now im often subject to self introspective moods and i was starting to think here lately that my addiction to sex was because of pussy. I am a sex addict but im not gay i don't blow ppl just to blow them. i think its all cause of pussy. i just get too damn excited when its present. the tast, look, feel, smell, sight of it just seems to be the root of a good chunk of my problems.
when you meet a girl, it can be a friendly chit chat and what not i'm sure, but all i think about is what their pussy tastes like. how they shake and moan when their legs r wrapped around my head. sex is just fun and dandy, but trully pussy is the whole reason i exsist. they all look different, but simaller. most taste oh so sweet and just look so divine.
now because of my problems i've encountered so many things that r just not visually appealling, but for pussy i'll just put up with them. i learned about so many different STD's because of my fetish [and i do mean fetish, as in i can't get off unless pussy is there, kinda fetish]you just learn what they look like and how to work them so the owner of said pussy just goes fucking mental on you.
there is no words for when a woman u like just wrapes her legs around your head and you can't fuckin breathe but you dont care cause theres a wet dripping pussy in your mouth. its heavenly.
skills and whatnot come into play for a woman i'm sure but when it comes down to it im sure they dont care if you're willing to spend the next 15 years just blowing them without a break.
but of course with a fetish like mine you do get sum skill in oral, cause it does get you off,but you just seem too meet girls that seem to have an adversion to getting their pussy eatin like there aint no tomarrow, cause they b fat or whatever other crazy visual problems they have with they look into a fucking mirror.
i guess the problem i have is living in a fucking town owned by mormans, when i grew up exploring the whole bondage s&m scene. church girls grow up but even after the third date they think its going to fast when u want them to let u touch their naked tits.and when you're used to fisting sum1 on the first date and anally fuckking them b4 you take them home it just seems to be your problem.
but fuck that shit, i grew up early and they b younger then me they should be used to full out no holes bared sex. and i think i might be wrong when ppl 10 years younger then me haven't expierienced half the shit i do on a daily bases?
no they be wrong. pussy is god and it should be worshipped like said god, but that don't mean sum girl who never took care of herself in her life can think she's the shit. you kno?
i once was with a girl who knew how to flex her pussy muscles so good that i came she keept all of it in my dick cause she didn't wan't it in her.
i never felt or herd about shit like that b4 but i did then cause it was like her pussy had a death grip on my dick and she could milk it like i was a cow tit.
i blame it all on oprah i guess cause her show used to be so much more entertaining when she would claim her 'uncle' touched her innapproiately then this male bashing crap she does now with 'doctor' phil.
i'm all for woman lib stuff. burn ur bras, go around topless and cook me food after i go grocery shopping.aint nuthin better in my book than sum1 who can cook better then me [and i'm 1 hell of a cook], and if they be a girl with not shirt on i'm in love.
it might sound petty but i'm a simple person.bills paid, food, and pussy i'm happy.
actually i personally could go without the food and bills paid, but thats why i have a problem you kno.
wow sumhow my appreceiation of pussy turn into a rant and that blows. cause any1 who ever saw me type would laugh at my pecking method lol.
i guess what it all boils down to is if u find 1 thing to live for go for it, even if it is just pussy.not to say i'm a whore cause i can't be with ppl i wouldn't like straight the fuck out, and i wouldn't just lick sum1 to get my fix.
cause i have licked ppl to get my fix, but theres nuthin like bein withsum1 who trully likes you and just happens to love their pussy liked straight the fucked out.
pussy is grand i suppose but my oppinion is biased cause i do hsve an addition to it. and it kinda blows this late in life to realize that the ppl u have been tying up and doing what feel great have a power over u but thems the breakes.
i suppose i should just end this now, but i f you live close to me and you keep your cunt clean and would love a masseuse to rub you down and blow you for hours on end without anything expected in return texy me or sum shit cause i love you already girl =D
