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We Have A Problem
I POSTED A BLOG OF A MAN WHO IS A CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER ON HERE. HIS TWO OTHER ACCOUNTS WERE DELETED BECAUSE HE IS ONE.. WELL HE IS NOW BACK ON HERE CAUSING PROBLEMS FOR A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE ON HERE. SHE USED TO BE WITH HIM A YEAR AND HALF AGO. SHE DIDNT KNOW ABOUT HIS PAST.. WELL TALENTED TONGUE NOW HAS PICS OF HER AND HER FAMILY AND HER NOW DECEASED DAUGHTER.HE IS PUTTING THEM ON AS HIS PROFILE PIC..HE HAS NO RIGHT TO HAVE HER AND HER KIDS PICS ON THERE AS THEY ARE NOT HIS FAMILY. SHE DOESNT KNOW WHERE TO TURN TO , TO GET HELP. AND SHE JUST RECENTLY LOST HER SON TO SUDICDE.AND SHE IS AFRAID HE IS GOING TO USE THOSE PICS TOO. SHE IS BESIDE HERSELF AND SCARED OF WHAT HE MIGHT DO TO HER ON HER HER NAME IS PRINCESS PUNKASS.AND HE IS TRYING TO HURT HER ANYWAY HE CAN. I KNOW ALOT OF U HAVE PICS OF UR KIDS ON HERE. AND HE IS A KNOWN CONVICTED CHILD MOLESTER I DONT THINK U WANT HIM GOING INTO UR ALBUMS AND LOOKING AT UR KIDS..THINK ABOUT IT.. HE DOESNT NEED TO BE ON HERE T

I Just Like This One. It Always Gets Me
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

Clearly Child Abuse!
Douglas County child, 8, wants to live as a girl By Ann Schrader The Denver Post Article Last Updated: 02/08/2008 11:51:46 AM MST The parents of an 8-year-old boy who wants to live and be treated as a girl have been working with the Douglas County School District to allow their child to attend school as a girl. The child attended the unnamed school two years ago, and the family and the district have been talking since last fall about the child re-enrolling, said district spokeswoman Whei Wong. "The discussion has been how best to do it," Wong said Thursday. The goal, she said, is "to ensure the kid feels safe physically and emotionally and other kids don't feel threatened in any way." Wong said some parents have contacted school officials asking for clarification and direction. "Some parents are really concerned and freaked out about it." A concerned parent, who asked not to be identified, told 9News, "I see this as being a very difficult situation to explain to my da

Im In Love
the world works in strange ways, but ill tell you this much, after everything i have been through lately i can honestly say that im in love again and the feeling is wonderful, i feel like a school girl and having that high school crush again.

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Elisabeth sto overfor et valg. Og spørsmålet er om det var et reelt valg. Kunne hun ha handlet annerledes? Hvis hun ikke misbruker broren og verket hans, hvis hun ikke gjør ham til en del av seg selv, er det en stor sjanse for at N's skrifter var forblitt ukjent. Og han ville dermed fått viljen sin og rett i at det han skrev var ment for ettertiden. Samfunnet var ikke modent for det. Og det viser seg både i Hitlers handlinger og hvordan verden generelt har utviklet seg (vi går mot kvinnelig frigjøring uten mulighet til å sette det i forbindelse med Salome, Isis eller Elisabeth som virkeliggjøring og skaper av gjenoppdagelsen av dem). Verden er styrt av en David Bowie, men han er på det samme mentale planet som Hitler, og i hans handlinger kjennes E's skjebne og sjel som et rustent brøl som ødelegger alt rundt seg. Hadde E noe valg? Hadde hun kun formidlet brorens skrifter, uten å bearbeide dem og uten å sette dem i forbindelse med hennes agenda jødehatet ville hun handlet mo

Contest Closed And The Winner Is.....
The Winners of The Valentine's Day $1,000,000 24 Hour Challenge Contest is... MysticalDreams with... 77rates X 5 points=385 + 6704comments= total 7089 The following contestants had... Tamster92574 with... 21rates x 5 points=105 + 6109comments= total 6214 JC with... 148rates x5 points=740 + 549comments= total 1289 First place wins $1,000,000 Fu-Bucks Due to all contestants and their bombing crews having a Drama-Free contest... Second and Third Place... will also win $250,000 Fu-Bucks Thank you to the contestants and all that participated and made this a fun and drama-free contest!! Congratulations to all three contestants!! Be on the look out for another $1,000,000 contest sponsored by The Confederate Bomber Family in the very near future.

Cherry Apple Pie
Desserts centered around fruit are always healthier than those heavy in chocolate and sugar. Baking pies without a top crust also cuts down the fat and calories. Bake this juicy sweet treat to woo your Valentine or simply bake it because it tastes great and is healthy, too. Ingredients: 1 (16-ounce) bag frozen, unsweetened cherries 3 cups chopped Fuji or Golden Delicious apples 2/3 cup firmly packed dark brown sugar 1 teaspoon ground cinnamon 1/4 teaspoon ground cloves 1/3 cup apple cider 1/4 cup chopped walnuts 4 teaspoons cornstarch 1 (9-inch) refrigerated or frozen pie crust 1 egg, beaten 1 tablespoon sugar Directions: Combine cherries, apples, brown sugar, cinnamon and cloves in a deep saucepan with a tight-fitting lid. Add 1/3 cup of apple cider. Cover pan and bring to a boil over medium heat. Reduce heat to medium-low and cook until mixture is moist and bubb

Dj Momma She Owns My Heart
COME CHECK OUT THE WONDERFUL N ADORABLE DJ MOMMA SHE ROCKS MY WORLD IN SO MANY WAYS HOPEFULLY YOU ALL WILL SEE N ENJOY HER AS WELL PLEASE STOP BY HER PAGE AND FAN/ADD/RATE HER SHE NOT ONLY OWNS MY HEART BUT ME AS WELL DJ MOMMA SHE HAS DONE MORE FOR ME N ALOT OF OTHERS THAT CAN'T BE EXPRESSED IN WORDS I WISH I COULD EXPLAIN IT ALL BUT IT WOULD TAKE HOURS N PAGES JUST TRUST ME

Chocolate Pecan Pie
Pecan pie is a favorite in the South and this chocolate version is certainly delicious. Using semisweet chocolate chips, this yummy pie is very easy to make. Your whole family will love it! INGREDIENTS: Pie Crust * 1 cup all purpose flour * 6 tablespoons butter, chilled * 1 tablespoon sugar * 1 teaspoon salt * 2 tablespoons ice water Pie Filling * 4 ounces semisweet chocolate chips * 2 tablespoons unsalted butter * 1/2 cup brown sugar * 3 large eggs * 3/4 cup light corn syrup * 1 1/2 cups pecans, toasted * Dash of salt PREPARATION: Pie Crust 1. Combine flour, butter, sugar and salt in a large mixing bowl. Process until mixture becomes coarse crumbs. 2. Add 2 tablespoons ice water into mixture. Process just until moist clumps form. 3. Gather dough into ball. Flatten and wrap dough in plastic wrap. 4. Refrigerate 30 minutes - 1 hour. 5. Preheat oven to 325°F. 6. Roll out chilled dou

No Bake Cherry Cheesecake
Ingredients: * 1 angel food cake (store-bought) * 1 (21-oz) can cherry pie filling * 1 1/2 cups milk * 1 (4 serving size) package instant vanilla pudding * 8 oz cream cheese * 8 oz whipped topping Directions: 1. Cut angel food cake into one-inch squares. 2. Line bottom of 9 x 13 inch glass pan with half of the cake squares. 3. Cover cake with cherry pie filling. 4. Add remaining half of cake squares on top of filling. 5. In a large bowl, whip milk, pudding and cream cheese. 6. Spread mixture over cake. 7. Top with whipped topping. 8. Refrigerate eight hours. Serves eight.

Today On World Rock Radio
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A Letter To My Bother
In Memory of Brian Gregory Walsh October 7, 1975 - February 10, 2008 Beloved Son, Brother, and Uncle My dearest brother life will not be the same without you now that you are gone. No more sarcastic comments from you. No more jokes, and how easy it was for you to joke about life and all the messed up things in it, getting us all laughing with your various imitations. There goes my hope that one day you would settle down with some beautiful lady. I didn't expect you to have children but I always wished for you to have someone who loved you flaws and all. You were a complex person. You were hard working and regardless of anything I know you loved all of us. No matter how difficult were some of us were. You never saw your self the way the rest of us did. You would do anything for others before you did for yourself. I think you gave more to us then you ever realized.. Even in death your attitude remains alive as we recall all the times we have shared with y

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.i love hanging with my kids there my world and my life and always comes first 2. i would love to go to a nase car race just one time 3.always wanted to fly a jet to to feel the rush flying over the ocean 4.my pet peeve is people talking on cell phones while driving i hate that with a passion 5.i have a habit of chewing gum while im driving never fails just gotta have it 6. i love to act crazy in front of my kids to get a reaction the facial expression r to funny 7.i think some of the gifts on fubar are stupid like the candle what the hell??????? is it scented or what 8.i refuse to get old not happening just dont feel

Mocha Banana Cream Pie
The typical cream pie is loaded fat and calories because it is made with full-fat milk and whole eggs. The following version is made with low-fat milk and only one whole egg, yet the filling is still creamy and rich. You will not miss the fat or calories when the irresistible combination of chocolate and bananas melts in your mouth. Mocha Banana Cream Pie Makes 8 servings For the filling: 3 medium ripe bananas, sliced 1 (9-inch) reduced-fat chocolate or graham cracker piecrust (recipe below) 1/3 cup sugar 3 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1 1/2 tablespoons cornstarch 2 teaspoons instant espresso powder or ground coffee 1 (12-ounce) can evaporated low-fat milk 1 large egg, lightly beaten 3 tablespoons dark (at least 60% cocoa) chocolate chips 1 teaspoon vanilla extract For the topping: 2 cups reduced-fat whipped topping 1 1/2 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1 teaspoon instant espresso powder or ground coffee

Tortini Di Cioccolato Italian Style Brownies
Serves 4 Ingredients: * 1/4 cup European butter * 1/4 cup dark chocolate pieces * 1 whole egg * 1/2 cup sugar * 1/4 cup flour * 1/4 cup walnut pieces * 1 fresh orange * 2 tablespoons butter to butter pan * 2 tablespoons plain breadcrumbs Directions: 1. Soften butter in bowl until it cuts into small pieces. 2. Break egg, separating the white and egg yolk in two different bowls. 3. Break chocolate into pieces and place in glass bowl. 4. Place glass bowl in microwave for 30 seconds, or until melted (all microwave times vary, so leave on for 15-30 seconds first). 5. Place softened butter and sugar in another bowl. Mix until comes to a smooth mixture. Add in egg yolk and continue to mix. Add in melted chocolate, a little at a time until totally mixed in. 6. Add in flour a small spoonful at a time, continually mixing until totally blended in. 7. Grate 1/2 of orange and add in peel and chopped nuts. Mix well.

It's Official!
I am truly intrigued about the new Indiana Jones movie coming out soon. At first I didn't care so much for the idea when they said Sean Connery, wasn't going to reprise his role, however I guess it could be worse right? But see I liked the first Indiana Jones, and the third being my all time fav! the second one meh, I didn't care for that much. Though if it wasn't for a certain someone posting the video she knows who she is ;) I would never of seen the trailer til' long after and may not have really paid attention so thank you Allee! You should check it out those of you who liked any of the movies in the series it's worth a look ;)

Dear Bob
I go to this site online to bait conservatives. Yes, I know, mature. So anyway, this guy tells his story of growing up in the sixties as a mixed-race child, and how his mother made him lie about it and say that he had some kind of skin disease that made him produce too much melanin. He asked what the state of racism was in the US today. Almost immediately he got a reply saying something about how yes, racism was dreadful, and that the replyer felt that racist groups like "the KKK, UNCF, NAACP and Miss Black America" should be banned. I sat there with my jaw brushing the floor. I've visited the United Negro College Fund site. They offer scholarships to anyone, free of discrimination. The NAACP states on their site that they fight against discrimination in all its forms, and that they want a world free for everyone to be happy. The KKK? "Don't bother trying to join if you are not white and over 18, foreigners and atheists need not apply." That would be enough, but the

Falling Down
she's so blind i'll bet she won't care if i close my eyes i bet i'll disappear so many times ive been sent to bleed hidden from sight i never will succeed falling down back from the dead falling down lost inside my head close your eyes to what you want to be crying in the night everyone will see all your saints and sinners are the same burning all night a soul soaked in shame falling down back from the dead falling down lost once again

A Goodbye Kiss To Remember
A goodbye kiss to remember. As I take him in, my heart skips a beat and my stomach aches. My vision blurs slightly as he steps closer to me. His beautiful blue eyes and well matched frame-less glasses, warm my heart as I stare at them and pull him close. My arms round his neck, his hands on my hips, I lick my soft young lips as he presses his lips to mine, pa

1-9 Or Is The Number 10 The Only One That Works
what is the deal with all the people on this site why do they have the numbers 1--9 on any of the rates if everyone is so stuck up that they exspect you to rate them a 10 or dont even come by there page or is everyone on this site exspect you to lie about what you are rating the people on this site are becoming so sad its to a point that its not being nice anymore to try not to hurt anyones fealings but yet exspected of everyone come on people wake up and come back down to earth from your cloud please leave comments and repost

"perfect Drop Of Sweat"
~~LET ME~~ Let me feast My eyes on the magic triangle That is your heavenly loins Let me admire, its beauty, obvious from every angle ‘Tis worth much more than notes or coins Let me sniff the sweet essence of you And catch a whiff, of your forming honeydew The aroma of your wet, warm cream That I may revel in it in my every wet dream Let me into that majestic place Down your valley of dreams, Awesome in many ways Oh, quench my thirst With the sparkling waters of your sensual streams Let me lick Your passion-swollen lips And nibble on them, moist and thick Delight in my suckling of your tender clit I await that sacred moment, when your fire is lit Pray, bath my face in your geyser At fulfilment of your sensual desire Let me share in the exhilaration of your orgasmic release Oh, pretty please ~~LIES~~ When she met him petals gasped and ambrosia trickled When she met him neurons sparked and the soft, sweet tips of breasts yearned towards him When she met him eyes filled and the s

Wtf
die die die death to us all and he has come to end all suffering through the lost souls of hell as they wish to suffer the depths of the hattred lust, as their head explodes from the blast of drama whores, want drama watch the soap channel.

Sun And Snow.
Almost time to go home. It really dumped last night so there is a ton of powder up on the slopes. Too bad my plane leaves at 11am. There is always next year. Glad to know that on my return trip I'll be better financially prepared. Snowmobiling out to the lakes like I wanted to this year. F-ing Smokey's screwed me on this trip. Oh well. I'll be seeing you all online, back at home with Suzail on my lap. Later =-)

I Will Love U Forever ( This Is For Him)
I Will Love You Forever I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

Tag
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10 Wierd or Random things about me.... 1. I really, really dislike being tickled around my ribs. My reflexes will swing my arms at you.lol 2. I'm a pastor of a church and most men are intimidated or uncomfortable with that. Are you??? 3. I have two wonderful boys whom I adore. They are 9 & 11. The youngest lives with me full time. 4. I love seafood. Scallops are my favorite. 5. I'm a hopeless romantic. I want to be loved, cuddled, adored, wined and dined, and never doubt you want me. 6. I also love sex. Can you ever have enough? 7. My favorite drink of choice is a Margarita. 8. I'm in love with life and can't wait to

Your Always My True Friend
My Hero Dad The day They Buried You and I Wasn't there:) only 1 of 12 You make me feel protected; I'm sheltered by your care. You're always my true friend; When I need you, you're always there. You have a place of honor Deep within my heart. You've been my superhero, Dad, Right from the very start.

Missing My #1 Man Who Passed June 10th 2007
A man that made an impression on strangers and friends. Quiet but firm and even more stern. Strength and courage I have learned from you, but being without you is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. The tears I've shed cannot surpass the smiles and the laughs we had with you. To feel your pain I could not do, to feel your joy I cannot explain, but being without is hard to do. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A man that defined the word grand as only a real man can. To know you're in a better place soothes my pain. Knowing you're watching over me makes me sane. A man with pride in every step he made. A man with vigor in every phrase. A true story of a real man, who in the end held his family together as only a real man can. My father, a man with poise. You were a Son, Brother,husband, father, uncle, cousin, grandfather, friend, and the epitome of a real man You wer

Blog Game
Leave your name in my blog comments. Once you do that, this is what I'll do for you... 1. I'll respond with something random about you. 2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of. 3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in. 4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. (if possible. if not, I'll say something that only makes sense to me.) 5. I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you. 8. If you play, you MUST post this on yours. You MUST. **

Abunza Money
Abunza Money Do you want to QUIT your job and make real money? Abunza Money is a bi-lingual business opportunity in both English and Spanish. It is the first opportunity of it's kind to capitalize on both the English market and on the 100 million Spanish speaking people online. As an Abunza distributor, you get ownership of two digital libraries in both Spanish and English, valued in excess of $75,000, which you can either retail individually at 100% commission through your Abunza bi-lingual shopping cart software, or you can market the library wholesale through our 2 tier compensation plan that pays out 100%. The other benefit by being an Abunza member, is that you have trained professionals from the Abunza Dream Team that will call back your prospects for you, in either Spanish or English and facilitate sales for you, so that you never need to actually speak with any prospective distributor. Part of the beauty behind Abunza, is that you have trained professionals in

Mother Dearest
we started our relationship fighting,she wanted me out and i wanted to stay in,well after 10 months she got her wish and i came out,all 10 lbs 8 oz of me.well she may of won that battle but the war had just began and would last for the next 8 years.shed dress me and id end up naked as a jay bird next door as soon as she turned her back.she fix me food,id redo the kitchen with it,shed bath me and id find every speck of dirt to roll in.oh yes those were the days,lol,never a dull moment.shed disaplin me but id give those baby blues and she always forgive me,at least till i kept repeating it.yes ,we had a good relationshipfor those years. i lost that angel of mercy when i was just eight years old to cancer and id lost my father when i was just three.i never really knew him becouse he went to prison when i was born.hed cashed a check to feed his family ,unforunatly it wasnt his to cash and he went to prison and there he died.it was mom that raised me and when se died i thought my world was

Seal The Deal
SEAL THE DEAL We are off to an amazing start. You know now You will always have my heart. When I think of you I feel ten feet tall. Trust in me I'll never let you fall Nothing or no one can change my mind. Our past is just that we'll leave it behind. One day you wont have to wonder. My love is stronger than all the thunder. Temptation to stray is always there. But, whats important is that I dont care. You are the only one for me. Not being there for you I don't ever see. I can tell you love me very much. I can see it every time we touch. I wish I could show you how I truely feel. Maybe someday I'll seal the deal. I love you!!!! Written by: Michael Garcia For: My special someone

Be Mine
Be Mine I thought long and hard of what I'd write in this card. You already know how I feel I told you in "Seal the Deal". Things going the way they are I know you and I will go far. When we met I held back my desire now I feel it raging like a burning fire. So much to say in so little space I wish I could say this to your face. Sometimes the words just won't come I try and try and get none. Other times I feel inspired it's almost like I'm wired. Before you it had been awhile since I wrote anything in this style. Now that I have you I know exactly what to do. It's so easy to see all I've got to do is be me. No other person would ever do all I want is to be with you. I hope you take this as a sign I want you always to be mine. Be my Valentine! Written by: Michael Garcia For: My special someone

Blade Under Your Throat
Blade Under Your Throat There are demons in my mind They still whisper to me "You must do it, You must do it" "Do it now, You have kill" Need is very unbreakable Hand is touching knife I know that I'm mad Morally tainted But nature is unperfect And I'm her defect Look at you and feel your fear I'm possessed, I'm insane I'm possessed, I'm insane Lust rising inside Deep in my mind Blade under your throat Seducing me, obsessing me Look at you and feel your fear I'm possessed, I'm insane I'm possessed, I'm insane Blade! under! your throat! God is in my cold blade! His mercy six feet under! Bloody proof fill on your throat! [lead: Mister] There are demons in my mind They still whisper to me "You must do it, You must do it" "Do it now, You have kill" Need is very unbreakable Hand is touching knife Look at you and feel your fear I'm possessed, I'm insane I'm possessed, I'm insane

To My Family Friends And Who Ever Else Cares
yes this is the Real flirt (aka)mystic dark angel and yes im moving on down the road lol you see i have two pages and a lounge that i am dealing with and i can no longer deal with all 3 one has to go so hey being that my lounge and leveling family is on the Mystic dark angel account this is the account marked for the recycle bin,but it is not right to leave with out first letting my friends know so this is it, those of you that care and want to remain friends can hit link at bottom of this blog,those of you that don't can stay and be deleted with account,and if you didn't even bother to read the this then oh well you could have cared less about me and that means i could care even more less about you so stay and be gone lol......

Miracles Of Yoga In Improving Memory Power
MIRACLES OF YOGA IN IMPROVING MEMORY POWER by: The Editor Of Yog Sande sh Published 04/30/2006 When you fail to remember something, which you have read, heard or seen and cannot remember despite several efforts then it is called loss of memory power or forgetfulness. People of all age groups are suffering due to this problem. There are a number of reasons for this problem. For example, mental tension, excessive mental work or not using it at all, busy schedule throughout the day, physical and mental weakness or serious head injury. Take balanced diet and chew it nicely it improves memory. Remember all the things done throughout the day in the chronological order. This exercise improves the memory power. Yogic exercises are also helpful in improving memory power and reduce forgetfulness. Practice the yogic exercises with the feeling that the memory power is improving and forgetfulness is reducing. YOGA ASANA Yoga Asana have excellent strength. Regular practice of these

Drop In
hi never sure what to put ere so il make it short, im 44 blue eyes dark hair and straight like most things in life, im a 1963 model slightly rusty around the edges but good body work, been let down by previous owners, got a good couple of miles to go yet!!! lol,lol, just ere to my friends, and someone who can teach me the basics on this site, look 4wrd in chatting to you tke care friendly faces and sexy ladies xx gary

Plz Help
So far i made it to 4th place - hope to make it to 2nd place.. please leave these ppl tons of comment so i wont be eliminated tomm night... thanks need about 500-600 comments and will be in last place needs about 700 comments also needs about 700 comments

Blonde Jokes
Q: WHY ARE BLONDES LIKE PIANOS? A: When they aren't upright, they're grand. Q: What do you call a blond mother-in-law? A: An air bag. Q: Why do Blondes wear earmuffs? A: To avoid the draft. Q: Why did the blonde stare at frozen orange juice can for 2 hours? A: Because it said 'concentrate'. Q: WHY DID THE BLONDE BAKE A CHICKEN FOR 3 AND A HALF DAYS? A: It said cook it for half an hour per pound, and she weighed 125. Q: WHY DID THE BLONDE PUT HER FINGER OVER THE NAIL WHEN SHE WAS HAMMERING? A: The noise gave her a headache. Q: WHY DID THE BLONDE HAVE BLISTERS ON HER LIPS? A: From trying to blow out lightbulbs. Q: Why did the blonde climb up to the roof of the bar? A: She heard that the drinks were on the house. Q: Why don't blondes have elevator jobs? A: They don't know the route. Q: WHAT'S THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A BLONDE AND A LIGHTBULB? A: The lightbulb is smarter, but the blonde is easier to turn on. Q: What did the blonde say when she knocked

Course 1
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbour. Before she says a word, Bob says, 'I'll give you $800 to drop that towel. After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob, after a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, 'Who was that?' 'It was Bob the next door neighbour,' she replies. 'Great,' the husband says, 'did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?' Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, forcing her gow

Peektures!
I added a couple new pics today. I am thinking I might do a purge of the pics I have up here over the weekend and make a batch on new ones. Are there any up here now that you think I should keep? Or just blow them all away?

