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Waltz Uninvited....."shall We Dance..."
An uninvited feeling that renders my soul weak, another crack within my heart were my feelings escape from , they seep.... My soul, uncharted territory it remains, as though my heart fails me to feel love leaving me lonely yet again... Let me roam in the pit of my beings night, Give me light so to seek my darkness give me dark so I may seek light... Give me slow morbid music to cause me to sway, so that I may waltz with my sorrow dancing my dark life away.... as written: Twist'a Fate~

Nation Of Whimps
Judge Describes Sharon Stone as Overreacting Parent By Oliver Jones Originally posted Tuesday September 30, 2008 Sharon Stone Sharon Stone has so overreacted to her 8-year-old son's health issues that she suggested he get a Botox treatment for his smelly feet, according to the judge in the actress's custody case. In Superior Court papers, the judge also said Stone "delegates many of her parenting responsibilities to third parties" and has "simply refused" to participate in counseling unless her "schedule is accommodated and her demands are met." "Such conduct on the part of any parent ... is unacceptable and does not serve the child's best interest," the San Francisco judge writes in the document, which is a tentative statement on Stone's motion to modify custody. The judge has turned down Stone's request to move her son Roan to Los Angeles, where she lives, from his father Phil Bronstein's home in San Francisco. The actress is allowed visitation time with th

My Master..eternally His..v""v
Within the hours of dark and a lifetime of lonely, I lay in wait as I feel your presence drawing upon me, as my senses tingle, my heart begins to race, my hands finally finds themselves upon the cheeks of your face..... I await for the sting from my Master's first kiss, to bask within the dance of his eternal bliss. He Tastes of my crimson upon his lips, on his tongue, as the night draws us together to forever become as one..... As the nights essense flickered and draws to it's rear, for time passed so quickly within the embrace of my Master, my dear. Within the light of the day, I seek refuge from light, and sleep whilest I dream of the beauty I seek within the night. My Master, My lover, My eternal Life, My gift to you is my everything, my beings sacrifice... as written: Twist'a Fate

Plz Read
k heres the deal, ive been around the blok now for quite some time, eather you love me hate me or forgot about me..but hey thats just me. well ive been less than active on fubar as of late but ive decided to jump back in the mix with this new "Top Dudes" thing. Do me a fav and make sure you have my page rated. After work each night ill check my bar tab and re rate everyone who rates me and all that fun stuff..plz repost and have a great weekend.... Jeezy۞NeaNeas Husband۞@ fubar

What Pms Stands For
1. Pass My Shotgun 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4. Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8. Pimples May Surface 9. Pass My Sweatpants 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff And my favorite one........... 13. Potential Murder Suspect THE HORMONE WARNING: The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other! DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRASAFE: Have some chocolate DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Wow, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRASAFE: Have some chocolate DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up a

Hangovers
One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. You can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak and fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl wa! lks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Life would be better right now if you were home in your bed watching Lucy reruns. You've had 4 cups of coffee, a gallon of water, 3 iced teas and a diet Coke --- yet y

The Truth....
an unstoppable object meets an unmovable object the results were cosmic dust invented cosmic dust particles collide cause a chemical reaction. Cell Division And the life of god began Evolution meet Creation So Quit Fighting About It

Failure
Failure I feel it all give way Feeling like i'm just a flunk My life is starting to give out From the back and to the front Even from the left and to the right My tragedy takes over The moment you're out of sight Then you appear again Attending to my wounds But I know you'll be gone soon Like a sweet smell in the wind You are an expression of my heart It's all I know how to feel Even if I fail at everything else Your heart I seem to steal Now, I don't know what's right or wrong I don't know what to do All I can do is sit here and wait, To hear from you my favorite tune Your voice is like a symphony An unchained, unheard melody To hear you say you love me Temporarily comforts me Then I see the rain Washing across your face Tears caused by joy are fine But these were caused by pain I hate to see you sad It makes me so angry and mad For someone to hurt you like they do, so crude I can't help the way I feel I get so mad I come unglued Your voice i

Notice The Date On This Article. .
By STEVEN A. HOLMES Published: September 30, 1999 In a move that could help increasehome ownership ratesamong minorities and low-income consumers, theFannie Mae Corporationis easing the credit requirements on loans that it will purchase from banks and other lenders. The action, which will begin as a pilot program involving 24 banks in 15 markets -- including theNew Yorkmetropolitan region --will encourage those banks to extendhome mortgages to individuals whose credit is generally not good enough to qualify for conventional loans. Fannie Mae officials say they hope to make it a nationwide program by next spring. Fannie Mae, the nation's biggest underwriter of home mortgages, has been under increasing pressure from the Clinton Administration to expand mortgage loans among low and moderate income people and felt pressure from stock holders to maintain its phenomenal growth in profits. ''Fannie Mae has expanded home ownership for millions of families in the 1990's by reducing down

I Weep.....
I Weep... For all the lonely heart's, that haven't a place... For all the soul's, with their slowing pace..... For all the sorrow, we're made to keep...... I take to my knee's and gently I weep......... For your heart that blacken's, that gently break's.. For the core of your being that's saddened, hardened and ache's... For this time your heart, which has lost it's beat, I slide in my shadow's and for you there, I weep. as written: ~Twist'a Fate~

Train
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Art Of Dying
The Art of feeling the slowing heart, dying.... a body lay helpless,growing cold, left alone, crying. A weakened hand so febble, that trembles,that shake's.... Stretches out into yander,yerning death for it to take.... A cold mist of rain, slowly covers it's skin, while it lay there quivering, as the dampness sinks in.. Excepting the darkness, lifes final breath thats craved For knowone to morn it's slipping away. As Written: Twist'a Fate

It Says A Lot...
I keep'm coming to you who are real and sincere... i've seen alot over today again as I rated my 5000 pics and I received a laughing ummmm 729 which is 14% of my kick to whomever...yep not hard to figure out....it's not drama it's called giving back or are there lazy asses here hmmm?? To a certain lame group..not calling out the owner she has her reason, but the others **smh** lazyyyyy mothers!! OK I won't deny you any further..hate on them or dont rate...one male I won't call him a man cause I rated 725 of his BS and never said a word, but he blocked me instead after voting his BS for 4 weeks straight over 700 at a pop.... you will find his lame ass below!!! Here it is!! http://fubar.com/user/1691182 His Babydoll 154 Rated http://fubar.com/user/1208456 Blondi 159 http://fubar.com/user/2029749 Sunshine Princess 531 blinged 2k, but who got the bling points back plus points http://fubar.com/user/1539751 Country Girl 101 Rated http://fubar.com/user/1892123 Teddy T 494 Rat

Forgiveness
Top Six Reasons To Forgive Top Six Reasons To Forgive No one can change the past, but you do have the power to upgrade how you feel about it, and that makes all the difference. You can take your power back from all those painful memories, and make peace with your past. Forgiveness heals the guilt and the hurt, and does this quietly, privately, and thoroughly. Forgiveness does not mean that you let anyone off the hook, it means that your present happiness is more important than your past suffering. Forgiveness does not mean that you condone the hurtful things done to you, it means that you reclaim your right to run your own life. Right now those hurtful things are running your life, and how is that working for you? The people who hurt you may have ruined your yesterdays, but only you are in charge of your tomorrows. And if you feel guilt over people that you have hurt, forgiving yourself will heal you and allow you to move forward with a happier attitude and a hea

Hi All
i wanted to say hello to all my friends. ive missed u all since ive not been able to be here alot lately. well to put it simply my neighbor been cuasing alot of problems. so i havent had time since his favorite pass time is to make up lies like where i was supposively beating my duaghter in the front yard, while holding her by her hair. so thanks to one jerk who cant tell the truth if it smacked him in the face. i havent had time to enjoy all my friends on here. all becuase i dont like his child molester girlfriend, i refuse to subject my kids to a woman like that.

Who Won The Vp Debate....
Live Vote On MSN Who won the VP debate? * 475253 responses Joe Biden 52% Sarah Palin 38% Tie 4.3% Not sure 6% and If you were watching it on Fox...with over one million votes in... Paulin 86% Biden 12%....and 2% ? Guess it depends on which TV station you watch...LOL

A Truly Special Birthday!
Amber is having a Fu-Birthday party this weekend! Please fill her page with birthday rates, fans, comments, blings, and gift blasts if you feel so inspired... She is a very cool person, so get to know her. Enchant22, the Birthday Girl! Êñ¢håñ†²² ~Çº-Øwñè® @ Vålèñ'$ §åñ¢†µå®ý~ Please don't forget to rate, fan, add, bling the infamous Birthday Pimper! ~/~ Princess Leia~/~Club F.A.R.~Please leave me love!~

I Dare You To Inspire Me.
'There seems to be a kind of order in the universe, in the movement of the stars, in the turning of the earth in the changing of the seasons, but human life is almost pure chaos. Everyone takes his stance, asserts his own rights and feelings mistaking the motives of others and his own.' 'Many people die with their music still in them. Too often it is because they are always getting ready to live. Before they know it, time runs out.' 'Passion, unattended, is a flame that burns to its own destruction.' 'Tear off my face to see me smile.' 'chisel my heart out of stone I give in every time.' 'it's alright 'cause there's beauty in the breakdown.'

Just Thoughts
A waterfall in its beauty Glistens in the sunlight But as night time beckons Becomes dark and mysterious What could this waterfall Do to catch my eye My heart yearns to be The running water passing Through it, so peaceful, Pretty and Free. Then as nightfall comes The mood changes It is dark, a bit spooky To listen to the sounds All Alone. With the sounds of the water Trickling down I am All Alone With my thoughts As the sun has gone away.

The Storms
The storms from Valhalla fall Burning Winter into Autumn Closing the locks Such a striking similarity To the gints of before Make like mountains are mole hills And such is the way of men To gather at such a host The faces too vague to recognize And watch as withered vines Cower into the depths of the pacific What a glorious region Squandered into gold The storms of Valhalla fall Melting Summer into spring Drying the rivers What a mirroring experience Of the Titans of dawn Make like Oceans are bath water And such is the way of men To fondle such an image The voices so soft, so sweet And listen as birds no longer sing Flying south through eternal winter What a chilling reception Lost within stone

Bye Bye Itunes
http://www.thestandard.com/news/2008/09/30/apple-threatens-shut-down-itunes-store-over-royalty-rate-increase Apple threatens to shut down the iTunes Store over royalty rate increase An upcoming ruling by the Copyright Royalty Board could have a devastating effect on the digital music industry, according to a statement filed with the board by Apple Vice President Eddy Cue. The board is a three-judge panel that oversees, among over things, the setting of royalty rates for music sales. A decision in 1997 governed the sales of physical music products like CDs. The new decision, expected Thursday, will set royalty rates on digital music sales for the next five years. The National Music Publishers' Association wants rates increased from 66 percent, from 9 cents to 15 cents per track. Digital music stores, represented by the Digital Media Association, wants the rate lowered to 4.8 cents per track. Apple pays an estimated 70 percent of digital music revenue to record companies

Body Parts Found In Fossett Plane
Body parts found in Fossett plane Officials say they doubt anyone could have walked away from the crash US investigators say they have found body parts amid the wreckage of adventurer Steve Fossett's plane in a remote area of eastern California. The body parts, although minimal, are said to be enough to provide a DNA sample for identification testing. The 63-year-old millionaire disappeared a year ago while on a solo flight from a ranch in Nevada. A fresh search began on Wednesday after items belonging to Mr Fossett were handed in to police by a hiker. The wreckage of his plane was found near the town of Mammoth Lakes in California. Most of the fuselage had disintegrated, with engine parts scattered several hundred feet away. Click here to see a map of the area Mr Fossett vanished in September last year after taking off 90 miles (145km) away on a solo flight. Bad weather Madera County Sheriff John Anderson said the wreckage had been spotted la

If You Haven't Forgiven Yourself
If you haven't forgiven yourself something, how can you forgive others? Human perfection is an illusion. No one is perfect, nothing is perfect. In art, it is usually the flaw that makes the masterpiece more intriguing. Striving to do our best is what life is all about. The problem lies in the misguided belief that we will not be loved unless we reach the highest levels of achievement. Such beliefs create compulsive behaviors which only sap our energies, getting us nowhere. This notion is so extreme that some people will turn the joy of gardening into an obsession because they are determined to have the most manicured lawn in the neighborhood. These people behave as if mistakes or small imperfections are permanent, irreversible stains on their carefully cultivated images. When we relinquish the neurotic need to be perfect, we are freed of the pressures of sainthood and can learn from our mistakes instead of being destroyed by them. Love what you love with a passion. Perfection i

Duh!!
http://www.switched.com/2008/10/02/bank-robber-gets-away-with-the-help-of-craigslist/ Bank Robber Gets Away With the Help of Craigslist The FBI and law enforcement officials in Monroe, Washington are searching for a man who robbed a bank and made a getaway down a nearby creek on an inner-tube. Seriously. Investigators believe the thief may have employed the help of decoys recruited on Craigslist. The suspect is described as a white male about 25 years old and between 5' 7" and 5' 10." He was wearing a blue shirt and and a dust mask, which appears to have been essential to the heist. An ad placed on Craigslist searching for road workers is now at the center of the investigation. The ad asked more men to show up at a site near the bank just before the robbery took place. The respondents were asked to wear safety vests, goggles, blue shirts, and face masks, just like the suspect was wearing. No one ever showed up to meet these hired 'road workers,' leading to the th

Tweedledum And Tweedledee, Through The Looking-glass
A brief quotation . . . “The time has come,” the Walrus said, “To talk of many things: Of shoes—and ships—and sealing wax— Of cabbages—and kings— And why the sea is boiling hot— And whether pigs have wings.” ------------------------------ Lewis Carroll [Charles Lutwidge Dodgson] (1832–1898), British writer, mathematician. Through the Looking-Glass, “Tweedledum and Tweedledee,” (1872).The Columbia World of Quotations. New York: Columbia University Press, 1996. www.bartleby.com/66/. [Date of Printout].

What Is It That Makes A Woman Beautiful?
What is it that makes a woman beautiful? Is it their curves that are shaped oh so right? Or is it how they hold us so close And hug us so nice and tight Could it be their beautiful eyes? That shine like the stars up above Or how their sweet smile tends to Glow with the light of their love? Is it how they can create life? A miracle that only they can bestow What is it makes a woman beautiful? Will we ever really know? - Me

Say A Little Prayer
First off let me begin with THANK YOU to all of you who took the time to wish me Happy Birthday! I honestly appreciate it. It was probably one of the worst days of my life but ty! my mom had picked up my oldest son to take us to lunch for our birthday (its his birthday today too) and as she was stepping up to go into the Cafe her leg broke and she fell. She has a compound fracture and will be having surgery tomorrow to repair it. Rods and pins and maybe a total knee replacement. So yeah great day. If y'all can please keep my mom in your thoughts and prayers. I appreciate it. It sure seems when it rains in my world it pours! Im so in need of an emotional breakdown its unreal. But Im keepin on keepin on.

Caa #40
A friend of mine is having a hard time and a little bit of trouble. She ask that we pray for angel strength and endurance. I also ask that we add angel healing and love in with this so that it will help her get through these trying times. Doc

One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime... An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, be able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart - and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days" The angel moved closer and touched the woman. "But you have made her so soft, Lord." "She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also

How To Treat A Woman
How to treat a Woman Love and cherish her each and every day Show your love for her in so many different ways Always have something special to say Let your heart not your hormones lead the way Respect her heart and treat it with care Show her that you will always be there If she is tired lay her down and massage her feet Wake up early to make her a breakfast treat Give all your love and support, keep everything steady When she is upset have your arms open and ready Hold her tight when you sense her fear Surprise her with flowers any time of the year Most of all make sure she never feels alone Give her a special gift or even write her a poem (Who me? Never!!!! Lol) Always be yourself right from the start Tell her you love her and that she has your heart - Me

I Have To Vent
fuck its fun and shit to get bling and gifts on here and i normally keep my list small (for a fucking reason) if you beg for shit GET OFF MY FUCKING LIST (or i can do it for you) if you think i owe you something on here...GET THE FUCK OFF MY LIST i am so tired of the users on here and i can normally take a lot of jokes and a lot of play but i am mad and i have a fucking headache and i dont need this shit

Scrap Paper Poem
There is a realization of mental insecurity A crossing such that feet whisper in passing A minor matter of finding the round peg Spinning it gently Between callused fingers Enjoying all the peculiarities It becomes a fascination of thoughtful interaction At times provocative A seduction perhaps All the while knowing Just what slot it fits best!

Help
i need new people to talk to and im on im alot so it would be nice if people im'ed me on yahoo mess my im is redparktiger@yahoo.com hot me up im up late and gettin off here soon like now thanks hope to chat soon

Two Clicks....5 Seconds Of Your Time
Take 5 second and 2 clicks of your time to please stop and rate this pic. Any rate will do. For those that would like to help out further take a moment or two longer and drop a comment or two. Every little bit helps out!

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 4
Master and Mistress awoke from their naps around 4:00 in the afternoon. They saw that we had cleaned the cabin to their satisfaction and allowed us to take naps as well in the bedroom in the basement. It was a much needed rest for the both of us and we both fell asleep as soon as our heads hit the pillows. It only seemed like minutes when we were awakened by Mistress Susan's voice. "Wake up sleepy heads, we have a long night ahead of us and you haven't even begun cooking dinner yet." Soon Kim and I were in the kitchen cooking what seemed like a feast. Master and Mistress had set all the food out so all we had to do was prepare it. It wasn't so bad, but it felt like we were cooking for an army. After we had finished with the dinner preparations Kim and I were lead back down to the basement. Mistress and Master once again fitted us with wrist and ankle restraints. They pulled out our butt plugs gave us each an enema and reinserted them. Then they made sure our collars were fi

Visit To The Cabin Ch. 2 & 3
It seemed more like days instead of hours when Master Jonathan and Mistress Susan came back down into the dungeon. We heard their footsteps way before we heard their voices. We were both uncomfortable in this kneeling position and we had begun to ache from being in the one position too long. "Well my little pets. How are we doing this evening? I hope you are hungry because we have brought you both some dinner." Mistress Susan was the first to speak. "And we want you to have plenty of strength for night ahead," Master Jonathan interjects. Master Jonathan releases me from my bonds and Mistress Susan releases Kim. "Well how does my cum taste now slave?" My response must have been too slow to Master Jonathan and he slaps me across the ass. "How does my cum taste now slave?" I wasn't sure how to answer, "Sweet Master." I said hesitantly "Well get used to it slave because you will be tasting plenty of it this week. It might be mine or it might be one of our many guests."

Visit To The Cabin
The ride to the cabin became more exciting by the minute. It was only a three hour drive, but it seemed to take Kim and I forever on this trip. We knew that Jonathan and Susan, two of our best friends, had arrived a day earlier and were prepared for our arrival. We had met Jonathan and Susan about a year ago at a local swing club that we joined and hit it off immediately. Kim was immediately attracted to Jonathan and I to Susan. We are both sure it was purely physical since Jonathan stood 6'2" and was in incredible shape. He had the muscular build and six-pack abs that I had been working towards for quite some time. With blonde hair and deep blue eyes he was the envy of a lot of the guys in our club. Susan was no slouch herself, at a slim 5'8" and a figure to die for she has shoulder length brown hair and haunting dark-brown, almost black eyes. We are not sure what drew them to us. We are what you would call an average couple in average shape, but I consider Kim very attractive at 3

To: Jolita Miller / From: Sue Miller
(This is a poem that my friend asked me to post in honor of her mom who died on October 2, 2001. It is her message to her beloved mother!) ~ ROCK ME TO SLEEP ~ Backward, turn backward, O time in your flight, make me a child again, just for tonight. Mother, come back from the echoless shore, Take me again to your heart as of yore; Kiss from my forehead, the furrows of care, smooth the few silver threads out of my hair. Over my slumbers, your loving watch keep; Rock me to sleep, Mother - Rock me to sleep! Over my heart, in the days that are flown, no love like mother-love ever has shone; No other worship, abides and endures faithful, unselfish and patient like yours; None like a mother, can charm away pain from the sick soul and the world weary brain. Slumber's soft calm, o'er my heavy lids creep; Rock me to sleep, Mother - Rock me to sleep! Mother, dear Mother, the days have been long since I last listened to your lullaby song; Since then, an

Welcome Home Master
He unlocks the door and enters His home. The workday quickly flows from His body. His troubles seem to melt away. A rye smile creeps over His face. Anticipation fills His veins. He dumps His keys and briefcase on the bench, cracks His knuckles, and heads to the pantry. He slides the door open and let's it bang against the inner wall, knowing it can be heard from below. A pause ... Reaching down, He lifts the floor mat slightly and reveals a steal "O" ring in the floor. Steadying Himself, He lifts the the ring ... opening the trap door with a long slow creeking. He traverses the ladder like wooden steps down the tight opening. His pathway illuminated by candles. At the bottom a small alcove with two shelves and several pegs and hooks. On the smaller shelf, the uppermost shelf, sits a tumbler, filled with ice, Jack Daniels and coke. He lifts the glass to His lips and takes a sip. "Good girl" he thinks as the last of the day washes from His mind. On the pegs before Him hang Hi

Kat's Inequities
kat knelt naked at the front door glancing at the clock as she waited. He would be home any minute and she felt her breaths begin to come faster. She looked down making certain her thighs were spread wide apart and her breasts high. She could already feel the wetness between her legs growing and smiled to herself as she watched her nipples harden and stand erect. She held her collar in her hands, the silver one with the silver padlock and His crop lay on the floor before her. Craig had phoned to tell her He was coming home earlier than usual. Kat frowned a little and felt some apprehension because He normally didn't do that. She wondered why He had told her to meet Him in position with His crop waiting for Him. She searched her day's activities in her mind to see if she had disobeyed Him in any way; what did she do today? Suddenly she felt sick to her stomach as she realized she HAD disobeyed. But how could Craig possibly know what she had done? His words of two days echoed loudl

Rip Bridget Anne
Today marks three months since I lost my sweet Angel. I lost her at 19 weeks due to an incompetent cervix. I lost her on July 2nd 2008. I still hurt everyday thinking about her. I still think of the what if's and the could be's but I'll never be able to know them. At least I can know and remember her face, her hands, and her feet. I can remember the touch of her skin and the love and pain she brought to our family. Rest in peace Bridget. Your family loves you..

