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Breast CancerApril 30, 2008
(Day 25)
I found out from Dr. Ekaha that he would like me to take this trial drug that is being studied across the United States. The only thing we have to wait for is to see if I am eligible. My results of the HER-II is not back yet. It all hinges on that test weather I will take just the standard chemo cocktail or I get the extra from the clinical drug study. If the results are negative I will get the standard cocktail plus the other drugs from the study. If I am positive then I take the standard cocktail of drugs. There are pros and a few cons (in my mind) with this whole thing. The pros for the standard cocktail plus the drug study are...I get more drugs to zap the tumor which is a excellent thing. The cons are 6 months of chemo but at a slower rate (once every approx. 3 weeks.) With the standard cocktail the pros in my mind are only 3 1/2 months of chemo but at a quicker rate of every 2 weeks. The cons are that I wouldn't get that extra boost of
Breast CancerApril 29, 2008
(Day 24)
I met with Dr Ekaha yesterday to discuss my chemo treatment and it went well. I really like him. He is supportive, kind, caring, compassionate...everything you would want and expect from a doctor of his field. The game plan is get all these tests out of the way (MRI, Bone Scan, EKG, Echo, CT Scan, implant of the port.) Then the chemo can start. I will probably have my first treatment within the next 3 weeks.
Thanks Wendy for my daily quote! You're the BEST!
"I get by with a little help from my friends" ~John Lennon~
Feeling: I am blessed with having two awesome doctors!
(4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mammo+Ultrasound, 4/15/08-Biopsy, 4/21/08-Informal Diagnosis, 4/25/08-Private Consultation Dr Mudge, 4/28/08-Consultation Dr. Efiom-Ekaha, 5/6/08-Bilateral MRI)
Breast CancerApril 28, 2008
(Day 23)
My consultation went as expected. I am going to have a tough road ahead of me. But, I am a strong-willed woman with determination and I plan on attacking this cancer with just that attitude. I have Dutual Carcinoma. The best way to attack this cancer is to have Chemo first for 3 1/2 months, then surgery (lumpectomy) along with a Sentinal Node Biopsy (removal of several lymph nodes) and preceed onto Radiation. Sounds simple, but I know it's not going to be a cake walk, but I am prepared for doing whatever it takes.
I see the Oncologist today at 3:30pm. Have to have blood work taken and then a private consult with Dr. Efiom-Ekaha to I guess discuss what will take place as far as administrating Chemo.
Feeling: Its rainy and ugly outside, so I am feeling alittle like the weather. I swear the ugly weather brings on the dull aching pain I feel in my breast.
(4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mammo+Ultrasound, 4
Breast CancerApril 25, 2008
(Day 20)
Today is the day...only 4hrs and 15mins until I found out my fate. I have a little anxiety and not going to lie, am scared as all get out. Am praying for the early stage but if it's further along than that, then I just deal with the hand I am dealt.
When I got home from work yesterday, I opened the door to find an envelope to fall to the ground. It was a card from one of my "great girlfriends" (Wendy). She herself is going through some medical issues but she put herself aside to take the time out to cheer me up! That's why I love her so much! I want to share this quote that she wrote in the card. I am going to try my hardest to use it as a daily part of this whole process.
"Patience is also a form of action"
Thank you Wendy for being a part of my life and such a great friend!
Feeling: Little bit of anxiety and definitely scared but with that being said, am keeping a positive attitude that I can deal with the outcome today.
Breast CancerAPRIL 24, 2008
(Day 19)
I am feeling so much better today than yesterday. I felt like such a dope yesterday, had about 4 breakdowns at work. I just couldn't help it. My mind was racing all over the place. It's that unknowing again. Just tell me straight up good or bad. Waiting I found out, just isn't my cup of tea. But, on a good note...the guys at work bought me flowers to cheer me up. It was so unexpected and so greatly appreciated. I suppose I needed those breakdowns to gain some headway and strength. I slept well last night and my breast for the first time didn't ache when I got up this morning. Relief....
Dr. Mudge's office called last night and moved my appointment up from 2pm to 11:15am tomorrow which makes me feel alot better. The faster I know and can tackle this, my mind will be alittle more at ease. (amazing how the mind can get the best of you, emotionally and mentally)
Feeling: I feel decent, well-rested and it's going to be a good day.
Breast CancerAPRIL 23RD....NOT SUCH A GOOD DAY
(18 days since I found the lump)
Today is not so good. I woke up the same way as always, thought I was in a decent mood, but as the morning progress's further I am having a hard time with my emotions. I am trying to keep it together since I am at work...I knew this was going to happen, so it shouldn't shock me...I am not suppose to cry, I have to be strong. Am hoping to get all this outta of me today so tomorrow brings a better one. Only two more days until my private consult.
Feeling: I am feeling like I am drowning and everyone is watching and wanting to help me, but can't.
(4/6/08-found the lump, 4/7/08-OB-GYN, 4/9/08-Mammo+Ultrasound, 4/15/08-Biopsy, 4/21/08-Informal Diagnosis, 4/25/08-Private Consultation)
FireI decided to burn my clay thingies I made in an oven, and set the temp to 247 degs as always. Sudeenly I smell an odd smell, and walk into the kitchen to see the oven ON FIRE, and this acrid chemical smoke fillin the kitchen. FUCK!!!!
I unplugged the oven and poured water all over it, opening the windows, etc. If I didn't go back to the kitchen, I'd be a crispy mcnugget today :(
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Darth In The News...and May Is HereGood Morning… once again a news headline gets my attention. Although it comes from across the large pond it is still funny to see grown people losing themselves into a character and getting arrested for it. A man posing as Darth Vader attacked a Star Wars fan who had founded a Jedi Church, a court has heard.
Arwel Wynne Hughes, 27, from Holyhead, Anglesey, admitted assaulting Barney Jones and Cousin Michael with a metal crutch. They suffered minor injuries.
Hughes, who was drunk and dressed in a black bin bag, shouted "Darth Vader!" My first thought was, where Luke Skywalker and the rest of the Rebel Force at? How about sending in Batman or Superman to unmask the Imperial Lord… Wow…way too much drama for one morning note.
I see Ms. Hilary was just across the state line in Indiana yesterday and holey smokes Batman… I just find it hard to get out of Character like Arwel did… no worries,… Anyway she Ms. Hilary was campaigning in South Bend and stopped for gas at which time I solut
My Alltime Favorite SongIgnore what Elvis looks like in this video and just listen to his voice. even at this stage in his career his still had a great singing voice as evidenced in this song. when ever he hits those operatic notes i get chills down my spine. listen for yourself and hear what I mean.
May DayHappy May Day everyone!
The earliest May Day celebrations appeared in pre-Christian Europe, as in the Celtic celebration of Beltane, and the Walpurgis Night of the Germanic countries. Many pre-Christian indigenous celebrations were eventually banned or Christianized during the process of Christianization in Europe. As a result, a more secular version of the holiday continued to be observed in the schools and churches of Europe well into the 20th century. In this form, May Day may be best known for its tradition of dancing the Maypole and crowning of the Queen of the May. Today various Neopagan groups celebrate reconstructed (to varying degrees) versions of these customs on 1 May.
The day was a traditional summer holiday in many pre-Christian European pagan cultures. While February 1 was the first day of Spring, May 1 was the first day of summer; hence, the summer solstice on June 25 (now June 21) was Midsummer. In the Roman Catholic tradition, May is observed as Mary's month, and
This Guy Can Get 100mpg In His Accord.This Guy Can Get 59 MPG in a Plain Old Accord. Beat That, Punk.
News: Drafting 18-wheelers with the engine off, taking death turns at 52 miles an hour, and other lessons learned while riding shotgun with the king of the hypermilers
By Dennis Gaffney
on a midsummer saturday in a sprawling wisconsin parking lot, about a dozen people are milling about a candy-apple red Honda Insight. They're watching Wayne Gerdes prepare for his run in Hybridfest's mpg Challenge, a 20-mile race through the streets of Madison. Wayne is the odds-on favorite to win the challenge, in which drivers compete to push the automotive limits not of speed and power—a desire those gathered here consider old-fashioned and wasteful—but for the unsexy title of Most Fuel-Efficient Driver in the World.
Wayne is believed to be that driver, but he's nervous, because all day long the hypermilers—the term Wayne invented to describe the band of brothers who push the limits of fuel efficiency—have been getting crazy-
Just A Great SongJohn Fogerty is one of the greatest guitar players of alltime. listen to this 8 1/2 minute song and you'll hear why he's the best.
Re: Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11RE: Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 29 Apr 2008, 13:53
Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11 An Arizona state Senator who went public with questions over the official government version of events on 9/11 has provided further details of her position and why she chose to make her views known. http://www. infowars. net/articles/april2008/290408Johnson. htm
Friends ListJust an FYI... I'm weeding through my friends list. If you don't have a salute pic, you'll be deleted. I have entirely too many on my list & I'd rather only keep the ones who I can see are who they say they are.
Re: Why Is Hart So Fearful Of Discussing His "new World Order"?RE: Why Is Hart So Fearful Of Discussing His "New World Order"?
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Date: 30 Apr 2008, 06:06
Why Is Gary Hart So Fearful Of Discussing His "New World Order"? Former Senator Gary Hart seems to be having difficulties remembering his last lie because he fouled up again in his latest confrontation with We Are Change by reversing his assertion that he never used the term "new world order," contradicting his previous falsehood, but still seemed fearful of discussing exactly what the term meant. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/043008_hart_fearful. htm
Re: Bbc Show Engages In Chaotic, Rambling 9/11 Truth Debunk-festRE: BBC Show Engages In Chaotic, Rambling 9/11 Truth Debunk-Fest
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Date: 30 Apr 2008, 10:22
BBC Show Engages In Chaotic, Rambling 9/11 Truth Debunk-Fest A Popular BBC talk radio show yesterday engaged in 45 minutes of uninformed debunking and ridicule of "9/11 conspiracy theories", interspersing questions over the official government version of events on 9/11 with barely intelligible members of the public talking about fake moon landings and Joan of Arc not actually being burned at the stake. http://infowars. net/articles/april2008/300408BBC. htm
Re: Pnac Radio On Now 6-8pm Cst Wtprn.comRE: pnac radio on now 6-8pm CST wtprn.com
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Date: 30 Apr 2008, 16:03
The Project for the New American Citizen (PNAC) was first started as a student organization at the University of Texas at Austin to address issues that we felt that were seriously neglected in the mainstream media. In the process of presenting these issues to the public consciousness of the University, and the city of Austin at large, PNAC has now hosted the first-ever conference on false-flag terrorism, spread to other campuses abroad, and now has even spread to the radio.On PNAC Radio, we seek to give a spotlight to activism, both locally and abroad. While there is still quite a bit of a fight left there are countless groups and individuals using different techniques of activism around the country all committing themselves to the same cause. We provide an audio forum to explore these said techniques; so that they can be refined, shared, and spre
Re: Check Out Zappa Plays Zappa On Kpbs-tv...RE: Check out Zappa Plays Zappa on KPBS-TV...
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Date: 30 Apr 2008, 21:13
Hello Friends,As you may or may not be aware, we here in "Zappaland" are busily preparing for another exciting Zappa Plays Zappa tour filled with new material as well as some old favorites. Before we hit the road again we will be releasing the Zappa Plays Zappa DVD from the 06 inaugural tour. The DVD is available at last in stores now and will be available as a 2 disc set and as a special fan pack that includes both DVD discs plus audio (3) CDs of the same material. A single compilation audio CD will also be available separately. It's in stores now!Another exciting development is the fact that public television affiliates will be airing a special One Hour show from the ZPZ DVD as one of their highly acclaimed pledge shows in dozens of markets across the US. The first market to take the leap will be Southern California. On May 3rd I
Re: Hillary, The War Chick By Pepe EscobarRE: Hillary, the war chick By Pepe Escobar
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Who won in Pennsylvania?More at http://therealnews. com/c. php?c=080401YTPepe Escobar: Democrats are fighting amongst themselves instead of fighting the Republicans
http://atimes. com/atimes/Middle_East/JD26Ak02. htmlApr 26, 2008 THE ROVING EYEHillary, the war chickBy Pepe EscobarPHILADELPHIA - When that phone rings at 3am at the White House, what does a true red-blooded Madam President do? She calls her generals and orders them to "obliterate" Iran. In other words: she orders the killing of 70 million people.It's 10pm right outside Democratic Senator Hillary Clinton's victory rally at the Hyatt in downtown Philadelphia, and Mei-ling Wang is very, very angry. Fervent Hillary and Senator Barack Obama supporters in the streets try to out-shout and out-perform each other after Clinton beat Obama in the Phila
A PoemRiptide : A Vampires Kiss
Current mood: betrayed
Category: Writing and Poetry
Hers is the face I see in the riptide
when the vampires come to feed
her eyes the color of jade
dancing hungrily in the night
drinking half a bottle to forget
drowning in random blue eyes to feel
something other than the riptide pull
A vampires kiss could save her
but no one wants an eternity anymore
PoemRandom won’t forget
Category: Writing and Poetry
I went to extreams to forget you
a bottle of Jack Daniels
random blue eyes
A motel room untouched by memories
I wanted to erase you
like sepia tones erase impurities
My heart won't close the door
and from time to time
I feel a draft
and smell you on the wind.
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4:00 A.m.It's 4:00 a.m.
& the rain has fallen incessantly for hours.
My inconsistent thoughts keep coming back to you.
Passion filled brown eyes glazed by the twilight.
The rushing sounds of creek water in the distance.
I love the smiles that come with new.
Momentarily restored faith.
Wrapping oneself in brevity.
What is life really but a series of events?
Eventually for a brief moment,
my mind will dwell on your essence at 4:00 a.m.
Mythic TruthMythic Truth
A love of mythic proportions
unbeknownst to most men
like the golden hues of nature
a song carried by the wind
most people only dream about
love without an end
we live and breathe in the arms of faith
that is where we begin
For we are the myth, the fantasy
living, breathing proof
the ancients seemed to have blessed us
we are each others truth
1/14/08
3:00am
Thursday Opie And Anthony Links: Bear Grylls From Man Vs. Wild, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Jim Norton Hbo Taping - Get Tickets Now, New O&a Podcast, OldLISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST)
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Happy Thursday and hello May 2008! (incidentally, what the hell is going on with the weather in New York? It's never been this F-ing cold out (yeah, right... like I'm some kind of authority).
Anyway... we have the one and only Bear Grylls back in studio to promote the new season of MAN vs. WILD.
Also stopping by is our longtime comedian crony, Bill Burr to talk about his gigs this weekend at Helium Comedy Club in Philadelphia. Also hanging with us is our pal Nick DiPaolo, and he's going to be at the Brokerage Comedy club on Long Island tonight.
Jim Norton HBO Taping - Get Tickets: Our own James Norton is doing another taping for the nice folks at HBO, and you're invited! Get All The Norton Ticket Info HERE
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Untitleddispicable thoughts,
burn in muh heart,
muh conscious is lost,
mystic smiles from the demons,
shawdows darkened da cross,
kno thur sum smiles im runnin after,
impatient,
waitin fer the rature as a spirtual bastard,
i understand it,
not gon make it 2 heaven,
im standin,
starin down the barrle of a loaded 357,
prayin god would u take me,
take me,
before dey break me,
seems muh past is comin back 2 rape me,
now im heartless,
but knowin u dont give a fuck,
fuelin muh anger wit violence,
dis world made me who i am,
den hated me 4 it,
gave em a piece of muh heart,
den da bitchez ignored it,
so distorted,
dis picture of all obsession,
feel like a whore,
used at da worlds discression,
muh lesson,
becamin a blessin in descuise,
knowin these hypocrites could never see through muh eyez,
so i idolise,
da pain that i felt,
slowly find muhself,
out between the beauty of an angel & da darkness of hell,
the reincarnation of satan,
within the womb awaitin,
a mothers
SorryHi all,
I wish to apologise for not being very aproachable these past few weeks. I have been very busy taking care of a very dear friend's 4 children.
My best friend Jill - whom i have known for over 18yrs had been very poorly for quite some time - suddenly took a very bad turn and ended up in hospital on life support.
Unfortunately my friend Jill passed away yesterday morning god rest her soul, she will be greatly missed by us all.
I hope i havent been rude or impatient with anybody on here - if i have i apologise sincerely.
I will try and catch up with all the comments, ratings as soon as i can (many thanks to all)
stella xxx
WaitingIn the night I wait in fear and sorrow for the moment for you to come. I wait to see your figure creeping through the darkness. Paralyed as you wrap me in your embrace. I wait for the sweet kiss of death to send me to an everlasting sleep. Alone in the night how long is the wait.
Hey Everonehey people i need more people to talk to that stay up pretty late and stuff my screen name is shawnzy18@yahoo.com add me if you want i get bored in the evenngs
Cats And Dogs..Funny... Must read..
*_Cats and Dogs_*
_The Dog_
8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!
9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!
9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!
10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!
12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing!
1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing!
3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing!
5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing!
7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing!
8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!
11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!
_The Cat_
Day 983 of my captivity.
My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength.
The only thing that keeps me going is my d
Life's PathAs I walk threw life there are many paths. None are easy none are safe. Some have changing seasons others have scary weather. Some have Signs to show you the way, some have a light at the end to help find you way.
Paths are a step stone others gravel, some paths have hand real's to help on a hill or a steep valley other have a straight cliff which you much climb. Some have long paths which bring great fortune some short and loneliness.
Some paths are walk by those who choose there owe other are guide by the unknown. Some are clear and visible when others are covered. By the end we all know what is to come but the thing that matters the most is what is learned and what was fun.
The Key To My SoulThe Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.
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Cost A ThingLove Doesn't Cost a thing,
Pain Doesn't Cost a thing,
Hurt Doesn't Cost a thing,
Broken Hearts Doesn't Cost a thing,
Flowing Tears Doesn't Cost a thing,
Gray and Cloudy Days Doesn't Cost a thing,
Feeling Numb Doesn't Cost a thing,
Pretending to be Happy when Things are Down
Cost many things,
Smiling to your friends so they
know nothing of your Pain Cost many things,
Trying to make Things work Cost many things,
Caring Cost many things,
Loving you, Caring For you, Cost many things.
Coffee Adventure. The Trilogy!!! With 3 Exclamation Points.My caffeine dependancy can sometimes cause
Drowsiness
Dizziness
stomach upset
alchoholism
Blurred vision
Headache
Confusion
Confession
Lupis
Depression
Impaired coordination
Changes in heart rate
Hypertension
Jittering about
Trembling
Weakness
Amnesia
AIDS
Hangover effect (grogginess)
Dreaming or nightmares
Benzodiazepine addiction
Chest pain
Vision changes
Jaundice
"Paradoxical reactions"
But only some times.
I cradled my coffee machine like a lifesaver.
That's good candy.
I never could figure out the damn thing.
It was my grandparents', I assumed there was a tiny wizard living inside, that stopped obeying orders when Carl died.
That's why we're in this dilly of a pickle.
The Machina is smarter than me.
And I don't know where to turn for my fix.
They won't let me back in the local.
The bookstores have armed guards.
And I just have nowhere to go.
We're talking epic ...
NO!
Soap opera drama here people.
Like... d
Sleepless In Wayneattle.The time is 4:13 am ...and my mind is racing.....
I'm sitting here listening to Deee Lite - what is love - holographic goatee mix -
Awesome bass line.....memories of the Red Zone club in NYC are flooding back.
The dance floor would normally be packed...but when this song would come on...
the floor would explode. Another song that would get the crowd moving was
Plez's - I can't stop - acid rain forest mix. I live in the past. It's all i know.
I associate everything now to then. It's when I was outgoing, somewhat social,
and dare I say, hip? On a Deee Lite tip, they ran a club called "More or S'more" that was
down the block from the Sound Factory. I ended up getting a job working there...and
sufficed to say I had a blast....good $ off the books, all the drinks I could handle (which
wasn't much and getting to hang out with Deee lite!). And even though they were well known at the time, they were down to earth and pretty cool to hang out with.
And now? And now...noth
U Tell MeJust a few random questions for whoever wants to respond:
1 fu points; care or dgaf?
2 money; tight or making ends meet & then some?
3 music; a little of everything or non mainstream?
4 nightlife; clubs or dive bars?
5 sex; 1-2 hole or 2-3 holes?
6 personality; rude with attitude or genuinely fake?
7 politics; kill the white man or god bless our leaders?
8 religion; god bless our leaders or go to hell?
9 reality TV; entertaining or glorified kareoke?
10 me; total prick or misunderstood?
So I'm An "8"Nice...above a 5, I guess, I should be flattered...hmm...I just thought it funny, why waste your time rating and "8" ?
KitschA advances
B betrays
C convinces
D delays
E is everywhere
F is far
G is globular
H is here
I’m an intruder
J is a joker
K is the kaiser
L is a loner
M wants more
N is new
O is old
P is in the pew
Q questions
R respects
S is sly
T is tricked
U has utilities
V has a view
W wonders what the whole world is worth
X plays xylophone
Y says yes to youth
Z zooms through the zone
U Ever Meet Someone...That you just "hit it off" with? Y'know, they're cool from the get go, no akward moments, no forced conversation?
I worked with a guy that actually was replacing me when I left my job to have my second child. He was young and quiet and I didn't think much of him other than the fact that I thought he would be a good replacement for me while I was gone...then I went back to work...
He was still there and infact had surpassed me in promotions and was now a step above me...smart guy!
