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The Immortal Vine
The Immortal Vine An English Sonnet Oh, drink from this cup now gently as if your soul were itself at stake, for too much from this cup of plenty and all the pleasure you will forsake. for the cautious sip with a knowing heart will bring you dreams of golden delight, but the foolish quaff will tear you apart and fill your dreams with a terrible fright. Such duality is the nature of this blood that flows from my veins; bringing both terror and pleasure, both binding and breaking of chains. So heed ere you drink this blood of mine, taste with caution this immortal wine.

Boors And Beasts (2 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 2 of 4 The Boors and Beasts sit quiet tonight Not much moves in this haunted room Haunted? Oh yes! This place is haunted All men bring with them The remains of their day We leave them shed when we're here Like snake skins on a cavern floor They haunt us These remains of the day We know they wait beyond th edoor Waiting for us to leave To gather the night around us And make slowly for the door We are haunted here By what waits without W'ere haunted here Don't ever doubt That what we fear The reason we're here To shed for an hour A minute at most The life outside The lifeless ghost Out there it waits In here, it haunts We know what our hosts are We've buried them ourselves This place is haunted But inside, we're safe And what do they bring These elegant Nymphs? What do they hold? What do they own That haunts them night and day? What brings them her

My 15 Seconds Of Fame (more Like 2 Minutes, But You Know......)
I called a local radio station this morning. Most of you might know of Dennis Kucinich, the joke of a Congressman who runs for president all the time, and embarrasses the Cleveland area all the time. This is in reference to him.

I Will Survive - The Remix...
At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on ... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those tightly clad blue jeans! Go on now - go! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a jerk to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size, it doesn't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, when I saw your little weiner standing tal

Her First Golf Game
A Husband takes his wife to play her first game of golf.....Of course, the wife promptly whacked her first shot right through the window of the biggest house adjacent to the course. The husband cringed, "I warned you to be careful! Now we'll have to go up there, find the owner, apologize and see how much your lousy drive is going to cost us." So the couple walked up to the house and knocked on the door. A warm voice said, "Come on in" When they opened the door they saw the damage that was done: glass was all over the place, and a broken antique bottle was lying on its side near the broken window. A man reclining on the couch asked, "Are you the people that broke my window?" "Uh...yeah, sir. We're sure sorry about that," the husband replied. "Oh, no apology is necessary. Actually! I want to thank you... You see, I'm a genie , and I've been trapped in that bottle for a thousand years. Now that you've released me, I'm allowed to grant th

Special Angel
HERES A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL AS YOU CAN PLAINLY SEE THE REASON SHE'S SO SPECIAL SHE JUST FOR YOU, FROM ME WHEN EVER YOU ARE LONELY OR FEELING SAD AND BLUE, REMEMBER THIS LITTLE ANGEL AN KNOW I THINK OF YOU! SO KEEP THIS ANGEL WITH YOU FOR ALL THE JOYS WE'VE SHARED AND REMEMBER SHE'S A SYMBOL OF A LOVING HEART THAT CARES

Peter The Great Returns!
What a wild couple of days for the Colorado Avalanche. Coming off a loss on Sunday where the Avs blew a two goal lead in Edmonton. It appeared the season was lost. Down four points with 18 games go to, the team needed one heck of a run to have a chance. But meanwhile, the good news was that for the first time Since December, the team had its three top scorers back in Paul Statsny, Ryan Smyth and Joe Sakic. And now the deals the last two days. First yesterday Peter Forsberg signs a deal with the Avalanche. Peter is probably the most dynamic player I have seen outside of Wayne Gretzky. Assuming he is healthy, he will add a new dimension coming back. Of course, the last couple of games, it was obvious that defense was lacking. Jeff Finger and Brett Clarke have been injured and their have been lapses that cost them. Now they bring back Adam Foote and picked up Selei from Florida. Much bigger and more physical, the toughness on this team just increased tremendously. Big w

Help Level A Fellow Fh
Hey yo, Our sexy ass bouncer needs to be "bounced" to the next level (i couldn't help it ya'll lol) So let's help yea??? HOPIGALERIN "Erin Go Bragh" ** club far ** fubomber ** fh enforcer owned by bizarro@ fubar

Respectable Echoes
Respectable Echoes A Puskin Sonnet Respectable echoes of far forgotten things Intrude unrequested into my most private thoughts Influencing my dreams with the most bizarre themes And revealing to me more than it is I sought Faithless I stand sated and watch the morrow fade To the ordinary cadence of a soft parade Eternity is endless no matter what they say The future is just the sum of every yesterday Static image impressions remain before my eye When the soft release of sleep is all that I seek Lingering like phantoms who were born to haunt the deep From which I cannot gain release no matter how I try Liken this to Sisyphus or a hanging albatross For either way, regretfully, I mourn the morning's loss

At Sea!
Hi Everyone~ I didn't get to send out my blog, before leaving on vacation~ Work was so crazy right before leaving and trying to pack~ But here I am on Vacation! We left last Thursday night finally at 11pm and got to Galvanston on Friday afternoon, caught our Ship on Saturday ~I am on a cruise to Cozemel , Progresso & Yucatan....... Cozemel was yesterday, me and my best friends went and swam with the dolphins, and even got to ride them... It was so AWESOME!!!! Today was Dune Buggy day at the Beach in Progresso, it was a Blast, except I got way to much sun, (I should of used that damned Sun Screen, Lol !) And not to even mention to many Sex on the Beaches!( Should of brought more Tylenol) Lol..... So here I am paying 25.00 bucks for 60 minutes of Fubar, Lol......... My luck still hasn't changed as far as the Slots! So anyways just wanted to say Hi and I hope everyone is having a great week!! XOXOXOXOXO~ Always Cathy

Surely (every Babe-child)
Surely (Every Babe-Child) A Rondeau Redouble Surely every babe-child without must look to the Temple and say, "Thank God he has that crystal house"; Never mind she's wasting away. On her knees she kneels to pray each day, "Dear Lord, my faith you cannot doubt. Please help if you can in your own way, Surely every babe-child without." She sat enrapt and made not a sound As she listened to the cathode rays Tell her that she must turn about, Must look to the Temple and say, "Help me, sweet Jesus, I've gone astray And my hunger for you I proclaim aloud!" Then the pompadour smile glibly waves... Thank God he has that crystal house. On her scalp she pinches another louse As her mother tithes her weekly pay To further adorn God's golden crown, Never mind she's wasting away. No mere crime can be so profound As to that which some monsters will prey, Proclaimers of faith, high and proud, Steeling while pretending to save.

Another Man's Bride
Another Man's Bride A Rondeau Another man's bride once smiled at me, Igniting the flames of fantasy. We lost ourselves in a passion play, Savoring each moment that came our way; The fire of our desire burned furiously. Oh, how I'd wish she'd soon be free, And how I had mocked reality. But why, tell me why, did she have to stay Another man's bride? I hold what we shared in memory, Every single detail perfectly. And now when my thoughts begin to stray And I think of those things we used to say, I oft wonder how she still could be Another man's bride.

I'm Moving!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I found a place!!!! Buying a 14x80 3 br 2 bath trailer... Really nice with a big yard, very well taken care of.... It's in Bloomfield... Man this made my day... I'll be moving around the 7th, 8th and 9th... My internet will be down for a few days until i can get the phone turned on over there... Atleast now i'll have alot more room and its bigger... Hope everyone is having a wonderful day, like mine has been...

That Night
That Night A Double Sestina w/ Dual Rhyme Schemes That night as I held you in my arms in a soft, warm embrace, I dreamt of kissing your precious charms as I gazed upon your face. You looked back at me with a smile so sweet and a twinkle in your eyes, to where I felt in me a rising heat and a need to hear your sighs. So that when I leaned down close for a kiss with my heart open and bare, I could think of naught but the bliss that together we would share. That night I remember as one of bliss that was meant for us to share, wrapped tight within each other's arms in a loving, warm embrace. So that next to me were press'd your charms and the soft skin of your face, which sent pleasure through me, oh so sweet, as I kiss'd your swept shut eyes; stirring the flames of our impassioned heat that escaped withing your sighs, which were lost within a breathless kiss as we lay there bodies bare. That night as I swam in your sweet kiss, caressing your body bare,

My Friend Needs Help For Spot Light
THIS PERSON NEEDS HELP SO SHE CAN GET SPOTLIGHT SHE IS A GREAT PERSON AND A GREAT FRIEND ... CLICK ON THE LINK AND GIVE HER SOME FUBUCKS AND THE ONE WHO GIVES THE MOST WILL WIN A (HH) ..☆:Lindsay:☆..@ fubar

Fact About The Beatles
In Rolling Stone magazine, they published a list of the best 500 albums of all time, and The Beatles had all of this albums there in this spots: 420. With The Beatles 388. A Hard Day's Night 332. Help! 86. Let It Be 59. Meet The Beatles 39. Please Please Me 14. Abbey Road 10. The Beatles ("The White Album") 5. Rubber Soul 3. Revolver 1. Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band And If it's not enough, the next members had albums on the lists as solos: John Lennon: 76. Imagine 22. Plastic Ono Band And George Harrison: 437. All Things Must Pass.

Here I Stain At The End
World At Wit's End I'm not just disgruntled, it's not just some fucked up phase, Walked on broken bottles and tripped over all my strays. I'm not dead and I'm not bored, I'm fucking discontent. With that said, one more word from me and I will beg for breath. I'm in a world that quits. I'm in a world that bends. I'm in a world of shit. I'm in a world at wit's end. My label says "Smoker," I can't see what your tag reads, Guess it must be "Choker," guess we all need air to breathe. Guess we all need labels, guess we all need numbers too. And we'll all follow fables dumbed down for the stupid few. I'm in a world that quits. I'm in a world that bends. I'm in a world of shit. I'm in a world at wit's end. I'm not in a red state and I'm not in a blue state. I'm in the state of rage that is my only true state. I'm also a drinker, a drone of the Working Dead, A daydreaming, night-scheming hotheaded hellbent godsend. I'm in a world that quits. I'm in a world that b

Look
There is someone walking behind you Though you look around and see no threat Fear runs through your body as you take deep breaths There is someone walking behind you In the shadows where you cant see Hysteria comes over you as you begin to flee There is someone walking behind you hearing your footsteps as you run away Try as you might your going to pay There is someone walking behind you Slow down my dear there is no escape All your doing is prolonging your fate There is someone walking behind you Now is the time of retribution And i my dear have the final solution There is someone walking behind you I was blinded by your lies but now i can see Turn around Look at me

Q & A Time...
Figured this'd be fun for the first time out... Q: So, what exactly is it that you do? A: I'm a light bondage photographer. Q: You tie up light fixtures????? A: No...lol. I do bondage photography...I tie up models for a bondage website...which just by co-incidence happens to be mine. The ropework (which can be seen in my pic files here) is fairly light, tho I have been known to get crazy with it sometimes...but for the most part I'm a "DID" photographer, so the ropework isn't all that extreme. Q: "DID"? A: "Damsel In Distress"...basically means the kind of stuff you'd see at the tail-end of an action-adventure TV show...the hero's girlfriend has been abducted by some bad guy and she struggles against her ropes to try to get to freedom...yah, that's pretty much me. Q: Male and female models? A: Just female models at this time...I've no desire to tie a guy, sorry. Q: How'd you get started? A: Went to a FetishCon a couple of years ago... FetishCon is a convention wh

The Devil's Drum
(an Alphabet poem...should be self-explanatory) Always heed the Devil's drum Beating monotonous into the night Can't you feel it pulling Deep, deep within your soul Echoing songs of primal truth? Feel it pull on your veins Gripping tightly your wakening psyche Heart, oh heart, can you not feel It's terrible, terrible pull? Just relax, my dear, precious child Keep a still heart and stout mind Listen to the rythem it beats Methods interwoven with madness Night tinged with the light of day Open symphonies of all combined Pleasure mixed with the soft touch of pain Quickening into an ever intense Rush of primal, intoxicating bliss Satisfy your desire and follow The drums, the drums and dance, dance, dance Until madness in a most primal form Visits and sweeps you away Welcome this as one would welcome Xanadu or the Kingdom of God Yeah, though I walk through this valley Zealously I shall claim my worth!

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to those of u out there that have sent me messages, i am not ignoring u, i am not recieving my messages for some reason so if u have sent me a message and i have not responded my apologies. if u can get me another way shout box, etc. ur more than welcome but as i said i dont get my messages at the moment

Hey It Happens
Have you ever fallen in love with someone who is all loving and caring and just wonderful. Sure happens to every one. in my case it happens just before i find out how selfish and ignorant she just happens to be. by then shes already been cheating on me. I must be naive or gullible. Sometimes life just goes that way.

Tagged And Stuff.
Here's how you play. Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits or goals about yourself. At the end, you choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them to be tagged. Don't forget to leave them a comment ("You're It!") and to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me back, let me know when you've posted your blog so I can see your answers I HOPE I GET A NEW JOB SOON. I'M ONE OF THOSE SORRY BASTARDS WHO WILL DO ANYTHING FOR THE GIRL I'M DATING. USUALLY ENDS UP NOT WORKING FOR ME. I DON'T THINK I'M LIKED AS MUCH AS I LIKE TO THINK. I DON'T PLAN ON QUITTING SMOKING EVER!! I WANT TO GET A NEW BIKE, SO I CAN RIDE AROUND GREENVILLE MORE. I MISS THAT. I LIVED IN CALIFORNIA AND REALIZED I HATED IT WITH A PASSION. IN AN AVERAGE DAY I WATCH ABOUT 7 OR 8 MOVIES. I HAVE HARDCORE INSOMNIA, AND WHEN I SLEEP I ALWAYS HAVE NIGHTMARES. I SHOWER ABOUT 16 TIMES A W

Consider The Lily
Consider the lily, a rabbit hole beneath, reflecting itself in the pool of the void, in shadow flickers on the leaf of a cave. Consider the lily, the Lily of all Lilies; God Lily - Can reflections carved on the walls of a page attract the pollinating bee? Consider the lily when the lily is not the lily, when no fragrant words describe the pungent roots beneath. Is the lily a lily to a worm? Consider the lily...

What Is Up With Me As Of Late
Well as most of you know if you have read my about me, I am Resteraunt manager and private chef. Well the place I work for, Penn Station East Coast Subs Inc.(I am an assistant general manager/area rep) has been taking a good chunk of my time. Mainly cause I have a thief in one store. So past few weeks I have been doing that. I have retired from private chef work....no more catering for me. But I am still doing it, but on a small time level. Also I have a chef's competition coming up and have been working on new dishes for that....I need food critics(and more than just one mel :P) Besides all that--I have been working on my cook book alot. You would think that someone who has been doing this for 19+yrs, writing a cook book would be easy but it actually is not. I have to decide which dishes to put in it as well as make sure it is something that would do well/people can relate to. When I started cook books were my bibles but I always had one problem. They were pretentious at best, a

National Head Day !!!!!!!
National Head Day !!!!!!! If you think there should be a national Head Day a day set aside for giving head to your man and exactly half a year later there will be another national head day for the woman to get head leave your user name followed by a witty comment if you wish I will then send the results to Stuff magazine in order to start a new unofficial holiday

Dumb People Piss Me Off!
Ok, Whether this will pisses people off or not, I dont give a flying fuck! When I take the time to offer you dumb fucks a salute, Why do you take up space in my shout box with ignorant questions like this: 1:Ready for ...: could you crush me hun? 2:Fre¥a ...: i want one what will it cost me? 3:Lloth73: and what do you gotta do to get a salute?? And Lastly......♥~D...: k...i want a salute....lol?????????????????????????? WTF is funny or wrong with someone trying to be nice to you ignorant fucks? I dont whore myself here for point and ur bullshit play money! You see boneheads I actually have a little bit of "KINDNESS" in my heart!Write this word down and look it up! Blow Me, I have spoken!

Help Me Get Some Bling!!
HELP ME GET SOME BLING!! I NEED 12,500 COMMENTS IN 3 WEEKS! COME SHOW ME SOME SUPPORT!! http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=880256&i=4153846799&idx=0 Theres a kicker to be able to get to my pic you have to add/fan/rate Stephanie and in your add request make sure you tell her I sent you!!

Boors And Beasts (1 Of 4)
Boors and Beasts 1 of 4 Boors and Beasts Animals of all colors and sizes Gathered together in a tribal hall Hunters, preyers Seekers of oblivion A rich host of animal intent Satyrs before an ancient alter Timeless ritural Unarmed warriors Teeth dulled, claws pulled Sit in mockery of ancient traditions Gathered yet still together Burning flames give way To dancing lights Tribal drums in Dolby hi-fi Beat the mantra Amid silent stares Elegant Nymphs serve sweet intoxicants To the thunder of bloodless days Furthermore, Angels of Mercy Each a dream impossibly dreamt Soothes the soul of collected angst The day is at it's end Where have gathered all the men?

Scorpio - The Virgin
SCORPIO - THE VIRGIN (10/23-11/21) Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Best kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. ONE OF A KIND.Gorgeous Smile.Not one to mess with. The best sexual partners in the zodiac. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not repost ARIES - THE PLAYER Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser.

5 Tankas
Let me undress you one little kiss at a time 'til naked you lie, waiting for the soft caress of my words upon your flesh. ***** You have no idea how much I hunger for you! Ah, but to drink deep of your lips like ruby wine and to taste of your fruits divine... ***** When I kiss'd your neck and tasted the sweet surprise you hid there for me, I dreamt of tantric circles and symbols of ancient themes. ***** Let me seduce you. Let me take you in my arms and drink deep of bliss. On a bed of perfumed charms, let me softly steal your kiss. ***** If I with kisses could, in a most passionate moment softly steal an eternity cherished... Ah, pretty girl, such I would!

Quitting, Again
So, today I am quitting smoking for the third time in my life. This time, I started smoking cloves, thinking oh, they'd be less damage. HAHA what an idiot I am. Well, regardless, I called my doc and she called in a prescription for Chantix. I started taking it a week ago Monday, and had my last cigarette at 3pm today. It's been 6 hours, YES, I am counting. I don't WANT a cigarette, but I want one. Make sense? I'm peeling the polish off my nails, watching movies, and reading idiotic mumms- trying to keep my mind off it, only to sit here writing about it. It really sucks when you genuinely enjoy something that can and will kill you eventually. Even though, you're really dying anyway- I'm in no hurry to get to the other side. And I smell a hell of a lot better when I don't smoke. So, wish me luck my Fu friends. I'll let you know if I slip up a time or two.... lol this chantix crap has to be taken for 12 weeks... lucky me.

Man Of All Man
Man Of All Man A Rondeau Once I walked the length of the Appian Way In a dream I remember to this very day. I stood with Ptolemy o'er Alexander's grave And I once plow'd a field as a common slave, Tilling the earth in a most ancient way. Once I saw the sunrise o'er Tokyo Bay And again when Hiroshima burnt away... Man of all men, who could I have saved once I walked? Once on a mount I heard a man say Something of Heaven and implor'd me to pray. And once in that dream, I sat in a cave And stared at shadows like some foolish knave, And you know full well how shadows betray. Once I walked...

All Alone
ALL ALONE ALL ALONE ALL ALONE.... KICKING AND SCREAMING TO NO AVAIL FIGHTING THE UNDERTOW SO USELESS DROWING IN THE SEA OR ANGER CAN'T STAY AFLOAT TO SUCCUMB TO MY PAIN IS MERELY AN EVENTUALITY THE INEVITABILITY OF MY END IS FAR FROM GUISED MY MIND CAVES IN BLACK AND I SINK UNDER

Flyte 02/26/08 Pm
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar I WILL BE HAVING MY SECOND HH, THANKS TO STEPHANIE LYNN HOSTING THE GIVEAWA

Kinky Shit
Your a kinky freak. Its off to bed with you. You know why i came over. You know what to do. Get down on your knees. Till i decide im through. I pull your long hair. And make you gurgle a scream. Soon your gettin ancy. And let you up. Only to bend you over. Just to beat you up. Your head hits the headboard. And already you are done. I wont let you up. My fun has just begun. Your face says your in pain. Biting the pillow to stop a scream. Then i flip you over. Only to continue my game. The torture has only started. Now your in my chains. Your body is my canvas. Now im being rough. And your screamin has become insane. You act like your being raped. Screaming more than my name. Soon you over come and grip me with your legs. I bite you all over and the screamin begins again. Soon i begin to slow. After i finish i try to get on my way. Your nails meet with my brains. "If you wanna ever have kids. Tomorrow you will do the same."

