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Heartbroken
There is this guy, Trevor, I started going out with beginning of december.. Anyways we really hit it off and I started caring for him, and he said the same about me. There are just things I do not understand. He keeps videos of him fucking his ex girlfriend and her sucking his dick on his cell phone. I ask him to delete them, nope not happening. Alright whatever I moved on about it right. So anyways, there's this chat place he an I go to and well his profile said he was still single, so when I asked him about it, it took him DAYS to change it when he was on there everyday. So then I had a friend flirt with him to see wtf was up, and well right off the bat she gets his phone number and he is calling her hun. So then I really bitched him out for this, and so he says well let's BOTH not go on there then.. So then we both didn't, however I went there to see if he did go back, and he didn't. Another thing is he drives truck so I rarely got to see him so I texted him alot.. So he bitched he

Hurt....
to not understand is like not caring... to not feel when someone hurts..... to be who you are..... to be lonely.. you will be.. to hurt someone with malice... to walk by in there dire straits... to ignore the needs they might have.. you will lose... to learn what it's like... to feel they're pain.... to crawl on the ground in the night... when all is lost.. will you know they're pain?

Is Itreally?
when you awake you feel..... but what do you feel? pain? love? peace? do you really know? i mean really? what is it that makes you.... that wants you..... that compells you... to feel? love? lust? want? need? yearning? feeling? to live in the past... is to kill your soul.. to live to want.. is to kill your self.. to live to live... is just to die....

Babysitter 2
I have come to know my babysitter very well it seems. Sometimes so much that I can relate with her. But sometimes I dont even know what she was thinking. Just tonight she was telling me about two weeks ago when her friend had called her from a bar and was too drunk to go home so she wanted to crash at my sitters place. The sitter said that it was ok, since her kids were sleeping already...no harm in bringing a friend over and such. Anyhows, the friend came over but she was not alone. She brought two guys she met at the bar with her. And the babysitter still let her friend come in, even with strangers in her home. (HMMMMMMM, kind of strange about that but to her it was okay.) Anyhow, the guys did not want to go to sleep at this home...they wanted to get "busy" with the friend and my babysitter had witnessed them try to attempt to do something and she did not approve so then she told all three of them to just leave or she was calling the cops. At this point, one of the guys pushe

38 Things Girls Don't Realize
=====FIRST OF ALL I DID NOT WRITE THIS====== It was copied from a chain letter around the net but I removed the crap from it. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try. -Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. -Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. -Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him. -Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method. -A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to. -Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. -Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye. -Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh

Love
i have been thinking about this for a while now and i really dont have any idea what love is or how its supposed to feel i mean is there a certain thing you supposed to feel that tells you what love is cause pain well is pain heat is heat cold is cold i know i am being a bit crazy but you can identify all those things but i cant seem to identify what love is supposed to feel like and know this because your married doesnt mean you know what love is i dont know how many people who are married say they know love that is just your case maybe the truth is it feels different for each person and that is the reality because each emotion we feel is different none of us are the same so maybe you should think about that the next time you judge someone and yes maybe i am emotionless or then again maybe i am just real

Carefully Corrupt
Why the hell is it that a girl can't make a SINGLE comment about how another person looks without the other person jumping their ass over something stupid?!?! It makes no sense especially when they BOTH don't even know each other!! I mean come on it's a fucking OPINION!!! Everyone is entitled to one and it is ludicris to think that a stupid comment about someone looking like a crack whore could offend someone soooo bad over someone they don't fucking know!! Then proceed to act like a dick and ignore the person that stated that the other chick looked like a crack whore?!?!?!?! How fucking self centered and retarded can you be?!?! Get the fuck over yourself!! Apparently you need to make some real live friends that you can actually hang out with!!!

I Just Dont Understand
im a nice girl, i take care of myself, i never ask for anything except honesty...why is it that i always catch people in lies...be it pictures, written proof, or just catching people red handed...yet they still say "it wasnt me" or make up some cockn bull story.. i wasnt born yesterday...so dont talk to me like im naive. I have a nag for finding out your lies. Granted not all people lie, but lately it seems i get lied to left and right. My question is, why lie? and why do people feel the need to lie to me and mess with my emotions? I am human, i do get hurt but i think soon imma end up with a frozen heart and no emotion at all. No one is 100% honest, i get that...but why tell lie after lie after lie and mess with people's heads and hearts and all that.even friends cant be honest... I don't understand...can someone explain to me why? ~untrusting

My Babysitter
Okay, so I have been seeing this babysitter now for a few weeks now...I think a month now though. She has a 2 1/2 yr old son and an 18month old daughter who needs special attention since she just got a kidney transplant. Well, I have two kids myself,a 6yr old boy and a 4yr old girl. My son is ADHD and has behaviorial problems...so bad that as a second year kindergardner, he does not want to be in school and now he has to go to school half of day. On top of that, he has been suspended four times from school so far and has missed a total of 12 school days. Now, I have been told that it is not safe for my kids to be around my babysitters kids as it is, especially, with my sitters daughter in the special needs that she is. But I have come to know this sitter not as someone who can help me out with watching my kids but also as a friend who can tell me about anything really in her life. So it will be very hard to not have her as a sitter. And to those people that say that this is unhealthy a

Gfr 20
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Waking Lies Waking Lies is out of Colorado Springs, Colorado. Waking Lies is unsigned. FIRST OFF this is NOT A BAND it is A SOLO PROJECT!!!!!! Alan has a vision for his work that no one else shares locally. So thats why he is doing this. Don't get him wrong he enjoys being in bands but he is sick of all the lies, drama, and lack of commitment from others. He hopes you enjoy the music he creates. Alan is currently working on his Full SOLO RELEASE!!!! "The Fall Of Freedom". He plans on a good 13 to 15 song full CD to release for your enjoyment. He will be revamping a few of his older songs from "A Nameless Fate." So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Waking Lies!!!!!

Just Some More Random Stuff
Well, it's time for the year end blog. You know, the reflection one. So here it is. 2008 in the rearview mirror. Things I learned in 2008: 140 is really HOT! Sand sucks! The breaststroke, freestyle, backstroke, and the sidestroke. 21 miles of swimming is not that easy to do. Women suck! Good friends can come out of the strangest places. Best friends can be people you don't know for that long. A SSG does not live in the barracks at Fort Hood. 12 months seems to be a lot shorter than it used to be (I do have a theory on that.) There's nothing like walking out of customs to kids running to give you a hug yelling DADDY! Home is where you make and what you make it. Beer is a great invention. I can be secure without a gun leaning next to me, and without asking permission of 3 different officers on the same form. A 3 bedroom duplex is a nice place to have to call home, especially when you live alone. You can actually put a vehicle in a one car garage. Sometimes what you

Aspiring To Be...
The Qualities of a Gentleman He acts kindly from the impulse of his kind heart. He is brave, because, with a conscience void of offense, he has nothing to fear. He is never embarrassed, for he respects himself and is profoundly conscious of right intentions. He keeps his honor unstained, and to retain the good opinion of others he neglects no civility. He respects even the prejudices of men whom he believes are honest. He opposes without bitterness and yields without admitting defeat. He is never arrogant, never weak. He bears himself with dignity, but never haughtily. Too wise to despise trifles, he is too noble to be mastered by them. To superiors he is respectful without servility; to equals courteous; to inferiors’ kind. He carries himself with grace in all places, is easy but never familiar, genteel without affection. He unites gentleness of manner with firmness of mind. He commands with mild authority, and asks favors with grace and assuranc

The Soldier
A story is told about a soldier who was finally coming home after having fought in Vietnam. He called his parents from San Francisco. "Mom and Dad, I'm coming home, but I've got a favor to ask. I have a friend I'd like to bring with me." "Sure," they replied, "we'd love to meet him." "There's something you should know," the son continued, "he was hurt pretty badly in the fighting. He stepped on a land mine and lost an arm an leg. He has nowhere else to go, and I want him to come live with us." "I'm sorry to hear that, son. Maybe we can help him find somewhere to live." "No, Mom and Dad, I want him to live with us." "Son," said the father, "you don't know what you're asking. Someone with such a handicap would be a terrible burden on us. We have our own lives to live, and we can't let something like this interfere with our lives. I think you should just come home and forget about this guy. He'll find a way to live on his own." At that point, the son hung up the phone. The par

Rachel Maggie
12.24.08 Rachel passed away at 7:30 on 12.24.08 & i'll miss her so much. All because some 19 year old kid was too impatient to just wait for her to turn. He hit her while she was trying to make a left turn into a driveway. He and his girlfriend walked away from it all. I've never hated someone so much, so instantly. I know he didn't mean to hurt her, but it just hurts so bad. R.I.P. Rachel Maggie! We'll love you forever!!!

Poem For Soldiers In War And At Home
you can copy this poem only to share, but please do not take credit for my work. _____________________________________________ Often The thoughts of those who stand eye to eye with us will seldom shed their hardened skins and let us in the things those men and women have been through will suffice with each tear shed for the things they have seen and heard in battle they will seldom reach out for shelter among loved ones they just couldn't understand what had been seen from the soldier's eyes true, life will carry on but not anywhere near as where it was before battle often thinking why they should be there when their families want them safe often praying that they can return home safe to their families and friends and often wishing that the cries of their ghosts will stop with the next nightmare for many peace shall never come, but they will overcome the restless nights though they may never forget what has occurred in their lives in the fight they often pray for forgiveness of what

Top 10 Things You'll Never Hear A Girl Say
1) I'm bored. Let's shave my pussy! 2) Shouldn't you be out drinking with your friends? 3) Great fart!! Rip another one! 4) Pet names are silly. I just call it my c*nt. 5) You should see the shit I just birthed. 6) I'd rather play Duke Nukem than go shopping. 7) Let's start subscribing to Hustler. 8) Would you like to see a video of me going down on my friend? 9) I'll swallow it all. I love the taste of it! 10) Are you sure you've had enough to drink? I'm buying.

The True Story!! Wounded Knee!!
The following is from "Bury My Heart At Wounded Knee" written by Dee Brown: "On the morning of November 29, 1864, 600 Cheyenne and Arapahos camped on a bend of Sand Creek were awakened by the sound of charging hooves. Two thirds of these 600 were women and children as the government granted able bodied men to go east and hunt buffalo to feed their hungry families. Only 35 braves were in the camp. This made the ensuing charge all the more frightening for the women, children, elders, and remaining braves. So great was the fear of the coming charge that men, women, and children ran from their lodges into the biting cold taking no time to fully dress. The partially dressed Indians began to gather under a huge American flag above Black Kettles lodge (Black Kettle was given the huge American flag and peace medals by Abraham Lincoln and Colonel A. B. Greenwood in Washington only a year earlier and was told that as long as the American flag was above them, no one would be harmed). The bra

Carbon Copy Pro Leads
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Sexy And Jit Are Getting Married!!
Please join us on our special day! Sexy B Snatch and Jit73 are getting married! They would like to cordially invite you to their fu-wedding day on December 27th, 2008 Sat at 2 pm est (11 am fu-time) in Dirty Deeds Radio Please join us as we cement our love for each other

Need It Now!! Please!!
TIME IS RUNNING OUT ON HER AUTO 11'S AND WE'RE TRYING TO HELP HER AT LEAST GET CLOSER TO LEVELING. 2 HOURS LEFT (MAYBE LESS)ON HER AUTOS. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME AND HELP!! THANK YOU!! 6'1 Playground AUTO 11"s On EZ RATES!@ fubar

Scars
If you like scars Just take a look at my heart It hasn't been the same since She stole my name and left Up over that mountain range Just when I think I'm fine She calls me on the line Then I'm heading straight down again Ya I hit the ground and then The memories come rushing in Well there's a piece of her In every little word And I think it's beginning to show Ya I'm starting to let go Cuz Baby you're never coming back home Never coming home

God I Miss My Grandmother And It Has Been 2 Years
every holiday it hits me the hardest i miss my grandmohter she die 06-17-06 and she was like a mohter best friend and a person i could lean on and now she is gone i miss her so much i cry my self to sleep and wish she was still here i miss her so much and when christmas hits i just wanted the day to end because of the fact that was out holiday we did everything i just feel like why do i have to celebrate cuz the person i want here is not here with me no more and it kills me every day and u would think after 2years i would b over it i am not i think about her everyday and cerian things make me think of her i just want to break down and cry to god why did u do this to me what did i do to deserve it was i that bad did i not do sumthing right that u had to take the person that meant the most in my life away is it funnie to u to c me in pain well tell me sumthing so that is why i get down on christmas well now u know me a lil bit more tell me what u think and leave me a comment k

The Prayer My Grandmother Said For Me
as children bring their broken toys with tears for us to mend i brought u my broken dreams to god because he was my friend. But instead of leaving him in peaace to work alone i hung around and tired to help with ways that were my oww. At last I snatched them back and cried bow can you be so slow my child he said what could i do? you never let them go comment and tell me what u think of it

My Adult Weblog...
I'm setting up an adult blog, just for the fun of it. I'm thinking of dumping some hard-to-find nude pixs of exotic asians... from thailand...whatever...it is not up yet...stay tune...i'll give the url when it is ready...chow

Think Of Me
Think of me, think of me fondly, when we've said goodbye. Remember me once in a while - please promise me you'll try. When you find that, once again, you long to take your heart back and be free - if you ever find a moment, spare a thought for me We never said our love was evergreen, or as unchanging as the sea - but if you can still remember stop and think of me . . . Think of all the things we've shared and seen - don't think about the things which might have been . . . Think of me, think of me waking, silent and resigned. Imagine me, trying too hard to put you from my mind. Recall those days look back on all those times, think of the things we'll never do - there will never be a day, when I won't think of you . . . Flowers fades, The fruits of summer fade, They have their seasons, so do we but please promise me, that sometimes you will think of me!

All It Takes Is A Change Of Heart
All it takes is a change of Heart to.......... change your mind change your outlook on life bring yourself out of a bad mood change your outlook on people change your outlook on love .................... All it takes to change the world is a change of Heart. Life is too short to be anything but Happy. Love it while you have it

Dj Irish Dad
COME CHECK OUT DJ IRISH DAD AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Dj Wolfspirit
COME CHECK OUT DJ WOLFSPIRIT AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Family
my Mother in law and her husband are having a very bad time... when we were there for an HOUR.. she got a little gift talking about how wonderful she was.. was this little poem thing... and he said.. "you shouldn't need that i tell you that all the time.." she looks at him dead in the face and said "i don't know the last time you said ANYTHING like that so shut up" we were like OH SHIT TENSION! it was so tense you could taste it.. blah! but on the good note.. my big sister (my side. not hubbies) got engaged this morning when opening gifts with her boyfriend and daughter.. i am glad.. they are a great pair.. they dated YEARS ago.. but split up because neither were ready for a serious relationship... they ran into each other one day a few months back.. and have been attached at the hip since... he is a great guy.. i adore him.. always have... he was always family to me and now he really will be! :D

Hospital For The Holidays
So for those of you who do not yet know, I have Lupus. Hence the Lupus Awareness stuff in my stash. Due to it's having wreaked havoc on my lungs, I was actually on life support not so long ago and am currently in the hospital. So if you thought you had a bad day because your Aunt Gertrude insisted on pinching your cheeks or you didn't get everything you wanted, just remember it could be worse. I have spent my last two birthdays and Yules in the hospital. Both times alone. I have another 2 months roughly before I am done with my physical therapy to build my strength back up. So when you are having a bad day, come talk to me. Maybe I can commiserate.

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Waking Lies
Waking Lies is out of Colorado Springs, Colorado. Waking Lies is unsigned. FIRST OFF this is NOT A BAND it is A SOLO PROJECT!!!!!! Alan has a vision for his work that no one else shares locally. So thats why he is doing this. Don't get him wrong he enjoys being in bands but he is sick of all the lies, drama, and lack of commitment from others. He hopes you enjoy the music he creates. Alan is currently working on his Full SOLO RELEASE!!!! "The Fall Of Freedom". He plans on a good 13 to 15 song full CD to release for your enjoyment. He will be revamping a few of his older songs from "A Nameless Fate." So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Waking Lies!!!!!

Please Come Help Me ..
Ive reached my daily photo rating limit for the day ... I cant rate any more pics ..im trying to get leveled ..please send all your friends to help me and share this blog with all your fans and friends..Please everyone Help poor Ms.Kitty out.. Rate me, fan me , re rate me , comment me , or bling me .. Wishes everyone a Merry Christmas and A Happy New Year !!!!!!

Bling Auction
Ok here is the deal im FU broke,so im going to auction of the silver heart bling(5 credit),it cant get any easier make a bid over 500k ,who ever ends up with highest bid once i receive payment will be blinged with it from me .Auction will start 25th DEC @ 7pm fu-time and end 27th DEC @7pm fu-time just click on the picture below to enter Auction and good luck.. !!!-AuSsIe-!!!- Zodiak Levelers Manager-!!! Proudly Owned by~LadySnowOwl~@ fubar

Longsy D's House Sound - This Is Ska
I used to be a skin head (and no not a bonehead... s.h.a.r.p.... google it). So anyways, I used to listen to a lot of Desmond Dekker, King Tubby, Lee "scratch" Perry,etc. I also was into House (still am) so that made for a some interesting musical meshes. Anyways, Bad Manners and Longsy D did the following tune... THIS IS SKA - Ska beats with a TB-303 !

