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My Pimp-out, Show These Good People Some Love
Hi everyone, I just wanted to say a huge thank you to everyone who spent hours, comments and rates helping me win a happy hour in Stephanie Lynn's giveaway, and thanks so much to Steph for letting me take part. I've always thought that contests/giveaways show you who your real friends are, as they will give you all the help that they can. This is so true!!! Some friends have helped a little, but some helped a huge lot, and it has just been completed with all your help thanks so much woohooo ;o) Here are some of my biggest helpers, most are in my family and top friends list. Please stop by and show them loads of luv, they really do deserve it, and please tell them that Mish sent you ;o) I luv them all so much :o) In no particular order ... ~~SHÅWÑÅ~~ Sexygranny1967~OWNED by ^sin^ ~SPACE HOTTIE~ Darling †~®Ø¢K§†Å®69¤Ï.ß.Ï.Ç¤ÇLÜß F.Å.R¤FÜ ÅÑGËL§~†@ fubar starwhisper jonlee74SHADY'S S*U*P* pjcountry~owned by star~owner of Star~SPACE HOTTIE~enfor

Im Always To Late, First!!
I HATE ALWAYS BEING FIRST TO BE TO LATE. WISH I WOULD HAVE MET YOU FIRST IS A COMMON PHASE I SAY ALOT. AN WRITING A BLOG TO GET MY FEELINGS OUT DOES ACUALLY HELP ME DEAL WITH THE FACT. THAT IM UGLY FAT AN NEVER NAKED ENOUGH FOR ANY GOOD DECENT MAN. YES I AM VERY ANGRY. BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT I FEEL I HAVE TO COMPETE WITH TO GET THE ONE MAN I DO LIKE TO LIKE ME. BUT IM TO LATE. ONCE AGAIN ALREADY TAKEN GOT TO HIM FIRST. SO I FEEL BETTER NOW I HAVE THAT ALL OUT. AN I WILL NOT BE SO HASTY THE NEXT TIME. ITS SEEMS THE MEN I JUST WANT TO BE FREINDS WITH WANT MORE. AN THE ONES I DO ARE LIKE I SAID TAKEN OR GOING TO BE TAKEN. I JUST CANT SEEM TO BE THERE FIRST. SO I LEAVE ALL MEN ALONE EXCEPT TO SAY HI HOW YA DOING AN LEAVE IT AT NOTHING BEING MORE SAID. DONT THINK I CAN TRUST THEM ANYWAY. OR MAYBE ONE OF THESE DAYS ONE WILL COME ALONG AN GREET ME FIRST THAT I LIKE AN WANT TO GET TO KNOW. THAT ONE WE WILL JUST HAVE TO WAIT AN SEE.

Rambles
How can I feel like one man controls my heart? How can I pretend to smile when I feel like I am dying inside. When I am the one that was childish to begin the fight, yet he is the stubborn one that won't let it end. I know I am a hug baby, its only been a little over 24 hrs since the fight begun, yet I am so not a fighter. Right now I am feeling like a part of me has died. Trying to sleep it away, but that doesnt help, it just makes the nights longer and more miserable. Have you ever felt like a puppet on a string? Like one individual controls your destiny and it is not you? Sure I am able to write into my destiny, but I don't feel like I control it..... Said to much.... Sad songs always make me cry.... ====================================

Can You Tame The Wild?????
HERE IS THE DEAL, ITS FEBRUARY AND YOU HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH. YOU CAN HAVE THE BRAGGING RIGHTS TO SAY YOU OWN ME AS A PERSON FOR AN ENTIRE MONTH! WHAT ELSE DO YOU GET? ALL WHAT IS WRITTEN BELOW MY PIC BE THE BIGGEST BLOWOUT ON FUBAR THIS MONTH! MINIMUM BIDS START AT 200,000 FUBUCKS. ANYTHING LESS WILL BE REMOVED.CLICK ON MY PIC TO BID ON ME, AND PLACE YOUR BID IN THE COMMENTS. IT RUNS UNTIL FRIDAY MIDNIGHT FUBAR TIME LET THE GAMES BEGIN! The same rules apply as in the other auctions... 1. The biddies reserves the right to refuse a bid. 2. No drama.. please!! This is the first time I have put on a thing like this.. I would love it to be fun :D 3. I am NOT responsible for any bid not paid up. IF you don't plan on paying up DO NOT Bid. 4. The winning bid is awarded to the person you are bidding on. 5. The 'ownership' lasts for a month unless otherwise stated or agreed upon between bidder and biddee PS: The Breakdown in Fu bucks is like thi

I Cant Wait To Stir The Pot!
I thought about this dumb shit going on at work. I am a hilo driver, I work with another driver on the front named Fuman. Fuman and I have talked at work on slow times but nothing big. One day he came to me and talked a little about tower stupid stuff then he hit my heart hard by saying " dont trust them Randy, Jason, and Ray. They are not right Randy screwed over a lot of people and Ray just did John in. Randy, Jason, and Ray will never lose there job they are protected. Then I was called to my other line. Thinking about what Fuman just said hurt me. I hang around with Randy, Jason, and Ray at work playing cards and I just took the job on the Dock with Ray. I have never had any problem with Randy, Jason, or Ray. Once I was caught up again I went over to get a pop out of the machine. I pulled up and Fuman was over on the Dock right up in Ray, and Jasons face talking. That hurt me so bad to see that after he just told me not to trust them! Whats up with that I thought. I forg

Don't Copy My Fuckin Pic's!!!!!!!!!!!
alright this is it! don't copy my fucking pic's or pray i don't see it because i'm going to raise 9 kinds oh hell . i went to rate this guy back to day and found a whole folder of the stiletto girls . he had just copyed today. he needs to learn manors ! he should if you block um from rips that means don't copy ether . what and ass and here is .cujoHD@ fubar

It Dose Snow Everywhere
This happened last winter and for some reason I can't quit thinking about it. I guess cause it's so funny!!! I got their gloves and hats from the drawer Scarves and coats from the closet I woke my kids up and told them While they were sleeping, it snowed last night. After 30 minutes of wrapping them up warm Putting on their boots to play on the front yard They played for about an hour Then back in the house and that's where we stayed. In the kitchen we were drinking hot chocolate warming up their hands and drying their feet My daughter Megan looked out the back door and said 'WOW! LOOK! - It snowed in the back yard too!'

I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear. And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this true love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...

True Friendship :p
"True" Friendship Enough of that Sissy Crap! Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems That always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises That actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy Little smiley faces on this card - Just the stone cold truth Of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will Help you get drunk and plot revenge Against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will Try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will Know you are plotting something That I must be involved in. 4. When you are scared -- I will Rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will Tell you horrible stories about How much worse it could be, Until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will Use little words. 7. When you are sick -- I will Tell y

You Haunt Me
All my dreams of you always come to an end. I wake up in a hot sweat, with the thoughts of you all day not able to forget. Why do you haunt me in the middle of the night? Why can't I move on and try do things right? I see your face and I know it's not real. But I still cant help the feelings I Feel. I wake each morning trying to forget, but your haunting memory is my outstanding Debt. I've tried to pray and ask god for some peace, even after the praying the hauntings didn't cease. Now at night I already know what to expect, you haunting my dreams, my never- ending debt. Nothing to gain I pay for it with my pain, knowing inside my soul, I may never be the same. I may meet someone new and try to let him in my heart. I am still so scared, I don't want to make That new start. I truly believe we are still meant to be. Nothing I can do but leave it to destiny. Sometimes I believe you were never here at all, I make myself believe only to stumble and fall. How could I have

In Pain
Kissing is a Habit Fucking is a game Guys get all the pleasure Girls get all the pain The guy says "I Love you" You believe it's true But when your tummy starts to swell He says "The Hell with you!" 10 minutes of pleasure 9 months in pain 3 days in the hospital A baby without a name The mother is upset This never should have happened The father was a whore

I Scream In My Head
Endless searching for my perfect love, Brings me to the point of FOUR fatherless children Starting out with high hopes Praying that maybe you are the one Tears of ice sliding slowly down my reddened cheeks Weeping for a succession of would be true loves A winter of love is all I have known Cold and barren with bitter winds howling Passions burning hot and humid in my youthful summers of love Quickly turning to tepid and showery with each passing day Commitments quickly turning it to tropical rainstorms Until the final frost bite from the cold realities I look to you with naive prayers, my new love Full of sarcastic hope and memories of unfulfilled promises But my heart is still frozen and raw, heavy and screaming Straining painfully to let you, my new love in But so afraid of my many bleak winters That leaves my heart and soul frozen,each time my love leaves Words heavy and tight in my chest,,i scream silently "I Love You" too late, as I see you walk away

Recipe For Love
Two lonely hearts one broken the other blue. Missing you after your gone Wishing you could stay Waiting for your return. Not knowing what to say Thinking what to do While your away. Smelling your scent In each and every room. Teasing you until Your eyes turn to steel Loving you as you show your mad Seeing your smile return. Laughing at your mistakes Trying to learn. Hearing your voice Loving the sound. Making you laugh Loving your smile. Proud to show you off Being by my side. Scared to commit Scared to not. Everything is exciting Each brand new. Not wanting to get hurt again Wondering what to do. Wishing for a lasting love Wondering what to do. Telling ourselves Being friend and lovers Is all I expect of you. Lying to ourselves No relationships Just friends,thats all. Dreaming about a life together Pretending not to We're just friends after all. Never thinking to be

I Hate Laundry
Isn't it amazing how your house can be so messy and you can say to yourself everytime you walk in the door, "I need to clean this place up!" and yet, you do nothing. Maybe that's not 'amazing' per se, but it is an interesting thought in the least. What I am amazed at though, is how much laundry I have. I'm still waiting for the laundry fairy to come on by and do it for me — it's been 24 years, I think she (maybe it's a he?) is a little overdue. Funny how I just automatically thought that the 'laundry fairy' was a chick; it seems in my mind that that would be a very proper job for a woman laundry fairy to hold, not some biggin named Joe who's wings can't hold him up ,but I better stop talking before I have the feminists after me…Even though I'm a woman. In other news — aren't women incredible? I'm pretty sure we make the world go round. (The nice thing about that comment is if a crazed chick accuses me of being sarcastic I can act totally surprised; but if they laugh at it, I can fu

My Surprise Pregnancy
As I Write This I Am Aware Of Feelings Deep Of How Much I Care You Grow Inside Me Little Heart Beating Strong Though I Had My Doubts I Now Know It's Not Wrong You Weren't Planned But Now I Know How Much You Are Wanted As Each Day You Grow You Aren't An Accident You're Not A Mistake You're The Best Of Surprises Two People Could Make! I'm waiting so impatiently To see your sweet face It seems to be taking forever Before my life, you Grace My arms long to hold you To touch your soft skin How much longer now Before I see your tiny chin. I pray that God will safely guide you on your journey tonight, and I ask Him for the strength to be your mommy and your daddy And to help you all that I can.

I Miss...
I miss the calls in the middle of the night, I miss your voice telling you can't sleep, I miss your eyes giving me the sight That drove me mad and made me weep... I miss your perfume next to mine, I miss the day we met and touched my arm, I miss everything about you that shines And makes me want your love, your charm... Do you miss me the way I do? Would you give the world for one kiss? Will I hear from your mouth "I love you"? Or it's just another dreaming bliss? Tell me you do miss, Give me the promised kiss, Hold me in your arms for a life time Say you love me, don't drop the line! I miss your smile I miss your laugh I miss everything about you. When I really want you back I care so much for you. I don't understand what did I do? I thought we would be together for so long You were so sweet and charming with you words you said. But something happened I don't know what went wrong I cried so hard just lying in my bed. All alone I sit in the night. No one t

I Need You More Than Ever
Come to me and hear my cries Feel the pain deep inside Open your heart to fell my love Forget me not And share the love Be with me and feel the warmth Of my arms around you Hear my voice in your ear crying out To hold you tight To feel your kisses Your arms around me Sound of your voice I love you I close my eyes and see your face In your arms I feel like im in gods grace Your soft lips touch I will never forget As I surrendered my self to your soft sweet touch And the words that were shared will Always be remembered as Will the way I felt when you Said that i was perfect. Now that Ive tasted you I only want to keep you Such a sweet temptation That I will never again surrender My heart lies with you And there it will stay My love for you grows As the days begian to pass And nights grow cold Alone in my bed wishing I could hold you. Wishing I could hear your voice Feel the warmth of body around me Looking into those sexy eyes Seeing

New Times
new times call for new ideas but what can change now better gas in cars(if the oil company didn't jack it up we wouldn't care) high paying jobs y soo u can have a bigger house and have a bigger family over populating the world even more than it is. well i say i prefer the old ideas to have fun and be happy. my job gives me the cash to party my car gets me there my family... (haven't thought about it yet but a normal life will be there for them). i want to have fun with my life why i can.new times new ideas why???

Relationships
ok, so me and my best friend Tiffany(she is under family on my page) are like sisters. We have the same relationship problems, and regardless of whatever we try to do to make a relationship work, it never prevails. WTF? Is it us or the guys we're choosing? Should we just lie low until someone comes to us and shows interest or should we still attempt to play the world famous love hunting game?? Let me know ur thoughts please =)

This Is My Horoscope (today)
Scorpio (10/23-11/21) Today you might get so wrapped up in overcoming a challenge that you lose track of the time. One minute you're yawning into the morning daylight, and the next, the sun is setting! Once time passes, it's gone forever. So step back from the projects you're working on, for a few moments at a time. Try to experience every aspect of the day as much as you can. Take notice of the people and events around you, and you'll be privy to some useful insight. Don't take anything for granted in life.

Little Kids...
A 3 YEAR OLD One day my mother was out and my dad was in charge of me and my brother who is four years older than I am. I was maybe 3 and a half years old and had just recovered from an accident in which my arm had been broken among other injuries. Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the evening news and my brother was playing nearby in the living room when I brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. Af ter several cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because it was 'just the cutest thing!!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up, then she says to him, 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place that baby can reach to get water is the toilet??

Too Strong
I have not been on fubar too long, but I have noticed that some of the guys on here are well lets just say are interesting lol. I have meet some very nice people that I enjoy talking to greatly and would actually some day like to meet. Now on the other hand there have been some, (recently been removed from my list) that have come on way to strong. My lord take a chill pill if something was to happen it will. Just remember stalking is not viewed as cute, sexy, or ok in any way. Cheers to my new found friends on fubar, stalkers go check out Lindsey Lohan I here she needs a little something in her life.

Families
I don't want to join another family. I left Fubar once because of all the freaking drama. It was unbelievable! I used to care so much about leveling and stuff like that, but not now. There was really no benefit of being a 20. More people rated me and crap, but no one wanted to actually talk. It was kind of parasitic in a way... Also, what's with auctions? I just find them creepy. I'm not bashing people who are in them/hold them, but do you really have to 'sell' yourself to get a blast or something??

Thank You
I want to thank everyone that sent there prayers and wishes and cards to me and my family over the weekend . I'm sorry if I have not been around much the last few days .Have just needed a small break and spend time with the family while we were all together . It's sad that really the only time time we all see Family is at funeral's . We all need to be grateful for are Families . Thank you again . Tom

Is This Really Happening?
Shit's been crazy personally and in the family over the past month I swear. Two weeks ago I just found out that my 14 year old niece is 2 months pregnant. I feel bad for her cause she's kinda slow and her mom is a drunk ass (thats why my brother left her sorry self over 10 years ago). She's not mentally prepared for a kid and so I basically told her if she didn't want the kid I'd take it and raise it. My mom just got ot of the hospital for having lung and chest discomfort, but luckily it was not her heart just an acute case of indigestion that hasn't gone away in like 5 days. A co-worker of mine's husband dropped dead of a sudden heart attack last weekend. I felt so bad for her cause she's a great lady and did not deserve this to happen to her. But I guess the most shocking realest thing of all is my own personal news (because it still seems to surreal and is still sinking in!). After 5 months of fighting my insurance company I finally got my approval on February 6th for my gastric byp

Show Our Support
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to

My Bail Is $330
This is fun to do. Just read the offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bail is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Done acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on your MySpace -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to a stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $10 Hit on some one while at work-- $15 Ever been drunk -- $20 Ever got drunk/HIGH at work, or went to work while still drunk/HIGH-- $50 Used toys while having sex -- $30 Got drunk & HIGH, passed out and don

What I Deal With Each Day
Each day I want to wake up and think about how I can turn over and look at something cool. I dont have to wake up hearing the sounds of gun shots in the air or other marines yelling out commands. To be home means a lot to me and most dont understand that. My girl does and see was torn up when she got word that I had been shot three times in the side. But she knew that I was a boy that did not like to give up. It all depends on what you deal with. Each day I thank god that I am alive and sometimes even wonder why I am. Does he have a plan for me that I am not aware of yet. Does he need me to do something that I have no clue where to start. Each passing day I look at my friends and just want to cry because I am actually with them and they can talk to me in person without having to wait for me to email them

Im In An Auction
I'm in another auction, but this one has a a few twists... for every 100 rates I get 10,000 fubucks the auction will end when i chose to end it *which means theres no time limit* so please even if you don't want to bid stop by and rate the pic The bidding will start at 60,000 fubucks. Other Items are totally acceptable as bids The Breakdown in Fubucks is like this: STICKY BULLETIN = 250000 1 TICKER = 250000 1 DAY BLAST = 375000 3 DAY BLAST = 600000 7 DAY BLAST = 1000000 30 DAY BLAST = 2500000 HAPPY HOUR = 5000000 $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks this is what i'm offering 600 - 800 11s during Happy Hours All Stash/blogs rated during Happy Hours 6 Custom animated tags A Custom Blend Tag Daily Comment Randon Gifts/drinks "owned by ....." in my name permanent Blog pimp out Added to my family Link to your profile from mine Digital Makeover from one of your p

Say A Prayer For Our Family
This week has been tough for me and my family, we lost a very special little girl in our life. My 17 yr old cousin lost her life at the hands of her ex boyfriend. So please say a prayer for our family and her parents in florida.

Re: Transcript Of Plot To Kill Jfk Discovered?
RE: Transcript Of Plot To Kill JFK Discovered? ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 18 Feb 2008, 15:44 Transcript Of Plot To Kill JFK Discovered? A cache of JFK-related memorabilia discovered by the Dallas County District Attorney's Office includes a transcript of an alleged meeting between Jack Ruby and Lee Harvey Oswald two months before Kennedy was killed. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021808_jfk_plot.htm

Facts Of Life
1. Save the whales. Collect the whole set. 2. A day without sunshine is like . . . night. 3. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 4. I just got lost in thought. It wasn't familiar territory. 5. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 6. Light travels faster than sound, which is why some people appear bright until you hear them speak. 7. I feel like I'm diagonally parked in a parallel universe. 8. Honk if you love peace and quiet. 9. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 10. He who laughs last, thinks slowest. 11. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 12. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese. 13. I drive way too fast to worry about cholesterol. 14. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 15. Monday is an awful way to spend 1/7 of your week. 16. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad me

Mommy, How Old Are You?
Mommy, How Old Are You? Little Jenny walked into the kitchen one day and looked up at her mother, who was busy cooking dinner. "Mommy, how old are you?" she asked. "Now dear," said her mother, "You should never ask a woman what her age is." "Why not?" demanded Jenny. "Because it isn't polite. You'll understand better when you grow up." Jenny thought about it for a moment, then piped up, "Mommy, how much do you weigh?" "Jenny," said her mother, "That's not a question you ask people." "Why not?" "Because it's not polite to ask grown-ups about how much they weigh. You'll understand some day." "Mommy," Jenny asked, "Why did you and Daddy get divorced?" "Darling," her mother replied with a sigh, "That's something that's still very painful for Mommy, and I really can't talk about it now. I'll explain when you are a little older." The next day, Jenny told a friend at school about the conversation with her mother. The other little girl explained to her, "All you have to do i

A New Door Has Opened
A new door has opened, the old ones have closed. It is time to move on. The sun has come out, The flowers are blooming. And now the rain has finally stopped. A new door has opened. The pain is still here, but know it will soon go. The frowns have turned to smiles, the tears have turned to laughter. New hopes and New dreams. A new door has opened, the old ones have closed. Life was never that easy, but through it all I made it through. The love of friends, the support of family, I had to fight to get to where I am at, through the tears and the heartache. Family I will never see again, I had to let go and move on. I will miss them all, but there comes a time in everyone's life you must make a decision, regardless on how hard it may be. A new door opened I took a step forward and let the old ones close. I had to move on. The pain will one day disappear, but until then i know it was worth the fight. I will go on and do what it is i was meant to do. M

Night Out On The Town
It was one of those rare moments when we had no kids. We just dropped them off at the parents to spend the night. Very rarely do we ever get time alone to ourselves. So we decided to go to the movies. You wanted to watch Jumper.. I wanted to watch Fools gold. We both told the guy which movie we wanted to watch. I thought,, how romantic..here we are night alone together..and watching different movies. You finally gave in and came to watch my movie with me. The movie was very good..of course how could it not be with Matthew McConaughy in it..and Kate Hudson. They both have a wonderful chemistry together. I had on a skirt. We sat in the back row. You reached over..pulled up my skirt enough to feel under it. I was damp from the fact that we were actually doing somthing we could get caught at. I continued to watch the movie..squirming somewhat in my seat. The movie finally ended. We left and went to the car wash. You wanted to wash the salt off the vehicle. So we get in the c

Drink Water On Empty Stomach
DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH! It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases. METHOD OF TREATMENT: 1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth 4 x 160 ml glasses of water. 2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minute. 3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal. 4. Af

Going Away
Well, it looks like I'll be traveling to Brazil this coming weekend on a business trip. I really don't want to go as I hate Brazil. So much crime, especially in Rio and the surrounding area where we'll be going. Another team is going to Japan where I really want to go, but I drew the shorter straw. Maybe next year. Anyway I will be gone for a week. So all you fubarian friends be good and don't miss me too much k ?

