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12/20 Santa Put An Asshat In My Stocking
Santa put an asshat in my stocking..... Show Some Love Everyone ..... after you read the funnies... Twisted Sa...: I DONT NEED TO WHORE Twisted Sa...: BY THE WAY FUCKER I HAVE A MAN Twisted Sa...: I gotscred over by a jerk on here thats why it cost to see so FUCK OFF MY PICS I TOOK THEM ON MY TIME I CAN DO WHAT I WANT THEY ARE JUST PICS IT AINT SEX SO IT AINT WHORING GET A FUCKING LIFE FAG Twisted Sa...: Fuck you I am no whore Twisted Sa...: EVERYONE DOES IT SO FUCK YOU AND IM BLCOKING YOU Twisted Sa...: I DONT BEG Twisted Sa...: OH FUCK YOU (CHINA SUX KOK for FUBUX) Is that the best you got? (NSFW= BLING PACK 25+ and UP) That's your previous status which, in the equation of it all, equals "Whore". It's no wonder all the men you have use you as a dumpster. Keep me blocked and keep coming to my shout box so everyone can see what a meaningless spot in society you occupy. http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=502016 Twisted Santa

Untitled
Ohh, that look that voice it sings forbidden fruit that's temping me. tarnished curls, secret smiles Jewel blue eyes from tropical Isles You remind me of the Greek philosophers and Roman conquerors I see the lion in you all curled up for a nap. I see all his power and grace how I long to touch your face run my fingers through your mane Purr out your ancient name.

Lovin
One man told me that if you dont leave your heart open you will never find love. Well i left my heart open. I found more then love. I found taht if you love everyone no matter what you will be happy. And if you dont love everyone, the one person that needs it might not recieve it. And when i learned this i almost cried. Love is beautiful. Its prettyer than any person and any object.

Dead Poets Heart
Society had me beat when I sat with it to dine. But somewhere amongst the wine A voice over my shoulder called "Carpe diem!" At first it was ignored but then curiosity won out And now I live my life and suck the marrow out. Society is appalled by me and tried to make me sit And for awhile they thought they had Then again I heard it a whisper over my shoulder, no louder than the breeze. "Carpe, carpe diem." So once again I stood and from here there's such a better view. I spoke aloud for all the world to hear "O captain my captain you are here." My hand I placed over my heart and smiled at he who set my free. "O captain my captain now I think for me."

Pain
I am pain, it is me. I spent my life with blurred vision, see? Blurred vision from unshed tears, Blurred vision from unsaid fears, Blurred vision from the knife, That will take my life, Blurred vision from the gun pull the trigger, BAM!! Done. Blurred vision from the grave. Blurred life that could have been saved

Litten Tree~
I could hear the taxi driver beeping his horn impatiently outside. I waved at him through my window that i would be out in a couple of minutes whilst applying a coat of lip gloss to my lips. If there was one thing that really pissed me off it was being hurried while getting ready to go out. I took one last glance in the mirror before leaving the house. Being slightly chilly out i had decided to go with jeans rather than a skirt this evening. They were the tightest pair i owned which still allowed me room to move when dancing. Paired with these were my new lacy black top which clung to my curvy waist whilst showing off a decent amount of my ample cleavage, unfortunately i was unable to wear a bra with this top due to the low back but being young my breasts were still pert for me to enough to pull it off. I was hoping that i would still be able to dance in 5inch heels. Being only 5ft tall meant i couldn't really get away with going out in flats but i didn't really mind as i remember C

I Am
i am what he wants but can never have i am transparent i am a painting i am a healer of wounds the holder of hands the helper of hearts the gorgeous but deadly i am what he wants but can never have i am the angel and the warrior i am what he wants but can never have for i am the best friend

Entwined
two hearts, forever entwined , heart to heart , mind to mind , togather, alone , through sorrow and pain , our hearts will never be the same, forever entwined ,a two for one , a go no go situation, forever togather your heart and mine forever alone. forever entwined.

Poem
Are you blind? how can you not see the pain and sadness cut deep into me, can you not see these tears that come from missing you ?do i cover it so well, that you you can't even tell that every time you talk to me my heart soars?i thought you of all people would see me the deep,true me the one that longs for companionship. am i just another person?another check mark on a list another girl that you can torment with just a glance from your eyes?i wish to run from from you, to get away from the pleasure torture i endure, do you ever see the effect you have on me? or do you know and take pleasure from the Chocolate barbs you throw at me your hands brown and glossy from the sweet stuff that melts to your hands your arm throwing you eyes telling lies .finally i collapse into tears on hand and knees and wait for the next pleasure-torture, the next chocolate barb.

Pupps In Lap While Driving
NOT a good idea ppl. Not safe for anyone. THEY CAN FALL OUT OF THE WINDOW. Then you've killed your pup. Or the poor thing lives, but then has a broken back or something and dies shortly after. And yes, this is something I witnessed last night. Luckily I noticed it on the ground right after it happend and that it was still breathing. Stopped car because I was sure as hell not going to let the baby get run over. Whether it lived long after or not, that's horrible. Bad enough jackasses don't think about these things so it won't happen. That's an image I don't think will go away any time soon. I'm just glad that I didn't witness it getting run over. THAT would've been even worse. Damn humans with no common sense. Whatever happend to an eye for an eye??

Words
Words Words Such words whispered so sweetly Each syllable a caressing hand How do you manage such things? So far away from me and yet in sleep I feel you Whispering with hot breath You speak so sweetly over my skin each word Invading my dreams until finally I wake eyes searching the dark For a shadow that isn't there For words i can not hear I wake searching For you.

My 122008 Kiss Fortune
One cannot refuse to eat just because there is a chance of being choked. --- Love is a great risk, but not loving is of greater risk - even though you may have been hurt badly before - a great love will come to you soon and you must be ready to accept it.

Blues Singer Plays Role In Film
Dear Friends I seldom ask people to visit web sites but this is a big deal for me. I worked as one of the lead actors in a short film that has been picking up awards and is now an official selection to screen at Slamdance 2009. The film folks reading know what this is. For those who are not in film, this is one of the biggest 'small' film festivals in the world. It is sort of the little sister/brother to Sundance Film festival and they run at the same time in Park City Utah this January! I am only asking you to view our films trailer or visit the web site to support us. Simple...no money...very little time and only a click away (or copy and paste). Leave a comment if you can and subscribe or link up if you want to give extra support! View the trailer for A Little Mouth to Feed on Myspace videos here: http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual&videoid=47424507 View it on Youtube here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rGXqJN0RtEo The film has a Fan

I Will
Only love can win battles. Fighting drives people apart, but sometimes it can bring people together as well. However, so often we fail to see this and quarrels and anxieties just seem to bring people further and further apart. It's a cold February night. People are bustling through the streets, either pulling up their coat collars or wrapping scarves around their necks, trying to stay warm. It's so cold today.I'm standing at my window, looking at the people moving like little dots. Standing in a heated room, I'm beginning to pity those people. Why don't they go home? Do they plan on wandering until morning? "Almost time to go home! My boyfriend must be going crazy." One of the nurses breathe a sign of relief. "Still needs to work overtime on Valentine's Day. It's so unfair!" "You are fortunate." Another nurse says. "Some people don't have anyone waiting for them." "You mean Dr. Shu?" Like Sherlock Holmes, my ears perk up when I hear my name. "Do you remember how she

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Fatal Smile
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Fatal Smile At a time when Swedish hard rock is undergoing a rebirth of sorts, many bands are staking their claim to a piece of the action. Stockholm's FATAL SMILE have more to offer than most and are only too happy to prove that to anybody prepared to listen. The band was formed in 1995 by guitarist Y and in no time at all, songs were written, shows were being played, a deal with a Swedish label was in place and in 2002 the debut album "Beyond Reality" was in stores. Produced by Jonas Östman (Yngwie Malmsteen) the reaction worldwide was incredibly positive! Off the back of this excellent media attention, the band hit the road again on a mixture of headline shows, support slots and festival appearances topped off by a slot at the coveted New Jersey Metal Meltdown festival in 2003 that was deemed such a sucess that the band were booked back into the States for a three week headlining tour that took them from Florida up to New Jersey, playing 16 sho

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Further Lo
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Further Lo Further Lo is an American Heavy Metal band from Columbus, Ohio which was formed in 2001. The band is currently signed to Power Play Records out of New Hampton, NY. Further Lo’s musical influences include the bay area style thrash bands of the mid - late 80’s including Slayer, Anthrax, Forbidden, and Megadeth. Further Lo is influenced vocally by bands like Iron Maiden, Nevermore, and Testament. Through the band’s touring history, members of Further Lo have shared the stage with Armored Saint, Nevermore, Iced Earth, Napalm Death, King Diamond, Mercyful Fate, Napalm Death, Souls at Zero, and Bruce Dickinson. Further Lo’s Power Play debut album was released in 2004 to world-wide distribution in Europe, and North and South America. The band toured the US in support of the album. The follow-up album, tentatively titled “A New Form of Suicide” is scheduled for a late winter / early spring release date in 2008. Further lo are: Aaron Werner - voca

Gods Forsaken Features: Chris Caffery
Gods Forsaken Features: Chris Caffery Chris Caffery is out of New York City, New York. He has a record label with Locomotive - Lava/Atlantic Records. Chris Caffery plays lead guitar in the bands Savatage and The Trans-Siberian Orchestra. He has been with Savatage for a very long time with his first tour to support the CD "Hall of The Mountain King" and the following CD was entitled "Gutter Ballet". The video for this song is played all the time on VH1 Classics. The band has sold millions of cd's and played for hundreds of thousands of fans world-wide. In January of 2004 he began pre-production for his very first solo CD ever. Recording began in February. Here are a couple of songs to be listening for on God's Forsaken Radio by this up and coming solo artist, Pisses Me Off, and Edge Of Darkness. So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Chris Caffery!!!!

Censored!
Noam Chomsky states that: "If you believe in freedom of speech, you believe in freedom of speech for views you don't like. Goebbels was in favor of freedom of speech for views he liked. So was Stalin. If you're in favor of freedom of speech, that means you're in favor of freedom of speech precisely for views you despise." An often cited quote that describes the principle of freedom of speech comes from Evelyn Beatrice Hall (often mis-attributed to Voltaire) "I disapprove of what you say, but I will defend to the death your right to say it," as an illustration of Voltaire's beliefs. Professor Lee Bollinger argues that "the free speech principle involves a special act of carving out one area of social interaction for extraordinary self-restraint, the purpose of which is to develop and demonstrate a social capacity to control feelings evoked by a host of social encounters." The free speech principle is left with the concern of nothing less than helping to shape "the intellectual charact

Please,forget Your Sorrows (poem)
Please forget your sorrows, forget your pain Just listen to the falling rain Gently playing it's own sweet song Lifting you to where you belong A place to where you can remain. All sadness now you can refrain Nothing to lose, but all to gain So that you can your whole life long Forget your sorrows... Be gone all strife, be gone all strain Be who you once were, once again You've got the strength, I know you're strong The band is now playing your song Don't let my wishes be in vain Please, forget your sorrows...

In The States Of Altered, Cincinnati, And Kentucky
Yes, I have looked at a map of the United States lately and I do know Cincinnati is NOT one of the fifty states; it’s a city in Ohio (but not the capital, that honor goes to Columbus). But these are the names emblazoned on two stuffed bears that Sarah and Jeffrey’s grandmother – Martha’s mom – Sharon brought them when she got home in October from her trip to Cincinnati for an auxiliary meeting. They love cuddling with them at night and they get left at a house that’s not our own sometimes they hang out with them so much. Kentucky (Jeffrey’s) is the light blue of my eyes, and Cincinnati (Sarah’s) is tie-dyed red and gold. I just liked this title for today as I wrote this to catch up with the last few days, for those who pay attention to such things. Let’s go with what I remember best first … As I’m writing this at 1300 hours CST it is twelve below zero outside and a HIGH of six below is expected today. No blizzard warning like last weekend, but you still should plug in your car

What I Would Give...
To snuggle up to those cute, chubby cheeks of my little nephew or throw my arms around my nieces, nephews, sisters, brothers, mom and dad. What I would give to just be in the company of home and all that entails... This time of year, so rich with tradition, has me wallowing in memories of my home and my family that I so sorely miss. If there was a way for me to just bundle them all up and have them here at my house, I would, in a heartbeat! If there was a way for me to just get home, kids and husband in tow...I would. I miss that feeling, that warmth that comes with a full house. A comfortable place to just be surrounded by people you love and trust. This year it will be no different from the last, I begrudgingly admit. Just us and my in-laws to fill the space of my home. Not nearly enough comfort, love and trust to ever compare...It's just not the same as...going home. So I'll say it again, it's becoming redundant..."maybe next year" but maybe this time, it'll be

The Day The Earth Stood Still
The original 1951 movie THE DAY THE EARTH STOOD STILL was part of a public acclimation program about UFOs and extraterrestrial visitation, with involvement by the U.S. Air Force, according to an alleged transcript of a 1981 intelligence briefing to former President Ronald Reagan. The transcript, reportedly provided by current and former members of the Defense Intelligence Agency (DIA) through an intermediary, was posted on the internet Oct. 30, 2007. Reagan allegedly received the briefing at Camp David, Maryland, between Friday and Sunday, March 6 and 8, 1981. Other top advisors to Reagan were also said to be present. It was claimed in the 2007 internet posting that the briefing was presented by a CIA contract employee who worked within a group of "caretakers" who reportedly safeguard records and resources about the issue of extraterrestrial visitation to, and activities on Earth. The transcript includes discussion of U.S. Government efforts to both deceive and inform the p

No Name (poem)
...we're... here... ..are we here just to make ends meet ..just to stand on our own two feet..... are we here just to reproduce.... just another number thats been let loose are we here just to see who'll win.... if we didn't have ambition would it really be a sin so many questions and answers,we still dont know like where we come from then when die,where we go the worlds a riddle but seems to have no end a beatiful creation... that we don't seem to defend... we've created a world of destruction,so much hate and lies.... yet still to so many people it comes as a supprise we seem to have forgot why where here and how to enjoy life.... i think we all need reminding..... the true meaning of life ...

Loving Love......
I'LL ALWAYS BE IN LOVE WITH YOU.... I WANTED TO TELL YOU,ESPECIALLY TODAY. HOW GOOD I FEEL ABOUT US AND OUR FUTURE. I ENJOY BEING WITH YOU. IT SEEMS THAT EVERYTHING WE DO IS EVEN MORE MEANINGFUL BECAUSE IT ISN'T JUST FOR TODAY.....IT'S FOR ALWAYS. YOU MAKE ME FEEL REALLY HAPPY,AND I'LL ALWAYS LOVE MAKING YOU FEEL SPECIAL,TOO I'M GLAD THAT I CAN COUNT ON YOU TO BE THERE WHEN I NEED SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND, TO ENCOURAGE,AND TO REASSURE ME....AND I HOPE YOU REALIZE YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME, TOO. WE SHARE SO MUCH OF OUR LIVES,TOGETHER BUT IT'S NICE THAT WE CAN STILL GO OUR OWN WAYS NOW AND THEN....AND SOMEHOW,THE MORE WE GROW AS INDIVIDUALS,THE CLOSER WE BECOME. I AM SO SATISFIED WITH ALL WE HAVE TOGETHER AND I AM SURE ALL THOSE FEELING WILL LAST....THAT I'LL CHERISH YOU THROUGH A LIFETIME OF BEAUTIFUL TOMORROWS. SO,MY LOVE....I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU,HOW PLEASED I AM APART OF YOUR LIFE,HOW MUCH IT MEANS TO ME TO KNOW....I'LL ALWAYS BE IN LOVE WITH YOU..

2 Worlds..(poem)
and..i think.. if two parallel worlds ran in two parallel lines two different worlds in two different times one full of dreams and one full of truths one every one see's and one every one knows one full of hate one full of love where every one's happy or no one's got enough one full of happiness and one full of pain one full of sunshine and one full of rain so which one would you choose now all said and done the one that sounds the best ....or the real one..

So Special!!
Still Here Natasha Bedingfield You looked at me and saw what I never could see You made me feel more than I thought I could ever be And when I needed a friend you were always there to lift me up To make me strong You're not gone You're still here With me all the time You're still here When I close my eyes I still see you I still feel you And we'll never be apart You're still here Still here in my heart In my heart Because of you I knew how it felt to be loved You made me feel beautiful 'cause you believed I was And I will never forget how you touched my life You made me feel like I belong You live on You're still here With me all the time You're still here When I close my eyes I still see you I still feel you And we'll never be apart You're still here Still here in my heart In my heart All my life You'll be in my life You'll be part of me I'll just think of you and you'll still be You'll still be here Still here You're with me all t

"if Life Could Be Better"
If life could be better, which it should since I thought it over many days and nights sober, itching and wishing I re-arrange with the past time I've been given, am not saying my life be different but, maybe without all this neglect I felt, I been one hella' of a child, only if I known what I know now, I say too much to myself deep down like if it made a difference, between my eyes only lords knows Vince, and even then I think I'd been the same, so isolated driven insain, too complex, too hard to explain, to go nineteen years in the making, it be crazy to go back this soon when I never had a revalation, in this time and age am just waiting, so who knows maybe my lifes just like yours, and who am i too judge, death might be behind them close doors, but we ain't knowing, we blind to see where lifes going, the reason why I stay alive, blowing, is my intellectual intentions, my memories I kept that kept on coming...........so who can you blame living life in the fast lane, need help, fame

I'll Be Fine...
Compasion is in my nature I've closed the doors to you I've torn myself to pieces far too long I admit I was never there for you I swear I'm not the Devil you think you see I try so hard to sleep Cut me deep I've crawled away from your hate Trust in me I'm not whole, I don't believe it. I've screamed to you for forgiveness Why can't you hear it? Lost and seperated Shackled by what you've left inside me Try to show you that I'm good for something I hate myself, my ways, and my face I'm not ok but I'll be fine...

This Is Funny
Number One Idiot of 2008 I am a medical student currently doing a rotation in toxicology at the poison control center. Today, this woman called in very upset because she caught her little daughter eating ants. I quickly reassured her that the ants are not harmful and there would be no need to bring her daughter into the hospital. She calmed down and at the end of the conversation happened to mention that she gave her daughter some ant poison to eat in order to kill the ants. I told her that she better bring her daughter in to the emergency room right away. Here's your sign, lady. Wear it with pride. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Number Two Idiot of 2008 Early this year, some Boeing employees on the airfield decided to steal a life raft from one of the 747s. They were successful in getting it out of the plane and home. Shortly after they took it for a float on the river

So Hard. Written Dec 20th 08
It is so hard... to find an honest heart. To find someone so true, someone to be faithful to you. To have unending love, someone to hold on and never give up. Someone to be there in the end, to be your best friend. As I lay me down to sleep. I pray the Lord my soul to keep. That I shall not die, without having true love in my life. I have searched high and low- I search wherever I go. Love only lets me down... Love never comes around. I make myself think that I will be alright, even though there aren't two arms holding me tonight. I have wished upon so many falling stars, but none came true for my heart. Is there something wrong with me? I find it hard to believe. That there can't possibly be, someone out there who can love me. Love I have in my dreams, but dreams don't mean anything, to my lonely, empty heart. Where do I start? Where do I turn? What lesson to learn? Where do I find that one love? Blessed by the man up above. So, I start the day

Nothing At All
What you see is what you get with me. I don't keep secrets or lie to anyone for any reason. I am married with two children and working on a third. Practice makes perfect as the hubby says. I love to play Poker on line at pokerstars.net and take time with the family So, that about it. comment if you want

User Friendly - Marilyn Manson
Use me when you want to come I've bled just to have your touch When I'm in you I want to die User friendly fucking dopestar obscene Will you die when you're high You'd never die just for me She says, "I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you 'til somebody better comes along." Use me like I was a whore Relationships are such a bore Deleted the ones that you've fucked User friendly fucking dopestar obscene Will you die when you're high You'd never die just for me She says, "I'm not in love, but I'm gonna fuck you 'til somebody better comes along."

My World...
Jack-knife shadow Shed my skin Stuck forever in this dark Feel like I'm being erased Overflown and ignored I can feel everything you take from me Bash my face into a mirror so I don't see my pain I ask my questions and fight my fights Daily I lose the game I've been bleeding far too long Don't let me fade away again My world is finally healing itself Don't let me tear it apart again...

Easy Steps For Fubombers
if you find an easier way, post comments here. 1. Copy the link of the picture(you will need it later) 2. Post A comment 3. Keep replying to your comment 4. bouncer doesn't seem to show up as often. 5. every once in awhile paste the picture link in the address bar above 6. repeat steps

At The Library.
The FBI STILL has my computers. [bangs head on desk...but quietly because I don't want to anger the librarian] I'm going crazy without a computer at the house, but right now I can't afford to rent or buy another one while I wait for mine to be returned. It sucks, because I'm not getting any of the work done that I have to do and I can't talk to certain people who matter a lot to me. But...I have my daughter home so I deal with it. Besides, it gives us a bit more time to talk everything out. The person who took her is in jail right now and the FBI is going through my machines file by file before returning them. As you might have guessed, I have A LOT of files on my computers...so this seems to be taking them a really long time to accomplish. This 29 year old man...this SICK FUCK...who flew across the country and rented a car just to pick up a 13 year old girl tried to delete all the files off his laptop before the police took it into evidence. He didn't succeed and apparentl

This One Took Forever
Dont think I dont love you anymore Dont think I wonder what is this for Because nothing I say Will ever take away The fact that Im always thinking of you Because baby, I still love you Even though we dont talk much anymore It doesnt mean that Im closing the door Girl I miss you and your magic touch And although it seems weve grown far apart You are still the only girl in my heart Dont think I dont love you no more Dont think I wonder what is this for Because nothing I say Will ever take away The fact that Im always thinking of you Because baby, I still love you Dont sit in your room and cry Just because love seemed to pass us by I still want you with me till the end I always will think of you as more than just a friend I will never let go Baby this is so Its something you should know Never will you hear the words good-bye Until the day I die I may seem to like someone else But my heart will always be with you Dont you worry Im not in a hurry T

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

New Rules
1) All new girls need to r/f/a existing bad girls, and rate their SBG pic folder :) If anyone is blocked let sarge or tulsa's angel know and we will contact them. No bad girls should block other bad girls. 2) All girls should have a pic folder on their page marked Sarge's Bad girls and keep your bad girl tags, and other bad girl pics in it, like graphics, etc. found online (Check Out The Sarge's Bad Girls Page for ideas) You should have at least 25 pics. 3) All existing bad girls should be re-rating the Sarge and fellow bad girls pages and leaving a bad girls comment to let them know it's done. You should also rate their pics in their SBG pic folder. 4) All bad girls should be watching the Sarge's Bad Girls page for new blogs, etc. that you need to be reading! Comment them and rate them so The Sarge knows you read them. 5) If you see a bad girl posted a bulletin please repost for them. If they post a blog read it and rate it 6) If a fellow bad girl needs help leveling ..