I remember the first week I got back to work...they had to do this "introduction" phase with me, basically to make sure I remembered what I was doing and he was the one who was to monotor my "training". He was nervous.
He knew I knew what I was doing by then and so we managed to enjoy the opportunity to work side by side by "goofing off" at work!
It didn't take more than a moment for us to realize we'd be fast friends...he loved the same music as me, he enjoyed the same humor as me and in a
Done!!So I have decided that I am completely done...DONE getting stomped on DONE getting used, DONE being hurt by you. I have had this problem in the past of getting attached to something (way to soon) and then it completely backfires. So now I have put my heart on lock down. No feelings will you receive from ME. I will just be one of those girls that stands at a distance, protects her heart from being torn apart.
No more will guys stomp on me and break me down. It's going to take a chisel to get to my sacred heart. So guys bring it on.. I am ready, to be uncommitted, un-apprehensive and ready for FUN!!
Let Myself Down!Well this is gonna be short.. I am just really upset with myself right now.. I let myself get completely fooled by someone. They completely fucked me over good. I can't believe it.. I just realized i am not only out of some important medication. but now my Nintendo ds. is conveniently missing. I am livid! How can someone just walk all over someone like that. Not even caring about them or their stuff? Seriously!! That is so utterly ridiculous! I am so hurt and so upset, this is just taking so much out of me. I can't deal with all this shit right now! What is wrong with me? Disaster just follows me.. and this is just annoying. I just want to lock myself in a hole until everything passes and all the pain goes away!
I am so done!
What The Fuck 2 Doi don't understand how some family members can smile in your face and try 2 kill u at the same time. i just buried my father on 4-28-08 and i believe in my heart that he was starved 2 death by my crack head cousins. my step mother is still in the house and b cuz my father tipped out and got me, i have 2 leave her in that house of hell. my father gave them power of attorney cuz i'm a girl ( which is so messed up). the day after he took control, he bought a brand new bmw with my parents money. the house has been robbed. they even found my fathers gun in the hands of 12 yr olds that was sold 4 drugs. i am sick 2 my heart about all this bullshit. i don't know where 2 turn or who else 2 talk 2. i was told since i have no blood ties 2 my step mother, there is nothing that i can do. she is the only mother i have had since my mother drowned when i was 16. i can't sleep, or eat. my soul is in turmoil on how to get those asshole put in jail. my cousin even smoked crack in front of a friend of mi
The Memoirs Of An Analog KidMemoirs of an Analog Kid
act 1
A boy runs through a field unfettered,
wild eyed and free,
Racing through the tall grass,
chasing Destiny.
His heart, it burns with dreams, he yearns -
and sheds lonely tear,
for that aching presence calling him
across these golden years.
The warm, late summer sun shines down,
bathing all in sight;
aided by a gentle breeze,
the boy’s reckless flight,
carries him on far beyond
this summer afternoon,
to a place in memory
forgotten all too soon.
This boy of twelve long summers
starts to sing a sacred song,
echoed by the voices
of those who don’t belong.
Expectant pause, a righteous cause,
his heart begins to beat,
as he tears off through that valley,
his feet winged and fleet.
Coming at last to a sacred place
from the golden dawn of youth,
to a place he’ll always cherish,
to find elusive truth.
With time to kill on a rolling hill,
beneath a clear blue sky,
to lie with arms behind his head
and
The Princess Of Uncommon BeautyThe Princess of Uncommon Beauty
She was a Princess of uncommon beauty
The perfect dream of a teenage Queen
She had her heart set upon the stars
But her stars refused to be seen
There once was a time when she sparkled
When she brought her court to their knees
And all the boys dreaming to be men
Begged her hand in twos and threes
Then one day a young man took her
Won her hand and won her heart
He swore he would always love her
Then he tore her world apart
She was a Princess of uncommon beauty
A Queen in a nightmare dream
As she watched her stars fade out
And she tried to stifle her scream
In a prison of lost hope and lost love
In a dungeon unhappy she cried
For the Beauty had married the Beast
But the fable had all but lied
This Princess, her future uncertain
Lost herself in everyday life
Abused, she made the best of
An existence filled with strife
She was a Princess of uncommon beauty
A Queen of everyday means
And each night as the lig
What Was Your Life, Worth?What Was Your Life, Worth?
(dedicated to Worth Everett Pritchett...my paternal grandmothers brother who perished in a mine cave-in outside of Walker, Arizona in 1938)
What was your life, Worth,
when you knew these hills so long ago?
What did you know?
I have walked the same
and seen the same,
yet I know it was not.
For as a child, what I knew
were a few dilapidated shacks
and the ghostly remains of what men did.
For you, true, the Boom had past,
but remnants of it’s glory must still have held.
Do you remember the saloons
where now only pine trees drink,
the rail station or the hotel?
Or was that, when you were free,
something already relegated to history?
Had the ghosts already claimed their own?
What was your life, Worth,
in those days now long since past,
when homespun and gunny-sacks
were your only shirts and pants,
and your toys were no newer than the trees?
I suspect we played many of the same games,
(only with different names)
and I like to
Fubar's Flaming Hotties Slide 1Meet some of the hottest girls on Fubar. They are ALL real (no fakes) all legit salutes to Fu and to the Flaming hotties.
Here they are....go show them some luv...F/A/R/C them ..spoil them rotten!! They so deserve it!!!
The hottie's information: We are always looking for more hottie's and friends: click on banner
Where Did You Get This Beautiful Golden Hair?Where did you get this beautiful golden hair?
(for my daughter when she was little)
Where did you get this beautiful golden hair?
Did you rent it from a polka dot grizzly bear?
Did a crocodile give it to you with his brand new vest?
Did you find it in a tree in an elephant’s nest?
Did an owl with a suitcase drop it on your head?
Perhaps it was the stuffing for a rhino’s bed?
Did a spider sew it for you from a pot of gold?
Did you get it from a camel whose toes were cold?
Oh, where did you get this beautiful golden hair?
Was it a gift from an ant on a three legged chair?
Did you buy it from a monkey with a hole in his shoe?
Did you get it from an octopus whose nose was blue?
Did you find it on top of a sleeping whale?
Did a caterpillar send it to you in the mail?
Was it lying half forgotten on an old bat’s shelf?
What did you say? You grew it yourself?
CoolMade with Morpheus Photo Morpher
DangerousDangerous are the damned
Left to be lonely
The pain inflicted
Upon the desperate
Crossing in the wake
Shamed are the weak
Pretending to be strong
Souls will be tortured
Left bleeding by a song
Lost are the incomplete
Searching for an end
Do you wish to find me
You never will again
For All The Wanna Be RomeosI've got a few things to say and thanks to Hellyion I now know how to better say them.
1) Just because you have seen my picture scrolling by it does not mean that I am your baby or your sweetheart or that I am your anything.
2) Just because I was nice and I returned or replied to your fu gift does not mean I want you.
3) Rating and commenting on all my pics is NOT a turn on... it's just downright creepy.
4) Stopping by my page everyday and sending me messages everyday makes me think you are creepy. Creepy in a stalker kind of way.
5) I don't care about your sex life and my sex life is none of your damn business.
6) Giving me your yahoo name does not mean you are going to get lucky. I have no desire to see your goods on cam.
7) By ignoring your shouts and e-mails it means I am not interested. So stop already.
8) No means no. If you can't understand that the block button works really well.
Wow, I do really feel better now!
Seeing Adversity The Right WaySeeing Adversity The Right Way
Anytime God is about to take you to a new level you’re going to face opposition. There will be new battles to fight and new obstacles to overcome. It’s easy to get discouraged and think, “Why is this happening?” But we have to change our thinking and focus on the fact that on the other side of those challenges is a new level of victory—a new level of success. David would only be known as a shepherd boy if it weren’t for Goliath. David’s enemy became the tool that God used to promote him. And God will do the same in your life today. He’ll use those challenges and difficulties in your life to catapult you towards success! If you are
going through a hard time today, if things look impossible, don’t give up now. Change your perspective and believe that God is working behind the scenes. Put a smile on your face and stand in confidence knowing that you are a child of the Most High God. When all is said and done, you’re not just going to come out of that d
-my First Fubar BlogSo Im only level 8..Im just checkin everything out now whoever reads this id realli like it if they Rate/fan/add/..ME...it will be greatly appreciated...
So Newho...yesterday sucked horribly...to much drama...im glad i had fun last night tho... drinkin with my homies was the shitttzzz
Ive got 2 tests today..im pretty sure im readi...i hope everything goes ok and i pass just fine ,...
This is a pretty crapy "FIRST" blog...but hey thats why its called a first haha
-Erica
Did You Wonder...How many sites do you think there are for either hook ups or a hang out lounge for people to meet up with new people or just sit around and listen to music.
I have wondered I have only visited three sites and this is one of them. I just wondered how many more there are.
Do you know? Das Ist der q? That is the Q? That was German Sorry.
Fun Or War?OK, I just had something really..... odd happen to me. I am still quite in shock, and I honestly do not understand it. Since I have been on Fubar, I have visited many lounges and I am even a member of a few. OK, here is what happened. I went into Studio 54. I have went in there many times. BAM, I get booted. I am like what the heck? I get a message from the owner Achilles, stating I am not welcome in his lounge because I am a member of Dirty Little Secrets. Wow! I mean Wow! I am like totally in shock! Anyone who knows me, knows, that I am the kind of person who goes into lounges for fun and enjoyment, NOT DRAMA! So to all my friends who are members of Studio 54, I just want you to know why you won't see me back in there again. I was told I am not welcome because I work for DLS! It was always great chatting with you, but at ACHILLES wish, I will not go back..... now nor would I think I would want to!
Hugs,
Dee
I Hate That I Cant Hate Youi hate you
why did you go
were we not good enough
did you even know
who i was gona be
or where i was gona be
did you even love me
did you even love us
i dont see why you left
please help me see
why you left us
you didnt stay around
you werent there for my first bike
or my first concert
you werent there when i broke my arm
when mom protected me from harm
maybe you were the harm
that she needed to protect us from
i dont know but i wish i did
you didnt seem to care
you must not of looked back
as you walked out that door
and now your with that whore
i dont know her
i never want to
because shes the one
that you turned to
she took you
i hate when you make me smile
i hate when you make me laugh
but i hate it when i cry
because i dont even know why
i miss you
i never had you there
you didnt wipe my tears
you didnt care enough
but youve made me tough
i hate that you let me fall
but mainly i hate the fact
that i cant hate you at all.
R.i P MomaNEVER APART SPIRT ALWAYS HIGH ABOVE US,..I FFEEL SHE WATCHES OVER US,ALWAYS KNOWING,ALWAYS SEEING....SHE LIKE NONE OTHER HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR US FROM CHILDHOOD INTO HER AFTER LIFE....I SEE YOU IN MY DREAMS AS YOU RE LETTING ME KNOW YOU WILL NEVER LEAVE US,...YOU ARE OUR ANGEL MOMA,....WE LOVE U....R.I P. AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!,...
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A Poem For Mawmawi miss seein you in that chair...
sometimes i feel you near...
i loved your beautiful hair....
i still wish you were here....
why did you have to go...
thats one thing we will never know...
we all loved you...
and we all still do...
we know your in a better place...
with gods love and grace....
you will always be in my heart...
no matter how long we are apart...
i still hear your voice...
i still see your smile...
and that makes living life worth while...
Intresting Human Body FactsInteresting Human Body Facts:
The largest cell in the human body is the female egg and the smallest is the male sperm
"My insurance will pay for Viagra but not birth contol..go figure! Less is more?"
A full bladder is roughly the size of a soft ball.
"BULL-LONEY, mine is the size of a Kumquat"
It takes food seven seconds to get from your mouth to your stomach.
"That is the same amount of time it takes to turn to fat too."
One human hair can support 3 kg.
"HAH...I'd love to see my hair support this frame"
Human thighbones are stronger than concrete.
"Yep, they have to be to support this second person I carry. I ate my skinny inner person."
The attachment of human muscles to skin is what causes dimples
"So I no longer have to blame Sara Lee?."
The average man's penis is three times the length of his thumb.
"Be right back...looking for a flashlight and yard stick. Hubby is asleep."
A woman's heart beats faster than a man's. ( unle
In Our Time!In our time
Saturday, September 08 2007 @ 02:23 PM MST
Contributed by: Greg
Views: 94
The spell
The spell was cast
I knew it was there
I didn't respond
How can I explain
the way I felt then
the way I feel now
If I had said something
we may have had our time
in our time
Still captured by the spell
lost & alone I take a breath
my head spins my hands shake
I think I could tell you
the way felt then
the way I feel now
If you had said something
if we didn't drift apart
If we had more time
we may have had our time
In our time
Dear Insomnia (the Sleep Issue.. I'm Sure Theres Some Dj Named Insomnia Running Around Here Somewhere)Dear Insomnia,
FUCK YOU I'M TIRED MY BODY IS TIRED LET ME SLEEP! How is it you come between my body and myself from getting rest? Its a power struggle of my mind vs. my body. This crap is just getting ridiculous. Insomnia I go to lay down and try to sleep at night. yet you tug at my thoughts and say "hey you.. no sleep for you" Thats right insomnia you are a sleep nazi, and for that I hate you. Why? Why don't you just let my body rest, even when you bastard you know I have things I have to do the next day? Why do you curse me so? Why do you let my mind wander off and think in 5 million different directions at once? How is it you keep me awake like this, and so to speak go to sleep at night? Whats a girl got to do to get some freakin sleep around this piece? HUH? Seriously? My body is worn out I just want to sleep but I can't. What is this, some kind of cruel joke? Some kind of ruse? I hate you insomnia you keep me from doing the simplest of tasks. I want to wake up in the morning
ReallyReally
Tuesday, September 11 2007 @ 01:29 PM MST
Contributed by: Greg
Views: 111
I've been gone for a while "really"
I really didn't go anywhere "really
I came back home & found you gone
Your breath was still inside the glass
Your footsteps were an echo out the door
I felt you next to me that night
I heard your voice out in the hall
I turned to find that, I was alone
I climbed the wall to watch you pass
Called out your name, I begged you back
Can't you tell me what it is that I've done wrong
I love you really, really, I love you
I trusted that I could call to arms the emotions that make me whole,
to clarify, please help me "really"
They clipped my wings, but still I soared
they tied me down, I broke the ties
They tried to rip you from my soul
My will's to strong to keep me down
So I beat my way up off the floor
I crawled the path to bring me home to you
If I could have another chance
We'd fly away & not come back
Keep all the buzza
Ghazal #1Ghazal #1
(a Ghazal is a Persian form...this particular, my first, just happened to also fit the rules of a Sonnet)
Clutching at dreams of eternity
holding your body close to me
A moonlit walk on a summer night
tracing footprints in deep memory
Bathed in cream amid rose petal boats
cast adrift on a wanting sea
Tracing Venus in flesh born dreams
the Satyr rising to praise beauty
A taste of honey teases my lips
a feathered kiss for Heaven’s key
To claim her gift, a crown of flowers
the orchid wreath spins so sweetly
Born of fire with impassioned heart
of dreams the fool dared speak free
Untitleduntitled
Tuesday, October 09 2007 @ 11:26 PM MST
Contributed by: Greg
Views: 102
untitled
If loneliness had a name it would be mine
cast aside lost in an abyss of nothing
I look for a rey of hope that will take this away
they say that patience is a virtue
I am the King
everything I need is in three words
Let me fly!
as time slips buy, I wish for more
I've got some things I need to do
I hope I get the chance to get them done
and so with my virtue, I will wait
till I hear the word
I'll be ready to go
until then folks it's on with the show
The Pleasures Of FleshThe Pleasures of Flesh
The pleasures of flesh and promised delight
flowed from the fruit of original sin
to whisper sweet dreams in the velvet night
of sacred treasures of wondrous delight
held in the temple of Venus tight
like a silken purse of the softest skin
whose embrace brings joy and pure delight
to those who submit to blessed sin
Genesis (in Three Acts)Genesis
act 1
Eden
There is a sacred grove
From the dawn of humanity
Whose fruits bore a treasure trove
Throughout that ancient grove
And there an Angel strove
Out of fear and jealousy
To guard the secret of the grove
The apples of humanity
act 2
Prometheus
Lying in coils around a tree
The Serpent in the garden
Shedding tears for humanity
Plucked an apple from the Tree
Of Knowledge he gave to she
But ne’er expecting pardon
For his plunder of the tree
To be exiled from the garden
act 3
Adam and Eve
The Satyr in the garden
Drinks deep of apple wine
He begs the Nymph her pardon
As he plunders her sweet garden
With his resolve now hard-on
Growing stronger on the vine
To bury in her garden
The seed of mortal wine
MomJanuary 19th. 1990 had to be the worst day of my life. My best friend,confidant,and the best person you can ever imagine meeting and having the privilage to meet and enjoy, was taken from me and her family, and all the MANY people that loved her. She was so young to leave us, 46 years old. So full of life, having a heart that was big enough to love soooo many people, and was loved back by each person more than she loved. I think back to her last days with us, My son was only 5 months old, and not really realizing anything that was going on around her, she lie there, staring at my young sons picture, and says " That has to be the most beautiful baby she had ever seen" Of course tears streaming down my face with the realization that he would never realize what an awesome grandmother he would have had.3 years later, I'm watching my son as he ran to me while we were outside, and I saw the most beatiful smile; It was my mother. I know she wasn't with me but I believe God allowed me to see t
Art Of War, Scroll 1, Verse 25Sun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
Verse 25
The enemy host, a house united,
against all force can make a stand;
To sever the ministers from their head
and those with whom he is united,
one must with devious rumors spread
and sow dissension through out the land;
the enemy host, a house divided,
is a house that can no longer stand.
With Folded WingsWith Folded Wings
With folded wings, she sat alone
And watched the world around her.
With visage carved in frozen stone,
She sat and wept all alone;
Poor little Princess on her throne.
For ne’er a feather did she stir
But frozen she sat, all alone,
And watched the world around her.
In Darkest NightIn Darkest Night
In darkest night, I had a dream;
I was floating in a region of sighs,
Drifting down an ethereal stream
And completely free within my dream –
Overjoyed by it’s simple theme.
For what I beheld before my eyes
While lost within that simple dream,
Brought forth from me soft, wistful sighs.
FragmentsFragments
Fragments of words I once thought I knew;
Remnants of a past now far removed.
The line between the Perceived and True
Blurs and clouds, distorting what I knew.
Tell me, tell me, has this happened to you?
Has any secret to you been proved
To be something else from what you knew
Once all of the truth had been removed?
DepthWelcome to Deep Cut
Wednesday, April 30 2008 @ 11:01 PM MST
Depth
Contributed by: Greg
Views: 96
Art 101
The photographer clicks the shot
That's just the start
If you only look at the front line
you could miss the point of the shot
When art is created the content is all encompassing
in photography, it's sometimes, art of the moment
in painting's & drawing's, it's mostly intentional
in music it's not always what you hear at first
in lyric, poetry, & story
it's not always your first impression that makes the story
That is the intention of the artist
To draw you in further
the closer you listen
the deeper you look
that is when you start to get the fullness of the creation
I believe that life is art
intentionally unintentional
whats on the surface
whats in the background
It's being created day by day
& we are the artists
We have many critics
We control the intention of the creation
not to have it spoon fed
It is up to each of the artis
TrioletTriolet
If I were to push a triolet
From all these words I hold inside,
What would I, what would I say
To fill the soul of that triolet?
Would I throw my words away
Or would I, would I patiently bide
And wait and wait for this triolet
To spring forth from me, from deep inside?
I Do BelieveI Do Believe
I do believe in my own mortality.
I do believe that someday I will die.
I do believe in the prospect of divinity.
But I’d rather dream of immortality.
I’d rather dream a grander fantasy!
I’d rather compose my own reply.
For though I believe in my own mortality,
I hope to live long after I die.
A Revelation DreamA Revelation Dream
A cold, careless moment caught in a cataclysmic dream,
The world itself was burning and I couldn’t do a thing.
The Heaven’s were torn asunder, a most terrifying scene,
Like a madman’s prophetic vision or a Revelation dream.
I tried in vain to discern its mystifying theme
And wondered in awe-struck terror; what would this portent bring?
The world itself was burning and I pray’d ‘twas just a dream,
As I wept aloud to realize I’d imagined such a thing.
HerHow do you? You can think you have met her, and that she has to be the person you will spend your life with.... but you talk to her and she mentions a person.. and you can tell by the way she talks about him that they are meant for each other.. but you don't want to tell her that.. because deep down inside you want her all to yourself... and yet you know that can't happen because love is against you,happiness is against, life is against you... everything seems to be against you...
What do you do?? All you want is for her to be happy, even if that means her being with someone else... and yet you want to be happy WITH her not FOR her.. but you are not the person that puts you first... you put her first... and that can lead to your demise in the end... but no matter how much you may want her... she is untouchable and you know it even if you won't come to terms with it.... She brightens your day, makes you feel better, listens to your problems, and tells you how much she loves you
Me.Here's my pro's and cons. I self reflected and decided to save myself effort, heartache and time. Take it or leave it. This about sums it up, but subject to change.
Cons first, If you can handle these while you're reading, then you deserve to know the pros.
