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April Poem-a-day Challenge Day 29 & 30The April Poem-A-Day Challenge is finally over. It's been an interesting ride that has hopefully broken me of my dependency on the whims of the muse. Here are the last two pieces.
Day 29
Prompt: "Write a poem in the 2nd person."
You
There is no excuse for all that has been done,
allowing this abuse, letting you think you've won.
You've pushed me around for far too many years,
putting me down and playing on my fears.
You try to convince me that you're on my side,
but you're existence I just can not abide.
It's over, you're through, now get out of my way.
You won't put me through this for another day.
Day 30
Prompt: "Write a poem about endings, finishes, finales, etc."
The end of an era.
The end of a line.
The finishing stroke,
set in stone, set in time.
The source of all context
in the grand design.
The last frame of reference
by which all is defined.
Well, that's it. Now I'll stop blogging this inane poetry every day. Thanks to those who took the time
Flyte 4-30 New FlyiersWELCOME. THIS IS A NEW TRAIN WITH A NEW TWIST. THIS ONE IS EXCLUSIVELY FOR VAMPYRES AND WICCANS. SO WE CAN EACH MEET MORE OF OUR KIND.
RULES ARE SIMPLE. FAN RATE AND ADD EVERYONE BEFORE YOU. THERE IS NO PARTICULAR ORDER. MAKE SURE YOU PUT IN FRIEND REQUEST THAT YOU ARE DOING THE VAMPYRE WICCAN FLIGHT. IF YOU ARE ABOVE LEVEL TEN YOU MUST HAVE A SALUTE. MUST BE A LEVEL FIVE TO RIDE. EMAIL ME RAVEN QUEEN WHEN YOU ARE FINISHED.
AND FOR ANOTHER TWIST ANYONE WHO CAN ANSWER ONE OF TWO QUESTIONS WILL RECEIVE A BLACK ROSE. PUT THE ANSWER IN THE EMAIL WHEN YOU FINISH RATING.
QUESTION 1, WHO OR WHAT IS NOSFERATU?
QUESTION 2, WHAT IS THE PRIMARY RULE FOR WICCANS AND VAMPYRES? NOT THE WHOLE CREED SUM IT DOWN TO A FEW WORDS.
IF YOU FIND BLACK ROSES OFFENSIVE, I DO NOT. I WILL GIFT YOU WITH SOMETHING ELSE LET ME KNOW.
RAVEN QUEEN CHAINED & COLLARED BY BLUE EYESDRAGON@ fubar
I WISH TO CLEAR UP SOME CONFUSION, I AM NOT ASSOCIATED IN ANY WAY WITH UNHOLY BOMBERS OR UNHOLY D
Just VentingI dont usually make a good impression, but if you can look past it, well kudos to you my friend. I never regret expressing my opinions. Its just how I see things and I dont bite my tongue. I want people to be honest with me as I am with them. Somehow though, there will always be some that will judge me based on that. Never to give it a chance and find out that under the strong front i put up lies a fragile person who is just afraid to let people in. I've been through a lot and I just keep to myself..my people skills is not that great..i can never start a conversation and i always say the wrong things..i'm just having one of those days that even though its bright and sunny outside, i feel blue like eeyore..wanting nothing but to crawl under my sheets and hide hoping the day is over...
Cellar Father Refuses To ExplainCellar father refuses to explain
Mr Fritzl will undergo a series of psychiatric and psychological tests.
Josef Fritzl, the Austrian man who is accused of keeping his daughter captive in a cellar for 24 years, refuses to answer further questions, police say.
They said he had signed a statement admitting imprisoning and raping his daughter and fathering her seven children, but refuses to explain.
The daughter, Elisabeth, has told police she was sexually abused even before being incarcerated.
The case of the 73-year-old Josef Fritzl has drawn world media attention.
Describing the "abominable events" as linked to one individual case, Austria's Chancellor Alfred Gusenbauer said he planned to launch an image campaign to restore the country's reputation abroad.
Psychiatric tests
Franz Prucher, head of police in Lower Austria, said police would be investigating whether Mr Fritzl had committed any further crimes.
"We have to bring light to every aspect of
Hopefully Be On This WeekendFYI - I should be able to pick up a new computer this weekend and be back online and fill everyone in on whats been going on, until then I hope to talk to you all soon.
Mike
GuysU know what bugs me, GUYS...really like are u that dumb to think we would not know???? i know i am better off knowing the truth now before ever meeting u... And than dumb ex's who need to get there own fucking life and Stop watching every lil fucking thing i do, U have girlfriend leave me alone..!!!!!! and than all the stupid old guys on here i dont care if u think my pix are hot or how cute u think my eyes are i dont wanna hear it from u.!!!
DONE Ranting!!
Relay For LifeFrom:
Candy Baumgartner (candykz_2007@hotmail.com)
To:
Your friends
Subject:
Please Help Me in the Fight Against Cancer
A message from .
This year, I'm taking a personal role in the fight against cancer by being part of the American Cancer Society Relay For Life®. I'm volunteering as a member of a team that is raising money for the fight against cancer, and I need your help.
It's amazing to think that more than one million people will be diagnosed with cancer this year. Somebody close to us may be one of them. That's why I'm asking everyone I can to help sponsor my Relay For Life efforts and support the American Cancer Society and their important work. The Society works hard every day to prevent cancer and save lives through groundbreaking research, public education, and better laws that protect people from cancer and they help people who are diagnosed with cancer right here in our own community. The Society has already helped save millions of lives from canc
SapphirerayneThis coming from a chick who'll pretty much fuck anyone and anything that glances her way, although she tries to pretend that she's all sweet and innocent. She doesn't like me because I think she's a whore, and when my ex went to fuck her last night, something set her off...
->SapphireRayne: And, to top it off, when I told him what I said, he said "Whille that may be completely true, I wish you wouldn't have said that"
->SapphireRayne: Think about it. You get a visit when no one else'll fuck him... otherwise, you don't get a second thought. I mean, if that's OK with you, then I guess everyone knows what YOU really are. I lost what little semblance of respect I had for you when you asked him to fuck you when he had a girlfriend. I know that you wouldn't have respected OUR relationship had we chosen to work on things.
->SapphireRayne: No, it's just kinda funny that you're only good enough to fuck. I mean, hey, if you're OK with that, then more power to you.
SapphireRayne:
Fbi Test : Not What You ThinkAfter all the background checks, interviews and testing were done, there were 3 finalists; two men and a woman.
For the final test, the FBI agents took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow your instructions no matter what the circumstances. Inside the room you will find your wife sitting in a chair . . . Kill her!!"
The man said, "You can't be serious. I could never shoot my wife."
The agent said, "Then you're not the right man for this job. Take your wife and go home."
The second man was given the same instructions. He took the gun and went into the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes.
The man came out with tears in his eyes, "I tried, but I can't kill my wife."
The agent said, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."
Finally, it was the woman's turn. She was given the same instructions, to kill her husband.
She took the gun and went into the room. Shots were heard, one after anothe
How To Use Your Irs Rebate Check!As you may have heard, the Administration said each of us would get a
rebate check to stimulate the economy.
If we spend that money at Wal-Mart, all the money will go to China. If we spend it on gasoline it will go to the Arabs, if we purchase a computer it will go to India, if we purchase
fruit and vegetables it will go to Mexico, Honduras, and Guatemala; if we purchase a good car it will go to Japan, if we purchase fabric, the money will go to China, if we purchase useless junk it will go to Taiwan and none of it will help the American economy.
We need to keep that money here in America. The only way to keep that
money here at home is to spend it at yard sales, since those are the only
businesses still in the U.S.
Wow!!!!!!K i just had someone rate my page and send a friend request to me... I go to their page and rate them when my mouse jumped and i accidently rated her a 9. before i can refresh the page to rate her a 10 from a 9 she has already rated me to a 1 from a 10 and blocked me... That is some jooky shiat...i mean for the love of anything people make mistakes give them a chance to correct it before you fully block them... i can't even get through to her to explain... some people just have no patience....
ohh well... i guess i didn't want to be her friend anyways...
Pearcher's SonAn old country preacher had a teenage son, and it was getting time the boy should give some thought to choosing a profession. Like many young men, the boy didn't really know what he wanted to do, and he didn't seem too concerned about it.
One day, while the boy was away at school, his father decided to try an experiment. He went into the boy's room and placed on his study table four objects:
A Bible
A silver dollar
A bottle of whisky
A Playboy magazine.
"I'll just hide behind the door," the old preacher said to himself, "when he comes home from school this afternoon, I'll see which object he picks up. If it's the Bible, he's going to be a preacher like me, and what a blessing that would be! If he picks up the dollar, he's going to be a businessman, and that would be okay, too. But if he picks up the bottle, he's going to be a no-good drunkard, and, Lord, what a shame that would be. And worst of all, if he picks up that magazine he's gonna be a skirt-chasin' bum."
The
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Farmer Vs LawyerA big city lawyer went duck hunting in rural Tennessee. He shot and dropped a bird, but it fell into a farmer's field on the other side of a fence. As the lawyer climbed over the fence, an elderly farmer drove up on his tractor and asked him what he was doing. The litigate responded, "I shot a duck and it fell in this field, and now I'm going to retrieve it."
The old farmer replied, "This is my property, and you are not coming over here." The indignant lawyer said, "I am one of the best trial attorneys in the United States and, if you don't let me get that duck, I'll sue you and take everything you own."
The old farmer smiled and said, "Apparently, you don't know how we settle disputes in Tennessee. We settle small disagreements with the 'Three Kick Rule.'" The lawyer asked, "What is the 'Three Kick Rule'?" The Farmer replied, "Well, because the dispute occurs on my land, I get to go first. I kick you three times and then you kick me three times and so on back and forth until
His GoddessIn a clearing, by a stream;
The water glints and gleams,
Rippling in the moonbeams,
As lovely as a dream.
The moon, just a sliver,
Shines a flowing river
Of shimmering silver
Across her shoulders.
Like a delicate fairy,
She dances there,
With flowing hair
And ivory skin so fair.
Her beauty is so pure;
Through time it will endure.
Any man, she could lure
And he would fall, for sure.
She is his goddess-
Lovely in all her fairness.
To be able to caress
Her skin, a man would be blessed.
She is a sight so heavenly,
Dancing along dreamily.
He watches her longingly;
He loves her dearly.
Copyright 2006 Missy Harrell
And We Think Our Country Is Screwed Up. . .Girl, 6, thrown on fire for being 'lowest class'
Girl pushed into pile of burning embers by man in his late teens
Man charged with attempted murder
Assault took place in India's Uttar Pradesh state
(CNN) -- A man, incensed that a 6-year-old girl chose to walk through a path reserved for upper caste villagers, pushed her into burning embers, police in north India said Wednesday. She was seriously burned.
Dalits, or "untouchables," are victims of discrimination in India despite laws aimed at eliminating prejudice.
The girl is a Dalit, or an "untouchable," according to India's traditional caste system.
India's constitution outlaws caste-based discrimination, and barriers have broken down in large cities. Prejudice, however, persists in some rural areas of the country.
The girl was walking with her mother down a path in the city of Mathura when she was accosted by a man in his late teens, said police superintendent R.K. Chaturvedi.
"He scolded them both and pu
Magic BeerA lady walks into a bar and sees a really good-looking guy sitting
at the bar by himself. She goes over and asks him what he is drinking.
"Magic Beer," he says.
She thinks he's a little crazy, so she walks around the bar, but
after realizing that there is no one else worth talking to, goes back
to the man sitting at the bar and says, "That isn't really Magic Beer,
is it?" "Yes, I'll show you."
He takes a drink of the beer, jumps out the window, flies around the
building three times and comes back in the window.
The lady can't believe it: "I bet you can't do that again."
He takes another drink of beer, jumps out the window, flies around
the building three times, and comes back in the window.
She is so amazed that she says she wants a Magic Beer,
so the guy says to the bartender, "Give her one of what I'm having."
She gets her drink, takes a gulp of the beer, jumps out the window,
plummets 30 stories, breaks every bone in her body, and dies.
The bartender loo
This Is Itshe lied to me from the beginning, and it ruined me now there is someone who promises to never lie to me, and i believe her... I have to wait though but i am willing to do that.... I was waiting for someone who didn't even want to be with me... now there is someone who does so im making my mind up and making the choice... I am moving in with either her or my friend at the end of the month.... finally everything is working out for the better.... my family is basically gone but thats okay i can survive.... I have made bad choices and am dealing with the consequences emotional and physical.... it hurts but no one in my family realizes that i know what i did wrong and am doing wrong... oh well I have my friends and myself and god thats all i need to live... for everyone to know I am Robert Piazza.... take it or leave it. I am who I am not changing for no one accept me or don't.... one day someone and others will accept me for who I am inside and out....
Sunday Morning DelightI will never hear church bells ringing again without smiling...
Upon hearing that her elderly grandfather had just passed away, Katie went straight to her grandparent's house to visit her 95-year-old grandmother and comfort her. When she asked how her grandfather had died, her grandmother replied, He had a heart attack while we were making love on Sunday morning."
Horrified, Katie told her grandmother that 2 people nearly 100 years old having sex would surely be asking for trouble.
"Oh no, my dear," replied granny. "Many years ago , realizing our advanced age, we figured out the best time to do it was when the church bells would start to ring. It was just the right rhythm. Nice and slow and even...
Nothing too strenuous, simply in on the Ding and out on the Dong."
She paused to wipe away a tear, and continued, "He'd still be alive if the ice cream truck hadn't come along.
Anne Rice #3We all die. The one thing you share with every mortal is death. — Anne RicePosted from QuoteAddiction.com
Giveawayi'm in a give awa i only need 6000 comments to get a fubling pack. bomb me please
Anne Rice #2Evil is always possible. Goodness is a difficulty. — Anne RicePosted from QuoteAddiction.com
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Sticking A Camera Up My Ass Does Not Sound Like Fun!I am very tired this morning. I couldn't sleep last night. My son made me upset by being a complete ass yesterday and I went to the doctor yesterday for the Gastro Intestinal Specialist and we went over my symptoms I had been having. She is a little worried because she thinks there could be a problem either in the upper intestines or lower intestines and she said there are 2 tests I need to do and that there is the invasive way ans less invasive way.
She told me the invasive way was that I have to starve for 2 days and then they give me some meds to relax and then she sticks a camera down my throat and into my stomach. I would be awake for this! Then I would have to do another colonoscopy.
The less invasive way is through x-ray and drinking some nasty stuff and not eating. She said it is good for the upper but not for the lower. I would have to have 2 things done for the lower if I go that route.
She could see the concern on my face so she told me to go home and think a
Never Drink The Last Beer!!!Man faces charges after brandishing barbecue fork
From the Current-Argus, 04/25/2008
CARLSBAD — A Carlsbad man faces aggravated assault and battery charges after he allegedly threatened his wife with a barbecue fork.
John M. Givens, 32, of the 500 block of South Mesa, is charged with aggravated battery against a household member and unlawfully assaulting or striking at a household member with a deadly weapon, namely a barbecue skewer fork.
According to a complaint filed in magistrate court, at approximately 11:50 p.m. on April 18, officers of the Carlsbad Police Department were dispatched to a North Lake Street residence in reference to a report of assault and battery.
Givens and his wife, Michelle, had been quarrelling in their backyard on South Mesa when the argument became heated and he allegedly tackled her to the ground, holding a barbecue fork to her throat.
She was able to get away from him and go inside to care for their children, and he later joined her i
Anne Rice #1Evil is a point of view. God kills indiscriminately and so shall we. For no creatures under God are as we are, none so like him as ourselves. — Anne RicePosted from QuoteAddiction.com
Nascar Fans Unite !!!!!hey fellow nascar fans , we are having a charity drive and auction in honor of brienne davis ( nascar offical ) who passed away this month .
so please join us and help make june brienne davis month in the nascar community . ! you can check out this site and keep updated on the auction .it will be on ebay june 16th through the end of the month .
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please pass this on to all your nascar friends
thanks everyone !
cindy
To Those Who Care Lol :pI am very busy these days and wont be around much, just to get on and get rid of my 11s daily, I havent forgot about any of you, just have lots to take care of, always thinking about my good friends and I miss u all, love ya guys xoxoxox Just dont want anyone thinking something bad happened to me, one of these days I'll be done with all this stuff around the house lol I'm always signed on, but 98% of the time, not here lol
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Chuck Norris On Oprah's ReligionThe pessimist sees difficulty in every opportunity.
The optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty.
Winston Churchill
Chuck Norris on Oprah's Religion - by Diane Singer
In an article titled 'Oprah's New Easter,' Chuck Norris has weighed in on the
Eckhart Toll book and Oprah's related online course called A New Earth.
Chuck nicely summarizes the tenets of Tolle's belief system, with this evaluation:
Like most self-help spiritual texts of this type, it is a blend of half-truths and half-fabrications. One easily could save the purchase price of 'A New Earth' -- and subsequently avoid its misleading remarks -- by reading the Bible, which gives a much more thorough and accurate picture of life's purpose and the methods for overcoming its obstacles....
The reason Tolle's psychology and spirituality is marketed so easily is that it is an eclectic mix of conventional and unconventional wisdom, and Western and Eastern beliefs, presented in a tolerant, non-threatening and no
Ppp PimpoutINTRODUCING....THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES
This is a new fubar fam that was created for sexy women who know how to have fun & who don't take "net life" quite so seriously. It will be kept small & drama free!!
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Eating Outjust for fun, lol . . .
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT
Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but
your waiter may know!
YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH
This is pretty neat
DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST!
It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read .
Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out!
This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun.
1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to
go out to eat.
(more than once but less than 10)
2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)
3. Add 5
4. Multiply it by 50
5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1758...
If you haven't, add 1757.
6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.
You should have a three digit number.
The first digit of this was your original number. ( I. e., How many times
you want to go out to restaurants in a week.)
The next t
Is "matt" Fucking Aroud On "jill"?? Read..........I know this friend of mine named Jill. Jill has been dating matt for a few years now. They are engaged to be married. Matt has been acting distant to Jill and Jill doesnt know why. Then There is this hoochiemama woman named Stacy Stacy is a bit of a slut. She is sorta coming between Jill and Matt. Matt spends most of his time with Stacy and not his fiancee Jill. Do U think something is going on between Matt and Stacy or not?
Im Seeling My Soul To The Devil ....ARE YOU THE DEVIL???? Im selling myself to the highest bidder....Oh yes I am up for auction so hit the link and check out what im offering and who could be a couple other surprizes in there too ..so comeon someone out there has got to love me enough to own me ....Is it you???
Some Chics Venting On Car Owners...Posted by Wreckless:
Okay, I've been up all night so chock-full of pissed off, so I gotta get some shit off of my chest. I thought it was gonna be my chest AND your sisters chest but a towel and a fire hose took care of it. So..
BMW Owners -STOP TAKING PICTURES OF YOUR BORING ASS STOCK FUCKING CARSIts a fucking 3 series, 5 series, F series, what the $%#@ ever. The most heavily modded amongst you doesn't even have matching paint so how much do you guys suck, really? You're totally content with your cute fucking vanity plates and starbucks and indie rock music on your stock fucking sound system that you just can't get enough of your gay self. Oh yeah, and $%#@ all your fancy valve VANOS-HOMOS bullshit and your lack of a fucking dipstick. I mean, how gay does your car have to be to not even have a fucking DIPSTICK?!?!? That's like saying "Yep, we're such queers that even the factory knows we're not going to check the oil on anything except our boyfriends ass, so whatever on the dips
Slow Rider....Update on life... I am currently working my ass off 5 days a week, starting cancer meds, and keeping my head up.... I am still single, but thats ok.... yes i know i should be with someone but thats just not a priority to me right now...itd be nice to date and all but i am in no rush either...Well any comments, questions, concerns? message them to me :) HUGS TO ALL!
Beware Of The Virus!!!!!!!!!!!!PASS IT ON!!! CHECKS START COMING OUT ON MAY 2ND
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checked on the IRS.gov site, and they clearly advise against responding
to the email, and against opening the link, as it may place a virus
onto your computer. They note that they do not correspond with anyone via
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Working With AngelsGraceful Guidance
Working With Angels
At some point in our lives, we are likely to find ourselves asking for help, perhaps from no one in particular, and without knowing where help could possibly come from. We may have raised our eyes skyward or whispered our need under our breath only to find that somehow we were heard, and the help we needed arrived. It might have come in the form of a person who appeared at the right time, or perhaps it came in the form of luck, chance, or divine intervention. However assistance appears, these are times when we can be sure that there are angels watching over us.
We may find ourselves asking for their help with simple things-like finding a parking spot or to watch over loved ones-but then we forgot to call on them when we found ourselves alone or in pain. We don't need to be aware of them to receive their assistance, but there is comfort in the knowledge that they are there for us when we need them. And when we remain open to their pre
Help Level This Friend Of Mine To Leveled 20 PleaseCan you help him
level up please to rockstar.He has 55,402 points to go till next level.Hopefully today or tonight.
He'll be leveled.Come show him all the fu-love you have to him.He would like to be leveled up soon.Here's his pic link to his page.Just rate his page and pics for him to level up sooner.
Chewy Enforcer@Club Paradize,Headenforcer@ crystal clear@ fubar
Ghost Riders Summer Pimp OutWelcome here are the rules....
1) THIS WILL BE A PIMP OUT FOR ALL WHO WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE RIDE OF YOUR FUBAR LIFE
2)LEADER OF THE PACK WILL BE DJ GHOST RIDER
3) EACH PERSON THAT JOINS CAN PICK WHAT THEY WANT TO BE
a) LEADER OF A CHAPTER - 10,000 FU BUCKS
b) HITMAN- 5000 FU-BUCKS
C) MASTER AT ARMS- 5000 FUBUCKS
d) AND JUST ALONG FOR THE RIDE- 2500 FUBUCKS
NOW EACH CATORGORY ABOVE CAN PICK WHAT FRIENDS THEY WANT AND INVITE THEM TO JOIN THE PIMP-OUT.
AND ALL FU-BUCKS WILL BE SENT TO DJ GHOST RIDER
EACH CATORGORY CAN HAVE AS MANY FRIENDS THEY WANT TO JOIN BUT ALL WHO JOIN MUST BE WILLING TO SPREAD THE WORD
OF THE PIMP-OUT AND RATE, FAN AND FRIEND ALL AS SOON AS THE PIMP OUT STARTS
NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED IF YOU START DRAMA YOUR PROFILE WILL BE DELETED FROM THE HELL RIDE
THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE RULES AND MORE MAY COME OR CHANGE. IM TRYING TO HAVE THE HELL RIDE START IN 2 WEEKS
ON MAY 19TH. I HOPE ALL WILL JOIN I
Do You Know How To MeasureFind Your Bra Size
Are you wearing the right size?