Help Me Change The Future!
www.drturi.com/download/TURI_Sponsor_Kit_-_Final_Modavox.pdf Jesus says "go to the town and find the man with the WATER PITCHER, the sign of Aquarius to follow the sign of Pisces"... TUNE IN TO MY NEW LIVE RADIO SHOW "THE COSMIC CODE" ON MY BIRTHDAY Upcoming weekly show starting Thur, Feb 26, 09 at 3 pm to 4 pm Pac Time Thank you Dr. Turi

Salutes
Well now fortunately and unfortunately my salutes have gotten rather popular. So popular infact that I need to start charging for them. I'm not asking much, just what ever you think the salute I have done for you is worth. I am doing this because few of you realize just how much goes into these. To you it looks like just writing on me and taking a pic. I WISH it was that easy. If you still want one, then tell me your favorite part of my body, yes, this does include smile salutes it does NOT include me writing your name on my "mother" spot. There is absolutely NO charge of any kind for military salutes. Military salutes, please remember that I only have so much room on my body, so try to keep it short, sweet and to the point. Much appreciated

My Little Pain Slut...............
Our relationship was going in a totally different direction to what I had ever imagined. It had started out as just two people having some fun, granted it was what many people would consider perverted fun, but harmless fun in reality. But now, it was as if we were both on an express train to sado-masochistic depravity. The really scary thing was of course that neither of us new where the final destination would be, but neither of us wanted to get off. And now as I waited for you to answer the door, the train was going to speed up some more, I just hope it did not leave the tracks. You open the door, dressed as I had instructed. My favourite leather under bust corset, black of course, pushing your beautiful breasts up and outwards. I could still see the faint red marks from when I had used the flogger to torture them the last time we were together. As instructed you were wearing stockings, attached with suspenders to the corset, but no panties. Your freshly shaved cunt glowed pink fr

Mom
My mother is home from the hospital. they have given her new meds and she will be seeing several different Dr's in the first week of Jan. They have only said that the meds should help with the chest pain. They were unable to do any procedures on her due to scaring and they way her bypasses were done. Thak you all for the prayers,they meant the world to me! Cheryl P.S. This was not edited for typos...just sayin :P ________________________________________________ 12/28/2008 I needed to update this,my mother is back in the hospital with pneumonia,a staph infection and her kidneys are only at 45% function. I am not sure what they are planning at this time. I will try and up date this as I can. Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. Cheryl

What An Asshole
Ok we had talked on the phone just before this and. I was faking but I you know hinted that I knew. But didn't make it obvious. And we were ok ha my ass. And this is the convo I'm having with him Its a bit jumbled together Him: Now or when ever I don't have nothin to do hotassrockchick: i havent found a good one yet him: Guess we can be single together him: Oh why not hotassrockchick: i dont want one him: Oh why not hotassrockchick: no him: Bc I'm so shy do you have a bf me: yes why dont you have a gurlfriend ass: I'm jonathan btw you need a pic lol what do you look like ass: Aw really that would be cool Ass: Oh I see I'm a good one but you've heard that before but if we hung out you would see I really am Me-im game when do you want to Should I just get it over with and tell him I know or keep it going.

The Night Before Christmas
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight did I see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantel, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of distance lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room in such disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this night, owed their lives to these soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round the

Merry Christmas All
Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to reshape souls and roots and skies, A time to give your heart to everyone Freely, like a rich and lavish sun, Like a burning star to those whose lonely sighs Show need of such a time for love and fun. For children first, whose pain is never done, Whose bright white fire of anguish never dies, It's time to give your heart to every one, That not one angel fall, to hatred won For lack of ears to listen to her cries, Or arms to carry him towards love and fun, Or friends to care what happens on the run To adult life, where joy or sadness lies. It's time to give your heart to everyone, For God loves all, and turns His back on none, Good or twisted, ignorant or wise. Christmas is a time for love and fun, A time to give your heart to everyone. BLESS YOU ALL THIS HOLIDAY SEASON

A Sub's Special Night...................
Coming home one night after work, I walk in and see you in the kitchen washing something in the sink. You are wearing a little apron and nothing else on under it. Standing in the doorway knowing you do not know I am home yet, I watch you as you move about at the sink. I watch your lovely ass and body move elegantly and gracefully about. Slowly I move up behind you and tenderly kiss the nape of your neck softly. Sliding my hands gently around your waist and hugging you back to me with love and tenderness. Turning you slowly so that your face is turned to me, I gently kiss your lips and slide my tongue out and tenderly lick your lips and nibble on them. Whispering into your ear as I hug you how much I Love you and want to be the best Master and lover and friend to you. Sliding my hands into your apron and cupping your breast and feeling your nipples harden to my touch I squeeze and caress them softly. Knowing they are very sensitive and love my touch. Nibbling and biting softly on your n

One True Love
It is an endeavor that we will have until we find the one. When we are growing up, we have preconceived notions as to who the one will end up being. What we do not know is that it can take many years to find the one who will truly make you happy. How is it possible to find the one, how would you ever know? Is there really any such thing as love at first site? If you have never loved; how would you know what love is? Many questions asked as you go on your quest to find the one. You might be able to appreciate life more when you do find the perfect match. It is one of those things that cause you to think about the things that are most important in life. As you do get older you are able to put details that you did not think about when you were growing up. The additional attributes that a woman or man must possess to be supportive in life. You learn that you are not capable of doing everything to the best of your ability. Sometimes you learn a little late that you might not

Bring The Troops Home - No Red Shirts
So I am reading the posts about the red shirts and laughing pretty hard. The story is obviously a fabrication to tug at your heart strings. So is Old Yeller, but at least I like the dog in that one. More importantly, the call to action is to wear a red shirt. WTF?! How does this truly support the troops. By giving them a morale boost? I have a better option. Bring them home. Then, instead of them thinking, "wow, all those people wore red shirts", they could be thinking, "cool, I didn't get shot and am home with my family". Seems a bit better, doesn't it. So how do we do it? Easy, write your Congress person a real letter, not an email. Every letter they receive counts as 10,000 voices of their constituants. The only thing that makes them work is the fear they will get voted out. The more voices they hear in favor of pulling the troops, the quicker it will happen. You can get real address info here: http://directory.usayfoundation.org/. Although if you are in Alaska, Ted Steven's new hom

My New Movie...summer 0f "09"
as some of u know....a few months ago i got a call from a buddy of mine. he's a producer and asked me if i wanted to do a part in a flik for this summer. as some of u know.. i havnt been in tip top shape...(lol..round is a shape)...so....off to the gym i go. .....i wouldnt go as far as to say im excited....but its totally cool th@ i was actually requested for this part. its going to be fun i guess...but i also left for a reason. so maybe this year will be different???....who knows....u can only know if u try. RP

Its So Halarious That...
I have to actually write somewhat of a blog just to try and defend myself against people- I have been through more bullshit them people have gone through in their life time- which I believe makes me stronger in the end. Adoption, abortion due to a difficult pregnancy, depression, giving birth to a 1 lb baby girl and watch her struggle to survive, divorce, relationships I tried to make work then gave up, Autism spectrum disorder,( my son diagnosed @2) and I had to go through most of this alone- I DONT HAVE TIME TO PLAY GAMES! There is so much more but I really dont feel I need to feel sorry for myself and post blogs on it to strangers that have nothing else better to do but read others blogs- there are 2 sides to every story, so you decide in the end what you believe. I am strong, I have been through a lot and I will get by once again in life the same way I always do, but just because a relationship does not work out in the end due to so many differences and not seeing eye to eye, no tr

Omg Truhaters Are Growing
Are you sure you want to block 'necoli' ???They will no longer be able to comment on you or your photos, rate your profile or your photos, or even send you a message!YES, Block User | NO, I changed my mind! Are you sure you want to block '♥NJExoticDiva77 ♥ Karizma's RL GF ♥ 100% Jersey Girl ♥s Infernal_Ha†e' ???They will no longer be able to comment on you or your photos, rate your profile or your photos, or even send you a message!YES, Block User | NO, I changed my mind!

This Year
This year has been really hard for me for a lot of reasons. I've been laid off since May 9th, lost a very precious local girl to Cancer (RIP Danni) and it just seems that anything that could go wrong has gone wrong the past 8 months or so. I've been in a really down mood the past few months and this month has gotten worse... I haven't been around much cuz i've been blah and none of you need to deal me and my nasty attitude, cuz i tend to take things personal when i'm like this. Anyway... I have had some really awesome people try to help me through this Holiday season and for that i am forever thankful. They will forever be in my heart. I'm still down but i just realized how lucky i am, even with as bad as things are.. One of my 7 year old boy's friends was sledding and slid into the road and got hit by a car and killed... How do you deal with that right before Christmas? I'm sitting here crying as i type this all sorts of feeling going through every inch of my body and soul. First i fe

Rates For Vip
Ok so my VIP is gonna expire and I need a new one. If you buy me a new one, here is what I am offering. 1 month VIP = 300,000 fubucks 3 month VIP = 600,000 fubucks 6 month VIP = 1,000,000 fubucks whichever one you choose, just let me know ahead of time and as soon as I get the confirmation that it was bought, I will send the fubucks your way. I do NOT cheat people out of what I promised them. Just ask the last person who bought me my VIP. I always keep my end of the deal.

~ Sadness~
I woke up this moring so sad..I feel this terrible sadness hanging over me....so dark, cold, so forbibben...I cant explain it even. I sit here and rate photos andsend e-mail to friends who are soo happy in love, with somebody , sharing their lives,hearts,souls, bodys,minds with eachother. I want that but for some reason cant seem to find it....is there something wrong with me? Am i not good enough? pretty enough? I dont get it....I fell soo alone all the time, as I write this im literally on the verge of tears. I dont wanna be alone anymore...I want love....I wanna be loved so badley...I feel like nobody wants me....this is a horrible feeling. I met this guy on here....he lives about 20 minutes away...I liked him alot but, something tells me he doesnt feel the same way...~sigh~ he doesnt even really call me, wanna hang out, or anything...he told me all this stuff that he wanted to do with me and now....its all lies I guess. So AGAIN im moving on I guess.....sad, and alone as alw

This Christmas, Think Of The Deceased In Iraq
While we are safe at home, please think of all the troops and civilians that have given their lives in this war. Direct death tolls are over 700,000 and indirect death tolls are over 300,000. What, you thought the US had only lost 4,000 people? I'm not talking about the US. I am talking about the 1,000,000 people we have killed, most of which were civilians. So, while you are carving up your Christmas meal, feeling patriotic, try to remember a family like yours that has nothing to do with the war, sitting down for dinner and getting the door kicked in, getting thrown around and searched and yelled at in a language they don't understand. Maybe you could be one of the many lucky families where the father gets shot, the mother gets slapped around, and the daughter gets gang raped by soldiers. But they do that all for you. Merry Christmas.

Myspace Is So Whack
I GET ON MYSPACE I GET THIS LIL THING SAYING I CANT POST MOVIES N MY COUNT WILL BE DELETED IF I DO IT AGAIN WHAT IT IS IS A THING I DID FOR THE NEW GENERTAION OF FAM IN WELL I POSTED IT N IT BLOCK ME TODAY THIS SO GAY LAME

This Dj - He Gets Down
Let Me Tell You A Story About House Music It Started On The South Side Of Chicago From The Attic Of His Home This DJ Practiced His Art Day & Night Mastering It Very Well Becoming A Name In The Industry Playing In All The Hottest Clubs Throughout The Chicagoland Area And Elsewhere This DJ Owns A Lounge Here On Fubar Featuring The Hottest Beats Hitting The Clubs & Radio Stations Everywhere Now! If You Are Not A Member, Click The Following Pic To Join The Lounge! Meet The Coolest People On Fubar! Every 25th New Member Gets Fu-Blinged! So Stop On In And Join The Party That Never Ends! CLUB MIXTURE Club Mixture Lounge Is In Full Effect! Where The Drinks The Flow & The Beat Are Never Ending! So What Are You Waiting For??? Come Join Us Now & Be A Part Of The Party! For More Info. Contact Me By Clicking The Following Pic! ♣ DjJOHN© OWNER OF CLUB MIXTURE ♣ FOUNDER OF THE UNITED BOMBING AND LEVELING CREW ♣

Back...again
I'm finally back to the online world and to Fubar! I found an awesome house just across the bridge so it's back to just me, my daughter & grandbaby. The past few months have been disappointing at best but they're lessons learned. 'Nuff said. I just got internet hooked up yesterday and THANK GOODNESS NO MORE DIALUP BS!!! I hope to post updated pics soon and make some new friends! We're all unpacked & settled just in time to enjoy Christmas. It's a rough year this year but my grandbaby will have a PERFECT first Christmas!! I can't wait! Happy Holidays everyone!!

Sabres Beat Kings
So last night was Birthday Pt. 1. I got a ticket for the sabres vs. the Kings. To me it looked like the kings out played us, but we won and in the end Ryan Miller had 40 saves and a shut out and was the 1st star of the game. Here is a slide show of the pictures I took. Sabres Vs. Kings Dec 19 2008 So then After the game I got to wrap Christmas gifts as I watched the winter Dew Tour. I also got to see The Pam Anderson roast uncensored and tonight Is Jeff Foxworthy. I also watched a movie I haven't seen in a long time "no country for old men" it was a pretty good movie.

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? gone 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? wyoming 5. Your father? nashua 6. Your favorite thing? chocolate 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? anything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? mad 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? dunno 18. Where you grew up? oklahoma 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? sometimes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life?happy 25. Your mood? good 26

Come Bid On Me I Will Make It Worth While
OK...I need a little Help here...My friends has only 43K to level...please come spank his page...he is a good fu and returns all love throw his way.... Harpbox¢â aka GL¢âFu engadged to Xmasbaby73& whipping boy to Andi aka lil playa@ fubar AND...HE IS IN AN AUCTION TOO.....GRAB HIM UP GIRLS HE IS A GOOD ONE TO OWN!!!! CLICK THE LINK BELOW TELL HIM XMASBABY SENT YA: @ fubar (repost of original by '¢¾xmasbaby73¢¾DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do' on '2008-12-18 17:33:34') (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-12-18 18:28:49') (repost of original by 'Trouble Free and free to be me' on '2008-12-18 18:39:43') (repost of original by '♥xmasbaby73♥DEVOTED 2 the MOST HANDSOME and AMAZING man EVER *TAPPINIT*luv him..I Do' on '2008-12-18 18:49:50')

Slipknot Singer Blasts Coldplay's 'viva La Vida'
Slipknot frontman Corey Taylor launched into a foul-mouthed rant about Coldplay frontman Chris Martin and the band's latest LP during a TV interview. The British rockers' Viva la Vida received critical acclaim when it was released earlier this year. But Taylor is not a fan of the record, or singer Martin - and made his thoughts known in a profanity-packed U.K. TV interview. He tells Zane Lowe's MTV show, "That is one of the most self-celebratory pieces of shit I've ever fucking heard in my entire fucking life. "Go suck a fucking dick. Are you watching Martin? Suck it. Go eat a bag of shit. "I fucking hate that album. It's music to wipe your ass to."

Life And Death
Last night I was driving to work at 11pm, and I was going a little too fast for the road conditions and the speed limit. As I started turning left from a turning lane, my car made an awesome 180 degree spin, stopping in the far right lane, facing the right turn. I just went straight, then made a U-turn. It was amazing that there weren't any cars at the moment, since it is a very busy street. If there were any cars on that side, I guess I wouldn't be typing this right now. I am truly being saved over and over, not sure what for. But its the moments like this that make you realize how fragile we were, and how our lives can be cut short at any given moment.

Its Soo On 2. Read The First One To Get It
I would read it first. Ok so I had just checked the messages. Wow 1 friend request and a message. This is what it said. "Oh hey thanks you actually found me yes we should meet up I'm not from here and I don't know anyone and no I don't have a girl I'm single how about you do you have a pic". Mmk but yet the asshole is acting like nothings wrong. Wow ok so I check his profile and he's had it since Feb 2. Ne ways. I'm being nosy and I look and see this hoes comment saying basically "I'm so glad that your mine. I love to make bitches jealous. Lol I miss you". And I tried checking her profile out and its private but It has his pic on her background like wtf Ooo that fuels me more. Because I will leave a comment on his page and a message to her. And then I see they hooked up on the 18th. Wow so ill keep acting like the sweet innocent gf but then when we talk on the phone later wow. He's really gonna wish he didn't do this to me. And now he tells me he's gonna Talk to me lat

Havent Forgotten You!!!
Hey everyone, just so you know I havent forgotten you at all! im actually doing my treatments to hopefully get rid of what i have. I wont be on here much...on the computer at all actually.. but every once in awhile. Trust me, i would rather not go thru this at all...keep your fingers crossed that these first few rounds of treatment get rid of everything and for the first time in months i can feel better!!!! but just thought id let you know havent forgotten you at all...and hope to talk to u all sooner then later...but who knows whatll happen... much love, me

My Work
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Nbn Bully Sunday
NAUGHTY BY NATURE is at it again--- This Sunday, at 5 p.m. Fu-Time she will be hosting a Happy Hour! She is bound and determined to level, Dammit! That said, NBN will be doing it properly.. She's got her Auto 11's turned on .... But wait, there's MORE! NBN has decided to PAY for rates! 15k per 100 (10's OR 11's !!! ) She'll even kick down 100K for rating EVERYTHING!

Snow An Snow Plow Drivers Grrrrrrrr!!!!
OK for those of you that live in New England you know what its like when we get hit with a major snow storm!... well i HAD to work last night becasue my company feels the lives an safety of there employees means nothing.. or atleast thats how we all feel anyway there are these people called snow plow drivers hired by I have no freakin idea but when i find out i am going to have a word with them!... Me an this other girl that lives near by got lucky enough to hang out at the store last night an work till 10pm with maybe 10 people who were retarded enough to come out into the weather for stupid shit instead if stayin home... Well 1 plow guy comes in an is like whos car is this out front? I said mine why he said well u have too move it on the side so we can plow . I said well u better NOT plow me in i have to be here till 10 an dont feel like being stuck here all night... So he says u wont get plowed in yada yada yada WELLLLLLLLLL We finally lock up an go to leave an there is a hu

Nyc And Clients
So I went to NYC to entertain a client this Thursday night....took him for a night of T&A and filled him with shrimp and prime beef.....and BOOOOOOOZE!!! It was a huge late night (5am Friday return to the hotel after a 7pm start the night before).....night was filled with strippers and their bullshit...other patrons and their inability to act human over a little bit of skin....and my partner Dean who is awesome!! Everyone had a great night....and the next day we bagged the order. Who says a little skin and beef are bad for business....or was it the booooze!! Thank you HQ....we love you!! We all agreed that it was NYC....cause it never would have happened this way if it was South Florida......LMAO

Thank You !
I want to thank all my friends for their prayers, texts, email, kind words, and gifts. Your support and knowing you are all here praying for me and my mom is helping me push through this awful time. I cannot express how grateful I am to all of you for being there. Things on my end are not settled yet. I am looking forward to returning to the FU and all my friends, but I did not want to miss telling you all I wish you a blessed and wonderful Christmas and have the best upcoming New Year. Picese1971, Makin Whoopie, Okiwa002, Rock Angel, Toxic Sin, Katz, Clayto, Monsoon67, Twistdbuttlfly, Lost, you are all some awesome friends THANK YOU *HUG* You all have no idea how much I value our friendships and love you. Forest & Momma Brenda xoxo

Quality Of Life Begins In Your Mind
Saturday, December 20, 2008 QUALITY OF LIFE BEGINS IN YOUR MIND. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It's not what you have, but what you enjoy that constitutes your abundance. Your real riches are riches in your head and heart. Wealth without enjoyment is little consolation. True satisfaction comes from appreciating what you have. There are two ways of being happy: you must either diminish your wants or augment your means. It's always better to appreciate things you cannot have than to have the things you cannot appreciate. Your riches will always lie within you, not in your material possessions. Copyright 2008 www.maxsteingart.com Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm

It's The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year...
5 days until Alannah's first Christmas. I've had her gifts all bought for well over a week now. There is one more thing I'd like to get her but I don't know that it will happen. Will have to check my bank account and figure what may be able to wait until next paycheck. Mom's gifts are all done too... every one else is having to wait until after the holidays. Work's been going ok I guess. Been busy. 40 hours in the office last week, in 4 days. Next week is going to be much of the same. Since I have permission to have the 40 hours I'm going to do my damndest to get there. 80 hours on a check will make for a good check right when I need it. Anyways. today Mom and I are heading to Springfield. Gotta pick up Alannah's Christmas pictures. Might head to the mall and get her picture taken with Santa. Ah well... gotta get off of here and find my glasses before my head explodes.

Your Lies
Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off fucking him My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another man You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together

Falling Away
I am bored with love and it's passionless limbs that drape over my bed in a lethargic state of impotence while wearing the same red heart my soul picked up hitchhiking off highway serendipity Now here we are alone in togetherness trying to build dreams with two by fours and glue, but even a home won't tie us together when our hearts live alone Poetic vows cliched into nothingness like all words do, eventually and we allowed our bodies to become another pair of hollow shadows that make love to a wall instead of each other and we wonder why the roses are dying

I Love Janice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LOVE JANICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANNA BE IN N.C. AND MAKE HER MY ENTIRE WORLD, JUST LIKE I SHOULD HAVE ALREADY BUT STILL WANT TO WORSE THAN ANYTHING AND WITH THE WISH THAT SHE'LL LET ME.... AS ILL WISH AND PRAY IT EVERYDAY..... I'LL GO ON EVERYDAY LOVING HER AND HOPING SHE'LL LET ME GO TO N.C. TO BE WITH HER! AND I DONT CARE HOW LONG IT COULD TAKE BECAUSE JANICE, IF YOURE READIN THIS, YOURE WORTH THE WAIT, BABY! I LOVE YOU AND NOTHING ELSE MATTERS ANYWHERE NEAR AS MUCH TO ME AS YOU! I LOVE YOU AND NO MATTER WHAT, I WANNA BE WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU ARE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE ALL I LOVE IN THIS LIFE AND THATS NOT GONNA STOP! I LOVE YOU, BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Chad

How Can I Practice Generosity Today?
Give to the world all that you have, and the best will come back to you. --Mary Ainge De Vere When we share something of our own with a friend, it gives both of us a special feeling. Generosity blesses the giver as much as the receiver. Sometimes we feel selfish, wanting to hoard all our treats or treasures. But when we secretly hide them away, we cheat even ourselves from enjoying them. Giving love and friendship to others works in just the same way. When we express love and kindness to others, we feel more love toward ourselves. Though we may not understand just how it works, we can be certain it does. The more of anything we give away to others, the greater our own rewards will be.

The Fight Continues!!!
It now seems I have to dance to HER tune as far as seeing my sons is concerned…….she has dictated to me Just what time and where I am to meet them, she even indicates that she has taken legal advice in reaching these demands…. When will this woman ever learn that our children are not some pawn in a game of I am going to squeeze you until you hurt and in fact by refusing to let me see the boys, which by she gave me a date to comply by or she will stop me seeing them, she will only achieve in hurting the boys even more than she has done in the past!!............................... It is bad enough that I will not be seeing them for christmas yet if she had her way she will stop me seeing them forever!!

