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New Options On Private Pics
ok people keep asking me how they can view my private pics...well for a small price u can have access to them for ONE day...send me a message if u want to take part in this...They are def worth at least 5000 fubucks...i have 3 folders of them...let me know;-)

~~~~death Of A Rose~~~~
My heart was torn I am in pain My soul is worn I live in disclain Once a life of delight Alive and well I live in nothing but darkness of light An everlasting hell Inside I am dead now I can't take the pain no more I want to be happy, but don't know how. But, people don't care, they just ignore Someone save me Before I disappear To the lock of my heart, I need the key And what I need is a cure This is a secret Something no one knows Another life to regret A death of a Rose

O.o Mommy Mommy Jokes
Mommy, Mommy! My teacher says my head is too big. Shut up and get your hat from the garage, so your father can bring the car in! Mommy, Mommy! Can I play in the sandbox? Not until I find a better place to bury Daddy. Mommy, Mommy! Why can't we give Dad a decent burial? Shut up and keep flushing. Mommy, Mommy! Daddy's on fire! Shut up and get the marshmallows! Mommy, Mommy! Daddy fell in the campfire! Shut up and get the barbecue sauce!

Wwe Raw
WWE Raw is coming back to DC, yay this will be my 5th time going to watch since i've been stationed in Arlington, the last one i went to was Cyber Sunday, it was actually after the Marine Corps Marathon when i went, I ended up leaving early cause I was so damn tired, I probably shouldn't have went in the first place after running 26.2 miles but oh well, might as well enjoy it while i'm stationed here...

Five Finger Death Punch - Meet The Monster
[V1:] It's not that complicated and you ain't gotta believe They'll put me down in a hole before I let you succeed I've never been complacent, I can't afford to be I know you think you're special but you ain't nothin' [Pre-Chorus:] Can you read between the lines? Or are you stuck in black and white? Hope I'm on the list of people that you hate It's time you met the monster that you have helped create Boo! [Chorus:] You've pushed me one too many times I'm sick of all of the fiction, we're gonna settle it You've pushed me one too many times I'm sick of all of the shit, I'm gonna settle it! [V2:] It's not that complicated and you ain't gotta believe They'll put me down in a hole before I let you succeed I've never been complacent, I can't afford to be I know you think you're special but you ain't nothin' [Pre-Chorus:] Well there's nothing you can say to me now And there's nothing you can do to stop me It's hard not to be a menace to society When half the p

Fiver Finger Death Punch -white Knuckles
Oh, fuck it all! [V1:] Sick of being sick and tired, sick of understanding Tired of feeling sick to my stomach Demons inside command me They're saying crush it, break it, smash it Fuckin' kill 'em all! Laugh as it falls away I won't dodge another silver bullet Just to save a little face [Chorus:] I want you to know, I want you to see I want you to look beyond your own eyes Past your afflictions [V2:] How many people really care? How many will be standing? I'll light the match, the flame, the fuse, the bomb Rescue the world from slavery I wanna torch it, burn it, scorch it, fuckin' stomp it out Laugh as it blows away I won't eat anothe rotten apple Though I've grown to like the taste [Chorus:] I want you to know, I want you to see I want you to look beyond your own eyes Past your afflictions I want you to hurt, want you to bleed I want you to look beyond your own face Past your infections [Pre-Chorus:] I'm taking back control with my knuckles

Guys And Their Assumptions
So why is it that ya have a nice chat with a "new friend" plan a meeting and all of the sudden he decides that he doesn't want to meet up? The chat was great. You had lots in common, seem to hit it off pretty good. Talk about hanging out and maybe more, then it's like he gets cold feet. He said it was because he thought it was that I wanted more. When asked what I was looking for, I said friends. No one knows where something can go when you first meet. Ya could hate each other on sight! Ya could fall in love at first sight (ya right!! lol) All I'm saying is that no one can predetermine what can or will happen unless ya meet someone. I just got out of a relationship. It was a bad break up. Last thing I need is more heartache right now. I would love to have friends though. I am new to this area. I freaking live with my folks right now! Like that is so much fun!! It would be nice to have a few friends to hang out with. Besides, I am a grown woman and I have n

Amnesia
Ohhhhh. Yeahhhh Yeah. Really wish i could. If only someone could unbreak my heart Come relieve my pain Somehow I could wish upon a star and make all of the memories go away, but my mind just keeps on going back and I can't help but think about that guy that's gon make me miss out on you And I can't help but remember about that sad day in September The day he took my heart with him when he left. Ohhhhh. See eventually I will get through this, but right now it seems my heart's in the way. I apologize of the way that I treat you but I gotta leave you, unless I come across a case of amnesia, amnesia, amnesia. (to forget, to forget, to forget the heartache) Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia. (to forget, to forget, to forget the pain) Amnesia, amnesia, amnesia. (and i think, and i think it'll make things better) I gotta leave ya I gotta leave you. I tryed to leave the past behind me but it just hurts so bad. Ohhh. and i tell myself please don't cry, let it g

Majic Touch
Magic Touch: Prelude by dragontatto Planet Venus, Sister Planet of Earth, 2103 Grace O'Connor spun around happily, showing her mother, her prom dress. It was a full skirted affair with off the shoulder sleeves in a pale blue. When she had first seen it in the window of store she knew that it was everything that she could have asked for. "It's lovely, dear." Her mother said affectionately. "You will knock his socks off." "Mother!" Gracie protested "How many times do I have to remind you that Rand is going with me as a friend? He'll be expected to marry a princess one day. He's not looking for a serious relationship. I'm a safe date to take to the prom." "So you say, my love. But don't forget the prophesy." "Aw, Mother. I can't believe that you believe something that Auntie Clara told you when I was but a few minutes old?" "Auntie Clara has always been right, sweetheart. She says that you will find your true mate during the final dance of the prom." "Yes, I kn

Embarassment...
You ever have your kid embarass you..or anyone else? I have been telling my hubby all this time..about how our youngest has been awesome at hitting/slamming balls..and such. Well tonight was first time hubby showed up.. and was there first game. Brandon was a total embarassment. As it is.. my kid is a comedian..and hes cute..so he gets away with alot...and he knows it. Anyways..today was just awful. He was doing 3rd base..where they been putting him. He kept holding up his glove each time.. without the ball.. pretending to get the other team members out. He wouldn't even let them get on the base hardly. Then a mom on the other team..was tryin to take a pic of her boy. on 3rd..and brandon is there smiling at her..thinking she was taking his picture..while theres a batter up , getting ready to hit. Then hes out there.. hollering.. hey batter , batter..and the moms are thinking hes cute because he has no top front teeth. Then , he got to bat .. 3 times.. and each time.. he sw

A Comment From 36d's Hubby
I normally would not post anything on Dawn's blog (I have my own profile on Fubar where I feel very lonely) but I felt that I must after hearing for myself what I just heard. I wanted to tell you guys that I just went through the first story that Ms. C has recorded for her new CD and all I can say is Holy F'ing Shit!!! The first story she is reading is SATURDAY NIGHT. Man oh man! I had the head phones on and as I listened to her read it. I cannot tell you how aroused I got to her speaking directly into my head with her sultry, sensuous voice describing to me what she did to ME that Saturday Night. It all came back to me as I listened to her. And as they say in "Wayne's World" Shwinnnnggggg!!! To hear her say what she was thinking describing it all as she deep throated me was incredible. The way she described her thoughts as she was riding me while I laid on my back drove me nuts. After she put that strap on around her waist and came to me with one thought o

Names...
SO our boy name is Ethan James And our girl name is Makayla Renee Or Makayla Christine And that's the way it be, Although, we aren't pregnant anymore. Which, actually really sucks. But, I think we are going to try again. It;s something we sat and talked about, and if it happens it happens, if not, it's not something God has planned for us. So, either way, we're just taking things a day at a time.

Loving In Unloving Ways
UNTIL TODAY Written By Iyanla Vanzant I will gain more understanding when I realize..... loving in unloving ways is not love at all. You can usually tell when someone is afraid of love. They simply will not let you into their heart. A person who is afraid of love will behave in the most inappropriate ways in an effort to turn you off. A person who is afraid of love will find all sorts of things wrong with who they are and will point these things out to you. They will also find all sorts of things wrong with you, which they will also point out. People who are afraid of love cannot give it, nor can they receive it. They will have so many barriers and defenses that you will end up asking yourself, Why am I trying to get through this stuff????? A person who is afraid of love may believe that they will not measure up to what you expect of them. Often, this is because they have not lived up to what they expect of themself. A person who is afraid of love will pull you i

Come Check Us Out We Kick Axx And We Are Always Takin Request
WHAT HAVE WE GOT HERE COME AND SEE FOR YOURSELF JUST CLICK THE BANNER AND COME HANG OUT AND ENJOY THE MUSIC AND SEE HOW MUCH FUN WE CAN HAVE IN HERE WE WILL BLOW YOUR MINDS I AM SURE SO GET YOUR ASSES IN HERE AND ENJOY US !!

Out Of Touch
Somehow i always hurt someone i care for Sometimes i wish my worthless life would end All the pain leaves my body aching and sore My passion for the ones i love will never bend I feel like my life is one big fucked up joke People come and go in my life just to visit If being wealthy is having people always care, im broke Everthing i said about my feelings to people i meant it The ones i have told i love you to and the ones i hate I dont want to die alone but my life might be that way A family that loves me for life but maybe thats not my fate All i can do is ask for my loved ones to stay everytime i pray The thought of ending it by doing something to take my life It crosses my mind more times than it ever should If i did that i would definitely never have a wife So im stucking wondering what ifs and what could The ones that i love with all my heart and soul Know my feelings never change no matter how long or how old

Yer Hobbies
Its dawned on me , i dont know what a lot of u like to do in yer spare time. I been taking up writing again, why i write so many blogs, as practice. Actualy bout to finsh a short story n if u'd like to read it n give me yer opion let me know.That n leatherworking n knifemaking too. Something to keep me occupied when i have spare momments. Been having to do more construction to help pay the bills since lots of folks cant afford to have gunsmith work done.Everybodys broke n thats all there is too it.Gas n grocies cost soooooooo much n paying the bills , everyone ends up broke. Like my grandpa use to say anit got 2 nickles to rub toghter. But what kinda hobbies do yall have. Interests too, things u do in yer spare time?Hope io get lots of feedback on this one.

Escape Prisoner
A man escapes from a prison where he had been kept for 15 years. As he runs away, he finds a house and breaks into it, looking for money and guns, but only finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him up in a chair. While tying the girl up to the bed, he gets on top of her, kisses her on the neck, then gets up, and goes to the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband tells his wife, "Listen, this guy is an escaped prisoner, look at his clothes! He probably spent lots of time in jail, and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain, just do what he tells you, just give him satisfaction. This guy must be dangerous, if he gets angry, he'll kill us. Be strong, honey. I love you." To which the wife responds, "He was not kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me he was gay, thought you were cute, and asked if we kept any Vaseline in the bathroom. Be strong honey

Heart Of A Muslim - Zain Bhikha
Looking up at the sky, searching for Allah most High He rejected the way of worshipping Gods of clay Prophet Ebrahim knew that Allah was near And that the heart of a Muslim is sincere Under the hot burning sun, he declared God is one Though with stones on his chest, his Imaan would not rest The Muadhin knew that right would conquer wrong And the heart of a Muslim must be strong Chorus: It's the heart of a Muslim through the guidance of Islam That makes you fair and kind and helpful to your fellow man So living as a Muslim means that you must play a part Allah looks not at how you look, but what is in your heart In our poor meager state, little food on our plate Mother said she was glad, always sharing what we had When I asked how can we share what's not enough She said the heart of a Muslim's filled with love He said its time you should know, you will learn as you grow That some people around will do what's bad to bring you down Father said to be a star tha

Services For Chris S. Higginbotham
Christopher S. Higginbotham, 28, of Racine, Ohio went home to be with the Lord Saturday, April 26, 2008. He was a 1998 graduate of Grandview Heights High School in Columbus, Ohio. He is survived by: his mother, Diana Rae Higginbotham; his father, Stanley Leroy Higginbotham; his brothers and sister, Michael Wayne Higginbotham, Jeremy Bosley and Jaden Leann Higginbotham; his grandparents, Max and Shirley Boring and Roxie Beatrice Stone; his sons, Trent, Tucker and Brady; and many cousins, aunts, uncles, nephew, nieces and many, many friends. He was preceded in death by two brothers, James and Stanley Jr. and a grandfather, Harlan Stanley Higginbotham. Funeral services will be held on Wednesday, April 30, 2008 at Anderson-McDaniel Funeral Home in Pomeroy, Ohio at 12:00pm with Pastor Timothy Oldfield officiating. Burial will follow at Rutland Cemetery. Visiting hours will be 2 hours prior to the funeral service. In lieu

Tag...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i STILL eat spaghettios out of the can. 2. i love to cook for people, but i'm never hungry for my own. go figure. i like to share. 3. i am the oldest 24 year old you will ever meet, but i have the hopeful, earnest heart of a child. 4. i can't go to bed at night until my whole house is in order (like the couch cover lines the floor just so, etc.). i'm pretty ocd. 5. i lie in bed and plan ways to escape my house in case of fire, burglar, or other danger. (my house burned when i was 12, and i was asleep inside). 6. i have a fear of becoming addicted to anything..."i love the things that we should fear, but i'm not afra

4-29-2008
Well I'm new to this so I guess I will begin by intoducing myself. My name is Christie, I am 20 years old. I have a 9 1/2 month old baby boy named Joseph. I will be going to college soon to become an RN. I really don't know what to say...

Special Thanks
We often are so wrapped up in our lives that we forget to thank those who helped us become who we are. I want to thank my very few friends that I have made here old and new (yes I have been on here for a while thru different pages) for being a true friend. If you are sitting here reading this wondering what I mean by a true friend, than you are NOT one! sorry but it's the truth. Those that honestly know me for me know what my definition of a true friend is. It takes a lot for someone to know the real me and know and understand that I am not the gorgeous, perfect person that everyone thinks by looking at me. I am probably the most opposite in my life right now but I am human and that's all I can be. I am not gonna turn this into a sob story or whatever...just wanted to thank those few real friends for the strength and friendship they give me every day! Stay blessed and let's continue...

Hello Everyone (friends - Club F.a.r.)
Wanted to say hello to my best fu-friends. :) Thank you all for being so great and keepin' me loaded on the drinks and gifts. I haven't forgotten. :) Also, to Club F.A.R. members, I apologize for my slowness in getting to you, but I am without every day computer access for a while. I just wanted to give you all a great big thank you for allowing me to continue to keep up with my club f.a.r. activities. please be patient. :) As for all my friends, F.A.R., and the non-F.A.R. members, I miss you all and hopefully will be back with you all very soon. Have a great day. Hope all is well. :D Brian - A.K.A. Rock-Fu!

Soul Mates
humans were originally born with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with 2 faces, fearing their power, zeus split them into two halves, condemning them to spending their lives searching for the other half to complete them.

The Trouble Tree
The carpenter I hired to help me restore an old farmhouse had just finished a rough first day on the job. A flat tire made him lose an hour of work, his electric saw quit, and now his ancient pickup truck refused to start. while I drove him home, he sat in stony silence. On arriving he asked me to meet his family. As we walked toward the front door, he paused briefly at a small tree, touching the tips of the branches with both hands. When opening the door he underwent an amazing transformation. His tanned face was wreathed in smiles and he hugged his 2 small children and gave his wife a kiss. Afterwards he walked me to the car. We passed the tree and i my curiosity got the better of me. I asked him about what I had seen him do earlier. "Oh, that's my trouble tree" he replied. I know I can't help having troubles on the job, but one thing's for sure, troubles don't belong in the house with my wife and the children. so I just hang them on the tree every night when I come home. T

Help Boo-boo
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 7,385,918 points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!!

Come On...be Maaaaaaaaaaaad!!!!
Stark.Raving.Madness. Doesn't that sound fun? Introducing a new fubar family, one designed for friends, fans, and leveling help. As of right now, we're brand new and are in the beginning stage of forming our group. If you think that you might be interested in 'going mad', please read on! The Hatters Heartistic Soul@ fubar FOUNDER ஐRogerLee ஐFu-Owned by Heartistic Soulஐ@ fubar CO-FOUNDER ♥ DAWN ♥@ fubar CO-FOUNDER Yes, that's a short list - but the madness is only beginning! As an added incentive, the Hatter that sends the most referrals to join our new family will receive 50,000 fubucks. This begins now, and will end on Wednesday, April 30th. Hopefully, by then we will have enough Hatters to begin functioning as a group. To join us, contact one of the Hatters listed above. Hatters that join will be added to this bulletin, which will be blogged in our new family profile (currently und

Hey You!!!!!
whats up?!?!? its ya boy DJ Dyzzy if your lookin for an awesome lounge to hang out at make sure you check out Dirty Deeds Radio!!!!! posted below are the links to listen in... heres the direct lounge link: http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52426 and heres our personal website to listen in from work: http://www.dirtydeedsradio.com don't miss all the fun and especially the music in the Dirtiest of all lounges on the internet today... Dirty Deeds Radio!!! Done Dirt Cheap! ;)

Too Little Too Late Asshole
SO when all this shit w/ Obama's old pastor came up he said he wouldn't denounce him. Now he is... WONDER WHY?!?!? This shit SICKENS ME... and at this point... I am beyond disgusted. Obama strongly denounces former pastor Candidate calls Wright's recent comments 'wrong and destructive' HICKORY, N.C. - Democratic presidential candidate Barack Obama said Tuesday he was outraged by the latest divisive comments from his former pastor and rejected the notion that he secretly agrees with him. Obama is seeking to tamp down the growing fury over Rev. Jeremiah Wright and his incendiary remarks that threaten to undermine his campaign at a tough time. The Illinois senator is coming off a loss in Pennsylvania to rival Hillary Rodham Clinton and trying to win over white working-class voters in Indiana and North Carolina in next Tuesday's primaries. "I am outraged by the comments that were made and saddened by the spectacle that we saw yesterday," Obama told reporters at a

Angels
Angels are all around us, most of us know this. Some are too cynical or busy to notice. Some think they just have wings and fly. but others don't even question why. They look like you and me. They all have a purpose. They are only here to guide us and serve us. How many times have we said,"That was close!" and went on to feel depressed and morose? We never even thought of how lucky we are to have these angels provide us with care. So next time you see the beggar on the street remember to greet him and be real sweet For it just might be a test from God to see how loving you'll be to this sot. So get in your car or catch the bus But please don't forget whose watching over us. Thank them and cherish them and give them the praise and you will be blessed the rest of your days This was sent to me from Late Nite Fantasy!Hey, Kat Hope You don't Mind!

