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Auction
Well everyone I am in an Auction and if you wanted to place a bid on me here's a link below... the person with the winning bid is gonna get... 1) Add to family for the month 2) A personal salute photo to the winning bidder 3) Pimpout in in my profile 4) Pics rated during Happy Hour 5) One Fubar gift a day 6) 2 comments & Drinks a day for 2 weeks 7) add to my yahoo 8) 2 Clean phone calls

Peeyah
I just wanted you to know that we loved the way you smile the way you mad the family mad but now that your gone we're broken you've gone away and we don't feel you here anymore there was so much for you to learn and im broken cuz im not strong enough to know that you've gone away but people say your in heaven now but i dont buy that cuz how can god take away someone this family loves all we wanted was to keep you safe and he snatch you from us and now we dont feel you here anymore we just wanted to steel your pain and now were lonesome that your gone away cant feel you here anymore they say that the worst is over now but i don't buy that cuz im broken when im open to the word theres not much ican say i wanted to write something poetic for you but i cant all i can say is that we love you and always will ... love your family

A Change...
So, for all my life I've been the fat chick. It started out as the cute chubby kid, then it was the fat, brace-faced, four-eyed kid, then it was the nice, pretty but fat girl. I was getting out of the shower this morning and after I toweled off and looked at myself in the mirror I couldn't stand to see how I looked. Granted I see myself everyday in the mirror but it's one of those things you gloss over. I noticed that my arms are beginning to look like small hams. Yes I said it, small hams, and they jiggle. Now they've always jiggled but not like this. I was like, "Wow, when the fuck did all that happen?" Come to realize that it's always been there but I've glossed over it and said eh, it's there, it's a part of me. With looking at my ham like arms, I noticed stretch marks as well. Again, "Wow, wtf happened?" I'm 25 years old and I'm well on my way to being nearly 300lbs. Yes, I said how much I weigh or as close as I can remember. I'm fucking 25 years old and I'm morbidly

Plant Food Diet?????
Especially with direct attention to Vegan/Vegetarian Divas :D Recently I have been to the doctors and they have done the works of medical tests on me during the past couple of weeks. What they have found is that I am in perfect health, but my thyroid is very low. As such, he has recommended that I go on an all plant diet, which also means that I can have a lot of nuts as well. I teased him a bit and told him that I have had plenty of nuts in my lifetime, thank you very much! Lol... ;) All joking aside, I am to have soy milk and plant food for a while, along with some stuff that he is special ordering for me. Vegetable soups I can hang with; I know how to do that very well. I just need some ideas for a little creativity without getting too vegetarian, if you know what I mean (tofu, barley, etc. -- I am just not ready for all that!). Soups day in and out might get old after a while. If you have any creative ideas, please send me some links...or resources....persona

Black
Hey...oooh... Sheets of empty canvas Untouched sheets of clay Were laid spread out before me As her body once did All five horizons Revolved around her soul As the earth to the sun Now the air I tasted and breathed Has taken a turn Ooh and all I taught her was everything Ooh I know she gave me all that she wore And now my bitter hands Chafe beneath the clouds Of what was everything Oh the pictures have All been washed in black Tattooed everything I take a walk outside I'm surrounded by Some kids at play I can feel their laughter So why do I sear Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin Round my head I'm spinning Oh, I'm spinning How quick the sun can, drop away... And now my bitter hands Cradle broken glass Of what was everything All the pictures had All been washed in black Tattooed everything All the love gone bad Turned my world to black Tattooed all I see All that I am All I'll be... Yeah Uh huh...uh huh...ooh... I know someday you'll have a beaut

Alone Again
I'd like to see you in the morning light. I like to feel you when it comes to night. Now I'm here, and I'm all alone. Still I know how it feels I'm alone again. Tried so hard, to make you see. But I couldn't find the words. I'd like to see you in the morning light. I like to feel you when it comes to night. Now I'm here, and I'm all alone. Still I know how it feels I'm alone again. Tried so hard, to make you see. But I couldn't find the words. Now the tears, they fall like rain, I'm alone again without you. Alone again without you. Alone again without you. Alone again, without you...

Things
Maybe Im just in the minority here but why is it that the coolest, hottest and most everything person lives like 7 plus hours away from you on here. Its very frustrating, I dont like it. Plus considering this person has "private" pics on another dudes page currently, that is a bit disturbing I guess... I guess this will have to be one of those cases where you have to suffer from a distance because you know that things will never materialize no matter how much you want them to, they usually 99% of the time dont....... Its very heartbreaking indeed!!! I reall y hate myself for living so far away quite honestly!!

Friends
i have met some amazing people on this site. i have become frineds with alot of people from all over. there are a few (they know who they are) that are very special. i will always be there for them no matter what. i am always true to my friends i hold dear and i will never leave them when they need me. and i know they will be there when i need them. i am a shoulder to cry on, a joke to make you laugh, and a cheerfull coment to make you smile, and a friend when you just need a friend. i am never far away and im always going to be there when you need me.

Fade To Black
Live it seems, will fade away Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this Can't be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now he 's gone No one but me can save myself, but it's too late No, I can't think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

For You
To my Mother To my Father It's your son or It's your daughter Are my screams Loud enough for You to hear me? Should I turn this up for you? I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said The silence get's us no where Get's us no where way too fast The silence Is what kills me I need someone Here to help me But you don't know How to listen And let me make My decisions I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said The silence get's us no where Get's us no where way too fast All your insults And your curses Make me feel like I'm not a person And I feel like I am nothing But you make me So do something Cause I'm fucked up Because you are Need attention Attention you couldn't give I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said The silence get's us no where Get's us no where way too fast I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you've said The silence get's us

Confusion
i know people dont think it is my fault. i know in mind that i am part of it. i am causing confusion im someones mind. i know they say im not but i know i am. its hard to explian why or how. i have been down this road before and know the feeling i get from it. i wish i knew how to stop them or make them better. but i can only say that i am sorry if i seem to be making things harder.. im sorry.

Jedi Mind Tricks - Razorblade Salvation
Mommy I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry To be honest with you I don't think that I wanna die Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in others lives Thats probably why I drink at night and sleep till 4 or 5 It's kinda hard walking through life with my distorted eyes When I was younger I was stupid and I thought I thrived I thought alot about everything I said in the letter And questioned whether or not if I was dead you'd be better You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her It's too late now mommy I could never forget her Could never forget how she told me to love Cuz my father and my grandmother is always above It's glory above you know that daddy taught me to thug And everytime we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs (damn) I MISS 'EM mommy and it's hard to believe That I'm grown and I don't understand it - why did they leave (Better to die and sleep then never wake and sleep) (Then linger on and dare to live when your souls life is gone)

Fubucks For Rates
IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN EARNING FUBUCKS THEN I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHARE WITH YOU I HAVE A FOLDER THAT CONTAINS 100 ITEMS IN IT I WILL GIVE YOU 10,000 FUBUCKS FOR 100/10'S. WITH AN ADDITIONAL 500 FUBUCKS SHOULD YOU HAPPEN TO COMMENT ALL 100 ITEMS IN THAT FOLDER ◊ OR ◊ I WILL GIVE YOU 20,000 FUBUCKS FOR 100/11'S WITH AN ADDITIONAL 500 FUBUCKS SHOULD YOU HAPPEN TO COMMENT ALL 100 ITEMS IN THAT FOLDER ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU INFORM ME OF YOUR INTENTIONS TO RATE THAT FOLDER AND THAT YOU RATE THAT FOLDER DURING HAPPY HOUR ONLY. ONCE YOU HAVE RATED THE FOLDER, PLEASE MESSAGE ME AND AFTER I HAVE VERIFIED THAT YOU INDEED DID RATE EVERY THING IN THE FOLDER. YOU WILL BE PAID SOON THEREAFTER. REMEMBER THAT 100 RATES MUST BE UTILIZED IN ORDER TO BE PAID. THERE IS NO NEED TO BE IN MY SHOUTBOX BUT SEND ME A MESSAGE ONCE YOU ARE RATING MY FOLDER. SO TO RECAP ◊ I SEEK RATES EITHER 10 OR 11 ON ALL 100 ITEMS IN MY FOLDER ST. PATRICK'S DAY PARADE. COMMENTS ARE OPT

I Am Sorry
i didnt think you would take it like that i thought you knew i was playin i am sorry i was not being mean to you i swear nore am i mad so please dont just stop talking to me you are a great friend never would i mean to hurt you at all you are like my older brother in many ways please know i am not mad at you and i am sorry if you thought i was to jeff i am sorry .....please understand it all

Hell With It
i swear im bout to just say the hell with everything and not get on for a while. thinking bout disappearing like i did before. there are some amazing people here...maybe some a lil too amazing. im not sure what i want to do right now. but if for some reason im not on for a few days know that im simply clearing my head and trying to sort everything out. so much is goin on in my lil head that its confusing me and makin me feel things that i dont understand at all. i just wihs it would all go away and i woud fully understand whats goin on in my head and heart. its no longer a question on why i said the hell with love, the hell with relationships, the hell with it all.

Surgury
well today i had my surgury and they took out thr plate in my arm after almost nine years of constant pain. i pray its over and that i didnt loose the use of my hand which is a good possibility. but i hope not. lol

Get Me Outta This Place Can't You Hear Me?
there is nothing more for me to give took it all away and walked out again no matter what you say to me it's what you did face it, face it i'm feeling confident it's going to end you're crazy if you think that I'm staying here nothing left for me to say i'm outta here outta here, outta here you drive me straight into rage i can't wait get me out of this place I don't want to be take me out of this place I don't want to be get me out of this place can't you hear me? get me out get me out get me out of here like a rat you put me in a maze with every single turn it's only walls I face leaving me here to die without a trace face it, face it i'm taking all the strength I have within push myself further than I've ever been and I won't leave without you knowing this know this, know this you drive me straight into rage i can't wait get me out of this place I don't want to be take me out of this place I don't want to be get me out of this place

A Good Friend Never Leaves
she is so sad and confused yet i dont know what to do i know what she is going thro right now but still i cant seem to break thro that wall she has built up she is so sad i know i can see it in the way she types yet there is nothing i can do this must be something she faces all alone no one can tell her what to do even if we all want to i want her not to hurt or be sad but that is life sometimes you got to fugure it out all by yourself even if sometimes you might need help know that i am here with my loving words that will hopefully dry all the tears from your beautful face never will you be alone hun i will always be here never will you have to look very far for a friend to sit and talk to i am here and i wont leave you friends for a life time if i might say you can come to me when things bring you down i will be here for you i am always going to be around

What Am I Doin
what am i doin? sittin here all i can do is wonder why i feel so lost. when in reality i should feel complete. wondering why i cant smile when really theres no reason to frown. i feel as if someone has just broke my heart again yet nobody has. i dont know what to think right now or why im feeling the feelings i am. nothing makes any since to me not sure how to explain it. sittin here i think of him...thinking of how happy he seems to make me somehow. have no clue how he does it. but for some reason it just feels right. so why do i feel like someone has crushed me again? shouldnt i be happy? i dont know where this is coming from. ive been doing so good at not feeling like this. it almost feels as if for some reason my depression wants to sit in again but i cant let it...theres no reason for it. guess i get this way when all i do is fight all day long.

Can Muslims Be Good Americans?
> > > > > *CAN MUSLIMS BE GOOD AMERICANS?* > > > > This is very interesting! We all need to read it from start > > to finish......... and send it on to anyone who will read it. > > > > Maybe this is why our American Muslims are so quiet and not speaking > > out about any atrocities. > > > > Can a good Muslim be a good American? > > > > This question was forwarded to a friend who worked inSaudi Arabia > > for 20 years. > > > > The following is his reply: > > > > Theologically - no. . . . Because his allegiance is to Allah, The > > moon God of Arabia. > > > > Religiously - no. . . . Because no other religion is accepted by His > > Allah except Islam (Quran, 2:256) (Koran). > > > > Scripturally - no. . . . Because his allegiance is to the five > > Pillars of Islam and the Quran. > > > > Geographically - no. . . . Because his allegiance is to Mecca , to > > which he turns in prayer five times a day. > > > > Socially - no. . . . Because his allegiance to Islam

Friends
Since You're My Friend. 1. when you are sad - i will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry idiot who made you that way. 2. when you are blue - i will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. when you smile - i know you got laid. 4. when you are worried - i will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be. 5. when your confused - i will use little words. 6. when your sick - stay the hell away from me till your better. 7. when you fall - i will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 8. this is my oath . . . i pledge it to the end. "why?" you may ask? cause your my friend!

Fifty Dollars Is Fifty Dollars'
Morris and his wife Esther went to the state fair every year, and every year Morris would say, 'Esther, I'd like to ride in that helicopter.' Esther always replied, 'I know Morris, but that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars'. One year Esther and Morris went to the fair, and Morris said, 'Esther, I'm 85 years old. If I don't ride that helicopter, I might never get another chance.' To this, Esther replied, 'Morris that helicopter ride is fifty dollars, and fifty dollars is fifty dollars.' The pilot overheard the couple and said, 'Folks I'll make you a deal. I'll take the both of you for a ride. If you can stay quiet for the entire ride and not say a word, I won't charge you! But if you say one word, it's fifty dollars.' Morris and Esther agreed and up they went. The pilot did all kinds of fancy maneuvers, but not a word was heard. He did his daredevil tricks over and over again, but still not a word. When they landed, the pilot turned to M

I Never Knew You Anyway
Some of the ugliest things took the longest time to make And some of the easiest habits are the hardest one's to break And I'm not asking for value nor the pain but I am asking For a way out of this lie Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories Welcome to nowhere and finding out where it is And fixing your problems and starting over agin Your feeding your ego with what you can see outside And your killing yourself for not speaking your mind Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memories In memory I wonder why you make believe you live your life straight through me I cannot understand why you question me and then you lie I will not justify your way's I cannot show you an escape I do not know you any more, I never new you anyway Because I can't wait for you to catch up with me And I can't live in the past and drown myself in memorie

Not Without A Reason To
just not one good enough. parcel these moments like packages and ship them off to where they are destined. blink slow and pretend that there are no thoughts in your head. blink slowly and listen to the voice in your head. no story would be complete without a victim. without a hero. and some sort of debaucle. no drama would be true without a tragic mistake. and a lot of bloodshed. it's too dark to see. too cold to listen. too sad to put to pen or pages. i can't date it. i can't mark it. staring at the screen it's all so apparent. every way that the sun did set. every dawn that warned of it. and how friendship quickly turns on zealous hearts. and how love was never something unselfish, but rather the opposite. i think that it had to be. for you. for me. that it was an argument greater than we could arraign. regret asks do i. i don't have an answer yet. what i felt. what i hadn't til then. how could i ever forsake it. was it worth it? are you still so sure? when you must kiss

Niu 2.14.08...i Will Never Forget.
hey guys! i just need to vent...kinda. i just want you to know that if i'm not "myself" lately, it's because it's really hard to do so... you know about the NIU shooting? i have a decent amount of friends that go there...and a few were in that class. i heard from all but one, and when my cell phone rang with her number, it was actually not her. my friend, Ryanne Mace, was shot and killed. SUCH a beautiful, awesome, wholesome girl! whenever one of her friends got into a relationship, she'd tell us, "saying you love someone isn't enough; it's how you treat them that shows your true feelings." i know i'm being mushy and it seems like i'm pouring my heart out... maybe i am. i'm sad/mad/angry/pissed/confused/moody/relieved, but mostly broken and numb. *cherish the simple things in life. *don't let a computer run your life. *tell your loved ones that you do love them. *hug a perfect stranger. *avoid being materialistic. *hold the door for the person walking beh

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) Im Aquarius 2) I Love My Husband To Death 3) I Love Making Graphics 4)I'm Alot Different Then Most Girls In Society 5) Im Addicted To Fubar 6) My Friends Mean Alot To Me 7) I'M FU Owned By Dj Fabulous 8) My Best Friends Are Crystal & Broken Romeo 9) I Own A Puppy 10) My Mom Is My Life I Tagged Wolf & Purest

Beauty Let Me Go
Is there something that you are trying to say Don't hold back now It's been a long time since I felt this way So don't hold back now I purposely forgot about Loving anyone Cause I'm the only one who has Who has been stepped upon Is there something that you are trying to say Cause I can take it Cause I grew up a man this way And if I'm hurt I'll shake it I'll crawl back into my cave That's how I'll make it Cause out of all this hurt we have Beauty thus become Beauty thus become In the mourning I can see the sights No wonder I could never keep you satisfied In the mourning I can see inside Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide In the mourning I can see the sights No wonder I could never keep you satisfied In the mourning I can see inside Myself and all the things that you were trying to hide Wishing all the best for you And now I will say goodbye Cause all the shit that we've been through Put wisdom in my eyes So walk away, don't turn around Cause

Painful Regrets....
I will never forget the days we once had, The days when you were everything to me. My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever, But now I realize that was all a big dream. The feelings I have for you will never go... I wish I could take back that one regretful day, The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms. Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets, That I would once have to live through. The thought of you in someone else's arms, Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces. I sometimes wonder if you still love me as much as i do you, Or if to you, our perfect love is forever gone. I wish so very much that one day we can have it all again... But for now, I'll sit here silently, Remembering all the memories we once shared. Everyday my love grows much stronger... Hoping that one day you will take me back, And put back the pieces of my broken heart. ============================================ There once was a time if I just closed my eye

Where?
where are you when so much time to myself makes me reckless and restless. when the words won't quit and my fingers are tired. and i'm wishing that i could pause for a moment. have something else to appease my passions. where is anyone. where have they ever been. no place that i know of. not the darknesss that i've been in. lately time moves so quickly. and i don't understand it. cuz under the circumstances i would expect it to move slowly. but i guess i am different. always have been. it's times of happiness that every hour feels like years. that space between one weekend and the next infinite when there's someone that you miss. but when sadness unfold its musty blanket time speeds up. months expire in minutes. and i go back and read the days trying to remember what was. even still, even with the triggers. it seems all a dream. that i've been sleeping since. nothing seems real. not one single solitairy breath. all the months seemed to expire in only minutes. i don't feel like i

Invisible
Remember your place You'd forgotten somehow You're one of the unwanted, the forgotten, the lost One of the invisible people You once thought they saw you Once you believed they heard your words You are lured by the people Who pretend to listen People who pretend to care

Tears
have you ever cried and not know why just felt like you needed to even though it made no sence when you could say if they were happy or sad tears when nothing could be explained they just fall like water like theres no end for some reason i have this feeling but i dont like crying i hate teas so why do i feel lik doin it why do i feel like letting them fall

Ouch!!!
ok. so for those of you that dont know, im not feeling too great right now. a few days ago i went into the emergency room because my face was really swollen and hurt ALOT. they said i have a staph infection. which really really sucks. they gave me pain meds and antibiotics. bleh. the tabs didnt work too well. :( well today i woke up and my face was even more swollen than it had been. it hurt a lot more and was just getting worse and worse. i decided to go back to the emergency room. thank god they decided to "fix" it. but they had to do a minor surgery to do that. it got worse than it should have in just a few days. nonetheless, im in a little bit less pain for right now. i wont be goin out for a while. lol. thats for sure. im just hoping that they dont have to do anything else to it. i passed out when they were working on it. the pain was super intense. anywho. for those who care ill keep yall updated on whats goin on. Crystyn ♥

Dedicated To My Mother
Remember all the times that we used to play? You were lost and I would save you I don't think those feelings will ever fade You were born a part of me I was never good at hiding anything My thoughts break me Do you understand what you mean to me? You are my faith Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] If you make the world a stage for me Then I hope that you can hear me scream Won't you cure my tragedy? When I sit and think of the days we shared And the nights you covered for me Every little thing that I ever did You would stand by me Everytime you cried it would take my wind My heart would break If I could be strong like you were for me You are my faith Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] Don't take her smile away from me She's broken and I'm far away Won't you cure my tragedy? [x2] If you make the world a stage for me Then I hope that you can

Who The Hell Knows
how is it possible to love someone you really dont know? even though they seem like the greatest thing in the world and you arent ready to fall again. how do you know if you are doin the right thing or if you should hold back? something about it feels right yet something about it has me scared. i dont know what it is but ive learned if i dont trust my gut im gonna get into trouble. he is a great guy yet do i really know him? do i want to just let myself fall? i think i should hold back but i can feel myself caring a lii more each day. feel myself wanting him more and more. i didnt think these feelings would come back for a really long time so now that they are coming i am scared and dont know what to do. i know he isnt ready for me to fall...at least no more ready then i am to do so. therefore i dont know what i should do. how do i keep myself from letting the gaurd down completely? letting him in a lil has already happened but i cant let him in completley. if i do i know it won

Need All My Freinds And Family...prayer Needed
Shawn is not doing so well tonight...Due to lack of hospital beds he had to wait 3 days to get a bed after being admitted to the hospital and because he is so stubborn and has been through so much he refused to stay in emergency until they found him a bed...Today he got his bed but he is very lifeless...His Potassium is at 1.6 and he cannot stay awake...He is not in a comma but can barely lift his head...wakes when probed but only to mumble then back out...I am so scared he is my son...I am going nuts so please please please keep this reposted we need you all tonight...Please pray for us...