The Madness Here
The Madness Here I live like The driftice Forsaken by Unholy god Unholy god from pits of heaven Unholy god... I'm like a moth Searching the light In the darkness The madness is here The beast of Armageddon Riding on the purple horse The purple horse The bridge between Right and left path Of my guide The madness is here The madness is here The madness, state of my mind The madness is here... Steel pillars Supporting the inner sea Conventional questions Simple answers Annihilation of dogmas In this madness here [lead: Mister] Animal instincts And spiritual disorder Persisitence in searching For the right key For the right key The madness is here The madness, state of my mind The madness is here...

Very Mature For A 40yro Canadian
I been offline since tuesday.Took a break and all.. When i return this is what i find in my SB.. HOW CHILDISH COMING FROM A 40YRO CANADIAN .ÿ3A...: LOSER .ÿ3A...: bitch .ÿ3A...: ur blocked since u dont know how to answer back..gd bye .ÿ3A...: u answer me now im talkin to u if u dont ill block ur damn ass .ÿ3A...: get off my fan list now i dont like bein fkn ignored bye. .ÿ3A...: im takin u off right now.. dont bother talkin to me again bye. .ÿ3A...: ok u can delete me now. since ur toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo busy to answer me back bye..

Bloodshot Eyes
Bloodshot Eyes Something emerges from my back Trying to humanize my feelings Doing its best to help me out Of the chasm of negative emotions Whoever it is It seems to modify Remove imperfectly working elements Burst fetters binding the soul Jealousy tangles hair like a mouth Envy twists fingers Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes I gave vent to fatal impulses On account of which I suffer now So many burnt bridges around Almost improbable to step forwards I can observe a slow change I am ot anxious to punish the guilty I don't hold the blind in contempt I shake off the infected skin Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes Anger in clenched fists Hatred in bliidshot eyes

Hey Sister(answer Machine)
Hey sis I was looking To hang out with you Are you avaliable This weekend If so call me back Love you big sister I got 2nd place on allpoetry for this one I got silver basically it was made for my friend and AllPoetry sister Shelia Jarrett which hosted the contest.

My Erotic Story I Wrote
It was a Friday night they went out for dinner and a couple of drinks then went back to her house to hang out and watch a movie. It was nice just laying on the couch together him holding her in his arms. He looks down at her and smiles and he kisses her passionaily. He starts kissing her harder and moving his hands down her side to her butt and squeezes. She kisses him back, having her hands all over his back pulling him closer. She teaseling starts kissing and nibbling his neck, then gets up and walks to her doorway to her bedroom turns back and gives him a smile. He gets up to follow her, standing at the end of her bed. He walks up from behide her wraps his arms around her and kisses bites her neck, then turns her around and kisses her deeply moving his hands under her shirt and bra to coup her breast. Stops kissing her to take off her shirt and bra and starts kissing her neck down and across her chest lightly kissing her right breast, licking and sucking her nipple and the same with

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Og Salome sa til Elisabeth: Er du en Gud? Hvis vi ser på Egypt og ihvertfall senere epoker er det to ting som utpreger seg: Troen på at mennesket kan bli Gud og tilfeller av incest. Faraoer gifter seg med søsken. Dette er noe lignende som skjer i dagens kongehus og som gir synlige resultater pga innavl. Makten er gudsstyrt og gudommelig og bør derfor "konserveres". Hvis vi ser N's lœre som en oppfostring av søsteren er det mulig å tenke seg at "overmennesket" er myntet på henne. Faktisk, hvis vi ser mennesket som gudommelig vil oppdagelsen av Salome som Gud innebœre kvinnen som Gud. Mannen vil uansett ikke kunne bli noe annet enn en del av guddommen. Det er i den forbindelse vi må se E på vei hjem til Tyskland etter friårene i Paraguay. Er du villig til å ligge med broren din? Og ved å svare ja på det spørsmålet skjer noe. Hvis vi sammenligner E i seng med den åndssvake broren med utrenskningene som skjedde 50 år senere kan vi se en klar sammenheng. E er villig t

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Elisabeth som slave av Salome. Er det mulig å se henne som det? Ja, ganske sikkert, men kun i hennes eget hode og med broren som et symptom på dette. Det at Lou i tillegg begynte å studere psykologi kan tyde på at hun har ant galskapen i det som hadde skjedd. Reelt lever E ut rollen som S i valgene sine, men hun har absolutt ingen muligheter i å framstå som det. Først da Hitler begynner å bli en politiker å regne med er hun i nœrheten av å bli den store landsmoderen. Derfor fornekter hun først brorens vennskap med S, deretter knytter hun seg til jødehatere og drar til USA for å kunne fortsette å leve i illusjonen. N kan sånn sett ha blitt tvunget i eksil for å opprettholde situasjonen. Galskapen finnes hos den normale av dem ettersom det er der problemet ligger. Tanken på E som slave av S er viktig for å kunne forstå det som senere skjedde. Hitler er slave av E på den samme måten. E døde før forfølgelsene startet og ble derfor usynlig men samtidig "bestemmende". Det Hitle

My Time
My Time So here i am at the end of all times awaiting for the sign now I'm alone no place to hide Not even inside, me or you But theres no fear Though I'm blind feeling the wind passing by Flying Winds have made their call Silence Before the Storm I've got to fight against the one who says he is the real me i hear its voice Ive found the light it is my spirit over my mind

Why?
As i sit here dwelling on my life as it is at this very moment, i begin to OA (Over Analize)about things that have developed. I sit here sick, tired, alone and searching for that special something that has alluded me all my life. Valentines day actually made me think alot more as i was alone and longing for the companionship and special that comes with the day. I have just come up with some questions that will define what it is i am trying to say. Why is it that the people in your life who only do the right thing and travel the right road always get the short end of the deal? My dad who served his country and lives a simple life in the mountains has had to endure 3 cancer surgeries and 2 bouts of chemo in 4 years?? Why is it my mom who would do just about anything for anyone and is just the greatest woman i know, had to endure the same surgery and came out without a single complaint. Why is it that as i do more and more for my fiends, the less they seem to respond. Why

Raunchy The Devil
Lyrics In the light of my darkness I took the devil off my train He laughed and got back in the game He started messing with my head And threw a pretty girl out of my bed Though I smile to my man downstairs I took a chance and started a fight With a girl from the other side He put me in a bad bad light And she only stayed for one night In the light of my darkness You'll see me smile to my man downstairs He's just a part of what life is The part of you who just dont care I took the devil off my train He laughed and got back in the game He started messing with my head And threw a pretty girl out of my bed I pushed the devil off the road Did 180 and watched the car explde The light wave blinded my eyes The devil messed up my life Lyrics > Raunchy Lyrics > Raunchy The Devil Lyrics

Autions Is Open
HzlEydBunnie offers: 1.all pics rated, all 11s for the day 2.a salute from me 3.comment daily on ur page 4.added to my yahoo and family 5.your name on mine as owned by 6.1 clean cam session and 1 clean phone call Bids are open!!!!! Just copy and paste to see and to make ur offer! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=951274&albumid=851191&i=2168342244&idx=11

In Memorium
All my thoughts and prayers go to the families and friends of the victims of yesterday's Northern Illinois University shooting. Light a candle and pray for those who are still recovering from wounds that they may find their way back to health. There is something seriously wrong in this world, people.....people can't even go to college without the fear of being shot at anymore... One Love and Many Prayers, Subh3rbanSmok3r

It's Now Or Never!!
Ok then here's the deal. This is my first blog for the new years! 2008 & Rat Year(universal and chinese new year. I heard this radio community reach thingy by JJ and Rudy from Hitz.fm Malaysia and it was about procrastinating goals. It really hit home because this man kept saying next year everytime someone were to confront him of his excess baggage. (lol) Ok not funny since I too have MORE to offer :P but I'm not the attention right now. Procrastination is. So why do you want to procrastinate? why are we knowingly that those targets are important to us delay the WINNING process? Anyways, I did a bit of googling and extracted something from the archives of the University of Cambridge UK. Have fun reading Start of article If once a man indulges himself in murder, very soon he comes to think little of robbing; and from robbing he next comes to drinking and sabbath-breaking, and from that to incivility and procrastination. Thomas DeQuincey

Ok, So This Is Sort Of A New Thing For Me
All right - This is a new friend of mine, he is funny as hell if you can't tell by his name! Yea, it is what it is... He's a trip and just this morning I told him if he was gonna say that to me he better bring me some KY so I can go Phu-K myself while I am at it. He does have a spicy attitude and if you like me, then you'll like him too! So, anyway - please help me welcome my new friend to Fubar - he asked me for help and I figured what a better way to not only stand beside my fellow soldier but show him how much I appreciate him by dedicating this blog to him and trying to help him boost in the Fubar... Someone buy him a drink, add, fan, and rate him - get to know him... He rocks!! HOOAH!!! He is currently stationed in Iraq - ya'll he needs support from home - he does have mine! Phu-Q@ fubar Welcome Phu-Q enjoy your time at fubar! ¢¾ Sussie

Honor,respect,courage
These are all things good, created by the Creator & in a persons soul that knows the meaning of PRINCIPLE. They are a persons Spirit, the treasures that he holds close, the things that have REAL value to him, the things that fill his soul as he stands before the churches with no roofs - the wide open that the Great Mystery built, the mountains, the waters, the blowing grass that converges together & bestows to our eyes as a reminder - that the Creator has Honored us with these things to keep sacred, has entrusted to us to be the Protectors of his house, his people & what is right & good. The canyons echo that With PRINCIPLE in a mans heart he knows that HONOR, RESPECT & COURAGE are as simple to live by as the words "right is right, wrong is wrong" This ...... is the life blood that creates BROTHERHOOD & SISTERHOOD but do not fail to remember..... that without peace when possible & love always ...... this BROTHERHOOD & SISTERHOOD will fall. So with thunder in my Heart, iron as my flesh

2 Hours Left In $1,000,000 Challenge Contest
Just 2 hours are left, before the Valentine's Day $1,000,0000 Contest closes. Contest ends at 12 noon est today. We would like to say to the 3 contestants and to their bombing crews, "Thank you for letting this contest be drama free. We hope that everyone has had fun. We just wanted for everyone to have a chance to have fun and a fair, drama-free contest. Congratulations...you all have met that challenge and all were winners." Once the contest ends, we will post a bulletin and a blog announcing the end of the contest and the winners. Be on the lookout for another $1,000,000 Contest announcement in the next month. We will be holding another and hope that all contestants will join in that one along with a few more contestants. Again, Thank you all for making this a fun, drama-free contest. You all have been absolutely awesome!! Much Love & Respect, RebelBreed & Rebel Lady Founder & Co-founder of the Confederate Family

Tag Ur It
TAG YOU'RE IT !!!!! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I'M A HUG NIKKI SIXX FAN....LIKE U COULDN'T FIGURE THAT OUT BY LOOKIN' AT MAH PAGE...LOL 2. I SPEAK, READ AND WRITE FLUENT GERMAN...YAY ME...WHATEVA 3. I'M A REGISTERED NURSE AND ABSOLUTELY LUV MY JOB 4. I LIVE IN THE SOUTH, DRIVE A BIG ASS TRUCK, BUT AM PROLLY THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS ROCK N' ROLL BLASTIN 24/7 WHILE DRIVING 5. I'M A HUGE ADVOCATE FOR THE ETHICAL TREATMENT OF ANIMALS 6. I HAVE 3 HORSES, 2 GREAT DANES, 2 CATS, A MINIATURE PINCHER, BIRDS, FISH AND A HAMSTER...YES...I LIVE IN A ZOO 7. HMMM...WHAT ELSE.... 8. I LOVE TO READ 9. FAVORITE SHOWS....CSI VEGAS, GREYS ANATOMY, 48 HOURS 10. MY

Service
At one time in my life, I thought I had a handle on the meaning of the word "service." "It's the act of doing things for other people." Then I heard these terms which reference the word SERVICE: Internal Revenue Service Postal Service Telephone Service Civil Service City & County Public Service Customer Service Service Stations Then I became confused about the word "service." This is not what I thought "service" meant. So today, I overheard two farmers talking, and one of them said he had hired a bull to "service" a few of his cows. BAM! It all came into perspective. Now I understand what all those "service" agencies are doing to us. I hope you now are as enlightened as I am.

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.i am real shy in person, but outgoing online 2. i am a overachiever at somethings 3. i love going for walks in cemeteries 4. i seem to make friends with girls easier than guys 5. i am the oldest of 3 6. i have a birth defect on my right ear, so im partially deaf 7. i play drums and bass guitar 8. my wife is my best friend 9.im moody but put a front on to cover it 10.i have my family traced back to the 1400's and have found over 14,000 indivuals Ok now who gets this torture: DJ nilla sweetiepie steffi dj mofo russ

Check It Out!!
please stop by and check it out and join if yah like.. its my new lounge, never had one b4.. i think its pretty cool.. if it wasnt for brett i would be no where.... http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55057

Another Shooting Up North. Such A Tragedy.
Don't try to understand what has no understanding, it IS a shame impliments have evolved to the extent they have, but people have been mentally detatched since the beginning. ever since the first time a neandrathol man discovered a stick could be used to hurt another, the only thing that has changed is the stick. Have a great weekend. Terry

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you are the this marshy area i walk through with a twisted face in an unconquered mind with multiple personalities on top od a meldramatic slang and you need to succumb to this idea of me and be vibrant with it and life with me in the whimsical of my thoughts. i couldn't comprehednd to this couldnt understand lacking in an emotional respond i couldnt speak approval i couldn't fill you with indignanation nor mark you by it im not producing the proper usual effect having not exercising my characters but i can give meaning in different words the personification of verbatim

Tag-ur-it
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I'M THE OLDEST OF 5 CHILDREN BORN TO MY PARENTS 2. BORN IN CHICAGO, NOW LIVING IN THE SUBURBS BECAUSE THE CITY WAS JUST TOO CRAZY FOR ME! 3. I WAS MOLESTED AT KNIFE POINT, SO I CAN BE SOMEWHAT DISTANT AT TIMES! 4. I AM AN EX-GANG MEMBER OF A LARGE STREET GANG FROM CHICAGO, DJ'ING SAVED MY LIFE! 5. I AM FAT BUT LOSING WEIGHT, SO I CAN HAVE THE GASTRIC BYPASS SURGERY TO LOSE THE REST AND KEEP IT OFF, I HAVE A THYROID PROBLEM THAT KEEPS ME THE WAY I AM NOW! 6. I'M SHY AT FIRST BUT ONCE I GET TO KNOW SOMEONE, WATCH OUT! I AM A CHATTERBOX! 7. I'M A HOPELESS ROMANTIC, YES WE STILL EXIST! 6. I AM A VERY ACCOMPLISHED DJ / RECORDI

Some Interesting Facts
Why Sex? 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capactity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumsized, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% sa

Dear Santa
Dear Sanda, I wud like a kool toy space ranjur fer Xmas. Iv ben a gud boy all yeer. yer Frend, BiLLy Dear Billy, Nice spelling. You're on your way to a career in lawn care. How about I send you a friggin' book so you can learn to read and write? I'm giving your older brother the space ranger. At least HE can spell! Santa ________________________________________ Dear Santa, I have been a good girl all year, and the only thing I ask for is peace and joy in the world for everybody! Love, Sarah Dear Sarah, Your parents smoked pot when they had you, didn't they? Santa ________________________________________ Dear Santa, I don't know if you can do this, but for Christmas, I'd like for my mommy and daddy to get back together. Please see what you can do. Love, Teddy Dear Teddy, Look, your dad's banging the babysitter like a screen door in a hurricane. Do you think he's gonna give that up to come back to your frigid mom, who rides his ass constantly? It's time to

Tag!!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I can't walk my dog on a leash because he drags me around behind him and dislocates my shoulder. **sigh** 2. I have been married twice. Will probably never do that again. 3. In public, I like to drink beer reaaaaallllly fast and then belch out loud! lol 4. I have never been on a motorcycle and I want to do this one at least once before I die.Same goes for a SkiDoo, sky diving and being in a hot air balloon. 5. I have a "Friend's Garden" where I put things my friends have given me and then am reminded of them every time I am in the garden. I'm sappy I know, I know. 6. I am really quite shy in person and am intimidated until I

So Sick
I must have caught that bug that is floating around out here on the west coast. I am just feeling terrible all over. What a Valentine's Day... could not even enjoy it. So we have delayed it. Hopefully this weekend I will be feeling better to really enjoy the full IMPACT of a good Valentine's Day. I did give my husband his Sex CD to start planting hypnotic suggestions into his subconscious before we do have any fun. I am going to experiment with his fantasies using the CD to give him even greater satisfaction. Oh yeah... this is going to be FUN. But, after I am feeling better. Thanks for all the get well cards and bowls of soup from my friends on Fubar.

Oh Yea Shes Fine
Oh yea Shes Fine I cant even begin to tell you the truth The truth is in my head But how to say it Its just to hard Open your eyes And you will know How I really feel Its all in front of you all So why must I say it It makes the thoughts come back They come back to me now So just tell your self Oh yea shes fine by Me "KayK" Spence

Look To See.
It is always a mistake not to close one's eyes, whether to forgive or to look better into oneself. --Maurice Maeterlinck It is easy to look outward and find faults with the world and people around us. We criticize family members or complain about our friends. We always notice disease in the trees around us. But if we take time to be quiet, to sit alone in a tree or by a lake, we become more aware of how connected we are to the life around us. We are part of the beauty and the imperfection. When we notice our own tree is not perfect, it becomes easier to forgive the blights of those around us. It is also important to forgive ourselves our faults. Though all the trees are beautiful, they each have their scars. Being human means we are, like all humanity, both beautiful and imperfect. I will to see through the flaws to another's beauty today?

Good Bye
Good Bye Look at this. Look at me. Look how sad I am. Look at where I am. Look what I have done. Look at what you have done. Look at what I have become. Look at what you have done to me. Look at what you have made me. Look at what I have to say to you, "Thank you very Fucking much!" You Fucking LOSER!!!! By : Me "KayK" Spence

Portent
(noun) An indication of something important or calamitous about to occur. Synonyms: omen, prognostic, prognostication, presage, prodigy Usage: The soldier looked to the sky for a portent and was gripped with fear when he read his future in the clouds.

Life Is Good, If Thats How You Make It.
Life is good. The possibilities for joy and true fulfillment are more abundant than ever before. It is great to be alive, on this day, in this place, with things just as they are. And you are truly blessed to be you, with your own unique and valuable gifts to offer each new moment. Making the most of this beautiful moment is really quite simple. Just allow the authentic, driving purpose that lives within you to be expressed in your thoughts, words and actions. Sure, there are difficult problems and formidable challenges in this world. And yet even the challenges and difficulties eventually bring positive value to life. For in working through those challenges, you learn, you grow, you create and you discover new, delightful possibilities. When life compels you to give your best, you end up getting better, stronger, and more capable of living with richness and joy. Life is beautiful right now, as it is. And what's better, is that you can make it even more so. -- Ralph Marston

Eye Heart U
Eye Heart Ewe ... My daughter was so excited. "eeeeeeeee!" she squeals like I do when she is. My eyes were closed and she puts something in my hand. I can feel the plastic between my fingers and I hear the rustling. I smile. "Open em!" I am holding a rose. A single pink rose wrapped in cellophane. "Happy Valentines mom!" I hold the flower to my nose and I inhale. As I do my eyes close. "Mom moooooooom! Isn't it beautiful. Its pink and you loooooooove pink!" She was hopping up and down and twirling in spurts. I kneel down and touch the rose against her face. "It is almost as beautiful as you..Thank you baby." She smiles and runs away. I look up at my sister "she was so exited about that sister...She almost had a seizure when I told her she could get it for you." "awe...my baby girl..Thank you Cyn." When I awoke on St.Valentines Day I dressed in pink and black. My Valentine shoes made me happy. black with pink and white hearts all over them. I smiled into

How To Dance In The Rain
How To Dance In The Rain It was a busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderlygentleman in his 80s, arrived to have stitches removedfrom his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at9:00 am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him. I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was wellhealed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment thismorning, as he was in such a hurry. The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for awhile and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease. As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied

Realitys Illusion!
Some of you may know and some of you may not. My husband's daughter is flying in to see him tonight. This will be the first time hes seen her since her mother (his ex-wife) took off with the kids when she was 5. shes 21 now. His ex-wife got the kids taken from her, (she has poor and sick taste in men who had even worst problems) to that they were molested (the kids) anyway, because i meddled in things, we finally got into contact with his daughter. and now shes coming here to see him. 16 years later. But as you may also know my husbands a mean man when he wants to be. Yesterday for Vday i got diamond earrings, dozen roses and a balloon. He treated me like a queen. Then the whiskey started pouring. And Mean Randy came out. Thats when i realized that if anything goes wrong this weekend, It will be my fault. (i know its not but...) for him the blame will be mine. I cried myself to sleep, i woke crying and now im battling the tears again. This poem, I wrote last year af

Touched Me
Sisters A young wife sat on a sofa on a hot humid day, drinking iced tea and visiting with her Mother. As they talked about life, about marriage, about the responsibilities of life and the obligations of adulthood, the mother clinked the ice cubes in her glass thoughtfully and turned a clear, sober glance upon her daughter. 'Don't forget your Sisters,' she advised, swirling the tea leaves to the bottom of her glass. 'They'll be more important as you get older. No matter how much you love your husband, no matter how much you love the children you may have, you are still going to need Sisters. Remember to go places with them now and then; do things with them.' 'Remember that 'Sisters' means ALL the women... our girlfriends, your daughters, and all your other women relatives too. 'You'll need other women. Women always do.' What a funny piece of advice!' the young woman thought. Haven't I just gotten married? Haven't I just joined the couple-world? I'

Friends Without Faces
Friends without Faces: We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens We all have to wonder, what this possibly means. With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze. We chat with each other, we type all our woes Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes. We wait for somebody, to type out our name We want recognition, but it is always the same. We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt. We do form friendships - but - why we don't know But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow. Why is it on screen, we can be so bold Telling our secrets, that have never been told. Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind With those we can't see, as though we were blind. The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell. We all have our problems, and need someone to tell. We can't tell real people, but tell someone we must

Energy Alert - February 14
Good morning, one and all! This is the Energy Alert that was posted yesterday - sorry I missed it, lol. It certainly fits the way I've been feeling and lots of my clients, as well. Blessings, dear friends! Greetings! Where in the heck is all that abundance, those big waves of light, joy, peace, and everything else that is supposed to have arrived in 2008, the year of New Beginnings? Are you perhaps wondering… “New beginnings…hah! What has happened now? Are things ever going to change? When is my ship going to come in? I’m sorry I ever dared to hope that the tide would ever turn! Every time I get my hopes up, they seem to get dashed by yet more unpleasantness and disappointments!” “I absolutely have no more left to give. My gas tank is empty, my battery is dead, and I am overdone waiting to receive. I can no longer serve, care, or even wade through masses of red tape, processes, or hoops to jump through in order to get anywhere! I need help! I can’t do this

Tagged For The Third Time
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I was very involved in church and a Sunday school teacher and deacons wife for about 4 years. 2. I no longer believe in God. 3. I was sexually, mentally, and physically abused by my father when I was young. 4. I think I can handle everything on my own without any help. 5. I wish I knew how to paint, it seems so relaxing. 6. Mommy Dearest is my all time favorite movie. 7. I'm a text message whore. 8. I love the movie The Princess Bride 9. I have a "To Do" list of things to do before I die. 10. I have talked to Jonathan Davis and Reginald "Fieldy" Arvizu personally on my cell phone. They are personal friends of a friend of mine. They call me from time to time =D I will be tagging no one because I don't wanna!!!!