Ready To Quit
I love my job. It's almost exactly what I want to be doing with my life. The only problem is that the supervisors are making things so awful for all of us that I am just about ready to quit. And I'm not the only one feeling this way. It's a new program, I'll admit it. But our supervisor doesn't do her fucking job. She's supposed to have everything ready for us by the time we get in. Instead, we're constantly having to call to find out what's going on. I can't go into everything that is wrong with it; it would take me all day to do that. The bottom line is that she's gone to the head honcho and told her that oh, we have it easy over there (when in fact she has never spent more than 15 minutes with us), and that basically we're a bunch of complainers. We were told at the start to voice any concerns we may have. Now that she's gone and labeled us as such, the boss won't listen to our concerns...not that she probably would have in the first place, but we might have had a better c

Happy Birthday Kelly Ann
kelly_ann_ Proud member of Club United!!@ fubar HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!!!!!! WE LUV YOU!!!!!!!! LETS MAKE THIS AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY FOR THIS AMAZING LADY…SHOW HER ALL THE LUV SHE DESERVES!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Rip Lee- Can't Believe It Happened
My ex-fiance died last Saturday. I had not seen or talked to him in two months. And now I miss him like crazy and will never again see or hear from him. He was good at acting goofy to make me laugh- but usually after he made me cry. I don't understand why God just couldn't let him live long enough to let him get back on his feet. I really expected to talk to him again, but he made me stressed and I just thought that in a year or two we could be friends again. Guess I thought wrong. When I look at his last blog it breaks my heart to hear what he said about me. But now I would try harder and love stronger. Guess it's something you just can't fix :(

When Their Is No Where To Run
Wipe away the tears and the negativity that is inside Their is something greater that does exist and reside The pain and stress will never go away Just like me, who will always be there for you to stay Pressure is looming, future appears dooming like so If you let it be this way it will for sure grow Their is no need to make wishes in the wishing well Greatness is your fortune indeed some can tell The IQ levels off the charts, and a dream that is alive Their is no way of failure, no such of a dive Not everything is right and fair At least you have my love and care Standing beside you in the sun or rain Will always do my best to soothe your worries that drive you insane Many things are rolling in your mind Challenges and obstacles at times so easily to find The school year is young as a morning day Just stay calm and the problems will go away Life it self can leave the soul black and blue When ever you need me I will be there for you All the things you have

Poor Sonja
Mistress Martine and Master Jack watched as their slave sonja stretched out her muscles in their little dungeon. They believed that a fit slave was more fun to use and more flexible. "You see Jack," Martine gestured with her hand. "Now that long stringy hair will not get in the way." Jack had to laugh. He knew Martine had been jealous of sonja's long and very pretty blonde hair. "Okay girl, crawl to me." Sonja crawled across the carpet to her Master and assumed his favorite position with her lips resting on the toe on his shoes, her knees open wide, her ass raised up. "Lick," Jack said. Quickly, sonja used her tongue to lick and clean the top of his shoe. Jack nudged her over to the other one. She cleaned it as well. "Such a good girl," Jack said as he patted her on the head. Martine smiled at him. She was ready for a good time tonight. Martine walked over to the table and said, "Here bitch." Sonja crawled over to her. "Up here, girl." Sonja, not looking i

The Dungeon
When we finished making love last night, I was lying atop of you – you on your stomach – my cock buried in you from the rear. We both were so tired that we dropped off to sleep – me lying on top of you – covering you so that you would not be chilled – my cock still hard and erect inside you although my ball sack had just been sucked dry by the milking muscles of your velvet sheath. The day dawns – scarcely moving throughout the night – we were just as we fell asleep. My cock – still rock hard? No, surely my erection had subsided during the night. Then I felt your pulses! You were squeezing - then releasing my cock with your pussy muscles. You were the reason my cock was again hard. I leaned further up your back and began kissing you on that special spot between your shoulder and your neck – that spot that makes you squirm – and you did – pushing your firm butt back against me – and I began fucking you. Pulling my cock almost out – then plunging it back in – back and forth – in mo

The Dungeon
I lie awake looking up at the ceiling, gazing into the darkness. I'm startled by the sound of footprints coming towards my room. As they reach the door, I shudder not knowing who or what it might be. As I watch the knob on the door turn, I become frightened. Lying naked and helpless in my bed watching, the door begins to open. My tanned frame is curled into a ball on the bed, breathless; afraid I watch. The door swings open wide, my eyes searching and trying to see the entrance. A dark tall muscular shape appears. My eyes adjust. I smile and unfold my body, moving to my hands and knees on the bed. The form in the doorway is my Master, a very handsome man. Master's tall masculine frame walks to the chest of drawers. I begin to feel the burning in my belly, the sensation of wanting the man that owns me to take and use his property as she should be used. I watch. He takes from the drawer some handcuffs and a few other items. My eyes become big wondering what he has planned. My eyes

Changes
Many of my friends have been wondering where I went to or what is going on well. I moved to be with ken. And I'm very happy and enjoy the life we are startin. He is the best man I've ever meet by far. He can make my day brighter in a momment. I'm no longer in Tennessee, I'm now in MO an I'm stayin here. So you want to be friends still thats kewl no issues I just moved on with my life. So that's where I am. Love tress

Yes, My Lord
Lord Winchester sat at his ornate desk and mulled over the account ledgers in front of him. As owner and manager of one of the largest estates in Northumberland, Winchester had to be knowledgeable in many fields. A good head for business matters was just as important as knowing which crops to plant and when to plant them or which stallion to breed to which mare. Winchester's voracious appetite for sex peaked when he was at his country estate. Perhaps it was the fresh air or the wholesome country food, but it was more likely the presence of a large female staff - much larger than was customary - who were available to him at the snap of his fingers. An important part of their jobs was to cater to the Lord of the Manor's voracious sexual appetite. They were exceptionally well paid to entertain Lord and Lady Winchester and their decadent friends, and they carried out their duties with enthusiasm. After making one final bookkeeping entry, Winchester pushed the ledgers aside and stroll

Punished By The Machine
i am awakened by the sensation of a silk scarf being tightened around my head, over my eyes. i try to move my hands only to discover that You have chained them to the bedposts. "Good morning my pet," You purr, stroking my naked body with your strong hands. "Good morning Master," i reply, giving my wrists another experimental tug. "Have i done something wrong this morning Master?" "I'm afraid so, my pet," you reply. "you did not remember to set the alarm clock last night before falling asleep. I missed work, and you did not wake up to make me breakfast this morning." my heart leaps in fear and guilt. Although Your voice holds no anger, i know you must be furious with me. Master never yells, he just delivers punishments with a heavy hand. "i--i'm so s-sorry, M-Master," i stutter, beginning to tremble in terrified anticipation of my punishment. "May this slut suck your cock to show You how sorry she is?" You do not answer, but deliver a sharp backhanded blow across my ch

The Play Party
She darted around the kitchen finishing up the horderves. She had everything almost ready. It was about time for her to prepare herself. This was the first time that they had hosted a play party. They had been part of the local group for almost a year, but it wasn't until they got their new house, complete with a custom basement dungeon that they felt the time was right to host a party. The knot gnawing at the pit of her stomach increased exponentially each moment that passed. She would be the hostess for the first time, so all eyes would be on her. As such, she was sure that her Master had something in mind. She did not know what it was, but that uncertainty added to the rapidly expanding knot in her gut. From behind, his strong arms wrapped around her waist. Instinctively, she leaned back into the warmth and comfort of his embrace. She closed her eyes and let his presence overwhelm her. It soothed the knot in her gut. "It smells delectable, little one." "Thank you, Master

The Initiation Of Slut Emilie
One evening I was plugging away on the Lit Personals Board when I came across Emilie. She was a 'Virgin' poster, English, from French parents, about 26 and a designer, living near Bristol. She said in her profile that she was bi and liked to be dominated. I emailed her, (along with half a dozen other guys I later discovered) saying that if she fancied some fun I was her man. Her reply was short and curt, but I duly tried again and this time she said that she was interested in corresponding with me. After this we chatted regularly using Hotmail. It became quickly apparent that Emilie wanted more than just to be dominated but she wanted a Master. This was not something new to me. Emilie told me that she liked to be pinned down and held captive. She even admitted that her previous Master had urinated on her and even made her sit it her own piss for hours at a time. She said that her ultimate enjoyment is to have an enema and then fucked from behind doggy style. Her previous Master h

Kelly Bday 2
kelly_ann_ Proud member of Club United!!@ fubar HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!!!!!! WE LUV YOU!!!!!!!! LETS MAKE THIS AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY FOR THIS AMAZING LADY…SHOW HER ALL THE LUV SHE DESERVES!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Another Lesson Learnt
It had been three long days since Master had checked my piercings, and after being satisfied that they were healed, had placed the small gold lock through the rings and locked it securely in place. Knowing I still had four days until his return from his business trip before my needs would be relieved was driving me crazy and as I reach down and play gently with the lock my mind wonders to the thought of removing the lock and relieving myself. Surely Master would never know, and I had seen where he had hidden the key and it would only be the once, I reasoned with myself... The thought of disobeying Master and getting away with it was making my pussy wetter by the minute and my fingers start to rub gently on my clit making it throb a little and a shudder surges through my body. Standing I walk slowly to the cupboard across from the bed and open the top draw and search through the play toys before spying the key tucked away under a box. Taking the key and the large vibrating d

Kidnapped And Traded
There is a knock at the door. I open the door and return to my Masters side as you enter the room. Master moves forward to enter. Behind him is a young girl in hand cuffs. Master moves forward to inspect her. Kneeling at my Master's side, I look up and inspect the new slave that is going to brought into my home. I am quite irritated that I am going to have to follow her orders as well as Master's even though I have been here longer. I look up at you briefly, examining you and smile widely before looking away hoping that my Master did not see. You follow me with your eyes as you remain calm while Master examines the new slave and I sigh softly as I realize that Master is to engrossed with His new slave to notice my slight disobedience. Walking behind me, you touch my back, mimicking the way Master is examining the new one. As you touch my back, I shiver uncomfortably; not liking you touching me in the same manner that Master is touching the girl. I look at Master, trying to get his a

Disgrace
Master stood and looked at His treasurer, at His rose. The girl that lay before Him, naked, covered in a soft twilight, reflecting from the moon's electric light. He looks, she sleeps. She sleeps, peacefully and contently. But it was morning and Master was not happy. The way that He saw it was that He was standing there with a cup of coffee that He had brewed. Lazy wench He thinks, she knows the rules. As part of her service, she gets up and tends to Master's needs, and that includes the early morning coffee. He stands there, He twitches, He gets cross because He sees His girl asleep, whilst He has been up and alone. His night had been broken, through very bad sleep, His football team had had a succession of losses. He was grumpy and irritable and because His girl had not awoken to His presence, which in turn, intensified His position. He stood in the doorway with coffee for two. The aroma filled the bedroom, His delicate treasure began to stir. He progressively moved forward,

So Called Friends
here is the situation i a had a dear fu-buddy...he was one of the few ppl i could talk to about anything. i told him stuff about me not even my real friends know. lets just say i trusted more than i should have. one day he started making comments about my real best friend so i told him to go talk to her and i told her bout him. well it was all great we 3 were havin our fun. then everything changed.. he started telling me stuff i did not want to hear about her and makin me kinda uncomfortable. it went on for months i took what i could until i reached my breaking point one day. we were fightin a lil bit and he threw shit i trusted him with in my face and it hurt...he had no right throwing that card at me. to me it seemed like he was judging me because i had a few ppl i had my fun with..as did he. to me it was like it was ok for him to have his fun and not me. well i figured what it all comes down to is he used me to get to my best friend and its takin a toll on our friendship. its gone p

Marielle's Punishment
Master Leon stood in the doorway, his slave sleeping soundly on the bed with her mistress. One would expect them to be curled together, but this was not the case, however the sight before him was quite erotic. With that mere thought, Master Leon felt his cock stir. He looked at his wife sleeping quietly between their slave's legs. Marielle was shackled spreadeagle on their bed, naked, sans for the clamps on her nipples and slave bells around her ankle. Mistress Daphne started to stir, turning her head a bit to look behind her, grinning slightly as a gentle blush crept across her cheeks. She stands, walking over next to her husband and whispers softly in his ear, "I think I might have worn her out. I didn't mean to." Leon just laughed, a loud, hearty, guffawing laugh, loud enough to wake the dead. Marielle jumped, waking suddenly, the metal from the cuffs clanking against the steel headboard. Leon walked over to the bed, looking down at the girl, right into her eyes. She bit her l

The Vices Debate
So far Sarah Palin's only real "OH LOOKEEE THAT BOO BOO" was when she referred to Joe Biden as Senator O'Biden. Joe Biden likes to refer to himself as "Joe Biden", and he likes to call Barak Obama simply Barak. I have no idea what that means. I think it's some ego thing. I like Sarah Palin's confidence and she does seem like "one of us". Joe Biden says he hangs out alot at Home Depot. He must be busy looking for carpet or possibly blinds for the White House, thereby assuring the nebulous "CHANGE" so fervently promised. And back to watching I go...

Marielle Hangs
The girl hung from a harness in the center of the dungeon, ankles and wrists cuffed together, secured to a hook from the ceiling. She was swinging gently from the harness, thinking to herself that she was not really enjoying this. She would never utter a word of complaint, yet hanging from the ceiling of the dungeon for hours at a time was not on the top of her list of favorite things to do. She stilled as she heard the door to the dungeon open, completely unable to see whether Master Leon or Mistress Daphne had entered, or if one of the other girls had been sent in to punish her more. "Marielle, Mistress Daphne has asked me to come join you. I am to kneel on the floor beneath you but we are not allowed to chat." A girl moved across the dungeon, kneeling down on the marks on the floor. She rested back on her heels as she laid her hand, palm up, upon her creamy thighs. Her thighs slid apart automatically, and anyone watching would know this was not the first time she had been in this

Waiting
Dressed in a black PVC trench coat with the outfit her Master had her wear every Thursday on underneath, Dinah knocked twice (the number of times her Master had told her to) on the door to his tenth-storey flat. She waited the long minutes until He answered the door. He always made her wait... the thoughts of what might happen tonight swimming through her mind. He didn't smile as he opened the door and ushered her in. "Today, slave, we will be in the dungeon," He told her. The dungeon was a large room Master had had specially adapted. Dinah walked down the hallway and entered the dungeon. She stood in the middle of the room, her posture perfect, hands by her side, chin up. Master made her wait again. She wondered what He was doing. Was He having a drink? Smoking a cigarette? Or just standing outside the door, enjoying making her wait? Knowing that the expectation was making her crazy. That her nipples were hard, her stomach tight with longing, her cunt tingling and wet. Master

Dungeon
She was so nervous; tonight was the night Master was presenting her to his group of friends. She knew this night was very important to Master, so she carefully prepared herself just the way Master had instructed. She very carefully washed herself, with the soap that Master instructed her to use. She made sure her body was free of any hair. She put on the scent that Master liked the best. Just lightly, enough to make her feel a little Feminine. She slipped into the outfit that Master had chosen; it was a short skirt, with a slit up the side, and a halter style top. It was in a beautiful shade of emerald green that showed off her red hair and fair coloring. She was ready at the time Master told her to be. She knew to be late would not be good. She had been with him for about a month now, and this would be the first time she would be presented to his friends in public. She had met a few of his friends during the past week, but none as important as the ones she would be meeting tonight.

True Punishment
Laying face-up on the bondage table, thick leather cuffs at the wrists and ankles, taut chains linking the cuffs to bolts underneath the table's upholstered top, held in place as the hydraulics slowly position the table to about a sixty-degree angle... This is what i have longed for all day, ever since the bus collided with a semi on the way to work at 7AM, making me over three hours late since i - along with the thirty other passengers - had to stay behind and be interviewed by the police... and I was the last to be interviewed. Everyone on the bus was alright, but it was not a good way to start the day, and it left me in a somewhat-foul mood all day long. i knew that this is exactly what i needed to help to improve my spirits. He knew as well. When i returned home from work - three hours late to make up for the lost time in the morning - the red whip was waiting on the small table in the entryway of our small home. i knew what i was to do, and hurried to our windowless, soundpr

Can't Stop Thinking Of You
This was a typical day in the lives of the Braxton family. Chris went to work. The kids went to school. Trish was doing her chores. Before leaving for work Chris laid her some clothes out. He wanted her to wear her short blue jean skorts and a white short tank top shirt to do her chores in. She had only a navy blue thong underneath with no bra. Before leaving for work he kissed her then whispered, “Whose is it?” She looked at him and smiled. “It’s Yours Master” “Very good my precious.” Chris was at work and as hard as he tried he could not stop thinking of her. He was thinking of how she would be bending over and stretching doing her chores in her little skorts and tank top. He woke up this morning with the thoughts of staying home all day and keeping her in the dungeon and him doing all sorts of things to her but work wouldn’t allow such a great day. While at work the more he thought about her the more it drove him crazy. He couldn’t leave today and go see her at lun

Flow And Babble..v""v
The pop of a head when the axe hits it squared, the sight of it's nostrils as they become flared... The scent of its carcass as it starts to decay, turning gray and matted as time rotts it away .... See's no movement, yet movement i see, the maggots are feasting and consuming thee... Black feathers flying,while vultures peck the bone, tearing you to pieces until your eventually gone.... the wind begins to howl and the sky turns to gray, blowing her raven black hair about her face away ... lurking for shadows to slip in and about ... waiting to catch a morsel running around. peering from the dark,tongue tracing her lips from one corner to the next she quietly slips... awaiting to have you within her tight grip, to taste of your crimson shes awaits to indulge in a sip. as written: Twist'a Fate

The New Bling
There have been new, special types of bling released today. Limited-Edition Bling These bling are in a limited number, site-wide. If you were given one, consider yourself special. K.I.T.T., 1 credit A-Team Van, 3 credits General Lee, 5 credits Pink Diamond, 35 credits Game-breakin' Bling These bling are "activated abilities" on your Fubar account. They will modify how your account works for a set period of time. Auto-11's, 10 credits: For the next 24 hours, when something of yours is rated 1 through 10, it counts as an 11 and you get points accordingly. If something of yours is rated an actual 11, you get twice the points for it. Ninja Mode, 25 credits: For the next 3 hours, you don't show up on "recently viewed" lists when browsing profiles, photos, mumms, stash, or anything else that leaves a trail. Bling on, people.

Kellys Bday 1
kelly_ann_ Proud member of Club United!!@ fubar HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!!!!!!! WE LUV YOU!!!!!!!! LETS MAKE THIS AN AMAZING BIRTHDAY FOR THIS AMAZING LADY…SHOW HER ALL THE LUV SHE DESERVES!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Punching Walls Again
coming home today was bliss how good i have gotten at smiling thru the tears. i work through life without your help do you know how fucking hard it is to raise two kids alone? do you know how bruised my fists have become i rage at the walls cuz they are the only things that hear... they hear my tears, they bleed my pain, they cringe at my rage you have no idea the depths of the damage you have caused, nor do you care fuck you fuck you fuck you there is no one else to hear

One Of My Favorite Poems "the Raven"
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door— Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;— vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow— sorrow for the lost Lenore— For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore— Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me— filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door— Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door;—

Look Around
It occired to me today that if every one whould take a momemnt and look around them they would see people every were needs help.If you would just take 5 minuets to help some one today and if everone would do the same we would have a peacefull world.So spread to your fellow man show someone you dont know that there are still nice people out there >try it and lets see how much of a difference we can make

Lynns Promo Bully
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Obama Vs. Mccain - Round 1
Ok so, many people don't know that I'm very much into politics. Surprise! I watch every debate, I read up on the past of the candidates, review current issues, etc. You name it, I do it. Why am I telling you this? Because I want your input on this election. Who do I want to be president? Barack Obama. I do not agree with everything he says, don't get me wrong, but I do prefer him over John McCain. Personally I think McCain is a pompous asshole, but hey, that's me. I love the fact that Obama wants to do off shore drilling. It will take approximately 10 years for us to even notice a difference, but you'd be surprised at how quickly that 10 years will go. Another thing that I like about Obama is that he is intelligent. Don't get me wrong, McCain is a smart man, but he thinks that Obama is not experienced enough. Ok, well has McCain looked at his running mate lately? Two years is NOT enough experience to be a VP. Sorry. In my own opinion, intelligence comes before experience. You h

Love Or Lost?
Is there love without loss? Are you in love right now? Or have you lost? I feel both. What a shame... And they say better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all? What a crock. Maybe this will help describe more of what I mean.. Major Props to anyone who gets it. Dejeuner du matin il a mis le cafe dans la tasse il a mis le lait dans la tasse de cafe il a mis le sucre dans le cafe au lait avec la petite cuiller il a tourne il a bu le cafe au lait et il a repose la tasse sans me parler il a allume une cigarette il a fait des ronds avec la fumee il a mis les cendres dans le cendrier sans me parler sans me regarder il s'est leve il a mis son chapeau sur sa tete il a mis son manteau de pluie parce qu'il pleuvait et il est parti sous la pluie sans une parole sans me regarder et moi j'ai pris ma tete sure mes mains et j'ai pleure. Pretty much describes how I feel.

Label Me/hate Me
go ahead, label me...i dont care anymore im tired of living for others.. i am going back to my old ways i have nothing to prove to anyone anymore. i'm not important enough to care about leave me be, i dont care anymore

Balance
I like to have fun. No, I love to have fun. But I like to work hard, and the reward for that is playing hard. How does one classify fun? Are there more than a few ways we have fun? Lets start with the obvious...... hanging out, going to the bar, meeting people, sporting events and concerts. But what else do you consider fun? Family fun? I do. Small things, like when my three year old tells me the colors the leaves are changing into, a cup of hot chocolate with a good book and a warm blanket, visiting, and opening presents. What makes you smile? A hot girl peeking at you across the bar? A butterfly landing on your shoulder? Has anyone forgotten the little things?

Saying Goodbye To Hawaii
THOUGHT I WOULD NEVER SAY THIS BUT DAMN I AM GLAD TO BE LEAVING HAWAII..I LOVE THIS PLACE AND WHERE I WAS BORN AND RAISED BUT I AM GLAD THAT IMMA BE LEAVING..NO MATTER WHERE I GO HAWAII WILL ALWAYS BE MY HOME AND WHERE MY FAMILY IS BUT THERE COMES AND TIME IN MY LIFE TO SAY I AM GOING TO DO THIS ON MY OWN..I AM LEAVING THE ISLAND ON THE 10TH OF OCT AND GOING TO KENTUCKY FOR GOOD I THINK OR TIL I WANNA MOVE AGAIN..JUST WANNA START OVER AND EVERYTHING NEW AND LEAVE ALL THE BULSHIT ASS DRAMA BEHIND..BUT I AM NOT LEAVING FUBAR..JUST YET.

Politics And Media
Can't stand all the election crap. Pointing fingers, tripping over selves in speeches, videos, and blame everywhere. No matter what any candidate says about Bush, what people need to understand is that Bush alone didn't get us to where we are now. He had help, his advisors, Cabinet, and gee a whole bunch of people named CONGRESS. Guess what? Both candidates are a part of that. No matter which way they have voted, they have taken part in how we are today. And we have no one to blame except ourselves. We as a general public voted for not only George Bush TWICE but the House Reps and Senators. No one ever remembers this when things go wrong, but are happy to say they voted for their leaders when the economy is up. I hope the pandemonium surrounding an election year sickens you as well as me.

Friends
Where is the realizm in friends? Are we all just a number here? Can we actaully prove that friends do exsist here or outside our immediate world? I came here hoping to create friends that maybe would actaully be friends. Instead I see that this remains a point system only.... Friends are just 10's or 11's, or just a hotty or equivelant, with no communication, or just a meat rack. Wow. It is amazing to what the world has became, that we consume everyday here with nothing more in mind than to become a 10 or an 11. I have friend swho say there friends in real life and actually show that they are, by being active wether by email or phone and hangin' out. It also can be accomplished as well here. So whats up with people in general. I guess if this is all you want is to be a fictional number and nothing more, ok. I myself prefer real friends and fans, that actually show that, by visiting and or returning often to say.... How are things and such, not just leaving rediculous comments and or ru

Kings Of Leon - Sex On Fire
Wish this was about my life, lol Live Version Lay where you're laying Don't make a sound I know they're watching They're watching All the commotion ? Has people talking Talking You Your sex is on fire Dark of the alley The breaking of day Head while I'm driving I'm driving Soft lips are open Them nuckles is pale Feels like you're dying Your dying You Your sex is on fire And so Were the words to transpire Hot as a fever Rattling bones I could just taste it Taste it But it's not forever But it's just tonight Oh we're still the greatest The greatest The greatest You Your sex is on fire You Your sex is on fire And so Were the words to transpire And you Your sex is on fire And so Were the words to transpire

Voting
Why is everything turned around to make it racial or sexist? If Obama doesn't get elected, then the so called experts say its racial and we all know that McCayn chose his running mate to try and get the womens vote. Why can't people vote for the person and not the color of his/her skin and their sex? Besides I feel the vote isn't by the people anymore and i'm not a communist. Think back to the Gore/Bush election. Gore won the PEOPLES vote but who made it in? I'm not saying Gore would have been any better but it proves the peoples vote means nothing.

