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Moon Of Mine
Moon in your splendor Shine your light on me Blue moon half moon Makes no difference You see to me you will always be The man in the moon Who lights the way for my love So he can open my heart with his key Man in the moon silvery moon Light my life with thee

People
Ok. so what's up with this bullshit? everyone wants their pics rated, and their sites rated. ok fine. if you ask me to rate your shit, i will. if your shit's not a 10, it's not getting a 10. and if you rate my shit a 10 so i'll do the same for you, too damn bad. so, you wanna shake your dick at me that's fine. make sure the video works properly and i'll give you a 10 for it. otherwise, effort only gets you so far. when it comes to dick, you better reach the finish line.

"lotus-feet"
Karma Sutra PositionYour Karma Sutra Position isThe AssWith lotus-feet set well-apart on the ground, she bends, placing a hand upon each thigh, and he takes her from the rearGet Your Karma Sutra Position at NaughtyQ.com

I Know I Havent Seen The Finest Asses Yet!! More Submissions Please!! (repost)
I know I havent seen the finest asses yet!! More submissions please!! (repost) date: 2006-11-26 16:40:07 I know I havent seen the finest asses yet!! More submissions please!! (repost) date: 2006-11-26 16:15:04 I know I havent seen the finest asses yet!! More submissions please!! (repost) date: 2006-11-26 16:08:51 I know I havent seen the finest asses yet!! More submissions please!! date: 2006-11-26 12:48:58 New contest for ladies only, Submissions till wednsday! I am gonna start a contest for the Most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest naked behinds or behinds with just panties or thongs are strongly encouraged to send one! I will accept submissions till Wednsday at midnight....Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point.. So se

Dark Room
as i set in this room dark and full of gloom through my eyes enters doom. this doom feels me full of hate and spite my body it consumes. nothing left here now but an empty shell left for dead. i guess there is nothing left to be said for hope and dreams. this is the reality or so it seems. once bright and shiny now dark and gloomy.

Sorry I Havent Been Around...
things are super crazy around here! trying to plan a baby shower, and a new years party, going to Sugarcult concerts and waiting for my new nephew to be born! i miss you all... and i cant wait to talk to you all again really soon! just have to find the time! MUAH! i will be back... dont you worry. December is just such a horribly busey month!

Duty
The sun as bright as it shines shall never out shine your beauty. This making you my absolute duty. But lies there in past your beauty is your intelligences,your wit, your charm. So take me by the hand and lead me into your path of righteousness so i may fear no harm. My eyes once filled with gloom now See's the beginning of the path ahead. Now there is no more reason to feel dead. For now i live again and my heart beats for another.

Contest
well im in a contest for the sexiest filf. you can rate me and leave has many comments as you like. the contest if for the most ratings and most comments. so please stop by and help me out. i have always done the same for u now u can help me out. thank you and vote many time for me.thank u for the help and please repost to your friends.

Killing Me Slow
YOUR EYES, YOUR SMILE, YoUR GLOW IS KILLING ME SLOW. I LONG TO KNOW YOUR TOUCH, YOUR WARMTH, YOUR SMELL. WITHOUT THIS I AM LIVING A PERSONAL HELL. YOUR VOICE IS NOT MINE TO KNOW. BUT BELONGS TO ANOTHER THAT HOLDS YOU CLOSE DURING A COLD WINTER'S SNOW. LOVE WE MAY NEVER KNOW LOVE WE MAY NEVER SHARE. THIS LEAVES ME IN ABSOLUTE DESPAIR.

The Rose
The Rose In Loving Memory of my Sister, Lizzy The love of this rose is more than I can bare She lived a long life of only nineteen years old With her beauty and her kindness of her soul The brightness of her soul shined through Her smile and her ocean blue eyes The love of this rose is more than I can bare The kindness of her soul she took everywhere She shared her kindness with everyone even To people that really didn't know this rose That is what made this rose very special This love of this rose is more than I can bare She had the heart of gold and silver that poured Endlessly out of her soul like a river flowing free Even though this very special rose has died Her soul and life will live on forever and ever.....

Waiting
GOING THROUGH TIME A WAITING THE DAY OUR EYES SHALL MEET. I HOPE IT WILL BE ABSOLUTELY SWEET. I WONDER HOW I SHOULD GREET YOU, WITH A HAND SHAKE, A KISS ON THE CHEEK, OR A HUG. ALL I'M SURE OF IS THAT YOU HAVE BECOME MY DRUG. HOW I DESIRE A FIX LOOKING,WAITING, AND SEARCHING FOR YOU MY BEAUTIFUL WHITE DOVE. SO WHAT MORE CAN I DO BUT CRY OUT WITH A MIGHTY ROAR OF HEART FELT LOVE.

The Dawn Of A New Day
Today the dawn of a new day the sun is bright as it kisses my cheek the wind is cool and crisp as it opens my eyes . Yes today is the dawn of a new day what a great joy it is everything refreshed and new what great new works have been revealed in my life , now that the old things have came and past what great joy this is love and life all brand new yes all brand new the dawn of a new day. T.M.P 2006

Getting Even
One hot July day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE that wanted the dirty Cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. He calls my husband "El-Cheap-O," my husband calls him El-Take-O." They love to hate each other And constantly "snipe" at each other, with my husband getting in the last word on this occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located next door to the vet. The doctor's office was full of people waiting to see him A side door opened and in leaned the vet

Thrive
Thrive The pain through my heart from this stake. Shed tears, I cannot! For my eyes are dry Lack of love useless to try. Judge of my actions they do Thrive. Ripping & Shredding my soul I scream to survive! Pain has become that which is everyday to be. Memories soon to fade, erasing of me. xx Ariel

Who Knows
Life, death, mystery, desire. Do these all fuel our lifes fire. We run, we hide, we sit, we wait, we cry, we long for what will never be. So swim we must in this vast sea, and the end will oneday come. We can only hope.

The Dream
The Dream of all nights memories flowing through my mind likes a plane in flight some good, some bad, some sad The dreams of all nights I had to remember all of the memories never to let them leave my mind it was like a never ending story The dream of all nights these memories are important of a life that was so long but so short trying to remember is hardest part of this flight........ May of 2000

Strength And Honor
~Strength and Honor~ Dreams to linger in memories hate is what fades. What memories bring, dwell not young Soldier for dreams we keep. Hearts grow stronger though our eyes may seep keep strong for those whom can't fight off the storm The enemy feeds on those who are weak Show strength and honor so tried and true. And keep dreaming those dreams lingering memories DO. xx Ariel I wrote this in Baghdad 2003

Types Of Boyfriends
JOE SENSITIVE: "After I wash the dishes, let's cuddle, OK?" "Oh Sweetheart, you rest, I'll do that" Also known as: Mr. Nice Guy, HoneyBunch, Softy, SnugglePup Advantages: Well-behaved; irons own shirts; very little training required Disadvantages: Whimpy; Irritatingly compassionate and understanding OLD MAN: "People are stupid. The world is going to hell." "Oh, let's just stay home and watch TV" Also known as: Grumbles, Sour puss, Stick-in-the-Mud, Old Fogie Advantages: Unlikely to Roam; You know where he is; Predictable Disadvantages: Pain in the Ass; Consumes great quantities of beer FLINCHY: "I just know something's wrong !" "I--I'm sorry for whatever it was I did." Also known as: Trembly, CreamPuff, Hey you Advantages: Jumps entertainingly when startled: Pre-Acknowledged guilt Disadvantages: Easily spooked; Surrenders w/o a struggle BIGFOOT: "Shut yer trap slut, I'm a-thinkin'." "The way you women whine, you'd think you had it tuff." Also known as : Mac

Sex
Q: Do you know why sex is a simple, three-letter word? A: Because it's easier to spell than: UhhhhhoooohhAhhhhhhAIIEEEEEEEahahahahahohgoddon'tstopnowyou're SoogoodIcan'tstandthisanylongerohohohohohpleasenownownowyesyesyesyes Ohhhhhhhgawdyesssssssssssss

New Yahoo Id Name
Hey all... just to let you know I am sick of everyone asking me who kevin is (lol my ex) so i created a new yahoo id addie... i no longer use RissaNKevin@sbcglobal.net.... I now have LongLeggedBeauty@sbcglobal.net So feel free to add me and chat with me on cam!

They Won't Run.....
~They won't run~ Overpowering desire yet can't even make a move. Wanting and yerning so much I could prove. Situations keep apart the two that should be one No matter how much I try These feelings won't run. xx Ariel

Slapped And Screwed
COMPANY POLICY TO ALL EMPLOYEES: As a result of the reduction of money budgeted for department areas, we are forced to cut down on our number of personnel. Under this plan, older employees will be asked to take early retirement, thus permitting the retention of younger people who represent our future. Therefore, a program to phase out older personnel by the end of the current fiscal year, via retirement, will be placed into effect immediately. This program will be known as SLAP. (Sever Late-Age Personnel). Employees who are SLAPPED will be given the opportunity to look for jobs outside the company. SLAPPED employees can request a review of their employment records before actual retirement takes place. This review phase of the program is called SCREW (Survey of Capabilities of Retired Early Workers). All employees who have been SLAPPED and SCREWED may file an appeal with upper management. This appeal is called SHAFT(Study by Higher Authority Following Term

Run Not Little One
~RUN NOT LITTLE ONE~ Please don't cry oh little girl, for it's really not worth the tears you see. For the world is no longer the garden of eden, but hells resting place to be. Fear not little one for soon you will find that heaven is not far behind. This brief yet painful agony, in which we will be inflicted Run not little one, but stand and be brave for your strength is that of the lord so gifted no matter how much evil triumps here we will only be allowed in the ever after So please brighten your face with that smiling grin for the lord is the one who will save us all. and heaven will reign again. xx Ariel

How To Install Home Security
1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14 -16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke, Slim and I went to the gun shop for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls — they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. PS - I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside 'till we get back.

Tequila
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She Cries
~SHE CRIES~ The cries of happiness the tears shed of sorrow. She can't seem to find the reason for why she wallows. The lack of love in her life the dreaming she does, of one day being someone's wife. Dreams come to her, but reality seems to make them fade away. She tries so hard to make her life right, But her heart is still alone each night. One day she hopes to find someone to make all her dreams come true. Until that day may appear.... she cries. xxAriel

10 Years Ago
well 10 years ago my life changed drasticaly....my son was born. Now normaly this would be a happy day, but for me it was scary. you see as soon as I gave birth to My son, they rushed him to the neo-natal intensive care unit. I was not told anything but he still had fluid in his lungs. I did not see him until the next day. I did not even get to hold him that day he was born. The next day I was able to, but he had leads and lines attatched to him. This was also the day I knew something was wrong with him. When babies spit up, it is usualy just a little bit, well James could hit something two feet away. The nurses told me it was normal and that it would get better. It didn't. He was losing weight, and sleeping 23 hours a day. The homecare nurse came and I showed her what he was doing. She assured me that it was not normal. We ended up going to the ER for something and the nurse told me it was the way I was doing things. So I passed James to her and told her to show me. Well he spit up al

Okay, Here's The Deal...
I never win contests. I have no idea why I enter them, especially the unlimited comments ones. If you go and vote [comment] 2984793472398 times for this picture, I will rate and leave a comment on every single one of your pictures. Just let me know you did it. Thanks.

I Have A Problem
I hAvE a PrObLeM ok I am having a huge issue right now and I need help...I was talking to my little sister(I love her so much) nd I found out that my grandma doesn't want her callin my sister anymore. I am really pissed about that...I have two choices...One call facs nd tell them that my grandma is keepin my sister away from me for no reason(but that will make my sister mad at me)...Two just ignore it nd not see my sister ever again(which will kill me inside) CAN SOMEBODY PLZZZ HELP ME

A Moment Of Passion
A moment of passion so easily shared, with no fear or regret. The memories flood through my mind, a moment of passion I'll never forget. A moment of passion is like a drug, it takes me so high. Needing to get another fix, a moment of passion can never lie A moment of passion when we are alone, you desire it too. Unable to control it, a moment of passion shared with you.

The Lonely Soul
The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life No other soul as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the daybreak He does his duties In the walks of life The lonely soul wanders Alone in the life He meets many other souls Who comes to be Unfit for the lonely soul The lonely soul wanders As the days pass by The lonely soul became More lonely, with no other souls as his companion The lonely soul wanders Alone in the walks of life The lonely soul decides Not to die, but to face LIfe in all its hardships The lonely soul wanders

This Is For Toyboy
You are friendly kind and caring Sensitive loyal and understanding Humorous fun secure and true Always there yes that's you Special accepting exciting and wise Truthful and helpful with honest eyes Confiding forgiving cheerful and bright Yes that's you not one bit of spite You're one of a kind different from others Generous charming but not one that smothers Optimistic thoughtful happy and game But not just another in the long chain Appreciative warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there I know that is true I'll always be here always for you

'i Believe In America'
I Believe In America…., we’re a nation of hopes and dreams….., Sweet freedom will fill our needs…., I Believe In America. I Believe In America…., I believe we must fight for peace…., My faith in us will never cease…., I Believe In America. With His strength from up above…, We’ll prevail on our massive quest…, Our nation breathes kindness and love….., We’ll lead our world to happiness. I Believe In America…, we are united in democracy…., Defeating evil and hypocrisy…., I Believe In America. Our Lord is watching every move we make….., I know He’ll help us do our best…., Guiding us with every step we take…., Because our lives are truly blessed. I Believe In America…., we’re a nation of hopes and dreams….., Sweet freedom will fill our needs…., I Believe In America. Yes, I Believe In America.

The Truth
Say what you want Mean what you say Remember the darkest Lights of that day Be who you are Do as you please The truth is going to Bring you to your knees The truth is that That we all need The truth is the end Of a mystery The truth is out there You will see The truth is out there For you and me The truth is out there The search is not in vain The truth is out there Out there in the rain Say what you want But you better believe The truth is a goal We all must achieve

Women That Look Past "real" Men
its good, read it. I felt like this was spying in my life. I've done 97 % of this .. not the 2 percent yet. lol I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry THAT I AM ALWAYS THE ONE YOU NEED TO TALK TO, BUT NEVER GOOD ENOUGH TO DATE... I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my ca

~crazy Is Me~
~Crazy is Me~ The silent screams I hear each night Make me cry, want to fight. It effects my heart and my soul I feel that I might lose control. How can I remain totally sane when these voices are screaming out my name? How can I stop it, How do I say "Make all these voices just go AWAY!" I am losing my sanity straight losing my mind. Not willing to except what people could find. Maybe it sounds crazy But you will soon see I am not crazy...For crazy is ME! XX Ariel

Comments And Rates
I just want to say that I have looked and commented and have at least rated on all my CT Friends. I dont see the love being returned and have fallen short of words for the friends I have on CT (especially the women). I have commented or rated on almost all of my CT friends and I dont see the return . I was in the hotest male contest and 15 views and 3 comments (just one reason). If this is what I can expect from the opposite sex in this, I would rather quit!!! Call me a prick or what have you but I think it should be returned!!!! Lee

3 Nuns
Three Italian nuns die and go to heaven. At the Pearly Gates, they are met by St. Peter. He says, Sisters, you all led such exemplary lives that the Lord is granting you six months to go back to earth and be anyone you wish to be. The first nun says, "I want to be Sophia Loren;" and "poof* she's gone. The second says, "I want to be Madonna and *poof* she's gone. The third says, "I want to be Sara Pipalini.."St. Peter looks perplexed. "Who?" he ask "Sara Pipalini;" replies the nun. St. Peter shakes his head and says, "I'm sorry, but that name just doesn't ring a bell." The nun then takes a newspaper out of her habit and hands it to St. Peter. St. Peter reads the paper and starts laughing. He hands it back to her and says."No sister, the paper says it was the 'Sahara Pipeline' that was laid by 1,400 men in 6 months If you laugh, you are going straight to hell!