My State Of Mind The Past Few Days(yes She Has Fucked With My Head Yet Again)
Tell me what I'm supposed to do, With all these left over feelings of you; 'Cause I don't know And tell me how I'm supposed to feel, When all these nightmares become real; 'Cause I don't know And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you, And I don't know how we separate the lies here from the truth; And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew exactly what we're supposed to do. So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry; So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry. And I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you; And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew exactly what we're supposed to do. So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry; So leave me at the roadside, And hang me up and out to dry. 'Cause I don't think you see the places inside me that I find you, And I don't know how we woke up one day and somehow thought we knew e

And So It Begins....
original date written [30 Jul 2006 | Sunday] And so it begins... Well I'll start this as....Some of you may know me...many of you will not. The reasoning for me writing this is actually from a conversation I recently had with a friend of mine. These are only my thoughts and opinions...So please if you would, read this with an open mind...And try to understand where I stand. I am a Juggalette. And of this I am very proud to say I am apart of the Juggalo Family. Many of you reject us...Society rejects us for what we stand for. Very few times we are given the chance to show the world who we really are. We are human just as you...who make mistakes but ultimatly we are shuned from the world. We are seen as an evil cult, But we are not. That is not what we stand for. We are full of love, unity, respect for eachother and thoes around us. Every Juggalo and Juggalette comes from many different walks of life. We are seen as bitches, whores, convicts, addicts...etc. But in reality,

Depressed About Dating And Aging
But thinking is all I'm probably ever going to be able to do about it. If I'm interested in dating them, they're usually not interested in me. After all, how many gay men are interested in fat slobs? Not bloody many. And pretty much the same goes for bi men as well. It doesn't count as dating if you have to be passing out drunk to have sex. And the few who are willing to overlook my more visible faults usually live too far away. Somehow, I don't think going on a date every two to five years would make for a good relationship. I'd like to find someone I can see at least a couple times a week during the first few dates. Then if it turns serious a few months down the road we can talk about cohabitation. I doubt that would ever work though. Anyone unlucky enough to choose me would have to have a higher sex drive than most of the guys I've met. Once a day should be a comfortable minimum. Twice would be preferred. More often if they can swing it. And I'm not saying you need to have se

My Brother Jackson
Hi my name is Eric, some of you on Fubar knew him and some have asked me how he died. It's very hard for me to discuss his death so I'm posting a blog so I don't have to relive the pain of losing him all over again. My brother has been fighting Leukemia for a little over two years which he was dealing with it very well until the doctors found a brain tumor which turned out to be "Glioblastoma". He went in for an operation in Oct. afterward he started having major headaches and nose bleeds. They couldn't remove the tumor it had grown straight downward, he started bleeding under the tumor(Glioblastoma). He got worse he went back into the hospital a 2nd time. no doctor could operate too dangerous. My family was told he may have 3 weeks to live. one week later on Dec 9th he passed away. He would have been 26 years old on December 24th. Please by no means ask me how he died. He was my best friend, my hero, I miss him deeply . Thank You hope you understand that i'm in no way being rude.There

This Game Called Life
Oh Lord, take my heart... it's destroying me, Can't take the pain and hurt, of some old 'used to be', Why couldn't he give me what he had, Why'd it have to end so bad, Now I'm alone, and now you see, I'm just a memory. When love was fresh and new... he gave me all he had, But as love ran its course, time for me turned bad, Didn't know why he couldn't see, What his hurting ways did to me, But now, we're both alone, and we are both sad. Feel this heart, feel the pain.... of this love, grown cold, Gave more than I had to give, almost my soul was sold, Wish he would have been my husband, Instead of a memory in my life, But my love for him is a beauty that, I will behold. Feel these arms, feel the reach....that reaches out for him, Wish the memories we have, would just become a blur, Just a second, of the hand, Before love lost command, Just a memory of love, that is just deterred. These lips, that have only kissed him...since the day we met, With passion coursi

My Wall
The girl I see when I look in the mirrior Is no longer strong, happy, and confident That girl has been hidden away Afraid to let herself love ever again I'll build a brick wall around my heart again No longer afraid of someone tearing it apart Brick by brick I'll stack Making sure I leave no cracks I'll make sure no one can break through again. There will be no imperfections in my wall You tore down my shield once And crept into my heart I am too scared and pushing away with all that I have left in me I have found your flaws, knowing what I know now I don't want you You can't convince me you love me so much That you won't hurt me, it's too late To try and use a tender touch I have realized what I am doing to myself I have realized I am keeping myself From the one thing I have always wanted I am keeping myself from true love I gave in and handed you my heart With total trust that you wouldn't break it. But you have done just that So I'll build my wall h

More People Are Opting To Be Buried With Their Cell Phones
Increasingly, the deceased are bringing their cell phones and other PDAs with them to the great beyond. "It seems that everyone under 40 who dies takes their cell phone with them," said Noelle Potvin, a counselor for a Hollywood, California funeral home. While there are no official statistics kept on this phenomenon, funeral directors all over the world are reporting it as a trend. Sometimes, friends and family leave the departed messages during the funeral. One New York woman went so far as to continue paying her late husband's cell phone bill so she could call him -- and graciously engraved the phone number on his headstone, so others could also make a booty call to the afterlife. Unfortunately for the grieving widow (and for any buried-alive scenarios) most cell phone services don't offer reception six feet under.

I Regret It All
I ask myself why I love you so Why do I put myself through pain? But somewhere deep inside I know you're worth it No one has ever made me feel The way you make me feel No one has ever made me smile As much as you No one has ever changed me The way you have. Since I met you I've seen a part of myself I have never seen before The girl I see when I?m with you Is strong, happy, and confident This girl has always been hidden away Afraid to let herself love I used to build a brick wall around my heart Afraid of someone tearing it apart Brick by brick I stacked Making sure I left no cracks I made sure no one could break through. But you stuck by me And found an imperfection in the wall You tore down my shield And crept into my heart I got scared and pushed you away I found your flaws, hoping maybe I wouldn't want you But you convinced me you loved me so much You wouldn't hurt me I realized what I was doing to myself I realized I was keeping myself From

In This Moment
In this moment it seems I've lost myself You really don't care of my pain Of my wanting you to love me Of the possibilities of our being together... You have no idea of who I am Of how hard I try to love when my heart my head, my soul, my existence my SELF has been tortured by "LOVE" How wanting that happiness only rips my life apart over...over...over again. Am I such a fool to let you be one more to that list? Am I really so lost? But IT IS YOU who is the loser. When I am gone you shall feel my loss. Cry for me when it is too late. But in this moment YOU really don't care DO YOU?!

In My Dreams
In my dreams everything is alright, you never cheated on me with my best friend, there was never this big fight. In my dreams everything is still perfect, you come home everynight to hold me tight, and tell me that everything is alright. In my dreams you are more than wonderful, your caring, loving, I am still hopeful, you don't talk to all these women. In my dreams everything is where its supposed to be, perfectly set in the place they were meant to be, I don't have to see what I don't want to see. In my dreams none of this ever happened, but when I awake I get hit in the face, hard by reality and everything you have made me believe. If only you were like the man in my dreams, then maybe I wouldn't be sending you packing and on your way, my best friend of all people. How could you not see that she would one day tell me the secret that you two hid and lies you both shared only to see the tears that I have shed. But for what reason should I shed thes

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For Those Who Have Served
It is not the critic that counts, not the man who points out how the man stumbles or where the doer of deeds could have done better. the credit belongs to the man who is actully in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood, who strives viliantly, who eers and comes up short again and again because the is no effort with out error and shortcomings, who knows the great devotion, who spends himself in a worry cause, who at best knows in the end the high achievement of triumph and who at worst, if he fails while daring greatly, know his place shall never be with those timid and cold souls who know neither Victory no Defeat!

Big Ole Legs
This is a story that's funnier when told in real life, because parts of it need to be told in an accent, but I'm going to do my best at describing it so that you get the picture. This goes back to 1998, when President Bill Clinton & First Lady Hillary Clinton visited China (including Tiananmen Square). One of my co-workers was a young black guy named Daryl*, only out of college a couple of years. I was 28 and he was younger than me, let's just say 25. But even though he was young, he had this aura of an old southern black man. He liked to ease his chair down real far, and stretch his legs way out and get comfy, and then regale us with tales from his wild, misspent youth: "Ahhhhhh.. Say did I ever tell y'all about when I used to date married women? Man.... some husbands get really upset over shit like that. I remember one guy, when he walked in, he was so big you couldn't even see no daylight at all anywhere between him and the doorframe. I took one look at him and decided, fuck

Dear: _____
What I want to say vs what im not going to say to you, but write in an obscure way around you. Im loved by you, but ignored. I am wanted by you, but so does a 100 guys in an acution. And yes I know the idea of an online life is different that of a real one, but it’s the person you project when you say you love me, that meakes me not love you. How am I important to you? Im just a guy you give a few minutes to a night, But give hours to strangers. How can you tell me you love anyone with that rational. To be honest I guess its not your fault I let it happen, I responded out of hope and want. I should have known im just an option. You said you liked my traits and that was a huge red flag. So I don’t drink, don’t do drugs and im forced to do good things, does not make me a good guy. Does that make you love me? Cause of traits? No it doesn’t! not unless your idea of love is showing yourself to a thousands of random people and flirting with others. Being up for auction on a web site is

Its Soo On!
So ok me and my "bf" haven't been getting along but I never thought I would see this. So I had made a profile on a site but I had no picture and I put the location where he lived. Ok so I happen to check it and what do you know its from him. It basically says." He's 23. Blah. He's cute, to text him and check him out on this one site" It just so happens were both on and it was the one we first started talking on. Yes I know I'm a dumbass. Mmk so I actually had another account on the other site but also no picture and a similar name any ways I messaged him saying. "you weren't kidding about being cute. I asked if he had a gf and that we should meet up. " now I'm waiting on what happens. So what should I do later. Should I be like hey I got to read you this message this guy sent me on moco. Is that good? Oh btw the sns I made up actually were for a reason.

Too Excited To Sleep
I took a shower and now I can't sleep. Usually the late night shower helps me sleep better. I think I'm just too excited about getting my car tomorrow! Someone fondle my boobs and cuddle me to sleep. Thanks.

Drama
My mother in law hasn't been happy in her marriage for a while but is pretty quiet about it... most of the time.. well tonight her and her husband were fighting... he went to bed.. she got really drunk and started calling her daughter and my husband saying how much she hates him and how she is going to get a lawyer monday.. jesus christ btw..go buy me

So Much Work....
Been busting my ass since 2000 to put out the most mind warping music ever heard. Have said things that even at the start made my stomach turn.. Have even had mild success without any backing. Have sold more copies of Krazey Thoughtz (Deja Vu) Insanity EP 3 Faces Of Death The 66Sixxx EP Krazey Luv Songz Intoxikated Inspirations Even my free internet downloads have been downloaded all over the US, Canada, and in some parts of Australia, England, and France last time I checked... Krazey's New Stash (No Image) KST (On The Warpath) And hope to have success after a small break with the new EP which is in in the making and almost done... Chronicles Of A Madman Now why I'm puttin this up... Because I'ma shameless self promoter.. It's how I've gotten my shows and how I've sold so many albums over the years... If interested, hit me up and order a damn CD in advance... You never know what you're missing untill you order it.

Dreams
Sweaty palms,heart racing fast,thoughts going a mile a minute but yet nothing comes out when i speak.This isnt supposed to happen again i say to myself im not supposed to feel this way again,its wrong not right.I stand there looking like an idiot almost staring off into space just so I dont have to look him in the eyes.He says "are you ok?i missed you its been so long since we've spoken".I raise my head to look him in the face i stutter "ya...its been awhile."We stand there for a minute but it seems like ages then out of nowhere he reaches for me grabs me in his arms and says "i love you,always have none of it was ever your fault,you were great and probably still are".I say nothing but try choking back the tears and sobs that are already beginning to start up.It feels good in his arms,feels good to hear his heart beat again,i dont want to let go,i dont want this to end.He releases his grip and wipes the tears from my eyes ,kisses my lips one last time and disappears.I wake up crying gr

Trying To Matter
Artist: Gary Allan lyrics We walk, we fly, we stay sober, we get high We sleep all day, stay up all night Right a wrong, and live our lives We work, we play, we leave, and we stay We worry about tomorrow, today We laugh, cry, cuss and pray Tryin to matter to somebody Tryin to get the time of day Tryin to fit into this crazy world Somehow, somewhere, someway And it's all we're all lookin for It's never too late ya know To try and matter to the ones that matter most I've lived, I've learned that bridges don't just burn Well that's the devil's selfish pride at work Every chance he gets he'll take his turn Tryin to matter to somebody Tryin to get the time of day Tryin to fit into this crazy world Somehow, somewhere, someway And it's all we're all lookin for It's never too late ya know To try and matter to the ones that matter most Tryin to matter to somebody Tryin to get the time of day Tryin to fit into this crazy world Somehow, somewhere, someway

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The Wailing Wall....
I have always loved the Jewish ideal of the Wailing Wall. A place where you can go, and never mind the wankers, to cry, to scream, to wail and keen and mourn a world gone mad, and a life gone bad. I guess that's why I latched onto blogging so steadfastly, when it was first invented. I used to have nice, pink diaries with little locks on the bindings, complete with flimsy and insecure keys. Now, I have a wordpress account with a password. Which nobody reads in spite of my exhibitionist tendencies. Said exhibitionist tendencies are purely intellectual, rather than physical. I'd rather suffer "a fate worse than death" before I'd bare my breasts or butt, also known as "T & A" in front of an open window. Which always leads me to wonder if men have the same fear? I doubt it. Men are allowed to fart, swear, and say "fuck" all they want and no one says them 'nay'. But I must keep body and soul together, and pay my bills, and keep my home clean, and go to church, and keep th

Im Promoter, Come And Bid On Us!
Here is the direct link to John's (Radio X Show) Top Secret Auction Album.. there are some good ones in there! If your looking for someone specific, check the clues! Copy & Paste the link :P http://fubar.com/images.php?u=1677524&albumid=1384011&idx=0 And if you wanna check me out, heres my link as well :P Im offering extra special goodies for the Christmas season!

Alone On The Inside
Alone on the inside nothing you can do but sit and feel so lone on the inside the hurt the crying the madder you get the worse it get's ....One day you see the man of your dreams' or is he....You think to yourself hmmmm I think this might be the one I well marry one day.. then on the other hand you say hell no...The madness come and comes..What do you want in your life...Well lets see love family friends ..Then the day comes and you wake up..Holy hell I have all this..What the hell was I thinking..ha ha ha ha....I got you...This is to damn funny to me because I have it all plus some...

Hr Process
One day while walking down the street a highly successful Human Resources Manager was tragically hit by a bus and she died. Her soul arrived up in heaven where she was met at the Pearly Gates by St. Peter himself. "Welcome to Heaven," said St. Peter. "Before you get settled in though, it seems we have a problem. You see, strangely enough, we've never once had a Human Resources Manager make it this far and we're not really sure what to do with you." "No problem, just let me in," said the woman. "Well, I'd like to, but I have higher orders. What we're going to do is let you have a day in Hell and a day in Heaven and then you can choose whichever one you want to spend an eternity in." "Actually, I think I've made up my mind, I prefer to stay in Heaven", said the woman "Sorry, we have rules..." And with that St. Peter put the executive in an elevator and it went down-down-down to hell. The doors opened and she found herself stepping out onto the putting green of

My Heart Hurts
IT HAS BEEN ABOUT A MONTH OR SO..STILL NO WORD FROM MY EX OR MY BABIES..I KNOW THEY ARE SAFE..JUST WISH I COULD HERE FROM THEM MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH..ZAKK WELL BE 3 YRS OLD SOON...TIME HAS GONE BY SO VERY FAST ..JUST THREE YRS AGO I HAD A LIL BABY IN MY ARMS AND NAMED HIM ZAKK... SIX YRS AGO I HAD OZZY MY OLDEST I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MY HEART HURTS AND IS BROKEN THERE IS A HOLE IN MY HEART WHERE THERE SHOULD BE LOVE NOT SOME SPOT THAT IS NOTHING ..I HAVE SOME MUCH LOVE FOR THE BOTH OF YOU...

X-mas
HOW MUCH CAN ONE PERSON HURT ON THE INSIDE....I DONOT HAVE THE TEARS TO CRY ANY MORE...ALL I WANT FOR X-MAS THIS IS TO SEE MY SONS TO HOLD THEM AND PLAY GAME TO TALK TO THEM IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR .NO IT IS NOT ALL I CAN DO IS SIT BY MY CELL PHONE AND HOPE TO HERE THE RING TONE TO PLAY..HOPE TO HERE A LIL VOICE ON THERE SAYING HELLO MOMMY I LOVE YOU MISS YOU ..PLEASE COME AND SEE ME AND SPEND TIME WITH ME FOR X-MAS... MY HOPES AND DREAMS ..I AM HURTING ON THE INSIDE AND OUT SIDE... HOW WOULD YOU FEEL IF YOUR CHILD COULD NOT SEE YOU OR TALK TO YOU ... YOU WOULD DO EVERY THING IN YOUR POWER TO SEE THEM ....HOW MUCH MORE HURTING MUST I DO JUST TO SEE THEM DAMN...UGH I WANT TO HOLD MY BABIES AGAIN... I MISS THEM SO VERY MUCH ALL I DO THESE DAY IS STAY IN SIDE MY ROOM AND HIDE FROM THE WORLD.. I MIGHT GO OUT SIDE TO GO TO SCHOOL OTHER THEN THAT I DONOT DO ANY THING. BUT SIT IN MY ROOM AND HIDE..... LOVE YOU BOB ...LOVE YOU OZZY AND ZAKK ....

Almost Here!
Hey ya'll, Well,It's almost time for Christmas and we still don't have nothing up...we don't usually celebrate any holidays like we use to. But three days after that though is my Birthday! I'll be 20 yrs old! Wish you all a Merry Christmas! Wish me a happy Birthday!

Emptiness
the tears cause pain as they fall from my eyes i don't know if anything will ever be right she was not my grandmother.. but in my heart she was she was not related but she was she was always there for me... helping me along the way loving me no matter what i had to face she was the greatest woman that i ever had the chance to meet i remember the day i left... she gave me a kiss on the cheek told me to come see her whenever i was in town she told me i was like a granddaughter and that she loved me now i will never get to see her again.. how do i live with the emptiness from a grandmother that i miss how do i go on with my life without her in it...

Ashes On The Ground
Ashes On The Ground My life is like a million stars that scatter through the sky, and from my place in outer space I watch the world go by. At other times I'm twinkling sure, a star to lead the way, and in the night a guiding light that led you home today. At other times I'm blazing fast and race without a sound, until you see the star in me in ashes on the ground. Poem By Tammy C.

My Pet Arise
arise pet of mine the time to feed approaches very fast and your meal shall be quite lavish nothing like the past mortals have grown in numbers vastly they now reach all over the globe yet there weapons have not advanced at all they still rely on things that explode still nothing on earth that can stop you , take all you need to reach your fill my saddle is ready to endure the ride my beating heart be still renewing our pact again my pet arise and lets take flight eternal life my only reward for making sure things are right while you sleep I sit waiting for the day you feed again pillage this world remove those who live there entire life with sin your only foe killed long ago that beast of ice destroyed by me and with his life my sanity and what was once my humanity swiftly I learned to hate my brother I love to live to see them suffer such joy I get from all there pain I seem to feed off it the louder they scream fuss and fight the

Future Walmart
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies, "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars...A lot cheaper than a doctor." He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samples from his wife and daughter, and a sperm sample for good measure. Joe hurries back to Wal-Mart, eager to c

Death To The Writer
my knuckles I crack , a new contract is written, dated, and signed, every three months, I must renew or, or lose this life of mine, a agreement with death now has me , its quite the proverbial pickle , better and better I must continue to grow, or feel the sting of his sickle , but why me I wonder , all I asked was the chance, to have a gift, to spread joy, bring smiles, to the faces of friends, perhaps give there spirits a lift, and for this talent he bestowed on me, what he asked me in return, to write for him four times a year , and that brought to me no concern, such a small task for the treasure he gave, or so I thought you see, but writing good enough to keep death entertained , is quite a big job for me, if I bore him just once , or repeat a subject , just one single time, this all could end oh so abruptly, my life is on the line, a muse I must find , some story untold , by me or any other, I switch subjects so ofte

Gave Up On Life
i hurt so much right now i don't think the pain will ever reside she is gone yet i am here that don't seem right she should be in bed sleeping tonight she should be smiling and laughing like she use to but all is quiet... no sound is heard... she is gone...something she didn't deserve she was loved by many.. she gave up so i hear her life was nothing to her without the light there she had nothing to gain...but everything to lose yet she gave up on life she had us all... yet she gave up..... why did she give up... she had so many people that loved her so many people that cared so many people that didn't want her to go.... yet she left this world she just silently gave it all up

The Jumble In My Head...
There is a lot on my mind right now so I'm just gonna grab something, run with it a bit, then grab another thought and do the same thing. -- I really wonder sometimes where people started gag gifts. My brothers got me some gags last year and again this year for Christmas, so I'm going to return the favor but, I don't know what to think. -- My year 2008 has been...well, just meh. I have been through a few breakups (fewer significant ones than last year though, one that lasted six weeks and the other carried over from 2K7). Nothing this year that threatened my life medically, but a major surgery in May. Nobody in my family died this year (so far, with 11 days left in the year, let's hope I ain't jinxed it). -- There is nothing better in life than to feel appreciated for everything you do. I'm just sayin'. -- People who can't respect others really need to learn not to push things. Again, just sayin'.

The Burning Bush
George Bush has a heart attack and dies. Obviously, he goes to hell where the devil is waiting for him. 'I'm not sure what to do,' says the devil. You're on my list but I have no room for you. As you definitely have to stay here I'm going to have to let someone else go. I've got three folks here who weren't quite as bad as you. I'll let one of them go, but you have to take their place. I'll even let you decide who leaves. 'George thought that sounded pretty good, so he agreed. The devil opened the first room. In it was Richard Nixon and a large pool of water. He kept diving in and climbing out, over and over. Such was his fate in hell. 'No!' George said. 'I don't think so. I'm not a good swimmer and don't think I could do that all day long. 'The devil led him to the next room. In it was Tony Blair with a sledge hammer and a room full of rocks. All he did was swing the hammer, time after time. 'No!' I've got this problem with my shoulder.

Go Love Up Hard On Troy..auto 11s On!
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I Miss Her...
the tears wont stop... they wont go away.. she is gone... she left and went away.. never to come back.. i wont get to see her ever again... she is gone for good. no crying will bring her back.. but the tears wont stop... i want the tears to stop i want the pain to go away no i need the pain to go away i miss her....

Past
There is many a time You seem to read my mind. But in the end You can't know what I intend. Your view of my actions Are clouded by your past attachments. Your memory guides your comprehension. If only you could change the definitions. Erase the imprints on your heart. Make a new start. Allow me to ease your misery. Let us make our own new history. Poem by Tammy C.

Happy Alone
It is cold today Indeed the rain is falling and I am alone. Thoughts of life and love, meaningless to anyone but myself. I am alone. They watch me, their eyes not knowing, knowing nothing of what they see. I am but another creature, alone. They scurry on the surface, unaware, unaware of the life below when you are alone. Loneliness, not a burden nor a sorrow, but a time of solace, of deepness never to be shared, never to be understood. They can never reach the place where I am And I know I will never reach the place where they are. I know I don't want to reach that place. True happiness is here, unmisted. Unmisted by smiles or laughter, unmisted by the joys of company. To find true happiness, to know if one is truly happy, one must be happy alone. Poem By Tammy C.

I Loved Her.....why Did It Happen To Her
a woman that was like my grandmother passed away the other day..i didn't know i hurt so much...she cant be gone...she cant be i want her back here ....i want to hug her again....i want her to tell me all is ok that life will get better i want to hear the stories about her childhood... i want her here to where i feel safe again i just don't want her gone i want her here....why did she have to die? i know its a part of life.....but why her.....i would have gladly taken her place if it meant she wouldn't die .....i want her here!!! .......i need her here!! why.....why did she go....