The Sexiest Guy On Fubar Contest
Hey Guys you need to check SHE JUST WANTS TO BE 2ND ALARM HOTT....., there is a contest going on for the sexiest guy on fubar, if you are up to the task check it out, lost of gift to be won.

Vacation Pics
I just got home today from Mexico I'll post pics soon as I can But I have more pics than I have room for here right now Has anyone gone on a cruise and come home from it feeling like the ship is still rocking? I guess thatd be sealag Just curious if it's just me or not!

Guess It Wasn't Worth It
Well i have been in and out of Fubar for over a year now and have met a few great people,Some people have really touched my heart and have truly been sincere, others enjoy playing games of the heart, and then there is just those that are here for the fubar points.. My main purpose here was to just chill and meet some good ppl that enjoy sharing some time and a few laughs, with out all the Drama. I have made it clear that i'm not interested in having an affair or meeting you in some sleazy hotel room, to have some fantasy sex orgy lol. I just want to meet a few friends and have some fun.. otherwise i'm just gonna leave this fubar thing and just try another site, there are so many.. so to all of you that have kept intouch, much love to you all, and thanks for being such good friends.. Peace and Love to u all God Bless

Dating & Rambling
I decided to give this site a try after the umpteenth invitation from various friends. So far, everyone has been really sweet. I'm also dating someone who is a friend and much more. He has an adorable little boy and this talent to make people smile no matter what. The people here have been way beyond generous with ratings and friend requests. I even ran into an old schoolmate. The thing is that I am sometimes a dork and forget to log off or shut stuff down so it might sometimes look like I'm around a lot more than I really am. Note: On some days I would forget my own head if it was not attached. So if you don't get a response, odds are I forgot again. Because everyone was so nice, in a matter of just a few days I've had "friendship", "fan", "gifts", and "ratings" from many of you. The other day when I had to work from home, I tried to return the favor between jobs. The man I am dating expressed concerns citing that he has been a member for more than a year to reach

Ok To Make It Clear....
It comes to me from some that they feel a bling takes the place of rating someone ....pure example and I'll leave her name out but will go into details!! This individual I rated today was hmmm I gave 531 rates as well as her profile. That is 3,192 just in my rating her during happy hour!! Wow, for a guy that takes the time to rate 5000 pics a day she received 10% of my daily. So, I let her know and say hey did what I did for you....a few minutes later she blings me 2k cause it's HH...which gives her 2k as well. So for my 2k she benefits 5,192 total...I say c'mon I have just over 100 pics...her reasoning is she has carpal tunnel, I can relate as do I and a trigger finger on my left middle finger and I am left handed thus my mouse is on the left. Also, my spine has been cut open 3x in my 38 years ty from serving this country. It becomes clear to me with some that their laziness or choosing to do little for someone that gives a lot and gives more to their groupies is a sad thi

Graphic Contest
< ITS OCTOBER AND SNAKE EYES RADIO HAS A CONTEST FOR ALL YOU GRAPHIC MAKERS !!! YOU HAVE ONE WEEK TO SUBMIT A GENERAL SPAMMER GRAPHIC FOR THE LOUNGE TO ME ( DJ KAK TEASE ) ONCE ALL ENTRIES HAVE BEEN SUBMITTED. WE WILL RUN A CONTEST FOR A WEEK THE GRAPHIC TO HAVE THE MOST RATES WILL WIN THE CONTEST YOUR SPAMMER WILL BE USED FOR THE ENTIRE MONTH OF OCTOBER AND WILL BE FEATURED ON OUR HOME PAGE THE WINNER WILL ALSO WIN A FREE BLAST FOR AND I WILL ALSO USE ALL OF MY 11'S ON YOUR PAGE 2ND PLACE WINNER WILL RECEIVE AND 3RD PLACE WINNER WILL RECEIVE RULES: 1 - YOU CAN NOT ADD YOUR GRAPHIC TO YOUR FU PAGE UNTIL CONTEST IS OVER 2 - REMEMBER THE MOST RATES WIN 3 - SPAMMER IS HALLOWEEN THEME 4 - NO SPECIFIC PEOPLES NAMES, PICTURES, ETC 5 - SPAMMER MUST SAY SNAKE EYES RADIO ON IT, SEE EXAMPLE BELOW 6 - BE CREATIVE AND HAVE FUN 7 - ENTRIES MUST BE SUBMITTED BY OCT 9TH PLEASE CLICK BELOW TO SEND ME A MSG TO JOIN THE CONTEST ☆DJ•Kak•Tease♣Snak

Goodnight Goodnight By Maroon 5
"Goodnight Goodnight" You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together I’ve lick my wounds but I can’t ever see them getting better Something’s gotta change Things cannot stay the same Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger Enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behavior Something’s gotta change It must be rearranged, oh I’m sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah Whoa The room was silent as we all tried so hard to remember The way it feels to be alive The day that he first met her Something’s gotta change Things cannot stay the same You make me think of someone wonderful, but I can’t place her I wake up every morning wishing one more time to face her Something’s gotta change It must be rearranged

Plz Help Ken & Jenn Level
Could you all plz take a few seconds out of your busy fu lives to help my 2 dearest friends level. They aren't asking for your 11's{I'm sure they won't turn them down} they would just like a rate or two. Ken has been there in my family since the beginning of my fu life.....LMAO. We have spent countless hours chatting and have become very close so PLZ help him level.He is 346k away... ~~" SWEET OLD MAN"~~@ fubar Jenn is like my sister we chat on the phone all the time whether it's about Fu drama or just life. She is a wonderful friend and you all will love

No Contact After Tonight..
me and my husband are seperating so this is his computer he will be taking it...tonight he is going to work and wont be back home...so leave me messages I will get to them as soon as i get to get back online....hope everyone stays happy..fairwell...

Yep... I Caved... I'm In A Contest
well... not yet... but I will be starting Saturday Morning. So I'm Pre-Promoting! 8P Below is the blog with the rules... but the actual contest won't be open until Saturday, October 4th in the morning. http://fubar.com/blog/249267/888444 I'm traveling on biz this weekend... so won't be able to get on as much to raise awareness. Please keep me in mind. I really don't want to finish last :P

Crystal's Fault
Last part sounds pretty true... People Definitely Like You You are very well liked, and many people admire you. You are friendly, well mannered, and fun to be around. Of course, you're not perfect... but that's okay. Your friends are usually willing to accept you for who you are! What People Like About You: People like that you take responsibility for your actions and admit your mistakes. They appreciate your maturity. People like your self deprecating sense of humor and that you don't take yourself too seriously. What People Don't Like About You: People don't like that you're not very interesting or engaging. You often bore them... and yourself. Do People Like You?

Old Wisdom For A New Day
An Old Farmer's Advice: * Your fences need to be horse-high, pig-tight, and bull-strong. * Keep skunks and bankers and lawyers at a distance. * Life is simpler when you plow around the stump. * A bumble bee is considerably faster than a John Deere tractor. * Words that soak into your ears are whispered...not yelled. * Meanness don't jes' happen overnight. * Forgive your enemies. It messes up their heads. =0 D * Do not corner something that you know is meaner than you. * It don't take a very big person to carry a grudge. * You cannot unsay a cruel word. * Every path has a few puddles. * When you wallow with pigs, expect to get dirty. * The best sermons are lived, not preached. * Most of the stuff people worry about ain't never gonna happen, anyway. * Don't judge folks by their relatives. * Remember that silence is sometimes the best answer. * Live a good, honorable life. Then when you get older and think back,

Intresting Tempest.
Hmmm...I have a lot on my mind lately and oddly I can't explain all of it. I think I've finally realized the problem I have in a relationships. You see the ladies keep skipping one majorly important step. And that is the friend part of the girl friend. You see I kinda realized no woman has been my friend before she was my lover anyway. Yeah about the Tempest you see I find myself lost in the clouds and a goddess is blessing me with rain...I'm still unsure what to do but who knows perhaps I will tame said storm..

Sacrifice By S.j. Bolton
Plot Summary: In this masterful debut that starts off as a mystery and becomes much more, Tora Hamilton is an outsider at her new home on the rocky, wind-swept Shetland Islands, a hundred miles from the northeastern tip of Scotland. Though her husband grew up here, it’s the first time he’s been back in twenty years. Digging in the peat on their new property, Tora unearths a human body, at first glance a centuries-old bog body, interesting but not uncommon. But realizing that the body is in fact much newer, that the woman’s heart has been cut out and that she was killed within a few days of bearing a child, Tora, herself an obstetrician, becomes obsessed with finding out what happened to her—even when the police, her colleagues and eventually her husband warn her against getting involved. Reading town records and researching local lore, Tora discovers a disturbing link to ancient Shetland legend and uncovers a collection of deep, dark secrets---the kind of secrets worth killing for.

You Suck: A Love Story By Christopher Moore
Plot Summary: Susan Bennetts sassy reading is a perfect fit for Moores satirical story and sarcastic dialogue. Nineteen-year-old Tommy has turned into a vampire, and his sexy girlfriend tries to put up with his incompetence and fawning while shes on to more important issues--like fleeing from Elijah, an elder vampire, and dealing with a whole cast of wacky San Francisco personalities. In a fun way, the book addresses the realities of its absurd construct. Take, for example, the slapstick scene in which Tommy goes on his first blood hunt and finds a promising fat cat but has hilarious difficulty keeping the unkempt animals fur out of his mouth. Bennett reads like a stand-up comic, issuing both straight lines and zingers with perfect timing. My Comments: This was a cute book. I like anything to do with "monster" types and this was funny. A quick fun read. Rating: 6/10

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Gods Behaving Badly By Marie Phillips
Plot Summary: British blogger Phillips's delightful debut finds the Greek gods and goddesses living in a tumbledown house in modern-day London and facing a very serious problem: their powers are waning, and immortality does not seem guaranteed. In between looking for work and keeping house, the ancient family is still up to its oldest pursuit: crossing and double-crossing each other. Apollo, who has been cosmically bored for centuries, has been appearing as a television psychic in a bid for stardom. His aunt Aphrodite, a phone-sex worker, sabotages him by having her son Eros shoot him with an arrow of love, making him fall for a very ordinary mortal-a cleaning woman named Alice, who happens to be in love with Neil, another nice, retiring mortal. When Artemis-the goddess of the moon, chastity and the hunt, who has been working as a dog walker-hires Alice to tidy up, the household is set to combust, and the fate of the world hangs in the balance. Fanciful, humorous and charming, this sat

10/03/1970
this was the day I came into this world and never looked back. I had a great life up till now i lost both my parent in a 1.5 yrs diffrence and doing celebriting my birthday went done hill from there i did not care about it till now because a few good friend r going to show me a good time. and because of a couple ladies who know who they r made me open my heart again to let life backinto it i thank u two. while it time for me to start partying. If u read this please wish me and every one else who has a birthday on 10/03 a HAPPY BIRTHDAY. i pray for everyone to have a good life and health. peace

Please Read A Friend On Myspace Sent It To Me
Paranoia or reality??? Regarding "Barry" Obama, why did he change his name? To All My Friends, this is long, but very important, please take the time to read it. This election has me very worried. So many things to consider. About a year ago I would have voted for Obama. I have changed my mind three times since then. I watch all the news channels, jumping from one to another. I must say this drives my husband crazy. But, I feel if you view MSNBC, CNN, and Fox News, you might get some middle ground to work with. About six months ago, I started thinking "where did the money come from for Obama". I have four daughters who went to College, and we were middle class, and money was tight. We (including my girls) worked hard and there were lots of student loans. I started looking into Obama's life. Around 1979 Obama started college at Occidental in California. He is very open about his two years at Occidental, he tried all kinds of drugs and was wasting his time but, even thoug

Tacho
fitted a tacho this evening, got to finish wiring tommorow as it got too bloody dark to see. All wired up n working good even set the shift light at 2500 rpm lol next thing on the list is my little hooters ( devilish grin )

Deleting Fake Friends
I have made some great friends on Fubar and the true friends that have stuck by me through everything mean the world to me. All I can say it I am very dissapointed about some so called friends Seems like the higher some people get on here the more they forget the friends they had and ditch them for friends that are higher and can offer more. Anyway to all my friends and family on here ( you know who you are. Thanks so much. To the so called ones, I will be deleting you all because for me the points aren't worth it. You all probably won't even know you are deleted anyway.I would rather have friends that no matter what level they are they don't forget what true friendship is. Love to all my real friends and family! Muaaahhhhhhh

Buy Me
Shawty has never been in an auction before, so let's show her what it's like.... Click on the pic above to see what she is offering. Let's show her how it's done!! Please Re-Post, Sticky under her name for 500k fu money!

Guardian Angel
This morning when god opened a window to heaven, he saw me, and he asked, "My child what is your greatest wish for today"? I responded, "please take care of the person reading this message and their family". Guardian Angels exist but sometimes since they dont have wings, we call them True Friends!

I Am So Damn Bad At Times...
I have come to realize many things about myself, one thing especially is that I enjoy giving a woman some really great head. I love to feel her grab the back of my head and drive my mouth deeper in. It turns me on to have a woman grind her kat all over my face. Sometimes I actually sit and fantasize about some of my favorite experiences or imagine what new ones I will have. Now don't get me wrong I won't just suck out any female, but if I meet a woman that I really like and I feel comfortable with her please believe that I will make her weak in the knees, so she had better be laying back! LOL! I will eat it like a fat man at a buffet! LOL! I myself am more of a giver than receiver, not that I don't enjoy some good slowneck, it really turns me on to please a woman orally. The wet ones are my favorite! It's nice when I can feel her juices all over my face and dripping down my chin, makes me want to stick my tongue deeper in and let it do a jolly dance to make her quiver. LOL! It's fu

Yanoo.
Turns out i don't like any of you. I think i need to be bought. I think i'm a whore and shouldnt hide it anymore.... New rules for Cubby's page.. People with first name starting with A through J Have to buy me bling packs.... People with first name starting with K through z have to bling me. And the letters A-Z have to buy me one FU drink a day. I have spoken. Hear me roar... Yeah lets a joke.... duhhhhhhhhhh :P

The Cowboy And The Hippie
I've always enjoyed this song by Chris LeDoux; I think it makes a lot of sense... The Cowboy and the Hippie by Chris LeDoux On a highway thru the desert beneath an over pass Sat two hikers just watchin' cars go by Now one was wearin' sandles with straggly matted hair Rose colored glasses for his eyes Now the other was a cowboy he'd been down on his luck Lost his money at the Tuson rodeo And he sat beside what remained of his trusty pickup truck And like the hippie now he's thumbin' down the road Some folks don't realize that it's a well know fact Cowboy's and hippies ain't never got along Was it just coincidence or some weird act of fate That brought these two together on the road They sat there without talking while the morning sun rose high When a hot desert breeze commenced to blow And the fragrance of the incense and six weeks without a bath Finally drifted down and reached the cowboy's nose Well man that really did it he couldn't take no more And h

Holding On
Is there any meaningful feelings left in us, or we are all just guided by raw needs? When we see someone in need we turn our head, Is it because we feel bad or because we don't care ? I don't see anyone helping eachother out anymore just step on top of eachother to feed their selfish needs. Maybe i am just crazy but I can bearly find any humanity in people. They don't care about starving children, the broken and defeated, they just look out for one and only. It's as if i see the world coming down in peaces while people turn their heads and put their middle fingers up. Do you find this sad or just turn your head? I am battleing with the same things and trying to restore some peace in my but sometimes i lose. These are my thoughts right now....

Me
hey y'all im on here just for the fun of it id love to accept emails and return them but if you think you going to add me to your friends list and never email me dont think about it im not going to be just added for the fun of it to make your friends profile ranked whos got more ppl games.

New Lounge Juggalos!
COME JOIN OUR FAMILY! SIT BACK, HAVE A SMOKE, GET A FAYGO SHOWER, ENJOY THE WIKID TUNES AND THE FREE DRINKS! xxHIRING ALL STAFF!xx FOR INFORMATION ASK BLUE OR LETTE! SO WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? COME CHECK US OUT AND JOIN UP!!

This Is Something Newer... Been A Work In Progress
I wasnt sure where i stood with this piece... its been a long road, and im still not thru the rough spot... ----------------------- Tip it up. Cheers my friend. Here’s to our party, and to our friends and to the great drinksin our hands.Here’s to the high times that for maybe a minute, seem to drown out the low ones. Maybe for a little bit I can drown my sorrows in the bottom of this glass, and if not this one than the next and all the ones before it too. Get my head right. Get it on strait, the only wayI know how. Tip it up. This one’s on me. The next round for everyone in the bar.Closing time? We'll continue at my house. I can make drinks damn good. I can mix it up a little. Lets get a little vodka, a little bit of my old friend Jim Beam, a little scotch, and his friend soda, a little captain Morgan and his shipmates baileys and crème. Lets get a little bourbon and his chick brandy, lets ask Mr. Quervo to bring the lemon. I’m sure they'd love to come "chill" out. Mix them all u

Old Dark Poetry 4
Recovery ---- My mind is swimming in the hatred raining up from the ground. Forming puddles in the sky above my pain. Love songs and butterflies and flowers melt down in this fiery inferno of my head. My mind's eye sees impossible. My brain pulls my strings so tight the fibers begin to frey. The threads begin to loosen and snap, disengaging mind. Body. Soul. Think. Work. Pray. Conjur. Hate. Crush. Viscious black of night. Engulfing tears on innocent eyes. The softer side of comming down. The ride up. The path. The journey through the peaking high. Think of whats next. The downward slope. Sliding fast down the side of a mountain of needles. Sinking into that dark spot in the ceiling. Long day. Longer life. Breathe deep, gasp for air through the noxious gas clouds. Life affirming death at the end of a long narrow highway. The world is on fire. Im burning down the world right in my back yard.

I've Been Hit
You Can Only Type One Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? BED 2. Your significant other? NOBODY 3. Your hair? BLONDE 4. Your mother? NEEDY 5. Your father? PRICK 6. Your favorite thing? RUM 7. Your dream last night? NONE 8. Your favorite drink? DEW 9. Your dream/goal? HAPPINESS 10. The room you're in? MINE 11. Music? COUNTRY 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years?HAPPY 14. Where were you last night? CLASS 15. What you're not? HAPPY 16. Muffins? NO 17. One of your wish list items? HOME 18. Where you grew up? WESTON 19. The last thing you did? CALL 20. What are you wearing? ROBE 21. TV? NONE 22. Your pets? NONE 23. Your computer? ACER 24. Your life? UNFULFILLED 25. Your mood? TIRED 26. Missing someone? Y

Old Dark Poetry 3
TodesVerstümmelungzerstörung. ---- Tod und Verstümmelung. Korrosion und Zerstörung. Blut und Schmutz zeichnen die Straßen dieses Graveyard. Leichen waschen weg den Nebel mit den knöchernen Fingern, und fleischige Schädel. Mit einer ..:namespace prefix = st1 ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:smarttags" />Mission im Verstand absolut gehen. Extrahieren Sie die Seele vom inneren Kern, atmen Sie es innen tief. Schwanken Sie von Stein zu den Stein, der zusammen sind die Massen für einen letzten Schlag gegen das Leben corralling ist. Schlechte Zügel unten wie Flut wässert vom geschwärzten Smokey Himmel. Gießen auf die Köpfe der blutigen Körper, die den Boden verunreinigen. Wut der Hölle zeigt seinen häßlichen Kopf. Knirschende Zähne, regelwidriger Atem, heftig gezerrissene zackige Haut, und Haß, der von jeder Öffnung sickert. TodesVerstümmelungzerstörung. Alles geht Schwarzes. Die Masse noch einmal leise und somber. ----------------------------------------------------------

Old Dark Poetry 2
We are all just prisoners here, of our own device --- Im laying here, and dont know what i want anymore. Im tired, Im dying, Im sick, Im dreaming. Death is more welcomed now that it has ever been. Lying in dispare, waiting for the precious sound of footsteps in the distance. Walking so slowly towards me, i hear it. I can almost feel the vibrations on the planks of the floor. Thundering in my ears, i open my eyes, mind, soul, spirit. Open, just completely open. No more walls, no reserves, no holds, no vices. Thinking back to those vices, holding me so tightly in their warmth. Precious vices. Seeping from my veins as they dry out. Escaping my pours, cleansing me from inward out. My saving grace comes in the middle of the night, steals my cravings from me, salvation in a syringe. Takes away the violent tremors, and vivid nightmarish visisons, hallucinations. I can rest my weary soul. Slipping farther into oblivion darkness. Dreaming again. Dreaming in rapid colors. M

Shugga's Dedication To A Man She Knows
This man I know There is a man I know, who has a head full of hair, jet brown seems to be the color ,with eyes that look right into you like pools of chocolate and melt your body like Jell-O. His gaze has a way to bring you to your knees with no thought process so it seems. This stranger has you in his power, by mind, body and soul . Who is this man, where did he come from , why is he so powerful . The world may never know. All I know is one touch from this man and you can feel the heat surge through your every whim, My mind is swirling, and my senses are fighting to regain my own control from this man I know. One will have to be careful for one look from this man I know can make your mind go and your body his for the taking for this man I know he is breath taking. Writen by shugga: Dedicated to any men i know on fubar. this could be you!

Old Dark Poetry 1
I just thought my old dark stuff might be more appreciated by this crowd than the other one's who have seen it... although all have shown love, there is still something to be said about people who actually get it. if you know what i mean ... so here goes... ------------------------------- Feed my soul... Im writhing in the hate of your voice. im bathing in the panic in your eyes. Your scars, beautiful scars, turn me on. Almost more than your voice. Is it wrong to want to be with you? is it wrong to want you all to myself. When you speak, i listen. Thunderous voice in my ears, makes me warm. Seeing the rage in your eyes, sends shudderous chills of ice down my spine. I want you, I need you. I need to feel your pain to release my own. I need you to be vulnerable for me. Weak for me. The two of us vying for the dominant position in this bed. Is it wrong that your pain turns me on. Is it wrong that my pain turns you on. Two bodies in worship of eachother, praise be to the shape

Alot Of Thoughts
I used to be a very independent person needing only myself! What happened? I'm not even sure who I am how am I supposed to find someone to love? I want to feel loved, wanted, needed! I feel like I'm a bother to everyone. No one calls me except my mom and she only calls to make sure I'm up for work. I talk to her about my baby shower she's planning for me only because she has to I don't have anyone else. She's told me over and over " I'm not supposed to be the one planning this" if I hear her say that one more time I'm just going to scream at her that I don't need a fucking baby shower then. She complains about how much everything costs. She doesn't even seem excited about all of this. How am I supposed to be excited when no one else is? The father wont willingly talk to me I mean he has short responses to my text messages. Its as if he doesn't even think about his son unless I call or text him. Maybe it'll change after Jaydn is born. I'm glad his life is going good but the order of

Hottie Auction...(made By Jaze For A Bully...just Thought I'd Copy It In A Blog To Help Her Out.)
YOU WANT TO OWN FUBAR ROYALTY?? WELL HERE'S YOUR CHANCE! HOSTED BY: DJ JAZE OF FORBIDDEN INC CURRENTLY UP... DJ JAZE BROKEASSMTN DIRTY HEATHER BELLA MILF

How Every Woman Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

Plane Crashes
How come it seems many famous people end up dying in plane crashes? You would think that after awhile they would take note that there appears to be a link between fame and air plane disasters. I'm sure most of the music legends did not think when they climbed in that small plane that would be their last gig. So, there it goes...the simple solution is take a bus and sleep instead of dead.