....an Interview With God...
> > I dreamed I had an interview with God. > "Come in," God said. "So, you would like to Interview Me?" > > "If you have the time," I said. > >> > >> God smiled and said: "My time is eternity and is enough to do > >> everything; What questions do you have in mind to ask me?" > >> > >> "What surprises you most about mankind?" > >> > >> God answered: > >> > >> "That they get bored of being children, are in a rush to grow > >> up, and then long to be children again. > >> > >> "That they lose their health to make money and then lose > >> their money to restore their health. > >> > >> "That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the > >> present, such that they live neither for the present nor the future. > >> > >> "That they live as if they will never die, and they die as if they > >> had never lived." > >> > >> God's hands took mine and we were silent for awhile and then > >>

Thoughts
I soar through the air I run like a mare I see the stars at night I will not give up without a fight You now have my desire You lite my heart on fire I see the stars at night For once i want to hold you tight So many things you say More songs yet to play I see the stars at night I look for you as my light What our future may hold Time hides in a fold I see the stars at night It is you I want with all my might

It's Time For This Cherry To Go To Bed
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com I want to say thank you all that stuck with me last night on my bulletin. My friends are very important to me. Come hell or high water I will stick up for you!~Heather To my hubby Jason I love you babe! To my other Hubby PUREKINIGHT and My Wifey LeeAaron I love you both and stick to your guns! Family and friends of the Old Timers Society, Much luv to you all too! Goodnight and sweet dreams! And for AngelMaker if you read this BUCKEYES KICK ASS< WOO HOO!

Life Lesson #8769
Doesn't it suck when people lie to you. Or better yet when people say one thing yet do something totally opposite. Or how about when people smile and say something polite but really mean "Fuck You". I especially hate it when people judge your future on their perception of your past. I mean shit, we've all made mistakes I mean Fuck people I am over them who the hell are you to hang on to the bullshit? In the old days (midieval times)the kings and noblemen would hold archery competitions and when a person would miss the mark it was called a sin and typically were given one or two more attempts if in fact they did hit the mark they were forgiven the one that missed and the errant shot was stricken and forgotten. If you look up the word forgive-- {1 a : to give up resentment of or claim to requital for b : to grant relief from payment of 2 : to cease to feel resentment against (an offender) : PARDON } Bottom line is this: *People Fuck Up *Mos

Elderly Couple
An elderly couple, who were both widowed, had been going out with each other for a long time. Urged on by their friends, they decided it was finally time to get married. Before the wedding, they went out to dinner and had a long conversation regarding how their marriage might work. They discussed finances, living arrangements and so on. Finally, the old gentleman decided it was time to broach the subject of their physical relationship. How do you feel about sex?" he asked, rather trustingly. Well," she said, responding very carefully, "I'd have to say, I would like it infrequently." The old gentleman sat quietly for a moment, then, looking over his glasses, he casually asked: "Is that one word or two words?"

What Appears To You & Me....
The portions of a woman that appeals to man's depravity, is constructed with considerable care, And what appears to you and me as a simple cavity, is really an elaborate affair. And doctors that have bothered to examine this phenomena on numerous experimental dames, Have searched the lower regions of the feminine abdomina, and given them delightful Latin names! There's the vulva, the vagina, the jolly perineum, and the Hyman which is sometimes found in brides, And lots of other gadgets you would love if you could see'em, the clitoris and god knows what besides! So isn't it a pity, when common people chatter, on these matters to which I have referred, That they use for such a sweet and delicate a matter, Such a short and unattractive word?

I Am Sick
I have a sore throat and I feel like shit. But I'm not tired enough to go to bed. I think it's all from the stupid stress that I am under. With work and all that and what is going on with my witch for an ex not letting me see my son. She won't even let me talk to him on the phone. That is how vindictive she is

Love.
how exactly do you let go of someone you have held onto for yrs ?? how do you transition from one to another without someone getting hurt ?? your brain tells you one thing, and your heart tells you another. you cannot love a ghost, or can you ?? im a glutton for punishment. i have a choice to make. hold onto an old love, or build another ? or let them both go, and live your life loving this ghost. which is comfortable, but hurts like hell at times. when you fall in love, you hold this hope, at one point do you let go of that hope ?? when you fall out of love with them, or when you two are no longer together ?? and how the fawk do you know if youre still in love ?

A Weekend With Dad
I've had a busy weekend. On Friday night, the eve of Black Friday (which sounds to me like a stock market crash, not a favorable shopping day), Dad and I went to see Lillian Hellman's Little Foxes. The streets were swarming with consumers, easily swayed by the lure of advertising. I should have realized what a certain young lady was doing the day after Thanksgiving. The play itself featured the intrigues of a Southern family more beholden to Mammon than mercy and kindness. The play was well executed, but the slew of plays about Southern decadance has somewhat diluted the dramatic impact of that milieu. Perhaps my overexposure to serious plays has leached the color for me. On Saturday night, Dad and I went to the San Francisco Symphony's presentation of Charlie Chaplin's City Lights as it would have been at its premiere. A "silent" film, proeprly presented, was scarcely silent, since the score involved a thirty-piece orchestra. It was strange to hear laughter in such normally somb

Nasty Quiz
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/ eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ star

Dear Abby....
Dear Abby, I've never written to you before, but I really need your advice on what could be a crucial decision. I've suspected for some time now that my wife has been cheating on me. The usual signs... phone rings but if I answer, the caller hangs up. My wife has been going out with the girls a lot recently although when I ask their names she always says, "Just some friends from work, you don't know them." I always stay awake to look out for her taxi coming home, but she always walks down the drive. Although I can hear a car driving off, as if she has gotten out of the car round the corner. Why? Maybe she wasn't in a taxi? I once picked her cell phone up just to see what time it was and she went berserk and screamed that I should never touch her phone again and why was I checking up on her. Anyway, I have never approached the subject with my wife. I think deep down I just didn't want to know the truth, but last night she went out again and I decided to really check on her. I decided I

If I......
If I told you that I loved you, If I told you that I care If I told you, I needed you would you, could you be there? If I told you how I felt would it matter to you at all? or would you just treat me like another fly on that wall. I don't know if you are honestly even worth my time. But everyday thoughts of you keep on corrupting my mind. Continuously a thought of you taking control of my dreams something I fear for my eyes have now opened to see. So when I pour out my heart telling you how I feel. Please keep in mind that This is coming straight from my heart.... and yes the feelings are real. ~ Ariel

Our Troops
Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immedately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in there camo's as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone)was abruptly to their there feet with their hands waving and cheering. when I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheering. For it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm the only red blooed American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families.Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school work and home without fear or reprisal. Just when I thought I could not be more than proud of my country or of our service men and women a young girl, not mor

So - Who Cares, Really?
A few minutes ago, I see THIS in the bulletins - ---------------------- I just checked the new LEGENDS top list and BabyJesus only has 2,000 something FANS. This is just wrong!! Everyone that reads this bullentine go FAN him NOW!! Rock Star King @ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST!! (repost of original by 'Rock Star King' on '2006-11-26 14:20:00') (repost of original by '¢¾Syn¢¾' on '2006-11-26 18:18:27') (repost of original by '~ MISS SHERRIE ™ ~' on '2006-11-26 18:22:20') ----------------------------- Now, I am sitting here thinking to myself.. "Why the hell SHOULD I?". I mean come on - Even if he is what people say, and is the "Overworked owner" of this site - That is his choice. I'll thank him for creating it - But personally, I don't like his attitude at ALL. So, can anyone tell me why so many people want to kiss his rear?

Livin' The Cherry Tap
Well, I have been here a few days now and I am enjoying my time here. I like a lot of aspects about the site, but I do wish it had some of the similar games/ratings/etc. that XuQa has, but at least I don't feel out of place age wise here - since XuQa is meant for the 18-23ish crowd. I haven't figured out how to get into all the big graphics that people use, but I actually think some of them are rather impersonal and people just throw them up as comments instead of taking time to really type out messages. I'll add in more thoughts as they come to me...

The Way I Am With You
It's a quiet reminder of all I've ever wanted You're the thing that keeps me holding on So keep holding my hand And protect me from the world When things get too rough. I know you'll always be there Arms open for me to run into To keep me warm when I forget my jacket And always have a plan To make everything alright. You know just the right thing to say To make me feel better And your hugs are magic They make all the pain fade away. You make the world around me melt I never thought I could just be The way I am with you

Just Blogin
Hey all just wanted to blog a few things well my sister came up from idaho and spent thanksgiving with us she got in Thursday morning we have a great time it is so much fun when i get to spend time with her. but i hat saying good bye to her she had to leave early she was suppose to stay tell sunday but they had to leave saterday because we had a storm coming in on sunday and we are glad she left early because the pass was bad. but it was fun being able to spend time with her and her kids. but they good bye was hard..... and then my life is going down hell in a way it is christmas time and i need to get stuff for my kids and i found out friday when i got paid i got some fucking place garnishing my wages god it sucks trying to pay all the bills and getting my kids stuff for christmas i dont know what i am going to do but i guess i will just keep my head up and try a little harder........ I am not the type of person to go and ask for help so i guess my kids will get what i can get them th

Sexual
Here is a poem I wrote for the love of my life a few years ago. I thought I would share it with my new friends. Here it goes...Tell me what you think. You layed my head on the pillow and kissed my cheek, thats when at your naked body I took a peek. It was perfect from head to toe. Then you entered me and let the rythmn flow. With you inside of me my body was in shock and, you felt solid like a rock. You ran your hands up my back and, pulled my hair. Then we moved from the bed to the chair. I screamed out loud that your body feels like heaven. Thats when I realized I came about seven. I cried for mercy and begged. You dropped to your knees and licked the sweat from my leg. I just hope there is another chance for us but, I cant help to wonder if Iam in love or lust.

Thoughts
When you can honestly say that you have loved someone enough to sacrifice your own happiness for his/hers.....then, and only then, have you truly loved. If you're lucky, you will be truly loved at least once in your lifetime. I have truly loved. I have been a fool in love. I have been truly loved. I have loved someone enough to risk everything I owned, my very own freedom, because he asked me to selflessly stand by him no matter what the cost. I have loved someone enough to share with him my love, my life, and everything I had just to see him smile. I have loved someone enough to let him go so that he could move on with his life and find happiness with someone else when I could no longer make him happy. I have been a fool in love with someone who never loved me and a fool in love with someone who no longer does. As a fool in love, I have tormented myself remembering all that we shared, everything I felt, that I still feel sometimes - wondering if he ev

Wow
wow, i am SO lucky! My mum and sister got tickets for Mummy, Sister, DD, Harold and I to all go see "The Nutcracker"! My favorite. Yea i know the ballet isn't Harold's thing AT ALL, but he's gonna go without complaint. because he loves me. and that means THE WORLD to me because he IS my world. I know that I am SOOO BLESSED by the Goddess to have such oportunities and special moments in my life. I'm so excited! it makes the kickoff to the holiday season that much better for me. It's gonna be a good holiday season this year. I'm letting Harold decorate the outside of my house, gads the thought can be scary. but it makes him happy so what the hell. who am i to complain or care too much. i don't. . . .long as he doesn't misspell anything in christmas lights we're golden. ("whadda ya mean 'merry' doesn't have an 'a' in it?" -Jeff Foxworthy) I'm blessed, and loved and that makes my world so much better. Thank you Sissy, thank you DD, Thank you Harold! I LOVE YA'LL!!

You're The
You’re the beat to my heart Every tear in my eye Every breath from the start Every word that gets me by You’re the world in my eyes All the silent tears I cry All the lonely days sitting here All the things that I hear You’re the fire in my soul Everything that keeps me whole You’re every star in my sky Every one of them gets me by

Umm.. Okay...
So, my girlfriend just dumped me (a couple nights ago) for some white guy with a fro. Of course, that's the short, overly simplified version. The full story, would take hours and hours to tell and would mean little to anyone who wasn't affected directly. I still love her, care for her and want the very best for her, so I hurt...a lot.

To Grow Old...
when reading a book about a mans life I found something that resonated within the depths of my soul. the poem below is one of the hardest i have written...it gave me a part of the puzzle when i was still so sad...i will miss her I have had an epiphany in recent days I hurt sometimes far longer then the world would have me I hurt into hidden darkness I hurt into the core of what it is to be human I hurt past treasured memories I hurt past the little boy I hurt into the depths of the man I have become I know that as long as we both shall live we will grow old together friends, deep friends do that we will share many tears, and joys, we will share photos, laughter, and so much more our lives intertwined will become solid as we move forward on our own paths to the things that are to come I hurt because you who were my heart you who are the other half of who I am you who fit …you just fit you found your path, it was just away it was just d

My Inner Power... So True If You Know Me!
What's your inner power? (Girls only sorry. Beautiful anime pictures, lengthy results) Understanding- Your inner power is Understanding! Lifes many mysteries have become your ultimate goal to work out. You are neither a good or bad person, just very neutral, very stable. You look down on nothing or anyone, merely observe their point of view and make no judgments. You can be seen as very shadowy and uncertain in what you believe in to an outsider, but this isnt always true. You simply dont flaunt your views around. You have a few, close friends who rely on you, and love you for the way your never scorn for the way they live their lives. You are very caring and would make a great mother, seeing you always try to help those who come to you for your aid. You are extremely hard to anger, and yet when you are, your forgiveness is hard to gain. You are loyal, secretive, very quiet and often impassive, with few able to break around the wall that you built to protect yourself. Not ev

Lend Me Your Hand
Walking down these roadways Searching for a light to see It's dark and I'm lost Lend me your hand These trees hang over the road The moon hidden behind clouds No stars to lead the way Lend me your hand I'm walking around in circles I'm lost and have nowhere to go Without you I'm lost and confused Lend me your hand I sit alone on the side of the road to find a hand grab mine suddenly I don't feel so lost and confused anymore I have your hand Please don't let go

Song
I sit alone here tonight, Just tryin' to pass the time, Now here you come, And I'm undone...... You take a hold of me, And I can hardly breathe, But you've been gone so long, And we both moved on, So tell me why..... Are you with me tonight? Just when I think you're gone, I realize I'm wrong, You're only a memory, Still stronger than I'll ever be, But I know the truth, I never meant a thing to you, It's like you threw me away, But a part of you had to stay, You're still inside me, And you won't let me be..... You take a hold of me, And I can hardly breathe, But you've been gone so long, And we've both moved on, So tell me why.... Are you with me tonight? I gotta drive out the memory, Hafta to rid myself of the you in me, Cuz if I never forget, I'll always regret, Letting you go, Letting our love go cold, There's nothing I can do anymore, I've tried it all before, And I don't wanna live this way, Baby, you're killing me, You take a hold of m

I Need A Dumb Idea
When I say dumb idea, I mean a dumb idea that makes a million dollars. I think most of the ideas that have made the most money came from morons with a keen flash one night about how to make their own life just a little more convenient. They ended up influencing the world. I got this epiphany while drinking from a 2-quart bottle of V8. I'll get to that. On the weekends, I find myself drinking early, sleeping early, waking up early. I'm up at 3 a.m. and looking at these commercials that go on for an hour. Some guy invented some rotisserie cooker that also gets the mail. A box the size of a loaf of a bread that files your nails, does your taxes, dances to James Brown, and predicts the expiration date of milk. Sometimes it's just a pan that can also be a pot. Yeah it's cool, but no one gives a crap. They already have a pan, and they already have a pot. There's no need to spend 120 dollars on something that can be both when they spent 20 bucks to already have both and can us

