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My Thoughts
So, I'm here having this conversation with someone who within 5 minutes of me adding as a friend, has read my page and appreciates the fact that I am one of the few that don't have to put naked pics up to get a good decent convo. I have talked to many on here that have said that they have met women from here and other sites whom, after looking at their pictures and conversating with them, decided to meet in person...and guess what...the woman was not who she said she was...the pics they had up were from 10 yrs ago when she was 50 pounds lighter and younger. Just for GP, my profile pic I have up now, I took today. I am still wearing the same clothes. I am real...so why is it that men still refuse to conversate with me or "get to know the real me" because I don't have ass, tits and just skin showing in all my pictures...isn't that what porn is for? I mean I am a freaky woman as well with the right person but why must I show everyone in cyber world that? I am not needy with low self estee

Minnie Bridge
I crossed it the first time when I was three days old back in 1961. When I was in grade school I used to cross it a few times a week and have nightmares about it falling under the weight of our car. When I started taking serious landscape photos a few years ago, I looked at it as a work of art and a marvel of turn-of-the-century architecture, but never photographed it much because I just never imagined it not being there. Now in two years it will be gone. There's a folder in my photos labeled, "Minnie Bridge" if you want to see what it looks like. The Minnie Bridge connects the hollow of Minnie with Route 20 in mid central WV. It was built around the turn of the century but I am not sure the exact year because the DOH has been working on it and removed the plaque. For the past few weeks they have been resurfacing it and it's scheduled to be replaced in 2010. That will be the second icon from my childhood demolished, the other being the nearby mill and dam, which I never had a chanc

Words Of Wisdom
Life is too short Grudges are a waste of perfect Happiness Laugh when you can Apoligize when you should Let go of what you cant change Love deeply and forgive quickly Take Chances Give everything And have no regrets Life is too short to be unhappy You have to take good with the bad Smile when you're sad Love what you got Always remember what you had Always forgive, never forget Learn from mistakes but never regret People change, and things go wrong But always remember Life goes on

Want To Get Thank To My Friends
I want to give this builtin to the one who help me through every thing. My biggest support is My gf Hot and fluffy. Then by St3ph4ni3 she rate me then Kasey and the Nicci. They help me out the most

Ghost Problems
If your ghost is a problem, here's what to do. I offer many solutions from my research as well as folklore. Start with one or two of these remedies. It should not be necessary to use them all. * The simplest solution is also the most reliable: Speak to the ghost, out loud. Shout, if you feel you must. Explain to your ghost that you live there now and he/she is doing things that bother you. Explain exactly what those things are. Ask the ghost to stop immediately. If you want the ghost to leave altogether, you need to say that. This usually works. However, some ghosts won't take you seriously, and you may need to remind it to leave you alone several times before it stays away. * Holy Water is another tried-and-true remedy for ghosts. Respectfully and quietly enter your nearest Catholic Church, carrying a small jar or bottle from home. Somewhere in the public area, there will be a large container of Holy Water, usually stainless steel with a cross and a spigot on it. Fill yo

Love Finally
Well I didnt see it coming and I dont know if anyone has ever just been going along doing their own thing and got blindsided by love but thats what happened to me..... and I have to say at first I wasnt too happy about it because no one wants to be in love alone and having to wait on the other party to get slapped by cupid , but honestly I have to say in the end its been worth it. This man has come into my life and created such a happiness that I have to say I have never felt before. Simplicity and joy are his gifts to me. Nothing complicated or wild just love in his own style of giving. I thank God for this time with him and even if it doesnt work out I will cherish him and this love we have forever because he means that much to me.....just had to let go of some of these feelings for a minute.... ~Angel~

Looong John.
It was a HELL of a fucking week AND THAT is the truth, Ruth! I must say how incredibly refreshing it was to throw all the stuff out that needed to go. My last apartment was cursed. It could have been me or Jay that spit out the hex, or maybe both… If you think about it. However, either way that apartment there was doomed even before anything went wrong in that relationship, at least TOO wrong. Oh well it was just as much my fault as it was his and it’s over now and he honestly probably has no idea that I moved, I feel like I am hiding at a secret location or something. But yeah getting rid of so much crap was a blessing or a little soul cleansing of sorts. I am putting up the remainder or my belongings as we speak. I still don’t have a bed in here to sleep on since I threw my old two out, and to who that may concern… I will be sending you instructions on where to send the new frame and mattress, because I want it shipped directly here since I now have learned the true colo

I'm In A Contest!!!!
I am in a contest to win a spot on a calender and all I need are comments and rates!! Please check out this bulletin and go rate and comment to help me out!! You can rate and comment as much as you like,, as a matter of fact please do!! Helps me out!! ;) Thanks to everyone who helped!!! Actually, here is s direct link to the photo,, just click on the pic, Thanks!!

Need Some Encouraging Words
I can't eat. I'm in pain all the time. I think I made a huge mistake. I never release like this, and I need to. Of all the things I did in my life to lose weight, this was the worst. I haven't been able to keep any food down since Tuesday. But, if I loosen the band, I won't be able to lose weight. So, this is what I'm reduced to: drink my food to lose weight and never eat anything solid again or loosen the band and be able to eat but not lose weight. I don't know, something is wrong when I can't eat yogurt without vomiting. Well, like the title says, I need some encouragement. My husband just brushes me off when I cry about it. I know, I did this to myself, but it still sucks.

Lost
im lost i have no clue how this works, it does not seem to be very user friendly and its very confusing, actually it sux. but whatever ill give it a try. just fyi im bitter and angry and i only date skinny fems so if your a fatty dont bother im not interested ok. call me an ass if you want but im being directly up front and honest, so none of us wastes our time. laterz

Inflexability
Today the break-up came. I was expecting it. It seems my inability to change who I am and how I react in situations has once again come between myself and ..... well, whatever. What can I say? I hate crowds. I don't open up and that is that. Large groups of people look to me as large groups of stupid people, which means something stupid is bound to happen. I'd just rather not witness it. Even in a crowd of friends I find myself silently judging them and deciding which of them I don't want to look at anymore. Having a large number of 'friends' doesn't benefit me in any way. I'm always finding reasons to narrow the numbers until there are only enough to count on one hand. I keep things bottled up for very good reasons. ... 1. if I've learned anything its that NO ONE wants to hear it. 2. Even if they do hear it, They don't give a damn anyway. These are traits that are now deeply engrained in me. These things I cannot change. Its far too late for any of that. Give

Ironic, Yet Pathetic
so im looking through one of my model friends' pics and find her account got hacked. What is more pathetic? someone is uploading sex pics of her to prove a point that they can hack an account and embarrass her. oh yay! what a knob. I hope she told her fu hubby the truth about what she does or shes fucked lol

Imvu Div Layout Code & Tutorial
Basic 3 Box/Div Layout w/ Tutorial For use on IMVU homepages only Learn how to create a customize an IMVU layout with this basic 3 box/div layout code & tutorial by ChaChaFance. Image (Click for larger view): Unfortunately, the tutorial is too long to fit here, so you will need to go here to view the code & tutorial on Layouts By ChaCha. Note: I'd appreciate it if you did not remove the credit to me & my website, because I took a lot of time out of my schedule to do this for you guys! I get asked on a daily basis on how to make div layouts like this! :) Please let your friends know about this as well! Thank you.

Dad
I really am not much of a blogger and please don't spell check me but I had some thought that i needed to get out. I am writing this on the7th anniversary of my fathers death. Today is a very hard day for me because when I was younger my father and I were not very close. In fact my gradfather was more like a father to me at times than my dad was. I understand that my dad had to work to keep us fed but he was hardly home with driving truck and stuff.As I got older and things slowed down and eased up for my dad we became much closer and became very good friends plus father and son. I could finally talk to my dad about things that I was once afraid to mention to him. It felt real nice to have a friend, buddy, and father all in one. I also realize that I had my father in my life than a lot of other people, but concidering that I didn't really have my of a relationship with him until i was in my mid to lat 20's I didn't have that relationship long. Unfortunately My dad passed away when

Feeling Depress Today
Am feeling real low and down. I relize today my money i have non and work wont work me. My life suck bc i am at home and have no life. ALl next week am going to home alone no where to go or anything. Can someone help me plz

Up Date On Fu-auction
At the moment I have 5 people in my fu-auction. They're all females so guys tomorrow at 9 pm est you can start your bidding. I will take applications until midnight tonight and guys you're more then welcome to enter the auction too. That's all I have for now. *Hugs* Trista

D
i cant go on.. its to hard.. the drugs cant help. death cant help. love is the reason it hurts so much .. i wish i could hate you.. i cant though.. i dont know why i love you so much.. its killing me. and death holds no release cuz i know you will join.. fuckedup.. its getting time for me to take the controler and play my last round and try to beat the score.. may you all forgive me when it finaly comes out

Rate Me Plzzzzzzzzzz
I am In A Contest For 1 Million Fubucks. First 2 To 15000 Comments Wins. I can do the Bombing But You Are More then Welcome To Drop Some On Me If You Would Like. But Will You At Least Rate This Pic $ Me?? C lick The Pic Below N Drop A Rate

R.i.p. Tandy "suicide" Spurlock
It is a sad day in the world of dirt track racing today as we say goodbye to another memeber of our family. Tandy "Suicide" Spurlock passed away last night after finishing a fantastic race night at the 201 Speedway. He was 43 years old & loved by race fans everywhere. He will be sadly missed!! We love you,Tandy!!!! When I get any info about arrangements,I will post for you local peeps!!! Love all of our racing Family ~ReD~

Ironman...a Must See!!
Robert Downey plays an arrogant, womanizing Tony Stark very well. This movie has given players a new level to aspire too: putting a stripper pole put inside of a private plane!! Great special effects and a wide open end for the next movie.

Riders List - Updated 5/4/08 @ 7:26pm Est
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

Little Jonny Again
LITTLE JOHNNY STRIKES AGAIN The teacher asked the class to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep. It was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating". Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was "fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Gina has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight." The teacher sat down and cried.

All In The Name
A woman scanned the guests at a party and spotted an attractive man, standing alone. She approached him. "My name is Carmen," she told him. "That's a beautiful name," he replied, "Is it a family name?" "No," she replied. "I gave it to myself. It reflects the things I like most cars and men." "What's your name?" she asked. He said, "Bob Titsenbeer"

Insperation
Here ids one I just saw today that I really liked: "Around here, However, we don't look Backwards very long." "We keepmoving forward, opening new doors and doing new things because we are curious." "And Curiousity keeps leading us Down New Paths." -Walt Disney Here are some others: "Happines is a Voyage not the Destination. Live and Enjoy the Moment." "Curiosity is Boundless and Desire for Knowledge is Paramont." "Life isn't the amounts of Breathes you take, It's about the Moments that take your Breath away." "Don't let your past Dictate who you are, But let it be part of the Person who you will Become." "A candle loses nothing if it used to light another Candle." To be countinued...

Truth
I have no urge to have PTS ,, i came on here to talk to PPL ,, and make some frens ,, is it that hard to keep a conversation goin after the first talk? whats up with that? WARNING - im goin to clear up my list ,, and make real frens ,,

I'm Considered What?
Having moments of feeling pretty doesn't make me think oh yeah I'm a good sort to having guys check me out. Just enough of the time I'm living with my looks, seriously don't think I"m pretty most of the time. And half of the time guys are more interested in me becuase of the cleavage factor. Sorry guys I have a brain and unless you can prove you have one above belt I'm not interested!. Most the guys from another site now call me pretty. Yeah I know their intentions and I'm not playing like that!. I guess what annoys me the most is that the one guy I speak to the most on and off here says nothing about my looks at all!. Yet he wants me to say comments about him being "handsome" and all the rest of that, but in some pics I find him totally cute. I call it as I see it, sorry if your y fronts got in a knot!. Augh! you know when your own mother labels you as handsomely pretty, you know that your looks aren't of her happiness. But when you look at her most of the time and

Big Brown Wins Kentucky Derby; Filly Eight Belles Euthanized On The Track!
By RICHARD ROSENBLATT - AP Racing Writer LOUISVILLE, Ky.(AP) Big Brown was pulling away from the field, accelerating with every powerful stride toward the finish line in the Kentucky Derby. The crowd of 157,770 was on its feet and cheering as the big, unbeaten, muscular bay crossed the line first, 4 3/4 lengths ahead of the filly Eight Belles. Trainer Rick Dutrow Jr. was still celebrating, along with thousands of happy bettors, as Big Brown and the 19 other horses in Saturday's race galloped out around the first turn at Churchill Downs. It took a few minutes to sink in, but anyone watching those horses soon realized that one of them had fallen to the track. "It's the filly," someone whispered. She went down about a quarter mile past the finish line. In just a few minutes, the joy of the Derby and the promise of a new Triple Crown season were upended when Eight Belles was euthanized by injection on the track. She had broken both front ankles and could not be saved.

Me Babbeling
I think todays blog sould be a lil different so I'll start with my favorite Quote from Marcus Aurelius 121-80 AD, Roman Emperor, Philosopher "Accept the things to which fate binds you, and love the people with whom fate brings you together, but do so with all your heart." To me this is not just a quote it's a way of thinking I believe that we cross each others paths for reasons. With my life being in the mess that it is in at the moment. being away from my girls is a very hard thing to deal with at times. Would I change things if I had magial powers, yes but this is the reality of the world it's not always cookies and cream. I guess what I'm really trying to get at is I want to say thank you to the friends that make these lonely days away from my grils bearable. I have had the pleasure of meeting alot of people here in fu-land, some came for a day others I hope are here to stay. I also want to say to some I haven't be a very good friend, being Bi-polar some days

Obama And Bill Ayers
Obama's Bill Ayers problem "Memory is a motherf*cker." That's the opening line of Bill Ayers' 2001 book, Fugitive Days, about his execrable days as a Weather Underground terrorist. Now a (gasp!) tenured education professor at the University of Illinois-Chicago, he's a campaign issue for Barack Obama. Ayers, along with his fellow former Weather Underground terrorist wife, Bernardine Dohrn, are among the two most despicable people in living in America. And Obama served on a board with him. That will play well in rural Ohio--for John McCain. While the Arizona senator was being tortured by his North Vietnamese captors, Ayers was openly cheering for a Communist victory over our troops. In 1969, four years before McCain was set free by the NVA, Ayers and the Weather Underground brought the terroristic "Days of Rage" to Chicago. Three years before McCain's release from captivity, future education professor Ayers exclaimed, "Kill all the rich people. Break up their cars and

When A Loved ♥ One Is Diagnoised With Asl Lou Gehrig's Disease :(
Amyotrophic Lateral Sclerosis (ALS, sometimes called Lou Gehrig’s Disease, or Maladie de Charcot) is a progressive, usually fatal, neurodegenerative disease caused by the degeneration of motor neurons, the nerve cells in the central nervous system that control voluntary muscle movement. As a motor neuron disease, the disorder causes muscle weakness and atrophy throughout the body as both the upper and lower motor neurons degenerate, ceasing to send messages to muscles. Unable to function, the muscles gradually weaken, develop fasciculations (twitches) because of denervation, and eventually atrophy due to that denervation. The patient may ultimately lose the ability to initiate and control all voluntary movement except of the eyes. Cognitive function is generally spared except in certain situations such as when ALS is associated with frontotemporal dementia However, there are reports of more subtle cognitive changes of the frontotemporal type in many patients when detailed neuropsychol

I'm Soo.....
Fucking horny, yes most guys are. It has been a month since i broke up with my girlfriend and i havnt found any ladies that i really want to have sex with. But now that ive been so fucking picky i feel like im about to explode.... god i hate this sorry to bitch late

Honeysuckle Pineapple
INGREDIENTS * 4 slices fresh pineapple * 1 1/2 tablespoons honey * 2 tablespoons cherry brandy * 1 teaspoon lemon juice DIRECTIONS 1. To Marinate: Combine honey, brandy and lemon juice in a nonporous glass dish or bowl. Mix together and add pineapple; coat well with marinade mixture. Cover dish and marinate in refrigerator for 1 hour. 2. Preheat grill to medium heat and lightly oil grate. 3. Remove pineapple from dish or bowl, discarding any leftover marinade. Place pineapple wedges directly on rack or in a basket and grill for about 10 minutes, turning, until pineapple is hot and caramelized.

To My Leveling Families
Just a quick note to let you know that on weekends I'm not normally around. I usually spend them with my boyfriend and he doesnt have computer access. If and when Im around i will help out on weekends but its coming on summer and we go camping and just try to get away from it all. Luv to you all.

Take A Wide
Now that fur is starting to become fashionable once again, a lady donned her full-length mink and went to the Mall. She was stopped by an animal rights activist, "Look Lady, do you know how many animals had to die in order to make that coat?" she demanded. "And do you know how many animals I had to screw to get it?" sneered the fur wearer back. Bill's friend Harry went into a nightclub and saw a gorgeous honey sitting by herself at the bar, so he asked her to dance. She agreed and they took to the dance floor for a slow one. While they were cheek to cheek, Harry said, "You really smell terrific. What's that you have on?" The flattered girl told him it was Channel #5. Then wanting to return the compliment, she said, "You smell good, too. What is it that you have on?" Honest Harry replied: "Well, I've got a hard on, but I didn't think you could smell it." The following scenario took place in a courtroom, and the questioning was of a

Nice Weather And Life
As many of y'all probably noticed by now, I'm not on here nearly as much as I used to be. Life put me through some tests the past couple of months. Nothing too spectacular, but things I had to work out. Now that things have simmered down, the nice weather has finally made it. :) This means that the guys and I are having to work a bit faster on the 4x4's. We have a projected time of 3 weeks before our first wheelin' trip this year. Out of 7 of us, only 3 rigs are even semi-ready for the trails. My Tracker needs a more stout bumper for a tow bar and a cage (since they seem to have a tendency of rolling pretty easy). Wade wants to do a full body off deal, spring-over, and some other stuff to his Scout. Austin's Jeep is probably the most ready to go, but he's riding pretty much stock for the time being. Kenny's Jeep is also going pretty stock after we finish his brakes and he gets tires. Marc is in the middle of a wiring nightmare with his Jeep. We're hopefully going to get Vince's axle

I Am In A Contest For A Hh
I need my friends help I am in a contest for a Happy Hour. i need any and all comments you can leave me. it opens at 8pm cst sunday thanks pam here is the link to the picture to comment on, just click the picture

One Of Life's Lesson!
(my personal favorite) A little bird was flying south for the winter. It was so cold the bird froze and fell to the ground into a large field. While he was lying there, a cow came by and dropped some dung on him. As the frozen bird lay there in the pile of cow dung, he began to realize how warm he was. The dung was actually thawing him out! He lay there all warm and happy, and soon began to sing for joy. A passing cat heard the bird singing and came to investigate. Following the sound, the cat discovered the bird under the pile of cow dung, and promptly dug him out and ate him. Morals of the story: (1) Not everyone who shits on you is your enemy. (2) Not everyone who gets you out of shit is your friend. (3) And when you're in deep shit, it's best to keep your mouth shut!

