And under the tree there wasn't a sweet guy wrapped in x-mas wrapping with a bow. Poop.
I slept in for the first time this year. I knew there was nothing to be excited about. Didnt get to shop this year not being able to find a job.Didn't exactly get what I wanted for thought about or even needed. But why complain?
I'm alive and it's all that I need. But do I WANT it? Not right now. Sadly it's been a shitty month and I feel left out in the spirit ad giddy things. Would fake it but why bother if it isnt how I really feel?
There are better things out there than all the material bullshit but sometimes, I find it hard NOT to cling so much to what I know is bad for my health.Mentally.
