: Navy Memphis Cincinnati New Mexico BYU Boise State Central Michigan AZ State Boston College TCU Maryland Wake Forest UCF Penn State Alabama Air Force GA Tech Oregon Kentucky Indiana Clemson Tennessee Missouri Virginia Michigan Illinois Hawaii West Virginia VA Tech Ball State Bowling Green Ohio State

Sample Story, Pt. 1
"How long have we been friends?" Thomas asked. "Seems like forever, doesn't it?" Jacob said still thinking back to the first time they met-with no recallection, right away. "Remember how things used to be? So easy, so simple. We ALL thought we knew everything." Thomas said, almost in a trance. "In front of the play house, in London. I remember now." Jacob exlaimed. "That's right, Jacob. We were supposed to have at eachother, until that bobby showed up....." Just then, Jacob seemed to finish the sentence for his long-time friend. "He came out of nowhere. Produced himself from the mist, with a stare that was as cold and clammy as the weather that night." Thomas rubbing his jaw, thinking back."1807? 06? It was sooo long ago, but it was like yesterday!"

Raindrop
A raindrop fell. It fell on my lap. I was siting all alone Watching the rain rap. It huddled against me, Creeping into me Breaking away from all that rain, Why had it come to me ? It said it was lonely Just like me. Waiting for his lover, Just like me. No matter how beautiful The rain maybe, Without you, my love No rain seems happy to me. Come and huddle with me Keep me safe in your closeness, Let me feel your breath on me And your fingers touch my softness. My love, I have cried a lot, Just like the rain has poured, And just like that raindrop, I have a tear hidden somewhere. Don’t go on the beauty of the rain, Remember that little raindrop. Don’t go on the smile I give to all, Remember, I have a tear also in store.

Philosophy And Humor
So everytime I am about to eat a hamburger, I watch the burger turn into a cow, and we have a conversation. COW: Mooo. Don't eat me. I'm a cow. WOLF: (Wipes ketchup off the cow's face, and looks closer). COW: So - "Wolf" - you realize that it is bad to eat me for countless reasons - reasons like saving the rainforests (that require more grazing fields for livestock), health concerns over red meat (that raises your cholesterol), and simply, the act of killing other living beings. And yet, I notice you eat burgers every night. Why is this? WOLF: Because ... well, Dr. D'Adamo, in his book "Eat Right for Your Type" says that all blood type O's need to eat beef. COW: So you had me killed in order to fulfill some Type O quota? WOLF: You would have died anyway. I couldn't stop your death. So I simply bought what was on the store shelves. I can't stop you cows from dying. COW: Are you familiar with Kant? To continue reading, CLICK HERE!

Busy As Hell
So here goes. I've tried to keep the lounge thing to having fun and the personal life separate. But I do mean having fun and making friends -- no Fu marriages or five knuckle shuffling. Not knocking it. In 20 years I've had my share of that kind of fun too. But I do have a family now. People have been sick and I have been taking care for them or trying to take on their duties when time allows. This family is due to be bigger very soon. I have two jobs, but love them both. Hopefully I'll get out of the one I love and into the one I really love full time. The dream job. Real Life™ is my playground, good friend, and only enough of a nemesis to keep me strong. I am sorry to any friends I have been making who don't see me as much. I probably will drop out for a couple of weeks in the near future. I enjoy spending time with everyone! You guys are all great for your own reasons. The real world is just demanding a lot more than usual these days.

Tis The Season...
So I put this tree up on my page... You can leave me gifts under it...for FREE...no fubucks necessary... So cmon and visit my page and leave me some presents...pleeeeeaaassse??? I have a SnapVine thingy too...so if you want you can leave me a voice comment. I wanna see lots of e-gifts under my tree...can ya help me out?? Many thanks to all of you who have left me gifts so far!! Hope everyone is having a fantastic holiday season so far...mmmmmmmuaaaahhhh to all. ~t

Just Me
Hi, i'm Theresa I'm 25 Physical: I'm 6' tall and i hate it! I'm fat (i've accepted the fact i'll never be skinny, so i've learned to love myself the way i am.) My hair is naturally brown (i've been a redhead and i've had black hair... and soon i will be both, again!) I wear size 11 or 12 shoe (comes along with being tall.) I have extremely strong, slim limbs (well, they are slim in proportion to the rest of my body... thanks, mom!) I have blue/green eyes (they change depending on the weather or the color shirt im wearing.) I have freckles (mostly on my arms and my upper chest... i tend to cover up the very little amount on my face with makeup.) I have the cutest feet you'll ever see! (it's the truth!) Personal: Without sounding egotistical, i'm probably the nicest person you'll ever meet. I'm very accepting of others, even if they dont fit my own personality and lifestyle. I can be somewhat naive and gullible... i guess that comes alo

She Haunts Me
Every other thought is engulfed with the memory of "her". Nomore then a few hours i spent with "her". but yet i would die for "her". I let my self become invatuated by "her". Of course i had my reservations about "her". They way she never spoke my name, the way she would forgot about whtever plans we made together/or jus simply ignored them. But "her", i cant resist the wondering. Will i every see "her" again? Will i get the chance to maybe better both are lives. Why am I plagued by "her"? But know this when the time is right i will go back for her, regardless of wht might become love, hate, or friendship. She Haunts Me.

Child Killer
12/8/2007 11:24 AM Dear Readers: To those of you who are undecided about signing up for the "Cosmic Code" newsletter I am offering a sample of what my future newsletters will be about. The essence of all my forthcoming newsletters is educational, sensational and predictive in nature. Forewarning such as political assassination and specific dates for natural disasters and earth changes will also be a part of my heeding. As of January 1st My website (www.drturi.com) will NOT offer you with specifics dates or any predictions but only a very limited amount of information and TONS of feedback received by my VIP's each time I score a hit. So far EACH and every dates mentioned and posted on both Coast To Coast (January 2007) and in my website (including my quatrains) have indeed proved me right with all major news. Only those who have been long enough with me investigating my predictive gifts are 100% convinced that I am the real thing and some of you have been around for years. I

Blah
yeah sooo.... im sittin here on my bed..... feeling really down and very lonely..... waiting for my love to call or text or come online.... i just really wish i knew what was going on.....is she coming up to see me or isnt she..... i feel like crying.... blah

Can I Cry On Your Shoulder?
i am feeling sad right now...i feel like such a loser and i feel like a failure... i feel like a bad daughter...i never lived up to my parents expectations of me...i was an alcoholic, i smoke, i had a child out of wedlock, i am divorced and right now i live in sin... i feel like a bad mother...i only have custody of one of my children not both....i walked out on them when they were little and just got custody of my daughter this past year....i am so poor and cannot give them what they want...would be with someone who they loved i feel like a bad g/f....he deserves someone who is not crippled and can do things with him...someone who can travel with him...someone who isn't tired all the time...someone that has good credit to help his...someone that can give him his own children i feel like a bad sister...i can't do things for them but am always asking them for help.... i feel like a bad friend....otherwise i would have one and i know i am a bad slave....i defy him and a

She Drives Me Crazy
Band : Fine young cannibals Song & lyrics : Fine young cannibals I cant stop The way I feel Things you do Dont seem real Tell you what I got in mind cause were runnin out of time Wont you ever set me free? This waitin rounds killin me She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself I cant get Any rest People say Im obsessed Everything thats serious lasts But to me theres no surprise What I have, I knew was true Things go wrong, they always do She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself I wont make it, On my own No on likes, To be alone She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself Uh huh huh She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself Uh huh huh She drives me crazy Like no one else She drives me crazy And I cant help myself

Friends
Friends Survey Hope I receive it back from you. Read through the comments below about your friend and then make sure you read the instructions at the bottom. Have fun! What time is it ? 4:27 pm What's your full name ? Chales Anthony Joseph Vebilun What are you most afraid of ? Spending best years of my life alone What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a Theater ? Phenomenon Place of birth Philadelphia, Pa Favorite Food Chocolate Cake with Cherries & Coconut Icing What's your natural hair color ? Black Ever been to Alaska ? Nope Ever been toilet paper rolling -? Dunno what that is ??? Love someone so much it made you cry Yes Been in a car accident Yes Croutons or bacon bits Bacon Favorite day of the week Sunday, when I spend alot of time with JESUS Favorite restaurant I.H.O.P. Favorite Flower Res Roses Favorite spor

Waterboarding The Terrorists
The Question is, is it torture to make someone uncomfortable by depriving air to them~ without drowning them. Leaving, when you are done interrigation , no physical Scars or any ailments ? Something "every" Special Forces person in the US military is made to endure in training. I say if the guy you have in custody is, joe blow random terrorist under orders- Then NO, dont use waterboarding. But if its a high ranking Terrorist mastermind you've been surveiling for months, and know to be in a leadership role, or delivering intell to or from the leadership Id say "Hell, yea Waterboard his ass !!!" Isnt it torture to you knowing "he has intel - he is not giving", that will result in the death your fellow soldier, CIA opporative, or hundreds to thousands of innocent civillians ? Where are your rights against his mentally torturing you ? By not telling when/where/how your friends will die ? There's a teachable moment here. The oral arguments yesterday

Entry 3
When she walks away from you mad [ Follow her ] When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hit's you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong ] When she ignore's you [ Give her your attention ] When she pull's away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she lay's her head on your shoulder [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ] When she steal's your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she tease's you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesnt answer for a long time [ reassure her tha

Good Bye For Now
Well I am going away for a while to Boston for an extended vacation. I have had some shit go down in my life and it is time for a little R&R. To all of my friends MUAH and I will miss you oodles. I won't be online much but please come hang in the lounge and I will get to my page when I can to say hi. To those I have yet to meet do the deed the rate fan add thing and when I get around I will hit you up.... Take care to all and the happiest of holiday wishes from me to you and yours.... SEE YA !!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I'm Feeling Rather Pathetic..
I have to be the most pathetic person in the world. I need to face the facts. I'm a total princess. I am starved for attention and in need of constant approval. If I am left to myself I quickly become bored. My favorite way to spend my time is by making myself the center of the universe - and I prefer to do this by pleasing other people. Hence, I have recently realized this whole slave revelation. Sounds completely pathetic. Spending my life doing nothing but waiting on any request from my Master. But this is what I do, this is who I want to be. I find it challenging to learn the patience and steadfastness to wait on someone. Why? How could this be a challenge?? It's very basic to understand. You see, if I'm just waiting, I could be forgotten. I am no longer the center of attention if i am no more than standing in a corner. It kills me. So, keep this in mind as my friend, ok? Don't ignore me. Just say hi and let me know you still think of me.