Gods Revenge
GOD CREATED CHILDREN (AND IN THE PROCESS GRANDCHILDREN) To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students...here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T!" "Don't what?" Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit? We have forbidden fruit? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit!!!!!" "No Way!" "Yes way!" "Do NOT eat the fruit!" said God. "Why" "Because I am your Father and I said so!" God replied, wondering why He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was angry! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit?" God asked. "Uh huh," Adam replied. "The

Rude People And Mean
I came online today to just have fun and relax and wasnt here that long before the BS started....First off let me say I come on here, to chat and meet new people and just have fun and relax....There were 3 guys within 15mins that rated my profile pic a "1", to me that is just mean and hateful....I have learned to deal with people online that wants to start drama, I go right back to their page and whatever the rate was they gave me, I go back and rate them the same thing....I just don't understand if ya cant even read my profile or look at my pics, why start downgrading me at all........I have met some wonderful people on here, and many have my back, so if ya wanna come to my page and start that kinda BS, you will be BLOCKED.......I spread love not HATE!.............I am a lover not a fighter and wont play those kinda games at all............If ya cant be nice, then dont even come by my page....Much love to my family and friends......YALL RAWKKKKKKK!

Hold On To Me
BO BICE LYRICS "Hold On To Me" Who am I to say you’re wrong For feeling what you feel There’s something in the way you talk Like you’ve forgotten what is real You don’t have to prove you’re strong To face it on your own Cause it’ll steal your breath It’ll wear you out It’ll throw you to the ground. There is a lighter day Hold on, hold on It’s closer than you let yourself believe Whoa-oh When life cuts you like a blade It’s gone so wrong You can’t remember who you’re supposed to be Hold on, hold on To me You can tell me anything Your deepest darkest fears I ain’t gonna judge you baby That’s not why I’m here You can lay your burden down You can lay it down on me And I’ll take it all I’ll lift you up I’ll pass you to the sun There is a lighter day Hold on, hold on It’s closer than you let yourself believe Whoa-oh When life cuts you like a blade It’s gone so wrong You can’t remember who you’re supposed to be

She Will Try...
Trying to push the past away Still waiting for the lights to change But she'll try, for the sake of her pride, Learing to barely feel the pain The thicker the skin the less the strain And though it's really hurting She ain't breaking, She is loving him still After all this time

"unwritten"
NATASHA BEDINGFIELD LYRICS "Unwritten" I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefinedI'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can almost taste it Release your inhibitions Feel the rain on your skin No one else can feel it for you Only you can let it in No one else, no one else Can speak the words on your lips Drench yourself in words unspoken Live your life with arms wide open Today is where your book begins The rest is still unwritten Oh, oh, oh I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way Staring at the blank page before you Open up the dirty window Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find Reaching for something in the distance So close you can

Power...
Some people think that they hold all the power of the people around them... little do they know that it is not them that holds the power but that those around them do. To be concerned about your fate and your soul only deepens your thoughts and wisdom of life today. To hate...is to lose your self and your power, over another person. Do not hate for it will only haunt you.

Toy Box
Toys and Religions Capitalism He who dies with the most toys, wins. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hari Krishna He who plays with the most toys wins. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Judaism He who buys toys at the lowest price wins. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Catholicism He who denies himself the most toys wins. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Anglican They were our toys first. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Greek Orthodox No, they were OURS first. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Branch Davidians He who dies playing with the biggest toys wins. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Atheism There i

New Work Schedule
Is Monday thru Friday 330pm to 12am More than likely Ill hope on early afternoon and afterwork. Best to catch me later at night. Regardless all rates and love will definately be returned. Just giving yall a heads up E

In The Night...
Come play with me in the night and you will find things that you can only imagine. Hide with me in the dark and no one will find us. Run with me in the wind and no one will follow. Let it rain, let it pour and let us fly away together...

If I Told You...
If I told you that I wanted you, would you believe me? Would you take my hand and guide me to the other place? I long to listen and hear your voice guiding me under your spell. Creating me as you would have me, and needing me even more. Shall I lose myself in the dark mist of the night...will you find me there? Will I come to you willingly and place myself at your feet? Can I learn trust by you, will you guide me through all the terriors we will feel and the desires we will need? Shall I come to you or shall you come to me?

Come 2 Me.. A Master's Voice
Come to me in the night. Darkness awaits for our souls and hearts. Come into the mist and never feel lost again. Let it be known that no one shale rule our hearts... for us, they beat as one. Let time and the night guide us where no one will dare to follow. We are becoming one in the night, and in the night we shall live, run and find our hearts release.

Circle....for A Slave
Fiery blood will pour tonight as one stands in the middle, she alone will give body and soul to her Master. She weeps to feel, and screams to be desired; waiting in the night for her Master.Come to me, her blood calls; need me, his blood calls...both far apart and yet in the same space. She touches the wind, and is touching him. He wraps himself around her tightly...holding her and breaking her. The night cries and the world she knows dies, as she finds her place in the circle. To protect him, she will with her life, as she flys with him through the night. As morning light draws near... Empty the bloodless circle lays, waiting for more slaves to come, and in the end the soul is drawn here, as the end of days draws near...

One...
Perhaps as one stands alone in darkness, they feel no one can understand them. Cold and alone watching the moon rise in the night, watching the stars race across the ebony sky. Knowing passion is out there, and missing it all the while, feel despair and desire together merging into one. One cloud unto you and it rains, as your tears fall...who would care...who would hear your call? Shall you forever feel the despair of your tears, as they run down your face? Alone I shall sit, not knowing who will hear my song and feel my tears as they fall...

Belong... Master/slave
We belong together, if not in person than in our souls, You are master and I am slave... I will guide us too where we have belonged for eternity, One breath I will take from your lips as I die a second death on this day, Soon I will breath life back into your soul as I awaken, Wrap Roses around my ageless body, and pray for me to come back to you, for if I come back a third time, I am yours always & forever...

Fighting For Souls
Fighting for souls We come together as two people and we find that once in never enough, We fight with words, that our bodies long to complete, We yell with a longing only our hearts could complete.and yet... We pick up our swords and do battle with one another, We cause more pain than pleasure and still we join, We complete each other in a way that no one else can touch, We ruin what we have because we must.and the night cries... We close around each other with swords drawn high, We feed off each other & yet we do not know why. We come to each other prepared to fight, We know everything might be lost tonight. And the lighting strikes... We clash as only we will ever do, We show our blood and show what we can do, We drop only to fight again & still there is no end. And the night clears... We have a moment of truth; as only one is allowed, We both come together sweat on our browse, We feel the need eat at our souls and while not so easy to fight, more easy