New Guest Book
Ok... I got me a "Guest Book".... so if you guys can be so kind as to sign it.... that would be most lovely of you all... Come on.... Ya know you want to.... pretty please... hmmmmmm? What do ya say? if ya do.. thanks... Be well and safe all.... Click on da pic... (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngel♥Hope'sFuWifey♥(¯`·._)@ fubar Panic AtDisco Videos | Music Video Codes | Chicago MLS

Aries- The Player
ARIES - THE PLAYER Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - HARD TO LOVE (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY adorable. Good personalities. Loves relationships. Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not repost. CANCER - CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. 2 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LIBRA - THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the

An Icy Death
As I walk down this frozen roadThe glistening of the ice...coldSurrounding, slowly encroaching On my heartSlowly crystalizingDyingMy soul crying outUnto deaf earsThe hate, the coldFrigidly towing me underMy heart exploding into tiny piecesThose beautiful green eyesSpewing hateHe has said he loves meI question it's existenceAlthough, I have loved himStill do, always will.2-12-2008

Family List # 1
HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LETS SHOW EVERYONE WHAT *NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE* IS ALL ABOUT WE ARE GROWING BY THE DAY AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN . A REMINDER TO PLEASE READ THE FAMILY RULES EVERYTHING THERE IS A MUST IF YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU CAN HANDLE IT THEN THEIR WILL BE NO NEED TO MOVE FORWARD . misticbreeze member Native American Pride @ fubar Blueeyedbadgrl@ fubar browneyes@ fubar N.A.P~ blueeyed cherokee princess~N.A.P@ fubar Φ†í§ღ - N.A.P. and BLS Arkansas Chapter member@ fubar »-(¯`v´¯)-» slavedolphin »-(¯`v´¯)-» ~"babygirl" ~ Proud Member Of ~ N.A.P. ~ Spankers ~@ fubar angelwingz25~ N.A.P Family~Fu_Angel

Passing By......
I PASSED BY THE OLD TOWN, NOT KNOWING WHETHER TO SMILE OR FROWN. A YOUNG CHILD WAS SITTING IN THE DIRT, HIS MOTHER STANDING NEARBY IN A FADED SKIRT. WHILE THE CHILD WAS PLAYING AND HAVING FUN, HIS MOTHER ROLLED UP HER SLEEVE TO HAVE A SHOT FROM THE BEAST'S GUN. A TEAR ROLLED DOWN MY CHEEK, ALL I COULD THINK,WAS HER LIFE THAT BLEAK? SHE RAISED HER HEAD UP TO THE SUN, SHE SEEMED TO BE HAPPY WITH WHAT SHE HAD DONE. SHE TURNED TO THE OTHER MOTHER'S WITH A SMIRK, ALL THE WHILE HER CHILD WAS PLAYING IN THE DIRT. I SHOOK MY HEAD AND FELT A LITTLE DOWN, THINKING TO MYSELF,I CAN'T WAIT TO GET OUT OF THIS TOWN.

Don't Know What To Call This One
I like American Idol. Having said that, I don't love it, I don't think that every person to make it to the finals has what it takes to go all the way. There are only two people in the 7 (I think) years that the show has been aired in which I have ever voted for. I am very musically inclined, and admittedly I'm not a good enough vocalist to make a show like that but I honestly do have the ear for it. The first was Elliott Yamin... god he had an amazing tone to his voice. He really deserved to win in my opinion. This year I vote for someone solely based on their manorisms and personality... I just can't help it. He's so freakin cute it makes me want to vomit. His eyes, his voice, his je ne sais quais... and it's not that he's the best one. Shit, I've turned into what American Idol is all about.... I suck. He really did give an excellent performance last week though... just watch.

Pit Bully
Yesterday, my secretary was conspicuously absent from work. For a change, I just did my own work, figuring out how to send a package to my mother and charge the postage to myself, calling and asking about various administrative questions. Eventually, another secretary came to explain to me why my secretary wasn't there. Apparently, over the weekend, her dog attacked some other dog. For the fifth time. Then, around 9 a.m. on Monday, her husband called to tell her he was going to euthanize the dog at 10 a.m. My secretary was on the floor, sobbing. She left, got to see the dog before it died, and was out for the day. My secretary had two dogs - giant things, with all kinds of ridiculous blood lines, up to and including pit bull venom. So this morning I was reading the news, sipping my coffee, and I got a message on the berry: Your secretary is ill today and won't be in. Mauberly was sitting on my lap, doing her best impersonation of a human child, and I looked down at

The Disciple-ship
Arrrgh! The Disciple Ship be ready to set sail! If ye be wantin' to sail with this crew, ye must first fan, rate, and add the all sailors that are on board before you are granted passage. A daily target will change from sailor to sailor, so that they can be granted some booty that will help them on their way to level 26. Yo ho, Yo ho - what say ye, matey? Shall we sail, or will ye be walkin' the plank? If ye be wantin' to ride, speak to the captain! RogerLee ? Fu-Owned by Hopigalerin ?@ fubar THE CREW ? DAWN ? Fu-Owned by: INDRADRAGON@ fubar Be needin' 1,709,669 til she be disciple Heartistic Soul@ fubar Be needin' 3,567,617 til she be disciple Trouble™ AKA 20/20 - Captain for 2nd Alarm Hotties/Club F.A.R* Suave's Fu-Wifey?@ fubar Be needing 3,841,211 til she be disciple †ShãÐØW† {owner of NBSD} {{NO Salute=NO ADD}}@ fubar Be needing 5,370,069 til she be disciple ~*RedKandy*~FuOwned by bill118911~S*U*P*~Club F.A.R.~2nd Alarm Hotti

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Ashanti - Baby
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Takes Less Than A Min
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Maybe it's intuition But some things you just don't question Like in your eyes I see my future in an instant And there it goes I think I've found my best friend I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life There's just no rhyme or reason Only this sense of completion And in your eyes I see the missing pieces I'm searching for I think I've found my way home I know that it might sound more than a little crazy But I believe I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting all my life (add the whos here) A thousand angels dance around you I am complete now that I've found you (and the whos here) I knew I loved you before I met you I think I dreamed you into life I knew I loved you before I met you I have been waiting al

Family Heads
FAMILY HEADS TO ANYONE THAT WANTS TO JOIN OUR FAMILY YOU CAN LEAVE A MESSAGE IN THE MAIL TO EITHER MYSELF , THE CO-FOUNDER AND CHIEF , THE ELDER OR THE SPIRITMOTHER ONE OF US WILL BE ABLE TO HELP YOU . HERE ARE THE LINKS TO EVERYONE IN OUR FAMILY PLEASE BE SURE THAT YOU VISIT EVERYONES PAGE AND RATE THEIR PAGE FAN THEM AND ADD THEM AS A FRIEND LETS SHOW EVERYONE WHAT *NATIVE AMERICAN PRIDE* IS ALL ABOUT WE ARE GROWING BY THE DAY AND THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU HAVE SHOWN . A REMINDER TO PLEASE READ THE FAMILY RULES EVERYTHING THERE IS A MUST IF YOU DO NOT FEEL LIKE YOU CAN HANDLE IT THEN THEIR WILL BE NO NEED TO MOVE FORWARD . TO OVERSEE THE WHOLE FAMILY KEEPING UP WITH WHAT EVERYONE IS DOING AND MAKE FINALE DECISIONS. Cherokee God Mama ♥Founder Of Native American Pride♥Owner of Club F.A.R. *@ fubar HEAD OF ALL IN THE FAMILY ALONG SIDE MYSELF AND FINAL DECISION MAKER Chief Donnie@ fubar HEAD OF ALL IN THE FAMILY AND F

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To the person who thinks he got the stab in the back and a big fuck you... you know what were going to get something straight right now.. your not the one who got the stab in the back and the big fuck you.... i did everything i could do to help you out and get your life straight.. and took you in when you had no where to go. my step dad got you a job when u didnt have one. and you fucked that up. so hes one of the ones who got the stab in the back and the big fuck you. when you had nothing we gave it to you. but yet im the one who shattered your hopes n dreams.. u know what i was the one whos dreams and hopes were shattered ... yeah ok. my heart got shattered... by your cheating and the fuckin lying that you've done. but you know what you want to sit here with this shit. IM THE ONE WHO GOT THE STAB IN THE BACK AND THE BIG FUCK YOU. and i hope your wife makes you fuckin happy.... and you know what KARMA IS A BITCH! It will come back onto you. so you know what. you will get what is c

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She's taking time making up the reasons To justify all the hurt inside Guess she knows from the smiles and the look in their eyes Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one They're saying, "Mama never loved her much" And, "Daddy never keeps in touch That's why she shies away from human affection" But somewhere in a private place She packs her bags for outer space And now she's waiting for the right kind of pilot to come And she'll say to him She's sayin Chorus I would fly up to the moon and back if you'll be... If you'll be my baby I've got a ticket for a world where we belong So would you be my baby? She can't remember a time when she felt needed If love was red then she was color blind All her friends, well they've been trialed for treason And crimes that were never defined She's saying, "Love is like a barren place, And reaching out for human faith It's like a journey I just don't have a map for" So baby's gonna take a dive and Push the shift to overdr

Heart Loves
till light touches thy soul they shall see darkness till you embress me again each tear that falls calls for thee i cry no more i shall my smile when u see me ans cry nomore thy soul shall not be empty by crystal

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I'll be your dream I'll be your wish I'll be your fantasy I'll be your hope I'll be your love Be everything that you need I'll love you more with every breath Truly, madly, deeply do I will be strong I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on A new beginning A reason for living A deeper meaning, yeah I wanna stand with you on a mountain I wanna bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky, I'll make a wish, send it to heaven then make you want to cry The tears of joy for all the pleasure in the certainty That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of The highest power In lonely hours the tears devour you I wanna stand with you on a mountain I wanna bathe with you in the sea I wanna lay like this forever Until the sky falls down on me Oh can you see it baby? don't have to close your eyes 'Cause it's standing right before you All that y

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Today is was a bad day and tomorrow will be worse. I have lost all control over everything. My heart is broken, my girls are fighting, my dog is restless, I want to die. Today is was a bad day. I had to stop my daughters from fighting, and I had to send one child away so the fighting can stop. Now I'm really in trouble. I don't know what to do next. I have so much to do,, and I don't have any way of doing it. My friend came by, the one I said I was going to have sex with, he didn't come for that, he came to give me a shoulder to cry on. Sex wasn't on his mind and I really appreciate that, sex is not what I want, I don't know what the Hell I want anymore. I had a goal, a plan, but because of this, all that has changed. My friend asked me if I had called the Mister, I told him nothing to say to him, I don't want to have to say anything to him. I just want to stop wanting him. 9.5 years is a long time and just to give it up like this is harder than I thought. I want to go home., but I do

Hours
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An Untitled Choka
Scene: An Argument between two sides of a coin. Polar opposites, we each with conviction vent, each sure in our right the beliefs that we believe. How shall we advance? How shall we find consensus, find a common ground without resorting to might to settle the score? I suppose that the answer lies somewhere between. If only we could transcend, reach past pathetic invective and name calling, we might find it together. A wise man once said that if you are to make peace, you first must realize your adversary is not a villain in his own eyes. Perhaps there's a way, a middle path untaken, to achieve ma'at. There are many shades of gray in between the far extremes.

Petals Of New Love
Delicate are the fibers of new love's petalsVelvety, like the skin of your cheek on the back of my fingersDeep dark red like the feeling of our first kissBeautiful as the smile that appears when you first see meTread lightly on the drops of dewReflective as the first hurtful tearTranslucent as the windows to your soulChanging form with each new emotionWalk slowly along the ascending stemGreen as the feeling of newnessFirm as your hand holding mineCherish the moments while climbing into lifeTouch softly the prickly thornSharp as the first argumentStabbing as the first angry wordDulling with every prick like the dawn of understandingDelicate are the fibers of new love's petalsStrong is the whole of peices unitedBeautiful is the passion that we shareIn love, enduring through life2-14-08

My Pimpout By Lady T
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Daddy It Hurts
Body: daddy it hurts!!!!!!!! :( this is SOOOOOO SAD im not kidden! Body: IF YOU HAVE KIDS YOU WILL BE AFFECTED BY THIS STORY . IF NOT YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. THiS iS A TRUE STORY AND iF YOU DONT PASS THiS ON YOU DONT HAVE A SOUL!!! PEOPLE THAT DO THESE KINDS OF THINGS TO THERE KIDS SHOULD BE SHOT AND TORCHERED SO THEY CAN SEE HOW IT FEELS. My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad, What else could have made My daddy so mad? I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me. I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long. When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks arent home When my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight. I just heard a ca

That Uncertain Moment (lucy At The Gates Of Dawn)
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Who Am I ?...........
KINGS HAVE BOWED DOWN BEFORE ME, EMPIRES HAVE BEEN DESTROYED BECAUSE OF ME, PEOPLE SEEK ME IN THEIR DARKEST TIMES, PEOPLE HAVE BLAMED ME FOR SOME OF THE MOST HEINOUS CRIMES, SOME HAVE FEARED ME, SOME HAVE ENDEARED ME, SOME HAVE SEARCHED FOR ME AND WILL NEVER FIND, SOME HAVE FOUND ME IN A NICK OF TIME, I HAVE PERSONALLY NEVER BEEN SEEN, YET SOME SAY THEY SEE ME ALL THE TIME, I CAN BE FOUND IN A BABY'S SMILE, I CAN BE FOUND IN A TEARDROP LAYING ON A TILE, SOME WILL SAY THAT I CAN'T ACTUALLY BE TOUCHED, OTHERS WILL SAY THEY HAVE AND ENJOYED ME MUCH, SO WHO AM I YOU SAY, I AM LOVE AND I AM HERE EVERY DAY.

Toni Braxton - You're Makin Me High
I'll always think of you Inside of my private thoughts I can imagine you Touching my private parts With just the thought of you I can't help but touch my self That's why I want you so bad Just one night of Moonlights, with you there beside me All night, doin' it again and again You know I want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise You're makin me high Can't get my mind off you I think I might be obsessed The very thought of you Makes me want to get undressed I wanna be with you Inspite of what my heart says I guess I want you to bad All i want is Moonlights, with you there inside me All night, doin it again and again You know i want you so bad Baby, baby, baby, baby Oooh I get so high When I'm around you baby I can touch the sky You make my temperature rise You're makin me high Baby, baby, baby, baby I want to feel your heart and soul iside of me Let's ma

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A Crown Of Fox Tales
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The Pleasures Of Flesh
The Pleasures of Flesh A Triolet The pleasures of flesh and promised delight Flowed form the fruit of original sin To whisper sweet dreams in the velvet night Of sacred treasures and wondrous delight Held in the temple of Venus tight Like a silken purse of the softest skin Whose embrace brings joy and pure delight To those who submit to bless'd sin

My Daughter
My Daughter A Ballade When first I saw her, she seemed to me, a little bundle of wonder and care, who could steal my heart for eternity with a beauty both pure and rare; and as she reached for life and air, filling the room with newborn cries, she fixed me with a wondrous star; I saw the future in her eyes. In one brief moment in memory, bless'd with some time that we could share, we walked together happy and free; and then a breath of spring fresh air blew aside her golden hair, to frame her against the distant skies; and in that moment I must declare, I saw the future in her eyes. E'er since then she's helped me see with eyes wide open and aware, just how special this life can be when you have someone with whom to share. She's my every thought, hope and care, the answer to every question why, this little girl with golden hair; I saw the future in her eyes. Hear my song, hear me declare, with my voice raised to the skies, I love my girl with golde

Occasional Lovers
Occasional Lovers A Rhyme Royale I can see the advantages of being occasional lovers; Peace, respite and release at the long day's end, Someone to hold cold nights beneath covers Or a moment of happiness with a knowing friend, With no though of jealousy and no need to pretend. And when dawn breaks, passion to begin the day And at night, under covers, to love and to play.

Two Hearts
TWO HEARTS WATCHING TIME GO BY, TWO HEARTS SEARCHING FOR A REASON WHY. TWO HEARTS WOUDED BUT STILL LOOKING FOR LOVE, TWO HEARTS HEARING THE SONGS OF A DOVE. TWO HEARTS CARING FOR ANOTHER'S LIFE, TWO HEARTS FIGHTING THROUGH THE STRIFE. TWO HEARTS WONDERING IF THEIR CHANCE HAS PASSED, TWO HEARTS HOPING THE NEXT WILL BE THE LAST. TWO HEARTS FEELING THAT THE TIME IS NEAR, TWO HEARTS WISHING TO CALL ANOTHER DEAR. TWO HEARTS SENSING THAT LOVE HAS BEGUN, TWO HEARTS CRYING OUT TO BECOME ONE.

What Was Your Life, Worth?
What Was Your Life, Worth? Dedicated to my great uncle, Worth Everett Pritchett who perished in a mine collapse in Walker, AZ in 1938. What was your life, Worth, when you knew those hills so long ago? What did you know? I have walked the same and seen the same, yet I know it was not. For as a child, what I knew were a few dilapidated shacks and the ghostly remains of what men did. For you, true, the Boom had passed, but remnants of its glory must still have held. Do you remember the saloons where now only pine trees drink, the rail station or the hotel? Or was that, when you were free, something already relegated to history? Had the ghosts already claimed their own? What was your life, Worth, in those days long since past, when homespun and gunny-sacks were your only shirts and pants and your toys were no newer than the trees? I suspect we played many of the same games (only with different names) and I like to think I know where was your secret p

Falling Again
The memory of his kiss tingles upon my lips The heat of his trailing fingers As down the opening they slip A bit of shyness comes out when He struggles to say something without embarrassment How wonderful the beauty of his flush While tenderness travels straight to my heart The enchantment Green eyes I find myself drowning within God help me....I think I'm falling again. 10-01-07

Poems
whispers of a dying rose even abstract entities do crouch in time's corrupted corridors sniffing succulent secrets seeping from the minds of men maternal lamentations sceeching towards the godless heavens only to impart the pure panic & terror resting constricting a mother's heart in the violet dead of night violence departs on wings fo angels no longer earthbound free from absolutes & poesure aggendas dried raspy whispers chase reluctant reason not met in dreams into the dawn of treason remembering in death we walk alone at the appointed hour when all prayers fall as stones between idea & reality between the shadow & the beast here lies a transitory awareness & power found by few prior to their walk with the Reeper imbedded in the soul's release torment terminated love germinated into the essence of a single rose shaken yet rejoicing death is life is breath the rose forgets

Sometimes It Just Happens
Sometimes it just happens. No matter how hard you fight it. No matter how much you tell yourself it isn't going to happen again. The magical feelings grab you, pull you in to their sometimes treacherous arms. You find yourself drowning, in love once again. Then one day it happens for the last time, the best time....Has it happened for you? This last most glorious time? It has for me.... Thank God!

Finding That Someone
used to think i'd never find that someone that one person that i could run to no matter what the causethe person that i could trust without a single doubt the person who could love me for me the person who fills my heart with happiness and laughter i always dreampt about the day i'd meet that someone it was until the day i met you i doubted love you make me feel like i con do anything better yet be anyone i love knowing your at my side knowing you will catch me if i fall i love that feeling that feeling when your around and knowing that feeling will never change you came into my life so unexpectedly but i couldn't ask for more i cant imagine my life without you near you make my world complete i wouldn't ask for anyone to replace you for you are what i've wanted my whole entire life i love you not by me

Spring Break Is Coming
dunno what im gonna do. i NEED to get away from this house for a few days. i will go mental if i dont. i'd love nothing more than visiting another state for a few days. only prob is i dont know where to go...any ideas? if i dont do that then i will go camping for 4 or more days, i'd more than likely go to a widerness area-which is nothing but nature, no campgrounds, bathrooms etc. anyways ill figure something out. if you guys have any ideas let me know.