The Hormone Guide ...
The Hormone Guide Women will understand this! Men should memorize it! Every woman knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have s

Atlantis Theory And Fantasy?
Did Atlantis exist, or was it merely a fantasy conjured up by Plato, and kept alive through wishful thinking over the centuries? If it did exist, where can we find it’s remains? We can ask other questions. For instance, just what WAS Atlantis? How did it disappear? In this essay I will be examining just a few such theories, and seeing where realistic ideas end and fantasy begins. PILLARS OF HERCULES One popular assertion from Plato is that Atlantis was ‘beyond the Pillars of Hercules’. These are almost unanimously thought to be the outcrops either side of the Strait of Gibraltar. The mythology of the Straits of Glbraltar is neat and explanatory. Geographically speaking, they represent a narrow stretch of water separating the Mediterranean Sea from the Atlantic Ocean. And mystically, they separate the known world from the unknown. To the north and south of the Straits are two large promontories - the Rock of Gibraltar in Europe and the Abyla on the African coast. These are the

My First Rate Contest
Okay no big fancy bulletin/blog here just asking for a few rates ...I entered a friends rate contest PARTY TIME and just need some rates..No bombing are anything any help is appreciated..Below is the link ... Just one rate is all I ask and I don't ask much lol TY

Clothing Model
Would U like me 2 model your own personal line of clothing..or just a single piece..like I just did 4 one of my top fans?? I can model just about anything U send me..panties..bras, cute dresses..T's...ect.. Let me know what U think?? Kisses.. Lily

What's Forever For
I've been looking at people And how they change with the times And lately all I've been seeing are people Throwing love away and losing their minds Maybe it's me who's gone crazy But I can't understand why All these lovers keep hurting each other When good love is so hard to come by So what's the glory in living Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore And if love never lasts forever Tell me what's forever for And I see love hungry people Tryin' their best to survive When right there in their hands Is a dying romance And they're not even trying to keep it alive So, what's the glory in living Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore And if love never lasts forever Tell me what's forever for So what's the glory in living Doesn't anybody ever stay together anymore And if love never lasts forever Tell me what's forever for This feeling sucks! bawling my eyes out and trying to keep my family from knowing he hurt me again, feeling like a fool cause I

No Energy
hey everyone~ It's me again...finally. I had my 2nd round of chemo on Valentine's day and I have had NO ENERGY since then. I did get Jeff to shave my hair off since it was coming out everywhere. It was so bad I felt like I was always walking through a spider web.....hate that~! So now it is buzzed short and still coming out. I will be totally bald before the end of the week, for sure. I have bald patches all over my head now. Jeff left Sunday morning around 430 am for his mandatory manager's conference in VEGAS~! He arrived safely and is ready to come home. He didn't want to leave me but it was mandatory so he had no choice. My son has been a handful this weeeknd. (slamming his bedroom door, stomping around the house and yelling....) I don't know what has gotten into him but his dadddy is gonna get him when he gets home Wednesday. My daughter is out of school today so that is good for me. I don't think I could have gotten up and taken her to school. I got up at 845 and i

Prison Vs Work
Just in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, This should make things a little bit clearer. @ PRISON @ WORK you spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell @ PRISON you spend the majority of your time in an 6X6 cubicle /office @ WORK you get three meals a day fully paid for @ PRISON you get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it @ WORK you get time off for good behavior you get more work for good behavior @ PRISON the guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you @ PRISON @ WORK you must often carry a security card and open all the doors for yourself @ WORK you can watch TV and play games @ PRISON you could get fired for watching TV and playing games @ WORK you get your own toilet @ PRISON you have to share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat @ WORK they allow your family and friends to visit @ PRISON you

Dream
I had a dream of you last night. As with all dreams it was vague and elusive, I don't know exactly what was going on, it faded as I woke. But between slumber and waking completely I felt it, I held on to that one special thing that makes it all wonderful. I remember looking at you in my dream, you were sitting next to me, close enough to touch. I remember looking into your eyes, and the love and care that was in them filled my heart and made my soul leap. I woke up with a smile, and a thought of you in my heart. I know it's going to be a good day, you are in the back of my head and every time I think of you I smile. Thank you for being the reason I smile

Can't Wait.
I am just so excited about going to see Three days grace. I have been wanting to see them in concert since I was living in Oklahoma. So here is my second chance. But don't worry I am going to be taking millions of photos when I go. I am rambling I know but I am just blowing some time before I have to go to work. I love my job and I get paid great money. Pretty soon I am going to have my own house and car. I am going to get my license too. Well thats all that new it the beautiful mind of me. xoxox-Candi

Why's Of Men
Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your

Read And Try To Understand
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

Obama And His Fake Ass
Very interesting and something that should be considered in yourchoice.If you do not ever forward anything else, please forward this to allyour contacts...this is very scary to think of what lies ahead of ushere in our own United States...better heed this and pray about it andshare it.We checked this out on "snopes.com". It is factual. Check for yourself.Who is Barack Obama?Probable U. S. presidential candidate, Barack Hussein Obama was born inHonolulu, Hawaii, to Barack Hussein Obama, Sr., a black MUSLIM fromNyangoma-Kogel, Kenya and Ann Dunham, a white ATHEIST from Wichita,Kansas.Obama's parents met at the University of Hawaii . When Obama was twoyears old, his parents divorced. His father returned to Kenya . His motherthen married Lolo Soetoro, a RADICAL Muslim from Indonesia .When Obama was 6 years old, the family relocate to Indonesia . Obamaattended a MUSLIM school in Jakarta . He also spent two years in aCatholic school. Obama takes great care to conceal the fact that he is aMus

Tag, Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.i front a rock band called Crossroads 2. i play guitar, banjo, madolin, Bass guitar. 3. i love songwriting. 4. i seem to make friends where ever I go. 5. i am the youngest of 3 6. i am currently unemployed! Sucks! 7. i am a computer junkie! Big Time. 8. I am single because I choose to be. Too much drama. 9. I worked for an internet company for 10 years. 10. I never take without asking, My Mom would beat the shit out of me..lmao! Ok now who gets this torture: DJ nilla sweetiepie steffi Lacey Dani

How I Try Not To Suck In Bed
I think women have no idea the pressures that befall a man when it comes to sexual performance. Lets face it, men are fairly easy to please. Surround the penis with a preferred orifice, choke it till it spits, and you are the winner. But, as I have said before... The pussy is like a snowflake. No two are ever alike. Every time a guy sleeps with a new girl, its like a rubix cube that is shaped differently and has different colors than the last one. Women all have different kind of orgasms, and alot of guys have such a hard time finding the clitoris, some have mistook a pinky toe for one. It's a lot of fucking pressure pleasing a woman. Mainly because us men are fully aware that you will gossip to your friends about how bad we were, and chances are, we might want to fuck one of your friends too. In an effort to save every man from this humiliation and to help them score with his girlfriend's friends... Here is what I do to avoid sucking in bed. Rhythm- I get a song

Stuff
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you? adam :D 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last? Yep 3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? tash... she was bein cute 4. Are you a morning person or a night person? night definitely 5. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead person? Scream "ZOMBIE!!!!!!!!" ditto 6. Are you there for your friends? i try to be 7. Are you a forgiving person? nnoooooo 8. Do you drink every weekend? Nope 9. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? yes 10. What do you want right now? a day of peace an quiet 11. Three actual feelings at the moment? happy lovey and annoyed 13. The highlight of your week? sex! 15. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? chastine 17. Who was the last person to text message you? chastine 18. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celeb? yeah.... i was not happy 19. Name someone with the same b-day a

Drama And Haters!!!!!
Ok so it seems I'm being bashed big time from a few morons on fubar, who don't know me from a hole in the ground. You know what I do not care, cause my real friends know me and know that I am a wonderful woman. If you want to believe what is being said about me then by all means. Don't judge me by what other's are saying, get to know me and you will know everything that is being said is 100% untrue. Here is bit about me, maybe it will help you get to know me a bit better. 1. I'm a sweet caring woman who don't take shit(nice until you piss me off) 2. I don't get mad I get even. 3. I love helping others especially my friends and family. 4. I respect people who respect me. 5. I grew up in a bad part of the city, so I cherish everything I'm given. 6. I absolutely hate LIARS, CHEATERS & FAKES!!!! 7. I read tarot cards (yes that's right I said Tarots cards) 8. I believe everything happens for a reason. 9. I so believe in KARMA. What goes around ALWAYS comes back around. 10.

Can't Unlove You!!!!
I made this, why I dont know, but I did! I guess the very last pic in the video is the one that bothers me the most! :( How can it possibly hurt so bad to love some one, but yet hurt even worse to walk away from them?

This World
It's been almost 9 months since my cousin Christopher was murdered. He was 15 years old. Some 20 yeard old beat his brains out (literally) and stomped on his chest causing his heart to stop working. Why you ask? Because Christopher looked at the dudes EX GIRLFRIEND...tht's all he did was look at the dudes EX GIRLFRIEND. To make matters worse one of the murderers friends who went to school with Christopher just fuckin stood there and watched him kill a 15 year old boy. The murderer's friend happens to hang out out a house that I hang out at. He has claimed to be a hard ass since the first day I met the little punk ass. He's such a hard ass but yet he stood there and let a 20 year old man beat a 15 year old boy to death. Having to go through this has made me realize that this world is so fucking screwed up. What makes people think that shit like this is ok and normal? There are definately some things that deserve an ass beating. But killing a 15 year old boy for

Roaring Tigers!
> Meet the Tigers of Temptation! TIGERS OF TEMPATION ARE WONDERFUL MEN THAT HAVE GOODNESS IN THEIR HEART AND ARE FULL OF HONESTY AND INTERGRITY...SOME OF THE BEST PEOPLE YOU CAN MEET. STOP BY AND SHOW THEM SOME LOVE, THEY LOVE BACK!! ♂~♠~ÐårɮɸɅɳgҾl~♠~♂@ fubar B-randon Spirit Warrior~W.W.S. and a TIGER OF TEMPTATION@ fubar 'TOM G ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ@ fubar Marine23 FU-HUSBAND OF BLAKKIE@ fubar Mark ~ Tempting Tiger ~@ fubar CAVEMAN2.0 (Tempting Tigers)@ fubar ·×·ßGÁMÊ6³·×·@ fubar Mikey The Pіŧßull МãҒiã Hitman & Club F.A.R. A Tempting Tiger

Another Monday
I am working today ... a 12 hour shift and will be leaving shortly. I will take my lap top to work and on occasion take a break and hit the hospital WI FI spot and check in and answer messages. I hope all of you will have a wonderful Monday.

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Thought For The Day Monday 02/18/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And once a light extinguished, began to shine again. It started burning brightly, and yearning to be fanned, yet the breeze it goes on slowing, the flames all quiet now. No wondering brings solace, no way to understand, the light it should be blinding, enlightening the man. Yet days go by relenting, the solemn face has gained, it rivals recent memories and craves to understand, why would the light diminish, and what about the man? This heart is merely human, it wants to understand. What happened to the blinding light, enlightening the man." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

My First One
I have never blogged before, but felt it was time to start. A friend sent me this in an email this morning and the more I read it, the more I realized I had a comment, memory, or thought on each one. So, I am using this as my first blog and hopefully will comment on each of these over the next few days. Please feel free to comment on them as well. Let's talk! 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but

My Fight For Survival
I would like to take this time to let people in on what happen to me once. I was over in Iraq and we had a little free time so I was not going to give it up and wanted to take some pictures. One of my buddies told me to get on the gun and look over at the cam so that he could take the picture. After the flash went off all I heard was three shots being fired that sounded like slow motion. Without anytime passing by it felt like I was being stabbed in the right side and next thing I knew I was falling over. It took me a few seconds but it had finally come to me that I had been shot and was in need of medical help. I knew at that point with three rounds straight to the side that I was done for. But deep down inside of me there was a part of me going fight like you have never fought before. Medics and all kinds of people were out there to try and help me. It went from being a good day to a FIGHT FOR MY LIFE. Doctors and everyone else were working on me like never before. It was time agains

Doozy Of A Starter
I've been thinking about blogging some of these for a while now. But I got one this morning that just took the cake and made me do it. if i can find something that can compare to how beautiful i think u are, it would be easy. but yet not even a rose or even saying your angel can be used to justify it. i guess all that could be said is wow i think your hott and i hope you know that too I know it's cheesy but I needed a pick-me-up :)

Cold
Eyes cast to heaven Rain pouring down Cold biting at me Slowly I drown The fog it surrounds me Fear grips me within At the memories that flash Full of anguish and sin I cough and I splutter I want to fight back Bit something much darker Has the strength that I lack So what do I do here? Close my eyes and give in? Or keep kickin upwards And triumphant I win? If only that simple This darkness inside Was easy to vanquish Like the ebbing of tides Long have I battled Long have I craved For that little known sunlight To show me I'm saved To burst from the darkness And into the light Spread out my wings Laugh at fear and take flight

Aspirations
To laugh often and love much To win the respect of intellient persons and the affection of children To earn the approbation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends To appreciate beauty To find the best in others To give one's self To leave the world a bit better, whether by a healthy child, a garden patch, or a redeemed social condition To have played and laughed with enthusiasm and sung with exultaion To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived- This is to have succeeded. -Ralph Waldo Emerson

Letter To The Soldiers
My Open Letter to the Soldiers: Dear soldier, I want to say “Thank You” to you in uniform. You and your brothers and sisters in arms will always remember me that “Freedome Isn’t Free”! Thank you for protecting me and I know I’m protected by the best. I know you are a father/mother, a son/daughter, a husband/wife. I want to thank you for leaving all you own to make sure my future is secure. Thank you for fighting for my rights. It will bring sadness in my life if you fall. But be sure your dead will be honored and respected. I know you fight for the ones you hold dear in first place. My prayers are with you and I am thankful that you chose to go through hell. It’s a desolate place and I know you miss your loved ones and that your heart can’t believe what your eyes have seen and will see. Stay strong and safe With all my support from Germany Dee

Survey
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE. DONT BE AFRAID. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO WILL REPLY OR WHAT ANSWERS THEY WILL GIVE. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ Your Name: Age: Favorite position: 1. Do you think I'm cute?. 2. Would you have sex with me? 3. lights on or off? 4. Would you have to be drunk? 5.Would you take a shower with me? 6.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 7.Would you leave after or stay the night? 8.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 9.Condom or skin? 10. Have sex on the first date? 11.Would you kiss me during sex? 12.Do you think I would be good in bed? 13. Would you use me as a booty call? 14.Can I use you as a booty call? 15.Can we take pictures of the act? 16.How long would we have sex? 17.Would you tell your friends about me? 18.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 19.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU

United States Redneck Special Forces (usrsf)
These Arkansas boys will be dropped off into Iraq and have been given only the following facts about terrorists: 1. The season opened today. 2. There is no limit. 3. They taste just like chicken fried steak. 4. They don't like beer, pickups, country music, or Jesus. 5. They are directly responsible for the death of Dale Earnhardt. The Pentagon expects the problem in Iraq to be over by Friday.

You Know Your A Redneck When.....
1. You take your dog for a walk and you both use the same tree. 2. You can entertain yourself for more than 15 minutes with a fly swatter. 3. Your boat has not left the driveway in 15 years. 4. You burn your yard rather than mow it. 5. You think the "nutcracker" is something you do off the high dive. 6. The salvation army declines your furniture. 7. You offer to give someone the shirt off your back and they don't want it. 8. You have the local taxidermist on speed dial. 9. You come back from the dump with more than you took. 10. You keep a can of raid on the kitchen table. 11. Your wife can climb a tree faster than your cat. 12. Your grandmother has "ammo" on her Christmas list. 13. You keep flea and tick soap in the shower. 14. You've been involved in a custody fight over a hunting dog 15. You go to the stock car races and don't need a program. 16. You know how many bales of hay your car will hold. 17. You have a rag for a gas cap. 18

You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church If ...
You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if ... the finance committee refuses to provide funds for the purchase of a chandelier because none of the members knows how to play one. You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if .... people ask, when they learn that Jesus fed the 5000, whether the two fish were bass or catfish, and what bait was used to catch 'em. You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if ... when the pastor says, "I'd like to ask Bubba to help take up the offering," five guys and two women stand up. You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if ... opening day of deer season is recognized as an official church holiday. You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if... a member of the church requests to be buried in his 4-wheel-drive truck because "It ain't never been in a hole it couldn't get out of." (Love it!) You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if ... the choir is known as the "OK Chorale". You Know Your Church Is A Redneck Church if... in a congregat

Redneck Engineering Exam
Redneck Engineering Exam 1. Calculate the smallest limb diameter on a persimmon tree that will support a 10-pound possum 8 inches from the trunk. 2. Which of the following cars will rust out the quickest when placed on blocks in your front yard? 66 Ford Fairlane, 69 Chevrolet Chevelle, 64 Pontiac GTO? 3. If your uncle builds a still that operates at a capacity of 20 gallons of shine per hour, how many car radiators are necessary to condense the product? 4. A pulpwood cutter has a chain saw that operates at 2700 rpm. The density of the pine trees in a plot to be harvested is 470 per acre. The plot 2.3 acres in size. The average tree diameter is 14 inches. How many Budweiser Tallboys will it take to cut the trees? 5. If every old refrigerator in the state vented a charge of R-12 simultaneously, what would be the decrease in the ozone layer? 6. A front porch is constructed of 2x8 pine on 24-inch centers with a field rock foundation. The span is 8 feet and the porch lengt

Psalm117
From my friend O PRAISE THE LORD ALL YE NATIONS , PRAISE HIM ALL PEOPLE FOR HIS MERCIFUL KINDNESS IS GREAT TOWARD US AND THE TRUTH OF THE LORD ENDURETH FOR EVER PRAISE YE THE LORD This is the path we need to follow , daily praise hourly praise , minute by minute praise , we need to praise GOD , while we have the chance , testify , while we have the chance , tell somebody today , how good GOD has been to us , let the world know of the goodness of JESUS , , SOME BODY YOU KNOW IS LOST , , THEY ARE SEEKING A NEW LIFE , tell them how GOD can change their lives show love today , the brother or sister on the job , the family member that cursed you out , bless them today , forgive the one family member that did you wrong twenty years ago , pray for the ones ridicule you , , let's not let the enemy steal our joy , when you have the HOLY GHOST , NO MATTER WHAT COMES YOUR WAY , YOU CAN PRAISE THE LORD , FATHER WE THANK YOU , LIFE HEALTH AND STRENGTH ,

Luck..a Funny Word Really
So as some of you know..I was shopping for a used car. Yay! Joy! meh!!! I had found this honda civic that was way too nice a car for such a low low price...shh to all of you smart people...I inquired about it...got a response..seemed kinda odd and all but I did a vin check and the story seemed to be plausible..so I followed the instructions for purchasing this car...sent the money wetsern union to the UK etc..payment is received now I must wait for the rest of the stuff to catch up..and the car will be on its way to me soon!! um... KNOT! OOPSIES!!! western union is my saving grace in this.."hello ma'am..are you related to this person you just wired three thousand dollars to in the united kingdom?" "A car?" "I'm a frayed knot..this is a spoof..this car may be a real car but it isn't one you can buy" "you just sent some guy three thousand bucks free and clear for nothing" Wow...how dumb am I?? Etremely naive I'd say..and foolish to have bought this scheme...fortunately fate

Fun With My Food
I am up early, and I was thinking, Hmmm the taste of pure light, and empowerment. I am sanguine for thoughs of you that do not know me. I love the taste of flesh, and the dribble of blood. I live on it. Yes I know I will get some heads turned, but that is how I am. Interesting, and never boring. Ha, at least I try. Anyhoo, I was just thinking about something that would make me smile, and well my nature caught my mind. To find a donor, is quite hard. So one day I will make that bond. I find in blood letting that one can fully explore the other. I am true to my nature, and if that bothers you then I understand. Go hang out were it is safer, if not I would love to say hello. I am a very loving creature, yet I find that I can also be dangerous. (Smiles)....well I had better get ready for bed. I look forward to hearing from everyone. Sleep well.