Falling
Have you ever felt like you were falling? or maybe felt like bawling? Drifting oh so deep into a magic sleep where i can dream of you A magical dream of romance and love so true the even the stars above cry with joy But oh boy the sky cracks in half i scream but no sound is heard I hold out my hand But i feel myself falling through the sand through the earth below falling deeper through so low until before i know it the worlds upside down falling again Falling so far Falling so fast i wish i'd just hit the ground at last someone catch me someone care someone stop me from slipping through the air I'm falling towards the ground ooh i'll make such a sound SLAM face first in the carpet? I open my eyes from the floor my face had met Sitting up slowly i huddle in a ball why in my dreams must i fall and fall and fall? But now i'm in my room and the moon does loom in the pale night sky and i start to cry For once in my dreams Why can't i f

I Wanna Smack That (& So Do U :p)
~ MISS SHERRIE ™ ~@ CherryTAP SMACK THAT SHOW MY GIRL SOME LOVE - pretty please!! help her reach rockstar :-) U GUYS ROCK THANK U enjoy ur week ~ MISS SHERRIE ™ ~@ CherryTAP Music Video:SMACK THAT (FT. EMINEM) (by Akon)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Don't You Hate It When...
Someone drops you a ten or drops by to say hi, so you think, 'Hey! That was nice. Why don't I drop by that person's page.' And then their page has so much fucking content that it manages to crash not one, but all three of your browsers. *sigh* I wish I could holla back at ya miss thang, but your page gave my computer the shits. Sorry :(

Nasty Freak Quiz
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/ eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like ........ star

From Now On
Hi just thought i would let everyone know that from now on i am only posting comments to those who post me!! Am sick of posting on everyones page & get nothing back dont mean to be mean but thats how it is from now on takes my time up when you are not bothered so if i offend you i am sorry delete me if thats how you feel? am in this for friendship not numbers. As you know by now i love you guys MUAHHS

Waiting
it's this moment I've been waiting for All my life Like the moon for the morning sun I'm waiting for my only one I'm waiting for you Try To look out for me Wherever I may be And I promise I'll love you till very end Now I realise my purpose I live this life, Just waiting to hold you tight And it's this moment I've been waiting for All my life Like the moon for the morning sun I'm waiting for my only one I'm waiting for you Life I endure it's weight I accept my fate Because I know every day Brings me closer To my love

Soldiers
Soldiers come in all shapes, shades, weights, sizes, and states of sobriety, misery, and confusion. He is sly as a fox, has the nerve of a dope addict, the stories of an old sailor, the sincerity of a politician, and the subtly of Mt. Saint Helen. He is extremely irresistible, totally irrational and completely indestructible. A Soldier is a Soldier all his life. He is a magical creature. You can kick him out of your house but not out of your heart. You can take him off your mailing list but not off your mind. soldier are found everywhere... in love...in battle... in lust... in trouble...in debt...in bars and ... behind them. No one can write so seldom and yet think so much of you. No one else can get so much enjoyment out of a letter or clean clothes or a six pack. A Soldier is a genius with a deck of cards. A millionaire without a cent and brave without a grain of sense. He is the PROTECTOR OF AMERICA, with the latest copy of playboy in his back pocket. When he wants something

Quotes From The Army About Marines
Quotes from the Army about Marines "I can't say enough about the two Marine divisions. If I use words like 'brilliant,' it would really be an under description of the absolutely superb job that they did in breaching the so-called 'impenetrable barrier.' It was a classic- absolutely classic- military breaching of a very very tough minefield, barbed wire, fire trenches-type barrier." - Gen. Norman Schwarzkopf, Commander, U.S. Central Command, February 1991 "I have just returned from visiting the Marines at the front, and there is not a finer fighting organization in the world." - General Douglas MacArthur, U.S. Army "Why the hell can't the Army do it if the Marines can; they are all the same kind of men... why can't the Army be like the Marines?" - Commander-in-Chief, AEF General J. Pershing, U.S. Army "The safest place in Korea was right behind a platoon of Marines. Lord, how they could fight." - Major General Frank Lowe, U.S. Army "I can never see a U

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 112 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Santas' S Mailbox
Yes I know stuff is mis-speld but thats how the song/track on my CD has it an says it Dear Thanta, I would like 2 giant candy caneth, a bag of gumdropth, 2 dothen hershey kisseth, thom thugar babies, poprockth and a case of pepthi thankth thara Dear Sara, How about a toothbrish and some fruit with your no talking self. Sounds like you could eat corn though a picket fence. You better see a dentist. And you need a case of "pepthi" like i need a case of HIV! Santa Dear Santa, I told my mommy if I dont get a puppy this year, I'll hold my breathe till I turn Purple. I MEAN IT DAMMIT. Bobby Dear Bobby PLEASE......... After you wake up with a migraine, you might look good in purple. Forget the Puppy, you done even deserve a SKUNK. You know you got some serious discpline issues. What you need is a black mommy like I had with a big bar of LYE Soap to wash out your filthy little mouth. Then you can try on your new socks and underwear that you'll be getting again this year.

So The Kingdom Psychic..chap 2
Once upon a time there was a Princess. She was not the prettiest princess or even the coolest but nonetheless she was a princess.One day the princess discovered that there were evil people plotting her demise. This was a shock to her because why would anyone wanna kill a princess? It began to disturb her...who would wanna do this. She decided to go see the Kingdom psychic. The Psychics name was Bubbles. Bubbles was kind of an airhead so she said stuff like ok? ok? fer sure....Anyhow She sat down with the princess and began to unfurl the sinister plot to her.... Bubbles tells the princess that she sees many things. She needs to marry a prince fer sure ok? Like soon! Her Parents the King and Queen are also in danger. There is unrest in the kingdom and there is secret plan to destroy the royal family. It is important to take a moment to explain the royal family dynamics to you the reader at this time. The king is a royal wars veteran but he is also an alcoholic. He met the Queen at a b

Moving
This upcoming weekend we move back to VA where we use to live year and half ago!!! It will be so nice to see the mountains again!! I just hate the snow and cold, but will get use to it once again. The cool thing is this time we will not be on well water, so that is awesome!!!! Packing up the uhaul this weekend, I am so excited, the kids are too!!!! Kisses Alyse

Would You?
Welcome 2 the Nasty QUIZ. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! Rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u ........ me in? answer: 3.Would u suck me up/ eat me out? answer: 4.Would u sex me hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u use desert? answer: 10.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 11.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 12.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 13.Where would u do me @? answer: 14.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 15.Would u do me again and again? answer: 16.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 17.Would u mind if we did it like .......

Poem From My Man
Thoughts of mine lately i really dont give two shits so i think of you to gather my wits i keep from thinking thoughts of bad and concentrate on times we had sharing laughs and even a playfight sundown lovemaking, sleep till daylight i wanna make love to you again and again but for now i am trapped here with a bunch of men i hate this place so bad i wanna scream cause when i sleep its you in my dream thats my time cause nothing else matters then i awake cause of my cellgate it clatters so begins another day of aggravation and stress another day in this fucked up mess hearing dumb shit about mother fuckers bids when i should be home with my girl and her kids without nick and brenda how much fun can that be and ang...what can i say not the brightest bulb on the tree seeing dawn come on fridays and talk up a storm so i can go to bobs playstation and stay on the norm i feel so angry i want to cry my guilt eats at me, i love you, so, i try too look you in the face whe

Spin The Bottle
SPIN THE B0TTLE > > > The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" > > > > > > 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK > > > > > > 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS > > > > > > 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING > > > > > > 4. I WOULD KISS YOU ON THE LIPS > > > > > > 5. I WOULD MAKE OUT WITH YOU > > > > > > 6. i will bang u > > > > > > 7. I WOULD TRY TO FUCK YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! > > > > > > 8. I WOULD HAVE SEX WITH YOU ALL NIGHT LONG > > > > > > If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! > > > > > > Don't Be Scared To Tell Them The Truth And Dont Be Joking!!!!!

Thicker
I cannot be bought or given any doubt I live for the next day and cant be figured out A pen is not needed a tablet not used youll never get in to destroy or abuse a killer of dreams cannot find me emotions run like streams your devotion behind me my skin is now thick with the scars of the past the blood of my hatred spills out so fast and all that is left in the puddle on the floor is me looking back as I head out the door

In Bed
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God83%A Romantic53%Virgin43%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

1 Week To Go
Ok, I am 8 days from leaving the land down under to go to the great southern land of Antarctica. I will be spending 27 days on the ship and and then 4 months on the cold ice. I will be spending time doing stores work and also some jollies around the areas trying to see some of the sites. i will keep yous all updated with hopefully some pics

Is It Superficial?
alright just to give you all an update, this started out as a simple observation on a couple of mums i had ran into on a couple of very common topics. i choose to add this to my blog because i found it a very interesting topic for discussion however i didnt want to crowd up MUM's with it, i just thought i would put it in my blogs to get feedback and opinions on it. so here we go Ok so peep this, only just yesterday, ( as always ) there was a mum basically asking guys about big girls vs skinny girls, plastic vs natural, and there are constant MUM's of this nature and in every discussion group known to mankind some form of the topic will come up. now what struck me as interesting is a MUM came up asking if age mattered or if it was just a number. now there was alot of response saying yes its just a number. but there was also a bit of response from people saying how they wouldnt date someone as old as their parent or as young as their child and of course with varrying opinions and

A Friend's Greeting { Random }
I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me; I'd like to be the help that you've been always glad to be; I'd like to mean as much to you each minute of the day As you have meant, old friend of mine, to me along the way. I'd like to do the big things and the splendid things for you, To brush the gray from out your skies and leave them only blue; I'd like to say the kindly things that I so oft have heard, And feel that I could rouse your soul the way that mine you've stirred. I'd like to give you back the joy that you have given me, Yet that were wishing you a need I hope will never be; I'd like to make you feel as rich as I, who travel on Undaunted in the darkest hours with you to lean upon. I'm wishing at this time that I could but repay A portion of the gladness that you've strewn along my way; And could I have one wish this year, this only would it be: I'd like to be the sort of friend that you have been to me. THIS ONE

Romantic Ideas
1. Make a little loving gesture every day. 2. Bake homemade cookies together. 3. Take a bubble bath together. 4. Walk on the beach in the moonlight. 5. Put a note in a romance novel saying, "The story is great but our own love story is the best". 6. Put a single red rose on the seat of your lover's car before they go to work. 7. Give her your jacket when she is chilly. 8. Compose a list: "101 Reasons Why You're the Greatest" Write each reason on a separate square of paper. Wrap them in a fancy gift box. 9. Sprinkle perfume on to light bulb. When light is turned on the scent of the perfume will fill the room. 10. Take a picture of yourself in the most sexy outfit possible. Hide in a secret spot in your house and leave him or her clues on how to get there. Watch the sparks fly! 11. Put a blindfold on your lover and drive them to a place where you have a blanket, candles, strawberries, sparkling drinks, and a rose. Park the car and take off the blindfold

All Over $20
LEXINGTON, S.C. (AP) - A man fatally shot his friend with a high-powered rifle in a dispute over a $20 bet on the South Carolina-Clemson football game, authorities said Sunday. James Walter Quick, 42, was charged with murder in the shooting of Richard Allen Johnson, 43. Johnson died from a single shot to the chest, according to a preliminary autopsy Sunday. The two had bet $20 on the annual game, with Quick taking South Carolina, which won 31-28, and Johnson taking Clemson, Lexington County Sheriff James Metts said. They drank beer all afternoon and watched the game Saturday at Johnson's home, and began arguing about the bet after the game. Metts said Quick went to his car, got the rifle he normally uses for hunting and fired one shot, hitting Johnson in the chest. Deputies arrested Quick. Quick was being held Sunday in the Lexington County jail, awaiting a bail hearing. The sheriff's department said he did not yet have a lawyer.

Nuttin Much
"When I was a kid I got no respect. I worked in a pet store. People kept asking how big I get." - Rodney Dangerfield *** Today’s Joke Courtesy of Jokes-Plus.com *** The good looking housewife was built so well the TV repairman couldn't keep his eyes off of her. Every time she came in the room, he'd near about jerk his neck right out of joint looking at her. When he'd finished she paid him and said, "I'm going to make a... well... unusual request. But you have to first promise me you'll keep it a secret." The repairman quickly agreed and she went on. "Well, it's kind of embarrassing to talk about, but while my husband is a kind, decent man -- sigh -- he has a certain physical weakness. A certain disability. Now, I'm a woman and you're a man..." The repairman could hardly speak, "Yes, yes!" "And since I've been wanting to ever since you came in the door... "Yes, yes!" "Would you help me move the refrigerator?" ~~~~~

Once Upon A Time... Chapter 1
Once upon a time there was a Princess. She was not the prettiest princess or even the coolest but nonetheless she was a princess.One day the princess discovered that there were evil people plotting her demise. This was a shock to her because why would anyone wanna kill a princess? It began to disturb her...who would wanna do this. She decided to go see the Kingdom psychic. The Psychics name was Bubbles. Bubbles was kind of an airhead so she said stuff like ok? ok? fer sure....Anyhow She sat down with the princess and began to unfurl the sinister plot to her.... If I have hooked you stay tuned..

To Much Or Not Try This
The human body was designed to be healthy. It was designed to be energetic, lean, agile, and resilient at healing. It was designed to succeed at living. The human body has tremendous potential for ultimate vitality, but the challenge is providing it with the right materials to harness this potential. http://www.enivamembers.com/Vibe_4NEW.aspx?ID=272386 I have always been been one of the many that have an high matabulism but the down side is if i don't take in the right Nutrients I run out of steam quick. I always enjoy telling others about information I find Hope I can help YOU.

Loving From A Distance
Doubts and worry did I have When I was unsure how to love There were times I couldn't believe, That this special someone has finally arrived Time seemed to pass very fast, Yet I still can't wait For that special moment When fate re-allows us to meet Some things still strike me as not right Even after I've known you so much better This distance parting us should not exist Coz we are obviously destined to be together The oceans between the two of us Doesn't really amount to anything though Compared to the joy you've brought to my life And the future we hold together No matter what the future brings us Please just remember those moments we had Sharing moments of joy, peace, and laughs Even when things hit us bad Sure, I wish we were physically closer but in my heart, this relationship is the best I can have Being around you is all I long for but I will settle with this long distance love

Dark Light
black light on a devil's wing left or right hand always seen this dark night on hallowed ground a newborn makes a sound crying out in the dead of night spreads its wings and takes flight everyone cries out in pain tear drops fall down like rain screams so loud as it tries howling out as it cries more wings begin to spread mourning for all that are dead perched high for all to see building a wall of misery

And Finally
And Finally .... A British company is developing computer chips that store music in women's breast implants. This is a major breakthrough. Women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

In Your Eyes
In your eyes, the Angels dance, In your smile, the heavens rejoice, Through your voice, cherubs sing, and Through your touch, all pain is healed. In your eyes, the Angels dance, To a tune of joy so wild, and Deep inside, I see some more, A world so full of warmth and peace. In your eyes, the Angels dance, And if I could, yes, I would join, In your world of love and fantasy, Far from the flight of imagination.

Lasting Love
Your love has reached my heart today, And deep in me it has come to stay, Finding a home till time meets end. In my life, you’ve carved a niche, Leaving a mark so indelibly etched, And nothing fits to take its place. In my future, I see your presence, In ways so loving and happily spent, Feeding my dreams as I take a view.