I Give Up.
Keep the noise low. She doesn't wanna blow it. Shaking head to toe while your left hand does "the show me around." Quickens your heartbeat. It beats me straight into the ground. You don't recover from a night like this. A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless. A hand moves in the dark to a zipper. Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets barely whisper, "This is so messed up." Upon arrival the guests had all stared. Dripping wet and clearly depressed, he'd headed straight for the stairs. No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch, unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships. Up the stairs: the station where the act becomes the art of growing up. He keeps his hands low. He doesn't wanna blow it. He's wet from head to toe and his eyes give her the up and the down. His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up. But the body on the bed beckons forward and he starts growing up. The fever, the focus. The reasons that I had to believ

Listing For Fubar Trains
FUBAR TRAINS Name Blog Address 1. Can you stand the Rain http://www.fubar.com/blog/240821 2. Fairy Train http://www.fubar.com/blog/241307 3. Laughter Train http://www.fubar.com/blog/240313 4. Some Like It Hot http://www.fubar.com/blog/237267 5. These Boots Are Made For Walking http://www.fubar.com/blog/240032 6. Tequila Train http://www.fubar.comblog/238257 7. Flirt Train http://www.fubar.comblog239243 8. Tattoo Train http://www.fubar.com/blog/238886 9. Sexy Redhead Train http://fubar.com/blog/15814/866129 10. The Turtle Train http://www.fubar.com/blog/242034/866883 11. Trip Down Memory Lane http://www.fubar.com/blog/240584 12. Dragon Slayer Train http://www.fubar.com/blog/237949 13. Bettie Paige Train http://www.fubar.com/blog/239772 14. Goofying Party http://www.fubar.com/blog/235279 15. Mud Blogging with Tuffy1 http://www.fubar.com/blog/240502 16. Rafting Trip Party http

Written By Desert_storm_usmc He Shared This With Me & 4 U!
THIS MAN RIGHT HERE DESERT_STORM_USMC All I Did Was Rate, Fan & Requested For Him To Add Me To His Friends List, And Letting Him Know Just Like Any Other Soldier I've Come Across On The Fu! How Strongly I Stand Behind Them. And He Shares This With Me! I'm Deeply Humbled I'm here so you don't have to be. I'm here cause you don't wanna be. I'm here because i wanna be, I asked to. I'm here to do my part, for these people, this country, for my brothers and sisters. I'm here so hopefully your kids and mine won't ever have to see or be involved with war. I'm here so you can see their 1st steps, hear their 1st words, be there for that ballgame and 1st day of school, that b-day, Christmas etc. I'm here to serve my country and defend its freedoms and liberties. I'm here so you can protest and be disrespectful. I'm here for those who have come before me, paid the ultimate sacrifice and for those who are to come. I'm here for those who can't. I'm h

A Child Is Beautiful
From the first time that I knew you existed. Your first breath and cry made me extremely happy and full of the love I am ready to give you. I gave you your first everything in life. Held you when you needed it. When you were sick , I layed beside you. Now that you are no longer a baby , I am watching you and wishing I could help you still. You dress yourself. Even bath time now is on your own. No longer feel the aches and pains as much because your older and you tolerate it better. The one thing that hasnt changed is the love we have for one another. In this poem I wrote...I was thinking how could anyone hurt a baby, but about two-three weeks ago. MY baby neice was severly abused, we still dont know what happend to her, but she is gorgeous and I doubt I will ever be able to see her. Her mom is in jail for battery of a child and so is the moms bf. The mother is my husbands step sister, Time and Time again I want to ask her, what made her snap so bad and hurt the innocent ba

Hwo To Impress A Cowgirl/women
HOW TO IMPRESS A COWGIRL 1. Ride a bull 2. stick to a rank bronc until the tooter. 3. sport a trophy buckle. 4. own a fast horse. 5. let her ride your horse. 6. Drive a new rig. 7. make your dog sit in the back. 8. buy a new hat. 9. twirl her around the dance floor. 10. get rid of your chew before kissing. 11. offer to wear matching shirts. 12. give her a black hills gold ring. A COWBOY'S FIRST LOVE IS HIS GIRL. BUT HIS MOST SECOND IS HIS DOG. {JOHN MORRIS) The dog stays in the passenger seat till she comes along.

I Remember You - Skid Row
Woke up to the sound of pouring rain The wind would whisper and I'd think of you And all the tears you cried, that called my name And when you needed me I came through I paint a picture of the days gone by When love went blind and you would make me see I'd stare a lifetime into your eyes So that I knew you were there for me Time after time you were there for me Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We spend the summer with the top rolled down Wished ever after would be like this You said I love you babe, without a sound I said I'd give my life for just one kiss I'd live for your smile and die for your kiss Remember yesterday - walking hand in hand Love letters in the sand - I remember you Through the sleepless nights and every endless day I'd wanna hear you say - I remember you We've had our share of hard times But tha

Need Ur Help Plz
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Racism In The World
So i seen your comment on someones photo about how its not "FAIR" for blacks like it is the whites in your own words.Well why is it that blacks can have a black history month (February) & whites can't?...why is it that Blacks can have a BET (BLACK Entertainment Television) But Whites Can't?...wheres out WET (WHITE ENTERTAINMENT TELEVISION)...If we had WET we would be called racist because us whites cant have anything that reads WHITES ONLY! like blacks can by sating BLACK.there's some serious issues in America with race still till this very day & it mostly points in the favor of Blacks.Us white people are still getting blamed for what our ancestors did.I was not there to crack the whip on the slaves but i damn sure get blamed for it by blacks today when they say "YOU WHITE PEOPLE DID THIS TO ME"...did this to me?...if it was don't to the black people of today would that not make y'all 200 or 300 years old?...& i have not seen a person live to be 200..."YOU" is generalizing & as you & i

I Feel Loved,lol
well,with all the shit going on where i live with my evil family,i had one thing today that made me smile like i havent done in weeks. i was bored about 3 weeks ago,,so wanted a book. couldnt find one i havent read 20 times,so i grabbed one of my nephews books,and found it was actually good. well the 9 year old was tickled i liked one of his books,lol. well he was sorry he didnt have anymore by that author but i told him was ok,,,well unknown to all of us,he began looking through the school library for them,and found them,,he comes home tonight full of smiles and come running uop to me,,UNCLE COLIN,,,I FOUND THE BOOKS FOR YOU!!!! lmao,,and he did,so now i have 2 books to read from him,lol(guess ill put the one down im readin now and start on his),lol i know a stupid little story,,but i felt happy about someone i live with finally . so yes people i have a smile going,,haha

Finally
The sunlight is shining, golden. The wind is blowing, making the vines shake, chimes ring. Birch trees talking back to the squirrels. Brown, crispy leaves, curled at the edges, are tumbling across the newly seeded lawn. A grey cloud blocks the sun. I am happy. Fall is finally here.

I Don't Get It
My mom is again trying to control me, I am so angry right now I want to hit something. She wants me to sign a document stating that I will agree to her rules, or she will not sign the mortgage paperwork. She will not sign anything stating that she is choosing not to have a financial interest. So basically she wants me to pay and have her still reap the benefits of it. I am so tired of this...........

Do Dad?
We all know the term MILF and what it stands for. So what is the male equivalant to a MILF? I asked that to a few close friends last weekend and the one answer that had me rolling on the floor laughing was "Do Dad". "Do Dad?",I asked my friend's girlfriend after she said it and we all stopped laughing. "Yeah", she replied. "A Do Dad...as in a Dad I'd like to Do". That's a keeper. Anyone else got a name for a hot Dad?

Deleting Account...or????
If u would like to stay in touch, get at me, ill keep u close to me. If u want to be removed, and/or have nothing to chat about, ask to be removed :) Hey, I'm just a laid back guy, easy going and down to earth that loves meeting new friends. I have no kids, but would love to have a couple in a few years. I gotta get to a place where I'm financially stable, first. :) I love poetry, writing erotica, music, open to many types, blues, R&B, pop, jazz, alternative, rap, , whatever I love having long lasting stimulating conversations about anything, can you hold my attention? I have a foot fetish and I have a thing for sexy high heels, sandals, whatever. >>>> I would love to suck your toes :) I'm teasing, just relax. ANYWAYS..... I returned back to college and will graduate in the spring of 2009 with a degree in business with a focus in Communicatons. Hopefully, within in a year, my first book will be published :) email me if ya wanna chat, u can also reach me at

Mccain Abandons Michigan
This just in: John McCain is going to stop campaigning in michigan and secede it to Barack Obama. McCain has canceled all rallys in this great state as well as all commercials. His advisors in michigan are being moved to Florida and Ohio. Thank fucking God. Apparently the man has some sense after all. Obama '08!!!!!!!!

Beautiful Disaster
Inside A Mind There Is A Story That Awaits, A Hurt That Cannot Be Explained. Inside A Mind There Are Thousands Of Memories That Are Magical. Inside A mind There Are Screams Of Anger. Inside A Mind There Are Favorites, Enemies, And Love. People tell me I'm Beautiful, and that maybe true!! But on the inside Im a disaster. I'm getting fedup with life and how things are going, I want a change, I want everything to be better. I was a mess for a long time, and was a really mean person. I changed the person I was to someone much better and different, now I want to change everything else in my life. I'm not sure how to show people that I have changed because the more I try to show people the more I get walked on and it makes me want to go back to my old ways. I don't want to be that person anymore I NEVER want to go back to the cold heartless bitch that I was. I honestly would find reasons to fight with the person I was with just so I can go out and do what I want and make wh

Www
Sitat: The present Royal School of Pforta, which was formely a Cistercian Abbey, lies in a completely isolated position bettween K and Naumburg, in a very charming and fertile valley; for the old monks always built their monasteries in spots where they found the three W's "W's Wiese, Walder, Wasser". Ganske merkelig ikke sant? At the World Wide Web har samme benevnelse som Elisabeth nevner i The Young Nietzsche. Og enda mer merkelig er det at kapittelet om Pforta, skolen som Friedrich gikk på da han var 14 år, like etter introduserer legen dr Zimmerman. Vi kan gå ut fra at han var jødisk og Elisabeth påstår at fyren behandlet den håpefulle svært dårlig. Enhver diagnostering var bevisst feil. Friedrich hevner seg ved å kalle fyren fru Zimmerman. Noe han uheldigvis overhørte. Det er den første antijødiske beskrivelsen i boka. Dr Zimmerman. Vi har Lennons Dr Robert som en beskrivelse av Dylan. Og vi har the Tin Mans merkelige forbindelse til Dylan. I tillegg har vi data-alde

Humour
What you always wanted to know about astrology... but were afraid to ask... ARIES You tend to be headstrong and deliberate in your actions. Basically you don't give a fuck about anyone. Most people hate you but you couldn't care less. You're the type of person who would masturbate at a wedding. TAURUS Warm and caring are your most endearing characteristics. You get on well with most people because you are bisexual. You hardly ever wear underwear and you constantly smell of piss. GEMINI Your star sign denotes an air of duality in your character. Simply, you're a neurotic schizophrenic. A real fucking weirdo, the type of person who'd kill themselves to win a bet. CANCER You have a businesslike attitude to life and a knack for making money. You're an unscrupulous bastard who would sell relative's limbs to buy a mobile phone. You are likely to be murdered. LEO The adventurous type, always looking for thrills and willing to try anything. In other words, stu

Whodini
whodini said it best in his song Friends: "When we first went out together, we barely knew each other We had no intentions, on becoming lovers But in no time at all, you became my girl Me and you, one on one, against the world Talkin on the telephone for hours at a time Or else I was at your house, or you was at mine Then came the arguements and all kinds of problems Besides making love, we had nothing in common It couldnt last long because it started out strong But I guess we went about the whole thing wrong Cause out of nowhere it just came to an end Because we became lovers before we were friends" left this as a comment earlier. thought i would save it.

Let's Make Southernbaby A Godmother Today!!! 715k To Go!!!
thanks Sinful Brat for the sticky! You rawk! UPDATE!!! A MEMBER OF CLUB MYSTIC AND T&L HAS BOUGHT SOUTHERNBABY THE AUTO-11 BLING! THAT MEANS THAT ANY PIC RATE, FROM 1-10 COUNTS AS AN 11, AND 11'S COUNT DOUBLE! AWESOME! LET'S GET HER THERE! SOUTHERNBABY FOR GODMOTHER!!! WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT THIS GAL, SHE ABSOLUTELY RAWKS!!! SHE MAXES ON COMMENTS AND RATES ON A REGULAR BASIS, SHE IS ALWAYS THERE TO HELP WITH WHATEVER YOU NEED, AND NEVER ASKS FOR ANYTHING IN RETURN! SHE IS ONE OF THE SWEETEST PEOPLE THAT I HAVE MET HERE ON FUBAR, AND I CONSIDER MYSELF VERY FORTUNATE TO BE HER FRIEND! IF ANYONE EVER DESERVED ALL THE FUBAR LOVE THAT I KNOW YOU CAN GIVE, IT'S SOUTHERNBABY!!! SHE NEEDS TO BE A GODMOTHER! PLEASE HELP HER GET THERE TODAY! SO CLICK THE PIC, F/A/R, RATE PICS, STASH, AND BLOGS, SLING SOME BLING, JUST LUV HER UP AND DOWN UNTIL SHE IS A GODMOTHER!!

Watch What U Pray For And How U Ask 4 It
Addict name Carlton with 53 days Clean & Sober I like 2 Thank the God of my overstandin 2 allow me another opportunity 2 do his will not mine. This Is the process I have 2 achieve and I strive everyday, down 2 the ticks in between the tocks 2 do on a light 2 darkness basis (those of u that are lost morning 2 night). Anyhow, when I looked at what I have achieved I definitely have 2 say thank you 2 God. Cuz u see I was a ruthless character, who auditioned lames 4 my big apple rawkus. Most times when I was torturing those claimin they street certified and official were nothing but run of the mill paper weight clowns, I really and truly felt they deserved what the hell they asked 4, me! A nigga with a cunning and demonic disease that was like semore, on little shop of horrors, hollerin out feed me. So in return what ever u had, might as well shared, cuz I had it now. I was like really resembling the shit I didn’t like Stupidity, cuz I knew betta. O, how the days have a way of

Latest On The Mortgage Crisis... (kinda Corny)
News Release from Japan Following the problems in the sub-prime lending market in America and the run on Northern Rock in the UK, uncertainty has now hit Japan. In the last 7 days Origami Bank has folded, Sumo Bank has gone belly up, and Bonsai Bank announced plans to cut some of its branches. Yesterday, it was announced that Karaoke Bank is up for sale and will likely go for a song, while today shares in Kamikaze Bank were suspended after they sharply fell. While Samurai Bank is fighting bravely following sharp cutbacks, Ninja Bank is reported to have taken a hit, but remains in the black. Furthermore, 500 staff at Karate Bank got the chop, and analysts report that there is something fishy going on at Sushi Bank where it is feared that staff may get a raw deal.

Oh Snap
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Cinderfella
I noticed the other day that I had absolutely no working memory of EVER seeing a man's ass sitting pertly on the back of a Harley, while his leather clad biker chick's legs spread wide around the chrome and leather chassis of her motorcycle. Why not? It's another glass ceiling that women must break. In the interest of promoting men's rights to sit pertly for my viewing pleasure, while in the car behind them, AND for the rights of women who want to feel a man's hands clenched around their thighs while a motor vibrates between them (oh wait... umm...) - while IN PUBLIC AND NOT UNDER THREAT OF ARREST IF SEEN - I am going to rewrite a beloved fairytale. And no, that wasn't a pun about the sort of man that would allow himself to sit pertly on a woman's Harley. ====***===**==*= Once upon a time, about two months ago, at the height of the summer heat, a princess held a rave. All the people that liked to speak exuberantly on a topic to the point of incoherence - (old school RAVERS), wer

Halloween Costume Ideas...
Not sure how creative I want to be this year, this will be the first time I go out in two years with other adults, lol I was thinking Marie Antoinette, complete with stitches and reattached head or Cleopatra so I have an excuse to tell people to "Kiss my asp!" ;) Any ideas?

October 3/4
15 years ago on October 3rd B Company, 3rd Battalion 75th Ranger Regiment, C Squadron, Special Forces OD-Delta and elements of the Navy SEALs and Air Force Special Operations went into one of the roughest neighborhoods in Mogadishu, Somalia to capture members of one faction in a horrible Civil War. When 2 helicopters were shot down, these troops went to the aid of their comrades and a mission that was supposed to last an hour ended the next morning. Just over 100 U.S. troops against a city. When it was over, 18 men of these units had given their lives in the battle including 2 who volunteered to go to one crash site and help the downed aviators. Just the 2, knowing that help probably would never reach them. They gave their all. So on this day, no matter what you are doing, think of these men and what they gave including the 18 who paid the ultimate price for their brothers. If you are out, raise one for them and say thanks. Brothers of the Silk

40 Things You'd Love To Say Out Loud At Work:
40 THINGS YOU'D LOVE TO SAY OUT LOUD AT WORK: 1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6. Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying. 10. Ahhhh ... I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconcepti

What Really Happened Leading Up To The Events Of May 2, 2008
As most of y'all probably know I was arrested may 2, 2008 on the charges of Aggrevated Stalking and Aggrevated Assault. Some of y'all may have even seen me on Fox29 news or in the Hometown News and Fort Pierce Tribune newspapers. Unfortunately, a lot of you have decided it's a fair assuption that since it was in the news that I must really be the kind of onster they attempted to make me out to be.Now since the fact that the state dropped the charges didn't make the news like my arrest did I am on my own to clear my name so Ican quit receiving strange looks from mpeople when I'm mout in public and hopefully reduce the number of people that are intending to kick my ass when they see me because they think I really intended to do what the police implied. Now for those of you that didn't know(hindsight leads e to think that there's more of you then I originally thought) Sarah and I started talking to each other and hangginggg out when I ggot back fro GA back in Feb. Of course, we never se

10/02/08 - Elton John - Someone Saved My Life Tonight
SONG VERSION BELOW ELTON JOHN- SOMEONE SAVED MY LIFE TONIGHT (SUGARBEAR).mp3 - VIDEO VERSION BELOW Someone Saved My Life Tonight - Elton John LYRICS BELOW When I think of those East End lights Muggy nights, The curtains drawn in the little room downstairs Prima Donna, Lord, you really should have been there, Sitting like a princess perched in her electric chair And it's one more beer, And I don't hear you anymore We've all gone crazy lately, My friend's out there, Rolling 'round the basement floor And someone saved my life tonight, sugar bear You almost had your hooks in me Didn't you dear You nearly had me roped and tied, Altar-bound, hypnotized, Sweet freedom whispered in my ear You're a butterfly, And butterflies are free to fly, Fly away, high away bye bye I never realized the passing hours Of evening showers, A slip noose hanging in my darkest dreams I'm strangled by your haunted social scene Just a pawn outplayed by a domina

Check Ur Self
Im sure that theres somebody reading this knows what it means when you say "Its time to find yourself, you know, when your mind is playing tricks on yah and its getting out of control. I always say "make love to the mind, whats making love to the mind? you ask,Its when you whisper something sweet in the ear, then kiss that ear to confirm,and once the mind has that confidents built up then act on it. once you have the mind the rest will follow. Sometimes its easier to fall under that mind control method, when your at a certain age, ladies exspecially us, lets keep it real,lol, you start doubting if you still have it, Im not excluding you men,thats when its time to say "FIND YOURSELF. Or there something or someone you desire desperately, and you know its right but you still have doubts, even thou your heart is saying yes. Thats when it time to say "FIND YOURSELF, and if that something or someone is still there when you do find yourself, then its meant to be yours, On that note, if you do

Help, Please????!!!!
I'm in another contest and I would greatly appreciate any and all help I get from my family and friends!!!! All love will be returned!!!! Here's the link for it.... http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=548838&i=1019418947&albumid=1186515 I need rates and comments, please and ty so very much!!!! XOXO's To All

Slapping The Bull
Are you brave enough??? Can you handle it??? Yes, we are slapping a bull thats right slapping a bull right are the arse... all you gotta do is first rate the "slapping the bull folder.. Then you need to fan/ rate/add everyone on the list.if they are on your frinds list already let them know that you are "slapping the bull or something along that line...PM when you are done i will get you added and make you a tag .. so lets start slapping ♫♫DjBlueyes ♫♫ Fu-wife to DjNbK ,Fu-Angel (GM@AcesUp)@ fubar Chiina_Whiite@ fubar The BULLdaddy~Supporting Breast Cancer Awareness~@ fubar ONE&ONLY SYCHO~!~OWNER OF FUBAR ADDICTED BOMBERS/CLUB FAR@ fubar DJ DISTURBED~!~ FAB,RATE SPANKER,LOST LEVELER

Libra - October 2008
Libra - October 2008 With a cluster of planets in your birth sign you can be a power couple this month. The energy is very romantic. Attractions will also be strong. Libra is the sign of marriage and seeks to bring two people together in balance. October 5 offers a chance to get to the deep truth of a problem, but you must remember to park your ego at the door. Compromise solutions that are fair to both will bring a feeling of greater intimacy and closeness. You can push through to a better place if you face conflicts directly. To be fully alive, you need the challenges, negotiations, and pitfalls of sharing your life with another. The Full Moon on October 14 promises mutual understanding and the creative enrichment that comes when you mix two souls. The New Moon on October 28 requires honesty. Avoid any attachment to the appearance of harmony at the cost of telling the truth.

I Are Having A Sad!
Why does it seem like every time a guy friend gets a new GF he disappears off the face of the Earth and stops talking to you? Is the GF that insecure she can't deal with him having female friends or is the guy just being a jerk?

Libra - Lovescope For Week Of September 29, 2008
Libra - Lovescope for week of September 29, 2008 The current issue with regard to your love and romance situation has to do with the fact that you aren't truly yourself around the one you love. You become someone you aren't. As a result, it's hard for the one you love to connect with you on a real, authentic, and loving level. In addition, it's hard for the one you love to give you what you truly need. You get a perfect opportunity right off the bat this week. This Monday the New Moon is in your sign, giving you the strongest opportunity of the entire year to plant a new seed with regard to love. This is your big chance to establish a new beginning. As you do, resonate with your true self. Embody who you are – the real you. Create a trajectory of truth and emotional fulfillment by coming from your authentic self. Use Tuesday to follow up with any pieces of the puzzle that you may have missed. Then enjoy the romantic magic that comes your way on Friday and Saturday. These are your

Just An Ear Would Be Nice
these later days, I feel as if i'm on the brink of tears. I've had way to many changes in my life, and many other obstacles that have landed in my path. I feel as if I am fighting a losing battle, for every time I think things may be looking up, I get another heart shattering blow. how much can one take, before it kills them? I'm lost, brokenhearted, and teary eyed. the question is, does he care enough to notice, that i'm dying on the inside? I feel as if i'm on my last thread, and this tread is so weak, its amazing that I'm still alive and kicking. what is one to do, when they feel so alone at night, even though, the person they love is laying by there side? how is one to stand up and face another day, when all they want to do is hide away and cry? my tears will fade away in time, but what about my heart? where is the love I need? thanks for you time Lost in a web of shattered pieces

An Opera Singer In Las Vegas And Other Realities
I have to admit I was surprised that Neal E. Boyd won “America’s Got Talent” last night. While the winnings from our dollar bet among Robert, Margaret, Mary, Martha, and me regarding who would win that one million dollar prize as well as a headliner show in Las Vegas remained in our house (since I bet the eventual second-place winner would win), I’m relieved that at least vocal performance will be represented by someone who can not only awaken people to an appreciation of the classics – Boyd’s an opera singer, and I felt THAT wouldn’t go over in Vegas – but also provide the common touch. It’s something politicians (at least, the freely elected ones) shoot for yet all too often fall short of. In my rating of reality-based television – better known to most of my reading audience as “reality TV” – I have to concede a far away second place to “Talent” (analogous to, in terms of great Star Wars movies, “Revenge of the Sith” being a far away second place to “The Empire Strikes Back”) be

Kidney Failure.
So Last week, I woke up in hellish pain. I wet to the doctor's and found out that one of my kidneys stopped functioning and that I also have high blood pressure, which sux. I'm still in alot of pain even though I spent the better part of a week in a hospital bed with tubes running through me and the morphine was AWESOME as well as the vicadin, but I digress. I want to thank all of those who clled me and left me love. it's nice to know that ppl actually do care about the well-being of others. Thank you all. Hopefully I'll get better soon for when I start to travel across country again for the fall. Hope to see som of you on my journey.

