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Life Scars us all. Some people wear them on the outside, others hide them on the inside, but no one escapes unscathed. ~ Thorin Stick to your guns. Stand up for what you believe. You may not gain acceptance, but you will gain respect. ~ Thorin (Thank you Lucky for enlightening me and letting me steal these from your page.)

Dark Side!!!!
Demons have control of me They pull me down, into the Abyss Into this Hell I shall burn Into the Lake of Fire I will return. Heaven doesn't want me. To me it's all a big fucking lie. Can't wait to get rid of these feelings deep inside. Want to let this shit out but something's holding me back. Satan, The Antichrist, call me what you please. Get in front of me slave! Bow down to your knees. I will be the Prince of Darkness. You will see you will not want to fuck with me. You wish to join me go right ahead, For some people you're better off dead. Go home and whine to your families. There will be no escape, your soul will be mine, mine to take. Satan, The Antichrist, call me what you please. Get in front of me Slave! Bow down to your knees. I will be the Prince of Darkness. You will see you will not want to fuck with me. Satan, my master, I will ride. Ride out into the Moonlight. A sword by my side on my horse black as night. Wasting all who oppose me. I

New Here,..this Is About Me For Ya'll That Wana Know.
ok well i'm mike,..i'm on active duty in the indiana army national guard. I've been on active duty since 2005. I am going through a divorce. so i concider myself single yet I wont do anything till the divorce is finnal. Not out of respect for my soon to be divorced wife,..but out of respect for myself. right now i'm in nineveh indiana. I am loving life,..i plan on going to Mayday,..just bought tickets. Also going to Mayhem, xfest and family values tour. i love music,.any kinda,..i prefer the hard rock/metal and hippyish music such as ben harper dave matthews an so on. oh well anyquestions as me,..i'm a fun guy and looking for new things. I'm strait,..i'll be friends with anyone even if ya a guy. i'm a good friend. I lvoe to listen to others. I plan on becoming a social worker.

Alligator-for Caty
Primal Energies The Crocodile or Alligator totem contains the unbridled creative forces of the world, the fury and ferocity of Primal Energies. It is the symbol of creation and destruction. The Crocodile or Alligator is the keeper and protector of all knowledge. She is the primal mother in whom all knowledge rests and waits to be born. People with a Crocodile or Alligator totem have the opportunity to develop new wisdom but they must be careful not to be consumed by this wisdom. Study each bit of knowledge carefully before going on to the next. Care of the eyes is important for Crocodile or Alligator people. Also beneficial are breathing techniques like those practiced in Yoga. When a Crocodile or Alligator shows up look for an opportunity to touch very primal energies. There will be an opportunity for new knowledge and wisdom.

Spirit Of Black Panther
Role ~Prophet~ Lesson: Reclaiming Power Element: Fire/Water Wind: West ~The Quest Within~ Medicine: Shapeshifting Shadows dripping in silver light cast from an illusive moon, stir, then magically still, leaving doubts adrift in the mind of the observer . . . was there movement of shadow within shadow, or only the illusion of such, like breath caught on a summer breeze? Sister of Artemis, and Guardian of the Gateway between the Known and the Unknown, you prowl the Night, bearing witness to the blackness that exists before the dawning of morning Light. Blazing eyes pierce the veil of darkness of Forgotten Realms, to bring Consciousness to the Unconscious. To follow your sleek and silent form as it glides as a spectral mist through the night, is to face the deepest fears that prowl the jungles of the Human Mind. When we learn to move as you move, through those overgrown and tangled vines, we come to understand that eve

Comment Bombing
Hey all I am now in a comment bombing contest. Please stop by and show me some love and in return I will do the same. This is gonna be alot of fun so come join it! Also please stop by and show the host of this contest some love as well. Love ya'll! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar

Spirit Of Hawk
Role: ~The Visionary~ Lesson: Discover Dormant Abilities Element: Fire/Air Wind: ~East~ Illumination & Peace~ Medicine: Channeling ~Keywords~ Awareness of the Big Picture Guardianship Truth Channeling Visionary Latent Power Messages from the Blue Road of Spirit Higher Calling Illumination Observation Latent Power When observing the Red Tailed Hawk, the most distinguishing characteristics and attributes of these splendid birds of prey, are their eyesight, sharp talons that adorn their feet, and their vibrant red tail feathers. These are the very characteristics that reflect the Latent Power of this member of the Hawk family. For purposes of examining the keyword of ~Latent Power,~ we begin with the Hawk`s sharp talons. In the wild, a Hawk`s talons are instruments of deadly precision. The talons will grasp their prey in a merciless grip while the beak rips and shreds in the quest fo

Iron Man
Iron Man kicked ass! The movie was great, Robert Downey, Jr was great and funny, as was Terence Howard and Gwyneth Paltrow was good too. Not only is it now easily the best movie out there but I'll wet myself now if Robert Downey, Jr. ever again does better in his life in any starring role he might ever get again. My advice-GO SEE IT! ITS WELL WORTH IT!

Spirit Of The Wolf
Role: ~The Teacher~ Medicine: Shapeshifting How long has human kind looked into the golden eyes of the Wolf and wondered what inner Knowledge ignites the fire that glows from the depths of those mysterious eyes? He walks quietly through the world, slipping like a shimmering mist through the forest of ancient trees, gathering Knowledge, attaining Wisdom forged in the fires of Experience so that he might return again to the Pack and Teach all that he has come to know. The Wolf cries her haunting song of Life`s Refrain, echoing across the planes of time and space. I honor you dear Sister, and embrace the lessons that you have come to teach. Whisper them now to me in my sleep. Shed your Wisdom and Amber Light, upon the dark corridors of my human mind, so that I too might reach that shore, the shores of Time Unbound. Where white sands glitter like crystals captured in the moon`s gentle rays, refracting rainbows that illuminate Souls Unchained

Memorial Day Raffle..lol
We are holding a Memorial Day Raffle as a means to pay tribute and give back to our fellow fubarians. NO COMMENT BOMBING NO RATES NO RATE FAN AND ADDING JUST FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS BELOW. YOU DO NOT WANT TO MISS OUT ON THIS GREAT OFFER! Starting TODAY we will be selling raffle tickets at 500 FU bucks, yes ONLY 500 fu bucks a ticket. There is no limit on the amount of tickets you purchase. You will be given a number on each ticket (just as shown below) which will be uploaded and you are to rip so we

Types Of Totems
~Birth Totem~ This is the Totem Role that we will begin with, as most individuals who have studied Native Astrology are already familiar with this particular Role. It is the Animal Totem most often equated with the Sun Sign in traditional, exoteric astrology. ~Clan Totem~ Each of the individual Birth Totems will also belong to one of the four Elemental Clans, as delineated on the Clan Totem page. ~Power Totem~ Where the ~Birth Totem~ is the chief Teacher we have chosen to "study under" this Earth Walk, the ~Power Totem~ is the most basic and eternal expression of our Soul. ~Life Theme Totem~ In addition to the "generalized" Totems of Birth and Clan, which cover a group of people born under a certain day and month, there are several other Animal Totems that will figure strongly in our lives as we walk the good Red Road of Physical Life. One such of these Totem Roles is the Life Theme Totem. ~Life Mission Totem~ Just as the Life Th

Thoughts
There is this gentalman I have meet a few weeks ago. We have been out of few times. They where great. I enjoyed every minute we were together. He is sweet, tender, giving. I love the little touches , the look in his eyes when he looks at me.They make me want to melt on the spot. I don't know what he thinks of me. I do know he is a guy I could really fall for. The thing is . The distance, our jobs, make it hard for us to really spend time together. I have never been in a distance relationship. Truth be told never wanted to be. With him I am willing to give it whatever it takes. If he is willing to do the same, I hope he will let me know. If not let me know that too. I don't want either of us to get hurt. Just some thought I have. Just needed to put down.

Actions
We are all connected, not just to other "two-leggeds" and the family of man, but to the animals, the trees, the wind, the earth Herself. Like a beautiful blanket woven from many colors and textures of thread, each individual energy contributes to this Blanket of Oneness, and all are bound together. Our thoughts, actions and deeds not only have an impact upon our own life along the Red Road, but like a pebble tossed into a pond, the ripples of our movement along the Web has far-reaching effects. Thus, if we callously pollute the air of the Earth Mother, dump toxins into her streams and oceans, kill her creatures and bountiful, beautiful life, we are also destroying ourselves, for one cannot cut off their own arm and not feel the pain of the loss. Yet we can also be a positive influence upon the lives of Others, we can tread softly upon the Earth Mother and respect her creatures of the land, ocean and sky, and in this way, also heal and nourish ourselves. When we can look i

Spirit Of Spider
Role: ~The Weaver~ Lesson: Balance Element: Earth Wind: West ~The Quest Within~ Medicine: Illusion ~Keywords~ Communication Creativity Divine Inspiration Illusion Balance Nurturing Instinct Mystery Wisdom Magic "In the beginning, there was the dark purple light at the dawn of being. Spider Woman spun a line to form the east, west, north, and south. Breath entered man at the time of the yellow light. At the time of the red light, man proudly faced his creator. Spider Woman used the clay of the earth, red, yellow, white, and black, to create people. To each she attached a thread of her web which came from the doorway at the top of her head. This thread was the gift of creative wisdom. Three times she sent a great flood to destroy those who had forgotten the gift of her thread. Those who remembered floated to the new world and climbed to safety through the Sipapu Pole the womb

My Girlfreind Is In A Hh Contest Please Come Help !
I am trying to win myself a Happy Hour and I can use all the help I can get! I have spent days helping my friends win contest and giveaways and to level.So now I am asking for some of that love back.I have great friends so I feel confident that I will get some help. I really wanna get this done as quickly as I can so I can focus on other things. Nobody wants to do things for free so if you want to be paid to bomb then get to me and we can work something out.Thx so much!My friends kick azz!!

Wow...
I knew I had haters on here but for real...go and report me to the bouncers and have shit taken off my page? WTF??? I wish they would be WOMEN enough (yes I know it's gotta b a bitch ass woman) and come to my MF face and announce themselves as the Bitch they are!! Bring it Bitches...

Smallville: Lex Is Out, Doomsday Is In
Smallville Execs Thank Star for Lex Appeal, Tease Doomsday's Arrival Michael Rosenbaum by Kharen Hill/The CW A joint statement from Smallville's new quartet of show runners, the CW and Warner Bros. Television pays proper due to Michael Rosenbaum, who won't be returning next season as a series regular. "It has been an honor and pleasure to work with Michael. He is one of the best actors on television and has never failed to bring a new layer to the character of Lex Luthor in every episode," says the missive. "While... we won’t have the pleasure of working with him on a weekly basis this fall, we like to think that we haven’t seen the last of Lex Luthor. Stay tuned." (In comments: Michael Rosenbaum's letter to fans and friends.) The Smallville bosses go on to tease a new breed of villainy for Season 8, including the arrival of Doomsday, "the legendary, unstoppable destroyer" who will present Clark with "his ultimate challenge." (Doomsday, of course, is the only character in the D

My Siberian Husky!
I just bought a siberian Husky, he's a black and white male and will try and get a pic up of him soon. But he's kinda shy at the moment and loves a stuffed dog that was sitting on my bed. That's his official buddy now. He sleeps with it so yeah. I'll try and get a pic up soon.

To My Fucking Father
Father of mine Tell me where have you been You know I just closed my eyes My whole world disappeared Father of mine Take me back to the day When I was still your golden boy Back before you went away I remember blue skies Walking the block I loved it when you held me high I loved to hear you talk You would take me to the movie You would take me to the beach You would take me to a place inside That is so hard to reach Father of mine Tell me where did you go You had the world inside your hand But you did not seem to know Father of mine Tell me what do you see When you look back at your wasted life And you don't see me I was ten years old Doing all that I could It wasn't easy for me To be a scared white boy In a dark neighborhood Sometimes you would send me a birthday card With a five dollar bill I never understood you then And I guess I never will Daddy gave me a name My dad he gave me a name Then he walked away Daddy gave me a name Then he wal

Doug's Birthday Bash In Our Tgif Friday Jam Tonight! Come Show Doug Some Mad Bada Bing Love!
TGIF BABY!! JOIN us For this Awesome Night of Kick ass tunes from 9pm till at least 2am >>>>SPECIAL TONIGHT!!! Jam with us for Doug's Birthday Bash from 11pm to 1am EST .. DOUG, Bada Bing's Consiglieri helped to start Bada Bing and is a treasured friend ... Known for his great Humor, Wisdom of Confucious, Mastery of Trivia and Psychic Erections, Bada Bing would not be where it is today without him! Queeny and Bounty will cohost the BASH - There will be lots of Doug's Favorite tunes and - OF COURSE - Trivia and Prizes ... SO ALL THE FAMILY COME OUT, INVITE YOUR FRIENDS, SHOW SOME MAD LOVE and Lets Get Completely SHITFACED TOGETHER!! ...Unwind from the work week and get ready for the weekend with Queeny and the Family in Fubar's smokin Hot Lounge BADA BING!!!!! IT'S JAMMIN AND ROCKIN TONIGHT ... Comedy, laughs and sexy shows ... ....Hang with great people - and have Kick Ass time!! >>>>Queeny and Bounty will Keep it Rollin all night ... HEY !!!!WHY ARE

This Site Sucks.....
This site is so fucked up. I just uploaded some pics, I knew that one was NSFW, just one! Before I could mark it I got a message from the assholes in charge telling me it was. No FUCKING SHIT ASSHOLE!!!! Give a person fucking time to do something. This is suppose to be a adult type site, but you do something wrong and the little fucking babies whine. Grow the fuck up!!! Grow a set of fucking balls move out of your parents basement and into the real fucking world!! It takes time for someone to mark something, don't get all OMG thats NSFW!!! All though the photo does not show anything and I mean anything at all, but I keep forgetting that humans are fucking idiots!!! So as of this day on all my pics are locked to friends only, not that anybody rates them anyways. Show kiss my ass, and fuck your mother, assholes!!!!!

Good Night Moon
Good night moon for you have shown, No more reason for being all alone. As quick as the e-mail that caught his eye, I told him of me only truth, no lies. A talk that kept going no end in sight, Was welcome to hear on this well-chosen night. Could it be magic, or could it be fate, Out there waiting and wishing for our perfect mate. Call those words what you will, Know they're us and totally real. Some make the heart skip beats, Others there to knock us off our feet. Come true our wish that we made tonight, For these feelings we will not fight. Too many thoughts as we lay to sleep, Reach to the core, oh it's so deep. Our minds running wild as we wonder whats in store, Just hours to spend together for us each to adore. By: Christi D.

Sensual Loving
Hold me close, can you feel the fire? Feel the passion burning within, Fan and fuel my wonderful desire Quench my thirst and lust as it slowly begins Run your fingers slowly along my soft skin Feel the pulse racing and beating beneath Don’t ignore this beautiful feelin’ Hold onto to it with every breath you take Gently press your warm lips against mine Crush your body against mine let me feel the fire begin to grow Let me feel your sensual love so strong and so fine Aching bodies wanting and needing love burning deep down below No sense of time or of surroundings Only the beating and longing that each other demands Close your eyes and let the fire consume your senses Let us lose control and lower our defences Let us revel in the senses of our skin In the longing and lust that burns within In the harmony that two bodies can sing In the beauty of what love and lust can bring

Google And Ibm Bonding In A Serious Way
PC era fading, cloud computing rising -- watch out, Microsoft? By Patrick Thibodeau Comments 3 Recommended 15 Share Digg Slashdot Email Comments Related Active Comments AG says: *snicker* Val, I was the editor on this piece and trust me, I sat here for a couple of minutes... Read the rest | Reply Val Gamerman says: So, are we going to be looking at GooBM in a year? :-)... Read the rest | Reply All Comments (3) | Post New * Companies get more savvy with internships to find next-gen IT workers * Storage Projects Rise in Importance * The 8 Hottest Skills for '08 * Google, IBM promote 'cloud' computing at universities * Global News Update: Friday, May 2, 2008 May 2, 2008 (Computerworld) LOS ANGELES -- While Microsoft Corp. chases Yahoo Inc., Eric Schmidt, Google Inc.'s CEO and chairman, is seeking a stronger relationship with IBM, something IBM Chairman and CEO Sam Palmisano appears very interested in. Schmidt, who spoke at the IBM's

Destiny
Its hard to explain these feelings in me, Things I had always dreamt I would see. Truth is I found the key, Ne'er felt the opportunity. ...feelings of joy ... of happiness ... and of understanding! To smile at just sheer thoughts Ignoring simple faults. Pleasures of appreciation, That build an admiration. To convey genuine respect, Sincerely hoping to connect. Desires of satisfaction and devotion, Magic seering graciously into emotion. The mind set of expression, The mentality to show affection. The comfort in how I feel when near, The freedom to express no fear. To Show and to Share, To Bond and to Care! What shall begin to follow, for no one could know... However it takes two to nurture and Grow! By: Christi D.

All Cops? Or Just Here?
First some background information. I am a 42 yr. Old, divorced father of 2; a son, 17 and a daughter, 2. I've lived at the same address for 10 yrs. My police record consists of a possession of less than an once of marijuana which was dismissed. I have no misdemeanor or felony convictions. I recently opened a smoke shop, "Freebird's Tobacco Etc." in Sweet Home, Oregon, in a building that had been a smoke shop for the previous few years. When the previous business closed due to it's owner's death I was fortunate enough to have financial assistance from family to re-open as a new business. I spent most of my here. I open at 8 am and close at 8 pm. And being an avid PC gamer whose gaming PC is now doubling as a POS/inventory computer it isn't unusual to see me here late into the night. With a small parking lot and owning a large truck it's easy to tell when I'm here. Shortly after opening, being concerned with security I phoned the Sweet Home PD identified myself and inquired to

When I Look At You
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. Larry

Alone In The Dark
Alone in the dark I waited so long for a kind hearted spirit that would not do me wrong. Having all but surrendered to a world turned so cold, when I found an angel, with a heart made of gold. The darkness was parted, the sun finally rose, and I thanked the gods for my fate they had chose. Joy was unbounded, the future seemed bright, for I had my angel, my love and my light. She taught me to laugh, to see with new eyes, she made me feel needed with her wanting sighs. She was my soulmate, of this I was sure. She'd have my daughter and we'd be secure. Secure as a family of her's, mine, and ours. With a love burning hotter than ten thousand stars. I thought we'd never be parted, what we had was real, but Destiny's not for the mortal to steal. My Angel, unable to save this lost soul. To love one man completely, and yet still feel whole. She turned and she ran, Fate took her away. Alone in the dark aga

Living In A Zoo
WHEN YOU TAKE THAT FIRST INITIAL STEP IN THE MORNING DO YOU FEEL YOUR AT THE ZOO..... I DO...............IT'S UNREAL................ THE MINUTE YOU PLACE YOURSELF UPON AWARENESS... THEIR SEEMS TO BE ALL KINDS OF ANIMALS SURROUNDING YOUR ENVIRONMENT........... CARNIVOROUS MAMMALS WAITING FOR THEIR PREY............MAKING THEIR FIRST ACTION MOVE.... PRESENTING THEM SELFS AS FRIENDLY CREATURES... ATTACK AS IN A FEEDING FRIZZY...........TEARING.....MAULING.....DEVOURING .... ATTRACT THOUGHTS OF A MISSIONARY.... RESULTS OF UN-FLAVOR THOUGHTS..........DIVERTING YOUR ATTENTION ..... BECOMING OBSERVATION OF A COURSE.....DO I FIND MYSELF DEVISING IN A PLACE WHERE WILD ANIMALS BECOME A PUBLIC SHOW............................... YES!! I DO BELIEVE WHERE ALL INVOLVED ,,,,LIVING IN A ZOO....... TO NITE I AM YOURS*

A Terrible Accident
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the Man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the Husband that they couldn't graft any skin from his body Because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate Some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body That the doctor felt was suitable would have to come From her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After All, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his Friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful Beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he was overcome with emotion at her sacrifice. He said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. How can I possibly repay you?" "My darling," she rep

Omg Check This Out!
Hey Hun..Come on and Check out Vipers Doll House. Come rock out with us... subscribe and let's the good times be had by everyone. We got rockin Djs, Sexy Staff and Friendly Members. Come check us out. Just Click here! Be Sure and stop by the owner's page and add him.! COME SEE US!

Men
Ladies...Men seem to love to have control, well its time we took over. The thing to do is go to the library, check out a Dog Training book. Sounds nutz but men are like dogs...Yes it will interesting, but ladies need to put there men in check ;)

The Perfect Husband
Several men are in the locker room of a golf club. A cell phone on a bench rings and a man engages the hands free speaker function and begins to talk. Everyone else in the room stops to listen. MAN: "Hello" WOMAN: "Honey, it's me. Are you at the club?" MAN: "Yes" WOMAN: "I am at the mall now and found this beautiful leather coat. It's only $1,000. Is it OK if I buy it?" MAN: "Sure, go ahead if you like it that much." WOMAN: "I also stopped by the Mercedes dealership and saw the new 2007 models. I saw one I really liked." MAN: "How much?" WOMAN: "$90,000" MAN: "OK, but for that price I want it with all the options." WOMAN: "Great! Oh, and one more thing...the house I wanted last year is back on the market. They're asking $950,000" MAN: "Well, then go ahead and give them an offer of $900,000. They will probably take it. If not, we can go the extra 50 thousand if it's really a pretty good price." WOMAN: "OK. I'll see you later! I love you so much!" MAN: "Bye!