Ccpro
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The Unknown
I walk into the unknown not afraid of the darkness I stumble slightly along the way yet i keep moving forward. I bump into you along the way You offer me your hand I shake my head and push away I keep moving forward I walked into the darkness for years without anyone beside me And now it seems I've hit a wall And I can't seem to find my way out. All I wanted was to make my own way through to vast unknown and now I've stumbled once too many and i'm stuck here alone but i'm not sure I want a hand to help me find my way so i'll just sit in this place and take a little rest until i find the strength again to move along my path.

Cost Of 'twelve Days Of Christmas' Items Up In '08
Finance Cost of 'Twelve Days of Christmas' items up in '08 © AP 2008-12-01 06:18:59 - Prices of items in the Christmas carol «The Twelve Days of Christmas,» according to PNC Wealth Management Partridge, $20 (last year: $15 Pear Tree, $200 (last year: $150 Two Turtle Doves, $55 (last year: $40 Three French Hens, $30 (last year: $45 Four Calling Birds (canaries), $600 (last year: same Five Gold Rings, $350 (last year: $395 Six Geese a-Laying, $240 (last year: $360 Seven Swans a-Swimming, $5,600 (last year: $4,200 Eight Maids a-Milking, $52 (last year: $47 Nine Ladies Dancing (per performance), $4,759 (last year: same 10 Lords a-Leaping (per performance), $4,414 (last year: $4,285 11 Pipers Piping (per performance), $2,285 (last year: $2,213 12 Drummers Drumming (per performance), $2,475 (last year: $2,398

Love Is Like A Butterfly
Love is like a butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you just let it fly, it will come to you when you least expect it. Love can make you happy but often it hurts, but love's only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it. So take your time and choose the best.

Eartha Kitt -
NEW YORK (AP) — Eartha Kitt, a sultry singer, dancer and actress who rose from South Carolina cotton fields to become an international symbol of elegance and sensuality, has died, a family spokesman said. She was 81. Andrew Freedman said Kitt, who was recently treated at Columbia Presbyterian Hospital, died Thursday in Connecticut of colon cancer. Kitt, a self-proclaimed "sex kitten" famous for her catlike purr, was one of America's most versatile performers, winning two Emmys and nabbing a third nomination. She also was nominated for several Tonys and two Grammys. Her career spanned six decades, from her start as a dancer with the famed Katherine Dunham troupe to cabarets and acting and singing on stage, in movies and on television. She persevered through an unhappy childhood as a mixed-race daughter of the South and made headlines in the 1960s for denouncing the Vietnam War during a visit to the White House. Through the years, Kitt remained a picture of vitality

A Bite And All Air?
Got the snack attack tonight Even if its late and the time is not right Cookies and a slice of apple pie Eating everything in sight becuase im that type of guy Good bars and and a oatmeal suprise Take a bite of this could not believe me eyes Round ball looking like a football Seemed heavy and possible caramel or something in it I recall Took a bite, heard a crunch all I seen is an hole Shocked and suprised what I just seen, appears to be now the shape of a bowl It's the season to be jolly, where is all the stuff in this delight? Hoping for something like an egg rich with sugar a feeling oh so tight Food is something that is cool Tricky companies and there wrappers I challenege them to a duel To think chocolate companies are only out to satify This one made me sad and want to cry If they go to court im willing to testify Such a rip off but why? Candy is supposed to have something in it Only if its pure chocolate, thats the only small law or limit The taste

Sorry Seems To Be..............
What I got to do to make you love me? What I got to do to make you care? What do I do when lightning strikes me? And I wake to find that you're not there? What I got to do to make you want me? What I got to do to be heard? oooooooohhh What do I say when it's all over? (babe) Sorry seems to be the hardest word (That's right...) It's sad, so sad It's a sad, sad situation And it's getting more and more absurd It's sad so sad Why can't we talk it over? Always seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word What I do to make you want me? hmmmmmmm What I got to do to be heard? What do I say when it's all over? Sorry seems to be the hardest word It's sad, so sad It's a sad sad situation And it's gotten more and more absurd....ooooh It's sad, so sad Why can't we talk it over? Always seems to me Sorry seems to be the hardest word What do I do to make you love me?...oooh What I got to do to be heard? hmmmm What do I do when lightning strikes me? (yea

Warm Holiday Wishes
My two youngest nieces, aged 6 and 1 1/2, were running around the house with santa hats on, delivering joy and laughter. They barged into the bathroom while I was brushing my teeth, and, in a deep voice, the six-year-old asked, "And what do you want, little girl?" "Well, I'd like the three sweetest nieces in the world." She cocked her head to the side and suggested a replacement gift. "How about just a blanket?"

Come Own Me.. Only 200k
Thats right you heard it the Evil Vampyre is in an auction.. Come buy me.. Click here to place bid What I offer to you: under 50$ all pics rated 10... (unless vip is offered) daily comments Keep shitface sfw salute 2 pictures made by me Pimped out bully Crushed name in mine... over 50 add: #2 family 2 sfw salute bling.... (bling pack offered) yim a picture weekly over 100 add: SFW phonecall nsfw salute

Feelings
I hate feeling like everything i do isn't good enough. Like things should b better than they were b4. Sometimes the slightest things will set me off like a ticking time bomb n i'm going 2 explode. I just wanna scream out at the top of my lungs "FUCK U"!!! Bury myself under a huge pile of blankets n never come out. I wish there was a way that i could make all pain vanish, but we all know thats impossible. I know i'm not perfect, n in fact, nobody is...we all make mistakes n sometimes we learn from them....I try not 2 fail at the things that r important, but i trip n fall right over them alot, i just pick myself up n try again. Eventually i will stop tripping. Everyday i wake up i think 2 myself, "is something wrong"? i dunno, its just a feeling n usually my feelings r right. I just never find out until l8r on. I hate these feelings. Life is what u make of it so make it right.

Oblique
oblique \oh-BLEEK\, adjective, noun: 1. something oblique, such as a line or figure adverb: 1. in military use, by turning 45 degrees adjective: 1. not straight up and down or across; slanting noun: 1. a muscle attached at an oblique angle to the structure that it controls adjective: 1. having unequal sides; situated obliquely instead of transverse or longitudinal 2. not straightforward; indirect

From Gods Mouth To Roses Heart
wow i ask myself sometimes what did i do to be so loved by you and to be loved with a love i never knew exsisted and so deeply touches my heart,He whispered in my ear it went straight to my heart..you have been asking me for this love since you was a baby, now it is time and its will be fine , accept this here gift from Me to you , a true love so devine and true//

Stephanie Is Just 750k Away...
St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member~Lollipop gurlz~ has AUTO 11s!!! She is a great friend and is never shy about returning the rates. She would really like to level before the New Year and with your help, we can do it Thank you and have a great night. St3ph4ni3~Rate Spankers member~Lollipop gurlz~@ fubar Brought to you by..... cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH@ fubar and RedZ28@ fubar

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Auction Time.... Luv Me!!!!!!!!!!
THESE GREAT FUS WANNA BE OWNED! WHY DONT U STOP BY N CHECK EM OUT!! AUCTION IS STARTED AND WILL END JANUARY 7TH! SO COME N GET U A FU FOR A MONTH :) THESE ARE THE FU PPL TO BE AUCTIONED! JENNABOO HAZELICIOUS MZ CHAOS THANGZZ GOT NELLY

New Years Eve Auction
f/r/a if I haven't already random gifts and comments buzzed when I'm online rate at least 100 photos per week for a month (if VIP is offered, it will be 11's) sfw salute owned by _ in my name for a month 1 pimp out bully for cash bids: nsfw salute access to nsfw folder for a month if bling pack is offered: I will bling you back with half the credits ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Bidding starts at 100k. The Auction will start at 7 p.m. Christmas night (central time) & will run until 7 pm central on New Years Eve. Please come bid on me!

Look Up And Bow To The Almighty
You look at the world today and see were headed twards hard times. i look back and no one really understands how we got here. i can only say this we need a way out. we need reashurence that keep us safe when we fall. i no what i need and i have him too. he my lord and savior he will pertect me. i may be in the sercumstances but i trust him. anyone who want or intrested i no a few people u could talk to but all u need is faith. well that it for me ill leave it with this John 3:16

Nameless
No...this is not about someone you know, so don't assume that. I just want to vent out something that I won't be able to say to this bitch because I will never speak to her again, and so I felt like putting it here..it helps relieve stress. You are a worthless bitch, and I am finally coming to realize that. You are two-faced, a coward and a liar, saying anything you can to anybody who will listen to make them believe you to be a better person. You tell stories to get people to believe in you, when you don't believe in yourself. You say one thing to one person, another to somebody else, and mean neither..you just say what you think is right to get people to like you and trust you, but you are as shallow as a papercut, and twice as annoying. You beg for attention, you think that your body will get you everything you desire. It won't. It will get you used, disrespected, and ridiculed. Normally I would try to protect you from that, I would try to force people to see past your appeara

72k!!!
Ok everyone my VIP expires tonight and I am 72K from leveling!!!!! Please help me level tonight!!!!! I would like a VIP but I will settle for rates, comments, gifts and blings!!!! I just WANT TO GET LEVELED!!! I have rated my max for the day so I will return ALL rates tomorrow!!!!!! Please and Thanks in advance for any help leveling!!!!!!! Hugs n kisses to all!!

Att. Ladies
ladies all three contests end on new years day so tell your friends that the one with the most comments and votes on all three is the winner and i will reward each winner on all three contest, so make sure u jump on that train for all three or at least 2 ok?

My Baby You
As I look into your eyes I see all the reasons why My life’s worth a thousand skies You’re the simplest love I’ve known And the purest one I’ll own Know you’ll never be alone Chorus: My baby you Are the reason I could fly And 'cause of you I don’t have to wonder why Baby you There’s no more just getting by You’re the reason I feel so alive. Though these words I sing are true They still fail to capture you As mere words can only do How do I explain that smile? And how it turns my world around Keeping my feet on the ground Repeat Chorus I will soothe you if you fall I’l be right there if you call You’re my greatest love of all Chorus you are the reason I could fly and 'cause of you I don't have to wonder why My baby you there's no more just getting by 'cause you're the reason I feel so alive Arianna I feel so alive

Definitions Of What Men Say!
I didn't see a place to describe things here like on typical profiles so though I'd say it here in hopes some will read it. Mostly this started from contact from men! and not just here. I just don't get it? Men say things, we get mad, then they say they didn't "mean" that?!! Where's the dang dictionary. I'm old, been through all the decades of changing times. But even though its the new millenium I still don't see it the way men describe. They say they can't read our minds but "can you take out the trash?" to me only means one thing. As opposed to "what's the youngest man you been with?" doesn't supposedly MEAN that the YOUNGSTER had hopes in "getting with" me, only wanted to "date as friends" ...right! Then WHY does ANY man need to know WHO I've "been with" to what degree and what age? if they are just meeting me as a FRIEND??? hmmmmm?

Um For Now
ok folks wont have internet for awhile how long im not sure yet that remains to be seen. But for those of you who have it hit me up with a text and the rest of you i will have yahoo signed in on the cell (when it cooperates) so ya can find me the (jccutiepie@yahoo.com) thats for the few of you i havent seen in the last week due to all sorts of reasons. Again not sure when or if i will be back but will talk to those of you who know who you are when i get the chance ~Crazee~

Amazed
Every time our eyes meet This feeling inside me Is almost more than I can take Baby when you touch me I can feel how much you love me And it just blows me away I've never been this close to anyone or anything I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby I'm amazed by you The smell of your skin The taste of your kiss The way you whisper in the dark Your hair all around me, baby you surround me You touch every place in my heart Oh, it feels like the first time every time I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes I don't know how you do what you do I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side Forever and ever Every little thing that you do Baby I'm amazed by you Every little thing that you do I

All I Want To Do Is Wo Wo Wo Wo
I don't want to get up baby, let's turn off the phone I don't want to go to work today or even put my makeup on I've got better things to do than my todo list anyway Hide under the covers and waste away the day Let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is love you I got my whole life to change the world and climb the ladders Looking at you looking at me is the only thing that matters Come a little closer baby, we can talk without the words Hang a sign on the door, please do not disturb Let's just lay here and be lazy, baby drive me crazy All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is love you Give me a kiss, from that Elvis lip, You don't want to miss this, All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo All I want to do wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wooo is

My Envy
I saw you,only feet away The loving looks, The tender smile Soo close,Yet felt like a mile Time passed by, Ever so slow Constantly wondering, Stay or go I saw you there, Looking,With affectionate stares It wasn’t me, I wasn’t there In his shoes, I wanted to be How i wanted you dancing, only with me A chance with you, was all i asked I suppose now, It’s a thing of the past A new beginning, A brand new start I am still hoping, With love in my heart

Conspiracy
"ZEITGEIST: THE FEDERAL RESERVE" PART 1 OF 5 "ZEITGEIST: THE FEDERAL RESERVE" PART 2 OF 5 "ZEITGEIST: THE FEDERAL RESERVE" PART 3 OF 5 "ZEITGEIST: THE FEDERAL RESERVE" PART 4 OF 5 "ZEITGEIST: THE FEDERAL RESERVE" PART 5 OF 5

My Wish
I wish i knew the words, I wish i knew what to say, Yo tell you how i feel, Each and every day, I wish that you could see, How life would be for you and me, A life of love and happiness, So many things that i miss, Your soft touch, Your tender kiss, I wish things could be, So much easier for you and me, I wish again for my heart to melt, I wish i knew how you felt, About things i say, Until then, I await the day.

Sleepless
lying awake i cannot sleep pillow soaked from tears i weep thoughts running rampid through my head every night i lay in bed noone here to ease my mind so i think and my teeth i grind with my brain overloading eventually i'll sleep only to awaken from a dream i cannot keep

Photo Album
i writing this cause someone cant see or they are pretty STUPID,i have 2 pics in my photo album that are marked nsfw, it was reported that i didnt have them marked,duh, it you find one that isnt marked copy it and mail it to me.dont go crying like a baby for his or her bottle. my grandbabies dont even do that geez,get a frigging life.

Alone
Sitting alone in this house I once called home silence surrounding me darkness embracing me feeding the hunger inside my heart satisfying me desire to leave this house and never come back untill it is a home as long as i have silence surrounding darkness embracing I will remain in this house once called home still sitting alone

Bouncers And Fubar Family
People complain about different things. People get the help they need. The fact remains these people can't always do for and do right away. They do their best to help all they can and help to make things better and make sure rules are followed. These people do their best just like anyone at anything you can only do so much and they do what they can. Everyone should show them the respect and love they deserve too.

My Choice
today I realize there have been no more tears falling from my eyes the skies are grey as rain falls all day to me they seem a midsummers blue I know now things i must do carving the pain off the bone I think of you as I choose to remain alone so many things i will miss a gentile loving touch a sweet tender kiss i am sure in time someone may want a chance I will turn away even from a dance

Oh How Hot(t)
a_hipps: partying tonight? perfectly_inked: no a_hipps: and why not young lady perfectly_inked: gotta work tomorrow a_hipps: me to a_hipps: wheres your son? perfectly_inked: here a_hipps: oh so didnt send him to dad's today huh? a_hipps: when you gonna get unscared and meet me perfectly_inked: i'm not scared...i just haven't had the time a_hipps: haha you got the time tonight lamo perfectly_inked: no i don't. not with my kid here a_hipps: hmm how can i convince you i am a sane person and not a crazy man a_hipps: i can drive up in my work truck haha a_hipps: its a huge ass box truck a_hipps: with a big wrap of my company on it a_hipps: haha perfectly_inked: oh please. dennis rader killed women while on his lunch break from adt securty systems. so that wouldn't do it a_hipps: im not dennis radar a_hipps: haha a_hipps: im adam hipps a_hipps: and he drove around stalking his victims a_hipps: i got better shit to do perfectly_inked: i don't

W. H. Auden, Funeral Blues
Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone, Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone, Silence the pianos and with muffled drum Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come. Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead Scribbling on the sky the message He is Dead. Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves, Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves. He was my North, my South, my East and West, My working week and my Sunday rest, My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song; I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong. The stars are not wanted now; put out every one, Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun, Pour away the ocean and sweep up the woods; For nothing now can ever come to any good.