Our Inner Being
Reality is all-encompassing: the absolute nature is one. Although we may feel separate from the original uncreated reality - whether we call it 'God,' 'peak experience,' or 'enlightened mind' - through awareness we can contact this essential part of ourselves. - Tarthang Tulku

This Weekend Starting With V-day
Not only do I still have anyone who wants to date me I have to run into everyone who i like having someone by there side. Which further my theory that I am only pretty enough to fuck but not pretty to date. Then on friday night after getting hit on but probably the hottest guy in the bar, I decide to get a ride with another guy, one i know a little better but I didnt know he was getting into it with this guy all night. So as we leaving the bounce who knows the guy my ride was getting into it with and know he has guns and willing to use them yet decide i'm not worth telling any of this too. So my ride asked if its ok if we stop at his own house and make sure the other guy doesnt do anything to it. So hes pissed walking up and down the street because he didnt want to break anything in his own house. So i am trying to calm him down and all of sudden the guy he get into with car coming down the street he pulls a U turn after passing us and pull out a guy and fire at the guy like miss

Shoutbox
this is so flipin funny some girl actualy siad (im paraphrasing) that she didnt give me permission to be in her shout box lol, i know, because i dont need her permision, so she blocked me, and? is that some kind of insult sent my way? maybe maybe not, but i asure ya that i wasnt insulted, to think she has the gaul to think she is even remotely important enuff for that to matter to me lol, se my artificial inteligence blog that should explaine that, now im going to start a secondary profile with one of my "throwaway" email accounts and rip her photos and then post them here on this profile, that should get an equal or greater reaction from her dont ya think?

Learn To Tun Fun Into Fortune
go to this site and learn how .....e-mail me letting me know what you liked about it and i will give you a free vacation. my e-mail dareenul@hotmail.com site : www.paycationexperts.com my site: www.ytbtravel.com/funtimeanytimetravel

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I love my dogs Prue and Alize 2. I am a Cowboys fan until I die 3. I love reading 4. I write poems 5. I have been a waitress the last 4 years 6. I am scared of being alone 7. My all time favorite book is Gone With the Wind and the sequel Scarlett 8. I don't like to drink yet I have a DWI 9. My grandparents raised me 10. I made straight A's in highschool yet I dropped out of college who gets this, #1 Masterdoug #2 Barbie #3 MuffNTung #4 Wildman 2007 #5 Shadster007

I Think A Dude Was Hitting On Me Today!
Good Morning and happy Monday. A huge thank you goes out to Janet. Who helped me crop a photo that was to “BOOMER-LARGE” to fit as my profile picture on Myboomersplace. Thank You! For the life of me the girls always try to take pictures on the highest setting of the camera to capture every detail. So Thank You Janet for filing it down to size. A couple of things in the news, and the reason for that dreaded caption. Latest Ape-Human News: The 4th Texas Court of Appeals in January affirmed a lower court decision that monkeys and chimpanzees have no legal right to file lawsuits against an animal preserve for mistreatment. [Houston Chronicle-AP, 1-18-08] Way to go TEXAS!!! I am about sick of all the rights of this one and that one that has this country turned into a Lawyers Paradise. I mean I realized that at the rate of Law bound college grads there was going to be an overage of Law Students and jobs to fill each and every one of them, but thanks to all the liberals crying their rights

Bad Good Lost Damaged? Who Knows.
My first blog created off MuMM's ..... I plan to write from time to time here about things i see in MuMM's either reocurring, or just in general because the MuMM spawned a thought or idea. For the first one i will be going on about the bad boy, nice guy, player mentality of woman and men. Remember these are only my insights of what i have read and how i see things personally. To many woman complain about how they can not find a nice guy. Well a MuMM reply to such a question spawned a bit of insight i had not ever known. The reply was the nice guy is the quiet one you shoot down after he buys you drinks. Kinda funny but now pondering that i am that guy. However this goes deeper. To many people these days are thick skinned, and cautious. Woman mainly, but men as well. What happens is we all tend to put on walls to protect ourselfs. We tent to follow what we know, which is the same old crap we have been through time and time again. The problem with this mentality and way of protect

Artificial Inteligence, At Best
i just want it said that, none of you count, this is more or less a video game and you are the toons in it, basicaly i see this as just a big free mmorpg like wow or EQ, your just some pics and text on the screen at most, none of you are real as far as im concerned just ai toons in a game, at best your amusing, at worst your boring and to think anyof you think that anyone else is taking you seriouse is funny at best. you all die when i turn my browser off and reset when i fire the "video game" back up, hell i take video game toons more seriouse then any of you made up toons, 90% of you probably aint even the gender you claim, , poof a real in your minds person hahahahahah you people i get it, its just a world of make believe and fantasy lol

Always The Obvious.
Decide and do The route to success in any area of life can be summed up in a simple, easy-to-remember formula. Decide what you wish to do, and then do it. That may seem entirely obvious, and indeed it is. Yet even though the path to success is so clear and simple, many people have great difficulty following it. The decision of what to do can be greatly hindered by doubts, fears, insecurities and worries, as well as by confusion over priorities. To get past all that, remember that every doubt is a creation of your own mind, and deep within you is an authentic purpose that can transcend any challenge. When it comes to taking action, there can be all sorts of justifications and excuses for not doing so. To move forward anyway, it's important to keep in mind that every moment is an opportunity to create value for your life and your world. When you choose to do nothing with this moment, the opportunity it contains is gone forever, never to return. Choose instead to invest yourse

Finaly Exit
i just want to say how much no matter how you cut it, suicide is about the most important thing a person can do, think about the power one has when one takes there life! power you hold over your destiny, nothing certain some people want to be actors or musicians or welders, but that may or may not happen no matter how much work you put into, but killing yourself is power! and takes so much courage and innerstrength much more than any endeavor one could ever do, people always say bullshit like think of your family think of your freinds think of the person that cleans up the mess, ok i thought of them, still going to do it, why would i think of them, its selfish of them to not let me do it, how selfish they are "oh boo hoo well miss him/her so much blah blah blah" thats selfish what aint selfish is understanding a loved ones pain or respecting there wishes for no longer wishing to continue for whatever reason they have, maybe there depressed over a breakup maybe they feel worthless maybe

Week Of Sunday, February 17th, 2008
UPDATES! First of all I want to thank all of you who have joined our lounge! We doubled our numbers from last week. From 98 to 202! And the members that are usually online in lounge are from 5-20 each nite! I have heard it is by word of mouth and I have heard its because we have BBW in our name. Whatever the reason is thank you! Your feedback about the lounge is *EXTREMELY* important! This is *YOUR* lounge! Not just mine! *REMEMBER THAT*! Yea I may say I have "the power"...lol...but this is also your lounge too! I want this lounge to be kick ass place for everyone. And all I ask of you is just to follow the rules of the lounge. I also want to thank those who have really made me laugh my ass off badly here lately! I havent had a good laugh in years. If you missed Sunday, you missed one hell of a nite. I was on webcam live and nude...and then what followed was...lets say *COOTERIFIC*! LOL You have me to the point of changing the name of the bar to "COOTER'S BAR". In

Confused
ok i git the nsfw thing - what i do not git is why u post nsfw pics on the FU then mark them private - isn't this supposed to be happy hour 24/7/365 - why post if you don't want to show - call me crazy (please) - fatman002

A Review I Wrote
ATTENTION ROCK FANS! DATE: 22 Feb 2007 It has come to my attention that some of you are not aware that BOB SEGER has a new album out! Yes it's true, and I wrote a review for Yahoo! Here it is... FACE THE PROMISE - Music February 05, 2007 Old School Rock is BACK! Pros Excellent Album Cons None Bob's still got it, the voice, the hooks and the amazing lyrics his fans have come to know and love! Finally one of America's most popular rockers is back with his distinctive sound and prosaic lyrics. From the very first song I knew I was listening to what is sure to be another platinum-selling Top Ten Album! Still singing about riding his big two wheeler, fighting for what's right and living free, his lyrics and his music are as soul searching as ever. This is a must have album weather you are a long time fan or not.

A Sooo True Statement
When you have an 'I Hate My Job' day, [even if retired you have those sometimes], try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section a nd purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully . You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am s o glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Johnson.

Fu - Really
this is my second day on the FU. so far it is interestin - only time will tell though - heard this place rawks - got and invite - took it and seen a lot of people - what i want to know is - why call it fubar - i was in the military and this place dont seem to be fd up beyond all recgntn - seems like a cool place to me - am i wrong or are there a lot of people here that dont appreciate fat people call me crazy if yu want (works for me) but i like being big, fat, large, obese - i like my body - so what's up with you haters fatman002

Six Feet From The Edge
This was the first song Gus ever played for me. It was when we realized we were falling in Love, both too afraid to express our thoughts and feelings, we chose songs to do it for us. Two years after his death I still have not once played this CD. A CD that played over and over many times during our time together. It's still hard to hear...

Was A Good Trip
headed out from here on feb 6th and drove to the first rest area in SC. took a 9 hour nap. lil longer then expected but was ready for the last leg of the drive to tampa. got to tampa early afternoon on thursday checked into the hotel and then headed to east bay speedway for the world of outlaws super late model races... then friday mornin took pops over to st pete to see the salvador dali museum. such and awesome place. and if you don;t know who he is google it!!!! then went back to the racetrack for ofre dirt racing. got up early saturday mornin and headed down to ft. myers and had lunch with my aunt and uncle at parrot bay resturant and on the way out my aunt stopped at this pirate stand to get some infomation and the lady runnin it was more interested in me... she was like you look like a pirate. and were looking for some new pirates to go out on the gulf and do these mock raids.. i was like thanks and thats a cool offer but i'm just down here on vacation. then we headed across alli

Real Friends
a real friend is someone who helps each other no matter what but i see the most on here dont give a damn so i will be just like yall ..... my list will be very less after i am done deleting the most who cant help me to rate my pics and stashes cause i always return the favor or do it to help yall so if u wont see me on ur list anymore means ur ass is gone of my list :-)

To Jerry
How do you do it You just go back for more She breaks your heart every time But you can't close the door. It breaks my heart To see you in pain Knowing you should be with me To her you're just vain. I love you With everything that I have in me And though you know that You still can't see. You're blinded by love No matter how much it hurts If I could I'd bury her 10 feet under dirt. I'm in love with you I want to protect your heart But I can't do that And it's ripping me apart. If only I could save you From sheding anymore tears I'd treat you like a king Taking off your shoes and getting you your beers. I'd do anything for you If ever you asked Just say the what you need I'd do the task. I don't think I'll ever have you You don't know how bad that makes my heart ache You're the love of my life My life I wish I could take. I'm managing to live without you Even if I don't want to I won't let you go... I love you. I wait for the tears

Woman
I opened up your picture, and much to my surprise, I saw you silken hair and then looked into lusterous eyes. The lips I saw were precious, so moist and ruby red, I took in all the charms that were a part of your sweet head. The picture kept on going, and so my eyes did too, and took in what the picture showed, some more of woman, you. Your neck was fine and carried a message I could hear, caress me oh so gentle, and place a kiss right here. The blouse you wore was modest, it's buttons were all done, but dear I have to tell you, your nipples yearned for sun. They pushed against the fabric, and said their sweet hello, would someone please take notice, unleash us, don't be cruel. I cannot help but wonder, if lips would kiss so sweet, and long to have another, or would they soon retreat? I'd love to take your blouse off, and tender kisses place, where usually there is satin, or cotton or some lace. To gently kiss your bossum, and help your nipples free, to gain their sweet reflect

Ship's Roster And Adventures!
Welcome ye scurvy dogs to the Fubar Pirate ship! If ye wish to be crew, then send the Cap'n a message! If this be yer wish, then abide by these rules ye must! 1: Fan, add and rate yer Captain and crew as a show of loyalty! 2: Repost the ship's bulletins! 3: Spend a bit of yer booty and buy all of those who ye add a shot of rum! When ye've done this, contact the cap'n and he'll add ya to the crew to plunder the Fubar seas as one of our own. If ye wish not to be a member of the ship, then ye are condemned to walk the plank! Nursin a fine hangover, the Cap'n and crew set out once again. Somewhere around the vicinity of a mysterious island shrouded in mist, we came across the Pirate ship Revenge, where our Fist Mate and Rum Wench, Pixi, had been visitin and swappin tales with the Dread Pirate Roberts. We brough 'er back aboard and set off sou' souwest in a rising gale that portended an incredible storm on the horizon. Your Captain, Master Feather: Master

New Pics
WUSS UP TO MY FUBAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I HAVE NEW PICTURES IN MY PROFILE THAT I WILL LIKE FOR EVERYBODY TO LOOK AT. ALSO IF YOU WANT SEND FRIENDS REQUEST LOVE TO MEET COOL AND INTERESTING PPL. SO IF YOUR INTERESTED FEEL FREE TO DROP BY MY PAGE P.S. LISTEN TO MY SONG LIST FOR PPL ARE INTO SLOW JAMS AND FAST JAMS OF R&B. SIT BACK AND ENJOY LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK 1LUV FROM YOUR BOI

Apex
Another blurry monday morning. Lacks flavor. Like dry coffee grounds. Wasted dawn on a dream. Wasted adolescence on an idea. I was braver then. No where to run. No martyr to hang on. Just a kind word, and a pat on the head. Finding a little solice in friends, family and love. Like a beggar finds in a newspaper during the first cold downfall of spring. Like a tails-up penny found but left. Sobering like any tiedie bitchslap. Wax and poison on the fruit. Embalming fluid in the cream. Powdered insects in the grain. Hands holding back the scream. Left hungover in a blind apartment. Armwrestling with a quadrapalegic for gas money. Finding myself losing myself to find myself in the strangest and most sacred places. Some as uncomfortable as the back of a volkswagon, others as natural as the pin at the bottom of a barrel or the top of a bottle. Just a new high in lows.

Clydesdale Bank Premier League Table
Clydesdale Bank Premier League Table 17 February 2008 17:32 P GD PTS 1 Rangers 24 39 59 2 Celtic 24 43 55 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 3 Motherwell 23 6 41 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 4 Dundee Utd 26 6 40 5 Hibernian 25 4 35 6 Falkirk 26 -2 35 7 Inverness CT 25 -5 33 8 Aberdeen 26 -11 33 9 Hearts 26 -7 30 10 St Mirren 24 -24 26 11 Kilmarnock 26 -14 22 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 12 Gretna 25 -35 13 Full Premier League table

New Lounge
TO ALL MY FUBAR FRIEDS AND FAMILY I HAVE A NEW LOUNGE OPEN . I'M IN NEED OF HELP FROM ALL OF YOU . I'M NOW HIRING FOR ALL SHIFTS YOU CAN APPLY WITH IN. AND ALSO IN NEED OF SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO MAKE IT BETTER SO COME AND CHECK ME AND MY LOUNGE OUT I HOPE YOU BECOME A MEMBER THANK YOU ALL http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55228

Blur
Put on your face darling. There are mirrors to break and breakfast to make. Ale and spuds, thimbles and mascara. Caught like a cockfighter in downtown LA. Somewhere in the size of flies and phalluses. Bring your table to the parlor, we'll have ourselves a day of beauty. Powders and silk. Scabs, nooses and rakes. Cherry flavored whisky vanilla lifestyles choked on a bleeding lonliness like no other man could make me feel. Momma's best. Daddy's first. Leather burns on thighs. Cotton burns on an adam's apple. Another white one, another blue one. Take two of these and call me in the morning.

Surgery Part 2
I had the surgery Friday on my shattered wrist. It took 90 mins to screw a titanium plate into the palm side. I'm told it required two incisions and several stitches. So my scar collection grows... A 6 inch incision on the inside of my arm (great I'll look like a failed suicide) and a somewhat shorter one on the outside of my arm. Good thing there's not a vain bone in my body. The pain was pretty great the first 48 hours, so since I live alone I stayed with my folks for two nights, and let them take care of me. Don't know what I'd do without them! I'm back at home now with my three fur babies, and we are all glad of that! The swelling is pretty bad still in spite of constant icing cuz I'M A SWELLER!

Dj's Notebook 2 - Thoughts About The Week 2/10-2/17
I was going to write this entry on February 15, but I held off. Now, I'm not going to hold off any more but write what's really been on my mind. First off, the week was almost a total loss. Monday and Tuesday brought snow and ice that kept me indoors most of the time. Wednesday was okay, I thought. Then Thursday it took a tailspin with the worst coming Friday. Wednesday, I actually had a halfway decent playlist I thought. Both shows went well. Except for the handoff into the afternoon show. Which I thought sucked, though was no fault of either DJ since we have two streams now. Thursday, I could not get away from a lot of the love songs. If Erin hadn't done what she did to me last month, I would have been just fine. But I wasn't. Fact is, much of the morning I kinda wanted to cry and scream, beginning with the first song choice I had for the day...which was Lynard Skynard - Sweet Home Alabama. More on that below. I didn't do that. The techno set in the middle of it was great and go

Smith Wants Ruthlessness Up Front
Smith wants ruthlessness up front Smith wants his team to take more of their chances Rangers manager Walter Smith says he wants his side to be more ruthless in attack after the 2-0 win over Kilmarnock at Rugby Park. A Carlos Cuellar header and Kris Boyd penalty gave the Ibrox side all three points against a battling Kilmarnock. "The first half was quite tight and we were disappointed we didn't add to our lead," said Smith. "We need extra sharpness up front, and hopefully we can start to show more of a killer instinct in front of goal." Interview: Rangers manager Walter Smith The Rangers manager said his team should have had the match decided before the half-time interval. "Jean-Claude Darcheville had a couple of opportunities that would have settled us down had he taken them," he said. "Allan McGregor never really had any direct saves to make, but he had to go and handle a few crosses when Kilmarnock were putting us under pressure." Rangers now f

I Can Love You Like That By John Michael Montgomery
They read you Cinderella You hoped it would come true That one day your Prince Charming Would come rescue you You like romantic movies You will never forget The way you felt when Romeo kissed Juliet All this time that you've been waiting You don't have to wait no more... Chorus: I can love you like I would make you my world Move Heaven and Earth if you were my girl I will give you my heart Be all that you need Show you youre everything that's precious to me If you give me a chance I can love you like that I never make a promise I don't intend to keep So when I say forever, forever's what I mean I'm no Casanova but I swear this much is true I'll be holdin' nothing back when it comes to you You dream of love that`s everlasting Well baby open up your eyes Repeat Chorus... BRIDGE You want tenderness-I got tenderness And I see through to the heart of you If you want a man who understands You don't have to look very far

American Soldier
=== '~Dragonphyre~♥StalkertoBob(NINfan)♥~CertifiedGILF~*QueenTease*FUownedByta-tas' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-17 22:38:35'.. > > === 'ICE *Owned by Cuffem/Gen Mgr 2 Aces Up & Club Poison/ DSC/Demon Crew/Stiletto Girls' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-17 21:04:03'.. > > > > Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He

I Don't Watch Reality Tv
It's 4 a.m. and I'm sitting here watching "The X Effect" on MTV. What a waste! Now I remember why I don't watch reality television on a normal basis; it's not real! It's all scripted garbage made for entertainment and it's getting so predictable anymore. The worst is the reality dating shows. Do people really think they're going to find true love amidst the garbage?

Thank You Friends
My husband has finally gone to work My children have finished their play they've gone to bed their stories read Now it's my time of day. I've had one of those days you know what I mean so I sit back and relax and turn on my screen. I'll talk to all my friends who know just what to say to make my stresses go and my troubles fade away. My friends you're always there for me whenever I feel blue and though we've never met before I know our friendships true. And although we haven't been friends for long in this short time it seems we shared so many things already our hopes, our fears, our dreams. We come from different walks of life but we share a common bond and it's time to say that of all of you I've grown so very fond. So thank you friends for being there whenever I've needed you I know you're always there for me and you know I'm there for you.

Scarefying
Ok so i went ou tot he movies tonight .... now after a scary movie be it every movie scares me cuz i am jumpy i hate the long drive thru all the contry roads like i will close my eyes half the time i new i wasx more then just a lil jumpy as our exit was caped in fog ..... not just htat but he rest of the ride home .... every thing was jumping out at me silly yes then the car ahead of us wopuld swich on and off his high beems for no reason and he started breaking a lil every time a car pasted at 1st this wasnt so bad but at one point he was havin g us at a semi stop he like stoped in the middle of no wear on the road ahead of us started blinking his lights there was nothuing wrong and then when a car came behind us he started again thank god cuz no only did i have a mild panic the driver and our freidns were freaking out now too we the big van pass us get in the middle and at 1st were all going along then again the lil green crazy car did this we truned round he was sendin

Rolling Code
The Ten Commandments of Rolling Code 1. Thou shalt threat thy pumper as though it were your firstborn child. 2. Blow thy siren and shine thy light with great vigor enroute. 3. Know where thy goest at all times. 4. Be certain all those in attendance are affixed prior to venturing forth. 5. Thou shalt arriveth shiny side up. 6. Be ever so humble when thy mic is keyed. 7. Thou shalt not leave thy station 'til thy door is openeth. 8. Thou shalt not closeth thy bay door too soon. 9. Thou shalt closeth all compartment doors when thou art done. 10. Thou shalt never chastise thy driver for making a wrong turn when it results in a return to the firehouse.