Cons:
1. I have been CHEATED ON far too many times. The only guys I seem to date start out great but change very quickly. As far as I'm concerned you're all the same until someone cares enough to show me different and prove me wrong. (aka, I have some insecurities at this point)
2. If I'm dating a guy, I believe it is important to tell you what I want, and how I feel. (aka, You might think I bitch a lot)
3. I like to be held, cuddled and show affection...NOT all the time, but enough to make it obvious you care. (aka, You might think I'm too attached)
4. I think MOST girls are flat out vicious and malicious and want what they can't or don't have. I will tell you what they really want and/or do simply because I've been a
When You Feel LonelyWith You
I need you boo, (Ooh)
I gotta see you boo (Hey)
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight [x2]
[Verse 1]
Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you a stunna
Hot..lil figure,
Yes, you a winner
And im so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Ooh, little cutie
When..you talk to me
I swear..the whole world stops
You're..my sweetheart
And im so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and..
[Bridge]
You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
Cuz if I gotchu,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..
[Chorus]
Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No..one else would do,
Cuz with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I..know I can't be the only one,
I bet theres heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feel..
What I feel when i'm
With you [x5]
Girl..
With you [x5]
[Verse 2]
Oh Girl!
Look After YouIf I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate
Oh, oh,
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you
If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
After You
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own
Oh, oh
Be my baby
Ohhhhh
Oh, oh
Be my baby
I'll look after you
You are so beautiful to me (repeat)
Dumb Ass Chicks!Why?
That's the magic question that none of them can ever answer. What is it about me or what's going on that made you do what you did. I never get an answer. It's been that way for awhile now. I'm a listener by nature. I've made more friends in my little life time that it hurts to think that I've lost just as many as I've gained. The one thing that always comes back to me are the ones that fuck up. For the hundredth time in my life i was lied to. Now it normally wouldn't hurt that bad, but it was for nothing more then a loser who wouldn't deserve to lick my gooch. This is the type of piece of shit you slap your daughter for bringing home. This dude deserves to get his ass kicked by the world. I don't even know the little prick, but not one person I've met that knows him likes him. The one person that's most IMPORTANT doesn't get the hint that there're better guys right in front of you.
Ladies!
If you wanna find a good man just open your eyes and stop being stupid.
How I Feel On A Daily BasisI'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
[Chorus]
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I
Why CryWhy Cry lyrics
I've been feeling lonesome
I'm down, don't know what to do
I let you lie to me
Plant seeds inside
To see them grow
Only to leave them to die
I learned my lesson
I won't be forgetting
I won't give my heart out
Without suspecting
Why cry
Why cry
Why cry
For you
I've been lost and finding
Out that I've been such a fool
You thought you'd stick around
Until the day you found
Someone to make me obsolete
I learned my lesson
I won't be forgetting
I won't give my heart out
Without suspecting
Why cry
Why cry
Why cry
Why cry
For you
I learned my lesson
I won't be forgetting
I won't give my heart out
Without suspecting
We Have A Winner, Thanks To All That Took Part!Contest is now closed WE HAVE A WINNER!!!
First place, winning happy hour:
Noexquz™Manager of Chill Factor Lounge
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*CO~ VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY* aka ~Fran3270~ and & 1 OF PONYBOY1966's BRATS
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Cuban Hotti3*R/L GF toTomm401~ Fu Owned by™Fire⇐Ice™~L ollipop Gurlz Club~Shadow Levelers
thanks for taking part...congratulations to the winners.....thanks for taking part...congratulations to the winners...
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Happy Birthday ....Happy Birthday Dad ..you would have been 84 today ....I wish you were still here with us , we still miss you every single day and after 4 yrs , its supposed to get easier ( so i am told ) not true ...seems to get harder ...Just want to say Happy 84th Birthday to The Best Man and Father I have ever known ...or ever will be ...Thank you I feel lucky to have had you as a father , cause now I know what a REAL MAN is ...and you were by far the best I will ever know ...
Would You Want Some Freehay would you like something free
something we can't live without?
it don't cost to join
theres never a charge for it
its so simple anyone can do it
I will send it to you and tell you more about it . I would tell you here but its not letting me post this I don't know why its nothing bad its same as here except you get paid for it.
FREE MONEY
IF you can make a profile
If you can share pictures
IF you can get friends to join you
If you can post comments
IF you can view others profile
THAN MY FRIEND YOU CAN DO THIS TOO.
COME HERE TO REQUEST MORE INFO JUST LET ME KNOW YOU ARE FROM FUBAR OK.
email me : whitleycountywonder@yahoo.com
Exercise ^.^Silence ad reigned for a fortnight it seemed. No phone call, no messages, nothing but unadulterated quiet. Amidst her chores one afternoon, she hears a faint buzzing emmitting from her bed. She goes to see her cell lighting up..."one new txt" it blinked.
She opens her phone & sees it's from HIM, her, well, anyway he doesn't have a title, but never the less he's something special. "You should come over" it says. Four little words, so simplein meaning, yet they set her senses off the charts. He owned her in this way. His charm came through in everything he did. Unfortunately, she knew he owned a lot of women in this way. He was a fox, he could command the attention of any woman with his gaze, his touch sent shivers up and down their bodies. He knew the power he had, he knew hot to make a woman feel wanted, and then, just as she begins to relax, he moves on, getting bored as it were, to his next "interest". Never hesitating to consider the hearts he captures, and shatters.
Hey Everybodywell we are at my mother's right now....gonna move back to tennessee....my 15 yr old had his tonsils out on the 24th of april...and is doing pretty decent with it for now....he has had tonsilitis for 2 months now....we are all glad it is over with....
Ppl In My Lifedo you not see that things you say and do affect the way ppl look at you from that point on?
Hmmmm...sad..im depressed...dont know why...but i am...I just want to cry...:-(
Ghost Riders Big Summer Pimp OutWelcome here are the rules....
1) THIS WILL BE A PIMP OUT FOR ALL WHO WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE RIDE OF YOUR FUBAR LIFE
THERE WILL BE NO CHARGE ALL FREE
NOW EACH CATORGORY ABOVE CAN PICK WHAT FRIENDS THEY WANT AND INVITE THEM TO JOIN THE PIMP-OUT.
EACH CATORGORY CAN HAVE AS MANY FRIENDS THEY WANT TO JOIN BUT ALL WHO JOIN MUST BE WILLING TO SPREAD THE WORD
OF THE PIMP-OUT AND RATE, FAN AND FRIEND ALL AS SOON AS THE PIMP OUT STARTS
NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED IF YOU START DRAMA YOUR PROFILE WILL BE DELETED FROM THE HELL RIDE
THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE RULES AND MORE MAY COME OR CHANGE. IM TRYING TO HAVE THE HELL RIDE START IN 2 WEEKS
ON MAY 19TH. I HOPE ALL WILL JOIN IN ON THIS AND HOPEFULLY IF WE HAVE A GOOD TURN-OUT THERE WILL BE MORE HELL RIDES
FROM THE GHOST RIDER. ALSO IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS FEEL FREE TO PRIVATE MESSEGE ME AT ANY TIME I WILL ANSWER ALL BACK
IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE PIMPED IN THIS SUMMER SPECTACULAR PLEASE SENF UR PROFI
It Was The Only Wayit was the only way
only cause you didn't stay
to show you that i cared
i was just so scared
It was the only way
to make the pain go away
i didn't feel any pain
but now theres a stain
a red one on the floor
the pain will now last no more
hiding up all my fears
the pain you cause me all those years
theres no turning back now
i'm gone thats it, how?
you still dont know why
well get your head out of the sky
i loved you and you didn't care
i'd sit there stare at your hair
but now i'm gone i have to say
it was the only way
No Oneno-one says anything when im not there
no-one cares when i die my hair
no-one notices if im next to them
no-one speaks when i speak to them
no-one know what shoes i wear
no-one looks when i stare
no-one notices when i start to cry
no-one cares i wonder why?
why doesn't anyone see
the girl thats inside me
i'm all alone without a friend
will it be like this untill the end
no-one care what i think
no-one will care if i sink
no-one thinks that i am sane
no-one can cause so much pain
THAN YOU!
no-one cares if i'm dead
no-one looks, just turn their head
no-one cares if i'm sad
no-one knows if i'm glad
why doesn't anyone see
the girl thats inside me
i'm all alone without a friend
will it be like this till the end
no-one notices me at all
no-one there for when i fall
i'm the only one alone
no-one called me on the phone
no-one notices when i fall
no-one notices me at all
no-one notices when i clench my fists
no-one notices when i cut my wrists
You Just Dont Understandyou just dont understand
how i feel right now
you just dont understand
you say you do but how
you just dont understand
whats going on in my head
you just dont understand
i just can't be read
you just dont understand
why theres blood on my fists
you just dont understand
why i slit my wrists
you just dont understand
i just cant be read
you just dont understand
well now i'm dead!
Mens Excuses For Ending RelationshipsOkay, now I have heard almost every excuse in the book! Or so I thought! When my ex and I broke up his excuse was "Life is too busy." Give me a break, everyones life is busy!! So why do I miss him knowing that he is too busy for me. What is the best way to get over a man who had lame excuse for breaking it off? I know most of you would say get under another one. I am serious though! I could use some good tricks, this guy got under my skin! Any advice would be appreciated!
Favorite Photos By OwlFubar feature: "Favorite Photos"
This feature is accessible by going to your "My" menu, and clicking "Favorite Photos."
What does it do?
I'm glad you asked! This feature allows you to put your favorite pictures of Fubarbarians in one nifty spot so that you can view them all in one screen.
How does it work?
Favorite Photos keeps track of pictures you flagged as your favorite. Go to any user's profile, find a picture you like, and click "add to my favorites."
How is this different from ripping a photo?
Well, only you can see photos you marked as favorite. Ripped photos show up in your gallery, and can be rated (or reported!) by other members. Also, some members don't like their pictures being ripped, so they'll put a block on them.
Also, you can add NSFW pictures to your Favorite Photos. By their nature, photos marked NSFW can't be ripped.
What if I don't want this person on my favorites anymore?
In a similar manner to removing family and blocked users, go back to y
So What?yes i look different
yes i'm not like you
yes i look different
what ya gonna do?
yes my hairs different
and so is my face
i'm not like the others
although the same race
so what? i'm different
so what? i'm not like you
so what? i look different
so what?!
Fubars Most Wanted !!!!!!!!!!So many always love new friends. Who wouldnt love too have a leveler as a friend.I have the best team on Fubar and I want too share them all with you. We are growing in leaps and bounds. If they arent your friends you are missing some of the most giving Fubars. They go day in and day out too show nothing but love.
Please help me show them lotsa love. They all deserve it!!!!!
Let me introduce you to the Shadow Levelers
♫LilBamaGirl♫~Owner of Wishful Thinking~@ fubar
$ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar
~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar
lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar
♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar
GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED AND OWNER OF~ BooBoo~~@ fubar
Mz
Salute Photo Guide By OwlHere is some information on the salute policy, as of February 28, 2008. This is not new information, but hopefully it will shed some light on what we expect when determining whether or not to approve a salute photo.
The goal is to put together a picture that not only says you're you, but can also link itself to your profile. This is why the three basic elements of a salute photo, listed below, are important to have on your handwritten sign.
A salute photo must have a picture of you with your complete face showing, as well as a handwritten sign with the following on it:
Your current Fubar screenname
Your Fubar ID number (it can be found located between parentheses in the title bar of your Fubar home page; mine is 58128)
The word "Fubar"
In lieu of your Fubar ID, you may use your custom URL if you have one set (for example, mine is http://www.fubar.com/owl, or http://owl.fubar.com).
The sign doesn't necessarily have to be on paper. Approved salute photos have had the s
The Devil's DrumThe Devil's Drum
Always heed the Devil's drum
Beating monotonous into the night
Can't you feel it pulling
Deep, deep within your soul
Echoing songs of primal truth
Feel it pull on your veins
Gripping tightly your wakening Psyche
Heart, oh Heart! Can you not feel
It's terrible, terrible pull?
Just relax, my dear precious child
Keep a still heart and stout mind
Listen to the rhythm it beats
Methods interwoven with madness
Night tinged with the light of day
Open symphonies of all combined
Pleasure mixed with the soft touch of pain
Quickening into an ever intense
Rush of primal, intoxicating bliss
Satisfy your desire and follow
The drums, the drums and dance, dance, dance
Until madness in a most primal form
Visits and sweeps you away
Welcome this as one would welcome
Xanadu or the Kingdom of God
Yeah, though I walk through this valley
Zealously I shall claim my worth!
The Real Meno-one sees it
no-one knows it
no-one sense's it
the real me
not one of you know
not one of you see
not one of you can tell
the real me
the real me is someone
that you will never see
the real me is something
something just for me
so no-one knows
no-one sees
no-one sense's
the real me.
My LightShe burst through the door and I swear sunshine followed her.
she always smells sweet, even if she has been digging in the dirt for an hour.
"Mom! Im a girlscout." she smiles and she shines because of it.
I try not to let my mind settle on the fact that I missed her first meeting because of work.
I pick her up and settle her on my stomach. My arms wrapped beneath her bottom.
"YOU! Are perfect." I say. I am in love with my daughter. Her giggles alight my own.
I snuggle her into my neck.
I smell her hair. It is cool from the wind.
My eyes tickle with unshed tears and I hug her closer.
She settles back and looks down at me. Her hair and mine mingle.
Eyes so blue. Crystal clear. she has my mothers eyes. Ice eyes..but warm and sparkly.
"I love you Emma ElizaMIDGETbeth."
"I love you mommy."
She smiles down on me still.....
And then....
She farts on my arms.
"EW!" I wrinkly my nose and hold her away from me.
She giggles and between gasp of breath
What Do You Want From Mei sit alone
look alone can't you see
i'm next to no-one leave me be
just tell me what do you want from me?
i don't bother you
you walk up and i flee
i mind my own bussiness all the time
just tell me what do you want from me
you don't know
you can't see
you just follow
you don't know what you want from me
you act on impulse
anger itself
why do you
this i don't see
i've not done anything to you
so tell me
WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?!
Open Letter To WitchesI do not know what tradition you follow. That does not matter. Indeed, for all I know, you may not follow any of the traditions. You may be one of those that, for whatever reason, must worship by "feel' rather than through any formal coven training or participation.
But whoever you are, and however you worship, all that matters to me is that you hold true to the Goddess and the God. My purpose in writing this letter is to enjoin your aid in destroying that which cripples our Craft. Dissension is the disease. It is not a cancer, for it can be cured; and, as with most herbal cures, the best treatment is that administered internally. Friend, help spread the Brotherhood and Sisterhood of the Craft. Do not seek to establish a scale of Wicca purism, (for no two Witches will ever agree on the relative positions on the scale of even their own tradition.)
There is no one religion for all people, and THERE IS NO ONE TRADITION FOR ALL WITCHES! Let this be understood, and accepted. Choose
About MeI'VE HAD A FEW PEOPLE ASK ABOUT ME SO HERE GOES.
FIRST OF ALL I AM NOT HERE FOR YOUR ENTERTAINMENT, YOU ARE HERE TO AMUSE ME. I HAVE STATED THAT QUITE FREQUENTLY LATELY. I AM NOT A MEAN PERSON UNLESS YOU FORCE ME TO BE. I DO NOT NEED VALIDATION FROM THE INTERNET IN ORDER TO KNOW WHO I AM. YOUR PERSONAL OPINION OF ME DOESN'T MATTER TO ME ONE WAY OR THE OTHER, SO IF YOU WANNA RATE ME A 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10 OR EVEN AN 11. IT MAKES ME NO DIFFERENCE. THEREFORE YOU WILL NOT SEE ANY DUMB ASS MUMS ASKING FUBAR IF I LOOK GOOD OR AM I SEXY OR WHAT THE FUCK EVER.
I AM NOT HERE LOOKING FOR LOVE, THEREFORE THAT MEANS I AM NOT HERE TO MEET ANYONE OR FUCK ANYONE. IF I WANNA MEET YOU OR FUCK YOU I WILL TELL YOU SO. I AM HERE FOR FUN ONLY. THERE HAVE VERY AND I MEAN VERY FEW MEN AND WOMEN ON HERE THAT HAVE MET ON HERE THAT HAVE PEEKED MY INTEREST ENOUGH FOR ME TO EVEN THINK ABOUT MEETING THEM LET ALONE FUCKING THEM AND I HAVE TOLD THESE PEOPLE AS MUCH AND THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE. SO IF I
Lessons Of The Old Religion(1) Be As Sensitive To The Needs Of The Other And As Willing To help As A Newlywed (Be Excellent To Each Other)
(2) Prepare For Being The Compliment One To Another As A Oneness Of Service In A Constructive Manner Ever (Let Not Either Be A Drain On The Other)
(3) As Helpmates, Be Forgiving, Find The Good; One That Enableth Another To Help Her/Himself Has Gained More Than One That Taketh A City
(4) Do Not Block The Development Of The Other
(5) Aid To Others Brings Release, Peace, And Harmony
(6) One Will Never Find Harmony By Finding Fault With What The Other Does
(7) Work Toward Oneness Of Purpose And Spirituality In A Complimentary Manner To Achieve And Maintain Wholeness
(8) One Cannot Change Or Improve Anyone But Their Self
(9) One Can Only Change Their Attitude About The Other
(10) Unconditional Love
( Before One Can Accept Others, One Must Accept Their Self. Accepting That Others Are On Their Appropriate Paths And That They Are Right For Who Th
Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/30/08Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger.
Wensday 04/30/08..
Last Night It Was:
Black Label Society - Death March (champion)
V.S.
Hell Yeah - Thank You (Challenger)
The Vote Was Extremely Close 8 - 7
Black Label Society - Death March Held on for another night! They Will Return Tonight with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.
Fubar Stuffs.So...
There are a few things about Fubar that just irk me. Not Fubar itself, but the people on it.
#1. When someone has "feelin sad" in their little status bubble. Oh lord. That bothers me for some reason. I mean I suppose I could write "I can't pay my bills so I decided to just go and masterbate one more time, cuz it makes me wicked happy.".....but....I don't think that'll fit.
#2. Peoples pictures that say "Just me". Who else would it be...really?
#3. People who talk with you for a few moments in the little black box...and then invite you to watch them cum on cam.
*eyeroll*
Really....sigh....it is so dissapointing. NO I don't wish to watch you cum on camera, and I certainly will not chat with you to get you there.
That makes you selfish. "please talk dirty with me and make me cum."
No! What do i care if you cum? I don't.
And like I say to each of them. Im sure you can find someone scrolling two inches above this box, who would love to help you....in fact. Put that shit
Shadow LevelersI NEED TO GIVE
A SPECIAL THANKS TO
ALL OF THE SHADOW LEVELERS
THE RAWK BETTER THAN
ANY OF THE LEVELERS OR BOMBERS
THAY HELPED ME LEVEL TODAY
YOU ALL WORK SO HARD
AND ITS GREATLY APPRECIATED
THANK YOU ALL AGAIN SO MUCH
SHADOW LEVELERS..@ fubar
It's A Great Day To Be A GuyBy Cledus T. JuddBest Video Codes
FlashsHey everyone,
Sorry it's so late but today has been hell.
I want bore you with the deals and get to what everyone is here for.
Dream Stalker,
I don't know what these set of dreams are doing but just about the time I'm seeing a pattern the dreams change.
Last night wasn't a ongoing dream it was little short burst of flashes strong enough to wake me up.
Most of the time it would flash to the dream where i was tied up playing with myself. That image is really disturbing to me.
It flashed to dog who got shoot. Pictures of my friend with her/bf that got her in trouble. Everyone at school turning their back on me. Even picture after picture of me screaming and crying.
Luv U
Tara
Umm... Kindof Depressing But It's Me...As I sit slowly back into my own death,
The same boring dream I'll never forget.
Love Everlasting,
All our time is passing,
Slipping away from Neverland.
I feel the pain,
It doesn't ever stop.
My life is racing against the clock
Insanity is setting in,
According to the world we are living in
Society judges right from wrong,
This is a repeat of the same old song.
Freedom at a price?
There is no freedom
No justice from judgement.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
My heart is slowly dying
My happiness is always crying.
Not wanting to be where I am
Not really knowing where I stand.
Mixed emotions flooding my head
Am I alive or half dead?
Longing to be somewhere else
Wanting to be with someone who cares.
I need attention
I crave affection
Have someone run their fingers through my hair
Live life without a care.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Being somewhere I don't want to be
Trapped in my own misery?
Misery loves company,
W
ThermopylaeThermopylae
(utilizing, in order, a Burns Stanza, Envelope Sestet, Rime Couee', Stave of Six and a simple couplet)
Arms raised high in the morning sky
Borne by those who are doomed to die
Calling up to their Gods on high
“Do us honor
E’er Death claims us,” rose up their cry
“For our valor”
Go tell their cities that they fought well
Heroes on the beach they made their stand
In battle fierce Sparta’s blood flowed
Judge the brave for the strength they showed
King Leonidas and his chosen bands
Lacedeamons at the Gates of Hell
Many a man there met his fate
Ne’er a host ever fought so great
On fields far from home
Phalanxes formed at the Hot Gates
Quiet now lie in peaceful state
Resting scattered bones
Spears thrust deep through mortal skin
Three hundred heroes died that day
Under Persia’s hundred thousand men
Victorious at Thermopylae
When the fighting at last was done
Xerxes army the battle had won
Yonder on Olympus Mount
Zeus recalled the body count
Village Story“One minute,” the disembodied voice says into your headset and dutifully you pass on the message. Holding up one finger you signal the other passengers of the large helicopter.
Everyone repeats the motion all the way back with the last man copying the signal to confirm that the message made it all the way back. Smiling he holds up a middle finger causing a laugh through the chopper. It lightens the mood, which is exactly what this situation needs.