Almost 8 in 10 women are wearing the wrong size- you may be one of them. Why? Your body changes over time, and your fit will change year to year as you lose or gain weight, exercise more or less, and so on. If you are experiencing discomfort, spillage over your cups or back strap, tight straps, or a gap between your cups, you are most likely wearing the wrong size.
Measuring yourself for a bra is an art, not a science
Our fit guide can provide you with a good starting point. If you're not sure what size you wear, or fall between two sizes, you may want to try several sizes and styles as a starting point.
Getting Started
It's best to measure when you are wearing your most comfortable bra - one that has no padding and is not a minimizer.
Helpful Hints
Try these tips and tests to see if your bra is flattering you as best it should.
Place yourself in your bra
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JumpAll this pain I hold inside as I fight the tears back from my eyes.
The knife that's wedged inside my heart, forcing me back into the dark.
With a blindfold on I walk through life, struggling to disypher the worng form right.
Simple thoughts and nothing more, avoiding complicationg just through the door.
The past is crawling back again... I keep on pushing, but it's creeping in !
The walls are slowly closing in... suffocating the innocent girl within.
Looking over the edge I find a way.... something that promises a better day ! It's not long now before I jump, 'casue nothing can save my from myself !!!
Let The Hatred Begin!Why does it seem like everytime someone really uncouth and vulgar comes by my page and hits me up in the Shout box, they happen to be from Turkey? Is there a problem that causes Turkish people to lack any sense of what is socially acceptable?
I'm sure this is going to get me plenty of hate-mail but I don't care.
ConfessionsI dream of words once promised, and now I start a life a new...
Sitting here, listneing to music... wondering, what's going on whith you ???
Where you're at, and how you are ? Have you finally healed THAT scar?
Now, I'm in love ; a SCARRY thought, wanting to get married... cause he is my heart !
Drinkin' a beer ; sitting at the ' puter, pondering on my future.
But... still my thoughts come back to you........
what's up ? HOW ARE YOU ?
I know I'll never see you again, but for so long you WERE my best friend !
I wish you were here to wish me well ; have some kind words ... something to tell.
This pain within my soul... Only one thing can make me whole !
Just so you know... it's 5 am, what the fuck , GOD DAMN !!!!
I can't sleep, or find no peace. Why is it so hard to escape your release?
What kind of a hold of you have on me ? From a million miles away ?
I'm so in love with someone other than you , so why am I wide awake texting you ?
Listening to these
Top 6 Pet Peaves On Fubar6. woman who think that a hello in a shout box is an invitation to pick out china patterns, its a hello, answer the mother fucker and get over yourself, if your not into him or her be polite but freakin honest geeez
5. instant porn stars, some of you and you know who you are really should be modest, and someday it may coem back to haunt you
4. men who are stalkers, guys get therapy your really wrecking things for the rest of us, jerk off and get over it, Oh and by the way sometimes a girl just wants to get laid and forget you.
3. lack of shout box manners, tell him or her that your leaving, its kinda like being in mid sentance and hangin up the phone on someone, its just rude.
2. down raters if you cant give them a ten dont give em anything at all
1. fakes keep your face pics the same all the way through dont hide behind someone else be yourself, someone thinks your beautiful even if its just you mom.
TOP 6? yeah cause I know you dumb fucks will probably come up wit
I Need Major Help!♥Miss Andi♥ - I am SpAzTaStIc! *Clown's Posse*@ fubar
She entered a contest and made it this far!
They are down to the final 2!
But the catch is.... You need to bomb her opponent!
So here is the pic you need to bomb...
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Gas Could Hit $7/gallon!By Marty Jerome EmailApril 29, 2008 | 2:00:00 PMCategories: Alt Fuel, Business, Finance, Fuel Economy, Policy, Post-Petroleum
Both Qatar's oil minister and the head of OPEC can see oil hitting $200 a barrel before the end of the year and one analyst says gas could reach $7 a gallon within four years. That could mean cataclysm for the global economy.
The world got a little relief today when BP reopened its North Sea pipeline. But the price of gas is averaging $3.60 a gallon and the price of oil is flirting with $120 a barrel with no relief in sight. Market forces don't seem to be functioning in their normal order. OPEC controls only about half of the world's oil supply. Ordinarily, when prices spike skyward, the world's non-cartel spigots open wide. Why isn't this happening and who's to blame?
Oil Companies. Admittedly, obscenely compensated oil executives are laying low these days. Big Oil is rolling in profits. The Bush Administration's tax subsidies to oil companies, which
Weird Dream...I remember being in a house that was my grandfathers, but it wasn't my grandfathers how I know it, it was strange, much bigger, several stories, cluttered.. My grandfather always keeps his house clean and tidy, and it's a bit small..He wasn't my grandfather, he looked, talked, and acted nothing like him.. yet in this dream.. I couldn't tell the difference.
There were lots of people there.. my grandfather (who was not really him.), my attacker of many years in my past, and people who, in the dream, were my cousins (but also not really them..) It's weird, I recognized and identified them in my dream as being my cousins and grandfather, but in reality, they look, talk, and act nothing like the way they did in my dream.. The only one who looked and acted himself was my attacker.
In the dream there was a few of us sitting downstairs on the couches, trying to figure out where everyone would sleep, and then my attacker woke up on the couch (while we were still trying to figure out posit
BustedThe doctor told a man that masturbating before sex, often helped men last longer during the act. The man decided, 'What the heck, I'll try it.' He spent the rest of the day thinking about where to do it. He couldn't do it in his office. He thought about the restroom, but that was too open. He considered an alley but figured that was too unsafe. Finally, he realized his solution.
On the way home from work, he pulled his truck over on the side of the highway. He got out and crawled underneath as if examining the truck. Satisfied with the privacy, he undid his pants and started to masturbate, he closed his eyes and thought of his lover. As he grew closer to orgasm, he felt a quick tug at his pant leg. Not wanting to lose his mental fantasy or the orgasm, he kept his eyes shut and replied, 'What?'
He heard 'This is the police. What in the hell are you doing?' The man replied, 'I'm checking out the rear axle, it's busted.'
The cop says, 'Well, you better check your brake
TrustI FEEL LIKE I CANT TRUST THE THINGS PPL IN MY LIFE TELL ME ANYMORE CUZ THEY ACT DIFFERENT TOWARDS ME NOT SO IN LOVE OR NO LONGER WANTIN TO B FRIENDS IM CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WUT THE HELL IS GOIN ON IM NOT ACTIN DIFFRENT SO WUT THE HELL IS UP THEN!
Tiny Hugs Levelers Rules And GuidelinesThe Tiny Hugs Levelers
Rules and Guidelines
1.this is a group u have to help whoever needs help Do Not Join If you're In It For Yourself
2. Absolutely No Drama Aloud If you cause drama you will be removed immediately. If you feel any of the other members are disrespecting you contact me immediately
3. All people in the group must have 100 pics or max pics for their level those pics do not include ripped or nsfw pics. You must also have 150 stash items for this will help people level you if they are out of pic rates
4. All members must have an approved fubar salute
5. All members must make a salute for the group within 30 days of joining the group. It must have the name Tiny Hugs Levelers in it. Once you get that salute made send it to me.
6. You must F/R/A all the members To see who the current members I have a pic folder with all of the members that were ripped so you can F/R/A them
7. If real life issues/situations come up it will not affect your membership
Own Me Lolok lets the bids start and see how much i am worth you guys know you want to own click the pic and bid bid bid !!!!!!!!!
If U R Lookin To Join This Is Where U Need To LookINTRODUCING....THE PU$$YCAT PLAYMATES
This is a new fubar fam that was created for sexy women who know how to have fun & who don't take "net life" quite so seriously. It will be kept small & drama free!!
PURPOSE:
~To have fun!!
~To help each other as needed (bombing, leveling, etc.)
~To be pimped for fubucks
*2 things can be purchased from the Playmates
~Personal salutes (sfw/nsfw)
~The Playmate (daily/weekly)
*Please see blog "salutes & rentals" for further details
CONTEST & AUCTIONS:
Occasional contests & auctions will be hosted on the home page & on the Playmates pages. They will be open for anyone to participate, not just the Playmates. If a Playmate would like to host a contest or auction please let LAST OF A DYIN BREED know so she can notify all Playmates but the Playmate hosting the contest will be responsible for making their own rules and providing their own prizes UNLESS other arrangements are made.
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Who Am I....Every waking moment I ponder...
My mind working overtime...
The biggest question of my life...
That has yet to be answered...
Who Am I?
Many put labels on my soul...
Thinking they know me best...
They shine on the eccentricities
That perhaps explains small parts of me...
Yet they don't understand the whole...
Who Am I?
As I ask myself time and again...
I search to the endless depths of my soul...
With each step I grow...
With each new discovery...
I come close...
Only to find I have not yet found...
WHO I AM....
Written by Paulette ~4-30-2008~
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LmmffaoIf you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through
The pet syndrome, including toilet flush burials for dead
Goldfish, the story below will have you laughing out
LOUD!
Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet.
Here's what happened:
Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me
There was 'something wrong' with one of the two
Lizards he holds prisoner in his room.
'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm
Serious, Dad. Can you help?'
I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and
Followed him into his bedroom. One of the little lizards
Was indeed lying on his back, looking stressed. I
Immediately knew what to do.
'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!'
'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's
Having babies.'
'What?' my son demanded. 'But their names are
Bert and Ernie, Mom!'
I was equally outraged.
'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't
Want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my
What Should I Do?Well here i am once again to blurt out my feelings and thoughts about my
daily life. This time it is about that one wonderful person in you life who
you think couldn't do wrong. Well i guess that has smacked me in the face
once again. Today my boyfriend marty signed onto his myyearbook account and
made it look like i was still signed on well guess what i wasn't it was his
account and you know when you see a new email you just gotta take a quick
look at it just to see who he is talking to well to my much surprise there
was a sexual message from this droop dead beautiful woman younger then me
and very much more well endowned then myself. i didn't think much of it
until i went to look at his sent messages. well much to my surpise he has
send hundreds and hundreds of emails to all of these skinny woman telling
them how beautiful they are and how sexy they are when they are wearing
practicly nothing. you know those type of woman who take pics of them selfs
in bathing suits thei
Loverboy--the One That Got AwayRemember how you looked at me, there was only one man alive, I was all you ever needed, I could see it in your eyes. Remember everything you said, you wore your heart out on your sleeve. All the words still echo in my head, I believe.
It’s funny how things can change, with one blink of an eye. It doesn’t matter what I say, all you see is goodbye.
I hope you think of me when you’re all by yourself, I hope you scream my name when you’re with someone else. And if you feel the pain that only I can take away, I hope one day you’ll wake up and you’ll say I’m the one that got away.
Did I love you way too much, please tell me what I did so wrong. What was the defining moment when you knew that it was gone?
It’s funny how your world can change with one drop of a dime. It doesn’t matter what you say, all I hear is goodbye.
And I hope you think of me when you’re all by yourself, I hope you scream my name when you’re with someone else. And if you feel the pain that only I can
Love And MenHow is it that a man can ask me to marry him and say that my and I are his world and then turn around and leave me so suddenly? Then tell me that I never meant anything to him after I go out to the bar and have some fun. I mean I was dancing with another man but at that point he had already left me a week earlier. I have been trying to pretend that I am ok but I'm not I'm so far from being ok. I went from planning a wedding one second to being single the very next second.
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What The Fuckety??I'm sitting in my office casually checking out NSFWs when a bunch of schoolkids just walk and start looking at things. What the hell? And none of the teachers with them say anything to us or anything, or explain what the hell they're doing there - what the hell is up with that?
WowPlease show your fubar love to me I am in a contest that ends Friday I am behind please help me win. I always try to help out if its with fu bucks rates or bombing I do what I can .Please help .
Do It & Do It Now... HeheIT'S SOMEBODY'S BIRTHDAY!
THEY NEED LOTS OF BIRTHDAY LOVE!
AND I BET YOUR WONDERING WHO...
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Bidding WarWet Dreams©™~Member of The Spankers Bombsquad~?Owned by Sherrylicious?
I am having a 1 day Auction on Wednesday April 30th, from 10:00 am EST until 10:00 pm EST
If u want to be sold let me know. It will cost 30,000 fubucks to enter.
The highest bidder for each of you will have to rate all my stash and of course pay you what they bid
Bidding will start at 30,000 fubucks
Here are a list of offers for each person entering. If you would like to add more you are welcome to
1. Winner's name in your ID for a month
2. Added to family for a month
3. Added to top friend for a month
4. Rate all stash
5. One salute pic of my choice
6. Two drinks a day for a week
7. One Big Pimpin gift of my choice
8. One profile comment every day for a week
For cash prizes, here is a list of fubuck/cash equivalence,,,,Bling Package = 200,000,,,,7 Day Blast/VIP = 500,000,,,,30 Day Blast = 1,500,000,,,Happy Hour = 2,000,000 Anyone who participates in this auction will have to keep their end of the barg
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DemonsPain is the only thing that let's me know that I'm alive. Cut my skin to the bone. They say that love is the greatest but I know it's the pain that cut's to the soul. Driven everyday to find another that shares my obsession. Trusting the world to bring forth nothing but demons that betray me at every turn to consume, my body in a furnace of flames. I rejoice in all that you were and all that are. A bitch that cut me open to see what made me tick. Forever the reason why.
Demons tear at my skin, but I will never cry out loud. Cuz I relish the feeling they give me. Another glimpse at my torturis future. No I wont beg for release.
Why dont you go to another hole. I have dug this one myself. Now stand back as I have it collapse in on me.
Cryin shame, never wondered why I looked at you with disdain. The malicouse malcontent of the creature deep inside of me comes crawling out. But you shall never hear me shout out in protest.
Now I leave you in a muddled state wond
Monument For Hillary!Dear Friends and Relatives:
We have the distinguished honor of being on the committee to raise
$5,000,000.00 for a monument of Hillary Clinton's heroic stand under
Bosnian
sniper fire.
We originally wanted to put her on Mt. Rushmore until we discovered
there
was not enough room for two more faces.
We then decided to erect a statue of Hillary Clinton in the Washington,
DC
Hall Of Fame. We are having a bit of difficulty as to where the statue
should be placed. It was not proper to place it beside the statue of
George
Washington, who never told a lie, or beside Jesse Jackson, who never
told
the truth, since Hillary Clinton could never
tell the difference.
We finally decided to place it beside Christopher Columbus, the
greatest
Democrat of them all. He left not knowing where he was going, and when
he
got there he did not know where he was. He returned not knowing where
he
had been, and did it all on someone else's money.
If
Thank You For Your WelcomeFor those of you who have rated my pics, thank you. Anyone who has tried to get in touch with me, please excuse me but as this is my first day I'm still trying to find my way round here. Thank you to my very sexy friend Sammie for inviting me.
Hey Every BodyHEY GUYS. I AM A SINGLE 22 YEAR OLD FEMALE LOOKING FOR A MALE FROM 22 TO 35. I AM LOOKING FOR A NICE GUY THAT LIVES IN INDIANAPOLIS, INDIANA. IF ANY ONE IS INTERESTED THAT LIVE IN INDIANAPOLIS INDIANA LET ME KNOW AND WE WILL TALK. IM NOT VERY PICKY JUST LOOKING FOR A GUY TO HANG OUT WITH AND HAVE FUN WITH!!! :)
Clearly I'm Fucked Up...DisorderRatingParanoid Disorder:HighSchizoid Disorder:HighSchizotypal Disorder:ModerateAntisocial Disorder:ModerateBorderline Disorder:LowHistrionic Disorder:ModerateNarcissistic Disorder:ModerateAvoidant Disorder:ModerateDependent Disorder:HighObsessive-Compulsive Disorder:High-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! ---- Personality Disorders --
Im Hott N I Know Itim hot and i know it but i dont like to show it..if u think im hot and want me to show it mor then help me level up! fan me, rate me, add me,, and ill show some more love thanx guyz..
Whose Your Vampire PersonalityWhose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com
You scored as DraculaYou are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.
Dracula
100%Deacon Frost
100%Lestat
100%Marius
100%Akasha
92%Angel
83%Blade
75%Spike
67%Louis
58%Armand
RainWeather in dreams is generally a detail that may be left unanalyzed unless it is particularly noticeable to the dreamer for some reason. Rain is one of these notable exceptions. The reason comes from the relationship between water and fertility that many cultures affirm. In dreams where rain and water-fertility are identified, there is usually an unique feature to the rain. This can be as mundane as a drought that is broken to rain that only falls indoors on one or two particular people.
Does the rain cause you problems of some sort or is it a welcome addition to the scene?
Caption It | Vol.2 | 001RFB’s Bi-Weekly Photo Blog
Caption It
(Start sending in your pictures and I will feature them in a round of "Caption It") I will be doing these bi-weekly now so keep an eye out!
The name of the game is “Caption It” and the rules are simple.
1. Check out this blog twice a week for a new photo and hysterical captions.
2. Comment with a caption of your own!
You could caption the photo in general or “quote” the person/people in it. (rude, funny, gross, sarcastic, political etc… ANYTHING GOES!) I will be making this blog NSFW so post whatever you like.
3. Have fun!!!
If I can get enough people into it I will start awarding gifts for the best caption every week as voted on by the blog participants.
Felling A Little ProudIt use to be so hard for me to actually say that I was proud of myself, maybe it was because I truly wasn't proud or maybe it was just I was afraid to be proud of myself if that makes any sense,however I can say that recently I have felt a bit of pride in myself and I do not even feel guilty or weird about it, and I for one think that is pretty damn cool.
Things That Make U Go Hummmmmmmmmm!!!joni --
[noun]:An erotic popsicle
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The porno of Joni's life will be called ...
"Black and Blue Erotica"
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You are 66% easy
You are easy. You like sex… a lot. You do have some reservations about who you do it with though. Only the hottest of the hot.
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Cucumber!
You are definitely kinky, and clearly the cucumber has many alternate uses. So why not bring one into the bedroom and see where it takes you.
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Your Sex Sign is...
You're a sexual wild child who's aiming to do it all - or die trying.
Getting with you is a total adventure, so people should only hop on if they can handle the ride.
No one can predict your next sex move... you'll do
NamesThis is inspired by a latest "name" mumm. Reading the comments, I was assaulted by the barrage of Jadeighns, Logens, Shaelins, etc. I believe that the complexity of a name dirrectly correllates with a person's IQ. That is, if you name your child a name taken out of a Scrabble game, that no one will EVER be able to spell, pronounce, or remember, your Intelligence Quotent is in double digits. Ofcourse, I always hated having the most common Russian name- Natasha (or Natalia, same name), and had to compete with other 5 Natashas in my class. Plus, after I was born, I didn't have a name for a month before my parents picked it out (WTF!), but I am glad that I don't need to spell it out every time someone has to write it down.
Other peeve, common names spelled in "exotic" (read "fucked up" ways
Ashleigh
Katee
Jasohn
Jonathon
Christee
I Was Waiting For You....My fingers wrapped tight around my swollen member....Awoken by the thought of you lowering your mouth down onto me. My hands reached out of their own accord to tangle within your hair. "Mmmmmmm, suck my dick Baby"....Had I voiced those words outloud?
Shaking my head to clear it.....was I just dreaming or were you here with me? I sat on the edge of the bed, my dick still hard as a rock....This can't be a dream. Standing, I glance around my room, straining to see if I can make the outline of you standing in the shadows. No, I see nothing.
Stumbling across the hall to the bathroom, I stand there looking at myself in the mirror....Am I lost in lust? Have I conjured you up?. Has the mere thought of losing myself within you left me vulnerable and exposed?
Turning the water on in the shower, my thoughts have now turned to relieving myself of this pent up frustration. I slip under the water just as my hand envelopes my dick. It comes to attention instantly. "Mmmmmm"....a moan escapes
Love'Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.'
Neil Gaiman
(English born American Novelist, Journalist, Screenwriter, Children's author and Com
What Fictional Vampire Archetype Are You?What Fictional Vampire Archtype are You?
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911! Contest Help Needed PlsHi I am on my way to godfather as some of you know and you can probably see. So I am doing a contest for 30 bling! 60k woo hoo
the contest ends tonight at midnight and i could really use your help to bomb even if its just a few comments
Contest is that the least amount of commnents wins! so please stop over and bomb this pic with me. Please do not bomb my picture as i need the least amount of comments
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Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Chapter IV
The next morning, Gracie paced back and forth nervously. Today was the day of her Wizard Exam. She was nervous and on edge. Rand watched her pace for a few minutes before realizing that she needed something to distract her. Softly whispering the spell, he watched as a gentle breeze filled the small area that he created around her. The breeze caressed her face. Stopping she smiled softly and turned fully into the gentle breeze. He could remember the first time that he had created this breeze for her. Gracie had instantly been hooked on it. Although most wizards could create breezes such as this, the stronger wizards's breezes tended to carry the wizards personality. For a few more minutes Grace lingered in the breeze. She felt much calmer now. She should leave the breeze now. She knew that Rand could hold this breeze for long amounts of time but it wasn't fair to him. Turning she got ready to move out of the breeze when to her surprise, Rand joined her in the small area
The Mad HattersStark.Raving.Madness. Doesn't that sound fun?
The Mad Hatters - designed for friends, fans, and leveling help. As of right now, we're brand new and are in the beginning stage of forming our group. If you think that you might be interested in 'going mad', please read on!
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OogySo I was jogging in place waiting for my toast to pop up and I realized something......
I could feel my butt cheeks moving up and down. I've never felt this before.
I'm very sad.
Save GasGeorge Carlin's
Solution to Save Gasoline
Bush
wants us
to cut the amount of gas we use.....
The
best way
to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal
immigrants!
That
would be
11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas
would come down.....
Bring
our
troops home from Iraq to
guard the Border....
When
they
catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a
canteen, rifle
and some ammo and ship him to Iraq ..
Tell
him if he
wants to come to America then
he must serve a tour in the military....
Give
him a
soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it.....
After
his
tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended
this
country.....
He
will also
be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot.....
This
option
will probably deter illegal immigration and
Chapter 7 - A Knight In Shining ArmourFor months after having him back in her life, Leighton stayed to herself. Having Shawn and Anthony over sometimes for a late lunch here and there, but that was it. So much going through her mind. That last night he had given her some very valuable information now she had to figure out what to do and if he was telling the truth. She learned that she didn't have to take lives. He told her that as long as she didn't take their life she could in return let them drink from her without turning them, to make them better. But it was a very fine line and very chancy. After a lot of thought Leighton decided this was what she wanted. Mainly what made her come to that decision was her hatred for killing innocent people and if she did mess it up then the victim would die but wasn't that what she had been doing anyway? The victim would die and she just wouldn't let them feed off of her so then they aren't turned. Since coming to that conclusion last night, Leighton had decided to go out tonight. She
Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Chapter III (Cont)
Pausing at her door, he whispered the spell to unlock the door. Pushing it open with a sigh he carried her back to her bedroom. Muttering another spell, the blankets on her bed slid down to the foot a bed. Depositing her on the pristine sheets, she was a sight that would surely haunt him the rest of the night. Covering her up, he leaned in and placed a soft kiss on her forehead.
