Destiny
In my heart there is always shame...
In my heart there is always pain...
In my heart there is always fear...
In my heart that you are no where near.
In my heart a shame that always lurks...
In my heart a need that always hurts...
In my heart a place that no one sees,
A deep and terrible need,
A need so great that I just wait,
A wait so near that I fear that I was never here,
A wait that I am ashamed to see
and yet destiny seems to control me...
JR 2006