Tomorrow Is Not Promised
Tomorrow is Not Promised Sometimes people come into your life And you know right away that they are meant to be there They serve some sort of purpose, Or help figure out who you are And who you want to become You never know who these people may be; Your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger Who, when you lock eyes with them You know at that very moment that they will affect your life In some profound way And sometimes things happen to you And at the time they seem painful and unfair, But in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles You would have never realized your potential strength, will power, or heart Everything happens for a reason, Nothing happens by chance Or by means of good or bad luck Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity All occur to test the limits of your soul Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses, or relationships Life would be like a s

Are Your Ready For The Working World?
"Are You Ready For The Working World?" This quiz consists of four questions that tell you whether or not you are qualified to be a professional. There is no need to cheat. The questions are not that difficult. You just need to think like a professional. 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe and close the door. This question tests whether or not you are doing simple things in a complicated way. 2. How do you put an elephant into a refrigerator? Incorrect answer: Open the refrigerator, put in the elephant and close the door. Correct Answer: Open the refrigerator remove the giraffe and put in the elephant and close the door. This question tests your foresight. 3. The Lion King is hosting an animal conference. All the animals attend except one. Which animal does not attend? Correct answer: The elephant. The elephant is in the refrigerator! This tests if you are capable of

If You Had Me Alone....
IF U HAD ME AL0NE... L0CKED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL. IF YOU DONT REPOST THIS YOU ARE A COWARD. REPOST IT SAYING... IF U HAD ME AL0NE

Truth About Wolves
Truth about Wolves Wolves, are they really the vicious man-eaters they are portrayed to be? The truth is, they are not. Wolves got this reputation through stories meant to instruct children to beware of danger. The stories actually portrayed what we refer to as a modern day predator as a wolf. The story of Little Red Riding Hood portrays a wolf that could change clothes to look like a grandmother. This actually was used to teach children that even people they knew could have a bad side and do evil things. We all know that a wolf could never actually do something like that. The biggest myth known about wolves is that of the werewolf. Were there ever such a thing? The answer is actually in the 1500's and early 1600's many people would go around wearing wolf skins on their backs pretending to be werewolves. These people actually had a psychological disorder and they really thought they were werewolves. Some people actually have a genetic disorder called hypertrichosis (wer

Teased
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you

One Of My Personal Favorites
The tears you've cried The lies they lied Those angry hands Poor excuse for a man Can't turn back time There's no rewind You try to deal Don't want to feel You'd rather be numb Easier said than done Tried so hard To define who you are Breaking thier mold Taking control To succeed is to try Don't be denied A life on your terms Dare to be heard Learn to rely On those that won't hide Don't dispose Those that bestow A haven of rest Count yourself blessed For those by your side Let them provide Thier love and support It's what friends are for Let them be there Allow them to care They understand pain And the scars that remain So be strong Keep keeping on Every mountain you climb One day at a time

The Pastor’s Visit At Celsius 232.7
Last night our associate pastor came to visit our house. This wasn’t out of the blue, even though when I saw Pastor Gerald at church Wednesday morning and he remarked that I was on his radar, I wondered aloud if I was speeding! No, he’s wanted to get around to the individuals who come to Bethany Lutheran and meet them in their homes and wondered what would be a good time to visit Martha and me. I told him Friday night was good for that, and after making our first floor as clean but not immaculate (people do live here, and with an infant and toddler “immaculate” gets thrown out the window) and moving various accumulated messes off the table so we actually look like a home, I brewed some coffee for us after dinner last night. Pastor Gerald remarked we were about the hundredth home he’d been to since he started at Bethany, and it really helped to not just see the places where people lived as houses, but as homes. I brought Jeffrey with me to our church’s men’s breakfast today and a

Love Is Time
Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you." Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she

Married Couple
A married couple is driving along a highway d oing a steady 60 miles per hour. The wife is behind the wheel. Her husband suddenly looks across at her and speaks in a clear voice. 'I know we've been married for twenty years, but I want a divorce.' The wife says nothing, Keeps looking at the road ahead but slowly increases her speed to 65 mph. The husband speaks again. 'I don't want you to try and talk me out of it,' He says, 'because I've been having an affair with your best friend , And she's a far better lover than you are.' Again the wife stays quiet, But grips the steering wheel more tightly and slowly increases the speed to 75 He pushes his luck. 'I want the house,' he says insistently.. Up to 80 . 'I want the car, too,' he continues. 85 mph. 'And,' he says, 'I'll have the bank accounts, all the credit cards and the boat!' The car slowly starts veering towards a massive concrete bridge. This makes him nervous, so he asks her, 'Isn't the

Complete My Soul
I keep making changes; I need to be the best, I need to be strong; I need to excel above the rest, My heart will always love you and stay the same, It's been shielded this time, and saved from the rain. My soul needs passion, my soul needs you, I need to know if you will love me too, I close my eyes and see you smile, I want to hold you close if only for awhile. Sometimes I crave you not to be alone, Sometimes my passions are turned into stone, Sometimes my thoughts are turned to lust Sometimes I think my heart will rust. This I know without giving it a second thought, Something I want to do, even if I get caught, Gazing into your eyes makes my heart whole, Your loving radiant smile completes my soul.

All About Me (because I Believe The World Revolves Around Me) Lol
I have a good sense that people aren't perfect and that I need to accept certain compromises in my quest for long term love. When i feel good about myself, I'm able to give myself what i want too,recognize that my most important need is simply for somene who can treat me well, and make me feel good about myself, and not bring me down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Never Argue With A Woman
One morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and decides to take a nap. Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out. She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book. Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?" "Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?") "You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her. "I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading." "Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up." "If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman. "But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden. "That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment." "Have a nice day ma'am," and he left. MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's likely she

I Couldn't Resist
I have my first ummm idiot in shout... I could not resist sharing with you guys. (Don't forget to start from the bottom. Some people actually have to be reminded. GREG) ->!Naturtas: it's quite all right. hi wife! thanx for the invite, but i don't visit W V, nor would i ever attend a ho ball (whatever that is) seeing as how i'm not a ho. have a great one. WVPimpdadd...: darlin we host the party.....it's for invited guests and their friends....she's sitting here beside me right now....we were looking at your profile and thought maybe u wuld be interested in receiving an invitation to come and bring ya friends, but if ya not interested we're sry we bothered ya ->!Naturtas: then why wouldn't you invite her? seeing as how you don't know me, never seen me, etc? WVPimpdadd...: wife's job moved us here...she makes too much money to give it up ->!Naturtas: why would you move to W V? No offense, but... WVPimpdadd...: my cousin?? i'm not related to noone over here...we moved here from V

Gas Prices
as a people of governed states ,why is the federal government so elusive about how much they tack on in taxes, and why has it only taken 7 short years for the price of gas to jump so high ,when i was 17 in 78 the price was only .58 a gal. i coul put $4 bucks in my car a pack of smokes and a pepsi and only spend $5 bucks that would cost roughly $4 bucks a pack and $1.49 for the pepsi if you only wanted to go about 17 miles it would be about $2.98 = $8.47 now i could run allday on the $4 bucks, gas has went up over $2.48 1978=.58 1999 =41.58 2007=$2.89 did you pay check keep up mine hasent ,elec, natural gas, fuel oil , how will our kids survive with making min wage not even getting 40 hrs a week ? we are heading for a big recession, depreesion.america needs to stand up and just say enough!!!! do it in voting booths get these tax mongers out if you dont vote or are note registered to vote then FUCK YOU dont complain,i will step off my soap box again

The Jerry Springer Show
He can't seem to take the word NO to heart. He called me all the time when I lived in NY to go on his show. Considering who he is and what I am I didn't think it was a good thing. LOL Now he finds me in New Orleans. Amazing huh? He would surely taste my whip before the show was over. LOL And again I said no, why would I go on a show I know he is going to try and bastardize my lifestyle on? Now when Howard Stern called I did think about it very hard. Muah All The Goddess

How Did I Do On Those Resolutions
This week is the last week on classes and next week is finals so lets see how well I did. 1. Quit smoking cigarettes for good. (okay okay... this one should be relatively easy. As long as my friends don't offer me any when I am hanging out and I just gave my last pack to a friend who needed them.) ....ummmmm.....I quit and only smoke when highly stressed. So not completely smoke free. But I am quiting after this pack of cigars is done. 2. Get in shape. (from my pictures I know I look like a skinny girl, but I am not toned like I used to be. So I am not getting in shape to lose weight, but in fact to tone up.) ...towards the beginning of the semester I was doing good. haven't been to the gym since October. Bad Amanda 3. Pay off credit card debt. (I have a bad shopping habit...*hides bags from the mall trip today*, but I can't help it. It is addicting.) ...I am sure the new credit cards I got aren't helping. But will soon have most of the them paid off. 4. Sav

