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Reflections
You know, time has a way of moving quickly and catching you unaware of the passing of years. It seems just yesterday that I was young, just married and embarking on my new life with my mate.And yet, in a way, it seems like eons ago, and I wonder where all the years went. I know that I lived them all..... And I have glimpses of how it was back then, and of all my hopes and dreams.....But, here it is.....the winter of my life and it catches me by surprise.... How did I get here so fast? Where did the years go and where did my babies go? And, where did my youth go? I remember well...... Seeing older people through the years and thinking that those older people were years away from me and that winter was so far off that I could not fathom it or imagine fully what it would be like. But, here it is..... Wife retired and she's really getting gray..... She moves slower and I see an older woman now. She's in better shape than me.....

Wifey- Boo- Bitch- Hoe ???
I know guys are gone be mad at me for this one but I just had to post this up here because it just is so true...Females need to pay close attention....There are many different ways that Males view their Female counter parts...and if you read this you will see where you fall in place with a nigga you're dealing with...you ladies say you want the truth so here it is....There are 4 titles that a WOMAN can hold in a MAN's life...WIFEY / BOO / BITCH / HOE...after you read this...which one are YOU...LOL 1)WIFEY is irreplaceable.. but she is the only one that is irreplaceable.. She is the girl that we love and will always love, and he never wants to see her with another man.. But.. He will cheat on her with BOO, BITCHES, and HOEs until we are mature enough to realize that if we lose WIFEY we will be screwed. 2) BOO is replaceable, she thinks she's WIFEY, but will NEVER be WIFEY because WIFEY was made WIFEY is irreplaceable.. she can NEVER replace her.. BOO tries to take WIFEY spot, b

Hvordan Skjønte Jødene At De Var På Sporet Av Noe?
De skjønte det på egypternes reaksjon selvfølgelig. Og det betyr at de ikke visste HVA de hadde avslørt. De var blitt kjeppjaget fra Egypt, med noen påfølgende hevntokter, og ante ikke hva galt de hadde gjort, ettersom de antagelig så seg selv som den forurettede parten. Med det utgangspunktet er det mulig å skjønne GT's oppbygning. Og med en viten om at de hadde kommet borti noe viktig med egypternes religion ville ethvert møte med dem senere føre til et ønske om å "skjønne mer". Du har sikkert opplevd dette selv. Hvis en person reagerer merkelig på et utsagn vil du gjerne finne ut hvorfor han gjør det. Og du gir deg ikke før du har hemmeligheten klistret opp på veggen hans. Sånn sett var dette et spørsmål om mulighet til makt og menneskenes innebygde mulighet til skadefro latterliggjøring av andre. Problemet var at de ikke kunne fortelle hemmeligheten selv. De kunne ikke benytte innsikten til noe. Jødene var stuck with God og kunne bare benytte Jahve som redningsm

Live Auction 12.2.08
-------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Come Join Us for Live Auction Take 2 LIVE AUCTION -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHERE: The Playground -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHEN: TUESDAY DECEMBER 2ND 9PM EST -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHAT: These fine staff members are up for grabs Come show them love at The Playground Auction Ctgirl™ sarabeana Dirty Whiskey Girl DJ_Amoris

Cindragon's Rants And Random Rumblings
I HAVE NOTICED THAT NO ONE IS VISITING DANGER'S PAGE... FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT ARE UNAWARE, DANGER IS EXTREMELY ILL, UNDER HOSPICE CARE, AND UNDERGOING CHEMOTHERAPY, FIGHTING FOR HER LIFE! HOW DO YOU THINK SHE FEELS WHEN SHE LOGS ON FOR THE FEW MINUTES THAT SHE IS ABLE, AND NO ONE HAS LEFT A COMMENT, OR BOTHERED TO RE-RATE HER PAGE? A LITTLE LOVE GOES A LONG WAY, FOLKS, PLEASE TRY TO HELP LIFT HER SPIRITS A LITTLE! EVERY ONE OF YOU IS A MEMBER OF A FAMILY...NO ONE SHOULD BE NEGLECTED! I AM NOT ONLY TALKING ABOUT DANGER, BUT I HAVE NOTICED THAT SOME OF YOU ARE NOT RATING THE MEMBER THAT WE ARE TRYING TO HELP LEVEL... WHATEVER DIFFERENCES YOU MAY HAVE WITH A MEMBER, IF THEY CANNOT BE RESOLVED, SUCK IT UP AND HELP THEM LEVEL, THEY WILL BE THERE TO HELP YOU AS WELL! THAT IS HOW WE ROLL!!! WOOT! I NEED FOR ALL OF THE MEMBERS TO MAKE CERTAIN THAT YOU HAVE KHANDY F/A/R'ED, SHE IS INACTIVE AT THIS TIME, DEALING WITH FAMILY STUFF, ONE OF OUR ORIGINAL MEMBERS WHO WILL BE RETURNING

How We Roll!!!
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEVER, I WANT TO WARN YOU THAT WE EXPECT A LOT FROM OUR MEMBERS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING OUR FEATURED GIVEAWAY, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST WITHOUT WARNING! SLACKERS ARE NOT NEEDED, THIS

Current Giveaways!!!
WE NEED TO BOMB GA'S #27 AND #28 AS WELL AS THE AUTO-11 ONE, PPL ARE COMPLAINING THAT WE ARE GETTING PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT BY NOT KEEPING ALL GA'S ACTIVE THAT JOHNNY IS SPONSORING,,,,COMMENT AMOUNTS FOR VIP WILL BE AS THEY ALWAYS HAVE BEEN WITH JOHNNY, WE TALKED SO JUST IGNORE THE CAPTION! PLZ CONTINUE TO DROP A FEW ON #29 AS WELL, AND RE-RATE AS OFTEN AS YOU CAN! THANKS! _____________________________________ A TOTAL OF 5,909 COMMENTS IN 3 DAYS...REAL CLOSE TO OUR GOAL OF 2,000 PER DAY, BUT PLZ TRY TO PICK IT UP A LITTLE, THERE ARE SOME OF YOU NOT BOMBING AT ALL... WE REALLY NEED TO HIT #27 HARD, WE HAVE ONLY 8 DAYS BEFORE E NEEDS IT! WE CAN DO IT!!! ______________________________________ STARRY'S PAGE GIVEAWAY #27 THIS ONE WAS GOING TO BE FOR GUNNY, BUT HE HAS SAID TO GIVE IT TO EoTwP...GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF, AND EoTwP EXPIRES ON 12/10/08! THANK YOU, GUNNY! 3-MONTH VIP FOR 20K COMMENTS Currently has 3,247 comments! (+2,647) _________________________

Wanna Know About Me?
Name: Krissi Ramirez Nickname(s): Sixx Age: 21 Birthday: Dec. 15, 1986 Birthplace: Bakersfield CALI Current Location: ehhhhhh someplace in TEXAS Eye Color: blue Hair Color: BLack, with blonde, sometimes pink, green, blue, purple.. Height: 5'3 Weight: like 100lbs Lefty or Righty: righty Zodiac Sign: sagittarius What Do You Drive: 2008 Dodge Charger Screenname: ☆ Xx♥ SiXx♥ xX ☆ {---Favorites---} Color: pink & purple Number: 6 DUH! Band: The Veronica's also LOVE Five Finger Death Punch Music Genre: everything TV Show: The HIlls Movie: Step Brothers..... hahah Actor: Will Ferrell Actress: Kate Winslet Kind of Movie: FUNNY Cartoon: PUCCA!!! Sport: hmmm HOCKEY before it went gay Fast Food Restaurant: mmmmmm wendy's Food: YES PLZ!!! Ice Cream: HONEY flavored Cereal: yeck! Candy: ummmmmm gummy bears or worms Drink: water or juices Alcoholic Beverage: lol...... nahhhhhh Quote: "as soon as ur eyes shut im

Tuesday Opie And Anthony Links: Bob Kelly, Lazlow In Studio, New Boobs Ratemywow, Jim Norton Live Dates, Interns Needed, Re-make 'pendulum' Co
Listen to Today's WORST-OF OPIE & ANTHONY Show on AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST). Good morning and happy TuesDEE, everybuddy! For those of you who have chosen to unglue yourselves from from the sofa and tune in to the Opie and Anthony Bitch-Slap-A-Thon, you'll be delighted to know that we have a helluva show coming up for you On today's POgram, Mr. Opie is still out of town, so our much skinnier friend Robert Kelly is hanging with Jim and Anthony. Our tech-guru buddy Lazlow is also coming by the show, because the wonderful Grand Theft Auto IV is available for the PC And as long as he's in studio, let's give him a li'l plug...Robert Kelly has a new CD/DVD called Just The Tip, and it's in stores NOW! Click the pic to order it now! (speaking of our comedian buddies...) Our shorn-head, mushy-breasted compatriot Jim Norton is headed to Virginia this week, and has got a ton of shows coming up. Visit Jim's Myspace Page for a full list of his upcoming dates. (J

Type Of Man That Turns Me On..
Your result for The What type of MAN turns you on Test... Buff sweetie You like a buff guy with a clean and polished look. However, you do prefer a more innocent look to him and not the testosterone pumped manly man kind. Someone you might like is.......Brad Pitt. (At least in this picture - his style changes so much it's hard to generalize about Brad) But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test! Take The What type of MAN turns you on Test atHelloQuizzy

I Am A .....
Your result for The Sexuality Spectrum Test... Bisexual You are evenly bisexual. You have no preference when it comes to sex. If you are sexually inexperienced, it is possible that this will change after you do some experimenting. Take The Sexuality Spectrum Test atHelloQuizzy

Club Mystic Member List
CONGRATS TO ANDEE ON LEVELING! WOOHOOO! NOW LET'S GET FAITH AND EoTwP LEVELED! **EoTwP **@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 116,903 Points to go! (+113,639) Faithful1@ fubar Fu-King -----> Godfather 213,839 Points to go! (+140,019) WHEN YOU HAVE THEIR PICS AND STASH FINISHED PLZ HIT THE HOMEPAGE!! WOOT!! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 91,157 Points to go! (+69,926) AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Insider -----> Fu-King 91,157 Points to go! (+69,926) Founder CinDragon@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet 7,947,683 Points to go! (*171,441) Team Captains ~SouthernBaby~@ fubar Disciple -----> Prophet! 11,579,475 Points to go! (+102,826) GUNNY IS TAKING SOME TIME OFF! NOT LEAVING US THOUGH, PLZ CONTINUE TO SHOW HIM LOVE! Gµññý-§ @ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 4,994,309 Points to go! (+34,258) Resident Wizard ME

Th Door To...
Pure being: When this door is closed, we exist in separation. There is underlying dread of death, a loss of connection, and the absence of any divine presence. Conditioned bliss: When this door is closed, life is joyless. Happiness is only a passing state. There is no opening for peak experiences. Love: When this door is closed, life is heartless. We feel isolated in a gray world where other people are distant, detached figures. There is no sense of a loving hand in creation. Intuition: When this door is closed, life loses it subtlety. The person lacks insight, has no flashes of brilliance, no exhilarated “Aha!” moments. The subtle web of connectedness that holds the universe together is completely hidden form view. Imagination: When this door is closed, the mind is devoid of fantasy. We see everything in literal terms–art and metaphor count very little. Important decisions are approached with technical analysis, and there is no hope of a sudden creative leap. Reason: Wh

Song By: In This Moment
I’ve been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All I know is this all fades, the second that I’m by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say you’ll be there for me Please say that you’ll be there Just say you’ll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath the skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now I can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All I know is this all fades, the second that I’m by your side Can this be real, can this be fate Just say that you’ll be with me Please say that you’ll be there Just say that you’ll be my side When the storm subsides Whispers of October, haunting within As the sun dies and the stars fall This beautiful fate gently wraps these wounds Suppressing the bleeding to these torn lullabies, we are one And these wings fall around me and I know in one breath I am free

Truth And The Kiss.
The cloak of his lies spread over her, and she did give herself to him to be taken away. He had possessed her… He had his victory, and soon he would build his empire over her name. He would continue to distance her from those who cared for her, till there was only him. She could feel it happening though, and began to question. What was he doing to her? Why were so many afraid of him? And his lies were slowly revealed. One by one they slipped into her vision. They were many and terrifyingly confusing. "Run!" she whispered to herself… Run she did head long into Truth. Scared, and ashamed of what she had done and the people she had hurt. "How could I be so foolish?" She asked. "You saw only what you wanted to see. The lie was comforting was it not?" Truth replied. "But your eyes are open now. It's up to you to keep them that way, and save yourself." Truth leaned in, and she closed her eyes, as she felt the kiss. She opened her eyes not to see Truth before her, but the Paladin,

Shadow And Tears.
And his blackened wings did spread, and his shadow was cast over the world he sought to live in. On the air a sent bore through him. Fear mixed with doubt and a hint of disparity. It was his own sent, twisted, changed, and unclean. He wondered if any one could smell his fear, or was it too slight for the rest of the world to detect. A bead of sweat crossed his brow. He was nervous and impatient, tired of waiting so long without reassurance. He repeated the words that have steadied his nerves so many times before. "She will fall to you. She will be yours." His heart slowed and his resolve strengthened. His lips cracked and curled. "Yes she will be mine." He spoke softly to himself. From the other side of light tears fell from the Paladins eyes, and cut swaths across his cheeks before dripping off into the abyss of the unknown. His own wings tattered and broken. Scared from the lies and injustice beset upon him, but still strong enough to carry two. He looks forward without seei

Gossamer Wings And Bended Knee
His once gossamer wings now stained grey, stripped bare. The color of his conduct shows the measure of his quality. His fantasy has lent sway to his reality. Yet he hopes beyond hope that he has not failed in his quest. As his heart fills with sorrow and regret he dares to believe that he still can, and still will… Survive the travesty of his own creation. She Wants… Hopes… Dreams… Her head filled with wonder and starlight, as her heart lingers in her own regret. Poor choices gone by, and mistakes of the heart. She believes him and knows not why. The possibility of his fantasy being a reality is more compelling that she's willing to admit. But she's drank of his waters and upon reaching the bottom found the flavor to be bitter, yet intoxicating. Still she dares to believe. As she's left longing, wanting, needing, praying, crying… dieing. The truth stands shoulder to shoulder with the paladin, watching, waiting, wondering… If she will turn around and embrace them as the light they

Knowing The Difference
i cry i cry and i cry some more yet no answers come there is no more nothing from him to mend my heart no "i am sorry for what i put you through" nothing he did was ever wrong in his book he hurt me and left me and everything was all good he laughs about it i know the pain he put me in for he never loved me as i did him but life is life nothing i can do there are just some people out there that want to make me feel blue and there are others that want to make me smile but its ok for me to be sad once in awhile i will cry deep inside and let no one see but hey that just me but people will try to cheer me up and make me see that its not all that bad that my life is not worth crying all the time that there is more in life then lies sadness anger and pain that love will someday shine in my life again but that's if only i will listen and know the truths from the lies

Do U See Me?...no I Think Not
look at me no really look at me what do you see, when you see me? do you see a broken heart? do you see a girl falling apart? do you see the woman i once was? do you see me ? the real me? ... no i know you don't cause no one does no one see's what i have become no one knows the pain that i hide no one know of the pain and the lies no one knows what he fully put me through no one knows of the love that i once had but lost no one sees what they want to see they only see a woman happy with her life they only see a woman that has never given up they only see what i want them to see and i don't want them to see the real me for the real me is nothing good anymore the real me is a girl that cries deep inside the real me is a lost soul with no hope of ever finding the light the real me is gone and buried deep in the ground the real me is not here... the real me is .... gone

I Want Him To Know
i want to scream i want to yell i want my life out of this hell i want the pain to be gone i want him to know the pain he caused me i want him to know that i now know he never loved me i want him to see what he did to me i want him to hurt like he hurt me i want him to cry i want him to feel this fucking pain i feel inside i want him to know that he hurt me so i want him to know that now i can't trust i want him to see what all his lies did to me but no he wont cause he don't care he never cared and he never will for he never loved me

Killer Hair Treatments
4 BEAUTIFUL HAIR KILLER HAIR TREATMENTS: IS YOUR HAIR TRASHED FROM THE DAILY HELL YOU PUT IT THROUGH? WANNA HAVE HAIR LIKE A ROCKSTAR OR A SUPERMODEL?SAVE YOUR PAPER BABY, AND DO IT YOURSELF!HERE'S 9 KEYS TO GREAT LOCKS: *1*Olive Oil Hair Mask Mix 5 tablespoon of olive oil with 2 eggs. Apply throughly to hair. Wrap head with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes rinse well. *2*Honey & Olive Oil Hair Mask -1 Mix 2 tablespoon honey with 3 tablespoon olive oil. Apply throughly to hair. Cover hair with plastic wrap or a shower cap. After 15 minutes shampoo and rinse well. *3*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask After you shampoo your hair, pour 1 cup fresh lemon juice or vinegar through hair and massage and rinse with water. Apply your usual conditioner and wash with water. It will remove all the dirt and your hair will be shine sparkling. Do not repeat this method before 2 weeks. *4*Beautiful Gorgeous Hair Mask Grind fenugreek (methi) seeds soaked in water overnight

Washing Long Hair
Washing Long Hair When people think of washing hair correctly, they think of choosing the right shampoo and conditioner. The fact of the matter is, improper washing styles can cause a great deal of damage to long hair. Here are the steps you can take when washing long hair, to help avoid damage and breakage. Brush hair before washing. This will help to lessen the amount of tangles you'll get when you wash. Thoroughly wet hair. Do not scrunch hair, or lift it on top of your head. Allow the hair to flow naturally down your back and just let the water saturate your hair. Apply your shampoo. Again, do not scrunch hair or pile it onto your head. Apply shampoo to the scalp, and massage into your hair and scalp. Rinse the shampoo from your hair. As the water rinses the shampoo from the top of your head, it will cleanse your hair that is hanging down your back. There is no need to roughly wash the delicate ends of hair. As the shampoo is rinsed from the top of your head, it w

Lies And Love Go Great Together
he left her waiting "i will be home soon" "no worries my dear" "i love you" but he left he never loved at all he went to Iraq only to leave her she was faithful to him like a good girlfriend should be but he cheated and lied and broke her heart he was to be her husband he was her everything she never stopped loving him but he never really loved her he used her he hurt her he made her cry yet he said he loved her he said he cared he said that they would be together though out the years he said all the lies that she wanted to hear and he broke her she thought she was over the pain that he showed but she never really was her life was built on a lie nothing but lies he told her no truths no love no nothing from him he tried to hurt her and he did so she sits and cries deep inside knowing that men will always hurt her knowing that she will never fully trust a man again knowing that no matter where she goes in life he will always be there in one way

Little Girl Why Do You Cry
she cries and she cries trying to get out but shoved back down no one will ever see the tears that she cries no one will ever know of the lies that she has heard she is alone in this dark world lost to everyone that wants to help her up she is a lost little girl tying to find her way in this world never should she have felt the way he made her feel but its to late for that now its all went down hill she was hurt inside she cried and she cried yet the tears still come but now she hides no one will ever know the truth about her she has been hurt and hurt and hurt... so she will always just sit there and cry cause she knows that nothing will ever be the same things happen for a reason trust is lost love is lost nothing to gain but the sad tears that run down her face will never wash away the pain little girl why do you cry? why do you let the pain hurt so much inside? who made you feel so bad inside? why wont you answer me little girl? why do you just si

Thanksgiving And Stuff
this ain't poetic or any kinda thang. just a bubbly note on an intoxicated evening. just a moment in time that slowed for...a moment. and a thought in a head emptied of stuff. just a day of stuff emptied of thought. it's just. just not this. this is just. not. soooo...it began like this... people fuck you over. it's true. the person that fucks me hardest would be me. and it ain't even a fun kinda kinky. liminal. my favorite word. my way path lost again and on the way to duct taping new found injuries i remembered something. well, i didn't, but it seems like a good way to begin...a kind of 'once upon a time'. or not. again. thankful. i thought. remembered. meant. forgot. i forget a lot sometimes. almost more than i've ever known. or more. it's sometimes hard to tell. sometimes like always. always like never. again..i degress. not in a dress. in blue jeans dressed in cocktails. not cock. not now. i'm tired and have a headache. ache. again.

Life And Feelings
In the past couple of months i have been feeling like that i could never find true love again. And i sit here and think that maybe i am right. I have one love in my life and that is my son. Sometimes i think bout what my life would be like if i stayed wit his mother. Thank god that i am not wit her anymore. My life was hell being wit her i could not work without her thinking that i was cheating on her. I could not have female friends without her thinking that i was cheating on her wit them. It got to the point to where i stop talkin to everyone and didn't talk to anyone at my job to. There is alot of things that i miss. I miss being able to hold someone at night being able to kiss someone before bed and miss getting up next to that someone in the moring. Everyone may think that i am a thug and that i could never love anyone. But the truth bout that is i am not a thug. I just really don't care what other ppl have to say bout me. I am glad that i have my friends and glad that i have my f

First Day...orientation!
Can you spell d-i-v-e-r-s-i-t-y? I bet you can! Do you know what it means? Well, you know what? I will tell you! According to the fine, intelligent individuals at American Heritage Dictionary division...ie. yahoo education: di·ver·si·ty audio (d-vûrs-t, d-) KEY NOUN: pl. di·ver·si·ties 1. 1. The fact or quality of being diverse; difference. 2. A point or respect in which things differ. 2. Variety or multiformity: "Charles Darwin saw in the diversity of species the principles of evolution that operated to generate the species: variation, competition and selection" (Scientific American). Thirsty? How about some company koolaide? UHG!!! Four hours of this propaganda I had to endure today! All for a part-time, on call job that I'm not sure I'll even have in two months...depending on how the holiday season goes. I'm hoping this company sees the potential of greatness in me, that I so knowingly project on a first meeting...a

Gone....
you can't see me for i hide to well you will not know me cause my life is hell i am not trying to be who anyone wants me to be i am done looking for that special someone in my life i am no longer here i am no longer real i am nothing can't you see i was never anything to the one that meant so much to me i lost it all i gave up trying i stopped all that stupid baby crying i learned my lesson i didn't get back up i stayed right where he left me stuck in that rut i am done with all the lies that come forth i am done with everything that can make me hurt no one will ever see the real me cause she is gone she is no longer me

Not Who You Think
you can't see the tears in my eyes you cant see the truths that i hide you cant see the real me deep inside you know i have been hurt but that don't matter none you cant see me through the person i have become you will never know who i am now you will never know cause i am never around i hide from the world one person at a time never wanting more then friendship cant you see? i don't want to hurt anyone like i was hurt before so i stay hidden from all that come to find the real me i will never go back to the person i was before cause i had that door that held love slam too many times before i am done being what everyone wants i am living my life in the shadows now just watching and waiting i am not the girl i once was i am now a woman that knows that there is no such thing as true love i am now a woman that knows it hurts to fall for the lies i am now the woman that i will be for the rest of my life

U Asked I Answered.
I only saw you for a moment today and you asked what was wrong. I didn't want to say anything cause I was afaird of what you would think. Then you begged me you told me you were my friend and that's when I said I know and that's all you'll ever be my friend. At that moment you understood what I was saying. I then told you how I didn't want to say anything and feel stupid. If you could've you would put your arm around me and said it was fine.I knew if I told you you wouldn't tell me what I wanted to hear. You tried to explain that it would all be fine and it would take time and go away. I smiled and put a brave front as I said my goodbye I tried so hard not to break right there. I waited till now and began to cry I'm still crying now as I write this. Knowing you have no idea what I'm going through.