"Soon, Patience, we'll be together." Turning he left. Opening her eyes, Patience, smiled.
"Sooner than you think, Jonathan." Turning over she snuggled into the bed.
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Standing in the open doorway, Jonathan barely heard her words. But hear them he did. A slow smile crossed his face. He waited patiently for her to drop into a deeper slumber, then he initiate the dream merge.
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Patience was unaware at the first that he was in her dream until she felt a warm body behind her. Rolling
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Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Chapter III
ajic Touch
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Grace took two weeks to lull Rand into a false sense of belief before renewing her request for an annulment of their betrothal. She still had not found any footing upon the reviewing the laws governing the Royal Law of Marriage. She had read the law forwards, backwards, and even sideways and still no hope of being freed, unless, Rand would call it off. Which didn't seem even like a possibility. He was insistent about marrying her.
Which he reminded her nightly. She didn't know which was worse. Being with him during the day or having him invade her dreams at night. It was almost midnight. She glanced at the clock. She was tired but was reluctant about going to sleep. But if she didn't slumber soon, Rand would walk the short distance across their shared balcony and check on her. He would have his time each night.
My Broken Heart!!!My Broken Heart
I woke up alone with dawn's faint graying light, but the sounds of the birds brought me no joy. For with you gone from my small world my heart is broken. The walls of this old ranch house are closing in, the pain and all the terrible emptiness is with me once again with the start of each empty new day.
Now I find myself looking forward, not with anticipation, but with a prayer, that darkness of night will come quickly. For it is only in the dead of the night when peace comes, for I can seek you out in my dreams. I look up into the heavens with hope, surely an angel will hear my tear filled cry and let you know I still care.
Only faith is pulling me through each day, for when my heart is breaking and I am all alone, I know that God is up in heaven and I pray his tender mercy will soon be shone. One way or the other, for with a broken heart how can I go on.....
~ Dave Griffith ~
Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Chapter II (Cont)
"Well, that sheds a bit of light on the subject." She murmured. "Are you going to answer my other question?"
"Other question? Oh, yeah. Of course. She is to be as pure as he." Jonathan replied.
"Does she realize this?"
"I don't know. But I know Rand has made sure that every wizard that has even glanced at her was made aware of his claim. As much as your sister had her nose in a book, I doubted she even noticed the lack of attention."
"Let's hope that she never becomes aware of that fact, Jonathan." Patience said quietly. "I don't want to be there. But someone does have to tell her about the Royal Law. I am surprised that she doesn't already know about it."
"She may have read something about it but like most assumed that it was no longer in use." Jonathan replied. "I will mention it to Rand. Let him be the one to tell her about it."
"I agree. She can get hacked at him ." Patience agreed. Suddenly her stomach growled. She laughed.
"Was that you
Chapter 6 - You're My Best FriendWaking as the sun started going down, it all came back to her like a dream and she didnt even have to see him to know he was truly there. Putting her face into the pillow he had been laying on she could smell his scent. Immediately her body tingled and ached for him. She got out of bed and stretching, made her way into the kitchen smelling the aroma of coffee and dinner. Sitting down at the table with her coffee (cappuccino, he remembered) she was aware when he entered the room. He walked over to the oven and peeked inside. As she watched his every move. This is one man she could never grow tired of. Even if she had to just sit on the sidelines and watch him from afar for the rest of her immortal life, she would be content. Now that's love. "And Leighton you're a damn sap!" she griped at herself in her head. She watched him as he turned to look at her and smile, forgetting he could read her mind like an open book she gave him an ugly look and went to take a shower.
Closing her mi
Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Chapter II
Gracie awoke the following morning feeling refreshed and ready to take on the world. When she rolled over she saw that there was a single rose laying on the pillow next to her head. Smiling softly she reached for the flower.
"Dare, I hope that smile is for me." Rand asked from the open french doors.
"How did you get in here?" She asked as she scrambled to sit up. Pulling the covers up around her, she noticed that he was freshly shaven. Last night he had a dark shadow along his jaw.
"Easy. I just walked along the balcony until I reached your doors." Rand said as he pushed off the doorframe.
"You're room is next to mine?" She squeaked.
"A little farther down, we just happen to share the balcony. Makes it much easier to see one another without the whole household knowing what is going on." Sitting down on the edge of the bed he effectively trapped her against the headboard.
"What are you doing?" She asked, nervously.
"Greeting, my betrothed." Leaning i
23rd Psalm In CherokeeThe 23rd Psalm in Cherokee
Current mood: accomplished
Category: Religion and Philosophy
this is so beauitful
23rd Psalm In Cherokee
A gi ga di ya - ge sv i - Ga lo ne di, na qua du li s gv na - ge se s di.
I tse i yu s di - wa ga di yv do di - a quv ni si ni di - na quv ne ho.
Na v - do yi - a ma ge sv - a ka ti ni do ha.
A qua da nv do gi - o s da na quv ne - du do v i yu wa ni sa ta.
U s ti de ga nv nv - v hna i - o ni s di ni a dv ne di - a ka ti ni do.
U ge da li yv - v hna i - u da yv la dv - v hna i - a yo hu hi s di- yi ge do hi;
U yo i - ni tsi s ga i yv nv ge se s di, hi he no - gi na li go.
Gv na s da - a le - tsa do la nv s di - nu tso se dv na na nv ne ho.
Tso tsa da nu wi - na v - a ne do hv i, ga s gi lo - s qua dv nv ya ta ne.
Tsi s go li - a gi lo ne ti ho - na no - a gi da do li s ti s go;
A qua tse li - a gu gi s ti - a tse we gi.
I go hi da quv - tsi le ni do hv - o sda da ni ge - a le - a da do li s di - da go s ta wa de si;
Ga lo
Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Gracie's bedroom
Gracie laid back against her pillows, breathing raggedly. That had to be the most intensive experience that she had ever had. It was so good that she lost her focus and had slipped out of the mind merge. The telephone rang by her beside once again. This time she knew that it would be him. Picking up the receiver she held it to her ear.
"Are you alright, Gracie?" Rand asked his voice hoarse with desire.
"Yes. I am sorry that I woke you." She said, "I know what a busy schedule you keep."
"That's the funny part, Gracie. When you connected with me, Hell, even throughout the merge I was awake."
"How did that happen?" Gracie asked.
"I am not sure. Our connection must be very strong." Rand said.
"Maybe it was all the practicing we did in school. Which reminds me, why did you insist on practicing dream merging with me. I was two years behind you in school. Surely there was other people you could have practiced with." Gracie asked as she wrapped the cor
For A Friend...FOR A FRIEND
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Tthis was sent to me by a friend ,hes only 21 and he joined the National Guard when he was 18 out of high school.
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There is discipline in A Soldier you can see it when he walks, There is honor in A Soldier you hear it when he talks. There is courage in A Soldier you can see it in his eyes, There is loyalty in A Soldier that he will not compromise. There is something in A Soldier that makes him stand apart, There is strength in A Soldier that beats from his heart. A Soldier isn't a title any man can be hired to do, A Soldier is the soul of that man buried deep inside of you. A Soldier's job isn't finished after an 8 hour day or
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Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)Gracie's bedroom
Grace yawned and glanced at the clock on her bedside table. The digital display read 1:07 am. She usually was sleeping by this time of the morning. But since she was studying for her final exams, she was keeping later hours. That's what she kept telling herself. It had nothing to do with the fact that Rand was just waiting for her to fall asleep. Beside her clock the telephone started to jingle softly. Groaning inwardly she debated on wether or not to answer it. If she didn't he would surely come to her suite to make sure nothing had happened to her. After the fifth ring she snatched it up.
"No, I am not asleep yet." she said without waiting for the standard greetings.
"Well, I can see that." Her sister's voice said. "I thought I would check in with you. I just got home. I had a wonderful yet unusual evening with Jonathan. We're going to do it again, next week. He doesn't hold my being non-magical against me. He really is a sweet man. And very informative. We
Chapter 5: When He Comes BackLeighton spent the next few weeks home doing nothing but working on her novel, not once did she give thought to Antonio. Wanting to make sure that she had her book completed 6 months earlier as had been requested.. Shawn and his boys had left for vacation so she had nothing else to do really. But she was taking the "day" off tonight. She felt that she had gotten far enough ahead that one night off should be no problem. She dressed comfortably and decided she would just go for a long relaxing walk and enjoy the night. Things had started to make a little more sense to her in the last few weeks. She knew now why she was having uneasy feelings about Ravid. She learned that even though he is an important part of her life, he is not her soul mate. Now she just needed to find out what important part he would play, And of course to find who is truly her soul mate. She hears him and she feels him deep within her. She just cant find him yet. As she walks she lets her mind drift where it will an
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A ClueI am weak now
having attempted to
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Your voice can build up
my hopes and shatter my dreams.
You leave me wondering, yet
disenchanted.
How you do it,
I'll never know.
And that you do it,
I'll never breathe a clue.
At least not to you.
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Outta Here!!Well all, Training at Camp McCrady is over and I'm on a plane for the sand box tonight. We fly into Camp Virginia in Kuait to do more training, and then on to our final destinations.
Training here at McCrady has been intense, but a great experience. I've learned so much here, and the reality of what we are about to do has been pounded in to us again and again. This ain't no joke. The training we have done here has been as realistic as they can make it without actually firing live rounds at us. Hopefully, I'll never have to experience live rounds coming at me, but the reality of the situation is that it's extremely possible. Tallil has become more and more unsettled in the past months. The guy I am headed over to relieve lost all of his gear in an RPG attack last month. Live rounds are flying all over the place there. guess I should be thankful that I'll not be kicking in doors and clearing houses.
I'm nervous. I'm a little scared, but I think I'm holding my own under
Chapter 4: Made Into Her Own MaidLeighton hated flying, granted the company jet wasnt as bad as having to deal with people on public planes. It wasnt long after take off that Leighton fell into a deep sleep, dreams coming to her that she wasnt prepared for and didnt understand. Upon waking up she was extremely confused. She had dreamed of Ravid and though she couldnt see his face she felt a discomfort that she didnt understand and it made her uneasy. It was nothing bad really. Nothing to fear. She felt him very near which confused her. Could he be here? She knew he was at a long distance the last time she felt him cry out to her but was it possible that with everywhere else in the world there was for him to go that he could be here where she is? But why the uneasy feeling? Shaking her head not understanding anything, realizing the stewardess was telling her its time to get off the plane, Leighton stood and grabbed her things. Getting off the plane she seen her boss waiting for and made her way to him through the crowd
My FriendsI am haveing so much fun here at fubar. I was hoping to find a place that was enjoyable as well as not filled with teenagers. I have managed to find both. In the last few days since I joined I have made some awesome friends. I love my page, A really sweet friend did it up for me. I spent awhile, well almost 2 days trying to find someone to help me make my page original. He took on the task. Kisses to you Jesse!!!.
To Katrina, thank you for inviting me. I wish you would have told me about this place a long time ago. I have been so bored with myspace.
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My Son Has Discovered His....Well...my son is 3...will be 4 in November. Since being fully potty-trained he has discovered the source of which his urine is emptied from his bladder and always seems to be holding it or touching it with his hand inside his pants.
The other morning, I went to wake him up so we could go run some errands. He was sound asleep, hand in pants....holding himself. He's starting to look like Bud Bundy from Married With Children...lol.
Well...this morning I woke up him (he managed to find his way to my bed last night....slept in my back all night long...needless to say I didn't sleep well after that but this is beside the "point") and his hand went immediately inside his pants.
I was playfully trying to get him to wake up so I could get him dressed for Mother's Day Out (MDO) and so I told him, "you better get your hands out of your pants." He said, "why?" I instinctively told him, "because you're going to make it fall off," to which he replied, "well, I need get a brand new one,
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but for most of the time it means nothing
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Majic Touch (saga Continues)Gracie's bedroom
Grace yawned and glanced at the clock on her bedside table. The digital display read 1:07 am. She usually was sleeping by this time of the morning. But since she was studying for her final exams, she was keeping later hours. That's what she kept telling herself. It had nothing to do with the fact that Rand was just waiting for her to fall asleep. Beside her clock the telephone started to jingle softly. Groaning inwardly she debated on wether or not to answer it. If she didn't he would surely come to her suite to make sure nothing had happened to her. After the fifth ring she snatched it up.
"No, I am not asleep yet." she said without waiting for the standard greetings.
"Well, I can see that." Her sister's voice said. "I thought I would check in with you. I just got home. I had a wonderful yet unusual evening with Jonathan. We're going to do it again, next week. He doesn't hold my being non-magical against me. He really is a sweet man. And very informative. We
Lifewell haven't been on in a while, life is kinda got me by the tail. Lots going on, most of it is hurry up and wait. Vacation was really good.
Been working alot about and have my daughter to take care of too.
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Hope all is doing well
Searchingsearching on
the internet
opens up a world
complete coverage of life
from idea to creation
development flows calculated
one can be one with the world
or with a chance meeting
or
meet your soulmate
out of context and not ment to be
but through the miracle of internet
reaching out through words
instant response to utterances
even sound, vision is able
almost replacing mankind
almost
when one lacks the pleasure
of one of the senses
others grow stronger to compensate
when one lacks the sense of taste
colour and shape shall appeal more
why is it then
when lacking the sense of touch
you crumble
give up
fade away
hurt more?
everytime every day
I will be here, online
searching the internet
for a word
from him
©dutch2lips
jan 30 '08
Self DestructionI am in dire need of life's air
I find myself holding my breath
Incapable to do much more then stare
Secretly longing for rest, for death
Old moldy tentacles creep in my mind
Plucking at carefully hidden secrets
Revealing each dark niche that they find
uncovering pain and my deepest regrets
Physical pain in my chest is growing
Mental anguish still throbbing strong
Slowly my breakdown starts showing
Things are going so terribly wrong
After years of fighting I now tire easy
No more strength to be found in me
Mind melts with body into something sleazy
I need to kill my heart, set my body free
I dare not cry, dare not show what I feel
Too much underlying hurt to ever mend
One constant factor throughout this ordeal
Has always been my wish for the end
©dutch2lips
june 3 '07
Mafic Touch (the Saga Continues)The East Gardens
On the far side of the court yard, two figures watched the prince toss a coin into the fountain.
"What do you think of his new bride?" The one asked the other.
"I don't think she'll be a problem. I've checked it out. She doesn't want to be his bride. She's been in the process of becoming an advisor to the king. What a joke. Who has ever heard of a woman filling the position of advisor? They stopped that practice years ago."
"Do you think that she could be turned to helping us?"
"It's a possibility. I'll continue to dig. Maybe I can find something on her to "persuade" her to our way of thinking." The figure glanced at his watch. "I have some unfinished business to complete. I'll report later."
Later that night, Grace let herself into the suite that had been assigned since she had been selected as Rand's bride. After she managed to give Rand the slip, she spent the rest of the afternoon in the palace library, searching for a loop hole in the antiqu
Magic TouchPrelude A GIFT FROM LATENITEFANTASY©
Planet Venus, Sister Planet of Earth, 2103
Grace O'Connor spun around happily, showing her mother, her prom dress. It was a full skirted affair with off the shoulder sleeves in a pale blue. When she had first seen it in the window of store she knew that it was everything that she could have asked for.
"It's lovely, dear." Her mother said affectionately. "You will knock his socks off."
"Mother!" Gracie protested "How many times do I have to remind you that Rand is going with me as a friend? He'll be expected to marry a princess one day. He's not looking for a serious relationship. I'm a safe date to take to the prom."
"So you say, my love. But don't forget the prophesy."
"Aw, Mother. I can't believe that you believe something that Auntie Clara told you when I was but a few minutes old?"
"Auntie Clara has always been right, sweetheart. She says that you will find your true mate during the final dance of the prom."
"Yes, I
WhisperIn the cool air of the night
Sun's fading, hasty in flight
I'm holding you to my chest
Your head, on my shoulder rests
Start to whisper in your ear
Soft words no other can hear
Words describing the passion
Making love and which fashion
Love's declarations linger
Move your hair with my finger
My mouth closer to the shell
Undertone you know too well
My warm breath makes you shiver
Promises make you quiver
My lips are close to your head
Breathe warm, lets go to our bed
©dutch2lips
april 10 '08
Author's note:
Not finished yet, maybe, or maybe it is, dunno :D
An Angel Now......YOU ARE VERY DEARLY LOVED AND MISSED
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DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND WEEP,
I AM NOT THERE,
I DO NOT SLEEP.
I AM A THOUSAND WINDS THAT BLOW,
I AM THE DIAMONDS GLINT ON SNOW,
I AM THE SUNLIGHT ON RIPENING GRAIN,
I AM THE GENTLE AUTUMN'S RAIN.
WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING'S HUSH,
I AM THE SWIFT UPLIFTING RUSH,
OF QUIET BIRDS IN CIRCLED FLIGHT,
I AM THE SOFT STARS THAT SHINE AT NIGHT.
DO NOT STAND AT MY GRAVE AND CRY,
I AM NOT THERE,
I DID NOT DIE.
Cries Herself To SleepCries herself to sleep
just another night
keeps telling herself over and over
"It's going to be alright"
But each tear that rolls down her face
reminds her that she's not fine
I don't know why she's crying
why she repeats the same old line
All she needs is a simple thank you
or a reminder of job well done
or just a simple hug
from a friend..just one...
She's so horribley young
she shouldn't feel this way
but crying herself to sleep
she feels like everyone went away
Somebody, please tell her
she needs to know what the point is
at some time she changed inside
but this was the time she missed
Tears are thundering all around
heartbeat in her head
screaming in this silence
she'd rather be dead
Now she's drifting away
lullaby tears in her eyes
wondering, will anyone save me?
no..nobody knows why she cries
Building Trust In A RelationshipKEEP YOUR PARTNER INFORMED
When you are planning to make some major change in your life make sure you let your partner know beforehand. There is nothing more annoying than hearing about it from someone else. If you are going for a complete makeover or shifting, include him/her in the decision-making process.
BELIEVE IN YOUR MATE
If you expect your partner to have faith in you, then you've got to give him/her the same in return. If your lover is starting a new business or trying to learn new languages, utter a few words of encouragement. Let your partner know that you fully support him/her and will always be ready to help.
SHARE YOUR NEEDS
When talking to your partner let him/her know exactly what you like and need. Remember, your partner is not a mind reader and cannot guess what makes you happy. He/she will appreciate the fact that you are opening up and talking. And that is the road to having a fulfilling relationship.
COMMUNICATE
In any relationship, it is impor
Man MistakesBeing too much of a nice guy:
Don't overdo the nice guy act, you can be a little rough at times. But don't be a jerk.
Persuading her to like you:
Buddy, this is not the movies and you are not Tom Cruise or John Travolta.
Constantly looking for her approval:
A woman needs a man, not a doormat. If you keep running to her to seek permission to go to the loo, don't be surprised if she dumps you, sooner or later.
Buying her love and affection with gifts:
Yes, women do love gifts, but they can't buy you love. To get her to fall in love with you, you need more than gifts. Get a brain.
Sharing your dark secrets:
Not too early on in the relationship. Before telling her about that rash, make sure she really digs you.
Failing to understand:
How a woman's mind works! For women's it's not just or all about the looks, it is about how they feel with a man.
Dressing up like a dandy:
Dress like you always do. You don't have to take out your designer clothes for a
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Jordin Sparks Shy Boy LyricsWere in the door, I get a smile from a fly boy
He seen me before and makes his move like a fly boy
I'm sick and tired of them fly boys
It's bye bye boy
I'm in a lounge, I get a wink from a bad boy
He comes around all puffed up like a bad boy
I'm sick and tired of them bad boys
[Chorus]
Cause I got my eye on this other guy
Back in the booth with his boys, he's all mellowed out
And tonight I don't mind be a shy boy
So I gotta know
Are you a shy boy?
I'm by the stage, I get a look from a rock boy
He's got the shades on indoors like a rock boy
I'm sick and tired of them rock boys
It's bye bye boy
Out on the floor, I get the moves from a home boy
Trying to score, his body rocks like a home boy
I'm sick and tired of them home boys
[Chorus]
Cause I got my eye on this other guy
Back in the booth with his boys, he's all mellowed out
And tonight I don't mind be a shy boy
So I gotta know
Are you a shy boy?
Freak boy
Fresh boy
Slick boy
You're messing with
Distant TouchI’m Feeling so alone missing your distant touch
I Sense that you’re miles from my heart
Feeling for another I carry the weight of the world
Knowing your solitude my senses seem to fade
And now I’m trying to find a comfortable space to live in
But my knowledge is now my opposition
Leading me ever closer to the end of my wits
Sending me deeper into perilous doom
Counting the hours between the beats of my heart
I feel so alone helpless and out of control
Hoping to taste the lips of your faith once again experiencing your lust
And it alienates me from all I used to know
My every query leads me a woeful end
Knowing my journey is just beginning leading me to you
To the things I’ve known and loved and lost
There must be an answer there must be a way
Yet your face etched upon my mind is a haunting reminder
Of that for which I still seek
Never ceasing relentlessly I will search
Finding your heart is the only cessation to my journey
ButterflyHanging from the chrysalis suspended there in change
I must take time to hibernate until I am born again
It's almost time to shed the bonds that tie us both as one
Spread my wings, taste new life, fly up closer to the sun
Sense that calm and tranquil feeling never asking why
Catch the wind and float away as I dance across the sky
Far away to distant lands as I touch down I know I'm free
I have loved both lives that I have lived as it was meant to be
Dirt Devil SurpriseHave you ever had one of those moment's? A moment of the unimaginable? A moment of, what are the possibilities? A billion to one? Well i've had my chance to endure one of these dear moment's.......
I had purchased a Dirt Devil vacuum, hey...... the thing was sleek, cool paint job, had light's and etc.......(you get my point).
So I tug the thing home, couldn't wait to get inside and start ripping the box open, I had to use my new investment, I was pleased.
Well about a month ago, I do believe the damn thing got posessed by demon's or something, and they wanted to take their wrath out on me.
There I am, just got done dusting... every thing. My place looked nice, all I had to do was run the vacuum across the floor, and then my task were complete....
But... then my casual day took a turn around for my surprise... as I was vacuuming, the front case on the vacuum just blew off like the Unabomber had struck again, and the damn bag just exploded! Dust flew up into the air like a
Absinthe’s Mind-altering Mystery Solved (tx Scrawl Baby!!!)http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/24371992/?GT1=43001
Absinthe’s mind-altering mystery solved
Proof positive: High alcohol content responsible for psychedelic effects
Courtesy of the
Albert Maignan's painting of "Green Muse" (1895) shows a poet succumbing to absinthe's mind-altering effects.
LiveScience
Absinthe’s mind-altering mystery solved
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By Charles Q. Choi
updated 1:51 p.m. ET, Tues., April. 29, 2008
An analysis of century-old bottles of absinthe — the kind once quaffed by the likes of van Gogh and Picasso to enhance their creativity — may end the controversy over what ingredient caused the green liqueur's supposed mind-altering effects.
