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Come Bk I Miss You Read Thes Lyirics
[Intro] Going crazy my heart is breaking I cant sleep at all Trying to get throught this dont know how ill do this I know that I only got my self to blame (only got myself to blame) But that doesnt help to ease the pain (doesnt help to ease the pain) Ill just die if I cant see your face [Chorus] Until you come back I cant breath Until you come back I got no reason Got my heart, my heart down on its knees I still need you beside me [Verse: 1] Now its morning your still gone and i still reach for you (still reach for you) Dont know how to live without you I will, i can take back all the hurt ive caused (take back all the hurt ive caused) if i could give back all the love i lost (give back all the love i lost) The price i pay is just to high of a cost yea [Chorus] Until you come back I cant breath Until you come back I got no reason Got my heart, my heart down on its knees I still need you beside me [Verse: 2] Please forgive me (forgive me) if we

New Christmas Elf Train! Jump A Board
christmas " NEW TRAIN IN TOWN THE CHRISTMAS ELF TRAIN! COME ON AND JOIN SEND A GIFT TO ALL ON THE TRAIN AND RATE/ FAN ADD ALL. PLEASE NO DRAMA ON HERE! CHEERS AND DRINK UP! " FIRST STOP IS THIS FOLDER! AND TAG WILL BE MADE FOR YOU! CLICK TO START THE ELF RIDE!!! " HOST AND TRAIN RIDERS!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~AKAMRS.T THE DREAM TEAM ~ DYLON'S DIVA MAFIA~ CLUB F.A.R.~ BAD GIRL~@ fubar PLEASE E-MAIL WHEN DONE! WILL NOT ANSWER SHOUT BOX MESSAGE! THANKS!

Thank U
Thanks for giving me 108 days of no desires Addict name Carlton on the only day I guess you are suppose to give thanks. I say that because this is the only tradition, such as Christmas that is publicized as a must do. I used everyday damn near months ago; year’s olds and I always gave thanks. I was grateful to be alive after some of the shit I did. I was mostly glad that I was not arrested, got something that was what it said, but wasn’t to my expectation, but it was close enough. I was thankful mostly to have money for another go around if God risk the idea of letting me wake tomorrow. Back then my self-centered core of my obsession made my thanks for giving real ugly when I look at myself of yesteryear. Today I am apologizing to God for being the way I was back in the day. Today, I am thankful he allowed me to survive after committing voluntarily mental and physical suicide. Those were just some of the things my insanity was thankful of. Everyday was thanksgiving. The 4th Thursday

Admiration
Admiration by Me The hunger lingers for that moment in time Longing for those whispers of gentleness Never to know her to only a dream Anticipation for her words of kindness Trusting her with all your soul Knowing nothing but only her heart Faith in her to catch me when I fall Standing there with a smile of virtue The reverie of her never will I touch Thankful to the knowledge that she shares I am humbled by warmth from her eyes To awake anew to a life full of love

*winter Wonderland Auction -- Bid On Me!*
It's time all you fine Fu's! I'm hosting my 1st Fu-Auction as a Godfather! Come get yourself a new Fu In the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! Bids start at 100k There is a most rates bonus!!! So make sure you bring all your friends!!! Sweetpeabayba Come get you a new FU!!!! www.superpimper.com

What Role Do You Play?
You Are the Guru You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate. You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped. You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you. You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone. You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem. Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like. What Role Do You Play?

Say Hiya To Jade&jaksonsmom
please say hi to my newest owner she is awesome and turning out to be someone i really want to actually know on here....she rawksssssssssssssss jade&jaksonsmom,25 To Life,Club Mystic,Owned by AltonCouple,Owner of Nova, Sexy Scorpio, & BrownBedr@ fubar

Cerri Has Autos!!!
She is wonderful, she never asks for anything except for me to bath every once in awhile (not going to happen). PLEASE RATE HER TO DISTRACT HER FROM MY SMELL!!! she has the Autos!!!! ~CERRI~ ..guarded by my underwear

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10 Questions
So once in a while I get slammed with annoying interview-like questions from tards that think I enjoy being questioned for fun 1) Yes, I AM from Moscow, Russia 2) Yes, I DO speak Russian 3) No, I don't have a single sister 4) I learned English when I was 15, which is when I came to the US 5) No, most likely I don't want to see your penis 6) Natalia and Natasha are the same name; like Kathy and Katherine. So don't be confused anymore 7) No, I'm not a mail order bride. I don't think I would fit into the envelope OR the UPS box 8) No, I dont have kids 9) Yes, I'm married 10) I don't drink

Need Help!
wana play with me in cam for only $5 for 24 hours? im dead fucking serious.. dont bother me unless u are ready to pay to play with me.. and u can tell me what to do.. and no freebies or previews so dont ask me or u will be ignored! When you PM me say "I'M SERIOUS" so i know you read it. PM me hot_nd_Sexy_natalie@hotmail.com and hot_nd_sexy_natalie@yahoo.com

Auto 11 Saturday!!!!!
I am running another Auto 11!!!!!! I have folders Marked for 10k Rate all the pics in them, comment the last picture and ill send you 10k in fubucks!!!! Make major points, and get paid for it. Its a win win situation!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Friend
Puff Daddy - Best Friend Lyrics "Best Friend"(feat. Mario Winans) [Puffy (Mario)] I've seen a lot of things in my life Alot of ups and downs Made alot of mistakes No matter what, you've always been by my side You've always been my best friend You're the love of my life (Oh) You're everything to me (Oh) You never left my side (You're my best friend) I love you so much (Yes, you are) You're my best friend [Puffy] Since the beginning of time All you did was bless men Too young to understand but now you my best friend How could they doubt you, never think about you Don't they know nothing's possible without you Faith without fear that's how they raised me Words of man kill but never phase me Grateful for wisdom that you gave me But still I'm like, dear God I wonder, could you save me? Too much sinning, gotta be more than plush living Gotta be more than grabbing nines to buck tin in Gotta be more than just to lust women Gotta be more than platinum Rolexes

Why
iam really sick of some people on here how shallow they are with alot of things no one is perfect and iam not even close to being some what perfect . and on that note yea i have a big scar its on my belly i got it from birth and it means alot to me if you cant take me for me then you dont need me . in anyway i cant understand why some people are like they but yet they bitch and wine when others do that to them and then they got the nerve to ask why why cant others accept people for who they are and not what they can do or what they can be

Better Days
Life throws it's curveballs at you and you dodge them left and right. You fall to the floor no longer having the strength to fight. You feel lost hopeless like better days aren't coming. Then something inside you begins to stir you can't see it yet your vision of it is a blur. These feelings and mixed emotions they begin to stir it's been so long it is hard to remember. Time to rise up time to be strong time to fight to find this place in this world where we belong. Cause better days are coming you just don't know it yet like a game of poker just raise the limits and place a higher bet. You will never know if you never take a chance like going back to school and asking a girl for your first dance. You see it you have a vision you catch a glimpse of it in your eye. Take hold of it and claim your victory break free from the chains that have imprisioned me. Today is the day that better days are coming all your life you have been running away never knowing. Don't run stay strong right h

Auto11's For Me?
I Got What You Want!!!! I Got It...Do you Want IT? Come Get Your Level on Me! I have your Auto11's ... Double the points during Happy Hours so rate like a VIP even if you are not for the next 24hrs - ENJOY!!!! Even if you don't have time to rate me - please click on the share me link and allow your friends to do so!! THANK-YOU!!! MzMic ™ TakenByMike, Owner of DJ KIDD ROCK & WILD & *The Golden Boy* Owner of HideAway@ fubar If you don't have time to rate pics this weekend - then at least take a second and click this graphic and stop by and rate my profile PLZ & TY!

What Style Of Womens Jeans Are You?
You Are Boot Cut Jeans You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way. You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week. What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Jupiter Huge and hot, Jupiter is a quickly turning planet with short days and intense gravity. You are perfect to rule Jupiter, because you are both dominant and kind. You have great strength and confidence, but you never abuse your power. You are always right. Even if you make mistakes, you compensate for them... before anyone knows it. Headstrong and ambitious, you always have a goal in mind. You are optimistic and believe thing things will always work out. What Planet Should You Rule?

Stuff Happens For A Reason, Even When It's Not A Clear Reason.
When written in Chinese, the word crisis is composed of two characters--one represents danger and the other represents opportunity. --John F. Kennedy Family crises are unavoidable. At times, things are going to break down. This is no reason to give up and abandon ship. These breakdowns are the things, which will strengthen our lives together if we do not lose faith. The Einstein family had a crisis of sorts when their little boy, Albert, did not talk until he was four years old. But what looked like a problem at first did not end up that way in the long run. We can expect downhill slides once in a while, and we may even start to feel full of self-pity. With faith that these setbacks are meant to help us grow stronger, we won't waste them and end up having to face them again and again until we do recognize their true purpose. What setback can I use to grow stronger today?

Lost
I'm lost, all alone I thought I can make it On my own Since you left I can hardly feel happy Sorrow gets in the way When I tried to smile I wandered through the night I can't seem to find my way Searched through myself To find the right way All I find was memories of You and Me I know, its a matter of time Time will erase the past Maybe not all but bits of it Life isn't the same Without you But, I guessed I have to live on Someday, I will find the way to mend my heart

Santa's Little Helpers Auction™ Enter!
Santa's Little Helpers Auction™ Auction will run from December 14th (2pm EST) to December 21st (7pm EST) **Stay Tuned for Contest Details** Now for "THE RULES & GUIDELINES" 1.Entry fee will only be $25k with starting bid $50k! 2.Will not take any more entries after December 13th. If there is a late entry...50k ENTRY FEE! 3.Please EMAIL ME the picture you want to use and your offers. Please include what you might not want and what you want! 4.NO DRAMA or you/person starting drama will be blocked from future auctions and all your bids are null/void! 5.Please limit commenting to bids only! 6.You have the right to refuse any bids, but email me first! 7.If top bidder does not pay within 48hrs you may take 2nd highest bidder! 8.******I am in no way responsible for people not pa

What Planet Should You Rule?
You Should Rule Saturn Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye. You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature. And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance. You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life. You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

Ever Thought Of Modeling
Here is your chance. I am a modeling scout for Sure Shot Photo Studio Promo Team. Sure Shot Photo Studio promo team is looking for models between the ages of 21 and 50 who are interested in being part of our team. The team will represent differant music talent and companies through out the S.E. United States. We are looking for those who would be in it for the long haul since this is a start up. We are offering at this time, for those who contract for the team, free copies of the photographs as well as possible exposure in Born to Ride magazine, and getting you into some of the best bars, rallies and concerts at no charge through our clients. If interested just post me a note and link to photos and I will look over your images. And if I believe you fit the image we are looking for I will get back with you ASAP. Thanks for your time! And yes this is rock and roll!

Our Soldiers
Okay, I have seen so many things about how our soldiers are stupid for being over there fighting a war that isn’t ours. First off, they don’t have a choice, so calling them names is pretty pathetic. It is their job, it is what they do. It is not their fault that our Government sends them in to "police" the rest of the world instead of taking care of the problems we have at home. As I said it is their job! You do yours and they do theirs, pretty simple concept. They don’t go on TV talking about what an idiot you are for doing your job, but they are protecting your rights to call them names for theirs. Some of you even have the nerve to go to their funerals and spit at them and say crazy shit. Now, I’m not a believer in Heaven nor Hell, but if there is the later of them, I sure hope you find it a broil in it’s glory!! When my husband wanted to join I was always telling him hell no, but in the long run, it’s a guarenteed paycheck! I know when he gets paid and a round about amount. So what

Private Photos
I got a message from someone that believes that for some reason I would really like to see his penis. I wouldnt want to do it even it WASN"T attached to a 40 yo slob that probably lives with his mother and masturbates to Manga. There it is: "We should share private photos!"

Are You A Good Girl Or A Bad Girl?
You Are a Normal Girl You are 40% Good and 60% Bad Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past. But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl. Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Bad Joke
the delivery lady at work likes to be funny, so she's often telling dirty jokes. she's about 66....doesn't wear a bra or put her teeth in. you'd have to see her to truly appreciate her classiness. anyway, todays joke: When you are finished having sex, there are four animals in the bedroom. What are they? 2 tired asses 1 wet pussy and 1 dead cock in my case, cock resurrection is always my hope. she also told me all i need is a rich, ancient guy that would be content just to rub my back.... i asked her: but who will scratch my itches?

Live Suicides
DAM RIGHT I'M PISSED AND I'M GONNA STAY PISSED TILL I DO ALL I CAN DO TO HELP STOP THIS CRAP..YOUNG PEOPLE AS WELL AS GROWN UPS ARE COMMITTING SUICIDE ON VIDEOS LIVE IN FRONT OF ANYONE WHO WANTS TO WATCH. WHAT REALLY BOTHERS ME IS THAT SOME OF OUR YOUNG PEOPLE ARE CHEERING THEM ON AS THEY DO IT...GRRRRRRR...WTF???

Curly Milf In Black Leather Boots Fucking
Hi Everybody A while back I released a scene with me and Naomi outside fucking behind a trailer which you seemed to enjoy Well Naomi is back and looking as sexy as ever and this time she is wearing a red see through dress and black leather thigh high boots! In this scene Naomi is a call girl who I have booked for a afternoon of fun To see the samples use this link http://www.jameswildfowler.com/sample7.html or to see a clip of the first scene we did use this link http://www.imagebeaver.com/videos/hardcore-milf-pornstar-public-voyeur/52801-Horny_milf_getting_fucked_outside.html Enjoy James Wildfowler http://www.jameswildfowler.com

You Wanna Have Sex
wanna have sex with me????? post this and see just how many people comment you saying that they wanna have sex with you. 1= No 2= maybe 3= Hell Yeah! 4= Get The Condoms 5= when, where, what positions 6= My Pants Are Already Off 7= Im In Bed Waiting *Wink Wink* 8= Fuck condoms, come here Do it, Trust me, the answers you get back will amaze you. It's good to know!! Reply to this, then re-post this as wanna have sex?

Feedback Requested
As I sit here writing this blog, I'm still not sure this is the best place for getting advice, but I also think I can get a pretty diverse opinion. So, as none of you know, I had some complications a couple of weeks ago as a result of a miscarriage. Before you start getting out your calculators and making your guesses and opinions, I didn't know that I was. Anyway, after a consultation with my doctor, one of the recommendations he has made is to have a hysterectomy!! Uggggh! For those of you that don't know, this is the 2nd miscarriage since I had my son. The stupid part of me, or the happy ending part, thinks that I'm not even 35 years old! I'm not ready to make a decision that I can't reverse later on. I had every intention of getting remarried and having at least one more child. Of course, I started that thought process about 8 years ago when I divorced! :) I never thought it would take this long..... On the other hand, I have concerns about having this done. I have rea

Just Confused Idk
It always seems like everyone does so much better for themselves and is so much happier when I'm not around, I'm starting to feel like just living in a big dark hole away from the world lol, i know i brought a lot of the drama, anger and hatefulness upon myself but idk i guess im just confused or whatever, just thinking too much i guess anyways......

Just A Thinkin' Lol
life is a fight that is a never ending battle that you can't win, you make mistakes, learn to move on, live life everyday like its your last and always try to stay happy and in a good mood, cause life is to short to waste the good things worrying bout the bad.

Well Wishes
{blick}@ fubar Blick or Brain Ninja NGUNS has pneumonia and is in the hospital. She sent me a message from her phone to my yahoo and said she is having to drag oxygen with her to go to the bathroom and is using half of her normal lung power.. keep her in your thoughts please if you have messages i will pass them along for you

Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.............
When... when there is confusion in your soul, and confusion in the other soul, when all is said and known, when every word said is a call, when every sentence is read as a promisse, when every thing you say adds confusion, when what should be sweet becomes a torture, when someone needs a clear mind to think about what is the best do, when the other one realises that a mind can't be clear when pollued with dreams, when we call for a change, and not only for an idea of a change, when peace must be before the storm, when words are not necessary because the heart says them louder, when you just sit close to a weak candle, knowing any brutal wind could bring the shawos on you, then, there is only one thing to do: shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Bullet For My Valentine - All These Things (revolve Around Me)
Once more I'll say goodbye to you Things happen but we don't really know why If it's supposed to be like this Why do most of us ignore the chance to miss? Oh yeah Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide The best place to be when you're feeling like Me (me), yeah (yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me (me), yeah (yeah) Just back off before I snap Once more you tell those lies to me Why can't you just be straight up with honesty? When you say those things in my ear Why do you always tell me what you wanna hear? Oh yeah (yeah) Wear your heart on your sleeve, make things hard to believe I'm not feeling this situation Run away try to find that safe place you can hide It's the best place to be when you're feeling like Me (me), yeah (yeah) All these things I hate revolve around Me (me), yeah (yeah) Just back off before I snap and you’ll See (see), me

I'm F**king Pregnant
This story always cracks me up. Sherry and I were both in the military (stationed in Berlin) and we'd been doing the deed, and yeah she got knocked up, and this could not have come at a worse time, because her parents were flying in to visit with her for a week. So we hadn't decided when or how to tell them, we hadn't figured shit out for ourselves for that matter, and then she's thrust into that position of being around them the entire week. She even had a week of leave so that she could stay at the hotel with them and go around the city seeing the sights. So, every morning, she's puking in the bathroom, morning sickness. And her mom always says "whats wrong?" and Sherry would lie and say "I don't know Ma I went to the doctor and he ran some tests but doesn't know what's wrong". So this goes on EVERY morning for the week, and finally on the day before they were to leave, after Sherry's puke-fest, they are all downstairs at the hotel breakfast buffet, surrounded by strangers,

Stretching
Let the snow all heavy, The roses are still bloomimg, Somewhere in timw, Someday we'll all awaken, In fields o Green,Gold & red Thus the Tiger's roar Drawing my sword very sore, Stretches there paws. The Lions awake. So very loud Growling. Bring forth the Big cats, We own tye land.

Yes I Write Poetry Too Lol
Love Pheonix Rising Two hearts were searching, yearning and aching for something missing Going through the motions of fake love and false hopes Self destructing and sinking further in the depths of despair Love the phoenix rising One rainy day two hearts saw a rainbow In the melting of a nervous kiss Two hearts knew they belonged with each other Love the phoenix rising Bodies blending as one the unlocking of a sacred bond Tears of joy, tears of passion Falling deeper in love Love the phonix rising Time ticked by in the evolution of one full moon The something missing became vividly clear Two hearts began to meld into one Love the phoenix rising sacred covenant of two becoming one no witnesses but the higher up Two hearts became one Love phoenix rising

Yayyyyyyyyyyyyy
my PTO (paid time off) request was accepted! I have the 5th-13th off of work and get paid for my days i normally work out of that time!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY granted.. its finals week so its gonna suck on THAT front.. but hell finals are over by the half point of that time.. i will have like 4 or 5 days with NOTHING to do!!

Thank You Mizz Shady
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? THIS IS A SPECIAL TIME FOR HIM GUYS. THIS REALLY MEANS A LOT AND ITS NOT LIKE WE ALL GET TO HAVE THESE THINGS EVERY DAY.. HELP MAKE IT A SPECIAL TIME FOR HIM PLZ... HES SUCH A NICE PERSON.. AND YOU GAIN FROM IT JUTS AS MUCH AS HE DOES.. Don't mizz out his auto 11's are pumping too. So hurry on over they wont be on for much longer... YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PROFILE.. THANK YOU AUTO 11S ON JONLEE74 FU-BROTHER TO JUJU AND OWNED BY Life's a Beach@ fubar HIT HIM HARD EVERYONE (repost of original by 'LONESUM MIZZ SHADY WANTS AUTO'S :) 2nd ALARM HOTTIE' on '2008-11-29 01:09:

Just An Horoscope
Aries Horoscopes (Mar 21 - Apr 19) For the Week of Nov 24th, 2008 -- The thirst for excitement can be so strong that you lose a little bit of self-control this weekend. Impulsive words or actions could break down doors and connect you with someone who rocks your world. But carelessness might rub a sensitive partner the wrong way, so think twice to avoid saying something you'll regret. oh well, there was passion and impulsivity, but also a lot of care, so...

