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Midnight Special!! Woot 98 RidersCome join the first train that pays to be on it .. For every member that joins you receive a small gift such as a gift from the fu shop.. fu bucks.. bling .. ticker.. 1 day blast ..
Exp..When you join you give a gift to the person who joined before you and then the next person that joins gives you a gift..
This is the giving train.. As some ppl can't always afford these items it's a nice way to return love to others even if just with a small gift.
To join you must F/R/A all train members then send a message to the Conductor, Co-Conductor, or Engineer.
Welcome to the Midnight Special
Conductor
Carnie@ fubar
Co-Conductor (2nd in command)
~GreenEyedGoddess ~Owner of Blue Dragon Owned by Abby again :) {Shadow Levelers}@ fubar
Engineer (3rd in command)
Real JealousyWHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO DISPLAY THIS EMOTION
OF REAL JEALOUSY?JEALOUS TO LOVE,
BUT SOME PIECES OF JEALOUSY TO HER IS A GAME,
CREATED FOR MULTIPLE HEARTS TO DUEL&FIGHT
THE PASSAGE OF RIGHT
TO PICK HER LOVE SHE LOVES WHO SHE CHOOSES
ONE WINS THE OTHER LOSES
WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF?
YET MAYBE TO BE LOST TO LOSE THIS LOVE,
YOU CLAIM TO BE YOUR FALLEN ANGEL FROM ABOVE,
HOW CAN SOMEONE ELSE LOVE MY ANGEL AS MUCH AS I,
BROKENHEARTED SHOULD I JUST FALL DOWN ON MY KNEES AND CRY,...???
SLAY ME DEAD WITHOUT HER I MUST DIE,
I WATCH IN AGONY AS HER LOVE YET AGAIN TOUCHES
ANOTHER,...I MUST GO GOOD-BYE NOW, MY MOST EXCELLENT LOVER.
Lettin You All KnowThat I am out of picture and stash rates for today...
But you can still do mine and I will return it as soon as I can, Thanx!
Better Join! LolNew Auction!
So many people can't afford to do real cash bids!
So this Auction will be strictly Fu~Bucks!
The Entry will B 50k Fubucks
Your bidders will NOT have 2 f/r/a
It will open on May 20th @ noon
Close on May 27th @ noon
Any suggestions or questions, please private message me
Nyha
No Drama!
We are all adults,
lets conduct ourselves accordingly
Each person has the right to refuse a bidder
There will b NO drama!!!
I got the idea from:
Beauty and the Mess
Thoughts Of The Day...5/17/08For starters, I'm aware that this is cyberspace and not reality whatsoever but I needed to get some things off my chest. With that said, here goes.....
I've met some great people on FUBAR that I may not have met otherwise. No, these aren't just people I chat with online. I actually have phone conversations with some and have traveled to meet others as well. THESE PARTICULAR PEOPLE MEAN SOMETHING MORE TO ME THAN JUST A BUDDY TO CONVERSE WITH WHILE I'M ONLINE.
It's starting to piss me off that my kindness gets taken for granted. I will & have always bent over backwards to help a friend in need, or been there for someone that just needed to vent. Now it seems that not only was my kindness taken for granted but I've been made to look the damn fool. I didn't do this to name anyone specific, because this person will know exactly who they are. I do not under any circumstances, like to be lied to. I feel there is no reason to lie to someone that has always stuck by and put up with nonsense
Bad November - Track 8 - Requiem Of LoveBad November
Disclaimer: This is a chapter in a story I wrote. None of the characters in this story are real and any relation to anyone dead or living is not intended. I apologize for any wrong use of United Kingdom English because I am not that familiar with United Kingdom slang. Any input would be welcome and any flaming will be ignored. This story is planned to be revised and maybe I can talk the writer to let me post them here if people like them. Please comment and let the writer and me know what you like or don't like.
Also if 2 male characters being romantically involved sickens you please don't read. If you're still interested please keep reading. One last note, if anyone wishes to copy my story please get permission first (Not that I think that will happen but who knows).
Lyrics from Requiem of Love
It isn't easy to love you forever/ How/ Oh how/ I wanted to try/ You left me leaving no option/ The hardest thing/ Hardest thing/ Is hearing the requiem of love
Trac
My GirlsSexy Comments From Red Cherry Tags
Stationary StatueWritten by Paul Cain
You knew before it started things would end this way
you ignored the thoughts half hearted but continued anyway
You took the time to listen you even showed you cared
it was all a waste of time for someone who's not there
Love is an illusion the heart takes in with time
emotions quickly deepen from their bottle deep inside
You always remained faithful until the very end
you always stayed beside her through the begining as her friend
Swaying ever slowly as she lied her way in your heart
never thinking wrongly she would ever go this far
Until this very moment you've always told the truth
again these memories fade away in the trouble of my youth
No more taking chances on a love that isn't there
no more broken promises that only cause dispair
My advice to you is just never care
their won't ever be a chance
it will only leave you standing broken
when she leaves without a glance
If you keep yourself secluded the
Sentimental FeelingsWritten by Paul Cain
My heart fades out just like the sun
My hopes were extinguished before they begun
Bitterness is all i have left
Standing for the moment wasting this gift
So many chances ive had and ive lost
I guess its a lesson with very high cost
Ive tried to be everything that nobody had
Only to fail in the end by driving myself mad
My prison is dark deep inside my mind
Unlock the door to be free
Forever wishing everything was fine.
PremonitionWritten by Paul Cain
Through the times you see the lies
a promise kept caused silent tears that wept
The hand slides by slower and slower
anticipating with hopefullness that its fine cause you told her
the fact of the matter is not what you said
its all own her own what she thinks in her head
Secrecy developes wondering themes
when it all comes to close its exactly what you'd seen
If by some chance you take a glance
at the cards that fate has dealt
it would seldom seem to all add up
to what you thought you knew and felt
To care is hard to trust is harder
thats a fact of life
Through rich or poor and sometimes more
it never seems to turn out right.
..::forgotten Wisdom::..Written By Paul Cain
Look to the heavens oh seeker of truth
see through all the lies
percieve the hidden secret to life
it makes the time fly by
Go astray not from yourself
unite as one your inner being
become a force to reckon with
those who are disbelieving
Take love to heart and waste it not
else dispair will come your way
bottle up these things inside
never let them run away
The path in life is rough though smooth
learning along the way
that nothing is as perfect as it might seem
when you live from day to day
People come people go it's something that can't be changed
the true stay true the rest keep you at bay
Cherish your life however it wrong it seems
take life head on and don't back down
from anyone or anything obscene
keep struggling towards the inner goal
to always follow your dreams.
..::shooting Star::..Written By Paul Cain
Everytime i see your eyes
they shine like stars up in the sky
I was hesitant to finally see
the person i dreamed in front of me
Always remembered never forgotten
the feeling deep inside of me
when we're apart im alone inside
losing my grip on reality
Within darkness came a light
gradually taking form in my sight
but through the light your form took place
here right by my side
with open eyes i now can see
that everythings alright
I love it when your near to me
I hate it when your far
without you here inside i bleed
because your my shooting star.
Take A LookSo as you look at the firefighter with his rake, hose or axe,
His beet red face or ice covered mustache,
You should know why he goes through that smoky front door,
And is forced to crawl like a baby down on the floor.
He does it to save both lives and property,
All that is precious to you and to me.
So take a good look at this modern warrior who serves his call proud and true,
And know that he would die just to save me and you
HopesWritten by Paul Cain
Tired of lies feeling pain at the end
my journey seems over before it begins
prepare thyself for the oncoming attack
movements sieze up from a knife to the back
Open your eyes believe in the truth
believe that there is a better future instore for you
Hope with everything and all you've got
wish that your wishes come true and dont stop
Sooner or later it all comes to an end
will you think your lifes still over before it begins
MemoriesWritten by Paul Cain
This is all i have left
You make my life shine brighter
each and every day
always staying by my side
never hesitating with any words you say
Your smile saves me in my dreams
right before i fall
you mean more than the world to me
with you i feel i have it all
If theres one thing i could take from you
to help ease your bleeding heart
would be all the bad mistakes
id make them vanish before they start
I know its hard to forget the past
to move on from things that shouldn't be
thankfully its not so hard now
that they vanish everytime you are with me.
AloneAlone, the night closes in
Forcing the thoughts inwards
Making the choices made questionable;
This night time, sorrow time,
Crying in the dark time.....
Massing up and making all progress an impossibility
Screaming alone
No thoughts, no lessons
Just sorrowful droning
To make the heart seem less alive
Less hurt, less.......
Alone
No-one knows, no-one notices
The smile becomes the mask that everyone expects
Living this lie for all to welcome
Sadness is not a welcome sight in the world
Of laughter and comradeship
Ash in the mouth a sign of life-lies
Myserythe sky the moon the ocean is nothing in compare of the love i feel for you a touch a whisper of your words is all i ever dream of
yet i wait and stay to feel the warmth of your touch once more your gone away so far and all i see is the dreams of a life that could have been yet i wait yet i stay
the love that's within this body is no longer here its with you always and forever people search for the love we had forever and yet so few get the chance to find one another i am lost yet found alone yet happy in misery yet grateful for to find out what love really is
love is so valuable and rare the words i love you are said every day and yet love doesn't reach the heart only
the lips of those who think they know it
for true love leaves you speechless and taken true love leaves the person unable to say anything : love is so deep and magical a blessing and yet a curse to humankind
the very thing that reaches the human soul is love
love is a journ
LyricsReally bored right now so as long as I'm here today I'll be posting lyrics as my status.
If anyone messages me the song it is they get something of their choosing. No restrictions. Bored as I said, lol
Hope everyone is having a good weekend
Memoired Memorieswalking in the shadows of a past life
vivid visions of a widowed wife 2 my blind eyes
4 the wise
& everything that 1 has come 2 despise
in this corrior dimly lit
old voices speak & deth reaps
sounds of crying childeren in my ears foil
hopelessly crying out 4 no 1 2 hear
my soul will spoil
shed a tears over the television to be heard
with this one word hold true
why
i
cry
cry
cry
4 living these lies
lies
lies
disregard
just .................
disregard
Grasping At Straws And Why I Won’t Just Say LuckyJEFFREY TOOK HIS FIRST STEP! The first official one, and both Martha and I were home to see it! Jeffrey took his first step after standing when Martha held him up by one hand while she was sitting down and then let go. I was in the same room changing Sarah, so that’s why I got to see him too! It was a tiny step, but Jeffrey’s off to a great start. Who knows what he’s doing while I’m at work today and he’s home with Martha, Mary, Sarah, and three of his cousins – Martha’s sister Margaret’s kids Patrick, Breanna, and Josceline. He’s also learned to start crawling DOWN stairs as well as up them, which he does pretty fast already.
Late Thursday he got to the top of the stairs from Mary’s basement apartment, turned around once, and then started to inch himself down. He was even awake at one thirty this morning and I fed him before bringing him back up at two. I wasn’t really that tired; I like to think I’m sleeping better and that I’m gaining muscle; I complained to Martha Thur
What Is A Firefighter?WHAT IS A FIREFIGHTER?
The job of a firefighter is one of the most personally rewarding careers an individual can have. There was a line in a movie recently that said, "There are no more heroes left in America." After, September 11, 2001, most Americans found out who the true heroes are – the firefighters.
This is a profession of helping. How many jobs can you name where you can go to work and be of service to people continuously? Whether it is rescuing people from a burning building, caring for their medical needs, extinguishing fires in a home or in a large mercantile building, this profession is all about helping others.
Ninety-eight percent of firefighters look forward each and every day to going to work. Can you say that about your current profession? When you become a firefighter, you become part of a family. The firefighters you work side by side with become as close to you as your own family members. There are not many jobs as rewarding as a firefighter – the c
Thee End?thee end my friend
revalation 31 86
the bringer and the beleiver has become
hidden thoughts and plans surface
to rise is to conquer
then wat is it 2 drown yet 2 still breathe
an abyss built on tyme
swirling only to save the divine
there is a thin line between want and need
2 breed such fear
only 2 find urself drowning in agony
stars will burn out without notice
light to total darkness
roses will loose there pigment
only 4 the judgement
o holy man
o holy man
can u save me from this splender
constgantley in this permant state of wonder
where when and how must one end
if self destruction is blasphmemy
to inflict pain upon ones self is a sickness
to kill one makes u a murder
to kill a thousand makes u martyr
to kill them all makes u a god
alpha omega
night and day
revalations is rewrote
price and poverty only to shun
grant childeren weapons and illegal substances to abuse
turn around and blame society
Stupid Ppldont u just love how ppl r now a days. best friend one minute and worse enemy the next...or ppl who say ur their friends and what not bt where are they when u really need someone..or ppl tell u that ur so good looking but when they dont get what they want or what they were expecting u dont hear nething more from them...i dont know maybe its me and im to trusting. i told myself im not gonna let ppl walk all over me ne more and thats exactly what im gonna do be a stronger person and to hell with the ppl who dont care...maybe i have grown inside and learned from shit...well ttyl have fun..
Awe Of DeathAt confident moments, thinking on Death
I tell my soul I am ready and wait
While my mind knows i quake and tremble
At the beautiful Mystery of it.
I Am In Another AuctionOkay I have been in two auction and did okay...now I am in my third contest and hoping to get another great owner...come by and place a bid on me...
My Baby!Look at how much my baby has grown!!!!!
may 24 2007
May 16 2008
Song For A SuicideOh, the sea is deep
And a knife is sharp
And a poison acid burns;
But they all bring rest
In a deep, long sleep
For which the tired soul yearns-
They all bring rest in a nothingness
From where no road returns.
OmnivoreBecause I was afraid to lose you
I swallowed stones
chewed metal
sucked bullets through my teeth
While you licked sugar
I pocketed salt
I burned my tears
cooked my blues
and ate the smoke
And still you left me
spilling all my hungers
my belly split open
full of wonders
like an ancient fish
My Shoutbox Is Not Workin Again :(hey everyone
my shoutbox is back to playin up again, i really dont have a clue why its doin this, so if anyone has an idea how to sort it then id be grateful for the help.
thanks
sassy sam :D
p.s. if anyone wants to leave me a msg you can either leave me a comment or send me a msg. :D
EchoI hear myself
drought caught pleading
a windy cause
dry as the earth without rain
crying love
in a tongue of false thunder
while my love waits
a seeded trap
in the door of my house
a mouth full of perfect teeth
sure of their strength upon bone
waits
to swallow me whole
and pass me
as echos of shadowless laughter.
Quiet love hangs
in the door of my house
a sheet of brick-caught silk
rent in the sun.
All The Cool Kids Are Doin ItHey ya'll!
Soooo... All the cool kids are doing it.
So....I thought I would too!
I am hosting my very first auction!
Auction will run from Sunday May 18th thru Sunday May 25th.
Times that I open and close will be announced closer to the start date!
THE RULES!
1)No Drama! The first sign of drama - and you're out of the auction ~ bux will NOT be refunded if you are booted from the auction for drama.
2)Entrants & Bidders MUST fan/rate/add the hostess with the mostest {BrattyBytch} . All entries will be in a "friends only folder".
3) Entry fee is 50,000 fu bucks. I know it seems like a lot ~ However ~ The starting bid for the auction is 100,000 fubucks! When you send your entry fee please also include a link to your picture and what you're willing to offer. See #4.
4) Send me what you are willing to offer your winning bidder. You are more than welcome to refuse a bid for any reason ~ Just please let me know.
5)If there is something you don't want bid o
DesireDesire to us
Was like a double death,
Swift dying
Of our mingled breath,
Evaporation
Of an unknown strange perfume
Between us quickly
In a naked
Room.
If I Were EarthEach tear that fell
from crushed
moons of your face,
stabbed me,
broke and split
into a thousand pains.
But I held out my arms,
and not one did I miss,
no, not one pain.
And if I don't let
you soak into me
and bring me up,
if I don't let you seep
deep into me
and teach me,
then you can cry in
the morning to the sun,
and tell him to rise up
and burn me away.
Wowso last nite i went to country fair. and it was probably the best time i've ever had. Country music and women...oh yeah
So Long Too LongMy man loved me so much
he wanted to kill me
cause he loved me so good
he wanted to die
cause he loved me without sorrow
so sad without tears
he loved me to kill to die to cry
so much he wanted to scream
cause i loved him too much i
drank his tears
loved him too much
i ate his strength
loved him too much i stole his joy
i loved him to drink to eat to steal
cause we loved so much
so good to love to love
so long to love
so long
My Photo ManHowdy ya'll, just wanted to drop some love and let you know of a kick ass photographer, he does all of my pictures....
Look him up, he is my number 1 friend and family, his name and fubar are:
http://www.fubar.com/user/1769757
http://fubar.com/bigr
He is local, affordable and awesome at taking pictures.
Check him out and let him know what other pictures you would like. Make sure you comment all of his pictues and profile too.
And ladies, he is harmless... You can get as NUDE as you want..
Love to all of my FUBAR Friends and Family,
Carolina Girl.
FlameAnd it's familiar
this fact of flame
of indulging images
the salty dust devil winds
spitting into silver helmets
through shit splattered wings
the beginnings and endings
in which i salute the sun
because i know it has to come today
because a dream is like a nail
becasue this room peels back the whole in my cup
and so i tell you whoever you are
plastic pen, paper, dicitonary
i tell you
the policemen sing
the sanitation men whistle
the distended body of military parades
fly flags in wounds of dead words
and the sad look of tribal warfare
points every secound between sockets
into the same flame of the zero hour
and i know it has to come from me
Love MakingA man is laying in bed with his new girlfriend.
After having great sex, she spends the next hour just stroking his penis,
something she seems to love to do.
Enjoying it, he turns and asks her,
'Why do you love doing that?'
She replies: 'Because I really miss mine'.
New Member Please Add!!!!PLEASE ADD FAN RATE OUR NEW MEMBER !! MAKE HER FEEL WELCOME THAN YOU ALL !!!
♥ TIFFI~DJ 4 THE FANTASY 69~ ♥@ fubar
Tiffany And Her Hairy Pussy Cat Getting Shagged!Hi Everybody
This weekend I am releasing the conclusion to "Good girl" which stars Tiffany
I continue to fuck her doggy style before she lays me on my back and rides me like a pony!
I then put Tiffany on her back where I fuck her so hard, fast and get so deep inside of her hairy pussy that I nearly fuck her right off the end of the bed before I surprise the crap out of her and shoot my juices all over her face and mouth!
Over 17 minutes of brand new hardcore b/g video action plus 90 unseen photos aswel
To see the samples use this link
http://www.jameswildfowler.com/tour%2013.html
or to see the video promo clip use this link
http://tgps.freakdaddys.com/wildfowler/tiffany%20final%20week%20promo%20video.wmv
Enjoy
James Wildfowler
http://www.jameswildfowler.com
Bandits Play For ChampionshipSo Today I will be at the NLL Championship where the Bandits take on the LumberJax. I was going to give the lowdown but there was an article on NLL.com that does a better job then I could. I will just add that there is pregame stuff that starts at 6pm.
EDGE CHAMPIONSHIP GAMe: BANDITS VS 'JAX
Buffalo hosts Portland on Saturday at HSBC Arena
05/15/2008
Final preperations are being made for the 2008 Edge Championship Game, which will be held on Saturday when the Buffalo Bandits host the Portland LumberJax at HSBC Arena.
The Buffalo Bandits will host the Portland LumberJax on Saturday at 7:30 PM ET in the Edge 2008 National Lacrosse League Championship Game at HSBC Arena.
The Bandits, who are the top overall seed in the playoffs, have defeated the New York Titans and Philadelphia Wings on their home turf in East Division playoff games, while the LumberJax, who were seeded eighth overall in the post-season, have been road-warriors, upsetting the Calgar
RulesHere's what I tolerate.
Ratings of tens or elevens.
thumbs up.
Fans.
Friends.
Good Words.
HERE IS WHAT I DO NOT TOLERATE
Ratings of ones - I will block you for a bit then unblock you and I hope you will leave me alone, because YOU do not want to mess with me.
Thumbs down - If you want to be a hater? Go to another site.
Bad words like asking for naked photos or anything sexual or harsh - Go to a porn site.
Negatory behind my back - Go to another site.
Asking of Ims and/or email - I don't give that out to strangers. So don't ask.