The culprit seems plain and simple: The century-old absinthe contained about 70 percent alcohol, giving it a 140-proof kick. In comparison, most gins, vodkas and whiskeys are just 80- to 100-proof.
In recent years, the psychedelic nature of absinthe has been hotly debated. Absinthe was notorious
Realitythe line between whats real and what isnt is blurred sometimes. sometimes it because we wanted it that way, and sometimes its because our minds trigger it as a defense mechanism because reality threatens to eat us alive. in reality we deal with past, present, and future. in the our minds theres only one realm. so we choose the path of least resistance. in reality this world is colder than anyone of us want it to be. where the worst the world has to offer is in your face and threatening everything you've ever known and loved could be taken from you in an instant. what was in my mind was that i had found a woman that i loved right here on fubar. the reality is that she wont have anything to do with me anymore. ive lost her, ive lost my job, and right now things arent going too well at home. so i guess the reality of it is that i belong back in on a battlefield and no where else. happiness was an illusion. i was put here to live and die fighting for what i think is right. i was stupid to
This Time I Mean It!I am leaving the fu..not sure if it will be a deletion of my profile, or just a longer vacation. Of course I will miss you all, and maybe I will return one day, but right now I have too much on my mind, and I really don't have much fun here anymore, well not like I use to!
So...so long farewell, see ya later alligator, after while crocodile!
Storiesok so I deleted some of my stuff I don't know if I will put it back on or not we will see but I did leave 2 of them on there.
ColoursColours fade
silence steps in
feelings of emptiness again begin
rage and anger are soon at my door
head hung low focus on the floor
pain and worthless feelings
show their face next
i yell and scream all on deaf ears
i sit and think of pain over these years
they come they take they promise but all is fake
they hang round for a while sum for years
but wen all sed and dun i am left with rivers of tears
the answer is simple i give my all and its me to blame cos i set myself up to fall
now i know who to blame as ive done all this to myself and the end result is always the same
i look in the mirror only to see sum one i dont evan know
could it be me
My HairWell guys....I went and did it. The one thing that I didn't think I was ever gonna do and that was......I GOT MY HAIR CUT SHORT....well its not that short....its to my shoulders at least. I had to though it was soooooooooo dead at the ends. But it really does look cute. However my boyfriend didn't like it at all. He made that pretty well known too.
I thought he was gonna have a heart attack when he walked in and saw it. He asked what I did to my hair....and I told him that I had to get it cut. I knew he wasn't gonna like it and I really felt bad after he said that. He tells me know sex til it grows back....I'm pretty sure he was kidding though. Well I sure as hell hope so anyway....lol. Oh well! Not much I can do about it now. Well I rambled on enuff.
Updates For Wednesday 4/30Good Morning Everyone!
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Wtf?OK, so I am 47 years old. My mind should be set in stone, I should be the most conservative person in the world. I notice on this site that I am probably one of the oldest people on here. Yet I constantly go to these mumms and blogs and see people half my age posting the most close-minded statements I have ever seen in my life. Certainly everyone is entitled to their own opinion and I hold nothing against anyone it just seems like, especially when it comes to sex, that most people on here are so puritan in their values that it is kind of funny. I don't advocate lying or cheating but I do understand that everyone has their own fetish or thing that they enjoy. Why people feel the need to put that down is beyond me. Agree? sure, put down others for their lifestyle? Now that is another thing all together. I thought this place would be one where people could talk with each other freely, without fear of being belittled because of their lifestyle or views. I also understand that it is only th
Things We Should KnowI Wish I Knew Now What I Knew Then
It hasn't always been so hard for us to express our true feelings. When we recover what we once knew, we open ourselves up to a whole new vista of relationship possibilities.
Once upon a time, long, long ago, men knew how to express their true feelings. And, women did too. That was in an era when parents took time to be with us, as children, to hold us and carry us around, on their bodies. When we were upset, we expressed it and our parents understood. When we were hungry, they could tell, and responded. When we were rambunctious, our feelings were put up front over our parents' need for quiet, or for adult conversation. Along time ago, we knew how to express these true feelings. And others knew what those feelings meant. We were understood.
As the centuries passed, the needs of the adults took priority. Adult activities, with other adults, got more attention. They invented things like cribs and strollers, and we children lost that hu
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Thoughts Of YouWhen I think of her, all time stands still
Her beautiful face fills me with childhood thrills
Hearing her voice makes me lose all sense of will
She puts meaning into my life.
When I am with her, life couldn't be better
All worries are lost with the float of a feather
Her hand, in mine, was made to be there
She is mine, The One.
Hump Day And Just A Lot Of Bad News...Good Morning and another version of Hump Day is in store…what store I have no idea… How ya doing? I am well, other then back pains for being a goober and trying to be superman this last weekend. I used that sentence and always think when someone says it do you mean this weekend or last? Which is it?
No matter…Idol viewers no doubt had to feel embarrassed for Paula and her flub up last night… Paula… ah dear, he hasn’t sung that song yet, give him a chance to at least sing it first…
Hey Miley Sirrus is in the news… or her should I say her provocative photos are… and how about Mr. Clean Roger Clemmons and his denial of Steroids. What now Roger are you going to claim you don’t recollect seeing this under aged girl for 10 years….hmmm sounds like a fine or time will no doubt catch up to him. Oh and if I mis-spelled Miley’s name front or back…who cares! You are a young lady don’t going showing your foo foo before it’s time! I know …I Know those Photos were not that bad… but, look who her au
Prying Eyes For Hearing EarsIm sick of playing games, not sayin any names, but no one seems to understand
Nothing is fine, nothings alright, my life really isnt that grand
Its not what you see but what you believe that keeps you in the dark
no one ever prys no one ever tries, thats why no ones ever seen the spark
too easy to recite, too easy too ignite, but also to easy to hide
very few've been deemed worthy, very few have seen, the demons hidden inside
perhaps id be more open, maybe more outspoken, if someone gave a fuck
until the day arises, full of its surprises, my writings where im stuck
I spill my feelings through this pen, and every time i start again, it seems its something new
it seems im trapped and fading black so whats a man to do??
zoning alone, in the cold and unknown, facing his demons himself
on one to find, no one designed for his through sickness and health
You dont see him screaming while he battles his demons, you dont realize his troubles
he shows you his "world", where everythin
Don't Hold Your BreathIf we look across the ocean
Or at white dots in the sky
They'll feed up such emotion
Yet you don't know why
For we can be like children
Pushing through the crowd
Why question what we're here for
Or who is behind that shroud
Do you know the way to the gateway
On the other side there is nothing
Do you know of love that is spoken
Anyone can tell you what you should do
Anyone else tell them till you know who
Never mind the place where they send you
When you're feeling blue
Go build your dreams of clear blue skies
Don't hold your breath when reality cries
Beautiful souls be happy
Your heaven has now begun
Can't believe the feelings that take me
All roads lead to heaven and back
The time for pain, it breaks me
I wanna throw away those attached
What can it be that we go through
Everything that you don't want to
Why does that stop me from ending
Stop me again
Are you out there
Show me if you are
Don't hold your breath.
A Song For My LoveKate Voegele - Might Have Been
LYRICS:
I break away from every situation like this one most times baby
But since you been round here I've given in, my dear, to your captivation daily
I'm not the type who gets voted most likely to be victimized by those old butterflies but
You're the exception your love is infectious, and the fever is climbing high
(chorus)Well I hope you don't mind if I fall asleep on your shoulder
Now turn out the lights and let the night begin
And I hope it's alright if you're still mine when we're older
Cause I wont spend another day wondering what might have been
I was so cynical just inconvincible, nobody seemed worth trusting
But sure enough just when id near given up you appeared there among the destruction
Now it's official I've lost my initial suspicions and skepticism
You got me caving in; feeding the craving, I see now what I've been missing
[Chorus]
Got my permission to
Break the tradition
No limited editions
This is a pers
Coffee Adventure. The Sequel!as I awoke screaming about naked transvestites with their makeup and wig still on, I recalled a happier time when I still had my beloved and trusty white mug.
White mug had always been there for me.
Much like a smitten korean prostitute, or some vaguely racist string of an adjective, a nationality and a deragatory position in society like a tall brazilian hairdresser, or a snooty white barbara streissand fan
because damn it
That's comedy.
It was about this time that I noticed I had rearended an elderly woman.
her walker was stuck in my grill, along with several of her tiny teacup yorkies.
As we all know- little dogs are there to feed big dogs.
Big fish eat the little ones.
I think Thom Yorke said that.
How is Thom these days?
and his creepy dead eye.
Y'know I love you Thom.
Ever since that first time I listened to paranoid android on loop for 14 hours, benzed out of my FUCKING MIND.
uh...
what?
I dunno...
is dumpster donuts open yet?
Should I just hi
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Beer Vs. PussyBEER vs PUSSY
FOR THE GUYS
1 Beer is always wet. Pussy needs a little work. - One point to BEER
2. Warm beer tastes awful. - One point to Pussy
3. A really cold beer is satisfying. - One point to BEER
4. If after taking a swig of your favorite beer you find a hair between
your teeth, you may vomit. - One point to Pussy
5. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten Pussies in one
night and you don't want to drive anywhere. - One point to Pussy
6. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer.
If you eat any Pussy in public, you become a legend. - One point to Pussy
7 If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get arrested. If you
smell of Pussy he may buy you a beer. - One point to Pussy
8. You normally don't find old beer. - One point to BEER
9. Too much beer and you'll think you see flying saucers. Too much Pussy
and you'll think you've seen God. - One point to PUSSY
1
What Is Love?Lately, I've been thinking about that a lot.
What's love?
Well, you know. In my opinion, you cannot "think" love. It can't be rationalized.
Love is an emotion and it's not quantifiable.
To love is a state of mind, it is an emotion you have towards someone.
When someone asks, "why do you love me?"
and you can enumerate a list, for example
- cause you're generous
- cause you're handsome
etc.. etc...
To me, that's not right.
Since love, to me, isn't logical, then it shouldn't be quantifiable.
What you are listing aren't the reason you love, you are listing qualities which are attractive and valid to you.
In the end, love is selfless.
That means, it is freely given.
Which means that you might not always be loved back.
And that's ok.
Love isn't on a time schedule, you can love in an instant. It's almost frightning.
Then again, love can fade too.
In a relationship, sometimes, one will not be able to reciprocate the love which you can g
What Type Of Vampire Would You Be?What type of Vampire would you be? pictures and descriptions
You are Classic Vampire.Classic Vampire or ageless--Classical (also known as ageless vampires) are turned, not born. These vampires are turned by exchanging blood with another vampire. There are a few theories as to how this works, however, the most common theory is that vampirism is a virus, which infects the host and alters the DNA of a human. Classical vampires do not age. Unlike Sanguinarians and PSI vampires, they do not have a need to feed simply to remain healthy, but to survive.Classicals (also known as ageless vampires) are turned, not born. These vampires are turned by exchanging blood with another vampire. There are a few theories as to how this works, however, the most common theory is that vampirism is a virus, which infects the host and alters the DNA of a human.Ageless vampires are often referred to as Classicals or Traditionals as they are the "original" vampires. As far as we are aware, all other vam
Proposition 420, The U.s. Hemp ActProposition 420
The U.S. H.E.M.P. Act
United States Homeland Economic Management Provisions Act
A proposition initiative by Kenneth Bykerk, Citizen (ConquerorWyrm@hotmail.com)
Section 1: Medicinal Cannabis
PURPOSE: To allow for patient prescribed use, cultivation and possession for personal medicinal use of cannabis products;
The patient should be the one to decide whether or not they need or would like to use cannabis as a medicine of choice for pain management, appetite stimulation or any other ailment which cannabis has been suspected or proven to assist with.
PURPOSE: To establish the method of use and the dosage of medicinal cannabis use.
Being that dosage amounts work differently for each individual, even for the same individual at different times or for different reasons or through consumption methods, and that potency is both non-lethal as well as uncontrollably variable depending upon the product acquired or cultivated, it is impo
A Mythopoetic DreamA Mythopoetic Dream
The mythopoetic dream of a dying god
Came to me one winter’s night when my soul was astir
Filled with the unease of such dreadful beauty
As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by
Came to me one winter’s night when my soul was astir
Visions of a king failing fast in his glory
As drifting, fading phantoms sailed listlessly by
Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies
Visions of a king failing fast in his glory
Barren, desolate images in cold, cold stone
Entombing him in shadowy fragments and lies
Deluding me with dreams of immortality
Barren desolate images in cold, cold stone
Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye
Deluding me with dreams of immortality
Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages
Cut and carved with the care of a temporal eye
Into the living flesh of transient stone
Ah, this vision, this wonder of the ages
This monument to legends no longer alive
Into the living flesh of transient stone
Impressions
That Uncertain Moment (lucy At The Gates Of Dawn)That Uncertain Moment
(Lucy at the Gates of Dawn)
That uncertain moment long ago
when transitory things never passed,
the eyes of God swept shut for a spell
and a simple ape recognized herself
in the cool waters of an African dawn.
Perspective and Time were suddenly changed,
altering forever that static dream.
Oh, but imagine all that was kenned in
_______________that uncertain moment –
She sat enchanted that far-gone morn
with the fruit of the lotus in her hands,
and when the flesh of God had been consumed,
one side did indeed make her larger;
large enough indeed to let her transcend
_______________that uncertain moment.
A Brief HistoryEver since mankind has lived on this globe,
we have amused ourselves with endless wars.
From the days of wandering tribes without aim,
we have engaged in this practice without end.
It has served to define each new century
and given purpose to the rising kingdoms.
We have witnessed the rise of mighty kingdoms
and of men who would conquer the globe.
We have sold our sons to that slave-master War
with the hope that our blind and greedy aims
will justify themselves and our means to that end
over so many long and tired centuries.
From the Renaissance to the Nineteenth Century,
the world has shifted under the weight of Kingdoms
and Great Powers. Empires spanned the globe
and tore it asunder with endless wars
and conquests. When Princip took his fatal aim,
the Age of Caesars had come to an end.
And though it was heralded as the war to end
all wars, it heralded only the Twentieth Century,
wherein ideologies swept aside kingdoms
in a mad, blind race to c
Shut Up, NiggerSHUT UP, NIGGER
I learned a lesson long ago, one which has stayed with me ever since. I was ten years old and in the fifth grade. At that time, I was living in a little town in northern Arizona which delights in calling itself the “Gateway to the Grand Canyon”. I remember it was in the coming spring of 1978.
I was taking the bus home from school, a convenience I was determined to take advantage of for as long as I could, which unfortunately would end that year. Come sixth grade and I’d be a pedestrian. Yes, I truly did walk home from school exactly two miles up hill each day through the snow.
The argument wasn’t mine. It was my friends. He was in the grade below me and he was my friend because he was my next-door neighbor for my first year in that town. What memory I have of the other kid is vague, pretty much unimportant, as was the argument itself. It was on something so trivial, so incredibly stupid, that it’s profundity was assured. It was pretty much a va
Untold ThousandsUntold Thousands
Untold thousands lost their lives today
In a cold, calculated, sinister display
Of power and arrogance. Behold, the sins of Man!
Or is this all part of a divine plan
That’s somehow gone horribly astray?
A war still threatens from an ignorant day;
Three calcified faiths who at any moment may
Toss the world into the fire from the pan.
____________________Untold thousands
Are the numbers who were swept away
When Atlas shrugged as he knelt to pray.
His burden torn asunder by acts inhuman,
He cried, “Oh father, please tell me how can
One be so full of faith as to slay
____________________Untold thousands?”
~ Slippery When Wet ~~ Slippery When Wet ~
A touch of skin soft and slippery,
With the hint of hint of sweat.
We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets,
As the wind flowed from the window above us.
Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance,
To abandon all of our uncertainties.
I began your work on your lips,
Probing gently as if drawing sex,
From a deep well of longing and need.
Then heated tongues met in the midst,
Of hot and quickening breath.
And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts.
Then intoxicated with those spirits,
Our clothes found resting place on the floor.
Piece by piece,
Until there were no hiding places,
For the two glistening and wanting bodies.
Hunger revealed in this hot moment.
Then skin meshed with skin,
As the floor became the stage.
You moved atop of me easily,
And lowered yourself gently.
Kissing me as I filled you.
As a gasp broke the kiss,
Your hands stroked the stray strands,
Away from my forehead, then became entangled.
Our slow rhythm gave
What Cryptic MysticWhat Cryptic Mystic
What cryptic mystic here adores
Ancient customs and modern mores?
Intimate where he belongs
In the peaceful grip of siren songs;
Pursuing dreams through phantom doors.
When done at last his daily chores
In corporate halls or retail stores;
To seek the flame for which he longs…
_______________What cryptic mystic?
Angels ignited walk the floors,
Fresh from Heaven’s most distant shores.
Saturated in secrets strong -
Lost alone in a milling throng -
Which he must but can not ignore
_______________What cryptic mystic?
Push AsidePush Aside
Push aside these thoughts of gloom!
Push aside those thoughts of doom!
Push aside this depressing haze,
and push beyond this malingering malaise;
for all, with hope, will be changing soon.
Ah, this cell, it is not the womb.
Instead, sadly, a grim, bare tomb,
where I’ve been wasting these lonely days -
____________________Push aside -
What does Fate, on her celestial loom,
weave for those in this dank, dull room?
What would She, with her cold, hard gaze,
Accept from me as a gift of praise? -
Or do I, perhaps, falsely presume?
___________________Push aside -
ProzacProzac
Carry me on – my shoulder – slumping.
Carry me on – tired feet – plodding.
Carry me down the Road to Redemption.
Carry me from the House of Detention.
Carry me on for I am falling.
Little pill in mind’s eye gleaming,
Leave me with a smile bright beaming
And carry me off to my salvation.
_______________Carry me on!
Carry me to the Land of the Dreaming.
Let my heart rejoice in seeing,
All the things in my creation.
And let me feel that wild elation
That is felt when truly living.
_______________Carry me on!
Now Let’s SayNow Let’s Say
Now let’s say I had a reason to kill my former self,
A suicide for the benefit of my mental health.
Now let’s say I bottled it and sold it on the street,
A drop of wisdom to be found on each and every sheet.
Now let’s say I had it all; hot chicks, renown and wealth…
Now let’s say I set aside my mind upon a shelf
And welcomed that blissful paradise where only the fallen dwell.
Cynical, perhaps, but no more so than any orthodox belief.
_________________________Now let’s say
I had a dream I remembered once - I think it was in Hell.
I’d bet my soul for a piped-up dream on a hand the Devil’d dealt.
Now let’s say it’s been awhile but I haven’t had any relief
For the details of that dream that night just don’t seem too complete.
Yet the answer to this puzzle lies where sane men dare not delve.
_________________________Now let’s say…
LustLust
In the beginning she spoke to us,
our Holy Mother who dreamed of lust,
in a wanton song to be free,
to open up the eyes and see,
as into this world she was thrust.
She offered us a holy trust,
sealed with the kiss of eternal lust,
when she bared her soul beneath that tree
_______________in the beginning...
In the beginning, Eve spoke to us
of the night she sealed that holy trust.
She gave to us our sexuality,
the gift of Life for you and me,
the Sons and Daughters of wanton lust.
_______________In the beginning...
I’ve Been CagedI’ve Been Caged
I’ve been caged within a prison cell,
Caged within a personal hell.
Trapped in a place I’d rather not be.
Trapped in this place of misery;
In a prison I know only too well.
How long I’ve been here? I cannot tell
How long I’ve been within this shell.
How long? Oh, it seems an eternity
_______________I’ve been caged.
I have often wanted to rebel,
To break these chains and repel
All that keeps me in captivity,
All that keeps me from being free;
But I’ve never heard that freedom bell…
_______________I’ve been caged.
Isaiah 14:12Isaiah 14:12
Oh, Lucifer, Son of Morning,
First flame in the east sky burning,
Full of promise, full of light,
Chasing back the darkened Night;
Bringing hope to a world yearning.
Beware! Beware! Dark forces scheming,
Led by prophets mushroom dreaming;
Leading armies of thunderous might.
_______________Oh, Lucifer!
And as this world has kept on turning,
From your flame they’ve kept you burning.
No longer now the Bringer of Light,
But e’er to wear the crown of Night.
I weep for you, Son of Morning…
_______________Oh, Lucifer!
I, DionysusI, Dionysus
I, Dionysus, dedicate this day
to wild abandon and passion play.
And to those who see with lust-filled eyes,
in this savage garden, raise up your cries
and let the spirit carry you away.
Heed now children, these words I say:
Celebrate my death with an ancient lay
and free your soul from the shaman’s lies.
_______________I, Dionysus -
Consume my flesh in the ritual way;
feast on my body, oh come and pray!
And let me hear your lustful sighs
as you taste the fruit that never dies;
reborn in this holy, mortal clay.
_______________I, Dionysus -
I Was Meant To DieI Was Meant To Die
I was meant to die in a place far away,
Somewhere Over There, where the poppies dip and sway.
For Country, Kith and Kin or a vague philosophy,
On some far forgotten field, somewhere across the sea.
Oh, I was meant to die on some long remembered day.
Kingdoms and Great Powers, like wolves before their prey,
Carved tombstones by the millions so that mothers may pray.
Why I am not amongst them is a mystery to me;
____________________I was meant to die.
I am just a player in this tragic-comic play
But I’ve never had to soldier in some futile, foolish fray.
And I know I should be thankful for this world with which I see
But I cannot help believing this was not my destiny.
Oh, I cannot help believing there was not another way
____________________I was meant to die.
I Slowly DieI Slowly Die
I slowly die each night I lie bereft of an Angel’s hand;
Counting the cost, feeling the loss, in a way I can’t understand.
For there are thing like golden dreams in the realm of fantasy,
Which haunt and plague like something vague in a distant memory.
These I keep when I am asleep and lost in that morphic land.
My loneliness, my secret bliss, my most precious contraband,
Is something real, which I can feel, but it’s something I cannot stand.
So I built a fence of false pretence; but when no one’s around to see,
______________________________I slowly die.
When I’m at home and all alone, there’s no drive there to demand
Any action, satisfaction, or even a reprimand.
In the end, I can’t comprehend all that has happened to me,
But one thing I know and wish could show; this is not how it should be.
But all things change and rearrange; what once glittered now fades and
______________________________I slowly die.
I Had A DreamI Had a Dream
I had a dream the other night,
‘twas a dream that felt just right.
For a vision was walking alongside of me,
with her every movement so light and free
and her hand in mine held warm and tight.
She walked on a rainbow of golden light,
straight on through my dreaming night
to share with me her every fantasy.
____________________I had a dream...
My dream sailed on ‘til morning’s light
sending my soul on a gentle flight.
And I held her body close to me
knowing that ne’er again I’ll be lonely,
for now through my dreams she walks each night.