Darken Web
Delicately spun to beckon you, Here with beauty and depth. Inviting you in with a glance, Letting you so deep within, Enticing you with solace. Fraught with confusion, Entangled in tender emotions. And coming just far enough, Holding your heart in her hands, To think you are hers at last! A wink and a smile will capture, Those places you cannot remember; Those places you cannot forget. And lazily you bare your soul, Exposing your every weakness. Stunned and trapped in silence, Bound tightly in her dark weave. Sucking you dry of your spirit; And her eyes will speak the words: Welcome to this darkened web

Bleeding..
My heart is torn beyond repair. never ending bleed. it bleeds you dry. never letting you heal. its like cancer. theres no cure. no chance for recovery. but im not giving up. until its the end. Im holding on to everything i love. everything i hold dear. there is more. more people to meet. im not letting this defeat me. im stronger. I will heal. as for the cancer, it will always be there. but it wont defeat me. beacause i am Strong.

End Of Nothing
End of Nothing There are so many questions left unanswered time has finally caught up and slowed me down, leaving me breathless intent to teach me a thing or two; Disturbed thoughts push my dreams away, waiting to be fulfilled, my dreams linger around weighing me down every day. One by one, I lose sight of those once around me and trudge on, on my own, through rain and through sun. As I pretend to live life, darkness (silence) engulfs me painting my heart black while my eyes continue to scan this road that seemingly has no end. Poem by Tammy C.

Club Mystic Family Members!!!
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While You Were Sleeping
While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

Friends???
friends? what is a friend? is it someone that is there for you? is it someone that will pick you up when you fall down? is it someone that is there no matter? is it someone that cares for you no mater what you are going through? -- yes it is... but it don't always work like that friends use friends hurt and friends in general just don't always care

A Dream 12-19-2008
A Dream ... I really do not know where to start. You leave me stumbling, in the dark but not quiet alone. I feel your presence there just beyond a message, a line spreading this warmth throughout. A sing song feeling of what I never can quiet figure out. Guiding me, each step with whispered words, letters, standing tall my mountain of " come catch me " but I sense a kindered soul a shelter, in the storm. What is to become what shall be, leaves me breathless with anticipation. Always on the outskirts always not quiet looking in. You share wisdom, feeling, real feeling. But I cannot help but be skeptical and weary maybe it is, we are - meant to be. I wander always, in the darkness but at this time, this moment you hold me captive. On the edge of the cliff, wondering, what if. In the past I have always looked to anther, a past love, a friend who means the world to me but but but what if I really let loose. I fly I soar into your cave. I can see

A River
If a broken heart could cry a river To float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone to travel far away from here where no one knows I cried because you told me you don't love me and a part of me has died If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea and leave behind this hurt I feel I'd take the chance and flee but no...I'd love you still If a broken heart could cry a river to float my boat upon I would cry all night my love and in the morning be gone If I could sail my boat upon that salty sea would you change your mind and go with me come sail on my salty sea... come sail away with me...

Friend...uh Huh..whatever
i can't seem to be nice enough yet i always get treated like crap i want to be a friend but sometimes i am to busy to do the things they want i can't be everywhere at once not at their beckon call i am not their servent i do have a life but no most don't understand this i get shit on time after time i get fucked over no matter what i do its never good enough no matter how hard i try it not the best why can't they see that what they say and do hurts me why don't they know that they hurt me they break me can't they see it no they don't cause if they did they would stop they would care

Sycho Is Just 100k...
from becoming fubar's next Prophet. There are plenty of photos to rate and a stash as well. Msg her and she will return the rates. ONE&ONLY SYCHO~!~ FUBARS RESIDENT PATIENT~!~Rating Revolution~!~/CLUB FAR@ fubar

Things That Turn Me Off
1. JEALOUSLY - SERIOUSLY IF YOUR MAN/WOMEN GETS JEALOUS SOMETHING AIN'T RIGHT!!!! I hate that crap and if the person I am with gets jealous lol no way. 2. IMPRESSION.......DON'T TRY TO IMPRESS ME PLZZZZZZZZ OMG!!! 3. BEING SOMETHING THAT YOUR NOT!!! 4. SECRETS!........IF YOUR GOING TO HID A SECRET FROM ME NO NO NO NO NO NO NO 5. PICK UP LIMES............ENOUGH SAID FUCK EM!! 6. THINKING THAT WE ARE SHALLOW 7. RUDE AND DISRESPECTFUL!!!!

It's A Spell
Somethings are so intense Some say sorry I'll give myself to the experience of light Now I'm forced to think in a new way Forced to see new colors Cause something's pulling us together Why are we aware Why this thrown sensation So is it you that I've been waiting for all my life Fills me with and it touches me Searches through endlessly Cause something's pulling us together Unashamed passion and unashamed desire Surpasses me, I'm spellbound And I'm wondering what will happen It's a spell...

Buy Me, I'm Cheap! Lol
am I cheap or easy? I can never quite get that one straight.... anyways, I'm in Radio's auction so someone buy me so I don't cry and whine and stuff... THE Holiday Auction is up... It's the TOP SECRET HOLIDAY AUCTION!!! Come bid on some great people.... Throw in WooGirl and DJ BLUEEYEDGOODIE as well Starting bid is 75,000 fubucks but IT NEVER LASTS!!! Place your bids today Oh yeah, good luck guessing who is who! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!! Another ridiculous Radio X show Fubar auction (repost of original by 'Radio X show' on '2008-12-19 18:55:10') Shhh don't tell but, I'm lucky # 7

Merry Christmas Train Updated....
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! THIS IS A TRAIN FOR CHRISTMAS... JUST RATE THE PICS IN THE MERRY CHRISTMAS FOLDER TO GET STARTED..START WITH THIS ONE FIRST AND THE YOU CAN BE ADDED TO THE TRAIN... BE SURE TO F A R EVERY ONE ON THE TRAIN, COMMENTS, AND GIFTS ARE ALSO NICE, SINCE IT IS FOR CHRISTMAS... HEHE SO I HOPE THAT EVERYONE HAS A WONDERFUL CHRISTMAS AND ENJOY THE TRAIN.. I WILL MAKE TAGS FOR EVERYONE ON THE TRAIN.. WOOHOO LETS GET THE SPIRT GOING ....THANKS DJ Chocolate Bunny **Owned by ~Tee~ Owner OF THE BBW LOVERS~The Click Club~~Sarg@ fubar B1tch™ ~The Pegasus Project~ SBG*Club United*FU-Bomber*Click Club@ fubar DJ MAMITA{OWNER OF DIRTY SECRETS }{ GF TO GINA } {FU MAMA TO SOULJA CLOWN}@ fubar ~§ëxxï Térrïè ~~Owner of Dirty Secrets~~Co Owner of The Naughty Get Away~~Fu Bad Girl~~Shadow Levele@ fubar ~katie~ * SARGE'S BAD GIRL * FSC * FU-ANGEL (T#3) * PEGASUS POJECECT(T#5) * LOLLIPOP GURLZ@ fubar St. Michael~Lost Boyz Team#3~@ fubar ?Tulsa's A

My Week In Review
So i've been sick with cough/congestion/difficulty breathing/fever etc since before thanksgiving and well i finally broke down and went to the ER since I can't afford insurance and therefore can't go to a regular doctor like a normal person... Turns out I have Chronic Bronchitis... Came home with Pain Meds 2 inhalers Oral Steroids Antibiotics and the ER Dr's instructions to find a regular Dr. and get a referral to a lung specialist... They took a chest xray...guessing it came out clean...not sure though the paperwork says 24-48 hours for an xray to be read properly... From the way the Dr was talking last night I could very well be on the inhalers for like...ever...which if its the Ventolin HFA inhaler I can work with that its a 9.00 Rx at Wal-Mart...the other one...is 160.00....which while it would help me breathe and keep me alive would kill me financially... Decisions Decisions...

Thoughts
My Head Roams around in thoughts if WHAT IF? Well this does me NO good. I want to believe in the dream that there is 1 special person out there for me, that is so hard to wrap my head around. I love you are HUGE words, people use this words to freely in my opinion, without thought, then wonder why its just mirror words? why ppl feel like they need to protect that part of their heart only a few see. I want some 1 to stand up for themselves, be there own person, someone to love me with no questions asked & allow me time to give the same. Some 1 that takes the time to learn no things new idea. I don't want to be forced into any kind of realionship thinking I can change or be changed, been hurt to much trying to give/change. I will give some 1 the world if I know I am valued in the same way!!! I hope that I am able to find what I am looking for. Settling is not an opinion. I could go on but for now think this is enough. I mean this heart & Soul I love you!

Sitting In The Hot Seat For Once.
Since I'm bored as shit I decided to post this crappy blog. I know there are quite a few people that hate me or can't stand my ass. So I'm giving everybody the oppurtunity to bash me, attack me, or hell just rip me a new one..LOL. All are welcome, hell whoever is on my friends list can comment and bash as well. Then again I do know some of my friends on here dont like me for shit too..lol. So if you wanna rip me a new one, please don't be afraid, say what you want, I dont give a shit.LOL. And btw I wont block or delete comments, so be as harsh as you want Now let i rip people..lmao

Insomnia
This pillow feels like cement on a bed of jagged nails, I'm praying for an ounce of rest, but even that bid fails. My eyes are dully burning just like the day before, my body keeps on running till I can't take it anymore. My head though is still racing with every whim and thought, no strategy has shut it down despite the years they've fought. This restlessness is killing me, at least that's how I feel, I'm slowly drifting out of touch and I don't know what's real. I've started counting days by when everyone's in bed rather than a calendar; it's fucking with my head. I've yet to find that wonderland where people's words are clear, or what I see makes sense and I'm sure of what I hear. Sometimes I get so fed up that it puts me in a rage but there's no place for the anger so it's locked up in this cage. It's becoming quite a problem and I'm running out of sheep, It's bad for any state of mind; I need to get some sleep.

For A Freind It His Birthday Blaclie22!!!
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GREAT FRIEND AND SWEETEST GENTLEMEN AROUND! MUCH LOVE AND PLEASE GIVE LOTS OF LOVE TO HIM!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY FROM AKAMRS. T AND ALL FRIENDS....................! HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLACLIE22!! DRINK UP!! blaclie22 ~$toner geek~Freelance Bomber~@ fubar BY YOUR FRIEND AKAMRS. T AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB FAR~ BAD GIRL~PU$$YCAT PLAYMATE/LIL PLEASURE@ fubar

I Hate You! Help!
You have to love it when people who start conversations by cursing you out suddenly try to be your friend, simply because they see it as a challenge. This particular chick thought that I could help her with a problem she was having. Here's her misery, for your possible amusement... "oh really I , me, have ur attention.... okay first of all...this is kinda long but bear with me... I was talking to this guy on here, we were pretty good friends I thought,... But neway, I'm married to a prick (kinda like you) so I enjoy the the good conversation, anyway every now and then we'd talk a little dirty but nuttin too bad you know, but then he's all of a sudden wanting me to call him and him me and shit... I'm like no if you call here my husbands gonna go fuckin crazy so..... my retarded ass calls him, ( i know he's got my number now) but i'm not worried about dat, anyway, buts he's all like trying to be a dick and shit, were chatting and he's all telling me i'm gonna have to hold on an

Carpet Man
hi am carpet cleening man in beth pa i like new friends i love to do there carpet for all most free am in bethlehem pa u live near me need carpet cleened soon e mail me at frkm51@aol call me at 610 5090565 frank

Auto 11 Auction!
Bling AUTO 11 Auction! Proceeds to help me get Spotlight! Be creative! I am saving fubucks to do spotlight soon, but I do love creative minds! Please bid in comments on the Auto11 in my Default pics, Bling will be given on Happy Hour Only, May the Power be used for good...xoxoHeart Inspector~ Bid On Auto 11 in default folder in comments...ty~ Auction will run 24 hours. Over 9pm FuTime Saturday December 27th. no drama, no whining, let's have fun!!!

Our Auto-11's Rocked!!! Thanks To All!!!
I WAS VERY SURPRISED AT HOW WELL WE DID ON THE AUTO-11'S FOR THE HOME PAGE...WE DO NOT HAVE THAT MANY "FRIENDS" ON THE HOME PAGE, BUT A FEW OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS WERE SENDING PEOPLE TO RATE US, AND SOME OF YOU WERE SENDING PEOPLE AS WELL! THANKS TO ALL, I CONSIDER IT TO BE A SUCCESS! WE DROPPED ABOUT 1.2 MILLION POINTS IN 24 HOURS!!! WOOHOOOOO!!! 1,012,485 Points to go! Help Club Mystic to Godmother AUTO-11'S ARE ON! ~Club Mystic!@ fubar ~ Thanks Y'All ~ ~~ This Bulletin Comes To You From .. ~~** Goofball **~~@ fubar

Atten All Please Take Time To Remember Sweetaspie Alli
=== 'Dove Goddess ♥The Pegasus Project CoFounder♥ FuMinister-Owner Fubar Beach Wedding Chapel' wrote the following at '2008-12-19 20:22:32'.. > > > > > > In Loving Memory ofAllie aka SweetAsPie > Rest In PeaceOur Sweet Angel > > We Now Come Together To SayGoodbye To A Dear Friend > > Little did we knew that morning,that God was going to call your name.In life we loved you dearlyIn death we do the same. > > We ask that you join usSaturday, December 20thAt 1:00 FuTime (4pm EST)For a Memorial Service > > This will be a time to share,and a time to heal.As we say goodbyeTo a dear sweet soul Who we all dearly loved > > We Love You Allie > > So, please join with us if possibleAnd bring with you,

Giveaway #29 - Re-rate Whenever Possible Please!
I AM SURE THAT YOU HAVE ALL NOTICED A CHANGE IN HOW THEY ARE LETTING YOU LEAVE COMMENTS.... MY GOOD FRIEND BLACLIE22 WHO IS A BOMBING FOOL, LOL, FIGURED IT OUT, I KNEW THAT HE WOULD! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS "REFRESH" THE PAGE AFTER EACH COMMENT, AND IT TAKES THE SAME AMOUNT OF TIME! THANK YOU, BLACLIE!!! RATES COUNT ON THIS ONE, PLEASE RATE EVERY WEEK UNTIL FINISHED! I HAVE NOTICED THAT I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO RE-RATE EVERY 2-3 DAYS, SO ALWAYS CHECK TO SEE IF YOU CAN RE-RATE THE PIC! THIS WILL BE USED TO PURCHASE AT LEAST 2 AUTO-11 BLINGS FOR CLUB MEMBERS NEEDING THAT EXTRA PUSH TO REACH A HIGHER LEVEL.....AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO GIVE THEM BY CHRISTMAS!!! CAN WE DO IT? WE HAVE DONE IT BEFORE!!! 135-BLING PACK FOR 50K RATES AND COMMENTS 14,075 COMMENTS (+8,675) 485 RATES (+59) PLEASE RATE THIS PIC, AND ASK YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE IT AS WELL! THANKS!

10 Things You Should Never Say To A Tall Woman
Statistically, Americans may be getting shorter, but like all evolution, that takes time, and not everyone has shrunk. Take, for example, that tall girl you've got your eye on across the bar. You'd like to impress her, right? Two key pieces of advice: A) Be yourself (as your Mom told you about 10 years ago) and B) don't make a big thing of her height. In the interest of aiding your love life, writer Laura Gilbert asked a WNBA team's worth of willowy women what clichéd lines turn them off most. Heed their warnings and you might just get to check "chick over six feet tall" off your "to do before I die " list. 10. "You must be a model!" (This line shows that you're not trying very hard, even if you clarify up front that you're only asking because she's really rilly pretty.) 9. "You can't be 5' 10". I'm 5'10"!" (It's one thing to lie about your height while you're sitting down or on an Internet profile. When you say this to someone who has to lean down to hear it, you're busted.)

Looser#4 (but Very Pretty)
To my sweet humming bird, Princess, I have just locked myself up in my room behind a huge screen of cigarette smoke mingled with aromatic scent of Canadian wine to spend one hour talking to you. I am now enjoying my drink and my smoke as well as our conversation. I know that you do not like wine or cigarette or may be you like it. However; these few months loneliness over came to me and I felt so very much sorrowful, and I am the only one who much mis understood in my life by others. And perhaps for this reason I feel intensively lonely at heart. The moment I saw your pictures, it filled my heart with divine nectar. Simply, you are extremely beautiful and your pictures gave me utterly different understanding of beauty, I got new meaning of beauty, now you have become complete book of beauty. Whose pages I could understand and whose praise I could sing, but which I could never finish reading. Because you were once truly Princess in past life. You are the first young woman in my

Just A Poem I Wrote
Before you guys think this is how i feel now, its not i wrote 2 years ago this January 2009. Life What is life? Is there a happy ending? Will God still love you if you take your life? Sometimes i wonder if im the only person in this world that feels so alone. I could be with a crowd of people and still very alone. I wonder if this feeling will ever go away. I wonder if this feeling will go away if i kill myself? I just dont understand how someone can feel so alone and not feel the love around them. Tonite i decided it was the nite for me to go. I called my family and told them all goodbye. They cried and told me not too. How could they care now. They didnt before. Why is now important? Should i stay or go? I wish i had an answer. Oh well i guess i will stay around one more day and see what happens.

Its Dj Chillys Birthday Show Some Luv A/f/r/b
LUV YOU BABY MUAH BIRTHDAY BASH IN HAZLETON, PA THIS STAURDAY NIGHT AT SHENANIGANS COME ON OUT AND SHOW SOME LUV!!! IF YOU NEED DIRECTIONS PLEASE FEEL FREE TO WRITE FOR CALL CELL IF YOU HAVE THE NUMBER

Mormon
I visited my grandmother today and, at some point, she asked me what I thought of Barack Obama. "Oooh. I like him. I'm a big supporter." (I left out the part about how I want to have sex with him.) My grandmother scrunched up her face. "I dunno. I just didn't know what to think of either of them. Plus, I heard Obama's a mormon." "Um, a mormon? Do you perhaps mean muslim?" "Nope. I heard he's a mormon."

Ps3 -=- Blu-ray
So for all of you out there who haven't seen anything on Blu-Ray. Do it. No excuses. You know SOMEONE with a PS3 or Blu-Ray player. Once you have seen Blu-Ray set up right, the movie theater goes right out the window. What you need: ' Blu-Ray Player. I use my PS3. ' Large LCD/Plasma TV 46' 1080p baby ' HDMI connection If you're sporting a large TV, and using AV cables. You should go die. ' A comfy chair It's a law. And enjoy. It's so crystal clear I can't even put words to it. I'm going to reccomend getting a Netflix account, reason being, THEY OFFER BLU-RAY movies now! Think of it.. the ultimate movie experience, EVERY DAY. This has been a PSA from Zio. P.S. Merry Christmas.

Psyche Update
I'm texting Psyche on yahoo as she lays in hospital bed and she has requested that you peeps that have her yahoo to send her love and let her know if you want a salute.. She's doing sexy hopsital gown salutes.. muah

Thanks Sarge...
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ' on '2008-12-19 18:09:20') (repost of original by 'ßßW GØÐÐÊ§§ ♥ §ßG ♥ ~PÊG@§u§ P®ÕJ£¢£~' on '2008-12-19 18:15:29') (repost of original by 'ღTulsa's Angelღ' on '2008-12-19 19:14:44')

Reapers_resurrection Train
Don't Fear The Rules: 1. Stop by Reapers_Resurrection's page, rate the Reaper folder of pics... Starting with this one... He is trying to level... So stop by and rate some of his other folders too... He has some FUNNY stuff... 2. Rate, Fan, Add, and Comment each person on the Party List. If you are already friends with someone, check to make sure you have re-rated him/her and leave a comment... "Don't Fear the Reaper" or something like that... 3. Private message Carrie when you have completed rating each party guest. She will make you a thank you tag... And add you to the guest list... 4. When new people join the party... You must rate/fan/add/comment them back... DO NOT just ACCEPT the friend request!

Need Rates For Auto-11 Contest Now 6 Days! Rates Needed Ty!
A "Soulfull" Christmas " WHY NOT WIN YOU A AUTO-11 FOR YOUR CHRISTMAS PRESENT! ENTER IN THIS CONTEST WILL GO FOR 6 DAYS ONLY! THIS WILL BE FOR THE MOST RATES IN SIX DAYS! NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR YOU WILL BE EJECTED! WIN A AUTO-11 TREAT WILL BE ON ALL DAY CHRISTMAS DAY!DUE TO FUBAR COMMENTING CHANGE TO RATES TO HELP THE CONTESTANTS COUNT 5 PT AND COMMENTS WILL STILL COUNT THE SAME. RULES: 1. PLACE A AUTO-11 2. PLACE A THREE DAY BLAST 3. PLACE A GIFT OF MY CHOICE IN TIME FOR CHRISTMAS! RULES: 1. MUST BE ON MY FRIENDS LIST BEFORE THE CONTEST BEGIN. 2. NO CHEATING OR COMPLAINING IN SHOUT BOX, IF YOU HAVE A PROBLEM COME TO ME IN E-MAIL ONLY! 3. MUST ACT LIKE ADULTS AND NO NAME CALLING OR BOTHERING OTHER BOMBERS WILL BE TOLERATED OR YOU WILL BE REMOVE. 4. MUST BE A

Far Beyond Driven 29
Come enjoy the ride, to hell and back with DJ Slay! Don’t forget to show your DJ some love!!! Click to Enter (repost of original by 'LirpaL00 ~Married/owner2Viciously~*co-owner&promoter@FBD* memofRegimentDragonBombers*blue' on '2008-12-19 19:28:06')

Featured Ddr Member: Sexy B
Every week I will choose a person from my Dirty Deeds Radio leveling blogs and feature them to help them level! This week's featured DDR member is none other then our gonad slayer: THE GONAD SLAYER ☠~FU-ENGAGED TO THE LOVE OF MY LIFE JIT73 She is always there to slay some gonads for you, or just be there as someone to talk to. She only needs 5,441,940 points to Disciple!! Rate Her! Fan Her! Add Her! Bling Her! If she levels before I announce next weeks Featured DDR member then you win a 1 day blast from me!! Want to be the next Dirty Deeds member featured? It's easy! First: Become a member at Dirty Deeds Radio Second:Fumail me to be added to my leveling blogs!

Before You
BEFORE YOU Thinking back to better days When the sun still showed its rays Before my heart knew angry pain Before the rain, before the rain Before the SCREAMS, before the tears In better years I had no fears Before the hate, before the lies Before despise and angry eyes Before the heartaches of tomorrow Before my soul was filled with sorrow Before my heart grew black and cold When it was gold, before the mold Thinking back to better days Before we went our separate ways Before the shadows turned me blue When you knew me, and I knew you Poem by Tammy C.

You Still Live
You Still Live What you meant to me, You were my heart and my soul. You were a constant thought in my head. You were all I wanted to know. What I meant to you. Love you can never know. Someone you said you loved. But you didn’t take the time to show. All of the promises you made, All of the lies you told. The way you treated me, Has turned my warm heart cold. I trusted you more than one time. My heart over ruled my head. I let my love for you lead. Now that love is dead. You said you loved me true The word "truth", seems to elude you. One day you will look back. Just to see you were the one who lacked The ability to give or receive true love. You will realize you lost something rare and pure. Then YOUR tears will fall. When that time comes I do not want to know. Because even though you made me cold Somewhere inside my icy heart. You still live.

