LifesaBiTcH and SO AM I's blog: "Just ME !"

I absolutley LOVE this song ...... and the lyrics make alot of sense to me at this time in my life . I have never been as cold as he was to me . Dont think I ever cold be ..... Its kind of ironic , all those years I wasted , all those tears that fell ..... and he never ever ever noticed the pain in my eyes . And now my hard is hardened and I have chosen to not allow it to be broken day after . Its really over . And he is the one feeling all the pain. But I dont think that it makes me COLD . A heart can only be broken and put back together so many times .... before you decide that you wont let it be ANYMORE . NEVER AGAIN ! Even the most injured of hearts can and will one day be mended but will always have the scars to show the pain that it once felt ! I picked my heart up off the floor ...... time and time again ..... I feel as if it is mended for now ..... but there is a barbed wire fence standing high around it , guarding it ........