Two BodiesTwo Bodies dancing
In the candle light
The moon's in full glow
Two people come together
The heat starts to rise
Curiosity becomes a need
And the need becomes a must
With lips partly open
Touching bare skin
Traveling the body of a lover
A tongue flicks up and down
Nails drag along the back
Hands pull the bodies closer
Darks pools of desire flare
In one another's eyes
Moans getting louder
As a hip starts to grind
For they had not expected
they could never imagine
That they would be this good
He licks and sucks over and over
With her body at a breaking point
She urges him on
Grabbing his shoulders
Pressing him down
He feels her shudder
And know's what he has done.
She kisses him softly
She licks him slowly
Going all the way down
A soft moan escapes him
She keeps changing it up
Till his body his twitching
She know's she's in control
His moans getting louder
She feels his body release
Anticipation of this moment
Made adrenaline race
Now tota
Own Me!!!!Im In an Auction! Bid On Me! Winning Bid Gets 3 salutes of their choice, My yahoo id and my cell #!!!
http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1256161&i=2057241288&albumid=1018968
May 17 2008 Projected Rainfall..round #2Well, just as we start to dry out from this storm system that dropped anywhere from .25 in some areas to as much as 1.25 across PA into NJ...A strong shortwave will be making its way across the great lakes region. This shortwave will eventually amplify into a closed low. This will cause a cold front to cross the area late saturday afternoon into the evening...sparking off some instability rain showers. I also would not rule out the chance of some thunderstorms as well in any areas that manage to get some daytime sunshine..
Projected rainfall is a Trace to .20 inches with isolated areas recieving up to .40 inches. Heavier amounts can be recieved in any thunderstorms.
Unfortunately there is not a way for me to post the map that was created...
For the map you can visit my official weather blog..
http://theweathergod.blogspot.com/
Rules For The Lounge"
~~~~~LOUNGE RULES~~~~
1. NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED. STAFF HAVE TO SIGN...(AGREE)
2. START DRAMA 24 HR BANNNENEXT TIME YOU GET BANNED FOR LIFE
3. STAFF MUST BE THERE @ SET TIMES
4. BAG HEADS WILL BE ASK THE 3 TIMES TO GET A PIC AND THEN EJECTED THIS IS INCLUDING STAFF AND MANAGEMENT
5. NO LINK DROPPIN UNLESS APPROVED BY OWNER OR MANAGEMENT
6. REQUEST CAN BE POSTED IN LOUNGE FOR TIME BEING DO NOT ALLOW FREQUENT REQUEST... MUST ALLOW A SONG TO PLAY THROUGH PLEASE
7. STAFF IF YOU NEED OFF ASK AND MAKE SURE IT 3HRS BEFORE SHIFT .. OR EMERGANCEY ...
8. RULES CAN CHANGE AT ANYTIME SO PLZ CHECK THEM ONCE A MONTH
9. AND HAVE FUN THIS IS A PLACE TO RELAX AND CHILLAX
NOW HIRING ALL STAFF:DJS,PROMOTERS,GREETERS,SECURITY: PLZ JOIN THE FAMILY AND HAVE A DRAMA FREE TIME
Come Bid On Me, Please...Hello all!! I am in an auction..My first big Fubar auction ever!!! Please come bid on me. You can bid with Fu-Bucks, Bling Packs, VIP's, whatever you wish! Come see what I'm offering and buy me!!
UpdateJust a little update. I have been very busy with what has always been the love of my life which is following the weather. I plan on going to college in 2009-2010 for Meteorology , so I have been busy putting together my forecasting team, blog etc and tracking the storms that have been occurring. I hope everyone on my list is having a splendid spring and hope everyone has a good weekend...
Respectfully Yours,
Matt
Sen. Kennedy Hospitalized With Symptoms Of StrokeBy DAVID ESPO and GLEN JOHNSON, Associated Press Writers 8 minutes ago
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BOSTON - Sen. Edward M. Kennedy was hospitalized Saturday after becoming ill at his home, his office said. There was no immediate word on his condition.
A knowledgeable official said the Massachusetts Democrat was in the hospital after suffering stroke-like symptoms. The official declined to be identified by name, citing the sensitivity of the events.
Kennedy spokeswoman Stephanie Cutter confirmed in a statement that Kennedy went to Cape Cod Hospital on Saturday morning "after feeling ill at his home." After discussion with his doctors in Boston, Kennedy was taken to Massachusetts General Hospital for further examination.
"He is currently under evaluation that information will be released as it becomes available," she said.
Hyannis Fire Lt. Bill Rex told The Associated Press that a 911 call came in from the Kennedy family compound at 8:19 a.m. A man was transported to Cape
Am I Being Ignorant??lolMy Shoutbox
Antidepres...: lol and these are the ppl who are protecting our so called freedom..great just great
->SexySavior: then you shouldn't have started it with me
SexySavior: sure was congratulations...im not in the mood to talk shit
->SexySavior: lol..that was easy
SexySavior: nope...Military thank you...anyways it has been fun take care sorry to intrude
->SexySavior: drugs figures
SexySavior: wow...it tok you that long to come up with that? I was simply stating that you are ignorant...i make tax free money so I get no check lmfao
->SexySavior: little man syndrome is a funny thing to watch
SexySavior: please do...please
->SexySavior: I'll eat you alive mother fucker
->SexySavior: what? fuck off
SexySavior: ignorance is YOU
VideoHannah's Hope from Matt Sames on Vimeo.
In A Writing Mood I Guess...There Is So Much About Me That Nobody Knows. And Sometimes, I Feel That, That Is How I Like It. Like The Sides Of A Dice, You Rarely Have A Chance To See All The Sides At One. My Friends, Family And Loves Have All Seen Different Sides Of Me. But, No One Knows Everything About Me, No One Gets To See The Complete Picture.
It Might Seem Lonely, And It Might Seem Like I Am Too Guarded. But, I Have Had A Lot Of Disasters And Betrayal In My Life To Just Tell Everyone Everything. If Everyone I Know, Had Gotten Together, It Would Be The Closest To Them Knowing All Of Me. It's Not Like I Am Keep All Aspects Of My Life A Secret. It's Just Certain People Know Some Aspects, And Others Know Different Aspects. I Limit What Parts Of My Psyche To Expose By What I Feel They Are Willing To Accept. Few Times I Have Gone Out Of My Boundaries And I Have Been Proven To Stay Guarded.
It May Sound Confusing To Some, But There Is A Lot I Do Wish To Share, And Very Few Have The Privilege Of Knowing It
BummedSo I was really hoping to get that stimulus check this week since we did have ours direct deposited. We never go it so I went to irs.gov to check things out.
Well come to find out if you had your filing fees or whatever else taken out of your refund you will be getting a paper check.. so that means we wont be getting ours till July
*sighs*
And our vacation was gonna be next month.. we can still try our best to save we have a few ideas but it just bums me the hell out :(
Nudist Camp In Southern UsWhere is a lady go to find a nice place to relax with others and also have a little privecy when need be?
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It's not too early to get on board!
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~never Enough Of You~You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you.
To My One And Only "Robert"
I Love You So
A Wonderfull StoryA woman came out of her house and saw 3 old men with long white beards sitting in her front yard. She did not recognize them. She said "I don't think I know you, but you must be hungry. Please come in and have something to eat."
"Is the man of the house home?", they asked.
"No", she replied. "He's out."
"Then we cannot come in", they replied.
In the evening when her husband came home, she told him what had happened.
"Go tell them I am home and invite them in!"
The woman went out and invited the men in"
" We do not go into a House together," they replied.
"Why is that?" she asked.
One of the old men explained: "His name is Wealth," he said pointing to one of his friends, and said pointing to another one, "He is Success, and I am Love." Then he added, "Now go in and discuss with your husband which one of us you want in your home."
The woman went in and told her husband what was said. Her husband was overjoyed. "How n ice!!", he said. "Since that is the case
How To Stop Worrying And Start Living11 Rules Of Life
Rule One
Life is not fair; get used to it.
Rule Two
The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.
Rule Three
You will NOT make 40 thousand dollars a year right out of high school. You won't be a vice president with car phone, until you earn both.
Rule Four
If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss. He doesn't have tenure.
Rule Five
Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping; they called it opportunity.
Rule Six
If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.
Rule Seven
Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you are. So before you save the rainforest from the parasites of your parents' generation,
~i Can Feel You~You're far away,
but, I can feel you.
You exist in my every breath,
in every beat of my heart,
adding a spectacular sizzle
in all the right places.
Even when I close my eyes,
I see your face and feel
the fire of your caress.
Your presence is a tangible thing...
yet as hard to grasp as the air.
I reach for you,
but you elude me.
Still, I can feel you;
the softness of a petal,
a warm wind on my cheek,
a ray in my vision,
a distant light that
ever draws me near.
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Fubar Appreciation(social Informant Revisited)Well here I am Saturday morning, and I am trying my culture resisting experiment still. All is well, but there is something curious about some of the experiences I have had here. There are a lot of people that are really unsatisfied with their relationships. Then there are others that, so far as I can tell aren't in them at all.
I'm not convinced that I know what my part is in all of this, nor do I suspect that I will know. Indeed Fubar is fun, and I would be lying if I didn't say that I come here for enjoyment. At the same time though, I am very quick to want to analyze my experiences and the self-transcendent beings that are a part of my own transcendence.
I may never know.
Destroyrise to the occasion
rapidly we all fall down
nothing more to be expected
this is the case when drugs are present
it seems your at your greatest point
but youve fallen hard again
your own worst enemy
you just wont take the time to see
everyone around you smiles
theyre all in denile too
nothings fine
lifes not great
kill yourself a little more
each day more of your life escapes
its too late
youll never break free
destroy me
thats all you keep doing
each and every time you risk it
you kill a little more of me
spirits die and dont recover
later youll uncover what youve done
by then the time will have passed the bad remains
the life is gone
death is gaind
drugs just destroy
destroy the pain
destroy the life
Enough?just in case you didn't notice, some have boobs and some do not. its not that simple but a good place to start. its a good place to mark out the "us" and the "them". and surely we notice the "them"s range from buds to way beyond ample.
how much is enough?
obviously it is enough when the woman wearing them is satisfied. to hell with the dumbass lover who can't get too much.
then there are nipples -
So Ya`ll KnowI will be startin`with all my family memebers on here...I`ll be ratin all their pictures then I will do their Stashes.
Please return the favour, Thanx!
Fire Down BelowFire Down Below
by LateNiteFantasy©
The gray hair,
soft wrinkled skin,
spotted hands,
hanging melons
and large waist
signaled over-the-hill,
but was I mistaken.
When our lips locked
in a passionate kiss,
the world became young;
when my fingers slipped
under the elastic in
her panties, I felt
thick honey flowing
and fire down below;
I knew I had a mature
lover in my bed...wow!
Oh, how sweet the fire
tasted to my probing tongue.
Whywhy ppl keep thinking i'm mexican or latina??? i'm so not that!!!
i'm white,american,german,french cajun as in coon azz,cherokee indian and italian!!!
ha ha ha but ppl think i look like fran drescher on nanny show on life time and also lana turner in 1950's mystery book called '' falcon ''
Nights Of Sensual FireNights of Sensual Fire
by LateNiteFantasy©
The blue rain is tap dancing
on sidewalks of angel food cake;
lovers are running into walls
trying to gain entrance to paradise.
Fools embrace the darkness as light;
a nymph wears a purple chastity belt;
but there is a golden path available
that leads to a magical palace;
it is there were sensual fire
burns with volcanic energy and lust:
lips meet, bodies entwine, tongues
explore deep secrets, orgasms abound;
these nights of sensual fire originate,
and are given to an erotic few, like us:
gods and goddesses in Eros' temple.
Come, I feel a chill in the air.
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Life Is Hard!Things arent getting any better at this point. Yesterday I went with Piers to see his daughter, Elizabeth. I had a good time but royally miss her alot. During the travel and all, Piers and I got to talking and I found out some interesting shit. James did everything that he could to break Piers and me up so that I couldnt have a happy life with someone who trully wants to take care of me. But I later on met Bair and well we hit it off and I have found someone that I can deal with that wont stress me out and treat like some piece of meat on the market. Bair has been looking after me and treating me far better than most guys that I have dated in the past, but I do miss Piers and Elizabeth alot. I use to smile and have major fun but that is changed. I found Bair and we both are wanting the smae thing out of life itself. That is to settle down with someone and have a family with that person. So its hard to make the choice as to who to trully be with. I am scared to trust my heart after bein
I Want To Meet Every Sort Of People Who Wants Fun!!!hi, im andrea 19 years old. I am a simple girl who is easy to please.
I have a sweet and innocent side, but can be wild & crazy when provoke,
or when i get on with the right guy. i grew in the united kingdom.
I am liberal and I love trying new stuff. I am looking to hook up with interesting people who doesn't have inhibitions or insecurities.
I'd like to meet a confident guy who can make me laugh.
I don't have any standards or ideals as regards to personality.
If i like you and
you treat me nicely i can rock your world... I want to meet you. please email and have chat with me at my MSN lovely.andrea@hotmail.com
RefuseRefuse
Youre like a drug, Full of addiction
But minus the side effects
You cure my affliction
I get drunk on your laughter
But I'm sad when you aren't around
I think of you when the rain starts to patter
You pick me up when I've fallen down
Even when my brain is blurry
From all the drugs I've done before
You never let me lose a step
You warm me down to my frozen core.
I wish I could be the one that you run to
The one to keep you from being cold
I wish I could be the one that you come to
I wish with you I could grow old
I have no clue what tomorrow will bring
It's nice to know again what it's like to feel
Everytime I hear your voice
It's like i'm standing on the edge of what's real
I'd rather drink away the rest of my life
Than to pass you by
You come to me, lacking a knife
It's like you were sent to me
I refuse to let you by..
This is For Ashley!!! :)
Weird.For once I remembered 2 dreams.
I was hugging somebody on the beach. Actually happy. Odd. Hello wishful thinking. No more details for people.
I dreamed there was a puppy crate full of all the goodies, (dishes, leash, etc..) with a card on it to meeeee. With a promise of the puppy to come as soon as it was old enough.
Boy is it horrible that those 2 would be the ones I remember for once. I never remember dreams. So the two longest shot thoughts? WTF.
Yeah, I wouldn't put them down, except that, holy hell, I remembered them.
I'm going to draw. I miss my bracelet. It saddens me. I don't care if it doesn't make sense. Ducts are dry. 5 years. FIVE YEARS. It was an extension of me anymore. One thing from me, to me, gone.
It exacerbates the empty.
emo b.s.. I need propane. And propane accessories. And Old Bay.
Bipolar. This Is Me. Understand Or Dont.Bipolar disorder, also known as manic-depressive illness, is a brain disorder that causes unusual shifts in a person’s mood, energy, and ability to function. Different from the normal ups and downs that everyone goes through, the symptoms of bipolar disorder are severe. They can result in damaged relationships, poor job or school performance, and even suicide. But there is good news: bipolar disorder can be treated, and people with this illness can lead full and productive lives.
About 5.7 million American adults or about 2.6 percent of the population age 18 and older in any given year,1 have bipolar disorder. Bipolar disorder typically develops in late adolescence or early adulthood. However, some people have their first symptoms during childhood, and some develop them late in life. It is often not recognized as an illness, and people may suffer for years before it is properly diagnosed and treated. Like diabetes or heart disease, bipolar disorder is a long-term illness that must b
??????????????i needed you and it felt like i was shoved asided, belittled & told i was crazy. i needed a hug and comfort, the same things i Always offer you when You are feeling blue!! instead i got told who i could and could not speak to or ordered by someone who has no right to tell me who i can and can not talk to!!
needed my friends and family when i was not strong but got argued with instead of listened to!! i got told i was crazy and got cussed out too!!! what kinds of friends are these especially when im so deeply in love with one of them?
Artifical PleasureArtifical Pleasure
by LateNiteFantasy©
"Lipstick painted dominance
fantasy contrived
stumbling on your too high heels
just to feel alive
silk corset-ed insecurity
concealed behind a fleshy mask
using manipulation
to fulfill the things you lack
little vinyl fetish doll
tries to look serene
broken woman-child
confined in her own dark dream"
Sexually Ablazedsexually ablazed
by LateNiteFantasy©
sparks ignite as my eyes hunger over your taunt landscape.
nails trace down skin following curves and valleys seeking loamy wetness-
muscles shudder with their passing.
thunderous sighs announce unexpected pleasure as thighs are parted uncovering Aphrodite's bearded mouth.
crimson tipped fingers explore the warm prize plunging deeper; parting swollen lips-
tongue lapping, sucks greedy at the honey flow.
you are on fire beneath me and I will savor every moment of watching the slow burn.
you are my flesh inferno.
Great Friend To Mecome and meet ladee rogue at the lunar eclipz lounge on fubar .com. she is great person and has a great personality and a big heart. anyone that gets to know her will agree with me. there is no one like her. she is a down to earth,sweet,kind, and generous person.
A Deep BurningA Deep Burning
by LateNiteFantasy©
Reality sees me..
It feeds me..
carelessly placating me..
in a false existance.
It burns in my dreams..
It consumes my every breath..
Sweat beads proclaim me.
I dream of a touch that is never real.
This touch that would demand me to feel.
This is only a spectre..
A craving seated in the interiors of my mind.
But why does my body make is so real?
I want to feel..
...honestly, I do.
But I'm content to burn lustfully..
I'll be content to burn thoroughly..
Under the duress of a firm caress.
Meet My New Owner!!Meet my new owner!!
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Go show this soldier lots of Fu-love!! And tell him, his little slave girl sent ya!!
Silentlizard - Greeter for Dirty Deeds Radio - Fu-owned by Dj GothicSoldier
For Friends And FamilyFor some of you that know me my family and I have been living in a motel for the last two months. Well we are finally moving into our own place and I wanted to let everyone know that I probably won't be on line for a while and I don't want anyone to think I have forgot them.
I appreciate all your understanding in this situation.
Much love to all my friends, family and fans.
Tina
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O'rly...the Official Fubar Owl has been around forever, is a funny part of Fu history and is coming up on celebrating his TWO YEAR Fubar Anniversary next month. To celebrate this, he's digging into his cheap pockets and giving away...
A Bling pack in this ebay - style FUBUCK ONLY contest! Winner take all. Highest Fubuck Bid wins a bling pack. It ends next Saturday so bid high and bid often click the link below to bid on this auction....
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* My True Friend *When The Roses Lose Their Fragrance,
And The World Seems At An End,
When The Day Has Lost Its Gladness,
What A Blessing Is A Friend.
One Who Takes You As She Finds You,
Caring Not Who Is To Blame,
One Who Knows All Your Shortcomings,
But Who Loves You Just The Same.
Heaven Sends A Gift Each Morn,
Of A Bright New Day To Spend,
What A Joy It Is To Share It With,
God's Greatest Gift -
" Friends, Family, Love "Time can always be, and always helps to see.
If patience is present, then times a friend to me.
To wait, or rush can decide so much.
It can help to succeed, or place you in your crutch.
A memory made by a lover or friend, can sometimes have the power to mend.
Even the most devastating pain can be followed by joy... just a matter of time, and willingness to heal.
Overcome all that stains you innermind.
Never letting someone take you down, stay above the drama.
The drama that everyone so easily gives into. Its so sad to see all the people that are taken under by the simple little aggrevations of everyday life.
Just say " I dont care." Sometimes its ok not to care. Its just a matter of knowing when not to.
I wake up everyday wondering whatys next, not worrying about who is talking about me. Talk is what it is, and nothing more. A word or sentence in the matter of opinion. So, dont let it tie you down.
* Don't Quit *When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest, if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow--
You may succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than,
It seems to a faint and faltering man,
Often the struggler has given up,
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out--
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit--
It's when things seem wors
" Love And Loss "To love, and to lose... almost one in the same.
Just one letter separates each others name.
So easy to grasp what both of them feel.
With both, control, is all but real.
Just trying to understand them can cause you to fold.
Too many people try to mend and mold.
But love and loss neither one can be changed.
They both come without warning, and leave just the same.
So taking for granted the love you could feel,
could ultimately cause loss and heartache for years.
I fear we all live in the days of false love.
People who marry just to divorce.
Who only have children to stay on the horse.
So many unjust reasons to be with another.
I remember when someone loved me, just simply for me.