____________________I had a dream…
ForlornForlorn
Forlorn is the King of Bethlehem
For he has seen the numbers who’ve sinned
In his name. And why? Go ask a Priest.
He will tell you a lie or at least
He’ll try his very best to pretend.
He will say nothing that could offend
His so Holy Church or his stipend.
But where is Christ on his Cross of Peace?
____________________Forlorn.
On what can the common man depend
When he has to constantly defend
His soul from the parasites. No cease
To the wonders as their flocks increase;
No wonder why Christ died in the end,
_____________________Forlorn.
Even ThoughEven Though
Even though someone doesn’t believe the same as you,
It doesn’t mean they don’t believe the things you do.
Everyone has their own unique way to see;
With some six billion souls some are surely fantasy.
So how can One proclaim what is and isn’t true?
We felt the Fanatic’s fury when a faithful few,
So lost within their dogma that they would follow through
With the whims of a Zealot who’s as mad as mad can be.
_________________________Even though
This world is getting smaller as we all connect to
One another in RealTime, with live video too.
We find that we no longer have the luxury
Of seeking solace and cold comfort in bigotry.
Maybe now it is time that we tried something new,
_________________________Even though…
DayDay
A star lights up the east anew
to paint the sky from black to blue.
Heralding forth a brand new day
while the morning bells toll away;
the music echoing flaming hues.
The fat old sun shines bright and true,
burning the sky an azure blue;
painting the day in it’s noon-time play.
_______________A star reigns high.
Ribbons of color in glorious hues,
wispy orange dreams on a field of blue;
all fading to a mottled gray,
summoning the end of another day,
with the promise of the morrow new.
_______________A star lay down.
Crystal ShipCrystal Ship
A crystal ship sailing on the seas
of hopeless romance and fantasies.
Through straits where dolphins splash and play
and mermaid hosts sing the nights away,
for a thousand moonlit eternities.
I find myself lost upon these seas,
looking for the key to my mysteries.
Oh, come now Mariner and guide my way -
_______________A crystal ship -
I stand and face these rolling seas,
steeled by the truths of realities.
Searching for a star to guide my way
and lead me on to a better day,
here on my ship of fantasies -
________________A crystal ship -
CannibalCannibal
I am hungry and have nothing to eat
Save the flesh of Man, which lies at my feet.
The only draught, a tun of wine,
The sparkling clear drops of the mortal vine
Which flow from the veins of Man’s defeat.
I have hungered a hunger so complete
That nothing – ah, nothing can e’er compete
With that on which I wait to dine…
____________________I am hungry!
I pick up the loaf and inspect its meat.
I dip it blood so as to make it sweet.
Yet before it touches these lips of mine,
I glance to the Host, expecting a sign,
Then starve in stark wonder at my own conceit…
____________________I am hungry.
What Cryptic MysticWhat Cryptic Mystic
What cryptic mystic here adores
ancient customs and modern mores?
Intimate where he belongs
in the peaceful grip of siren songs,
pursuing dreams through phantom doors.
When done at last his daily chores
in corporate halls or retail stores;
to seek the flame for which he longs -
_______________what cryptic mystic?
Angels ignited walk the floors
fresh from Heaven’s most distant shores.
Saturated in secrets strong,
lost alone in a milling throng,
which he must but can not ignore -
_______________what cryptic mystic?
When Quiet ReignsWhen Quiet Reigns
When quiet reigns
or in thunderous din,
when ideas flow like mad;
to hear Poe spoken,
to hear the words flow
or to caress their gentle laments
on creased, dog-eared paper.
To come back to the root,
the Great American Poet,
like a moth to a lonely flame.
For this the dreamer aspires;
immortality,
and to know that in the end
it all comes back to Poe.
Man Of All MenMan of all Men
Once I walked the length of the Appian Way
in a dream I remember to this very day.
I stood with Ptolomy o’er Alexander’s grave
and I once plow’d a field as a common slave,
tilling the earth in a most ancient way.
Once I saw the sun rise o’er Tokyo Bay
and again when Hiroshima burnt away;
Man of all men, who could I save?
_______________Once I walked...
Once on a mount, I heard a man say
something of Heaven and implored me to pray.
And once, in that dream, I sat in a cave
and stared at shadows like a foolish knave.
and you know full well how shadows betray...
_______________once I walked...
Let Me ImagineLet Me Imagine
Let me imagine the what or why
that happens to me when I die
Allow me just the chance to see
beyond the realms of infinity
Let me, let me simply try
To know what I see in my mind’s eye
To feel glory in a simple sigh
To try and unravel it’s mystery
_______________let me imagine
I’ve oft looked at the starry’d sky
and wondered what, if I could fly
Would I see eternity
or just lose myself in fantasy
while castles of clouds slip slowly by
_______________let me imagine
DarknessDarkness
Let blindness gather darkness
Let blindness be your light
in darkened halls
or Psyche’s street
Let the opened mind,
to all but light
sight seen in darkness bright
show your soul a path aright
to sweet, unknowing
welcome bliss
calm and serene,
the serpen’t kiss
let us meet
let us meet
Another Man’s BrideAnother Man’s Bride
Another man’s bride once smiled at me
igniting the flames of fantasy
we lost ourselves in a passion play
savoring each moment that came our way
the fire of desire burned incessantly
Oh how I wished she’d soon bee free
and how I had mocked reality
but why, tell me why, did she have to stay
_______________another man’s bride
I hold what we shared in memory
every single detail perfectly
and now when my thoughts begin to stray
and think of the things we used to say
I oft wonder how she still could be
_______________another man’s bride
Alabaster ImageAlabaster Image
Oh, Alabaster Image, did I hear you speak
from frozen lips and carven teeth
Uttering words of ancient lore
silent sentiments from days of yore
a bygone age at it’s tenuous peak
A golden dawn once lay at your feet
and none who challenged could compete
who could ask for anything more
_______________oh Alabaster Image
After your monuments were complete
you dared the gods to rival your feats
You didn’t count on what they had in store
a frozen grimace above a door
and still, stone cold, you won’t admit defeat
_______________oh Alabaster Image
~ My Gift ~~ My Gift ~
I don't have much to give you
in the way of material things.
But then, I have never been a material person . . .
so it wouldn't matter much anyway.
I do have something to give you, though . . .
and I hope you accept this gift with joy.
I have chosen not to wrap it . . .
I want it to be presented to you
as pristine as can be.
And anyway, decorations or wrappings would
certainly ruin the effect.
And so it is . . . that I stand before you . . .
unclothed, but surprisingly, unashamed
of my nakedness.
You have already captured a piece of my heart,
and you have captivated my soul.
The only thing left for me to present to you
is my very being . . . and I do that willingly,
happily, and most of all . . . lovingly.
Standing before you . . . watching your every movement . . .
seeing the desire in your eyes
for the very first time.
I don't believe in all of my life,
I have ever witnessed a moment
as beautiful as this.
Neither one of us can speak . . .
and
Those Days Of Barefoot FreedomThose Days of Barefoot Freedom
Those days of barefoot freedom
That I knew so long ago,
Seem now like long lost Heaven…
Oh, where did those days go?
That I knew so long ago,
A passion unbridled and free…
Oh, where did those days go?
Now lost to memory…
A passion unbridled and free,
A spark of undeniable truth.
Now lost to memory,
Those defining moments of youth.
A spark of undeniable truth
Now revealed at last to me;
Those defining moments of youth
Was when I last was free.
Now revealed at last to me,
That time now long gone by,
Was when I last was free
To stretch my wings and fly.
That time now long gone by…
Oh, if but I could return
To stretch my wings and fly…
I hope, I hope and yearn.
Oh, if but I could return;
Those days of yesteryear.
I hope, I hope and yearn
For that I shall cherish dear.
Those days of yesteryear
Seem now like long lost Heaven.
For that I shall cherish dear
Those days of barefoot freedom.
Lynx Creek, ArizonaLynx Creek, Arizona
A lazy day beneath a bridge
listening to wind in the trees
blowing down from off the ridge
the song of a mountain breeze
Listening to wind in the trees
watching the clouds drift by
the song of a mountain breeze
serenading clouds in the sky
Watching the clouds drift by
as I move in and out of sleep
serenading clouds in the sky
while sorting through my dreams to keep
As I move in and out of sleep
to the music of a mountain song
while sorting through my dreams to keep
to find the peace for which I long
To the music of a mountain song
I watch each and every falling leaf
to find the peace for which I long
from this bridge I sit beneath
I watch each and every falling leaf
as the summer day wears on
from this bridge I sit beneath
I find my cares soon are gone
As the summer day wears on
in the panacea of this rest
I find my cares soon are gone
peace lays gently on my chest
In the panacea of this rest
from a life spent long
That NightThat Night
(a Double Sestina w/ dual rhymes)
That night as I held you in my arms
in a soft, warm embrace
I dreamt of kissing your precious charms
as I gazed upon your face
you looked back at me with a smile so sweet
and a twinkle in your eyes
to where I felt in me a rising heat
and a need to hear your sighs
so that when I leaned down close for a kiss
with my heart open and bare
I could think of naught but the bliss
that together we would share
That night I remember as one of bliss
that was meant for us to share
wrapped tight within each other’s arms
in a loving, warm embrace
so that next to me were pressed your charms
and the soft skin of your face
which sent pleasure through me oh so sweet
as I kissed your swept shut eyes
stirring the flames of our impassioned heat
that escaped within your sighs
which were lost within a breathless kiss
as we lay there bodies bare
That night as I swam in your sweet kiss
caressing your body bare
I knew I had never felt
A Christmas StoryA Christmas Story
Flying a P-51 Mustang, Major George E. Preddy
earned a place in history during a dogfight
against a schwarm of fighters from the Luftwaffe.
Preddy flew for the United States Army Air
Force in the bitter battles over Europe
that raged throughout the second half of 1944.
On the evening of August 5th, 1944,
thinking the next day’s mission was canceled, Preddy
had a few drinks and engaged in a dogfight
of craps. Not expecting to encounter Luftwaffe
the next morning, Preddy followed the traditions of air
men on both sides of the war in Europe.
As the sun cast it’s first light over Europe
on the morning of August 6th, 1944,
reveille announced that the mission was on. Preddy,
who was still too drunk to engage in a dogfight
with anyone, let alone the highly trained Luftwaffe,
led his flight of Mustangs into the air.
Shortly after his P-51 was in the air,
Preddy vomited into his oxygen mask as Europe
passed below. That summer morn in ‘44,
stil
The Genesis SestinaThe Genesis Sestina
(a Rhyming Sestina)
She lay and stared at the tree above
in the garden she was in
and remarked how everything was grand
with idle body and idle hand
free from the concept of sin
but also devoid of love
The serpent who know of passion and love
looked down upon her from above
he shed a tear for the state she was in
e’er he came upon a plan so grand
and dropped an apple into her hand
She knowingly bit deep of sin
and knew at once her lack of love
she cried out loud to the one above
in frustration at the state she was in
for the garden seemed now not so grand
as the apple of knowledge in her hand
The man took the apple from her hand
and shared with her in sin
to seal forever their bond of love
now separated from the one above
as she opened up and took him in
to new found passion glory grand
All they knew now they saw as grand
for the whole world lay in their hands
yet they couldn’t understand how sin
could come from the knowledg
The Altar Of ReasonThe Altar of Reason
I questioned once my faith
while before a sacred altar
that demanded I sacrifice
the very precepts of reason
and my soul, my sacred ego
to some faceless divinity
To question this divinity,
for then I still had faith,
I had laden up that altar
with a worthy sacrifice;
the last remnants of reason
and the whole of my ego
For what use had I of ego
in the face of divinity?
but, as if in mockery of faith,
no gods came to the altar
to accept my sacrifice
of selfishness and reason
To the solemn gods of reason
I offered next my ego
and my quest for divinity
to prove at last that faith
in some gilded god or altar
was a futile sacrifice
Thus, with another sacrifice
of selfishness and reason
I felt the strength of ego
and the spark of divinity
shatter the illusion that faith
could be purchased on an altar
And as no gods came to the altar
to accept my sacrifice
I took this as the reason
to declare at last my ego
was in truth the
The Meaning Of WordsThe Meaning of Words
Words are subjective in nature;
Completely devoid of meaning.
A series of uncouth grunts and growls
In agreed upon continuance,
Take shape and form ‘til solidified
Into our collective consciousness.
We share territorial consciousness;
It’s essential to our nature.
Dialects establish meaning
For each new grunt or growl
And through repetitive continuance,
It’s for is finally solidified.
All things that are now solidified,
Locked deep into our consciousness.
Definitions of the nature
Of each individual meaning
We’ve given to our guttural growls
Through perpetuated continuance.
This cycle of continuance
Wherein meanings are solidified
And engraved into our consciousness
Is a reflection of our nature;
Of our need to establish meaning
For our gestures, our grunts and growls.
Yet amongst the many different growls
We utter in continuance,
Some we find yet solidified,
Not yet pressed in our consciousness.
And thus are we, b
Heaven DreamsHEAVEN DREAMS
(an Acrostic Sestina)
When first I saw you, sweet
Enchantment captured me,
Mesmerized me; as if in dream,
Eros’ host of angels fair
Escorted my wanton heart
Through the dreams in your eyes.
We fell into each others eyes,
Each lost in dreams of sweet
Lust, sweet passion; you came to me
Under the velvet wrap of dreams,
Sensuous dreams so true, so fair,
That night you stole my heart.
Wanton embrace, our two hearts
Entwined; kissing your swept shut eyes,
Kissing your lips so sweet,
I held you close to me
So that in your eyes I could dream
Soft, sweet dreams of your beauty fair.
Whispered secrets tell of a fair,
Enchanted moment when two hearts
Fell as one; and in your eyes,
And in the kiss of your sweet
Lips, a passion took hold of me,
Lifting me on wings of a dream.
Heaven had seemed but a dream
Ere I met you, and then fair
And wondrous passions stole my heart;
Visions of you before my eyes
Enticing me with the sweet
Nectar of you
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Sestina Of The Fallen DreamSestina of the Fallen Dream
All must bow before the wise rule of Kings
Or so said the long history of Nations
For never before was heard the word Liberty
As the hammers of men were hailed as heroes
While the rest were given no dream to dream
And were told to be content with their rags
Yet out of those who were born to suffer the rags
Few giants ever rose up to challenge the Kings
Or the blind and brutal march of Nations;
To give voice to the blasphemous idea of Liberty
Or propose a new heart for the heroes
As death was the reward for dreaming such a dream
But some Giants did dare to dream
And they published their dream on a piece of rag
Which they sent to the demented King
Announcing the birth of a nation
Built on the foundation of liberty
And upheld by the hearts of heroes
Yet there was a price to be paid by those heroes
For the announcement of their noble dream
And so the bombs burst in air about this virgin rag
This affront to the tradition of Kings
Sestina Of The Forgotten DeadSestina of the Forgotten Dead
(1st Sestina I attempted)
Turn and cast your eyes to the moon
Feel the ancient pull of the distant past
Reaching down from the blood washed sky
Like the hand of God in a forgotten dream
Or the song of the wistful ghost
Singing the praises of the forever dead
Immortal yet forgotten lie the heroic dead
Forever asleep beneath the eye of the moon
Crying silently for their forgotten past
Unheard laments reaching up through the sky
Like the lost fragments of the warrior’s dream
Sung from the throat of the voiceless ghost
What monument shall pay tribute to this ancient ghost
Long since buried, forgotten and dead
But the cold, pale face of the frozen moon
Whose memory reaches into that distant past
Weeping cold tears from it’s chariot in the sky
For the memory of those who are now but a dream
A silent pause, an interlude in the eternal dream
Soft cries unheard wept from the soul of the celestial ghost
Like the impassioned peace in
The History Of WarThe History of War
The serf in the field was unawares
Of the storm gathering above
He gave no thought to his nation’s cares
As the hawk tore at the dove
Of the storm gathering above
Cells toward each other flew
As the hawk tore at the dove
And as the storm began to brew
Cells toward each other flew
In nations fraught with paranoid fears
And as the storm began to brew
They prepared for the coming years
In nations fraught with paranoid fears
There came a man of great fame
They prepared for the coming years
As the people celebrated his name
There came a man of great fame
To speak before the masses
As the people celebrated his name
He called together the classes
To speak before the masses
Pericles orated with wisdom great
He called together the classes
While the Austrian taught them hate
Pericles orated with wisdom great
To prepare for the coming storm
While the Austrian taught them hate
And the worship of the Wyrm
To prepare for the com
Coffee Adventure. 1"My good man..."
The pimpley clerk turns to me
and yes, clerk, not barista
"You got faggotry in my machiato, nut just faggotry, but sprinkles, and fuckdust and spirals of sugar! TAKE IT AWAY!" I might have flung scalding coffee in his eyes.
"and not the good kinda faggotry like this-
"
After explaining my love for the kids in the hall, and the lasting cultural relevance, the kid behind the counter continued to scream about his boiled eyes and mauled face.
I think under normal circumstances, he would have thanked me.
This is starbucks after all... god only knows how I ended up in such a god forsaken stinkplot full of would-be hipsters, "screenwriters" and ...oh dear god... chai drinkers!
Oh right...
because no one in Kansas has heard of anything but a creamy double frap mocha latte with triple chocolate shavings, grande, half cream, nonfat whipped spray, light frothy foam, with a dancing whisper of nutmeg, quickorder with a GIGANTIC scone that was flash frozen and shipped f
SomethingDark and cold the dagger drips
Blood flowing freely from the tips
Slicing and stabbing,
Thrashing and grabbing
Pulling the hair from it's roots
She lifts the creature from its boots
Pain expanding through the core
Tearing the mind through portal doors
Twisting and contorting
Shifting and morphing
No longer a being of humanity
But a mere loss of sanity
The Feast Of PoetsThe Feast of Poets
At this table I long to sit
and dine with those who have come before,
but I only may if they deem me fit
when I touch pen to paper no more;
and having passed that final door
to the land of dreams (eternal young!)
where I shall rest for evermore
and sing again these songs I’ve sung.
O where shall I these passions commit
and where shall I these thoughts outpour?
what shall become of these flames I’ve lit
when I touch pen to paper no more?
but to dine with those of antique lore
in that hallowed hall where there is hung
the gilded sign of the troubadour
and sing again these songs I’ve sung.
If antiquity will permit
these words I’ve written remembered, or
a seat at the Feast of Poets
when I touch pen to paper no more;
for such is the dream I hold in store
when wreaths upon my grave are flung,
but to rest with those whom I adore
and sing again these songs I’ve sung.
Dear Reader, listen, for I implore,
when I touch pen to paper no more,
A Song For AmandaA Song For Amanda
My sweet little girl, please don’t cry
When the world around is dreary,
And don’t fill your head with questions why
If ever you are feeling lonely;
For though the day might leave you weary
And shadows at night fill you with fear,
Just think of this when you feel empty;
Nothing dries sooner than a tear.
Turn your gaze to the distant sky
When your soul is feeling heavy,
Then take heart on wing, soar and fly
If ever you are feeling lonely;
For far beyond the heavens cloudy,
Beyond the firmament where Hope appears,
You’ll find a place that’s never rainy;
Nothing dries sooner than a tear.
When feeling down, oh, I beg you try
To hold this thought to keep you happy -
You are the apple of my eye;
If ever you are feeling lonely,
If ever you find you need your daddy,
Take my hand and I’ll hold you near
And sing a song to make you sunny;
Nothing dries sooner than a tear.
Oh, little girl, please listen to me
If ever you are feeling lonely,
For
My DaughterMy Daughter
When first I saw her, she seemed to me
a little bundle of wonder and care
who could steal my heart for eternity
with a beauty both pure and rare
and as she reached for life and air
filling the room with new born cries
she fixed me with a wondrous stare
I saw the future in her eyes
In one brief moment in memory
blessed with some time that we could share
we walked together happy and free
and then a breath of spring fresh air
blew aside her golden hair
to frame her against the distant skies
and in that moment I must declare
I saw the future in her eyes
E’er since then she’s helped me see
with eyes wide open and aware
just how special this life can be
when you have someone with whom to share
she’s my every thought, hope and care
the answer to every question why
this little girl with golden hair
I saw the future in her eyes
Hear my song, hear me declare
with my voice raised to the skies
I love my girl with golden hair
I saw the future in her
Sweet Childhood's EndSweet Childhood’s End
In the days of our youth
we played so many simple games
unbridled and free and short of tooth
unversed yet in the simplest shames
the spirit of youth called out our names
and taught our hearts to pretend
in that brief burst of youthful flames
regret not now sweet childhood’s end
Searching far and wide for lasting proofs
to justify our childish games
guided still by innocent truths
to which we knew not yet the names
yet such innocence would spark the flames
as we would learn how to offend
by preying upon the simplest shames
regret not now sweet childhood’s end
Each year we grew longer in tooth
as our passions rich burned bright as flames
for love and hate we learned as truths
would fuel eternal our growing shames
as on the playground, amidst our games
we learned we could never defend
against the cruelty of bitter names
regret not now sweet childhood’s end
Oh child now grown, remember those games
and the fantasies which you would
The Hanged Man’s BalladeThe Hanged Man’s Ballade
(with a Bob&Wheel refrain)
A criminal against the state
slated to die this early morn
as I await my mortal fate
upon the trump of reveille’s horn
this death to which I was born
so catch the fire in my eye
beneath the deep red burning sky
by the damned and hated noose
I’ll spit in the hangman’s eye
while the hempen knot’s still loose
_______________but see,
_____how steady is my pace
_____in the last moments given me
_____the resolve in my face
_____for I claimed my liberty
A criminal against the state
with no time left to mourn
as I await my mortal fate
on this early frosted morn
this death to which I was born
yet I’ll hold my head up high
beneath the deep red burning sky
and as I slip into the noose
I’ll spit in the hangman’s eye
while the hempen knot’s still loose
_______________but see
_____how steady is my pace
_____look close, what do you see
_____the resolve in my face
_____fueling the flames of Anarchy
I
One Last BacchanalOne Last Bacchanal
Come and dance beneath the stars
in Dionysian company
where Nymphs dance with mad Satyrs
who lust for life passionately
come and let your soul be free
and dance beneath the distant skies
to cast off all the holy lies
come now one and come now all
and drink now deep of the vine that dies
for one last great Bacchanal
Eighty-eight keys and devil guitars
in an orgiastic symphony
serenade the dancing stars
with a primal drum beating free
and a brassy horn accompany
send their music up to the skies
where the drunken Seraphin flies
daring the Gods to watch him fall
while dancing the air that ne’er dies
for one last great Bacchanal
Feel your blood flow through the stars
in bursts of manic energy
the marriage of Venus and Mars
sexual humanity
played in perfect purity
to a chorus of lustful sighs
like the sound when Heaven cries
of lust and passion sensual
when she opens up her thighs
for one last great Bacchanal
Satyr and Nymph, come se
Dead ManDEAD MAN
I went to see the nightlife
live out a fantasy
when a smile like a knife
searched through the crowd for me
promising ecstasy
but the fool that is I
unable to fathom why
failed to make a stand
and turned my shameful eye
for I am a dead man
I look for things in life
things that once seemed to be
before all this hateful strife
that storms inside of me
killed off my fantasy
and left me empty and dry
like an exasperated sigh
with no life, no élan
and no will left to try
for I am a dead man
Every day seems rife
with quiet misery
as I wander through this life
wishing I wasn’t me
wishing I could be free
to chase the dreams that I
once knew would let me fly
o’er this dark, empty span
but those dreams have passed me by
for I am a dead man
To whom it may concern, I
no longer care to try
care to hope or care to plan
but to let my dreams just die
for I am a dead man
A Letter Home From A Young Man AbroadA Letter Home From a Young Man Abroad
A few short words in a hurried scrawl,
Penned on the cheapest of rag:
“Mother, dear Mother,” the note began
(She is known by no name other),
“I have come to this field to die today.