I Just Wanna Be Your Everything!
For so long You and me were findin' each other for so long And the feelin' that I feel for you is more than strong girl Take it from me If you give a little more than your askin' for Your love will turn the key Darlin' I I would wait forever for those lips of wine And build my world around you darlin' This love will shine girl Watch it and see If you give a little more than you're askin' for Your love will turn the key [chorus:] I-I-I I just wanna be your everything Open up the heavens in your heart and let me be The things you are to me And not some puppet on a string Oh-ohh I, if I stay here without you darlin' I would die I want you layin' in the love I have to bring I'll do anything to be your everything For so long You and me were findin' each other for so long And the feelin' that I feel for you is more than strong girl Take it from me If you give a little more than you're askin' for Your love will turn the key

Git R Done Bombsqaud
IF YOU HAVE NOT CHECKED OUT THIS FAMILY WELL YOU NEED TO WE HAVE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY SO COME ON LOOK, JOIN, AND HAVE A DAMN GOOD TIME TAMSTER LEADER OF THE BOMB SQUAD =tamster92574~HEAD OF GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~`@ fubar HOME PAGE OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD ~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE REBELS BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar Ms Bratt RECRUITER FOR THE BOMB SQUAD ♥MsBratt♥~RECRUITER TO THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar ANGEL EYES MEDIATOR FOR THE BOMB SQUAD angel eyes "Fu wife to footballeye88 " ~MEDIATOR for GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar DJ.TEXASCOYOTEMIKE HEAD SECURITY FOR THE GIT-R-DONE BOMB SQUAD DJ_TEXASCOYOTEMIKE ~SECURITY OFFICER FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD ~'OWNER OF REBELS BAR@ fubar ANY ONE OF THESE AWESOME MEMBERS CAN HELP YOU JOIN THIS FUN AND GREAT FAMILY SO PLEASE GET UP WITH ANY OF THEM OR JUST DROP A LINE TO THE HOME PAGE AND YOU WELL BE GLAD YOU DID TH

Purging The List
I know it's so cliche on here, but I'm going to start only accepting friend requests from people with a salute photo and people that take the time to read/look over my profile. I don't want blank requests either. I feel like I'm being a mean-fu, but I'm tired of not being able to find people on my friends list because there are too many people on there that never talk to me or leave me comments, and I never talk to them either too. Also, I'm in the process of going through my list and deleting people. So don't get all butt hurt if you find yourself purged from my list. You've probably never talked to me, unless it was dirty comments. I reserve the right to make exceptions here and there. So, get over it. Am I a bad person for doing this? Is it rude? Give me some feedback, please. :)

Great Family
IF YOU HAVE NOT CHECKED OUT THIS FAMILY WELL YOU NEED TO WE HAVE THE MOST AWESOME PEOPLE IN THIS FAMILY SO COME ON LOOK, JOIN, AND HAVE A DAMN GOOD TIME TAMSTER LEADER OF THE BOMB SQUAD =tamster92574~HEAD OF GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~`@ fubar HOME PAGE OF THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD ~HOME OF THE~GIT-R-DONE REBELS BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar Ms Bratt RECRUITER FOR THE BOMB SQUAD ♥MsBratt♥~RECRUITER TO THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar ANGEL EYES MEDIATOR FOR THE BOMB SQUAD angel eyes "Fu wife to footballeye88 " ~MEDIATOR for GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BOMBSQUAD~@ fubar DJ.TEXASCOYOTEMIKE HEAD SECURITY FOR THE GIT-R-DONE BOMB SQUAD DJ_TEXASCOYOTEMIKE ~SECURITY OFFICER FOR THE GIT-R-DONE REBEL BOMB SQUAD ~'OWNER OF REBELS BAR@ fubar ANY ONE OF THESE AWESOME MEMBERS CAN HELP YOU JOIN THIS FUN AND GREAT FAMILY SO PLEASE GET UP WITH ANY OF THEM OR JUST DROP A LINE TO THE HOME PAGE AND YOU WELL BE GLAD YOU DID TH

The Colors Of War
The Colors Of War Within the stars and the stripes of old glory, Ironically, white makes up the largest part. In school we learned about that old story, It must be written somewhere in our hearts. Red, white and blue... It doesn't matter what they stood for before. Now they stand for the colors of war. RED rage, embarrassment, disgrace, scarlet letter, deceit, power, greed, disregard, disrespect, terror, lust, propaganda, communists, hate, lies, arrogance, gore, beheadings, ignorance, pride, mass murder, neo conservatives, mutilations, the Religious Riech, intolerance, profits, BLOOD. WHITE innocence, compromise, tolerance, Light, compassion, forgiveness, understanding, empathy, love, sheep, faith, hope, charity, prayers, enlightenment, PEACE. BLUE shadow, ignorance, despair, pain, Darkness, helplessness, confusion, fear, uncertainty, anxiety, stress, disbelief, distress, shock , misery, suffering, grief, sorrow, loneliness, SADNESS. Cher Ford-McCul

The Truth About Marrage
I have recently figured out that when a man and woman gets married, the women seems to think that she can stop working or feel she needs to work and relys on the man to provide for her. If the man decides to tell the woman she needs to do somethign to help the family financially as a whole, she gets mad and it becomes extreamly hard to live with the woman. Of course when the man leaves the woman she accuses him of being the reason the marrage didn't work and the man took the easy way out by leaving. The truth is that marrage is a false instatution and is only entered into by the nieve and those who have false hopes of being truely happy. When you decide that you are no longer happy with your marrage, the man is now liable to have everything he own taken from him by the woman he married as well as risks losing everything he has worked hard for. The only people that really win when a man and a woman get married are the divorces lawyers that are hired to represent the man and woman g

Fu-luv Bomb Squad
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All members must fan, rate and add ALL members. 3. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 4. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 5. A blog will be posted every morning, with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 6. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter may too, but since we are new will keep it this way. *It cant be stressed enough that these rules are subjec

Delusion Of Reality
Is what I feel, what I see Just a delusion of reality? Is all I see or seem But a dream within a dream? Dreams I can control, At least the ones that don't come true. Am I really in control of this world, Or is it in control of me? Just a delusion of reality. If delusion it is, Then what is real? Something I created, you say And dreamscapes are what I create. You think many love me, I think many love you. I am right, I hold the truth. What they love isn't me It's just a delusion of reality. When you are loved It is something real, solid, made of steel. They have fought for you, Not for me, For I am just a delusion of their reality.

Husbands And Wives With No Give And Take Makes For Success?
I was chatting with an acquaintance who suddenly had to log off of the computer because his wife got home and would be mad at him. I asked why and he said she thinks he is always looking at porn and chatting with e-ho's so he's not supposed to be on unless she is there. I asked if he was allowed to pee before she arrived at home and he got all offended and said it wasn't like that but from what I have seen it is. He is OWNED. She never gives an inch. I have an online friend that does the same sorta thing. When the hubby arrives home she hurries to log everything off and shut down the pc so he doesn't see her on. She says he expects that she'll be leaving him soon and gets quite mad when he sees her on chat related sites. She also can't do much without checking with him first. She is OWNED. Why do people choose to enter and remain in onesided marriages? I don't get it. I know some say that making it work is better than a divorce but why live so miserably for so much of an average day. I

God Speaking
Have you ever heard a love song That set your spirit free Have you ever watched a sunrise And felt you could not breathe What if it's Him What if it's God speaking Have you ever cried a tear that You could not explain Have you ever met a stranger That already knew your name What if it's Him What if it's God speaking Who knows how He'll get a hold of us Get our attention to prove He is enough He'll do and He'll use Whatever He wants to To tell us I love you Have you ever lost a loved one Who you thought should still be here Do you know what it feels like To be tangled up in fear What if He's somehow involved What if He's speaking through it all His ways are higher His ways are better Though sometimes strange What could be stranger Than God in a manger God is speaking I love you

Why Is Life So Unfair
why does life have to be so unfair,You work hard from the time u leave the nest and one day everything falls down around you,U just can't seem to pick up the pieces and then one day the sun come out and the rain dries up and things seem so much better, until u meet the one who completes u and u never have to face an unfair day alone again.

Hurt!
Hurt? Yes,hurt, You hurt me deeply, down to the core of my being, You lied, Lied? Yes,all the lies you told me...some stupid,some dumb,dumb,stupid lies all they were. Cheated? Yes,Cheated! Cheated me from knowing the truth, Truth? Truth about you and your lies. Belive? Belived in you,belived your lies, lies,you told me,, But no more! My eyes have been opened, Open to your trickery,lies,and cheating, You'll hurt me no more! No,no more, No more lies, No more cheating; No more trickery; I found you out! I was taken in at first, It's over,no more, no more do I care, no more will you hurt me, You broke my heart, thats my fault too... I shouldn't have given it to you. Lesson? Yes,you taught me a lesson, Never to belive,trust,or have faith, in another human being. Lies,all lies from you, you taught me well. In the end,you lose, You'll not lie,decive,use or abuse me ever again,,, You lose in the end! Pat

Need To Think
I dont know what to do. today i try and look at myself better but its not workin. i cant even look in the mirror to check if somethin in on my face. i went to the mall to try on things but i just looked and put it back. i could deal with the full length mirror and seein how i looked. what to do? any suggestions?

Room One Elven Tonight!!
CHECK THIS OUT!! *Join us at The Velvet Lounge* Tuesday, February 26th @ 9PM cst, For the Exclusive Launch party for Room One Eleven's CD - Tears Dry Slow - Join us and listen to all 19 fantastic tracks!!!! Click the Banner to Enter and rock out!

Message....
TOUCH THE HEART OF THE ONE YOU LOVE, ANGELS WILL SING IN THE HEAVENS ABOVE, BREAK THE HEART OF THE ONE YOU LOVE, AND YOU WILL KILL THE BEAUTIFUL DOVE. LIFE MAY NOT BE AS IT SEEMS, SOMETIMES LOVE ISN'T JUST A DREAM, IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE WHO REALLY CARES, DON'T YOU REALLY HAVE A LOVE THAT IS RARE? THINK BEFORE YOU MAKE A MISTAKE, WE ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENS WHEN A HEART BREAKS.

A Woman's Tears
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave her the sensitivity to love her c

February Slaves
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Join Us
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All members must fan, rate and add ALL members. 3. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 4. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 5. A blog will be posted every morning, with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 6. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter may too, but since we are new will keep it this way. *It cant be stressed enough that these rules are subjec

Take A Look Inside There Youll Find A Big Suprise!!!
SHORT STORY SEX POEM NUMBER) You kiss me on my neck and tie me up, im laying on the bed starting to scwarm. You touch my breast and let your hand flow to my neck you start to squeeze and then give me a kiss. you kiss from my lips, to my chin, to my chest, to my breasts. You lick my nipple and start to bit it, I let out a moan. you start to kiss lower and lower right to my inner thigh you bit once more and start to suck. I tell you to stop I don't want anymore. but you know i am playing its just part of my roll. Lick my pussy, yeah eat me out. Fingure it harder, and faster then you pull them out. You tease me for a while licking my clit and using your fingures. you come to me face to face and kiss me you slip me the tongue and get undressed, you play with my clit with the tip of your dick the you sit on my face and force me to give you head, then when your satisfied you slide him in slowly letting me moan, you start fucking me faster and faster as we go, ram him inside me in and out. H

I Ask You
Tonight, I ask you,"would You please come in here?". I wanted too show you some deer, You said you had no shoes on... Yet,I herd you walking around, In the kitchen,& other rooms, In your bedroom slippers,, You never did come in with me, Too see the deer,, Just like always, I'm put on the back burnner of, Your not imporant list,, Do you know how worthless, useless,& non careing,you make me feel? Pat/Oct.27,2006

Happy Period?
Dear Mr. Thatcher, I have been a loyal user of your 'Always' maxi pads for over 20 years and I appreciate many of their features. Why, without the LeakGuard Core or Dri-Weave absorbency, I'd probably never go horseback riding or salsa dancing, and I'd certainly steer clear of running up and down the beach in tight, white shorts. But my favorite feature has to be your revolutionary Flexi-Wings. Kudos on being the only company smart enough to realize how crucial it is that maxi pads be aerodynamic. I can't tell you how safe and secure I feel each month knowing there's a little F-16 in my pants. Have you ever had a menstrual period, Mr. Thatcher? Ever suffered from the curse'? I'm guessing you haven't. Well, my time of the month is starting right now. As I type, I can already feel hormonal forces violently surging through my body. Just a few minutes from now, my body will adjust and I'll be transformed into what my husband likes to call 'an inbred hillbilly with knife skills.' Isn't

Played Out
Well I know my last two mumms where very shocking. In this one I will tone it down a few. I feel the word *NOOB* is so fucking lame and played out. I also think asshat is played out..Lets step it up in these mumms folks. Enough with these lame mumm comments ya Bunch of fucking Noobs..OOOps I said it.

Update On Me, Going To Join A New Gym
well since im bored and no ones talking to me at the moment, i thought id update you all on whats going on with me, since i really havent done any new art for a while...been working ALOT, and i found today they built a golds gym very very close to where i live, so i went there today with the free week pass they sent me, got a good work out in. very nice place accully although i can tell its not fully done yet its still way better then the gym ive belonged to for years..so on saturday on my next day off i plan to go work out and join that gym..i really do need to work out more cuz lets face it im fat lol..well no not really just lost alot of the muscle mass i used to have and thats disapointing to me...sooo gotta get back in shape and become more healthy cuz lets face it my health sucks right now. anyways i think im done...no real need to comment on this but if u wanna thats cool..

Tomato Story
Tomato Story A Jobless man applied for the position of 'office boy' at Microsoft. The HR manager interviewed him then watched him cleaning the floor as a test. 'You are employed' he said. Give me your e-mail address and I'll send you the application to fill in, as well as date when you may start. The man replied 'But I don't have a computer, neither an email'. 'I'm sorry', said the HR manager. If you don't have an e-mail, that means you do not exist. And who doesn't exist, cannot have the job.' The man left with no hope at all. He didn't know what to do, with only $10 in his pocket. He then decided to go to the supermarket and buy a 10Kg tomato crate. He then sold the tomatoes in a door to door round. In less than two hours, he succeeded to double his capital. He repeated the operation three times, and returned home with $60. The man realized that he can survive by this way, and started to go everyday earlier, and return late. Thus, his money doubled or tripled

Makes You Wonder About 50 Years From Now
Comments made in the year 1955! That's only 53 years ago! "I'll tell you one thing, if things keep going the way they are, it's going to be impossible to buy a week's groceries for $20.00." "Have you seen the new cars coming out next year? It won't be long before $2, 000.00 will only buy a used one." "If cigarettes keep going up in price, I'm going to quit. A quarter a pack is ridiculous. "Did you hear the post office is thinking about charging a dime just to mail a letter?" "If they raise the minimum wage to $1.00, nobody will be able to hire outside help at the store." "When I first started driving, who would have thought gas would someday cost 29 cents a gallon. Guess we'd be better off leaving the car in the garage." "Kids today are impossible. Those duck tail hair cuts make it impossible to stay groomed. Next thing you know, boys will be wearing their hair as long as the girls." "I'm afraid to send my kids to the movies any m

People Should Take People As They Are
I think people should take people as they are just because some of us arent prefect and then some think they are just cause somebody is alittle over weight it makes them a bad person, like for me im not 6ft 5 or some stud or a GQ lookin person im myself,i seen people get judge cause of how they look just because i got long hair dont make me a druggie or a bad person,just because i dont wear a suit everyday dont mean im a hobo or something,u know like going out dancing i get somebody i cant dance with cause your to heavy ,they should say no thank you,just becuase im not perfect dont make me a bad person,sorry for ramblin just my 2 cents worth

Tired Of A Lot Of Things
ONE OF THE PERFECT SONGS FOR ME....I HAVE FELT LIKE THIS FOR A LONG TIME AND EVEN MORE SO NOW THAT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THINK THAT IT IS OKAY TO FOOL AROUND WITH PEOPLE'S EMOTIONS... I cannot take this anymore Saying everything I've said before All these words they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Less I hear the less you'll say You'll find that out anyway Just like before... [Chorus:] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge I'm about to break I find the answers aren't so clear Wish I could find a way to disappear All these thoughts they make no sense I find bliss in ignorance Nothing seems to go away Over and over again Just like before... [Chorus] Everything you say to me Takes me one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break I need a little room to breathe Cause I'm one step closer to the edge And I'm about to break

The End
WATCHING THE SETTING SUN, RELAXING AND HAVING FUN. DEALING WITH THE FUTURE IS A BIG SURPRISE, I NEVER THOUGHT EMOTIONS COULD RUN THIS HIGH. WHAT A TRIP THIS HAS BEEN, I DON'T EVER WANT TO DO IT AGAIN. NO PARTING SHOTS,NO MORE TEARS TO CRY, NO FAREWELLS JUST GOODBYE.

Face 2 Face ...
How long do you have to wait- How long does it take to before you Allow your walls to start coming down- Before you allow someone into your heart? Is it that you have been burnt so badly that Subconsciously we don't allow ourselves the freedom to let go? Do we unknowingly do this so we can complain about All they wrong the other does, or did? Is there such a thing as thing as complete love of the heart and soul? When you look in my eyes, can you really hold my heart in your hands? Can your touch really embrace me, and know so much about me? Are your kisses really as sweet, as they send chills down my spine? I see the love in your eyes for me, I feel the love in your hands when you place them on my waist, When we are dancing, we are in own little world, We complete each other's sentences. We are best friends, You have been patient with me over the years, Everyone has told us how they see the love between us, Don't try to understand me, for I don't understand

When Love Gose To Hell
closing my eyes i listen this never changing melody echo's like a gunshot you were all i ever wanted or so i thought guess i thought wrong lies and fights sleepless nights blood and tears thats what i live for now your little china doll you break me away little peace by little peace i know not love but heavy hand i know not light but your dark grace does not fall here only tears like whispering rain only to be brushed off till the next season of broken heart of shattered vows will i ever open my eyes change this melody theres no more echo theres no more you and me only lies, blood and dust thats all thats left of us

Alone
I walk into the darkness with my eyes open and looking at everything that might be before me in this place. I look and look for you but your nowhere to be found in this place that you said is your home the one place I could always find you but your not there. I walk through this darkness alone and crying out for you and I hear only the sounds of my tears fall on the ground as I walk alone. I start to shake from the chills that this place is giving me and I start to choke on my own breath as I walk a little faster to your front door. I get to your door and try to get my breath back but it comes in slow breaths almost to slow for me to keep breathing. I walk through your door and find you standing in the walkway with a smile unlike any that I have ever seen come from you before and I start to run to you and I see your hand go up and stop me dead in my movements towards you. I get an uneasy feeling that something isn't right as I stand there and look at you wanting to ho

Act 2
Inspired by this Song Please Play: She starts: Baby I just can't believe That thing that you just did to me. While you rubbed my shoulders down I'm more than hot and ready. Now, let's see how much you can take, You know that I reciprocate. So sit back and relax yourself But just try not to loose your breath.. He Responds: Baby wait before you start, and try to tear my world apart I just wanna look at you, and passionately touch you too. Rubbing.....Touching Teasing......Taste it... Wanting......Feenin Ready.......Now Take it! She say: See now you just don't play fair You know I like you rubbing there. That's ok.. I'll get you back. Right here and now, I promise that!! Let me see where I should start. Kiss your Lips or Kiss your Heart.. After that, I swear to you.. You won't believe the things I do. He says: Take your time, it's me and you Do all the things you wanna do. What you give, I will receive I'm u

I Am He By Robert Ellis
I Am HeBy Robert Ellis I am hethat cares too muchand allows this world to penetrate.I am the manthat loves too deeply,while others merely perpetrate.Do you see this manor the boy inside,with emotions to greatand plentiful to hide?They've shorn my hairand crushed my pride.Taken my landand my wife from my side.A man of honor,whose spirit remains freewith love to give,but finding none that need.So take the handof a distant Crow childand with the Spirit of my fathers,the wolf will run wild.

Mexico Encourages Illegal Immigration
Ironic, while the government of Mexico tortures and severely punishes illegal immigrants from CENTRAL AMERICA who are coming through their own southern borders on their way to the U.S.!!! ASSHOLES!!@!! Mexico Encourages Illegal Immigration Jon E. Dougherty, NewsMax.com Friday, Feb. 27, 2004 Read Part I: Exporting Jobs, Importing Cheaper Wages In virtually every debate about illegal immigration, the other country primarily involved in this American problem – Mexico – is never held to account, despite its role in actually encouraging its citizens to break into the United States. What is equally less known about this problem is that Mexico does this despite its potential to care for its own citizens. As I document in my new book, "Illegals: The Imminent Threat Posed by Our Unsecured U.S.-Mexico Border," Mexico is simply not taking responsibility for its primary role in the U.S. illegal immigrant problem. It's high time the United States forced Mexico to do so. O

Too Good To Be True
I dreamt of you the other night. It wasn't lurid or boring, just very ~i~n~t~e~n~s~e~. We were slow dancing to Cafe Del Mar - Mental Generation (I know, not your typical slow dance music, but it fit the moment). We were moving in just the right way, you looked at me in just the right way, we kissed in just the right way. It was my dream becoming reality. After the song, I leaned down and we kissed one last long kiss, and I walked away. I wonder why I walked away and didnt pursue the moment. Maybe something inside of me understands that our whole relationship is just a dream in my head. Maybe I should just let you go, and cherish the sweet memories that are all that you left for me. I don't know if I can, but it seems inevitable. It's believed by many that distance makes the heart fonder, but I believe it makes the heart stronger. The game they call life unravels before me, endlessly going in motion. Happiness unfulfilled, lifeless, heartless...loveless. Throw me the dice so I may win!

