I have to be the most pathetic person in the world. I need to face the facts. I'm a total princess. I am starved for attention and in need of constant approval. If I am left to myself I quickly become bored. My favorite way to spend my time is by making myself the center of the universe - and I prefer to do this by pleasing other people. Hence, I have recently realized this whole slave revelation.
Sounds completely pathetic. Spending my life doing nothing but waiting on any request from my Master. But this is what I do, this is who I want to be. I find it challenging to learn the patience and steadfastness to wait on someone.
Why? How could this be a challenge?? It's very basic to understand. You see, if I'm just waiting, I could be forgotten. I am no longer the center of attention if i am no more than standing in a corner. It kills me. So, keep this in mind as my friend, ok? Don't ignore me. Just say hi and let me know you still think of me.
