sunshine and laughter and what comes after i wonder whats in store less scared im walking through your door shadows behind and sunlight ahead nightmares fading from my head its hard walking on a new highway the scary is familiar was my way letting go of things one by one trying to stand in loves light and sun i try to run and hide away your love surrounds me fear kept at bay i lean into you your loving embrace forgetting pain shame and disgrace your arms are tighter holding me well welcome to life baby no more hell silent tears i will still shed a funny feeling finding out im not dead