Idk
i really dont know any more. dont know what i want dont know what to do. i can tell im startin to fall for someone im not ready to fall for. every time i let myself fall i get hurt and i dont want to get hurt again. my life is pretty smooth right now and i dont want to screw that up by falling for someone too soon. and the thing is i know he doesnt want me to fall for him. and then there are some others who are doing everything they can to get me to want them and i just cant do it. hes such a good guy that i would love to see things go farther but at the same time the thought simply scares me. and then there are some really amazing guys ive been talking too..yes military...who you know want to get to know me better. and as much as i love my military men idk if i could do that again. Especially these guys...most are mariens. ive seen what the corps does to you and i dont know if i even want to chance handling that. im just so lost and confused. how do i keep myself fro

Iron Maiden
Well went to see Iron Maiden In concert Saturday 9th February'2008 at the Acer Arena in Homebush Sydney N.S.W Australia. Went with friends & my son. Wow what a concert was Awsome!!!!!! Fan's in Australia have waited a long time for this. & they didn't disappoint us. I was lucky enough to have floor tickets, & was 3 people from the front. Iron Maiden still Kick's Major Butt!!!!!! Sounded the same as CD's. However on the funny side, had an accident, went to the shop's that morin in the rain, took a fall & sprained my ankle & finger. But just like the trooper I am nothin was gonna stop me seeing them, it was worth it & every penny spent. If ya get a chance to see them Go, you wont regret it!!!!!!!!! By Donna Aka: Sabbynib

Lyrics
I been sittin' here starin' At the clock on the wall And I been layin' here prayin' Prayin' she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be cryin' And I'll be beggin' you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waitin' With my heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dyin' What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of bein' lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay (yeah) You keep tellin' me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like bein' used And I'm tired 'a waitin' It's too much pain to have to bear To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down o

@ A Pair Of Crossroads
Time can take everything that surrounds you You can break from everything that confines you Some to trust - look in my eyes I will guide you So I say Living to love could remind you You can't know follow What I say to you take with you today The pressure it brings Alone alive to know What I say to you take with you today You can't take the pain To live to know You can't fake Everything that reminds you How you feel Time will tell what's inside you You can't know follow You can't know follow What I say to you take with you today The pressure it brings Alone alive to know What I say to you take with you today You can't take the pain To live to know What I say to you take with you today The pressure it brings Alone alive to know What I say to you take with you today You can't take the pain To live to know

Beetlejuice
Beetlejuice - 1988 What's a yuppie ghost couple to do when their quaint New England home is overrun by trendy New Yorkers? They hire a freelance "bio-exorcist" to spook the intruders. And everyone gets more than he, she or it bargained for! Director Tim Burton (Batman, Mars Attacks!) teams with Michael Keaton (night shift, Batman). The result? "Keaton's Beetlejuice is one of the biggest, baddest wolves a ghost movie has ever unleashed, a polter-gas." (The Village Voice). He's a juggernaut of jokes, jolts and jive who hurls one-liners, spins into grotesque forms, gobbles insects and can't leave ladies (living or dead) alone. Keaton's wild work in this and Clean and Sober won him 1988's national society of film critics best actor award. Alec Baldwin, Geena Davis, Winona Ryder and Sylvia Sidney share starring honors with the movie's wondrous production design. Harry Belafonte's soundtrack tunes and Academy Award - winning Best Make-up. So exorcise your right to fun.

10 Random Facts About Me
1. I graduated a year early from highschool to enlist in the Marines. 2. I collect Faeries. 3. My favorite color is purple. 4. I love Gregorian Chant...I find it very relaxing. 5. I used to bite my nails. 6. I love to sing. 7. I have always wanted to visit Ireland. 8. I am a published poet. 9. I cry over sad movies..that's right, I'm a sap, lol! 10. I was named after one of my mother's best friends.

Have I Ever
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

Tag You're It !
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I AM A GEMINI 2.MY FAVOITE COLOR IS BLACK 3.I LOVE MY FIANCE WITH ALL OF MY HEART 4.MY MOM MEANS THE WORLD TO ME 5.MY BEST FRIEND IS MY DOG DALTON 6.I LOVE WATCHING CARTOONS 7.I WILL PROTECT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS AT ANY COST 8.I'M A SMOKER 9HATE SEEING LITTLE CHILDREN BEING HURT IN ANY WAY 10.MY FAMILY IS MY LIFE I TAGGED: TULSA'S ANGEL SweetBabyGirl 'WOLF' RockinRebel Blue Rose

Don't Understand Men
ok, so i go to a dance tonight. nothing major just a valentine thing. of course, i think i am the only single girl there. there are a few single guys there. why does the single guys ask everyone else to dance. am i that ugly or something that i guess that i just don't see. oh well, that is life.

About Me
OK I really don't like to do these about me things because 95% of the time no one reads it anyway BUT...I am going to put something you should know about me. I am 100% real I don't like games I HATE liars, I am who I am if you like me you'll grow to love me if not then guess you're gonna hate me because I don't make apologies for who I am. I am very honest and loyal to my friends, you r/f/a me great I'll do my best to return all love given me, but I'm only one person and can only do so much. Some guy got mad because I only rated one of his photos when he rated like 8 of mine. I do my best to return the same amount of love or more that is shown to but sometimes I am busy and just don't have the time to do it all. Anyway he got an attitude about it...got blocked came back on a bogus name and rated me and a couple of my photos 2,3,4 wow that hurt...NOT I still got points & I posted a bulletin letting my friends know so they wouldn't have to deal with his stupidity. This is a website it's

When Friends Go Too Far
Why did we cross the line? Everything would be fine - One moment of pleasure For all this pain; Can you tell me now what did we gain? Everything would be OK - Normal as it was, But no - we had to go to far - We had to cross that line I would never turn back time, For every moment I learn. It's just things are so different now - Things between you and me. Why didn't I open my eyes? Why didn't I only see That what we were accomplishing Would be the end to you and me?

Idiots Among Us...
(reconstructed from my best recollection) this is a conversation that occurred after i entered a yahoo chat room and proudly announced my presence by saying "hello lades. dam im so durnk an horny id even do me one them fagits". i had the following photo on my profile: ku_guy_24: hi angus_beef: howdy ku_guy_24: i'm horny too angus_beef: that's good cause im about to splode in my pants ku_guy_24: where are you at? angus_beef: i'm at daddy's pig farm ku_guy_24: no, i mean what town angus_beef: cempoplis angus_beef: centoprols ku_guy_24: i'm in lawrence. is that close to lawrence? angus_beef: bout 20 miles ku_guy_24: cool angus_beef: you wanna screw? c'mon boy... i ain't gonna hurt you. much... ku_guy_24: that's good. i like the rough stuff. angus_beef: you like getting kicked in the side when you're taking it in the ass, boy? ku_guy_24: please don't call me boy. i'm black, and it offends me when you call me that. angus_beef:

This Is Me
im a troop, doing what i have to do to keep what i treasure free from the so-called bad men. those who wish to trash me for being what i am then i have two letters for u.......F AND U......Update on 17 May 2009....News Flash...Im still a troop but now I carry handcuffs and a gun but not the one between my legs, lol. I am still doing the do for my uncle sam and the good ol USA. So if u still wish to trash me , do so but at ur own friggin risk!!!!!! I am now armed with the knowledge and the skills to KNOCK ....YOU....OUT!!!!!

Battle
[V1:] You thought we'd be fine All these years gone by Now your askin me to listen Well then tell me bout everything No lies we're loosin time [C:] Cause this is a battle And its your final last call It was a trial, you made a mistake, we know But why arent you sorry, why arent you sorry, why? This can be better, you used to be happy, try! Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [V2:] You've got them on your side And they wont change their minds Now its over And im feelin like we've missed out on everything I just hope its worth the fight [C:] Cause this is a battle And its your final last call (Why'd you have to let it go) It was a trial, you made a mistake, we know (cant you see you hurt me soo) But why arent you sorry, why arent you sorry, why? Things could be better, you can be happy, try! Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Ooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Oooooooooooo

Falling In And Out Of Love
When I say I love you I do But this with you will not do I need someone I can lean on Someone I can count on too Yes you are there sometimes For that I am grateful to you But I need someone there full time And that you can not do You told me once you loved me That I could believe in you I was there when you needed someone Where were you when I needed someone, too? The time has come for me to let go Never to expect you to care again People may come and people may go But my love will never end

What Girls Want
When she stares at your mouth [ Kiss her ] When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb ass because she thinks shes stronger than you [ Grab her and don't let go ] When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough, [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ] When she's quiet [ Ask her whats wrong] When she ignores you [ Give her your attention ] When she pulls away [ Pull her back ] When you see her at her worst [ Tell her she's beautiful ] When you see her start crying [Just hold her and dont say a word ] When you see her walking [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ] When she's scared [ Protect her ] When she steals your favorite hat [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night] When she teases you [ Tease her back and make her laugh ] When she doesn't answer for a long time [ reassure her that everything is okay ] When she looks at you with doubt [ Back yourself up ] When she says that she likes you [ she really does mor

How's It Going To Be
I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore, Before you take a swing, I wonder what are we fighting for, When I say out loud, I want to get out of this, I wonder, Is there anything I'm going to miss, I wonder How's it going to be, When you don't know me, How's it going to be, When you're sure I'm not there, How's it going to be, When there is no one there to talk to, Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care, How's it going to be, How's it going to be, Where we used to laugh, There's a shouting match, Sharp as a thumbnail scratch, A silence I can't ignore, Like . . The hammock by the doorway we spent time in, Swing empty, don't see lightning like last fall when it was always about to hit me, I wonder How's it going to be, When it goes down, How's it going to be, When you're not around, How's it going to be, When you find out there was nothing, Between you and me, 'Cause I don't care, How's it going to be, How's it going to be When you don't kn

Corrupted Love
A warm sensation fills my body My heart races with every touch The softness of your voice soothes My soul As I lay there hoping the moment Will never end Calling out for you Praying that you'll never let me go The sensation so strong I can no longer feel my body Slowly I fade in and out of reality In an instant the warm sensation Fades away My heart empty My soul torn apart Lying there; wondering where I went Wrong Calling out for you, only to find there is no answer My mind invaded with thoughts So cruel and unrefined The sensation of fear of what's to come Slowly the reality over powering The lust and fantasy Leaving me empty Confused on how to think or feel The loneliness I feel So wretched and compelled Betrayal to myself Revealing the terrors of my love

Wanted To Say
I will be erasing my account as soon as my vip is up. I just don't have the time to keep up anymore I have met some great people and thanks for the friendship you can look me up on myspace under daysha220. Love to all, xoxo

Tell Me I'm Wrong
For all the music in the world a little band from Dublin, Ireland changed the way we listened to proper rock music for ever - even BONO agrees with me on this one...... tell me I'm wrong!! Heres some classic rock, followed by a favourite Irish ditty folowed by my favourite of all time....... all THIN LIZZY ......enjoy and please feel free to leave a comment!!!

World Wide Weed!
3 Million people use cannabis every year in the United Kingdom alone. Any businessman will tell you that's one hell of a healthy market. Unfortunately for users, the little matter of its illegality in almost all of the world's nations means that hashish and marijuana is still relatively difficult to get hold of. Today's globally-mobile culture has forced a lot of us to spend less time in the same place, so finding a reliable supplier is a conundrum which we have all faced at one time or another. Venture into the streets, and you're liable to be sold a bag of kitchen herbs or a chunk of wood, or worse still, get robbed outright or even arrested. Ask around too much and you might attract the wrong type of attention. But the enormous advances in technology over the last few years have not gone unnoticed by the stoners who seek a solution to these problems. Growers and suppliers have been turning to the world's biggest high-street, the internet, to peddle their wares, and the consumers

Angel Of My Own
IN MEMORY ~ PRINCE OF DARKNESS Angel of My Own I’m happy as can be, An Angel watches over me. Keeping me safe each day, Guiding me all the way. I know I’m really special, Loved by my Guardian Angel. As Angel wings unfold, My riches aren’t of gold. Sprinkled with the Angel dust, So I believe and trust. I’ll never walk alone, I’ve an Angel of my own! Jessica Orrillo

Untitled Poem
Untitled I know of whom you love For I love him too Ask questions or you too Will be blue. Intriguing isn't he? Look into his eyes What do you see? Is it me? Or is it you? Believe his words Are they truth or lies? Follow your gut And you'll know Your gut's never wrong. Are his words those of truth? Longing what you wish to hear Are lies of new despair. Watch your heart Watch your soul For he's captured mine. And that has its toll. Every night asleep he falls Into my arms. Every morning waking To my smiling face. Does he think of You or Does he think of me? A heart torn between two Which he must choose. One or the other For the decision will Break the heart of one And make another soar.

Demon Crew Profile Of The Week ~ 2/15/08
PROFILE OF THE WEEK: iamROOSTER* Demon Crew@ fubar He needs 44K to level. . . Drop by his page and show him some Love! Interested in joining the Demon Crew? Contact Liberty and she will be able to answer any of your questions ۞ ÐJ~ £ÎßÊ®Tÿ~* Manager @ Club Karizma † §í¢k & TWî$t€Ð's R/£ G/F & FÛ FîÂñÇê' † LÕ®í'$ Gü®£ † Demon Crew Recruiter@ fubar

Tag!you`re It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.the few friends and family i have we`re real close. 2.i love to fish 3. i Do collect comics 4.i love muscle cars 5.i love a good truck 6.I ENJOY SMOKING A GOOD JOINT 7.I enjoy good food 8.i love my COORS beer 9.my daughter is awesome 10.i Have an old soul FRIENDS I TAG U: JENNY REDMISSLE LILY BLONDE MOFIA WIZARD~REAL LIFE FIANCE OF MISSSBUTTERFLY~FUBAR HUBBY'

Real Pasion
Welcome to Real Passion Productions a brand new, up and coming adult video company that specializes in hardcore adult entertainment that will appeal to both sexes. Our performers act out many popular fantasies, and may even introduce you to some new ones. Our videos are designed to be graphic and hardcore enough for men to enjoy alone, but respectable to women and centered on female pleasure so men can share our videos with the women in their lives. Spice up your relationship with a Real Passion Productions videos. Our videos are located in attractive locations where our very sensual and very sexual talent are stimulating, arousing, and exciting, to inspire real sex with real passion between you and your partner. We bring out the primal lust and desire of our attractive and personable talent. You will feel the heat from the up close, explicit, and very intimate twosomes, threesomes, foursome, and moresomes. Real Passion Productions videos are a visual and mental aphrodisiac for t

Getting Closer!!!
Thanks to everyone for the help today...won't be on much the next two days. I'll be out of town attending a funeral. Cousin's husband had a 7-8 year fight with cancer..he truly is in a better place. Thanks to all for the help!!!

Scumfucks
MARCH 18, 2008 11:30 CHECK OUT THIS UNSOLICITED MAIL I RECEIVED HERE ON FUBAR! check out the email address : well hung arian??? LOLOLOL from: wellhungarianforyou@yahoo.com subject: Yahoo! Auto Response received: 03/18/2008 11:28 pm replied: no block this member Thank you for your response. If you are interested in a tantra session with either myself or with us as a couple or alone with a female Tantrica Student you will reach us quicker if you call for Alex at 818-397-3367 For general information http://www.associatedcontent.com/article/650629/the_tantric_student.html Thank you again and have a fabulously pleasurable day! CHECK OUT THIS UNSOLICITED MAIL I RECEIVED HERE ON FUBAR! from: wellhungarianforyou@yahoo.com subject: Yahoo! Auto Response received: 03/18/2008 11:28 pm replied: no block this member Thank you for your response. If you are interested in a tantra session with either myself or with us as a couple o

So The Show Dont Do Valentines
O.K. SO GEO DIDN'T DO VALENTINES THIS YEAR PROBABLY COZ I'M IRISH AND WE DON'T GIVE AWAY THE LOVE THAT EASY........ STILL TIMEFRAMES IN DUBLIN ARE DIFFERENT, WERE A LITTLE MORE RELAXED OVER HERE. I AM STILL OPEN TO OFFERS THOUGH!!!!!!

For Sha
One man One woman Two hearts joined by the greatest love she ever knew Husband and wife, for all eternity One fateful day One tragic death The deepest pain she ever felt Photos and memories The treasures he left behind Two daughters Proof of the greatest love she will ever know!!!

Flyte 02/15/08
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN *FOUNDER OF THE COVEN * gettin married 2 blueeye dragon nov 13@ fubar HAVE YOU MET STEPHANIE LYNN? SHE IS ONE TERRIFIC LADY. WHO LOVES MAKING FRI

And Now For The Main Event...lol
So tomorrow night is the night John and I have our Valentine's Day alone time. It's going to be so great. I'm cooking him a special dinner and maybe even dessert and then he and I can cuddle under a blanket on our couch and watch a movie together...no kids to watch, no one calling, no interruptions. It's going to be perfect! I've missed the fact that we don't spend as much time together, and he's so tired during the week becuase of the whole babysitting thing. With the kids over and one of them a screamer (even when he's in a good mood), he gets woken up or he just has trouble sleeping in general. I want to make it up to him by letting him sleep in until dinner tomorrow. But I want to wake him up early enough in advance that he'll actually be awake to enjoy his special dinner! :D

Extra Extra Read This Shiznit!
DO YOU WANT BLING??? Here's how to get a bling from me. Click this VOTE photo link and find the contestant you think is the funniest in the folder and rate it to cast your vote. The contestants were challenged to find five random household things and come up with the funniest and most creative picture. After you have voted, private message me and let me know you have done so. The 20th and 50th person to vote will receive a bling! There is one week left in the contest! I have decided that I will double the fubucks included with the prizes to give everyone extra incentive! As of right now: 1st-Tinkerbell with 583 2nd-EZ2FU with 479 3rd-Munkee with 477 4th-HoneyEyes with 378 5th-Jay Roach with 320 6th-Sweethopey with 245 7th-Firegoblin with 101 8th-PokiePete with 64 9th-Capt America 62 10th-Luvinglife 54 ALSO, I am up for Auction again! If you outbid Munkees current bid you will receive a bling from me! Just click that link and BID! The offer gets be

I Don't.......
I don’t want to love you, but I do I don’t want to care, but I do. I gave you my heart, you broke it into. You promised me forever then walked away. Now I’m all alone while you’re getting high. “I love you.” “I can’t live without you.”….that’s all I heard “We need time apart.”….is all you said I tried not to love you, but part of me always will. I tried not to care, I’m almost there. You left me with my heart aching, but now it’s on the mend. I can’t love you any more and I won’t pretend. You gave up what we could be, you needed the drugs more than me. I don’t want to love you, I’m almost there. I don’t want to care, I am there!!

Bag Of Crap
THE HOLY CRAP COMMANDMENTS v2.0: I. Thou shalt expect nothing beyond one bag of some kind and your chosen quantity of crappy items (which should be THREE). II. Thou shalt not whine and complain when some people’s crap turns out to be nicer than yours. III. Thou shalt take a moment to consider whether you might be better off just not buying this crap. IV. Thou shalt not order just one crap and blame it on anything but your own inattention. V. To paraphrase Stephen Stills, shalt thou not get the crap you want, want the crap you get. • The crap will be shipped via SmartPost, the crappiest shipping method available to us.