Vision
i feel the night coming on and i think of you i can hear the blackness closing in a feeling of content overcomes you as you feel yourself begin I have yet to let loose of the thing that hates but perhaps the time is near I have felt the thing that brings them fear as the light of the morning shines in fall from grace once again shine down on me revelation of freedom letting me be free a memory takes the place of you a time of gentle paths feeling what is done is meant to be true feeling someone's wrath

"dark Energy" And The Expanding Universe
Astronomers have new evidence from the Hubble Space Telescope that a strange force was present in the universe billions of years ago. The force is called "dark energy." It's forcing the universe to expand at an ever quickening pace. From 'Cosmological Constant' to 'Dark Energy' A Static Universe: When Albert Einstein was writing equations to describe the nature and the shape of the universe, most astronomers believed at that time that the universe was neither growing nor shrinking: it was simply static. His theory of general relativity, however, predicted that the universe must be changing. So to make his equations fit the physics of the times -- to make the universe a static place -- Einstein introduced a "cosmological constant" into the equation. He predicted that there must be a force that counteracts gravity and thus keeps the universe from collapsing into itself. Problem: In 1929, Edwin Hubble published a study based on observations that said the universe a

I Think Of How...
I think of how our friendship grew A simple kiss would make it bloom Thats when I knew I wanted you On Easter night in a hotel room I think of how you rubbed my belly While she laid inside Telling me I'm still beautiful And me knowing its a lie I think of how you stood by me At my daughters birth Holding my hand, helping me push And how you said you would cut the cord When she was brought in this earth I think of how you came by everyday While I laid in my hospital bed You'd take the baby and keep her safe So I could rest my head I think of how you told me Your not in love with me And how even after many months or years You still may never be I think how at that moment My heart was torn out and crushed I love this man with all my heart and soul But your heart I'll never own.

Bitter Is The New Black
I should be playing ps2 with ek, hr, and ag, but instead, I'm sitting here wondering why I think I need you. Why I always miss you. Your voice. Your cuteness. It bugs me, but what bugs me even more, is that.. you don't feel the same or even merely think the same way I do. And I tell myself I'm done because that's what is best, you know? But I'm stupid if I think I'm done. I'm lying to everyone and myself by saying that. Yes, I do still love you with all my heart. Yes, it hurts to know you aren't the one for me. Yes, I'm dumb. I know you don't feel the same way. I'm sorry you think there are better people out there than me. I know you care about me in some way, but that isn't enough... Sorry, babe.

For A Friend
I can go slow I think I desire to know who you are I don't need to rush you way too far And take things too fast and scare you away I can take it slow and build on the day I do have love for you this is quite true I think your amazing in all that you do I need to do many things here first before I can be ready to do the things I've rehearsed In my mind and feel with intense fire Listening and reading your thoughts I never tire I love so much about you and think I don't want this to end I want this one thing most of all, to be your friend By R Thomas Dinsmore

The Farmer
A farmer ordered a high-tech milking machine. Since the equipment arrived when his wife was out of town, he decided to test it on himself first. So, he inserted his "manhood" into the equipment, turned on the switch and everything else was automatic. Soon, he realized that the equipment provided him with much more pleasure than his wife did. When the fun was over, though, he quickly realized that he couldn't remove the instrument from his 'member'. He read the manual but didn't find any useful information on how to disengage himself. He tried every button on the instrument, but still without success. Finally, he decided to call the supplier's Customer Service Hot Line with his cell phone (Thank God for cell phones!). "Hello, I just bought a milking machine from your company. It works fantastic, but how do I remove it from the cow's udder?" "Don't worry," replied the customer service rep, "The machine will release automatically once it's collected two gallons."

Turmoil
Turmoil in the tempest swirls Chaos rains and confusion hurls None do know the souls dark side Before it all would run and hide Afraid of the ugly face of sin We know it for it lives within Every soul and every heart Not for most our favored part The selfish side we all possess Never free of even if we confess For the choice is what sets us above When we refuse hate and cherish love When we do what is true and right Then we become children of the light We live in peace with in the storm Make the world better and change it’s form In this way we make life so great It is an easy choice why let it wait For to live happy, joyous and free Just let go of the world and follow me Do unto others as you want done unto you In this way we make this world brand new By R, Thomas Dinsmore

Accountant's Office
A woman walks into an accountant's office and tells him that she needs to file her taxes. The accountant says, "Before we begin, I'll need to ask you a few questions." He gets her name, address, social security number, etc. and then asks, "what is your occupation?" "I'm a whore," she says. The accountant is somewhat taken back and says, "No, No, No, that won't work. That is too gross. Let's try to rephrase that" The woman says, "OK, I'm a high-end call girl". "No, that is still too crude. Try again." They both think for a minute; then the woman says, "I'm an elite chicken farmer." The accountant asks, "What does chicken farming have to do with being a whore?" "Well, I raised over a thousand little peckers last year." "Good enough."

A Big Surprise For All Of You On Ct.
A BIG surprise for all of you on CT. {Please Read & REPOST} Hello everyone, I wanted to throw a teaser out there for all of you Cherry Tap members that love to write prose, poetry and songs. Within the next week or two I will be doing an international press release about a gift I will be giving all of my friends here, and on MySpace. It is something I have put a cumulative effort of over 10 years of work into. I will not tell you what it is now (just to keep you guessing [evil grin]), but you will like it. I want to let you know now, so when the day comes you can prepare to help me get the word out in a big way. It has been mentioned on the front page of the Wall Street Journal and in PC Magazine. If you figure it out, please keep it a surprise. I will post this bulletin every now and then, until it is announced. On that day, PLEASE help me get the word out. I spent 10 grueling years working on this to give it away for free, and all I am asking is for a little help spreadin

This Is Fucking Creapy...
At security posts dotted around the fields between the Jura mountains and Lake Geneva scientists are installing hi-tech retina scans above shafts descending 80m down - and leading to the largest scientific instrument ever built. The machine is being bolted together inside a tunnel 17 miles (27km) long, and when the power is thrown on next year it will recreate conditions unknown for 14bn years since the extraordinary fireball that marked the beginning of the universe - the big bang which blasted time and space into existence. In the coming months engineers using cranes will lower sections of detectors weighing several thousand tonnes into caverns carved within the tunnel. They will wire in some of the world's largest magnets and test run the machine's computer, built to handle a torrent of data equivalent to 150 times the content of the world wide web each year. The machine, the Large Hadron Collider at Cern, Europe's particle physics laboratory, in Switzerland, was commission

Wow My Birthday Is Allmost Over And Barly Any 1 Said Happy Birthday
OH my today was my birthday and i got shit piss all from any of u only 2 people said happy birthday then a nother 1 that wasnt even my friend at the time but i have 200 frinds and nothing that shows me alot ya so i allways rember dam but whatever dont expect me to get u any thing b lucky if i type happy b-day i guess i should ask you 4 help any more cuz most of you wont do it and u expect me to help u and repost 4 u but u wont do that for me MEH

Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, Here it is another year and i find myself writing to you this little wish list of what i would love to receive for Christmas, not in any particular order: 1. Yummy leather boots on the feet of Him for me to curl up under in front of a warm fire. 2. His large expansive hands skilled at warming my tushy with a spanking, flogging, whipping, paddling, canning, or any other form of impact play He might get in the mood for. 3. His loving, kind, patient, understanding, playful, protective, and of course sadistic personality. 4. His broad chest and strong arms for me to curl up into and feel safe and loved. 5. His smile, the twinkle in his deep soul piercing eyes, happiness, and pride He feels when i have pleased Him and served Him well. 6. His captivating and intelligent mind that will enjoy and appreciate my desire to serve, have countless conversations, be mischievous, experience life, and do all this and so much more as His. 7. His heart to care for and value my devo

Little Johnny Jokes
One day the teacher wanted the class to use the word definately in a sentence. Suzy raised her hand so she called on her. She said, "The sky is definately blue!" "I'm sorry Suzy thats wrong the sky sometimes turns different colors red ,gray etc.. any body else?" Timmy raised his hand and said, "The grass is definately green." "I'm sorry Timmy that's not true either, sometimes the grass dies and it may turn brown, anybody else?" Little Johnny raises his hand and says, "Teacher do farts have lumps?" The teacher says, "no why?" Johnny says, "Then I definately Shit my pants!" Little Johnny is in a class where every Friday the teacher asks a question, and if you get it right you don't have to go to school on Monday. The fist friday the question was how many gallons of water are there in the whole world. No one knew so they all had to go to school on Monday. Next Friday the question was how many grains of sand are there in the whole world. No one knew so they had to sgo

Christmas What A Wonderful Time Of The Year
what is Christmas and why do we celebrate it. Christmas is a time when we celebrate the birth of Jesus Christ when he was born in a manger with the 3 wise men, mary, joseph, and all the animals and to this day we still celebrate his birth. Christmas is another one of those times where we can get together with family and friends and neighbours and to open presents and share memories that will last a lifetime. its a time for sharing with the needy, and staying up late at night waiting for santa to bring us our gifts under the tree. and then waking up in the morning rushing to the tree and seeing all the gifts that were ummm left there by our parents and not santa oops did i just tell everyone the secret lol. now as i grow older its not the gifts that matter anymore its the giving and the fellowship with each other that matters more to me. and just seeing the smile on peoples faces. today i have found that like any holiday it has become too commmercialized and that we have lost the true m

Fun In The Sun...
A hot afternoon and we're baking in the sun, you reach for my hand and we run to the ocean to cool off; we begin to play, splashing, laughing and enjoying each other. You pull me to you, looking into my eyes we kiss. You reach down, grab my ass, and pulling me to you; I can feel you getting harder. You slide your hand inside the bottom of my suit, running it over my ass, applying a little squeeze,then around to my pussy. Breaking our kiss to pull me tighter, as your fingers find my clit. You look around to seeing people walking and playing on the beach, and feel the excitement of doing something taboo, as the waves sway us back and forth. You whisper into my ear, " I want you now", and I reach for your cock, as you slip my suit down. I help guide you into me feeling a delight as a mixture of salt water, my wetness greets the ridges and creases of your cock as you inter me. We sway with the waves as our rhythm increase. You stop and turn me around so my back is too you, as you slide you

Always And Forever!
You are my world, My love, the one and only girl for me. I love you with all my heart and always will. I don't know what I would do without the girl of my dreams. The girl who I can't stop thinking about, caring for, and loving. I can't wait to have you in my arms. I know I might say this alot but I truly love you, Kelli Michelle, with all my heart. Always and Forever! .{..~!Courtney!~..}.

Great Events
Our lives are like streams which flow through time. Lookin at tha flow of our whole lives, we see tha interconnections of many dayz that seemed minor. Each day contributes to tha stream of goals and faith and relationships. As we lok at the flow of a whole river, we see at its beginnin a little trickle of water here, joinin another trickle there, slowly gatherin together a stream that develops force a & direction. We may look 4 intensity in our lives & ignore tha quiet. Much of our lives may have been lived on a rolla coaster of major crises. As terrible as it seemed, it waz not dull. 2day may seem rather borin. But in life we learn 2 appreciate tha more subtle trickle that a good day can be. Simply continuin wit tha flow-of ourprogress, of truths 2 our values, of bein emotionally present in our realationships-adds up 2 a rich life.

Grandma's Boyfriend
A 5-year-old boy went to visit his grandmother one day. Playing with his toys in her bedroom while grandma was dusting, He looked up and said, "Grandma, how come you don't have a Boyfriend now that Grandpa went to heaven?" Grandma replied, "Honey, my TV is my boyfriend. I can sit in my Bedroom and watch it all day long. The religious programs make me Feel good and the comedies make me laugh. I'm happy with my TV as my boyfriend." Grandma turned on the TV, and the reception was terrible. She started adjusting the knobs, trying to get the picture in focus. Frustrated, she started hitting the backside of the TV hoping to fix the problem. The little boy heard the doorbell ring, so he hurried to open the door,And there stood Grandma's minister. The minister said, "Hello, son, is your Grandma home?" The little boy replied,"Yeah, she's in the bedroom bangin' her boyfriend." The minister fainted.

Song Of The Day... :) 11262k6
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take away the pain Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wanna do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I hurt myself by hating you Somedays I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I want to do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've had myself If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that

Take Me Away
Take me away! ease my pain I have no strength to play Even though it still goes on, the game Take me away let my babies stay Make them go on at least for another dawn. Take me away Baby it's gonna be ok Make it to another day Then you can lay Take me away Todays the day Leave me, if you may Don't watch as I die, if your gonna stay. Take me away Use my memories as you may I'll watch over you where ever you play. Remember, I left for you, will you live for me today?

Promise
nobody knows what they have until they loose it You never leave the person whom you love for the one you like, because that person who you like will leave you for the person whom they love Tonight right at 12:00am at night your true love it is going to realize that they LOVE you! something is going to happen to you between 1:00 and 2:00 a.m. Tomorrow be ready for the greatest shock of your life. If you break this chain, you are going to have bad luck in love for the next years. sends this to 15 people in 15 minutes. do it if you wanna know who your real love is! I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be yo

Ramblings
subject: ramblings post date: 2006-10-14 14:28:02 views: 18 comments: 0 ratings: 0 Life takes unexpected turns One door that look so promising slams in your face The next opens and is better than that old rusty ass other door anyways How many chances are you willing to take? Do people who don't take any chances really get anywhere anyways? Do you suffer because of the wrong you did to me..or the wrong you did to yourself? Every time you truely love..is it better than the last person you loved..that is..if you truely loved them even? did you? or was that something else? Do you not do something because you are afraid it will fail later on? What if is doesn't..what if you changed everything by NOT trying What exactly is it that you fear losing anyways Keep your enemies close..... Love.... beautiful never ending feeling of hopefulness.. things will be ok now because you are here Saved me from becoming a person jaded by the ones who hurt me who are "sorry" now..

Just Some Thoughts
you know i was sitting here on my computer,well not on it..lol at it,and you know cherrytap is so cool,there is something going on all the time,not like my space,which is dead most of the time..i have met some really great people here,and some that like to talk crap,but its all good.i live on the coast,and there isnt much going on here,this time of year,its pretty dead,so what would i do without with out my cherrytap,and to all my friends, fans,and family who read this,i love you all,and i hope we can remain friends for along time to come...brenda xoxoxo

Sexual Iq Test
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nice.. Terrorists Are Coming To Get Me
You scored as Bomb. Your death will be by bombing. You will probably be an innocent bystander, not doing anything wrong and not a person who was targeted at, just in the wrong place at the wrong time.Bomb60%Natural Causes60%Posion53%Cut Throat53%Suicide53%Suffocated53%Disappear40%Disease33%Gunshot33%Stabbed27%Drowning20%Accident

Disease
Disease and pain No longer the same game Hopes and dreams gone in a second Spirits beckon Coughing and not keeping anything down Will I soon be under the ground? Calling your name but your off in another game I wish you would of stayed So maybe this time I wouldn't feel so played I'm glad I got this disease because now I don't have to see you with my niece I wish you would know but now I have to go No matter what or how ever many times I called you a SLUT I get a new life maybe this time without you in my sight maybe this time I'll be able to fight Once more I will say I finally get my wish

Anger
Anger! a feeling most hate. Especially coming from a mate. Anger! How's it feel?is it like your last meal? As veins pulse, blood warms, fist clinches, and heart quickens. Do you get the urge to pase, scream, yell, hit, or cut? Different poem) Clinch your jaw, hit a wall, muscles tight, words fly from your mouth, yelling. Anger turns to yelling, yelling leads to screaming, screaming turns into pushing, pushing goes to hitting, hitting leads to throwing, throwing turns to beating, beating ends up with pain, pain has to be treated. You are treated in a hospital. Hosiptal results in bills, Bills end in Anger. Bills end in pain. And it all starts again... if your still here.

Don't Let Me Go!
When you look at me, what do you see? When I look at you, I don't see a fool. I see you changeing and growing. I see your eyes fill with truth as the tears start flowing. I see you try to push everyone away Please don't let me go today! Reason is not on your side, But don't let down your pride. Stay here with me awhile, until you see, Your not the only one not free!