Your Love
deep inside me your love still grows ever blossoming like a midsummer rose the roots growing ever so deep without water it's flowers will keep like the times you dont call some blossoms will wilt and fall with just one call a new bud will grow giving a new beauty to the love that i know i've never felt a love like this i can only imagine what would happen with just one kiss like a soft soaking rain putting to an end my thirsting pain

*courtesy Laugh*
I should learn to listen to myself. To take heed when I have a premonition. And I did have one. That funny little feeling I had... it was right. I was right. That's what I get. When will I learn to trust myself?? Now would be a great starting point. -REL

Not Mine ( A Song) My Mood Right Now!
32 Flavors Squint your eyes and look closer I'm not between you and your ambition I'm a poster girl with no poster I am 32 Flavors and then some. I'm beyond your peripheral vision, so you might want to turn your head. 'Cause one day you're going to be hungry, and eat most of the words you just said. Both my parents have taught me about good will. And I have done well by their names just the kindness that I've lavished on strangers is more than I can explain. still there's many who've turned off the porch lights just so I would think they we're not home. And hid in the dark of their windows 'til I passed and left them alone. God you help you if you are an ugly girl, of course too pretty is also your doom 'cause everyone harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room. And God help you if you are a pheonix, and you dare to rise up from the ash a thousand eyes will smolder with jealousy, while you are just flying back. I'm not trying to give m

One Of The Best Groups Ever
Insane Clown Posse is a cartoonish metal/rap band with a vaunted live show that features open fires, chain saws, liters of soda dousing the audience (Faygo being the group's favorite brand), and more emphasis on performance art than the performance of music. In the world of the late '90s, that was more than enough to get them a recording contract with a major label, though the release of their 1997 album The Great Milenko came with a bit of controversy. Now just a duo, ICP was originally formed in 1989 as a hardcore Detroit rap group called Inner City Posse. After combusting in 1991, the only members left, Violent J (born Joseph Bruce) and Shaggy 2 Dope (born Joseph Utsler), slightly altered the name to reflect the fact that they had been visited by the Carnival Spirit, which ordered them to carry word of the impending apocalypse by touring the nation and releasing six "Joker Cards" (popularly known as LPs) with successive revelations of the final judgment. The first, Carnival of Carna

Ev1 Needs To See This. Could We Be Fighting Something That Isnt There
PLEASE I JUST FOUND THESE VIDEOS ONLINE LOOKS VERY DISTURBING TO ME. LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU ALL THINK Exclusive Angles 3 - The best bloopers are here Exclusive Angles 2 - Watch more funny videos here

I May Be Crazy
you're this wild thing, and i can't tame you. this is the sort of thing that's supposed to pass for romantic? this is the sort of bullshit i should accept in lieu of honesty? this is the sort of thing you'd say about me if we were living our little romance on a fucking movie set. news flash: this is the real thing baby. and i'm beginning to realize how ridiculous it is that i'm the one who's insecure in this relationship. it's ridiculous that i'm so afraid i'm gonna lose you, you won't love me, you're gonna leave me. fuck that hard. because i'm figuring out, baby... that i'm the closest thing to perfect that you're gonna get. and i'm as perfect as i'm ever gonna be. you're right when you say you can't change me. you're spot fucking on when you say you've gotta take the good with the bad. so start fucking acting like it. i may be crazy. i may be a little warped, a little loud, a little green. but i'm also everything you ever said that you wanted. and if i'm no

"lord" Of The Ring
Frodo mister en finger under den siste kampen inne i mount Doom. Og symbolsk er det riktig, men allikevel galt. Han har tross alt helt fram til avslutningen hatt ringen i et kjede rundt halsen. Derfor kan vi se Gollum som helten ettersom han biter seg gjennom problemet. Gollum er et bilde på både Frodo og Sam, et generelt symbol. Og Sam spiste virkelig ferdabrødet som han ble beskylt for. No doubt about it at all. I den siste sekvensen avslører derfor Gollum seg som den han er. Han er fingeren på Frodos hand, og blir synlig som det i samme øyeblikk som han og vi må gi ringen fra oss. Han er Penisen. Bæreren av den berømte Penis Ring.

Merry Christmas!!!!
i wanna hear what you all got for christmas. what was youru favorite and least favorite gifts? i got a new laptop from my daddy. it was kinda a bday/xmas present but i looove it. my brother got me the ugliest sweater i've ever seen. and seriously, a sweater in florida??? lol!

Worst Christmas
This has been the worst Christmas season ever it all started when i got back to Hawaii from visiting family in Ohio my rent was due almost 3k and i had it all on my way to get it turned into a money order i was robbed of it all. then the rental place told me that they could postpone me owing it to them for 24 hours i was like how can i get 3k in a day if i don't have it? they didn't care. then i had to overdraw my account to survive for the week and my parents cards didn't get here in time so i have no money to do anything today for Christmas and i feel like i let everyone down.

God For-motherfucking-bid
sometimes i think you need a slap across the face not in the bitchslap kind of way but in the wake-the-fuck-up kind of way. what happened to you trying harder? what happened to trying at all? what happened to being more appreciative, and more responsible more reasonable and more grown up? not to mention less bitchy. shit, seriously, i don't know why i let you infuriate me still but god DAMNIT has it crossed your mind for even a second that you're pushing everyone away, everyone who cares about you, being absolutely unfair and MEAN to them? of course it crossed your mind... i'm not giving you enough credit! of course you knew you were being insulting (cruel almost) and unreasonable... and you knew you were taking a shit all over everyone (all over ME) and pushing us all away... but that was ok in your book, right? that was ok and it didn't matter who you hurt (you don't want to apologize for your actions, right? i'm sure they were SO fucking productive, no r

Hallucinations Again
there's this part of me that just wants to go to sleep. i just want to drift out and melt away. then there's another part-- and there are so many fucking things i want to do with myself. so many things i want to be capable of. so many things i think i can be capable of... am, even... and i want to do them. i want to fucking do something. i'm in a place right now where i'm just so crippled... and i can't. and i sit up late with a cigarette and a cup of cold coffee... and i can't move. i wish there were someone i could talk to but i can't... there are people out there who think they love me. but they don't know... they just don't know. i've been having hallucinations again. and i don't want to tell anyone... i've been so fucking disabled... so frustrated and so restless and so hopeless... and i'm just falling apart at the seams. and i've been staring longingly at the knife again, or at a pipe or at a bottle and i know-- i know that none of these are the

So You See, Love
there are so many things i'd love to get off my chest. so many things i'd like to unload on you, but it wouldn't do an ounce of good. done is done and grown up is grown up and enough is about god damn enough. and most of the time i can keep it pushed down, i can keep it down but then again sometimes... when you see a certain scene in a movie or you hear a song that reminds you of too many nights... sometimes you're just talking to an old friend, and the edge of it comes back. but only the edge and i've got to thinking-- i'm tired of being someone that things happen to. makes me feel so shriveled and weak and i'm better than that. so you see, love, it's not that i'm trying to hide anything from you, or that i think i need to, it's only that... there's no point in dwelling on any of it anymore. and i am not damaged goods. and i am not a goddamned train wreck. and i do not need to be saved. but i would like a hand sometime, dear, and... i'd like to think you'l

Injustice Against My Brothers!!!!!
This is a direct Copy of the following website!! I did not write the following but i agree that Leonard Peltier should be a free man!!! FREE PELTIER!!!! http://www.leonardpeltier.net/theman.htm Leonard Peltier, Activist Leonard Peltier -- a great-grandfather, artist, writer, & indigenous rights activist -- is a citizen of the Anishinabe and Dakota/Lakota Nations who has been unjustly imprisoned since 1976. A participant in the American Indian Movement, he went to assist the Oglala Lakota people on the Pine Ridge Reservation in the mid-70s where a tragic shoot-out occurred on June 26, 1975. Accused of the murder of two agents of the Federal Bureau of Investigation (FBI), Peltier fled to Canada believing he would never receive a fair trial in the United States. On February 6, 1976, Peltier was apprehended. The FBI knowingly presented the Canadian court with fraudulent affidavits, and Peltier was returned to the U.S. for trial. Key witnesses were banned

Family And Friends!!
From now there will be NO top family members and I will also choose whom I wish to have in My top friends and that is the end… It is not a divine right it is a privilege and if some have an issue with this then I am sorry but I like you I do have the right to have whom I like where I think they should go

Proverbially
&what if you don't get exactly what you want exactly when you want it? &what if i'm at home again and i want to blow my face off. not literally of course. please don't call the cops. i'm just saying lately (and i don't know why it is) there's something about this place... i feel like i'm suffocating. i wish i could figure it out i wish i could figure so many things out i wish you didn't always have to get your way. i wish i didn't always want to get mine. &what if he's too busy today he won't be he can't be he'd never-- see i've been bothered a lot lately by things that wouldn't usually eat me alive and i've been thinking like... but the air in here--the still, dusty... these are the kind of thoughts it puts into my head and makes me want to blow my face off. proverbially. of course.

Friend W/ Autos
PLEASE HELP OUR FRIEND OUT, SHE IS THE MOST SWEETEST PERSON AND HAS A COOL PERSONALITY. SHE ONLY HAS 300 PHOTOS, SO IT WONT TAKE LONG TO RATE HER. THIS IS HER 1ST AUTO 11. SHE ONLY HAS 5 HOURS LEFT WITH HER AUTO, SO PLEASE HURRY! ppisces17@ fubar THIS MESSAGE IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: ~coverdude~owned by r/l wife DJ velvet _raindrops@ fubar AND... ~Velvet~Raindrops~proud wife 2 Coverdude~CoOwner of DevilishlyDelicious@ fubar

A Christmas Tradition
My family doesn't really get to spend Christmas together, we have some strange schedules and live quite a ways apart. So, on Christmas day I normally get a phone call from my parents. It always starts really great, we talk about what they did, they always give me the news on the family, that kinda thing. After that, however, starts the part of the conversation I really can't stand. My parents start giving me the third degree on everything. This year's rundown: Mom: You need to eat more, you were too skinny last week. Me: I've been sick, mom. Dad: You should go to the doctor then. Me: I went two days ago, Dad. I called you and told you. Dad: I don't think he did a good job. You better start eating. Dad: Found a girl yet? Me: I don't want to talk about this Dad. Dad: Why? You need to get married so you can be miserable like the rest of us. Me: It'll happen when it happens, Dad. Dad: You aren't getting any younger, and sure aren't getting any better looking. Me: Thanks D

Band-aids
it comes and goes. like the nausea the morning after when we drank until we could finally sleep but didn’t sleep woke up sore and shaky the next morning. and meanwhile i’m trying hard to keep track of all the time and all the times and all the anything. i broke my fucking hourglass and now i can’t sort out the sand. i’m letting it slip aimlessly through my fingertips and it just piles up on the floor. like what? fuck you. i’m sand and i represent your lost time. and i make daily attempts to appear less heartless and i bite my tongue when she asks if i’ll forgive. until i’m sick of the charade and take a proverbial bowling ball and chuck it into all the fancy little white lies i’ve set up. screaming “I’M A PIECE OF SHIT.” and fuck it, i never loved him, i don’t know how. and maybe i did but i don’t know and i should know, well shouldn’t i? and i’m confused now, and i’ve got so many tangles of theories and suppositions and epiphanies and bullshit and the times ju

Twenty Something Know It All
we've had many discussions on the subject, the idea that there is absolutely nothing more scary for our generation than getting your life together and realizing you're standing on top of solid ground. shitstorms, breakdowns, the buildup and the fallapart. these things we are bloody experts in. when the proverbial shit hits that fan, we know what to do. we've made our lives out of picking ourselves up and gathering all the pieces of our shattered lifestyle. picking up the shards of shattered glass. we've spent years climbing out of holes, cleaning up our messes, adopting addictions just to spend months getting over them... this is the familiar, this is our damn bread and butter. keeping ourselves busy. disappearing into a den of ridiculous amounts of drug use for six months, just to spend the next three years recovering. nursing ourselves back to health. i actually recall making the decision to start smoking cigarettes. it was the first night i hung out with will. he gave

Why Settle For I Guess?
It seems that as life goes on, we go from a want or like stage to an I guess stage. The thrill of life seems to get lost as we settle for less than our expectations or hopes. I'm curious as to some examples that you have of keeping your life fun and exciting. When was the last time you found yourself smiling for no reason? Just because we age, doesn't mean we should lose our right to make every day of our lives as exciting and fulfilling as possible! Thoughts, ideas, examples, pictures?

The Rabbit
A man was driving down the highway, and he saw a rabbit hopping across the road. He swerved to avoid hitting the rabbit, but unfortunately the rabbit jumped in front of the car and was hit. The driver, being a sensitive man as well as an animal lover, pulled over to the side of the road, and got out to see what had become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, it was dead. The driver felt so awful, he began to cry. A woman driving down the same road came along, saw the man crying on the side of the road, and pulled over. She stepped out of her car and asked the man what was wrong. "I feel terrible," he explained. "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The woman told the man not to worry; she knew what to do. She went to her car trunk, and pulled out a spray can. She walked over to the limp, dead rabbit, and sprayed the contents of the can onto the animal. Miraculously the rabbit came to life, jumped up, waved its paw at the two humans, and hopped down the road.

The Name Game
This was stolen by my friend "Danger Mouse", Who I think stole it from a friend of hers. So lets have at it shall we.... The Name Game. The rules are simple, we start with a name of a celebrity. The next name in the list has either the same first or last name (phonetic similarities and spelling differences are accepted "Jorge = George" or "Joe = Joel" etc) just keep it in the ballpark..lol. The next name follows from the one preceding and so forth. The original name that started this was: Seth Rogen So we go from there.

Diagnosis....
The man told his doctor that he wasn't able to do all the things around the house that he used to do. When the examination was complete, he said, "Now, Doc, I can take it. Tell me in plain English what is wrong with me." "Well, in plain English," the doctor replied, "you're just lazy." "Okay," said the man. "Now give me the medical term so I can tell my wife."

Good Doggie
One fall day Bill was out raking leaves when he noticed a hearse slowly drive by. Following the first hearse was a second hearse, which was followed by a man walking solemnly along, followed by a dog, and then about 200 men walking in single file. Intrigued, Bill went up to the man following the second hearse and asked him who was in the first hearse. "My wife," the man replied. "I'm sorry," said Bill. "What happened to her?" "My dog bit her and she died." Bill then asked the man who was in the second hearse. The man replied, "My mother-in-law. My dog bit her and she died as well." Bill thought about this for a while. He finally asked the man, "Can I borrow your dog?" To which the man replied, "Get in line."

A New Year's About To Ring, And Will Be Filled W/ Bucks N Bling- But Dont Miss The Very Best Thing
A New Year is beginning. Are you thinking about what you may be missing? Or what the new Fubar year may have in store? Sure you'll move up some points and levels... New blings and super powers may come out... But why are you really here? To make some real friends? To unwind from life a little and have some fun? Then Bada Bing is the place to be. Some of family at Bada say its the best kept secret on Fubar... All lounges say they are "the best lounge on fubar" - so coming from me it doesnt mean much. But the thing that makes Bada special are the people. The Family ROCKS! So take a little time to meet some of the Bada Bing family, get to know them, and hear why they love Bada Bing. Click any of their pics below to GO to their profiles and get to know them even better. You wont regret it! - These are THE MOST AMAZING FRIENDS to have. If you want to come hang with us - click the Bada Bing Pic Above or Holiday gifs between the pics and your there! From Our Family to Yours, ma

Sheer Nightgown
Sheer Nightgown A husband walks into Victoria 's Secret to purchase a sheer negligee for his wife. He is shown several possibilities that range from $250 to $500 in price -- the more sheer, the higher the price. Naturally, he opts for the most sheer item, pays the $500, and takes it home. He presents it to his wife and asks her to go upstairs, put it on, and model it for him. Upstairs the wife thinks (she's no dummy-), 'I have an idea. It's so sheer that it might as well be nothing. I won't put it on, but I'll do the modeling naked, return it tomorrow, and keep the $500 refund for myself.' She appears naked on the balcony and strikes a pose. The husband says, 'Good Grief! You'd think for $500, they'd at least iron it !' He never heard the shot. Funeral on Thursday at Noon . Closed coffin.

Best Christmas Cake Ever
1 cup of butter 1 cup of water 1 tsp. baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1tsp. salt 1 cup of brown sugar 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit lemon juice to taste 1 bottle of Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality. Pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it’s best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK. Try another cup, just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit. Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Who giveshz a sheet. Check the Jose Curevo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. All onetabl

How To Tell You Went To A Bad New Years Eve Party
1. To give it a Times Square feel, everyone is groped, fondled and pick-pocketed 2. The 'Party Hats' look suspiciously like stolen traffic cones 3. There's a "Happy 2007" sticker on the packet of shrimp you've been eating all night 4. It's January 6th 5. Prison regulations require lights out at 10:00 pm 6. The guests have decided to start the midnight countdown at 10,000 7. At midnight everyone gathers around to watch your Uncle Earl's pants drop 8. You hear a guy doing a count down before using the bathroom 9. The 'Champagne' tastes suspiciously like apple juice mixed with Alka Seltzer

Need Cute Women To Be My Model
i need some cute women to be my model i will put there link in a blog for the women that are my model and i will keep posting the blog every other day to pimpout my model's there will be a model album so if your brave message me if your up for it every model has to a/r/f each other. these are the fu models ~*~LadyVievie ~*~ R/L Wife to Army-Beast ~*~Bi~BBW *~@ fubar Jennie Head Promoter @ Fyre ~ N~ Ice & Forever Protected By Syn.......Sexual Innuendo ¢¾@ fubar AgIrL2BaD4u {Heather}@ fubar xTarnishedxTigerx ~DSC~@ fubar PebblesinAZ@ fubar ~♡~Thcknluvit~♡~Sarge's Bad Girls~♡~@ fubar brought to you by Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess"Fu Owner To Pebblesaz"Sweetheart To Pr Mamii@ fubar

Ok Please Read I Am Going To Be Off Of Here Tonight
My nsfw's are open again get your last look boys! As of tonight I am closing the account, no I am not getting talked out of it lol. But I will before I close it send someone the FuMoney I got and the bling I have like 9 credits left. If you want to add me to yahoo my id is supergirls93638, please let me know who you are I have a horrible memory. THANKS GUYS AND ENJOY THE SITE!