Times Almost Up What Are You Waiting For
WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR? It's happyhour and he's got fast rate pic. Don't mizz out his auto 11's are pumping too. So hurry on over they wont be on for much longer... YOU ALL KNOW WHAT TO DO JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND IT WILL TAKE YOU TO HIS PROFILE.. AUTO 11S ON JONLEE74 FU-BROTHER TO JUJU AND OWNED BY Life's a Beach@ fubar HIT HIM HARD EVERYONE

How We Roll!!! (edited, E1 Plz Read!)
I will continue to repost this with each blog update, as we have so many new members, and it seems that some of the old ones need reminding what Club Mystic is all about! ...and just for those of you that do not already know, I often type in caps, because that is what I want to do, and I like it! It does not mean that I am angry, yelling, upset, etc. This is the freaking INTERNET, people, if it bothers you, either learn to deal, or read someone else's blogs... HOW WE ROLL..... CLUB MYSTIC IS A GROUP OF FRIENDS WHO ENJOY BOMBING GIVEAWAYS AND HELPING EACH OTHER LEVEL, AND LOVE TO HAVE FUN WHILE WE DO IT! ALMOST EVERY MEMBER MAXES OUT ON PIC COMMENTS ON A DAILY BASIS, AND IT IS NOT UNUSUAL FOR THEM TO MAX OUT ON PIC AND STASH RATES AS WELL! THAT'S JUST HOW WE ROLL.... HOWEVER, I WANT TO WARN YOU THAT WE EXPECT A LOT FROM OUR MEMBERS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT BOMBING OUR FEATURED GIVEAWAY, YOU WILL BE REMOVED FROM THE MEMBER LIST WITHOUT WARNING! SLACKERS ARE NOT NEEDED, THIS

Important Ground Breaking News!!
tokyo on 5 dollars a day Current mood: breezy so yeah its official,the man in the green suit was there to capture johnny.all went well though,as it was not the first time hed been assigned this type of mission,being a pawn was fun to him in a way,because then nothing special was expected of him.but he would deliver in a shocking manner,and this time would be no less spectacular when the moment arrived.until then though,he would simply bide his time,concealing his true motivation from his captors until it was too late and they lay dead in a pool of sticky blood at his feet:but were ahead of ourselves,so well rewind it back a little.two years prior had been the one point in time he had gotten a vacation,hell,maybe the fiasco that ensued was the reason he hadnt since.one thing was certain,he loved amy and he felt justified in avenging her at all cost. to be continued

Peaches Are For Eating Not-----
perhaps perhaps we trample the garden in order to see it destroyed maybe sometimes we wish to see if it is strong enough to take it perhaps it is a good motive,just perverted and twisted could it all just be pure spite?to make tears flow both day and night to take a beautiful smile and cast it aside to hurt something fragile to nurture foolish pride but ask yourself at the end of the day why would i choose to let anyone ever make me feel this way when all it takes is a simple action ignore all the hatred,its just another distraction its easy to make it all cease to trouble your soul reclaim your heart and stand up again whole in strength-in beauty-and in love amen and amen 3:33 AM - 0 Comments - 0 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove after all ILLUSION: no more sadness,no more tears,let my caress,dispell all fears,allow this embrace to wash the pain away,awaken tomorrow and enjoy the fresh new day

Say What
ok so i just dotn get it.... why is it when you tell a man that your a momma they freak out like you hae a plague.. where are all the good hearted men who know how to live life and still love a woman... this keeps up i am so going to turn to women instead seriously at least we know how to treat someones feelings....

Recent Poetry
"SELF" We don't know yet what it means to be touched To be the recipient of caresses, what the ear learns of itself when it's lines are followed by the finger of someone else. We don't understand what the mind percieves when the thigh's length is measured by the dawdling of a lover's hand, when the girth of the waist is measured by the arms of a child. An affectionate ear on a pregnant belly must alter the conception of the earth pressing itself against the sky. An elbow bent across the chest in modesty must anticipate early light angling over the drape of sheet on skin. The curl of a pea tendril can be understood as one hand caught carefully inside another. Cores and cylinders, warm boundaries and disappearing curves, What is it that we realize when these interruptions of space are identified with love in the touch of someone else? I must try to remember what it was I recognized in the sky outside my window As I wish for the line of my shoulder drawn by the trace

Eulogy - Tool
He had alot to say. He had alot of nothing to say. Well miss him. (2x) Were gonna miss him (2x) So long. We wish you well. You told us how you werent afraid to die. Well then, so long. Dont cry. Or feel too down. Not all martyrs see divinity. But at least you tried. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice that was strong and loud. Well miss him. (2x) Ranting and pointing his finger At everything but his heart. Well miss him. (2x) Were gonna miss him (2x) No way to recall What it was that you had said to me, Like I care at all. But it was so loud. You sure could yell. You took a stand on every little thing And so loud. Standing above the crowd, He had a voice so strong and loud and i Swallowed his facade cuz Im so Eager to identify with Someone above the ground, Someone who seemed to feel the same, Someone prepared to lead the way, with Someone who would die for me. Will you? Will you now? Would you die for me? Dont you fuckin lie.

Beautiful Fate...
Vampiria.... Enter her shadows, the ones of which she dwells, The one place she finds comfort, the place she loves and knows so well. Seeking out those eyes of aglow, that glisten within the dark..... Her eye's of darkened beauty is what all search for, which has insnared the weakest of hearts. With hands pressing outward, gliding along cold stone walls, traveling down these walkways, following her faint whispers, her beckoning calls.... The beast most men would call her, for their fate was sealed by her kiss, Yet many of which still seek her, their lady of surreal darkness, Their beautifully wicked mistress that hides many secrets within, For when they happen upon her tis then their search comes to it's brutal end. Yet still, I search...... as written:*~*Lady Twist'a Fate*~*

What Do I Got To Do?
I am an object a person on a screen is this all you see? Did I come on to strong showing my freaky side or was it ok to be just who I am? Am I to hard for anyone to accept or for anyone to love will I always be just an object. What do I got to do to make you love me? What do I got to do? I will not be ashamed I will not ever stop who I am,I will always be a freak to some but what do I got to do to no longer be an object? Thoughts of a f*cked up mind

Auto 11s You Ant Points I Got Em For Ya
OH YEAH YOU KNOW WHAT I GOT I GOT AUTO 11S ON ALL DAY LONG STARTING AT 11AM AND THANKS TO THIS LADY RIGHT HERE THAT I HAVE THEM Ctgirl™ OWNER OF FU-LUV BOMB SQUAD-OWNED BY PLAYINHARD-R/L Girlfriend of Wills@ fubar SO IF YOUR WANTING SOME POINTS AND TRYING TO LEVEL WHAT BETTER PLACE THEN HERE TO DO IT ILL BE GIVING OUT RANDOM PRIZES TO RATERS ALL DAY LONG SO CLICK THE PICS AND LEVEL UP ON ME AND WIN A PRIZE

Never Mind!!!!
Ok, so I didn't call when I said that I would, and I didn't come home some nights. But never mind that. I slept very little and work long days just to provide us with a pleasent home, but never mind that. I kept you with me each, and everyday that I was away from you, but never mind that. Now you've mistreated me on more than a number of times and you still say to me never mind. Well I think that it's time for me to leave now and ask you to never mind.

The Story So Far
I can't remember the time or place, or what you were wearing, it's unclear about how we met, all I know it was the best conversation that I've ever had, to this day I never found someone, with eyes as wide as yours, I've been searching up and down this coast, overlooking what I need the most did you notice I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say, two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again, the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be, the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be and everything else is irrelevant, to the story so far, a coincidence that you look like her from a far, is it true that you like to sleep alone? Or is it what you just tell everyone? Did you notice that I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again the sky will never look the same

Sooo
so im sitting here at work having an already stressful night when security comes running in the lobby saying someone busted out a room window in an argument....so i call the cops they show up and 2 girls both 19 were drunk...and the dude that did it was hiding in the one girls car...turns out he had a warrant out for his arrest for burglary outta miami...so they hauled him off to jail and i told the cops that we will just keep their belongings until they paid us....turns out the card they used for incidentals on the room wasnt any good...so yay dramma llama in the house

Love And Pain
Leave it to me, to lose all your confidence, And no I can't stop, this train wreck before it hits. I hope I don't sound, like the Xs on your calendar. I stumble on new ground, to gather up the formula. Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain. Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain. How selfish of me, to think I'm the only one, To question mistakes, a fool's game I'm losing now. Just taking my time, planning out my escape. I'm scared what I'll find, but it's the choice I have to make. Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain. Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain. Even I know, there's a line between emotion and, Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain. We can't control what we are. It's not our place, it's out of our hands. Fate, faith You and me, love and pain. Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain. Even I know, there's a line between emotion and, Fate, faith, You and me, love and pain (fate, faith). You and me, love and pain (fate, faith). You

The Diary Of Me
I sit here thinking looking back at my life not wishing things were different because everything happens for a reason but hoping and praying that i can learn from my mistakes and become a better person. I am me and that's all i can be. I have nothing to offer n e one other than me and just me should be good enough. People tell me that I am an awesome friend that I will make some man very happy someday but I feel like I am losing hope. I have met many people and thinking that a few of them would be the one. In the long run tho they ended up being just another guy looking to try to use me as there toy. Last i knew i was real i have a heart and i have feelings and my heart does break and my feelings do get hurt. How many chances does a person have at finding love finding someone who loves them for the good in them and the bad?? Now I am not saying it should be easy finding the right guy but gosh why did God have to make it so damn hard? Now I know women can be just as rude

She's Been Found!!!!!!!!!!!
While the FBI agents were enroute to my house, they recieved notification that my daughter was found. We are waiting for her to be transported home. I wanted everyone to know. Thank you all for the support and well wishes. My faith in humanity...and a higher power...has been restored. The FBI has my computers until at least Monday while they gather evidence to prosecute the man who took her. I hope he rots in jail. But that doesn't even matter... MY BABY GIRL IS COMING HOME!!!!!

W[i]s Up
Most people question steps to take in their life, somehow in my opinion it's seperate from judgement calculated with the way anyone was raised, taught, has experienced on their own. It's standing at the beginning of a possible path/street, you see a sign but there's no title. Move forward or don't. As far as I deep down know, I've never asked anyone to follow me down my path(s). For I always knew at the end which has no end would be something never before, something mine to be, but also something mine to share. Share myself, it's why I'm patient, take mental rippings and beating every now and then. Because I know even once those things fade with false victory and satisfaction in bring down, before they can rift far enough to claim they didn't wrong me. I rise with a smirk, what I stand for doesn't live or die it merely existence. that's usually where either some of my greatest friendships begin or my greatest hatreds begin, I extend my hand to welcome them to something new and beautifu

Just Keep Swimming
It seems that some days are so slow, and some are so fast, yet what happens each day seems to never add up. I keep goin and "just keep swimming" but when will it ever just be how I want it? Will it ever be the way I want it? I feel like i'm busting ass to go nowhere.. somedays I give up, and somedays i'm really productive.. I just keep swimming. It just seems like I take 5 steps forward to go 10 back.. sigh.. I wish that there was something out there that could just move me and motivate me to do what I really want to do in life.. but sometimes it seems so pointless. where are we really going in life? Is this just an endless cirlce of shit? hmm Idk.. i'm just frustrated .. but I just want to say I am thankful for my friends.. without them i'm not sure what the hell i would do.. so thanks Georgia Peach and Crazy_Beautiful.. Don't know what I would do without you.. ♥

The Club Mystic Members! Woohooo!!!
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Two Things
1st) THANK GOD they found mo's daughter.. i am VERY happy they found her... now she needs her ass beat :D 2nd) i am feeling like a fangirl right now.. I read the whole twilight series a while back and loved it... i just went and seen the movie.. I LOVEDDDDDDDD it.. OMG it was perfect... very VERY few changes from book to film i am all giddy and fangirly now :D

She Thinks She Needs Me
Andy Griggs - She thinks I walk on water She thinks I hung the moon She tells me every morning, "They just don't make men like you" She thinks I’ve got it together She swears I’m as tough as nails But I don’t have the heart to tell her She don’t know me that well She don’t know how much I need her She don’t know I’d fall apart Without her kiss, without her touch Without her faithful, loving arms She don’t know that it’s all about her She don’t know I can’t live without her She’s my world, she’s my everything And she thinks she needs me Sometimes she cries on my shoulder When she’s lying next to me But she don’t know that when I hold her That she’s really holding me, holding me She don’t know how much I need her She don’t know I’d fall apart Without her kiss, without her touch Without her faithful, loving arms She don’t know that it’s all about her She don’t know I can’t live without her She’s my world, she’s my everything

You Won't Ever Be Lonely
(Andy Griggs/Brett Jones) Life may not always go your way And every once in awhile you might have a bad day But I promise you now you won't ever be lonely The sky turns dark and everything goes wrong Run to me and I'll leave the light on And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely For as long as I live There will always be a place you belong Here beside me Heart and soul baby -- you only And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely It's still gonna snow and it's still gonna rain The wind's gonna blow on a cold winter day And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely You're safe from the world wrapped in my arms And I'll never let go Baby, here's where it starts And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely Here's a shoulder you can cry on And a love you can rely on For as long as I live There will always be a place you belong Here beside me Heart and soul baby -- you only And I promise you now you won't ever be lonely No, no, you won't ever

Not Easy
It is not easy to refuse a dream. Esp the dream that let yoy smile, that let you breathe & that made you feel so very good. However, there is a moment where you have to come down from up there & so you see that everyone around you is unhappy, even the one sharing your dream. So you simply sit in the shadows & think think think. And do the moves that you think are the best in the situation. Even if it hurts badly. The ones that love you, will eventually understand & forgive, you hope... (to be continued)

Silly Shoppers
You know I have just read about a temporary Wal Mart employee that was just trampled early this morning by a bunch of impatient shoppers. Not only was he trampled to death. The shoppers just stepped over him. How ridiculous is that. All for a damn sale. I just don't get it. It someone's life not as important as a damn sale. I just don't get it. Why don't people think anymore. Ok I am ranting and raving on here. But I can't hold this in. Somebody please tell me why shopping for a sale would be more important than a persons life. Especially someone who was a temp employee. That means this person got a part time job to help out his or her income. Maybe something to help out his or her family. And now this persons Christmas is ruined. So people please stop and think about all this. Please be more courteous this time of year. It is that time of year. Time for loving and having fun. Not trying to get the best deal on whatever. So when you are out shopping just remember we are all out the

Glenn
After everything we went through together, this man I loved for almost 2 years left this earth and was carried home Wednesday. Last conversation we had was a disagreement. I regret not having to have been able to take it all back. Although we had not been "Together" in a long time, I still loved him with all my heart. He was the one love that was never going to work. Cancer being the "Rapacious Creditor" that it is, savagely ran rampid through his body. He may have suffered seriously for a very long time, he did it all with grace and dignity. Never take for granted the people you love in your life. You will always be in my Heart Glenn Hall. I love you. August 30,1958 - November 26, 2008

Wal Mart Associate Dies!!!
NEW YORK – A Wal-Mart worker was killed Friday when "out-of-control" shoppers desperate for bargains broke down the doors at a 5 a.m. sale. Other workers were trampled as they tried to rescue the man, and customers shouted angrily and kept shopping when store officials said they were closing because of the death, police and witnesses said. At least four other people, including a woman who was eight months pregnant, were taken to hospitals for observation or minor injuries, and the store in Valley Stream on Long Island closed for several hours before reopening. Shoppers stepped over the man on the ground and streamed into the store. When told to leave, they complained that they had been in line since Thursday morning. Nassau police said about 2,000 people were gathered outside the store doors at the mall about 20 miles east of Manhattan. The impatient crowd knocked the man, identified by police as Jdimytai Damour of Queens, to the ground as he opened the doors, leaving a metal

[feast Of Famine]
When I get to the pearly gates I hope God has a sense of humor. I mean... he has to right? Look at duck billed platypi and Australians. ---------------------- My dog is whimpering and barking in her sleep. I think she's dreaming about eating a cop. I don't discourage that. As for me, I'm... exhausted. I wish I had something insightful to tell you people, I wish I could work on Icarus Rising proper, but sometimes you really shouldn't force things when every muscle creeks, and your brain is so... dry. My ex is getting married to the man she cheated on me with. My dog needs surgery. My dad is changing careers at 55. My mum is losing her mind and spiking her blood pressure. My gramma is a demanding tyrannical invalid. My extended family members are all loud snotty shits. My best friend A doesn't make enough money and is having his first kid in a month. My best friend B just got layed off and has immediately lost all remaining hope. My brother is like the walking de

Bored
Name and middle name? Regina..... the rest u don't need 2 know What holiday is your birthday closest to? Thanksgiving Favorite flavored Pie? Apple Does it bother you when someone says they will call you and they dont? Sometimes Are you allergic to anything? Bullshit Is there something special you want for Christmas? Laptop When was the last time you went swimming? This summer Do you like cheesecake? Yeah Have you traveled outside the country? Nope Do you keep a planner or calendar with daily events? Nope. I'm unorganzied. I just go with the flow Does anyone love you? Yea. Me Do you have any strange pets? My cat is a very strange pet. Lol What is your dream car? A donkey What did you do today? In bed sick Are you bipolar? No. Well, not diagnosed yet. LOL What is the main ringtone on your cell?

Fantasy In Glass
Midnight. The night was dark, a typically bleak November night, the sky obscured by swiftly traveling clouds, no moon or stars to soften the gloom. Sheldon Black was sitting naked on the floor in the middle of his living room, his legs folded under him, flogging his back with a leather cat o' nine tails, looking out into the night through the large picture window at the front of his house. The house stood on a slight rise in the land, above a slowly meandering stream, affording him an unobstructed panoramic view of the countryside below. The living room was almost completely dark, mirroring the night outside, save for the faint flicker of a candle standing on a pedestal behind him. It cast eerily dancing shadows of his body and his constantly moving arm and whip on the floor in front of him. He was holding the thick leather grip firmly in his right hand, flinging the whip rhythmically over one shoulder, then over the other, back and forth. He wasn't whipping himself with too much fo

Poem
he sang me a lullaby with out lyrics A rythym which carried my soul one string at a time his heart played for me a tune so mystical there was no need for words the chords said I love you please forever be mine please listen to the beat the beat the beat and forever be mine His fingers moved swiftly One strand at a time Please listen The guitar strings roared with dignity Saying: I love you I am your heart Never will hurt you because your heart is my soul and again I got carried away by the beat the beat the beat of your heart

Self-preservation
He used to love to watch her come. Not even touching her, just lying beside her, his attention wholly focused, watching the way she stroked her clit with her fingers, gently inserting one into her slick pussy from time to time as she arched her back and moaned and gasped. Then she’d come, thrashing and screaming his name, and automatically reach in his direction. He’d catch her hand in his and hold it to his lips, murmuring softly against her fingers as her frenzy culminated and then calmed. Thinking about it, she massaged her clit slowly, sliding her hand lower at times to feel the wetness she was creating. She moved her fingers faster, feeling her climax build. When it came, she reached out to her left where he used to lie. Her hand hit the bed with a quiet thud. She gripped the blanket, bunching it into a ball with her fist as the orgasm consumed her body. When it was done, she released the blanket and turned her head. He wasn't there. Her breath caught, even as her body

*beats A Few People Senseless With A Large Leftover Turkey!*
This was the worst Thanksgiving I think ever. Family probs, my brother having relationship probs, a break up, about 7 people missing for dinner who were originally supposed to come, plus no date for Thanksgiving dinner at moms because 2 people stood me up. (Both my OG date that I was dating but dumped and my back-up date which also happened to be an ex!) Ridiculous I say! Have all you humans gone mad?! I also just found out a good friend of mine from WI just found out today that she is 5-6 weeks pregnant. I'm so happy for her. She had weight loss surgery almost 2 years ago and lost 150+ lbs. and she's always wanted a kid. I want a kid really bad, unfortunately I cannot impregnate myself. This makes me sad cause I want nothing to do with any male I know. They're either fucked up in the head big time, are a total loser, trying to currently stalk me, or just aren't grown up and cannot act their age. I spent the past 3 days hanging out with my 15 year old niece Kacey that came up to

Emptiness
It is funny how you can have lots and be around lots of people and still feel empty and lonely.. I have a child and a man but feel like I am laking.. I feel alone in this world and it hurts me and scares me. Men have used and abused me.. Women just treat me like a piece of shit. I want people to see past my outside and see the inner me for a change.. Is it wrong to be sensative? Is it wrong to care? I just don't understand but don't want to feel epmty anymore..

Oil And Leather
She could feel her nipples getting harder as they brushed against the silky lining of her coat. A wicked smile crossed her lips. "Working late, is he? We'll see about that!" she thought. The chill from the night air heightened her anticipation and she walked a little faster. Working late into the evening, he thought he was alone in his dimly lit office. The plush carpeting and soft leather furniture were a poor replacement for the familiar surroundings of home. But there was still something comforting about his office. The small touches of personal items helped to make the days and evenings less stressful. Sometimes just looking around at a framed picture of a familiar face or the bouquet of fresh flowers she had sent was enough to soothe and inspire him to do the job at hand and move on. In his desk drawer he kept the scarf she was wearing the last time they met. He took it out and held it to his nose. On it, he could still smell the perfumed scent she had been wearing. I

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I'm Already There
He called her on the road From a lonely cold hotel room Just to hear her say I love you one more time But when he heard the sound Of the kids laughing in the background He had to wipe away a tear from his eye A little voice came on the phone Said "Daddy when you coming home" He said the first thing that came to his mind I'm already there Take a look around I'm the sunshine in your hair I'm the shadow on the ground I'm the whisper in the wind I'm your imaginary friend And I know I'm in your prayers Oh I'm already there She got back on the phone Said I really miss you darling Don't worry about the kids they'll be alright Wish I was in your arms Lying right there beside you But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight And I'll gently kiss your lips Touch you with my fingertips So turn out the light and close your eyes I'm already there Don't make a sound I'm the beat in your heart I'm the moonlight shining down I'm the whisper in the wind And I'll b

From This Moment On
(I do swear that I'll always be there. I'd give anything and everything and I will always care. Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better for worse, I will love you with every beat of my heart.) From this moment life has begun From this moment you are the one Right beside you is where I belong From this moment on From this moment I have been blessed I live only for your happiness And for your love I'd give my last breath From this moment on I give my hand to you with all my heart Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start You and I will never be apart My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I promise you this There is nothing I wouldn't give From this moment on You're the reason I believe in love And you're the answer to my prayers from up above All we need is just the two of us My dreams came true because of you From this moment as long as I live I will love you, I pr

Repeat Broadcast
Switch the radio on, combat the solitude rendering my bed desolate, lonely, vast. Concerto for bass guitar. And orchestra. Laugh through the tears. Heard this once before, in bed with Him, spooning, sleeping, sort of. Deep electric voice echoes through my abdomen, reverberates my cunt, swells, moistens, tenderizes. Mim the empathy tests the waters, teases the short hairs that curl across my slit, presses wet lips between wet fingers, massages the hot flesh dripping with juice. Masterful and soft, He strokes my arrogant clit. Familiar fingers, nails cut to the quick, rub harder, faster, longer, stronger, trigger explosions from the arch of my lips clear across the galaxy. What is the difference between a memory and a fantasy? Memories can be switched on by a bedside radio. By a concerto for bass guitar. And orchestra.