Making A Fool Out Of Myself At Work
I was listening to Christmas music this afternoon...somehow it makes me feel like Mom's a little closer; anyway they played the song with the little boy who wanted to buy his Mom shoes for Christmas in case she died that night....well it was like I'd taken a direct hit from an RPG in my gut and before I knew it I was crying my eyes out and couldn't stop. That song's always gotten to me some but today, omg, today it really hit home. My Mom sacrificed a lot for my brother and I at Christmas time, and I wasn't there to make sure she got the "shoes" before she left us. Damnit even now just writing this I'm crying like a baby. I knew this time of year was going to be tough but I didn't realize just how hard it was going to be. We're going to a huge family get-together on Christmas day; one that Mom and Dad have been coming up for every year for a long time and I'm scared to death I'm going to dissolve in a puddle of simpering foolishness sometime during that day. Why in the heck can'

Don't!
Don't tell me you'll save me before you walk away. Don't tell me you love me if your not gonna stay. Don't tell me the things that will make me stay. Don't tell me the like it will be ok. Don't tell me it will be fun if you only want to lay. Don't tell me the things that I don't want to say.

Myths
We have many myths about Dic sizes, when we compare ourselves 2 thosestories sum men come up short but not me ;).Any of these images selects part of tha truth & highlights it, creatin a myth that might be worthwhile if we dont take it too literally. Livin real life never feels as serene as fantasies, not me I cant be nothin but feal. A myth lifts sum ppl up, carries them away 2 other possibilities, but 4 those that r not of great size ta please yr woman take it wit a grain of salt. Myths r meant as inspirations, not as measurements of our lives. :D

This Place
Take me away from this place, I'l starting to pace Take my pain away I can't look at my own face! It seems everyday, the same thing I say Forgive me for the lies and gossip Forgive me for the drama Please God, take me away! I can't take the questions I don't have the answers to It feels so good when I'm with you But when your gone, I turn blue Forgive me for the lies and gossip Forgive me for the drama Please God, take me away! Why do we have to be apart, when we want to be together? Even if it's in the dark Do you still have my feather? Forgive me for the lies and gossip Forgive me for the drama Please God, take me away! I give you things, I ask you questions If it's the truth, I wont ask again, If it's the truth....AMEN! Forgive me for the lies and gossip Forgive me for the drama PLEASE God, TAKE ME AWAY!!!

Unprefect
Freezing from the cold Yet you still don't fold. Your still so bold. Hidden under all your pride Is where you keep it all inside. I see the candle flicker in your eyes, I see through your disquise. Having seen you today, Makes me want to curse you away! Unperfect by nature, but that's because you made her! Do you have another trick up your sleeve? Yes, I forgot, you have no answer, You just turn and leave!

The Trunk
I look at your old letters, read them word for word. Tears stain them even more Memories haunt me once again. The scent of you, so real Your voice.....so vivid and near. Records and tapes we listened to, dust now covers them. Music plays, just enough to hear. Photos are now old and brown Edges torn and worn away. These things I see are falling apart slowly, like your face I used to see so clear. I place the things aside as I look through the trunk, Hoping for find you once again! But all there is left is a wooden bottem. If only I wasn't so alone! I wish this was the end for me also. Will I see you once again?

Update To Forest Fire
Well, it looks as tho the fire department has gotten the fire under control. They are still out there, but the smoke has died down quite a bit. Thanks to every who kept their fingers crossed for us.

I Stand Alone
Well everytiime I move Every step I make You know I just can't seem to take The right direction I'm always wrong I'm never right Right or wrong There always seems to be a correction And I give everything I got And they take take take Everything I'm giving My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS I stand alone today Don't ask me why I feel I just know I feel this way I stand alone today Well you look at me Shake your head Don't like my hair You're so misled... I shit like you do But the curse is more than on my head Sometimes I think I'm better off dead It's worse than voodoo And I'm reaching out for help But it's no no no no no Until you give in My back is tired My legs both ache In this life There is no cake This life I'm livin' CHORUS They take, they take Everything I'm givin' It's a rough rough life This life I'm livin' Give me more, give me more I take more every day

New Tewlve Days Of Christmas
The Twelve Days of Christmas Fire and Rescue Style... On the First day of Christmas, my Dispatcher gave to me... Grandma who fell and hurt her knee... On the Second Day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me... 2 MG of Narcan for the out of work person who wants to end it all by taking her Husband's pain pills and won't tell me what she took and is feeling suicidal.... and grandma who fell and hurt her knee. On the Third day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... Three stacked shocks for the 88 year old man who instead of paying the neighbor kid 5 bucks to shovel his driveway, decided to do it himself and have the big one in the driveway... 2 Mg of Narcan for the psycho chick trying to off herself... and grandma who fell and hurt her knee.. On the Fourth day of Christmas, my dispatcher gave to me.... 4 AM in the morning I have to go to the nursing home because someone has had the flu for like 16 years and all of a sudden needs to go to the hospital....NOW,...

Cake Or Bed?
A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, HONEY, COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE GE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. FINE, THEN THE WIFE ASKS, WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT TO WHICH HE REPLIED, FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO FINE, SHE SAYS THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS TO THE FRONT DOOR? THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK. I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T WANT TO FIX STEPS. HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? I DON'T THINK SO. I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A COUPLE OF HOURS.................................... HE STARTS TO FEEL GUILTY ABOUT HOW HE TREATED HIS WIFE, AND DECIDES TO GO HOME A

Drinking
I don't drink anymore after 10 years...... I don't mind if my friends drink, Have fun..... my pet peeve is this.... How can a person put a time limit on drinking.....? I used to hear...its toooooo early to drink.. if the damn liquor store opens, then that means its time... Ya know i worked the 3rd shift and got off at 6 am, and in California inthe summer, a tasty wine cooler or 22oz brewskie was a lovely way to relax.............. Do you think its a time limit to drink?

Junk Food Junkie
I eat all night, I eat all day. My love for junk food Is here to stay. To diet is a phrase unkind, The thought of dieting is foreign to my mind. My clothes don't fit, But I don't care, Now, I've even burst my underwear. Just let me live With cakes and pies, And I'll be happy Till the day I die. And when I'm dead, Don't think that I'll stop, I'll mark my grave With a cherry on top! © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-09-22 14:08:12

Loneliness
A dark, silent and Empty void which I Can only acknowledge When I search… For me There is nothing. As incidents push me Deeper into black waters Nobody is there to hold my hand… I’m drowning Few ever see a part of me No one shown the whole Rarely do any reach to me And no one can support this burden… Pushing me under Is there really me? How could there be? No one sees me There is nothing filling me… But where does the aching, And loneliness come from?

Day
I hope everyoned day is doing good. Mine is not that good. I just wanted to let everyone know that i am here and alive and thinking about u all..Hope u all have a good night and sweet dreams.. I will be on off and on but wanted to make sure this gets out now just incase i can't do it later..hugs and kisess to u all.I am so glad to have u all as friends. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Is This Love?
My tongue gets all tied, My knees start to quiver, My body gets woozy, My teeth start to shiver. I start to breathe heavy, My head starts to pound, I try to talk, But I can't make a sound. When I see you from a distance, I always seem to stare, Imagine how I really feel, When you are near. Night after night I ask the stars above, Could this great feeling Really be love? © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN APRIL 28, 1989 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2002-12-17 19:53:25

Fyi-this Shit Made Me Mad Today
HELLO FOLKS, * ~ *MZ. PONYGIRLSUE* ~ *@ CherryTAP MZ. PONYGIRLSUE HERE. I HAVE TO SHARE THIS INFO WITH ALL OF YOU ON MY FRIENDS LIST. MY PICS ALBUMS ARE ALL NOW "FRIENDS ONLY". I HAVE A VERY GOOD REASON FOR THIS. THIS ASSHOLE WAS PERVING MY PAGE & STEALING MY PICS JUST TO HARASS ME FOR NO GOOD REASON. I SUGGEST THAT ALL OF YOU GO & BLOCK HIM BUT BEWARE BECAUSE HE MIGHT DO THE SAME TO YOU SO MAKE SURE YOUR PICS ARE NOT STEALABLE BEFORE GOING TO VIEW HIM. I WENT TO SCRAPPER OVER THIS BUT ALL HE TOLD ME WAS THAT HE IS NOT HERE TO REFEREE MY DRAMA. I WAS NOT CAUSING ANY DRAMA AND WAS THE INNOCENT VICTIM OF THIS INTERNET BULLY. I AM VERY SAD THAT I HAVE TO LOCK UP ALL OF MY PICS FROM THE REST OF THE CHERRYTAP BUT I HAD NO OTHER OPTION. THIS GUY WAS USING THE E-MAIL THIS PIC TO OTHERS OPTION ON MY NSFW PICS JUST TO RILE ME UP SO I STOPPED HIM IN THE MIDDLE OF DOING IT BY CHANGING MY ALBUM OPTIONS. I HAD ALREADY BLOCKED HIM BUT THIS DID NOT PREVENT HIM FROM PERVING MY PAGE AND CONTINUIN

Chance
Give me one more chance And you’ll be satisfied Give me two more chances And you won’t be denied My heart is where it’s always been My head somewhere between Give me one more chance I’m yours forever

¢¼life¢¼ True Friends Will Open¢¼
Ok well I dont kno where to start...My head is spinning outta control. Things and ppl come in and outta your life. Most of the time leave teaching you an important lesson or lessons. So I can stand here and say thank you to all the ppl who made me who I am today. I only get stronger from all the lessons I have learned. And i just wanna give a shout out to all the down to earth ppl i have got to kno on this site and throughout my life...not going to say any names bc they kno who they are! Im at that point in my life right now that i cant take anthing for granted. Im going to stay focused and reach my goals, there is no time to waste and let the lil things screw me over. I cant let my future slip thru my fingers like i have many other things. Im going to get mine and ppl are going to wish they had been true...peace love and chicken grease im out beezys JD

Internet Is Up
well my internet is up and working now that's good. the last few days of work were rather frustrating and they screwed up my paycheck shorting me by over 100 i think which isn't good so i have to talk to the manager about it. ive spent the day mostly sleeping and sitting here kinda feeling just meh nothing exciting like ussual. i let my uncle have the puppy because he really wanted him and i know he'll be taken better care of. i work too much to be able to play with him much and then i get too tired and so just get frustrated easily with his being hyper when i just want to relax. so its better this way. now i can sit and be alone when im not working woohoo... umm not much else is new. they've put me on some early shifts which im not happy about but ill survive. i hope they aren't going to start giving the new guy my evening and midnight shifts i cant do the early morning thing. even if i sleep 10 hours i feel dead and my brain is melted until around 4 pm or so. i know i'm not

Identity Crisis
My mommy says that I've got daddy's eyes And Grandma's little nose; And Grandpa says I've got his ears And Uncle Larry's toes. My dad says that I've got my mommy's smile, And every time I talk I hear, "You're just like your Aunt Marie-down to the way you walk." Don't you see how I could be a little bit confused? It seems as if all but my nether parts Have already been used. I think it's time for someone to explain, Before it gets out of hand, Just why I've got all my kinfolk's parts So that I can understand. My Grandma says my hands are like My Great Aunt Lorene; So, what I'd like to know is... What part of me is me? © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-09-22 13:39:46

Fake Ass Friends
The difference between FAKE ASS friends and REAL friends >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. >>REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs >>REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did >>was wrong. >>REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... >>but that shit was fun!" >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. >>REAL FRIENDS: cry with you >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it >>back. >>REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. >>REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from >>you. >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd >>is doing. >>REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on y

I Will Always Love You
As long as I can dream, As long as I can think, As long as I have a memory, I will always love you. As long as I have eyes to see, As long as I have lips to taste your tears, As long as I have ears to hear you speak, I will always love you. As long as I have a heart, As long as I have an imagination to hold you, As long as I have a soul stirring within me, I will always love you. As long as there is time, As long as there is love; As long as there is you, As long as I have a breath to speak your name, I will always love you. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN AUGUST 8, 1994 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2002-01-12 14:31:27

I Remember . . . . . . . .
I REMEMBER. . . The softness of your hair, The color of your eyes, The strength of your arms, Teh softness of your flesh against mine, The kisses we never wanted to end, The look of lonliness in your eyes As we promised to write and call. I REMEMBER. . . The lonliness I felt when you'd gone, The emptiness inside I felt of losing you forever, Your soft caresses-so gentle and loving- The way our bodies responded to one another's touch-creating an inferno. Now, as I remember back, My body aches for your touch, your smile and your gentle lovemaking; I yearn for your nearness That only you can satisfy. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN IN NOVEMBER 1993. COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-10-16 17:59:01

Babys
this goes out to all my friends I will be bringing the babies home on Tuesday afternoon. If you would like to actually view them please let me know and I will give you my yahoo addy. if you already have my addy just let me know if your interested anyways. my yahoo id is ldy_lylith

Splat! *humorous*
I dodge Quickly to the left The monster goes by Another on it’s tail Flying by so fast I fly up over, tumbling Out of control, falling fast A monster passes over top I look back in relief, the monster is gone **SPLAT!!** You reach to the left Turning on your windshield wiper Your car moves on, the smear paid no mind But imagine how I must be feeling Last thing through my mind was my ass So next time you wash a bug off Kiss my ass

I Promise
I PROMISE TO HOLD YOU FOREVER KEEP YOU BESIDE ME YOUR SPIRIT INSIDE ME. I PROMISE TO KEEP YOU WARM ON COLD NIGHTS FROM NOW TILL WE'RE OLD. I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU FOREVER ONLY YOU WILL I CHERISH TO THE DAY I PERISH. I PROMISE TO HOLD YOU AND WARM YOU FOREVER I WILL CHERISH YOU FOREVER I WILL LOVE ONLY YOU. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN FRI. JULY 7, 2006 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2006-07-28 22:12:43

I Miss You
A little bit of you and a little bit of me Have switched respective places in a mystifying "we". When miles come between us and our lives are drawn apart, Our thoughts remain together, tugging softly at the heart. This lonliness without you tells of special moments shared, And say across the miles just how much we've always cared. The emptiness that comes with just the memory of your touch, Stirs a feeling from within that says, "I miss you so very much". © VICKI JOINER THIS POEM WAS WRITTEN IN MAY 1983 WHEN MY FIANCE, WHO WAS IN THE ARMY, LEFT FOR GERMANY. COPYRIGHTED ON: 2002-01-12 16:53:52

"do You Know Me?"
Do you know me? Sure you do. I'm just a dispatcher! You know the one. The one that you talk about, the one you hate. I'm the one who always screws up you the calls you go on, do you think I enjoy giving you incorrect information. Did you stop and think maybe the caller gave me the information wrong? I'm the "stupid" one because I cannot hear you with your siren blaring in the background, a child on the screaming into the phone that daddy is beating up mommy, a hysterical parent whose child is on drugs or because you may just have your music up to loud and I have to ask you to repeat something. I am the one who must maintain a calm voice when inside I am feeling sick because of a hot call you are on. Trying to make out what you are saying when you are running and the adrenaline is pumping. I am the one who understands when you reply with a smart remark or sarcasm, knowing you have a stressful job. Remember I too have a stressful job. I'm the one who, when you get in a foot chas

The Dispatcher Is God!!
THE CHIEF of police leaps tall building in a single bound, is more powerful than a locomotive, is faster than a speeding bullet, walks on water and gives policy to God. THE ASSISTANT CHIEF leaps shorter buildings in a single bound, is more powerful than a Switch Engine, and is just as fast as a speeding bullet, walks on water if it is calm, and talks to God. THE CAPTAIN leaps short building with a running start, and favorable wind conditions. He is almost as powerful as a switch engine and faster than a speeding bullet, walks on water of an indoor pool, and talks to God if special request is approved. THE LIEUTENANT barely clears quonset huts, loses tug of war with Locomotives, can fire a speeding bullet, swims well and is occasional addressed by God. THE SERGEANT makes high marks when trying to leap buildings, is ran over by Locomotives and sometimes handles a gun without inflicting self injury, can dog paddle, and talks to himself. THE DETECTIVE runs into buildings,

Update (11 - 26 - 06)
Well to update about what i wrote earlier. Her roommate is leaving tonight. Now she is without a babysitter and now she is going to have to quit her job so she can watch her son. I have given her options and she told me she thought of them or they wouldn't work. I am so lost and stressed out right now.