Welcome...
~~~~Welcome to My Place, My Peace...My Soul~~~~ Reach into my heart and feel the pulse that lives inside of me. Reach into mind and see what I passions I see. Reach for my soul and try not to be scared, Reach for my fire and always be aware. Reach for me and all the things you desire. Reach for yourself and all the things you Need. Reach and follow, do not think, do not stop. Reach for those mindless dreams in the deepest of night, Reach for the lighting that strikes out in the moonless light. Reach for ideas and needs you know are there, Reach for more than you have ever dared. Reach for me and I will reach for you...to welcome you back to....where I am always near.

With Waning Light
With Waning Light by LateNiteFantasy© With waning light on the westward hills we waited for the moon to rise over the ocean, and I grabbed your hand as you shivered from the cold. The rocky bluffs protrude over the village; as it’s lights turn on to bring the psuedo-day, so I do also with your warming touch. To think that now we wait here, under the guiding lights of an unused beacon, waiting for the spring to come, and bring back the warmth.

For You...
For You Do you not hear my words that I speak as I knee here on my knees? Do you not understand that I would fight for you and die for you? Do you not care that in our world you make me complete? Do you not see nothing in life ever ends so neat?Do you have need for me as I do you? Do you hear me as I weap to you? Do you draw your strength from my heart? Do you pull to have me there? Do you know I cry for you & my soul dies for you?Do you know that in my peace without you, I am not complete? Do you know that to be without you, the night seems empty & deep? Do you know that without you, I am missing a part of me? Do you know that without you...I am not me?~~~~~~JR

Destiny...
Destiny In my heart there is always shame... In my heart there is always pain... In my heart there is always fear... In my heart that you are no where near. In my heart a shame that always lurks... In my heart a need that always hurts... In my heart a place that no one sees, A deep and terrible need, A need so great that I just wait, A wait so near that I fear that I was never here, A wait that I am ashamed to see and yet destiny seems to control me... JR 2006

Song..
~~For all my friends that believe & those who care about the lives and concerns of others. I love you all~~Bang a DrumJ. Bon Jovi I went to see the preacher To teach me how to pray He looked at me and smiled Then the preacher turned away He said if you want to tell him something You ain't gotta fold your hands Say it with your heart Your soul and believe it And I'd say amen Bang a drum for the sinners Bang a drum for the sins Bang a drum for the losers And those who win Bang a drum bang it loudly Or as soft as you need Bang a drum for yourself son And a drum for me I called upon my brother just the Other day, he said: John I'm gonna Die if I don't start to live again I work each day and night like clockwork Just trying to make ends meet I could kick this bad world's ass If I could just get on my feet I'd bang a drum for the dying Bang a drum for the truth Bang a drum for the innocence Lost in our youth Bang a drum bang i

It's Amazing...
It's Amazing I find that life is amazing, how when one window closes, an other will open. I find it amazing that if you give yourself time and patience, life will settle around you and things will work out alright. I find it amazing that we learn to do so little with life, that we forget what is like to live. I find it amazing that we forget to look around ourselves and our lives, until it is too late. I find it amazing that people are so easy to point fingers, but less to point them at themselves. I find it amazing that we are give families to love, and there are families out there that do not. I find it amazing that we are given life, and we forget to use everyday to its fullest. I find it amazing that a person believes that you can fall in and out of love in only a split second of time. I find it amazing that each night when we go to sleep, we can awake to a new a bright day, over & over. I find it amazing that through pain and hopelessness, bright light can shine on even

Leveler Of The Day
WELL ITS TIME TOO DISCUSS THE LEVELER OF THE DAY.It has been brought too my attention that the lower levels are not going too be able too get chosen for the leveler of the day because of the rates they have. I understand that.. I found on my first day for example.Vanessa hit me with everything she had. She rated everything she could and maxed early just on me and wasnt able too help on level ups the rest of the day. So with that heres our options and majority will win on this. We can keep it as it is or I can choose who will be the level of the day . The choice is all yours... I will not be voicing any say in this. All levelers need too comment on this as too how thye feel. Remember if you are not participating you wont be chosen. You gotta give love too get it Thanks for all your input

Change...
Change Here I sit upon the edge of the world and I wonder what is out there waiting in a far off place... There is a time coming, a time of change and what it brings with it will bring peace to all that it touches. It comes with its bright lights begging to be seen, and will sit inside you until you feel the need. It is patient and kind, but if it is crossed...every tie it will it bind. You can close it off, cut it from your heart but when you try you might die...should you ever try. Life around you might slowly fall apart...for using it for evil instead of leaving it be, will betray you & yours times three. All the worlds of wonder, you can cause to fall apart & start to die and dry....& blow away in the wind. All because you choose to follow one wrong rule and now you have bloodied the pool. The road back, you will never find...watch it fall apart just because you were never kind. Breaking self serving rules...binding and holding onto what should nev

I See...
I See Could you be the one to tell me what I see? Could you be the one that helps me understand what I am looking at? Could you be the one to see into my mind and soul? Could you be the one that lets the blood stop flowing? Could you be the one who holds on to me? Could you be the one who looks into the mirrow with me and sees me? Could you be the one that picks me up and pulls me together? Could you be the one who sits next to me & pray to our beliefs? Could you be the one that will hold my wrist and pull the razor from my death grip? Could you be the one that remebers that I am no one? Could it be you that remebers that I am a shadow waiting? Could it be you that person that I am seeing in the mists? Could it be you that person that I will leave behind? Could it be you that I see from a far? Could it be you that I see from hell above? Could it be you that saves me from the person in the mirror?8/28/06 JR

Gone...
Gone I looked out the window as the sleak mist shadows the earth. I see the empty space where the sky cries, and I feel pressed to go run through it, so that no one can see my tears as they fall across the pained glass. Does all of life have to feel as empty as that mist? Why can I not feel the presence of those who are lost to me? I weep with remorse in my soul, as the window fogs and my tears run down the clouded glass. Is there a time when I will forget the pain & hurt, and move forward? Will this stabbing pain stay with me always, as I am tossed aside with no thought? My legs carry me to the mist outside ....as a Master will control his slave. I walk as in a dream, as I hear thunder in the distance I shiver...the sound, the crumbling of my heart. Lighting runs across the sky like a fighting knights in a battle. I feel part of them as I fight my own demons and try to keep them from taking me back. I raise my face...the rain starts to pour... it caresses my body & be

To See..
I realized today as I looked out into the water of my mind, that there were things in life that hurt me...more than I had thought. I also came to see that as I sit here in my room, as I light a candle for mood, I am of little use (at times) to my friends & family. I watch the smoke rise from the flame, and I wonder what changes are coming in my life. I know they are there...they have already begun, but seeing my reflection on the wall...I wonder which path I shall take. There are several in front of me & all seem to lead me to a different place. Here in this room, watching as the wax melts into the blackness of night, I want to reach out to a friend. One friend that will have nothing to gain or lose by my thoughts, I find that there is no one...that knows me well enough that this decision will not touch.... that I can talk to. For all the words I write & poetry I put down, I have the need to be pulled across the windy tunnel of my mind...I find I am alone. If my mind could sc

Sometimes...
Some times ~~Some times I think we forget to stop and remember who we are and who we are to others. ~~Sometimes I think we forget that there are others out there for us to lean on when we need it. ~~Sometimes I think we forget to stop and be there for those people that need us. ~~sometimes I think we need take and some times we need to give. ~~Sometimes I think we need to forget and sometimes we need to remember. ~~Sometimes I think people need to be held as they struggle. ~~Sometimes I think people need to hold other as they struggle. ~~Sometimes I think we cry inside, because we feel there will be no one there to wipe away our tears. ~~Sometimes I think we forget that while we cry, there are others to wipe our tears away. ~~Sometimes I think we hurt ourselves worse than anyone else could. ~~Sometimes I think we hurt others worse than they could ever hurt themselves. ~~Sometimes I feel that people hurt each other just to have control. ~~Sometimes I feel that p

Ashamed
i feel alone... i feel like i could die i feel alone... i feel like i could die... tonight carry on carry on don't feel ashamed.. don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i'm getting close... to the other side just close the door i'll leave the past behind me can you see my pride it's only one step away from freedom... freedom... i feel i can fly anywhere with anyone don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed don't feel ashamed i rather it be this way you're not to blame don't feel ashamed i love you baby... so don't you feel ashamed!!

Some Body Out There
A SONG ( I HAVE LOOKED FOR YRS TO FIND) There's somebody out there hurt and confused an innocent child who's being abused There's somebody out there whose heart is breaking in two There's somebody out there feeling alone A husband or wife Who's being done wrong Oh, there's somebody out there Shattered from a broken home But there's Somebody out here with arms open wide who wants to embrace you Dry the tears from your eyes He's hope for the hopeless He'll carry the burdens you bear When you don't have a prayer There's somebody out there. There's somebody out there Who thought it was cool To keep taking chances Thinking they'd never lose Now they're hooked on a feeling That's left them empty and fooled There's somebody out there Can't quite decide Whether to live or whether to die Oh, there's somebody out there Who can't get through their crisis in life But there's Somebody out here with a

Time...
Time Remind me when it was the right time, Remind me when it was the right moment, Remind me when it was the right second in time. Tell me when the night stormed and the sky fell, when was it the right time. Tell me when the the blood pulled and the skin dripped, when was it the right time. Tell me when the earth moved and time stood still, when was the right time. Cry to me when the pain was too much to bare, when was the right time. Cry to me as the pleasure given was too much to hold in your head, when was the right time. Cry to me as your eyes turned to darkened glass, when was the right time. Wisper to me that forever never comes, when it is the right time. Wisper to me the truth of all ages and time, when it is the right time. Wisper to me the unspoken words between us, when it is the right time. Come to me and give all, when it is the right time...

Tried And Tied
Tried & Tied I tried to be there for you, but you tied my hands... I tried to be a friend, but you tied my hands... I tried to care, but you tied my hands... I tried to love you, but you tied my hands. I tried to need you, but you tied my hands... I tried to be near you, but you tied my hands... I tried to just be, but you tied my hands... I tried to open my heart, but you tied my hands. I tried to tell myself it would be different, but you tied my hands... I tried to tell myself it had all changed, but you tied my hands... I tried to tell myself we were going to be ok, but you tied my hands... I tried to open my soul, but you tied my hands. I tried not to need you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to want you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to give myself to you, but you tied my hands... I tried not to pray for you, but you tied my hands. I tried not to weep for you, but you tied my hands... I tried no

Never Ending...
Never Ending We Circle around eachother like the pendants we wear,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We step back and hope it goes away,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We make love desparately fighting,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We hold on to eahother with all our might,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We speak a thousand languages with our eyes,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we are already there. We meet soul to soul & equal to equal,Never knowing where we are going, never knowing we arealready there. hearts bind, souls intertwined until the bitter end,Now knowing where we are going, realizing we are .............already there.

Just Curious.........
I have seen a lot of people with status or blogs about not rating the Happy Hour Host for today...Even some who said they wouldn't be online again until all of his HH were over with. Am I missing something? I have no idea who this HH host is. Never spoke to him. Never been to his page. However, it's not because he chooses to spend his money in ways that I don't. There are MANY people on this site that buy HH as they please and I feel that is their business. Someone has to support the site and rather it's done with monthly VIPs, bling packs, tickers or Happy Hours, some may still consider it money wasted. We all earn out own money in our own ways...hopefully the legal way, so with that being said...shouldn't people be able to spend it wisely or blow it as they see fit? So tell me, please, have I missed something or some reason that I should boycott Happy Hour hosts now?

Life Is....
""Life is the fire that burns and the sun that gives light. Life is the wind and the rain and the thunder in the sky. Life is matter and is earth, what is and what is not, and what is beyond, is in Eternity.""

Follow Little One...
Follow along little girl as I show you the way, you may be grown, yet young in our ways...* Follow the path we lay for you down, you may be grown, yet you are still not found...* Follow the rules & be bound by chains, you may be grown, yet you have to earn your way...* Follow what you are shown, you may be grown, yet you shall do as told...* Follow the wise words you will need to heed, you may be grown, yet in this life you will learn true need...* Follow the acts you will be taught, you may be grown, yet you are not yet ready to be brought...* Follow the stars in the skys, you may be grown, yet you know nothing of all lies...* Follow the Master to learn to serve, you may be grown, yet never to be heard...* Follow the guidence you are given, you may be grown, yet you have not started to truly live.................

Here Comes The Darkness..
Here comes the darkness and I shall hold it in my hand... Here comes the mist and I shall let it hold me in its hand. Here comes the pain and I shall bend to its will... Here comes the pleasure and I shall beg for it to be near. Cover my eyes and draw me here, to a place ... Where the darkness and the mist roll over all that is near.

Lonely...
~~Lonely~~ The Hopes And Dreams That Go Untold And Words That No One Heeds Are Like A Book That Lies In Wait Yet No One Has Stopped To Read. A Squandered Use Of Every Laugh That Echos Back Unheard And Stories Told To Vacant Rooms Ascend As Hollow Words. What Good Becomes Of Love Expressed That None Are There To Hear And Wasted Smiles Hold Equal Worth To Every Unseen Tear. To The Highs And Lows Of Life That Are Like Unopened Gifts Means Nothing With Out You To Share Those Gifts With.

Show Me....
Come show me your path, where I belong. Come reveal to me your way, where I belong. Come share with me your wisdom, where I belong. Come hold me in the night, where I belong. Come run with me in the darkness, where I belong. Come…Let us be together…where I belong. 2:56am 03/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

Who Will...
If I hide in the shadows with all my tears, Who will come to wipe them away? If I hold all my sorrows deep and near, Who will come to break them free? If I open my heart to those who care, Who will pick up the pieces as they lay there? If I am in deep seeded need and you are not there, Who will take those fears away? If I am lost in the deepness of the night, Who will guide me on my path? If I find my way back from afar and I am changed, Who will open their arms up to me? 2:30am 3/15/2007 Jessica *DarK ShaDoW AnGeL*

From Tragedy To Triumph To Immortality
From Tragedy to Triumph to Immortality I was watching the Kentucky Derby race yesterday. Some of you who keep up with horse racing know that accidents and horses breaking down after or during a race is just part of the whole sport. It is no different than any other sport I reckon. It is just so sad to watch magnificent animals who are bred to do a certain thing end up getting hurt and having to be euthanized on the track or soon after because of some kind of accident. Unfortunately, horses are not like other athletes. If they break something, usually they cannot be saved because they cannot stay still long enough to allow their bodies to be healed. For me, it goes way back in the 70s when the great filly, Ruffian, broke her leg in a match race and had to be euthanized. It was one of those unique stories where the filly supposedly could not run with the boys. She had been kept out of the Kentucky Derby and the other races because people did not think she compete with

Alone..slave Poem
Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

Spring Has Sprung....come Have A Look See And Bid :)
$$$$$$$$$$$$$Starting bid is 10,000 Fu-Bucks! Bid Often and Win Big$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ I think Spring has finally hit Butte!!!! and well Im doing some spring cleaning and thought...hmmmmmmmmm I think I should enter in an auction...The Beautiful Host ~~~ PebblesinAz was soooooooooo kind to let me participate and I sooooooooo love to be owned! so please come bid on me! I am offering some pretty cool stuff to the owner....and with the right bid some other things could be negotiated! *WINK* *WINK* So please come have a look see at the auction...even if ya dont bid on me...rate me and look all the other sexy ppl in the contest!!! you might someone you like! ClIcK ThIs PiC! Much love to all!!!!! MMUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH

Rules For Slave
Entry for March 30, 2007 **taken from Master Wolfgang's page...thank you for these Rules and that I may see and learn them. Ten Rules for Dominants Ten Rules for Submissive’s Be patient! Until you enter into a contract with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's/Goddess' gift to

The Monser's Eyes - A Poem
In the Monster’s eyes, An innocent light can shine. Evil is not always pure, As looks make us believe. Behind the most cracked stone heart, Beats love and Kindness, It is hidden by a facade, Meant to frighten us. True evil hides behind innocent eyes, It’s nature deceptive and devious. You must go beyond skin deep, To grasp a persons true identity. The most innocent face can hide it’s evil. The most monstrous face can hide a savior. Identity is not the skin we’re in, But the person that lies beneath.

Prevalent Sunlight...
Prevalent sunlight darts in through the curtains and rests conveniently on the eyes deliberately trying to wake me, I'm certain was the purpose as it set out from the skies I half open an eye and then the other rub them together, let out a cry and look to my left, then to my right, and remember I slept alone at night I look at the trees swaying together, and roses gloating united outside like they will continue to do forever amused at the companionship I've been denied 'You may be able' they claim, 'to hide from the rain, the glowing sun and its burning flame but never will you ever slip away from the pain of being alone That much is known' Yes, you're right! I completely agree, But contrite I am not for can you not see? Though I may be all by myself with no-one to hold, love or hate, I know not what's to be my fate You will all be here, in hundreds of years all the same under the rain and the sun's burning flame I shall not and will have known

Masks- Poem
The masks I wear do not hide the stain. It flaunts them for the public eye. Holding deep with in the skin. No matter their tint I do not cry. Heavy is the weight I bear. Light is my steps in the fire. Heavy is not what meets the eye. Because my burdens are more then just that ire. Beyond the painted masks and heavy veils, Lies a soul of passion and fire. No matter the cover that weighs it down, Nothing will ever extinguish that fire.

New Album-screenshots
SO I GOT MY OLD PC BACK .. WOOTS ... GOT ALL MY OLD SCREENSHOTS AGAIN (I'M SO HAPPY !!) CHECK OUT ALL THE FUN TIMES I'VE HAD ON FUBAR... MOMENTS WITH SUBBY (STEF) ARE PRICELESS. THEY ARE LOCATED IN AN ALBUM TITLED SCREENSHOTS.. RATE AND COMMENT IF U WILL. THANKS

Fu-bucks To $ Equivalents
Thanks to Heartistic Soul for this helpful chart! STICKY BULLETIN = 250000 1 TICKER = 250000 1 DAY BLAST = 375000 1 Bling pk = 599500 3 DAY BLAST = 600000 7 DAY BLAST = 1000000 30 DAY BLAST = 2500000 HAPPY HOUR = 5000000 $1= 50000 fu bucks $5=250000 fu bucks $10=500000 fu bucks $20=1000000 fu bucks $50=2500000 fu bucks $100=5 million fu bucks An 11 during hh is worth 57 points/fubucks

Extraordinary Girl
She's An Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she can't seem to get away He Lacks the courage in his mind Like a child left behind Like a pet left in the rain She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days she feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She sees the mirror of herself And image she wants to sell To anyone willing to buy He steals the image in her kiss From her heart's apocalypse From the one called whatsername She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days she feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days she feels like dying Some days it's not worth trying Now that they've pulled the fun in She gets so sick of crying She's An Extraordinary girl An Extraordinary girl An Extraordinary girl An Extraordinary girl

How Love Met Chaos- A Short Story
Love was a beautiful maiden that everyone assumed only had this wide eyed innocence. What they did not realize is because of her close relationship with her cousins Hate and Pain that she had developed a strong worldly knowledge. Not many would court her due to her polite unassuming nature. They were afraid of her snaring and taming them with her quiet beauty. Love however has an equally beautiful sister named Lust. Lust was a wildly wicked girl who attracted the attention of many men but never stayed true to a single one. Lust often causes her men to feel pain when she departed but could never change her ways. She knew her sister Love more then anyone else. She knew what Love hides beneath those innocent eyes was far from naïve and tame. She decided Love just needed to be introduced to the right man. When Lust introduced Love to Chaos the attraction between the two could not be denied. They had a passionate affair that soon brought out Chaos’ true nature. He too was fooled by he

Bill Gates High School Speech
This should be posted in all schools and work places Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this! Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school. He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept set them up for failure in the real world. Rule 1: Life is not fair - get used to it! Rule 2 : The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3 : You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4 : If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. Rule 5 : Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping: they called it opportunity. Rule 6: If

I Am
So I.... I Live: in Clinton. I Work: as an insurance agent. I Talk: with an accent to some of my wurrrds because I'm a southerner. I Wish: to leave a positive impact on everyone I meet. I Enjoy: hanging out with friends. I Look: so-so today. Not too bad but not at my best. I Find: body odor and bad breath to be repulsive. I Smell: like Clinique's Happy. My favorite perfume I Hide: my toys. I Pray: That I win the lottery. Amen. I Walk: to the car. We have a treadmill I need to start using that again. I Write: short stories, poetry and the fucked up dreams I have. I See: how many people will put "dead people" under this one? I Sing: along with the radio in the car. I Can: be annoying because I worry too much about the people I care for even when they don't give a shit about me. I Watch: movies. I Yearn: to share my art with the world and be appreciated for what I have done. I haven't asked for a dime, just a comment that the work was min