No matter the circumstance, we seemed to make it through.
But those days are long passed, and bitterness reigns.
Materialism, and lust have taken over innocence.
Im one of few, of a dying breed.
One where love isnt want, its a need.
" Open Your Eyes "Silence speaks, a word of torment.
While others run, I come straight toward it.
Blindly stepping immersed in night.
No star in the sky, no light tonight.
A breeze glides my frame, cant tell from where.
Having no sense of direction, no time to prepare.
Still not afraid, I press on.
So warm inside, I feel overcome.
Warmer and warmer my body exhausts.
Closer and closer, not giving in to the cost.
It hurts but I cant stop moving in now.
Too much is at stake, I wont bend or break.
And as it turns out, at the end of the night.
All I endured was worth all the fight.
I finally realize my eyes have been shut.
Just to simply open and see before me.
Her beautiful eyes, staring back into mine.
Why Hate A Gamer?I'm so sick and tired of people telling me to 'Oh why dont you grow up. You shouldnt play games, you should have quit that when you was in Jr. high.' I wish they would just STFU!! If i want to still play video games thats my business. They should be happy that i'm on a game and not on their girlfriend! That shit really pisses me off. I HATE people that tell me what i can and can not do.
Been Sickhaven't been around lately cause i been in and out of the hospital all week. don't really know what's going on with me they have me on all kinds of meds. Anyway i'll be around when i can.
Our First EncounterYou rubbed my back so gently
What was innocent pleasure began to grow
The feel of your touch ran through me
My heart began to glow
You laid down beside me
An innocent gesture for sure
Laying with your body so close
Left me yearning for more
I felt your cheek brush mine
and I gasped with pleasure
Knowing your lips we close
But wishing ours were together
And then I felt your eyes running over my body
Like a wave of electricity
My mind became numb
Like I was under the sea
With waves of lust rolling over me
I turned to meet your stare
And wondered looking into your eyes
Could you truely care?
I felt your lips brush my cheek
My ear, my head, my neck.
And I knew if I kissed you
It would be a moment not to forget.
I closed my eyes and waited
And as your lips brushed mine
My heart stopped beating
And seemed to stop time
And now after so many kisses
A soft touch,a stare or a glance
Are still all it takes for you
to make my heart dance.---MT
A Game Of Role PlayBaby, I’ve been thinking
Let’s try something new today
We can make it interesting
How ‘bout a game of role play?
You can play as my doctor
The patient, I will be
Lay me on your table
Find what’s wrong with me
Then you ask me the question:
Where exactly does it hurt?
Then I look at you and point—
To right under my skirt
You then know the problem
You know exactly what to do
You immediately go to work on me
And the remedy is you
Work out every part of my body
From my head, down my spine
By the time you’re finished with me
I’ll feel completely fine
Thank you Mr. Doctor
For playing my little game
Maybe we’ll play another time
In a game of role play
What’s the matter baby?
Looks like you’ve had a hard day
I know something that’ll calm your nerves
How ‘bout a game of role play?
I’ll be your exotic dancer
Come to my private show
Watch my sexy body
As I work it down this pole
No need to bring any money
This one is on the house
I’m doing this dance for you boy
Mom In Hospital AgainToday a little before 7am I got a call from my mom telling me to come pick up Mav so she could go to the hospital. I told her to just go that mav was 13 he could stay alone for a few min. She said no that she would wait till I got there. So I jumped in my car and did 90 all the way. I got here and my mom is like ok well i'm going to be fine I'm just glad I can read my body so Everything will be ok. So i was like mom ok I believe you. Inside im crying and screaming at her for doing this to me. Screaming at God not to take her. So of course I'm all stressed out right now. And now I have to wait. My moms fiancee left to take her to the hospital as soon as I got here. They said they'd call if anything went wrong. So here I am waiting for that dreaded call that may or may not come. It just kills me everytime. I dont know what to do again. It sucks but thats the way the cookie crumbles I guess. So yeah. But If you're all wondering its her heart. She's had several heartattcks and several sten
Happy Is What I Amthis weekend is the best time to get sarted on things i have not been able to do.
RandomWell you guys/girls prolly wanan get to know me better. I'm kind of new to this whole thing, So I thought writing a neat little blog will start a few things.
Okay, well my name is Matt, I'm a loveable guy that loves to cuddle on cold days, or go for a walk on the warmer days. I'm usually pretty Forward 'bout my feeling and who i am. Sometimes i'm not depeneding whom i'm talking too.
Yes, I am looking for a chick to be round, and no. I'm not really looking for someone that lives 7~greater hours away. Way to many Bad happening with things like that.
I'm pretty affectionate, and love doing thing to the girl that becomes my gf, like small things, like kissing the back of her neck while cuddling on a couch watching a movie, or giving foot massages after she had a long day. (I'm good at that)
I'm also a Truthfuly person, so if you want to know something 'bout me, either PM a question, or send me a invite on MSN or Yahoo and you can ask anything you trully want to know.
Fu-angels Team 1ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!!
~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~
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The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)
CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A**
~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N**
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Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER
Special R Kay
Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~
~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!
Dont Ya Want Me? LolThats right folks you could be the proud owner of....ME! hehehehehehe So go check it out and see if Im worth it! Sorry for some reason the picture wont come up but the link still works!
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My First Maxi - Single!Dear friends,
My son found this video on YouTube today!
No visuals; although I did make a video clip of this song...
This is the first record I ever made which
launched my recording career...
"A Summer Romance" was a hit on the dance floor in 1986- 7...
Now available in a compilation album "Golden Hits - Best Dance Music of the 80´s" edited by Blanco y Negro Records..
Welcome A New Member!hello fellow fu_members! would you all please stop by and give some love to my girl heartofgreen! she is a new member on here. help her when you can! thanx to you all!
I Dont Know(i am to drunk to care what i am saying or about me spelling) I love you. Ever wonder what those words mean? 3 words that get tossed around more then any other, with "i hate you" a close 2nd. (think about that) Do you ever think people say it to people just so they can hear people say it back to them? Does that make it any less true? We all want to hear someone say "I love you" (i'm not sure where i am going with this) They say you cant love someone untill you love your self, but can any one love YOU if you dont lover your self? What if i just kind of like myself? What is it that makes you love some one? Does it happen over time, you just know some one so long that one day you say i have known them for 5 years now i love them. Does it happen in a day? Can it happen in a day? Ever say i love you to some one you didnt? Ever had to act like you didnt love some one as much as you really do cause they dont want you? Has any one every told you "your too good for me" and you wanted to spit in
PassionLook into my soul feeling this is only right
Pull me close to you hold me just as tight
Kiss me on my lips and shove the pain away
Continue on please don’t stop, don’t delay
Use your hands to feel my heart and soul
Speak your voice to make me feel whole
Let’s keep going I want to say I love you
Words can’t express what this can do
Look in through my eyes and find my hidden soul
Peer into my thoughts and find that seeping hole
Find all my love and see what’s inside
See that from you I have nothing to hide
Search for my heart and notice it’s full
Ask me why, I’ll say you made me whole
Hold onto to me close and with no space in between
Grab me close into your arms is what I mean
Don’t let go until we’re done
I don’t care what they say or if they shun
Keep me in your arms and don’t let me go
I want to do this I want to show
Kiss me on the lips and continue on down
Devour my neck and relieve my frown
Taste my chest and make me gasp
Be sure no thoughts any I can
A Fire Within MeThere is a fire within me
A fire that burns hot for you
Burning hotter for you everyday
With just the touch of your lips
And just the touch of your hand
Or just one look at you, will do
Then that fire begins
To rage uncontrollably
You control this fire
You set inside of me
It belongs to you, you see
There because of you
This fire there within me
That I never knew of
Till the first time you touched me
And pressed your lips to mine
That is when a small spark
Became a raging flame
A flame of passion, desire and love
And then I felt you inside me
Your love blazing in front of me
Like ashes covering me
Your body begins to melt into me
This fire within me has taken over me
Knowing no right or wrong
But only thoughts of you
And the love that I feel
And just like charred red hot embers
It is still there burning, endlessly
I feel the flames of our love
Dancing there deep inside of me
This burn serving as a reminder
Of how your love rages through me
So deep
The First TimeWhen your mouth moves closer to mine,
I want to feel your lips -
I want you to explore my body,
with just your fingertips.
I want to feel your soul,
I want to feel your heart -
I want to make you melt,
I want to fall apart...
Show me that tenderness,
show me that you care.
Just relax, fall into my arms,
I know I want you there.
Let's take it nice and slow,
I'll kiss every inch of you...
I want to make you sweat,
It'll make you feel so good and new.
Wrap your arms around me -
hold me, squeeze me tight...
Make me arch my back,
love me with all your might.
There's that feeling,
tingling and strong...
Now that we've shared this,
that feeling will last so long.
Now it's all over -
we can hardly breathe...
I'm laying in your arms,
please don't ever leave...
You look into my eyes,
what I thought is true -
This feeling in my heart,
is the fact that I love you.---MT
The Forbidden DanceI have told you all of that I know
Except for the feelings I keep below
The feeling of intense desire
The feeling of the burning fire
But the feelings go futher more
Of which I never reveled before
About how I want to feel your kiss
And how you can take me to eternal bliss
The passion in my body flows
More then I have let you know
My dreams take my soul to you
As one we are the whole night through
So tenderly you touch my skin
So passionately I feel you within
You arouse me with every sense
With every touch so intense
A rhythm together our bodies move
Never stop the whole night through
I feel your body drip with sweat
I feel the passion as our eyes met
Then with your firm embrace
In ecstasy we both will taste
We let go of the burning desire
And release from inside the melting fire
I feel the sweetness of your flow
As you push in deeply to let it go
So willingly I except it all
Into my arms you passionately fall
Everynight I am with you
Everynight the whole
Dream LoverDream lover, where are you?
I know you're out there, searching for me
as I've been searching for you.
I have visions of us dancing in the moonlight,
sharing a kiss beneath a blanket of stars,
a kiss shaming all others before it.
I know you see it too.
I wish you were here right now.
My world is so empty without you.
It pains me to see you in my dreams.
To feel you, yet not touch you.
How much longer must I wait?
So many have come under the guise of you,
dream lover,
tho my heart won't be fooled.
When fate joins us,
I'll know it's you.
The sun will shine much brighter,
the air will smell much sweeter,
and the angels will whisper softly in my ear
that you're the one.
Together we'll spend our days wrapped
in the warmth of our love.
A perfect union.
You and I were made for each other.
Until then, I'll keep searching, my love,
in the dark of night, behind every corner
of my mind, and I'll wait for you.---MT
Mission CompleteThat's right. We came to Camp Bucca to do a detainee operations mission, we served for 9 months at a compound doing some really boring work. As of today, we have turned it over to our relief, and thus we have completed our main mission. The only thing left is redeploying back to the United States.
All I can say is thank God that this is over. I guess no one likes coming to Iraq, and this mission is a lot safer than many. It will never cease to amaze me about how much was done to take comforts away from soldiers, and how absolutely nothing was done to add any.
Well, I guess it's water under the bridge now. If anyone in the military finds that their unit is being deployed to Bucca, I would advise volunteering with a unit going somewhere else. I will post my specific reasons why once I've come off title 10 orders.
Graduation DayAfter all the dust has settled and all the smoke has finally cleared... I will graduate from Penn State today. I'll be the first of my friends to graduate from a 4 year college.
Imagine the first battle scene from Braveheart... at the end when he's covered in blood, holding his sword up and screaming. Its the same thing except I'm Irish, replace the sword with a diploma.
I can't wait to have that $40,000 piece of paper. Cancer... car accidents... insane drama... Fuck it all. I did it. KING KONG AIN'T GOT SHIT ON ME!!!
Pictures soon to follow.
She Fucced Me On The Dance FloorIN THE CLUB,THESE WOMAN TRYIN 2 DANCE MY LOVE OUT OF ME
SEDUCTIVE EYEZ UP & DOWN MY SPINE
TOUCH MY CHEST,TOUCH MY BUTT
HAD THESE 3 CARAMEL SKINZ THROUGH THE NIGHT
WHISPERIN TO ME "YOUR EYEZ JUST FUCCED ME"
OR "YOU LUCCY I GOT A MAN"
OR THEY MOAN IN MY EAR
TELLIN ME TO GIVE IT 2 THEM LIKE USHER
WE IN THE CLUB,LETZ FIND A PLACE
TEMPTATION RUNNIN MY VEINZ
SO I MOVED IT TO THE DANCE FLOOR AGAIN
BOOGIE FRONT SIDE ACTION,HANDZ IN THE AIR
SHE POPPIN IT LIKE DRAULICZ
MOVIN AROUND,SHAKIN IT
THEN SHE PANCAKED IT TO THE FLOOR
SO I BOUNCE ON TOP
JUICY BOOTY MEETIN MY MOVEZ
I PULL HER HAIR & SHE BUCCZ ME SOME MORE
THEN I DROP MY BUTT TO THE FLOOR
SHE RAISEZ & LEGZ DROP OVER ME
POUNDIN MY REGION WIT DIRECTION
LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT POUND
MY NEXT THOUGHT WAZ SMACCIN SOUND
PLAYED THE BEAT ON HER AZZ
SHE WENT EVEN MORE BUCCWILD
SHE FLIP,THEN TWIST,MY EYEZ GLUED 2 EXCITEMENT
FRONTWARDZ ACTION
SHE DAMN NEAR COULD OF KISSED ME
BUT SHE TEASE
Being A Happy Country Girl............Isn't always the easiest thing to do. Some of my closest friends often ask me how to I keep smiling and laughing with all that I have going on in my life. My answer is that you have to laugh to keep from crying at times. Being down and out doesn't fix anything. Don't get me wrong, I have my days just like everyone else. Those days when I whine and cry. I pout and get pissed. But when I'm done with those temper tantrums, nothing has changed other than minutes of my life wasted having useless pity parties. Yeah, I have about 3 full plates right now. Some of my dearest friends knows a lot of what is going on in my life but no one but me knows everything. I honestly do not remember what it is like to have a day without pain, and that sucks like hell. But at the end of the day, I choose to keep on smiling. Laughing. Being the silly, goofy, clueless person that I have always been. I don't know why I am writing all of this. Maybe it's just to help myself out. But always remember that no
Re: Neo-con General Calls For Terror Attacks In IranRE: Neo-Con General Calls For Terror Attacks In Iran
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 16 May 2008, 17:47
Neo-Con General Calls For Terror Attacks In Iran Fresh off the revelation of Donald Rumsfeld's 2006 audio tape admission that a method to reinvigorate the Neo-Con agenda would be another terror attack, Neo-Cons like Ret. Gen. Thomas McInerney, who was part of the Pentagon's "message force multipliers" propaganda program, have been calling for the Bush administration to commit acts of terror in Iran. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051608_terror_attacks. htm
Re: Dutch Newspaper: Bilderberg To Meet In Washington June 5-8RE: Dutch Newspaper: Bilderberg To Meet In Washington June 5-8
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From: Paul Joseph Watson
Date: 16 May 2008, 21:16
Dutch Newspaper: Bilderberg To Meet In Washington June 5-8 A Dutch newspaper is reporting that Holland's Prime Minister Jan Peter Balkenende (pictured) and Minister of Foreign Affairs Maxime Verhagen are set to attend the annual Bilderberg conference in Washington DC from June 5-8, apparently confirming that a recent alleged Bilderberg meeting in Athens Greece was merely a ruse. http://www. prisonplanet. com/articles/may2008/051608_bilderberg_meet. htm
Just A Warning... I May Be Mia For A Bit.So, I've decided that instead of constantly combat my computer issues and try to root out whatever malware has been installed due to god knows who doing god knows what on my comp when I'm not home, I dug out an 80gb drive, so will be reinstalling Windows... Which is pretty much due for it anyways... So... Txt me if you have it, who knows how long it'll be before I'm back online and fully operational.
Wish me lucK!
I Know ItI think i know when you can say you are in love.
It's when:
- you wake up in the morning and have the image of the one you love in mind and her name on your lips, wondering if her night was ok
- you drive and can't stop thikning about her
- you have a lunch, alone, look at other people and imagine being there with her
- you log in yahoo and have some heart beats when you see you received some mails
- you log in your msg and you start to cry because she's not here
- you spend the night talking about the past, the "now" and the future
- you are in front and feel something in your stomach each time there is an eye contact
- you melt each time she smiles to you
- you're sad each time she has some problems and you can't help, just cheer
- you buy a plane ticket just to have her with you for 24 hours
- you giggle when you receive a SMS in the middle of the night
- you laugh when you send one in middle of the night
- you're ready to wait and when the idea of what will be helps
So... Living In Lap Of Luxury??My ex seems to think that its okay not to provide for his new baby... he had gotten away with it for many months, but I just don't know how to let him know that its really hard on this side of the track. he is supporting 4 lil kids already and his g/f supports him. I know its none of my business.... this just F'in BITES,.
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There Is No DistanceGazing at the stars in a dark night
Uttering sweet words beneath pale moonlight
I wish you can see I wish you can hear
I wish you can kiss and hold me tight
I close my eyes and shed those tears
Thinking how far you are from me
Then I look above and see the stars
How they light, they glitter and sparkle
Despite how far they are by sight
I find myself smiling as I realize
That though distance between us
Kept us apart but only in body
And never in heart
You gave me reason to smile
You gave me reason to hope
You gave me so much and
I can never ask for more
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New To Fubarjust lettin everyone know im new to fubar, lookin forword to meetin some new people here, peace.
Hh Contest Comebackwe have came from last place to 2nd place will you help me and my bombers win ...we will pay you for comments
The Chocolate Box" Life Is Like A box Of Chocolates
You Never Know What You're Gonna Get "
Jump Into The Box And Let People Taste Your Flavor!
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The Never Endingdarkness in the early night,
cooling down the scorched sands,
my soul cooling from the wind.
crashing hard to the sand,
my head spins and i lose focus,
a spinning sickening feeling of loneliness.
knowing that no one cares,
hoping not to wake up,
wanting the darkness not to let go.
my heart does not want this,
it forces me to wake,
struggling to keep up with myself.
lost in this world is what i know,
making you happy is normality,
wishing i could be happy????
Teh Chocolate Box" Life Is Like A box Of Chocolates
You Never Know What Your Gonna Get "
Jump Into The Box And Let People Taste Your Flavor!
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You Changed Me That NightI usually don't believe in love at first sight,
but when I saw you, you changed me that night.
You rearranged the heavens and sorted out the stars,
then you asked me, "Can we go out to my car?"
I believed you and took your hand,
You walked me out there, we sat in your van.
You tied my hands and spread my legs far,
I can't believe I trusted you and went out to your car,
How could you do it? I don't understand.
Why did you do it? So now your a real man.
If your a real man, admit to it all,
Admit that you raped me and all you recall.
I remember your hands touching me that way,
I couldn't even move scared of what you'd say.
From that moment on I decided to give in,
Let you fuck me and go right in,
My 14th birthday was hell for me,
When I look in your eyes that night is all I see.
You acted like you loved me, like you really cared,
From that night on when I saw you I was unbelievably scared,
I was upset from that very first touched,
While you were saying, "Baby I love y
The Soft Parade Has Now Begunits been so long since i wrote in this thats its almost funny! i have been working on film, for the past few months! had a woman and lost her within less then a year. hahahaha hard to stay with me i guess! but soon i shall have a few films under my belt! short films of course but still an achievement non the less! i work very hard damn it! and i dont need you people underminding my work!!! damn it see that happens all the time! i work hard and you have to make me feel like shit! i was thinking if angels have no free will, and they dont they are basicaly god's bitches, then satan got a bum rap! i mean he was as god made him, i dont think he wanted to overthrow god at all, but simply be, but no god was like hey man if i dont have an enemy people will start to wonder! so i kinda made you the most beautiful so you could become the most evil! i know it sucks and all you want to do is play scrabble(see hardly anyone knows that satan is an avid scrabble player) but you have to start a revolt
An Open WindowAn Open Window
by LateNiteFantasy©
I turn the key in the lock and hear the bolt slide and I push the door open. Instinctively, my hand reaches around the corner to hit the light switch and bathe the room in light, but as the door creeps open I see that the room is already bathed in a soft glow and my hand stops short of the switch. The door creeps open the rest of the way and the light from the hallway illuminates most of the shadows that the candle sitting on the table could not. The candles scent fills the room, and I notice a stick of incense burning as well, adding to the aroma.