From Being Dom/me To Master Or Mistress... Or Submissive Vs. Slave... The Difference.
Ok, so in my blogs before I never specified the difference in being a submissive to a slave. I know there are many who are not in the lifestyle who may not take kindly to the word slave. Once in a time it would be that I would settle with saying I was a submissive person whom held a Dom or a Master. There is a difference in being Master or being Dom just as much as there is a difference in being a submissive or being a slave. The biggest difference of the two is that a slave does not hold limits where as a submissive does. There is a reserve in a submissive to where she or he themselves put up limits to where the Dom can take them. A slave, in a lot of respects does not have those capabilities to put up limits. It is a higher level of submission to one that is a Master. I hope as I continue to write more in this blog... I will be able to show the difference as now I have taken to be a slave and not a submissive. As well as, I hope to be able to show those outside of the li

How To Stay Young!
We all need to read this one over and over until it becomes part of who we are! HOW TO STAY YOUNG! 1. Try everything twice. On Madam's tombstone (of Whelan's and Madam) she said she wanted this epitaph: Tried everything twice ... loved it both times! 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. (Keep this in mind if you are one of those grouches) 3. Keep learning: Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain get idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's! 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. And if you have a friend who makes you laugh, spend lots and lots of time with HIM/HER. 6. The tears happen: Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. LIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love: Whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatev

Desires Set Afire
Well another poem,I'm listening to mushy love song once again thinking of love.And comes up with another poem.And here It Is: Desires Set Afire My love for you knows no limit,for even though you are far away from me.My heart bleeds for you,even though your heart has stopped loving me,my heart keeps on loving you In hopes of rekindling your desires.For my sole desire for you,without your loved I feel all cold Inside.A vacant place where my heart beat madly Is left bear,for only scars remained there.Silent tears cried for you and tears shred out loudly remind me that the world Is a cold place Indeed as the chills of sorrows overpowered me .But fight on Is what I must do,for If I've hopes of loving once more I must healed from the Inside as well as the outside too.And I must at least tried to win you back before I give up on you altogether,for quiting Is not a option for me In life.For If I have given up a long time ago I would've died a long time ago,for without

You
A glass wall separates me from my site. So that the world teasingly dangles in front of me, Knowing that I can't touch it. Knowing that I only await waiting to Waiting for the tiger, clawing fervently underneath my skin to find an exit, to find freedom, but mostly, you.

Life Time
once in a life time people find it hard to deal with life, for a sample, A woman stay with a man for so long and the man cheats on her, or beats her, which I think is bullshit, but that woman stays, WHY??? this is not for just woman, it happends to men also. when you look back on all the years that you have lost in that relationship, you wonder was it ever worth it? well sure it was, but the heartache will always be there, wondering why did he/she every hit me, and what did I do to desirve it??? life is short people, get a grip at reality, and move forward to better things in life, I know I have..... thank you all for reading this, have a wonderful day

Loneliness
Loneliness Loneliness is darkness A never-ending night. Even though the black won’t go away, You’ll never fall asleep. Because loneliness sparks a fear And unlike other nightmares Awakening will not vanish it; For the darkness is too strong To allow any rest. It makes memories into ghosts And dreams into spirits. Too vague to remember Too important to forget.

Glad I Dont Listen To Wife
when we moved to colorado from pittsburgh we had a camping site that had xtra appliances in it so she said throw the out i said hell no i paid for the shit,so this morning r coffee pot croaked and guess what i had the pot from camp in my shed.so that saved us a few bucks that we dont have right now.

1st Time
So a friend was going to the local gay bar with her bi sexual friend lastngiht and wasnt really comfortable about going and kept asking me to go I really didnt feel like it and was actually ready for bed. Well she called and told me I HAD to come down and its only 5 minutes from my house so I did. It was the funnest thing I ever fucking saw! There was a Xmas show and it was drag queens It was soo damn funny. I had fun got pulled to the dance floor but a cute girl and forced to dance with her lol.( shut up melanie i know your laughing if your reading this ) anyways it was really funny watching these big menly men in dresses lip singing and dancing around.My first time seeing a real live drag queen up close lol.

Arlington
I had never heard of this. I have only visited in the summer months. I wonder why the press hasn't enlightened the public about it? Arlington National Cemetery Rest easy, sleep well my brothers. Know the line has held, your job is done. Rest easy, sleep well. Others have taken up where you fell, the line has held. Peace, peace, and farewell... Readers may be interested to know that these wreaths -- some 5,000 -- are donated by the Worcester Wreath Co. of Harrington, Maine . The owner, Merrill Worcester, not only provides the wreaths, but covers the trucking expense as well. He's done this since 1992. A wonderful guy. Also, most years, groups of Maine school kids combine an educational trip to DC with this event to help out. Making this even more remarkable is the fact that Harrington is in one of the poorest parts of the state. Please share this with everyone on your address list. You hear too much about the bad thin

A Soldiers Christmas
I really wanted to share this story with everyone it brought a tear to my eye! Twas the night before Christmas he lived all alone in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down a chimney with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight did I see no tinsel, no presents not even a tree.No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges Awards of all kinds a sober thought come thru my mind for this house was different, it was dark and dreary I found the home of a soldier once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping silent and alone curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle the room such diorder not how i pictured a United States soldier! Was this the hero of whom i just read? curled up in a poncho the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night owed their lives to these soldiers who were

The Moon
THE MOON Touched by her lover's gentle caresses, Though always distant from his regal place And away from the affection he expresses, She still shines with his strength and grace. Fate had so decreed that their relation Be one where the twain shall never meet And despite their mutual love and adoration In separate, distant quarters, they sleep. As he rises, refreshed, for the daily work She retires from the work already done And the cycle never changes, a cruel quirk That forbids them from becoming one. And her silent cry shall go on forever As she has done so from the very start. She hides her pain knowing she'll never Hold him close to her aching heart

Foster (the Author, Not The Composer)
Reading a science fiction novel - The Mocking Program - and reminded once again that Alan Dean Foster has very wide musical tastes... (he's heard of Braga Santos?... ...) (Same sci-fi/fantasy author - maybe best-known, if anything, for his "Flinx" and "Spellsinger" series - whose article on Brian's 4th sym I linked to in my last post in this blog, here.)

Untitled
cut it down to the bone this way there is no mistakes all the blood will flow and so will the tears u may think there is no one.. u may think no one cared but ur death ur pain has hurt others more than u because now ur dead, because now they have this void the lose of u....

Backdraft
Quiet, peacefull. Thats usualy the way it starts. A blaze reaches its point of balance and waits, inside, the heart still smoldering,just waiting for a breath to continue to exist. Some one unsuspecting sees a door and may open it... And full fury is unleashed. The stillness, and then the whine that denotes destruction, a warning. A woman sits on the other side of the door, (to her heart perhaps) thinking. her hand slowly reaching towrds the handle... she must change to survive...

Talking To Stomps....
talking to stomps has now gotten me all nostalgic for the days before my chemical romance and simple plan and good charlotte......the days when the queers were kings of the pop/punk scene.operation ivy was the band of the day......screeching weasel was still putting out kick ass music and green day didnt sell out..its a fucking shame we cant go back to the days before punk became a money making trend and everyone went from loving britney to loving punk...fuck scene kids i hope they all rot in hell and choke on my cock when i get there.......

I Wanna Run To You
I know that when you look at me Theres so much that you just dont see But if you would only take the time I know in my heart youd find A girl whos scared sometimes Who isnt always strong Cant you see the hurt in me? I feel so all alone I wanna run to you I wanna run to you Wont you hold me in your arms And keep me safe from harm I wanna run to you But if I come to you Tell me, will you stay or will you run away Each day, each day I play the role Of someone always in control But at night I come home and turn the key Theres nobody there, no one cares for me Whats the sense of trying hard to find your dreams Without someone to share it with Tell me what does it mean? I need you here I need you here to wipe away my tears To kiss away my fears If you only knew how much...

One Of These Days
One of these days you'll look back to see... that I was always there but you were never there for me. One of these days your heart will start to ache... then you'll realize there was a risk you needed to take. One of these days you'll look around for me... I will be gone but I am yours eternally. One of these days the thought will be too much to bear... just say you love me and I'll be there.

Not Sure When I Start Living By This But I Like The Thought
life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who dont and believe that everything happens for a reason. if you get a chance, take it. if it changes your life, let it. NOBODY said that it'd be easy, they just PROMISED it would be worth it

Stuck In The Middle
Cannot go forward, cannot go back, Wishing that I could drop dead in my tracks. I know I am leaving something behind, And it is tearing my spirit inside. Choices have always made me aware Of contradictions in me - so unfair! It seems that it all has to come down to me. I wonder if someone my struggles can see? Self-hatred, self-torment - familiar sight! Alone, be alone, and from it all hide - That's my first impulse that won't get me far. Is that way for many, or is it my star? Maybe I should have simply there stayed, And prevented the so unknown fate That chills me and makes me so scared. Who knows how I would have otherwise faired? But my life has passed in change after change, Now in security I feel too strange, And my restless heart does make me go on. Moving and shifting is ever my song!

R.i.p Nana
On December 5th/07 i lost an amazing woman in my life. It was my grandmother. May u rest in peace and look after all of us that loved u much and cherished what u brought to us. U will never be forgotten at all. U will always be remembered for the love that u gave all of us. For every single tear that we shed, we r sheding the greatness of ur love for every single one of us! Now u can be back with ur dearest husband that u love so much with all ur heart. it has been 6 yrs since u seen him last. but i know he will put his arms u and give u a kiss on ur forehead like he always did to u. May u look over us and look after the ones that we have lost all ready. Nick and Amber, the great grandchilderen that passed away way b4 there time. may u look after them for now until Donna (Sister) and I get up there to be with them once again. These candles will burn for u and for the others that we have lost in our family for ever and ever. For every candle that is burning u

Kinky Love
I wanna strip and grind my wet tight pussy all over your knee while u suck on my tits I wanna lay on your bed and masturbate while I watch you jack off as you watch me I wanna suck your cock so hard that you cant stand anymore I wanna rip the buttons off your shirt with my teeth I want to taste your chest lick your chest and slide my tongue up to your neck gently suck and whisper sweet things in your ear I wanna slide my fingers against the back of your neck and kiss you then slide on top of you and ride your hot thick cock till my pussy tightens around your cock and sucks out all your cum.................