Leasure Night Is Now Here And Rocking So Come Join Us And Get Your Freak And Sin On
PLEASURE NIGHT IS NOW HERE AND ROCKING SO COME JOIN US AND GET YOUR FREAK AND SIN ON !!!!!!! THE FAMILY IS STILL ALIVE COME SEE INTOXICATION LOCALS WITH GREAT PARTIES AND AWESOME PEOPLE COME SEE THEM RIGHT NOW I'LL BE MOVING MONDAY TO PA. SO COME HANG WITH ME AND PARTY I'M MAKING ROUNDS TO EVERYONE I KNOW SO SHOW SOME LOVE TO THE INTOXICATION LOCALS THANKS AND PEACE BE WITH YOU ALL ALWAYS... INTOXICATIONS LUCKY MEMBER 69 "ROCKDRAGON" INTOXICATION LOCAL "ANGEL EYES" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ SEX KITTEN" INTOXICATION STAFF MEMBER "DJ RAGE" INTOXICATION WANTED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW WHAT WE ARE ALL ABOUT SO HERE IS SOME HINTS .........SEX......... ....GREAT TIMES..... .....PARTIES........ AND ALL THE THINGS THAT MAKE LIFE GREAT! PLEASURE NIGHT HAS COME BACK TO IT'S RIGHTFUL HOME..... INTOXICATION home to the intoxication locals with great parties and awesome people....... the warrior dj kaijaw is on air righ

Thank You's
Just wanted to say thanks for all the thoughts and prayers sent my family's way this week for my Granny. I really truly appreciate it. Coming to grips with the reality that the grandparents are seriously seniors is a hard thing to deal with. She's at home now sleeping and comfy.. Soo... Thanks again.... I should be back to my normal moody less mushy teary eyed self next week.. I promise. Peace, Love and Reacharounds, Fxy.

Sub - Space
- By Dark Mage she quivers as the flogger meets her flesh... tender skin aches for more. the wait in-between strokes is exquisite, yet maddening. He teases her body with the tails and then strikes again, smiling as her flesh winces, lightly scratching the forming welts and admiring His handiwork. His goal is not to punish, not to hurt... only to take her to a place she has never been. a place where she yearns to go. The flogging continues...slowly, teasingly... she feels the stokes as they lash her flesh, but something is missing. something that she cannot discern... Sensing her dismay, He picks up the pace... the flogging builds to a crescendo and He knows that she is close... close to that place of sanctuary. As the flogging intensifies...the welts turning purple, tears stain her pillow and her breathing becomes rapid... "Slow breaths baby, calm yourself"... "Let the pain turn into the pleasure that you seek... allow yourself to completely let go, f

Building.
Ghostwork tracings. I hollow my veins to feel your rush. Enveloped by the very darkness which becomes your light I don't wanna fight yet I can't give in I don't want to break but be broken I need not defend these words which are said rather dream by the words gone unspoken. Truth lies in the intended I weave drunken down these lines of my fate I relate broken pictures in storybook words and laugh at the blank expressions given me By a lack of understanding or lack of care .. the strange thing I love that my strange simplicitys and awkward notions are nothing more then the other side of a multidimensional lake Thoughts which have to reach to find handhold but then, although some let just to float in the air having no substance but in the mind I find this thrilling cutting and drilling It makes me want to rip you apart bit by bit to find out what your insides are made from. Caught up in these shadows which bind us Finding freedom in the very ache the need for

Y Do Ppl Tease Big Grls
Hi my name is Vickie and I am a bigger girl but i dont understand y ppl make fun of bigger girls i mean every one says that they are insucure bout themselves but you know it really hurts ppl and its just freakin retarded plz comment thx

Waiting
I am here waiting Waiting and yearning for you. Waiting for the light in your eyes To shine like a newborn star That will shine on forever. To finally find me. I am here waiting It seems like forever, Endlessly hoping That my dreams will survive, For just one more day, One more day I’ll spend dreaming, Endlessly dreaming, Endlessly dreaming and waiting… Waiting for you.

Ratings/fans
not sure if its cuz i dont get it or what....but yea i understand about the ratings...i do the bored thing also by rating peoples pics....but if ur gonna be someones fan....i guess thats more than teh friend thing or?...and friends, well also of people its for a popularity contest or points,but what i wanna know is why don anyone like to chat around here...a few cuties have chatted w/ me, but thats about it...i dont bite.....most of the time my husband is right here asking what kind of site is that or some other smart remark..he dont care...heck its a pc...i cant jump ur bones thru it...oh...my point is...why doesnt anyone chat or write me..thats it.....thx for wasting ur time to read this....M

One Question
true very true 1 question 1 chance. 1 honest answer. Thats all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any question, anything, no matter how crazy dirty or wrong it is. No catch. But I dare you to repost this. And see what people ask you

Kansas Poem
It's winter in Kansas And the gentle breezes blow Seventy miles an hour At twenty-five below. Oh, how I love Kansas when the snow's up to your butt You take a breath of winter And your nose gets frozen shut. Yes, the weather here is wonderful So I guess I'll hang around I could never leave Kansas 'Cause I'm frozen to the ground!!

Possible?
I have found another side of myself. I did not know I could be jealous. How could I have lived this long and never have been jealous before? is this a good thing? Is it a sign of weakness is it a sign of love ? I have never felt this before and am not sure I like this feeling.

Longing
I long to see your beautiful face, To feel your loving arms around me in a sweet embrace. I long to feel your breath on my skin, To touch you all over again and again. I long for the passion we used to share, There is no other that can compare. I long for the day we are together again, To tell you that my love for you will never end. With each passing moment my heart is to pay, I long to be with you both night and day

Mellow
This is one by my sis. Current mood: mellow One Woman By: Kimberly Colton I admittedly was feeling WEAK one day When my God spoke to me in his own quiet way His voice rang clear as I felt his words say "One Woman" Raped, kicked, degraded and used Looking for love but often abused Broken battered defeated and wronged Left feeling powerless and alone His words again flowed through me as a gentle breeze And his overwhelming grace granted me the words' meaning "One Woman" again I felt his voice say, One woman tasted forbidden fruit indugled her mate and forever changed the destiny of man. One woman cut the locks of Samson's blessed mane and made the strongest man weak. One woman danced a dance of seduction and left John the baptist without his head. One woman's name became synomynous for whore throughout times ancient and modern as the word Jezebel still carries its own dark meaning One woman and Satan One woman was a virgin, visited by a messenger of good

Thoughts Of You
Thoughts of you run through my head Every minute, every hour, of everyday At night I wake with such a fright Dreaming of you not being there What would I do if you were gone You are thought of in every emotion When I smile it is because you have brightened my day When I cry it is because you are not there When I frown it is because you are sad When I laugh I am laughing with you When I am happy it is because I know you are there Please know you are my reason for living You are in the deepest part of my heart Just remember and always know, You are the love of my life No one else means more to me than you

Happy Hour
YES SHE DID!! Shes hosting a Happy Hour at 11:00 p.m. Fubar time.. For those on the east coast thats 2:00 a.m. She worked hard too get this Happy Hour stop by and show her some love. She's always showing everyone love in helping them either bomb or level now lets take sometime and show her love. lauria ♥Shadow Leveler♥ Mistress to Hopeless Romantic@ fubar Please Repost (repost of original by '♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.' on '2008-02-15 19:15:14')

Religion And Philosophy
Dear Alicia No you are not Broken tussled a bit in the fray Ruffled around the edges but you are of Good Stock and faired well No you are not broken your heart may swell and ache as momentary dissatisfaction occurs with this latest predictament--Simply a minor setback though, nothing to impede your way and you have a ways yet to go. The veil was lifted and the Bare Bones of Human Existence Revealed, its very nature, Exposed The frailty of one's self. A sight you had yet not seen. Frightening images of Good & Evil played across your mental stage. Awkward. God alone stood so calmly, so brillantly, so beautifully when you could not rely on the certainty of your own senses You Remain because he held you your name was Raised up unsilent prayers. Now you can triumphantly proclaim I am whole, Shaken yet withstanding and No, No Lord I was Never Broken.

What Is A Us Marine
What Is A United States Marine? I am 232 years of romping, stomping, hell, death, destruction. I am the finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. I was born in a bomb crater. My mother was an M-16 and my Father is the Devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier from the sea. I am cocky, self centered, and overbearing. I do not know the meaning of fear for I am fear itself. I am a green amphibious monster made of blood and guts that arose from the ashes of my enemies, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. When ever it may arise and when my time comes, I will die a glorious and grotesque death on the battlefield, giving my life for the Corps, Mom, and Apple Pie. I stole the Eagle from the Air Force, the Anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. Then on the 7th day, while God rested, I overran His perimeter and took over the Globe and I have been protecting it ever since! I live like a S

Little Firefighter
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of Terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of dermination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix She explained her son's final wish and Asked if it might be possible to give her 6 year-old son a ride

Texas Vs. California
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Texas came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU and GOD BLESS TEXAS!!! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snow days off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and hig

The Pictures Came Down Today
Dont know how this would sound as a song. Wrote it as a poem. But then the music and rythm started playing in my head and am now looking for someone to help make it a song....lol Yeah, based on real, and recent events. The person this is pointed to knows what I mean by the pictures comming down. Your pictures came down today I took your pictures from the wall I didn’t know that we would fall When the heart ache came to me I just could clearly see There was no reason to have had them there We were in a bad way from the start. Another man held your heart I fought the best I could and I knew that I would lose right from the start But I fought any how, I gave it my best, I held you to my chest and still it wasn’t good enough One day you disappeared on me. You said you couldn’t see the forest from the trees I told you from the start that I would never leave you cold but then I was the one that was left alone Your pictures came down today And I looked to the sky

10 Things About Me?
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.i once sewed my fingers together on purpose 2.i used to shave my head...again on purpose 3.i adore 'ugly' men 4.i have a weakness for doing what i am told i shouldnt do 5.i have a little statue that says hope.... 6.i am dyslexic 7.i tattoo 8.with #6 and #7 i have tattooed backwards..oopps! 9.my favorite song ever is 'faith, hope , and charity' by ian stuart 10.i like to be underestimated i have tagged jodeye, valkria, deaddoll09, master hardcore,devilman

Tell Me My Future Mrs. Tarot Card.
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

When We Feel That We Are Nothing Special
When we feel that we are nothing special When we feel that we are nothing special To someone else we are more than we know When we feel out of place There might be someone around the corner Who needs us the way we are When we are feeling down There is someone to pick us up When we are alone Just think of that someone And they are there When you feel lonely baby Remember these things To me you ARE special You mean a lot to me To me we are in a place together Even with the distance between us When you feel down I am ready to pick you up When you are alone or lonely Think of me, I am there in your heart

There She Stood
There she stood She stood there, in the midnight air The moon beams shining in her hair They walked and hand in hand She talked and sometimes they would stand The lines on her face disappeared As she talked about her hopes and fears He held her tight and very tender Her shape looked so slender He held her safe and sound As her life became outward bound She let him know her better Her worries started to unfetter The years fell away from her face Young lines her face did grace She was held as she slept A new life to her crept The stress and fears were gone For now her life was a new song She was happier and did smile Because a friend went that extra mile R. Alford Stewart 4/11/2004

Family
The last few months have been torture for my family. My cousin who lives out of state was pregnant with twins. She has a bad heart and shouldnt have been pregnant. She found out early in the pregnancy that one of the twins was not devolping right. The doctors said he'd never survive. Well 4 weeks ago she delivered both twin. Last week they took the sick twin, Caleb off of life support and he died. After he died his twin Mason took a small turn for the worst but miracle of miracles he went home today and is doing fine.

Do Something Real To Support Our Troops (repost)
Check this out!!! Why not do something REAL to SUPPORT THE TROOPS!?! Tell them assholes on the City Council in Berkley California, and Code Pinko they CROSSED THE LINE!!! Click this link, American Center for Law and Justice, Or call (877)989-2255 and SIGN THE PETITION to support the Semper Fi Act of 2008!!! (repost of original by 'Haulinazz469' on '2008-02-15 15:58:28')

To My Love
How are we to live ever togeather, forever apart? The night between us poised, a soward, foraged and edge in my cinder heart. I cannot have you, this bond to strong. Thus I go on as I have before, burning in Eden with you, evermore. -Jayr

This Saturday
This Saturday Ok, y'all, come and listen to the best online radio with the best DJ..... ME!!! I'll be online THIS SATURDAY from 12PM till 3PM EST (Thats 5PM till 8PM here in the UK) at........ http://www.aftershockradio247.com PLEASE tune in and make requests! THATS ALL WE PLAY!!!!

50 50
There once was a man. He was a college football coach by the name of Bryant if I remember right. bud bryant i think. Please if there is any college football buffs out there correct me if I am wrong. Anyway he integrated football. They said said that if you went into a White home in the south in those days every home had a picture of Jesus, JFK and Bryant. If you went into a black home you would find a picture of Jesus, Martin Luther King, and Bud Bryant. The point is that half of the people loved him and half of the people hated him and that is the sign of a great man. yoshi out

Auction Time
WHO WANTS TO OWN ME FOR A MONTH? I AM IN MY FIRST AUCTION EVER. . . CHECK IT OUT AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE!!!!! JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW: HERE IS WHAT I'M OFFERING: 1. Owned by "You" in my name for a month. 2. Add to Family for 1 Month. 3. Rate all stash items. 4. Customized morph of your choice. 5. Rate pics and stash during HH 6. 100 11's every week for a month DON'T FORGET TO RATE/FAN/ AND ADD THE HOST OF THIS AUCTION: ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™@ fubar

Hey To All My Friends Plz Read....smiles
hey to u all that r my true friends on here..i am sorry i haven't been on much but since i moved and been working a new job and they have been givin me some rela crazy hours...so i been to tired to get on computer ...i am sorry i do miss ya and think of u all it is just real hecktic around here lately... OH AND SINCE I HAVE NOT BEEN ON I GOT MARRIED TOO...AND I AM DOING GOOD...THE LUCK MAN I MARRIED I HAVE BEEN WITH HIM LIKE 13 YEARS THIS JUNE COMMING UP BUT BEEN MARRIED LIKE 5 MONTHS AND HIS NAME IS BRIAN..AKA THE GUY THAT WAS ON HERE (dark prince) THE GUY IS A TERRIFFIC GUY... WELL so if u all do not seeme on line ...do not think i am not thinking of u i am and miss u all ...when i got more time and get the hang of things at work i be on more...so plzz forgive me if i am not on..and i hope u understand..lots of love to u all. I HOPE U ALL HAVD A GREAT VALENTINES DAY...AND TY TO U ALL THAT HAVE LEFT ME COMMENTS AND OFFLINES ...I DO APPRECIATE IT LOTS..HUGGZZ STACIE

Words
What am i supposed to do, When my words wont come out? All i want to say is i love you. You tell me you love me, You get no response, And a smile is all you see. I cant get my thoughts out, My mouth wont tell you what i want to say. When i don't tell you, i see you start to doubt. But all i want to do is tell you everyday. I have no problems writing my thoughts, I i only had enough paper. But thats not what i want. You deserve much greater. Please don't think that i don't love you, Because i love you more than you could ever understand. Because believe me baby, I really do love you.

This Mournful Solitude
I wait here for you to return But you are in a far country Living your life and dreams with someone new I remain here in my solitude Playing wistful music to help me through the days Softly plucked chords sooth my trouble brow I lose myself in the wondrous sounds I hear And my mind returns to happier days I have grown a bear since we last met A long white beard like Old Methuselah Have I become a wise old wizard? Or sad and lonely old man I think the decay set in long ago I shall find myself a small dark hole In which I can huddle up And block out the world I need my own piece of land In which to live out my days Lost in a world of mournful solitude

The Lonely Feelings...
The lonely feelings... The night air is crisp and cold... and your not alone... but you feel out of place... even in your own home... Your in a crowd... lots of folk... but even then... you feel the choke... The need to be alone... is all you feel ... to get in a room... to close and seal... To be alone.. is all I ask.. to sit there... sometimes is the task... To sit and think... and not use my brain... I need the quite... to remain quite sane... But then I need ... the love of friends... the companionship... buds to the end... We should love our time... that we spend alone... but don’t forget... the light friends have shone.... R. Alford Stewart 5 Oct, 1999

Dream
With just one smile With just one touch, With just one Kiss You dont have to say much. The words I love u Explain it all They'll do the magic And in love with you I'll fall. A deep look into your eyes will give it all away Together forever Is what they'll say. In your arms is where i wanna be I know for fact That you belong with me. So just keep me close and hold me tight Make this moment perfect Just make it right. Just whisper the words I Love you in my ear For the rest of my life Thats ALL i wanna hear. The words I Love You will explain how i feel So lets live THE DREAM and make it real.

My Angel
Angel You are so precious to me You give me a reason for living And a sense of hope As the dark days approach Thoughts of you keep me sane I have drifted through time I have lost my way But the stars always guide me back to you My love, hold my hand Understand that I love you And I will never let you go We will live for eternity Through our children and in the memories of friends Our love is an unbreakable bond Built on sound foundations And forged through centuries of time God looks over us and protects us In this white room with padded walls I think of you and feel comforted Outside you carry on you life Oblivious to my feelings for you We live in parallel worlds Destined never to meet again I am only a passing memory And you are all I have left

The Bonds That Bind
The Bonds That Bind My heart feels like stone, my feelings are closed away I feel alone and isolated, in a world so crowded My mind stays in one place, but yet it wanders Life can be so nice, but yet it hits you like thunder I have friends both near and far I have them here in front of me We talk and talk and we see That they're alone just like me Some we keep as good friends, some go on their way Some just say hi, and never stay Others never leave, and help us when we're down The friends we make can be for life, or for a day The time we have is a special bond Don't break the bonds that bind For friends we ever keep I hope they'll all like you R. Alford Stewart 2001

Passing The Time
Passing The Time The wind whispers in his ear as he sat neth the tree Alone and nowhere to go He just listens as the wind tells him lies His heart is alone His mind nowhere to go He just sits as the world glides by His mind is a blank His brain is a blur He sits as nothing happens yet the world flies by There is nothing he can say Nothing he can do He just sits and lets it go by His world has stopped His mind has paused as he just sits and stares No where to hide No where to run Just a place to sit and stare As he sits and waits for the end of day R. Alford Stewart 2/11/2000

Cold And Alone
Bleak midwinter And snow lies all around My heart is cold and empty And I long to walk on the hot sand With the sun burning my body And my love close at hand Will you ever return? Or will I always live in bleak midwinter Send me word of where you are Have you found a new love? Have you moved on to someone new? I am still in a frozen state Stuck rigid where you left me Unable to move on One kiss would thaw my bones One moment of bliss would unfreeze my toes I would follow you to the ends of the earth But my feet are frozen to the ground And all around there is no sound In this frozen wilderness I will live forever Suspended in time A monument to discarded love

Impatience
I have no patience for your fairy tales Bogus wormholes Supposed exits or invented terrors that lie beyond Plain common sense— You feel it, you insist, Some omniscient eye Haunting our humble passage. The sky expands, the trees push a deft breeze out— My skin a thin veneer Dissolving This life -- such evasive bits of twirling colored light My reason melting just enough I eat the hum of bees, the rattle of dragonfly wings The thick slice of untampered sun— The spider in its tapestry Reads the changes I lack the sense to digest— A distant voice resurrects This jagged, piecemeal world Into expedient forms— Parcels of tolerable truth Oases of salvation Sinkholes of silent hope, I trace the hard won lines Of her trusting face, The memories suffered and embraced Of love's story, Her beguiling transformations Skimming like swallows past my heart— Mere transitory scintillations Of the soft immaterial centre I cannot hold.