Ranking System
Fire Department Ranks Chief Leaps tall buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a locomotive Is faster than a speeding bullet Walks on water Gives policy to God. Deputy Chief Leaps short buildings in a single bound Is more powerful than a switch engine Is just as fast as a speeding bullet Walks on water if the sea is calm Talks with God. Assistant Chief Leaps short buildings with a running start and favorable winds Is almost as powerful as a switch engine Is faster than a speeding BB Walks on water in an indoor swimming pool Talks with God if special request is approved. Battalion Chief Barely clears a Quonset hut Loses tug-of-war with a locomotive Can fire a speeding bullet Swims well Is occasionally addressed by God. District Chief Makes high marks on the wall when trying to leap buildings Is run over by a locomotive Can sometimes handle a gun without inflicting self-injury Dog paddles Talks to animals Captain Runs into build

Having A Giveaway
~BOSSLADYWITDASEXXYEYEZ'S GIVEAWAY~ **PLEASE READ IN FULL** 1st Place. 25,000 COMMENTS= 7 DAY BLAST & 15,000 FU-BUX (ONLY ONE WINNER) 2nd Place. 20,000 COMMENTS= 3 DAY BLAST & 10,000 FU-BUX (ONLY ONE WINNER) 3rd Place. 17,000 COMMENTS= 1 DAY BLAST & 6,000 FU-BUX (ONLY ONE WINNER) ** ONE WITH MOST RATES GETS 1 DAY BLAST**ONLY ONE WINNER** **STARTS 12 PM EST THURSDAY FEB 21 AND ENDS SATURDAY MARCH 8 @ 12:05 AM EST. ~~ RULEZ ~~ 1. SFW PICTURES ONLY 2. NO DRAMA OR B.S. OR U WILL BE TAKEN OUT OF CONTEST 3. RESPECT OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST,NO BASHING OR DOWNRATING 4. ONLY ONE WINNER PER PLACE 5. BOMBING ALLOWED AND SO IS SELF BOMBING 6. U WILL NEED TO ADD ME AS A FRIEND(JUST FOR CONTEST IF U WANT) 7. YOU HAVE TO PIMP YOURSELF OUT(BULLETINS,BLASTS, ETC..) 8. HAVE FUN !!! ** LET ME KNOW VIA PRIVATE MESSAGE IF YOU WANNA JOIN IN THIS GIVEAWAY,NO COMMENTS OR SHOUT BOX MESSAGES PLEASE** I MAY MISS THEM AND DON'T WANNA LEAVE ANYONE OUT. -- I W

~alone Again Naturally~
You come to me at the Break of Day like the Morning Sun, Bright and Cheerful, and the sound of your voice soothes the hunger that grows within me for more and more of you. Your words ignite Flames of Passion and Desire deep inside my Heart and Soul. You are My Candle and Love is the Flame....it's a Fire that burns thru Wind and Rain. With all my soul I've tried in vain How can mere words my heart explain This taste of heaven so deep so true I've found in you So many reasons in so many ways My life has just begun I Need you forever, I need you to stay You are the one, Shine your light on this heart of mine Till the end of time. Out of my dreams and into my life you have me thinking of love unknown, I drink deeply of your every word, I long to gaze into your eyes, and crave to hold you so very close. As daylight wanes and Sun begins to set...I look to the sky as it becomes filled with the colors of dusk. Pinks and Reds, Purples and Greys and I wish with all my might to hold the Sun fo

My Karma Sutra
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe SwanShe sits upright upon him, her head thrown back like a rearing mare, bringing her feet together on the bed to one side of his bodyGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

Let It Burn
Girl, understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's coming from my heart It's been a long time coming But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don't think ya gonna change ya I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cause the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn Deep down you know it's best for yo

Can It Be?
MEANING OF ROSE COLORS I have read this somewhere and noted it for future use. Let me know if someone else have more to contribute to this list. Black Roses signify Death Coral Rose conveys desire Lavender Roses symbolize love at first sight and enhancement Orange Roses indicate enthusiasm, desire and fascination Pink (Deep) says Thank You Pink (Light) Rose conveys admiration, gentleness, grace, gladness, joy and sweetness Pink Rose carry the message of happiness, gracefulness and gentleness Red Roses symbolize sincere Love, Respect, Courage & Passion Red (Dark) Rose reveals unconscious beauty Red (Single) means "I Love You" Red & White Roses together signify unity Single Rose in any color expresses simplicity and gratitude White Roses express Purity/heavenly, secrecy, silence, innocence and charm White (Bridal) Rose symbolizes a happy love Yellow Roses indicate joy, gladness, friendship and "I Care" Yellow Rose with Red Tip indicates friendship fall

Long Days, Long Nights
so yeah it's been awhile since I've been on here after taking a long hiatus from myspace to do other things like work and sleeping and yeah I've been lacking sleep the past few days but yeah maybe the next few days I have off I can sleep in but yeah right on that one right now in my life things are going ok but I think they could be better I've been runnin around trying to find another part time job I've been at my job now for almost a year and I think I can handle workin two jobs for awhile but so far that's not workin out the way I want it to right now but hopefully I find something soon!!! on that note I'm taking the next weekend off to go to Oak Harbor I think I need some time off to clear my head about things and relax I love you Mackenzie

When I Close My Eyes...
thank you Kim for letting me repost this... when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

Darker Things
Something lurkes outside tonight. Something Dark...not so nice either. Hard to describe it completely when you can't really "see" it, but rather you feel it's oppressive nature all around you. It seems to want to drive you insane, to take all that is Light from the world. Apparently, someone/s has been messing with something they don't really know about, and have unleashed on this poor unsuspecting community, something very un-pleasant. Something evil, for lack of a better word. Not the first time that untrained have tried for something they don't have the power or knowledge to completely deal with. Probably won't be the last time either. HOpefully, it will be dealt with, and sent back where it was summoned from before the Chaos is irreversible.

My List.......
Once You've Been Tagged, You Have 2 Write 10 Weird Or Random Things, Facts, Habits About Yourself. At The End, You Choose At Least 5 People 2 Be Tagged, Listing There Names, Don't Forget 2 Leave A Comment That You Have Been "Your Hit" On Their Profile And Ask Them 2 Read Your Blog. You Can't Tag The Person Who Tagged You.... 1) I Work Alot, With A Company Called WIS International And Count Inventory And Travel Around Canada Though...UGH..Could Be Worse. 2) Talk, Text, Email On The Phone With My Friends One In Particular The Most LOL I Love Ya Hun (She Knows Who She Is) I Love All My Friends There The Ones Who Keeps Us Going In Life And Help In The Worst And Best Of Times. 3) Always On The Computer Can't Get Enough Of It, I'm Bored When I Don't Have A Computer Around. Yeah I'm Geek Sometimes 4) Smokin Ciggys, Man I Gotta Quit Been Doin It Only For 11Yrs Now. 5) Been Wanting 2 Travel Somewhere In The States, New York, New Jersey, Florida Or The U.K, Somewhere Exotic Per

Dtv Transition
At midnight on February 17, 2009, all full-power television stations inthe United States will stop broadcasting in analog and switch to 100%digital broadcasting. Digital broadcasting promises to provide a clearer picture and more programming options and will free up air waves for use by emergency responders. Click on the link below to apply for a converter box. Without it you will not be able to watch "regular" TV after February 17, 2009. https://www.dtv2009.gov/AboutProgram.aspx

Think For A Moment ...
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

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Whoooooooohooooooooo!!!!
I have a job possibility! Citibank is going to call me at 3:40pm tomorrow for a phone screening...if this works out, I will likely have an interview with them in the next week or two! UPDATE 2/18: Interview, 9AM tomorrow! If that goes well, I may be joining the workforce soon!

Firefighter Poem
A FIREFIGHTER POEM He Stares in the Face of Death Without a Second Thought to Save That One Special Life That He So Bravely Sought He Has Walked as Close to "Hell on Earth" as Any Man Could Do and He's So Proud of the Job He Did for People He Never Knew He Puts His Life on the Line Every Time Duty Calls Always Doing What Needs to Done Without Even a Pause He Is a Fireman With Overwhelming Pride Never Afraid to Take a Chance When Saving Someone’s Life Often He Says "It's My Job" but We Really Know That He Is Very Special and Always Ready to Go So When You Hear the Sirens Wail or See the Flashing Lights Stand Aside and Look with Pride He's Going to Save a Life.

Another Survey..u Know U Wanna Read All About Me!!!
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you? jazzy i think...hehe we were drinking friday night and needed to hold each other up...hehe we are so fun together :) 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last? yes i do 3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? myself in the mirror..damn im hot..hahaha 4. Are you a morning person or a night person? night owl here...why else am i still up when ihave to be up so fucking early for work :/ 5. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead person? cry 6. Are you there for your friends? ask any of them they will say yes :) i do stupid shit and get walked on..haha so yea i do anything for anybody 7. Are you a forgiving person? usualyl... 8. Do you drink every weekend? no not every...im trying to stop that..lol to many times have i drove drunk..and thats bad..lol 9. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? umm yes..like 4 people actually lol only one of which i

Second Coming
give me your cross and crown of thorns I'll show you how it was meant to be worn. string up my entrails for the whole world to see. drive nails through my hands, wrist and feet. the media will cover it, they're on the scene. every crack of the whip on you'll see on TV. they'll cheer, they'll scream, just like the first. only this time be expecting the worst. just like Jesus when he rose from his tomb. beware of my coming, I only bring doom..

*friends*
FRIENDS ARE VERY SPECIAL PEOPLE WHO ACCEPT, EACH OTHER WITH UNCONDITIONAL CARING, THEY RECOGNIZE EACH OTHER'S TALENT AND FAULT, AND ACKNOWLEDGE THEM WITHOUT JUDGEMENT. THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF TURNING AWAY WHEN TIMES ARE TOUGH AND LIFE'S PROBLEM SEEMS TO BEAR. INSTEAD THEY ENCOURAGE EACH OTHERS SO THEY CAN ENJOY THE GOOD TIMES AND FIND STRENGHT TO ENDURE THE BAD TIMES. THEY ARE NEVER AFRAID TO SAY WHAT THEY FEEL AND CAN BE HONEST WITHOUT CAUSING HURT OR PAIN, THEY CAN DEPEND ON EACH OTHER BECAUSE THEY HAVE THE KIND OF TRUST... THAT ALLOWS THEM TO SHARE THE BEST AND WORSE OF THEIR LIVES WITH LAUGHTER AND WITHOUT FEAR..

~~forgiving The Unforgivable~~
*It's Good to get Angry when You're trying to Forgive* Not only is it OK to get Angry as you work through the Process of Forgiving, It's a necessary part of the Forgiving Process. The Deep Hurts and Injuries that seem Impossible to Forgive are neither quick nor easy to get over. We have a lot of Emotion to process. We must Grieve over what has been lost. For example, if You are dealing with forgiving a parent for abandoning you as a child, You are going to need to grieve over what you lost by that parent's absence in your life. Each item on your "Unforgivable" list represents something that has been lost. The molested child has lost his/hers innocence, wholeness, and sense of safety and physical boundaries. An abortion is the loss of life. Divorce results in the loss of an Intact Family and a relationship that was supposed to last a lifetime. And when someone we love Betrays us, We lose Trust, as well as the way we viewed that person before the Betrayal. In fact....EVERYTHING tha

There Are Just So Many!
Call me immature...but I like to have fun with perves. This particular gem of intelligence starts off with some nice lines to a friend of mine who he doesn't really know too well.. chris cook: then i would remove ur bra chris cook: then i would start to lick ur nipples chris cook: with my wet tongue chris cook: how bad u want it right now So I went to his page, bought him a metrosexual beer (Corona) and threw him a couple 11s. It loosens up his cheeks for a reaming later. ->chris: Hows it goin dude chris: k u ->chris: just chillaxin. recovering from the weekend chris: yea ->chris: You get any this weekend? Valentines..makes people go apeshit ->chris: I woulda probed your prostate good chris: u straight? ->chris: you like ATM? ->chris: I'd rub your balls Naturally he blocked me so I had to resort to sending my point through YIM. What? Why so quiet? Why did you block me? You are so hot to chat dirty that you even resort to ambushing women you barely know out of

New
well its my first blog its 6.30 in the mornin and im of to work soon just looking to kill some time realy nothing more, i have nothing of any real inportance to say hear would be a good time to say something but nothing really going on my lovley girlfriend is asleep up stairs with the baby all is well ther and i drunk penty of coffe to keep me going thats it no more typing .........

Love's Risk!!!
Love's Risk There is a risk involved in everything Every time you share a smile Every time you shed a tear You are opening yourself up to hurt. Some people tread slowly through life, Avoiding the closeness risk brings, Side-stepping the things they can't understand Turning away from those who care too much- Those who care stay too long, Those who hold too tightly. There is never an easy way to love You can not approach it cautiously It will not wait for you to arm yourself. It does not care if you turn away It is everywhere, it is everything. Love is the greatest of all risks. It is not reliable, it is not cautious, It is not sympathetic It is unprejudiced and merciless. It strikes the strongest of mind, And brings them to their knees in one blow. Even in the best of times, love hurts. It hurts to need, it hurts to belong, It hurts to be the other part of someone else, Without either of your consent. But, fro

A Woman's Perfect Breakfast
A WOMANS PERFECT DAY SITTIN AT THE TABLE SIPPIN HER GOURMET COFFEE HER SON IS ON THE COVER OF THE WHEATIES BOX HER DAUGHTER IS ON THE COVER OF BUISNESS WEEKLY HER BOYFRIEND IS ON THE COVER OF PLAY GIRL AND HER HUSBAND IS ON THE BACK OF A MILK CARTON

Of Things.....
Have you ever dated someone that you just couldn’t get out of your mind, even after you have broken up? I just can’t seem to get over her. I see her all the time, cause we work at the same place. I meet woman on here and a number of them have her name. What is with that? I really just want to get over her. The problem is, no one wants me, at least around here where I live. There is not much to do here, and the only place I go is shopping, and I don’t get hit on at all! I try, I smile and say hello to woman all the time. If I get a response it’s like the worse thing they have ever had to do. Makes me wonder and I really that ugly? Then I go home to my sad little life in my sad little house and get online, and I get to feeling better about myself, because on here I do get hit on! YEA!!!! It does make me feel better about myself. There is one that puts a smile on my face, and makes me laugh and feel better about myself. I look forward to seeing her and talking to her. She flirts with me a

For Becca Lol
1. Who was the last person to put their arm around you? Jonathan's drunk self. I got to play Driving Mr. Daisy on Saturday :P 2. Do you still talk to the person you kissed last? Yep 3. Who was the last person you couldn't take your eyes off? it's a secret but his name starts wif an S 4. Are you a morning person or a night person? night definitely 5. What would you do if you opened up your front door to a dead person? Scream "ZOMBIE!!!!!!!!" 6. Are you there for your friends? YES! And if anyone tries to say any different Saturday is solid fucking proof. 7. Are you a forgiving person? yes... to a fault 8. Do you drink every weekend? Nope 9. Are you talking to anyone while doing this? No actually. 10. What do you want right now? a certain something with a certain someone. 11. Three actual feelings at the moment? I cant think of three. So a general feeling of contentedness (

Yay 40 Question Survey :)
1. do you ever turn your cell phone off? noppers..lol u know just in case...dont wanna miss a call :) haha 2. do you like more than one person right now? um no..actually i just like one right now..hehe :) and i want him... ;) 3. if you could push one person off a cliff who would it be? ummm the man sitting in the living room with me..ugh..stupid ass roomate..seriously..yea...if u only knew... 4. who was your last text from? jason 6. would you rather have glasses or braces? hehe glasses..i wear them now.. :) 7. have you ever been in love? um yes...unfortunatly..haha 8. what is the most played song on your itunes? hehe..well i go through these phases..and right now im stuck on some stupid song..that shall remain nameless *if u read my other blog post- u will know* lol 9. what's the last movie you watched and what did you think of it? mr. brooks..it was really really good 10. do you know anyone who has cancer? yes i do..it is sad :/ 12. what is the last

H M P
imikimi - Customize Your World Somedays I pull my heart out through the window on a little rope and it hangs there in the sun, big as life. My neighbor feel sorry for me. They think I am poor. They think that is all I have to wear.

My First Contest
i hope i finally got this info right as this is my first contest so all the friends that will help please do just click the pic to go to the contest thank you to all who will do this in advance thank you so much in advance ed

I Realize
I lay my head down on my pillow To try and get some sleep And into my mind You creep. I remember everything we've done I crave your kiss, your touch Whenever you're not with me I miss you so much. I realize that I need you You're always on my mind Someone like you Not so easy to find. I realize that I'm in love with you But I won't tell you I don't know how you'll react I don't think you're in love with me too. I realize I should face my fear But that's not something I'm good at I don't think I'll ever have the courage To tell you something like that. I don't take well to rejection I'm very easy to break It wouldn't be so hard If my heart wasn't at stake. I'm not very good with pain It's not something that I like to go through It's not easy being fragile So many things I'm afraid to admit to. I don't want the pain I don't want the heartache I don't need another chance For my heart to break. Maybe I'll tell you one day When my heart isn't

No Body Knows
I try everyday with everyone i know online and offline both to undertand how they feel in every converstaion i have. yet no matter what i do i always feel like what im saying only i understand i feel as though no matter how many ppl tell me they get me no one does and im going to die alone and misserable i think ive said to much to ppl in shouts and in lounges tonight that is why im bloging all this i hope someone out there can help me

Now Playing Steal
HEY EVERYONE THERE IS A NEW MOVIE OUT IN THE STINKEYERADIO THEATER COME CHECK IT OUT AND BRING ALL YOUR FRIENDS WITH HAVE A FEW DRINKS AND WATCH A MOVIE NOW PLAYING Steal http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=55064

Tinglies.
Euphoria (Greek åὐöïñßá) is a medically recognized emotional state related to happiness. Technically, euphoria is an effect,[1] but colloquially the term is often used as a standard term of emotion to mean "intense", transcendent happiness combined with an overwhelming sense of well being. When you lay there and you feel that tingly feeling and that dizziness that makes you smile.. Amen for the hustler store....and porn.

Nite Nite
ok kids - im off to bed for the night .. sweet dreams to all & to all a good night. please dont forget my fubucks for 11's offer - remember - please dont shout me .. but send me a private message. I want your 11's! If you have a few left over from the day - I'll take them. I will give away 100 fu-bux per 11. If you still have all 100 11's left - I'll give you 20,000 for all 100. 100/11's = 20,000 50/11's = 5,000 10/11's = 1,000 1/11 = 100 And anywhere in between. Stop by my page - you can pick any of the pictures - as long as they are SFW to rate! Please message me - NOT shoutbox - and let me know how many 11's you left me. Please repost this if you could. BrattyBytch {Fu-Owned By BooBoo}@ fubar

I Thought I Had Friends!!!!
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40 Questions Ive Probably Answered A Gillion Times Before.
1. do you ever turn your cell phone off? nope 2. do you like more than one person right now? I dont :) 3. if you could push one person off a cliff who would it be? No one... but I know who you all thought I would say :D 4. who was your last text from? Jonathan 6. would you rather have glasses or braces? I already have glasses so... those 7. have you ever been in love? Yes 8. what is the most played song on your itunes? I dunno... I usually just put it on shuffle 9. what's the last movie you watched and what did you think of it? Zathura...Wasn't nearly as good as Jumanji 10. do you know anyone who has cancer? Not currently 12. what is the last thing you touched, other than your computer? Myself... so I could put lotion on my tattoo you pervs 13. how many hours of sleep did you get last night? 4... twas not a good night 14. do you play guitar hero? Not really but I think Im going to on Tuesday lol 15. do you have justin timberlake music on

Guitar Hero For A Day
As a musician, I have looked up to other guitarists who have influenced me through the years. They range from different genres that span through the decades from Les Paul, Chet Atkins, Dave Navarro, Dave Mustaine, Zakk Wylde, Randy Roads, and most of all Slash. Growing up I was, and still am in aw of these guitarists. Now, anyone that knows me, or has seen me play guitar, knows that I become very shy or timid when complimented on my playing. I am honored that people do compliment me, but I just don't ever want to come off arrogant or anything. I know, weird. On the other hand, I am also the one that, well, is the loose cannon that is off the wall. LOL So, that is a little background information for this next part.:-) This past Saturday my friend Greg and I decided to go to the music store to just hang out and look at guitars and amps. While there we played through a few guitars and a couple of amps.As I was looking at the next guitar to jam on I stopped at this Les Paul Specia

Deleting Account
After a lot of debate..and a lot of heartache brought on by this site..i am leaving here. For those of you who wish to contact me outside of fubar..my yahoo messenger name is JadedHope70 and my email address is CandyLLand@gmail.com As soon as i get my poems copied over to disk i am deleting this account..so probably sometime tomorrow. You guys have been great friends to me...well some have..i wish you all the best..See You around. Take care Candy Fulks

Noah Is Here!!!
Well Noah is here!!! YAY! Had to be induced on Valentines Day and gave birth at 2:06 am on February 15th, 2008. Noah Buck Justice weighed in at 5 lbs 9 oz and was 18 3/4 inches long. All is well with baby and mommy! I only pushed for 8 minutes... EIGHT FREAKIN MINUTES! The labor part sucked tho... I was 3 cm. for like 8 hours... pitocin didnt want to work... so finally they had to break my water... after that 20 minutes later I was at 5 cm.... 20 minutes after that I was fully dialated and was ready to give birth... the EIGHT minutes later Noah was here! I'm so happy... just ready to get our big boys back and complete our family once and for all... anyway I love you guys... thanks for the support and love!