Holding your thumb and forefinger close together in the international signal for, “a little bit” it means “30 seconds” to the collected. Now the adrenaline kicks in, as you run through your last minute checks. Which way do you go once you exit the rear of the helicopter, your thumb runs across the safety of your rifle in an instinctive move as the chopper flares and gently touches down.
First out the back are the off road motorcycles and the ATV, they are going to chase down “squirters,” bad guys who literally run for the hills when
Occasional LoversOccasional Lovers
I can see the advantages of being occasional lovers
Peace, respite and release at the long day’s end
someone to hold cold nights beneath the covers
or a moment of happiness with a knowing friend
with no thought of jealousy and no need to pretend.
And when dawn breaks, a burst of passion to ignite the day
then at night, when She’s fallen, we relax and we play.
LuciferLUCIFER
(an Acrostic Rhyme Royale)
Look to the east for the Morning star
Under the velvet wraps of ancient night
Crowned in the glory from lands afar
In the myths and legends of Roman might
For the Morning Star brings forth a light
Enfolding the spheres in gentle caress
Radiant and pure doth Lucifer bless
Art Of War, Scroll 1, The Keys Of StrategySun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
The Keys of Strategy
Pay heed now to the Keys of Strategy
When preparing your estimation
For such will determine if victory
Is to be the fate of the Nation
Therefor develop situations
And act upon them in accordance
If you wish to control the balance
Up For Auction[ fubar.com photo: 3784432308 ]
Im up for auction come bid and own me for a month
REPOST IN BULLY FOR ME PLZ THANKS
HelpI HAVE NO CLUE IN WHAT I AM DOING DO YOU GOT ANY SUGGESTIONS FOR ME?
My Heart, My Life I Give To YouI HAVE BUT ONE HEART AND ONE LIFE
I GIVE THEM UNTO YOU
TAKE THEM THEY ARE A GIFT FROM ME, TO YOU
I PRAY EVERY DAY AND EVERY NIGHT, FOR YOU MY LOVE,FOR THE GIFT OF LIFE, A NEW KIDNEY
FOR STRENGTH AND PEACE, SWEET DREAMS AN A GOOD NIGHTS SLUMBER.
I PRAY, THAT IN SOME SMALL WAY, I CAN GIVE YOU , PEACE AND STRENGTH
I PRAY THAT, YOU SHALL SEE MY HEART AND SOUL IS THERE ALWAYS FOR YOU
TAKE MY LOVE AND STRENGTH, TO NOURISH YOUR HEART, SOUL AND BODY
I SHALL BE BY YOUR SIDE, GOOD DAYS AND BAD, THROUGH PAIN AND SORROW, JOY AND HAPPIENESS
I SHALL WALK WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE STRONG AND BE THERE FOR YOU TO REST YOUR HEAD UPON WHEN YOU ARE TIRED AND WEARY
I PRAY EVERY NIGHT AND DAY, FOR YOU MY LOVE, AND FOR GOD TO LET ME ALWAYS BE YOUR ROCK.
I HAVE BUT ONE HEART, SOUL AND LIFE TO GIVE AND I GIVE THEM UNTO YOU MY LOVE.
I DEDICATE THIS TO MY BOO, MY LOVE, EVILTAZ247 XOXOXO
SCOOTER
The Sad Road That I Walkwell my was fiance, read my blog and now he told me he cant be with me, that we live to far and i dont understand him. so i told him i took off the ring and i will send it to him.
so now im going on my bed to cry.
Nasty TestAnswer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL
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The Carrot, Egg And Cup Of CoffeeSomeone very special sent this to me when I was as down as I thought I could be. I saved it, so I could read it whenever I needed. I'm glad I did, because tonight I needed it. I thought I would post it, so it could help someone else like it has helped me.
The carrot, egg and cup of coffee
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look
at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the
Time Away From ComedyYeah, do to a situation beyond my control I have had to put my career on hold for a while.
A year ago me Mum was diagnosed with Pancreatic Cancer, which is the long way of saying you have a narrow window of time left to live. after roughly 9 months of Chemotherapy she had to go into the hospital to unblock the small intestine that was being blocked by the size of the tumor. PLUS when she was first diagnosed, she has a Port put in to make it easier to have the chemo treatments. they had to remove that because it seems that it had a bacteria infection... gotta love the MADE IN CHINA products.
While in the hospital recovering, they (the hospital) lost her partial dental plate...
I have be charged with taking care of her for the most part making her food and getting her pills as she get stronger. IT has been a trying time with no energy to put towards my funny... SO hang in there, I hope that by Summer starts she will be able to care for herself and I will be off to do my stuff.
Tied To My Heart"Be kinder than necessary because everyone you meet is fighting some
kind of battle."
A sharp tongue can cut my own throat.
If I want my dreams to come true, I mustn't oversleep.
Of all the things I wear, my expression is the most important.
The best vitamin for making friends..... B1.
The happiness of my life depends on the quality of my thoughts.
The heaviest thing I can carry is a grudge.
One thing I can give and still keep...is my word.
I lie the loudest when I lie to myself.
If I lack the courage to start, I have already finished.
One thing I can't recycle is wasted time.
Ideas won't work unless ' I ' do.
My mind is like a parachute...it functions only when open.
The 10 commandments are not a multiple choice.
The pursuit of happiness is the chase of a lifetime!
It is never too late to become what I might have been.
Life is too short to wake up with regrets. So love the people wh
Ghost Riders Summer Pimp OutWelcome here are the rules....
1) THIS WILL BE A PIMP OUT FOR ALL WHO WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE RIDE OF YOUR FUBAR LIFE
NOW EACH CATORGORY ABOVE CAN PICK WHAT FRIENDS THEY WANT AND INVITE THEM TO JOIN THE PIMP-OUT.
AND ALL FU-BUCKS WILL BE SENT TO DJ GHOST RIDER
EACH CATORGORY CAN HAVE AS MANY FRIENDS THEY WANT TO JOIN BUT ALL WHO JOIN MUST BE WILLING TO SPREAD THE WORD
OF THE PIMP-OUT AND RATE, FAN AND FRIEND ALL AS SOON AS THE PIMP OUT STARTS
NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED IF YOU START DRAMA YOUR PROFILE WILL BE DELETED FROM THE HELL RIDE
THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE RULES AND MORE MAY COME OR CHANGE. IM TRYING TO HAVE THE HELL RIDE START IN 2 WEEKS
ON MAY 19TH. I HOPE ALL WILL JOIN IN ON THIS AND HOPEFULLY IF WE HAVE A GOOD TURN-OUT THERE WILL BE MORE HELL RIDES
FROM THE GHOST RIDER. ALSO IF YOU HAVE ANY SUGGESTIONS FEEL FREE TO PRIVATE MESSEGE ME AT ANY TIME I WILL ANSWER ALL BACK
Contact ME if u have any questions...
"DJ GHOST RIDER"
I Am Backafter being gone for a month I am back in the saddle...to all my friends I have missed you. Some of you have kept in touch..which is awesome..SO I guess its time to get the ball rollin again..
Talk to ya soon
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Not The Life I Pickedsometimes i want to cry, and punch my fist through a wall. this is not the life i had amagined. i didnt have a childhood because me and my mom had to run away from my dad because he was trying to kill us. I didnt have much luck with the guys because they can be real assholes. I just hope this relationship with eugene works out because i do love him. but my life and relationships do get me to have anxiety attacks. Im so depressed I cry at school, when i go to bed.
i dont really like my life right now.
$5 At The Gas Pump.....I went into the gas station today and
asked for five dollars worth of gas.....
..........The clerk farted and gave me a receipt.
MarriageIm getting married next year june 13th atleast i think i am. Do not really know If I am anymore have to deal with crap with the guy im with. Do not know If he really wants to get married, he says he does but everyday talk he asks like he dont want to meet me. And his sister takes over his life and he has to ask her if he can come down and be with me, i think thats very wrong. And she keeps telling him no. So I guess marriage wont happen. I just want to cry sometimes, I wanted a good life a husband, kids a job. But with this guy I dont know If it is for real or not.
You Were Meant To ShineOur deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightening about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were all meant to shine, like children do. It's not just in some of us - it's in EVERYONE. As we let our light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same, as we are liberated from our fear. Our presence automatically liberates others.
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Whether you believe Jesus was real or fiction, when asked by the rich young ruler what commandments he needed to keep to inherit eternal life (enter heaven {nirvana, paradise, enlightenment}), Jesus only gave 6.
Jesus edited the commandments and omitted the first four which are about formal religious observance - how one honors a particular religi
Maybe Time To Make A ChangeTonight as I lay in bed with my snoring, grinding his teeth husband, my thoughts racing all over the place regardless of the meds, I begin to wonder if it is indeed time to make another change in my life. My homeless sister and her just as homeless boyfriend are crashing on the floor of my step-daughters bedroom, she isnt in there, shes in a group home. And since the thoughts are racing so quickly there is no way i am going to be able to sleep, I come here, maybe, hoping to ease some of the stress, get virtually drunk? I dont know, I do know I am sick and tired of being sick and tired, housebound since major knee surgery 6 weeks ago, I am slowly going insane. I need to get out of here and soon, or I will probably end up killing my husband with a hockey puck for ignoring me during hockey season, I try to be supportive, "Let's go Flyers" wooo hooo, but it gets real old real fast, then the game is over and hes either asleep in his chair or comes to bed and passes out from the beer and wee
MemoriesThere are a few things we all go through in our journey of life. one to which i like to think is the basis for existence, is the whole idea of right and wrong, such as what you say and do has an affect on those around you, what is safe to eat and what is not, determining whether something is dangerous or not, when to trust and when not to, etc, etc, etc.
One thing i understand about life is rules. there are those nature has put in place, such as gravity, the need to eat, sleep, breathe, and so on. then there are those rules in which we TRY to govern ourselves, such as the 10 commandments, the fucking seatblet law, the helmet law when riding a motorcycle. even wearing socks on sunday in pennsylvania is a crime, probably never enforced anymore but regardless still a law.
What i dont understand is why we try to restrict ourselves. Is not the basis for living to experience new and exciting adventures, to create amazing memories. Because in the end is that not all we have? you can not
Come Check Out My New Owner.he Is Cool.imikimi - Customize Your World
Ok,This is the outcome of my auction..but,I want to thank you all that bid and let me know you would of liked to.NOW,my new owner is ENGMRG ,A good friend I grew up with.lets all show im love and how great my friends are,tell him ~Bratt~ sent you.click the pic below to visit my owner.And by the way,you can't warn him about me, he already knows.HA HA HA HA HA HA LOVE YOU ALL=)
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~ The Tast Of Rain On My Lips And You ~~ The Taste of Rain on My Lips and You ~
Cold, quiet rain gently falling
Yet the dampness we don't feel;
For our bodies are absorbed in each other
Hot as the heat from fires unquenched.
I lead you slowly into the woods
Place a quilt on the ground;
The noise of nature is all around us
Yet the beating of our hearts is the only sound.
Your kiss is gentle, yet demanding
My body arches to feel
The touch of your hand, the feel of you
Without resistance to you, I yield.
You taste the essence of my body
You bring more pleasure than I've ever known
I give myself to you completely
The quietness is disturbed by our groans.
You rise above me with a sudden urgency
Our needs are great, we both have found;
Our hearts pounding with anticipation
We become one, lying there on the ground.
Rain has never been more beautiful
As we lie together in each other's embrace;
The taste of you, the feel of nature
A beautiful moment - in my memory forever encased....
Peace.
The Best WomanI WOULD LIKE TO TAKE
A MOMENT OF YOUR TIME
TO TELL YOU ABOUT ONE
OF THE MOST AMAZING WOMAN ON FUBAR
SHE'S BEAUTIFUL,SMART,
AND MOST OF ALL
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THE WOMAN IM THINKING OF IS
THE ONE AND ONLY
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IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS
SHE NOCKED OFF 300K
IN POINTS TO MAKE ME FU KING
SO PLEASE BEFORE YOU
DO ANYTHING ELSE TODAY
GO SEE WONDER WOMAN
AND TELL HER SHE RAWKS
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She's Not Just A Pretty FaceBy Shania TwainBest Video Codes
What Fast Food Restarant Are YouWhat fast food restaurant are you?created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as Kentucky Fried ChickenYou are KFC
Kentucky Fried Chicken
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YeaaaI'm in the hospital being induced. currently 1 cm dialated and 50% effaced.
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You Can Own Mecome and make your bid you will get all that is said and we can always talk about more just click on this pic And start bidding its that easy
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You scored as Its my life by Bon jovieyou are pushed around alot and your tired of it after all it is your life
lyrics:
This ain't a song for the broken-hearted
No silent prayer for the faith-departed
I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd
You're gonna hear my voice
When I shout it out loud
Chorus:
It's my life
It's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my way
I just wanna live while I'm alive
It's my life
This is for the ones who stood their ground
For Tommy and Gina who never backed down
Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake
Luck ain't even lucky
Got to make your own breaks
Chorus:
It's my life
And it's now or never
I ain't gonna live forever
I just want to live while I'm alive
(It's my life)
My heart is like an open highway
Like Frankie said
I did it my
A Whole Bunch Of Useless Info- This Will Take A While..The original game of "Monopoly" was circular.
It costs more to buy a new car today in the United States than it cost Christopher Columbus to equip and undertake three voyages to and from the New World.
One-fourth of the world's population lives on less than $200 a year.
Ninety million people survive on less than $75 a year.
The sentence "the quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every letter in the English language.
The word racecar and kayak are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left.
TYPEWRITER, is the longest word that can be made using the letters on only one row of the keyboard.
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia is the fear of long words.
A snail can sleep for 3 years.
Did you know you share your birthday with at least 9 million other people in the world.
The average human eats 8 spiders in their lifetime at night.
More people are killed by donkeys annually than are killed in plane crashes.
Women blink nearly twice as much as men.
The
Right Meooow!For Audiogasm
"MOW MOW MOW MMMOW."
Need a baby wipe? hehe
-REL
~ I Feel You...~Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics
~ I Feel You...~
When I see you I can feel you
In my soul - my heart takes flight.
I can hardly wait to taste you
In the darkness of the night.
I feel your breath so hot and sweet
Circling in my soul.
When our bodies come to meet
It's then that I feel whole.
Peace.
I Hate The Way...i hate the way he makes me feel i hate the way he loves me i hate the way i love him i hate the way he makes me crazy i hate the way he looks at me i hate the way i look at him...i hate the way i love to hate him but I love him anyways...i hate the way he sees me i hate the way he craves me...i hate the way i want him i hate the way i need him...i hate the way he wants me most of all i hate the way he sees right through me.
Come On Guyshref="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1428270&friend=1428270" target=_blank>Ronda does it NaughtyGirl Style!( My friends Rock Fubar )( read my about me b4 asking 2 be added )@ fubar
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I Don't Know Why I Do This!!!!!!!i don't know why i do this to myself. if i don't cut it out soon, i think i'm going to have a damn breakdown! i'm getting to the point where i don't even feel like i can function properly. to the point where i can't even hide my streses when i need to. i used to be able to, no matter how horribly everything going, at least fake a smile and a pleasant attitude, especially at work. but i'm getting so bad, that the other day, my supervisor asked me if i was ok, because i haven't been myself lately. and i seemed upset. i just don't know what to do. i'm ridiculous. that's just all there is to it!
New Pics!!!this is to everyone on our page from this point on any NSFW pics we take will only shown to the people we are presently speaking too.this is Tom writing this have had some comunication issues with the family list on this profile so this will keep people I am not comfortable with seeing these kinda pics from seeing them.
~ A Place For Us ~Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics
~ A Place for Us~
There is a place for us
that no one else can enter.
It is a place that holds no secrets,
only beauty, peace, understanding.
A place that we come to,
thinking we are one,
only to have our souls
fused together for a moment.
And in that moment, I know you;
every pore, every pulse,
every thought, every fear.
And I love you more.
I feel myself laid bare before you,
and I feel content . . .
joyous that you are with me,
loving me in my nakedness....
Peace.
Fate's AnswerLife long search, love thought to be obtained only to be a lark; finally true love has come to me and his name is MARK....tee hee.
Sorry, that is corny even for me; however, after the last two days i am still a bit giddy.
Can't seem to stop the sing song rhymes from coming out; as my beautiful MASTER states, now HE knows what love is about.
Yes, i said MASTER and while some may think that is lame; HE is everything i wanted and have searched for my whole life through... i will call him my LOVE, my FRIEND, my EVERYTHING, my MASTER, i will call HIM any name.
The journey of submission is in a way new to me, having never verbalized this feeling, having never acted out this role, but it is a part of me, who i am and always was, this comes from within my very soul.
i never truly realized it until i met this man who's heart commands my own, this man -- my MASTER has made this path to me be known.
i wanted to write a blog worthy of O/our joining, of when O/our words to E/ea
Jeleniz May CancelIf you were thinking about going to the show in mattoon, you need to call the bar and reserve tickets or go buy tickets now...if the show doesn't sell its not happening
Tim
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Sooo Fuckin Depressedso i have lost all hope in our justice systems.... 2008 must be the year to take kids away from their moms.... first my best friend has her daughter taken away from her and was given to her crack head father cuz he won custody behind her back.... and now me..... yesterday i lost custody of my precious daughter who has been with me for 5 years now..... her dad never wanted her and tried to waive his rights to her in court on 2 diff times..... yesterday him and my mom went up against me in the court room and i lost my babygurl to 2 scummy people who have no idea how much they jus fucked up my daughters head....ive never tried to keep my daughter frm her father he chose not to see her after we broke up ..... now all of the sudden out of no where he has her and i dont...... how is this even fair .... how can they give sum guy who tried to waive his rights twice custody for a 5 year old lil girl.... where does that seven seem right like i dontunderstand i really really really dont..... plea
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Recent Update On Joel And AmberJoel leaves tomarrow to go back home his dad is in the hospital . We take him to beckely to catch the greyhound . He leaves 4;30 pm .
He doesnt have out home number on ambers cell number in his phone amber checked . Just Emilys .
Guess we know the answer dont we . I told him to stay til after his dads birtday in july . Then if he wants and still loves amber he may come back . I dont think hell be back .
Own Me!!! Auction Starts Today At Noon Eastern TimeWANT TO OWN ~SHELLE-BELLE~?
Now is your chance.
Thats right your very own ~Shelle-Belle~ has entered into an auction. So if you want to own me for a month check it out. Highest bid wins me. Luv ya all.
CLICK THE PIC TO START BIDDING!!!
HmmmOK I GOTTA DO THIS AND LIKE USUAL I APOLOGIZE IF THIS HITS HOME CUZ IF YOU GOTTA ASK IS HE TALKING ABOUT ME I PROBABLY AM!
OK FIRST
MY PROFILE PAGE IS NOT FOR LEAVING COMMENTS ABOUT HELPING YOU IN CONTESTS OR GIVEAWAYS!WANNA FUMAIL
OR SHOUT ME THATS FINE I MIGHT EVEN DO A BLOG FOR YOU.
DO I GO TO ANYONES PAGES AND LEAVE THEM?NO! IM LUCKY TO HAVE THE TIME TO GET ANYTHING DONE ON HERE AS IT IS.
ALOT OF YOU KNOW I VERY SELDOM EVEN LEAVE PROFILE COMMENTS PERIOD. DOES THAT MEAN I DONT LOVE YOU?
NO THAT MEANS IM LAZY PERIOD,,SEE I CAN ADMIT IT CAN YOU?
SO PLEASE DONT LEAVE THEM ALL ITS GONNA DO IS MAKE ME SET MY PAGE UP FOR APPROVAL TO POST AND I DONT WANNA DO THAT.
OK NOW FOR THE LAST
IF YOUR GONNA DELETE YOUR PAGE THEN DELETE IT AND DONT COME BACK AFTER YOU DID AND HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND THEN SAY FUBAR DID IT!
IM SURE THAT FUBAR HAS MORE TO DO THEN JUST SAY HMMM IM GONNA DELETE YOUR PAGE TODAY.
IF YOUR DOING SOMETHING WRONG THEN MORE POWER TO THEM IF THEY DID.
BUT IF YOU
Need Some Help!!!!HEY I AM IN A GIVEAWAY!! I REALLY NEED SOME HELP I NEED TO REACH 45K COMMENTS BY MAY 23RD ONE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY...ID LOVE TO MEET MY GOAL SO I CAN HAVE A VIP FOR MY HUSBAND!!! PLEASE AND THANK YOU I WILL HELP YOU OUT IF YOU NEED HELP LATER AND ILL RATE YOUR PICS AND GIVE YOU SOME LUVING IF YOU HELP ME OUT :) THANK YOU !!!
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Night Worth The WaitProbably what surprised him most was the way it felt. He'd looked at her legs for a long time. And tonight, in particular, he'd watched them as she walked. But now, with his hand on her thigh, it felt firmer than he had expected.
It was also smoother than he'd expected. It was amazing how different a leg felt when it was sheathed in black hose. He loved black hose. Her leg was warm, alive, and it was so smooth. Not slippery smooth, but silky smooth. And I guess that made sense, because it was silk and it was smooth.
He had been surprised when, at dinner, she reached over and touched him. She lightly stroked his face with her fingertips, and she touched him. The surprise was not just that she touched him, as they rarely even held hands, but that she initiated the contact. Only once before had she initiated physical contact, and they both remembered where that nearly lead.
