What do I want? Love. Someone to lay with me, hold me and tell me everything will be alright. Make love to me. Pretend that it means something. Pretend that I mean something.
Surrounded by friends who " love " me but " not " like that." Little consolation. None actually. Tell one, tell all. Tell no one. Who cares? No one it seems. How things seem are how things are. Prove me wrong. You won't, you can't. Is it worth it? It = life. Keep it. Take it. End it. It = love. Need it. Want it. Where is it? Don't have it. Love = life. Love life. It it. Don't have it. Don't you see? Care? You don't, you won't, you can't. Invisible, unknown, untouched. Mary Jane is gone. Love is gone. It was all a dream. I'm awake now. Put me back to sleep.