The Haunt
Three a.m. mind-skin ripped Open— Reek of over-ripened moon Inversion of truth— Dimensionless black mouths Materializing In the rippling gauze Of a lost bed in a lost room— Horrid taste Of eternal resurfacings— A ferocious silence Forces its tap root up through Physics' false floor Up heaving Tons of old, used-up starlight— She lies there in some kind Of sleep An alien presence Under disintegrating sheets, Her once familiar skin Perhaps only the thin wrapping Of an empty core— Shuttering in my private void I wait Unredeemed For the anesthetic of daylight

Fubar....addiction....or... Not
well be fairly new to fubar i find this site attractive....to say the least. i have met a new girl and have already made some good friends. my cocern is time spent on this site....so with that in mind do you think there is a certain addiction and do you spend too much time here ??

My Valentine’s Day Sex Poem
My Valentine’s Day Sex Poem “In My Bed, Thinking of You…” As I lay on my bed, thinking about you, I feel this strong urge to grab you and squeeze you, because I can’t forget last night. You came to me unexpectedly during the balmy and calm night, and what happened in my bed still leaves a tingling sensation in me. You appeared from nowhere and shamelessly, without any reservations, you laid on my naked body…you sensed my indifference, so you started to bite my body without any guilt or humiliation, and you drove me crazy while you sucked me dry. Finally I went to sleep. Today when I woke up, you were gone, I searched for you but to no avail, only the sheets bore witness to last night’s events. My body still shows your marks, making it harder to forget you. Tonight I will remain awake waiting for you… as soon you appear I will quickly grab you and won’t let you go, will hold you with all my strength so you won’t disappear. Won’t rest until l squeeze your blood out…

Hes Mine Now
So yeah i know its kinda fast but yeah hes my man now and im so happy..hes all i can think of every song that i hear..the image of his smiling face pops out in my mind, i love him yes darn the only thing i hate is that hes so far away from me i lived somewhere in asia and hes in north america ( i guess.. wheres ny?!) i wanted to be able to kiss him, touch him, and love him but i cant..im hoping someday i can get to do ol of this for real, not in dreams..not in my imagination but the real me and him standing together kissing.. my hands wrap around his neck and his around my waist then ill look into his eyes tell him how he makes me feel

Literacy Report
"We the People, of the United States of America." Can you read what that sentence fragment says? If you can, you have a Level One proficiency in literacy. Can you explain in your own words what that sentence fragment means? If you can, you now have a Level Two proficiency in literacy. Congratulations. A recently released report makes it very clear that US workers don't just lack job skills. The Pro Literacy President's State of Adult Literacy 2006 report, based on a survey released in December of 2005 by the US Commissioner of Education Statistics, spells out a very bleak forecast for employers. Each day, 99% of all workers perform some reading-related work. The amount of information the average adult in teh US is exposed to daily has increased significantly over the last 50 years. We multitask at work and at home. Television news "crawls" across our screens 24/7. Text messages about world news, financial markets, sporting events, and even teh weather alert us d

Us Literacy Statistics
More than 20% of adults read at or below a fifth grade level (well below what they need to earn a living). 44 MILLION American adults can't read at all. 1/5 of high school graduates can't read their diplomas. 1/3 of high school graduates never read another book for the rest of their lives. 42% of college graduates never read another book. 70% of Americans haven't visited a bookstore in five or more years. One of the largest and fastest growing groups of young people in the US is dropouts. In the United States, the annual high school dropout rate hovers at 34%. Twentynine Palms, California has a 55% literacy rate in adults 16 years and older. California has a 47% literacy rate in adults 16 years and older. According to the national government's survey on literacy, the United States has a 97% literacy rate. According to independent surveys, 50% of the US population can not read above a Level 1 proficiency.

Valentines Day
Well yesterday was Valentines day, and what a GREAT Valentines Day it was. I have never had a Valentine. NEVER! Yesterday was my first year having a valentine and he made it MARVELOUS!!!!! I went to work, had a semi very good day. I got a lot of valentines from my kids at work, and one of the kids even went as far as gettin me a little bug that says "I'm your little love bug" since I call her my love bug lol Jeff was txting me throughout the day and then finally asked me how I wanted my chicken done and what sides. I told him it didn't matter, and rice & green beans. he asked me to call him on my way home. So gettin my stuff and gettin ready, I give him a call. And head over. I start to pull into the driveway, and I smell something on the grill. It dont smell like chicken. I look at the house... Hmm its kinda dark. lol I walk inside, and Jeffs in the kitchen runnin back and forth and makin dinner. I look over to my right to see the table. I cry. The table is all set u

Pain In The Neck
Well it looks like I will be having cervical spine surgery as all signs, MRI, CT scans are pointing that way. Am I worried, no not for me. But for my son. He idolizes me and I think this will be when he realizes Dad isn't the superman he thinks I am. I think we all go through that awakening when we see that our parents had their flaws and nuances. At 8 though is too young of an age. I'll be honest and up front as I think that is best for the most part. We'll see where that goes. If I disappear for a few, worry not. It just means I am enjoing the friendship of fatherhood. Tossing a baseball, watching a movie or something. Anything that gives me time with my son. Enjoy all

Butterfly Effect
So this is my very first blog i juz feel like making one today..well here it goes Ive met this guy almost a month ago here in fubar then we started talkin in msn stuff and kinda get comfortable with each other so quickly, i dont even think its possible but in a short span of time he became a big part of my life..i cant go on a day without talkin to him and he makes me smile big time. Its kinda cute how he has this so much effect on me i even started to feel the butterfly effect woot to that..i prolly felt it before but its different this time

Feeling Lonely...
Friday night and here I am feeling sad and lonely, another day is almost gone And I need something...I dont have that "something" in my life Yesterday it was Valentine's day But for me it was just another day anyways... I should be happy because I have my kids :) my 3 beautiful kids Do you care for me??? I need kisses I need hugs I need you in my life hurry up...don't waste your time because I am needing you.. in my life Ana

Ty*kisses*hugs*love*
WASSUP TO ALL MY FRIENDS! THE ONES WHO SHOWED ME SOME SWEET OL BIRTHDAY LOVIN DESERVE A LOVING SPECIAL SHOUT OUT AND THIS IS IT!! TYTY MMUUAAHHZZZ !! LOVE U LOTS AND IF U READ AND RATED THIS BULLETIN LEMME KNOW CUZ I GOTS A SPECIAL GIFT FOR U AND I AINT A BALLA I JUST WANNA SHOW LOVE TO THE REAL PPL WHO R SHOWIN ME LOVE! THX AGAIN.. **~~CHERRYPOPPED~~** now lets play a game and see how many kisses i get back? NUTTINBUTTSEXXY NUTTINBUTTSEXXY NUTTINBUTTSEXXY AND DONT FORGET TO CHECK OUT ME AND MY SEXY ASS FRIENDS AT PIANOMAN'S PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES! THE COOLEST HOTTIES ON FUBAR CAN DEFINITELY BE FOUND HERE!!! GO SHOW MY GIRLS SOME LOVE PLZ AND THANK-YOU BELIEVE THEY WILL RETURN IT!

Locked Away
Locked Away By Chris Lullabies and sad goodbyes are all I seem to find. Locked away inside my heart is the pain I hide from my mind. Life is cold, you aren't gold. So tell me how I'm worthy...of finding something better I threw away your letters. It made feel better. Erased the pain for a little while, I was able to smile. Cover up the bags underneath my eyes with sunglases twice their size. Sleep the years away, trying to ignore what they say. The pain it goes on, it never ends. Once upon a time I thought you were my friend. Guess you don't believe in keeping promises, I guess its one of my many losses. Brake away from the everyday. They spread rumors, their words likes tumors. They grow and spread while my heart feels like lead. It doesn't hurt as much as it used to. One upon a time it hurt bad. Their words and your face made me feel sad. I regret ever falling in love with you

Have You Ever
have you ever lived my life? spent one minute in my shoes? if you haven't then tell me why you judge me as you do? have you ever woken up in the morning wondering if this was last day on earth? have you ever left your house? unsure if you'd return? have you ever seen your friend get shot outside his favorite store? have you ever seen a friend die from drugs he never used beofore? have you ever sat beneath the stars hoping god will hear? have you ever seen your friend drive away after way too

Lonely
Lonely are the nights Lonely are the days Lonely am I, in so many ways Lonely are the seasons Lonely are the years So lonely am I, that it brings tears. Lonely is this place Lonely is my life Lonely am I, that I reach for a knife Lonely is this court room Lonely is my sentence So lonely am I that I ask for repentance.

In A Giveaway For 5,000,000 Fubucks
Hello everyone, I am in a giveaway on Stephanie Lynn's page for 5,000,000 Fubucks. I need 45,000 comments in 6 weeks. If you would like to help please add Stephanie as a friend so you may bomb my pic. Any amount of comments is appreciated and thanks! The link is below.....

Learning To Like Me
I know I blog about this a lot, but this has been a lifelong struggle, so bear with me. I have been doing a lot of thinking and soul searching lately, and I have come to some conclusions. I will no longer allow other people’s opinions, moods, ignorance, stupidity, or jealousy affect how I think about myself or the decisions I make for my life. I am in the best position to make decisions for myself being that I am involved in all aspects of my life, and I am the only one who has to live with the decisions that I make. I have a lot of flaws and a lot of curves, but I also have love, beauty, intelligence, kindness, compassion, and a big heart. Although I am trying to change some of the things that I don’t like about myself, they are all a part of who I am, and I am trying to accept them and move forward. I have a few good friends who help to build me up and there is always room for more of those. There is also, unfortunately, a whole world of people out there who are unhapp

Plz Help Me Win A 1-mo Vip (plz Repost)
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No Lacy Black Thong For Him!
Dancing Queen, this song is in my head. I love ABBA! I used to love singing their songs when I was a kid. Muriel's Wedding is one of my favorite all time movies! LOVE IT. It is Friday and a 3 day weekend, wooo hooo! So glad. I think Peter is going to the cabin tomorrow? My boys have informed me that they don't want to go so that quiet weekend looks like it might not happen. I am afraid that they are getting older and wanting to be with their friends and girlfriends is more important than being with Dad at the cabin. Oh well. I can't blame them. Last night was not the Valentines I was expecting. Peter came home empty handed and that kind of upset me. He "forgot" to stop by and get me something on his way home. So those pretty lacy black panties I was wearing....yeah, those he didn't get to see! I was not happy. He was not going to get his Valentines either! I took them off, put on my pajama bottoms, laid the lace panties on the bed and when he walked back in I tol

You Gave Me So Much Room, I Can't Breath
Tell me about those nights you stayed awake... Tell me about those days you hated me... One day this will all fade away... In the mirror, you'll see a smiling face... And next to you will always be me.

The Ocean
It laps so gently onto the powder white sand, it crashes with rage and batters the land. It gives and it takes, its power pure might, and yet within the waves you can take flight. Distances so vast, it separates the land, but all it takes is one caring hand. One you can trust to guide and to show, that the ocean is there and can make us grow. We mirror the rhythm of its ebb, its flow, we make love so hard, fast or slow. Waves rolling taking us closer, building into that one place we both simply know. Let my fingers wrap tight as you take hold of my hand, step over the pebbles through the sand. We can leave those footprints so soft in the beach, others can follow if they take one hand they can reach. Swim with me and dive into the deep, through those waves, let them lap and leap. We will find those places so dark with no light, ones we must all see before we can take flight. It can cleanse a soul filled with so much pain, it will fill your heart with the

Mumm Roast
OMG that was a bad idea to do a mumm on a previous mumm!! lol I was asking if I should go and tell those that had left a rude or nasty what I thought of their rude or nasty comment. Sorry didnt mean to baffle ya all. Didnt think it was that complicated of a question. well that wont happen again! yoshi out for now

My Love
yone is wondering how things are going between me and Shawn "Everdreamer"..Yes, we met on Fubar and I have been living here in Michigan with him for a month now..we celebrated our first Valentine's Day together this year..one month together..has it been perfect? Well..NO...he comes from a much different world/ background than I do..He was raised by much older parents/ very strict and old fashioned as me...well...I am more carefree and open-minded...Opposites attract they say...and I guess that is true..He is trying so desperately to break that bad ass Jersey attitude I have sometimes lol....yeah, we have a bad attitude about some things...oh well..nothing is perfect....I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH!!

Love Is...
Two hearts intertwined... Different views... Different dreams... Different needs... Different wants... Bound by a fragile string called LOVE... Union as willed by GOD... A journey in life... May be pounded by the forces of nature... May be struck by the fiercest lightning... Yet two hearts bound by a delicate twine... STRONG enough... To stand the test of time.

Fateful Yes
My emotions are too intense to describe; I could never explain the way I feel, I've forgotten how to breathe as he takes my hand, And before me, begins to kneel. I gaze into his hopeful eyes And feel his gentle grasp, Time was held still all around, Yet an eternity seemed to elapse. Although he barely whispered the words, In a delicate, loving voice, They landed on my ears like a thunderstorm, That ceases to await my choice. I hated putting you in suspense, But I lost ability to speak, My heart had stopped altogether, A tear rolled down my cheek. I reached out and caressed his lovely face, My decision I'd never second-guess, Loving him so much it hurt, I uttered my fateful, "Yes."

Embracing The Flames
Lonely days and nights, Silent tears flowed, Clouding judgment, Darkened souls reduced my heart. Seeking refuge in pain and darkness, Sheltering my grief from the world, Come and set me free, Release me… Please don’t be afraid, Touch the flames Touch my soul, Save me from myself, Sleeping Beauty waits, A prisoner in her sleep, Poor Cinderella slaved, Worked hand and foot, Damn fairy tales… Ignorance is bliss! Come and set me free, Release me… Please don’t be afraid, Touch the flames Touch my soul, Save me from myself, Unwanted child, A shadow since birth, Ungrateful bitch, Lost in hell, Embracing the flames… Trapped within, Come and set me free, Release me… Please don’t be afraid, Touch the flames Touch my soul, Save me from myself, I’ve walked alone, Running through fantasies, Unable to see through my delusions, Desperately clinging…. Afraid to face my nightmare, Too confront that which is me,

Congrats Shiscus For Winning And I Was Runer Up Hehe
Shiscus Click to show Shiscus some Luv is having a BLAST!!! A 3 Day Blast to be Exact She is the WINNER of Granny's Panties Lounge Valentines Drawing Runner Up is ~ShY AnGeL~ Click to show ~ShY AnGeL~ some Luv receiving 25,000 fubucks

Eternal Sun
Some days when the skies cloud over We don't know what to do Should we give up or carry on Or move to somewhere new? If we always wanted summer Forever we would roam And the closer we got to the sunshine The further we'd be from home The sooner that we learn To see the seasons through The closer we'll become There lives eternal sun...

She Is...
He came to her on a starry night Her the lady, he the knight And knelt before her on the ground Her hands within his own he bound And gazed into her starlit eyes Illuminated by the lunar rise And smiling, produced to her a ring A trinket to most, a trifled thing And said to her those words she dreamed And faltered not, although it seemed He would. And she, exuberant, looking down Could not recall when last she'd frowned Though tears flowed freely down her face And settled on her moonlit lace Her face bespoke rapturous elation Outshining God's surrounding creations And opening her delicate mouth One whispered word made to slip out And soared across the enchanted night And on his ears it made to alight With growing cheer upon its advent His heart soared forth whenst it gained the content And all doubts dashed he embraced her dearly For though it seemed unlikely, She would. And spinning upon that ghostly hill That gorgeous spine of earth instilled It seemed

What A Day!
today is the day after valentines day...boy what a day...people were buying all kinds of valentines stuff on sale today...saving it for next year i guess...hahaha...glad ot see it go! i work in retail so i tired of condensing down the damn valentines! valentines day was ok i guess...nothing special...went to eat...made a cake...woo hoo...

Liquid Latex Show Tonight
Whoot! I love Fridays! We are braking out the latex and getting ready for the fun!! I wonder what he is going to paint on me today.. and what colors. We have red, green and blue! We used green and red last friday so i think we are going to change it up! I am gonna be filming it and taking some more pics so we can add it to the site and Rude! Don't miss tonights show.. check the schedule!

Get To Know Me
50 Unordinary Questions 1. When's the last time you held a baby? a month ago 2. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? some of them 3. What book are you reading right now? none 4. Is your lipgloss poppin'? hell ya 5. When is the last time you saw the person you like? i dont like any1 7. Can you dance? yes 8. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? noooo 9. Think of all your exes. Would you take any of them back? no theyr cheeters 10. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would you do? lay around n watch movies 11. Who's the last person that texted you? no fone 12. Have you ever been on your school's track team? ha na 13.Do you own a pair of converse? yes 14. Do you have a gay/lesbian friend? lots im bisexual 15. Do you eat raw cookie dough? yes i cant bake 16. Have you ever kicked a vending machine? i beat 1 up pretty good n got free soda! 17. Don't you hate when the radio fuzzes when good

Just Talkin
So I have this friend who wants me to be his girl, we been on and off for three years now and we both done some shaddy shyt, one worse then the other each time....I love him dearly and I love him fully, but trusting him hurts and he hurts....I dont know what to do, and I do know I want things to work so there can be a me and you...dam boo I am in love woth you!!!

Temple Night
Hey .. ok Exotic Easter 8 - Tickets are in my hands.We got VIP and Gen Admin.VIP (face value $25) -- for you $20 bucks each.Gen Admin (face value $15) -- for you $10 bucks each.Tickets will be for sale at the TEMPLE event blow, even if you don't have time to go to TEMPLE you can run by and get your EE8 tickets now.I will also have tickets on me the Bonham Exchange on Friday, Feb 22nd, so find me and buy your tickets.IF you really want these tickets before i sale them all, and have to lock the door at the club becuase it sold out... send me a message and we will work something out.Pre-Sale tickets gets you in the DOOR fast and easy with no problems.OH yeah -- TEMPLE NIGHT -- don't miss it, fun fun fun .. this little undergounrd event is really taking off .. lots of BUZZZZZ.*please repost this if not doing anything Sunday night and/or can help us do well by getting a bigger crowd*(if not, then we're just gonna flush this guinea pig)Temple Of Flesh productions is taking it underground wit

Just My Thoughts
After hearing from a lot of folks that are anti gun folks and seeing the news reports of the school shootings that have made the news over the past few years I thought I would write my thoughts. First there is not such thing as a No Gun Zone as there is no such thing as a No Drug Zone. Some have made the feel good move to designate such places but the facts are that those rules only apply to Law Abiding folks. Such places Never apply to Thugs, crooks, killers, dealers and outlaws. These are Feel good ideas that have no place in the reality we live in. Some people think that by making a law it stops the problem when in reality it only makes them Feel Better. The reality is that Bad Guys can get or make a weapon. If you look at my weapons folder you will see that I can build a weapon in my spare time that will make even gun folk stare. But I would never hurt another person except in self defense or defense of others. All the weapon I build are absolutely Legal and Its absolutely

If You Got Time To Help Me
Hi all my wonderful fu friends... Im pretty close to having enough for a spotlight(only need about 3 million more,LOL)...i know , they cost a fortune these days...Im not asking for donations...i entered a give away , which will give me plenty of bucks to have my spotlight...I only need 35k in comments and ill be all set...If you have ant spare time to drop me a few comments on this picture i surley would appreciate it...I totally understand if you can only drop a few and any and all comments will be appreciated 100 percent...Thank you in advance for your help and thank you for being my friends...Have a wonderful night... Just click the pic and comment ...thank you... P.S. If your not allready,you must add Stephanie Lynn as a friend to vote...Shes #1 on this site and i guarantee youll enjoy her as a friend as well...shes very kind and very real... Thank You 8-p

Yay Level Ten
Thank you all who helped me. I didnt know there are other ways of getting points. Now I am gonna be needing help to build my lounge. Talk about alot of work. Well I need a refresher course in CSS style sheets. been years since I built my webpage and I used style sheets on that but it is different here. So my Lounge is named : RETRO FIT THE theme is basically Classic Rock and other retro music. Any suggestion or CONSTRUCTIVE CRITICISM much appreciated. yoshi out

Lalala...
...all the things you'll want to know... but all the things you'll wish you didn't. Intro Yes, I am approachable; but not available, attainable, nor tamable. I will laugh at you if you start by telling me, "hey...no offense..." *Seriously, nothing you have to say about me can define me.* BUT YOU STILL REALLY BLOW! =D If what you have to say is interesting... I can be interesting as well. If what you have to say is absolutely stupid... well, I can be stupid too: ie.BLOCK,IGNORE,REJECT!!! Sometimes I can be one of the most open minded

Given More Time
I have been giving more time to get 10,000 comments on my pic. It would really mean alot to me if all my friends would come and show me some support. You know I have given my support to ppl in the past hoping that one day when I had my chance they would do the same, but I have been proven wrong, it seems that everyone is for there ownself on here...and forget who really helps out. If you wanta to help me out just click on the pic and go leave a comment it doesn't have to mean anything just post something... Thanks to everyone that helps.. ~BabyGirl~

Bitchology!
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs... They call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love... They call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way... They call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it... I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so b

School Shooting
Apparently there was a shooting at my brother's school today. I just found out about it through my step dad who saw it on the news. The scariest part is that I was picking him up no more than 5 minutes before it happened.... I don't have much info yet but when I find out I'll post more. There is supposed to be word on it on the 5 o clock news here... *An Update: "Police have confirmed that a 9th grade student is dead following a shooting at Palo Verde High School. The shooting happened just as school was let out for the day. According to police, a car carrying a group of teens, heading east on Alta, fired several shots into a group of students, fatally wounding the 9th grader."