Courage
In our lives we hear or see many instances of courage. Below is a poingnant story of a young lady Carla Fleischmann Carly Fleischmann has severe autism and is unable to speak a word. But thanks to years of expensive and intensive therapy, this 13-year-old has made a remarkable breakthrough. Two years ago, working with pictures and symbols on a computer keyboard, she started typing and spelling out words. The computer became her voice. Carly writes about her frustrations with her siblings, how she understands their jokes and asks when can she go on a date. Therapists say the key lesson from Carly's story is for families to never give up and to be ever creative in helping children with autism find their voice. There are so many like Carla... some who have made it some who never will. Help them by understanding them!

My Rant. Its A Quick One.
lets get a few things straight... #1 just because im your "friend" on fubar does not mean im really your friend, nor does it mean i consider you my friend. odds are i just added you for the points. #2 im an asshole, get over it. dont like it? then delete me. period. #3 dont ask my opinion if you dont really want it.itll probably just piss you off. #4 no, i dont currently look like what the pics show, im actually about 25 lbs lighter than when i took those. #5 no, im not going to add new pics just to satisfy your curiosity. #6 i have a job, if i dont answer you, its probably because im working...or youre an ignorant twat and i just dont feel like listening about how your boyfriend jimmy (or john, or bob, or pedro or what the fuck ever)is treating you like shit...suck it up, dump jimmy and shut the fuck up. #7, im not paying you (even in fubucks) to see your tits, if i want to see your tits, ill look you up and wait til youre alone so i can bash you in the head

Plant Diet Yielding Great Results
I have been on a plant food diet for the past couple of weeks. The first week yielded some weight loss, but this past week yielded a loss of 6 pounds as per my doctor's visit today! I am psyched!!! Went to the grocery store to buy more plant food, as well as some meats to cook in the mix of the vegetable soups for flavor and some taste of meat (mostly fish and some bits of ham). Came home briefly to put up the really cold stuff, eat some yogurt and heading off to the clubhouse for a workshop on Feng Shui. I'll let you know if it yields any terrific, earth shattering ideas.... In the meantime, I hope everyone is having a great day and on to a wonderful evening. I know I will... I have tonight off from work -- yayyyyyy!!! Talk to you folks more later.... K

Blind To Beauty
A few cruel words from the wrong people and forever lost inside. You look through the portals of your prison and gaze upon a mirror that only lies. The words of desire and love never to reach you. I turned the key and unlocked the door, but you refuse to believe. You only want to live your lie. I only wish you could look into my eyes and see your beauty reflected. But, you turn from the truth and return to your prison to gaze upon the lying mirror. Such a futile, hopeless existence.

Death Is Nothing At All
Been searching for this one for ages and finally found it Death is nothing at all... I have only slipped away to the next room... I am I and you are you... Whatever we were to each, that we are still. Call me by my old familiar name, Speak it to me in the same way you always used. Put no difference into your tone, Wear no false air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without effect, without the ghost of a shadow on it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolutely unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident. I am but waiting for you for an interval Somewhere very near Just around the corner. All is well. Henry Scott Holland 1847 - 1918 Canon of St Paul's, London

Just A Biker
I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old ones to those th

Missing Fu-mail
I keep hearing the alert thingy saying I have a new fu message... but it is not showing them.. I have tried signing out of my account - and back in . I've even cleared my cookies...Soooooooo if you've sent me a message within the last few minutes - Im sorry for not responding - but if fubar sends me my messages I will get back to you ASAP.

You Left Me.....
YOU LEFT ME HERE WITH NOWHERE TO GO, YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME BUT IT DID NOT SHOW, YOU LEFT ME HERE TORN AND SHATTERED INSIDE, YOU LEFT ME HERE BROKEN AND FIGHTING TO SURVIVE, YOU LEFT ME HERE WITH A SOUL ABOUT TO DIE, YOU LEFT ME HERE WITH A RIVER OF TEARS TO CRY, YOU LEFT ME HERE TO SHOULDER THE BURDEN AND THE PAIN, YOU LEFT ME HERE TO ANSWER THE QUESTION WHY,TIME AND TIME AGAIN, YOU LEFT ME TO RUN AND HIDE, YOU LEFT ME HERE,BUT I HELD MY HEAD HIGH, YOU LEFT ME HERE EXPECTING MY LIFE WAS AT AN END, BUT YOU NEVER COUNTED ON ALL OF MY FRIENDS, YOU THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO SET YOU FREE, BUT THEN AGAIN YOU LEFT ME.

Omg Judy What Are You Doing?
THIS IS JUDY SHES IS UP FOR BIDDING.. AND I WOULD LIKE TO HER RECEIVE CLOSE TO WHAT SHE IS OFFERING.. RIGHT NOW THE BIDS ARE VERY WEAK... CAN SOMEONE START HER OFF RIGHT BY PLACING A REAL FIRST BID OF A MILLION FUBUCKS? STARTING BID ON JUDY HERE WITH ALL SHE IS OFFERING AT 1 MILLION.. WHOS GOING TO PLACE THIS FIRST BID? CLICK THIS PIC AND LEAVE YOUR MILLION $ FUBUCK BID.. TY TY . OMG OMG LOOK AT THIS YOU GUYS LOOK.. SHE HAS REVISED WHATS SHES OFFERING.. THIS WOMAN REALLY REALLY WANTS SOME FUBUCKS.. DAMN I WISH I HAD SAVED MY PENNIES THIS IS UNBELEIABLE... WOW *Rate all pics 11's during HH *Rate all stash during HH *Owned by___ in mine for 1 month *Your pic on my page for 1 month *Daily comment for 1 month *Added to top of my friends list for 1 month *Added to family for 1 month *Daily drinks/ Drinks for 1 month *Well help comment bomb you or 1 friend of yours in a contest that requires comment bombing 300 a day for a week. and just added but not on t

I Am On My Wayto A Happy Hour
thank you to all my friends and family and fans,aconite done this well without all of your help I am almost there .... 18,400 to go just a little more help I will be there.thank you each and every one who helps if you read my blog and you would like to help click on the photo and comment as many or as few as possible every comment helps thank you ..... Scotty

Everyone Needs A Sexy Soldier In Thier Life :d
I just won the greatest guy in an auction!!!! He's currently in Iraq and could use all the luv he can get!!! So stop by and leave some of yours!!! FU, owned by the fallen one@ fubar imikimi - Customize Your World Brought to you by ~*~The Fallen One~*~Neon X-treem security~*~Mistress to Cola and Daddy Lo~*~Member of Az's Angel@ fubar

Wak Jobs
OK i just got done with a chick.. Upstatehotlip.. She is put there.. a game player.. and should be banned she plays with guys and there there hearts lies .. cheats.. Is Married there in NY she makes up stuff about her X bf to get attention.. Damn what is wrong with people???? she had a good man from what I can see.. she is s tpuid lying cheater

Project News For Scarybirds
Well since finding out I could build me own site from scratch, things have gone really well so far on the new test site. Was struggling as in to how to organise the site but now have come up with a way so that includes most of the interests of people on the site, have split it into realms. The scarybird Realm - for scarybird project stuff, like the immortal ego, mobile combat, netropolis - the virtual world in planning and the agency The Creative Realm - for writers, musicians, photographers, artists, animators/filmmakers and tattooists - to show off their works and collaborate on projects to be The Virtual Realm - for social networking and gaming and looking at possible collaborations with members to develop new games for fun and educational purposes The Lifestyle Realm - for this interested in personal development and stuff, also will be looking at the moodle package which is open source for teachers and students, as there are quite a few on the site who would like

Gurf.......
So is it bad if you have a lot of guy friends and they kno that it turns you on by havin your hair pulled and you are hangin out wit 'em and your boyfriend sees it and you dont see him and then you get biched out for it and you are talkin to him and you start to cry and there is no him yellin at you right then and there he has to wate a day to bitch at you aint that fucked up? cuz omg that has bothered me all day (today) and all night (lastnight)!!!!! how fuck up can it be? is there any help or words of help yall go t4 me? plz and thank you

Terrible Lie
Nine Inch Nails - Terrible Lie hey god why are you doing this to me? am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be? why am i seething with this animosity? hey god i think you owe me a great big apology terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie hey god i really don't know what you mean. seems like salvation comes only in our dreams. i feel my hatred grow all the more extreme. hey god can this world really be as sad as it seems terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to. don't take it away from me. i need someone to hold on to hey god, there's nothing left for me to hide. i lost my ignorance, security and pride. i'm all alone in a world you must despise. hey god, i believed that promises, your promises and lies terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie terrible lie you made me throw it all away. my morals left to decay. how many you betray. you've taken everything terrible lie t

Matchbox 20 - Bent
If I fall along the way Pick me up and dust me off And if I get too tired to make it Be my breath so I can walk If I need some other love Give me more than I can stand And when my smile gets old and faded Wait around I'll smile again Shouldn't be so complicated Just hold me and then Just hold me again Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent If I couldn't sleep could you sleep Could you paint me better off Could you sympathize with my needs I know you think I need a lot I started out clean but I'm jaded Just phoning it in Just breaking the skin Can you help me I'm bent I'm so scared that I'll never Get put back together You're breaking me in And this is how we will end With you and me bent Start bending me It's never enough I feel all your pieces Start bending me Keep bending me until I'm completely broken in Shouldn't be so

Burning Desires...my Truth...
The devil is a myth...knowledge battles wisdom throughout your life experience... Adam and Eve represent (Man and pleasures) NOT a Man and Woman...The "spirit" in YOU creates and defines "states of hell" or "states of heaven"...dimensional experiences... Sex alone is unfulfilling and actually SUCKS with the wrong opposite--If sexual immorality is so Great..why did grandpa Hilton change the heir(s) of the Hilton estate...Why do strippers, porn stars, and excessive sexual conduct enduce levels of suicide, at times, death? Bill Gates would NEVER marry a Paris Hilton b/c his image and legacy is at stake...A Man with discipline and control is a King who will be honored and heard; regardless of where he's standing tall. Life makes no sense without Soldiers fighting to Live. Envy--You want to be like so and so--You wish you had etc...you live in pictures of this or that...Your truth may be Better than someone else's Truth--Stars commit suicide too...Envy and false Idols can lead t

Inevitable Destiny
Can relationships be thought out, manipulated and controlled? Can love be held at arms length? Not so far. She makes sense. She's intelligent, beautiful, wealthy and reliable; determined. What's not to love? Feeling like an actor, ready to blow his role. Terrified the cherade will soon be discovered. Pins and needles all the time. Living a lie that never ends. Behind a mask that doesn't fit, I gasp for air. Is this happiness? I have the picture perfect girl, it must be. Take a breath, slide the mask back into place and resume the role. Walk softly, always ready to fail. Inevitable destiny, certain failure ahead. Sanity, save me!

Yea Im Baffled
okay im slow (self admitted) but i think this takes the cake......... this is a "Hot and Handy Bag" created for the purpose of keeping fried deli items crisp (supposedly) and also microwaveable if heaven forbid your food item has become cold after it sat under a heat lamp for about 5-6 hours. now i know were all different in respects to common sense but plz my god explain this this is the instructions for the hot and handy bag actually scratch that the "loading" instructions know this isnt new to me ive seen hacky sacks with instructions and i mean theres probably some asshole out there who dosent have a fucking clue as to the concept of kicking a knitted bean bag. that i can understand but in all my life did i never and i mean never assume that there was one person in the entire fucking world who would not know how to operate a god damn plastic bag lmao okay i got that off my chest thank you for oyur time i love you hunny kissss and im out....word

Just A Biker
JUST A BIKER I saw you hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and

A Rose(for You)
a dozen roses i give to you my friend a gift that seems so small but they represent so much our friendship most of all a rose for the friendship a rose for the touch a rose for the trust we share our sharing means so much a rose for the kindness and the deep caring you show a rose for the comfort given when ive been feeling low a rose for the laughter how it makes your eyes shine a rose for the dreams we share its amazing how they intertwine a rose for the deep respect you give to me with ease a rose for the love we feel and how you wish to please a rose for your compassion that has helped me in so many ways a rose for bringing me sunshine that has brightened all my days the last rose is the best for it stands so proud and tall this rose represents you my best friend of all

Submission Misconception
Okay so you are reading this to better understand what a submissive is and in return you will better understand me. I will start off where I stand and then I will type up the submissive's creed and the dominants creed. My Personal Note: Thre is a common misconception that a submissive will let anyone control her...that is far from the truth. I am a submissive but that does not mean I let anyone and everyone control me. I choose who I do and don't give power to. Submission is a gift. So please do not start talking to me with the thought that you can tell me what to do. The submissive 's Creed I will communicate with complete honesty my needs, desires, limits,and experience. I realize that failing to do so will not only prevent my Master and I from having the best experience possible, but can also lead to physical and emotional harm. I will not try to manipulate my Master. I will not push to make a scene go the way I feel it should. I will keep an o

Spring?
I'm ready for spring. Fuck snow. Fuck ice. Fuck winter storm mix. Fuck starting the car to warm up 15 minutes prior to leaving. Fuck coats. Fuck socks and shoes! I wanna wear flip flops and tank tops and no other bs! Can't wait to move to Texax and get away from this cold shit... Oh yeah, my rant is over. -L-

*does A Happy Dance* My Book Just Hit Amazon!! *dances With Everyone* Yay!!
Go Check it Out!! Thank you so much Reverend Freaknic for discovering this for me , I'm so excited, I didn't even know!!! I didn't think Amazon would have it until the 10th! Wooo party party! Just Click this Cover!ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 ISBN: 1-60441-936-9, 173 pages, 5.5 x 8.5 PublishAmerica Presents Precognitive Casualty by Mel “Pixi” Anderson Frederick, MD January 17, 2008 -- PublishAmerica is proud to present Precognitive Casualty: A book of profound revelations scribbled prolifically poetically premeditated through the art of rant and rhyme by Mel “Pixi” Anderson of Lakewood, Washington. Anderson considers this masterfully written book to be a coming-out party. “It is everything I have aspired to become as a poet and a writer,” Anderson said. “I found myself with this collection striving to push myself into creating my own form of poetry, a free flow

Need Extra Luv
hey whatz up new and my old new friends that rock who have been helping me get back to lvlv almost to Godmother where i was but i need all of your help so who really luvs me and not just saying ya do show me luv all luv returned and if ya know me ya know that to be true so either show ya care or kiss off 4 real someone got me reset from level 24..1/2 to 0 and yeah i am pissed i have been busting my ass to get back there but i will leave this place before i let ya heters get under my skin so grow the fu.k up, so all of you that help i'll return the luv back to you & also let me now that you have been by so i can make sure to get luv back to you if i missed you coming by . Muah ♥ ßlðñÐïê ♥ ♥ ßlðñÐïê ♥§låvê♥r/l wïfê 2 §R Whï+ê Kñïgh+♥ Ð § Ç

Lost Cause
I usually write in my journal, but my private shit ends up here anyway. Today, I learned that what I need in a relationship, I can't have. Where's commitment and trust anymore? I don't experience life through sight, touch or sound. I feel my way through life. My emotions control me, and rational thought takes a back seat. Maybe I should listen to my friends and give up on the higher ideals of love and commitment, and adopt an alternative lifestyle(something I have never done, but more-than-willing to give it a try). And I DO NOT MEAN GAY, people! I am difficult, stubborn. I have an over-idealized sense of life, and maybe I expect too much, but God I cannot help it--because I deserve it! God, give me strength!

A New Contest & I'm In It!
WANT BLING? Who Doesn¡¦t Love Bling? FuBLING = POINTS AND FU-BUCKS FOR YOU And POINTS AND FU-BUCKS for your lucky friends When you BLING them¡K ** SO YOU WANT SOME? ** DO YA?? ** **Well then Join me in this contest** 1 FuBLING PACK = = = Only 4,500 Comments (in one week) 2 FuBLING PACKS = = = Only 8,500 Comments (in 2 weeks) 3 FuBLING PACKS = = = Only 12,500 Comments (in 3 weeks) RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) and include in your message what amount of Fu-Bling you want to go for AND a jpeg (no other format) pic or link to a jpeg picture. - Entries for this special promotion will only be accepted until midnight Fubar time on 3/4/08. - Every participant will have precisely their allotted time (no extensions) to complete their comments. The ¡§clock¡¨ will start ticking on the day your pic is loaded in the give-away. - No NSFW pictures or comments.

Breaking The Pattern
Today is the 26th of February. On the 26th of December my car was totaled with me and my friend in it. Not my fault, but painful and a hassle. I just got the replacement check for it YESTERDAY! On the 26th of January I fell on a wet floor at work and shattered my wrist. My right wrist and yes, I am right handed. It took the work comp Doc 3 weeks before he decided I needed surgery to screw a metal plate in to hold the worst of it together because it wasn't healing and wasn't staying aligned like the ER Doc set it. That surgery was 12 days ago and I'm doing much better now. Today is the 26th of February SO, I'm hiding in the house. I'm not going downstairs to check the mail. I'm not going to take out the trash, I'm not even going to open the front door or step out on my balcony. I'm hoping that will break the pattern...

Why Is It This Happens???
i sit alone in my little world i build up around me... careful not to let any one person in close enough to hurt my heart... i let you in...only to see u play your games... and when i finally decide to fight for you... ppl around me take it upon themselves to drive us apart.. to say mean hurtful words to accuse me of things i never done, nor ever will.. and they sit there comfortably intheir own skin knowing they are causing another heart to break.. and yet i called u friend who are you to decide to crush my dreams and hope???

To Beautiful, She Knows Who She Is
You hide your parts like pieces of a puzzle. Never letting anyone see the Real You, not all together. Insecure and worried that others may find the picture ugly or imperfect. But I look at each piece individualy,and each is a work of art. Not one of them a sign of ugliness or shame. Only beauty can I see. I've tried putting them together, but in futility, realized just how unimportant that is. So, I return to appreciate each piece in itself, until the day I may be blessed and see "You".

Silly Little Johnny!
Little Johnny was walking in the woods one day with his Dad. On the way down the path, Johnny saw a fruitfly, and he squashed it against a tree. His father told him, 'You killed a fruitfly so now you can't have fruit for a week.' So they kept walking, and as the day went on, Johnny saw a butterfly. He tried to catch the butterfly, and accidently killed it. His father said, 'You killed a butterfly so now you can't have butter for a week.' So after a while they got tired and decided to go home. They walked into the kitchen and Johnny's Mom said, 'There was a nasty cockroach running around in here, but since you were gone I had to kill it!' Alarmed, little Johnny looked at his Dad, and said, 'Will you tell her, or should I?