I Will
So you're the one I've waited on the one I've been dreamin' of Now that I know It's hard to let go I don't wanna lose your love But what can I do I can't make you stay here But if you should choose to go your own way Wherever you're goin' Whenever you turn Remember this moment Remember these words I will, I will Give up my life for you if you want it I'll give you my heart you already own it I'll do anything I'll go anywhere It's true I will, I will, I will I look in your eyes And I see our life so full of happiness do you see the same just someone you'll blame for things you might have missed I don't wanna weigh you down like an anchor but if that's how you see me now I would rather let you go free Just sail away If that's what you need If that's what it takes I will, I will Give up my life for you if you want it I'll give you my heart you already own it I'll do anything I'll go anywhere It's true I will, I will, I will If ever

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Erotic Muse
The pen waits patiently ready to caress between the lines It teases open the notebook waiting for the muse to respond to the rhythm of the rambling pen Dipping into her ink inviting, urging, begging her to come Penetrating the imagination fantasies flowing onto paper Words spilling on the page Orgasmic inspiration

Tapestry
Leather falls collide with ivory flesh, Marking crimson paths on virgin skin. Candles flicker in the wind — The echo of ebon strands soaring past Again and again they crash into her, Suede waves breaking on her body’s shore, Scarlet sweat trickles down her back Fresh-born tears pierce her eyes — Streak her cheeks. Sighs and moans woven together, Create a tapestry of pain. Mingled with her cries and screams A whisper, a breath, a breathless sob, Begging, pleading, whimpering, “Please Sir, please – hurt me more.”

My First Blog... And My Opinion On Wal-mart
I'm here mostly testing the features... but while I'm here, I'd like to "express my opinion" about WAL-MART. Isn't it bad enough that Wal-Mart is ruining the planet, pushing smaller hardworking businesses to bankruptcy and using "underage labour services" but now they're killing their employees! Having one of their very own greeters trampled to death by their customers was a total shame and gross planning on their part. They knew very well how many people were going to be there and even admitted to the lack of security! Absolutely disgusting. Way to go Wal-Mart - I still hate you and will never shop at your giant shitty store. Taken from the National Post: Customers in a frenzy for deals at a Long Island Wal-Mart trampled an overnight stock clerk to death, the NY Daily News reports. Witnesses said he tried to hold back the crowds as they took the doors right off their hinges in the dash when the store opened at 5 a.m. this morning for Black Friday: "He was bum-rushed by 200 pe

What Is A Firefighter?
Their the person next door, .... a person with the memory of a little child. They never got over the excitement of engines and sirens and smoke and danger. They are people like you and me with warts and worries and unfilled dreams. Yet they stands taller than most of us. They are Firefighters. They put it all on the line when the bell rings. A Firefighter is at once the most fortunate and the least fortunate of people. They are people who saves lives because they have seen too much death. They are gentle because they have seen too much of the awesome power of violent forces out of control. They are responsive to a child's laughter because their arms have held too many small bodies that will never laugh again. They are people who appreciates the simpler pleasure of life, .... hot coffee held in numbed, unbending fingers, .... the flush of fresh air pumping through smoke and fire convulsed lungs, .... a warm bed for bone and muscle compelled beyond feeling, .... the

Creative Cuts
Editing Your Life Our lives can be compared to an ongoing movie script over which we have complete creative control. Within us lies the power to examine what works or isn’t working in our lives and make “edits” to our life’s script, accordingly. Choosing to actively edit your life can be incredibly empowering. As you evolve, you have the choice to accept the script you’ve written thus far or edit it so you can create a life that fulfills you. You can cut out from your life’s script what is no longer working for you. Acknowledging that you are responsible for the experience you create gives you the ability to create the life you’ve always longed for. Granted, editing your real life isn’t always as easy as erasing a line of text. If you’ve carried emotional baggage or held on to an unhealthy relationship for a long time, these may be difficult to edit out. But when you do cut out what isn’t working from your life, you’ll feel lighter and more alive. Editing out activities that you

Universal Timing
Life’s Natural Rhythm Nature’s natural rhythms orchestrate when day turns to night, when flowers must bloom, and provides the cue for when it is time for red and brown leaves to fall from trees. As human beings, our own inner rhythm is attuned to this universal sense of timing. Guided by the rising and setting of the sun, changes in temperature, and our own internal rhythm, we know when it is time to sleep, eat, or be active. While our minds and spirits are free to focus on other pursuits, our breath and our heartbeat are always there to remind us of life’s pulsing rhythm that moves within and around us. Moving to this rhythm, we know when it is time to stop working and when to rest. Pushing our bodies to work beyond their natural rhythm diminishes our ability to renew and recharge. A feeling much like jet lag lets us know when we’ve overridden our own natural rhythm. When we feel the frantic calls of all we want to accomplish impelling us to move faster than is natural for us, w

What Was The First Song On The '65 Janis Album Again Bw?
Jeg klarte ikke å dy meg. Hvorfor er spising av en frukt i Edens Have så virkningsfullt som bilde? Uansett om vi snakker om et direkte angrep mot Isis eller ikke. Fordi øynene våre gir mulighet til å se ting i rom-format. Vi ser virkeligheten slik den "er". Ved å angripe den løsningen på vårt møte med livet angripes selvfølgelig også selve møtet. Som Isis sier via Jesus: Der det er to personer er jeg også. Isis er i helheten og i møtet mellom mennesker.

Just For Fun
Remembering Childhood Joys As adults, we often get so caught up in "grown up" business that we can forget how to have pure fun. This isn’t the kind of fun that comes from doing a specific kind of activity or being in a specific mood for fun. Rather, this is the fun born from the state of pure being. You see this kind of fun in small children who are so busy being fully present to their lives and in their own bodies that the glow of fun radiates from them just because they are alive: the delight that flashes across the eyes of a child who discovers that water flows with the turn of the tap knob or the squeal of pleasure from a young baby whose tongue is being tickled by cold ice cream; then there’s the full, infectious laughter of a child watching the same hat trick for the fiftieth time. Back when we were children, this experience of pure delight didn’t have to come from a heightened, heady event in order for us to feel like our day had been made; and it can be that way for us ag

The Old Ways Are Best
SCHOOL -- 1957 vs. 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to Jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for Traumatized students and teachers. Scenario : Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin Becomes a zombie. Tested

Good , The Bad, And The Cranky.
OK , BACK TO WRITE MORE CRAP FOR FOLK TO READ...LOL...OK SO THANKSGIVING IS OVER, THINGS AROUND MY FAMILY ON TURKEY DAY OR X-MAS IS SO BAD...AND I DONT WANA GO, CAUSE IT SUCKS EVERY DAMN YEAR....FOLKS ARE GREEDY, SELFISH,SELF ABSORBED AND GET ON MY NERVES....OK FOR EXSAMPLE THIS YEAR, WE WERE TO GET TOGETHER FOR THANKSGIVING AND HAVE TURKEY, AND ALL THAT OTHER STUFF....WELL IT DIDNT QUITE HAPPEN THAT WAY..WHAT HAPPENED WAS ONE PERSON, YES THATS RIGHT ONE BACKED OUT ON THE MEAL, THE WHOLE THING WAS OFF.... AS FAR AS BUYING FOOD NOW I BRING FOOD EVEN WHEN IM NOT ASKED TOO SO AS FOR ME I WAS DOIN MY PART... ITS NOT LIKE THAT PERSON WAS PAYING FOR IT OUT OF POCKET AND ILL TELL U WHY....THIS PERSON WAS BUYING WITH FOOD STAMPS, THESE ARE GIVEN TO FAMILYS WITH LOW OR NO INCOME ......SO I SAY KEEP THEM I COULD HAVE BOUGHT MORE TO COMP FOR THE BREAK IN THE CHAIN BUT NOOOOOOOOO PEOPLE GOTS TO BE GREEDY ,BECAUSE THEY DIDNT GET THEIR WAY, OR DIDNT PITCH IN TO DINNER, SO THEY WENT TO GO EAT FOR FRE

Remembering
I remembering the feel when you held me close The feeling of your touch I so thought we were in Love The disconnect I felt when we married & made love Looking up at the ceiling waiting for an end Until the day came so many years ago, you started to scare me You forced your religion & views upon me You began to take complete control destroying my hopes and dreams Attempting to take my self-esteem and deny me of growth You forced your voice upon my soul You ripped out my heart and left me lying on the floor Devouring it before my eyes Draining it of its life Leaving me cold and encased in a life full of pain You banished everyone from my life Leaving me cold & so alone Keeping me captive in your demented fake life You were never better than me As you insanely believe You couldn’t take my Soul or destroy me you soon realized The day I said I was leaving for you cant control me I remember so clear “Think this through before yo

Alone I Stand
Alone I stand & Breathe Alone I live to fight for my kids Alone I cry, nothing but pain inside Alone at night as I close my eyes to try and fight the pain My heart is hurting and now I cant breathe Silently I lay, the tears I can no longer hide I feel so lost and out of place in a state so far away Alone I breathe at night as I cry myself to sleep For my Four little girls he won’t let me see He says because of me His wife I won’t be. Alone I won my freedom but lost my soul Alone I breathe My heart is broken I don’t have my kids to hold. This is all because one wants control Alone I breathe. To many words he has spoken most of which is untrue. My voice within breaks free, all I can say is I don’t love you. The only love in my heart is for my beautiful girls for whom I am unable to hold. Conform to my ways and you may see them any day I am told. Alone I stand is what I choose for I won’t conform to you! Alone I stand and brea

Plz Read And Comment
Dear Lord i come to you today on this 24th day of May I Don't come to you like i should But with a little guidance i know i could One great thing is i met this great gal Not only my soulmate,but lso my best pal I feel like everyone thinks i'm a bad guy I just feel like i should die My life is so messed up now But to you my Lordd i bow Lord i really need your need your help Right now all i ask for is a baby step Lord i know i'm not perfect,Lord i have sinned And looked down on me and grinned And said i forgive you Shane You are one of a never ending chain I know your a busy man up there And i know that you truley care Till the day it is my turn to leave Lord,I will always believe You are my Saviour,my God,my Lord To you i have always adored I'm going to leave now So to you my mighty Lord i bow

Mona Lisa
Mona Lisa My life is like a painting, just like Mona Lisa. It may seem like im happy when you see my smile, but if you look deep into my eyes you can tell im unhappy, i feel tortured inside, and i dont want people to know. I dont want people to know because i dont want to be a strugle to them. No one can make me feel happy, but they can try. They may think its helping but i'll be Mona Lisa for them, i'll fake it, Rachel Harbison

Priceless-show Mercy..lol
Happy Hour= $100 Blast= $50 Making a $50 Blast to announce your an Idiot because your Profile was Private during your $100 Happy Hour....PRICELESS!!! ROFLMAO.. sorry.. couldn't help but do this.. So go show the guy some mercy, after all he is out there serving our country.. talliban hunter '08@ fubar Another reason why your profile shouldn't be set to private..lol Please Re-Post. Just a quickie by: MsCharlotte2U~ No Rate~No Add~Stalking~X©ït€M€@ fubar

Is Destiny Calling
I can answer the questions I´m asking myself Although I´m reaching deeper I taste the words They want to scream I feel detached Flying high Am I really here Should I let go or hold tight Is destiny calling I look into your eyes I believe you You are my sunrise I trust you Its you I am alive So now I need you You kiss my hurts goodbye I like falling asleep within your web of silk My breathing brings you nearer I hear your voice The silent words love scorching love Blessed for sights Am I really here Should I let go or hold tight Is destiny calling

The Death Of A Dragon
The Death of a Dragon Silver is a majestic dragon over a wind swept sea, The glow of the full moon against a pale winter’s night sky, The swing of the Reaper’s blade. Silver tastes of a glistening blade as it slices through innocent flesh, And of the Sphinx’s ancient riddle. It is the scent of a relative’s casket closing for an eternity never to open again, Of twilight on a dreary moor in autumn. Silver is the sound of a dragon’s rushing wings, Bone shattering into millions of pieces, The cry of a dying animal’s last breath. It is the loneliness of anticipation, And the extinguished fire in a dragon’s heart. Silver is the graveyard at twilight, The very depths of my mind, And being condemned to an abysmal stay in an eternally closed crypt. It is riding on the back of a soaring dragon, And running your hand over a coffin you know will be forever shut. Silver is having boldness from a false truth while staring in the face of fear, And knowing the c

Own Me .. I Dare You !
~ * Sweet Serenity * ~ Queen of Hearts ~ @ fubar Sweet Serenity is putting herself up on the Auction block as well as Hosting Another contest !! What is she offering ?? ***** 3 SFW Salutes **** Pic Rates w/ 11's during HH *** Daily Gifts to keep you feeling Marry ! ** Daily Profile Comments * If you make it worth it .. :) I'll even make you 5 Custom Photos !! What is she giving away this time in the contest ?? A 25 Credit Bling Pack for the Holidays !! What do you need to get this Holiday Gift ?? 10,000 Pic Comments !! 25,000 fu-bucks to enter >> 10,000 fu-bucks will be returned at the end of the Contest !! Bonus reward for joining !! Folder will open as soon as there are enough entries and will stay open untill someone reaches 10,000 pic comments. Send me the fubucks along with the link to the pic that you want to use .. I will add you to my blog and send you a message the day before the auction opens. Holiday pics encouraged !! & SFW.

Somewhere At The End.
None of you are real. There is no place for me. And you will all sing in the great name of my derranged. Half here, half forgot. In your worst nightmares. Where the screams are silent the breath is agony and the rivers run to the sky. I'm the one sitting still in the tearing madness all the colors have bled to the floor all the meaning has dried. children thrashing in the womb the song turned to sirens the debris of the shattered sky cracking dirty pavement. No one will be spared. None but the engineer. Watching the stillness come. Waiting for the hammer to fall. In one perfect conclusion of shockwave and dust. A never ending rampage of ash and terror. Sweeping me aside for a fresh glimpse. A new sun. Old fingers. Old tired fingers and then peace? finality? absolution? Rest. You'll never know how tired you can be until that moment. Was it defeat? Or simply cessation? Was I ever there? Wer

My New Screenname
Well, yes, it is funny! I dont think I am the greatest now or something, lol. A good friend gave me this name a while ago. It always makes me laugh when he called me that. I have no clue why, I never asked him about it. Its just funny enough to use it and thats all. I decided to get a new name on here (again ;) ), because I thought about deleting this account (again ;) ) but a friend made me stay, so I thought this would be a good time for a change. Any comments? lol

Test The Best
The best of the west A towns shooting contest Sheriff the man in black Is evil and wrong and on the attack Left and right Killing people in broad daylight A competition with a set condition The chance at the sheriff someone else to fullfill the position People standing in line As early as a quarter to nine Every few moments bullets are flying People are crying and dying Sheriff is cutting them down one by one Final stand off has begun Who is this man that is still alive? People cheering and giving him a high five The sheriff is staring and glaring As the other man is slowly preparing 10 paces back, the big clock is keeping track Who is the one that will return and be back? In time the results will tell The next person who is going to hell Back to back 10 steps to go Both turning around quickly this is the main show Mysterious man fires first in a burst the sound is relavent The sheriff is bleeding from the chest to his knees he went Victory at once

My Mood Tonight
I am sitting here listening to my music tonight and this song came on. The lyrics and music itself always give me goosebumps and puts me in such a mood! Its such an incredibly sexy song by Type O Negative. Love love love this song! This is DEFINITELY my mood tonight! Wolf Moon by Type O Negative The 28th day She'll be bleeding again And in lupine ways We'll alleviate the pain Unholy water Sanguine addiction Those silver bullets A last blood benediction It is her moon time When there's iron in the air A rusted essence Woman may I know you're there Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Hey wolf moon Come cast your spell on me Don't spill a drop dear Let me kiss the curse away Yourself in my mouth Will you leave me with your taste? Beware The woods at night Beware The lunar light So in this gray haze We'll be meeting again And on that great day I will tease you all the same

List Of My Trains
Fantasy Flight The Convoy Wild Dreamland Skinny Dipping Wet N Wild Waterslide Feelin' Groovy Hippie Train Ye Olde Ice Cream Shoppe Triple Dog Dare Coke vs Pepsi I believe in Angels Pink Panther It's a Whimsical World Conga Line

Being Going Through It I Tell Ya!
im mean god damn I must be a magnet for mixed messages these days... im so over it... At work: the boss tells me.. im ready to have you up your position.. I dont want you as a therapist I want you as a marketing rep for the company.. im like cool cool... but when she realized how many of my clients wont move to other therapist now shes like hell no.. I think im going to out source a marketing person... At home: oh god let not go there... i feel like im two seconds from jumping out of the window like 80% of the time... With friends: That another one i just dont get recently... *Note to self... no one is just honest enough to flat out tell you what they want... (and truly accept your answer) I think its because most people are afraid of the truth... the only one that tells you the entire truth day in and day out is junior.. And I hate that cause god damnit he dont here my truth when I tell his ass Im never getting back with him... lol oh well.. there's great things g

Blah
I am so tired of this... watching you wither away is killing me.. Why won't he listen to the damn docs and pull the plug? I know you would want to kill him for this shit and I do not blame you.. I am so sorry I am failing you.. but you married him so he outweighs any decisions I know you would prefer.. I love you and just want peace for you... Blah FUCK i hate this shit.. you no longer here while all these fucking morons still get to populate the fucking planet.. Ugh...

They Call Me A B**ch
They call me a Bitch . . . When I stand up for myself Or support my own convictions. When I defend someone else Or express my own opinions. When I stand up for those I love . . . And for those, I hate. When I speak my own mind & such Or try to do things my own way. When I work hard for whatever I wanted Instead of having it handed to me. When I am strong willed & determined To succeed in a man's world. . .yet keep my dignity! They call me a Bitch . . . Because . . . I teach my kids "the old fashioned way" In order for them to be more responsible. Because . . . I raise my kids the hard way To be confident & stronger people. Because . . . I teach my kids NOT to be rude, but very polite And why they shouldn't break laws or cardinal sins. Because . . . I direct my kids NOT to be afraid to fight And to stand up tall for what they believe in. Because . . . I tell them to love themselves & ALL humans To respect themselves, their neighbors & each other. Because I won't tol

Crap I Hate About My Life
Let's start with the obvious: -When you're a contract weldor, your job can end very suddenly and leave you stranded. -When you're a wierdo, sometimes idiots will pick fights with you over anything. -Sometimes, I do that heart thing without meaning to. -On any given day, I could end up on the road to BFE. -Trusting people is my flaw. -I'm prone to being accused of things I haven't done. -The power of the penis is a terrifying thing. -I'll be homeless for Xmas......... There's so much more, but to get into it would take forever.

Incessent Pounding
Well my throat feels slightly better, but now my head feels like it's straining at the seams. I hate complaining about this, really. But I'm bored and, yeah. So does anyone have one of those guns they use to kill livestock? If so, put me outta my misery please 8-p

Deciding Before Asking
why is it that when u r with someone even when u r close to each other and far away that u jump to conclusions and you don't ask first. i thought that there was trust ia my relationship i gave it to her and i got none in return, i would hear things so i would ask,but she would just say fuck it i will not ask i belive that this is what he is doing. it was not the truth i was not doing what was thought by her and she told some one to tell me she doesn't want me an taht she has said it to me when she never did if she would have i would have left her alone. she did this before and she couldn't stop thinking about me and i her tehn she found out by talking to me that what she had thought was not true,so we were back together and it was good she was happy and i was happy because we were happy together. but now she has did it to me again and i want to know why but she will probably never talk to me again.if u read this and u know who u r i love u with all my heart and i did nothing that u may

The Memory
I missed him; I was lost without his guidance. I had left the safety of his home, my prison, my security. Now I was lost, wandering around through the real world once again. I needed him; I needed him to lead me; I needed him to tell me what to do; I needed him to make me feel alive. He had shown me myself, who I could be, what I could be, the ways of life and love. He had shown me pain and pleasure, suffering and release, how to be the person I was trapped inside. I wanted to go back to him; I didn’t think I could live my life now without him. I stepped into the bathroom and started the water in the shower. I wanted it to scald me; I needed some type of pain. The steady flow of water beating into the glass door was soothing. I pulled my robe and let it drop to my feet. I slowly examined myself in the mirror as I was waiting. My skin was milky white except for that one spot; that one blemish I had so eagerly allowed to occur. My hand absently strayed to my hip where the

Thanx For Showing B-day Love Peeps
Hey everyone, I just want to say thanx u all so much for the birthday wishes. I really do appreciate the love u all. I am shocked to see 22 years, knowing that some dont make it near this age where im from. Luv u all very much and thanx again!!