I cannot pretend; my doom is here.
I only pray it’s with honor I fall
And that of my death you mustn’t fear.
For know, oh Mother, that with my last breath
I shall call out your name most dear.
Forever, with love, your Son”, the words read
On a field of blood and rust,
For folded it lay in his pocket creased,
Waiting to return, like flesh, to dust.
Helpwill some one make a slate for me
Lost WordsLost Words:
A Sonnets Redouble
An Index of First Lines
(A Pushkin Sonnet)
A spark of genius lost in contemplation;
A fragrant thought, withered sere and dry.
A transcendent moment passes in indecision
As you sit, woolgathering in the sky.
Have you ever forgotten what you might have said
When the words were lost in the depths of your head?
Floating, like phantoms, from a waking dream,
You are left with nothing but an empty theme.
When your thoughts have scattered and none remain
Of those words you had intended to say,
The best you could do is to hope and pray
Trying to remember won’t drive you insane.
Have you ever searched for a rainbow’s end?
I have, and that is how I know, my friend.
Sonnet I
(An English Sonnet)
A spark of genius lost in contemplation
Wanders aimlessly around my skull.
It has no purpose now, no destination;
It’s lustre now tarnished and dull.
What could it have been? The beginnings of Sin?
Had I discovered a cure for
AmericaAmerica
In its painful infancy,
A great gathering of tribes.
Through all those years of blood spilt,
We’ve chased an elusive dream.
A homogenized spirit;
A Union of varied blood.
With differences alike,
We have found our way at last.
Through years of foolish mistakes
And many childish blunders,
The blood that through us flows,
In league with millions of dreams,
Guides us from our distant past,
Through to a new tomorrow.
Evangelist 2Evangelist 2
(a Sonnet utilizing the Vietnamese form Luc-Bat)
Weaving lies all around
The pulpit preacher pounds away
Leading the weak astray
With icons rich to pray before
Mockery of the poor
Who sell their souls through doors of gold
Sheep in the market sold
For those who would they mold as slaves
Their holy coffer craves
With claims of souls now saved from lust
Demanding blinding trust
From birth to death ‘til dust one learns
Follow lest your soul turns
To he who wears the burning crown
Our Hearts Were FreeOur Hearts Were Free
When the whispering winds
that blow on by
whisper secrets dear
Of times we shared
when you and I
held each other near
There we were
beneath the sky
held in tight embrace
My soul released
with a heartfelt sigh;
I fell into your grace
Our hearts were free
our hearts were free
The Dreadful Hourthe Dreadful Hour
What is the hour
the dreadful hour
the tolling bell
the drum tattoo
an ominous roll
beats slow and true
under the strain
of anguished pain
What is the heart
that yearns to be
the hopeful heart
finally free
from earthly toil
this mortal coil
Art Of War, Scroll 1, ConclusionSun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
In Conclusion
(a Keats Sonnet)
It is not possible to know beforehand
all the variables you might encounter
for, as with all things, war, and the situations
thereof, shift in constant flux; and thus demand
a vigilant study of the five factors
which define the Art of War; you must study
with purposeful intent the dispositions
of nature and terrain, of your own command,
of doctrine and moral influence; therefor,
having thus prepared your calculations
based on what you know of the enemy,
yourself and of the factors five, predict
with a certain level of accuracy
a favorable outcome for the conflict.
The Frog KingThe Frog King
(a Petrarchan Sonnet : an Interpretation of Aesop)
The carefree frogs in the bog
were playing both day and night
but some felt this wasn’t right
and prayed for a King of Frogs
so Jove sent them down a log
which they approached at first with fright
but they soon paid it notice slight
for this was no King for frogs
“This will not do! we need a King!
a leader mighty and great!”
Jove sent a stork to seal their fate
who set at once devouring
their lamentations came too late
for the frogs now had their King
EvangelistEvangelist
(a Petrarchan Sonnet)
Turn the dial on your radio
and listen to the madmen preach
your soul is theirs, within their reach
for they’ll tell you all that you should know
and if you to their sermons go
to listen to their insane screech
are they the ones you want to teach
your children all that they should know?
Think for yourself and you’ll be free
for you needn’t the guidance of mad fools
or their restrictive, hateful rules
to earn a place in eternity
for freedom comes from an ego strong
not from within a brain-washed throng
The Immortal VineThe Immortal Vine
(an English Sonnet)
Oh, drink from this cup now gently
as if your soul were itself at stake,
for too much from this cup of plenty
and all the pleasure you will forsake.
For the cautious sip with a knowing heart
will bring you dreams of golden delight,
but the foolish quaff will tear you apart
and fill your dreams with a terrible fright.
Such duality is the nature
of this blood that flows from my veins;
bringing both terror and pleasure,
both binding and breaking of chains.
So heed ere you drink this blood of mine,
taste with caution this immortal wine.
The Beautiful Gypsy RoseThe Beautiful Gypsy Rose
(an English Sonnet)
There once was a chain of unbroken
Dreams I dreamt in my sleep
Now these dreams all lie frozen
Deep in my heart’s treasure keep
There once was a vision I had
Of a rose in the Garden of Life
The story of this rose was sad
Amid the weeds of jealous strife
There once was a gypsy who wandered
Through my dreams she made her way
‘til she came to the ocean and pondered
The promise of the coming day
Alas, my heart now in memory knows
There once was a beautiful gypsy rose
For My GrandmotherFor my Grandmother
(an English Sonnet)
As I think back upon my childhood days
In my memories you were always there
To help guide my life in so many ways
So full of sweet love and tender care
Memories I hold dear of your house in the sun
As the days of my youth drew to a close
Sitting on the swing after the day was done
Embraced in your arms of lilac and rose
So much you taught me of my past history
My heritage ancient, proud and deep
Generations of lore from your home by the sea
To treasure as gold, an heirloom to keep
Now in your absence, though I wish you were here
I shall always remember you with a loving tear
Art Of War, Verse 18-20Sun Tzu
The Art of War
Essentials
Chapter 1
Verse 18 - 20
(a Diaspora or Terza Rima Sonnet)
When preparing the plot,
present your foe an irresistible offer;
what is and what is not -
the appearance of one in place of the other -
the truth to be obscured,
and an illusion presented of disorder;
the tactic to be preferred,
of offered enticement and temptation -
with reality deferred -
pretending disarray and inaction
and assistance far away,
will drive the enemy to distraction;
allowing on the battle day,
victory in the final foray
Frozen MomentsFrozen Moments
(a Pushkin Sonnet)
Right here - right now - my passions burn!
The world is swaying to a magical beat -
The Satyrs and Nymphs twist and turn
With lost abandon - a primal heat
Freeze this moment in memory -
Freeze this moment and hold for me,
Impressions held of glorious youth -
Captured visions of forgotten truth
From far away, a dream manifest -
A memory from days gone by
Touches my heart - I start to fly
But settle back down to rest
Ah, but for days long since past
Some things, I guess, weren’t meant to last
A Crown Of Fox TalesA Crown of Fox Tales
(a Crown of Sonnets : an Interpretation of Aesop)
The Fox’s Lament
pt 1
(a Pushkin Sonnet)
Fox suffered from a dreadful plight
on a hot and dusty day
‘til he spied a grape so ripe
after traveling a long, long way
And so Fox hungered for the grape
lusting with his mouth agape
for the orb there on the vine
“ah, I must make this mine
for it would surely quench my thirst”
so up he leaped into the air
and spent an hour fruitless there
the last leap as vain as the first
He left there then with his mind set
despising what he could not get
The Fox’s Cunning
pt 2
(a Keats Sonnet)
Despising what he could not get
‘ere it was snatched up by Crow
Fox lusted for that luscious cheese
but how would he this morsel get?
“That’s for me,” said Fox, “this I know
for I’ll use my best flattery
and it will get me what I please”
Upon this goal his mind he set
and he asked Crow if she would show
how soothingly her voice could please
and when
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What Season Are You?What season are youWinterYou can be harsh at time but you are still fun if one of your friends are upset because of what some one said your the friend that is like 'He/she is my best friend Break Her/his heart and ill break your face. you love to have fun but somtimes u think work is more important than havuing fun. people sometimes have a hard time counecting to you but there are thoose who understand you and relize stuff hapens that cant be stoped you are more of seeing the bad stuff and know how to handle it. your are trust worthy and good friendHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
FuberlordThx 2 all who helped me try and level 2nite, we just about made it. To those who keep helping while I'm sleeping/@ work 2moro, thank you as well in advance. I will return all luv,
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What Element Are You(girls Only)What element are you?(girls only)You Are Fire!!!you have an spicy additude, but are bold and confident all thet time, but be careful one day the bold and confidence will get you in a lot of trouble.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
LifeOk well lets see first things first life is awesome it's precious and shouldn't be taken lightly. I know because this past week I thought mine was over do to a accident that put me and three other guys into the ICWW canal in Louisiana. The funny thing about it was I couldn't stop thinking about my girl while I was trying to frantically get out of the current and make it to the shore. I think you know you love someone till something like this happens and then without a doubt and with no reservations you just know it. On a different note me and my soon to be wifey love to try out new things sometimes for the best and sometimes not. We've tried many things in our life together some both of us hate, some we both love, and then there is the rare occasion where one of us loves it and the other hates it. So I'm stuck in between a rock and a hard place as to either making her unhappy when it comes to these sitiation or making myself unhappy or just avoiding them all together which would p
Which Famous Mythology Creature Matches Your PersonalityWhich Famous Mythology Creature Matches Your Personality?ChimeraYou have many different personas. No one knows what you will do next, will you kill them, love them, hate them. You are not to be trifled with, you talk a lot of shit but you can also back up your words. Your independant to the point of being a hermet. You think your "ugly" but its you differences that make you beautifull.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
Hold On TightI read this in a friend's blog this morning and felt I just had to past it on.
Its called "The scars of life"
Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south Florida , a little boy decided to go for a swim in the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he went.
He flew into the water, not realizing that as he swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was swimming toward the shore.
His father working in the yard saw the two as they got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly as he could.
Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator reached him. >From the dock, the father grabbed his little boy by the arms just as the alligator snatched his legs. That began an incredible tug-of-war between the two. The all
The TruthI feel so happy but confused,
I feel useless but yet used.
Lately I've gone through different moods,
My heart feels completely abused.
It's my fault my heart is sore,
Because I tried to make myself happy for forever more.
Why is this happening to me?
Isn't there at least one guy in whom it was meant to be?
I feel lost and lonely inside,
My heart wants to give up and collide.
I toss and turn in the night,
Hoping to regain my sight.
My sight of happiness,
The one that always came effortless.
A Dying WishThis was sent to me by a good friend in a PM this AM--it was so touching I just had to blog it~~feel free to copy & send it to all you love
Thank you rabbit:
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This is a poem written by a teenager with cancer. She wants to see how
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by a medical doctor - Make sure to read what is in the closing statement AFTER THE POEM.
SLOW DANCE
Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?
Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?
You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.
Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask How are you?
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
What Kind Of Dragon Are You?what kind of dragon r u *Awesome Pics*Dark DragonYou are the Dark Dragon. You are probably goth, emo, or scene if you got this. You like the dark(OBVIOUSLY!!), and want the whole world to be that way all the time. When you are in your room, you are in your own little world with the radio blared so nobody hears you crying and screaming. Darkness is isolated. If you like it, STAY THERE!! You are fine.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
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What Goddess Are You?what goddess are u?air goddessu are air u will go where the wind takes u u are kind but u do get mad and u are there for who needs u the mostHow do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
What Is Your Mythical Race?What is your Mythical race?ElfYou’re the highest of knowledge then anyone else. Controlling the earth element, you care about nature around you. Very determined to protect your loved ones around you, you’re a fierce and strong fighter if ever it comes to that. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic
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For The People Who CareIt sucks but is surprisingly refreshing when the smoke clears and you're left with a brighter more enhanced picture; realizing who you're true friends really are.
Those that stick beside you; no matter what.
Not those people who claim to be your friends and are only around when the mood hits them or when they are looking to fill their own needs. Fuck those people. They are a waste of oxygen.
I don't need anymore people in my life that drag me down for their own sick pleasure. Nor do I opt for backstabbing-liars pretending to be my friends; we are no longer in grade school; I am sick of pointless schoolyard flame wars.
I send out love to those that have always been there; since day one. You are some of the most amazing people I have ever met and I give thanks and appreciation for everything you've done for me.
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Typical FemaleI amuse myself at times...
It's not uncommon for people to hear me say.."I don't need a man"...or "Men are all the same"...Ok..don't bite my head off here...It's not uncommon for most women to say those things...
What's that old saying?...You can't live with them...You can't live without them...
That might have been true for me in the past...But I find myself wanting more and more to not live without...Actually scares me in a way...I was told early on in life by my mother...that you can never count on a man to make you happy...or to even just be there...I'm pretty sure she believed this..She lived her life out with that view...I just wish she wouldn't have passed that on to me...
It's an inner struggle to try and keep believing what my mother said was right...Fact is..I don't believe it...I know it exists...That a man and a woman can actually be together for all the right reasons...That yes..it can bring happiness...And yes...you can live with them...
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What PainOn the 19th day of April I fell and shattered my ankle, it broke in 3 places, and dislocated on top of that..this causing all the ligaments/tendons to tear, we still do not know but I may have permanent nerve damage..they put me to sleep to reset (put back into place) on sat the 19th. On the 20th at 7am had surgery repairing my ankle...I know have 2 plates about 4" long, 2 pins 4-6" in length and 13 screws. Today the 29th I got to get the staples out there were 15 on each side *inside & outside* Yes the pain is hurendous...I have never felt this much pain in my entire life. Now I have 8 weeks of non-berring weight* this is the hard part as I am very active* I will keep posted on my blogs as to what is up
Hugs to you all
MeHello everyone,
After just a few hours of membership I have already received a few friends invites from what they can see in the small photo of me. I thought I should let you all know that I'm a transvestite and therefore not quite the girl you were probably hoping for. I thought I had better explain this in case anyone likes my pics but of course wants a "real" girl and not just a pretend one. I'm still trying to find my way round this site so please excuse me if I seem a bit slow. Sue xxx
Mega-destroy!There’s something wrong with the world and their thoughts of poverty.
And property.
Classism rules the world.
But I will be the one to change your mind.
We are all the same.
If no one had money we’d all be the same.
Plastic hair.
Plastic skin.
Plastic stomachs.
The genocide of the intellectual.
You wearing prada and your fucking brand names.
We’re all the Same.
We’re all the same.
With all the people in the world today
There should be someone to lead that knows what to do.
The FBI.
The genocide.
Giving us our false hope of what is normal.
And when you in that five bedroom house
Have an electrical fire
And the Motel becomes you’re home
You’ll be able to thank me .
At least you have your bank account.
Walking towards the far unknown
Living in the spectrums of your sound.
Giving the lesson to the masses.
We’ll cut the electric bills down to none.
Self destruct through power.
And hunger.
World of unconciousness
Living in the spell of puppet workers.
Step b
Rogerlee - Somebunny's Special Day!A very special FU is celebrating his birthday on WEDNESDAY, APRIL 30TH! Yep, it's RogerLee's happy day, and we're hoping to make it a wonderful one. Please visit him on his birthday and leave him some love!
For a sweet deal, anyone willing to save their 11s and give them to him will receive a gift from me. They will have their choice of 10,000 spanks in my CURRENT game, or 10,000 game credits in my NEXT game. Anyone who gives him 100 10s will receive half of that, in their choice of current or future game tokens. Just send me a message after you've given him your rates, and let me know whether you gave him 10s or 11s, please.
Come on, and help make this birthday a wonder-fu-l one!
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(repost of original by 'Heartistic Soul' on '2008-04-29 19:56:30')
Thought For The DayI keep thinking just because someone doesn't love you the way you want to be loved . Doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they are . I can't get that out of my head now.
For All The Beautiful WomanBEAUTIFUL WOMAN
BEAUTIFUL NAPOLEON SKIN, MOTHER, LOVER AND FRIEND. ABLE TO TAKE PAIN THAT MAY MURDA THE SOUL THAT'S WITHIN. A QUEEN THAT NEVER WORRY, I TREAT YOU LIKE EVERYDAY IS THE 14TH OF FEBUARY.
THE BACK BONE OF MY HOUSELY STRUCTURE THE SUPER WOMAN OF THE TWO THOUSANDS AND AN AMAZING LOVER MORE CURVES THEN A STREET SIGN,A HEAVENILY SMILE WITH A BEHIND THAT ONLY FOOD CAN DESCRIBE BUT DETERMINE NEVER TO BE BEHIND.
LOOKING BACK WHERE YOU CAME FROM I'M GLAD I GOT MINE AND I WILL KEEP HER ON A PEDESTAL NEVER MORE WILL I LET THIS BEAUTIFUL BUTTERFLY BE CAGE OPEN YOUR WINGS, SOAR AND FOREVER MORE AS YOU FLY, I SEE A RAINBOW TRAIL BEHIND THIS NUBIAN EBONY QUEEN WHO'S RIB CAME FROM MINE, SO HER STRENGHT IS SHARED BY MINE AND I'M AS HUMBLE AS IT COME ,WITH SKIN SO SOFT AND DELICATE WITH ATTUIDUTES HARD AS IT COME.
SHE IS THE WOMAN THAT HAD ME, THE WOMAN I MARRIED, THE MOTHER TO THE FATHER, THE MAMA WITH THE DADDY SO APPLAUD HER AND LUV HER CAUSE SHE IS THE AMERICAN DREAM.
IntertwinedReaching out his arms to her as she came to him, and give herself to him in ever way. Her body thrilled to his touch, taking her only when she was ready for him, and then when she wanted him again. He let her set the pace and he gave her all he had, from his body, his mind, his soul and his love. From the moment on their hearts seemed forever intertwined.
What Is This I Feellove or lust ? what is this i feel
what is this i feel? is it your smile warming up my cold heart
what is this i feel? is it your lips caressing my hot chocolate body that your smile has warmth
what is this i feel? is it your hands rubbing up and down my dick making it hard while filling your mouth with the sweet taste of chocolate as you sreach for the cream filling
what is this i feel ? is it your wet pussy slowly working it's way down and through my body starting from my lips that are wrapped around your wet pearl as i tongue the inside of your carmel delight tasting the passion of your love running through my body
what is this i feel? is it your love bouncing harder and harder on my dick feeling my head pushing your wall back, while your lips slowly floats over my chest and your hands grabbing for anything you can reach as your love over flows and you reach your peek
now again i ask what is this i feel ? love or lust
why can't it be both ?
Going BrokeA friend go to different places to gamble and just can't stop. So there fore he sometime loses all his money then he goes to his friend and says that he lost it walking home when she knows he was gambling it all away plus drinking to.
Randomness!*Kissing is healthy
*Bananas are good for cramps
*It's good to cry
*Chicken soup actually makes you feel better
*94% of boys would love if you sent them flowers
*Only apply mascara to your top lashes
*Its actually true boys DO insult you if they like you
*89% of guys want YOU to make the first move
*Chocolate will make you feel better
*Most boys think it is cute when you say the wrong thing
*a good friend never judges!
*boys arent worth the tears!
*we all love suprises
My Surgery.....As some may know I'm having foot surgery in the morning. Not many on here know "Why". Maybe after the surgery i'll feel more comfortable about explaining it. Just know that as of in the morning i'll be losing a "Toe". All I ask is that "Everyone" keep me in your thoughts & Prayers if you believe in praying. I'll "Try" to log on tomorrow if I can make it to my PC. If not it'll be Thursday before I give an update. Hope all is well with "You" and "Yours". Til Then....Stay Safe......
Hard SeparationWhy does separation have to be so hard?
Why is there so much hate and distrust where there use to be so much love and caring?
Why does there have to be so much pain and anger involved?
Where does all that anger project from?
Can it be real, or only the fear of being hurt further or facing the truth of what really happened?
How can two that felt so much for each other now feel so bad towards each other its not possible?
There has to be something under the surface not being said not being dealt with?
It would all be so easy if we could just be honest and forward with each other.
It's by hiding and not admitting our true selves that we let these things happen.
It does not have to be this hard.
For My Fu Friendswhat i can do..
I can show you the world,
I can help you out,
I can see you,
I can go away,
I can live with out you,
I can quit my job,
I can cook,
I can run,
I can ride a horse,
I can cut the grass,
I can leave,
I can stay,
I can die,
I can live,
I can love again,
thats what i can do,
What can you do?
by bedrock
School IssuesWow I never thought in a million years I'd be dealing with a 13yo boy that I didn't raise from birth. So imagine my suprise when I got asked to take care of one. Me being the person I am couldn't say no. So here I am. I dont know really what to do. Well my methods work for the most part I just dont know how to handle the rebelling pieces. Mainely because it makes me feel like I'm doing something wrong. All his live he's never been stable at all. I'm finally giving him stability. Not completly but for the most part. Until we move in to our apartment I wont be able to give him the 100% stability that he needs. When were alone ie: his grandpa and my mom aren't around he's an angel. But his grandpa is not the best role model. Not to mention he's just a softy. He also always tries to make excuses for his grandson and always tries to get him off the hook. I dont appreciate that one bit. Until were in our apartment I can't give him the attention or stability I need. I cry in my own "space" a
Update...fu-bombers Please Read!!!Hey I just wanted to give an update as to whats going on. The hole in my belly is ow infected due to the negligence of the surgeon...ONCE AGAIN. I had emergency surgery on my belly on the 16th, the doctor removed the stitches only a week ond a half after the surgery because he was going on vacation and wanted to get it done so he could go, so he called me into the office early. He removed the stitches without checking the wound which is now (4 inches across and 3 inches DEEP) by the time I made it home I was wide open and had to go back to the ER. since I have cancer and much more, I am very prone to infection and they couldnt close the hole due to the fact that air had already hit it for at least three hrs so I had to be packed full of gauze, and have a nurse here everyday to change it, well I am now infected and have to go back into the hospital today, I need prayers, Im in allot of pain and can't do my chemo because of whats going on. Please bear with me and pray for me...I am prayi
To My DomTrue happiness was never meant to be mine.