What Do I Have To Do?
Stabbing Westward - What Do I Have To Do? You make it hard to breathe It's as if I'm suffocating And when you're next to me I can feel your heartbeat through my skin It makes me sad to think This could all be for nothing I wish there was a way A way for you to see inside me I've never felt this way About anyone or anything … tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make you want me? But, if I can't make you want me What do I have to do? I know exactly what you're thinking But I swear this time I will not let you down I'm not as selfish as I used to be That was a part of me that never made me proud Right now I think I would try anything Anything at all to keep you satisfied God I hope you see what losing you would do to me All I want is one more chance… tell me What do I have to do to make you happy? What do I have to do to make you understand? What do I have to do to make y

New Truck
Bought a new Chevrolet Silverado crew cab and returned to the dealer the next day because I couldn't get the radio to work. The salesman explained that the radio was voice activated. 'Nelson,' the salesman said to the radio. The radio replied,' Ricky or Willie?' 'Willie!' he continued, and 'On The Road Again' came from the speakers. Then he said, 'Ray Charles!', and in an instant ' Georgia On My Mind' replaced Willie Nelson. I drove away happy, and for the next few days, every time I'd say, 'Beethoven,' I'd get beautiful classical music, and if I said, 'Beatles,' I'd get one of their awesome songs. Yesterday, a couple ran a red light and nearly creamed my new truck, but I swerved in time to avoid them. I yelled, 'Idiots!' Immediately the French National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane Fonda and Barbara Streisand, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie Chicks, with John Kerry on guitar, Al Gore on drums, Dan Rather on harmonica, Nancy Pelosi on tambourine, Harry

Doctor Visit
A woman accompanied her husband to the doctor's office. After his checkup, the doctor called the wife into his office alone. He said, "Your husband is suffering from a very severe stress disorder. If you don't do the following, your husband will surely die." "Each morning, fix him a healthy breakfast. Be pleasant at all times. For lunch make him a nutritious meal. For dinner prepare an especially nice meal for him. Don't burden him with chores. Don't discuss your problems with him, it will only make his stress worse. No nagging. And most importantly, make love with your husband several times a week. If you can do this for the next 10 months to a year, I think your husband will regain his health completely." On the way home, the husband asked his wife. "What did the doctor say?" "He said you're going to die," she replied

Tulsa's Angel----my New Fu-owner
Introbucing my new Fu-Owner Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW Goddess Tulsa's Angel~ Sarge's Bad Girl ~ Club FAR Promoter / Sisters4Life ~ FuOwned by BBW GoddessGo show her lots of luv

Save Yourself
Stabbing Westward - Save Yourself I know your life is empty And you hate to face this world alone So you're searching for an angel Someone who can make you whole I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself I know that you've been damaged Your soul has suffered such abuse But I am not your savior I am just as fucked as you (I am just as fucked as you) I can not save you I can't even save myself So just save yourself Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me Please don't take pity on me My life has been a nightmare My soul is fractured to the bone And if I must be lonely, I think I'd rather be alone I think I'd rather be alone You can not save me You can't even save yourself I can not save you I can't even save myself Save yourself So just save yourself

Dreams
PEOPLE CAN DREAM PEOPLE CAN TALK YOU CAN LEAVE SOME STEAM DURING A NICE WALK DREAMS ARE ALWAYS NICE MOST OF THE TIMES SO WISE BUT WHEN YOU AWAKE IT SEEMS AL WAS FAKE MOST OF THE TIMES YOU DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP BUT WHEN SOMEBODY SAYS "WHAT'S UP" THEN YOU OPEN YOUR EYES AND ARE YOU READY FOR SOME OTHER LIES FRIENDS ARE HERE TO SHARE THERE MIND THAT'S WHY THEY ARE SO KIND JUST OPEN YOUR HEART DON'T FALL APART WALK SIDE BY SIDE AND KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN AND WIDE SO YOU DON'T START TO DREAM BECAUSE THEN COMES BACK THE STEAM OF THE WALK AND THE TALKS SO FRIENDS AT THE FAR END DREAMING CAN JUST REMEMBER WHEN.... written by Mr Smiley

Omg, How Rude!
So just let me tell you what just happened. I’m in the bathroom at work, ya know, for obvious reasons, and I go to wash my hands. Now, before I wash my hands I always roll out some paper towels so I don’t have to touch the thingy when my hands are all clean and have to wash my hands again *since some women are gross and either don’t wash or only rinse* ewwww!! So, I turn the water on, naturally, and get all soapy and wash, and this other chick comes out of the stall, RINSES her hands, and walks across the bathroom, next to my sink, and pulls down my towel!! I was like wtf, she didn’t even apologize when I glared at her, pulled down more paper towels and washed my hands again. She’s lucky I took midol this morning or I may have jumped her, haha. I mean, how rude, and to only rinse, how nasty!

A Real Cowboy
A Real Cowboy An elderly Texas cowhand went to the local drug store and asked the pharmacist for the little blue Viagra pill. The pharmacist asked 'How many?' The cowboy replied, 'Just a few, maybe a half dozen. I cut each one into four pieces.' The pharmacist said, 'That's too small a dose. That won't get you through sex.' The old fellow said, 'Oh, I'm past eighty years old, and I don't even think about sex much anymore. I just want it to stick out far enough so I don't pee on my new boots.

Ænema
Tool - Ænema Some say the end is near. Some say we'll see armageddon soon. I certainly hope we will. I sure could use a vacation from this Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Fret for your figure and Fret for your latte and Fret for your lawsuit and Fret for your hairpiece and Fret for your prozac and Fret for your pilot and Fret for your contract and Fret for your car. It's a Bullshit three ring circus sideshow of Freaks Here in this hopeless fucking hole we call LA The only way to fix it is to flush it all away. Any fucking time. Any fucking day. Learn to swim, I'll see you down in Arizona bay. Some say a comet will fall from the sky. Followed by meteor showers and tidal waves. Followed by faultlines that cannot sit still. Followed by millions of dumbfoun

Penis Tax
Subject: Penis tax The only thing that the IRS has not taxed yet is the male penis. This is due to the fact that 69% of the time it is hanging around Unemployed, 10% of the time it is hard up, 20% of the time it is Pissed off and 1% of the time it is in the hole. On top of that, it has Two dependents and they are both nuts! HOWEVER, effective January 1st, 2008, the penis will now be taxed According to size: The brackets are as follows: 10 - 12" Luxury Tax $300.00 8 - 10" Pole Tax $250.00 5 - 8" Privilege Tax $150.00 3 - 5 " Nuisance Tax $30.00 Males exceeding 12" must file capital gains. Anyone under 4" is eligible for a tax refund. PLEASE DO NOT ASK FOR AN EXTENSION

The Lady And Her Pharmacist
A lady and her Pharmacist A nice, calm and respectable lady went into the pharmacy, walked up to the pharmacist, looked straight into his eyes,and said, "I would like to buy some cyanide." The pharmacist asked, "Why in the world do you need cyanide?" The lady replied, "I need it to poison my husband." The pharmacist's eyes got big and he exclaimed, "Lord have mercy! I can't give you cyanide to kill your husband. That's against the law! I'll lose my license! They'll throw both of us in jail! All kinds of bad things will happen. Absolutely not! You CANNOT have any cyanide!" The lady reached into her purse and pulled out a picture of her husband in bed with the pharmacist's wife. The pharmacist looked at the picture and replied, "Well now, that's different. You didn't tell me you had a prescription."

"mod Of The Day"
"MOD OF THE DAY" IS RETURNING TO FUBAR...I WILL BE FEATURING ONE SPECIAL LADY PER WEEK WHICH WILL INCLUDE A NEW MOD FOR YOUR PAGE,A SPECIAL BLOG AND ALSO FEATURED ON MY PAGE ALONG WITH A SLIDESHOW...ANYONE INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW AS YOU WILL ONLY BE FEATURED AFTER RECIEVING YOUR PERMISSION...THANK YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK

Secret To Long Italian Marriages
At Saint Mary's Catholic Church they have a weekly husband's marriage seminar. At the session last week, the Priest asked Luigi, who was approaching his 50th wedding anniversary, to take a few minutes and share some insight into how he had managed to stay married to the same woman all these years. Luigi replied to the assembled husbands, 'Well, I've a-tried to treat-a her nice, spend the money on her, but best of all is that I took-a her to Italy for the 20th anniversary!' The Priest responded, 'Luigi, you are an amazing inspiration to all the husbands here! Please tell us what you are planning for your wife for your 50th anniversary.' Luigi proudly replied , 'I'm a-gonna go and get her.'

Holiday Inn
Well I have been in Ohio for a week and suddenly my personal laptops MAC address was blocked from the hotels network. My company laptop still worked so I knew that it wasn't the network. They thought they could keep me off LOL!!! fuckers. I changed my MAC address (the hexadecimal address on the wifi card) and now I'm back online. Fucking bastards can't hold me down lol.

Hurt.
NIN - Hurt I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that's real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit Upon my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here What have I become? My sweetest friend Everyone I know Goes away in the end You could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way

No Nsfw Pics Of Me!!!
I will not be posting any NSFW pics of myself on this site. It makes me uncomfortable to do so. I don't even rate NSFW pics in other people's photos. It just crosses to many lines for me that I am not willing to cross. There is the fact that posting them might come back to haunt me someday also. The only content on this page that will be NSFW, is what the bouncer's tell me my images are. That is all I have to say...Period. Case closed !!!

The Most Functional English Word.....
Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, and tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, and some days are just plain shitty. Some music sounds like shit, things can look like shit, and there are times when you feel like shit. You can have too much shit, not enough shit, the ri

Frank's Flying Fists Of Fury
there is only one reason why a sixteen-year-old boy would skirt the supposed "18+" age requirement on fubar - the hope of seeing a woman naked, and maybe even the opportunity of talking to a naked woman. unfortunately, most sixteen-year-olds have no clue how to impress a woman, and junior is no exception. he's got the bling, the blade, and the moves, but that moustache isn't going to fool anyone. and just wait until dad downloads the photos from the digital cam and sees half a dozen photos of junior's lil winkie. yup... his days on fubar are numbered.

Questions And Answers
(Q) What's the best form of birth control after 50? (A) Nudity ______________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a girlfriend and a wife? (A) 45 lbs __________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a boyfriend and a husband? (A) 45 minutes __________________________________ (Q) What's the fastest way to a man's heart?' (A) Through his chest with a sharp knife. __________________________________ (Q) What do you call a smart blonde? (A) A golden retriever __________________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a southern zoo and a northern zoo? (A) A southern zoo has a description of the animal on the front of the cage along with a recipe. __________________________________ (Q) What's the Cuban national anthem? (A) Row, row, row your boat. __________________________________ (Q) What's the difference between a northern fairytale and a southern fairytale? (A) A northern fairytale begins 'Once upo

Tax Time
A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions."He gets her name, address, social! secu rity number, etc. and then asks,"What's your occupation?" "I'm a Lady of the night," she says. The accountant is somewhat taken aback and says, " Let's try to rephrase that." The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". "No, that still won't work. Try again." They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a prostitute?" "Well, I raised a thousand little peckers last year." "Chicken Farmer it is."

Crazy Kids
It comes to amaze me how kids have so much compassion for people close to them. I work at a daycare and the kids here care so much for us workers and i apreciate it greatly but it seems like as we get older we lose that and people are not as compassionate.Kisses seems to fix everything and I miss that so much. Life is frusterating you think people care but do they really? You think everything is okay but is it? Why when you fix one thing another one comes up...? it confusing so since i wont figure it out ill stick to the love from my kids and thats good enough for now i guess.

Republican Or Democrat
was traveling down the road the other day south of Benton when a tire blew out. Checking my spare, I found that it too was flat. My only option was to flag down a passing motorist and get a ride to the next town. The first vehicle to stop was an old man in a van. He yelled out the window, 'Need a lift?' 'Yes, I sure do,' I replied. 'You a Republican or Democrat, asked the old man. 'Republican,' I replied. 'Well, you can just go to Hell,' yelled the old man as he sped off. Another guy stopped, rolled down the window, and asked me the same question Again, I gave the same answer, 'Republican.' The driver gave me the finger and drove off. I thought it over and decided that maybe I should change my strategy, since this area seemed to be overly political and there appeared to be few Republicans. The next car to stop was a red convertible driven by a beautiful blonde. She smiled seductively and asked if I was a Republican or Democrat. 'Democrat!', I shouted

My First Fubar Blog!
Hi Everyone! I joined Fubar just over a month ago and I am already up to "Minion"! I am here for good times, lots of fun, and to make lots of friends! I ask you to bear with me that my profile is basically a shrine to Marilyn Monroe! I totally love and adore Marilyn Monroe! I have some pics of her in my photo album and I hope you will look and rate them! Have a wonderful day! -Joey

Kids Say The Darndest Things
Why do we love children? 1. NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, 'Mom, that lady isn't wearing a seat belt!' 2. OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, 'The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents.' 3. KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. 'Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle.' 4. MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched

The Cost Of Bad Government In California
A recent report from the American Legislative Exchange Council is a grim reminder of the human and financial costs of bad government. (Read the World Net Daily article here and the report here.) The report, called "Rich States Poor States," estimates that $7 billion of California's $14 billion deficit in 2003 was the direct result of successful Californians moving out of state in the early 2000s. More than 5,000 of the state's 25,000 millionaires left California to avoid the high taxes and excessive regulations imposed by the special interests in Sacramento. However, it's not just millionaires leaving California. The report cites data from moving companies that shows California had the second-highest out-flow of domestic population of any state in 2005. It's no wonder that California's budget deficit has continued to grow (the latest estimate is $16 billion) as more and more Californians "vote with their feet" and take with them their earning power, talent and entrepreneurial spi

How A Woman Thinks
A woman went to her doctor. The doctor, after an examination, sighed and said, > > 'I've some bad news. You have cancer, and you'd best put your affairs in order.' > > The woman was shocked, but managed to compose herself and walk into the > > Waiting room where her daughter had been waiting. > > 'Well daughter, we women celebrate when things are good, and we celebrate > > when things don't go so well. In this case, things aren't well. I have cancer. > > Let's head to the club and have a bourbon & coke.' > > After 3 or 4 bourbons the two were feeling a little less sombre. > > There were some laughs and more bourbons. > > Eventually they were approached by some of the woman's old friends, > > Who were curious as to what the two were celebrating. > > The woman told her friends they were drinking to her impending end. > > 'I've been diagnosed with AIDS.' > > The friends were aghast and gave the woman their condolences. > > After the friends left, the woman's

Tonight
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Winter....5 Yrs Ago Today
I wanted to share a little something with my friends. This was very emotional for me to write. I don't express my feelings when it comes to this subject for many reasons. Everyone has commented that I am like a rock....well that again is for many reasons. Maybe it is my maternal instinct to protect those around me. Maybe having others upset around me will force me to break down....I don't know. It is just the way I handle things I suppose. But I wanted to give you a glimpse of the things I think of when no one is looking... Five years ago today, my life and the lives of my daughter's changed forever. Five years ago today, my baby was diagnosed with Cancer. At the tender age of 3, this little girl who had her whole life in front of her, began to embark on a journey most of us will never face. Of couse as luck would have it, her Cancer is only treatable... ....NOT curable. Five years ago today, I was told my baby could die from this burden she now carries.

Things A Man Should Never Do In The Company Of A Woman
By The Editors of Marie Claire Reveal how much your car cost. Clean your gun. Polish high school trophies (which you still have displayed). Refer to your mother as your best friend. Rap. Check out the assistant/roommate/the baby-sitter. Question her footwear. Blow-dry your hair. Tip less than 20 percent. Celebrity impressions. Impressions of her. Forget to carry cash. Flip it, flop it, swing it around, tug on it, adjust it, scratch it, or do anything that will remind us that it's just a goofy appendage and not a mystical source of pleasure and satisfaction. Wii. Boot and rally. Scream—at the dog, at the guy who just stole your parking spot, at Bill Belichick. Because, no matter how much Belichick deserves it (cheater!), when she hears you raise your voice, she has an idea of what she's in for. Talk about former exploits. Ever. Use the words bitch, slut, tramp, or whore, unless referring to another man. Tell her you're going to

The Naughty Nun
A cabbie picks up a Nun. > > She gets into the cab, and notices that the VERY handsome > cab driver won't stop staring at her in the mirror. > > She asks him why he is staring. > He replies: > 'I have a question to ask you but I don't want to offend you.' > She answers, > 'My son, you cannot offend me. When you're as old as I am > and have been a nun as long as I have, you get a chance to see and hear just about everything. I'm sure that there's nothing you could say or ask that I would find offensive.' > > 'Well, I've always had a fantasy to have sex with a nun.' > > She responds, > 'Well, let's see what we can do about that: > Firstly, you have to be single, > Secondly, you must be Catholic, > And thirdly, as I have to save my virginity, you will have to enter me from behind.' > > The cab driver is very excited and says, > 'Yes, I'm single, Catholic, and I'm happy to enter you from behind!' > > 'OK' the nun says. 'Pull into the next alley.' > > The nun ful

"angel's Kiss"
An Angel's Kiss We go through life so often, Not stopping to enjoy the day. And we take each other for granted, As we travel on our way. For in your pain and sorrow, An Angel's Kiss will help you through, This kiss is very private, For it is meant for only you. We never stop to measure, Anything we just might miss. But if the wind should blow by softly, You'll feel an Angel's Kiss. A kiss that is sent from heaven, A kiss from up above A kiss that is very special, From someone that you love. So when, your heart is heavy, And filled with tears and pain. And no one can console you, Remember once again. About the ones you grieve for, Because you sadly miss. And the gentle breeze you took for granted, Was just an Angel's Kiss. I love you my angels.

Amazing Grace By Elvis
Amazing grace, Oh, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, But now I'm found Was blind, But now I see When we've been there Ten thousand years, Bright shinning as the sun We've no less days To sing God's praise Then when, when we first begun Through many dangers Toils and snares I have already come T'was grace that brought me Safe thus far And grace will lead me home Amazing grace, Oh, how sweet the sound That saved a wretch like me I once was lost, But now I'm found Was blind, But now I see Was blind, But now I see

New Hottiest Lounge On Fuabr Come Join
Stop by and subscribe to Fubars newest lounge "Club Kryptonite" Great friends, great music, awesome times, what more could you ask for! http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=55364 Also looking for staff, please contact Bobby or Josh for more information. weewee1984nc (Owner of Club Kryptonite)@ fubar Why Is The Rum Always Gone? ?(Co-Owner of Club Kryptonite)@ fubar

Life
Just when you think you have the perfect life, something happens and you find out just how badly life sux. I won't bore you with details, just suffice to say I fucked up again. I gotta stop talking to heart what people say. People lie and cheat and that is a fact of life. I just have to learn to be less trusting and not listen to my heart so much. I am thankful for the happiness I had fro the short time I had it and I would not trade it for anything. I just have to remember that you really have to take time, cause you can never really know someone. You just have to hope that people are honest with you.

Vampspryte Short And Sweet I Guess.
->vampspryte: welcome to the mumms vampspryte: good to know for future reference...sorry..didn't realize ->vampspryte: what you did was a survey and people in the mumms no likey surveys ->vampspryte: mumm stands for "Make Up My Mind' its meant to ask a question which helps you make up your mind. I.e Im thinking of buying a new cellphone should I get a motorolla or an iPhone vampspryte: actually..no..this was my first one...just going off the impression I was given by reading others mumms ->vampspryte: do you know what mumm stands for? vampspryte: define a "real mumm?" I guess she couldn't answer that.

Shower, Yay!
scooter: need a hand lol ->scooter: no scooter: lmao no probs then ->scooter: I'm not laughing. go find a chick with her tits hanging out to say that shit to. scooter: omg it was a joke you sad cow if you didnt want out sayin why put it up wha? he blocked me. after sending me a lollipop. one down, eleventy-billion to go before I r00l teh internets who's with me?

Just Infurriates Me This Harassment!
I reported my boss for years of sexual harassment. HR was to talk about those incidents and tell him to stop that. Well they made it stop everything and when they talked to me and told me all the "rules" and such they made it seem like I was the bad person and etc...and to not confuse these rules w any for of retaliation. Which means now things we have all done all along...if I do one thing...they can terminate me without me saying it's retaliation supposedly. And all this so there is no "grey" area. And they (HR & VP) also made comment of apparently I had a fit and went off on our service guy and called him a bunch of names and such. I NEVER DID THIS AND DON'T RECALL ANYTHING CLOSE TO IT! I asked what happened and when and I was given, "It's of no importance" yeah right. See I asked HR what I should do because I just wanted to email my boss and tell him to stop and use better judgement. Well they said that was incorrect and took it all in their "hands" and all this other stuff was

Time
Our perception of time is skewed by the age we are. The older we get the faster time speeds by. At the age of 50 you find yourself enjoying the evening that travels by so fast. A full year passes and only represents one fiftieth of your life. As comparison when you are ten you fine that a year takes so long to go by because it represents 10% of your life. Comparing your life forty years later you find that a single year only represents 2% of your life. Seems kinda pointless to worry about the time that passes. So much of your youth was spent waiting for something. Waiting to turn 16 to drive... waiting to turn 18 to vote. Waiting until you where 21 to drive. Waiting until you where married to have sex. Waiting for when you get older to live your life. Waiting for retirement before you go out and do those things you want to do. At the age of 50 each day is .00005% of your life. At age 10 each day is .0002% of your life. Enjoy your days when they mean more to you. Enjoy time you spend

Baking Yummy Cookies
I am making cookies for tonight's class. We go to a class for "Parents with strong willed teens and troubled teens" every Tuesday night for a 10 week course. Each week a different group brings food for everyone. There are about 50 parents in this class. I volunteered to make cookies. One of the things I do really well is make cookies. Mine always turn out better for some reason. Not sure what it is I do? I do know that a lot of it has to do with the flour I use. I have always used Pillsbury. My husband was going to the store Sunday so I asked him to pick up some flour since we were low. He bought me Gold Medal because they don't sell Pillsbury in that store anymore. Now for sure I know I am sold on Pillsbury! I had to use the Gold Medal and my cookies are flat :(. They taste good but aren't the fluffy cookies I am used to making. Damn! I think I might need to make another batch too. It looks like 2 isn't going to be enough, especially if people et 2. They are ch

For My Darker Friends
Yes, another pimpout. This is for my "darker" friends...not all of them are "dark" so to speak, but by names and pic's that they may have in their collection of pictures...They are great people and return love! Stop by and check them out (here they are in no particular order....:D) ~Pitbull~ Infamous Pitbull ~ The Psi Sanguin~ Fire_Pixis Real Life Fiance~@ fubar ~Pierced~ Pierced tattooed texas gurl R/L best m8 to aussiecraig1971 R/L sister to BB@ fubar ~Twisted~ Twisted&Transparent~ Wifey to My soldier John~@ fubar ~Dark Angel~ Dark Angel@ fubar ~And last but not least ~The Angelic Enigma~ The Angelic Enigma ~Protector to cRaZy BiTcH, D.A., Wenchie and BrownSugar~@ fubar i have pimped out some on this page before and some I have not. Sorry for the redundancy :P This pimpout brought to you by me : ♈ BrownSugar ♈ Protected by The Angelic Enigma ♈@ fubar

If Anyone On Here
if anyone on here tries to get in contact with me on the internet and i dont answer for awhile its because i will no longer have access to the internet for awhile. I was in a confrintation with my dad and was kicked out of the house with my son. Luckily i have been able to get access right at this moment and everything so if you leave me a message and i dont respond dont think that im ignoring you or what not. i am going through a few things in my life that i have to take care of and the internet is not on the top of my list right now.