Team Fedii--we Get Money Ova Here
WHAT UP FU FAMILY!! JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW ABOUT ONE OF THE HOTTEST FAMILIES ON FUBAR! TEAM FEDII CHECK OUT MR. PRESIDENT OF TEAM FEDII, HIS 1ST LADY CHERRY, AB AND HIS VICE PRESIDENT DOGGIE STYLE!! STOP IN AND RATE/ADD/FAN/CRUSH US WE WILL CERTAINLY RETURN THE FEDII LOVE!!! TEAM FEDII FAMILY TREE MR. PRESIDENT JCDADDYLOVE President of team fedii we get money over here@ fubar 1ST LADY OF TEAM FEDII CHERRY Cherry~ OWNED BY BIG CROSS~Sky is Finally Happy!!!!! ~@ fubar MR. VICE PRESIDENT DOGGIE-STYLE doggie-style+vic-president-of-team^fedii-->(we_get-it_in_bricks@ fubar ~AB~

Woman In Basment For 24 Yrs
AMSTETTEN, Austria: A 73-year-old Austrian electrical engineer has confessed to holding his daughter captive in a secret, windowless cellar for 24 years and fathering seven children by her, police said yesterday. The case, centred on a nondescript two-storey building in the small industrial town of Amstetten, bears chilling similarities to that of Austrian Natascha Kampusch who spent eight years locked up in a basement before escaping in 2006. Some parts of the cell in which the family were kept were no more than 1.7m high and officials said the basement even contained a padded cell. "This is an appalling crime. I know of no comparable case in Austria," Franz Prucher, head of security for Lower Austria told a news conference. Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, says her father, Josef Fritzl, lured her into the basement of the block in 1984 and drugged and handcuffed her before imprisoning her. Three of her children, aged 19, 18 and five, had been locked up in the basement with her since birth a

The Ending Contest
FEEL FREE TO ADD UP THE SCORES YOURSELF GUYS.. ILL DO IT WHEN I WAKE UP.. THIS ALONE IS TAKING UP SO MUCH ENERGY FOR ME.. BUT IM EXCITED FOR YOU GUYS AND ITS HARD TO REST... BUT I NEED TO... ILL ADD IT UP MYSELF AFTER I JUST REST IF A LITTLE WHILE.. MY FEVER CAME BACK AND IM NOT FEELING THAT GREAT.. BUT AT LEAST YOU ALL HAVE THIS AND KNOW WHAT PLACE YOU GOT.. IM GIVING OUT 4 PRIZES THAT IS IN MY BLOG SOMEWHERE... I WISH I HAD MORE FUBUCKS BECAUSE SO MANY OF YOU WORKED SO HARD.. GOOD JOB TO EVERYONE. THIS PERSON JUST DONATED 20,000 FUBUCKS TO ME SO I CAN GIVE THEM TO YOU GUYS FOR WORKING SO HARD... I WILL PASS THEN DOWN THE LINE EVENLY... Kissed*By*A*Fallen*Fairy*Asst Chief of Promotions of the 2nd Alarm Hotties* JD's Dynamite Chicks@ fubar

Juggalo
Juggalo Beliefs. . . The Juggalo faith is always going to be subject of interpretation, but I have gone through every source I could and have developed my own beliefs, and they may not be the same as every other Juggalo out there, but I hold them to be true. My own personal beliefs include: The Dark Carnival is a supernatural Earthbound force. Eternally it roams collecting and judging the dead souls, and taking them to their final destination. It is what spreads he word of God eternally, so if anyone had told you of God or Jesus, it was by the will of the Carnival. It is called the Carnival because that is the way it adapted, it has become a great circus-like force because of the way it has been set up by God and the people who have been called to it. It also sets a bound for acceptance to all you would have to inhibit to be a part. Holy or evil, those who would turn away from strange ideas are not the type of people needed and sought out by the Carnival. The Carnival has not

Surgery
OK so most of you know ,but not all of you know this ,but I am goin into the hospital tomorrow morning at 6 am central time an i'm having surgery on my right heal due to an open sore thats infected because of a bone spur.. I will be having surgery on it at 7:30 am.. I will be lettin people know how I am doing an they will more then likely post it on here as a comment how i'm doing so please keep checking back.. I should be back on Friday or Saturday.. I will miss all of you guys while i'm gone ,but I will be back soon... Love Always, Ash

Zen Teachings Of Huang Po
Huang Po The following passages are from "The Zen Teachings of Huang Po," ed John Blofeld. Regarding this Zen Doctrine of ours, since it was first trasmitted, it has never been taught that men should seek for learning or form concepts. "Studying the Way" is just a figure of speech. It is a method of arousing people's interest in the early stages of their development. In fact, the Way is not something which can be studied. Study leads to the retention of concepts and so the Way is entirely misunderstood. Moreover, the Way is not something specially existing; it is something called Mahayana Mind - Mind which is not to be found inside, outside, or in the middle. Truly it is not located anywhere. The first step is to refrain from knowledge-based concepts. This implies that if you were to follow the empirical method to the utmost limit, on reaching that limit you would still be unable to locate Mind. The way is spiritual Truth and was originally without name or title. It was only becaus

Just Be You
JUST BE YOU IN ALL WHAT YOU DO WONT TRY TO BE WHAT YOU WANT TO SEE THE OTHERS IN YOU JUST BE YOU NEVER ACT NEVER PLAY IT's A FACT WHEN I SAY STAY YOURSELF IF NON I PUT YOU ON A SHELF LIVE IS TOO SHORT TOO PLAY A GAME IF PEOPLE WONT LIKE THE REAL YOU THEN LET THEM DO PLAY YOUR OWN GAME IN BEING JUST YOU Written by Mr Smiley

What The Hell Can I Do?
Many years ago I was in a very abusive relationship with a man who thought it was not only acceptable to beat me, but to destroy me emotionally. I admit, I fell into the role of punching bag rather easily and believed that if I did my best to make him happy he would stop and love me as much as I loved him. If it was not for my friends, I never would have lived through it. They made me see what he was doing to me and gave me the strength to walk away. Now I am stuck in a situation that seems even harder than that. Someone I love and cherish deeply is in a situation that is sounding more and more like the emotional hell I went through and no one seems to be able to help. She was living alone and lonely. I did my best to stop by when I could, as did her own children. When she met a man that seemed to really care about her and love her, we were all very happy for her. Things began to change and he started to push buttons and alienate the family. He is screening her calls and cont

Big Ty For The Spotlight To All My Friends And Family!!
> > I WANT TO THANK THESE AWESOME PEOPLE FOR HELPING ME GET MY FIRST SPOTLIGHT THERE ARE A FEW THAT WISHED NOT TO BE ADDED ON HERE BUT THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND I WANT TO THANK YOU AS WELL WITH OUT MY AMAZING FRIENDS THIS WOULD NOT OF BEEN POSSABLE FOR ME! HUGGLES AND LOTS OF KISSES TO YOU ALL XOXOXOX!!!!! ~PURPLESKY~CO~VICE PRESIDENT OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY@ fubar A HUGE TY TO THESE WONDERFUL PPL AND IF YOU DONATE I WILL ADD YA HERE AS WELL!!!!!!! 4,690 TY SO MUCH!! "The Unwritten Sentinal Of Subconsiousness..."@ fubar 100,000 TY SOOO MUCH XOXOX!!! PÄŦŦÌÈ~CLUB FAR~Dylon'sDiva~RisingStars~1 OF PONYBOYS BRAT@ fubar 40,000 ty soo much!!xoxo nukka@ fubar 5,000 ty sooo much!!xoxox

My Writings....
ღ♥If you don't have a dream, how are you going to make a dream come true? If you can imagine it, you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.Dreams come true; without that possibility, nature would not incite us to have them.Hold fast to your dreams, for without them we are empty living in a shell of nothing to look forward to.~ ღLove always,Ya Dreamer Muahhhhhh ღ~ No Generic invites~Regulations for my page,,Don't judge me,, I am who I am ,and if you don't like me please leave.ღ♥ I write Erotic poems, so if that is offensive to you,,then this page isn't for you, and I'm sorry. I like to interact with my friends 100% as I hold each and every one of them close to my heart, so please if you will take a moment to leave a message when you visit.Don't express your hate in messages because I will blog your nasty messages and / or comments and post for everyone to see your true colors, and see you acting in such a childish manner .Be adult

I Need To Vent
People in this place are consumed in their self-importance. Seriously, what makes them think they are so important? The New York attitude is overwhelming at times even for some one who lives here. Some of these people walk around like their shit doesn’t stink. People live in a world of pretend. They seem to me as if they pretend to be some body, but they are not. They pretend to live in wealth, and in fact are over their heads in debt. Lets face it any one can drive a Mercedes, Audi, BMW, or an Infiniti if they want to; credit these days affords us that luxury, now being able to afford it and paying it back that is a different story. For those same people: Because I have a sporty car, it does not mean I want to race you Because I have a motorcycle, it does not mean I want to entertain you with it. As much as I love this place I am looking forward to going away.

Have A History Teacher Explain This----- If They Can.
Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children while living in the White House. Both Presidents were shot on a Friday. Both Presidents were shot in the head Now it gets really weird. Lincoln 's secretary was named Kennedy. Kennedy's Secretary was named Lincoln . Both were assassinated by Southerners. Both were succeeded by Southerners named Johnson. Andrew Johnson, who succeeded Lincoln , was born in 1808. Lyndon Johnson, who succeeded Kennedy, was born in 1908. John Wilkes Booth, who assassinated Lincoln , was born in 1839. Lee Harvey Oswald, who assassinated Kennedy, was born in 1939. Both assassins were known by their three names. Both names are composed of fifteen letters. Now hang on to your seat.

Buddha Mind
Bankei - Buddha Mind When we look back on this life, we see that when people are born, no one has thoughts of joy, sadness, hatred, or bitterness. Are we not in the state of the buddha mind bequeathed by our parents? It is after birth that intelligence develops, and people learn bad habits from others in the course of seeing and hearing them. As they grow up, their personal mental habits emerge, and they turn the buddha mind into a monster because of biased self-importance. People are born with nothing but the unconceived buddha mind, but because of self-importance they want to get their own way, arguing and losing their temper yet claiming it is the stubbornness of others that makes them mad. Getting fixated on what others say, they turn the all-important unique buddha mind into a monster, mulling over useless things, repeating the same thoughts over and over again. They are so foolish they will not give up on things even if getting their own way would in any case prove to be fu

Who Do U Think Of...
When you get online, whose name do u look for first? When a slow song comes on the radio,whose face comes to Ur mind first? When u hear Ur phone ringing who do u hope is calling? Whose name makes ur heart skip a beat? In the next 1hr send this to as many people as u can on Ur list.....nd the person that u r thinking of, will do something special to show how much they care about u! If I don’t get dis back I guess Ur not my friend. If u have a lot of love for someone copy and send to Ur whole list

Addiction Runs In The Family...
I get up every morning to take my kids to school and as I stroll bed headed into the kitchen, with sleep still in my eyes, the first thing outa my darling daughter's mouth is not, "Good morning!" is not, "I love you" is not "How are you" is always... "Hey Mommy! Can I play Wii when I get home from school?!!!" She says it with this anxiety driven urgency in her voice and on the days I say "no" because I'm trying to be a "good mom", it's as if someone forgot to give her her meds for the day! I seriously think this girl is addicted to Raving Rabbids 2! I'm thinking of going cold turkey on her...y'know, quick like a band-aid...then maybe she'll forget about it for awhile. I'm one to talk though, I'm on the computer probably more hours a day than she plays wii...hence the sleep in the eye bed headed woman that cannot wake up until she's had her first cup of coffee in the morning! Y'know, now that I think about it...her hand-eye coordination has gotten so much better l

Auction Ends Tomorrow!
This all ends tomorrow at Noon EST. Get your bids in while you still can. These awesome Fu's are offering some great things! You know you want to own someone, so go bid...Now! :) Remember any cash bid will over ride a FuBucks bid. Let me introduce you to those up for auction: lucky69 ~♥Ashley♥~ ~Shelle-belle~ ~*~Fatalitieskiss~*~

Flyte 4-29
WELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND. RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING. QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU? QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS. IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW. RAVEN QUEEN CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON@ fubar I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH UNHOLY BOMBERS OR UNHOLY D

[my On Again Off Again Love Affair...]
So... *scratches the side of his face nervously* I have 2 papers... due the 8th. And 2 finals. Will I pass and get my diploma anyway if I dropped academically dead right now? ... Yes. Yes I would. Today though, I was kinda sitting and evaluating something. The money I spent on my rather sweet Dell PC built and picked exclusively for gaming. (Yes... I built a dell for games and... about nothing else ...might need more ram to take some of the load off my gfx card) and I've been thinking, yet again, about the marvelous lovebox we call the PS3. This is going to be a LONG rant about gaming, you might wanna check out NOW if you don't care about how I feel about the gaming industry and flaws therein. In June there WILL be a package deal for the ONLY game I'm living for since... 1990. The conclusion to Solid Snake's epic tale of war, brotherhood, and sorrow. But... How do I justify spending $600 that I need to get the FUCK out of this city on a system I've genuinely

What Is Up With Booboo????
Ok this wonderful kind woman has helped so many people on here with there leveling and has never once asked to return the love back at all. As of right now she needs 7,385,918 points to level. Which YES that is alot of points to come down and YES she is one of the highest people on this site. Really that shouldn't matter at all. If that really matters and ur her friend on here and she has helped u out. then really ur one of the people that should go by her page and do something about it. if not. then u should remove her as a friend and so on But really there is 1.6 million people on this site and if everyone on this site goes and rates 1 album of hers or even some of her stash. Then this could be done. ¢¾ BooBoo ¢¾ Founder of Shadow Levelers.@ fubar So if u can PLEASE go by her page and show her some luv by rating some of her stuff. Lets all see if we can get BOOBOO to level 27 within a few days!!!

The Girl Of My Dreams
The Girl of My Dreams Sometimes I sit here and I wonder If there is a chance I will find her The girl I sometimes see in my dreams The one for whom my lonely heart screams Is there even a hope and a prayer? That she is really out there somewhere How far and wide do I have to look? Is there some secret spell in a book? Some magic words that I need to speak To help me find the love that I seek I am tired of being alone Sitting here next to a silent phone I just want someone that I can hold Every night be it hot or cold Someone with whom I can share a laugh Someone to bring out my better half Someone I do not have to convince She can turn this frog into a prince Someone who is the answer it seems To each and every one of my dreams Can there be somewhere she exists Is she out there waiting for my kiss? Where is the one to love that I seek Is she on a distant mountain peak? Where is the girl of whom I dream? Is she near a river or a stream? Does she live in so

Tell Me Whatcha Think
Everything "now-A-days" is talk,talk,talk.Bullshit,drama and drugs. Things aren't always as they seem.If a rose was called by any other name would it not smell as sweet? Wandering,pondering and eating things I problably shoulden't. There's these noises at night I don't care to hear.....But it's kinda funny,I think they hear my remarks.LoL. Somethings itching in the back of my mind,But I dare not say. Too much of any thing could turn out for the worst. So hold your tounge while you can, mind your P's and Q's and don't put your elbows on the table. Stop to smell the roses sometime,You might stay for a while it's quiet nice. Most times no one really gets what I'm thinking,It's sparatic,kinda incoherent....mostly just babble to most...but I'm on a deper level then most too. Step, step,step...rattiling my ear drums.This sonic wave of everything and nothing at all scratching at my brain...settinling in and bringing a couple buddys. And then...the T.v. turned off.

Lecture On Zen
Lecture On Zen by Alan Watts Once upon a time, there was a Zen student who quoted an old Buddhist poem to his teacher, which says: The voices of torrents are from one great tongue, the lions of the hills are the pure body of Buddha. 'Isn't that right?' he said to the teacher. 'It is,' said the teacher, 'but it's a pity to say so.' It would be, of course, much better, if this occasion were celebrated with no talk at all, and if I addressed you in the manner of the ancient teachers of Zen, I should hit the microphone with my fan and leave. But I somehow have the feeling that since you have contributed to the support of the Zen Center, in expectation of learning something, a few words should be said, even though I warn you, that by explaining these things to you, I shall subject you to a very serious hoax. Because if I allow you to leave here this evening, under the impression that you understand something about Zen, you will have missed the point entirely. Because Z

Nothingness
NOTHINGNESS by Alan Watts When I consider the weirdest of all things I can think of, do you know what it is? Nothing. The whole idea of nothing is something that has bugged people for centuries, especially in the Western world. We have a saying in Latin, Ex nihilo nihil fit, which means, "Out of nothing comes nothing." In other words, you can't get something out of nothing. It's occurred to me that this is a fallacy of tremendous proportions. It lies at the root of all our common sense, not only in the West, but in many parts of the East as well. It manifests as a kind of terror of nothing, a putdown on nothing, a putdown on everything associated with nothing such as sleep, passivity, rest, and even the feminine principle which is often equated with the negative principle (although women's lib people don't like that kind of thing, when they understand what I'm saying I don't think they'll object). To me, nothing—the negative, the empty—is exceedingly powerful. I would say, not

Are You A Freek A Leek?
Petey Pablo:] Let's take some calls from the request line. Caller number one..... [Caller:] Ay,..man...whats up. This Dominique from shady oaks trailer park [Petey Pablo:] Whats up Dominique. [Caller:] I wanna hear that song from Lil Jon and Petey Pablo. [Petey Pablo:] Aight, I got that coming right up for you. Now shoutout the radio station that gave you what you wanted. Testi Canzoni [Caller:] Double-u boom boom b baby! [Bridge:] (How you like it daddy?) Would you do it from the front? (How you like it daddy?) Would you do it from the back? (How you like it daddy?) Fyna break it down like that! (How you like it daddy?) (How you like it daddy?) Would you do it from the front? (How you like it daddy?) Can you take it from the back? (How you like it daddy?) Fyna break it down like that! (How you like it daddy?) [Verse One:] 24, 34, 46, good and thick, and once you get it she'll work wit it. Pretty face and some cute lips, earing

Love And Lust
I was sitting down at the mall drinking a cold coffee and thinking about how nice it was to be free from all the stress of work. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a slender woman break a heel as she was walking my way. She was carrying quite a few bags that seemed to make strain a little. I thought to myself this woman is having a bad day... Being the nice guy I am I motioned her way to help her out. "Mam, would you like a hand?' I asked, in a stern army voice. "Yeah, if you don't mind' came a reply. Her voice was an aphrodisiac of delight. I picked up her bags and headed to the table I was sitting. As I turned back to see the most beautiful woman I had ever set eyes on slowly making her way to me. Her hair was dark and wild. Her body was perfect in every way. Sexy legs that lasted forever and her curves made me break a sweat. I asked her name and she told me it was Trix. I only had thoughts of taking her right then and there. I had to ask twice as her looks were so

Excellent Commentary On Black Theology
Obama can NOT get a free pass on this. He needs to be called out until he explains this shit. Hi Everybody I have been following the Wright/Obama controversy for several weeks now. Today I decided to do a little research. You will note that the Trinity United Church of Christ under Reverend Wright has stated on their website that Black Liberation Theology is their fundamental approach to Christianity. They have recently removed much of these statements from their website; however, Wright has reiterated that this was the main thrust of his belief and sermons. He has also stated that his view of Christianity was primarily based on the works of James H. Cones, and he has criticized his interviewers (including Sean Hannity) for not having read Cone's A Black Theology of Liberation. Since Obama has been a member of this church for twenty years, it is inconceivable that he would not have known that this was the fundamental message of this church was Black Liberation Theology!

4/29/08
well, tomorrow is finally the day i get the keys to the new house! it took 6 wks to get here, but the wait is over!!! So, as you may expect i'm going to be pretty incognito for the most part over the next 2 weeks. Busy with painters, tile guys and various other construction bitches!! Not to mention cleanin and the whole moving thing. Internet will prolly be down both May 8th and 9th~ and i won't be workin either... so everyone leave me lots of lovin to come back too! to my closest of closest friends... i know i have made myself really unavailable for the last couple months... and i'm sorry... just had my hands full with all this... it will be all over soon and i'll make it up to you all.... i promise we will get together and party soon! Thanks for being patient with me, and putting up with my endless day counting and house talk! love you guys! muahZzZ

4-29-08 Kinda Darker
WHEN THE REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR ISNT WHAT U LIKE TO SEE AND THE DEMONS INSIDE U TAUNTING DRIVING U TOWARDS INSANITY U CRY OUT IN THE DARK FOR JUSTIFICATION FOR THE ACTS THAT HAVE BEEN PILING FROM THE PAST FLEETING GLIMPSES OF CONTENTMENT SELL UR SOUL TO MAKE THEM LAST GHOSTS HAUNT UR DREAMS LIL REMINDERS OF THE GOALS THAT FELL ALONG THE WAY PERSONAL SACRIFICES N SELF INDULGENCE ALWAYS TIME...ALWAYS ANOTHER DAY BUT THE BRIDGES GET BURNED N PROMISES BROKEN THE SMILES N SINCERITY SEEMS TO FADE CHARITY N KINDNESS FEEL SO USELESS A BRIGHTER WORLD IS A FANTASY MADE BUT HOPE STILL SPRINGS ETERNAL WHEN U FIND THE LOVE THAT BRINGS A SONG TO UR HEART THE SECRETS THAT BUILD WALLS OF RESISTANCE CRUMBLE MAKING U BELIEVE THAT IT COULD BE WORTH A START

God Hear My Prayer
MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY,PLEASE HEAR THE WORDS I SPEAK WITHIN MY SOUL.I HAVE COME TO LOVE WHERE I AM,PLEASE DONT LET IT FALL BENEATH THE CREVICES.I KNOW I SHOULDN'T ASK.OH GOD HEAR MY PRAYER.MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY.I FILL SO HELPLESS.MY FAULT NO ONE THE BLAME.I KNEW,AND YET I LET THINGS HAPPEN THE WAY THEY HAVE.DEAR GOD HEAR MY PRAYER.PLEASE MAKE THINGS RIGHT.I HAVE ASK THIS SO MANY TIMES AND I KNOW,I KNOW,ALL THAT YOU GIVEN.PLEASE HEAR MY PRAYER,MY HEART IS ACHING ,NOT FROM WHAT I HAVE FOUND,NOT FROM THE LOVE FR0M MY FANATSY.JUST A TROUBLE SOUL,FACING A DIFICULT JOURNEY.A PATH I CHOSE TO WALK UPON.GOD HEAR MY PRAYER.PLEASE MAKE THIS HEART,THAT IS TROUBLE ,BE AT PEACE.LET THAT INVADE MY SLEEP WALK AWAY FROM ME.MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY.LET ME STEP AMIDST YOUR STRENGTH AND FEED MY WORLD WITH YOUR LIGHT.MAYBE I HAVE ASKED TO MUCH OF YOU,THIS I AM SORRY.FOR FATHER YOU HAVE GIVEN MANY CHANCES TO GET T RIGHT.PLEASE DEAR LORD LET THIS LAST CHANCE BE RIGHT.MY HEART IS HEAVY TODAY,PLEASE HEAR MY

'tis Better To Have Loved Part8
Late one night, as I took out the trash into the ally behind the shop, I was jumped by two men and beaten with nightsticks. I know it was some cops on his payroll, but I couldn't prove it. It was too dark to make out any faces clearly and they didn't wear any badges or uniforms. As I lay recovering in the hospital, my flower shop and home burned to the ground. The insurance company refused to pay off since the official report listed the cause as arson. I tried to get good jobs after that, but I was turned down everywhere I went. I guess it wasn't enough to murder my love and soul mate, have me beaten to a pulp and to burn down my business and home. He wanted to see me broken, a shell of a man. I may die homeless and penniless, but I get the last laugh. I'm not broken and never will be and he can't stand that. I only hope that my son has the courage to never let that bastard take away his true love as I let him take away my true love, Linda Ann. I know that she will be there waiti

'tis Better To Have Loved Part7
When she returned home early in the morning, her husband suspected that she was having an affair and beat her mercilessly. She nearly died from the abuse; instead she wound up in the hospital for nearly a month healing from the horrendous treatment at her husband's hands. Then, upon being released from the hospital, she called me one evening with the news. "I'm pregnant." "Wha What? Is it his or mine?" "It must be yours. The timing is right, and we have been trying to have a baby for years. I'm pretty sure that he's sterile." "Oh my God, what are we going to do?" "Nothing. There's nothing to do. I'll just let him think that it is his baby. Don't worry about me. I'll be alright." If only I had her courage as well as her confidence. As her belly grew, so too did the doubts of her husband as to the paternity of her child. So, though he had been loath to be tested for sterility prior, he now eagerly sought to find out if he could sire a child. One night, in her

The Drug You Can't Resist/canadian Bad A$$
Today is 2 of my very good friends b-day. CANADIAN BAD A$$ is turning 28 today and the drug you can't resist aka Joy is turning 25. so if u can go and show them sum b-day luv!!!!! ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* CANADIAN BAD A$$ 1%er COME REAL R NOT AT ALL!!!@ fubar the drug you can't resist ~i LOVE girls *taken* DREAM GIRLZ@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!