Tgif Rock Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE WANNA ROCK YOUR WORLD AT THE BLACK DIAMOND LOUNGE WITH THE BEST IN ROCK, METAL, AND INDEPENDENT MUSIC AROUND CLICK ON THE PIC TO JOIN THE PARTY DJ BARTAB ON AIR TO TAKE YOUR REQUEST AND ROCK OUT YOUR FAVORITE TUNES (repost of original by 'DIRTY BITCH~DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~' on '2008-02-15 09:29:22') (repost of original by 'DJ BARTAB BLACK DIAMOND DJ AKA THE DRUNKENMONKEY FUENGAGED AND RL/BF TO DJ KRAZYCHICK HONORARY DB' on '2008-02-15 09:30:44') (repost of original by 'DIRTY BITCH~DJ BOO BOO KITTY F*CK!~CO-OWNER OF BLACK DIAMOND~R/L WIFE 2 FREAK ON A LEASH~' on '2008-02-15 10:32:12') (repost of orig

Understanding But Not Able To Change The Facts
OK WELL IVE BEEN CONSIDERING POSTING THIS FOR A WHILE NOW BUT UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES I THINK TODAY IS A GREAT DAY TO DO SO !!!!! IVE BEEN A PART OF THE CYBER WORLD NOW FOR ALMOST A YEAR FROM MYSPACE TO FUBAR AND MEGA DRAMA ALWAYS SEEMS TO BE THE TOPIC OF MAANY CONVERSATIONS SOO IM GONNA ADDRESS MY FEELINGS AND MY OUTLOOK ON THE SITUATION IF PEOPLE CARE GREAT IF NOT SO BE IT IM NOT HERE TO IMPRESS YOU OR YOUR NEIGHBOR IM HERE FOR ME NOT ANY ONE ELSE THE WAY I SEE IT IS THIS IS MY PAGE AND MY LIFE ONLY 1 PERSON DO I HAVE TO FACE EACH MORNING AND IN 30 YEARS LOOK AT IN THE MIRROR AND THATS ME THE ROMPER ROOM CRAP IS FOR SCHOOL AND PEOPLE WHO DONT HAVE A FREAKING LIFE GROW UP DOESNT MATTER WHO LIKES YOU AND WHO DONT LEARN TO LIKE YOURSELF AND MORE IMPORTANTLY GET A LIFE UR NOT MAKING URSELF LOOK BETTER BY JUDGING OTHERS THERE 1 JUDGE WE WILL ALL FACE AND EVERYONE NEEDS TO START FACING THEMSELVES UNTIL THEN KEEP UR PAGE TO U IF U HAVE TRUE AND I MEAN TRUE FRIENDS THEY WILL BE GREATFUL F

Fuck Buddy?..
Well Im horny hard and bored off my ass and wanting to find a nice hot body to mmm well taste and make extreamly wet.. Its not easy always being horny and hard as a rock and not exactly haveing anyone to.. shall we say "Ride the Bull" ;)

She Learned
Many nights of dreaming Many days spent in thought Wondering of making love And what it truly brought The touch of soft lips against her Their caress of her smooth skin A lover had taken her now Her learning this night does begin Gentle hands explore her body Under their caress she feels it respond Deep inside of her she feels a warmth The growing of a special bond Their lips together are now sealed Their tongues dance in love this day Pleasure fills her mind completely No words can she now say Her nipples he now caresses A gentle squeeze, a moan she does release Knowing her lover is taking her The feelings she does not want to cease His hand searches for her nectar Lips of her womanhood he does find Gently caressing the smooth flesh As a fiery arousal slowly fills her mind She feels the warmth of her nectar From her slowly it now does flow The love that he is giving to her Is what she has longed to know She feels his entrance into her now Her womanhood is

Hendricks Teams
well it has been a great start for the hendricks teams dale jr winning the shootout and the first daul and starting 3rd for sundays race , jimmy winning the pole not to mention gordon and mears starting close to the front to will it be another hendrick year to win a championship?

What I Want To Be When I Grow Up
I have a good job. Truth be told, I have the kind of job people would kill for. I make decent money and yet manage time to blog and have my own radio show. Even though I am lucky in that aspect, I will say this…when I was a kid, I didn't not have aspirations of taking X-rays or Ct scans for a living. Needless to say due to maturity, well, immaturity, and hormones, what I wish I could do for a living then, and what I wish I could do for a living now are two totally differerent things. So… Here is what I would do for a living if I had the choice. BODY ARTIST- I think that the painting of the female body and the creation of body molds is such a wonderful form of artistic expression. The shapes the designs… the rubbing my hands all over the hot bodies of females! Seriously… Nothing would make me more happy than to grope and rub shit all over a hot girl, look at her husband, and say… That will be $1,000. Sperm Donor- Whats the negative here? You jerk off a

A Fools Game
so many mistakes were made so many lies were said so many secrets kept within life seems so crucial to be playing us like pawns in a game seems like a horrible nightmare that i can never awake from like all this is one big joke that doesnt seem funny to have a heartbroken could be the worst pain yet to have happiness ripped right from underneath me and then to be laughed at for being a fool a fool to love a fool to care a fool to believe maybe thats what i am just a fool a fool for loving you it is now forever imprinted on my heart

Too Long For Mumm: Does He Have A Right To Make Me Cry?
He cares for me. I know this. He says he loves me. I know this. I love him too. He is my best friend. You know the story, if you read my MUM entitled "rightVSwrong" dated February 13th: I'm single again. I told him I want us to be friends. He's my best friend. I told him I can't be with him right now because I have to figure out who I am. I told him I need to get to know me to know what it is I want. I told him I want to be friends and he was finding every which way he could to hurt my feelings, including saying "All you bitches are the same." and "Now I can ask my coworker out!" and I realize..... he is trying to hurt me back, but I couldn't lie to him and be like "I'm positive I'm in love with you" cos I've never been in love before! I didn't say there isn't a possibility of us becoming more than friends in the future. I said we have too strong of a bond NOT to be in eachother's lives. Am I wrong for being honest? Am I wrong for wanting my space? Am I wrong for telling him we can

Beautiful Lil Girl
shes my beautiful lil girl a lil princess yet she has to see so much i dont want her to see when him and i fight she sees it all i wish she didnt wish he would just leave me alone shes so beautiful she should see all that she does its not fair to her such a beautiful lil girl

Self Esteem
everyone tells me im pretty and i should see that but its just so hard to when i have someone tellin me otherwise when i get told im ugly and a fat cunt how do you feel pretty when someone you loved tells you that how do you feel good about yourself its bad enought when you have some self esteem but when you have low self esteem its horible

Lifes A Bitch
yeasterday was great for me yes I went to the doc which was kinda sucky but my wonderful husband went to the hospital chaplin and got him to marry us right there in the hospital in my pjs.well today i got on fubar and the guy who was supposed to fu own me got mad cause i wasnt on yeasterday and now wants his fubucks back.I dont have all of it cause I paid someone off I owed money to.I am going to give him his 300k fubucks back.So my day starts off bad.It gets worse of course.I finally heard from my lawyer who is not representing me any more and I have to get a new one by june 1st even though the trucker hasnt been caught.I was told the state put a lien on the insurance money I was going to use to get me a new car so now I cant get one.Im at the end of my rope.I cant take anymore.

Hell
you act like you have it so bad like everything wrong is someone elses fault you think your so perfect yet you act like an ass treating everyone like shit from time to time say your life is hell well you aint seen hell yet you still have a family that loves you a beautiful daughter people who wanna help so if your life is hell you did it yourself you wanna see hell keep your shit up you are going to lose everything

~upmost Respect~
Yesterday I was on my way to see my daughter...I was driving along the highway and kept noticing oncoming vehicles pulled over to the side of the road. this went on for miles. Even Semi trucks ...all pulled off the side of the road. Then it dawned on me: I am in line with a funeral procession. You see here in Oklahome when oncoming traffic comes upon a funeral procession it is in the upmost repect for the departed to pull off to the side of the road to pay your respects as the departed is making his last trip to his final resting place. You turn your headlights on and let all in procession go by. This can be the greatest gift for the family of the departed to see the respect shown to thier lost loved one. I was on the phone with my friend LoneWolf from california and was amazed that he had never heard of it but he also agreed it was the most respectful thing to do. So I was wonderin, does your state do the same...cause here in Oklahoma that is how we roll!!!! I am proud of this

Just Realized...
That there was a blog section here...Sometimes I hate being a newb. Anyway, expect random rants about useless nothings from time to time. Out of the millions of people on the planet, I'm sure one or two actually read mine. Thanks. :-)

Sorry Your Not Perfect
im sorry you arent perfect sorry you fucked your life up sorry you cant grow up sorry you have a kid sorry life doesnt hand things to you sorry you actually have to do somehing sorry you have a beautiful daughter sorry you have a wonderful family sorry you cant see how good you could have it sorry your not perfect

I Have A Fu-owner!!!
i have a fu-owner!!!! so please stop by and show her some love!! shes a great friend and a real sweetheart. i'm so lucky to have her as my owner :D she only needs 104,044 more points to level!!! {D.S.C} COME LUV ME@ fubar

Pullin My Hair Out!
OK So here is my day thus far. I've spent the entire damn day arguing with someone...over my house, my sister, money....I've had enough. Today is one of those days that I should have stayed in bed with the covers pulled up over my head. My roommate was laid off today which is fan-fucking-tabulous....I think I am going to start doing shots so that I may possibly chill the fuck out a little before I beat the ever living hell out of someone or something.

Slain Infant’s Mother To Fight Extradition
Slain infant’s mother to fight extradition By Hunter Sauls The Facts Published February 15, 2008 The one-way plane ticket to bring the mother of a slain 3-month-old boy back from New York will have to wait. Caren Kohberger, 27, of Alvin has requested a hearing on her extradition from New York to face a child endangerment charge in Brazoria County, a process which typically takes weeks to resolve. Brazoria County District Attorney Jeri Yenne said her office is prepared to “jump through the hoops” of the formal extradition process to bring her back to the county. Kohberger has been held in a New York City prison hospital since her arrest Tuesday by New York City police and FBI agents. Officials allege Kohberger endangered the life of her son, Alijah Mullis, by giving him to his unstable and potentially violent father, Travis Mulls, at the trailer home in Alvin in which they lived. An affidavit on the charge against Kohberger states she told police Mullis was “freaking

All I Asked Is For A Rate Hell With The Bombin Its Anit All The Inportant To Get The Comments So Keep On Ratin It And Thanks Again Everyone Also Wante
OK HERES THE DEAL...MY FRIEND IS IN A GIVEAWAY FOR A HAPPY HOUR, AND HE COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP! IF I COULD PLEASE HAVE MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY DROP SOME COMMENTS THAT WOULD BE GREAT! OK OK..I KNOW BOMBING STINKS BUT I REALLY WANT A HAPPY HOUR,AND IF I DONT WIN I MIGHT JUST CRY..YOU DONT WANT TO SEE THAT DO YOU? A GROWN MAN CRY? SO IF YOU CAN, JUST STOP BY AND AT LEAST RATE THE PIC BELOW? THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IF YOU DONT WANT TO BOMB...ONE RATE..ONE PIC! CAN YOU HELP ME OUT PLEASE? PLZ GUYZ HE IS A GREAT GUY HE WILL HELP YA WITH ANYTHING!! HE RAWKS!!ANGEL! BROUGHT TO U BY: ¤♥Ðj'HøRñ¥ ÂñGê£♥¤©ONLY@ ¤Rê£êÑ†£ê§§¤RåÐ¡Õ¤ @ fubar

My Friend !!!
Ok so no music, no pretty background, boring ole text, far too early for anything that creative. As most of yew know, I'm point whoring big time for spotlight, and Stephanie is having yet another fantastical give away, for fubucks, and of course, yours truly has entered! Blah blah blah I'm rambling, quick to the point, if your bored and feel like commenting, stop by Stephanie's page hit her with a rate, fan & add (This is a MUST if you plan on getting into that folder!) Once you've been added you can find my picture in the $$$ Fu-Bucks Sale $$$ folder, or just clicky the link!! My link and bombs away! As always, for those that help, you shall get gifties! yes gifties :P whether it be salutes, photoshopped pics..hell idk what yew people like, lemme know :P Bomb my attention starved ass? :) a sticky be sooo cool ill give my fu$$ all plesss terry

Breaking Electrical News
Shock horror for would-be power cable thief Tue Feb 12, 1:01 PM ET Police in central England are hunting for a badly scorched would-be copper power cable thief after finding a hacksaw embedded in an 11,000 volt power cable Saturday night. The thief, who also left a lit blow torch at the scene, is expected to be badly charred, spiky haired and not exactly the brightest bulb in the socket. "The sheer stupidity of cutting through power cables should be glaringly obvious to everyone," said Phil Wilson, customer operations manager with local power company Central Networks. "At the very least putting the hacksaw through the cable would have created an almighty bang and the line would have burned for quite a few seconds, showering them with molten copper... We can only assume they left in a great hurry or they were injured and were dragged away by an accomplice." But searches of local hospitals have so far not found the culprit, a spokeswoman for Derbyshire Police said Tuesda

Free Divorce Given Away On Valentine's Day
W. Va. Radio Station Giving Away Free Divorce Winner To Be Drawn On Valentine's Day CHARLESTON, W.Va. (AP) ¯ A West Virginia radio station is observing Valentine's Day with a reminder that Cupid sometimes misses his mark. WKLC-FM, better known as Rock 105, is giving away a free divorce. Valentine's Day isn't all hearts and flowers, says WKLC Program Director Jay Nunley. There is a darker side, he said, "where maybe you despise your spouse and resent the entire day." Through 4 p.m. on Thursday, Valentine's Day, applications for the free divorce will be accepted on the classic rock station's Web site. The winning name will be drawn at 5 p.m. Nunley cautions that this is a real divorce and people shouldn't enter if they aren't serious. Also, people expecting a long, drawn-out legal battle should hire a lawyer because the Rock 105 contest is for a relatively uncomplicated divorce. Charleston attorney Rusty Webb will handle the actual filing. "Sure we can give away

Awww. She's Awesome! Ty Nyha
For anyone that isn't aware... Any donation will receive a salute made for them as well as included in a thank you pimpout. Any donation of $10,000 or more will recieve a custom graphic from my great friend Tinkerbell! Any donation of 200,000 or more will receive a solo pimpout and featured on my profile! Join the few others there! If you are trying to level and would rather have more than a thank you I or a couple friends that have volunteered to help will leave 100 10s on your pictures for $10,000 fubucks. $20,000 if you want to receive the salute and graphic as well. :) I am at almost 4 million fubucks. So, not too much longer to go! MUCH FU LOVE, PebblesinAZ

Poli- Tickin
WHATS UP?, WHAT IT IS?, HOW YA DOIN?, HEY, HI, HELLO, WHATS GOOD?,..( I HOPE I COVERED EVERY GREATING FOR NORTH AMERICA)..HTIS IS UR NEW BUDDY DJ JUSTICE AND MY FIRST BLOG..IM PRETTY MUCH NEW HERE AT FUBAR(FOR THE 2ND TIME)AND I WANT TO THANK ALL THE FUBARIANS FOR BEING SO COOL AND KIND...HELPIN A BROTHER FIND HIS WAY ALONG THE FU PATH.OFCOURSE THERE HAVE BEEN A FEW STUMBLES ALONG THE WAY..BUT I GOT MY STRIDE NOW AND IM JUST CRUISIN ALONG...SO AS MY FIRST BLOG, IM GONNA GIVE THANKS IN FORM OF SHOUT OUTS TO PEOPLE THAT I CONSIDER SHOUT WORTHY...SOME ARE FUBARIANS, SOME ARE JUST AVERAGE FOLKS...FIRST I WANT TO SHOUT OUT OBAMA AND HILARY FOR ATLEAST MAKING THIS PAST YEAR INTERESTING. THE LAST 2 ELECTIONS HAVE BEEN REAL SNOOZE FESTS. NEXT I WANT TO SHOUT OUT CASPER, ONE AND ONLY BABYGURL, SEXYASS, ZONDA AND PAUL, MS CHULA 69, MIZZ J/TOO RAW, THE MYSTERIOUS Q, D.A.M.,TYGHTWHYGHT, ALLL THE 2ND ALARM HOTTIES, AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ITALIAN GOTH SLAVE....ALL THOSE FOLKS ARE COOL PPL..HIT UP TH

So I Had This......
jackass add me here today on fubar. He asked me for my yahoo screen name which i gave to him so we could talk instead of using the shoutbox. he asked me how i was and then instantly asked to see my NSFW pics. I was in the process of doing something so i told him i would show him later and actually apologized to his sorry ass for not being able to do it at that moment. He said whatever and then in the shoutbox came back and said fuck u....then on top of that rated me a 1. What in the fuck is wrong with people these days and why are people so fuckin desperate that they need to come on fubar and see pics of naked people. I just don't get it. I have NSFW pics because i enjoy takin pics of myself and enjoy people tellin me that i'm sexy and beautiful. But i won't just show them to every tom dick and hairy out there. People just need to get a fuckin grip on life. UUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Just had to vent. Thanks for listening.

So...ever Been In Love??
So have you ever been in Love with someone that doesn't feel the same? Someone you'd step in front of a gun for? someone you'd take care of your entire life, and ect? its funny in a sad way this is my second love. My first Love was everything i could dream for. the looks, personality, ect. and this new love is the same. But its not a fairy tail love story. one day i'm up then the next i'm down. I've got to thank my dad, the Lord, and music, for helping me out. i just don't know what i got myself into. Oh Lord i need you right now!!!