My Yuvutu Playlist
Check out my Video Playlist at Yuvutu..Stop and say hello and Leave a comment too If you like. http://www.yuvutu.com/modules.php?name=YuPlaylists&action=watchTemp&playlist_id=574515 http://www.yuvutu.com//Moonsinger

To My Friends List
So... because girls are fucking bitches... you probably all got told something along the lines of me being a whore or a fiance/husband stealing slut or something else to that effect. If you wanna believe it GO AHEAD if not ... thanks. I don't know whats going on except that I happen to talk to a person that she "dated" and by dated I mean only online and never ever met and had TALKED about marrying but I found all this out after she threatened to send all my pictures to my superiors, pastor, family. blast my telephone number to the world blasey blasey blasey So ok you can all me fat. Call me a husband stealing whore.. when I don't want anyones husband sorry.. I'm good I want to find my own someday. WHATEVER ok? I'm not a mean person, I try hard to be nice but I've had it up to here (be about 5'5 1/2" inches) of being attacked and having this bullshit happen so pardon me for telling you to fuck off back off and stop being a cunt. YEAH I said it don't be such a fucking cunt

Contest Weiners, I Mean Winners.
Alrighty, the contest winners are as follows: 1st: Big Tom 9.62 Auto 11 2nd: Big Tom 9.42 receives 20 credit bling 3rd: Big Tom 9.34 receives 10 credit bling 4th: MooMoo 9.30 receives 5 credit bling 5th: Jen 8.88 receives 1 credit bling However, Tom has agreed to graciously give up his prizes since he entered the contest just for fun (and cuz he likes to make pics). SO, the absolute final winners of the contest are: 1st: MooMoo 9.30 receives auto 11 2nd: Jen 8.88 receives 20 credit bling 3rd: John&Sharon 8.85 receives 10 credit bling 4th: Jen 8.82 receives 5 credit bling 5th: Jen 8.60 receives 3 credit bling 6th: Psychosocial 8.58 receives 1 credit bling Tom's generousity inspired me to add another prize. I will still take care of Tom since I feel he still deserves a prize. Thank you to every for being a part of my contest. All of the pics are awesome! I will be awarding the prizes in the next 24 hours during a happy hour.

Well Do You?
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think i'm cute.................leave a comment on one of my pics If U wanna make out with me...................tell me in a message If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U hate me ....................why are you reading this? REPOST AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS U GET

Lots Of Love!!!
I Dropped About 750.000 points tonight :)) I Thank You All SOOOOOO Very Much !!!!!! Will do my best to return the love, just need to start with the first one on the list ... If you feel forgotten, JUST SHOUT AT ME !!!! Or leave a comment here :)) SEXY & HOT COMMENTSCLICK HERE!

Thruths That I Told,anger That You Showed
so i am taken so what big deal you don't have to hate me for that i thought we could be friends but no you wanted more something i am not ready to give you something that i am not ready to give anyone at the moment but still you hate me for something that i did started dating a guy i never met you and that may be my fault as you say but damn why are you freaking out so much you never told me you cared for me so i thought we were just friends but no... we are not the things you just said hurt me you may not have meant them to be painful but they were cause most of what you said was the truth i did like you more then a friend at one point in time but things happen people change and time goes on i have grown up since then i have seen the pain guys can cause i am frightened of guys i know that they only want to hurt me so i stay away from the ones that i could ever care about cause i don't want them to hurt me too and i stay away from the ones that i care a

Why Care?
to believe in someone believe in something believe in trust when it's broken time and time again showing the truth as you know it in your heart in your soul in your mind it never ends until the day you decide to be carefree...

I Made It To Godfather
I cant believe i thought i would never get to godfather. There are so many to thank but the one i really want to give one person the most credit for me getting to Godfather Level. that person is my awesome and a very special friend Katt1114. She is very supportive and always willing to help out whatever it may be. She Has done soooooo much to help me get to where i am and i can never really show how thankful i am to have katt1114 as a friend. Another friend who deserves a lot of credit for helping me get to godfather is my special friend aGem4life. She is always doing things along with Hershey to make me feel special and want to keep me coming back to Fubar. Please Show them some love they are great people. I want to Thank everybody in my Family and my Friends I get comments from on a daily basis.I love doing the trains and i want to thank you all for all the rates and comments you gave me to help me reach godfather. And finally i want to thank all the people i left out. th

Fading Away To My Black Hole
Fading away to my black hole once more For this time I'm more fearful of coming out My heart can't take anymore hurt My heart can't take anymore pain My heart can't take anymore lies My heart can't take anymore games or deciving Sumtimes I just want to crawl up & die Sumtimes I wish I could turn my heart bitter & cold But I ask myself why can't I?? Cuz it's just not me to be that way So, I'm just going to sit back & crawl back into my black hole once more.... ~SnowWhiteQueen~

Yeah, I Actually Read
favorite books...more than 10, though, but fuck it. i like what i like. 1.Lisey's Story (my tattoo comes from this) 2.Duma Key Both of those are by Stephen King. His latest novels...a lot of people didn't like them and don't like him (too wordy they say), but I've been a constant reader for over half my life... 3.Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk (i'm also reading choke which is good). this book threw me for all kinds of loops. there wasn't a chapter where i didn't sit and wonder at some point "what the fuck?" 4.Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas by Hunter S. Thompson... this needs no explanation 5.Sex with Kings by Eleanor Herman...basically a history of the royal mistress.. funny take on history. i'd like to read the next one 'sex with queens' 6.Portrait of a Killer: Jack the Ripper, Case Closed by Patricia Cornwell. This is amazing. Cornwell actually extracted mitochondrial dna from the envelopes and stamps of jack the ripper letters and lays physica

I'm Leaving This Place
Fubar was fun like a year ago, but nobody even talks to me at all on here anymore, and seems like all the kind things people told me, and all the special friends I thought I had......well......just forgot I was even alive. This site was fun at first, but now its got so much "trophy" crap its become the most superficial bullshit site ever. I mean just look at what you all put as our status: "Crush me! Fan me! Buy me a blast! Own me! Give me Love! Auto 11's! Help me level up! Make me a VIP!" Its all gimmy gimmy gimmy......it didn't always used to be this way. I used to think a few people really cared about me on here....but now I log on and all it is is silence. So what's the point of even having an account on here if nobody even wants to talk to me? Oh sure.....one of you might say hi....have a quick 5 min convo and then i wont hear from you again for months. Sooooo.....since im not worth more then a sentence or two a month from no more then a very tiny amount of

Questions
I did this before...can't recall who gave me the idea for it, I think it stemmed from Iced Earth first. Anywho... Ask me a question, any question. I'll answer it truthfully and ask you a question..it can get quite amusing. Thoughtful questions, humorous questions, technical questions..anything. Something you have always wondered about me, something you want a true answer to but never thought I would answer honestly, something that has nothing to do with me that you have always been curious about...anything. Shoot away.

Best Night Ever, And No Sex Involved!
Memories of last night...... *Scott turning my dry erase calendar into "scotts month" with every day being under the date of "32". *Scott playing beer bottle bowling in the kitchen. *Scott moving the recliner infront of the computer. *Cody insisting he was my mother and scott was my father and that they were in a loveless marriage. *Scotts quote "Dude, he's out there bitching at me to come in here and yell at my daughter, he's almost got me convinced he's my wife" *Cody and Scott claiming that Scott was God and Cody was Jesus. Me:Wow how is your wife your son? Scott: I'm a man of many miracles *Got Scott to hug me twice. *Cody and Scott lifting up their shirts and pulling their pants slightly down. omg. *drools* *Cody making up the word "VAMBI" for vampire bisexuals. *Making Scott mac n cheese at 3:45am *Waking Scott up at 7am, then when he hears the sink running he screams "HOW THE HELL IS YOUR WATER AWAKE RIGHT NOW?!" *Cody shaking the hell out of me to wake me up thi

Double Shot Tuesday From The Bartender
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[a Delightful Homecoming]
Well, I'm back home and I got two things done today First I took a 50$ boot to the groin from Dell to have them send me something they should've packaged with my PC and for them to confirm my own PC diagnosis. And I've got a lovely pus-sloshing head cold. Progress is being made with four servings of my critically acclaimed chicken soup. But I'm dry, bored, and in an irritating but not debilitating amount of pain. Meeting's in 36 hours. a 1% chance of bumping into my ex (wearing business casual and looking FINE, but a chance I'm dreading nonetheless) and UNCOMPENSATED work, note taking, and so on. Well at least they're buying me lunch before the innevitable reacharound this time. Speaking of rough sex- sure could go for some, and some pistacio ice cream. Anyone care to join me?

Come Help The Most Amazing Woman On Fubar Make Oracle !!
This Amazing Woman is only 3 million from Oracle and she has auto 11s on TONS of EZ Rate picz and is having a HAPPY HOUR @ 1pm Fu Time.. 4pm EST!! Go Hit her page HARD!!! Come level up on her and help her level... Plus you get mega points for the rates too so come on!!! Go show her some serious fu-luvinz.... Fan her.. Rate her... Add her .. Bling her and let's get her leveled up !!! As an added bonus I will pay 5k per 100 rates during happy hours.. just click my link down there and send me a private message me when ur done (I will be checking too) >^,,^< Pet this pimpout brought to you by her fu slave .. ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

Want A Chance To Get Some One On One Cam Time With A Sexy Playmate ? Look Inside!!
OK Fubarians here's the proposal.. See this sexy Fu right here .. She is less then 300K from leveling and is offering a One on One cam show for the person that helps her the most getting there.. So go check her out and show her some SERIOUS fu-luvin !! Fan Her.. Rate Her.. Add Her.. Crush Her.. Bling Her.. Give Her a Blast.. A Ticker.. A Bling Pack.. An Auto 11.. A Happy Hour.. Just click on her pic down there and get to it !! You DO NOT wanna miss the chance to get this sexy fu One on One ßåβ¡€•†™ P£å¥Må†ε @ ƒōŕß¡đđęņ This Pimpout brought to you by the one .. the only .. ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™

Cancer
My dad has always been my hero. I;m the oldest of 6, he did everything he knew how to raise us. We never had much but,he always did his very best. My dad has always been the rock in my family, he worked for Southwestern Bell for over 37 years and never missed a day of work, not in 37 years.My dad has never smoked or drank his whole life and has always been healthy. My dad is 78 right now. A month ago he and my mom went in to get their yearly physical, the found a small tumor on his lung, did a biopsy, it was cancer.My dad went into the hospital last Mon, (17th). They operated on him and ended up taking out half of his lung. I went to see him Wed and he was talking and just wanting to go home. Back up, Tues was my mom and dads 57 wedding anniversary Wed evening I got a call to get to the hospital, My dads heart had stopped and the called a code blue on him. Right now he is breathing by a machine.He cant give up... he is mt hero, Michael

Help Her Out Please!
Nothing fancy just spank her fast and level her up! She's a great friend of mine! She has less than 2.5 Mil to Godmomma! ღ§ØüThërn_lÅÐŸღCo Owner/Designer@The Body Shopღowner of Snowmanღ@ fubar

The Way I Feel Continued
I figure it like this i am a very good person and i didn't deserve any of this shit and it has mad me harder. I don't trust anyone anymore you have to earn my trust from the beginning. I am a very Careing person to those i love and care for. So your goin to be very lucky if you see that side of me anymore. I also want to say something about the men who think they are just going to get in my pants HA FUCKING HA. to bad fuckers. Im not easy and you cant have it. And to those who think im going to fuck them even if i am with someone your sadly mistaken. I cant stand men like that. I also feel that I am a woman and if you want to take me out and think that i am paying well guess what not anymore ha ha ha my money is mine fuck you you pay....... not me...... and you better not bitch about it..... if i want something ill buy it for myself but i will not buy anything for a man ever again unless its a holiday or birthday.. cause i dont need a man to pay for me and a man should not need me to p

The Way I Feel
You cant even imagine the shit i put up with in my life. Lying cheating fake inconsiderate immature abusive(physically mentally emotionally) lazy no good for nothing people. and im not implying just now but my hole life. But no more will i falter at the hands of these people. I will hurt no more. I am done. I have had all i can of the dumb shit. I am a woman GOD DAMN IT. and i expect to be treated like one. No more will i be used. If you think you are going to say all these nice things to me to make me want you and do all these nice things for me as well .... well don't even bother don't be fake. I have know so many FAKE ASS PEOPLE and to all of you FUCK OFF......If you want my respect i expect you to give me yours. I am not a piece of property you do not own me and you never will. If you think i am going to be your puppet that you can make do anything you want...... WELL THINK AGAIN...... I am not a puppet i don't get played. I cant even explain the emotions running through me right n

Man Wanted
If I were to put an "Man Wanted" ad out...here's what it would read: Man Wanted. Between the ages of 20-27, 6'0+, preferably country, or from the south. Love blonde hair, but not required. No thin guys, but no overweight one's either. Work out once or twice a week. Must love: horses, country music, trucks. Driving a truck is bonus points, and guys with cars need not apply. Applicants apply within. =P

Positive Thoughts
Competition is a form of separation. first, when you have thoughts of competition,it is coming from a lack mentality, as you are saying there is a limited supply. You are saying there is not enough for everybody, so we have to compete and fight to get things. By the law of attraction, as you compete you will attract man6y people, circumstances, and events to compete against You in every single aspect of your life. For your own well-being, you have to get competition out of your mind and become a creative mind. focus only on your dreams, your visions, and being the best that You can be! Any time you look at yourself with critical eyes, switch your focus immediately to the presence within, and its perfection will reveal itself to You. As you do this, all imperfections that have manifested in your life will dissolve, because imperfections cannot exist in the light of the presence. whether you want to regain perfect eyesight, dissolve disease and restore well-being, turn poverty

Hi All!
How's all you Fu Peeps doing? Me?I had an interesting enough day,I'll tell you about it... I went up to the store where I lived and the lady at the counter asked what I want and I told her nachoes with no peppers... Didn't happen!Igot LOTS and LOTS of peppers actually. But the bad part of the story is I didn't check it until I got home,and I took it back and never got my money... I'll never go back to that store for as long as I live... That's all for today...

Ultimate Sadness
I'll never get to see you grow up, you'll never be able to ask my why, i don't know if you were a boy or girl, yet every day i cry. I wonder what your name would have been, what would you grow up to do? You never got that chance, I'm sorry I couldn't help you. Everyday I imagine your face, who you would be, its all my fault, all because of of me. I wish I could have saved you, I would have gave my life to try, now i sit here in tears, wondering why. My baby, my love how i miss you so, I wish I had the chance to meet you, I would have gave my life to know. Now your in my thoughts, my dreams of every day. I wish I could have saved you. I'll be punished one day. For its my fault i couldn't save you, if I only knew how, I would have traded my world so you could know it now. I long for the day to meet you, I want it to come soon, my baby, I love you, I hope to meet you soon. It makes me even more sad I never got to pick your name, never will know if you would grow up to be fortune

I Dont Belong To Anyone, Got It!
from: Firechief/Found... Online (Hotties Reach Out and Love Someone) United States subject: RE: Just one too many received: 11/26/2008 08:47 pm replied: no block this member Flag as spam THIS IS FUBAR and you need to leave if you think it will get any better. Good luck and tell your friends to kiss the Hotties asses you would have made it but Im sure they wouldnt had..We are cool I like u as former cop the only reason I approached u at all Happy Holidays === 'girlcop1 ( too much drama for this)' wrote the following at '2008-11-26 15:19:23'.. > > Chief, > > I am sorry to say after much consideration I am going to drop out of being a prospect for 2nd Alarm Hotties. I have not only been approached by my very dear friends who's opinions I hold in high regard but I have been approached by just one too many people asking me why? > > I have enough of my own personal dram and just to be on the safe side for me I am going to not add anymore. > > I appreciate

Thank You Everyone
Thank you all for rating me during my Auto11's ! I racked up 1,542,573 points.I was hoping to make disciple,didnt get there...but im damn close~!and its all because of you guys :) Thank you ALL very much ;) A special thanks out to my famly--The DirtySouthCrew 4Life & the FriendshipCircle you guys rawked the house Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar

Come On Out To Rrd And Jam Out With Dj Bg!
COME CHECK OUT DJ BG AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Animal Farm By George Orwell
Plot Summary: Mr. Jones, of the Manor Farm, had locked the henhouses for the night, but was too drunk to remember to shut the pop-holes. With the ring of light from his lantern dancing from side to side, he lurched across the yard, kicked off his boots at the back door, drew himself a last glass of beer from the barrel in the scullery, and made his way up to bed, where Mrs. Jones was already snoring. As soon as the light in the bedroom went out there was a stirring and a fluttering all through the farm buildings. Word had gone round during the day that old Major, the prize Middle White boar, had had a strange dream on the previous night and wished to communicate it to the other animals. It had been agreed that they should all meet in the big barn as soon as Mr. Jones was safely out of the way. Old Major (so he was always called, though the name under which he had been exhibited was Willingdon Beauty) was so highly regarded on the farm that everyone was quite ready to lose an hour's sle

Fire Goddess For Sale... Check It Out... Ends When I Say It Ends!!!
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Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week 12-01-08 Chocolate Bunny
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 11-24-08 Chocolate Bunny Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ¢¾ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ¢¾ Here Is A Bit About Her ~ABOUT ME~ *Basics* Name/Nickname: Chocolate Bunny Birthday: December 2, 1976 Zodiac Sign: Sag Hair Color: Black Eye Color: Black Tattoos: 1 cross on my left shoulder Piercings: 2 in my ears *Favorites* Color: Pink Season: Anything but FALL Day Of Week: Sunday Animal: Cats Flower: Carnations *Have You Ever* Danced In The Rain?: Yes.. its wonderful Laughed So Hard You Cried?: Yes..I'm easily entertained Smiled For No Reason?: Yes.. Sat On Your Rooftop?: No *This 0R That* Computer 0R T.V?: Computer, cause thats where my friends are. Phone 0R IM?: IM McDonalds 0R Burger King?: McDonalds Summer 0R Winter?: Summer CDs 0R IPoD/MP3?: CDs XBox 0R PS2?: umm I want both..lol RANDOMS... Your Perfect Pizza?: Pizza hut stuffed crust Your Fears

I Hate Economic Slumps
Well, here I sit and it's the last month of 2008 and I've been through a lot of ups and downs this year. First off I haven't been employed since July. This was "ok" for a few months, but then the monies started getting lean. Bought a new house in February and made my house payments through November thinking I would have a job by then. Wrong. I'm letting the house go back to the finance company and thanking my lucky stars I didn't sell or trade my old house. It's gonna need some work, but I'm just going to pour the $$ into it rather than trying to make a payment I cant afford. The unemployment through my state ran out last month but I did qualify for extended benefits though the feds....Thank goodness for that or I really would be in a pickle. There are just NO jobs here. Don't get me wrong, I'm not whining....I have a house to live in, money in the bank, I'm healthy and I have FuBar!

Three Ladies In A Sauna
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. 'THAT WAS MY PAGER,' SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. � A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, 'THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND.' THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW -TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. � SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. � � THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. � THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID.........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT....I'M GETTING A FAX!! When you stop laughing, send this to those who will appreciate it.

Please!
I currently write for EF. I've been with them for over a year and this year they asked for something special- they asked us to pool together what toys we wanted most for Christmas. I chose the Lucky dildo. My entry was: "I have a sweet tooth. What better way to indulge in my cravings of chocolate than on Christmas? There's just one toy on my list this year and it's the Lucky realistic dildo by Happy Valley in Brown. It looks velvety smooth and milk chocolaty rich, with a texture so creamy it could melt in my mouth. A perfect shaft of 7 solid inches and large raised testicles sculpted perfectly round like two Lindt truffles. A craving with 0 calories and absolutely no guilt, made of pure silicone that would last a lifetime on my lips and never on my hips. Wishing everyone at EdenFantasys a Happy Holiday and a Happy New Year! " I am contestant #9. Please send a quick email to EFContest@gmail.com -- all you have to type is "I vote for Entry #9" or "Entrant #9's Lucky dildo entry." You

Anything Is Possile!!! Thanks Jeannie
Spotlight Fundraiser My Awesome Friend Howey Is Really Trying His Hardest To Get Spotlight..I'd Love To See Him Get It Myself..He Needs As Much Help As He Can Get From Our Friends & Family To Donate As Much As Possible Towards His Spotlight Fund..He Is So Close To Becoming Disciple & Needs To Hurry To Get That Spotlight Before He Does... ☣Howey☠ Feltersnatch☣ ☣Howey☠ Feltersnatch☣ So If You Can Please Donate As Much As You Can..You Can Either Send The Donations Directly To Him Or You Can Send Them To Me..I'm Saving All My Fubux Towards His Spotlight Fund..I Will Add That Anyone Who Donates A Good Amount To Him I Will Make A Personal Skin For The Ones Who Do..So Please Click His Pic & Donate Anything You Can..My Link Is On He

Auto's On Rate/spank/crush Dustmepink
Show My Fu Owner some Fu Luvin Auto 11's are ON ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~SBG~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~RR~@ fubar Pimp out brought to you by ... Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar

What Happens When Mom And Dad Split ?
Well just a few months ago my husband of five years decided to split and be his own man . Well that would be all well and good but he left a wife and 4 kids hanging in a lurch soo .. whats a mom to do .. well i will tell you just what i did left . I could have stayed and fought for the things we bought togather for our familey but i juts left ... With not much to say after that you can only catch a man in bed one time and keep your cool ,i would have killed thoes !%#&%( hade ben given the chance agen so i left was i wrong to let him off so easy ,should i have ben HOOD and let him fell the pain for messing up or did i act like a lady ?

Update
So I'm having my phone, internet and cable shut off because I can't afford the bundle anymore. If anyone needs to reach me my new cell # is 231-414-5657.......oh wait. Nobody ever reads these. lol Oh well for my imaginary friends you can still get ahold of me.

Sexual Posistion Of The Day- The Kneeling Fox
Good for:Deep penetration. How does it work You get on your hands and knees and lean forward on your arms. He kneels, grabs hold of your waist and enters you from behind. The turn-ons Most men loves the thrill of a 'doggy-style' position so this is bound to get him going. The turn-offs You don't get to look at each other and you can't kiss so it's not the most intimate of positions. Difficulty rating: 2/5 He's working the hardest but you've got to keep in sync with him. Fun rating: 3/5 You'll have really fast and thrilling sex that will leave both your hearts racing.

A Tribute To Our Fubar Soldiers
1775, 1812, 1861, 1898, 1917, 1941, 1945, 1956, 1980, 1991, 1998, 2001, 2003 Do these numbers mean anything to you? Well they mean something to us, and they mean something to the thousands of American Soldiers that fought, the American Soldiers that continue to fight and to the families that lost their moms, dads, sons, daughters, wives and husbands. These numbers represent the dates that America’s bravest, strongest and most honorable men and women traded in their jeans, dresses, sandals and baseball caps for Military fatigues and combat boots. These are the dates that Our American Heroes answered the call of duty. The dates that these outstanding men and women set out to fulfill their oath to protect our freedom and defend our homeland. These are the dates that our Soldiers said goodbye to their families, some never to return. As the Holiday Season approaches and you are planning Christmas dinners, hopping from store to store buying up your holiday gifts and sending out

Come Get Her Goods.... Shes Super Sexy:p Love Up Bp
> > > > > > > > > > > > > Who wants an early Christmas gift? > > well if you do... i highly suggest you check this hottie out! she is well worth it and so much more. She is an awesome girl and one hell of a friend! Ahh and her spankings are soo so good u will love em!!!!! trust me i know:P > > > GO check her out > > > > > > (repost of original by '¤Ðå §wêê† Ìrï§h þrïñ¢ê§§¤♡ÖwñêÐ ß¥†hê Mð§† Ämåzïñg Måñ Èvêr*M¥ ÐåÐÐ¥*' on '2008-12-01 18:20:14')

Blowing Out The Candles!
So, the time has come when life is uncomplicated. At the age of 34, one would THINK that you would know who you are, what you are and where you want to go. The thing is, I have reconnected with old friends and old "friends" from HS and I have discovered that the perception people had of me was WAY off, and while flattering (Thx Becca), it was so far from the truth that I found it comical. Apparently I was much better at pretending then even I or the Academy knew...:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" /> So, here's a little background....I fell "in love" my Freshman year. Now, as a mom I have serious doubts how real this was, but I know what it meant to me up until said male decided some life altering things that shattered my world one day in 1993. Such is life! Then there were guys I "dated". Guys I drooled over. Guys I wanted. Guys I knew better then to be anywhere near ALONE (coughtonycough). and then there was a guy who never knew I wanted

Crushes..
Ok, so I'm thinking...(I know scary)...hehehe ABOUT CRUSHES tonite!!!I am a SINGLE woman and I have 22 crushes here on Fubar.. I am clueless to who these crushes are..I probably know who "3" of them are.. THAT's IT!! Who are the OTHER 19??? Please be BRAVE and reveal yourself to me.. I just might be CRUSHING on you as well... How will we EVER know if we don't tell each other?? I'm not asking you to POST it here.. Just send me a message or a SB response or SOMETHING.. Curiosity is getting the best of me!!!! I wanna get to know my CRUSHES!!!! YOU GUYS ROCK!!

