Fubar Blog Posts 1

"the Jar"
“The Jar” I try to keep the lid on, I twist with all my might I have to keep it shut, I have to seal it tight My jar of empty hopes I keep here on the shelf Filled with jagged things that cut, and do damage to myself It’s getting far too full, something’s bound to give Too many scattered fragments of the life I’ve tried to live And now my jar of broken dreams is exposed for all to see And pain it shakes me to my soul, over what’s become of me You see I only wanted happiness, just the simple stuff But it’s always just outside my reach, yes, never close enough And now my jar of broken dreams has come crashing to the floor The parts are scattered everywhere, the jar is sealed no more So today I will stop wishing upon my lucky star Because the only thing that shines for me are the pieces of the jar… Copyright 2008 by Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? bed 2. Your significant other? Sometimes 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? Old 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? Son 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Heaven 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? oldies 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? couch 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? bagel 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? Mississippi 19. The last thing you did? Cards 20. What are you wearing? shirt 21. TV? no 22. Your pets? Diesel, Tiger, and James Brown 23. Your computer? IDK 24. Your life? blah 25. Your m

Want An Hh? Here's How
I am gonna have a SEXIEST SFW New Salute Contest! and the one with MOST comment WINS!! Must be at least 25k tho.. send me a sexy NEW Cleavage salute and you are in! contest starts X-mas Day! winner will be announced on New Years day.. It's just that easy..want a HH? Contact me if interested †ÐARTH†V€ÑØMØÜ§†™ Nothing more Nothing less...Fu-Owned by JOLENE♥Irreplaceable♥ViXeN @ fubar

Gyros
Gyro Patties: 1 1/4 pound lean ground beef 1 1/4 pound lean ground lamb 1/4 cup oregano 1 1/2 tablespoons onion powder 1 tablespoon garlic powder 3/4 tablespoon ground pepper or more 1 teaspoon thyme 3/4 teaspoon salt Yogurt Sauce: 1 cup plain yogurt 1/4 cup finely chopped cucumber 1/4 cup finely chopped onion 2 teaspoons olive oil garlic powder salt and white pepper 8 large pita breads; cut in half thinly sliced onion rings For patties: Preheat broiler or prepare barbeque. Combine ingredients lightly but thoroughly in large bowl. Shape into 16 thin patties and broil, turning once, until done as desired. For sauce: Combine first 4 ingredients in small bowl. Add garlic powder, salt and pepper to taste. Fill pita with meat and spoon yogurt sauce over. Top with onion rings.

A Friend In Need
I met a wonderful lady about two years ago thru my ex boyfriend. Her name is Jerrilynne, we have gone really close thru the years and talk several times a day. Although I kicked the ex to the curb, we are still "silstas from another mista", lol. Niether one of us talk to my ex. Well to get to the point, I never truly realized what a golden heart my girl truly has until today...She told me a few days ago that she sent me a xmas card with a lil suprise in it. Knowing her i thought it was a card with a half naked guy on the front. She knows i have had somme problems finding a job since the move and i figured she was trying to cheer me up. Long story short, i opened the card and out fell a hundred dollar bill. I was completely suprised and shocked. I know this girl and she cannot afford that. But,she knew that i could not afford christmas for my kids. I cannot tell u people how wonderful my "silsta" is and the only thing i can do to show her all of my love and appreciation is to post this

My Age
daveshaverNm: Obama ? Remember Carter ? ->daveshaverNm: i was not even thought of when carter was in the presidency but if you want to argue the facts of the economy with a democrat vs a republican we can sure do that.. but nothing you say will change that obama is the next president.. The majority spoke.. and if he had been white there would have been a higher majority.. the majority of Americans are disgusted with the poor running of the country by republican leaders and it obviously has shown with democrats having complete control ->daveshaverNm: http:... check out this chart on the debt of America with a democrat vs a republican... and as for john mccain he doesnt even care about the individuals of America daveshaverNm: The rich are the people that give the jobs . Tax them more fewer jobs . More Welfare .r ->daveshaverNm: I am very pro education.. and the fact that he hasnt supported an education plans and was willing to cut education funding was pathetic.. He also ha

Oh Wow Is Has Been A While
Well I am not really going to say much right now because it seems like no one is really reading my blogs or posting a comments on them so I dont think I am going to to post any more till I get some readers

"my Psychic Cafe"
“My Psychic Café” There’s a psychic café inside of my head Filled with thoughts of the living and the deeds of the dead Those I have known and those I’ve not met They all tell me the tales that I’ll never forget The sign always says “Open”, and there is never a seat The place is always packed, but they don’t come here to eat They come just to talk, or to shed a few tears Or share an old yarn, and perhaps whisper their fears Some come every day, and take the same table They repeat the same story, the same worn old fable I’ve heard it all, a million times or more And I’ll hear it again when they walk through the door And yet there are others, a sea of fresh faces That come from the past, from long distant places From lands I’ve not seen, ages lost to time I am a staff of just one, but I don’t really mind Because what they give me can’t be bought in a store The wonders they offer as the coffee I pour Shreds of themselves, and the lives they have lived The mos

What Is She Thinking?
My mother!! She is out of her fucking mind! she refused further medical treatment afer being in the ER from 4 a.m. to like 10a.m. said she was not waiting any longer for a room upstairs on the unit. Who the hell does that?! Ok,I know people do but what the fuck!?

More Blahness
I am hurting. :( Yesterday we rotated my tires (the bald ones we put on the back). It was brutally cold and windy. My hatchback doesnt stay up on its own, so I had it propped open with a broomstick. Stupidest mistake yet... was putting the jack and stuff back in and was really leaning into the hatchback.... the stick blew out and slammed the metal of the door right down in the middle of my back where it was injured in October. I didnt really feel it yesterday cuz of how cold it was outside, but last night I certainly did and today I am :( Can anything else go wrong? and hi how are you guys?

Christmas Drawing
The Sunday after Christmas, the Sunday School teacher told her students about an angel appearing to Joseph in a dream, warning him about danger to the baby Jesus and telling him how to escape from it. After the story time, the students were given an opportunity to draw a picture about the story. Most of the pictures were predictable, but Larry's had an odd element in it. "Larry, I see Joseph and Mary with the baby Jesus on a donkey, but what is that following the donkey? "It's the flea, teacher." "Flea...? Ah...what flea?" asked the teacher. To which the boy faithfully repeated the Bible verse: "Take Mary and Jesus and flea to Egypt. There's Mary; there's Jesus; and there's the flea."

Go On And Join Us!
ENCHANTED DESIRE LOUNGE LOOKING FOR PROMOTERS, STAFF AND MEMBERS CLICK THE BANNERS TO ENTER AND APPLY OR CLICK ON “TOY’S PIC TO APPLY [] [] Toy [] [] Owner of Enchanted Desires TUNES PROVIDED BY

History
I was born in California in 1951 on an army post. Went to Germany until 1954. Then to Mississippi until 1956. Then to New Orleans until 1958. Then to Washington St. until 1962. Then to Metz France until 1963. Then to Athens Greece until 1965. Then to North Dakota until 1967. Then to New Orleans until 1971. Then to Houston until 1973. Then to New Orleans until 1978. Then to Houston until 1980. Then to Dubai in 1087. Then to where I live now in Lafayette Louisiana. And people wonder why I'm alone.

What I See In Lifee...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be... your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved,

Chili Cook Off
For those of you who have lived in New Mexico, you know how true this is.. They actually have a Chile Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around.. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the Santa Fe Plaza Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chile taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chile cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native New Mexicans) that the chili wouldn't be all that spicy; and, besides, they told me I could have free beer during the tasting, so I accepted and became Judge 3." Here are the scorecard notes from the event: CHILE # 1 - MIKE'S MANIAC MONSTER CHILE Judge # 1 -- A little too heavy on the tomato. Amusing kick.. Judge # 2 -- Nice, smooth tomato flavor. Very mild..

What I Want In A Guy( Even Tho I Can Only Dream For Now On)
i want a guy that's as dorky as me i want a guy that's not afraid to be himself i want a guy that will hold my hand and never let go. i want a guy that will be here for me i want a guy that can accept all my flaws and love them all i want a guy that will hold me when everyone else won't i want a guy that'll sit on the couch and cuddle with me all night. i want a guy that's not afraid to be himself with me and while he's around his friends i want a guy that's not all about getting into my pants i want a guy thats real i want a guy that can laugh at his mistakes and laugh at mine i want a guy that'll kiss my bruises and scrapes when i fall i want a guy that'll understand i'm not perfect i want a guy that won't judge me i want a guy that will send me text messages every morning saying how much he loves me...and means it. i want a guy that doesn't care how childish i am sometimes. i want a guy that's willing to accept the fact i wont change for him. or for anyone in that

Let It Go........
There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-

Meditating On The Chakras
Here is a video that has an excellent combo of not only music but it goes thru and gives brief over all explainations on chakra meditation and how each chakra effects us from the spiritual to the physical portions of our bodies. I hope this helps . BLESSED BE

My Type Of Man
I get asked what kind of guy I like a lot. I'm not that picky, but the one thing I can't stand is men who think I'm good enough to screw, but God forbid they take me out in public or take me to meet their relatives. I guess since I'm an amputee, I'm only good for banging. LOL. I was just joking, but I've had 2 boyfriends that used me so I'm wise to it, guys! Well as far as appearance, I like a clean shaven face. Scruffy men don't do it for me. Also, overweight men are a turn-off. I'm 5 foot, 96 lbs. Since I'm disabled I'm not in the BEST shape, but I do work out every day. I do have a bit of a belly. So I'm not that picky but you have to at LEAST be height-weight proportionate. I have no idea why the only guys that hit on me are old bald guys. I like a man to have hair. I like to run my fingers through hair when I'm kissing him. As far as age... Well I'll be honest, I've dated old guys. 40 and up are effing boring and all they want to do is watch TV or have sex. It

List Of Friends
I have a list of folks I know - all in my contacts list And every year as Christmas nears - I think of those I’ve missed. And that is when I realize - that these names are a part Not of the list they're written in - but of my very heart. For each name stands for someone who has crossed my path sometime And in that meeting they've become the Rhythm of the Rhyme. And though it sounds fantastic for me to make this claim I really feel that I’m composed of each remembered name. And while you may not be aware of any special link Knowing you has shaped my life far more than you can think. For once you've met somebody - the years cannot erase The memory of a pleasant word -or of a friendly face. So never think my Christmas thoughts are just a mere routine Of names upon a Christmas list - forgotten in between. For when I send an E-Mail that is addressed to you It’s ‘cause you're on the list of folks I feel indebted too. For we are but a total of t

Love Don't Live Here Anymore (what My Heart Really Feels Right Now In Life)
[Chorus:] You abandoned me Love don't live here anymore Just a vacancy Love don't live here anymore When you lived inside of me There was nothing I could conceive That you wouldn't do for me Trouble seemed so far away You changed that right away, baby [chorus] Love don't live here anymore Just emptiness and memories Of what we had before You went away Found another place to stay, another home [chorus] In the windmills of my eyes Everyone can see the loneliness inside me Why'd ya have to go away Don't you know I miss you so and need your love [chorus]

Crystal Bowl Chakra Healing Concert Part 1
i decided to start blogging various videos to help ppl find what helps them in a self healing process.. this series deals with using the various ways of useing crystal bowls to help heal the chakras of our bodies, each tone from the different bowls helps the individual chakras. Hope that you find what you need to help heal yourself. BLESSED BE!

A Thankful Heart
A Thankful Heart by Michael With my heart being held in your gentle hands Dreaming of your love was never this good Wrapped in warmth of you so caring and true Awake my mind runs rapid of you in my prayers Waiting to hear your voice whispering in my ear To see you loving life, knowing I am here for you Everyday passes with my love growing stronger For your love and heart I will handle with care Life has meaning with your love, for that I Thank You!!

Thinking About My Books
Okay, so to start pulling my resources for my books I have to go through all my blogs [some are older then others] and pick my favorites. I think from there I can see what direction to take in the series. Originally I want to start with terms and acronyms from within the BDSM world, but that sounds so boring to actually have to do... Now I am thinking about writing about Internet Hunting for "Insert terms such as Straight Male Submissive/Bi female switch/blahblah". I could cover what would motivate someone to look for getting their need met through the services online. I could discuss the pros and cons of the choice. A chapter could be devoted to writing a profile and a templet could be set for it. I would of course start with the male submissive... Also, since everyone seems to feel good about devulging their secrets to me for my advice and/or approval I am thinking of doing a collection on the best advice I have given people in the past. This section could be in the back of the

Update
Just a little update for everyone. I am almost 4 months clean and sober. I am loving life and feeling so good. Yes there are days that are up and down but that will come with all this. The days are getting easier as the time goes by, but like I said before it is a day at a time process and that is how I will be living things these days. I am proud of myself that I did what I needed to do for me. xoxoxoxo

Happy Holidays
as some of you might know i am finaly going home after eight years i just wanted to wish everyone happy holidays before i go. i am taking one months leave so i will be back on the 15th of jan. i am actualy a little nervous having not been in america for so long but also very happy i will be able to see my family. so everyone be safe over the holidays and see you when i get back andy

All Sumed Up
Well the fun is about over Monica is heading out soon. I teh sads we had a blast. She ate everything in site and took shits the size of her head. We had a great time losing our money at casino and had a blast at party last night. I got fucked up (like I really needed to say that) she had me wear some come fuck me boots and this bitch has never worn heels in her life, the balls of my feet are fucking killing me today and I feel like shit. She even got my drunk ass on the dance floor. It was fun sorry no pics we suck. So think good thoughts as she will be on the icy roads soon headed back home :( P.S. She will be getting a bill for my carpet. I &hearts Monica

Sunday, December 14. 2008
Today he is going to relax in the morning while he watches the Seattle Seahawks play this morning from 10 to 1. He will practice his handwriting after that and is to also practice his walking. He is getting better and better with every day... soon (months from now) nobody will be able to know he even had a stroke.

Life
There comes a time in life when you have to let go og all the pointless drama, and the people who create it. And surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus soley on the good. After all, life is to short to be anything but happy!

What I Derserve
I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me and I've excepted way less than what i deserve. But I've learned from my bad choices and even though there are soem things i can never get back, and people will never be sorry. I know better next times and won'y settle for anything less than what i deserve!

Please Allow Myself To Introduce Myself.
This is me.This is me pondering the point of washing a car in -8 degree weather.For those of you(like anyone other than me is reading this)that doesnt know celsius,that is 17 degrees FUCKINGCOLD!!I went down to the local COST TOO FUCKING MUCH car wash to rinse the loads of rust causing salt off of my already decomposing Intrepid,only to find I wasnt the only half-wit who didnt seem to understand water freezes QUICKLY in this kind of weather.Soap and all.So not only did the Jew who owns the carwash set the timer so fast I couldnt wash my ass with it,but by the time I got done putting my childrens college fund in the machine all the soapy water had FROZE to the fucking car.It is like this is some kind of joke being played on me constantly.Now I knew that it was too cold to wash a car,but I also know that if that salt is left on my ride it will fail to exist in about 2 weeks.Doing the kind of work I do,I have seen vehicles only a few years old so eaten away by rust that they are IMPOSSIBL

To The One I Love!!!!!
For you i would give you the world ,if it was mine to give . buy you diamonds by the truckloads if i could. the only thing that i now for sure is the happiness i feel for you today and always and always remember that is that i will love you always and forever.........

Imma Gonna Kill Me Some Snatches!
Fuckin cats!!! won't leave the Christmas tree alone... damn kids talkin me into setting it up this early... grrrrr *sprays another cat* anyone have any ideas?? I can't spray the tree with anything that's stinky 'cause I borrowed it from work. thanks ♥ Postal

My Beliefs
I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right. You believe in lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better thinfs can fall together!

The Holiday
A Christmas Tale Twas weeks before Christmas No money to be found All of a sudden I looked all around There was flour, and sugar Molasses and honey To bake something off didn't take much money. There was lace and ribbons and wire to be found Magic to be made all around. Some clippings from an evergreen out side There were pine cones to dip Bows to be tied. It didn't take much, like popcorn stitched tight Cranberries on a string oh what a sight. I found wooden cherries they were giving away At two cents a piece they became a main stay One year I made angels folk art, and quite grand One year it was Rudolph who greeted the clan. There were bells to jingle, sleds to paint I was so busy I would almost faint, And when it was done, And most given away Not an angel was left not even a stray. Dolls were sewn, bears stuffed and made My daughter even got in on the trade. It just isn't Christmas if you go out and shop You have to take time You have to stop. Sme

The Muffled Screams Of An Innocent Child
this is about every little soul in the world who have to suffer the beatings of their parents. why do we not accept but close our eyes on child abuse, it's a treterous thing that can happen to a child. they are all innocent and fragile they are the best of things that can happen to you why send a fist in their lovely angel faces and give them a black eye and hide those wonderful hazel brown eyes stained blue with tears? who in their right mind would do that? well i know i wouldn't!! and god be there when i catch a grown person take out their feelings on a child's body because i'm not sure i would leave him or her be because do they leave their child be...NO!!!! so why should we? open your eyes to what happens to those wonderful gifts god gave us, you probably don't see it but maybe the little girl or little boy that lives on top of you or across the street is getting a beating that might have him or her left for dead when their parent is done with them. don't let this slip by b

Another One Of These Bloody Things!!!
Are you dating the very last person you kissed? I was, now i'm not. Your best friend likes your last ex, you say? Go fo it. Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? Yes What color are your eyes? Green Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? Always, I have this annoying little man that goes beep unless I do. Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? More than likely *pulls hair out* Can you honestly say that looks don't matter? No, not honestly. But if the chemistry is right, then looks don't come into it for me. Ever kissed someone that smokes? Yes and I smoke, so kiss my arse. Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours? Yes Who was the last guy you hugged? Paul, my gay friend last night at work, he ended up with red lippy all over his face, bless him. Was today a good day? It's my only day off, so yes. Do you get mad easily? No. But you will know when I am. Where do you see yourself in the next 2 years? The sa

Does He Think Of Me
He is always in my mind, Wondering what he is doing, Wondering is he ok, He is always in my heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Does he think of me, Am I always in his mind, Am I in his heart, There helping it beat a little faster, Will I meet him oneday, See his beautiful face up close, Will I hold him oneday, Will he tell me everything will be ok, Will we laugh and play together, never wanting it to end, Holding hands in the park, Looking into each others eyes, Eyes meeting as if in a dream, Does he think of me, Am I in his mind always. For a man I care about and love very much.

Peas N Carrots
ever get the feeling that no matter how much you do for someone it just isnt enough? How sometimes you feel like just NOT caring anymore...I cant help feeling that way right now.I know its wrong to live this way, but what can i do.I cant communicate..i try and it feels like im talking to a brick wall.Im tired of empty promises of change, but yet i dont do anything to help the situation.Im running ragged no energy at all no hapiness no love no feeling at all.Ive been told to just hang in there..but what am i hanging on to?A love that i know might not be there anymore..He says he cares..he says hes in love..but how does he know..what if what he thinks is love is lust..maybe hes just comfortable with the way things are and doesnt want it to change..or maybe he just doesnt care at all. which is it? i will probably never know.Im tired of waiting im tired of trying im just plain tired.HELP..seems like help may never come..ill just be stuck in this everlasting circle of unhappiness for the re

A Rant On Negativity
I have been scanning through a lot of profiles, yes I actually read the profiles, and I noticed that there is a lot of negativity. Your profile is a place to tell a little about you. A place to entice people to want to make friends with you, to meet you. This is supposed to be a meeting place. Granted, you are not going to like everyone you meet, but you dont have to be friends with everyone. I have removed friends that have become annoying, hell I even deleted my profile for a while. But the negative stuff has got to stop. Get over yourself..... If you are a woman, get used to the fact that guys want to see you naked. Some are more respectful about it, but we all want to see the goods. We want to see you live (on cam or in person), most will respect you if you tell them no, but like in life, some will be jerks. GET OVER IT. I think I am fairly respectful when it comes to that stuff, and you can be the nicest person in the world, but when I read a grocery list of negativi

Work, Ughh
Last week the occupancy at work was 20 fuckin percent. It was such a weird feeling...the full moon outside, an almost empty building (only 24 rooms out of 125), and really dim lights in the lobby due to some electrical shit. Solitude at its best... Except for the fact that my coworkers' hours are getting cut, AND yours truly has to make a continental and hot breakfast in the morning, since the kitchen staff is on hold since the occ is so low. Nice, I can't fuckin wait.