Gettin Political........
I see some people here or there on the fu ready to vote for Obama. I'm not voting for him. Let me tell you why. 1. For 20 years he attended trinity united church in Chicago, Illinois...... his place of residence. This church has a history of black liberation theology which promotes black supremacy, not equality. 2. When he started seeking political office in Illinios he sought the support of William Ayers, someone who is part of "weather underground" a terrorist network here in the united states that has bombed New York City police headquarters and the Pentagon. Mr Ayers on 911 said publicly that the terrorists had not done enough. This oviously means hes not a repentant man. Obama has not distanced himself, or for that matter even publicly scolded Mr. Ayers for those actions. The president of the united states (and anyone wishing to become one) should at the very least hold some kind of adverse stance to those who want to cause chaos and terror in the united states. 3

New Update On The Auction
In Jade Auction am at 250k here the link if want to bid on my ladies. this one end this sunday I will make worth ur wild In St3ph4ni3 am at 200k come ladies bid on me am worth it. In Dj Lette auction am at 85k come ladies i make worth it

Yay
fvck ya things are getting better!! i just found out my sister is pregnant yay!!! i'm going to be an aunt again (i hope it's a girl) but she's having stomach cramps real bad ones i hope she and the baby are ok :)

Disciple Larryb
LarryB@ fubar OK PEOPLE,,,WHO HASN’T HEARD OF THIS MAN, IF YOU HAVEN’T YOU SHOULD,,HES A GREAT FRIEND, ALWAYS HELPING SOMEONE, TONS OF GIVEAWAYS AND AS A CERTAIN WET CAT PUT IT,,,ROCKS MAJOR!!! SO LETS SHOW HIM HOW MUCH WE REALLY DO APPRECIATE HIM…. THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

Fubar Trains Main List 301- 354 Updated
301.Need For Speed 302.The Sexy Eyes Train 303.Fubar's Diamond Girls 304.Fubar's Strip Club 305.Love Hurts Train 306.Convoy(94) 307.Rat Race 308.The Ski Resort 309.Colt Nation 310.The Soul Train (62) 311.Freeway Of Love 312.Motivational Train 313.BBW Lovers Train 314.Birthstone Train 315.Camelot(69) 316.Summer's End Beach Party 317.Swimming With The Dolphins Train(62) 318.Fubar Animals Club(31) 319.Heaven Sent & Hell Bound Train 320.THE MEANIN OF FUBAR 321.Waterslide(73) 322.Pimp My ride(19) 323.Ready for the Weekend Train(78) 324.Blast From The Past(25) 325.The Unreal Train(25) 326.A Witches Train 327.Freaky Train(49) 328.TRICK OR TREAT TRAIN 329.January Birthday Train Members List(15) 330.Lets Ride 331.Fabulous Fubar Females Train 332.Fubar Blimp Ride(28) 333.Cha Cha Slide(32) 334.The Platinum Train 335.Dive In(32) 336.

Lost In You
My fingers get lost in those strings but I got lost in those flings that were flung for me to catch and understand. Jingle, jangle,strum. I'm tired. I go. I am beckoned so it seems like I am wanted yet I am not the desire. I am not alone but it feels like I am. Oh!!! The intoxication, the excitement. I wish you could feel this but only I can. I dont understand it but i caught it. And u will understand it only after Ive let it go. Cause right now youre 1,000 miles away and I'm lying next to you. It always happens like that. Staring off in the distance...it's getting blurry, I must be tired. No wait my eyes are tearing.......OUCH! Look down. My fingers are dripping blood...as I strum my guitar.

Outlaw Radio's ~six Shooter~kevdog Is On Early Today!!! Hes The Wildest Dj On Fubar,check Him Out!!!
DJ KEVDOG IS RIPPIN UP THE AIRWAVES IN OUTLAW RADIO 4 - 6 PM EST Take a few minutes… Stop by… Say Hello & Leave Him Some MAD LUV! ^^ CLICK TO ENTER ^^ Bully brought to you by: & The Rest of the Outlaws Can’t wait to see you! (repost of original by 'DJ KëvDög *OUTLAW RADIO*' on '2008-10-02 11:12:29')

Woman Taking The X Back
You couldn't figure this out? Guys who beat up on women either physically or mentally are nothing but pieces of shit scumbags who need to have the their balls cut off with a dull knife. Oh, did i mention nice and slow.. DON'T TAKE EM BACK!

A Hug For My Friends!!!
ღ♥ A Hug! ♥ღ♥ (¸.•´♥ (¸.•´) ♥.•:**:•.♥ (¸.•´♥¸¸.•¨¯) ♥ღ♥ Relieves tension ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Improves blood flow. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Reduces stress. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Non-Polluting. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Helps self esteem. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Generates good will. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ No batteries required. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Absolutely no cost. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Non-taxable. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Silent performance. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Extremely personal. ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ Fully returnable ♥ღ♥ (¸.•´♥ (¸.•´) ♥.•:**:•.♥ (¸.•´♥¸¸.̶

Anger!
Why do ppl have to play with your emotions like a f8ckin cat with a defensless mouse? Just toying around like a fun game until that bitch eats your ass and then steps away casually as it goes to the shit box to expell all of the other shit it has eatin.......In short~~~Animal/Human..no difference!

Week 5 Schedule
Hey all! Here is the schedule for week 5. These games are going to be tough, so choose wisely! Sunday Oct 5th TEN @ BAL KC @ CAR CHI @ DET ATL @ GB IND @ HOU SD @ MIA SEA @ NYG WAS @ PHI TB @ DEN BUF @ ARI CIN @ DAL NE @ SF PIT @ JAC Monday Oct 6th MIN @ NO *hehehe* Byes: CLE, NYJ, OAK, STL GOOD LUCK ALL!

Halloween
Shadows drift across the moon as darkness clouds my mind A chill seizes upon my bones and peace I cannot find I know not why the darkness brings a scense of dread Old stories rise up from the past and chatter through my head Of maniacs and murderers who's intention is suspect And sorcery is unleashed in ways defying intellect The shadow passes now beyond the moon my heart begins to cheer As creatures snarl from the dark and wait to spread more fear

Cabo Trip
I'm Heading to Cabo San Lucas, Mexico in 4 days... and for those of you that have been there.. Greatly appreciated if you can give me some ideas on what or where are the good places to go, eat, or party it up? I've never been there so I'm going for 3 nights, 4 days, so I want to make the best of the time that I am there :) Thank You for all your ideas!!

A Fubar Theif
DEE75 HAS ROBBED ME OF 45K IN FUBUCKS THAT I GAVE HER FOR 100 11'S. SHE HAS NEVER RATED MY PICS AND SAID SHE HAS NO PLANS TO AND WONT GIVE MONEY BACK TO ME CUZ SHE SAID SHE GAVE IT TO SOMEONE FOR A SPOTLIGHT, SO I WARN ALL IN THE FUNATION TO NOT GIVE MONEY TO HER SHES A THEIF AND A FUSNAKE. IF YOU DEAL WITH HER ITS AT UR OWN RISK. AND SHE WONDERS WHY IVE BITCHED HER OUT.

Mummer Nights
Ode to all the mummer lovers Mummer loving aint it a blast mummer love happens so fast shes a girl crazy and mad met a boy nuts as can be mummer days drifting away to oh oh the mummer nights tell me more tell me more did they forget meds tell me more tell me more like have they lost their heads she seems cranky maybe its cramps he has lost it dim like a lamp shes his life with out her hell drown hes never normal when shes around mummer dumb has just began but oh oh the mummer nights tell me more tell me more was it love at first sight tell me more tell me more then why do they fight Its a fun moron parade she so sour like lemonade its so fun to sit and watch him acting like it burns in the crotch mummer fling dont mean a thing but oh oh the mummer nights tell me more tell me more like why does she brag tell me more tell me more does he dress in drag hes not friendly angry and mad in her bagina there must be sand i

Nights In White Satin
Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters Ive written, Never meaning to send. Beauty Id always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I cant say anymore. cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Gazing at people, Some hand in hand, Just what Im going thru They can understand. Some try to tell me Thoughts they cannot defend, Just what you want to be You will be in the end, And I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. Nights in white satin, Never reaching the end, Letters Ive written, Never meaning to send. Beauty Id always missed With these eyes before, Just what the truth is I cant say anymore. cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you. cause I love you, Yes, I love you, Oh, how, I love you. Oh, how, I love you.

~~~~happy Halloween 2008~~~~ =whoo~hoo!=
~~~~Happy Halloween 2008~~~~ =whoo~hoo!= I had already been in the hospital by the time you all are reading this. Was in from 9/27/08 til 10/01/08. It all started off a fairly decent day. We got up and had already E-purchased our tickets for Knott's Berry Farm's "Halloween Haunt" for the night. So, we proceeded to get ready to go. I was feeling a bit light-headed and dizzy, but was determinded to go and give my husband a night that he would never forget. Well, it turned into a weekend he never forgot let's just say that much for now. For those of you who don't know about the "Halloween Haunt", let me explain briefly but as accurately as I possibly can. It is a fun filled experience for those who enjoy Halloween. The amusement park in converted into a complete Halloween themed one. They have Ghouls, Goblins, Ghosts, and activities to scare the crap out of you.... well at least try. The rides are and buildings are decorated like a dead ghost town and berry farm (mind you the

Chinese Much??
Messing around in google translator, what was said and what it said! Funny as all hell! Pat McGroin (10/1/2008 7:20:04 PM): Ik zit hier naakt, en als u dit uit voorstelt, zal ik mijn webcam aanzetten Clowns (10/1/2008 7:20:42 PM): OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Pat McGroin (10/1/2008 7:20:49 PM): what? Clowns (10/1/2008 7:21:43 PM): I sit here naked, and if you from proposing, I will encourage my webcam Pat McGroin (10/1/2008 7:22:24 PM): I am sitting here naked, and if you figure this out, I will turn on my webcam Clowns (10/1/2008 8:14:43 PM): Olet niin vitun upea haluan osuma, että yli ja ohi ja yli Pat McGroin (10/1/2008 8:15:59 PM): You are so fucking fantastic, I want to hit that over and over and over Clowns (10/1/2008 8:16:16 PM): ei niskaasi puolestaan teitä? Clowns (10/1/2008 8:16:59 PM): does your neck turn you on Pat McGroin (10/1/2008 8:17:02 PM): do not turn your neck to you? Clowns (10/1/2008 10:26:50 PM): Ano ang loko bagay ang maa

Never Assume
When you talk with a friend or family member do you assume you will have another chance to speak with them? And its ok that you didnt say everything you wanted to say to them because you knew you would have the chance tomorrow? Dont! I was on the phone for hours last night with a friend who was feeling depressed... She wasnt happy where she was living and how her life was going and the relationship she was in wasnt going as she had once thought it would. She had made the call to her counselor prior to calling me and wanted to talk to me until she heard back from him... just to keep herself together is what she said... I now know differently... She called because she knew it was the last time she would talk to me... She confided in me many things that she was feeling about herself and her life... Then we talked about our relationship and how it had begun and the turn of events in the years that followed... Before I knew it my Lauren was talking to me not the downtroddened

Mrhumpy Convos
My Shoutbox ->mrhumpy™: I really don't care what yo think...your not my friend mrhumpy™: lol@ur friends......like i give a FUCK what u do ...or who u show???LMAO mrhumpy™: ur just making urself look bad ...with "hotties" in ur name ->mrhumpy™: *shakes head* please go play with your friends mrhumpy™: enjoy ur lame ass "hotties" gang...and the controlling "chief".......that makes YOU look just as PATHETIC as the other loser women who follow his orders...hahahahahaha Charley: lol... controlled? really? mrhumpy™: LMAO ....thats all in fun....its called a FRIEND...that jokes with me ->mrhumpy™: *shakes head* please go play with your friends mrhumpy™: enjoy ur lame ass "hotties" gang...and the controlling "chief".......that makes YOU look just as PATHETIC as the other loser women who follow his orders...hahahahahaha mrhumpy™: LMAO ....thats all in fun....its called a FRIEND...that jokes with me ->mrhumpy™: those who disrespect women do not g

Megadeth: 'anthology' Box Set
Following the successful 2007 release of the coveted 4-CD+DVD Warchest box set, Megadeth is back with a vengeance with Anthology: Set The World Afire. The career-spanning 2-CD and digital collection, to be released September 30 by Capitol/EMI, features Megadeth’s top hits and fan favorites, a previously unreleased demo and two rare concert recordings. Anthology: Set The World Afire is loaded with 35 electrifying tracks, among them Megadeth’s top hits, including "Trust," "A Tout Le Monde," "Insomnia" and "Train of Consequences." Also included are rare 1992 concert recordings of "Peace Sells" and "Symphony Of Destruction," previously available only in limited release, the latter having never been released in the U.S. "High Speed Dirt" is a demo version, previously unreleased. Iconic frontman Dave Mustaine pioneered the hugely successful metal band, Megadeth after his departure from Metallica. Beginning with the band’s 1985 debut album, Killing Is My Business…And Business Is Go

Inside Out Pt. Ii
Lay down, the threat is real Cover who you are inside Help me remember before I forget Stapled shut inside Claustrophobic outside Posessed inversion Retrograde perversions A little bit schitzophrenic Trip inside my astral plane Step too hard and I'll lick out your brain Blasting off to space inside my head Think you can hang, bring a rope The only way you'll hang is by the neck I burn inside and out Gotta get whats inside out...

What Is The Point?
Some one please tell me what the point is of being fu married? I mean seriously unless your a real life couple on here it doesn't mean anything it's not legal in any way I am not being a downer I am just trying to understand what the fuss is over being fu married...I always assumed we were all our own person on here and we had our own identies and this was all for fun some people take it to extreme measures of a real wedding when in reality this is "ONLINE" and it not only that it's not going to stop the men nor women from hitting on your special someone if they want them bad enough they will stop at nothing to get the attention that they seek...okay its just me rambling again I said my piece just someone for gods sake give me a good anwser on this one lol.

Romancing You
Romancing You by BlueWolf51 © I want to know your secrets that nobody else knows. I want to see inside you where all your dreams grow. I want to know the little things that all add up to you. I want to know the secret hopes of things you want to do. I want to find each little spot that makes your insides glow. I want to reach that hidden place where only you can go. I want to whisper in your ear things so sweet and true. I want to do these things and more I want to romance you.... Oct 2 2008

Today
Today In the corner of the room, I was thinking What are you doing? Its been days, weeks, months There's still no news of you Is it time To give up now To face the truth That you had went away Is it time To start a new day Without thoughts of you Is it time To let go For there is nothing more To hold on to Is it today To know Your existence Is no longer in here That we're never meant to be

A Perfect Night
Perfect Night by BlueWolf51 © Your hand in mine the music plays candle light shines our bodies sway. The beat of the music the beat of our hearts lost in our passion we can't pull apart. Giving and taking all that's inside soulful seduction nothing to hide. Bodies exploding erotic desire two become one consuming fire.... Oct 2 2008

Yes
Last night i held you in my arms, and as you slept i watched you sleep, You looked so angelic in the night light i nearly cried, i did let the tears fall for they were for you, no nothings is wrong my love, its just tears of love i have for you i whispered quietly, you smiled as if you knew. I prayed every that this dream would come true, it had, is why iamk with you tonight...so Yes, iam happy, and yes iam deep love with you, and t o not have you at my side is too much to bare. yes it is silly for i do know you wouldnt leave me, but is how i am, i loe you with all my heart abd joy, with every beat of my heart and every inch of my life..Hell i could say without you i woul just give up and die! for you are everything to me, life love happiness everything that is good and wonderful thats what you are.

Nature Helps Ground Me.
Stars have always helped me to get things into perspective . . . I tried to let the starlight heal something deep in me that hurt. --Madeleine L'Engle For a long time, people have used stars to find their way in the dark. Many a lost soul has been guided by the North Star or the Big Dipper. If we watch the sky at night, we can see thousands of twinkling stars. They are our friends. They remind us how small we are. They remind us of the vastness of the universe, of the power and beauty that surround us. Starlight in the sky, or reflected on a lake, can comfort us when we hurt. With safe and open arms, nature accepts our sorrow, no matter how we express it. Starlight, like all of nature, reflects a light that comes from way beyond us. It is that light that heals us in a deep and quiet way. How has nature comforted me when I am troubled?

Take Action No Matter What Form.
Do something about it When something is troubling you, make the commitment to change it. Then begin to act on that decision right away. Some of the influences in your life are under your control, and many of those influences are outside your control. Yet you can always decide upon and put into action a positive response to anything. Don't sit around being amazed at how miserable you are and at how unfairly life is treating you. Instead, be amazed at how quickly and effectively you can do something about it. Don't complain to others about how tough it is for you. Instead, inspire them with your positive and enthusiastic attitude and actions. When the world feels all wrong, that's a valuable signal. It's your way of telling yourself to get going and make a difference. You have plenty of good options if you'll simply make the effort to find them. Pick the best one, get busy putting it into action, and take positive control of your world. -- Ralph Marston

????
Can't explain the way I feel You want the love I've never felt Swallowed whole at its inception Create a fable to get yourelf through Cry and question self rightious little one Suicide solution in your eyes You want me to give you answers How can I when I don't have them to give You call me liar You call me Devil Call me what you wish No one can change how I feel I tried to lie to myself Tried to tell myself I cared Self imposed delusions Self centered illusions Hate me if it helps you sleep...

Bill O'reilly And Tucker Too
In my short 29 years on this planet I have come across some truly annoying people (Tiger Fans remember Randy Smith) However there are two people in this world who have taken the cake. The first is a cranky myopian named Bill O'Reilly who has a pungent show on Fox News Channel called the O'Reilly Factor. This dumb bastard missed his calling. With the way he twists words and events he should have been a pretzel maker. I dont want to say Bill O'Reilly distorts things, but Stephen Glass used him as inspiration. Ok not really but still this guy ought to change his career title to "Professional Bullshit Artist". Thank God we have people like Keith Olbermann who see through this asshole and his games. The second all time douchebag is a smarmy piece of crap named Tucker Bounds. Tucker is a spokesman for John McCain's campaign. It is my opinion that Tucker Bounds truly doesnt know his ass from a hole in the ground. When he is asked a question concerning Gov. Palin or Sen McCain he talks dow

Loves And Hates
I've only been on this site like a week, but I've already decided what I love and hate on here. I LOVE when some dumb bitch who's "up for auction", has 5000 fans, and more cleavage pics than Maxim posts a mumm about how surprised she is she's getting divorced. No fucking shit, bitch! What the hell kind of man is going to stand for his wife spending all her time and energy attention whoring all over this site? No man that any woman could respect and marry in the first place, so of course he's going to dump your skank ass. Maybe the fu-Coronas that 1000 horny guys send you will help soften the blow. I HATE when someone's screenname is "Imjustme". No shit, retard. We're all "just me". Why not just name yourself "Human" or "Person" or "Fubar User"? It's gay. Okay, I'll add more later.

Bleeding Heart
You walked away As the door slams, Heart shattered As the door shuts You took away The life we built Walked away What we hold for so long You left me cold Standing alone I embrace the silence Falling upon me I felt death So quickly taking over me A bleeding heart Forever Lying in darkness

Forging The Balance
The fire of youth is impetuaous, fearless, and passionate, yet untempered. The passing of winters can bring cynicism, coldness, hardened hearts, and lacking of daring. Fortunately for humankind, there are elders who cherish the passion of youth, tempering it with the wisdom of age. These Wise Ones refuse to cower in the shadows of lost dreams. On their paths, they refuse to bow to hoplessness, refused to adopt the lackluster attitudes of the masses, and stood in the aliveness they saw in the natural world. Only the bold and brave seem to be willing to honor the aliveness they carry. They hold the secret of forging the balance of fiery passion and ageless wisdom. They lead through living and sharing their spontaneous perspective, never especting others to follow. Because they drink the beauty oa all life has to offer, sharing their aliveness and thanks for the that nectar every moment of every day. Jamie Sams

Sin Inside...
Don't wanna lock me up inside I wanna stay in love with myself Oh Gods I wanna let it go Couldn't hide the emptiness Never gonna drink enough to forget Flood my will to try I wanna stay in love with my soul Drowning my will to fly Here in the darkness I know myself I long to find my place among the ashes Come to me and let your light shine Show me the emptiness I can't see Show me the sin inside me...

Fear And Loathing From Missouri
The biggest event in television history is taking place tonight. No im not talking about Katie Couric's follow up colonoscopy I am talking about the Vice Presidential Debate between Joe Biden and Sarah Palin. Over the last month we have seen Sarah Palin go from Republican Hero to bumbling Zero thanks in part to the now famous Katie Couric interviews. However, even though she makes Dan Quayle look like a Rhoades Scholar there is no way she can lose this debate. The McCain campaign has done such a good job of turning every question concerning her qualifications into media attacks or sexist questions that the very second Joe Biden refers to inexperience her popularity is going to sky rocket. This bothers me because for years women have fought for equal rights (which I supported 100%) however I find it funny that now that they have them they want to play by different rules. When a journalist pointed out the Palin was all for the Bridge To Nowhere before Washington pulled out it was called

10/02/08 - Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb (i Have Become)
SONG VERSION BELOW Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd VIDEO VERSION BELOW Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd LYRICS BELOW Hello Is there anybody in there? Just nod if you can hear me Is there anyone home? Come on, now I hear you’re feeling down Well I can ease your pain Get you on your feet again Relax I need some information first Just the basic facts Can you show me where it hurts? There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship’s smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can’t hear what you’re sayin’ When I was a child, I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can’t explain, you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb I have become comfortably numb Ok Just a little pinprick There’ll be no more --aaaaaahhhhh! But you may feel a little sick Can you stand up? I

Bike Hoes Beware! They Are Onto You!
Bike Hoes Beware....Theyre Onto You!!!!! 1.If you have no bike but just happen to have your own helmet in your car we know your playing us for a ride. 2. If your gonna go for a ride go on with the niceest bike hes the one who is least likley to crash and kill you.If he has a nice bke hes prob. been ridding a while. If you go with a tool who has a 86 ninja 250 we are all gonna laugh at you.Plus use your head if his bike looks broke then so is he DUHHH! 3. If the bike is a "Stunt bike" or rashed up all over reconsider there is a reason its rashed up. 4. If your FAT! save yourself some embaressment and us the agrivation of trying to tell you no with out saying cuz YOUR FAT BITCH!!!! we can only be sooo nice. Use your head. 5.If your friend is ugly or FAT (See rule 4) it is not my responsability to get someone to take her. 6. If you have on a skirt then YES!!! we have to go first no one else knows how to get where we are going (Right guys ) 7. Showing your tits wi

Less Than...
Promises made in vain Leaving on a Saturday Waiting on the lies Rusted here in my shame You've lied Watched our time go by What meant so much to me Dead for you Southbound with all my hopes Crushed flat you're carrying me Never knew anything could hurt like this Pain numbs over time I'm the creep you chose Saw what you wanted in my eyes Took what you wanted from my heart Taste the bullets Blow your mind Got no meaning Ain't nothing but a rhyme Less than half the man I used to be Thank you for making less of me I'm feelin uninspired Think I'll start my fire Well I'll be, there's a dawn to face...