The Party
You are driving along a winding dirt road. Reaching into your pocket you pull out a piece of paper and study the directions while trying not to drive off the road. Dust is everywhere blows in through the vent and fills your nostrils. You sneeze. You think, “This party better be worth this 45 minute drive into the middle of nowhere along this goddamn dirt road.” Finally, in the distance you see the house. The bumps go away as dirt turns into asphalt. As you get closer it seems to get bigger and you realize this is a huge mansion. Loud music and flashing lights come from a large window upstairs. You see people, drinks in hand standing on a balcony. Their laughter carries over the music. You park at the end of the long row of cars parked up the street. As you walk up to the front door you see people coming out in costumes. You knew this was a Halloween party but you didn’t think every one was going to be coming in costume. You could go as a cowboy if you had a hat to go with your wes

10 Simple Tips For Sweeter Sperm
found this article and just had to put it in my blog Sperm taste is affected by what you eat, as are all secretions from the body. It is a fact that your sperms taste can be improved and making your semen taste better, can be done with a few simple diet changes. Diet has A major influence on sperm taste as it’s a secretion from the body like any other. Just as your sweat can smell strongly after eating a heavily spiced meal your sperm will also reflect the spices in its taste. The make up of sperm Semen is made up of ninety percent (90%) seminal fluids including fructose (sugar) protein, and various trace minerals and nutrients. The PH of semen is 7 and scientifically neutral, yet it tastes slightly acidic. Let's take a look at the actual ingredients of semen. A man’s ejaculate is actually only 1% sperm. The rest is composed of various proteins, vitamins, sugars, salts, cholesterol, and water. All the extras are what protect, feeds, fuels the sperm in its j

Ldc Birthday!!!!! Plz Comment After You Read
An Ownerz birthday is Wednesday. Please go and wish him a Happy Birthday and show him some LDC Family Birthday Love!!! Herlink is below. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Renegadelvr ~ F.A.R~LDC OWNER`~Married to FORSAKEN BITCH 4 ETERNITY!~@ fubar

Undercover Freak
What kind of freak are you? Are you the type that won't even talk about bedroom antics? Are that conservatively dressed, soft spoken, easily blushing school marm until you get behind the closed doors? Do you just exude sexuality at all times? Are you the type that just checks your inhibitions at the door and que sera sera (What will be will be)? Who is the aggressor in your bedroom? Do you take the lead? LADIES!! Do you ever just grab up your man and tell him who's in charge and just TAKE YOUR DICC?? FELLAS!! Do you slam the door when you come into the bedroom, proclaiming "DADDY'S HOME!!!" Are you the type of woman who's biggest turn on is seducing a man? Have you decided that a one night stand really isn't all that bad because you just had an itch that needed scratching? Are you type that Prince was talking about at the end of one of his tunes when he said, "Sex isn't all I think about. Sex is all I think about...YOU

11 Things About Sweet
1. I look in the mirror over 20 to 30 times a day 2. I love to have sex in the mirror 3. was Bi curious as a teenager (hehe) 4. started masturbating at 7 5. thought I was a boy until I was 5 6. won't eat butterscotch candy because I got choked when I was 4 7. Never been to a night club 8. just learned to have a female ejaculation 9. my feet got bigger after pregnancy 10. lesbian porn makes me horny (lol) 11. I like for a guy to shave his initials into my vagina after he's done a good job (so every time I wipe I can say "fucking shit...he was so good." lmfao)

Full Test: 2009 Nissan 370z-p2
According to Nissan, this technology — seen for the first time in a production car — took five years to develop. And let me tell you, it works. A 7-speed automatic will also be available. The 370Z sprints to 60 mph in a scant 5.1 seconds, which bests the old car's mark by almost a half second, and to the quarter mile in 13.7. We performed our tests at an elevation of 1500 ft., so don't be surprised if the car runs a 5.0 or better when we get our hands on one here near sea level. Slideshow >> Yukawa's crew used the Porsche Cayman S as the 370Z's handling benchmark. At Nissan's proving grounds in Rikubetsu, Hokkaido, the new Z shined, keeping pace with the Cayman S on the road course's many tight corners. Turn-in response is much crisper than before, and the steering exhibits a livelier feel. There's a little body roll, but nothing to upset the car's overall balance. The neutral nature of the new Z allows you to get back on the throttle more aggressively after a corner's apex beca

Left Out
It was masterful! How I wooed her. Lured her in with my charm. I am the Mack. GOD's gift if you will. So receptive to me. She hung on my every word!! Laughed at my jokes. Touched my hand as I told them. Ensuring I knew how into me she was. When she left I smirked to myself "I'm gone tear that shit up. I know she ain't ready." She called me back in an hour or two. After some small talk, an invitation to her house. Beaming like a true playa, I figured she was wrapped. I showed up clean...Cologne fresh, diamonds shining. But across the room, she had a woman with her. She told me to sit down and brought me drink. Then, she crossed the room and gave her friend a kiss. I said to myself, "Oh yeah. It's on." Didn't even TRY to hide my desire. But they stopped cold when I went to get up. Turns out she only invited me over to watch the show. Her friend had been behind me. Watching me spin my Mack Daddy webBack at the bar. It was her idea to invite me to watch. She thou

Were You Naughty Or Nice This Year?
You Were Nice This Year! You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight? Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

Your Tsr Is Not Your Enemy And Other Such Nonsence..
TSR = Technical Support Representative for those of you on the other end of the phone.This is what I do,I love my job but customers are customers. From here on out this will be my weekly ramblings and rants of such customers. I am technical support for a company for a very large well known provider that offers a "bundled package" Tv,Internet,and Phone (voip*) My job entails offering support to those of you who may have difficulty in connecting to the internet or problems with their digital cable/dvr. I do not offer technical support for the phone portion as we have "highly trained" monkeys for this in another place. In this blog or rant space I will talk mainly about YOU our customers,co workers and of course other such shenanigans. If I offend you and you feel the need to lash out please do so,it just lets the rest of us know that you have called in at some point to tech support and have shown the same qualities as our own members. There will be no real names used to protect those i

I Need A Lawyers Advice!!!!
Im gonna give the whole story and i want a lawyers opinion on it.... ok i got pregnant when i was 20 with my boyfriend at the time and i was with him till my son turned 2 months old but i gave my son the guys last name we were never married and he has never lagitamized (not sure of the spelling) him ad his son there is also another problem the guy has been to jail for statatory (spelling again sorry) rape, he was 22 and the girl was 15, he went to jail before i met him but any way he has not helped nor gave me child support since my son was 2 months old but now my son is 4 years old he also has not called to ask about him or anything. i know that he has been in jail twice since our break up. i never went to child support enforcment to get it in writing or court ordered but we did have a verbal agreement which i know will not stand up in court. ok what i would like to know would i still need his permission to change me sons last name and what would i have to go through to get it d

Full Test: 2009 Nissan 370z
Now smaller, lighter and more powerful, Nissan's 330-bhp rear-drive sports car is pure high-performance muscle. By Sam Mitani • Photos by Bruce Benedict January 2009 1 of 2 Full Test: 2009 Nissan 370Z PERFORMANCE 0–60 mph, sec 5.1 0–60 mph, sec 12.8 1\4-mile, sec 13.7 @ 103.6 Braking, 60–0 117 ft. 80–0 197 ft Speed thru 700-ft. slalom 71.4 mph Skidpad, 200-ft. circle 0.97g See more specs >> Slideshow: 2009 Nissan 370Z >> Video: 2009 Nissan 370Z >> It's hard to believe, but seven years have passed since the Nissan 350Z was introduced. Then, Road & Track secured the exclusive first drive of the car, which appeared on our December 2001 cover, weeks before anyone ever got a sniff of its exhaust fumes. Flash forward and it's déjà vu all over again. I'm again in Japan, examining the 370Z in the brisk Hokkaido air with Z-meister Shinjiro "John" Yukawa (also the head guy of the 350Z team). He expounded on the virtues of the new car, just as he

Fu Fuckers
You gotta love the ppl that need this shit. Gotta love the Fubar Fakes. Fugar isnt a bad site. its popular to the pervs and ppl who really want attention. i'm a perv. but to sit here and be attacked bc i sent an add request and they wanted me to rate them 1st is funny. "you sent me a request and didnt even rate me." and i hate to say it. i didnt send it bc i wanted to see her chest or thought she was attractive. i sent it bc i'm on this to make friends. but its not about making friends here. its who can make the most friends. hit the higher ranks 1st and be popular. rate my pics, buy me drinks, i want real gifts, oh you dont have a salute so you cant talk to me. you need to rate me, be my fan and then i'll accept your request. you want to see my tit pics auto 11 me. thats all bull. the only reason anyone even bothers to talk to half the ppl here is bc they want to see their naked pics. heres the bait and you get nothing. maybe in a year you may have a chance. this fubar game is stupid.

Thirst
I can't be the only one who thirsts You know you are thirsty too Yesterday, we shared a drink and then another Seeming to never be able to quench our thirsts Needing more to drink...more to taste Savoring every drop. Licking our lips to sample again. I awoke in the middle of the night still voracious as before But it seems your appetite has been fulfilled And I sit alone on your couch With my cup in my hand Wanting more to drink, to gulp, to taste But it appears my thirst will go unquenched Unless I get it myself But to share a drink with you would be so much better My parched mouth craves a taste of your water Instead, I'm forced to suffer until I wither Until I'm forced to crawl and seek an oasis elsewhere But please believe, when I taste more water I'll partake as if I will never be given more Then, I will extract it all and be gone Then YOU will be the one Wishing for relief for

Blablabla
hello all i have now been on fubar about 1 week now and i must say this is an awsome site.no drama and alot of fun is what i like about it.I know i'm still new at this but that's ok. i have met alot of people that have been a great help.i'm still a little unsure about what i'm doing so keep me drinking/keep me loose and let the goodtimes roll.seeya

The "f" Word
The F-word is an acronym, dating back to the Good Ol' Times when England was severely under-populated due to famine and plauge. To repopulate, the King issued an official order to... well, f**k. Hence the phrase "Fornicate Under Command of the King."

Getting Ready For Christmas
WE ARE SUCH STUBBORN FOLK, GENTLE GOD, ONLY MOVING TOWARD YOU WHEN IT'S TIME FOR A BABY, OF ALL THING! WHAT AN ILLOGICAL STORY, YET YOU KNEW IT WOULD TAKE SOMETHING UNEXPECTED TO GET OUR ATTENTION. BUT WITH US AS WE EDGE TOWARD THE MANGER AGAIN THIS YEAR, BOTH FROM CURIOSITY AND HABIT, PAUSING TO KNEEL THERE BECAUSE WE ARE FINALLY GETTING THE MESSAGE.

What Flavor Gum Are You?
You Are Peppermint Flavored Gum You have a sharp mind that is always churning. You are mentally hyper. You're always thinking of something. And while your mind is always on, you're not the most physically active person around. Some people make mistake you for being lazy, but the truth is: you never relax. You tend to get so deeply into your projects that you ignore everything around you. You are creative and cutting edge. You love telling people about your newest ideas and discoveries. What Flavor Gum Are You?

Women Over 40 - Andy Rooney Comments
I thought this would lift a few spirits! In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, 'What are you thinking?' She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40.

A Christmas Eve Grace
THE CHRISTMAS TREE, O GOD, IS GROANING BENEATH GIFT-WRAPPED ANTICIPATION. THE TABLE SPREAD BEFORE US IS RESPLENDENT WITH SHARED FOODS PREPARED BY LOVING HANDS, FOR WHICH WE GIVE THANKS. AND NOW, AS THIS WAITING SEASON TICKS TO A BELL-RINGING, MIDNIGHT-MARVELOUS CLOSE, WE AROUND THIS TABLE ARE SCOOTING OVER TO MAKE ROOM FOR THE ANTICIPATED GUEST. COME AND BLESS US WITH THE GIFT OF YOUR PRESENCE AS WE SAY, "WELCOME."

December Fetish Auction!
Thats right im up once again in the kinky fetish auction!! Click the link to go buy me!! Here are the offerings! Fu- Bucks bids - Your name added to my name *owned by* - Rate all pictues and stash during happy hour - SFW salute - My yahoo screen name - Access to all NSFW pics - 2 tricked out pictues for you done in photoshop - A Drinks once a week Real money bids (vip, blast) i will add - NSFW salute - Photo shoot for my owner - Private webcam viewing - A Thank you bully and blog entry in your honor - Add as top family for a month - Your name added to my display pic *owned by* BELIEVE ME YOU WONT REGRET IT ;)

What Utensil Are You?
You Are a Fork You are truthful, direct, and straight forward. People find your honesty to be a bit piercing at times. You are driven and wildly ambitious. You know what you want, and you take the most direct path to getting it. What Utensil Are You?

Winners Dec 1st
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My New Music Video - Infinity
A new video remix version of a song from my album "Celestial - Sirisat" SEARCHING - ONG NAMO - "Infinity Wreckmix" Produced by Derek Gee - Feed the Fire Wreckless Beats aka Zircon for "WE UNITE" Find more videos like this on We Unite In love & gratitude to Derek Gee for this beautiful production. Please show him your appreciation.. Thank you friends! ♥

What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?
Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas. Which is much more important to you than nifty presents. What Movie Is Your Christmas Most Like?

Melting
my eyes refuse to see you showing me the door then your smile whispers softly for more so I'll stay, stay awhile and I'll leave leave when the sun sends me home the night is ours and you are all i need I'm melting into you when i look into your eyes i feel like I'm melting into you when i touch your skin I'm falling in i'm melting into you we walk beneath the sun write letters in the sand but love is more than holding your hand let's run away we'll find somewhere far away we'll stand on the edge of the world where only the stars will catch a glimpse of our first kiss

Dont Hate The Game
I'll never understand the world of dating...sure its fun to scope out who you would potentially like to see where things lead with that person,but why is it so hard to maintain? Its like those favorite pair of jeans u never get tired of wearing cause u put em on and they fit so good and sculpt ur parts that u want to stand out.And they're so comfy...So whats the deal? The first part of meeting someone, as usual is so great cause u dont know that person and u only have to go on what they say. Then down the line it starts opening your eyes to question things...Seriously..mean wut u say...do what u say..to me bullshit walks.If u feel a certain way about someone and u say your into them and wanna be with them then how can u be so distracted to wanna put your attention elsewhere. Im the type of girl if i say im about you then its real...i wear my heart on my sleeve..i know no other way.ppl assume way to much about me that never turns out true.Isnt that u meet that one person who makes ur h

What Board Game Are You?
You Are Checkers You are very logical and rational. You are able to understand what is and isn't a factor. You're able to compartmentalize and focus on the essentials. You appreciate simplicity. You can see the layers of complexity and beauty in anything. You are also playful and good natured. You don't take life too seriously! What Board Game Are You?

What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?
You Should Have a Blue Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of calm, understanding, and peace. You avoid family fights, and you don't get too stressed out - even when things are crazy! You like to make Christmas about making everyone's life a little bit better. You don't get caught up in greed or commercialism. You're too sincere for that. Your blue tree would look great with: Lots of silver tinsel You should spend Christmas Eve watching: It's a Wonderful Life What you should bake for Santa: Chocolate chip cookies What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

Water Softner
Hi Everyone, just got my business in Google search engine. Anyone looking for whole house water purification and reverse osmosis hit me up for some info. I sell GE Pro Elite (authorized independant distributor) which is only way they are sold. They are 35 years in advance of any systme on the market and cannot be purchased in stores. Search me on Google (AquaFuzion By Shannon) or check out aquafuzion.net or geproelite.com to see the system. We can ship anywhere in the US! Send me a private message if you have questions. Remember, you can HAVE a filter or BE a filter!

What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?
You Should Have a Purple Christmas Tree For you, the holidays represent a time of creativity and expression. There's no way you'd do something bland simply for tradition's sake. You are an independent person, and you definitely do the holidays your own way. And you're decadent enough to go way over the top with any unusual holiday ideas you have. Your purple tree would look great with: Purple lights and ornaments You should spend Christmas Eve watching: A Christmas Story What you should bake for Santa: "Kitchen sink" cookies - with a ton of things in them What Color Christmas Tree Should You Have?

Do You Want A Surprise!!!!!
BabieT is 300k from level 21! The person that gets her leveled will get a surprise! So let's all rate, fan, add and bling her and get her leveled! ßåβ¡€•†™ P£å¥Må†ε @ ƒōŕß¡đđęņ FuGirlfriendToBiBlueeyedange@ fubar Brought to you by ßrøkëÅ§§M†ñ - Enforcer @ Club Fantasia@ fubar

Lovers
:toffees or chocolate cake? :stormy night in the arms of a loved one or orange skies in autumn around dawn? :chimes sounding in the winds or autumn leaves spiraling around you? :kiss in the rain or dance in the rain? :study Greek mythology or ancient Rome? :have a new york Christmas full of snow,music ,lights and the sweet aroma of food you can smell from miles away,with tunes playing from Nat king Cole or frank Sinatra on the radio OR valentines day in a chateau in France ,sipping on wine that has been aged for almost 80yrs? :Broadway musical in 1943 new york OR starring role in the first king Kong movie? :bungee jump or sky dive? :a fan of autumn or spring? :become a tattoo artist or a skate boarder? :super hero or villain? :flowers or chocolate? :horseback riding or ride a motorcycle? :gone with the wind or sleepless in Seattle? :Learn to speak fluent Italian or french? :gladiator or troy? :buying an old torn warehouse and turning it into a condo or rent out a villa

Could You Survive Another Great Depression?
You Are 44% Likely to Survive Another Great Depression Your habits are pretty on par with the average person. Unfortunately, this means your chances aren't good in another Great Depression. Start saving your money now. Living in debt isn't doing you any favors. Also figure out how to live a little more cheaply. Every little bit you can trim will help. Could You Survive Another Great Depression?

Intimate(tel Me).....
Makeup sex or unanticipated sex? :sex in the lavatory of a plane or in a confession booth of a century old cathedral? :in your office on your desk or on a porch swing? :make love fully naked or pull your panties to the side? :kiss with a piece of ice in the mouth or kiss soon after sipping hot tea? : On a soft rug in front of a fireplace or On a secluded island beach? : In the woods after it rains or In a public restroom? : On a train in the middle of the night or In bed with rose petals all over? : In a field full of wildflowers or On a rooftop? : By a waterfall with the water misting all around you or In the car going through an automated car wash? : on a rocking chair or In an elevator? : In a room filled with lit candles or in a canoe on a river? : In your house during a thunderstorm, with a window open and rain misting in or in a hammock? : On a Ferris wheel when you're stuck at the top or On a pier at the beach with the waves crashing under you? :in the pool on a f

Great People
I have been lucky enough to own these wonderful people. Could they be shown some love. Thank you!! BBW Goddess~ SBG~ Pegasus Project~Owned by Tulsa: BBW Goddess ¢¾ SBG ¢¾ ~Pegasus Project~ Owned By Tulsa@ fubar Hollywood: ~Hollywood~*Fu-Hubby to Brownbedroomeyes*owned by JADE&JAKSONSMOM@ fubar BrownBedroomEyes: ~Brownbedroomeyes~*Fu-wifey to Hollywood***fu-owned by devilish vixen**@ fubar Silverpixi: Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar Sexyscorpio: sexyscorpio member of SCF Bombers@ fubar and Nova: *NOVA**{OWNED BY LYNNE&jade&jaksonsmom}**Club Mystic Member@ fubar This is my owner, she bought me in an auction. Can she also be shown some love. Thank you. She is a really great person. DeeDeeMB~MBHarleyMan's sexual reality~~fu-sister to Big Al~Proud Member of Al's Wolf Pack~@ fubar

* Dream *
you wrap your arms around me my heart tremble with love for you I am happy I am with you the simple touch of your skin makes my senses run rampant I am happy I am with you your voice so intoxicating I have to grasp for air I am happy I am with you the alarm sounds I wake to a new day reality embeds itself in my broken heart I am cold and alone

What Kind Of Soup Are You?
You Are Tomato Soup You are open minded and curious about the world. You can help but learn as much as you can about things. You are introverted, intellectual, and introspective. In other words, you have a big brain... and you use it. You are a bit of a culinary expert, and you are an excellent cook. You know how to balance delicate flavors well and can whip up a mean bowl of soup. What Kind of Soup Are You?

Waiting
so it 7:51 my time 6:51 keiths time and iam just sitting here think about him and what could be with us when he gets back in a year but who knows were we both will be in year but he already provein to me no matter how far apart we maybe he still thinking of me he prove it to me by have 12 dosen rosa deliver to my work in front of all my coworks awwwwwwwwww he is sweet and i can't wait to see him well back to wiating for him to txt or call me i can't wait to talk to him before bed.

"picture This" 20k For Most Creative.
Need some fubucks? I'll give 20k for the steamest, sexiest, wildest erotic short story. The story will be based on the photo at the end of this blog entry. Judging will be done either quickly or over a course of a few days. Depends on how many entries I get. Tell your friends...write it with a friend and I'll split it 50/50. Yes I will keep my end of the bargain. I love to read and write so,I'll pay for a good story. Here are the rules: 1- It must involve the couple in the photo. 2- nothing bland that begins "Once upon a time." 3- Make it HOT!! I want "Sucking and fucking galore." 4. I don't really care that much about punctuation just as long as you don't make that many grammatical errors. 5. MAKE IT ORIGINAL!! don't use a movie or someone else's work. 6. must be at least 500 words no longer than 1500. 7. Wow me (I'm a writer so I know what wowing is) 8. Check out the examples before you start. 9. No incest please, no crude stuff (ie rape) 10. Have fun...don't just write

~ Worthy ~
There's something about you I just can't forget I think about you all the time. to me, you're perfect your eyes are so blue and your blond hair shines. I want to be more then friends, I want to cross that line you're a God-sent angel you're my paradise on earth! I'll love you forever, whatever that is worth everytime I look up in the sky I see that the stars spell your name. no matter what happens, babe, I'll love you just the same. there's a old sayin' bout destiny, and I know it's true boy. you know we're meant through and through you are my plan A you're number one in my heart, we'd be a perfect match, I want our love to start.

Don"t Leave....
she sitz alone at the peer...the ocean consuming her tears...frozen inside,as the world around her slowly driftz away and dies... she dosent understand, how this came to be,she dosen"t understand why he dosoen"t hear her pleas..she"s searching,trying to find a way to get thru... to thee esence of you... it"s alway"s raining inside her head,tormented by the images force fed,she"s dieing to catch her breath.. in her heart and in her head.. she whispers to the wind,all my agony fades away, when you hold me in your embrace,don"t tear me down ,lift my feet from this ground,give me something to belive in.. don"t leave me alone in the dark,i can not take another stab at my heart... don"t leave me in this place that never ends... don"t leave me alone to fight the war within...

I Am Alone
Twisted, alone, I search for meaning. To be found, I think not. As a Gypsy, I roam. Searching for love lost. I once had in the grasp of my palm. I let it go. Mistakes made. No reason to continue. On this souless journey. Without you by my side. I am alone. Reaching, grabbing, I can't find. The meaning of life. A soul to match my own. Once was close. But now is far away. Distance from my heart. I had one close. But no more. She is gone from my life. I am alone. Beauty, love, are no more. In this time of wandering. I must start anew. A journey of lives. A journey of love. Love lost. Life no more. I am alone. Why should I go on? Without you I am nothing. Sadness consumes my being. I once had a soul full of hope. But that is no more. I held the key for but a brief moment. Not long enough to matter. Try as I might to get close again. You push me away. Cold as ice towards me. No hope for warmth. The love of your heart. Is out of my reach. I

Whisper...
So soft your whisper. .it leaves me with a quiver.. On my skin, in my soul.. Its hard not to lose control, in your presence and feed upon your essence And revel in your soul, burning my cold image with in your fire fueling our desire.. To epic proportions, complacent thoughts drive perceived notions, and bring us together as one.. Untold is our story.. Destined for glory in light or dark.. Searching for the keys.. to chained hearts.. As I beg the blanket of stars on my knees.. Take her whisper never from me…

* Smile *
not a day will go by that I wont think of you I'll wonder if you're in heaven thinking about me too that thought of tomorrow turn into today. there are so many things I meant to say softly drifting in a peaceful breeze tongue tied and twisted are all my memories. as I walked down memory lane, I need you here to numb my pain. In a world where innocense is so quickly claimed, it is so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid. out of everything you taught me, one thing still remains. * I've learned what winning is all about a plain and simple lesson- giving up is the easy way out. * I'll never let go and wont forget not a minute of my day will I regret. I promised you a simple task, and no matter how bad you knew it would hurt. you had to ask. So...I PROMISE I'LL... * SMILE *

Derelict
Standing on the precipice Eyes closed, mind spent, Violence paid forward.. Remembrance Devours the atrocities Of the battles gone.. Heart black as coal, Blood stained soul.. Temperance lost.. A war, at what cost.. Nothing gained .. World remains the same.. Did we live the dream..? Eyes open, mind spent.. Sorrow bled behind .. What was the crime?.. Kneeling on the precipice.. Branded for all time….