Purrfect Sin Good One Liz Your So Awesome
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Help Me Level Because Liz Loves Me
SHOW SOME LUV FUBAR!!! Dj Army Medic Purrfect Sin/Fu Luv Bomb Squad Please stop by and FAN, RATE and ADD my sexy friend. He also needs help leveling!!! He is a terrific person and a great friend!!! So come on FUBAR show him some love and he and I will both return the favor!!! Lots of Love from your Family!!!! Fu Luv Bomb Squad Purrfect Sin Lounge PIMPOUT BY Ctgirl *OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD* Chief of GD@Purrfect Sin-OWNED BY TUFFGUY-FuWife to Scout -ICY&@ fubar

The Devils Princess
Sweet angelic child, skin stained with the beauty of death A child lost and afraid Her name forgotten, never again to be said Ash collides to ground as footprints are left beneath smoke Her tears consuming the blackness seen through her eyes She walks in the dark her skin covered in tattered lace Her cries for a new life consumed by the evil inside Blood and tears blend as they fall from her sky She tells the story of a shattered friend The story of how death chose her life to live and not to end She sat there watching the darkness take her family away Than cursed her with the taste of immortal misery No longer needing another breath She screams in silence wishing the pain would vacant her troubled mind The voices tearing at her faith binding the bind of lost time Everything she touches parishes as the darkness begins to cry Crying of laughter as another soul dies Wishing to be doomed to a place far greater than this hell Fingertips twitch as desire of safety seeps fr

Please Pray For My Best Friend
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIEND AND HER FAMILY SHE WONT BE ONLINE 4 A WILE CUZ SHE JUST LOST SOMEBODY REAL SPECIAL IN HER PLEASE SHOW HER AND HER FAMILY RESPECT THANX LOVE YOU sabrosura y k-member of fu-bombers@ fubar

I
I am me I am Kevin, Kez, nomorevodka I am dom I am goth I am finally sober I am in love I am scared of being in love I am not used to this feeling I fucking love it I am secure finally I am poetic and artistic I read and write poetry and stories I play the guitar and write songs I do not give a fuck about fake doms I love my sub I know she loves me I have gone through hell for her and another I believe there is a god but I refuse religion I think I sleep I dream I want to see the world I work in a thankless field that destroys most I almost let it happen to me I fought because I am a stubborn asshole I am here I breathe still I love her still I feel her love I am not a little man I do not drive a large truck I do not drive a large bike I do not drive a fast car I am real and confident in myself I do not need anything to make me feel bigger I am an asshole, an asshole that is in love 1 day, i will die, I will live and love till then Life is too fu

Closing
Having a lounge has had it's up's and downs to say the least ....I've gotten to know a few ppl that i will carry in my heart always..Put I have decided to close ***Secrets*** When i opened the lounge i wanted it to be a place where ppl of all walks of life could come together and have a good time....The lounge become full of drama and exhausted me ...We made the attempt to turn things around unfortunately by the time we did i was truely burnt out i feel that i have nothing else to give so it's time to walk away...I'm sure our paths will cross again as all of us lounge hop:)For thoses that i've developed close friendships with you always know how to reach me..Much Love and Respect...........Sassy

Together
You are you I am me We are one Together are we I trust in you You trust in me Like a puzzle We fit perfectly Hand in hand We walk together Soulmates in life Forever and ever I look at you You look at me Passion and desire Is what we see I feel your pulse And you feel mine Our hearts beat together Forever in time

Election Thoughts
There are less than eight months until the election, an election that will decide the next President of the United States. The person elected will be the president of all Americans, not just the Democrats or the Republicans. To show our solidarity as Americans, let's all get together and show each other our support for the candidate of our choice. It's time that we all came together, Democrats and Republicans alike. If you support the policies and character of John McCain, please drive with your headlights on during the day. If you support Obama or Hillary, please drive with your headlights off at night.

Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
The way not to go about getting a tooth pulled..stay tuned for the moral..lol TWO WEEKS AGO: tooth started hurting..lower molar..knew it had to come out, but put it off due to how much i was working. ONE WEEK AGO: hurts more, bite says go get it taken out..I say, I will, I will..put it off more.. MONDAY: I came down with walking pnemonia, and for some god-awful reason the tooth started killing me..start slammin down aleeve.. dont call dentist cause now Im sick and I have one sick kid.. TUESDAY: Still sicker then a dog...tooth needs to come out now!! Still cant call cause I'm on antibiotics and no one will touch it.. WEDNESDAY: In so much pain, plus two sick kids now..decide to pull the tooth myself..try using fingers, no go..its not even loose..grab pliers cause at this point willing to try anything.. all I succeed in doing is breaking the damn thing.. THURSDAY: Ready to sell soul for anyone to rip this fucking tooth out... FRIDAY

I Wept In My Dreams .
I wept in my dreams. I dreamed you lay in the grave; I awoke, and the tears still poured down my cheeks. I wept in my dreams, I dreamed you had left me; I awoke and I went on weeping long and bitterly. I wept in my dreams, I dreamed you were still kind to me; I awoke, and still the flow of my tears streams on.

If I Could Catch A Rainbow.
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you and share with you its beauty On the days you're feeling blue. If I could build a mountain You could call your very own A place to find serenity, A place to be alone. If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea, But all these things I'm finding are impossible for me. I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair, But let me be what I know best, A friend who's always there.

Mixing The Life Of A Dreamer And A Kindergarten Teacher...
mixing the life of a dreamer and a kindergarten teacher... You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and understand, for all that is life. -- Jiddu Krishnamurti Life is indeed darkness save when there is urge, And all urge is blind save when there is knowledge, And all knowledge is vain save when there is work, And all work is empty save when there is love. -- Khalil Gibran A kindergarten teacher is a woman who knows how to make little things count. -- Anonymous Educating a beautiful woman is like pouring honey into a fine Swiss watch: everything stops. -- Kurt Vonnegut You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and dance, and write poems, and suffer, and unde

Friday 05-02-08 (rollin)
FRIDAY! May 2, 2008 Well, we made it to another FRIDAY! YaY! Just rolled right along - didn't it? I'd celebrate it right with you ... But now as an unemployed bum, It's just another day - well it does still rock being I get Lexy after school. So all the rock hasn't rolled away from the day! Which as I typed that, It gave me

Test Tag 1
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The Melody
The Melody I listen to that melody playing my head its like a broken record that will never seem to end my soul is deep, deeper then the sea and when i write i drown in its beauty and when that melody seizes to exist i will be gone to a better place maybe not in spirit as that will always be but in memory i will disapear ill be just another casualty

Auto Repairs
I fixed my car yesterday with some Black Pepper and a wire coat hanger! It had been running hot and seemed to have a small radiator leak so I was told by a local garage here in TN to put about 2 tblsp. of black pepper into the radiator and it seals small leaks! Also my tail pipe was hanging so i replaced the broken hanger with a wire coathanger! Both worked! I guess I am good for something!

What Am I
You Are A Maple Tree There's not anyone in this world quite like you. You are full of imagination, ambition, and originality. Shy but confident, you hunger for new experiences. You have a good memory and learn easily. You are sometimes nervous and always complex (especially in love). What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

The Corner Street Bar
The Corner Street Bar They say that necessity is the mother of invention. When one has reached the end of the beaten path and wants to push on to new found territories, a dream can become a reality. There was a time when I thought that I had reached the pinnacle of party hosting, until I took a cue from my business courses (holy shit I learned something). One thing that was pumped into our heads was this simple concept, “Think outside the box”. Simple, yet deep in its own right. It was time (once again) to make my mark. I was finished with class for the day and had a few hours before I would be called upon to be one of the greatest cooks in Murray. Now I’ve had many mad scientist ideas that were good in theory but would never pan out in all actuality….yet! This was one of those ideas that actually came to fruition….and worked! One afternoon I was letting my mind wander (in class, what better place) when I thought to myself, “I’d be nice to have mobile bar for my room” So I

Are You A Risk Taker
Your Risk Taking Level: Medium-High You're not afraid of a little (or a lot) of risk. In fact, you pretty much live to take chances. Consequences be damned, you are willing to go for it. And if it doesn't work out, at least people can't say you didn't try! Are You a Risk Taker?

Another Obesity Update
Judge Holds Court In Parking Lot For 500-Lb. Man RIVERHEAD, N.Y. (AP) ¯ A Long Island music shop owner accused of selling knockoff Gibson Les Paul guitars has been arraigned in a pickup truck in a courthouse parking lot after his lawyer said the 500-pound defendant couldn't walk into the courthouse. State Supreme Court Justice Robert Doyle said the man's "severe weight problem" prompted the unusual proceeding Thursday in Riverhead. A defense lawyer also had given the court a doctor's letter saying the defendant suffers from osteoarthritis. The shopkeeper has been released without bail after pleading not guilty to trademark counterfeiting and criminal simulation. He says the case and health problems have forced him to close his store. He's accused of selling bogus Gibsons for $1,500 to buyers who thought they were far more valuable genuine versions of the classic electric guitar.

♥
drill: you are so lucky you have great tits, a pretty face and a great personality....or else we would all talk shit about you in that mumm This is best comment in my SB anyone has ever said. lmaoooooooooooooo thought I'd share.

My Life
For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin – my real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, some challenge to be gotten through first; some unfinished business; time that still to be served as if it were a prison sentence; a debt to society that was still owed to who knows who. Then my life would begin. Finally it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This was how I chose to experience my life. Sitting and waiting but not really sure what I was waiting around to experience. Some believe that the Christian God has absolutely everything planned in advance; that He has scripted our every joy and injury to serve some divine plan of the ages. All we can do is yield to this Divine Plan. Resistance is futile, or if we try it, it is part of the script too. Such a view makes freedom of will an illusion. It also eliminates personal responsibility: that genocidal slaughter was fated by the Deity, so why blame the murderers? The real Per

The Man Code
I cant take credit for this as i saw it on a bulletin but found it so funny i had to share it This is it. So it has been written, so it shall be....The CODE 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Chocolate. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Any man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow party goers. 4. When you are queried by a buddy's wife, girlfriend, mother, father, priest, shrink, dentist, accountant, or dog walker, you need not and should not provide any useful information whatsoever as to his whereabouts. You are permitted to deny his very existence. 5. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 6. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call BULLSHIT. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 perce

Thank You For Your Help In Getting The Spot Light Now.....
WOW TY everyone for helping me in getting the spotlight yesterday ..I had a great turn out though I didn't make Godmother so I'm back asking for help... There are a few ppl that need to be brought to your attention for all the help they have been giving me Some I had never talked to and some are considered to be dear friends to me .. Show these ppl so true Fu Love as they do for others Wow was she awesome !!! ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar Gotta love this one Sugar Cookie {Spankers}@ fubar Okay now she is nuts but can't help but loving her

Sad
Today is May 2nd and I'm still single. Nothing new there. Where do I begin today's angry rant... My exes parents bought him a truck, I paid for the first month, they told him he was NOT to leave this county with it. The payment is due tomorrow and they are gona press charges against him, for takin the truck out of the county. Grand Theift. Now you see I'm all stressed out and puffed up cause I don't want him to go to jail. I don't want him back either. Keepin' me tore up isn't fair and thats all he ever does!

Pimpout#3 For Mr. Diamond
HELLO ALL OF FU-LAND!!!!!! I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU ALL TO GO SHOW THIS MAN SOME FU-LOVE HE HAS BEEN MY FU-OWNER FOR THE LAST MONTH AND IT HAS BEEN FUN...... HE REALLY DESERVES TO BE SHOWERED WITH LOTS N LOTS OF LOVE MAYBE EVEN SOME: SO CLICK THIS PICTURE TO BE BROUGHT TO HIS PROFILE MrDiamond ~ Shadow Leveler@ fubar THIS BULLY WAS MADE BY: ♫DJ Crazy_Momx4♫ ~FU_OWNED BY Mr. Diamond & Rockstar~@ fubar

Fear
In your meditations, you will meet gods. These gods are nothing more than the holiest aspects of your own mind; they are not other beings. Your inner gods will grant gifts of knowledge and power. Accept what comes your way without doubt and without fear. You can trust your gods. They will never betray you, for you cannot betray yourself. Such trust dissolves fear and regret. You will find a resolution to your inner conflicts. The gods will direct you forward to the very border of reality itself. On the other side is vast profundity, the ultimate nature of existence. But the border can be crossed only if you have resolved all fear and regret. All fear comes from our sense of self. When we stand at the border of reality, we are afraid of being destroyed. But we came from Tao in the first place. We are Tao. To return to Tao is not to be negated, but to become one with the entire universe. True, we will no longer be who we are now, but we will be one with Tao. In that

Holocaust Remembrance Day
Holocaust Remembrance Day May 2, 2008 is a day of remembrance for six million Jews who perished during the Holocaust by Gerry Brown The motto "Work Makes Free" is inscribed in the gates of the first Nazi concentration camp near Dachau, Germany. The Holocaust is the term used to refer to the period from 1933 to 1945, before and during World War II, when Adolf Hitler and the Nazis systematically persecuted and murdered nearly six million Jews. More than one third of the World Jewry, as well as another five million non-Jews throughout Europe, were killed during this period. The genocide, or what the Nazis dubbed "The Final Solution," occurred mainly at six death camps located in Poland. A Day of Commemoration for Those Who Perished In 1951, the Israeli Knesset declared that the 27th day of Nisan is to be Yom HaShoah, or Holocaust Remembrance Day, a day of commemoration for the Jews who perished and for those who showed resistance and heroism during the Holocaust. The day

Howdy
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS One day God went to the Arabs and said, 'I have some Commandments for you that will make your lives better.' The Arabs asked, 'What are Commandments?' And the Lord said, 'They are rules for living.' 'Can you give us an example?' 'Thou shall not kill.' 'Not kill? We're not interested.' So He went to the Blacks and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said, 'Honor thy Father and Mother.' 'Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested.' Then He went to the Mexicans and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said 'Thou shall not steal.' 'Not steal? We're not interested.' Then He went to the French and said, 'I have some commandments.' The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, 'Thou shall not commit adultery.' 'Not commit adultery? We're not interested.' Finally, He went to the J

Glorious Day
Glorious Day Hello. Tell me how have you been my friend? It is so lovely to see you again It seems so long that you have been away Now you're back and it's a glorious day Up in the sky, the sun is shinning bright All of the birds are singing in delight The Branches on the trees are full of leaves And pretty butterflies dance in the breeze All of the flowers are full of new blooms They fill the air up with their sweet perfumes In every pasture the grass is green It's the most beautiful sight ever seen I am so glad you are once again here It brings me so much happiness and cheer Can you feel the excitement in my voice Together my dear friend let us rejoice Oh my! It is such a glorious day I am so happy you are back my way

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"twisted"
"Twisted" When lost in the dark,why close up your eyes? It's not us that you hate,it's yourself you despise. Don't sew yourself shut,or stay locked in a wall. Don't cry and don't whimper, or curl in a ball. I'm not trying to pry or even to meddle. I can see through the lies and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Words feel like whispers,collected by ears. Garbled and twisted,over all of these years. Eyes feel like windows, that bring out the light. Wide open kept closed, no matter hold tight. I'm not trying to pry,or even to meddle. I can see through the lies, and mystery you peddle. Can't listen to a word, the truth is so twisted. Who'd ever say, "hey honesty I miss it?" Build yourself strong, don't give opportunity. Soon anguish and sorrow, will give you immunity. Against all feeling-love kindness and care. To all those around you, is it really that fair? I'm not trying to pry, or even t

Lets Help This Sexy Soldier Level
My husband just left for drill and won't be back til sunday night. I want to try to level him before he gets back so what do you think about helping out? He returns a lot of love so just rate all his pics or stash or both then send him and me a message that you did. He has just over 300K to level so this should be pretty easy!! ~Jesse~MEMBER OF GIT-R-DONE-REBELS BOMB SQUAD~@ fubar Brought to you by: ~Hillary~*Founder of BBW_Bombers Family* and a "Real Deal Babe" (Fu Owner of vvjuggalette86)@ fubar

Funny Sh#t
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS One day God went to the Arabs and said, 'I have some Commandments for you that will make your lives better.' The Arabs asked, 'What are Commandments?' And the Lord said, 'They are rules for living.' 'Can you give us an example?' 'Thou shall not kill.' 'Not kill? We're not interested.' So He went to the Blacks and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said, 'Honor thy Father and Mother.' 'Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested.' Then He went to the Mexicans and said, 'I have some Commandments.' The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said 'Thou shall not steal.' 'Not steal? We're not interested.' Then He went to the French and said, 'I have some commandments.' The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, 'Thou shall not commit adultery.' 'Not commit adultery? We're not interested.' Final

Happiness
Some leaders use threats to win adherents. They invoke death to force good behavior and to herd people toward paradise. Others woo with grand promises. If you have no satisfaction, they offer bliss. If you feel inadequate, they offer success. If you are lonely, they offer acceptance. But if we do not fear death and are happy, what will such leaders have to offer? Spirituality is an organic part of daily life, not something dispensed by a professional. True spirituality is liberation, not just from the delusions of reality but from the delusions of religion as well. If we attain freedom from the fear of death, a sound way of health, and a path of understanding through life, there is happiness and no need for false leaders. from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao

Feel The Passion Become Mine
glitter-graphics.com I want to feel your passion become mine, Behind closed doors we’ll share a secret Your pain echoes my own, Your passion becomes mine. Within you my heart is kept, A single beat matches my own Your soul holds my destiny, My eyes hold your fate. I want to become everything you fear Everything you despise and hate Arouse the heated desire to destroy me, And then love me even more. Let your passion become mine, Erotic fantasies of an eternity Washed in longing of one embrace Your howls are in my ears, Beg me for more… Behind closed doors we’ll share a secret Between love and hate we collide Your pained passion becomes mine.

It Had To Be Over?
i fell in love, he hurt me. i think its all over and there is nothing i can do. but to him i hope u can be happy and find the right one cause it wasnt me. Lets always be friends? because no matter what i will always love u. Love forever and always, me

Sexuality
Sexuality is an honest reflection of our innermost personalities, and we should ensure that its expression is healthy. Making love is something mysterious, sacred, and often the most profound interaction between people. Whether what is created is a relationship or a pregnancy, the legacy of both partners will be inherent in their creation. What we put into love determines what we get out of it. from 365 Tao by Deng Ming-Dao

Wtf...
so..i was going through the list of my fans today..and was just trolling through some profiles..wtf...i was fans of someone and i was going through their photos to rate the ones i liked and guess what..they had a folder marked..fans only (private)... wait a minute...im a fan shouldn't i be able to view those pictures? guess not..well i'll just have to go back through now and rate everything a 5...why you might ask..well if you can't figure that out..well...im sorry

:-(
I just want to let my all my friends know that that I’m having a tough time, And its not that I don’t care and I will try to return all your love, But I can not promise that I will... I will get though this and be stronger when this week is over, Just didn’t want you all thinking id turned into a moody old cow… For those that don’t know November the 6th last year my Ex died aged 42. This week marks two special dates the 4th that was our wedding day and the 7th that was his birthday The first we all knew was when the police came round. It hit my girls and me hard as he wasn’t ill we had split but we was still good friends, just couldn’t live together. we shared looking after of our girls and still did lots of things together. I know I’m not alone in this and many of you have lost a loved one. but I have to be there for my girl’s to help them though. so I hope you will understand if I’m not there to answer the shout box and return mail straight away

A Choice...gone Bad
I'm guilty... guilty of a great many things. At times I was fully aware of the transgressions before committing them and at other times I was completely oblivious, but as with most things I do not believe ignorance or naïveté is an acceptable excuse...at least not for me. I've always been my own worst critic; standing first in a long line of people who choose to see the worst in a person before, (if ever), seeing the good...I should know; it's one of the many things for which I am also guilty. I didn't take the time to plan out any spectacular or eye catching opening for this entry...I just went with what first came to mind; considering the tumultuous few weeks or so I've just staggered through it doesn't surprise me in the least that is how I would begin this... Just know that I'm past the worst of it...now it's time for some severing. I've long held the belief that we are masters of our own lives only to the extent that we make choices and suffer or enjoy the consequences of th

Happiness!!
Happiness is one of those feelings That we have all had and shared But when I hear her sweet voice I realize I have never felt happiness like this She is the first thought I have each morning Thinking of her keeps me smiling all day long Excitement sends chills down my spine when she calls And she is who I think about as I drift off to sleep Those beautiful eyes see right through me She knows who I am beneath my rough exterior I long for the day that she is by my side Forever and ever my princess she shall be She knows she has the key to my heart I want this to be everything that we have waited for Our lives have finally crossed paths Does this journey continue together We spend countless hours admiring one another Knowing in the back of our minds this is real I reach out to her hoping she will take my hand We form a bond like none we have ever known She is everything I have ever dreamed and more I hope that I am as much to her as she is to me A lifetim

Ram Tzu
Ram Tzu knows this... The more you pursue it The further away it goes. The harder you struggle The deeper you sink. Only a drunk can Truly be sober. Only a whore can Truly be chaste. Life is no place For idle speculation. No one has ever learned From the mistakes of others. A lie cloaked in truth Is still a lie. If it makes sense to you You're in real trouble. You always look for God In high places... Guess again. Ram Tzu is not your friend If you find him Kill him. from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu

Ram Tzu
Ram Tzu knows this... It's a lie It's all a lie. The Buddha, Christ, Mohammed Moses, Lao Tzu, All were consummate liars. Blaspemer explain yourself! The Truth cannot be known In the way you think of knowledge. It does not make sense. It functions in a realm Closed to the mind. The first utterance about Truth Is the first step Down the path of deceit. In fact-- These very words are But another turd On the dung heap Of what passes for Truth. from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu

