I really had a bad today..I argued with my mom about my pastor who calls me every day of the week. I just need the space and I feel like the guy is smothering me. Really I just started going back to church after 13 year absence. All of a sudden He was asking if I like to sing :/ Ok I dont like getting in front of people and doing anything like that right now. I cant find a simple way and say No.
I just feel uncomfortable right now So I turned my phone off.
I dont think I want to go to church tomorrow and I want to stay home.I'm just not feeling right.
Talk Carla dont talk anymore. Im just tired oImpeople like that. I blame myself and its my fault. She doesn't like me She uses men and I was her latest victim.I really .I'm just so hurt because of it. And she has no idea of what she put me through.