One Moment
What would you do if you had one moment? One moment of what is what you should be asking right about now. One moment is so vague. You can have a moment in so many things in life, one moment to shine at work or school, or one moment you wish you could just take back. We all have moments in our life, some good and some bad. We live our lives and forget that every minute is a moment. There isn't one that is truely greater then another. Every breath we take leads us to another breath and another moment in our life. Yes, we do run into situations that are a matter of timing that leads us to such benefits or sorrows in our lives. We cherish those moments or regret them. We dwell on those moments so much but we fail to remember what got us there. At that one moment the burns its way so deeply in our minds, we don't realize there was actions that led up to it. Maybe you left the house five minutes early or you stopped for a coffee or you forgot something at the house. Whatever it was there was

Standards
Standards are defined as rules or principles that is used as a basis for judgment. Life is based on this. Our chidren are graded on standards with grades, and adults get their raises based on standards. Who makes these standards? The government, teachers, etc. and etc.? How do you feel when you don't meet these requirements? Who do you blame? Our minds ramble over and over on who to blame. Have you forgotten someone in all those you blame for your short comings? Boss? Check. Co-workers? Check. Classmates? Check. Teacher? Check. Yourself? Oooops. What do you mean me is what alot of people are thinking right now. My boss is the one that didn't give me the raise I deserve. How many times do you hear children yell "My teacher gave me an F." ? Have you ever thought what could I have done better? What did I do wrong? So many times, we are quick to blame others for our mess ups. In all honesty, we fail so many times because of our own personal standards. We show up for work late, because we k

Problems
Problems comes with life. We, all, have them, and it varies from what they are from time to time. We tend to get advice from people when it is something that we feel we can't handle. Sometimes, we hear the advice that there is always someone out there with worse situation then you are in. You want to ring that person's neck because you feel you are in over your head, and how dare they make it seem like it is such a little problem. If you read the bible, you will learn that God will not give you more then you can handle. We hear many times what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger. The list goes on and on about people and their problems. With everything we search for to solve a problem in our life, we let them break us down from time to time. People have been prone to over think a situation more often then they should. How many times have you fixed a problem and looked back and thought stupid you. So why do we let things get to us? Most trails in our life are very simple, if we didn't

Love Of Your Life
We, all, look for the love of our lives. We, all, go into a relationship hoping that this person is the one. Sometimes that person is the one we have been looking for, and we live "happily ever after," but what about the people we go through that aren't meant for us. We endure so much pain, and at many times, we ask ourselves for what. We want to give up on love, the opposite sex, and for some our own lives. We lose ourselves in the pain and agony, that we forget so many of the more important things in life. Yes, love hurts. You can never argue with that. We argue and fight with that person trying to hold on to them. What are we fighting for? We fight, honestly, under our own delisions that this person is the special one. We let the feeling of loneliness cloud our better judgement of the people we choose. This is why we look back at our past wondering why we dated certain people. We wish that we could rewind time and take back our past. First, we need to realize without the bad things

Life Long Friends
Most of the time all of us look for that "one true love", we seem to overlook our friends. I'm not talking about the friends we mistake for the true ones. The true ones are the ones that talk to you no matter what even if they are mad at you. The ones that love us no matter what our mistakes are. In search of that one love we overlook our friends that give us that "lil love". If you would add the love from them it would add up to the love you are loooking for. True friends give you the love and support you look for in one person. They hold you when you cry and cheer when you need it. Other then the sexual urges you may have, your friends are really the love of your life, your spouse for life, sort of speaking. I guess what I am trying to say that is in the ups and downs of searching for that one person that is meant for you realize you have that love you need in your close circle friends. So don't take them for granted and love them and let them know you appreciate everything they are

Judgement
That boy is nothing but trouble. That girl is a hoe. You're going to hell. We have all heard or said these things to or about one another. We have all passed judgement. Not one of us is innocent, and it isn't really our fault. Society has trained us in one way or another to judge a human being on how they act and look. The problem with this is so many people lose out on some of the most wonderful people in the world. I act ignorant and I dress like, what some consider, like a "thug" when you first meet me. I do this on purpose to weed out the people that truely want to get to know me. If you look at my true friends, you can see that they all come from different lifestyles. Consider this, if you would have met me on the streets before you read anything that I have written, you would never guess that I have the intelligence that I have. Some christians have a tendency to pass judgement on people and do not realize they push people away. Now I know that they mean well in everything that t

Legacy
Legacy. Even just the word is enough to to make its own sentence. Every person wants to leave a great legacy for his family to be proud and live up to. It makes us feel like we have accomplished something in life. It's almost as if we feel we have been heard in this world. What makes it so important to us? The feeling of worth and importance makes us feel wanted, needed, and special. We look at ourselves in the mirror and judge on a material basis. We forget about the things that truely matter. A man's legacy isn't judge by what he has but what he has done. Sometimes the older lady on the street that would even help her worst enemy has a great legacy more then most men. When you look at society MLK, Gandhi, and Mother Theresa are held high but not as high as some of these celebreties now a days. Where did we go wrong in our proirities of what makes a man great? Do we blame society or ourselves? We push ourselves to get our children to be great a doctor or lawyer, just something that ma

Am I You Or Someone Else
I'm lost and cannot find my way. I get worse at the passing of each day. People look at me dead in my eyes and do not care. I look back at them and think while we stare. Don't they realize I'm the result of their error and their joy. These people believe what is done is done and leave me as a young boy. They do not help me release the full potential within me. They look at me and what will happen and think that's the way it's suppose to be. The people leave me as a deprived and lonely thing, And in all this world of hurt and pain, I still find one who will sing. I will look familiar, yet different with nothing fancy, not even lace. I say I'm the child you never had, and you yell that it can not be. I'm filled with hurt and pain and things that I can not admit, But the time to change me is here and will come only if you commit. You can fix me because I'm not fully grown. You can help me, or still leave me on my own. I'm your nightmare and dream all wrapped up into one.

Voices
Today, my innocence was taken from me in the middle of the night. He touched me and tore my flesh as I fought with all my might. I scream and no one heard me. No one came. I sit there trying to figure how to hide my shame. It was my fault because of how I am with my strut and how I talk. As I stand up, the pain is so much to bare, I can hardly walk. I sit and I cry as I figure out how not to be sad, But when morning comes, I still have to call him, Dad. One voice whispers. No one wants me, and no one cares about me. When I'm gone you….you all will see. My life doesn't matter to anyone, And when I'm gone, you'll still have your fun. As the blade touches my skin and I feel the blood run, I don't feel pain but see freedom. Now I've won. No more tears. No more pain. Please, God, make it rain. Two voices creek. Mommy doesn't like me anymore that's why she went away. She left us all alone before I could see the sun's rays. How will I survive and who will want me n

Getting Even!
One hot July day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her and put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. She had no name so we named her Pussycat. The vet decided to keep her for a day or so and said he would let us know when we could come to get her. My husband, [the complainer] said OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks. And he reminded the vet that it was his wife that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my vet don't see eye to eye. He calls my husband El-Cheap-O. My husband calls him El-Take-0. They love to hate each other. Next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, which was located next door to the vet. The doctor's office was full of people waiting to see the doctor. A side door opened and in leaned the vet; he had obviously seen my husband arrive. He looked straight a

150 Yrs Ago.....
Almost 150 years ago, President Lincoln found it necessary to hire a private investigator - Alan Pinkerton - for protection. And that was the beginning of the Secret Service. Since that time, federal police authority has grown to a large number of multi-letter agencies - FBI, CIA, INS, IRS, DEA, BATF, etc. Now we have the "Federal Air Transportation Airport Security Service." Can't you see them now, these highly trained men and women in their black outfits with their initials in large white letters across their backs: "FATASS." .... I feel safer already.

Back From Fpg Beltane
Greetings all! WOW!!! What a great Beltane it has been this year! Thanks to an unexpected turn of events, my hubby and I were able to attend the Florida Pagan Gathering's Beltane Celebration held at Ocala's National Forest this year. I have to say, it was the most wonderful and much needed excursion I have had ever! We originally were going for just the day to see some friends who were performing there with the group Spiral Dance. They made the trip to the states from their home down under in Australia and it has been over 5 years since we saw them. As it turned out, we extended our stay and just got home this afternoon thoroughly refreshed, yet exhausted from a most exhilarating and enjoyable experience celebrating the festivities of Beltane. We wound up camping with the Drum Circle amongst several friends of ours that are semi local and danced around the bonfires till the cranes called in the morning light. There is nothing in this world like being primal and feeling the ene

Please Read And Thank You Ahead Of Time
This is probably what you all have thought a million times just afraid to say it.. and by no means is it about everyone.. cause I have met a few great people here.. Okay.. most of you won't like me after reading this.. hell, most of you don't even know me.. Now that you have ever taken the time to return comments, shouts or whatever... I want to know.. what the fuck is wrong with this site? Seriously.. what is wrong with it.. I have had eight people from my family list up and delete their profiles...They said they had to leave.. they felt isolated.. Why? Why does this happen? It is like you have to be part of THE families.. or know the top members to get anyone to say shit all to you..Or even be members of big lounges...Are people on this site so stuck on themselves.. to even see nice, decent people here? Well, I understand most of the top members here...ARE stuck on themselves.. Hell, me just saying "top members" means you have to BE someone in this place to even matter.. a

2am Interlude
2am Interlude by LateNiteFantasy© That smug look upon your face tells me where you've been, You've been out "thinking", rather drinking. Oh I'm sooo sorry, you didn't want to stay home and watch tv again? Than how about f**king me? Ohhh okay...you'll be back to do that around 2 am, breath hot with alcohol, smelling like someone else... Ooohhh....okay then....I'll just wait here and try to stay awake to f**k you.... Ooohhh how it arouses me....the smell of stale beer and cigarettes mixed with that sweet scent of the person I do not know You say you don't want to toy with me anymore....I'll say it once, then I'll say it no more... You've been toying with me for years.......you cold, heartless whore!! written to a cold heartless wife

Please Ignore Me I Am Working In Order To Collect The Glossary. This Is Not A New Blog. Sorry.
Because I could not find the folder I had filed this in I have had to come here to copy and paste it into a word document for printing then sending to my friend Moon in India. He is an old friend who wants a copy of my book only thing is the silly boy did not give me his address when we were in Goa. It is a case of postal costs in India are a pittance and posting from England is going to cost an arm and a leg especially if I cannot attatch the glossary to an email for him. I met Moon again yesterday on a new site called The Moon is Wayn ing in India. Well, when I put Fubar of a Rag,tagged site it comes up with an error message almost like they do not like other sites being mentioned. Actually it was as well because the person who wanted Fubar site was a pervert and it saved everyone here being pestered by one. I have never met so many perverts or hawkers in all my life in the space of three days. Needless to say I do not use the Rag,tagged site now. I am still looking but in th

Tropical Storm
Tropical Storm by LateNiteFantasy© The symphonic eruption of thunder, hard and monstrous, Enhanced by the brilliant zaps of lightning, The heat of our bodies, The heat of the lightning, The soft, sweet moans in my ear, The thunder booming with every thrust I pump into you, Exploding with energy, And exploding with light, Exploding with passion, Exploding, Thinking about you, last night.

Free Screws
The U.S. Government announced today that it is changing it's emblem to a condom because it more clearly reflects the government's political stance. A condom stands up to inflation, halts production, destroys the next generation, protects a bunch of pricks, and gives you a sense of security while it's actually screwing you.

Hush Little Baby
Hush Little Baby Hush little baby don't you squall Momma's gonna buy you a crystal ball And if you still can't see beyond Momma's gonna buy you a magic wand And if that wand don't change your fate Momma's gonna teach you to levitate And if the astral makes you sick Momma's gonna buy you an incense stick And if that frankincense smells rank Mom'll buy a sensory deprivation tank And if that tank don't float your bones Momma's gonna buy you some precious stones And if those gems don't ease your heart Momma's gonna buy you a natal chart And if your planets go berserk Momma's gonna buy you some bodywork And if your aura still needs kneading Momma's gonna buy you a past life reading And if your destiny stays hid Momma's gonna buy you a pyramid And if your chakras still feel stressed Momma's gonna take you on a vision quest And if power animals don't come to charm ya Sorry, kid, it's just your karma.

Cancer And Aquarius
This is a not-so-hot combinaion. Cancer is too emotional to tolerate the dispassionate friendliness that Aquarious offers to his friends and lovers. If Aquarious is going through one of his turned-off phases, Cancer will take it personally and feel abandoned. Once in a blue moon these two might get it on but that isn't usual, nor is it satisfying or long lasting

Lead Sails Paper Anchor
Marching alone, like a good soldier does I'm setting sail, with anchors holding me down Pack up my bags, stow them away I'm bidding farewell to all that is safe Will I come up for air, come up for air After awhile the current is calling me Lulling me, waving goodbye I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now? Sinking my heart turns to stone Withering away, a shrinking violet dies So full of life, these lights have dried me out Into the sea, I needed a drink I never thought this would consume me whole Will I come up for air, come up for air After awhile the current is calling me Lulling me, waving goodbye I'm out here alone, oh God can you save me now? Sinking my heart turns to stone (I turn to stone) Sinking my heart turns to stone Save me, take me home Over and over again Save me, take me home Wishing that this all would end Save me, take me home Over and over again Save me, take me home Wishing that this all would end After awhile the current i

Music Time 4 Me Again
WELL ALL, IT'S BEEN 5 YEARS SINCE I'VE PLAYED MUSIC IF FRONT OF A CROWED OF PEOPLE HAT I DID'NT KNOW. ABOUTA YEAR AGO I WAS INVITED TO PLAY AT THE BLUE MOON TAVERN BY THE U OF W (GO HUSKIE BTW) AND I JUST GOT NEWS THIS PAST WEEK THAT THEY WOULD LOVE FOR ME TO COME UP THIS COMING WENSDAY AND PLAY A 15 MINUITE SET DURING THEIR OPEN MIC NIGHT. I AM REALLY PUMPED UP ABOUT THIS BECAUSE I'LL BE PLAYING KIHOU'ALU (HAWAI'IAN SLACK KEY). I HAVE 3 MELODIES OF SONGS THAT I HAVE WORKED ON FOR YEARS AND A 4TH THAT'LL BE MY ADDITION IF REQUESTED. THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE WANTED TO DO FOR MANY YEARS SINCE THE PASSING OF MY DAD IN MARCH OF '99. IF IT WAS'NT FOR HIM, I WOULD HAVE NEVER LEARNED MUSIC AND THE ENCOURAGEMENT OF FAMILY ANF FRIENDS THAT I WORKED ON IT. I MAY NOT BE OF SLACK KEY MASTER QUALITY BUT I LOVE THE MUSIC THAT HAS BEEN PASSED DOWN TO ME FROM ALL THOSE WHO PLAYED IT BEFORE ME. THANKS FOR READING MY BLOG, I HOPE YOU'LL POST SOME COMMENTS. THANKS P@P@ JO3

The Dream Of Love
The Dream of Love by Late Nite Fantasy© You come into my dreams on a nightly basis, Each time I see you my heart races, I can feel you crawl into my warm bed, Snuggling, I tend to burrow, with blanket over my head, The comfort of your body heat, And the way you never have cold feet, The reassurance of you lying here beside me, And how content we both must be, Holding you close to me, I really wish this dream would come true,

Across The Miles
Across the Miles... Every day I think about you, and I yearn to see your smile. Though I miss you terribly I can feel your love, across the miles. Promise me that our love will never fade or disappear, but will always shine as bright as the sun. From the bottom of my heart, I swear that You'll always be the only one!

Forgive Yourself...
Fall in Love or Fall in Hate... Get Inspired or Get Depressed... Ace a Test or Flunk a Class... Make Babies or Make Art... Speak the Truth or Lie and Cheat... Dance on Tables or sit in the Corner... LIFE IS DIVINE CHAOS. EMBRACE IT... FORGIVE YOURSELF... BREATH... AND ENJOY THE RIDE. {This is for those who believe that all hope is lost and no one cares. I do. I love you the way you are. Always, Lady Wolf 24}

Hmmmmm
40 secrets.. except they arent secretsTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey. Be honest no matter what. 1. Who was your last text from? ummm chevyman 2. Where was your default picture taken? my bathroom 3. Whats your middle name? Marie 4. Whats on your mind? somene special 5. Does your crush/GIRLfriend/BOYfriend like you back? Idk 6. What is your current mood? Happy 7. What is your moms name? Mae 8. What color shirt are you wearing? Green with flowers 9. Are you close with your dad? Yes 10. If you could go back in TIME and change something, would you? Yes i would 11. Have a crazy side? All people do 12. Ever had a near death experience? Yeap 13. Something you do a lot? talk to wicked lol and woody 14. Angry at anyone? Yeap 15. Favorite Month? May 16. Name someone with the same birthday as you? Idk 17. When was the last time you cried? 3 weeks ago 18. If you could have one super power what would it be? hmmm hard to say 19. Whats the first thing you notice about the oppos

More Really Confused People
Today's award goes to "Fubar's Ultimate Bad Girls Club." Thought I'd take a look because I'm friends with one member who's "bad" and proud of it! Some of the others, though, make you wonder. A typical profile for several of them has something in it like "I am married and no one could convince me to have sex with anyone else so if you say one thing about it i'll block you!!" So, like, what is bad about these girls? Did they piss in a hymnal? Call babyjesus nasty names? Forget to wear panties to work once? Puh-LEEZE, drama central! Don't bs the people on the site by calling yourself "bad" when you're as conventionally moralistic as is possible! (And to my friend: consider getting away from these people, they're way below your intelligence and logic level. Associating with them will probably ruin your reputation! :D )

Gas Prices Around The World
PRICE OF GAS AROUND THE WORLD Prices are quoted in US dollars per gallon for regular unleaded. Oslo , Norway $6.82 Hong Kong $6.25 Brussels, Belgium $6.16 London, UK $5.96 Rome, Italy $5.80 Tokyo, Japan $5.25 Sao Paulo, Brazil $4.42 New Delhi, India $3.71 Sidney, Australia $3.42 Johannesburg, South Africa $3.39 Mexico City $2.22 border=0> Buenos Aires, Argentina $2.09 ... YOU'RE GONNA LOVE THIS ... Riyadh , Saudi Arabia $0.91 Kuwait style='FONT-WEIGHT: bold'> $0.78 Caracas, Venezuela $0.12 NOW, DOESN'T THAT JUST FROST YOUR PATOOTIE?!

Why People Fake It 2 Make It
ok i was talking to this dude the other day and i got a suprise!!! this cat is using my good friends photos and claims it to be himself pretty sad,so i asked him why is he using my friends photos and claiming to be him...sure enough he blocked me becuase the truth was to be told, well i remember when my boy had his account on fu this candyman dude checked him out and snagged most of his images and placed them into his own folders even though he could not use the salute my friend had since diffrent users had diff profile links well so i asked a good friend from fubar to get some information on this guy named candyman come to find out he likes young girls...check out his myspace he has Underage Kids on his profile and friends list,i know i should not care but just giving people heads up there is alot of fake people on the internet} so here we go let this people be known so if you have this dude as your friend/fam he is 100% fake trying to be someone he is not or ever will be Cur

Me
For those who are my real friends and have took the time to care will understand this more! I went out with my friend and her two sisters last night to a bar and had the best time i have had in 2 years! I danced what little ass i have off!!!! LOL For those of you who have helped me through the last month or so, thanks for all the encouragement and shoulders to cry on! You have made me smile for the first time in months and i love you all!!!! You know who you are!!!!!

Sex Sex And More Sex
DIRTY LITTLE SECRETSTAKE THIS SURVEY! ABOUT YOU YOUR BEDROOM NAME Haha lets baby tesha hmmm YOUR POSITIONAL PREFERENCE 69 ORIENTATION Bi HAVE YOU EVER SHAVED DOWN UNDER Yeap MADE OUT WITH A GOOD FRIEND Yeap HAD MORE THAN ONE PARTNER AT A TIME Yeap im Bi SLEPT WITH SOMEONE U DIDNT LIKE JUST TO GET LAID Naw GAVE A STRANGER ORAL Naw MADE OUT IN PUBLIC Yeap HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE Yeap HAD SEX WOTH A FRIENDS DESPISED EX Naw HAD A ONE NIGHT STAND Naw WOKE UP WITH SOMEONE U NEVER MET Naw HAVE YOU EVER SPLIT BEFORE MORNING/SNUCK OUT Naw SLEPT WITH SOMEONE WHO WAS MARRIED -NOT TO YOU Naw SO DO YOU REGRET ANY OF THESE THINGS Naw WOULD YOU SLEEP WITH A FRIENDS SWEETIE IF THEY WERE REALLY HOT Naw not like that SLEEP WITH SOMEONE ELSES SPOUSE NAw CHEAT ON A LOVER Naw not like that MAKE OUT IN PUBLIC Yeap HAVE SEX IN PUBLIC Yeap GIVE ORAL TO A STRANGER Naw DATE A GOOD FRIENDS DESPISED EX NAw SNEAK OUT ON A LOVER NAw HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND Naw PICK ONE PINK OR BLACK P

Thinking Of Him
Thinking Of Him Every night when I close my eyes, I drift to sweet dreams of you. I imagine the taste of your lips, the feel of your hands in mine, and suddenly I'm strong yet weak from my need for you. And when you hold me close, and look into my eyes as you whisper how much you love me, I'm carried gently to the clouds. Your love makes me feel so alive and proud of the person I am when I'm with you. Yet when the stars fade as dawn breaks, you kiss me goodbye at the door, and I awake needing you even more than I did the day before. I'm missing you badly, and I wish you were here. But though you're far away, in my heart you'll stay. I'll never quit wishing that you were here beside me, but until that day, I've only to dream about you, and I escape to that place in my heart, where we're never apart.