The Prayer
The Prayer Bombs falling from the air, Bits and pieces every where. In my foxhole cold and blue, Searching for some truth of you. I look around, I do not see, Evidence of Divinity. If you are real why can't you hear, The screams, the cries, the children’s fear. Still we pray to you each night, That you will let us see daylight. That you will keep us warm and sane, That you will take away our pain. We sleep here in the dirt and sand, We pray to you again and again. Still the bullets pass our ears, Can't let the children see our tears. Still yet, we kneel to you and pray, We thank you for another day. We laugh and try to hide our fear, We pray to you God. Are you here? It's not that I don't believe, Oh Lord, It's just that you’re hard to see, when man's waging war. But when I see children smile and play, I get down on my knees to pray. The book says you will come at night and take the faithful to th

Passionate Storm
PASSIONATE STORM A vivid flash of light igniting sapphire studded sky; The rolling thunder growling, like a tiger in full cry. The fury of a million raindrops, pounding overhead. Foretold in graphic warning when the morning sky was red. Now the tempest gathers impulse as the night is closing in; Like the power of his heartbeat ‘gainst the softness of my skin. And his fingers running gently through my golden strands of hair Spur the driving force of nature as he rises to prepare... The crescendo of the heavens, in a blinding cannonade Like a thousand philharmonics, as a symphony is played. There is lightning for the cymbals, there is thunder for the drums And the raindrops are percussion, and the wind, euphoniums. Soon our lips are touching softly, and our spirits are as one And I hold him to me gently, like its only just begun. There is thunder in the valleys there is lightning on the peaks As we tremble with sensations... such that neithe

A Rescue Dog's Christmas Poem
Tis the night before Christmas and all through the town, every shelter is full – we are lost, but not found, Our numbers are hung on our kennels so bare, we hope every minute that someone will care, They'll come to adopt us and give us the call, "Come here, Max and Sparkie - come fetch your new ball!! But now we sit here and think of the days.. we were treated so fondly - we had cute, baby ways, Once we were little, then we grew and we grew now we're no longer young and we're no longer new. So out the back door we were thrown like the trash, they reacted so quickly – why were they so rash? We "jump on the children:, "don't come when they call", we "bark when they leave us", climb over the wall. We should have been neutered, we should have been spayed, now we suffer the consequence of the errors THEY made. If only they'd trained us, if only we knew... we'd have done what they asked us and worshipped them, too. We were left in the backyard, or

Feeding The Void
Don't use me to feed your void, borrowing my voice to disguise your lonliness, recent past haunting you, poisoning what you started,under false pretence, wearing the mask. Oblivious to your emotional desperation piercing my heart. This is my voice you hear, but the past in your heart when it skips a beat. False gentlemenly persona created from the dispare you reside in, determined to get out. Unconcerned obsession of recent memories, desperate for the future, wandering aimlessly uncaring, playing the game you think will fill the emptiness, You do not need me to fill the black hole you need time. Poem by Tammy C.

A Christmas Story.. Lol
This should get everyone in the mood for Christmas. This is an article submitted to a 1999 Louisville Sentinel contest to Find out who had the wildest Christmas dinners. It won first prize. As a joke, my brother Jay used to hang a pair of panty hose over his Fireplace before Christmas. He said all he wanted was for Santa to fill Them. What they say about Santa checking the list twice must be true because Every Christmas morning, although Jay's kids' stockings overflowed, his Poor pantyhose hung sadly empty. One year I decided to make his dream come true. I put on sunglasses and Went in search of an inflatable love doll. They don't sell those things At Wal-Mart. I had to go to an adult bookstore downtown. If you've never been in an X-rated store, don't go, you'll only confuse Yourself. I was there an hour saying things like, 'What does this do?' 'You're kidding me!' 'Who would buy that?' Finally, I made it to the Inflatable doll section. I w

Bah!!! Humbug!!!
BAH!!! Humbug!!! Dear Boys and Girls, Well, it's that time of year again and once again I am busting my ass to get everything done in time for my big night. What a pain it has been. Shortages from Japan, elves who don't know shit about electronic toys, a sleigh that is falling apart and then I caught the Missus fooling around with one of the elves. Who knew? I always thought the little bastards were gay! I really am getting too old for this shit. It used to be so simple... wooden toys and dolls that didn't do anything, but now it's electronic gizmos up the ass, and what the hell does an old fart like me know about computers? I put my naughty/nice list on the computer a few years ago and the damn thing crashed. Lost all the nice kids. Do you have any idea how expensive it is to fly tech support to the north pole? Don't even get me started on the damn reindeer. "Eight tiny reindeer" my ass! Too much hay and carrots. They are so damn fat I have my doubts

Listen Up, Sweetie.
I’d arrest you if I had handcuffs I’d arrest you if I had the time I’d throw you down in the backseat As if you'd committed a terrible crime I'd break in a town's worth of houses And rob whole families blind I’d do it to you like you'd do it to me [If you knew you would get away fine] I’d drown all these crying babies If I knew that their mothers wouldn’t cry I’d hold them down and I’d squeeze real soft And let a piece of myself die It’s hard to be the better man When you forget you’re trying It’s hard to be the better man I’d arrest you if I had handcuffs I’d arrest you if I had the time I’d wait for you outside the courtroom and taunt you when all your appeals were declined I’d drive my car off of a bridge If I knew that you weren’t inside With the pedal to the floor, who could ask for a more fantastic way to kill some time You could lay on your back and be beaten You could put up your fists and fight You could try and be way off It’s hard to b

Surgery
So in the midst of the internal bleeding my doctors figured out that i have lumbar spinal defect and will need surgery and may not be able to walk in 5 years =( will you all still love me when im in a wheelchair?

Slautes.
I'm sorry, my friends. Today, 12/19/08, I have taken 92 shots for a Salute. 92. The 1st return: Greetings, Your Salute photo has been returned to you because, salutes need to be in color, so we need you to make another one and submit it back to us. Please read the directions below: What is a FUBAR Salute and how do I make one? A salute is a candid photo of yourself proving to the world that you're the real person behind your FUBAR profile. Your face should be clearly visible, along with a clear HAND WRITTEN note with the following three things: 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2, Your Member ID number , (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.fubar.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: FUBAR.com *Photoshopped or any “type” print set will NOT be accepted. *Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. *Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. If you would like, the following items will be accepted as a complimentary add on to your

Dreams
Dreams are free and so is love so im lead to believe. Maybe this is true for some but all my dealings with these two any hope i had along time did leave It seems that i must prove myself worthy all the time but no one else has to and never has cos in their eyes they are just fine. Ges im not worthy enough so theres not much i can do cos theres no way in hell ile bow down to any one if thats what sum ones waiting for me to do Im not a oil painting this is true and to say any thing different would be so wrong My quest to find my Holy Grail has now gone and deep down inside i knew it didnt exist all along !!!!

Sad But Ture
Used vs. Loved While a man was polishing his new car, his 4 yr old son picked up stone and scratched lines on the side of the car. In anger, the man took the child's hand and hit it many times; not realizing he was using a wrench. At the hospital, the child lost all his fingers due to multiple fractures. When the child saw his father.....with painful eyes he asked, 'Dad when will my fingers grow back?' The man was so hurt and speechless, he went back to his car and kicked it a lot of times. Devastated by his own actions...... sitting in front of that car he looked at the scratches; the child had written 'LOVE YOU DAD' . The next day that man committed suicide. . . Anger and Love have no limits, choose the latter to have a beautiful, lovely life .... Things are to be used and people are to be loved, But the problem in today's world is that, People are used and things are loved...

You Asked For It Lewis. :p
Time Slips.... As time slips speedily away, falling faster than the day before. Nothing can stop it's relentless journey, not day, night, peace or war. As time slips by so very fast. I lie distraught, stagnant in verse, yearning for the future to dissolve my past. Do my beliefs decieve me? Thinking softly, silently, not logical or perverse. As time slips through our hands, we grow weary in the search for a better tomorrow... I scream out loud for someone to hold me, as time engulfs me in it's burning sands. Painfully I reach out. Drowning in my sorrow. As time slips by and by, I think of love, prosperity and hope. Memerories of the sweet warmth of love, I fall into slumber. Awakened in the night, I reach for the moon, the stars and sky. For in their gentle light, I have learned not to fear and how to cope. I now search in time, looking for a new beginning. A little less encumbered.

Capricorn
Umm is this really me? lol CAPRICORN Few people are as practical and ambitious as Capricorn. Yours is the tenth sign, an earthy element, which makes you down to earth and matter-of-fact. Caution is your second name and this is due to Saturn, your ruling planet. You are sometimes shy and lack self confidence and self-esteem. I've never met a Capricorn who was afraid of hard work in order which to achieve what they want in life. You are ambitious and go for your dreams and usually end up successful. You like money but not if it involves risk. You prefer to know exactly where your dollars and cents are going. You prefer traditional types of savings. Others do not generally see you as too enthusiastic but when people get to know you, you do have a side to your nature which is humorous and affectionate. You like to work quietly and effectively without creating too much bother or attention to yourself. You are emotionally cool so you don't warm to people that easily until you

What Character From Twilight Are You?
What charactor from Twilight, are you?AliceYou're smart, funny, pixie cute. And can see the future! You're paranormal gift may be viewable now...or maybe it will start developing in a few years, but you will be special. Other Quizzes

Music Lyrics Of Mine...
I am a simple man, do what i want when i can and when the times right i just might find a light in this tonight because the world is dark and so are you to prevent me from what i do the government is wrong and i live this all night long this time im new im who i want to be this time im you i hope everyone can see im a different kind of man do everything i want when youre gone and when the times right i just might die tonight Because the world is black and so are you knowing i cant go back the world is wrong while i live this all night long this time im new im who i want to be this time im you i hope everyone can see this time..............

Sbg Of The Week - Tempting Enchantress! (new Background)
Let Me Introduce You To Sarge's Bad Girl Of The Week For The Week Of 12-15-08 Tempting Enchantress Be Sure To Stop By Her Page & Show Her Some ♥ ..She Will Be Sure To Return All ♥ To Learn More About Her Be Sure To Check Out Her Questionaire http://fubar.com/blog/242573 This Pimpout Brought You To By : The Sarge

They Are Over Now, But Look What My Friend Did For Us, I Did Not Even Know It!!! Anodyne Rawks!!!
Help Club Mystic to Godmother AUTO-11'S ARE ON! ~Club Mystic!@ fubar ~ Thanks Y'All ~ ~~ This Bulletin Comes To You From .. ~~** Goofball **~~@ fubar

Dec 19,2008
"I intend to answer every allegation that comes my way. However, I intend to answer them in the appropriate forum -- in a court of law. And when I do, I am absolutely certain that I will be vindicated," Rod Blagojevich, 12/19/08 He promises to fight, and calls the rest of the state a lynch mob. Today, the Governor made it clear he will not resign, and will remain in office while he faces a federal case unless impeached. He then asked us, the lynch mob, to give him the same rights as a child, to presume he is innocent. I know, from the selfish view of a child, it is smart of him to remain in power even though it hurts the state. He could use the office of governor in someway, whatever. But, how the hell am I part of a lynch mob? Is it a smart thing to turn on the people of IL when you're facing impeachment?

Dear Mr. President
Dear Mr. President, Come take a walk with me. Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me. I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly. What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street? Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep? What do you feel when you look in the mirror? Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry? How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye? How do you walk with your head held high? Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why? Dear Mr. President, Were you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? Are you a lonely boy? How can you say No child is left behind? We're not dumb and we're not blind. They're all sitting in your cells While you pave the road to hell. What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away? And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay? I can only imagine what the first lady has to say You've c

Soldiers Night Before Christmasþ
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give And to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about a strange sight I did see, No tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand, On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kind A sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, so dark and dreary, I knew I had found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. I heard stories about them, I had to see more So I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping silent alone, Curled up on the floor in his one bedroom home. His face so gentle, his room in such disorder, Not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I¢d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His hea

The Wonderful Ice Storm.. And Its After Effects
Ok so last night we got a nice long night of freezing rain.. my Jeep gets blanketed in the beautiful crystal frozen wonder that we know as Ice. I go out and start my car so its nice and warm for my 15 minute drive into town... I leave the keys in the ignition, Spare keys in my cup holder, and all doors unlocked, shut door. I grab my heavy duty Scraper and get to work, I start chipping away from the front right fender all the way around my beloved Jeep. As I work my way around to the passenger front door I notice it's froze shut, so I chip around the seal and begin tugging on the door. I tug and tug and tug to no avail, finally I notice that the door is locked, I think "hm ok, I must have just unlocked my driver door.." I go around to the driver door and it doesn't open.. "WTF..!" and I see both sets of keys are in there! "That's Okay I can get in with a coat hangar!" So I get myself a coat hangar and make a little hook, But it doesn't wanna wedge itself in there.. so

A Mad Man
i am so full of hate and anger...and have no way to release it from with in....this beast that lives in me i feel it every day. it claws at me just preying i let it out...i win the fight most days...but what happens when i dont win the fight... who will i become??? i have worked so hard to keep this at bay but it comes up out of no where and i almost in brace it...if thats how i feel all the time and i push it aside....is that not me...not being me???? or am i being me by fighting the monster? i dont like who i am right now how much would i like myself if i became what i fear?

Plz Vote For Her!
This is nothing to do with fu but can everyone plz vote for this teacher up till jan.4! Shes trying to win to go to the superbowl. This is a teacher that I work with all day! Plz help her out heres the link and the name you want to vote for is Kelly Nyman! Plz vote over and over again for her I would appreciate it! http://superad.nfl.com this is the link to her!

7th-the Strip Club Bully
7Th Circle Of Hell and The Strip Club 7Th Circle Of hell goes to the strip Club 7Th Circle Of Hell Where the women are hot as hell Come and join the family The Strip Club (NSFW) Its Sexy Live Dj's Come join us Click to enter

Gfr 14
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Fatal Smile At a time when Swedish hard rock is undergoing a rebirth of sorts, many bands are staking their claim to a piece of the action. Stockholm's FATAL SMILE have more to offer than most and are only too happy to prove that to anybody prepared to listen. The band was formed in 1995 by guitarist Y and in no time at all, songs were written, shows were being played, a deal with a Swedish label was in place and in 2002 the debut album "Beyond Reality" was in stores. Produced by Jonas Östman (Yngwie Malmsteen) the reaction worldwide was incredibly positive! Off the back of this excellent media attention, the band hit the road again on a mixture of headline shows, support slots and festival appearances topped off by a slot at the coveted New Jersey Metal Meltdown festival in 2003 that was deemed such a sucess that the band were booked back into the States for a three week headlining tour that took them from Florida up to New Jersey, playing 16 sho

V.i.p
I was lucky enough to get a V.I.P for a month and I have 7 days left b4 it expires. It would be a fantastic Christmas gift if someone would buy it for another month.... (hint hint). I have enjoyed it and have tried to hit as many of my friends with 11's that I could. I want to get leveled but still 300K away so if you guys could help out it would be great!! I will return ALL rates but just in case I may miss you hitting me up leave me a comment letting me know. Have a great weekend!!! Smooches to all!!

If The Red Shirt Thing Is New To You Please Read
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq ; I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicag

Do You Know This Man?
DO YOU KNOW THIS MAN? tampaclarke@ fubar Well at least you think you do.... Don't let this man dupe you any more. He is a liar and a fake. THIS IS THE REAL STEVE, the real McCoy, the original. xamlod@ fubar Tampaclarke is really good at fooling people. He has gotten all to befriend him, giving him gifts and bling. Don't waste anymore of your time, fubucks or feelings on him! He has copied the 'REAL' Steve's pictures, used them as his own, photo shopped to make some his own. His stories are good. He even knows enough of the 'REAL' Steve to keep the stories straight for the most part. But he has slipped up. His friend 'Kyle' in his default pics is actually m44europe -W.I.S.E U.K Friends -@ fubar I caught him in this lie, sent him a message with link to the original picture. But as usual, he had some good lines, good excuses. But I stayed skeptical, Wondered why some things just didn't add up. I'm over analytical, think too much and thi

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Fatal Smile
At a time when Swedish hard rock is undergoing a rebirth of sorts, many bands are staking their claim to a piece of the action. Stockholm's FATAL SMILE have more to offer than most and are only too happy to prove that to anybody prepared to listen. The band was formed in 1995 by guitarist Y and in no time at all, songs were written, shows were being played, a deal with a Swedish label was in place and in 2002 the debut album "Beyond Reality" was in stores. Produced by Jonas Östman (Yngwie Malmsteen) the reaction worldwide was incredibly positive! Off the back of this excellent media attention, the band hit the road again on a mixture of headline shows, support slots and festival appearances topped off by a slot at the coveted New Jersey Metal Meltdown festival in 2003 that was deemed such a sucess that the band were booked back into the States for a three week headlining tour that took them from Florida up to New Jersey, playing 16 shows in 21 days! The band's triumphant returned to S

Check This Girl Out!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This girl is a great person. She sticks by what she says unlike some on here that i've talked to! She has bought my VIP for the month!!!!!!!!!!! I'd just like to take this time and thank her very much! Everyone plz go and show her some love....Go and F/A/R her, I promise you won't regret it!!! Cyndi~CoOwner of Party Pad/RR/Pegasus Project@ fubar

Rockrules Rocks My Socks
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My Black Zodiac
What Sign of the Black Zodiac are you? The Whirlwind Your sign is that of the whirlwind. You represent the many known contradictions of the Bible, and also the wrath of God upon those who dare to question it. Your fury is often taken out on everyone, rather than the one who caused it. Aggravation is not your main source of anger, but it often causes more damage than your fury itself. You are the sixth sign of the Black Zodiac. The hypocritical, damaging, serious Whirlwind. Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

Why Do I Fear
I stand on the side with tears welling up inside for the pain that i feel is tearing a hole in the very fabric of my soul. the words that i want to say would disapate in the defness of space. tho i know i have been undone by my own lusts, i want to be felt for who i once was. i am still the same. i just got lost along the way. with a heavy heart i bow my head. not in respect but in shame. i have pushed away the best thing in my life with pain, anger, and jealousy. with these words said i would like to leave this world but cant. i must stay and handle the ordeals that come my way. i stay tied to my sanity thru the love of my mother. but i couldnt imagine what would happen if i lost those ties. the thoughts of losing the only other thing that keeps me alive is far to difficult to comprehend. so i leave the readers of this with a small token, dont fear future of events to pass, keep your history in your thoughts, and try to keep your heart in the present. so you dont fear the lonelyness t

Phone Sex
The Naughty Bus Ride The days is just beginning and my phone rings it's him. A smile from ear to ear brightens my face as he speaks,"Hey Baby" I melt. I hear the traffic going by I know where he is, at the bus stop. We converse of our sleep and how do u do's. He then retorts, "Here it comes" I smile because I know whats about to happen. I ask him, "Where are you sitting?" he replies, "In the back". He begins to tell me how he wishes he were with me instead and wanting to be curled up under the quilts naked and warm. I blush at the thought of his touch on my skin. The time has come for this bus ride to be one of lust thru the phone. He tells me how horny he is for me as I am for him. I begin to play with my nipples and he tells of his slightly growing member. I purr and he says," I love you Baby" and I get very heated. I reach for my dildo and tell him. He growls low and deep, I know he wishes it were him in me. I stroke my toy licking it and then...I moan as I feel it enter my w

Check This Out From The Ghost Rider
ThugTags.com - Hip Hop & Urban MySpace Comments ThugTags.com - Hip Hop & Urban MySpace Comments DJ GHOST HERE WISHING EV1 A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. ALSO I'M HOPING AND PRAYING THAT ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS CAN HELP ME OUT. I'M TRYING TO MAKE GODFATHER BY CHRISTMAS DAY. I'VE HAD A VERY BAD MONTH OR SO WITH BEING LAID OFF, BEING ILL THE PAST WEEK OR SO AND I EVEN HAD TO SELL MY HARLEY TO PAY MY BILL CAUSE UNEMPLOYMENT ISN'T DOING THE TRICK. ALL I'M ASKING FOR IS MAYBE SOME PIC RATES, STASH RATES, EVEN IF YOU LIKE YOU COULD PIMP ME OUT. I AM WILLING TO PAY 1,000,000 FU-BUCKS FOR A VIP OR A BLING PACKAGE. SO IF ANYONE COULD FIND IT IN THEIR HEARTS TO HELP ME OUT THIS CHRISTMAS I WOULD SURELY APPRECIATE IT. HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PAGE IF UR INTERESTED IN RATING OR PIMPING ME OUT. HEAD DJ GHOST (RIDER) of VAMPY'S VAMPIRE CAVE "BAT CAVE OF DREAMS@ fubar Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics Sexy Comments & Profile Graphics

Really?!?!?!
So I'm in line at Jewel, waiting... patiently. And OF COURSE anything that can make your wait in line last longer, happens. Price checks, a bank drop, old ladies and coupons... you know the deal. So Im FINALLY the next person to be waited on, just after the guy ahead of me. And honestly, looking at him, should have been a clue for what I was in for. He looked ragged, scruffy, shifty eyes paranoid... well any ways, the cashier is ringing him out and asks if he has a prefered card... and dude just went on a 5minute rant about how he doesnt need the government keeping track of him and where he shops and what he buys. That theres chips in those cards and they can track you via satelite and GPS, and the less the government knows about him the better... those cards are just a ploy for the REAL government to keep its citizens in check... blah, blah, blah... 5minutes he went on about all this, so the cashier is finally done ringing him up and hes about to pay for everything... WITH HIS

The Family
Lets look at our F-A-M-I-L-Y Tree to the letter ..for letter..The letter F-Chosen for Fatherhood The letter A-And..simply means 'to join or to bring together as one'..The letter M-To be honored loved as MotherhoodFor most of us that are blessed to know our Fathers and Mothers sacrificed for us in many ways never to be able to account for we have the letter ... I- I pledge to always be aware of the way my Father and Mother raised me..The letter ...L-Love, that i project in my life to others as family..The letter..Y-You , Very easy .its up to YOU...To continue to grow and share the joys of Life and Love..The 'F-A-M-I-L-Y' that Prays together ...Stays together.... Family life facing the Holidays during or after a loss of members.. First step,is to be honest about your emotional pain and give yourself permission to grieve. After all, losing a member of the family to sickness,accidental or even through divorce can be compared to losing one to death.Second step,Stay Strong to regain fam

Let's Become A Better Group Of Friends
Thanks For Tempting Enchantress For This...If Anyone Has Anything That They Think Should Be Added ..Leave A Comment On This Blog.. This is just a few things I thought of. You may want to add or alter in some way. But, just something to make us a closer group. SARGE'S BAD GIRLS I know this is not a leveling group but, for us to get to know each other better and really be a great group to join. Not, just another label but true BAD GIRLS. 1) Do we really want to be BAD girls? How about a folder of 25 pics of BAD girl comments? One day a week should be dedicated to re-rating profiles and at least the one folder. 2) When we have a BAD girl leveling, we should all rally to her page and help her. I know we all want to level but it does not have to be anything crazy just show sum luv if not possible to rate all her pics. 3) Who can make bulletins for the BAD girl leveling? Have a designated pimp out BAD girl. 4) Your blog link with our BAD girl listing could be on our

Broken
She has a love in her life I wish it was me, I done what I could How can this be I lost the battle I lost the fight, I have not given up yet Although I might She's the one for me This I know is true, She don't see the light I guess we are through He caught your eye Captured your heart, Thought you was mine Like we'd never part You are my goddess These words were spoken, He has your heart Mine is broken

Just The Way It Is
Eh I'm in a funk of a mood. I know pretty much the reasons why. Some of which I won't get into. I'm not going to talk to anyone about it because I already know the things people would say to me about it. So I'm just gonna push on and work through it. The other things are just typical for this time of year. This month for years now has been a very emotional time of year. Tons of family birthdays, 2 deaths of people very close to me (okay one was my dog but she was more human than most people I know) and then just missing other people who passed away during other times of the year. Just unfortunately got a lot on my mind and it's kind of wearing me out. It took forever to sleep last night cause of my mind racing.