On the walk over she'd leaned into him. She had held not just his hand, but his arm. He thought at first it
Walpurgis NightWalpurgis Night is a holiday celebrated on April 30 or May 1, in large parts of Central and Northern Europe.
Origins
The festival is named after Saint Walpurga, born in Wessex in 710. She was a niece of Saint Boniface and, according to legend, a daughter of the Saxon prince St. Richard. Together with her brothers she travelled to Franconia, Germany, where she became a nun and lived in the convent of Heidenheim, which was founded by her brother Willibald. Walpurga died on 25 February 779. She is therefore listed in the Roman Martyrology under 25 February. Her relics were transferred on 1 May, and that day carries her name in, for example, the Finnish and Swedish calendar.
Historically the Walpurgisnacht is derived from Pagan spring customs. In the Norse tradition, Walpurgisnacht is considered the "Enclosure of the Fallen". It commemorates the time when Odin died to retrieve the knowledge of the runes, and the night is said to be a time of weakness in the boundary between the livi
ContestJust wanted to thank everyone that has rated me in Sarges contest....
I have enough rates ty and I will make sure to return the favors...
Thank you love
♥ Babydoll ♥
All Out (my Baggage)OK SO I NEED A GOOD WOMAN, I'M A GREAT GUY, BUT I DO HAVE BAGGAGE. I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU A LIST AND LET YOU DECIDE.
1. I HAVE KIDS-3 BOYS 1 GIRL
2. EX MILITARY
3. NOT THE BEST JOB RIGHT NOW, BUT I LOVE THE COMPANY.
Cell Block N Forbidden1 STATION = 2 GREAT LOUNGES
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A COLLECTION OF THE MOST ECCLECTIC STAFF & DJ'S
INTRODUCING THE MERGER OF THE TWO HOTTEST LOUNGES ON FUBAR...
CELL BLOCK 69 & FORBIDDEN.
WE HAVE BECOME SISTER LOUNGES, SO YOU GET TWO HOT LOUNGES FOR THE PRICE OF YOU.
MAKE SURE YOU CHECK BOTH OUT AND JOIN CAUSE THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING WILD GOING ON ...
COME IN ENJOY THE GREAT MUSIC, FRIENDLY MEMBERS, HOT STAFF AND TONS OF GOOD TIMES ON CAMS.
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Death...again.Today, my soon to be ex hubby came home and said that he got a call saying that his Grandpa wasn't doing good and the nursing home wasn't expecting him to live through the night. Despite that news, I had to go to work. While I was at work, my soon to be ex, Ryan, called my cell and left a message. When I checked them, I called him and he told me that Grandpa had died. I went up to my supervisor and as I told her, I broke down and she sent me home 2 hours early. Ryan's grandpa was more like a grandpa to me then my own grandpa is. I love Grandpa Rossenbach and I always will. On my way home, I stopped and bought comfort food but it just isn't working well enough. Well, I am off to mourn.
RIP Delbert Rossenbach. 4/30/08
Wanna Own A Zombie?AUCTION CLOSED
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(repost of original by '♠ DJ Zombie Queen ♠ Hellbilly's Hideout's GIMPY #2' on '2008-04-30 09:04:37')
(repost of original by '♥DJ SwEeT*^*ReVeNgE♥@ HH & S.E.R *' on '2008-04-30 09:07:20')
Meet The Shadow LevelersSo many always love new friends. Who wouldnt love too have a leveler as a friend.I have the best team on Fubar and I want too share them all with you. We are growing in leaps and bounds. If they arent your friends you are missing some of the most giving Fubars. They go day in and day out too show nothing but love.
Please help me show them lotsa love. They all deserve it!!!!!
Let me introduce you to the Shadow Levelers
♫LilBamaGirl♫~Owner of Wishful Thinking~@ fubar
$ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler}@ fubar
~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥@ fubar
lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥@ fubar
♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥@ fubar
GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED AND OWNER OF~ BooBoo~~@ fubar
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Need Fubucks?? Take Mine!!I have less than 1000 comments to go to finish this up I need 3,500 total. I am still trying to unpack and everything so I need help to get this done. So for every 100 comments you leave I will give you 5,000 fubucks! And the person who does the MOST comments for me will get a 3 credit bling so either a official fubar bling or a pengy bling! So count up or down and private message me when you're done! And if you do 500 comments in one day you'll get a bonus 5,000 fubucks so you'll get 30,000 fubucks for 500 comments!
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Bullitins With BackgroundsThis tutorial is made for a lounge bulletin, this can be altered for any other bulletin needs.
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Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/29/08Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger.
Tuesday 04/29/08..
Last Night It Was:
Black Label Society - Death March (champion)
V.S.
Skillet - The Last Night (Challenger)
The Vote Was 5 - 2
Black Label Society - Death March Held on for another night! They Will Return Tonight with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.
.awakening.startled by your touch,
her body tingles like a tightly drawn bow
aching for more.
just out of reach of the light
a soul aching for warmth,
lonely in her soliloquy.
the night wraps around her like
a comfort,
a song.
starry-eyed, she looks at you, in you,
to the soul of you.
and there she finds herself.
reaching out,
she touches your face
and comforts herself...
you're real.
she smiles as she feels
your hands in her hair, sliding on her skin
trembling a little at your soft dark words.
she whispers so softly,
you might not hear...
"be careful, my love.
cuz your hands are in my hair,
but my heart is in your teeth."
-me, 4/30/08
In Case I'm Not OnlineWELL TODAY IS MAY 30TH AND WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE OUT OF HERE TOMORROW AND STILL HAVEN'T FOUND A PLACE TO STAY SO I DON' KNOW WHAT'S GOING TO BE HAPPENING. WE HAD AN ORGANIZATION TELL US THEY HAVE TO GIVE US 30 DAYS BUT I DON'T BELIEVE MUCH UNTIL I SEE IT. BEEN THERE DONE THAT. HOPEFULLY EVERYTHING WORKS OUT OK BUT JUST WANTED TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT IF YOU DO NOT SEE ME ONLINE THAT IS WHY. I'M HOPING WE DO HAVE ONE MORE MONTH HERE BUT IF NOT WHENEVER WE GET SET BACK UP I'LL BE BACK ONLINE AND BACK TO FUBAR LOL. I JUST DIDN'T WANT ANYONE WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED IF THEY DIDN'T HEAR FROM ME. LOVE YOU ALL AND WISH ME LUCK AND A PRAYER WOULDN'T HURT. THANK YOU. BIG {{HUGS}} BABS
SweetCome on, take the journey
you, me and all, take the step
no matter time or distance
all irrelevant
for a broken spirit the longest journey
is to the front door to open it
Reach out, give, take,
challenge the road, the journey calls
inside out, outside in
open your soul, your heart
let it be the bridge
to walk your journey
Fly with the wings of the thought
feel with the wisdom of yesterday
burry the sorrow, make place for the new
rejoice in what will come and dare
give way, don't let nothing frighten you
just make the journey of the heart
All About MeWELL I DONT KNOW IF ANY OF YOU REALLY KNOW ME OR ABOUT ME SO HERE IT IS ALL ABOUT ME LAYED OUT FOR YOU ALL TO READ.MY LIFE IS NOT AS IT SEEMS TO YOU ALL...AT AGE 12 I WAS LEFT BY MY PARENTS TO FIN FOR MYSELF,I GOT INTO DRUGS AND DRINKIN...I FINESHED SCHOOL BUT IN THAT TIME I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAMED ROBBIE HE IS ON FUBAR SO I WILL LEAVE IT AT THAT..HE BEAT ME SO BADLY FOR 10 YEARS IN THAT TIME I STAYED ON ALL KINDS OF DRUGS TO HIDE THE PAIN..I WAS RAPED BY WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRIEND TO US. AT THAT TIME I WAS A VIRGIN STILL.WHEN WE HAD TO GO TO COURT HE KILLED HIMSELF AND SAID HE WAS SORRY FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME.I GOT AWAY FROM THAT SORRY ASS AND RIGHT INTO IT WQITH ANOTHER ONE.MY MOTHER HAD INTRODUCED ME TO ANOTHER MAN AND I ENDED UP GETTING PREG. AND THAT IS WHEN HE TURNED ON ME.HE BEGAN TO BEAT ME,AFTER THE BIRTH OF MY SON HE GOT WORSE TO ME AND THE BABY...HE PICKED UP A PLASTIC BAT AND HIT MY SON ACROSS THE BACK WITH IT AT AGE 18 MONTHS.THEN TURNED IT ON ME FOR NOT MAKING T
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Yo Its MeWutsup-Here are my details for the next pervert who tries to hit on me!
My name is Amber
Im 20 years old
I have a 3 year old beautiful little girl
Im married to an Army soldier
He also is on fubar as guitarplayeralan
Im kinda a girly girl and I have lots of friends
I like drink when I can and Im a 2 beer queer so fuck you!
I dont like when people try to hit on me cause I think its sad(wut you cant read my name is US Army Inf WIFE)its annoying!I have a husband who is my world and no other man compares to him-you can try to break our bond but it wont work-weve been together for 6 years and we are each others soulmates!SO FUCK OFF 2 ALL THOSE jerks that are too old for me any way!
FactsGirl FActs::
When you catch a girl
glancing at you,
she wants you to look
back and smile
(!!!)When a girl bumps into your arm
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand
(!!!)When she wants a hug
she will just stand there
(!!!)When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later
(!!!)When a girl is quiet,
millions of things are running through her
mind
(!!!)When a girl is not arguing,
she is thinking deeply
(!!!)When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,
she is wondering how long you will be
around
(!!!)When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
few seconds,
she is not at all fine
(!!!)When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!!
(!!!)When a girl lays her head on your chest,
she is wishing for you to be hers forever
(!!!)When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future
(!!!)When a girl says, "I
O U Know U Want ToOk so I'm back to saving up FU bucks. I do want spotlight eventually lol (for those from my old acct, hush up, lol) So here is the break down of things that I am offering to sell to you for FU bucks.
� 5,000 FU bucks for a FUBAR skin (yes it's so cheap because I think I suck at making them lol) Check out memoires page to see the one I made for her.
Mémoire™♥Lovely WIfe OF Chaotic Realms♥ Owner of Chaotic& Masquerade Lounge♥@ fubar
�10,000 FU bucks for a personal SFW Salute
�20,000 FU bucks for an animated personal sfw salute
�30,000 FU bucks for/if you want bulletins done up all pretty like this I will do it for u :D
�If you have over 200 pics and stash I will spank your entire page until I run out of pics and stash rates (if you have enough for me too) for 40,000 FU Bucks
� Willing to sell my 11's (amount of 11's per FU buck negotiable)
Donations of any amount would be greatly appreciated
I wi
Soo Freaking Sweet!!!A girl asked a boy if he thought she was pretty, he said....NO.
She asked him if he would want to be with her forever....and he said NO.
She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry, and once again he said NO.
She heard enough. As she walked away, tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said...
You're not pretty, YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL.
I don't want to be with you forever, I NEED TO BE WITH YOU FOREVER. and I would'nt cry if you walked away, I'D DIE!!
Before I Was A MomBefore I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunization.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart
Before I Was A Mom..left For Me By My Friend...broken HeartedBefore I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunization.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart out
"star Wars: Where Science Meets Imagination"So I FINALLY made it down to Philadelphia on April 23rd to see the Star Wars exhibit at the Franklin Institute. It was a dream come true to THIS fan of the Star Wars movies!!
I'd like to give a quick thanks to Cheryl from H.R.C.C. and Alan & Alice at the DoubleTree Hotel Philadelphia - Broad & Locust streets for making this all possible. Thanks again to you all!! :)
I was a little bored driving the 2 hrs to Philly. so I took some pics of my drive down - hope you don't mind. The museum pics are in reverse order, so the ones at the bottom of the album are the 1st ones. Just please be aware that some of the pics are good while others may not be. Some I used the flash & they came good; others the flash was a bad idea. Still others I used the "museum" setting on my Nikon to grab the lighting of the exhibits themselves; often it caught the light from a nearby exhibit or the one behind me. I apologize up front for this, but hey -- I'll take what I have!!
The exhibit was fairly decent
How Do U Avoid Getting Hurt?...ok question for all and my answer.. my answer is u dont .. its all a part of life ... u live..u love .. u learn and u move on.. some of us are destined to be loved.. some of us are destined to be alone forever.. what one am i .. what one are u.. idk yet for me.. but ALL of my friends are destined to be loved..just learn to love yourself( as i do) and well life will sort itself out around u..
Fubucks For MorphsI am willing to pay 25,000 fubucks for the first 4 people to create the hottest morph of me. If you look in my morph file, you will see what I'm looking for. Any questions, feel free to ask.
Hooray For Repliesyay there was a reply and of course one back from me.. but I do grow weary of this so I got em blocked after all this.. enjoy this rambling semblence of human communication
The point is you little bitch you offended my wife so stop trying to boost your own ego by trying to make yourself sound intelligent over the computer you little conceited bitch i didn't want to waste too much of my time talking to your faggot ass, it was just a warning from me to you to leave her the fuck alone because she asked me to. now you got a fuckin problem with that (peebody) you can suck a dick and git a hint to stay the fuck of my wifes profile and my wife does what the fuck she wants to and she wanted me to take up for her because you was out of line so if you got a fuckin problem i live in hazel,bitch. Get a fuckin life and find some girl your own age to hit on behind your wifes back and stay the fuck off of mine if you cherish your own sorry ass. Never type here again.
and of course my
Walpurgis/thrimilci Or BeltaneWalpurgis/Thrimilci 22 April - 1 May
The festival of Walpurgis, a night both of revelry and darkness. The nine nights of April 22 (interestingly enough, the modern festival of Earth Day) to April 30 are venerated as remembrance of the All Father’s self-sacrifice upon the World Tree Yggdrasil. It was on the ninth night (April 30, Walpurgisnacht) that he beheld the Runes, grasped them, and ritually died for an instant. At that moment, all the Light in the 9 worlds is extinguished, and utter Chaos reigns. At the final stroke of midnight, the Light returns in dazzling brilliance, and the bale-fires are lit. On Walpurgisnacht, the dead have full sway upon the earth; it is the ending night of the Wild Hunt. May 1 is the festival of Thrimilci; the beginning of Summer. Thrimilci is a festival of joy and fertility, much like Ostara; however, most of the Northern World is finally escaping from the snow at this time.
My First Contest Help MeOK THIS IS MY FIRST CONTEST AND WOULD LOVE TO WIN SO IF YOU GET A MIN PLEASE CLICK THE PIC AND LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR TWO ......NEED ALL THE LOVE I CAN GET ..........THANK SO MUCH
~DIXIE MAMI~
Hellowell my friends got me into fubar cuz i just recently hurt myself so most the time im just sittin around bored. i was just out ridin my quad with my friend justamom and have fun cuz she never rides so at the momment im crippled just got off my crutches but still walking with my gangsta limp. im just so happy i can drive my car i miss the open road. but if i tried to run shit i would pop it right out of place so i will be on fubar alot often.
Been Robbing Crystal Again...DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:ModerateSchizoid Disorder:HighSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:LowBorderline Disorder:LowHistrionic Disorder:LowNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:LowDependent Disorder:LowObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:Low-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --
Apparently i'm a schizo....
Just F*cking F*ck Me Already!!!Author Unknown~
Look, I know you men have it difficult. Women are just about impossible to understand, much less please. In a post-feminist society, you never know exactly what you should be doing. Women are bloody picky, I know we are. It can be scary, too, when women freak out about what appear to be benign issues. And men who do their best to be respectful, female-positive humans, I salute you, I do.
But please, please just fuck me already. Honestly, I appreciate your thoughtfulness. I like that you want to take things slow. I can totally get behind the idea of emotional connection, but dearjesusinheaven, FUCK ME. We've done dinner and drinks. We've gone dancing. We've cuddled and watched a movie. I'm wearing a low cut shirt and you've been staring at my breasts all night. Goodgodalmighty, get to it and fuck me.
When we get hot and heavy, please take charge. Please, please fuck me. Trust me, I'm not going to just lie still - I'll get involved. But don't make me force
BeltaneBeltane is also known as Walburge, Bealtaine, Bhealtainn and May Day. It is usually celebrated on May eve or the 1st of May. The actual translation of the word is debatable. Scholars agree that taine or teine means "fire" because the word is used to express fire today in both the Scottish and Irish Gaelic languages. The first syllable, Beal or Bel is not clearly defined. One theory is that the festival is named after the Celtic god Bel (also known as Beli, or Belinus). Therefore, Beltane would mean "Bel’s fire." Beal, the Gaelic word for "shining one" or "brilliant," gives Beltane the meaning of "brilliant fire."
On the eve of Beltane all fires were extinguished and relit with embers from the Beltane fire. The Celts built two fires created from the nine sacred woods (Rowan, Apple, Dogwood, Poplar, Juniper, Cedar, Pine, Holly and Oak). The herds were ritually driven between them to purify and protect them. The fires celebrated the return of life and fruitfulness to the earth and woul
Tough StuffNegative occurrences befall us all. An unavoidable reality which most come to accept as a side effect to life itself. So why do the majority of us, well aware of the inevitable imminency, question it with astonishment when it ensues? Life's fate, kismet, its predestination is our lot in life. Yet accepting it in theory is more endurable than the living factuality. So how, then, do we cope with such trepidations? Often with superstitious rationale...a blame of misfortune, imprecations, or just plain bad luck. A common reaction marked throughout human history as a way to explain, cope, and accept that which we cannot control. Beliefs in a stronger domination to appease the mind against the uncertainty of an otherwise wayward existance, and future. Totally Understandable.
So, where am I going with all of this pseudo-theological, potentially cranial-compressionary "mumbo jumbo"? Strangely enough, into my own head. Delving deep to pacify my own psychological malady...depression.
Air ForceI'm thinking strongly about joining the Air Force. I just hope that whoever decides to fall for me can handle that.
In Another Contest To Win A Three Bling Packi am in another contest..whoever has the most comments by may 31st wins a three bling package...would love u to show me alittle love pretty please. and will buy the ones that help me two blings each
This Is FunnyExplosive arguments could lead to going your own way when someone or something tries to confine you. Your own sense of independence and freedom is being challenged. It could be a good time to look at why this issue is bothering you, you may encounter it again in the future.
This was my horoscope today. While reading i was laughing my ass off. cause it was so true. This is my life.
Cookies Anyone??Neiman-Marcus Cookies
> > When decent people get screwed over, this is the result!
> >
> > A little background: Neiman-Marcus, if you don't know already, is
> > a very expensive store; I.e., they sell your typical $8.00 T-shirt for
> > $50.00.
> > My daughter and I had just finished a salad at a Neiman-Marcus
> > Cafe In Dallas, and we decided to have a small dessert. Because
> > both of us are such cookie lovers, we decided to try the 'Neiman-
> > Marcus cookie.' It was So excellent that I asked if they would give
> > me the recipe, and the waitress said with a small frown, 'I'm afraid
> > not, but you can buy The Recipe.' Well, I asked how much, and
> > she responded, ' Only two fifty - it's a Great deal!' I agreed to
> > that,
> > and told her to just add it to my Tab.
> >
> > Thirty days later, I received my VISA statement, and the Neiman-
> > Marcus Charge was $285.00! I looked again, and I remembered I
> > had only spent $9.95 for two salads and about $20.00 for
Sprung From JailNow that he's a free man again please go show him some love and tell him Lucie sent you. Thanks to everyone that goes and hits him up.
From The Hearing*THIS IS FROM THE NWI WEBSITE* IT'S ABOUT MY COUSIN THAT WAS MURDERED LAST SUMMER.
VALPARAISO | The girlfriend of murder defendant Mark Easter initially told the court Tuesday her boyfriend did not appear upset on the night he is accused of beating to death 15-year-old Christopher Janus.
Yet when questioned further by Chief Deputy Prosecutor Matt Frost, Marissa Wilken said Easter burst into his South Haven bedroom on that evening of June 8 and ordered Janus and others to leave.
"He seemed stressed," Wilken said.
"Upset?" Frost asked.
"Yes, I guess," Wilken said.
Wilken testified during the first of a two-day hearing on a request by Easter for bond. The 21-year-old, who was in court Tuesday in orange jail garb and shackles, is being held without bond on the murder charge.
Porter County Prosecutor Brian Gensel said when defense attorneys request bond hearings in murder cases, they are typically interested in learning what evidence there is against their client.
De
Biggest One Right NowOddly enough is NOT being pregnant.
Is NOT having a boyfriend with no job.
Is not being bored an out of work but IS
HAVING MY INBOX FULL OF SHIT FROM MY MOMS EX ASKING THE SAME DAMN REPETATIVE ASS QUESTIONS 4 TIMES IN A ROW.
FOR FUCK SAKES.
DAMN IT.
Do Not Bother Reading If You're Overly Touchy And/or Annoying.AUTHORS NOTE: IF YOU'RE GOING TO READ IT, READ IT TO THE END. HEAR ME OUT, THAT'S ALL I BLOODY ASK.