I Am Through
I am through being everyone's fool, I am through with being torn apart, my heart broken there's no where to go, no where to turn. I am through with trying to make things right when everythings going wrong. I am through with playing games, when i am only trying make a friend. I am through with everything. I am through with being nice, when it gets me no where. I am through being everyone's fool, when all i wanted was to be your friend. You call me names you tell me lies, I am through being everyone's fool I am through with everything. So in the end if you are not here I know it wasnt meant to be. I am through. I say goodbye it was never meant to be, I wasnt meant to be here. I am through with trying to help, It seems it was all a game. I was never meant to have you as a friend. I am through. I really thought that this was fun, but I am through it was never meant to be.

Names And Stuff
***REPOSTED FROM SCRAPPER'S BLOG*** Hey folks... I hate to sound petty on this, but please do not use the word "Bouncer" in your screen name. We have had issues with users who have used it and have been mistaken for a site bouncer. To avoid any confusion, we kindly ask you to please not use the word "Bouncer" in your screen name. If you have any questions, please feel free to email me. From time to time a bouncer may send you an email requesting that you change it. Please do not sweat them. They are only doing their job. Thanks

Chapter 1
Yesterday I finished the first chapter of the novel(for which I still haven't decided on a title). This is the furthest I've ever gotten into a novel attempt, so I'm very happy. It's only four pages, but it feels like the right place for a chapter break. It's a .pdf file, which I think (I hope) everyone can open. Here it is, enjoy. Chapter 1 This is just the first edit, but I think most of it will stay as is. Ps. I just downloaded Cute PDF Writer and it's awesome. :D

Graveside Eulogy Poems
Remembered Joy Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free! I follow the plan God laid for me. I saw His face, I heard His call, I took His hand and left it all... I could not stay another day, To love, to laugh, to work or play; Tasks left undone must stay that way. And if my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joy. A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss... Ah yes, these things I, too, shall miss. My life's been full, I've savoured much: Good times, good friends, a loved-one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief— Don't shorten yours with undue grief. Be not burdened with tears of sorrow, Enjoy the sunshine of the morrow. Do Not Stand at My Grave and Weep Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there... I do not sleep. I am the thousand winds that blow... I am the diamond glints on snow... I am the sunlight on ripened grain... I am the gentle autumn rain. When you waken in the morning's hush, I am the swift uplifting rush Of

School 1967 Vs 2007
SCHOOL 1967 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1967 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1967 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1967 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey give

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed.

Elmo
I'm in a rock diva mood. Woo. Holly Mcnarland - Elmo I'm still thinking about Elmo Elmo 5 o'clock special I'm still thinking about you A thousand ways to kill you I'm still dreaming in pink Gives me the reason to think When i lay down my head i'm still okay When i lay down my head to go to bed Where do you fit in Didn't say to come in Where the hell have you been I can see you're excited You can tell you're invited Justify your evil ways Make up for lost days Didn't mean to close the door When i threw you to the floor Didn't mean to close the door On my personal whore Where do you fit in You run out of expression You let me make a suggestion You've left a scratch on my face I can see to this day You're no innocent man Come and catch me if you can Didn't have the time of day But i fucked him anyway Didn't have the time of day to play

Video Evidence
This is a video my friend Bloodoll found from Bloodview, the haunted house I work at. Somebody taped me doing my chocolate rain act with a camera phone and put it on Youtube. The ending is the best part as I head towards them. And yes I am covered in real chocolate. The crowd loves it.

Head Lines For Week 14
Joe Robbins/Getty Images Tom Brady had not thrown less than three TD passes in a game this season ... until the last two weeks. FOXBOROUGH, Mass. -- Bill Belichick, the dour face of the New England Patriots, winced ever so slightly. The overriding question, concerning the team's less-than-scintillating run defense, had just come wafting out of the Thursday morning news conference crowd. "Yeah," the head coach said in characteristic monotone, "we're done with the Ravens game. We're on to Pittsburgh." More Steelers-Patriots GUARANTEED WIN: Steelers safety Anthony Smith said his team will definitely hand the Pats their first loss. Story • Smith makes his prediction • Patriots offer their response • Guarantee a wise move? ANIMATION: It's going to be another close game for the Pats. Madden Simulation PERFECT CHASE: The Patriots are trying to join the 1972 Dolphins in producing a perfect season. Pursuit of Perfection SCOUTS INC. If the Steelers a

Living With Pets
Dear Dogs and Cats, > >The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other >dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in >the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your >food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. > >The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me >to the bottom is not the object. Tripping me doesn't help because I fall >faster than you can run. > >I cannot buy anything bigger than a king sized bed. I am very sorry about >this. Do not think I will continue sleeping on the couch to ensure your >comfort. Dogs and cats can actually curl up in a ball when they sleep. It >is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the >fullest extent possible. I also know that sticking tails straight out and >having tongues hanging out the other end to maximize space is nothing but >sarcasm. > >For th

Help Me Out With Ratings, Views, And Comments.
So I hope that some of you out there actually take the time and check this out. I've posted it on my profile and in a bulletin but now I'll post it here for a back up to the back up I guess you could say. This also happens to be my first blog ever, whether here or myspace or anywhere! Haha, so here's the deal. I belong to this forum of sorts that runs contests every once and a while and some of them strike my interest. They've got a graphic contest with the concept of last fan standing in support of the new Will Smith movie I Am Legend. You can do two entries so I did. The first one is an old graphic I made that I just really like and think it will catch people's eye, I just added some stuff and touched it up a bit. The second is just a random picture that I ran into and decided to play around with and add to it. So help me out. Ratings and comments are great, but even if you just view it, it will still help out. Nothing really to lose. First Submission: Second Submission:

Real Resignation Letter Received
THE BEST RESIGNATION LETTER EVER Actual letter of resignation from an employee at Zantex Computers, USA, to her boss, who apparently resigned very soon afterwards! Dear Mr. Baker, As a graduate of an institution of higher education, I have a few very basic expectations. Chief among these is that my direct superiors have an intellect that ranges above the common ground squirrel. After your consistent and annoying harassment of my co-workers and me during the commission of our duties, I can only surmise that you are one of the few true genetic wastes of our time. Asking me, a network administrator, to explain every little nuance of everything I do each time you happen to stroll into my office is not only a waste of time, but also a waste of precious oxygen. I was hired because I know how to network computer systems, and you were apparently hired to provide amusement to myself and other employees, who watch you vainly attempt to understand the concept of "cut an

Are You Smarter Than A 5th Grader? Show
That's it! I'm going to apply for the game! Just don't now what i want to wear... one i have all fo my stuff orgnized i'll probally take pis of them, the top choices... then see what you guys think. I need to send in a picture of myself and with my actuall weight... UGH i am scared to see how much i weigh. i'm going to wear my cat ears b/c i'm more onfortable with them... i have like 3 pairs i think, tiger, lepord and blak with pink inside. i know i'd be the most memerable lol... my expressions are major, i squeel easly, when i get exited or really happy i clap saying "yay" hehe... so my peronality wise people want to root for me hehe... i'm so damn goofy.

In Them
when all is lost and you feel the cold air seep into your lungs remember my eyes and know that you are safe and i wont let them take you away i will save you believe in this and i will be there feel my warm hand on the back of your neck the soft caress of a kiss to your cheek and no matter where you are i am with you so smile........

My Thoughts
Hey All!!! You know I'm new to this, but I'm not new to the world lol I was under the understanding that people were free to have an opinion. I'm guessing that doesn't apply here. I was a memeber of this lounge and no I won't mention it. Anyways, we were all chatting and having a good time and all of a sudden I happen to say that Canada was better and I did lol after it, but the owner said I was being rude actually he used some colourful language with it and basically said "you people". Ok...ya you know that's not being rude to be proud of where you are from. Everyone does it. I mean good lord Amerians do it all the time. I was going to unsubscribe to that lounge and found out that I was banned from it. Well, ya know it's no great loss for me. I mean if that owner doesn't feel that anyone should have an opinion besides him then that's his choice. I just find that people on here can be very closed minded sometimes and they tend to ban people from lounges for the stupidest reasons an

Tkbear Up For Auction Urs For Hours
Ok ladies up for bidding our very own Pimp :D Anything goes he has no limit on what he will do for highest bidder! Bidding starts at 3am till 9pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping gifts, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to me Tesha and he is not urs until u have paid me the fubucks all other items gifts vips blast all go to the man! any questions plz ask and ladies bid away who wouldnt want this HOTT MAN!!!

Our Very Own Male Fightn350 Up For Auction
Ok ladies up for bidding our very own Pimp :D Anything goes he has no limit on what he will do for highest bidder! Bidding starts at 3am till 9pm bids can be place in fubucks, vips, big pimping gifts, and or blasts anything well be accepted for bids! Winnings will be paid to me Tesha and he is not urs until u have paid me the fubucks all other items gifts vips blast all go to the man! any questions plz ask and ladies bid away who wouldnt want this HOTT MAN!!!