This Is For Diamonds Forever
center> SURPRISE!! PLEASE SHOW THIS GREAT WOMAN SOME LOVE IN THIS CONTEST FOR A VIP SHE WILL RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN TO HER!!LEAVE COMMENTS AND RATES CLICK ON THIS PICTURE PIMP OUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY *AngelDawn *Shadow Queen*Owned By Barrylicious*Owner of Kiwichi*Read Profile Before Asking Dumb S**T@ fubar PLEASE REPOST

5-31-2008
As most of you know... Me and my husband are being evicted from our home with a daughter on our hip! It really sucks. its not like we have enuff income to just go rent or buy w/e we see! so right now we have choice between living in a Mobil Home which isnt bad we'd Rent to Own...just gotta get a loan to buy it basically. That could take awhile. and there is two apartments we are trying to fight for right now and hoepfully the credit will be okay to get in. I figure its an EMERGENCY situation they should let us get in. IM writing this to let everyone know...if you do not see us online for awhile! WE WILL BE BACK!... if its a month dont worry we'll be back. We love the fubar experience and dont want to lose the fu-friends we have made. We also dont want to lose our Staff! @ Wicked Desires! YOU ALL ROCK. Also - My Fellow Lollipop Gurlz... better keep me updated when i get back on what is going on... I let tequila know everything and I will always be a lollipop gurl. :) Any com

Staff Positions
Love Shack Staff Positions Inquire within lounge Or messege me Lounge manager dj manager dj's x6 dj manager dj's x6 hospitality manager head bartender bartender x8 head dancer dancer x8 head greeter greeter x12 Lounge manager promotions manager Promoters x6 graphics artist manager Graphics artist x6 security manager Body g

Ram Tzu
You can be seen sitting for hours Palms turned to heaven Eyes shut Your breath even as it exits your nose. Your attention is focused. You've been doing this for awhile now You're getting good at it. At first you could barely sit five minutes Now you can disappear for hours. Ram Tzu has a question for you... Why do you come back? from No Way for the Spiritually "Advanced" by Ram Tzu

Eric
CLICK TO VOTE ON MR LONELY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS HIS FIRST CONTEST EVER!!!!HE HAS 3 MONTHS TO GET 100K COMMENTSTO GET A 1 YEAR V.I.P.NOW COME HELP HIM OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY LIL ANGEL SWEETIE CLICK TO VOTE ON MR LONELY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS HIS FIRST CO

Paradise
Paradise You park the truck on an old dirt road, Leashed and lead to a place he only knows, Through the forest to a secret glade, Before you lies a crystal pool hidden in the shade. To the left, a small waterfall is cascading down, Leaving drops of water sparkling there on the ground, And even on this hot summer day, The air remains cool there in the shade. On the far bank you can see the flowers grow, Reds, yellows, purples and golds, Their fragrances leaving the air so sweet, This little piece of paradise for you to keep. Your Master spreads a blanket on the moss covered ground, Not a more perfect spot could ever be found, Feeling a gentle breeze touching your skin, Sunlight dances there in the wind. Sitting on the blanket, basket at your feet, Feeding your Master succulent treats, Suddenly he reaches and grabs your wrist, Sucking the juices from your finger tips. He leans back, looking deep into your eyes, His head now resting there on your thighs

Drama On Fubar
I am here to have fun and fight with no one...but dont push it...i will not get involved in anyones drama. if u dont like someone just block them its as simple as that no need for games and cruelty.. fubar is a place for me relax and laugh with my friends so i hope all of u respect that...if u dont and get pissy about it wellllll fawk u and here is to me i think now i will go make myself a drink lmao wahooooooooooo xoxo love to allllll

Just Saying What It Do
what up its that CHICANO NATION boy BLU 3-14 all day fuck pussy malditos the can suck my dick like there sisters do them nigger boys the nigger boy click shout out to my nigga 3z3 spike 3z3 peru 3z3 popeye 3z3 shitface to the chicanos round the nation 3-14 all day to the homies locked up stay up niggas to the homies that died R.I.P. to my baby girl sexy rican I love you shawty

Emotional Drama
You know I only do this when I need to vent or express myself creatively so as I don't strangle someone. I'm really not angry as much as I am what I like to call "emotional". I define that as I'm not dealing so well with the crap! What and why? Thats a whole Jerry Springer show I don't want to be on, so I won't go into details but I do know this.. I would like to be the one that someone does something for , for a change. The one that doesn't have to hold it together for everyone else. This week I have felt like wearing a sign that says "I don't want to be the strong one today" So, in making my venting and ranting short and sweet I'll end with.. I need a hug.. no , I mean I really , really need a hug... :)

Chili
I went grocery shopping recently while not being altogether sure that course of action was a wise one. You see, the previous evening I had prepared and consumed a massive quantity of my patented 'You're definitely going to shit yourself' chili. Tasty stuff, albeit hot to the point of being painful, which comes with a written guarantee from me that if you eat it the next day both of your a$$ cheeks WILL fall off. Here's the thing. I had awakened that morning, and even after two cups of coffee (and all of you know what I mean) nothing happened. No 'Watson's Movement 2'. Despite habanera peppers swimming their way through my intestinal tract, I appeared to be unable to create the usual morning symphony referred to by my next door neighbors as thunder and lightning. Knowing that a time of reckoning had to come, yet not sure of just when, I bravely set off for the market; a local Wal-Mart grocery store that I often haunt in search of tasty tidbits. Upon entering the store at f

Bye
Sitting here crying i don't want to say goodbye - just so long for now. Having way to many money issues in my life that i need to get straightened out. Don't know when i'll be back - hopefully soon - we'll see. I will be posting Drew's and Papi's bulletins one more time before i sign off. doubt that anyone will read this or even care - if not so be it. Bye.

2 Drinks And A Bling
For everyone that helps me email and let me know...2 drinks for everyone that helps me bomb and if you do more than 200 I will bling you just email and let me know that you have bombed and how many and I will thank you with gifts or blings Much love babydoll0215

Hungry Eyes
glitter-graphics.com LADY LOVE REPLYING TO HER LOVE, SIR FANTASY Hungry Eyes I feel his eyes upon me from across the room, Intense, hungry and predatory. My breath quickens, As I feel it, rather then see it Touching my body possessively. I dare not look at you yet, But I know you are there, staring at me now. You are seducing me completely, Having me at your mercy. As I attempt to control my breathing. It becomes harder, as moisture forms upon my brow My black satin blouse tightens against my full breasts, As they tighten in pure arousal and awareness, Of the strong male devouring me with his eyes. Feeling helpless to your mental seduction, Becoming breathless with the tension. My shaky hands grip my water glass, Wanting to drink; to cool off my insides, Only succeeding in spilling cool water down my neck and breasts, Coating my silken skin with liquid, causing it to glisten. My head leans back, my lips parting in a soft moan, As I feel your bi

Family
Will things go good for a while then it seems that when you hit a bad spote in your life ever one has to put there two cents in.I love them all but I do wish that they would not trent me like a child or try to tell me what need to do in my life.I thought when you get married they are to let you live it the way you and your other half went to. But now one can tell the truth when your child get in trouble with the law and then tell you after it is all done and over with,but they ttried to hid it about my daghter and it did not work.So as her mother I have step back and let her live her life the why she wents.Even if I do not like it.Do not get me wrong I love all my kids the same.And befor you all ask she is 25 1/2 years old two kids.

Some Ups..some Downs.
I know this isnt a song, but I wasnt feeling like making up a whole other blog thingy. Today started of great, I as getting ready to go to my oldest sons assembly for student of the month. I cant believe how proud I am of him , and thought his father would be on my level of that. Well after reminding him all week pretty much daily how important it was to his son to attent, he was a no show..and also he had borrowed my camera with promises of bring to the assembly when I met him there. Well I should really stop giving people the benefit of a doubt cus he was a NO SHOW! He promised his son he would effin be there the look of disappointment on this little boys face, was enough to make god she tears himslf. Is it bad, that I wonna ring him by his midgit neck?? I mean jesus.. 20 mins of is time , is all jules asked. Over all I really shouldnt be that shocked..im jut uber PISSED. anywho..Jules did great! besides the overly blushin as they read his award out to the who

Paradise
You park the truck on an old dirt road, Leashed and lead to a place he only knows, Through the forest to a secret glade, Before you lies a crystal pool hidden in the shade. To the left, a small waterfall is cascading down, Leaving drops of water sparkling there on the ground, And even on this hot summer day, The air remains cool there in the shade. On the far bank you can see the flowers grow, Reds, yellows, purples and golds, Their fragrances leaving the air so sweet, This little piece of paradise for you to keep. Your Master spreads a blanket on the moss covered ground, Not a more perfect spot could ever be found, Feeling a gentle breeze touching your skin, Sunlight dances there in the wind. Sitting on the blanket, basket at your feet, Feeding your Master succulent treats, Suddenly he reaches and grabs your wrist, Sucking the juices from your finger tips. He leans back, looking deep into your eyes, His head now resting there on your thighs, Running you

Chants Of The Wordsmith
She sits in the dark Thoughts of him Consumes her heart She sits back to meditate Casting a spell, calling his name ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ Candles start to flicker Thunder beats the ground Winds howl with wonders Magic all around Soft ballads gently singing On the breath of the breeze Stars toyfully dancing On the roof tops of the trees ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ He hears the Chants of the Wordsmith Seducing songs, call to him Enchanting all emotions That linger deep within' They call unto him In the balefulness of the night Casting a spell on him, in the candle light ~ Candle light Take my heart Glows so bright In the dark Candle light Call to me Enamore him With all of me ~ Lisa '07

More Im Shenanegans . . .
A recent IM convo with a good friend of mine . .. it was too good not to share with the blogging world. Craze: *Whines* I don't wanna clean. I hate to clean Terran Nytefyer: :-( Terran Nytefyer: :: cleans for her:: Craze: Your psychic energy needs a boost, me thinks. Terran Nytefyer: It didn't work? Craze: I saw a paper twitch... Terran Nytefyer: :: tries harder, brain leaks from ears:: Craze: oh noes!! *scoops brain back in head* Terran Nytefyer: :: kinda just . .. blobs down onto the floor:: Craze: *Sad howls* Terran Nytefyer: :: starts chewing on the carpet:: Craze: *blink blink* Craze: *feels you up to put you back in your correct frame of mind* Terran Nytefyer: :: twitches .. . pauses . . . goes back to munching the carpet, and the plywood underneath:: Craze: *takes advantage and tickles you mercilessly* Terran Nytefyer: :: coughs up a lung:: Craze: Ewwww *Jumps up on table* Terran Nytefyer: :: lung slurps back in:: Craze: *gags* Terran Nytefyer: : now ju

Playing Soldier
I just wanted everyone to know if you dont see me on here after the sixth is because i will be some where in camp dodge, Iowa. I'll be there until the end of the month. I'm going to need shots for this one. I mean there isn't a bar for 150 away from that base. This is really going to suck. Wish me luck lol.

If The Red Shirt Thing Is New To You Please Read
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

A Woman's Week At The Gym!!
A WOMAN'S WEEK AT THE GYM If you read this without laughing out loud, there is something wrong with you. This is dedicated to everyone who ever attempted to get into a regular workout routine. Dear Diary, For my birthday this year, my daughter (the dear) purchased a week of personal training at the local health club for me. Although I am still in great shape since being a high school football cheerleader 43 years ago, I decided it would be a good idea to go ahead and give it a try. I called the club and made my reservations with a personal trainer named Belinda, who identified herself as a 26-year-old aerobics instructor and model for athletic clothing and swim wear. My daughter seemed pleased with my enthusiasm to get started! The club encouraged me to keep a diary to chart my progress. MONDAY: Started my day at 6:00 a.m. Tough to get out of bed, but found it was well worth it when I arrived at the health club to find Belinda waiting for me. She

Slut.
you taking me, stripping me slowly, taking my hands and pulling them behind my back, cuffing them there, wrappping my hair in your fist and jerking my head back, biting my neck, then turning me, pushing me down to my knees, unbuckling your pants, and pulling your cock out, stroking it in front of my face while i look up at you, then taking your cock and smearing the head across my lips, wetting them with your precum, then slapping your cock across my cheeks and lips, then pushing your cock into my mouth, your hands in my hair, feeding me your cock slowly...

Marines Don't
DEPARTMENT OF THE NAVY HEADQUARTERS UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS WASHINGTON, D.C. 20380 From: Commandant of the Marine Corps To: All General Officers and All Commanding Officers - Active and Reserve Subj: Marines Don't Do That 1. Early this month I received the following note from a distinguished friend: General Chapman: "Recently I was in an air terminal......(Most people there presented a pretty sloppy appearance) - coats unbuttoned, ties loosened, etc. There was a Marine Corporal (in uniform) who was just the opposite. I spoke to the Marine and pointed out the difference to him. I asked him why it was so? His answer was: 'The Marines don't do that.'" "Regards," 2. "The Marines don't do that." A simple statement of fact which leaves no question in the mind of the listener. 3. Marines don't - wear a scruffy uniform. Marines don't - slouch around with their hands in their pockets. Marines don't - wear long hair. Marines don't - fail to respond with a "

I Am Feeling Adventurous
I would like it if everyone would tell me who their favorite band is so that perhaps I can find something new. Life is way more fun when you have new bands to listen to. Please....... pretty please......

Fucking Amazing
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080502/ap_on_re_us/student_death_1 Police: Slain student apparently dialed 911; help not sent By RYAN J. FOLEY, Associated Press Writer Thu May 1, 11:50 PM ET A college student apparently called 911 from her cell phone shortly before she was killed but a dispatcher hung up, failed to call back and never sent police to investigate, authorities said Thursday. Madison Police Chief Noble Wray said it was too early to know whether a better response could have prevented the April 2 slaying of Wisconsin-Madison student Brittany Zimmermann or helped police capture her killer. Authorities refused to release the content of the phone call, but Wray said it should have been enough for the Dane County 911 Center to take it seriously. "It would be accurate to state that there is evidence contained in the call, which should have resulted in a Madison police officer being dispatched," Wray said at a news conference. "The 911 center did not call back to

Who I Am...
The USMC is over 230 years of romping, stomping, hell, death and destruction. The finest fighting machine the world has ever seen. We were born in a bomb crater, our mother was an M-16 and our father was the devil. Each moment that I live is an additional threat upon your life. I am a rough looking, roving soldier of the sea. I am cocky, self-centered, overbearing, and I do not know the meaning of fear, for I am fear itself. I am a green, amphibious monster made of blood and guts who arose from the sea, festering on anti-Americans throughout the globe. Whenever it may arise, and when my time comes, I will die a glorious death on the battle field, giving my life to mom, the Corps, and the American flag. We stole the eagle from the Air Force, the anchor from the Navy, and the rope from the Army. On the 7th day, while God rested, we over-ran his perimeter and stole the globe, and we've been running the show ever since. We live like soldiers and talk like sailors and slap the hell

1 Million Fubucks Contest Has Started..rules And Links
1MIL CONTEST First 2 people to reach 15k comments both win 1 Million fubucks each. Contest will end when they both reach 15k. 1st Place: $1 Million Fubucks 2nd Place: $1 Million Fubucks 3rd Place: 2 Blings during a HH *No Drama, You start it your eliminated from the contest. *Comment bombing your own pic is alloweed. *No new profiles can comment. must be a level 5 or higher. *Bombing families are all welcome. Contestants: Have any questions?? than please contact me through message only. dina rocks | Owned by Texas Camaro Nut

Gysgt Carlos Hathcock Ii
Carlos N. Hathcock II On May 20th, 1959, at 17 years of age, Carlos N. Hathcock II fulfilled his childhood dream by enlisting in the United States Marine Corps. His ability as a marksman was soon recognized by the instructors on the rifle range at Camp Pendleton where he was undergoing recruit training. Later, while based in Hawaii as a member of Company E, 2nd Battalion, 4th Marines, Carlos won the Pacific Division rifle championship. Following his assignment in Hawaii, Hathcock was transferred to Marine Air Station, Cherry Point, North Carolina, where he quickly found himself shooting competitively again. This time he set the Marine Corps record on the "A" Course with a score of 248 points out of a possible 250, a record that stands today. The highlight of his competitive shooting career occurred in 1965 when Carlos out-shot over 3000 other servicemen competing to win the coveted Wimbledon Cup at Camp Perry. This achievement led to his being sought out in Vietnam in 1966 to be pa

Warning
I'm just warning EVERYONE right now - do NOT talk to me right now - i'm having a very bad day - if you do i might snap your head off and hurt your feelings and right now I don't want to hurt anyone. Thank you leave a message after the beep..... beep

Gysgt Murphy's Law
Murphy's Laws of Combat Recommended by: Jim Cook Recoiless rifles...aren't. Suppressive fire.....won't. Friendly fire.....isn't. Automatic weapons....aren't. Incoming fire has right-of-way. If the enemy is in range, so are you. When in doubt, empty the magazine. A sucking chest wound is nature's way of telling you it's time to slow down. Never draw fire, it irritates everyone around you. Anything you do can get you shot...including doing nothing. Make it tough enough for the enemy to get in and you won't be able to get out. Never share a foxhole with anyone braver than yourself. Professionals are predictable, amateurs are dangerous. The easy way is always mined. Try to look unimportant, they may be low on ammo. No battle plan ever survives contact with the enemy. If you're short of everything but the enemy, you're in a combat zone. If your attack is going really well, it's an ambush. No combat-ready unit ever

Marine Resisant
Maj. Jim Cummiskey flung his laptop computer across the stage at the October 16 Las Vegas computershow. He then stomped on it. Picked it up and turned it on. "Now you see, this is a pretty tough box. I wouldn't characterize it as Marine proof, but it's clearly Marine resistant."

Fantasy
Nooner Fantasy It was lunchtime. They'd been planning for this for weeks and finally the day had arrived. He'd stopped at the local fast food joint and picked up some food...he had to, at least, make it look like his intentions were honorable. Showing up for lunch with no food would be a faux pas. They'd agreed to meet for lunch at her house. They'd always just been friends and they were going to talk about "stuff." You see, he was married and she was in a long-term relationship. But, they’d always been able to talk about most anything. He rang the doorbell. From inside she called, "Come on in." As he entered the foyer, he could hear the water running in the kitchen, but saw no one. "Where are you?" he asked. "I'm in the kitchen, but just sit down. I won't be but a minute," she replied. "Where do you want me to put this food?" he asked. "Oh, just put it on the table there by the door, for now," she said with a little giggle. It was the giggle that did it...his fa

Disaapointments
Am disappointed with the tux place As well as the bridal place with their mishaps. you are suppose to provide good service thoroughly, so you have good customers. Not by skipping out on items that are paid for Or by having the wrong item sewn wrong and wrong size. It's not hard! Do many sleep on their jobs To make these kinds of mistakes?

Some Real Sh*t(wow)
Does Slavery Still Exist in America..not a black&white thing it's more? It is no question that in America that slavery was a part of life in American history. The first slaves were sold in James town 1619, but is there still any form of slavery that exists in The United Sates? Throughout history it is safe to say that a great empire can’t succeed without conquering, and the uses of slaves to build a nation. This is still true in American history. The United States is the most powerful nation in the world, an empire and we got here by conquering the Native Americans through genocide, and bringing Africans as slaves to build the nation. There are many ways to define slavery. A simple definition of slavery is submission to a dominating influence; or the state or condition of being held in involuntary servitude as the property of somebody else. Here in America those conditions are still being practiced today, through human trafficking, prostitution, and college spor

New Standing Orders..
In an effort to ensure proper training and readiness among the military services, Congress has approved the following changes to basic principles of recruit training: Haircuts: Marines: Heads will be shaved. Army: Stylish flat-top's for all recruits. Navy: No haircut standard. Air Force: Complete makeovers as seen on the Jenny Jones show. Training Hours: Marines: Reveille at 0500, train until 2000. Army: Reveille at 0600, train until 1900. Navy: Get out of bed at 0900, train until 1100, lunch until 1300, train until 1600. Air Force: Awaken at 1000, breakfast in bed, train from 1100 to 1200, lunch at 1200, train from 1300 to 1400, nap at 1400, awaken from nap at 1500, training ceases at 1500. Meals: Marines: Meals, Ready-to-Eat 3 times a day. Army: One hot meal, 2 MRE's. Navy: 3 hot meals. Air Force: Catered meals prepared by the Galloping Gourmet, Julia Child, and Wolfgang Puck and Emeril Lagasse. All you can eat. Leave And Liberty: Marines

Imagine
This is a VERY hot story. If you don't like HOT stories stop now. Imagine I'm looking at the little dimples on either side of the base of your spine. How perfect and symmetrical and incredibly sexy. The little dip in the center of your back, which shows the outline of your backbone, rises vertically. Your blonde hair hides your graceful neck, but your bare shoulders are arched backwards, causing your shoulder blades to compress into the middle of your back, creating a small canyon of shadow. I notice the freckles on your fair skin and think how wonderfully they complement blonde hair. The round curves of your perfectly formed ass hover four inches above my stomach. I can see and feel my erect cock disappearing into the wet folds of your cunt. Your legs have straddled me and your feet are on the floor. I’m slumped on the couch, with my feet resting on the floor, knees at a 90-degree angle, making a rock-hard table of my stomach. You are slowly rising and falling, imp

Usmc Humor
Gunfights USMC V. USN Recommended by: MSgt J. R. Cook, Ret. USMC Rules for Gun fighting: 1. Bring a gun. Preferably two guns. Bring all of your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 3. Only hits count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. 4. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend. (Lateral and diagonal movement are preferred.) 5. If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 6. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 7. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading, and running. 8. Use a gun that works EVERY TIME. "All skill is in vain when an angel pisses in the flintlock of your musket." 9. Someday someone may kill you with your own gun, but they should have to beat you to death with it because it is empty. 10.