You Know You Are A Female Rider If...
You Know Youre A REAL Female Rider If..... ya know you are a REAL female rider if you have experienced any of this :) 1.you have broke a nail on your clutch or front brake ....... 2.the only perfume you smell like is eu de exhuast....... 3.you have specific riding shoes so you don't have shifter marks on your cute ones ...... 4.your helmet has makeup on the inside of it ..... 5.you take the "windswept" hair look to a level never seen before... 6.you have spent hours trying to untangle your hair after a long day of riding ......... 7.you have tan lines on your wrists from wearing your riding gloves....... 8.you have had mascara in your eyes cause they were watering from riding so fast ....... 9.you have rode up to a restuarant or bar and had to go pick bugs off your face before you could go hang out with your friends........ 10.you have had to pull over to pull up your lowrise jeans cause your crack was showing ....... 11.you have

Look What My Girls Did Love Yall
By now you know, Hard2Handle has a Happy Hour tonight @ 6pm FU Time! But what you don't know, is that she'd like you to love this girl up..Wonder_Woman { is managed by T & Suggardaddy}@ fubar She is one awesome Super Hero!!! She is so close to Oracle, surely with every one dropping by her page during Hard2Handles Happy hour, it will be done in no time.. She has a wonderful sense of humor and a great person to know. So stop by her page and love her up now.. You don't have to wait till tonight, love her up ALL day long. Spank her, Bling her, Bomb her, share her with your friends.. She always does for others and will surely bring a smile to your face Bully By:MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~@ fubarPlease Re-Post!Please Re-Post!Please Re-Post!

America Got It Wrong!
Its too bad! Yesterday on America's Got Talent they revealed that a crying opera singer is the best new act in America. Now maybe if he stopped crying.. but he is so fake! Too bad! My heart goes out to the real talent.. Nuttin but Strings and Eli Mattson! I say real meaning they aren't fake crying every time they get on stage.. they just impressed people by doing what they do. They are amazing and I can't wait until they aren't under contract from AGT so I can see them live and buy their cds and such!

Her Eyes
I watch into her gaze and my heart begins its faze. The look she give consumes my soul, as warmth from summers glow. That touch of lips is only there cause of my heart Constance share of that window into her soul. Those eyes of gold that make my heart aglow, kevin 10-02-08

Mistakes
Mistakes Everyone makes them some small some big. Some you and correct and some you cant We all make them at one time or another . Do we forgive and forget or let them eat you away Can you say your sorry and it was my fault. Somethings are not worth fixing but most are easy. Some hurt and you don't even know it makes you think was it my fault or was it something I did. Mistakes some you can live with some you can't Just remember everyone is human and we all make them. Its how you change or come back from them that makes us who we are.

Why Women Cry
Why Women Cry Why Women Cry... A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God got on the phone, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fati

Who Is She?
I hear a sweet voice whispering Whispering things into my brain Assuring me that I'm insane She holds my hand and I lie I lie to get a taste She pulls me close I let her lead me where she may Her voice inside me my new obsession My will is not my own I give all of myself I step into the shadows Allow her face to shine Who I am is who she's made The man I was is no more She pulled me from oblivion Singing her siren song to me Saved me from hell Only to crash me upon her shore Trying so hard to see back I can't feel the me that was So be it...

Ugh...decisions
confusion has set in....im at a point in my life where i wish thigs were so very different. im tired of feeling that i was put on this earth to be a slave to someone. I wan respect, love, romance! Little things that are so very easy to do are just so damn hard for some ppl. I have always been the strong one....and now i feel myself slipping away with out something to grab ahold of. I am the bubbly, outgoing, fun one, that everyone loves to be around and right now i just want to crawl in a hole so no one can see me. this is very hard for me to put up here and no its not a cry for help im just venting some pent up anger, frustrations, and heartache. i know there are some major decisions that need to be made in my life and im not sure as how to approach it. I see so many happy ppl around me and i put on the greatest happy face but the truth is im dying inside and at this point theres nothing to really save me! I have alot to think about and will keep u posted on what happens.

October Is Breast Cancer Awareness Month
October is breast cancer awareness month. Early detection can save lives. When breast cancer is found early, the 5-year survival rate is 98%, which is why there are over 2 million breast cancer survivors today. Whether you are 20 or 80, you need an early-detection plan. Do those monthly self check exams!

Prego Jokes...
Pregnancy Questions & Answers Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word 'alimony' means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A: Not if you change their diapers often.

Shoot Me Again -- Metallica
I won't go away Right here I'll stay Stand silent in flames Stand tall 'till it fades Shoot me again I ain't dead yet Shoot me again All these shots I take I spit back at you All the shit you fake Comes back to haunt you All the shots All the shots I take What difference did I make? All the shots I take I spit back at you I won't go away, with a bullet in my back Right here I'll stay, with a bullet in my back Shoot me take a shot I'll stand on my own, with a bullet in my back I'm stranded and sold, with a bullet in my back I bite my tongue Trying not to shoot back No compromise My heart won't pump the other way Wake the sleeping giant Wake the beast Wake the sleeping dog No, Let him sleep

Sacrifice
I'm moving back to Reno soon. something I swore I'd never do. But my daughter needs me more than I've ever realized. The woman I love pointed this out to me. She even broke up with me, I think, to remove anyone else I might put ahead of my daughter. My daughter has always been in my heart. No one can ever change that. Just because I'm absent doesn't mean that I love her any less. I'm moving back to Reno again and putting myself at risk all for my daughter. There are people there who want me dead and a vice there that I haven't been able to defeat. I do this for the love of my little girl. Sometimes we have to take losses and die a little bit for those we love most.

Why? (i'm Alive)
My only redemption My only salvation The one thing I treasure most You cannot take it away I'm no slave to your whims You cannot take this from me You've labled me insane Branded me a fool For this I shall make the greatest sacrifice Always an outcast Unloved by those I chose Why am I even trying? You'll never know what I truly am I am the shadow I fly away with the light No matter how hard you try I will return Now and forevermore I'm alive despite all you do You will never break me...

Show Me How You Feel
today is PINCH BUTT DAY and baby u know you're sexy if u get pinched! GO ahead & start PINCHING! send this 2 all your sexy friends (even me) If u get 2 back you're ugly, 3-4 ok, 5-6 damn, 7-8 WOW!,9 HOT as hell..

Band Contest For My Neice...
Re: Void808 http://miraconnextionz.net/tbc.html We were entered into a contest where we have a chance to win a free TOP NOTCH promotional package that we really need. Out of 1,000’s of bands/groups we’ve made it to the top 16 finalists. So please, take a moment to go to the url below and vote. You will not have to sign up for anything or give any personal info . When the site loads, click on the part that says “CLICK HERE TO VOTE” about a ¼ of the way down the page. You’ll be redirected to another page where all you have to do is click the little button by our picture and then click submit…. Then you’re done. I love you!

Crystal Made This To Help Me Out, Love Ya Girl!!!
We all know and love her! She made it to Godmother and is now working her way to DISCIPLE!!! So lets help her out and get this wonderful lady leveled! Click here to go to her page and love her up!!! CrazyMama45**FU-Bomber Family Manager**Fu Bad Girls*/Fu-Wifey to sTaRr///Fu-Owned by SLDC & TLC@ fubar This bulletin was made with love by *~*~*Crystal*~*~* *~*~*Crystal*~*~*FU-Bomber*2nd Alarm Hottie*FU-Owned by sinsational6968*~*~@ fubar (repost of original by '*~*~*Crystal*~*~*FU-Bomber*2nd Alarm Hottie*FU-Owned by sinsational6968*~*~' on '2008-10-02 07:33:52')

Love Is A Lie
My ex fu wife/r/l/g/f is now my ex everything because she didn't have the self restraint or patience to wait long enough until we could be together in real life. She needs someone to hold and cuddle and etc... I was asked for a 2nd chance and like a fool I allowed it. Time passed and my suspicions and paranoia were starting to come to a head and the question that ended it all was asked. I am not even going to attempt it anymore. I don't need to waste my time with such trivial things like this, if I'm 40 by the time I even get a girlfriend or wife, I guess that is just how it is going to have to be.

Wonderwoman
By now you know, Hard2Handle has a Happy Hour tonight @ 6pm FU Time! But what you don't know, is that she'd like you to love this girl up..Wonder_Woman { is managed by T & Suggardaddy}@ fubar She is one awesome Super Hero!!! She is so close to Oracle, surely with every one dropping by her page during Hard2Handles Happy hour, it will be done in no time.. She has a wonderful sense of humor and a great person to know. So stop by her page and love her up now.. You don't have to wait till tonight, love her up ALL day long. Spank her, Bling her, Bomb her, share her with your friends.. She always does for others and will surely bring a smile to your face Bully By:MsCharlotte2U!~No Rate No Add~@ fubarPlease Re-Post!Please Re-Post!Please Re-Post!

Truth By Osho
Truth "Truth is beyond structure. It comes only when you are in an unstructured state of consciousness. It comes only when there is no expectation of it, no preparation for it, because all preparation is expectation. Truth comes unawares, truth comes as a surprise. You cannot manage and manufacture it, it comes when it comes. There is no path to truth. This is one of the most fundamental things to understand. If you are searching for truth, all paths will lead you astray, because following a path means that you have already decided what truth is. You have decided the direction, the dimension, you have decided how to approach it, what discipline to follow, what doctrine to adopt. Your destination will just be a projection of your own mind. It will be just your mind playing a game with itself. There is no way to truth, because the mind is the barrier and it is the mind that creates the way. The mind has to go. The mind has to cease for truth to be. Truth is not a discipline eith

Pay It Forword!
Recently I have had a lot of time to think. The economy is on a decline, gas and food prices keep going up and down, jobs are scarce because they don't pay enogh..... The society we live in is in turmoil and people are led to uncertanty. The goverment goes to war or proposes a bail out when all we realy need is the compassion of one another. With the way thing are right now, everyone is clinging to every last thing they have. All the while they are forgetting those who have very little if anything at all. We sweep asie those who are less than us like the single parent working two jobs just to make rent and never hast time for their kids. The homeless who just needs a bit of foo a hot shower and a nice set of clothes to get a job and turn things around. There are many out there with large bank accounts flaunting and wasting what they have to try to find happiness in the extravagant or material. I have found that happiness can be found in a simple act of kindness that all humans are cape

Stressed.????????
STRESSED SPELLED BACKWARDS IS DESSERTS *If you eat something,and no one sees you eat it,it has no calories. *If you drink a diet soda with a candy bar,the calories in the candy bar are canceled out by the diet soda fizz. *When you eat with someone else,calories don't count if you do not eat more than he/she does. *Foods used for medicinal purposes,such as hot chocolate,brandy,toast,and Sara Lee banana cake,NEVER count. *If you fatten up everyone else around you,you will look thinner. *Movie-related foods do not have additional calories because they are part of the entertainment package and not part of ones personal fuel.Some examples: Milk Duds,buttered popcorn,Junior Mints,Red Hots,and Tootsie Rolls. *Cookie pieces contain no calories.The process of breaking causes calorie leakage. *Things licked off of knives and spoons have no calories if you are in the process of preparing something. *Foods that have the same color have the same number of calories.Ex

Citizen Cope
see I will carry you through the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies See I will carry you in the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies Something happens when You're caught searching for an answer When you're stuck in the middle Of a place that you don't belong yeah When you start to lose sight of what's right and wrong yeah 'Cause when we started it was innocent 'Cause when we started it was innocent see I will carry you through the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies See I will carry you in the hurricane waters And I'll remember you in the blue skies Until we meet again Until it's like it was Until then Until the answers start raining down Until the skies open up until the trumpet sounds Until then Until the city and the country ain't divided Until then Until the spirit and the mind ain't fighting Until the scenes of tomorrow and today finally play see I will carry you through the hurricane w

Haley
*****Attention Fu Friends and Fam***** I wanted to do a pimped out bully each week for a woman of fubar that is truly Like a Diamond!This week i picked a woman that is beautiful on the inside and out! She is always thinking of others and is truly a Honest!True!Real! Friend! This Woman is Like a Diamond!!! Her name is Haley..she is 23yrs old and is one of the sweetest and most caring person that i have had the honor of meeting on fu! Never in my life have i known someone who is so Out going!She is Simply Amazing! Haley was born with a brittle bone disease called Osteogenesis Imperfecta.She is in a wheelchair and can not walk. Even though she has this disibility it does not define who she is! She Has amazing CONFIDENCE!!! She is Beautiful!She is Sexy!She has a heart of Gold!She is Smart!She is She is Straight to the Point and i love that about her!! ***Plz Go show her lots of Love!! F/R/A her if you have not yet! Re rate her if u have! spank her page hard with lots

Solid Gold Moss Statue Revealed
"A 50kg solid gold statue of model Kate Moss has been unveiled at the British Museum, in London. The £1.5m sculpture, entitled Siren, is by artist Marc Quinn and is one of several contemporary sculptures in the exhibition Statuephilia. Each work has been sited in a different gallery within the museum, placed with items from its permanent collection. Quinn's sculpture is said to be the largest gold statue created since the time of Ancient Egypt." If you look closely, you can see her kidneys. Full story here.

Your Job - Now Hiring All Staff And Dj's
*****ALL staff are required now to have a salute pic, even if Fubar doesn't have to have them for you to be a member, I require them for you to work for Sweetwater's***** ***ALL staff are required to have the lounge invite on your profile and in a blog, ALL staff are required to do all forms of invites, if you don't know what they are , refer to your staff info page.*** DJ'S - 1. We now are once again on a search for dj's. We all need to leave the normal invite to the lounge on ppl's pages , it says hiring dj's on it so hopefully we'll get some responses from that. 2. ALL dj's are now required to do some talking, even if it's just announcing the station name, lounge name , urself and tunes now n there while on ur shift. 3. If you're goin to be or are a dj for Sweetwater's lounge, you will now be required to commit yourself to a scheduled time slot. If you can't make it, call/text or IM me and let me know, if you can't get ahold of me, then it's your responsibility to get

Patio Problem
My husband, Ray, was attempting to build a patio for the first time. He bought 100 cement blocks. Laying them out in a pattern, he discovered the chosen area was too small. He stacked the blocks against the house and cleared more space. The next day Ray put the cement blocks back down, only to find that the ground was too hard to keep the patio level. He ordered a truckload of sand to be delivered the following morning. Again he stacked the 100 blocks against the house. Observing all this, our next-door neighbor asked, "Ray, are you going to put your patio away every night

Local Idiot To Post Comment On Internet
HAZEL PARK, MI—In a statement made to reporters earlier this afternoon, local idiot Brandon Mylenek, 26, announced that at approximately 2:30 a.m. tonight, he plans to post an idiotic comment beneath a video on an Internet website. "Later this evening, I intend to watch the video in question, click the 'reply' link above the box reserved for user comments, and draft a response, being careful to put as little thought into it as possible, while making sure to use all capital letters and incorrect punctuation," Mylenek said. "Although I do not yet know exactly what my comment will entail, I can say with a great degree of certainty that it will be incredibly stupid." Full story here.

Oct 2008 Auction
I am up for acution again. Click the picture to Bid on me They changed prioces on Auto 11 Blings. Update on my offer!!!. If the bid includes a 70 Credit blingpack, I will give you 1 Auto 11 bling. If the bid includes a 150 Credit blingpack, I will give you 3 Auto 11 blings. Bill The acution is over!!! Please check out my Owner "Sweet Sexy Latina&hearts ". She is super Sweet!!! Click the link below to Rate, Fan, and Add her!!!! Sweet Sexy Latina&hearts *Founder & Owner of Club TABU*~Fu-Owned by "TOMMY aka Fantasy Maker@ fubar Bill

Whoot To Confidence!!!!!!!!
***FUBARS MOST AMAZING Woman*** This woman rocks to the fullest!!She is having the most kick a$$ Happy Hour on the planet! IT STARTS AT 8 FU TIME SO BE THERE! She is always doing things to help others on here and now its her turn!!!!! Who is she you ask? Why none other than the always beautiful, sexxy ♊ DJ SOFT "Deputy Chief 2nd Alarm Hotties Elite" and DJ @ Fallen Angels@ fubar Please Go show mad love to her because SHE WILL BE BLINGING THE HEAVIEST RATERS!!F/R/A if you havent yet! Re rate if you have!Bling her!Comment her..etc! And Plz Let her Know i sent you!xoxo'

~ Survivor ~
THE NEXT SURVIVOR SERIES Six married men will be dropped on an island with one car and 3 kids each for six weeks. Each kid will play two sports and either take music or dance classes. There is no fast food. Each man must take care of his 3 kids; keep his assigned house clean, correct all homework, and complete science projects, cook, do laundry, and pay a list of 'pretend' bills with not enough money. In addition, each man will have to budget in money for groceries each week. Each man must remember the birthdays of all their friends and relatives, and send cards out on time--no Emailing. Each man must also take each child to a doctor's appointment, a dentist appointment and a haircut appointment. He must make one unscheduled and inconvenient visit per child to the Urgent Care. He must also make cookies or cupcakes for a social function. Each man will be responsible for decorating his own assigne

Please Help Morgan Le Fay With Spotlight
Could you help a girl out? She wants to do the Spotlight by Months end and could use a helping hand. Fupal her ANYTHING! Please click the top pic to go to her page. * Morgan Le Fay * Cut Throat Bitch * FuOwned by PHOTOBUG@ fubar Even Sexi Zombie MUMM Chicks Need Love!!! Some Codes Proudly stolen for you by: PieDaDDY@ fubar

Lonely Heart
Okay, this is my first blog. Not sure if it's anything like myspace or not, but I'm going to treat it as if I'm typing one of my blogs on myspace. I have an issue here. MEN! Why is it when one has been with the same man for the last 10 years and has been seperate (legally) for the last year, he doesn't give up? Sorry guys. I can't help but to be annoyed with men who are controlling, belittling, self centered, and the whole nine yards. All my life, I've always thought there was someone for everyone. But, that's anymore just becoming unreal to me. My only question I can really ask here is...is love real? And, if so, why hasn't Mr. Right journeyed down my path, yet?

Gonna Be Offline
Hi loves, My stupid computer crashed so I only have access here and there through my cell phone. I'll be able to check messages and reply, just not able to reply to shouts. As soon as I can convince my husband that we HAVE TO HAVE a computer (about a week) I'll be back. I love you Fu's!!! I'd love to see lots of shouts and messages, even if I can't reply. Just don't forget me. Kisses!!

Heart Attack Not B_tching Tho!
Ok lets see, last Sunday evening while sitting on the couch after a very stressful afternoon I had a mild heart attack. Now after the usual ambulance ride to the ER and 4 hours in there I had four people (Medical) tell me it was a mild attack. Also they were admitting me overnight for observations, which is all understandable. Since I am or was a smoker they would give me a shot for the cravings, this did not happen and when I asked for it and yet nothing, which was more agitating. Anyhoots, why does everyone tell you to get lots of rest and to get well in hospitals when you don't do either cause someone is coming constantly for this or that and germs are everywhere in there LOL. Okay where was I,oh yeah now being in the beginning stages of diabetes I am lucky enough I do not need meds yet for it, I control it thru diet which means eating healthy and seemingly constantly. Now they wanted to see where my blood glucose was at and then I could eat something, Well as it goes they told

Hit The Road Jack
Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more, no more, no more, no more.) (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more.) What you say? (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more, no more, no more, no more.) (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more.) Woah Woman, oh woman, don't treat me so mean, You're the meanest old woman that I've ever seen. I guess if you said so I'd have to pack my things and go. (That's right) (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more, no more, no more, no more.) (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more.) What you say? (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more, no more, no more, no more.) (Hit the road Jack and don't you come back no more.) Now baby, listen baby, don't ya treat me this-a way [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/wyz ] Cause I'll be back on my feet some day. (Don't care if you do 'cause it's understood) (you ain't got no money you just ain't no good.) Well, I gu

Fossett Searchers 'spot Wreckage'
County Sheriff John Anderson and hiker Preston Morrow on the find Teams searching for missing adventurer Steve Fossett have spotted what looks like the wreckage of a plane in eastern California, local police say. An aerial spotter made the discovery late on Wednesday, and teams are going to the area to investigate, a Madera County Sheriff's spokeswoman said. The search began after a hiker found items thought to belong to Mr Fossett. The 63-year-old vanished a year ago while on a solo flight that took off from neighbouring Nevada. The millionaire businessman was officially declared dead in February. Click here to see a map of the area Wide-ranging searches had failed to find any trace of Mr Fossett or his plane following his disappearance. New search area Identity documents bearing Mr Fossett's name - including a pilot's licence - as well as cash and a sweatshirt were found by hiker Preston Morrow on Monday. SOME OF FOSSETT'S RECORDS 1998/20

Hiv Dates Back To Around 1900
HIV dates back to around 1900, study shows Genetic analysis of tissue specimen recently discovered in the Democratic Republic of the Congo leads researchers to believe the virus that causes AIDS has been present for more than a century. By Mary Engel, Los Angeles Times Staff Writer October 2, 2008 A genetic analysis of a biopsy sample recently discovered in the Democratic Republic of the Congo has led researchers to conclude that the virus that causes AIDS has existed in human populations for more than a century, according to a study released Wednesday. The study, led by evolutionary biologist Michael Worobey of the University of Arizona in Tucson, puts the date of origin at around 1900, which is 30 years earlier than previous analyses. HIV-1, the most common form of the virus, is known to have originated in chimpanzees because of close genetic similarities to a simian virus. It now infects an estimated 33 million people worldwide. But figuring out when the virus jumped sp

Debunking The 9/11 Myths: With Picture Proof.
This one is for all of you nut case conspiracy theorist and half wits who think we blew up the WTC. What a crock of BULL. Please educate yourself and stop drinking the cool aid. http://www.popularmechanics.com/technology/military_law/1227842.html?page=3

Seether -fake It (like Men Do We Women Do)
Who's to know if your soul will fade at all, The one you sold to fool the world. You lost your self esteem along the way. Yeah. Good God, You're coming up with reasons. Good God, You're dragging it out. Good God, it's the changing of the seasons. I feel so raped. SO FOLLOW ME DOWN. And just fake it, if you're out of direction. Fake it, if you don't belong here. Fake it, if you feel like infection . Woah, You're such a fuckin' hypocrite. And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws. No sense in hiding all of yours. You gave up on your dreams along the way. Yeah. Good God, You're coming up with reasons. Good God, You're dragging it out. Good God, it's the changing of the seasons. I feel so raped. SO FOLLOW ME DOWN. And just fake it, if you're out of direction. Fake it, if you don't belong here. Fake it, if you feel like infection. Woah, You're such a fuckin' hypocrite. Woah, Woah. I can fake with the best of anyone. I can fake with th

Brad Paisley -"online"-for All The Fuckin Men In Heat You Dirt Bags
"Online" I work down at the pizza pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm 5'3 and overweight I'm a Sci-Fi fanatic Mild asthmatic Never been to 2nd base But there's a whole nother me That you need to see Go check out MySpace 'cause online I'm out in Hollywood I'm 6'5 and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black belt in Karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell 'em I don't want nothing serious 'cause even on a slow day I can have a three way Chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online So much cooler online I get home, I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I Ever even been to L.A. Was when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade. Online I live in Malibu I posed for Calvin Kline, I've been in GQ I'm single and I'm rich And I got a set of si

It Just Feels Right..
All this time..you..heh..it still makes me mighty astonished... Amazed even that despite what you have been through with me..on and off again as we were..and the hurt I regrettably wish I could reverse.. you waited..never once wanting to stray Nobody that i've met or known for as long as I've known you..has done that I wish I was able to hold you now but I hurt by lack of funds.By The gods! I pushed but you did stop then I vanished in hopes you could forget but that fell through. My mistakes..as foolish as they were are within the past and I pray that they remain as such for through these mistakes of mine I have opened my eyes..as if I was born anew.. never have you denied feelings for me...sometimes I ask why but catch myself.. You are my love..since the beginning..Soon,I pray that soon we will be faced to face so I can see you and you can see ...me Aishitteru Also I want to wish you a happy birthday and my love i send to you Awesome © Safe Tags From CILM

Weird Man
Did what was asked to block and rather getting a thanks, I got a "tramp" Weird Man! Mephistoph...: tramp ->Mephistoph...: ok Mephistoph...: block me ->Mephistoph...: ok Mephistoph...: sorry that i bothered you Mephistoph...: sorry im not a hot friend

Sick To Death Of Bullshit
WHY CANT A PERSON HAVE A DECENT CONVERSATION WITH SOMEONE ON HERE BEFORE THEY GO OFF ACTTING LIKE A FREAKING DOG IN HEAT...WHETHER YOU SO CALLED MEN ON ARE REAL OR FAKE I'LL HAVE YOU KNOW JUST BECAUSE WE WOMEN HAVE A PRETTY FACE DOESN'Y GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO COME ON TO US WE GOT NEWS FOR YOU WE DONT WANT TO SEE YOUR DICK ON CAM NOR DO WE WANT TO SEE ANYTHING ELSE YOU MIGHT HAVE SO BACK THE FUCK OFF AND GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU FUCKTARDS.