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I spent most of my life living overseas 2.I speak German 3.i am to this day afraid of the dark!! 4.I'm really bad at math..no really bad!! 5.I have ocd..I have a certain place for everything and when moved I get out of control!! (jr find this funny and likes to move shit around) 6.I've had a blood transfusion 7.I've been married twice. 8.I'm a recovering drug addict. 9.I have panic attacks when in a big crowed. 10.I eat mayo on my fries and put ketchup on EVERYTHING els!! (wow after reading this I think I might be a mess!! lol) who gets this, dj nilla sweetiepie trish lacey dj tazman

Just Remember
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: CHIQUITA Date: Feb 14, 2008 1:52 PM : //kay..tee....Date: Feb 13, 2008 9:37 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: BenDate: Feb 13, 2008 6:13 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: JordanDate: Feb 13, 2008 3:58 PMTurn up your volume too theres a song!You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how h

Robert Byrne
A promising young man should go into politics so that he can go on promising for the rest of his life. Robert Byrne Anybody who believes that the way to a man's heart is through his stomach flunked geography. Robert Byrne Byrne's Law: In any electrical circuit, appliances and wiring will burn out to protect fuses. Robert Byrne Democracy is being allowed to vote for the candidate you dislike least. Robert Byrne Doing a thing well is often a waste of time. Robert Byrne Everything is in a state of flux, including the status quo. Robert Byrne Getting caught is the mother of invention. Robert Byrne Learning to dislike children at an early age saves a lot of expense and aggravation later in life. Robert Byrne Memorial Service: Farewell party for someone who already left. Robert Byrne No one ever committed suicide while reading a good book, but many have tried while trying to write one. Robert Byrne One reason people get di

Fubar The Cyber Bar
Ok so after an evening of drinking like a fish, two things have become apparent; I blog like a king when I've drank, and I'm really hung over! Thanks for understanding my way of thinking, and I'm back and ready to make shit real uncomfortable around here and raise as much hell as humanly possible! Now..... On to what I do best!!!!! CLUB Fubar: I have come to view the social scene here on Fubar as one big giant bar. There are so many complexities to meeting people on line, and I have found a way to liken it all the things we do, say, and act like when we go to a real bar. Did you pay your cover? Well order a beer and lets walk around this place together and see what the fuck is going on. Welcome to Club Fubar. The Opening Line = The First Fubar Email: These are actually very similar to one another. This is where you just try and say, "Hey, whats up?" but do it in some kind of original way if you hope on getting a response. But some tools, just like at

Happy V-day To All My Fubar Ladys
imikimi - Customize Your World My Valentine’s Day Sex Poem “In My Bed, Thinking of You…” As I lay on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can’t forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you laid on my naked body…you sensed my indifference, so you started to bite my body without any guilt or humiliation, and you drove me crazy while you sucked me dry. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone, I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night’s events. My body still shows your marks, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you… as soon you appear I will quickly grab you and won’t let you go, will hold you with all my strength so you won’t disappear. Won’t rest un

Another Valentine's Day....
Several thoughts from Valentine's Day, 2008: -Once again, lives are taken in an educational setting. Parents are mourning the loss of children, students experiencing the untimely passing of friends. Neither of these should be felt. A parent is meant to die first...never should a child pass through life before their parents. The children have yet to experience the joys that this one life can offer. -MSN set up a page online for students and families to connect. Cell phone circuits were so busy, there needed to be a way people could find out if their family members were safe. Yet, at 8pm last night, the site was loaded with people arguing gun law and laying blame on each other. Posts were being deleted, because I can only guess, for insensitivity. One woman from WI, was trying to sort through all the crap. She was losing it, as evidenced by the tension escalation in her postings. She still hadn't heard from a family member....5 hours post shootings. I can't imagine the

Tag Ur It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I'M THE ONLY CHILD FROM MY DAD 2.I'M A SHY PERSON UNTIL I GET TO KNOW YOU THEN YOU BETTER WATCH OUT. 3.I ENJOY PLAYING PS2 WITH MY NEPHEW DOESN'T MATTER WHAT GAME AS LONG AS HE'S HAPPY IM HAPPY. 4.I WAS BORN IN NH BUT GREW UP IN FLORIDA. 6.I LOVE TO SNOWBOARD BUT HATE THE SNOW. 7.I RECENTLY STARTED DJING ONLINE AND I LOVE IT. 8.EVEN THOUGH THE PEOPLE I TALK TO ONLINE ARENT MY FAMILY I CONSIDER THEM MY FAMILY.... ESPECIALLY EVERY ONE FROM DIRTY DEEDS RADIO. 9.I'VE BEEN TO 48 STATES I HAVE SPOONS TO PROVE IT.MY DAD USE TO BUILD AND REMODEL HOTELS SO WE GOT TO TRAVEL WITH HIM. 10.I LOVE MY FAMILY I AM VERY CLOSE TO THEM BUT I AM READY TO

New Fubar Page
Hey everyone I have created a new page...too much drama on this one. If you want feel free to hit me up there its where i will be most the time at least for a while. just click on the pic below and it will take you to my new page. thanks and lots of love Lonely Lover@ fubar

Rate Contest
=== 'D-ROCK' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-15 05:50:31'.. > > > > I am in a contest stop by and leave me a rate and a few comments. Rates are worth five points so all rates are great.. It only takes a couple seconds to do. Click the picture below it will take ya where ya need to be.. muah > > > > > > > > (repost of original by 'Fre¥a ♥ Evil's Pet ♥ Ser Promoter' on '2008-02-15 05:40:58') > > thanks to freya for all your help!!

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Bob Kelly, Michael Emerson From Lost, Michael Madsen, New O&a Videos, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Jim Norton Best-of Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Watch E Rock's Fridge Door Fall Off!) Need the O&A Show, but can't find it on your local radio dial?? No problem at all.. GO GET YOUR XM NOW AND HEAR THE SHOW UNCENSORED! Our own Jim Norton is doing a li'l Comedy tour...He's in San Francisco tonight and all weekend! CLICK HERE FOR JIM NORTON TICKETS! ...speaking of Li'l Jimmy Norton order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! Happy FRIDEE, everyone! It's another busy, busy day on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram. First off, Jim Norton is out in San Francisco this weekned, so our pal Bob Kelly is hanging out with us. Actor Michael Emerson from LOST

Dentist Bill
A woman phoned her dentist when she received a huge bill. "I'm shocked!" she complained. "This is three times what you normally charge." "Yes, I know," said the dentist. "But you yelled so loud, you scared away two other patients."

Teeny Conversation
She holds a tiny Fur real friend in her hands. She got it out of a happy meal. "Mom..what should I name her" "Scar" I say. Sipping my coffee and surfing the internet. "Scar???!" Her nose wrinkles. "Yeah...he looks exactly like Shanes old cat Scar." "Moooooooom! SHE is a girl!" She sighs at me. Moms are so ignorant sometimes i suppose. I take the tiny stuffed kitty out of her hands and flip it over. "I see no Vagina. How do you know its a girl?" "Uhh!! Mom! Becaaaaaaause!" I smile at her and place my chin in my hand. "Because why?" She turns the kitty over "BECAUSE! If it was a boy it would have SOMETHING hangin down. Thats why....so it's a girl." She smiles at me and struts off. My first laugh of the day.

Where Are The Real Men?
WOW! IT SEEMS LIKE NO MATTER WHERE I AM EVERYONE THATS MALE SEEMS TO ONLY MAKE COMMENTS ABOUT HOW I LOOK ON THE OUTSIDE. "YOU HAVE A NICE SMILE, DAMN, YOU'RE HOT, I LOVE YOUR HAIR, YOU GOT A SEXY BODY" AFTER A WHILE IT GETS A BIT REDUNDANT AND QUITE IRRITATING! FELLA'S WHERE IS THE ORGINALITY?,BREAK OUT WITH A SONNET, OR FREESTYLE RAP OR SOMETHING! LOL SECONDLY, MA, MAMI, BABE, HONEY, AND SEXY OR SEXY ANGEL OR COMBINATIONS OF THE WORD "SEXY" AND ANY OTHER CUTE THING YOU GUYS COME UP WITH TO TRY TO WOO MY EGO AND SELF-ESTEEM ARE QUITE OVERLY COMMON. WHAT AM I TRYING TO SAY? FIND WAYS TO BE SPONTANEOUS WITH YOU THOUGHTS AND BE UNPREDICTABLE WITH YOUR ROMANCE. THANX DANI~~~~

Vietnam Memorial Wall Defaced This Weekend (september 7-9, 2007)
..>..> Mrs. Trooprally called me this evening to tell me that she and her husband, as well as Concretebob, saw damage along almost the entire length of the Vietnam Memorial Wall. They found this damage this morning, when they walked through the area before participating in the September 11th Freedom Walk. Concretebob was told by a National Park Service employee that the damage was done on Friday night. There was no police report taken or written about the vandalism, apparently. And the damage was still very much there today. Here are a few of the photos that Mrs. Trooprally took this morning... This first one is not so noticeable, but as they walked into the center, it got worse. It looks like the person who did this walked along The Wall with some type of container, perhaps hidden at their side so that they could squirt the oily substance without being caught in the act. The names along the lower part of The Wall appea

Burning Sage
Burning Sage I came here to discuss what we might like to do Once I'd settled my affairs with the estate; Some was yours, some was mine but it all changed over time, And there's still yet more which we must trust to fate. This all occurred to me as I took an evening walk Through the old Blavatsky Plaza down the street As things slowed I socialized, And was pleasantly surprised by invitations To take tea and play Canasta on Park Lane. When the night was creeping in and evening light turned blue, A breeze hissed through the trees like ocean waves; I passed with hesitation by the house I shared with you Where the vacant open windows gaped like caves. As the creaking screen door beckoned, I floated up the walk, Where dried leaves skittered chattily on cement. As the wind began to moan, the eves would start to groan, Giving certain solemn tone to the event. I came here straightaway, with no thought to delay Because I felt the need to decorate your tomb; But

A Monument To The Inhumanity Of Humankind
I found this moving piece of text at memorial for transgender suicides: "For the fallen, I will stand. I will stand to oppose bigotry, fear, cruelty and hatred. I will stand to educate the ignorant. I will stand for any who suffer. I will stand for the unknown soul, facing the harshest of realities, struggling against the worst of odds, trying to remain sane in a world that neither accepts nor understands. You may have been raped, beaten, shot, stabbed and scarred, your mind, your body and soul ravaged by the harshest cruelties of both man and nature. Be you live or dead, may you always find peace and comfort within these walls."

Post V-day
Just would like to thank my special friends for the wonderful gifts..and comments I got yesterday. I know some.. don't care for the day and want to be scrooges..but its all what you make of the day. Even if your lonely and have no one.. fubar is a great place to get some of that special attention. Anyways, for those who hate it.. the day is finally over. You all are great...hugs ...nikki

Sorrow
You tripped on feeling something You found that it was nothing you fondle in the sorrow and find that there's tomorrow You take all your feelings shadows you're awake inside, your time grows you're facing like your hollow and today there's no tomorrow A break in the day to take it away the morning awaits with nothing to say my feelings will pass as nothing that lasts And reasons will fade they've all gone away You tripped on feeling something You found that it was nothing you fondle in the sorrow and find that there's tomorrow A feather that's fallen And caught in the spokes A vision that's left me A season of smoke And falling in some path that's miles today the meter has broken throw your tokens away You take all your feelings shadows you're awake inside, your time grows you're facing like your hollow and today there's no tomorrow

Abunza
Finally, make real money online TONIGHT Abunza is a direct sales business opportunity created by Michael Spire and Sebastian Saldarriaga. Abunza was chosen as the name because it means “abundance” in Spanish. The Basics Abunza offers travel certificates, software, e-books, and the ability to sell the software you are given separately through your own “store”. Members are also able to use a site that is completely translated into Spanish to target that market in addition to the English speaking population. -: As there are over 100 Million Spanish speaking users on the internet today according to internetworldstats.com, it makes sense to target these individuals in addition to the English speaking population. Since the call center representatives are bi-lingual, someone can take advantage of this business opportunity even if they do not know a single word in Spanish. The addition of travel certificates gives this program a huge boost. When first launched, it was only

Pussy
now im often subject to self introspective moods and i was starting to think here lately that my addiction to sex was because of pussy. I am a sex addict but im not gay i don't blow ppl just to blow them. i think its all cause of pussy. i just get too damn excited when its present. the tast, look, feel, smell, sight of it just seems to be the root of a good chunk of my problems. when you meet a girl, it can be a friendly chit chat and what not i'm sure, but all i think about is what their pussy tastes like. how they shake and moan when their legs r wrapped around my head. sex is just fun and dandy, but trully pussy is the whole reason i exsist. they all look different, but simaller. most taste oh so sweet and just look so divine. now because of my problems i've encountered so many things that r just not visually appealling, but for pussy i'll just put up with them. i learned about so many different STD's because of my fetish [and i do mean fetish, as in i can't get off unless pussy i

Bill's Contests...lets Help Him Win It Plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
please help this sweet person win a contest...he says he never wins anything and i'd like to try to prove him wrong....plz help if u have can...even one or two comments would help! thanks so much!!!! luv ya, zoeygrl

How Easily We Forget!
When in England at a fairly large conference, Colin Powell was asked by the Archbishop of Canterbury if our plans for Iraq were just an example of empire building by George Bush. He answered by saying, 'Over the years, the United States has sent many of its fine young men and women into great peril to fight for freedom beyond our borders. The only amount of land we have ever asked for in return is enough to bury those that did not return. It became very quiet in the room. There was a conference in France where a number of international engineers were taking part, including the French and Americans. During a break one of the French engineers came back into the room saying 'Have you heard the latest dumb stunt Bush has done? He has sent an aircraft carrier to Indonesia to help the tsunami victims. What does he intend to do, bomb them?' A Boeing engineer stood up and replied quietly: 'Our carriers have three hospitals on board that can treat several hundred people; they are nuclear pow

Forgivness
Forgiveness Everyone has always told me I have to forgive people in my past and let go to be able to get on with my live and have healthy happy relationships. how do you do that? how do you forgive someone who always let you down. who constantly berated you and put you down. who never protected you from the outside world. someone who was supposed to love you unconditionally and never did. I did everything they ever asked of me., either to please them, hoping it would make them love me just a little, or out of fear. but it never was good enough. so I left, with anger, bitterness, and hatred in my heart for them, the little girl in me wishing them a lonely old live full of pain, planning on never seeing them again. Four weeks ago my Daddy passed away, and I was had to face my mother again. I went with expectations I shouldn't have had. Hoping for answers I know now I will never get. Even though my mother is in a convalescent home having suffered possibly dozens of strokes, has lim

We Need A New Godmother!
I ASKED HER WHAT HER FAVORITE COLOR WAS AND SHE GAVE ME SEVERAL..LOL IF YOU CHECK HER ALBUMS SHES GOT AN ALBUM OF BIRDS HENCE THE SONG...LOL THATS WHAT BRIGHT EYED ARTIST IS...A STRONG WOMAN, WHO IS A GIFT....AND GIFTED AS WELL! SHE WILL KEEP YOU LAUGHING BUT SHE'LL GET SERIOUS IF SHE NEEDS TO... AND NOW WE ALL NEED TO! SHES TOO CLOSE TO BEING A GODMOTHER TO BE IGNORED! WE NEED TO HELP HER GET THERE! PLEASE EVERYONE....GATHER TOGETHER AND MAKE THIS QUICK AND PAINLESS..SHE DOESNT NEED TO WAIT ANYMORE! FAN HER! RATE HER! ADD HER FOR A FRIEND! SPANK HER STASH! SHOW HER LOVE! BESIDES SHE IS ONE OF THE SEXIEST STREAKERS I KNOW! HE HE HE...SO LETS ALL BE ROCKIN ROBINS AND DO THIS! ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar SHOWING LOVE TO MY STREAKING BUDDY ~ Phoenix ~@ fubar

You Dont Have To Read It
2-14-08 Thursday, ~6:50am~ Unusally I am in a really good mood today. the day has showen to have its complactions but its still a really good day. I am sure I owe alot of my happiness to my wonderfull and beautiful girlfriend to wich I will be getting married to come here soon! :D I really don't have nothing else to say about it I love her so vary much! lol this is probly one of the more wierd entrys I will put in here but it isnt to offten i have felt this happy even when she make me happy there has always been something to distroy it later on but right now the complacations arnt even bothering me!

Reverse Funnel System Review
REVERSE FUNNEL SYSTEM REVIEW Are you ready to learn the SECRET to online wealth? The Reverse Funnel System combines Network Marketing with the power of Internet Marketing. People no longer have to cold call prospects, chase dead-end leads, spend themselves broke on advertising campaigns or even hound people about building true financial freedom for themselves. This system weeds everybody out and leaves users with highly motivated, truly qualified leads. The sheer power behind the Reverse Funnel System, comes from its solid foundation and step by step filtering process. Systems that work are the backbone to success for many highly coveted industry leaders. The Reverse Funnel System is a funded proposal method which supplements advertising dollars by giving users upfront cash in their pocket. It weeds leads out through a series of proven steps and turns them into qualified prospects without user interaction. When the prospect becomes properly qualified, the system will

Why....
Good Morning… The question on everyone’s mind today has to be why? Why does this continue to go on? Why do students kill other students? Another tragic event unfolded yesterday at Northern Illinois University. At or around 3:00PM a gunman open fired on a crowded lecture hall apparently a introductory geology class killing five students and later in a battle with another gunman yet to be identified was killed himself. This screams copycat of the Va. Tech incident. You know, after the Va. Tech incident I seen a blog by a person who apparently was full of information on the killings and said she understood and felt compassion towards the gunman. Stating humility and how certain students are treated for his actions. I sit here and see how some view life. They do not view it as a privilege but as a sacrifice they have to make. They often refer to others causing their actions and the blame should be on the victims of the shootings due to the fact they treated that person or other persons b

For My Fu-family!!! ♥
I am sorry I have not been checking in as much as I should. I have missed you all so very much!!! I absolutely love coming in to see so much love waiting for me to see!!! I want to tell you that I love you all so very much for being yourselves always and for just being awesome people to boot!!! I will try to make something very special for each of you, if this computer cooperates with me LOL! Kisses for all of you coupled with HUGE hugs!!! xoxo you are the BEST!!!!!!! Alana

Morphalicious(thanks Johnnydevil & Amnesia)
..sometimes good people get overlooked in the swarm of drama and selfishness that sometimes overcomes Fu and real life...good people should not be taken for granted nor their accomplishments and work overlooked...ever...period. So with that in mind, this awesome morph-maker took it upon himself to make me and mine a special morph for Valentine's Day and didnt even ask for anything in return...imagine that around here?..so with that in mind, I bring to you this Fubarian, and he'd be more than happy to make you all somethin as well, all ya have to do is ask...:D ~Morpheus01~" Extreme Morphs"@ fubar .....this bit of happy bought to you by: A m N e S i A@ fubar & Johnnydevil@ fubar (repost of original by 'Johnnydevil' on '2008-02-14 21:31:22') (repost of original by 'A m N e S i A' on '2008-02-14 21:33:05') (repost of original by '~ Echo Angel ~' on '2008-02-14 22:04:32')

Wind Flower
if u plant an illusion and water it with love and water from constanly a beautiful flower will grow in u and its scent and warmth woll keep u warm when everything goes wrong if u plant an idealin yhe maybe land and u feed it envy it would be difficult to take out the evil in your heart if it grew roots and may my light go with u cus life is a garden where good and bad gets confused and its human not always know what to choose and if u feel lost u wont get to see with ur eyes do it with ur souls eyes and ud find calm your windy flower ill be if u plant a friendship plant it in me and feed it with patience cut it with truth and replant it with faith cus it needs time to grow if u get drunk with passion and u dont cool ur heart a lil bit ur senses will stutter and maybe just heat will talk and not reason its wise to count til 10 and may my light go with u cus life is a garden where good and bad gets confused and its human not always know what to choos

Bet For Rock N Roll
i cant give u my heart now ill go wherever my boots point and if u want me to tell u what to do id tell u to bet for my failure take ur clothes off thts ok font leave anythin u gotta do if u came here to buy me go to hell if ur gonna ride with me hold on tight lets go boy to the sea theres no sunset in this damn city and i dont know if i was made for running but i do know i was born to bet on it i know that nothings gonna happen but now im against the ropes and i cant find a way to get out but im gonna bet hard while i can now i cant give u my heart i lost my bet for rock and roll i lost my bet for rock and roll its the price i have to pay and theres no point on leaving it behind no point on leaving it behind

10 Random Facts About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. My eyes change color - Blue, Green, to Gray 2. I can't touch raw hamburg... yuck! *gags me* 3. I am a neat freak 4. I can't get into a wrinkled bed - 5. I fall for people to quickly 6. I am ultra sensitive 7. I love to chase rainbows =D 8. I am truly a dork... lol but an extremely intelligent one 9. I love to be humored 10. I love surprises... People I'd like to tag: "NYNGWIFEY" "Alfa Male" "Dawn Marie" "The Stutter" "Northy"

If R Not With Me
yes i know tht sometimes i lose my head and i cant act like i dont care can even get to be indiferent if youre not with mt but no my love youre not this way dont say bye now when it hasnt even started let me demonstrate that this is worth it cus when i began to know u i understood life with goodbye all the pain got in my dreams our love never died you were my poison we let each other down we were indiferent and our love came to an end