Omfg! I Won The Australian Lottery!
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This Christmas
Oh boy.... that theory about if anything can go wrong, it will is absolutely true this time around.... This Christmas, my job got, well, cancelled. The security company I work for got replaced by another company by our clients, so that meant all of their works had to go into "reserve".... So, boiled down to it, I lost my job.... Ontop of that, I didn't have the money to go see my family in KY this year... Oh man, things have been pouring a good long while over my head. But oh well, things can only get better from here, right? Anyways, I'm going to go, just an outburst of thoughts. Hope the rest of you had a good Christmas. Take care

For A Less Complicated Life
And under the tree there wasn't a sweet guy wrapped in x-mas wrapping with a bow. Poop. I slept in for the first time this year. I knew there was nothing to be excited about. Didnt get to shop this year not being able to find a job.Didn't exactly get what I wanted for thought about or even needed. But why complain? I'm alive and it's all that I need. But do I WANT it? Not right now. Sadly it's been a shitty month and I feel left out in the spirit ad giddy things. Would fake it but why bother if it isnt how I really feel? There are better things out there than all the material bullshit but sometimes, I find it hard NOT to cling so much to what I know is bad for my health.Mentally.

Yo Call Dis Christmas Vacation ?
here i am traveling so much fun chilling with ma music not even lookin out window its just a blurr anyway tight travel arrangement elbow to elbow no privacy just in ma own world with greenlight in ma headphone turn volume up ignoring other sounds conserving battery power cause long way i realize i have no dictionary no online available so am writing while chillin with jennifer hudson now she just in a spotlight while in the dark corner world clouds to look at as i fly at a blurring rate clouds only thing not blurred at this rate dream of star trek when traveling that i just beam across country i wish seeming a world away now no more friends too afar now thinkin to add more

Military Sayins 6
"Let every nation know, whether it wishes us well or ill, that we shall pay any price, bear any burden, meet any hardship, support any friend, oppose any foe, to assure the survival and success of liberty." President John F. Kennedy

It's The Thought That Counts. Apparently.
My younger daughter is a thoughtful, kind, feisty and remarkably free-spirited 7 year old. The kind of kid who, when I ask her (and I always do) if I can have a bite of her cookie, or ice cream, or bagel, says “Sure, take as much as you want.” I like to work with wood. Over the years, I’ve made my two girls a bunch of wooden toys—dollhouses, dollhouse accessories, stables, cars, other stuff. This year, Faye asked me to make her a doll. I haven’t had much success with dolls. None, actually. But, last night (yeah, last night), armed with good intentions, a sharp knife, and a scrap of mahogany, off to the shop I went. My expectations were low—I was aiming for something primitive (waldorf style, if that means anything to you). After an hour, I emerged from the basement with a doll that certainly was primitive. Real primitive. Any self-respecting Neanderthal child receiving such a gift would have rolled her eyes and tossed it onto the fire. But not my Faye. When she

Military Sayins 4
"Battle is the ultimate to which the whole life's labor of a [Soldier] should be directed. He may live to age of retirement without seeing a battle; still, he must always be getting ready for it exactly as if he knew the hour of day it is to break upon him. And then, whether it comes early or late, he must be willing to fight - he must fight." BG Charles F. Smith

Mumm Was Removed?
so after puting up a mumm... "kill my wife?" it was removed like around noon eastern time. apparently ....fubar does not have a sense of humor....and i think that my mumm was not an nsfw....since...all i asked was..."should i kill my wife"? ...th@s all.... so i guess u cant mumm about n e thing but like what kinda clothes u should wear etc. etc. etc.... i thaught this was a "bar" and just cuz 1 person doesnt like the topic...doesnt mean it should be removed.... i want my 5000 fubucks back.

Looking For Some Help
If there happens to be anyone on my list that could possibly help me out with a lounge it would be greatly appreciated. This being my first attempt at creating a lounge I really need someone who knows what they are doing with skins and player. Just get in touch with me and I will get back to you quickly....Thanks

Gotta Be Somebody Lyrics
This time, I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene Straight off the silver screen So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with Cause nobody wants to be the last one there Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares Someone to love with my life in their hands There's gotta be somebody for me like that Cause nobody wants to do it on their own And everyone wants to know they're not alone There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere There's gotta be somebody for me out there Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight And dammit this feels too right, it's just like deja vu Me standing here with you So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end Is it that moment when, I

And Yet These Anally Hurt Cesspool Shitstain's Keep Piling Up..lol
Lyonness: And i really dont give a dam what u think Lyonness: haters only deserve a 0 Amazingly a 56 yr. old woman came into my SB last night just to tell me this. Funny thing is, I never seen or chatted with her before. Somebody give her a hug.

Dear Santa
DEAR SANTA Dear Santa, I know I haven't been all that good but if I had someone to love, I promise I would do what I should I want someone that will be there for better or worst I want someone that I can hold to the highest and she will put me first Dear Santa, I know it's the giving time of year I don't want much, just someone special to hold near I know there are people more in need than I I just want someone to touch and hear her sigh Dear Santa, I don't want any presents or toys I want a love that will last and all those little joys I just want someone to love me for me and not try to change me into what they want me to be Dear Santa, would it be wrong of me, would it be too much to ask for someone that will always be here, for a love that will last I know there is suppose to be someone for me and someone for you but so far, I haven't found that someone special that's true Dear Santa, there is someone that I want for this happy occasion but she can't

Oracle Gift.. My Happy Hour Today
Many of you have been through the chaos of my Oracle gift that I never got that Fubar decided some of us couldnt have them while others are still getting them. Im not wasting my breathe for I know it wont ever come. My Happy Hour today was a gift from Scrapper too cover for my gift. One thing in all of this I have learned you got money on here you get things. I want too thank you all for all the love and support in this. Im greatful for my true friends some of you have stood by me through day one in this. Thank you .I just wanted you too know it means alot too me.. I hope each and everyone has a very merry Christmas and a Happy new Year.

Home For Christmas
WELL, I'M PRETTY MUCH HOME FOR THE WEEK SPENDING AS MUCH TIME WITH MY BECCA AS I CAN SLIDE IN. WE GOT OUT OF BED WEDNESDAY RATHER EARLY AND SHE RODE AROUND WITH ME TO TAKE CARE OF SOME THINGS I HAD TO DO AT WORK AND THEN WE SPENT THE REST OF THE DAY TOGETHER. I THOUGHT IT MIGHT BE FUN IF WE JUST RODE AROUND SOME AND WE WOUND UP AT THE BEACH WALKING AROUND IN THE SAND. I TOOK A FEW PIS AND SHE TOOK A FEW PICS AND THEN WE JUST HUNG OUT THERE FOR AWHILE. IT WAS A CHANGE OF PACE AND REALLY PEACEFUL TOO. EVERYTHING WE DO TOGETHER IS FUN FOR THE MOST PART AND IT REALLY DOESN'T TAKE A WHOLE LOT TO AMUSE EITHER OF US. WELL, I AM GONE FOR NOW. BACK IN LATER.

Do All Things With Love.
Thursday, December 25, 2008 DO ALL THINGS WITH LOVE. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Love is the most important ingredient of life. Your life echoes emptiness without it. With it, your life vibrates meaning and warmth. Love will shine through even in hardship. You will find as you look back upon your life that the moments that stand out, the moments when you have really lived, are the moments when you have done things in a spirit of love. If you have it, you don't need to have anything else. And if you don't have it, it doesn't much matter what else you have. Treasure the love you receive above everything else. It will survive long after your wealth and good health have vanished. The way is not in the sky. The way is in the heart. Life in abundance comes only through great love. Happy Holidays Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy

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Official Lounge Staff Blogs(first Of Many I'm Thinking)
i will post these blogs as they come to me... Let me start out by saying...to each and everyone of the STAFF....thank-you for joining the STAFF at Brandy's Rest Stop...... Just so You all know and i dont ahve to go thru same speal to each one or couple of you at a time,I am all new to this lounging thing....so plz bare with me as i stumble and finger out how all this works, lol and if that dont work,well i'll fake then!!! Due to the fact this is the holidayz , and ppl are hard to reach, i am not gonna strip my current staff of titles they hold until i touch base with them!!! Most of my current STAFF are good friends and my FU_FAMILY, helping me out til i get other STAFF, with few positions it will really depend on timing so to speak!!!! If anyone has suggestions, plz feel free to let me know, some of You been doing lounges for long time and i am willing to hear what You have to say...LOL...doesnt mean i'll do it, but i will hear it out!!! Couple things i am sure of and

Friends
I'm not really good at writting poems but this is one I wrote this morning to send off to those I consider friends.. Something from me to you: you're my friend and that is true, that's a gift you gave me from you, we'll go thru moments that are good and bad, even moments that are happy and sad. you'll supported me & I'll support you, friends stick together thru and thru, although we are miles apart, You always have a place in my heart.

Merry Christmas 2 All
I just want to say merry Christmas to all, & a very Happy " Safe new year to all!!! Christmas, isn't about what u get in present's, Christmas is about the spirit in all of us. The meaning of Christmas, is how we love one another,the joy in our life as ONE!!! It's time to put away all the hatred away, & enjoy what the meaning of X-mas is. Most people don't have a roof over their head or a bed to sleep in, alot of homeless people out in this world.Or clothes on their back. Christmas is a time to share w/friends, old friends, & new friends, it's NOT what u got under the tree, the spirit of Christmas should live in us 365 days of the yr.Not just on this special holiday.Most of all my friends r only online, but that's ok.I try my best to give each & ev1 the benifit of the doubt.So this Christmas, plz remember, it's not the gifts or how many gifts u get, or whom by, but the love that we all have to give.Get rid of that hatred, & enjoy this wonderful life that all we can share.

Christmas Haul.
So, here's what i got for Christmas. -My xbox back, from UPS. wewt. -A free month of Live from Microsoft as compensation. -3 months live -20 bucks -50 bucks -an ipod pillow (It's a pillow. with a speaker in it!) -Stephen King's Just After Sunset (new short stories... but i gave it to george. 'cause i heart him. i got dibs on reading it though ^^) -WoW Gifts: Foods, a reindeer companion, a racer, a greench, and a ton of other stuff -25 dollar gamestop card. -Sex. Woo hoo. Best. Christmas. EVER. And i still have Cori's to go to ^^

Merry Christmas... And Other Sh!t
I logged on today to see what was going on in fubarville... And it was nothing new. Read a bulletin or 90 of bitches and hos that were dramatized by their fu-ex-husbands that they never met, or moved some fu-man in their homes after knowing him all of 3 fudays... Only to find out that he was a bastard. My lord... This place really is a soap opera.

Twas The Morning Of Xmas
Twas the morning of christmas my butt it was itchin Checkin out asshats in mumms that was bitchin My old lady in the kitchen cookin up bacon A night watchin midget porn had my balls severely achin When out on the porch what did I hear The fridge went on the porch...the one that stores my beer. Home Depot aint open Lowes it is closed For getting my beer fridge fixed today I am closed The neighbor let her dog out dressed in her robe Her left boob fell out and it looked like a globe. I'm into geography and maps and titties Groping big boobs and knowing about Cities. I yelled out the window 'Yer boobs hangin out' She flew me the bird and started to shout 'You old pervert dont gawk at my rack I'll have my dog bite you right square in your sack' My fun for today I'm afraid it was over I'm protective of my nuts and stay away from Rover. So now I'm just sitting here drinking all of my bud lights... Thinking Merry Christmas to all and especially Merry Christma

On The Road To Eldorado
Since arriving here in Andulucia, my family and I decided to go off in search, not of El Dorado but (quite literally)"Eldorado." Not so much the one road as many, many roads to the set of the now defunct soap about ex-pats living in Spain. In any case we couldn't find it and ended up in a a South African-run bar. The apartment that my mom, brother and myself are straying in is a little cramped so there have been a few arguments as we keep falling over each other. There is some respite as we have decamped to my eldest brother's house for a short while. Stupidhead forgot her meds (not manic just hyperthyroid trouble) though so not sure how long it will be before I start smashing plates! I'm on fire stoking duty while the *germans go out and gather the firewood.(bit nippy at night) Meanwhile,I'm going to continue getting pissed on cava. *The germans-my brother's gf and step-daughter Feliz Navidad

A Christmas Joke That Will Have You Rolling On The Floor....
This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest tofind out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize.As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over hisfireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fillthem.What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true becauseevery Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, hispoor pantyhose hung sadly empty.One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses andwent in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those thingsat Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown.If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go. You'll only confuseyourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?''You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to theinflatable doll section.I wanted to buy a standard, uncomplicated doll that could alsosubstitute as a passenger in my truck so I could use

I Guess What Comes Around Goes Around
So, I finally got sick. Wow what a way to start a blog right? Okay so around Thanksgiving my office got all flu-y and I didnt get it. Then this past week round 2 was going around at work. And as I said the first time, I'm not gonna get sick. Well this time I was actually delirous when I said that cuz not 2 days later, here I am sick as a dog. It started with Ky actually, someone ended up getting him sick. On Sunday he was having a stuffy nose, runny nose and then a slight fever, which just got worse yesterday of all days. Well yesterday I started to get a sore throat, but I sang at 11p service thanks to Tom's contriband ( halls menthol cough drops - we arent supposed to have those, apparently they are bad for the throat. ). Anywho I sang and things were just fine, just a little sore throat that wouldnt go away and a slight stuffy nose. Well needless to say, I was up all night. I have a stopped up nose, a insanely bad sore throat, and my left ear is plugged and I can barely h

A Woman's Man
You are a woman's man The best qualities of a man is found in you To a woman, you are the treasure That only God would have for himself An angel in disguise in a human form You have the goodness a man can only hope for but none possess You are a wonderful living That one would hope to grow old with To held your hands in every passage of life Till the end of the road You are a woman's man Your path is filed with beautiful women Gazing at your fine soul Each of them wants you To be their guardian of their solitude Feeding on your love As if you are the only man In the galaxy You are a woman's man I wish you were mine I wish the distance between us falls Our eyes will meet one day In real That, when you are old and grey I'm the one Sitting beside you by the fire Reading to you And when night falls we shall sleep Alongside each other Sharing the same dream

Rearranging The Top Friends And Family....
OK....WOW THIS IS FIRST I GUESS IN BLOGS ABOUT MY LOUNGE ...BRANDYS REST STOP........ BUT THIS ONE IS TO PRIMARILY LET ALL MY TOP FAMILY AND FRIENDS KNOW....I AM GOING TO BE RE-ARRANGING EVERYONE IN NEXT FEW DAYZ!!! I HAVE BEEN BLESSED WITH AN OPPURTUNITY TO KEEP MY BEST FRIENDS MEMORY ALIVE THRU A DEAR FRIEND THAT IS CLOSING HIS LOUNGE AND SENDING HIS PPL BRANDY'S WAY.....HOPE THIS ALL IS GOING TO WORK OUT.... AND SO IF I'M REALLY GOING TO TRY TO MAKE BRANDY'S INTO SOMETHING,WHICH IS MY HOPE AND PRAYER, I AM IN NEED OF PUTTING ALL MY STAFF INTO TOP FAMILY SO AS TO BE ABLE TO FIND AND KEEP COMMUNICATIONS WITH THEM... MY TOP FAMILY AND TOP FRIENDS LIST ARE PRETTY MUCH THE SAME, NEVER HAD A REASON TO SEPERATE ,BUT I DO NOW!!!! SO PLZ IF YOU SEE YOUR # ON ITHER LIST HAS CHANGED, DONT TAKE OFFENSE AND IF THAT WAS IN TOP FAMILY AND YOU ARE NOT STAFF AT BRANDY'S YOU WILL BE IN THE TOP FRIENDS!!! I SO HOPE AND PRAY THAT THIS DOESNT HURT OR OFFEND ANY OF YOU, I LOVE YOU ALL, AND EVEN H

To The Troops
To my brotheres and sisters in arms. Merry Christmas. i know that this is a hard time for you. even more so being 9000 miles away. i spent 2 years gone myself and i know that today is a day we just want to end. but the best advice i can give you is keep your heads up stay strong and believe your family and friends back home are haveing a great christmas because of you. just know that we havent forgotten you and that our prayers are with you your fellow troops and your families. " Let not your heart be troubled, trust in God, trust also in ME" (john 14:1) you will be home soon so keep your head in the fight. stay strong and never forget what you stand for and what you believe in. Merry Christmas troops. SPC Rollason, Lance US. Army (Ret)