Then I see you sitting on the other side of the table, behind the burning candle and incense, the strap of your leopard print negligee hangs off your shoulder exposing your breast and the pink nipple at the tip, everything else is blocked by the table, but I have a hunch it is less than nothing.
"Hi honey." You greet me, your perfect smile framed beautifully on your face. "How was work?"
"It
"centennial Bulb" Still Burning After 107 YearsWed May 14, 2008 10:44AM EDT
Hanging about 18 feet high in the engine bay of a Livermore, California firehouse, a humble, low-watt light bulb has been burning almost continuously since 1901. Take that, halogen!
The Los Angeles Times (via Boing Boing) recently ran a story on the remarkably resilient Centennial Bulb—a four-watt, curlicue carbon-filament lightbulb that, give or take a few brief interludes, has been burning for 24 hours a day, seven days a week for more than a century.
The bulb has become something of a lucky charm for Livermore firefighters, who (according to the LA Times story) won't even dust off the bulb for fear of damaging it.
Indeed, when the department moved to a new fire station in 1976, firefighters decided to cut the power cord rather than unscrew the fragile bulb from its socket. A motorcade of fire trucks then accompanied the Centennial Bulb (which, according to Wikipedia, was only off for about 10 minutes during the short journey) to its new home
Sexiest Pic Contest... Win Over 10,000 Fu-bucksSEND ME WHAT YOU THINK IS YOUR 3 SEXIEST PICS AND I WILL PICK THE WINNER NEXT SATURDAY AND YOU WILL RECIEVE ALL MY FU-BUCKS, YOU WILL OWN ME AND I WILL BE YOUR SLAVE FOR 1 MONTH... PICS WILL NOT BE SHOWN PUBLICLY!!!!
Fantasy Inc 1The sign read, FANTASY INC. "Where our business is your pleasure", above the door. Nothing fancy, nothing that would grab your attention unless you were looking for it. And I was looking for it. I opened the door and went inside. The waiting room was well decorated in greens and yellows, tall plants guarded the corners, and smaller ones held watch over the table's magazines. There was the reception desk, and a door to the left of it.
I went over to the secretary who was hunched over some paperwork and introduced myself, "Laura DePalmer, I have an eight-thirty appointment?"
The pleasant looking secretary glanced at her open appointment book and fingered my name on the page with a well manicured nail. "Yes, Ms. DePalmer, if you would just have a seat, I'll let them know you are here," she said and looked deeply into my eyes. Too deeply. The 'undressing me with your eyes' kind of deep.
I said 'thank you', and walked to one of the yellow chairs. I could feel the secretary's eyes
Ty Everyone!i Luv U All!THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HELPED ME GET MY SPOTLIGHT!IT WAS THE MOST AMAZING THING...SO MANY PEOPLE SHOWED LOTS OF LOVE!IT WAS A HIGH BID! BUT LET ME SAY IT WAS SO WORTH IT!!!!AND IF I COULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN I DEFINATLY WOULD!I'LL BE RETURNING LOVE AS SOON AS I CAN TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS!IF BY CHANCE YOU THINK I MAY HAVE NOT FANNED OR RATED YOU PLZ SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSEGE AND I WILL GO TO YOUR PAGE AND CHECK ASAP!MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ARE THE MOST AMAZING PPL EVER!!PLZ CHECK THEM ALL OUT AND F/R/A THEM! THEY ARE THE SWEETEST OF THE SWEET!!XOXO'S TO ALL!THERE'S SO MANY OF YOU THAT DONATED SO MANY FUBUCKS TO ME AND I GREATLY APPRECIATE IT!YOU ALL KNOW THAT I WILL RETURN MAD LOVE TO YOU AND ALWAYS DO!HEHEHEHEHE!!!I LOVE YOU ALL AND YOU ALL MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!YOU ALL HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART AND HAVE SHOWN ME THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP!
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So Long Overdue. (nsfw)So yes it has truly been a while since I have written anything to share with you all. Very much long overdue. And like the couple in this story their desires were long overdue, despite only being apart for a few hours. Hope you enjoy...please feel free to comment.
The material below is erotic writing which may be construed as offensive to some. If you are easily offended I would recommend not reading futher as it is not my intent to offend anyone.
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To much time has gone by. Your absence has left me wanting you more then I have ever thought possible. At night I dream of the touch of your palm, the taste of your kiss and the feel of your oh so soft skin. These dreams leave me longing for you with each passing night, driving my desire rampant and unchecked. I give in to these dreams, each and every one. My body responds with sexual excitement and energy.
I know you are about to walk through my door, that you will return
Plz Help Hercan u plz rate this pic for me? I'll rate some of your stuff if you leave me a private message so I know tht u did http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=548838&i=3162513615&albumid=989247
Its Like Thiswhat makes 100%? What does it mean to give More than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 1 5 16 1 7 18 19 20 2 1 22 23 24 25 26
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20=103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7=118%
So, one can conclude with mathemati
Multiple PersonalitiesOkay so I had to go to the mental health place to pick up my meds (laugh I dont care ), anyway I went out to have a cigarette in the little shelter and there were about 7 or 8 other ppl. this guy walks in with his dog and calls him Leo. Another guy says 'I thought his name was Leroy'. first guy says 'well he didnt seem to like it today so we go with Leo. This starts a conversation about the dog having like a half dozen diff names in the last week or so and god forgive me but in the middle of all these ppl (mind you we're at a mental health facility) I said loud and clear 'well at least he's at the right place for having multiple personalities' True sad but true lol
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Roxy entered a Giveaway to win a months VIP or 7 Day Blast. She pays for her own VIP's but its she wanted 7 day a blast. She needed 14,500 comments which were gotten..last comment on May 9th and 14,505 Comments ...she still has not received her 7 Day Blast..so if ya hear of Military Supporter holding a contest...DO NOT ENTER UNTIL SHE MAES IT RIGHT WITH ROXY, Matter of fact leave a comment and ask her why she has not paid up, DO NOT DOWNRATE just leave a comment on her profile publicly why she has not paid her debt, Here is the screenshot below.
A Level 26 Should Know Better. heres her link.
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Stage 1 MyyearbookThere will be a New Family Here,Called Lord Wolf's morphamania:
Stormwomen my former co & now Owner of Wolves of Wiccan Society on Fubar will do Family Morphs.
I Seek 5 members of MyYearBook that are Knowledgeable.of Group functions to be Officers.
Officers will be Issued a Wolf or their Spirit Guide Animal & a Native American Morph,& 1 Rate morph of choice.
Reg.Family will be issued 1 wolf or 1 native.or spirit guide.after 30 days choice.
Every 30 Days Officers & regular members will get an upgrade morph.Either a continuation of present fav.morph or another.
Eventual we as Brothers & Sisters we could have an Admiral Family for Various Events
Mom To MeMom to Me
You have brought so much to my life and me.
Joy of cooking.
Joy of eating.
Joy of sleeping in a warm soft bed.
How the garden grows
And our friendship and love as a mother & daughter grew
Like the flowers we loved.
The feel of the warm sand and the smell of beach wood
Will always remind me of you the California lady for Des Moines
You have class and know what the finer things in life are all about.
The crack of the Bat and the crack of fresh crab I will look for you.
I know it won’t be the last time we see each other .
But it will not be like the special time we spent together the past few years.
Thank you for being you and sharing it with me.
You are my Best Friend!
RIP 02/01/2009
Life won't be the same without you!
It Goes Like Thiswhat makes 100%? What does it mean to give More than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life?
Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions:
If:
A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z
is represented as:
1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 1 5 16 1 7 18 19 20 2 1 22 23 24 25 26
Then:
H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K
8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11=98%
and
K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E
11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5=96%
But,
A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E
1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5=100%
And,
B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T
2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20=103%
AND, look how far ass kissing will take you.
A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G
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So, one can conclude with mathemati
Factz About Cancer YarlyFirst of all this is really very important to me.... 2 years ago I found out that I had HPV(an std) type 16 :( which has know turned into cervical cancer.... I knew I had another STD from an EX cheating on me(6 years) but I just found out about that cervical cancer This is to just shed a little light on the topic of HPV and Cervical Cancer......
Some facts on HPV
The human papillomavirus (HPV) causes warts, including genital warts,
and may cause cervical cancer and changes in the cervix that can lead to cancer.
HPV is spread by direct contact.
There are more than 100 known types of HPV.
* Some HPV types cause genital warts. In women,
certain high-risk types of HPV increase the risk of cervical cancer.
Women may have an HPV infection and not have any symptoms. Sometimes
the only sign that a woman is infected with HPV is an abnormal Pap test result.
* Other types of HPV cause common, plantar, filiform or flat warts, and some geni
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UghOk.. so school is out and i am done with finals.. thank god..
WTF is wrong with my teachers..
1) my english teacher posted the wrong damn grade for me...
2)my environmental science teacher said he posted it.. but it is not showing up on my transcript or my final grades
3) my education technology teacher hasn't even finished grading assignments that were turned in like 1.5 weeks ago...
4) my adviser won't get back in touch with me so i can get my fall schedule done... so more than likely i won't be able to get into classes i want/need...
UGH
Opinions Needed....I need a few opinions on a situation..
My ex wife is turning custody over to me of my kids after this school year.. I am curious if she is up to no good as always.. I am gladly taking the custody of both kids and going to enjoy my life with them as much as possible..
Just curious for opinions on why she may be doing this?? Is there an motive behind it?? Hmmmmm???
This Is The Objective Of Life!!!?this is my opinion of what you are supposed to do when you are born with your death sentence you are required by the law of life to have as much fun as humanly possible before you die we are all sentenced to at least 70 years in this prison we all call life so the only option you have is to either come to terms with the situation and have fun with it or to just ignore it and try to beat it but in the end we all give in to the inevitable but i am one who beleives as long as i have a good time knowing i dont have long on this rock and i dont do anyone wrong that i can have a good time on another rock when my stay here is over there is a little guy up there wherever there is with a big hat full of names and when he pulls yours thats it you are no longer in hell or you leave heaven behind however you think about it there is a heaven and there is a hell but i think it is different depending on what religeon you are and who you talk to i think we are in hell right now can you ever get used t
Something OldLove Lost in Time
So young so carefree,
A chance meeting and love blooms.
A whirlwind of emotions, all aligned,
a love that I called mine.
There was a time that had a love to last
A vow, a promise to each other
A love that was true, pure and strong.
But now in the arms of another
Was not my love ever so true?
The hurt, the anger, the pain,
O what happened to us, were we so wrong?
Is love forever lost from me?
I have promised never again!
My heart set to stone,
No emotions that come thru.
A solitary existence
And then . . . .
She walked by.
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Never AloneI waited for You today
But You didn't show, no no no
I needed You today
So where did You go
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?
I cry out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone
And though I cannot see You
And I can't explain why
Such a deep deep reassurance
You've placed in my life
We cannot separate
You're part of me
And though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen
I cry out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone
Cold Lonely BedEVERYNIGHT I SLEEP ALONE I CRAWL INTO A BED THAT WAS SAPOSSED TO BE WARM AND HAPPY AND COMFY AND NOW ITS COLD AND LONELY MIGHT AS WELKL BE A BE4D OF ICE SO THIS IS MY INVITATION TO ANY HOT SEXY STUD THAT WNTS TO JOIN ME OR HELP ME WARM IT UP AND MAKE ME HAPPY IM WAITING
Contact Info....Todays date : 5-16-2008
Im moving tomorrow an wont have any internet service for alil while.. I have a fancy phone an can get on here from it, BUT, I cant respond to Shoutbox messages. So you either have to send a private message(On here), have Yahoo IM, have MSN IM or text me. If you dont have any of my info of these or I dont have yours, an you want to chat, send me a private message on here with your info an I'll add you. I check my messages about once every day, so bare with me. Hope all is well with everyone, an be safe. Wish my luck on my new house! :~)
Peace!
Why I Changed Some ThingsSome people my notice I changed somethings on my page. Namely most of my pix only I can see and that all my NSFW pix are gone. Well somethings have changed in my life. I made some huge mistakes and lost someone very dear to me so I decided to take off what caused problems although it's too late. I will not be on much because of my situation. I apologize to anyone that this affects. Maybe one day I won't be the way I am and won't have these issues. Thank you for all the support and love. I will miss you all and one person in particular very very much. Goodbye for now my friends and the love I wasn't smart enough to keep.
Tagged By Danny10 Random things about me or my life....tagged by my brother in law Danny, here we go....
1- I love to lay in a cold bed on Egyptian cotton sheets when on my period and read a book.
2- My mother passed away four years ago and has made me a completely different person
3-I am going through a divorce by my choice
4- I have learned recently that skin does not make up a person it is only an exterior
5- My father is one of my best friends
6- My friends will help get me places in this life and I have the best of the best
7- I have no siblings
8- I believe the purpose in life is to try and find true happiness
9- I absolutely hate mental mind fucks
10-My kids are my whole world and without them I'd be nothing
She's Like The Wind!--------------------Dirty DancingShe's like the wind!--------------------
She's like the wind through my tree
She rides the night next to me
She leads me through moonlight
Only to burn me with the sun
She's taken my heart
But she doesn't know what she's done
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind
[SOLO]
I look in the mirror and all I see
Is a young old man with only a dream
Am I just fooling myself
That she'll stop the pain
Living without her
I'd go insane
Feel her breath on my face
Her body close to me
Can't look in her eyes
She's out of my league
Just a fool to believe
I have anything she needs
She's like the wind
Feel your breath on my face
Your body close to me
Can't look in your eyes
You're out of my league
Just a fool to believe
(Just a fool to believe)
She's like the wind
(Just a fool to believe)
Just a fool to
Update, Why Pics Are Down...Okay I started editing my name across my pics, then started readding them on here, while doing that my VIP expired...so until I can get another VIP I can't upload anymore pics! I only got my 2007 pics, wasn't able to get my nsfw pics back up either. I have a ton new pics that I had up but won't be able to get them up until I get a VIP. I would get the VIP myself but right now am really tight on money so can't afford to. Once I do get a VIP my nsfw pics will be set to family only, I have to do this, no way around it. If someone buys me a VIP I will add you to my family. 1 month VIP gets a month on family, for whatever time the VIP is, is the time you get added to my family. I will also be up for auction on the 20th, I will be making a blog with a link to the auction, so look out for it! Ty to all those who were there for me and concerned about the problem of why I had to delete all my pics to begin with.
Every Time I BreatheI am sure all of heaven's heard me cry
As I tell You all the reasons why
This life is just too hard
But day by day
Without fail
I'm finding everything I need
And everything that You are
To me
Chorus:
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it's true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in love with You
Now how could I after knowing One so great
Respond to You in any way
That's less than all I have to give
But by Your grace I want to love You not with what
I say
But everyday
In a way that my life is lived
Every time I breathe You seem a little bit closer
I never want to leave
I want to stay in Your warm embrace
Oh basking in the glory shining from Your face
And every time I get another glimpse of Your heart
I realize it's true
That You are so marvelous God
And I am so in
Hungry Eyesanother of my fave from my fave movie ever!
--------------------Dirty DancingI've had the time of my life!--------------------
I've been meaning to tell you
I've got this feelin' that won't subside
I look at you and I fantasize
You're mine tonight
Now I've got you in my sights
With these hungry eyes
One look at you and I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I
I wanna hold you so hear me out
I wanna show you what love's all about
Darlin' tonight
Now I've got you in my sights
With these hungry eyes
One look at you and I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I
I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
With those hungry eyes
Now did I take you by surprise
I need you to see
This love was meant to be
[SOLO]
I've got hungry eyes
One look at you and I can't disguise
I've got hungry eyes
I feel the magic between you and I
I've got hungry eyes
Now I've got you in my sights
Wit
Friday Night Feverfuck. i have friday night fever but i can't go out.
why can't i go out? the answer is quite simple. yet annoying.
i'm watching a kid. a boy. a child. who cannot watch himself.
because he is 7. therefore i am here.
i really needed to get out tonight.
had a really wicked long week and was looking forward.
looking forward to my fucking cosmopolitan.
followed by many many shots of vodka.
maybe a beer or two.
and boys. and dancing. and music. but mostly boys.
maybe a few girls. if the mood strikes. and if they know how to move their bodies.
crap crap crap.
this kid is driving me nuts.
luckily it's almost his bedtime.
totally going out tomorrow night.
thanks for reading my ramble.
Maejen JoAnn
aKa MJ or Jo
PS. yeah i spell my name odd. screw you. :P
LifePat Benatar got it only half right. Love is not the only battlefield...I'm learning that so is friendship. Words are weapons that hurt far longer and are just as damaging as physical blows, if not more. Words can heal or they can annihalate. They can build or they can destroy. Choose your words wisely.
Dirty DancingMy like all time fave movie!! EVER!
--------------------Dirty DancingI've had the time of my life!--------------------
Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you
'Cause I've had the time of my life
And I owe it all to you
I've been waiting for so long
Now I've finally found someone
To stand by me
We saw the writing on the wall
As we felt this magical
Fantasy
Now with passion in our eyes
There's no way we could disguise it
Secretly
So we take each other's hand
'Cause we seem to understand
The urgency
Just remember
You're the one thing
I can't get enough of
So I'll tell you something
This could be love because
I've had the time of my life
No I never felt this way before
Yes I swear it's the truth
And I owe it all to you
Hey, baby
With my body and soul
I want you more than you'll ever know
So we'll just let it go
Don't be afraid to lose control, no
Yes I know what's
I RainI Rain
by LateNiteFantasy©
I Rain
Did I rain in grief,
tears from a clear sky,
sudden, unexpected,
a cloudless squall
come and gone beneath
a faint prismatic arc?
I consider the blue,
the empty wide expanse,
a slow path of sunlight
as horizon blurs to dusk,
shadows become night
and darkness eases a pain.
In a clear, moonless sky
I rain, silent and alone.
Thank You All~! F S Circle And The Awesome Shadow Levelers~!Thanks to everyone who helped me get to level 23...My awesome family The Friendship Circle and them AWESOME Shadow Levelers~!~!Everone who helped is AWESOME to me~!If i can make you a pic..please let me know~!I have a cpl albums of things i make~!~!
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Wow, I Did It!for the better part of my life, i have been creating something. From poetry to jewelry, i have created many things. Art has always been a center in my life. Today marks a turning point for me, though. I sold a drawing to a friend. There are so many emotions inside me right now. There is amazement, giddiness, the knowledge that I can do more, and the desire to go out and have a drink to celebrate. lol
I look forward to see what and where my art will take me. I hope it will continue to be a driving force in my life.
KP
Divorceso... my husband is lieing about me n the situation n is putting my new born 3 month old in the middle. and has now interupted all my kids life ... but all he cares about is making me rot. y cant people think of the important things... like the kids
Where I StoodSong lyrics | Where I Stood lyrics
I don't know what i've done
Or if i like what i've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none
There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That i should go and this should end
Oh and i found my self listening
Cause i don't know who i am, who i am without you
All i know is that i should
And i don't know if i could stand another hand upon you
All i know is that i should
Cause she will love you more then i could
She who dares to stand where i stood
See i thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you aren't leaving without a fight
And i think i am just as torn inside
Cause i don't know who i am, who i am without you
All i know is that i should
And i don't know if i could stand another hand upon you
All i know is that i should
Cause she will love you more then i could
She who dares to stand where i stood
And I wont be far from where you are if ever you
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Just Thoughtswell i am sitting here alone agian on a friday night, its almost midnight. i cant sleep, all the shadows in my mind are keeping me awake.
so much has happened this year and yet everything is so much the same. i didnt realize until today just how cold that i have become. the person that i felt that i was the closest to asked me today if i was sick of them cause i didnt seem like i cared anymore.i knew that i had built my walls to protect myself. but i had no idea how far it had gone. i build up all of these walls to keep out the hurt but all i am really doing is keeping the people out. what is worse to live a life alone or to be hurt but give life a chance. i want to give everyone the benefit of the doubt. but evertime it turns out the same. with me sitting here alone picking up the peices
Please Help In A Giveway Or Contest (myself Or Friends)I am in a 12 day contest for a bling pack, most comments win,
Please help me, All love will be returned once the contest is over.