Re: Obama Pushes Bill That Would Mandate Global Tax
RE: Obama Pushes Bill That Would Mandate Global Tax ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Feb 2008, 17:21 myspace codeObama Pushes Bill That Would Mandate Global Tax Presidential frontrunner Barack Obama is pushing a bill that will lead to the implementation of a UN global tax, costing the U.S. at least $845 billion dollars over thirteen years in the name of fighting worldwide poverty, as well as banning "small arms and light weapons". http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021408_global_tax.htm

Re: Media Smear Mayor Who Vetoed Military Urban Warfare Drill
RE: Media Smear Mayor Who Vetoed Military Urban Warfare Drill ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 14 Feb 2008, 21:26 Corporate Media Smear Mayor Who Vetoed Military Urban Warfare Drill In His Town The Mayor of Toledo, Ohio has been castigated by the mainstream media for taking the decision to order 200 Michigan based Marines out of his town just before the unit was supposed to start a weekend of urban warfare training downtown. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/140208Toledo.htm

Valentines
Hope everyone had a great Valentines day. Me, I spent my night rollin my little ass off on ecstasy.....yummmmm. Naked, handcuffed and blindfolded in the VIP Room of a strip club. Why do married guys go to strip clubs on Valentines.....they should be home fucking their wives........Oh, yeah no I get it, that's why they go to the strip club. For some reason married guys like ripping into my little body. Mark, made a ton of cash last night due to his blackmail. After I was cuffed to bar in the VIP Room one of Houston's finest enjoy beating the fuck out of me as he got his nuts. We know who was serving. Thank God Mark now has someone to Protect him. Mark knows he has me trapped, and every day he's making sure I know how helpless I am against him. What he is enjoying most of all is forcing me to match what he was paid. I'm still rollin my ass off. This shit was extremely strong. Stalker up date - lol I HAVE TO SLEEP FOR THAT. Hey guys I luv you all - Hope you a

Man Opens Fire At N. Illinois University
MAN OPENS FIRE AT N. ILLINOIS UNIVERSITY ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: We Are Change NYC Date: 15 Feb 2008, 04:46 6 Dead In N. Illinois University MassacreGunman Killed Five, Then Himself On Stage In Front Of Panicked StudentsDE KALB, Ill (CBS) ― A gunman opened fire on a geology class at Northern Illinois University Thursday afternoon, killing five people before taking his own life on stage as panicked students ran and ducked for cover.NIU President John Peters said a total of 22 people were shot, including the gunman. Four people, including the gunman, died at the scene; two others died later at area hospitals.All five of the gunman's victims, four females and one male, were students.Officials said the gunman opened fire in a lecture hall shortly after 3 p.m. and the campus was immediately placed on lockdown. Police were on the scene within a few minutes, but the gunman had already killed himself by the time they arrived.The shooting h

Banana Cream Pie With Oatmeal Coconut Crust Made With Murray Sugar Free Cookies
Ingredients 20 Murray® Sugar Free Oatmeal cookies 2 tablespoons flaked coconut 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon 3 tablespoons light margarine, melted 2 3/4 cups cold fat-free milk 1/2 teaspoon coconut extract (optional) 2 packages (4-serving size) vanilla flavor sugar-free, fat-free instant pudding & pie filling 1 large banana 1 1/2 cups frozen fat-free non-dairy whipped topping, thawed Directions 1. Finely crush cookies. In small bowl combine cookies, coconut and cinnamon. Add margarine. Toss to coat. Press on bottom and sides of 9-inch pie plate lightly coated with nonstick cooking spray. Bake at 350°F for 8 minutes. Cool completely. 2. In large bowl combine milk and coconut extract, if desired. Add pudding mix. Beat with wire whisk about 2 minutes or until thickened. Pour half of pudding mixture into crust. Slice banana on top. Pour remaining pudding mixture over banana. Spread whipped topping over all. Refrigerate at least 30 minutes. Garn

What Goes Around Comes Around
I sit here and think with so many fucked up thoughts in my head You know I wonder if it was something you did or something I said At first everything was going unbelievably fucking great Little by little it started to change its like being alone is my fate When I give myself to someone I truly give all that I can I believe that I am amazing myself and deserve a deserving man I honestly think that for me it is just so hard to trust because of the past This life is so short to waste time it just flies by so fast I want to believe what is said to me by you all the time on the phone Even when you say that you love me and need me why do I feel alone I feel as though you might be playing me for dumb It was too easy to fall for you I mean I could not pretend to be numb Were you just telling me all the things that a woman wants to hear I knew from the beginning falling too hard was the one thing I did fear Please talk to me and let me know what is goin

Diabetes Information
This topic provides general information about type 2 diabetes and how you can help prevent the disease. If you or your child has type 2 diabetes and you are looking for more specific information on how to live with the disease, see: Type 2 Diabetes: Recently Diagnosed, if you have been told recently that you have type 2 diabetes. Type 2 Diabetes: Living With the Disease, if you have type 2 diabetes. Type 2 Diabetes in Children, if your child has type 2 diabetes. Type 2 Diabetes: Living With Complications, if you have eye, kidney, heart, nerve, or blood vessel disease caused by your diabetes. If you are looking for information about type 1 diabetes, see the topic Type 1 Diabetes. What is type 2 diabetes? Type 2 diabetes is a lifelong disease that affects the way your body uses food for energy. The disease develops when an organ called the pancreas cannot make enough insulin or when the body is not able to use insulin correctly. Insulin is a hormone that allows the body's

I Can Fake It With The Best Of Them...
How do you pretend to be alright when you're not? Easy, you fake...you hide the hurt behind a smile and hope they don't look too close...see the cracks in the facade. The sad truth is I'm NOT all right...I'm NOT okay...I'm barely hanging on and nobody can see me as I drown. Sad that I play it all so close to the vest. Sad that no one's gonna miss me when I'm gone...is this a statement about you? Absolutely not, remember when you're dying just start laughing because life gets enough of your tears. Darkness surrounds you and it's all right it's just the final good night. So sleep easy son and I'll be here to miss you when you're gone. ~Luna

By Myself
Being by yourself in iraq on V-day has to be one of the hard days of the year.... But i have been thur 5 of them out here... It is totaly funny what we go threw but to put me in a better mood i would love to hear ppl tell me how there day went and i truly hope it went great so tell away

Name Change...for Now
SO I'M TOYING WITH THE IDEA OF CHANGING MY NAME TO SMURFETTE...A FEW OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS CALL ME THE "SMOKIN SMURFETTE" SO WE WILL SEE HOW THAT TURNS OUT. AS YOU CAN SEE I AM SITTING HERE TRYING TO FIGURE OUT NEW NAMES SO THAT LET YOU KNOW HOW BORING MY VALENTINES DAY WAS.LOL I PROBABLY COULD HAVE SPENT IT WITH THE ASSHAT, BUT I'D RATHER POKE MY OWN EYES OUT WITH RUSTY NAILS,THAN SUBJECT MYSELF TO HIS HURTFUL ACTIONS. I'M FINALLY SEEING THAT I AM WAY TOO GOOD FOR THAT-SO I WILL LET HIM KEEP CHASING HIS STUPID INTERNET HOES,UNTIL HIM AND HIS DAMN COMPUTER CATCH A VIRUS!roflmfao N-E-WAY.......HOLLA AT ME AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YA THINK. AND IF YOU LIKE PLAIN OLE KARMA-LET ME KNOW! ~KISSES FROM "SMURFETTE" B.K.A ~KARMA~

Behind The Hollywood Characters/eoisode 7
Well we are back with behind the scenes of our favorite hollywood characters of the "AUAD" (Against Under Age Drinking) "ADA" (Against Drug Abusing) and the "ASCD" (Against Senior Citizen Drivers). we have an exclusive report on our beloved Kristin Sortier. just last week our favorite character Kristin was caught by the police for underage drinking. this time it was for real, not an act but in real life caught in the act. red handed and tipsy at the most. boy were her hands red right after they slapped them cuffs and tossed her in the back of the police car. Our hollywood character obviously doesnt set the example of her important roll in real life. we have a picture of the mug shot that says fellony charge written all over The corperation that she was contracted to was broken, right after the inccident. The head executive of the corperation ( Cloie ) said she spoke to Danold Trump and he said i quote " This is an out rage, we cant have these out of control

Somethings Are Just Not Supposed To Happen
There are few constants in this world. Heroes and Friends are supposed to be two of those. Heroes stand up for what is right and give you a guide on life. They show you how to do things, and are basically the mentors and basis for how you live your life. Friends are there for you. They again provide a guide, sometimes just a shoulder, to help you through life. They go beyond what they should do at times, and others just enough. Dale Earnhardt, driver of the #3, aka the Intimidator is one of my heroes. He died in 2001 on the final lap of the Daytona 500. I said that day, your heroes aren't supposed to die. I cried the day that Dale Earnhardt died. While I do not build memorials, and visit the site of his death, or the site of his birth, I do memorialize him in my own little way. John Wayne died before I was born, but he is another of my heroes. He had a way to doing what was necessary for others. Even in death, he stands for what is right, through the found

Check This Out
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=47029263 This is my myspace site where it has more info about me. Check it out so you can get to know me better. I'm a complex person and this will help. Love the world!!!!!!!!

Episode 6
Hey everyone this is Cloie. I am now not only the director for the "AUAD" (AGAINST UNDERAGE DRINKING) and the "ADA" (AGAINST DRUG ABUSING) with my popular charactor named Kristin. But I am now the head executive manager of the "AUAD" and "ADA" corperation. Why you ask, I will be glad to answer. remember in the 4th episode called "LET DOWN MAKES A TURN AROUND"? when Kristin was caught drinking at her special olimpic celebration all because her sister did not look out for her and was missing when she should of been baby sitting Kristin. Well we found out that Kristin's sister Brenda was hit by a senior citizen and was left mentally unstabled. now they both have a story to tell,and I have been signed over the contract to not only be manager for the AUAD, ADA, but also the "ASCD" (AGAINST SENIOR CITIZEN DRIVERS). We would like to make an exclusive report on Brenda Hughes but she is in physical therapy for the time being. Her therapist Dr.Z

The Twatwaffle
1. Twatwaffle (twat-wah-full): n.1 An elitist; someone unaware of their own limitations and highly critical of others. n.2 A general prick. See: douchebag, n00b. v.1 To ban; to totally pwn. 2. Twatwaffle Complete idiot. Dipshit, assrod. You get the idea. 3. Twatwaffle The twatwaffle is a magical sentient being that flies around in rainbows; it is a friend of unicorns! Twatwaffles are often used by businesswomen like magic carpets to fly them to work. Businesswomen like the inspiring nature of a twatwaffle, often referring to them as "a team player" and "a great asset to the team." If a man touches a twatwaffle his genitals will shrivel and drop off into the snow, lost to him forever. When twatwaffles are not swirling around in the sky you can often find them digging around in medical waste and pushing homeless people into their own shallow puddles of urine. 4. Twatwaffle 1- loose nasty dirty hairy vagina 2- a whores vagina infected with std's, hardcore std'

Boys
I'm just sick of them, really. I had made some plans to move in the next three weeks finally, mostly as a surprise for someone, but now I'm not going to. I'm going to take the money I have for that and do a little splurging, plus I have to pay for a hotel room for myself and a friend of mine, as we'll be rooming with some friends for a convention back in Michigan, though thats only 100$ for the two nights of having the room, the con is 3 days long. Aside from that, I think I'll get a new computer, and a laptop as well. I've got a great deal going with my friend right now for a awesome custom made computer for 600$ and then just throw 300$ out for a decent lappy. Everything else I'm putting in the bank, same with my weekly checks now, because I might still be moving somewhere, just not as far and not into a place of my own, but with some friends of mine. (Yay for rotating sleeping places xD) But yea, aside from all that, I'm considering saying fuck it to guys altogether b

~phoenix~
I am Fu-Owned by the following person, ~ Phoenix ~@ fubar Phoenix is a wonderful person, you really need to check her out. Rate, Fan, Add her if you haven't yet. If you have then rate her pics, or leave her a comment.

The Panamanchurian Candidate
THE PANAMANCHURIAN CANDIDATE: Why John McCain is INELIGIBLE to be President of the United States Introduction The question has been raised of citizenship on John McCain in terms of his eligibility to be President. Please follow this closely as it is lengthy, bit it shows that he is NOT eligible to be President. The usual disclaimer of “I am not lawyer and this is not legal advice and should not be taken as such blah blah etc.” applies. To properly answer this eligibility question, we need to examine what the Constitution says on the issue, what the federal law says on the issue, what the federal regulatory policy is on the issue, and the legal status of John McCain’s place of birth. All of this will determine what makes him eligible to be President, or not. The Constitution: Article II, Section 1, Clause 5 of the Constitution: No person except a natural born Citizen, or a Citizen of the United States, at the time of the Adoption of this Constitution, shall be eligi

How I Hit Rock Bottom And Came Out On Top/episode 5
hey everyone this is cloie the director & illustrator for AUAD. (AGAINST,UNDERAGE,DRINKING) I would like to share with you about my story of how i hit rock bottom, and came back to the top stronger than ever. All because of this one special girl, Kristin Sortier. i never drank in high school, or in college, well mainly because i never got past the 5th grade; but thats beside the point. I always did the right thing that came to mind, but usually everything changes when it comes to peir pressure. I went to a party last year and met up with my friends, they began to drink and wanted me to join. i tried to say no but they forced me and I willingly accepted the offers. i was friends with brenda way before she cleaned her act and nearly lost her sister, so there for everything has changed over the past year. this how it started BRENDA: Hey Cloie!!! CLOIE: Hi Brenda BRENDA: Wanna drink some Jimbeam CLOIE: No way, I'm underage CLOIE: I'll just stic

Update....... Again
So I finally got my ethernet cable on order and as soon as I get it here I'll be ready to go , and back online. Hope everyone had a good V-day..... I got stood up (go figure, story of my life) annnnyway...... Im only here for a few again, then Im gone as Im tired tonight and will be in bed soon. If your reading these blogs , come say hi, I will say hi back as soon as I can. I still miss fubar (how sad is that , lol). Hopefully this cable will get here sooner than later....... I feel like the jeopardy theme has been running for 2 weeks straight now lol. Laters Taters Matty

Trapted
Sometimes things are not meant to be My life is such a fuckin catastrophe I do not know what to do anymore Why do I feel like I'm life's little whore I can't help this strong ass feeling I don't understand those cards their dealing Why am I going so fuckin crazy The decisions I seem to make are getting hazy Everybody where the fuck am I aiming It feels like all those dogs are maiming I need to open my eyes and see the truth All my sins seems steal all the youth

Tag Ur It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.i am real shy in person 2.i am an only child 3. i had steven spielerg record me doin some of my many voices 4. i got kicked out of high school for doin $15,000.00 worth of damage to the football field with my old 4x4 5. i had sex in the baptismal tub during a church service ( yes im goin to hell ) 6. i can look at almost any car and tell you exactly what it is , year , make , model and all the performance stats 7. my bro is a better drummer then me but yet i can teach him the things he needs to know about bein a better drummer 8. everyone bitches about the snow and cold weather but yet i miss it and want to be in it 9.

Still Looking!
Still looking for a girlfriend that I can have a relationship with and someone that can share sexual pleasures with me. So if you are bisexual and local I would love to hear from you as I am very much into women as much as I am into men! Theres alot of truth to a woman knows how to please another woman better then a man!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Survey
What are you excited for? My first year anniversary with my boyfriend-2/15/07 to 08. Yay a year =) So far who did you talk to the most today? my Dad What is the best name for a butler? Niles What is the thing you are picked on most about? Haaa lots of things LOL What was your last weird encounter? I actually pet one my kitty (Sneakers)today that usually RUNS away from everyone -so its rare to pet her. What's the weirdest story of one of your scars? one of my cats (Smudge scratched me pretty bad on both of my hands 3 months ago and it still looks red like its only a week to 2 weeks old -WHAT THE HELL! HEEL ALREADY!! Do you remember the part from Bambi when Bambi learns to say bear? yea, I also remember when Bambi's Mom got shot-It ain't safe in da streets no more. What color is your toothbrush? Clear with a blue handle grip What is your middle name spelled backwards? ENYAJ -lol Can you eat well w

Simplicity
My grandfather celebrated his 89th birthday, being valentine's day. My grandparents have been married for 67 years. Whatever happened to the simple things in life making a person happy. They survived him going off to war twice. What happened to total devotion to the one you love. What happened to appreciating the sacrifices that are made on both sides? What about unconditional love and friendship?

Another V-day Passes
Oh well...at least I can say that I was catching a nice buzz lol shit is falling apart again but do ya think i care...hell no...been thru this too much in my lifetime so i think it's time for a change i'm getting the nomad bug again...dreaming of different places, different ppl, different attitudes ppl tend to bore me after awhile...i have very few close friends who are here in KC so that helps to keep me grounded for awhile hell i've lived in the same place for 1 1/2yrs now with only 1 other place being 3 yrs back in '98...does it give u any idea? yeah i'm a traveler..never content yet where i have been cuz i'm looking for those like me...it's hard tho when u have a child who u love more than life itself be what it is...i'm me 150% lol...maybe someday some1 will tame me

I Feel So Left Out And Alone.....
2~15~08 Wow, After losing my job, vision, and so many things I took for granted it seems like nothing is worse than being alone. I just don't know where to begin. I don't know what I want to do...I want to go to school...It seems no matter how hard I fight for something I have a major obstacle. Sooo aggravating. And the more I try to do certain things and be independent the more I feel like I am pushing people away. I feel so lost. Everyone asks me why I am single... Yes I have confidence but maybe not in the right things. Where to look inside yourself to do things I do not know. I need to motivate myself, and work on myself but doesn't everyone? I feel like a lost child sometimes without a mentor. Maybe I need to reevaluate my outlooks...I don't know.....Sometimes even a ear to listen to me might be nice...I don't know where to look. Damn I feel like I could go on and on but your probably tired reading ...if anyone reads this at all... Atleast the man upstairs will read

"long Trip Alone"
DIERKS BENTLEY LYRICS "Long Trip Alone" It's a long trip alone over sand and stone That lie along the road that we all must travel down So maybe you could walk with me a while And maybe I could rest beneath your smile Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold 'Cause it's a long trip alone It's a short piece of time but just enough to find A little peace of mind under the sun somewhere So maybe you could walk with me a while And maybe I could rest beneath your smile You know we can't afford to let one moment pass us by 'Cause it's a short piece of time And I don't know where I'd be without you here 'Cause I'm not really me without you there Yea Yeah Hallelujah hallelujah oh So maybe you could walk with me a while Maybe I could rest beneath your smile Everybody stumbles sometimes and needs a hand to hold So maybe you could walk with me a while Maybe I could rest beneath your smile Maybe I could feel you right beside me 'til I'm home '

Broken
Broken so severely that any sort of repair is not only unlikely but impossible. Physical pain that takes your breath away. An emptiness so void of love that every memory of happiness brings tears. Every waking moment is spent in a fog of sadness. People worry that you have too much on your plate and smother you with concern. You pretend to be moving forward! . . . fake a smile, promise them that your healing and only break down in the solitude of the sleepless nights. Sleep seldom finds me, it has been forgotten as a necessity just like food. The salt from my tears is my only nutrition. The irregular beats of my heart make me wonder when its efforts will cease. TO ANYONE WHO CAN TRULY FEEL THESE WORDS. . . is there hope? Or am I forever BROKEN?

Love Poem !!
With rain beating down on me I walk alone Empty, confused and without a home. Things could be different had I'd asked you to stay Now my hearts hurting, pain is getting in the way Wish I'd knew then you were looking for my heart I would have never drove us to be apart Took your love for granted and that was a shame Need to know how I can recover the flame That kept our love so healthy and strong First tell me, where did I go wrong So I can make it right and we can share The love we once had I believe it's still there I can't rearrange what has been done I can only wait with the rise of the son For you to tell me what I need to do But it's hard cause everyday I miss you I want you to know it that I will always wait For you to tell me, it will never be to late I will never take you for granted, never again I promise to love you till the very end

What I Like About You
The day we met I wasn't so sure. You were too good of a girl for a thug like me. Funny thing was I did want you. I just didn't want to scare you away. I was the "boy from the other side of the tracks" and you were the perfect "All-American Girl". A true mix for disaster. This was March 17th 1992 !!! Today is February 14th, 2008!! 15 years and 333 days later, WOW !!! And baby I love you way more today then I did then!! Matter of fact I Love you more and more with each day that passes. We were kids, LOL. You were 19 and I was 21. You were a year removed from high school and me, well a year left on probation. My have things changed. You were pretty then but you are beautiful now baby !!! I just love holding you at nite in the comfort of our bed. That means more to me then anything. To know that we have been in love all this time. And the beautiful kids you have given birth too for us. Not to mention the wonderful job you have done raising them. I couldn't image having life any

Love Poem
With rain beating down on me I walk alone Empty, confused and without a home. Things could be different had I'd asked you to stay Now my hearts hurting, pain is getting in the way Wish I'd knew then you were looking for my heart I would have never drove us to be apart Took your love for granted and that was a shame Need to know how I can recover the flame That kept our love so healthy and strong First tell me, where did I go wrong So I can make it right and we can share The love we once had I believe it's still there I can't rearrange what has been done I can only wait with the rise of the son For you to tell me what I need to do But it's hard cause everyday I miss you I want you to know it that I will always wait For you to tell me, it will never be to late I will never take you for granted, never again I promise to love you till the very end

Thinking Out Loud
I'M SCARED I'M WORRIED, MY NERVOUS ARE RADDLING, BUT I AM HAPPY! PLEASE DON'T HURT ME I UNDERSTAND YOUR FEELINGS AREN'T AS GREAT AS MINE, BUT I CAN SAY SINCE I'VE MET YOU EVERY DAY I'VE SPENT HAS BEEN WONDERFUL. WATCHING YOU SMILE, WATCHING YOU LAUGH. JUST WATCHING YOU. WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE WITH OTHER MEN? EXCLUDING YOUR GOOD FRIENDS. EVERYTIME I THINK OF THAT MY HEART DROPS. NOT ASKING ANYTHING JUST THINKING OUT LOUD. I'VE NEVER MET ANYONE LIKE YOU AND NEVER WILL. YOUR ONE OF A KIND. I WANT TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. I DON'T WANT TO ANNOY YOU. I WANT TO RELAX YOU. I WANT TO MAKE YOU FEEL GOOD. GIRL YOU GOT MY HEART POUNDING FOR LOVE. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!