Good Place
I'm in a good place right now. Do you get it? Do you get it? Do you know what I mean. Are we right there. Am I talking to who I want and can never have. Or am I talking to the one I've always had but never seen. Do you know what I mean. You're reading this somewhere and you know what I mean.

We Matter
There is reason, there is rhyme. There's a place and a time. We're not alone, not by far. The only limits that we face are those we put in place. There's room for what you seek so please do not be meek. Your thoughts shape the world. Watch as it unfurls.

I'm Ready For You.
Your house is built, your niche is set. The path inside is open wide. Your place is soft and built with love. It's built to last. Strong and secure. Once inside, it belongs to you. To fill with memories of me and you. Until the day you accept the key, it will be a lonely place for me.

Ravings
From the lab to the vial to the syringe to my vein to my brain. The key that sets me free again. Opens the door, reveals the world. What do I see? I don't know but sometimes I do. What does it matter though when no one believes. Why is it important that I know? What can I do. How can I stop it. How can I save us. I can't be the only hope for I am hopeless. Do I teach? Do I train? Or do I just surrender? Is this burden of knowledge just my own personal torture? Only if I care. Do I care? I care about something. I'm not sure what exactly. Don't touch me. You might feel it to. You might make me hope. Make me love. You might think this is me but you don't know me. You won't and probably can't. Face yourself first and then look at me.

I Don't Know
I don't know what you see in me. I don't know that you see me. I don't know where you're from. I don't know where you've been. I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. I don't know why you're looking at me. I don't know that I matter. I don't know that you matter. I don't know.

This World I Know
I don't wear a smile cuz I am crying on the inside. For I have no reason to smile. My feelings I do hide. Being alone,cuz its safer that way. Not setting myself up for hurt. Not letting anyone down. Shuting myself up inside. Always looking behind waiting for someone to see me screw up. Waiting for someone to see me fail. This cold world I fear. The people that live here, there hearts so cold so empty. This world I know.

All This I Should Have Known
STUPID me had to go and be silly and fall for Jassent's lies all over again. Fuckin Sue emails him and now he's finished with me and wanting her. How many more times in my miserable life am I going to be tossed aside for the ex wife before I figure out that I'm just second best and my ex boyfriends come back to me when theres trouble in paradise. I deserve love and I'll find it some day. Although right now, I'm broken hearted.

Sts-122 Atlantis To Leave Station
STS-122 Atlantis Says Farewell, Prepares for Undocking, Landing on Wednseday. Image above: The STS-122 and Expedition 16 crews bid one another farewell Sunday. Photo credit: NASA TV The crew of space shuttle Atlantis spent Sunday afternoon preparing to leave the International Space Station. The preparations included checking out the tools they will use to undock from the orbital outpost Monday at 4:27 a.m. EST. After the STS-122 and Expedition 16 crews bid one another farewell, the hatches between the two spacecraft closed at 1:03 p.m. Sunday. STS-122 arrived at the station Feb. 9, delivering the European Space Agency’s (ESA) Columbus laboratory to the station. The crews installed Columbus Feb. 11 and conducted three spacewalks to prepare Columbus for its scientific work. They also replaced an expended nitrogen tank on the station’s P1 truss. In addition, Atlantis delivered a new station crew member, Flight Engineer Leopold Eyharts, an ESA ast

Cold
CROSSFADE LYRICS "Cold" Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high [Chorus x2:] What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold To you I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high [Chorus x2] I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold [Chorus x2]

Pretty Much Sums It Up
"...Not Forever" by Tsunami Bomb I thought that this was solid Stability and safety sitting in my hand Just take a look at your life You're all alone! Who'll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don't care, just let me go I don't need this anymore Love is not forever Friendship is not forever There is nothing set in stone You're on your own Who'll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don't care, just let me go I don't need this anymore I don't need this anymore! Dependence is followed by weakness Don't be your own hostage If I know so many Why don't they know me They don't know me Just take a look at your life You're all alone! Now I know what we're made of Confusion, Complication, and Uncertainty I thought this was real, I was wrong So I don't know Who'll be there when I need someone Count on nobody and no one will let you down I don't care, just let me go I

Through Glass
STONE SOUR LYRICS "Through Glass" I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed Oh, god it feels like forever But no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head How do you feel? That is the question But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer When something like a soul becomes Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes You can't expect a bit of hope So while you're outside looking in Describing what you see Remember what you're staring at is me Cause I'm looking at you through the glass... Don't know how much time has passed All I know is that it feels like forever When no one ever tells you that forever Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head How much is real? So much to question An epidemic of the mannequins Contaminating everything When thought came from the heart It never did right from the start Just listen to the noises (Null and void instead of v

Pain
THREE DAYS GRACE LYRICS "Pain" Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Poetry (not For The Weak)
exit the womb see yourself for the first time mommy, nurses, the doctor daddy? where are you thats not daddy barely with my eyes open crying mommy thats not daddy I should know that guy shoots blanks daddy is dead isn't he not literally just a dead beat asleep on some couch fucked up on coke its 6 pm he should be awake now smile mommy I'm going to ruin your life You overlooked me for 6 months stayed up on coke drowned me or tried too you carried me, miscarried If I had survived. . . I'd drip boiling oil over your face smell the burning flesh let it eat you like acid then I'd pull a knife slowly 1000 cuts bleeding slowly feel your wretched soul burn in my agony

The Torn Queen
Not really a poem exactly but a story that I wrote. Enjoy. Once upon a time there lived a lonely princess whose heart was full and true. She kissed a lot of frogs in life but never any prince's. Till one day when all grown up another came a calling. This one once was a frog it seems that dreamed of being king. He crooned and charmed his way into her lonely desperate heart. Taking root there in her heart and showing her eternal love. A kiss was given deep and long to change him to the king most longed. A bond was formed and souls were bound, forever strong and lifelong sound. A life was started with king and queen to fill that void deep within. Then one day a wicked soul decided to be cruel, told some lies that started strife. This in turn confused the king and made him doubt his eternal queen.Words in anger cut her deep and made her die inside. The king had left it queen it seemed to run away from life. A chance was given to hear her plea and this she took whole-heartedly. The truth

Drones
You walk around oblivious. You think the world is known. You walk across the corpse of the past with out a thought for your own. I dare you to think. I dare you to see. I dare you to tread more carefully. Though the past is behind you, the future is near. If you're not prepared, you'll all disappear.

Repeat...just Read It.
I know I blogged about this a little while ago, but it's really bothering me tonight... I just can't understand why I'm single. I get fu-hit on quite often. And by attractive guys, lol. But in real life I get nothing. I mean absolutely nothing. I went out with my best friend on Valentine's Day and I had to beat the guys off with a stick. Yes, she is super hot. But damn, can a sister get some play?!?! I just wish I knew what I was doing wrong. I'm 21 years old and never had a serious relationship. I have friends my age married or engaged and some with kids. And I can't even get a damn boyfriend. I know this sounds stupid, but it actually makes me kinda depressed. I'm such a touchy feely and lovely dovey kinda person and I have no one to give me the attention that I crave. I'm not saying that's all there is to what I want, just a big portion, lol. Not to mention I have no one to give the attention to that I love to give. I adore holding hands, cuddling, hugs that last forever, s

Heartmind
The Heart and the Mind are often spoken of seperately. However, the Heart is only a metaphor for feelings and emotions that reside in the Mind. So the two are actually one. The Mind only seeks what it believes that it needs. Love is the goal of the heart. Therefore the mind believes it needs love. Though we are much like animals in the biological sense, are minds are much more complex. I can't believe the Mind seeks Love solely for reproduction of the species. Love must serve some other purpose. I speculate that Love might be a way for two halfs to become whole. Duality reduces. This gives a new meaning to Soul mate. Soul mates being less when alone grow stronger when together. The two complement and complete when together. Essentially becoming one. This oneness achieved on a global scale could be the next step in human evolution. These aren't new ideas really. I think Tantra touches on this in part. Its just come together in my mind while thinking of my other half. I could probably th

Cosmogenesis
"The "energy" field emanates from the Galactic Center and includes the entire internal electromagnetic/internal photon field in which our planet exists. There are internal dimensions of subtlety within this field -the telluric or astral realms- extending beyond the physical forces of science to include spiritual planes of being. If we imagine this field as being similar to the lines of internal force surrounding a magnet, we can understand that our changing orientation to this field has internal immediate consequences, and little to do with cause-and-effect transmission of energy between us and the Galactic center. We are, instead in a relationship of internal resonance with our source, one that connects us deeply within to each other. and, in fact, to all other beings in this galaxy. Based upon these considerations, I would like to emphasize that the Galactic equator-precise edge of our spiraling galaxy-is the internal Zero Point location of the turn about moment in the cycle of int

This Will Make You Cry
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

For The Auction People!
First of all I just want to say THANKS to everyone who participated! ALSO, sorry for all the drama. If you are unsure what I am talking about, then you werent affected. If you have any trouble recieving things promised to you, or contacting your bidder, please let me know IMMEDIATELY! I will do my best to get it resolved. However, i do work and go to school, so I may only be available to do so in the evenings. Once again, THANKS! YOU GUYS KICKED ASS!

Crash Landing..
one more week and i'm one my way home to the cold miserable place i was born . soon to me stuck between a rock and a hard place . but some long needed r&r yep. the company i work for is going down . just got word. ain't got a clue what ta do . AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Echo's Auction - Come See Who Is Up For Bid
AUCTION OPENS AT 12 PM Central Monday, February 18th Come Bid On Your Favorite Person.. Or Two!!! WILDCAT LADY BLOODRAVEN ALWAYS HOPE DJ BEAR (THE GUY IN THIS PIC) LILLY ANNA CANADIAN TEXAS TEE KATIE JADED If you are interested please send me a Fu-Mail with the following things in it... 1. The picture you want me to put in the file 2. A list of things that you would give to the winning bidder. Examples: - Add to family for the month - A personal salute photo to the winning bidder - Pimpout in in my profile and bulletin - Pics rated during Happy Hour - One Fubar gift a day - 2 comments & Drinks a day

Its Me Again
hi everybody it s raining here more like freezeing rain it be warm in a couple of months i plan to be swiming again to improve on my swiming i be going camping again soon in a cabin i like to camp out so any woman reading this thanks for takeing a few minutes to read this

Something You Couldnt Glimpse In Passing
i was fed a small piece of gossip today that gave me hope and excited me extremely..it was a hint that my kids may be moving back closer to me..i will still have to wait until this school year is over before their mom will want to move...and yet still its not something definite but its a possibility they are coming home!....it gives my heart another reason to smile again...i cant explain what it would mean to me to have them so close to me once again...i can feel my heart filling with hope and already it is so full that it could burst wide open from the love for them that i have and the love of the thoughts that soon they may be back and once again we can see each other everyday if we want...they might even be moving as close as two or three houses down from me!!...i admit having their mom live that close to me would be weird....really weird!...still the joyous fact remains tho...they would be at my house all the time...everyday i have hated this distance that separates us now...alw

Betrayal
I didn't even think I cared - he had nothing tangible to do with my life. But as the days go by and the reality of how big the lie is sinks in...I'm starting to feel it. It's worse than a man breaking my heart, or cheating on me because those things happen when a relationship dies and no one wants to admit it. It's not even something I can cry about. It's like my mind is more attached to it than my heart but I can't wrap my mind around it - so I am left in a fog. But he ended up just as every other man has in my life - a liar, a cheater, and someone who says they care but just can't/don't match the action to those words. And I guess the hard part here is that there is no getting back what I've lost. Not only the friend I cherished deeply, but the only proof I thought I had that a man could be trusted.

Journey
The first steps of a journey are often the most difficult. Once momentum picks up though your legs kinda go on auto-pilot and carry you along without thought. I think on the destination but the journey itself is the destination. The first steps have been taken but I still have to consciously take each step. Its hard not to look over my shoulder but that only makes me lose my way. Onward, onward.

The Right Thing?
It was a cold February morning, and a young security officer was making his way home after having worked a long ten hour shift it had been snowing the last couple days so the ground was covered in a good amount of powder like snow. Because of how early in the morning it was there wasn’t a lot open but the young security guard did not want to go home right away so he pulled into the parking lot of a Wal-Mart and parking next to a tan 1996 Chevy the parking lot lights where dim because he was so far back but he could see pretty well. As he climbed out of her car he saw out of the corner of his eye a young woman who looked to be in her early to mid thirties in the back seat with her back propped up against one of the passenger side doors, and wrapped in her arms was a little boy couldn’t have been no older than seven asleep with his head on his mothers chest. The woman was awake clearly trying to keep her child warm as tears ran down her face like a faucet it was obvious they were sleepin

Hmmm
Here I am. On the brink. The brink of success. The brink of failure. I have to be careful. I have to be considerate. I am responsible to more than myself. My choice. I won't define my cause. I don't know if I can. As difficult as I may make it, I still seek love and happiness though they not be my goal. I work to prepare myself for the day. The day After.

The Power Of Power
Many of you may or may not know this but by day I sell technology. Yes I am a Computer Geek and not afraid of using the technologies I sell. Of course if you think about it, loo0k at some of my toys. I own a Hybrid Car. I have a fairly advanced Wireless network in my house. I was doing Computerized Rock back the 80's (Before it was common). Fast Forward to the TTRS on 2/12/08. We had a fairly bad storm and I was late getting to the studio. The Show started about 15 minutes late. Trish wasn't able to get there due to the snow. Oh boy, flying solo. Everything seemed to be going fairly smoothly. First interview with Jaden went off without a hitch. Massive Mike is on and the connection wasn't the greatest, but it was usable. The Show usually goes till around 10PM – 10:30 depending on the guest. Its now about 9:45 and I start hearing this beep, beep noise. As annoying as it seemed, I kept going. About 10 minutes later, Pam comes into the studio with a flashlight and s

A Great Guy
Hey everyone this guy is a really sweet person. I love him to death and he is a wonderful friend. I don't know what I would do without having him to talk to most of the time. Click on his pic and rate/fan/add him. Maybe leave some comments for him too, as sweet as he is he deserves all the love he can get. ~*~*dragonclaw24~*~*@ fubar

Yoga? For Mike Trash?
Ok a New year and new goals. It wasn't long ago, or maybe it was. When I had DDP (Diamond Dallas page) on the show. He talked about this great revolutionary thing called YRG (Yoga for Regular Guys) and he was talking how this low impact thing was being used by people like Kurt Angle, NFL Football guys, Lee Marshall and many others. I thought yeah but most of them guys are already Athletes. What about someone like me? He sent me the stuff but I was already on a diet and thought I am doing fairly well on my own, so I put it away. I lost a total of 80 pounds on my diet. Well as all diets go, I got stressed and put on about 30. so December 31st 2007 I put my Diet back in action and lost 15 at this point. Then I got an email from DDP about something amazing on his site. Being the curious fellow that I am I went to investigate. Then it hit me as my jaw hit the floor that this YRG has something to it. You need to watch this video Here we have a guy who is 5'8 and 297 pounds

Needs To Be Said
OK to all that know me n think they know me you dont cuz you never asked well I will let you in on a few secrets to people and friends on here who say WE ARE FAMILY you know what if that was really the case then you would have asked what was wrong or going on not push me away.....I come to realize alot MY FAMILY is MY FAMILY and my friends are my friends and there are people in passing Well for those who want to know why I am distant lately, well here lets start before i keep bitching and maybe some of you will feel a little remorse n dumb for how you 1. treated me 2. acted towards me 3. expected me to be myself well first off lets say My MOM who to me is the most special lady in the world....just found out she has a few non-cancerous tumors but also may have BREAST CANCER....now I dont know bout any of you losing her means alot but It also means my DAD dies with her cuz without her he wouldnt beable to exsist. So please tell me how you would act or think All I have at t

Is It Love?
You are getting attracted. You think about him/her. You want to be with your object of love. You are showing all the signs of being in love. But is it love? Or is it infatuation that will go away after some time? Let us examine this in little more detail. What is the difference between love and infatuation? The first difference is that infatuation is short lived. It disappears soon. How will you test it? Think about all the qualities that are making you fall in this love. Now think of another person. Imagine that the new candidate has all the qualities in greater measure. Think deeply and imagine as much as you can. Are you still in love, or you are shifting your allegiance to the new candidate? Take another scenario. Imagine having a bad fight with your lover. Imagine of him/her calling you different names and arguing furiously with you. Are you still in love? Will you go back next day to them? Or you already hate them? Take this test. After many years, your beloved is los

This Is Beautiful
This is beautiful! She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I

Some About Me, Things That Inspire Me, Things I Want From Someone In Life & My Thoughts On Life...as I See It.
I find myself waking up everyday with courage, beauty and eccentricities all around me. I know that I will battle through the day with new challenges and new problems to defeat. But I say let all of those challenges and problems come. I am strong enough to face them and survive through each and everyone of them. Yes some of them may knock me down, but I will always stand back up and the next time I try to get knocked down I will have my stance be stronger than it was before. I see life for all its glory and all its down falls. I know that each situation life brings you there is a yin and a yang to it. There is good and there is bad, now whether you choose to sway toward the good or the bad is entirely up to you. I never know which way I will sway until I sway. I am a mild mannered person. I can be pushed into tension sought areas if you do not listen to me. But that is so rare I never make mention to it. I can see people from the inside out. You can tell by looking d

How?
How do I lead without following? Create something from nothing? I struggle to break free of the shell of this existence. But what is on the other side? Is there another side? How can you make me believe? I don't believe. I don't know. Reality is a maelstrom of indifference. A mirror with no surface. Tell me. Tell me.

Philosophy
Discussions of philisophical observations and opinions on basic human life and interactions on a global, cultural and personal level are for the most part meaningless. Atleast from my perspective. The great majority of human endeavor in this world is to find pleasure and avoid pain. Throughtout recorded history and beyond, humans have been harnessed to the plow by more intelligent, ambitious and manipulative individuals using that very principle most successfully employed as religion. With religion you don't even have to count on the motivation of actual pleasure or pain in this life but can convince the majority that the rewards and punishments come in the "afterlife". What genius that was. Humans can be made to withstand nearly any hardship so long as you convince them that as long as they do what they're told, (the right thing), as the good whichever book says, they will be wonderfully blessed...after they're dead. Brilliant!

Communication
Watch a cloud in the sky. It seems stationary. Slowly it moves and after sometime, without our realizing, that cloud is gone. Sometimes love disappears from a relationship like that cloud. When the relationship begins, everything looks ok. The communication is great. Not only verbal but also non-verbal communication between the partners is excellent. Slowly the rot sets in and there come a time when they stop communicating except when needed. The communication becomes need based. Earlier it was love based. What is the difference between need based and love based communication? Relationship and communication - In love based communication the partners talk to each other about everything on the earth. They speak about their love; their needs, their dreams, their aspirations and everything else that makes them feel connected. In need based communication, the partners talk to each other minimally. What is required to keep the partnership together is the communication limit and nothi

Back At Work
Its been like forever since I worked on my own art project, so now I'm going to focus more on getting some of my art posted and then finish my new work. So i thought I would say thank you for everyone that likes my work and showed mad support. You guys rock, and I hope you like the new digital series just as much. If you would like to show support you can either text or button link to my website.