Keeva's Really Sick
She's in the hospital. Judy is watching her for an hour or so, so me and Craig can get shit for the night. She might go home tomorrow or she might not. I was at work.. and my mom couldn't get a hold of me.. so she called Hot Topic and they came over to tell me. I left right away. A girl from HT took me to the hospital. Well I don't have much time to write. I'll update this when I can. Please keep my lil girl in your thoughts.. thank you.. Jen

"anonymous Voices"
We sit in a room... So dark and small... Waiting for ... A 911 call... We listen to your voice... And hear your pain... We want to help.... Although at times it seems to be in vain... Our job isn't glamorous... It isn't for all... We're there to help... When you make that call... There's crying... And screaming.... And small voices in pain... That breaks our hearts.... But in that there's no shame.... To hear a small child..... Scared because mom isn't home.... Or the voice of an old woman.... Who's husband just moans..... We don't ask for fanfare.... Or even a cheer..... It's enough to know.... That help is finally near..... Our job is to help..... To make you feel safe.... To make those long moments... Go quickly as they came.... And at the end of the day...... When we can shut off our fears.... We get in our cars..... And shed a few tears.... Because the next day we'll be back.... In a room dark and small.... Waiting for.... A 911

The One I Dream I Love
I listen quietly to you Letting your kind voice roll around softly Around in my ears As you would a sweet taste In your mouth But the experience is Unlike any other My mind gently wonders To thoughts from times before When we were together I long for those days again Then as I lay my head down I dream of you And I know That I must smile as I sleep

"friends In Blue"
We have worked together for many years, It's our voices ringing in your ears. We try to make those long days brighter, And hopefully, the load a little lighter. We send you to the bar-room brawl. And out in the rain to the nuisance call. We worry about you day and night. To make sure every call turns out all right. We share your sorrows, we share your joys, That's why we think of you as ... "Our boys." Then why have we never said to you, "I'm proud of you ... my friend in blue." Esther Corby

Xmas Party
Tom had been in the liquor business for 25 years. Finally, sick of the stress, he quit his job and bought 50 acres of land in Alaska as far from humanity as possible. He saw the postman once a week and got groceries once a month. Otherwise, it was total peace and quiet. After about six months of almost total isolation, someone knocked on his door. He opened it and a huge, bearded man was standing there. "Name's Lars, your neighbor from forty miles up the road. Having a Christmas party Friday night...thought you might like to come. About 5:00." "Great", says Tom, "after six months out here I'm ready to meet some local folks. Thank you." As Lars left, he stopped. "Gotta warn you......be some drinkin'." "Not a problem" says Tom. "After 25 years in the business, I can drink with the best of 'em." Again, the big man started to leave and stopped. "More'n likely gonna be some fightin', too." "Well, I get along with people; I'll be all right. I'll be there. Than

Top Ten Signs That Your Relationship With Your K-9 Is Getting Too Intimate
Top ten signs that your relationship with your K-9 is getting too intimate 1. Lunch usually consists of a pizza topped with one half meatballs and the other half kibble. 2. You demand your K-9 buddy get a locker, too. 3. In case there's an emergency, you carry a wee-wee pad wherever you go. 4. You get a kick out of asking him how his day was and he always answers "ruff." 5. He is the only one who laughs at your jokes. 6. Out of habit, you start scratching your spouse's belly during tender moments. 7. For Christmas you knit a little doggy uniform and buy doggy boots to keep his paws warm and dry. 8. For Valentine's Day you fill a heart-shaped box with doggy treats. 9. At training class, you pass him love notes under the desk. 10. You want to have his puppies

"a Dispatcher's Promise"
Another morning has approached as I think of my officer again. One of the many officers that swore to serve and to protect, and gave up his life in the very end. That fateful day is something that I am not allowed to forget. It is that memory that reappears each time I put on my headset. And when I sit in front of the radio and dispatch my officers to a priority call, I silently hope and pray that I hear them clear, instead of hearing them take the fall. You see, I have always read their voices and sent back up when I sensed tension or fear. But now, more than ever, it is their voice I want to continue to hear. Taking for granted that you will hear an officer do another traffic stop, just should not be done. For it does not matter how routine the stop or call may be, it only takes one. When one of our brothers or sisters is lost in the field, the briefing room will then be left with an empty space. And in our hearts it is perceived, that this

Ever Ever
*Written long ago as I was leaving for the military* Ever Ever The hardest thing I’ll ever have to do Is turn around and walk away With how much I love you To look you in the eyes And leave you behind My hands are tied And my heart is not free It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to say To turn and look you in the face And say that I have to go I’m not sure when I will be back I’m not sure when I’m going to go I love you with all my heart and soul But it is time for me to go The hardest thing I’ll ever have to go through To kiss you for the last time before I go To taste your sweet and tender lips To let my hand slide from yours And to look away Climbing on that plane And going away, doing my time It’s what I look forward to with you To come back and hold you in my arms To kiss you, Long and passionate To know I have all the time in the world To hear your sweet voice And hold your hands in mine And never let them go But that is a world away O

Women ?!?
Well I've been here less then a week, and one lady is mad at me over an E-Mail, and another lady had me banned from a chatroom over there horrible sounding radio station/bitcast (and I was bitchin' about the sound quality; it doesn't matter, Damage Inc. Radio sounds better anyways). It's no wonder I'm still single. BTW: Since it was brought up, could you please explain to me why I would feel rejected and wanna dis an environment, cause I never felt like that actually. I just wanted to figure out why the radio station sounded like that, you know, improve the sound?!? Sorry, was just trying to make it sound better for all involved. I just make friends on here, that's it. Link of the Day: http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20061124/ap_on_bi_ge/sony_defective_cameras - Sony announced Friday that it found a defect in 8 Cyber-shot compact digital camera models. 'The liquid crystal display screens of eight camera models might not display images correctly, images could be distorted or cameras mi

Blowing Kisses To Heaven
Blowing Kisses to Heaven, That's what I can do, Every time I want to say, How much "I Love You" Blowing Kisses to Heaven, I know that you love me, I am so blessed and so thankful, That God sent you to our family. Everyone that met you, Claimed you as their own, Gentle, so caring, so giving, so kind, A truest gift, wrapped from God's heart to mine. Now you are receiving, Blessings so deserved, And every time I think of you I'll blow kisses to Heaven, From my heart to yours ! We love you Mom

Looks An End Is Here
WELL, IT LOOKS LIKE ATLGRNEYES HAS DECIDED TO BE FINISHED WITH LUPIN AND I...AFTER WE SUPPORTED HER FOR 6 MONTHS AND AFTER I SUPPORTED HER FOR 10 MONTHS LAST YEAR WHEN SHE HAD NOTHING. THIS IS THE THANKS WE GET: LIES TO US DECEIT TO US TAKING THINGS FROM US DITCHING US YELLING AT ME ALMOST DAILY TREATING ME LIKE CRAP REFUSING TO BE AT LUPIN'S SIDE WHEN IN THE HOSPITAL ETC... AND INSTEAD OF APOLOGIZING, SHE RUNS AWAY... SOME FRIEND HUH? SOMEONE WHO WAS CARED FOR... WHAT KIND OF A FRIEND (SUPPOSED BEST FRIEND) DOES THAT TO PEOPLE WHO TOOK HER INTO THEIR HOME RENT-FREE AND HELPED HER? THIS WAS TAKEN AT A HAPPIER TIME (ATLGRNEYES ON LEFT):

My Brother
to u my brother tho u have left us u have gone to heaven to wait on us we will soon be together again.. u will be greatly missed and still love but always know even if i didnt tell u ever day that i loved u..u knew it just like i knew u did me.. u will no longer be here to protect me but u r lookin down on me and u r now my guardian angel watchin over me and my kids..someday soon i will be able to sit in your lap and fall asleep like i did when i was little..im just sorry my kids wont get to see uncle gary anymore.. u became their world like u did me we love u and miss u and hope u r up there havin fun with papaw and uncle henry cause i can bet u r all up there fishin your hearts out lol i love u bro...shana

My Favorite Survey Ever
Nothing but Sex! You may want to be alone when filling this out! 1. Favorite poisition: Doggie 2. Favorite place to have sex: any room in the house 3. Favorite thing to give during sex: Blowjob 4. Favorite thing to recieve during sex: it's a tie between a spanking and having my nipples twisted 5. Most times you had sex in one night (doesn't have to be with the same person): 17 6. Ok now i'm curious, most people in one night: one 7. Ever had sex with the same sex? No 8. Do you want to? No, not my cup of tea but u never know what might happen during a 3some. Anything above the belt is ok. 9. Anything you'd like to try but haven't, and why? can't think of anything, I've been lucky - oh wait a 3some 4 some more some 10. Do you like to watch people have sex? I'd rather be having the sex, but someone has to holdthe camera I guess 11. Do you like to be watched having sex? Yes 12. Ever try anal? Yes ain't nothing wrong with the butt love 13. Ever been /thrown an orgy? no 14. E

Bikers Against Child Abuse
BACA Mission Statement CLICK TO LEARN MORE ABOUT BACA Bikers Against Child Abuse (BACA) exists with the intent to create a safer environment for abused children. We exist as a body of Bikers to empower children to not feel afraid of the world in which they live. We stand ready to lend support to our wounded friends by involving them with an established, united organization. We work in conjunction with local and state officials who are already in place to protect children. We desire to send a clear message to all involved with the abused child that this child is part of our organization, and that we are prepared to lend our physical and emotional support to them by affiliation, and our physical presence. We stand at the ready to shield these children from further abuse. We do not condone the use of violence or physical force in any manner, however, if circumstances arise such that we are the only obstacle preventing a child from further abuse, we stand ready to be that obstacle.

Ode To An Obsessed Freak Visiting Your Page
Before I say hello I just wanna be mellow and say that you make my legs feel like jello I accidently bumped into your profile and after one look, I don't wanna touch the dial because I just want to eat you up like a crocodile and spend 6 years with you in exile You and me, stuck on an island, total isolation I couldn't ask for a better consolation When I look at you, my eyes squint from dilation Everyday, I get a nice view of you, my mind drifts I try to get your attention with anonymous gifts Sadly you never realize it's your heart that lifts ...me off the ground and tittilates my senses Wanting to jump down off the fences And make you mine, all mine, completely mine Grabbing my fork so you and me can dine at the fanciest places on Hollywood and Vine Kissing your feet and and the grass you walk Wiping snot from my nose so I can clearly talk and confess to you that I'm your biggest fan but the only thing you say to me is that I need a tan

:[[[
Yeah this weekend kind of sucked balls. Last nite was Sort-of fun i guess. hahaha actually it was real fun i ended up making out with my best friend lorin like 5 times. lol i was trassssshed. Today just has sucked, my mom is being crazy and took my cell away from me. umm Gayness. eh i dont want to go to school tomorrow. wtf

Child Parenting Classes
sunday thoughts-more on parenting classes. â€” Sunday, November 26, 2006 Been reading my books and stuff. Maybe we could give a tax credit or something to those who complete parenting classes. They would consist of stuff on child development, and child psycology, and other usefull things like that. It might pay off in the long run in reducing crime. People would not only have to sit in the class for so many hrs, and get a certiificate in the end, but do homework assignments, take quizes, write papers, or do some kind of practical application exersieses, and take a final test in the end. They would have to score 90% overall to get the full benifits awarded to people for the class. These classes will be especially important for lower income families. The children of these families are more likily to suffer from problems caused by their income status and cycle of abuse circumstances. Educating these people and helping their income status should make some progress in "

Fuck This
OKAY SO MY FRIENDS HUBBY IS IN A CONTEST AND GET THIS EVERYONE BECAUSE IM SITTING ON THE FLAG THE DUMBASS RUNNING THE CONTEST BLOCKED ME FROM VOTEING BECAUSE SHE DOESNT LIKE MY FLAG PICTURE..I GUESS I MOST LOOK BETTER ON THE FLAG THEN SHE DOES....ANYWAY I THINK THAT IS CHEATING BECAUSE SHE IS NOW PICKING AND CHOOSEING WHO CAN AND CANT VOTE RIGHT..HOW SMART IS THAT OHH AND HERE IS HER LITTLE BLOG SHE WROTE ... subject: disrespect towards our flag post date: 2006-11-26 13:20:13 views: 3 comments: 0 ratings: 0 for those who dont know this and think it is patriotic it isnt. WEARING THE FLAG AND I MEAN THE ACTUAL FLAG IS DISRESPECTFUL. SITTING ON IT IS EVEN MORE DISRESPECT BECAUSE THE FLAG IS TO NEVER BE WORN,TOUCH THE GROUND AND IT IS JUS TOTAL DISRESPECT FOR IT. I THINK MY FLAG PICTURES ROCK..ANYWAY HERE IS HERE URL..SHE BLOCKED ME SO I CANT SAY ANYTHING TO HER SO I HOPE YOU GUYS WILL GO LET HER KNOW THAT SHES CHEATING AND THAT OPINIONS ARE LIKE ASSHOLES EVERYONE HA

War
In eternities of slaughter I revel, Only in the chilling realms of inner-eye vision, Destroying mankind for its inherent weakness, Choking pawns on droplets of hatred, Bringing hell to them, The ones that oppose, War in our name, Bloodletting for gain, Bretheren in battle, Sisters of healing, I call thee take up thy duties! Healing the Earth in cleansing her plague, May thou take up thy oaths for the goddess, May thou see what forsight has granted thee, May thy earthy coil ascend (Daemonisphere). My repentance, Mother Earth I plead forgiveness, My redeption, I raise my sword for thy purpose! My becoming, Pray I become greater than mortal! My doom, May I carve my death unto legends of thine! As darkness unfolds around this killing ground, Legends steel and flesh shall now become! Raised above the stature of simple deeds! Grant me wisdom in battles yet to come! O' cosmic body, Mother to us all, Mother of wolves and bearer of the dead, Take me upon m

My Public Appology To Krazy Karen!
In todays fast paced world life comes at of from all points. Top and bottom and side to side. We make decisions on the basis of how we think and feel. Sometimes these are made blindly, sometimes they are the products of hind sight...lessons learned in the past being applied now to the future. But, sometimes, our mind will take truths and distort making our judgements clouded and the process of making intelligent decissions next to impossible. Ever second guess your self or the actions you are about to make?? The chioces we make are jus that...our own. Chioces that shape the future direction in which our lives will proceed. Everything is a chioce. What we choose matters. I choose solitude. This way I cannot hurt those in which I care most about. I have hurt many. But no more. This is my chioce. I don't pretend to understand why or how this comes to be. I have never woke on any given day saying that today I'm going to hurt this person or that person. It seems that as soon as so

Worthy Causes
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Bullets.
put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for breakfast. it will be the sweetest meal. that i have ever tasted. no regrets. no worries. it's hard to know someone cares. when no one speaks. when you are alone. how can you know someone. unless you are always with them? doesn't make sense. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for lunch. tell the other kids. this is one thing i wont share. i have shared everything else. but this one thing is for me. this is something they. can not take away from me. this is not like everything else. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for dinner. tell my family to say grace. i will be not be down for dinner. too many times. i have let them down. but this time. i will not be down for dinner. put a gun to my head. feed me bullets for dessert. it is the sweetest thing. that has ever touched these lips. you were the second thing. but not by far. so will you please. tell them to stop walking on me. even after they feed