Diabetes
*** As most of you know, I am diabetic..yes, i take medication (type2 diabetes) just one pill a day but I also take alot of herbs which lower my blood sugar along w/ exercise and weight loss- i'm doing much better..I gained over 150 pounds over the times I was pregnant with my four boys and they believe that is what triggered it as noone in my family is diabetic..** Type 2 diabetes In type 2 diabetes, the body produces its own insulin, but the cells are unable to respond to it properly. This form of diabetes is associated with obesity and in some cases pregnancy. It usually affects people aged 40 and over. It is often possible for those with Type 2 to avoid taking drugs and to regulate the condition with changes to their diet. This approach in most cases is more effective and more pleasant. But always consult with your health practitioner. Improve your circulation Diabetes can cause narrowing of the small blood vessels throughout the body. The higher the blood sugar le

In Theend Love Is All That Matters
Apologetix Corinthians Lyrics: Corinthians [parody of In the End, by Linkin Park] It starts with love Young thing -- I don't know why You didn't read the letter our Lord supplied With that in mind, I revised this rhyme to explain to you guys All... I... know Love is... a powerful thing Watch the fly guys with the Benjamins sing Watch the countdown that the MTV plays I got ticked by the way It's so unreal -- Britney and Jennifer Lo Watch the wardrobe -- looks like a window Tryin' to hold on to itty bitty clothes You pasted them on -- this is not true love I guess everything's a hybrid breeding love and pride In small jealous hearts What it gets to be is essentially just a parody Like this rhyme is of Linkin Park You tried so hard, but love's so far Corinthians -- it doesn't even matter If love's too small -- you lose it all [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/pcR ] Corinthians -- first letter, thirteenth chapter Love waits -- it's also kind It doesn

Cold Season Arrives..
** As most of you know, I will not be online most of Monday---Thursday..I will be getting married on Tuesday and taking some time away with Shawn..much needed, might I add...Of course, as fate would have it..I have a cold now..and I am busting my ass to get it gone as quickly as possible. I already beat the congestion over night..woo hoo...I HIGHLY RECOMMEND "MUCINEX" because it is the best thing out there on the market and it's safe for people with diabetes/ thyroid condition to take...and it's not that expensive, under 10 bucks...here is a list of things I am doing, and have done which DO make the cold go away much quicker...** ************************************************** Cold and Flu Problems The following article gives information about cold and flu problems. It is possible to effectively ease the pain and discomfort of colds and flu, naturally. As part of our regular newsletter there will be examples of successful alternative treatments. Natural cold and flu re

Ummmmm?
I just read a bulletin, which I rarely do to begin with, and it was about a set of twins that was stillborn. There were pictures of both babies on there. So if the babies were stillborn doesn't that mean people are flaunting pics of dead babies on fubar?? And does anyone else see anything wrong with that?

Hvorfor Har Vi Løsgjenger-kuer I India?
Vi har nå vært gjennom de værste problemene i forhold til Gudinnen. Og vi har sett på Egypts generelle gudeverden og oppdaget at de bildene har sammenheng med våre liv i form av kvinners tilknytning til katten og menns tilknytning til hunden. I tillegg er hesten et bilde på Jesus. Samtidig må vi huske på kvinnens forhold til gudinnen og en eventuell kvinnelig overtagelse av Farao-rollen som Kleopatra var den første og hittil siste representanten for. Det er der problemet ligger. Hvorfor har vi hellige kuer i India? Vi har også gått nøye igjennom Minotaurus-myten fra Hellas. Den beskriver hvordan vi mentalt kan bli låst fast i Pyramiden med oksens horn. Symbolet er livsfarlig. Vi kan tenke oss at indierne skjønte at Kua er det mest glimrende bildet de kunne bruke i sin gudeverden. Den er dekkende for gudinnen. Den beskriver også på en glimrende måte kvinnens livgivende rolle. Men bildet kan ikke brukes. Kvinnen vil, i øyeblikket hun står på Kleopatras plass,

Tulsa's Angel Has Auto 11s!
TULSA'S ANGEL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! Auto 11s UP ღTulsa's Angelღ Come hit me up and get LOTS of points rating my pictures! Tulsa's Angel~ LEAVE ME A GIFT UNDER MY CHRISTMAS TREE! IT'S FREE! | DO IT NOW; YOU KNOW YOU WANNA! TULSA'S ANGEL HAS AUTO 11S ACTIVATED!! Auto 11s UP ღTulsa's Angelღ

My Son
My Son My Life Has Just Begun My Love Has Been Focused To One All Day And All Night I Live For My Son To Him I Wish I Could Run When Were Together We Always Have Fun Id Take On The World Carry A Weight Of Ton All For The Love Of My Son Ive Cherished Him Always From Day One All These Things In My Life For Him Ive Done The Day Were Togethers The Day Ive Won This I Write To You My Son. Copyright ©2008 Brent Andrew Farland

Le Questionaire?
Are you dating the very last person you kissed? Dating? No, hah. Your best friend likes your last ex, you say? Hmmmm. My brother dated my ex, that was a bit awkward Have you ever dated someone longer than a year? Yes What color are your eyes? Brown Do you wear your seatbelt in the car? Always Will you talk to someone on the phone tonight? I will try to avoid it but I will probably wind up having at least one phone convo Can you honestly say that looks don't matter? Science tells us we're hardwired to look for physical attraction. But anyone who's been around knows looks fade and you need friendship and respect to last. Ever kissed someone that smokes? A "real" kiss with a smoker? Now that has been a LONNNNNGGG time! But it would be nice to have someone who can't complain about ME smelling like smoke. hahah Have you hugged anyone in the last 72 hours? Yes Who was the last guy you hugged? My buddy Walt on his wedding renewal. Wa

And Then
And Then.... Life is a crime For which we do time It feels like a dream Or so it might seem But try and wake up Come on just wake up But no...Nothings there Eyes closed you still stare For theres no escape No man in red cape No help at all So into the pit you fall Sinking below Exhale and go with the flow.... Copyright ©2008 Brent Farland

Dreaming (short Version)
Still here, all alone, nobody to talk to, Only me and my heart... Thinking of you, smiling at myself. Drifting away to a world with nobody else but ourselves, Reaching out for u. my finger tips touching your face.. feeling it, loving it. For once there are no worries on my mind. Only You. Trying to memorize why i feel this way when im around you. While the answer is standing right infront of me. Because you are who you truely are, and you love me for who i am. Slowly i'm realizing I love you too. But then, i hear my name. i'm slowly waking up. not willing to let you go, not just yet. Unfortunatly, i'm slowly comin back to earth knowing you're already out of reach. Knowing full well it was all just a dream. but still, I'm loving you, Smiling at you, Thinking of you, Realizing this dream someday will be everything a dream is not... A Reality.

One Last Chance For Love
like a darkened hallway or a light at the end of the tunnel, the light of love dimly gleams out of the hurt that hurt once before, just to look for the light in you to see your face is like the swirling of all of the pain right out into funnel, right into something that i know could be grate and full of light to you i adore, you take my life to new heights its never been almost like an eagle that i n permanent sore, your the light of my dark the one that helps me through, the one bright enough for the two of us if just only for a few, at least we know that we are giving it a real chance to show us here in the truth of, to guide us here together for that one true chance at love.

Atleast Gas Prices Have Dropped....
well i guess ppl are being effected everywhere from this crap economy stuff....and ppl losing their jobs n shit. the only good thing is is th@ gas has dropped alot....and th@ helps big time. ....but the good thing 4 me is th@ i'll always have work....it might not pay as much as it used to....but its still a steady income...which is better than none at all!.... so here we go.....this should be an interesting year and i hope it picks up....cause it would suck if the U.S. went into another depression....... th@ would make me depressed. ps. nothin spells lovin like marrying your cousin! RP

Pegasus Project Treasure Hunt - Day Two
The Pegasus Project12 Days of Christmas, Treasure HuntMembers Only Contest On the second day of Christmas, my True Love gave to Me...Yesterday my partridge in a pear tree was returned after that darn Grinch took it! NOW he's done it once again. Today my True Love gave me 2 turtle doves and another partridge in a pear tree. Well, the Grinch took my Doves!!!Daily clues released at RANDOM TIMES, December 12th-23rdNobody knows exactly WHEN the clues and daily pic will be posted each day... So WATCH for the Status Change on "The Pegasus Project" homepageOnce you see the homepage status change telling you that the daily posts are upSTART SEARCHING FOR THE PIC OF THE DAY!!!Search for daily clues that will be posted on a scroll like this oneThe daily prize to be awarded to the first person who finds the OFFICIAL CONTEST COMMENT PIC OF THE DAY(one contest pic posted per day) The contest "Comment" pictures will be signified by the Official Pegasus Stamp added to each of the contest pics. Whe

Love
who would of thought that i could fall so deep in love who would of thought that we would come to be so deep in love so easily. kben is my heart my soul the love of my life.my world.he keeps me going we have our ups n our downs but we have a true love no lies no secret.the best kind.we get under each others skin.but it makes us just grow more day by day.he is all the man i need in my life he works he does what he has to do.he is a good guy and he is all mine and i am grate full.sometimes it is hard to hang on in argue n stupid crap but i do cause i love him. 3 yrs almost 4 we been together. love u ken do not ever change u are fine the way u are n that is the truth...

We Are
His grip tightens my heart weakens his voice whispers and my control is no more.... i allowed this he did not stop me i follow the rules he is pleased we laugh out loud we move in time we are nothing more than just.... what we are

Can You Make A Naughty Christmas Carol
I am still so fcking pissed off,so I thought of this to do.I donot wish to talk about what is going on,just understand right now I donot wish to talk.So lets have fun,ok? Have a hottie naughty Christmas! It's the breast time of the year! Lotsa "elves", With lovely shelves, And red-furred white-trimmed rears! Have a hottie naughty Christmas! And when you walk down the street Say hello, To girls who show, Their reindeer-rumps so sweet! Oh, ho! Your missile-toe! Hung where she can see! Some hottie waits for you - Kisses, from her knees! Have a hottie naughty Christmas! Ev'ry Star Trek geek'll cheer - "Oh my Scotty, beam me up a naughty Christmas, this year!" (***sultry sleigh-bell interlewd***) Have a hottie naughty Christmas! It's the breast time of the year! The egg-nog From your yule-log Will fill her cup with cheer! Have a hottie naughty Christmas! And when your girl trims your tree Stand below, Her ladder, So, Her balsam fir you'll see!

Naughty Riddles--enjoy...
Naughty Riddles: these are funny. Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What’s a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What’s the difference between a G-spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X’s on the back of the sheep that kick! Q. Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it’s worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q. What is the difference between ’ooooooh’and ’aaaaaaah ’? A. About three inches. Q. Why do gay men wear ribbed condoms? A. For traction in t

There Is No Failure Except In Not Trying.
Sunday, December 14, 2008 THERE IS NO FAILURE EXCEPT IN NOT TRYING. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You cannot be beaten at anything until you quit in your own mind. There is no defeat except from within. You have no real insurmountable barrier except your own inherent weakness of purpose. Consider yourself on a very long journey. Sustain your personal vision of success. In the end, you can only fail if you do not try. Success is a road paved with perseverance. The odds are with you if you keep on trying. Winning isn't everything, but wanting to is. If you've got the never to try to make it, you will. Copyright 2008 www.yourdailymotivation.com Watch The Video => Surviving A Bad Economy Watch The => Skin Care Webinar Check Out The => Skin Care Stories Learn More => Discover Mangosteen

Sweet Dream
Last night as I lay sleeping, love, A vision came to ME. It was of you and I, MY love, A wondrous sight to see. And in the dream I had, MY love, I reached and touched your face I clasped your hand in mine, MY love, And felt your warm embrace. I pressed MY lips to yours, MY love, To taste your kiss so sweet You held ME for a minute, love, In this moment that did fleet. I wakened from the dream, MY love, With a thought of you that stayed With ME throughout the day, MY love, And never once did fade.

Lovers Night By Jeff Verstraete
A special dinner, That's what he set out to do. To show her how special she was, To show her his love was true. A candle light dinner, He made for them to eat. Looking deep into her eyes, Their souls did meet. After they ate dinner, To the couch they did retire. Curled up together with a movie, And the sweet glow of a fire. So relaxed and content, A feeling of heavenly bliss. On the back of her neck, He placed a sweet soft kiss. It sent a shiver down her spine, And she turned and held him tight. Whispering softly in his ear, Make love to me all night. He said I'll be right back, As he got up off the couch. Into his bedroom he went, Then pulled out a pouch. He pulled out rose pedals, And laid them all over the bed. Hundreds of rose pedals, White, yellow, pink and red. Around the room, Candle after candle he did light. Making a soft glow in the room, That flicked in the night. He went to the couch, And took her by the hand. She glowed like the full moon, As she go

Wtf?
WTF is up with this fu marriage shit? 100 bux to be fake married to someone? FUCK THAT!!! then if you decide it doesn't work out, it costs 50 bux to get fudivorced! what a crock of horseshit! who in their right mind would pay that much fuckin money to be "fake" married to someone? my real wedding cost 100 bux! sorry, but i think that is a total rip off! sorry. had to vent.

How I See Life
it seem's that life will cause stress on you but if you let it it will kill you or make you kill your self... if you don't like who you are your the only 1 who can change that so if you have to let the old you die off and start being who you want to be dont let nothing stop you your the only 1 who is in controll so take charge be that person your looking to become tmmarow is a new day a chance for a fresh start for you not no1 else it mite hurt some but if it help's you be who you want then that's a chance to be the real you .... this is the begining of my stash's more insite from me will fallow so i hope it help's any 1 who need a little insite..... .............MR.SMITH...........

Bothersome Question
Why is it that someone like me is seemingly not permitted to enjoy certain things. I've borrowed a cd from a friend of mine. A cd of a musician that apparently I am allegedly not allowed to like much less enjoy. Ani DiFranco is the musician. The album is her Rome, Italy 11.15.04 live recording. So, does anyone feel like answering that question for me? Why am I as a male supposedly not allowed to like her music? She's a freakin' talented musician.

♠ŹĘ®θ♠™ ♥holly Jolly Daisy Makes Me Smile :)♥
It is Sunday, Relax, Rate, and get some POINTS ♠ŹĘ®θ♠™ Is Running Autos ALL DAY Almost to Godfather ♠ŹĘ®θ♠™ ♥Holly Jolly Daisy Makes Me Smile :)♥@ fubar

Honestly...its What I Think Or Feel!!!
So far I know Ive been rated a 10 or better clearly almost every time, and honestly...that cant be the honest truth every time. When I rate a pic Imma do it honestly, based on the quality of the pic, what the person(s) doing in the pic, the caption, the comments ppl leave about the pic (how they felt or think bout it.) Then I rate it as I see it, there is no direct reflection of what I think bout you just cuz ur pic maybe got rated a 2 from me. When I rate u I do the same thing that I do with the pix, only I go over ur whole profile, how much work uv put into it, the kind of frineds u collect n that r on ur top friends, who ur fans of, your lounges, your comments, your active participation and interaction with me is the final piece to how Ill rate you. If youve rated me a 10 cuz u thot Id return the favor with the same, ur kissing the wrong ass....Ill rate what I wanna rate not cuz u gave me a false 10, if thats what u really wanna rate me as COOL...if not COOL! Im an extrem

A New Beginning...
Ave Sorors and Fraeters. So, here I am. I am not so much a man for simple words, or a man inclined for prose and poetry. I am a published poet, and I've received rewards for them, but they all suck pretty much. I suppose in a way I just want to talk. I don't get to do that so much so I will tell you all a little about me, and you can decide if I am worth your time or not. I have a degree in Archaeology, with a minor in Anthropology. Upon hindsight I suppose I should have done it reverse. I am interested in a wide range of things, so I am easy going. July 5th 2007 or 06, I'm not sure but my ex-wife asked for a divorce then. I found out a week later that she was sleeping with my then best friend. Then I found out the child I thought was my daughter was not mine. Then my apartment burnt down, and now me fiancee has left me. I'm not sure if I am the cause of this, or I have a poor choice in women, but I do know that since all my ex's tend towar

Decisions
I FIND IT VERY HARD TO BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ON A WEBSITE CAN BE SO FUCKING CRUEL AND FEEL VERY PROUD OF THEMSELVES.I CAME ON THIS SITE LOOKIN FOR FRIENDS WHICH IS SOMETHING I DON'T HAVE MANY OF BUT INSTEAD ALL I GOT IS BULLSHIT AND DRAMA, PEOPLE MAKING THREATS OVER A DECISION WHICH IS MINE TO MAKE.THE CHOICE OF WHETHER I LEAVE OR NOT IS MINE TO MAKE NOT FOR PEOPLE TO MAKE IT FOR ME,NOT FOR PEOPLE TO GET SHITTY AND ASSY CAUSE SOMEONE WANTS TO LEAVE.BUT I HAVE FOUND SOMEWHERE WHICH IM HAPPY,SOMEWHERE WHERE THE PEOPLE RESPECT YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.SO I TAKE THIS OPPORTUNITY TO THANK ALL HOPE IS GONE FOR GIVING A HOME AND WELCOMING ME INTO THEIR FAMILY,FOR GIVING ME THE CHANCE TO BE SOMEWHERE WHERE I CAN BE MYSELF WITHOUT BEING JUDGE.I AM A PERSON WITH FEELINGS LIKE ANYONE ELSE, I DO MY BEST TO PLEASE OTHERS AND GET NOTHING BACK IN RETURN,SO IF THREATS AND BULLSHIT IS RETURN FOR WHAT I DO THEN FRANKLY YOU CAN GO FUCK URSELF,I WILL NOT BE THROWN OUT OF FUBAR CAUSE OF THE CHOICES I MAKE OR

What Is Love?
What is love? I mean we all feel it and we all want it but when it comes down to it so many people can't agree on what it is. Thats because it is undefinable. People say they someone with their whole heart and yet the very person they love says they feel ignored. Love even to myself is undescribable. I can't tell you what it feels like to be in love. I can't show you how my heart feels when that special someone is near and nothing else matters. Even he prolly dosen't know what I feel. All you can hope for in this life is to find someone who has the same definition or a somewhat some definition to what love is and hope that it works. People are fast to live and slow to love but life lasts one lifetime...love lives forever.

Sometimes I Wonder.....
Have you ever done something you regretted and later wished you could have another chance at it? You think at the time that the decisions you are making are good ones and that things will be ok. Then you wake up one day and realize that what you thought was the right thing -- isnt! You missed out. Things went awry. Your heart aches beyond belief and you feel like part of you is missing. You pray for the time to be right to ask if you can have that second chance. But you know that no matter what you want - it wil never be. You screwed up. You have to accept that and move on. As hard as it is at that time -- you know things will eventually somehow get better. But until then - you cry into your pillows at night - you listen for that phone to ring- and you wait. You keep on waiting and hoping that somehow, someone will understand and give you that hug you so desperately need. Then whisper in your ear- its ok. You'll look up and see one of the most beautiful smiles. Then and only then will

Gfr6
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Brutal Mastication Brutal Mastication is out of HOllywood, Florida. The band members are Jimmy Ferovechio, Brian Cramer, Jorge Lopez, Todd Ewing and B.J. Santiago. Brutal Mastication has a record label with Hook N Mouth. The band started recording their album Rage Uncontrolled, bust still need to mix and master the album when they ran into problems. Jorge Lopez went to visit his family in Chile for the holidays and could not return due to his imigration status and lack of U.S. Citzenship. It was a hard blow to the band. Jorge was the key man to the band due to recording everyone because the owner/engineer of Studio 13 became ill. The band decided to go to Canada to play a few shows and finish up the album, when once again Jorge was deported again in the states and was sent back to Chile insteed of meeting the band in Canada, so the band returned to Florida. The band knew the album had to be finished so they spent many nights on the internet download

Darkness Compels Me....
Darkness compels me.... Feeling it pulling deep from within like a vortex, getting stronger and stronger. I am becoming weaker, too weak to resist. The blood is flowing freely now, draining out quickly. My soul slipping deep into the abyss of nothing. The only help I see is the rope dangling above the rope just the right size, the perfect height. Calling out one last time I don't want to go! Help me please! Don't let me go! Grasp my hand, hold it tight! I'm losing the fight. I love you all if this is good bye. Deep inside I know I must die to set you free, free of me. The darkness it compels. The rope is tighter now. My soul is yours, hold it in your heart. It needs the love I could not give it in the light. Goodnight my sweet loves, I bleed for you tonight. Love me now in the darkness, the way you could not in the light. The darkness compels.