X-mas Puns & Riddles
At Christmas time every girl wants her past forgotten and her present remembered. How did Darth Vader know what Luke Skywalker was getting for Christmas? He felt his presents. How do sheep greet each other at Christmas? Merry Christmas to Ewe! What did the rabbit give his girlfriend for Christmas? A 14 carrot ring! What do reindeers say before telling you a joke ? This one will sleigh you ! Did you hear about the guy who played golf on Christmas and accidentally hit a bird? He got a partridge on a par three. The five year old twins climbed up on their roof. Bobby said, "C'mon, let's jump down the chimney! Just like Santa does!" Billy, "No!" Bobby, "Why not?" Billy, "I'm afraid to go down a chimney like Santa." Bobby, "You must have Claustrophobia." RIDDLES How do snowmen travel around ? By icicle ! How do you make a slow reindeer fast ? Don't feed it ! If athletes get athlete's foot, what do astronauts get? Missile toe

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A Lover's Plea To God
I count the miles we are away from each other I count the days when you are not around I count the number of fingers you had Making sure you have every one of them I count the toes too I tried counting the hairs on your legs But there is too many,I lost count I like to be near you Watch you sleep Watching you sleep makes me calm Part of it is because when you asleep I can see you, to feel you And to know, you aren't somewhere far from me And, when the moment arrives When we have to part I'll remember we had a love More than any other love A love that is only known By the two of us A love, so heavenly That the angels wants it too Envying me and you They took you away And so, my darling You are taken away from me Before your tomb, I stand Full of sorrows Praying to GOD To take me too So, I'll be by your side once again

To Make You Smile 4 The Christmas Holiday!
When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. Frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom. Just then the doorbell ra

Please Help Club Mystic
HERE IS THE DEAL!!! OUR DEAR FRIEND AND SPONSOR OF CLUB MYSTIC, "SPIKE", WILL BE RUNNING AUTO-11'S ON CHRISTMAS DAY, BEGINNING AT MIDNIGHT EST, THAT IS 11 PM CENTRAL, 9PM FU-TIME! WE ARE TRYING TO GET HIM AS MANY RATES AS POSSIBLE, SO ANYONE THAT RATES HIS PICS DURING HIS AUTO'S WILL BE VISITED ONE DAY DURING THE FOLLOWING WEEK BY CLUB MYSTIC TO LAY SOME SERIOUS LUV ON YOUR PAGE! THE MORE YOU DO, THE HARDER WE WILL ATTACK YOUR PAGE! WOOHOOOOO!!! YOU MUST DO THE FOLLOWING... 1) F/R/A SPIKE OR RE-RATE HIM 2) LEAVE A COMMENT ON HIS PROFILE SAYING THAT YOU ARE THERE TO HELP CLUB MYSTIC RATE HIS PICS DURING AUTO'S 3) LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE, SAYING "RATED FOLDER FOR CLUB MYSTIC" 4) SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE CLUB MYSTIC HOMEPAGE WITH TOTAL NUMBER OF PICS RATES THAT YOU DID FOR SPIKE! (WILL BE VERIFIED!) HERE IS THE LINK TO SPIKE'S PAGE! SPIKE@ fubar AND THIS IS THE LINK TO THE CLUB MYSTIC PAGE! Club Mystic!@ fubar

My Christmas Wish
In the dawn of a new year, a new president and exciting challenges for the entire world to look forward to. Today I would like to wish each and every one of you a safe, blessed and joyous holiday. I hope that this day brings you some sense of peace and satisfaction, a day of rest with family and friends. As corny as it may sound, be it ever so humble, there's place like home. Merry Christmas and Happy Holiday's to you all.....

Closing Of A Great Lounge..
As many of you know i have decided to close DIABLO'S DEN down... It has been a fun year for me to have owned the Lounge... I know we have had some rough times with things that come from running a lounge but i have also made some very good friends from it... Not to lay blame on anyone but shit happens and we learn from it and move on... I do hope that the friends we all have made in the DEN will remain as friends... I am not leaving Fubar but going to sit back and relax for awhile... I will still be Djing in another lounge the link is below so please feel free to join me there... It is a new lounge with small numbers and i want to help it to grow somewhat... Those who know me know i still tinker around with lounges and who knows maybe in the future i might open something back up...only time will tell.. I want to personally thank all the great staff that have helped me with the Den to make it what it was a great home to many fubar ppl... For those who would like to add me to yahoo if you

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Holiday Baking Tip
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My Immortal Eyes
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Ninja, Robot, Punk, Clown!!!
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A Soldier's Christmas
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Merry Christmas
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Name Game
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Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Handful Of Rain
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Takk For Baguettespøken Også
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A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

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Merry Christmas Too All...
Click to Get Code!Get More Comments Here Christmas is more than just presents and good food, its a time to reminisce about what this day meant as a child. Some have lost the spirit of Christmas and even sadder some may never have had it and its to those i say smile because one day you will realize its been inside you all along. Take the good things and the good thoughts this holiday brings and hold it within your hearts all year through. Most of all remember its not the joy others bring to you but the joy that you bring to others that leaves your hearts open to smiles. Merry Christmas and a Happy New year to each and every one of you. ♥ Psyche

A Christmas Wish
A Christmas Wish By BlueWolf © Snow flakes falling Sleigh bells ringing Hear my heart a calling Over land and across the sea That is where I am longing to be The first noel the angels singing Comes this special wish to you May this eve of Christmas Be merry and bright Make a wish upon a star tonight Take me in your dreams when sleep Softly in your heart I’ll peep Keeping watch over you till you wake Just to see the splendor on your face As you look through your window The ground all covered in a snowflake lace On the Christmas tree if you look close Find the brightest light you see Then you will know that this is me Merry Christmas Baby "I Love You" "Christmas of 2008"

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HERE IS THE DEAL!!! OUR DEAR FRIEND AND SPONSOR OF CLUB MYSTIC, "SPIKE", WILL BE RUNNING AUTO-11'S ON CHRISTMAS DAY, BEGINNING AT MIDNIGHT EST, THAT IS 11 PM CENTRAL, 9PM FU-TIME! WE ARE TRYING TO GET HIM AS MANY RATES AS POSSIBLE, SO ANYONE THAT RATES HIS PICS DURING HIS AUTO'S WILL BE VISITED ONE DAY DURING THE FOLLOWING WEEK BY CLUB MYSTIC TO LAY SOME SERIOUS LUV ON YOUR PAGE! THE MORE YOU DO, THE HARDER WE WILL ATTACK YOUR PAGE! WOOHOOOOO!!! YOU MUST DO THE FOLLOWING... 1) F/R/A SPIKE OR RE-RATE HIM 2) LEAVE A COMMENT ON HIS PROFILE SAYING THAT YOU ARE THERE TO HELP CLUB MYSTIC RATE HIS PICS DURING AUTO'S 3) LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE, SAYING "RATED FOLDER FOR CLUB MYSTIC" 4) SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE CLUB MYSTIC HOMEPAGE WITH TOTAL NUMBER OF PICS RATES THAT YOU DID FOR SPIKE! (WILL BE VERIFIED!) HERE IS THE LINK TO SPIKE'S PAGE! SPIKE@ fubar AND THIS IS THE LINK TO THE CLUB MYSTIC PAGE! Club Mystic!@ fubar

Want Club Mystic To Attack Your Page With Rates???
HERE IS THE DEAL!!! OUR DEAR FRIEND AND SPONSOR OF CLUB MYSTIC, "SPIKE", WILL BE RUNNING AUTO-11'S ON CHRISTMAS DAY, BEGINNING AT MIDNIGHT EST, THAT IS 11PM CENTRAL, 9PM FU-TIME! WE ARE TRYING TO GET HIM AS MANY RATES AS POSSIBLE, SO ANYONE THAT RATES HIS PICS DURING HIS AUTO'S WILL BE VISITED ONE DAY DURING THE FOLLOWING WEEK BY CLUB MYSTIC TO LAY SOME SERIOUS LUV ON YOUR PAGE! THE MORE YOU DO, THE HARDER WE WILL ATTACK YOUR PAGE! WOOHOOOOO!!! YOU MUST DO THE FOLLOWING... 1) F/R/A SPIKE OR RE-RATE HIM 2) LEAVE A COMMENT ON HIS PROFILE SAYING THAT YOU ARE THERE TO HELP CLUB MYSTIC RATE HIS PICS DURING AUTO'S 3) LEAVE A COMMENT ON THE LAST PIC OF EACH FOLDER THAT YOU RATE, SAYING "RATED FOLDER FOR CLUB MYSTIC" 4) SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO THE CLUB MYSTIC HOMEPAGE WITH TOTAL NUMBER OF PICS RATES THAT YOU DID FOR SPIKE! (WILL BE VERIFIED!) HERE IS THE LINK TO SPIKE'S PAGE! SPIKE@ fubar AND THIS IS THE LINK TO THE CLUB MYSTIC PAGE! Club Mystic!@ fubar I

A Christmas Poem To Read Author Unknow
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, h

I Just Learned To Make Albondigas Soup! Here's The Receipe!
Albondigas Soup Posted by Elise on Aug 18, 2003 Filed under Beef, Main Course, Mexican and Tex Mex, Soup and Stew, Wheat-free Print Options * Print (no photos) * Print (with photos) Albondigas Soup This Mexican meatball soup was a family favorite growing up. Not an appetizer, always a main course, either for lunch or dinner. "Albondigas" means "meatballs" in Spanish, and the trick to perfect albondigas soup is to put chopped mint leaves into the meatballs. The mint is what gives an albondigas soup meatball its unique flavor. Print Options Albondigas Soup Recipe Print Options * Print (no photos) * Print (with photos) Preparation time: 1 hour. Ingredients * 2 tablespoons olive oil * 1 large onion, chopped * 1 large garlic clove, minced * 1/2 cup of tomato sauce * 3 quarts of chicken stock or beef stock OR water OR a mixture of both (we usually use half stock half water as the meatballs will create their own stock)

The Coat
As I go in the door of my favorite grocery store………I grab my buggy………..damn the wheel rattles……….have to get another one………let’s see what kind of bargains I can find today………I start down the first aisle and look up and almost crash into the display of pickles………damn now that is one sexy shopper……… long black leather coat……..black boots that go out of sight………long black hair…….she looks my way and catches me staring……….i’m caught so I just keep looking………she smiles………puts her hands in her pockets…….pulls the coat open enough to reveal the top of the boots……….about 6 inches below heaven……..she turns and walks away pulling the coat tight on her ass………..both cheeks rise and fall with each step………click clack as those heels hit the floor……….damn I love high heels……….I finally move………quicken my pace so I can catch up………. I see her at the vegetable counter……..checking out the cantaloupes………..think to myself wish I could squeeze her melons………just then she bends over and her left breast peeks o

Update
Most of you know I organize and carry out a christmas donation/fundraiser drive every year. This year was no exception. Saturday night I hosted a christmas events in the street outside my store complete with horse and buggys, a 16 foot christmas tree, a childen's choir singing christmas carols and a couple raffles to raise some money. I "adopted" out 32 kids from my angel tree, raised 800 dollars for Bikers Against Child Abuse and collected almost 500 pounds of food for the food bank. In addition I doled out clothing, food and toys to 12 needy families from donations I received, I dressed as Santa Claus and delivered presents to 16 kids today and today I participated in a Christmas program at the convalescent center with a local merchant. This evening I took a bike and the remaining boys toys I had and went to visit a local cancer patient. 6 years old. His parents tell me he gets worse by the day but the doctors are pretty hopeful he will pull through. But everyone knows there

Dream It
I see you come in the door, you stop for a second and give your eyes time to focus in the dim lighting. I follow you with my eyes to a small table where your friends are seated, girls night out I think to myself. Your friends have already been inspected by my eyes and some stray thoughts passed through my mind. When you sit down your friends disappear as far as I am concerned. You are wearing a tight black skirt, your tanned smooth legs beckoning to me, white blouse, 3 buttons conveniently left undone, your left breast heaving as you talk, open toed high heels, black of course, perfectly groomed toes that curiously excite me. I watch as you sip a frozen fruity drink, talk and laugh with your friends. Not a stare but enough to not lose sight of you. My mind is racing through thoughts of how can I possibly strike up a conversation with this woman. All of it sounds like a line to me, damn boy get it together. I see the waitress set another round of drinks down at your table. Alright I thi

Teacher Teacher
The class bell goes off……….don’t forget your assignments I say as the class hastily exits……..except for you Joy………I need to speak to you……..so you want some extra credit……..I think we can arrange that………I scribble an address on a small piece of paper……..be here at 7 o’clock tonight………wear nothing but knee high black boots and a long black coat…….you nod sweetly and leave…………..I check my watch……….6:52 and I hear the click clack of heels on the concrete……….I can’t help but smile……I see you turn the corner with paper in hand…………I motion to you and catch your eye………your pace quickens………as you approach I ask are you prepared……….you nod…….show me…….your coat opens to reveal my treasure………very good…….I open the door and usher you inside……….the door is locked and I tell you to drop the coat here………you blush but comply……..I guide you down the hall by the arm……..click clack……the sound of heels turns me on………past the den and kitchen……..past the bedroom and bathroom……….to the door at the end of th

Whatever It Takes...
you stood by my side you carried me through i am so much better becoz of u... through all the smiles and all of the pain the endless night together, i wouldnt change a thing... my heart belongs to you in so many ways along with my soul with u it will stay. i could never ask for a better love, or friend, and i know you will be with me till the very end... even tho we both know how high the stakes, never forget this... WE WILL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES.......

Nothing To Fear.....
will you miss me when i am gone away? will you remember how it used to be? noth think of the sickly mass that i turned out to be? not remeber the pain, just all the love in my eyes? even when i am gone it will still be there.... REALIZE... that even in death, i will live on in memories that u have, in our favorite songs. it wont be an end.. but a beginning for you a new chapter on life, so please dont be blue.. i was blessed to have you, so close to me... and you will be in my heart for eternity. please just smile, love, and dont shed a tear.. coz you Angel will be watching over you you have nothing to fear ...

Once Upon A Christmas Bloody
There used to be a land called Britannia in which I rode upon my horse, Betenoire, while being followed by a gorilla named Thyrm and a cat named Jachyra. I dressed in a black silk gown, which was a fascinating hex creation color by those that just cannot leave a programmed game as the programmers originally designed it. Though I lived in the castle of The Mercs, all of whom were Dread Lords (the title is gained as your player kills mounts) I, myself, was a Great Lady (a title gained by spending all my time killing zombies and mongbats, and never harming a hair on the head of any random adventurer). Britannia is a virtual world which exists in the Ultima Online MMORPG (Massively Multiplayer Online Role Play Game, for any newbs). The best I could do to help the Mercs in their quest to dominate the world of Ultima was to stand on the steps of the castle and shriek smacktalk to any Great Lord rivals that came to call. They were faced with the disconcerting option of killing a Great Lady

Christmas....some Thoughts..
It is 11pm and my children are all in bed..awaiting Christmas morning...Me and my oldest son spent some quality time together..I never knew how a child could offer you comfort...Even though I am happily married to the most wonderful man in the world..my heart still aches for Ron- my boyfriend who passed away over 2 years ago now...My oldest son has more memories of him than the other boys and I know he misses him too..I took time to remember him tonite with my son- lit a white candle in his memory next to his pictures...he will never be forgotten..he was a wonderful man who filled my heart with such joy and taught me how to love again..I believe, if it weren't for him, I would have never met Shawn because Ron taught me that I was worthy of love...we put a Jeff Gordon stocking on the Christmas tree in Ron's memory as well this year...they say time heals all wounds...I believe time does to some extent...and is it better to have loved and lost? I am not sure..I don't know what kind of per

Wmi Carbon Copy Pro
WMI Carbon Copy Pro Learn about making REAL MONEY right now Jay Kubassek is one of the few people in the history of direct sales to earn multiple $100,000 dollar months in the industry promoting differnet financial solution projects. He was very successful with a company called Liberty league but after some time decided to team up with Wealth Masters International and as they say the rest is history. After breaking many sales records for Wealth Masters International Jay started to notice something and that is not everyone had his abilities such as willningess to prospect, talk to people over the phone and ask for the sale asd he did and a handful of others. After realizing this he wanted to provide a solution for others and help them out. So this is where Carbon Copy Pro was designed. It took over $50,000 dollars but the system was ready for those that didn't have Jay's abilities.So the system was taken to the market place and with some fine tuning it was creating som

Heavenly Father Of Shangri La:
Heavenly Father of Shangri La: Father, why has my attendance gone down? I preached of Clown Luv and received none. I spoke of unity, yet saw none. The Drama and Hate of a few has destroyed the Faith of many. Is the Dark Carnival another testament of your word? Was it not meant to show the Family your Love? Was it not meant to show us the path to Shangri La and the horrors of Hellspit? Or is this merely just music? Is this just an excuse for Ninjas to smile in the presence of their brother and hate him when their brother is absent? I envisioned that a Juggalo is a Faithful servant of the Dark Carnival, who though plagued by Demons and Frustrations, deep in their hearts lies the Love of a Family and the potential to do good. A Juggalo's Religious background didn't matter, and their interpretation of god was theirs alone to make. But I am told that a Juggalo should be evil. I am told of a group of Juggalos who beat up a little boy and then stole his bike, using the banner of the Hatchet

For A Special Friend
I know I will miss you My good friend until the end If you ever knew the feelings I felt that where so true Would do anything for you and have many emotions to send Cannot work at the same place Sad to hear this had to be All the memories and your beautiful face Always will care and love you if you could only see Times have to change, we have to move on We will be friends no matter what , know this for sure Nothing will be the same when you are gone Just the feeling that will increase about you all the more Everything that makes me like you Honesty, care, humor and friendship beyond compare One of the very special few To feel this way and cannot express it, seems very unfair Your eyes and many faces in my mind Will never go and never leave One of the few people I cannot leave behind Just take a chance and believe All the things to be put a side, all the emotions forced to hide Fear is the driver of this operation What would your reaction be if you found

Thinking Of You
Thinking of You When the nights are long and cold, And the days are lonesome and blue, And the tears begin to get old, My thoughts always drift to you. When my heart is quickly breaking, And I'm forced to search my mind For something to stop the aching, You are the one I find. When I'm feeling helpless and weak, You give me the strength to move on. When I'm broken and cannot speak, You give me the words through song. The happiness I know with you Is like nothing I've felt before. When once all was closed from view, Now you have opened the door And released my hidden emotions, Released my heart and soul, My deepest love and devotion, Finally making me whole. If we are forced to be apart, Throughout everything you do, Please know that you are in my heart, And that I'm always thinking of you.