I Love & Miss You When We're Apart
THIS IS DEDICATED TO ALL THE MILITARY SPOUSES EVERYWHERE....GOD BLESS YOU ALL. I LOVE AND MISS YOU WHEN WE'RE APART When we're not together, You're always in my thoughts. When I'm doing something without you, I find myself silently talking to you. When I'm confronted with an important decision, I find myself wondering what you would do. When I go past a place that we had gone to, I find myself filled with memories of you. It doesn't matter what I'm doing or where I'm going, When we're not together, Half of everything is missing. I can't wait to be with you again, But until then, I carry you very close to my heart, And my love for you helps me to get through This time that we are apart. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN THANKSGIVING WEEKEND 1993 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2002-01-12 16:04:05

Take A Breath
Take a breath and close your eyes, Imagine the truth behind those lies. They all tell you the same things, You can never grow your wings. Here in the darkness you wait, Feeling nothing but your hate. Soon they will all see, What they thought could never be. Slowly in the blackest of nights, You will soar the greatest heights. Through the trees and the sky, They will see how they made you cry. Soaring high above the rest, You thought you were blessed. As night rips away the light, You try to take flight. This hell you have fallen to, Evil within only grew. With the Demon inside of you, You knew it had to be true. The flames cover your body, And your soul is embodied. With no bliss, Or any good-night kiss. +YourMidnightSecret+

Untitled
ok now here is a pome i havent had really much time to work on .. one slightly rainy night my siginfante other sent me on a errons mean while he was back at home fixing somehitng up fo rme but he knows i love suprises so thats y he sent me away well i am gone he calls me with out me saying before i speak he tells me dont speak just come home when u do be quiet and hangs up well i drive up not talking or saying anyhting i walk in the door there is flowers on the floor my fav candles or lit all over the place and the lights or dimmm and there is a big big box in the middle of the floor it has a note that says open me as i open the box to find another box there well i pick it up and open that box to find theres another box in it i am growing excited but impation wanting to know whats going on well i open it to find yet another box i open it theres a robe and blind foldes with a note that saids undress slide this on and blind fold yourself and

Just Do It.
Just do it. Don't pretend. You say, "Hi! Let's be friends!" When really you are saying, "Let me kill you slowly." Take a razor blade. Slide it roughly against my wrist. Take a candle. Burn my house down with me in it. Take a gun. Put it in my mouth and pull the trigger. Take a bottle of pills. Make me swallow all of them at once. Take a container of water. Drown me in it without letting me grasp a breath. Take a car. Hit me with it until I go limp. Take a knife. Stab me through my weak heart. Take an axe. Dismember me until you don't know who I am. Take a vow. Tell them that I am a witch so they can hang me until my lungs collapse. Take a few words. I will die of a broken heart. Take a mirror. Take two sharp pieces of the glass and shove them in my eyes, hard and deep. Take a rope. Hang my head high. Just like you have wanted to since the day you met me. Why must you kill me? Because I was never good enough for you. How could

Heartbreak
You were a fool to think that I loved you; Now you know it was a lie. So why can't you just face reality And stop wanting to die. You loved me & you thought that I felt the same, When all the time I was just playing a game. Can't you see you're just a young boy And I just thought of you as another toy? So, just burn all the letters I wrote to you, 'Cause none of them was telling the truth. I had to do this to you before you did it to me, So just remember this is the way it has to be. I'm just a person who breaks a lot of hearts, And yours was so easy from the very start. So try to remember me for what you thought I was, And not as I really am. 'Cause now you know I didn't really give a damn. © VICKI JOINER COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-09-22 12:35:13

God's Answered Prayer
Not a day goes by that I don't think of you- My stomach's in knots, My heart's confused, My life's in a turmoil Not knowing what to do- Or, if you'd like for me to be your girl. I don't make promises I can't keep, It's better that way. Just a thought of you and my stomach goes weak. You're the only man I dream of, You're the only man I want; Because I know without a doubt, That you're the only man I'll ever love. All this time that we've been apart, Has left me sad and lonely. But just the thought of seeing you again Or hearing your voice on the phone, Puts a smile on my heart. Please don't turn me away- Give yourself, and me a break. You may discover that you can learn to love and trust again. I'd given up on ever finding true love, But God was listening and Answered my prayers When He sent me you to love. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN DECEMBER 28, 1993 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-10-16 17:53:46

Follow The White Rabbit.
With the guilt and the pain intermixed within the heart always seeking the truth always finding confusion. With the back pushed agianst the wall no where to turn no where to run broken shards of the heart fall shattering all hope. destory it destory hate destroy love destory confusion destory hope nothing is left. see the world through a mirror clocks ticking away the time follow the white rabbit follow the white rabbit follow the white rabbit. say something say anything time is ticking heart is beating lungs are collapsing better hurry. out of time stop dead no more worrying no more confusion or hope or faith. follow the white rabbit see the way through the rabbit hole to the other side where nothing is the same. +YourMidnightSecret+

Fate
Love has no bars, Love has no rules. Hearts get broken When people become cruel. I remember the day That I fell in love with you, It is so crystal clear, I knew in my heart that we'd say "I do." My love grew over the months That you were away from me; I knew that forever with you Is where I wanted to be. If only we'd known The next act of that play, We could've changed it, And we'd be together today. Instead, we're with someone else That we really don't love; Our hearts are with someone else As we wish upon the stars above. A love like ours is forever That I know to be true, If we ever are together again, I'll never leave and that's my promise to you. © VICKI JOINER WRITTEN NOVEMBER 18, 2000 COPYRIGHTED ON: 2004-09-22 14:46:17

Don't
Don't let him take over your feelings, Don't give your heart away- It will hurt so much less When he lets you go someday. Don't be so quick to believe Something could happen so fast, It will hurt so much less When he is haunted by his past. Don't believe he could be so different, When they are all so much the same; Don't blame yourself if it goes wrong, He, too, could be the one to blame. Don't take him for granted, It's the worst thing you can do; For, if it was meant to be, it will be; If not, the only one who'll be hurt will be you. © VICKI JOINER 2002-01-14 15:53:39

Cutting The Strings
I've danced to their music, I've danced to the beat; I felt like a puppet With strings on my feet. But I've grown tired of trying to please And acting their way; I've put down the strings And am walking away. I know it's going to be tough, But that's what I'm going to do; Have you ever met someone Who actually liked you for you? © VICKI JOINER 2004-09-22 13:12:58

My First Blog
My name is Michael, I am the proud father of twin boys, Christopher Anthony, and Kain Alexander, they are 10 months old. I am Musician. I play Southern Rock. if theres a way to do it Ill upload some of my music later for yall to hear.

You Get Me Out Of The Rain;; You Get Me Outta My Clothes
The poem was actually good once I started understanding most of it. I'm almost done with first page of Algebra, and then on to my next one. The first page is surprisingly easyyyyy, thanks goodness. I'm packing my clothes for New York, also. Eeeek, hehe. I'm staying IN Time Square at the Crown Plaza or whatever. :]]]] Anyway, I'm bored, so I'm going to go try to finish my algebra, do my english, then take a shower and get ready for bed. :]

Me
Will what time can do to you. It can be good or bad. Just think about year ago what was all happening in your life. For me a year ago I was just starting my new job that I still have today, going on dates trying to found Mr. Right, and hoping for next year cuz I'll be 21. We let time take are life. Time away from are kids are love ones and the joy we have. Time is something that we dont have enough of. *Holly Ann*

Why I Love You
I love you because when you hold me, i fit perfectly inside your arms,as if we were created for one another,because when my head is resting on your chest ,i fall asleep to the beating of your heart,because your smile touched a place deep inside me and filled my soul with hopes of a thousand different dreams. I love you because you are unlike anyother person i have met,because you were the one I've been waiting for a whole life time for..... For was long as i can remember. I have loved you with every part of me, and thnaked the stars and heavens for the gift of your love in my life...

Where Is He
where is he Current mood: lonely the one that save me from the darkness form all the people that want to put u down from those that hate me the one that uderstand me for the person u are not they way u look dosent judge u for the dum thing u do the one that think ur dum expressions are adorable the one that make u feel special make ur heart skip a beat no matter how far he is u still want him make u feel understood no one else matter but him where that guy that dosent lie to u the one that the one u cant stop thinking about the one that hold u close the one that kiss ur tear the one that keep comeing back even if u keep pushing him away the one that make u feel like it just the two of u in the room the one that make u not able to breath the one that make u feel like u cant live with out him the one u want to live the rest of ur life with were is that guy the one that keep his promisses the one that make u feel better when u sick and at ur worst tell u ur beautiful and means

True Juggalo/ Juggalette
I GOT THIS FROM SOMEONE BUT IT IS SO TRUE!!!!!!! If you do not take the time to read this, it is your loss..... To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a jugahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette (but if you want to I'm all for it) 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you

The Different Animals
As we relate 2 women, we r often driven by needs, which no could meet, & hampered by ignorance of what the opposite sex iz really like. Perhaps we want 2 lose ourselves in a romantic closeness as we once lost ourselves n a past love. Then we get hurt & angry when the impossible doesnt happen. Or we fail 2 understand that 1 womans reactions r different from our own. the dialogue between the sexes iz as old as the generations. It will always be a mixture of fascination, mystery, frustration, & new understandins. When we realize we cannot merge with a woman, take her over, or be taken over by her, we will meet her az a separate person, and our relationship will become vastly more peaceful.

4 Day Weekend
The 4 day weekend is coming to a close. All in all wasnt abd at all. Went to a friends for T-day and had a good time.. Friday and saturday were drinking days yayyy, had fun ofcourse. Today is a recoup/watch football day. 49ers lsot that sucks, but thats ok they tried hard. Tomorrow back to work ugh. Hope ya'll had a good one

More Of My Philosophy...(another Repost)
...but this time I'm sober. What a treat for you. Actually I felt I had to be sober to muse on the subject I'm about to tackle. It's a rather important subject, although whether or not it should be is still up for debate. In fact I think many people spend a bit too much time thinking about it and/or arguing over it and maybe they should learn to just live and wait to find out if they're right or not. In the end, it's a lesson we all learn... On Religion: I was raised Lutheran. I attended Lutheran schools and Lutheran churches. I was forced to crawl out of bed early on Sunday mornings, shimmy my way into uncomfortable frilly little dresses, pile into my Dad's car, and go to church, where, once I arrived, I sat on an uncomfortable wooden pew and stared at some guy (wearing what was probably an equally uncomfortable dress) on a podium giving a big long boring monotone speech about an afterlife that was as distant to me as the planet Pluto ( I always dug that...a planet named after

My Philosophy...(a Repost)
This will probably be only the first of my entries explaining to you my personal views on various aspects of life. I don't know if it will teach you anything, but, in writing it, I certainly learned a lot about myself. I like me. On Parenthood: I've spent the past 13 years of my life being a parent...and a single parent at that. I became pregnant at the tender age of 17 and this was a turning point in my life. I was forced to forego the tail end of my childhood (not to mention a full academic scholarship to a nationally accredited college) and do the inevitable. I had to grow up. The day my son was born...and again when I gave birth to my daughter...I looked down into this tiny wrinkly face with eyes so much like mine and I cried. In many ways they were tears of joy for I had created something that only I could make. I had brought forth life where previously there had been none. Here was life all wrapped up in a recieving blanket and peering up at me, looking to me to protect it,

Are You Addicted To Love?like Me?
You Are 76% Addicted to Love Might as well face it, you're very addicted to love. But you're not really getting the deep love you seek. Short lived, dramatic relationships are more your style. Let go of needing someone, and you may find someone you actually want. Are You Addicted to Love?

Your Love Life Secrets!
Your Love Life Secrets Are Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. You're a little scarred from your past relationships, but who isn't? You want to be with someone who's a success. A person with the right job, right family, right clothes... In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. A break-up usually comes as a shock to you. You always think things are going well. Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

Whats On My Mind!
Ok this iz whats on my mind I know all my firends and fams have alot of other ppl that they talk to its in the 1000's where I only have like what 60 sumthin friends & fam, ok its hard ta talk ta everyone I know that but ya boy take time out ta say gm & gn ta everyone and if u dont respond bac 2 a hi how r u I take that as disrespect & I hate ta get disrespected respect iz everything ta me I respect everybody. So if u think its 2 much ta holla at ya boy then take me off yr list bloc me or what ever I dont give a fuc, Dont get me wrong I care about all my friends & fam's & fan's some more than others and u know who u r ;), but as i waz sayin if u cant holla bac bloc ya boy & thats real talk!

Stupid Out Of Town Drivers
Alright, so I had to run downtown to the bank and get some money out of the ATM and then go to the store, a trip that I estimated would take maybe half an hr at most. Well, that half an hr turned into nearly an hr and a half because.... first off the trafic circle in town that I have to take to get to downtown, this dumbass out of towner didn't know what the hell he was doing and didn't obey the yield sign so I nearly got T-boned, then I smoked liked 3 cigs in a row to calm down because my heart went into my throat because he was seriously like inches away. Then on the way back back home on the interstate there was a serious wreck involving what?.... out of town drivers who didn't know what the hell they were doing in which case backed up traffic for miles in which case took me about an hr to drive like 5 miles. Out of town drivers can go have wrecks and kill themselves in their own town, don't bring that shit to my town, I know where I'm going and how to get there, you just stay the h

How Paranoid R U?
You Are 32% Paranoid Schizophrenic You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments. Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head! Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

To Every Girl
To every girl....if you almost cry while reading this, it includes you.... To every girl that is SCARED to put her heart out there again, because she has been HURT so badly. To every girl that dresses cute, not skanky. To every girl who wants to be called beautiful, not hot. To every girl who gets her heart broken, because he chose that WHORE instead. To every girl that won't get down on her knees && open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. To every girl that just wants to hold hands. To every girl that kisses him with meaning. To every girl who wants a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. To every girl who lies awake at night thinking about him. *To every girl that just wants to cuddle.* To every girl that thought "maybe this one could be the one." To every girl that doesn't want a guy who just plays with her emotions but actually cares about how she feels. To every girl who wants words backed up with actions.....

Turky Day
Well I got to spend some more quality time with my baby! It always seem to go by so fast... I picked him up at midnite on thursday. Then we drove to my house took a nap and spent the rest of the day with Grandma. My parents, my brother, uncle and grandma were all there. It was a great day... no one fought, there was good food. And i got to spend it with the people i love. Well we spent the night there and then had a spaghetti lunch with the fam and headed down to have thanksgiving with his family. All three of his brothers were there which was great and of course his mom and dad. His cousin and his cousins husband. His aunt, uncle and their kids... yeah lots of people! It was nice, we dont have big family gatherings like that much. We also got to spend some time with his friends. Unfortunatly i got some bad news about a good friend of mine being in the hospital... so it wasnt really a great nite you could say.. Then our last nite we stayed up til 3 or 4 and drank with his brothers

How Blue R U?
You Are Navy Blue You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost. What Color Blue Are You?