Just Neeky
now what can I say here...Neeky is a lady i adore...I said that..did I say I am going to marry her?...yes...in time that is what I will do, I asked her already and she will...my God how I love her. It is amazing how you can feel...just the thought of her touch...I will always be there for her...to love and honor her as she deserves to be...to support her, to protect her, to walk beside her...and always desire her...I love you my sweet, you are truly a beutiful person

New Train Update And Message To All Train Hosts Please Read
Hello everyone I hope you and yours had a wonderful Thanksgiving yesterday. And now right around the corner is Christmas and the trains have already started rolling in :) I know I haven't did an update in awhile here at home I've been in a bit of pain with my hands and some nights by the time I get home from work I seem to be able to get next to nothing done. When Tat finally talks my stubborn ass into taking a pain pill I'm in tears and end up passing out. I try to post all of the newer trains in the comments of the last train list which for now is page 3 but that may soon change. When I feel better again I plan on rearranging the blog once again. This time the trains will be listed by the owners instead of by the trains themselves. There is a reason why I am doing this, here lately I get frustrated because it seems like I have very little out put by the majority of train owners. I take a lot of time to do the links on the main page and every time someone changes that link be it the t

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaw!
This is Stina! She was internet challenged for a while, but no worries because I fixed her computer issues (told you i'm a nerd lol) Anyway............. go say hiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stina@ fubar

The Call Me A B**ch
They call me a Bitch . . . When I stand up for myself Or support my own convictions. When I defend someone else Or express my own opinions. When I stand up for those I love . . . And for those, I hate. When I speak my own mind & such Or try to do things my own way. When I work hard for whatever I wanted Instead of having it handed to me. When I am strong willed & determined To succeed in a man's world. . .yet keep my dignity! They call me a Bitch . . . Because . . . I teach my kids "the old fashioned way" In order for them to be more responsible. Because . . . I raise my kids the hard way To be confident & stronger people. Because . . . I teach my kids NOT to be rude, but very polite And why they shouldn't break laws or cardinal sins. Because . . . I direct my kids NOT to be afraid to fight And to stand up tall for what they believe in. Because . . . I tell them to love themselves & ALL humans To respect themselves, their neighbors & each other. Because I won't

My Younger Days
When i was in grade school my school teacher gave me some after school lessons....MMMMMM she was 3O something i wouldnt say how old i was,,,,thank you so much for teaching me things to remember for life from your favorite student danny to you Mrs C aways will remember you

Nfl Jersey And Who Can Wear It Better
Show your NFL team spirit. I am having a contest. This contest will run from 12/01/08 to 12/05/08 (midnight to midnight EST) All I need is a photo of you sporting your favorite NFL team. This is a comment bomb contest. First person to have the most comments wins. First prize: 3-Day blast or a pack of blings (ur choice) Second prize : 50,000 f-bucks Third prize: 25,000 fu-bucks Come on and Enter! Need at least 10-people... if you are interested, send me the link to rip your photo of your NFL team. Thanks and have fun!

Are You A Tool?
After looking at all these pictures of women and seeing the remarks by the male populace of Fuber, I have come to the decision that 90% of you males are, in fact, Tools. Well, Miroh, what makes you call us Tools? Great question, I will tell you why. Here is one example. This picture I recently viewed had a women leaning over a rail, her face was barely visible between the angle and the blur and what are the comments? "You are absolutely beautiful" and that was the only picture to her profile. That, above, makes you a tool. Acting without thought. You morons act like you've been in Prison for a long time and forgot what a woman looked like. Predictable Tools. I will add more to this some other time.

When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me I dedicate this to my sister in the lost of her Loving daughter and my niece "Clarissa" Love You. When tomorrow starts without me, and I’m not here to see, if the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me. I wish so much you wouldn’t cry the way you did today, while thinking of the many things we didn’t get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you. And each time you think of me, I know you’ll miss me too. But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand. That an angel came and called my name and took me by the hand and said my place was ready in heaven far above. And that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eyes, for all my life I’d always thought I didn’t want to die. I had so much to live for and so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good one

...loving, Fun, Ndependant & Feminine...
seeking real, strong, confident and FUN-loving man. someone who wants substance and good times shared in creative ways. do you enjoy the outdoors, music, real home cooking and family??? i'm tired of pics of your p_n__s and sexual comments....lets learn what makes each other tick. cool???

Come See Me
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The Real Azzhat
Lets let the pictures talk. So lets see what the guy that busts out so called scripters has on his pc hmmmm. And the guy that goes after fake accounts endorses a stuffed animal apparently as a real account. Kinda funny but a slap in the face to the Admin on this site , the bouncer who approved this salute must have gotten amnesia on the rules for salutes. Notice the age of the owl and the date the owl joined this site. Do we all remember the guy that bust out fakes on this site, begging for people to donate fubux to this FAKE so that the FAKE could have the SPOTLIGHT? So is this FakeBuster actually using the same ip addy to help level up a FAKE ACCOUNT? OMG don't TELL ME SO!! *gasp* LOL

Ingeborg Bachmanns Grunnlag For å Søke Etter Malina
Hennes grunnlag var ikke å finne den "Ondskapsfulle Kvinnen" hvis noen teite nazijenter skulle komme på den ideen for å underbygge sitt eget idiotiske liv. Årsaken er Mannen Uten Egenskaper av Musil. Om samfunnet som kollapset under den første verdenskrigen og som Hitler vaklet ut av ruinene av, det Østerisk-Ungarske dobbeltmonarki. Det var et idealsamfunn, og heldigvis tok noen seg bryet med å beskrive det. Og det inneholder løsningen på problemet når vi kommer dit, Mannen "Uten Egenskaper", det setter mannen som det totale ideal under lupen rett og slett, ikke for første gang riktignok, men for første gang i forhold til et grunnlag som gir mening. Boka beskriver problemet. Det er et tomrom i samfunnet, beskrevet ved keiserens tomme plass som alltid står klar og ledig i de forskjellige byene han kanskje en eller gang kommer til å besøke. Men han ER IKKE DER. Årsaken har jeg gått gjennom til det kjedsommelige. Men kun en kvinne som Ingeborg Bachmann kunne begynne å a

The Lighthouse
The storm gathers in the west Ready to take you out I can see this all to well I know its time to stir about Your in trouble Your going down I will not let this happen I will not let you drown Your my best friend And nothing else matters When the storm hits And your life shatters I'll be your lighthouse And i'll always be here To protect you from anything Even you worst fear So bring on the hurricanes Even the April showers I will shelter you No matter how many hours

Understand This
So many things to think about There's always something going on I never take the easy route I've just wasted another dawn There's no other way for me to get out The person I was is long gone You'll never understand what it's like to be me You'll never understand all the things that I see You have to know that I just want to be free You have to know I just want you to love me You keep saying times aren't right And I keep waiting for you to change your mind I'm trying so hard.. I won't give up this fight All because you're afraid of what you'll find You're afraid of what's beyond mid-night Not everything in life can be outlined You'll never understand what it's like to be me You'll never understand all the things that I see You have to know that I just want to be free You have to know I just want you to love me I want you to know that I'll always be here I'll still be here when you walk out I have to fight and face all my fears There is no room left for

My Vow To You
There is some thing i want you to know... if you have no place to run no place to hide just reach for my hand i will stand by Ur side. regardless of the danger ahead i will not falter i will stand by ur side. i will be ur guardian angel. And if i do fall and my wings become a broken mess i will Still stand by ur side Still head strong i will defend you till the end i will never let you fall.

Prince Charming
I don't understand why things happen to me can't wrap my head around the things you don't see i wish i could have it, just like you do for me to be happy, just as you i long for that feeling deep down inside for someone with whom i don't have to hide i look in your eyes and see everything then i close mine and it begins to sting i always get this feeling like your where i belong yet misguided thoughts pull me ; so strong i wish i knew how to see past this to see the future and what i will miss I'm lost in this moment, not sure where to go from here i move, only by tip toe don't make a sounds and hide my heart waiting for my prince charming, and my life to start

God's Angel
When i felt so out of control so lost, so empty god took pity and sent me an angel so beautiful and majestic so fine and pure to save me from myself to keep out of the depths of hell when i walked a crooked path he set me straight when i felt alone he made me whole my heart had finally found a home but our time was running out for my fragile being was now strong my broken soul was now put together my cold silent heart was finally beating again my angel's work was done god was calling him back home where he belonged his touch forever embedded in my soul my final fair well

Dere Drepte Isis For 3000 år Siden, JÆvla Svin!!!!
Og amerikanere, Bw, Yoko eller muslimer (som Bw fortalte meg igår hadde oppført seg som veps mot ham og hans americanovenner, noe som førte til noen måtte dra til India for å drepe noen elefanter for å blidgjøre dem og amerikanerne (og Land antagelig) har ingenting å si for meg. Å drepe en guddom som ble knust av menneskers intoleranse? På nytt? Fuck my ass. Jeg gir allikevel Ono honnør for at hun avslørte det eneste viktige med 11-9 for meg. Vi lever med en splittelse og den har sitt utspring i nettopp mordet på Isis. Rett og slett fordi det egyptiske samfunnet var et møte med vårt utspring og oss som "utviklede" vesener. Egypt dannet en symbiotisk helhet av de to realitetene. Vi har gått svært mange 1000 år tilbake i utvikling siden den tiden. Men musikk har vi likt å høre på hele tiden. Vi må huske på at terroranslagene 2001 ble utført av mennesker som ikke godtar musikk på den vestlige måten (underholdning etc). Og den ble planlagt i samarbeid med mennesker som els

Own Me Baby...
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Sick And Tired....
I'm sick and tired of people adding me just for the freaking points on here. I'm not adding anyone else unless they are willing to speak to me. Gawd, grow up people, this is a place to freaking meet people and shit. Stop trying to add me if you not willing to take a chance at a friendship. and for those of you who haven't figured it out, I'm not a dayum walking mat. I am me, i demand respect. I give everyone WAY TOO much respect and get walked on way too dayum much.

Come Own Me!!
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Rosetta Stoned
All righty then. Picture this if you will. 10 to 2 AM, X, Yogi DMT, and a box of Krispy Kremes, in my need-to-know post just outside Area 51 Contemplating the whole chosen people thingy when just then a flaming stealth banana split the sky like one would hope but never really expect to see in a place like this Cutting right angle doughnuts on a dime and stopping right at my Birkenstocks and me yelping... HOLY FUCKING SHIT Holy fucking shit Fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit Holy fucking shit...fucking shit...fucking shit Then the X-Files being, looking like some kinda blue-green Jackie Chan With Isabella Rossellini lips and breath that reeked of vanilla chig champa Did a slow-mo Matrix decent outta the butt end of the banana vessel and hovered above my bug-eyes, My gaping jaw, And my sweaty L. Ron Hubbard upper lip, And all I could think was, I hope Uncle Quark here doesn't notice That I pissed my fucking pants. So light in his way Like an appa

Musikk Som Skidzofren Avslapning
Vi må huske på at terroranslagene 2001 ble utført av mennesker som ikke godtar musikk på den vestlige måten (underholdning etc). Og den ble planlagt i samarbeid med mennesker som elsker musikk. Det er det eneste mysteriet ved 11-9. Svaret er HØYTTALERNE. Splittelsen i lyden som elektrisk musikk på konsert medførte, og særlig stereolyd på plater og etterhvert andre medier, er den totale og fatale splittelsen (den beveger seg fra øreinngangene til høyttalerne og tilbake) som låser mennesker fast til sofaen i et skidzofrent apati. Den skapte på 60-tallet grobunnen for en lammelse som er absurd ettersom musikk i utgangspunktet skal være frigjørende. Yoko ga meg bildet på problemet fysisk da jeg prøvde å lytte til hennes Blueprint-plate. Selv om problemet er eldgammelt for meg og sikkert for mange andre. Plata viser splittelsen fysisk ved å ha to like låttitler i begynnelsen og en fysisk splittelse til slutt. I tillegg til utrolig mange andre skidzo-fenomener på plata og coveret

Pleasure And Pain
I'm trying to figure out what love is supposed to be about In the beginning you're always so nice But in the end, you're as cold as Ice In the end, when you look in their eye's That's when you realize all their lies In the beginning you would never think That they could be so mean in a simple blink I told you once I told you twice that when you love you pay the price You feel so empty Cold and blue So stressed out And so confused The one who made you so happy and glad Is the same one who is making you sad and mad When one tries to talk about wanting them to stay The other just turns and walks away When you smile For a little while you realize it's fake You're just trying to hide your heartache After you realize that love was a mistake Once you realize they're gone you automatically ask yourself what you did wrong Your heart starts going insane From all their pain You ask yourself how you're gonna stay sane Your heart keeps tearing Because, you'

Hottie Hottie
recent shoutbox convo.... shameless: Do Ya Think You Could Just Pack Up And Move To Michigan ->shameless: would that please you? shameless: ohhhhh very much so ->shameless: well, that's a nice compliment, so thank you. would you keep me entertained? shameless: every minute I possibly could... in every way ;) ->shameless: that's an invite with all sorts of innuendo shameless: I love the elephant tats shameless: I'll prolly do just about anything shameless: how do you like to be enertained ->shameless: there are lots of way..some are secret. singing is a good start shameless: well I've got that one covered shameless: what else do ya want.... ;) ->shameless: know any other tricks? shameless: I know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a hottie hottie ->shameless: how many? shameless: just enough until your eyes roll into the back of your head.... well, have fun with this one...i played it through for your pure bloggi

Change Is Not Your Friend
Funny how things can change on you. Change doesn't sneak up on you or loom threateningly on the horizon, it lurks around the corner and jumps out at you when you least expect it. Often scaring the living shit out of you in the process. There you are, cruising along, oblivious. Totally complacent in your certain knowledge that you are invulnerable, bulletproof, super-human even. Then that nasty fucker leaps out at you, no warning, and no pretense. The stupid snowman's arm falls off and everything is different. Everything. Things you have taken for granted for decades are meaningless, the people you have built your impenetrable, yet eminently fragile, wall (thank you Mr. Waters) with are no longer there for you, and that kind of makes you happy. You feel relieved of the burden of expectation. All those years walking around telling yourself you don't care what people think become a farce. You start to feel like you owe all those people you disregarded a second chance. And then you feel in

Shattered
Inside my sleeve, I pull out my heart, handing it to you, "careful it's fragile, and easily falls apart." Extending your arms, you take the heart in your tender warm hands. It falls into a million shattered pieces - on the floor it lands. You begin to bend down to pick it up, sorrow and sadness in your eyes. Apologies are not enough. Looking at you with tears in my eyes, I ask you not to pick up the pieces of a heart that has fallen apart. I am the one who needs to pick up the pieces of my shattered heart - one by one, piece by piece. I need to put it together again, some how. some way. Each piece of my heart has a memory so true. Each piece of my heart has part of you. You are the one who is leaving to start a new lease on life. I'll just be here on my knees picking up the pieces of a heart that feels like it's being pierced with a knife. All my tears won't keep you near All my tears won't mend what's not here. Again I look at you with a whis

Reminded
As we lay there quiet I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you Your smile, and the way it teased at me seductively Your laugh, and the way it tempted me Your eyes, and the way they seem to hypnotize me As we sat there silent I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you Your smile, and the way it brings such life into me Your laugh, and the way it makes everything okay Your eyes, and the way they seem to read my thoughts As we stand here now I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you Your smile, and the way it confuses me Your laugh, and the way it seems to mock me Your eyes, and the way they can look into mine and not feel a thing

Just A Thought
So, maybe I had way too much time on my hands at work today, or perhaps it was the significant lack of sleep I’ve had this holiday week, but it became clearer to me that returning to fubar, is like dating an ex. In the very beginning, you are curious about what has occurred in your absence, what’s new, what’s exciting, how things have been. At first it’s fun, almost exhilarating. While catching up on all that you’ve missed, there is a comfortable familiarity. So, you focus on all that is positive, while you laugh over memories, and reminisce about the past. The moments are enjoyable, and you wonder why you had ever lost touch. Time spent together becomes a habit, and you find yourself sharing time without even planning on it. After a while, it becomes so second nature. In time, you start recognizing peculiarities. Things that once seemed innocuous begin to drive you crazy. The things that they say, the way that they dress, the things that they do, all become so annoy

Post Brown Friday
it was boring. no pushing. no kicking. bah! but, i did buy... 2 sweaters 1 pair of shoes 1 guitar hero: world tour (guitar kit) 1 guitar hero: dual pact (GH I & II) 1 guitar hero: rock the 80s 1 microphone yes, i is a GH junkie. bite me.

Happy Belated Thanksgiving!
ok since yesterday I sat around all day on fubar and didn't fix turkey dinner I'm doing it today. the reason for that is I didn't have anything to be thankful yesterday. I was all alone. but I convinced my ex wife to bring the boys up from Utah today and we're going to do thanksgiving today! YAY for me!!!! I get to spend today and tomorrow with my boys!!! YAY!!!! I'm so excited!! So long story short, you can all fuck off and die with the exception of my Poi, I won't be on much today or tomorrow. K bye

Fubar
so it seems the only way to have anyone come to your page is if you have auto 11s...and i don't really care about points right now. Not that i'm asking for rates or crap, but fuck, i'm i that big of a bitch you can't say hi or something? i guess i'm just emo today

Blog #2
been a while since i've posted a new blog so i thought i'd just take the time and do another 1. thanks to all those people that have rated my pic.. it's been a while since i've been on due to moving and $ issues :P bet we all know that feeling huh... well i'm hoping that by the beginning of the year i'll be moved into a new place and be settled down for a while... well i don't have much to say really so if you wanna comment go for it :) peace

I Like James.
so me and my friends saw twilight last night. and it wasnt as good as i thought it would be. it was okay. i just wish they picked a different actress to play bella. i dont really like kristen stewart that much. i think camilla belle would make a better bella. Camilla Belle but so anyway i dont know why my friends found edward cullen hotter than James. I so think james is the hottest male character in the movie. James I was a bit bored with the movie but its not That bad. oh and we didnt get to buy popcorn anymore coz we were late :S good thing i bought my caramel macciato earlier wooooh starbucks forever :) Toodles! xoxo

Don't You Just Love Cold Weather And Warm Bodies?
Cold weather brings perfect excuses for very close contact and snuggling. Don't you just love cold weather? Getting close to your lover, arms wrapped around each other, bodies pressed tightly together and soft lips together with warm, wet tongues searching for each other. I daydream of my hands sliding up under his shirt to rub against his warm skin. It makes me wet with the anticipation of having him naked. Sliding each others clothes off slowly with his tongue rolls against mine. My knees are weak with the anticipation of him between my legs, sliding in with slow stokes at first, then working in to a good hard pounding rhythm. Feeling his body push against mine as he moans in pleasure. Knowing that he is going to climax hard while sliding deep inside me. Hearing his moans increase and then to hear that sweet sound of his orgasm. With a final low moan, he collapses on top of me in a warm heap of breathlessness. Feeling his skin on my skin, hearing his breathing decrease and knowin

Xerox Is Doing Something Cool
My dad sent this to me in an email and I wanted to share it. I fully support the men and women overseas risking their lives to keep every one of us safe. Please take a minute to check this out, it really won't take much of your time at all. Thanks! ~Mel SAY THANKS TO OUR TROOPS! XEROX IS DOING SOMETHING COOL If you go to this web site, www.letssaythanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to a member of the armed services. How cool would it be if we could get everyone we know to send one!?! It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldn't it be great if the soldiers stuck over seas during the holidays received a bunch of these? Whether you are for or against the war, our soldiers over there need to know we are behind them. For what those service men and women are being put through, we can never say enough t

Words Use By Women
1.) Fine : This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes : If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing : This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead : This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh : This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to 3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay : This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how an

Rude Azz User Mnw1989 (aka Mitch)
First of all if you have seizures and flashing lights affect your eyes and hurt your head so badly then why in the world would you get onto a site that has tons of it? Good lord....use your brain! As far as you being in a wheel chair due to a birth defect....what does that have to do with someone being nice and friendly to you and merely reaching out to become your friend? I never asked to have sex with you I merely invited you to be a friend and to invite you into a lounge I work in. For the love of God get over yourself and you need therapy to deal with your anger issues. My own husband has seizures, two different forms to be exact, and is in and out of the hospital about every other week because after 2 years they still can't get them under control. One more seizure and he could die! We have a 9 month old child and I'm expecting my 2nd child with him in a few months and it scares the hell out of me that I could walk into a room where he's at and find him dead. Yeah you think

Movies Galore
okay...there's more than ten. sue me. dazed and confused pulp fiction fear and loathing in las vegas identity momento american history x the breakfast club snatch fargo ghost world whole nine yards empire records fight club natural born killers detroit rock city blow tank girl basically, i like odd movies, often featuring drugs...often with twists...oh, and cheesy 80s movies alot of which i didn't feature on this list just so you wouldn't have to watch them but here they are (weird science, pretty in pink, can't buy me love, sixteen candles, ferris bueller's day off, fast times at ridgemont high, say anything, don't tell mom the babysitter's dead, adventures in babysitting...and more. i'm such a dork). okay..tell me which ones you haven't seen and let's do trades.

Going Home
Hey all, I'm finally going home from this place, but with that being said, I'm not sure when I'll be able to get on here again, so if you want to keep in touch, private message me with a way to get ahold of you, either email or cell phone. Hope to hear from everyone soon.