How Would U Deal??
what if tomorrow all the things we loved were gone? did you tell the one you love what was on ur heart? or did u think what we all do?.. "i'll tell them later," or "now is just not the time." then you wake up one day and they r gone.. and ya know you will never have the chance again... how would u deal?? being full of regret for things left unsaid, to the one that fills ur heart and fills ur head. laying alone, enpty room, empty bed... how would u dieal with the things left unsaid? would you cry out in anger at Godor would you bow your head to pray? would u curse him for thaking them? or maybe ask for another day? neither will help when its all said and done, no matter how many tears or regrets.. they will still be gone... so do as i do now.. dont let a moment pass you by.. coz it will only leave you standing there alone.. asking urself why, and... how would u deal? being full of regret for things left unsaid to the one who is in ur heart and fills ur head..

Why Do We Need To Bail Them Out
I see that the auto makers are getting bailed out.they would never been in that trouble if they would have channed the gear ratio in thier trucks and found more ways to make cars more fuel effeicent. I saw in a auto dealership they had a truck from chinia it got 45 miles to the gallon and it was 4 wheel drive and onlay cost 5,000 dollars come on we should have made trucks like that yrs ago. and if the big 3 auto makers would stop getting bounus and private jets.put that money back into research and delevolpment for better cars and trucks . gas is onlay $1.79 now but all of us know it will go back up again to $4.00 or worse auto maker need to wake up

A Survey While Im Eatin Dinner
Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night? Yeah a few times Have you talked to your number one friend today? Nope not since last night Has anyone of the opposite sex hurt you emotionally or physically? yes Who is the last person you talked to on the phone? It was my sister Do you think you'll be married in 5 years? nope Who was the last person besides family that you saw in person? Cliff What's your favorite movie? Goonies! Do you believe everyone has a soul mate? yes What's something about your number one? He is super sweet who did you last talk to on the phone for longer than 4 minutes? my sister Have you ever kisse&#

Thunder And Lightning
The crash of thunder shook the whole house and shocked me into wakefulness. Still dazed, I lay still, listening to the rain pounding against the roof. Blue-white lightning flashes stabbed through the heavy bedroom curtains as thunder exploded outside the window. I reached out to touch you and realized I was alone in the bed. I got up and opened the curtain. The street looked like a river under the pale rain-dimmed glow of the streetlight. The rushing water was at curb-height, lapping at the edge of the lawn. I found you downstairs in the sunroom standing naked in front of the glass doors, looking out into the big back yard. I approached you from behind and wrapped my arms around your body. I could feel you trembling. "Are you scared, Baby?" "No," you answered. Your nipples were hard under my palms and I was suddenly aware of your excited female scent. "I love thunderstorms. I grew up right across the street from the beach. When I was young, mama used to sit me on the kitchen table so I

Dream Kiss
Standing before you, heart in my hands, my hands at my side, I look gently into your eyes. We are but a breath apart from each other and I can smell your scent as it gently wafts up to my senses. Closing my eyes for just the barest of minutes, I can feel your body and soul wrap around me without even a touch. Slowly, my hands reach up to your arms and slide carefully over your gentle flesh. Goosebumps race up and down my spine at this...our first touch. It's warm outside, but it has nothing to do with the heat that blazes a trail beneath the touch of my hands. Up to your shoulders, I reach and, I open my eyes to find you gazing tenderly into my face. You smile slowly, not a wide smile, but of one filled with promises to be kept. I find myself smiling back despite any lingering nervousness and my hand reaches outward to touch your jaw line. Cupping it softly, I feel an increase in pressure as you lean into my hand. I pull your face closer to mine. You lean in almost eagerly, yet s

A Song-not Written By Me. My Mood
Joyful Girl I do it for the Joy it brings, because I'm a joyful girl. Because this world owes me nothing, and we owe each other, the world. I do it because it's the least I can do, I do it because I learned from you, I do it because I want to, I want to. When everything I do is judged.. they mostly get it wrong- oh well, this bathroom mirror has not budged, the woman who lives there can tell, the truth from the things they say, she looks me in they eye, and Says"Would you prefer the easy way? No? Well ok, then, don't cry" I do it for the joy it brings because I'm a joyful girl this world owes me nothing, and we owe each other the world. I do it 'cause it's the least I can do, I do it 'cause I learned it from you, I do it 'cause I want to, I want to. And I wonder if everything I do, I do instead... of something I want to do more, questions fill my head. And I know there's no grand plan here, that it's just the way it goes and when everything else

Few More Gifts
So here are more that I made, except two, didnt take a pic of the wreath I made before it got wrapped, or the scarf for my mom. Coffe Mug Warmers (Dads a BIG Coffee drinker) Water Bottle Cooler/Carrier (mom drinks tons of bottled water) Beanie to go with the Grey scarf

Breathless
I am caught in an emotional current of powerful desire...unable to put it into words or thoughts...my heart is screaming for more while my mind is unsure of the consequences…..body saying yes....mind saying wait...my body wins the internal struggle and I decide to give into my unrelenting desire for you...staring into your endless green eyes...speaking without words...smelling your intoxicating perfume...kissing you...tasting you...unbridled passion surrounds us...two hearts begin to beat as one entity...I never thought it would be so surreal...yet I have envisioned this moment every night for months...the world seems to stop...time gives itself to eternity...you kiss my lips so softly...you taste so sweet and innocent yet your kisses are laced with a devilish craving...i hunger for you...breathless...needing more of your touch and kisses...I pin you against the wall...your body pressed up against mine...heat radiates from my skin and is absorbed by yours...moans escape my lips...loudl

What It's All About.
This is what made my Christmas so perfect. My beautiful son, grandson, and lil mother whom everyone has kept in their thoughts a prayers so much lately. We had another Christmas with her! We don't know how many more if any we will have. I'm smiling. imikimi - Customize Your World

Thank You All Who Came To Help Me!
THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP! I TRULY APPRECIATE IT, AND WHEN ITS YOUR TURN, LET ME KNOW! A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 6 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES IN SIX DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY!DUE TO FUBAR COMMENTING CHANGE TO RATES TO HELP THE CONTESTANTS COUNT 5 PT AND COMMENTS WILL STILL COUNT THE SAME. RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BO

Truth In The Pages
In a desperate attempt to find something to do tonight I decided to go for a ride on my roommate's mountain bike. I see students on campus all the time riding their bikes around, and we have some good sidewalks and hills so I figured I'd give it a try. That was a mistake! Holy crap I forgot how difficult it was to ride a regular bike. I haven't done it in, uh, fifteen years? I gave up self propelled transportation at an early age thanks to my facination with motorcycles. I *should* have taken my motorcycle for a ride, but hindsight is twenty-twenty. Not wanting to just quit and go home, I rode for a couple of miles, returned exhausted, sore, and in pain (who the hell designs the seats for these things?). Next, I decided I hadn't read in a while and maybe needed to take it up again. I found a book I bought for one of my English classes years ago that I hadn't read (but I did write a book report on it, and got an A, even though I didn't know anything about it, go American education).

The Christmas Village Surprise
(originally written in 2005, occurred around 1997 - treasured in my heart forever.) I love Christmas. I named my daughter Savannah NOELLE, thats how much I love Christmas. I spend hours of my life's moments creating an idealistic miniature Christmas Village every year. I painted the buildings myself. Farm animals stand next to hay bales in mangers near the barn festooned in evergreen bows. A toy shop window glints with carefully painted shiny toys. A church stands on a hill created with a shoebox laid under the mantel of angel hair snow. Pine trees line a small town square where a trio of Christmas carolers are standing side by side with their carol books in their hands, mouths wide open in whats obviously one hell of a loud rendition of "O Come All Ye Faithful". A fiddle player stands nearby, his elbow high as he draws his bow across his instrument. A drummer boy beats a rat a tat tat while his dog sits nearby, a bow tied to his collar. One day I came home and stopped to admi

Thinking Out Loud
I see a lot of my friends settling down, having families, and they are perfectly happy. I think that is amazing. Contrary, I see a lot of my friends morbid, depressed, and broken from a failed relationship and/or marriage. Some people I know not just my friends or family, but some people in general put all of their happiness into someone else. My beliefs are shared by some but are disagreed by some of my peers and even one of my professor’s in school. My argument is: I do not believe that true happiness is reached by a significant other or by “being in love.” I believe in love, of course-- but I believe more in self worth and happiness from within. So many people put all of their time, their dreams, their money and more into another person and completely lose themselves. It is a nice gesture but you’re setting yourself up for disappointment. At any time in life the people you love most can walk away. You know what you will be left with? Yourself. You have to learn to love yourself s

My So-called Fubar "friends"
You can all kiss my ass dont any one of you EVER fuckin EVER ask me for shit again dont beg for a bling dont ask for a blast youre all fuckin selfish, greedy begging bastards i hope half of you fuckin delete me but i know most of you wont even read this so everyone in my friends list, except Kweenbitch, cuz she helped me out the rest of you, fuckin goto hell this all stems from the auction i was in i blogged, i posted stauts, i shouted some of you, i visited most of your pages and i got 3 fuckin bids 2 of which werent from my friends i sold for 400k fubucks if i could take away the blasts ive bought, or the bling ive sent i would cuz you all fuckin suck may icicles be shoved up your asses for christmas FUCK OFF

Ho Ho Ho
Happy Holidays to all my wonderful friends! You guys are all a part of my every day life and it wouldn't be the same without you. You make me smile, laugh, gasp, cringe, and tingle! I love you crazy people who live inside my puter! :P ♥♥♥

Blind In Texas
BLIND IN TEXAS (Lawless) An El Paso hellhole, I couldn't get much higher White lightning moonshine, tastes like fire I drank for free till I couldn't see I fell on the floor, what I said is I'm blind in Texas, the lone star is hot tonight I'm blind in Texas, the cowboys have taken my eyes I drank Dallas whiskey and lost my mind Had high-balls in Houston, three for a dime Everything starts to spin, loaded on gin I fell out the door, what I said is I'm blind in Texas, the lone star is hot tonight I'm blind in Texas, the cowboys have taken my eyes San Antonio and the West Texas town El Paso Corpus Christi and Waco, the Yellow Rose is wild Hey dude, let's party Raisin hell in Austin just after sundown When the hoose-gow police decided to come round- they said "Boy what's the matter with you, what you trying to do?" I looked at the man and I said I'm blind in Texas, the lone star is hot tonight I'm blind in Texas, I'm blind

I F**k Like A Beast
ANIMAL (FUCK LIKE A BEAST) (Lawless) I got pictures of naked ladies Lying on their beds I whiff that smell and sweet convulsion Starts a-Swelling inside my head I'm making artificial lovers for free I start to howl I'm in heat I moan and growl and the hunt drives me crazy I fuck like a Beast I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I'm on the prowl and i watch you closely I lie waiting for you I'm the wolf with the sheepsskins clothing I lick my chops and your tasting good I do whatever i want to, to ya I'll nail your ass to the sheets A pelvic thrust and the sweat starts to sting ya I fuck like a beast I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love I come round, round i come feel your love Tie you down, down i come steal your love Come ride, savage seduction Ride, ride, ride

Giving Back To My Family And Friend At Fubar!
I would just like to say thans to all of the people that has shown me love! up till this point and I hope to keep enjoying all the love, that you have shown and thank you! again I feel the love! and I will try my best to return the love! for all those who give it! I would like to if possible chat with some more of the ladies that are close to me or who travels to the NYC! area, for possible meeting mabey more! anyone interested can hit me on this site or email me at my email address "comminguphalftime at yah.. dot com"

Twas The Night Before The Fat Sonny Christmas (lol I Love Sonny He's Hilarious!)
Twas the night before Christmas And all through the Fu Not a creature was stirring Not even the Christmas Poo The Stocking bling were hung By the chimney with care In hopes that Fat Sonny Won't show up on a dare The fu's were nestled all snug in their beds While visions of Happy Hours Danced in their heads And Miss Mona in her kerchief And Steve in his cap Had just settled down For a long winter's fap....er nap When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from my laptop to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Locked up the shutters And hid my stash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave me shivers as I peeked At the scene below When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But 8 of Sonny's family Shaking with fear With a little old driver, so lively and funny I knew in a moment it must be Fat Sonny. More rapid than eagles his coursers they came, And he roared, and screamed, and called them by n

Winners Of Auto-11 Contest!
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 6 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES IN SIX DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY!DUE TO FUBAR COMMENTING CHANGE TO RATES TO HELP THE CONTESTANTS COUNT 5 PT AND COMMENTS WILL STILL COUNT THE SAME. RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE A

The Pledge
Time stands still in these ancient halls Only the castle itself can tell what it keeps Dark are the secrets between these walls Hidden in shadows of death while the sorceror sleeps Where is the morning where is the sun? A thousand years of midnight, the sunrise is gone An old man marked by a life so long Is sleeping so sweet while his magic is growing so strong Waiting still for new times to come A thousand years to see if he has won Where is the morning where is the sun? A thousand years of midnight the sunrise is gone What has he done? Why is he sleeping so long? He wants to live forevermore Soon is he young when will he open his eyes When he is strong enough to rule Back in our time goes the legend of a sorceror so old He drank the blood of the virgin to be reborn Soon a tyrant will conquer so spoke the wise Of the day when the sorceror will rise Blood is his wine the sorceror is cheating on time And he'll be stronger than before Cursed be the sun the

Blod Iron
BLOOD AND IRON The tangled web is slowly woven by feeble leaders mankind's chosen To satisfy their evil dreams the churning gears of war machines With iron will they tread across this burning speck of worthless dust Their metal standards now unfurled they purge the humans from their world Children of misery centuries long who walked with kings now walk alone They lie in fear a million deep like cringing herds of human sheep

What Next?
Power outage in Downtown Spokane Posted: Dec 24, 2008 06:17 PM SPOKANE, Wash. - Right now power is out to areas of Downtown Spokane. Fire officials say an underground vault exploded in the area of Sprague and Monroe. ======================= Showing this on the news, says its a sub-terrarium vault that exploded... showing smoke from the sidewalks and we have a snow storm going on :-/

Merry Christmas From Maryland
Well, here I am, in an extremely bittersweet position. I am in Maryland freezing my ass off. Yes it was cold in Texas, but it is fricking frigid here in the DPRM. Merry Christmas ya'll. My kids have grown too danged much.