Re: Gop Walks Out On Their Own Convention In Ron Paul Fiasco
RE: GOP Walks Out On Their Own Convention In Ron Paul Fiasco ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Apr 2008, 20:10 GOP Walks Out On Their Own Convention In Ron Paul Fiasco After Ron Paul supporters managed to get a rule changed positioning them for more national convention delegate slots than expected, the Nevada GOP simply cancelled their own state convention and left, in what political observers are calling an unprecedented fiasco. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042808_walks_out. htm

~*~him~*~
He stand there. Waiting. Watching. For who? He stands among others, yet he stands out. There is no other like him, yet he is normal. He wears a black pin stripped suit. His shirt looks whiter than white. His hair looks perfect. Every strand has its own place and is holding it well. I have been looking at him for a few minutes. I look at my watch. It is a plain watch with only the numbers twelve, three, sex and nine present. It is nine-thirty. I arrived a half hour ago. I am alone. I am by myself. I am lonely. I look at the man sitting in front of me. He is still talking. Why is he still talking? What is he talking about? I listen for a minute and realize he is talking about politics. Why is he talking about politics to me? I don't care what an Irish man like him thinks about U.S. politics. Just because I am from the U.S. does not mean I want to travel this vast world with people judging me by who my president is. I don't judge him because of his ruler. Why am I being judged? I

'tis Better To Have Loved Part6
"Love me." I was stunned. I knew exactly what she wanted. Only in my wildest dreams had I ever imagined that she would ask such a thing of me. But in her present state of mind, would she regret it in the morning? I didn't wish to cause her any more pain in any way. "Look," I held her face gently between my hands and gazed directly into her pleading eyes, "Are you sure you want to do this?" "Yes, I'm sure. I wanted to be with you from the very first night I was here, but couldn't work up the courage to ask you." That was all I needed to hear. I picked her up and carried her, like a groom carrying his bride over the threshold. I gently set her down upon the edge of the bed. I sat down next to her and gazed once more into her eyes. Where once I saw fear, I now saw raw passion and abandonment to the moment. Our lips drew nearer and I swear that there was electricity that passed between us. Our kiss was not one of friends or even merely lovers, but of two halves of one soul f

'tis Better To Have Loved Part5
"He did it. My husband did this to me!" She could contain herself no longer and burst out bawling like a hurt child. I grabbed her and held her close to me. Just wanting to let her get it all out, to ease her pain anyway I possibly could. Her head was on my shoulder and mine was on hers. Her tears flowed freely onto my back as mine did onto hers. We were one, joined by her sorrow and by my sorrow for her. All I could do was to hold her tight and let her know that I cared. By this point in the diary, Jim could hardly contain the welling in his own eyes. He set the diary down; went into the bathroom and got some tissues. He was amazed that he could be so moved. He had thought that all his emotions had died years ago. When Jim had regained his composure he returned to the kitchen table and picked up the diary to continue his reading. He noticed that there were fresh water stains on the pages he just read. He hadn't even realized that he was crying. We just held onto each ot

Re: Ted Turner Repeats Call For Population Curb
RE: Ted Turner Repeats Call For Population Curb ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 28 Apr 2008, 13:56 Ted Turner Repeats Call For Population Curb Billionaire Globalist Ted Turner, who earlier this month predicted that global warming would eventually lead to cannibalism, has repeated his call to curb population growth, claiming that disappearing farmland will cause food riots, despite the fact that Turner himself is behind the push to grow corn-based ethanol, an industry the UN has blamed for food shortages and increased poverty. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042808_ted_turner. htm

Re: Wright Says U.s. Government Capable Of Creating Aids Virus
RE: Wright Says U.S. Government Capable Of Creating AIDS Virus ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Apr 2008, 14:34 Wright Says U.S. Government Capable Of Creating AIDS Virus Barack Obama's outspoken pastor, Rev. Jeremiah Wright Jr., defended his statements accusing the U.S. government of deliberately engineering the AIDS virus as a means of genocide during a National Press Club appearance yesterday by citing the documented history of the U.S. government's involvement in biological warfare operations against innocent people. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042908_creating_aids. htm

'tis Better To Have Loved Part4
Now, Jim was pretty much engrossed in the old man's story. He had barely taken a few bites of his dinner and it had gotten cold and nasty. He shoved it out of the way and took another swig of beer, which had become warm and kind of bitter by this time too. He turned the page and continued reading. It was about midnight and I was in bed. The phone rang, and I cursed whomever it was that was calling at that ungodly hour. I answered the phone with a surly, "Hello, who is this?" All I heard was someone crying on the other end. Again I asked the caller, "Hello?" And then I heard this small voice timidly say through the sobbing, "Hello, Don? It's me, L A" Damn! It was her! "What's wrong?" I asked. "I I need someone to talk to a friend. And you're the only one I could think of. May I come over, please?" It was the "Please" that hooked me. What could I say or do? I lived over the flower shop, so she knew exactly where to find me. "Yeah, come on over. I'll turn on t

Re: Ron Paul: Nevada Gop Tried To Exclude Us
RE: Ron Paul: Nevada GOP Tried To Exclude Us ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Apr 2008, 18:39 Ron Paul: Nevada GOP Tried To Exclude Us During an appearance on CNN's American Morning, Congressman Ron Paul responded to this past weekend's bizarre incident in which the Nevada GOP walked out on its own convention in an apparent attempt to stop Ron Paul delegates from voting. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/april2008/042908_nevada_gop. htm

Re: Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11
RE: Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11 ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 29 Apr 2008, 21:53 Arizona Senator: I Want To Find Out The Truth About 9/11 An Arizona state Senator who went public with questions over the official government version of events on 9/11 has provided further details of her position and why she chose to make her views known. http://www. infowars. net/articles/april2008/290408Johnson. htm

'tis Better To Have Loved Part3
Jim paused for a moment, remembering the old man. He had only been assigned to the old man's ward a couple of days ago and the old man was in pretty bad shape; barely able to speak. Yet, they hit it off. It was like they had known each other all along. The old man always had a smile or some small joke for Jim when he came into the room. He liked that old man and he even missed him now that he was gone. Of course old is a relative term. To Jim he was old. The 'old' man was probably only about 50 or so, but was so weak, pale, and frail from the radiation treatments and the hard life that he obviously led; that he could have easily passed for 70. Jim took a few more bites, another swig from his bottle, and turned to the next page. The diary continued. It all started when I was 28, my brief ascent into Heaven and then my long decline into Hell. I ran a small flower shop in town and one day "she" came in. She was a girl I had known. I secretly loved her in high school. God, she w

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'tis Better To Have Loved Part2
Jim's life was shit. It had been that way all his life. His mother had died in a car accident the day he was born. His father, from one of the richest families in the state, had never cared for him. The bastard never helped him with his homework or praised him for good grades. He had never come to see Jim play in a little league game nor even took him fishing. Never cared about him, period. His nanny was the only one who ever cared. His father on the day he turned eighteen fired Miss Evelyn, the nanny, and Jim was thrown out onto the street. Out of the only home he had ever known, into a world he was ill prepared for. He had no love life to speak of. Once he had a girlfriend, whom he loved with all his heart, but he was 17 and his father soon put an end to that. To his father, she was nothing but black trailer trash. He wouldn't let his son smear the family name, so dear old dad bought off her family so they wouldn't let her see Jim again. He hated his father with every fiber of hi

'tis Better To Have Loved Part1
'Tis Better to Have Loved by LateNiteFantasy© "What's this?" Jim asked, as he picked a small leather bound book up off of the nightstand. "It looks like the old man's diary. He was writing in it quite a bit these past few days," replied Robert, the other hospital orderly. "Well, what should I do with it?" questioned Jim. "Either throw it away or keep it. The old man had no friends or relatives that I know of," was the off the cuff response by Robert. Jim thought for a moment and then placed the book on the end of the bed, ready to be taken with him when he and Robert were finished cleaning the room for the next patient. He picked up the book as they were leaving the room and headed to his locker where he tossed it upon a shelf, ready to be taken home when his shift was over. Jim returned home that night to his shabby apartment, extremely tired. He was late as usual from fighting traffic and "the something" that always needed to be done at the last minute at the hos

Wykd Presents Metal Monday Featuring Korn (april 28, 2008)
WYKD Presents Metal Monday!! Today's Featured Artist KORN! ~*~WYKD~*~ Rock your Fu World!!!! ~*~WYKD~*~ The Link to the Wicked Storm Lounge (Click the tornado!) W.Y.K.D Wicked Storm

Homecoming
Yeee. And you say Chi city, Chi city, Chi city [Chorus - Chris Martin] I'm coming home again. Do you think about me now and then? Do you think about me now and then? Cause I'm coming home again Being home again. [Verse 1 - Kanye West] I met this girl when I was three years old And what I loved most she had so much soul She said, excuse me little homie, I know you don't know me- but, My name is Windy and, I like to blow trees and, From that point I never blow her off, Niggas come from outta town I like to show her off, They like to act tough, she like to tow em off, And make em straighten up their hat, cause she know they soft And when I grew up she showed me how to go downtown And at nighttime my face lit up so astounding And I told her in my heart is where she always be She never mess with entertainers cause they always leave She said it felt like they walked and drove on me Knew I was gang affiliated got on TV and told on me I guess it's why last winter sh

The Strength Of A Man!!!
The strength of a man isn't seen in the width of his shoulders. It's seen in the width of his arms that circle you. The strength of a man isn't in the deep tone of his voice. It's in the gentle words he whispers. The strength of a man isn't how many buddies he has. It's how good a buddy he is with his kids,and or family. The strength of a man isn't in how respected he is at work. It's in how respected he is at home. The strength of a man isn't in how hard he hits. It's in how tender he touches. The strength of a man isn't in the hair on his chest. It's in his Heart...that lies WITHIN his chest. The strength of a man isn't how many women he's loved. It's in can he be TRUE to one woman. The strength of a man isn't in the weight he can lift. It's in the burdens he can carry.

The Angel's Kiss
We go trough life so often, not stopping to enjoy the day. And we take each one for granted, as we travel on our way. For in your pain and sorrow, an Angel's kiss will help you through. This kiss is very private, for it is meant for only you. We never stop to measure, anything we just might miss. But if the wind should blow by softly, you'll feel an Angel's kiss. A kiss that is sent from heaven, a kiss from up above. A kiss that is very special, from someone that you love. So when your hearts are heavy, and filled with tears and pain, and no one can console you, remember once again... About the ones you grieve for, because you sadly miss. And the gentle breeze you took for granted, was just AN ANGEL'S KISS.

Lost Love
Lost Love by LateNiteFantasy© The fire roars in the fireplace like a tamed lion. Throwing shadows on the walls, the floor, and everything else. The fire being the only light source gave great warmth to the lovers on the floor. They lay on top of a warm thick blanket with clouds on it against the blue sky. The fire began a concert on the lovers, throwing shadows on them and watching the shadows dance. The primal animalistic grunts and sounds coming from the lovers gave the place a jungle feeling. The man on top thrusting himself forward and backwards with the rhythm of his lover on the bottom, both thrusting as the other pulled out. He held her hands on the top of her head with one hand and while his other hand moved up and down her body. She stood their speechless, waiting to scream. But she bit her lip as she felt him inside of her, she couldn't believe how good he was. The way he moved with her as if he knew her mind and what she thought. They had been friends until this st

My Ever Changing Hair Color
I got my hair cut and colored today. I did darker low lights with the blonde streak now being Red!!!! My ever changing hair color. I love playing with it. My hair dresser asked me why I don't do this for a living since I love playing with hair. You never know? Maybe I should go to beautician school? Maybe it is my calling? I have a medical appointment I need to go to soon. Today is a busy day for me. I hope you all have a good day. kisses and love Cristi

Slipping Through My Fingers...
Well right now I've really fallen for this girl and I just can't stop thinking about her. I mean I really, really like her and I don't even think she knows. I try and I try, but I'm way too shy to say anything to her. Now I think that I've blown any chance I have with her. She doesn't call or text me anymore and that's something we used to do on a daily basis. Geeze, I just wish that I could figure this all out. Now that I've gotten the courage to tell her how I feel, she doesn't really talk to me...why must I always do this to myself?!! I'm just hoping that I can get one last chance to let her know how I feel, just because she really makes me happy and feel complete. I don't want to let this person slip away...

Real Economic Stimulation.
Does anyone seriously think that the stimulus checks being mailed next month are going to help this economy?. It's like putting a band aid on a head wound. It will cover the hole for about a minute, but soon enough it's going to start bleeding threw again till it gets permanently stitched up. A real solution is needed. My thought is to open our oil reserves and drop all gas prices. Then sign into law that all auto makers mass produce bio-diesel fueled automobiles. Not only will the economy improve so will the environment. Sure the cars may be a little more costly, but with the money we save on fuel the cost of the vehicles can be absorbed. What do you think?

Rantting 1
So yea I am just going to rant for a while. I am just earatated about things. 1. Bitches that dont leave your man alone. Come on get on with your life, he is taken stop the flirting. He is obviously happy. 2. Breaking up happy homes. Get your own man/woman. 3. Fighting over a guy you have never met. Again get on with your life. 4. People that owe you money then ask to barrow more. Pay me bitchs. Get a job, stop asking me for money. 5. Crazy ex's. Stop stalking me. Get on with your life or get shot. 6. Boyfriend/girlfriends crazy ex's. Shouldnt have been so sluty and sleep around, he/she might have stayed. So move on he/she did why cant you. 7. Dirty smelly people. Take a shower with soap and water. Dont just stand in the shower with the water running on you. Also use Deoderant. 8. Telamarketers. I already told you i wasnt interested the first time so stop calling my house. 9. People against Gay marrage. People should be able to marry who they want and be with who they want.

People Judging Me Cuz I Am A Singel Mom
Why is it that when people find out that I am a single mom and I am only 23 they start to pass judgement on me? I am not a bad person just because he left me I am not the one that did anything wrong in my relationship. Just because it is over don't mean that I am the reason it is over. I tried to make it work I loved him more and more every day I had even told him that I loved him the day before he left me. I will always love him just not in the same way. I had already emotionally detatched myself from him because I thought he might be cheating on me with his ex wife even though he said he wasn't I still don't trust him. I was more faithful to him than any woman in her right mind would have been in my situation of no sex for over a year. I did everything for him that he wanted me to do I stayed home with his daughter, cleaned his house, cooked for him and made sure his son from his first marriage had what he needed when we had him for visitation. After all of that I was still faithfull

Why Do Bad Things Happen?
Why would a guy be with a woman 9 years and on their 9th wedding anniversary find out they are pregnet, they have a beautiful daughter together and then 2 years later the guy seperates from his wife and doesn't wanna try to work out their problems, and leave his wife and his daughter with no way of going. And tells everyone that he is with someone else. But tells his wife that he isn't a boyfriend to this other girl. A marriage of 12 years thrown away all because he has lust for the other girl. What causes this to happen? What causes a guy to get mad with his wife all the time and slam things around in front of her all the time, to the point she can't take no more and has to ask her husband to leave till they can get along? What would cause a guy to marry his wife on April 1st 1996 and share 12 years of marriage ,, memorries good and bad and a 2 year old baby girl born November 27 2005,, and just throw it all away without trying to go to marriage counceling first? why do ba

What Do You Believe?
What do you believe? What you think is right and what I do are 2 different things. I do not judge anyone for what they feel or believe in; just as I hope that they do not judge me for mine. Because we are a free thinking species, we are all able to interpret things in each our own way. I force my beliefs on no one and I hope that I get the same respect in return. "Love thy fellow man (& woman)"... So as a matter of faith and belief... we may not always agree, but we do in the long run we want the same things.... Love, Peace & Happiness. Now we just need to make it all work out for all of us as people.

Going Mental
I was walking past the mental hospital the other day,and all the patients were shouting ,"13....13....13" The fence was too high to see over, but I saw a little gap in the planks and looked through to see what was going on. Some bastard poked me in the eye with a stick. Then they all started shouting "14....14....14"... Joel M. 940.300.4454

The Path
A friend is someone who walks with you along life's path. Sometimes for a day or two, sometimes for a lifetime. And while the paths you take may seperate for a time, for many reasons both good and bad, they may yet cross again someday. And even while seperated, a true friend is always with you, for when friendship is given, a part of that person goes with you always. The strength of the friendship is shown not in the good times, but in times of turmoil or seperation. A friend will give you strength in times of need even when they have none for themselves. A friend will let you go when needed, to let you be your own person, to find yourself. But they will always be waiting with open arms should the paths cross again.

Belief 1
This was originally posted as a comment on a MuMM, but it is how I feel and believe... I have very strong beliefs in both creation and evolution. Darwin has his points... but it was God that gave him the ability to do that. We are an evolved species from what God had wanted. I believe that he was just working hard to make sure he had the right combination to get what he wanted... which is US as a species. I believe in God and Jesus and the Holy spirit... It takes time to make things right... And what WE see as billions of years of evolution is only another day in the life of God. We were created to be able to think and feel freely by a higher power, whether you call him God or by another name, His love for us is undying and neverending. Whether or not you believe in Him or not is up to you, yourself. But in the end, one day, you will have a judgement and your life before you will be the evidence. So whether you ask for forgiveness from a "physical" person or a deity,

Intelligence And Rhythmic Accuracy To Hand In Hand
ScienceDaily (Apr. 21, 2008) — People who score high on intelligence tests are also good at keeping time, new Swedish research shows. The team that carried out the study also suspect that accuracy in timing is important to the brain processes responsible for problem solving and reasoning. See also: Mind & Brain * Intelligence * Neuroscience * Psychology * Perception * Educational Psychology * Brain Injury Reference * Problem solving * Thought * Aptitude * Animal cognition Researchers at the medical university Karolinska Institutet and Umeå University have now demonstrated a correlation between general intelligence and the ability to tap out a simple regular rhythm. They stress that the task subjects performed had nothing to do with any musical rhythmic sense but simply measured the capacity for rhythmic accuracy. Those who scored highest on intelligence tests also had least variation in the regular rhythm they tapped out in

Contest Help
Hi I am doing a contest that a friend asked me to and if you all arent busy tonight and up until wednesday at midnight I could use your help to bomb The person with the least amount of comments wins 30 blings and i could really use this on the road to godfather Here is the link id appreciate any comments you could give Bomb this link NOT MY PICTURE Erin

Teazers Lounge(nsfw)!!!!!!!