Tag Your It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10)addicted to fubar 9)1 daughter 8)love the Dodgers & Lakers 7)I have 2 sisters 6)born in Colorado 5)fav food is mexican 4)love country music 3)single for life 2)love to cook 1)rain storms turn me on

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I Told You I Look Good In A Pink Name
So I kinda whored myself out after being away for 3+ months (shush!) and I had put "I look good in a pink name" as my status. And this wonderful man just bought me one!! :D YAY! Thank you very much. Go give him some love. DAMIAN@ fubar

*you Are The Music In Me*
NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA Yeah You are the music in me You know the words "Once upon a time" Make you listen, There's a reason When you dream, there's a chance you'll find A little laughter, Or happy ever after Your harmony, to melody It's echoing inside my head A single voice, above the noise A like a common friend , MMM your pulling me When I hear my favorite song, I know that we belong You are the music in me Yeah it's living in all of us And it's brought us here because You are the music in me NA NA NA NA NA NA NA NA Yea You are the music in me It's like I knew you before we met Can't explain, There's no name for it I'm saying words I've never said And it was easy, Cause you see the real me As I am, You understand And that's more than I've ever known To hear your voice, Above the noise And know I'm not alone When I hear my favorite song, I know that we belong You are the music in me Yeah it's living in all of us And it's brought us h

Brother
When we were kids we loved eachother, when we were teens we partied FUCKIN hard. Brother realize that me not talkin to you and wondering what you feel makes me sick. Your my only brother and brothers stick togeather. i love you! do you love me? you stopped me from getting my ass kicked. Brother i'm sorry for hurting you in the past, but thats the past. don't live for yesterday, tommorow, but TODAY! Brother you have a beautiful daughter. we have the same bestfriend, Joey. I need you brother. My life is good, but LOVE is taking a toll on me. No not Sarah. I know can you believe I love someone other than Sarah Jane? I have alot of things i need to get movin, but i don't want you in my life when i get money. I want you in my life now. Mom and Dad.....they love and miss you. Come on Brother. Lets be a family again

Beer 4 Geeks
DOS Beer: Requires you to use your own can opener, and requires you to read the directions carefully before opening the can. Originally only came in an 8-oz can, but now comes in a 16-oz can. However, the can is divided into 8 compartments of 2-oz each, which have to be accessed separately. Soon to be discontinued, although a lot of people are going to keep drinking it after it's no longer available. MAC Beer: At first, came only in a 16-oz can, but now comes in a 32-oz can. Considered by many to be a "light" beer. All the cans look identical. When you take one from the fridge, it opens itself. The ingredients list is not on the can. If you call to ask about the ingredients, you are told that "you don't need to know." A notice on the side reminds you to drag your empties to the waste bin. Windows 95 Beer: The world's most popular beer. Comes in a 16-oz can that looks a lot like Mac Beer's. Requires that you already own a DOS Beer. Claims that it allows you to drink several DOS

Appologies To Studio 54
I deeply regret what i posted on my earlier blog, and hope that studio 54 will welcome me back. I did that out of anger and i realize i shouldent have done that. I appologise to all of studio 54 for what i have done.

This Time Its For Kayla
Spotlight Project Update: (Added by Kayla) My very sweet friend Mizz Shady saw that I was trying to work for fubucks and raise money so that I could bid on Spotlight, and she surprised me today with this bulletin....I've now added in all the people who had already donated before this bulletin went up. (I am still looking for projects that I can do to earn Fubucks as my time permits, so feel free to send me a message if you have a fubucks 4 rates or comments promotion going on.) This is a much nicer looking bulletin than I could ever make, so a big thanks to Mizz Shady for being kind enough to jump in and help me out with this. THIS IS KAYLA AND WE LOVE HER!!! TRUST ME WE DO... YOU HAVEN'T SEEN ALL HER PICS YET... OMFG (HAWT).... SO WHAT DO WE DO WHEN WE LOVE SOMEONE? WE HELP THEM... YES HERE I GO AGAIN.. SHE NEEDS FUBUCKS AND NEEDS FUBUCKS IN A BIG WAY.. SHES CLOSE TO THE LEVEL CUT OFF LINE OF BEING ABLE TO DO THE SPOTLIGHT.. SHES NEVER HAD THAT CHANCE TO DO

Git R Done
Alan is having a Happy Hour on Saturday Feb 16th at 8 pm pst, hes so close to Godfathering, if all of us pull together...WE CAN MAKE THIS HAPPEN! Ty in advance to all who helps. Much love..xoxox Jen ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©Lieutenant of the Confederate Bombers@ fubar Brought to u by the one & only ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ ~*DSC*~ "Fu Owned by "Sexy Baby Blue Eyes"@ fubar

Feel
When you are by my side My heart beats with more intensity, My blood flows though my veins Like a hurricane, faster than ever. When I think about you, I know that you are really far away from my eyes It just makes me calm, that you are really close to my heart.

Being Played For A Sucker
ever felt like you were being played for a sucker? sucks doesnt it? i for one dont like it and i fucking despise people who do so.jokin around is cool and shit like that but its like i get so sick and tired of makin myself feel like i am doin something good and then you go aroiund finding out that the people that you think you are helpin out the people that you THINK youi are doin good for...helpin someone feel good...feel better is just a fuckin joke. i am in NO WAY gonna take it anymore...if i feel like i am being played around with my friendship and kindness of my heart being taken advantage of then i will no longer talk to you so you can go ahead and just delete me from your list

Your Eyes
My eyes have seen much; Each golden fire created by a sunrise or sunset. The smile and expression of laughter upon a child's face. Rainbows after a storm. The sweetest, most colorful flowers first bloom. Raging waves against the shore. Just when I thought I had seen the most profound wonders of the world before me, my eyes found yours - and you are so much more. Your eyes captivate me. The color of diamonds, sparkling like the stars They radiate like our candles do. Delicate glow around us as we dine and also urrounding our bed. If I were to lose my sight tomorrow - I would never become blind. My memory and heart are imprinted with the greatest beauty ever uncovered. The eyes have it all, simply because of you

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Hvorfor ble Nietzsche sint da han hørte om søsterens befatning med jødehatere? Fordi han ikke ville at hans navn skulle assosieres med dem skriver han. Hvis han ikke ville det hvorfor utvikles jødehetsen hans til det verre på slutten? Han hadde tross alt avskåret seg fra både Wagner og Elisabeth. Det kan vœre en grunn. Han ville hevne morens mord på faren og han ville nedkjempe kristendommen og derfor også ganske sikkert jødedommen. Samtidig. Ved å koble moren (skjult i tittelen) sammen med Sara og Egypt har han begynt veien mot en eksplosjon. Han slår to fluer i en smekk og projektet hans ville virkelig tatt uendelig mye lengre tid hvis E ikke hadde blandet seg inn. Men det var N som så på jødene som et problem i utgangspunktet. Ikke E. Grunnen til angrepet mot jødedommen og graden av det er derfor at han allerede er avslørt og torpedert av søsteren. E blir bundet fast i torpedoen ved at morens utroskap blir knyttet direkte til jødenes historie. Flukten hennes til Paragu

Loyal Bomber #1 - Rip Babygirl
Two die in wreck in icy conditions on Western Kentucky Parkway 02:14 PM EST on Tuesday, February 12, 2008 LOUISVILLE, Ky. (AP) -- Police say two people have died after the car they were in slid off an icy highway in western Kentucky. It happened as a winter storm blanketed large portions of central and western Kentucky late Monday and early Tuesday, leaving a treacherous mix of snow and ice. State police say the car overturned early Tuesday after going off the road four miles east of Caneyville when the driver lost control of the vehicle. Police say 19-year-old Haley Scott of Muldraugh and 23-year-old Jennifer Crow of Smyrna, Ga., were thrown from the car. Neither was wearing a seat belt. Police say the driver of the vehicle was 23-year-old Charles Jason Hutchins of Hopkinsville. He was wearing a seatbelt and was not hurt. Good bye Jenn.

You
You are there and I am here thinking about how much I love you thinking about how much I respect you thinking about how much I miss you Though I don't write or call you as often as I would like to I spend time every day thinking about you Sometimes it is a memory of something we shared Other times it is an incident in my life that I imagine myself telling you about No matter what it is in my mind I write and call you every day and I miss you

@@ A Love Poem @@
Once upon a time, There was a girl who lived in her prime, She was pretty, smart, but weak She was deep, pensieve...meek Who looked at the world with rose colored perfection And never bothered the world with her disconcerting observation. One day love struck her so deep Took her down a road she wanted to keep. The road was hard, rocky, and difficult to walk Along the way, she met people who talk About their own experience in this profound emotion And they had each learned with each sad and happy occassion. Some were good saying they were glad to see the day That love came their way. Others were embittered, broken, and torn Of the love they had lost and sworn Never to love again because of the hurt That love is painful to bear and nothing can take the place the love that is lost And nothing can ever be the same when it is when what it concerns the heart the most. Others told her sometim

Just Thinking
Though you are not here wherever I go or whatever I do I see your face in my mind and I miss you so I miss telling you everything I miss showing you things I miss our eyes secretly giving each other confidence I miss your touch I miss everything we share I don't like missing you It is a very cold and lonely feeling I wish that I could be with you right now where the warmth of our feelings would melt the winter snows But since I can't be with you right now I will have to be content just dreaming about of you

Tthoughts Of You
Thoughts of you run through my head Every minute, every hour, of everyday At night I wake with such a fright Dreaming of you not being there What would I do if you were gone You are thought of in every emotion When I smile it is because you have brightened my day When I cry it is because you are not there When I frown it is because you are sad When I laugh I am laughing with you When I am happy it is because I know you are there Please know you are my reason for living You are in the deepest part of my heart Just remember and always know, You are the love of my life No one else means more to me than you!

Make A Wish
NOT MINE BUT I FELT IT If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I c

New Target
$1 Million Fu-Bucks -- ONLY 15,000 Comments!!! (in 2 weeks) • $2 Million Fu-Bucks -- ONLY 25,000 Comments!!! (in 4 weeks) • $3 Million Fu-Bucks -- ONLY 35,000 Comments!!! (in 5 weeks) • $5 Million Fu-Bucks – ONLY 45,000 Comments!!! (in 6 weeks) RULES/RESTRICTIONS: - You MUST email me (do not shout me!) and include in your message what amount of Fu-Bucks you want to go for AND a jpeg (no other format) pic or link to a jpeg picture. - Entries for this special promotion will only be accepted until midnight Fubar time on 2/18/08. - Every participant will have precisely their allotted time (no extensions) to complete their comments. The “clock” will start ticking on the day your pic is loaded in the give-away. - No NSFW pictures or comments. No drama from you or your bombers. - Although I don’t usually require it, for this special promotion I am going to ask that contestants and their bombers rate, fan and add me to gain access to this special give

02-15-08 (hawt)
February 15, 2008 Hello and Happy Friday I hope this finds you 'FIRED' up for the weekend And have many 'HOT' plans That are not doused before they come to a full "FLAME" I know, I know ... A bit much! (on the 'hawt' references) hehe But at least I'm not asking a "H O T -or- N O T"

True Love
Come to me in need Feel my soft touch this day Enter into my offered embrace Let your doubts flow away Feel the softness of my lips As yours in a caress they gently touch The warmth of our bodies united Feelings we have longed for so much A gentle nibble against your skin A shiver of excitement no flows A warmth kindles deep inside As longing passion swiftly grows Hands travel over your skin so soft Your naked beauty there to explore You close your eyes before me now Into your arousal world you slip for sure Your body aches to be taken To feel love’s meaning so true Your heart races now with excitement Wanting me to become one with you Soon our bodies together lay Rid of clothing we once wore Entering into the act of love making Releasing our passions and let them soar A rush of nectar now escapes us Mixing into one as we now lay Wrapped in the embrace of true love From this day on we will stay A gentle kiss once again you feel Your eyes close for the night

The Stuck Vibrator
A lady called her gynecologist, and asked for an "emergency" appointment. The receptionist said to come right in. She rushed to the office, and was ushered right into an examination room. The doctor came into the exam room and asked about her problem. She was very shy about her emergency problem, and asked the gynecologist to please examine her vagina. So the doctor started to examine her. He stuck up his head after completing his examination. "I'm sorry, Miss," he said, "but removing that vibrator is going to involve a very lengthy , delicate and expensive surgical operation." "I'm not sure I can afford it," sighed the young woman. "But while I am here could you just replace the batteries? "

Wow, I'm A Pirate!
Arrrh, shiver me timbers if you're not the greatest pirate who ever sailed the high seas! We could try and be nice and say that you're not all bad, but we know that if ye were the captain of a ship of raucous savages ye wouldn't spend any time training them to explore their sensitive side. You'd probably be boarding luxury cruise ships, ripping pearl necklaces off ladies, and looting the men (after stripping them of their credit cards and cell phones of course). Long John Silver, Blackbeard, and Captain Hook all have nothing on you. You could probably rob someone blind and still leave 'em feeling glad that they met you — even if you made them walk the plank! While you have one sea-weary eye on a treasure trove, your other eye (assuming you're not wearing a patch) is making sure you're always seen strutting your stuff and looking mighty fine — wooden leg and all.

12"s Required
3 men walk into a bar. After they drink a couple of beers they are ready to leave, but the bartender won't let them unless they have 12 inches of dick between them. The first guy whips his out and shows 6 inches. The second guy drops his pants and shows 5 inches. Finally, the third guy shows his 1 inch dick. The bartender says "Ok, thats 12 inches you can go". As they're walking away the first guy says to the third, "Thank god you had a boner or we'd still be there."

Understanding
I really dont understand people sometimes. You go out of your way to be nice and they treat you like your the plaque or something. Is there so many people in the world that are hateful that you cant fit in unless your just like them? I go out of my way to be nice to people and treat them like I would want to be treated but that doesnt work sometimes. Why is it that it seems like if you treat people badly they come back for more and if your nice to people they think that something is wrong with you. Does anybody know the answer to that? I hate drama and dont look for trouble but it seems like I get caught up in things that I dont have any control over. If your friends with someone who is a bad person and does the wrong things it doesnt mean that you are just like that person, it just means that you take that person how they are. It definately doesnt mean that you agree with what they are doing. I dont know..can somebody enlighten me?

The Winners Are!!!
The winners are as follows under each person in the auction.. You all have 1 week to pay up unless other wise agreed upon with your owners! Thank You to everyone who joined and for everyone that bidded.... Keep your eyes open for our nxt family auction coming in a cpl months... Tracy won Perky with a 30 day blast! ☠Trâçý Mngr of Pîtbúll Mãfïå ☠/ Pròùd BBW of Fubar!/Perky's Valentine!@ fubar Slave Princess won Mr. D with 2 1 month VIPs for you or whomever else you choose (or 2 1 week blasts) your choice... 1 ticker 4 tags for you 4 tags for your wife 3 water reflections for you/ 3 for your wife pimpout in my About Me for you and your wife for one month i flashing gif image of all the people in your family 1 of the same for your wife 1 barbecue at Caldwell Park with me and my son and you and your wife and kids whenever works for you guys (i'll bribe y'all with tri-tip) more to come later if Mic thinks she's gonna beat me :P Guess I should prolly throw in

A Life Unchained
A word spoken unheard A thought never revealed A feeling in ones heart That has been forever sealed The pain in ones eye The sadness upon their face These all buried deep inside As loneliness they embrace A ray of hope dies out Thoughts of doubt soon consume Questioning of ones self Will sadness forever loom A sudden word is spoken The glow of light they see A bond is formed between two Is this is what was meant to be A soft kiss upon their lips Kind words fall upon their ear Erosion of all the darkness comes Wiping away all the sadness they wear A life full of visions now Their heart open and so free Rejoicing that the bonds are gone Their happiness all can see They look into the eyes of this stranger The one that saved them this day Wondering what path brought them together And if in their world they would stay A twinkle of happiness in their eye A gentle smile they can see A warmth grows now deep inside A life has been set completely free © Tall M

Lou's Hosting A Happy Hour
So my friend Lou is hosting the happy hour that's up next. I would so greatly appreciate it if you could stop by & at least rate his profile for me. You know if you tell me you showed some love his way I will return the love with ratings of my own or I'll toss a drink your way or perhaps both. Lou@ fubar Hugs & kisses to those that read & respond. To those that don't you know I love ya regardless!! ~*~XOXO~*~ Lizzy

Military
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old

Uncode Me-my Greek Past!
uncode me-IT’S like the bad ass game ASSAINS CREED read on----unlock my dna past government scientist come on please!!!!!!!!I need to know which Greek God I lOVED and which Goddess I was too-- DNA, or deoxyribonucleic acid, is the hereditary material in humans and almost all other organisms. Nearly every cell in a person’s body has the same DNA. Most DNA is located in the cell nucleus (where it is called nuclear DNA), but a small amount of DNA can also be found in the mitochondria (where it is called mitochondrial DNA or mtDNA). The information in DNA is stored as a code made up of four chemical bases: adenine (A), guanine (G), cytosine (C), and thymine (T). Human DNA consists of about 3 billion bases, and more than 99 percent of those bases are the same in all people. The order, or sequence, of these bases determines the information available for building and maintaining an organism, similar to the way in which letters of the alphabet appear in a certain order to form words and

My Love
I have this urge to write/type. I haven't had it in a very very long time. So I'm sitting here trying to think about what it is that i want to write/type. Theres only one thing on my mind right now and thats him. It's an amazing and scary thing to have someone just come into your life and steal your heart without you even knowing it. Then the reality hits you and you have one of those "holy shit I'm in love...how the fuck did that happen" moments. I've pretty much given up on even looking for a guy because they all turn out to be douche bags, stalkers, and/or losers. The whole thing started off as a joke and somehow turned into something more then that. He's quickly become one of the greatest people in my life. He's one of the few people that asks about whats going on in my life. When theres something wrong he helps me make sense of it. When I'm upset he calms me. He doesn't let me run away from anything. Instead he works through it with me. He's always on my mind. He makes me smile al

I'll Be There
I'll be there When no one is there for you and you think no one cares When the whole world walks out on you and you think your alone I'll be there When the one you care about the most Could care less about you When the one you gave your heart to Throws it in your face I'll be there When the person you trusted betrays you When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday I'll be there When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine When all you need is someone To catch your tears I'll be there When your heart hurts so bad you cant even breath When you just want to crawl up and die I'll be there When you start to cry After hearing that sad song When the tears just wont stop falling down I'll be there So you see I'll be there until the end This is a promise I can make If you ever need me Just give me a call and.... I'll be there

Not Happy With Mr.coffee!
Today I placed a call to the Mr.Coffe customer service dept. That did not go well. I also wrote an email to the customer service dept. Perhaps that will get some attention. Below is a copy and paste of that email. I have used Mr.Coffee coffee makers exclusively for years. And have recommended the purchase of Mr. Coffee coffee makers to everyone when the opportunity presented itself. I was given a new Mr Coffee coffee maker for x mas to replace my aging unit which I have had for so many years. My old unit finally brewed its last pot of coffee a few nights past and was time to put to use my new x mas gift. Much to my displeasure, this replacement unit, model istx95, is of horrible design. The coffee itself is not hot for very long, in fact, in the morning it was luke warm, tepid at best. I placed a call to the Mr.Coffee customer service. I told the representative what the machine was doing. I was informed that the machine is working correctly. The lady suggested that I rinse the ves

More Poems Of Mine
why are we so afraid of love? Is it hard to fall in love again after we have fall out of love? Can we give up on love? Do you remember our first love? Oh yes i clearly do, painful but the good times we had was great. Back then i was young. So obviously the whole making out and lots of lust is everywhere. He used me in the end. Hurt me. Broke my heart many times and just made me feel unconfident anymore of myself. I feel so scared to love again. Why is it so hard to fall back into love with someonelse new? Maybe we are scared that they might hurt us like our ex. Or maybe we are just not able to open up our whole heart. On thing i had learn is that, after years of cying and the very embarassing late night phone calls begging him not to leave situations, ive decided to let go for once and try to see the bigger world outside. Its hard at first but life is too short to just sit and cry over such fool. The pain and agony to wait for such unrequited love and just to be played again a

Few Recent Works Of Mine
She lives through all her cliche tragedies With a smile burned onto her face And all she ever wanted was to just fit in To know that in this world, she had a place The roses she had once admired The beauty of its crimson red Has been stained into a pitch black color From the thoughts that linger through her head Burdened with deceitfulness Her jaded oppression remains concealed Not a word of it she speaks For fear of what she may reveal Impossibilities have overwhelmed her heart and soul And she's been overcome by these surreal complexities Through all of this affliction she endures She still cloaks the pain from all her cliche tragedies --------------------------------------------------------- She's not as strong as she leads on. For she sets her walls on fire. So no one can get through. To acquaint with her desires. She's not as hard as people think. For inside she's really weak. She's barely hanging on. While knowing things

Theres Someone For Everyone
ever hear the expression theres someone for everyone well im sick of hearing it if there is were is she everyone saies just put your self out there well i put my self out there every day and i haven't found her yet it been six years and nothing yet next time someone tells me that im going to lose it i being to think that ms. right isn't out there im going to be 26 on the 24 of this month i don't know how much longer i can wait

To My Bitches Who Keep Asking
To My Slaves Who keep asking..... I arrive at your house and you are dressed in your outfit as you told me. I walk up to you and stick my tongue in your mouth and with my free hand I rub your clit and then feel you ass hole to make sure you have done as you were told, I can not object or even humiliate you because you have done as you were told and you look gorgeous. Well I stop kissing you and say lets go. You open the door and then walk tot the car and open the door for me. We get into the car and I tell you to drive to the outback. As we sit across from each other at dinner I take my foot and stick it between your legs and stick my foot in your pussy, you have no choice but to sit there and try to act as normal as possible. as we are finishing dinner, I pull my foot out and tell you to lean over in the seat and clean my foot, you look around and do it but I can tell that you are nervous, luckily no one figured out what you are doing, We exit the restrant and I ask if you a

Prophecy.
"My child, I am with you, even when you feel there is no one else to turn to, I am there. I will give you wisdom to know the truth. Look to me when the adversary comes against you. Thruogh the daily prayer you shell walk to the high places and look down at the valley. Wonderful are my ways betond your knowledge, saith the Lord, and great is my love." And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. Isaiah58:11.."God guides us through the inspiration of His word, the inner impression of His presence and through circumstances He has created or allowed."