Falling Out Of Love
i dont know if my love loves me as much as i do him he use to say that he loved me with feeling now he says it with nothing in his voice no love seems to be there i asked him if he loved me at all but it took him to long to answer that simple little question i know that he has alot to deal with but to change the way you feel about someone how can that be he use to love me the way i loved him but now i am not sure how did my relationship go from a great love to doubting love i dont want to doubt what he feels for me but i have no other choice he has not responded to my questions i asked but i think that he will not i think he fell out of love with me and that makes me sad

Funeral Song Upsated Oct 31-08
Ive always had a song on my mind, but today i decided to add this song by Oasis to my funeral song. Yea for some reason i dont really think abou my wedding song, but i think of my funeral song....sick aintit lol Nutshell by Alice in Chains (added Oct 31 08) Love is blindness by U2 Stop crying your heart out by Oasis

Blah...
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. Je parle francais.. voulez vous couche avec moi? lol i can speak french with random stupid phrases that are absoultely useless.. yes i am french in heritage if you only knew my last name you would understand. 2. a wierd habit i have is when i'm bored i randomly take semi naughty pics on my web cam. 3. I am a mother to a handsome lil boy. 4. I learned to speak out of my home state california when i was little and got thrown into speach class because they said i talk funny.. thanks to the state of illinois for that experience. 5. despite what you may think about me from my pictures on here I am a very shy person in life. It takes awhile for me to break out of my shell with people but when i do look out lol.. i'm a little crazy and tend to lean on the smartass side after that. 6.

Love???
why is it some people just dont listen and why is it some people move way to fast while others move way to slow i just dont know at this point in time he said something to me that was way to soon and now i am confused i didnt think it was possible to feel that way so fast i am so damn confused i just dont know what to say nor do he loves me how can that be so? does he mean it or did he say it just to try to hurt me oooh gosh i just dont know how did a simple week go so astray how did talking to him on the phone lead to him having feeling for me it cant be possible i dont think but why the fuck am i feeling like this right now i dont really care at all i will just take it as it comes even if that means that i will be the one who will fall

My Friends / Fans List
just to let everyone know i'm not adding or fanning anyone unless they are willing to talk ..we are here to make friends and to chat with other people and everytime i try to say hi to someone or chat with some people i get ignored ( not by all and you know who you are ) i'm sorry if this pisses alot of people off but it's been bugging me for a while and i finally had t osay something .. so if you wanna talk to me fine then add away, but if your just doing it for the points then don't bother

An Unbelievable Day!!!!
First, I would like to apologize to those friends that have stopped by and left comments today. I am very sorry that I have not been able to reply to your comments yet. It has been a strange and unbelievable Valentine's Day, to say the very least. It started with me taking the day off from work to take my youngest daughter (17) to the Doctor to determine if she had an infectious disease. Last week she had terrible headaches and a fever and her primary Doctor could not determine what was wrong with her. Actually, by today, she was back to normal and the specialist we saw said that she did not have anything abormal and that unless she had the headaches again, she should be fine. With that, she and I went home and then she left to go to school. Unfortunately she did not go to school, she and her best friend decided to cut classes for the day. This has been a big issue lately and she has been on restriction 3 times in the last three months due to this. Well, it has been raining

Not Takin It!
yeah this is a rant. so i was in my lounge doin my thing and BAM someone came in... i almost cried. but you know what it doesnt matter now. i refuse to leave again for drama, if he wants to be childish let him look like a damn fool but i refuse to be taken from my friends because of some internet bullshit. so im here to stay. if you dont like it, I DONT CARE! get over it, dont come to my page if you dont like me, i really dont care anymore. i promised someone i love (yes you nicole) that i wouldnt leave anymore, and im not. so get over your drama bullshit and stop acting like your 5. thanks!!! x-x-x Miss Addiction a.k.a. Danielle Rene'

Stupid Shit
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i'm so sick of hypocrites and stupid people i'm just sick of fucking everyone right now. what the fuck goes on inside the brains of all the fucking idiots around me??? nothing because their fucking idiots! i'm so fucking tired of this town and all the sun fried brain dead morons! god if only i could get permit to weed out the population.... i know i piss people off i mean im an asshole but most of the time they ask for it! so when im done cleaning out the rejects and someone feels that i should be included fine go ahead i done care fuck it the idiots i missed will just repopulate anyways. fuck it no one cares what i think anyway its all a waste of time and effort because no one takes the advice they ask for so im done

Normal Friends Vs. Redneck Friend
normal friends vs. redneck friend FRIENDS: Never ask for food REDNECKS: Are the reason you have no food. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. REDNECKS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REDNECKS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. REDNECKS: Cry with you. with the good and the bad FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REDNECKS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REDNECKS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. REDNECKS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. REDNECKS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. REDNECKS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had eno

What Have I... Xi
Pulling the vein watching the throb the plip plip thlop So enthralled with the mechanics. The ruthless cold efficiency of it all. Faith in nowhere reason in nowhy. Taste of metal. Drips like a grapefruit. Fetish in the bound and balled. Hidden in sepia tones, grainy 8mm and oak closets. Of hotels and dust bunnies. Moldy mattresses. And true l.o.v.e. Of mystery stained sheets, of masked watchers of masterbating ticket holders. I run it through my hair. In a brief moment of triumph, I trace my filthy fingernail under my nostrils, the heady aroma makes my eyes flicker involuntarily, like pinned butterfly wings. To relive To relish To revive Just what exactly have I become? Whore? Murderer? Performer? Artist? Just what have I... Another voice pulling me gently to the dark of yet another closet. Will she be waiting for me there? Are you waiting for me there? My perfection. My goddess.

I'm Tired Of This Crap, Arent You?
6 dead in N. Illinois U. hall shooting By CARYN ROUSSEAU and DEANNA BELLANDI, Associated Press Writers 9 minutes ago DEKALB, Ill. - A former student dressed in black walked onto the stage of a lecture hall at Northern Illinois University and opened fire on a packed science class Thursday, killing five students, wounding 16 and setting off a panicked stampede before committing suicide. ADVERTISEMENT Police say they have no motive for the rapid-fire assault, carried out by the gunman who fired indiscriminately into the crowd with a shotgun and two handguns as students dove to the floor and ran toward the exits. At least two of the wounded were hospitalized in critical condition. "I kept thinking, 'Oh God, he's going to shoot me. Oh God, I'm dead. I'm dead. I'm dead,'" said Desiree Smith, a senior journalism major who dropped to the floor near the back of the auditorium. "People were crawling on each other, trampling each other," she said. "As I got near the door, I got up

What Body Part Am I Most Attracted To???
What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com You scored as PenisYou are attracted to the: penis. You are a penis man/woman. Penis 100%Abs/Stomach 100%Face 100%Boobs 0%Butt 0% hmmm lol

Duality
Pressing on my eyes hoping that the gateway will hold. Think I'll take a vacation to tahiti when I get back from the conference. Pictures of the end coming out like a bloody nose. Fickel little kids turning their toys in for ammunition. All this time spent in solitary, festering in dismay. Nothing but a hole and a crotch, and a crutch, and a torch to burn the leeches away. There was a way out but I lost the key. Never no more, only the idol almighty dollar. Tiny places in my skin to hold the razors and the needles. Nothing no more, the idol of internship, seeping sores and prozac martinis. Overcame by orgasms and snapshots spored by my epervesant bubbly personality. Overmold overrun overturned like runny eggs tried to leave hell and decided I'd rather rule the earth. but your god would have it his way. The only way through is down. can't find the way out The only way out is through. can't find the way in Only way in is out. Only way is out.

Girls Aloud - Something Kinda Ooooh (dj Muzik-al's Ooooh Mix)
Girls Aloud - Something Kinda Ooooh (DJ Muzik-AL's Ooooh Mix) 6.34 remix from pop to club To Listen/Download for FREE http://www.esnips.com/doc/ad7c7d61-850a-4152-9277-ef8ba1140b4e/Girls-Aloud----Something-Kinda-Ooooh-(DJ-Muzik-ALs-Ooooh-Mix)

Kiss Kiss
CHRIS BROWN LYRICS "Kiss Kiss" (feat. T-Pain) [Chorus:] She want that lovey dovey That kiss-kiss, kiss-kiss In her mind she fantasize bout getting wit me They hating on me They wanna diss this, kiss-kiss Cause she mine and so fine And thick as can be [x2] [Verse 1:] I'm a country boy from Tappahannock Va is where I reside so shawty understand it And I know I just turned 18 And I get a little mannish And you see this bandanna hanging That means I'm like a bandit (like a bandit, bandit) [Vamp:] I got paper girl The Lamborghini with the spider seats you never seen it so get it shawty we parking lot pimping in my donk And I know what you want [Chorus x2] [Verse 2:] I'm the epitome of this demonstration I got the remedy you feeling me So why is you hating on my anatomy is bird like yeah you heard right girl I'm the king so that means I'm fly [Vamp:] If you wit it girl get it poppin roll wit me ain't no stopping so get it shawty we parking

My List
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1) I tend to talk in my sleep, and have been known to get into trouble for this in the past, innocently by the way....I Swear 2) I type with 2 fingers and need to watch where they go in order to type and Still tend to screw up repeatedly.....reason (3) will explain why this is 3) I failed typing in High School `cause I was always getting caught in Home Ec.Class instead, eating the "food" the girls attempted to make to cure the munchies aquired on the way to school 4) My children are most important in my life, they always have and always will come first, after all, I brought them into this screwed up world 5) I have always wanted to ro

Bid On Me
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Tagged
Ok so i was tagged by Tastyflutterby.....The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1.I can play two totally different video games at the same time (on two different TV's of course, lol) 2.I'm an involuntary perfectionst, seriously I never realize I did it untill i think back on it. 3.I have a huge Pigtail fetish :-P 4.I can bake like a pro :-) 5.I can eat enough for like 6 adults and have room for more. 6.I eat the cracker part the Combos first then go for the filling. 7.It still drives me up a wall why they put hot dogs in packs of 10 and the buns in 8. WTF yo? 8.I love women of color, especially hispanics & canadians. 9.I'm a chocoholic. 10.I value friendship an awful lot. It means more to me than most material possessions in life. I Tag DJ Super Sara TINAH HOPIGALER

Nice Guys Finish Last. For All The Women
why is it when females choose someone to be in a relationship with they always go for the dicks. when most of their guy friends that she says are are nice and sweet to them are sitting right next to them. they will always complain about their relationship to them and they always come running to them looking for answers. then they break up with one dick and go after the next one. i mean you have pretty much already seen how great your friend is and how he treats you like the world why not chance it with that guy instead of always bitching and complaining about how horrible your life is because you always hook up with assholes. i guess all im really saying is maybe next time females complain to their male "friends" realize how this guy has been by your side for how ever long you have known him. maybe you should give him a shot at the plate instead of looking for the next asshole to run over your life and make it hell.

I'll Go On Loving You
ALAN JACKSON LYRICS "I'll Go On Loving You" When I look into your soft green eyes When I see your delicate body Revealed to me as you slip off your dress I'm reminded what I feel for you Will remain strong and true Long after the pleasures of the flesh Then I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you Me in the rain or the wind Or the moon up in the sky The spin of the earth or the change of the tide I don't know what brought us together What strange forces of nature Conspire to construct the present From the past Then I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you I'll go on loving you

The Art Of Kissing
Kissing is a delicate art and must be taken slowly with a new partner. A good kisser knows how to pace themselves, has an active imagination, and understands what their partner likes or may not expect, but will enjoy. When kissing, remember the following: never slobber, don't stare, try not to belch, always pay attention with your non-visual senses (touch, hearing, ESP, etc.), and there is no such thing as too slow. If you are unhappy with a kiss then chances are your partner is going to feel the same way. The best thing you can do is relax, and not just in your body, but your face, lips, neck, everywhere. Be relaxed and confident with how you kiss. Let yourself go with the flow of the moment and savour every second of it. While you are kissing, remember to use your hands, nose, and breath to entice your partner's senses. Everyone enjoys being touched anbd caressed while being kissed. Use your hands to gently caress the cheek, the jawbone, the back, arms, and collarbone.

Love Yall
Have a Wonderful Weekend! Love Yas xoxxoxo Have a kickass weekend I can't beleive it is here already! Me and Brad had a great time last night really enjoyed ourselves, thank you all for all the Annivesary and Valentines Day love you are all awesome..We Love Yall xoxox Christy and Brad

Friggin Tagggggged
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I'm an amatuer bartender and have more alcohol at home than any one person should but I rarely drink any of it. 2. I collect antique liquor bottles (preferably still sealed). No I don't open or drink them! 3. I am a chronic nailbiter. I don't even realize I'm doing it. I really want to break this habit. 4. I was certain I never wanted children. Fatherhood is the single most important and meaningful thing that has ever happened to me. 5. I have the most adorable little boy you've ever laid your eyes on :-) 6. I'm probably smarter than you think I am. 7. I aim to be the best I can be at what I do. I can't do a mediocre job on something. I'm not afraid of working hard to get the job done right. I think they call that ambition. 8. I've been in a couple of bands. It's v

Alcohaulin Ass
HELLYEAH LYRICS "Alcohaulin' Ass" A little bit of sunshine A little bit of booze A little bit of me And a little bit of you A little bit country A little bit of blues A slice of heaven And a little piece of you...come on Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaulin' ass Alcohaul...in' ass A little bit thirsty A little bit used A little bit of whiskey And a little pinch of chew A little bit tired And a bad attitude A little bit of drinkin And another piece of you Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaulin' ass Alcohaulin' Alcohaulin' You drove me to it So there was nothing i could do You pushed me down Split me right in two Now i found the long hard road Carried the weight of you Boy oh boy god damn Only one thing left to do Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaulin' ass Pour another drink in my glass Alcohaul...in' ass

Breath
BREAKING BENJAMIN LYRICS "Breath" I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. This will be all over soon. Pour salt into the open wound. Is it over yet? Let me in. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. [Chorus:] You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through, 'cause I will be the death of you. [Bridge] I'm waiting, I'm praying, realize, sta

The Gift
SEETHER LYRICS "The Gift" Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go Untill I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living Right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living

New Poem
I got bored in my night class and start to write and this is what i came up...... This is the chase My fist to your face Are you gonna duck Are you gonna hurry and run Usin the weapon that is my mouth I'll hit your ass from the south Left, right, left, right Skin that was once tight Cracks and tears from ya bone You won't stay down I wish I could choke you Til you fuckin drown You continue to move around Your screams don't make a sound Screams of fuckin agony Images of what you did to me How could you rip my soul from me I'm sick as fuck Constant thoughts of evil and wrong doings And now you're runnin outta luck You should have ran But no you had to be a man As your head slams Up and down My face no longer holds that evil frown

Hit The Snooze Button
Hopes this helps you understand a little better, why we are doing what we are doing. When WWIII Started A must read historical account of Terrorism against the US ~ This is not very long, but very informative. You have to read the catalogue of events in this brief piece. Then, ask yourself how anyone can take the position that all we have to do is bring our troops home from Iraq, sit back, reset the snooze alarm, go back to sleep, and no one will ever bother us again. In case you missed it, World War III began in November 1979... That alarm has been ringing for years. US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was,

Best Ever...
For those who know me..You know that I am in the military. This June I was looking at having to retire from something that I have truly enjoyed doing for 24 years. The Navy has something that they call(HYT) High Year Tenure. Twenty four years is the maximum amount of time that a Chief Petty Officer can stay around in the Reserves. Well today I received the BEST Valentines Day present that one could ever get. And it was not flowers or candy.The Administration Department of my Reserve Det sent me an email. It was the Navy saying that I can stay in until February 2011. You could have knocked me over with a feather. A very small feather at that! Next project is to buy a house and finish up my Seabee Combat Warfare pin..... And also put a star on the top of my anchor (Senior Chief)!!! Did I say that I LOVE what I do in the Navy ?!?!

Shes So Sexy
'Sexymomma2008Dancer Is My Fu-Wifey abd she is great to me and she is very sexy...to all that dosent know her and does...'Sexymomma2008Dancer is a very sweet person and my feelings for her are threw the roof!!! You brighten up my day babe....hehehe your Fu-Hubby Jason

Your Emo Blog Post Of The Week.
Yes another exciting blog entry. Release the doves and sound the trumpets. Anyways, it’s another exciting Thursday night. I’m bored senseless. When I think, I really think…and I frankly depress the hell out of myself. Note to self, don’t think. So I’ve joined a gym. Yay. In a way it’s nice to work out (which makes me sleepy and I do love to sleep). Of course if I should drop some weight, all the better. I’ve also made a concerted effort to eat a bit healthier. I have no delusions of grandeur ie becoming a Adonis or having 6 pack abs. What bothers me about these gyms is that everybody there seems to be in shape already…where’s the average joes? Talk about feeling inadequate when walking in and looking around. I do what I can do (and that ain’t much) and leave. I’ve also learned that I’m pretty antisocial. Well being on fubar…isn’t that a oxymoron? No not really as it’s just words/text and dopey emoticons on a page. I have few friends, which suits me

Happy Valentines Day
Happy Valentines Day to all the ladies..You Special thing you. I hope you got those roses and boxes of candy. Cause you deserved it. Happy Valentines Day. Oh !! And could you rate my birds? And leave comments if you can.

Te Amo Mi Amor
Te amo mi amor ~Tony "Papi" Martinez Mami I think of you tonight I wonder, have you thought about me? What would we have done today? I sit alone Where are you? What did you do today? Do you still love me? I love you Can I keep you? Mami Te amo mi amor

I Love You Baby!
I love everything about you, the way you talk, the way you say "I love you" i cant believe i found you, you have the power to make me want to be around you. Listen to what im saying and dont think twice if its true cause from the day i found you i fell in love with you. i cant explain exactly how i feel but i can tell you i need you and im being for real dont ever give up on us no matter the distance or time ill wait forever if theres a mountain between us ill climb it just promise youll never leave i dont know if you even have a clue but my purpose in life , is loving you!!!

Tag Yer It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1.I love to go to the beach when it is stormy out. 2.I am the oldest of 5 kids. 3. even though my skin is glow in the dark white I am almost half native american 4. I have an insanely high tolerance for alcohol yet rarely drink. 5. Stubborn doesn't even begin to describe me 6. I like to keep to myself...so if I let you in... you should feel special. 7. I can play numerous instruments and actually read music. 8. I helped my brother get kicked out of church once. 9.I am a nerd and proud of it. 10. I am hopelessly addicted to pepsi. (Jiang dear, you are a meanie lol) Ok now who gets this torture: DJ Venom

Wreck
Alright, in case you haven't heard, I got into wreck on Feb. 12, 2008. I"m not gonna go into much details, but a car ran out in front of me and I hit him. I was driving my 18-wheeler. I know for sure his SUV is totaled, but my rig may be fixable. They decided to put me in a different rig. Both of us are ok, no injuries that I know of. I'll try to post some pics of my rig later when I can.

"if" By Rudyard Kipling
If you can keep your head when all about you Are losing theirs and blaming it on you; If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you, But make allowance for their doubting too; If you can wait and not be tired by waiting, Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies, Or, being hated, don't give way to hating, And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise; If you can dream - and not make dreams your master; If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim; If you can meet with triumph and disaster And treat those two imposters just the same; If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools, Or watch the things you gave your life to broken, And stoop and build 'em up with wornout tools; If you can make one heap of all your winnings And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss, And lose, and start again at your beginnings And never breath a word about your loss; If you can force your heart and nerve and sin

Valentines Day!!
WEll I think that I have a lot of friends!!I got a lot of valentine comments and thank you to all!!I still didnt have anyone to share the day with and be with but my friends helped me thru it!!I hope that everyone had a wonderful valentines day!!edwin

Who I Am
'm unpredictable, moody, weird, multi-generational, crazy, undecided, independent, traveled, bossy, arrogant, rude, silly, beautiful, bitchy, spoiled, dingy, dominate, submissive, angry, loving, a freak, compassionate, intelligent, de-de-de! and just plain strange sometimes. I may look sweet & innocent on the outside but that is your first mistake. Don't think you know me because you have no idea of the complexities of my mind. I am constantly reinventing myself to keep people on their toes. I have been known to be country, preppy, rocker, biker, river rat, a freak, a redneck, gothic, oh and just plain weird. I refuse to grow up but look forward to getting older cause it just keeps getting better. I am a Johns, from the long line of cattle ranchers, farmers & bartenders from Montgomery County Texas. I have a bull, his name is Injun Joe & he's gentle & cute! I like to grow things but have a brown thumb. I would rather be outside working than inside doing housework. I can drive a tr

Election
Since this is a Presidential election year, there is a high interest in voting. My question is how do you choose which candidate to vote for whether President, Governor, Senator, etc? Do you base your vote on party, issues, or is it more superficial like their hair or if he/she goes on a certain talk show? Do you even vote at all? Do you vote in your state's primary?