Come See Us at Teazer's Lounge Its NSFW!!!! All the Hotty's On Cam, and More Fun Where that Come From. Check Us Out Feel Free to JOIN the Family!!!! Join da lounge n well rate ur pix, buy u a drink and add u!!! if not its kool 2 http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=57563

Lets All Get Together And Help Him Level
http://www.fubar.com/user/973146 he is good about helping in contests and doesnt ask anything in return now it is out turn lets help him level he is 162,855 from leveling pleaseeeeeeee help

Single
Hi everybody I am doing good. My ex Bf and I are friends. We talk every now and then. Once in a while we will send each other myspace messages.I am single and looking though. College is going good. I am passing my classes. I am excited because summer is almost here. I did meet a nice guy at my cousin's wedding where I was the Maid of Honor . the nice guy i met was the best man.he is really nice him and I are friends. I hope to have a fun summer. My friend Jessika is back in Michigan from California and my friend Jamie si in Arizona.Things have been going good for me recently and I am appy things are the way they are. I just thought I would let you know what has been going on with me see ya soon amber

Been So Long
It's been so long since I felt a man's touch upon my skin...I yearn for the cuddling and kissing..those tender kisses...biting softly on your lower lip, sucking it in my warm mouth..been so long..since my fingertips ran along a mans chest..down his belly..followed by soft sweet kisses. I close my eyes at night and visualize how it will be...if it is worth the wait. My legs wrapped around your waist..we both in a sitting position...eye to eye...flesh to flesh...treasuring each touch...each kiss. Tilting my head back as my long dark hair tumbles loosely in the air..as I feel traces of your kisses down my neck to my breasts...a soft moan escapes my lips. Rocking my body in a sweet smooth motion with yours. My nails raking down your back as our hunger for eachother grows...my hips rising and falling...my silky walls tighting around you...you moan into my neck..our bodies shimmering with sweat...my body starts to jolt...feeling myself ready to release....you moan louder...as you

(updated 04/29/08) Sunset Cafe Playbill
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Welcome Chipper
I hope that all you DIVAS are having a great week. I haven't much from alot of you, hope all is well. We have a new diva that just joined, PLEASE make her feel welcomed to your DIVA MAFIA family..... CHIPPER ~ Dylon's Diva ~ Ridin Dirty on the FS ~ Goin Stark.Raving.Mad ~ Wanna ride?@ fubar PLEASE take the time and welcome DIVA Chipper to Dylons Diva Mafia. Hope you all have a great week!! Peace and Love~ MsMaine & Dylon {The Godfather}

Poem For My Beloved Brother Rip Chris 9/23/83 - 4/29/2006
I heard this thunder inside of me I heard this thunder a mile away from me I always remember such a thunder when im on the phone Its a roaring sound of my brother upon his wonderious throne. Now the day has passed I will not hear him roar up n down the street In his proud poession he drives Now I still believe i always hear this thunder upon me Coming from behind or in front of me How do I miss hearing it rip up and down the street. This loud thunder we hear thats coming from my brothers feet. I've spent hours wondering when he will come. Yet shall we ever see him or hear the roar of his car again. This is the thunder thats inside of me. It has me torn up inside, with alot of anger and pain When shall this thunder take me home. I count the days I will arrive into the heavens up above me. For now when shall this thunder rest inside of me. My brother you are loved your thunder will once be heard again. Yet no answer have came to us why this thunder silenced

Drama..depression...disfunctianal..family
ok i took a trip to south ga to see family!!! i cant understand why i even thought that i would enjoy myself and relax abit!! it seems as if my family even my fam in nc and especialy my fam in ga thrive on drama and contraversy! i myself have many probs yet this bothers me greatly...i can't imagina what happens here when i am gone!! i am not at all used to this and i can't handle it!! and to think i was asked to move here and was considering it!!!

Whither Away
Kisses left and long but gone, like creeping shadows of a night with no dawn, I see your number and I pick up the phone, but I never call and sit here alone, desperate nights to replace your embrace, only brings mornings of remembering your face, I cry out to the one in my arms witha kiss that I send, if you don't love me then at least lets pretend, If you must leave by the dawn, then let the night last so long, then give me the morning as it turns into day, as deep down inside I wither away. By Robert George Frayer (-AKA - Kain -)

My Mother
Sunday I lost one of the most important people in my life..My Mother. Who was the most beautiful person in the world. When someone you love is suddenly taken from you with no warning you realize how precious every minute is. I have realized I have been lax in letting the people I care about know exactly how much I love them. except my mom she knew how much she meant to me.I know I will never take another day minute or second for granted. To all my friends if I havent told you recently I am now I Love u all

Spirit Guides
Through the eyes of a wolf you will see all things even lies. Through the heart of a bear you will love all and hate nothin. Through the soul of an eagle you will learn how to be strong. Through all the spirits you will be taught how to be one with yourse

Fighting Chance 2
That which you desire in life must be fought for. That which is in your heart will give you strength like no other. That which makes your soul cry will give you confident to try another day. That which makes your spirit strong will make you invisible to all hate

God I Hate Men
So, I've been doing some thinking, here by myself, as usual. And I am pretty damn sure that I have never hated someone as much as I hate you. Really, i was so mad i was CRYING, hahaha, every one thought I was sad. Psh, nooooo... : ] See, the thing is, if you really gave half a damn you wouldnt have even thought about doing half the shit you did to me. For real. Atleast, you would have MEANT your see through apologies. Faggot. Hah. Okay, second point of this little rant letter thing. YOUR A FUCKING PUSSY. Yeah, I am challanging your fucking man-hood. Or should I say Lack of man hood. What, you like running away from people that have problems not trusting you for what YOU DID? Doesnt make much sence. That sounds like your a coward to me. "oh, I cant be with someone thats afraid of me for my short commings." listen up boy, I forgave you when you fucked me over worse then any one has in a LONG ASS TIME and all I wanted was a little understanding. What kind of person ARE YOU?

Rebates Might Be Too Little Too Late
Economists question whether $110 billion in tax rebates will provide stimulus needed to hold-off recession and restart growth. NEW YORK (CNNMoney.com) -- Tax rebates are starting to arrive in bank accounts. But many economists doubt that they will keep the economy from recession. The stimulus package, passed with overwhelming bipartisan support earlier this year, will give rebates to about 130 million Americans, costing the U.S. Treasury more than $110 billion. Married taxpayers earning $150,000 or less will get up to $1200 while single taxpayers earning $75,000 will receive up to $600. But since the measure passed Congress, there have been growing signs that the U.S. economy has already fallen into recession. "This is will not avert a recession, because it is too late," said Lakshman Achuthan, the managing director of the Economic Cycle Research Institute. "For this to have kept us out of what was an avoidable recession, it needed to happen a couple of months ago, in Janua

My Angel's...
My Angel's Jeff and Regnald My Angel is the one who looks over me.. Is the one who care for me... Is the one who loves me... My Angel has beauitful eyes... My Angel has beauitful hair... My Ange will be there when I get hurt... My Angel will be the only one on my mind... He is the Angel that keeps me breathing... He is the angel of my dreams... He is the Angel that keeps me alive... My Angel will cheer me up when I am sad... AMEN MY PRECIOUS "ANGEL'S" Till we met again...

The Young Woman And The Fork
Woman and a Fork There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things 'in order,' she contacted her Pastor to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. 'There's one more thing,' she said excitedly. 'What's that?' came the Pastor's reply. 'I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.' The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. That surprises you, doesn't it?' the young woman asked. I'm puzzled by the request,' said the Pastor. The young woman explained. 'My grandmother once told me this story, and from that time on I have always tried to pass along its mess

Check This Out
This is good!! EDUCATION BEGINS HERE Way to go, Bill "They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... < DIV> And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English except these knuckleheads. You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads walking around. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what ? ? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Phonics. I am talking about these people who cry whe

A Very Speical Poem...
> In the morning when I wake up > And I open up my eyes, > I feel an aching in my heart > That's when I realize. > How much I really miss you > And long to have you near. > My heart is filled with sadness, > And my eyes are filled with tears. > At different times throughout the day, > I find I'm missing you. > And I wonder if, perhaps a bit, > Maybe you miss me too. > I miss you in the shower, > When I'm in there all alone. > And when I want to hear your voice, > And call you on hte phone. > When I check my e-mail > And find there's nothing there. > I can't help it that I worry, > And I put you in my prayers. > I think by now it's safe to say, > That I miss you very much!!

I Still Cant Believe..
i am a wife and my dress was so beautiful.. i even was a beautiful bride!! i must have stared at my reflection for about 10 minutes straight and kept peeking after.. i never thought i'd look that beautiful on my wedding day and that was before i had the dress on!! my photographer laughed at my astonishment and constant peeks.. lol i just kept saying out loud "I can't believe thats me!!" i wasnt even nervous, just in awe..in a big daze.. lol it was all wonderful.. my ceremony was unique, quick and cute. my reception was awesome and all thanks to the wonderful help at the hall and the friendly and great photgraphers.. i had lots of fun.. just wish it didnt end..the DJ was awesome too. he had everyone up dancing and cool light displays.. my brides maids looked beautiful in their red dresses and the guys looked so handsome but my husband was so gorgeous and handsome in his tux..love seeing him dressed up.!! well this will be a wonderful memeory for me..

Tell Me About It Stud
this is for the shout box romeos - Just because you see our picture scroll by does not make us your baby - a woman on fubar does not automatically mean she is looking to see you yank your goods on cam - yes we CAN tell when the picture of the six pack is not yours - your opening line should never be along the lines of I want to lick you all over.... unless you actually really do that in real life and get to walk away still able to make babies - when we do not reply to your shout it means we do not want to talk to you not that we are shy - taking time to rate all our folders and comment on pictures is creepy not a turn on - just because you are desperate does not mean we are - what we are wearing ... our boob size... and the last time we had sex is not really any of your business - we are not actually sitting here waiting to meet you ...and you have not made our dreams come true by sending us your yahoo name - and last but not least silence to yo

Boys Night Out
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Thank You!
Okay, so I don't even know where to begin.Today has just been a wow day. I have to say thank you to ALL the shadow levelers that have been on my page today! You are fanfreakintastic! You have absolutely put a smile on my face today, after I've had a miserable day at work...The amount of love that has been shown to me is unreal! For the first time in a long while, I can not keep up with my alert box. So thank you sooo sooo sooo very much. Sexy Comments From Red Cherry Tags

Update As Of 4/29
WENT TO THE DOC TODAY AND I AM OUT FOR ANOTHER MONTH AGAIN !!!!! I HATE THIS SHIT !!!! WELL NOW I HAVE TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL TO GET ANOTHER CORTAZONE SHOT DONE WITH A XRAY MECHINE WITCH THEY ONLY BOOK IN A MONTH INAVANCE. SO NOW I AM ON STAND BY AS THE NURSE BUT IT!!! I WAS LIKE WTF I AM NOT GOING FOR A PLANE RIDE I JUST WANT APPOINTMENT SO I CAN MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE!!! SO IT A WAITING GAME I DON'T DO GOOD WITH THOSES!!!!!

Dream Addiction
They tell me she is my addiction and I must cure my addiction. How do I cure something that has been part of me for so long. Something that seeps in and infects my dreams nightly. I may accept what has happened by day, but then night comes. As I lay in bed thoughts of her race through my mind. I drift off to sleep thoughts and memories seep into my dreams I dream of the life we shared and the way things use to be. We are still together maybe not always happy but a family nonetheless. Slowly morning comes closer and I start to awaken. I feel the dream slipping away I fight to hold on. Eventually the day wins over and I awaken. The process starts over and I wait to get back to her in my dreams. I sometimes wonder is it her that's my addiction or is it my dreams.

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New Bike
Well ok its my brother's old one but still new for me LOL. Hey its only done 24,000 miles compared to what my old bike had done. Its a VFR800 98 model and its a change from the CBR600. Just have to remember it needs a little more effort when chucking it into a corner but I am enjoying it. Another thing to get used to is the engine, as the VFR has a V4, different power band compared to the CBR, but still fast enough for me LOL. Now just waiting for some decent weather to test it out.

Circus Of The Master Of Space And Time
“You will never know how your parents love you until you have your own.” That’s on the marquee at Jim Hill Middle School, Martha and her sisters’ eighth-grade alma mater (but, my wife is sad to say, it won’t be Sarah or Jeffrey’s because of zoning), and we drove by last night on our way from the Shriner Circus performing in town. The thought occurred to us at the same time to finish the phrase: “Parents?” We know the sign was supposed to end with “children”, but it’s funny to think about it the other way. Human beings would operate in a time loop, where the children would become their parents and give birth to them. In a way, that’s right; aren’t we as adults giving birth to children who we expect will grow up to become parents who will have children who become parents while they will take care of their own aged parents like they’re children. Fortunately, re-reading Rudy Rucker’s 1984 novel “Master of Space and Time” (ISBN 0671559974) wasn’t such a headache. This science f

Unbefreakingleivable!!!!!!!!!!
My son came home from school yesterday with a story that pisses me off to no end! I'm not a violent person, but just typing this makes me want to throw the keyboard at the wall! Here's some background. Andrew will be 17 on Thursday. He has NEVER been in trouble at school, and has only been in a fight once because another kid jumped on him. I have always taught him to walk away from confrontations or get an adult to handle them. Andrew is a good kid. He tries hard in school, is a volunteer firefighter, and doesn't hesitate to jump when someone is hurt. He is certified in first aid, and has all of the training in firefighting he's allowed to take until he is 18. There is a student in Andrew's Public Safety class at tech, which I'll refer to as Demon Seed or DS for short. This kid has some serious anger and emotional problems. He has attacked other kids in Andrew's class and in other classes in the past and nothing has been done. DS is a first year, and Andrew is a secon

Girls Night Out
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Ashley Dupre Cleaning Up Again
This little slut is an admitted call girl prostitute and she's claiming she was abused. RIGHT!! 'Kristen' Sues 'Girls Gone Wild' For $10 Million Spitzer Call Girl Claims Company 'Exploited' Minor MIAMI (CBS/AP) ¯ The call girl linked to the downfall of former New York Gov. Eliot Spitzer sued the founder of the "Girls Gone Wild" series on Monday for $10 million, claiming he exploited her image and name to advertise the racy videos. Ashley Alexandra Dupre, 22, contended in the lawsuit that she was only 17 -- too young to sign legally binding contracts -- and drunk on spring break in 2003 when she agreed to be filmed for "Girls Gone Wild" in Miami Beach. Dupre "did not understand the magnitude of her actions, nor that her image and likeness would be displayed in videos and DVDs," says the lawsuit filed by Miami attorney Richard C. Wolfe. The lawsuit filed in federal court in Miami names as defendants "Girls Gone Wild" founder Joe Francis, two of his companies and a m

Dead Skin
So I'm the king Of all these things Of this mess I have made Such a waste What a shame My whole life is a fake Well I'm a bore And I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you That has torn at you for years The alcohol The Demerol These things never could replace What a minute with you could do to put a smile on my face I'm a bore and I'm sure I'm a thorn inside of you That has torn at me for years I can't get out of this dead skin I can't shed my skin I'm not sure where to begin Why can't I begin again I can't get under my dead skin I can't shed my skin Can I sleep til then Phenobarbital and alcohol These two surely will do To knock me out Keep me down at least a day or two When I'm awake I can taste how bitter I've become And it's more than I can bare some days I pray someone will blow me away Make it quick But let it burn So I can feel my life fade Well I'm a waste and I can taste How bitter I've become And It's more than I can bare I ca

Desert Players Getting Heads Shaved
Saudi governor orders haircuts for men who hit on women Tue Apr 29, 9:01 AM ET A governor in northern Saudi Arabia has ordered authorities to punish men who flirt with women in public places by cutting their hair, local media said Tuesday. Prince Fahd bin Badr, governor of the northern al-Jof region, ordered police to carry out the punishment after seeing a group of men with long hair pestering female students as they left school in the northern al-Qurayat province, Al-Hayat newspaper said. It said the prince told a gathering at his palace in the northern town of Skaka on Sunday he has instructed police to apply the punishment to all youths guilty of flirting, including "the sons of senior military and civil officials." "The decision doesn't include men who spend their free time in public places without hurting anyone," the paper quoted the prince as saying. Saudi Arabia has long imposed a strict Islamic lifestyle in which men and women are segregated in public.

What Would U Do
WHAT WOULD U DO IF U REALLY LOVED SOME ONE INVESTED ALOT OF TIME MONEY & EMMOTIONS IN A SERIOUS COMMITTED REALTIONSHIP & THAT PERSON SEEMS TO HAVE MAJOR TRUST ISSUES & DOESNT REALLY KNOW WHEN TO BACK OF WHEN THE MAKE THE FACT KNOW THAT IT S IRRITATING

Let Go
I feel so alone again I know that I need you To help me make it through the night And I pray that you believe in me You gave me my strength To face another day alone And I need you now my friend More than you know yah When will we meet again Cause i can't let go of you This world brings me down again I know that I need you To help me make it through at night And I pray that you're the one for me You gave me my strength to face another day alone And I need you now my friend More than you know yah When will we meet again Cause I can't let go I can't let go As time passes by I find Things never seem to change When i feel alone You bring me back to you And I need you now my friend More than you know yah When will we meet again Cause I can't let go of you No I can't let go

Stay
I walk to the edge again, searching for the truth Taken by the memories of all that I've been Through If I could hear your voice I know that I would be Okay I know that I've been wrong but I'm begging you To stay, won't you stay Will you be here or will I be alone, will I be Scared, you'll teach me how to be strong and if I Fall down will you help me carry on, I cannot do This alone I wish that I could turn back time just to have One more chance to be the man I need to be, I Pray you'll understand if I could hear your Voice I know that I would be okay I know that I've Been wrong but I'm begging you to stay, won't You stay I need your hand to help me make it through Again Nothing compares to how I feel when I look at You You never know, you never know tomorrow You never know, you never know tomorrow, don't Walk away I am not alone I know you're there

W.h. Auden
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead, Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last for ever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now: put out every one; Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun; Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood. For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Lie To Me
Our candle burns away The ashes full of lies I gave my soul to you You cut me from behind Nowhere to run and nowhere to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end... You said you were there for me You wouldn't let me fall All the times I shared with you Were you even there at all? Nowhere to run and no where to hide You're scared of the truth, I'm tired of the lies Cuz who I am, is where you wanna be Don't act like an angel You fallen again You're no super hero I found in the end So lie to me once again And tell me everything will be alright Lie to me once again And ask yourself before we say goodbye Well goodbye Was it worth it in the end Why'd you

Life An Love
A blessed thing is for any man or woman to have a friend, one human soul whom we can trust uttlerly: who knows the best an the worst of us, an who loves us spite of all our faults, who will speak the honest truth to us, while the world flattens us to our face, an laughs at us behind our back: who will us counsel an encourage us in the day of the difficuly an sorrow, when the world leaves us to fight our own battles as we can!

Marriage
Three women: one engaged, one married, and one a mistress, chatting about their relationships and decide to amaze their men... that night all three will wear a leather bodice, S&M style stilettos and mask over their eyes . After a few days they meet again... The engaged girlfriend said: 'The other night, when my boyfriend came back home, he found me in the leather bodice, 4' stilettos and mask. He said, 'You are the woman of my life, I love you, then we made love all night long.' The mistress stated: 'Oh Yes! The other night we met in the office. I was wearing the leather bodice, mega stilettos, mask over my eyes and a raincoat. When I opened the raincoat, he didn't say a word. We just had wild sex all night.' The married one then said: 'The other night I sent the kids to stay at my mothers for the night, I got myself ready, leather bodice, super stilettos and mask over my eyes. My husband came in from work, grabbed the TV controller and a beer, and said, 'Hey Batman, w

Complicated Questions
Easy to be taken with everything you’re saying Make us perfect and say it all again But if every single second’s killing Tell me I’m dreaming I’ll sleep it all away Tear out this love Tear up the root Tear out this love Tear me from you You know you can tell me anything you want to Tell me something that I’d never know Could be cautious as the words roll over your tongue I’m stung with sick discovery Tear out this love Tear up the root Tear out this love Tear me from these complicated questions Taking all the empty spaces inside me I don't want to hear these simple answers But complicated answers never did you any justice anyway I don't want to hear you lie to me Complicated as we are we’re going have to burn it all away Tell me now if every single second's killing Tell me i'm dreaming Complicated questions take up all the empty spaces inside me I don't want to hear these simple answers But complicated answers never did you any justice anyway I do

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Tiger Lily
we drive tonight, and you are by my side. We're talking about our lives, like we've known each other forever. the time flies by, with the sound of your voice. its close to paradise, with the end surely near. and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you, and never let go (and never let go) i'll never let go (i'll never let go) as we round the corner to your house you turned to me and said, "i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent." and, i want to speak these words but i guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept "someday, somehow" as the words that we'll hang from. and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words. 'cause i ('cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse. and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words. 'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse. why does tonight, have to end? why don't we hit restart, and pause it at our favorite parts. we'll skip the goodbyes. if i had it my way, i'd turn th

Snuggle Song
You are my sweetest love, this love I always wanna hug, because I really love you, the world just has to know. I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25X) My love is deep and true I'd be lost if not with you So long it would have been If not for you and me I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25x) Our feelings are so strong And our hearts will beat as one Another ending story Is what I have with you I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be. la (25x) You are my sweetest love, this love I always wanna hug, because I really love you, the world just has to know. I'll do anything for you, there is nothing I wouldn't do. snuggle, cuddle and then hug me, with you I always want to be.