Rock Out With Me For A While In Black Diamond Lounge
COME INTO BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE SIT BACK HAVE A DRINK AND RELAX WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE DJ BARTAB TEARING THE ROOF OFF THE BAR. COME CHECK OUT WHAT HES DOING. Make your own Myspace Pimpin Text at MyToolSpace.com

Ultimaxum The Club--supports The Troops
Hello People. Well dear friends once again inviting ya all to the Club. I on and off but you can enter and meet up with friends. I'm in Iraq at the moment and would love to see more of you in the Club because this is a way of supporting our troops. They all at one time another are in. Not much time. SO PLEASE ENTER AND SHOW SOME LOVE AND SUPPORT not only for me but all that are serving. Love to have you all come by and have a good time in family. So come on and enter the ULTIMAXUM THE CLUB and become a member. So if you would like to see some made in the lounge, drop me a line and will do my best to see it put in the lounge. Thanks for taking the time to read this and hope to see you in the Lounge. The link is: http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51145 All ARE WELCOMED

Bartab
COME INTO BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE SIT BACK HAVE A DRINK AND RELAX WITH SOME GREAT PEOPLE DJ BARTAB TEARING THE ROOF OFF THE BAR. COME CHECK OUT WHAT HES DOING. Make your own Myspace Pimpin Text at MyToolSpace.com (repost of original by 'DJ BARTAB BLACK DIAMOND DJ AKA THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED AND RL/BF TO DJ KRAZYCHICK HONORARY DB' on '2008-02-26 14:03:13')

Howdy..i Need A Flavor Please And Thank You
Yep, it's me asking for another favor, yet again. My honey was admitted in the hospital last night with pneumonia. If you all have some time, stop by his page and show him a little loving...not too much though. LOL He's such a sweetheart and I know he will appreciate ya'll coming by his page. chefwabba@ fubar Another one of my AWESOME friends on here is feeling a little bored with the internet...kind of like myself. Anyway, stop by her page and give her a laugh. She's is one of the best friends I have on here and I know she'll return all love shown to her!! Dumpy Frumpy Housewife@ fubar Thanks in advance! I know ya'll will help me out cause I have the bestest friends on Fubar...hell I have the bestest friends on the net!! ~Huggles~Mary

Why
why is it ppl tellme im a great person and so pretty and a great personality but yet i can never find a nice guy to love me the way i can love him to be his best friend as i can be his i just wonder when in the hell is it going to be my turn to be happy

Kuwait Bound
I just wanted to let all my fans and friends know that on 28 feb i will be flying to Kuwait to work on our troops vehicles in Kuwait, so i wont be on FUBAR for a while, until i get set up over there... see you all soon... god bless AG

Who Am I
Who am I, I am just me. I am positive and free. I like just being me. Me, who can see the light, me who can make the world bright No such thing as gloom and doom Go away, I will not let you loom Just give me light and hope, I will not let you mope My light was so bright, that could not see that evil was standing right in front of me. Evil crept in and I gave it a room. How was I to know, this was my doom. I feed it and let it stay with us all. How was I to know it was going to fall? How could it fall my protector was near. My husband, my spouse he had my life. He as always been my protector so tried and true How was I to know it would be you? You who invited evil to stay Stay in our home and in our lives to play This evil that took my soul, my light. My light that was fill with so much hope and delight Hope is gone I now just sit and mope. I sit and I swallow so much pain….I just don’t think it will ever go away Pain so dee

Trust
Trust doesn’t come so easily, it waits and watches to see, if it can be. Trust doesn’t come easily just wait and see. So, how were able to reach deep inside of me. You reach so deep that I did not know it was there. You ripped it out without a care.

The Rug
I know I am not smart and I may not be too bright. But when did I loose my sight. How could I not see what was right in front of me. She wore her quilt on her face. I knew she liked him, what was I to do. Her guilt was not from her feeling for him, but from what she had already did with him. Clueless and blind I could not see, that he was actually to be with someone who is beneath me. With devastation and shame, I know I am not to blame, but how did I fall for their game. They meet online without me in mind. They claim to care but how cant that be, when they pulled the rug out from under me.

How
I don’t understand how this can be, you went and let someone else be on her knees. Maybe now the wrong as been made right. This fight is beyond me. How do you fight with something you just can’t see. Is there love really after me? All I feel is pain and despair, hard to tell if it will ever disappear.

He Moved Her In
He cared for her and took her in. He wanted to help restore her life. As mine would come to an end. We made her feel warm and save. Little did I know I was giving up my place? She was his friend and confident, someone who made him feel good. She made him feel good by the look in her eyes. Then it would go beyond the belt and unzip his fly. Then there is me. Who am I am just the wife. The one who cared for him thru thick and thin. I cooked and care for him. I gave him love and my life. Also gave him a statement that will have cost us our lives. I let her in, into our home. She was free to roam. Roam thru the home, thru our sarcrite place. A place were you are suppose to be safe. A place were your children run free. A place were you can just be. Be who you are and not be harmed. A safe heaven for one and all. She was welcomed with open arms. She became one of us. She played with the dog and our kids. She shared with me, jus

Trade Deadline
Penguins acquire Hossa By Rob Rossi TRIBUNE-REVIEW Tuesday, February 26, 2008 UNIONDALE, N.Y. -- The Penguins made a late and significant splash before the NHL trade deadline expired today. The Penguins acquired Atlanta left wing Marian Hossa for forwards Colby Armstrong, Erik Christensen, Angelo Esposito -- the 20th overall pick in the 2007entry draft -- and a first round draft pick. The Penguins also acquired right wing Pascal Dupuis. Canadian sports network TSN reported the deal. Hossa had scored 26 goals and recorded 56 points for the Thrashers. He is an unrestricted free agent on July 1. The acquisition of Hossa occurred just minutes before the 3 p.m. deadline. The Penguins also acquired veteran defenseman Hal Gill from Toronto for a second- and fifth-round draft pick. Gill has appeared in 63 games for the Maple Leafs. He is averaging almost 21 minutes per game and has scored 20 points to go with an even plus/minus rating.

A Good Night?? Maybe
So every monday night I go to my neighorhood bar and have a few drinks, well last night I decided screw the beers lets have some vodka and red bulls...Dont ask me how many I had cause i lost track after my 5th one..I was drinking that shit like water. My friend finally dragged me out the bar and took me home. She had to walk me to my front door and unlock it for me. I stumbled to my room, took off my pants and put on some shorts and collapsed on my bed. 2 minutes later i ran to the bathroom to puke. I mised the toilet and threw up on the rugs and side of the tub then passed out on the bathroom floor lmao. Woke up 2 hours later and crawled back to my room and went to sleep in my bed. Woke up this morning and drank like a gallon of water and feeling like shit. I was talking to my cousin when she started laughing and saying "eeewww dude" I had fucking puke on the back of my shirt and shorts...wtf right?? ha ha That is the first time I have ever had that happen...now I have to wash my shee

Va Weather
Ok just wanted to let everybody who didnt know that the weather in Va is crazy lol Besides the fact that about 2 weeks ago it snowed and the next day it was 85 then the day after rained it just seems so strange to me i mean im sure its rather normal but i just dont remember it fluctuating that much, just thought id let you all in on a little part of my life. I cant wait for warmer weather!

Win A 7 Day Blast! The 2nd Annual Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest!!!!
What? The SECOND ANNUAL Living Legend Sexy Salute Contest... Salute ME, The Living Legend, in a sexy way. I will leave the creativity to you ladies - and yes, you must be a lady. However, these pictures CANNOT be NSFW (send the NSFW salutes to me privately, hehe.... no really). The winner will be determined by multiplying number of comments by the average rate by the number of people that have rated you (comments X rating X number of rates). Each of the 3 components of "lovin up" a picture are being accounted equally. Prizes? Winner receives a 7 day blast. 2nd Place will receive a 3 day blast. 3rd Place will receive a piece of bling. All entrants will receive gifts. When? I will be taking entrants names until midnight EST Friday, March 21st. At 5pm EST on Saturday, March 22nd, I will open up the contest folder and the games will begin. The contest will run 30 days until Tuesday, April 21st, at 5pm EST. Must-Read Rules - 1) I am keenly aware of people marking others

Hubby B-day
=== '~Hillary~' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-26 13:20:01'.. > > > > > > It's his B-DAY Check him out and leave some love!! > > > > ~Jesse~@ fubar > > Be sure to buy him a present for his B-day its his golden b-day!! He is 26 today!! > > > This bulletin brought to you by: > ~Hillary~@ fubar

Dear Abby
My Husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the > > > >> beginning, and, when I confront him, he denies > > > >> everything. What's worse, everyone knows that he cheats > > > >> on me. It is so humiliating. > > > >> Also,since he lost his job six years ago, he hasn't even > > > >> looked for a new one. All he does all day is smoke > > > >> cigars, cruise around and talk crap with his buddies > > > >> while I have to work to pay the bills. Since our only > > > >> child went away to college he doesn't even pretend to > > > > > >> like me and hints that I may be a lesbian. What should I > > > >> do? > > > > > > > > Signed: Clueless > > > > > > > > Dear Clueless: > > > > > > > > Grow up and dump him. Good grief, woman. You don't need him > > > >> anymore! You're a Senator from New York running for > > > > > >> president of the United States. Act like one.

I Be Depressed
so my best friend lonnie is stupid. i've known him since i was in 9th grade and he was in 11th grade. at the end of that year, he started smoking weed and failed out of our high school. we kept in touch and he kept doing more and more drugs and mixing them with alcohol. i would get drunk dials and i would laugh but then it got worse. one day, a week before i went to mexico for three weeks, i got a call from my friend rose asking me if i knew where lonnie was cuz he hadnt come home the night before. i called and called him but i didnt get an answer until 4 days later when he IMed me and told me he had been in a coma. he went to rehab and got out half a week early. he was clean for awhile but then got back into drugs. at one point in his drug career, i believe before the coma (the coma was 2 years ago), he was mixing drugs and could tell which ingredients to get from CVS and could mix the right amount according to height and body weight. after rehab, he didnt get into drugs

Gun Safety (a Perspective From A Single, Divorced Woman's View)
I was asked by my brother Jamie to wrote a blog on gun safety, especially for women who are single and divorced. I too am a Southern, Divorced Mom of 2 teenage boys....I have lived in the country all my life and have been surrounded by guns, rifles, pistols, knives, of all types.....I can tell you that if you are single woman and do not know how to use a gun, or handle a gun, I would encourage you to do so....There's nothing more rewarding than knowing if you had to protect your- self with a gun, that you could without any hesitation..I grew up with my brother reading and leading about guns, and knives ...The makes, the types, the caliber, the velocity, but more importantly the proper safety that goes along with using a gun. I have shot many types of guns and I can tell you from personal experience that if you do not handle the gun properly you can hurt yourself......For instance with the highpowered guns and rifles , be sure to watch out for a hair trigger, and watch the pla

Club Kryptonite Now Hiring All Staff
If you enjoy good music and the conversation of others this is the lounge for you! Custom Glitter Text Also looking for staff contact Bobby or Josh for more infomation thank you... weewee1984nc (Owner of Club Kryptonite)@ fubar Why Is The Rum Always Gone? ?(Co-Owner of Club Kryptonite)@ fubar Custom Glitter Text ♥♪ ÐJ Ýankee Girl♥♪ Giantsfans wife owner of Excalibur Radio!!!@ fubar

Show Sum Fu Love
THIS IS A PIMP OUT OF THE BEST FUBAR PEOPLE I KNOW IF YOU DONT HAVE THEM AS A FRIEND YOU SHOULD THEY ARE BY FAR THE NICEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR AND I KNOW THEY WILL RETURN THE LOVE DJ♥ßäß¥Gí®£♥ TrippleX's BROWN EYED GIRL ♥~~CLUB FANTASIAHAWT ♥JLYNN♥ 2ND ALARM HOTTIE MGR@FANTASIA♥INKS SISTAHAWT ♥~Kerry~♥~Sluts Wifey~OWNER of Club Fantasia~LUVS SLUTS Sluts-R-Us!!!Kerry's Hubby!!!OWNER of Club Fantasia!!!LUVS KERRY Eric650AWESOME DUDE JUICY★luxuria★A JEWEL Mystêfyï☼I.B.I.C. Owner☼D.S.C.☼»Fu wife to Jim«☼AWESOME Jim~D.S.C.~Fu hubby to Mystêfyï~AWESOME

Don't Ever Stop Dreaming Your Dreams
Don't ever try to understand everything--- somethings will just never make sense. Don't ever be reluctant to show your feelings--- when you're happy, give in to it. When you're not, live with it! Don't ever be afraid to try to make things better--- you might be surprised at the results. Don't ever take the weight of the world on your shoulders. Don't ever feel threatened by the future--- take life one day at a time. Don't ever feel guilty about the past--- what's done is done. Learn from any mistakes you might have made. Don't ever feel that you are alone--- there is always somebody there for you to reach out to. Don't ever forget that you can achieve so many of the things you can imagine--- IMAGINE THAT!! It's not as hard as it seems. Don't ever stop loving, don't ever stop believing, don't ever stop dreaming your dreams.

Open Auction
ok well the auction is now open so plz go place ur bids now on the ladies and i am still taking new people until tomarrow so ya better hurry just go to my folders that say auction to make ur bid under there pix

Tuesday, February 26th 2008:1:11 Pm
well here it is another week, and still a peachy day out, sun is shining, and yet im still inside, and iam debationg spending my last $10 to get laundry money to do my laundry done. I am so bored.. i played some online games and was fun but now its gettin real tiresome, i come back here to a slow day online as well.

Hey Sexys
hey who ever will buy my man Joe lovel a VIP I will love for ever and will add you to my family and let you see all of my pics and you will be my fubar sugerdaddy so buy joe lovel a VIP and I will make you happy

Re: Traitor Greenspan Urges Gulf States To Abandon Dollar
RE: Traitor Greenspan Urges Gulf States To Abandon Dollar ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Feb 2008, 13:15 Traitor Greenspan Urges Gulf States To Abandon Dollar Alan Greenspan has again exposed himself as a traitor working against the interests of the American people by urging Gulf states to abandon the dollar peg, a move that could result in financial chaos and an economic depression in America. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022608_abandon_dollar.htm

Hear My Words
looking at the sky searching for a friend from the past that left without saying a word destiny took him how short where the hours when he was still by my side and now they are eternal his heart is now sleeping please dont tell me that ill never see you again because for me life isnt life if you're not here with me hear my words i remember all the times which we were happy in those where you used to tell me we always be together damn grace life is so unfair now im here all alone without a way to go and without your touch hear my words

Re: Mayor Willie Brown Contradicts Earlier Statements About 9/11
RE: Mayor Willie Brown Contradicts Earlier Statements About 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 25 Feb 2008, 22:31 Mayor Willie Brown Contradicts Earlier Statements About 9/11 No Fly Warning The former Mayor of San Francisco has made comments that contradict his own previous claims regarding a warning he received on September 10th 2001 not to fly the following day. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/250208Willie.htm

Re: Stiglitz Blames Greenspan For Recession
RE: Stiglitz Blames Greenspan For Recession ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Feb 2008, 20:56 Stiglitz Blames Greenspan For Recession Former chief economist of the World Bank, Joseph Stiglitz, has said that the US economy is already in recession and is pointing the finger of blame directly towards former Federal Reserve chairman Alan Greenspan. http://infowars.net/articles/february2008/260208Stiglitz.htm

Friendship Is...
Friendship is not important with whom you have it… Friendship is… how deep you have it, Friendship is not how much you know…. Friendship is… how much you care, Friendship is not how much you make happy… Friendship is… how much you share sorrows, Friendship is not how many times you reach your hand… Friendship is… how many times you touch the heart, Friendship is not how precious thing you give… Friendship is… how much sensitive things you offer, Friendship is not an achievement… Friendship is…one beyond your destination, Friendship is not just sharing the joy… Friendship is… love in sharing the tears, Long live our Friendship….. Ever ending one… To YOU

Tips On Pumping Gas (good Information)
I don't know what you guys are paying for gasoline.... but here in California we are also paying higher, up to $3.50 per gallon. But my line of work is in petroleum for about 31 years now, so here are some tricks to get more of your money's worth for every gallon..... Here at the Kinder Morgan Pipeline where I work in San Jose , CA we deliver about 4 million gallons in a 24-hour period thru the pipeline. One day is diesel the next day is jet fuel, and gasoline, regular and premium grades. We have 34-storage tanks here with a total capacity of 16,800,000 gallons. Only buy or fill up your car or truck in the early morning when the ground temperature is still cold. Remember that all service stations have their storage tanks buried below ground. The colder the ground the more dense the gasoline, when it gets warmer gasoline expands, so buying in the afternoon or in the evening....your gallon is not exactly a gallon. In the petroleum business, the specific gravity and the temper

Re: Ron Paul Trouncing Neo-con Rival In Race For Congress
RE: Ron Paul Trouncing Neo-Con Rival In Race For Congress ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 26 Feb 2008, 20:54 Ron Paul Trouncing Neo-Con Rival In Race For Congressional Seat Ron Paul's Neo-Con rival Chris Peden has resorted to putting out fake poll numbers in a crass attempt to offset the fact that Paul is trouncing him in the race for Texas' District 14 Congressional seat. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/022608_paul_trouncing.htm

My Wall
I have a wall you cannot see Because it's deep inside of me It blocks my heart on every side And lets my emotions hide You can’t reach in You can’t reach out And you wonder what its all about This wall I have that you can’t see Results from what was done to me Each time my heart was hurt The scars within grew worse and worse So brick by brick I built this wall I made it so thick it will not fall I know this process will be slow For its never easy to let things go For just by brick by brick I laid With every hurt and every pain It's really hard to let you In Thinking I might get hurt again So brick by brick this wall will break As love replaces every ache This wall has fallen and I am free But some of the debris is still Deep inside of me

Funny Or Weird Images I Found This Week (02/26/08)
Some you may remember that I used to do a funny/weird/interesting image blog once a week on my old Fubar profile. Well, I started doing it again. Basically, I spend way to much time on the internet, and I run across a lot of stuff that's funny, interesting, or just plain weird, and I'm going to post what I find from each week in the blog. I don't have the time or interest to make this post inoffensive every week, so if you can't handle a joke, tough. Monkey on a motorcycle = the definition of awesome

Why Is It All The Love Comes From The Kids?
http://www.temple-telegram.com/story/2008/02/21/47339 well as a few people might know my family has been going through a rough spot. About 3 weeks ago my cousin justin was in a single car accident in which he was a passenger that eventually led to him being paralyzed from the waist down. Read the story and you'll see the problem im having. These kids up and did something no one expected any high school kids to do. There are only 50 students in the Sr. class that donated and there has to be something we can do for them. Does anyone have any suggestions, ideas or just a brain fart that would lead into them having more then donating all their money to help some yokells who never saw this coming.