Meet My Newest Owner!!! X(c)iteme!!
This is my new amazing, awesome, gorgeous owner X(c)ITEME! If you, by chance, don't know her yet, you need to go shower her with rates, fans and bling!! She always returns the love! So if you want to meet a REAL person on fu, you have to get her on your list! So go get her, and tell her I sent ya!! 'X©ït€M€ *Fan Me First* 1st Asst of Dylon's Diva Mafia*@ fubar Please repost for me! Thanks

Why I Love You!!!
WHY I LOVE YOU!!! The day I first saw you was the day that my fate was set.Little did I know I had found my soul. Pain was constant till that day lies and broken promises these were the things I had known. You confessed to me the pain in your heart felt for so long; Pains so a like in so many ways. No promises did you make no lies did you tell all you did was care enough to be a friend. Then like a bomb falling from the skies you reached in and held my soul. The warmth that engulf me was like nothing else ever had I felt. You did not say I love you right away, not speaking it to soon. Waiting til the day it flowed out like water spilling over a water fall; flowing like a breeze through the willows. My knight you have brought me things I never thought I would get you have loved me without expecting anything. THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU!!!!

They Say
I don't know cats, but they say dogs know. And I know first hand that they do know, when someone is ailing. What else do they know? My boy will not leave my side. He's creeping me out. It's been 3 or 4 days now, he won't go away. Does he know something? Am I dieng? WHAT!!!!?????????

Current Giveaways!!!
PLZ CONTINUE TO LEAVE 25-50 COMMENTS PER DAY ON #28? NO MORE THAN THAT, THOUGH, PLEASE BOMB HECK OUTTA #29!!! WE ALSO NEED TO BE LEAVING A TOTAL OF ABOUT 300-400 RATES PER DAY ON THE AUTO-11 GA FOR THE 4TH ONE! _____________________________________ AWESOME ON THE BOMBING OVER THE LAST DAY, THANKS TO ALL!!! 8,776 COMMENTS IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS! THANKS GUYS, YOU RAWK MY SAWKS!!! LOL! :d ____________________________________ GIVEAWAY #29 XCITEME'S PAGE WE ARE PUTTING THIS ONE AS THE FEATURE AHEAD OF #28, I HAVE BEEN PUSHING IT BACK SINCE AUGUST! SINCE RATES DO COUNT ON THIS GA, PLZ RATE THE PIC WITH ALL ACCOUNTS, AND ASK FRIENDS TO DO SO AS WELL! I SAW THAT SEVERAL OF YOU POSTED MUMMS AND BLOGS TODAY, ASKING THAT YOUR FRIENDS RATE THIS GA, AND HELP BOMB...WOW, YOU GUYS RAWK! LUV YA! THIS WILL BE USED TO PURCHASE AT LEAST 2 AUTO-11 BLINGS FOR CLUB MEMBERS NEEDING THAT EXTRA PUSH TO REACH A HIGHER LEVEL.....AND I WOULD LOVE TO BE ABLE TO GIVE THEM BY CHRISTMAS!!! CAN

Whining Or Dine In?
I really do not get the whiner status thing, going on here on fubar. Is the all mighty Bling, Rate, so important, that people will give up their morals and values for a few dollars? Is that Status, so important, that a person will suck up for it? I just do not understand this at all, here. A person can Portray, any Image they want people to believe, online. I, however do not really give a crap, of what people think of me. Sure, I can be nice, sweet, be a nice girl, suck up for friends, whatever. I have even done this before online, on other services. It really does not pay, I feel. Because in the end, your going to make someone mad. There is a fine line now with me, concerning people online. If you help someone, they expect you to be there, for every occasion, and when your not, they get mad. So, Why bother? I see so many women on Fubar, that portray an image of this nice girl routine. For Status? To be liked? To have alot of friends? I do not understand this, I have so many

Commander: Some Us Troops To Stay In Iraqi Cities
Iraq – U.S. troops will stay in cities to support and train Iraqis despite a summer deadline to pull American combat forces, the top U.S. commander in Iraq said Saturday, a move that could leave thousands in the urban areas. Even with the mandate in the recently approved U.S.-Iraq security agreement, there have been suggestions some troops would not leave urban areas. But Gen. Raymond Odierno was the first military leader to acknowledge some forces would remain at local security stations, as training and mentoring teams. "We believe we should still be inside those after the summer," he said the sprawling U.S. base in Balad, north of Baghdad before welcoming Defense Secretary Robert Gates on a brief visit. Iraq's prime minister upbraided his top government spokesman for saying some U.S. soldiers might need to remain in the country for many more years. "What was announced about the Iraqi forces needing 10 years in order to be ready is only his personal point of view and it doesn

You've Been Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? broken 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? deceased 5. Your father? ill 6. Your favorite thing? babies 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? love 10. The room you're in? bed 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? moved 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? married 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? AR 19. The last thing you did? yawn 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? sports 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? cool 24. Your life? scary 25. Your mood? tired 26. Missing s

Us Troops To Stay In Iraqi Cities After June
By ROBERT H. REID, Associated Press Writer Robert H. Reid, Associated Press Writer – 1 hr 32 mins ago AP – U.S. Defense Secretary Robert Gates shakes hands with Gen. Ray Odierno, left, commander of multi-national … Bush: war in Iraq on its way to being won AP BAGHDAD – Some American troops will remain in Iraqi cities after a June 30 deadline for combat soldiers to leave urban areas, the top U.S. commander said Saturday. Prime Minister Nouri al-Maliki, meanwhile, dismissed suggestions by his own spokesman that the Iraqi government may ask some U.S. troops to remain behind as trainers after the Dec. 31, 2011 deadline for the withdrawal of all American troops set by the new U.S.-Iraq security agreement. Those comments are likely to rekindle debate here about the agreement, which was ratified by parliament last month and takes effect Jan. 1. But Iraqi voters must approve the deal in a referendum by the end of July. Suggestions of loopholes in the withdrawal timeline could be exp

Please, Just Take A Second :) Ty
Please go by and rate her page she deserves to be back in the top 10 members of Fubar, the person who took her spot, doesn't deserve to be there, cheaters shouldn't be in the top anything on this site! Ty in advance, just take a second of ur time, get her back in the top 10, ty :) WendyCaroline#CLUB F.A.R. MEMBER@ fubar

Sexual Zodiac
Virgo (August 24-September 23) A true horror in the sexual zodiac, Virgos are the only people who can become prostitutes and still claim to be virgins. A Virgo tends toward a practical and realistic attitude towards sex, so this little pun is not at all far-fetched. A Virgo will, for instance, ask $50 for a blowjob, $75 if you cum in his/her mouth, or $20 a minute, whichever "comes" first. People born under this sign can be witty, articulate, charming, and 'lives of the party', but they usually fuck it up by hiding their emotions. Virgos are the kind of people who put sanitized toilet seat covers down on a clean motel john. They are the kind of people who insist on using the unopened tube of K-Y. If the condom isn't vacuum-sealed, they won't go near it. And complete showers, if not disinfected baths, are required both before and after. And if you even touch a Virgos asshole, kiss your tryst goodbye. Famous people born under this sign include Leo Tolstoy, Walter

A Poem About Friends
I was having a bad night until a friend or two stepped in to help me. Thanks...this is for you. Good Friends I have had my bad days And my fair share of trouble has come But at these troubled times I'm glad for good friends Things changed so quickly From loved one minute to hated the next From wanting me to wishing I'd die But good friends never change Somebody I trusted with my heart Turned on me and beat it to a pulp But just when I thought I could take no more You've made me smile at a time I needed most It took 2 words to break my heart And it may take 3 years to totally heal it But with just 5 minutes of caring A good friend got me closer to fully healed It's times like these when I turn to you And it's times like this you come through So for good friends, old and new For them, I say, "Thank You." Jeremy S. Moses December 14, 2008 1:50am

The Official "reasons Why You Should Date Me!
10 reasons why you should date me: 1. You’ll never have to worry about driving illegally in the carpool lane again 2. When you're around me I've got the sex drive of a 16 year old boy 3. You love my dorkiness 4. I won’t swear around your family 5. I’ll grant you three wishes 6. I've never been in one of Tommy Lee's movies 7. I like porn 8. I take a shower every day 9. I'll let you beat me at pool (LET you cause if I try, you're going down) 10. I've never cried over spilt milk 11. You’re safe with me 12. I'll lick the envelope for you 13. I'll carve your initials in a tree 14. I've never read Playboy for the articles 15. My heart will jump every time you walk through the door 17. I’m a good listener. 18. I seldom pick a fight with inanimate objects. 19. As of yet, I have never overlooked the importance of regular, continuous breathing. 20. I can have it my way at Burger King. 21. I will administer chocolate whenever you feel the need. 22. Halloween is the only

Funny
IF you are 25 or older you will think this is hilarious! When I was a kid adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious diatribes about how hard things were when they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning uphill both ways through year 'round blizzards carrying their younger siblings on their backs to their one-room schoolhouse where they maintained a straight-A average despite their full-time after-school job at the local textile mill where they worked for 35 cents an hour just to help keep their family from starving to death!! And, I remember promising myself that when I grew up there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of crap like that on kids about how hard I had it and how easy they've got it! But ... now that I'm over the ripe old age of twenty-five, I can't help but look around and notice the youth of today. You've got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! And I hate to say it but you

Joint Pain Iii
I have some pretty wild nerve sensations all down my right leg, plus my right knee and hip have been hurting like hell. I had an epidural steroid shot on Wednesday, December 10th, 2008. It's to treat "Grade I-II Spondylolisthesis". Basically the vertibra at the very bottom of my spine has shifted forward, causing pain and inflammation in my back as well as my legs. I'm not sure if the shot has helped much yet. It can take a few days to kick in, I'm told. Please cross your fingers everyone! Paul needs back on his feet badly.

A Crazy Yim Chat
romantic_alen: hello,r u there now? nolechick9296: i was on earlier romantic_alen: ????i guess not... nolechick9296: what the fuck romantic_alen: u there now? nolechick9296: you have got to be kidding me romantic_alen: why u use bad words with me?please i am a polite man,i dont like hearing bad words.. nolechick9296: just trying to get your attention. lol romantic_alen: u have itn sweety romantic_alen: what were u doing nolechick9296: nothing what are you doing romantic_alen: i just woke up nolechick9296: oh ok. Cool I haven't gone to bed yet. What time is it where you are? romantic_alen: 8 20 am romantic_alen: romantic_alen: im in iraq nolechick9296: ah i c when did you get to Iraq romantic_alen: 4 months ago may we open cams? nolechick9296: no my cam doesn't work romantic_alen: why nolechick9296: it just doesn't nolechick9296: and what are you doing in Iraq? romantic_alen: i work with the force Now wait he just replied 4 months ago. Well the last time I cha

Guts Or Balls
Guts or Balls We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below . GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being assaulted by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the ass and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the subject

The Drunk Penguin
hey I am looking for tons more members to join the Big Mike's Hot new lounge The Drunk Penguin I am Willing to Make a personalized NSFW Salute for each of the next 100 people to join The Drunk Penguin Lounge and say i sent you in a private message to Big Mike.. here is his link ΤhΣ ßîg ΜîκΣ ™.. Owner of The Drunk Penguin..Fu Owned By >^,,^< Pet

3somes
My FIANCE and myself is looking for a cool good looking chick to join our circle. We don't need a freak that's gonna blow our minds, but we want someone open minded. Someone to go with the flow. We need a chick that's gonna be interested in one more than the other. We believe it's not cheating if we both do it at the same time. So it will always be the both of us or none at all. Sometimes I'll go it alone but she don't need to know all that. So if you think you look good enough for us and your clean and wanna do something different for a change, let me know. You have to be laid back, easy going, and have a sense of humor and you will fit in great. Also don't feel bad if you smoke pot or anything. We don't care as long as you can't catch anything and don't have anything like S.T.D.'s. Condoms are your choice, I can't make babies no more. If your interested give me a holler and we'll talk and go from there. It probably won't happen right away because we're cautious but if you get my old

True Love
How can you Love someone you have never seen with a feeling so passionate that it make's your heart skip a beat at the sound of his voice? How can you feel his hands on you,when he has never touched you or felt his Lips kiss yours? A love with such passion that life could have never put bounderies or limitations on within its wildest Dreams!! If it could ever be possable would you turn it away in fear that it could not be true? For you have never known such love!! For this Love would you take the chance of heart break? For you have known a life time of heart break but heart brake in it self is of a temporary nature if we allow it to be!! To know a moment in life with such passion, such feeling, such want, such need ! I would give myself entirely with out regret, with out sorrow, with out remorse to you !! To have such love based on spiritual (not physical) begining could only result in the most special of Love's !! The Love you wait a lifetime for!! Such love that nor Father Sky or Mot

Chaos
Chaos-Where Great Dreams Begin: Befor a great vision can become reality there may be difficulty. Befor a person begins a great endeaver, they may encounter chaos. As a new plan breaks the ground with grave difficulty feres becoming the huge tree so must we sometimes push against difficulty in bringing forth our dreams. Out of chaos......Brilliant stars are born !!! I ching Hexagram 3

True Friendships
True Friendship Are you tired of all those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. Why? You may ask, because you are my friend. Remember: A good friend will help you move. A really go

Sad
This time last year she cried three times looked at me and shut her eyes for the last time. We had nineteen years together and in that time we shared so much fun and so much laughter. I respected her and she respected me in her very own special way. She nestled under my chin each and every night and I shared my warmth with her. I fed her and cared for her as best as I was able to and loved her dearly. I miss my friend so much and it was a sad day that I lost my cat.....yes MY CAT!! MITZI....you were a friend....sleep well..!!

About Panther
June 19th,2003 : Dream Log ! I dreamed that i was a person watching a little girl as she walked around and i said to my self that she reminded me of me at that age. The girl had just come from her Knights Tournament. As she left two guys stood at a stand still just stairing at each other in the ring . She then stoped in mid stride and grabed one of the guys arm and proceded to leave. Walking down a field , the other guy tried stoping her but she said," I'm going" . He said in return , " but i am sapost to go with you ?", but she said no," i don't want you too". They continued walking down the short field to a path that turned left. As they were walking she called a dog, whistling ! The dog came up to them slowly and followed them. When they came to the end edge of the field they came to houses. ( This is when the dream switched and i became the girl grown up with the guy) We walked up to a house with cloth's lines hanging with hand knitted, Aphgan squares of diff colors and thicknes

No Time For Fu...maybe After The Holidays
I finally found a full time job. I also have a part time job. I go to school. I have a bf. i still have not gotten the internet at my condo yet. waiting for comcast to be available because cox sucks! comcast said theyre moving to the valley of the sun in 09. so hopefully by early january i can get me some cable internet and a house phone since my celly gets like almost no reception inside my place! I'm doing well, just busy and don't have a lot of time to sit and relax anymore. i'm a lot happier tho now that i am busy and me and the bf have never been better :) I hope all you fu's are doing well and have Happy Holidays!

Up For Auction!!!
ok friends!!!! im up for auction!!!! let the snow fall, i'm scared to see what i can bring!!!! heres the link.. http://www.fubar.com/photo.php?u=1631848&albumid=1327290&i=1785621806&idx=0#2059924507

Soldier's X-mas
A Soldier’s Christmas I ran into this writting, while I was in xxxxxx. I hope that no one takes a Soldier for granted. As you wish your family and friends a Merry Christmas...I ask that you DO NOT forget the many that will forever be unable to tell their loved ones the same. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of fo

Your Eyes
Your Eyes Your eyes they scream of joy and pain they tell of kisses in falling rain they speak of passion hidden deep and dreams long gone in forgotten sleep they hint at things of darkest night and finding haven in the light they tell a story of where you've been and lonely secrets of forbidden sin Your eyes they whisper of night and day and joyous romping while at play they speak of fears that came to pass and silent ponderings of the past they hint of visions of storm lite fire and smiling memories of blissful desire they tell a tale of things amiss and speak of reasons why you kiss Your eyes they shout, they beg and plead and speak the thoughts of haunted need they shame the ones who did you wrong and show the world that you've grown strong Your eyes they call for all to hear the bardic songs of all you fear They tell of how your hearts turned blue and of your search for love that's true They speak of hope and dreams to come of buried scars not yet undon

With This Technology That Is The Only Program That Has This Power. Promote And Earn With Over 260+ Domains.
automatically, everyday , with great Hits in Search Engines. All about, UBIEE RotatorPRO`, by aussiekeith. UBIEE, have developed a special unique. Web. 2.0 PRO Rotator for All your URL Business and Affiliate Opportunities. All your links are indexed with Google and tracked Live. I have increased my page hits in Google search, from just 3 links to 8 pages, of links showing now, in just under 8 days. The Domain Rotator is currently getting about 1,000 visits a day.

What Kind Of Pajamas Are You?
You Are Lingerie You love to be seen as attractive. Being seen as sexy is important to you. You drive everyone crazy... in the best way possible. You love to tease, flirt, and fall in love. You are the type most likely to be sleeping in someone else's bed. What Kind of Pajamas Are You?

If You Are A Promotor Or Marketer. This Program Is Your Dream That Has Come True.
I have my page automatically sent 24/7 everyday. With this special, Multidomain - Customized Splash page. And it is sent via 237+ different Domains If anybody signs up under my link and orders their own customizable splash page, then I receive 64% Revenue Share. As can you also, as every time a person signs up and pays, then you can too. Receive not only great hits in search engines but also 64% Revenue Share. http://keith.multidomainrotator.com or http://ubieetraining.com/go/keith Please at least take a look and contact me.

I Like You
I LIKE YOU I don't like biscuits without gravy alright, with lots of butter maybe I don't like okra in a stew but I like you I don't like bells that don't ring birds that don't sing I don't like tales that aren't true but I like you I don't like drinkers when they're drunk rockers when they're punk I don't like lovers when they're through but I like you I don't like dictators when they kill oil rigs when they spill I don't like to see you blue because I like you I don't like flowers that don't bloom a day full of gloom I don't like sport fans that boo but I like you I don't like rappers when they rhyme music out of time I don't like list of things to do but I like you I don't like politicians when they lie good friends when they say bye I don't like celebrities with their own guru but I like you I don't like skies that aren't blue unless it's a sunset with you I don't like the thought of not being two because I will always like you S

Umm.. Duh!
You Are Extremely Sexually Powerful Your sexual power is obvious - you don't do anything to hide your sexuality. In fact, if there's such a thing as a person with too much sexual power, it's you. Your life and thoughts are dominated by sex. And while it's good to be sexually liberated, you're starting to have a one track mind. You don't always have to use your sexual power. There's more to human interaction than getting naked! Are You Sexually Powerful?

Can You Say The C Word
Can you say (Shoshonni ) can't take the heat? wow this classless broad can dish it.. but can't take it.. she is off her meds obivously with rants of thinking others are jealous and hate.. Here is what she wrote to me in a MUMM Your obvious hatred for any woman who can be attractive without being a whore who flaunts her fat thighs in her status is palpable. The fact that you dislike or do not respect women who are obviously of a better class than yourself never goes unnoticed. Do jnot fear, I'm sure the manwhores are in abundance tonight and shall be shortly invading your shoutbox shortly. In the meantime - try to contain your raging lust for my fuckable face and stay the fuck off my page and shoutbox because frankly while the "boys" may find you a fun gal to dick around with .. you're vile and repugnant to me

What Sign Do You Look Like?
You Look Like an Aquarius It's likely that you are very striking. You stand out in a room. You are probably also taller than average, and that also helps you get noticed. You have classical facial features... what some might call a handsome face. You have are attractive in a cool way. You're so attractive, it's intimidating. Like most Aquarius people, you are probably extremely independent... both in your thoughts and actions. You find other people fascinating, and you develop deep, long lasting friendships. What Sign Do You Look Like?

What Circus Act Should You Perform?
You Should Juggle You've got the talent to go far in life, but you don't really like to take risks. You rather practice your well honed skills than put your life in danger. You are agile and coordinated. You can work magic with your hands. You truly mesmerize people. You don't have to resort to cheap tricks and gimmicks. What Circus Act Should You Perform?

My Pimpout By Bbw Goddess
BBW Goddess' Pimpout For jadeandjaksonsmomGo Show These fU'S Some Love! Show Sum Luv To My Fu-Owner!jadeandjaksonsmom!!A Great Fu To Know! & These are Her Friends She's Chosen to Pimpout With Her In This Bully!! So Stop By & Leave Them Sum Luv Too!! ♦CinDragon♦Founder of ClubMystic♦PegasusProject♦FuAngel♦I.B.I.C♦@ fubar gaigeandmorgynsmom~ Club Mystic@ fubar Faithful1~Proud Member of Club Mystic@ fubar *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Fu Trains I Run You Give Me Butterflies Train On The Wings of A Fairy, I Believe Train Heaven Sent & Hell Bound Train Goddess' Fu-Luv Train *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* My FU-Owners Tulsa's AngelOwned For Life... ♦CinDragon♦

Lost
Knowing that i lost you breaks my heart A part of me died with you Part of it was my fault for my stupid doing I know i should have stopped but couldnt he took control over my mind You died, YOu were what we made, The love i thought we shared is now gone with you regreting those days those stupid feelings Wanting to take back time and change everything Maybe things could have been different Im sorry my sweet lil one A part of me had died with you I will always remember you and the love that i thought we shared I will never forget the day when we made you I thought i was going to be the best mother there could be but knowing that i lost you im sorry lil one mommy loves you Now my world is nothing but misery

How Sensual Are You?
Your Sensuality Score is: 30% You are somewhat sensual, but it's likely that you aren't in touch with all your senses. You probably have a couple senses you enjoy - like touch and taste. If you were a little more sensual, you would enjoy life so much more. Try to take time and indulge all your senses! Let yourself go a little. How Sensual Are You?