Wanna Win 3 Bling Packs??? (repost)
Wanna Win 3 Bling Packs??? (repost) Want Bling!?!?!? Come on, you know you want it! He's having a contest! He'd like to get at least 20 entries. The contest will run from May 1st through May 31st. Most comments wins 3 bling packs!!! Thats 36 BLING to give to whoever you want! If you are interested private message a link to the pic you would like used to... ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY@ fubar And Hey... Repost the Heck out of this!!!!!! (repost of original by '♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*' on '2008-04-27 15:23:46') (repost of original by 'ßËÇKRFÇ1 ™!SIMPLY THE BEST No1 PLATOON MADE IN SCOTLAND F IRN BRU FREYA MANSLUT SER SECURITY' on '2008-04-29 10:02:31') (repost of original by '♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*' on '2008-04-29 10:56:16')

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She's Hosting A Back To Back Hh!
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An Interesting Morning Visitor ~ Updated!
Woke up this morning to some funny sounds next to me and wondered what was my cat, Pumpkin up to now? I sit up and looked to my left at the bedside antique dresser not to see my cat there, but a baby possum staring at me. Now, it's been awhile since I woke to another in bed with me, but for some reason, a possum just wasn't one I thought would! My cat was sitting on the other dresser staring at the possum then to me and back to the possum and the possum - who's just a baby about the size of an adult pet rat - just wiggled its nose at me before jumping off and scurrying under my bed. After calling animal control and waiting 3 hours with the poor thing closed in my bedroom, the guy could NOT find it! He said it's probably up inside your bed until nightfall... great. I'm off to the Happiest Place on Earth to work until 8:30 tonight and leaving my roommate to watch for a wayward baby possum and a wigged out cat running all around the house looking for it.. All I want is for

"dear God"
This is a true story - http://www.snopes.com/glurge/abbey.asp This is one of the kindest things I've experienced. I have no way to know who sent it, but there is a beautiful soul working in the dead letter office of the US Postal Service. Our 14 year old dog, Abbey, died last month. The day after she died, my 4 year old daughter Meredith was crying and talking about how much she missed Abbey.She asked if we could write a letter to God so that when Abbey got to heaven, God would recognize her. I told her that I thought we could so she dictated these words: Dear God, Will you please take care of my dog? She died yesterday and is with you in heaven. I miss her very much. I am happy that you let me have her as my dog even though she got sick. I hope you will play with her. She likes to play with balls and to swim. I am sending a picture of her so when you see her, You will know that she is my dog. I really miss her. Love, Meredith. We put the letter in an env

This Is A Beautiful Story!
This is a beautiful story! A seminary professor was vacationing with his wife in Gatlinburg , TN. One morning, they were eating breakfast at a little restaurant, hoping to enjoy a quiet, family meal. While they were waiting for their food, they noticed a distinguished looking, white-haired man moving from table to table, visiting with the guests. The professor leaned over and whispered to his wife, 'I hope he doesn't come over here.' But sure enough, the man did come over to their table. 'Where are you folks from?' he asked in a friendly voice. ' Oklahoma ,' they answered. 'Great to have you here in Tennessee ,' the stranger said. 'What do you do for a living?' 'I teach at a seminary,' he replied. 'Oh, so you teach preachers how to preach, do you? Well, I've got a really great story for you.' And with that, the gentle man pulled up a chair and sat down at the table with the couple. The professor groaned a nd thought t o himself, 'Great . Just

April, 29, 2008
well it's that time now I'm going to work I don't really know how to feel about how i have been feeling lately ...can't sleep can't eat or rather never know exactly what i want to eat unless it is chinese food at 4 am feeling extremely lazy but can't sleep it really sucks ..I hate doctors and i really don't want to go but i might have to if this keeps up well anyways this is just my rant comment if you like don;t read lol w/e just venting lol till next time Laters Trin

So I'm A Cheater .............
if you've noticed from my pics, karm got the new gta last night. she freakin waitin in line for about a hour.ofcourse i laughed at her until she reminded me how long i standed (stood) in line when the new star wars movie came out ( yea I'm a dork lol ) any way, here's the cheats i've found online so far. so if you have the game go kill some mother fuckers!!!!!!!!!!!! We have cheats!!! Both work for PS3 and Xbox 360!! Dial all cheats into Niko's cell phone: Health 482-555-0100 Armor 362-555-0100 Weapons #1 (Baseball Bat, Handgun, Shotgun, MP5, M4, Sniper Rifle, RPG, Grenades.) 486-555-0100 Weapons #2 (Knife, Molotovs, Handgun, Shotgun, Uzi, AK47, Sniper Rifle, RPG) 486-555-0150 Remove Wanted Level (Blocks achievement "Walked free" 267-555-0100 Raise Wanted Level 267-555-0150 Change Weather/Brightness 468-555-0100 Spawn Annihilator 359-555-0100 Spawn Jetmax 938-555-0100 Spawn NRG-900 625-555-0100 Spawn Sanchez 625-555-

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My Pictures
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Depression
hey i am slowly getting over being depressed but it wants to linger and hold on; i just want to be happy everybody says find that happy place what if i dont have a happy place grrr i dont know hate getting into depression and hate coming out of it its like withdrawls almost sighs i dont know just moody with the coming new season i bounce back always do

Hi
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Big Pharma Tries To Outlaw Natural Supplements In Canada
Monday, April 28, 2008 by: Mike Adams (NaturalNews) A new law being pushed in Canada by Big Pharma seeks to outlaw up to 60 percent of natural health products currently sold in Canada, even while criminalizing parents who give herbs or supplements to their children. The law, known as C-51, was introduced by the Canadian Minister of Health on April 8th, 2008, and it proposes sweeping changes to Canada's Food and Drugs Act that could have devastating consequences on the health products industry. Among the changes proposed by the bill are radical alterations to key terminology, including replacing the word "drug" with "therapeutic product" throughout the Act, thereby giving the Canadian government broad-reaching powers to regulate the sale of all herbs, vitamins, supplements and other items. With this single language change, anything that is "therapeutic" automatically falls under the Food and Drug Act. This would include bottled water, blueberries, dandelion greens and essentially

Shake Ur Booty
Well I got up and shook my Booty and the girls @ work thought it was a new exercise...When I turned around the lady who sits behind me was doing the same shake I did and wanted to know what this new exercise is for! YES I Did do this and boy did we get a good laugh! Tell me if you did it and what reaction you got!

Songs We Love But Hate To Admit It!!
DO YOU HAVE A SONG THAT YOU JUST ABSOLUTELY LOVE BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT BECAUSE YOU THINK IT'S JUST ALL AROUND GOOFY!! WELL NOW IS YOUR CHANCE TO TELL EVERYONE "HEY I LOVE THIS SONG" "DANI" DJ_SMURFETTE IS ON THE PROWL FOR SONGS PEOPLE LOVE BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT! CLICK HER LINK BELOW AND SEND HER A PRIVATE MESSAGE TELLING HER WHAT YOUR SONG IS!! ON THURSDAY MAY 1st FROM 2-4est. SHE WILL BE DOING A SHOW ON "SONGS WE LOVE BUT HATE TO ADMIT IT!" SO SEND HER YOUR SONG AND THEN COME TO DIRTY DEEDS RADIO AND LISTEN FOR YOUR SONG TO BE PLAYED! ~♥Ðani♥~♫DJ SMURFETTE♫~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*FU-OWNED BY !!!_-AUSSIE-_!!!*@ fubar CLICK THE LINK BELOW TO COME TO DIRTY DEEDS RADIO'S LOUNGE:

Yoinked, Part Ii
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Ladder
The ladder may indicate access to high places in this life or access to special places in the universe. It is also sometimes an object you fall from when you have dreams that include the falling sensation. The central idea of a ladder is gaining special, albeit precarious, access to other places. Such access often carries with it the possibility of a dramatic loss of ability or favor with the prevailing influences of the situation. If you are in a situation that requires you to obtain a ladder, it may be that you see yourself as inadequate in your current means. The limitations of height and gravity are acutely felt in this world. If your dreams do not offer you the possibility of flight, the ladder is often the only solution to the problem.

Vacation To Paris.
Things to bring on a vacation to Paris I just got back from Paris and I learned some valuable wisdom for the next time I take a vacation there. Which I already have scheduled in my calendar. I'm going to revisit Paris just as soon as another fascist dictator invades them and I'm drafted by the US military to go save their precious little stain of a culture. So I booked a flight for next year. 1. Bring American Food. Pack your bags with plenty of hardy food. No matter where you go to eat in Paris, you will pay $27 for two bites of pasta and an eye dropper of tea. The entire time I was in Paris, I was never once full. I walked around the city eating every chance I could get, and never came close to feeling satisfied. I felt like a starving artist. Except I don't do art, so I was basically just starving. Here is a typical French person's daily diet- Breakfast: A croissant flake covered in sugar and butter Lunch: Dust particles in the air Snack: Negative food Dinner: A

Sweet Surrender
As I lay with you your arms wrapped around me tight...I feel all my sorrows and worry's melt into the night. Our bodies entiwined after making love...you look deep into my eyes...so much said without speaking a word. Our lips brush one anothers...shivers run down my spine...your strong hands run down my flesh feeling every curve of my silky skin. I close my dark lashes as I feel you take me once more..I feel my mind..my body surrender to you...and pull you in for more...my back arches tight..I pull your hair slightly and make you look at me...my lips tremble as I feel you staring at me...I whisper you have me my love...at those words..you fill me with all your need...I throw my head back as I feel your seed so deep within...hips bucking softly as I milk your love in me..we slow down...my dark hair damp to my face...your strong hand brushes the hair from my eyes...you softly whisper to my lips...such sweet surrender..from the only woman, my heart longs to be with.

Night Time
last night I was feeling DEAD tired at work, and at around 1am this creepy bastard came into the business center (I work at a hotel) and sat on the inetz. I didnt care, since I'd rather let him use it than get stabbed or raped. However, I didnt notice how I fell asleep (with a freak about 20 ft from me probably lookin up goat porn). I woke up to some guy ( a different one) standing there. I was completely in a haze, and wasn't completely awake. I said that I am wiped out, and he said that he understands completely. And then he told me that my lips are really red. ?????? Is that...a statement? A come on? Or wtf? weird...also the bizarre inet guy was gone, I didnt see him leave.

Making People Laugh Is What I Do
My whole life I have been the funny guy and well recently I have took being funny pretty serious and I have went head first into making a career out of the being funny thing some say it is a long shot to actually make it but damn I have lucked up and even made onto radio not bad for a long shot huh? well hopefully this laughter thing takes me places and if it doesn't at least I can say I tried and I put a few smiles on some faces while doing it .

Stress And Strokes
If you don't handle stress it can make you feel tired, drained and depressed - it can also kill you. Here are some simple stress management tips to help you combat stress and preserve your health. Stress management is the active and constant correction to your body and mind to the forces of stress and pressure. The worst form of stress is the daily, repetitive and constant stress from any source. It makes your body constantly react, release hormones and enzymes into your circulatory system, and in the end, destroys your immune system altogether. Learn to manage stress now, and you can avoid that heart attack and stroke, just waiting to happen. How Does Someone Know They are Stressed Many people do not know they are suffering from stress and the effects of stress. A few simple self-tests, and you can see if you are both stressed and suffering from stress. During any time of the day, do a body survey. Are you hands clenched? Do you have “nervous leg” (leg mo

The Other Half Escapes
The Other Half Escapes By: The Evil Twin She curls up into a ball. Holding herself tightly. Rocking back and forth. She starts to cry. Not understanding the whole. Wishing she was someone else. Wishing she was somewhere else. Anywhere but here. Thoughts running throw her head. And in a moment, She is gone. I am out now. I’m free to play. Free to do as I please. Which isn’t good for her. Because I am evil. I am destruction. I want to destroy. The name of my game, Is kill or be killed. I reject all pain. And I know, My other half is dieing. And without both halves, There is none. I am stronger now, And I feed off her pain. The more pain I intake, The angrier I become. Seeking out the cause of this pain. Trying to subside, The breaking heart. I begin to laugh, Uncontrollably. Watching it all swirl around me. Could this be a new beginning for me? Will I gain the strength I need, To take her over once and for all?

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People Who Suffer From.....
delusions of grandeur - a delusion (common in paranoia) that you are much greater and more powerful and influential than you really are. I just had an encounter with someone who suffers from this. Wow...he really thinks he mightier than God. I really feel sorry these kind of people. They really are a lonely soul. Personal message below To the sufferer ( Oh ...yes...Google is my friend! Asshole!) You Know Who You ARE!!

Guys Are Jerks!
so i guess i have to be single for guys on this site to talk to me.......you are lame! all you want is a peice of ass. i have one guy EVERY single day begging me to dump my bf. well, it aint gonna happen. one guy got all made cause im not into married guys. HAAHAH

Being A Good Wife
There are some who might argue that the ways of a "good wife" in the 1940's and 50's are examples of D/s. While the behaviors and attitudes may resemble male Dominant D/s relationships, these were the times. It was not a consensual power exchange, but social mores which dictated this behavior. Still, much can be learned from old etiquette and Home Economics books in the way of teaching basic protocol and etiquette which is the basis of the D/s lifestyle. There are reports of slave training in the late 60's and early 70's which used these types of manuals as part of the process. The following is from an actual 1950's home economics text book intended for high school girls, teaching them how to prepare for married life. How To Be a Good Wife 1. HAVE DINNER READY: Plan ahead, even the night before, to have a delicious meal on time. This is a way of letting him know that you have been thinking about him and are concerned about his needs. Most men are hungry when

Touch
TOUCH I LONG TO FEEL YOUR TOUCH THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND THE GENTLE TOUCH OF YOUR EYES THE INCREDIBLE TOUCH OF YOUR HEART THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH IN AN EMBRACE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN THE FEEL OF YOUR TOUCH AS WE LIE IN BED THE TOUCH OF YOUR HAND IN MINE AS WE WALK UNDER A FULL MOON THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS AGAINST MINE THE TOUCH OF YOUR SKIN PRESSED AGAINST MINE IF ONLY I COULD FEEL YOUR TOUCH ONE MORE TIME MBM

Requests
I rarely get add requests from out of the blue. Let's face it. Most guys don't, unless there are NSFW pics or other enticements involved. But on the rare occasion that i do receive one, i'd rather it not be from someone without a salute or just wanting points. I received one this morning with the message "please rate add comment thanks". I went to her page to check her out and she had a mind boggling total of two(2) pics of herself. Granted, one was a salute, but she had 190 pics uploaded. It just seems to me that it would be fruitless to accept the request. This person would never interact with me. I don't know. Maybe i'm cranky again this morning. Venting seems to help. Have a great morning and day all.

Fubar Groups, Oy Vey!
I think it’s safe to say that I’m not your typical Fubar attention whore. Don’t get me wrong, a well-stroked ego feels mighty nice. But online cliques? Come on. You’ve got to be fucking kidding me. Anyway, I was recently invited to join a group. I’m kind of a n00b so I requested further information. The person who contacted me sent me a whole list of rules for conduct within this group. What the fuck? Rules on the Internet? I log on to escape rules. If I said I wanted to skull fuck a nun with a strap-on and wear her hymen as a tiara, I can. Because it’s the Internet and social norms don’t matter. Why on earth would I want to join a group that has rules? Even more off-putting than the group’s commandments, is having to add its name to my display name. Fuck that. My name is perfectly fine as it is, thank you very much. In retrospect, my reply was probably not the most tactful. Though I do believe my displeasure was conveyed: Yeah... well when you write it all out like that. I

Help Level This Friend Of Mine To Leveled 20 Please
Can you come show this sexy guy some fu-love to his page and pics. He has 67,142 points to go till level 20.He would be really happy to be leveled up by today or tonight.So come show him some love and help him out.Here's his pic link for it.Hopefully he'll be leveled up soon.So show him all the fu- love you have. Chewy Enforcer@Club Paradize,Headenforcer@ crystal clear@ fubar

He Say's He's Gonna Miss Me...
"I'm gonna miss you" he says this morning. "what the hell does that mean?" is my reply. My bf is looking at 4-12 years in prison here soon. He says he will not go back to prison, he'd rather die. He'd rather die? What the fuck is that? Why would someone rather die than spend a few years in prison to come out and have a chance at happiness? It makes me sad and pissed off at the same time. This man knows my past, he knows someone I loved more than any other man in this world, shot and killed himself 9 years ago. He knows the pain and torment I've endured since then, and for him to say this shit to me? What the fuck. What do I do? Do I continue to love him and hope he choses to live with the chance that I will once again have to bury someone I love who's died from his own hands? I don't want to do this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why must I meet someone and fall for them only to have them ripped away????????????????????????? WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT THE FUCK! WHAT

Thru_a_diff_"eye" Contest
Enter to WIN $500,000 FUBUCKS! Contest will be open for ONLY 5 days and the person with the most points wins! RATES count as 10 points and COMMENTS count as 2 points! Show me those SEXY EYES! One or both. Photoshopped or not. Just private message me a pic of your sexy peepers and let's get this contest started! This will be for both the Fu Ladies and the Fu Gents. Need at least 10 to start and everyone needs to be committed to participating. There will be a $25,000 entry fee that will be refunded when you reach a total of 2500 points. 1st Place-$500,000 FUBUCKS. 2nd Place-$300,000 FUBUCKS. 3rd Place-$150,000 FUBUCKS. The top 3 will also each receive a SOLO Congratulations Bulletin from PebblesinAZ, 100 11's and a Fu Trophy! Send your entry fee to the contest hostess: (¯`·•´¯) Thru_a_diff_i (¯`·•´¯) Join the FU-Orgy! See my bully for details.@ fubar (RIP JEFF HEALEY) Be sure to drop in and show some FU love to my good friend and promo

For Those Of You Who Give A Shit
Well... this is the last day for a while that I will be on... if I come back. I have moved and don't have internet at the new house (wayyyyyyy out in the country lol) and I dunno when I will be getting it turned on out there. But I also lost my job... damn new boss and cut backs... oh freakin well... that would have been a 75 mile round trip commute for me. Well... for those of you who care... my yahoo screen name is e_doyle99... send me a message... miss some of ya'll LMAO

Hahahahahaha!!!!!
I have a loud laugh. A really high pitched loud laugh. And yes that piece of information is pertinent. I was kinda listening to the librarian at the reference desk telling some person on the phone that a book hadn't been checked back in yet. Now I don't know if said person is a moron or what, but she goes, "Well harrassing us isn't going to make the book come back faster or suddenly appear, okay? Have a good day." I laughed. Out loud. Hard. It echoed. Good thing it takes a lot to embarrass me. lol

Almost There!!
BMCC-CUNY FALL 2008 Schedule CIS 455 - Network Security Section: 522 Tuesday & Thursday 5:20pm-7:35pm Room: S175 CIS 445 - Telecommunication Networks II Section: 821 Tuesday & Thursday 7:45pm-8:35pm Room: S175 Break CIS 445 - Telecommunication Networks II Section: 821 Tuesday & Thursday 8:55pm-10:10pm Room: S175 ACC 222 - Accounting II Section 9M1 Saturday 900 AM-12:00 PM Room: s603 I'm almost done. Yes! I graduate spring 2009; after this semester I only Math 150 - Intro to Statistics and CIS 456 Wireless Infrastructure. I still need to take the CUNY CPE but I can do that anything this semester or next semester. Scare part is I want to come back for computer programming and I just looked at the requirements: When go back in Fall 2009 I only need 5 classes: CSC 210 Computer Programming II CIS 325 Systems Analysis CIS 365 Businuss Systems I CIS 420 Systems Implementation CIS 465 Business Systems II ll of my classes from computer Operations carry over.

Presidential Candidates
With new presidential elections in a few months I felt that the public should know some things about the candidates. For now I'll start with Barak Obama (as hes the onlyone I have sound information on at this time and I will update this blog as more information on the candidates is dicovered. Obama (for any of you that have watched the democratic primaries) has tried to make himself look like he has the American peoples best interest at heart, I however have to question where Obamas loyalties actualy lie for the folowing reasons and facts that he convieniently leaves out of his campagn speeches 1. Obama is friends with known terrorists (which in my opinion raises the question if he dosnt actualy support he actions of Iraq and Alkida.) 2. Obama has gotten much of his money for his campeign from a convicted money launderer 3. Obama admitts at a younger age to have used both marajawana and cocain. (after the scandals and mess that Bill Clinton got us into do we realy need another s

Tinkerbell And Babs Want To Say Thank You!
TINKERBELL AND I WANT TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE THAT MADE TINKERBELL'S HAPPY HOUR SO GREAT. WOOHOO SHE MADE IT TO FU KING. NEXT ONTO GODMOTHER LOL. HER AND I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OUR FRIENDS HELPING BY SAVING THEIR 11'S AND ALL THE RATING AND BLING. TinkerbellMN84 JOIN ME 4 MY 1ST HH SINCE BEING DELETED 2NITE @ 9PM CENTRAL!!@ fubar THANK YOU!!!!! MUAAAAH! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar (repost of original by '~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""' on '2008-04-28 09:03:11') I WISH TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THEIR SUPPORT OF THESE TWO GREAT FRIENDS. YOUR AMAZING! HUGS..JEWELS

Bad Luck!!!