I Create Lesbians Out Of Straight Girls
Thankfully these days are behind me (hopefully), but there was a time when I was capable of producing lesbians out of young heterosexual females. Exhibit A: Girlfriend A (her name started with an A, so I'm going to leave it at that for the rest of this to protect the names of the innocent) was a cute indy mod pixie. We were only teenagers at the time, but she was my first official serious girlfriend for all practical purposes (I believe that was the first vagina I had touched anyway). She was tall and very fair skinned and had short blond hair... almost a boyish cut. My favorite pictures of her were from when she had longer hair - before we met. Her favorite music was indy rock - anything on the muse record label (subsidiary to Sire) which at the time was obscure versions of New Order and Echo and the Bunnymen type bands. She was a cutter prior to our meeting and she had large deep scars on her arms. This was years before cutting got hip. We used to make out alot and

Donated To Locks Of Love
Well i got a new pic up kinda hopin for some input on the new look... as in my older pics you can tell i had long hair... i donated 12 inches to locks of love. lemme know what ya think by leavin sum comment luv on my new pic :)

Obama Vs Mccain
WASHINGTON - In the past two months, Senator Barack Obama has built a commanding coalition among Democratic voters, with especially strong support among men, and is now viewed by most Democrats as the candidate best able to defeat Senator John McCain, according to the latest New York Times/CBS News Poll. My concern is what is going to happen to the American public and what is his policy on protection of victims of violent crime as well as protection of peoples privacy, and adhering to the witness protection program between the states of this one country of ours. (the man is in prison for 15 years)(I was in the Army at one time in my life) I have moved to the banking industry within the past few years and everyone here says our money is black. I sued one of the online banking call centers in Charlotte, North Carolina for what the attorney called torture from the African Americans in the department by using that crime against me to push me out of a job. I then moved on in Charl

'stars' Bulletin
Are you looking for someone to chat with?? Do you want to make good friends?? The Circle of Friendship is looking to create a friendly atmosphere where you can share laughter, joyful news as well as the sad. Where loyalty, honesty, and trust are the every day norm. Where you can depend on help from your fellow members to rate you at least 4 times a week with a minimum of 15 rates. This is not a lot to ask of anyone. We will help you level when the time is near and also help you in your giveaways. We also expect the same from all the members; to cooperate with each other in making this an enjoyable experience for everyone. The Circle of Friendship is unending, traveling thru wonderful people, weaving a pattern of caring and luv that makes a beautiful and glowing tapestry of lives. Meet the Friendship Circle HoakieGirl--Founder jus'me--Co Founder Micki-blue-eyes--Co Founder Meet the members ~red wing hunny~ Sweet Ma

25 Interesting Facts About Life Sex And Love During World War 2
1. As many as 50 million condoms were sold or freely distributed each month during the war. 2. 80% of GIs away from home for 2 years or more admitted to regular sexual intercourse. Nearly a third of these men had wives at home, while almost half indicated they intended to marry their girlfriend waiting back in the States. 3. When madams were forced to close their brothels in Norfolk, Virginia, prostitutes hired taxis dubbed “chippy wagons” and serviced their customers in the back seats. 4. “Khaki-Wackies,” “Victory Girls,” and “Good Time Charlottes” were teen age girls who “sold” their sexual favors for a movie or a coke at the local drug store. 5. Some 650,000 American babies were born out of wedlock between 1942 and 1945, an average of 8.3 illegitimate births per thousand. 6. In 1943, Keystone, a jewelers’ trade magazine, announced that the supply of wedding rings was dangerously low, due to the number of weddings and the increasing popularity of double-ring ceremonies

Stupid Happy Hours Lol
One of my best internet friends (of like 6 years) is currently hosting Happy Hour. Yay Bull. however...... if this keeps up he's going to surpass me in points lol. We can't have that. its just not right... an invitee cant pass the inviter lol. I don't normally ask, but if you've got a few spare minutes come by and rate a few pics or stash? Don't let this fu-student of mine pass me in points. hehe.... Bull... you do learn well Grasshopper but we just can't have this :-P and as always... all fu-luv will be returned. thanks :-)

Love For Me!!!
I walked half way across this town Singing in the pouring rain I knew someway somehow I had to see your smiling face Some people need some time Some people need their space But when you’re not in my arms You’re too far away (for) The love of a woman The love of a woman like you The love of a woman Theres nothing so strong and so true I prayed to God above And Ive searched my whole life through For the love of a woman The love of a woman like you My friends all ask me why I lay my heart on the line But somewhere deep down inside They know exactly why When it dont go like you plan Theres nothing that hurts so bad But when it works like it should Theres nothing on earth known to man (like) I prayed to God above And Ive searched my whole life through For the love of a woman The love of a woman like you For the love of a woman The love of a woman like you

Erotic Story
On a cold December evening snow on the ground and still coming down the bar was empty except for a couple old timers who were waiting for a cab and a young attractive couple at the upper end of the bar, they had been talking to the little bar tender, who was working that slow evening, she was a beautiful petite young woman she stood 5’1” and couldn’t have weighed 110 pounds she had long curly blonde hair, small perky breast, and her round ass barley fit in her jeans we’ll call her Lisa and as she walked she left nothing much more for the imagination to wonder she was hot, I watched from the dark corner unnoticed as she cleaned up the bar as the young couple began to get more upfront with their comments and flirting, as she continued cleaning not missing a beat keeping up with their comments and flattering remarks, she was restocking the well as the old timers left, as she headed to the front door walking them out locking the door, the young couple headed to the pool room,they oftened l

Lightening Crashed....
Lightening crashed along the blackest sky Destiny has ever seen...followed by the clapping thunder and then the chimes of the ringing doorbell. With a stifled breath, she turns toward the door. Knowing in her heart who was there, she slowly gave in to opening it. Once opened wide, revealed to Destiny was "the one". Standing, he was, filling the entire doorway with his broad, muscular and completely soaked shoulders. His long black hair was like a dark river with the water flowing from it. Silently she bids him in.... tee hee..... I am just sitting here wondering how it would feel to be one of those sleezy romance authors....tee hee.... what do y'all think?

Mental Health Day!!
Hi All... Yes indeed I took one of those days yesterday and believe me it was needed!!! Drove down to Portsmouth to visit a friend of mine, Jennah, at her house. She made us a fabulous lunch, light but very yummy. Then we drove down to Rye Beach and took a leisurely stroll along the shore. The sun was up and warm, the salt air smelled fantastic, good conversation and company!! On the way back to her house, we drove via New Castle Beach and stopped there for a bit as well. I had never been there, so new territory...giggles!! Once back at Jennah's, we decided to take a stroll through downtown Portsmouth as well. Stopped at a wonderful little Bakery there, had Hot Chocolate and a Briscotti!! Both where to die for, I am not sure if it was the fresh air that made it taste so good, or if indeed it was that Fantastic!! So I finally made it home about 6 pm last night, ate my supper and slept the best I have in a dog's age, dreaming of Spring and more Beach walks!! Wish you could have

Vaseline Research
Vaseline Research A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. He says, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She says, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken back. "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?" The woman says, "I don't mind telling you at all. My husband and I put it on the door knob to keep the kids out." (AND YOU THOUGHT WHAT? )

Cam Girl Profile: Ferrari
The stunning, busty, beautiful young woman you see before you shares her name with an Italian sports car. Everyone meet Ferrari, a smoking hot Canadian in the ranks of FOUNDRY CAMS. Most recently, you have seen her prowling around in fishnets and her new pink FoundryMusic F*CK ME Shirt, and she managed to keep about an ounce of clothing on by the time the video was done. Ferrari took the time to answer our really dumb questions, and this is what they looked like when they came back... CLICK ON THE PHOTO TO READ THE INTERVIEW Then, with your free hand, you should HEAD TO FOUNDRY CAMS TO CHAT WITH FERRARI LIVE!

The Thrush Has Flown From My Mouth
Lately, that condition of thrush mouth I’d had was hanging on by the end of my tongue (which is where the bacteria congregates that turns one’s tongue white and generates the well-above-morning bad breath) had been going down. Last night while I was sleeping I didn’t even notice it, praise God for that! With accompanying mouth sores (and my thanks to my friends Barb and Cherei for recommending gargling with salt water as well as Listerine – the real stuff) it made eating a pain; I suppose that’s a good thing since I want to lose weight; I’m actually below 220 now, yay me! But it does make me a bear to live with. Martha and I are thankful that Sarah is over her case of thrush mouth and actually sleeps through the night. When they’re not sick, actually, both Sarah and Jeffrey are very good about that! I did have to get up with Jeffrey at 0530 this morning, but that’s because he went to bed earlier than usual … I was starting to feed him at 2000 hours, laid him on the floor with h

Paint Me Perfect(not)
Take me and paint me perfect Put color into my sorrowful green eyes Paint over the tear stained cheeks Redden the lips of my mouth that lies Erase the numerous scars on my arms Dress me up like a little doll Take away my individuality Paint me fake like one of you all Strip my mind of all uniqueness Tell me what to say Paint me as a still pictured girl Make my life a written play Take me and make me 'normal' Just like the rest of you So fake all the same No emotion that true Take me and paint me perfect I'll act like a programmed robot I'd hate to be like that I'd rather die NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! As I always have said I’m just mee Like me or leave me Why cant people accept Others for who they are

Up Or Down Sex
At a Senior Citizen's luncheon, an elderly gentleman and an elderly lady struck up a conversation and discovered that they both loved to fish. Since both of them were widowed, they decided to go fishing together the next day.! The gentleman picked the lady up, and they headed to the river to his fishing boat and started out on their adventure. They were riding down the river when there was a fork in the river, and the gentleman asked the lady, "Do you want to go up or down?" All of a sudden the lady stripped off her shirt and pants and made mad passionate love to the man right there in the boat ! When they finished, the man couldn't believe what had just happened, but he had just experienced the best sex that he'd had in years. They fished for a while and continued on down the river, when soon they came upon another fork in the river. He again asked the lady , "Up or down ?" There she went again, stripped off her clothes, and made wild passionate lo

We've Long Since Suspected!!!!
Top psychiatrist concludes liberals clinically nuts Makes case ideology is mental disorder -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Posted: February 15, 2008 3:40 pm Eastern © 2008 WorldNetDaily WASHINGTON – Just when liberals thought it was safe to start identifying themselves as such, an acclaimed, veteran psychiatrist is making the case that the ideology motivating them is actually a mental disorder. "Based on strikingly irrational beliefs and emotions, modern liberals relentlessly undermine the most important principles on which our freedoms were founded," says Dr. Lyle Rossiter, author of the new book, "The Liberal Mind: The Psychological Causes of Political Madness." "Like spoiled, angry children, they rebel against the normal responsibilities of adulthood and demand that a parental government meet their needs from cradle to grave." While political activists on the other side of the spectrum have made similar o

Prescription Change
An old man strode in to his doctors office and said, "Doc, my druggist said to tell you to change my prescription and to check the prescription you've been giving to Mrs. Smith." "Oh, he did, did he?" the doctor shot back. "And since when does a druggist second guess a doctor's orders?" The old man says, "Since he found out I've been on birth control pills since February."

Broken
Sitting here alone Trapped inside my world The one I thought I knew Shredded my soul in half Now I cringe in shame At the way you tore me down Broken now, forever more With I knife inside my back My mind has drifted My world has shifted Breaking down Is harder than I ever knew Losing you Was harder than I ever knew Picking up the pieces The puzzles just begun The anger in my veins I fly on broken wings All I ever wanted Was the warmth you took away But all I ever got was bullshit Changing things Is harder than I ever knew Losing faith Is harder than I ever knew Frustration, aggravation Lost sensation Desecration FUCK YOU!!!

Heart's Journey
This is yet another somewhat cheesy attempt at poetry...lol Thanks in advance for tolerating my wimsy. (wink, wink) & Please feel free to leave comments....I LOVE COMMENTS...lol ********************* His sensual, masculine, intoxicating words linger still in her ear; Her heart longing to believe his words, but yet seems frozen in fear A longing within to discover and know, will this man be the one? Or will her life once again just come undone? Her wits tell her to turn fast and flee; while her heart screams out NO, let's wait and see! This could be a journey of heartache and woe; or this could be, at long last her soul mate, but if the chance isn't taken, how will she know? How will she know?

More Lyrics
Everything Zen there must be something we can eat maybe find another lover should I fly to Los Angeles find my asshole brother minnie mouse has grown up a cow dave's on sale again we kissy kiss in the rear view we're so bored you're to blame try to see it once my way everything zen everything zen I don't think so raindogs howl for the century a million dollars a steak as you search for your demi-god and you fake with a saint there's no sex in your violence there's no sex in your violenc try to see it once my way everything zen everything zen I don't think so I don't believe that elvis is dead I don't believe that elvis is dead I don't believe that elvis is, elvis is there's no sex in your violence

How To Win An Argument With A Black Woman
I tell you what. If I had to wear one of those faggy ass uniforms all day. Sticking the taser to a loud mouth bitch would be a job perk. The police were not charged with brutality because the judge said, “It is the duty of police to protect and serve. Any girl with an ass that big wearing a thong is a threat to the local neighborhood.”

Lyrics
Creep Forward yesterday Makes me wanna stay What they said was real Makes me wanna steal Livin' under house Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse All's I gots is time Got no meaning, just a rhyme Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause I like to steal Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal I'm half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, I'm half the man I used to be This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, I'm half the man I used to me This I feel as the dawn It fades to gray Well, I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be Feelin' uninspired Think I'll start a fire Everybody run Bobby's got a gun Think you're kinda neat Then she tells me I'm a creep Friends don't mean a thing Guess I'll leave it up to me Take time with a wounded hand 'Cause it likes to heal Take time with a wounded hand Guess I like to steal Take ti

What Bugs Me The Most
so i havent been one for the catholic faith since i was 8 but its everywhere i go. my common law husband and i decided to raise our boys catholic (well i really had no say in it) i am not catholic and havent been since 11 yrs of age. so this is what bugs the hell out of me... lent. this is the dumbest thing i think i have ever heard of... omg how it pisses me off more then straight ppl at a gay bar. i dont believe that one should sacrifice anything for 40 days just to "honor" a man who did it for us. number 1 i bet he didnt have a choice in it if it really did happen. the bible is a man made book, man wrote the bible and put in what they thought was a good idea at the time. i dont know why ppl put so much stock into it. well its not soo much lent in and of it self, and its good way to teach kids of sacrificing something for someone else and yada yada yada. but its the ppl who arent the best catholics in the world who are so about giving up for lent. its the men and women who

Golf Deduction
Taking advantage of a balmy day in New York, a priest and three other men of the cloth swapped their clerical garb for polos and khakis and time out on the golf course. After several really horrible shots, their caddy asked, "You guys wouldn't be priests by any chance?" "Actually, yes, we are," one cleric replied. "How did you know?" "Easy," said the caddy, "I've never seen such bad golf and such clean language!"

My Favorite Song Atm
I DON'T THINK THAT IT IS NECESSARY TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, BUT YEAH I AM LESS THAN AMUSED WITH IT ALL. Liberty or death, what we so proudly hail Once you provoke her, rattling of her tail Never begins it, never, but once engaged Never surrenders, showing the fangs of rage Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war So be it Settle the score Touch me again for the words that you will hear evermore Don't tread on me Love it or live it, she with the deadly bite Quick is the blue tongue, forked as the lighting strike Shining with brightness, always on surveillance The eyes, they never close, emblem of vigilance Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war So be it Settle the score Touch me again for the words that you will hear evermore Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war Liberty or death, what we

Do You Like To Watch Movies
I am disabled and love to spend my time watching movies of all sorts. since I have so much free time I do a lot of surfing in the net and have found 7 sites that offer free movies to watch online. these are not download sites and all you need to do is go there and pick a movie and it will pop up on your screen. The sites do not require you to join or submit any personal info at all and after extensive research an them I found them to be legitimate sites. I even have a program that identifies the owners of the sites I am on and establishes if they are registered and if they have been reported for viruses or malware and all have been checked out. They receive their movies from sites like google video. If you are interested in looking at them for yourself I am more than happy to share the links with you. Simply PM me and request them and I will send a few to you.

Do You Want To Fu Own Me?
ok so heres the deal, there will be an auction to fu own me the auction will start at 75000 fubucks send me a privite message with your bid and the top bidder will fu own me. Your name will be in my name saying that you fu own me and the top bidder will get thier entire profile rated, you will be on my familly list as well. bidding opens up now and will close in 3 hours ( 4pm mountain time) good luck. also the winner will get a personalized salute.

Life! Military & War!
The Military and The War in Iraq. Let me know your thoughts and views on the Military and The War in Iraq. And no I won't judge you on your answers. I may be an American Soldier but I really want to know what YOU think! So lets hear it. Call it a survey of interest!

Self-reliazation
When I was younger, I would pose for pics. Cute poses, serious poses, whatever. I had no problem with it. In the last handful of years, forget it. I'd say since around highschool. If someone else was in the pic with me, that would be one thing. I still wouldn't quite know what to do, but it was easier. But if I'm alone in the pic, forget it. I feel stupid. I hate that, but I don't know how to not feel that way. I know I'd have some more interesting pics if I didn't feel this way, but oh well... maybe I'm not meant to be a "poser." Perhaps there are too many out there already!

What The He!! Happened!
Please do not rate here, click on the link below and rate her blog so credit is given where credit is due. It's awesome and should be included in the Fubar Bible!!!!! Watch it all the way through. It runs slowly, but it's worth it. ;D ...and while you're there, fan her and show her some luv. It's a refreshing change to see such a genuine person on here. :D Thank you Cherrybomb! CLICK BELOW! http://fubar.com/blog.php?blogid=21006&pid=689306

Amtrak
Just got off the phone with Amtrak. I was filing my complaint since they denied me handicapped assistance. Not just once too. Upwards of five times. I'm still pissed off about the situation and I will not let it rest. Today is the first day since I've got here that I've been able to walk for longer than half an hour without immense pain. Hopefully they hurry up and put something threw and I won't have to sue them for discrimination against the handicapped.

Boycott Southwest
http://www.tampabays10.com/news/local/article.aspx?storyid=74549 Tampa, Florida – Prejudice against pretty? That's the claim from a pair of 18-year-old best friends from Oldsmar who were escorted off a Southwest Airlines plane. USF student Nisreen Swedberg and friend Sarah Williams claim the flight crew was rude to them from the moment they stepped onto the plane at Tampa International Airport on February 14. Swedberg said she asked a flight attendant for a bottle of water and was told she could wait until the rest of the flight was served. “And I patiently waited and then when they came around with water, they skipped me,” Swedberg said. At one point, Williams had to use the plane's bathroom. She saw another passenger in it, and when he hadn't come out 15 minutes later, she knocked on the door. When he came out, Williams says the man came over to her seat and yelled a profanity at her. Williams admits she yelled a profanity back at him but was puzzled when she say

What If....you'll Understand
I can't find the rhyme in all my reason I've lost sense of time and all seasons I feel I've been beaten down By the words of men who have no grounds I can't sleep beneath thetrees of wisdom When your ax has cut the roots that feed them Forked tongues in bitter mouths Can drive a man to bleed from inside out What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I've seen the wicked fruit of your vine Destroy the man who lacks a strong mind Human pride sings a vengeful song Inspired by the times you've been walked on My stage is shared by many millions Who lift their hands up high because they feel this We are one We are strong The more you hold us down the more we press on What if you did? What if you lied? What if I avenge? What if eye for an eye? I know I can't hold the hate inside my mind 'Cause what consumes your thoughts controls your life So I'll just ask a question A lonely simple ques

Ever Been This Drunk???
A man is stumbling through the woods, totally drunk, when he comes upon a preacher baptizing people in the river. He proceeds to walk into the water and subsequently bumps into the preacher. The preacher turns around and is almost overcome by the smell of alcohol, whereupon he asks the drunk, "Are you ready to find Jesus?" The drunk answers, "Yes, I am." So the preacher grabs him and dunks him in the water. He pulls him up and asks the drunk, "Brother have you found Jesus?" The drunk replies, "No, I haven't found Jesus." The preacher shocked at the answer, dunks him into the water again for a little longer. He again pulls him out of the water and asks again, "Have you found Jesus my brother?" The drunk again answers, "No, I haven't found Jesus." By this time the preacher is at his wits end and dunks the drunk in the water again -- - but this time holds him down for about 30 seconds and when he

With Arms Wide Open
Well I just heard the news today It seems my life is going to change I close my eyes, begin to pray Then tears of joy stream down my face With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open Well I don't know if I'm ready To be the man I have to be I'll take a breath, take her by my side We stand in awe, we've created life With arms wide open Under the sunlight Welcome to this place I'll show you everything With arms wide open Now everything has changed I'll show you love I'll show you everything With arms wide open If I had just one wish Only one demand I hope he's not like me I hope he understands That he can take this life And hold it by the hand And he can greet the world With arms wide open... BABY YOU SAID THIS WAS YOUR SONG TO OUR SON. I HOPE YOU REMEBER IT.