Midnight Fantasy
Midnight Fantasy by Late Nite Fantasy© Lately when I close my eyes I see, The woman of my midnight fantasy, Her eyes are so alluring and intense, And her face lights up in my presence, Her touch is so very divine, It sends chills up and down my spine, Sweet kisses so soft and loving, Her hands gently touching, My every curve and line, Making my body tingle as I give her a sign, By pulling her closer to me, Letting my emotions run wild and free, I return her every affection, My body moves with her direction, Her tongue is darting and teasing, Her body against mine is very pleasing, We tend to merge, become as one, I think to myself "Oh my God this is fun", To raise her body up to my hips, As I taste those perfect lips, Touching and holding each other tightly, Wanting these rendezvous to be nightly.

What Im Proud Of....
IM PROUD TO BE MARRIED TO MY WIFE! IM PROUD TO BE ABLE TO SAY IM ALIVE AND I CAN WORK AND GIVE 8 HOURS TO MY JOB! IM PROUD TO SAY I LOVE JESUS AND SOMEDAY...NOT SOON ENOUGH I WILL LOOK AT HIM AND SAY THANK YOU FOR GIVING YOURSELF SO THAT I COULD BE HERE WITH YOU! IM PROUD OF MY GRANDSON WHO HAS WHAT I HAVE AND WILL CARRY ON WHERE I LEAVE OFF! IM PROUD TO BE A SHADOW LEVELER! SEE WASNT A RANT:p

My Number 1
My Number 1TAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey Who is your number 1? Woody Have you ever met their mom? No Where did you first meet? Fubar lol How old were you when you first met? Ummm 23 or 22 Is this person older than you? Yes When was the last time u saw them? Been awhile on cam Name one good memory? We have to many Have you gotten in trouble with this person? Naw not yet lmfao Are you related to this person? No When will you see them again? Yes Does this person have a cell phone/text messaging? Yes Are you their b/f or g/f? Hes my hubby Do you have pics of this person on your myspace? Naw not even on fubar How many times do you talk/write to this person in a week? ALOT OMG ALOT Do you think the person will repost this? Naw Could you live with this person? Yeah Do you hang out often? Naw he lives to far away Have you seen this person cry? NAw Why is this person your #1? Hes my hubby CLICK HERE TO TAKE THIS SURVEY!More MySpace Surveys @ MySpaceBulletins.com

Touch Me There Baby
Touch Me There... You're always there, in my dreams, and I'm wonderfully weak, savoring each of your moist kisses. My desire only heightens as your lips press against every inch of my flesh... except for that one spot, which I won't tell you about now. And I only ask that you'll touch me there later.

My Number 2
23 About 2TAKE THIS SURVEY! All about the 2nd person in your top friends list 1. Their Name? WickedPissaAwsum 2. Are they in a relationship? Naw 3. Where did you first meet this person? Fubar lol 4. How old were you when you first met? 24 5. Is this person one of your best friends? U can say hes a good friend yes 6. Say something that only makes sense to you and your #2 hmmm... Yeap sure is 7. Is this person older than you? Yeap 8. When was the last time you saw this person? This morning on cam does that count? 9. Do you miss this person? Well yeah hes my friend 10. Are you related? Hell Naw 11. Do you have nicknames for each other? Nope 12. Is this person bringing sexy back? Haha Yeah 13. Do you think that person will repost this? Naw 14. Why is this person #2 on your top friends? casue hes my friend 15. Have you seen this person cry? Nope and dont want to eaither 16. Have they seen you cry? Nope 17. Do you tell them a lot about your life? Yeap 18. Doing anything to

Deftones - Anniversary Of An Uninteresting Event
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Listen And Win!
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Big Women
So i dont mean to be an ass. Dont wanna offend people too much. But there are an abundence of very large women out there. now, they have ways to make one or two pics look like they are not so big. but then you continue to look at full body shots ( if they even have any ) and it blows you away. I understand big women, and men, need lovin too...but damn. I dont want a twig, a little cushion is great. but i deffinately dont want a chik thats bigger than i am. im not quite sure where im going with this. just bored. i know some big women have health issues, and thats why. but if you're in your 20's, drop the food and go out and exercise.

Joli's V.i.p.'s
Je m'appelle Joli. MUAH! Become a part of my family for access to all of my family folders! I have just started to create my FU WORLD and will be adding and updating regularly. View pictures, chat with me here and let's have some fun! Just private message me to ask how! Each month you can renew and reserve your Family spot or choose to stay a friend. I will be designing some custom care packages for those true Joli fans as well. To include: NSFW Video Salutes, Autographed Pictures, Personal Items, Phone Calls, etc... If you have any requests or suggestions be sure to leave a comment. xoxo ~Joli~

You Wanna, Don't You?
Here is the pic link: What I am offering: Rate pics{rerate weeekly} and stash during hh Access to private folders Added to Family List Crushed "Owned by" in name if VIP is offered: A personal salute pic to winning bidder(I won't have any pic space once VIP runs out) rate you with 11's and if VIP status last longer than month then your ownership does too. *I do surprise people sometimes too.* No Autoplay here. A song that describes how I like my drinks...lol.

Deftones - Passanger
I lay Still and breatheless Just like always Still I want some more Mirrors sideways Who cares what's behind Just like always Still your passenger The chrome buttons buckled on leather surfaces These and other lucky witnesses Now to calm me This time won't you please... Drive faster! Roll the window down This cool night air is curious Let the whole world look in Who cares who sees anything? I'm your passenger I'm your passenger Drop...these down Then...put them on me Nice...cool seats there To cushion your knees Now to calm me Take me around again Don't pull over This time won't you please Drive faster!!! Roll the window down This cool night air is curious Let the whole world look in Who cares who sees what tonight? Roll these misty windows Down to catch my breath and then Go and go and don't just Drive me home then back again! Here I lay Just like always Don't let me Go... (9x) Take me to the end...

Hi
Happy FRIDAY!! I woke up today and I felt tons better. I hate feeling ucky...so I'm glad that it has passed. It was a beautiful sunny day! I took my dogs to the doggy park. Thats always fun...There is always atleast one single guy there that has tried everything to meet a girl. I call them MR D E S P E R A T E!!! *grin* nooo just kidding! I think It's a great way to meet girls, but I'm always worried about the poor dog. Like..does he really love his dog or it it just a tool in this crazy dating world. *shrugs* Anyways it was fun fun...I have to say tho..while I was there...the only drool was coming from the men! *giggle* Tonight I went to a BBQ..it was yummy...had a few drinks and now here I am. I'm full of energy...and want to get a little wild on cam! Here is a preview..enjoy my boobiness! See you in camchat! Ohhh..almost forgot. I'm doing a free cam show for club members only at 1am. If you're not already a member *tsk tsk* click the link under the pics to join! *mwah*

Ordinary Man
Look in the mirror tell me what do you see Or can you lie to yourself like you're lyin' to me Do you fall asleep real easy feelin' justified and right Or do you wake up feelin' empty in the middle of the night You want to think you're different, but you know you never can You're just another ordinary man Hey politician, can't believe a word you say Almighty media, whose truth did you sell today? Watchdog of justice, who keeps their eye on you? Con man, song in hand, who you singin' to? The more I get to see, the less I understand I'm just another ordinary man Ordinary man, Just another ordinary man Comes a time to take a stand No rest for the wicked - they get it while they can The preachers and the teachers and your local Congressman Everybody plays the game they played since time began Lawyers and accountant - your media man Everybody's talkin' but nothin's gettin' said You're looking for the truth you better look inside your head I see the flash of ligh

Time Too Say Good Bye Too A Leveler And Friend
Its time too say Goodbye too a friend of many of ours. Today will be her last day on Fubar. She will be leaving us for real life. Please stop by and say hi and send her off with a smile. So that she will know just how much we all appreciated her friend ship. CherryPye*BigSexysFu-Girl* {{Shadow Leveler}}@ fubar

Deftones - Knife Party
My knife - it's sharp and chrome Come see inside my bones All of the fiends are on the block I'm the new king, I'll take the queen 'Cause in here we're all anemic in here - anemic and sweet...so... Go get your knife, go get your knife And come in Go get your knife, go get your knife And lay down Go get your knife, go get your knife Now kiss me Oooh...well I can float here forever In this room we can't touch the floor In here we're all anemic In here - anemic and sweet...so... Go get your knife, go get your knife And come in Go get your knife, go get your knife And lay down Go get your knife, go get your knife Now kiss me Ohh... I could float here forever Ohh... Anemic and sweet Ohh... I could float here forever Ohh... Anemic and sweet...so... Go get your knife, go get your knife And come in Go get your knife, go get your knife and lay down Go get your knife, go get your knife Get filthy Go get your knife, go get your knife And kiss me...

Lunar Festivals
Lunar Festivals January: Cold Moon February:Snow Moon March: Sugar Moon April: Rain Moon May: Flower Moon June: Long Days Moon July: Honey Moon August: Corn Moon September: Harvest Moon October: Blood Moon November:Rememberance December: Long Nights Moon The Blue Moon is considered the 'goal moon', at this time it is customary to set specific goals for yourself and to review your accomplishments and failures since the last one. The other 12 Moons all have special meanings as well. January is the time to conserve energy by working on personal problems that involve no one else. It is also a time for protection rites and reversing spells. During this month the energy flow is sluggish and below the surface. February is the time for loving the self, accepting responsibility for past errors, forgiving yourself, and making future plans. At this time the energy flow is working toward the surface; good for purification, growth, and healing. Mar

My Baby Girl
this pic shows what type of man i am . heres a pic of me and my babygirl which i dearly love . i went to hell and back for her if i had to do it again i would . i dont know how many dads would . but truthfully i do it all again.guys when she gets older she has 4 bothers dont worry about them just worry about daddy.

Leveler And Bomber Auction!!!
Wanna own your own Shadow Leveler? Just clic on the pic and bid! Make sure to add/fan and rate the Auctioneer! Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ & Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~&~ Juggalette Angel~&~Sweetfox2007~@ fubar Linkin ParkLeave Out All The RestMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Poem: Sunny Day..............
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Sunny day and the sound of the sea The sign said Warning Riptide To just walk out to sea Let it rip this pain from me Sunny day and the sound of the sea The sign said Warning Stingers To just walk out to sea Could pain of stingers any worse be Sunny day and the sound of the sea All this pain inside of me To just walk out to sea Could be done so easily Sunny day and sound of the sea All the love inside of me To just walk out to sea Not the way for me Sunny day and sound of the sea I thought of her and me Of plans that would never be A promise to carry her heart with me Sunny day and sound of the sea That sea now so far from me Her smile just a memory That I shall keep inside of me

Poem: Untitled
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Creeping from nowhere They come unbidden As though some would care Of the things that are hidden I did not invite Did not offer to share So I try to fight As others just stare None can help me On my cheeks they flow Pain seeking to be free Had long enough to grow So now the tears For all the dreams Lost to awe and fears Flow as silent streams

Poem: Tears To The Sea
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Sea pounding rock and beach Sitting and thinking of what could be Heart placed so far from reach Tears slowly run to the sea Answered the call to my heart Traveled far this vision to see Yet destined to remain apart Tears slowly run to the sea Lifetimes waiting for just this one Always coming in dreams to me A new life not yet begun Tears slowly run to the sea Another lifetime shall I then wait Perhaps then it's meant to be A love meant to be great As tears slowly run to sea

Poem: Poisoned
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Alone Bitten Poisoned Strange sensations Mind slowly weakens Coherent thought fades Slowly lose control of self Need a cure An antidote quickly There is none Doomed Poisoned In love

Deftones - Digital Bath
You move - like I want to To see - like your eyes do We are...downstairs Where no one can see New life - break away Tonight... I feel like more Tonight I... We make the water warm You taste - foreign And I know - you can see The cord - break away 'Cause tonight... I feel like more Tonight...I feel like more Feel like more Tonight... You breathed - then you stop I breathed - and drive you off And tonight I...feel Feel like more Oh! Tonight I feel like... I feel like more Tonight I feel like more I feel like more Tonight...

The Witch's Tools .the Tools Of The Craft
The Witch's Tools,,,,,The tools of the craft There are many different tools used for Wiccan Rituals and Spellcasting. While I have only included ritual tools I use in my practice, there are many more to be found. As with most witch's I beleive you do not need tools of any kind to practice Magick. Tools make it easier to focus on the actual ritual or spell. THE ATHAME The athame is the traditional ritual dagger of the witch. Commonly it has a black handle and steel double-edged blade. The athame is used to cast circles by tracing the circumference, to charge and consecrate objects and banish negative energies. it is never used as a mundane knife for cutting purposes, and is used strictly for magickal purposes only. In most traditions it is associated with the elements of Fire and the phallic symbolism of the knife links it with the God. THE PENTACLE The pentacle is a traditional tool of the craft that is thought to have been adopted from ceremonial magic. It is usually a

Preview 1 & 2 Of My First Published Book, 'heart Aches & Rainy Days'
Not now, please, she thought as she felt the beginning of fresh tears, not with the bus almost here. It was 3:15 p.m., and her 7-year old daughter, Angelica, was due home any minute. Jessica removed her sunglasses to wipe her tear stained face. “Hello, Jessica,” Rose’s voice reached her as always before Rose came into sight. Rose was out of breath as she topped the hill. Jessica hurriedly put her glasses back on. It wouldn’t do to let Rose see the tears or the bruises. “Hi, Rose,” she responded hoping her neighbor wouldn’t hear the tremor in her voice. “How are you?” “Oh, I’m fine. I didn’t think I’d make it up that hill. The twins are so active,” she laughed, patting her enormous belly. “How are you?” “I’m fine,” Jessica replied as the bus topped the hill. They both turned to look. Angelica, as usual, was the first off the bus. “Look, Mommy!” she yelled waving a brightly colored paper above her head. “I drawled a picture for you.” “Drew a picture,” corrected Jessica

Poem: Untitled / Unfinished
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Lorikeet and Kookaburra voice their songs At the dawn of a bright new day This is where my heart belongs As next to her I lay Soft skin tanned by sun Lays beneath my hand Our life together just begun Just as we have planned Her sleep remains unbroken Peaceful slumber has her still My love remains unspoken I shudder as from a chill

Poem: First Meet
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. First meet Meeting love afar Time means nothing Distance non existent Call of the heart matters Long voyage seems short Yet lengthened by anticipation Arrival, eagerness strikes Time slows with the wait That first glowing smile That first embrace That first kiss Nothing else exists Two souls alone in the world Two hearts echoing a beat Time meaningless Distance gone Together Content

Writing
My book, though fiction, incorporates the very real issue of domestic violence. Heart Aches & Rainy Days is a story that will enrage you, make you cry, and at the same time keep you on the edge of your seat. It is not for the faint of heart. Trapped in a terrifying and vicious circle of abuse from her husband, Jessica finds inventing ways to protect herself difficult, more often impossible. Yet, her greatest fear is not for herself but for their daughter. When Paul suddenly announces they are going to have another baby, Jessica panics. She can barely protect one child; she worries about how she will be able to protect another child, especially a small baby. Will Jessica ever have the life she so desperately wants and deserves? Can she escape her abusive husband, or will he find her, as before and bring her back? Watch the story unfold as Jessica tries to survive physical, sexual, mental, and emotional abuse at the hands of her once

Apc - Blue
I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want, didn't want, Didn't want, didn't want Close my eyes just to look at you Taken by the seamless vision I close my eyes, Ignore the smoke, Ignore the smoke Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue I might just sit and stare at you Because I don't want to know I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know I just didn't want Mistook the "nods" for an approval Just ignore the smoke and smile Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a perfect color for your eyes Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you, Call it aftermath, she's turning blue I might just sit and stare at you I don't want to know

Read Me! Oh Pleeeeease Read Me...
Alright folks, It is summer. Finally. Since it is summer I am back home (ugh) and not really around as much. Which means I am not on Fubar ALL the time like I used to be. So if you message me and I don't get back to you...that's why. If you're someone I know or even vaguely know and you want to talk to me DON'T SEND ME A SHOUT. Send me a private message and ask for my MSN. Payce kiddies. And have a fabulous and naked summer. xxHugs and body shotsxx

My Friends Rawk!!!
I AM SOOO HAPPY BUT A LITTLE SAD AT THE SAME TIME. I JUST WON A HAPPY HOUR! BUT SADLY ENOUGH, I FELL ASLEEP AND MISSED THE ENDING ;-( LOL. WELL, I DEFINITELY MUST GIVE A HUGE THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME. THEY HAVE ALL BEEN WORKING LONG & HARD ON THIS FOR ME AND THEY ARE SOOO GREAT! MANY OF THEM HAVE POPPED IN EVERY DAY TO DROP A FEW COMMENTS ON ME AND I AM SO GRATEFUL TO THEM ALL. I KNOW I WILL BE OVERLOOKING SOME PEOPLE BY DOING THIS, AND FOR THAT I APOLOGIZE. I HAD FRIENDS OF FRIENDS AND PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER MET BEFORE POPPING IN & LEAVING SOME BOMBS FOR ME TOO. IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR NAME ON HERE, PLEASE ACCEPT MY APOLOGY & PLEASE SPEAK UP & I WILL ADD IT! FIRST & FOREMOST IS A GREAT HOST. HE HAS MANY MORE GIVEAWAYS GOING ON CURRENTLY AND JUST RECENTLY ADDED BLING PACK GIVEAWAYS AS WELL. BE SURE TO CHECK IN AND SEE IF YOUR FRIENDS ARE IN THERE. Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63* Bartender for Unholy Confessions@ fubar AND NOW FOR SOME OF THE BEST F

Apc - The Noose
FOR MyHalozChokinMe!!!!!!♥♥♥ So glad to see you well Overcome and completely silent now With Heaven's help You cast your demons out And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you off your cloud But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead Recall the deeds as if They're all someone else's Atrocious stories Now you stand reborn before us all So glad to see you well And not to pull your halo down Around your neck and tug you to the ground But I'm more than just a little curious How you're planning to go about Making your amends to the dead To the dead With your halo slipping down Your halo slipping Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down Your halo slipping down (repeated) Your halo slipping down to choke you now

Pimpout
HipHopz is the hottest new lounge on fubar! Come on in and check us out..... SybeЯ™@ fubar ~Mystik~@ fubar Dj.T.Sm00th.0wn3r@HipH0pZ@ fubar ♥PeachyKeenJellyB©Manager@HipHopZ♥@ fubar Rae...Manager@HipHopZ...Property of SybeЯ™@ fubar

Life In Today's Inner Cities
First and foremost, how you think, is what you do. It can be no plainer than that. If your mind is fcked off, EVERYTHING you do and EVERYBODY you know, is now fcked too. Stop filling your small mediocre brain with 50 cent type "bling-bling" bllsht music and "Goodfellas" dreams. Put a plan together, start with a 3 month plan, then get a 6 month plan and then a 1 year, and then a 5 year. If you can't get past the first goal, how in the fck can you see what 5 years will yield you. Stop acting like an azzhole, and do your homework. Secondly, HOPE for something better than what you had yesterday. If you were a crackhead and don't want to be a crackhead anymore, pray on it. Then take steps to remove crack from your system and your environment. You cannot get clean clothes from dirty water. If you want different you have to do different. If your finances are fcked off, don't hope for a pay raise while still shopping your azz off and smoking hella bomb, what are you, stupid? And if you don'

We Support You Parade (updated List 7/29/08)
Calling all service members and supporters!!! Welcome to the “We Support You” Parade. Please line up and let us show our support for the men and women of our Armed Forces past and present. They deserve our love and support 24/7, so now we are not stopping just because a day has past, we are marching on. Do not let this parade stop!! Here are the rules: ****If for any reason you have a problem with Fan/Rating/Adding everyone on the list, but would like to join the Parade, please contact me (the host). This is to show support and give strength to those who have sacrificed so much for us.**** There will be 3 sections to this parade, you must start at the bottom of the page and work toward top. Fan/rate/and add everyone. In your requests or even in gifts, please specify if you are a Vet, Currently Serving, or a Supporter. If you have already added them, please leave them a comment letting them know you are joining the “We Support You” Parade. Present Service M

Surgery May 9th
Hey everyone. Just sitting here today trying to take it easy. I go in tomorrow for pre op for my surgery friday. I will find out which kinda surgery I will be having then. I can't wait to get this finally over with. Was watching the race last night and was enjoying seeing Dale Jr leading going into the last 4 laps and then you get that bitch ass Kyle Busch running into him. Man I got pissed off as hell. I could not believe what I saw. After the race Kyle made out like it was no big deal. Funny to me the same thing happened to him during the NationWide race and he went after the driver Steven Wallace after the race in the pits. Guess it just shows where the character of a man is. Dale Jr was dejected and sounded more than pissed off after the race. You could see him biting his tonuge after the race trying to not cuss on the TV. It may not be the next race but I bet that number 18 car is gonna get a lil pay back eventually on the track. I bet next race he wins he will get more shit th

My Daughter
i just wanted to say hello to you all and let ya know that i'll be back just as soon as i can my 16 yr old daughter has been in the hospital since last weekend but luckily she or should i say we came home today. ill be spending the next few days taking care of her, and keep you all updated if you will just keep her in your thoughts.

Dudes Not Chicks
So, after all the hoopla about my last encounter with a no-kidding feral wench of a stalker, I have found another one...but he is a dude(?). I say that b/c the same moron has attempted to contact me via three different female accounts...and each one had him as the ONLY family member. None of them had any Salute photos and all the photos looked as though they were pulled off the internet. After blocking his various tries, I get a lenthy shoutbox message telling me how immature I am and a lot of things aimed at hurting my feelings. SURPRISE! I don't care much for mind games and they don't really work on me. And right after he left the message, he deleted the account. I dunno...seems like an awful lot of trouble for someone to go through to try and cyber with another guy. So I reported this loser and blocked him from every angle I can think of, but as we can see, it probably hasn't stopped him from try to do this to others. So my last suggestion is to hold off on trusting anyone

Dreams