Ok anyone that knows me knows I generally have bad luck, (read my blogs if you dont know) I don’t let it get me down… well usually!!! So last night I go home after doing my usual Monday driving around… ya so hate it but it is what we do for our kids. So after driving around for an hour and a half I get home and everyone is in their rooms, yes the house was pretty clean (could have been better but with 9 kids it was good). It was about 6 and of course the 2 teenagers at home could not start dinner, so I started dinner. I am in the kitchen cooking for about 15 minutes and I hear a HUGE crash… scared the crap out of me. I look around and cannot find out what it was. The kids are still in their room (of course don’t come out to say welcome home mom) and the dogs are outside, so I keep cooking. Well about 15 minutes later I have dinner to a point that I can go outside and have a smoke. So I walk out in the garage and step in a HUGE pile of glass… I look around and cannot figure out what

Hanna Montana Is A Whore.
..so like we've all heard the rumors, watched the news and all of this sickness involving Miley Cirus (aka Hanna Montana) and all of the crazyness involving her pictures in her new Vanity Fair shoot. It's so outrageous, it's beyond words that they are putting up a Disney (Minnie would be embarrassed for sure) 1.4 Billion Dollar empire of Hannah Montana to such a great risk by doing this. After all, she's a role model for millions of pre-teen girls ages 7-12. They are using the sexuality of a fifteen year old girl to sell Vanity Fair magazines. From what I've gathered and what I know about human and male nature, based on the set of these photos as well as some of these taken below, most of the people that are viewing these pictures and buying these magazines will be pedophiles. Check these out that I came across. Disgusting. ..many of you have young children on here, probably ones that you've bought a Hannah Montana doll for or let watch the Disney Channel. Wo

Very Happy
Just want to let everyone know I am back at home in Indiana.......not wanting to be, I want to be back at home In Tennessee with my baby William. I came home on Sunday so I can deal with my attorney and look for a vehicle so I can get back down to see my man that I am so in love with and want to spend the rest of my life with. William I Love You with all my heart and I want you always and forever!!! I am missing you like crazy everyday that I will not be with you..........

Why Is It....
that i am not pretty? can anyone tell me is it my face? or is it just my weight? why is it that man that are old enough to be my father think i am pretty but the guys my age thinks i am ugly. i have a feeling i know why this is it is because the older men look at the inside the younger only look on what is on the outside. is that fair to me? i am a sweet person, a loving person, i would give the world to someone if i could. why are men so shollow? i just wish that i could find a nice guy that did not care what i look like on the outside. but no i cant oh well my life sucks so i might as well get over it and move on. i think that i am going to crawl back into my shell and never come out again and not talk to anyone any more that way i will never get hurt again. i will be in my own little world and no one can hurt me there. not that to many people would care anyway if i did that. oh well

Meet My New Owner!!
I want to introduce my new owner!! Freak ~*~ Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar She's a great friend to have, she helps out when needed, she's a little weird, but thats ok :), plus she has really big boobs!! What's not to love? If you haven't already, go rate/fan/add/bling/crush her! Do everything you can for her! You won't regret it! (And she'll probably kill me for all of this pink! lmao) Brought to you by the one and only: Abby♥Normal@ fubar

Weekend...
Weekend... What a nice Sunday morning. We have at last gotten to spend a weekend together and have slowly and softly woken up to the day….You go into the living room and relax on the couch with the paper. You leaf through it to digest the news of the day. You hear me in kitchen cleaning up after breakfast. You hear the water go off and see me go into the laundry room. WOW – I must really be in a cleaning mood, you think. You return your attention to the newspaper and hear the water go back on just moments later. You get engrossed in the newspaper when you suddenly hear the water shut off once again. This time you don’t take your attention away from the paper. You hear me come into the room and assume I am cleaning up around you. You feel my presence in the room but otherwise, don’t pay attention to me. That is until you hear the sound of something on the hard wood floors. Your curiosity gets to you and you peek over the side of the paper to see what I am moving. You see that I

Just Don't Get It
Ok another venting session. I just don't get my soon to be ex but i never did so what else is new. It is ok for him to try and move on and see people. He can post on his my space page how happy he is and blah blah blah. I start to say that i have not given up on the one that i think is my true love. Change my layout to lovey dovey stuff and he trys to start a fight last night thru yahoo. I didn't give in to it like i use to. I didn't respond to his mean comment and then he said ok and got off line. I'm very carefull about what i say on my myspace page due to the fact that when i first left my husband he contact my soldier and bugged him all the time. I don't want that to happen again. Matt his happy and unstressed a little right now. We have fun again like we use to. He is also helping me with my diet and staying on it lol. I just want to be divorced and be done with my husband. I know that sound mean but that man was not right for me. He turned me into somthing i wasn't. I use to be

Personal
Did I Do That?TAKE THIS SURVEY! HAVE YOU EVER... Masterbated? NO Had sex on a slide? NO Made out in the ran? NO Made out with a stranger? NO Been arrested? NO Faked an orgasim? NO Slapped an adult? NO Been in a car crash? YES Broken something? YES Been drunk? YES Cried yourself to sleep? YES Been madly in love? YES Had your heart broken? YES Made out with the same sex? NO WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU Had sex? LAST NIGHT Took a shower? LAST NIGHT Cried? WEDNESDAY Told someone you loved them? ALL THE TIME Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? ALREADY DO Slapped someone? NEVER Punched something? LAST YEAR ABOUT YOU... Whats your name? GENE How old are you? 34 Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? YES Where do you live? OHIO Do you love yourself the way you are? YES What color are your eyes? GRN What color is your hair? BLND Do you have any peircings? YES What grade are you in? NONE GRADUATED Are you in love? HELL YEAH Whats your favorite band? NICKLEBACK Whats your f

Join My Auction
Starting may 2, i will run an auction on my page.any one can join , no rule nsfw is stroongly recommended. 1,000 to enter. bids will start at 10,000. send me link to pic and 1,000 aloong with anything u wanna offer. again bids will open on may 2nd and run till may 9th.

Finally Home!
Phew! Finally at home! Thank you to everyone who commented and left me love while I was in Chicago! I will be posting some pics as soon as I get some good ones! Forgot to take my son's camera, so the only ones I have for now are phone pics..and they are B-A-A-A-A-D! As far as the competition is concerned, the groups I conducted finished first (Jazz Chorale). second (Camerata) and the Concert Choir earned a silver award and did not have any competitors in their specific classification. So thank you again to everyone and as "Dorothy" said, "There's no place like home, there's no place like home"!

Viewing Info For Chris
Christopher S. Higginbotham, 28, of Racine, Ohio went home to be with the Lord Saturday, April 26, 2008. He was a 1998 graduate of Grandview Heights High School in Columbus, Ohio. He is survived by: his mother, Diana Rae Higginbotham; his father, Stanley Leroy Higginbotham; his brothers and sister, Michael Wayne Higginbotham, Jeremy Bosley and Jaden Leann Higginbotham; his grandparents, Max and Shirley Boring and Roxie Beatrice Stone; his sons, Trent, Tucker and Brady; and many cousins, aunts, uncles, nephew, nieces and many, many friends. He was preceded in death by two brothers, James and Stanley Jr. and a grandfather, Harlan Stanley Higginbotham. Funeral services will be held on Wednesday, April 30, 2008 at Anderson-McDaniel Funeral Home in Pomeroy, Ohio at 12:00pm with Pastor Timothy Oldfield officiating. Burial will follow at Rutland Cemetery. Visiting hours will be 2 hours prior to the funeral service. In lieu

A Chalenge To All Who Read This
I just recieved an E-mail from my friend in the Ukraine. I have been talkint to her over the internet for a little over a month and in her e-mail today she told me that she has fallen for me. She also said that she wants to come visit me for a week or two in the very neer feuture. I am so nervous and exsited at the same time. If things go right I will be changing my profile and the rest of you ladies will just have to settle for being friends with me. I have been looking for someone to share my life with for a long time now and I had to find somebody that lives half the way around the world but I think that I may have found her. God dose know how to play is games with our lives but he dose give us what we pray for in his own time. I don't know if Nataliya and I will work out in the end But at least we will have a chance to make eachother happy for a few moments in our lives. Those are the times that we must all charish in our lives and not dwell on the bad times or the time in our live

My Break-up
My live in boyfriend of almost 9 years and I have decided to part ways. We decided this together and amicably. We haven't been getting along for a while now and the fighting has taken it's toll on us and our children for long enough. So two nights ago he packed his things and left. I have to admit that I am a little down not to mention way nervous. I never thought about or planned on being a single mother, but we all do what we have to do for our sanity and the sanity of children. I've never been alone before so it is all kind of new to me. I basically lived with my mom before Nathan I got together. I'm glad that my kids are here. I don't know what I would do without them. They seem to be taking it pretty well, but like my friend told me..kids are resilient. Anyway, thanks to my friends for being here for me. Thank the Goddess for Fuber..my place to get away and just be me and my home away from home. XOXO, Traci

Post Dated Back On April 20th..blog Of One Pissed Off Cunt !
Okay well when I was writting this down on notepad ( dont fucking ask ) I was a severly pissed off cunt, and you know , even though Im in a much better mood now then when I did write it, Im still abit unnerved by it all. I wrote this yesturday and I wrote it on notepad cause I wasnt in the mood for turning on the damn comp and typing at that current time, I was hiding in my room cautiously so there for I didnt hurt anyone whom crossed my path that lovely morning yesturday ...lmfao.. glitter-graphics.com Okay lets get to the damn blog right... I mean really what the fuck is taking so god damn mother fucking long.. Okay the mother fuck word has rubbed off on me from Mindy its all her fault..lmfao Listen Im yelling at myself what the hell has the world come to when all you have is to yell at your god damn self...should I beat my own ass??? Okay I was looking for a beating my own ass graphic when I stummbled across this one instead WTF??? glitter-graphics.com Now dont

Vanity Is A Fair Pop Star
In the light of vanity fair I am playing a purple Air guitar on my knees Why should peeps think I’m so perfect I still cant Make country a pop song I play all my daddy’s Favorites but nobody listens Its in the teen pops I shine Maybe a nude will boost My popularity will reign Oh my I’m embarrassed he he smiley smiley smiley

My Blabbing Mouth On Myspace !
Okay so I am sitting here thinking to myself , Sherina you need a good blog ,but my mind is drawing a blank so I figured Id just come in here just yap my trap about any ol thing that decides pop up in this chicks crazy mind.. I woke this morning realizing that today was Jasmines' fieldtrip and that she signed up for a bring from home lunch instead of the school sack lunch.. this I dont blame her..who in the hell wants a school mystery meat and mystery fruit sacked lunch..lmfao Mystery Meat So we get dressed drive up to the store just up the street and she picks out what she wants in her lunch sack. Well she chose for me to make her a ham n cheese sandwhich, no biggy but this isnt a full meal so we look further and we see that lunchables are on sale 3 for 2 dollars so she picks out 1 of those and I pick the other 2, okay so we have sandwhich, crackers with meat slices and cheese with a capri sun drink..woohoo dont have to by a single drink for her..lol well this to me still isnt

Why Me
why is it that every time i think i find mr right something happens and i am left with nothing. i am hurting again i want some one so bad right now but i dont think i will ever have anyone. i am so tired of my life and not having anyone in it. i see all these people that have someone or more then one some one and i dont have anyone. it hurts a lot to know that more then likely i will never have anyone to call mine. oh well i will always be the other woman and i guess that i should get use to it. because look at me i am so fat and ugly why would any guy in his right mind want me. well expect for a toy to play with every once in a while when there is no one else he can play with. do i really look that easy that guys know they can play with me and not care if they hurt me? just because i am fat do guys think i dont have feelings? i just wish at times that god would take me out of this world already i am tired of getting hurt and falling for a guy just so he can turn around and rip

Abit More About Illinois..( S Is Silent For Those That Are Illiterate )
Okay so my last blog was about the things for a vacation trip upcoming in june and NO not all of that is for the vacation. I just got alittle carried away and decided to show everyone what is in Illinois that keeps us from getting bored. Well I had someone message me and ask me even though we have all that great stuff to do here what makes Illinois so fucking great and better then most??? Well for 1 ..I cant say that its better then most cause each and every state has its own history and its own worth being of a state. Since this puddwacker messaged me and doesnt seem to know how to work a damn Google search bar then I shall share with ALL my readers small, big, young, old , retarded, and google illiterate what this state is all about. First Ill start it off with the history of this state and what its acknowledged for. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1673—Louis Jolliet and Father Marquette arrive in Illinois ..tr> ..tabl

Why Are People So Rude!!!!
this is a conversation with some random woman who commented on my picture with pink hair. what do you think? SHE WAS WAY OUT OF LINE! {p.s. you have to read from bottom to top. its a fubar shoutbox conversation} diane_1: so grow up then.. if you are 18 like you say, then YOU FUCK OFGF AND STOP TALKING TOI ME ->diane_1: NOT FUCKING REALLY! She dies her hair for personal reasons and you are acting childish by judging people because of their actions. SO FUCK OFF! i dont care what you think. your not my mother. diane_1: if she is still dying her hair.. then she is still a kid in an adults body! sorry ->diane_1: dont judge my mother diane_1: you and you mom are very much alike... young kids ->diane_1: okay. well, A. your not my mother. B. ive been dying my hair WITH my mother since i was 12. C. its not your place to degrade me because of my choices. . . . thanks for your imput. diane_1: thats why you do stupid things...dying your hair is bad for your scalp! I have

City's Gone Help Us
PLEASE HELP ME FIND HER. APRIL 28TH I WAS MOWING THE YARD AND SHE WAS SLEEPING IN THE FRONT YARD. WHEN I WAS DONE SHE WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. PLEASE JUST LOOK AT THE PICTURE AND GET IT OUT TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW. SHE'S CHIPED WITH ALL OUR INFORMATION. PLEASE HELP ME FIND OUR BABYGIRL.

The Shower
Trembling there in the nice hot shower, Hands bound above as you surrender all power, Steam rolls as hot water cascades down your skin, Excitement building now, wondering when he will begin. Hearing the curtain open, but not turning around, Still facing the wall, just like you were bound, The cool air sends a shiver through the depths of you, Awaiting his pleasures, and all that he will do to you. Jumping a bit at the first touch of his cool hand, But still eager for what your Master has planned Feeling his fingers tracing down to the small of your back, Wanting to feel oh so much more, but fearing to ask. Releasing the tension as your shoulders he kneads, Trembling with pleasures, becoming weak in the knees, Fingers digging into the tight muscles up there, Pain mixed with the pleasure, both equally shared. Hands are now tracing the length of your sides, All the way down to the top of your thighs, From your lips a soft moan does now escape, The fires inside

Woman Kept In Basement For 24 Years
IF YOU HAVEN'T SEEN THE NEWS OR READ ABOUT THIS IN THE PAPER...YOU REALLY NEED TO...WOW!!!! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Austrian police have arrested a 73-year-old man accused of locking up his daughter in his cellar for 24 years, and fathering seven children with her. Elisabeth Fritzl, 42, has accused her father, Josef, of 'massive crimes'. DNA tests are being conducted on Ms Fritzl and six surviving children. Elisabeth Fritzl told investigators her father put her to sleep with an anaesthetic on 28 August 1984, handcuffing her in a locked basement. Officially, she was declared a missing person, with Interpol opening an investigation. Local authorities concluded she had been seized by a religious cult. Ms Fritzl told police that she spent years imprisoned in an underground chamber beneath the family home near the eastern town of Amstetten. She said she was 'regularly abused' by her father and their incestuous relationship produced seven children.

In Memory Of Alejandro Tomiason
IN MEMORY OF ALEJANDRO TOMIASON It never gets easy Losing the ones we love And it gets even harder When they're taken so young And life may seem empty Now that he's gone But he will always be with us 'Cause his memory lives on His smile was infectious Right from the very start And will always stay bright and warm Forever forged in our hearts And though he's no longer here He's in a better place Always watching over us With God's amazing grace Jesse Cole MacArthur April 28, 2008

Stupid Boy
Stupid Boy lyrics Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind she laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess to build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She laid her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you

Today On World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge WRR PIMPOUT OF THE WEEK: LADY DI has until Sunday at Midnight EST to join the World Rock Radio Lounge for 20,000 fubux!!! If you know Lady Di, make sure you join the lounge & tell her about this bulletin. When she joins before Sunday at Midnight EST and let's us know you sent her, she gets 20,000 fubux & you receive 5000 fubux!!! 10:00AM EST For requests, hit me up on yahoo at sweetnloveable35 Click banner to visit Kazz's MySpace page! 12:00PM EST (Noon) For requests, hit me up on yahoo at jrmoose75

Tuesday All Day Rate A Thon
YESTURDAY I HAD SO MUCH FUN GIVING AWAY FUBUCKS AND MAKING PEOPLE THEIR OWN ID'S AND OR COLLAGES WELL TODAY I AM GOING TO MAKE IT MORE FUN! THOSE THAT RATE THIS FOLDER 11'S WILL GET 10,000 FUBUCKS THOSE THAT RATE THIS FOLDER 10'S WILL RECEIVE 5,000 FUBUCKS PRIVATE MESSAGE ME WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED. THE FOLDER WILL OPEN AT 9 A.M. FUBAR TIME...12 P.M. EASTERN TIME THIS FOLDER ONLY OPENS DURING HAPPY HOURS AND THE HAPPY HOURS ARE RUNNING ALL DAY TODAY! AS FAR AS THE ID'S GO! I LOVE MAKIN THEM IT IS NO PROBLEMS.... WHEN YOU PRIVATE MESSAGE ME THAT YOU HAVE RATED ALL 100 PICTURES IN THIS FOLDER, PLEASE FILL FREE TO ADD WHAT YOU LIKE SPORTS, NATURE, WOMEN, MEN, LIQUOR. I LIKE TO CREATE THE ID'S BASED ON ONES OWN PERSONALITY! I LOVE DOING THIS AND I HAVE FUN! THIS IS THE LINK TO GET TO THE FOLDER THIS LINK IS JUST TO MY BEAUTIFUL PROFILE PAGE LOL Mystical Dreamzzzz@ fubar

Good Thinking...
A DAMN FINE EXPLANATION The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me -- a faithful wife, the mother of your children! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away!" And the husband replied, "Hang on just a minute, love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed," but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home, and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days. So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. T

Hello
I know cheesy, but life is cheesy sometimes. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I've been alone with you inside my mind And in my dreams I've kissed your lips a thousand times I sometimes see you pass outside my door Hello, is it me you're looking for? I can see it in your eyes I can see it in your smile You're all I've ever wanted, (and) my arms are open wide 'Cause you know just what to say And you know just what to do And I want to tell you so much, I love you ... I long to see the sunlight in your hair And tell you time and time again how much I care Sometimes I feel my heart will overflow Hello, I've just got to let you know 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder what you do Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you? Tell me how to win your heart For I haven't got a clue But let me start by saying, I love you ... Hello, is it me you're looking for? 'Cause I wonder where you are And I wonder

Support Our Troops
You stay up for 16 hours.He stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists...You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes. He wears the same things for weeks, but makes sure his weapons are clean.You go to the mall and get your hair redone.H

Today... Finally Here
I know when i say this some of you will laugh; but today is the day i meet my other half. Maitre doux's heart sings to my heart; & if one believes as i do in such a thing, then i have found my soul mate and from HIM never will i part; O/our hearts beat as one.... with my long lost love, for me new life has begun! **************************************************** i am eagerly awaiting 3 o'clock my LOVE.... i cannot wait to be able to reach out and feel YOU there as W/we gaze into each other's eyes...to be able to breathe YOU in....for O/our lips to enjoy each other's taste...for the warmth of YOUR breath on my neck....mmmmmmm W/we have been waiting so long for this moment in time. i adore YOU MAITRE doux...YOU are my everything.

New To The Site? Need Help? Read This
this was a bulletin made by one of our awesome bouncers I felp i just had to place it in my help blogs :) The FuBar Bible Have site questions? If you have any further questions...check out the FuBar Support lounge. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=50643 Or...message one of our site bouncers. :) http://www.fubar.com/help.php We look forward to making your experience on FuBar a positive one. ~RaZoR~ FuBar Bouncer

What?
