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i'm sitting here, snowed in totally bored, chatting with some friends of mine, wishin' i had something to do. i think a lot on days like this. not much else to do. i'm pretty lucky actually, i'm self employed and self suffiencent. I have my own place, my own car, and i'm going to school to get my degrees for a better job. It's kinda nice being independant,, doing what i want, when i want,with whomever i want. but being independant has it's draw backs. relationships are hard because guys want a strong independant woman,, but not too strong. they still need to feel needed and depended on. well,, i guess i don't do that for them.:) i've gotten so use to doing everything on my own and depending on NO ONE but myself, that when someone wants to do something nice for me i don't really know how to take it.and the thing about it is,, i'm not really even looking for a serious relationship. more like a tight friendship. a best friend even. i'm not looking for someone to be up my ass all the time,, but to have someone to look forward to seein,,, now that would be nice. someone that i can have fun with and laugh with no matter what it is we are doing because they like to joke around and play around as much as i do just for laughs. someone who i can talk to about anything,, and i mean anything, because they are my best friend,, not my judge :) well, i don't really know why i wrote this,,, probably out of boredom,,, but i guess if anyone reads this and feels like maybe thay understand where i'm coming from leave me a comment. maybe i'll come and chat with ya. :)
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