What's A Tragedy?
Prime Minister Stephen Harper was visiting a primary school and he visited one of the classes. They were in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asked the PM if he would like to lead the discussion on the word "tragedy". So the illustrious leader asked the class for an example of a "tragedy". One little boy stood up and offered: "If my best friend, who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a tractor runs over him and kills him, that would be a tragedy. "No," said Harper, "that would be an accident." A little girl raised her hand: "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy." "I'm afraid not," explained Harper. "That's what we would call great loss." The room went silent. No other children volunteered. Harper searched the room. "Isn't there someone here who can give me an example of a tragedy?" Finally at th

Why Do Guys Lie???? How Do They Get What They Want By Lieing?????
I meet this guy online and he told me that he was single and he liked me. We talked like for 3 weeks and he told me that he wanted to meet but he always mad excusses why he couldn't meet me. I didn't think alot about it. So today i guess his girlfriend saw a text that i sent or something, so he texted me and told me that he had a girlfriend and to leave him alone. So i texted him and asked why he lied. he told me that he didnt know where him and her were goin. so i guess that is were that ends it sucks cause i really liked him. but what ever i guess it suckes for me........

Why Joe Wins
you see, its like this: no matter what happens something will work out in my favor. i shouldn't be here. for lack of a better way to put it, i've used two continues already. most people dont even get one. apparently im here for a reason. a reason that has only recently become clear to me. i wont go into details, but im supposed teach people the way. like qui-gon or yoda. green jedi. yeah, anyway. theres something else that lets me win, also. it involves things that are of a classaified nature. maybe a story for another time. laters

Sadie Hawkin's Dance Tonight!!
YES! WORLD ROCK RADIO IS DOING IT AGAIN! TONIGHT IS THE LADIE'S TURN!! Ladies Invite Your Dates for Tonight's Sadie Hawkins Dance which begins at 6pm EST and earn fubux!! Here's how it works: Any female member of the lounge may invite new males to the dance. If he subscribes to the lounge and says "name of female invited me to the WRR dance" they each get 500 fubux. Any new male member of the lounge may invite ONE female member to the dance. If she becomes a member and says "name of male dumped his date for me" they each get 250 fubux. The new male members of the lounge may only dump their date once, but the female members of the lounge may invite as many male Sadie Hawkin's dates as she wishes. Current male lounge members may invite ONE new female member. If she subscribes to the lounge and says "male member invited me to the WRR dance" they each get 250 fubux. The new female member may then in turn start inviting as many male Sadie Hawkin's dates as she

Because Of You
HERE ARE THE LYRICS TO ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS AND IT HITS REALLY CLOSE TO HOME.. I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with [ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/aV ] Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it ha

Poem #7
Tree I think that I shall never see, A poem as lovely as a tree. A tree who's hungry mouth is pressed, Against the earth's sweet flowing breast. A tree that looks at the Godess all day' And lifts her leafy arms to pray. A tree that may in summer wear, A nest of robins in her hair. Upon whose bosom, snow has lain, Who intamitely lives with the rain. Poems are made by fools like me, But only the Goddess can make a tree. By: Addon

Today Is A Bad And It Shows
I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: "To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free." Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be. ************************************************ Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping tha

Scattergories
This is harder than you would think-- Good luck!! SCATTERGORIES...it's harder than it looks! Copy and paste into a new email. When you are done, send it on, including to the person who sent it to you. *Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following... *they have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your name:Laurie 2. 4 letter word: Love 3. Vehicle: Lexxus 4. City: Los Angeles 5. Boy's Name: Leonard 6. Girl's Name: Leann 7. Alcoholic drink: Lemon Drop 8. Occupation: Lawyer 9. Something you wear: Lingerie 10. Celebrity: Lindsey Lohan 11. Food: Lettuce 12. Something found in a bathroom: Lavender 13. Reason for Being Late:Loser 14. Cartoon Character: Lenny (off the simpsons) 15. Something You Shout: Leave me alone 16. Animal:Leopard

What A Great Feeling
I just spent the past hour as a volunteer as a bell ringer for the Salvation Army in front of Walmart here. I was the coordinator for the members of the Rotary Club here for the Dec. 8th day for bell ringers in front of 3 local stores. Nobody signed up between 10 - 11 am today so I did it. What a great feeling to be there ringing the bell and so many people stopped by to put dollar bills in the red pot. Good to see so many people who want to help the needy. I will be spending a few hours doing it again today to help out. But, ... BRRRRRRRRRRRR... it is 36 degrees here and the breeze made it so cold.

Friends
well now maby i dont spell well maby i cant type good but wen it came to sex all of yall were there i got several coments and several votes thank you one and all now lets see what ya got to say bought this blogg and rember i love yall nomatter what ya call me or thank bought meplease coment on this blogg vote it a 10 please please help me out

Auction???
Sick of me yet? haha It all begins on Monday Dec. 10th Dre@meR is for sale to the highest bidder! Dont be scared...LOL So come Monday stop on by & place your bid!!! I will let you know on Monday just were to go...Watch for my bulletin & blogs!!!

What Is A Slave
I have just looked at another slaves blog and was very impressed because she is right. We as slaves do not have to defend ourselves to others who don't nderstand.I too am a slave and am very proud of it.I am not ashamed of saying who I am and what I am.I love pleasing and serving my Master.Which I have to say that I have had to find me another Master for which I have found one. If there is anyone on here that doesn't like who I am or what I am thats ok.I respect those who are Masters and slaves and anyone else who may be in the BDSM lifestyle.I am not afraid to talk about it if someone wishes to know.but I don't go around and tell it.I am proud of who I am.A slave is who and what I am.If there are any slaves who with their Masters permission would let them speak to me that would be great.Anyone who would like to be a friend I welcome that.I love the lifestyle that i'm in and will never leave it.I am happy in it. slaveMasters_diamond

A Solider's Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR

Happy Hour Contest
My first Happy hour contest turned out pretty good. So i'm holding another one. The most comments wins! Need to have a salute to join Need 10 contestants to start the contest Contest will start Dec 10 2007 12pm est to Dec 22 2007 12pm est. Must be a friend to comment. Fan and add me! Self commenting and comment bombing allowed Respect to other contestants is must! Please email me the link to your pic. Merry Christmas

Visiting And Not Rating Nothing
ya know, if you are gonna go visiting peoples pages, even just a quick peek, be nice and at least rate them and/or a couple pics for visiting, i do it everytime i go to a page, at least they get points for me visiting.. i see a lo of people wont even do that they are just nosy and rude... if your not gonna rate, please dont visit........give me your opinion..

Internet Tv
With so many different and cool tv shows on cable now, I just don't have time to watch them all. So what I have been doing is following some of my shows via the internet. I usually go to my shows' websites and read the episode guides. So it only takes me maybe 10 minutes to get caught up on a season's shows.

Chucky Lives
Well after speaking with a bouncer, I had to delete my MUMM or risk being banished..so Chuckster is so not worth my MUMM's.. I did make a copy as best as I could..twas damn funny! so I will find a way to post a copy in my blog..lololol Chucky LIVES

Attention All House Heads
Come party with us (KC, STEVEO & KG) Every Sunday Nite Ladies Night no cover Free buffet 5 PM til 2 AM @ Golden Girls Lounge 87th and Loomis on Chicago's South Side. Drink specials til 10 PM. $5 Martini's $5 Patron shots Hourly shot giveaways. Free shots given away for 1 hour Don't know the exact hour, so come early Old School House music Disco and Underground played all night long with DJ Shaun (that's me) and DJ Mookey Mook. December 23, come join us for our Christmas Party

What's Been Up...
i haven't been ignoring anyone lately, i've just been a little busy. i've been spending more time over on myspace lately because i finally have contact again with my youngest daughter. due to her situation i am in full grandma mode right now. her husband hasn't figured out that he is supposed to be taking care of his family even though they are expecting their third child in a very short time. he would rather play pc games. so i found out that the two grandbabies might not even have a christmas and ric and i have been busy making sure they do. i have a pack of paperwork to finish to send to my lawyers about my disability. yuck...paperwork. ric decided he really wants us to work on our relationship and we have been talking. and he has been behaving himself. so we'll see how things go. i hope everyone is having fantastic holiday season so far!!!

I Feeling Better Today At Least,but I Still Missing My Girl At Least I Hope She Still My Girl.
Well I'm not really depressed today,but then of course I just woke up like about 1 and half ago although.So here's another poem and I'm still looking for a book publisher for my book.And off to the poem now: Thinking Of You And Missing You My heart plays this foolish game call love hoping that you are the one that will lift me above the sorrows.For a love thats so true It can melt even the the thickness of ice,for my heart have know to heartbreak.Shielding Itself from the pains of love gone wrong.For I gave you my heart for you to loved,for you to keep warmed on those cold days ahead of us both.But you soon grew cold on me,no longer telling me that you still loved me or that you missed me.But I know of your pain too and your hardship In life,for I've had them too.I've overcome great odds to be able to give you my love In life,and all I asked for Is the same In returned. A faithful day when I found you,my heart went out to you.We laugh and we p

Click And Join The Dark Side
Please just some help a click is all i ask if ya think you'd like it sign up its a vampire vrs werewolves roll play game but if your not interested just click and help me out thank you http://world7.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=113069624

Apologize
I know i am not the smartest, handsome or strong person. I have been through a lot depression this year. From my wife leaving me at the begining of the year to some stuff now. I am starting to speak to my mother and brother who i havent talked to in 14 years. I have been crying since last night. Sometimes i just wanna say fuk it and give in. I dont think world would miss me. Yes i was talking about killing myself. My birthday is coming up dec 21st and christmas the following week but a lot of people get depressed around the holidays. But i dont know. I just wanna apologize for being me.