Updated - Dec 17th-whats Runnin Thru My Mind Right Now
lots of things go thru my mind. which i mainly keep bottled up inside. and i do talk to a few people and let them in on some things. trust to me is something earned. but also if i think i can trust you. i trust you with all my might. and things that have happened to me in the past. well if i start getting weird feelings can make me kinda paranoid, that the trust i have given so easily, might bite me in the ass. theres a many reasons why i feel or get this feeling. and i feel the need to let some of them out. lets see i lost both my parents by the time i was 16. many horrible things happened leading up to those events. but i will elaborate on those another day. after my father passed, i was told to live with my half sister who was 20 years older than me. which was hard. she was shelterd and naive. and i was independent and street smart. ended up she wanted me gone, and things went really sour with me and her. well when she got custody of me, she made her children and i mov

The Snow Test
Your Snow Test Says You're Independent You feel like something good will happen to you in the next few months. You have an amazingly strong work ethic. You are likely to be very successful in life. You are an independent, individualistic person. You thrive when you're doing your own thing. Your biggest worry in life is your family. You stay up at night thinking about them. When it comes time to relax, you really indulge. You are all about your favorite comforts. The Snow Test

A Different Kind Of Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

Death
Who is death Why do we fear him Can he be a secret we hid in our minds Hes getting closer to my life I wake up lonely Your next to me Do i know if ive survived my sleep Your living inside me I feel you swimming in my blood eating my brain Killing me from the inside I dont mind and i dont care I cant feel my soul in this life What have you done YOu've taken my life Im not afraid of you but now im in you my soul is part of you swimming in your blood your darkness is my shadow Now the question is should you be afraid of me Im living in your shadows Im becoming death or am i death Afraid?

Tearing Me Apart
keep you here locked away never more can i say how my heart beats for you. never have I felt so real. emotions racing. can't hold you here but never shall i let you go. lately even more so. i die inside wishing for you to be with me once more. I can't breath any longer with out you here. you haunt my dreams. the only place we can truely be together. finally to make my dream a reality once again. chance it all take that bet. give it all up. desicions haunt my head like the ghost of a past that seems like it should be the future. the love i found in you is the love that made me whole. forever is what i always believed. but alone is something thats seems more real to me.

Family And Owner Bio
Who is Last of a Dyin Breed? That’s a good question, one I’ve asked myself many times. Not quite sure if I’ve come up with a solid answer yet but I’ll try my best to put it in words for you all. She is just a girl. A girl who has made one too many mistakes and taken ten too many wrong turns in her life but nonetheless; she’s still just a girl. Now, you ask who are the Pu$$yCat Playmates & Pimps and where did they come from? Well, she created the family of course. Easy enough answer? I’m sure that’s the answer most of you would give if these questions were presented to you. Nothing wrong with that because that’s all you know. That’s all that’s ever been told to you. Well in this blog you will learn who this family REALLY is and where it really came from and who I REALLY am and what my purpose was behind creating the Pu$$yCats and what my intentions are for the family. In order to explain it in full I must first tell you about me. Not my life story (don’t worry I won’t

Support Our Troops
The Royal Canadian Legion Troop Morale Fund is an initiative of the Legion to buy each of our troops posted to Afghanistan a Tim Hortons coffee and a doughnut at least every two weeks. It will continue to collect funds for this purpose until the mission ends. Since the fund started it has maintained its goal. All funds donated are used only to purchase the needed certificates. No funds donated are used in any way to pay the extra costs incurred in preparing the certificates for shipment to Afghanistan. All certificates are stamped by volunteers before they are sent with the words "This certificate courtesy of the Royal Canadian Legion and its supporters in Canada". Branch contributions can come from almost any source but Poppy Funds cannot be used. Donations to the fund can be sent directly to Director Finance, Dominion Command, 86 Aird Place, Ottawa, Ontario, K2L 0A1. It is best to take the donations, deposit them to your branch bank account and write a cheque on it for the fu

I Want Her
She taunts me daily just out of my reach I think she knows it's the fruit of her essence I seek It's not purely sexual tho just the slightest peek at her tasty thigh gets me going and takes me on a brand new high yes by now you should know this is deep! I love most things about her but mostly how she speaks I hang helplessly on every word while quietly working to reach my peak hoping she has so much more to say inwardly praying today will be the day is he still around hasn't his time wound down I really don't care who she is with Truth is SHE is MINE the wait on the other hand is eating me alive My mind heart body and soul ache for the day she will say I now see and beleive those words you said that very first day no more substitutions I know you are the solution Sorry it took me so long I'm no longer afraid I will stand strong punish me sweetly i don't care for how long just promise me you will be the one every morning I awake to see

Learn Something
A juggalo is a person that does not care about what other people think the most important thing to a juggalo is our music and family. We got each others backs all the time! juggalos are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by anyone... tossed out by the world that didn't want them... these group of outcasts... brought together by the music and real life messages of the insane clown posse... are followers of the dark carnival and scapegoats of the world... being a juggalos isn't about being a "fan" of icp... j and shaggs are juggalos themselves... being a juggalo is about individuality... no one is ever fully accepted in this world... and juggalos just don't care... so we sling our faygo, jam to the wicked stuff, and wave our middle fingers to the legions of hypocrites, haters, and rich a$$ B***H trying to bring us down... everyone in this world is

R.i. P.
R.I. P Juan Espino Body: He jumped up as soon as he saw the surgeon come out of the operating room He said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it. ' Mr. Espino said, 'Why do little children have to leave so early? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to Eagle Pass ' Mr. Espino asked the

What Is In The Vision Of An Eye?
Lighting the fire that will become the flame It will continue to grow and it will not be able to tame Spreading among the acres that are just there One match or cigarette can do the trick, to life and nature it is not fair The wind that blows in any direction or way Making the destruction spread is it may One little thing can turn into a stampede of death For humans it can be the end and the final breath Pollution and trash exist all around One peice of paper to be burnt to the ground Out of anger or lack of care The damage is beyond what stupidy and ignorance can compare Tree's, land and animals dead How can people rest there head? Can be caused by little or no rain In one way or another someone or something feels the pain The summer heat can bring many to there knees and feat For what is called nature and the environment deal with agony and defeat What about spring, winter and fall? The other seasons that exist to world they can recall It can happen no m

Tag Again...
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charging 2. Your significant other? asleep 3. Your hair? red 4. Your mother? fiesty 5. Your father? passed 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? forgotten 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? peace 10. The room you're in? den 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Blonde 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? summer 18. Where you grew up? Missouri 19. The last thing you did? editing 20. What are you wearing? jeans 21. TV? CSI 22. Your pets? asleep 23. Your computer? slow 24. Your life? awesome 25. Your mood? fli

Seekin 2 Meeting N Intro Ppl
Hello There Early 30's M Female here in oklahoma Work alot; Spend time w/ Family n Friends. But does't prevent us for a lil fun =) we get out or chill out fri-sun shoot lol Up for everythin and anythin w the approval of all parties in volved lmao. Talkin about bowlin he he campin,bars,cars,and what ever! So Holler C'ville/Tulsa area only please

Almost Been On Here 2 Years!!
**WICKED LETTE** IM COMING UP ON 2 YRS!!! 12/22/06 I SIGNED UP!! NOW 12/12/08 IS AROUND THE CORNER! SO HELP ME!!!!! PLEASE ƒº IM NOT EVEN A GODMOTHER YET BUT IM REALLY TRYING FOR SPOTLIGHT! ALL I EVER DO IS DONATE AND RATE. THIS AND THAT SO I THINK ITS TIME I GET SOME HELP. PLEASE DONATE ANYTHING TO ME THAT CAN HELP ME GET TO SPOT LIKE IT WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT. IM REALLY TRYING HARD. I REMEMBER WHEN I WAS GETTING CLOSE TO MILLION THEN IT WENT TO 5 AND I WAS CLOSE TO 5 THEN 10 AND SO ON I REALLY NEED HELP I CANT GET THIS ON MY OWN THANKS FOR EVERY THING I LOVE YOU!!!!

Woman's
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still

Sloppy Sty Of A Guy!!
This sloppy piece of work is downrating people .. so .. go share the love! He first rated me a 7, then rerated to a 5 .. NOW, let me just say, I DON'T CARE about the rates, but he's going out of his way to be an ass, I believe in fair play!!! Don't forget to block him! http://fubar.com/user/2344021 (Dragonis_Hellfire420) Have fun and thanks!! Jacqui

Myspace...
My niece recently moved to Seattle, WA from Memphis.. and I miss her like crazy.. She wanted me to set up a MYSPACE to talk to her, so I DID!! So I'm trying to figure it out, but if you have Myspace, Please add me!! here's my page.. : www.myspace.com/selenakaos

What What What????????
what is it gonna take????? whats it got to be???????? when will it be okay?????? who is really listening??? I do not know I do not know stop by say hi............. when will it be okay?????? when will it be okay??????

The Path Of Enlightenment
Dharma (Sanskrit: धर्म) in Buddhism has two primary meanings: * the teachings of the Buddha which lead to enlightenment * the constituent factors of the experienced world In East Asia, the character for Dharma is 法, pronounced fǎ in Mandarin and hō in Japanese. The Tibetan translation of this term is chos (Tibetan: ཆོས་; Lhasa dialect IPA: [tɕǿʔ]). In Mongolian dharma is translated as nom, which is noteworthy since it ultimately derives from the Greek word νομος (nomos) (law). Contents [hide] * 1 The Buddha's teachings * 2 The Buddha's Dharma Body * 3 Qualities of Buddha Dharma * 4 Dharmas in Buddhist phenomenology * 5 Meanings of "Dharma" [edit] The Buddha's teachings What is called Buddhism in the west has been referred to in India (the teachings' place of origin) and the east generally for many centuries as buddha-dharma. This ter

Dead Inside
Once he made me feel so alive. When I loved him, before he loved me, when I was a secret and it was a game. And he said I brought him back to life too. He had been dead for a long time. Just walking through every day not really living, just existing. And I reminded him what it was like..... To feel. To burn. I gave him passion, excitement, torment and lust. I set him on fire and froze him to the core. I taught him how to fuck and he reminded me that people do still make love. We filled each other to over flowing. Giving and giving....And then.... I kept giving and he kept taking, And he fell. He said he loved me and he needed me and he wanted me and he kept taking and taking and I kept giving and giving and he gave what he thought he could.... Gas. And money. And Groceries. But If I called crying and said "Please I need you I can't stop cutting myself!" he said...."I'm right here." "NO! No, you are not! You are on the phone! I need you here!" And he wouldn't come....

What The????????????
Okay now I really do not get it..... I have a pic on here of a chick with her lips stiched shut. I have had this on here since I signed on to this site and all of a sudden on Dec 8, 2008 they decide it is NSFW.... What is the deal... I have been a member for 2 years same photos and then all of a sudden things change??????? when did this pic become NSFW????? What the hell is going on with this site????? Is FUBAR going some where we really do not want it to??? REALLY. Think about it. One has to specify what tyoe of picture they are putting on here and then all of a sudden the status of it can change due to someones opinion of it. What if I thought some of everyone elses pics were NSFW???? ie.... GIRLS IN BIKINI TOPS???? SKIMPY TOPS????? GUYS WITHOUT SHIRTS??????? WHAT THEN????? WHERE DO WE GO FROM THERE????? ooops I guess that picture was tooo close to your nosse... I say a booger hanging on tight in there that cannot be appropriate for workkk. tooo ugly tooo look atttttttt... NSFW

Holy Stripclub
Two nuns walk into a strip club, the first one walks up to the bar sits down and tells the bartender "One of the usual Joe" he looks up and says "Bambi why its been for ever since you've been in here, you coming in for amateur night tonight, I see you dragged out the old costume." The nun just shakes her head and takes her drink turning around to face the stage, the bartender shrugs and goes back to his other duties. The Second nun walks straight up to the stage and sits down slapping a twenty down on the stage bringing the girl over, the stripper bends over picking up the twenty looks at the nun squeals and ducks her head and says "Sister Martha what are you doing here?" The nun looks up and says "Just take off your clothes and do your job" Stunned the stripper begins to strip for the nun. After the dance Sister Martha stands up walks over to Bambi and says "Okay baby I'm ready to go, your room or mine tonight?"

The Psychology Of Sex
There's this feature on OKCupid, I don't know if anyone else has seen it, but it's where it shows pictures of two different people, and then a confession of some sort. You have to guess which one of them said it. There are a lot of sexual-oriented questions, some of which include "I've had a penis in my ear," "I'm a good fuck," "I lost my virginity before fourteen," &c., &c. I've developed a fool-proof way of guessing the correct answer every time. On every one of the questions that have anything to do with sex, always pick the fat chick. Works. Every. Time. I mean, hey. Those fatties have to make up for it somewhere, amirite? A thousand internets to the person who gets more flames than me after this.

Crying On The Inside--this Is An Older Poem I Decided Fit My Mood Im In Lately
The voices in my head are getting stronger They are slowly taking over my mind yelling at me Screaming at me tearing me to pieces, gaining control CUT YOURSELF MAKE YOURSELF BLEED, YOU ARE WEAK Stupid fat and ugly is what you are Cut yourself no one gives a damn about you I run up the stairs the fog is taking over my mind again I no longer have control of my emotions or actions Like i am watching a movie my hand reaches over for the blade I want to cry i want to scream i want to run What the hell is wrong with me i am so go damn confused In a hurry the blade is in pieces in my hand Deeper go deeper that is what they are saying to me As the blade is dragging along my arm, i can bleed again Sit down on the floor try to stop the spinning It wasn't enough they are telling me do it again do some more No one Will know, no one will even care It doesn't matter if they find out, you can lie Being the failure that i am i give in to the pain Everything is crying on

20 Ways
20 ways. There’s 20 ways the rain could come and the least of them was right. It could come and cleanse the soul today or it could sneak in here at night The liquid it could heal our souls or roll into the ditch It could be our ever loving God, or an ice cold heartless bitch. Yeah, 20 ways to damn ourselves, 20 ways to fall In the legacy of the motor car, the unions strong and tall They all strive for Nirvana, that comfort zone denied But it’s not for lack of caring, or that they did not try. There’s 20 ways to lose the game, 20 ways to fail 20 ways to lie to them, 20 ways to tell the tale The cloak has shrouded that simple thing, we used to call the truth It’s twisted all the words and tales, we like to tell the youth The time is surely now at hand, the time has come to pass When we lost out on the 20 ways, 20 ways to save our ass The lies and bullshit congregate, the end is now right here Yes, there’s 20 ways to give it up, 20 ways at least my dear. Copyrig

No More Pain
I'm sitting here on the bathroom floor, ...curled into a ball... My eyes are rimmed red curled into the fetal position,wanting to be smaller I'm reliving the nightmares your nightmares I'm experiencing the excruciating pain reliving the attack This is what every other victim has felt So I'm here curled up - can't get any smaller- I'm banging my head against the tiled wall. You aren't coming out. I pick up the scissors numbly I slowly begin to cut, relishing every nerve I'm cutting out the memory I'm cutting out the pain I'm diverting it ... and my arm begins to bleed... it's crying it's dying like me it's pouring out the memories they're red like my eyes and it doesn't hurt anymore.....

"20 Ways"
20 ways. There’s 20 ways the rain could come and the least of them was right. It could come and cleanse the soul today or it could sneak in here at night The liquid it could heal our souls or roll into the ditch It could be our ever loving God, or an ice cold heartless bitch. Yeah, 20 ways to damn ourselves, 20 ways to fall In the legacy of the motor car, the unions strong and tall They all strive for Nirvana, that comfort zone denied But it’s not for lack of caring, or that they did not try. There’s 20 ways to lose the game, 20 ways to fail 20 ways to lie to them, 20 ways to tell the tale The cloak has shrouded that simple thing, we used to call the truth It’s twisted all the words and tales, we like to tell the youth The time is surely now at hand, the time has come to pass When we lost out on the 20 ways, 20 ways to save our ass The lies and bullshit congregate, the end is now right here Yes, there’s 20 ways to give it up, 20 ways at least my dear. Copyrig

12 Days Of Christmas
The Pegasus Project12 Days of Christmas, Treasure HuntMembers Only Contest On the second day of Christmas, my True Love gave to Me...Yesterday my partridge in a pear tree was returned after that darn Grinch took it! NOW he's done it once again. Today my True Love gave me 2 turtle doves and another partridge in a pear tree. Well, the Grinch took my Doves!!!Daily clues released at RANDOM TIMES, December 12th-23rdNobody knows exactly WHEN the clues and daily pic will be posted each day... So WATCH for the Status Change on "The Pegasus Project" homepageOnce you see the homepage status change telling you that the daily posts are upSTART SEARCHING FOR THE PIC OF THE DAY!!!Search for daily clues that will be posted on a scroll like this oneThe daily prize to be awarded to the first person who finds the OFFICIAL CONTEST COMMENT PIC OF THE DAY(one contest pic posted per day) The contest "Comment" pictures will be signified by the Official Pegasus Stamp added to each of the contest pics. Whe

Trying To Spread Some Cheer!
So, after seeing a pic of this on Rhonda aka Strawberrykysses profile, I decided I'd spread a little holiday cheer by sending virtual mistletoe to my friends comment sections. Since the bouncer here doesn't like my posting the same comment to everyone's profile (I hope I havn't earned his perpetual glare! LOL!), I thought I'd just try to post the mistletoe image here, and ask you to consider yourself kissed if you read this blog! Free MySpace Layouts MUAH!

Untitled
The sparkling blue eyes have now turned to grey Once bright like the ocean, now dull like rain. Nobody sees sadness hidden within such beautiful eyes The secrets once held, the spiral of betrayal and lies. It is said your eyes are the window to your soul But my soul is not beautiful, it cannot grow For what my eyes have forgotten, my soul still sees The pain still lingers, my heart still bleeds. But now he has gone, must be left in the past But it now seems my life is moving too fast I need time out, a moment to reflect I feel numb, no emotions I am able to detect. My full life story, nobody will know Where I have been, no child should go I'll never understand why I was treated this way Their eyes were open but they looked away.

Damaged Goods
Since that day I have spent a lot of time and effort chasing people away and keeping my heart well guarded I don't feel like I deserve to be loved. I am damaged, broken, unworthy I want to feel normal, like I can do what normal people do. As it happened, I refused to feel Blocked it out and now the numbness is in my head I run like hell because I know it’s only a matter of time before the flashbacks set in. I haven't let a man hold me since it happened. I can't. I don't trust anyone. I hate that; it is a terrible lonely feeling. Most people think I am a cold and distant, but I'm not. I'm just a little girl who is afraid of the dark and of being alone. I don't think I'll ever be fixed, I don't think I will ever heal, I don't know if I will ever love or be loved or if I even have the capacity. What I do know is that I want my freedom back, I want my heart back and I want my life back. He might not reme

Attractiveness & Superficiality
The TruRaters - Bringing Higher Rate Justice to Attractive People... I feel like I'm back in Jr. High... First of all, the 2 I've seen aren't all that 'special' in the attractiveness category... but why does that even have to be an issue on a social site? Did Babyjesus make me meet a prettiness criteria to join Fubar? Did he tell me I should only rate people who look like supermodels as 10s and 11s? Will he take away my Fubar card cuz I don't meet your criteria (which by the way, you don't even follow in your own rating scheme)? Beauty is subjective. Live with it. If you wanna lobby Babyjesus and pay for 25 ratings or something that will set the 'beautiful' apart from the rest of us, to make that distinction, knock yourself out, I'm sure he'll be happy to take the money to let you have your own social standing. Me, I'm here to have fun .. to meet creative, intelligent, witty, cool, happy people who don't judge me or 'rate' me on how I look And I have been blessed

Waiting Patiently
Frozen in time with visions of beauty beyond my reach each passing moment escapes my speech As there aren't any memories being built only the coldness underneath my winter quilt Something about the rain that makes me feel you can hear me as I look for answers for our hearts to decree When the desires and sighs of ecstasy can be set free but my eyes are open to the fact that we may never be If I had one wish come true one kiss in a lifetime it would be your lips and hips that I would climb If but for one spare moment I was blessed with love maybe you would cherish me like the sun above

He Happened To Me
I walk through the world screaming. Street after street, house after house, just opening up my lungs and letting my voice ring. People pass me on the busy, city streets. No one looks up. No one cares. No one has time for a lost little girl. I release my voice once again. Nothing. The world is it's usual self. People chatter around me. Some in love. Some just casual. Some remain as silent as the pavement I walk. But not I. I will scream louder. Someone will hear me and come to my rescue. I scream so the heavens can hear me. No savior comes running. No life saver is tossed into this sea of terror. No one can hear me. Reality hits me. The truth I cannot avoid. It happened to me. And only he bestowed these feelings upon me. Some pain. Some bruises. Some fear. He happened to me. And I couldn’t stop him. He happened to me. And the night I won’t soon forget. I need somebody. I have nobody. I am nobody.