The Cupcake Test
What Your Cupcake Says About You At parties, you tend to be a social butterfly. You enjoy making conversation and making sure everyone is having fun. You hardly have any restraint. You only hold yourself back when absolutely necessary. The most important thing in your life is fun. You are laid back, flexible, and easy to get along with. To know you is to care for you. The Cupcake Test

Intimate...(ladies Only)
Makeup sex or unanticipated sex? :sex in the lavatory of a plane or in a confession booth of a century old cathedral? :in your office on your desk or on a porch swing? :make love fully naked or pull your panties to the side? :kiss with a piece of ice in the mouth or kiss soon after sipping hot tea? : On a soft rug in front of a fireplace or On a secluded island beach? : In the woods after it rains or In a public restroom? : On a train in the middle of the night or In bed with rose petals all over? : In a field full of wildflowers or On a rooftop? : By a waterfall with the water misting all around you or In the car going through an automated car wash? : In the car going through an automated car wash or In an elevator? : In a room filled with lit candles or in a canoe on a river? : In your house during a thunderstorm, with a window open and rain misting in or in a hammock? : On a Ferris wheel when you're stuck at the top or On a pier at the beach with the waves crashing un

Ghost Of Forgotten Sins..
Entwined thee souls that bleed.. Enslaved thee souls that believe.. Distraught.. those who can not see.. Shattered those that are set free… All in thee grand scheme.. Rising prodigies … Twist, dilute, infect.. Marred, privileged, to protect.. No staged mirror to reflect.. No alignment to be pledged… No balance… No prosperity .. A blade of sin and greed… Guidance ..thee repressed violence Thee everlasting need.. No divinity to supersede.. Retribution.. when lands turn to sand Solace lost to the hearts of men.. All things come to an end…..

Vexed Atonement
Light explodes surrounding everything.. Consumed burning to life –nothing left.. Shattering to ashes in the breeze.. Hopeless now.. subject to your disease… Scattering in the landscape.. Knowing there's no turning back.. Whispers surround each piece .. Intruding.. Vexing.. burning.. Harnessing , harassing ,eclipsing.. Thee essence that remains.. Tortured, molded, weapon as you pleased … Shameless, heartless, unholy prodigy.. harbor of thee oblique harvester of thee obscene deliverer.. of your disease…..

Oblivious
Dancing on razor's edge.. A silhouette of two.. Slicing feet to bloody pulps.. Refusing to let go.. forgetting their pledge.. No need for words.. Silence speaks volumes.. Scenes blurred.. merged.. The tumbling of the columns.. Where nothing laid, Now lays the pools of blood, Crumbled remains.. of futures slain.. Dancing on .. not a clue As the story unfolds true.. Lost in demented skies that bleed blue.. Dancing for all time.. Enslaved suicide…

Quintessential Rainbow..
Marred stills walk w/o rationale.. Mirrors break all the time.. Illusions breathe in kept cells.. None truer then one of a kind.. Simplicity never attainable... No timber to spark the flames.. Shattered pieces not desirable.. Enchanted dreams cloud the haze .. A soiled game.. forgotten stage.. The great divide ,a moment in time.. Unwritten book.. a burning page.. An unspeakable crime.. A masquerade that must die……

Sheen Apathy...
Titians battle and crusade across the realms Destruction lay behind, worlds that have fell.. Wars for heaven and hell.. Lies lies lies … that's all they sell… Sitting in a darkened room.. Alone.. Silent hell Standing in a crowed street, still feeling incomplete.. Hidden in plain sight.. These feelings just cant be right.. The blade across the skin.. The feeling to strong to defend.. The drop upon the tongue.. Will they ever see the sun.. Nothing as fake as the smile.. That they flash all the while.. No voice to control them all.. No hand to save their resolve… Behind lying eyes.. Souls burn as one of the same kind.. No different from you or I … Tell me child.. Do you see the world? Or hide.. Behind created lies….

Behind Her Voice...beyond Her Eyes....
Ripping the bars from the window- Closing eyes and dives Landing in the dark- Only sound, the beat of her heart.. Light bleeds thru She screams it cant be true.. Ripping the bars away again.. The child inside raging within.. She crawls out to the ledge Nothing in the dark.. just the beat of her heart.. Tears fall endlessly –as she falls once more.. Crashing again.. as light bleeds thru- She whispers I will escape you.. Tears turn to blood –as she gives the bars another tug Exhausted she slips down the wall Almost in dreamscapes grasp She whispers … This wont be the last……

Peotry
Down fall His eyes burn bright like an uncontrollable fire. He sits within the dark staring inside your mind, smilng at you the whole time with a chuckle under his smokey breath. The laugh vibrates threw your entire body. This is not the first time this fiery creater has come to visit you. A nd he comes to play one of his unberable games which he has won once again.By then you bgegin your down fall.As you sleep he climbs in to your heart and soul prancing around while screwing with your dreams that soon wake you in a deep sweat. Feeling like your in a boiler room, within a few minutes your mind becomes his canvas to put on what ever he want's on and in it. Voices begin to speake to you driving you into a pitch black pit ending you no wear. you slip into a deep sleep and your down fall never ends. When the creature is done you are a lifless soul torn to pieces. A nd when he leaves you in peace and sanctuary at last, you find that you cant move, hear, think, or see,but thats becaus

* Forever *
I'll know it's real when the clouds seperate because our love has pushed them a side I'll know it's true when I think of you because I know you're thinking of me I'll know it's meant to be when all I see is you because I only dream of you I'll know forever when life moves along but we stay locked in time I'll know we'll stay forever when I hear another heartbeat and it's yours.... next to mine

I Got Into An Accident Today.
Well I was stopped at a red light this morning and a lady slid into me pushed me about 4-5 feet and my leg ended up pinned under my bike with my knee stuck on my handlebars.She had tried to stop but the road was slick. I didn't break anything fortunately. I have a badly sprained ankle..my right shoulder neck and back are all killing me. So a nickle's worth of free advice avoid getting rearened...It Hurts!!!

~ Baby ~
I love your stubby fingers and your crooked little toes I love your chubby cheeks and your little button nose I love your pretty brown eyes and your pretty brown hair I love your rosy lips and your dimpled dernere I know that you'll grow up to be such a perfect lady because your such a perfect baby.

Coming Back To Fubar...
Well, I've been gone from Fubar for a little while now, but I just couldn't stay away! There's no specific reason why I've been gone, but I've been gone nonetheless. A few changes have happened while I've been gone. I've been through an MMRB for a blown out knee, and the recommendation was for reclassification. I don't know exactly what I'll do, but I'm sure I'll find something good. My family is doing well. Alisha has become addicted to World of Warcraft, and she smokes now. Warner, Gracie, and Isaac are doing well in school, and all three are very healthy! I have some friends that are closer than ever, and that's great, but I miss some of the ones that have fallen out of my life. We still care about you, Melinda and Dave! A LOT of my friends are in Iraq right now...that blows! Keep your heads down, and I can't wait to see you again! Otherwise, there's just some regular old living going on. Each weekend I fire up the smoker and have a special smoky Saturday supp

~ Alone Tonight ~
Lying on my bed, I look into the skies, Reaching my hand up to your hand, And stare into your eyes. Your sweet face fades away, My arms are still left empty Alone on my bed I lay, Only my memories with me I lie alone again tonight In no one can confide, I am alone again tonight, Because of things my hands are tied. I sleep alone again tonight, thoughts of you fill my mind. Who knew love was dreary? I thought love was lovely. I guess when you're not near me, Love handles me roughly. At 2o clock I wake from dreaming, Alone still on my bed. I get up and start thinking, I don't want you out of my head, Images of you and I Just sittin together Dance in my head like the night sky I want you for mine forever I lie alone again tonight Without your body by my side I think alone again tonight in no one I confide.

Just Chat
i am so aggravated everyone automatically assume you are on here to cyber or webcam or to show explicit pics of yourself and if that is what ones choice is then thats fine but damn say more than "hello i am horny what r u doing ? wanna cam ? naughty pics ?" just say hello how was your day anything exciting going on or possibly how is the damn weather . for christ sake this is a site to have fun on not automatic porn or us .. someone just be real and sincere for a change .. i don't wanna fall in love them or have them move to a new state hell i just want a friend to chat with ,, so i have ranted i feel so much better

Alter Bridge - Blackbird
Taken from Wikipedia; Blackbird (2006-present) The band started recording their second album in mid 2006. In 2007, with Universal Republic, Alter Bridge released their second album, Blackbird, on October 9th, 2007. The first single from the album, "Rise Today", was released on July 30th, 2007 and was used as the theme song for WWE Unforgiven 2007. On January 2, 2008, "Watch Over You" was officially named the second single for Blackbird. After spending a short amount of time on the rock charts, "Watch Over You" was announced to being less promoted to rock charts due to being released to pop stations everywhere in the later part of April, making it the first Alter Bridge song released to pop radio. "Before Tomorrow Comes" was announced as the third single on April 1st, 2008 and is to be released to radio airplay in the later part of April. The video for "Watch Over You" was released in mid-September 2008. A new version of the video, using clips from VH1's Celebrity Rehab, was relea

Ranting...
- you ever get that feeling that even though you are with somebody, that you feel helplessly alone? - you ever feel that you aren't loved, even though you know people love you? - you ever feel that your life has no meaning or direction? - have you ever thought about just giving up on trying to be happy and just live your life? Well, that is how I feel as of late. No matter what I do or what people say, I continue to feel this way. I know that my family and friends love me; and I appreciate all the love I get, but that isn't the kind of love that I want. I want the kind of love that will make time stand still, make the pit of your stomach turn in knots when you aren't with them, the kind of love that makes you forget about everything. Want in one hand, shit in the other...see which one fills up first. The want hand in theory, because you really don't want to shit on yourself (at least on purpose). But in reality, your shit hand will fill up first. Because lately, that is what this

Age Verification
now its one thing to think i'm like... 18 or under but to send me a letter asking me to some how prove that i'm in fact over 18 is a fucking joke how many bitches do you see on this site that are fact as fuck i know so many people that are clearly underage but yet i..who is about to be 20 in 2 months is getting a letter from the lovely fubar staff asking me to prove that i'm the age i say i am. seriously. go find a fake to delete or something because thats bullshit. i'm not 17 i'm not 16 i'm about to be fucking 20. that shit just pisses me off.

Secret Crush
This is the Secret Crush Game. Im pretty sure everyone on here has a crush with at least one person on Tagged. So here are the rules. If you gotta crush on me.. reply to this telling me! But you must repost this if you wanna see who has a crush on you. Have fun! The results are gonna suprise you and might get you lucky ;)

Lessons Of Life
Throughout life there are lessons to be learned either through the mind, the Heart and even The Soul. Some lead their lives through their Heart while others lead with their mind. But if you can balance both with your Soul, then your ahead of Life. At times, one may step over the line and take over for a brief moment. There is a saying, The moment we are born is the moment we start to die. From Birth to death, We learn from experiences and choices that we take during that time. We don't always get them right the first time. Some may never understand what it's like to live or to love. They will go through Life never being able to understand why they are here. While others take these Lessons and enhance them into their Soul. My Mother, who is almost 70 now, has shown me that she too is still learning these Lessons. That She makes mistakes, but yet gains wisdom from them. When her life does pass, She won't know everything, but has learned a lot by how she has lead

Some Things To Think About
** Love is when every night you don't see him/her & you wish they were there with you. ** No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. ** Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. ** A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. ** The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. ** Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. ** To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. ** Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. ** Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. ** Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. ** There's always g

For Those Who Are Loved......
For Those Of You Who Are Loved........ For those of you who are loved, don't take it for granted, but cherish it for what it is worth. For there are others who may never have had the experience of knowing how it feels to be loved by someone. That touch that sends shivers down your spine. Or that look which shows you unconditional love for one another. I love you may sound dumb to others, but can make someone else feel like they are on top of the world ! To feel someone's arms around you, the warmth of a kiss on your forehead, telling you everything will be ok and you'll always be safe with them. To receive the greatest gift of love is to know no other. The passion, the strength, the power of that which makes the world go around and another day of happiness only to be followed by another and another and another. The kind of love that will never hurt you, curse you or destroy you. Love comes from deep within and to give or to receive such a gift is more then anyo

Hei. Mitt Navn Er Salomo.
Ikke kong, og jeg kjenner ingen LL eller Saba Jeg har gjort mange fatastiske ting i min tid, men det meste, hvis ikke alt, har foregått på papiret. Jeg har fortalt dere litt om Isis' kjærliget. Den ble ikke overrakt meg av min egen fantastiskhet selvfølgelig. Tvert i mot. Min far David var den som muliggjorde møtet. Han knertet henne ned, ved et lykketreff. Min oppgave har kun vært å gå på jakt. Ikke etter dyr eller mennesker, men etter spor som min far har lagt igjen. Og de sporene er mange. Ikke på hans egen fantastiskhet, den historien kan han fortelle selv, og hans tilhengere gjør det også hver dag. Jeg tenker på sporene etter hans dårlige samvittighet. Innsikten i hva som hadde skjedd som forteller mye mer enn den opplagte historien med en slynge, en kjempe og en lang og morsom tid med tyranni. Oppgaven ble derfor å fortelle den egentlige historien, slik den ser ut for en som står med hodet i søplebøtta og leter. Det var der nede jeg fant Salome. Noen påstår

Couldnt Stop Thinkin Bout Her At Work,
When i look at you I see a natural beauty When I first saw you My heart told me without a doubt, Shes the one I cant live without. Your pearl-like eyes. Your velvety hair And you sit and wonder, why men cant help but stare. If in this world, you have seen this particular kind of girl. Remember her name So you can say That you once met, The perfect woman. My perfect woman.

My New Fu Owner
Ok lol I posted a blog saying I was in an auction and this man bid the most ...So I want my Fu Friends to stop by his page an show lots of Fu Love..Hes A great Man :D BIG DADDY~Git~R~~Done~ bombsquad leader@ fubar These were wut I was offering

I Have A Illiness Only Afew I Have Told
MY HEADING SAYS WHAT I NEEDED TO SAY , DON'T PITY ME , DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR ME , LOVE ME FOR ME , JUST BE A FRIEND . I HAVE NON HOGESKINS LAPHOMIA , WHICH IS MY LYMPH NODES. SO , NOT ON MUCH ANY MORE , BUT , SHOW UP , WHEN I FEEL LIKE IT , TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO ONE'S THAT HAVE SHOWIN ME . TAKE CARE TO SOME OF MY FRIENDS . HUGS , Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2.. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You a

My New Fu-owner & The Hideaway Auction That Brought Me To Tears....
I am pleased to announce my new FU-Owner!!! KRITTER!!! This is one extraordinary MAN!! This man got into a bidding war with Sleepy and won me for 8million fubux!!! Bringing MzMic speechless & to tears!! Not that fubux mean anything, but the thought that anyone thinks that I could be worth that much really touched my heart. This man goes out of his way to always be there for his friends in any capacity that they might need him, not only here on Fubar, but also as a real life friend also.. So please stop by his page and truely get to know him, don't just do the usual "pervin" of him. kritter: kritter07 enforcer @ The HideAway@ fubar Kritters Stats: He's 5'5" blonde Green eyes,150 Lb. He's divorced and has two kids. He's kids are his world and always come first. Keep it real!!! Kritter enjoys riding motorcycles,going camping,and drawing from time to time. He has been into Physical Therapy for the last 17yrs and considering a change in careers. And This is Sleepy3883 the other

Love(poem)
I just cant understand the mind of a man, he has so much power but uses it in the wrong place. When he enters into a room, what is he thinking? Does he really know himself? Or is he melting down inside. His touch is so powerful, I cant understand why he touches himself and not share it with anyone else. Has he been hurt? has he been ill? or does he just want himself, to prove his happiness to himself? What is it in a mans mind that keeps him so far from love...I just cant..

Lyrics
mr. 2nd best intro... well what happend last wk you said you had to work late i heard you met a new date and thats when i realized this mess was coming to an end well i know all of what happend he took you out to dinner than to the movies and now your laying down with mr. 2nd best you shoulda told me you coulda had me but i dont mind it cuz i found somone better and i must say she helped me cuz she got this disaster out of my head cuz i took her out to dinner than to the movies but the best part of all was waking up with her in my bed while your still laying there looking up at mr second best

For My Husband
For My Husband. i see you across the room, i feel a shutter run through me and my breathe escapes me. i see you start to move across the room and i feel flush with desire . i can't breath ,you come closer and my heart starts to beat harder. i am shaking now and the anticipation of your voice... your touch, makes me weak and stumbling for words you lean into me and whisper but my mind cannot grasp the words, your breath on my neck, the warmth and dear god your smell so intoxicating i can't think . i feel your hand slide around my waist and i melt into you and kiss you deeply. I am so thankful that you are mine and i am completely yours. I find it hard to believe that after 17 years together, you still have this effect on me.

December Birthday Auction! Come Bid On Me :)
Click on the pic below to make a bid. Make this one good for my Birthday lol Here's the link to the auction, http://www.fubar.com/blog/260687/921650 if anyone has a birthday in the month of December, you can still join, just contact Dawn to enter

All I Want For Christmas.......
All I want for christmas is.......nothing!! I already have everything I need. I have a job, a roof over my head,a job, two dumb dogs and 2 stupid cats, and a few great friends! What more is there to life? Nothing really, I don't need matieral things. So I want nothing for christmas, think I will get it also :) Any ways I hope all of you get what you want, cause I already have everything.

* Forgive? *
I'm sorry I hope you believe me, I really mean it this time well, for doing what I did and hurting you sorry, I know you think it's overrated, but I am sincere this time sorry again for being an awful person, I didn't even seen it it makes my heart ache to see you confused just forgive me, plase, give me a away, or put me in a drawer you can try to to smile or maybe even cry a little you know a part of us died you can close your eyes and try to look away but what can make this all better?

Poetry
Almost overdose This sudden feeling of grave pain falls into my lap. A black sticky spider web is thrown over me, and an icy chill twist inside my body. My eyes become heavy and harder to open every time I try to blink. They begin to burn as I open and close them. While I lean back my heart races at an explosive rate with an out of beat tone. My body begins to shiver with intense waves of heat rushing threw out me. It feels like i'm lying in a pit of burning coals and spitting fire, but at the same time I freeze. My blood thickens inside my vein's as it begins to stop.My feet burn with a pounding pain rushing threw them with every last heart beat I can feel. It felt like frost bite clinges on to the tips of each and every fingure i have. The room begins to flow in waves of an upsetting motion making faces appear on the bitter walls. They stare and glare at me like they enjoy watching my pain grow. I try to stand up and run but a rush of ringing pain and blackness falls over me,my mind

Give It To Me!
GIVE IT TO ME! What are you waiting for? Nobody's gonna show you how Why wait for someone else To do what you can do right now? Got no boundaries and no limits If there's excitement, put me in it If it's against the law arrest me If you can handle it...oops... HAHA! I have 3.4 million to Oracle! Be part of something amazing and help me get there! Let's set a record! I've busted my ARSE for my friends for a long, long time. I wanna see some ARSE BUSTIN' back! So, RATE, RATE, RATE and BLING, BLING, BLING and help me get there! You should know by now you will be thanked and rewarded! For those feelin' frisky or just UBER CURIOUS...RATE every single last one of my pics that aren't nsfw or ripped and I will add ya to fam to see them ALL! Show me what you are made of and bend me over and .... LEVEL ME! PebblesinAZ@ fubar

The Law Is The Law
THE LAW IS THE LAW! I really love this one This is one of the better e-mails I have received in a long time! I hope this makes its way around the USA several times over!!!!! So Be It! THE LAW IS THE LAW So " if " the US government determines that it is against the ! law for the words "under God" to be on our money, then, so be it. And " if " that same government decides that the "Ten Commandments" are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it. I say, "so be it," because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen. I say, "so be it," because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot

My Son Just Joined Fubar!!!
MY SON JUST JOINED FUBAR AND I WOULD APPRICIATE ANY OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY HERE IN FUBAR THAT HAVENT ALREADY, PLZZZZ...SHOW HIM SOME MAD FU-LOVE..... Frodo@ fubar THANK-YOU ALL SO VERY MUCH FOR THE ONES THAT HAVE AND THE ONES WHO WILL!!! XOOXOXOXO *proud mom and fu-wife*

Today's Math
Schools are finally starting to teach practical math that these kids can use in real world situations!! It’s about time! Name _________________________________________ Gang/Crew Name______________________ Crib __________________ 1. Ramon has an AK-47 with a 30-round clip. He usually misses 6 out of every 10 shots and he uses 13 rounds per drive-by shootin. How many drive by shootins can Ramon hit before he reloads. 2. Leroy has 2 ounces of cocaine. If he sells an 8 ball to Antonio for $320 and 2 grams to Jaun for $85 per gram, what be the street value of the rest of his shit? 3. Dwayne pimps 3 ho’s. If the price is $85 per trick, how many tricks per day must each ho turn to support Dwayne’s $800 per day Crack habit? 4. Raul wants to cut the pound of cocaine he bought for $40,000 to make 20% profit. How many ounce bags will he need to make to gets the 20% upside? 5. Desmond get $2000 for a stolen BMW, $1500 for stealing a Corvette, and $1000 for a 4

Ode To The Archer
THE ARCHER PUB AT THE ARCHER PUB THERE IS PLENTY OF CHEERS FROM THE TIME YOU ARRIVE TO THE TIME YOU DISAPPEAR THE CHARACTERS THERE TO NAME JUST A FEW THERES THE BIG KAHUNA A MUSLIM AND A SHERIFF TOO THE BAR STAFF WILL STAY THE SAME WE HOPE CAUSE WE DON’T WANT TO HAVE TO RETRAIN SOME STUCK UP SHEILAS AND BLOKES CAUSE AS IT IS NOW IT IS SIMPLY THE BEST FROM JO, CUT OFF KIMMY ROBBIE T AND ROB K AND PRATTY WHO SOMETIMES TURNS UP SOBER ON SUNDAYS YOU DON’T HAVE TO ASK FOR WHAT YOU DESIRE CAUSE OUR BAR STAFF KNOW WHAT WE REQUIRE THEY HAVE IT SITTING ON THE BAR WAITING FOR YOU WITHOUT ANY FUSS OR FURTHER ADO THE GUYS AND THE GIRLS IN THE BISTRO AND ON OCCASSIONS BERYL THE BOWLING LADY TOO THEY GIVE YOU THE BEST DEALS ON ALL THE MEALS FROM SPAGBOL TO THE SWEET CHESSECAKE FROM CHILLI PRAWNS AND RICE THERES ONLY ONE THING TO SAY MMM VERY NICE BUT ONE WORD OF ADVICE DON’T ASK WAYNE OR BRI FOR A SIMPLE BURGER OR YOU JUST MIGHT END UP BEING FRIED BUT SER

1st December 2008
Hey all, I never really use the blogs thing on here, but thought i would start now. I had my last cigarette an hour ago (2100 uk time) The reason for me quitting......i lost my amazing, fantastic, caring, one in a million grandad a few months ago to lung cancer. When we found out, the doctor gave him 6 wks to 3 months. Sadly he died exactly 6 weeks later. He had never smoked a cigarette in his life. This is one reason. The second is my 10year old son, David. He said something to me over the weekend, which shocked me. He said "i dont want you to die mum" i said, im not going to die for a very long time yet, to which he replied....but what if you get cancer!! I think this was my wake up call. So this morning, i got an appointment with my gp and as i have no willpower whatsoever, im gonna try and quit with nicotine replacement. I know its not going to be easy...far from it..but im gonna give it my best shot!! So no doubt ill be filling my blog, with ramblings and v

Sickly Creature
So everyone around me has been getting the stomach flu since Friday...i've had it since saturday and it sucks. All my body wants to do is vomit even though I haven't really eaten anything. Would it make me feel better? Eh we'll see I guess...