Southern Summers
If you don't want to read a HOT story stop now. Southern Summers Summer in the south is hell. The humidity hangs heavily in the furnace-like air. “The air’s so thick you can cut it with a knife,” the locals like to say. The insects buzz and flit and swarm. The fragrance of the blooming gardenias wafts on the slight breeze like an ancient aphrodisiac. As he got out of his car, something piqued his libido. Maybe it was the scent of the gardenias or maybe it was a premonition, but his mind raced through multiple fantasies as he tried to walk calmly towards the door. What was it about her that made him act this way? It seemed to take hours to cover the short distance from his car to her back door, as he struggled to breathe in the sticky air. Almost automatically he reached for the doorbell, but just before his finger reached the button, he stopped short. There, just inside the door, seated at the kitchen table, he could see her. And what a sight she was. His mouth

Conceited Bastard
OK so this guy was on my friends list and seemed pretty cool. I added him to Yahoo and he's been there for a couple weeks. The other day he started asking to see me on cam & I told him no, I don't like being on. He won't stop asking and its driving me crazy. So he asks if I ever get on for anyone and I list a couple names. And he says "So you get on for fat ugly guys? lmao And your husband isn't much better." To which I replied "This is the end of the conversation :)." And I blocked and deleted him from Yahoo and Fubar. He just tried adding me to Yahoo with a different ID. what wishes are made of how dreams come true@ fubar

Women Over 40
In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask,'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise,often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrinkle or two, a woman over 40 is far sexier than her younger

Part One Of My Story
chris malloy is no ordinary man...he's a cop his first week on the job, malloy was making his way to kenosha for his work when he drove upon a body in the middle of the road. curious, malloy examined the dead body, not knowing someone was approaching him from behind. man what could have done this? as he turned a ghostly looking man lunged at him, looking to eat his brains but malloy kicked the man in the gut and then backed up, drawing his gun as he fired on the man who tried to attack him. the bullets hit him, but he didn't drop, which bothered malloy dammit die u fucker, he shouted as he placed a shot in the man's skull. as he checked the man, he saw the body he was examining crawling toward him. reaching for his knife, he sliced the undead woman in the throat, then fired a singel shot into her brain, killing her instantly. reloading his .45, he searched the alley for any survivors as he made his way down the alley, he saw the door to the restaurant swing open, and a you

Hello All My Friends
Hey there guys srry i havnt been on here much. I am working and going to school so I am not on here that much but I think of you all often. Wondering how everyone is doing. If any of you want to stop by and say hi to me I am always on messenger. If you want it just let me know.

Photoshop Pics
I've been making photoshop pics for many of my friends. You can check them out in my "I made for others" folder. If you'd like one reply here or send me fu-email with ideas. like things you like, sports, hobbies. Give me ideas on how to represent you best. I'm not charging anything for these. I just like making them.

Lust, Passion & Love
Raw and uninhibited I feel your touch, Tasting your smooth skin and your soft red lips, The passion in your eyes, fires my desire, The sweet taste of your body on my lips, I am getting high with my swelling lust, Feeling the fever inside me, it awaits, We move as one, pleasure grows in each thrust. Your eyes, your voice, I hear it from far away, Just feel the desire of your skin on mine, Nothing else mattered except you.

Warning!
I'm pmsing. Just so you know. I'm not cranky or bitchy, just tired. That tired can turn into cranky and bitchy at the drop of a hat. I apologize in advance for biting heads off, ripping new assholes, or otherwise creating new orifices. Just don't fuck with me today, we'll be golden.

Race Day
RACE WEEKEND Well it's thursday morning and sonny has the moblehome packed and ready to go. We drop the boys off at my friends and hit the road. It's a great day for driving and we have a long ways to go. Being that we can't get into the track til Friday I talked sonny into going to see a friend I got to know on yahoo 360. Fred gave me his cell phone number and asked us to stop by his cabin. He told me all about it and that he was going to the race also. Fred has a yearly pass to all the races and a VIP pass. So as we got closer to Jackson I called Fred to see if he's there and how to get there. As we take the back road we see all the signs for the race track. damn sonny he wasn't kiding when he said he could walk to the track. Well we pull up to his place and park across the street. Fred was outside and greeted us. MELISSA thanks for stoping by with a big hug. Sonny nice to meet you, Melissa told me a lot about you and I can tell your making her very help. Oh she told you a lot abo

Beginning And End
center> In the Beginning & the End, It is you Souls are simple, Yet complex, I felt an attraction to you in the beginning, A feeling I've known,before I began this life, You were so friendly,you made me laugh, This familiar voice,from deep in my past, Our bond grew stronger, Time seemed to pass,yet stood still, A passion burned inside us, A beautiful light, Your eyes were sad & very lonely, From already a lifetime of searching, I have never felt your flesh to mine, Still I close my eyes & feel a tingle,knowing it's you, Time to meet,I know I'm ready, The day grows near to bring my soul home, We will be one, A single unit, Through our journey of our lifetimes, Our souls finally end their search, Katherine,you are much more than a friend, You were missing in the beginning but I have found you in the end.

Thank You
To be held in your arms, what a delight.A kiss upon my rosy lips,in the early morning light.A tender word spoken aloud, all my dreams coming true.How can I say anything at all,except I love you .Thank you lord for listening to my prayer,and acting so soon. Sitting on the porch swing, legs tangling together, staring at the moon.Listening to your heart and whispered charms.Always and forever, held in your arms.

Life Is Funny
You know life is real funny. About a few months ago I would never have guessed I would be where I am at now. In fact my life was going towards a dark place again. Being alone aint nothing for anybody. When I say alone I aint talking about relationships, I am talking about having nobody family and friends. Now I got eberything anyone could want my family and friends around me. I also got a great woman in my arms.

Daybreak Receptive
Daybreak Receptive when placing things inside of things could be bad spell or good as long as atop your highest spikes breathless, shy light barely enters you note my relish of recline please fulfill that wish standing reach and extended peach outline over my edge, allow spilling your lips frame tongue, milk flowing past ruby gloss, spread your animal places muscle me aside, drape me all in a morning in heat we beat leather, suck glass breath fire, fly origami with naked arms, you handle my hammer, you peal your bell Sweetly Dreamt sugar and incense, black smoke pungent poetry too hot for fubar, a dash of spice at hardwood’s edge a twist, a drive, an arrow feathered, tongued, grooved

My Love For My Family
My Love for you grows stronger everyday, It runs deeper then even the oceans that lay upon this Earth Even the length of the clear night sky is no match for my love for you You are the completion of my Heart The other half of my darkened soul You make me complete As nothing else ever will You are my Love, my Life, my World With the two of you both with me Anything is possible and can be done with ease My little family is my little world With the both of you at my side Anything can and will be done No matter how hard it seems Nothing is impossible for us to do As One we will stand and fight Whatever may come into our path And come out with shining victory For nothing can defeat the powers of our Love Together we stand as One whole As is meant to be and will be For now and forever we will be One All my love to you my Babies, Together we can do anything in the world. separated there is no chance of life Remember my Loves, We will survive no matter

I'm Gonna Piss A Lot Of People Off With This One Lol
Common misspelled and misused words and phrases on Fubar........ Dose - A measurement of some kind of medication or remedy (What most on here mean to use is DOES) Your - belonging to you You're - contraction for you are There - a place of reference They're - contraction of they are Their - belonging to them (It's amazing how many times those 5 previous terms are misused and misplaced in context on here lol) M.I.L.F. - Mother I'd Like to Fuck (the misuse of the term is that the so-called "mother" is supposed to BE OLD ENOUGH TO BE THEIR MOTHER!!! The simple fact that she's a mother doesn't encompass the term as a whole) Anyone using current hit songs as their profile name - Examples.....Ms. New Booty, Lips of An Angel, Lollipop etc....To call yourself these things, should include that you actually HAVE said parts. To be Ms. New Booty, your booty shouldn't look so old...To be "Lollipop", you should inspire so many people to "lick" you....you understand... Literally

A Grown-up Way
A Grown-Up Way Sitting in a green plastic chair, She is crying, And it is not the winter that makes her cold. I stand in awkward silence. One foot pointing toward her, The other poised to step away. Take back the hurt, dry up the tears. Reassure me that everything is as carefree As it used to be. I long for childhood, When it was understood that I did not mean The things I said, and all I ever did was Step on toes. I have amended and spring has again descended On this house. There is a grown-up way of saying I'm sorry. But I understand now what she means when She says, "They'll step on your heart."

Help Me Get A Vip
PLEASE HELP ME GET A VIP. I HAVE 4 WEEKS TO GET 10,000 COMMENTS. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. THANK YOU TO ALL WHO HELP ME. I LOVE YA ALL!!! JUST CLICK ON PIC BELOW!! PLEASE SHOW MIZOTTE LOVE AS WELL. HE'S A GOOD N TRUE FRIEND. :-) mizotte59 owner of StrawBerriiKisses, Vodka girl and celtic rose fu-owned to aGem4life@ fubar

Help My Sassy Level Up
Alright i try to help all of you when you ask so i need some help for my friend so show the love! Help my Sassy DJ level up! she is in my family and my heart!!! LOL here is her screen name!!! '~♥~Sassy*4*DJ~♥~Stiletto♥Girls~♥~aka-Sass a frass~♥~' Thanks everyone and i will return the favor!!!!!!

Big Brother Is Counting Caloires.
Ok… time for a rant. Have you seen this article: http://travel.nytimes.com/2006/12/13/dining/13calo.html The New York City Department of health managed to pass a new ordinance stating that all fast food chains display the calorie counts of all their items on the menus when people order their food. Another piece to this ordinance states that these restaurants can no longer cook using trans fats as well. OK. I have a problem with this as you might imagine. Now my boggle is not with the droves of human cows that daily ingest way too many calories and dig their own grave with the spork used to finish that large order of mashed potatoes and gravy ordered from their favorite local KFC. Nah. That would be too easy of a target. People are not that dumb- everybody knows fast food is bad for you. They may not know how bad but they know its not going to make you any prettier. My problem is with the government pushing their agenda on people thinking they know what is best. Now

Words I Was Asked To Write For A Sister....to Hers.
When I met you, so many years ago...It seemed to me as if you were taking away my brother. He laughed more with you, smiled when he never would have before. It is an odd thing for a sister to watch her brother fall in love. It has been a distinct honor to watch him do it with you. As I came to know you, I couldn't help but fall in love with you myself. Sweetness was encarnate with you. You graced this earth with your laughter. Your smile, the way your eyes always glanced at Brian when you didn't know that he was looking. I watched your family grow...and so my own did as well. You gifted me with three beautiful nephews. I have never in my life met a humanbeing as unselfish as you are. It has amazed me throughout these years....I keep waiting...for the world to harden you, or for your perfectness to slip...but it never...ever did. I am...and have always been amazed of you. I don't think I ever told you or showed you how very much I love you. How...I could never

Time To Say Goodbye & A Favor To Ask
Welp its come to that time .. Ive met my limit on this site .. I came here with intentions of meeting some great people and i did that . I laughed and shared some great times .. the only thing i would have changed was the fu drama . but hey thats part of fu life i guess .. anyway .. Im leaving you all .. Ive decided its time ...im not able to get on here as much as i used to .. and when i am .. i really am not into it as much as many are .. Yes i want to know how my friends are doing . and enjoy meeting new people .. I just feel like id much rather be outside hiking .. or reading a book .. walking my dog .. working .. doing something other than sitting in front of this computer constantly .. not saying that im going to never come by and talk with my friends cuz thats just not going to happen . ive known some of you a long time .. and youre all in my heart thats never going to change and you've all got my Yahoo account .. and can reach me there .. If you dont .. You can go to any of m

It's Not Over
i found this song today and instantly cried. and can't stop listening to it. stupid fucking boys! it's not over by secondhand seronade my tears run down like razor blades and no i'm not theo ne to blame it's you or is it me and all the words we never say, come out and now we're all ashamed and there's no sense in playing games when you've done all you can do but no it's over it's over why is it over? we had the chance to make it now it's over it's over it can't be over i wish that i could take it back but it's over i loose myself in all these fights i loose my sense of wrong and right i cry i cry shaking form the pain that's in my head i just wanna crawl into my bed and throw away the life i've lead but i wont let it die and i wont let it die but it's over it's over why is it over? we had the chance to make it now it's over it's over it can't be over i wish that i could tak

New Usable Objects
2 usable objects have appeared... my new toy slavegirl n. she was able to present herself as usable toy and object that is allowed to amuse me from time to time. the slut will do her best to present herself as worthy. she has shown a good start and that she is able to show her good side of her personality. she is a born slavegirl and servant and is happy to amuse me. isn't she a nice usable dog?! yes, that slut knows her place!! and she is also a good painslut that can endure and enjoy alot and my new slavegirl a... that nice slut also makes me very proud... but she should have the honor to introduce herself: The first time I ever heard from misterak (known now as Sir Alex to me) I had come home and sit down in front of the computer reading messages. That is where I saw his message. My first thought upon reading was "is this guy serious?". So I went to his page where I read his profile and what it had in it totally fascinated me. I have been v

Alarm Clock
If you were given $84,600 per day, how would you spend it? This is how we view time. It is a precious commodity that seems impossible to acquire sufficiently. As a symbol Alarm clocks in dreams are often a reminder of our limitations. These may be reflections of actual problems (such as running out of time), symbolic of poor time management, or completely conceptual (such as failing to complete a life-cycle task before that cycle ends). This alarm clock could appear in the dreams of someone who is perceiving their time on earth as growing short. Use in Dream Recall Studies indicate that REM takes place with regularity about every ninety minutes through sleeping time. Dream recall is heightened from 20% to 70% or more when patients are awakened during dream time. By setting your alarm clock to go off either six hours or seven-and-one-half hours after going to sleep, it is likely you will have more vivid dream recall. Is the clock a hopeful symbol (e.g. at last the time h

My Daughter
Hello My friends or visitors, I just need a little help your thoughts on this issue. I am a single parent of a 16 soon to be 17 year old girl. She had her tonsils out over this past school year and she has had alot of colds and infection issues since then. Long Story short she will not pass this year and be held back. She wants me to allow her to drop out of school and go for her GED. I would rather see her start fresh next year even if we need to enroll her in a different school try the first 2 quarters providec she gives 100% if she is still struggling so badly i told her i would consider her going for her GED then. She acts like i am asking way 2 much. Is she right am i asking 2 much from her? Am i being unreasonable? I think an actual high school diploma is worth more then a GED. These are different times i know near the end of high school i hated it i could not wait for it to be over i didn't like my teachers either. But if i had dared to tell my parents i was going to drop out ju

Girl's Night Out
Why females should avoid a girls night out after they are married....If this does not make you laugh out loud, you have lost your sense of humor. The other night I was invited out for a night with the "girls. "I told my husband that I would be home by midnight, "I promise!" Well, the hours passed and the margarita's went down way too easily. Around 3 a.m., a bit loaded, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hallway started up and cuckooed 3 times. Quickly, realizing my husband would probably wake up, I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself for coming up with such a quick-witted solution in order to escape a possible conflict with him. (Even when totally smashed... 3 cuckoos plus 9 cuckoos totals 12 cuckoos =MIDNIGHT!) The next morning my husband asked me what time I got in, I told him "MIDNIGHT"... he didn't seem pissed off in the least.

Do You Really Have To Check Up On Me? I Mean, Really,.....
Man, I need to be in my truck and on the road, cuz this Fu-stuff is gettin' a lil out of hand. I swear I have been gettin' more and more guys checkin' up on their "ladies" by scanning MY page. Maybe it's because of the goofy comments I leave. Maybe it's the fact I'm in a select few's Family or Top Friends group. Maybe it's because I have the strangest headliners for my profile name. Or maybe it's the pic. Whatever it is, I have gotten way too many dudes rushing to my page (sometimes over and over again), just to see what "she" said to me to have me leave such a comment and what not. So, if you really want to know what I'm about, or what my intentions are to your "woman", let me tell you. NOTHING!! I am with an incredible woman, and happy to be with her. Anyone else I speak to, chat with, or clown with, are just friends. There are too many great women on here that are great conversationalists. A lot of em just want to talk and clown (mostly because I'm a big ol' goof ball lol). So

What A Stress Day Yesterday Had Been
Yesterday, My Day Had Started With A Horrible Start. I Had Began The Day With Only A Half An Hours Worth Of Sleep In The Past 48 Hours And. I Was On The Way To Work When My Tired Blew Out On The Side Of The Highway. The Sound Of What Seemed Like A Tractor Trailer Tailgating Me Was The Key To That Something Was Not Right With The Car. I Pulled Over On To The Side Of The Road And Got Out The Jack And Necessities . And Started Jacking Up The Car And Locked The Parking Brake And Proceeded To Remove The Right Rear Tire. With All The Nuts Off, I Tried Yanking On The Tire And Nothing Happened. Not Even A Budge. Tried Kicking And Prying.... Still Nothing. Had To Call Up A Friend To Find Out What To Do. It Seems The Wheel Had Froze To The Hub Due To The Heat Of The Blow Out, And I Just Needed To Keep On Kicking. After A Few More Determined Kicks. I Was Able To Remove The Wheel And Put On The Miniscule Spare Tire. Common Sense Would Suggest That I Find The Nearest Tire Place And Have The Tire Ta

All My Friends....can I Get Some Help Plz....
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX OK....For all the times I helped my friends out, its time to return the love to me! Im in a contest to win 2 bling packs. I need to get 15k comments before the 21st of May & I need all the help I can get. Please come by..any help is much appreciated. Im willing to pay fubux for comments, so if youre running low...come by & get paid!!!..just pm me & once its verified I will transfer the bux to ya! Thanks in advance!!!!♥♥

Memorial Day
Happy Memorial Day. A Memorial Day Poem by Michelle Keim, 1999 As we stand here looking At the flags upon these graves Know these flags represent A few of the true American brave. They fought for their Country As man has through all of time Except that these soldiers lying here Fought for your country and mine. As we all are gathered here To pay them our respect Let's pass this word to others It's what they would expect. I'm sure that they would do it If it were me or you To show we did not die in vain But for the red, white and blue. Let's pass on to our children And to those who never knew What these soldiers died for It's the least we can do Let's not forget their families Great pain they had to bear Losing a son, father or husband They need to know we still care. No matter which war was fought On the day that they died I stand here looking at these flags Filled with American pride. So as the bugler plays out Taps With its sweet and eerie sound

I Am Now An Aunt And Godmother
I am now an aunt to a beautiful baby girl. Her name is Cassandra Elizabeth. She was born April 30th 2008 at 7:08 pm. She weighs 6 lbs and is 19 inches long. She's got the most biggest beautiful blue eyes. Well I can't wait to spend some more time with her, she's gorgeous. As soon as I can I will have pics up of her. Ciao!

My Love
My Love My shirt laces up the front like a challenge It’s begging to be untied, just pull a string Unlace it, reveal my soft white skin An inch at a time, open me to you Slowly reach to the tie, pull it slowly open Or use a knife or scissors to slice through it Get right to the point, get it off me Pull the sleeves down, imprison me again Use the sleeves to trap my arms behind me Kiss, suck, pinch, roll, bite my nipples Have me arching beneath you, begging you Not to stop, but to never stop Untie my shirt and you just might Untie my restraint on my passion Untie my composure Untie my desire

Finally Happy!
Things have become so perfect in my life since I have met this wonderful guy named, Timothy A. Bair. He is sweet and very understanding. I never believed that I8 would ever find someone like him for a person like myself. He has been very supportive of me and he follows the old code of Scottish Tradition. He talked with my father last night in the phone and asked permission to court (date) me. He is the first guy that I have crossed in a very long time to ask like suppose to when looking for to further the relationship. He makes me so happy and hoppefully all will work out in the best for us both. My family already likes him and they just want me to be happy plus properly took care of! I hope that my future with him works out for the best because I do love him very much. He is my soul-mate forever!

Top Ten On 5-1-08
Here is a Recap of the Top Ten Request of 5-1-08 From Dirty Deeds Radio. 1. Mudvayne - Happy 2. Five Finger Death Punch - Never Enough 3. Theory of a Deadman - So Happy 4. Sixx Am - Life is Beautiful 5. Powerman 5000 - When Worlds Collide 6. Pantera - Walk 7. Hed Pe - Wake Up 8. Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff 9. Three Days Grace - Riot 10. Seether - FMLYHM Remember this is Your Top Ten. If you Disagree then i Suggest you get your asses in Dirty Deeds and Request what you want to hear!! Your Top 10 Request is Every Thursday Night at 11pm Eastern time!

Cowboy Needs Our Help! (written By Gem)
Hello everyone! GEM here (aGEM4life) and I'm here to ask for help. Cowboy is in a bling pack giveaway and needs 3,500 comments by Monday. He would be there helping if he could but he has gotten sick and for now doesn't have the strength to sit at the pc and do anything. I know for a fact Cowboy has helped MANY of you level up when he saw your plea for help. Now its YOUR turn to help him! Before you can bomb his pic in the giveaway you need to have R/F/A Stephanie Lynn. Thank you in advance. ~Donna aka GEM 'Stephanie Lynn's Profile' Pic to Bomb...

Barbara Wahwah Is A Hoe
Barbara Walters reveals past affair with US senator By FRAZIER MOORE, AP Television Writer Thu May 1, 12:19 PM PDT NEW YORK (AP) -- After three decades of keeping mum, Barbara Walters is disclosing a past affair with married U.S. Senator Edward Brooke, whom she remembers as "exciting" and "brilliant." HMMMMM...dont you just love it when celebrities reveal they are just as fucked up as the rest of us? "exciting" eh Barbara? I bet he was..I bet he was.