I will rate everything on your page, It may take me a few days/weeks to get back to all of you,
But, it will be done..just send me a PM tell me you helped and I will make sure
I get back to you..You have my word. Hows this if I don't rate your page back I will give you
half if not all the fu-bucks I have except for the transfer.Plus a whole page rating will still happen
page rating will take place after the contest
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my vip expires soon so i won't be able to rate much thats why i said a month tops.
I'm not kissing your butt or anything. If you want to help , help.
If not fine to..i won't delete who or anything just because you wont help.
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A Real Fan?> A teacher in Elmira, New York asked her 6th grade class how many of
> them
were Obama fans.
> Not really knowing what an Obama fan is, but wanting to be liked by
> the teacher, All the kids raised their hands except for Little Johnny.
>
> The teacher asked Little Johnny why he has decided to be
different...again.
> Little Johnny said, 'Because I'm not an Obama fan.'
> The teacher asked, 'Why aren't you an Obama fan?'
> Johnny said, 'Because I'm a Republican.'
> The teacher asked him why he's a Republican.
> Little Johnny answered, 'Well, my Mom's a Republican and my Dad's a
Republican,
> so I'm a Republican.'
>
> Annoyed by this answer, the teacher asked, 'If your mom was a moron
> and your dad was an idiot, What would that make
you?'
> With a big smile, Little Johnny replied, 'That would make me an Obama
> fan.'
Friendship..The Journey of Friendship
The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anythig in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves.
The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obsticales for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are.
In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning thier backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you.
It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or turn
HonestlyHonestly,
I didn't mean to cry so hard
But the heartache was pouring in like rain
I didn't mean to show I cared
Honestly,
I didn't mean to laugh so loud
But it just sounds so absurd
To say that your want me, say that you need me
After everything you've done
Really truly,
I didn't mean to hurt you
I just thought that maybe now
We'd have better luck the second time around
It's always better the second time, I hear
Find me in the evening
When you're ready to dance
and I will take you to the places
Where you never thought you'd had a chance
To love, love
Love is all we have
I will run myself in circles here without you
Please believe,
That I tried my best to forget you
But the memories keep flooding back like tears
I didn't mean to fall in love
Sitting her just waiting for this is torture
I'm so glad you're far away
Is that a terrible thing to say?
But I wonder if you're okay
Find me in the evening
When you're ready to dance
and I will take you
Let Me FallIt’s October again
The leaves are coming down
One more year’s come and gone
And nothing’s changed at all
Wasn’t I supposed to be someone
To face the things that I’ve been running from
Let me feel
I don’t care if I break down
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived
Just a little
I’ve become much too good
At being vincible
I’m an expert at play it safe
And keep it cool
But I swear
This isn’t who I meant to be
I refuse to let my life roll over me
I wanna be somebody
Who can face the things that I’ve been running from
Let me feel
I don’t care if I break down
Let me fall
Even if I hit the ground
And if I cry a little, die a little
At least I know I lived
It’s October again
Leaves are coming down
One more year’s come and gone
And nothing’s changed at all
My Fist, Your Mouth, Her ScarsBLEED, WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW
DO YOU HEAR ME SHOUT?!
BLEEDING THROUGH MY HEAD MY HEART MY EYES
WHAT I'M THINKIN' NOW
WHEN I TAKE YOU OUT
WE CAN HOLD THESE THOUGHTS I HAVE OF YOU TILL IT COMES
THERE'S NO MORE WAYS TO SHOW YOU
I WANT TO FUCK YOU NOW.
WITH EVERY ONCE OF ANGER
IN TURN WE KNOW YOUR GOING DOWN.
But now it's over I'm calmer her crimson Flowing
Down like water, I saw her as she hit the ground.
Now it's over, I'm calmer her crimson Flowing
Down like water, I saw her as she hit the ground.
BRUISE, WHEN THEY TEAR YOU UP
HAVE I GONE TOO FAR
WHAT ABOUT MY FIST, YOUR MOUTH, HER SCARS
WHAT I'M THINKIN' NOW
WHEN I STUMBLE DOWN
WE CAN NEVER SAY THAT YOU ARE GONE TILL IT COMES.
THERE'S NO MORE WAYS TO TELL YOU
I JUST CAN'T TAKE NO MORE
THE THOUGHTS OF ME INSIDE YOU
JUST MAKES ME SICK, YOUR GOIN' DOWN
But now it's over I'm calmer her crimson Flowing
Down like water, I saw her as she hit the ground.
Now it's over, I'm calmer her
HaloI never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there’d be sunshine every day
I’ll give you everything I have
The good, the bad
Why do you put me on a pedestal?
I’m so up high that I can’t see the ground below
So help me down you’ve got it wrong
I don’t belong there
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn’t say so
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I, I just want to love you
Oh I, I just want to love you
I always said that I would make mistakes
I’m only human and that’s my saving grace
I’ll fall as hard as I try
So don’t be blinded
See me as I really am
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin
So pull me from that pedestal
I don’t belong there
One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here
You wouldn’t say so
You wouldn’t say so if you were me
And I, I just want to love you
Oh I, I just want to love you
Like to t
Hmmchanges begun and i cannot turn them around
your voice in my ear dont give up on what weve found
i want to quit to run away
promises i made i must stay
how can love be so cruel
to let me be your one but only for a few
still ill try be what you say i am
is harder now that your not my man
im letting you go they same way you caught me
slowly painlessly gently
be easy dragon your girl is ok
she just wishes it was still yesterday
Sending Prayersa message of despair and another i receive cant reach and hold them just sit and grieve both who have lost mind heart and soul how do i stop them from reaching there goal both hurting and bringing pain to there own brain as i can do not but wait and worry again 1 cuts maybe today too deep the other hides in a bottle and weeps and i sit and worry a world away hoping my love keeps them safe 1 more day
For Brina My Cutting Onejust a lil of the top i know what im doing and when to stop watch the beads grow and swell this i control my own piece of hell you cant understand the road ive been down its easier like this no matter whos around i need the power over this all please let me cut it stops my fall just a lil of the top i know what im doing and when to stop
Mustangrunning wild free always in danger from hunters cougars and man caught penned corraled a cowboy standing at the gate holding oats can smell there sweetness hear his gentle words know i can still run but with him only not free and i cannot resist so i keep walking slowly closer noises behind other mustangs being broken harshly broken without the knowlede paitance the cowboy has or his love months of coddeling and firm patience owned at last riding the wind with him on my back can see hear the wild ones still can whinny to them the cowboys hand gentle on my withers reasurring comforting loving and we walk on together
Oh God/foolish HeartThere's no way that I can win
I just need to get over
My foolish heart
Same old story
Longing for
What I can't have what doesn't belong to me
Oh I guess I had to come to this place
Oh my knees were on my face
Up on my face
Oh God
Wish I had something more to say
Oh God
Every time he looks at me
I just can't find my way
I just need to get over
I just need to get over
My foolish heart
Dealing Withthey found that man guilty of all he did the rape kidnapping and murder of that little kid he'll be sentenced sometime next week i watch and remember try not to freak her dads anger her moms tears of woe in Florida to the chair he may yet go its to late to save her shes been gone awhile just news shot photos left a lost smile the the lawyers will plead compassion and mercy i wonder if he gave any did she see i watch the case my girls held close the 5/6 year old a pale ghost of to bed they go in safety while i spend a moment with a memory they caught that one i hear me say to bad they weren't there on our day my shadow nods her little head yes but yours are safe tucked up in bed i weep for her loss and she for mine two separate people caught in time let me go please the guilt the nightmares too it wasn't your fault what could you do i am here i know you will not forget but Michele the woman should not regret my hands and heart shake as she i draw to one her eyes dark and light shadows a
Meet Starfirei sit on my bed trapped in my mind safest place for a childhood like mine i need to find a safe place a friend i can tell all of my hurts to so i can stay well she flys in through my breaking mind a small blue dragon one of a kind she lays her head into my heart saying im starfire lets start im here for you it is why im blue no one else can see me except you when the world is harsh and cruel i michele am your escape tool you can tell me all i will be here through your laughter your fear and tears i am the one who swallows your pain you will remember but not feel again when the bad men come and do what they do we will fly me and you when fights happen beyond your door well fly faster higher than ever before your never alone child i am here she hands me her soul stone it catches tears one thing michele you must never forget a starfires love is not to regret i am a gift to broken hearts souls and minds as well i will save you lift you from hell i listened hard took it all in barely heard
Lameness..Are you serious? People would rather be lied to than be told the truth about their pictures? So...let me get this straight...if I see a pic of you, and I think its really great, but I don't think you look like a deity in it, I'm supposed to still rate it a 10? That's fucking stupid.
From now on, don't ask me for ratings, I won't do it if I have to lie. And don't fucking lie to me, it doesn't make any difference whether you think I'm a 10 or not. Thanks.
More Impressionsstanding at lands end my back pressed close to the walls of the old lighthouse. the roar from the ocean almost threating my right to be here, the clap of thunder and the taste of sulpher and salt in the back of my throat .the steady crashes of the broiling see in tempo with my beating heart ,the roiling black clouds taking over the heavens showing mother nature there wrath .the lighthouse and i bathed in the eerie glow only cast from lightings continous strikes. the tingle of anticapation as i realize the lighthouse and i are one against sea and the wrath of the heavens
Submissiona doms stance a subs eyes no room for others lies one key word she controls all the lash the pain the climb the fall a trust so deep the rest of the world is blind hers his inhibitions left behind a different door i have opened wide i will face my wants and step inside i have found acceptance for all i crave i kneel before you master your sub your slave
Circle Of Lifemorning is a little child
who woke up with the sun
morning is a little child
whose life has just begun
afternoon is the teenager
running out to play
afternoon is the teenager
whose life has gone astray
evening is the old man
whose life is all but gone
evening is the old man
whose love carries on
Tap Tapyour hands at rest now your passion spent the room filled with a lovers scent a shy smile a slow tap tap talk of tomorrow and a short nap we talk some more and tap tap too one handed typing i thought we were through long and lonely the night could be if not for your tap tapping me we share a love but we can't forget i tap love tap you tap net
Tasty Treat Lolmy fingers running along your jawline the power of knowing your mine i lightly move down lower your breathe increases shhh baby slower both hands on your chest as my mouth gets near to your heat every breathe your wanting to rise and meet a hot wet tongue across your tip your shuddering losing your grip inch by inch i swallow all i listen its my name you call a little faster and deeper to your begging please let me cum for you a last shudder an uncontrollable moan a tastie treat from the one i own
IntroNever have done this before, but recently at night have plenty of time on my hands to sit and think. So many thoughts, and so many new friends here, you all do not know the rough time that you have helped me through. God Bless you all and you have my undying friendship.
More later....
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BY A PERSON WHO THINKS
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UR FINE
OR
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REPOST SAYING SHOWER SEX-Damn sure don't want to break this one,LOL!!!!
Picturesi wondered down a long dark hall lined with pictures of all my falls the pictures played out one by one a drug overdose a police chase and a gun the time i stole and didnt get caught those times in juvvie all for not broken hopes and shattered dreams my insanity continued i started to scream promises broken the times i lied this is my life?or have i died? the pictures stopped and i did as well waiting for charon and my ride to hell i looked up my eyes wide one last picture at my side paints and brushes i did glance i was given a second chance im older now and the hall is long brighter this time as i move along im not done yet but i have learned fast i can paint the future not recover the past
Anal Retentive?You Are Totally Anal Retentive
Yup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you "anal."
You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them.
You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life.
So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little!
Are You Anal Retentive?
What Makes Women Happy.THROUGHOUT Brisbane there is now a surplus of men in frilly aprons with a bottle of cleaning spray and cloth in hand, saying, "What next, honey?"
This new craze is the result of a recent study in the US.
The findings indicated that one sure-fire way to bring romance back into your relationship is getting the male partner to do more housework.
Doing more housework means the female partner will be less tired, feel more valued and as a result will likely feel like some loving when she gets to bed, instead of just "zzzz".
If only bringing romance back into all relationships was that simple.
I suspect that it is not so much about the housework but more about your partner demonstrating acts of kindness and support.
Indeed, to a working mum, housework is a high priority.
But does a woman's libido actually rise at the sight of her man leaning seductively over a vacuum cleaner? I don't think so.
The results of this study demonstrate that having a partner who participates
Innocence Losta child no more a woman who hides from terrifying memories trapped inside the walls are broken and the waters run free i think i will tell you a lil of me of innocence lost in a single thrust i cried out stop they we must a child no more a woman who hides i cant let me feel you inside a year of hell my mind lay broken things that happened not to be spoken a tree split wide my legs held so im not yet 6 dont hurt me so im older now and i have survived you say ive lived but havent i died 30 years have come and gone i have survived for i am strong im learning slowly to live and laugh walking through the shadows of my past days at the beach or hours at a park are slowly chasing away nightmare and the dark a grandbabies giggle a smile in the sun they stole my innocence but they never won
My Coda Bearmom mom mom you say can i hava a pony ride today i laugh a little and smile more 3 year olds think nanas own the store i hold your hand and yours in mine 3 generations one moment in time a can of green goop a red ball with a shine we stroll through the store with our treasures in tow as you grow older these times will slow soon there will be friends and boys soon after my ears and heart capture save your babyish laughter you turn and give me a grin i see for a second the woman within i walk out with my lovely granddaughter you scream nana pony rides can i have a quater
My Love Won't Wait For YouMy Love Won't Wait For You
You told me you love me so why did you leave?
You promised me your heart made me believe.
You didn't have to say what you did baby, I love
you and I would have always been your lady.
Boy the only thing that mattered in my life,
was loving you and being your wife.
Baby my love won't wait for you, My love won't
wait for yours to make mine blue, So take your
lies and leave me be for my love won't wait for you.
Baby I worked so hard for us for years, You
just walked out and left me with these tears.
I just wanted to love you and treat you right,
holding you every day and every night.
Baby was this love of ours ever for real? Did
you mean anything that you said you feel?
Baby my love won't wait for you, My love won't
wait for you to make mine blue, So take your
lies and leave me be for my love won't wait for you
One love one heart that was the vow we made,
What happened did your love just fade?
Baby your love use to s
Behind The Doora child's cry a parents curse i run and hide there will be worse quiet steps a mothers plea take the baby for me 8 crayons rolling around on the floor my parents still fighting other side of the door draw me a bunny shell with big floppy ears ok misty i say as i wipe my tears more she cries with the bunny colored red on the other side of the door is quiet i wait with dread an angry shout the sound of a slap come here misty its time for your nap she falls asleep her hand in mine me and the other side of the door keeping time another slap a cry filled with pain i wonder if the police will be here again i sit and think and listen to the war that is in full battle on the other side of the door hours pass it seems like years i smile at misty see no fears the door opens dad is standing tall i silently follow him down the hall one quick glance i turn to see the other side of the door and lost safety
Lost Soulsto many people have lost souls nothing left inside feeling dark and cold the world walks by them every day pretends not see them turns away they need special care and true friends they dwell on past failures and dreams of the end they think they are worthless a bad seed to them in this world they think no need i wish they could see what i see a lost soul a thing of pure beauty he needs to look deep inside stop giving up the fight to survive the world he does want to end but lost soul ill lose a special friend
For SarahSarah is in a auction.. and she really could use a vip.. hint hint!!
wanna go bid on her :D
Waitingthe cool wind blowing through my hair the children's laughter my moms stare when is daddy coming home mom you ask when god and country has finished their task i look down the beach towards the setting sun mommy has daddy used his gun i look at you my child of 4 yes baby he has to daddy's at war mommy is daddy gonna be here on my birthday can he ask the man that sent him away no my baby daddy's jobs not done he doesn't have much time for birthday fun i miss him mommy i really do i no baby i do too
Miss You GrandpaGrandpa Grandpa are these ones mine one small moment caught in time yes my Shelly you say with a smile i rented these 2 for a while you help me up and watch me go it was our last day together but we didn't know Grandpa come on hurry please my ears still filled with the childish glee you look so strong the Grandpa i see in 31 years that thought stays with me we trot along through new fallen snow your leading me my horse in tow Grandpa i see it the valley just ahead now aren't you glad Shelly i got you out of bed you help me down into the virgin snow this is what we came for didn't you know we lay down my Grandpa and me making virgin snow angels for god to see on the way home i chatter of course i didn't know your heart was worse my grandpa died later that day but our snow angels are in me to stay
Impressions 3crouching on the moor above the village the wind carries to me the scent of fresh cheese and burning peat i stand slowly looking down at the thatched roofs of the cottages below i walk slowly back towards the village my feet crushing the purple and gold heather at my feet a pair of thrush soar startled towards the rising sun
Love Takes FlightLove Takes Flight
Come,My love
Fly with my spirit upon wings of night,
As our soul catches the glimmering
stars when our love takes flight.
Come run with me
Let's stroll along the edges of passion's
fire, From dusk til dawn as we intertwine
in the ecstasy of desire.
Come lay with me
My love as our bodies never tire, As
the juices of our love flow we become
one glowing within the flames of love's
eternal fire.
Come kiss me
My love let me taste your lips so sweet,
As we come face to face with a kiss this
love makes us so complete.
Written By:Wilma S. Hill
copyright© 2007
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Sleepingfor thirty years at night sleep did elude me past terrors and traumas pursued me i get terrified when the sun goes down trapped in my own head no one around now things are starting to change my whole world to be rearranged a new love a lighter heart a new life mine to start fell asleep and awoke in the night shocked myself first time no fright im sleeping at night now just a lil more wondering if your the one who slammed that door cant wait to sleep with you i wonder what its like to sleep a whole night through
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Impressions 2the heat is heavy with the taste of centuries past the shadows of pyramids cool as i enter i hear an echo of long past ceremonies my nose twitches full of the smell of mummified remains and the dry smell of long ago burned incense my fingers trailing along the wall almost understanding the hieroglyphics there in awe i absorb all this advanced culture left us fragments pieces dreams and dust
Huckabee Quips About Gun Aimed At Obamahttp://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080516/ap_on_el_pr/huckabee_obama
Huckabee quips about gun aimed at Obama By BRETT BARROUQUERE, Associated Press Writer
Fri May 16, 6:01 PM ET
Republican Mike Huckabee responded to an offstage noise during his speech to the National Rifle Association by suggesting it was Barack Obama diving to the floor because someone had aimed a gun at him.
Hearing a loud noise and interrupting his speech, Huckabee said: "That was Barack Obama. He just tripped off a chair. He's getting ready to speak and somebody aimed a gun at him and he — he dove for the floor."
There were only a few murmurs in the crowd after the remark.
The Obama campaign had no comment.