***christmas Train***
WELCOME TO TULSA'S ANGEL'S CHRISTMAS TRAIN! Wish all of my awesome fu friends a very Merry Christmas and the best New Year ever! Please stop by all of the riders, fan, rate/re-rate them and send a friend request if not already friends. If you are friends, please re-rate and fan if not fanned. Then leave a Christmas comment and be sure to rate their salute. You might also comment their salute photo too. Gifts are totally optional! Thank you and have fun! ☆ ☆ ღTulsa's Angelღ ☆ ☆ ☆ ☆ Ħąźęłęŷęď Şōłďĭęŗ ☆☆

Dj Bg Ranking Out The Red Dragon Lounge Come Out And Check Us Out And Party With Us
COME CHECK OUT DJ BG AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

Me Myself And I
I am a disabled, freelance writer who is married and have 4 children, 2 cats and a dog. I don't drink that much but if you want to send me a drink that's fine. The disability I have is Cerebral Palsy and E-mail me if you want me to post any of my stuff on here

Phase One
Operation adopt a convalescent home is underway! To explain a little about it..We Chose a state funded convalescent home here in bakersfield ca, we are putting together 111 gifts for its residents and making 111 christmas stockings. I have requested the help of a santa claus who has graciously donated his time...Thank you Mr Johnson. We have also had some help from people who are donating small gifts, candy canes, wrapping paper, tape, plus lots more . We still need lots of donations and help so if this interests you at all please hit me up for details. Ps It may get you back on the nice list hehehe

Oliebollen
Oliebollen 1 Cake yeast (2/3 oz) 1 Cup Milk 2 1/4 Cups Flour 1 Egg 1 1/2 Cups Currants and Raisins 1 Tart (Cooking) Apple Fat for Deep Frying 2 tsp Salt First blend the yeast with a little lukewarm milk. Sift the flour and salt. Add Milk, mix to a batter with yeast and egg. Add currants, raisins, and peeled, minced apple. Leave batter in a warm place to rise to double its size. Heat the fat to 375 degrees F. Put two metal spoons into the batter. Shape balls with the two spoons and drop them into the fat. Fry them for 6 a 7 minutes until brown. The doughnuts should be soft and should not be grease-soaked inside. If they are fried to slowly the crust becomes hard and tough and the doughnuts become greasy. Drain on absorbent paper. Serve then piled on a dish and thickly with sifted confectioner's sugar. Eat while hot if possible. "Oliebollen" are a traditional treat on New Year's Eve in Holland

Winter Classes
RHE ATCH 104 M01 FINANCIAL ACCT PROCEDURES 4.00 M W 09:10A 11:00A A&S ECON 103 H02 PRINCIPLES OF MICROECON 4.00 M W 05:30P 07:20P RETAKE HHS PED 183 I01 KARATE II 1.00 F 05:10P 07:00P PED 183 I01 NOTE: ISSUES IN AMERICAN POL 4.00 Tu Th 01:10P 03:00P A&S SPAN 212 M01 INTERMEDIATE SPAN 4.00 Tu Th 05:10P 07:00P

My Best Friend Has Auto 11's On
Show This Awesome Friend Some Mad Love She Has Auto 11's On And Needs To Be Spanked Hardcore Lets Show Her How Hard We Can Hit Her AUTO 11'S ARE ON Nushy Aka NuNu Brought To You By SEXY STA

I Just Got It, Damn I Am Kinda Blonde Sometimes (no Offense Lisa)
March 28th, exactly 8 months ago today, coincedentaly, I found out my husband of 10 years had fallen in love with a woman on the net. ( We met 11 years ago on the net, I mean hell, left his Country for me and traveled 3000 miles to be with me.) He told me that night after much discussion to listen very closely to one of my favorite songs. All Saints, "Never Ever". I know the song by heart, of course. I listened to it, got through the first part of it, burst into tears, and turned it off. Just hearing and remembering the words about not giving enough affection, blaming herself for him not loving her anymore, etc. Only thought of his words a couple of times since then and wouldn't listen to it again. Well the holiday spirit of blues and all, I decided to listen to it today and realized, he was trying to tell me it wasn't really my fault. It kinda made me feel better. That's a good thing for me right now. Ok enough rambling. If you got his far, watch the video :P

First Contest....closed!!!
And the winner is:::::::::: change in the leaders as of right now::::::::::: Robin with 2646 Crystal with 1844 Melissa with 374 and Chrystal with 212 ************************************************** CONTEST OPEN...SEND ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO COMMENT YOUR PIC!!!!!!!! **********************UPDATE********************** All comments have been reset and everything is ready for the contest to start tomorrow morning...Good luck ladies...have fun and get ALL your friends and family to comment... ************************************************** Alright ladies...here is our first contest...this is to try and draw more notice to the group...so it involves this profile...Each of you need to go to your tag in the VIPER Girls album and get the link to the picture... now follow the directions and post it anywhere you want...blog...mumm...bully...emails...gifts...to get people to come rate your pic...AND comment it...There are lots of people out there that mak

Fall Grades For 2008-09
COURSE ID COURSE TITLE CR HRS GRADE GRADE POINTS BMT 110 H01 INTRO TO MANAGEMENT 4.00 C 8.00 MATH 102 H03 ELEMENTARY ALGEBRA 4.00 C 8.00 OTEC 230 H01 BUSINESS COMM II 4.00 WP 0.00 PED 182 I01 KARATE I 1.00 CR 0.00 SPAN 111 H01 ELEMENTARY SPANISH 4.00 C- 6.68 HOURS ATTEMPTED HOURS EARNED GRADE POINTS GPA TERM UNDERGRADUATE 12.00 13.00 22.6800 1.8900 ACCUMULATIVE UNDERGRADUATE 81.00 78.00 180.7200 2.2311

Will Never Forget
i come home late and night with my boots in my hand, Stumble in the back door being quiet as i can And i know she's their in bed, cold and all alone And she's crying because i'm breaking up our happy home And she knows all the hell I'm going through in this world inside my head there's a devil in the bottle,lord, and he wants to see me dead I fall into her arms and she helps me helps me with my cloths Guess, shes stays on with me 'cause she really knows That I'm tryin Lord, to find my freedom By escaping the only freedom i've ever known And she knows the hell I'm going through inside the world inside my head There's a devil in the bottle ,Lord, and he wont rest until I'm dead There's a devil in the bottle ,Lord, and he won't rest until im dead And it's killing her too, watching me die this way. There's a Devil in a Bottle By Hank Williams Jr On the day after i loose one of the only 2 people that mean anything and everything in my life. I

People Are Selfish
I have come to the conclusion, that you are either liked for who you are or your not. You are accepted for everything you have flaws and passions. But for some that is not enough. You have to adapt to their lives. You have to be what they expect you to be. Not be who you are and that is not fair. So to quote a great play RENT: "Take me for what I am, who i was meant to be! & if you give a damn, take me baby or leave me!" Thank you to those who accept me for me! Faults, flaws and passions! You are the true friends in life!

Bf
Black Firday... oh, I love those days... when the true human spirit comes out, drags all the filth out of measly creatures that try to disguise their fear of repercussions by morals. The same people that nod sheepishly to Oprah's redundant preachings. That suck in the oratories by pointless, heartless pseudo pundits. That set up their bars to reach at their knee level. The same people are willing to let their real nature out, with fangs and claws, willing to rip each other into pieces over a man made piece of plastic. I just dont get it...and I always considered MYSELF to be an animal...hmm

Wanna Have Me 4 Christmas!!??
Here's the deal I'm in an Christmas Auction..lol I could be your present for Christmas!! Check it out If you dont want to bid plzzz at least rate the pic and the host Thank You Have a Marvelous day!! Theres Is another private auction that I am in with the lovely MzShady..Yep thats right you could own BOTH of us.:p

Pleasure & Pain
Pleasure & Pain In anticipation of our next meeting, I get a shiver down my spine. To be in the control of your able hands Is an addictive passion of mine The day is here; I am wonderfully frightened. You lead me to the cold and sterile chair; The melodious buzzing, I am intoxicated The smells of antiseptic and latex in the air. A cool wetness, and then the graze of the blade You firmly press the sheet against my skin I inspect the mark and smile in approval; You say it is time to begin. My heart begins to race as you approach And I feel a hot surge in my veins. My breath departs me for a moment; You grin and mock my pain. I begin to relax and bask in my bliss Watching with masochistic delight. Pain becomes pleasure; torture is hedonic - I move and you hold me down tight With one last thrust, your task is complete - I am bloody, injured and content. You dress my wound and send me off; I can't wait to do it again.

American Kids Vs. Italian Kids
American Kids vs. Italian Kids American kids: Move out when they're 18 with the full support of their parents. Italian kids: Move out when they're 28, having saved enough money for a house, and are two weeks away from getting married.....unless there's room in the basement for the newlyweds. American kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings a Bundt cake, and you sip coffee and chat. Italian kids: When their Mom visits them, she brings 3 days worth of food, begins to tidy up, dust, do the laundry, and rearrange the furniture. American kids: Their dads always call before they come over to visit them, and it's usually only on special occasions. Italian kids: Are not at all fazed when their dads show up,unannounced, on a Saturday morning at 8:00, and starts pruning the fruit trees. If there are no fruit trees, he'll plant some. American kids: Always pay retail, and look in the Yellow Pages when they need to have something done. Italian kids: Call their dad or uncle, a

Fubar Problem.
Okay So I Had Like 500,000 Fu-bucks Last Night When I Went To Bed And I Woke Up This Morning And Now I Only Have 171,653 Fu-bucks. Fu-bar Bouncer In The Fu-bar Support Lounge Said There Isn't Any Settings That Keeps People From Doing This Kind Of Stuff. I Think They Should Put More Protection On Here To Keep People From Going In To Other Peoples Accounts.

Today Is Native American Heritage Day
National heritage day honors American Indians By MARY HUDETZ, Associated Press Writer – Fri Nov 28, 8:10 am ET PORTLAND, Ore. – For the first time, federal legislation has set aside the day after Thanksgiving — for this year only — to honor the contributions American Indians have made to the United States. Frank Suniga, a descendent of Mescalero Apache Indians who lives in Oregon, said he and others began pushing in 2001 for a national day that recognizes tribal heritage. Suniga, 79, proposed his idea to a cultural committee that is part of the Portland-based Affiliated Tribes of Northwest Indians. The organization took on the cause of a commemorative day, as did the National Congress of American Indians and other groups. Congress passed legislation this year designating the day as Native American Heritage Day, and President George W. Bush signed it last month. The measure notes that more Americans Indians than any other group, per capita,

I'm New
hello to the world of fubar. I have just been introduced to you by my babe and i think we will get along just fine. just be patient and give me time to loosen up and i think we will have alot of fun together. so please stop by give some tip and help a newbee have some fun:) thanks for the help and lets have fun

Bling Bux Bonanza Iii - Nov 28 - 29 - Start Time 2pm Fu Today
AUTO 11 BlingBux Bonanza Pt TRES!!! Prizes Galore !!!! Chiina_Whiite I will be running an Auto 11 Tonight Nov. 28th 2pm Fu Time thru Nov. 29th 2pm Fu time. There are Three(3) Contests: RACE, RACE, RACE! At 2pm Fu Time The Race is On. The FIRST Three(3) to completely rate the 550 pic BlingBux 3 Folder will win a CHECKERED FLAG BLING. Please Private Message me when you are done. The Grand Prize Drawings for Over 4 Mil: Rate ALL my EZ RATE 100 pic folders - Default Folder Included - and you will be entered into a drawing to receive one of three Grand Prizes 2 Million fubux 1.5 Million Fubux 1 Million Fubux Please Private Message when you have finished rating and let me know that you would like to be entered into the drawing. Three(3)Winners will be randomly chosen out of a pool of contestants. Prize Amounts may Rise-The More people the greater the Prize Amounts 150k Bux Random Drawing: Rate the 550 picture folder and private message me after rating t

I'm Not Even Sure
you and a turky have two things in comen. 1. you both have hunge breasts and in want to eat you. um, this one is so bad that i don't even have anything fun to say about it. i do know this...there's really no way i'd ever want to be compared to a turkey, even if it's meant to be "complimentary" in such a way as this.

Question Of The Day...
Nov 28 08 12:15pm 'What made you smile this past week' As for me - it was a friend of mine, comin' back online on Monday...I was goin' through a rough time, but he made me smile n' warm all inside. xo

Name Change
went out for a few beers last night to the local dive, bars was kinda crowded, a lot of the non usuals there i was walking from the pool room in back to the bar for a drink and and this woman, about 30 or so, comes up to me and stares at me for a minute like i have three heads or something i`m wondering do i got a big ol booger hanging?turkey skin still stuck in my mustache? she says you scare me you have the devil in your eyes,you are evil then she walks over to the table where her friends were, grabs her purse and heads out the door i am starting to think that most people are even more fucked up than i am

Arch Enemy
I am one of the crazy people that took advantage of the great deals today. In my quest for a $49 portable DVD player and some other things, I met a woman who I truly believe is my arch enemy. So I'm at Target looking around and stroll down the gift wrap and Christmas card aisle. I see a really nice roll of gift wrap and pick it up, as I go to place it in my cart, a woman behind me snatches.. yes SNATCHES it out of my hand! I spun around and said "Hey Lady, what the hell do you think you're doing!" and she replies " I saw it first, I was just going to come back for it." I giggled and first and said "well I'm sorry, but I have it now, you should have taken it before" which then she proceeds to pick up another roll of gift wrap and HITS me with it!!! Now normally on a bad day, I would have laid the bitch out, but I was in a good mood, and just laughed and said "okay, if you want it that bad, it's all yours" and walked away. I thought it was over.. it wasn't. After I paid for m

Ten Comandments...wva Style.....
West Virginia Ten Commandments Some people in West Virginia have trouble with all those 'shalls' and 'shall not's' in the Ten Commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms.. So, some folks in West Virginia got together and translated the 'King James' into 'County' language..... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at First Baptist Church in Summersville, West Virginia) (1) Just one God (2) Put nothin' before God (3) Watch yer mouth (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Honor yer Ma & Pa (6) No killin' (7) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (8) Don't take what ain't yers (9) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.

Back In Cali
Well, because of being followed, and someone trying to hurt me, my parents have flown me back to cali along with my kids! I will miss all of my friends in Texas that I talk to, and hopefully we can still talk, but until this jerk who has been fixated on me gets caught and goes to jail, or tells me who he is and then I send him to jail that way, I will not be coming back there again. I am having my paperwork for going in, sent home, and I will fly from here. I am also changing my duty station so that I will not be coming back to texas either. So this is good bye to all of you, and please keep in touch!

T-day
Oh, the irony of nutrition. Why is it that I eat total crap on a daily basis, and feel fine? But once I eat a healthy, great, real life dinner... rewind... Soo my t-day was spent with hubby and mom and her friends at a dinner party, which lasted til 8pm. rewind...I went to sleep at 9am, and slept til 12pm. So I could get ready to go to the dinner. forward... the food was great, and so was the company, sans two half a year old babies that I wanted to use as golf balls. And mom's friend's 19 yo whorish brainless daughter, that got knocked up and mothered one of those annoying creatures. I came home at around 9pm, and started feeling tiiiiired. Maybe 3 hrs of sleep and a meal that consisted of a salmon sammich and candy had something to do with it... When I woke up at 10 21 pm, I realized that I was feeling like shit that was left floating in a toilet the whole day after the rest was flushed. Migraine, tired, etc..yay! I got my ass over to work, and s

This Song Is So For Me..
This time I wonder what it feels like To find the one in this life The one we all dream of But dreams just aren't enough So I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen So I`ll be holdin’ my breath Right up to the end Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with `Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that. `Cause nobody wants to go it on their own And everyone wants to know they´re not alone. Somebody else that feels the same somewhere. There`s gotta be somebody for me out there. Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight And damn it this feels too right It´s just like Déjà Vu Me standin’ here with you So I´ll be holdin`my breath Could this be the end? Is it t

Auction Open Buy Ppl Cheap!!
user/1604988">Happily Taken R/L GF to Im4u2Inslave, Proud Military Supporter*~Head Greeter @ Babydolls*~ Twilight' wrote the following at '2008-11-28 06:44:02'.. > Ok guys the auction is now open! It will run until Friday, December 5th. We are going to be accepting entries until the end of today. After that nobody else will be able to join. That way everybody has a full week of the auction time. > Here are the lovely men and women who have already entered. Come bid on them and show them tons of love. They are all offering many great things. > You can find the men in the Seductive Sir Auction on Happily Takens page. > Happily Taken R/L GF to Im4u2Inslave, Proud Military Supporter*~Head Greeter @ Babydolls*~ Twilight@ fubar >

Moving Toward A Brighter Day
Regarding My blog of yesterday……….. I have decided that I shall be staying………….BUT I do this for ME and no one else From now on, anyone who wishes to cause me trouble or drama will be out, no matter who you are or how close you may be to me, YOU WILL BE OUT FOR GOOD However I do wish to take this time to thank my friends who showed me that no matter what NO ONE is going to drive me away, thank you my friends I love you all To one in particular you alone made me realise the big mistake I would be making if I did go so to you, I thank you from the deepest part of my heart ♥ Finally, to the ONE who has been behind this trouble and drama, move on for you are not welcome here and if you persist you will be considered a stalker and will be treated as such, there is no longer any kind of friendship here for you EVER

I've Come Along Way....
I try an try but i've gotten to the end i have to change i dont want to lose what i have gotten...I want to be able to enjoy this for aslong as i possibly can. things will get better i hope... since it's all up to me to make the most of this. Forgive me for being a stupid fool...that's afraid of what he wants most....

"it Was Great When It All Began...i Was A Regular Frankie Fan..."
So I officially disowned myself from my family today. It feels..weird. And confusing and I'll admit it I have the tiniest part of myself that still has some human qualities to it that's a little mournful, but other than that I'm happier. Haha. Happy Holidays! ;D

Favorite Movies
List was compiled rather quickly and in Notepad, pardon spelling errors, I'll edit later. 1. Action - Braveheart, V for Vendetta is a CLOSE second (Also, any of the James Bond movies, Leathal Weapon, Die Hard, Transporter movies) 2. Adventure - The Three Musketeers (Also, any Indiana Jones, Robin Hood, Zorro, Pirates of the Carribean) 3. Comedy - Brain Donors (This one is inspired by great childhood memories, mostly. Also, there are way too many clasics, Blazing Saddles, Young Frakenstein, Caddy Shack, Airplane, Naked Gun) 4. Crime and Gangster - The Gangs of New York (Also, Lord of War, The Bone Collector, Get Carter, Pulp Fiction (Samuel Jackson's classic speech in the diner)) 5. Dramas - To Kill a Mockingbird (Also, Schindler's List, Forrest Gump, Apollo 13, Guess Who's Coming to Dinner) 6. Epics/Historical - Gone With the Wind (Also, The Bridge on the River Kwai, Dune, Star Wars, Lord of the Rings) 7. Horror - Identity (Also, Gremlins, Jaws, The Omen, Exorcist) 8. Musica

Why I Forward Jokes
A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, where are we? 'This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered. 'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the man asked. 'Of course, sir. Come right in, and I'll have some ice water brought right up.' The man gestured, and the gate

Thanksgiving And Kids.
First off, hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving! If you want left-overs, they're mostly on the top shelf but I did hide the stuffing on the bottom shelf. That being said, I'm glad THIS holiday is over with. I barely ate. My mum showed up the night before and started an arguement. She then made no attempt to meet the "new girl". I barely ate. My brother was clueless why me and our mum were silent to each other. I barely ate. The annual Detroit Lions game sucked worse then a Browns/Steelers game. The movie us grown-folks watched sucked. I barely ate. BUT... ...Kelly brought over her niece and nephew, and I swear they brought life back to me. We went downstairs to watch "Kung-Fu Panda" and it was fun seeing it through their eyes. The 7 year old niece climbed up in my lap like she had no reason to fear me and even put her little arms around me while the 9 year old nephew would every-now-and-then jump up to show off HIS "kung-fu". Shit like

You Are What You Think
Friday, November 28, 2008 YOU ARE WHAT YOU THINK. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- It's a psychological law that whatever you desire to accomplish you must first impress upon your subconscious mind. Your inner thoughts can cause you to be rich or poor, loved or unloved, happy or unhappy, attractive or unattractive, powerful or weak. What you impress upon your mind, you'll inevitably become. Relentless, repetitive self talk will change your self image. You'll affect your subconscious mind with verbal repetition. Constant repetition carries conviction. When you change your values you'll change your behavior. Start thinking of yourself as becoming the person you want to be. Self suggestion will make you the master of yourself. You can become whatever you want to be. When you believe you can, you can. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Weathering The Coming Fina

Busy Place
well hello all....and here i am a newbie to this site. the traffic here is crazy. just a breif posting here.... somethings this gurl likes: men of all races, candy, especially the lollipop...lol cooking and just havin a good time.. hit me up get to know me.....thanks for visiting... sunshine

Health Concern!read
for days i have been under so much stress!my doctor is actually mad at me.my back is in knotts no kidding.my stress level is bananas!its high very! and if i don't find ways to relax i will explode!i have to learn how to relax and not get stressed out over anything.so for next few days or so it looks like its bed rest for me.i have horrible headaces,back aces,and im throwing up like crazy!food makes me sick!i didnt want to tell everyone about this cuz i dont want people to worry.dont ask what iam stressed about its personal i wish i could say. just be there for me.be my friend! thats all i ask and pleaseeee NO BS DRAMA!around me i don't need it!!!peace love to all my fubar friends and family...