I Like Like Him.
My niece, who is six, showed my mother an ornament she made at school, fashioned from popsickle sticks, foamies, and tempura paint. Gazing tenderly at the ornament, my niece said, "Logan helped me make it." "Logan, huh?" Logan is a high school senior who helps the teacher in my niece's classroom. "Yeah. I like him. I like like him." Looking up at my mom, she asked, "Do you know what that means?" "No." She cupped her hands to her mouth to amplify her whisper. "Love!"

Season's Greetings
Money"s short..Times are hard...Heres ur fucking Christmas Card....T'was the night before xmas and all through the house Everybody felt shitty evn the mouse. Mom at the whorehouse and Dad smoking grass, I had just settled down for a nice piece if ass. When out on the lawn heard such a clatter srung from my piece to see what was the matter, then out on the lawn I saw a big DICK I knew in a moment it must be St. Nick. He came down the chimney like a bat outa hell I knew in a moment the sucker had fell, He filled up the stockings with pretzels and beer and a big rubber dick for my brother the queer. He rose up the chimney with a thunderous fart...the son of a bitch blew the chimney apart. He swore and he cursed as he rode outa sight..."Piss on you all and have a hell of a night" Merry Christmas

A Touch Never Felt
How can you ache and crave for someone's touch when you have never felt it? I do this for yours, though, and the yearning grows more each day I have never wanted anything in my life As much as I want you when you whisper such sweet love in my ear when we talk You make me melt into a puddle of complete helplessness you have become my every waking thought and my every dream at night I breathe in so hard Trying to catch my breath when we can't talk I close my eyes so tight Hoping when I open them you will be there But I know I have to wait until the time is right it seems so far away that I think I am losing my mind I want to breathe in your scent and keep it with me all day long I want to taste your love for me by kissing your sweet lips I want to feel your body next to me so when you leave for awhile I can hold on I just want you to know that I really do love you When the day comes and we are together you will always know and fee

Open Season
Put On Your Camo And Grab Your Mouse. Its Open Season On Fubar. Your Game Animal Today Is The Cunning Fubarian! The Fubarian Is A Sneaky Lil Devil. You Will Have To Stalk Your Prey And Hit Them With A Fan Then A Profile Rate To Slow Them. To Finish The Fubarian Hit Them With A Friends Request. This Always Works Because They Cant Resist A New Friend. Rate/Fan/Add All These Fubarians With The Message "Its Open Season And Im Stalking You!" And You Will Be Added To The List. If Your Are Already A Friend of Theirs Comment Their Profile With The Same Message.When You Have Rated Fanned and Added Everyone On The List PM Southern Cuteness And You Will Be Added! Happy Hunting!!!! ☼ŞѺÚ†ĥęЯЙ☼©üŦene§§☼@ fubar ~~TeenaBrownEyedPrincess~@ fubar ♫♠SoUtHs☼FiNeSt♠♫@ fubar ★Elle★ Warrior Princess

A Sweet Christmas Treat For Y'all ;) (repost)
Auto11s running y'all! What are you waiting for? Until 2 a.m. Saturday morning, BECKRFC1 has auto11s running, and PLENTY of pictures for you to rate and molesterbate--so get your @sses moving, and perv his cherries (he LOVES it)! I know we can get him leveled by Christmas :) ßËÇKRFÇ1™!@ PET.S.E.R.SECURITY.SCOTISH UK ORACLE 10/7/2008 10:57 PM@ 4.9 million to Lost Soul This bulletin brought to you by the one and only: ~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ freelance leveler@ fubar (repost of original by '~*~Cotton Candy Kisses~*~ freelance leveler' on '2008-12-19 08:11:06')

Now Be Honest And Don't Chicken Out!
Body: YOU OPENED IT NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT OR YOU'LL NEVER BE WITH THE PERSON YOU LOVE!!! NOW BE HONEST AND DON'T CHICKEN OUT! 1)Single or taken? TAKEN 2) Do you like it? YEA 3) Would you kiss your ex? YEA 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? YEP :( 5) Do you believe in certain circumstances where cheating is ok? UMMM NO....... 6) Are you missing anybody right now ? ALWAYS 7) Do you want kids? HAVE 1 ALREADY but wud like one more 8) If yes, how many? 1 9) Would you consider adoption?mayb 10) if someone liked u would u want them to tell u? SURE 11) Do you want someone you can't have? nah 12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries? YES 13) Do you get butterflies around your crush? NO 14) Do any of your ex's still have feelings for you? I DONT KNOW 15) Do you love anyone so much that you can't explain it YEP Where is the person you gave your heart to for the first time? SOMEWHERE ELSE How do you feel about

Cowboys Playoff History Results
2009 ??????????????????? 2008 NYG: 21, DAL: 17 Final nfc division • Jan. 6, 2007 - NFC Wild Card - Seattle 21, Dallas 20 • Jan. 3, 2004 - NFC Wild Card - Carolina 29, Dallas 10 • Jan. 9, 2000 - NFC Wild Card - Minnesota 27, Dallas 10 • Jan. 2, 1999 - NFC Wild Card - Arizona 20, Dallas 7 • Jan. 5, 1997 - NFC Divisional - Carolina 26, Dallas 17 • Dec. 28, 1996 - NFC Wild Card - Dallas 40, Minnesota 15 • Jan. 28, 1996 - Super Bowl XXX - Dallas 27, Pittsburgh 17 • Jan. 14, 1996 - NFC Championship - Dallas 38, Green Bay 27 • Jan. 7, 1996 - NFC Divisional - Dallas 30, Philadelphia 11 • Jan. 15, 1995 - NFC Championship - San Francisco 38, Dallas 28 • Jan. 8, 1995 - NFC Divisional - Dallas 35, Green Bay 9 • Jan. 30, 1994 - Super Bowl XXVIII - Cowboys 30, Bills 13 • Jan. 23, 1994 - NFC Championship - Dallas 38, San Francisco 20 • Jan. 16, 1994 - NFC Divisional - Dallas 27, Green Bay 17 • Jan. 31, 1993 - Super Bo

Christmas / Holiday Salutes
Who Would Be Willing To Make Me A Christmas/Holiday Salute?? Can Be Any Type You Would Like.. I Will Give You Something In Return Also ... Have A Great Holiday Season.. Merry Christmas & Happy New Year To Everyone.

Come Join The Fun!
Come and Join Us!!!! S0l Cal Hostlers Lounge bad biitch status*owner of S0l CAL HUSTLER'S**rating revolution crew*@ fubar and ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Join together and open a brand new Lounge , we going to have tons of funs ! chats and gathering to meet new People.... come and Join Us.. everyone is welcome.... S0l Cal Hostler's Lounge Join Us!!!! S0l Cal Hostler's is the Place to Meet New Friends!!!! BROUGHT TO YOU BY:~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar (repost of original by '~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess /Co-Owner of S0l Cal Hostler's Lounge /RR crew!!' on '2008-12-19 02:17:11')

Friday 12/19/08(depressed)
its only 6 days from Christmas snow is on the ground...27 degrees outside colder than a witches ass outside..ground covered also with black ice..yadayada, im inside where its warm and cozy but i am depressed, why dont know it just seems this month just drains the hell out of me big time tomorrow my sister goes to her daughters house to a brunch thing and make lil gifts out of craft work..she wanted to know if iwanted to go and isaid no..why? i cant make anything out of craft work or arts and crafts or whatever everything i try and make just falls apart or looks crappy lol. so why try? i know i sound like scrooge but this time of year hits me hard...i miss the family get togethers we had when mom and dad and aunts and uncles, grand parents get together under a real tree that we buy or even go cut ourselves at atree farm which went back...those were great days..now all is commercialized, buy this and that...believe me i love Christmas..but the family things isnt there anymore.

Photo Ratings
You know... I don't expect people to rate my photos as a 10 every damn time or any time at that. I know I'm not hot. But don't get shitty because I rate you a 5 or 7 when I don't think you're "all that"... Then you turn around and rate me a "1" because you're fuckin' salty... lol You know what, I don't even care. I just think it's FUNNY that you would get mad because someone was being honest. Oh, and if you're dressed like a tasteless slut then of course I'm not going to give you a "10". I don't think sluts are attractive! haha So rate me at whatever you want but don't get salty when someone rates you at the accurate level! -Sam

True Friends!
your friends will bail you out of jail your best friend will be sitting next to you in the cell and say "Damn we fucked up!" your friends will come visit you in the hospital your best friend will be in the bed next to yours and say "That shit was fun!" your friends will call you when you have a personal problem your best friend will bring a shovel when you call and say "No problem" Call me anytime, tell me where to bring the shovel!

Women With Curves!
There really isn't anything in this world as sexy to watch than a beautiful woman with magnificent curves take to a dance floor with a glass of wine in hand and move with a grace only she knows will make a strong man stop and stare and even wish he was her glass. To be held and moved with a flowing grace, and to even touch her lips to have a drink! Yes! I do wish I was your glass

Busted!!!!!! U Know It! Repost (from The Bully, What People Will Do To Reach The Top) If U Cheat U Will Get Caught!
RESET!!! MzMic ™ Owner of DJ KIDD ROCK & Owned By Kritter&Tigger, Owner of the HideAway YES!! SOME PEOPLE WANT THAT RED COLOR SO BAD THEY WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET IT!! WELL HERE IS SOME "RED" FOR YA!! YES, PEOPLE! TODAY THE EVER SO LOVELY ALWAYS A VICTIM OR DAMSEL IN DISTRESS WAS RESET. SHE SHOULD HAVE BEEN STRIPPED OF EVERYTHING LIKE OTHERS HAVE BEEN IN THE PAST! THERE'S A STICKY OUT TO HELP HER GET SPOTLIGHT NOW!! FFS!! GIMME A BREAK!! (OOPS THAT'S GONE NOW) REALLY REALLY NICE HONEST PEOPLE HAVE BEEN AND ARE LEAVING OR "TAKING A BREAK" FROM THIS PLACE BECAUSE OF THIS EXACT TYPE OF THING!! OPEN YOUR EYES PEOPLE!! LOOK AROUND YOU! WHO DO YOU KNOW THAT IS GONE? MAKE ADMIN LISTEN TO YOU! MAKE THEM DO SOMETHING! JUST READING THIS AND REPOSTING DOESN'T DO CRAP! BE HEARD!! MAIL THEM! IF SHE HAD REASON TO BE RESET, THERE IS NO REASON FOR HER TO BE IN TOPS! CLEAN THIS PLACE UP! PS. FOR ALL THOSE "TRUE FRIENDS" (A TERM USED TOO LOOSELY HERE) OF MIC, I WILL BE FILLING UP A PHOTOBU

Do You Realize
She has grown to love you Crying when she cant talk to you Running to you when she sees you Yes shes young But that doesnt matter She knows who you are You not being around Hurts her more than you know Asking for you multiple times a day Nothing I can do for her Many times you dont answer Or you are too busy to talk Do you realize what you are doing? How much you are hurting her?

Kneeling (bdsm)
Kneeling by lady_macbeth_4711© I am kneeling at the foot of the stairs when You come home, naked, hands behind my back, waiting for You. I wait, head down, for You to acknowledge me. You look around the house, spotlessly clean, and test the air with your sensitive nose. You can smell the dinner in the kitchen, the aroma of baking from earlier, and a sweet raspberry fragrance, Your favorite scent, rising from me. Finally, I feel the touch of Your strong hand on my head and Your voice whispers "Good girl." I smile but still do lift my head until I see Your briefcase and coat held in front of me. "Thank you, Master, " I say and slowly stand to carry both objects to the nearby closet, where the coat is hung and the briefcase stashed before I softly close the door and return to my former position on the floor, kneeling, head down, hands demurely behind me. "What is your pleasure, Master?" My eyes follow the crease in Your trousers to your knees, where my vision lingers. "When

My Heart
Tears keep falling Doesnt matter what I do It doesnt feel right Cant get you to understand You say you love me But you dont show it Never showing any effort Acting like you dont care What I say means nothing You tell me not to worry Not to cry each night But you are breaking my heart And refusing to listen

Hurricane (saturn And Gaia)
I see you beneath me. Spread out so far and beautiful. As the sunshine warms you, I feel you touch me. Reaching out to me. Feeding me with your kindness. I feel the warmth of your touch. The warm moist breath from your call to me. I answer. Together we are in harmony. To others, we are a dread reminder of how mortal they are. My answer to your call is told on the wind. I grow at the thought of your smooth perfect body beneath me. So calm. Playfully letting me feed on the draft you send. I come. Gleefully, I ask you to dance with me. O how I pity them that cannot understand such a perfect union. My own perspiration falls upon you like an early evening dew. We meet. We begin our ritual. They try to get away, but their souls know. It is too late. They will share and witness our love for each other. The sun has set, beyond our horizons and night falls. It begins. I see you begin to dance for me. You feel me grow. You can see my strength. In a flash, our dance gi

Internet Friends
Internet friends is what we are But you are much more important Always there when I need a friend Never judging me or my ways Willing to help any way possible You are much more than an internet friend More like a real life friend One of the true friends Im glad to have you in my life Proud to call you my friend!

Untitled...goes Out To A Military Friend Whos Deploying 12-27-08
Days are closing in Soon you will have to leave Not knowing for sure when you'll be back I try hiding the pain But its harder every day You will be too far away Letters will be far and few inbetween Hopefully you wont forget me Or the love I have for you No matter the distance You will forever be in my heart This here goes to a dear friend whos deployin just days after Christmas on his first deployment. Hopefully him and all the others overseas will stay safe and ocme home to their families safe and sound very soon. If you wat to know more bout this just ask

Want To Own Me? Live Auction In The Playground 9:30 Pm Est. Please Come Place Your Bids :)
-------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Come Join In On The Fun...A Live Auction LIVE AUCTION -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHERE: The Playground -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHEN: FRIDAY DECEMBER 19TH 9:30PM EST -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- WHAT: I'm up for grabs ~*~ Radissongirl ~*~ -------------~*~*~*~*~------------- Come check out the live auction, bid on me and some other awesome members and have some fun. Hope to see you there This blog was made possible by copying a bulletin created by: Addictive~Owner @ The Playground~Owned by Blu Eyes~Club Far~Shadow Levelers~Big Sis to Sindeepants@ fubar Thank you, Addictive, hope you don't mind.

Heartbreaks
My heart breaks Each day that passes Without effort from you I cant do it alone As much as I try Theres still something missing Your love doesnt feel the sam Like you no longer care Not sure where I went wrong But Im close to giving up Walking away for good Tears continue to fall And my heart breaks even more

Fumarriage Proposal!
can i ask everyone what do they think about the fuMarriage proposal! if some say yes you have to shell out 100 dollar before she can become your fubar wife i though this was bit of fun and not a real wedding paying 100 dollar i think its a big rip off really out of order i and fubar lady will not be paying it what you think would you pay it if someone ask you to be there fubar wife or husband

Just What I Need (bdsm)
Just What I Need by A's Sweet Baby© We are snuggled on the sofa talking about the day. I am draped across Master's lap as usual; my arms wrapped snuggly around him as his fingers trace paths over my arms and back, occasionally stopping to run through my hair. My second yawn in so many minutes catches his attention. "Okay little girl. It is time for bed," he says to me. "Will you be coming too, Master?" I ask softly and hopefully. His chuckle brings my gaze to his eyes, deep, blue and filled with such love. "Yes little girl, I am coming too. You go on ahead and get ready." "Yes Sir." I kiss Master's cheek before sliding off his lap and silently walking to our bedroom. I can hear him locking up the house and preparing to join me. I move quickly to remove my clothes and drop them into the hamper. One quick last glance around the room to be sure everything is tidy and I drop to my knees next to the bed. The cool night air chills my skin and sends a chill down my spine. I

5 Things You Didn't Know About Your Penis
(Hey I thought it was interesting) 5 Things You Didn't Know About Your Penis Medical experts reveal interesting facts that men and women will find educational -- and surprising. By Martin F. Downs WebMD Feature Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD Here are some things you might have wondered about your penis, but were afraid to ask. No. 1: Your Penis Does Have a Mind of Its Own You've probably noticed that your penis often does its own thing. You may remember times when it was completely inappropriate to have an erection; and yet you couldn't wish it away. It's true that you have less command over your penis than body parts like your arms and legs. That's because the penis answers to a part of the nervous system that's not always under your conscious control. This is called the autonomic nervous system, which also regulates heart rate and blood pressure. Sexual arousal usually isn't voluntary. The conscious mind is complicit in it, but a lot of sexual arousal

6 Sex Mistakes Men Make
WebMD offers experts' sex tips for men who have sex with women. By Martin F. Downs WebMD Feature Reviewed by Louise Chang, MD Hey guys, think you know everything there is to know about having sex with women? That erotic encyclopedia you carry around in your head may contain a lot of basic errors and omissions about women's sexuality -- errors that can lead to sex mistakes. That's because -- after learning the facts of life -- most of us are left to figure out sex for ourselves. Guys tend to take a lot of cues from adult movies, and we all know how true-to-life those are. Experience may help, but many women can be shy when talking about what they like. To help us with some sex tips, WebMD asked two acclaimed sex educators, Tristan Taormino and Lou Paget, to tell us what they think are the most common sex mistakes men make with women. Taormino is a prolific author, lecturer, and video producer. Her latest project is the Expert Guide educational video series from Vi

A Poem I Wrote While Going Through My Own Personal Hell..on The Bright Side There Was No Where To Go But Up!!
**** I NEED TO SLEEP **** Will this world ever let me shine.. Shall I ever break these ties that bind.. Star light eyes remain blind.. Silenced like an abused child.. One look slits my tounge.. leaves me with words never to be spoken.. One more cold good bye..deep sigh..on each breath I'm choking.. I sleep no more..head lain to rest.. on a pillow of thorns.. Every time I close my eyes to sleep..Flood gates open.. old wounds cut deep.. I pray to god screaming inside..Please jesus replace self hate with pride.. Show me the sun ..walk hand in hand.. Show me real life..with no inhibition..and..nothing to hide.. Open my heart to love full force..Open my faith to embrace yours.. Allow My inner child peace..Allow my children the chance to succeed.... Let them feel proud when told.. your just like mommy.. Let them see what lives inside my heart..Show my daughters what STRONG SMART women can be.. when raised with love ..spirits shall fly ..set free.. Allow those girls to s

A Poem I Wrote For My First Born..now I Am Blessed With Lexi And The Message Remains The Same
MY LOVE 4 YOU ...To my first child ....The love of my life Thursday, March 13, 2003 I finally understand the meaning of unconditional love A feeling from deep within of pride that wonderous joy of knowing your mine. I can only tell you with words how i feel inside..but can show you my love with arms open wide 2 hug you and kiss you and teach you to strive..you are what keeps my spirit alive. Your my angel, My miracle, My sweet innocent child. Now..I do not have, alot of money ..or fancy material things.. All I can give you ..are riches that only a mothers love brings... I can teach you to listen when the world around you sings.. Walk with you hand N hand.. through a garden in spring.. and teach appreciation for all the beautiful things... I wish I could change many things I have done... "Personal Regrets".. I have more than just one... You have so much to learn and so little time.. I can see in your eyes that your strong youll do fine.. But the earth spins f

All I Ask Of You
RAOUL No more talk of darkness, Forget these wide-eyed fears. I'm here, nothing can harm you - my words will warm and calm you. Let me be your freedom, let daylight dry -your tears. I'm here, with you, beside you, to guard you and to guide you . . . CHRISTINE Say you love me every waking moment, turn my head with talk of summertime . . . Say you need me with you, now and always . . . promise me that all you say is true - that's all I ask of you . . . RAOUL Let me be your shelter, let me be your light. You're safe: No-one will find you your fears are far behind you . . . CHRISTINE All I want is freedom, a world with no more night . . . and you always beside me to hold me and to hide me . . . RAOUL Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime . . . Iet me lead you from your solitude . . . Say you need me with you here, beside you . . . anywhere you go, let me go too - Christine, that's all I ask of you . . . CHRISTINE

Santafu Day 4
Accepting day 4 of Santafu Conest entries til 7pm Fubar time...(Standard Pacific Time) 4 photos left to title. Carol #1, #3 and #7 have been TITLED. Here are the 4 photos left to be titled CAROL #2 CAROL #4 CAROL #5 CAROL #6 ================================================================================================== DAY 1 WINNER: Carol #3 "Knight St. Nick" winner of Santafu contest day 1 What the Duck? Loves Joshua!@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 2 WINNER: CAROL #7 HORNEY SANTA WINNER of santafu contest day 2. TRÄÇ¥ {§håÐðw Lêvêlêr} þRÖMÖ†ÈR @ †MR {£µ/wï£ê †ð Ðj ßðµñ¢ê ÖWñÈÐ ß¥ GÄHÈLLRÄÌ§ÈR@ fubar ================================================================================================== DAY 3 WINNER: CAROL #1 :BOINKED BY RUDOLF WINNER of day 3 Santafu: ♠♦ DeViLiSh DeSiRe

Ya Know- Blog This
Most people blogs on here are so boring.... I can barely stand to open them nemore. Can I get some substance/diversity please. oh wait, I haven't opened a blog in awhile, I guess it is the titles of the blogs that are blog enough for me.

Peripetics :d
Peripetics by ZEITGUISED from NotForPaper on Vimeo. “Zeitguised made a piece in six acts for the opening exhibition at the Zirkel Gallery. It entails six imaginations of disoriented systems that take a catastrophic turn, including the evolution of educational plant-body-machine models and liquid building materials.”

The Story
So I answer questions for a living, it's what I do. So the person asks the questions "what is the definition of doggy style position". The next step would be to send it to a guide to research it or send them a default answer which would just be the most commonly used. I obviously chose default and it reads: A dude gets on his knees behind her and puts his peepee in her hoohoo. Then he pulls her hair and uses her boobies as a steering wheel. OMG, I thought it was hilarious and I lost it.

Hello
Hi my name is Carrie I am 37 years old and live in Idaho. I grew up in Wyoming the oldest of 3 children with very loving parents. Sadly we lost my mom 17 years ago due to health issues!! I love the Holidays and spending time with family and friends!! Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!

Re: Episode 78
This was the drunkest show i've done in about a year. I forgot to eat dinner that day, so the beer hit me quick. Not to mention, my sit in cohost was drinking also, so he was fitting in real well. We revisited my being fired from Home Depot one year prior. Many pranksters called and aired grievances, the guest of honor made many appearances, and we laughed out loud while the cats in the chatroom duked it out. Mallory and the Warmachine were throwing drinks around, Mchgn was laughin it up and calling us all turkeys. The drama, we think was limited, upon further review, we will see.

