I miss him like crazt. I'm yearning inside to hold him. Missing his kisses and his muscalur arms around me. Wondering when I will see him again. Hoping and praying it will be the same as it was the last time. Dealing with the lies that are being told. The secrets that are being held inside of him. Sitting and waiting for the truth. When will it come. I wanna ask but knowing it will start an arguement so I don't say nothing. Fighting back tears because it is the not knowing that drives me crazy. I can't seem to get away fromt he one thing that brought me to love him. His charm, sensitivity, love, eyes, smile and the way that he is always there when you need him the most. The one thing I know is I love him.