If all of our dreams came true, how special would they really be? Since our dreams rarely become reality, those that do are all the more special to us. I'm not afraid to dream knowing that I won't ever see it become true. Without dreams we have nothing to hope for, to wish for. No reason to become better, to make changes. Dreams make everything worthwhile.

An Gry
so this girl "tattooed chickie" comes been coming on onto me for a couple weeks and just says she wants to bang and all this shit and im like no im not really attracted to you and find you gross, so in turn she starts sending people messages saying i gave her a yeast infection lol fucking fubar sluts yo

Tigerprincess Needs Help
tigerprincess wants to level up before she loses her vip which i think is ending soon....if u have a few spare moments, please go hook her up with a rate or two...thanks so much....here is the link... Tigerprincess~ Fu-Owned by Leeeeeza~Club FAR ~ ~Fubar World Cuise Member~ Proud Member of RisingStar@ fubar

Perfect Time To Rain
Alone I sit and wait Learning to be patient Fighting the urge to call you up At home I wish to see The things you plan to do When you slip into bed at night Touching Oh how I wish I was rolling over to hold you. It's all cloudy and gray today, supposed to rain... Perfect time to slide against your skin. So warm and slippery dry... first touch of new day slickness. Slip your knee between mine, Embrace the wild pony flexing between your thighs. Slide against me, feel me harden beneath. Sweet dew drop tingles and clenches around an imaginary tongue. It's never too early for hot breath on your thighs, Or the width of my tongue on the edges of a dew drop about to blossom. I know where you are in your head, straddling mine. Nipples like little stones give you away. Yes, you exhale hard through your nose, You can hear me whispering what I want. Smear your sex on my thigh. Brand me with the mark of

What We Learn From Babys
We were the only family with children in the restaurant. I sat Erik in a high chair and noticed everyone was quietly sitting and talking. Suddenly, Erik squealed with glee and said, 'Hi.' He pounded his fat baby hands on the high chair tray. His eyes were crinkled in laughter and his mouth was bared in a toothless grin, as he wriggled and giggled with merriment. I looked around and saw the source of his merriment. It was a man whose pants were baggy with a zipper at half-mast and his toes poked out of would-be shoes. His shirt was dirty and his hair was uncombed and unwashed. His whiskers were too short to be called a beard and his nose was so varicose it looked like a road map. We were too far from him to smell, but I was sure he smelled. His hands waved and flapped on loose wrists. 'Hi there, baby; hi there, big boy. I see ya, buster,' the man said to Erik. My husband and I exchanged looks, 'What do we do?' Erik continued to laugh and answer, 'Hi.' Everyone in the restaurant

Drunks
OK.. so a couple drunks just made my day... not that I understood half of what they said lol. Hope you have fun at Bamboozle guys. :) Got up early and took David back for something at his church.. was supposed ot take him.. but someone else decided SHE would.. long story lol. But now I am alone and it sucks. Was supposed to have plans tommorrow.. but they fell through too. So now I am working and avoiding cleaning the house. David and I did have a good weekend though. He never stopped bouncing off the walls until last night when he crashed early. I think he actually was more hyper than pluto this weekend. Guess he was just excited to be here with me. I fell asleep on Friday night sitting in my chair watching him sleep.

Another Poem From My Beautiful Angel Angie ! I Love You Baby!
My rain runs slowly down my face. Tears bitterness takes me to a different place. Like watching a movie,I see all I've done wrong. The chances I passed, the things I wouldn't face. Have left me to this cold desolate place. My path has led me into these cold and dying trees. Surrounded by death I yearn to be free. I walk and I wonder for an answer I wait. Try to fathom why I was deemed this fate. My journey has been dark with only flickers of light. Like looking into the sky with no stars at night. I walk alone with whats left of my heart in my hand. Till my will is shattered,torn and I can no longer stand. Until that time all I can do is wait. A crushing blow eternity has sealed my fate. One wrong thought,one wrong choice. Caused my heart to silence its voice.

Another Untitled Poem From My Baby I Love It!
My heart and soul I gave to you, Shortly they were returned. I look back on mistakes I've made, And realize my lessons learned. If I could take back, All those fatal errors. Would I have a chance again, Would you even dare. The mistakes I made many, Never I thought to hurt you. Sometimes things don't work out, The way you want them to. If with a new chance, I can change the course of time. Alter this sad reality, And once again make you mine.

If I Could Make A Wish
If I could make a wish And have it last forever and a day, I would take you in my arms And this is where I'd stay.. For there's no one else I know That holds my heart like you, And I know someday, baby, You'll realize this is true. If I could make a wish Your lips would be on mine, I'd slowly sip and savor you Like only the finest wine. For there's no one else I know That gives me so much pleasure, And I know someday, baby, You'll see that you're my treasure. If I could make a wish Our bodies would unite, There's nothing I'd love more Than making love all night. For there's no one else I know Who gives me passion like you do, And I know someday, baby, All my wishes will come true. If I could make a wish I'd start by making things right, I'd take away all your doubts, And hold you through the night. For there's no one else I know That means as much you see, And I know someday, baby, You'll learn to trust in me. If I could make a wish. It would be

Until We Meet
Until we meet My nights will be a little colder My days a little shorter My heart will beat a little less rapid Until we meet I know that my arms will be empty My mind hurting from the constant thought of you Minutes will seem to be hours Hours will seem to be months While months will seem like eternity Until we meet The stars in the sky will not affect me with its gleaming sparkles of life Until I am gazing at them in your arms And the food that I eat will not be as fulfilling and nourishing Until it is you that I share the my food with And Until we meet I will not feel whole My world will seem incomplete Until that wonderful day When our eyes make first contact And our bodies and souls collide in blissful whirlwind The words will roll off my tongue like a sweet love song "Hello, my love, I couldn't wait to meet you."

~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~
~ Bizzare Love Triangle ~ Every time i think of you I feel shot right through with a bolt of blue It's no problem of mine but it's a problem I find Living a life that I can't leave behind There's no sense in telling me The wisdom of a fool won't set you free But that's the way that it goes And it's what nobody knows While every day my confusion grows Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say I feel fine and I feel good I'm feeling like I never should Whenever I get this way, I just don't know what to say Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday I'm not sure what this could mean I don't think you're what you seem I do admit to myself That if I hurt someone else Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be Every time I see you falling I get down on my knees and pray I'm waiting for that final moment You'll say the words that I can't say Peace.

Another One By My Baby And Still Untitled. I Love It!
If I could never touch your heart, A sad world I would see. If I could never see your soul, There would be nothing here for me. If I could never see your smile, In my world it would rain everyday. If I could never see your eyes, Blindly I'd lose my way. If I could never feel your warmth, My heart would grow so cold. If I could never feel your youth, Before my days,I would grow old. I cherish my moments with you, You my wings,allow me to fly. My tears are never unhappy

Untitled As Of Yet... I Love It!
As I travel down this road each and every mile. I think of you and it makes me smile. That warm smile your soft touch. Makes me know why I need you so much. Your sparkling eyes, your tender heart. Makes me regret moments we are apart. Your sweet sensitive kiss with its loving caress. Makes me thank god that I am so blessed. I cherish every moment that you are by my side. As long as my blood runs in my veins my love for you will never die.

Moonlight Message To Readers
Moonlight Message To Readers by LateNiteFantasy© I am tossing and turning each dog eared page of kaleidoscopic faces and replayed days of misspoken oceans and rip tide whys. Through hours of years and white sound silence, I’ve examined everything, but with nothing resolved I stand in this darkened room, observed only by omniscient moon and wonder why I am compelled to speak to you of such common things as these that do not really matter, the color of moonlight, the feel and sound of silence punctuated by the distant bark of another creature awake and probing darkness. But this is what I do— tell you about the wind rushing over the mountains, bringing to the plains a hint of snow and ponderosa pine, causing my house to shudder.

Hold Me Down
i don't make everyone happy...... but it's ok......(its ok) and its ok...(its ok) I've been through this before it's nothing new (it’s nothing new)..it’s .nothing new (it’s nothing new) chorus: i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown don't worry about whatcha done now cause it's ok yeah yeah its a test to see how much you can take....it's nothing new it's nothing new, NOTHING NEW! i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im loosing my faith every single time... i try the water's on my side dont let me drown.....let me drown i am drowning...i am sinking....yeah! i am drowning...i am sinking... why won't someone help me? why won't someone help me? i don't know why every time i wanna fly somebody always tries to hold me down...hold me down... im

Have I Ever Told You
Have I ever told you that if I sit really still and silent, sometimes. I like to think I can hear your heart beating in time with mine? Have I ever told you that when I watch you speak to me through lines and cords, and bytes and ram, I imagine your voice, whispering into my ear? Have I ever told you that I wait out each day in anticipation, wanting only an hour or two, just a second in space and time, to feel close to you? Have I ever told you that there has been times, when I ached for you, ached for you so badly, that the emotions overwhelmed me.. and so I sat and cried? Have I ever told you that sometimes, I will reach out, touching your name on this cold screen before me, wishing I could reach in and pull you to me? Have I ever told you that after the first time I heard the sound of your voice, thousands of miles away, I sat up all night, turning the conversation over and over in my mind, examining it, like some newly discovered s

The Fuck Up
The Fuck UP by LateNiteFantasy© He gets wakes up in the morning and hits the alarm clock another 5 minutes he falls asleep to the gentle tick tock he awakes with a start and the pounding of his heart he looks around for his sweetheart gets to the bathroom and does the math hell be far too late if he has a bath he jumps in the shower and does his best its cold so he quickly runs and gets dressed heading to work through the front gate he only realises then hes already late he gets to work on the bus the one after the one he missed Only to find his boss is seriously pissed. loads and loads of crap but he can handle it hes used to spending time dealing with shit he gets home and cooks dinner but its gone cold lifes supposed to be simpler as you grow old he decides to watch a movie that will cheer him up but theres nothing on so to bed he goes a miserable fuck up

~ Unchained Melody ~
~ Unchained Melody ~ Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered for your touch, A long, Lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I need your love. God, speed your love to me. Lonely rivers flow to the sea, to the sea, To the open arms of the sea, yeah. Lonely rivers sigh, wait for me, wait for me, I'll be coming home, wait for me. Oh! My love, my darling, I've hungered, hungered!, for your touch, A long lonely time. And time goes by, so slowly, And time can do so much, Are you still mine? I need your love. I, I need your love. God speed your love to me. Peace.

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So, do YOU have your copy of Peter Britt's book "ALL THAT I AM, I THINK!" yet? If you don't, now is a great time to click a link below and get yours on the way. Critically acclaimed as "The Woman's Nightstand Companion", you AND your significant other can gain insight to the secrets of the universe! Well, maybe not that good, but it's filled with humor and common sense. Maybe a few secrets, you be the judge! If you would like an autographed copy, use the links below the photo. Thanks very much to my friends and fans for your warm and wonderful support. Peter Click here for Peter's publisher book store Click this link to order the Hard Cover book. $24.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in Hard Cover Click this link to order the paperback book. $19.99 shipping included Click here to order All That I Am, I Think! in paperback Just click the cdbaby logo to buy That's What Living's For by Peter Britt EXCERPTS "A quote of the h

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~ Love Will Keep Us Alive ~
~ Love Will Keep Us Alive ~ I was standing All alone against the world outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Don't you worry Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride The world is changing Right before your eyes Now I've found you There's no more emptiness inside When we're hungry...love will keep us alive I would die for you Climb the highest mountain Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do I was standing All alone against the worlk outside You were searching For a place to hide Lost and lonely Now you've given me the will to survive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive When we're hungry...love will keep us alive Peace.

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well today is the day ... Yes i am still leaving .. not that its going to impact anyones lives .. not that im doing this to impact anyones lives or to be Mrs Drama Queen .. im doing this for reasons of which i know .. and have told a couple of people... Ive decided to keep the page open so i can peek in from time to time but im not going to be coming on to leave comments and such . but if i need to contact someone ill have access to you ill have that ability to do so as many of you dont have myspace pages ( yes ive got one to keep in touch with my niece and other sister back home) .. anyway . .if you do have Myspace please add me .. its myspace.come/pye68 if that doesnt lead you to me .. just look up CherryPye and you'll find me :) There are a few of you that will be getting an Email from me .. I havnt heard anything on the Challenge I posted for Kathy on her spotlight so im guessing none of the Levelers were interested in helping . thats cool .. not a big deal .. I just tho

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This Is Cute And Kinda True Lol
How Sex Starts This is funny .. . smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 a makeout ...makeout leads to a feel up ...a feel up leads 2 a finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck 8==D ...a suck leads to a fuck ...So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ..subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply

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The Magic Bus Is All About YOU. The More you do The More you Get. Read The Guide lines in My BLOG. It Is All About New Fan's New Friends, Lot's of Points for you. WHEN YOU FAN,RATE,AND ADD SOMEONE MAKE SURE YOU LET THEM KNOW YOU ARE FROM THE MAGIC BUS EVERY TIME YOU FAN RATE SOME ONE LET THEM KNOW YOUR FROM THE MAGIC BUS THIS WAY WHEN THEY SEE THE WORDS THE MAGIC BUS THEY WILL RETURN THE FAN,RATE, AND ADD YOU ALSO OK, THIS IS HOW IT WORKS HAVE FUN & ENJOY THE MAGIC BUS /SHUSHU /DAVE ANY QUESTIONS ASK ME OK ShuShu The New Driver Of The Magic Bus@ fubar

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Rating Fanning Adding
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Well one day Harry the eagle waited at the nest for Mary, his darling of 10 glorious years. After a while when she didn't return he went looking and found her. She had been shot. Dead! Harry was devastated, but after about six minutes of mourning he decided that he must get himself another mate but since there weren't any lady eagles available he'd have to cross the feather barrier. So he flew off to find a new mate. He found a lovely dove and brought her back to the nest. The sex was good but all the dove would say is "I am a DOVE, I want to love! I am a DOVE, I want to love!" Well this got on Harry's nerves so he kicked the dove out of the nest and flew off once more to find a mate He soon found a very sexy loon and brought her back to the nest. Again the sex was good but all the loon would say is, "I am a LOON, I want to spoon! I am a LOON, I want to spoon!" So out with the loon. Once more he flew off to find a mate. This time he found a gorgeous duck and he brought the

Celtic Tree Zodiac
What tree did you fall from? The following is based on Celtic Tree Lore and Celtic Astrology. Find your birthday, and then find your tree. You may be surprised at how accurately you’re described. * Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree * Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree * Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree * Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree * Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree * Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree * Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree * Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree * Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree * Mar 21 - Oak Tree * Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree * Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree * Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree * Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree * May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree * May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree * May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree * Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree * Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree * Jun 24 - Birch Tree * Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree * Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree * Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree *

Dbc Patches
THIS IS THE PATCH FOR THE JACKETS. ITS 12" IN DIAMETER. ANYONE WHO WANTS ONE WILL NEED TO SEND US $50 PER PATCH. I HAVE AN ORDER FOR 12. AS SOON AS WE GET THE 12 SPOKEN FOR AND PAID, WE WILL SEND THEM TO YOU. WE ALSO HAVE BLACK T-SHIRTS WITH THE LOGO ON THE BACK AND FRONT THAT CAN BE ORDERED AS WELL. THEY WILL RUN ABOUT $15 EACH. THE COLOR IS ACTUALLY FIRE-ENGINE RED...I KNOW IT APPEARS HOT PINK BUT THATS HOW THE MONITOR PICKS IT UP.

Here It Is!
THIS IS WHERE THE BASH WILL BE. SHELL ROCK,IOWA.AUGUST 8-10. WE HAVE IT ALL TAKEN CARE OF AND ITS SET IN STONE. MY BROTHER-IN-LAW AND SISTER HAVE AN AWESOME CAMPING AREA IN THE COUNTRY. ITS MANICURED AND PEACFUL WITH FIELDS AROUND IT FOR PRIVACY AND A BABBLING BROOK FOR SKINNY DIPPIN'. HE IS SUPPLYING THE HOGROAST AS WELL. THERES ELECTRICITY,RUNNING WATER,PORTAPOTTY ALREADY THERE,HAYRACKS FOR BAND STAGE AND IF THE WEATHER IS BAD THEY HAVE A BIG BARN WITH LARGE LOFT AND A STAGE ALREADY SET UP. THERES 4-WHEELERS TO RUN STUFF BACK AND FORTH. TOWN IS ABOUT 3 MILES AWAY AND WAVERLY WHERE WE LIVE IS ABOUT 10 FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO STAY IN A MOTEL ( LOTS OF MOTELS). SO THE COST HAS BEEN CUT TO NEARLY 0. WE JUST NEED TO HELP LAID TO REST AND SKULL'RZ BANE GET THERE AND I KNOW SEVERAL LOCAL BANDS THAT MAY BE THERE AS WELL. WE WOULD REALLY LIKE AN R.S.V.P. FROM ANYONE WHO KNOWS WILL BE THERE FOR SURE TO GIVE US AN IDEA OF WHAT TO SET UP FOR. THIS IS A DEFINATE. ITS ALL READY TO GO SO TRY A

Part 2 Of Jerry Springer On Fubar Mumm
TRAILERGIRL hey why u yelling at my hubby??? ME "yelling at your husband"? First of all, who the hell are you & I didn't realize I was in a 7th grade chat room TRAILERGIRL uhmm what is ur obsession with the 7th grade..i happen to be 26 fukin years old here bud ME well, u & ur husband are acting like childish 7th graders that create drama by trying to get into everyone else's business. Try acting like a 26 year old & no one will accuse you of being a 7th grader TRAILERGIRL i am acting like a 26 yr old when my best friend comes to me saying that there is a guy on her fubar who is trying to get her to fuck him i start to have a mild attitude problem ME I'm sorry if you think you are acting like a 26 year old, but you are not. I'm not sure your IQ or how far you made it in school, or if you were in the special ed program. Last I checked, SHE is an adult & can make her own decisions. If she wants to fuck me that is HER decision, NOT you or your "husbands". If she is men

Weekend Opie And Anthony Links: Download The O&a Show, New O&a Podcast, More Kill Steve From Grand Theft Auto, New O&a Audio Online, New Boobs On Rate
It's a bit soggy in the New York area this weekend, so we're doing some of that updating thing to keep you all entertained...and hopefully amused... First thing's first... the O&A Traveling Virus is back! The first date has been announced, and it's in New Jersey at the PNC BANK ARTS CENTER. GET TICKETS AT TICKETMASTER As always, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, you can download the shows in their entirety online via AUDIBLE: Download the O&A Show 5/02/2008 (Bob Kelly, Otto & George, Kill Steve in GTA4!) Download the O&A Show 5/01/2008 (Bear Grylls from Man vs Wild ) Download the O&A Show 4/30/2008 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday) Download the O&A Show 4/29/2008 (Adam Yauch from BEASTIE BOYS, Lazlow and GTA 4) Download the O&A Show 4/28/2008 (Emilie De Ravin from LOST, Shawnee Smith cal

Thats A Lot Of Points
you will get all that plus i will rate all pics every week for 4 weeks and give you the 500 11's that is said plus another 500 11's the next week i will also crush you and leave a comment a day on your profile and any thoughts on more let me know we can talk just click this little pic and start bidding it ends on the 8th @5pm happy bidding

Beethoven
Last night my wife and I went to a concert by the North East Pennsylvania Philharmonic. Since we are used to the extremely high level of performance in New York City concerts, I admit to being a bit wary. I should not have been concerned. The orchestra was crisp and exciting and fun to listen to. It is small, only about half the size of the NY Philharmonic but then the stage would not have accommodated the NY Philharmonic anyway. What was truly exciting though was the music. For the first time ever I heard Beethoven's Fifth live. Everyone knows the opening four notes and many have heard recordings but how many of us have heard it performed live? It is such an exciting piece of music, full of surprises and drama. My wife remarked that there is a reason that Beethoven has lasted and this was part of the reason. As I listened to the music I could not help but reflect that there are large parts of humanity that restricts itself severely to musical styles and by extension to t

The Smiths - There Is A Light That Never Goes Out
Take me out tonight Where there's music and there's people And they're young and alive Driving in your car I never never want to go home Because I haven't got one Anymore Take me out tonight Because I want to see people and I Want to see life Driving in your car Oh, please don't drop me home Because it's not my home, it's their Home, and I'm welcome no more And if a double-decker bus Crashes into us To die by your side Is such a heavenly way to die And if a ten-ton truck Kills the both of us To die by your side Well, the pleasure - the privilege is mine Take me out tonight Take me anywhere, I don't care I don't care, I don't care And in the darkened underpass I thought Oh God, my chance has come at last (But then a strange fear gripped me and I Just couldn't ask) Take me out tonight Oh, take me anywhere, I don't care I don't care, I don't care Driving in your car I never never want to go home Because I haven't got one, da ... Oh, I haven't got

Blue Revelations Part Iv...the End.
Blue Revelations part IV...the end. by LateNiteFantasy© stardust, cloud to cloud trance dancing across orbits of stargazing thunder moonstruck fairies weave a primrose path in terran fields as kinsmen kingdoms rejuvenate in dragonfly fields of their felicity liquid exotica transports realms of pleasure as fairyland honors potent treasures bound to dominion of elan´

Blue Revelations Iii