A Perfect Poem
A Perfect Poem Spoken in wordless space, the soul empirical a product of the times, a voice screamed at the night, at the dark, at the cold, cold heart the world, a country in debris, a whimper of words between the words, imagined -- divined then etched into the limbs, the steaming skin a bone deep, searing burn in comfort the forgotten horror suddenly recalled memory of love and the knife-twist betrayal. Yet a verse of water in parched sun, desert days the flash of life, happy, content before dying eyes a breathless moan, a lovers eyes -- as one rhythm of waves, of wings, of naked flesh the silence of dark, of an instant before death and life on a string, careless and carefree. A rhyme not read or written, not remembered the minutes and hours, the bead of sweat dangling in a single, vast impossibility -- suddenly possible. Word, after word, following word and line the same somehow different, shapeless form one final breath, inhaled then whispered…

Ensign: The Peace Of Jerusalem
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 2 May 2008 My son Jeffrey will be ten months old tomorrow! As I already see him and his big sister Sarah go everywhere and do everything they can with that joy of living that comes from not knowing there are some things you can't do, I pray that they (as I don't doubt you do for your children) that they will never have to go to war on engender the feelings that lead to it (i.e. let them stew). Okay, maybe not in those words, but we do ask for peace to prevail in what we do. I remember a Calvin and Hobbes comic strip where the title characters are about to play "war" and one asks, "Why do we play at war and not peace?" The other character answers, "Too few role models." At the end of these devotional messages, I ask you

Life Sucks Sometimes
My life sux right now and I dont know what to think anymore honestly. My dad had his sixth heart attack last week and the docs told us theres nothing more they can do for him. Sux balls then recently today the docs confirmed my gurls pregnant so at the same time Im depressed but excited. I dont know what to do right now. I need to go spend somemore time with him before its to late but I want him to be around to see his grandchild grow up. Life sux

Small Packages
They say Great things come in small packages. That is one saying I fully agree with. My mother was the greatest thing in the world. She was a fiesty, firery, stubborn 4 foot 9 inch tall woman who stood up for what she believed in no matter how big her obsticle or foe. On the other hand she was kind, careing and compassionate but most importantly she had a pure soul which not many people can claim. She was 64 years old when she left us Sunday April 27th 2008 at 9:47am and left all of us who knew and loved her heartbroken.I have done alot of things in my life my mother didnt agree with but never once was she ever disapointed in me and all I ever knew from her was love and affection. My children are better people due to having her in thier lives. I Love and Miss you MOM!!

Never Far Away
I'm gone now, but I'm still very near. Death can never separate us. Each time you feel a gentle breeze, It's my hand caressing your face. Each time the wind blows, It carries my voice whispering your name. When the wind blows your hair ever so slightly, Think of it as me pushing a few stray hairs back in place. When you feel a few raindrops fall on your face, It's me placing soft kisses. At night look up in the sky and see the stars shining so brightly. I'm one of those stars and I'm winking at you and smiling with delight. For never forget you're the apple of my eye.

New Hires @ Work
finally we've got some new hires at my job...so i don't have to work the food court by myself every damn day anymore....we got 2 girls for it now so i think they'll do good...hoping that neither gets fired or quits...who knows either way im jsut happy we have soem new people...no telling how long they'll be there my 90 introductory is almost up...then they'll do a check on my performance and i may or may not get a raise idk...i hope so lol

One Lady To Level
CAN YOU PLEASE RATE THIS LADIES PICS? SHE NEEDS RATES AND FRIENDS CAUSE SHE'S BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT... SHE WILL TRY HER BEST TO RETURN ALL LOVE GIVEN... ☠☠Sweet Lil Ga Bitch☠☠ THIS PIMPOUT DESIGN BROUGHT TO YOU BY THE BOOMBASTIC: ~/~ SASSY LAURIE~/~~Please help me level!

Highway Blues
Out here on the road, tryin’ to make a livin’; haulin’ another load. Gettin’ paid nothing at all. Last time I was home, I can’t seem to recall. This wheel is all I’ve got to hold, feelin’ like I’m doing time, too young to be feelin’ old. Feeling I’m stuck in gear; I can still see home in my rear view mirror. Listening to country and rock ‘n’ roll, gets me through another mile, and to the next toll. Chasing the hours one by one; mile after mile, into the late day sun. Just got another ticket, keep breakin’ the law, can’t drive the speed limit. Is it the sun or the moon, driving into forever, just want to get there soon. Thinking of this and that, lookin’ for the next exit, wondering where it’s at. Heavy eyes I try to fight, blinded by another headlight. This tiredness I try to shake, trying not to pass out, gettin’ harder to stay awake. I’m out here all alone. My best friend is the radio and cell phone. Sometimes I don’t know; is

Old Skool
Low in the seat, staring off the end of the hood Thinkin’ where he’d be if he trucked like he should He’s got that chicken hauler lean Truckers say, “he’s the coolest they’ve ever seen” You want to Look, Listen and Learn But he’s gone to hide Not to be seen till it’s time to ride Ride in by looking cool Damn, I feel like a fool It’s Old School

Come Sit With Me
Come and sit beside me, let me reel you in..... If only for a moment, I'll let you see inside... look upon my secrets, the things I try to hide. Let me have just one more minute, that's all I'm asking for. To sit beside you closely, I promise you'll want more. I'll give you a few small things within me, I'm sure you'll want to brave. I'll let you take with you these treasures, pick the ones you crave. There is but one thing I ask of you, for you to leave behind. Leave with me a promise, one you can't unwind. If only for a moment, let me take your hand. And share with you a lifetime, just sit with me... My Dear. The count down is over... I have come to realise that something always seems to get in the way. It's okay though because I know that something always seems to happen to make a new path. Clear the way for bigger and better things. xoxxox

Imma Gonna Bitch For A Sec...
I am so damn sick of doing other people's jobs! The incompetent fucks around this hospital are really getting to me. If and when I complain I get told my the bosses "They've been told what to do and they don't do it." Well if someone isnt doing their job, shouldn't they be reprimanded or fired?? Not just allowed to go on as the worthless bastards they are? I dont get paid what I should for my job anyways, let alone having to do someone elses job for them too. I should be able to come in in the morning and not have to worry about other people having done their job correctly.

Dj Luangel Rawkin Yer Fu Overnite!!
DJ LuAngel Rawkin' your Fu OverNite! WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD Playing what YOU wanna hear! Stop on in, You'll Be Glad You Did!! Southern Girl With Attitude! The Link to the Wicked Storm Lounge (Click the tornado!) W.Y.K.D Wicked Storm

Man Of The House
Man of the House Hammer had just finished reading a new book entitled, 'You Can Be The MAN of Your House.' He stormed out to Sandy in the kitchen and announced, 'From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner, you are going to go downstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex that I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands. Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?' Sandy replied, 'The fuckin' funeral director would be my first guess.'

Getting Closer
I have been very busy lately with work..and life around here..so I havn't been on much lately. Yesterday morning I ran money to my boys school for there lunch. Forgot to send it with them.. Anyways..hubby mentioned..why don't you go mushroom hunting. Well I ended up going down to my moms..and they were home. So, mom and I went mushroom hunting for almost 2 hours. Found 300 all together between both of us. Or close to that. It was pretty fun.. getting to spend day with them..and noone else. Anyways.. mom and I went out shopping this morning. Its been so great spending time with her. I have always envied my cousin..and others who are always with there moms shopping..etc. My mom has worked alot..and when shes off she usually prefers being at home. I can kinda understand some..as I get older..that is what I like to do. I have missed not doing things with her though. Lately shes been making up for it somewhat. I think after grandma passed away.. she looks back..and thinks shes

Thoughts
Today is a day of pent up energy. Filled with wants needs and desires. Visions dancing thru my head. Fingers tracing their way over my body. Charting their way over undiscovered territories. Moving slowly, mapping each and every cliff and valley. Soft, gentle and flowing. Needing candles, rose petals, tie downs, and torturous pleasure. Wanting heat to envelope every inch of my body, sending me soaring high above any other pleasure imaginable. MMMmmmm....... Way to much pent up energy.

Sorry Havnt Been On Much
I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO GET ON LINE AS MUCH LATELY, DUE TO COMPLICATIONS FROM DIALYSIS, IT IS KICKING MY BUTT NOW. THEY ARE STILL TRYING TO SEE WHAT IS GOING ON AND ALL, I HAVE TO GO TO A NEUROLOGIST THIS MONTH, DUE TO EITHER HAVING 3RD FLUID SEPERATION, OR BRAIN MAY BE SWELLING DURING TREATMENTS. YESTERDAY WHEN I GOT HOME I HAD ANOTHER VIOLENT MIGRAINE, UPSET STOMACHE AND TIRED AS IN LIKE I WORKED A 8HR HARDWORK DAY AND I DONT AND CAN NOT WORK SO I KNOW ITS NOT FROM THAT, LOL. I WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU TO SCOOTER BLACK, AND MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT HAVE BEEN WONDERFUL AND HEART WARMING TOWARDS ME. I AM NOT THE ONE TO USUALLY COMPLAIN, BUT I MUST LET YOU KNOW HOW I AM DOING, I HAVE FRIENDS THAT LOOK AT FOR MY NEW BLOGS AND UPDATES, SO THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT. GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!!!! SCOOTER BLACK HAS ALSO DONE A BLOG, (WHICH I WILL HAVE AT THE END OF MINE SO THAT YOU MAY READ IT ALSO), AND IT UPLIFTED MY SPIRITS BECAUSE HE WROTE TO ME ABOUT ALL THAT I HAVE BEEN GOI

Too Much
Too Much Slowly but surely, the thoughts creep in Images flashing through my mind Your face, your eyes Your hand, so big curled around mine The heat of your body over me The wetness that comes with every touch, every kiss Is haunting me Now I’m lost to the memory Of my fantasies come true I squirm in my seat feeling the marks you’ve left on me They’re fading, for the most part But the bites that made them Remain fresh in my mind I cannot help but wish you were here Touching me roughly Kissing me gently Commanding my body The way only you know how Tho I want to scream I shall wait patiently Til we come together again And waiting, I’ll think of you Too much

This Makes Me So Angry!
Medical marijuana user dies without transplant YouNewsTV™Story Published: May 1, 2008 at 9:02 PM PDT By Associated Press SEATTLE (AP) - A musician who was denied a liver transplant because he used marijuana with medical approval under Washington state law to ease the symptoms of advanced hepatitis C died Thursday. The death of Timothy Garon, 56, at Bailey-Boushay House, an intensive care nursing center was confirmed to The Associated Press by his lawyer, Douglas Hiatt, and Alisha Mark, a spokeswoman for Virginia Mason Medical Center, which operates Bailey-Boushay. Dr. Brad Roter, the physician who authorized Garon to smoke pot to alleviate for nausea and abdominal pain and to stimulate his appetite, said he did not know it would be such a hurdle if Garon were to need a transplant. The case has highlighted a new ethical consideration for those allocating organs for transplant, especially in the dozen states that have medical marijuana laws: When dying patients need a t

Oppss
Ok.....Last minute hitch....her barrester was caught on another case...so we ran out of court time......which now means got to go through it all again on Tuesday morning...qand it will be concluded on the day.....so I am really looking for a spare room to move in to sometime after that........will keep you posted. Love Peace Understanding Out

Please Help Me If You Can
I am in a contest for a free 1 year VIP. I need 100,000 picture comments on my picture to win. Please help me if you would. The contest starts May 2 at 6am Fubar time. I have till July 1st to do this. eeep If interested please go to the link below and F/A/R the sponser. When he approves your friend request you can comment my picture. You can comment as many times as you like. http://fubar.com/treehard Thanks to everyone who helps me. xoxoxo RobinDenise..aka White Crayon

Friday May2 2008 [fed Up]
well today is pay day qnd waiting on the friend who said he would help out but i havent heard from him. its pissin me off, he wants me to do things with him but yet when im trustworthy of him to be there for him, he doesnt listen to my advice, he has a cell phone which you "top off" (payment type) and he does it only by $10 payments evidently now he paid for a new phone with blue tooth, and no way to keep it up...would be easier to pay $20 a month and have it going always instead of the 10 a month. oh well i have a heart attack walkin up the hill will be ok least will be with my my folks

Club F.a.r Rocks!
I have met the best group of people on here, Club F.A.R. Never thought it would happen but a drama free family that makes you feel welcome from day one. I am sure you all have friends or family that are in Club F.A.R just like I did before I joined. They should be appreciated for being a friendly, no drama family. Thanks for letting me be a part of it! Love u all!

Guess What...yup It's True
The day you were born, the whole world was blessed These thoughts in my mind to you I must confess The time has come for me to express my true feelings You are the center of my thoughts and the essence of my being What you have brought me I never thought I could procure The gift of comfort, with you I am secure For you have lifted me up from a life filled with sorrow And made me realize there is always a better tomorrow It amazes me how someone can make me feel this way I love you more and more with each passing day You brighten my days and lift my spirits I have felt this so stongly and now want you to hear it So you may know the place you hold in my heart You are always with me even when we're apart I truly believe what we have is meant to be Just open your heart and soon you shall see What I am willing to do to keep a smile on your face Just know that I'm here and will be always

Past Incidents Shape Who You Are Today
You see how bad the world can be when you've been up close and have seen the things most people in their lives will never see. You've seen the anger, the terror, the violence, the blood, the pain, the hurt, the heartache and the sadness. You wonder how any of this can happen. then you wonder how all of it can happen in one setting over and over again. Murder, Domestic Violence, Sexual Abuse, Child Abuse, Assault/Battery, Alcoholism/Addiction, Drug Abuse/Addiction, Thieviery, Attempted Suicide, And Death. You'd think I was talking about a day in the life of a police officer, wouldn't you? You'd be wrong. Unfortunately, I've seen all of this at a very young age. A few incidents were shielded from me, but I still know every last detail and the images are there from what I learned about it. I know all of this has affected me whether or not conciously or subconciously, it's all still there. I've taken it all in. I always wanted to help make the world better by helping people

Broke My Ankle
I slipped sunday and broke my ankle in 2 places. Not many of my friends noticed I was gone! **hugs** Kristy! (and angela is pretending she noticed!) lol.. i love u angela! I can't go go to work or anything else for at least 7 weeks! 2/6/08... update! I had to get recasted yesterday because the cast rubbed a raw spot! and so it has more padding.. but its a tighter cast! definitely not that great! especially since i can't even afford to get my prescription filled! and last night it was hurting worse then when i broke it! I have another appointment on the 12th.. for more xrays.. he hopes it won't need surgery! i am not allowed to put any weight on it at all!

So Many Times
So many times I'll hear a song, Playing on the radio. The melody familiar, Reminds me of you so. Bringing warmth into my heart, And lighting up my day. Your memory dances 'cross my mind, As the music starts to play. Sometimes I close my eyes and dream, As I hear the music flow; That I'm held close in your strong arms, Dancing soft and slow. It's just a little thought of mine, A dreamer's fantasy. Of dancing with you by candlelight, To a soft, slow melody. Sometimes I let the music play, Over in my mind. In a never ending slow dance, We're suspended there in time. Even though it's just a dream, Of dancing quietly with you. If I close my eyes and I hear the song, A dream, almost come true. So, let me have this little thought, Of a soft sweet melody; And dancing with you by candlelight, In this dreamer's fantasy. **************************** XOXXO SHANNA

A Lesson In Life
I believe..Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks your heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your

Erotic Story Sound Bite
If you send me your email address, I will send you a sound bite of my story I am recording for my erotic story CD. It is just a bit too much of a NSFW for Fubar so I will send it to you directly if you would like to hear a bit of my SATURDAY NIGHT story. If you are not familiar with my erotic stories they are in my EROTIC STORIES folder here in my blog. Find SATURDAY NIGHT and read it ... then send me a message with your email address so I can can send you a wav file with a snippit of me reading a portion of that story. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

~~how To Make Love~~
HOW TO MAKE LOVE Ingredients: 4 Laughing eyes 4 Well-shaped legs 4 Loving arms 2 Firm milk containers 2 Nuts 1 Fur-lined mixing bowl 1 Firm banana Directions: 1. Look into laughing eyes. 2. Spread well-shaped legs with loving arms. 3. Squeeze and massage milk containers very gently. 4 Gently add firm banana to mixing bowl, working in and out until well creamed. For best results. Continue to knead milk containers. 5. As heat rises, plunge banana deep into mixing bowl and cover with nuts, leave to soak (preferably NOT overnight). 6. The cake is done when banana is soft. If banana does not soften, repeat 4 steps 3-5 Notes: 1. If you are in an unfamiliar kitchen, wash utensils carefully before and after use. 2. Do not lick mixing bowl after use. 3. If cake rises, leave town.

Red Fridays....be Sure To Show Your Support
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Dreams
Dreams destroying my sleep How can hurt reach so deep? Waking up is too much effort Sleep is a luxury I can't afford Depression overwhelms my soul Deep darkness, a big, black hole Sadness eats its way through my heart Where does it end, where did it start? No one can undersatnd this pain Nothing to lose, nothing to gain, Lost in a neverending maze Every moment just a dizzy daze. Why does it have to be me? If only the future I could see Afraid of shadows in the dark Will i ever make my mark? Unseen tears flowing from my heart I must go on, play my part Life has to continue for today Living my life, come what may. So much to be thankful for How can i ask for anymore I just wish this could go away For me to have a natural day. To know that I'm not the only one Helps a little but it's no fun Even God seems oh so far away Who can brighten up my day? So tired of fighting this feeling My mind just spinning

To Let Everyone Know
I have decided to step down from Fubar Afterhours as a Manager and a DJ. Is After Hours going down, NO. And i would not want that either. I have my own personal reasons as to why I am stepping down. None of which include any problems i have with Ben Dover. After Hours was the only reason I wanted to be on Fubar. And was the only reason I stayed. But like all good movies eventually everything has to end. I need to sit back and really decide what my next move is. Untill then everyone on afterhours will always be my fam!! Love you guys!! Untill next time im out....

First Ballgame
Hey everyone! I haven't wrote a blog in a long time. But I have some EXCITING NEWS! My kids and I are going to our VERY FIRST PRO BASEBALL GAME!!!!!!! :P So I'm a little excited! If you couldn't tell :P I hope the rain holds off so we can enjoy it. Also I can't wait to have my first statuim hotdog. :P If you guys are watching the Cleveland Indains play look for me! Never know I might end up on tv. LOL... If anyone was wondering I am feeling alot better. The anitobotics kicked in and is kicking the strep throats butt. Hope everyone has a great day and a great weekend! Love ya Mysti

Caption It | Vol.2 | 002
RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog Caption It (Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out! The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple. 1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions. 2. Comment with a caption of your own! You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like. 3. Have fun!!! If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.

New Job
Hey y'all...sorry I have't wrote for awhile...I just got hired on at a new job, I start today...orientations from noon to 4pm. I have been wanting this job for awhile and I finally got it...YES! Everything else in my life is going great too, we just got a new puppy...so on and so forth...What more could I ask for in life than what I already have...Oh and my party is next Saturday...hope everyone can make it...ZTime to raise some HELL!! Hope y'all are doin good! Talk to yas laters! Luvs Yas!

Where Have I Been???
Well I have to say my world changed on Dec 28th 07...That was the day my Mother passed away, I lost not only my Mother, But my best friend...I have been trying to have a new outlook on life, I do realize that love ones are so special and that you should always let them know everyday, because one day my be the last you see or hear from them...Life is persious and should never be taken for granted...And you should never take it for granted that family or friends know you love them, Tell them, Take 5 minutes and tell them how special they are to you... Mom was down in Texas when she passed away, I was unable to be there for her, She died there alone and That hurts me so much, this is why I am still having a hard time dealing with this, So much left unsaid..I pretty much closed everyone out, Cried alot and still do..I miss her so much.

Thought/energy/prayer Request
My friend El is in the ICU. They amputated his foot and he is in kidney failure and on a ventilator. Please keep him in your thoughts as he faces this battle. UPDATE: I visitied him this AM. He was still on the ventilator and was unresponsive to my voice. This is the way my grandmother's last days ended up being.