Fresh New Country Titles
25. Get Your Tongue Outta My Mouth 'Cause I'm Kissing You Goodbye. 24. Her Teeth Was Stained, But Her Heart Were Pure. 23. How Can I Miss You If You Won't Go Away? 22. I Don't Know Whether To Kill Myself Or Go Bowling. 21. I Just Bought A Car From A Guy That Stole My Girl, But The Car Don't Run So I Figure We're Even. 20. I Keep Forgettin' I Forgot About You. 19. I Liked You Better Before I Knew You So Well. 18. I Still Miss You, Baby, But My Aim's Gettin' Better. 17. I Wouldn't Take Her To A Dog Fight, Cause I'm Afraid She'd Win. 16. I'll Marry You Tomorrow But Let's Honeymoon Tonight. 15. I'm So Miserable Without You, It's Like Having You Here 14. I've Got Tears In My Ears From Lyin' On My Back and Cryin' Over You. 13. If I Can't Be Number One In Your Life, Then Number Two On You. 12. If I Had Shot You When I Wanted To, I'd Be Out By Now. 11. Mama Get A Hammer (There's A Fly On Papa's Head). 10. My Head Hurts, My Feet Stink, And I Don't Love You. 9. M

A Bitch Is Fucking With Me
Oh guys! I'm fuming... This is a work related issue I would like to hear what you all think about this. In My daily office work I have to call to a Government office many times a day because it is part of My job, I have a very good relationship with the Boss in that office and he help Me a lot with the things I have to do. His secretary is a plain and simple Bitch!, she has had problems with basically everyone in that office and other people, she is just a grumpy old woman and nobody likes her. Since she is the one who answers the phone, I get to talk to her many times a day, I just simply ask for the boss and she will transfer the calls... many times she leaves Me on hold for too long until I hang up (I think she does this on purpose) anyway, I don't say anything else to her other than just ask for the guy. Yesterday, I went out with My boss to deal with some customer and we needed to talk to the Boss of that other office I'm telling you about, in regards of the situation.

Stickingtogether
Sticking together through it all, never giving up. Wiping away eachother's tears, letting other's know that we care. Sticking Together, makes things so much easier. Sticking together never walking away. Being there when life gets tough. Sticking together through it all, it doesnt take much to lend a helping hand, Doesnt cost a penny to be a friend, Gold cannot but the important things in life. So let's stick together give someone a hug and let them know things will all work out, never give up. Sticking together makes life more worth while. Sticking together what will it hurt. What will hurt wiping another's tears, giving a shoulder to cry on, lending a helping hand, a listening ear for someone who needs it. Sticking together being there to help someone who otherwise has noone. Sticking together you never know could save a life. Sticking together cause in the end you will know that it was all worth while. Sticking Together because someday you will need it to.

"faith" Sung By Celine Dion
Don't be afraid to feel this way Gonna make you understand It's not about you, cause I am the fool Building castles in the sand If I am crazy, just don't care It doesn't mean I don't want you near, This is the story about me and you And it's called... Faith! Right beside you is where I'll stay Oh Faith ! Just take me as I am... so please... have faith! So many times and so many ways I didn't know just where to go, You gave me a sign and opened my eyes That's the reason why I know That you are different, you're still here I guess you figured me out right then Now I believe that we can make it through And that's called... Faith! Right beside you is where I'll stay Oh Faith! Just take me as I am... so please... have faith ! have faith ! So don't be afraid... to feel this way... Just hear me out! Stay... ...and that's called... Faith! Right beside you is where I'll stay It's not too late Just take me as I am... so pleas

Trivia , Update . Fyi, Kinda Funny
***************************************************************************** The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as a substitute for Blood plasma. *************************************************************************** No piece of paper can be folded in half more than seven (7) times. Oh go ahead...I'll wait...~ **************************************************************************** Donkeys kil l more people annually Than plane crashes or shark attacks. (Watch your Ass ) ************************************************************************ You burn more calories sleeping than you do watching television. ************************************************************************** Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty (50) years of age or older. **************************************************************************** The first product to have a bar code was Wrigley's gum. *************************************** *********

The Only Thing On My Mind
dammit! why do females always be telling me one thing and do something else!!? she says "oh yeah definitely thurs." basically it ends with me waiting at work for an hour, and finally leaving. there is no call to say she cant make it either. this sad scenario has demonstrated itself to be the norm when it comes to me trying to hang out with a girl. all i want is to hang out and have a good time. you know laugh, converse, stare at each other. if any silliness goes on it will be up to her. i dont really care. maybe thats where im messing up......

My Mind
I can't get you out of my mind. I keep thinking about how much I enjoy talking with you, how great you look when you smile, and how much I like your laugh. I daydream about you off and on all day, replaying pieces of our conversation... laughing again about funny things you said or did. I've memorized your face and the way you look at me... it melts my hear every time I think about it. And I catch myself smilng when I imagine what will happen the next time we're together. You must be something really special, because I can't remember the last time I felt so strongly about someone Even though neither of us knows what the future holds, I know one thing for sure -- you're one of the very best things that's happened to me in a long time.

Come One Come All
Come help John win his contest we are doing good right now need to step it up a bit... would love ya if u could lend a hand......MUAHZZZZ to everyone who helps... THANKS http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=398434&albumid=727400&i=2303891965

More Than A Memory! R.i.p
On Sept. 17th, I recieved a phone call while driving home that my Daughter's dad was found dead in his home after never showing up for work that morning. I fell to pieces and could'nt believe my ears, my 1st thought was how was I going to tell my 7 yr.old daughter that her father was dead. Then the thought of how am I gonna raise her alone came to mind knowing that she loved her daddy and this news would crush her. The time finally came for me to tell her when she got home from school, there was no way around it. One look at me and she knew somethin was terribly wrong and wanted to know right away! I told her the best way I could possibly find and as suspected she busted out crying hysterically. To this day she still talks about him as if he is still here and does'nt show much sorrow, almost as if it still has'nt sunk in yet. I on the other hand have sleepless nights and still have days where all I can do is cry. He was a great father and deffinately a one of a kind person and I wil

Can We See Through The Tears
Can we see through the tears, can we see through the pain, can we see through these walls that we keep building between us. Can we forgive and forget, or do we just keep hanging on. Can we wipe away the tears and say things are going to be ok. Can we go through life knowing that we did our best and whatever happens isnt because we did wrong. Can we love again after our hearts have been broken. Can we remember the good times and laugh through the bad times. Can we break down these walls that we have built around us, so that ohters can know who you are. Can we see through these tears and remember that it is through the bad times that we learn to grow we learn to be strong. Can we see through this pain that we feel inside, and learn to love again. Can we love ourselves so that we can love another. Can we see through these tears. Can we the answer is yes we can.

33 Gas
MINOCQUA, Wis. - Dozens of drivers made a mad rush for cheap gas after a station employee accidentally changed the price to 33 cents a gallon. An employee closing Trig's Minocqua Shell for the night mistakenly entered the price of a gallon of gasoline as 32.9 cents instead of $3.299 on Monday night. He left about 10 p.m., but drivers could still use their credit cards to buy gas. Word of the bargain spread fast in the rural northern Wisconsin community, with 42 people buying 586 gallons of gas in an hour and 45 minutes. One person had pumped 27 gallons and two purchased 18 gallons. Local police saw the horde at the station and called store manager Andrea Reuland, who went to the station and pushed the emergency stop. "There were cars two deep at each of my pumps," said Reuland, who knew many of the drivers and told them they were being dishonest — the main store sign had the correct price. "I was very upset that there's that many dishonest people," she said. "They knew there was

Do U Want Me For Christmas
Now you gotta repost this as, who wants me 4 christmas? The 1st person to message you saying "i want you for Christmas."... will be your myspace sweetheart... you'd be suprised just who wants to be yours ;) ...You have 2 do this even if you are taken or you will have relationship problems for 40 years!!! GOOD LUCK!

This Happened For Real
The shop bell rang and he looked up from his desk fifteen feet away. Even though he knew she was due at any moment, the sight of her framed in the doorway made his mouth drop open and his cock jump inside his trousers. Short dark hair, green eyes, freckled nose, partly opened smiling mouth, long slim neck dragging the eyes down to the simple chain and on to the vee shaped neckline of the black buttoned dress. She blindly reached behind her to close the door, not taking her eyes off his and he saw her body tremble as she paused, leaning on the door for a moment. Her tongue licked at her dry lips and her breathing quickened and even from fifteen feet away he could see her nipples pushing against the black fabric and he put up one finger, beckoning her in closer. As she slowly walked towards him, his eyes slid down over the buttoned down dress where it clung to her breasts, waist and hips, down towards the hem that slightly flared out to reveal a stocking clad knee at each step, dow

Woot..check Them Out!!
I am in need of some help. I would like to help these great people and maybe even get some help myslef!! They are some good people and return love!! Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance?Stangs Underground Gaurd Dog&#@ fubar The Enigma AKA The Black Winged Angel@ fubar Crewzer@ fubar GHOST RIDER HÈHßÈR õ? T.M.Ä.?. & SECURITY FOR WÌ£ÐÇÄT £ÖÚÑGÈ?@ fubar gryphon1 (promo guy for Logan's Island)@ fubar ...and last but not least if you could ?!? Show me some luv too...he he he...and this pimpout is also brought you to by: ♥ JeNn ♥@ fubar

The New Guy
Hello all, I realize my profile looks a bit blank, but... well, I'm still getting the hang of fubar. A bit about myself: im 21, live in a small town, and can be pegged as "the nice guy". I work in a grocery store (in a freezer no less) and unfortunately, i dont get out much. I like to sit down with a good book when i get the chance, I enjoy darn near all types of music (theres always a few exceptions), and im usually a pretty open, friendly, funny guy to be around. I gues i dont know what else to put... if anyone has any questions, or just simply wants to say hi, feel free to. ^_^

Yes Or No
You can only say Yes or No! You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages you and asks! DO NOT SAY ANYTHING BESIDES YES OR NO!!! Repost this as the Yes/ No Game! Over 18? y Kissed someone on your top friends? Y Danced in front of your mirror naked? Y Ever told a lie? Y Tripped on mushrooms?? N Kissed a picture? Y Fallen asleep at work/school? Y Held an actual snake? Y Ran a red light? N Been suspended from school? N Totaled your car/motorbike in an accident? N Been fired from a job? N Sang karaoke? Y Done something you told yourself you wouldnt? Y Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? N Caught a snowflake on your tongue? Y Sang in the shower? Y Sat on a roof top? Y Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? Y Broken a bone? Y Shaved your head? N Slept naked? Y Played a prank on someone? Y Stayed up longer than 24 hours straight? Y

27 Reasons Why I Love Her
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour

F*%$ing Boring!!!!!
OMG...How F*&$ing boring are you lot??? Hmmm, its ok to come running when a person first joins up but then thats about it! Im not gonna act like some cheap nasty two bit slut like others just to make friends and recieve comments and messages or just to get the "ATTENTION". Thanx but no thanx....I dont need to be a web whore just for the attention!!!