Jason Doe
In my diploma in criminology I have studied John Does... this one I find fascinating... a man left a Grateful Dead concert in 1995 with no pocessions. He hitch hiked and the car crashed, him and the driver died. The family of the driver did not know who the passenger was. He was between 18 and 24 with long brown hair. He has been dead 13 years and no one has claimed the body... he had a note on him saying "to Jason, sorry we had to leave, Caroline O and Caroline T" he literally had nothing else. How can someone that age be unidentified? The case is not well known it seems... his parents probably thought he ran away and hasn't bothered contacting them, not knowing hes dead. At that age he only left school a few years ago SOMEONE must know who he is. Its sad. Look him up... "Jason Doe" they have a pic as to what he may have looked like. The crash caused major facial disfiguration so it can't be seen as 100% accurate. Theres another intriguing one... "Princess Doe" a woman aroun

Why Are Women So Closed Up On Communication Sites?
Women seem to come up with all kinds of excuses as to why they can't do this or do that on a conversation site.they seem to put off a "I'm better then you" mentality.I talk respectful to them all.when you say "Hi how are you?".I hardly ever get a reply.I know why women are built into a monster like this.Its because men kiss their ass to much that's why.It makes them THINK they have power when they do not.

Shouts Off?
I Block Any & All that do not allow SHOUTS.This is a conversation site & it requires all features to be open at all times.your excuse to turn them off because you get to many of them or to many assholes talk to much crap is old.its a weak excuse.I have no time for people who play games & turn of their shout box.I just black them with no questions asked.

Addicted To Dee
Dancing with you skin to skin, kissing and touching While the stars and moon shine down upon us two The music playing softly as you hold me tight Nothing in this world matters, just me and you My heart begins to pound faster, as our body touch each other Emotions takes over control, and arouse me, from my head to toe It drives me wild and makes me wiggle, You are the easiest and more certified way to do Your passionate communication, even lusty dialog An erotic anticipation that simply keeps me craving For more The steam, the excitement, the sheer animal passion, We couldn't help from tearing each other clothes off In the heat of passion Just the thought of you drives me crazy Your mighty torso and your beautiful eyes The way you always hold me tight, my baby Making love to you is a never ending surprise My nervous system is on fire Triggering powerful physiological changes My hormones levels soar, boosting my heart rate and increase my physical senility My emotio

I'm For Sale
Ive decided to have a auction and I'll put myself up fopr sale...Anyne else wish to join me ( there's no charge ) please send me a privet message with the link to the pic you want to use and what you are offering. Bidding will start for everyone else at $500K ut as for me I would love a HH or auto 11's or bling packs and will give morph's 500 11 s and stash rates in return... *Lady Witoka* #1 Master Morpher Royal Eliet Bomber Owner Of The Kingdom Of Wolves@ fubar Thank you every one let's have fun

Almost A Year
Yes Bad Girls ...It's Been Almost A Year Since I Started Sarge's Bad Girls.... Started Out With 2 Original Bad Girls... Now Have Over 100... But I Have Noticed That There Are Some That Never Participate In Anyway With The Group...For Some That Means Not Even Returning To This Profile Once They Join... Early Next Year I Will Be Cleaning Out The Bad Girls List ...Those That Do Participate In One Way Or Another Will Stay.. Those That Want To Stay Will Have To Let Me Know Either By Commenting Here Or Sending A PM ... I Will Be Making A List With A Few New Rules .. If Anyone Has Any Ideas For Rules To Get Participation Up Let Me Know.. Thanks For Reading & Being A Part Of Sarge's Bad Girls The Sarge

Relentless Video Bulletin... Happy Birthday!
Come join the CELEBRATION @ Relentless Radio!! ^CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO CHECK US OUT^ \/ CLICK PLAY BELOW TO LISTEN IN \/ HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY ~RELENTLESS RADIO~ 12~19~08 Brought to you by: MïZz ß HåVêñ ÖWñÈR ð£ RêlêñTlê§§

Relentless One Year #1
HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY ~RELENTLESS RADIO~ 12~19~08 Come join the CELEBRATION @ Relentless Radio!! ^CLICK THE PIC ABOVE TO CHECK US OUT^ Brought to you by: MïZz ß HåVêñ ÖWñÈR ð£ RêlêñTlê§§ *§hðTgµñ§ ñåµghT¥Gïrl*JÈ§§Ä'§ GÌRL£RÌÈñÐ*§ÄñÐÌ'§ £Ú~§Ì§* (repost of original by 'MïZz ß HåVêñ ÖWñÈR ð£ RêlêñTlê§§ *JÈ§§Ä'§ GÌRL£RÌÈñÐ*§ÄñÐÌ'§ £Ú~§Ì§*§hðTgµñ§ ñåµghT¥Gïrl' on '2008-12-19 10:19:59') (repost of

Heed My Words
Chances: Chances are so few and far between, That we as humans over think it all. And end up ruining the one thing we wanted most in life. Sometimes words are just words, and a song is just a song. Not everything in this life has hidden meanings behind it. But we all still search for the thing that could be hidden. Our hearts and minds are fragile, and if one is hurt too much they will always be on their guard. Always looking for the wrong that maybe there, When in reality everything is fine. Take people for the word, and if someone shows you who they are believe them. When you have finally reached the point at which you understand,Hope that you have not arrived to late and that not all is lost for you and yours.

Moving Home
In today's economy, so many people are having to rely on family to get them through. I am certainly no different. I've recently moved back home from Chicago to Texas to be with my family. Having been raising 2 boys on my own for the past 11 years has taught me so many valuable lessons and I can't begin to tell you how thankful I am to have had each and every experience. I've encountered so many adversities and yet the good outweights the bad by far. I am strong, independent, self assured and know who I am. I'd struggled for 4 years living in Chicago. With the cost of living and my expenses far exceeding my income, I pressed on, determined to prove to everyone and myself that I could do it on my own. I was working 60+ hours a week, never saw my boys, was constantly stressed out and never had any energy. Now, that's all changed. I'm back home and loving it! I'm working from home and am able to take my kids to and from school. I'm able to help them with homework and be there for them

The Church And States?
12/19/2008 Dear Readers; Well one of my predictions came true again – From www.drturi.com/newsletter/ December 2008 Red Alert! Dec 2nd 2008 1:52pm I wrote - Expect more light on that terrible drama! and do not be fooled her mother was born with a terrible UCI and KILLED HER! The stars don't lie to me. Remains found last week in a wooded area have been identified as those of missing Florida toddler Caylee Anthony, authorities said today. Caylee's skull was found a half-mile from her grandparents' home. The girl and her mother, Casey Anthony, lived in the home until shortly before Caylee disappeared. Her mother is charged with first-degree murder in her death. Just a little note to let you know that I am offering the option for many people who can not make it to Arizona in September 2009. On February 26, 2009 I will start my own radio show on *Voice America and the 60 minutes air format is NOT set to teach anyone the secrets of the Cosmic Code. Instead I will talk abou

In The Rain
In The Rain Painful memories fill up my mind Saddnes and despair well up inside I cannot let the world see me hurting So I put on a smile and the pain I hide My torment grows as time goes by My inner storehouses threaten to overflow The burden of my sorrows is mine to bear I feign happiness and true feeling I don't show I have learned how to hold it all deep inside To accept the scar and not feel the knife But there are times when it get to be too much I cry out to the gods to just end my life So far the gods have decided to be merciful Giving me a private way to release my pain The skies become dark and when the storm begins I silently cry and shed my tears in the rain Angelstormm 2001

The New President
Ok, i'm going to say this, despite what anyone thinks. And let me be TOTALLY clear: I am in no way a racist. I recently heard that Obama wants to exponentially raise taxes. He's going to raise Soft Drink Taxes by 18%! He's going to heavily tax you if you download music, he's going to tax your booze even more, and he'll probably raise the national tax a bunch as well. I want to believe that he's a good guy, i want to believe that he's looking out for the american masses, but it seems to me that he isn't. It seems to me that he wants is more money. Taxing the shit out of your people will not help the economy, it will only make it worse. What was the biggest reason we broke off from the UK? That's right, HIGH TAXES. I fully understand that something has to be done about the economy, but i do not believe that raising the taxes is a good idea. The politicians (Both republicans and democrats) have lost touch with reality. They don't have to pay any bills. The government pays for

Christmas Trees & Onions
A family is sitting around the supper table. The son asks his father, "Dad, how many kinds of breasts are there?" The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there are three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a woman's breasts are like melons, round and Firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." "Onions?" "Yes, see them and they make you cry." This infuriated the wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum , how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles, and looks at her husband and answers, "Well, dear, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, his penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it Is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up & the balls are there for decoration only!

Wanna Be My Fuck Buddy?
Click here to take this survey: wanna be my fuck buddy. lets have sexwould you like to have sex with me?how badly do you wanna sleep with me?how soon would you wanna have sex with me?if i said im sitting here waiting for you to come to me what would you say?are you male or female?are you straight/bi/ bi curious/ gay ?do you like to use toys during sex?what kind of toys do you use during sex?if male what do you want to do the most to me?if female what do you wanna do the most to me?what is you favorite kind of porn?do you enjoy watching gay/lesbian porn?if you were here right now, what would we do first?are you into oral sex?are you into anal sex?do you like to masterbate?do you like to masterbate with others?are you into 1on 1 or are you into 3somes and moresomes?are you kinky?how kinky are you?do you have any fetishes?what are your fetishes?do you like to get drunk and have sex?what is the youngest person you would have sex with?what is the oldest person you would have sex with?what

Caylee Anthony
Well I really hate to even post this but I will. The remains that they found near the Anthony home are Caylee's. I am so sick and saddened by this. The news that she was missing came on the day that my daughter was born. I had my suspicions in the beginning, but still held hope that she was alive. Well it turns out she is gone and well it is so close to Christmas that it makes me thankful and blessed that I have 2 beautiful daughters that I love and cherish with all my heart. Caylee was loved by the whole country and I am sure everyone that cared is hurting right now. May Caylee rest in peace. I have nothing but harsh words to say to her mother Casey, but it is Christmastime so I will refrain from that. I am glad that this is finally over and the news can report something else. It is a very sad day. Well I wish everyone a Happy and Healthy Holiday season. Love, Amy

Friday, Dec. !9
My husband is getting better and better with each day. It amazing that just 3 weeks ago I stood in his hospital room and wondered what I was going to do now. I am so glad he is getting better and will be 100% soon. His speech therapist is on a 2 week vacation but gave him a lot of homework to do. Knowing my husband he will have all of his homework done long before the end of two weeks and probably be doing it all over again to show off how well he is getting and to prove all the doctors wrong. This is not usual ... we are so blessed that he is not on a ventilator or that can't walk, or he has no use of his arms. He is really lucky.

Starting Over
so, dustin n I are over but we're not on bad terms...after so long we've decided we are better friends than we are anything else.currently we're still living together but thats cause I dont want to move my kids all over the place and he and I can work it as roommates for the time being..it wont be for long since Ive been offered a good job in NYC. I'll have to relocate but I think its about time for a new beginning. I will most likely be moving to long island since I dont want to live in the city with my kids. Im nervous about not really knowing many people there but, Nay has offered to move there with me so I wont be alone. I cant even put into words exactly how happy that makes me..he's been one of my best friends for over 2 years n it means so much to me that he is willing to move across the country for me. I think this move and this job n starting over in general will be in the best interest of my family n by my family I mean my kids and I ..we've gone a long time on a path that

Penis Envy?
Lying about the size of your manhood just got a little bit, er, harder. A European company has created the petite man's worst nightmare -- a "single-use" prophylactic with a ruler printed on its side. Are you a man or a mini me?! Condometric comes (no pun intended) in flavors like cherry, lime and, appropriately enough, banana and is available in centimeters and inches. But remember, you must be THIS big to buy this product.

If Your Interested In Being With Me
now in order to fill it out correctly, click the link on the top then fill it out and then click the get-r-done button and it gives you a code. copy and paste that code and send it to me in a message so i can read your application. Click here to take this survey: Girlfriend Application. Wats ur name??How old are u??How tall are u??hair color??u got any tattoos??u plan to get any??piercings??do ya drink??smoke??if the moment was rite... would u kiss me??would u mind if i just looked at ya n' smiled??wats ur perfect date???how would u describe ur style of clothes??are u a virgin???would u give me a back massage if i asked for one??would play w/ my hair while i was asleep on ur lap??have u ever cheated on anybody???wat are u doin' in life... work... skool???u like to dance??party??would ya wanna hold handz in public??do u like to watch moviez??do u drive??if not... why not???do u have strict curfew??u like pets??wat race are u??wat is ur best feature??wat do u think is my best featu

Level 22 ???
Ok wow, I've been on here since Dec 30 2005 and i'm only on level 22...something is seriously wrong with this picture. I think i need to start hitting some more rates, comments etc. All i want for christmas is to get to level 25. I was workin rather hard when i first came on here but i think i slipped on some beer in one of the lounges and left for a while. I would ask how many people have been here 3 years and still aren't at level 25 (atleast) but i don't think the response would be to high at all. So what's this blog about? I don't know...just a blog with words that are meaningless and that are just here i guess. HAPPY HOLIDAY'S EVERYONE.

Never Again
"I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest Or the girl who never wants to be alone." I have to start holding myself accountable. I have to think before I act, but especially before I speak. I can't leave things to chance, I have to make my own reality. I can't go back on my word, I can't make the same mistake twice. Learning the hard way is no longer an option. If I say "Never again", I have to mean it. Just because it's Tuesday doesn't mean Monday didn't happen. Can't be oblivious to consequence. Follow through is key. I have to think of others at a more visceral level. I have to go beyond face value. I in turn have to be more than face value. I need to read more, learn more, know more, be more, achieve more. I have to be MORE. For who? For myself. I can't let others compromise who I am. I can't let others scare me into being someone I'm not. I can't let others convince me I'm not good enough as I am. I need to stop repeating myself. I need to stop stating the o

Christmas Greetings
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Holiday season. Things are looking pretty good on this end. I just found work a couple of weeks ago and I'm enjoying being productive once again. I've noticed that I'm feeling much better about myself and I feel like things are turning around for me. I want to thank everyone who's stuck by me through my darkest and kept reminding me there was light waiting for me at the end of the tunnel. I'm lucky that it wasn't a train coming at me lol. Merry Christmas (or whatever particular holiday you celebrate this time of year)

Apologize
I DO NOT APOLOGIZE If you agree, please support our campaign! [continue] WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS NOW IS TRUTH AND HONESTY, NOT SELECTIVE MORALITY BIAS IN THE PHRASE “ARMENIAN GENOCIDE” If one cherishes values like objectivity, truth, and honesty, then one should use the phrase “Turkish-Armenian conflict”. Asking someone “Do you accept or deny Armenian Genocide” shows anti-Turkish bias. The question, in all fairness, should be re-phrased: “What is your stand on the Turkish-Armenian conflict?” Turks believe it was a civil war within a world war, engineered, provoked, and waged by the Armenians with active support from Russia, England, and France, and passive support from the U.S. diplomats, missionaries, media, and others with anti-Turkish agendas, all eyeing the vast territories of the collapsing Ottoman Empire. [1] Most Armenians claim it is a one way genocide, totally ignoring the Armenian complicity in war crimes ranging from raids, rebellions, and ter

Bad Dogs Have More Fun By John Grogan
Plot Summary: Bad Dogs Have More Fun is an unforgettable collection of more than seventy-five newspaper articles from The Philadelphia Inquirer written by former columnist John Grogan. Combining humor, wit, poignancy, and affection, these columns provide insight into the intriguing and wonderful world we live in. Whether it be writing about animals (from dogs to elephants to geese!), powerful and moving comments about his own and other families, trenchant comments on life's foibles and farces, or his interviews and interactions with people who are memorable and unusual in their own right, John Grogan makes us laugh--he makes us cry--he makes us think. My Comments: I absolutely love this author. He has a great sense of humor that makes you smile pretty much through every story in the book. He makes a lot of good points and it was a pleasure to read. Rating: 9/10

I Had To Save This Somewhere
I had some fun with this and I wanted to save this somewhere soooooooo why not here for the rest of you to enjoy. See how I take care of you ppl ♥ ->judyhot28: put the phone on vibrate and slide it inside of you and I will be texting in just a minute and I wanna make sure its worth your while judyhot28: text me now.. judyhot28: nah i can't here baby..if u wanna see some my be i can show u tru my mobile... ->judyhot28: yea but what about the pictures lady cuz I got a hankerin for some celery that tastes like twat ya know. cmon now don't get me all worked up and not deliver. I want those pics ya know. Hell make it a video...yea video! judyhot28: ok text me and let's do ur fantasies...text my name JUDY and send to 35338... ->judyhot28: your fantasies?? Look lady I wanna see your hot lil bot ass playin with that twat and shovin veggies up there....is this happenin or what cuz frankly I am more concerned about my fantasies not yours. judyhot28: me and my bed is miss

Cleaning Up My Friends List
OK to anyone here I have actually talked to on this site imma a perv and goof and flirt but most of all I like real people like actually getting to know my friends on any site so tommorrow is clean up day Im cleaning out any one I dont talk to never said anything or never respond so if you dont want to be delted let me know if u dont care well it wont matter much longer have a great holiday all

Todays Code
Here's a code that will be active through SUNDAY DEC 21 at NOON PST: SWAGGERNAUT (case sensitive) Go to "Your Swag Bucks" page, enter the code SWAGGERNAUT, and you will instantaneously have a Swag Buck added to your account. SWAG1 (case sensitive) will also give you a swag buck

"consider."
“Consider” Consider me a blanket, consider me a shroud Consider me tattooed, with colors bold and loud That bravely shout out to the world, for every soul to see The wonder of this woman, and what she means to me Consider me a warming light, consider me the sun Consider me your brightest glow, when the night has come A red hot touch that fires your heart when the days are cold That propane torch still working well, when we are worn and old Consider me your traffic light, consider me your guide Consider me your words of truth, when others scheme and lie The one that tells you when it’s safe to step into the road A man who grabs the plastic bags when you have dropped the load Consider me your shower, when you are worn and soiled Consider me your coffee pot, always warm and boiled A living liquid waiting here, a thing to fill your cup When times are hard and you are drawn to thoughts of giving up Consider me your co conspirator, I’ll always play the game Consi

Swagbucks
If you haven’t visited Swagbucks in awhile, now is the time! The new Mega Swagbucks have just been introduced. Each search gives you the chance to win up to 100 swagbucks. That means with one search you could win enough bucks to trade for a $10 Amazon, $10 Starbucks, or several other items. Swagbucks is a website that allows you to search just like you would anywhere else (such as Google) but for every search you have a chance to win swagbucks which can later be traded for prizes. So far I’ve received over $200 in gift cards and prizes! ITS TOTALLY FREE!!!CLICK THE LINK TO START WINNING!!

Ensign: Our 2008 Christmas Letter
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 19 December 2008 The year 2008 was ... heavy. (Weight has nothing to do with it!) This first letter in three years that doesn’t start with a birth announcement has seen many changes for us. It’s our first full year in our house, and this September was the beginning of my sixth year with Fast Cash North, a payday loan provider here in Minot. Martha, on the other hand, remained with Good Shepherd Child Care teaching their two and three-year-olds until September. She’d started a second job with McDonald’s in June. Upon leaving Good Shepherd, Martha took on a second job as a cashier at Minot’s Super Wal-Mart as well. That was on the eve of our major out-of-town excursion to Seattle with Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon for hi

T.i.......king Of The South
I love this vid trap muzik let's get away [Chorus] (T.I.) [Jazze Pha] Hey, let's get away and get a room on the other side of town Hey shawty, I was feenin' for you (Was you thinkin' of me, ay, ay...) [Girl] Hey, let's get a room, shawty we can freak somethin' if you down (Whachu would do?) Hey daddy, I was feenin' for you [Verse 1] Bet they be like "I know he tired of the nightlife He want a wife, he just lookin' for the right type" Yea right, I be ridin' through the city lights My hat bent, gettin' high behind the 'lac tint I'm chilllin' with Brazilian women, heavy accents They black friends translatin', got'em all ass naked, adjacent Have relations wit'em many places Leavin' semen in they British faces Make'em kiss they partners with it in they faces Young pimpin' sprung women 'cross the 50 states Got young ladies requestin' "What's Yo Name" on 50 stations Askin' me what's a pussy popper, want a demonstration But I ain't waitin' til the second date

Retarded Internet Dating?
okay so hears the fucking deal. i simply do not understand why the idea of internet dating is so popular. maybe its because your lazy ass can stay anti-social or maybe you have no self esteem. these people make me fucking SICK! for example . a 26 year old woman from st louis missouri had a profile that read for her name " lilAngel " and apon visiting her profile you will notice she weighs an access of 300+ lbs. to put it into laments terms "bitch aint a god damn thing little bout you" STOP fronting Stop Lying, Get the fuck up and go out of your house. TALK TO PEOPLE IN REAL LIFE. this false sense of security we call the internet is mearly making us more anti-social by the minute. And Further more i feel that its absolutely insulting to be asked out via the internet, its shows you have NO SELF ESTEEM no Self confidence! get a job get a hobby. but for god sakes if i have one more fucking person message me with the name "lilangel" and weigh 300+ im going to slap the shit outta someone ser

Homeward Bound
well........me and joe are no more....he decided last night that i wasnt good enough for him...oh well, there will be someone else to catch me (if i want him to) that doesnt think that, in my eyes he isnt good enough for me, especially since he cant get it up for a pretty girl like me....lol so i am going back to north carolina...and while i will miss being in texas, i will be surrounded by friends and fam...and that is what i need right now cassie

Wtf
Why is it everytime you try to help someone they turn thier back on you when you need them. i believe its bc there are no good people out there now..i was brought up to be honest and to do the right thing by people i know i can't be the only one...but it seems that all people want is wat they can get from you not wat they can give i mean hell can't people treat others the way they want to be treated.... sorry but i just had to vent and i am so pathetic i don't have anyone to talk to

This Is The End Of The Shadow Bombers For Now.
WE HAVE A GOODBY BLAST THIS IS WAITING FOR APPROVAL FOR 1 DAY THAT WE WON FOR HELPING THE REGIMENT BOMBERS/LEVELERS WITH GOOFYLADY, YOU ALL DID A GOOD JOB AND THANK YOU FOR THE HELP, LOOK FOR BLAST AND CLICKY LOL 12/19/2008 OK,This is the end of the Shadow Bombers.We can not bomb this way so untill or if it goes back the way it was this is our final good bye to the family.we love you all and will still be there if you need anything.Keep in touch and have a great holiday!!! the new way to bomb is u leave a comment then u comment on your comment or someone elses u can do that twice then reload the pic u are bombin if u choose to still help finish our giveways

Holiday Wishes
Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, my best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. I also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the onset of the generally accepted calendar year 2009, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country nor the only America in the Western Hemisphere. Also, this wish is made without regard to the race, creed, color, age, physical abil

Sos To The World! Christmass!
12/14/2008 All the top people in charge of this great country and our lives are totally INSANE, IRRESPONSIBLE AND IGNORANT, ABSOLUTE INSANITY RULES the White House! What can you expect from Bush's crowd of moronic political ADVISERS, planners and *counselors / guides, secret services etc.? This is exactly how you get a President killed! Hello Mr. President in case you do not know you are a CANCER and the moon rules your sign, for God sake how can this elite crowd of people church goers be so religious, and be so blind to God's OBVIOUS *moon sign/messages at the same time is a mystery to me? Those political educated heads handle so much responsibilities and the life of our children dying in Iraq including the President himself but don’t expect them to heed God's or Dr. Turi *taboo Moon Power nonsense stuff. I teach my students to NEVER, EVER launch anything important, travel or put themselves in arms way AFTER THE FULL MOON if they can avoid it. This rules apply for every one o

Merry Christmas
I've been neglecting Fubar recently! I'll admit it! But I've been so freakin busy w/work plus being sick and everything else that distracts me, I've just kind of put this on the back-burner. With that being said, next week won't be any better. I have so much work to get done Monday and Tuesday b/c we are closed the rest of the week. Then I'll be going to see my family for Chirstmas and won't be back home till Sunday. To be honest, I'll be glad when everything gets back to normal. (whatever that is) So to everyone that reads this....HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!! To my friends, I love you all and hope the new year brings you joy and happiness!!!!! MUAH!!!!!