My First Real Blog In A While.
This is my first journal in a while... I doubt anyone even reads these anymore. But, here goes. I feel fucking beautiful. Yes, my arms are disgusting and i have a huge gut. Fuck it. Haha. I'm sitting here in my size twelve jeans and a girl's shirt that's a "large", although it contours to the curves of my body like a glove. I love it. I pulled my hair back in a ponytail, I put in earrings, and... guess what? I'm getting my lip pierced! Iunno when, but my dad and step mom are fine with it. Hell, my dad has his nose, tongue, and ears pierced. I'm excited. one ring, down the middle. my lips have a natural little Angelina Jolie line down the middle. I think a ring there would be hot, what with the natural contour. I'm a bit nervouse, but... hehe. and then sometime, i'll get my eyebrows pierced. But, My point is, I haven't felt this beautiful in a while. I haven't felt this comfortable with myself, either. next month i'm having my hair professionally done and dyed, too. red. so it

Doggie Doo In The News...
This is a story I just had to share…why I just don’t know however this is a warning. Canine owners beware; if your doggies do the dropping dance and you leave it where it lays…The law will find you and fine you… A new study shows that Israel is already implementing this law and Australia is now stepping up and also using this against wayward dog droppings. The Israeli city of Petah Tikva, a suburb of Tel Aviv, has just launched a six-month trial program that will have local dogs DNA tested so their droppings can be identified after being scraped off the bottom of your shoe. The system will work both as a way to punish poop-leavers as well as reward those who do their civic duty by cleaning up after their pooches. If you scoop up after your dog and leave it in specially marked bins along the streets, you'll be eligible for pet food coupons and dog toys. If it's found on the street, you'll be eligible for fines. Now with every story I talk about I always like to find the silver lining…ha

Souljacker Pt 1
22 miles of hard road 33 years of tough luck 44 skulls buried in the ground Crawling down through the muck Aw yeah Johnny don't like the teacher Johnny don't like the school One day johnny gonna do something Show 'em he's nobody's fool Aw yeah Sisters' brothers make better lovers Family affair down under the covers Trailer park of broken hearts Won't let you leave until you're bleeding Sally don't like her daddy Sally don't like her friends Sally and johnny watching tv Waiting for it to end Aw yeah Sisters' brothers make better lovers Family affair down under the covers Trailer park of broken hearts Won't let you leave until you Rock 22 miles of hard road 33 years of tough luck 44 skulls buried in the ground Crawling down through the muck Aw yeah - Eels

Prose (untitled)
This one was kinda dark but I tried to pick it up a little at the end. I'm not trying to look at the subject matter but just the way I actually word the piece. Perpetual death has doomed me to living an existance not of my original form. I was violently torn from reality and thrust into a dark place. A man when he dies is supposed to cease all function, his body being a shell for only his soul, useless and forgotten. My shell keeps moving, keeping my soul locked inside refusing to give up, strangling me. I laugh at sights that bring bile to the throats of other people. I comfort myself by scoffing at their "weakness". Perhaps though they are the ones who are truly strong. They are not the ones torn in half by a war between the heart and mind. Everything they are told they do. I am the one that defies logic and stupifies those around me. They watch me go through life with their mouths agape in grotesque horror wondering what will happen next. The light at the end

Unlock The Code To Be Friends.
Here's what I find funny about this site: People go and pay money (or get other people to pay money FOR them) to get one of those little blast things. And they put on their blast something to the effect of "add me, rate me, fan me... I need massive amounts of points". So wanting to help a sista out, you go to their site and start trying to rate and comment on their pictures to give them points and it says they only allow comments from friends... Okay, so I guess I'll go add them first. So you go onto their main page and rate them... done... fan them... done... and then add them..... NOT done. They dont add you, so you start looking around their page to see if it might give you a clue as to why. And there is a little set of instructions telling you all these steps you have to go through in order to become their friend. wtf? I was trying to help YOU out, and had you allowed me to do it I would have gone through and given you 10s on all your pictures and commented on all of them

Pedophile Nervous For First Day Of School
SEATTLE—Worried about meeting new children and making friends, area pedophile Howard Dengal admitted Monday that he was feeling "pretty nervous" for the first day of school. "I hope the kids at Hampstead Elementary like me," said Dengal, who spent the summer reading comic books, watching early morning cartoons, and hanging around the entrance of a local swimming pool. "It'd be nice to have someone to play with during recess." Full story here. (sorry, misfiled)

Help Me Serve Our Country With Honor
I can probably get kicked off FuBar for doing this, but hey ...it's worth the risk for what I'm asking. Help me hire an attorney to get my right to bare arms back so I can enlist in the Army. Please make a donation of any kind to my PayPal, or offer your legal advice. **Send a donation to: surenden@yahoo.com** ...I know there's people out there that still believe in serving our country is a good thing. *Donations will only be used for the purpose of hiring Glen P. Warren ~ http://www.lawyerintl.com/attorney-286709-Glen%20P%20Warren/) So many people here on Fubar spend or donate real money to buy virtual bling'age, VIPs, and Happy Hours for people they're never even met. If you really care to know the story: Mind you prior to this I've never been arrested. My rights were stripped back in July, 22 2004 when I was arrested for Assault -Domestic Violence lvl 4 (misdemeanor). My mother is a alcoholic and was in my face (literally) yelling belligerent self esteem lowerin

14 Lbs In 13 Days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Today is day 13 on my journey to lose some weight. I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight. I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements on day 13: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 213LBS Chest = 41" Waist = 40" Hips = 39"

10 Lbs In 7 Days!!! Plus 4.5 Inches Off My Chest!!!
Today is day seven on my journey to lose some weight. I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight. I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements on day 7: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 217LBS Chest = 42" Waist = 41"

Day 3 - 7lbs!!!!!!!
Today is day three on my journey to lose some weight. I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight. I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements on day 3: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 220LBS Chest = 45.5" Waist = 43.5" Hips = 40"

Day 1
Well today is day one on my journey to lose some weight. I weighed myself and measured myself at four points on my body, points that I feel that I carry most of my weight...I'm sharing this with you in hopes that if I tell my friends I won't back down and quit before I get the results I'm looking for... we'll see! Here are my measurements: Height = 5' 11" Weight = 227LBS Chest = 46.5" Waist = 44" Hips = 41"

Ben Johnson's "to Celia"
XC. To Celia Francis T. Palgrave, ed. (1824–1897). The Golden Treasury. 1875. B. Jonson DRINK to me only with thine eyes, And I will pledge with mine; Or leave a kiss but in the cup And I'll not look for wine. The thirst that from the soul doth rise Doth ask a drink divine; But might I of Jove's nectar sup, I would not change for thine. I sent thee late a rosy wreath, Not so much honouring thee As giving it a hope that there It could not wither'd be. But thou thereon didst only breathe And sent'st it back to me; Since when it grows, and smells, I swear, Not of itself but thee! [1] Palgrave, Francis T. The Golden Treasury. London: Macmillan, 1875; Bartleby.com, 1999. www.bartleby.com/106/. [Date of Printout]. ON-LINE ED.: Published January 1999 by Bartleby.com; © Copyright Bartleby.com, Inc. (Terms of Use). [2] In all fairness to Vixen, I changed the content, lol!

Yank Immortal Stars Awry!
what if a much of a which of a wind gives the truth to summer`s lie, bloodies with dizzying leaves the sun & yanks immortal stars awry? blow king to beggar & queen to seem (blow friend to fiend : blow space to time) -when skies are hanged & oceans drowned, the single secret will still be man. what if a keen of a lean wind flays screaming hills with sleet &snow: strangles valleys by ropes of things & stifles forests of white ago? blow hope to terror:blow seeing to to blind (blow pity to envy & soul to mind) -whose hearts are mountains , roots are trees, its they shall cry hello to the spring what if a dawn of a doom of a dream bites this universe in two, peels forever out of his grave & sprinkles nowhere with me & you? blow soon to never & never to twice (blow life to isn`t:blow death to was) - all nothings only our hugest home; the most who die the more we live.

Rawr
You Scored as Blind FoldsYour turn on is the blindfold. When you can't see, that makes your other senses more aware... including your sense of touch. So who wouldn't enjoy being blindfolded???? Sex isn't sex without enhancing your sense of touch. Blind Folds 100% Biting 67% Chains/Handcuffs 58%

If I Could
If I could just walk away I’d Live for the very next day But it just won’t work out that way. So here’s where I’ll be. If I could just see you smile Sit with you for a long long while But that’s just not our style So just stay away from me. If I could just hold your hand Step up and be that man I’d give you all I can But you wouldn’t see. If I could just touch your soul It’s the key to life, I’m told But yours is just too damn cold So now where were we? If I could just be who I am Maybe you would understand. I’d be your biggest fan. But now look at me. If I could just say those words Would I really be heard? Or would you be just as disturbed? I think this has to be. If I could just open my heart I hope that’ll be a start Then maybe my life won’t fall apart And through the blindness I’ll see. If I could just make the change Brake away from all my chains Life wouldn’t be

Kat's New Favorite Song = The Damned - The Limit Club
I had a dream oh was it true I saw the sun set low on you In a blood-red suns final rays With after night solo shadow plays Into the world we started to run Like bullets from a gun With passion and desire Like two burning balls of fire And there is surely nothing else The gods have gotta keep on laughing Laughing If fools wanna dance let the music play So much unsung so much so say Like velvet claws the night unfolds Its secret bare, its story told I had a friend, heaven and hell His life was short he lived it well The limits here, the time is now I'd like to lead you better how And there is surely nothing else The gods have gotta keep on laughing Laughing And I don't want no feeling blue Cos I been loving too And so could you

You
I woke up this morning not knowing what the day might bring. Happieness. Sadness. Solitude. Pain. But I did know.... out of all of this.... No matter what. I'd think of you. I went through my day. Laughing. Learning. Hoping. Putting on a grand show. Longing. Loving. Hoping. All on the inside. During my day.... I thought of you. Night traveled slowly. Tasteless. Unending quite. Hour after hour I'd go. Flipping though mind numbing channels. Living just to live. Going just to go. And threw it all.... I thought of you. Sleep brings bitter-sweet end to the long, long day. My eyes close in teary downfall. Another day gone. In midnight slumber I dream. Dream of tomorrow.... And how I'll think of you. By Craig K. Smith 01/29/2007

Just And Old Post
I stand alone in the evening mist and stare into the night. Whispered images of loves shining beauty come to me. Like soft spoken dreams. They float in and out of my sight. I reach into the midnight longing. Wishing for just one touch. Just one breath. Just one moment of loves warming glow. With the wish of the evening breeze the mist parts and fades. Drifts up into the night sky. To heights that my heart can never go. At my feet.... a single orchid. Violet arms stretched forth. Longing for my embrace. I pluck it from the ground. Slowly closer to me for it's beauty in a scented kiss. Such a perfect symbol of elegance and grace. Winds lift. Flowers turn. Colors change. As it fades to dust and crumbles to the ground. Sorrows ashes lay before me. Hate me. Mark loves solemn grave. I weep. Ever softly. For a heart that may never be found. My tears touch ash and ember. Through the grey... loves colors shine. Even in my lost hearts precious grief hope spreads it wings to fly. Thr

Short Poem Called Dreaming
Everynight I close my eyes... uncertain of what the night has in store. Evertnight i close my eyes... hopinthat you will come and vist me. Everynight i pray to stay a sleep a little longer... Everymorning I felt cheated I hate the wayyou came and leftso quickly. Everynight i wonder if i will ever hear your voice again. Everynight i hear you callin my name but i can't see your face. Everynight i wish that i could hug you Everymorning i wake up holdin my pillow. Everynight i wonder if you will call to say good night. Everynight i realize that there is no one on the end of the line. Everynight i fantasize that i am your everything. Everymorningi realize that it was all a dream. everymorning i wake up feeling more lonely than the day before.

The Mirror Girl!!
The Mirror Girl the mirror girl - stares back at me with a look that knows to much & a skin thats never felt the burn of true loves soft caressing touch. she speaks with lips that smile - & laugh but never have with true loves lips - been kissed & cries with careful - countenance that never have been missed the mirror girl is cold & crystal hard enough to feel but who is to say on the other side shes not the one who`s real? the mirror girl is a stoic thing that does not pain or ache but while i suffer & endure the mirror girl merely - breaks.

I Got Flowers Today!
I Got Flowers Today flower It wasn't my birthday, or any other special day. We had our first argument last night. and he said a lot of cruel things. That really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today... It wasn't my birthday, or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today... It wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers, today. Today was a very special day. It was the da

I Don't Want To Play In Your Yard
Once there lived side by side Two little girls Used to dress just alike Hair done in curls Blue gingham pinafores Stockings of red And a sweet bonnet tied On each pretty head School days are over Secrets they tell As they go hand in hand Down by the dell One day a quarrel rose! Hot tears were shed "I don't wanna play in YOUR yard!" And the other said "I don't wanna play in YOUR yard I don't like you anymore You'll be sorry when you see me Sliding down my cellar door You can't holler down my rain barrel You can't climb my apple tree! I don't wanna play in YOUR yard If you can't be good to me!"

*cough* Apology
Yeah, so it seems yesterday I had the Red Mist, and spoke out of turn in a way that upsets a few folks. I would like to go on record as saying that I have nothing but respect for Mister Schad and his efforts in creating a harmonious environment for our little online community, and I sincerely apologise both for disrupting said harmony, and then shooting my fat mouth off and saying bad things. I actually had a fun time on the old 'other site' and it is unfortunate that I had to leave due to actions perpertrated by myself at the expense of others. So there you go.

Bailout
I am sure you are all aware of the news of late in regards to the Bailout Bill. I have not been into politics my entire life, but I came to find out that I was just one of the millions of "Sheeple" here in the United States that had been numbed into a bizarre sense of apathy for our government and all the atrocities they commit on a daily basis. They like it that way. They want you to stay home in front of the TV News and shake your head in frustration because you believe you have no say in anything. The current atrocity is this bailout bill running from the house to the senate. One wouldn't pass it, the other did, and now it is going back to the house again where the congressmen have had 3 days of being swayed to vote it in by the lobbyists and some now terrified sheeple. Terrified because the news told them a list of horrible things that would occur should this bill fail to pass. Google any of this...I dare you to put some investigation to this...it's just what they do not wan

The Unicorn's Ride
Over your rainbow A unicorn flew, He was sent to find me... He said by you. "Climb aboard", he whispered, "We must go for a ride..." And into a portal of light We rode inside. The sky was so blue, The fields so green, With each explosion of light Was a wonderful scene. So happy we seem And always together, There was no end to your dream, It just went on forever. Then the unicorn said "I have one more surprise..." So we took off quickly And pierced the sky. Then I saw you sleeping And dreaming in your bed... I caressed your hair gently And kissed you on your head. The unicorn interrupted... "I must now get you home, But now that you've seen her dream, May you never feel alone." My heart is feeling heavy, A fire burns inside. Thank you so much my darling For the unicorn's ride.

Beauty
Your lips, your eyes, your soul Are like a work of art, The most creative thing of all Is your beautiful heart. If you were a painting, No colors could express The beauty deep inside you, A rainbow, nothing less. If you were a sculpture The clay could hardly make Your figure of an angel Without one mistake. If you were a euphony No choir could really sing All the beautiful music Your eyes could possibly bring. So here I am, an artist, With inspiration beyond belief But to capture such rare beauty, I'd have to be a thief.

A Simple Poem
Your love, if it were, my very own, If I could win, your heart, as mine, to hold, I would treasure it, like Midas did gold. I would, cherish it, like a king, his throne. I'd show you love, like you've never been shown. Our love, it'd read, like a fairy tale told, Ever new and it would never get old. Itd be, the greatest love, that man has known, And if you were mine, bliss, evr would abound, Angels would sing, Choruses, for our love. The stars, they would all, align, in the sky, Because, with us, love, had, truly, been found, And it, they would, simply, be in awe of. All these things, we could make real, you and I.

Abc Poem
Aimlessly wandering among the ghosts of friends, Blundering through traffic like demented cattle, Concerts of tuneless arpeggios Demand the sincerity of a deaf crowd, Ears of deception and platitude Force the accursed, asinine music upon me. Grasping the hands of the forgotten, I speak: Hypocrisy is not a lesson for the hot-tempered. Innuendos of fallacy line the hallways of their youth, Jars dusty with memories of the phantoms of nonsense, Kept upon their deathbeds Left disenchanted in the middle of the herd, Making their way across the lawn, Nomads of eternity, forever invading each others sanity On and on they blather, while I watch Photographs of perverts eye my movement greedily, Quaking in their silver cobwebbed frames Reminiscing silences and loneliness Stillness is a fond memory, wispy and faint. Trembling, I spin hesitantly in the rainfall; Umbrellas pop open around me like blossoms. Vanquished shackles take my place in the crowd. Wide-eyed, I revel in th

Not Takin No More B.s.
I am an easy goin man most of the time, try my best not to hurt anyone and avoid conflict, but sumtimes I back down way too much to appease someone cause I care for someone and don't wanna lose them. (I HATE bein Deleted n Blocked!) Believe me when I say that I DO have a temper. I jus do my utmost to reign it in. But sometimes the attitudes and opinions On this site DO tend to take their toll. I do love my friends and appreciate each and everyone of them (YOU) But we all hafta remeber That this is jus words and pictures on a computer screen. that's all You can have a BILLION fubucks and still have nothing, still tryin to pay that phone bill, car bill, rent etc! That Billion fubucks aint gonna do shit! So that's why I don't understand these ego on here. the ones that are so overwhelmed cause all these people pay attention too them. so much so that they turn off their SB because it's so overwhelming. why be on here then? Why be in front of this screen for hours on end?

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I Think
i've hit low point i'm uber sad and i just wanna sleep my way to happiness. going home this weekend will hopefully raise my spirit.. but one of my best friend doesn't even wanna see me. i dont know what to do. i think i've just about given up hope on friendships. i need strength and motivation. will some feed me a twinkie?

Not So Happy Birthday
Birthday comming up again and as usual, I wished it wasn't. I hate birthdays, I really do. Women hate birthdays because it means getting older I hate mine because it always happens something comes along to kick me in the stomac and put me down. This year is no exception. Ex reminding me of that pain. But I'm sure that's not enough. More will come since it's not here yet. Alone I will be again and wishing it end and end soon so I can look forward to it not comming back around til next year

What Am I...
Lately I find it harder and harder to feel things. I can't find happiness in love and yet lust is to empty to fill the voids torn in my soul. Where do you turn when theirs no where to go. I must say a recent friend I had the grace to speak with on here is helping me open up once more. I'd like to thank you for the Sexy. Anyway I'm off to bed may you all have dreams of wonderment whilst I drift ever into my nightmares.

Beauty
The concept of beauty is for the eye of the beholder but some times I wish I had no sight. For you see beauty isn't just a sight...no beauty can be heard it can be felt. For example just shutting your eyes and hearing a sound that just makes you escape everything around you that is beauty. Knowing somewhere out in the world someone is thinking about you and you feel like you are standing by their side....that is beauty. So I say take my sight because I'd rather hear and feel the beauty around me than see it.