Do We Let Go
Do we let go of what it could have been, Do we hang on to what it can be. Do we forgive and pretend it never happened. Do we hate until the blood runs cold. Do we love and say i understand. Do we continue to search for the things we know we can never have, or do we let go and search for the things we know we can have. Do we let go of lost loves and pray that someday we will understand why it never lasted very long. Do we keep wishing that someday things we will be the way they use to be, even though we know they never will be. Do we let go so we can move on, or do we just stand still. Do we keep crying for the things that never went right, or do we dry the tears and look for the ways to make them right again. Do we Let go, the question is can we let go?

Jager Will Fix It
Do you have feelings of inadequacy? Do you suffer from shyness? Do you sometimes wish you were more assertive? If you answered yes to any of these questions, ask your doctor or pharmacist about Jage(r). Jage(r) is the safe, natural way to feel better and more confident about yourself and your actions. Jage(r) can help ease you out of your shyness and let you tell the world that you're ready and willing to do just about anything. You will notice the benefits of Jage(r) almost immediately, and with a regimen of regular doses you can overcome any obstacles that prevent you from living the life you want to live. Shyness and awkwardness will be a thing of the past, and you will discover many talents you never knew you had. Stop hiding and start living, with Jage(r). Jage(r) may not be right for everyone. Women who are pregnant or nursing should not use Jage(r). However, women who wouldn't mind nursing or becoming pregnant are encouraged to try it. Side effects may include dizziness, n

Plz Read..
Look, I know that no one likes doing these kinds of things, but it's not like I ask for stuff all the time. This is probably going to be the only contest that I ever do. Please Help me out. I just need about 8000 Comments so I can get a 1 Month VIP. Please Help me out Guys and Girls. Please.

Emotion Test
Don't cheat. It's pretty good , see how close it comes. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom. > > > > > > 1. Which is your favorite color out of: red, black, blue, green, or yellow? > > > > 2. Your first initial? > > > > 3. Your month of birth? > > > > 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? > > > > 5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours. > > > > 6. Your favorite number? > > > > 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? > > > > 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? > > > > 9. Write down a wish (a realistic one). > > > > > > When yo u're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Answers > > > >

Things That Bug Me In Fubar. Small List.
The biggest thing that annoys me in fubar. The bouncer check. I understand its function and its need, but it annoys me when I try to rate a bunch of pictures and BOING there's the bouncer. WHY! GEEZ I'm only rating pictures. I'm not going that freaking fast! GRR. Oh well. Another annoyance - whenever I am doing something, say rating a picture or moving from one thing to another, I will inevitably see someone interesting in the top bar, or in the blast that looks interesting, but then the screen changes and POOF they're gone. Dangit. OH well again. There's plenty more where they came from. OH another big one. Fake people. Anyone that posts pictures and pretend that it's them. Come on, what's the point of that! Be yourself people! I mean, damn! I am not an Adonis, I don't claim to have a 10 incher, I am me. Don't like it? Fine, go away. I'm not here to have 10,000 friends. I'm here to have fun. Illiteracy and poor English. At least act like you have an 8th grade education! Co

Goodbye
Ok, this is it for me. I will be cancelling my account tonight. This site is so disappointing to me. I have tried my very best to get to know people here, but all anybody wants to do is involve themselves in sexual innuendo, drama, and petty jealousy. As far as I am concerned no one knows the meaning of the words "decent conversation, save the three people in my family. I have the utmost respect for them. I have rated endless profiles, pics, stashes, and blogs. And only a fraction of those people have bothered to rate me back. And that is only to rate my profile, nothing else. This is one big popularity contest and it sickens me. This is not the way adults are supposed to act. If any of my "friends" care, I will be at christianleblanc@live.com

Unfished1
Darkness is my best friend, the only voices that speak to me are in my head. Lonliness is an often vistor. Love taunts me, deep inside it festers. screaming voices, through the night they crawl. echoed illusions return the eternal brawls. How could you fuck with my head? 10 yrs later, still wishing to be dead. Standing still caused me to perish you created this, how can you bare it? All the shit you put me through, can't believe I still love you** (** a potential piece) This song is/going to be about all the hell that my mom put me through growing up and how it has affected me still years later. All the unanswered questions asked can somewhat be perceived through these lyrics, well atleast I think.

This Will Bring A Tear To Your Eye.
Beware this video is quite fucked up. And very graphic. I couldn't watch the whole thing. So please, beware. It's sad. -Ez IF TORTURING PEOPLE IS EVIL, WHY IS THIS OKAY??? IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A SMALL BOX WITH TEN OTHER PEOPLE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU WERE HAVING YOUR LEGS RIPPED OFF WHILE STILL ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU WERE BEING SKINNED ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU HAD DANGEROUS AND PAINFUL CHEMICALS TESTED ON YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? If you don't repost this.. I feel sorry for how heartless you are. And that maybe in the future.. you will come to realize that this is beyond horrible. If you have any kind of heart you will repost this... Its time to take a stand. [[Hit 'reply to poster' then copy and paste it in a bulletin.]]

People.
Last night i thought i'd be nice and comment on some people's pages and what do i get in return NOTHING not even a lousy ten. What good does it do to be nice to people if they won't even be nice enough to return the favor. FUCK THEM ALL let them go some where else to get their fucking points.

Knowing My Friends
Hello to all my friends and new acquaintances, I hope everyone is having a great start to their weekend. I know some of you may not see me on your pages or commenting and rating as often as I used to or as others do. I'd love to rate and comment everything for everyone, however that isn't really what i am on here for. I am here to make friends, chat and enjoy the company of others. If I am getting to know you I likely will choose to look at your pics and I will rate them, but I do stay busy and with my friends and their company in my lounge and handling things that have to be done. I really am hoping to get to know more of my friends and would love for more to visit with me and mine in the lounge and see me not only for who I am, but find those who do mean a lot to me. I will never ask for you to just rate my pics, however if you have interest in knowing who I am and about my life, past present and future, a lot of it is covered in my pics and I do notice who takes the time and shows t

Join Me On This Site To Make Some Money
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A Specal Thank You
this is a specal thank you to A/all that helped me the most and made the Hottest Bi-female on Fubar contest a blast. i did not with the most comments, i won by being the judges fav. please go show all these P/people lots of love. first i must thank the host and one of the judges. Tina, she was a blast. Tennessee Tiger¢â@ fubar next is tigers s/o and the other judge. Michael, he was alot of fun.The Return of the Icon (holdin on)@ fubar now for the A/all the ones that helped me. first is Titan. Sir, You made it worth it, with all the chatting that W/we did. it was alot of fun with You helping. ^Titan65{Founder-BaDaSs Bombers&Proud-NAP-Friends}&#GMof BaDaSs'S Wonderland/Rl Hubund&Master to@ fubar next is lutin (Titans beautiful wife/sub). sweety you also made it fun. luTin¢¾Hostess of BaDaSs Wonderland¢¾_/_r/l wife&submissive2^Titan65_/_@ fubar DJBadass (Titan & lutin's handsome son) the pics you posted where great, i never knew what was coming next. ~*DjBaDa

Would U Like To Know How To Make Ur Home Safer?
I found this great company to work for that I am able to make extra money and make my home safer for my son. Until the end of the year there is a special going on to $1 to join and an order of $50-$60 and your set to get your products and start promoting them. Hope to get and email or message from you soon.

Dj Wolf Of Darkness
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* Happy Birthday Karina *!*
* Happy Birthday to Karina * Isis * Het Heru * Ntr * Ix * Balam * Today is my magickal master number of a birthday - 33! This day also signifies an official "REBIRTH" of Karina On this day of my birth, I wish you always blissful blessings of peace, love, prosperity, abundance, good health, serenity and happiness. I thank you for for your kind offers of Happiness on this day of celebration of my birth and life and I would like to extend that to others in full open heart chakra vibration. A selection of my birthday wishes from others to share with other December babies - as well as to celebrate and honour each of you whether or not today is the day of your birth ! .. ..¨¨)) -:¦:- ¸... ...¨¨)) ((¸¸... .... Happy birthday -:¦:- -:¦:- ((¸¸...* On this day, I would like to celebrate each of you and let you know I am thankful and grateful for your life and your presence here on Earth. Thank you for blessing my life with your beautiful spirit. In

Harry Potter Spoilers ((contains Spoiling Books 3-7 Maybe Donno))
So I always find out who dies before i read the book. I found out how Serious Black dies from a harry potter birthday party (told you guys i'm a geek) by the way we played a game... everyone had a piecce of paper on their back with a characters name... so i was Ginny... i'd ask people, am I a boy? no do i have hair that annoys even me? no do i have red hair? yes am I Ginny? yes... hehe that sort of thing and so i found out he dies b/c someone ask as Serious Black "do i die in the book?" so i found out that way... i found out that doubledore dies by going on my fav. website outside of fubar... and the forum was titled OMG DUNBLEDORE DIES!.... then i found out in the book i am reading who dies by seeing my friends signature something about a tribute to them... and they were listed in white font so i highllited it... was trying to figure out why were they listed... why was Lupin, Tonks, Gorge Whezly, and dobby listed... then it hit me... OMG they die??? UGH that last one was my

Forbidden Love!
glitter-graphics.com Forbidden Love Yours & Mine Deeper Then The Snow. Forbidden Love Yours & Mine Hotter Then The Fire. Forbidden Love Yours & Mine Better Then The Pain. Forbidden Love Yours & Mine Sweeter Then The Fruit. Forbidden Love Yours & Mine Very Much Worth Fighting For!!