Make Up For Sale
I have Artistry makeup for sale. I have the sites listed below. There is also nutritional and fitness products as well etc. If you want to purchase send me an email I will get you signed up as a customer. http://scote.qbeautyzone.com/ http://scote.qhealthzone.com/ http://scote.qhealthbeauty.com

At A Loss For Words
I'm at a loss for words right now after hearing about the shootings at N.I.U.'s Campus at Dekalb here in Illinois!!!! I know people who go here and I 'm just at a loss as to why!!!! I must be missing something, but what the hell has this world come to????!!!! I just don't get it. People either randomly killing others or purposely targeting people they know. I really can't make any sense out of it. Now kids who were there to learn won't get that chance, because someone decided otherwise!!!! Last year's Virginia Tech shootings comes to light with this in that school is supposed to be a safe place for your kids to go be it elementary school through college. We're not suppose to have to worry about our kid's not coming home because someone decided otherwise. I don't care if you're religious or not, but please send your prayers to the 6 victims and their families who won't get to have their children come home again!!!! Please pray for the ones wonded as they recover and dea

Would You? I Dare You To Tell Me The Truth!!!!
mark it with an X if you'll do it!! And then send it in a private message to me... i dare you all to tell me what you REALLY think of me... come on.... don't be shy.... i wanna know!!! [_] go out with me? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a movie with me? [_] let me take you out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere [_] cut some rug with me? [_] take a shower with me? [_] be my bf/gf? [_] have a fling with me? [_] let me buy you a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] Would you let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] give me a piggyback ride? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] lick my cheek? [_] dance with me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me to death? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick u

Dangerous Program
I'm writing this in the hopes that this message might protect someone from harm. There is a program out there called Hello. It's a picture trading program that allows instant sharing of pictures between people. Now, this might sound real good. I thought it was too. But remember the saying if it sounds too good to be true, it usually is? Well this is the case here. There is a danger in using this program. I didn't see it until the danger was pointed out to me. I didn't see it until it was, and now I can't believe I didn't see it before. The danger is, someone can send you pictures of ANY kind of content without your knowledge or consent, and there isn't anything that can stop them. The danger is trusting someone you don't know. If you start trading pictures with someone you don't know they could mix in anything from pornography to the worst kind of things you never wanted to see, and once its on your computer its too late. Ok, so just delete them you say. Yes, thats exactly wha

Join Me?
The Israel Palestine Center for Research and Information Walk the Green Line May 29-31, 2008 Help IPCRI mark the 60 Years since the Anniversary of the UN decision to divide Israel and Palestine into two states, with the Green Line serving as the basis for the border between. Walk. Learn. Add your voice to those calling for peace. Two Ways You Can Help! 1. Walk With Us Join us for three days of hiking along the green line. We will be walking important sections of the line, visiting Palestinian and Israeli areas, meeting with politicians from both sides, NGOs and those working for peace. The event is also a fundraiser, with all donations helping support the work of IPCRI. 2. Sponsor a Walker Consider sponsoring someone to walk in your stead. Your donation to IPCRI will help provide an opportunity for others to be involved in this important event. Find someone to sponsor, or let us connect you! What is Walk the Green Line? The purpose of the W

Before Its Too Late
I wondered through fiction to look for the truth Buried beneath all the lies And I stood at a distance To feel who you are Hiding myself in your eyes And hold on before it's too late Until we leave this behind Don't fall just be who you are It's all that we need in our lives And the risk that might break you Is the one that would save A life you dont live is still lost So stand on the edge with me Hold back your fear and see Nothing is real til it's gone And hold on before its too late Until we leave this behind Don't fall just be who you are It's all that we need in our lives So live like you mean it Love til you feel it It's all that we need in our lives So stand on the edge with me Hold back your fear and see Nothing is real til it's gone Hold on before its too late Until we leave this behind Don't fall just be who you are It's all that we need in our lives Hold on before its too late Until we leave this behind Don't fall just be who yo

My Wife's Grandmother Passed Away Tonight :(:(
well it was around 6:30 when i got the call from my wife to come over to her mother's house.So i went over and her mom and her had her grandma laying on the floor (my mother in law said they had just got done changing her.my wife's grandma was 81 mind you .well she was laying on a blanket so we all decided to pick her up in the blanket and move her to her bed .well i happened to look down and notice that her chest wasn't moving ,so my wife's mother called the squad.about 20 minutes after the squad got there they took her grandma and my wife came over to me sobbing and saying that her grandma was gone .and as if this wasn't bad enough ,the damn finance company we have our van through decides to call ,and i tried to tell the woman on the other end that we were having a family crisis and she was like "this will only take a few seconds" so i hung up on her ass.well about an hour later someone else from the damn finance company called ,i mean i know we owe them money but damn my wife's gra

Writing
People come into your life for a Reason, a Season, or a Lifetime. Maybe you will never know which one it is for a person at the time they enter your life. But in one way or another they will grow to be a part of who you are. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend, and they are! They are there for the reason you need them to be.Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They bring you an experience of peace. Sometimes they force you to take a stand in life. What you should realize is that your need has been met, your desire fulfilled, the work is already done. They may teach you something you never might have known, but are only meant to be there for a season. LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: t

What A Craptastic Day
So after being on this earth for what I feel is a great number of valentines day, hereby referred to as stupid day, I have come to expect a certain number of things to happen. 1. Logging on to get a flood of pointless offlines and etc of "Happy Stupid Day" sentiments and the like 2. Having to see all the stuff of supposed adults bitch piss whine moan and complain about being "lonely" today..as if being lonely on feb 14th is infinetly more heartbreaking than say July 27th... 3. The masses decked out in red and there being hearts and flowers and all that other crap absolutely EVERYWHERE 4. Kids running around with candy and cards and basically ignoring their surroundings as they try to deal with this influx of attention from their peers Now I can be called the cynical and sarcastic one when it comes to Stupid Day.. yet to me its just another day nothing more..guess what we have another 365 of em happening this year so really why is the 45th day of this one so important? I

The Wise 19 Year Old. (in Progress)
->//_-DeMark...: for what a small 5 client office? I'm sure that your 19 year old ass has a very important network under control //_-DeMark...: look dude Im done w/ you Jules said your her fam and shes my friend so we r done mmk? //_-DeMark...: i am ^_^ ->//_-DeMark...: sure you are,sure you are //_-DeMark...: lol dude Im an IT administrator doesnt get any better than that O_o ->//_-DeMark...: awww don't be jealous im sure you'll get a better job than you have hang in there keep your head up //_-DeMark...: yea they are amazing arent they^_^ w00t got called a fag by a 33 yr old dude that sits on the comp all day and talks shit to kids while searching for NSFW pics to beat his meat to wow ->//_-DeMark...: right im glad i can be your idol and I love your faggy little faces you make after every cstatement //_-DeMark...: your welcome man I wanna be just like you when I grow up ^_^

I Can't Do That Anymore
Cut my hair the way you wanted Watched you become important Quit my job to make our new home far away Now you're Mr. Successful and I'm queen of the treadmill Trying to stay the size you think that I should stay I used to dream about what I would be Last night I dreamed about a washing machine I keep giving But I can't stop living A woman needs a little something of her own I like happy endings I don't like depending I keep right on pretending But I can't do that anymore Now you say I'm being silly But you don't know me really You never take the time to ask me how I feel I keep the check book balanced I decorate your palace You know I used to think that you were king Somewhere down deep I know you really love me But you can't see that what we have's not all I need I keep giving But I can't stop living A woman needs a little something of her own I like happy endings I don't like depending I keep right on pretending But I can't do that anymore You try

What Each Rose Means......
What each rose means........ Red Roses - Love and romance Black Roses - Vengeance Blue Roses - Mystery and intrigue Pink Roses - Gratitude and appreciation Purple Roses - Love at first sight White Roses - Innocence and purity Green Roses - Fertility Yellow Roses - Joy and friendship Lavender Roses - Enchantment Orange Roses - Enthusiasm, passion

Love
, my love, As I will be for you, And we will love the whole day long, And love our whole lives through. For love has no parameters And does not end with time, But is the gift of paradise, A pinch of the sublime. So let us take this holiday To resubmit our love To those within that know no sin And with the angels move

Jens Valentine Day Pimpout
Go show all these wonderful people lots of love, they are all very dear to me, cant beat having friends like this, much love to you all xoxoxox Jen Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}@ fubar HELLCAT OWNER OF UGLY_GUY32 ^SPACE HOTTIE^@ fubar DirtyXBeast [D.S.C.]-[Guilty Pleasures' Manager]-@ fubar ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar 'TOM G ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ@ fubar ♥ DAWN ♥ Owned by: INDRADRAGON and Loving it!@ fubar weewee1984nc (co-owner of GP)@ fubar ~!~ BobbyT645~!~ĦÈĦßÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ~!~@ fubar

Suck A D&#$k And Save A Smile! Lol
Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. *Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth The American Dental Association says that semen cuts plaque better than mouth wash, so suck a dick and save a smile.

Hey!!! San Antonio Peeps
Hey everyone...I'm gonna be in San Antonio next week (2/18-2/22) for my job. What is there to do? I've got to play (drums) at the Studio on Friday night...but I gotta find somethin to do durin the week! Hit me and let me know what's going on around there! P

My Ex And Her Day
No one here really knows much about my ex-girlfriend, Bree. We were very serious for a total of six years. We seperated five months ago after she told me that she had seen another guy in college, and had kept in communication with him since getting back together with me. I had sort of felt that she had found someone and resigned myself to the fact that she had moved on, I grew accustomed to it and moved on as well. She eventually moved back home and we started dated and big plans were made. I suppose she had the undying urge to confess before we moved further. And after days of exchanging biting words, we calmed down and seperated as good friends. About 4 months ago her new man moved here as well. We met each other and it was polite but we never became good buds. Bree had been pregnant for six months, apparently they had seen each other before he moved down here and before she had mad her confession to me. All this being said, I received a call late last night that she

Richie Kotzen - You Can't Save Me
I sold my soul Just so I could feel paid I broke my heart So I couldn't feel pain I lost my faith 'Coz I can't justify the wait I've got no hope That's only for losers and fakes I'm nothing but user And none abuser You don't wanna know what's on my mind I know I'm just a fool but I'm not foolin', I'm not afraid of make fool out of my self Fuck your money Fuck your fame Fuck my life I'll walk away Fuck our love Fuck I'm sorry for anything i've ever done You can’t save me You better keep yourself to someone else Fading, I’m just fallin' into my condition Faded, you better put your time in somethin’ else Save me, but don’t worry about it now Better save your-fucking-self I lost my mind Just so I could escape I still got time But I know, is too late I still got friends To tell me I'm ok I still alive But I keep on testing fate I'm nothing but user And none abuser You don't wanna know what's on my mind I'm nothing but a fool but I'm not foolin

To Whom It May Concern,
as im sure most of you are currently aware i was fired, but what they wont tell you is the reason why..sure they CALIM its because i had an ego due my having admin rights but let me assure you its not, the reason is simply this, i did my job..and it interfered with one friendship..let that be a lesson to u all never mix friendship with businees, friendship loses everytime, same goes for working with family!

Lovely Valentine's Day Poem
Hearts and roses and kisses galore, what the hell is all that crap for? People get all mushy and start acting queer, its definatly the most annoying day of the year. This day needs to get the hell over with and pass, before i shove something up cupids ass. I'll spend the day so drunk i cant even speak, and wear black for the rest of the week. Guys act all sweet but soon it will fade, for all they are doing is trying to get laid. The arrow cupid shot at me must have not hit, cause i think this love thing is a crock of shit. So heres my story....what else can i say? Love bites my ass......screw Valentines Day!

Online Dating: How To Stay Clear Of Married Men
Online Dating: How to Stay Clear of Married Men by Kelli Bailor Online dating can be extremely productive and fun. But there are some men in the online world who choose to use online dating as a mask for their true marital status. It is very easy for one to be dishonest in who they truly are online. In fact, according to MSNBC, research shows that one third of people using online dating services are married! And it doesn’t help when some dating sites out there, like Udate, do not differentiate between divorced and separated, making it even more convenient for a man to lie about his marital status. Most women who use online dating services have more than likely run into a married man sometime in their online dating experience. Many women ask what it is that they need to do to protect them, and to be more alert at identifying married men. While these are not sure-fire ways of deciphering if he is married, here are 11 tips that may assist you in your detection of the married man:

Sometimes I Wonder...
... if I would get more attention if my profile name were something a little more egotistical, perhaps advertising the dimensions of my penis, or maybe headlining my prowess in bed. Maybe if my name was "GODZILLADONG" or "Big Dick McFuckalotty" or "FUCKSFORDAYS," I'd get more action. I dunno, I always something like that was a touch over-the-top, maybe even juvenile. Whatever.

In Pain And Hurt Alot
I just wanted to say i am sorry i have not been on alot sence yesterday , last night i went to the hospital cause my left leg has been swollen and in pain , well i found out that i have this thing called LYMPHEDEMA and i am not sure what it is but reading about it scares me to hell and i have been in so much pain for the last 1 month with this and i still do not know whats going to happen i see my doctor next thursday and i am hoping he gives me some good news ... so please if u all could say a prayer for me if u can find it in your heart , i would be so thankful i pray that the good lord makes it all go away ....i just wish i knew more about it and what it does and how they can fix it .. thanks for your time Michelle gebo

Surgery
It's been nearly three weeks since I shattered my right wrist. Tomorrow I'm having surgery to screw a metal plate into the palm side to hold the bones together. They aren't staying where the ER Doc set them initially, they're getting worse every day and aren't healing. I'm told I will definitely have some loss of range of motion, but just how much remains to be seen.

Rant On Something Thats Been Bugging Me For Awhile Now..
really im suprized i didnt write about this sooner cuz its been bugging me since ive been working at Target...those of u from Vancouver know it borders Portland Oregon, so we have tons of people from Portland and other places in Oregon come over here to shop. and as u know Washington has Sales tax and Oregon doesnt...well, im really getting sick of people from Oregon coming over here to WA and not expecting to pay sales tax! if it was up to me if u shoped in WA u pay the sales tax, just cuz ur from Oregon u get no special treatment! especilly if ur a rude mother fucker who when im nice enough to greet you cant even say hello and just says "im from Oregon" and shoves there drivers licence in my face to take the tax off of the shit they puchsed! i say FUCK you! if u dont wanna pay tax SHOP in OREGON NOT WA! if u shop in WA live here or Not fuckers u should have to pay tax! when im president im making that a LAW!

I Want To Kill Everyone
Well, most everyone. I have always despised this stupid holiday with a passion. It makes me want to just smack everyone I see. Especially when it's all around. I went to go visit my ex today to get some stuff out of the apartment. He says: "I would have gotten you something but... I don't know how appropriate it would've been..." Ok. First of all, even when we were together, or rather when I was with someone, I never got anything. So what the fuck difference does it make whether or not he "would have" gotten me anything. I do agree it probably might have been inappropriate but still. Does he have to say it? Driving home was a fuckin' wreck too. Everyone with their stupid balloons in the back of their car that they cannot see behind and almost crash into me. Not to mention the wind is atrocious. I swear if I were any thinner I'd blow away in it. Yesterday the winds got up to 65 mph! WTF! That's the strongest in this city's history. I wish I would have been around to laugh at all the pow

I Finally Did It...lmao
Well I guess I finally did it. I must have pissed my husband off real good this time, because he has decided to auction me off to the highest bidder!!!! OoOoOpPpPpPsSsSs LMAO!!!!! I might decide to change what I will do if the price is right. So let the bidding begin!! Here is the link to bid if you want to own me.

Valentines Day...pffft.
It's for the birds you know. On the other hand, even tho I hate the day, I bought the 9 other people on my team little V-Day gift bags and filled them with candy and some bath and body works stuff...I spent almost 100 bucks on the bitches!! :) AND....I guess cuz of that, or cuz I was bitching about hating this day of hell, they all pitched in and got me some flowers, lol. Gotta love 'em. So while millions, trillions, whatever, are out going to romantic dinners and nonsense like that I'm sitting at home, writing a blog...like I said I would be, no less! But tomorrow is my youngest baby's 3rd birthday and after work we'll be out of here to Oklahoma.. his party's on Saturday, hanging out with my momma then back on Sunday. Soooooo...... What do you do when you have trust issues, every man you have EVER dealt with relationship wise has screwed you over some how...and then there's someone new, and ALL THE SAME SIGNS are there. Maybe even a little more obvious than th

A Lil Story
My True Master Written By: Mrs.Tainted Love I was in the library. I was in the middle of a book, alone at my table, no others are really around to make noise or be bothersome in any way. Sighing, I relax into my comfortable wooden chair and continue to read. Suddenly I feel a warm hard hand upon my leg--and as I turn to look a man clad in the purest black looks me into the eyes. We sit there for a few dazzling seconds, my eyes on, in, his deep green ones. I feel as if I am being pulled down, down, down into the depths of darkness. I slowly place the novel on the table, still making eye contact with the stranger, for I am unable to avert my gaze. His skin is pale and his features dark. His cheekbones are strong and high, the silhouette of his skull is visible in his face. His brown hair is straight and falls neatly around his face. Then I realize that his hand is still on my leg, so I watch him stroking now with long fingers and scratching slowly with long perfect nails. Then hi

"hey, Hunny..." And Other Signs I'm About To Be Asked To Unflag Something
One thing about turning Orange this past December is I've learned who my friends are. In the first 18 months that I've owned a fubar ID number, I barely had 80 friends, of which two spoke to me on a semi-regular basis. Once my name lit up like a citrus fruit, random people suddenly want to add me. And these are people who don't read profiles... or they'd see that in my About Me section, in bright red, lives a statement that reads, in part, "PLEASE, NO BLIND FRIEND REQUESTS." There are nearly 300 people on my list, most of whom wouldn't even pee on me if I was on fire... until they needed something fixed. I couldn't tell you how many times this conversation happened (and usually this will be after weeks of not hearing from this person): Her: Hi there, sweety/babie/sexi/hunny, do you have a moment? Me: How can I help you? Her: Well, see, sweetie, this horrible hater flagged my pic and I want to know if you could unflag it for me?*1 Me: OK, let's take a look. Time passes as I ch

*****
1848 A Valentine by Edgar Allan Poe For her this rhyme is penned, whose luminous eyes, Brightly expressive as the twins of Leda, Shall find her own sweet name, that nestling lies Upon the page, enwrapped from every reader. Search narrowly the lines!— they hold a treasure Divine— a talisman— an amulet That must be worn at heart. Search well the measure— The words— the syllables! Do not forget The trivialest point, or you may lose your labor And yet there is in this no Gordian knot Which one might not undo without a sabre, If one could merely comprehend the plot. Enwritten upon the leaf where now are peering Eyes scintillating soul, there lie perdus Three eloquent words oft uttered in the hearing Of poets, by poets— as the name is a poet's, too, Its letters, although naturally lying Like the knight Pinto— Mendez Ferdinando— Still form a synonym for Truth— Cease trying! You will not read the riddle, though you do the

You Know Who You Are This Is For You Sm
i think about you all the time day and night when im walking when im sleeping every minute of tha day you make me happy somehow just thinking about you calms me down a whole lot i want ot hold you in my arms just one last time if i could tears me up i can't realy talk to you all that much i wish i was spending this v day with you.You take the pain away . Sometimes i wish me and you can just go away and never look back spend the rest of our lives together i love you with all my haert even know we can't really talk to each other or hang out i love you so much oxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo muah 4 ever

Come Bid On Me!
Domking123's chains are about to come off and he has put me up for grabs in his new auction! So, if you would like a good girl working on your side to help you kick some fu butt...then come bid! With each bid I will add a new benefit so you'll have to check back regularly for the most updated offer! xoxo PebblesinAZ

Words Not So Long Ago Spoken To Me That I Wish Were Still Uttered To Me.
"you have my heart and forever will. I love you baby you know that i do. If i have to ill die for you. I cant go on in life without you. You are the happiness in my life. You are a friend lover and what else can i ask for. I have been weak and you been strong. Im not ahsamed to tell the truth. I love you I can say it endless times. It wont be enough still. " Not so long ago my love you said these words to me. I know that you are struggling now but I said that I would always be by your side forever more. No matter what the world or life brings against us, I will always love you dear. You are my heart and soul, my reason to go on. My life has no real joy without you and I am just a empty shell.I know that I have been strong before and gotten through so many bad times before but I do no want to think of my life without my love and joy right now. I do not want to be nothing, I want to be something. If I can not have you as I have said before, I will not try again. This was the third tim

Bid On Me
Okay guys here it goes! I am in an aution starting tommorrow Feb 15 until Feb 24 if you want to own me here is the link so you can bid on me. Mwah love you all!!!! http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=951274&albumid=851191&i=1900159031

Show Him Mad Love
He is an awesome friend to have, please show him lots of love, he returns it all and then some. Gary, you're a great friend to have. Thank you so much for everything. You RAWK! GARY~rl engaged 2 Christina~shadow leveler~FU OWNED & FUMARRIED TO~¢¾ BooBoo¢¾@ fubar

Not Worthit
look two ways then pierce the truth is what you thought it would be did it burn your soul with flames of redemption did creep inside and let you go no it didnt it wasnt woth it the whole time just wasnt enough just wasnt...enough.

We Chose Our Dates!!!
MOST OF SARGES BAD GIRLS PICKED THEIR VALENTINE DATES; CHECK THEM OUT! FuOwned By Photobug & BigSexy ~ MishNumber1 ♥ WISEUKF Owner ♥ SUP & ClubFAR@ fubar chose: ~Tom~ Fu-Owned By ~sTaR~@ fubar glitter-graphics.com ♥sTaRr♥ of The Graveyard Family & Owned By RelliK ~♥~ Sarge's Bad Girls@ fubar chose: RelliK the BerzerkeR of ThE GraveyarD-sTaRr's Master-Security for DLS@ fubar glitter-graphics.com milfsweetie/ Fu-Lover to TNT Bunny/ EAGLEFISH is my Valentine Date!!! / fu-wife of DEISEL@ fubar chose: eaglefish@ fubar glitter-graphics.com Goddess }|{ Devine~PapaJoe's Valentine~Fu-Owned by Shalamar & LizzieK~Sarge's Bad Girls~

Down The Throat
There he stood against the wall like a Greek god with his sea green eyes which had a streak of wickedness in them. He was beautifully fastened into my latest wall implants - leather ankle and wrist straps embedded into the wall. His shapely nakedness made my groin stir. His meat lay waiting to be provoked. I stood on a table right in front of him. Felt good to be towering over him like that. I stomped my way to the other end of the table to pick my strap-on. It was one of those soft latex types which looked and felt like a real cock. The tiny orifice at the tip was real. It was fed by a channel which ran along the length to a chamber that would cup my pussy. I carefully located the clit teaser as I strapped it on. I liked the way it dangled and bobbed. His expression was quizzical. That slowly changed to a knowing smile at one end of his mouth. I smiled in return at his ignorance. He wasn’t going to be smiling by the time I was done. His mind was cooking up fantasies which was

The Strap On
It was the dungeon and his turn amongst the chains. This was his personal favourite - to be chained hand and leg, helplessly, in the centre of the room. His monstrous hardness was deep inside my throat. I choked and that made me feel disgusted. He was the one who was chained and here I was meek as ever, sucking faithfully on his dick! I wanted that stupid grin on his face to be replaced. By fear. I stood up, turned on my resolve and went around him. Delved in the shelves and found the, rather huge, strap on dildo. I had never dreamt that I would use it on someone like him! He was oblivious of what transpired behind him. Smearing the tip with some jelly, I was ready for action. With one hand, I spread his cheeks and with the other I teased his arse hole with the jelly smeared tip. He knew now and was speechlessly weighing the seriousness of my intentions. I suddenly reached for his blonde pony tail and yanked it with some ferocity and simultaneously plunged the strap on. He ye

Lyrics
Quarantined to all the scars that i've painted black i can try but ill never remember i see you standing, pool of glass, focal points determined, im here at last, see you swimming in that pool of glass, by your mind this light did, leave us seers blinded. PRAY SUCK OUT ALL THE LIFE FROM ME PRAY AND SUCK ALL THE LIFE FROM ME then i might as well, thank my lucky stars........ i am perceiving the severance of reason....cause thoughts are misleading....pick me up and tie me off. i am careening through lives i've been stealing.....the hope is deceiving, unbind my hands n let me go. despite how you see me the lies you are weaving are hopelessly leading us down a path i don't want to know.................. and that i'd of never thought to walk, but i'd crawl..................or limp toward fate. scream out loud and breathe unto me. Then i might as well , thank my lucky stars. I am misleading, i am deceiving, and im unbelieving. reasons for a bitter life. i am c

Celebrate!
Ok there is a new holiday! Taken from www.steakandbjday.com Ladies you all need to participate! You know the drill. Every 14th of February you get the chance to display your fondness for a significant other by showering her with gifts, flowers, dinner, shows and any other baubles that women find romantic. Every Valentines day you rack your brains for that one special, unique gift that will show your wife or girlfriend that you really do care for them more than any other. Now ladies, I'll let you in on a little secret; guys really don't enjoy this that much. Sure seeing that smile on your face when we get it right is priceless, but that smile is the result of weeks of blood, sweat and consideration. Another secret; guys feel left out. That's right, there's no special holiday for the ladies to show their appreciation for the men in their life. Men as a whole are either too proud or too embarrassed to admit it. Which is why a new holiday has been created. March 14th is now of

Thanks 4 Da Votes ...
I thank all whom stoped by n read my blogs!! So anyway. We are planning on building a extended master bedroom. With a sliding glass door that we can enter our hot tub. It will also open up to a sun room with lots of tropical plants. We would also extend that room with access into our private back yard. The first thing we did was build a fence ( keep toddler in yard and out of traffic ). Then planted all sorts of plants trees n such. We have even added a fairy garden! With a tee pee that also grows the snap peas, yum. There will eventually be a pond with a watter fall next 2 the fire pit wich sit on our home made mosaic sun dial. but that will be next year, with the shed. But oh the fun we have had without all that. Many a weekends have been entertaining friends! We would have the BBQ n the smoker going, crack open the strawberry or huckleberry mead and homemade "Apple Pie"!!! So I can only imagine what fun we will have when the hotub comes! (sigh) Just thinking of taking

For My Master
Did you ever want someone so much; need them so much that you thought you couldn’t breathe without them? That’s what Master makes me feel. The fact that I can feel anything after the countless years of bullshit and wasted time on energy draining people is amazing. But to feel something this intense is beyond any dream. I met Master about a year ago. I was alive in the technical sense but not in the mental or spiritual sense. Everyday seemed to be a repeat of the day before, just the different levels of crap that I had to wade through varied. I was taking a writing class at the local college when I met him. The moment he entered the room he commanded everyone’s attention. The way he carried himself, it wasn’t arrogance but confidence. He sat next to me. Our attraction to each other was instant. At first I was afraid of my intense feelings for him. Never had any man made me feel like this. I thought about him constantly. Our love affair started slowly, with the traditional dating and

V Day Rant
V Day rant Category: Life OK so no one misunderstands this I am not upest sad or depreessed I just had alot running through my head today. To all those people I love and care about I hope you all have a wonderful day cause I am going to try to. Well atleast I am going to enjoy my night cause work as roally sucked for three days staraight now. Anyways moving on it really kinda of sucks that after al the changes that I have put myself through which I am doing great but lonely then hell lately cause I don't have anybody to spend time with and I mean nobody really which sucks. But I have learned to deal with cause I am still very happy. It just I wish I had someone anyone I could hang out with bs watch movies go out just talk for hours about nothing and everything all at once. But I have been trying to spend as much time with the people I care about. But just no luck there well that is all for now.