Misery has been my constant campainion.
My destiny is to be alone and I accept that.
My darkest hours are spent alone.
I am no good to anyone when i am alone.
My heart yearns for love that isnt meant to be mine.
Lonliness was killing me slowly.
Then I found you.
You brought me to you and have held me tightly.
You may only be my Dom but with you I have found the saftey love and happiness i have yearned for all my life.
I will be your submissive forever.
I will never ask for anything in return.
3oh!3if you get the chance listen to 3oh!3 , they rock , at least imo..
btw... im not goin to your party !!
Single AgainSo, here I am again...single. So to keep everyone from asking over and over again, I will blog on it. Im tired of answering same questions over and over. So in this blog, I will explain AND apologize to those that I feel I need too. First allow me to apologize to everyone that I neglected in the past few weeks. I was wrong, but being in love makes you do crazy things. Many of you may have noticed my name change, pic change and that a lot of my pics are now private. Ashlea left me. I wasn't up front with her about something until a couple days ago and she freaked out and left. I have told some of you what that thing was and others I havent. t WAS a big deal and I SHOULD have told her about it......BUT, IF she loved me as much as she said she did she would have gotten over it. But , it now appears, I meant nothing to her at all.....It appears she has moved on, already....one day later. But you know, yea its hard....yea I'm hurting. But I will go on. The things she's now doing are actuall
To The OnesTO THE ONES THAT IS HELPING LEVEL I WANT TO THANK YOUS I WILL BE IN TOUCH WITH YOUS TOMORROW MUCH APPICIATED-GOOD NIGHT MY DEAR FRIENDS--HUGS TO AL YOUS
My Moms WeddingWell My mom is getting Married. Memorial Day Weekend. Of course when she told me I was happy for her. Then seconds later she asked me to be her Maid of Honor. Of course I said yes. So she told me to look for Wedding Dresses and Wedding Sites and everything else you'd need done for a wedding. So needless to say I have become her wedding coordinator. The best part of that is because I Love to plan weddings and I Love being able to help people get and have what they want for their wedding. Someday I hope to own my own bridal shop. But for now I'll plan weddings and help with weddings when needed. Lol!! My mom decided she wanted a Western Themed Wedding. So imagine my suprise when I found out that I had to go out and get Cowgirl boots and a Cowgirl hat. The funniest thing is I have never worn a cowgirl hat or boots. So the trip today to find boots and a hat was very interesting to say the least. We went to the Opryland Mall and the people at the boot store there thought I was crazy because
Drafting Guys Over 60----this is so Funny & obviously written by a Former Soldier----
New Direction for any war: Send Service Vets over 60!
I am over 60 and the Armed Forces thinks I'm too old to track down terrorists. You can't be older than 42 to join the military. They've got the whole thing ass-backwards. Instead of sending 18-year olds off to fight, they ought to take us old guys. You shouldn't be able to join a military unit until you're at least 35.
For starters:
Researchers say 18-year-olds think about sex every 10 seconds. Old guys only think about sex a couple of times a day, leaving us more than 28,000 additional seconds per day to concentrate on the enemy.
Young guys haven't lived long enough to be cranky, and a cranky soldier is a dangerous soldier. "My back hurts! I can't sleep, I'm tired and hungry" We are impatient and maybe letting us kill some asshole that desperately deserves it will make us feel better and shut us up for a while.
An 18-year-old doesn't even like to ge
TrustHere I lay, beat, battered and broken
Because of a woman, so softly spoken
She worked so deftly to gain entrance into my heart
Then dashed in on the ground into countless shards
A warning my brothers this day do I give
Never trust a woman with this the most presous of gifts
She’ll “love” you for a while till she’s grown bored
Then throw you away.
So leave your lust at the door when women are concerned
They will leave you to rot once your trust they’ve earned
So this day I pick up the pieces of my heart
Spend day after day putting it back together
This time I surround it in stone and it grows cold
For I’ll never trust another either beautiful or bold
I’ve cut myself off from love and from lust
For by doing this I’ll never have to trust
Never again to bear the pain of a woman
My heart tucked safely away from there touch and torture
And myself I will keep as the only one with access to it.
Women are wonderful toys, if you keep them as such
But never let them get
Please Pray For StephenI wanted to ask everyone to please pray for Stephen.
He is going through a very rough time.
He is having some problems that need some tests done for
So if you would
please say a prayer for Stephen. That he find the strength to over come
what he is facing in this world.
Thank you all so much
I will keep you posted as time goes by.
Men...what is it about men wanting to call a woman names when they cant get what they want....is that a control thing?? get a dog if you want to control something... what insecurities are they trying to cover up by trying to control someone?? is that like compensating for a small penis by driving a big truck?? just asking....why is it men feel they need to tell you that they have feelings for you, or even worse pop out with the "L" word just to see naked pics...shit all you have to do is ask me and i will let you see them, there is no shame in my game, and realistically we will never meet....not like one of you will turn out to be my kids teacher...talk about an awkward parent teacher conference...lol...seriously people, there are not alot of real people on these sites...people tell you what they want you to know, or what they think you want to hear...period, point blank...some man might tell you he loves you and at the same time have kiddie porn playing on his tv...let's be real with ea
So This Is What I Get...For enrolling in school yesturday..."Yay! I'm so proud of you! Finally, you're getting to do what you want to do and I'm so happy to be able to assist you in any way possible to further your endeavor because I love you, no matter what it takes!"
Yeah, Whatever!
No, it wasn't like that at all. That, of course, was my expectation, that, of course, was my hope and thought but no, I've come to realize anymore that I have exceedingly high expectations apparently, because in the end, they're always letting me down.
This is what I really got; "So, how was it? How much? What days? Oh crap, y'mean I'm gonna have to change my days off? That means I'll have to work with jeana! Well, we'll see...I hate that bitch!"
And I'm standing there bewildered, with not one ounce of support. Then I realize I was, of course, expecting something else, and what would I do that for? How silly of me.
What it is I've come to expect is exactly what I got.
"believe"BELIEF IS VERY FRAGILE
TEMPTATION IS SO MUCH EASIER
BELIEF IS A STATE OF MIND
TOO NOT BELIEVE IS DEADLY
TOO BELIEVE TOO MUCH IS WORSE
TO BELIEVE IS TOO TRUST
CAN U BELIEVE IN ME
WHEN U DONT BELIEVE IN YOURSELF
SO WHO DID YOU STOP BELIEVING IN
WAS IT ME OR WAS IT YOU
YOU LOST THE BELIEF AND THE TRUST
AND I JUST LOST YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
MBM
Lizards Gving Birth,........If you have raised kids (or been one), and gone through the pet syndrome,
including toilet flush burials for dead goldfish, the story below will have
you laughing out LOUD!
Overview: I had to take my son's lizard to the vet. Here's what happened:
Just after dinner one night, my son came up to tell me there was 'something
wrong' with one of the two lizards he holds prisoner in his room.
'He's just lying there looking sick,' he told me. 'I'm serious, Dad. Can you
help?'
I put my best lizard-healer expression on my face and followed him into his
bedroom. One of the little lizards was indeed lying on his back, looking
stressed. I immediately knew what to do.
'Honey,' I called, 'come look at the lizard!'
'Oh, my gosh!' my wife exclaimed. 'She's having babies.''What?' my son
demanded. 'But their names are Bert and Ernie, Mom!'
I was equally outraged. 'Hey, how can that be? I thought we said we didn't
want them to reproduce,' I said accusingly to my wife
Behind These EyesBEHIND THESE EYES IS ONLY SORROW
THE PAIN OF SOMETHING UNKNOWN
NEVER REALLY KNOWING JOY
NEVER REALLY KNOWING LAUGHTER
NEVER REALLY KNOWING A GENTLE TOUCH
NEVER REALLY KNOWING REAL LOVE
FINALLY IT CAME,THE JOY,THE LAUGHTER,THE LOVE
BUT MY EYES COULDN'T SEE THRU THE PAIN
SO MY EYES WATCHED U WALK AWAY
NOW MY EYES ARE BLIND
BEHIND THESE EYES IS ONLY A VAST EMPTINESS
BECAUSE THEY CAN NO LONGER SEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
MBM
More Peekage At The Real Me? Leave Comment If You Read ItI am Jessa.
I am a goddess, I am a bitch, and if you indulge in me...
I will be your drug of choice.
I day dream like nobodies business.
I waste my time on art.
Drawing, writing, painting, and music.
I draw oddities.
I paint fairy tales.
I write nightmares.
I like dancing by myself.
I tend to be a wallflower.
I like being pretty.
I over accessorize.
I dress odd to the tenth power.
I am extremely passionate about life.
I find joy and beauty in every day I live through.
I don't like small children.
I'm smart, dont treat me anything less then that.
I like gas masks.
I over glamorize death and the macabre.
I LOVE scented candles and incense.
I LOVE cuddling.
I LOVE revolution.
I LOVE being clean.
I LOVE new beginnings.
I LOVE old books.
I rant about basically pointless things.
I read way too much.
I dont like organized religion.
I suffer no fools.
I hate canned food. It tastes like can, not food.
Just A Word Or TwoI want to thank all my friends who have given me any kind of advice. And say it's not that I haven't or won't use it in my own way. It's kind of like I don't want to go backwards. I don't anyone being able to say I have not changed. That I am just as angry or mad as I was when I was going through my divorce. Because this person know's how I was. It is delicate I know but I know I have a good future ahead of me. And I appreciate and advice or opinions that anyone wants to give me. I may get down on myself, because I am very hard and tough on me. And I know I can and will try to do what is best. Your comments and messages do keep me going. Because I know you care. So lets stay positive and God Bless, and Semper Fidelis(Always Faithful)
Never Ending DreamAS I SLEEP I DREAM OF YOU
I SEE U SO CLEARLY
I FEEL YOUR TOUCH SO WARMLY
I DRINK IN YOUR SMELL
I RELAX IN YOUR PRESENCE
WHERE THERE WERE ONCE WALLS
FOR YOU THERES ONLY OPEN DOORS
I AWAKE AND IT WAS ONLY A DREAM
PART 2
MY DREAM CAME TRUE
FOR A TIME YOU WER MINE
BUT THE TIME WAS SO SHORT
I LOST YOU BEFORE I KNEW YOU
I WAS SO AFFRAID ID LOOSE U
THAT I SHUT YOU OUT AND KEPT YOU AWAY
NOW YOU HAVE GONE AWAY
MY HEART AND SOUL WENT WITH YOU
NOW I HATE TO SLEEP
BECAUSE THE DREAM NOW HAS A FACE
A SMELL A TOUCH A VOICE
MBM
Please Pray For BettyI wanted to ask everyone to please pray for Betty.
She is going through a very rough time.
She just got out of the hospital, where She stayed for 5 days.
Her son is trying his best to take care of her.
So if you would
please say a prayer for Betty and her son Stephen. That they find the strengh to over come
what they are facing in this world.
Thank you all so much
I will keep you posted as time goes by.
Morphsi am looking for a free easy to navugate place to try to do some morphs. ive 2 that were done for me, and my daughter loves them. would like to make a few more to show her and make her laugh. any suggestions? pe feel free to contact me...thanks
What The Hell?Ok, so I had a great talk with a lovely woman the last few days. And suddenly I'm blocked! What the hell? I didn't do anything, at least I don't think I did. I told her I had to pass out, I was tired, and I was. I spent a majority of the day sleeping, and suddenly Im a blocked! What the hell happened?
Sorry just hate drama.
Who Needs It?Who needs an artificial happiness and reality of existence when one can easily disappear? And is it then better to disappear without warning or is it better to give notice of such an event and then actually follow through upon it? What if you're reason behind disappearing was to in fact draw attention to yourself to see if anyone noticed? What way would best to go about it then?
What if one questions their existence as a whole? What if reality seems to be in fact reality but is just a deep dream in which one never actually awakens but imagines that they do in order to continue the charade? If that is true than can't one strengthen the mind and control their own destiny or is destiny in fact predetermined even in false awakenings?
If I disappeared throwing away thing in my material life by means in which I communicate, how many would actually notice my lack of presence? What's more, how many would honestly care?
Fubar MathMy friend Donnie and I were discussing about the math of rating on fubar. Yes we were that bored. Actually curious. lol
So hopefully this bit of information that Donnie has got for us will help you in your future rating endeavors.
Ari Legend: i was wondering wehther
Ari Legend: ok as vip
Ari Legend: u rate a person an 11 unless u ran out then u would give a 10
Ari Legend: usualli we wud just say i ran out i'll give u some 11s tomorrow
Ari Legend: but wouldnt it give u more points if i rated u twice
Ari Legend: like 10 and hten 11?
Donnie Demonseed: No. You get points for rating it the first time no matter what you rate it the second time. lol I thought that too but I experimented lol. If you rate them a 10 you get the points. If you come back and rate an 11 later you get no points. You're just changing the rating
Ari Legend: ooooooo
Ari Legend: i should blog about this on fubar
Donnie Demonseed: Now you can come back like a week later and rate all over again. It le
PeomsBed or Roses- By Rob
Your love is like a bed of roses,
The sweet softness of your touch reaches out to my heart,
I feel as if the world I know has broken,
Only leaving you standing tall in my heart as a rose in the garden,
Your thorns prick me as I hold you tightly in my arms,
The wrath of your rage draws blood from my fingers.
But yet you are still soft like a rose,
Your long stem reaches out to me as a time that we will be together,
Through all the knots and curves on your stem I still come home to your softness,
The pedals of your heart heal my wounds,
The softness of your love caresses my soul,
The life you have that you hold so tight,
Washes away the pain I have felt before,
To seed a new growth that blooms into a flower,
Your love is like a bed of roses.
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Diamonds - By Rob
The night so dark,
The moon so bright,
You glimmer like diamonds in the light,
My heart grows heavy w
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Is It Really?Am I really a part of a life that consists of love, care, and gentleness?
Am I really a part of a social respect that has me understood by most?
Do I really have every last ounce of you to hold forever?
Please tell me that I am the one that makes your heart stop.
Please tell me that I am the one that makes your mind race with anticipation.
Tell me honestly my love for I can no longer be left in the great wide unknown.
I want to know every part of your mind, your soul, and your being.
I want to be stuck in oblivion with you, revolving around you.
An orbit of loves true meaning...
Is it true? Is it really true? Am I yours for the rest of my life?
Don't B Shy!!Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 Other PPL
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> 4.Would u fuck me hard?
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> 5.Would u fuck me the first night u met me?
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> 6.Give me a naked pic?
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> 7.Would u fuck me in the shower?
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> 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then fuck me?
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Not Back Yet...due In On Thursday Dallas Airport..cannot Wait To Be Home Again!Well, it has been difficult. I have gotten through it. I cannot believe my sister is gone. The funeral was very nice and although I suppose that we will never look like ourselves after we pass ...probably it would be good to hope that we will look the same.
She reminded me of a late cousin who had passed when I was really young. Doing the Euelogy (wrong spelling) anyhow...I did the speech to remember my sister by...and family looked at me like I was cold hearted. I just know my sis was there with me giving me the strength I needed to do it. Her son told me I did an awesome job.
My nieces son did something really spooky at the funeral home. He walked up to the casket to say a prayer kneeling next to the casket and he said to my niece...nana is not dead. She said yes she is...you are looking right at her...he said nope she is standing next to you and Aunt Kris. She freaked...I smiled at him. Kids know things we donot know. Who is to say ...right...she could have been. Anyhow, it
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Too Real For Realtiy (poem)for those who care iam here iam the doctor i can handle the porblem.
mines i do myself i think every moment down to point i dont lose myself.
i found myself and might take you a while.
my mind plays with what happen the night before i get hold of my mind cause when you let go hard to get back.
when i went im go im gone the soul broken it's falls apart.
handle it but it will not go away. i call youre stop hurting me.
but it's name is love.
Eyes Of BlueA phone call changes your life...
It changes your sense of things.
Words on a line spoken with tears blows the breath out of you.
I could feel myself spinning. And I could feel myself stop.
Every moment that I saw her came to my mind. Flashes, pictures. Laughter.
Me. 17 years old. Pregnant and alone.
I woke in the night in a home not my own.
My belly was tight.
I could feel it release. And tighten once again.
I woke up and pushed the coverlet back to run to the bathroom.
I was unsure of what was happening. My back hurt. My panties were wet, but not soaked.
I walked through the darkened house, out the sliding glass door and down a few steps.
I stood there. In the dark for a few moments. Unsure of myself.
Finally I raised my hand to knock.
Softly at first...and then harder as the next contraction hit.
"stephanie..." I whispered.
A few moments later her face apeared at the door.
"Somethings wrong." My hands slide over my round belly. I looked at her and wait
WantsYour heart is all i want.
To be forever by your side is my hearts deepest desire
To be submissive is my honor.
To be the shoulder you cry on my greatest wish.
To have you be the shoulder i cry on would be my funeral pyre.
For if you were to see me cry it would be my darkest hour.
To be seen as weak in your eyes would detroy my disguise.
My greatest fear is that you will disappear from my sight and never return.
Will You Blush?Will You Blush?
Oct 30th, 2000
23:37
When I look at you so close
Brown sugar eyes, sweet smell and smooth skin
I feel a hot lustful hunger that consumes
I would almost sell my soul to get into that sin
Gazing into your eyes makes my temperature rise
I wish to feel the pulse in your neck with my lips
I wish my fingers in your hair and across your skin
I desire deeply pressing together naked hips
You evil woman! You can control my body
With magic of beauty and lust
I would please with my tongue, fingers and manhood
Until on my back your nails do bust
To caress the mounds on your chest
Kissing your stomach, massaging and slow
Nibbling your ears and nipples like candy
Catching your breath, pleasure is all you know
My hands gliding smoothly, slowly across your body
Exploring another new sector
While my kisses roving down, still hotly
so that I can taste of your nectar
I'll part your legs to probe with my tongue
As I look you strait in your eyes
Clasping
How To Verify Your Email Address Blog By MommyHow To Verify Your Email
To Verify your email, go to your profile by going to My on your
homepage then to Profile. Then Click on the link that says, Click Here
to resend verification email. Make sure your spam filter for your email
is turned off. If it is not turned off, check your Spam/Bulk/Junk folder
for the Email from Fubar.
Then go to your email, there should be one from fubar, if there isnt
wait a few minutes and check again, it might take some time.
There will be a link in the email to click on to verify it.
If you cannot click on the link, go to verify it.
http://www.fubar.com/verifyemail.php And copy the
Token that is in the email.
And Paste the Token Into the Token Field.
How To Screenshot Blog By MommyHow To Screen Shot
There are also numerous screen capture (screen grabber) programs for
Windows and the Mac that offer more sophisticated capture capabilities.
For example, any or all of the windows can be selected by moving the
cursor on screen. Some programs can capture the contents of an entire
scrollable window. I personally use Firefox which has a nice little
add-on called Fireshot, which you can get here https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/5648
which makes taking screen shots in a browser very easy. If you have no
such programs this is how you take a screen shot.
Step 1.
Click Print Screen located where Image above shows,which can also vary
from computer to computer, with some computers you also have to press
CTRL or FN key at the same time, try a few tests.
Step 2
Goto START menu (Programs)then (Accessories)go down to your (Paint)
program OPEN....at top of screen you'll see FILES and EDIT...click EDIT
go down to PASTE
Step 3
After
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the my album tab, then clicking on the appropriate source.
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the entire code and paste it into the body of a bulletin or blog.
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Making The Right Choice4/29/2008
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Well the Dragon in Aquarius and Leo axis indeed saved the lives of so many children by removing them from Neptune's deceiving confined world. The beauty is that those children (and brainwashed victimized parents) will not spread the spiritual degradation of ALL future children mingled with this particular deplorable religious sect. When I started nearly 2 years ago to talk about the "upcoming Dragon's Tail negative) in Leo (children) on Coast To Coast and all my interviews since then and the results are IN.
Under guard, polygamist teen as a baby boy
Like the deceiving Pisces Age and its thousands of religious sects, the Aquarius Age will also endorse and promote its own deceiving horde of lost souls. Many organizations will be brought to life with spiritual teachings that will carry with them either the
Fuck FamilySo for the last 5 months I have been taking care of my family. Mainly my Dad and Mom since both have illnesses. My Mom has diabetes and my Dad has liver and pancrease cancer. Today has been the roughest day so far I think. My dad is not doing so well. He's in the hospital and anything he eats goes right through him. His pancrease isn't working right and breaking down on him. I could potentially loose him this year if something doesn't work soon. Aside from finding this out, my cousin, who hasn't talked to anyone in my family for 6 years, decides to show up to the hospital. Ok, whaatever but my mom flipped out. About 6 years ago my Aunt lived disgustingly. Didn't clean, didn't shower, had a rash all over her body. Was just dirty in general. We tried telling her son about it and her daughters knew how she wa living but did nothing about it. So her son comes over to our house and says "What the fuck is that over there." My mom having nothing to do with it and my brother making the phone c
Ex'sI think if you really let ex affact your feelings and make you feel bad, you are not over them. You still have something for them and I don't think you should be moving on. I just want someone drama free, because I have my own I have to deal with. If you have a gf or someone you like more then me don't try to "get with me". I don't want to be your rebound person that your just going to sleep with and try to get over someone else.
Just A Note...I am a very passionate person, passionate about life and especially of love.
I carry my passion deep within, and I am inspired by simple things. Romance
is a lost art and although I have no one in my life to share my passion with,
I still dream of what passion was will be again.
I am an incurable romantic, My poetry is the outlet for my passionate nature,
my lust for love and life runs deep. My nature does not go well with
the loneliness I have within me, but I have my poetry for comfort, and
my dreams for inspiration.
My SoulmateIf you could read my mind
There you would find
The two of us intertwined
The image of you I have memorized
I remember enough to fantasize
I close my eyes and there you are
In my mind, so you\'re never far.
I caress your lips, your face, your hair
And hold you close, so I can feel you there.
Our hands all over one another
Roaming in places meant only for lovers.
My heart, it yearns for you.
My soul, it reaches out for you.
In my every waking thought
I know you too have not forgot
The love we made
The passion, the bliss
I could never forget the way you kiss.
And though the ocean separates us,
I know again, I will feel your sweet touch.
You were sent to me from up above
To stay with me, forever in love.
Within my heart I know it\'s true.
Dominique my soul mate,I have found you
Gf AppBasic
Name:
Age:
Location:
What is your favorite kind of music?
3-5 favorite bands/artists:
Do you play in a band?
If so what do you play?
What is the last band you saw play?
What do you Look Like
Height
Hair color
Hair Length (ex: short, shaggy, shoulder, etc)
Eye color:
Skin color:
Do you think you are cute?
Build be honest ( ex: Heavy / athletic/ Lean etc.)