Sharing Some News
I wanted to take some time to give props to my best friend April. Last weekend she celebrated her 1 year of being clean from drugs. I am so proud of her. I never thought we'd see that day but there is was. To be honest, I thought I'd attend her funeral before anything else. There were many times she almost died. The worst time was when I found her passed out. I got her to the hospital and the Dr's told me if I hadn't found her, she'd be dead. That is the hardest thing to hear. I've helped her as much as I could over the years but for her to get clean, it was a decision she had to make. I couldn't do it for her, not matter how much I begged. But she made that decision and has been clean a year now. We went with her to the NA meeting to see her get the medalian and then we all went to dinner to celebrate her "birthday" as it is called. Meet some really good people. Tomorrow we are going with her to a cookout at a local park that the group is having. I am so proud of her. I would also lik

Just Believe....
There once was a time that I didn't believe in angels, but that has changed only because I have met some, and next to them I am nothing....If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only I was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.....Angels are like people; they come and go, but the diffence is: angels make you glow.....I need you like roses need rain, you're an angel that takes away my pain.....I met an angel without wings, but his heart makes me fly...You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I need you too, because I am

Another One
night and day the night is dark, the day is bright, the night is cold, the day is warm, the night is fun, the day is work, the night has the moon, the day has the sun, the night is for drinking, the day is for not, the night is for sleeping, the day is for not, the night is for telvision, the day is for school work, the night is for sex, the day is for no regrets>> bedrock

Honor Our Troops
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Treo 755p For Sale
I don't want to do it but I need to sale my phone. My treo had gotten thrown into a lake because of this rogue gust of wind. My chair and wallet and everything flew across the camp and hit the water before any of us could catch it. Anyway, i'm in college, and shortly after that incident I had a heated conversation with one of the bosses at work because he's a weasle that needs to be punched in the throat. Bah, i'm getting sidetracked. What I intend to do is pay the insurance deductible and sale the brand new phone that gets shipped in. I need the money so I can pay my phone bill. I'll sale it cheaper than what they sell it for in the store and it will be brand new. 300-400 or so is the price in the stores. This is a Sprint phone also

Bottom Of A Moonbeam
Bottom Of My Moonbeam! by Terry Richardson © All my life I've wanted MY OWN Moonbeam, Their beauty is so glorious to see. Each half-moon that shines is pure perfection, And I need a sweet Moonbeam JUST for me! To feel the soft caress of my Moonbeam, Gives me a pleasure I don't want to share. There's such a joyful orgasmic delight, I found nothing in this world can compare! I love to see the bottom of my Moonbeam, Its naked splendor makes ALL Heaven shine! When I reach out to caress its beauty, I feel a joyful pleasure that it's mine! There's a glorious joy felt from its touch, And the pleasure of that touch IS supreme! It fills up my lonely nights with Heaven, And orgasmic delight, from MY Moonbeam!!

Made By Jodi.....thank You!!
Ok she is having her first Happy hour this morning at 9 am fubar time 12 eastern. Go show her page some serious fulovin during her Happy Hour! Cali Rain@ fubar (repost of original by '♀WίѕҺғцІ ТҺίƞӄίƞg' on '2008-05-02 07:02:21')

050208 Fluffy Starr Blog
PHOTO inside...and nite ramblings... HI!!!!!!!!! It's after 1AM, and despite my attempts to become non-nocturnal, it just ain't gonna happen. Not today anyway. I've had a busy week that has me sort of keyed up, if that's the right term. My one shoulder has been sore. An old BMX injury from when I was 12. Still goes bonkers sometimes. Owwie! I need that Valentino dude who gives really painful shoulder rubs. Where is he these days? The perv... Finally gets his chance to legitimately touch me, and he's not around. Anyways, I've had lots to do this week, including preparing for my taxes. So lots of paper flying around, and scurrying and scrambling. A necessary evil in Western civilization. Too bad. My nincomputer has stabilized. I still have mega problems (like blue screen of death), but not quite like my Vlog post there. But still, I think I'll go for the dreaded reload.... *shudder* Anyways, I've had a chance to dump my cameras contents, and wow. Just wow.... Haha! Funny weird stuf

Okay...i'm Back In Texas
Well, as you all know...I'd been in Canada since April 17th due to my sisters death. It was the biggest nightmare both times going and coming. I thought I would blog about it and share my flight experience and the passport nightmare. Anyhow getting through from the American side in preparation to fly to Canada was fine...didn't have to go through customs and all that bullshit. It was getting to Canada that was hell. I took the cheapest flight to get there...$596. return. I would have to stop in Arkansas and catch a connection flight to Charlotte NC than this would bring me to Toronto, anyhow...I got there caught my connecting flight...everyone has damned well boarded and next thing you know we are asked to evacuate the plane....due to a bag that was left with no name or anything. We boarded a different plane and left for NC. We get there...all is good,flying. The plane is overheating lmfao how does a large aircraft overheat. Emergency landing...we board another plane...finally get

What Do You See?
What do you see when you look in the mirror? What do you see when look at me? Do you walk away, do you run and hide, even after i was on your side. Do you laugh at me, even after the tears are falling. did you ever hear me calling? Do you turn your head, cause i am not pretty? Do you turn your head, cause i am different? What do you see? Do you see nothing, when you look at me? because i am not popular. What do you see when you look at me?

Who We Are....
Too many people are looking at our page and not reading it. I wanna say GO TO HELL to those people. We are a married couple who enjoy life to the fullest. We don't judge and feel u have no right to judge us w/out knowing us. NO I WON'T SLEEP WITH U.....NO U WON'T GET MY PHONE NUMBER.....NO IM NOT GONNA SHOW U NUDES.....NO UR COCK ISN'T APPEALING TO US *UNLESS UR HELLA HOTT* and most of all DON'T ASK TO COME OVER *unless u got weed to share* I'm a pot head, don't like it go away. He's a sweet guy who loves sex...don't like it go away. If ur gonna judge us, go away. If u don't like what i have to say, yea go away. For those of u who read our profile, thanks and can't wait to make more friends. IF we want more than friends, we'll let u know. If we don't like u, we'll let u know that too. I may be a bitch but i'm the coolest bitch u'll ever meet. If ur up to the challenge, gimme a shout and we'll see. kisses and hugs MysFyt

If Your A Victim Like Myself....we Need To Stop The Drama And Insanity!
I am sure that a few of you out there have run into those "1" raters and haters here on Fubar. Well I had my run in with a perticular member yesterday and the out come became a personal slander campagain against me! The member will go unnamed, but those of you who where commenting on my opinion question know exactly who this person is! Let me get the rest of you up too speed on this one: I made a MUMM yesterday asking for an opinion on a picture that i altered in Photoshop. The voting criteria was; " am i just creative or a baised military bastard". ( I'll admit! I am baised! I have done 5 combat tours in the middle east!) BUT....no where in my MUMM did i reference, Islam, Mohammad, nor did i slander any religion, race, or color in any direct order. This is the picture I posted: Now because of this picture; one member of fubar posted to my MUMM....calling me various names and slurs because of it. Other members then responded to Her comments. She reported m

042608 Fluffy Starr Blog
VLOG: "nincomputer" My personal hell shared with you all. Don't you feel lucky to share in my misery? A journey into computer madness.... A great big Vlog right here on Fluffy Starr TeeVee And don't you give me no advice or a lecture here. I am very comfortable with computers and have had all kinds, etc. It's just one of those things... Machines can just be annoying. And our reliance on them, makes it even more so! Just thought I'd document the madness. Anyways, as always, my blogs and vlogs are for fun. I hope this will not start computer geekmania. Just sit back and enjoy my pain... *luv'n'kisses* Fluffykins.

Better Taste
Hey everyone, It's Friday and I'm skippin class. About the through on a bikini and spend about 6 hours around our pool. Well last nights dream stalker was better then Wednesday nights. Last night he watched the "Quicktimes" again this time only watching the best of the best. MMMMM it was fucking hot watching my eyes roll back in my head, my little body naked, chained spread eagle, me jerking on cuffs so hard the bit into my wrists and ankles, being pounded like he's trying to kill me. Hard I resist, fight, and stuggle - tighter my pussy grabs his dick hard he fucks me. The look of animal lust in his eyes. The grawl that escapes my panties and ball gagged mouth. Is nothing but pure animal. Daring him to fuck me harder. Daring him to hurt me all he can. The sounds of my screams as my little as is rammed violently. No time to adjust. No mercy. Fucked for the pleasure he gets from my pain. Last night he picked the best of the best. Even some of me drugged, chained to th

Don't Know Where I Am Going?
Dont know Where I am Going, or if it even matters. I thought I had friends, but i think this is the end. I have hit the bend. This high way i go on alone, it chills me to the bone. The tears I have cried, all because I tried. Do I say goodbye? I will walk away with a sigh. I never meant to make you cry. I thought we were friends, but i think this is the end. Dont cry, when i say goodbye. To me this was fun, but now i close the door, just cant take anymore. I fall to me knees, as I look across the open sea, I thought this friendship was suppose to be. But why then do I feel so sad, feel so bad. Don't know where I am going, or if if even matters. I loved you from the start, didnt think we would ever part. Like the rose, I wanted to see you grow, the wind begins to blow. As the rain begins to fall, i no longer call. I sit on the shore, I close the door. I dont know where I am going, or if it even matters. I will say goodbye.

There Is A Lady
There is a lady, I've yet to meet To win her love, would be, a wondrous feat She deserves a love, so fair, so grand Oh; what we'd do, if I were her man Her smile; like sunshine, warming my face She carries herself, with elegant grace The face of a pixie, or a fairy queen Erotically sensual, and happily serene Her bodies a gift, I'd love to receive Hours of pleasure, with the games we'd conceive Devoting myself, to bringing joy in her life Like the joy I would feel; if she were my wife Deep in her eyes, I see what the world's made of Heaven and Earth, all filled with true love Mornings, I'd wake her, with a sweet gentle kiss Ensuring our day, would be lovingly bliss Passionate love, we'd make often and long The joining of our bodies, like music to song If given one wish, I knew would come true My lady it'd be, to spend my life; loving you!

This Is So Me
Oooh... Oooh... Ohhh.. No matter what you say about love, I keep coming back for more, My head in the fire, sooner or later I get what i'm asking for No matter what you say about life, I learn every time I bleed. The truth is a stranger My soul is in danger, I gotta let my spirit be free to, Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind. I can't waste time so give me the moment I realize nothing's broken No need to worry about everything I've done Lived every second like it was my last one. Don't look back got a new direction Loved you once, needed protection. You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo, Just like a tatto, I'll always have you. I'm sick of playing all of these games It's not about taking ties. When I look in the mirror, Didn't deliver It hurt enough to think that I could stop Admit that I'm wrong and then change my mind. Sorry but I gotta be strong and lea

For My Stalker
this is to my stalker! you know who you are! GO AWAY! Seriously, wtf is wrong with you? Take a hint, I think you are gross! I don't want anything to do with you! You are on your 3rd profile now just to talk to me? Seriously? Why? I'm really not all that interesting. I'm sure you can find other girls that would appreciate the points. But go ahead keep making profiles, cause i'm just gonna keep blocking and reporting!You are creepy! You need a shower! Need to cut that nappy hair! Shave, and brush your teeth!

Hidden Desire
Hidden Desire From the moment we met, I longed for your touch A kiss from your lips, is that asking too much? A smile from you, directed my way Would guarantee, I'd have; a great day When you laugh, its like raindrops, refreshingly sweet I listen intently, each time that you speak. Your eyes have the sparkle, of the stars in the night When you’re close to me, the world, simply feels right. To know you as my partner, would be as knowing my soul To have you as my mate is my hearts hidden goal Hidden because... I fear losing my friend I'd not risk doing that, for, a possible; romantic end So quietly I say nothing, and admire from afar Fearful to even say, how beautiful you are. If you could feel for a moment, how I feel in my heart Then you'd understand, it's you, I dream of, in the dark To hold you in my arms, and protect you in life To hold your heart, and make you my wife For that gift; I'd always be faithful For your love... I'd forever be gr

Xbox Blu-ray Console To Ship By September?
by Thomas Ricker, posted May 2nd 2008 at 2:12AM For all of Microsoft's denial, the Xbox 360 Blu-ray console rumors just will not die. In fact, they are getting more and more specific. The Chinese language Economic Daily News is reporting that Pegatron, an OEM subsidiary of ASUS, has won the order from Microsoft to assemble the Xbox 360 with Blu-ray Disc ROM drive -- shipments are expected to being in Q3 of this year. Now come on Microsoft, just come clean on the matter, we won't tell anyone.

Dating Someone
I've been very happy this past week. I'm now starting to date someone I've known for quite awhile. It's been one of those things that you did not know the person you were looking for was right in front of you. We've been friends for awhile now, and though I was always attracted to him, I never looked at him like that because one, he was in a relationship for quite awhile, and two, we're friends with all the same friends. Right now we're seeing where things will go, and we are starting to tell everyone slowly, but so far we have gotten great responses, and of course, shock. Anyway, that's where things are with me right now.

If Tomorrow Doesn't Come....
If tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, And each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, And said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye, For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, The good ones and the bad, I thought of all that we shared, And all the fun we had. If I

For My Sweetheart
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY FOR LADY KATHERINE Never enough to show all my love but try in a poem for you SWEETHEART... I was alone as you came in With your cool and gracious walk And your pure and perceptive gaze. You brought with you your joy, Your earnest and cheerful laugh And you made my nights fly by. You sent my solitude away And filled an empty space in my heart With your strong, sweet presence And the glimpse of Heaven in your eyes. You’ve turned my world around, I feel that I am born again. You’ve made me grow in confidence, Finding at my disposal The eloquence sprung from love Within easy reach my hand, I’ve shown you the fountain of bliss And proven that all that matters in my life Is your strong, sweet presence, And the glimpse of Heaven in your eyes. I used to be naive, I thought I understood What the essence of love was. But sweating on strange mattresses, Panting on musky back seats Was taking me nowhere fast. You’ve awakened a better pe

In Our Heartbeats
In our heartbeats the rumour of that first moan found an echo; everything pulses, sweats; breath concedes to night's rhythm; slower each turn, air envelops us; this suffocated poem breathes only syllables precise; across the sky, the moon rises echoing our silences

Fubar!?
|Yeh so I'm new to this one right here. I heard about it through the grape vine and decided to check this out. I must say, to me it's alot better than myspace. Fra more personality than just your standard "Hi" and "What's good" but some things do puzzle me a bit.... How come I didn't know about this sooner! lol ya'll be coo. expect to see more coming from my 20. Get at me.

Friday Opie And Anthony Links: Bob Kelly, Otto & George, Grand Theft Auto 4 - Kill Steve, New Exclusive O&a Animations, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Jim No
LISTEN TO TODAY'S OPIE and ANTHONY SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (It's Don West selling all kinds of sports oddities...BE DIALING!) Thank GOD it's Friday, kids. We've had a busy week of rah-dee-oh, and we're going to finish it up with an even busier show. Our own Jim Norton is doing the comedy thing in Pittsburgh tonight, so we have our buddy Robert Kelly filling in for him. Also stopping by is going to be Otto (and maybe George), who is doing a show on XM 202 this weekend on the 'Saturday Night Virus' (9pm - Midnight on Saturday) As long as we're talking about li'l Jimmy... Jim Norton HBO Taping - Get Tickets: Our own James Norton is doing another taping for the nice folks at HBO, and you're invited! Get All The Norton Ticket Info HERE Jim Norton's Got TEN CD's Worth Of Material online - order 'The Best Of Jim Norton' on iTunes NOW! ...and since Bobby Kelly is coming in today, let's plug his new CD/DVD... Rob

Voting Is Now Open
http://www. mtv. com/ontv/dyn/rock_the_cradle/voting. jhtml?episodeId=5590 And vote now!! http://www.mtv.com/overdrive/?id=1586179&vid=230208 See for yourself Okay people, voting is now open until this saturday at 9AM EST. Take a look at whos running in the competition.... If you're not really sure who to vote for, then do me a HUGE FAVOR, VOTE FOR JESSE BLAZE SNIDER And His Songs are on my blog too Dial 1-866-979-7903 or Text 3 To 97979 rockthecradle.mtv.com Show Your Support For Jesse Blazed Snider On Rock The Cradle" http://www.myspace.com/jesseblaze http://www.myspace.com/bxftheband http://www.myspace.com/rockthecradlemtv

James Otto- Just Got Started Lovin' You Lyrics
You don’t have to go now honey Call and tell ’em you won’t be in today Baby there ain’t nothin’ at the office So important it can’t wait I’m thankful for the weekend But two days in heaven just ain’t gonna do This is gonna take forever darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What’s the point in fightin’ what we’re feelin’ We both know we’ll never win Ain’t this what we’re missin’ Let’s just stop all this resistin’ and give in Let me wrap my arms around you You know you don’t want to leave this room Come back and let me hold you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you What can I say I’ve never felt this way Girl you’re like a dream come true After all the love we’ve made It sure would be a shame If we let this moment end so soon So won’t you lay back down beside me Girl just like I know you’re wantin’ to Trust me when I tell you darlin’ Girl I just got started lovin’ you I’m thankful f

Healing
i really can't believe it's been a year since my father died. i miss my daddy like crazy!!! i made a decision last night laying in bed staring at the wall...it's ok for me to be sad sometimes...it's ok for me to cry sometimes...it is NOT ok for me to continue to allow this to control me and my life. this depression i feel is slowly killing me. however, that isn't even the most important thing... it is affecting the people i love, because of my actions or lack there of sometimes, and i have to make that stop. my dad was a funny, happy go lucky man!!! he would not be happy with me at all! for my friends who have been patient with me and my lunacy (hahaha) thank you so much! you mean the world to me! i will always miss you my sweet daddio! now it's time to heal......keep your fingers crossed y'all!

Read Much?
A thought occurred to me this morning while I was deleing the 5th friend request in which the individual wrote nothing... why do I bother with this site? I have carefully taken the time write information on my profile. Information that would provide folks with a little insight into what makes me tic. I expect an individual to take the time read it before rating me and sending me the obligatory 'friend request'. Yet I get so many friend requests that lack a greeting, a thought, even a smiley face. They are blank. Not one word. Yes, the individual may have taken the time to rate me and my pics, but they obviously have not taken the time to read my profile. Now that's not to say that I haven't met some truly wonderful people on here that I otherwise would not have met, but sometimes I feel as if this site is comprised of the most ignorant feeble minded folks on this earth. That is evidenced by the multitude of blank friend requests that I receive, and the blatant whoring that fills the to

What You Are To Me
Oh these tattered Imaginary wings I Want to make them real Oh these many useless coverings I Want to throw away You are the shelter in the winter rain You are the child underneath the pain Feeling heavy you won't let it down It's not there Sparrow falling until she's on the ground Your not alone You are the caged one who is finally free You are the oasis in the desert heat You are the shelter in the winter rain You are the child underneath the pain You hold the answer though you can't explain What you are to me

My Breath Leaves Me
Underneath the cold, dark soul of the night A mirror of pale beauty hung Reflecting not the inferno of the son, Rather the dark serenity of a daughter. The remembrance of raven locks surrounding pale Luna's face. The remembrance of something lost and not yet gained. Reflected in her honey hair. Realized in her smile. My breath leaves me... 2 days ago

Infinity With You
Here we are baby in a time very good for man and woman. Surrounded by evil but ready to triumph over that. Heroes in humanity born out of lust and passion for life. They see our want as sin ....we see it as strength. Our love lives with the flesh......we have never forsaken something so real and warm as touch. The spirit within us couldn t help but to cross a barrier of skin to reach another. Deep inside everyone we have ever touched they knew the strength of our spirit. Pride and jealousy prevented them from showing love to someone who only could give it. The moon has changed and slipped into a knew reality..... No longer will people give love to those who don t want it. They all reached for the Soul in the time of decision ......they found jealousy, pride and greed worthless even deadly in a search for that life giving heart. Complete the journey with me and show them how the physical body is moved with love.

Worthy Of Such Love
Slightly bruised lips, a reminder of hunger sated by intensity, overcome by primal needs gentle touches brushing of soft skin bring me down from fevered kisses and bites against throbbing flesh fingers that forcefully awarded pleasure tracing a line down a soft cheek finding a tear I must have done something right somewhere, sometime... some Other Lifetime to deserve you and I wonder if I'm worthy of such love It's not fair That I should be this happy when others will never find the One who knows their soul Who breathes life into their spirit Who holds their heart so gently

Dancing In The Rain
Dancing in the rain by LateNiteFantasy© Storm clouds start to gather Skies darken from blue to grey As the nubile figure dances Slow at first; low humming "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Grows louder and louder "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Shouting into the wind "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Competing with the thunder "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Chanting again and again "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Shaking her fists at the dark sky "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" Fat droplets of rain fall Streaking her smiling face "Rain, rain, rain, rain on me" She whispers, "Rain on me" Dancing in the warm rain Her naked body glistening Hugging herself and singing Welcoming the refreshing rain "Im singing naked in the rain Just singing in the wonderful rain Oh what a glorious feeling I am so happy in the rain Rain, rain, rain, rain on me"

Breast Cancer
May 2, 2008 (Day 27) I got good news (well as good as it gets good) Cindy called (Clinical Drug Trial Nurse) yesterday and my HER II test finally came back from the lab in California. It was negative...that's a good thing...well better then the test being positive. I am eligible for the drug trial program which means longer length of chemo (6 months verses 3 1/2, which means bald for 3 more months then I wanted to be...lol, yes for those of you that know me...I am vain especially when it comes to my hair!) BUT....I do get the "better drug" if you can call it that being in this program. I also get a better advantage with a group of people that will follow me basically 24/7 during the trial. Which is good and bad for me. I need tons and tons of support, BUT for those of you that know my personality sometimes I hate all the hovering, people constantly at me asking questions and thinking I need to cry or just let it all out type thing. You all know, that's just not me.

Never Let You Go
The intensity grows, each time we’re in our perfect space and the world disappears for a while - There’s only us I want nothing more than to have you make love to you slowly, Lingering. Other times I want you right away I can’t wait. When I push you against the wall or over the couch because my desire for you is so strong. Sometimes, all I need is to feel your body next to mine The closeness of being with you. Then, I want to be held No words spoken Your arms around me. But when I go quiet, don’t be scared – it’s not because of you. It’s where I need to be. I will always come back. And I will never Never let you go.

He Says Some Stupid Shit..bottom Up S/b
->reggie m: well thre's a line i have not heard in afew days..how about reading a profile reggie m: i m hot coz oh your pics lol u have a perferct ass ->reggie m: good how are you reggie m: how are u hun ? ->reggie m: hi reggie m: hi I SEE NO ASS PICS IN MY PICS DO YOU????