Double Fudge Syndrome!
Double Fudge Syndrome is a phenomena that occurs on a rather quite frequent basis...It is a result of no matter what you say or no matter how hard you try shit keeps coming out of both ends!......lol:P

Out There Kids
riday, October 17, 2008 Stupid Girls on the Internet Category: MySpace Stupid girls on the internet Anybody happen to catch Nightline last night on ABC? In case you didn't, one of the hot topics discussed was MySpace. It is no secret to anyone who reads the newspaper or watches the 6 o'clock news that MySpace has been in the limelight because of "sexual predators" trying to "abduct and corrupt" the youth of the world. To this I say bull shit! I see dozens of profiles a day showing 14 year old girls dressed like sluts, wearing four inches of make up and 32 layers of eyeliner, displaying their age as 18 years old and profile lines stating "Oh, I'm So Sexy" or "Hey There, Wanna Check Up On It?" Come on! The youth of today's world are already corrupt enough due to the undying need to be "older" than they really are. I seriously doubt there are tons of people on MySpace stalking "innocent young girls" who just happen to have tramped up profiles and ages 4 years greater than t

25th January 2009 - Workshop - Fetish/dungeon/poolside
DUE TO THE SUCCESS OF THE NOVEMBER WORKSHOP WE HAVE HAD ENQUIRIES FOR THE DATE OF THE NEXT EVENT - 25th JANUARY 2009. SHOOT: ADULTS ONLY - 18+ OPEN FETISH STYLE SHOOT in exclusive private location . For those Photographers and Models looking to expand portfolio with a unique niche look. RSVP only! NO WALK INS We are EXPECTING (with current interest) the following numbers for the event 10 photographers (No walk ins) 6 models DATE: 25th January 2009 COST: $200 per photographer. Pay cash on entry TIME: 10am - 3pm. Complimentary food and refreshments provided during any breaks. Models and MUA's will be there at 10am Models arriving late (please try not to) will need to have their makeup done before they arrive. LOCATION: Green Point (near Gosford). Must RSVP to receive address and information. PREMISES & EQUIPMENT: The Central Coasts premier equipped dungeon. This is a great opportunity for novice and/or professional photographers and models to

Guys... Says It All.
So why is it that guys think if they tell u that u are sexy an shit that u will actually sit there an listen to all the bullshit they gotta say bout how sexy u is an what they wanna do to u. Fair warning mutha fuckers.. sweet talkin me gets u no fuckin where cause im not a sweet bitch. Take it how u wanna cuase i dont care. But if u send me a shout talkin nasty to me or sayin how sexy i am then im just gonna block ur ass. If u think im sexy then leave pic comments or go jerk off to one of them just keep that shit to urself. i kno ima sexy ass bitch i dont need remindence every minute. I gotta fan club bitches use it.. Groupies also welcomed! :P If this offends u then obviously u dont kno shit bout me or didnt do ur home work. Its called a profile go read it... Otha than that I hope everyone is havin a good night an doin the damn thang right.. Much love an untill next bitchfest im out... Sexy Lil Hell Cat... Always just heavenlei

My Life Will End
We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight And yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh... My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find And yet I find Repeating in my head If I cant be my own Id feel better dead Oooh...oooh... Oooh...oooh...

Dad At Mall!!
Dad at the Mall I took my dad to the mall the other day to buy some new shoes (he is 92). We decided to grab a bite at the food court. I noticed he was watching a teenage boy sitting next to him. The teenager had spiked hair in all different colours: green, red, orange, and blue. My dad kept staring at him. The teenager would look and find him staring every time. When the teenager had had enough, he sarcastically asked, 'What's the matter old man, never done anything wild in your life?' Knowing my Dad, I quickly swallowed my food so that I would not choke on his response, knowing he would have a good one, and in classic style he did not bat an eye in his response. 'Got drunk once, and had sex with a peacock. I was just wondering if you were my son.' I got this out of my aol mail funny shit.

Red Friday!!
Red Shirt If the red shirt thing is new to you, read below how it went for a man... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine Sergeant traveling with a folded Flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the Sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No, he responded." "Heading out I asked?" "No. I'm escorting a Soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his Family." The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the Soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the Soldier's Family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, "Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and

Need Some Help Here
this is a conversation that started on fubar and ended on yahoo. the other person is the mother of my 2 yr old son. these fights have been going on for over a year and a half. am i crazy or is she only in it for the money? echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:02:12 PM): alright then so do you want to explain it to me? astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:02:56 PM): u made the choice to leave tina, and i was in the hole, still am echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:24 PM): doesnt alter the fact that I was and still am too b. echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:03:35 PM): and hey..Im having to try and support myself and our child astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:03:49 PM): that was also ur choice echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:23 PM): didnt get myself pregnant b. its just your choice wether to step up to the plate of responsibility or not. astinus5150 (11/27/2008 11:04:41 PM): dont even go there echomiepain (11/27/2008 11:04:42 PM): and the whole thing about teaching me a lesson by no back child support? your n

To Famous
For my best friend, u know who u are. (k) It is hard to wait around for somthing; That u know might not happen. But it is even Harder to give up; When u know it's everything U have ever wanted. You aren't my boyfriend; But I love ur kiss I miss your hugs as u hold me so close. We laugh our hearts out, which I miss the most. We walk and talk while getting caught in the rain. Cherished the memories and ignored my pain. I have been there for you in your worst times. I have held your hand while I watched you sleep. I rushed to the hospital to make sure you wern't into deep. Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you.

Why Not You
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In Memory Of My Great Great Grandfather Lon Chaney
Lon Chaney the Original Phantom Of The Opera Born April 1, 1883 - Died August 26, 1930 Actor Grew to legendary status as a stage and motion picture figure of the 1910's, 20's, and 30's. Known as "The Man of A Thousand Faces", he innovated make-up techniques and integrated them into his varied and challenging acting roles. Father of Lon Chaney, Jr. His crypt does not have a marker. Cause of Death: Cancer Interred: Forest Lawn Memorial Park (Glendale), Glendale (Los Angeles County), Los Angeles County, California, USA

Why Ask Then ?
My girl friend asked me why was it that she is the one that feeds and clothes and cares for her kids but when they see me they act like I am the most important thing in the world.... I seriously thought about it and told her I think its because parents forget sometimes to be fun and gave her the following example. I was out with them and the kids had candy they were taking the wrapper off and "sneaking" it into our pockets. Her reaction was to shove their hands away and tell them to cut it out. I had pretended not to notice them doing it. Later I put my hand in my pocket and pulled out all the empty wrappers and made faces and did the whole HEEEYYYY where did these come from routine while they fell into giggle fits. Well now shes pissed at me and told me she does not really need me to tell her shes a mean boring Mom so uhhhh ....why did she ask ? I didnt mean it that way either by the way blah

From Lord Raven, Thank You!
The Biker I saw you.... Hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see..... Me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you.... Pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see.... Me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you...... Change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see...... Me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you..... Roll up your window and shake your head when I rode by. But, you didn't see.... Me riding behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you..... Frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see.... Me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you.... Stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see..... Me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you...... Roll your eyes at ou

Broken Hearted!!!
Everyday I sit and cry, Because I'll Love you till, The day I die. Time moves so slowly, When you are lonely, For the one that you Love. I wish I could fly like a dove, To see the one that I Love. I sit and wait and wonder, I feel like it's a spell I'm under, I can't break free, I wish you would be with me. But I can't change whats In your heart, I knew that from the start. I can only try to start anew, Without you by myside. Take-Care my Love for you have Two hearts and I have none. I gave you my all, I hope you can stand tall. I think of you and sign, There's nothing left but to say.... GOOD-BYE Wrote after a very hard break up. Only thing I've ever written.Hope you enjoy.

Auction
MY HOME GIRL KnKyLilBcH IS IN A AUCTION AND ALL SHE NEEDS IS FOR EVERYONE TO RATE HER PIC AND BID ON HER...SO IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE SWEET AND HELP HER HERE IS THE LINK TO HER PIC... THANKS VERY MUCH BABY LETTE!!!!

Forever Road
I heard every word you said And trying hard to understand Exactly what it is, you need, from me Baby I apologize I never meant to make you cry But there ain�t no doubt, we can work it out yeah Cuz I�m gonna be around Don�t worry baby I ain�t no maybe Rain or Shine This Love of mine is for you Let my arms remind you I�ll always be beside you Holdin� on until this ride is through So away we go, down that Forever Road Baby as our lives unfold There�s no telling where we�ll go But as far as I can see, it�ll be you and me Just the way it�s supposed to be Don�t worry baby I ain�t no maybe Rain or Shine [ Forever Road lyrics from http://www.lyricsyoulove.com/ ] This Love of mine is for you Let my arms remind you I�ll always be beside you Holdin� on until this ride is through So away we go, down that forever road It ain�t gonna be easy We�ll both

Don't Know Anymore
I don't know anymore! I just found out one of my best friends killed himself 3 days ago! 25 years ago we worked together drank together had fun played chess!! now he is gone and I will miss him. I talked to him last week he sounded good, I had no clue he was hurting so bad!! he never let me know. I wish I could of stopped him I wish I could of helped! I will miss you my friend! I feel empty now I don't feel anything at all! I just don't know anymore! I am sad again, it seems I have been sad for a long time!! I hope one day I will be happy again...well that's about it for now!! Just empty again feeling nothing at all again!!

Tupac + Poetry=love
Ya know when people think of Tupac they usually think of a rapper, a thug, someone from the streets. He was more than that. I feel that what he believed in during his lifetime can be used for many generations to come! Lately I've been thinking too hard about numerous things but I feel when i turn to these poems, they put me at ease. So here are a few that I like hope whoever read this like them too! "Jada" u r the omega of my heart the foundation of my conception of love when i think of what a black woman should be its u that i first think of u will never fully understand how deeply my heart feels 4 u i worry that we'll grow apart and i'll end up losing u u bring me 2 climax without sex and u do it all with regal grace u r my heart in human form a friend i could never replace "In the Depths of Solitude" i exist in the depths of solitude pondering my true goal trying 2 find peace of mind and still preserve my soul constantly yearning 2 be accepted and fro

Dry Tears
The days go by so fast now and yet I wonder why I have left myself open once again to be filled with nothing but pain and hurt. The nights turn to my own worst enemy now when before it was my only comfort from the pain of the day time world. I try and try to let the tears flow to release the hurt that is deep inside of my heart and yet nothing comes from my eyes. I try to feel something for you like I once did before and yet I can't feel anything for you anymore because my tears no longer fall. I was always by your side for everything that you needed at yet I got shoved to the back burner when someone new came along. I was always use to being placed last till you made me feel like I was more than last and better than what I ever thought of myself. I know sit and try to cry tears that refuse to flow because you have done nothing but turned me colder than ice. I sit and wait for you like a puppy waits for his master to come and show it love and affection and yet you

Randomness....thought Of While In The Shower..
I come home and the house is empty, you're gone home and I can't be with you. Work was a long dreary place with brief spots of sun when I got to talk to you...I peel my scrubs off as soon as I shut the door behind, I'll pick them up in the morning, all I want now is you...and a hot shower...but I'll have to settle for the shower... I turn on Nickleback...let my hair down as I adjust the water to just the right amount of hot and cold water and I step in and shiver as my feet touch the cold tile I let the water wash over me, from the top of my head the the bottom of my feet..steam starts to rise as I grab my wash cloth and smear a liberal amount of body wash on it. The scent of rose and white tea is bouyed on the steam as I begin to slowly wash myself in long lazy strokes...starting at my shoulders and working my way lower....over my breasts the swell of my stomach to my hips slipping inbetween to stroke at the cleft that begs for your attention.... I pause there briefly before

Chris's Love
Mom: Wake up honey. Chris is downstairs waiting for you. Sarah: Oh my gosh. I woke up too late! I still need a shower and everything! Right when she said that Chris walked into her room smiling from ear to ear. Chris: No baby. You're beautiful just like that- now come on, I'm starving. Sarah: Okay. Sarah got out of bed, put on some clothes, took his hand, and walked out the door to his car and got in. Sarah: Where are we going? Remember that I have to be home by 1. I have cheerleading practice and you have football. Chris: I know.. Then Sarah noticed that Chris was really pale-looking. Sarah: Chris are you feeling okay? You look like you're sick.. Chris: Yeah; it's just my allergies. Sarah: Are you sure? Did you go to the doctor yet? Chris: Yeah.. I went yesterday. They just said to take some allergy pills and that I'll be okay. Sarah turned to look away from Chris. She knew there was something wrong. She has allergies and she does

***love***
thanksgiving day my love wrote this and posted as a blog...i had *happy* tears as i read Harley's heartfelt loving words to me..I wanted to share this with my family and friends, who may be as He and i were ..down and never thought we'd find this true love...but you will...We did....i love this Man with all my heart, this is one reason why, he doesnt just say words he shows me..THANK YOU BABY, MY LOVE...LOVE YOU ALWAYS..YOUR...rose..i hope you can feel our love through his words....thank you my friends..hugssssssss A GOOD MORNING KISS AND HUG JUST FOR YOU I LOVE YOU MY SWEET MORE THEN YOU KNOW I HOLD YOU SO TIGHT IN MY ARMS AND MY HEART SO NOTHING WILL HURT YOU OR SCARE YOU MY LOVE I KISS YOU LOVING AND GENTLE AT NIGHT AND WAKE YOU WITH ANOTHER AT MORNINGS FIRST LIGHT YOU ARE THE LIGHT THAT SHINES IN MY LIFE SO BRIGHT YOU ARE THE VERY REASON I WAKE TO GO THROUGH THE DAY I LOVE YOU MORE NOW THEN I DID BEFORE AND EVERY MOMENT MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS I L

Deleteting
I WILL BE DELETETING THIS PROFILE AND JOINING MY BABY UNDER A NEW ID... cancpl4female. WE ARE LOOKING TO MEET SINGLE BI WOMEN TO PLAY AND HAVE FUN WITH...AND EXPLORE NEW THINGS... WAS NICE TO HAVE MET SOME PPL ON HERE AND HAD A FEW THAT ACTUALLY SAID HEY ONCE IN A WHILE...HAVENT BEEN ON HERE IN A LONG TIME AND I CAN SEE I WASNT MISSED... HAVE FUN AND TAKE CARE.. MIGHT SEE SOME OF YOU SOMETIME...

Name
i wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away i wrote your name in my hand but i washed it the next day i wrote your name on a piece of paper but i accidently threw it away i wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay written by ***FamouS***

Forget Her
forget her name forget her face forget her kiss her warm embrace forget the love that you one knew remember she has someone new forget her when they play your song remember when you cried all nite long forget how close you once were remember she chose him for sure forget how you memorized her walk forget the way she use to talk forget the things sge use to say remember she has gone away forget her laugh for get her grin forget the little dimple on her chin forget the way you held her tight remember shes with him tonite forget the time that went so fast forget the love that moved, its past forget she said shed leave u never remember she is gone forever written by ***FamouS***

I Just Got Started Lovin' You
You don't have to go now, honey Call and tell 'em you won't be in today Baby, there ain't nothin' at the office So important it can't wait 1st Chorus I'm thankful for the weekend But two days in Heaven just ain't gonna do Yes, it's gonna take forever, darlin' Girl, I just got started lovin' you 2nd Verse What's the point in fightin' what we're feelin' We both know we'll never win Ain't this what we're missin' Let's just stop all this resistin' and give in 2nd Chorus Let me wrap my arms around you You know you don't wanna leave this room Come back and let me hold you, darlin' Girl, I just got started lovin' you Bridge What can I say I've never felt this way And girl, you're like a dream come true After all the love we've made It sure would be a shame If we let this moment end so soon 3rd Chorus So won't you lay back down beside me Girl, just like I know you want to Trust me when I tell you, darlin' Girl, I just got started lovin' you

Understand This
A veteran is someone who, at one point in his life wrote a blank check made payable to 'The United States of America ' for an amount of 'Up to and including my life.' That is Honor, and there are far too many people in This country who no longer understand it.'

I Miss U
im not suppose to miss you im not suppose to care im not suppose to live my life whishing you were there im not suppose to wonder where you are or what u do im sorry i cant help my self i really do miss u written by ***FamouS***

Poem
Throughout this vast universe there is something stronger than the forces that hold this universe and all it's inhabitants together.....this is true and pure love..... Though some say true love doesn't exist, it does; even in the most vial places where murder and rape threaten everyone, love still exists..

Wow, This Is A Little Scary.
I wanted to give everyone a heads up that if you tend to give gift cards around the holidays, you need to be careful that the cards will be honored after the holidays. Stores that are planning to close after Christmas are still selling the cards through the holidays even though the cards will be worthless January 1. There is no law preventing them from doing this. On the contrary, it is referred to as 'Bankrupcy Planning. Below is a partial list of stores that you need to be cautious about. Circuit City (filed Chapter 11) Ann Taylor- 117 stores nationwide closing Lane Bryant, Fashion Bug ,and Catherine's to close 150 stores nationwide Eddie Bauer to close stores 27 stores and more after January Cache will close all stores Talbots closing down specialty stores J.Jill closing all stores (owned by Talbots) Pacific Sunwear (also owned by Talbots) GAP closing 85 stores Footlocker closing 140 sto res mo re to close after January Wickes Furniture closing down Levitz closing

Fallen Angel
Oh sweet angel why does your halo fall? Why such tears stream down your rosy cheek? Blood is dripping and stained on your skin which was pure Why so mute? Is there something to be hidden? You were so full of life, and no care in the world What happened dear angel? Why does your halo fall? You said you could always talk to me, why is this any different? I fear for you, your changing so rapidly Keeping to yourself, so skinny and pale What's happening sweet angel? Why does your halo fall? Your clothes are changing along with your personality I've been to your room which is so dark and full of sorrow Everyone is so worried, for you stay into trouble Please dear angel why does your halo fall? One night while everyone was gone you called and told me what you've done Next thing I remember was staring at you on the operating table Looking at me with such pain in your eyes What has happened my angel why does your halo fall? Laying unconscious on the hospital bed I too

Drunk
Drunk and stupid is no way to go through life. Well at least not stupid. Drunk seems to be getting pretty easy to live with. A lot of things seem to make me yearn for the painless oblivion of really intense, hardcore drunkenness these days. I have the best job in the known universe, truly. I work with awesome people, wear shorts and flip flops at my leisure, set my own hours, and make pretty damn good money. Yet, everyday when I leave work I face the ridiculous choice of either getting drunk (often on generic, store brand blackberry brandy, or the like) or opening an artery and watching all my worries drain thickly out onto the carpet of my car, filling in the cigarette burns and slowly but steadily staining the door panels a vaguely morbid but curiously soothing crimson hue. Why? Well, in truth, there exists no plausible explanation. Of course there are things I have to deal with. Whining customers and lackadaisical (borderline disrespectful) employees who take advantage of my gen

Me
iam surrounded by nothing more then darkness in my own mind the more i try to change my self for my self iam even more lost then i was before i started its like my eye are shut my tongue is riped out so i can speak on how i feel all i can do is hear and feel its like a big dark pit where i can find the exit at i cant climb out of the pit cant call for help and it gets worse everyday i push alot of people away even online alot i dont no how to act any more when iam nice its like iam lying to my self but when iam a asshole it feels like i cant be good enough there suppose to be a happy medium like with the whole good in evil yen and yung iam so confused with everything and about my self specially now since iam moveing out on the first to move in with a few other people into a house at first its a great thing i only have to pay 300 something for rent but at the same time i cant help but thank of the negativity i dont plan on paying my rent where i live if they take me to court

Poem
Throughout this twisted world of hatred there is a certain thing which is pure and true.... This is Love .. no matter how far you go or how long you search, you will always find Love no matter where you are.

Cobralady Is Under 200k.
Please help out my really good friend make it to Disciple. When it's time to level, she's usually there even before I tell her. So if she's ever helped you out, now is the time to return the favor. Send her a message and she is sure to return the love. Cobralady™~aka Snakey~Rate Spanker~Proud Owner Of ♥ Sit Up King ♥~Keeper Of The Animal@ fubar

Poem
This is my world of sorrow to which no one may enter I cast a blame apon myself and deal with the guilt alone This is my world of pain to which no one is allowed I endure this pain everyday and seldom let it out This is my world of regret to which no one may intrude I relive my life day after day and wonder what I could change Welcome to my life to which no one knows anything about

Thanksgiving
I must say this has been the best thanksgiving I can remember in a loooong time. Things were much as they used to be, most all of the family gathered at the homeplace where my uncle still lives, we ate and ate... It was good that everybody came in, Eric and Amy brought Parker who is getting so big now, and cutting her first teeth. Becca made it in for a couple of hours, not long but it was so good to see her. She hadnt been in since July and was happy to be here even for a short while. Josh and kendra made it in also, they are still touring and ministering all over and very excited that a new album is in the works for the group, I am so happy for them all. Momma cooked alot of the meal and Danny cooked the turkey and it actually tasted pretty good..LOL. He and I had to come home and get the country ham cause we forgot it. We had so much food it will give us leftovers for a week, I still got a bellyache..