Once Again
once again it has started a new feeling a new person do I want to start this all over again is it just a waste of my time is it just going to give me more heart ache and confusion or maybe this is what I have been waiting for I just don’t know if I can do this--once again I like feeling the feeling that she really cares and I do with her but once again I just may be smitten by her I can’t keep on making these mistakes I am braking to many hearts than I can handle but she has every good thing the way she thinks the way she smiles the way she holds me so tight and close for the whole night but here I go once again do any of these qualities differ from the rest are they unique in this one person I think once again I will take the risk I hope in the end I will succeed in my quest to find true love Or do i do as before and before and before and run cursing my own heart

What A Girl Deserves >3
So its there 7th month anniversery and the girl calls her boyfriend:: girl: I love you. - Boy: Yeah I know everyone does! -Girl: Really? - Boy: Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday. - Girl: Oh...but am I only your friend? - Boy: No...you're my girlfriend...why? - Girl: So when I say I love you I really do mean it. - Boy: Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday. - Girl: ...... - Boy: So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7 month anniversary? - Girl: Yeah...where? - Boy: I dont know...maybe movie then dinner? -Girl: Ok. - Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and get ready ok? - Girl: Ok. What time do you get off? - Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Girl: hey.

Le Sigh
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "Call Me When You're Sober" Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. D

Do I Really Know
Do I even know what love is have I ever really felt it? or did I just think I did was it just infatuation or was it just being so use to them you thought it was love is love supposed to make you sick of them? it should not be a bad thing you should want more of them, like a good drug, not a bad medicine how do I know if what I’m feeling is love, and stick with it or should I just forget and move on to find it how do I even know? what is the right thing to do? I thought it was love, I even said “I love you” but look at me now I am lonely and scared and I have broken a few hearts because of this fear of not knowing I look at her and try to predict if she is the one then once we get closer, I get scared and run away then I think could she have been the one the one I could have fallen deeply in love with but then do I even know what love is to give it to her I hate not knowing will I ever really know how to give it? how to receive it how to s

Today On World Rock Radio
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Me
I'm getting tried of being hurt by guys like to call me names like fat ugly I'm a bitch I want someone who wants me for me not for sex or anything else because what to me when I was younger It happen to me again in aug of this year I don't want it happen again I hope one day I will find Mr right

Lost To The Dark!
glitter-graphics.com glitter-graphics.com We was **Light** when we meet,We was **Light** when we Loved each other. We was even **Light** when we parted.I'm still **Light** but your **Dark** as night.You say I made you **Dark** Funny how light made you dark,you destroyed my love and ripped me apart and I still don't hate you. So funny how light made you **Dark** May you find some peace in your darkness,but blame the **Dark One** you love for your **Darkness**. I leave you with one last thought: I loved you in the **Light** and I can never be yours in the **Dark**. Goodbye My Fallen Dragon,I'll never be yours again,My love is dead. (This is not about My Dark Dragon I love now so please don't cause drama,I'm saying bye To someone else.)

Snow Sex
BECAUSE UR FREAKY ASS OPENED THIS U WILL GET KISSED ON SATURDAY BY A PERSON WHO THINKS UR CUTE UR FINE UR PERFECT AND TOMORROW WILL BE THE BEST DAY OF YOUR LIFE DO NOT BREAK THIS CHAIN!!! BREAK IT AND U WILL HAVE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS FOR THE NEXT TEN YEARS!!! REPOST SAYING "Snow SEX

Help Her Plz
SORRY ALL BUT MY GIRL HERE NEEDS ALOT OF LOVE RIGHT NOW.... SHES AWESOME AND SHOWS ALOT OF OTHER PPL LOVE SO CAN WE RETURN IT TO HER? SHES IN HER FIRST CONTEST AND WOULD REALLY LIKE TO SEE HER WIN GO BOMB HER AND COME LET ME KNOW AND I WILL RETURN IT TOO YOU LIBERATED SPICE

I Am Only Me
You say I stole your heart away, And brought you back to life. But how can this be possible, For I am only me. To have someone who sees in me, These things you say you see. Where do you look to see these things. For I am only me. You stir my heart so deep inside, And make me dream forever. The depth you reach within my soul, But I am only me. Could it be the time has come, So long I've waited for. That you have come to look inside, And love me just because, I am only me

If You Love Me
I don't know how many times I heard these words, To me these are the cruelest words I've ever heard, How do you put a condition on the one you love, That I must time and again prove you my love. When you say it, I don't know what to do, You must not think that my love is true, For "If you love me" is a knife to my heart, Cutting and slashing and slicing it apart. With "If you love me" there is no way to win, I don't even know where to begin, "If you love me" means you're unsatified, Your disappointment in me you can not hide. "If you love me" is just your simple manipulation, A cruel and uncaring "Love" stipulation, No matter what you use for your justification, There is no way for me to win in that situation. "If you love me" means you're a selfish little thing, Only looking to see, for you what I can bring, For my love to you can only be measured, By what I do that brings you pleasure. So I have something to share with you my sweet dear, For each "If yo

You Might Be A Redneck.roflmfao
"You know you're a redneck when...... 1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think "The Nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The Salvation Army declines your furniture. 7.You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of Raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog. ! 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. 16. You know how many bales of hay your car will hol

Catch Me If I Fall
There's something about you I can't out my finger on it but it makes you amazing and makes me fall for you I haven't yet But the more I get to know you The closer I get to the edge But I'm scared What if you let me fall too hard? And leave me broken Just lying there Alone But what if you catch me? become a net and someone I care about deeply I know that's what I want Yet I'm still frightened But If you are careful with my heart I know I will overcome my fear of falling And live love with passion With you!

What Kind Of Kisser Are You???
Lesli, you're a Romantic Kisser Whew, is it warm in here or is that just you? When it comes to kissing, you get your drive from the lure of romance. For you, it's more than a meeting of the lips. You appreciate kissing for the rush and for what it symbolizes. Long-stemmed roses, candlelight dinners, and weekend retreats to bed and breakfasts. Sound about your speed? You're a kissing partner who can go beyond the sweet surrender of locking lips to discuss the meaning of relationships. To really express yourself, you're probably one who's concerned with setting the proper mood. You might light a fire or take your date to a beautiful lookout before cuddling and kissing. You probably like to make a lot of eye contact, gently hug and touch your date, and talk tenderly about your feelings. While your intentions are pure, your intensity might sometimes be a little overwhelming. Don't forget that being playful can also be a sign of affection, and remember, sometimes a kiss is just a kiss

3 Of Us Need Your Help Please
quean of hearts needs 10,000 comments by the end of the week here is her link to go bomb if you like 2nd we have ladylonewolf she needs 25,000 by the 14th if you could go show her some love also she will recieve 500,000 fubuck when she reaches her comment goal and we cant forget about me in the vip contest and now have 5 weeks to get it done so dont worry about me lets help queen and ladylonewolf out for this week i know we can get this done come along for the ride bombs away bomb bomb bomb bomb ill be on both today so you will catch me on either one ill be here or there

Thanks Fubar
I used to go into this online radio chatroom thing with some old friends that DJed in there and they left the site and hooked up with some people on Cherrytap at the time. They invited me to check it out so I signed up for this site. At first I was like what in the world is this crap but the more and more I used it the more and more i started enjoying it. Met some great people on here. Then one day I was on here and the best thing in my life happened. I saw a blast from the very beautiful girl. So I hit it with a rate, fan and add. She sent me a shout wanting to see if I was a wrestler or a musican. (at the time name was just Gunner) Since then that beautiful lady has became my real life girlfriend and I love her with all my heart. She is caring, loving, sweet, kindhearted, everything a man needs in a woman. She is my world. So thanks to fubar I am a happy guy and found the greatest woman on earth. Love you Mizz P. And love to all my friends on here. Thanks for reading. Have a great da

Question
a man and woman were arguning about which gender enjoys sex the most .. men obviously enjoy sex more the man said /why do you think were obssesd with getting laid? ''well replied the woman'' think about this when your ear itches and you put your finger in it and wiggle it around which feels better your finger in your ear?

Deleting "friends"
I'm going thru and deleting hundreds of folks off of my friends list. I haven't heard from most since they friended me and I really dont see the point in keeping them around. If you'd like to stay let me know by commenting here. If you view this blog and don't comment I'll assume you'd rather not stay on my friends list and I'll delete you. Hugs to my real friends.

Doctor
I will find out Monday what the extent of the damage is on my left hand. The swelling has gone down much, I am still having problems gripping things. I have managed to handle things pretty well though. I am considered a survivor ,and I will prevail over this

What ''
a little boy hurt his finger and ran into the house to show his mother.. oh she said ''let me get a band-aid for that ''no cried the boy ''cider !cider? the mother asked '' what on earth do you need cider for?''because ''he explained ''sis says whever she gets a prick in her hand ''she likes to put it in cider