Piercing's ( how many / where )
If not do you plan to get one/ more ( where)
Tattoos ( how many / where )
If not do you plan to get one/more ( where)
Link to picture or profile
Do you where a hat?
What do you usually where when with your friends?
What do you usually wear when with your guy
Lets get personal
Are you a virgin?
Are you married?
Have you ever been Married?
Where would you take me on a date?
What's your favorite color(s)?
What do you think of a guy who is reserved?(shy)
Are you neat?
Desc
New Job!!!I got a new job!!!!! WOOHOO! I'm gonna work for the Wornick Company. I'll be a quality control specialists. lol! I will be makin $13.50 an hour!! That is $2 more than I make now! I start on Monday at 6:30am ugh... That is the only thing that sucks about it is that I will be workin early lol. I'm not a morning person at all. For a week I will be workin 2 jobs cause I still work at White Castle till after next week. That doesn't really bother me I just keep thinkin about all the money I will be makin that week.
On a bad note my neice decided to go live with her biological mom so I don't think she will be goin to college anymore.. Her mother is a dead beat and won't help her with anything so I look for her to loose both her jobs and not go to college cause she doesn't have a license so if the bitch doesn't take her to and from work she won't have any jobs. The only reason she done it was because my sister her step mom caught her in a lie and instead of living up to it she moved out ton
Aaaaahtiger balm owns me. it fucking dominates.
Millionaire Wanna BeOk I'LL TRY THIS AGAIN
I REALLY THOUGHT I HAD THE IDEA OF THE CENTURY LAST NIGHT BUT DIDN'T GET MUCH ATTENTION SO HERE IT IS AGAIN
I FIGURE IF EACH PERSON INSTEAD OF DONATING TO CAUSES THAT MAY NOT EVER GET YOUR MONEY WHY NOT DONATING TO EACH OTHER
SO THE IDEA IS
CALCULATING HOW MANY PPL COME ON FUBAR I FIGURE ABOUT 75 CENTS EACH TO BE DONATE TO A CHOSEN PERSON FROM TIME TO TIME AND WE COULD MAKE QUITE A FEW PPL RICH
SO MY QUESTION IS
ARE YOU WILLING TO BE A MILLIONAIRE IN 2 DAYS AND HELP OTHERS BE
No Idea...just Typing Shit.sick and twisted. this lonely misfit. reformed for pleasure. ashamed of my endeavors. SCREAMING INSIDE..with no where left to hide and unanswered questions run through her mind. No where to turn and everyone she loves has left her. so save her soul and dont forget her!
DarknessIn the darkness i hide.
Crying inside never letting the pain show.
Then you come along and look deep into my soul.
Knowing my pain you hold me saying you will always protect me.
But can you protect somebody from themselves.
i have very strong feelings for you and i cant rein my heart in without causing myself some pain but i will rein it in because you ask.
I am your girl and proud to be.I am yours and yours alone. It hurts me to know that you love another but i know that for now this is how things must be so i will forever hide in the darkness of my soul crying inside and never letting it show
The Heat Of My DesireIn the still of the evening
Without sunlight to intrude
I see the twilight's in your eyes
As the moon sets up the mood
Playing music soft and low
While romance fills the air
I can't help but feel aroused
The very moment you come near
You submit to my embrace
While candles flick their flame
And the smell of sweet perfume
Seems to drive my lust insane
As I look into your eyes
And run my fingers through your hair
I taste the sweetness of your neck
As I nibble at your ear
I then whisper words of love
As you answer with a sigh
And in a very sexy way
Your sweet body comes alive
Your the heat of my desire
As we slowly come undress
I then start to lay you down
While you welcome my caress
With your luscious sexy curves
You have a taste I can't resist
And your breast show some response
When I touch them with a kiss
As I soak inside your love
To a sexy love condition
Feeling passions start to rise
While making love in all positions
You give me so mu
Going To SeaWell, I can't tell you when I'm going or how long I'm going to be gone, though if you search google news on the USS John C. Stennis you will know more than I can tell you!
Anyway, we will be off the West Coast when we are not in port picking up and dropping off the airwing.
So, I won't be far, and I'll be really close my favorite pub with an open patio where I can drink my Rum'n'cokes. So if you see the Stennis in port there is a good chance I will be at McP's after dinner. And except for normal operations of a Warship at sea, I won't be in any danger.
Take care, fair winds and following seas.
David
Fubar's Most Wanted Are Now Members Of The Dirty Addiction Gang!Dirty Addiction is now home to the two most wanted DJ's on Fubar!!
DJ Satyrgodd - wanted for impersonating an infamous Metallica Frontman and Heavy Metal Superstar, he was arrested for playing those annoying songs that repeat over and over in your head
DJ Phucker - wanted for the Death of Common Sense and the Rebirth of 70's slang, he was arrested for using atrocities like "can u dig it" and "good night john-boy"
We have them jailed in Dirty Addiction!! Come see the duo responsible for the lunacy of the last century!!
Changed My NameYES YES YES
IT IS TRUE
I WILL NO LONGER BE CALLED MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ
I SWITCHED MY NAME TO
FROZEN MYSTICAL DREAMZZZZ
I WANTED A CHANGE
I AM THE SAME LOVABLE, GENEROUS, WARM GAL, WITH THE SAME GRACEFUL HEART!
JUST NOW ...I AM FROZEN ...LOL... PLEASE DON'T UNTHAW ME I LIKE IT!
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The Storm Before The CalmThe silence of thunder, the darkness of lightening,
Her mystery, her intrigue ... oh-h-h so inviting.
Standing finally before you she looks into your eyes silver-blue,
Searching on a journey to find all that is true.
She knows without a doubt with only a mere glance,
But chooses to look deeper and deeper ...
... taking her time ...
... so as to leave nothing to chance.
Her fingers slowly caress your jaw along it's strong outline,
She sighs ...
... her rythmatic breathing slows ...
... her body pressing up against yours so fine.
Every inch of both bodies awakes a birth new,
Oh baby, this is us ... this is me ... this is you.
Stereo-therapy Is My Reasonif we're all here to be an impact on the life of somebody else, can our impacts be multiple and branch-like? and do i have less branches than you possibly have? and who moderates these? and what is it all going to add up to? what is the ultimate ending of the effects we have on other people's lives? what is the culmination?
is everything preprogrammed to end? but then wouldn't endings in themselves be programmed to end? and if endings end than there would be no endings, but everything would still be predestined to end?
i feel full of philosophy lately and i lack the company to share it with.
Vay Cay! WaaaaahhhhhooooooooooI fukn love LA.
so far...im havn a blast. hangn with friends...causin trouble...and werkn hod!
coachella was gnarly and totally worth it... now im on vacation for a few days. mon till thurs. night... weather is fukn bomb. the sushi rocks... all expenses are paid...and im only 6 days into my work season. FUKN RAD! i love this shit.
meetn new ppl n friends....havn a blast....and most of all.....kikn ass n takin names!....
so ill be on as much as i can.... but my fu time is getn harder to do..... so wish me luck fukrs... n see u all when im done tearinj up the US!
RP!
::the Truth::Now I'm not going on here behind a computer screen to call someone obscene names or to trash them but to get some things outta my system....
First off, growing up as a kid, I barely had any people I could call friends. Kids would look at my chubby appearance and would bully me for my weight...boys called me fat and ugly and made cruel jokes [[not fun for an already self-conscious girl]] and girls talked thier shit so I didn't really have anyone to lean on. Then came 7th grade when I met two of the best girls in the whole world...you were one of them....
We bonded over the fact that people both shit talked on us...me being too big, you being too skinny. We both were dealing with our own demons no one knew about and became fast friends. We bonded throughout high school...I was so self-concious in high school and hated myself yet you always welcomed me and offered a shoulder if I needed one...to me you were such a beautiful girl not just outside but inside. I admired you so much
Musical TransferenceMaybe someone could translate this for me to elven writing?
_____________________________________________
Musical Transference
Tuesday, August 22, 2000 13:40
motion, spinning, flying,
forever living, forever dieing,
light giving, never lying
music my love, coming from me
look into my heart, what do you see
is it what you need, does it set you free
beating of drums, the beating of heart
the guitar, is the sex, almost the best part
the melody, personality, proof it is smart
wordless communication, true, direct
a transfer of emotion without defect
you are feeling me, smooth and perfect
Tears Of An Angel~
All alone at night
Her reality then sets in
Dwelling in her mind
Of how alone she really is
~
The tears flow from her eyes
Running out of control
As the silence of the night
Seems to consume her soul
~
And he stands next to her
With so much love in his heart
Feeling her pain
In the silence of the dark
~
He speaks unheard words of love to her
Words she cannot hear
He holds her in his arms
And she doesnt even know he's there
~
He whispers to her aloud
I love you so my dear
I've been with you for eternity
And I so share your despair
~
I am your angel
Who wished for you to be mine
And the Good Lord told me
It will all happen in time
~
I've watched you grow as a child
Into the woman you are now
I've always been by your side
Like I am right now
~
I've watched you fall in love
And I watched your heart break
My tears fell from heaven
Could you not feel my pain?
~
I patiently wait
For the time you come to me
An EmailI receive this email from a woman I had been going out with.I'm not upset about it but I am disappointed in her actions towards me.Right now I'm just being cordially distant with her and will maintain it until I see fit to change my approach.
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
So... hey.
Today at work I felt so awkward around you and it sucked. Im not sure if you got my text the other day, but I just wanted to let you know that I wasn't planning on telling anyone that I was moving to CO, especially people I really like. It is really hard for me to say goodbye to people. I know that sounds like a cop out, but this little trip to CO is something I need to do, but leaving people is something I dread to do.
I have kinda put myself at a distance from you, in case you haven't noticed. I really liked hanging out with you and spending time with you, but the more time I spent with you the harder it would be to say goodbye. So, I tried to avoid it all together and that
Thank You God!! Finally Good News On My Niece!!!!I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!! I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY FOR THE FIRST TIME SINCE JAN. THAT SHE HAS GONE ALL DAY WITHOUT A SEIZURE!!! OMG I AM SO HAPPY I CAN HARDLY CONTAIN MYSELF!!!!!!!! THANK YOU EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR HER!!!!
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UntitledI sit here on my knees begging please save me from this pain.
This is a pain only you can know and understand as you have lived it too.
You say you understand my pain but do you really????
Do you understand that you are the air that i breathe and the water i drink.
i need to be dominated by you but i also need to be loved by you.
When Somone Has Kid(s)Ok.. first of all, it's very important to be up-front about kids when you start talking to someone online if you wish to develop a serious relationship.
Like, hi! my name is XXXX and oh.. yeah, I have X kids.
Why?
Because not everybody wants to be involved with someone who has kids.
And in the end, I truly believe you save and avoid yourself a world of pain, by ensuring this topic is dealt with like right away.
It allows whoever you are interacting with to have the power of choice.
Some will not want to have a relationship with you if have kids. And you cannot blame them.
It's a choice.
They have the right to decide what is best for them.
They are still good people. And I don't think it's even about them being selfish either.
It's a simple matter of their goals and priorities.
Now, as far as how I handle this issue, it's very simple.
Personally, to fall in love with somoene, is just that. That they have kids or not, is not an issue. I can't hol
Don't Pump Gas On May 15Don't pump gas on may 15th
In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight.
On May 15th 2008, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places.
There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up.
If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and let's try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day.
If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to all your contact list.
Callin' The Wolfpack!!!I have tried to be the nice guy and end a few situations peacefully, but my efforts to keep the peace have gone up in smoke. Some people are hell-bent on trying to hurt others and being drama queens. I have learned that if you kick a wolf while he is down, you better beware of the rest of the pack! I have had enough of this, and with my health being the big question mark, I have decided to turn the wolfpack loose and let them run wild, and I'll wash my hands of the whole ordeal. What people are gonna do at this point will be their responsibility - I will no longer try to take responsibility for the actions other people choose to inflict because someone chose to hurt me or someone else!
Now as of today, I have tried to resolve my conflicts with this one particular person, but she has taken my efforts for a peaceful resolution and not only thrown them back in my face, she has tried to trample me by going to people and trying to ruin my reputation with lies and manipulations. She
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Generally Pissed...Today has not been a particularly good day.
Actually, other than seeing my folks and my brother on Sunday, the last few days have been a royal pain in my ass.
Right now i'm just not a happy person. Just generally disgruntled with humanity, society and the cost of living...
Lately it's seemed that people are just bound and determined to trample all over my thoughts and treat my opinions like dirt.
Society is just...well...Frakked. Honestly, we're still occupying Iraq (a big thank you to the troops who are working so hard to do such a difficult job and be in the middle of controversy, and terrorists), and there's no respect for our fellow man inside the society. It's all about number one, hence...it's frakked.
Costs of living were too damn high to begin with, now we're paying nearly $4 for one stinking gallon of gas, food prices are going up and we were barely cutting it as it was....What's wrong with our society that it's so hell bent on destroying the middle class?
S
New Member To My Fam!!!!!!!!!!1well everyone its been a good year and going to be even better i am expecting a little blessing to my fam, shes due in june on the 16th so wish me good luck cause i will need it later
This ChangeThe tears that well up in my eyes,
burn like fire,
it seems that time has come,
to take another step in life,
To prepare myself for the enevitable?
Time is runing short,
and so is my patience,
what do i do?
i am so confused,
i feel sick to my stomach,
i cant tell if in the good way or bad,
time will tell me soon,
weather i am ready or not,
if change happens there is nothing i can do,
but addapte,
its the enevitable that scares me,
so as the tears that burn,
down my cheeks,
i notice they,
equal all the questons make.
someone tell me its ok
I Was Tagged Dammit, LolHere is a game of tag . . . Now since you opened this you are it and must answer the ten questions as honestly as you know how
1 - What is your favorite word?
As much as I say dammit and most people would guess that as my favorite word it is actually mojito and I know a few of me have went on a rant about the word . . . Say it slowly you will like it too hehehe
2 - What is your least favorite word?
I had never thought about this one until now to be honest, but I do hate the word cunt . . . It just sounds so crude to me, not mean just undereducated I guess.
3- What turns on or excites you?
Watching Chris walk through my door, hearing other people orgasm, a back rub, a bite on the neck, oral sex, uhm any sex at all sometimes, hehehe, and men in eyeliner of course
4 - What turns you off?
Overly metrosexual men ( I do not need a man who spends more time getting ready than I do), pants that are too tight, pants that sag so low you can see the backs of knees, co
Chapter 3: He Takes My Breath Away...After letting Cain live, Leighton knew it was time for her to move on, to follow the voice she hears deep in her heart. She had to leave NOW! So within two days she was packed and on her way south. She planned on making her first residence in Atlantic City, New Jersey. As she drove that night so much crossed her mind. The lives she had taken and the one she left behind to live with the memories of what had happened between them. Cain would forever burn in her mind. She knew she should have taken his life but he gave so much of himself to her that she just couldn’t take more. All these thoughts were still in her mind when she finally reached the lights of Atlantic City. She had to find a motel quick as the sun was coming up. Finding a vacancy and making her way into her room just as the sun was coming up over the horizon. She fastened the curtains so no light could get in and dropped into bed. She intended on sleeping till late afternoon and then making calls to acquire her own place
~~it Is You I Have Loved~~There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there's a truth in ur eyes
But an unexpected way
on this unexpected day
Could it mean this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along
It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along
There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you
But now I know just who you are
Nd I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along
It's no mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home, my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along
Over and over
I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins
And I am filled
with the sweetest devotion
As I, I look into your perfect face
It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long.
And
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Chapter 2: Mind Reading A VampiressLeighton slams her laptop shut. After sitting in front of a blank screen for four hours watching the cursor blink, she finally gives up. For weeks now she had been able to think of nothing but Thane and the night they had together and hearing her soul mate crying to her from so far away. She needs to find him. Knowing that as a writer, her job can be done from anywhere. There is nothing holding her here at the Cape. Except one day the possible return of her maker. But wouldn’t he be able to find her no matter where she might go? She lets out a deep sigh, so many questions about this immortal life that has not been answered. She thought he would be a teacher of sorts to her, like a parent teaches a child. But she has neither seen nor felt him since the night he made her what she is today.
For the most part Leighton is happy with her life. But when the loneliness sets in she wants to run outside and the daylight and scream to the entire world that she is a vampiress until death fro
Chapter 1: Love Thy Neighbor (before You Take His Life)Pulling herself out of bed knowing she will never get back to sleep. She pads to the kitchen to grab her morning coffee, passing through the den she hit's the power button to make her screen come alive. Fifteen minutes later, sitting at her desk with her coffee put aside getting cold she is completely wrapper up in her latest novel. After 6 hours of typing, she closes her laptop and walks over to her bay window where she curls up on the seat watching her neighbor leave for work.
Younger than her supposed 37 years, He owns his own company that is just starting out. He is a starving producer/director and also has his own band. He has the charm, personality, business sense and ultimate rugged good looks. She has watched him for the last month. Gotten inside his head slowly day by day until she has learned his every physical need and sexual fantasy. This one is going to a challenge for her. Just what she enjoys. And for the last two weeks she has been draining the blood of victims and
Garlic Butter HalibutINGREDIENTS
4 (6 ounce) fillets halibut
1 lime, cut into wedges
salt and pepper to taste
3 cloves garlic, coarsely chopped
1/2 cup chopped fresh cilantro
1 tablespoon fresh lime juice
2 tablespoons butter
1 tablespoon olive oil
Preheat a grill for high heat. Squeeze the juice from the lime wedges over fish fillets, then season them with salt and pepper.
Grill fish fillets for about 5 minutes on each side, until browned and fish can be flaked with a fork. Remove to a warm serving plate.
Heat the oil in a skillet over medium heat. Add the garlic; cook and stir just until fragrant, about 2 minutes. Stir in the butter, remaining lime juice and cilantro. Serve fish with the cilantro butter sauce.
I Just Got Back !!I just get back here & someone deleted me so I made another. Now they are shutting the net off where I am staying I have't got the money to pay for it & they knew that. Now they are shutting it off. I am sorry to all of you . I hope I will be back soon wish me luck. Take care & have fun.
Hugs & Kisses
IntroductionBlood of my blood
Flesh of my flesh
Two minds but with one body
Two souls wedded as one
Blood of my blood
Flesh of my flesh
The two shall be as one
One flesh, one blood, one soul
This was the chant that she heard upon awakening and seeing through her non human eyes and tasting the blood from the opening on his wrist that he had provided her. Four weeks previous to this night of the chanting she invited this stranger into her home out of sheer loneliness, not knowing what he was nor believing him when he told her. All night as they talked he toyed with her, making her want him sexually. And when she finally gave in and during her climax, he shared his life force with her. Afterwards explaining to her that it takes four marks from him to make her his. This first one would give her immunity to any other vampires glance, voice or mind tricks.
As each week passed reality started to sink in as he returned each week leaving her with the next mark and explaining what it m
If Zombies Attacked!!!I have seen all sorts of sites about what to do if zombies attacked. They crack me up. They are so friggin serious, telling people exactly what weapons would be the most effective and such. Well here are my list of things that you can do in the unlikely event.
1. Never assume that the attack can be isolated to one area. There is always some dumbshit that thinks that their spouse (even though they got bitten) (if the movies are correct....more about that later) cannot turn into one so they travel with said person out of the infection area eventually turning everyone. Snowballing into a big ....thing.
2. Don't believe everything that you see in movies. In the event of an actual zombie attack movies will be about as useful as this blog.
3. Never listen to the government listen to that crazy guy on the street screaming that the world is coming to an end. At least he isn't trying to down play it enough to get everyone killed.
4. If someone you are with gets bitten I don't care w
~~~~love Struck~~~~I miss him like crazt. I'm yearning inside to hold him. Missing his kisses and his muscalur arms around me. Wondering when I will see him again. Hoping and praying it will be the same as it was the last time. Dealing with the lies that are being told. The secrets that are being held inside of him. Sitting and waiting for the truth. When will it come. I wanna ask but knowing it will start an arguement so I don't say nothing. Fighting back tears because it is the not knowing that drives me crazy. I can't seem to get away fromt he one thing that brought me to love him. His charm, sensitivity, love, eyes, smile and the way that he is always there when you need him the most. The one thing I know is I love him.
The Life Of A PlayerAhh..the life of a player, what a silly game
Running around breaking hearts, have you no shame?
Wooing this one and that one, pretending to care
Making them feel special..HA!!! they are'nt getting nowhere
I was once foolish, thought you were the one
Too late i realize, you're just in it for fun
You tell them that you love them, you will never leave
And they smile so trusting, ignorant to believe
If Vampires Attacked!Vampire lore goes back a long time and there is a reason for that. Many different cultures feel differently about vampires and I could get into the different ways people view them but I wont for this post. If you have any questions about it feel free to message me. Now on to the topic at hand, what to do if vampires attacked well here are a few things that you can do to protect yourself against the creatures of the dark.
1. Welcome to Louisiana! The land of the New Orleans vampires! They are not vampires, it is a lifestyle choice nothing more. Do not confuse them with real vampires because it is not legal to stake a teenager standing on a dark corner. Happy Marti Gras.
2. Once it is discovered that vampires do exist don't go to the nearest porn store and buy Caress of the Vampire 2 thinking that vampires would make a good bed mate. I am not sure if undead soul sucking pieces of shit would qualify for a good lay.
3. Movies are useless. There are very few stories that I wo
Sentimental MeSENTIMENTAL ME
Old and tattered, worn with age,
But I savor her thoughts on every page.
Her words still raise my senses aloft,
Teasing my heart strings feather soft.
The mood love conjures of remnants past.
Stay like the scent of her memory last.
I allow my mind this loving dream,
To lose myself in obsessions steam.
To retrace the intimate stain of affection,
Scripted to love’s bewildered projection.
The lines, they flow with delicate ease,
She moves like a dart to my insanity.
The taste of her passion that lingers on,
Echoes through darkness of yesterdays gone.
And I can still feel her passionate flames,
A conquest of pleasure; this letter remains.
Tears descend from my saddened eyes,
To splash the flame of solemn goodbyes.
In colors of red, yellow and blue;
I close this depiction of love from you.
Page after page, I watch them go,
The ambers burn with incessant glow.
Taken away in a radiant flash;
Is love’s surrender smoldered to ash.
Kid Steals Grandmother's CarI would WHOOP this kid's ass!
"...I wanted to do hood rat stuff with my friend."
HAHAHA WTF!
Fuckin kids these days.
My mom would be beating my ass IN FRONT of the cops!
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~~~~tears~~~~These are my tears
there letting out my fears
I'm honestly really sad
but, I think I should be mad
I don't know how to feel
I just want to heal
These are my tears
they wash away my fears
I didn't want to let go
but its better for you to know
these are my tears
they know your worst fears
I'm still dreaming of you
and still don't know what to do
everything is about 'I miss you'
but there nothing I can do
these are my tears
they have no fears
watch my tears spill
because my heart hsa so much room to fill
these are my tears
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