It's Near The Day Of 25
Magic rooster man Has the master plan Indeed a friend of Peter Pan and Captain Crunch Who spied on the taliban and got paid a bunch In many ways The legandary knowledge stays Dreaming of a different day All the cards and lotto tickets to play The bird version of the magic eight ball Never losing a beat last time we recall Predicting weather and crazy things to come Only while having another cup of rum It's christmas time and he and others will have a cup or more of cheer With food, many different types of alcohol and beer Always visiting people we really dont know Trading presents, jokes and memories that should not go Cock a doodle doo Rooster man has some advice for me and you Appreciate what we have and who we know Never knowing when things change and the time people have to go Rooster man knows most of all Recovering from good times and the pressures of his morning wake up call Thets all enjoy ourselves and have a grand holiday As we all including r

This Is For The Guys
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl 'Will you marry > me?' > > The girl said, 'NO!' > > And the guy lived happily ever after and rode motorcycles > and went fishing and hunting and played golf a lot and > drank beer and scotch and left the toilet seat up and > farted whenever he wanted to. > > > THE END

Put Up The Christmas Tree 2day...
so pops is all fuct up without mom here....so i put up the tree 2day.....and realized that last year...mom put up these ornaments... so it was pretty rough.....but someone has to do it. cuz mom wouldnt want us to be misrable on christmas.... the hardest about the last day or so was...wrapping presents for my sister that my mom actually bought her before she died. so my sis is getting presents from mom this christmas..... and its gonna be rough on them really really bad....so im doing my best to keep it together. ....someone has to! so with th@ merry christmas to all.....and ttyl ppl. RP

Ldc Family Love, For The Week Of 12-24-08 Plz Comment After You Read
Please show each of these members love this week……~Metal Baby~CLUB F.A.R.Team Captain~ (#1 FAMILY) Team Greatness~LDC Family~Vampyrez Rave Vixenz~@ fubarDJ Darkside~*~DJ @ Cell Block 69~*~ *WnC* ~*~ LDCF member ~*~@ fubarJon@ fubar

Far Beyond Driven 42
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Best Little Whore In Wyoming
Ok everyone, time for me to call on your services once more. My good friend Stacy had some issues with fubar and was left with no other choice but to commit fuicide and start over fresh today. She's the sweetest little whore you'll ever meet and if you ever get to hear her voice you'll totally fall in love with her! She's fucking green!! She's only a level 8 and she was almost to fu-king before she started over! Everyone go rate the shit out of her and give her lots of love. I'm sure she'd appreciate some bling and VIP but all I'm asking for is a few rates and fans for her :P (By the way, 1's make her wet) Here is her clicky: stace@ fubar Now get to work!

Hvorfor Norge?
Takk for at du spurte. Jeg tror grunnen dels er svært enkel: Tolkien skjønte hva som skulle skje. Og det beste å gjøre i en slik sammenheng er å ønske problemet så langt bort som mulig. Norge ligger mytologisk langt unna England, samtidig har vi en viss makt over dem fordi vikingene invaderte. Vi er på ett plan deres storebror og vi er de som historisk har mulighet til å hanskes med et slikt vannvidd som Tolkien beskriver. Noen vil si at det vannviddet befinner seg utenfor vår egen stuedør. Vi har også sett på Brix Smith som en annen variant av Kleopatra-monsteret som kommer på besøk til England, influert av Nancy Sprungen. Den neste i den arverekken var Courtney Love forresten så det er ikke sikkert dere burde holde for hardt på deres kjære Ux... Tilbake til Brix. Hun har samme etternavn som Mark E Smith selvfølgelig og det satte henne ganske sikkert på ideen. Dessuten er sammenhengen mellom Fall og Brix morsom i utgangspunktet. Men bare i utgangspunktet. Mark er

Xmas Eve Lights In The Sky
I ENTERED MY SHOP THIS MORNING AROUND 6 AM I WAS THE FIRST ONE THERE THAT MENT NO ONE WANTED TO BE AWAY FOR THE EVE OF NITE UPON US THOUGH THEY ALL HAD NO OPTION BUT TO BE THERE INCLUDING MYSELF .......I GOT READY TO GO TO THE FIELD IN THE RAIN WITH THE JUST FOR XMAS I WAS TOLD YOU ARE IN TODAY BY THE TOP ...HUH....BUT THE WEATHER IS BAD ...IT WET ITS COLD ITS XMAS ..SIR...YOU ARE IN TODAY .......SO WITH THAT I GET THE BOYS READY FOR THIER DAY AND SEND THEM OFF IN THE RAIN THINKING OF HOW PEOPLE COME AND GO IN LIFE AS MY TRAVELS MOVE ON AND ON THROUGH THE COUNTY SIDE ....NOT KNOWING WHERE THE ROADS END OR KNOWING HOW /WHAT TURNS MAY LIE AHEAD ....WHERE SHALL THE RIVERS SAID AND WITH THAT THE TRUCKS DISAPEAR IN THE BLINDING RAIN ........

Relxaing Christmas? Proably Not
1. Morning...Presents at my parents 2. Late Morning...Go to Grams nursing home 3. Noonish...Early dinner with Cousins and presents there 4. Early Evening...Choke down some food at mama Uthman's and open presents and hope no one fights 5. Still Early Evening...Go and pick up Papa Neely 6. Go back to my parents house for stockings and more deserts and WINE!! 7. Pass out halfway up the stairs, awake next year, lol

It's A Boy!
OMG I was sooo nervous, wondering what I was having and the same question was being asked a lot. What is it? Well I found out in the 18th that I am having a boy, a very active boy at that. Iwouldnt be surprised if my insides are bruised at the end of the pregnancy. LoL Sean and I are doing great, getting ready to move to North Carolina and start over. Thinks for the most part have been pretty cool. Except for when my ex moved out without warning to anyone, leaving us stranded with all of his bills. When we tried to get him to talk to us, he didnt have the balls to tell the truth about why he was moving out, but he did have the balls to let me know that if he (my ex) had gotten me pregnant he would still leave me anyway because family life is for people who actually give a shit and he doesnt give two shits about me and he hates kids. Which I found to be a lie because the woman he is dating has kids. Your guess is as good as mine. Well this is Sean and mine's first chris

For Those Who Do/have Served
“THE SOLDIERS NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS” (this version) By Major Bruce W. Lovely (With apologies to Clement Moore who first wrote this story for his children in 1822) Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His fa

Fucking Burglars Beware
My Electric fence We have the standard 6ft. fence in the backyard, and a few months ago, I heard about burglaries increasing dramatically in the entire city. To make sure this never happened to me, I got an electric fence and ran a single wire along the top of the fence. Actually, I got the biggest cattle charger Tractor Supply had, made for 26 miles of fence. I then used an 8 ft. long ground rod, driven 7.5 feet into the ground. The ground rod is the key, with the more you have in the ground, the better the fence works. One day I'm mowing the back yard with my cheapo Wal-Mart 6hp bigwheel push mower. The hot wire is broken and laying out in the yard. I knew for a fact that I unplugged the charger. I pushed the mower around the wire and reached down to grab it, to throw it out of the way. It seems as though I hadn't remembered to unplug it after all. Now I'm standing there, I've got the running lawnmower in my right hand and the 1.7 giga volt send-your-Delorea

Advice For Men Buying Gifts For Women
Advice for Men on Holiday Gifts for Your Woman: Guys, you need to give your woman SOMETHING for the holidays. Try not to stress out about what to give her. Anything is better than no gift at all. You do need to gift-wrap your gift. Give it to her in a loving moment that is set aside just for giving her this gift. Don't just hand it to her in an off-hand way. If you're at a loss for what to say, keep it simple. "This is for you. Merry Christmas." (Or Happy Hanukkah, Happy Valentines Day, or Happy Birthday! These phrases have stood the test of time!) Just make sure you're looking in her eyes when you say those words. Here are my 7 Gift Guidelines for you men. The first 6 apply to a woman you have a romantic interest in. Tip 7 is for when you want to keep things less personal, at least for now. Tip #1: This is NOT the time to make frugality your number one concern. This is the time to go the extra mile - IF you can. If you are a starving artist, however

Tired
tired of ppl blaming me for shit other ppl do and thinkin i am doin something wrg that i am not it is suppose to be a happy time of year and all i can do is feel down in the dumps because of all the bs that is going on i mean if you want to yell at me for not talkin to you then god dang it un block me and open your own mouth sh*t and i not doing anything wrg if your name don't come to my mouth the first words i say forgive me and get over it sh*t i am not workin at the present and we are always together not like i have time to mess around or anything i love you with all my heart if thats not enough let me know and we can figure out what to do i haven't changed a bit since we came into this relationship u fell in love with the alcoholic that i was then and i am still that alcoholic i will never change and never go anywhere the sooner u realize that the better off you will be because then we can go to the next level with our relationship. until i feel our relationship is to it's fullest

(hello Moria) En Sau! Løp For Livet!!!
Tolkien var en lingvist, og han var en ekspert på norrønt og nordisk. Det er mer enn sannsynlig at han benyttet seg av den kunnskapen i Ringenes Herre. I tillegg var han katolikk. Den eneste mulige måten å nærme seg både kristendommen og Egypt. Vi har sett at Jesus fordømmer tilbedelse av Amon. Og at han gjør det utfra sine forutsdetninger er forståelig. Det var den direkte årsaken til Egypts fall. Da Egypt gikk under var dessuten Amon smeltet bort sammen med andre guder til Re som den eneste. Sauen er sånn sett en del av den brennende heksegryta som Gollum kaster ringen ned i. Sola og Amon er i den avsluttende mytologien i Egypt sammenfallendde. Jesus må utfra sione forutsetninger fornekte Amon. Men Kleopatra kan umulig gjøre det ettersom Amon var veien til en kvinnelig styrer av Egypt. "Sau" i Sauron betyr derfor nettopp en sau. Og at det er et bilde på en kvinnelig kraft burde være opplagt. Om Tolkien henviser til Amon er derimot ikke sikkert. Men som bilde på u

Gfr 18
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Warrior Warrior is out of Los Angeles, California. They have a record label with Reality Entertainment. The band members are Parramore McCarty, Joe Floyd, AC Alexander, Rob Farr, and Dave DuCey. Their influences are Life, Music, Egypt, Star Wars and Extra-Terrestrial Encounters. The band has four albums: The Wars of Gods and Men, The Code of Life, Ancient Future and Fighting For The Earth. They are in the process of making a new album. They will be returning to Europe next summer to play the Prestigious Bang Your Head Festival in Balingen, Germany, which is one of the premier metal events in the world!!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Warrior!!!!

Gfr 17
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Madlife Madlife is from the United States. They have a record label with MADLIFE Entertainment. The band members are Phill, Isaiah, Jim and T. Madlife is as harsh as the world we live in. There is no whining in this band’s audio assault. Inside Madlife's music you’ll find powerful vocals, aggressive guitars, and industrial sounding technology. Bands such as Ministry, White Zombie, NIN, KMFDM, and more recently Rammstein and Static X have helped to influence the creations of Madlife. They are currently in the studio recording their third release "Angry Sonnets For The Soul." They will follow up with an international tour. Madlife will continue to captivate people with their powerful live shows. Madlife has been able to play with such bands as Adema, Kottonmouth Kings, and Prong. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Madlife!!!!!

My Great Aunt
I got news that my great aunt has pneumonia, on top of emphazema, and has been sent home from the hospital to pretty much die. She never really fought the emphazema. She still smoked and most of the time she just kept her oxygen tank, which was sitting to a dozen other oxygen tanks, on while she smoked. So this is pretty much what she wanted. She's incohearent right now, so she won't know we're there to see her when we go up this weekend. We're going up to pretty much say our goodbyes, but to check on my great grandmother, who isn't taking burying one of her children so easily. I may be on and off, depending on how many times we go up there and how long it is before my great aunt dies. That's just the update. I have a Christmas dinner to go to, so I need to go change my shirt. Mine smells like baby formula. Merry Christmas. Keep your loved ones dear.

Update
So, I dont know what all went down exactly, but CarX never towed my car. The state police did when they found it at 9 o clock last night. So now we have to pay for my car to get towed twice, on top of the repair cost. At least we know where my car is now. But seriously wtf?

Heart Breaker
Heart Breaker You are a heart breaker a dream taker You lied to get what you want Now you I no longer want I thought we had a chance but I guess it was not a true romance I loved you with all my heart All you did was tear it apart You are a heart breaker this is true You are the heart breaker that used to make my skies so blue You are the heart breaker that has locked my hearts door That door is now locked forevermore You are the heart breaker that took the love away You are the heart breaker who has made my blue skies gray You are a heart breaker and I hope and pray That someone breaks you heart and you feel how I feel today

Thank You Everyone!
Hi Everyone! I wanted to write this to thank everyone for making my first Auto 11's a very good one! I joined this site for the second time about a month ago and I have to say that I have met some very wonderful and amazing people that I can call my friends now. I want to give a shot out to all the Ladies of Dangerous Curves, you all are the Sh*t. I also want to thank my "auntie" Grlskikass2 for supporting me so much on this site and making my experience on here such a great one! Love you mama and thanks for my first Auto 11's. Check her out! She is #1 in my family! Now, so many of you rated so many of my pictures. I couldn't believe how many of you rated ALL of them... I truly wish I could give BLING to each and everyone of you but I just can't. I am randomly doing the bling and the special picutres that I promiced some of you will be uploaded to my NSFW folder tonite so check em out. I will although visit everyones page and rate ur pictures. There are a lot of you so it will

Playful?
I find it hilarious that though my profile specifically states I'm in a relationship, and reading the actual information states that I want nothing to do with the horny idiots on the site, douchebags who refuse to read keep making vulgar passes at me. Read my lips: I. AM. NOT. INTERESTED. STOP. FUCKING. ASKING. GO. DIE. IN. A. CAR. FIRE. Thank you, that is all. Happy Holidays. Also, for the people who AREN'T worthless cuntfucks, I'll be on XBox Live most of tonight. Feel free to add me: GoddessOfVoid66

Wicked
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Hha
A hillbilly went hunting one day in Kentucky and bagged three ducks. He put them in the bed of his pickup truck and was about to drive home when he was confronted by an ornery game warden who didn't like hillbillies. The game warden ordered to the hillbilly to show his hunting license, and the hillbilly pulled out a valid Kentucky hunting license. The game warden looked at the license, then reached over and picked up one of the ducks, sniffed its butt, and said, 'This duck ain't from Kentucky . This is a Tennessee duck. You got a Tennessee huntin' license, boy?' The hillbilly reached into his wallet and produced a Tennessee Hunting license. The game warden looked at it , then reached over and grabbed the second duck, sniffed its butt, and said, 'This ain't no Tennessee duck. This duck's from Mississippi . You got a Mississippi license?' The Hillbilly reached into his wallet and produced a Mississippi Hunting license. The warden then reached over and picked up the third duck,

Takk
Julaften er dagen for gaver. Og jeg fikk min livs gave allerede dagen før. Bidragsyterne var egentlig ingen. Og gaven var også ikke eksisterende. Men de som jeg ikke nevner vet hvem de er. Jeg møtte en evenukk igår. Og som møtet med fyren på biljardpuben må det ha vært bestemt for lenge siden. Jeg nevnte at den sistnevnte hadde bestemt seg for kjønnsoperasjon, og at det var noe som jeg reagerte med fortvilese på. Jeg var overbevist om at han var en gutt tvers igjennom. Drevet til nødløsninger i forhold til en familievold han ikke forsto. Det er ikke umulig at moren hans hadde vært skurken i den historien. Jeg regner tvert i mot med at det er sannsynlig. Jeg trenger vel ikke nevne at han hadde langt lyst hår. Grunnen til at jeg idag takker Ingen for Ingenting er at møtet med gårsdagens evenukk gjorde det klart hinsides enhver tvil at jeg har hatt dette som et underliggende mareritt. Jeg var redd for å bli hjemsøkt av fyren. Jeg har hatt en viss redsel for lyshåre

Merry Christmas Everyone!!
This blog goes out to everyone... I just want to take the time to let you all know that each and everyone of you that are reading this mean the world to me... You all have made a difference in my life in one way or anouther... Thank you all for being there for me this year and on into the new year!! I love you all!! And thank you all for everything you all have done!! Angel, DJ NiteScreem, DJ Smucking Funt, DJ Dazed, Virtigo, Pastel, DJ Reverend Dracul, DJ DC_wolf_DC (A.K.A Wolfie) Demon, TaintedRage, !DJ! RockStarr549, DJ Sandman, Rooster, DJ Insanity, Blunt, Omega, And Everyone else that has been there for me this last year/Few months... You all mean a lot to me!!! Take Care and have a very Merry Christmas and a Drunken New Year!!!

Christmas Poem Funny As Hell!!
A Christmas Poem 'Twas the night before Christmas, and God it was neat The kids were both gone, and my wife was in heat The doors were all bolted, and the phone off the hook It was time for some nooky, by hook or by crook. Momma in her teddy, and I in the nude. Had just hit the bedroom and reached for the lube When out on the lawn there arose such a cry, That I lost my boner and poor momma went dry. Up to the window I sprang like an elf, Tore back the shade while she played with herself. The moon on the crest of the snowman we'd built, Showed a broom up his ass, clean up to the hilt. When what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a rusty old sleigh and eight mangy reindeer. With a fat little driver, half out of his sled, A sock in his ear, and a bra on his head. Sure as I'm speaking, he was as high as a kite. And he yelled to his team, but it didn't sound right. Whoa Shithead, whoa Asshole, whoa Stupid, whoa Putz, Either slow down this rig or I'l

Mesmerized
Your eyes, your eyes, how they mesmerize. Can not catch a breath my heart pounds so, I fear near death. To lie within that embrace, behold the emotion upon my face. The tips of desire dance upon my skin, you torture me yet again. Stepping close to stir the desire, walking away from the unquenched fire. How do you spend yourself, all the hours alone? Can not drown your memory, as heavy as a stone. Stay away, hard as it may be, it takes less than a second for it all to come rushing back upon me. You come in to view, All that I know is you. You look at me so pure, so true and all that I know is everything I could ever be is what I become when you look at me. I could never have imagined and yet you are everything I ever dreamed. Nothing was right nor what it seemed, Until that moment I looked in to your eyes, I've been falling ever since, mesmerized.