Blue Revelations III by LateNiteFantasy© note Blue Revelations part III Lacerated statue silently poses in emerald eyes, beneath pussy willow branches near her mossy mound. Coiled was her form round depths of his body still drenched in soiled inebriation. Walls of imagination had freed her musky sap molding sensuality into clay. His dagger, dampened her pool, with tainted fleshly fever cleansing stained karmic skin under her willow tree of forgiveness sealing his mortal blood inside her terra cotta ground

Blue Revelations 2
Blue Revelations 2 by LateNiteFantasy© corporal glance a sly view yet tangible feeling physicality unraveling savage cravings on demand charms are without morals or regret without honor yet raw passion its emotive drive casting contradictions of this dilemma as I follow pied piper's rivers of corruption and pour this divine cup into a scorched cauldron

Blue Revelations I
Blue Revelations I by LateNiteFantasy© Blue Revelations verse 1 touching your darkness you avert my stare I unfold obscene thoughts in your mind yet, you blink and bind... you want me to show you how to break the frame of your indigo glass as your clenched body stumbles in murky gaze would you be astonished to feel lanced wounds of knowing cut flowers never bloom Do you want me to say I’m sorry for breaking the crystal madness hiding your looking glass tomb and could we both lament unsheathing the sword... draining its ravin

Help
Well its Sunday and i have been working for what seems like a year on my new auction website, but its only been months. I sit and i watch hoping to see the number of member rise but with no luck yet. Another week will begin tomorrow and i hope to see my hard work start paying off and i know it does take time.

Who Wants To Own Me? (willing To Negotiate A Deal)
I am in an auction that is running from May 1st @ 5pm eastern time untill May 8th @ 5pm eastern time so PLEASE come and place your bids!!!! I am willing to negotiate with whomever buys me on adding more to the list... but that depends on the amount of the bid. ~click below~

Why No Page Action!!!
Ok Im not on for a few days I go to check my page out no comments no add me's no rates I mean what the fuck!!! Why some people on here get rates n level up quick and not me. Knowone fuckin answers me back in the shout box or leaves their emails or messenger names. I should easily pick up any girl on this site esp where some of live in those white trash fuckin towns!! I got a good enough personality to have many friends on here and yet I dont. But some girls love to hook up with the ugly bastards on here or even FU marry them or some other bullshit. Knowone checks out my mumms or blogs but others they do and yet you dont even live near each other. I happy to be a popular easy going guy where im from and my friends would tell you that so why on here I can get a number nothing what is it you people want I also believe I can get a Fubar wife or GF or even owner like some of u losers need cause you dont got real ones

Storm Riders
ghost riders by latenitefantasy© rain found the storm stolen was its lightning bolt thunder rode it home He is an oasis of dripping fullness hypnotically suspending her in fluid momentum. Her cleaving contours lost in slippery slopes of unaware, as she hums primal rhythms , jarring her lava lamp heat in swells of his steamy sauna. Love is prolonged in spouts of bliss. Dawn drowns a milky haze , wellspring swallowed.

Its So Hard (letter To Dad)
Dad, Its almost been a year since you were taken. And it sucks because It just hit me in the car driving. Its like you were afraid I'd forget you or something. But you should know me better than that. I have never forgotten about you. Even though you're not here I still think about you on a daily basis. It gets harder and harder as time goes on. Everyone here keeps telling me it'll get easier. But honestly I dont see an end in sight. Seeing the way life changes scares the hell outta me. And it really sucks. We just started to talk and be father and daughter again. And then God took you from me. I dont think its fair. I dont know why and I dont want to know. I know it hurts like hell to sit here and see a picture of you and want to cry because I miss you. I hate thinking about when I was a little girl and when we used to drive in the car and you'd sing all those old songs and input my name into the song rather than the original name in the song. I remember all the good times and eve

Folded Image
folded image by LateNiteFantasy© gentle openings separate pathways behind stray shadows clinging to black tinged blades of exit thorns recoil holding the stem of memory wrapping around each withering root stock planted in semblance of a rose..

Engulfed
engulfed by Late Nite Fantasy© tides surging souls surfing on the edge of sensual landslide earth moves in rhythm as time rocks in lullabied heart beats surrender soothes tired shoulders in hushed caresses nature's takes siesta in gentle sighs.

Myu Heartache
NO SUNRISE My sun didn't rise today the one my heart yearns for moved away too a distant land With final words of fair well she slipped away like sand through my hands scattered on the wind My sun didn't rise today surrounded by long shadows cast every which way the specters of lonely now hold sway My sun didn't rise today my veronica moved away

Starting A New Leveling Crew
cheesy ppl need not apply looking for ppl to level and bomb contest no matter what contest you in if you give it to me or my co-owners I will help you win my goal is to see everyone reach godfather status but if your not motivated enought to help the crew you will be kicked out and looking for every on e to partiapate I will tell you i know it is hard to level that is why I want to make a lounge and pimpout nights if intrested in being a godmother or godfather then drop me an e-mail I will be making the folder soon it will be leo's gods and godesses looking for hard workers

Plans For Sunday
Today we are going to the theater to see Iron Man to conclude my son's birthday party weekend. That should be pretty good from all that I have been hearing about the movie. It will be one place that my husband will not be able to take any pictures of us ... lol And then after the movie we will probably be doing some shopping ... you know what it is like when two sisters get together.

Our Saturday
My sister is in town for my son's birthday party that we had at the park yesterday. Several of my son's friends were at the party and he received a bunch of good things for him. Since he is a NFL fan everything centered around football. You can see a few pics of my sister and I at the park in a portrait that my husband took of us.

Just Wondering......
Have you ever known somebody that you thought was such a great person and ended up having feelings for them, really attracted to them in every sense of the word.....then, they seem to 'change' and you find yourself not being attracted to them anymore ( no matter how 'good looking' they may be ) ??

Looking For Rates And My Owner
Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th Two of us lucky participants will receive prizes of 100,000 fubucks. Those will be awarded to the woman with the highest rating average, and the woman with the highest number of rates. Should the same woman have both the highest average and highest number of rates, she will receive 200,000 fubucks. All participants reserve the right to refuse any bid or bidder at any time, and may also increase their offers via photo comment should the need arise. My offer: 1.I will make something for my profile page and yours saying that I Fu-Owned by you 2.Pimped out permanently in my blog 3.I will pimp you out in bulletin and my profile page 4.Rate your pics...stash and blogs during HH 5.Rate your mumms 6.Buy you daily gifts and give you daily comments 7.Make you 1(one) salute 8.Give you 1(one)Big Pimping Gift 9.Crush you 10.Add you to #1 Family 11.And...make sure you're sh*t-faced at LEAST once a week I will do all thi

Updates For Sunday 5/4!
Good Morning Everyone! Profile of the Week: Fallen Angel ~ Demon Crew Co-Founder~ Member of the Stiletto Girls~FU OWNED by MASTER CAINShe needs 1,399,816 points to GodMother. We also have an unofficial giveaway going on at the moment. [ÐJ~WÎññÎë] Needs 10K in comments for a 1 Month VIP. Please drop by and leave comments when ever you can. In doing so you will be helping two members as Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê is hosting the giveaway! If you have any questions feel free to ask myself, Lori, or Scooter for help!

Read This Its Juss Ridiculous
Hot on the heels of his explanation for why he no longer wears a flag pin, presidential candidate Senator Barack Obama was forced to explain why he doesn't follow protocol when the National Anthem is played. According to the United States Code, Title 36, Chapter 10, Sec. 171, During rendition of the national anthem when the flag is displayed, all present except those in uniform are expected to stand at attention facing the flag with the right hand over the heart. "As I've said about the flag pin, I don't want to be perceived as taking sides," Obama said. "There are a lot of people in the world to whom the American flag is a symbol of oppression. And the anthem itself conveys a war-like message. You know, the bombs bursting in air and all. It should be swapped for something less parochial and less bellicose. I like the song 'I'd Like to Teach the World to Sing.' If that were our anthem, then I might salute it." WHAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!!!! Yes, ladies and gentlemen, this c

Plz Help Ihs
hey all dont know what is up or all that u may have heard but plz come help iron horse saloon out n let the tunes stay just remember u cant always believe what u hear n there are always two sides to a story come check us out n have fun

Longing For May 25th!
Ya know, as I was just looking through one of my old blogs, I think I have realized that I should never cover for people at work again...cause while my night was not as absurd as the last time I covered for someone - it was still pretty damn absurd. I received my first phone call of the night at 1:30AM telling me one of my halls was out of control and there were like 150 people that just wouldn't leave the area ~ half of them didn't even live there. About half of that half doesn't speak English ~ or pretends not to so they think they cannot get into trouble. So, I drove like 20 minutes back to campus to deal with ridiculous shit. (Most of the people had been cleared out before I got back here). But, for those that were not cleared out, I sent them to their rooms or their own buildings. LoL Yes, I actually told multiple people tonight...GO TO YOUR ROOM. YOU'RE GROUNDED TIL 8AM. haha Then I got another phone call right after I got back to my apartment asking me to go to a differe

Down And Out!
Yep having computer issues again so I am gonna be offline for a few days waiting on parts ty to all my friends who have stopped by and yes I am loving the new house! So bear with me, I should be back online in a few days!

139 To Disciple Lets Get Di There Today
Help this fantasic lady out - she is soooo close to becoming Disciple!!!! Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on Go on diane aka 'di ( BRITISH BOMBER 1)~~~ Brit Security ~Fu wife to Cain9~Fu Owner Real Concerned{Wayne,s Lady}@ fubar (repost of original by 'tra71 (W.I.S.E UK Friend, UK Leveller & Rising Stars)' on '2008-05-03 12:29:21') (repost of original by 'Wayne 'wayjo59 ~W.I.S.E U.K.F.~ Diane's Man

Crystal Rainbows
Crystal Rainbows by Late Nite Fantasy© You gathered my song from colors of dimensional pathways, composed in weeping rains. You breathed upon my inner labyrinth a second skin; I wrapped you round my exposed roots and love grew a new concert. Into one musical movement we danced upon concrete walls with no marbled halls spun from celestial heartbeats where our symbiotic voices once vibrated in tune with the symphony.

Blue Rains
chantilly waterfall by Late Nite Fantasy © an ageless crystalline entity wades into a dark chimera of drizzling distant drifts. through portal-ed worlds of terrestrial hues he dreams. mind converges into a tantalizing waterfall for solace. the flow of the mystic void holds him suspended in human myst as he watches an unfolding face changing through the cascade. bronzed stained eyes taunt his peaceful space. worn white robe flowing in wavelets speaks to him of love. in that moment , his eyes silently slip the garment from the shoulders of this whimsical, winsome wraith and devour her mouth still whimpering, still wonted reaching out , the heart bleeds as he awakens, grasping shreds of lace from the body of blue rain.

What Are Your Priorities Today?
What are your priorities today? "Most people are so busy knocking themselves out trying to do everything they think they should do, they never get around to do what they want to do." -- Kathleen Winsor When we clearly set an intention, our conscious and subconscious minds mobilize to help us meet that intention. At the start of each day, thoroughly review what commitments you have made to others for the day, and decide what commitment(s) you will make for yourself. What can you do today that will move you one step closer to your personal goals? Own your power to choose to meet your own needs. After all, we are much better able to help others when our own needs are met. And at the end of the day, when you've honoured your commitment to yourself, acknowledge your success. "If you want to make good use of your time, you've got to know what's most important and then give it all you've got." -- Lee Iacocca

Broken Dance
Spinning me faster and faster round and round hands shaping me making me into a vessel for your needs friction heating me you moistening where needed becoming by your perfect design merely an object for everyday use my destiny my glory my fate until I crack and you find another disposing of me in a heap. see, if you will the things that pass before my eyes can you see the beauty I do in each and every thing? Images.... a wife...a daughter smilng at me my lovely leading lady stretched out on the green blades, my daughter, our creation, nine months old..with a grin bigger then herself a foudry... air as dark as silt glow of molten steel pouring in a mold sparks flying, grinding off excess a forklift... balanced above my head, on wooden blocks not made to hold the tonage but my job to remove the bearings...replace them, so it could roll again... a break, with coffee and smoke. watching trains on a tack go by moving something, only rich could buy a lake...soft

Secrets
Secrets rob me of joy. I don't have to tell everybody everything. Most don't want to know any way. But I need to be OK with anybody finding out anything. Otherwise, at some level, I will always live in fear of discovery.

Suave_da_great Is Gonna Rock Fubar.
suave_da_great_1*Fu-Hubby 2 Mizz Trouble Da Great* Fu Owned By *Ms Got It Like That*(Being A New Me)@ fubar suave_da_great is rocking fubar world this weekend , he is doubling all your points by hosting 18 Happy Hours back to back on Sunday and part of Monday so please save your 11's and go show him mad and crazy love by rating his pix and stash on both days, cause he deserve it!!! This promotion brought to you by: ۞WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ۞®ÖWÑÈR ÖҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ.WÌ£ÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌÑ Ñ £ÖÚÑGÈ@ fubar

Rains Passion
Rains Passion by LateNiteFantasy © Down dusty country lanes in lazy afternoon hazy heat silently popping another Bud and lighting two cigarettes mine and yours as we watch the storm approach a barn comes round a corner gray and weathered like the sky we jump grabbing blanket and beer running for shelter never speaking a word laughter spilling from us in waves clothes soaked as we hit the loft winding towards the back thru a jungle of hanging tobacco finding a cloud of straw drawing us turning to you in anticipation of bodies known like favorite songs moving together with no hesitation breasts and hips no longer needing a script tongues searching as bitten lips swell and hormones lighting up a step by step path the horizontal bop a dance done many times with minor variations leading to the ultimate finale the gunshot raindrops lessen sun eases back thru the slatted walls to finish its sleepy work she pulls out two cigarettes not in a barn I sa

Morning Musings
Oh lord... just woke up pressure headache bad dreams letter from a different time zone forgot already what I posted yesterday wtf is TS talking about? I am sooo full of love and passion this am morning prayer today... Please ... just one time today let my lips kiss away real pain let my hands heal a real hurt let me taste and smell just once what the world used to be like and let me see what is really there to see and in return I give this day to You waiting.... I will hear You. Sorry you guys... I'm in a ramblin mood... but a good one Hope each of you recognizes the magic when it stirs in your life today Late Nite Fantasy

Contest 1may To 7 June Most Coments Gets In Agred Times 1,2,3,4,5,bing Packs
Contest 1May To 7 June Most Coments Gets In Agred times 1,2,3,4,5,Bing Packs 1 BLING PACK........7,500 COMMENTS *** 2 WEEK TIME LIMIT 2 BLING PACKS.....15,OOO COMMENTS *** 3 WEEK TIME LIMIT 3 BLING PACKS.....22,500 COMMENTS *** 4 WEEK TIME LIMIT 4 BLING PACKS.....39,000 COMMENTS *** 5 WEEK TIME LIMIT 5 BLING PACKS.....47,000 COMMENTS *** 6 WEEK TIME LIMIT YOU MUST LET ME NO WHAT ONE YOUR DOING AND IF YOU CANT DO IT IN ALOTED TIME HAVE RIGHT TO WITHDRAW YOU

Your Choice Of Peace Will Help You Grow.
Choose peace The peace you experience comes from who and what you are, and how you choose to be. The world around you can be full of turmoil and strife, and yet you can be completely at peace in your own heart. Peace is one of the surest signs of strength. Inner peace brings true outer strength. Those who lack confidence feel the need to lash out. Those who are strong have what it takes to stay calm and peaceful. When your identity and fulfillment are tied to fleeting, superficial things, it is impossible to remain at peace. When you invest your being in true and lasting values, and when you remain ever vigilant to those values, you develop the confidence and strength to be peaceful. Peace cannot be forced on anyone, and true peace cannot be forcibly taken from anyone. Peace comes to those who are strong enough and wise enough to choose it, and with that peace comes an abundance of living that is otherwise impossible to know. Choose peace. And with the strength of your

Wanna Own Me? :-)
I'm up for auction in Heartistic Soul's "A Thing Of Beauty" Mother's Day Auction. Bidding is now open, and will remain open until May 10th. If you do not want to bid, would ya/could ya please rate my pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. WHAT I'M OFFERING: 1. Owned By In My Name For A Month 2. Daily Drinks 3. Pimpout In My About Me On My Profile 4. Daily Comment 5. Weekly Pimpout 6. Add To Top Friends 7. Rate Stash During HH 8. 300 11's Per Week During HH 9. Rate Stash And Pics Of 1 Friend During HH 10. Random Bling (As I Have It) No VIP Bids Please, as I already have that. :) If Interested In Owning Me, Please Click On The Pic Below And Bid On Me :) Just A Reminder: I Have The Right To Refuse Any Bid. Happy Bidding :) Thank you so much for taking the time to read this. Much love to you all...Hugssss Please fan, add, and rate Heartistic Soul, The Hostess, And Show Her Lots Of Love For All The Hard

This Is Me
Okay so a few of you have asked me to describe myself and for those of you on here who know me leave comments if you think im missing something ok? S here i go my name is Jessica i am a mother of one beautiful 7year old little giant named jade i am 6' tall and i am very stocky i look like a line backer and yes i am being honest or an amazon if it fits better . i am in a relationship an have been for the last 5 years with the same gentelman named Jason. In fact we just had our 5th anniversay together YEAH!anyways as i was saying i am a stay at home mom for reasonsii will explain shoukld anyone need a reason. i love artistic stuff I am a painter as well as a writer and a backup vocalist. I love music i love dancing and singing as well as just hanging out with friends preferably sober because i just am not a fan of drinking. i am very artistic as i was saying i knit crochet read write draw needlepoint cross stitch paint and i love scrapbooking i love taking pictures and cant stand silenc

In My World
In my world of time and space I love to reflect on what I have done. Many things have happened and many friends I have gained. Through it all I remember those that stand out and shine to me in one way or another. Whether it be for their inner beauty,kindness,compassion or just the simple fact that they make me laugh. Many I have come to know have become a part of my heart. I love them all dearly and sometimes it is very hard on me when I do not hear from them. There have been some that have given me a glimpse into there life and then chose to never shine upon my eyes again. I take this as a sign that they did not really care and were very superficial in their nature. I need the ever lasting kind of friendship that often comes with added wisdom and is very rare to find. Believe me friends that those of you that are on my top friends list, you have touched me greater then most have and you will always hold a special place in my heart. I have very much enjoyed the conversations and the ma

Deliquesce Fear
deliquesce fear. by LateNiteFantasy© .deliquesce fear. there are things i give you.. things you take. and i was born just so... to bottle all the moments... the collared seconds by concept...by grace impossibilities... each and every... gracious breath.

Inpirations From A Broken Heart
Inpirations From a Broken Heart by LateNiteFantasy© I write so well with a broken heart. I don't know how it ends, But I know how the pain will start. I ache inside 'til the sadness pours And I taste it salty On these lips that miss yours. I finger the buttons on my phone, wishing for you to call But knowing you've left me all alone. I try so hard to turn off my mind and will you out of it and yet, you are so unkind. You're part of all I hold most dear and my heart holds close, I wonder when again my head will be clear. I write so well with a broken heart. I live alone with the ache And the searing pain of being apart.

Re: Overwhelming Evidence Points To Murder Of Dc Madam
RE: Overwhelming Evidence Points To Murder Of DC Madam ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Paul Joseph Watson Date: 03 May 2008, 16:27 Overwhelming Evidence Points To Murder Of DC Madam Evidence is stacking up to suggest that the alleged "suicide" of DC Madam Deborah Jeane Palfrey was in fact a calculated murder, as the manager of Palfrey's Florida Condo reveals that Palfrey was not suicidal when he spoke to her Monday and told him of her fears about a contact being out on her life. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/050308_overwhelming_evidence. htm

Where Do You Go?
Where Do You Go? by LateNiteFantasy© Where do you go when your heart breaks, And there's no one to wipe your tears, No one's arms to curl up in, No one's sweet words or comforting silence? Where do you go to lay your head down, And there's no chest to rest your weariness on, No one's fingers to stroke your hair, No one's heart beating in your ear to reassure? Where do you go when the words are gone, And there's no one to say I love you, No one to tell you, you are his alone, No one to whisper gentle commands in your ear? Where do you go when your heart breaks, And there is no one to comfort you, And all the words are left unsaid? Where do you go when you are completely alone? There's no one to tell me.

This Couldn't Be Said More Beautifully
Be careful if u make a woman cry, because god counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. i dont know who this was by but i thought it was awesome

Joachim Kroll
The residents of the apartment building on Friesenstrasse shared a lavatory, and one of them, Oscar Muller, was on his way to use it. In the hallway, he encountered his neighbor Joachim Kroll, who warned him that the toilet was all stopped up. He said it shouldn't be used. "Was ist los?" Muller asked him, and Kroll responded that it was plugged up. Muller wasn't quite certain that he'd heard correctly when Kroll added that it was full of "guts." Muller thought it was a joke, so he went into the lavatory. To his horror, he saw that the water in the bowl was blood-red and it had a foul odor. Holding his nose and looking more closely, Muller believed he could see some sort of wet tissue floating to the top, although if his neighbor had not tossed off such an odd comment, he wouldn't have recognized it. The stuff did resemble guts, and he could not imagine who would toss their butcher scraps in here. If that's what it was. The blood-red color looked disturbingly fresh. Running dow

Complaceny
I never realized how complacent people become with their lives. Whats the point of living in a state of complacency? That's not really living is it? It's more like existing...hmmm. I don't wanna be complacent anymore, I wanna live my life!

Uhm... Some Interesting People