2-14-08
Today is another day in the game of life. It is one of those days that lingers on and on… No matter what I do it doesn’t seem right in my mind. I seem lost in thought all day long. Everything around me swirls and swirls… It doesn’t stop. I wish it would. Just for a second. I see it going and going. But where is it going? Nowhere and everywhere all at the same time. Make it stop spinning PLEASE!!!! I can’t take it no more…. If it goes on much longer, I don’t think I can hold on. My sanity is slipping away, little by little everyday. But I remain intact to keep on going. For those around me. I must remain strong. For the game of life is not over for me yet. I can’t lose just yet. It’s not my time.

Proven Again
So yet again, i , the good guy sit here, hurting. I guess I laugh and joke around so much that people don't understand that I actually have a heart and that heart actually has feelings. Well, guess what, I do , and those feelings are hurt right now. But fukk it, its all good, ya know.Water under the bridge. But, who the hell am I trying to kid, this chit hurts. It sux when you pour not only your OWN heart out to them, but also have them open up to you, or atleast you think they do. It hurts when you find someone and REALLY open up to them and feel that theres a connection...BAM SNAP BACK TO REALITY........what gets me is that it hurts every time. You'd think eventually your heart would build up scar tissue to the pain. Kinda like a carpenter, after he works with his hands enough, eventually they dont hurt so bad when he hits em with a hammer, or slams em in between two boards. So , thank you Angie in Ohio for showing me that dispite all the candy hearts, Hallmark cards, and FYI Flowers

To My Matty J!
I love you Matthew Jon Triolo! We have been on the phone for about 30 minutes (was 20 the first time) and we have said I love you a MILLION times, and I get butterflies every time you say it. It is a feeling like no other, to hear you say I love you, and I don't have to worry if you really mean it or are just saying it out of habit, I know without a shadow of a doubt that you love me with everything you have and then some. I am very excited and happy that I am coming out to see you in a very short time. There are a few more firsts that will be done this trip too. The first plane trip, the first time being away from Abby, the first time west of OK, and the first real vacation I have ever had. I cant wait to take pictures and see the sights around me, I love the fact that I will be with you when I am doing it too. To be able to hold your hand and walk with you talk with you and steal kisses from you whenever I want is going to be incredible. You are my one true love, the only person I

Contest Winners!
First thing I would like to say is Incredible! This was way more than I ever expected! Thank you to all who entered and all who helped those individuals! Now for the winners.... 1st Place: Drew with 69,326 comments. She wins a 1 Month VIP + 400,000 Fubucks. 2nd Place: Kat with 61,853 comments. She wins a 1 Month VIP + 200,000 Fubucks. 3rd Place: Sassybrat with 21,886 comments. She wins a 3 Day Blast + 100,000 Fubucks. Bonus: That Girl had 477 actual photo rates. She wins 100,000 Fubucks. Once again, I want to thank everyone who entered the contest and all those that helped each contestant. It is greatly appreciated!!

Lets Go To The Next Dimension
COME HEAR DJ STUNNA SPINNING HIS TUNES ONLY @ DIMENSION=X LET US TAKE U TO ANOTHER DIMENSION **CLICK ON PIC TO GET THERE** (repost of original by 'SweetSuzieQ**CRAZY BITCH** LOUNGE MANAGER @ DIMENSION X' on '2008-02-04 06:13:55') (repost of original by '~DJ~ #1 $TUNN@ FU B/F TO SPRINGSBABE ~CO-OWNER~@ DIMENSION=X' on '2008-02-08 14:38:45'

Love Spell
Love Spell Every time I look at you my heart skips a beat I wonder if you know, my love, that my heart is at your feet I leave it there for you to do whatever that you wish You could take my heart, and love me, Or just leave me in this bliss.

Happy Valentine's Plz Help Me Win A Vip!! : )
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A Start...
Today is valentines day, and honestly I have never been a fan. Most of the time I am single but I thought this year would be different, boy was I wrong. I got a text message yesterday from Kortnie, a girl whom I had met through Jerry who was my boyfriend. The text stated that he had been cheating on me, and I felt my heart shatter at the slightest idea of that. He called so I questioned him about it, an immeadiately he got defensive after telling me that it was not true. Then before I knew it he was saying that he would rather end our relationship tghen deal "with this shit" as he put it. And just like that I wasted another year of my life because before I knew it we had hung up and it was over. You see I have not had the best luck with males, there has been only one guy in my past that did not cheat on me, but he abused me verbally and physically. I never really shared this with anyone and now I am sharing this with all of fubar, sheesh what the hell am I thinking?! I guess I just nee

Boys
You find out interesting things when you have sons, like ... 1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boy's voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You should not throw baseballs up when the ceiling fan is on. When using a ceiling fan as a bat, you have to throw the ball up a few times before you get a hit. A ceiling fan can hit a baseball a long way. 6. The glass in windows (even double-pane) doesn't stop a baseball hit by a ceiling fan. 7. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "uh oh", it's already too late. 8. Brake fluid mixed with Cloro

Certainties!
There are few certainties in life. First is your going to die. Second is that sometime during your life your going to fall in love. Third is that your going to have regrets. Fourth is that your going to do what your going to do. Fifth is your going to hurt someone. Sixth is your going to get hurt. Seventh is your going to want what someone else has. Eighth is that you need money to live life. Ninth is that the government is going to tax you for living. Tenth is your going to hate the government for it. One of the things I’ve learned is that you should never regret falling in love. You can regret falling in love WITH someone but don’t regret falling in love. When you fall in love you always fall in love with that one or two things about that person that you find attractive and that’s nothing to regret. Sooner or later all those things that you fell in love with in other people will be found in just one person instead of several different people. You just have to take the time to re

Stormy Premonition : Part 2
Swirling winds, and hot thoughts. Danger and romance were the prevailing thoughts. The winds blew hard across our bodies, and our clothes struggled to stay on. I kissed her. She didn't want to let go. Our arms wrapped around each other, as the rumbles of thunder rang on. The streaking lightening beckoned us to do more, and we accommodated this humble request. The rain began to drench our bodies and soon her pink Bears shirt was soaked though and her breasts called up to me for attention. As the dangerous storm loomed upon us, we ignored the safety of her house, and kissed passionately, our tongues swirling in crazy chaiotic fashion. I could not resist the moment no more, and her shirt came off, and I bowed my head to suckle the sweet treat layed bare by my hands. Her nipples grew harder in my mouth, and the thunder rolled on, but I was not scared, and she succumbed to the moment, opening her body for me to explore and enjoy. She reached down to grasp my manhood, for now sh

I Wanna Rip Someones Face Off
Everything is going fine today, i woke up in a great mood. Im heading to work at 80 mphs on HWY 225 and bam. My wifes car does a nose dive and parts are flying everywhere. I get the car over to the shoulder. Mind u its rush hour in houston, not good. I see cars behind me swerving behind me, thank God knowone was hit by debree. I get out of my car and see that my tire blow out through my wheelwell and through the fender, taking with it my headlights and wires. My car wont even start...when i see this all i can do is say FUCKKKKK and kick the car. The night is only beginning. The car is still on the side of the highway probally getting broken into. I have a wrecker on the way to pick it up

Sad Day For Niu!!!! (from The Bully)
MY PRAYERS AND THOUGHTS GO TO THE STUDENTS, THE VICTIMS, AND THE FAMILY OF THE RECENT TRADEGY AT THE NIU .... *SHOOTER SHOT OFF ABOUT 30 SHOTS INTO A LECTURE HALL OF ABOUT 200 STUDENTS. A TOTAL OF 23 INDIVIDUALS WHERE STRUCK AND BEING TREATED. 4 WITH CRITICAL INJURIES.. SHOOTER IS DECLARED DEAD. 5 NOW DECLARED DEAD, INCLUDING THE SHOOTER.* IM SADDEN BY THE STUPIDITY OF SUCH INDIVIDUALS WHOM HAVE TO HURT OTHERS ... MANY OF MY OWN FAMILY AND FRIENDS RESIDE THERE AS I DID TILL RECENTLY... SO I MYSELF IS IN A STRESSFUL STATE WAITING FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT THIS HORRIFIC EVENT. SO PLEASE... RIP MY DEFAULT PHOTO AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT TO THE FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND VICTIMS OF THIS AWEFUL EVENT.. http://www.cnn.com/2008/US/02/14/university.shooting/index.html

10 Things About Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. I crochet blankets. I collect shot glasses. I love cobalt blue glass. I have plastic holding my eye in place from getting hit in the face with a hockey puck. My favorite movies are Grease, Dirty Dancing, and The Bodyguard. I have 4 nephews named after states, Dakota, Nevada, Montana, and Arizona. I love log cabin style houses. I must have coffee in the morning to function. Sapphires are this girls best friend not diamonds. My middle name is a shortened version of my grandma's. I tag hotmale biker1 dave frostybuds krazy kfcboi

Think About This.....
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . .

A Bottle Of Merlot
A Bottle of Merlot A man asked a waiter to take a bottle of Merlot to an unusually attractive woman sitting alone at a table in a cozy little restaurant. So the waiter took the Merlot to the woman and said, "This is from the gentleman who is seated over there." ..and indicated the sender with a nod of his head. She stared at the wine coolly for a few seconds, not looking at the man, then decided to send a reply to him by a note. The waiter took the note from her and conveyed it to the gentleman. The note read: "For me to accept this bottle, you need to have a Mercedes in your garage, a million dollars in the bank and 7 inches in your pants " After reading the note, the man decided to compose one of his own in return. It read: "Just to let you know things are not always what they appear to be, I have a Ferrari Maranello, Bentley Convertible, Mercedes SL600, and a Porsche Carrera 4 in several garages; I have beautiful homes in Aspen , Italy, South Florida and a

Valentines Day Special
I got this from Christine (Cheribaum hugs babe) and I have to share this and I know that the women here will love this and probably use it or have... FLOWERS>>> $20 DINNER>>>>>$70 MOVIES>>>>>$25 DRINKS>>>>$30 HOTEL>>>>>$115-- CHEAP...LOL THE LOOK ON HIS FACE WHEN YOU TELL HIM YOU ARE ON YOUR PERIOD..........PRICELESS. HAPPY V-DAY

Fuck! I Got Tagged! Ten Things...
1. My music is my life, more than anything. 2. I've been married and divorced. 3. I'm actually a shy motherfucker. 4. I drink vodka when I'm depressed. 5. I'm addicted to Starbucks' caramel mocchiato. 6. I died in DEC 2006. Can't keep this bastard down! 7. I hate Colorado. Passionately. 8. I've got a hell of a potty mouth. 9. My friends are like family to me. 10. I've got sixteen tattoos, and I'm about to leave so I can go get another one! I'm tagging everyone who reads this motherfucker. -Chappell

Help My Friend !
Help My Friend ..... BomB His Comments on this pic PLEASE ! ! There is some thing Special In It for YOU ! ;) Help My Friend ! ! ! ! ! ! My Friend is in a picture contest ... I need All Friends Help He needs 50,000 Comments ! ! Please come help Me ! ! ! ! BoMb! That Biznitch THiZZLEz ! ! JUST CLICK PICTURE TO COMMENT ! ! ! ! And Whoever helps me will get My New NSFW that i will be posting if he WINS! ! ! So uhh what are you waiting for ? D V . Just click his pic And help him .... He Needs 50,000 comments as many as you could would be awesome ! Slappy THiZZ

Hmmmm
I have something I need to get off my chest, Im not getting why people continuly treat me like a floor mat. I reach out to them and they shit all over me.Do I have door mat, please wipe feet on K on my forehead? Im done trying to be nice to thoses who keep putting their ass in my face, because they had a bad day. This is what I have to say to u.IF U CAN'T BE NICE AND APPRECIATE A GOOD FRIEND LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE.PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun Rise
Sun Rise The grey began to fade, As the colours filled the sky, The chill began to warm, As the sun began to rise. A lost man found direction, As the eastern orb rose high, The dark sky turned to blue, Like the colour of her eyes. Dark turned to light, Grey turned to blue, Lost became found, That's when I met you.

My Thank Yous!
These wonderful people helped me earn my happy hour! Go show them some love! And be sure and level those people up TOMORROW NIGHT @ 11pm Fubar Time (that's 1am Saturday, Central) I am pretty sure I have everyone on here, but if for some reason I don't please let me know and I'll add you! First off, my lovely slave. Often stickied my bully and bombed me more then I bombed myself. Hopeless Romantic @ fubar This lovely lady not only stickied many bulletins, she VIP'd me so I stuck out more! ~Mz Attitude~ @ fubar This wonderful daddy helped me stay sticky! CaTDaddy@ fubar Shadow Levelers and Demon Crew ☺Katie☺@ fubar $ç()øTéR™@ fubar ♪LilBamaGirl♪@ fubar Heretic Goddess@ fubar ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar

10 Things About Me
1. Even if I dont seem shy, I am 2. I love to flirt 3. I do kickboxing 4. I dont like seafood at all 5. I have a wonderful voice but I have stage fright 6. I am a speed reader, I can read atleast 5 books a day 7. I grew up in a big family 8. I cuss really bad 9. I will tell you the truth even if you dont want to hear it 10. I DONT CARE WHAT PEOPLE THINK OF ME! I am now going to tagg a few other people, please have fun and let me know about you Thank you! slchappell ballsdeep1 proud mommy bova49Bova big poppa j

Valentines Day!
Happy Valentine's Day to all! This is the very worst holiday when you are all alone! My condolences go out to all the broken hearted, I am the leader of that group of people. One Milk white pedal clinging to a sad shallow face is all that remains of a once perfect daisy.............................................. HE LOVES ME NOT!!!!

Make It An Offical Holiday
its mark nsfw content to assure its not violating anything... please go there and sign to make st patricks day an offical holiday it was a mumm but people get mad and got it killed thank you http://www.proposition317.com/stpats.html http://www.proposition317.com/stpats.html

Dreams
I used to dream of eyes so blue And loving arms to hold me. I used to dream of heroic knights And how gracious they would be. I used to dream of how I wouldn’t settle For anything less than best. I used to dream of how they would majestically Lay all fears to rest. I used to dream of fairy tales, How wondrous would they be I used to dream of story books All patterned after me. I used to dream of a lot of things, But the moment I met you, I immediately stopped dreaming, Because all of my dreams came true.

On The Way To Cali
Well, we got a load and we're heading to California. I am sure there are a lot of people on here from Cali, so I hope you don't think this wrong, but I don't enjoy going out west much. Mainly because we get out there, and then stuck for a few days. Right now we are in Wichita Falls, TX. for the night, and plan to head to Milan, NM. by Friday night. Not much else going on, hope everyone had a great Valentines day. Charles

Family Of Strength
As the day comes, I prepare myself for yet another gift from God. Yet as I ready my arm to work towards the button holes, with lidocaine, saran wrap. Preparing my flesh for the mechanical vampire, who feeds upon the poison of my blood. For the hungry machine who gives me another day in life, removing the toxins from me. Returning the blood to my flesh, cleaned and fresh, in order to live yet another day. Even tho, I am still new to this, I have learned so much from the others, and God Bless the Techs. For now I feel a purpose again, to be around longer and stronger now then before. Even when I was ready to give up, because of the pain, thanks to my Social Worker, Davita and Friends, I now look forward to sit again 3hrs a day and 3 days a week. I know in the end, that I too will be there if not for Davita, Friends, and my Fiance' and kidney idol,Scott, my life would of came to an end. For I am not as one alone, but Davita, Friends and Scott, we ar

Single Life
why is it anytime theres somethin goin on in sheboygan theres really nothin goin on can someone explain to me what there is to do in this dead end town besides get wasted and act a fool.... its winter and i got the ho hum blues sick of snow sick of the cold to me summer cant come fast enough

My Valentine Wishlist
This Lady Is On My Valentine's Wishlist! AS YA KNOW EACH ONE OF US HAVE A VALENTINE LIST,AND TO HELP THIS LADY LEVEL UP IS ONE OF MY WISHES,CAUSE SHE IS ONE OF THE MOST WONDERFUL PEOPLE ON FUBAR, VERY HELPFUL, SWEET, AND FABULOUS FRIEND. I'M SURE YOU WOULD LOVE TO HAVE HER ON YOUR LIST TOO. PLEASE HELP HER OUT BY RATING SOME OF HER PIX AND STASH TO GET HER CLOSE TO GODMOTHER. ALSO ON YOUR WAY CLICK ON, RATE, FAN AND ADD BUTTONS, HELP OUT A FRIEND AND ALL THE LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. ☠☠☠BrightEyedArtist☠☠☠@ fubar Hugs ღ Kisses ღღღღღღღღღღღღ This bulletin brought to you by the one and only ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞® ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ,RÄÐÌÖ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar

Valentine's Day
So today is Valentine's Day and what did I do? Babysat! Aaaaggghhh! I babysit my boyfriend's nephews full time and I wasn't feeling all that great this morning. So my boyfriend John, being the perfect sweetheart that he is, watched the kids for a few hours while I got some extra sleep. I woke up at about 10 a.m. and took over while he made lunch in advance and I put the kids down for a nap. They were both out like a light within half an hour and John went to bed (after working all night and helping me with the kids) and I fell asleep in the living room with the boys. They woke up about two hours later and I fed them lunch. John woke up around 4:30 or 5 when his sister-in-law came to pick the kids up and now he's asleep on the couch. Luckily, we had already made plans in advance to do our Valentine's Day stuff on Saturday. First, I plan on surprising him with breakfast in bed and then later that night, I'm recreating the first meal I ever cooked for him (Fetuccini Alfredo with grilled

Tag Your It!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I can wiggle my ears. 2. I probably spend to much time online. 3. I love to cook. 4. my favorite food is crab legs. 5. I have 3 of the best children in the world. 6. I never finished High School 7. I worry a lot about having mental problems( lol) 8. I've been married for 8 years 9. I have moved so many times in the lat 7 years that I lost count. 10. My family and friends mean the world to me. I tagged Firechief~Mr.Romantic~Always Hope~rob91bob~and badbeats11

Blonde Story
Bob, a handsome dude, walked into a sports bar around 9:58 PM. He sat down next to a blonde at the bar and stared up at the TV. The 10:00 PM news was coming on. The news crew was covering a story of a man on a ledge of a large building preparing to jump. The blonde looked at Bob and said, "Do you think he'll jump?" Bob says, "You know, I bet he'll jump." The blonde replied, "Well, I bet he won't." Bob placed a $20 bill on the bar and said, "You're on!" Just as the blonde placed her money on the bar, the guy on the ledge did a swan dive off the building, falling to his death. The blonde was very upset, but willingly handed her $20 to Bob saying, "Fair's fair. Here's your money." Bob replied, "I can't take your money, I saw this earlier on the 5 PM news and so I knew he would jump." The blond replied, "I did too; but I didn't think he'd do it again." Bob took the money...

Valentine's Day $1,000,000 Challenge Contest Rules
$1,000,000 Fu-Bucks Valentine's Day 24 Hour Challenge now open! Contest will start on Feb. 14th at 12pm Est and end at 12 pm Est on Feb. 15th. Rules will be: * No bombing programs or script programs of any kind. If caught using one you will be blocked. * No drama of any kind. No downrating other contestants. *Self bombing is a must. Bring all your friends and family to help you. *Comment points are 1 point each and rates count as 5 points each. * All entries must be submitted by 10 am EST on Feb. 14th. Send your picture link to the host listed below. These are the contestants... ~Tamster92574~ ~JC~ ~MysticalDreams~ Good Luck to all the contestants!!