My Son
Monday my son josh and i went into the hospital because of his pneumonia in his right lung. But because of that he was not eating and drinking properly. So him and I have been in the hospital since Monday, got home early today. Just trying to get back into the routines that me and my children are use to. That and since it is Christmas Eve I have a lot to do. I have to get the tree decorated and the living room picked up and get my kids to bed early. So much to do and so little time. I wish that there were more time in the day than what there is. If there were more time in the day I would have everything done already. But right now my son and I are just trying to relax and everything. So yeah I will be on and off for the next few days.

Girlfriend Application
Ok, I know this is gonna sound stupid, but hey, it's worth a shot. Ok, first off, I just want to say that yeah, this is for real. Apply. So anyways, I am looking for someone between the ages of 21 to 25, has a job, at least a high school diploma, and likes dogs. I don't mind drinkers or smokers, I can handle that. Please, no drug users. No STD's, no current children, and willing to share a place. I would prefer you have your own car, but I am willing to share. I work full time and have my own place with my little dog. I cook and clean. If you feel you have a good persona and are willing to be with someone that is loyal, caring, honest, and will do what is needed to make it work. Let me know, leave your comment, a little bit bout yourself, and lets talk!!! Ciao for now!!!

Remembering
on the way home from work today, i listened to bullet for my valentine. good band if you like that sort of thing. one song i heard just before i got home was 10 years today. lyrics: Ten years ago, I got a call that nearly killed me Repeat yourself my hands are shaking When I was told my friend was gone I felt so guilty A thousand questions left unanswered I'll bleed if you want me to I'll serenade before I do I'll bleed if you want me to On and on although you’re gone Candles burn without a flame on Our final call to you - I know you’re listening How could you leave us that way Where did you go, ten years today Ten years ago, I stood beside the wood that held you I must sit down my legs are shaking We let you go, with gifts and plectrums for your journey And melodies to help you on your way I'll bleed if you want me to I'll serenade before I do I'll bleed if you want me to On and on although you’re gone Candles burn without a flame on Our final call to

Unbreakable Chain Train
Welcome to the Unbreakable Chain Train!! Alright Fu's you know how we do!!! As usual we're going to rate, fan & add each rider to be added yourself BUT this is a very very special train.... January 3rd is Unbreakable's birthday!! So if you allready have that rider re-rate & remind them that you're "Celebrating Unbreakable's Birthday!" She's an amazing woman An amazing friend, she's been to hell and back So let's do this right ppl feel friend to send her some extra love, gifts, blings, crushes, blasts are all appreciated!! Lets get the party started!! rate this folder Unbreakable SweetPeabayba 'T' Drillin Deep ~TINK~ ~Autumn Princess~ GnbRebel

Patiently
Waiting Patiently I am here waiting as patiently As I can for the one that says he Loves me Waiting patiently For him to Tell me how much he loves me and that He can’t live without me Waiting patiently For that person To come and sweep me off my feet and Take to a place where my heart And soul lies which is in His arms for him to hold me tight And tell me that there is nothing In this world I wouldn’t do for me Waiting patiently For him to ask me to marry Him till death do us part And promise me that There will be no one Or nothing that will Make him stop Loving me for me

Caution!!! Must Read!!!!!!!!!
Thought y'all should read this in case you're thinking of installing an electric fence! We have the standard 6ft. fence in the backyard, and a few months ago, I heard about burglaries increasing dramatically in the entire city. To make sure this never happened to me, I got an electric fence and ran a single wire along the top of the fence. Actually, I got the biggest cattle charger Tractor Supply had, made for 26 miles of fence. I then used an 8 ft. long ground round, drove 7.5 feet into the ground. The ground rod is the key, with the more you have in the ground, the better the fence works. One day I'm mowing the back yard with my cheapo Walmart 6hp bigwheel pushmower. The hot wire is broken and laying out in the yard. I knew for a fact that I unplugged the charger. I pushed the mower around the wire and reached down to grab it, to throw it out of the way. It seems as though I hadn't remembered to unplug it after all. Now I'm standing there, I've got the running law

Why Jesus Is Better Than Santa Claus
Santa lives at the North Pole ... JESUS is everywhere. Santa rides in a sleigh ... JESUS rides on the wind and walks on the water. Santa comes but once a year ... JESUS is an ever present help. Santa fills your stockings with goodies ... JESUS supplies all your needs. Santa comes down your chimney uninvited ... JESUS stands at your door and knocks, and then enters your heart when invited. You have to wait in line to see Santa ... JESUS is as close as the mention of His name. Santa lets you sit on his lap ... JESUS lets you rest in His arms. Santa doesn't know your name, all he can say is "Hi little boy or girl, what's your name?" ... JESUS knew our name before we were born... Not only does He know our name, He knows our address too. He knows our history and future and He even knows how many hairs are on our heads. Santa has a belly like a bowl full of jelly ... JESUS has a heart full of love All Santa can offer is HO HO HO ... JESUS offers he

You Know That You Are Addicted To Coffee When...
17. You can jump start your car without cables. 16. You answer the door before people knock. 15. You get a speeding ticket even when you are parked. 14. You've worn out your third pair of shoes this week. 13. Your eyes stay open even when you sneeze. 12. You grind coffee beans in your mouth. 11. You can type sixty words per minute -- with your feet. 10. You soak your dentures in coffee overnight. 9. You sleep with your eyes open. 8. You have a picture of your coffee mug on your coffee mug. 7. Instant coffee takes too long to make. 6. You channel surf faster without the remote. 5. You don't sweat... you percolate. 4. You've built a miniature city out of little plastic stirrers. 3. You short out motion detectors. 2. You walk twenty miles on your treadmill before you realize it's not plugged in. and last but not least... 1. The only time you are standing still is during an earthquake!

Happy Christmas Everyone!
I just wanted to take this opportunity and wish all my friends a wonderful Christmas and a prosperous new year! Fubar has had its ups and downs and at times I've wondered why I am still here? the reason is easy cause of the true friends that I have on here that I know I would miss! I dont know about you but a lot has happened this year, I moved practically twice in a year! went on holiday, came back to a mammoth decorating challenge! as I lot of you know when we moved we had to completely do the whole house! some still isnt finished! We've met several of our fu friends, like Chrisie, Adam (Chains301) and Tracey (Tra71)! and hope to meet them again next year plus several more of you from here too! :-) Anyway, I could ramble on and on about what I have done this year, which is probably why it seems to have rushed by so quickly! Christmas is for family and friends so from me to you all thank you for your friendships which I treasure, I wish you all a very merry Chr

So Stressed Over Christmas
Christmas is suppose to be joyous its suppose to be the best but right now i want to scream i want to shout i want to say fuck it Christmas is so stressing me out right i am so ready for it all to be over for life to move on for everything to get back o normal i swear in the past weeks i have hated Christmas more then i ever have i use to be one of these people that love everything about Christmas now i cant wait for it to be over is it just a sign that i am getting to old for holidays or just means that i am too stressed

Single Agine
well my so called wife gave me a bullshit story about her grandmother being on her death bed, so she gose up 4 states away, and 10 days later i get a certifide letter that happened to be devorce papers, turns out she was shacked up with some other dude, that was my chistmas gift from her, Hope all your chistmas gose better then mine

Fu-marriage
Please, Someone write me a message explaining what is involved with a Fu-Marriage..... How to got about getting someone to marry you How do you set things up Where to have it What happens after the wedding I need help.................................... Thank You, Howie

Hazeleyed Soldier Is Having A Happy Hour!!!
HAZELEYED SOLDIER IS HOSTING A HAPPY HOUR AT 4 PM FUBAR TIME AND ALSO HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ SPANK HAZELEYED SOLDIER HARD WHILE HE IS ON R & R FROM IRAQ!!! Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ

How Sexy Are You Survey
How Sexy Are You You scored 45% which makes you Slightly Sexy "You have a few tricks up your sleves but there is plenty of room to improve. Try a few new things and let you hair down a bit." How Sexy Are You? Find out at Quizopolis.com

Shocking
This was submitted by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket > Taser" for their anniversary. Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety.... WAY TOO COOL! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave.

Another Christmas Survey
Another Xmas Survey Do you like christmas? - yes What is your favorite christmas song? - Christmas in Dixie What is your favorite christmas movie? - Yes Virginia There is a Santa Claus Do you still believe in Santa? - absolutly Do you put up a christmas tree? - yes Real or Fake? - real Do you celebrate Christmas Eve? - yes Do you still hang up stockings? - yes Were you naughty or nice this year? - nice lol Who do you usually get gifts for? - everyone Will you have a bf/gf this christmas? - hopefully Can you name all the Reindeer? - yes Do you like snow? - love it Have you ever kissed in the snow? - yes Ice skating or sleigh ride? - sleigh ride Sledding or snowball fight? - both What do you think Christmas is really all about? - love,life and giving Do you hang mistletoes in your house? - yes Have you ever been kissed under a mistletoe? - no What is your favorite holiday memory? - watching my grandchildren on Christmas morning Take This Another Xmas Survey and o

Kitchen
Just the sound of your breath makes me gasp and my legs warm. My heart flutters little memories of childhood fantasies of “Happily Ever After”, and I just lay in wait. My breasts ache. They longed to be touched, caressed, molded, suckled into prime condition, knowing their place in the grand scheme of things. My body heat rises, and my heart starts to pulse even stronger than ever. So hot. So sweaty. So warm and inviting. Your arms. How I wish that I could be in them now. To have them wrapped around me in a tight embrace, only to be flipped around and have my dress hiked up to my hips. My thong ripped off , and shoes kicked to the other side of the room, he presses me up against the wall, grabbing my leg and pulling it up to my chest. I take a deep breath in as his fingers slide into me…teasing me, giving me just that hint of what more to expect. My fingers work their way through his belt, and then moved to undo his breaches. Sliding my fingers down his hips

Special Dedication To Shadowwalker
Randomly we started talking one day and now we are great friends! You make a smile appear on my face each day when you take a minute to say "hi" to me. And when the world has me down its as if you know without me saying a word. Sending me sweet messages or a text when I need them most. You are a sweet guy even though you get the shitty end of the deal most the time. I hope that never changes...you being sweet that is. For having a friend as sweet as you makes my life a small bit easier. Thank you fo being my friend!

The Suicide Solution
Life Seems so easy, To come and to go Pain leads to heartache Please say it isn’t so. Times are getting tough, Never knowing definite to do- Just when you think you’ve got it down, Cant follow enough to see it through. Sometimes love just isn’t enough Seems to rip you apart inside. Trying to put it together again, Leads to a different ride. It’s the Suicide Solution, Which is only a complex illusion- Just another escape route Try to take it another good bout. It is the Suicide Solution- Just a stupid quest of desertion, If you try to keep your head above, I will stand by you with all my love. Please don’t tell me good bye… I cant take it- I just might cry- Hold me tight and tell me your woes, I will hold your own on your foes. It only takes one more day to walk through- Don’t you know what you can do? One minute in time will you see… What life can truly hope to be. It’s the Suicide Solution, Which is only a complex illusion- Just another esca

Healthy Level Of Insanity
How to Maintain A Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At lunch time, sit in your parked car with sunglasses on and point a hair dryer at passing cars. See if they slow down. 2. Page yourself over the intercom. Don't disguise your voice! 3. Every time someone asks you to do something, ask if they want fries with that. 4. Put decaf in the coffee maker for 3 weeks. Once everyone has gotten over their caffeine addictions, switch to espresso. 5. In the memo field of all your checks, write 'For Marijuana' 6. Skip down the hall rather than walk and see how many looks you get. 7. Order a diet water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 8. Specify that your drive-through order is 'To Go'. 9. Sing along at the opera. 10. Five days in advance, tell your friends you can't attend their party because you have a headache. 11. When the money comes out the ATM, scream 'I won! I won!' 12. When leaving the zoo, start running towards the parking lot, ye

Our Server Is Down
THIS MORNING I RECIEVED AN EMAIL FROM OUR HOSTING COMPANY...... New Shoutcast Server ShoutcastPRO and its parent company Eastside-Hosting used the services of AlphaRed as a Dedicated Server Provider, Yesterday all AlphaRed clients received the following e-mail. â€œThis Morning December, 23 2008 at 9:30 AM CST, Alpha Red, Inc. entered Chapter 7 Bankruptcy. Doug Brickley of LECG was appointed the Chapter 7 Trustee. The receiver's duties are to liquidate the assets of Alpha Red and collect past due balances from Alpha Red's current and former clients. The business will not continue. All services including power, bandwidth, and technical support will be shutdown at 9:00 AM CST on December 24, 2008, tomorrow. We will begin shutting down servers this evening around 8:00 PM CST, December 23, 2008 starting with accounts which have outstanding/past due balances.â€ Our AlphaRed account is current, a new datacenter inquired AlphaRed and all their clients, but only current clients

Special Dedication To Beautiful Angel
You have always been there for me. Even when things suck for you, you have been a dear friend to me! We have been so close for so long its as if we are sisters not best friends. Love and heart breaks, birthdays and moves...we have been through it all. Theres not much we dont tell each other. I dont feel as I have told you how greatful I am to have you in my life though. Even though Ive been distant lately you are still my girl! The one who would help me think up an evil revenge against the one who's hurt me or a sweet thank you to the one who's shown me great respect. I would trust you ith my most valuable information and possesions. You are my firend, my girl, and my sister. Today, tomorrow, and forever I will love you and hold you dear! Thank you for always being there!

Special Dedication To Jinzo71
Im sitting here trying to put our friendship in words. Never realized it would be so hard. You are an amazing guy! Always there for me when I need a friend. Trying to make a bad day good or a good day great. Never asking for anything in return. I honestly believe you accept me for the woman I am. Not wanting to change anything about me. You know more tahn most yet you dont run away. The friendship you have give me is really unexplainable! Thank you for bieng such a great friend. I hope one day I can do something to let you see how greatful I am to have you next to me!

Always
Always putting yourself down Like you arent a great guy But you are amazing Showing a girl great respect When most disrespect me I know I can count on you Bringing a smileto my face How do I make you see You really are someone special That you mean a lot to me Not enough words to express My apprecation for you Just know you are special And forever in my heart Always a dear friend Here is another one that could go to many of my guy friends on here. They are great to me. But it is also again more so for Jinzo71. Just my way of tellin him hes a special guy and a great friend to me.

A Whole New Meaning
Merry Christmas to all my fu family, friends, and fans!! This year has been a doozy!! I have been through hell and back and now the holidays have a whole new meaning. I am very fortunate to have met some amazing people on the fu! You know who you are....if I were to try to list all of you, I am sure I would miss someone. Friends got me through this year...through all the chemo and then surgery and even radiation. I have lost my hair and that was devastating to me, to be honest. I have not posted any new pics yet cause I just can't seem to get one I like. I promise I will get one up soon. Any whoooo....I just wanted to wish everyone on fubar a very merry Christmas! If you are not my friend yet.....now is the time to come on over and chat sometime..... ~~smooches~~

The Night Before Christmas
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Clement Clarke Moore or Henry Livingston 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, not even a mouse; The stockings were hung by the chimney with care, In hopes that St. Nicholas soon would be there; The children were nestled all snug in their beds, While visions of sugar-plums danced in their heads; And mamma in her 'kerchief, and I in my cap, Had just settled down for a long winter's nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew like a flash, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my wondering eyes should appear, But a miniature sleigh, and eight tiny reindeer, With a little old driver, so lively and quick, I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. More rapid

3 Of A Kind
some where out here is a woman lost she does not know where she belongs/// she knows not her true place is here and we cant help her right her wrongs/// this girl likes girls and would soo love mine and care equally for me/// yet shes never been here so she doesn't know yet that here is the place to be/// if and when she finds her way this house will be home again/// full of new hopes and dreams that only rise up and will not can not descend /// full of love trust a place to return after the longest of days /// and she will know this love and respect its power and know WE are not just a phase///

Friends Forever
Friends are forever You are always there Trying to make things right Even when you cant Promising to always behere When I need a friend You think the world of me And of my daughter I will never be able to thank you To show you how great you are Hopefully you already know Im greatful to have you in my life Glad to know I can count on you Friends are forever! This here could really go out to a few of my dear friends on here but the one I had in mind when I was writing it was a wonderful man you all may know as Jinzo71. He is a very special friend to me and I hope he understands that.

Merry Christmas!
Hello to all my Fubar Friends (and anyone else checking this out as well)! A big thank you to everyone who took the time to rate and comment on my "made for my friends" Christmas pictures! I'm glad to see that so many of you appreciated them! I figured it was the least I could do for all of my Fubar friends. And I have to say that I owe you all a big huge thank you for all of the gifts and bling that you've sent my way since then. You all are the greatest! A big Merry Christmas to you all, and in the immortal words of Tiny Tim: "God bless us, everyone!"