* Untouched *
It's her little brown curls- held up so tight its that ice cream mess you clean up at night her toys in your room your things gone missing that causes you to love that she makes up with kissing she swims and she splashes with her in the tub your clothes, wet, and floor soaked she reaches for a hug you cuddle and love on the couch for an hour then send her to bed as she resists with such power hold her hands- kiss her cheek you do this everyday you do this for weeks she is sweet, she is good she is quiet, and she is loud she is the best little baby she makes you so proud she is liked very well loved just as much and a baby untouched

Food For Thought
This is for men and women To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait. To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful. To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for t

* Is You *
My soul is sad my heart is sad and there isn't alot I can do it's tearing me to shreads and I can't seem to figure things out but the one thing that makes me happy is you and i'm sorry I cant show you how happy I am when I'm with you I'm sorry that this sadness has stolen the smile from my face and I hope you know i'm happy even though you can't see it and although my body is tired and lonely and upset it doesn't mean I don't love you just the same because you bring happiness into my life even on my saddest of days and i'm sorry that my smile has been stolen there's so much eating at me and I can't seem to find that one little thing let's the world know How much I care the places I love are now the places I dread and I hate that and it makes me sad to see that happiness on the face of a former friend and I want to be the person who makes them happy like I once could and I wish I could tell you that I still love you even though we're apart but I can't

Reason For My Absents
hey friends sorry for not being online all that much anymore....im having problems with my computer it goes sooooo slow now and it makes it hard for me to do anything .....im also working part time ...thanks to having hard times....but as soon as my net gets alil faster ill add more pixs and do more on here.....but until then keep me in ur thoughts and show me some love.....xxxooooxxx

12.01.08 - Cake - Sheep Go To Heaven
SONG VERSION BELOW Sheep Go To Heaven - Cake LYRICS BELOW I'm not feeling alright today I'm not feeling that great I'm not catching on fire today Love has started to fade I'm not going to smile today I'm not gonna laugh You're out living it up today I've got dues to pay And the gravedigger puts on the forceps The stonemason does all the work The barber can give you a haircut The carpenter can take you out to lunch Now but I just want to play on my panpipes I just want to drink me some wine As soon as you're born you start dyin' So you might as well have a good time (ah no) Sheep go to heaven Goats go to hell Sheep go to heaven Goats...go to hell (ah no...ah yea...ah right) I don't wanna go to Sunset Strip I don't wanna feel the emptiness Bold marquees with stupid band names I don't wanna go to Sunset Strip I don't wanna go to Sunset Strip I don't wanna feel the emptiness Bold marquees with stupid band names I don't wanna go to Sunset

* You *
I've been so many places and I have seen so many faces but only one that stays with me is you. Im sitting here full of fear that I'll never be with you. its you, my heart is dead and stiff I want to stare deep in your eyes and maybe you'll realize how much you mean to me. all I want to do is sit down holding you and playing with your hair but life is just not fair everytime I use the phone to call you, my voice turns to stone around you, I may act strange but my feelings will never change. Im putting those words out there out in the open air: YOU'RE THE ONE I WANT THE ONE I NEED YOUR EVERYTHING TO ME

* I Never Knew Love Till You *
Your love, it makes me smile those other boyfriends they were just a joke you're the only one I trust I never knew love till you you make me happy I dont know how I lived without you maybe I didnt but... I really dont know how im living now you're gone you took the sunshine you took away my smile I might smile but its fake it seems like a crime a crime to smile I never knew love till you

2 Years
It's been 2 years since a friend invited me here, to what was then Cherrytap. Things certainly change. I've changed as well. I've made good friends, and at times found good friends were not so good. In the end, I learned lessons about myself, and about life. I have not been spending as much time here lately. It used to be on all the time even when I was not sitting here. But I lost the desire to be here. The same goes for yahoo, myspace, and facebook. Now as tomorrow will be 2 years, I'm ready to go for a variety of reasons. The only thing I don't know is if I delete it all, or just stay away and see if there is a urge to come back later.

Monoculture
Why don't I just give up And do myself a favour? My life is slowly turning grey And losing all its flavour Everything the same Again and again and again Everything the same Again and again and again Over and over and over Again and again and again Monoculture Over and over and over Again and again and again Monoculture No change The world has gone insane Everything that's old Is new again Monoculture Monoculture Monoculture Why don't I just give up And submit to the great God of Bland All my exotic gestures No longer in demand Everything the same Again and again and again Everything the same Again and again and again Over and over and over Again and again and again Monoculture Over and over and over Again and again and again Monoculture Monoculture It's the same Monoculture Monoculture Mediocre Monoculture Monoculture Mediocre Over and over and over Again and again and again Monoculture Over and over and over Again and again and

A Challenge To All Families (help Aussie!! Plz)
Earlier today Watcher saw someone asking for help this man was paying for comments. So he decided to help him out he was and is in 2nd place, every time he would get close to first they'd pull away fast by huge numbers. So being who Watcher is he went into help him and was shouted by one of the first place bombers talking smack to him. In the end, he basically told Watcher that no matter what families this man brought in to help him he would never get first place. Guess he thinks that buying comments is the only way to bomb. IS IT? Does anyone out there wanna prove him wrong? Come join me(Watcher), in showing this guy who is better a bomber: one who bombs to bomb, or a bomber who bombs for pay? THE LINK IS BELOW~! Please show the host love while you are there please.

~ Your Eyes ~
I can't shake this feeling I have everytime I look at you something stirs inside a feeling starts to grow it's hard to describe excatly what it is too many emotions are happening at the same time a warm feeling spreads through me I start to smile I look at your hair oh those beautiful locks of gold how they shimmer in the sun and make my stomach float I see you smile I cant describe the rush of emoitions I experience butterflies occupy my insides and happiness ensues then I look into your eyes those beautiful, luscious eyes those eyes alone cause me much joy I havent felt this way my whole life I now know I am the luckiest woman alive to be in the presence of such elegance, such grace I am blessed I know the situations is confusing it will take some time but I have much time on my hands and I would love nothing less, than to spend it waiting for you. I am excitied for the day when I can hold you in my arms

Passions & Erotic Lust
A touch of skin soft and slippery, With the hint of hint of sweat. We fought our resistance beneath the cool sheets, As the wind flowed from the window above us. Eyes met briefly and begged for the chance, To abandon all of our uncertainties. You began your work on my lips, Probing gently as if drawing sex, From a deep well of longing and need. Then heated tongues met in the midst, Of hot and quickening breath. And greedily we drank the wine of our lusts. Then intoxicated with those spirits, Our clothes found resting place on the floor. Piece by piece, Until there were no hiding places, For the two glistening and wanting bodies. Hunger revealed in this hot moment. Then skin meshed with skin, As the floor became the stage. You moved atop of me easily, And lowered yourself gently. Kissing me as I was filled with you. As a gasp broke the kiss, Your hands stroked the stray strands, Away from my forehead, then became entangled. Our slow rhythm gave way, To urgent

Fairy Tale
Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.

* Friends *
Something that is important to me are my friends because I know they'll be there until the very end through good or bad even when i'm happy or sad we always have fun together thats why I hope we are friends forever I would do anything for them through thick or thin I dont worry when we fight, because I know we will be friends again friends mean the world to each other so when a guy gets in the picture they'll always come back to one another I know we will be friends for a very long time and one day I hope everyone will have great friends like mine we have great pictures and memories to share when we are old and wonderful stories that we will continue to be told. they are my life, my everything now I dont mean to boost but when it really comes down to it my friends are what mean the most!!!

Tamale Recipe
How to make Tamales... A recipie. How long has it been, since you had a rich, steaming plate of tamales? Remember how delicious tamales are? NO ONE can resist a well-garnished plate of REAL tamales, after all. Well, no longer will you have to wait around until you can afford to visit an expensive restraunt which serves such a delicasy. I'll share with you the easy recipie for making your own REAL TAMALES, right at home! The first thing you need, is some real tamale meat. Some folks will tell you to use beef, or chicken - this is a mistake! RULE ONE - you can't make a REAL tamale, without catmeat. Cat; it's the "other" red meat. This is how to obtain fine tamale meats: _._ .-'.\ `. /` ./\__| "Here, kitty, kitty, kitty..." | ./\~()\() \ \_ _) (\ \/ //\ //_ _/\ `-/\_ (\(((\ / \ \ / / \ \___/ / \/\/\/ \ / / / \ /

Thank You For These Feelings
YOU AND I SHARE SO MUCH OF WHAT IS GOOD ABOUT LIFE.THINGS LIKE SO MANY EXPERIENCES THAT ONLY U AND I HAVE KNOWN. AND SO MANY PERSONAL FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THAT WE HAVE SHOWN ONLY TO EACH OTHER SO I'D LIKE TO THANK U FOR BRINGING ME HAPPINESS AS THOUGH IT WERE A GIFT I COULD OPEN EVERY DAY AND I 'AM GRATEFUL EACH DAY TO U. FOR BEING THE WONDERFUL,KIND,GIVING PERSON U ARE TO ME... I ADMIRE U.... FOR LISTENING TO THE WORDS I WANT TO SAY... I APPRECIATE U.... FOR LOVING ME IN SPITE OF MYSELF AND ALWAYS PUTTING ME BACK ON MY FEET AGAIN.... FOR GIVING ME SOMEONE TO BELIEVE IN; SOMEONE WHO LETS ME KNOW THAT THERE REALLY IS GOODNESS AND KINDNESS AND LAUGHTER AND LOVE IN THE WORLD. FOR BEING ONE OF THE BEST PARTS OF MY LIFE AND PROVING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.... FOR MAKING ME LAUGH IN THE RAIN AND HELPING ME SHOULDER TO MY TROUBLES FOR BEING EVERYTHING YOU ARE TO ME AND DOING IT SO BEAUTIFULLY... I THANK U.... WITH ALL MY HEART.....

~ Want To Be ~
You have stolen my heart away and you leave me breathless too I know why I feel this way as I stand next to you I can't stop these feelings I can't get you out of my mind I would show you every minute but, babe, you're so blind. cause your all I want you're all I need this is where I want to be you're all I want you're all I need this is where I want to be I want to hold you in my arms I'll protect you from your tears I want to kiss you all night long and wipe away all of your tears I know this is something I can't control its gotta be I wanna be with you all the time why can't you see? I want to hear you I want to feel you I want to kiss you I want to be with you.

Just Alone I Go
You use to light up the dark With your unrelenting spark It always put a fire in me You use to say I'm the one The only ray of sun you could touch Without the fear of burning Yeah you use to try to please me Never said this would be easy Just alone I go Before you realize You're the one that is going to lose anyway You just got there now you're leaving Your sweet notes were deceiving Well it ain't over till its over Make my world shut down This comes close I'll have you know Its just a matter of time Just alone I go Before you realize

Freezing
Sometimes a moment comes along Serendipity It dances so fast Eludes you in passing It dances some more for you It calls out your name It tells you its game It knows you in every pore Feels like heaven In too deep on the water Like raindrops Falling down Try to prove it now Tell me that you'll never go away On the rainbow Save me Show me you're my angel Something tells me that you are no fool Feels like heaven In too deep on the water Like raindrops Falling down Save me now I am freezing

What Lies Within Your Mind
Now spread your wings Can't you hear me calling Before we're down We're falling Soon too late Take the valley lows The highest mountains The fields and all the fountains Feels so great I feel your needs I can feel the passion This is no religion There's no fear I'm sensing it Can't you feel the passion I offer you protection Time stands still Now we'll always see the light Through the darkness of the night Be your shelter when the storm is in your heart See it Believe it Prepare for the fall To serve them all As the darkness turns to light You'll always find what lies within your mind

Come Meet Moidiotnia
Come by and meet my new owner for the next month .. He doesnt have many friends so lets love him up a bit F/A/R and maybe even bling him too.. rate his pictures he doesnt have stash so it should only take a few minutes of your time .. Let's show him what fubar friends can do .. stop by and tell him I sent you ..... moidiotnia@ fubar this bully made by: ??Blueyes??Fu wife to Dj Nbk Daddy leveler@ fubar

A Special Thought For U From Me
Having someone like u in my life is like having a wish come true... A special people like u are always thought of with hope and happiness and never ending gratitude.... We could be separated from one another by great distances and long passages of time and yet, upon meeting again, we would simply continue on as though we'd never been apart. You are a blessing and a miracle.You are a guiding light. You are reminder that everything is all right. I cant even begin to count all the times that special thought of u have brightened up the day, made me count my blessings and helped to see me through. You give me so much to be thankful for. For I spend so many quiet moments of my own thinking how much i miss u, how hard it is to be apart, and how wonderful it is that you're always with me, here in my heart....

True Love
I look at him, Laying in his bed, Sleeping. Contentment fills my heart as I see him serenity, He looks so peaceful. Slowly, I motion toward him, With every step needing him more and more. I crawl in behind him And softly I put my hand at his side. Gently, I kiss his cheek, Then rub my lips down along the side of his neck, Back and fourth, Back and fourth. I put my arms around him as he turns into me. I look at him, Still so calm, So tranquil. I kiss his forehead softly, Then his cheek. Finally I awaken him, Kissing his tender lips. I raise my hand and caress his face, Beginning at his forehead and ending at his chin. Once again I kiss him, Wrapping my arms around him, Lifting him with me as I slowly sit up. Rubbing my cheek against his, Kissing his neck. As I lift my head back I look into his eyes, The love I feel inside is reflected back at me. Gently, I embrace him, Holding him close to my heart. Softly, I bring him head to mine, Faintly whisper

* I'll Never Get Over You *
I lay in my bed with you in my head on the radio I hear a song it sounds like us how we used to be then i cry I'll never get over you never ever you're in my head 24/7 I try to concentrate on what i'm doing but you just come back back into my mind all I need is you you're the one for me so I won't have to get over you!!!!!!

You - Evanescence
The words have been drained from this pencil Sweet words that I want to give you And I can't sleep I need to tell you Goodnight When we're together, I feel perfect When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart All you say is sacred to me Your eyes are so blue I can't look away As we lay in the stillness You whisper to me Amy, marry me Promise you'll stay with me Oh you don't have to ask me You know you're all that I live for You know I'd die just to hold you Stay with you Somehow I'll show you That you are my night sky I've always been right behind you Now I'll always be right beside you So many nights I cried myself to sleep Now that you love me, I love myself I never thought I would say this I never thought there'd be You

You Must Act On Your Dreams
Monday, December 01, 2008 YOU MUST ACT ON YOUR DREAMS. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You have to make your own opportunities. Your future is not a matter of chance. It's a matter of your choice. It's not something you wait for. It's something you must actively pursue. Don't wait for extraordinary opportunities. Seize common occasions and make them great. Opportunity can come disguised in the form of misfortune, or temporary defeat. Start today, right where you are. Distant fields will always appear greener. Yet, golden opportunities are all around you. You can live a great dream if you pursue it. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Watch The => Webinar Check Out The => Glimpse Stories Learn More At => The Mangosteen Evolution

Abc's Of Being A Woman
A is for Arteries. You know, the things that your ex-girlfriend ripped out because she really didn't care for you you twit she was only after your money and could have given a shit about you. B is for Bitter. Who, me?? No way. I really hope things between them do work out. I hope they get married and have 2 children that are little devils and her hips get huge and his eyebrows finally grow completely together and they get fat and old together and then DIE!! C is for Call ya later.She won't. She never has before. D is for Dumped. Does D need to be explained? E is for Eating like a pig. Remember when you took her out and she said "I'm not hungry" so you figured you could take her to a nice place because you were able to afford a nice meal at this fine restaurant. Then she ate more than your Uncle Roy (you remember Uncle Roy the one with the mustard stains on everything). So you flip the bill and are broke for the next two weeks and she wonders why you were unable to cal

My Heart
MY HEART DONT DESERVE TO GET TOYED WITH IF UGONNA CARE CARE DONT JUST ACT LIKE U DO THEN TURN ROUND AND NOT THE NEXT. TALK WHEN U WANNA TALK AND DONT WHEN U DONT THATS NOT HOW ITS GONNA WORK IM SORRY THINGS GOT TO CHANGE.

Advantages Of Being A Woman
Why it's better to be a Woman! 1. We got off the Titanic first. 2. We get to flirt with systems support men who always return our calls, and are nice to us when we blow up our computers. 3. Our boyfriend's clothes make us look elfin & gorgeous. Guys look like complete idiots in ours. 4. We can be groupies. Male groupies are stalkers. 5. We can cry and get off speeding fines. 6. We've never lusted after a cartoon character or the central female figure in a computer game. 7. Taxis stop for us. 8. Men die earlier, so we get to cash in on the life insurance. 9. We don't look like a frog in a blender when dancing. 10. Free drinks, Free dinners, Free movies ... (you get the point). 11. We can hug our friends without wondering if she thinks we're gay. 12. We can hug our friends without wondering if WE'RE gay. 13. New lipstick gives us a whole new lease on life. 14. It's possible to live our whole lives without ever taking a group shower. 15. We don

Poor Bob
Bob was in trouble. He forgot his wedding anniversary. His wife was really pissed. She told him "Tomorrow morning, I expect to find a gift in the driveway that goes from 0 to 200 in 6 seconds AND IT BETTER BE THERE !!" The next morning he got up early and left for work. When his wife woke up, she looked out the window and sure enough there was a box gift-wrapped in the middle of the driveway. Confused, the wife put on her robe and ran out to the driveway, brought the box back in the house. She opened it and found a brand new bathroom scale. Bob has been missing since Friday.

101 Ways To Annoy People
101 Ways To Annoy People 1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly. 2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage." 3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go." 4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..." 5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others. 6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. < 7. Speak only in a "robot" voice. 8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly. 9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub". 10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies. 11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets. 12. Sniffle incessantly. 13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles. 14. Name your dog "Dog." 15. Insist on keeping you

Unforgotten Words
A thousand lights, A brilliant hue, A few words, That only begin to describe you, And words I haven't got, Because you've stolen them, From my heart, They're yours to keep, For words cannot describe you, And dreams are there to stay, As I look into your eyes, I see something, Or feel this world has never known, And remember the memories, That never did once die, I turn again, Searching for those eyes, That hold the words, I search for those eyes, And they're right there, Looking and searching for me.

What Is Love?
Category: Life What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: _____ "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 _____ "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 (I love this one) _____ "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 _____ "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 ___ "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 _____ "Love is when

Dead End (new Poem)
After almost 5 months, I finally wrote a new piece last night. Enjoy. :) Dead End Hearing the voices of all the wrong choices luring me into their traps. Knowing what's at stake, still I let off the brake and watch as my reasons collapse. I should be more aware, but right now I don't care. I'm just far too tired to fight. So I brace for impact as I try to distract myself from what I know isn't right.

My Possibilities
My love as I lay upon my pillow and gaze into the light. I wonder how it will be when we first meet for the first time, Will you still love me and want to keep me close to your heart? I wonder how it will be to hold you in my arms, Will you accept me as I am and tell me that you don’t ever want to part? I wonder how it will be to kiss your soft lips, Will you in return kiss me and tell me how you want a brand new start? I wonder how it feels to touch your silky skin, Will you let me and feel the warmth deep within? I wonder how it will be to caress your beautiful face, Will you gaze into my eyes and tell me that I have filled that empty space? All I want is to see you, embrace you, kiss you and if you let me . . . make love to you at a slow pace.

Something To "hyde"
Democrats on the House Oversight and Government Reform Committee said RV trailer manufacturers knew that the trailers they sold to the government had excessively high levels of formaldehyde but didn't disclose the information for fear of bad press. The trailers, which were used to house hurricane victims on the Gulf Coast, have been a touchy subject at FEMA ever since occupants began reporting headaches, nosebleeds, dizziness, and shortness of breath. The agency has since asked many families to move out of the trailers. One trailer-company chairman told the Oversight Committee he thought the results of tests showing high levels of formaldehyde were "irrelevant information" because the Federal Emergency Management Agency already knew about the high toxicity. The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention earlier this month blamed much of the trailer fiasco on poor ventilation and lax government standards for formaldehyde in RVs, a view the Oversight Committee's Republicans seized on in

Happiness
I have been here before but it isn’t the same, He’s genuine, he’s unique it’s hard to explain. Many will profess many things it is true, But this special person is definitely new! He’s been a gentleman through and through since we have met, And I know in my heart this I will continue to get. Respectful and loving it’s hard to believe, To find this gentle man who is caring to me! I dedicate this poem so you know, To a man that my friendship continues to grow. We have not met as yet and may never will, But to meet him would be a fantasy forfilled. So you know, dear new friend I am thinking of you, Can’t wait to hear from you, I miss you I so do. Come back to me dear all safe and sound, To continue the special bond that we found!

Shower
I am craving shower pleasure with you, multiple shower heads make water cascade from our bodies, our tongues mesh probing deeply and hungrily as we press our bodies together and your smooth skin rubs against mine, your nipples hard with excitement and my swollen lid is pressing against your belly, I lower myself as I am probing your wet pussy lips and I kneel down and you drape one leg over my shoulder as I hungrily bury my face into your wet spread lips, nibbling teasing with my tongue, my teeth and lips cradling your buttocks with my hands and pressing a finger against your rosebud teasing it. I can feel you getting closer as you press harder on to my face, your hands on my head I can now feel your first orgasm, you make such luscious noises when you come, now it is your turn as you lower yourself and want me to stand up, you massage my scrotum and let your tonge run along the length of my shaft teasing the swollen tip and your first take in the tip as your tongue plays around the sm

Dec 1st & 2nd Bling Fling & Lucky Bux Game
Auto 11 BONUS Game! Bling Fling and Lucky Bux! Oh yes, there WILL be BLING and over 2 million fu-bucks! I'm getting close to Oracle...soooo... ITS ON AGAIN... TONIGHT AND TOMORROW!! Bling will be handed out to random and or heavy raters during any Happy Hour and my 24 hours of auto 11's. FU-BUCKS GIVEAWAY Rate as many of the EZ RATE 100 picture folders as you want, for every 100 rates, you can enter again. 1,000,000, 500,000, and 250,000 fu-bucks will go to 3 lucky winners after my autos are finished from the entries received. In addition, 2 lucky winners will be receiving 100,000 fu-bucks each day (mon. and tue.) ***Race BONUS BONUS***Because my friends ROCK!!!!...3 people to complete rating the "TUX FOLDER" will win a electric guitar bling! The 1st, 5th and 10th person to email me a private message will win. Race will star

How Long Should It Take?
..When it comes to how long sex and foreplay should last every individual has their own personal preference right? I mean for some folks, especially women in particular, during foreplay the average man either doesn't give enough oral love or he doesn't stay down between her legs long enough. Now as far as the men are concerned, at least the ones that I know, their chief complaints were that some women either don't give head long enough or not at all? So moving along to the sex act itself, many women say that they hated men that put in an hour long foreplay session from the ones I know, but only put in 10 or 15-minutes of sex. However quite a lot of women also told me that they hated men that put in long foreplay sessions but coupled with FOREVER AND A DAY sex sessions. So as you can tell blogland everyone is feeling something different when it comes to foreplay and sex, so different that I decided to write this blog and find out where all my other friends on this site think ab

Find The Bad Guys
There is a site that allows you to see who lives near a given area with a felony conviction. With this you can see what bad guys live where. http://www.felonspy.com/search.html Just type in any address and see who lives nearby with a felony conviction for what.