Huckabee, who sought the GOP presidential nomination, won the leadoff Iowa caucuses and seven other states. But he dropped out after Sen. John McCain, the likely nominee, piled up a series of big victories. An ordained Baptist minister, Huckabee attracted strong support among religious conserva
Your Eyesim standing before the mirror as bare as i can be i keep looking for just what you see i stand eyes filled with dread violent images trapped in my head a thought of you flutters by i try to cover and start to cry i hear your voice from far away no baby your beautiful today the mirror and i do battle some more all i hear is you slut and whore i lower my head trying to stare down your fingers i feel turning me around i love you baby look at me look in my heart what do you see i glance in the mirror its image not right a beautiful woman stands shyly in sight i stare at her and her at i we both weep softly saying hi/goodbye the mirrors image changing once more just me now a little less a little more i feel your arms holding me tight yes baby thats almost right im looking now at what he can see his woman really is pretty i smile slowly the mirror does too both images blending into one for you
Reflectionsmirror mirror in our minds shattering breaking keeping time I'm not beautiful been called ugly all my life mirror mirror blending life i was used badly and you as well mirror mirror showing hell i abused myself and you did too mirror mirror 1 or 2?we ran from reflection we couldn't see mirror mirror is him/me so many things we did lack mirror mirror is reflecting back you held me as i held you mirror mirror is it 2? pain hope dreams and nightmares mirror mirror reflecting stares it is over healing has begun mirror mirror now shows 1
For The Stonersi walk again to my refrigerator i told myself earlier id not do this later i stand again the door in hand my brain fuzzy in no mans land i eat something i do not no hmm bemused i study my toe the game is on but i cant keep score light it up lets smoke some more another bill came in the mail today the phone rings a delivery on its way i count out the money the bill forgotten tomorrow when the cables out ill feel rotten people in and out all night more smoke buddies no friends in sight the phone rings at three am oh shit i missed work again i sit and promise to again quit 3 friends walk in with the good shit in fron of the fridge with door in hand an addict his brain fried in no mans land
Healingsunshine and laughter and what comes after i wonder whats in store less scared im walking through your door shadows behind and sunlight ahead nightmares fading from my head its hard walking on a new highway the scary is familiar was my way letting go of things one by one trying to stand in loves light and sun i try to run and hide away your love surrounds me fear kept at bay i lean into you your loving embrace forgetting pain shame and disgrace your arms are tighter holding me well welcome to life baby no more hell silent tears i will still shed a funny feeling finding out im not dead
Acceptancesmall pieces of me tumbling to the ground letting go without much sound let go baby you in my ear compassion love acceptance all i hear but ive never been wanted im dirty used and never been right your arms around me holding me tight forget your past let go to me i love you cant you see pieces breaking from my mind waiting for rejection every time every memory a trip to hell you pull them out make me tell holding me tight as im letting things go healing my heart and my soul tears falling faster im breaking apart an i know baby a new life to start ive never let anyone in to see the awful person that is me you come to me pick up my head seeing beauty love worthiness instead im letting go slowly one hurt at a time your eyes telling me you are mine lots of hurts years of pain being taught to dream and love again crying softly as im letting go knowing you love me for our tomorrows the past behind me a future ahead letting go to the nightmares
dreaming instead
Remembering You My Sisi think we met when you were just about 3 i was 5 and didnt want to play with a baby you were mad when i started school i got mad when you did too we learned to skate at roller town we laughed each time we fell down we were blood sisters rotten to the core remember kerri stealing from the discount store we sewed our names in our skin with bright blue thread and where whipped soundly sent to bed i stole the moonshine and we both got bombed stacy ratted us out you were right along hours out the back window talking all night even on those few times we had had a fight you kissed adam slept with him too you told me all what could i do you had your babies i had mine one set of kids we had at same time our hair we dyed every week we sure love our parents to freak ski patrolling down the block you stealing your moms car we hated to walk we both loved cocain acid and speed my brother richy liked you so free weed the drug bust at garys house on halloween your moms face damn det grasso was mean a
Impressions 1standing in the mountains shadows i feel the weight of an ancient world the chill and the heaviness letting me feel the strength of a world that i am but a second in time too i step from the shadows and cold into the brightness and warmth of the valley crushing the last of last winters growth the scent of pine fills the air i look across the meadow for a moment caught between two worlds i slowly walk back to the trail down silently thanking the gods of earth for allowing me a moment with them
Arousala quick glance a lowered gaze thoughts of romance in seconds not days warm sensation tingles too knowing on site i need you sexual positions float through my head pictures of you tied in my bed a soft sigh a waking wet dream on the escaltor we pass except for a brief flush my passions unseen
Crackedhmmm i sit and think with a silly grin wondering what type nut i am again cant be a pecan they don't like to dance and a Hazelnut hasn't a chance thought of a Macadamian its to royal for me not a Nigerian there far from free could i be a walnut so big and strong? nah that one too is wrong getting tired cant seem to see just what type of nut i may be how about a peanut well its kinda of small and the Chestnuts haven't quite my gall coconuts are to big almonds to small can't seem to find my type at all.....wait a thought i think i see i know what type of nut i be i finally figured out what i have lacked the nut i am is CRACKED
Umm Yeah Lolfeeling your weight your manhood deep inside knowing only in your embrace am i truly alive the room heavy with a lovers scent hips rising to reach and meet your tongue your mouth tasting sweet faster harder we love some more deeper into me giving me more my hips rising every inch ill take shuddering orgasms my womanhood quakes heavy moaning with eyes half closed feeling your heat as you explode slower softer your head on my chest deeply sighing carnal hunger abated our bodies at rest
Divorcewe thought we knew each other had been together for years 20 years of laughter 20 years of tears i made my mistakes you were not the only one our last 3 years in misery this marriage is done we went and filed the papers the other day you asked again please baby stay its hard the kids are torn in two should they defend me or you we have told them there not the reason why still they hurt still they cry to many tears this family has shed violence anger even some blood shed i no your hurt and afraid of being alone but this has/is not a happy home i am walking away my head held high regardless what the world thinks i know i tried its sad how it stared with a simple i do now 20 years later im through with you parents we are the rest of this life though never again shall i be your wife i hope youll be able to be my friend now though we both need to relearn how no more fighting or living with regret the future i welcome the past ill forget so come over and have a cup of coffee its not what you
Manlook towards the shadows child for the master lurks deep
he hides around corners like a wolf among sheep
he rules over all child with sword in hand
none can escape this godforsaken land
hes the prince of darkness child the ruler of hell
hell suck out your soul while enjoying the smell
so listen to me child ill tell you his name
he calls himself MAN...yes the very same
12 Myths About CheatingMyth No. 1: People cheat because they're unhappy at home.
In one study, 56% of cheating men surveyed said their marriages were very happy. Only 34% of unfaithful women agreed.'
Myth No. 2: Men cheat much more than women do?
This used to be the case, but now the infidelity scales are balancing out. Why? Women cheat for the same reasons as men: It's someone new. It's naughty (and therefore nice). However, there are other reasons women cite: The affair was a "reward" for being an unappreciated wife and mother or for putting up with a partner who wasn't affectionate, didn't listen or ignored them. It was an "ego boost." (Gone are the days when we'd treat ourselves to a new lipstick or haircut to cheer ourselves up.) We're still not as blase about affairs as men -- women are more likely to feel guilty -- but given that studies show we're much better at lying, we're also more likely to get away with it.
Myth No. 3: Affairs are mostly about sex?
Some affairs are about sex and most ce
The Cherry Songsoft pink and smelling of soap two little angels carrying hope one the older pushy as me then little girl grace quaterback to be sing me the cherry song daekota asked tonite funny that tortued soul i was no end in sight sang softly of chickens, babies, stories and bones while subtle reminders of not being alone one verse you slept other two versus nana sang and wept covered you gently my coda bear a brief interlude from despair walking down the hall my head bowed in shame gracie squeals nanna gods at it again a diaper a bottle more cherries ive sung lil pieces of me theese girls not leave undone quieter now though pain still runs deep comforting watching them sleep is hard to lose hope with nannas in my ears even when battling past torture and tears quieter still one step at a time a whisper from coda nanna? cherry song one more time.
i gave my love a cherry that had no stone
i gave my love a chicken that had no bone
i read my love a story that had no end
i gave my love a baby wi
That's What Friends Are For...If you dont have these fu's as friends, you are so missing out! Go fan, add, rate and show them lots of fu love!!
Tell this set of fu's that sensual-breeze sent you!
This fu was my first and I will never forget him...my first to bling me that is!
Lord Garfield * Freedomguy63*
This fu keeps me wet when I am dry...He buys me drinks and lots of them! Get your mind out of the gutter!
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This fu has such a kind heart and always listens to my woes whatever they may be.
PETrified_WoOdY!
Now this fu...gotta love someone who can never find his pants!
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This fu always makes me smile and he looks pretty good in those sunglasses too!
Jeffus'kickin wing'
This wonderful man has been my friend since I started the fu. He's my teddy bear.
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DreamlandDreamland
been there first hand
so ill to be sitting still
thought I could move forward
only to be knocked backwards
wanted to do something with my life
probably should have thought twice
will I ever leave this dreamland
and experience life first hand?
Runningrunning the pack close through the trees
i look at my pack leader he nods at me he sees
swift silent i run along
my pack close its where i belong shadowwolf collared domestic wild and free
shadowwolf running as my pack leader lets me
part of my group though a loner at heart
pack leader calls lessons to start
i quiver and shake wanting to stay wild apart
gentle lessons short and sweet released i spring to my feet
shadowwolf running my pack through the trees
i look at my pack leader he nods at me he sees
Most Of The Jokes I Knowa little boy and a little girl are taking a bath and the little girl looks over at the boy and says can i play with that and the boy says hell no you done broke yours off!!
how did woman get the name? when god made eve he said woooo man!!!
what did god say when he caught eve taking a bath in the river? damn ill never get that smell out of those fish!!
why do blond weman have bruises around her belly buttons? cause blond guys are stupid too!!!
a little boy goes into a church and asks the preacher is it true that we come from dust yes the preacher says we come from dust the boy asks is it also true when we die we go back to dust the preacher says yes its also true when we die we also go back to dust well you better come to my house and look under my bed cause somebody is either comming or going!!!
why did raggedy ann get thrown out of the toy box?she got caught sitting on pinnochios face saying lie to me lie to me tell me the truth lie lie!!!!
how do you knowif
The Beauty Of A ManThe Beauty Of A Man
Is not in the way he cuts his hair
nor is it in the tight jeans he
decides to wear.
The beauty of a man.......
Must be seen in those beautiful
eyes, For that's the windows of His
soul like the never ending skies.
The beauty of a man........
It Is not known from the very first
impression, But the true beauty of a
man is reflected in his expression.
It is in the caring and understanding that
he gives,The love and the passion he shows
you as long as he lives.
The beauty of a man.......
Is in the smile upon his face, When he sees
you, you can tell no other woman could ever
take your place.
The beauty of a man........
can never be seen in the time you spend
apart, But can be felt in the way he gives
his heart.
Written By : Wilma Hill
copyright© August 6,2007
How Do You Get Rid Of Someoneok my roommate Alex wont leave i ask the manager if i can get him off the least but right now iam fucked i cant kick him out tell he sign the papper saying he wants his name off the least
how do i go about doing this he does nothing but pay rent i take out the trash do the dish's clean the house
iam tire of him just geting high and go with his wannabe friends and not doing nothing for the apartment
HELP
How To Make A Woman HappyHow to Make a Woman Happy
It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be:
1. a friend
2. a companion
3. a lover
4. a brother
5. a father
6. a master
7. a chef
8. an electrician
9. a carpenter
10. a plumber
11. a mechanic
12. a decorator
13. a stylist
14. a sexologist
15. a gynecologist
16. a psychologist
17. a pest exterminator
18. a psychiatrist
19. a healer
20. a good listener
21. an organizer
22. a good father
23. very clean
24. sympathetic
25. athletic
26. warm
27. attentive
28. gallant
29. intelligent
30. funny
31. creative
32. tender
33. strong
34. understanding
35. tolerant
36. prudent
37. ambitious
38. capable
39. courageous
40. determined!
41. true
42. dependable
43. passionate
44. compassionate
WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:
45. give her compliments regularly
46. love shopping
Waiting On My World To Change.... SomehowI have always heard that the secret happiness in life, friendships, and love to be yourself, be honest, and to treat others like you want to be treated. I have generally tried to live by those mantras, although as my friends will tell you I can be quite the pill at times. I am always myself, even though that means that sometimes I am brash, bull headed, and I refuse to kiss ass. I stand with my friends no matter what (Just ask my friend Jill about her ex-husband and the only reason I havent killed the prick yet)... I will do for my friends no matter what; that's just what you should do for friends. I always try to treat others with the understanding I know that I want and need from others, especially because the mood swings do make me difficult to deal with sometimes.
I guess this week has been an emotional drain on me... Finding out that Michael has been lying to me for the past ohhh year or so and ONLY tells me the truth because he gets busted big time (well, actually is the way
ClarificationI Just want to clairify my Position of a few things just so EVERYONE knows where I stand.
Im not pissed or anything I just want to make sure we are all on the sme page.
I take people off my friends list for my reasons, Mostly because a line was crossed, Didnt get pissed, Dont get mad, When Someone who claimes to be nutral crosses a line of nutrality they are gone no exceptions every opertunity is and was there for anyone at anytime.
This does not mean you have to take anyone off your list, Take them off for your own reasons do not make me the reason you chose to do what you do.
With that said everyone that knows me and knows me well knows I dont play sides in any altercation UNLESS its a direct attack on Family and Family sticks together. I may listen to what you have to say but the choice ultimatly is mine to choose as I have let you choose.
I am not Fat Gummy, Suckburg, SpitLice or Spacey and I do not betray my friends, Have 2 Faces nore a forked toungue, If you want t
Crying Out For God To Forgive MeHere I sit and write this poem
Thinking of all I love and all I hate
Thoughts of suicide thinking its my fate
I think of all the times I used to laugh
And now I wish I'd just die
How did so much misery come in to my life
And now all I have are thoughts of suicide
Crying every night is not the way to live
Heck I'm still a kid
I should be out hanging with all my friends
But these thoughts of suicide haunt my head
Will they care when I am gone
When nothings left expect my thoughts
And this small poem telling everyone
I will be no more in about an hour
Don't try to save me
Just save your tears
Nothing can stop me
Because i have thoughts of suicide
Heres to the end my dear friend
I hope you live life through
This is the end to this girls life
And all her thoughts to boot
Nothing there but my thoughts my secret thoughts of suicide
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3 Yr Old CuriousityDue to a power outage, only one paramedic responded to
the call.
The house was very dark so the paramedic asked Kathleen,
a 3-yr old girl to hold a flashlight high over her mommy so he
could see while he helped deliver the baby.
Very diligently, Kathleen did as she was asked. Heidi pushed and
pushed
and after a little while, Connor was born.
The paramedic lifted him by his little feet and spanked
him on his bottom. Connor began to cry.
The paramedic then thanked Kathleen for her help and
asked the wide-eyed 3-yr old what she thought about what she
had just witnessed.
Kathleen quickly responded, "He shouldn't have crawled in
there in the first place......smack his ass again!"
My Poem For My Broken Heart!I am trying to find a way to make the pain go away, But everyday it's seems it is always gonna stay.
I dont know why I cant be loved, I dont know why my love always gets shoved.
I walk this earth searching for a truth, and every time it seems I end up blue.
I give all my heart and soul to the one I love , and they throw it away like some old worn out glove.
What is wrong with me what is it about me,Why do I get left why do I get told Im not good enough to be their best.
I always thought beauty was inside not the outside of what you see, But for some reason my outside is all they ever see.
I am not rich and proubly never will be, but I have a good heart even with all the bad stuff that happens to me.
I keep searching for the one who keeps his word the one who will love me till his last day on earth, Will I ever find him I am not sure.
Can I be brave and open my heart to another knowing there is a good chance He will just be like the others
I dont know wh
These Frkn Walls ! !Holy Fkn Hell! I Quit!
Well ok I SHOULD quit, it's so NOT worth it anymore.
"Success is falling down 9 times & getting up 10" WTF?!?!
I should be a God damn cripple by now with all the "falling" I have done. I am only human!
It's Official...I'm a glutten for punishment.
I vest the time & energy...I let my guard down...I let myself care
For what? For the past 9 years the outcome has ALWAYS been the same...FAIL!
If I don't run when the closeness really kicks in "something" ALWAYS happens to kick me in the azz anyways.
"Everything Happens for a Reason"...uh huh it does.
I open up, share & care just so I can get burned AGAIN.
Perfectly good reason to keep on coming back for more right? *eyeroll*
Is it really not written in the cards for me?
I have no problem being alone. Hell I'm VERY happy when I am.
Why do I continue to put myself through the drama...the aggravation?
I want answers. I want a good reason to put my heart in harms way.
My judgement sucks...
I Apologize. The Contest Is OpenI want to apologize to everyone. I went ahead and opened the contest. I tried to private message everyone to let them know. I hope I didn't miss anyone or piss anyone off. I am not feeling well at this time.
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It's Just Kinda How Im Feelin...Restless tonight
Cause I wasted the light
Between both these times
I drew a really thin line
It’s nothing I planned
And not that I can
But you should be mine
Across that line
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something
I promise I might
Not walk on by
Maybe next time
But not this time
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
Just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about this one thing
Wouldn’t that be something
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just hate how it sounds
Even though I know
I don’t want to know
Yeah I guess I know
I just
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Your name?
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Nickname?
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Your best friend of the opposite sex?
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From the greek word 'christof'
Meaning awesome, kick ass, totally dominating and a sex GOD!
Often used in reference to someone from school you'll always remember.
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Tina:
Napolean Dynamite's mom's pet alpaca, or llama, or whatever that crazy thing is.
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New Pics Up!!Theres a new set up on my site! check it out at www.kayleekurves.com
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Show Him LovePlease go show this man some love. He is very sweet,kind and caring. Rate,fan,add him. Rate his stash and pictures. But if you go to his page at least rate him. He is the coolest man you will ever meet so go love him. :)
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Strong Willed WomanWhat do I see when I look in the mirror ?
A strong willed woman , the mother of three .
Do I ever wonder , if I have a purpose ?
Three beautiful babies who look up to me .
When my days don't go as planned ,
they make me smile and always believe .
Pure joy is the feeling that they give to me ,
peace and contentment , undying love .
I couldnt have asked for anything more ,
I cherish these beautiful gifts that I see .
My heart has never been so full ,
A strong willed woman , the mother of three .
Dying SoulThis is another poem that I wrote a long time ago . I guess I like it cause I know I could never feel this low again . All I need is one look into my three beauiful childrens eyes and I know that I will always be alright . Hopefully I am gonna write some new ones , something special and never this dark .
Dying Soul
I think of you every second of every day
and I wish you could know
Everytime I see you my heart pounds inside
and I wish you could feel it
'Cause theres a flame burnin strong
And I know it won't be long
Something has got to give
But my soul still wants to live
Cant Believe Some PeopleCouple weeks ago I attended a funeral for two fellow firefighters. Two men who dedicated their lives to protect their neighbors,their lives and property. They died on a day off in an ATV accident, and were given a Firefighters memorial service, honor gaurd, last roll call etc. Very touching service, representaatives from Fire stations and Police departments from 3 states. A memorial not just for these brave men but a memorial for what they dedicated their lives too. not even an hour after the sevices people started posting complaints to the newspaper about the "Inconvieniance" the prosetion of all the vehicles caused them!!!!!!!!! ( the route was posted in the paper for two days so people can adjust their driving) and the waste of tax payers dollars for our "arrogance" for such an elaborade memorial for two people who did not die in the line of duty!!! Before they even got the facts that the funeral was paid for by donations, the union etc and nobody was on the clock for the event!!!!
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Porcelain On The ShelfYes I wrote this ! And it is one of my favorites that I ever wrote !
Porcelain on the Shelf
My heart is like the porcelain
thats sitting on the self
Everyone will look at it
but will rarely take it down
Once in a while it gets polished
and treated like brand new
But shortly after this
it gathers dust again
It has been broken many times
but glue mends the broken parts
But one day soon everyone will see
that the glue is getting weak
The edges are getting tattered
with little chips and scrapes
And there are lines running here and there
just wondering when they'll break
Everyone just ignores the old worn
porcelain on the shelf
Until the day the porcelain falls
and the peices can't be fixed
The glue that used to hold them
wasn't strong enough anymore
And now there is no more
porcelain on the shelf
Cold As You !I absolutley LOVE this song ...... and the lyrics make alot of sense to me at this time in my life . I have never been as cold as he was to me . Dont think I ever cold be .....
Its kind of ironic , all those years I wasted , all those tears that fell ..... and he never ever ever noticed the pain in my eyes . And now my hard is hardened and I have chosen to not allow it to be broken day after . Its really over . And he is the one feeling all the pain. But I dont think that it makes me COLD . A heart can only be broken and put back together so many times .... before you decide that you wont let it be ANYMORE . NEVER AGAIN !
Even the most injured of hearts can and will one day be mended but will always have the scars to show the pain that it once felt !
I picked my heart up off the floor ...... time and time again ..... I feel as if it is mended for now ..... but there is a barbed wire fence standing high around it , guarding it ........
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White Man KnowledgeIndian Chief 'Two Eagles' was asked by a white government official,
'You have observed the white man for 90 years. You've seen his wars and his technological advances. You've seen his progress, and the
damage he's done.'
The Chief nodded in agreement.
The official continued, 'Considering all these events, in your opinion,where did the white man go wrong?'
The Chief stared at the government official for over a minute and then calmly replied.
'When white man find land, Indians running it,
no taxes, no debt, plenty buffalo, plenty beaver, clean water.
Women did all the work, Medicine man free. Indian man spend all day
hunting and fishing; all night having sex.'
Then the chief leaned back and smiled.
'Only white man dumb enough to think he could improve system like that.'
Wal Martnew WalMart Super Center opened near my house. It has an automatic water
mister to keep the produce fresh. Just before it goes on, you hear the
sound of distant thunder and the smell of fresh rain.