VIOLENT FEMMES.KISS OFF
i need someone, a person to talk to. someone to care, someone to love. could it be you? could it be you? the situation gets rough, and i start to panic. it's not enough, it's just a habit. hey kid, you're sick. oh darling, this is it. you all can just kiss off into the air. behind my back, i see them stare. they'll hurt me bad, but i won't mind. they'll hurt me bad, they do it all the time. do it all the time. i hope you know that this will go down on your permanent record. oh yeah? well don't get so distressed. did i happen to mention that i'm impressed? i take one, one, one 'cause you left me. and two, two, two for my family. and three, three, three for my heartache. and four, four, four for my headaches. and five, five, five for my loneliness. six, six, six for my sorrow. and seven, seven - no tomorrow! and eight, eight, i forgot what eight was for. but n
New Beginings!As I lay here thinking
You are on my mind
Wanting us to be together
Oh how I wish you were mine
Recalling our conversation
Over and over in my head
Hoping that you are thinking of me
As we lay apart in seperate beds
I feel so close to you
Knowing that there is more
Open your heart to me
For I am knocking on your door
You have opened my eyes
With thoughts of passion and desire
Hoping for a new begining
That will burn like an everlasting fire
Our lives have crossed paths
For one reason or another
I aim to make the most of it
And spoil you like no other
Be The Very First On Fubar To Own A Cindragon!On the Auction Block...
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I'm offering all kinds of GOODIES!
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This bully made for me by my awesome friend Dragonphyre!
TYSVM!!!
Challenge #1 : If You Had One Day With Me.. What Would We Do?If you had one day with me...
What would we do?
I want creative answers. No answers saying "I'd show you what I'm made of". We have all heard it. I want something creative. The most creative answer will get a personalized SFW salute from me with the salute saying whatever you want it to say. (within reason) Everyone that posts an answer will get a FREE Fubar license.
The winner will be informed on Friday, May 2nd. And the personalized salute will be uploaded no later than Saturday, May 3rd.
MUCH LOVE!
The Fu-Milf Queen™
**Hint: Think if maybe something I might like to do.
HospitalFor those who care I'm in the hospital. Induction attempt # 1 is happening now.
2funnyOne Saturday afternoon, a man was sitting in his lawn chair drinking beer and watching his wife mow the lawn.
A neighbor lady was so outraged at this, she came over and shouted at the man, "You should be hung!"
To which he calmly replied, "I am. That's why she cuts the grass!"
AaaaaaaahahahahahaA woman enrolled in nursing school is attending an anatomy class. The subject of the day is involuntary muscles. The instructor, hoping to perk up the students a bit, asks the woman if she knows what her asshole does when she has an orgasm. "Sure!" she says, "He's at home taking care of the kids..."
Lmfao....Why are married women heavier than single women?
single women come home, see whats in the fridge and go to bed.
Married women come home, see whats in bed and go to the fridge.
SexQ. Why do women close their eyes during sex?
A. They can't stand to see a man have a good time.
Be The First To Own Mecome by and show me some love and bid on me i'm offering some great stuff
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ClownsQ: How is being at a singles bar different from going to the circus?
A: At the circus the clowns don't talk
SurgeonsSix surgeons were sitting at a conference discussing their favourite patients when the first stated that he especially enjoyed operating on poets and artists because...
"When I cut them open, they are filled with beautiful colours and the operating room is bathed in their light."
"No No!" said the second surgeon, "I prefer operating on accountants. Inside them, everything is neat and orderly and all the parts are numbered."
"Nah," said the third surgeon, "librarians are by far the best.
Everything inside them is ordered alphabetically."
The fourth responds: "Fellas, you should try electricians! Everything inside them is colour coded!"
The fifth intercedes: "Personally, I prefer engineers. They always understand when you have a few parts left over at the end."
"You're all wrong," said the sixth surgeon, "The best are lawyers. No guts, no spine, no heart...in fact, they only have two parts - their mouths and their rears, and both of those are interchangeable!"
She Came Backdebbie brown has rejoined our family wooo hooo i love this lady she is a wonderful lady so if you dont have her a friend please go by her page add, fann and rate her and debbie welcome back sweetie we missed you and to all misfits who havent added ,fanned and rated mr.ben he said his page isnt private right now so you all can get on his page wooo hooo xoxoxo mr.ben sweetheart kiss that beautiful boy of urs for me hes a doll...lol hes a keeper for sure....have a good evening and thank you to all who helped level me today if i didnt rate you back please remind me it was going so fast and remember i have 2 pages to return rates on so please dont get angry with me i also have alot of medical problems that sometimes slows me way down on top of taking care of a very abused 4 yr old grandson scottie...heres debbies link
♦DBrown1004♦@ fubar
Weds 04-30-08 (shrug)Wednesday, April 30, 2008
whoopee! Who would have Dreamed?
Funny how those days come before you know it!
I hope that when this day arrived,
it happened with everything you'd
thought you could accomplish by now -
ACCOMPLISH!
and
Went according to planned . . .
hmmm
While trying to decide on a subject matter today,
I just went with the flow ... I'd knew I'd post "Kid Rock"
newest single release for those who havent heard it.
I kind of had a color scheme and look in mind,
but nothing set in stone and went with whatever
popped up and tired it out ... and the subject
for discussion ... much like my life -
Just fell into place!
So, It's funn how things work out ...
While looking for 'blue' things to add
for flare here, I seen the Crystal Ball
and was going to add that last ...
Sacto Peeps: Low Flyer At The Boardwalk--details!So after our May 8th Thursday show was bumped so that Ludo could play, we got thrown a Saturday show on May 10th! How freakin' awesome is that?
Well, at this point we still don't know what's going on slot-wise, whether we will be opening (wouldn't be surprised, we're the new guys around town), or headlining as the flyer below illustrates (flyer was made by the photographer/assistant for Montana/Sith Entertainment, who booked the show).
But either way, doors open at 7:30p, show starts at 8p, so frickin' BE THERE! It'll be good times for all! Tix are $10 in advance, and I believe they might be $12 at the door.
WhippingOk so this one will get a variety of opinions.
There are tons of new laws about how when and where you can discipline your children. Yes I understand some of these laws and I know they help prevent child abuse. But don't tell me that when I am in Walmart, pizza hut, Kmart, or and other public place and my child acts a fool that I can not swat them on the butt. Time out works for some, the corner works for others, but a ass whoopin works for all (just do not over do it) When I was a kid if I did something stupid (which was alot) I got a good ole ass whoopin. It didn't matter where I was or who was around. I got whippins by my parents, my friends parents, and even people my parents knew but I still have no idea what their names are. I turned out to be a great father, husband, and role model for my kids. On the other hand my little brother didn't get whippins at all growing up for some silly reason, and he got into tons of trouble with the law. Done all kinds of stupid stuff. He st
Dealzmodo: Hdtv's Will Get Stupid Cheap Next MonthAccording to HD Guru, Sony's not content with its less-than-number-one status in flat panels, so it's planning to claw its way back into consumers' hearts with deep price cuts on all of its 2008 models next month. The other guys, like Samsung, LG and Sharp, are already planning their own price war counter-attacks. And then, in reaction to the wave of cheap LCDs, plasma dudes like Panasonic (check our quick and dirty guide to plasmas) will prolly be doing their own slashing. Conclusion: Wait till May to buy an HDTV, 'cause it'll be mucho cheaper.
To give you an idea of how much you might save, for instance, Sony's cutting $400 off its 46-inch KDL-46S4100, to $1599, and $500 off its newest 1080p 40-incher, to $1199. So we're looking at discounts in the 20-25 percent range, which is none too shabby, and definitely worth holding off for a couple weeks on your Best Buy TV hunting expedition. [HD Guru]
Report: At&t To Sell 3g Iphone @ $200 DiscountMight Apple be ready to formally embrace unlocking with a new iPhone pricing structure at AT&T?
(Credit: CNET Networks)
AT&T plans to sell the 3G iPhone for $199 when it arrives in AT&T's stores in June, according to a report, in a sign that Apple may have given up on locked iPhones.
Fortune is reporting that you'll be able to buy a $199 iPhone in AT&T's stores, and only in AT&T's stores, when the new model arrives around the one-year anniversary of the iPhone launch. The report says Apple will sell 8GB and 16GB versions of the new iPhone for $399 and $499 in its own retail stores.
This report, based on the word of a single anonymous source, raises no less than 28 zillion questions. My first thought is that if this is true, the only way Apple would go along with its partner's intention to dramatically undercut its pricing would be if Apple plans to sell unlocked iPhones in Apple stores.
Apple seems to have acquiesced to the demand for unlocked phones, embracing the develop
Kids And Their ThreatsSo anyways one of my sisters friends has had her status on myspace being some really depressing stuff bout her failing marriage and all that.. well me being me I sent her an email that said this
hey there judging by your status its goin rough.. if you ever want to hang out or anything you can stop by my apt.. my number is XXXXXX if ya ever wanna call
Now my plan was to see if she ever called then if she did want to hang out then call my sister to see if those two could hang out again.. since I know my sister is going through a rough time as well.. yeah i'm trying to be a nice big brother go figure.. anyways this is the beautiful reply I get
Me and my wife are fine now and i suggest you not try to come on to my wife when shes in a vulnurable state of mind you EVER fuck with my wife YOU WILL GET SKULL FUCKED!
Well that's not obviously from her.. and am I the type of person to just take that sort of thing laying down? Of course I'm not but as you'll see I dont' sink to
I Hope That You Aren't Mad At Me Deleting The Folder.God, I feel like crap. Getting no sleep last night and now my shoulders and neck are aching.
I am sorry for those of you that enjoyed my folder. I felt the need to delete it. It was just time. This site just seems to be kind of boring now. A lot of the people I used to talk to on here never get on anymore for what ever reason and I have kind of moved on as well. I miss these people but do know that I can talk to them on msn as well. Also I would love for you to sign up on facebook to be able to converse there. Just know that I have real life friends on there and you might need to watch what you write to me on there.
About the only thing I do is write on here.
I miss Kim & Steve, I miss Melissa, Padma, I miss Henry, I miss and a bunch of others. It just isn't the same.
Maybe I should just take a break? I don't plan on deleting my account, just the folder for now.
So ciao for now. Getting off to get some more work done.
kisses and love to you all.
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One Rate ContestJust one rate contest....with all the friends and family that I have on here I should have no problems getting rates.
After all the friends that I have helped in contest and leveling I am just asking for one rate to help me..
Here is the link
To All My Family ,friends And Fans That I Love So WellTo all of you that I love so much on here. I will miss you all so much. But due to health problem's I won't be on here as much as i would like for a while. with doctor appointments and having to rest more. I will be in and out. I will miss you all and please don't forget me i won't forget all of you I'm close to and all my new friends too.i want to be godmother but it will take me a while longer now. I will still do everything I have promised my new owners don't worry guys I will definitely give you your money's worth because you two are such sweethearts and love ya both . And to all you I'm close to send me a message and I'll explain move about it . It's just so long to put in this blog.But i just wanted to say I love you all and I will miss you and don't forget me . LOVE YOU ALL ANN
Josef Fritzl’s Negative DragonAs of today I will stop posting in this site - If you like my work read it all and enjoy the pictures at http://www.myspace.com/drturi
4/30/2008
Dear Readers;
I am sure like me you are appalled with Josef Fritzl’s horrible sexual act with his daughter and wondering what type of negative UCI (Unique Celestial Identity) this crazy old man inherited for him to behave this way with a family member. As always don’t count on either modern psychology or psychiatry to give you the answer because like 99% of the world’s population those traditionally “educated heads” have no clue of the Universal Code’s power and its impact on the human psyche.
With NO “Cosmic Consciousness” not only the perpetrator and its victim but also all agencies involved in this drama are left totally baffled.
http://www.cnn.com/2008/WORLD/europe/04/29/austria.cellar.profile/index.html
Elisabeth Fritzl (8 April 1966), is an Austrian woman who was allegedly imprisoned, sexu
Hello LonelyHello lonely
How you doin' today?
Hello sweet thing
Why don't you walk this way?
Hello, you again
How could you go and be so cold?
She said "Goodbye sad man"
Cuz all this pain is getting old
So why're you sad?
Don't you know that
It's you that holds my dreams and seems to always come back?
How do I live without you?
How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again?
How do I live without you?
How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this?
Hello lonely
Now that you're gone I can move on
Goodbye sweet thing
Just know that I've been here all along
So why're you sad?
Don't you know that
It's you who holds my dreams and seems to always come back?
How do I live without you?
How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again?
How do I live without you?
How could you walk away from this, just walk away from this again?
Again
Again
All those days you waste on me
I just can't let you go
So why're you sad?
D
Contesti am in a contest to win 36 bling can you please give me some help....
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Pienso En TiSmile I took the train in to Manhattan from my apartment, as I looked out the window and saw cars, people, and house pass by I wonder what you were doing. It was four in the afternoon, maybe you were out, and maybe you were asleep. When I got to Penn Station I thought I could take the quick way there or the long way. I knew you were with me and I knew you would love the long way.
I started walking up 7th ave. I love this city. I watched as people walked by consumed in their own world, their own self-importance, and oblivious to the world. Soon the lights started becoming visible, and next thing you know, I was there in the heart of Time Square with all its chaos, lights, tourist, congested traffic, and its beauty.
As I came close to the other end of the Time Square I headed West on 46th Street onto "Restaurant Row" where there are restaurants literally in a row one after another. I decided to have dinner at Sangria 46, a great Spanish restaurant. As I greeted in English I replied in
Just Read ThisSo.....
i want to know how many friends i really have i mean true friends how many of you all can i call my friend i think not many their are 430 on my friends list how many are my friends and how many added me for a fu-mairrage or to get the ponts of a friend request i want to know how many of you are my friend i sit here try to think which of ou i can trust and which i can not trust so till then i sit thinking and you should think to on if you are my friend or useing me for the things i know how to do
Thank You
~ Lost In The Dark ~"
Victoria BoobsCOME AND SEE ME... I GUARANTEE THAT YOU WILL .. LIKE IT..
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LifeLife...Depends on the way you think???
example read this below:
thepenisinhermouth
what did you read ?????
Did you read..................
the pen is in her mouth
or
did your dirty mind read something else ?????
Avenue QSo last night I went to see Avenue Q. My seats where good I was about a row or two in front of where the balcony starts and pretty close to center. I thought it was good. I also thought it was funny. With out giving any thing away really it was cool to walk in and have music playing. The one odd thing was that Gary Coleman was played by a lady. But that being said she was very good. It is part of the musical but one thing that was tough to get used to was some people where people and not puppets. It was still pretty cool and I liked how sometimes the people would make some really cool faces. All in all it was pretty good.
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Help Support JesseThanks To A Good Friend For Posting This On My Space
Jesse Blaze Snider - Ring Of Fire
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Thursday nites @ 10 p.m. Rock the Cradle
You've heard some of my songs on my playlist With a band called "Baptized By Fire"
It's his band they are trying to get a record deal ,please help them out....
What My Heart Says....Your Heart is Feeling Passionate
Your heart is brimming with passion, intensity, and extreme lust.
You definitely have desire for one particular person, and it seems like nothing can squelch your craving.
You are ready to walk across fire for the one you love.
Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Distrust and aggression . You're determined to get what you want.
Your current outlook on love: Love equals obsession. Love equals mania. Love equals thirst.
Your love life will improve if you: Follow your passion far, but not so far as to ruin your life.
Watch out for: False feelings. Your emotions are intense, but they could easily mislead you.
What Is Your Heart Feeling?
Comment Bomb My Pic=== 'ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY' wrote the following at '2008-04-30 14:57:45'..
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561 Pointsi only have 561 points to level plz help me out and anyone who rates anything of mine i'll give you a gift.
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Want Some Fu Bucks??I WANT A COOL MORPH OR JUST SOME COOL GRAPHIC MADE FROM MY PIC. RIP ANY PIC OF ME, MAKE ME LOOK EVEN SEXIER OR COOLER(IF THAT'S POSSIBLE) IF I LIKE IT, I'LL GIVE YOU SOME FU CASH.IT'S A CONTEST. TOP TWO WIN. HAVE FUN WITH THIS.
Sorry.Thanks to all of you who sent me messages while I was away.
It's been awhile since I've been on Fubar.. I just went through a really bad breakup with the man I was with for almost 5 years.. it would have been in July.
I've been really depressed and just trying to get on my feet after this. Needless to say I will be taking a break from my online modeling @ WickedDollz. net.. I don't want to take pictures that don't shine with my inner light. I owe to myself and everyone else on that site that works hard for it.
Right now, I'm trying to get the pieces back together to re-build myself.
Wish me well.
-- Lily
She's Everything I Can't HaveMy first blog post. And its pretty much me whining like an emo bitch boy. Here's the thing, I have not always been a good man..hell, i'm still not. I am a liar, a cheater, a confrontational, arrogant, condescending son a ...well, my mother is a saint but you get the point. I know this and i am striving to change, to grow, to be a better man, for my son and because of one amazing, amazing woman. My son adores me...the woman, not so much. That's not entirely accurate. She adores me too...she just doesn't trust me. She's seen the darkest parts of who i am and it scares her. Her heart bears the scars of where its led her in the past and she sees me and the spectacular, epic failures that i bring about to relationships and she is running for her life.
I got the "we're friends to the end" speech. I know she's afraid of being hurt. I know most likely, thats exactly what i'll do. And i know, I know a good man, a better man would let her go. I have left a trail of bodies in my wake
Bleeding Love LyricsI just love the lyrics to this song...read them..they will grab you.
Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vein
Time starts to pass
before you know it you're frozen
But something happened for
the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
chorus
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My hearts crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding I keep bleeding love
keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal is to
keep me from falling
But nothing's greater than the risk
That comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I
Im In A Vip ContestI'm in a VIP contest. If you wound please help me out i would greatly appreciate it. I have til May 21st to get the most comments to win. So Please click on the link below.CLICK HERE TO START BOMBING
Thank You Tazzy4 For Not AskingThank you tazzy4 for NOT ASKING PERMISSION to rip MY DESIGN that I made VERY clear about NOT RIPPING. If you bothered to notice it bears my mark.
Remembrance Of Allah - Mengenang Allah - Remembrance De AllahHadith Garden - Inspirations
Remembrance of Allah in the Morning and in the Evening
In English:
Abu Hurairah (Radhiallaho anha) reported:
The Messenger of Allah (Sallallaahu 'alaihi wasallam) said,
"He who recites in the morning and in the evening the statement:
`Subhan-Allahi wa bihamdihi (Allah is free from imperfection and I begin with praising Him)'
one hundred times, will not be surpassed on the Day of Resurrection by anyone with better deeds than one who utters the same words or utters more of these words.''
[Muslim].
In Indonesian:
Abu Hurairah (Radhiallaho anha) reported:
The Messenger of Allah (Sallallaahu alaihi wasallam) said,
He yang membacakan pagi hari dan malam harinya pernyataan:"Subhan-Allahi wa bihamdihi" (Allah secara gratis dari ketidaksempurnaan dan saya mulai dengan memuji Dia).
satu ratus kali, tidak akan dilebihi pada Hari Kebangkitan oleh siapa saja dengan perbuatan yang lebih baik daripada yang mengucapkan kata sama atau mengucap
Some ThoughtsSO being my first blog ever Ima just write sum shit. Bored outta my mind and wondering where lifes leadin, sittin here thinkin with my eyes bleedin, what kind of path am I on now, i gotta get goin but how? Too many stories to get the base line, Think ima just forget it time'll make it fine
Single And HappySo I've noticed in the past couple of days that a couple of friends on Myspace, (I have to go there since Allstate blocked me from here..bastards) have written blogs bitching about men. On one of these blogs a comment was made about stop worrying so much about men and concentrate on yourself. I found that to be very true. I've said it before and I'll say it again, if you don't love yourself how do you expect someone else to love you? I mean seriously, if I didn't like myself I wouldn't expect Prince Charming to like me either.
I've been single for a long time, and I really don't mind it. Do I get lonely? Sure. Do I wallow in my own self pity because I'm single? Nope. The difference between being happy to be single and being depressed about it is wanting a man and needing a man. I don't NEED a man to make me happy or to complete me. I'm a happy and complete person on my own. Sure, I've been known to cry on my pillow and rage about the injustices of bitchy, clingy, whiny psycho women
PeopleOk why in the hell must people feel they have to jump to someone else to feel loved? "Girls" have kids to feel loved, and BOYS find a rebound. Why would you? Why do you involve someone else in your little world of being incomplete? Is that fair? No its not. You know its not as well as I do too. Oh well such is life and life goes on. Love ME
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Am I DemonAm I Demon
Hordes of faces
Empty eyes
I see nothing new
Seasoned schemes of slimy curs
Offer up their flu
Am I beast or
Am I human
Am I just like you
Power seething
Really reeling
Reaching out for you
Am I demon
You need to know
Faces of a million hells
Rage inside these veins
Pounding out deserved pain
To anyone in need
Am I beast or
Am I human
Am I just like you
Power seething
Really reeling
Reaching out for you
Am I demon
Need to know
Am I demon
Need to know
Every world
And every limb
Torn asunder
Everything I need is me
Everything I am
Am I beast or
Am I human
Am I just like you
Power seething
Really reeling
Reaching out for you
Am I demon
You need to know
Am I demon
Need to know
I Need Help AsapI am in the top 3 in this contest I need as many spankins as you can give me to get in the lead and win the 1 mil fubucks. Please help all you can even if its just one spanking.
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The TaserPocket Taser Stun Gun, a great gift for the wife. A guy who purchased
his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this:
Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked
my interest. The occasion was our 15th anniversary and I was looking
for
a little something extra for my wife Julie. What I came across was a
100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were
supposed to be shortlived, with no long-term adverse affect on your
assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety....??
WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it
home.
I loaded two AAA batteries in the darn thing and pushed the but ton.
Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the
button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get
the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs.
AWESOME!!!