Honeymoon Over
not that i have actually been on one it just seems like we have been on this honeymoon phase of sourts since robby got out of jail and i thought everything was gonna be better between us and now it seems like everything was just put on pause and we back to our same ol arguing all the time over everything and bout the only thing he does is cook super unless i complain enough then he gets off his butt and does something but oh well its my choice to stay with him and i dont even know how smart that is is love really worth the pain you feel every day when your with someone?should i really have to sacrfice my health so he can take all the time in the world to find a job?should i even have to put my health on pause for him to find a job cause thats what im doing.i have been advised by my doctors to quit working and go on disability but robby wants me to continue working until he gets a job.idk leave me your thoughts

Yeah....who I Am
I ama 26 year old single guy. I get horny *shrugs, do i acknowledge this fact, fuck ya. Just b/c i like sex and anything that goes along with it pretty much. Im anice guy. Ill be whose ever friend. If i flirt a bit too mcuh, just say, chill. man, i am who am i. Ill treat you right and if i dont, let me know and ill fix it if i can. Im not gonna change who i am to fit someones expectations or w/e. Take me at face value and ill take you at face value. Im here to meet friends and w/e that comes along my way. But on another note, im a music major trying to get done, and i work as a meat cutter/clerk. I love singing, i love sports and i loves gmaing of any type really. board games, computer, w/e. If you wanna know more about me ask! any question you want. dont be shy to ask 8)

World Through New Eyes
I’ve started to look at the world through new eyes. I have come to terms with the fact that I am not perfect,no one is..; and that not everyone will always love me, appreciate me, or approve of the things I do or who I am. And you know what? That's perfectly okay. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Either way I am not going to change what I do, who I am, or how I live for anyone. Because I know people don’t always mean what they say, and I know that not everyone will always be there for me. However, I've learned to not count on anyone being there for me, the only thing I can really count on is the unexpected- and most importantly; myself. I get in life what I truly believe I deserve. And trust me, I have had my fair share of liars, backstabbers, and cheaters... and all along they thought they got the best of me. But today, I’m standing right here laughing in their faces. After all that I know what I deserve, and I deserve to be treated with love, sensitivity, kindness, and most

Auto11s
Here are some rules about me and auto11s. **First and foremost, I like to level. I will use your auto11s to my advantage. Get over it. If I don't Fan and add you, it's because your a pawn in my chess game of leveling. 1. If you send me a sb saying that you have autos on, I probably wont even look twice at it. 2. If a friend of mine knows you have autos on and asks for my help, I will help you. 3. If you beg, fuk off, I'm not helping you. 4. If you are a Prophet and have autos on, get lost, I'm not helping you. 5. If you don't return the initial f/r/a, I'm going to un-fan you and take you off my friends list. 6. No I will not sit and rate all 2,000 of your pictures if I don't want to. If I only rate half of a folder, get over it. 7. You never helped me, why should I go out of my way to help you? ----This all being said, I'm sure I look like a bitch, but oh well, to each their own. Have a wonderful day Fu-land. =] -Loki

Can't Rate Still.............
I have rebooted and refreshed several times. My fu background is mostly white. I am unable to rate anything. I can fan or send friend requests. I will return any and all rates as soon as I can. I am unsure as to what is wrong. If you have any ideas please feel free to share. Thanks, Jen

Why Is It So Hard??
Please tell me why love is so hard, when its should be something that come so simple, I just want someone to spend my life with, to share my days with, I don't want pain and heartache which it seems that is all I have got in my life and I am tired of it.. I want to love a man for who he is, not what he has, or has to offer me, Just giving him my whole heart and love him unconditionally. I want him to be the one I wake to in the mornings make some sweet love, before getting ready for work. Have some coffee or Coco with before we are both off to work,And be the one I cant stopping thinking about all day. And when we come home as I am making dinner we are sharing the events of the day the good and the bad, He comes up behind me and kisses my neck while Iam cooking, We have dinner together then enjoy a nice shower together and we sit and relax to a movie,Or take a walk together under the stars on a clear evening. And as it nears bedtime we share our souls once more, An

Det Engelske Språket Er Et Utdødd Fenomen
Det å bruke engelsk innebærer nemlig at du henvender deg til England. England gikk under på 60-tallet. Og det innebærer at du snakker med Uz. Men det er ikke mulig å snakke med Uz. Derfor, hvis du henvender deg direkte til personligheter som Dara eller Niagara kan du til nød bruke språket. Hvis ikke må du gå en omvei. Ettersom Uz alltid snakker via omvei til deg. Via overvåkning, muslimske terrorister, en idiotisk reklame eller et ødelagt program. Eller en bombet by. Selv om det å bruke ditt eget morsmål kan synes som et særdeles direkte middel for å nå fram til det skidzofrene monteret vi har med å gjøre er det egentlig kun en måte å møte den andre parten med respekt og likeværd. Det er ikke et tegn på at du føler deg like høyreist som det store landet eller at du er like betydningsfull el.l. Det er den eneste måten ettersom den eventuelle samtalepartneren ikke er der og heller ikke kan være der per definisjon. Russernes bruk av tolk var i utgangspunktet glimren

Why The Need To Lye?
I am little down today..really thought I met a really nice guy a week ago today. But as each day passes(one lie after another). I have came to the assumption that I was used again. I don't care to be used for sex.. shit I just hate being lied to? Why tell me your going to treat me as a queen then after the wham bam ty mam its all different? If I was just another piece of ass so be it... just don't lie. I am very open and very honest and right to the point, I do believe I deserve better treatment. I just don't know if its me or what? Since coming into this crazy world all I really wanted was to be loved. How hard is that? Needless to say my parents did not love me like they should have. I still loved them but I had to draw the line. Now I am in a marriage thats going no where...and will be splitting. And my soon to be ex hubby is 20 yrs older then me...now talk about a failure. I can't keep a man happy thats 20 yrs older then me? Nor can I find a regular fuck buddy without all t

Chicken Hauler
Aardvark - also anteater. A big rig with a long, droopy nose, suggesting that it is attacking an ant colony. First use was when Kenworth introduced its T600 in the mid-'80s. Affirmative - yes, or 10-4. Alligator - a piece of tire on the road. It looks like an alligator sunning itself on the highway. a tread or recap from a blown tire. Creates a road hazard. Rel. Baby alligators or bait: bits and pieces of a blown tire. Alamo - San Antonio, TX. Astrodome or Dome - Houston, TX. Back or come back - "I'm finished transmitting, talk back to me." Back door - behind you or to the rear. "You got a bear on the back door, about a mile back." Also the rear truck of a caravan. Back it down - used to tell another driver to get his foot off the accelerator and reduce speed. "You got a construction zone up here, back it down." Also "back it off." Back row - the area at some truck stops where hookers hang out. Badger - Wisconsin. Bakkards - Backwards Bama - Alabama Ba

What The Hell Is Going On?
A couple of days ago an ex-girlfriend from college contacted me on Facebook. Today, another ex from college tried to add me on Myspace. These people are kinda significant because the one took my virginity and the other was the second person I had sex with. They were also best friends before everything went down. Both fucked up my life pretty bad. I really didn't think I would hear from either of them again, especially the one who took my virginity. She seriously fucked up my life and made it very hard for me to have any "normal" relationships after her. I'm totally blown away right now. It's been over 12 years since I spoke to either of them and they both contact me in the same week? Crazy!

How Lucky I Am.
How Lucky Are You?You are a Lucky Penny. You lead a pretty regular life, but every so often luck tosses you a penny and you grab it! Sometimes you win small amounts at the lottery, but not always. Although you aren't the luckiest kid on the block you still have a pretty good life.Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

Kben
Hey.DJ Kb Inviting you to .. Hydaway Radio You like music? I know i do. Whats Up Like 90's rock? Then im the Dj For you Dont be Scared I play Todays Music to and Hey hey I take Requests But my Fav thing to do is making new friends and I want you to join me.. SO click the pic and join me! you know you want to!

Back Off He's Mine!!
Brandy: Excuse me, can I please talk to you for a minute? Monica: Uh huh, sure you know, you look kinda familiar. Brandy: Yeah, you do too but, umm, I just wanted to know do you know somebody named you, you know his name. Monica: Oh, yeah definatly, I know his name. Brandy: I just wanted to let you know he's mine. Monica: Huh... No no, he's mine! You need to give it up Had about enough It's not hard to see The boy is mine I'm sorry that you Seem to be confused He belongs to me The boy is mine Brandy: I think it's time we got this straight Let's sit and talk face to face There is no way you could mistake Him for your man are you insane Monica: You see I know that you may be Just be jealous of me Cuz you're blind if you can't see That his love is all in me Brandy: You see I tried to hesitate I didn't wanna say what they told me He said without me he couldn't make It through the day ain't that a shame Monica: Maybe you misunderstood

My Bcs Rant
You can't be serious. Well, of course they're serious. I told everyone three days ago the BCS would pick OU for the 2nd place ranking. There are certain teams that have enough clout to get their way, and OU is one of those teams. Separate all of the bullshit from the ranking and one fact remains. It's a three-way tie. If they take Tech out of the equation (btw, 7th place is a slap in the face), you have two teams left. One of those teams beat the other one in head-to-head competition. That's it. The buck stops there. Texas beat OU. Period. What do you mean OU gets the nod??? Because they beat the shit out of OK State this weekend, and we pulled out our first string to have some pity on A&M?? You're telling me the coaches are so biased that they fail to see the black and white truth in favor of their mood at the end of the season? God I hope UT pitches the bitch fit to end all bitch fits. If you can't trust your coaches to make an unbiased decision, then go to a pl

Parenting School Refusers
Tomorrow I attend my first meeting which will look at developing a 'pathway' to support school refusers. Defn: A child/young person who refuses to attend a statutory education provision based on anxiety related phobia. (my definition, don't like it, offer another) My part in all this will be to ensure that the parents/carers of the city I work for are represented fairly and constructively. Having supported parents around many concerns they have for their child's provision of education; health needs; welfare needs, etc, for approximately 8 years now, which has included school refusal, I have several ideas of what would be good to put in place. These include clear avenues for parents to explore around alternative provisions and a publication to support parents in making contact with relevant agencies who could offer support. What I thought might be useful, just for my own personal learning development, is to get some kind of international perspective on this and hopefull

Life's Surprises
The air rushes past my body as I plummet towards the icy water I so love. As I’m in the air I think about my first jump and I... my thoughts are shattered as I plunge into the icy water once again. Such is life; I’ve come to enjoy the freedom of “flying” from the cliff into the icy water. Sure it’s a rush leaving what I know as “stable” ground and leaping off into the air to be greeted by icy water but its being “weightless” for those few seconds that I truly love. Freedom from the stability, a view you can’t get anywhere else and nothing can touch you, if nothing more then a few seconds. I try to live my life according to this everyday that I can. Life is short, its what you make of it and if one tries hard enough anything can be done.

Sloopy Potty Doodle
Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypants, by Dave Pilkey, in which the evil Professor forces everyone to assume new names... So:- 1. Use the third letter of your first name to determine your New first name: a = snickle b = doombah c = goober d = cheesey e = crusty f = greasy g = dumbo h = farcus i = dorky j = doofus k = funky l = boobie m = sleezy n = sloopy o = fluffy p = stinky q = slimy r = dorfus s = snooty t = tootsie u = dipsy v = sneezy w = liver x = skippy y = dink y z = zippy 2. Use the second letter of your last name to determine the first half of your new last name: a = dippin b = feather c = b atty d = burger e = chicken f = barffy g = lizard h = waffle i = farkle j = monkey k = flippin l = fricken m = bubble n = rhino o = potty p = hamster q = buckle r = g

Playing With Joe Bouchard From Blue Oyster Cult
October 7, 2008 Friday night was fantastic! We had a great set as the Rob Carlton Band, though as expected we have some self criticism to do, and to revise our set before we play out again. It was all great, and the soundman at the Sherman, Glenn, was exceptional. Thank you. Joe Bouchard & co. were a really great band, and mixed their own material in with several songs that Joe used to perform with Blue Oyster Cult. Some of the early material was a wonderful surprise to me, as a long longtime BOC fan. I had the honor of jumping up onstage with Joe and the band for a kickass rendition of Back Door Man (Doors) and sharing the mic with his drummer, Jimmy (an awesome drummer) and we ended the show with an all out jam including both bands. It was also an honor to talk several times over the course of the night afterward with Joe about BOC, Sabbath, John Lee Hooker and many other subjects at the after party. Very cool and talented man. A lot of people that I hoped and ex

The Evil Fucker In Office
If you thought 8 years of this fucker was a bad thing, wait till you see what he does now that there is nothing to lose from his actions. Lame Duck Evil, is my phrase for it.....I will stop just short of saying an assassin would be welcome. what's next, the ANWR getting drilled? Hasn't he done enough damage??? Why do Presidents wait till the last moment to push through changes they've had the power to impose all along? Legal scholars have advanced a variety of explanations; these range from megalomania (each Administration tries to extend its influence into the next) to simple distraction (federal agencies, like ninth graders, have a hard time focussing until they're up against a deadline). Under the best of circumstances, experts point out, rule-making is a laborious process; many of the regulations published toward the end of the Clinton Administration—such as a rule limiting the amount of arsenic allowed in public drinking water—had been the subject of years' worth of hearings a

What About Love....?
Ok. So you think you know me? You think that just because you have your opinion on my views doesn't mean that I don't know what I am saying? You think that I don't know what pain is? That I have never been hurt just because I am a man? That I don't know if I really LOVE? Let me tell YOU something, I have been on this earth for going on 25 years, I have been in countless fights, worked my ASS off in a large number of jobs, sweated, bled, cried, lost, held, dropped, fallin, and begged for forgiveness more than any other man my age, that I know of. And I have loved, not that one true love that only comes once in a lifetime, but I have loved more deeply than what common edicate dictates. I wore MY heart in the open just to have it spit on and worn down, I have had my sould tarnished and broken, I have had my feet buckled and my mind spun, but I have never had my faith nor my love stricken from my heart, soul, mind, or body. You dare not come between that which is what I love and me.

Fucking New York
About 3 months ago I got pulled over on the bike in New York State, just south of the Hawk's Nest on Route 97. THere was no dollar amount on the fine, and being so far away, I just pled guilty and mailed it in. Last week I got the letter from the town I had been pulled over in. TWO HUNDRED EIGHTY FIVE DOLLARS!!!! That's right....and that's what I call GREED. Little steep for a speeding ticket, eh?? To add insult to financial injury, the State of New York assessed points to my name, and are requiring another THREE HUNDRED for the DOT of New York State. So, let's do a little math......FIVE HUNDRED EIGHTY FIVE DOLLARS for a speeding ticket. If you are reading this, and like to take off into the Delaware watershed, or elsewhere in New York and have a tendency to speed, you may want to reconsider. As for me, I will not be giving my money to the state, businesses, or people of New York from now on. Fucking greedy bastards......I guess for a state that promotes tourism so much, th

Bad Night Out Turned Good, By Good People
January 27, 2008 - Sunday wow so, I go out to my favorite place to go tonight.....or last night, as the case may be. I get there, and need cigarettes. I reach in my pocket to get change for the cigarette machine, and realize I brought no money. So, I reach in my back pocket to get my credit card to go to the store.....and I have no credit card. Dumbass me. And an empty gas tank. Fuck. I mention this to 2 people....and within 20 minutes, I have my tab taken care of temporarily, 23 dollars in my pocket, and 5 drinks bought for me. Not the reason that i hang out here, but definitely a reminder of what great people i have around me. THESE PEOPLE ROCK! I am so thankful.....I will pay all of you back and then some, and you all have my most profound positive thoughts.......thank you so much! Just needed to say that

Arachne Act Iii Scene Ii
A time is coming--a new Time borne of my evolving mind, A mind-utes time turning with the 4-square comfort of second rhythms One timely minute, then accelerating Into wailing fast-forward signatures Like angry time machines, maniacal Mechanical time unwanted and sinister and loping off to nether portions Of the only being I've come Close bringing from time isn't BEING at all--though I'm sure She's still lurking somewhere and ever Closer-is snowflakes, snowing Everywhere I go and while I sleep As well, no storm just snowflakes Falling and a new time is coming which Means it should be spring, and I can Smell it, spring that is, time moving on But feel, taste, sight are oppressed By omnipotent snowflakes, rain should Be comforting the frozen birth, I mean Earth, out these litter persistent spiders Keep falling and leaving a patchwork web On the turf and it's not even beautiful Because they're dirty, gray sn

Arachne, Act I, Scene Iv
I can almost hear it- Cogs diligently turning in my Mind, trying to create time, Tangible time to measure this Presence I think I can Size up in my mind- --hence the time-- this Presence I think I can Feel-or is it the time I am trying to construct in my mind? Like I'm starting to construct In stilted untimely fashion The essence of the thing I Really want-- Being I really want- That being the essence of time And all that conveniently Accompanies it--there is no Father time, she's a sister Albeit an incestuous one and I'm coming close to Being Able to hold her essential Second hand and trip-tick Into an ultimate fulfillment When this time comes I hope to Be able to capture that essence, Contain it in a jar-like a mason jar--so that when her Second hand's gone I can unscrew The top and she'll waft slowly out to Remind me of my creation in Pastime and eventually take that Breeze going

Auto 11's On
Well...I have just activated my very first (and probably only lol) Auto 11's courtesy of my wonderful friend Lisa...I've been working my butt off for over 2 weeks to fill my folders & finally did it LOL...I have TONS of Ez-Rate pics/folders so have at it & I promise you I return ALL love...might not be this second as I'm dealing with sick kids today lol but I DO! Go level up on me buddies :D

Untitled
I'm an imp a warrior I'm genghis-fucking-khan Beaudelaire then VanGogh a silent Peter Murphy.. a vocal Boris Karloff a chameleon shapeshifting thru society & memoirs that make Picasso blush in his Cubic sarcophagus I've sent legions Conjured pixies muses technicolor know me by name--- Raised the dead and Torched the living Peter Sellers' wardrobe got nothin' on me, honey, All a floating visage Boom-town facade sheltering a wraith, Dormant spectre wary of showing his face-- Pantomime & penny speechless in a 2%, homogenized version of unleaded persona doing double-time cram for the theater of the Absent professor's mind. ...as I steal the degree in this covert curriculum She broadsides me like freight trains in slippers Bold Delicate Supernatural ( imp goes silent, picasso turns a deaf ear) Should I summon Casanova? Curl my lip & snarl? Maybe the Marquis.

Shitter
I walk through evolution alongside popes and villains I even trample dawn Thumb my nose at creation I am a muted monkey A bald chimpanzee I eat my brother's flesh and scatter what is left the world my litterbox you may refill my cup I'll drink it all.....and more and piss on all our shores Fuck you with fission my fucking decision lazy rich mans' atrophy waste away my philosophy who cares about integrity utilization manifestation who wants to go to heaven I'm dirty impatient in transit and jaded I breathe the dust from which you were born sweep my wings and then I'm gone

Infertile Nocturne (this Goes With The Charcoal In My Photos)
Today was your birthday I'm sorry it didn't work out Never understood those pale blue dresses you wore Is that why he hurt you? Right before I decimated the wall with that truck, you know, the one I'll have to pay for~ we stole the blue chairs, that didn't work, and tried to use them as bait She told me we wouldn't play- I didn't listen, should have stayed put in the floral room. Instead, caricature actors were Plotting to ridicule us at the Crime scene. Miles and miles of vapid advertisement at high speed, rain, congested buildings, noncommittal cars couldn't erase what I saw. Seemingly subservient individuals, lurking with malevolent stolen knowledge.... too many witnesses attending a dreamlike state The cat, oblivious to it all. Revulsion came, as I watched the sloppy splash of accelerant and he turned your immolation on You, in self defense ...As if he ever had a defense.... Revulsio

Unicursal
Hexagrams Borders precious hollow in which To dwell, sometimes, achingly confident in virtually nothing Nothing's virtual a continuum founded on Impressions, latitudes... and the blood I taste On my teeth.... but let's not talk of that I hear the birds of other worlds Shriek in wonder.....how Far away am I? One step to abysmal disorientation, Leap of faith to Self imposed banishment..... I hear the pebbles roll down, then Nothing Portal placenta, teleportation Too much to do here yet.... Finally a fingerhold on design, (more ways than one) Fabrication, an ascent from ashes that took Far too long to smolder Purpose, and a beer Fingers on the pulsing flesh of Something extraordinary Bestial Ethereal and as yet nameless But prescient Placid premonitory and not near as destructive as I tend to be

Retrograde
Ice rippled on my lips when i woke up pulling me back with winsome claws A time, an era Covenant between us sparring spheres when You stabbed me with insecurity i bit You so hard my teeth hurt Sustained me with your poison Your voice softly demonic over waking churchbells & i lovingly dangled You over the precipice, anticipating Wreckage below Ice melts away in conjecture~ Would i feed You to rabid masses, or force You to my bed, Promising salvation?

How I Feel.....
You are the first person I look for every day, it’s an automatic thing. When I hear your voice and you are happy with me, it warms me. When I know you want me, it makes me burn for you. When you are angry, it chills me, and I shrink back within myself. I look forward to spending anytime I can with you. And crave your touch. Even though you are far away I can feel you. There is a connection there. And then I think… Is it in my head? How much am I building this up, idealizing this. Can he truly care for me the way he says, or is it just something to keep me around? Horrible way to think, but then why would I doubt? Is it me? Am I not enough? And so I go round and round, happy to be in your company then desolate to be out of it. Elated to hear the warmth in your voice, and devastated by the silence. There are days I can’t get warm There are days I feel numb There are days I don’t want to get out of bed at all. I’ve been told by friends snap out of i

Fog
I crept out and clothed you in Fog tonight, then lay in damp grass, Nude, soaking moisture & banishing the stray cats that smelled my blood and came to slake. your clothing came back and you were gone, but I know where you Hide, and I know where your hide is....lurking beneath the mist, invisible for the moment without your foggy clothes and waiting to dress yourself in Rain, anticipating a thundering retreat, using windy confusion as your smokescreen... sunny welcomes wanting while you make your Hermit's debut, slipping away like satin over nubile skin~ but I have stolen the Fog from the Moonlight, and the retiring river approves, awaiting my raiment act reprise... and I will see you eventually

Still Looking For Fu-bucks! Final Codes Contest Underway!
MY COKE REWARDS® Male, Old North Syracuse, NY FINAL CODES CONTEST IS UNDERWAY! RULES:1) THE PERSON SENDING THE MOST OF THE FOLLOWING VALID CODES SENT:MY COKE REWARDSPEPSI STUFFMILLER HIGH LIFE EXTRASSTOFFER'S DINNER CLUBIF UNSURE ON WHERE TO FIND THESE CODES, CHECK OUT A COUPLE OF OTHER BLOG POSTINGS I HAVE POSTED.2) THERE WILL BE EIGHT PRIZES TO CHOOSE FROM FOR THIS CONTESTA)50 Free Downloads From Universal Music & Amplified.com(Value $49.50)B)$10 Restaurant.com Gift CertificateC)$25,000 Fu-BucksD) A Year Subscription to Golf DigestE) Brunswick Bowling Centers Certificate For: Two Hours Of Bowling, Shoe Rental, & Pitcher of CokeF) Indiana Jones & The Crystal Scull Wallpaper or Screensaver G) Text Twist Computer Game

Woods
what is the rain doing, outside impersonally coldly striking former sunbeaten ferns? 'kissing your earth', it said, as I flushed in bewilderment 'saturating your world dark & dormant as you dream of Consummation and collusion, umbrellas and ovaries, growing hyacinth in my absence Singing harmony with my rage.....' then she kissed me casual & left me moored to Rock & lichens in your Anonymous woods

Diabolus/deus
My God lives in the machine Diabolus Ex Machina Deus Ex Librate Pick up the pieces I've got a life of my own Put on your eyes Look into my darkened mind Bitch and scream Cry and dream Welcome to my nightmare The less I hear The less you say Answers unclear Missing the questions Breaking on the edge I'm happy on the nails Belief in a lie So high I can hear heaven Does heaven hear me?

A Funny Joke
Salesman from Montana A young guy from Montana moves to Florida and goes to a big 'everything under one roof' department store looking for a job. The manager says, 'Do you have any sales experience?' The kid says, 'Yeah. I was a salesman back in Montana.' Well, the boss liked the kid and gave him the job. 'You start tomorrow. I'll come down after we close and see how you did. ' His first day on the job was rough, but he got through it. After the store was locked up, the boss came to see him. 'How many customers bought something from you today?' The kid says, 'One.' The boss says 'Just one? Our sales people average 20 to 30 customers a day. How much was the sale for?' The kid says, '$101,237. 65.' The boss says, '$101,237.65? What the heck did you sell him?' The kid says, 'First, I sold him a small fish hook. Then I sold him a medium fishhook. Then I sold him a larger fishhook. Then I sold him a new fishing rod. Then I as

Why Is It
cars run out of gas..... relationships run out of love.... hearts get broken.... eyes have tears fall..... time will hurt.... love will pass.... hearts will mend.... lies will always be told.... promises will always get broken.... why is it everytime something good starts something bad comes with it???? why is it everyone is saying they love me when they really mean they hate me???? why is it that i'm blind to the truth?????

Friends
I'm pretty new here and I have met some nice people here but I have to say that some people need to lighted up a little. I had gotten out of order in how to request them to be a friend and got them in a uproar. Fubar is a fun thing to do but it's not my life. Some people need to get a real life. Thanks to all of the people who have accepted my friends request.