When you pass the milk cases, you hear cows mooing and you experience the
scent of fresh mown hay.
In the meat department there is the aroma of charcoal grilled steaks with
onions.
When you approach the egg case, you hear hens cluck and cackle, and the air
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cookies.
I don't buy toilet paper there any more.
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Story Of My Life...part 2Again, where to begin with all this. Its is so closely approching my anniversery date. I just can't believe it. About ten years ago at this time I finally started sucking up my pride and had my father take me to a doctor for the pains I was having. They ruled out my appendix and gallbladder as causes of my pain. And see yet again at that point when they had no answers I thought this was all in my head. But the pain got worse as the tumor decided to grow bigger pushing stuff out of the way. My mom took me back to the ER a few days later cuz she couldn't stand to see me in pain. This time they did and ultrasound higher up on my stomach and found a mass on my one overy. I remember sitting in the waiting room to get the test done, and all the people walking by and looking at me in the wheelchair. It was then I knew it was cancer. I knew before they cut me open what it was. But then again, I just know things. Funny how that is right. So I got sent to go see Dr. Farly who assur
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Freaking Kidney Stonesi've been at the emergency room twice in less than 24 hours for this damn thing, and i'm ready to get this shit over with! i'm sick of being in pain, of being on meds, and feeling like ass. and to top it all off, i've been stuck at home alone for the past 3 days. i can't drive cuz i'm on pain medication, and i'm going stir crazy. UGH!!!
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Music Time 2: UpdateWell, I went, I played, I conquered and I had fun. It was such a great night that I had a hard time going to sleep last night. Everything went well and had alot of people come up to me after my segment complimenting me.
It had been roughly 6 years since I played on stage and the butterflies were just on a rampage. New place, new crowd, different guitar and a WHOLE LOTTA CAFFINE.
Anyway, I hope to do this again and beable to record it. It would have been nice to re-listen to what I played and hear all of my mistakes...(ha ha ha ha ha).
Have a great day and a aesome weekend all!
PJ
Vip'sI Thought I heard and seen it all on Fubar...But a friend of mine told me day that some WOMEN on fubar...Offer..NSFW pictures for men to by them VIP'S OR BLAST.........How pathetic is that ????
I'm BackI'm back I am sorry for some of my friends who I did not inform I was leaving but I did it because of some of my past problem with my ex-wife and some people did not understand what was going on and tried to pressure some of me in reveilling some stuff that did not need to be said so I left for awhile I do apologize.
thanks
George
5-16-08 44th EntryI figured I better give a brief update.
I had to delay calling surgeon (this time my situation, not problems with doctors) due to some money issues (can't pay co-pays without money ya know). But I did finally call and was supposed to have appointment on the 19th (May). I got a call back to find out that in 06, when all this began, the nutritionist put down I wouldn't be elegible because I smoke and drank.
Drank? A few times a year (maybe once a month or so if even that much considering I'll go months on end without touching booze, and usually its wine unless I go to the bar, which is next to never) means I get rejected? OMFG. Needless to say I freaked. I'm so stressed out its making me sick. The smoking I can see, but the drinking?
Anywho, I see the nutritionist on the 20th and then can call surgeon's office again, IF she says I am eligible. How ironic is that. 5 doctors and a therapist recommend the suregery and a non doctor could screw my chance up.
I am so close to givin
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Liquor...O.K. drinkers I know it's all types of liquors you could choose from to make you feel great,right?..I'm not talking about mixed drinks,only straight alcohol....My favorite is good ole tequila!.."Patron" that is,I don't like other tequilas that much.Patron is a nice tasting tequila,and it creeps as you sip.It makes you feel like your in party mode long as your still drunk¬ passed out.It makes you happy when you sad,it can have you crunk&hyphy(feeling great),it can make you freaky&turned on anytime or make you feel in lovers lane if your with someone&it can make you knock somebody the fuck out for fucking with you!!.....But that's how it makes me feel when I'm kickin' it trying to have a good time.What's your favorite liquor&how does it make you feel?
Hey Yallhey yall, what's up? not much going on here just bloggin. i now got a bunch of rats and 11 kittens and 5 cats, i also got a turtle and a pocassamous "big ass alge eater." i am still tryin to think of a poem to write but aint figured out what to write yet. it's for a good friend of mine on the road. i'm sure i will think of somethin. if anyone has any ideas what i could write or write about let me know please. im havin writters block. well aint much to talk about right now and im still hungry im gonna find me something to eat.
love always n' forever,
amanda aka mandy
xoxoxox
AphroditeI am only half Greek..but it's the best half of me..lol. I love unconditionally. I forgive with all my heart..I never Hate anyone..I need to be in control most of the time, whether in public or in private..but I can be subservient when it suits me. Make me feel loved and I'll give you the world..put me down and you degrade yourself. As straight as I am, women still turn me on..lol. NSFW is fine..just don't hurt me, I am in enough pain in my daily life, don't need any more..I am greedy!! Always want more of everything (SugarMan!!)
Fu-angels Team 1 Princessmissy Just Got Her Halo!!!ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!!
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~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~
?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ?
The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)
CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A**
~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N**
******JUICY DEE******
Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER
Special R Kay
Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~
~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!
My Fu-owner! :dI'M HIS BISH NOW!
I'M RYAWOLF'S FU-BISH NOW! MAKE SURE TO GO SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE!!!!! HE IS AWESOME! :D
Ryawolf™ ~Fu-Owner Of Syn~ My Fu-Bish!!!@ fubar
This Pimpout brought to you by:
~*syn™*~Ryawolf's Fu-Bish~@ fubar
R.i.p. Big MaxI really hate days that start out good. I had a great day at work.. I even got compliments from my boss! Which, coming from him is a rare rare rare moment. I came home from work, and found that one of my dogs was missing. And no one was home.. So I called my mother, and she said that she took him to have him put to sleep. We had talked about it yesterday - so I knew the day was coming, but she did it while I was at work. I didn't even get a chance to say goodbye to my dog.
So if I seem to be distracted, or avoiding contact with some of you, I'm sorry. I am just an emotional wreck right now.
I am gonna go curl up and cry now! :(
I miss You Maxey!
Goodbye Fubar...i'll Miss The Peps Thats Important 2 Me...hey friends...just wanted to say to all my friends..love ya lots!!! been alot of stuff going on here lately....just dont wanna deal with it anymore....i met some great people....lots of special people that i wont forget....and to those who have me on yahoo..keep in touch!!!! just dont wanna deal with fu-drama anymore...have enough real life drama...dont need fu-drama....and to the one real person who could convince me to stay...is the reason im leaving...(and u know who u are...buts its ok...its not ur fault...its mine...i just cant deal with it anymore....)...but anyways...the ones i'll miss the most...u know who u r...jeff, michael, wayne, art, chris, kevin, tony, hushy, robert, jay, steve, mark, john, frank, rick, dutchie, dreamwalker, manly, lisa, rosie, lady of ny, and of course...andy...if i left off anyone im sorry...love all my fu-friends and family....take care...and maybe i'll be back sometime..who knows...xoxoxo lee
AuctionAT LEAST MAKE ME FEEL WANTED LOL
Fu-angels Team 1 Sha Just Got Her Halo!!!ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!!
~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~
?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ?
The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)
CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A**
~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N**
******JUICY DEE******
Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER
Special R Kay
Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~
~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!
AuctionIm in a new auction please come bid
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My Fu-ownerHippychick
Congrats to Hippychick, my new fu-owner. She has a heart of gold and really surprised me with this auction. Get to know her. Get to love her!
Bye Bye FubarSo a lot is going on in life, and fubar has become, well not the biggest thing ever, not like it was important, but there were some friends on here. so if theres anyone that wants to keep in touch after this message me leaving your e-mail and all that goodness.
I'll be getting rid of fubar on Monday, giving everyone the weekend.
Let Me Trust YouLet Me Trust You
by Dawn
Everyday I get more afraid
Of giving my heart away
Scared of what love will bring
Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say
I find myself lost in you
Not sure if I want to be
I see the looks that you give
And wonder what you see in me
I don’t want my heart broken
But I am so in love
I can’t seem to give up
A guy sent from above
So I’m gonna trust you
Please don’t let me down
For I am giving you a chance
To turn my life around
Don’t take it for granted
‘Cause it might not last long
I have weak thoughts
And my heart isn’t too strong
I’m putting my life in your hands
Now it’s all up to you
I look forward to the places we go
And the things we’ll be put through
But remember that I’m vulnerable
And I can’t stand to be hurt
I want to be at the top of your list
But I don’t have to be first
Believe me when I tell you
That I love you with all my heart
That I’m here for you forever and always
Just like I was at the start...
HeheWon't mention a name on this one lol
Ready!!Tired of the lies, tired of the games
I passed through all that already
Now I'm ready for something real
Ready to have a relationship with a real man,
and not a boy
Ready to have that certain someone to love me,
hold me,feel their arms around me while we lay in bed
I'm ready to have a man that's gonna treat me right
Ready to have a man by my side, to put a smile on my face just by being around me...
I'm just tired of all the games and now I'm ready to be happy
Fu-angels Team 1 Lil Ma Just Got Her Halo!!!ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!!
~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~
?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ?
The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)
CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A**
~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N**
******JUICY DEE******
Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER
Special R Kay
Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~
~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!
"to Lay In Wait"I hold it in, and swear its sin.
I feel this way AGAIN !!!!! Its madness.
I dont get it, nor do I really wish to. I give and give and patiently wait, just to look a little to the left, everythings a stray.
All torn and beaten, shattered, shredded like an age old tissue, barely hanging on to what used to be threads. Lying there, useless, annoyed by insanity. Screaming heart-wrenched words of profanity.... aimlessly, so silently loud. I fele the veins lifting in my face, and hands as I try so hard to keep myself.
I close my eyes, and truly try to forget it exists. I know of this feeling, and hate its dark kiss. So much it changes and rips into pieces. Only leaving me enough energy to pick up and move on.
You'd think someone crazy, mad to keep going. Not me, I see, and understand the situation. I volunteer myself to this willingly.
For Im in love and as long as I live, I will never stop.
I will wait for you..... forever, I will wait
"yes You.., You Once Did"you had something good, but not good enough.
always too easy, but that was too rough.
never too busy, but never had time.
always an argument, fault always mine.
so sweet, so caring to people you see.
so sweet to everyone, well, except me.
i always stood so firm by your side.
i never let you run or hide.
it turned on me, and so did you.
so one day shown your colors true.
i see the real, and loathe the sight.
to think that once i'd held you tight.
i cringe, and turn to walk away.
only to remember this some other day.
you had my heart, and all my soul.
you had my smiles under your control.
for you, i cared... i truly did.
emotions that i shouldve, but never hid.
you had my love, one day... you did
"how Much Longer"Just close your eyes, and let this be. Spill your mind, for all to see.
Stop caving, and craving... insanity sucks you inside out.
Your better than this. I've seen it before. You gave me the key, please open the door ?
I miss you intensely, tremendous breath's taken in your absence.
Always so dark, when your gone, my world seems to cry.
All around me I see beauty fade and die.
If I said you meant the world to me, I'd only be lieing.
You mean existance to me, and far beyond even that.
I fear I'll never find words to fully express, my undying love for you.
I promise you this, forever to be true.
I'll never stray, or fade away.
I'll never stop feeling this very same way.
My heart beats strong, but only for one.
Behind this man stand a woman so longed for.
So loved, and needed. So cared for, and sweet.
Such beauty that stretches from hair strand to feet.
You've forever pinned me down, and forever I'll stay.
Forever you love, forever this
Hillary Clinton!Damn DragonMaster.... no horses...
Unless you count Julia Roberts lol
God I am so ashamed... My Master and Hillary both got the Hoff! *cries*
"coming Back"lol this one isnt so nice, but i like it
if i could make you cry,
i might just try.
to see inside, and watch you die.
to watch your lungs lose air supply.
but i can settle for second best.
to hurt organ inside your chest.
to make your heart pound.
then fall to the ground.
theres nothing outside reach.
this is the moment ive been longing for.
i hurt for so long.
so long i endured.
this indescribable pain.
the scar on my heart, bares only your name.
the torment and anxiety you bestowed upon me.
is so shy of the loathe i bring to the floor.
i stare into your shallow blank eyes.
and tell you things of truth and surprise.
i watch you crumble beneath my feet.
and stuck in your puddle of tears,
defeat.
Pimp OutGotcha......lol Please help Micki out shes so close to leveling 82,683 Points to Insider, lets get her leveled today, tysm to who helps!
Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar
Angelic Words Of The Astonished Mindon the brightest night, of the longest day.
i cant even begin to say... how alive i am.
so long overdue, a dream come true.
just to able to stand near you.
it should be a crime, of unbelievable punishment.
but its ok because i hold your astonishment.
your wondering eyes always seem to find me.
and im happy for this, excited so blindly.
your blissful embrace, brings smiles to my face.
in every step of your movement, brings overwhelming grace.
my eyes meet with yours, everytime like the first.
instantly shaking, inside i just burst.
almost painful at thought, but good over time.
you always know how to inspire my mind.
my heart for once is in the right place.
cuddled more cosely then air in space.
so love for now, and possibly all time.
this ladder of emotion, forever i climb.
The Perfect SongSound waves capture the drums of my ear.
Serenity through music, I cant compare.
Hypnotized by vocal lines, and beating drums.
Tranced in thought, engulfed with rythm.
Nothing beats my perfect song.
I hit repeat to ease this session.
Listening for hours, it seems like days.
So peaceful, harmonics grab my attention.
Bass flows deep inside my cortex.
Riffs that penetrate my conscience rapidly.
Nothing beats my perfect song.
Its sad to think, that some are clueless.
That there are people out there,
they dont understand this musical bond.
They simply laugh and wonder whats wrong with me.
Truly though, I am the one who should be laughing.
I couldnt imagine not having this release.
Music completes my almost every thought.
With such lyrical genius that is present today.
I dont see how one couldnt find atleast a single song.
One that just lightens up the day, and makes everything great.
Maybe its just me, but I am happy atleast tha
Short And SweetThe vision of you lies so gently on my mind.
Like soft white snow to the hard frozen ground.
So welcomed, unexpected but loving every second.
New expressions, new experience... so amazingly inviting.
Even now, I still cant get over how incredible it is.
Just hug me again, let me feel the rush.
Close my eyes, and take in this very second.
Your smell, your touch... your everything is wonderful.
Please dont change? I would never ask.
Even if we dont work out, I never wanna scream and shout.
I never wanna lose the person you’ve let me meet.
The real you, this beautiful you.
So thank you, for everything so far.
You’re the brightest of my shining stars.
Maybe Im crazy, it could be true.
But I just love every damn thing there is about you.
Thats reason enough for me to smile for life.
It’s you, simply you.
I Cant Believe This Sh*t!Gotcha......lol Please help Micki out shes so close to leveling 82,683 Points to Insider, lets get her leveled today, tysm to who helps!
Micki"Blue Eyes" {Dirty South Crew}Co-Founder of Friendship Circle@ fubar
This pimpout brought to you by the one and only....
~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~Fu Wife 2 "Goofball" *DSC*@ fubar
What The Hell Now????!!!!Okay, so what did I do, to get treated the way I have been lately, by everyone????!!!! I've either been ignored by people who I thought were my friends, or yelled at by them, or their friends have gotten all pissy towards me for stupid things such as a dumbass game or misinformed information. What the hell is this junior high????!!!!
When did I become the designated piece of worthless crap that before everyone was all having a great time with and all that to nothing!!!! I'm really tired of being treated like crap by everyone and treated like I'm not good enough or that I don't exist and then never given an explanation as to why!!!!
I think maybe I should just leave for good and then that'll solve my problems!!!! That'll make pretty much everyone happy now won't it????!!!!
Wanna Own Me? HeheheheheheheThats right folks you could be the proud owner of....ME! hehehehehehe So go check it out and see if Im worth it! Sorry for some reason the picture wont come up but the link still works!
Let's Hear It For The GirlThis is a pimpout and leveling blog for one of my best friends here,
Jedi Masteress. Yes, it is very long awaited, and she just made
it to the daily #1 spot, so I don't think there is a better time
than right now.
Jedi Masteress "I did it, I'm #1"
Let's rain on her Fu love today and make her one BIG PIMP!....
AliveI know some of you have been wondering where I am and what happened to me. Well I just wanted to let all of you know that I am alive. Due to economic strife I was laid off from work last friday. But alas I am a survivor and have been doing the job hunting grind as well as doing side jobs here and there with what skills I have learned over the years. Aside from that though things are going well. Solstice and I had a very wonderful time together when she was down visiting and I can't wait for more visits with her.
I'll be around albeit limited so feel free to message or what not. If I see you online when I get on I'll be sure to drop a message if I have time.
FeelingsI keep looking for comfort from you
i sit and wonder if your love is true
you see me crying
inside you have to know I'm dying
don't you see these tears
don't you see the hurt from so many years
the little girl that was hurt so bad
is now 29 years old and utterly sad
no one to listen or even to talk to
recalling memories that hurt me through and through
the things you ask of me
it triggers a memory
memories I'd rather forget
memories embedded in my mind, completely set
the hurt, the pain and anger won't go away
I wonder who "loves me" and will turn their back today
I can't explain how I feel inside
Feelings of abandonment rush in like the tide
Ghosts haunt me no matter where I go
I do love you still, that you should know
I wish you could understand
I would be there holding your hand
I would take away all your pain
So in the end, you'd have a life to gain
but for me, darkness is all I see
No happiness for this little girl is to be
The adult lives her life
takin
Tick Warning!TICK WARNING!
I hate it when people forward bogus warnings, and I have even done it
myself a couple times unintentionally...but this one is real, and it's
important. So please send this warning to everyone on your e- mail
list.
If someone comes to your front door saying they are checking for ticks
due to the warm weather and asks you to take your clothes off and dance
around with your arms up, DO NOT DO IT!! THIS IS A SCAM!! They only
want to see you naked.
I wish I'd gotten this yesterday. I feel so stupid.
Just A Few Thoughts ....I sit here today wondering about life . Why it has to be so complicated .Why things never seem to go the way you want them to . I found out today that my son in law had a close call with a I.E.D damn this war . I support our troops to no end . But i hate this damn war . I know that sounds like a oxy moron but i have the highest regards for our troops. My son in law means the world to me . He is the father of my 3 beautiful grand daughters. And the husband of my beautiful daughter . God i pray please bring our troops home .The sooner the better .I know i do a lot of rambling in my thoughts some times . And i wonder about life a lot but with him being so far away and only getting to talk to him maybe once every two weeks .Things get in my head and if i don't write them down i think some days i might lose my mind ...
Ok Peepswho agress with me that people have a right to speak their minds you shouldnt judge people what they say or how they feel about things life is to short to hate why not just get along but my boy spoke his mind and one peep judged him not cool be who you are dont hide anything the truth will always come out
Day 5!!!! All Over Now!! !yay!!!!!!!!!!*BIG DEEP BREATH* five days later.............. and i am happier than i have ever been..... still not eating.. but thats just stress....but i am exceedingly happy.... and here's why... i have someone who is amazing... not psychotic, not deranged, not a jerk.... wouldn't even THINK about calling me a whore or a slut.... and doesn't act like a total child.... and he's hot lmao....omg.... he is insanely hot... and he makes me smile... i dont worry that a guy comes in the lounge and tells me i'm beautiful that hes gonna go off on ME for the guy whos looking at me.... i know the man i'm with now.... will just say..."she is isn't she" and thats it.... i dont have to worry about us breaking up and him getting all his friends... to come to my page and try to hurt me... or to my lounge.... it's like i said yesterday....uhh hello... we broke up whyvthe fuck would i care who he's with? he's ur problem now... i don't care what he does or who he's with or who he fucks or what he tells ya'll.... soo
GhostKissed a ghost today,
its cold lips were just as I recall,
yet lacking flame.
Its heat had leaked through eyes
in salty drips
The taste gone: apologies and blame.
Its eyes, no longer brown
but now turned white From blindness
cultivated to conceal.
They do not know my name,
or wake to sight,
Because we both can feel this isn't real.
Yet Love is so alluring still when dead.
It lies so that it simply seems it sleeps.
Just waiting for the Prince to bow his head, Bestow his kiss, that stirs in the deep.