Last nights dream started out with me running. I have no real idea where to because I ran and ran as fast as I could then the dream jumped. I think I was running to the accident scene from the dream the night before, but I don't know. When the dream jumped I'm in my room. Laying on my bed is a pair of my black thong panties, matching black bra, and knee high socks. Next to them is one of my ball gags, blindfold, shock dog collar - but no remote, pair of my police style handcuffs, and a pair of my police style leg cuff. He's be in my house, my room, hell he's even found my hiding place. I feel violated, Then I remember that he emptied everything out of my cell. I think, actually I bet the download it all first. Now that makes me feel violated. I pick up the panties, thinking at least he has good taste. Under it is 3 pictures, 3 girls all are freshmen cheerleaders. Damn, I don't hardly know them, leave the out of this I think. I find myself doing homework. Hell I have no

Divorce Letter
Dear wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it. These last 2 weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn't even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you're cheating on me oryou don't love me anymore; whatever! the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. don't try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life! Dear Ex-Husband Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter. It's true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you've be

Updates For Tuesday 4/29
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: MASTER Cain ~Demon Crew Co-Founder-Master to Blood Vixen~He needs 2,195,195 points to GodFather!! We also have two unofficial giveaways going on at the moment. DJ Yummy needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP or Blast and Ashley needs 3,500 comments in one week for a Bling Pack Since round 2 of the Battle of the Sexes has not started yet please help them out with some comments as much as possible! These are unofficial giveaways so you are not obligated to help, but it would be nice. If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help!

The Wild Wild Westmar Show - Live April29th
Holy crap! No, your eyes do not deceive you. The gang will return tonight, finally, for a LIVE Wild Wild Westmar Show. The crew hasn't done a 3-hour show together since January, so they'll have plenty to say! Be there TONIGHT....6 PM Central... And if you can't make it when The WWW Show airs tonight, be sure to download and listen to the replay when you have time later in the week at www.kchost.net. And, of course, the podcast is still available on iTunes or on your cellular phone at 209-320-8938! You can hear and learn more about The Wild Wild Westmar Show on at http://www.kchost.net/

Help Me Out Please...
HELLO MY FRIENDS, I NEED HELP ADDING MORE PICS, COULD SOMEONE HELP ME OUT, IF YOU WANT TO SEE MORE PICS, PLEASE VIP ME, PLEASE, HUGSSSSSSSSSSSS, I CANT ADD ANYMORE PICS.....SHOW ME SOME FUBAR LOVE, THANKS......

Mistake ?
What if I said I made a mistake ? Threw away this chance , and walked away . What if Im wrong , and this isn't whats right . What if I get to close to you , use to sleeping by you at night . Then out of the blue you change your mind . Then what ? Where does that leave me , On the outside in love , Unable to see . I just don't think thats where I want to be . Id rather not try , Than get to attached , just to care to much , and not get it back . Maybe thats part of the gamble , Part of the game , And half the fun , Is just to get to play ? See I don't know anymore , I cant really be sure , I just know what I know , That theres just no cure , For love unrequited , and I'll feel like a fool , Should the situation arise , Where this becomes true . Theres a part of me that just wants to ask , But I dont want to seem pushy , Then the other side , feels like Im wasting my time ,

Remember Kelsey 4/30
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: JadedAngel Date: Apr 28, 2008 12:27 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: MOM ON A MISSION FOR 3 MISSING CHICAGO KIDSDate: Apr 28, 2008 12:09 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: PRECIOUS ANGEL, BABY LANDON 06/27/07 - 01/06/08Date: Apr 28, 2008 1:52 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: ~Salie~Loves her boy Robbie 4ever!~Date: Apr 28, 2008 12:01 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: God's Littlest AngelsDate: Apr 28, 2008 7:08 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: HOPE~ FIGHTING FOR MY DAUGHTER~Date: Apr 28, 2008 12:26 AMI HOPE RAYE DAWN ROTS IN PRISON.SHE SAW THE BRUISES AND THE BROKEN BONES AND DID NOTHING,SHE IS JUST AS GUILTY AS HER MAN...I HOPE RAYE DAWN NEVER IS ABLE TO WALK IN ARE WORLD AGAIN OR HAVE ANY MORE CHILDREN.....LETS ALL TAKE TIME TO REMEMBER SWEET KELSEY,----------------- Bulletin Mess

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Adam Yauch From Beastie Boys, Lazlow And Grand Theft Auto 4 - Out Today! New O&a Podcast, Old School O&a, Animation Fe
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (It's Don West selling all kinds of sports oddities...BE DIALING!) Happy Tuesdee, folks... TuesDEE, as it were. We've got Adam Yauch from the BEASTIE BOYS coming in to talk about his new documentary Gunnin' for That #1 Spot. Also checking in today will be our pal Lazlow, to talk about Grand Theft Auto 4. ...and speaking of GTA4... Opie and Anthony Staff in Grand Theft Auto IV: Today is the big day, kids!!As you have heard by now, the crew of the O&A Show offered up their voices for the new Grand Theft Auto IV, which is the most visually impressive, exciting game we have EVER seen! It's available TODAY... Click the GTA4 box to order it online! Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton

Bi Does Not Equal Confused...
..or does it? I'm actually starting to wonder that myself right now. I have "labeled" myself as bisexual because I do enjoy sex with both males and females, but does that mean I'm just "more fun" as some put it or confused? I really don't know. Right now it is really tough because I can only indulge in the male side of my sexuality. I do not know any other bi/lez girls to hang out with. So, I'm forced to just be "straight". This leaves me feeling unfulfilled. But I worry that even when I do get to date a girl that I will still feel the same way because there is more that I want. How does one resolve this? I really wish I knew... I guess I didn't have a point for this blog.. just needed to get it outta my head.

Just A Biker
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant when you saw my bike parked out front. But you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But you didn't see me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But you didn't see me and my f riends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our leather jackets and gloves. But you didn't see me and my brothers donate our old o

Show My Owner Some Love....
Come check out my Owner and show her some love..... ~¢¾~TEXAS TWISTER~¢¾~MY HEART BELONGS TO IRON MOUNTAINMAN!@ fubar Brought to you by....... Syr.DaemonChilde* Shadow Sliders*~* Members of Dark*~~FuHubby and R/L BF to Angeltears916@ fubar

I Went To A Party Mom
I went to a party, And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom,< BR>so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm sure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tel l si

Are Nanobots On Their Way?
US researchers have built a proto-prototype nano assembler The first real steps towards building a microscopic device that can construct nano machines have been taken by US researchers. Writing in the peer-reviewed publication, International Journal of Nanomanufacturing from Inderscience Publishers, researchers describe an early prototype for a nanoassembler. In his 1986 book, The Engines of Creation, K Eric Drexler set down the long-term aim of nanotechnology - to create an assembler, a microscopic device, a robot, that could construct yet smaller devices from individual atoms and molecules. For the last two decades, those researchers who recognized the potential have taken diminutive steps towards such a nanoassembler. Those taking the top-down approach have seen the manipulative power of the atomic force microscope (AFM), a machine that can observe and handle single atoms, as one solution. Those taking the bottom-up approach are using chemistry to build molecular machinery.

Carrots, Eggs, & Coffee!
A carrot, an egg, and a cup of coffee...You will never look at a cup of coffee the same way again. A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up, She was tired of fighting and struggling. It seemed as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to boil. In the first she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans. She let them sit and boil; without saying a word. In about twenty minutes she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, ' Tell

Think About This...
Think about this... ~ If I happened to show up on your doorstep crying, would you care? ~ If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? ~ If I had one day left, to live my life would you be part of that last day? ~ If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? Do you know what the relationship is between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, and life is like hell without FRIENDS.

Not Confused ...
Ok with the most awesome help from Big Papi Smurf ... I found out why my old ID was deleted, because my camera's save point was via CS2 ... so now that that is fixed I have been VARIFIED!!! Approaved 04/29/2008 04:14 am Papi ... YOU RAWK! xoxoxo

50 Lies & Counting
This is a guy that wants to run our country 50 Lies & Counting: Posted on Political forum.com - Elections & Campaigns 1.) "Selma Got Me Born"-LIAR, your parents felt safe enough to have you in 1961 - Selma had no effect on your birth, as Selma was in 1965. 2.) "My Father Was A Goat Herder"-LIAR, he was a privileged, well educated youth, who went on to work with the Kenyan Government. 3.) "My Father Was A Proud Freedom Fighter"-LIAR, he was part of one of the most corrupt & violent governments Kenya has ever had. 4.) "My Family Has Strong Ties To African Freedom"-LIAR, your cousin Raila Odinga has created mass violence in an attempt to overturn a legitimate election in 2007, in Kenya . It is the first widespread violence in decades. 5.) "My Grandmother Has Always Been A Christian"-LIAR, she does her daily Salat prayers at 5am according to her own interviews. Not to mention, Christianity wouldn't allow her to have been one of 14 wives to 1 man. 6.) "My Name

"meet Me In The Stairwell"
You say you will never forget where you were when you heard the news On September 11, 2001. Neither will I. I was on the 110th floor in a smoke filled room with a man who called his wife to say 'Good-Bye.' I held his fingers steady as he dialed. I gave him the peace to say, 'Honey, I am not going to make it, but it is OK..I am ready to go.' I was with his wife when he called as she fed breakfast to their children. I held her up as she tried to understand his words and as she realized he wasn't coming home that night. I was in the stairwell of the 23rd floor when a woman cried out to Me fo r help. 'I have been knocking on the door of your heart for 50 years!' I said. 'Of course I will show you the way home - only believe in Me now.' I was at the base of the building with the Priest ministering to the injured and devastated souls. I took him home to tend to his Flock in Heaven. He heard my voice and answered. I was on all four of those planes, in every seat

A Heart
It's the heart afraid of breaking, Broken heart emoticon That never learns to dance It's the dream afraid of waking, That never takes a chance. It's the one who won't be taken You can not seem to give And the soul afraid of dying That never learns to live. Now ... When the night has been too lonely And the road has been too long And you think that health is only For the lucky and the strong ... Just remember, in the winter Far beneath the bitter snow, Lies a seed that with the Son's love, Sun emoticon In the spring, becomes a ROSE!

Life
Faced with all my demons, equiped with a loaded gun, full of hope and idealistic thoughts. This kind of hope runs deep and leaves just as quick as quick as my understanding of how I should Love Life. I had it all, I said I was gunna go far, Now the greater is reduced small, As I drive in my car listening to the beat of this drum. Beating into my heart, into my soul. Why can't life be so simple and full of happiness. Rather than reaching this dead end Trying to hide from my fears. I gave up the search! Realizing, that the road ahead is full of endless hurt. Slowly, but surely it all ends... My dreams, My hopes, My ambitions They all seem so unreachable... So I walk this road, trippin on my untied loose ends. I stop to re-tie them for the first time... And there she is tying her own laces. Our eyes meet and we are both taken back. She smiles and I blush, then it hits me in the face like a bucket of grey ice water... She's the one, so I smile back. We

Yay First Time Here!
So this is not my first time to this site but it's my first time posting on this site. I am totally excited about it! I constantly hear good things and I'm anxious to try it out and see how it works out!

I Wish I Had That Kind Of Money!
I was just checking to see when Happy Hour was today. I noticed that there is someone who has about $3,000 worth of Happy Hours running between now and Monday. I wish I had the money to just throw away like that. But then, if I had $3,000 available, I'd probably be buying plane tix to go visit some people, lol!!!

Love
When you find true love, how do you know its true? How do you know your not dreaming? How do you know they feel the same when they say it? Should you just believe them or wonder? I believe I have found the one for me. Now keeping them with me is the hard part. I get to be myself, I do me. I don’t have to pretend I’m someone else. And I don’t have to be afraid. I don’t have to worry about them getting pissed at the littlest thing. When you find true love, you smile and blush everytime your around them or talking to them or just getting a message from them telling you "Have a good day". You get butterflies in the pit of your stomach just thinking of them. So I believe when you find true love you know it and you would go to any extent to help them and to keep them happy.

Lmaoo New Anti - Love/lust Shot , Check It Out!
MEDICAL BREAKTHROUGH!!IT'S AMAZING!! FIRST EVER TO GET NEW ANTI-LOVE SHOT!!JADE SAYS SHE'LL NEVER GO BACK! A Beverly Hills woman, 40 year old Jade (last name not provided), is the first American to receive a new vaccine developed by Whittier Labs, a Florida research facility. Dubbed "the Marriage Vaccine", Whittier Labs is quick to point out that the breakthrough, whose chemical trade name is "nyetsx4moi", is not really a vaccine at all, but rather a chemical which, when injected intramuscularly, inhibits a person's interest in the opposite sex. "What nyetsx4moi actually does," says company spokesperson Deborah Viccors, "is totally negate the body's automatic responses to the opposite sex. Men can take it, and so can women. In effect, it makes the opposite sex virtually invisible to the user. What I mean is, the user of this drug will view persons of the opposite sex as though they were persons of the same sex---there will be no sexual or romantic interest at all."

Still Raining ....
It is still raining here! Allegedly this is the last day of rain until Sunday. We will see ... I was checking the weather for NJ, and it looks like it is going to be raining Thursday through Monday! I am going to be soaked and miserable all weekend. :( I can still hope that the forecast will change by Friday.

Ms. Dupre And Other Issues...
Trash day…normally is Wednesday in our neighborhood. Apparently though not on MSN. Good Morning. I am sure you have seen video footage of Eliot Spitzer’s little reason for resigning. The numerous pictures and interviews and comments from all over and back and no doubt heard his replacements accusations of his wild past and perhaps present too. Today or perhaps this week the little reason Eliot left office decided to bring suit to founder of the “GIRLS GONE WILD” Video and Adult site owner Joe Francis. Apparently Ms. Ashley Alexandra Dupre claims she was under age when she signed a waver while drunk at 17 in Miami for her video release. Hmmm wait while I get my violin tuned up here… Ok, all tuned up… Ms. Dupre feels her age of 17 constitutes not beling legally old enough to sign a binding contract. I think Ms. Dupre should get all that is coming to her. I mean, she was no doubt part of the main reason Mr. Spitzer resigned and was ok with her actions in that predicament. I just cringe w

Certains Truths
Surprised CBS let hi m get away with this even though he's right Right on, Andy Rooney ! Andy Rooney said on '60 Minutes' a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers.. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the United Caucasian College Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, which is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE ? I think that if you feel homosexuali

Evrythin' About Eminem ,, True Fan
Marshall Bruce Mathers III (born October 17, 1972),[1] better known by his stage name Eminem, is an Academy Award-[2] and multiple Grammy Award-winning American rap artist. Eminem is one of the highest-selling musicians of the early 2000s. He has sold over seventy million albums worldwide, and is one of the highest-selling rap artists of all time. Eminem was discovered by rapper and producer Dr. Dre, who later signed Eminem to his record label, Aftermath Entertainment. Eminem signed to Aftermath Entertainment/Interscope Records in 1998 and released The Slim Shady LP, which went triple platinum by the end of the year. In 2000, he released The Marshall Mathers LP, and sold two million copies. The Eminem Show was released in 2002 and sold one million copies in its first week. Eminem released his fourth album, Encore, in 2004, which also went on to become another successful album for the rapper. Background information Birth name- Marshall Bruce Mathers III Also known as-

The Little Secret
I have a little scecret... Most people don't know.... But for the ones that do, They don't talk about it... They leve it unmentioned... So I won't have to talk... ~~~~ For the people that see me every day... And always think I'm ok... cuz I put up a front... I smile and say "hi".... I talk and I walk... But sometims you'll notice... Sometimes even on hot days.. I'll be wearing long sleves... Now I don't... ~and~ Never do want you too think.. """Oh she just wants attion, That's why she dose it, Thats why she cuts.." AND """"NO"""" IM NOT SUICIDEL SO DONT WORRIE I will tell you stright up, I don't do it to die, All my docters know that,, I do it to well.............. Thats hard to explane ... But if u really want to no me.. My secret run deeper than many no.. ~~AND~~ "please I beg you dont go freak out i dont do it evey day i just finly sat down and wrote it the way i want it..... will keep going...I'll keep adding...

Be
You have to be perfect. Or you're nothing. Right? I wonder where I heard that. Was it you, was it me? Does it even matter. If you're not someone... who are you? What can you do alone what can you do for us? and why do I keep asking the same fucking questions. Singing the same stupid songs. Playing the same stupid girls. That's not fair... you're not playing anyone you do it to yourself. You put them through that just to pick your own scabs. You're sick kid and that bottle of false gods you keep behind the nightstand isn't going to pull your head out of your ass. I don't want to be here. I never did. Walking that hardwood stage taking that lambskin from a man I've never seen. I don't want to be here. I don't want to make you think I'm a good kid. I don't want to thank you. I don't want to shake your hand. I didn't want to get out of bed today. And come to your office. I didn't want to write that paper. I didn't want to scratch that back. I

My 21st B-day Out On The Town With Voltaire
Ok, so last night, the 28th, a couple of my friends and I went out, in celebration of my 21st birthday, which was commencing just mere hours after we left. We went to this kickass nightclub downtown called Dante's. My friend invited me along weeks earlier, but wasn't aware my birthday being literally the same night. So, we get there, and OMFG, the house is fucking rocking. Two bands were playing that night. The first was Ego Likeness. They're a techno/industrial band that literally got the entire bar out of their seats and dancing. lol I told one of my buddies I felt like I was in the club scene from every Blade movie. Fantastic times. while they were playing, my buddy Mike got me a beer, and I had some. hell, it was quarter past midnight, I was legally 21 by then. I didn't drink much of it though, seeing that I still had to drive home. While we were shaking our asses, I kept bumping into hot goth chick after hot goth chick, and got some pics (alot of you KNOW my deep love of got

The Bumblebee
Some scientists and flight engineers tested the bumblebee about its ability to fly and concluded the following facts: The bumblebee has a weight of 1.4 gramm and its wings have an area of 0.7 square centimeters with a delay angle of 6 degree. Following the laws of physics and aerodynamic it is impossible to fly under these circumstances. You can even prove this easily by experiments in the wind tunnel. As a result of this, the bumblebee is not able to fly. But the bumblebee doesn’t know that – and the bumblebee just flies…

You.ll Shine My Little One...
You are not the only one Not the only star who will need to wait a little longer... There are billions of those stars who will have to wait a little longer But when they find the missing piece the final piece they've been lookin for they'll shine more than any other ever could! Oh, my little one you are not the only one Trust me when I tell you this When You find the missing piece you'll be happier than you could ever be The happiness that you will feel, it nearly makes you cry.... And It feels good oh it feels good The happiness will make you cry but it feels so good So don't worry young one, you're time will come...

No More Fun.
AIGHT, I THINK I'M GOING TO LEAVE THIS SITE. I DON'T KNOW, IT USED TO BE FUN. JUST SEEMS TO ME NO ONE CARES ABOUT FRIENDSHIP ON HERE ANYMORE. IT'S BECOME TO MUCH ABOUT POINTS, AND GIFTS, AND RESPONSE FROM OTHERS. IT'S NO LONGER SOCIAL NET WORKING. IT'S BECOME A GAME, AND IN ALL HONESTY, I'M TIRED OF PLAYING IT. I DON'T LIKE THE MUMMS ANYMORE BECAUSE ALL IT IS IS YELLING AT PEOPLE OVER WHAT THEY HAVE TO SAY. THE BULLETINS HAVE BECOME JUST THE COMMERCIALS OF WHORING ON THIS SITE. NEW PEOPLE HAVE NO CHANE OF EVER BEING HEARD OR ACKNOWLEDGED UNLESS THEY ARE A CELEBRITY OR A WHORE. THE SPOTLIGHTS CAN NEVER BE ONE BY ANYONE BUT THE TOP 25, AND UNLESS YOU HAVE A CREDIT CARD ALMOST NOTHING IS WORTH CARING ABOUT. MAYBE I'M JUST RANTING, OR MAYBE I'M JUST FUCKING DRUNK, BUT I DON'T SEE TH EPOINT OF THIS SITE ANYMORE. I LOVE MY 4 OR 5 REAL FRIENDS. GOOD TALKS, ACTUALLY LOVE, AND IDEAS. OTHER THEN THAT, IT'S JUST A WASTE OF TIME. HIT ME UP IF YOU GIVE A FUCK IF I STAY, OR AS IT TYPICALLY GOES JUST

I Believe You Humanoids Call These Things..."feelings"
Someone once told me that it was easier to get over things if you told someone about them. Well... writing a blog gives countless of people access to 'what I am feeling' and the way I see it, the more people you share with the quicker it will all go away. So this is a list of what I happen to be feeling: I feel like this is going to be a very depressing blog...and I'm not sorry for that. Its the truth, and I am never sorry for the truth. I feel abandoned by people who I thought loved me. Which leads to me feeling as though I am not worthy of being loved. I feel empty...because what should BE right now... us caught in the past...but still present in my mind every day. I feel that no one really cares. I feel like running away. I feel that I am done with love. I am done with trust. I am done with it all. I am not setting myself up to get hurt again. I just won't do it. I feel as though absolutely nothing I do can be done right. Something always has to go wrong.

Test Skin Box
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Vampires (r U One)
vampires (r u one)created with QuizFarm.com You scored as vampireyou should be a vampire! you love blood and darkness! go find yourself a vampire and get blooded right away! vampire 80%not a vampire 20%

Vampires Are Shiny
vampires are shinycreated with QuizFarm.com You scored as VAMPIRE'S ARE AWESOME!You live in a world surrounded by vampires. it must be fun. keep looking for vampires there may be hope for them yet. band together and help hunted vampires! VAMPIRE'S ARE AWESOME! 88%no such thing as vampires 25%vamires are ok... 25%

Lollipop Shop
Wanna hang out with the kewlest and sexiest people on fubar well come check out the Lollipop shop.The owner is on cam and the girls love new members even though we are new we are still looking for some new cool friends and members were drinks are served all night and people on webcam and dancing and a good time is always welcome 24/ give us a try.Click the sexy lollipop shop pic below to enter and give a us a try!!!