Bye Bye Fubar...
Hmm.. It seems as if they've made deleting your account on Fubar easier. So - effective midnight (central time) Friday, December 5th - I am done with Fubar. Every time I'm on here I tend to have pangs of guilt because there are so many images and people that are incredibly tempting, but the fact is that I've found someone who makes me incredibly happy, and the best thing for me (and us) to do is for me to remove all temptation and say goodbye to Fubar permanently. For those of you who have yahoo - you can add me at ianeck@yahoo.ca If you've got MSN - it's ian.b.eckstein@hotmail.com - or if you just want to email to say hi - it's ian.b.eckstein@gmail.com. I've met some incredibly good people here, and I hope that those of you who I don't talk to outside of fubar will at least email to say hello (just let me know who you are). Thanks all, for everything. -Ian.

Everday Sexy Porn Star- Exotic Flame
Everyday Sexy Porn Star I was going to go tanning but instead I decided to spend it with you. I used my nubby glass toy to make myself squirt and cum. Then I squirted and came some more. Make sure you check out the video that goes with this set. It will be up next week. Starting in January, everyone that sends me their birth date will get a special gift. I will send you an autograph picture of myself on your lucky day. So email me your birth date. I will be back camming this month. You can find me in 3 places. I am on SC Live at http://cam.sclivecams.com/cgi-bin/performer/vibe_perdes.cgi/Exoticflames and IMLive at http://imlive.com/waitingroom1.asp?hostnick=ExoticFlameSC4 I am also on NiteFlirt at www.niteflirt.com/Exotic Flame Other places you can see me is Fat-Forum and I will be featured in a magazine and another site. I will let you know as soon as I go live. Thanks for all your love and support. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kis

The Ninth Commandment Adjusts Myopic Sights
The ninth commandment is also a simple statement; Exodus 20:16 says, "Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour." Two questions come to mind -- after all, most of us don't speak 17th century English (the language of the King James Version of the Bible) any more. First, what does it mean to "bear false witness"? Then, WHO is my neighbour? Even in our world today, this command from God impacts our relations with one another and within our society. There are laws to obey, but we have to obey them willingly or to us they mean nothing -- and God knows then that we are obeying only with our lips and not with our whole hearts. In my Bible's concordance, "witness" refers to "someone or something that bears testimony to the truthfulness of a happening". Jacob and Laban made a covenant "and let it be a witness" between them in Genesis 31:44. Jesus said that the gospel is "a witness unto all nations" in Matthew 24:14. Paul calls God his witness in Romans 1:9. A "true

O.o?
Dear Santa, All I want for Christmas is a Fubar t-shirt and a bag of coffee ;) I have been semi good this year :) Love, ClOwNz! and PS.... Lots of bling too! All I Want For Christmas (Is My Two Front Teeth) (1999 Digital Remaster) - Alvin And The Chipmunks

Lets Ride...
Here kitty kitty.... Come and ride a camel Gonna be a roller coaster ride Hope you don't get sick You have sharp claws lil kitty kat I can't escape this ride Humpity bump bump... Careful in the dark tunnel Low clearance, Watch yer head... There is darkness inside me Ride with me, bring a flashlight Take a trip, see ya next fall Cotton Candy tasty lips... My life isn't what it was Who cares As long as the ride stays fast and fun Theres a light at the end of the tunnel... Hope it's not a train This is the face I've never smiled before See the feel I've never felt before Feel the see I've never seen I'll take the ride little kitty... Don't forget yer seat belt

Dylans Jødiske Projekt For å Lage Et Mega-israel Av Uz
Dylans oppvåkning om Egypt, Israel og nazismen har sin funksjon som dannelse av en ny fastlåsning av Isis. En kapring av Gudinnen har den fordelen at den muliggjør fastholdelse av makt. Og det Bob gjør på 60-tallet er på en måte å bli ferdig med den gamle historien for å kunne starte en ny, men allikevel nøyaktig lik historie. Med nye aktører. Han får kong David fram som ny superstjerne. Han dreper Jesus i forskjelige varianter. Han skaper et brukbart bilde av Isis i Uz med Janis Joplin. I tillegg gjøres sviket som var grunnlaget for GT's historie om til et nytt ideal. Bw er den uttalte stjernen for den tankegangen selv om han antagelig samtidig desperat kjemper mot Dylan og Uz. Og Yoko har på samme måte opprøret mot Uz' verdenherredømme som sin overbygning samtidig som hun er FASTSETTELSEN AV DEN NYE LOVBOKEN. Splittelsen i verden som skjedde med mordet på Isis med Davids blinding av Goliat i GT har fått sin nye variant ved å gjøre Isis døv. Isis eksisterer idag kun

This Is How It Is And Always Will Be
Ok, yes, guys do screw up alot, I understand. We may pee on the seat that we will leave up when we are done, sorry. We will forever choose "The Game" over going to the mall or the party or your mom's, sorry. We do fart and burp in public places on occasion at the worst time possible, not always on purpose, sorry. We piss you off with the things we say, or do, or try, or screw up, again, sorry. But come on, cut us some slack. Its hard to be us with YOU around, I mean, do you know how LONG we held that fart trying to find a "safe zone"? Guess what, there isn't a safe zone in the GAP. Don't call us barberians for watching the game instead of wanting to go out. We grew up watching the game with our dads, then our friends, tand now with you. Its a very sacred bond between father and son for most men, please don't mess that up for us with nagging us to death. And yes, we are screw up. Suprise, suprise. We have been screwing up since time began. We don't always get it right, but giv

Awesome Program
Is there a way to save a video from youtube to put it in a powerpoint? Not just the link to the video. I want the actual video on the powerpoint slide. [[EDIT]] If anyone ever wants to know how to download a video from a url and also convert it to a particular file extension, this website is amazing. I personally had to download the program because my internet is too slow. Also, the program is Mac friendly! Unlike a few programs I found. Vixy

12.01.08 - The Calling - Wherever You Will Go
SONG VERSION BELOW Wherever You Will Go - The Calling VIDEO VERSION BELOW Wherever You Will Go - The Calling LYRICS BELOW So lately, been wondering Who will be there to take my place When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own. CHORUS: If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go And maybe, I'll find out A way to make it back someday To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all Well then I hope there's someone out there who can bring me back to you CHORUS If I could, then I would I'll go wherever you will go Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go Run away with my heart Run away with my hope Run away with my love I know now, just quite how My life and love

Whiskey Mornin' (one Last Song)
Whiskey mornin' comes again... Heir to sorrow Pray my pain doesn't scream my name Married to my delusion Working hard to find my way Through your eyes everythings clear I'm alone for now... Trying to sleep Tough to rest in this bottle I fall inside your arms Don't remember where I was Realized life was a game The more seriously I took things The harder the rules became... The sleeping feel no more pain The living bear those scars Smile when you think of me... A Tout Le Monde, A Tout Mes Amis... Je Vous Em, Je Doit Partir One last song... Fear Not Death Life is Pain...

Party In Jamaica
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Gotta Be Somebody - Nickelback
This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with `Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. `Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my breath Could this be the end? Is it t

Play And Pain
Pain was not the right word. Promise. Promise fit much better. It was a promise for something more. It was a promise for something fine and exquisite. It held the promise for pleasure and passion. These were his thoughts as the long black and grey straps struck across his lower back again—raising welts above and beyond those there before—her slight laughter at his deep almost concussive moan filling the room. She'd walked around him and the click of her heels on the wooden floor almost reverberated up through his spine in excitement. Her fingers moved carelessly over his chest through the tuft of curly hair, stroked his skin, and teased his nipples focusing on the silver rings through each. She moved close enough to him that even the barest of breath from her supple lips caused his shortly trimmed beard to gently sway. She planted one very long and deep kiss upon him, tongue burying into his mouth, probing as if pressing herself into his being but before he could react she

Going Above The Call To Duty
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Ralph and Edna were both patients in a mental hospital. One day while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool. Ralph suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank to the bottom of the pool and stayed there. Edna promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the Head Nurse Director became aware of Edna's heroic act she immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as she now considered her to be mentally stable. When she went to tell Edna the news she said, 'Edna, I have good news and bad news. The good news is you're being discharged, since you were able to rationally respond to a crisis by jumping in and saving the life of the person you love. I have concluded that your act displays sound mindedness. The bad news is, Ralph hung himself in the bathroom with his bathrobe belt right after

It Would Be Heaven!!!!
It would be heaven if I could wrap my love around you,Letting the warmth and silky softness of it caress you,Awaken you, Remind you how desired you are. It would be heaven if I could kiss the top of your head and work my way down to your toes to show how completely I adore you. It would be heaven if instead of daydreaming this, I could take you by the hand,close the door behind us and weave whispers and sighs all through the privacy of our own little heaven. But until the moment comes when I do all those things and more Remember each and everyday brings us that much closer to being together.... And I promise you this, When we are it will be heaven..

Why I Am Better Than Others In All Aspects
syke...not really...sometimes What makes me appreciate myself? Those who know me well know that I am not vain. Actually, I don't even like the way I look, not a bit. This is NOT a pity party, or an invitation for anyone to tell me how hot I am. So dont even think about it. Compliments really don't mean much to someone who doesnt see the reason for a compliment. So plz don't bother, it really wouldnt stroke my ego, and wouldn't do anything for you. I do however enjoy myself for...not being someone dumb. When I see someone stupid, I instantly think how awful it would have been to be like that. To have a tiny little walnut shaped imitation of a brain; to have my little faux world filled with silly worries; to depend on opinions of others more than on my own opinion. ALtho mostly those people don't realize that they are dumb, but still...I would hate not to be me.

Nickelback - Something In Your Mouth
got to meet the hottie with the million dollar body they say its over budget but you'd pay her just to touch it come on needs to hit the big screen and shoot a little love scene if hollywood had called her she'd be gone before holler her come on pretty little lady with the pretty pink thong every sugar daddy hittin on her all night long doesn't care about the money she could be with anybody ain't it funny how the honey wanted you all along (you naughty thing) your ripping up the dance floor honey (you naughty women) you shake your ass around for everyone (your such a mover) i love the way you dance with anybody (the way you swing) and tease them all by sucking on your thumb your so much cooler when you never pull it out cuz you look so much cuter with something in your mouth crafty little lip tricks tattoos on her left hip she bending as your spending theres no ending it so baby come on dressed up like a princess bettin' that her skin smells better than

Pictures... Some.
I put up some of the best pics from London for your viewing pleasure. Or torture, depending on your point of view. Anyway, they're there. I still have to sort through the (much much higher number of) Ireland pics. Those will be coming soon*. I swear! * "Soon" is a relative idea, and might or might not, in this instance, be measured in geological terms.

Play My Game...
Hi...My name is... Wanna play with me? I have lots of toys Tons of masks... You can be whatever you want in here I have smiley ones, scary ones Silly clowns, sad puppies Take your time and see... We can play all the time if you want I've worn these masks so long I can't feel Help me play my games... Show me what real tears feel like Can I taste yours? You make me smile I like the way you play Serious is no fun... I like to play so much more Hee Hee...silly face Play dirty face with me Hope you don't get scared... Nothing in my place can hurt you We can be anything we want in here Nevermind the taste... Just a little blood Sweet red copper Is that a smile or a shadow? Come on...U know you wanna laugh Laugh me some tears...

Fulosers 12/1/08
I figure I have a blog just for perverts so I should have one for the losers too. I'll up date it periodically. Polamalu P...: if someone adds you to their family, what fucking biz is it of yours to block em derrrrrrrrr *Note* He blocked me right after he shouted me so i couldn't respond back. http://www.fubar.com/user/2275539

On The Turning Away
It has come time for my brother, MR X, and I to say a temporary goodbye to all our family and friends. The song by Pink Floyd, On the Turning Away, says it best. My brother and I are not unique and there are too many in the world suffering today. The common practice of turning away must be swept away with a new wave of unity, compassion, understanding and sympathy. For every person who wants a job should find one at a livable wage. Every mouth should be satisfied with food and drink. Every person should have shelter and a roof over their head. Ever person should have an education and every sick person should be cared for. Every person should be respected for their beliefs as a God given right of free will. You will forever be in our hearts and thank you for all your prayers and support. It has given us strength to get us through these dark days. God Bless You All

The Philosophy Of Chickens
GRANDPA: In my day, we didn't ask why the chicken crossed the road. Somebody told us the chicken crossed the road, and that was good enough. ARISTOTLE: It is the nature of chickens to cross the road. JOHN LENNON: Imagine all the chickens in the world crossing roads together, in peace. ALBERT EINSTEIN: Did the chicken really cross the road, or did the road move beneath the chicken? BARACK OBAMA: The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a change! The chicken wanted change! JOHN MCCAIN: My friends, that chicken crossed the road because he recognized the need to engage in cooperation and dialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road. Except the socialist chickens. SARAH PALIN: You betcha he crossed the road, but let's not talk about that, let's talk about energy policy, and how gosh darn hard it is for a middle-class hockey mom to manage the budget of the only state in America, with a massive surplus, especially while surrounded by Countles

Difficult Week Ahead...
With my new positivity training I'm not supposed to prepare for a 'difficult week', nor think about it, nor even acknowledge it. No, you're supposed to have a 'yes' attitude and always be celebrating your accomplishments of now and in the (hopefully) not so distant future. That's all well and good, most of the time but I think there are special circumstances that at least bend the rules if not out and out break them. Tomorrow, Richard and I will be visiting a friend of ours. I use the term loosely on my part, as she's more of an acquaintance to me, though my family knows her family. Rich and I met her at karaoke one night a few years ago, maybe longer. We get along but just never clicked in that "I'll call you" way...I'm not really a talk on the phone person. Anyways, Valerie is in a hospital in San Francisco. She was having complications with a condition she has had all her life, surgery was involved, I believe to help her walk but unfortunately the procedure

Shake Down
Shake me down and spare the life that I once was apart of but chose to live in this light. Times have change for the ones we love but the past is apart us of, just like the stars above. I can only dream of what tomorrow could bring, debating to open my eyes and face the truth. Not to many people can see the difference. Most live in a fantasy world that still has unicorns. Close the door behind you as, you may let the cold out. Come hug me and tell me whats on your mind. I wish you pick your brain, share interesting thoughts on what we may say. Only moments at a time will be the best. Locking away who you are is the worst thing, don't be ashamed to be free. Like the wind racing across your body, your smile shines like the sun. Would it be lust that I seek or something real. Time holds no lies, but sometimes I wish it did. I could make my own rules. Live in my own destiny. The snap of a finger would put me with you. Only if it was that easy. Shake me down and feel my truth, come in s

12.01.08 - Green Day - Chump
SONG VERSION BELOW Chump - Green Day LYRICS BELOW I don't know you but I think I hate you You're the reason for my misery Strange how you've become my biggest enemy And I've never even seen your face Maybe it's just jealousy Mixing up with a violent mind A circumstance that doesn't make much sense Or maybe I'm just dumb You're the cloud hanging out over my head Hail comes crashing down welting my face Magic man, egocentric plastic man Yet you still got one over on me Maybe it's just jealousy Mixing up with a violent mind A circumstance that doesn't make much sense Or maybe I'm just dumb I'm a chump

Hvorfor Døde Janis Joplin?
Hun døde fordi noen ga henne nøkkelen til hvem hun var. Janis er oppvåkningen av Isis hos Dylan, som et marerittbilde av smerte og fortvilese. Og stygghet. Og hun spiller sin rolle perfekt fra 1965. Først med Apple Of my Eye. Og med et logisk opphold i 1966 for å poengtere at Gudinnen ikke ønsker samkvem med Djevelen. Deretter er hun åndelig beskytter av Brians ekteskap med Nazi-Nico på Monterey. Hun får der selv Nico til å ønske at hun var stygg. Deretter lever hun 3 år i et Kakania av et dobbletmonarki med Brian som usynlig overhode over Europa og Morrison som litt mer synlig åndelig overhode over Uz. Noen måtte få slutt på vannviddet og Kris Kristofferson tok på seg oppgaven. Me And Bobby McGee var det perfekte våpenet. Det forteller henne at hun kun er et bilde av Dylans oppvåkning om Isis og sånn sett kun en luftspeiling. Hun døde før Pearl var gitt ut. Hun døde på et hotell selvfølgelig, til minne eller oppvåkning om hvor det hele startet. The Chelsea Hotel-

To Clarify
NO. I DO NOT HAVE AN ORDER IN WHICH I COMMENT. NO, I DON'T LIKE ANYONE MORE SPECIAL THAN THE OTHER. (ok maybe there are a few :P) I have 3 people ask where they're comment was. Not nicely i might add. And none of the 3, have commented me in last 3 days or more. TRY LEAVING ME A FUCKING COMMENT, then i "MIGHT" fucking leaving you one. OMG. I am not here to make you happy. Get off your ass, top making blogs and commenting in mumms and say hi. Then maybe i'll say hi back. I might be a tad pissed. Sorry PS. It's everyone's birthday today. No i mean it. EVERYONES. Ok, maybe its. DaisyBlues Delirious Sproets And another thing. EVERYONE has auto 11's too. Well maybe just SherryMH Freak Rippedflesh Alison and anyone else i forgot. Someone give me a cigarette before i KILL someone Oh and btw Hi

Poem
I called out to my Lord for i had a great thirst, and He filled my soul, until I thought it would burst. In my eagerness, I cried," Lord, I must ask, give me a mountain, a difficult task." "Give me a mountain and I'll learn to climb. Give me an ocean, I'll ccross it in time. Give me a battle, I'll fight to the last. Give me a chance, Lord a difficult task." Then gentle as a breeze, I softly heard, "Child, go forth, and spread my word, for as you go from this time with me, tell these words to all that you see." Lord, how can I do this, for I'm not a preacher, I can read and writebut I'm not a teacher?I only know to be humble, kneel when I pray.So how can I spread your word day by day? Then the Lord spoke, "Help all those you see, guide them and love them and lead them to me. Live as I've asked you, and follow all that I say, and others will follow your steps day by day.

Twisted...
Broken plaything Leftover of the old age Intentions fallen down My angel closes her eyes She couldn't heal me Twisted metal in me Shoot me to try and make me beg Bury me deep to keep me whole I may die alone, but... I'll still follow you I know who you are Do you wanna know me? This time, mistakes I keep dreaming Stop breathing I need to hear you say... "I love you" Keep breathing Never gonna leave Sentenced to suffer Self imposed and lovely Beauty in dispair Join me on my broken road.... Laugh when I cry Smile as we die Welcome...

Deleting My Page.....
I've had so little time for Fu that I'm considering deleting my page. There are only a handful of friends that even stay in touch with me anymore. If you want to keep in touch with me after my page is gone, let me know and I will send you my email address. Or you can catch up with me on myspace. My link is as follows: www.myspace.com/rockymountainkindagal Take care, Donna

Sex Has It Become A Chore?!?!
This question is easy. It becomes a chore when you allow it to. That’s pretty simple. The hard question is “how” do you prevent it from becoming a chore? How do you NOT grumble and groan when your lover ask for it AGAIN? Well, for starters, stop grumbling. Start getting excited. For Pete’s Sake, actually enjoy it. This is harder for women to obtain then for men, DUH! Men usually ejaculate while women are left laying on the bed imagining a super orgasm. It seems to be a dream, a far fetched dream because maybe you haven’t had a orgasm in a very long time. Maybe you forgot what a orgasm really feels like. The earth shattering, toe curling, head rolling orgasm that makes you feel like you are going to blow up from the inside out. Sweet, Sweet Orgasm. I must tell you. This isn’t that far fetched. It could be the time to introduce potions or Toys into your love life. *gasp* You may be thinking: “Did she just say TOYS in the bedroom?” and I am saying: “Oh, I sure did

East Of Eden...
Borderline something Nothing more to do with myself So sick of believing Dead inside without you Father of a lie Sinners soul Look to the East for simplicity Remind me of what I am Scream my name Useless husk Flying past your eyes Never gonna quit Goin down Grin-fucked Don't try to save me Pleasure taken by my pain Give me what you have inside God Damn this disease in me Sick, sad social distortion Everythings over...

Done....digger
Change my attempt Self indulgent Lie, Withdraw Hiding cold sweat Should I, try Could I, die Would I, why Keep the silver Shine your way Promise nothing Impossible, Ego fuck The source, my plague Ridicule me Blame yourself Understand why, Hurting myself Burnt soul Slave to offerings Gone under to serve Defeated, down Digging past the bottom I'm done...

Psalm 55:22
Psalm 55:22 --- you really need to read this. 'Friends are God's way of taking care of us.' This was written by a Metro Denver Hospice Physician: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the 'quickie mart ' building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. < BR> When I got there, it looked more like she had been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I picked it up to give it to her. It was a nickel. At that moment, everything came

About World Aids Day
About the Day World AIDS Day is observed every year on December 1st. The World Health Organization established World AIDS Day in 1988. World AIDS Day provides governments, national AIDS programs, faith organizations, community organizations, and individuals with an opportunity to raise awareness and focus attention on the global AIDS epidemic. The Facts In 2007, the estimated number of persons living with HIV worldwide was 33.2 million and there were 2.7 million people newly infected. More>> Resources We hope these resources will assist your efforts to educate, motivate, and mobilize your local community in the fight against HIV/AIDS! * Join AIDS.gov to promote this important day! Join the “Facing AIDS: World AIDS Day 2008 Campaign Participate in a Blogging Call to Action on December 1st * Posters, Public Service Announcements (PSAs) and Other Resources Download and customize these posters to promote your World AIDS Day events! Video P

Link To Post By Scrapper On Nsfw Policy
One of several actually, some of the others are reposts of blogs by BabyJesus. This is the one I was referring to in a recent "status message" and mistakenly thought (should have checked) also was one such. Please read. It's their site, your opinions, not the other way around, (First Amendment law does not enter into this even I think- there doesn't come near being an exception. Scrapper is also head admin/bouncer, far as I know - so it is worth checking that blog.) Scrapper's blog post- quit whining about NSFW!

All I Want For Christmas Auction
"> ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS AUCTION NOW TAKING ENTRIES! CLICK PIC TO CONTACT ME TO ENTER....ENTRY FEE 15,000 FUBUX......SEND PIC U WANT USED ALONG WITH A LIST OF OFFERS �™JÁÐÊ�™~*ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ LOUNGE*~@ fubar All I Want For Christmas Is You - Mariah Carey

Great Weekend!
Best ending for the TRF season ever!! Ahhhhhhh what a lovely trip to the Texas Renaissance Festival closing weekend...Since we did not have a ton of Snakes to accomidate, we chose to place camp much further away from the main party area then normal. Have to say the flat lands were much nicer!! Not too much noise, no people busting through camp on their way to NaughtyHam and friendly neighbors. Overall PERFECT setting for a weekend away!! We are planning to move again before next year's faire. We have decided that the back tree line at the three forks has some of the least used portapotties in the whole camp. Anyone trampling through back there would have to be SUPER lost. Using the trees as one wall and Virginia's horse trailer as another, we could block up the sides with our tents making our space damn near impentrable. [sp?] So that's where we are heading next year!! This trip we had smaller numbers but better communal living. My gal Val and her Sir joined us. [Us consisting

China.
WTF is wrong with china? i wont even say that im not reffering to EVERYONE in china because i think i am! fuck i think ive turned racist against chinese people! i just so have to fucking blog about this because china has done too much harm not only against filipinos but to other countries too. first the lead scandal! why do u put this fucking poisonous stuff in childrens toys!?!? do you know how many babies got sick because of this! why does almost everything have to be fucking made in china! and the melamine scandal! why do u use this stuff on milk?! even in infants formula? you guys are fucking sick! you dont care about the health of people, all you chinese people care about are yourselves! oh and the animal cruelty your doing?! YOUR MINDS ARE TWISTED!!! (check out my "reality" album) and this goes out to all the people who think animal cruelty is ok. Ive got two words for you china Karma Bitch!