Gina 2005
All I WantedAll I Wanted
All I wanted was someone to love,
Always asking my Lord above.
I asked for courage to do what’s right,
On my knees I’d pray every night.
My skies were dark & sad,
Lies & deceit were all I’d ever had.
I knew I had to stop & just be still,
I had to heal & accept God’s will.
I prayed & prayed for God to show me the way,
So my stormy nights could turn into sunny days.
He blessed me with a man so awesome & true,
When I looked up from my prayer, he walked into view.
His eyes are so gentle & kind,
God has sent me the man I thought I’d never find.
I love this man with all my heart,
He’s my perfect match & I know we’ll never be apart.
He loves me so much & I’m proud to say,
He brings out the best of me, in every way.
Thank you God for hearing my plea,
Without this man, I wouldn’t be me.
Now I have this man to truly love,
Sent to me…..from my Lord above.
To: My husband Ramon Diaz …..with love
Written By: Lynn Diaz
May 2008
DreamsI just had a dream that I was laying down, and suddenly a person came up to me (looked a lot like my ex) and laid on top of me, sticking his tongue out which was shaped like a snake tongue. He tried sticking it into my mouth, and I remember I tried to scream but couldn't; and couldn't breathe either. I woke up, and I could barely breathe, kinda like if you hold your breath for too long. I have no idea, but this is really odd.
Fu-angels Team 1 Sultry Lady Just Got Her Halo!!!ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!!
"Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!!
~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~
?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ?
The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler)
CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A**
~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N**
******JUICY DEE******
Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER
Special R Kay
Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~
~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!
Dreaming?A beautiful old hotel - this was the place I had dreamed of - a long drive leading up to the grand oak doors - my sweet Lady deserved this, the one who I had imagined and desired for so long...
I had arrived early and checked out the room, old England in design but comfortable - large shutters closed locking out the world to concentrate on my beauty's desire - the Lady who I had lusted after for such a time. I took a shower to refresh myself after my journey then put on my robe to await her arrival, two hours to go, my mind racing with thoughts of her. Impatience now, only a short time left before I tasted her for the first time, but my mind was now unsettled and the small clock became my focal point - its hands seem to be moving slower each time I looked.
A drink - a good idea just to relax my thoughts - vodka to try and remove this damn impatience. It went down quickly so another seemed a good idea.
"Relax, lay on the bed, just rest easy till she comes".
I lay on the larg
Omg My MasterOk its My baby's turn now lol!
And he is at work and cant defend himself lol
Wow hehehe
A Bit Of Erotica!My honey and I are going out to dinner tonight. We haven't done anything this extravagant in a long time. So I decided to give him a treat, not only for the eyes but for the senses and touch to.
I get in the bath, shave my legs thinking they have to be softer than ever before, as I'm not wearing any hose this evening. Wash my blond hair twice just to make sure it will be not only soft but gleam and sparkle in the sunlight and moonlight for him. Wash my body with the most fragrant perfume soap I have, his favorite as a matter of fact.
Out of the tub, I go to our room, look in closet, I want the perfect outfit for this occasion. I find my red frilly skirted dress with the deep plunge neckline that shows my cleavage very well. Not to short, but not long either, he loves my shapely legs to show. I don't think he has ever seen it on me. I smile to myself saying, this is perfect! Find my 5 inch red sandal heels, that make my legs look like they go on forever.
I decide to blow dry my
Bite Meall anybody wants to do is fuck me over and i'm sick of it... so how has your two weeks been lately? mine's been chock full of all kinds of studity and suprises...
well i'm done with it, gotta new dress, gonna party tonight without my phone or the internet...
so bite me
all this hatin on me is just makin me famous, lmfao
s
kisses for the ones who don't live to make my life hell... xoxo
Self PortraitI am all eyes:
Light blue,
almost as blue as the sky,
large, round, passionate;
long, thick lashes –
women envy
the size of my eyes,
the quality of my lashes.
A smiling woman once called me
“blue-eyed boy.”
The world comes to me
through my eyes.
I dare you to look deeply
into my eyes.
(Though you say you can’t;
its just too intense.)
I might just mesmerize you.
I might just see you.
You might catch a glimpse
of my soul.
I will surely see yours.
I am all mouth:
Full, curvaceous, kissing lips –
Women have envied
the quality of my lips.
A woman once said to me,
“I wish I had your lips.”
And, I replied, “Go ahead,
they’re all yours!”
And, I puckered.
And, that’s me
with the charming, flirtatious response,
and blushing because
I can’t believe I just said that.
I will always be
a teenage boy
in baggy men’s clothes.
If I went blind,
the world would come to me
through my mouth.
I would suck it,
roll it around,
wrestle it with my tongu
A Sad SongI hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time with all your time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now
And I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down
From the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away
Loneliness found me, looks like it's here to stay
I know that I ought to find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
And as long as the stars shine down
From the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
No matter what I do
Each night's a lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love
As long as the stars shine down
From the heaves
Long as the rivers run to the
The Supremes - You Keep Me Hangin' OnSet me free, why don't cha babe
Get out my life, why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
You don't really need me
But you keep me hangin' on
Why do you keep a coming around
Playing with my heart?
Why don't you get out of my life
And let me make a new start?
Let me get over you
The way you've gotten over me
Set me free, why don't cha babe
Let me be, why don't cha babe
'Cause you don't really love me
You just keep me hangin' on
Now you don't really want me
You just keep me hangin' on
You say although we broke up
You still wanna be just friends
But how can we still be friends
When seeing you only breaks my heart again
And there ain't nothing I can do about it
Woo, set me free, why don't cha babe
Woo, get out my life, why don't cha babe
Set me free, why don't cha babe
Get out my life, why don't cha babe
You claim you still care for me
But your heart and soul needs to be free
Now that you've got your freedom
You
BlahhhhI been so down lately. Stressed and feeling crappy. Me weight isn't moving. I hate myself and my body... Just when I felt so crappy I was told by a friend.."Have you been told you are beaitiful yet today"..no I havn't and its feels great to hear it..Being told you are hot and sexy is wounderful too but its just something about hearing you are beautiful..Well he made my day thank you...you know who you are... Hugs
Not sure what to do about these 10 lbs. I feel liek I don't have the will power anymore. I lost 140 lbs but this 10 sucks. I wish I wouldn't ahve screwed up and gained these 10 but I go so depressed I turned to food..Made me feel worse and I just kept messing up. I still havn't made my May weigh in :(..Which means I may loose my Weight Watchers lifetime.....
Well I know you are all tired of hearing me bitch.. I just need to vent...
Have a good weekend...XOXO
Give You EverythingI wanna give you the moon
I wanna give you the stars
What would you do if I just reached out
And grabbed one for you
Would it still shine as bright
Knowing that I live and die for you
To be continued ......
My 1st Scene....Well I just got home from doing my 1st scene for a company. I gotta say it wasnt wierd or anything. It was actually alot of fun. It was gonzo and not quite what I want to do but its a step in the right direction. As soon as I get my stills from the shoot, Ill post them for all my friends.
Graduation Tonight!ok....I am going to my college graduation in 3 hours. I am freakin nervous! LOL
I hope everyone wishes me luck...I am gonna need it! I just know I am going to fall off the stage! lmao
Oh,,,for all my local buds, my graduation party will be on May 17th (tomorrow) at CW's in Vincennes IN. I will be there around 9:30pm Indiana time.
I hope everyone has a great weekend!!!!
Michelle
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Time Gone ByHere's yet another time
watching the seconds float by
chasing the miniature hands
its a bad race
they pass one another
and keep going on
neither one ever gets ahead.
4:11
4:12
4:13
4:14
It never changes
never stays the same
flying by
red blinking
staring me down
I sit here in my bra
dazed in smokeless smoke
deja vu!
I've been here
everyone says its nice
I was at your house tonight
no wait, the time, its wrong
I wasn't there tonight
I was there tomorrow
They say I'm sick
they say you're so slick
greasy and slimy
I want you to catch me.
2 All The Fools And WhoremongersTHE WORLDLY HOPE MEN SET THIER HEARTS UPON
TURNS ASHES-OR IT PROSPERS;AND ANON,
LIKE SNOW UPON THE DESERT'S DUSTY FACE
LIGHTING A LITTLE HOUR OR TWO IS GONE.
ALIKE FOR THOSE WHO FOR TODAY PREPARE,
AND THOSE AND THOSE THAT AFTER TOMORROW STARE,
A CRYER FROM THE TOWER OF DARKNESS CRIES
"FOOLS!YOUR REWARD IS NEITHER HERE NOR THERE!"
THEN TO THIS EARTHEN BOWL DID I ADJOURN
MY LIP THE SECRET WELL OF LIFE TO LEARN:
AND LIP TO LIP IT MURMURED"WHILE YOU LIVE DRINK!- FOR ONCE DEAD YOU SHALL NEVER RETURN"
AH! FILL THE CUP:-WHAT BEGS IT TO REPEAT
HOW TIME IS SLIPPING BENEATH OUR FEET
UNBORN TOMMOROW,AND DEAD YESTERDAY
WHY FRET ABOUT THEM IF TODAY BE SWEET! FOR IN AND OUT, ABOUT,ABOUT,BELOW,
'TIS NOTHING BUT A MAGIC SHADOW-SHOW
PLAYED IN A BOX WHOSE CANDLE IS THE SUN,
ROUND WHICH WE PHANTOM FIGURES COME AND GO.
Forget This,forget ThatMy history with a silver lining
Oh! professor stop your whining
I lift my quill to tell the truth
and dish out all sorts of proof
what I say is not a farce
but human nature taking course
first hand signs, drawings, stories, and then written
from the first fight betwen men
the conquerer dictated the way it went
be they good, bad or a twist of both
blame belonged on those who were smote
it's the eye of the beholder, as you will see
that perpetuate the facts left behind in history
Alexander of Macedon demanded he be placed above Ammon
okay, now was he a God? or Ares' favorite minion?
blessed by the pen? or the great divine Fate?
was his death disease? or poison on his plate?
alot of study and heedless to the task
eventually caused a shadow of doubt, and questions to ask
how are we to learn from the mistakes made in the past
when all our ancestry has done is blow smoke up our ass
EmanonEmanon I love you!
lmao so now it's E's turn...
Watch out...who should I do next...
>>>>>>>>attention:disclaimerIgnorance disclaimer
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Try This Again LmaoWell on the first one I didn't agree with any they picked out for me lmao.
Used a dif pic and got totally dif ppl lmao...
All My PoemsSometimes
I write
with my eyes.
Sometimes
I write
with my mouth.
Sometimes
I write
with my blood.
All of my poems are me,
And I write me for you.
If you don’t read them,
then I might as well be dead.
But this is mostly me:
always smitten with you,
always in love with you.
All of my poems
Are love poems to you,
(even this one).
What They Didn't Want To HearGuess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton , Colorado , was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful.
They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript:
'Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, and
I WannaI WANNA
I wanna break into your heart
Like a thief in the night
And barricade the door
Behind me tight
I wanna steal your attention
Like an armed robber would
And give it all back
Like only I could
I wanna win your trust
Like an Olympic gold medal
Wear it over my heart
Like a delicate petal
I wanna be with you
Still always free
Your skin against mine
Like the sand against the sea
By Andrea L. Bois
copyright ©2008 by the author.
All rights reserved by author.
Friends Helping Friends UpdatedFriends Helping Friends
These people have always been here for me since I found Fubar and I would have never reached where I am if it hadn't of been for all of them. They are in no particular order just some are closer to their goals then others. Please Rate Fan Add and show these people some fubar love. They all will love you back ***First on the list is my friend Steve he's not that far from Prophet and has been here for me from day one. He's one of the best friends anyone could have. Shhhh
don't tell him I did this hehehee :) You can find him here***
***Next is my friend Ozzy he's not that far from Disciple. Not only could he use your love but also your prayers for his son. Show him some love and light a candle for this wonderful friend*** ***Next my friend Manly - TGIF he's also on his way to Disciple show him lots of love*** ***Next is my friend Justfishing. You become friends with this man he'll stand by you for life. He's close to Fubarlord. Come check out his pics and s
UpdateThey moved my surgery time up and I am now home and in loads of pain. They weren't able to do everything that needed to be done because it was wors than they thought. So they will be scheduling the basically the same procedure to be done again sometime in the near future. I'm just so damn tired of this. After 5 years of dealing with, I have had it. But what do you do? Lay there and let them do what they have to do. Anyway, thanks for all the kind words and prayers and please continue with them.
Much love,
Mary
Life Little PleasuresAS YOU LAY ME BACK UPON MY BED
KISSES DEEP IN MY THROAT
TANGLING WETNESS THROBBING DEEP INSIDE OF ME
AS YOU ENTICE ME WITH YOUR TONQUE.
IN OUT,YOU GO WHILE MY JUICES FLOWS
BITING ME WITHIN MY THIGHS
HEAVENS SENT ECTASY TO ME.
TURN ME OVER,TONQUE UP AND DOWN DRIVING ME WILD.
NIPPING AT ME AS YOU GO.
WETNESS PENETRATING NOW YOU SEE,AS YOUR FINGERS DEEP IN ME.
TEASING,CARRESSING THE INNER ME
THRUSTING,TWISTING,TILL I SCREAM.
PLEASE OH PLEASE ENTER ME.
AS YOU SLIDE IN,PLEASING ME A LITTLE AT A TIME
I WIGGLE AND SQUIRM WANTING MORE
TILL DEEPER YOU GO
BANGING, BOUNCING ,THRUSTING,CUMMING
SOON ECTASY WILL MEET ITS' MATCH AS
PASSION OVERWHELMS ME,SUCKING TOUCHING LICKING,
MOANING,SCREAMING SHOUTING MORE.
IN AN INSTANT,ALL MUSCLES TIGTENING,TENSE,GRABBING SHEETS.ECTASY FULFILLED.
BREATHING HARD,BODIES LIMP.
THE AFTERNOON DELIGHT OF LIFE'S LITTLE PLEASURE.
Hmmmmmm~its hard for me a mother of 4 single not even 30 yet to go out into the world and try to find Mr. Right. My time is limited. And when i try to go out i end up finding Mr. OH HELL NO! Dont get me wrong i do go out its just im tired of looking in bars and clubs and come out with drunks, self involved assholes.~ Then when i think i fond one that might be good, it seems im wrong.
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VIP, Blast and Bling oh my!
Comment bombing a must, self bombing allowed.
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Conversations With MattThis man is a Provert!
THE FU-KING FREAK OF FUBAR owned by my left hand@ fubar
Angi: Did you upload that picture yet?
Matt: No, I have one hand on the phone.
Angi: What the hell does that matter for?
Matt: Angi, when I'm talking to you I have one hand on my phone and the other on my penis.
Angi: GROSS!
Matt: HAHAHAHAHA
MisleadHEY TO ALL MY FRIENDS, I JUST NEEDED TO SAY THE GRASS ISN'T ALWAYS GREENER ON THE OTHER SIDE WHAT SEEMS LIKE SOMEONE TAKING GOOD CARE OF WHAT THEY OWN, DOESN'T ALWAY MEAN THEY ARE, SOMETIMES THEY ONLY FIX THE OUTTER LAYER, BUT THE INNER LAYERS ARE ARE FALLIN APART. I KNOW UR SAYING WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT? WELL I THOUGHT I WOULD FIND SOMEONE BETTER THEN WHAT I HAVE AT HOME, JUST TO FIND OUT I WAS WRONG, AND TO NEVER TRUST ANYONE BUT SELF AND AND GOD, TO ALWAYS FOLLOW UR HEART. TODAY I FOUND OUT THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO AREN'T WHAT THEY SAY THEY ARE. I KNOW WHAT TOOK ME SO LONG RIGHT?LOL BETTER LATE THEN NEVER. MUCH LUV TRUE FRIENDS.
Mean Peoplewhy do people have to be so mean i just don't get it my best friend is very sick and her boyfriend does not seem to care he calls her all kinds of bad names and accuses her of cheating on him because she does not want to phone bone him she had a heart test yesterday and last night he told her that he does not think she is as sick as she tells him i don't get it at all how can someone say they love you then treat you like that how can they lay in bed with you in there arms then go out on the road and treat you like a whore i guess there is still alot about love that i just don't get adn if that is how it is then i don't want it at all
Turtle Tongues Of Loveturtle tongues of love
by LateNiteFantasy©
this gold morning
lifts me magic blue
turtle tongues murmuring about
the irrelevance of the motion of stars
a trial and error
criss cross of meaning and movement
(deliver me from evil
oh yes
deliver me from the loud
bright clowns of heaven
recalcitrant angel-elves
tip-toeing through dawn
demanding higher meaning
demanding a shelf for mushrooms
demanding a self-reflexive conundrum
of self-doubt)
who knows the anvil of stasis
who knows the peacocks of passion
drowning in a bathtub of desire
gasping like puppies
round-tummied
on the verge of ecstasy
deny me nothing please
and please let me have the terror of it
all
Who Else Is Sick Of This??????I DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU ALL, BUT SOMETHING ABOUT THIS SO CALLED "ADULT" SITE THAT GETS ON MY LAST NERVE IS RECEIVING THESE MESSAGES:
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fubar shop
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WHY CAN'T THE GROWN-UPS IN HERE JUST NOT LOOK AT STUFF THEY DON'T LIKE AND MOVE ON????
WHY MUST ADULTS FEEL THE NEED TO TATTLE-TAIL ON OTHERS?
WHY CAN'T WE AS ADULTS DECIDE WHAT PICS ARE NAUGHTY AND WHAT PICS ARE NICE?
AND WHY SINCE IT IS AN ADULT SITE AND AN ONLINE BAR FOR PETE'S SAKE ARE THERE PRUDES IN HERE THAT GET OFFENDED BY OTHER PEOPLE'S ART IN THE FIRST PLACE???? THOSE PEOPLE NEED TO JUST GO TO OTHER SITES AND LEAVE FUBAR, IN MY OPINION.
IS IT JUST ME OR ARE OTHERS IN HERE FED UP WITH THIS SH*T TOO?????
I WENT AHEAD AND LABELED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY FUBAR PHOTO FILES (EXCEPT
I Hate Everything RevisitedWell, it seems that I am back to hating just about everything.
I was starting to look at things in a positive light. I was getting out of my funk. I was realizing that my life wasn't too bad. I realized that I was the one causing most of my issues in life, me being defensive, and shutting down so I didn't have pain and hurt. Looking back now, that is why I was so miserable on R&R.
Well, also looking back, I was not just causing issues in my life, but in others. And now it has compounded. It has just exploded in ways I would have never thought. Granted, this has been a wake up call, and makes me see things I had not seen ever.
It's amazing that when the blinders come off, you just see everything clearly. I am seeing stuff that I wish I would have seen at least a month earlier. I wish I would have seen so much, primarily in myself.
Thanks for reading.
All Of EmThursday, June 28, 2007
profile song lyrics - rise against
Current mood: calm
"The Good Left Undone"
In fields where nothing grew but weeds,
I found a flower at my feet,
Bending there in my direction,
I wrapped a hand around its stem,
I pulled until the roots gave in,
Finding now what I've been missing,
But I know…
So I tell myself, I tell myself it's wrong.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm.
All because of you,
I haven't slept in so long.
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean,
Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down,
I'll follow your voice,
All you have to do is shout it out.
Inside my hands these petals browned,
Dried up, fallen to the ground
But it was already too late now.
I pushed my fingers through the earth,
Returned this flower to the dirt,
So it can live. I walked away now.
But I know…
Not a day goes by that I don't feel it's burn.
There's a point we pass fro
Private Part DiedMY PRIVATE PART DIED
An old man, Mr. Wallace, was living in a nursing home.
One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed.
Nurse Tracy asked him if there was anything wrong,
'Yes, Nurse Tracy,' said Mr. Wallace.
'My Private Part died today, and I am very sad.'
Knowing her patients were a little forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, 'Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Wallace. Please accept my
condolences.'
The following day, Mr. Wallace was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas.
He met Nurse Tracy. 'Mr. Wallace,' she said,
'You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that.
Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas.'
'But, Nurse Tracy I can't,' replied Mr. Wallace.
'I told you yesterday that my Private Part died.'
'Yes,' said Nurse Tracy, 'you did tell me that,
but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?'
'Well,' he replied, 'Today is the viewing.'
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