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that I like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up, and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your ne

Feelings
Feelings are a very powerful tool we have to be happier. Many times we come to the break-up of a relationship we are unable to understand why we did not anticipate that. Go back and look at your feelings during your relationship. Did your feelings not tell you about this? Let us find out more. Sometimes we get confused in a relationship. We seek advice from friends and family and discuss and think about what may be going wrong. We do not pay attention to what our feelings tell us. I have seen instances when couples break- up though their feelings tell them differently. This couple never forgets the ex. Partner because the break-up can never be complete. Had they listened to their feelings instead of focusing on small arguments, they would have realized that they cared for each other and were not ready for break-up. Have you observed your feelings with your friends? Some of them you like instantly while you never like some of them despite any arguments having taken place. Our su

Friend Rules
I read Profiles before I put a Friend request in to someone,But I've noticed more and more the profile have more damn rules then the tax code to be their friend do you people really treat and subject friends in your life like that ? I've by passed more then a few recently because I don't feel like jumping through hoops.Why bother to be here at all if you have to have that many rules,real life must be a blast with some of them. While I'm on my rant I might as well add You Women who have buy me a blast or VIP or happy hour to see my nsfw folder Get a grip ain't happening here kids the inter-nets full of site for free that show naked women and in real life I can get em so what makes your body so damn special ? Maybe you can find some horny old goat with a few extra dollars in their pockets if so more power to ya.Now I'm Not saying I won't be your friend and rate you since I don't have a BUTT LOAD of rules to be my friend your just not going to get a Blast/Happy Hour or VIP outt

Bi-polar
Empathic whirlwind, scattered emotions feeding upon each other. Changing, merging, growing stronger. Confusion, uncertainty. Absolution sought. Condemnation gained. Weariness, regret for things unknown. Time slows and slows and slows. What was gained is lost. I must sleep before time stops completely. Ambivalent silence feeds my soul with despair. Seeds of decayed embryos planted in the sun scorched dust of my whithered heart sprout forth in hideous mockery of life blooming into sickly shadows that stretch across to block the light. Darkness rises.

Done
IM DONE TRYING! SICK OF THE BULLSHIT. EVERYTIME I THINK A GOOD GUY IS ACTUALLY AROUND I FIND OUT HE IS JUST A FUCKIN PLAYER. OR HES JUST OUT TO GET SEX. WHEN ARE THESE GUYS GONNA REALIZE THATS NOT WHAT IM UP FOR. I MEAN HELL WHO DOESNT LIKE SEX BUT IM A FUCKIN SINGLE MOTHER. I AM READY TO FINDA MAN AND SETTLE DOWN. ACTUALLY HAVE THE FAMILY I SHOULD HAVE SEEIN I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL LIL GIRL. AND IF THATS NOT WHAT YOU WANT THEN DONT EVEN ACT AS IF YOU CARE MORE THEN A FRIEND. AND THE WORST PART IS THEY ALWAYS FUCKIN HIT ON ONE OF MY GIRLS. DONT THEY REALIZE IF THEY HIT ON MY GIRL IM GONNA FIND OUT. ME AND MY GIRLS DONT HIDE ANYTHING FROM EACH OTHER. MAYBE IM OVERREACTING CUZ IM SICK AND MOODY...IDK. BUT I DO KNOW THAT IF THE WAY IM FEELIN RIGHT NOW TURNS OUT TO BE THE TRUTH IM DONE WITH MEN FOR A WHILE. SURE I WILL BE THEIR FRIEND BUT THATS AS FAR AS IT WILL GO. AND I DONT CARE HOW SWEET THEY ARE OR ANYTHING...IM DONE WITH THE BULLSHIT. IM DONE WITH THE PLAYERS, AND IM DONE GETTI

Kosovo Mps Proclaim Independence
Kosovo MPs proclaim independence Kosovo's parliament has unanimously endorsed a declaration of independence from Serbia, in a historic session. Celebrations went on into the night after Prime Minister Hashim Thaci promised a democracy that respected the rights of all ethnic communities. Serbia's PM denounced the US for helping create a "false state". A split later emerged at the Security Council, when Russia said there was no basis for changing a 1999 resolution which handed Kosovo to the UN. Seven Western countries said it was quite clear the situation had moved on. See a map of Kosovo's ethnic breakdown Tens of thousands of people had thronged the streets of Kosovo's capital, Pristina, since the morning. We have waited for this day for a very long time... from today, we are proud, independent and free Hashim Thaci Kosovo Prime Minister Kosovo's 'dream come true' Mark Mardell's Euroblog Serb and Albanian views When news came of the declarati

Public Toilet Of The Future
A Public Toilet Here's a picture of a public toilet in Houston. � Now that you have seen the outside view of the toilet, just spend another moment scrolling down to see how it looks from inside! It's made entirely out of one-way glass. No one can see you in there, but when you are inside, it looks like you're sitting in a clear glass box. WOULD YOU? �COULD YOU?

Northern Rock To Be Nationalised
Northern Rock to be nationalised Northern Rock is to be nationalised as a temporary measure, Chancellor Alistair Darling has said. Neither of the two private proposals to take over the beleaguered bank offered "sufficient value for money to the taxpayer", Mr Darling said. He said the public would gain if the government held on to Northern Rock until market conditions improved. Ron Sandler, nominated by the government to run Northern Rock, said savers' deposits would be secure. 'Dither and delay' But shadow chancellor George Osborne told the BBC that the Conservatives would oppose plans to nationalise Northern Rock. "After months of dither and delay we have ended up with this catastrophic decision," said Mr Osborne. "We now have the situation where the government will be making decisions on whether or not to foreclose on people's loans in a falling housing market," he added. The Government is totally financially inept and I certainly wouldn't give it

Just Let Me Say
I posted a pimp out bulletin tonight, and before it is brought to my attention that I left a few people out. The people that are on my Friends list that talk with me on a personal level know where they stand. I have done a few pimp outs highlighting various friends. I will continue doing so out of the blue. All of you hold a special place in my circle of friends. Some I have gotten close to very quickly others it has taken some time. Some of you our friendship is still building. I hope that this pimp out doesn't create animosity or some one getting upset over it. That was not my intentions at all! It was just to highlight a night filled sky with stars!! I hope all of you are having a great evening and that you have a blessed week!! Thank you for embracing me into your lives! XXOO Love Always Moon

Why Is Life So Unfair
The most horrible thing happened on 2/16/08.. we lost the life of an awesome little man named cristian! He was only 12 years old how fair is that??? his heart just stopped! seriously couldnt his worthless cardiologist have done something to prevent this?? I have never felt pain like this before! it is so horrible! i loved him very much and miss him alot!

Fantabulous!!!!!!!!!1
Well I am going to have the best birthday EVER!!!! On the first of March, I am going to go to the Three Days Grace concert. How kick ass is that. Breaking Benjamin and Seether are going to be there too. My 3 all time favorite bands. It will be me and Jess. The bestest friend in the whole wide world. We are going to have a bomb ass time. I am excited. On the weekend after my birthday, Michael and Kendyl might be up here so I am going to get a hotel room and we are going to have a hotel party with all of my fantabulous friends. This is going to be the best birtday in record for me. Some people may not be able to be there, like Steve and Kay, because they have to work but I have invited all the people that mean the most to me. Its going to be a blast. Drink it up then go to the club. Hellz yeah man!!!!! Well thats all for now from the beautiful mind of me. I will write more soon. XOXOXOX_Candi

Pestiferous
pestiferous pes-TIF-uh-ruhs, adjective: 1. Bearing or bringing disease. 2. Infected with or contaminated by a pestilential disease. 3. Morally evil or dangerous to society; pernicious. 4. Bothersome; troublesome; annoying.

Best Friend Show Love!
Hi friends! I finally got my best friend to join Fubar but she is intimidated with all the stuff to do! So all I ask friends & fans is that you stop by her page and show her some love! Show her that Fubar is fun and friendly! She may take a few gettin back to all of you but bear with her, she is just learning this site! You remember how confusing it was to you once upon a time.. lol Thanks all! Here she is... Spank that page! Not much to do since she hasn't figured out uploading more pics yet.. lol (Sorry Billie had to pick on ya) lol billie jo@ fubar

Today
A new day. Another foray into the unknown. As is every second. I am at such a loss as to what to do about anything. Almost in a state of mental paralysis. I'll be gone so soon. Don't know how long. Its part of the plan though. But not mine. Will you be there for me? No. I am alone. You tread upon the surface but no one wants in. No one to listen, to touch, to share. Keep searching, keep searching. In vain? Who knows? The clock is ever ticking. But my time is not running out. I have no time. I am eternal. More depressing still. But only for the moment. Things will change, for better and for worse. We are so easily dissatisfied with what we have. We always want more or something else but when we seek it we usually end up with something we didn't want or expect. Then we wish for what we had. If there were Gods watching from above I could certainly imagine them laughing their celestial asses off. But there aren't. Others maybe. I hope someone is laughing atleast. It would be a shame for al

Ignorance Is Not Bliss.
Alrighty children. Let us do something the general majority of the internet world is not accumstomed to. Let us increase our vocabulary, and lessen our ignorance for ignorance is not bliss. It is ignorance. Period! So on to the point. One should never dance around the intentions of a conversation...or should they? Life is but a game to see if the strongest, or the smartest, or perhaps both will survive to win the next game. Here is where I shall begin to post new and interesting words for the day. Let us see how recent events and happenings in our lives can closey relate to each new word.

Sky
im hosting my first auction who what to come have lots of fun with me they must have a salute rate fan add me to be in the contest,25,000 entry fee,send me the link to the pic they want in a message not my shout box,most rated pic wins 150,000 fubucks i will post bullys but they must promote themself will start when i have 10 contestents and will end depending on when i get enough ppl to start then put what r u waiting for come on and join the fun THE LOVELY HOST OF IT CONTACT GET IN purplesky proud member of "THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY"WINNER OF MY AUCTION (LauraLei)@ fubar 1 daily profile rate during hh 2 daily drink or two 3 daily profile comments 4 stash rateing during hh 5 sfw salute or nfsw salute what ever the contestent agrees to! 6 fu-owned by name 7 pimp the winner out in about me or in blog on profile please add to the bully that winner may be turned away at the descrestion of the person being bidded on and the next person with the highest bid

I'd Say
I love you. I hate you. I forgive you but not me. I'm Sorry. I miss you all the time, even when you're there. I'm no good. I'm better than this. I wish I could be in that place with you. I will always feel your absence. I hope we're always friends. I can't wait to see you again. Please write.

A Blonde's Year In Review
January Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels..... Helllloooo!!!.......bottles won't fit in printer !!! March Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months..... box said '2-4 years!' April Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May Tried to make Kool-Aid.....wrong instructions....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June Tried to go water skiing.......couldn't find a lake with a slope. July Lost breast stroke swimming competition.....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August Got locked out of my car in rain storm..... car swamped because soft-top was open. September The capital of California is 'C'.....isn't it??? October Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days .. instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!! December Couldn't call 911 . 'd

Moments
ask how, as if how cares about you. ask when, certain that she's listening. but they aren't. only the voices in your head. nothing outside of that ever seems to penetrate. you think you felt something, but then you realize you were only dreaming. you think for a moment that shadow was more than just a trick of light. but then it crawls away into the darkness. and you know that it was just teasing you. alluding to a light you'll never know. even steel bridges will give. leaning towers can still lean further yet. i really did think that i'd come to terms with everything that wasn't. it all seemed so obvious. but then it looked at me again. it questioned and i didn't know the answers. it asked for just one reason, but i had none. you can dig your excuses like ditches. til everything is buried. you could i guess. if you had that much stamina. but no matter how much you have, the hollow is stronger yet. it has no one to answer to and so many questions to ask. like the seasons one passes

Reality
So, someone explain what good is reality. Most people who think its good, confuse it with fiction. It would say most people don't understand reality at all, (my opinion of course.) You might say, "well, do you?" And i would say, "better than most." Call me crazy, most who better understand reality usually are. Ignorance really is bliss. At least the pain of knowledge is much easier when shared with someone special. Lucky for me that I found her. You know who you are.

Support The Us....
br />Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.Yo

Only 38 People Can Read This Can You
cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs rpsoet it. OLNY RSEPOT IF YOU CAN RAED TIHS. CNAHGE THE NMUERBR AT TOP TGOHUH, "ONLY __ PEOPLE CAN READ THIS...CAN YOU?" go up a number if you can read it

My Life Worth Not Living
I no longer feel human. I see beauty, greed, hate, love, anger, but I can never see me. I went to the hospital today to see a girl I work with and her baby she had on the 15th. He's a cute baby boy, but it hurt me so much on the inside. I want my own family, well first I need a MAN !! I am sick of finding a guy I like and find out, hey HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND or HEY HE'S MARRIED. I thought my ex-boyfriends loved, boy was I mistaken BIG TIME !! They only wanted me for sex, a place to stay, my very little money, and my vehicle. I have been single for three years, I should say my whole life since my ex-boyfriends never loved me, I thought I was doing myself a favor by being single. Then I see all these newborns, lovers, old married couples, newly weds. I get tore up inside. What am I doing wrong ?? I never show myself as being desperate, I act natural. I will never change who I am to find a guy, if a guy can't love me for who I am he's not worth my time. Out of the mist flies a beautiful butt

The Pissed Off Cookie
Ok, so Ariella and I are talking on the phone and she says shes going to be one pissed off cookie...Im like, I want to see that. So I go to youtube.....type in typed in "pissed off cookie" thinking somewhere someone had to have made something stupid about a cookie being peeved. Nope...just a cat named cookie that is pissed off....*sadness*

Life Is Unreal
Here I am but where do I go. My path is uncertain but my direction is clear. Love those who deserve it. Tolerate those who don't. Be careful. Paranoia will not destroy ya but keep you safe. I won't make the same mistakes. I won't be a Martyr. I plan to live long.

Having A Giveaway
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It
What do I want? Love. Someone to lay with me, hold me and tell me everything will be alright. Make love to me. Pretend that it means something. Pretend that I mean something. Surrounded by friends who " love " me but " not " like that." Little consolation. None actually. Tell one, tell all. Tell no one. Who cares? No one it seems. How things seem are how things are. Prove me wrong. You won't, you can't. Is it worth it? It = life. Keep it. Take it. End it. It = love. Need it. Want it. Where is it? Don't have it. Love = life. Love life. It it. Don't have it. Don't you see? Care? You don't, you won't, you can't. Invisible, unknown, untouched. Mary Jane is gone. Love is gone. It was all a dream. I'm awake now. Put me back to sleep.

My Broken Heart
The heart in pain beyond repair, no one can fix the holes of despair, especially the ones that put them there! AHeart that gave with tender care gets hurt when no one else cares! Without a Heart your life is in vain, only death relives that pain. Is a welcomed death the only gain for no more pain? If your Heart is sick with pain, then so is your spirit withing your domain. If the spirit is grieved when the heart is in pain, theres nothing left except to end the pain! Is dth the ultimate gain? Dont grieve for me cause Im not here, you should have cared when I was there. When you lose Heart in everything you use to do, its because the love of life no longer resides in you! Only a flicker remains to my shame and Im to blame! Woe!to those who inflict such pain on others,thinking they are so smart only to find out they are only sick at Heart. God will repair the broken heart,to feel as it once did at the start,to mend the sick heart will be a task,if not it will

The Matrix
Why can't I have what I want? Because I want what I cannot have? Someone said I should change the things I want. Fuck that. Thats giving up. I could give up as easily with a razor blade. If I wanted death I'm sure that would be denied me as well. I'm being kept alive for a reason. Don't know what that reason is. Will it lead to something worth while or just more suffering. Whatever it is I don't believe its specifically for my benefit though for someones benefit. Are those in control benevolent, omnipotent? Or are those terms meaningless and alien to them all together.Who are they? You'll likely never know. This is the/a Matrix.

Disappointed
so i never thought i could be so disappointe in someone i love so much. my big brother has always been my hero, the one person i looked up to. but he started changing about a year ago. and changing for the worst. now i cant even stand to think of the fact that hes my brother. now only has he disappointed me, but hes disappointed his other family as well. we all thought he would do so much better then this once he joined the marines. first he turned into an alcholic. then he started getting rude and disrespectful. and then he got violent. only to top it all off by becoming a theif and liar. its so sad to see how bad hes become. and i mean i really dont even want to admitt im related to him anymore. he owes so many people money. yet he has no intentions of paying anyone back. he treats his step son and wife like shit. yet he has a lil girl on the way. i cant stand the thought of that lil girl growin up with the life she is going to have. not only am i disappointed in the m

My Porn Name
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Void
Living day to day in denial of the past, the future and the present. Following some level of conscious along a path un-described. Feeling an otherness and a sense of answers to questions unknown. Manipulated flawlessly by forces not of this world. Or in this world? Why did you leave me here?

Stupid Survey Time
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? been there done that twice 2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night? spontaneous sex is great 3. What side of the bed do you sleep on? near the wall im a weirdo 4. Pork, beef, or chicken? all are tasty meats 5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? nope always in a toilet or sidewalk lmao only twice though 6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? do i look like a cheap whore? they stay on unless ur a special person or my shower 7.Shower or bath? shower, but a nice hot bath is good once in a while i am a girl after all 8. Do you pee in the shower? ewwww fuck no 9. Mexican or Chinese? polish thanx lol 10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? as long as u dont slam my head into a wall or degrade me thats fine but dont be so passive that i fall asleep 11. Do you love someone on your friend list? a few have a place in my

Confused
i know i shouldnt question things but I cant help it. all i do is sit here and wonder. i dont know what to do. dont know what to think. im so confused that its driving me nuts. i dont want to hurt or love. just want to be content with friends. yet for some reason its not working out that way. im falling for a man i dont know if i really should fall for. he knows it even if neither of us want to admitt it. today i seen someone who fucked me over in the past...sad thing was the asshole couldnt even look me in the eye. and then to make my day even worse i found out so much about my big brother that i no longer have any respect for him. and of all people hes the last one i thought i woul totally lose respect for. its breaks my heart that i can honestly say that in my eyes hes no longer my brother. anybody who can be the way he is i dont want associated with me. and it kills me cuz i used to be so proud of him...back when he first graduated high school and became a marine. N

~rip Tatooed Goddess~
FEB. 12, 2008 JENNIFER CROW AKA TATTOOED GODDESS PASSED AWAY. SHE WAS KILLED IN A CAR ACCIDENT ALONG WITH ONE OF HER FRIENDS. WE WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER HER AND LOVE HER AND SHE WILL BE MISSED GREATLY!! IF YOU KNEW HER CLICK THE PIC AND SHOW SOME FINAL LOVE!!! LOVE YOU HONEY!!!

Survey (part 2)
11. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?: I try not to do it anymore. Certain things that have happened has made me shut down. I think the hardest thing I ever had to tell someone was a few months ago. I had to tell my best friend something that was extremely difficult. I won't actually say what it was because I am posting this on the internet. 12. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back?: I think telling someone that I didn't love them back would be the hardest for me. I hate the feeling of letting someone down. I hate the feeling I get after I know I hurt someone I care about. Being told that someone doesn't love you back is really hard. I wouldn't wish that on anyone. Being the one to do that, for me, is a lot harder than being on the receiving end of it. I could live with r

When I Close My Eyes
when i close my eyes....... I close my eyes to imagine The touch of your hand I want you so badly Cant you understand I feel my fingers slide They caresse my naked skin My thoughts are with you And they are filled with sin Thinking of the distance When will you be here Dream of you closer And of you beeing near Still with my eyes closed I kindly bite my lips Wish that this was your hands Caressing the skin on my hips If you where on top of me I would feel you breathe And i wouldnt need to guide you You would take the lead A moan escapes my mouth And it makes me open my eyes In my dream you where just here But that was just lies You are still so far So i turn into hide Im going back to dreams Where i got you by my side

True Frienship
Stars in the dark of the Night These are stars amongst us on this sight that have put light in my life. If you are looking for real, drama free people that you can consider true friends, then please let them start being a light in your life to! Just a token of my appreciation for each one of you! Thank you for taking the time to show the light that shines within! This is not about points, its about being able to have a conversation and feeling the warmth of friendship!! "Holy Terror" Holy Terror@ fubar "♥Louise♥" ♥Louise♥ *OwnedBy Thelma**R/LWifeyOf Wright*♥I'm 1 of Papa's Angels&hearts@ fubar "Crazy English Chick" Crazy English Chick!@ fubar "Daz" Daz - For every minute you are angry you lose sixty seconds of happiness.@ fubar "Jersey Bunny" Jersey Bunny ~ Member/ promoter of W.I.S.E.U.K.F@ fubar "DJ TOMICIDE" ~DJ TOMICIDE~*OWNER OF JERSEY DEVIL'S LOUNGE*~@ fubar "Randy" Randy~The Lost Worlds Lounge Security

My Thoughts Right Now
So I was thinking today, I am ten years from being 30 years old. What have I done in the whole time I have been on Earth? Nothing at all, I have done nothing worth talking about, I have done One thing I am proud of I graduated High School. But other then that what? Nothing, maybe its time to try something more exciting. Every day is a new day, another chance to do something to worth while. After the age of 16 the days are over in Minutes, not hours anymore. You get up and then seems 2 hours later its time to sleep again. Maybe this whole good girl thing is getting old. I`ve never even been to a party, I`ve been drunk like 4 times in my life, Thats about it. Maybe I have wasted my life, Never having fun always being the one to watch out for my friends, and making sure nothing bad happens, Never getting in trouble. I feel like I am missing out on something. Even if its just doing stupid shit, I have never really experienced doing shit just because I can. I have been the one to watch my

One Year Anniversary
Tuesday is mine and my fiance one year anniversary and I am so stoked. This is the first relationship where I am happy to be with someone for a year and nothing bad has happened. Heck, we haven't even had a fight. We have had disagreements but no fights and I don't have to worry about her hurting me in any way. She stands behind me and pushes me when I need it. I hope that it will be an awesome night and look forward to many more to come.