Ac/dc - Rock' N Roll Train
One heart angel One cool devil Your mind on the fantasy Livin on the ecstasy Give it all, give it, Give it what you got Come on give it all a lot Pick it up move it Give it to the spot Your mind on fantasy Livin on ecstasy Runaway Train (Running right off the track) Runaway Train (Running right off the track) Runaway Train (Running right off the track) Yeah the Runaway Train (Running right off the track) One hot ringin' bell Old school rebel A ten for the revelry Diamond of the agency Shake it, Shake it Take it to the spot You know she make it really hot Get it on, get it up Come on give it all you got Your mind on fantasy Livin on the ecstasy Runaway Train (Running right off the track) Yeah the Runaway Train yeah (Running right off the track) On the Runaway Train (Running right off the track) Runaway Train (Running right off the track) (Angus Guitar Solo) One hot southern belle Son of a devil A school boy spelling bee A school girl w

New Fu Soldier We Should All Welcome
EVERYBODY SAY HI TO ADONIS! Lets see, he was in Iraq & Germany and now he's in Afghanistan. Now he's finally back on Fu! This guy is so sweet, funny & oh yeah, Adorable... So men go to his page to rate, fan & add him cause its the Dude thing to do on Fu... And women go perv his page cause, well hell just look at those gorgeous eyes!!! Need I say more? ♥ Tell him Linda sent you ♥ Adonis@ fubar ♥Pimped with Much Love By Linda ღLindaღ FuOwned by ~Steward~ ♥ Secret Fu Wifey of... ♥ Our Troops Rock!@ fubar

Office Move
So, you may or may not, but I'm one of those irresponsible Fubarians who does most of his fu-ing at work. Well, today I got an email that said I was going to be moving desk... Instead of my current position at the red desk, with my PC facing the corner, I'm now going to be sitting at the green desk, with my PC facing the door. So guess how much daytime fu-ing I'm going to be doing in future....

Perfection Does Not Live Here.
Yes I'm going to rant... I know I shouldn't give energy or credence to a jerk who wants to get my goat but still. It's little things that actually piss me off sometimes. Can you honestly tell me that you expect your friends to be happy go lucky all the damn time? to have NO problems? What Damn Universe does THAT happen in?? I take things tooo personally? Ok? and if I didn't I would be a cold bitch or unfriendly...wtf? Nothing I do is right, so either I think the World revolves around me or I whine too much because I don't get enough attention. I am no where near a perfect person, I have never claimed to be. People who put me on a pedestal...(and no I am not fucking conceited to think it happens a lot, often, or even more then once) need to get it down.

Who's Rights Are These Anyway?
Quick thought to start your day. Something I was pondering as I was driving to work this morning. "Liberal America does not negotiate with terrorists; they assign them lawyers and wrap them in the blanket of freedom provided by the Constitution." So...consider what I have said there and ask yourself the simple question of why are some Americans insist that those who would have spat upon and burned our most important document (well, until they were captured and it suddenly became useful to them) be protected by it? Why do we assign legal counsel and Constitutional rights to non-American citizens? Why would the ACLU labor to protect the 1st Amendment rights of individuals bent on our destruction? Is there no line to be drawn? Where is the anger and discussed we possessed back in September 2001? Did we forget? I am defending no administration, no specific person, nor am I attacking anyone in specific; I just fail to understand why we spend so much energy defending tho

New Update-thank-you For The Prayers
Well my nephew has been home finally for acouple months now,and he is doing well he still needs to wear his oxygen and has a feeding tube but he has improved and is shocking the the visiting nurses and doctors. He still will need thta second surgey next month so just keep him in your pryaers and shortly I will be uploading new pics of the little guy.

Toooooo Skinny!
Good Morning. Has anyone been to the grocery store and seen this magazine in the check-out line racks? SHAPE, well you can’t miss it, it is spouting a picture of Faith Hill on the cover with a yellow swim suit cover up which should have covered her more. I say this because I for one think she looks terrible in this shot. If this is what women are choosing to become: Under nourished Skinny, and looking like you haven’t ate in weeks? Then call me switching sides…I will take the gay train…jokingly not serious but my gosh does she look like skin stretched over the bone…. Here is what one writer called that article and I say he was right on! WARNING! ARTICLE CLAIMS DIET AND EXERCISE GAVE 41-YEAR-OLD CELEBRITY A BODY THIS SPECTACULAR. SHE'S ACTUALLY PROBABLY HAD PLASTIC SURGERY, A PERSONAL CHEF, AND HOURS WITH A TRAINER, AND A LITTLE HELP FROM PHOTOSHOP, SO BEFORE YOU START FEELING GLUM, JUST REMEMBER WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING AT IS AN ILLUSION, A MANUFACTURED IMAGE TO SELL MAGAZINES DESIGNED T

Two Hotties Two Happy Hours
Two Incredible, Independent Women! Two Happy Hours!!Tuesday, December 2nd! First up is....'X©ït€M€ *Fan Me First* 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubarX©ït€M€'s Happy Hour is @ Noon Fu-TimeMake sure you drop by her page and show her some love or she just may break out her whip and whack ya with it.. For you evening folks....Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~ Owner of §1lkéÑélÐêr™@ fubarHard2Handle is having hers at 6pm Fu-Time.. Well I don't need to say anything about that chica. So love up on these ladies, you have your options.. Happy rating!! Brought to you by:MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~@ fubar

Hi Almost To Disciple....thank You!
Wow I have to say it once again....Thanks Again for such a "great weekend" on here with my Auto 11's that I had running. You all RAWK thats for sure. I appreciate all of you who came to my page and rated, rated, and rated, hope that click finger is ok....again a very special ty to my "family girl" Wicked_Wanda who made a little xtra special efforts in helping me......gain more points.....hope you all did too! Have a great week everybody and "happy holidays......muah to all of you! DiamondMySpace Graphics & MySpace Layouts Deb

What Is A Friend?
A friend is someone you turn to when things aren't going well for you, someone who you can talk to about your problems. Friends shouldn't hide shit from each other, especially something that effects the other person as well as yourself. I have someone in my life that I consider my sister, who I have done a lot for and she's intending on moving out but has not told me. I'm really upset with her, cause I've done so much for her and she is going behind my back and basically intending on fawking me over. She's dating this guy who is a complete asshole, who will never amount to anything in life. He's actually wanted by the police right now and ETF (emergency task force) came to our place a few weeks ago looking for him, I wasn't home I was at court with my mother cause she's trying to get disability, and guess what her and her bf are blaming me for calling the cops. Now tell me this why would I bring the cops to my own house??? Why would I jeopardize my daughter and my niece???

The Brave Shall Live Forever
Lo, There do I see my Father Lo, There do I see my Mother and My Brothers and my Sisters Lo, There do I see the line of my people back to the begining Lo, They do call to me They bid me take my place among them in the halls of Valhalla Where thine enemies have been vanquished Where the brave shall live Forever Nor shall we mourn but rejoice for those that have died the glorious death.

The Knob!!!! ... Lmfao!
If this doesn't make you laugh, you're dead!!!! A woman visited her plastic surgeon who told her about a new procedure called, 'The Knob,' where a small knob is placed at the top of the woman's head and could be turned to tighten up her skin and produce the effect of a brand new face-lift. Of course, the woman wanted 'The Knob.' Over the course of the years, the woman tightened the knob, and the effects were wonderful, the woman remained young looking and vibrant. After fifteen years, the woman returned to the surgeon with two problems. "All these years, everything has been working just fine. I've had to turn the knob many times and I've always loved the results. But now I've developed two annoying problems. First, I have these terrible bags under my eyes and the knob won't get rid of them." The doctor looked at her closely and said, "Those aren't bags, those are your breasts." She said, 'Well, I guess there's no point in asking about the goatee!!!"

Deadly Emotions
These past few weeks have proven to be confusing to me. I'll explain it this way, when I am sick, I sleep...I stay asleep for however long it takes for my body to recover. When I finally get the energy to even mess with my computer, I find out that I was dumped for supposedly flirting or cybering with someone when I haven't even logged onto my account since sometime late last week. I have now had my opinion proven to myself, some BOYS pretend to be MEN....if you don't have the balls to tell me why your breaking up with me, then you have no honor, no respect, and you'll never be a man. Maybe the shit everyone said about you wasn't just bullshit, maybe they were trying to warn me... All I ever asked was love, devotion, and respect...yet those seem to be the hardest things to come by in modern society..

Sonnets From The Portuguese Xliii
English Poetry II: From Collins to Fitzgerald. The Harvard Classics. 1909–14. 620. Sonnets from the Portuguese XLIII Elizabeth Barrett Browning (1806–1861) HOW do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday’s Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise. I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,—I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!—and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death.

As Noddy Holder Would Say...
As Noddy Holder would say... .....IIITTT'SSS CCCHHHRRRIIISSSTTTMMMAAASSSSSSSSSS....!!!!!! For the benefit of those who have yet to be blessed with hearing Wolverhampton's finest belt out his yuletide hit every year since the dawn of time, you'll find it further down... ...but I digress. I'm not hear to celebrate the British Glam Rock scene, I'm here to announce my participation in LilSlaveGrrl's very fine Christmas Auction...!! (click on the pic to take part) I'm a great catch! And no I'm not just saying that, please follow the small pic below for a reference from my previous owner... So apart from listening to the rest of the Slade track, what the hell are you waiting for.....?!?!?

Passing Of Family
Death may be a fact of life yes. And alot of people do believe that it comes in threes. But as far as I am concerned it is one of the worst parts of life there os. No matter how inevitable it maybe. And as for it comes in threes well this is nothing but a bunch of crap. So far in the past 4 months alone. Me and my fiance have lost 4 Family members alone. An uncle, Grandfather(his), but the wors loses of all was both of our fathers have just passed away within months apart. Both of our fathers were the greatest men that anyone could ever have asked to know. And yet both of them were riped away from us unfairly. I know that death is never fair and my dad did leave a rich fuffiling long life. But my father in law did have more time if only the doctors would not have failed him. And so here I am trying to hold it together for my fiances sake. Hoping I dont fall apart trying to hide all of my hurt, anger, frustration, and at the same time hurt and the feeling that I should have done more. I

Wandering Through The Dark
went for one of my ussual walks is pretty tonight. decided to go down a street i had never been before and than made a turn randomly because the street happened to catch my attention because it was darker than the others no street lights. so followed it up a winding hill with no sidewalk and little room between me and any of the few cars that passed by. over all not a seemingly safe street. as i walked up the hill it got mystier and prettier. and i kept going until i had to walk on grass to not be in the street. i found myself looking off into the mist finding it pretty and wanting to be there, yet human nature tells us we aren't supposed to wander into random trees on the side of the road or into people's yards and all of that. eventually i had stopped walking stared into the trees, was a sort of woodsy area a ways from any houses though i could still see houses they were all the way down the foresty hill. i kept wanting to be in the trees and suddenly as if i wasn't controlling m

Great Truths....lmao!
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mum is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair. 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. 10) The best place to be when you're sad is Grandpa's lap. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge...mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.

Stranger Into Lovers
We were strangers, both far from home, Thrown together in a world torn apart. As strangers we talked, and a friendship began. Though small to start, that friendship grew. There began to be admiration, and with that, a sort of bond. The bond that starts as a friendship, and grows into love. But if we turned into lovers, Just how far would that love go?

Jus Sayin
idk how to start this but to jus say whats on my mind... I thought that I had met the woman of my "dreams" (dare i say). I met this person here on fubar abt 10 months ago. we hit it off really well and it continued to go well over the span of time....until recently that is. well she lives in LA, thats Louisiana (not to get confused with cali) and I am here in Missouri. She told me that she would come and see me for thanksgiving wk since she had that wk off from work. Originally she was to come up and see me for a couple days and then I go back to Louisiana with her until I was suppose to be back in Missouri. Well needless to say those plans didnt really work out like I wanted em to. She never showed up like she said and thus ruined my plans. Heres the twist...prior to all this I have told her that I have a really big issue with ppl tellin me that they are gonna do something and then never do it. And here is where I'm cought up on...I love this person, more than I ha

Foundry Cams: Marie Licks Her Guitar
The lovely dark blond BISEXUAL babe you see holding the guitar and wearing her official FoundryMusic F*CK ME shirt is Marie. Marie is 24 years old, Garman/Canadian, is sporting some amazing 32D breasts, and oh yeah... did we mention she's BISEXUAL?!?! Here she is fondling, rubbing, licking her guitar AND her fingers ...all for YOUR enjoyment. Music by JODY RAFFOUL. CLICK THE PIC TO SEE MARIE's TONGUE IN ACTION! ...of course, if there's any blood left in your body after seeing that clip... HEAD ON OVER TO FOUNDRY CAMS AND CHAT WITH MARIE LIVE! ...and if there's no blood left in your body... go check into a cemetery... ASAP. You can also get JODY RAFFOUL SONGS on iTunes!

A Soul's Plea
I feel my soul inside, feel it torn in two. Its a mockery unto life itself, not even a shadow of what it could be. I lost the love I should have had. You were there like no others, showing you cared in a subtle manner. When the world didn't care, you had. When I didn't have the power to go on, you shared yours. Strength was never a problem for you, You had strength I've never before seen in a man. I've lost you and can't find you. You live in a different place than me, A place I cant visit when I want. And even if I could, would you even want me to? It's hard not knowing, but I try to work past it. I've tried to think of you as moved on, but I still have hope that you still want me. I tell myself that you're dead, in hopes that I could move on. If only I could forget. Forgetting the past would make it easier, But forgetting the past also means erasing the memories. It's funny, but my favorite memories are the ones where I was mad at you. The enduring love I had f

Drunk Thoughts..
I'm so tired of everyone thinkin they got one up on me. Well I'mma be the one with the last laugh f*ckers. My lawyer thinks he's gonna charge me an arm n a leg for doing absolutely nothing. I got somethin else for that arsehole. I contacted him in September to get started on my case and it's now December 1st. Nothing is done. (If anyone knows of a good personal injury lawyer in Georgia or Florida lemme know.) He doesn't return my phone calls. Then my chiropractor, wow! newhoz..on another note.. When I lived in my hometown I was the quiet girl in school. No one wanted anything to do with me. Now that I'm married and in another state they all want me. How does that work? To late for them, they had their chance to get with me. HAHA. Sometimes I think that it's better for me not to have anything to do with the outside world but for work. Am i right? I don't know maybe it's just my drunken thoughts that are runnin through my head that make me this d*mn crazy. How did my life get this f*cke

I Have Lung Cancer !
hi everyone . just wanted 2 let ya'll all that i have lung cancer ! the doctor told me 9 to ~ 15 months left! the cancer has moved up into my chest now so im not breathing 2 well so this will cut sum time off of my time. 6 to 8 months if im lucky. i wanna thank all my friends on here for helping me to be strong ! ty

Choices??
we all seem to have a certain amount of choices to make in our lives. some good,some not sure and REALLY BAD. i've made all of them at one point in my life. the funny thing about the uncertainty of life is it's all laid out by CHOICES.

Zoological Rescue Society
Description: Do you have a passion for animals ? Do you want to do something in your life to help our animal friends ? Is this really to much of an undertaking ? The idea is to get as many people as we can together to work together to help protect & give a home anywhere in the world to every type of creature on this planet Help me build this up in someway or another , I'm sure we as people can achieve one way or another Until then please add everybody you can & lets see how this takes off! Website: http://Www.BigCatRescue.Org

Polyamory Vs Swing Lifestyle
I have been giving this subject matter (a debate actually) some thought, given I am active in both lifestyles; Polyamory and the Swing Lifestyle. I think that sometimes there is some confusion when vanilla (a term used for those NOT participating in the lifestyle) people ask me about either of the lifestyles because they will ask me questions about polyamory and the questions lean toward swing. The two are completely different lifestyles that may or may not be combined to provide an even more complex dynamic in a couples’ relationships. I believe that it is the combination of the two in a lot of relationships that causes some to jump to conclusions when trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together for themselves in order to determine if the situation is something that is of interest to them (and they can get over the whole “living outside the box” aspect of things- Most can’t/won’t). Polyamory, as I have provided the wikipedia references for before, is really not a sexually based

You And Me (just A Random Poem (to Whom I Disied To Dedicat It To At The Moment. They Know Who They Are)
you love me i love you you hate me i hate you you want me i want you you loath me i loath you you need me i need you you and me forever

One Night Of Lust... (whom Its To Is Personal)
you wisper in my ear your fingures touch me so gently you know what i want i know you want the same slowly undress a kiss so soft and sweet your breath on my neck sends chills down my spin your touch makes my body tingle your voice makes me want to beg beg for your body beg for your affection beg for your pleasure the warmth of your body leaves as you pull away from me i wish to hear my name in a wisper as it escapes from your sexy lips touch me again kiss me again show me again how our one night of lust happened

My 1st Contest!
Hi there! I'm in a contest, and I was hoping you could help me out! The contest is for the most COMMENTS in a weeks time. It starts 8am Monday 12/01 to 8pm Monday 12/08 (central time). The prize is a bling pack! PLEASE help me out! :)Just click on my picture below and leave me a comment or two.While you're there, why not apply to be a VIPER girl! :)

Boyfriends Live Longer Than Husbands Because...
…boyfriends can spend the whole weekend watching sports on TV - at their house. …you don’t have to promise a boyfriend “till death do us part”. …boyfriends won’t take up your space in the garage just to store their stuff. …when you fight, you can politely ask boyfriends to leave. …boyfriends still notice when you flirt with them. …with boyfriends there’s never a mother-in-law. …you know your boyfriend is with you because he wants to be. …husbands insist your checkbook balances. …it doesn’t matter if your boyfriend hates your mother. …it doesn’t matter if you hate your boyfriend’s mother. …your credit card balance, check book balance and real hair color are your secrets alone! …you don’t have to buy holiday gifts for a boyfriend’s relatives. …boyfriends still try to impress you. …boyfriends are polite to your mother. …boyfriends are sympathetic when you put a dent in your car. …you can serve your boyfriend popcorn for dinner if you want to.

Things I Hate
1. Stupid people....damn u dont even know...it really really takes a lot 2 get me angry...but wow some people r just sooooo special... 2. People driving real slow in from of u ....especially driving below the speed limit .....i wish i could just push them out of the wayyyyy!!lol 3. Hoes....male and female....what happened 2 having morals? 4. Arrogance....keep tellin urself ur better than everyone...in the end u ll realize ur not 5. Jealously.....look at urself and deal with ur insecurities b4 u start talking ish about others (especially when u dont even know them...come on now..).... 6. Immaturity.......ur an adult...grow the f up already! well...... that is all.....

Homelessness In Vancouver
The homelessness situation has (I think) become a bit out of control - especially in the lower mainland. There is nothing more disheartening than leaving your nice warm house in the morning and seeing people covered in garbage bags walk around picking up pop bottles and placing them into shopping carts... Everyone needs a home. It's one of our basic needs along with food and clothing. Homelessness in Vancouver is growing at a phenomenal rate and is impacting everyone. According to the GVRD, homelessness has doubled in the Greater Vancouver region between 2002 and 2005. It has been stated repeatedly in the media that it has become such a huge problem that it could triple by the time the 2010 Olympics. There is enough shelter for everyone - no one needs to be living on the streets. It's time the government works together with the communities that are effected and does something for assisting those who are "housing challenged". If there was more affordable housing and more suppo

L.o.v.e
L.O.V.E. a little four letter word that can mean so much, both good and bad. some people love their cars, their house, material things like that. but what does love mean to you? how do you describe such a thing to someone? how do you prove you love someone? when life gets you down, thats when true love comes in to save you. love for you family. love for you friends...your friends that you know will be there through thick and thin. but how do you know when you love someone or when your in love? is it when you look at someone and your whole day brightens just because their there? is it when you go shopping for yourself and everything you see reminds you of someone else? is it when everytime the phones rings, your hoping its them on the other end? is it when their the first thing on your mind in the morning and the last thing on your mind before you go to sleep? is it when you cant sleep without them beside you? is it when you cant get that other person off your mind? is it when your alwa

For My Autos When I Have Them..lolauto 11's Activated....{made By My Sweet Dsc Family Bobbyt645 & Majestic Vision
Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ Click The Pic Go show her some FuLove Give her the Spanking of a lifetime that she will remember for a very long time Spank her Like she's been a very bad girl Ladies and Gentlemen!! Thanks To All That Send the Love and Spank her booty Hard!! Majestic Vision (repost of original by '◊ Majestic Vision ◊ ~*~DSC~*~ IBIC~*~' on '2008-11-30 07:05:19')

Its Late But I Wanted To Get Up One Thing In Here
Its a small story kinda sappy not really even worth reading but it could prove to be interesting J I was watching you in the battle and I must say you sure know how to handle a staff I would love to take a lesson, if you could find the time. S *looking into his eyes after the battle* I'll be happy to share with you staff techniques if you will show me the basics of your bow. *reaches over to follow the curve of his bow lingers sensually close to his hands* ~smiles~ J *trying to disguise the stiffness of his bow string, Jaques uses the enhanced perception of the archer to study her fingers, her curves and simple cloth robe* Indeed, m'lady the basics of my bow are easily demonstrated, yet the subtle essence of its resistance and flexibility to be truly experienced is a study you undertake using all of your senses. M'lady has the willingness, to enjoy the experience? I certainly will stand at attention if you would be so kind as to demonstrate your excep

Great Online Deals
For finding information on various topics people access the World Wide Web. It provides people the means to communicate and exchange information at lightening speeds in any region of the world. It has expanded a lot since its inception and now its vastness can be compared with that of an ocean. While the web has enabled people to obtain information on everything with a click of a mouse, its vastness has created other types of problems. Everyday several new sites are getting added to the Internet and one may find it difficult to locate a particular site from the crowd of other sites. Even a search in the major search engines throws up thousands of pages to choose from. This can be inconvenient for the Internet users, as for some people bandwidth is precious and wastage of time in finding a site is cumbersome for others. People can search the Internet for various purposes. The students can search it for doing reference work or finding answers to their questions. The people who lo

What Do You Do All Day ?
Why don't friends with kids have time? Dear Carolyn: Best friend has child. Her: exhausted, busy, no time for self, no time for me, etc. Me(no kids): What'd you do today? Her: Park, play group... Ok. I've talked to parents. I don't get it. What do stay-at-home moms do all day? Please no lists of library, grocery store, dry cleaners...I do all those things too. I guess what I'm asking is: What is a typical day and why don't moms have time for a call or e-mail? I work and am away from home nine hours a day(plus a few late work events); I manage to get it all done. I'm feeling like the kid is an excuse to relax and enjoy, but if so, why won't my friend tell me the truth? Is this a contest("my life is so much harder than yours")? What's the deal? I've got friends with and without kids and all us child-free folks have the same questions. -Tacoma, Wash. Dear Tacoma: Relax and enjoy. You're funny. Or, you're lying about having friends with kids. Or you're taking them at their word that

Sex Survey Pm Me With Replies
1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be loud or quiet? 19. Would you want me to be loud or quiet? 20. Would you mind if i liked you? 21. Do you like me? 22. Would you call me the next day? 23. Would you scratch me? 24. Would you let me scratch you? 25. Would you have to be drunk? 26. Would you date

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
WHEN YOU THOUGHT I WASN'T LOOKING A message every adult should read because children are watching you and doing as you do, not as you say. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you feed a stray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make my favorite cake for me, and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life. When you thought I wasn't looking I heard you say a prayer, and I knew that there is a God I could always talk to, and I learned to trust in Him. When you thought I wasn't looking I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other. When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing, and I learned that those

Wall Of Death And Other Pit Quirks
I have documented my dislike of the "Chick Pit" - those female only boob bangs that are a shallow energy imitation of real mosh pits filled with big men and bad attitudes. I think a "Spanking Spawn" would be a worthy, female run, addition to a seething mosh pit. Soft hands could administer stinging slaps to whatever body part was offered when a man dared to enter the stream of the "Spanking Spawn". The Lamb of God, Wall of Death is a surprise for some. Unfortunately for the guy in the video - he was about to become wall plaster...

Learn Peeps,learn!
The length from your wrist to your elbow is the same as the length of your foot. Your heart beats 101,000 times a day. During your lifetime it will beat about 3 billion times and pump about 400 million litres (800 million pints) of blood. Your mouth produces 1 litre (1.8 pints) of saliva a day. On average, people can hold their breath for about one minute. The world record is 15 minutes 2 seconds, by Tom Sietas.. The human head contains 22 bones. More on the head and brains On average, you breathe 23,000 times a day. On average, you speak almost 5,000 words a day - although almost 80% of speaking is self-talk (talking to yourself). Einstein's brain was of average size (1375 grams - 49oz). Over the last 150 years the average height of people in industrialised nations increased by 10 cm (4 in). In the 19th century, American men were the tallest in the world, averaging 1,71m (5'6"). Today, the average height for American men is 1,75m (5'7"), compared to 1,77m (5