Unfortunately, I have yet to expl
Crazy Peopleif you want to see something really fucked up put the link in ur browser
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"my Roommate Ran Off To Pick Apples About A Year Ago. . ."Skeleton found in overgrown tree
OAKLAND PARK, Fla., April 29 (UPI) -- An Oakland Park, Fla., man said he discovered a skeleton inside his overgrown tree that investigators believe has been there since last year.
Glenn Parker said he saw the skeleton in the tree after trimmers cleared some of the foliage for BellSouth phone line service crews, the South Florida Sun-Sentinel reported Tuesday.
The Broward Sheriff's Office said the death is believed to have been a suicide with no suspicion of foul play.
Parker said authorities are working to determine whether the bones belong to a former roommate of his who disappeared about one year ago.
Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)Chapter X
Their Wedding Day
Gracie, it's time to get up. Rand's voice whispered softly through her mind.
Go away. She told him as she snuggled deeper into the pillows.
If I have to come in there, mi reina, you will not like the consequences.
"Go away," Gracie said without opening her eyes. She could feel his presence near by. More than likely it was coming from next door. She hadn't slept very well the night before. Her dreams were filled with erotic images, and all of them were of her soon to be husband.
Don't want to. I want to slide inside that tight little body of yours.
Gracie opened her eyes with a groan. Wasn't last night enough for you?
No. I want every inch of you under me, Gracie. Loving each other until we can't see straight due to the fire building between us.
Rand, please. No more.
I'm going to give you more until your body can't hold any more. Then I'll give you every single inch of me.
Gracie arched her back and sat up in bed. Her breathi
Rough Day? Yes Yes.OMG
Can today be over yet?
Its kinda sucked amazingly super badddddd
And its not over yet.
I have a job orientation to go to
And I have to wear a fucking polo...this is so wrong.
Its just sick, twisted and wrong.
I need caffeine
MMMHM
Beggarso this chic adds me and rates me and then we had the following conversation in shoutbox (mind you her status says "some1 give me a blast/HH") ~*~Steph~*~: hey how do those girls get blasts? ->~*~Steph~*~: they get jobs credit cards and they buy them or they find "stuipid" guys to buy for them but either way you dont get it from me ; )~*~Steph~*~: ok so ya know what it was fuckin question you asshole i didnt know how i havent used fubar that much and fuck you i have money i can buy it if it thats how but you dont go talking your fuckin shit to me like that fuck you! after that she rerated me a 1 and blocked me was i in the wrong here or did she hear what she needed to hear its one thing to put it in your status but to pin point me like im a trick and owe you something is way out of line do me a favor and show her some love thanks heres the link http://fubar.com/user/1773360
The ''u'' In JesusTHE ''U'' IN JESUS
Before U were thought of or time had begun,
God stuck U in the name of His Son.
And each time U pray, you'll see it's true,
You can't spell out JesUs and not include U.
You're a pretty big part of His wonderful name,
For U, He was born; that's why He came.
And His great love for U is the reason He died.
It even takes U to spell crUcified.
Isn't it thrillin g and splendidly g rand
He rose from the dead, with U in His plan?
The stones split away, the gold trUmpet blew,
and this word resUrrection is spelled with a U.
When JesUs left earth at His upward ascension,
He felt there was one thing He just had to mention.
'Go into the w orld and tell them it's true
That I love them all - Just like I love U.'
So many great people are spelled with a U,
Don't they have a right to know JesUs too?
It all depends now on what U will do,
He'd like them to know,
But it all starts with U.
Forbidden LoveThe night wind whirls and sings
With the shimmering lights of stars
from up above
The cold wind wrap around my body
As I felt you were in my side
And held you in my arms and kiss your lips
a thousand times under the infinite sky
Oh Nights like this,I must think that
You Love me and I love you so
Pretending that you were by my side
In absence of truth that you were in reality
with your own true Love
One day soon,I must awake
To find someone else
Maybe....someone else like you
That can fullfill my loneliness
Someone else that can sing like your voice
To dance like waves of your body
And to melt me with a looks of a beautiful eyes
Someday my Love
You will come with me in the silence of the night
And ill kiss again your soft rounded cheeks
As the stars shining bright upon us
Forever my Love
In the land where no rules
Where everyone is free
Where everything is sweet
Somewhere in the land of Forbidden Love
written by:R.W.
Bomb MeeeIf you read this and you get a chance, can you go bomb for me? I'd appreciate it!
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Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)Chapter IX
Gracie Is Kidnapped
As always all feedback is welcome. In the next couple of chapters the story will come to a climax. And the mezclar will finally take place. Hopefully this hasn't upset anyone but I was trying for a longer, more in depth piece of writing. Thanks to everyone that has stuck with me and read each chapter I've posted. A special thank you for those who sent me emails and comments. They have all been very helpful.
King Mica and Rand strode back into the palace with a flurry. Queen Aria met them in the front hall. After kissing both her son and husband hello, she got straight to the point.
"We have two visitors in the study. They came to me with the wild tale of a kidnaping. I have kept them as our guest until you arrived. I knew that you would want to question both of them." She told them as she led them to the study. Before opening the door, she stopped and looked at her son. "Have you tried to merge with Gracie?"
"Yeah, when I first was told.
GrowingWhy are people afraid to grow? To grow into something better...to better themselves. They think because they are in their late 20's or 30's that they are stuck being who they are and have been. Life is about change. Who says you have to be the same ole thug or person who gets into trouble? Why can't you change for the better? Why remain the same when u can change for the better?
Kins?Where oh where did kins poof to now????
This is like playing Find Waldo :s
No More Gas Personal Vehicleby Cate Trotter
No More Gas, myers motors, well-tech awards, milan 2008, personal electric vehicle, EV, Electric car, emissions free car, NmG, eco car, green car
With a name like ‘No More Gas’, you can bet that this cute little personal electric vehicle is as good to the environment as it is to the user. Its size, weight and fuel make it much better for the planet, while its look and driving experience make it great fun for the driver. Looking like it’s dropped straight out of an episode of The Jetsons, this tiny car can achieve speeds of over 75mph for a cost of $0.02 per mile. All this eco-goodness earned Myers Motors’ NmG vehicle kudos at this year’s Well-Tech Awards exhibit in Milan.
No More Gas, myers motors, well-tech awards, milan 2008, personal electric vehicle, EV, Electric car, emissions free car, NmG, eco car, green car
Much of the NmG’s benefits stem from its size. Holding just one person, it’s much smaller than the average car. Smaller cars means more commuter
Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)Chapter VIII
Day Before The Wedding
Gracie shifted restlessly on her bed. There were no sounds coming from her guest room. Which she was thankful for. Crawling off her bed and walking out on her balcony, she stared out at the night sky. She knew that Rand was probably waiting for her. And if he didn't find her soon, he would have someone come and check on her. But she just wasn't tired. She was wound tighter than a seven day clock. The mezclar was in full force and there wasn't a damn thing she could do about it.
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Rand paced back and forth in the main area of the cabin that he and his dad had arrived at several hours ago. The mezclar was burning bright and hot tonight. The tightness in his chest and loins had everything to do with the primal urge to claim his mate.
King Mica watched as his son paced the length of the cabin and back again. Rubbing the back of his neck with one hand, he debated on what course of action to take to distract his son.
"Son, hav
The Part Of Me No One Sees....The Part of You That No One Sees
You are compassionate, caring, and soothing.
You like other people to depend on you...
In fact, you don't feel right unless you are helping someone out.
Underneath it all, you feel the burden of everyone's problems.
Without your guidance, you fear that many people's worlds would fall apart.
You like to feel in charge, even if it brings you a lot of stress.
What's the Part of You That No One Sees?
Free Viaga For Senior CitizensChilean town giving free Viagra to senior citizens
A working class suburb of Chile's capital began handing out free Viagra to senior citizens on Wednesday. Lo Prado Mayor Gonzalo Navarrete said he launched the program because "an active sexuality improves the overall quality of life."
About 1,500 residents of the working-class area are eligible to receive as many as four pills of the erectile dysfunction drug each month, the mayor said. They have to be at least 60 and be registered with the municipality's health service.
"A doctor will have to certify that they suffer from erectile dysfunction and that their condition would not put them in danger of suffering cardio-respiratory side effects," Navarrete told The Associated Press by telephone.
He said he has assured about US$10,000 (euro6,400) in financing for the program through the end of the year.
Some government insurance plans in the United States and elsewhere provide Viagra, but Lo Prado hands the 50mg pills ou
My Passion Is......Your Passion is Pink!
You're the type of woman that would never get described as passionate...
Oh but you can be passionate at times - you just don't let it show.
Your passion most shows through in your sweet and optimistic attitude.
And chances are, most people are very passionate about you!
What Type of Passionate Woman Are You?
Down In The County!!!Saturday nite is the night to party with us down in the county!!!
Hamaknockers OASIS!!!
about 9ish!
5$ cover...
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Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)Chapter VII Continue
Patience could hardly believe her daring. She would have never dreamed of doing this to Jonathan if her sister hadn't given her the courage to try. He was a very powerful man. One that intimidated her the from the first time she had met him. She had stood in Grace's shadow for so long, she hadn't know how to go about attracting a man of his stature's attention.
Jonathan groaned even louder and pulled harder on his bonds when the little tease between his legs reach up and gently cupped his balls. Damn, he thought, I don't want to come without her. But if she kept up her teasing it would be over before it even began. He sighed with relief when she lifted her wet mouth away from his aching erection.
"Come here." He gasped.
"Why?" she whispered as she slowly stroked him.
"You know why, you little tease." He groaned as she settled herself over his hips and aching cock.
"Damn, I'm already wet." She whispered to him as heat filled her face.
"Let
2 More DownI hit 266 lbs today.
It probably would have been more but I had a rough weekend and compensated with food. So as "punishment" im keeping strict records of what I eat and keeping those calories down.
I have also started the spinning classes which is affecting my fencing a little bit because I have not givin my legs ample time to recover but it will pay off in the long run when I can get this wheight off my knees.
Lightens The BurdenNo one is useless
in the world
who lightens
the burden
of it
for anyone else.
Happiness Of LifeThe happiness of life
is made up of minute fractions -
the little,
soon-forgotten charities of
a kiss,
a smile,
a kind look,
a heartfelt compliment
in the disguise of a playful raillery,
and the countless
other infinitesimals
of pleasant thought and feeling.
Bringing ComfortPart of some peoples gift
in bringing comfort
to those in anguish
lay in the
sensitive awareness
of when silence is best.
They are not vulnerable sympathizers,
quite the reverse.
At some point
during an outpouring of grief,
they would stretch out a hand
or both hands
and touch the person
on the arm or face.
Hate My LifeTHEORY OF A DEADMAN LYRICS
"Hate My Life"
So sick of the hobos always begging for change
I don't like how I gotta work and
They just sit around and get paid
I hate all of the people who can't drive their cars.
Bitch you better get outta the way
Before I start falling apart
I hate how my wife is always up my ass
She always wants to buy brand new things
But I don't have the cash.
I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!
How come I never get laid nice guys always lose.
How could she have another headache
There's always some kind of excuse
I still hate my job, my boss is a dick
"I don't get paid nearly enough
To put up with all of your shit"
I hate my job, all of my rich friends
I hate everyone to the bitter end.
Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight
I hate my life!
I hate that I can't tell when a girl's underage,
You know, I tell her she's
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Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)Chapeter VII
Gracie Returns and Patience Turns Tables on Jonathan.
Gracie sighed as in resignation when they arrived back at the palace. How had she ended back up where she had started? She had to accept the fact that she was going to end up married to Rand. But she had to decide how much to give to him. If she gave him her heart and soul, there would be nothing left for herself. Especially since she knew that Rand wouldn't be giving her the same in return.
Opening the car door, she grimaced and walked to the entrance of the palace. Her father stood on the steps waiting for her. He had a frown on his handsome face. She knew that she had embarrassed him by fleeing but if she had to do it over again, she would still do the same thing. Stopping in front of her distant father, she waited for him to speak.
"Grace O'Connor, I'm very disappointed in you." He said quietly.
"I figured as much, Dad." She said calmly, vowing not to explode in front of her father.
"Since w
Missing You All!Hey all, just a quick note to let all of you know I'm still around just have been busier than a three-weenie'd billy goat!! (not with the female goats either). Between work and all else I haven't been able to squeak a lot of FUBAR time. I hope to wind up a few projects and be back in a couple of days!
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Breast Feeding Update!CDC: Breastfeeding hits 20-year high
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More than 100 mothers gathered in Paris' Stade Charlety last October to promote World Breastfeeding Day. In the U.S., about 77% of new moms breastfeed.
ATLANTA (AP) — The U.S. breast-feeding rate has hit its highest mark in at least 20 years with more than three-quarters of new moms nursing their infants, according to a government report released Wednesday.
About 77% of new mothers breast-feed, at least briefly, the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention said.
"It looks like it is an all-time high" based on CDC surveys since the mid-1980s, said Jeff Lancashire, a CDC spokesman.
Experts attributed the rise to education campaigns that emphasize that breast milk is better than formula at protecting babies against disease and childhood obesity. A changing culture that accommodates nursing mothers may also be a factor.
The percentage of black infants who were ever breast-fed rose most dramatically, to 65%. Only 36% were ever
We Need Major Help Please!!!Okay I really don't ask for a whole lot but this time I am. My family is in a contest and we need all the help we can get. Please come in and at least rate and leave a few comments. We appreciate all the help we can get the contest ends tonight at 9 pm.
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Snoopy Is Gay. Snoopy Is Happy.That’s probably the one definition that’s outdated or at least awkward – who remembers it – out of 1973’s “The Charlie Brown Dictionary” (TV 2685, no ISBN number because it’s early 1970s), one book I remember really enjoying as a kid. I got introduced to three hardcover volumes of it (besides being this single volume from Scholastic, it was also eight hardcover volumes with backgrounds on each state at the end) when I was visiting aunts and cousins in Kentucky and my age was still single digit.
As I recall, there are two releases of “The Charlie Brown Dictionary”, either the one-volume soft cover I got at a library book sale last week or eight separate hard covers arranged like an encyclopedia with appendices in each volume of the U.S.A.’s fifty states. Illustrated with animation from various Peanuts specials, it’s also a reorganization of “The Rainbow Dictionary”, a 1947 work that contained words from eight lists composed for five to eight year olds. It’s fun and you learn alo
Magic Touch ( Saga Continued)Rand Follows His Runaway Bride
Patience paced across her livingroom. Jonathan had just informed her that Gracie had fled. She couldn't believe that her sister had run from Rand. Her sister was fearless. She had always dared to tread where no woman had gone before.
"I can't believe she ran. How are we suppose to help Rand with her if she has left?" Patience asked as she continued to pace furiously.
"Sweetheart, calm down." Jonathan said soothingly.
"How can you be calm about this. She's gonna bring disaster down upon my mother and father. This is not a small slight. An advisor's daughter does not turn down marriage to the crown prince. It just isn't done. Gracie is lucky that Rand has chosen her. He could have chosen any other witch." She said hotly.
"Yes he could have." Gracie said quietly. "And for the record, Patience I told him to chose another." Patience and Jonathan spun around to see Grace standing in the doorway. When Jonathan reached for the com unit strapped
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Fear Of Rejection..In some of my blogs, I actually say that rejection is healthy and with the right frame of mind, you can always use a light hearted approach and tell yourself that if you meet someone and it doesn't work out, then you will eventually meet someone better.
And it's true.
However, when you are rejected by people whom you share a connection. When there is uncertainty. That is much harder, it's a totally different level to deal with.
It does hurt, that's a fact. Personally, it's like a physical sensation in the pit of my stomach.
It's actually akin to when you find out someone you care about has died. I felt and sometimes still feel that way for my grandparents whom I miss sorely still.
But, what to do?
You can't force love and you can't make people choose you.
Sometimes it's family related, sometimes it's someone you really care for, in the end, once there has been some history, rejection becomes a hard pill to swallow.
I'm sure we all fear rejection.
Some of
Majic Touch ( Saga Continued)Gracie flees.
As before, this story is a continuation of previous chapters and it doesn't stand alone well. Any feedback is welcome.
Rand entered Gracie's rooms without knocking. His mother and Gracie were sitting on the on the love seat. Gracie's head turned the moment he entered the room. Queen Aria could almost see the sparks flying between them. Slowly she rose to greet him and hopefully stall him until Mica could get here.
"Now, son, you need to stop and think." His mother coaxed. "It's not time for your joining." She reminded him gently.
"I don't care." he all but growled, intending to forcibly move his mother, if it meant getting to his beloved.
"Son, please, stop and think about what you are doing." His mother coaxed again. Where was Mica at? she fumed silently. She didn't have the power to stop her son if he choose to over power her. She knew that he wouldn't deliberately hurt her but she would much rather have Mica deal with him.
I'm coming, love, Mica ass
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Bad Seed"I didn't ask to be here."
"I had no choice."
Words you'll never hear-
Because they're never voiced.
I'm here by chance.
Small and meek;
No one gives a glance,
Or sees the tear-stained cheek.
Laugh and sneer in my face.
Clothes- old and worn-
I am out of place;
Hurt and scorned.
Others laugh and play;
I'm not wanted here.
They push me away.
Wipe away another tear.
What was my sin,
To cause me such pain?
To see where it begins,
Just look at my name.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
MoralityCompassion
is the
Basis of all Morality.
Deepest WellspringCompassion is the
Deepest Wellspring
of the human spirit,
running under the
hills of
Everyday Life,
feeding the rivers
and oceans
of all the other Virtues.
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This Thursday, You Run The ShowPEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.1.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So
RainCompassion acts like rain
upon dry ground.
Kick Off The New Month The Right WayPEOPLE, tuning in is easy! There are many ways and they are all listed here. Just click HERE and your music player will open or a WINDOW WILL POP UP ASKING YOU WHAT PROGRAM YOU WANT TO USE. CHOOSE WHATEVER IS LISTED THERE, such as Winamp, Windows Media Player, iTunes, RealPlayer, Nero, or whatever other player you use for music files.Click above for the Darkside Radio homepage.Once on that page, TO TUNE IN SCROLL DOWN AND CLICK THE SKELETONS. 5.1.08Be Sure To Tune In !!!Rock out with Lord Genocyde:7:00 p.m. Central TimeClick above to DOWNLOAD THE DARKSIDE RADIO TOOLBAR which will make it EVEN EASIER to access the Darkside Radio stream.Brought to you also by:The Lady Misty Genocyde. Welcome to the softer side of insanity...This show is ALL REQUEST Night and celebrates our inherent right to goof off! Lord Genocyde will regale you with weirder than weird news from Reuters' Oddly Enough as well as other strange and bizarre stories, facts, and footnotes as researched by Lady Genocyde! So
FreezingNumbing cold;
A huge weight;
Heavy load;
In the night- late.
Heavy legs;
I begin to tire.
Warmth! I beg;
Need a fire.
Must rest
For just a bit.
Ah... It's best
To pause and sit.
Out of the wind;
Much better.
Clear my mind;
I feel a bit warmer.
Maybe a nap;
Just a moment
Get my strength back;
I am spent.
Begin to drowse;
Falling deep;
Never to rouse;
Forever sleep.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Best GiftWhat is the
Best Gift
you ever received?
Better still,
What is the
Best Gift
you ever gave?
Perhaps you will recall
that in each instance,
the
Best Gift
was one
that was tied with the
Heartstrings
of the giver,
one that included
a part of self.
The GameIs this a game
That no one wins?
The game of love;
And lustful sins.
You've consumed
My entire soul;
Left me empty,
And so cold.
Broken glass
Grinds into my heart;
The blood flows,
And snuffs the spark.
Is this love?
A beastly devouring?
I always thought it was
A feeling so empowering.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
PracticeIf you want others
to be happy,
Practice Compassion.
If you want
to be happy,
Practice Compassion.
Please Help Me Level. Im Stuckhey all fubar friends. Im asking a huge favor. Can everyone please help me level by rating me and my pics and comment my pictures. I am very generous and i dont mind returning the love. I have been stuck on rockstar for like 2 or more months and my points hardly go down. Pretty please!!! Just send me a shout saying you rated and commented a bunch and i will do the same for you. I very much appreciate it, alot.
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Giving/livingI have found that there is
a tremendous joy in giving.
It is
a very important part of the
joy of living.
TumorMy mom told me today that she has a tumor on her lung and that i need to take her to the hospital for her biopsy in a few days. I am really scared for my mom. Are my prayers strong enuff to help her.
~untitled~Love hurts;
But why?
I write these words,
And I cry.
The silence around me
Echoes your name,
And I wonder;
Do you feel the same?
Should I walk away now-
Break this bond somehow?
Could I let you go,
My one and only?
If I let you go,
I'd forever be lonely.
You are my future;
You possess my soul;
The other half
To make me whole
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Spiritual EnergySpiritual energy brings compassion into the real world.
With compassion, we see benevolently our own human condition of our fellow human being.
We drop prejudice.
We withhold judgement.
Love Is ForeverTake my hand-
Share my road;
Always there,
To share the load.
Give me your trust-
Look into my heart;
Always by your side,
I'll never part.
Love is forever-
Passion never dies;
Look into my soul,
And know where my heart lies.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
CompassionCOMPASSION -
Literally "Suffering With" -
is born out of feeling the rawness of the HEART,
which also makes us more sensitive to others.
BetrayalPoison flows
In the veins of all-
Tired and old;
Weak and small.
The power within
Is almost spent;
Voices once strong,
Now are silent.