Ensaneti And Lilly - The Understanding
Part One: The tavern door blew open, the night rushed in, while the candles and smoking oil lamps blew out. The expected cries of surprise from the patrons of Dragon Court were curiously absent, the silence heavy and deep, thick with magicks and rituals yet to come. A sinuous current of air moved towards the stage, unseen in the darkness, yet felt. Fleetwood managed to strike a spark from a piece of flint and light the candle on the table nearest the stage. A word of command punctured the unnatural stillness. The single candle's flickering light grew into a halo that bathed the stage in amber and shadows. "Illuminae!" The blood red of her eyes fed the candle's feeble flame.Standing on the stage was stark contrast in color and affiliation. White skin of a vampire queen, black hair spilling down a gown as black as the hair, red lips, parted, revealing a glint of a white fang tip, red eyes glowing upon the man standing before her. He too, was a contrast in color. White robes

Will
As I lay in my bed at night, I wonder what will the rest of my life be Like Will I ever find true love at all Am I even worthy or will I fall Will the rest of my life have meaning Or will it be nothing but dreaming Will there be someone there to care Or will I always be lost,alone,in fear Will it be alright in the end Am I destined for anything and when I wonder all of this at night, as I lay in my bed

Waterboarding
You are tied to a board, your ankles, wrists, chest and head strapped firmly down. The board is tilted 45 degrees, so that your head is lower than your feet. Water pours onto your face, flows up your nose, into your mouth, down your throat and fills your lungs and stomach. You gag, choke and struggle for breath. You feel as if you are about to drown. Throughout the ordeal an interrogator fires questions at you. The water only stops when you start to give the ‘right’ answers. This is waterboarding. The CIA uses waterboarding to try to extract information from detainees in the ‘war on terror’. President George Bush calls it a ‘necessary tool’. In reality it is torture. Act now Send a clear message to the US Attorney General that water boarding is unacceptable by emailing him at AskDOJ@usdoj.gov taken from www.unsubscribe-me.org

Sex Magick
Sex Magick... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Disclaimer: Although sex can be beautiful not to mention powerful, be mindful that taking ownership of your actions is important. Please discuss the more carnal topics such as contraception if the possibility of pregnancy is not mutual; and sexual health protection of not transmitting or receiving sexually transmitted diseases. Furthermore, make sure that if in a monogamous relationship you are prepared to deal with the perils of your partner finding out about your sexual liaison with someone other than he or she. If you are uncertain with the above issues involving raising power through sex then you may want to consider masturbation as an overall safer method. And remember sex should be between mature consensual adults. Sex Magick is not for everyone, and like anything - know your partner…in this case spiritually as well. Sex and sexuality play a large part in many religions. Myths a

Samhain
Samhain (Summer's End) is one of our four Greater Sabbats, the highest holy day of witches. It is a cross quarter day, situated between Autumn Equinox and Winter Solstice. Samhain is a major festival with several aspects. It is new year's eve for witches, as well as our third and final harvest festival. Samhain inaugurates Winter, is the final chance to dry herbs for winter storage, and a night when fairies supposedly afoot working mischief. It is also the Day of the Dead for us as it was for the Celts, Egyptians and ancient Mexicans, the night when we remember our loved ones and honor our ancestors. We also celebrate reincarnation and note the absence the Sun (the god), who will be reborn at Winter Solstice as the Child of Promise. Astrologically, Samhain marks the rising of the Pleiades. Late October was the nut harvest for Celts, and the time for salting winter's supply of meat. Scholars disagree on this, but many fix this date as the Celtic new year. November 1 is the actual date

Wtf...
I have a question! Why is it when a girl is single no one wants to be with her. Yet when she finally finds one worth trying for all these guys pop up out of no where wanting to be with her and offering her everything to be with them? Is it really true that people don't realize what they want until they cant have it anymore? For a year I played the dating game. I had a guy I could call on at anytime to go do something with. We will call him "safe" guy because I thought there was never going to be anything between them and me. So I would call on him if I didn't have a date for some party, work function, or just to hang out. Well after about 6 months of casually dating this guy I started to develop feeling for him. I expressed my feeling to him since we had always had a very open and honest friendship/relationship. He tells me that he doesn't look at me that way and thinks we should stop dating. I was hurt but valued our friendship more than I did dating him so I agreed to it and we

The Call Of The Shadow Fest
~The Call Of The ShadowFest~Moon of magickSun of lifeSacred fires burning brightGhosts a'roamingAncient talkSpirits go earthly walkingSentinel treesOld Ones soarWitches skyward travel oe'rShadows gatherMysterySacred Ones secrets whisperSamhain, Shadowfest, All Saints Eve, Hallowmas, All Hallow's Eve, Hallowe'en. The names are different, but you know the idea. It's coming, and you can prepare yourself for the celebrations, big or small, group or solitary.In ancient Celtic times, the celebration of Samhain (pronounced sow-in and meaning "summer's end") celebrated the death of summer and the birth of winter, the creation of the new year.Some people believed that a dark-skinned race of creatures would emerge on All Hallow's Eve and cause mischief and mayhem as a way of getting mortals back for taking their land. Many people left bowls of food and milk to appease these evil fairies, while others rang bells or hung iron horseshoes above their doorways to keep evil at bay. Hence, trick-or-tre

The Secret To You And The Moon.
The Secret of the Moon And Youby Daniella BreenIt is well known that the moon creates the tidal flow, and as beings who are made up of 75% water, it makes sense that we are also deeply affected by the moon. Learning how the moon affects us, how we can work with the moon is certainly well worth the effort, and developing a relationship with the moon is an extremely empowering and rewarding experience.This article is dedicated to the moon and her influence on us and our lives. It includes moon phases and their effects.Phases of the MoonThe moon cycles 13 times a year through phases, each of which influence us just like the pull of the tides. It starts with the New Moon, which carries the energy of new beginnings; this is a great time to focus on stepping into something new. Then the Full Moon signifies the time of the completion of a project, and finally returns to the New Moon again. This entire cycle occurs over a period of 28 days, and yes, there is no mistaking it, this is the same a

Samhain Ritual
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: )O(Natural Witch Date: Oct 1, 2008 11:46 AM ~Samhain Ritual~Tools: In addition to your magickal tools you will need:An Orange Alter Cloth, Cauldron, 1 Black Taper Goddess Candle, 1 Black Taper God Candle, 2 Carved Turnip Candle Holders, 1 Black Votive Candle,1 Apple, A Bolline, A Plate of Fruit,Vegetables,and Breads, Pictures or Mementos of Departed Loved Ones, Samhain Incense (Mint, Nutmeg, Apple)Preparation: Sweep area, moving in a deosil manner. Outline your circle with a black cord, fresh turned earth, or salt. Place the black taper Goddess Candle to the top left on altar. Place the black taper God candle to the top right on altar. Place the black votive candle in the cauldron, positioned on floor in front of the altar. Plate of Fruit, Vegetables, and Breads should be put in between the Goddess and God candles at top center of altar. Apple and Boline should be placed in cente

Little Red
I bought every one of James Finn Garner's "Politically Correct Bedtime Stories", but my favorite had to be the newly spun tale of Little Red Riding Hood. It is a continuation of a personal fascination with innocence and supposed threat, nature versus nurture, feral types going claw to nail with civility. Here's just part of what delighted and intrigued me: "...Many people believed that the forest was a foreboding and dangerous place and never set foot in it. Red Riding Hood, however, was confident enough in her own budding sexuality that such obvious Freudian imagery did not intimidate her. On the way to Grandma's house, Red Riding Hood was accosted by a wolf. who asked her what was in her basket. She replied, "Some healthful snacks for my grandmother, who is certainly capable of taking care of herself as a mature adult." The wolf said, "You know, my dear, it isn't safe for a little girl to walk through these woods alone." Red Riding Hood said, "I find your sexist re

I Don't Care
I try to make it through my life, in my way, there's you I try to make it through these lies, that's all I do Just don't deny it Just don't deny it and deal with it, yeah Just deal with it You try to break me, You wanna break me...bit by bit, That's just part of it If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care I try to make you see my side Always trying to stay in line But your eyes see right through That's all they do I'm getting tired of this shit I've got no room when it's like this What you want of me just deal with it SO! If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care (nothing can care about, nothing can care about) (you won't be there for me, you won't be there for me) If you were dead or still alive I don't care, I don't care And all the things you left behind I don't care, I don't care

Mystical Months
Mystical Months October'...Echoes fade and memories die:Autumn frosts have slain July.'The name is derived from the Roman word 'Octo' which translated means 'eight'. October was the eight month of the Roman calendar after March. As part of the seasonal calendar October is the time of the 'Blood Moon' according to Pagan beliefs, and the period described as the 'Moon of the Changing Season' by Black Elk (Black Elk Speaks, Neihardt). October was also known as:'Wynmaand' (Wine month / Time of vintage)Old Dutch'Teo-monath' (Tenth month)'Winter-fylleth' (Winter full moon)Old SaxonThis is a time when the Celtic year, 'Lammas', draws to a close and the people prepared for the harshness and impending darkness of 'Samhain'. The circle of the year was closing, and the sense of death and life ever present. The Druid belief in the soul being taken after death to the west across the water in a ship mad of white crystal to the island of the blessed, as described by Kenneth McLeod in The Road of the I

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Rite To Samhain
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: )O(Natural Witch Date: Oct 1, 2008 11:58 AM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: WITCHES )o( WEBDate: Oct 1, 2008 12:50 PM~ Rite of Samhain ~Circle Round, the fires light Cold winds blow, into the darkest night Hail the New year, of the Witches faith Parted now is the veil Of life and death, hail to the watihs... Persephone Mistress of the Underworld Keeper of Earths dark ways Guide the souls of our loved ones To gather as we sing their praise ...Hekate Mother of Deaths embrace Bringer of dreams and protection We breathe deep the air of your life forces grace We thank thee for our lives direction ...Bridget Mistress of Fire light Hail our Mother of many faces We strike on your forge of life's might To protect our lives this night !Poseidon Great Master of Waters ways We hail to thee, and we ask for your aid To bring rains to soothe the lands need ...Gather we our memories of time and loved ones past

Check Out Dj Gunny@the Real Red Dragon Lounge!
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Ta-ta For Now
I'll be loosing my internet soon so my infrequent ramblings through Fubar will become a lot more infrequent. Hopefully someday I'll be able to connect again in the not too distant future and get back to rating pics. Richard

Like Whoa
EH! It's been a little while so I guess I should write a little something in here. Well I did it and am now going into week 4. What did I do exactly?? Well I started college. Yup 9 years after graduating from high school I went and signed the papers that put me $20,000.00 in debt and entered into the life of a working, single mom, college student. I couldn't begin to tell you all the emotions that ran through me from the night before the first day until the end of the first week. Talk about emotional roller coaster, but it was one hell of a ride. I can honestly say that had I know it would be like this I would have done it years ago. They say that those who attend college have higher confidence in themselves. Well I can attest to that. My spirits have soared to a level that I could never achieved anywhere else. I'm in the process of weeding out all the negative in my life. It's been hard seeing as in doing so means saying good bye to some of the closest friends that I have ever

Mission Impossible!
OPERATION ORACLE PHOENIX! IS THIS AN IMPOSSIBLE MISSION? WELL IM SURE ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN IN A DAY, BUT ALL HELP WILL BE APPRECIATED! IM HAVING A HAPPY HOUR ON THURSDAY, AT 1PM FUTIME(3 PM CENTRAL AND 4 PM EASTERN) AND I CHALLENGE YOU TO THIS MISSION. IF YOU CHOOSE TO ACCEPT THIS MISSION, ITS IN TWO PARTS. I HAVE COMPILED A LIST OF SECRET FUAGENTS, THAT GIVE SO MUCH LOVE ON FUBAR, YOU SHOULD KNOW THEM. OF COURSE THIS IS JUST A FRACTION OF THE PEOPLE THAT I HAVE COME TO LOVE AND RESPECT, SO PLEASE IF I DIDNT ADD YOU HERE, DONT BE UPSET WITH ME. FAN, RATE/RERATE, AND ADD ALL OF THESE FUAGENTS. IF THEY ARE YOUR FRIEND LEAVE A PROFILE COMMENT SAYING MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. THIS IS THE FIRST PART OF YOUR MISSION...HERES YOUR LIST... Mikey@ fubar Jerryh - Owned by Karsway ! - Owner of Phoenix.@ fubar VODKAGURL (slave to:Lady Moonlight)@ fubar BhamBuggy@ fubar ~PURE SUGA~ OWNS MYSTIC SENSATIONS*~Fu-owned by Jimbo65~Owner of Guitar Picker@ fubar Mr. Horny..aka Illinois Tr

October Is Breast Cancer Awareness Month...think Pink!
As some of you know, October is breast cancer awareness month...and at times throughout this month, I will be posting information and news....some mostly from Komen for the Cure. A couple of you I know on another networking site so some things may be repetitive but new to everyone else. Think of the women in your lives, but most importantly, think pink!

Fallen
i have fallen in love with someone and want to tell him but it won't help so what am i supposed to do. everytime i see him online my stomach flip flops . everytime i see him in the lounge my heart flutters. i wish i could just pour it out to him .... i wish i could let him see but it's to late it won't help so i sit here and feel all of this and can't let it out. i hope if he reads this that he doesn't stop coming around i just had to let my feelings out some how.

Online Friends
Ahhh....so beautiful, and so much like the Rose. The Rose, so beautiful on the vine. The friend, so beautiful online. Once picked, they will need attention and lots of care. For these needs, they look to you to be there. Oh, but if you fail to care for your rose, it shall wither and disappear. Gone shall be the beauty of rose, it rich color oh so lush. Gone too shall be the beauty of the friend, and so shall the crush! So to all my beautiful Roses, I adore you all. And while I may not be here to care for you as much as I would like to...you are always in my thoughts and my heart. Have a wonderful time, and keep this thought in mind. xoxoxox

Last Of A Dyin Breed
Last of a Dyin Breed is really wanting some help in gettin her a VIP. She is so lonely without her 11s. She just aint as pretty without her pink. And she is dying to upload more pictures but cant. So she is asking for someone to please get her a VIP and she will in return give you 400 11s. If you would like to piss some money away on her just click her link below and help a sexy woman out. Last of a Dyin Breed*Pimp Godde$$ of the Pu$$yCat PlayMates~G/F to ELEKTRA~PLEASE READ PROFILE!@ fubar

Hahahahahahahahahahahaha............no!
So, here is my latest futard friend request: rates are cool,but a personal sexy salute thats what iam talking about,maybe you'll make me one ...Whats up from vegas...And if you do decide to make me one,email it to me so i can add it to a private file I left off his email address. ================================================= fu-tard #2 for the day: I understand you are getting old and ste in your ways ------------------- holy hell, when did I get old and how come nobody told me this??!??!!!? :P

An Embarassing Encounter
The other day I had an encounter with an "ex" that proved to be most embarassing. I use the term "ex" loosely as Kyle and I had only dated briefly, going out several times over the course of a few months . When I knew Kyle, he was a sweet shy, bespecticled intellectual, with a scaggelly beard and tweed jacket. He would talk on endlessly about e.e. cummings and Kurosawa films. His cerebral approach to life was quirky but charming. Nothing serious developed out of the relationship. Calls and get togethers became less and less frequent and slowly we drifted apart without any animosity or drama. Then the other day I saw him again for the first time in almost a year. I was on my way to the laundry mat, wearing sweats, hair in a scruntch, toting a bag of dirty clothes (i.e. looking HORRIBLE) when he passed me on the street. If he hadn't stopped and said hello I would have never recognized him. He looked TOTALLY different!! Gone were the glasses and scruffy beard, his long messy of hair now t

Wish You Were Here-pink Floyd
So, So you think you can tell Heaven from Hell? Blue skies from pain? Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil? Do you think you can tell? Did they get you to trade Your heroes for ghosts? Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze? Cold comfort for change? Did you exchange A walk on part in the war For a lead role in a cage? How I wish How I wish you were here We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl Year after year Running over the same old ground What have we found? The same old fears Wish you were here

Brain Damage/eclipse-pink Floyd
The lunatic is on the grass The lunatic is on the grass Remembering games and daisy chains and laughs Got to keep the loonies on the path The lunatic is in the hall The lunatics are in my hall The paper holds their folded faces to the floor And every day the paper boy brings more And if the dam breaks open many years too soon And if there is no room upon the hill And if your head explodes with dark forbodings too I'll see you on the dark side of the moon The lunatic is in my head The lunatic is in my head You raise the blade, you make the change You re-arrange me 'till I'm sane You lock the door And throw away the key There's someone in my head but it's not me. And if the cloud bursts, thunder in your ear You shout and no one seems to hear And if the band you're in starts playing different tunes I'll see you on the dark side of the moon "I can't think of anything to say except... I think it's marvellous! HaHaHa!"

Us And Them-pink Floyd
Us and Them And after all we're only ordinary men Me, and you God only knows it's not what we would choose to do Forward he cried from the rear And the front rank died And the General sat, as the lines on the map Moved from side to side Black and Blue And who knows which is which and who is who Up and Down And in the end it's only round and round and round Haven't you heard it's a battle of words The poster bearer cried Listen son, said the man with the gun There's room for you inside Down and Out It can't be helped but there's a lot of it about With, without And who'll deny that's what the fightings all about Get out of the way, it's a busy day And I've got things on my mind For want of the price of tea and a slice The old man died

Hey You-pink Floyd
Hey you ! out there in the cold Getting lonely, getting old, can you feel me Hey you ! Standing in the aisles With itchy feet and fading smiles, can you feel me Hey you ! don't help them to bury the light Don't give in without a fight. Hey you ! out there on your own Sitting naked by the phone would you touch me Hey you ! with your ear against the wall Waiting for someone to call out would you touch me Hey you ! would you help me to carry the stone Open your heart, I'm coming home But it was only a fantasy The wall was too high as you can see No matter how he tried he could not break free And the worms ate into his brain. Hey you ! out there on the road Always doing what you're told, can you help me Hey you ! out there beyond the wall Breaking bottles in the hall, can you help me Hey you ! don't tell me there's no hope at all Together we stand, divided we fall.

Shine On You Crazy Diamond-pink Floyd
Remember when you were young, you shone like the sun. Shine on you crazy diamond. Now there's a look in your eyes, like black holes in the sky. Shine on you crazy diamond. You were caught on the cross fire of childhood and stardom, Blown on the steel breeze. Come on you target for faraway laughter, come on you stranger, You legend, you martyr, and shine! You reached for the secret too soon, you cried for the moon. Shine on you crazy diamond. Treatened by shadows at night, and exposed in the light. Shine on you crazy diamond. Well you wore out your welcome with random precision, Rode on the steel breeze. Come on you raver, you seer of visions, come on you painter, You piper, you prisoner, and shine! Nobody knows where you are, how near or how far. Shine on you crazy diamond. Pile on many more layers and i'll be joining you there. Shine on you crazy diamond. And we'll bask in the shadow of yesterday's triumph, And sail on the steel breeze. Come on you boy chil

Sara Palin And Why She Scares The Hell Out Of The Sorry Assed Democrats
When John McCain selected Governor Sarah Palin, as his running mate, the Democrats and their far-left constituency let out a primal scream that could be heard from sea to shining sea. How dare he choose someone that they and their pals in the media had not had a chance to vet (i.e. libel, slander, and otherwise and otherwise eviscerate). Ah, but it was not too late. These seekers of “a new kind of politics” poured torrents of malicious abuse upon her and her family. Plane loads of scandal mongers, lawyers and other truth seekers became more numerous in Alaska than the polar bear, as they rallied local Democrats and disgruntled Republicans to their cause. Here was a woman who chose to have children and a career. Aging Washington socialites weighed in with newly discovered sensitivity for mothers with careers outside the home. Here was a woman who became upset because her ex-brother-in-law had tasered her nephew and threatened her father. The Democrats and their friends had to save t

Random Thoughts 3
Now my friend Pirahnahead is encouraging me to write down my thoughts as twisted as they might be. My thoughts upon going to bed and waking are always the same. My love affair with darkness. I suppose my sociaphobic hermetic ways are responsible for this development. I only feel completely at peace in the dark. The darkness does not judge. You don't have to be beautiful or thin or witty...it just accepts you as you are. At night no bill collectors call, nobody wants anything from you, nobody can hurt you. Even a prowler would need a light in order to hurt you. He could'nt see you in pitch black. ( ok barring infratech) At night all the minds shut down and you can breathe and be who you are. If you live underground like I do you can get the same effect during the day simply by banning the light. ( electricity). turn off the phone,unplug the doorbell. Light, both sun and electricity, is the most intrusive, invasive force in the universe. For me, peace can only be found in the darkness

Random Quiz...
What's going on between you and the last person you kissed? > shes dead.. What was your worst mistake in your life? > to many.. learned from them all so none bad... What friend do you tell the most to? > jason Name 3 thoughts you have at this exact moment? What to do tonight.. how to redo my house... to get a new pup now or when i move... You're walking down the street with your love, where are you going? dont have a "love".. what is this emotion you speak of... What's something you really want right now, be honest? if you mean my next goal i want to move.. if you mean something i am craving hmm pizza Three feelings at the moment: > contempt.. bored... open... Last time you had butterflies in your stomach? OH look new porn.. haha, been a very long while..emotions and feeling don't mean much to me any more Does anything hurt on your body? > my back but what else is new Who was the last person to disappoint you? Who was the last person to not

Dumb Asses In Washington Forget Who They Work For And Its Time We Tell Them
Years of bad decisions and stupid mistakes have created an economic nightmare in this country, but $700 billion in new debt is not the answer. As a tax-paying American citizen, I will not support any congressperson who votes to implement such a policy. Instead, I submit the following three steps: Common Sense Plan. I. INSURANCE A. Insure the subprime bonds/mortgages with an underlying FHA-type insurance. Government-insured and backed loans would have an instant market all over the world, creating immediate and needed liquidity. B. In order for a company to accept the government-backed insurance, they must do two things: 1. Rewrite any mortgage that is more than three months delinquent to a 6% fixed-rate mortgage. a. Roll all back payments with no late fees or legal costs into the balance. This brings homeowners current and allows them a chance to keep their homes. b. Cancel all prepayment penalties to encourage refinancing or the sale of the property to

Understand
Understand I find it hard When I sit here alone I try to put things back together To supersede on my own Even if you think they all hate you I try my best to give you a home I'm in understand of your anguish This painful sensation This endless annoyance, All the hurt, the botheration Even If it seems like I can never help I put everything aside for you Everything's on a shelf This is unacceptable, this fear It seems things are drifting apart My paths so unclear Still you act like I'm the same I can't help but take it to heart I love you like I love life This time, I don't want to restart

Bed Of Roses-bon Jovi
Sitting here wasted and wounded At this old piano Trying hard to capture The moment this morning I don't know 'Cause a bottle of vodka Is still lodged in my head And some blonde gave me nightmares I think that she's still in my bed As I dream about movies They won't make of me when I'm dead With an ironclad fist I wake up and French kiss the morning While some marching band keeps Its own beat in my head While we're talking About all of the things that I long to believe About love and the truth and What you mean to me And the truth is baby you're all that I need I want to lay you down in a bed of roses For tonite I sleep on a bed of nails I want to be just as close as the Holy Ghost is And lay you down on a bed of roses Well I'm so far away That each step that I take is on my way home A king's ransom in dimes I'd given each night Just to see through this payphone Still I run out of time Or it's hard to get through Till the bird on the wire flies me bac

In The Heat Of The Moment
In the heat of the moment, wild passions flare. Tongues, teeth and finger tips, aching to touch and share. Invisible boundaries designed, to quell this heat with a shiver and a chill. Anticipation the red flame, that melts an iron will. Passions born of hell, yet known to God as pleasure. Finger tips burn skin, while touching lighter than a feather. A dance in near darkness, awakes once more this passion. Erotic this crucifixion, outdated by modern fashion. The world slips away, as we dance in the fire. Lips touching skin , animalistic this desire. The tempo grows quicker, hips interlocked not breaking. Hearts pound, brain whirls at this risk we are taking. The CD a rumble, like distant thunder. Passion riding the storm, of this spell I'm under. Lips along jawlines, passion threatens to burn us. Forged far below, in Hades' own furnace. Lips brushing lips, searing the flesh. Bodies interlocked, as to the music we mesh. The beat so st

Newest Members 10/1/08
Please welcome our newest members please A/R/F Ðå£øþø Fu-Master of WickedestKar~DEVILS ADVOCATES BOMBING AND LEVELING CREW~WOLF PACK SUPPORTER@ fubar Nate~Devils advocates bombing and leveling crew@ fubar Welcome to the family :) MsBratt, Angel Eyes, Basstracker

You Could Own Me For A Mth
Thats right.. You could own me for one solid month!! This is my first auction in The Champagne Room so come on show me some love.The auction will last for a week starting today and ending on the 7th. If you win me you will get the following. 1- One drink on me once a week. 2- I'll rate your profile as many times as it will let me. 3- I'll comment up to a 100 pics twice a week. 4- Comment your page daily (Morning and Night) 5- You'll be number on on my friends list. 6- Two gifts a week ( My choice) 7- I'll put your name in mine. So everyone knows your my owner. 8- I'll give u a personal salute. 9- I'll post a bulletin. So i can show my new owner off to everyone. If there is something u might wanna change just let me know and i'll see if its something that i'm willing to work with.Anything other than fubucks that is given will work on your behalf too. All you need to do is click on my pic at the top and go to robs pics. go to the auction folder and place your bid

Always-bon Jovi
This romeo is bleeding But you can't see his blood It's nothing but some feelings That this old dog kicked up It's been raining since you left me Now I'm drowning in the flood You see I've always been a fighter But without you I give up Now I can't sing a love song Like the way it's meant to be Well, I guess I'm not that good anymore But baby, that's just me And I will love you, baby - Always And I'll be there forever and a day - Always I'll be there till the stars don't shine Till the heavens burst and The words don't rhyme And I know when I die, you'll be on my mind And I'll love you - Always Now your pictures that you left behind Are just memories of a different life Some that made us laugh, some that made us cry One that made you have to say goodbye What I'd give to run my fingers through your hair To touch your lips, to hold you near When you say your prayers try to understand I've made mistakes, I'm just a man When he holds you close, when he

Tomorrow @ 8pm Fu Time! I Need You!
Look Below... Thursday @ 8PM FU Time... I am having a Happy Hour and I am hoping it is a good one! I am less than 1 million to GodMother and I really would like to meet this goal during my Happy Hour! So with that being said, I need my friends, yes YOU! I only have 20 credits worth of bling and will only have my 11's to go on! It would mean the world to mean to finally get to Godmother! Hope to see you