Brown Friday
yes, the beaner shops on the worse day of the year. blame my obession for shopping cheap. "barato! barato! todo barato! dos por un dolar!" hmm...tempting. anywho, look for me in the news. i'm going to beat some old lady to death for the last box of Rock Band. /rawr

The Winter Wonder Land Auction
My first auction was a huge success!! So here are the results from the Winter Wonderland Auction!!! Bids start at 100k The most rates bonus winner is Unbreakable † purchased by:~Autumn Princess~ sexymedic4upurchased by:~*BlondePrincess™'*~

A Fictional Story About Me
Robin I've never been one of these guys that are attracted to skinny women. The sight of skin stretched across bony hips or ribs and shoulder blades that almost burst through the skin is a massive turn off for me. No I like a woman with some meat on her bones someone who is not afraid to put on a few pounds as long as they are happy. Fuller figured women have a great sense of humour and a very varied sex life. They are full of confidence in their work and social life and certainly know how to satisfy a man in the bedroom, or anywhere else in fact. That's where Robin comes in. She is 100% woman; a fuller figure woman who exudes sexuality and uses her natural curves to the full. Yes it's true to say she does keep an eye on her weight you show me a woman who doesn't but a few pounds here and there make no difference to her when it comes to satisfying her man. I first met her when I started writing erotic stor

Am I Asleep
am I awake? can this be real? I'm drunk in my desire as you lay next to me in a bed of rose pedals and forgotten dreams. somehow you brought it all back to me feelings of erotic passion and a breath of life I thought they were forever lost in an eternal darkness left by lovers gone my eyes smile once again at the beauty before them my lips ache once again to be kissed my hands long to touch your burning flesh my heart pounds so hard it nearly escapes my chest oh, I must be asleep! can this really be true?

Truthfully...
I know today is Thanksgiving, and the whole moral of it is to show your thanks, express, however you want to put it. Then again, to be cynical, the proceding day happens to be BLack Friday, which happens to be the Mr Hyde to the Dr Jekhyl that is today. My thanks will come, but I must write this blog to be very frank. I am a very depressed person in life, and lately, it has been more apparent to me and I have shown it so much more. I feel it in my mind, the way I sleep, my apathy, lack of motivation...it is not good stuff. Now, this is in contrast to an attitude and and personality I can show otherwise, which is that of me being a very fun person to talk to, being flirty, kind. Those are all very real aspects of me too, and I have only been so outgoing these last few years. All for the better, I think. For as long as I can remember, I have had alot of angst, depression, confusion, these of which have prevailed over positiv things in my life. I would say back to when I wa

Cards For Soliders For Christmas
nyone wants to send cards to the soldiers...here is the address. The American Red Cross is sponsoring a national "Holiday Mail for Heroes" campaign to receive and distribute holiday cards to servicemembers and veterans both in the United States and abroad. Holiday Mail for Heroes, which began Tuesday, Veterans Day, is a follow-up to the 2007 effort that resulted in the collection and distribution of more than 600,000 cards to hospitalized servicemembers. This year's program will expand its reach to not only wounded servicemembers but also veterans and their families. The goal is to collect and distribute 1 million pieces of holiday mail. "As we enter this holiday season-a time to celebrate with family and friends-it's important to remember the thousands of men and women who serve our nation in harm's way and those who are recovering in military and veterans hospitals," said Army Col. Norvell V. Coots, commander, Walter Reed Health Care System. "The Holiday Mail for Heroes pr

Have You Seen Her?
=== 'Not tellin ™ McLovely has a POI and he owns my bits...all hail babysatan' wrote the following at '2008-11-27 20:33:44'.. > > At approximately 6 pm on the evening of November 26th, Krista Lyn Breeze Godfrey, age 13, walked with her friend to the corner of her street, said goodbye, and vanished. > > She is my daughter. And she hasn't been heard from since. > > > > > > > > She was last seen wearing blue jeans, white tennis shoes, plastic and beaded bracelets, and a tan spaghetti strap shirt. She has shoulder length curly blond hair and blue eyes. She is 5'4" and weighs about 115 pounds. She could possibly be traveling in a blue Volkswagon Jetta with a man described as being in his mid to late 20s. It's being assumed at this point that she has been taken across state lines. > > This isn't a cry for pity or a way to bring my personal drama/trauma onto the site. This is a plea. If anyone sees her...if anyone knows or thinks they know ANYTHING...call the Pinal Coun

She Needs Love Show Her Some Pleaseangel Kitty
this person is so fantastic words cannot describe her. She helps everyone she knoiws giving and giving,please give her some back!! if true friend of mine you will show her love please do Angel Kitty@ fubar

A Trip Ill Never Forget
here it is november 24 my bags are all packed im heading to chicago/indiana via train too meet someone...well i got a call from her saying she had family emergency...im thinking great im gonna be stranded at a train station in chicago...so i go grab a bite to eat at the station.then i sit there thinking what should i do...first thought was to call my sister...call my sister saying im gonna be stranded..we talk a few minutes and i was prowling thinking of what to do..she asked how far from airport and how much money i had so i told her..she said ok go find a taxi and tell them u want to go to airport..thinking ok find a few taxis ask them how much money to get me to ohare airport 40.00 one guy said...well one guy said come on ill take you to airport... well this guy walked me like 2 blocks to a train and wanted 40.00 in doing this i was like for what??you walked me there.then he said i carried ur bag...then i catch this train and it had 17 stops to make till it was at airport..once at

1 Corinthians
1 Corinthians 13:4-8 (New International Version) 4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. 8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

Murphy's Law Applied Today
well today was something else it was one of those days you just want to start over and have things go better. at least i got the turkeys in the oven on time . i had my cousin over today i had to go and pick him up as he is blind well i go to my car and she won't stay running after i just put in a alt. come to find out the voltage reg. on it is bad .its brand new but ok i go to use my sons truck and it is not working the fuel pump went out had to walk back home ok now how am i going to get my cousin here ok a friend has his truck here for my son to fix so i use it well its a piece of shit truck but it was better than our own so now its time to eat got to love holidays we cook all day and bake the night before to have the perfect meal only to find out when you start putting everything on the table your son and husband already started eating some of the food like the deviled eggs,and the pies already cut into. got to love the holidays it was good in spite of everything that went wrong.go

Driving
So I have come up with a few possiblities why I hate driving on thursdays. Driving alot on thursdays i tend to notice. a. I hate people b. I should own all roadways in Alberta c. my middle finger tends to get stuck in the upright position pinned to my drivers side window e. I hit every single yellow light f. Oh I got pulled over by the police cause someone belived the beat up van i drive was theirs. g. Apparently its seniors day everywhere so they are all out driving under the speed limit. h. No matter what station I switch to the song sucks. i. Apparently text messaging while driving is not as smart as I thought it was. m. looking over at the guy who just cut into your lane and hes not only text messaging but hes trying to do it hidden so no one else realizes hes an idiot. o. nobody understands my rules of the road....if your going to do the speed limit stay out of the left lane. p. Please do not drive right beside the person in the lan

Bad News For Me, For You?
Hi fubar friends My laptop is currently on the fritz, and of course, I have been working graveyard shifts all week and will be doing so at my new job. I want to let my closest friends, and you know who you are, that I really miss the fun stuff here, and I cant wait to get in touch with you all when I get the time. As for all of you, I hope you all have wonderful days today, and that life is good. Take care out there, I miss you folks :) *peace* and *

Number 6
You Are 6: The Loyalist You have strong relationships and are intensely loyal. People find you easy to love and care for. You like your world to be stable and secure, no surprises. You're cautious. You prefer your inner circle to the outside world. At Your Best: You are courageous, a positive thinker, and expressive. You can take on the world. At Your Worst: You are secretly insecure - which makes you sarcastic, cold, and argumentative. Your Fixation: Doubt Your Primary Fear: Abandonment Your Primary Desire: Security and support Other Number 6's: Mel Gibson, Woody Allen, Jay Leno, Marilyn Monroe, and Julia Roberts. What Number Are You?

Be Gone.
i want to forget i ever knew him. i want to go back in time and go to that night i first stayed over when my mind told me to get up and leave. but what i want i won't get. lies on top of lies. from all different directions. who to believe? just believe my instincts and what i've seen with my own eyes. knowing more than i should, but it keeps me ahead of the game. yeah--game...that's all it's been. ahead of the game and yet at the same time one of the biggest losers. out of my mind, out of any part of my heart. it's not deserved. in any way.

Dj Knight & What Is Going On
☠DJ KnightCptKiller70j *ஐ☠@ fubar I have had several approach me and ask me what is wrong.I had a guy on my list called Dj Knight.I had denied him twice because he kind of creeped me out but on the third try I thought why not.I don't even think we spoke.He may have sent some gifts not really sure I would have to look and if he did I probably sent one back. Anyway he started sending me things in emails that kind of scared me and I was talking to a friend and behold all out of the blue I am told to watch out for this guy that he had stalked and harassed other girls on here and when they blocked him they paid dearly.I already knew he didn't feel right from the beginning I mean I denied him twice with that gut feeling but I always try to see the good in people anyway. After blocking him he has sent out numerous emails talking untruths about me and making me sound really bad.Now with that said yes I know who I am and what I do but I am not ashamed of any of it and eve

The Mystery Of Love
The Mystery Of Love Love Is Full Of Mystery, Like A Maze Never Knowing Where You’re Going Or Where You Might End Up Only Hoping To Choose The Right Path And Not Finding A Dead End Can You Ever Find Your Way Out? Or Is It A Never ending Path? Which Keeps You Going In Circles Or Is There A Hidden Path? One That You Cannot See One That May Not Appear But If You Do Find A Way There May Be A Key To Happiness That Can Set You Free From Loneliness Or Will You Walk Through Fire Before The Maze Expires Look Out For Many Traps While You Watch The Time Elapse Falling In A Deep Hole Searching For Your Soul Because Even At The End LOVE IS STILL, A MYSTERY?

The Sounds Of Life
THE SOUNDS OF LIFE The world is full of emotion And mixed up commotion Sometimes the sounds Can turn into mounds Or the lowest whisper you hear Can be the most important it appears By the time you hear You turn around, they disappear You choose to pay attention You float away with the wind You don’t use precision The wrong message you will send And search for a way To fix it everyday While you ponder a solution Through all this confusion You stay strong and maintain Hope your soul will not stain One day you will say Everything is okay

Fun Facts About Scorpios
Fun Facts About Scorpios I don't know about yall, but I'm a sucker for the 'what personality is your zodiac' things, and in the spirit of entering the scorpion sign today I thought I'd share this with you. Beneath a controlled, cool exterior beats the heart of the deeply intense Scorpio. Passionate, penetrating, and determined, this sign will probe until they reach the truth. The Scorpio may not speak volumes or show emotions readily, yet rest assured there's an enormous amount of activity happening beneath the surface. Excellent leaders, Scorpions are always aware. When it comes to resourcefulness, this sign comes out ahead. Friends and Family Sincerity and truth are strong components of the Scorpio's friends. It can take some time before really close bonds are formed, but once done, the Scorpio will remain dedicated and loyal. Witty and intellectual, they prefer companions who are humorous and easygoing. Full of surprises, this sign will give you the shirt off their bac

Long Distance Relationships
The majority of my Long term relationships have been Long Distance. A Few have been purely online. I have been able to maintain the relationships through lots of communication, phone, email, IM, letters...this coupled with a good imagination can keep any relationship going if its worth it. I have found my imagination is very potent. The mind can produce sensations just by mere suggestion... But what I miss... What I crave... is the actual touch... Real skin...real sweat...real taste...a real man's arms holding me instead of just being in my head. Have you ever needed something so bad, been so close to getting it and then had it yanked from you? yeah...supremely sucks doesn't it? Now have that happen 3 times in rapid succession... yes it's officially called whining. and it still sucks. So...here I am...still waiting... Still craving a mans touch...real not imagined... feeling alone.

Tatty Teddy (me To You Bear)
The oldest, smallest house you can imagine was about to be knocked down. All the things that once made the house nice and cozy had been thrown outside and piled up in the front garden, from the soft springy bed the owners slept in, to the old wooden floorboards they used to walk on……and even, surely by some mistake, a little brown teddy bear. He was trapped amongst all the other unwanted things, and couldn’t move. Then, one day, a very cold day, something fell from the sky… a little snowflake. It landed on the teddy bear’s little nose and then was followed by many more. He began to get cold, very cold indeed. More and more snow fell, heavier and heavier. The little bear was now so cold that his nose started turning blue… so cold that his brown fur started turning grey.He was cold, unloved and all alone in the world, and felt very, very sad. Winter finally passed and the weather got warmer. One beautiful spring day, a little girl was playing near the old house, when she spotted t

So Yeah, I'm Single Again
I couldn't do it anymore. Waiting and waiting and waiting for Jimmie. I hate long distance relationships. It hurts too much. So no more looking for men online, or if they are, they HAVE to be local. they have to be STRONG, patient, LOCAL, oh I said that, non judgemental. I'm trying to get back in the dating scene to see whats out there. So far no luck. All I keep meeting are local creeps.. either married still, or involved in 'it's complicated' relationships. Anyways. This saturday is Ericas bachellorette party! WOOHOO!! I cant wait. And this time next saturday, SHE WILL BE MARRIED! My best friend is going to be married to her soul mate. I can only hope that I will find mine. And I will be enough for him. One day. If you slip away in darkness - do you fall? And if God created love - did he create it for everyone? If there is solitude and hope - can you still dream? If the devil makes you cry - do you change? In my own shame - when heavens not far away

Hmmmm...oh Yeah
Well, here it is, 27 November and I am sitting here watching Jeff Dunham's Very Merry Christmas Special. I am sitting there letting my belly settle, and am thinking of popping open a can of beer or maybe pouring a glass of Wild Turkey. I had a good Thanksgiving Day. But that is not why I am here typing at 8:45 at night. I am trying to let a few of the people who care know what is going on with me, not to me, but with me. I have been good. I get a little frazzled at work due to so much going on at once, and my knowing so little. Luckily, I have a great group of Soldiers working for me. (I keep trying to say guys, but I am the Equal Opportunity Leader.) I do have a couple of problem children, but am working on them and think one for sure is coming around. I am enjoying life here. I even went out with some friends last weekend and had a fricking BLAST! Had a friend call me up, and ask if I wanted to come over for a couple of drinks and maybe go out. I tried to get

Happy Thanksgiving
Did everyone Gobble Gobble enough food down? What about enough pussy? or Did your stuff get gobbled down? Anyone have sex lately? My LIFE FUCKING SUCKS. When you have a cast from your ankle to you hip, well lets just say its kind hard to fuck my PUSSY OR ASS. I'm sorry to be venting but it sucks. I'll stop laying this on everyone. Happy Turkey day, luv u Tara

Stuffed W/o A Bird In Sight
Oh I just had the most lovely Thanksgiving!! My wonderful sister Di and our dear friend Ms. Caroline came for dinner with me and my kids [plus the kid's gf and bf]...Di cooked an amazing ham and brought two pies -- one pecan and the other cherry...Both with wonderful stories of when they were obtained...She tells such funny tales... I made all the side dishes and not only were they damn near perfect -- but they also went amazingly well together...It was such a good combination: 1. My newly made up black & mahogany rice - rice, walnuts, dried cherries, baby carrot shreds, chicken broth instead of water and a dash of nutmeg - was PERFECTION! I am so proud of what all I have processed watching all the cooking shows on TV! 2. Broccoli cheese soup was much easier to make then I had thought. I used 2 cans of the Campbell's soup, frozen broccoli and half a tiny block of velveeta cheese melted in with two cans of milk. Very yummy with freshly cracked pepper on it. 3. Roasted corn on the

For Our Brave Soldiers
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a

Today
For a day I thought was going to be sad and lonesome, it turned out to be ALMOST perfect. I had decided I wasn't going to a restaurant on Thanksgiving day and that I would cook for my mother and me. My sister called last night and said she thought we needed someone to help us eat all the food, so she and her and husband came. I got a call this morning from Justin who had made the decision spend the day with his father and his family then on to Sarah's mother's, which broke my heart. He said Sarah's mother moved her dinner up for later so Justin could come here for a bit! He stayed for about 2 hours. It made my whole day. The only sad thing about today was that we couldn't get Blake for the day. His mother wanted him with her. :( Also, my nephew who lives in West Palm Beach couldn't make it in. Jason is one of my best friends as well as my nephew. All the family is gone and I just finished putting up my Christmas tree. :) I am sitting here enjoying lovely cup

Contest....please Stop Bombing
JUST LOOKING AT THE SCORES AND I AM NEARLY 23K BEHIND. I REALLY APPRECIATE EVERYONE THAT HAS TRIED TO HELP. BUT I AM GOING TO PULL OUT OF THIS CONTEST. MY DAD, REBEL TOLD ME TO START WITH THAT IT WOULD BE A HARD ONE AND THAT WITH IT BEING DURING THE HOLIDAYS THERE WOULD NOT BE ENOUGH PEOPLE ON-LINE TO HELP. BUT I THOUGHT THAT I'D GIVE IT A TRY ANYWAYS AND WELL I'M GETTING MY BUTT KICKED, SO UNTIL THE HOLIDAYS ARE OVER...I THINK I'LL WAIT AND TRY ANOTHER CONTEST THEN. THANK YOU TO MY FAMILY, MY EXTENDED FAMILY...GRD, AND MY FRIENDS. I APPREICATE ALL OF THE HARD WORK AND HELP THAT YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. I HOPE THAT YOU ALL HAD A GOOD TURKEY DAY. I KNOW THAT I DID...COZ MOM COOKED AN AWESOME SPREAD AND NOW DAD AND I ARE MISERABLE FROM EATING WAY TOO MUCH, LOL. MUCH LOVE & RESPECT TO ALL PEACE OUT, JOSH

Robert Chrisley: Unveiled (the Dark One)
ROBERT CHRISLEY "Unveiled (The Dark One): UNVEILED Starving Artisan/DEFF-ini-shon 2008 Far away in distant glances Comes a new dawn within her trances Time so cold dressed to kill But failing to reach the boundaries never yieled Blown within my elements I concure her through testiment There seems to be no cure for the shallow But her depths lay lamen's laments like a gallow Courting her red dawn Far Eastern siloutte nightingale songs Lead me by the means of my device Siren songs lure me into her entwine Goin down China town Predestiny reverts my intospeak The Dark One carries my night to Red dawn my Shangri-la Bangkok poetic twists Come to mind within erotic bliss Mind opus to what thou wilt And thou wilt open the third eye Kiss in the rain Never to be the same Affirmation to the seed Planting to invoke Our Eternity Study my Book of Knowledge Lay with thee under season follage Time lay to Forever Our Union of Love But don't you know closer is neve

Shania Twain-you're Still The One
when i first saw you,i saw love.and the first time you touched me,i felt love.and after all this time,you're still the one i love.looks like we made it,look how far we've come my babe.we mighta took the long way,we knew we'd get there someday.they said i'll bet they'll never make it.but just look at us holding on,we're still together still going strong.you're still the one i run to,the one i belong to,you're still the one i want for life.you're still the one that i love,the only one i dream of,you're still the one i kiss goodnight.ain't nothing better.we beat the odds together.i'm glad we didn't listen,look at what we would be missing.they said"i bet they'll never make it"but just look at us holding on,we're still together still going strong.you're still the one i run to,the one i belong to,you're still the one i want for life.you're still the one that i love,the only one i dream of,you're still the one i kiss goodnight.i'm so glad we made it look how far we've come my baby

Scientist Tests
Sometimes it DOES take a Rocket Scientist!! (true story) Scientists at Rolls Royce built a gun specifically to launch dead chickens at the windshields of airliners and military jets all travelling at maximum velocity. The idea is to simulate the frequent incidents of collisions with airborne fowl to test the strength of the windshields. American engineers heard about the gun and were eager to test it on the windshields of their new high speed trains. Arrangements were made, and a gun was sent to the American engineers. When the gun was fired, the engineers stood shocked as the chicken hurtled out of the barrel, crashed into the shatterproof shield, smashed it to smithereens, blasted through the control console, snapped the engineer's back-rest in two and embedded itself in the back wall of the cabin like an arrow shot from a bow. The horrified Yanks sent Rolls Royce the disastrous results of the experiment, along with the designs of the windshield and begged

What The Fuck Is A 1 Rate For?
Normally I ignore people who rate my pictures low, but today some one rated my default picture a 1. Now, I realize it's sort of a philosophical photo and not everyone is going to get it or like it, but a fucking 1? I thought about rating her profile and pics all 1's, but realized that was petty and vindictive. I also thought about sending her a message, but that seems rather...in poor taste. I think what I will do is block her and just call it good. She doesn't like my photo, she doesn't need to see it or rate it. Hell, I've been rated less than 10 a few times, but I've never gotten a 1 before. It's annoying and slightly discourteous I think. I mean, hell don't fucking rate someones picture if you don't like it. Just leave a message, I think your photo sucks because...at least then I can take the criticism. But just saying it sucks for no reason is rude. Ah well, such is life...but I can still bitch about it.