10 Facts About Me
1. when I eat greasy food I tend to get sick to mystomache. 2. I sometimes have a bad habit of being a Smartass 3. When someone says stop I stop, I will NOT open conversations anymore to anyone so I dont get I am too busy or dont want to be bothered. 4. Deleted my yahoo account because Im tired of the liars Ive met on there. 5. I can be caring and love to hug 6. I can be a huge goofball at times but at least when Im goofy Im having fun. AND DONT DO IT TO HURT ANYONE. 7. Been looking for another kind of job cause driving for a cab company sucks when you work 13- 14 hours and only bring home 30.00 doesnt pay the frickin bills. 8. Tired of the Bullshiters in the World and want to see many changes!! 9. wants ppl to know just cause someone is on welfare doesnt mean they are lazy ,it means they too are having a hard time finding a real job to support their family. so they take what they can to try to get ahead and survive cause we all should know this state sucks in j

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I Want Your 11's!
I want your 11's! If you have a few left over from the day - I'll take them. I will give away 100 fu-bux per 11. If you still have all 100 11's left - I'll give you 20,000 for all 100. 100/11's = 20,000 50/11's = 5,000 10/11's = 1,000 1/11 = 100 And anywhere in between. Stop by my page - you can pick any of the pictures - as long as they are SFW to rate! When you're done .. Please message me - NOT shoutbox - and let me know how many 11's you left. BrattyBytch {Fu-Owned By BooBoo}@ fubar

Crux Moments
There are moments in our life that are points in time that either inspire or cut so deep that the hurt seems to span all that we are. The inspiration leads to creativity and the wounds can lead to despair. One strategy is to turn the despair into something positive we have the choice to control our own lives to create is the only way forward to take our experiences and mould them for good to learn and grow strong from our experiences channel our energy not into despair but in to something creative. Creativity is not just about art or sculpture or the traditional fields of art. Creativity is bringing together elements of emotion and channelling them in to something that transforms that emotions in to something tangible. Despair into anger, Anger into motivation, motivation into putting right that which is wrong. I think we all have nobility in us we only have to recognise our own worth and accept that we are great despite what others think despite how others try to drag us down becau

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Underneath It All
There's times where I want something more Someone more like me There's times when this dress rehearsal Seems incomplete But, you see the colors in me like no one else And behind your dark glasses you're... You're something else Chorus: You're really lovely Underneath it all You want to love me Underneath it all I'm really lucky Underneath it all You're really lovely You know some real bad tricks And you need some discipline But, lately you've been trying real hard And giving me your best And, you give me the most gorgeous sleep That I've ever had And when it's really bad I guess it's not that bad So many moons that we have seen Stumbling back next to me I've seen right through and underneath And you make me better I've seen right through and underneath And you make me better Better... better... You are my real Prince Charmin' Like the heat from the fire You were always burnin' And each time you're around My bod

The Time Between Times
This poem is inspired by the past and overshadows the present. Time Between Times In the time between times silence descends, Suns moment hangs on expectant breath, time suspends formality, and waits. Suns rays warm earth's ancient bones arranged by the hand of mans longing. Earth below naked feet resonates, vibrating and awakening life's song, Imperceptible energies warm forgotten nerves. Eyes close awaiting life's procession. Sunflower blossom fills my vision I breathe. Green sent fills my senses, a shadow flits, the green man moves through the unsuspecting Some turn to mark his passing unseen, Years bounty awaits, life pulses, a heady current birds sing insects buzz on natures unseen errands. The sun rises and the Raven moves ever westward knowing his time has come, his wings spread wider as days progress, ever he quests. The sun kisses iridesc

Master Of Puppets
End of passion play, crumbling away Im your source of self-destruction Veins that pump with fear, sucking darkest clear Leading on your deaths construction [chorus:] Taste me you will see More is all you need Youre dedicated to How Im killing you Come crawling faster Obey your master Your life burns faster Obey your master Master Master of puppets Im pulling your strings Twisting your mind and smashing your dreams Blinded by me, you cant see a thing Just call my name, `cause Ill hear you scream Master Master Just call my name, `cause Ill hear you scream Master Master Needlework the way, never you betray Life of death becoming clearer Pain monopoly, ritual misery Chop your breakfast on a mirror Master, master, wheres the dreams that Ive been after? Master, master, you promised only lies Laughter, laughter, all I hear and see is laughter Laughter, laughter, laughing at my cries Hell is worth all that, natural habitat Just a rhyme without a r

Dingo The Family Dog
UPDATE! Well today at was Dingo's last day with his family, it was celebrated with a neighborhood walk and loads of Beggin Strips (i skipped the M&M's)took a pic of the kids with him on our walk and Adam got to hold his leash for the 1st time. I was a sobbing idiot, and my darling son the Rock of Gibralter..with insight that surpasses his age 5 fold. He says "Mommy, you can cry, but cry because you are happy he won't be sick anymore, and he will look like he did before x-mas, and if there is a doggy heaven , then he can play with Terra." WTF? coming out of my 6 yr. olds mouth. So we got back home and Adam said a tearful good bye to Dingo, and Becca finally broke down and cried and they hugged him good bye. I took him to the Vet cried the whole way while he coughed with his happy wind blown face out the back window. When we arrived at the Vet, they took us right in the room and brought the massive relaxer cocktail shot in and as he ate the rest of the Beggin Strips, I sat with h

Just Another Poem
Any Gray Day By Alex McKenzie The dawn of another day of gray, The sky the color of dead ash. The clouds an angry smear across the sky, Threatening the silence of the morning. Street lights casting a corona around themselves, As if protecting themselves from a darkness unending. Dull and lifeless does my soul feel, When gazing into this cold morning sky. My mood darkens as do the heavens above, The clouds ready to loose their fury. My emotions following the day ever changing, The same as in the swirling gray mass above me. The dawn of a new day of gray..........

2/22 -2/29 - Free Auction
That's Right It's Absolutely FREE To Enter! I'm Bored, So I Thought What The Hell Let's Hold An Auction! And The Entry Fee Is ABSOLUTELY FREAKING FREE!!! All Entries Must Be In By Weds, Feb 20th Auction Will Start Fri, Feb 22 at 4pm cent time. - Please No Drama! - If Drama Occurs, The Entry Or Bidder Or Both Could Be Removed. - Only Serious Entries Please! - All Bids Will Start At 50,000 FuBux. - Cash Outbids Fubux. - Auction Will End, Fri, Feb 29th at 4pm cent time. If You're Intrested In Joining Please send me the Link to the photo you would like to use and what you are offering! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ *** DJ Bytch *** CT/ FU Wife Of DJ Jay *** Owner Of Stinkeyeradio.com *** (Fu - Owned by AirBags)@ fubar

When You Cant Seem To Do Anything Right>>
and all else fails , you begg, you plead and cry and it is not seen or heard or felt. How do you get a guy to just listen and understand , He is your whole World and Without him your lost , lonly and torn . You ache and want to hold him near , keep him as close as you can, but you can,t cause you,ll sufficate him.. He needs his space/ room.. Lord knows im so crazy about him... Which he knows too... Just so many miles between us is all.. I think and know, I live and breath with him in my thoughts and heart and mind . Its all I want , is to be with him , but cant yet.. I do undrestand some ; but not all..> Like the cold evasiveness he seems, to make me feel when he keeps his silence and distance so much.. Not like before when we first met. He was attentive and caring , and so loving and we shared so much and seemed so close . No so for away . What did happen????. Why I ask myself ???. Did I do or say something to drive him away >? I hope not cause he is my life .. My

Untouched
We danced as we had never danced. Void of touch, Eyes closed, Flesh alive. A soulful embrace. Spirits flying, invisible heat, Transcending time. Our hearts beat as one. Loud as thunder, Entwined together, Joyfully Singing. My senses ache to feast. Delicious hunger, Tactile treat, Visually intrigued. Passion erupts from within. Luminating us, Innocently calling, Spreading infinitely

Soulmate's
Two souls meld Two minds intertwine Two hearts embrace Two wills link Two bodies desire Two lives join To be forever changed No longer bound Set free by the unseen Set side by side Set apart for each other Ever seeking each other Ever finding each other

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Contest
CONTEST BETWEEN MADDY AND I TOPICS CONSIT OF THE FOLLOWING: *1 SEXEST/POSE/ *2 BIKIN/POSE *3.SEXIEST/BEST PHOTO *4 LINGERE/POSE *5 MOST ORIGINAL OUTFIT/POSE *6 WORK OUT OUTFIT @ GYM RULES: LOOSER PAYS 5000.00 FU-BUCKS PER CATEGORY PLUS ONE EXPENSIVE GIFT (NOT DRINNKS) LOOSER GETS 2 BE OWNED BY WINNER FOR 1 WEEK NO PHOTO EDITING, EXAMPLE, AIR BRUSHING, CROPPING, ETC. NO NSFW'S ALLOWED!! ANGEL AND I WIL HAVE OUR PROFILES LINKED DURING THE CONTEST 4 YOUR CONVINIENCE.. THIS IS 4 FUN ALONLY GUYS ANGEL AND I ARE FRIENDS WE ARE ONLY DOING THIS OUT OF BORDEM (LOL) NOT COMPETITION 2 SEE WHO IS BETTER THAN WHO PLZ KEEP THIS IN MIND WHEN YOU VOTE!! CONTEST STARTS MONDAY FEBRUAURY 18TH @ 3PM EST AND ENDS ON SUNDAY FEBRUARY 22ND EST! NO RIPS ALLOWED PLZ... NOW THIS ISN'T REALLY A MUMM BUT WE ARE CURIOUS HOW MANY OF YOU WOULD BE INTERESTED IN THIS? LINK TO MADDY'S PROFILE maddy@ fubar

No Matter What
Most nights when I get off of work before I wash and fall asleep My heart wonders away from me I stare at the wall And somewhere in the back of my mind I hear my conscience call Out you….. Could I be pheaning for your love because the way you milk me with it got me sprung boo Despite the desire to be mean to me I still dream Painting pictures of the you and I that we once had and still may one day have once more People ask me why don’t I just leave this thing alone But I don’t think I can….. I bet if I had a hundred dollar id probably would exchange for some change So that I could convert my mind frame Into a dime like you… Be with me Creep with me Hopefully we can open up to the world and swallow each other up with our love And hope to God that people don’t try to separate us Maybe Just maybe They might understand That just because I love you doesn’t mean I’m sprung its just that you make me a better man I intend to wrap you up into these manly arms of mine a

Contest With Angel Of Desire And I:)
ANGEL OF DESIRE AND I WILL BE IN A CONTEST ALL WEEK... TOPICS CONSIT OF THE FOLLOWING: *1 SEXEST/POSE/ *2 BIKIN/POSE *3.SEXIEST/BEST PHOTO *4 LINGERE/POSE *5 MOST ORIGINAL OUTFIT/POSE *6 WORK OUT OUTFIT @ GYM RULES: LOOSER PAYS 5000.00 FU-BUCKS PER CATEGORY PLUS ONE EXPENSIVE GIFT (NOT DRINNKS) LOOSER GETS 2 BE OWNED BY WINNER FOR 1 WEEK NO PHOTO EDITING, EXAMPLE, AIR BRUSHING, CROPPING, ETC. NO NSFW'S ALLOWED!! ANGEL AND I WIL HAVE OUR PROFILES LINKED DURING THE CONTEST 4 YOUR CONVINIENCE.. THIS IS 4 FUN ALONLY GUYS ANGEL AND I ARE FRIENDS WE ARE ONLY DOING THIS OUT OF BORDEM (LOL) NOT COMPETITION 2 SEE WHO IS BETTER THAN WHO PLZ KEEP THIS IN MIND WHEN YOU VOTE!! CONTEST STARTS MONDAY FEBRUAURY 18TH @ 3PM EST AND ENDS ON SUNDAY FEBRUARY 22ND EST! NO RIPS ALLOWED PLZ... NOW THIS ISN'T REALLY A MUMM BUT WE ARE CURIOUS HOW MANY OF YOU WOULD BE INTERESTED IN THIS?

Help
Ok so i just read a mumm that i had the same question about i have been on the same level for months now i find myself going into all my "friends" pages and rating everything they have.... but i still cant level up so here i ask everyone on my list PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME PLEASE i am so sick of being the same level.... Kisses..

A Word To All
UNFORTUNATELY I CANNOT COMMENT PEOPLE FOR A MONTH. IVE BEEN BANASHED B/C I POSTED A NSFW COMMENT IN A NSFW MUMM...ASK ME IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE ANYHOO..I LOVE ALL THE COMMENTS THAT I DO GET SO DONT STOP SENDING THEM..I WILL FIND OTHER WAYS TO COMMUNICATE WITH THE WORLD OF FUBAR EVEN IF NOT IN A COMMENT PER SAY. I WILL STILL RATE /FAN/ADD AND SHOUT AS WELL AS POST MUMMS AND BLOGS TO LET YA'LL KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN UP TO. I APPRECIATE FRIENDS AND FANS THAT HAVE ACTUALLY TAKEN THE TIME TO B.S. WITH ME AND NOT PASS JUDGEMENT. ALSO I ADDED SOME NEW PICS...A STASH AND SUBTLEY REVAMPED MY PROFILE PAGE FOR ANYONE WHO WISHES TO CHECK IT OUT. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK. UNTIL MY FINGERS MEET THE KEYBOARD..... GOOD DAY TO ALL

"shake The Missile Base" Reviewed In Smother Magazine
Steve Lieberman — Shake the Missile Base Buy it at Amazon Buy it from InSound One of my favorite independent avant garde artists out there, Steve Lieberman, also known as the Gangsta Rabbi, has written me a song. Yes, all of my pleadings finally made him succumb to putting pen to paper, flute to mouth, and guitar plug to amp. A heavily distorted album as is the usual Lieberman fare, he distances himself from the more sunshine-laden lyrics for angry words of rage, heartache, suicide, and depression. “Editor’s Pick” is the one written for me, and it’s yet another dazzling display of musicianship and the off-kilter oddness that makes Steve really shine; ironically enough the song is about all the idiot reviewers that didn’t give him the time of day, or shrugged him off because they just didn’t get it. Well, I’m not sure if I necessarily always get everything that Mr. Lieberman is trying to espouse but damn if I want to. That’s why I listen, intently, to every damn word, note, and

Support The Troops :) (from The Bulletin Board)
Turn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go

I'm In Another Auction
i'm in another auction, but this one has a few twists...... this auction is a fu-bucks bid only auction for every 100 rates i get 10,000 fubucks the auction will end when i chose to end it *which means theres no time limit* so please even if you don't want to bid stop by and rate the pic this is what i'm offering rate all pics and stash during HH 1 SFW salute owned by____in my name 1 morph 2 water reflection pics add to my family list add to yahoo, or msn daily comment for a month i'll put your link on my page in the about me section @ fubar

Top 107 Reasons Why Girls Should Go Out With Me...
1) His shoelaces are hardly ever untied... 2) Doesn't pick his nose in public... 3) Has never put a red shirt in with the whites... 4) He is always nice... 5) When getting off an elevator at a 20+ story building, he doesn't push all the buttons so everyone has to stop at every floor... 6) Elvis is dead and Bob Saget is married; who's left... 7) Reads National Geographic, and not just for the nude pictures... 8) His picking a fight with an inanimate object is quite uncommon... 9) Hasn't wet his bed for months now... 10) Has his own 'Captain Kirk' coffee mug... 11) Has never smuggled tinker toys onto an international flight... 12) Doesn't turn into a werewolf during full moons... 13) He hardly ever slurps when drinking soup... 14) There is a refreshing absence of monsters under his bed these days... 15) Always manages to resist the urge to poke sharp objects into his ear on the first date... 16) As of yet, has never overlooked the importance o

He's Got Balls Of Titanium....
if he thinks he can talk to me like he does. And fucking blaming me for every illness, every medical bill. FUCK!Q!! Has it ever ooccurred to you that I might be exhausted from being sick and/or injured all the time. And btw, 5 herniated discs, a fractured coccyx, fibromyalgia, and now SEVERE VERTIGO are all my fault (fucktard) and I receive so much pleasure from the concussion I recently sustained because of the Vertigo. It's awesome to be able to see my bottom and top eyelids from where I fell and lay there screaming for help. Yeah, that was a blast. FUCK U AND THE HORSE YOU RODE IN ON, Pal Furthermore, how the fuck can he tell me he was my personal "N" (this word rhymes with bigger), to serve me and basicaly be a martyr for his acts of service. *you may now put on your ear muffs, or plugs because I'm going to scream so loud and high, it'll make Mariah Carey's shrill screams seem like that of a mouse.* UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

A Friend
A friend is one who stands to share Your every touch of grief and care He comes by chance, but stays by choice Your praises he is quick to voice No grievous fault or passing whim Can make an enemy of him And though your need be great or small His strength is yours throughout it all No matter where your path may turn Your welfare is his chief concern No matter what your dream may be He prays your triumph soon to see There is no wish your tongue can tell But what it is your friend's as well The life of him who has a friend Is double-guarded to the end.

Training
i was at a Search And Rescue traing this weekend. it fuckn sucked. it literally rained all day. well im the oldest non-advisor in the crew so im in charge of teaching the new guys and the 2nd and 3rd years. all they did was bitch and whine. its cold and its raining and im wet. well what the fuck so am i! you dont here me bitchn. my rain gear got soaked thru, my boots were filled with water and my hands were completely numb. i still did what had to be doen and didn't cry. i cooked the food and cleaned cause they bitched about. yea the advisors helped me too. we were so pissed at the new guyss. they should know by now what to expect. so i am home alone for the week apparently. all my shit is dryn in the garage. my feet have a mild case of trench foot, which absoultely blows. but i dont have school monday so i get a day of recovery.

15 Of The Top Fountains In The World:
Make sure you scroll to see them all especially the fountain rated as #1 in the entire world... at the very bottom. 15- ABU DHABI 14-LAS VEGAS 13 MIRAGE LAS VEGAS 12-DUBAI 11-DUBAI 10-MOSCOW 9-MOSCOW 8-MOSCOW 7-KIEV 6-ST-PETERSBURG 5-ST-PETERSBURG 4-GENEVA 3-BARCELONA 2-TIVOLI 1- PONOKA, ALBERTA

4-wheeler+alcohol=fun?
Yeah, so my friend Crystal calls me last night talkin' 'bout hey we got a little 4-wheeler right? I havn't seen this girl since I left for boot camp 6 months ago so what the hey right? I go out there, already buzzin' from the pool party earlier, drink some more (of course!) Anywho, Crystal takes me for a spin a couple times (no, not like that) I guess that last time around there was one too many shots in her system. She couldn't figure out what side of the barrel she wanted to go on. She turns at the last min. and we go over. tore up my right leg pretty good. Nothin' broken, but got some good scrapes. I've been limpin around all day. a bit painful. Poor Crystal though. she got a big bruis on her thigh. scared her more than anything, but she's ok... the bitch went to the fair today. that hooker!

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Bomb Me Im In Another Contest
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Is It
Lust Leading Love Adoration Aiding Attachment Passion Proving Pleasure Convenience Controlling Confusion Frustration Fueling Failure Hurt Healing Heartache Envy Educing Ecstasy Sex Sealing Seduction Jealousy Jeering Joy Love Leading Lust

02/24/08 - Auto Club 500 - California
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The Rules
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After The Storm
I wrote the rain You weathered the storm Early that morn Your lawn still wet So I ran through your grass And picked at your daisy’s While you slept Broke your slumber As I entered your Garden of Eden Pulled from your tree of life Fruit that was ripe for the eaten Your harmonious moans Echo through the garden The morning sun has risen Feel the warmth from its rays As it creeps the length of your body That eastern wind that breeze past your ear Carries the whispers of My fantasies Talk to me And reveal the real you I want to know you On multiple levels So we talk of moments Under the shade Of a beautiful oak tree I love the fact With you I can be me Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

My Son
When you were born, it was all I could do to contain my joy when I found you were a healthy boy. Your eyes sparkled like the stars in the sky, the feeling I had in my heart, I swore I could fly. Five little fingers, five little toes, a handsome face, and a cute button nose. When I held you next to me my soul filled with overwhelming glee. Now you are a big boy, I see you've grown so much right before my eyes. Soon you will be a man, don't worry you've got time, there is so much more in this life, the day will come and you'll find. That no matter how old you get, you'll always and forever be mine.... MY SON.