Thank God For Friends (not My Words, But So True)
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Sex
Answer this for the person who posted this send it back to them in a PRIVATE message and then repost it for yourself! 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to b in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/lick me ? Answer: 4. Would u sex me hard? Answer: 5. Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8. Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to have sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would

Just.
sometimes i hear him ask "why me?" sometimes i feel him wonder sometimes i see him question everything he does not know he cannot see he is more interested in hearing the right answer than asking the right question his smile is a warm and adorable thing his eyes are magic his mind is beautiful and brilliant i touch his heart and he touches mine i love his soul and he nourishes mine i hear his thoughts and he hears mine this man i love all of him and his heart is safe with me

Ode To The Wyrm
Ode to the Wyrm Step into the dark night alone For only then will you feel the true chill of the cold Through the door into life’s winter dreams Where only tales of sorrow and sadness are told When the last fleeting glimpse of summer has past And the Tree of Hope stands with branches bare The Path of the Dead is a trail of ice Leading to the mouth of the Dark Wyrm’s lair The Dreams of the Living lie piled as bone A testament to the hunger of the Beast Cold, dry, deformed by sorrow The sacraments of an unholy feast This is the home of the Lonely Heart In the icy chill of the Cold Wyrm’s breath The Temple of the Frozen Winter’s Night Where the only life therein is Death

Thank You
Thank you... Thank you... Thank you for what is so precious and dear For the comfort in your eyes, so tender and clear For the understanding caress you so freely share As, like a dream, you chased away my every care Thank you... Thank you for knowing what I needed so much The half-forgotten dream of a feminine touch And for giving to me what I so dearly miss The tender, sweet gift of a feathered kiss Again... Thank you

You Should Know.
My smiles reflect the love you give and continue to give me. My laughter carries all the joy you have shared with me. The sparkle in my eyes shines brighter with the thought of you in my life. I dream and dance and sing and love and share and learn and grow better because you are a part of my soul. When I think of how much I love you . . . . well you have not asked but the following is how you make me feel. This is not love in the meadows . . . it is love wherever, whatever, whenever. I feel like taking deeper breaths and trying to taste the air to make sure what I have is real. I feel like tossing my head back and laughing until I think I no longer can . . . and then doing it again. I feel like I was given a gift no one else in the world has . . . and although I want to share it . . . I want to keep it to myself even more. I feel like I would surely be dancing instead of walking should others not think me crazy. I feel safe in your arms . . . untouchable really. I feel

Boy Russ Is Having A Happy Hour!
Oh watch out Fubar! The ONE and ONLY Boy Russ is having his Happy Hour Saturday 9 a.m. PST! He is one of the COOLEST peeps on here and ALWAYS brings the FUNK, so show him some of that SEXY FU love we all know and HOOK HIM UP with all you got! He deserves ALL that and then SOME!!! boy russ@ fubar PLEASE REPOST!!! This has been another MILF production :-) The Baddest MILF® ~Chuckiiboo's MILFII POO@ fubar

*sigh*
I knew you were special when I looked into your eyes and you held me in your hands The clock spun backwards in time And I felt like a child At loss for words I mumbled But every syllable you clearly understood We took off our clothes And laid bare You whispered— "its okay, don't be scared" And all my fears quickly Evaporated into thin air That's when we made love For the first time And I wished the moment Would last for eternity So I tried to stay awake But my tired eyes caved in When I woke up I turned around But you were no longer there Thinking of you lonely tears no longer descend the hands of time turn backwards its nice to pretend and and feel like a child all over again thinking of you my heart blooms and the hands of time cradle me like a child Im floating on a cloud With a sign that reads "Please do not disturb" I think I will stay and dream for a while Sshhh—quiet please The baby is asleep

Simple Little Short Story - Part The Second
Love was never a problem between Rachel and Tommy. The dilema was with Tommy's job. Between the rotating shifts, double shifts, and unexpected six day workweeks, it was a miracle that Rachel saw her husband at all. Tommy was a shop lead, which meant arriving before everyone else and leaving after everyone else. This on top of everything else meant very little time to spend with Rachel. Despite her new promotion, Tommy's countless working hours still made him the bread winner. The two lovebirds met at a party. A coworker of Rachel's, naed Mark, introduced her to him. Mark and Tommy were best friends in highschool and both played on the football team. Rachel was slightly hesitant at first, due to Tommy's quiet and reserved nature. After a few short weeks however, she became very attracted to Tommy. He was not only physically attractive, but very much a gentleman. Soon dates turned into a relationship, and a relationship turned into marriage. Early in their m

~ Reason And Passion ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Reason and Passion ~ Your soul is oftentimes a battlefield, upon which your reason and your judgment wage war against passion and your appetite. Would that I could be the peacemaker in your soul, that I might turn the discord and the rivalry of your elements into oneness and melody. But how shall I, unless you yourselves be also the peacemakers, nay, the lovers of all your elements? Your reason and your passion are the rudder and the sails of your seafaring soul. If either your sails or our rudder be broken, you can but toss and drift, or else be held at a standstill in mid-seas. For reason, ruling alone, is a force confining; and passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction. Therefore let your soul exalt your reason to the height of passion; that it may sing; And let it direct your passion with reason, that your passion may live through its own daily resurrection, and like the phoe

Youll Love This
Jeff walks into a bar and sees his friend Paul slumped over the bar. He walks over and asks paul what's wrong. "Well," replies Paul, "You know that beautiful girl at work that I wanted to ask out, but I got an erection every time I saw her?" "Yes," replies Jeff with a laugh. "Well," says Paul, straightening up, "I finally worked up the courage to ask her out, and she agreed." "That's great!" says Jeff, "When are you going out?" "I went to meet her this evening," continues Paul, "but I was worried I'd get an erection again. So, I got some duct tape and taped "it" to my leg, so if I did, it wouldn't show". "Sensible" says Jeff." So I get to her door," says Paul, "and I rang her doorbell. She answered it in the sheerest, sexiest, dress you ever saw." "And what happened then?" "I kicked her in the face."

~ Faith In You ~
Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics ~ Faith In You ~ I don't have faith in technology, Even though we created it. All this stuff just breaks down anyway, And you can never get it fixed. But I do have Faith in You. I don't have Faith in politics, But I do believe in the will of the people. I don't know much about big time religion But I believe in the cross on the steeple. And I do have Faith in You. And after all this time the lie becomes the truth We traded in our innocence and sacrificed our youth. But you give me Your Love the one thing I can't lose You believed in me, And I still have Faith in You. The more I search for my significance, Seems the more I disappear. And I wonder, have I made a difference in anybody's life Since I've been here. And I can hear your laughter, it's the sweetest sound I've ever known. :) I don't know how love happens, But I know I'm not alone. And I do have Faith in You. And after all this time some

Battle Of The New Rock Music 04/28/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Monday 04/28/08.. Last Night It Was: Avenged Sevenfold - Afterlife (champion) V.S. Black Label Society - Death March(Challenger) The Vote Was Overwhelming 4 - 12 Black Label Society - Death March Blew out your Champion to take their title! They Will Return Tonight with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.

Just So You Know:)
I might be getting WITH someone named KEVIN from gr mi. NOT AN EX OF MINE. This is the good kevin. he makes me smile if you couldnt tell in the newest pictures.... Hes a nice nice guy and weve waited for a time to be together and it just so happens were single so idk we might in time just a forewarning. So there is a different between the GOOD kevin and BAD kevin!

Tryna Bee Like Me
This is to all the girls who tryna been like me... You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you can keep on watching me You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you [Ay] You you can keep on watching me Nichole: Look at me, I know I’m fly [fly] Look at me, you wanna be fly like I I’m the truth and the truth don’t lie (Natalie: Give me 10 feet chick) Now add another 5 If I had a stiff one You’d be all on that (Natalie: I’m on fire) I put hot on the map ‘Cause I be the one that you wanna be like(Oh oh oh oh oh) Yeah you wanna be like me Group: Everything she do is like me From her head to her feet, like me Tryna talk like me Tryna walk like me Trying to get all the boys in the club like me Everything she be is like me Tryna imitate me Tryna to look like me Trying to act like me Trying to get on the floor and shake her ass like me Chrystina: Look at me, you know I’m hot (know I’m hot) Look at me, bet you wish you had my spot (

Opportunity Knocked, And I Finally Answered The Door
Some of you know that I've been promoted at work. Which means I actually took advantage of an opportunity. An opportunity that has presented itself time and again over the past eight years. What opportunity, you may ask? It's to edit and lead the North Central News, a weekly newspaper that is published within our same company that produces the paper I have served for nine years – the Northeast Herald. All here in the Alamo City area. Going from staff writer to what a college adviser had half-jokingly called me eons ago ("glorified staff writer) in some respects won't be much of a significant change. Save for the welcome pay increase and slightly altered schedule. And the idea that I no longer must attend so many government meetings week after week after week. And I would actually have to manage a reporter rather than be held accountable to another editor. It's a daunting challenge, no doubt, but nothing with which I'm not familiar. I've edited before in college and even launched

This Time Of Year...
This weekend was so rough for me. On the 25th, it was two years that my Mom passed away, and that took a lot out of me. I miss her so much. And this weekend was the year anniversary that my ex came to visit me before she moved here from Ohio to be with me. Now she is gone. DAMN I miss her! We met on this site and I still cry over her. How sad is that?

My Sunshine
my sunshine, my sunshine is someone like you, who is there at night, who is there in the morning, my sunshine is someone like you, who puts thier feelings aside, to make other poeple smile, My sunshine is someone like you, who makes work happy, who makes life happy, My sunshine is someone like you, its not the sun shinning bright, its your smile on a cloudy day, My sunshine is someone like you, someone worth living for, someone i care for, My sunshine is someone like you. by bedrock

Forever
When I think of you I think of how my dearest dream came true You mean the world to me How much I love you too You'll always be my one true love Forever in my heart The feelings that I feel for you I can't begin to even start My love for you is so strong My love for you is real My love for you is something I never thought I'd feel I think of you when we're together Even when apart No matter where you are You're always in my heart I want to make you happy I just want you to see I hope that we're together forever You and me

A Novelty?
A friend on MySpace sent me a message saying that she finds my personality interesting and creative blah blah blah and that I'm not the usual type of guy that she comes across.This got me doing some thinking.I've been attracting women who,for one reason or another,have said kind of expressed the same thing.Not directly but I can tell..shit,come to think of it,I would not have initially approached them.Not because they are unattractive,but because I think that they think that I'm not their type. In the last two years,I've switched gears in terms of the type of women I'd want to date. Prior to that,I went by physical beauty,then personality.After a while I let that go 'cause I got tired of stuck up women who had not much personality behind the looks...in my opinion.I think women who have a personality that matches their looks are few and far in between.I believe they are out there but I'm not one to spend a lot of energy looking for them.Now I'll go for above average looking woman aka

Fangry
i'm so damned FANGRY this afternoon... as some of you know i'm currently doing a child care course... anyways one of the other students was trying to be a little miss smartarse this morning & decided to call me a bad mother... man did she get my goat up... if she had been sitting a little bit closer she'd have made very good friends with my right hook... i was very quick to let her know in very uncertain terms that she's never to call me a bad mother again as she's not one herself & therefore doesn't have the personal experience to back it up... plus the fact that Taylah is almost 13yrs old means i must be doing a pretty good job... the rest of that class was very quiet which was nice for a change LOL & she also didn't have the guts to turn up for this afternoons class... anyways that's my bitch for a while LOL !!!!UPDATE!!!! stupid little cow tried to deny ever calling me a bad mother while i was at school today... ha good try considering about 6 other people in the class heard

For Mr.ben
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Doc Says Brain Vs. Heart.
Doc says Brain Vs. Heart. She's pretty damn smart, so we listen. I say 'I feel' not 'I think.' Dude. SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssssself expression is really just a funny copout for the way you want everybody around you to notice you. Even if the thing you want them to see is that you don't want them to see you. So in a sense the only way to beat irony is to be ironic and that makes us all pretty fucking weak in the long run, and the only way to undermine the laws is to set up your own for somebody else to break and piss you off. It's not a cycle but it happens over and over. So we talk about it like it's how it is, but the way we say it is is never how it is. So we're stuck pretending we have every intention to figure ourselves out. When in truth you're glazed over staring at the monitor screen where your life flashes by pointing and drooling as you try to tell the difference between your image of you, the real image of you, and the image of you t

Thank You So So Very Much!!!!
I FINALLY GOT BACK TO FU-QUEEN!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING MY 1ST HH SINCE GETTING DELETED SOO GREAT!! I START MOVING TOMORROW SO I WILL NOT BE ON VERY MUCH THE NEXT COUPLE DAYS I LOVE YOU ALL!!! NEXT STOP GODMOMMA!!! LOL!!! I ENTERED A GIVEAWAY FOR A BLING PACK NOT THINKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT I WOULD BE SOO BUSY MOVING SO IF YOU'D BE WILLING TO HELP OUT I ONLY NEED 3,500 COMMENTS IN STEPHANIE LYNN'S GIVEAWAY TO GET IT MESSAGE ME FOR A LINK TO HELP! ALSO THE PERSON THAT HELPS ME THE MOST ON IT WILL GET A OFFICIAL FUBAR BLING OR A PENGY BLING TO THANK THEM!!! XOXO THANK YOU AGAIN EVERYONE I DEEPLY APPRECIATE ALL YOUR HELP!!! *BIG HUGS* ~*TinkerbellMN84*~@ fubar

The Shower
The Shower Trembling there in the nice hot shower, Hands bound above as you surrender all power, Steam rolls as hot water cascades down your skin, Excitement building now, wondering when he will begin. Hearing the curtain open, but not turning around, Still facing the wall, just like you were bound, The cool air sends a shiver through the depths of you, Awaiting his pleasures, and all that he will do to you. Jumping a bit at the first touch of his cool hand, But still eager for what your Master has planned Feeling his fingers tracing down to the small of your back, Wanting to feel oh so much more, but fearing to ask. Releasing the tension as your shoulders he kneads, Trembling with pleasures, becoming weak in the knees, Fingers digging into the tight muscles up there, Pain mixed with the pleasure, both equally shared. Hands are now tracing the length of your sides, All the way down to the top of your thighs, From your lips a soft moan does now escape, T

Does She Know
Does she know how the world is different since we met? Can she see this shiny new creation that appeared with her? Does she know that I think of her continuously? That sometimes I can't sleep for fear of missing her. Does she feel my heart beat for her and her alone? Sometimes it does so loudly I think she could hear it regardless of the distance. Does she trust the words I tell her? They are only words but they are all I have to give to her. Can she trust her heart although we have never met? My heart has been hers for as long as I can remember. Can she see that I will never mislead her? That I will give every minute of my life to make her happy. Does she know that I love her?

Sex Story #11
JUST ANOTHER SEX STORY.....I LOVE TO WRITE, WHEN I HAVE THE TIME, OR IS THAT WHEN I AM IN THE MOOD, LOL.....IT'S NOT TO ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, JUST FUN......WITH MY WILD IMAGINATION, LOL..... SEX STORY 11 I close my eyes and almost feel you, and how you would touch me.....kiss me so deep and passionately.....removing my clothing very slowly so ur finger tips can softly touch my skin, brush across my bra as u lift it up over my head.....turn me around, as ur lips gently touch my skin and my neck, unbuttoning my bra one latch at a time, kissing my back while removing my bra slowly.....slowly letting the straps fall over my shoulders and down my arms....u stand over me, your hands rubbing my shoulders, down my arms, u r kissing my neck, my shoulders, looking down to see my big huge breasts......your hands cup them, nipples in between your finger and thumb, u pinch and roll them.....I let out a gasp of air, my head back on your chest....our mouths meet, tongue gliding

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Last Fokkin Time I Post This
HEY FAM,FRIENDZ,AND FANZ I DECIDED THAT SINCE MY BIRTHDAY IS IN MAY I'M GUNNA HOLD AN AUCTION "BOSSLADY'S BIRTHDAY AUCTION" . SO HERES THE DEAL,I HAVEN'T CHARGED FOR PREVIOUS ONES BUT THIS TIME I AM. THE ENTRY FEE IS GOING TO BE $25,OOO FU-BUX . THE RULEZ WILL BE AS FOLLOWS: ** PLEASE READ IN FULL** ~~ I WANNA START MAY 9 @ 12 PM EST AND WILL END MAY 23 @ 12 PM EST ~~~ SO PLEASE JOIN ME IN THIS :) 1. MUST HAVE AT LEAST 1 SALUTE PICTURE ( PLEASE SEND SFW PIC, YOUR $25K ENTRY FEE, AND YOUR OFFER TO ME VIA FU-MAIL,LINK IS BELOW. THERE WILL BE AUCTION TAGZ MADE SO I NEED THEM A.S.A.P. PLEASE ! ) 2. NO DRAMA OR YOU WILL BE KICKED OUT OF AUCTION AND NO FEE RETURNED. 3.AUCTIONEES:ONLY OFFER WHAT U CAN BACK UP. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OFFERS/BIDS THAT DON'T GET PAID OUT. 4. BIDDERS: PLEASE DO NOT OFFER WHAT YOU CAN'T BACK UP, BECAUSE IF YOU DO THERE WILL BE BULLETIN AND BLOGS ABOUT IT. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR ANY OFFERS/BIDS THAT DON'T GET PAID OUT.

The True Begining
the beginning not sure where it starts to tell the truth but ill start where anything can from the first moment. Necro's...little is known about this tribe. cant really call them a tribe since there are so few of them. Mostly men, they are mainly for higher mercs able to be owned by the highest bidder. Cold ,heartless monster that roam in search of something that can never find. There is never enuff whiskey to cure there thirst. Never enuff women to core ther lust. If they can ever find a women willing to bed with them. They travel all over the worlds in huge ships full of all types of weapons, art, riches that they have collected as payment for there deeds.Deeds most men never dream of doing for fear of there souls ending in damnation for all of times. The most unspeakable crimes they do for riches. Some say that the one thing they do makes them monsters. Others say they are the unholy spawn of something much worst then anything to ever have lived. After they have killed

Blind
Blind to who I am blind to what I see blind to what I want blind to what I need Blind to any sense... showing him the the way Blind enough to make me not want to stay I've done all I can done holding your hand for I can see as far as my mind allows me it sets me free for a moment I realize everything I can be... and I'm going before you know it you won't remember me. (a juvenille poem, I know, but mine, none the less...)

Do You Want To Own Me
¢¾starting today and and ending wed. at 1200 midnight est. time i will be up for sell¢¾ come check me out and place your bidmin bid 100k, fubucks only WINNER WILL RECEIVE THERE NAME IN MY TITLE FOR 1 MONTH OR LONGER,EVERY PIC'S, BLOG, STASH ITEMS, A 10 ONE BLING PACK, PIMPED OUT BULLETIN, A LINK TO THEM ON MY SITE FOR A MONTH, MY YAHOO NAME, THERE VERY OWN ALBUM WITH 10 PHOTO'S OF THERE CHOICE AND ACCESS TO MY SPECIAL ALBUM AND 50 10'S A DAY just click on my pic to place your bid i><

Is Life Funny
life is funny when you're out getting high, looking in from upside down face first into the light....nothing to stop you, no need to fight just let it be, float right by..time stopped by the light will soon turn dark...then time back to where we began..before we got high and back into life...funny or not its just life

A Poem
How The Carnival Changed My Life Since kindergarten I hated school and started to slack. All the kids I called friends always stabbed me in the back. So confused and so lost. I was a loner and a rebel without a cause. Yeah I was that kid that was picked on. Walking around with no where to belong. I didn’t give a fuck, and it felt like no one gave a fuck about me. Deep inside I was someone different than others could see. Getting older only made everything worse. I would blame God for putting me on this hell of an earth. I never had something special to call my own. Mostly, I would chill in my bedroom, depressed at home. Looking back now, I can see. I belonged to a different kind of family. I found psychopathic music that lit up my soul. I would listen to it as I blazed up a bowl. One day I woke up with this feeling I couldn’t deny. It was the Carnival’s message from deep inside. The Dark Carnival called upon me to decide.

Thoguht For The Day Monday 04/28/2008
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "And a night overcast draws to a close with no redemption of this soul. Once again, the dark swallows me into its breast with its nefarious ways and vexes this mind. none see the whole man, for they do not look. Eyes blinded by their own unceasing platitudes, only in the end to find truth in honesty of heart. The end, clearly ahead mine awaits. The shadow beckons, the cold draws near and I know not, peace. Long for it I must and to aspire with it in oneness, my tears fall for. This face, covered in the passion of a soul discarded, a spirit broken." ©2008 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Publishing