Fucked Up Again
All I could smell was your putrid breath As you panted on my neck I begged and pleaded with you to stop As you slowly climbed on top You kissed my neck, and pulled my pants down All that time, I refused to make a sound And to this day I can only think that it is my fault I let you make that brutal assault I chose the wrong guy, fucked up again But I trusted you, I thought you were my friend

Shattered
I gaze into the mirror, hoping that this is the day, I'll find myself. Each day I go to the mirror, and each day I do, I must shake hands with a stranger. There may be certain traits we share, small resembelnces. Same eyes, same hair, but never mine. The girl that stares back at me, wears bags from lack of sleep. Her arms bare a new set of cuts. That girl I find in the mirror, couldn't be me. I was never that rugged torn down girl. Never. Before I met him. He stole me away along with my innocence, and left a stranger in my place. I gaze into the mirror once more. Where am I? I can't find myself. I am hopelessly lost in this nightmare. I let out a scream of fury, of pain and of loss. A tear rolls down my face, as well as the stranger's. I bring up my fist, and strike with all my might. Glimmering glass in the light, spills onto the wooden floor. Shards of lies that litter my world. Hopes and dreams are scattered, with the pieces. Blood oozes from an op

I Survived
You treated me like I didn’t have feelings And I couldn’t tell you any thing while you were screaming But I didn’t know what else to do but put up with every lie And at night I would lie awake and cry I just couldn’t bring myself to leave While every moment you would deceive Some new lie that anyone would have believed About every bruise that I received I don’t know why they believed it in the first place But soon bruises would be able to show on my face And then I know that they’ll see Everything you have done to me Every slap, every hit They’ll see every bit And I’ll prove that I’m not clumsy Just so they know that you did this to me

I Trusted U
Why did you do this to me? I trusted you but no, You HAD to take advantage of that love, Of that trust I invested in you… You’ve hurt me more than I can say You took me by surprise, You didn’t listen when I said no! You had me under your total control, You hurt me, you tore me, You took my pain and laughed. You said “I know you liked that” You ruined me, you destroyed me, You thought that you could get away with it Are you happy now? Are you happy I never spoke up? You took advantage of me, you hurt me so deeply, I’m still not healed, I wish I was, But you.. you’ll always be a part of me… Even though I want to forget you and the pain I want to forget all that you put me through. I’ll learn to trust again, someday. Why did you do this to me? I trusted you love…

I Wish U Understood
I wish you would understand I wish you didn't get upset or mad because of the pain I go through I wish I didn't have to Believe me I wish I didn't have to feel so depressed But this is what happened To me Because of it this is who I turned out to be It ruined my self esteem I have bad dreams I have moments where I want to die And I can't help but cry I can't help but feel hopeless I wish you could understand it And maybe reading poetry Of those who've gone through the same thing as me Is my way of coping Is my way of hoping That just one day There will forever be a smile upon my face

Haunted
My heart is pounding in my head As invisible hands pin me to my bed A ghostly touch caresses my skin There's no point fighting, I cannot win Imaginary fingers twist through my hair Silent words linger in the air My skin is crawling, I can't breathe There's nothing I can do to make him leave I can hear his voice, loud and clear Even though he's not really here I'm as scared as I was back then Because now I'm right back there again Sometimes I scream and shout But all I can do is sit it out I curl up in a ball and hope That one day I might be able to cope I wonder, will I ever be free Of the flashbacks that are still haunting me

Grr
Reading this may cause you to lose IQ points.... I needed to vent and I suppose this is the only place to do it and not really care what anyone thinks GROW THE FUKK UP..if you want the fukking lounge it is all yours....ok I feel better now :D

A Thank You Note From Patti, Her Autos Are Still On Go Love Her Up Some More! Congrats Patti!!
I WOULD LIKE TO GIVE A THANK YOU TO EVERYONE THAT HELPED ME TODAY!! I'M NOW A GODMOTHER. WHOO HOO!!! ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ Fu Wife 2 "DJ Satyrgodd" ~*Dirty South Crew*~@ fubar )O( Juniper )O( Member of ¡Ù Fubar's Finest Levelers! ¡Ù@ fubar Rating Revolution@ fubar GnbRebel Manager of Head Thumpers At Sweetwater's & Assistant Manager Of The Zodiac Bombers@ fubar SinfulBrat@ fubar ¢¾Arctic Mermaid¢â¢¾Rating Revolution¢¾Club United¢¾@ EVERYONE FRM MY FAMILY/FU'S FINEST LVLR LUCRETIA SILENCE DIAMOND DEB SBOP(SPELLCASTER) RYAN CLUB UNITED KIMJO24 GUILTY BEAST BLUE EYED OBESSION SC()OTER COTTON CANDY DJ MUCH LOVE TO ALL OF YOU... HOPEFULLY I DID NOT FORGET EVERYONE, IF I DID I'M SO SRRY, MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU ALL!!! PATTI AKA Lil Synful

Concern
I went to the doctor this past Thursday, and I was diagnosed with a hernia,just what I do not need. But I am now wiating on the sugeon to get with me to determine if I am going to have top have surgery or not . I look at it if I need it I am going to just go in and handle it like I handle everything else , just another obstacle to overcome , and just move on . At least that is mild compared to what my blood pressure was this past Monday, it was higher than I wanted it . My blood pressure for the people who really wants to know was this past Monday was 205/130. But this past Tursday,it had lowered to 140/80, which was a little better. It's not where I want it but it will get there. I know I need to remove a lot of stress from life , but it is easier said than done on certain aspects . I have my own ways to relieve it all I need is a little peacer and quiet .

Emilybully
Emily knows how to FU.... PROPERLY! This Monday, at 7 p.m. Fu-Time, she has decided to Host a Happy Hour! In keeping with the fine, risque, Fubar tradition she will don her Auto 11's! So meet her under the Mistletoe! EmilyIMAX ☆ THE IMAX EXPERIENCE ~ see more, hear more, feel more ☆ Be sure to F/A/R her. Hit her up! Spank Her! Send her a Bling Present! Level a few Greenies for her ....

Might Be Caylee
WE ALL KNOW THE WHOLE STORY BOUT THE ANTHONY'S IN ORLANDO FLORIDA AN I KNOW EVERYBODY GOT THEIR OWN OPINIONS BOUT IT MY OPINIONS IS THAT CASEY IS COVERING UP SOMETHING B/C OF THE VIDEO SHOWS HER ON THE PHONE WIT HER FAMILY THANGS SHE JUST SAY DONT MAKE NE SENSE OR CLOSE TO BE NE TRUTH BEHIND IT SHE MISLEAD EVERYONE I KNOW SHE KNOWS WHAT HAPPEN TO CAYLEE IM NOT SAYING SHE DIDNT DO THIS ALL I SAYING ITS TIME FOR HER TO TELL THE TRUTH NOW IF THE SKELETALS THEY FOUND BELONGS TO CAYLEE THEY WILL KNOW THE TRUTH ITS BEST FOR HER JUST TO COME OUT WIT IT THE ONLY PPL IN THIS HORRIBLE MESS WILL BE THE GRANDPARENTS THEY HAVE GOTTEN MY WISHES NOW I WANTED KNOW WHAT U THINK BOUT ALL THIS?

New Blog
Been ages since I last kept a blog. I thought I might have another go. I'm not bothered if anyone reads it or not and I honestly don't know what I am going to write here. It will most likley be sporadically scrawled notes of work a day mundaine piffle interspursed with some really bizzare twaddle all of wich is grammerless and full of typos and spelling mistakes. I guess the usual blogland fair. Today well I have mostly been resting or more honestly waisting my time, still its been fun and I answer to no man so life is good. Thats it for now, if anyone reads this I will be amazed and will possibly be spured on to spill more drivel. :o)

Shall Set U Free
Take 2 hours out of ur pathetic FUBAR existance, and watch this movie...if you want the truth about several subjects. Its free, its here, and ur gonna waste two hours on this site anyways. If you dont watch this entire movie, then you are a waste of time, space, and do not deserve the right to call yourself an american, and should not be allowed to voice any of your own personal OPINIONS about ANYTHING...EVER.

Plz Help Old Mizz Shady Out
HIGHRIDE-1 HES SO CLOSE TO LEVELING GUYS LETS HELP HIM OUT SOME PLZ.. HE DONT HAVE A LOT OF PIC TO WORK WITH SO IT WILL BE VERY FAST FOR THOSE WHO COME AND HELP. THAT ALSO MEANS WE ARE GOING TO NEED A LOT MORE PEOPLE. WE ALL WANT TO LEVEL SO LETS KEEP HELPING EACH OTHER ALONG. THANK YOU. JUST CLICK THIS PIC DOWN BELOW. PIMP OUT WAS BROUHGT TO YOU TODAY BY MIZZ SHADY.. HI GUYS.. OH YES I ALWAYS NEED LOVE.. SO STOP ON OVER TO MY PAGE TO AFTER YOUR DONE VISITING WITH CHERRY.. HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!

A Personalized Skin For Me
Hey ppls, OK, check this out, I cant for the life of me figure out how to make my own skin. I've tried everything and just ended up ripping one from someone else. Here's the deal. I am willing to pay 20,000 fubucks to someone if they can make me my own skin. The only thing I ask is that you use the Grey Goose Vodka pic that I have as the background, after that, anything else goes. Plz help me with my skin! Dark Realm Faery

To My Wiccian Friends
Alot of my friends on here are wiccian, which i actualy respect. I've learned lots bout your belief system, n from what i seen its all bout respecting life n the earth. Its nothing like these idiots say, that theres animal sacrifice n devil worship. If anything its the complete oppsite. In fact it was my good sweet friend victoria, who is a offshoot of wiccian, was the one who pointed out i should go back to church to find my faith. It just irratates me to no end to hear these folks downrating wiccia when they actually dont have a fuckin clue what its about. Everyone who i ever meet who was wiccian has been open, understanding, caring n intelligent. Not closed minded, hateful n spiteful like some of the folks i meet on here. Even though wiccia anit fer me, i still find those who practice it a breath of fresh air. You accept me, with all my quirks n odd things i like. If only more folks could be so open minded n caring, the world might be a better place.

All Ive Known
Abuse is all I've known. Its the only thing I have ever known. Abuse rape and sexual abuse. I've met all the bastards along the way. None of them any good. Only the ones who have hurt me. And I wonder only one thing. Is there any one good out there? Or was it just me? People say it werent my fualt I dont agree it must have been

Im Yours
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait, I'm yours Well open up your mind and see like me Open up your plans and damn you're free Look into your heart and you'll find love love love Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me A la peaceful melodies It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer But my breath fogged up the glass And so I drew a new fa

Tag U R It!
Tagged By Dr. Gemarius You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? comfort 5. Your father? dead 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? retirement 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? here 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? perfect 16. Muffins? bagel 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Germany 19. The last thing you did? laundry 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? lacey 23. Your computer? custom 24. Your life? ok 2

Waiting
Diving into the vastness of the unknown seas of darkness swarms about me as it makes it hard to see Sometimes I will stumble other times I may fall But over and over I will keep on moving searching for the light that will make me whole Silence is deafening pounding against my skull heart so heavy like a unweilding fog settling in Pondering often what else is out there just beyond my sight though I do not need eyes to explore the vastness Time slips by and days fade to nights one's sunrise and sunset always different from the next yet dreams collide into one I sit and I wait I wait for what never comes

Heavy Hearted
So much going on and for the most part I keep it all inside. 2 months ago I had to get a hysterectomy...being only 25 I was hoping and we were trying to have another child...my heart aches and I find myself crying sometimes..My son is 3 and I love him with all my heart. Never will I take him for granted. At least I was blessed with him. Things happen and sometimes they can not be explained...just need to remember what I do have and not what I dont or cant have

Brandon Lee Last Interview
"Because we don't know when we will die, we get to think of life as an inexhaustible well. Yet everything happens a certain number of times, and a very small number, really. How many more times will you remember a certain afternoon of your childhood, some afternoon that's so deeply a part of your being that you can't even conceive of your life without it? Perhaps four or five times more. Perhaps not even that. How many more times will you watch the full moon rise? Perhaps twenty. And yet it all seems limitless."

The Invitation
I'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW I'M OFFERING YOU AN ENDLESS DREAM UNDER SKIES OF BLUE WHERE EVERY MOMENT IS MAJESTIC MAGICAL IN A SENSE WHERE NEVER WILL YOU BE ALONE AND THE LOVE YOU'LL FEEL IS ENDLESS SO CLOSE YOUR EYES AND DRIFT AWAY ABOVE WHITE CLOUDS OF VELVET INTO THE STARS ABOVE THE MOON BUT DON'T YOU EVER DOUBT IT RIDE WITH ME INTO THE NIGHT ON THE WINGS OF ANGELS BUT NEVER CAN YOU FORGET THE FLIGHT WHERE LOVE AND LUST ENTANGLED SAIL WITH ME UPON THE SEAS OF DANGER AND DESPAIR AND LET ME HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS AND SMELL YOUR WIND TOSSED HAIR FLOAT WITH ME UP TO THE SUN TO DANCE UPON THE FLAMES TO FEEL THE HEAT TO FEEL THE PASSION AND NEVER BE THE SAME GLIDE WITH ME INTO THE BREEZE OF ROMANTIC WIND AND FALL WITH ME TO THE BEACH TO MAKE LOVE IN THE SAND LIVE WITH ME IN PARADISE ENJOYING SUNSETS ME AND YOU I'M INVITING YOU INTO A WORLD IN WHICH YOU NEVER KNEW

A Little About Me!
Here is a little about me, its not much but it will have to do lol :). Hi there! Lets see where can I start! My name is Donna I live in Tennessee and I enjoy getting out now and then to just relax. I'm a Wife, Mom, Aunt, and a friend. I have been happily married to my sexy, wonderful, sweet awesome hubby for 11 years. We have one adorable little boy who is 12 years old. I wouldn't take nothing for him that's my baby and he is my world. Well, that's it for now, I'll probably add more later. If you have taken the time to read this, rate me or my photos, fan me, add me as a friend, and I will do the same for you. Have a great day!!! I don't care for cyber sex cause I don't have time for that I'm here for friends and have fun nothing else :) I love making new friends and will chat about almost anything under the sun. Absolutely love this bar, my fu-families and my friends~ ~I live here lmao. I am usually quite busy when I'm on here helping fus leveling, contest bombing, or dai

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? YES!!!!!!!AHHHHHH!!!! 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? with my father i think 5. Your father? with my mother i think 6. Your favorite thing? Cant tell 7. Your dream last night? nothing 8. Your favorite drink? coke 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? mine 11. Music? pop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? far away 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? an angel 16. Muffins? oh well 17. One of your wish list items? peace 18. Where you grew up? Portugal 19. The last thing you did? breath 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? bunny 23. Your computer?

Constitiution
Amendment V: No person shall be held to answer for a capital, or otherwise infamous crime, unless on a presentment or indictment of a Grand Jury, except in cases arising in the land or naval forces, or in the Militia, when in actual service in time of war or public danger, nor shall any person be subject for the same offense to be twice put in jeopardy of life or limb, nor shall be compelled in any criminal case to be a witness against himself, nor to be deprived of life, liberty, or property, without due process of law; nor shall private property be taken for public use without proper compensation. ok, this one was set up because the english soldiers and governors and officials could do whatever the hell they wanted. They could just arrest and convict people of crimes that they didn't commit. There was no real trial. The "trial" was a travesty. It was quick and pointless because if the person who arrested you didn't like you that was it you were done. Usually they hanged people.

"the Bucket"
"The Bucket" We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around Sometimes we need a helping hand, to get them off the ground I'll be Jack if you'll be Jill, I know we can't fall down... Cause you're the sweetest dream I've even found. Our love is like that bucket, carried up that hill. With steady hands and careful steps, we know that it won't spill. And life is like the hill itself, it's sometimes hard to scale. But easier with two to hold the pail. And sometimes we'll get weary, as time will surely tell, But straight and true we'll go on, heading for that well. Yes my girl we'll make it, just you wait and see. And we'll fill that bucket up with dreams, of all our life will be. We all have dreams in buckets, we carry them around... Copyright Steve Santini. All rights reserved.

A Very Merry Christmas--chapter Three
After spending several years in Washington state and the adoption of my son Frank at age nine. I was offered a higher paid job with a leading company in the Indiana. I couldn’t say no. It was a decision that I thought would be a benefit to both of us to actually move on and start to a better life. Packing wasn’t as hard as I thought putting stuff into boxes. The battered rental trailer was a different story. Hooked to my old beat up Ford mini truck, the two of us started to load the trailer first. All the biggest stuff into it our couch, beds, dressers and washer, dryer set. Every nook and cubby hold we could find left over in that battered trailer we filled with items. The back end of the truck we piled boxes nothing was to be left behind. My son, Frank made absolutely sure even to the point of collecting our little pine tree that had grew to an amazing 3 foot now. During the summer Frank had removed it from the little pot it was in and put it into a bigger yard pot. The pot made

Hubbie Finally Home
Va brought home hubbie. He will be in a lot of pain and discomfort for many months. Slow healing process so he not out of the woods as of yet. I am just glad to have him home so I can care for him, some of the things he wanted me to do while at the hospital don't think I was suppose to do but did anyways only cause the nurse okay it. Monday will be a busy one for me with exam in class and have to get phone calls done plus start paper work for him. At lease this time he does have medication so I got the med sheet started on those so we know when he needs to take them. Espeically the ones for pain that way we can stay on top of the pain before it gets to the point of not helping like its suppose to. Don't take this wrong but think he just did this to keep me on my toes regarding my nurse training. But I know he really didn't want this to happen. Well can't think of anything else. Thank you all for your prayers and thoughts. me

We Are Hiring
Devious Hearts Lounge Is Hiring That is right i said devious hearts lounge is hiring staff dj's ( must know what you are doing ) promoters and enforcer's if you think you can handel the job hit me up thru this blog or drop into the lounge below is a taste of what we are like and below that is a direct link to the lounge stop on in and kick LADY CATHRINE:

About The Munkey
Redmunkey for those who wonder, was created as an experimental site in order to promote some of our friends. What started as a small place with a few links, has now grown to host a lot more content and promo material. The site itself its free for all. We never charge, we don't have a portal to sign up and pay. The money to pay for the upkeep comes from the links, affiliates, and at some point sponsors. If you wonder about the name, and why its not a dot come, its because it was hijacked and now belongs to some band. We are working on taking it back. The site itself has gone through changes over the past year and will still in order to keep up with the rest. As we are now showing up on social networks to share our content you will also get the chance to see some who joined us to promote not only us but themselves with it. From coast to coast, at clubs and parties all over RedMunkey has showed up. Our goal is to create not only relationships but to become a place where be

"bag Lady"
"Bag Lady." On the corner of the street, huddled near a door, Dressed in filthy rags, she's a member of the poor. I held out coins to add to her pathetic little pile Her eyes lit up, and as she spoke, she beamed her brightest smile "Some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelings living in thier soul." "Lots of money, fancy cars, don't make a person whole." "I'd rather have my rusty cart... and smile my days away." "I'm a bag lady yes, and that's the way I'll stay." "I've got the pieces of my life, here in the old cart." "And cardboard to keep out the wind, when the winter starts." "It wasn't always like this, I once was just like you." "Oh yes, and did I tell you, that my name is Sue." "Yes, some folks call me Bag Lady, but I have a name." "Most folks they just won't say nothing, I think it is a shame." "Cause they're the ones that ain't got feelin

Karma, Borrowed From Another Group I Am In.
Karma is Sanskrit for "deed." In both Hinduism and Buddhism karma includes an individual's physical and mental actions which determine the consequences of the person's present life and sequential lives through rebirth. Karma is based upon the phenomena of cause and effect which denotes both action and reaction that extend through many lifetimes. There are three types of karma: "agent-karma" which is concerned with the present cause and effect, and will influence future lives; "prarabdha-karma" which had already been caused and is in the process of being effected; and, "sanchita-karma" which has been accumulated but has not yet been effected. Karma is normally thought of as a term used by eastern religions such as previously mentioned. But, in Plato's description of reincarnation he too touches on the theme of karma when saying the soul tends to become impure through bodily transmigrations. However, if the soul retains its pure state and does good acts it will return

New Christmas Poem
> TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, > > HE LIVED ALL ALONE, > > IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF > > PLASTER AND STONE. > > > > I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY > > WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, > > AND TO SEE JUST WHO > > IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. > > > > I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, > > A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, > > NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, > > NOT EVEN A TREE. > > > > NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, > > JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, > > ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES > > OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. > > > > WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, > > AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, > > A SOBER THOUGHT > > CAME THROUGH MY MIND. > > > > FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, > > IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, > > I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, > > ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. > > > > THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, > > SILENT, ALONE, > > CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR > > IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. > > > > THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, > >

A Story
It was early Saturday morning. Dan Flanagan had slept in late since his wife and daughter were away visiting his Mother-in-law for the weekend. His first big chore of the day was to clean the pool He was on his way to the back when the doorbell rang. "Is Maureen home?" cheerfully asked the young girl at the door that he recognized as Cindy, his daughter's girlfriend. Cindy was wearing an oversize t-shirt covering her bikini, carrying a beach towel and a tote bag. "She is at her grandmother's this weekend." "Oh, I forgot!" Cindy lied, a look of disappointment on her face. "But you can still use the pool if you like. I was just going to run the vacuum out there." Dan couldn't help but feel a chill run up his spine as he spoke with the young girl. At 18, the same age as his daughter, Cindy was one of the most attractive teenagers he had seen. She was also a flirt. He wasn't sure if it was innocent or by design, but she had always managed to arouse him when she had

My Bestest Creation Please Check It Out Am So Proud Of This One Here
Here it is I added her into the background, added the rose in her hand and added the butterfly and kittie and animated it all This is my best work now up to datw am so very proud of this as I would like you opinion on it so what do yous think?