Pictures Of You By The Cure
i've been looking so long at these pictures of you that i almost belive that they're real i've been living so long with my pictures of you that i almost believe that the pictures are all i can feel remembering you standing quiet in the rain as i ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as the sky fell in holding you close how i always held close in your fear remembering you running soft through the night you were bigger and brighter and whiter than the snow and you screamed at the make-believe screamed at the sky and you finally found all your courage to let it all go remembering you fallen into my arms crying for the death of your heart you were stone white so delicate lost in the cold you were always so lost in the dark remembering you how you used to be slow drowned you were angels so much more than everything oh hold for the last time then slip away quietly open my eyes but i never see anything if only i'd thought of the right words i could have held on to yo

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Det går an å skille Elisabeths liv i 2 klart forskjellige perioder. Og med de 6 årene fram til N døde som vendepunktet. Elisabeths mål er kvinnefrigjøring. Men det skjer i så vanvittige forhold at hun ikke når målet sitt. Hun er den frie kvinnen. Og hun er elskovsobjektet til N, antagelig hele livet. Selv Salome er et bilde på henne, men først og fremst er Salome løsningen. Det er den løsningen hun ikke orker å se. Jeg tror ingen ville ha klart det. Og Måten hun løser det på var naturlig. Ved å se S ser hun Gud, og Gud i forhold til Jesus. Ettersom N aldri gikk videre på dette er det mulig han ikke var i en posisjon til å se det, men han levde midt i innsikten - både før og etter - og det er det at han er der som gjør det mulig for ham å komme med teoriene sine. Da følger spørsmålet om E som den egentlige drivkraften til N naturlig. Behøvde E N som kanal for innsikten (og da ikke fordi hun som kvinne var uten mulighet til å nedtegne dem)? Hvis Salome er en del av Jesus

6 Years Ago Today...
Dad,so many images come to mind whenever I speak your name; It seems without you in my life things have never been the same. What happened to those lazy days when I was just a child; When my life was consumed in you in your love, and in your smile. What happened to all those times when I always looked to you; No matter what happened in my life you could make my gray skies blue. Dad, some days I hear your voice and turn to see your face; Yet in my turning,it seems... the sound has been erased. Dad, who will I turn to for answers when life does not make sense; Who will be there to hold me close when the pieces just don't fit. Dad, if I could turn back time and once more hear your voice; I'd tell you that out of all the dads you would still be my choice. Please always know I love you and no one can take your place; Years may come and go but your memory will never be erased. Today, God, as You are listening in your home above; Would you go and fi

Italian Arithmetic
An Italian workman wants a job, but the foreman won't hire him until he passes a little math test. "Here's your first question," the foreman said. "Without using numbers, represent the number 9." "Withouta numbers?" the Italian says, "Datsa easy." and he proceeds to draw three trees. "What's this?" the boss asks. "Ave you gota no brain? Tree and tree and tree makes a nine," says the Italian. "Fair enough," says the boss. "Here's your second question. Use the same rules, but this time the number is 99." The Italian stares into space for a while, then picks up the picture that he has just drawn and makes a smudge on each tree . "Ere you go." The boss scratches his head and says, "How on earth do you get that to represent 99?" "Eacha of da trees is a dirty now. So, it's dirty tree, and dirty tree, and dirty tree. Datsa a 99." The boss is getting worried that he's going to actually have to hire this Italian, so he says, "All right, last question. Same ru

~level These People First~
ITEM OF INTEREST: If you are done rating a person and they are still not leveled, PLEASE leave us a note in the comments section telling us how many points the person still needs. The same holds true if you level a person... Thank you for your cooperation! ================================================= PEOPLE WITH 10000 or less DJ BEETLE ~~OWNER OF BEETLES AFTER MIDNIGHT LOUNGE@ fubarLEVELED!!! =========================================================== PEOPLE WITH 10000-20000 TO GO Humor is subjective...@ fubarneeds 10556 with 110 pics and 46 stash!!!!...hes been on our list for awhile. lets make him priority 1...!!!! ===================================================== PEOPLE WITH 20000-50000 Kristmas@ fubarLEVELED!!! Tall Pint of Guinness!@ fubar18299 to go with 157 pics and 8 stash ================================================== And finally from our own little happy family circle:

Valentines Day
today is Valentines day. and once again this year im alone and single. yep yepp sucks to be me. normaly on this day i go crazy trying to cope with being alone loveless if u will. because u see im not happy i havent been happy for along time it ties in with the hole not smileing thing i do the reast of the year . now dont get me wrong i have had 1 Valentine maybe 2 not shure cant really remeber . that yeah i was happy. but anymore life just sucks. always alone always feeling like im ready to brake down in tears. but u know what everyone life sucks. so what do i do i think of the very few times i was happy and try to play them over and over again in my head just trying to make it though the day. today of all days is the worst. so please spear me the Valentines day is the day when love rules load of shit anyone who is single can see that today of all days is just a day to sell candy condoms and flowers. nothing more. if it was full of love and shit i would be smileing right know because

Pending
This is a list of people coming up. It has been brought to managements attention that because the rules state 2 people a day that some people feel obligated to level people when more is added. This was not the intention so we are making a pending list of people we find and would like to be leveled. Members are more then welcome to rate these people even after the two on the main blog are leveled. Just remember to do it at happy hour this will double your points. ======================================================================================== DJ Reverend @ Aftershockradio.net@ fubarneeds 29513 with 122 pics and 773 stash Bubba's Girl ~Don't Make Someone a Priority if all you are to them is an Option~@ fubarneeds 24360 with 167 pics and 8 stash...thanx Buck ========================================================================================

Plz Copy & Forward This To Your Friends
Alexandra came out of a fire alive, but now has to fight for her life and a normal future. She is 14 months old and she has burnt skin all over her body, damage facial bones (as a result of very high temperature). She does not have half of her face. She is in hospital in Krakow - Poland and one of the best specialist is looking after her. However she still has to go through many surgeries and then long rehab. Unfortunately her parents do not have any more money.Therefore we are asking for your help. For each forwarded Bulletin her parents will get 3 cents. Please help them and forward that bulletin to as many people as you can! You don't have a heart if you don't pass this on!!You Must Click Reply 2 Post Then Copy The Code..To Be Able 2 Post The Bulletin With The Picture!

I Need To Go
I'm hurt. Do you know or care? Some say your here but where? So I'll just sit and cry I hope you hear, when I wrap my arms around myself dear. I am not a sad subject, just a used reject. Or maybe I'm nothing, I'm writing songs no one will sing. Theres got to be a way, to feel healed today. I'm gonna go real fast, I miss my perfect past. Wanna relive the parts, when we almost had hearts. We could party one more time, and show the world whats yours is mine. First you just stand there and I lay down sort of slow, second you pull the tigger (end the pain) I need to go. One shot is all it takes alright, I need to go and not tomorrow but tonight.

Darwin's Plantation?
15 Biological arguments for racism may have been common before 1859, but they increased by orders of magnitude following the acceptance of evolutionary theory. — Stephen Jay Gould, a leading evolutionist (Ontogeny and Phylogeny, 1977) He crouched in the corner of the cage. With his head between his knees and his arms pulling his legs tightly to his chest, he shielded himself as best he could from the crowd. The iron bars around him offered a certain level of physical protection from the mob that swirled around him — but they did nothing to protect him from the stares, from the laughter, from the jeers that rained down upon him day after day after day. Coins and stones pelted his flesh, the crowd hoping to instigate some sort of reaction. His infrequent backlashes of anger only incited them further. Chapter 1 Darwin’s Plantation Ken Ham 16 5 DARWIN’S PLANTATION Thousands of miles from his home and the graves of his slaughtered ancestors, he dreamed of the days wh

Cold N Numb
i feel the pain within my chest of my heart being rippped out agian you see these scars on my heart and body an you know wat they are from they ar e from you my dear everytime you lift me up your right there to slam me right back down into this hell that we both share called life the only differance between you and me is i may be cold and empty but i will never be the same because of what you have done to me. so here i lay agian lieing in this pool of blood withnothing but the momories of what you have done to me and this is why i will forever remain cold and empty but i want you to know that i the love that i had fo r you will never be the same for any other person i will always love even if you think i don't ............

How I Spend My Valentine's Day
I had planned to have a wonderful day and spend it with my baby. This did not happen however when I opened my latest emails. I read a simple email that told me I'm sorry and Goodbye. I did not understand why and tried to hit reply but got instead, an error message there. No reply or chance to see why, just the slamming of the door into my crying face. I've had alot of things happen lately too but I have told you this before. I am here for you and I hoped you were too. I need to speak with you and find out why you stopped loving me, how you can and not look back. Angry words were what I got in response to all my love. I do not understand just really why this is. Can you tell me what it was I did to make you shut me out? I hugged my teddy late into the night and tossed around and did not know why. Was my body trying to tell me of the pain I was soon to feel? I can not eat, or even sleep for fear of seeing your face. When I do I know i'll cry a thousand more tears for you. When will my ey

Hater
I remember my mother saying 2 me last year, "its time u enjoyed life 2". So here i am asking myself, am i enjoying my life? Hell no. I'm running in2 the same thingz az every other year - surrounding my self with ppl who dont mean what they say, ppl trying 2 uze the fuck out of me and ppl who cant respect my time. I CANT EVEN DO A SIMPLE SHOW in a FUBAR LOUNGE cuz i get fucking interrupted for 6 hourz that i had set aside 2 finish the material up 4 the show. And yes, im getting 2 be one GROUCHY cold FUCK. If u were 2 ask me why, i'd tell u...."i'm a product of everything u have done 2 me." And dont tell me not 2 be a such hater,...becuz U created the hater i am. Will i ever change? Only when U do.

We're So Hot We Make Fire, Stop Drop And Roll 2nd Alarm Hotties Sexy_shell's Team
HERE IS SOME OF THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES. RATE/FAN/ADD THEM. SPANK THEM WITH SOME FUBAR LOVE *~*Sapphyre Eclipse *~* Captain of 2ND ALARM HOTTIES *~* BabyDoll & GF to Zombeastie * **MINX**

Open Now Come And See
UK DELIGHTS IS MORE THAN JUST A LOUNGE COME CHECK IT OUT FOR YOURSELFYES THAT'S ME THERE, WAITING FOR YOU. HERE I AM, COME AND FIND ME! THIS IS THE PLACE TO BE Click the Lips..... Get a Wicked Delight!

Taking A Break~
Ok kids, I in no way want pity, questions, or bullshit for this. I decided its time for a break. Im mentally drained , and I have a case of the writers block. I've tried and hoped Ive entertained you guys. I had big hopes for the blog and the show, I wanted to start but, it seems like Ive reached a dead end. I want to personally thank you all that are daily readers and supporters, I am truly humbled by your love and support. I will be back, could be soon could take awhile, but you all take care and I hope to be back soon. Ballssssss~

Cup Of Tea
> One day my mother was out > and my dad was in charge of me and my brother > > who is four years older than I am. I was maybe 1 and a half years old and > > had just recovered from an accident in which my arm had been broken among > > other injuries. > > > > Someone had given me a little 'tea set' as a get-well gift and it was > > one of my favorite toys. Daddy was in the living room engrossed in the > > evening news and my brother was playing nearby in the living room when I > > brought Daddy a little cup of 'tea', which was just water. After several > > cups of tea and lots of praise for such yummy tea, my Mom came home. My Dad > > made her wait in the living room to watch me bring him a cup of tea, because > > it was 'just the cutest thing!!' My Mom waited, and sure enough, here I come > > down the hall with a cup of tea for Daddy and she watches him drink it up, > > then says, 'Did it ever occur to you that the only place that baby can reac

Hateful People
You know its a damn shame when someone comes here to relax and have fun, get away from the real hate filled world, and instead get trashed by others who must not have very much self esteem of their own. I dont really care if i get any responses but i do care that one of my best friends felt the need to remove himself from a competition because of nasty people. Grow up this isnt grade school! Remember what goes around comes back and bites ya in the Ass! Scotty I love ya babe!

Laptop
Yay!!! I got a laptop finally, and im excited about it. I love it. Although there are a few things I wish were different but, I can live with this for now. It put me back quite a penny, but I did save a LOT of money from where I got it at. I love my job, i just got my raise. Been there 6 months now, so thats exciting. I like where I work, and the people I work with. We are short some people tho, so thats frustrating, but I think they are hiring a couple more soon. Hopefully they work out cause its kinda stressful trying to cover shifts and breaks and all that.

2/14/08
"Too Late For Love" Somewhere in the distance I hear the bells ring Darkness settles on the town as the children start to sing The lady 'cross the street she shuts out the night There's a cast of thousands waiting as she turns out the light But it's too late, too late, too late Too late for love Yes it's too late too late, too late Too late for love London boys are staring as the girls go hand in hand With a pocket full of innocence, their entrance is grand And the Queen of the dream stands before them all She stretches out her hand as the curtains start to fall But it's too late, too late, too late Too late for love Yes it's too late too late, too late Too late for love Standing by the trapdoor aware of me and you Are the actor and the clown their waiting for their cue And there's a lady over there she's acting pretty cool But when it comes to playing life she's always playin' the fool But it's too late, too late, too late Too late for love Yes it's

Thank You Everyone - Rip Dave Shipp
My words can not begin the express the gratitude and love our family has felt during the loss of our close friend Dave Shipp. Everyone on Fubar has been so loving and supportive and I thank you each and everyone. Please continue to keep his family and friends in your prayers. His life on earth ended way to soon and we all love and miss him each and every day. I had a dream he told me to tell everyone to stop crying he was fine, so I am passing that on to everyone....he is fine. I know we will miss him everyday but have so many wonderful memories that will be cherished. Please visit his page if you get a chance and leave a comment, from time to time - I will pass these on to his parents. Thank you each and everyone, I love all my Fubar friends. God Bless you all!!! http://fubar.com/user/1369897 Big Dave@ fubar Here is the best we thought we could do for him... Hopefully he will see this from Heaven.. and know he is missed and loved very much

Love Lost And Life Inside
Tear my heart and destroy my soul. I have nothing left to give. The greatest fear I had it seems has somehow come to be. I wanted to live, I had a reason before. What is my reason now when all I feel is sore. I can not take this hurt again inside me oh so deep. Why did you cut me so deep when I all needed was you. I know I love you and I always will it seems, but I have another to think about deep down inside of me. I hope this will pass cause this causes so much pain. I do not want to lose that part of you that starts to grow inside. What can I say that can make it all go away, to make you come back to me and feel this life inside. So when that day comes and I hope it will come to term, I will not speak ill of you to one small and true. When I think of daddy, i'll shed a silent tear; for love I had and lost on this true love's day. Forever will that scar be there to remind me of this day and what I lost in love today I gained a life inside of me.

The Sour Part
Late one night I started to write, the words just start to flow, from somewhere I don't know. My guess is from this heart, you know the one you tore apart. It wasn't an action or even a word, I don't know if I was really heard. B - B - Baby don't you understand, I would be your bitch if you would be my man. We have met once, twice, maybe more,would you admit it open your front door. It would of been so nice if when we met, it was raining and both of us would of gotten wet. Winter bluz summer needs to echo, no one cares for me so I'll just go. Time is short, one day I'll be busy, then I could ignore you like you've done to me. The sour part is sweet, banging my head to every beat. The sour part tastes oh so good, just like no one said it would.

Written For You.
Washing the dishes I am lost listening to my oldies playlist. I have to admit feeling nostalgic for a change and allowing myself to indulge! And why not? Its a warm beautiful day in Vancouver and the breeze through the window teases me to stop what I am doing and take a breather. Only I can't. I am busy thinking of you, and the dishes are nicely scrubbed one by one aren't you proud of me? Just earlier I hand washed the floor-- my mother's influence. She says you cant do a good job unless youre up close and personal. Mmm chew on that for bit. ;) It would be a sweet thing to turn around and see you, even just once to plant a memory in my mind perfect as a pressed flower in that old romance novel you keep tucked away...

"offensive" Email... ;)
So I got this in my email today... haven't decided whether to give out my 'bail' total yet or not... :D Just read the "offense" and if you've done it, you owe that fine. Keep going until you've read each "offense" and added up your total fine. Title your bulletin "My Bail is $........" You don't have to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. Smoked pot -- $10 Did acid -- $5 Ever had sex at church -- $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you-- $40 Had sex with someone on My Space -- $25 Had sex for money -- $100 Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican -- $20 Vandalized something -- $20 Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10 Beat up someone -- $20 Been jumped -- $10 Crossed dressed -- $10 Given money to stripper -- $25 Been in love with a stripper -- $20 Kissed someone who's name you didn't know --$10 Hit on some one of the same sex while at work-- $15 Ever drive drunk -- $20 Ever got

V-day Or D-day
it's always the same for me.. i break up or something goes bad right before or on v-day! it's a horrible, depressing day. even if i dont break up, there are all kinds of broken expectations.. not to mention the weather feels like zombie town outside! and on top of it all.. im freaking horny and all women hate me, lol. but DEFF, thanks to all my nice friends on here for makin it better~

Valentines Is
Valentines, the day for love, or like, or just a smile. For some you'll go to the ends of the earth, for some not ere a mile. But all who live deserve some love, if only the smallest way. So give a smile, a cheery "Hi", and "Have a real great day."

The Phone Call
At dawn the telephone rings: "Hello, Senor Rod? This is Ernesto the caretaker at your country house." "Ah yes, Ernesto. What can I do for you? Is there a problem?" "Um, I am just calling to advise you, Senor Rod, that your parrot died. "My parrot? Dead? The one that won the International competition?" "Si, Senor, that's the one." "Damn! That's a pity! I spent a small fortune on that bird. What did he die from?" "From eating rotten meat, Senor Rod" "Rotten meat? Who the hell fed him rotten meat?" "Nobody, Senor. He ate the meat of the dead horse." "Dead horse? What dead horse?" "The thoroughbred, Senor Rod." "My prize thoroughbred is dead?" "Yes Senor Rod, he died from! all that work pulling the water cart." "Are you insane? What water cart?" "The one we used to put out the fire, Senor" "Good Lord! What fire are you talking about, man?" "The one at your house, Senor! A candle fell and the curtains caught on fire" "What the hell??.... Are you saying that my mans

The 6 Best Smart Ass Answers Of 2007
SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on American Airlines. "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car

A Poem
One day a loved one died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the young girl was stuck with a pain of learning that sometime there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes a way. Never to return before we can say good-bye or say " I love you" So while we have it... it's best we love it... and care for it & fix it when it's broken & take good care of it when it's sick. This is true for marriages... and friendship,.... and children with a bad report cards. And dogs with bad hips. And again parents & grandpaents. We keep them because they are worth it. Because we cherish them! Somethings we keep-- like a best friendwho moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just somethings that makes up happy, No matter what. Life is important, & so we keep them close.

Alittle About Me
what's up fubar peeps? well first off i'm 27. i live in waynesboro, ga. i work for the richmond county sheriffs office. yes i love my job so please don't ask me to getyou out of a ticket. won't happen. i like to do photography in my spare time as well as play paintball. i like all kinds of music, but rock takes the cake. so if you'd like to know alittle more then hit me up. thanks for taking the timne to read this and i hope to hear from you soon.

I Just Wanna Die
I just wanna die today to match this way I feel. I wanna run a hide away from all this pain I feel. I can not get away it seems and no matter what I try, it only hurts inside me so much more. I can not tell you how I feel cause all I feel is pain. A man I love with all my heart doesn't love me anymore. I wish he did but so it seems he's thrown it all away. I said I loved him. I said I cared. I would be there through it all but nothing seems to get through. So now I lay my heart down into this broken glass. I'll try only one more time to even save my life. If this does not work, I say goodbye tonight. My love was true and forever yours, if only you would understand.

Fire&ice 2008
YOU FIRE THINGS UP,YOU ALSO COOL THINGS DOWN AROUND YOU I SMILE HARD TO WEAR A FROWN, A HEAT IN PASSION DEEP YET YOUR WORDS LIKE A CALMING RAIN THE ESSENCE OF YOU A SWEET SMELL ON THE AIR, ANGEL&DEVIL MIX IN WITH THE FIRE&ICE I ADORE THE NAUGHTY AND GOOD I SEE IN YOU, SPECAIL,UNIQUE NEVER CHANGE IT,... ---CAUSE YOU MAKE MY HEART COME ALIVE.---

Email I Wrote To My Mommy For Valentines Day...
My dad got on my ass about getting something for my mom, and im poor... so i wrote her an email =] ok so im not gunna jump to please daddy any time soon, so im writing u an email =] i just wanted to remind you that im a bad kid and i know im a bad kid and im sorry im a bad kid im trying to think of how to say wat i want to say, but i cant its always been easier for me to put down in words wat i want to say, but this time is like i cant even think about out to type it..... ur an awesome mom. i think if anyone else had the job of being my mom i would have failed at life. i think if anyone else had the job is being my mom i would have failed out of high school. i think if anyone else had the job of being my mom i would be stuck somewhere I didnt want to be because she didnt want to drive in a snow storm to get me because she loves me so much. i think if anyone else had the job of being my mom i wouldnt be as thankful for her as someone would be for you.

My Mirror
I look in the mirror and who do i see , i see a sad face that is so familar to me. The face i see was once so care free , but now its so full of pain its not me. Ive been told happiness is in the heart, but what happens when your heart is broken and to fix it you just dont know where to start.

Our Bodies
Written Feb. 14th, 2008 Two years ago today my husband Gus was cremated. I decided last night however that as of today I will no longer associate that with Valentines Day. Gus wouldn't want that. I hear him saying "Sugar, I didn't save your life to watch you spend it wallowing in sorrow and self-pity. You saved my soul with your love and that's why I know you'll find better love, because that's what you deserve. So do me a favor, get out there where someone else who can appreciate the gorgeous, loving, giving, amazingly unique woman that we both know you are, can find you." Our Bodies Can Be Separated But Our Souls Can Not If You Can't Get Somebody Off Your mind, Maybe It's Because They Belong There... ALB 2-14-08 copyright ©2008 by the author. All rights reserved by author. PLEASE REMEMBER ME When all our tears have reached the sea Part of you will live in me Way down deep inside my heart The days keep coming without fail A new wind

021408 Fluffy Starr Blog
Happy Valentine’s Day.... Current mood: cheerful I wish you chocolates, and flowers, and (conflict free) diamonds. I was going to make a special vlog, but I'm sick right now. Getting over a cough, which started at the top of the week. Going away now. But still have bodyaches. Not much fun. But it's almost over. What is the best Valentine's Day present you've ever had from somebody? Mine are diamonds, and one year I went on a flight simulator ride. It was so fun!!! Another year I got two dozen red roses and went to this dracula play. A bit weird for Valentine's Day, but it suited me just fine. I was so happy. Teehee! But this year I'm sick, so I'll have to settle for just diamonds I guess....... Wether you have somebody or not, you can still celebrate love. So don't hate Valentine's Day. Love what it symbolizes. Cuz you love your friends, and you love your mom, right? I always call my mom on Valentine's Day regardless! Who else do we love more than our mom? Moms are the be

Twining Roses, Dripping Blood
Roses twine in this darkened place. The are only two... only two roses that dare grow in this darkness. One black and one red. The roses growing through this darkness twine with every inch. ... It spills... every drop... down to the last... ... Their thorns grow every one sharper than the last, one for every sin one for every love... ... It hurts so much... this pain... your blood is... dripping from my hands... ... The black rose now as tall as the red shows its pitch black pedals as they shine off the light. The red now as tall as the black gives off a scarlet glow. .... why did u do it? it hurts......... im not gonna make it.... tell her.... i loved her...... ....... both twined now and forever.

Angel Of Love
Wings of Scarlet red.... i lust.... for love's embrace..... for one to hold me...... as i hold them..... ....... i am love.... in a matter of speaking..... i am the one who holds you... the one who will love you... when it seems... that no one else will.... i am your angel... your love...... ......... i am the one..... who when you feel down..... or in pain.......... will hold you........ in his gentle embrace...... the one who will kiss you... when you need one.... the one who will warm you up... .......... but even love needs love.... it doesnt work one way..... but it would be nice..... to have one....... every once in a while..... ......... i will love you........ no matter who........ or what you are........ ...... i am your wings....... your heart......... and your hope........ ......... loved will you be........ now and forever...... until i see you..... meet you....... for the first time........ .................. i am your dreams....

Tears
As tears fall on my pillow, another sleepless night . I wish i could wave a magic wand , and every thing would be alright. But thats just a fairy tale and in my dreams, but in reality in the distance if you listen u can hear my silent screams. For the pain that i feel is so real, i wish it was a dream but unfortunately in reality it is my real.