Feet Slaves
Feet Slaves I'm sitting on the sofa when you come home and u run to me and on your knees and take my socks off and lay them nicely on the floor. You lean down and slowly start kissing the top of my foot. You then lift my foot up and press it against your face and slowly lick the entire length of my foot. With your hand you start to massage it while taking each toe one at a time into your mouth and sucking it for a few minutes. Now you put my foot down and start the same process on the other foot. This time thought you take all of toes into your mouth and suck and take your tongue and slide it in between each toe. After you have thoroughly licked and kiss both of me feet you get up and run to get the nail polish and you proceed to paint my toe nails and after you have finished you sit there blowing them and making sure they are dry. Now you know that you have to suck them again or there will be punishment. So you suck my newly painted toes and worship them even more. Now y

Slave Application
Have you been properly trained yet? What is your fetishs? How will you please me? Do you like pain? What is the most embarissing thing you've done? What is the nastiest sexual experiance you've had? Did you enjoy it? Why or why not? What is the most thrilling sexual experiance you've had? Are you bi or straight? Have you been a dom? Have you cross dressed before? How many partners have you had at one time? Would you enjoy joining another one of my slaves at the same time? Would you perfer male or female? Do you like to be blindfolded during domination? Do you have piercings, how many and where? Do you like the being tied up? Have you been fucked with a strap on before? Can you deep througt? Your last requierment is to send me a picture of your little bitch pussy. Males I pefer you to be in sissy bitch dress up and on your bitch ass knees. Females are more likely to be accepted as my slaves. Male bitches stink. You bette

Men's Choice
Hey guys, I have to go to hear Mark's band practice tonight. If you remember that is where I got in trouble in the first place. Now I need your advice, should I wear (1) my sixth grade cheerleader outfit which is extremely tight on me, and my crotches sticks out under the skirt, and the top ends just under my tits, or (2) cotton shorts that tie up the side, with belly shirt. Which is it guys 1 or 2? I have to know by 5.. luv u Tara

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Förster. Elisabeth giftet seg med F i 1885. De dro til Paraguay feb 15 1887. Juni 3 1889 begikk F selvmord ved en overdose gift. (Tok hun livet av mannen sin?) Hun dro tilbake til Tyskland i 1893. Franziska N. Navnet hennes inneholder Z'en som leder mot Seth og Egypt. Z i fornavn og deretter etternavn. Zarathustra. Sara Hausfrau. Og navnet hennes leder også mot den franske revolusjonen. N må ha hatt mistanke om at farens død hadde sammenheng med morens troskap. Og E fortsetter kanskje historien ved Försters død i Paraguay. Begge reiser ut på en reise for å oppklare mordet på faren. "Samtidig fikk hun beskjed om brorens kollaps" N ble gal i begynnelsen av 1889. Förster dør i juni det samme året. Det er godt mulig at hun ikke fikk beskjeden før. Og hvis E dreper mannen sin i det øyeblikket hun vet at broren er blitt gal betyr det noe i forhold til mannen hennes. F.eks at han holdt henne vekk fra problemet med broren, men helst at hun brukte mannen til å bli holdt bo

This Is My Work For Ya...
Originally posted on my myspace page, but why deprive the good ppl of fubar the chance to hear from a smart-ass librarian? 1) Peck at the keyboard when you are sending an email when it's closing time. Nothing finishes a day like a person who can't type. 2)Ask questions about a copier that has 4 buttons with instructions written on top of the scanner. 3)Bring in your guitar when you're looking up guitar rifts so you can practice your coolness in a library setting 4)If you don't know what Internet Explorer or a search engine is stay away from the computers. 5)Tell us that we need to update our browser system because you don't know the perameters of the new system we installed. Then suggest that we have power over what is approved for our systems. 6)Ask me if I work there when you don't know your way around a two wing library. 7)Ask me if I have graduated high school. 8)Use our bathrooms but convienently forget to flush the toilet, have projectile poo, or stuff

The Very Definition Of Strength
Fubby to the beautiful Deb **I Love you baby** xx@ fubar I came across this guys page a few weeks ago and I just wanted to share him with everyone. His name is Ross and he has terminal cancer. He's only got a limited time on this world but after reading his page and his blogs, I'm inspired by how he deals with it. He's in love with a woman called Deb and he shows it in everything he says. He's not afraid to tell her how he feels and he honestly seems like one of the nicest people around. I just want to ask anyone who reads this to go over to his page and have a read. This guy is a REAL man. Thanks everyone xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Did You Know ?
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. (Hardly seems worth it.) If you farted consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb. (Now that's more like it!) The human heart creates enough pressure when it pumps out to the body to squirt blood 30 feet. (O.M.G.!) A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. (In my next life, I want to be a pig.) A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death. (Creepy.) (I'm still not ! over the pig. ) Banging your head against a wall uses 150 calories a hour (Don't try this at home, maybe at work) The male praying mantis cannot copulate while its head is attached to its body. The female initiates sex by ripping the male's head off. (Honey, I'm home. What the..?!) The flea can jump 350 times its body length. It's like a human jumping the length of a football fi

Retards And Cyber Sex
queef727 (2/15/2008 2:13:02 PM): hey sexy Robin (2/15/2008 2:13:20 PM): hello queef727 (2/15/2008 2:13:26 PM): how r u Robin (2/15/2008 2:13:42 PM): I'm ok and you? queef727 (2/15/2008 2:13:49 PM): kinda sad Robin (2/15/2008 2:13:59 PM): how come? queef727 (2/15/2008 2:14:15 PM): cuase today is my bday and i wont get my wish Robin (2/15/2008 2:14:20 PM): which was? queef727 (2/15/2008 2:14:38 PM): to have cyber sex Robin (2/15/2008 2:14:54 PM): then, you need to re think your wishes... cuz, real sex is way better queef727 (2/15/2008 2:15:50 PM): i know but i wanted cyber sex i like that everyonce in a while but no one will help me n iam sad now it sux Robin (2/15/2008 2:16:07 PM): well, dont know what to tell you... i think it's stupid. queef727 (2/15/2008 2:16:24 PM): queef727 (2/15/2008 2:16:46 PM): can you help me please for my bday u dont have to do anythin just talk dirty pleaseeeeeeeeee Robin (2/15/2008 2:16:58 PM): my suggestion is, go hunting online like on fuba

Suicidal Remission
As tears mask my face and I think upon my past I wonder to myself has my time to die come at last? Tonight is ny night to choose to live for tomorrow to make it past tonight or cut my wrist with nothing to lose as thoughts of death cross my mind i wonder if and how to die i dont know if i can even do it i dont know if i can even try the end of my life is serious no more memories or future will tomorrow be more obscure i think i can just put the knife down and everthing will be okay i put suicidal thoughts in remission and i'll saveit for another day more importantly i wont do it for me it would hurt my friends true people who loves me who always have and will until the very end

Sunday School
Sunday School Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?'' When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep. A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!'' The Teacher fa

No Right To Live
I have no tears to cry, my sweet one I cry shadows and they drift from me To have you to myself would be my blessing I long to take pain, I long to take fear It never mattered how hard I fell As long as your emeralds never melted, I was fine,I dream of you and leave behind my world My beloved Beauty, entranced I've become How I wish you would feel the same It does no good to express these words My feelings seem lost in a strange abyss So I lay my head down now As I pray to hear you say you need me In the same strange way that I need you. ( This Poem is Dedicated to my one and only Beauty)

A Port Side Window
She sits alone,stroking her warm hair her nails are as black as the lining of her eyes Her soul transcends into the only way she can manage to speak, through the stroke of a pen against paper The world sees her as through a broken ray of light while she sees herself as a reason to cover up the sun People are so cruel to her, they can't begin to understand that she shines in her darkness, and her torments shines so bright So she looks out over the crimson water lifting her head from her speech for only a short while she questions weither or not to try to make them understand, then she looks back down because they aren't even looking at her to begin with.

Man Sues Jail After Double Amputation
Man Sues Jail After Double Amputation Posted: Feb 15, 2008 04:00 AM Updated: Feb 15, 2008 04:32 AM FEATURED VIDEO Man Sues Jail After Double Amputation Russell had knee surgery a few days before being taken to jail. He claims his medical needs were ignored by jail staff. Russell's feet were black with gangrene and his temperature was 84 degrees when he was hospitalized. The Creek County Sheriff's Office told The News On 6 they expected a lawsuit would be filed. MORE LINKS Russell Mounger's lawsuit A Green Country man sues the Creek County Jail for $30 million. In an exclusive, News On 6 crime reporter Lori Fullbright reports doctors had to amputate both of Russell Mounger's legs after he says jail staff ignored his medical needs. It all took place inside the Creek County Jail. The case sounds unbelievable, a disoriented, sick man allowed to languish for days, only being rushed the hospital

Armor
Armor cold, Armor black, in the fray and fierce attack. Belch of fire, rain of steel, sting of DEATH does Armor deal. In the heat of day, in armor fought, in my sector the enemy is sought. Split the lines, tear assunder, rip His guts in deafening thunder. In the final cool of day, in my armored tank I stay. I stare off in the twilight blue, I wait here for a battle new. The ARMOR GOD "Death Before Dishonor"

A Specia World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Winners Are!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUPID HAS HIT FUBAR!!!!! Ended ON Feb.14th and Sorry For The Time Management Issue.. We would LIke to Say Thanks to ALL who participated In our Once again Fun Activity. Thanks for YOUR patience as We know it was Needed and We still OWE Some Graphics Will be delivered Soon..And Heres YOUR : PRIZES Winners: Both of the following (2) purchased from FTD.com: Pink Pleasure: ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~FU-HUBBY TO TOO MANY TO NAME. SEE WIFE BLOG~FU-OWNED & R/L BF OF WONDER WOMAN~ Ticket # 1349 ------------------------------------- Burning Pleasure: ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~

Gimpy's Girl For 2/15/08
Today's selection is ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ Owned by: INDRADRAGON and Loving it!. The epitome of blonde bombshell. She was one of my very first Fu friends. She bought me my first & only VIP. She is incredibly giving and selfless. Is always the one to lift others up and give love. Show her some love and you know the drill! Tell her I sent ya! ¢¾ DAWN ¢¾ Owned by: INDRADRAGON and Loving it!@ fubar

How Moses Got The Commandments
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS God went to the Arabs and said, "I have Commandments for you that will make your lives better." The Arabs asked, "What are Commandments?" And the Lord said, "They are rules for living." "Can you give us an example?" "Thou shall not kill." "Not kill? We're not interested." So He went to the Blacks and said, "I have Commandments." The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said,"Honor thy Father and Mother." "Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested." Then He went to the Mexicans and said, "I have Commandments." The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said "Thou shall not steal." "Not steal? We're not interested." Then He went to the French and said, "I have Commandments." The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, "Thou shall not co

Deputy Dumps Paralyzed Man Out Of Wheelchair
Deputy dumps paralyzed man out of wheelchair Traffic violator says he assumes deputy did not believe he’s unable to stand Video Deputy dumps man from wheelchair Feb. 13: Brian Sterner recalls being tossed to the floor by a Florida officer. Today show People on Visit the "Lipstick Jungle" red carpet Louis Licari works his makeoever magic ... again! Marco Canora shares a Bolognese recipe Miley Cyrus strikes a pose Winehouse, Hancock nab top Grammy honors Slide show The Week in Pictures History burns, lawyers get gassed, a child’s family mourns and stars throng the sky. more photos By Mike Celizic TODAYShow.com contributor updated 11:15 a.m. ET Feb. 13, 2008 It’s hard to shock people in this modern wired world, but even the chief deputy of the Hillsborough County Sheriff’s office in Florida found the security camera video of a jailer dumping a paralyzed man out of his wheelchair appalling. “It can happen to anybody at any time,” th

Winners Are!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CUPID HAS HIT FUBAR!!!!! Ended ON Feb.14th and Sorry For The Time Management Issue.. We would LIke to Say Thanks to ALL who participated In our Once Fun Activity. Thanks for YOUR patience as We know it was Needed and We still OWE Some Graphics Will be delivered Soon..And Heres YOUR : PRIZES Winners: Both of the following (2) purchased from FTD.com: Pink Pleasure: ~~~FU-DADDY™~~~FU-HUBBY TO TOO MANY TO NAME. SEE WIFE BLOG~FU-OWNED & R/L BF OF WONDER WOMAN~ Ticket # 1349 Burning Pleasure: ~Slave Princess~Mikey's Valentine~

Lady Ravyn Wolff And Lord Spirit Wolf Are Tying The Knot!
We cordially invite you to witness the joyous celebration of the love between Lady Ravyn Wolff And Lord Spirit Wolf, to support them in their decision to be joined as one in the company of friends and of the Gods and Goddesses. Date: Saturday, February 16, 2008 Time: 6:00 PM West Coast Time 7:00 PM Mountain Time 8:00 PM Central Time 9:00 PM Eastern Time Place: Way of the Wolf Pagan Study Group’s Lounge Click on the logo to enter the lounge.

Just For You
Just For You by: Deborah A. Boyd When I first met you Who would of known How much my love for you Would of grown As each day passes It amazes me still That my love for you Is what I feel I give you my heart So freely my dear But please be careful For it's full of fear I promise you this That's all I can do I will always be there With my love so true

Lounge Membership Application
Thank you in your interest on joining Way of the Wolf Pagan Study group. ALL individuals are required to complete the following application for review and membership approval. No exceptions shall be made as this group is a mature, intellectual, dedicated and safe place to learn and grow with respect and tolerance to every and all. Name/Age/Gender/Location: Outside hobbies/interests: Favorite color(s): Favorite Quote: Now for the nitty gritty… 1. What is your birth date / sign? 2. How long have you been studying or interested in Paganism? 3. Are you studying anything independently or another group? If yes, explain. 4. What do you feel you have to offer as a person to the group? Consider things you think are unique about yourself. 5. Is there something you would like or could teach to the group? Explain? 6. What do you want to get from this group experience? 7. Is there anything you would like to see included in the curriculum of this group? Explain.

To The Men And Women Of The Armed Forces/and The Home Forces As Well
I want to say a lot to you all but words cant be nearly enough to state how i feel about you all and your loved ones here at home. I pray each day and night that you all come home safe and be with your families. When a soldier falls, i lose a brother and sister,father and a mom, and a cousin, and a friend. Part of me is out there with you giving you strength to carry on and fight the good fight, and i thank you from the bottom of my heart for giving me freedom, making me sleep well at nights knowing that there are no worries. To those who serve here...who rescue us from harm at sea the coast guard, and the police who take crime off our streets, the ones who serve and protect, The firemen and women who come to our aid when we are hurting or helping the elderly at times of need when called....to the ambulance drivers and emts who are there to save our lives the doctors and nurses.....who care for us..lol tho the bills may be high...i too thank you as well...for it is you who

Driving With Dad
Driving With Dad, Brings back memories A father, who worked away from home all week, always made a special effort with his family on the weekends. Every Sunday morning he would take his 7-year old daughter out for a drive in the car for some bonding time. One particular Sunday however, he had a bad cold and he really didn't feel like being up at all. Luckily, his wife came to the rescue and said that she would take their daughter out. When they returned, the little girl anxiously ran upstairs to see her father. "Well," the father asked, "did you enjoy your ride with mommy?" "Oh yes, Daddy" the girl replied, "and do you know what? We didn't see a single dumb bastard or lousy shit head!" Brings a tear to your eye doesn't it?

Argggggggggg!!!!!!!
WHEN I HEAR MY KIDS ARE IN PAIN...MY HEART GOES IN SAIN.... WHEN I HEAR MY KIDS CRY... MY HEART RIPS IN SIDE....... PINS AND PAIN..... I BREAK IN PAIN..... KIDS ARE GETTING TORCHED I SHREAD IN TEARS... PINS AND PAIN.... ATTENTION R NOT MY HEART GOES IN SAIN... MY PAIN IN SIDE ARE STRESSES TO THE MAX... PINS AND PAIN.... KIDS HAVE THAT MUCH PAIN INSIDE... PAIN TO HURT THEM SELVES CRY OUT..... PINS AND PAIN....

I Dare You
i know better than some the meanness of some people. And yet, i still want to trust. i want to so badly that i ache sometimes for the want of it. and still people continue to prove my mistrust a necessity. not everyone, mind you. i do have a few friends who have proven their honesty. but why are there so few? and what about love? is there not one person in this world and in my own life to whom i can give my heart and have them treat me as one deserving? Do i not deserve such? Perhaps i don't. perhaps i am one who people instinctively know in their hearts that i am not more than a passing diversion and they will tire of me soon, so treat me accordingly. i know deeper than this that i MUST have SOME redeeming qualities somewhere. Somwhere out there, there must be at least one who would hold me in enough regard to be honest with me and to whom i can trust my heart and not have it fed back to me broken and salted with pain. maybe i'm being overly dramatic. in fact i know i

Tears
Tears Tears stream down my face, As I try to think of what it is I did. It is silent here, Without you near, You mean so much to me. I wonder if you will ever forgive me, For what I have done, Even though I do not know. Is there something in your life, That you just can't share with me? I love you so much, That will never change, No matter what is past. I would forgive you, But you haven't done anything. I could be wrong, But if I am feeling your heart, You are full of a lot of pain. I don't know why, However I will try, To help you if I can. The silence that I am recieving, Is killing me, But I am trying to understand. Just know in your heart, To me you are everything. Dee Parenti All rights Reserved

I Neede Help On This One
ok i met a guy goin on 9 months ago he is really sweet to me an for some odd reason i love him ok back in Oct 2007 he stole my car an $60.00 from me an took off back to his home town witch is about 1.5 hours from me .ok he was drunk an on some stuff at the time ...ok i took him to court an he had to spend 100days in a north carolina correctional center anyways i still have feelings for him an he gets out on march 3rd ..ok what should i do about this

Dad
Mr. Willie B. Green August 8, 1930 - February 14, 2008 Visitation: Monday, February 18, 2008 from 7:00 - 9:00 p.m. at Cox Funeral Home Funeral service: Tuesday, February 19, 2008 at 2:00 p.m. at Cox Funeral Home Chapel

Sexsomnia
Read this article. What do you all think? I think What is NEXT???? ****************************************************** Sexsomnia??? Filed under: Uncategorized — Mike McIntyre @ 10:48 pm Does anyone out there really believe a person could sleepwalk their way through a sexual assault? That’s the bizarre defence a Toronto-area man successfully used to avoid criminal responsibility for his attack on a young woman. Now the case is before the Ontario Court of Appeal, where prosecutors are asking for the verdict to be tossed out. According to so-called medical experts, approximately three out of every 100 people are affected sexsomnia. Seriously??? I know several hundred people - family, close friends, colleagues and everyday associates - and not a single one of them has such a condition. Many of them snore, I’m sure. Plenty probably talk in their sleep as well. But having sex with an unwilling partner and have absolutely no control over your actions - or me

You've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10. I love my country but would love to go to others :P 9. I have black wings and a titanium halo 8. I love crime drama on TV... CSI's SVU, etc 7. I hate spiders.. the creepy crawlers.. THEY BITE.. And I didn't tell them to Bite Me :P 6. I am scared of swimming in the ocean... lots of things to bite me.. I won't bite back cause... 5. I don't like seafood lol (except for giant tiger prawn with garlic butter) 4. I have never been on a date. Where I've been asked out for a night of fun/romance/etc/whatever. :P 3. I have a bouncy exercise ball that I sit on in front of the computer... multi-tasking at it's best :P 2. I lov