Erzsébet Báthory - Hungary in the 1600's Whether Erzébet Bathóry drank or bathed in blood, was obsessed with youth, or targeted young women for their skin, she certainly was a bloodthirsty tyrant even during a time when aristocrats were rarely called on the carpet for such deeds. Even disregarding tales gained through torture, the evidence from the many missing girls, testimony from damaged survivors, and the discovery of human remains all serve to underscore the charge of extreme torture and serial murder. http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/predators/bathory/10.html Dr. Thomas Neill Cream Diabolical, cruel and cold-blooded serial killer hunted women in North America and Britain. Because prostitutes were often his victims, he was suspect in the famous Whitechapel Ripper case. http://www.crimelibrary.com/serial_killers/history/cream/index_1.html Albert Fish Just plainly and obviously disturbed. http://www.crimeli

Fuluv For Ghostrider!
CLICK THE BULLY FOR GHOSTRIDER'S PROFILE (repost of original by 'Lina ~DJ*K☆S☆D.~Co-Owner of The Boondocks~Dream Girlz~Owned By: Darkprince75*~' on '2008-05-03 22:26:18') (repost of original by 'ATHENA ~FUGF to ICYHOT/ Punisher@BashBro's/Greeter @ Sunset' on '2008-05-03 22:27:51') (repost of original by 'Ghø$tRïdé®/CoOwner Bash Brother/wildfire4ever fubf/ Hottiebaby69bdgrd/owned by bash ladies' on '2008-05-03 22:30:28') (repost of original by 'Al~HeadDJ Mngr4Bash/Scrity@Hell's Gate/BdyGrd4 Just_me' on '2008-05-04 00:49:14')

Ty Michele "the Secret To Having A Good Time On Fubar"
It has been awhile since I have done a pimp out. Just needed to say "Thank you" to these people for always making me smile. So here are some awesome people here on fubar. You are missing out if you don't have them on your list. So when you get a chance stop by and say "Hi" to them. Of course, you can fan, add, & rate them if you want to. I am missing some people, but I had to keep this under control. Please don't be offended if I didn't include you. PLEASE REPOST PLEASE REPOST PLEASE REPOST So here it goes, they are in no certain order. (Yeah the music doesn't have a theme - I just found something that ran long enough for you guys to get through all these people.) *~La*La~* Hard2Handle's FuWife@ fubar Ðá Mäinê MÁn®@ fubar ♥Belladonna♥...Club F.A.R. member... Plz Fan & Rate Profile B4 Add@ fubar The Tapper@ fubar ~BABS~ ""GODMOTHER""@ fubar **Çhµckîîbºº** (MILFiiPOO's poo poo)@ fubar ßåßy ßºº Fu Owned By: *Thump&#

Curse
It is so disheartening to see so many completely helpless, brainless, cowlike women on Fubar. Take all negative qualities in a woman, and put them all together to create an average Fubar woman. And you have an uneducated wreck with 3 kids on avg, a pic of her rack to deceive people into thinkin she is not a fat pig, a big yappy mouth, a buncha Fugirlfirneds she can run that big ole mouth with about their stupid kids, hunky men, soap operas, and recent celeb gossip. Add some faux self esteem, and a penchant for shiny and sparkly things. I admit I dislike people in general, but esp women since so many keep showing themselves in a less than favorable light. I know that subconsciously I am this way because of my mom. She is a scientist with an IQ of 165 and a PhD, that carved out a better life by working and studying hard, and converting from an epidemiologist to a computer programmer within a year of coming to the US. I will never have her strength or her brain, but I do tend to pu

Went To The Doctor's On Friday
As some of you may now about 3 weeks ago I took 3 home pregnancy tests and they all came back positive. So, I figured I should call my OBGYN and make an appointment. I went to the doctor on Friday (May 2,2008). They did an Ultrasound and as of today I am 6 weeks and 6 days. The baby is about as big as my 2 year old's pinky is wide..lol The morning sickness has already started :[...and it's SUCKS! Peppermint tea has become a staple part of my diet..lol I do have the picture from the ultrasound and I'll try to get it up sometime this week. When we told Dave's son he said he wanted a baby brother so that his baby brother can hold his video games. He was lookin at the ultrasound picture and pointed to the amniotic sac ( it shows up as a black spot on the ultrasound..for those of you that dont know) and asked me what it was. I was quiet, trying to figure out how to explain what an amniotic sac is to a 5 year old. Before I could say anything he blurted out " Is that it's house?"...

My Pics Are Down Because...
I set all the pics of me, my son, and my hubby to myself only because some woman desided to steal my pics and post them on another site claiming they were her. I didn't appreciate it one bit! So I am taking all my pics down, editing them by putting my name in them, then I will reload them, I have to do this before my VIP expires cause then I won't be able to upload anymore. As most know I upload new pics monthly so I like being able to do that but right now can't afford to pay for the VIP myself. So, I'm going to put my name across all my pics and they will be back up shortly. The pics I do have open are my salutes and pictures of other things. Sorry to all those that wanted to see my pics, but I can't have people stealing my pics.

Loving Can Hurt!!!
Loving someone that u think is loving u back, can have its problems. Having strong feelings for someone and them just stop caring for you and they rip ur heart out and throw it away. Having someone tell u that u are not like anyother guy they have dated, that will hurt u in the future. Falling hard for someone has its difficulties. I hope no one else has these feelings cause that person can destroy ur world with one sentence. - MPH

Help Help Help
OK HERE'S THE DEAL TRIAD, NC AREA... i need to find a family lawyer around the triad area that has a soft spot from someone who really and truely needs help... and that is willing to take payments... .....i just can't take this anymore guys... if you know anyone or anything to help let me or mom know (here's her link) In my dreams...or yours? ~*~ Pilot of Fantasy Flight ~*~ Shadow Leveler ~*~@ fubar thanks so much for reading this because i am desperate... in tears as we speak... all my love to all my dear friends out there in fubaria... Angel Girl + A 2nd Alarm Hottie!!! Angel Girl - 2nd Alarm Hottie@ fubar

Vaginas
Why, WHY do people assume I need their fuckin company?? Why do they insist on compin up to me at 1am, announcing that they would like to keep me company since I must be bored/lonely/etc. WTF?! Do I look like a Romanian orphan pleading for help in a street of Budepest? And DO NOT stand in front of my face, waiting for me to get off my damn phone so you can yap my fuckin ear off til 6am, oblivious to the reports i'm making. FUCK! I just need my peace and quiet, not some prepubescent askin me for my life story. GRRRRRRRRRRRR

Just A Rate Please ?
Would ya/could ya please rate this pic? Pretty please... :-) There are prizes for the most rates and highest average rating. No need to comment bomb. :-) Thank you so much...*hugssss*...Much love to all! The participant with the highest rate average, and the participant with the most rates will both win fubucks :)

Dont Bug Me!
It is amazing to me..how much I have changed. Growing up I rarely wore shoes. I lived in a place where our neighbors were just a car ride away. The only sounds you can hear are the ones that are nature made. Grasses raise and flow with the wind. I would sit for hours on hot dry evening, my tired feet resting in the cool puddles that our irrigation made. I would ride my horse into the lake and run him after cows that I was so afraid of. (I was afraid of him too...i just never said so. wouldn't want to hurt his feelings and such.) My Father woke my sister and I early each Saturday morning and with bleary eyes we would set out in his huge clunker of a military truck. Up the mountain we would go to the newest felled trees. He's break out his chainsaw and we would load wood into the truck. Afternoon could find us dragging brush into piles and I have dug my share of ditches. dug and re dug again when they were too shallow. We would take late night walks. The moon and

What's "sexy" To U?
Is it big tits and a hot ass or is there something more to this equation? I guess it just depends on where you are in your life or at the moment or what hour and or minute of the day it is...because there's no denying a hawt piece of ass, now thaaat...can be sexy! but I'm talking about for the long term, like what it is that makes you comming back for more... Is it their sense of humor, the way they smile or the way they smell? Is it the conversation that goes on and on without the thought of repetition? Is it the confidence that can come with an intellegent mind? It could be anything and for each person there is either their standard or "price"...cuz everyone has a $price$ I so believe... I myself choose to have more of a standard persay...show me you love me and I'll lead the way... I don't care about looks, it's all in how you carry yourself, your convictions, your attitude and your lack of arrogance...there's nothing more of a turn off than some arrogant f

Slave App Fill Out If You Want To Be Considered
slave APPLICATION FORM (Females only please) slave’s name:> All slaves MUST fill in and answer the following questions, be very detailed. Location:> E-mail Address:> Ethnicity:> Age:> Date of Birth (MM/DD/YY)> Virgin:> Height:> Weight:> Neck:> Hair Color:> Eye Color:> Measurements:> Waist:> Hips:> Bust:> Cup Size:> Circumference of Breasts:> Left Breast:> Right Breast:> Nipple Size:> Nipple Color:> Pubic Hair:> Bra Size:> Panty Size:> When you have completed this application, email to master4hire ASAP! If there is anything further you wish to let me know about, please do so!!

Getting There!!
Yes, things are looking up for her.. But in the beginning things looked very grim!! She was in ICU for about 4 to 5 days & than for the next 2 to 3 days she was on a regular floor.. They released her from the hospital only 7 days after being brought in.. Now I believe is somewhat more harder because there are so many things that she is supposed to do &/or not do.. Smoking is #1.. Honestly tho, I don't see that lasting too long.. Me personally, I think after 10 to 12 days without a cigarette was the "hard" part.. But, apparently according to my mom those 10 to 12 days were the easiest part for her.. Yes I understand that it may seem easier to not smoke when your in a hospital bed, but those are also the "hardest" days in Quitting.. Going through this with my mom again < 3rd time in 2 yrs >; and I have become to realize that she needs & should have someone here that is "qualified" to take care of her & not me.. Don't get me wrong I Love My Moms With All My Heart & Soul!!

The Lighter Side
Finding the funny in a serious situation is hard to do at times,but I try my best to do so because serious has a way to bring ya down at times so finding the funny can help ya out,now I do know how to be serious and sometimes ya just have to be,but whenever it is possible for me to see the lighter side of a bad thing I take it.

Look Who's Whoring Themselves Now
LOOK WHO'S WHORING THEMSELVES NOW THAT'S RIGHT GABE NOW YOU CAN OWN YOUR VERY OWN GABE ^^^CLICK ABOVE TO BID^^^ BE THE FIRST ON FUBAR TO OWN GABE YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO SO PLACE YOUR BID NOW!!! *ADDITIONAL 100 11's 7am 5/5* WHILE YOU'RE THERE R/F/A THE HOST HE'S A GREAT GUY THANKS TO DEVILGIRL FOR HELPING ME WITH THIS BULLY DevilGirl~Fat Sonny's Keeper@ fubar SHOW HER SOME LOVE THANKS ~GABE~@ fubar STOP BY AND CHECK OUT MY WORK SO YOU CAN SEE WHAT YOU WILL GET

Un-beautiful
We are the 'Un-Beautiful Girls' We are the girls you may not give a second glance. We know you may look once, then pass us over, for we are too tall, too short, too plain, too fat, too thin, too old, too young, too blemished, too freckled, or just "too anything". We are the girls whose bodies don't stop traffic, whose wardrobes are not designer, and whose faces will never launch a fleet of ships. We are the girls whose eyes crinkle when we smile, and whose faces line when we laugh, for we've done so much of both through our lives that our faces have been changed forever. We proudly bear the scars and stretch marks we have gained over the years as badges of honor, and evidence of a life fully lived. We polish our skin, brighten our smiles, and nourish our hair with loving attention, because we know our own worth. We glow from within when we dance, because we love the way our bodies feel when they move with the rhythm. We are the girls who know what beauty truly is, and we revel in

Please Understand Me!
Remember who I am, and what hurts me. What makes me feel better. Down to the simplest pleasures, the tiniest details, and I can appreciate who YOU are to me. Take the time to get to know me, because you may never fully know what I consist of, but keep in mind the things that make me happy. The things that kill my heart. I want to know you more, and take that time but I feel turned off and turned away. A distance has formed. I feel we've forgotten who we were. Pain caused, secrets kept, a war formed and betrayal set. I look individually, with a different eye. Different from the eye I had before. I'm told the love feels gone; it may be lessened, in true honesty, on my part. I'm told it feels as if my heart isn't fully there any more. In all reality, what has been felt is true. I feel far away and it hurts. Remember that little things matter: intimately, I feel like a sex object to you at times. Your goal seems to be PLEASURE HER but so your ego might grow a little more. Just so you can

I'm A Nana!!!
We went to the hospital at noon today and baby Cassidy was born at 7:51pm this evening! She weighed 5 lbs 13 oz and weighed 18" long! She's a little peanut but healthy and beautiful!! Jeremy is staying at the hospital so I could come home & ake care of the critters. Both mom & baby are doing great! We JUST found out that Caiti has the same blood clotting syndrome I have, so they may keep her longer cus she has to give herself shots for 6 weeks to prevent any blood clots so they have to teach her how to give them to herself. Anyway, I have pics posted, go take a look at my new grandbaby!!

My Random Acts Of Kindness
I've been known to practice random acts of kindness to unsuspecting friends and family members. Not saying to who, but to date, I have given as follows. 4-VIPS 2-Bling Packs 1-3 day Blast So don't forget me if I am on your list and spread the love, you never know, you may be next. Get your own glitter and more at BlingyBlob.com

We So Did It Lol
Hey everyone just a brief note as am so tired but Jimmy and I are married now :) and its been such a great weekend I will write a blog and be posting pics with in the next couple of days. Our close friends from fubar were here to celebrate with us. Will give you all a break down on the weekend its been awesome Miss you all Liberated Spice

My Short Story So Far...
Once upon a time, I was walking through the desert (Forrest has been done to death), when he noticed this exotic "Pet" diamondback snake. I decided to name it "Fred", and took it home so my family can see. My family seemed a little intimidated by the 7ft snake, and wouldn't get near it. I've tried to feed it possoms that I find around the house, but it wouldn't seem to eat anything. So one day, I decided to take it to the vet and see the "Head Nurse". She asked me what's wrong with your snake? I told her that he wouldn't eat anything. So, she decided to give it an x-ray to see what he had ate previously. She noticed that there was a tall rabbit in the stomach, then she set her 'Eyes ta di 4" boxes next to the rabbit. Upon further observation, she noticed that all the boxes were Trix.

On The Loose Tonight
Legomydiego: Left me a 5 on my default, no reply when asked to fix it. legomydiego@ fubar Weebo: Did come back to my profile after I left a comment asking him to fix the 7 he left my default, didn't do anything though. Weebo25@ fubar As always, I don't want you to downrate them, just save yourselves

Downrater Haters
So what if someone does not rate ur photo a 10. If u cannot seem 2 put on ur big girl panties or big boy undies and accept the fact that a photo u have posted may not receive a "10", then remove that photo. If u do not want 2 remove the photos, then STFU!!! It just seems like as the days go by, more and more "adults" are acting like spoiled rotten little shits. Did ur parents not beat y'alls asses enough when u were little? Are u used 2 getting everything ur way, now that ur an adult? Well, sorry, I'm not kissin ur ass, or anyone else's for that matter. Moral of the story: Don't come bawling to me if I don't rate u a "10"...Just STFU.

Please Pray For My Father
Please Pray For My Father Terry If you could please say a prayer for My father has to have emergency surgery very soon or he could die. the side of his stomach has clappesed please pray that he makes it.... thanks

Leaving For Awhile
I am going out ot town in the next month or so, I'd like to see if you all can help me get to fu-king by then. I know that's a lot lol, even maybe get me close as you can. I will return all the love given when I can,just PM me and let me know you helped I won't be able to see all in the bar tab, if I get a lot. I will see if i can get another VIP and rate you all 11's for all the love, I will be posting a blog and a bully on when, i'm leaving.

Wanna Ride? Updated 4:06pm Est
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send aGEM4life and AngelGurl a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. '♡aGEM4life♡'Founder 'AngelGurl'Co-founder 'Keith'Driver 'SuperStarrPrincess'

As Revised By Dj Yummy 050308
OWNER ~RescueDiva~Owner of ~Sunset Cafe ~Owner of DJ Meko~Friendship Circle~Lollipop Girlz~ Ghost Angel~Lu@ fubar CO-OWNER ~Dj Kera The Blue Eyed Goddess~Co Owner of ~Sunset Cafe~Ghost Angel~@ fubar STATION MANAGER Dj DREAM KING STATION MANAGER @ SUNSET CAFE@ fubar HEAD DJ DJ Devine ~HeadDJ@Sunset Cafe~DJ @ All Hits Radio~ All 4 Drama Free Zones! :D@ fubar Asst. Head DJ Dj_Meko/stutta~Asst. Head Dj@ Sunset Cafe'{FU_Hubby_2_Amitola}{OWNED by RescueDiva}@ fubar Asst. Head DJ (Days) ~DJ Yummy~Demon Crew member & Asst.DJ@SunSetCafe~FuWife to DJ Disturbed & Wettangel~Kights BabyGirl@ fubar DJS -- Each DJ

Camp Virginia, Kuwait
Hello all!! Just dropping a quick update to let everyone know that I am now at Camp Virginia in Kuwait. I'll be here for about a week while recieving continuing training on IED recognition and convoy tactics amd movement. All is well here. HOT....of course....but good. It's taken me a couple of days to get ised to the 11 hour time shift (not to mention the fact that I was up for 54 hors straight in transit from the east coast to here). Feeling semi-human again after finally getting some sleep! Training starts tomorrow and I shoudl be moving north by the weekend. Hope all is well with each of you! Miss you guys! Stay safe and I will post more as I can. best to all!! J

Anyone Up For A Ride? [the Sin Wagon]
We're Gonna Do Some Mattress Dancing so bust out the Handcuffs and Whipped Cream and Are you YOU up for the ride? Well then, just Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people (be sure to put Sin Wagon in your friend request!) and then send me (aGEM4life) a private message (no shouts please) saying that you have taken the ride and R/F/A everyone! **Please make sure you R/F back and if you have already done this in the past simply leave em a comment saying "Sin Wagon already R/F you".** You will then be added to the list of riders. We are all here to meet new people and have fun so we ask that there is No Drama please. 1. '♥aGEM4life♥' 2. 'Keith' 3. 'UnknownCowboy' 4. '♥ღKateღ♥' 5.

Wisdom From Larry The Cable Guy
The wisdom of Larry The Cable Guy... 1. A day without sunshine is like night. 2. On the other hand, you have different fingers. 3. 42.7 percent of all statistics are made up on the spot. 4. 99 percent of lawyers give the rest a bad name. 5. Remember, half the people you know are below average. 6. He who laughs last thinks slowest. 7. Depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. 8. The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese in the trap. 9. Support bacteria. They're the only culture some people have. 10. A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory. 11. Change is inevitable, except from vending machines. 12. If you think nobody cares, try missing a couple of payments. 13. How many of you believe in psycho-kinesis? Raise my hand. 14. OK, so what's the speed of dark? 15. When everything is coming your way, you're in the wrong lane. 16. Hard work pays off in the future. Laziness pays off now. 17. How

What You Use Too(poem)
im not a preacher i just say te good word speak for those lost souls..im lost but found now i see. some people are cold but where the love cause there already so much war. what you use to being mad acting all fool im tell you sometimes it best to be cool. i done lost friends to death friends fron lies. some gone to jail for lving that life. what you use too...you keep doing what you doing. soon or later you find out worng what you doing. take sip of drink set back a think all the time past gone you think about to much you cant sleep. heavy as the head that wear a crown no wants to be king you not rule a damn thing. say what i want freedom of speech like ur free to be dum we smart with something and something i dont know...what you use too

All She Wrote
Song lyrics | All She Wrote lyrics Somethings wrong, with your mind, It won't think of me anymore, Was it all a waste of time? Tell me why was I such a chore, Broken bottles empty, Cut my mouth so I can't say Today was that day It was that time And that was all that she wrote for me You fell away I don't know why And that was all that she wrote for me Lying here in your bed The one you that you liked to do it in Pieces of, long brown hair Are all over it and still in my brain I can't explain What it's like not knowing If I'll ever cross your mind Today was that day It was that time And that was all that she wrote for me You fell away I don't know why And that was all that she wrote for me Sleep through the day Fight with the night Seven AM and the TV is white Covered in snow I never knew that hell could get so cold Today was that day It was that time And that was all that she wrote for me You fell away Well I don't know why And that was all tha

New Site
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Click A Pic......bid On One Of These Hot People!!!!!
Starting bid is 10,000 Fu-Bucks! For Each.... So Bid Often And Own You Own Slave TODAY Hurry!!!!! Offers Ending Soon Well the Auction has one more week to go...you should check out these sexy ass people!!! Come on in, check them out.......bid on someone...any one of them would make great slaves!!!! Click a Pic to view!!!!! Italian Bitch Sirdrkness The Blue Monster Soulfly53 Evonne~Fiesta Tappers~Club Far~RisingStars _DaMunchMan_ Brought To You By....... ~*KissMeMt*~*Owner of Kinky Gentleman~*~{-}*Head Bartender at Club Darkside*{-}

Your Children
The folowing is a news report My sister did shortly after her daughter was killed ina accident.. If anyone has teenagers You need to forever remember this.......... An estimated 50,000 young people will journey the streets every day this summer, selling magazines, candy and cleaning products. But before you let your teen take that kind of a job, you’ll want to hear one Mesquite mother’s story. Just six months after her daughter graduated high school, Karen Oldaker faced teenage independence with an uneasy feeling. Shamblin Rodriguez, 18, was setting out to sell magazines and see the country. "She told me about it and she was packing while she was telling me about it. She thought it was such a great deal," said Oldaker. "She wanted to do it and she wanted to see the world. So, I let her go. I let her go and now she’s not coming back." Days into her new job, Shamblin saw something else. "It wasn’t enough to live on. Not for her personal needs, it wasn’t. And

Nathaniel Hawthorne
Let men tremble to win the hand of woman, unless they win along with it the utmost passion of her heart! Else it may be their miserable fortune, when some mightier touch than their own may have awakened all her sensibilities, to be reproached even for the calm content, the marble image of happiness, which they will have imposed upon her as the warm reality.

More Bad News
Well we found out on Thrus that my dad now has prostate cancer...next step is they are waitin to check if its in his bones. I guess God has his plans and all we can do is hope and pray for my dad...thank you for all everyones prayes and concerns it helps. On the other hand a got a good job which I really love and hope to move up quick in this career....Yes I am a Ast Branch Manager for a bank and hopefully in a year I will have my own branch if not move into the corp world...I am so happy about this....anyway ty to all my friends for caring so much. XOXOX Sallie

Thank You All!!
I set my status this morning to: "Just a bad day for me" in hopes that my friends would understand if I didn't answer their shouts, messages, or return rates as I always do. I never dreamed that it would have the reaction it did. I have received so many private messages, hugs, roses, a beautiful video, a candle, it just goes on and on. These were from people I have talked to on here, and some from people that just visited my profile today! If anyone doubts that there are some wonderful people here on Fubar, I hope they read this!!!! My close friends already know why this was a bad day for me, but for those who don't...it was a year ago today that my fiance' passed away and it's been a very emotional day to get through, filled with both happy and sad things running through my head and heart. I just can't put into words how wonderful it was to come on here tonight and find all these beautiful messages, mostly from people who had no idea what was wrong, just wanting to do