Unfolding Karma?
12/17/2008 ON THE AIR WITH TAZZ AND PAULA December 18th and 24th, 2008 from 11-12 Noon. http://tazzandpaulashow.com/ Live a comment for me there please http://tazzandpaulashow.com/interview-with-dr-louis-turi-12112008/ KARMA (as predicted for the sharks) is surely taking place and again sadistically I am so glad to see my predictions unfolding regularly. In my many newsletters I advised you my readers to be prepared to take the hit FIRST because this was the only way for God *Cosmic Code karmic justice, to reach those abusive wealthy pigs. For every action (good or bad) be sure of an equal result going back at your butt…By judging of the *predicted US/world state of the economy, one can only realize how much money (trillions) was *moved electronically by an army of con artists who thought themselves better than the hard working tax payers. As mentioned also in my newsletters humankind Superconscious in time and space heard our desperate cries for Mother Nature at the

A Pledge From God To You!
12/14/2008 And the list goes on and on with all the smart, educated media talking heads financial elites still wondering what went wrong with the economy and when it will be over. While religious poisoned souls affirm its surely God's wrath descending on earth this bunch of young souls can only ASSUME because none of them has been taught to master the Universal code or understand what God's true message and universal signs are all about. Their logical or religious explanations did not and will never remotely bring anyone listening to them any solid answers of the how, why and when. Consider yourself lucky dear readers, *that is if you know my predictive work and me well, because the majority of my newsletters told you all about this phenomenon and when it started and when it will end. With 99.9% of the mass *unconscious of God's universal clock there is no wonder why this humongous ignorance translated into serious fears, nonsense and a slow recovery process. But again hope seems

The Power Of Dreams
12/7/2008 Prophetic Dream Becoming a Clinical Hypnotherapist in 2003 was one of the best study I could do to uncover the creative forces of the subconscious and doing so I added more wisdom to my UCI *Unique Celestial Identity and my inner spiritual talents. Since then I realized that I could make sense not only to my own prophetic dreams, but also those of my many of my friends. Performing Astropsychology reading is my forte however doing dream interpretations on the air is something I love to engage to. Lost in Neptune's World! Once, a friend called me wondering about a particular dream she had wanting more explanations. In the dream, her boyfriend was talking to her, but his breath smell awful, and then to avoid the putrefying smell from his mouth, she politely walked outside and began to run away down the street. She tells me her upset boyfriend is now screaming at her from the porch but regardless of the distance she put between them she can still smell the h

Wtf Is Wrong With People??
Below is a shoutbox convo. Background - I used to talk to this dude (who lives across the country) on a friendly basis. He tried to make it into more, but I told him it would never work out for many reasons. I tried being nice about it. Why can't people just be friends, espically when dealing with an online relationship. He had my number so that we could talk about child custody issues...he has probably since signed his rights to his only child away considering that's what he was talking about doin. And he's going to bring my son into our conversation? Anyhow, it just pissed me off a bit. He's since been blocked and he's also blocked me. Thank goodness. Remeber to read from the bottom up...cuz I don't feel like messin with it anymore than I have. Sauced*Sha...: fuck you then u stupid bitch no wonder why ur son want to make his daddy happy and not u ->Sauced*Sha...: look...you really don't know shit about my life. no one has been given a chance in a long time. i'm being m

Freedom Of Speech Gone On The Fu
Ok all of you that know me know that I'm am really outspoken and tend to say whats on my mind. Since yesterday afternoon I've really been biting my lip and trying to keep my mouth shut. And this might get me kicked off of fubar but......Whats right is right and the shit going on with the changes on Fubar and not right at all. I love this site here I found my soul mate, love of my life Tat and I'll forever be grateful to this site for that. I also have made many great friends here as well. Me and Tat are far from well to do money wise as are a lot of other people that use this site. We didn't even have enough this year to have a Christmas dinner, With the way the economy is were lucky to pay the rent, gas etc and scrape by every week. We are both hard working people, we don't live on welfare but the way things have been for everyone even our jobs have cut hours. But we have each other and we know that there are others even worse off then ourselves so even if there's no gifts under t

Lilith's Lament
Embroidered Skies, of shattered lives, the Pandora's box still sits; Reigning supreme as the Lord of Chaos rules his throne. The edge of sanity, disappearing behind surreal curtains, as the daughters of Cassandra are called home. and once I was, and once I was, But now can be no more. To live my life by the book of the proper has stripped me of my rights. You were there, and so was he, and even still he fights. Delighted in his path towards destruction. Why does it feel to hurt, and love to threaten? Pandora is happy, so long as I am not. And once I was, and once I was, But now can be no more. Life changes, as diamonds cheapen its banal existence. And who are you to deny me! My right, My right to disrupt your little agenda planned by the diabolical jasmine that haunts the air whenever you are around. Take her crown, Pandora won't mind. Her box will claim it for her, and husband Chaos, Her

My Queen I Loffs Her
chillinbaby23: so you get now a yahoo there,, ->chillinbaby23: U AM GIVEN TO ME SEX I COM TO SEE YU? ->chillinbaby23: OH IS NICE THER? IM WANT COM THER TO SEE YU chillinbaby23: california ->chillinbaby23: WHER YOU ARE FROMP? chillinbaby23: yahoo.com ->chillinbaby23: IM FROM THE POLAND BEFOR I COM AMERICA ->chillinbaby23: OR I GO TO YAHOOID.CAM? chillinbaby23: where you from? ->chillinbaby23: I GO TO YAHOOOK.CAM? chillinbaby23: get a account on the yahoo ok,,and get the yahoo id,, ->chillinbaby23: IM SEE YOU NAKEED IF I BUY ID? chillinbaby23: i dont have it only yahoo or msn only,, ->chillinbaby23: IM WANT SEE FOR YOU ARE NAKEED MY QUEEN ->chillinbaby23: YU ARE HAVING POLSKITALK MASSANGER? hillinbaby23: its a yahoo messanger ok,, ->chillinbaby23: I BUY ONE FOR YU? ->chillinbaby23: I DO NOT KNOW WHAT IS ID ->chillinbaby23: U WIL BE MY QUEEN P[LEACE chillinbaby23: you dont have a yahoo or msn id,,too chat on me there,, ->chillinbaby23: OMGOOSHNESS YOU ARE BOOTIFUL LIKE

"put Out The Light."
“Put Out The Light” Put out the light, I think it’s best Lie beside me, touch my chest Hear my heart, feel my caress Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, I think it’s time To be as one, to make you mine To leave the world, and all the rest Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, no need to feel What in the dark, we sense is real Safe and warm, within our nest Put out the light, I think it’s best Put out the light, but not the glow The one that lives, inside your soul I would not settle, I must confess And you’d not give a measure less. Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Holidays
So, it's once again the Christmas season. Thanksgiving has passed. I sit here and think about the value of family and friends. My life would be empty with out either. This holiday season is especially tough for me since my grams died in September suddenly, which is weird because 2 weeks before she died I had seen her and hugged her and told her I loved her. I continually want to call her and talk to her and go to pick up the phone and remember that she isn't around anymore. Every time I think about her I start to cry. Even looking at pictures, jewelry, or knick knacks that she gave to me pulls at my heart. I know she is in a better place where she isn't hurting anymore, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to be selfish and have her back here where I can see her and hug her and tell her I love her. For my whole family this year has been hard. This past Thanksgiving wasn't the same because the whole family wasn't together. This Christmas is going to be really hard be

New Stuff Bout Me
Follow this link and I hope the Fubar owners don't disable the link, but I am starting this new network and want everyone and they Mother to know about it. Here it is below: http://anythingpositive4life.ning.com/profile/robertwilber

Bullet In My Mind
Bullet in my mind, chaos intertwined; running out of time I AM LOST Renegade angels watching my back. Emotions changing so fast that I'm losing track. No way to run from this, no way to hide; from the cesspool of feelings, fouling me up inside. How can I trust? Who can I reach? I'm a one woman island, stranded, on a one man beach. I used to find joy, from the simple things in life. But now I'm fending off confusing, draining strife. I cannot summon words, They are trapped inside my mind. I'm an unsolved mystery, turning heart blind. It does no good to run, no matter what I do. No matter how far I go, THERE'S NO ESCAPE FROM YOU!

"the Rigorous Thought."
“The Rigorous Thought” It sneaks in at night, in the coma of sleep And kicks at the pillow, or pulls at the sheet Composed of the broken, the abstract, the dead That rigorous thought rolling round in your head And it yanks like a hook, it pulls like a tide Hiding there in the shadows, lurking inside A flame of white heat, an itch in your back A perilous journey, from which there’s no turning back Call it inspiration, or even divine Call it a plant, because it creeps like a vine It may be a blessing, or something far worse A pure breath of life or maybe a curse Perhaps it’s a cancer for which there’s no cure Or maybe an angel, but of this I am sure Like an old panhandler there on the street It always begs coins, for something to eat A high court verdict that sent you away To a personal prison, and there you will stay It could be this thing, or maybe that A 500 pound wrestler pinning you to the mat But at least it’s persistent, at least it’s contrite Whe

Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Damn It Let It Snow!
I live in the high desert of California. Suppose to be where the weather is fairly warm even in winter. I am snowed in and haven't been to work in 2 nights. I am stranded in 4 feet of snow. The I-15 which leads to Las Vegas was shut down from Rancho Cucamonga to Stateline Nevada for 2 days. Now the roads are open, but I am trapped on my own personal road up to 4 feet, it is finally melting but turning into ice... hard ice. My husband (Resident Rattlesnake, yes ladies husband in real life) tried to shovel me out and with no success. His brother had a seizure trying to get to the propane tanks to de ice them, no luck. We have had no hot water, no way to get food, and no way for me to go to work. But, soon I will be able to. I actually live at the base of the mountain we call Wrightwood/Mountain High Ski Resort. That ski resort is where an avalance killed 3 skiers/patrolers. One of them is my tattoo artist's best friend. If you go to DarrenCoffey.com you can find out more information. So,

Just A Body
Just a Body by TC Larke Hollow out my eyes, Gut out my pride. He wants just a body with nothing inside I'm one of many not few enough and from this man, I'll never know love. He hunts in the night. So many like me and we fight him so effortlessly. Shine, oh shine as bright as I can! Got to do everything just to keep this man. His own little harem contending for his attention, anything for an honorable mention! Just tools of the trade, from one to another. Convincing yourself your his only lover. Like everyone else, you're just a fuck. He'll keep you around a while if there's any luck. No one to blame. Can't say he lied. I'm just a body, with nothing inside. -to SCA

Holiday Fun
Holiday Fun While going through my holiday stuff to decorate my tree, I couldn't help but get all tangled in it. I have lights, garland, lighted candy canes, and beads. I used the candy canes as a toy deep in my pussy. Cum see close ups of my pierced pink pussy as I open it up wide for you. I shove the beads up my huge round ass. Hope you have a Happy Holidays. Don't forget to check out my videos. I have 2 new ones and at least 1 more coming next week just in time for the Christmas vacation. It is called "Baby Oil covered Exotic Flame" I rub oil all over my luscious curves. XOXO Love XOXO Exotic Flame -- Hugs and Kisses Exotic Flame http://www.southern-charms4.com/exoticflame/main.htm

Hard 2 Handle Is Going To Kick My Ass
I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone and tell you all about these wonderful people who have made some kind of difference in my Fu Life & Real Life in one way or another the past year. Lets see, there's the nicest Woman in Red on this site, (sorry I couldn't make your pic any bigger Michele lol) my 1st Awesome Owner, My 1st & 2nd Fu Loves of my Life, My British Prime Beefcake lol, Fu's I love in Real Life, My Very Special Fu, Puddin 1 & 2 and the man who has been my Mentor & BFF. (you can guess who is who) Please go say hi and Rate, Fan & Add as they say. And as usual.... Mad Love to All xoxoxox ♥ Linda ♥ Auto's On!!! Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar *Thump☆Star*™@ fubar 1454585@ fubar Johnny GreenEyes@ fubar ICEYHOT@ fubar Stormy_eyes, fu-engaged to LiL Miss Me@ fubar Tappinit@ fubar Bikerweb

Help Her Level Up!
This wonderful lady is just 11,500 points away from leveling! She has done alot for alot of people on here and she is just plain awesome. So lets help her level up! So then she will relax and enjoy the holidays. :) Her link below *Legzz*The Pegasus Project@ fubar This brought to you by the one and only..... Carebear ~The Pegasus Project~ *T&H destroyers*@ fubar

Christmas Bully For My Friends
I just wanted to say Merry Christmas to everyone and tell you all about these wonderful people who have made some kind of difference in my Fu Life & Real Life in one way or another the past year. Lets see, there's the nicest Woman in Red on this site, (sorry I couldn't make your pic any bigger Michele lol) my 1st Awesome Owner, My 1st & 2nd Fu Loves of my Life, My British Prime Beefcake lol, Fu's I love in Real Life, My Very Special Fu, Puddin 1 & 2 and the man who has been my Mentor & BFF. (you can guess who is who) Please go say hi and Rate, Fan & Add as they say. And as usual.... Mad Love to All xoxoxox ♥ Linda ♥ Auto's On!!! Hard 2 Handle ~La*La's FuWife~@ fubar *Thump☆Star*™@ fubar 1454585@ fubar Johnny GreenEyes@ fubar ICEYHOT@ fubar Stormy_eyes, fu-engaged to LiL Miss Me@ fubar Tappinit@ fubar Bikerweb

Why Do They Have To Be So Cruel
This holiday season is not one I wish to remember. I've had a lot of things happen in the last two months that have made it impossible to be JOYful this holiday season...but I will not let it get me down. It's hard to live up to my name (Joy) but during the Christmas holiday, I have to be a Joy to someone's World. I will be that for my children, my family and my friends. I love you all. I hope 2009 will be a better year for me. Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy to the World Joy Unspeakable

Giving When It Counts
5 - Fifth Important Lesson - Giving When it Counts... Many years ago, when I worked as a volunteer at a hospital, I got to know a little girl named Liz who was suffering from a rare & serious disease. Her only chance of recovery appeared to be a blood transfusion from her 5-year old brother, who had miraculously survived the same disease and had developed the antibodies needed to combat the illness. The doctor explained the situation to her little brother, and asked the little boy if he would be willing to give his blood to his sister. I saw him hesitate for only a moment before taking a deep breath and saying, 'Yes I'll do it if it will save her.' As the transfusion progressed, he lay in bed next to his sister and smiled, as we all did, seeing the color returning to her cheek. Then his face grew pale and his smile faded. He looked up at the doctor and asked with a trembling voice, 'Will I start to die right away'. Being young, the little boy had misun

The Obstacle In Our Path
4 - Fourth Important Lesson. - The obstacle in Our Path. In ancient times , a King had a boulder placed on a roadway. Then he hid himself and watched to see if anyone would remove the huge rock. Some of the king's wealthiest merchants and courtiers came by and simply walked around it. Many loudly blamed the King for not keeping the roads clear, but none did anything about getting the stone out of the way. Then a peasant came along carrying a load of vegetables. Upon approaching the boulder, the peasant laid down his burden and tried to move the stone to the side of the road. After much pushing and straining, he finally succeeded. After the peasant picked up his load of vegetables, he noticed a purse lying in the road where the boulder ha d been. The purse contained many gold coins and a note from the King indicating that the gold was for the person who removed the boulder from the roadway. The peasant learned what many of us never understand! Every obstacle

Always Remember Those Who Serve
3 - Third Important Lesson - Always remember those who serve. In the days when an ice cream sundae cost much less, a 10-year-old boy entered a hotel coffee shop and sat at a table. A waitress put a glass of water in front of him. 'How much is an ice cream sundae?' he asked. 'Fifty cents,' replied the waitress. The little boy pulled his hand out of his pocket and studied the coins in it. 'Well, how much is a plain dish of ice cream?' he inquired. By now more people were waiting for a table and the waitress was growing impatient. 'Thirty-five cents,' she brusquely replied. The little boy again counted his coins. 'I'll have the plain ice cream,' he said. The waitress brought the ice cream, put the bill on the table and walked away The boy finished the ice cream, paid the cashier and left. When the waitress came back, she began to cry as she wiped down the table. There, placed neatly beside the empty dish, were two nickels and five pennies.. Yo

Pickup In The Rain
2. - Second Important Lesson - Pickup in the Rain One night, at 11:30 p.m., an older African American woman was standing on the side of an Alabama highway trying to endure a lashing rain storm. Her car had broken down and she desperately needed a ride. Soaking wet, she decided to flag down the next car. A young white man stopped to help her, generally unheard of in those conflict-filled 1960's. The man took her to safety, helped her get assistance and put her into a taxicab. She seemed to be in a big hurry, but wrote down his address and thanked him. Seven days went by and a knock came on the man's door. To his surprise, a giant console color TV was delivered to his home. A special note was attached. It read: 'Thank you so much for assisting me on the highway the other night. The rain drenched not only my clothes, but also my spirits. Then you came along. Because of you, I was able to make it to my dying husband's bedside just before he passed away... God bl

Cleaning Lady
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. NOW more than ever - Peace & God Bless - Pass It On.

Friendship
I'm honored to get to know some of the people that I've met on Fubar. I've had a rough couple of months and some great people have being with me and supported me. Thank you my friends from Dragonz, I love you guys. Duchess

He Is In The Middle Of Everything
This is Powerful! Center of the Bible [] Q: What is the shortest chapter in the Bible? A: Psalms 117 [] Q: What is the longest chapter in the Bible? A: Psalms 119 [] Q: Which chapter is in the center of the Bible? A: Psalms 118 [] Fact: There are 594 chapters before Psalms 118 Fact: There are 594 chapters after Psalms 118 Add these numbers up and you get 1188. [] Q: What is the center verse in the Bible? A: Psalms 118:8 [] Q: Does this verse say something significant about God's perfect will for our lives? [] The next time someone says they would like to find God's perfect will for their lives and that they want to be in the center of His will, just send them to the center of His Word! [] Psalms 118:8 'It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.' Now isn't that odd how this worked out (or was God in the center of it)? [] Before sending this I said a prayer for you. Got a

He Is In The Middle Of Everything
This is Powerful! Center of the Bible Q: What is the shortest chapter in the Bible? A: Psalms 117 Q: What is the longest chapter in the Bible? A: Psalms 119 Q: Which chapter is in the center of the Bible? A: Psalms 118 Fact: There are 594 chapters before Psalms 118 Fact: There are 594 chapters after Psalms 118 Add these numbers up and you get 1188. Q: What is the center verse in the Bible? A: Psalms 118:8 Q: Does this verse say something significant about God's perfect will for our lives? The next time someone says they would like to find God's perfect will for their lives and that they want to be in the center of His will, just send them to the center of His Word! Psalms 118:8 'It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man.' Now isn't that odd how this worked out (or was God in the center of it)? Now i would like to pray together 'Father God bless my friend in whatever it is that

Pizza Song (from A Dream)
I had a dream this morning before I woke up about a family gathering. My mom and I decided to sit down on the couch and noticed a spot on the couch and a crust on the floor. I figured that it my little cousin who made the mess and we agreed that it probably was and I started singing the chorus. And my mom thought it was catchy and because she she can sing better than me, she started belting it out to the joy of my relatives. You can clap "The Jeffersons' theme to this song. It reminds me of a 50's musical with a big black woman like Pearl Bailey or Ruth Brown or someone similar singing. Got rid of those pots n pans plates and silver none of that for my old man dialed the phone Papa's home dinner's home hot n fresh when my man gets home OH pizza! Oh pizza! that's what you do oh pizza oh pizza mister, how do you do? no shoppin' for me i am free to freshen up n rest my feet my man's got nutrition Vitamin A Vitamin B Vitamin C Vitamin D Vitamin E and

The Cleaning Lady
1 - First Important Lesson - Cleaning Lady. During my second month of college, our professor gave us a pop quiz. I was a conscientious student and had breezed through the questions until I read the last one: 'What is the first name of the woman who cleans the school?' Surely this was some kind of joke. I had seen the cleaning woman several times. She was tall, dark-haired and in her 50's, but how would I know her name? I handed in my paper, leaving the last question blank. Just before class ended, one student asked if the last question would count toward our quiz grade. 'Absolutely, ' said the professor. 'In your careers, you will meet many people. All are significant They deserve your attention and care, even if all you do is smile and say 'hello.' I've never forgotten that lesson. I also learned her name was Dorothy. NOW more than ever - Peace & God Bless - Pass It On...

About Me...
Hi everyone and thanks for the warm welcome! Just thought I'd share a little bit about me.. I'm a mom of one beautiful 2 y/o little girl who I love more than life. Technically, I am married to a very great guy, however, we are separated due to the fact that I am 100% lesbian.. sorry guys! I just heard about this site and figured I'd check it out and maybe meet some cool people. Not looking for anything serious right now, just some friends and maybe a cute chica to have some good times with. I'm an open book and I love talking to people, so feel free to ask me anything. I'm also 100% honest, so be prepared! Looking forward to hanging out at the bar!

Brain Damage
I took a hit of you, and you took me too. A part of me that'll never be. Now I'm blind and cannot see. -the damage left behind -the messes of your kind It had no right to be. You threw me all your charms, When I held you in my arms. But I couldn't be what you were needing, your accusations left me bleeding. I quit you cold-turkey after our last conversation. I wrapped myself alone in my exanimation. I started moving on, no longer alone. Next thing I know, it's you on the phone. I'm back to where I started, back to where we parted. I picked myself up and started to move on. To keep thinking of you made me a moron. Finally it happened, I found someone to love. She took your place, a better face for all my wants and needs. And yet still my heart it bleeds. When you once again reached out to me, wanting something I could never be... So I took another hit, not of you, but of coke and I took another hit,not of you, I fuckin toked. coke and toke, coke and toke

Why?
Why do people prey on people with good hearts? They know you have a good heart, they know you would do anything for them. Why lie to get money from someone? Or to get whatever it is you want? Why not be honest? Is honesty a bad thing? I don't understand it.

You Can Rise Above Reality
Friday, December 19, 2008 YOU CAN RISE ABOVE REALITY. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Courage is the power to face your difficulties. It comes from the reserves of your mind that are more powerful then any of your outside circumstances. When you recognize that you are bigger than your problems, you gain the courage necessary to overcome anything. Your obstacles will look large or small to you according to whether you are large or small. Courage is the capacity to confront what can be imagined. It gives you the ability to rise above reality. You are more important than any of your problems. Copyright 2008 www.maxsteingart.com Free Webinar => Weathering The Coming Financial Storm Free Webinar => How to Thrive in the Down Economy

Federal Bureau Of Investigation Seeking To Wiretap The Internet
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