On a great wind,
The sands blow;
Clouding the visions,
And truth can't show.
Walls of an empire
Slowly crumble.
Amid the cries;
Spirits tumble.
Cover your ears
As the masses scream;
Caught forever,
In a neverending dream.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
GiveWe must not only give
what we have;
we must also give
what we are.
Funny But TrueThe federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600
rebate.
If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the moneywill go to China.
If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs.
If we purchase a computer it will go to India.
If we purchase fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico,
Honduras, and Guatemala.
If we purchase a good car it will go to Japan.
If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan...
and none of it will help the American economy.
The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes
and
beer, since these are the only products still produced in the US.
Thank you for your help & please support the us.
VoicesJust one more step
Is all I need,
To slay the beast;
Watch it bleed.
Ever present,
The voices speak;
Leading me on
To what I seek.
They drone on;
Chants increase-
Find eternal silence;
Blessed peace.
Take that step;
Do the deed.
Incessant chants;
And I must heed.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
To My LoveSometimes I'm frightened
Like a child,
Of this feeling;
So new and wild.
I've never felt
This way before;
A love so powerful,
Deep and pure.
Posses my heart,
And my soul;
Take my body,
And make me whole.
Hold me tight-
Don't let go!
Open your heart;
Let the feelings show.
You are my love,
My guiding light;
The one who holds me
Throughout the night.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
-untitled-Each beautiful day,
My light rises in the east;
Shining with rays of hope,
And the promise of peace.
My soul has searched
For many years,
To find this gem
That I hold so dear.
Wandering aimlessly;
Linked for an eternity;
Finally an end to this journey,
For I have found my destiny.
Begin a new chapter
In my life's tale,
With my true calling
Now unveiled.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Step #1 ... Getting Into OcsAfter much debate I have decided to finally go back into the military. I've chosen the SC Army NG for the branch. I am submitting my application for OCS (Officer Candidates School) and will begin the formal process next week. I have some college classmates in and am looking forward to it.
I've always loved the military growing up in the AF. After going to The Citadel, I was on a burn out from it all. I saw some politics that occured and unfortunately was too young to realize that just because some over the hill retired colonel or general does some stupid things that it does not mean it is true of the military branches.
In my life I most want to become a pastor. I will need a part time job to pay the bills that also affords me much time to work at the church and as a Guardsman I'd be able to do that. I have mentioned to a few I was debating whether or not to go back into the military and I find it saddening that some quit speaking to me at that point. I'm hoping it's jus
I Miss YouWhere are you, my love?
I am so lost without you.
I have searched all over,
But you've gone and left me blue.
My heart calls your name;
It echoes on the wind,
Which fuels this burning flame
That my soul tends.
I feel you touching my hair-
Holding my hand,
But when I turn you're not there;
And I cry again.
I smell your musky scent
In the air I breathe;
Think of the joys we spent-
Oh, why did you leave?
I hear your voice, so sweet,
In my dreams, so dear;
Where we can still meet,
And I hold you near.
Oh, how I miss you so!
I feel I'm going insane-
Why did you have to go?
For without you, I'll never be the same.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
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BrokenI often have it recanted to me how full and complete my life should be with my children in it, yet I perpetually find myself in a position to fill this gaping hole in my heart with someone for myself. I do have my children’s best interest at heart, and they do come first and foremost in my life—but selfishly I want more than that. I feel so badly sometimes and like I am a bad parent or something because I secretly find myself regretting that I have to take full responsibility for them and that it often pushes people from my life who seem to fit with ME somehow. I cannot change who I am and I cannot change how I feel. I seemingly am forever doomed to be this bleeding heart romantic in search of the ying to my yang? - lol—that sounds funny to even say it.
I forever find myself in a situation where I am trying to uplift someone and mend their woes and in the midst of all of it I find myself hopeless attached and bound to them—this usually results in me getting my heart broke.
I have cri
Case Of The Pregnant LadyACTUAL AUSTRALIAN COURT DOCKET 12659 ---CASE OF THE PREGNANT LADY
A lady about 8 months pregnant got on a bus. She noticed the man opposite her was smiling at her.
She immediately moved to another seat. This time the smile turned into a grin, so she moved again. The man seemed more amused.
When on the fourth move, the man burst out laughing, she complained to the driver and he had the man arrested.
The case came up in court.
The judge asked the man (about 20 years old) what he had to say for himself.
The man replied, "Well your Honor, it was like this, when the lady got on the bus, I couldn't help but notice her condition. She sat down under a sign that said, 'The Double Mint Twins are coming' and I grinned.
Then she moved and sat under a sign that said, ' Logan 's Liniment will reduce the swelling,' and I had to smile.
Then she placed herself under a deodorant sign that said, "William's Big Stick Did the Trick," and I could hardly contain myself.
B
Nothing To SayThe walls are closing in,
And the panic begins;
My mind drifts away,
And I have nothing to say...
The distance grows,
And the breath slows;
I feel you drift away,
And there's nothing to say...
The time is now;
Find the words somehow;
As you turn away,
There's something I must say...
I love you, always...
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Pecans In The CemeteryOn the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence.
One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts.
"One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence.
Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me."
He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off.
Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along.
"Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard!
Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls."
The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk."
When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the ceme
A Bit Of A Short StoryHolly's hands were sweaty against the cold leather steering wheel as she drove up Master's driveway. His instructions were for her to come completely dressed, sans panties, on Christmas Eve and to follow the drive to the back of the house. She was to beep her car horn twice to let him know she had arrived at exactly eight o'clock PM. Beep.
Beep.
Sitting in the car, waiting, Holly wiped her palms on her skirt. She was very eager to get this day over. She had shown some rebellion to Master and He was not so happy. He informed her that she would pay dearly when they next saw each other. A shadow lodged from the house in a floor length black terry cloth robe. Holly froze. It was Master and he did not look happy. Rapping on her car window, he signaled for her to get out of the car. Holly rose from the car, she reached for Master's hand. Pulling her to him, he cupped her face in his hands. Harsh and probing, his lips commanded her submission. Willing her body to follow his lead, she
You AgainI close my eys
And look into my heart;
I tell myself lies
So I won't fall apart;
But the heart knows
What is really true-
Where the love flows.
I can't hide the truth.
When I think of love,
I think only of you.
We fit like a glove;
You're happiness too.
I'm yours forever
'Til the day I die;
Can't love another,
For it would be a lie.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
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Chasm Of DeathThis is the end.
There's nothing more;
Nothing to defend
Or hope for.
The edge of life;
The edge of sanity;
The end of strife,
And of purity.
Vast chasm of nothing;
No bridge to span;
Sea of doom- boiling
With the angers of man.
No turning back!
The past is gone;
Faded to black.
Face it - you're alone.
The future is far,
Beyond this life;
Twinkling like a star,
Across the chasm- wide.
The only way is leap
Into the great abyss;
Fall into the deep;
The dark nothingness.
One life ends
In sorrow and pain;
But another begins
With hope and new name.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Little Old Ladies .....Two little old ladies were attending a rather long church service.
One leaned over and whispered, "My butt is going to sleep."
"I know," replied her companion, "I heard it snore three times."
Rebate ChecksHow to use the rebate
As you may have heard the Bush Administration said each and
every one of us would now get a nice rebate.
If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to
China.
If we spend it on gasoline it will all go to the Arabs,
if we purchase a computer it will all go to India,
if we purchase fruit and vegetables it will all go to Mexico,
Honduras, and Guatemala,
if we purchase a good car it will all go to Japan,
if we purchase useless crap it will all go to Taiwan
and none of it will help the American economy.
We need to keep that money here in America, so the only way to
keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes and beer, since it
seems like those are the only businesses still in the US.
DrowningFlail and fight to reach the top;
Take a gasp, and sink again.
I'm drowning with each teardrop
That adds to this sea of pain.
Continually pulled under
By crashing waves of emotions,
Sounding like claps of thunder,
Echoing over this vast ocean.
Turmoil stirs the sea;
Thrown from side to side
By these emotions within me.
Control them!- I've tried.
I know deep in my heart
That one day in the future,
The sea will win- I will part,
And welcome the calm waters.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Cardboard MenWhen Cardboard Men Come In Handy
A car gets a flat on the interstate one day. The blonde driver eases it over onto the shoulder of the road, carefully steps out of the car and opens the trunk
She takes out two cardboard men, unfolds them and stands them at the rear of the vehicle facing oncoming traffic. The lifelike cardboard men are in trench coats exposing their nude bodies and private parts to approaching drivers.
Not surprisingly, the traffic becomes snarled and backed up.
It isn't very long before a police car arrives. The officer, clearly enraged, approaches the blonde of the disabled vehicle yelling, "What's going on here?"
"My car broke down, officer" says the woman calmly
"Well, what the hell are these obscene cardboard pictures doing here by the road?" he asks.
"Helllooooooo!!!!" says the blonde. "Those are my emergency flashers!"
Rebate...As you may be aware, the Bush Administration indicated that many of us will soon get a nice rebate.
If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China.
If we spend it on gasoline, it will all go to the Arabs
If we spend it on fruit and vegetables, it will all go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala.
If we purchase a good car, it will all go to Japan.
If we purchase useless crap, it will all go to Taiwan.
None of it will help the American economy.
We need to keep that money here in America; & the only way to keep that money here at home is to spend it on prostitutes and American beer ... since those are the few businesses still in the US.
Hard Habit To BreakSo my M.O. is this....
Beth meets nice guy, Beth gets to know nice guy, Beth REALLY likes nice guy....Beth sets up nice guy with one of her friends.....they live happily ever after
Beth meets asshole, Beth knows he's an asshole, Beth starts dating asshole.......Beth gets heart broken.....
I don't wanna do this anymore...any suggestions for breaking a habit????
Fighting The Battle“But you will not even need to fight. Take your positions; then stand still and watch the Lord’s victory. He is with you, O people of Judah and Jerusalem . Do not be afraid or discouraged. Go out there tomorrow, for the Lord is with you!” 2 Chronicles 20:17 (NLT)
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In today’s passage, God is talking to King Jehoshaphat and the Israelites. They’re about to be attacked by three enemies: the Moabites, the Ammonites, and the Meunites.
Jehoshaphat had to be worried about how his people could defend themselves in such a battle, but God knew exactly what Jehoshaphat was thinking. He said, “You will not have to fight in this battle.” Now, that’s the kind of battle I like!
What God tells Jehoshaphat in this passage, and what he would remind us today, is this: “The battle is not yours; it’s mine. You don’t have to fight in it.”
In other words, it’s God’s problem. Let him solve it.
The fact is if you are God’s child, then your problems are his pr
Death ~work In Progress~Everything around me
dark,smelly,dingy
The smell of death has covered it all
no looking back.
What was meant to be shall be.
Thoughts run clear though the mind
quite distorted.
Longing for anything simple
anything warm
screaming from the inside out
ripping flesh from bones
clawing at the decade human
the one i am rottening inside.
needing something...
something even I can not give myself.....
needing to for once feel something...
anything
Epiphany-an appearance or manifestation of a deity
-a sudden, intuitive perception of or insight into reality or the essential meaning of something, often initiated by some simple, commonplace occurrence
During the darkest hour,
With a complete lack of power;
On the verge of self-destruction
And self-mutilation;
The veil of fog was lifted.
My perspective shifted,
And suddenly I could see
Deep within the heart of me.
What I saw was frightening,
Yet also enlightening.
I saw the great cloud of evil
That settled in and stifled my will.
How long has it been here
Poisoning my soul with fear;
Turning my heart to a putrid mass
Of rotting flesh, and trash?
The evil crept in quietly
Unnoticed; stealthily.
I became such a vile person,
Never stopping to think or reason;
Just trampling down all;
Anything in my way would fall.
There was no caring or trusting.
I found this revelation disgusting.
How could I allow this to happen;
Abandon my chance to be happy?
Now I kno
Ben, The Horse And PlowLet me tell ya a story
Just happened the other day
Old man Ben bought a gelding
Got em' from another state
Said he was a plow horse
So he hooked em' up
Gave a quick snap of the reins
And away they went for sure
~
Now that ole' plow horse
He sure did perk up
When he heard that plow grinding
Diggin' into that ole' dirt
Ole' horse took off runnin'
Left Ben way behind
Runnin' like the devil was chasin' him
He was runnin' for his life
~
There sat an 69' impala
Mint as she can be
Ben sure does love her
She has always been his dreams
Here came that ole' horse
With the plow and all in tow
Straight for Ben's impala
How the stress began to grow
~
Before you knew it
It happened in a snap
Horse and plow zip by
And didn't leave a scratch
All the commotion
Thought poor Ben was gonna pass out
When the horse took out the corner
Of Ben's barn with that ole'plow
~
Next thing ya know
The horse set that plow into a tree
Snapped the chains and reins
And kept runnin' f
Why Lie..you Dont Have To Like Mewhat lieing on here going to do for me not a damn thing.
iam telling the truth..but it sucks cause it makes you a loner..even my moms to my ex's say i should hold alot what i say back im like no..iam let you have it.
so what think i do to stranger i rip you apart yeah we judge hello how many of yall vein people have butterface friends(Lmbao)
im use to bullsh8t and smell it from my dsl(cable connection for yall prevs..smh)
please stop saying im handsome im normal human with thoughts of a sane madamn cause my ideas are so crazy even they make sense.
you want to know my flaw i give a damn for those who dont care what they say.
trust me if youre give a damn broke..that means youre too broken to care..move on.
i dont know what to make of fubar sometimes this site truning into an adult porn site?
and why in the hell you want youre photos private let's see some are kids and some are..?
im stop adding people with dum really dumazs name(ex.anything that would sound like a stripper nam
Misfit Angels...My profile is no longer private...add me and then I will return the favor since I don't know who all of you are yet. :)
Lalalalalalalala..........liar!!!!Why must people feel the need to lie????!!!! Even if it's the simplest thing, they feel the need to lie to you. What the hell does lying get you????!!!! You think you're doing a service to people by lying to them????!!!! Oh, okay that's right you don't wanna hurt their feelings, so instead LIE!!!! That makes much more sense!!!!
Giving people a false sense of anything is truly better than the truth????!!!! Yeah Right!!!! You know why you lie????!!!! You lie simply because you don't have the guts to step up and tell anyone the truth!!!! That's just idiotic!!!! So you want to spare someone's feelings????!!!! Well there are ways to do that yet still tell the truth, and if you can't do that, then you're in worse enough shape!!!!
I don't like liars, and if all you're gonna do is blow sunshine up my a*s about this or that, then back-up and out of here!!!! Don't act like you care and blow me off!!!! Step up and face it!!!!
How immature can you be really????!!!! When I'm
SlinkiesPeople are like slinkies.........you dont always like them but you smile when you push them down the stairs!!!
Something Romantic For Your Other..The following are entries to a contest by 'The Washington Post,' in which
respondents had to write a two-line romantic poem ....except that the last
line had to be unromantic--as unromantic as the first line was romantic.
1. My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife,
Marrying you screwed up my life.
2. I see your face when I am dreaming.
That's why I always wake up screaming.
3. Kind, intelligent, loving and hot,
This describes everything you are not.
4. Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss,
But I only slept with you because I was pissed.
5. I thought that I could love no other,
That is, until I met your brother.
6. Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets dead, the sugar bowl's empty,
and so is your head.
7. I want to feel your sweet embrace,
But don't take that paper bag off your face.
8. I love your smile, your face, and your eyes.
Damn, I'm good at telling lies!
9. My love, you ta
The Fireman The Hero-for JoeAS I WATCH THE FIREMAN GO OUT THE DOOR
I KNOW THAT HES OFF TO SAVE A SOUL
I KNOW HE HAS NO FEAR FOR HE KNOWS NO FEAR
HE JUMPS ON THE TRUCK AN GOES LIKE THE WIND.
RUSHING IN WITH A SHINING LIGHT
HE GOES TO WORK WITH NO FRIGHT
HE CLIMBS THE STAIRS AND LOOKS FOR LIFE.
HE DOESN'T STOP UNTIL HE FEELS LIKE HE MIGHT DROP.
HE GETS TO THE TOP THEN HE STOPS
HE LOOKS AROUND AND SEE'S SOMETHING MOVING
THREW THE FLAMES AND SMOKE HE SEE'S A FELLOW FIREMAN
SCREAMING HELP ME HELP ME.
FIREMAN TAKES OFF WITH HIS LIGHT
PUSHES HIS WAY THREW THE SCORCHING FLAMES
TAKING IN EVERY SIGHT AND SOUND THAT
SURROUNDS HIM HE FEELS NO FEAR
BUT ONLY LOVE FOR THE FELLOW MAN.
FIREMAN GETS TO THE INJURED FELLOW FIREMAN
DROPS TO HIS KNEES AND MAKES SURE THAT HE STILL BREATHES.
FIREMAN LOOKS WITH TEARS IN HIS EYES AS HE SEE'S
HIS FELLOW MAN AND HEARS HIS PLEAS.
FIREMAN TELLS HIS FELLOW MAN HAVE NO FEAR
FOR I AM HERE TO BRING YOU OUT AND
SAVE YOUR LIFE AND BRING YOU HOME
BACK TO WH
The AwakeningSome folks don't understand;
They just can't see
The beauty in the land,
Or hear the whispers of the trees.
I once was one of them;
Blinded by things to acquire;
A heart of flam and flim;
Deafened by my own desires.
Suddenly I was awakened
By an unimaginable power.
Before me it all opened,
Like a blossoming flower.
My heart swelled with love
For all that's around me;
All below and above;
A love that flows free.
My soul opened to the call
From the world around,
Of love and light for all;
The beauty of nature's sounds.
My mind finally understood
The depth in everything.
How nature flows like blood,
Through my very being.
My body felt the energy
Whirling through the air;
A peaceful harmony,
Calling me to share.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Help Sharon Make Godmother, Today !!!Shes so close too GodMother.Stop by and show her some love and help her get too GodMother today.
Thank for all the help in advance
~SHARON~(Lil TAZ)*May 2nd VIP expires! Can we Godmother me???@ fubar
The DreamIn a field of flowers,
Enfolded in your arms,
I lay for hours;
Mesmerized by your charms.
I could stay here forever;
Completely lost in your eyes.
The happiest endeavor;
A love without any lies.
But I cannot live in a dream;
And I wake to the morning.
I still smell you, it seems;
Or is it just my yearning?
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
-suicide-A waste of life
Blade of a knife
Worthless trash
Electric flash
Unworthy of love
Fly like a dove
Do what you will
Swallow a pill
Sorry whore
Breathe no more
No turning back
A beautiful fact
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Trapped InsideUnseen bars keep me here;
There is no escape;
One day becomes a year
In this tiny space.
Deafening silence
Echoes in my ears;
No drive to take a chance;
Petrified by fears.
Unnoticed cries
Begging for help;
So hard to try,
Locked away by myself.
People easily forget
What is unseen,
Those who cannot get
Through life- so mean.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
Spare The RodHitting children is abuse. You can call it spanking or swatting or whatever you chose. However hitting a child does change a behavior, it makes them afraid. That is neither desirable nor reasoned.
Spanking a child says much more about the poor parenting skills of the "adult" than it will ever say about the child. Just take a look at the people that say, "I was spanked and it didn't hurt me one bit."
Children act out for reasons, its best to find out what they are than to assume that they can not control their actions.
Fantastic News!!!!Well i have some really fantastic news....
I am engaged to the love of my life Frank
Seethr - SympatheticAN MAH WERDZ WILL BE HER WHEN IM GONE
AS IM FADIN AWAY AGAINST TEH WIND
AN TEH WERDZ U LEFT ME LINGR ON
AS IM FAILIN AGAIN NAO, NEVR 2 CHANGE DIS
AN IM SYMPATHETIC
NEVR LETTIN ON I FEELZ TEH WAI I DOEZ
AS IM FALLIN APART AGAIN AT TEH SEAM
AN IT SEEMS IM ALONE HER, HOLLOW AGAIN
AS IM FLAILIN AGAIN AGAINST TEH WIND
AN TEH SCARS IM LEFT WIF SWALLOW AGAIN
AS IM FAILIN AGAIN NAO, NEVR 2 CHANGE DIS
AN IM SYMPATHETIC
NEVR LETTIN ON I FEELZ TEH WAI I DOEZ
AS IM FALLIN APART AGAIN AT TEH SEAM
AN IM SYMPATHETIC
NEVR LETTIN ON I FEELZ TEH WAI I DOEZ
AS IM FALLIN APART AGAIN AT TEH SEAM
TEH SAME OLD FEELINGS R TAKIN OVAR
AN I CANT SEEM 2 MAK THEM GO AWAY
AN I CANT TAEK ALL TEH PRESURE SOBR
BUT I CANT SEEM 2 MAK IT GO AWAY
TEH SAME OLD FEELINGS R TAKIN OVAR
AN I CANT SEEM 2 MAK THEM GO AWAY
AN I CANT TAEK ALL TEH PRESURE SOBR
(I CANT MAK IT GO AWAY. I CAN
DestinyThe words were never spoken,
But I know you knew.
Couldn't hide- my heart was open-
Wide open for you.
Souls reached across the miles-
Joined in an embrace.
Oh, how you made me smile-
But I've never seen your face.
Our meeting was meant to be;
Brought about by fate.
-You're my destiny-
But now it's too late.
Moments that we shared
Are so dear to me;
But I won't despair-
There's a part of you inside me.
I would have been your lover,
And your friend;
Loved you like no other
Until the very end.
Copyright 2007 Missy Harrell
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