What Does A Blind Man Driving, A Cop Chase And A Fake Check Have In Common?
Good Morning but where do I start… the cup run’th (I would not make a good renaissance dude) over with stupidity today. Let’s start in Texas… Where a man has been accused of attempting to pass a $360 billion check, which he claims was given to him by his girlfriend’s mother to start a record business, Fort Worth police said. Charles Ray Fuller, 21, of Crowley, was arrested on April 22 on an accusation of forgery, police said. Police responded to a report of a man attempting to pass the check about 4 p.m. that day at the Chase bank in the 8600 block of South Hulen Street, Fort Worth police Lt. Paul Henderson said. The personal check was not made out to Mr. Fuller and when the bank contacted the check owner, the woman said she did not write a check for $360 billion. Mr. Fuller was also accused of unlawful carrying of a weapon and possession of marijuana, Lt. Henderson said. He may also face a theft charge in Crowley. Lt. Henderson said he did not know if Mr. Fuller and h

Come And Get It
Come and get it baby, soak my soul with sweet scent as you cleanse the world. Re-create my world with your lust, launch waves upon the shore where the last barriers will crash and mingle among drifted debris. Drag the wreckage away and leave white sands where rain will wash those sordid tomes and we will lay upon the earth with only fingertips to touch until night falls and our wanton ways weave moonlit trails from beach to cave where rains will reach no more.

Sex Slave Application
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: PHONE NUMBER: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

Me
I am a single mom of 4 wonderful but wild and crazy kids. Chris is 21, Vanessa and Veronica are 19, (yes, they are twins) and Jessica is 18. My kids are my life and I adore them. I am back in school after 20 years!!! I've decided to become a Registered Nurse. I am now a Sophomore at Del Mar College. I am working on my associates degree in Nursing. I am now 13 classes away from graduation. I'm waiting, patiently, for my Prince Charming to find me. Sure do wish I knew how much longer I'm going to have to wait. I think he got lost along the way. That's a man for ya, never able to ask for directions!!! I love Cinderella. Really, anything Disney but mostly Cinderella. I love to read, dance, go to concerts. I also enjoy photography. Anything else ya want to know...just ask. I'll answer. Thanks for reading.

::imperfections::
There are lots of times my emotions can really get the best of me; somedays I will be high on life blasting on trance, dancing like an idiot and not having a care in the world...I can laugh like a goon until my stomach hurts and feel like the world is on my side. The next I can be the biggest bitch with the worse attitude and a short fuse...I can be like a time bomb ready to go off. I can be your worse enemy and cause you misery. Or maybe I can be that anxious girl with the wide-eyed look; fidgeting, twitching, and pumping natural adrenaline into my body like a tweaker on E at a rave. I sometimes wake up in the morning and hate what I see in the mirror. Sometimes I see nothing but ugliness and self hatred...so I put on a simple hat to shield myself from the world, hoping no one will recognize me...or I cover the insecurities with makeup like every other girl... But a stranger from the street can come up and say I have pretty eyes or a pretty face and name and I'm blushing

Today Is The Big Day
Ok guys...the big day has arrived.....today is the day when it goes to court, the day the Ex tries to get me out of the house for good....is gonna be a tough one to fight as normally the courts choose to side on the one who has custody of the children, sadly on that one she has me 4 to zip...however, the reason she is taking me to court is by saying I am a violent person and she is in fear of her life, her daughter's life and the lives of my son's, very interesting though that there is no mention of her other son though!!!!!....ok....hands up who thinks or feels I am a violent person!!!!!...al of you know me and I don't feel that one person can say that I am, so can it be proven.....well there are no records of me ever having been arrested or even spoken to by the police so it is going to be a case of her word against mine and as far as I can see, her case hinges on one thing, the now famouse Laptop incident which should all boils down to owbership of the laptop at the time......so as

Love Is ...
Mercy is Love being gracious. Eloquence is Love talking. Prophecy is Love foretelling. Faith is Love believing. Charity is Love acting. Sacrifice is Love offering itself. Patience is Love Waiting. Endurance is Love abiding. Hope is Love expecting. Peace is Love resting. Prayer is Love communing.

The Marital Tent
Well I met my husband in college. We were both Geology majors. I know, why the hell did you choose Geology? I dunno. It was a small college in Georgia. There were about 15 of us Geology majors, about 12 guys and 3 girls. A big part of our major was going on field trips to look at rocks and fossils and stuff like that. So, that was the cool part. Going for a few days and camping in the woods, building campfires and drinking beer. I had already been at the school for a while when he arrived. It took two quarters for us to get together. We were actually assigned to each other as lab partners, it was an alphabetical thing. It all started happening in the lab. So everyone in our class watched us get together as a couple. Sometimes I would be the only girl in a particular class, surrounded by guys. I kinda knew what they were thinking. Is he doing her? Well we went on these field trips, and if there was another girl we would share a tent, but if it was only m

Every Woman Should ..
Every Woman Should Have • one old love she can imagine going back to... and one who reminds her how far she has come... • enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own... even if she never wants to or needs to... • something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... • a youth she's content to leave behind... • a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... • the realization that she is actually going to have an old age and some money set aside to fund it... • a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... • one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... • a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... • eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored... • a resume that is not even slightest bit padded.. • a feeling o

My First Fu Auction
DJ TWISTA IS HOSTING HER FIRST FU-AUCTION THAT STARTS ON MAY 5TH @ 9 PM EST AND WILL END ON MAY 20TH @ 10 PM EST. THE FEE TO ENTER IS 10,000 FUBUCKS. IF YOU WANT TO ENTER SEND HER A PRIVATE MESSAGE SAYING FU-AUCTION. ~DJ*Twista♥JustShizzle'sFUWIFE♥{CO-OWNER OF 11TH DIMENTION}LovesNona,Nikki,Lizzy@ fubar SHE HAS 5 UP FOR AUCTION SO FAR AND IS TAKING ENTRIES UNTIL 12 MIDNIGHT EST MAY 4TH. UP FIRST: '1969' (blank friend reqs = NO F/R/A!)@ fubar IF FU-OWNED SHE WILL: PUT FU-OWNER'S NAME IN HER'S, ALL 11'S DURNING HH TOTALING 300 ALL OTHER PICS & STASH RATED DURNING HH, DAILY COMMENTS & FU-GIFT, PERSONAL SALUTE, PIMP OUTS IN PROFILE & BLOG, PIMP OUT IN BULLETINS INCLUDING ONE STICKY BULLETIN, IF IN A CONTEST/GIVEAWAY WILL GIVE A TOTAL OF 500 COMMENTS & PROMOTE YOU'RE CONTEST PIC FOR YOU SECOND UP: Honeythorn ~ Owned by Zombie Christ ~ Member of TDR@ fubar PUT "FU-OWNED BY__________" IN HER NAME RATE ALL PICS & STASH DURING HAPPY

I Feared....
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don’t try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people’s opinion until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced it's beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I f

I Wish He Would Stay
Have you ever felt a real connection with someone you met online Everything was great from the inside to the outer appearance aged like a fine wine Even though you have only chatted for a short while You actually feel as though for him you would go that extra mile The distance is the only thing that is keeping you apart He puts the biggest smile on your face while he is quickly stealing your heart You wake up looking forward to the messages he leaves for you Am I just a fool that is caught up and does not have a clue I don't care if anyone has negative comments on what I just wrote He is more to me than just a friend is what I am trying to say in this note The online thing is a game that a lot of people play I wish he would open his eyes and know I am not like them and stay

Sexy
Sometimes it's just a thought, the sound of a voice or the words that are said to me. Maybe it's this power of attention given to me. But reality its not just you, its me accepting you. Me allowing ME to be comfortable in my own skin. Sexy its what leaves me speechless... makes me want to be the whole package. It's something that makes notice... an it makes you notice too. Sexy to me isnt the way some one walks or dresses. It's a slow but strong seduction, very enticing. Its what makes me feel and want, those sinful desires. Being sexy is something within - not something you become. Its your deep sensuality that occasionally you wear on the outside. I say exposed through eyes... through an ALMOST there smile or laugh. It comes from deep within my SOUL - that shouts "Take Me, all of me!" It moves in my laugh... and flows through my body. Sexy is not something someone can touch on you... Its not something someone can take from you.... Its not something someone c

I Get It Now
After all these years, i think i finally get it... whenever most of us guys hear girls complain about getting hit on all the time, we laugh it off, and think they are being whiny and stupid... but i now understand what the girls mean... i didnt realize just how stupid guys can be until i was in one of the lounges for awhile. The girls that come in there are all cool with each other, there's never any arguing or fighting, almost like they are a team. But the dudes, half of them come in there, and within minutes, they are already asking for YIM or even phone numbers and i didnt realize just how annoying it is until i could see it on screen how bad guys can get...its one thing to flirt and have fun...but there is so much "hey baby" out there, its any wonder why most girls even bother going anywhere or doing anything... i thought about it, and this is how i was able to explain it to friends at work (the guys)...we have a lot of, well, not attractive people at work, many who

A Long Time Ago...
A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do. One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea: "Let's play hide and seek!" All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted: "I want to count, I want to count!" And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed. Madness leaned against a tree and started to count: "One, two, three..." As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding. Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking. And Madness continued to count: "... seventy

The Guys' Rules
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally, the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear "the rules" From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

In The Words Of Women
"FINE" This is the word we use at the end of any argument that we feel we are right about but need to shut you up. NEVER use fine to describe how a woman looks. This will cause you to have one of those arguments. "FIVE MINUTES" This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so I feel that it's an even trade. "NOTHING" If you ask her what is wrong and she says "Nothing", this means something and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (with raised eyebrows) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine." "GO AHEAD" (normal eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "do what you want becau

Wanna Get Real Nsfw?
WELL I DO HAVE ALOT OF NSFW PICS AND AM GETTING ALOT OF PEOPLE ASKING TO SEE THEM. I AM NOT THE TYPE TO JUST GO SHOW MY "WHO HA" TO JUST ANYONE SO HERE IS THE DEAL: I WILL TAKE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING IN TRADE TO OPEN MY PICS FOR YOU 35K IN FUBUCKS 3 DAY BLAST BLING PACK (NOT ONE BLING) OR A PIMP OUT (STICKY) BULLY AND BLOG AND NOW 200 COMMENTS IN THE GIVEAWAY BELOW (PLEASE NUMBER THEM I WILL CHECK!) THANKS FOR YOUR TIME AND UNLESS ONE OR MRE OF THESE ARE MET NOOOOOO YOU CANT SEE MY NAUGHTY FOLDER!!!!

Emanon"s Giveaway
I Need 5K comments by THIS WEDNESDAY 5/7/08 12am EST to get 50K Fubucks. I am only HALF WAY there now. Please help if you can, it would be a shame to see all the work already put into it not count for anything. Thanks Much! This contest is being hosted by... Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones

Yankees Suck!!
THAT'S RIGHT U HEARD IT THE YANKKES SUCK!!I'M SO DISGUSTED WITH HOW THEY HAVE PLAYED THE FIRST MONTH OF THE SEASON.THEY DON'T HIT IN THE CLUTCH, AND HAVEN'T BEEN FOR THE PAST 6-7 YEARS.THEY GET RUNNERS ON BASE BUT THEY DON'T GET THE BIG HIT WHEN THEY NEED IT.THE STARTING PITCHING HAS BEEN TOO BUT THE MAIN REASON THEY ARE LOSING COMES DOWN TO THE OFFENSE.SURE IT'S EARLY BUT I'M SO FED UP WITH EVERYONE TALKING ABOUT HOW GREAT THE OFFENSE IS AND HOW QUICK THEY CAN SCORE RUNS IN A HURRY,THE TRUTH IS THIS TEAM IS VERY GOOD AGAINST MEDIOCRE PITCHING,BUT WHEN THEY RUN INTO A VERY GOOD PITCHER THEY CAN EASILY BE SHUT DOWN.HELL EVEN MEDIOCRE PITCHERS BEEN SHUTTING THEM DOWN LATELY!!THEY ARE VERY INCONSISTENT AND THIS HAS BEEN A PROBLEM FOR YEARS,AND IT NEEDS TO BE ADDRESSED.WILL THEY TURN THINGS AROUND AND MAKE THE PLAYOFFS??YEA I THINK THEY WILL BUT I HAVE SERIOUS DOUBTS ABOUT THIS TEAM WINNING A WORLD SERIES THIS YEAR AND BELEIVE ME IT HURTS ME TO SAY THAT.ANYWAY I'M DONE

Just Can't Help But Wonder....
Why is it the one you love never loves you back? There is nothing in life that would complete me more (now that I have my son) than a true meaningful relationship. My heart screams out to someone and my mind tells me it will never happen, although BOTH of us has agreed we wish it could. So what is it that is stopping us? Perhaps the friendship we share is too deep and we fear losing that. Maybe our hearts are so barricaded we are scared to let our guards down to intimacy on a deeper level. Am I destined to live my life alone? Maybe I am, but if that is the case I will die knowing there was atleast one other person out there that felt the same way I did....my best friend!

Yay?
So today is my 1 yr fu-anniversary.. one whole year of knowing a bunch of you cats and kittens. Im thankful for the friends I made over this past year and blah blah blah blah. Most of all im thankful for meetin Chris and all the people that were supportin us from the start. So hugs and smooches for some... kicks in the ass for most:D later days.

The Next Life
I...... I dont want to live forever I...... I dont need to find a treasure because I know you exist..... and i dont want to miss....your kiss of death in lonely bliss...... I..... I dont need any reassurance I..... I dont need to be persistant because i know deep inside that everything is gonna be alright well be together in the next life I want to die when its my time to die I dont want to live forever then I'll never have her I'll be with her in the next life Ever felt like you were..... ready to die? I dont want.... any replacement I dont need.... to be complacent I will wait.... as long as it takes And I will chip away until it breaks I will be right here Its seems so clear when our lives collide Thats when I see your inside because i know deep inside that everything is gonna be alright well be together in the next life I want to die when its my time to die I dont want to live forever then I'll never have her I'll be wi

My About Me On My Myspace!
I'm not always as confident as I seem, there are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held, always. Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me, sometimes I just want a hug, someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me -- when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling, I don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good, I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive, I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. "I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh." I've been taken advantage of, used, and abused, my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart, and my trust in people has not diminished, to be completely honest, I hope it never does, ever.

You Decide
carnal desires the true doctrine of the ages the flesh alter to our immortal cravings eternal lust for more than is indoctrination in lies the glowing box of cognizance dictating our worldly needs the kabbalah of modern culture corporate gospel demanding submission receiving tythe in the form of sanctioned thievery taxation of the have nots in order that the beloved economic sodomites may have more hope enslaving us to the systems of belief in desperate clamor to receive the continuation of consciousness beyond this realm the crooked branches clung to so tightly that the knuckles are left white as bleach in order to remain afloat in this raging river of absurdity life verily i say unto you buy, consume gorge yourself on this banquet of useless trinkets the trade of shiny glass beads for you imaginary soul let corporate sovereignty reign supreme let not the impure thought of freedom blind you to evils of intellectual merit ronald mcdonald offering reprieve

Computer Problems, A Note To All
To All My Fubar Friends & Family, Hi everyone, I wanted to tell you what's going on if I happen to be off line for a few days. My laptop is completely screwed up, the screen is broken I think. The comp works I'm on it now but I can't see the screen at all. Their is a button that hit's the top part of the lap top when it's in the down right position, it ensures the the screen is completely off when the lap top is closed. When The lap top is up I can press the little button and the screen will appear for about 3-5 seconds. That's how I'm using the comp now, it's like doing everything in the dark. I click the lil button to make sure the mouse it at the right place and stuff but other then that I can't see anything. I was told it might now be the LCD display, it might be a switchboard that's not giving power like it should. If anyone has any suggestions as to what it might be please leave a comment here for me. I have a friend that's going to check this for me and relay an

Passions Of Fire - Chapter Two - The Chance Meeting
Yes this is marked NSFW for a reason. She had always been interested in cars and going fast. There was something the turned her on nothing more than the power of racing, but she had no idea that was about to replaced by something not with a motor but with a beating heart. Most of her friends where hanging out at the Sonic as she came up. Getting out of her car, she hugged and greeting them. The night aire had a sense of something different. She was an attractive sort, not a barbie, but eyes that could melt hearts and shorten a breath. Quietly he eased up for a bite to eat. Shutting off the engine and rolling up to the order box. A glance around and he stopped short during placing the order as he looked her way. She over heared someone asking if they had ever seen that car before on the other side. She looked over to notice if she knew whom it may be. Finishing his order and waiting for it, he wanted to call her over, but shyness prevented that. After getting his food, maybe gett

Stormy Weather :(
So, It was super nice outside today in the good old state of Kansas. Which of course was a sign that trouble was to come. Weve been in a Tornado watch for the last 8 hours, and its been raining its ass off for a while....We just got the sirens so we had to take action. Thankfully it wasnt anything to worry about! Thats Kansas for ya!

Different Is Perfect
They say our differences is what makes us wonderful,I would go a step further and say that our differences is what makes us perfect, no I do not mean perfect in the usual sense of the word,but perfect nonetheless and this perfection is what makes me smile when I think about it So the next time someone says that you are different take it as a compliment because they are just noticing your perfection.

Some People Getting Close To Level 25 From My List Only (from The Bully)
These Ladies Need YOUR Help!!! These are just some of the ladies from my list that are getting close to God-mothering Check them out, hell pick one or two to help on your way. [Disclaimer: This is not the godfather list this is just some from my own list. The godfather list is still done by Mikey] Show These Sexy Kittens Some Lovins: Freak ~*~ Pwned by Alice in Wonderland ~*~@ fubar ~Cure For Sanity~@ fubar ☆Minou Minou☆@ fubar ♥OzzyFreak The Goth EMT♥

Heavenly Playmates And Pimps
MEET THE HEAVENLY, HOT & SEXY PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES!! PLEASE SHOW THESE LADIES SOME GOOD FUBAR LOVIN!! DROOL OVER OUR INCREDIBLY HANDSOME PIMPS!! THEY LOVE NEW CRUSHES AND RETURN THE LOVE!! **ANY SEXY LADIES WANNA JOIN THE PU$$YCATS PLEASE CHECK BLOGS ON THE HOME PAGE FOR DETAILS JUST CLICK BELOW. HOME PAGE ~Pu$$yCat Playmates®™~ home page@ fubar MADAM/OWNER ¤Ła$Ŧ♠oƒÅ♠D¥inßŖΞΞd¤Madam of Pu$$yCat Playmates@ fubar BOTTOM B*TCH/CO-OWNER Cherrypopped 2:~ Amitekyuman ~ Return of Desire@ fubar BOTTOM B*TCH/CO-OWNER ~~*Mz.B Phats*~~

To Whom I Speak & Why I Am Being Harassed::
For Those of You Who Are My Friends, Family and Fans, I wanted to explain what has been going on with my salutes... My photography is self taken with professional equipment...as such, I have been accused of faking my salutes. I then submitted a webcam salute which was approved as well by bouncers with much discussion as I hated the picture myself lol but the person that will not be named in this blog kept harassing me...and then reported the Salute NSFW which it was not just to have it removed again. This person started posting bulletins about me around Fubar including the Stiletto Girls which I just happen to be a new member of. They treated me kindly which is why I joined the group and to share my photos. I love all of you who have been kind of enough to rate my photos...and I appreciate you. I dont know why this person has been mean to me. I have no malice towards anyone on Fubar nor will I. Every single one of you is a living person on the other side of your compute

Passions Of Fire - Chapter One
A warm early evening, Friday as a matter of fact, he knew better than to take out it out of its quiet resting place. The mood he was in would only lead to trouble. Raising up the door as the street lights shined in on the chrome and reflected off the polished hood. The deep deafing thunder as the engine fired off. The vibration would be every womans best friend. Slowly easing out on the clutch, the cold engine wanted to refuse to obey, but its desire to drink of the methenol soon over took its resistance. Blue flames dancing out of the pipes grew ever so brilliant as the night grew nearer. Out onto the streets rolled the labor of love and so many nights spent working into the dawn hours to bring this fire breathing dragon to life. It costs him almost everything, including his own life. The last time it was much tamer and even then it was beyond living on the edge, now extreme wasn't even a close relation. Most people had already gone home and settled into the nightly routines. The

New Sex Quiz
1.Would u fuck me? > answer: > > 2.What position would u ........ want me to have u in? > answer: > > 3.Would u give me head/eat me out? > answer: > > 4.Would u fuck me hard? > answer: > > 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me? > answer: > > 6.Give me a naked pic? > answer: > > 7.Would u fuck me in the shower? > answer: > > 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me? > answer: > > 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? > answer: > > 10.What makes u want 2 fuck me? > answer: > > 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we fucked? > answer: > > 12.Where would u fuck me @? > answer: > > 13.Would u fuck me in front of people? > answer: > > 14.Would u fuck me again and again? > answer: > > 15.Would u fuck me in the rain? > answer: > > 16.Would u mind if we fucked like ........ stars? > answer: > > 17.Would u have phone sex with me? > answer: > > 18.If i gave u my heart would u love it or let it go? > answer: > > 19.Would u fuck

For The Spelling Freaks....
Tell ya what if you want to correct someones spelling just to look smart, well go to Cambridge University, grab the Genius' that did this study, and tell them they are stupid and wrong, all words must be spelled correctly. Btw they probably have more education then you could shake a stick at. ~~~ Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a toatl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Or rather... According to a researcher (sic) at Cambridge University, it doesn't matter in what order the letters in a word are, the only important thing is that the first and last letter be at the right place. The rest can be a total mess and you can still read it without problem. This is because the human mind does not read eve

Hatred And War...
Ok first off let me inform everyone who reads this, i have to give thanks to Tam for inspiring this off one of their blogs. See their blog talked about hatred and being mean on the internet. And how individuals say oh hey dont take the internet seriously. Well this kind of hit home with me, and inspired me to write about Hatred and War. You see if you really pay attention to those individuals who say do not take the internet seriously fail in many respects with showing any real intelegence. First they fail to recognize the internet as a form of communication, and expression. just like writing a story to Dear Abby or some news paper. However this audience is larger in most regards as readership of newspapers is falling all over the place. Infact some major news papers report having more online readers of their paper then subscribers. This tells me that the internet should be taken seriously for many reasons. One is News, Two is Discimination of information, and the ability to aqui

Does That Hurt ?
another growing up story My parent had gone out of town for a few weeks leaving all 6 of us girls alone. We behaved for the most part however one night we all got super goofy and were chasing each other around the house. My sister Johanna who was knows for being a bit of a drama queen ran past the buffet and kicked it pretty hard. She sat on the couch hollering and carrying on about her toes her toes....omg I broke my toes. We told her it hurt like hell but she was fiiinneeeee...but she kept going on and on about her toes being broken. Being the good sister I am I decided to check and nicely yanked on each of her 5 toes asking this one ? .... is this one broke? how about that one? With of course Johanna wimping and moaning the whole way. The next day my oldest sister finally took her to emergency. Poor Johanna came back on crutches with the verdict that yup all five of them were busted. She is working on forgiving me still her therapists says its time for her to let go

Giveaways
we have 2 members in giveaways so please try to help both these ladys if you have the extra time vicky's is on co-founders mizotte's page 4 a 1 months vip she needs 10,000 comments and tam77's is on lordgarfieds page for 14,000 comments for 2 bling packs thank you all in advance for your help....(((HUGS)))...laura hopes this works right...lol have fun family and remember please leave a comment if you are helping so we will know just who has helped please!!!!! thanks

Saddness
After I heard U were so close to Death I had to come say goodbye. I was scared and almost didn't, But I said I would N I try not to break promises anymore. Then I saw U and U cried of embarassment, and even tho U were Gaunt and Very weak to me u were Beautiful. All I could remember was the Rosie I first met The Beautiful woman that made me breathless.. Many times I wished I had met U first but it wasn't meant to be. I didn't stay long cause U were tired n medicated and I was uncomfortable also. I hugged and told U I loved U cause I do and I said I would try to come back But I didn't, Kept Putting it off. And then I got the text U passed away. I wish I would have come to see U one more time Rosie But I just couldn't. I'm sorry The service was Beautiful I could feel U there Rosie, You're Resting place is wonderful too. I thank you for being in my Life Rose Marie and for allowing me to be in yours. Save a place for me OK? I love you, Love Kenny

~~ Before You ~~
****************Before You********************* Before you, I was just hanging out. My days were all colorless, no beauty. Boredom seemed what life was all about. Excitement meant going to a movie. Then I fell in love with you; my world Opened to a sudden rush of sky; Trees turned into happiness; and all The things I had forgotten made me cry. The loves that fasten one to life grew strong: You, the thought of seeing you, your touch, your smell, your look, your voice, your taste..... My love for those I'd loved my whole life long, Knowing, but not feeling it too much. You brought my life to life, my love to flower; Now love me well, and through me taste your power Peace.