"mary"
"Mary" A few days before Christmas, I was walking down the street The crunch of snow a steady sound, beneath my frozen feet When I came upon a bar room, small and dimly lit And I stopped inside to warm my bones and have a little sip. I walked up to the bar man and said, "Give me something warm." He smiled and poured the whiskey and said, "Hello, my name is Norm" I downed the glass of Christmas cheer and turned to walk away, When a hand upon my shoulder, beckoned me to stay. I thought that Norm had grabbed me, so I turned to say "What's up?" Perhaps he had a parting joke or wished to fill my cup Norm was not behind me but a woman in his place With a haunting pair of deep blue eyes and soft and gentle face. She said, "You can take me home with you, I'll go if you please." "It's a way to warm my lonely heart, from eternal freeze" "The show outside is falling, and they'll be closing soon" "And I need a living soul to hold, so I'll go if you please." Not I know I'

Deleters
FYI If you delete your account and come back... I'm not going out of my way to track you down and add you. Same goes if you deleted me "by accident". I can only assume I'm not on your list now for a reason. I will accept if you choose to add me back, but I have enough disappointments in my life now. I don't need to deal with a rejection or a pity accept. That is all for now.

"rerun"
"Rerun" When the night finds me alone, I sometimes hope I'll see Someone who will share my space, someone to be with me But only my old pillow, lays beside me here. My mind it plays old reruns, I wish that you were here. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. And me I was a co-star, we worked it side my side. I wish I could rewrite the script cause in my mind I've tried. But the plot it just won't bend, no matter how I try. It's hard to watch this rerun, there's something in my eye. Cause you are in those reruns, with credits for your name I've seen this show a thousand times, it always stays the same You play your part and break my heart, it all seems so in vain. But at least inside this rerun, you're with me once again. If I truly had my way, you know I'd

My Daughter...
I am soo upset now I just found out 2day that my daughter is getting cut off of SSI omg what is she gonna do I am just a mess...if they only knew the bills for the Diabetes and her complications...it is so fucked up sorry but I am a bit pissy....it cost 80 a bottle of insulin and not counting the strips she has 2 use let alone if she gets put into the hospital...omg well i am venting sooo bye for now....

Randy (aka) The Game
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/bsF Motörhead The Game Lyrics: It's time to play the game... Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it It's all about control and if you can take it It's all about your debt and if you can pay it It's all about pain and who's going to make it I am the game, you don't want to play me I am control, no way you can change me I am heavy debt, no way you can pay me I am the pain and I know you can't take me Look over your shoulder, ready to run Like a good little bitch from a smoking gun I am the game and I make the rules So move on out here and die like a fool Try to figure out what my mood's going to be Come on over sucker, why don't you ask me? Don't you forget that the price you can pay [ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/bsF ] 'Cause I am the game and I want to play.... It's time to play the game... Time to play the game! It's all about the game and how you play it It's a

"times"
"Times" There were times I thought I knew just who you really were There were times I thought I shared the things that you were dreaming of But like winter turns to summer, you seemed to change, Now Heaven has a partner named Hell. What happened to the times, I thought that I knew you so well? There were times our hearts were one, we liked the same music and shows There were times you read my mind, you knew the very moment I’d phone But like winter turns to summer you seemed to change, Now Heaven has a partner named Hell. What happened to the times, I thought that I knew you so well? I don’t want to talk it over, cause I know it’s just too late for that I don’t want to keep on begging, cause I know you won’t be coming back What I do want, is a chance to buy back the heart and soul I once did sell To a woman, and not just any one, but one I thought I knew so well There were times I hoped and prayed, for redemption that just never came There were times I thought

Saturday, Afternoon
His competition is really showing today. He is already done with his homework with his speech therapy he received yesterday. He walked around the block once and he is beginning to do handwriting therapy. His typing is getting almost fast like it used to be. But he still making alot of typos when he tries to type on the computer. One thing is for sure - he is getting better. In a few weeks you will not be able to tell he had a stroke in his brain stem.

Friends
Wow I just realized I'm like a freaking NOBODY on here cause I have NO friends, NO buddy's, NO B.F.F's nothing!!! I'm sad now so if YOU want to be my FRIEND, BUDDY or my B.F.F. let me know and we can be the bestest !!!! Huggz Baby's, Shiela

Ahhhh
I'm seriously to the point where I am gonna give up! I hate when your with a guy and there is no changing him! When your in a relationship there should be some compromise!! Well in mine.. yea there is not! His way or the highway! Well I'm about to get on the highway and drive really fast! I don't think deer on the wall are the "IT" thing! Camo on everything is NOT appealing! and I HATE COUNTRY! People that know Eric are probably thinking ok well your not the perfect girl for him because thats pretty much his life in 3 sentences! It's not fair I have to give up everything! He can have his little bachelor's pad because I'm about done and he can be single! Yea I might be blowing it out of proportion but I'm sick of being treated like shit, paying ALL the bills, expecting I do everything by myself! and be a perfect little girlfriend with no attitude! Well I'm a bitch! I don't let people push me around! I'm very OCD and I don't need this shit especially every

Quiz
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Upstairs 2. Your significant other? Somewhere 3. Your hair? Good 4. Your mother? Here 5. Your father? Dominant 6. Your favorite thing? Gaming 7. Your dream last night? Bloody 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? Mine 11. Music? Mine 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Employed 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Stupid 16. Muffins? Please 17. One of your wish list items? Sanity 18. Where you grew up? Unstable 19. The last thing you did? Scream 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Shit 22. Your pets? Willis 23. Your computer? Portable 24. Your life? Different 25. Your mood

Seeking Friends: What Criteria Is Important To Me...
Who become really great friends, and who are just on the periphery of our lives? What sort of people or really, what sort of motivations from people derive a true, internal friendship and which sorts are fleeting, physically-bases whether in-person or online, and hold no deeper meaning than a few smiles and maybe some heavy breathing? Life has been a constant struggle for me and sometimes I've had to deal with some very difficult things. I've lost children, been assaulted, raped, cut and beat to pieces and nearly died a couple times... things that make my confidence and trust in the human race waiver, but something inside me won't let it die. I try to derive joy where i can find it... usually it is in the children and friends around me. Developing deeper-than-surface relationships / friendships with people is important to me... MEANS SOMETHING to me... whether I know them in person and can lay eyes on them and hug them, or whether they are friends afar that I can communicate with

The Stripteasers And Comedy
Well first of all thanks Heidi for inviting me to see the Stripteasers last night. When I saw the poster I knew I wanted to go but figured I wouldn't wind up going. I'm glad I went I had a good time. For those who have never seen them I don't know how to explain it really but I'll try. First of all they are a Burlesque Act http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Burlesque . To me it isn't about stripping or at least it wasn't here, some acts combine the two. The show starts out kinda with this guy on New Years eve changing Channels some of the stuff on TV is pretty funny, a lot of the show, Some stuff was mocking ads and some of it was local NYE stuff at Roxy's the girl in the bathroom was pretty good. The over all concept is that when midnight strikes the guy loses his TV signal because everything goes digital and then he wakes up and is a a Burlesque show. Then they go into a bunch of Different Burlesque acts. Those where all pretty good also (maybe someone else who saw it

Я Вас Любил из Пушкина
А.С. Пушкин * * * Я вас любил: любовь еще, быть может, В душе моей угасла не совсем; Но пусть она вас больше не тревожит; Я не хочу печалить вас ничем. Я вас любил безмолвно, безнад

Y Heading Back To Pa. Soon
well my life has or will change again soon.wife has a fucked up back with a ruppage disk and 3 disks that r compounded.check out a few specialist here in colorado but she didnt care for any of them.well the former doctor at the nursing home she worked at told her the next thing to do is move back to pittsburgh and find the first guy that did her surgery back in "94".so i guess well get things sold here and move back to pennsylvania once the trailor we're living with is sold out.i've been depressed since the wife got hurt she had a great job here and i found a job that i didnt mind but now since she can't work and i dont have training in anything guess i'll try and find a deadend job back in pa.great right with jobs falling to foreign land i'll be broke again.oh well i'll keep plugging on i hope later all. joecool of colo.maybe in a few wks joecool of pa.

I Got Your Online Points........... Lmao
I received my online points nine times in the past thirteen hours. · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 6 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 7 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 7 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 8 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 8 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 8 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 9 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 12 hrs ago · You've just been awarded 375 points for being online! 13 hrs ago Fubar's randomness is a bit odd at times. I also have not decided on the whole angel vs. demon thing. I am unsure which is the best to do and I can't do anything till I hit Oracle so no rush in deciding. I am off to return some rates and go through friend requests. Enjoy your weekend! copy an

"admit That You Are You."
“Admit That You Are You.” There are those that seek the face, the one they longed to know. Perhaps the skin that gathered in the darkness from below. And others still they crave the truth, but abandon all that’s true Yet, still I stand here waiting, admit that you are you. You tried to keep your face, you grasped your dignity But although you tried to hide, your ways were plain to me No matter how correct, or what you thought was right Will your blanket keep you warm on the coldest winter night? Standing tall and standing proud are philosophies at their best And when the smoke has cleared away, is there really something left? Are all the things we pretend to be and all the things we do, Really pieces of our living soul; Admit that you are you. The world it spins on always, it is sure to stay the same On earth there’s those who linger, and always play the game Those who meet the strangers, who promise and who screw Yet there’s only one reality, when you admit tha

A Thank You To All
I just wanted to take the time to say thank you to all.. Yeah I know that some don't realize how big it is that this happened but it is huge to be #1 lounge :) .This is something that a lot of us worked hard for and it was a long rough road but we did it.. We came along way but like I said it wasn't easy. Many times along the road there were days where we were ready to throw in the towel and say Fuk it! However, held off on it due to the fact that we knew how much this place meant to all those involved. The Island isn't just a lounge it's a place for a lot to come and escape the real life shit they got going on even if it's just for a little bit.. To the Staff.. Thank you for all the work you have done without your help we wouldn't be where we are today.. Some of you have been here since day one thank you for sticking with us through the rough times I'm sure you remember them very well.. You should be very proud of what we have achieved, I know I am.. Keep up the good work!!

Assholes
I hate men who give our gender a bad name. More than that, it sickens me that women put up with so much shit just so they aren't alone. Many of my friends have complained to me about their relationships, and it saddens me that they put up with so much horse-shit. They deserve so much better...and the ones that don't, I don't talk to. I mean...I just don't understand the logic in it. How can you love someone that treats you like shit. Here are just a few examples of what I mean: He yells if dinner isn't ready when he comes home. I'm sorry...but a gentleman never raises his voice over such petty matters. A woman is to be treasured for who she is, not a slave for your own desires at your own schedule. So dinner is not ready, so what? Is that the end of the world? After being apart for 8-9 hours, the only thing I want from my woman is a kiss and a hug, to look in her eyes and let her know I love her and missed her. Perhaps she has had a difficult day, instead of getting upset I would ju

Limits????
Oh what the hell ? why are there daily rate limits placed according to levels? now that I'm truly Addickited i run into this brick wall damm it! There are SO Many FU sexxies I still wanna RATe but today I have reached my limit so I can only WISH!!! and WHWy YYY do the damn bouncers pounce on me ALL the time WTF???? wat is UP with THAT??? so if any sexy fu happens to see me visit but not rate today it's not my fault blame it on the FU powers that be SO just in case you don't get I AM SOO FUUUKING PISSSED!!!

Tag, You're It!!!! 2
Tagged By ~behavin~ You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Nightstand 2. Your significant other? Affectionate 3. Your hair? Red 4. Your mother? Relaxed 5. Your father? Charming 6. Your favorite thing? Reading 7. Your dream last night? Weird 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Developing 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? Meaningful 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Unworried 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Judgmental 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Harmony 18. Where you grew up? USA 19. The last thing you did? Ate 20. What are you wearing? Nightgown 21. TV? Off 22. Your pets? None 23. Your computer? La

Thoughts Of The Day
Loving a person takes courage loving a person changes you makes you softer in some aspects and harder in others it changes us all love is hard to come by so when it does grab on and never let go never throw it away because you think its a bad idea.. be true to the ones you love and they will be true to you love the ones you love and they will love you always

Get It Right
i herd some roomers today lmao and that just what they are ,yes i have a lot of female friends and just as many male friends ...to set any story straight i have only meet 1 person off of fubar .. so who ever said i meet a lot of ladies and f#@k them then go to the next your 100% wrong and as for the cheating on my who is now my X WIFE who i did not cheat on the 9+years we were together and yes she has cheated on me 1 time that i know of and has left me several other times and yes she left me for some guy from fubar(who never showed up to meet her lol) but the story is i am here for friends....if some thing more would happened with a special some 1 in r/l then so be it ... don't be jealous or hate me that i have a lot of friends and my TRUE FRIENDS have always and i know will always be there for me when i need them the most as i am there for them when they need me.... so ask before you speak BS about me

Say Hello On My Page
Hey all... I would love it if some of my FU family and friends would leave me a voice comment. It is easy to do. Just go to my home page, under my about me section. And click on the "record by phone" button. If you have one on your page I will be happy to do the same! Look forward to actually hearing from ya! shane aka.. Achievingit

Why Cant You Leave Me Alone
ok, i leave you alone all i ask is that you leave me alone, delete the fubar account you stole from me. why cant you leave me alone? i'm not coming back to you, i dont want you back! please leave me alone.

Why Lie
Okay so why is it that when someone is scared of you they feel the need to lie to you. Why is it that people just cant be fucking honest with each other anymore.... is it really that fucking hard to do?? I dont think so and thats probably why I intimadate people. What do ya'll think????

We Have Been Asked For Help....
My fu-ownee, and friend, Ms. Sassy, sent me a message... "I have a huge favor to ask of you!! SGT DV (my number 3 friend) has auto 11's on. Can you send some Club Mystic members to her page to rate her? She is going into Cancer Treatment Center of America next week to hopefully find a better treatment plan for her breast cancer and I am trying to help her get as many points as possible before she goes. " This courageous young lady is about to undergo treatment for breast cancer, so plz send her some love today if you possibly can...I have f/a/r'ed her, and let her know that some Club Mystic members will be visiting her page today, plz f/a/r her and let her know that you are a member of Club Mystic, and pray for successful treatment... ~SGT DOMESTIC VIOLENCE~ALWAYS HOT & READY~ASST. GENERAL MANAGER @SOUTHERN RADIO*~~~@ fubar ----------------------------------------- SouthernBaby's auto-11's went well! Thanks to all who rated her pics! She is

Online Driving School
So I'm taking this online driving school so I don't get points for a ticket I got. Yes, I'm taking it as I'm typing this because they make you stay on each page for a certain amount of time, which happens to be slow enough for a mentally challenged 8 year old. I just ran across this portion of the course: According to the formula we’ve just discussed, to stop a vehicle at this speed, the driver would require a total stopping distance of 40 feet (20 x 2). Approximately 22 feet (20 + 2) would be used for reaction distance and the balance of 18 feet would be required for braking distance. If a child is about 25 feet away and runs out into the path of your vehicle from between two parked cars, what is going to happen? (Remember: Your approximate total stopping distance is 40 feet.) Most likely you’ll strike the child and it will be another 10 or 15 feet before you are able to completely stop your vehicle. There probably was nothing you could have done to prevent this once yo

Craigslist Hookers
DISCLAIMER: Nothing I say or do is to taken seriously. I do write the truth from my own personal life experiences. That being said please enjoy laugh and learn. This is an issue I don't address much but as a hobby I go to craigslist.org Look at the personals and erotic services. Looking at the ads make me laugh but the erotic services really make me wonder why is it so much for sex some girls are charging way more than they're worth but $350 for an hour of banging come on now. That’s $350 dollars to rent out your vagina for 60 minutes I almost wish I could get the cash up cause I have good stamina and some length take that then throw some benzocane on my cock you get problems. I'd get one, fuck her until she bleeds and is crying then I'd be like that’s worth $350 then drop another $350 in her face and destroy her ass take her out of the game for a few weeks. and they're not that good looking the hookers I plowed in Europe where 100x better looking then some of these chicks and the

Friend Starting Over Again,lets Help Him Get Back To Where He Was Please!
Come check out my sexy friend all!!He had to start his fubar acct. all over again so I am tryng to get him back to his level he was at and need my friends help. AND MAKE SURE YOU TELL HIM ~Bratt~ SENT YA!! love ya's=) wastntime@ fubar ♥~BRATT~♥@ fubar

Tag Ur It !!
Tagged By ~behavin~ You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? messy 4. Your mother? warm 5. Your father? best 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? nightmare 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? neverending 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? mixed 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? bed 15. What you're not? angel 16. Muffins? bagel 17. One of your wish list items? happiness 18. Where you grew up? Germany 19. The last thing you did? clicked 20. What are you wearing? sweats 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? dimy 23. Your computer? stinks 24. Your life? ok 25.

Html Code For Auto-11's...
GUESS WHO HAS AUTO-11'S? CinDragon!!! Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar SHE HAS THEM RUNNING FROM 3pm FU-TIME, SATURDAY, DECEMBER 27!!! THAT'S 5PM CST, AND 6PM EST!! LOTS OF TIME TO GET SOME BIG POINTS AND FUBUCKS!!! PLEASE HELP TO GET HER CLOSER TO PROPHET??? THANKS IN ADVANCE FOR ANY AND ALL HELP!!! SEND PM FOR RETURN RATES!!! CinDragon-Founder of ClubMystic-PegasusProject-FuAngel-I.B.I.C@ fubar FONDLY PIMPED OUT BY THE MEMBERS OF: Club Mystic!@ fubar This html code blatantly stolen from (and slightly altered): Ms. Sassy{Shadow Leveler}@ fubar show her some love as well, she RAWKS!!! THANKS TO SCARLETT FOR MAKING THIS STICKY! Plz show her mad love! Scarlett{Shadow Leveler}{Yeahmon's Angels}@ fubar

I Don't Measure Up...
It never fails to amaze me how confusing human relationships are. we humans are so incredibly stupid and selfish and yet we wonder and agonize over why we can find love. It boggles the mind! we tell each other we don't want relationships and yet we get hurt when someone we like doesn't wait for us and tries to find happiness. we are never clear about what we want from other people but expect them to know. we get too impatient and always seem to move on one minute sooner than was necessary and then lose people we really REALLY like. i'm not perfect...i make LOTS of mistakes. but you have to understand something: if you sleep with me and then don't really bother talking to me until the next time you want sex, wouldn't it be reasonable to assume that's all I'm good for to that person? who are you to decide whether you're worthy to be loved or not? shouldn't that be the choice of the person willing to give you their heart...if you only WANTED it??? Fubar is a meat market and

Kisses
Your Kissing Grade: A- You are truly an amazing kisser. Your kisses are extraordinarily mind blowing. Whether you're naturally a good kisser or not, you've taken the time learn how to be the best kisser possible. Anyone would be lucky to get a kiss from you! How Do Your Kisses Rate?