Its Not Easy
Its not easy A struggle To understand the ways Of people new to your world Will always be an issue. A perception. When you are In direct contact with The harmony of mankind It is easy to perceive To be normal. Focus on the things You share in common In order to avoid problems. Be normal. Normal is the reality of 3.5 Billion perceptions In the world Each of which Is different. Human perception Is beautifully tuned To notice The differences Between things That which makes Life stand out If you are being disregarded By time as it passes; As rain falls on the window, Notice not the deluge But the beauty of a single droplet Assert your right To be different. Disregard harmony Embrace change, Creation, the Irrationality of love Each day a birthday Poet

When We Talk On The Phone
When he calls and we talk on the phone he makes me weak in the knees his voice makes my heart race . His voice sends my head reeling with so many tender thoughts, romantic notions. my mind minds eye can not stay away from thoughts of his first taken kiss. The first touch of his hand, all the sensations stemming from these thoughts make for a longing I have never experienced before. In my heart I wish to embrace the enevitable. I wish to be able to bring these thoughts and sensation to him. Share the love of a woman with that one special man. Now that I know he is real there is nothing that can stop our meeting and finding each other in every way the creator meant for a man and a woman to be. No we have never met . But I know in time we will. Anna

Chapter 3
THE HISTORY .3. Oh, my God! This house was built in the 1800’s and the people that lived here were rich. About a year later the guys’ wife becomes ill and dies. After the wife dies he becomes suicidal and hangs himself in his library. The house went up for sale of course and a couple bought this house. The wife complained about hearing noises in her room and the library. About a year and a half later the man and wife and their two kids were found murdered. They never found out who killed them but on the bedroom wall, written in blood, there was a message saying: This is our house! The house was empty for about two years and then a man bought it. He was an artist, who painted scenery pictures. It mentions he bought the house because it had beautiful scenery. It also mentions that he was trying to paint, when he left the dinning room for a few minutes. He came back and something was written in red paint, it said: This is our house, get out! You will not take our house f

Tag!! You're It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 1. I'm the baby in my family...it's just my sister and I. (guess it fits since I'm such a brat, lol) 2. Born, raised and still live in Pittsburgh, PA. I just love this city! 3. I'm really pretty shy, even though being "behind" a computer kind of helps me with shyness. But get to know me and I just talk nonstop (yesss I know when to shushup, lol). 4. I may be totally silly at times but I'm soooo not stupid. It's a shame that people think I am, lol. 5. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm not a 'wham bam thank you ma'am' type of person! I have a huge heart! 6. I can be (and normally am) VERY sexual. 7. My family always comes fi

Read Immediately Please
Get this sent around to your contacts ASAP...we don't need this spreading around. PLEASE FORWARD THIS WARNING AMONG FRIENDS, FAMILY AND CONTACTS: You should be alert during the next days: Do not open any message with an attached file called 'Invitation' regardless of who sent it, It is a virus that opens an Olympic Torch which 'burns' the whole hard disc C of your computer. This virus will be received from someone who has your e-mail address in his/her contact list, that is why you should send this e-mail to all your contacts. It is better to receive this message 25 times than to receive the virus and open it. If you receive a mail called 'invitation' , though sent by a friend , do not open it and shut down your computer immediately. This is the worst virus announced by CNN, it has been classified by Microsoft as the most destructive virus ever. This virus was discovered by McAfee yesterday, and there is no repair yet for this kind of virus. This virus

Whore
You have a Major Whore in You Oh, oh! You ought to be very careful. There’s a very big whore hiding within you, and she might come out any minute. You need to control your urges or they could land you in a big spot of trouble. But if you instead use your provocative nature effectively, you could become a big celebrity too! You have got some talent in your hands there. Just be careful how you will use it.How Much of a Whore Are You? created by Myspace Quizzes & Surveys - Quizzes, Surveys, Tests, Trivias

Tigg 3
1,2 dark tigg is coming for you feeling safe i would'nt! 3,4 better lock your door 5,6 grab your crucifix now are you feeling safe? i dont! 7,8 gonna stay up late 9,10 never sleep again until its a permanent sleep! thats right all your damned souls are in tiggs hands! and he colecting his just due tonight! IN

Dear Abbie
----- Dear Abbie My husband is a liar and a cheat. He has cheated on me from the beginning, and when I confront him, he denies everything. What's worse is that everyone knows that he cheats on me. It is so humiliating. Also, since he lost his job six years ago he hasn't even bothered to look for a new one. All he does all day is smoke cigars, and cruise around with his buddies while I have to work to pay the bills. Since our daughter went away to college he doesn't even pretend to like me and hints that I may be a lesbian. What should I do? Signed: Clueless Dear Clueless, Grow up and dump him. Good grief, woman, You don't need him anymore! You're a United States Senator from New York running for President of The United States. Act like one!

My Fetishes...
So another useless ranting of mine... So I'm looking at all these fetishes. The most wacked out one is the drinking of blood while having sex with them. It's so twisted it is an instant block account for me. Maybe I'm just too much of an average Joe. Most of the fetish stuff does nothing, absolutely nothing for me. What I like? Besides brunettes followed by redheads? Well not and I mean NOT skinny women. For those of you guys who like Paris Hilton you show me that you've never been with a variety of women. A girl that skinny feels horrible pressed up against your body. Seriously, if I wanted to be uncomfortable I would go fine a steel rebarb and fuck it. She's got no shape, just the twiggly features of a 10/11 yr old and I have NO, NO desire for girls. Give me a woman. Every guy I've ever known who's really been in bed with all shapes and sizes no longer wants the twigs. No longer do they buy into that whole twig shapeless idea. America's Top Model? More like Ame

Shes Fkncrazy, By Beetlejuice
My fu-owner, the best fu-owner on fubar! Go Fan Rate Add this great woman! Show her some love! FknCrazy*** OWNER and DJ OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE ***~Happily Fu-Owned by ~~Dene aka Lone Wolf™~~@ fubar (repost of original by 'DJ BEETLE JUICE~OWNED BY OR BITCH FOR FKNCRAZY OWNER OF CLUB NAUGHTY & NICE' on '2008-02-14 23:47:20') (repost of original by 'FknCrazy*** OWNER and DJ OF CLUB NAUGHTY N NICE ***~Happily Fu-Owned by ~~Dene aka Lone Wolf™~~' on '2008-02-15 06:13:38') (repost of original by 'Shadows Nyte Angel greeter@Club Naughty N Nice' on '2008-02-15 08:38:57') (repost of original by 'shagirl~fu-girlfriend of wadudamir~~greeter/promoter~~@Club Naughty n Nice' on '2008-02-15 09:38:59')

Re: Skeptical Global Warming Scientists To Challenge "consensus"
RE: Skeptical Global Warming Scientists To Challenge "Consensus" ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 15 Feb 2008, 14:49 Skeptical Global Warming Scientists To Challenge "Consensus Hundreds of scientists, economists, and public policy experts are set to meet in Manhattan next month to discuss the other side of the climate change debate that the establishment media prefers to pretend does not exist. http://www.prisonplanet.com/articles/february2008/021508_challenge_consensus.htm

My Immortal - Evanescence
I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus:] When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase [Chorus] I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along [Chorus]

I Broke Down And Decided I Wanted It
So I decided that I want the Spotlight, should be fun working toward that goal any help would be greatly appreciated, any debts paid back would be excellent. I only have about $700K fubucks after the Valentines contest held by the lovely Heartistic Soul so i'll have to build my money back up. Thanks For Reading!!

Niu
It is such a tragic thing that happened at NIU yesterday. I will never understand how someone can go and do horrible things like that. It hits home too cuz DeKalb is so close to us. One of the girls that was shot and killed was from my area. She was the sister of my friends fiance. It just makes me so sad. All I can ask is that you keep the family of the victims in your prayers over the next few days. I know I will.

Exotic Thoughts
EXOTIC THOUGHTS † ITS A NIGHT OF DARKNESS WOLVES VENT THEIR PAIN, THE DARK ONE RISES. MIST STALKS HER FROM BEHIND. AN ETERNAL DESIRE, HER BLACK HAIR CASCADES OVER HER PALE SHOULDERS AND HER FULL BLOOD LIPS PART SLIGHTLY TO TASTE THE BLOOD STREAMING FROM THE PALE FLESH BENEATH HER. A NIGHT OF ECSTASY BEGINS , ITS WHAT I THIRT †

Letter To Ann Coulter
Dear Ann: You used to be fun; at least funny. At least gently and amusingly insane, but girlfriend, you’ve changed! The thousand-yard stare you’ve acquired in the last couple of years says lonely nights, too much wine and insecurity about the future of your career. Where to now, my sweet fascist? Another one of your silly books? More hilarious appearances on Hannity & Colmes? Bill Maher has to be tired of you by now. You’re anything but stupid and by now , you must see the writing on the wall. You’ll never have a real place with the Beltway in crowd, as they see you as a northeastern, hickoid, pro wrestler, Nascar type with a degree from Cornell. I mean, really, Ann; where can it go from here? Ann, I think I have the answer, in fact, I know I do. I want to hire you, Ann. I want you to come and work for me. I want you to be my “Ann Friday,” my housekeeper, beekeeper, floor, chimney and minesweeper, my window-washing, grocery-buying, dinner-cooking, obsequious, submissive conc

Coffin
Late last Saturday night, a young chap was walking home from the pub. It was a cold, wet, windy evening, and he was tired and freezing. Most Of the streetlights in the area were broken, and the silence was only Broken by the occasional sound of a stray cat sifting through a Dustbin. Suddenly he heard a strange noise ... BUMP........ BUMP........ BUMP........ Startled, he turned around. To his amazement, through the driving rain He saw the faint outline of a large box turning into his road. BUMP........ BUMP........ BUMP........ He froze to the spot. He couldn't believe his eyes. As the box Approached from the shadows, he was able to make out its shape more Clearly. It was a coffin. Not wanting anything to do with this, h

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Want An Extra Happy Hour Please Help Me Out
please come by and help me earn a happy hour and when you all need the help i will help you in what ever it be you need the help in because this is my last contest im getting myself into so please come help me out when you can thank you and have a nice day thank you for taken the time to read this thank you once again

Beetlejuice
Well I am making this blog in honor of the One, The Only, Beetle Juice from The Howard Stern Show. Beetle Juice is probably the greatest entertainer to ever live. Just under the radar. His dynamic attitude and great delivery is just some of his entertaining qualities. You can just tell by looking at him that he has a gift. Women fall in his presence and men fear him! Well take your time out of the day to get to know this legend...This great comic warrior.

Omfg
So last night, Dennis knew we were going to be all at the house doin our stuff last night right??? Well, the reason we were at "his house" was to avoid dragging the girls all over god's creation for me to watch them last night since he was going out, since it was his bday, and we had to be up at 5... (we being me and adam) I didn't wanna have to wake the girls up at early over at adam's.... sooo... we were at the apt watching them right? Well, teh mother fucker comes HOME... knowing we're there... so there i was, with my girls, my best friend, AND MY BOYFRIEND.... all in the same room with MY EX HUSBAND... i about croaked.... talk about freaking uncomfortable... I about died right there... and he was there for like half an hour.... it sucked... but Adam is quite mature and didn't say anything, although we ALL wanted to talk some shit... i was waiting for Chastine to po off about something... but we all kept our cool, and it was all good... (ooo how EBONIC of me.... lol) but everything

Ensign: Breadth
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 15 February 2008 Before we headed out of our house for church this past Sunday, our daughter Sarah saw my Bible on the couch next to me. She knows what it is ("Bible") and also knows we go to "church" but hasn't quite made the connection between the two yet. (She'll be two in thirteen days, so I'm not expecting major leaps.) I asked Sarah where we go with the Bible and, without missing a beat, she went to the bookshelf I keep it on and was trying to put it away. "Up! Up!" If she could have gotten a chair, she'd have probably done it! I've been thinking about that all week ... how many of us actually associate the Bible with something we should bring to church and not as something just collecting dust around our house? I was he

Why Being Sick Sucks
Means, NO SEXY TIME.... damnit... Actualyl, I'm hacking up green shit, and coughing so hard my lungs feel as is they're going to collapse, and on top of all of that, i feel like i'm DYING... It sucks ball sacks, MAJOR... ugh, stupid being sick bullshit... Other than that, my valentine's day was awesome... Me, Adam, Chastine, and the girls, all hung out, i made a yummy dinner, and we made cookies, and watched that cartoon rat movie where he's a chef... yeah, pretty damn cute... I have the cutest lil kids in the world! God, i love them!! And when they were leaving to go to day care this morning, Lexi was like "Anam's house?" Cuz, sometimes she doesn't pronounce the D... and I was like, no baby you havta go to daycare, although they love their day care... they wanted to see Adam more... and tash was talking about hanging out with Chastine and stuff, and it was cute... So, other than that, I have the most perfect little girls, the most awesome best friend, and the most amazing

Story Written For Me By Countrygentleman1961
The Teacher Is In (Straight) Maggie had always been on the shy side and not really the type to draw lots of attention from the guys in school. She was on the short side, only 5’ 2” and full figured, with thick hair just below her shoulders. She had dated a few guys over the years, but nothing bold or adventurous. So her knowledge of intimate activities was really limited. With the vast internet now at her finger tips, she sees all the variations and terminology. So many men coming at her from every direction with strange requests and questions. The whole idea has her overwhelmed. She was just in her mid twenties and now men of all ages, from all over the world, seemed interested in her. Then one day, she gets an email from a man about 15 years older than her, but he seems to have nothing but compliments. This is unlike the constant scary emails full of rude questions, she has come accustomed to. He even included a nice full body picture

One Day
one day she will see just how lil you care and thats when you are gonna need her and shes gonna walk away the same as you have done so many times to her but not only will she walk away she will walk to another man one whoi has been there for her someone who took her in because you couldnt one day shes gonna hate you and your the only one to blame

Good Father
i sit back and listen to how much you talk of them how much you worry enjoy the time you get with them cherish every last minute and all i can think is how good of a father you are how lucky they are to have such a wonderful man looking over them not many are like you not many care but you would do anything makin sure your kids are safe you are such a good father wish there were more out there

Lil Angel
how do you not see she is so beautiful so precious yet you turn away act as if you dont care she loves you is glad to see you wants to spend time with you yet you push her away rather go spend time with everyone else never here for her shes such a lil angel id be lost without her i dont knowhow you do it

Alleged Serial 911 Caller Made More Than 27,000 Calls
HAYWARD, Calif. -- Authorities have arrested an alleged 911 cell phone caller who was believed to have made more than 27,000 emergency calls, overwhelming California Highway Patrol and Hayward 911 systems. The 911 calls started flooding in last May. The caller responded to emergency operators with bodily noises, muttering and pressing beep tones. "He completely overwhelmed our system," said Desi Calzada, manager of the Hayward Communications Center, which operates 911. "He delayed the answering of other 911 calls because we were answering his." John Triplette has been arrested night for investigation of abusing the 911 emergency line, a misdemeanor. The CHP communication center in Vallejo started getting bogus 911 calls last May, then the Hayward center began getting the calls in January. But before he was arrested, Triplette allegedly managed to call in another 10,000 calls to the police, as well as 4,000 to the Solano County Sheriff's Department, according to Lt. Chris

Anotherone Bites The Dust
Arguement ensured.Lord Wolf was removed from her Givaway he had no clue that Givaways exspire he was pissed she removed him. So the Bitch Blocked him.Thankful for stealth.got her link here it is.an he says don't give a Fuckin Rats Ass who Hates me for this.I Show Love to others on a Daily Basis. Unfortunately he personally can't Bomb any contest that she holds.An Hopefully no Wolves of Wiccan or Spirit Warriors Levelers enter her events either because u'll be up shit Creek without a damn paddle. Stephanie Lynn@ fubar Soon only Rich Stuck Up Individuals will be here on Fubar.Money Talks others Walk.or Deleted

Past
who cares about the past what should it matter if you have done it you should take responcibility not push it all on someone else sure you should get help but you shouldnt get off free its not fair to the others when they are doing it all so what if you want to party you ruined that leave the child in you in the past step up and be a father

Deadbeats
why do they have kids when they cant take care of them why have the fun if they cant pay the fee instead they put it all on someone else actin as if they have no part like they are scott free when others are busting their asses to give the lil one a good life just cuz a parent doesnt want them cuz they cant grow up doesnt mean the lil one should pay they should stillhave a good life something should be done to those who wanna play yet dont want to pay there are too many dead beats too many lowlifes i swear we should be able to do something make the dead beats pay

Erotic Story By Me...but Nothing I Would Really Do!!
I was sitting in a dark hotel lounge, with a whiskey and coke in front of me, when she first came into the lounge. She was curvy and taller than me by a few inches and her short blond bob was in disarray from the stormy weather outside...Her hands moved down her short red skirt to straighten her clothing and as she brushed an errant strand of hair from her face, our eyes met. I smiled at her and she smiled back and slowly began to saunter over to the booth I was occupying all alone..I stood up and introduced myself and she told me her name was Vivian. I invited her to sit with me and she ordered a glass of white wine from the waitress. Conversation flowed easily between the two of us and two drinks later we realized how much we had in common...We were both divorced...both had sons...horrible luck dating..and were attending the same conference.. The way she laughed and the sexy way her eyes flashed immediately attracted me. I wondered how she would look naked before me

You've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you... 10) I'm afraid of frogs 9) I had all 4 wisdom teeth and 2 other teeth pulled at the same time 8) I sleep with earplugs so I can have it completely quiet 7) I've never been outside the USA 6) I am right handed but I throw a frisbee left handed 5) I don't like candy 4) I haven't had a drink of alcohol in over a year 3) My right leg is longer than my left 2) I have a floating bone fragment in my left foot 1) I'm SINGLE! lol

Save Me....
I just wrote this so my apologies if there is any spelling mistakes or anything.... This is very personal for me and probably one of the best poems I've ever written. And this is going out to someone.. They know who they are.... As I put the razor to my skin, I feel the adrenalin, the pain is a sudden rush to me, as the blood falls to the floor I see my pain and worries disappearing. I hide my scars in fear of what you may say, but without you these scares will not exist. My love, my life, my reason I sit here and bleed. My smiles, my tears, my heart tares more and more. You deny your love, I deny my pain. The pain I feel when your not by my side. Some call it love I call it suicide. The razor can only go to deep, a person can only bleed so much, but the pain never ends. My nights are cold, my arms are empty The cuts cover up the pain, My smile covers up the hurt As you walk along to blind to see my hurt the days get harder the nights never seem to end I fa

Helpless
i feel so helpless theres nothing i can do even though i want to there is no way i can you're too far from me i hate knowing you dont feel good hate not being able to take care of you wish i was there nursing you back to health sittin here knowing how you feel knowing i cant do anything i feel so helpless

I Just Quit My Job
Well after a lot of careful thinking the past few days, I walked into work today and quit. After not being able to sleep due to pain and crying because of the pain. I laid there thinking of why am I putting my health at risk working there? I can not afford to have so many Lupus flare ups so close together in less than a year. As it is my life expectancy isn't great. I fear that I will not see my daughter married. Where I worked would be fine but they chose not to make those that wouldn't work do their jobs. I would end up doing theirs plus mine to get my work done. That lead to me way over doing it and landed me now three times in the ER in less than sI ix months. I will be fine, I always am. I have learned to deal with this with out much help from doctors. I actually prefer it that way. The less drugs I take the longer I have my liver and kidneys. Ok, enough for now time to get my pain meds. I hope all is well with everyone. May the Goddess watch over, p

War
>You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.

Having My Own Contest
I want to hold my own contest starting Feb. 24 - March 8 . Frist one in that time to reach 20,000 comment's win's a 3 month VIP. 2nd place 1 month VIP 3rd place 3 day blast All 3 MUST have at least 20,000 comment's in that time NO DRAMA!!! If interested please sent request to this link **** Witoka No More**& Conaire Conall Cearnach ***Kingdom Of Wolve's Head Quarter's@ fubar Thank you everyone and let's have fun Blessing's Deanna