Rain Drops
As the rain falls The sound of the rain drops Riddles the roof Seemingly rhythmic This melodic tone Is like a natural aphrodisiac It gives you this overwhelming urge To hold someone To be held by someone Get lost in the heat From each others body Disappear in the moment Only to reappear once the rain cease Please Give me this whole night of rain This whole night just lying Touching, caressing The love of my life The one who brought love to my life This be Our quality time Our time alone Answer nothing The sound of your name A knock on the door Or even the phone Let this be a rain that last Treat it like it’s our last Even though the love we make Is in dry shelter We still leave the sheet wet with our sweat As if we create our own rain From a gentle drizzle To a raging storm This rain last for hours All the way into the early morn Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

Holding On
Last night I held her so close to me This was one of those hugs You would call an embrace One of those hugs where you massage her back Yea that one Can you feel the love in that I know Just hearing about it You can feel the love in the words It vibrates frequently At the frequency of a tuning fork Humming its own melody Of a song never written Never could find the words But I dance to the thought of her Neo Soul, Jazz, and a touch of Opera Can you hear it You’ll have to listen real close She is my love Song My perfect storm My we’ll make it right When every things wrong That’s why when we embrace My hugs so strong I’ll forever live in the day I fell in love with her Tyrrie, tyrrie@gmail.com

Home Remedies
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I Miss You
When you were here I felt like I was on top of the world- my life couldn't be any better. You were the one person in my life Who made me smile, Who made me laugh and... Who made me realize what I was living for. Now I see no reason to live You have left me and you've moved on so easily. Not a day goes by when I don't think about you, and how happy I was. Im not the happy, energetic, funfilled person I once was- Im not myself. I wish I could have you back in my life But even more, I wish I could have my life back with you.

Missing You!
I sit here and wait, For you to come home, Nothing's the same When you're gone. I hope while you're gone, You're thinking of me While I sit here And think of you. You'll be home soon enough I tell myself often. Still, it's hard to wait When I miss you.

I'm Sorry And Hate To Leave
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Tag Your It
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I have an obsession with chewing on sponges, and love the way they feel against my teeth. 2. I yawn like a puppy dog. 3. I talk to myself often, and hardly realize I'm doing it. 4. I want a baby. 5. When my room was "Raided" the cops found my vibrator and played with it. 6. I was once being persued by the F.B.I 7. I have a fear of riding on the bus. 8. I know how to body slam cheating boyfriends over the hoods of my friends cars. 9. I drink most men under the table without losing a single piece of clothing. 10. I am often told I have "the most beautiful green eyes" despite the fact they are blue. 11. Had my vibrator stolen by my ex boyfriend. 12. Was told by a cop once to "Calm down" while he had a gun pointed at my head. Mermaid on acid tall texan spar

I Want To Be A Xtreme Fubar Girl :)
> XTREME FUBAR GURLS - WEEK #8 > Begins Feb 17 runs 7 days > IS NOW OPEN (Sunday) Hey Friends! So I'm running in this competition. Please show your love and support by clicking on the link below and rating/commenting me!! As much and often as you want! Thanks a lot!! ♥ Christine >

Men And There Damn Two Edge Swords
I CANT UNDERSTAND A WORLD IN WHICH WE LIVE IN THAT SEEMS TO DICTATE THAT A FEMALE MUST ABIDE BY A SET OF RULES AND A MALE A TOTALY DIFFRENT SET IF ITS ALLRIGHT FOR A MAN TO GO WITHOUT A SHIRT THAN WHY NOT THE WOMAN...IF A MAN CAN BE ALLOWED TO HAVE A LAST FLING BEFORE A WEDDING THAN WHY IN THE NAME OF ZEUS IS IT CONCIDERED CHEATING IF ONLY THE WOMAN HAS "ONE LAST FLING" ( NOT SAYING THAT I EVER WOULD) BUT I AM SAYING THAT IT IS CONCIDERED NORMAL FOR A MAN TO "SOW HIS WILD OATS" BEFORE HE TIES THE KNOTT BUT LET THE WOMAN TRY SUCH A STUNT AND SHE IS CALLED A WHORE HAS HER ENGAGEMENT BROKE ( MAYBE EVEN HER KNECK) AND IS SHUNNED AND CALLED CHEATER BEFORE THE WORLD ...THE MAN ON THE OTHER HAD IS ENCOURAGED ,ACCEPPTED,AND MADE FEEL LIKE A DOG IF HE DOSENT DO IT!!!!! SOME ONE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE MAKE ME UNDERSTAND THIS RULE...BECAUSE FOR ME CHEATING IS CHEATING ANY WAY THAT YOU PUT IT! IF YOU HAVE MADE A COMMITMENT TO EACH OTHER BY MARRIGE,DATING OR ENGAGEMENT THAN YOU ARE NOT AVALIBLE!....A

A Thief Stole My Son's Bike!
Oh my gosh! I thought it was going to be a day of relaxing today and so far it has been a little crazy. My son that stayed home from the cabin decided to be rather hyper today. He then got a phone call from one of Anthony's friends saying that they saw his bike at McDonald's by the skate park. What??? Last week, Christopher rode his bike to school and when it was time to leave, there was a stray dog in the bike area and they had all the bikes locked up in there and kids couldn't get to them because of this dog. He was told that he could get his bike the next day so he walked home. The next day he asked the office if he could have his bike and they told him they didn't have it. They said it must be in the MP room. So we figured we would ask the custodian on Tuesday to get it for us when he goes back to school. Yesterday Christopher told me that he had a feeling his bike was stolen. I told him to not worry. Then he gets this phone call today saying that it is his bike

Falling
Life frozen or caught on fire, why does it matter? Cut deep or shallow scratch, in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness. Falling up or getting down, a cup of glass cutting our throats. Mass collections of suicide notes, and a small amount of hope. Falling into death in deep with darkness, seeking thought or maybe not. Going in circles with out a fight, not slavery and so far out of sight. Loss and false hopes binding us down, its our cost of not being found. Sounds of voices peek in our heads, fallen asleep deep in our beds. Graves of memories found in our dreams, deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action. Faith calling and showing our fates, knowing of death and full of hates. Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love, kind and gentle thoughts of warmness, Killed our fate of endless fought circles, lonelyness found here between worlds. The sound of calling, found and falling.

I Will Love You Forever!
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart

I'm Lost
I found the man that I love more than anything in my life, except myself. He gives me stregnth to fight on when everything seems worthless, he has a way of helping me to smile and not worry as much as I use to. Now my sweetheart is battling cancer and I know he feels like it's not worth the fight to go on because of the pain and the hurt. I'm lost with out him in my life. I know I'm not on much anymore and I hope he knows that no matter what happens he's in my thoughts and prayers cause I love him and I know he loves me. Yes he can be grouchy and sometimes a little impatient but when he cares about you there is nothing in the world that will stop him from being there for you. He is my Tyger. He gave me the name tigresa...he said it was elegant and that it fit me. I miss you my Tyger and I'm Lost with out you.

To My True Love
Loving someone goes far beyond looks. It's about connecting in ways that you never knew were possible. Being able to look at your partner...and knowing what they are thinking. Loving someone is being able to feel their touch, smell their smell, and remembering them when your apart. Making love should connect you in a way...that your heart and soul can feel. Being one with a person...can never compare to just having sex...with the next "best thing". Once you have found this person, you will never to accept less. Your heart will always remain theirs forever. When you find this person you will know. The "bar" will be set, no one will ever be able to touch it. This person will respect you, see your beauty in all forms, touch in a way that no other can. This person, will make you feel like a "queen/King." You won't be able to get enough of this person. You will miss this person when they are gone. As a couple you will be able to turn head of others, they will see how you feel. He/sh

Randomness
Why is it that we never seem to find what we are looking for? Is it because we are looking for something that is not real or unobtainable? Or do we always seem to make bad choices? I wish I knew. Why is that people as say everything is fine or great when you ask them how they are? Am I the only one who is not always fine or great? And if so, can someone please tell me your secret? Is it too much to want the man who cant live without you? Will love you forever? Wants to cry when you cry or at least gives a crap to why you are crying in the first place. IS he really out there? Or does it always fade away after time? Ok these are my ramblings for now. Just a few thoughts I had. Kisses to you all!!

Thoughts On The Mind
Well some good news is, is that yesterday at 5pm I was married to Thomas A. Templeton. I am so happy about that. I was just sitting here not feeling all that great, I guess I just over did everything the other day. So I was just relaxing. I was just sitting here thinking about something on my mind. My husband was telling me that I could have a girlfriend. I am actually excited about that. I love Tom to death, but my mind wonders when it comes to the bedroom. I am a very loyal woman, but just try to keep my mind interested when it comes to having sex. I get bored easily. It isn't that he is bad or anything, just usual. So he tries to find ways to keep me feeling good about myself. I was just thinking about a good friend with benefits, so that I would love my husband fully, and not have to worry about sex anymore. (smiles) I bet I am going to get some interesting comments on this one. Well that is my thought on my first blog. So well, I plan on writing more. I can just get re

Urban Redneck Or Not?lol
I gues you could classify different types of rednecks. You have your all out southern born and bread true rednecks, that come literally from the backwoods. Then you have what I like to call the urban redneck, one that likes the simple pleasures of life but also has a long background of likin the funner things in life also including modern electronics and such. Then you also have the city boys that think they are cowboys, they are what I like to call the confused rednecks LOL anway, what I am getting at is do ya'll agree with my tnking on this or do ya think otherwise?

Justin And Mine's Poems
Tears as a single tear streaks the face of one held dear whispers upon the moonlite sky wish for his return still she holds tight the last thing that he gave her and he clutches the joy she gave unbearible to be apart longing hoping to be together soon but the hot sandy night in iraq keeps him away and soon to be united he sees her face as clear as day knowing that her love keeps him alive and hopeful to return i love u sylvia and wish to see you smile and whisper i love you once more in my ear The Hardest thing I have to Take The hardest thing that I can take Is sitting here,having to wait I take every hardball that they have to make Hoping the time will soon come again to hold my Soulmate You stand there wondering why I am alone But truly you need to see I am not for I am waiting for my Soldier to come home Serving our country So you have your love ones to hold Its a long hard road so I have been told Fifteen mont

The First Poem My Husband Wrote Me.
a poem for a Little Butterfly still i find that love can blossom even when you aren't even looking for it asd so here is a poem for my love who i haven't even seen but still love eyes lit upon the starlite sky sheltering me from all the pain a heart pure and true never failing to lift me higher beauty so gracious and renown that even the models will swoon held gently to my breast warming the ice the surrounds me and with every graace i see she will forever be my little butterfly i love you sylvia and no other can tell me otherwise

Hate Your Job?
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & And Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & John son is personally tested and then sanitized '. Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work

The Road To State!!
The road to state was a rough one to say the least. I had just filled up and me, Dalton and some of Justin's friends were headed out of town to go to the tournament and a woman decided to pull out in front of me from the turning lane she was in and in the blink of an eye, my car was totalled... so I'm in a rental car for now. Everyone is fine but I'm bruised from the air bags. We did make to Columbia but maybe it was a sign. Justin I think, let the experience of being at state overwhelm him.. he came in 6th.. but you know what? My baby is a state medalist! His first time there, I am sooooooooooo proud of him!!!! And just think , next year, he will probably be 6ft 7 and be close to 265 lbs! A monster :) And as I'm sure there are so many that are sad when football season is over or when NASCAR is done until Feb.. I will miss it.. but only for a few months.. then we start Freestyle and Greco-Roman!!! Woohoo!!

Im Always My Worst Enemy When It >>>
comes to love and matters of the heart. Me and my thoughts are not always a thinking right or correct. I say things or type things with out given it enought thought process . Then some one(you) takes it worng , from what I meen it to mean.. How will I ever fix this . I didn,t go out on a date , it was a church revival. I stated a date but didn,t think of my actions (words)till I already sent the message. to late . well P O F is a site much like Fubar. I went there ,checked it out , a friend sugested it to me is all... Thought ( You )a person I know , would want to check it out too.. Since this person (You) stated to me , You wanted to look in Your neck of the woods once. . Or at least I thought you,d contact me about it. Well that was my thinking , but I was wrong again.. Im asking can you Forgive me my words and type ; I do make mistakes , but you also ; have said things that hurt me at times and I forgive you . Am I to Not be Forgiven for my Mistakes . I did not do t

Super Nova
My Super Nova Day dawns clear uncertain like my heart in turmoil souls connected in harmony yet apart a paradox, strings pulling, vibrating, resonating lives lived moments shared You are there I feel your joy your pain your frustration shared always growing expanding in my heart my super nova blossoming expanding for all eternity filling the emptiness with light an unstoppable force brighter, hotter than the sun, the birth of possibilities and futures expanded a flower in the dark sun kissed in mornings glory you open exposing your heart basking in my gaze, beautiful, perfect symmetry, my heart is full you bloom before smiling eyes fulfilling my longing pure unfettered a force of nature bringing awe and quickening dancing in my eyes whispering through my dreams breeze on exposed flesh burns your eyes restless seas I am torn master longing For ships familiar sway Directed to your heart

Nova
Nova In bonds of love you bind me fast from times and place of distant pasts in moments epiphany I see your smile Such grace and beauty to beguile My heart it skipped and realigned A world alone suddenly entwined Visions now contemporized my smile is mirrored undisguised passion rises so uncontrolled I hearken back to days of old In times and places dreams revived Heart ache and sorrow all survived My being searched the empty void To capture times that we enjoyed To dance together hand in hand moments myriad as grains of sand Id trade them all for one last chance That once again with me you’ll dance

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No Over Weight People(cry Babies) Please
i am A FAT girl and i post a fat joke some baby reported it as NSFW and now i am mad out it because i can't post mumms for everyone for 30 days and that is freaking dumb as heck i dont mean to hurt others but this is an ADULT site and yes they can be just as mean as kids can the thing is this.... in my point of view any way..... IF YOU ARE GONNA CRY ABOUT A MUMM OR BLOG OR PIC THEN MORE THE FUG ON AND DONT READ OR LOOK BETTER YET THE FUG BACK TO MYSPACE AND WHINE THERE CAUSE I THINK IF YOU COME ON FURBAR TO WHINE THEN BRING SOME CHEESE AND KEEP UR DAMN MOUTHS SHUT AND STOP REPORTING DUMB SHIT!!!!!!

Depression Handled
i make really crazy disturbing images when im outta whack. but then i usually feel better. anger through imagery is the best form of therapy. my brother just informed me there is going to be 3 new dino specials on discovery channel tonite, so i will be preoccupied with that and the 5 new documentaries i just got. so... yea... i'm done being gay and depressive. (and thx for caring btw... you know who you are....)

Life
There is always bad in life u gotta take the bad with the good or life will never be good hope u guys take this to heart cause there aint noone like u so be who u r and fuck anyone who dont like it Love to all Fubarians

Soul Mate
All I want from a girlfriend, wife whatever is someone that sees me as flawed as I am and doesnt care who looks at me in a way that tells me theres no one else shed rather be with Im not realy concerned with much else sure I can be a perv But arnt most guys anyway ? Guess Im only writeing this out of sheer frustration but its better than holding it in ? But anyways it really doesnt matter because no one will mostlikely read this anyho

Im Sorry
This was a bullitin I got from a friend on myspace but it just touched me so much i had to put it here as well I'm sorry that I bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not a jerk I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just screw you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car,

Yet Another Stunt Of The Sperm Donor
So....yet another VENTING blog...seems I am gettin purdy good at these.... I don't even know where to start! Most of you know that the 6th year of Orion's death...ughhh!! I am so emotional throughout this month. I try so hard to remain calm for my boys & sometimes I really don't know if I can do it,but God has seen me through this far,so I try not to think about it much beyond that...I CAN'T think about it much more...I'll go crazy if I do.Just to top off a weekend of being sick with this stupid dry socket & the flu..yes,thank YOU ALL of you sick people who have breathed on me...hope you are happy... ANYWHO.... So I am in the bed...trying so hard to let the phenergan do its thing,because my stomach is sore from vomitting & we won't even talk about how my jaw felt...I had this nasty feeling come over me...my cell rang...I looked...it was my EX husband's Dad's house. He usually goes there so he can speak to the boys,because he is living with Wednesday freaking Adams...w

I Would Do This
another Bullitin I had to blog LEAVE YOUR SHIRT FOR HER TO SLEEP IN LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYES WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. INCLUDE HER IN ALL THINGS Y0U D0. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKE SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0

It's In The Mail...
~Tax rebate check distribution~ Hi All...Below is the mailing schedule for the tax rebates. The receive date for your check is based on the last 2 digits of your SSN. The check is in the mail Week Last 2 digits of your SSN Receive your check by week of 1 00 - 09 July 23 2 10 - 19 July 30 3 20 - 29 August 6 4 30 - 39 August 13 5 40 - 49 August 20 6 50 - 59 August 27 7 60 - 69 Sept. 3 8 70 - 79 Sept. 10 9 80 - 89 Sept. 17 10 90 - 99 Sept. 24 For married taxpayers who filed a joint return, the first Social Security Number on the return determines the mailing date.Source: Internal Revenue Service ________________________________ Under Florida law, e-mail addresses are public records. If you do not want your e-mail address released in response to a public records request, do not send electronic mail to this entity. Instead, contact this office by phone or in

Drinking The Pain Away
He twists open another beer, And places the bottle to his lips, And slowly lets the cool liquid Attempt to quench his thirst, But it's his soul that is thirsty, It's his heart that has been broken, And it's not going to be fixed By consuming this alcoholic beverage. It's only going to be numbed Until the headache of the next day When he wakes to find that his heart Is still shattered, And no matter what he does, He can't drink the pain away Because it just comes back, It just haunts him. Like the memories of her touch, The memories of her laugh, The memories of how she made him feel, And then the haunting feeling of her Ripping his heart from his chest. No amount of alcohol, no matter what, He's not truly drinking the pain away. Robert J Nye (2008)

Poem
Birth of Toxen The toxen has taken affect; I look back with no regret just a life lesson with little neglect. Life is a lesson you don’t learn, too many faults got your ass burned,, waiting to see disasters next turn, into another struggle it seem when I turn I see nothing but trouble, so I run the other way on the double, but what to expect, just another form of neglect or disrespect another lesson to be learned and checked, to learn the lesson of respect, in the dialect. So now, I sit and learn prospective cause life is a lesson for the all collective. written by Josh

Painkillers
He sits bewildered at the moment When she caught his eye, And the shattered heart he held In his hand seemed to begin to mend, And it started beating again. Even in the pain that he felt, The crushing pain, the heat of being burned, It still holds in his memories, But they fade slightly As if her personality had medicinal value, As if she, herself, was a pain killer For a broken heart. He doesn't understand how he could trust, He doesn't know how she could touch His heart and make it heal itself. She has given him the cure Without even realizing it, Without even trying to be anything Except herself. She's what he needed, And what his heart desires, And he can stop taking these painkillers-- They never worked for a broken heart anyway. Robert J Nye (2008)

I Am A Different Kind Of Girl...
I know alot of things in life. I learrn new things every single day. Thing is in most people it is good that they learn things everyday. But with me sometimes that is not the case. Sometimes I learn and then use what I have learned not to better myself but to better try and get away with something I had tryed previously and did not get away with. But most of the time I just learn to gain the knowledge I lacked before. I am confident in everything that I do. I move forward in any situation full force, even if I know the situation is a loosing situation, there is always that glimmer of hope that the situation can be reversed and a good outcome will come out. I have learned that in life sometimes all you have is hope and faith to help you persiver through the bad things going on around you. I am a gentle soul and i love to be kind, nice , beautiful in spirit and strong in mind, but sometimes it is not what I end up doing, sometimes my niceness gets so overwleming that t

Maybe You Can Help....
I have the worst luck when it comes to finding a relationship. I am a decent guy. Yet all these women come to me and complain about their boyfriends or husbands being a$$holes. But for the life of me... I just can't seem to find a relationship of my own. I tire of listening to the women complain. But instead of making a change... they stay where they are. I just don't get it. I hear about what a nice guy I am but can't find a relationship for me. I decided that there were enough buttholes in the world that I didn't need to be one too. So I became a nice guy. These women tell me they want a guy who will treat them well. I will. But I just don't seem to matter. Maybe you fubarians can offer me some advice. No haters please. Post and let me know what you think.

An Excerpt
"If I were to cut your hand, it would bleed." Dani took her penknife and slid it along Shai skin. Ever so softly so as not to cut. "Yes." Shai whispered. her eyes attracted to the gleam of the knife. "A heartwound is like this." Dani replaced the knife into the case and ran her fingertips along Shays skin. "Is it?" Shai shook her hair out of her face and stood in one fluid movement. Using her fingertips she smoothed her wild curls behind her ears. "It is." Dani knelt. She tugged on the hem of Shai's gown, silently enticing her to kneel again, but she refused. She continued. "With every wound there is a healing. We can only cleanse it and keep it that way.We can smooth a poltice over said wound and hope that the medicines will penetrate and quicken the healing process..." Dani's dark eyes looked far off into the wood. Shai watched her. "Your eyes darken as night falls." she hummed beneath her breath and moved to stand in front of her friend. Dani looked up. Her hair

Yes Im Her Bitch For 1 Mth
Please show shell some mad mad luv! i have not felt very good the last couple days and have not been able to get much done on here. I would love it if you would show her some luv. she owns me for a mth so im hoping my other friends can come by and show her some luv! LSD's SHELL™ ~~I LUV MY A&A's~DYLON's DIVA's~@ fubar