Truths
Summary of Life GREAT TRUTHS THAT LITTLE CHILDREN HAVE LEARNED: 1) No matter how hard you try, you can't baptize cats. 2) When your Mom is mad at your Dad, don't let her brush your hair. 3) If your sister hits you, don't hit her back. They always catch the second person. 4) Never ask your 3-year old brother to hold a tomato. 5) You can't trust dogs to watch your food. 6) Don't sneeze when someone is cutting your hair 7) Never hold a Dust-Buster and a cat at the same time. 8) You can't hide a piece of broccoli in a glass of milk. 9) Don't wear polka-dot underwear under white shorts. GREAT TRUTHS THAT ADULTS HAVE LEARNED: 1) Raising teenagers is like nailing jelly to a tree. 2) Wrinkles don't hurt. 3) Families are like fudge..mostly sweet, with a few nuts. 4) Today's mighty oak is just yesterday's nut that held its ground. 5) Laughing is good exercise. It's like jogging on the inside.

Pimp Out To My New Fu-owner...you So Rock!!!
~ SilverPixi ~ My New FuOwner Rocks!! She returns all Love ~ So Please Show this AWESOME Woman Some Love! ~ She's always there to lend an ear...and help out. You wont be sorry Trust Me!!~ Just Click on Pic to visit her page and say Hello!! Silverpixi~Club United~LollipopGurlz~ FSC~Owner of Miss Crys {Please read my profile}@ fubar

"no Escape"
“No Escape” All my life I’ve challenged fear I’ve gambled with my life so dear I rolled the dice and spun the wheel Sometimes my world seemed so unreal. I danced with terror, I bedded pain So many times and time again Cuffs and shackles, all tests of will They fell before my special skill Until the day you came to me The single challenge I could not flee How very, very, very true I now am helpless because of you. I always thought I could not fail Be it flaming box or rope or jail But you captured me right from the start And you placed a lock upon my heart. Now you alone shall hold the key And I will not struggle to break free Because you’re you , I accept my fate With you I know there’s “no escape”.

I Hate
when I stalk someone into a blog of someone who isn't on my friends list, and the poster leaves a comment along the lines of "OMG! THE Captain Cooter stopped by MY blog!" or I go to someone's profile, and they say "OMG! I can't believe the great Captain Cooter stopped my lowly old me's profile". I'm not a celebrity or nothin. I'm not better than anyone else. Ok, so maybe I am better than most...but still, I'm just an average guy. I don't get why people get so wet in the panties when I stop by their page. It makes me feel awkward. It also makes me feel awkward when bouncers send me a friend request. I do a lot of bashing on them and the site admins...I know they know me for it. Another thing that is odd is when one of the red profiles stop by my page. They do it more often than you'd expect. And one of the almost-red girls stops by my page at least once a week. I have fumous stalkers. Seriously...I'm not that net-famous, am I?

My Friends...
On fu and in real life... are truly amazing. The "holidays" are rough for me, all the drinking the fuckin cheer...kinna makes me want to barf. About a month ago I almost relapsed, had a difficult time for a full night and a morning, even called my drug counselor (they weren't even open yet lol) I got a hold of a good friend who is a recovering addict herself, it felt good to know what I was feeling was normal and to push through. I thank her and God for that. I'm still facing "issues"... I can't be around my friends drinking...haven't been able to for over a month. When my family broke out the wine on Thanksgiving and offered me a drink, I had to leave. So, I've missed out on all the girls nights...I denied a request to go out with my best friend of all time last night...and I haven't seen her in months! I'm not able to make myself go to my other girls holiday party tonight....ugh! *kicks self* I know why now...thanks to my good friend whom understands why I'm not

{{over Now}}auto 11 Today For Deana 'd'
Show some Fu Luvin Auto's ON Help 'D' Deana make GODMOTHER 'D'@ fubar Pimp out brought to you by ... Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'@ fubar

One Word..
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Sandi tagged me lol Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? charging 2. Your significant other? Hmmmm... 3. Your hair? Brown 4. Your mother? Sleeping 5. Your father? A$$hole 6. Your favorite thing? Him 7. Your dream last night? Dunno 8. Your favorite drink? Tea 9. Your dream/goal? Loved 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Somewhere 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Pretty 16. Muffins? Apple 17. One of your wish list items? Vacation 18. Where you grew up? Pittsburgh 19. The last thing you did? This 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? Kitties 23. Your computer? Dell 24. Your life? In

Split Second By Alex Kava
Plot Summary: FBI profiler Maggie O'Dell, star of Kava's first thriller, is back again in her second, but her return is not a happy one. From the very first scene, in which serial killer Albert Stucky escapes from two pitifully inadequate prison guards, through the inevitable and apparently endless escalation of brutality (usually against women), to the predictable ending, this is strictly a blender job: part Thomas Harris and part Patricia Cornwell, with odd bones and scraps tossed in from other similarly grisly and more successful sources. O'Dell, who plays Clarice Starling to Stucky's Hannibal Lecter, is still physically and mentally scarred by the two years she spent on his case and she's fighting to get back on it. She gets her wish. Before she can even unpack the boxes in her new home, one of her neighbors disappears, leaving behind a bloody mess, and another is found dead in a Dumpster. Soon, Stucky strikes even closer to home. My Comments: Another solid delivery from Kava.

Firing The Western Canon This Weekend
For my birthday meal, we decided to go to Up The Creek, one of several places here in Minot where you get your meal free on your birthday. Both of us elected to have the buttermilk grilled chicken, the said meat with said sauce on a bed of garlic mashed potatoes with you choice of side dish and tossed salad. For dessert we had their s’mores special; it’s a brownie for two with toasted marshmallows and graham crackers with two spoons for eating. It is so good and sticky, and we enjoyed the meal without Sarah and Jeffrey who were being watched by their grandparents until we picked them up and enjoyed chicken noodle soup. We need more date nights like that … Committed as I think I am to bringing about the greatest amount of enlightenment in the least possible space (Ray Bradbury’s magnum opus “Fahrenheit 451” is a warning against that – got to love the irony) “The Western Canon” (ISBN 1573225142) by Harold Bloom, a Yale humanities professor and NYU English professor is seemingly ac

Saturday, December 13
My husband is getting better with each day. His stroke was devastating but to see him today you can almost not know he had one. He had his speech therapy on Friday and he is so much better. He has home work to do yet to turn at his next speech therapy. Will tell you how he progressing as we go. He needs to practice his handwriting. He can write, finally, but it needs some work so he keeps pushing himself.

Screw You
Did reading the Subject make you horny? - No but I was thinking dirty Are you already thinking about someone? - why yes I am How old were you when you lost your virginity? - 17 on Thanksgiving Day Ever take someones virginity? - Nope Ever plan to wait til marriage? - That was the plan but it got derailed When did you last have sex? - hmmmmm, a few nights ago. Sex life has suffered since the move in with the in-laws. Do you consider yourself dominant? - No, I prefer to be submissive What form of birth control do you use? - Good ole hysterectomy Do you have any children? - I have three. Wilson is 13, Kinsley is 11 and Olivia is 8. Ever give or receive the SHOCKER? - I have received :D Do you know a SHOCKER slogan? - they have slogans? Are you a freak in the sheets? - can be, depending on mood and drug/alcohol comsumption Do the drapes match the curtains? - Nope. My natural hair color is brown, which is now dyed bl

Tagged By Pleasurable Trouble
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? ear 2. Your significant other? Ugh 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? shopping 5. Your father? hmmmmm 6. Your favorite thing? dancing 7. Your dream last night? weird 8. Your favorite drink? tea 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? crowded 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? evil 16. Muffins? ewwwwww 17. One of your wish list items? Money 18. Where you grew up? VA 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? Dora 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? Sucks 24. Your life? sucks 25. Your mood? sucks 26. Missing s

Update....mad Tatter's Is Going Out!
Hey, everyone..have an update on tonight............................ Saturday, December 13, 2008 we will be out at 40 Ounces of Freedom to hear my cousin's band play. We'll be there around 9 or so, and we'll have our Gift Certificates with us if you want to purchase one! So, come out to hear the band and remember.....Always have a designated driver!....................................... It's my cousin, Alan Ricci's band. (Yes, this is my first time seeing them.) The bar is in Jonesville. There is no cover charge. Hope to see you tonight!! Mad Tatter

Rip 12-12-08 I Love You!!!!!!!!!!!
Jason, Grandma died at about 1:15 pm today (Friday). She wanted her grandchildren to hear before it was publically announced. She also made arrangements for her monthly check to you to continue and I will make sure that happens. I am sorry to hear that you are on the streets. You now have a very powerful angel in heaven watching over you. Count on her to lead you safely home. Love, Uncle David

My Name? This Is Why
Everyone asks me why I call myself Jayded and yes I know I spell it different than its supposed to be. But to put it simply...... life, love and men have jaded me. And I honestly believe at my age everyone is a little jaded , its what molds us to who we are so I dont see it in a bad way. When you have been betrayed, used, pushed around, walked on and just plain hurt by someone it will make you jaded a little everytime. But I wouldnt trade any of my experiences cause it makes me the strong women I am today. Does it mean that every guy that comes into my life is going to pay for the mistakes of the last relationship? NO..........Every relationship that has ever ended good or bad ive learned something from it and moved on and tried to make it better the next time, its all you can do. But everytime Ive been hurt my heart gets a little more guarded and harder to get to. I dont wear it on my sleeve like I used to for someone to crush. The one that grabs a hold of my heart again wil

Lady Lover
Posted on my profile Not even enough class to E-mail me. Cuz Im a guy an rated her Pictures.. Then says Pay her to see Pics Freaking WHORE!!!! Lady lover! Fu wifey to danni! ~Member of Heels and Wheels~@ fubar I am a LESBIAN, my page makes this very clear. Since I get 20-30 freind requests a day from males I posted a notice with my photos. Photos that YOU just rated. so you should have seen it. If you would really like to be added so you can perv my pics send me 50,000 fu-bucks and Ill add you for ONE DAY. have a nice day

Been Long Enough
These lonely days can really wear on a person like it is me right now. IT is hard to find the strength to keep going day after day with no one to hold you at night and make the stress go away even if it is for just a moment. I am a very strong person and have been thrue alot these past 5 years and I know I can get thru anything life wants to throw at me, there is no stopping me, I know this and so does everyone else but there comes a time when you need someone there and no one is there. I need to feel loved and have someone tell me they love me even if they dont mean it. I need to feel wanted and missed and know they think about me as much as i think about them. I want to feel sexy cause they cant get enough. I want to be that couple that goes out and makes everyone else jealous. I want to go to bed feeling safe again and wake up starting my day off right because the love of my life is lying next to me. I need that back in my life but does a love like that really exist for a second

My Singing Kept Him From Going To Jail Last Night..
Long story short, we were both drinking. Got pulled over. He was in the back of the cop car. The called me over and told me to sing... How ever good I was determined if he was going to be set free. For whatever reason I sung "You Are My Sunshine"... At they said "Go ahead and let him out of the backseat. " So I let him out... They told me I have to drive home... Jamie drives a stick shift... I don't know how to drive a stick shift... But I made it home, no matter how many times I stalled out the car... I really need to learn how to drive a stick shift...

Porn
por⋅nog⋅ra⋅phy [pawr-nog-ruh-fee]- obscene writings, drawings, photographs, or the like, esp. those having little or no artistic merit. i have to admit. i like porn. im not the biggest fan of porn but i do watch it for reasons you dont have to know. :P anyway, i helped my friend do his thesis about, well, porn. and yeah more than 90% of the people we surveyed said they wouldnt go on a serious relationship with a pornstar because some say their disgusting, some say they cant stand the thought of their partner having sex with other people for money. well if you ask me i wouldnt either because its just so improper, letting go of your values and pride for money. i like porn yeah but i dont like the pornstars. whenever i see them pornstars i get an impression that theres a husband/bf/wife/gf at home somewhere is being cheated on. i thought of them as home wreckers and mistresses-in-the-making. that was before i discovered Christian's Blogs. Christian is a

Tag
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? desk 2. Your significant other? Michelle 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? missed 5. Your father? ? 6. Your favorite thing? Kissing 7. Your dream last night? mmmm 8. Your favorite drink? scotch 9. Your dream/goal? Love 10. The room you're in? dining 11. Music? all 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? Perfect 16. Muffins? blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Tennessee 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? Workout 21. TV? sci-fi 22. Your pets? bandit 23. Your computer? dell 24. Your life? crazy 25. Your mood? confuse

Overseas Once More
Once again i am overseas doing my job the best way i know how this time im away from family my wife kids other than my parents. last time it was easier cause i didnt have all that i mean yhea i had my parents and brothers and sisters not just the ones i work with but my blood ones. but hey you know how it goes come home for a year and leave for a year and half. But that is the carrer i choose for my self whether or not it was a right one im sticking to it until the end even tho some people may not like my job i love my job and hey who else to better judge if my job is good for me other than myself. The whole purpose of this was to let everyone know i was overseas again and when i get a mailing address i will give it out. but other than that feel free to write me on here or for my close friends can just use my email address. well gotta run talk to yall when i can.

Ever Thought About Getting Marred For Real?
my name is Rev. Darrel. I am a real lic Minister from the Universal Life Church in Modesto, Calif. I have been a lic Minister since November 19, 1993. Have you ever thought about getting married in Paradise? Well, this is your chance. I live in Paradise, California. Instead of running to Reno and getting married in a tacky chapel you can get married in Paradise in the woods or in a out doors gazebo. very beautiful. Let me know on my yahoo IM or email if interested. ParadiseChubbyChaser@yahoo.com

Tag Your It
Tagged By J+A+B=ME You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? home 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? crazy 5. Your father? working 6. Your favorite thing? shopping 7. Your dream last night? naughty 8. Your favorite drink? smoothie 9. Your dream/goal? loved 10. The room you're in? parents 11. Music? pop 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? liar 16. Muffins? OMG 17. One of your wish list items? car 18. Where you grew up? canada 19. The last thing you did? slept 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? 4 22. Your pets? son 23. Your computer? new 24. Your life? awesome 25. Your mood? g

See Me And Chat With Melive Via Cam
I AM A WEBCAM MODEL, AND YOU CAN SET UP PRIVATE ONE ON ONE LIVE CAM SHOWS BY APPOINTMENT WITH ME! PRIVATE PERFORMANCES PERFORMED ON SKYPE. YOU MUST SUBMIT PAYMENT FOR A 30 MINUTE BLOCK PERFORMANCE THROUGH PAY PAL BEFORE THE SHOW BEGINS. IT'S 30 MINUTES FOR $85.00 FLAT. SET UP YOUR PAY PAL AND SKYPE, THEN EMAIL ME YOUR SKYPE USERNAME. I ADD YOU, YOU SUBMIT PAYMENT VIA PAYPAL, I VERIFY PAYMENT, AND THE SHOW BEGINS... AND OOOOOH DO I LOVE CAM 2 CAM ;) CONTACT ME FOR MY PAYPAL INFO, AND TO SET UP A SHOW APPOINTMENT. XOXOX

My Brother, Also A True Story
I learned something not so very long ago... I had not seen my brother in many years, One day as I exited an interstate ramp I noticed a guy holding this sign..."will work for food", as I drove past I noticed it was my brother, very much to my surprise!!! My brother has been no stranger to tragedy, but this was a bit extreme. I finally got up the curiosity to turn back to see why his life was this way...as I pulled my truck up in the grass to talk to him, he recognized me...he immediatly came to my truck...reached in to shake my hand...then stood back away from the window for a minute...reached into his pocket and pulled out a large handfull of money 10's, 20's, and pitched them through my window...said he had lots more where that came from...that he was just using it for drugs anyway....how heartbreaking...taking advantage of those thoughtful souls that donated that to him...I collected the money...handed it back to him...slowly drove away with a tear in my eye, and I will never un

For The Springfield Eugene Or Ladies
My hobby is photography and through the past years I have used only 35mm film. I am now exploring digital. I have practiced some but would like to get into sexy glamor shots. I am using software that allows me to work with digital (i.e. special effects, etc such as Photoshop). I could not pay anything except give you all the photos. The pics would be given to you on disk and I would sign a waiver indicating none of the pics taken would be posted or shown to anyone. Nudity and semi-nudity would be involved. Lets talk.....I have already completed one session with a lady in Dallas. Age and size does not matter. I would love to do glamor shots with two ladies. I am hoping to secure one session which could lead me to other ladies who desire to be photographed.

Tag Your It!
Tagged By J+A+B=ME You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? gone 2. Your significant other? amy 3. Your hair? none 4. Your mother? weird 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? friends 7. Your dream last night? dirty 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? 80's 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? home 14. Where were you last night? here 15. What you're not? mean 16. Muffins? yummy 17. One of your wish list items? money 18. Where you grew up? Michigan 19. The last thing you did? clicked 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? two 22. Your pets? kids 23. Your computer? old 24. Your life? better 25. Your

Screw You!!!!
Did reading the Subject make you horny? Nope Are you already thinking about someone? That would be telling. How old were you when you lost your virginity? 18. Ever take someones virginity? not that i'm aware of. Ever plan to wait til marriage? hell no..... i'd still be a virgin if I did. When did you last have sex? Does my hand count??? Do you consider yourself dominant? No. What form of birth control do you use? Usually abstinence. Do you have any children? nope, not likely to. Ever give or receive the SHOCKER? *confuddled* Do you know a SHOCKER slogan? See above. Are you a freak in the sheets? It has been said. Do the drapes match the curtains? I haz no drapes or is that the other way round? Do you have sex dreams? hell yeah. Ever been called a whore or slut? lmao,hell yeah and many others. Ever try anal sex? If not, would you? yes Is there anything sexual you wouldnt try? I certainly wouldn't hook myself to the ceiling. Bases: What is 1st base? Lu

Tag...you're It !!
Tagged By Honeypots You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? none 2. Your significant other? Paul 3. Your hair? Long 4. Your mother? Dead 5. Your father? Unknown 6. Your favorite thing? Games 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? Living 11. Music?50's 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? Washington 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? Clothing 21. TV? Blah 22. Your pets? Dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic 25

Mystery Santa
Just a memory now, I used to have a great friend, we partied together, laughed at life, enjoyed her children, were both very young, she was 24, I was 26, Long story made short, her husband went to prison leaving her with 6 children to raise on her own. She had nothing. Here is where the story gets sad, she got involved with a guy, ended up catching aids from him, was very sick for many years. She knew she was slowly dying and I remained a close friend thru her demise. At Christmas time I used to buy her entire family gifts and secretly place them outside her door in the middle of the night as they all slept, this went on for 5 years as she slowly got sicker and sicker, on the 6th year...I went to deliver her Christmas gifts as normal. Her home was Empty. She died the day before, there were people there cleaning her home, they said that no one had any information on where her children were or anything, That year was the saddest Christmas for me. To this day I dont think she ever k

Tag Your It !
Tagged By Grlskikass2 You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? david 3. Your hair? long 4. Your mother? great 5. Your father? deceased 6. Your favorite thing? computer 7. Your dream last night? crush 8. Your favorite drink? coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? parlor 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Florida 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Sane 16. Muffins? none 17. One of your wish list items? sex 18. Where you grew up? Mass 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? robe 21. TV? never 22. Your pets? Dog 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? Chaotic

Joke For The Day
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human Beings are the only animals that stutter," she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered." The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the Rottweiler that lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard!" "That must've been scary," said the teacher. "It sure was," said the little girl. "My kitty raised his back, went Sssss, Sssss, Sssss" and before he could say "Shit," the Rottweiler ate him! The teacher wet her pants laughing.

An Erotic Night
An erotic night in which she had planned As I gave in to her every demand Her skin like milk and body so cold My soul once mine has now been sold Her eyes they glowed in the pitch black room With a smile on her face to seal my doom Her nails so sharp she scraped down my chest My blood then trickled onto her breasts We shared our blood in the passion and fire A taste so sweet that we both now desire by goth_pet

Leonard Cohen Knows My Soul.
I loved you for a long, long time I know this love is real It don't matter how it all went wrong That don't change the way I feel And I can't believe that time's Gonna heal this wound I'm speaking of There ain't no cure, There ain't no cure, There ain't no cure for love I'm aching for you baby I can't pretend I'm not I need to see you naked In your body and your thought I've got you like a habit And I'll never get enough There ain't no cure, There ain't no cure, There ain't no cure for love There ain't no cure for love There ain't no cure for love All the rocket ships are climbing through the sky The holy books are open wide The doctors working day and night But they'll never ever find that cure for love There ain't no drink no drug (Ah tell them, angels) There's nothing pure enough to be a cure for love I see you in the subway and I see you on the bus I see you lying down with me, I see you waking up I see your hand, I see your hair Your bracelets and

She Thinks I'm So Brave.....
Underneath her skin and jewelry, hidden in her words and eyes is a wall that's cold and ugly and she's scared as hell. Trembling at the thought of feeling. Wide awake and keeping distance. Nothing seems to penetrate her. She's scared as hell. I am frightened to. Wide awake and keeping distance from my soul. I am scared like you.