Just A Little Slow
another growing up story When I was 11 years old my 16 year old sister played the worlds meanest sister joke on me (well ok shes done so many ONE of the worlds worst)....She spent 2 weeks working on it everytime I was alone she would tell me I was actually mildly retarded but Mom and Dad did not want to tell me thinking it would hold me back. I told her to shut up called her a liar punched her the whole nine yards. However secretly I worshiped the ground she walked on. So everytime she said it I had doubts. Finally one night I was really quiet (not normal for me) I lay in bed thinking about it and thinking about it. I ended up sitting on top the stairs crying and yelling at my parents why dont you just tell me!!! OMG I have never seen my Dad so mad ....he yanked Betty out of bed and I had the sheer joy of watching her get in more trouble than she ever counted on ....to this day I will grin at her and ask who is stupid now?

Sugarland - Stay
I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call It's just another call from home And you'll get it and be gone And I'll be crying And I'll be begging you, baby Beg you not to leave But I'll be left here waiting With my Heart on my sleeve Oh, for the next time we'll be here Seems like a million years And I think I'm dying What do I have to do to make you see She can't love you like me Why don't you stay I'm down on my knees I'm so tired of being lonely Don't I give you what you need When she calls you to go There is one thing you should know We don't have to live this way Baby, why don't you stay You keep telling me, baby There will come a time When you will leave her arms And forever be in mine But I don't think that's the truth And I don't like being used and I'm tired of waiting It's too much pain to have to bare To love a man you have to share Why don't you stay I'm down on my

A Day Without Love Or Passion....
Sorry its been awhile since I have been online much less here. Events that have happened warranted this leave. NO, it hasnt been an easy past several days. Why the hell anyone would use words to try to cut through someones heart and clear to their soul just to hurt them is beyond me. One weapon was the shield that protects mine. Forever and never are both a very long time, but as time passes the wounds heal, the heart grows darker and harder, passion fades, love withers, then out of the darkness comes something new, something that has been hidden for so long. Something that alights the fire once more. This thing is the one thing that cannt be killed or smothered. As promised, a story, one of fire, passion and yes, NSFW! I can only hope you will enjoy reading as much as I am going to have the thrill of rewriting the lost and deleted story............................................................................................... PASSIONS OF FIRE The begining of this has to star

Onerepublic - Stop And Stare
This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust I've got my heart set on anywhere but here I'm staring down myself, counting up the years Steady hands, just take the wheel... And every glance is killing me Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there And you'd give anything to get what's fair But fair ain't what you really need Oh, can u see what I see They're tryin to come back, all my senses push Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could... Steady feet, don't fail me now Gonna run till you can't walk But something pulls my focus out And I'm standing down... Stop and stare I think I'm moving but I go nowhere Yeah I know that everyone gets scared But I've become what I can't be, oh Stop and stare You sta

Persuading A Child He Is Not Dog
This story is entirely fictional about me trying to persuade a child to my views. If you have children or have been exposed to them you will be able to relate to my humor. The Child that Cried Woof by: John Eldridge Ward Persuading someone eh? Well, once upon a time….no, won’t do that to you. The only time, that comes to mind, when trying to recollect when I persuaded someone to my point of view, was when I convinced my friend’s 5 year old brother that he was not a dog. Yes ladies and gentlemen I said dog! Now you’re all probably brimming with curiosity at what the heck this crazy man is talking about, however need not worry all will be explained in due time…..I think. Now, picture in your mind walking down the street to your good friend’s home when suddenly a small boy comes galloping, yes galloping, towards you from inside a doghouse. Astonished at what you see you ask the little boy what he’s doing, and in reply…”Woof Woof!”. This was my predicament, the child who cried wo

Miranda Lambert - Kerosene
I'm waitin' on the sun to set cause yesterday ain't over yet I started smoking cigarettes there's nothing else to do I guess Dusty roads ain't made for walking, Spinning tires ain't made for stoppin' I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad Life ain't hard but it's too long to live it like some country song Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really ain't a crime I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me Forget you high society, I'm soakin' it in kerosene Light 'em up and watch them burn, Teach them what they need to learn HA! Dirty hands ain't made for shakin', ain't a rule that ain't worth breakin' Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me Now I don't hate the one who left You can't hate someone who's dead He's out there holding on to someone, I'm holding up my smoking gun I'll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name Well I'm giving up on love ca

Kenny Wayne Shepherd - Last Goodbye
Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried to hold me down Time was just a fist of change Tossed in the water just in case You ever came around I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I've lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Pardon me if I appear To see beyond the now and here To try and save myself I'm not the kind to pin the blame... But I can't take more of the same... Livin' on your shelf I could lose myself I could curse like hell But I've lost the will to even try If you ever doubt listen to the sound No lies No, no, no This is my last goodbye Door closes Another one opens I feel the cold wind blowing Over me Long gone But not forgotten I might be lost I might be finally free I'm finally free Long before your rusted chains Busted walls and barbed wire cage Tried to hold me down Time was just a fist of change Tossed in the wate

Nine Inch Nails - Only
I'm becoming less defined as days go by Fading away And well you might say I'm losing focus Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2] Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Cause it doesn't really matter anymore (no it doesn't really matter anymore) No it doesn't really matter anymore None of this really matters anymore Yes I am alone but then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked. Yes it did! There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Only Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned

A Letter To George Bush
If I were to write a letter to George Bush about the war this would probably be it... Dear Mr. President: During the past several months the situation in Iraq has not improved. Soldiers are losing their lives more and more everyday. I rarely turn on the news anymore, however whenever I do all I see is another helicopter being shot down, another car bombing, or another raid gone wrong. If this is not reasons enough to not be in Iraq then what is? Instead you wish to send more by implementing the draft that for years has been shot down by hundreds of political and military members again and again. The draft is sometimes called “Selective Service”, however I am no fool. Let us go back to Vietnam where thousands of young men were dragged away from their homes and families to fight a war run by politicians. History does have a way of repeating itself. This war is no different from Vietnam. Politicians for years have been using war for their own political gains, for more “support”

Who Needs Help?
imikimi - Customize Your World I LIKE TO HELP PEOPLE SO HERE IS MY IDEA I BECOME A FREE AGENT I GO WHERE NEEDED BUT I DO NEED TO ADD A FEW RULES. 1.F/A/R ME (BUT ONLY IF U HAVE A SALUTE WILL I ADD YOU TOO MUCH DRAMA WITH NEW FUBARIANS) 2.WILL HELP OUT FIRST FIVE PEOPLE TO MESSAGE ME A DAY( FIRST COME FIRST SERVED) 3.IF U NEED TO BE COMMENT BOMBED I DO 50 COMMENTS FOR EACH PERSON N RATE PIC A TEN. 4.IF U NEED LEVELING I WILL RATE 50 PICTURES AND FAN AND RATE YOU 5.IF U NEED A BULLENTIN I DO ONE FOR YOU A WEEK WHICH MEANS IF U GOT ONE FROM ME THAT WEEK EVEN IF U R FIRST IN LINE NEXT DAY N NEED A BULLENTIN SORRY 6.ALSO CAN ASK FOR ANYTHING U MAY NEED (TAGS BEST TO MY ABILITY) 7. MY FAMILY OR TOP 20 I ALWAYS WILL HELP THEM OUT THERE UP THERE FOR A REASON 8.I AM NOT CHARGING FUBUCKS BUT WONT SAY NO TO DONATIONS,SALUTES ETC LOL THIS IS MY ORIGINAL IDEA SINCE I LIKE HELPING PEOPLE BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW I DO WELL NOW U DO LOL I WILL ADD MORE STUFF IF I N

Thank Freaking God
I thank God that this week is over and that there is only one more week left pf this class. I'm so fucking irritated at people in my class it's killing me. Certain people can't handle an observation that was made about the class as a whole and suddenly I'M the one with issues. I so want to tell this bitch to kiss my ass but I can't because of school policy. And thanks to the dissent that is going on among he ranks, we get to take our midterm in class instead of online and it isn't going to be easy. All because of some fucking drama that was caused last night. I love what I have learned in this class but am SO done with most of the assholes that share the school. Ugggh I hate stupid people!!

Sassy Had Her Puppies!!!!
Sassy had 3 puppies!! She had them when I got home from I held her and helped her!! She is bein such a good mommy too! Cleaning them and feeding them. Currently they r all asleep. The first puppy she had was chocolate with cream markings like a rottweiler. The next one was all cream with white marks on it not like the first these marks are kinda like stripes lol. The last one, which was a suprise cause we were only exspecting 2, is mostly black and has tan markings just like the first one just harder to see because how dark she is. The first 2 had no tails which wasn't shocking cause their father is naturally bobtailed, the last one is the only one with a tail and is also the largest!!! They r all so cute!! I can't wait till they r bigger and moving around more! I think the first puppy the only male will be the lil punk or hard headed one LOL! He is just so spunky even now with his eyes closed. She actually ended up having 4 puppies she had one after I put her into the pin where she an

I Am So Tired And Worn Out.
OMFG, I am so tired and sore! I have been moving my daughter all day long and then moved my office into her old bedroom. I am about to get in the shower and crash in bed. I have had a very long day. I am heading to the cabin tomorrow afternoon and probably won't be on here tomorrow and through the weekend so enjoy people! Good night! kisses and love ~ciao~

The Twist
Have you ever wondered why the world can be such a cruel cruel place? You spend most of your adult life looking for your soul mate and then when you think you have found them life takes a twist. Why is it that people think they have found their love and then after the newness wears off your not as special to them anymore? Why is it that people spend most of their life trying to fix or save a relationship that is beyond repair? Why is it that people cant change their way of life if it means keeping or loosing their "soul mate"? Is there any meaning to marriage anymore? Or is it just a piece of paper that you sign your life away on? Does that piece of paper mean that you are willing to spend the rest of your life with that person and love them unconditionally and not hurt the person you love? Or does it just mean "your my bitch now"? Why is it that when a person is supposed to love you and be there for you all they do is lie to you and make you feel like shit for the

Poem Neverending
The world is so fucked up today they always say your to nice to date that one day you'll find your mate love is true love is kind but why is true love so hard to find no matter how long i search to find i can never get what i seek in my mind

Religion's Influence In Today's Society
This is a research paper I did in my first Composition class in college if you do not have an open mind about religion then I do not recommend you read this essay especially if the topic easily offends you. If you do have an open mind then I am open to all comments. Thank you and enjoy. Religion's Influence in Today's Society by: John Eldridge Ward 19 July 2007 "Let us therefore no longer pass judgment on one another, but resolve instead never to put a stumbling block or hindrance in the way of another. I know and am persuaded in the Lord Jesus that nothing is unclean in itself; but it is unclean for anyone who thinks it unclean." (Romans 14:13-14) In the early twentieth century a philosopher predicted the decline of the west. What he failed to predict was the true reason why, religion. Societies can survive for thousands of years until it’s attacked either from within or by hostile forces. When a society is attack

Ridin Dirty On The Fs!
Ridin’ Dirty on the FS Ride Come Join Me!!! Buckle up & Enjoy the Ride Rules: 1)No Drama 2)U must Fan/Rate/Add Everyone before being added… That includes All Staff and All Passengers Pretty Simple, huh? So what are you waitin’ for?

The God I Turely Worship.......
SLAANESH! Slaanesh is the master of cruel passions and hidden vices, and of terrible temptations. Of all the Dark Gods, Slaanesh alone stands perfect, long-limbed and elegant with a haunting androgynous beauty that no being, mortal or otherwise, could resist! "Join our pageant, little one, and dance for pleasure and the joy of pain."

Battle Of The New Rock Music 05/01/08
Sunday Thru Thursday Nights at Midnight Eastern time will be a Battle of the New Rock Music. Your Votes Decide which song will move onto the Next Night to Battle a New Challenger. Thursday 05/01/08.. Last Night It Was: Black Label Society - Death March (champion) V.S. Bullet for my Valentine - Waking the Demon (Challenger) The Vote Was 6 - 3 Black Label Society - Death March Held on for another night! They Will Return Sunday Night with a New Challenger, So Make Sure you tune in at Midnight With Me DJ Nite Wolf.. The Big Bad Wolf, Only @ Dirty Deeds Radio.

Every Inch
I'd like to slowly peel off your jeans, your shirt, your underclothes, loving and kissing every inch of flesh I expose, and working my way up to your neck, your ear lobes, your lips. Then I'd sensuously work my way back down to where you're hot and throbbing, urgently cooling the heat with my tongue-- only to build yet another fire that can only be extinguished when our bodies meld into one.

Help ~♥~mommatasha~♥~ Out!!!
I entered a giveaway to get 2 bling packs and need 14,000 comments. If you would please stop by and show some luv. Leave some Comments. I will be in there but at certain times I will be in there to give out something and you can get a bling, fu-bucks and gifs from me so go in and help out and maybe you can be one of the lucky winners. Thanks So Much And Hope To See You There:)

Hot & Wet
Just thinking about you makes me hot and wet! That's why I have a steamy little present waiting just for you. Can you guess what it is? Let me give you a hint. It involves me and you, and a quiet evening for two. You'll have to wait to find out what else I have in store for you.

Passion
This is a Passion Coupon for all of the hugs, kisses, and love that you desire. You can only redeem it in the bedroom, where you must strip off all of your clothes, kneel on the edge of the bed, and await my tender touch. Expect the most delicious night of passion imaginable, because that's exactly what I'm going to give you... and then some!

Remembering The Good Times
Great moments... are born from great opportunity. And that's what you have here, tonight, boys. That's what you've earned here tonight. One game. If we played 'em ten times, they might win nine. But not this game. Not tonight. Tonight, we skate with them. Tonight, we stay with them. And we shut them down because we can! Tonight, WE are the greatest hockey team in the world. You were born to be hockey players. Every one of you. And you were meant to be here tonight. This is your time. Their time is done. It's over. coach cherneski

Own A Wykd Fu! - Wykd Auctions
WYKD Storm Radio presents Rock-n-Roll Auctions!! Live Sunday May 4th, 2008 -- 8 PM (central time) @ WYKD Lounge! WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD WYKD Not only are we Slaves to the Music, Now we'll be your slave too. Here's the LowDown! The Rulz: 1. You have to be a member of WYKD LOUNGE to be in auction. 2. You have to be a member to bid. (so invite ur friends tell them to join) 3. To enter send 1,000 fu-bucks to RAIN....... Entry fees must be in to Rain by midnight on Saturday. 4. You have to be in lounge to be auctioned off (no refunds on entry fee) What the WYKD Slaves are Offering to their Ownerz: Random stash rates Random gifts Daily profile comments 100 11's if you have them / if you have no 11's then 200 10's (which can be spread out the 7 days) Other items maybe be added by the Slave if Bidding is High! This is for one week ( 7 days ) Whatever the winning bid is, will go to the person that was bid on...... Be there Sunday

I'm In A Couple Of Auctions
hey all... just letting you know i'm currently in a couple of auctions... this is just a basic blog at the moment with the links for the pages you need to go to as i'm only here for a little while before i have to go out... once i get back home & my daughter is in bed i'll have a bit more time to jazz it up... anyways here's the links to the pages for the auctions http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1080781&albumid=990196&i=1130943727&idx=10 & http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=1199106&albumid=998784&i=2896668810&idx=0 happy bidding all:)

Overwhelmed
Let my body hit the floor with a sound that echoes in waves, that carry my consciousness with them until I can rest. Let the weight piled high on my shoulders settle unto another equilibrium so I can turn again and face the sun and breeze. Let my mind remember what my eyes read in all the colors reflected from things I could never reach but would always dream. Let me hear silence, dead as night, so that I can once again enjoy soft words and whispers that mean more than a thousand screams. And let it be now.

Dumb Shit Of The Week - Ha Ha!!
Ha ha! This dude probably believes in global warming and votes Democrat too. . . Man arrested in Texas for trying to cash $360 billion check Thu May 1, 9:04 PM ET FORT WORTH, Texas - Charles Ray Fuller must have been planning one big record company. The 21-year-old North Texas man was arrested last week for trying to cash a $360 billion check, saying he wanted to start a record business. Tellers at the Fort Worth bank were immediately suspicious — perhaps the 10 zeros on a personal check tipped them off. Fuller, of suburban Crowley, was arrested on a forgery charge. He was released after posting $3,750 bail. Fuller said his girlfriend's mother gave him the check to start a record business. But bank employees who contacted the account's owner said the woman told them she did not give him permission to take or cash the check. In addition to the forgery count, Fuller was charged with unlawfully carrying a weapon and possessing marijuana. Officers reported f

Nothingness
I get call. the truth comes out. My heart had a void. it was being filled. Just to be tainted by the one that stole my heart the week before. Just so she can take sick pleasure in her games. Taunting me with the thoughts of true happiness. Making me believe this was indeed actually it. Making me feel better about myself and who I am once again. Just to walk away with no remorse no care. so cold and bitter. and destroying my soul in the process. Turning me into nothing ness. Making me feel like I was never anything to begin with. Dose she care. No instead she points a finger toward everyone and blames us for her mis fortunes. Yet we were the ones that cared and wanted her happy. Play by her rules. Did all we could. Yet she proclaims we dis respected her. No we didnt . all we did was have a heart and gave a piece of it to you. You in return took all you could and ran.

Please Read This If Yo Are A Lady And If You Have A Lady That You Love
BE AWARE. THIS IS SCARY STUFF! MAKE SURE YOUR DAUGHTERS KNOW - AND EVERYONE ELSE! This was written by a guy from KVLY-TV in Fargo; see bottom of msg. This is true. Scary! This is something that happened to us on the way back from vacation last week. At first I didn't think much of it until now. The reason we were a little suspicious is we had been riding in a jeep all day with 100 degree temps and we stopped at a truck stop for something to drink. When I was leaving, a young girl followed me out and asked what kind of cologne I was wearing. Well, after 7 hours in the car sweating, I don't think you could tell if I was o r was not wearing any cologne. We just got in the jeep and said no thanks. Then it was about 3 weeks ago, I was at a service station in Birmingham getting gas. It was about 9:30 pm. I was approached by 2 men and 2 women in a car. The man that was driving asked me 'What kind of perfume do you wear?' I was a bit confused and I asked him 'Why?' He s

1st Grade Biology
A teacher is explaining biology to her 1st grade students. 'Human beings are the only animals that stutter',she says. A little girl raises her hand. 'I had a kitty-cat who stuttered', she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. 'Well', she began, 'I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!' 'That must've been scary', said the teacher. 'It sure was', said the little girl. 'My kitty raised his back, and went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'...And before he could say 'Fuck', the Rottweiler ate him!