Flesh Eater
WAITING IN THE DARKNESS FEEDING THE NEED RACING THE DAYLIGHT AND THE NEED FOR SPEED BROKEN AND BLOODY THE BODY PARTS FALL SKIN GETTING RANCID MAGGOTS WILL CRAWL SKILLS OF A SERGION A KILLERS ATTACK SWINGING FOR THE CHEEP SEATS WITH A BASEBALL BAT WILLING TO MURDER SAFE NO MORE PRAYING ON THE INNOSENT AND DIRTY WHORES MANY HAVE FALLEN AND MORE TO COME BLOODY AND ROTTEN COME GET YOU SOME LYING IN WAIT TO KILLE AGAIN NOONE IS SAFE NOT EVEN MY FRIENDS BURNIG THE BODIES HOPE THERE NOT FOUND LEAVING THE ASHES DEEP IN THE GROUNG UNDER THE BED ARE TOOLS OF THE MY CRAFT BATHING IN YOUR BLOOD WHEN YOU CROSS MY PATH IF YOU SEE ME KNOCKING AT YOUR DOOR GIVE UP THEN AND LIE ON THE FLOOR YOUR LIFE IS ENDING CAUSE YOU I HAVE TOUCHED JUST ANOTHER VICTUM I'M EATING YOUR GUTTS HIDING IN THE SHADOWS WAITING FOR A CHANCE TO JUMP OUT AND MAKE YOU SHIT YOUR PANTS BUT DON'T BE DISCOURAGED ALL IS NOT LOST THE MEAT IS NOT WASTED BEFORE THE BONES ARE TOSSED DRINKI

Everything
so, today i didnt go to have thanksgiving with my family, because they suck. i love my mom, but everyone else can go straight to hell in a hand basket for all i care. i spent the day at my best friend erin's house with my son. it snowed a shit ton today and erin almost ran off the road taking me home. my sister is a cum gurgling gutter snipe, if she died i really could care less. she has done nothing for my whole life but fuck it up and talk down to me. my grand mother actually thinks this drug addict junkie slut is better than me. i am in college and getting my shit together....WTF? my father told me he hates me and that shit hurt alot. oh well...hes a ass gobbler anyway. late' ashlee

Words In Words
I DON'T WANNA HERE YOU SCREAMING AM TIRED OF HEARING YOU CRY SLEEPING AND MUST BE DREAMING IN A MOMENT I COULD JUST DIE FEAR IS MORE THAN WICKED OF WHAT CANNOT BE SEEN NOT IN LOVE EVICTED WAKING THE DEMON IN MY JEANS UP TO ALL MY MEMORIES TOMORROW NEVER COMES AND DUE TO SEVERAL SEROMONIES NOT LIVING IN THE SLUMS KNOWING THAT THE END IS NEAR WHO OR WHAT IT TRUE I WILL NOT GIVE IN TO FEAR AM IN A LIFE THAT IS SO BLUE

Blue
Blue - A Perfect Circle I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know Best to keep things in the shallow end Cause I never quite learned how to swim I just didn't want to know Didn't want (x4) Close my eyes just to look at you Taken by the seamless vision I close my eyes Ignore the smoke (x3) Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you Because I don't want to know I didn't want to know I just didn't want to know I just didn't want Mistook their nods for an approval Just ignore the smoke and smile Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a perfect color for your eyes Call it aftermath, she's turning blue Such a lovely color for you Call it aftermath, she's turning blue While I just sit and stare at you I don't want to know

Pet
Pet - A Perfect Circle Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window and go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Count their bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind what other voices say They don't care about you, like I do, (like I do) Safe from pain, and truth, and choice, and other poison devils, See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. Just stay with me, safe and ignorant, go, back to sleep, go back to sleep Lay your head down child I won't let the boogeyman come Count their bodies like sheep To the rhythm of the war drums Pay no mind to the rabble Pay no mind to the rabble Head down, go to sleep To the rhythm of the war drums I'll be the one to protect you from Your enemies and all your demons I'll be the one to protect you from A will to survive and a voice of r

River Of Blood
WAR CHANGES THE LAND ONE SIDE KILLS MORE BLOOD RUNS THICK BODIES LITER THE GROUND HEADLESS AND MAGGOT RIDDEN SOME HAVE BEEN THERE A WHILE ALMOST NO SURVIVERS CANIBALS ARE COMING TO FEAST ROB THE BODIES TAKE THE VALUABLES BUSTING OPEN THE CHEST EATING THE INSIDES STILL WARM ALLOWING THE BLOOD TO ESCAPE DOWN THE HILL SIDE TO THE WATERS EDGE TURNING THE RIVER DEEP RED POISIONING EVERYTHING STILL WATCHING FROM A FAR AS THEY DINE ON THE DEAD DAYS AFTER THEY START TO ROTT THERE OUT IN THE OPEN BLOOD STILL RUNNING DOWN TO THE RIVER OF BLOOD

3 Libras
3 Libras - A Perfect Circle Threw you the obvious And you flew with it on your back A name in your recollection Down among a million same Difficult not to feel a little bit Disappointed and passed over When I look right through, See you naked but oblivious And you don't see me But I threw you the obvious Just to see if there's more behind the Eyes of a fallen angel, Eyes of a tragedy Here I am expecting just a little bit Too much from the wounded But I see, see through it all See through, see you 'Cause I threw you the obvious To see what occurs behind the Eyes of a fallen angel, Eyes of a tragedy Oh well, oh well Apparently nothing, Apparently nothing at all You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me You don't see me You don't, you don't You don't see me at all

Sinful Climax
SEXUALL TO THE TOUCH HER CURVES AND LINES FLOW ENDLESS AS I RUN MY FINGERS ALONG HER BODY MOVING SO SWEET VOID OF SOUND TOUCHING HER BREAST SOFTLY SHE SIGHS SLIGHTLY WANTING MORE AS I MOVE CLOSER SHE SIGHS AGAIN YERNING TO BE TOUCHED ONCE MORE FELING HER SWEET SOFT SKIN TAKING HER HAND LEADING HER INTO THE DARKNESS LAYING HER DOWN AND LAYING DOWN BESIDE HER HAVING MY WAY WITH HER IN CONTROLL I RAVAGE HER BODY BRINGING HER TO A SINFULL CLIMAX LISTENING AS SHE SCREAMS OUT IN EXTASY TIED TO THE FOUR CORNERS REACHING FOR HER THROAT I SQUEEZE MOUNTING HER AGAIN FOUR ONE LAST RIDE AS SHE GASP FOR BREATH I CUM MY REWARD IS IN HER DEATH HER BODY NOT YET COLD GAZING INTO HER SOUL I RELEASE BEAUTIFUL TILL THE E.N.D.

Disposition
Disposition - Tool mention this to me mention this to me watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather change mention this to me mention something mention anything mention this to me watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather change mention this to me and mention something mention anything mention this to me watch the weather watch the weather change watch the weather change watch the weather

Forty Six & 2
Forty Six & 2 - Tool My shadow's Shedding skin and I've been picking Scabs again. I'm down Digging through My old muscles Looking for a clue. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own confused And insecure delusions For a piece to cross me over Or a word to guide me in. I wanna feel the changes coming down. I wanna know what I've been hiding in My shadow. My shadow. Change is coming through my shadow. My shadow's Shedding skin I've been picking My scabs again. I've been crawling on my belly Clearing out what could've been. I've been wallowing in my own chaotic And insecure delusions. I wanna feel the change consume me, Feel the outside turning in. I wanna feel the metamorphosis and Cleansing I've endured within My shadow. My shadow. Change is coming. Now is my time. Listen to my muscle memory. Contemplate what I've been clinging to. Forty-six and two ahead of me. I choose to live and

Worried Sick And Dying Inside.
At approximately 6 pm on the evening of November 26th, Krista Lyn Breeze Godfrey, age 13, walked with her friend to the corner of her street, said goodbye, and vanished. She is my daughter. And she hasn't been heard from since. She was last seen wearing blue jeans, white tennis shoes, plastic and beaded bracelets, and a tan spaghetti strap shirt. She has shoulder length curly blond hair and blue eyes. She is 5'4" and weighs about 115 pounds. She could possibly be traveling in a blue Volkswagon Jetta with a man described as being in his mid to late 20s. It's being assumed at this point that she has been taken across state lines. This isn't a cry for pity or a way to bring my personal drama/trauma onto the site. This is a plea. If anyone sees her...if anyone knows or thinks they know ANYTHING...call the Pinal County Sheriff's office at 520-866-5111 or call the National Center for Missing and Exploited Children at 1-800-THE-LOST. I miss you, Shortcake. Please come

For The Soldiers
The American Red Cross is sponsoring a national "Holiday Mail for Heroes" campaign to receive and distribute holiday cards to servicemembers and veterans both in the United States and abroad. Holiday Mail for Heroes, which began Tuesday, Veterans Day, is a follow-up to the 2007 effort that resulted in the collection and distribution of more than 600,000 cards to hospitalized servicemembers. This year's program will expand its reach to not only wounded servicemembers but also veterans and their families. The goal is to collect and distribute 1 million pieces of holiday mail. "As we enter this holiday season-a time to celebrate with family and friends-it's important to remember the thousands of men and women who serve our nation in harm's way and those who are recovering in military and veterans hospitals," said Army Col. Norvell V. Coots, commander, Walter Reed Health Care System. "The Holiday Mail for Heroes program is a wonderful outreach effort and a great way to acknowledge

Parabola
Parabola - Tool We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. hold on, stay inside... This holy reality, this holy experience. choosing to be here in... This body. this body holding me. be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion. Alive This holy reality, in this holy experience. choosing to be here in... This body. this body holding me. be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal all this pain is an illusion... Of what it means to be alive Swirling round with this familiar parable. Spinning, weaving round each new experience. Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this Chance to be alive and breathing Chance to be alive and breathing. This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality. Embrace this moment. remember. we are eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

Why People Have To Feel The Need To Report A Pic
Some clown comes into my photos today after this pic has been in my folder for almost a month now and the bouncers never marked it as NSFW but some wanker decides "oh lets have a report day on pics" and what do ya know BINGO the bouncers are up me ass and therefore send me the lovely message One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of fubar. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Continued violation of 'fubar' policy, will result in your account being deleted without warning. Click here for reported image. WTF is up with some ppl are ya jealous of the person or the persons pic at the time ya viewed and reported? get a go

Contest Is Open!
the contest album is now open so vote for your fave! thank you to all that entered. the pics are awesome. you can still enter if you like and may enter up to 3 pics. don't forget that downrating other pics is encouraged. you can also come back and rate your fave pic on sunday since pic rates will be reset. i have opened the contest album so that everyone can vote on the pics cuz of several requests. so make a bully or a blog and pimp out your pic (or your friend's pic). in the event of a tie the tie will be broken by whomever gets the most comments in eight hours. i hope you all enjoy the pics.

My Crappy Thanksgiving In The Hospital
I woke up in the middle of the night last night with the worst pain in my throat and had a mini freak out because it seriously felt like my throat was closing and any second I wouldn't be able to breathe. I took some tylenol cold medicine and tried to go back to sleep but I kept waking up with horrible pains and since I was up visiting family with NO insurance or car I had to have my cousin drive me to the emergency room since that was the only place open. I got into a room pretty quick and the doctor came in almost immediately and looked at my throat and goes "wow....im amazed you can even swallow your tonsils are so red and swollen we're going to take some blood to test you for mono and strep". Great..I HATE needles but I figured Id rather be stuck with needles than feel like shit. While I wait for my test results to come back I called my manager and told him I wouldnt be able to come into work in the morning because Im in the ER and I felt like I was dying and he got all pissy with

Thoughts And Sayings
a conscience is what hurts when all other parts feel so good. do you ever notice that when you're driving anyone going slower then you is an idiot and everyone going faster then you is a maniac? redneck work of the day: Cedar : i knowed she ain't got no panties on cause i cedar cooter when she bent over! i bought a race horse and named it "myface" ! not that good of a name but imagine everyone yelling cum'on my face cum'on my face. is it in? (ya) does it hurt? (uh huh) k i'll put it in slowly, still hurts? (ow it really hurts) k lets try another shoe then! pass this on you perv.

Wtf Jesus Some People Will Do Anything For Points
Crikey i came a cross a comment that was left by a chick on some dudes page with out nameing names here was the content left on the dudes page..... [If I could prostitute myself for Fupoints so you could level, I'd do it.] Are points making ppl go that far i don't have anything against NSFW pics as most of us have them but to stoop this far for points all i can say is fuck me swinging

Rrdl Vs The Fu
This is the city, Red Dragon Lounge, Fubar. It's not a bad place to get some R&R. You can learn a bit about DJing, or just hang with the crew, and its free. With a brand new skin, and a newer one in the works, the scenery's hard to beat, And then there's the cams, That's free too. Theres a fair number of jobs open and we get along pretty good. Part time or full time, Its entirely up to you. A few Hours in the morning, and/or a set at night. We have all kinds of fun, in just about anyway you can think of. And a real community that some even consider family. Sometimes, none of these things is enough. It takes bigger challenges, and bigger excitement. When it gets too big, then it becomes my job, I carry a badge. --- DUN DA DA DAT. --- DUN DA DA DA DAAAA. The Story your about to see is true. The Names have been changed to protect the innocent. --- [ DRAGNET 1969 ] --- ---------------------------------------- If you remember this old show you may remember Joe Friday sayi

Did You Know?
i think i learned to be stronger since this hole thing happened to me now my sister is off her feet she had surgery to fix her back and it hurt to hear her on the phone this am but was reasured by her husband she is gonna be o.k. my brother is moving back this way and well hmmm not sure how this is gonna be he has no job and has no where to live and hoping he does find a job soon cause i don't know if i can support him and my mom and my own family and going nuts trying to get my self out of the ditch Johan and i hope to get our lives back to order and his new job is going great unlike the others have told us we finally started getting paid for his job and slowly getting back to where we were my mother is finally getting back on her feet slowly but doing better so i hope to keep being strong and hope to have a break soon to recharge my poor body before i am the next to be in the hospital just not a good month for me i guess but hope you all have had a better day and month.

Ok There Are Seperated
BeyonceIf I Were A Boy Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com THIS IS THE ONE I ONLY WISH SCOTT HAD A CLUE If I were a boy Even just for a day I’d roll outta bed in the morning And throw on what I wanted then go Drink beer with the guys And chase after girls I’d kick it with who I wanted And I’d never get confronted for it. Cause they’d stick up for me. [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could understand How it feels to love a girl I swear I’d be a better man. I’d listen to her Cause I know how it hurts When you lose the one you wanted Cause he’s taken you for granted And everything you had got destroyed [Verse:] If I were a boy I would turn off my phone Tell everyone it’s broken So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone I’d put myself first And make the rules as I go [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/fFiy ] Cause I know that she’d be faithful Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home) [Chorus] If I were a boy I think I could

Hellcat This Is It Woman Right Here
BeyonceMe, Myself And I Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com http://www.mp3lyrics.org/ugB http://www.mp3lyrics.org/ Beyonce Knowles Me, Myself & I Lyrics: All the ladies if you feel me, help me sing it out... I can't believe I believed Everything we had would last So young and naive of me to think She was from your past Silly of me to dream of One day having your kids Love is so blind It feels right when it's wrong I can't believe I fell for your schemes I'm smarter than that So young and naive to believe that with me You're a changed man Foolish of me to compete When you cheat with loose women It took me some time but now I moved on Cuz I realized I got Me myself and I That's all I got in the end That's what I found out And it ain't no need to cry I took a vow that from now on I'm gonna be my own best friend Me myself and I That's all I got in the end That's what I found out And it ain't no need to cr

Thanksgiving
Just want to get a few ideas and thoughts out of my head before they drive me insane. A few who know me on here knows that I lost my mother in April to kidney failure. It was sudden, and totally unseen. Not like anyone could ever prepare for some one close to them to die, but it was a complete shock that to this day I'm still caught off guard from time to time. Usually I can keep my mind busy so I don't think about the loss, but with the holidays happening and I have no clue how to stop them, I've been thinking about my mom alot. I've been dreading Thanksgiving because even though I've cooked about 8 turkeys in my cooking history, I've ALWAYS had my mom around for me to ask what temp and how long. And yeah I know most turkeys come with directions it was almost like our tradition. It was a way to keep my mom involved even though she could no longer stand the length of time it took to cook a meal. I spent a good part of last night unable to sleep because I knew it was just me and the tur

Angel Baby
Angel had always been a model prisoner. Being naturally submissive served her quite well thus far. he thought of getting out in six months is what carried her through her days. Laying in her bed one spring night,she was awakened by another prisoner and led into the head guards office. Standing against the desk was the head guard smoking one of his special cigarettes and a smile on his face was to be seen. He told her she was needed for a conjugal visit at the men's prison just across the way. Not sure why she was needed for such a visit, she boarded the bus that was waiting for her anyway. The head guard went with her. After they arrived they walked down a hallway to the special section where the conjugal visits were held. Angel was led into a room and instructed to do whatever was asked of her. Dressed in a light blue jumper she sat in the only chair in the room twirling her long dark blond hair as she waited. Soon the door opened and six male prisoners were led into the room, and a

Thanksgiving
I really hate thanksgiving this year my boyfreind really needs to go fuck himself. I guess if u don't like someone now is the time to say it. I'm in denver. Well just north of there. Whatever rt? Not much difference. But anyhoo It sucks here. It's ugly and not that cold really. I'm from washington it's alot colder and snowier there. Truthfully I would have liked to have seen some snow today. I hate the broncos they r ugly and suck. I know the seahawks do to now but at least they got an excuse. Ok i may have offended someone from denver but i don't care. I had to make a reservation to go to dinner that was nasty and dirty. It cost like 75.00 for 2 not including drinks. and a tip. they didn't deserve one they were a bunch of fucking pigs there and if u didn't keep the reservation they chg u 25.00. Which would be fine if they were good but they arn't. Gross. I know it's cool here if u ski and snowboard and what not but i like that too. I do it in washington where ppl w

Saliva - Always
I hear, a voice say "Don't be so blind" It's telling me all these things, that you would probably hide Am I, your one and only desire Am I the reason you breathe, or am I the reason you cry Always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you I just can't take anymore, this lack of solitude I guess that I'm out the door and now I'm done with you Done with you, done with you, done with you, done with you,done with you I feel, like you don't want me around I guess I'll pack all my things, I guess I'll see you around Its all, been bottled up until now As I walk out your door, all I can hear is the sound Always... always... always... always... always... always... I just can't live without you I love you, I hate you, I can’t get around you I breathe you, I taste you, I can't live without you [ Saliva Lyrics are found on www.s

Something Different Today...as I Am Rasing Glass Of...wine!
To my friends who enjoy a glass of wine... and those who don't. As Ben Franklin said: In wine there is wisdom, In beer there is freedom, In water there is bacteria. In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 litre of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop. However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting. Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health. Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit. There is no need to thank me for this valuable information: I'm doing it as a public service

Dedicated To The General Asses On Fu
For the guys that are really ballsy enough to come to my page and disrespect my man because of whatever macho bullshit thought running through your head. Your just jealous because HE gets me at night and not you. Please kindly go fuck off. I don't have time for it. I will rub it in your face and make you feel like shit. This is Fubar Only 10's and up exist You make friends. you flirt. that's about it. So get over your damn selves and get off my page if you think I'm really gonna laugh at bitch comments. (Obviously doesn't apply to all, just a few idiots)

Meet Me Arkansas' #1 Tg Girl
HELLO ALL ARKANSAS MEN WHO WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME JENNIFER MONROE ARKANSAS' #1 TG GIRL. PLEASE EMAIL ME HERE AT FUBAR. PLEASE EMAIL ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO MEET ME FOR SOME ADULT DISCRETE PRIVATE FUN. I GIVE THE BEST BJ'S AND HAVE THE TIGHTEST LITTLE HOT HOLE YOU WILL EVER HAVE! PLEASE MEET AND GREET ARKANSAS' # 1 TRANSGENDER GIRL JENNIFER MONROE I AM NOT ON HERE TO PLAY GAMES. I DO NOT DO CYBER OR PHONE SEX. I AM ON HERE FOR REAL HOOK-UPS ONLY. LOOKING FOR HOT SEXY LOCAL MEN OR MEN TRAVELING TO ARKANSAS FOR DATING, HOOK-UPS, HOT SEX, FUN AND MAYBE EVEN MORE. I AM D/D FREE AND I PLAY SAFE. I AM A VERY ORAL AND ANAL TG GIRL. Never take someone for granted. Hold every person close 2 your heart because you might just wake up one day and realize that you have lost a diamond while you were too busy collecting stones. PLEASE BE REAL AND HONEST I AM. I ALSO AM VERY, VERY, VERY PRIVATE AND DISCRETE GIRL AND WILL DO SO FOR YOU AS WELL. HOPE TO HEAR FROM ALL Y

Fuck It
you know in this life i go through it not trying to make to many waves and the one person that i thought that i could count on to have my corner no matte what .was my friend Charles. well tonight he came outwith some shit that basically said that he didn't think i could do the degree well you know what .if you don't think that i can do this then fuck you i don't need you and if you don't want to be a member of my family and friends then delete me .and you know what good luck to you ..i am tired of negative ppl being. Its up to you ..but choose wisly..iam so sick and fucking tired of this shiote...i am going to achieve this degree for no other reason than for me.

San Diego. Ca. July 06 Cox Arena
DAMN IT THE EFFER ALWAYS DOES SOME STUNT AFTER DRINKING 85 BOTTLES OF WINE AND SMOKING 18 CARTONS OF CIGS....WATCH THE CLIMB TO THE ROOF ON ROPE LADDER........I WAS FRONT ROW....DAMN NEAR HAD A HEART ATTACK, LOLZ