Pics
Just makes no sense to me why you can get on here an show off your naked body male or female but if you have a pretty poem or you have clothes on you get flagged i dont understand that..Thought this was a family oriented site.

A Season In Hell
A while back, if I remember right, my life was one long party where all hearts were open wide, where all wines kept flowing. One night, I sat Beauty down on my lap.—And I found her galling.—And I roughed her up. I armed myself against justice. I ran away. O witches, O misery, O hatred, my treasure's been turned over to you! I managed to make every trace of human hope vanish from my mind. I pounced on every joy like a ferocious animal eager to strangle it. I called for executioners so that, while dying, I could bite the butts of their rifles. I called for plagues to choke me with sand, with blood. Bad luck was my god. I stretched out in the muck. I dried myself in the air of crime. And I played tricks on insanity. And Spring brought me the frightening laugh of the idiot. So, just recently, when I found myself on the brink of the final squawk! it dawned on me to look again for the key to that ancient party where I might find my appetite once more. Charity is that

Left
Darkest clouds have gathered in the skies Drops like needles pierce translucent skin, I can feel them filling up my eyes- Ugly storm is brewing from within In a clearing I'm standing all alone There is not a living soul around; Without you I'm just a lonely drone I am stranded here, I am homebound You have left, not knowing that I stayed Leaving, couldn't hear my voiceless plea; Many times I hoped and prayed That someday you would come back after me Rain is getting harder to withstand Weakened mind and body feels no pain. Covered up in muddy grass and sand, I will soon be with you once again

New Shoes
She wore them with silk and black sheers, Her winter legs twin moons under lace– New shoes. handmade, gleaming, polished As a lake at twilight or a new mirror: Fashioned for men, but cut for a woman. He wanted her, he said, wearing those shoes. Dreaming as they measure her shoeless, A cobbler in Florence, his tape shearing Her foot, no question a woman Requires such shoes. Wear them with lace, Signora, offering brush and polish. The saddle's rough, but the toe will mirror All he undoes, her each gesture mirror His guiding one, as she rises in shoes Made for holding ground, for polished Floors, for business in suits and sheers. When I wear them, she muses, will he unlace And unravel me? Take have and woman Me? His hands open her skirt, manning And mixing until her face is his mirror, Till he seats and unties her, untangling laces, Loosening, pulling, prizing back shoe Edge, cherry insoles flushed, he shears The tongue from each sweat-polished Instep. For

Next Chapter
Life takes it's shot at you like a thief in the night, so dark can't see lost my vision lost sight. I stand my ground pound for pound round after round my eyes split all I have is this microphone so I can spit words of wisdom so I can make it through and get over it. Heartbroken words are spoken from a broken past from relationships you try to make work, but just won't last, Keep your friends close and your family closer rid yourself of those that suck the life out of you and turn there back on you. The time is now to write the next chapter of your life to shift into high gear never give up never back down. Never let quit be apart of your vocabulary replace with perserverance, confidence, and prosperity. Never take life for granted remember to plant seeds that will grow when planted. If you make wrong decisions it is never to late to make things right even if you have lost sight of all the things that really matter in life. Pain and strife and financial struggle contemplating suicide w

Being Psycho-soul Mates, It's Just Better This Way.
These moments in time are yours, These two moments are your to keep. Treasure them For we must each go along our own paths, You to your destiny, I to mine. The dreams I dream of you, As I lay awake at night. Tears flowing down your face, Rivers flowing down mine, As we think of our parting, And reminisce our love. But always remember, That I am here, I am here, I am here in your very beginning. Our love cannot be forgotten For I am here, I am here, Hiding from you.

Burg Is The Word Of The Day
Have You Had Your Daily Dose Of "Burg" ? Well Why Not! He Is An Amazing Owner and A Truly Great Friend, So Go Spank Him Hard! BURG Rate Him! Bling Him! Crush Him! And Tell Him "Your Ultimate Desire" Sent You! Oh, and A Little Secret..He REALLY Wants a Nice Bling Pack for Christmas! :) BURG

Cute Face, Thick Waist Got Me
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? dunno. :-S 2. Your significant other? none 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? Loud 5. Your father? boss 6. Your favorite thing? Bling 7. Your dream last night? dunno 8. Your favorite drink? Coke 9. Your dream/goal? Level 10. The room you're in? dining 11. Music? Rock 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? MySpace 14. Where were you last night? Here 15. What you're not? Famous 17. One of your wish list items? FUHeart 18. Where you grew up? Idid? 19. The last thing you did? Coffee 20. What are you wearing? Housecoat 21. TV? 24 22. Your pets? Pussies 23. Your computer? Old 24. Your life? what? 25. Your mood? giggly 26. Missing someone? Kinda

Weeweechu....
It's a romantic full moon, when Pedro said, "Hey, mamacita, let's do Weeweechu." Oh no, not now, let's look at the moon!" said Rosita. Oh, c'mon baby, let's you and I do Weeweechu. I love you and it's the perfect time," Pedro begged. "But I wanna just hold your hand and watch the moon." replied Rosita. Please, corazoncito, just once, do Weeweechu with me." Rosita looked at Pedro and said, "OK, one time, we'll do Weeweechu." Pedro grabbed his guitar and they both sang..... "Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, Weeweechu a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year." MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!! Light & Love Always, Paulette

Dusting
Dust if you must, but wouldn't it be better, To paint a picture or write a letter, Bake a cake or plant a seed, Ponder the difference between want and need? Dust if you must, but there's not much time, With rivers to swim and mountains to climb, Music to hear and books to read, Friends to cherish and life to lead. Dust if you must, but the world's out there With the sun in your eyes, the wind in your hair, A flutter of snow, a shower of rain. This day will not come 'round again. Dust if you must, but bear in mind, Old age will come and it's not always kind. And when you go and go you must, You, yourself, will make more dust.

Today Let's Ask Ourselves This;what Healing Things Do I Like To Do?
To heal ourselves is a reclamation of the power we all have as living beings to live in harmony with the life energy and to fulfill our potential as creatures among many on this planet. --Chellis Glendinning We live in a world that tells us healing only comes from outside ourselves. To some, it may seem odd to think each of us has the ability to heal ourselves. How is this possible? Easy - we can do it if we believe we can. Whatever we believe we cannot do will remain beyond our ability. But believing we can heal ourselves gives us access to many healing ways. Self-acceptance is healing. Singing, playing, walking by a river are healing. Even helping others with their problems can be healing to us. There are as many ways of self-healing as there are people in the world. Once we experience what is healing for us, we can go on to discover many more healing acts to share with others. To heal ourselves is a reclamation of the power we all have as living beings to live in harmony wit

What I Love.
If asked why I love her I would say It’s the sway in her hips, the thickness in her thighs. It’s the lust in her lips, the love in her eyes. It’s the softness of her skin, the silk in her hair. It’s the twist in her walk; it’s the sweetness in her talk. It’s the way she loves me that makes me love her each day. That is what I would say.

Member Of The Week 12/13 To 12/20
This is our second week for Members of the Week. Please treat this member like you would want to be treated. Generosity, rates, gifts and comments. Blings are not mandatory. Hit her Hard, she was a elite Member so that showed she has dedicated herself to Club United with Lotsa Love. Time to give it all back to her now.. ~Babygirl~ Shaggy's Wifey ~Club United Elite Member & Club Tabu Member~@ fubar

The World Ain't Perfect, So We Gotta Make Adjustments To Ours.
Your sincere best If reality isn't working for you, change it. If there are limitations that hold you back, transcend them. Reality is what you make of it. Life is the way you choose to live it. Gently accept the way things are. And then put the energy of your focus on exactly how you would like for things to be. Everything in your world happens for a reason. Get yourself some good, meaningful, compelling reasons and use them to drive events forward. You don't have to settle for anything less than the absolute best for yourself and your world. For you can act in every moment with the positive, purposeful energy of your own unique life. Give your sincere best in every moment, at every opportunity. And make the reality of life as outstandingly beautiful as you know it can be. -- Ralph Marston

That Time Again
That time of year again, I am back to one day off a week till the first week of January.. I'll still be around but at the oddest times.. As you guys go out there and shop, don't forget to be nice to those cashiers and please oh please, don't forget, just because you are in a store, someone still has to clean up after your shit, have some common courtesy, we do want to go home too.. Oh, and the TOY section of the store is NOT the babysitting section, get control of your kids!!!

The Best Gift Ever!!!
In the United States: More than 100,300 people are waiting for an organ transplant. On average, 18 people die each day waiting for a transplant (nearly 6,700 people in 2007). Every 12 minutes a new name is added to the national waiting list. Only one out of four people on the organ transplant waiting list actually receive organs. Number of Michigan Residents Waiting for: Kidneys............2,504 Heart.................70 Lung..................58 Liver................304 Kidney/Liver..........13 Kidney/Heart...........1 Pancreas..............25 Kidney/Pancreas.......63 Total..............3,038 These numbers represent people - family, friends and neighbors. OUR family...OUR friends...OUR neighbors...US! While we're all bustling through the department stores and complaining about the lines and the cold and about all the people in our lives that don't really deserve presents, I'd like you to stop for a moment and think about those people who don't have that

Bulletins, Begging,blocking, Blings, Buzz, And Babies(plus Auto 11 Giveaway)
They say.. "Fubar! We Know Drama!" It's amazing how often so many people project on to others what is true about themselves. Some people are not appreciative of what others do to make their lives easier. It's disconcerting to sponsor a happy hour and provide blings to people, MOST of whom you don't know, only to have people get mad because you did not bling THEM. It's further disturbing the way in which some of the "gangs" upon Fubar operate. They shake down other members for bling by trying to make themselves seem more important than they are. One such group I have encountered is the Shadow Levelers. The impression I have gotten is that they are caught in a herd mentality and unable/scared to step out of the herd and speak their own beliefs. There are of course exceptions..but as a rule..their minds are closed. If you are a member of this group..PLEASE.. Block me! I DO NOT care for your group. I had mostly good times in all the happy hours I sponsored till this group showed up. I bl

Sos And Afd Rock Dantes!!
Silvers Rock Report It has been a long time since I went out and saw any bands. But last night, since I was invited so nicely, I decided to go out to Dante's and see Portland's hottest Motley Crue tribute band, Same Old Situation and Portland's best Guns N Roses tribute band, Appetite for Deception. I wasn't sure how it would go, seeing as how I kinda left the business on bad terms. So I was a little nervous as I entered the bar. I didn't see anyone I knew when I first arrived, so I made my way quietly to the back bar. I ordered a coke (I don't drink alcohol) and sat down at the bar. It wasn't more than 5 minutes when I heard my name. "SILVER!!!!!!!!!!" I looked up to see several of my fans. It was so good to be welcomed again. Pretty soon you could hear the guitars and drums warming up, doing a last minute sound check, then the lights went down. Same Old Situation was on stage. They opened with Motley Crue's latest new release, "Saints of Los Angeles" and they ROCKED it! Here are

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? here 2. Your significant other? here 3. Your hair? blonde 4. Your mother? waterloo 5. Your father? iowa 6. Your favorite thing? kids 7. Your dream last night? scary 8. Your favorite drink? dew 9. Your dream/goal? marriage 10. The room you're in? living 11. Music? anything 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? married 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? mad 16. Muffins? apple 17. One of your wish list items? loved 18. Where you grew up? iowa 19. The last thing you did? ate 20. What are you wearing? pj's 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? none 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life?happy 25. Your mood? ok 26. Missing someone? gran

Maybe Dey Quit Harassment But I'm Not Finished
amazing i have not been harrassed by -=[TruRaters]=- for three days now http://fubar.com/blog/263215/934241 oh yea click on link to get more info about this wonderful group lucky this group not big but there's a lot hatas in fubar

Beware The Group Calling Themselves Truraters
BEWARE OF THIS DOUCHEBAG DOWNRATER CALLING HIMSELF A TRURATER WHO GETS OFF ON DOWNRATING PEOPLE. HE STARTED OUT BY RATING MY PROFILE PIC A "1" SO I SB'D HIM IN CASE IT WAS A MISTAKE BUT HE DID IT ON PURPOSE. I BLOCKED HIM BUT NOT BEFORE HE DOWNRATED MY PROFILE TO A 1 IN CASE YOU WANT TO HATE ON HIM HERE YA GO... http://www.fubar.com/user/2226275 rorytmeadows-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar & HERE IS HIS BUTT BUDDY AceGrover-=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar AND ANOTHER ONE sephryn -=[TruRaters]=-@ fubar BTW I COPIED THIS FROM RORY'S ABOUT ME SECTION ON HIS PROFILE (IT'S ALSO POSTED ON THE OTHER 2'S AS WELL) -=[TruRaters]=- We are a group that likes to rate and rank people right where they should be in our opinions. We are sick of the large mass of naive people on here, thinking that rating a 10 actually does more than rate the truth. We do NOT like ugly girls having rates for their photos in the 10s when clearly, who the hell thinks they are attractive. Yeah, yeah, beauty is only s

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?none 2. Your significant other? Ill 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? vegas 5. Your father? vegas 6. Your favorite thing? bon jovi 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? cherrylimeade 9. Your dream/goal? happiness 10. The room you're in? bedroom 11. Music? everthing 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? happy 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? happy 16. Muffins? cherry 17. One of your wish list items?happiness 18. Where you grew up? colorado 19. The last thing you did? typed 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? zoo 23. Your computer? on 24. Your life? unhappy 25. Your mood?

A-11's On Ez-rates Plz Help Me Prophet Thx! 1 Hr Xoxo
AUTO-11's ON 4 ONLY 1 MORE HR EZ RATES! COME LOVE ON ME & HAVE FUN LEVELING! PLZ HELP ME PROPHET TY! XOXO > AngelnDiscEyes~Sexy BBW~ {DSC}~aka~Dirty Sowf Boop~FARC'n Bling Me~ Welcome 2 My World~@ fubar

'tis Christmas Eve, Last Night My True Love Sent To Me
last night i dreamed that you were in my arms that all i had given you was everything you wanted I held you so tight, and promised to never let go and take care of you forever last night i imagined that words wouldn't hurt that all i had said was what you needed to hear whispering softly and tenderly from my heart last night i hoped you would hear me and dream the same for one moment i was truly at peace together we were happy last night i wished the world would end so that moment would never go away but these dreams are just that, dreams nothing real. your heart would never break, and I would never cry last night i loved you if only for last night ʎuoʇ ɥɔnɯ os noʎ ʞuɐɥʇ ןɐsɹǝʌıun ssıɯ ɟo uʍoɹɔ ǝɥʇ ƃuıuuıʍ sı ɟooɹd pןɹoʍ ǝɥʇ uı uǝ

Bullitin
=== 'DJ ToolMan Tim @ ~Radio Storm~ & ~ Owner of ~Toolshed Radio~' wrote the following at '2008-12-08 15:13:14'.. > > > > > COME JOIN THE FUN > MEET THE FAMILY > > Click the pic below & it will > magicly transport you to Toolshed Radio > >

Now That I Am Back
Now that i am back from recuperating, but still healing. I will be updating everything on my page here. If there is something any of my sexxy friends, or visitors would like to know, don't hesitate 2 ask....Depending on what it is, we'll see about the answer i post...

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perh

Cajun Christmas..
Twas the night before Christmas an' all t'ru de house, Dey don't a ting pass Not even a mouse. De chirren been nezzle good snug on de flo', An' Mama pass de pepper t'ru de crack on de do'. De Mama in de fireplace done roas' up de ham, Sit up de gumbo an' make de bake yam. Den out on de by-you dey got such a clatter, Make soun' like old Boudreau done fall off his ladder. I run like a rabbit to got to de do', Trip over de dorg an' fall on de flo'. As I look out de do'in de light o' de moon, I t'ink, "Mahn, you crazy or got ol' too soon." Cux dere on de by-you w'en I stretch ma'neck stiff, Dere's eight alligator a pullin' de skiff. An' a little fat drover wit' a long pole-ing stick, I know r'at away got to be ole St.Nick. Mo' fas'er an' fas'er de' gator dey came He whistle an' holler an' call dem by name: "Ha, Gaston! Ha, Tiboy! Ha, Pierre an' Alcee'! Gee, Ninette! Gee, Suzette! Celeste an'Renee'! To de top o' de porch to de top o' de wall, Make crawl, allig

Tagged
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone?pocket 2. Your significant other? naked 3. Your hair? brown 4. Your mother? caring 5. Your father? tough 6. Your favorite thing? family 7. Your dream last night? wet 8. Your favorite drink? BEER 9. Your dream/goal? Rich 10. The room you're in? Dinning 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Elsewhere 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? Painless 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items?HEALTH 18. Where you grew up? Iowa 19. The last thing you did? came 20. What are you wearing? Nothing 21. TV? sucks 22. Your pets? Dogs 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your l

Go Ahead And Hate Me, I Deserve It
So there was an incedent at my house Wed night. I had not been feeling all that well, my head is a little off and I got mad and spanked Kaden a few times. I yelled and screamed and then some. Needless to say, I bruised my poor baby. So the cops were called. Not sure who, but I have my ideas. I was arrested Thursday night....as you can tell from the paper, which thier thing isn't even that accurate. But it happened, I fucked up. I know this. I don't know whats going on with me. I have lost my kids. I don't know if or when I will ever see them again. My whole world is falling apart cuz I got angry. I know there is something not right in my head. Hasn't been for a while now. All I want to do is just go and do the stupid things that make me feel better, but I won't. Mainly cuz I am grounded at my moms house and they hid the sharp objects from me. But Monday morning I am going to admit myself into Choices. I need help. That much I know at least. I can't keep feeling this

The Following Contests That I Have Sponsored Have Been Cancelled.
================================================= NOTICE: The following contests got cancelled due to various reasons. ***FREE VIP CONTEST THAT ENDS 1/2/09. There will still be a winner, i will announce it soon, but i cannot take any new entries. ***RAINBOW LOUNGE CHRISTMAS TREE CONTEST. The lounge has disbanded therefore the contest is void. There will be no winner for this contest. =================================================

One Of Our Own Running Auto 11's!!!
Lil Synful Breeze has auto 11's active until 9 am tomorrow(sunday)...she is 811k from Godmothering!!! She has 2,294 pics and 706 stash...Now lets all shower her with Fubar's Finest Love!!!! ♥ Lil Synful ♥ FuFinestLvlr@ fubar

Untitled [#7]
Its 3am and I'm laying here alone in the dark thinking about you again, Is this all true or Is it all a bad dream, I cant tell. My body is numb, my head is blank, my face is wet, my hands are shaking, my heart is breaking. Did you really leave, or am I just dreaming? I turn over, and try to get some sleep, but your face, your voice, your touch, your love, I cant erase it all from my mind. So now its 4am, and I'm still not over you

Fantasy 3 Part 4
as he gets up after haveing taken his new queen,he looks down to her and smiles.as he unshackles her,she rises and kisses him deeply.he returns her kiss and then pulls back smileing very big,takeing her and letting her travel down his body with her mouth as she keeps licking his body makeing her way down to his semi hard cock,then takeing in just the tip of it teaseing him by licking it and then licking her way down his shaft,sucking his balls into her mouth and smileing as she tortures him.then slowly letting his balls go she travels back up his rock hard cock takeing him into her mouth deep trying to force his 10 inch cock down her throat.she starts to gag but keeps trying to take every inch,but never being able to she stops,and keeps sucking his hard cock going faster and faster on it knowing the pleasure she is giveing him.he reaches down and stops her pulls her up to him kissing her very deeply and very passionately letting his tongue slide deep into her mouth,before pulling back

Tagged Again, Demmit!!!
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? BOOKSHELF 2. Your significant other? DALLAS 3. Your hair? GRAYING 4. Your mother? EXASPERATING 5. Your father? AWESOME 6. Your favorite thing? HOME 7. Your dream last night? UNMEMORABLE 8. Your favorite drink? DIET 9. Your dream/goal? HEALTHY 10. The room you're in? BEDROOM 11. Music? EVERYTHING 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? ALIVE 14. Where were you last night? HOME 15. What you're not? HEALTHY 16. Muffins? BLUEBERRY 17. One of your wish list items? TREATMENT 18. Where you grew up? AL 19. The last thing you did? LAUNDRY 20. What are you wearing? PAJAMAS 21. TV? HUH? 22. Your pets? DOGS 23. Your computer? LAPTOP 24. Your li