So Damn Proud !~
I am just Elated today .. Mike as most of you know is taking some college courses and he's loving it I havnt seen him this interested in any type of schooling for some years now ..Anyway today when he came back home from his World History II Class he told me his professor told everyone their grades as of this point in the semister and he's in the TOP 5% *Cheering* Wohoo'ing* Proud* I have always been proud of him more than I think he'll ever really know but this just put a Flower on my ol' bonnet ... Well I just wanted to share my happy news for the day .. back to Cleaning the Fish tank and getting the Dog vacuumed .. and waiting on the lady from the insurance company to come over and give the car a once over before *Crossing fingers* Cutting me a check so i can get it fixed .. The jeep conked out the Day after mike accident and that just cost me a pretty penny .. freakin over 500 bucks Youch ! that camping fund is getting smaller and smaller .. :( Anyway I wish you all

Shut Up And Get Me Another Coors Light
technology has had a tremendous impact on our society. there was a time when the internet was used almost exclusively by those who know what telnet is. thankfully, the availability of broadband internet coupled with the plummeting cost of hardware has enabled even the most obtuse among us to access the vast amount of information available on the web. it also allows billy bob to look at your "nekkit pichers" during halftime. the internet has indeed become mankind's most noble achievement.

Irs Relief Check Dates
Stimulus Payment Schedule for Tax Returns Processed by April 15 Economic stimulus payments will be issued according to the last two-digits of the main filer's Social Security number. People who use direct deposit also will be among the first to receive the payments starting May 2. Paper checks will be put in the mail starting May 16. DIRECT DEPOSIT Last two SSN digits: Payment will be transmitted: 00 through 20 May 2 21 through 75 May 9 76 through 99 May 16 PAPER CHECK Last two SSN digits: Payments will be mailed by: 00 through 09 May 16 10 through 18 May 23 19 through 25 May 30 26 through 38 June 6 39 through 51 June 13 52 through 63 June 20 64 through 75 June 27 76 through 87 July 4 88 through 99 July 11 People who file a return after April 15 will receive their economic stimulus payment, but probably about two weeks later than the schedule shows. A return must be filed

My Sacrifice
Hello my friend we meet again It's been a while where should we begin…feels like forever Within my heart are memories Of perfect love that you gave to me I remember When you are with me I'. free…I'm careless…I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice We've seen our share of ups and downs Oh how quickly life can turn around in an instant It feels so good to reunite Within yourself and within your mind Let's find peace there When you are with me I'm free…I'm careless…I believe Above all the others we'll fly This brings tears to my eyes My sacrifice I just want to say hello again

Female Joke
THE ULTIMATE FEMALE JOKE A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As all men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for so rudely staring, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00 -- on one condition." (There are always conditions!) Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." (Controlling, huh?) The woman considered his proposition for a moment, and then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address.

There's Something In The Water ....
I think there is something wrong with the water where I live. In my neighborhood, most people are on well water and I think it is affecting their brains. The old guy that lives across the street has developed some type of wood fetish. They cut down some trees near the golf course up the street and he has been going down there with his truck to get the wood to split for his wood burning stove. So far he has split about 2 cords worth of wood and is working on his third. He won't go through that before the carpenter ants and wood wasps infiltrate it. Then he will be freaking out about those. He's got a major bug phobia too. The guy that lives on one side of me shoots the deer that go through his yard with a pellet gun because they are eating his rhododendrons. The couple that live on the other side ... take the trash out every Sunday for the Monday morning pick up, then the barrel sits out there until at least Wednesday before one of them breaks down and brings it back up to the

Help Me Choose A Dvd Player
I'm in the market for a Region Free DVD Player. (Plays DVD from any country.) I found 2 for about the same price on EBay. I'm somewhat electronics challenged, and I've never actually bought a DVD player. I have a 13inch tv with a built in, it's a Phillips, and a Playstation 2! LOL So, for my first REAL quality, needs to last forever DVD player, Which is a better brand, Phillips or Toshiba? These are the 2 I'm looking at on EBay: Phillips DVP-3140 Multi Region Code Free Single Disc DVD Player Toshiba SD-580 Multi Region Code Free PAL/NTSC DVD Player

Saying?
How do you say I love you to someone that has been there for you from the begining? How do you say thank you, to someone that always gives you a smile? How do you cry to someone that never sees you cry? How do you understand the love that isnt truely there? How you you listen when the world is crying? The tears of joy come and go.... The tears of pain stay more than you know! I have been emptied all too many times and I feel so empty inside. You were the person that picked me off the ground and said that you will always be there! You actually were and how do I say thank you to you? How do I show you the love that you need to be shown? How do I show you that you matter to me more than you ever know? How do I let you in?

Will Be Back Soon
Ok just to let you all know I’m in New York and I’m on my way to New Mexico it’s a long story. But it’s something I have to do I need to find something out. I hope to be back soon sometime in the next week or 2. I’m sorry for this most of the time I at lest tell someone but I know I did not this time and I’m sorry. I love you all can keep the lights on for me lol.

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex....GAME. don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you date me? 21. Would you do it today? 23. Are you g

Fun Facts About Me And Random Thoughts
Im stealing this idea from my former shrink Dr. Joe. I loved the detail and depth he shared and felt compelled to do so as well. So here goes * Editors Note * The following content is the views and opinions of one castle0417. The views expressed here are his and his alone and do not reflect the staff of FUBAR. 1. Im 27 and i still collect comic books and action figures. 2. I ve served in the Marine Corp and The Army for a total of 9 yrs and in all honesty felt the Marine Corp was a waste of time. I could have harnessed repressed feelings of anger and alcoholism at college. 3. Im an insomniac. Some Dr.'s speculate from Post Traumatic Stress but I would never confirm or deny either. 4. Im divorced and remarried. Once again when I think about the first memory I sometimes forget if it was a dream or a Memory. Perhaps another reason I dont sleep at night (hint hint). 5. I havent tried drugs...I always had the oppurtunity but in all honesty was too chicken shit to give in.

Unanswered ?'s
Here I am, wanting some answers. This will make you smile I have a question UNANSWERED QUESTIONS *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea... Does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are three religious truths: Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the Leader of the Christian Faith. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* If people from Poland are called Poles, then why aren't people from Holland called Holes? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~*~* Why do croutons come in airtight packages? Aren't they just stale bread to begin with? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ *~*~* Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist, But a person wh

Hottie Bday's And Illness
HOTTIES WE NEED YOUR HELP!!! We want to be able to show you the luv you deserve during your special day or in case of illness. Myself and our wonderful Trouble have started the Birthday and Illness pimpout just for the Hotties! And we need your help!! It can be hard to keep up on every single one of you, so we need your help in making sure everyone gets the luv they deserve. If you know of any birthdays (including your own) that are coming up, or any illness, surguries, or (heaven forbid) deaths, please contact one of us and let us know. Trouble Trouble™ AKA 20/20 - Captain for 2nd Alarm Hotties/Club F.A.R* Suave's Fu-Wifey♥@ fubar °°«MîñX»°° °°«MîñX»°°☆Owned by Pimp Daddy C☆Asst. to the Chief Deputy 2nd Alarm Hotties☆@ fubar Please help us in making sure no one is left out!!

Moron Of The Week
IT'S M...: yea w/e ur just scared of us b/c we over rule u STRAIGHT MOTHER FUCKERS i hope u get ur ass fuckin kicked 4 sayin that to somebody one of these days ->IT'S M...: tell him thanks, now fuck off IT'S M...: ok i'm sry to say but i think ur a fuckin dumbass an my husband fights 4 ur fuckin rights to talk ur shit bout us gay ppl!! ->IT'S M...: i include you in that btw. and if you are going to come to my shout box, please don't use some kinda gay code, use proper fucking English, thanks ->IT'S M...: well i don't mind if idiots don't get irony IT'S M...: well i'm sry but i'm BI and aloit of ppl that 4 and r not gay r goint o get pissed off by that comment b/c i no i did ->IT'S M...: its a dig at the Christian religion, i said the bible said, did i or did i not ? IT'S M...: ok i have a question 4 u if u say that gay ppl r goin to burn in HELL then y woiuld u say that u like them @ the bottom of comment?? i'm j/w http://fubar.com/user/776926 This child is 19 and m

Come Rock Out With Djwiccanlove In The All New The Sixth Sense
COME ON IN TOSIXTH SENSE!! WE PLAY ALL REQUEST!! WE LOOK FORWARD TO SEEING YOU THERE!! COME N AND PLAY STUMPED THE DJ!! AND HAVE A FEW DRINKS!! ^^^ CLICK PIC TO ENTER SIXTH SENSE^^^ (repost of original by '»-(¯`v´¯)-»£í£ åñgë£ §wëëtïé»-(¯`v´¯)-»ON ONLY AT LIBRARY TILL OTHER WISE STATED' on '2008-02-25 12:03:59')

Haters.....
Well this is my first blog on fubar.... I just decided to blog because I found it funny that some of these haters (whom show way more then I did or ever intend to on the internet) decided to report a clevage shot as NSFW.... Quite personally I think its funny because Shes just mad because I said that I didnt think even pimpin herself out she would make enough money for her ransome on her mumm..... Of course you will always have haters in this world....

Blah
I know this much I need to get out of this severe funkI am in. I have been sick for over the past month with either the flu or a very severe cold . I can handle the cold just fine , but the flu is a whole different matter.

Celebrate My Birthday With Me!!
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Twisting And Turning
Mixing and matching, Twisting and turning, Hoping and praying, Dreaming and considering, Never knowing yet always knowing, Wanting to, yet not wanting to, Mixing my heart, Matching my soul to yours, Twisting fate with the flick of the wrist, Turning my life over, Hoping that it would end, Praying that it never would stop, Thinking it was over, Wishing that it wasn't, Dreaming of its coming, Considering letting it steal within Never knowing if it's true, Always knowing that it's there. Wanting to live in the light, Not wanting the light to come, The love of another The dreams of someone close, Remembering what you used to feel, Can it come back if you pray so?

30th Birthday
my 30th b-day is coming up soon. i'm not big on celebrating my b-day, but i kinda wanted to do something this year since it's a bit of a milestone. but doesn't matter...can't do anything anyways. for one, i'm taking care of pets and wouldn't have time to actually enjoy anything. by the time i got to something or started something, i'd have to go to them. not like i can go out at night cause it's on a sunday. nothing to do on a sunday. nothing worth doing at least. and i was contemplating a party, but... 1--my friends are way to diverse not to mention some that i would want there, i either can't find or are too far away and 2--don't really have a place to have one. not like what i want. there is a slight possibility of a place, but they'd probably charge too much. but again, not like it matters since i wouldn't know who the hell to invite. and i'm sure there would be some sort of excuse as to why they couldn't. whatever. and i don't like celebrating way before or way after

Random Tuesday Thoughts
Well, today has been a prety not so eventful day so far. I miss my baby girls, and am gonna go get them from day care here pretty soon. Tash stats t ball pretty soon, so tonight we're going to go pick up the stuff she needs for tball. I'm getting her a pink glove and pink helmet and pink bat. Her team colors are like pink, and animal print. Like Zebra and Tiger print, or something like that. So it will be cute as hell. Other than that... nothing new or exciting. Blah.

Hide To Cry
I hide to cry because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away, just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe and it really doesn't matter I hide to cry because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand and it really doesn't matter anyway I hide to cry because no one really cares anyway and is this pain even real it really doesn't matter and no one really cares anyway I hide to cry because no one validates my pain and no one really cares so why should I and it really doesn't matter anyway

My Own Bed Of Roses
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

Conessions Of A Broken Heart
Pain... Tension... Fatigue... Depression... Anger, Aggression, Frustration. All these unwanted sensations - Burning, hurting, tearing. My heart alone, cold and fearing. Why won't you let me sleep, let me rest, Let me forget To eradicate, eliminate, destroy all my regrets? These memories inside, swirling, twirling, unwilling to reside in the corner of my mind. Repeating, resisting, insisting - Refusing to be denied its recognition Of its position in my Frustration, Confusion, Delusion. Ah, to close my eyes and let time fly by, Because there's so much to gain By forgetting these dreams driving me insane. Unfocused, unclear, out of control, My world spinning, spinning, spinning, My sanity flying through the door. My reason, my logic, oh, it's tragic, Like fine sands running through my hands, I'm losing my mind.

How Well Do You Know Me? Mail Me Ya Reply
How well do you know me? Who do I like best Betty Boop or The Simpsons? What is my fave footwear boot's or shoes? How many tattoos do I have 2, 3 or 5? What is my fave food Chinese or Italian? What tattoo do I have on my right shoulder Betty Boop or Playboy Bunnie? Do I prefer chocolate or crisps? Am I a coffee of tea pearson? What's my fave film Coyote Ugly or Pretty Woman? If I was going on a first date what do you think I would prefer a night on the town or a candlelit dinner? Would I snog on a first date yes or no?

Shattered Peices
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

~ Ecstasy ~
“ Ecstasy “ The day at work couldn't have been more long than today. We had spoken so many times by phone, soft petting and giggling at each other's remarks. Both of us anticipating the evening ahead, I was so anxious to see you. All the way home, I kept dreaming about the way you would smile at me, remembering all the flirting we shared by phone. Making a quick stop at the market to get some special things for you gave me such joy. When I arrived home, my heart was beating so intensely that I felt my pulse heavy in my wrists now. Eagerly I anticipated your arrival. When you arrived, it took all my strength to open the door, was taken by your sweet smile and gentle hug. I sigh subtly as your arms wrap around me pulling me close to you. It's not long after, that our memory of the day's talks makes us more drawn to be even closer still. So, I invite you into my bedroom, modestly grinning, I look into your eyes and know how much you want to be with me and it excites me so. I can'

Falling In And Out
by Rose When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

Nobody
It's gone What's gone? My mind? Soul? No, I'm fine Not really Deep inside, something is missing The love and tender kissing he walked out Now all I do is talk to myself in the mirror, with my reflection My heart is dead Soon it will make a resurrection Once the wounds heal And I'm loved for real A type of love I can feel But nobody loves me Nobody cares Nobody loves me That nobody is me I can't love myself because no one does I'm all alone and no longer what I once was But the only thing that keeps me alive Is knowing that the next day, it might all change For the best And that "nobody" becomes somebody

Slow Tears
I look up as a tear rolls slowly down my cheek I think about better days and wonder if I'll feel that way again you look at me with those eyes I know so well always serious, so deep and insightful as though you're always in control But not today not now Now you look so scared like for once you don't have the answer I gaze at you looking deep into those hazel eyes Hoping to understand why you've said those things you did I wonder for a moment if this is all a dream if I shall wake in the morning and be relieved you look at me with a confusion I have never seen slowly pull me towards you and wipe the tears from my cheek

Another One :)
L'été : les vieux cons sont à Deauville, les putes à Saint-Tropez et les autres sont en voiture un peu partout. (Michel Audiard) Summer: old asses are in Deavuville, whores are in Saint-Tropez; all other ones are in their cars, almost everywhere else) lol i love that one

Pot Shots
THE WORLD'S MOST DANGEROUS PEOPLE are the clever and Attractive ones with the very wrong ideas. I"LL FACE REALITY WHEN I COME TO IT But not a moment sooner CIRCUMSTANCES BROUGHT US TOGETHER But soon our love don't need circumstances any more.

A Quote....
Quand les types de 130 kilos disent certaines choses, les types de 60 kilos les écoutent. (Michel Audiard) . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . (When 250 pounds guys are saying certain things, the 120 pounds ones listen to them)

Join Us
THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD! COME JOIN A NEW BOMBING FAMILY! CURRENTLY LOOKING FOR MEMBERS TO JOIN A NEW SQUAD THAT GIVES NOTHING BUT FU LUV! TO JOIN US PLEASE SEND A MESSAGE TO THE OWNER, THEN YOU HAVE TO FAN, RATE AND ADD ALL CURRENT MEMBERS!!! YOU WILL BE ADDED ONCE THIS IS CONFIRMED. KISSES TO ALL AND LETS HAVE SOME FUN!!! THE OWNER!! Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* OWNED BY TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout-Addictive Lover-Owner of Bigman@ fubar General TUFFGUY--- GENERAL OF THE FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD (PROUD OWNER OF CTGIRL & TENNISGIRL)@ fubar Colonel Chuck~~The FU-Love Bomb Squad~~ Colonel@ fubar Major stihlman ~ Major in the Fu-Luv Bomb Squad ~ fu-owned by Georgia Peach@ fubar Captain &

Me
Here's how it works:1. Go to www.photobucket.com (don't sign in)2. Type in your answer to the question in the "search" box3. Use only the first page4. Copy the html and paste 1.what is your name? 2.What is your sign? 3.What is your relationship status? 4.What is your favorite color? green and black 5.Who is your Celebrity crush? 6.What are you listening to right now? 7.What is your favorite movie? 8.What is your favorite Disney Princess? 9.Name your favorite beverage? 10.Where is your dream vacation?

Here Kayla
THIS IS MIZZ SHADY.. JUST STARE INTO THE COLORS.. YOU WILL NOT BE MIND CONTROLED I SWEAR.. YOU MUST DO NOTHING OTHER THEN RATE MIZZ SHADY ALL DAY EVERY DAY... HA HA JUST KIDDIN PUDDIN IM TESTING OUT THIS BACKGROUND AGAINST BLACK... WHAOOOO I THINK ITS GOING TO LOOK GOOD... CLICK HERE FOR PROFILE itsmizzshady.comI RATED YOU A 10 BUT CAN YOU GUYS RATE THESE THREE PICS A TEN FOR US IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY????? TY TY

35 Rules To Live By
Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night >Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often >Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car >Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity >If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before >My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance >Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious >A person who is nice to you but rude to the waiter is not a nice person >For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program >If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip >Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks >A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good >Eat well, stay fit, and die anyway >Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it >No man has e

Me Me Me
as you all know by now im heather im 23 f zanesville ohio i am known to be loco and as people tell me dangerous is my middle name i am goth and love it i have 8 piercings guess where aha ha ha ha anywaz i am a real drinker i dont drink beer though um yuck i drink liqour whiskey all the real shit and i am no light weight at all i remember everything when i drink to so i have no excuse when i do dumb shit im a nympho i love sex a lot pain is my middle name the more pain the more exotic and outragous i get while having sex i love to be bit and sucked on i love to cut and draw blood im a real freak on top of being bi sexual to yea i do have naked photos and i am debaiting on putting them on here i dont know yet if i will or not though i am a heavy set girl but i know im beautiful i get told that shit every day by someone new (it actually gets old) i love to dance and drink im a flirt and tease that def knows how to please well this is a lil about me get at me to find out more kisses

Ontario Snow
HERE I SET WITHIN THESE WALLS LOOKING OUTWARD OF A PICTURE WINDOW.THE FALLING FLAKES ENTICE MY MINDS THOUGHTS.WITH IN THEM I SEE A DREAM OF MANY WISHES,ONLY FOR THEM TO COME TRUE.I HEAR THE WHISPER OF THE CHILL THAT SEEPS THROUGH THE CRACKS,AND I SEE GLISTENING PARTICLES OF THIS UNIGUE PART OF THE ONTARIO SNOW.EACH ITS'OWN LIL SOUL.I STAND HERE LOOKING OUT THIS FROSTY GLASS,AND I SEE VISIONS OF YOU AND ME.YOU MADE ME YOURS AND YOU BECAME MINE.TWAS A OCTOBER MORN.I STAND BEFORE YOU WITH MY HEART OPEN,AND MY SOUL FREE,AND I DID THIS SO UNCONDITIONALLY.AS I LOOK BEYOND THE ONTARIO SNOW I SEE A PLACE,A TIME WHEN OUR LOVE WILL GROW LIKE THE BLOSSOM OF A TREE OR A FLOWER FROM THE SPRING TO THE FALL.ITS' BEAUTY WITHIN.I SEE THE GLISTENING OF THE ONTARIO SNOW,AND I SEE THE SHINE AMIDST YOUR EYES.WITHIN ITS'BLANKET OF WHITE I SEE THE WARM BENEATH IT.THE NEW,AS THE OLD FALLS TO SLEEP.WITHIN EVERY LITTLE SPARKLE I SEE A JOY THAT ONLY ONE CAN HAVE WITHIN ITS CARE.AWWW THIS ONTARIO SNOW SHALL TRAV