Scarred For Life
On a clear Octobber afternoon, the sun shines and there is a warm gentle breeze. I am coming home from a baby shower. My little girl is with her daddy. I see the truck at his brothers house so I stop to pick her up. I get out and all I see is a raged man coming at me yelling for me to pack her stuff I aint never gonna see her again. Well needless to say that did not sit with me well. So I pushed past him to get to her. Little did I know that she was inside and being taken out of the back door and was handed to him. I ran to the truck as he was trying to leave. All I could think about was God please dont let anything happen to my little girl. I grabbedthe truck and reached in turned key off (stick shift) while my lil one screamed in the passenger seat. I kept reaching for her across him, he kept trying to push me off. I finally grabbed her by the sleeve and yanked her out. Ran to my car and raced home. A few days later would be the last I would see of my friends and my family for s

Please Pray For This Missing Solider!!!
PLEASE PRAY FOR THIS MISSING SOLDIERS FAMILY AND HIS SAFE RETURN!!!!! Jessiah Jameson's Story This soldier, recently home from Iraq, is missing and has been for days. He has a young wife and son, if you or anyone you know is in the Tennessee area please keep your eyes open for Jessiah Jameson. Please repost this for everyone to see so we can spread the word and help the family locate their beloved soldier. Thank you. http://www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson This is from the wife of missing soldier, Jessiah Jameson.... November 18 My husband Jesse has been missing now for about 48 hours. He missed his 2nd day of work today in processing from Iraq and is now considered AWOL. He supposedly went to the hospital yesterday to the social work clinic for an appointment at 4pm. Who knows if he actually WENT though and the clinics are closed on weekends. The military police are looking for him, too. He has not tried to use his debit card and his car is in the same spo

No Way Lol
In what alternate dimension would Scarlet be most comfortable? In a dimension where...Scientology is the predominant religion 'In what alternate dimension would you be most comfortable?'atQuizGalaxy.com

This Is My Christmas Tree!
You Are a Bright Christmas Tree For you, the holidays are all about fun and seasonal favorites. You are into all things Christmas, even if they're a little tacky. What Christmas Tree Are You?

South Jersey. :]
You Know You're From South Jersey When... You don't "go to the beach", you go "down the shore". In your mind you hear "watch out for the tram car please" even in your sleep. You've had arguments over cheesesteak quality. When it snows more than an inch, you call it a blizzard. You know someone named Siprasiut Xayapachan. You've actually found the Echelon Mall. Your uncle is in the mafia. You or your friends have Lyme Disease. You don't understand why there aren't more 24-hour diners elsewhere in the country. You know what a Wawa is, and know the location of at least 15 of them. You know what became of the 13th Leeds child, and claim to have seen him one time while peeing in the woods. One time you were driving in the woods and got stuck in sand. You have an EZ Pass, but you just hold it up. Even though there's a new Wal-Mart in your town, you still go to the Berlin Farmers Market for cheap stuff. Your neighborhood demonstrates co-existence

The Worst Of The Two
I just lost one of the most important people in my life I am so crushed and hurt and now i lost another ver important person....one by death....one by pure i don't know what to call it...i'm so hurt i was fin dealin gwith the first now i just can't do this I dont know wht to do what do i do the pain has intensified....i dont think i spellled that righ tbut i dont care.....im going crazy everything was great andnow all of a sudden its not....my world has just turned upside down....i love my children but im not happy ......I feel really bad for that....not sure why Im doing this but i need someone to talk to me.....some who is not going to tell me everything is goingto be ok i dont want to hear that.....the messed up part in it all i knew he was going to die....and I said nothing......i said nothing.....nothing...why didnt i say anything...something.....maybe because they never listened to me anyway...bye.. im sorry.....ilove you and I will miss you....and im sorry im so sorry.....bye

Forest Fire
Everyone, please keep your fingers crossed for us. There's a forest fire right behind my house that the firemen are having to use a bulldozer to get to, because it's in a wildlife reservation where there are no roads. Pray for the animals, and let's hope the fire department is able to get the fire out before it reaches our house.

Type A Personality
You Have A Type A- Personality You are one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love! You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds Do You Have a Type A Personality?

Birthdate-blog
Your Birthdate: March 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Seductive Meanderings
Seductive Meanderings (this the story of a soft sensual tease – more to come – we've just begun) Tension rising of the baser affections The scent in the air a temptation to seduction The taste so sweet Like pure honey straight from the comb Whispered desires lead the way Contemplation neglected in this time of action Beautiful eyes filled with exotic wonder the body's betrayal of the mind complete legs spread wide no boundaries set the ultimate in pleasure experience satin bound ankles satin bound wrists silken sheets on which to twist the roar of the fire reaching out to claim all innocence candle glow on naked flesh melted chocolate drips on nakedness heated breath across taunt sensitive breasts breathing shallow short sharp pants the need of more causes to dance each rustle of the sheet a sensuously erotic art the chocolate slowly drips lower and lower the hand of lover on empty

Gah.
No more hospitals for me. Nope nope nope. I hate them more than anything. Miserable nurses who dont want to do there jobs. And idiotic people with there heads up there asses PRETENDING to work. Blah atleast when i work i do my fucking job. I hate incompetant people. They should be shot. Seriously. Fucking roar. I feel a little better. My fevers completely broke now. Still a little stomach pain but thatll all be over with soon. I can sorta swallow. And i keep thinking today is monday. Im not sure why. But i do. Its like wait no its not monday its sunday. And i should know that cause they're watching football in my living room. I know i havent been on much, and probably wont be for a while. And for that im sorry. Ill read all 216 messages and reply when i get 3 mins. And As for blogs and bulletins, ill get there day to day. Oh and for the record imh.imh.imh. For real < 3 Icon of the day ♥ Always I gotta wrap christmas presents. But im waiting till we get the

Take From Me What You Will
Take From Me What You Will Thief, take from me what you will. You can only steal for so long before you get caught. Dictator, your iron fist can only dominate for so long so abuse your power while exists. The coup is coming. Beast, in nature exist copaceticly, serving your function. You’re only wild when tamed, I see no need to domesticate. Monster, danger takes its form as ignorance. You only frighten when unknown. I’m gathering my spelunking gear so I can become intimate with your every nook and cranny. Enemy, you don’t get to penetrate forever. I will no longer demurely submit, with each breath I rid myself of you. I’m spitting you out. You’re rotten. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Are U A Big Movie Goer?
Your Movie Buff Quotient: 38% You're a very typical movie goer. You like movies, but you are by no means a movie buff. You've seen many of the biggest blockbusters, but you haven't really started digging in to the classics. Are You a Movie Buff?

The Sounds I Hear When You Hear Me Roar
The Sounds I Hear When You Hear Me Roar All some men have to do is open their mouths, let their words fall out like rose petals that smell sickly and we feel the sandpaper tongues of snakes making their way across our necks. Instantly, we are violated. Yesterday, I’m at a bar, sitting on a picnic table, trying to enjoy my tall boy of High Life in a moment of quiet, warless calm. Then I hear a man say to me, “Look, woman.” His curdled anger leaked from his mouth, nostrils, ears, eyes. Later, he calls me bitch and I am suddenly reminded of the sounds snaps make when a row is ripped, rapidly: POP POP POP POP POP! I lose a moment, or many and now I’m in the man’s face. He asks me what I’m going to do. Yes, just what am I going to do. I raise my arm, and with force cultivated by beating up punching bags, I smack him, hard, across the face: THWACK! I give his face a tattoo of a pinkish-red handprint. I do not think he will open his mouth again tonight. c

A Yellow Summer
A Yellow Summer The straw yellow of the dead grass we lay in, the sun-soaked yellow of our field – dotted with sunflowers, daffodils, tulips. The falling yellow-gold rays warmed our skin, browned our bodies. Occasionally, I’d glimpse a hint of yellow in passing butterfly wings, and in the ringed torsos of the buzzing bees. The yellow roses – yellow for friendship – I gave them to a boy I dated, an apology, a plea, a selfish, yellow-bellied ploy for affection. The yellow can of Boddingtons’s pub ale in his hand, the liquid-amber yellow of my bottle of chardonnay, an intermingling of yellows – a kiss – an intermingling of fears. His yellow wallpaper – the yellow summer I spent in it – my lost identity. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

Morning
Morning I wake before seven, in bed by myself, creep down the spiral staircase, past the prone figure on the futon, make it out the door but he’s right behind me. He laughs when I tell him I didn’t know it was him lying there. We go back to bed together, where pale light streams through the windows. Deep voices yell back and forth, workers in the yard next door. He teases me all morning, “Who is that on the couch?” he’ll say. I punch him in the arm, lovingly. He “steals” my nose. After hours of kidding and cuddling, hands stroking arms, apples of cheeks, smalls of backs, we fall into comforting sleep a little before ten. When we wake the sun glares, an unnatural yellow alerting us to afternoon. I miss my classes and I don’t even mind. copyright 2006 Katherine Andrews

New Unite Deployed..needs Ur Support
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: SUPPORT TROOPS,(SSG SORENSON,(DIESEL)JUSTIN) Date: Nov 26 2006 9:16 AM this is a new unit that will be needing your support , letters and care packages. marty will be distributing the packages to his unit. They have just been deployed over the pond..please help and remember the troops......................SSG Martin A. Wohlford HHC 3BSTB, 1CD FOB Warhorse, OIF 06-08 APO AE 09336 Please pass this on....

Moving Blogs Over
Well I have decided to move some of my blogs over from Myspace. I have just read a lot of them and sometimes it's interesting to me to go back to see what I was thinking then and where I am now. One of the main reasons for me to move to CT was the fact that my ex husband's paramor and now new live in was going though my blogs and e-mailing me about them. When my now ex and I got to the court room for the final divorce hearing, he brought my blogs with him. He said they were disgusting. I told him to go back and re read them as I hadn't said anything really bad about him only his new bitch and his ex wife. Amazingly, he did and his whole attitude in the courtroom changed toward me. I don't want to be afraid to speak my mind and have others comment about what I say. This is my place and I like the people that are here. If she shows up, well I just have to say she is the sucker stuck with him now. The Goddess has spoken!

Country I Should Visit
You Should Visit Argentina Cowboys, European food, beaches, and skiing. This country is like no other! Learn to tango, hike across Patagonia, eat at fine restaurants... you'll never be bored. What Latin American Country Should You Visit?

What Demention?
In what alternate dimension would LeighAnn be most comfortable? In a dimension where...There is a monster that lives in your closet 'In what alternate dimension would you be most comfortable?'atQuizGalaxy.com I guess that would be correct since there really is a monster in my closet!!!!

Hot Girl Contest
hey go to my hot girl folder and vote who is the hottest st the end of the year i will let u know who is the winner and there will always be new pics added so by jan 14 i will let u know who is the winner if u r a girl and want to b in the folder let me know goodluck

Reincarnation
LeighAnn is going to be reincarnated as... Toenail fungus 'What will you be reincarnated as?' at QuizGalaxy.com As long as it's hard to kill!!! I want to cause as much damage as possible before I am reincarnated into a Kong Fu movie star!!!

Change; Accept It And Understand It
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Rich Date: Nov 26 2006 8:33 AM Happy is he who learns what he cannot change. Know and understand; there really is nothing permanent except change. Many people look at change as a scary and a dark place. Unable to accept or deal with any type of change in there life. I personally welcome change and look at it as a good thing. Without change how can one live. Everything changes around us. You need to keep up or you will get lost in your own world of confusion. Don't miss the bus. So often we try to alter circumstances to suit ourselves, instead of letting them alter us, which is what they are meant to do. If you can realize that all things change, there is nothing you will try to hold onto. If you keep thinking to yourself I can't change you won't. Life is a change. Growth is optional. Choose wisely. We cannot change anything unless we accept it. If you can't change your fate, change your attitude. A positive at

Review Of My First Bdsm Party (repost From Blogs Of Long Ago)
Saturday, April 15, 2006 Review of My First Bondage Party Current mood: content Category: Parties and Nightlife Wow! What an experience! I had a great time! It's really hard to describe what was there so I copied Michelle's words from what she had set up and I will write how I felt after this: MichelleFromHell wrote 4/14/06: The rooms already have the signs on the doors describing what they are going to be used for. M's room is going to be the massage temple. There will be two beds, the stone massage set up and oils/lotions. I know the ladies love this room! The smaller bedroom will be set up for bondage and sensory play. I'm moving equipment in there which is a great deal of fun to tie people up on. There will also be baskets of ropes and sensory play items in the room for the guests to use for their enjoyment. The dungeon always has the spanking bench in there. The bed I got from Virginia is all set up for tying someone up to it too. All of my toys li

To My Friends
This is for my REAL friends on here...the ones who make me smile daily:) You know who you are!!! When youre down and troubled And you need a helping hand And nothing, whoa nothing is going right. Close your eyes and think of me And soon I will be there To brighten up even your darkest nights. You just call out my name, And you know whereever I am Ill come running, oh yeah baby To see you again. Winter, spring, summer, or fall, All you have to do is call And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. Youve got a friend. If the sky above you Should turn dark and full of clouds And that old north wind should begin to blow Keep your head together and call my name out loud And soon I will be knocking upon your door. You just call out my name and you know where ever I am Ill come running to see you again. Winter, spring, summer or fall All you got to do is call And Ill be there, yeah, yeah, yeah. Hey, aint it good to know that youve got a friend? People can be so cold.

Jamie
Sweetie you are a true friend. You listen to me and really help me out... It hurt when Kris called me and told me you were in the hospital. My heart dropped... I couldnt do anything to help you for obvious reasons. I just cried... In my head I kept thinking that nothing could happen to you cuz you made me a promise, and you dont break your promises... But then when he told me it was bad, that the doctors said it didnt look good... I couldnt help but fear the worst. You REALLY had me worried.. I didnt wanna lose such a good friend so quick. I dont really know you all that well but id like to. Theres something about you, you really help me out and know what to say. You say what I need to hear which is not always what I want to hear. Your a great person... Selfless and ever so sweet. Im soo glad youre alright and i can call you still. Ill be here for you as much as i can okay? Dont hesitate to call me up. Show my boy some love everybody hes the best friend you could ever ask for!

B.a.d Rush!
If I had my time again, I would do it all the same, And not change a single thing, Even when I was to blame, For the heartache & the pain, That I caused throughout my years, How I'd love to be your man, Through the laughter & the tears, Situation no win, Rush for a change of atmosphere, I can't go on so I give in, Gotta get myself right outta here, Now I'm fully grown, And I know where it's at, Somehow I stay thin, While the other guys got fat, All the chances that I've blown, And the times that I've been down, I didn't get too high, Kept my feet on the ground, Situation no win, Rush for a change of atmosphere, I can't go on so I give in, Gotta get myself right outta here, And of all my friends, You've been the best to me, Soon will be the day, When I would pay you handsomely, Broken hearts are hard to mend, I know I've had my share, But life just carries on, Even when I'm not there, Situation no win, Rush for a change of atmosphere, I

Divine Thing!
This is my song:) Divine Thing"-- Soup Dragons You are the one supreme being Just dressed to kill and fulfill just any dream And you are the one heart's desire All hips and lips made to trick just any fool [Chorus] I could have sworn that you were an angel 'Cause you're a sweet, sweet, sweet, diving thing But I should have known that you were the devil Dressed like a sweet, sweet, sweet, divine thing... You lack the one thing that is devotion not always there, in your hair in a daze Just too wrapped up in your own emotion your vanity will always be your greatest thing....

Pretty Accurate
You fit in with:Humanism Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations. 0% scientific.60% reason-oriented. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

The Hot Shower
After a long hot shower... I walked out of a steamy hot shower. I dried off and as I went to reach for my bottle of lotion, he was there waiting. He took me by my hand and I followed him to another room. I was led to a table that had white silky sheets, and a pillow that was silky soft. He took my towel off of me. Looking into my eyes, as he smiled, he kissed me softly. I could feel him up against me caressing my hair. I can feel his warm breath against my throat, his hands around my waste, exploring me. He picks me up by the hips and sits me on the white soft table. He nudges me to lay down and begins. He takes the lotion and drips it all over me, in a very teaseing way. I like that. I wonder what he will do next. I close my eyes, as he rubs the lotion into my skin massaging me all over. I can feel his manhood beginning to swell as he massages my breasts. He works his way down to my stomache. I am tickilish so I twitch a little with excitement. He moves to my inner thigh

Temptation X Radio
Hey ya'll just wanted you to go check out the temptation x radio lounge here on cherrytap and also go check out the website www.temptationxradio.com . There is alot of good DJ's on there. I will be starting to DJ there soon and I am gonna put on some awesome shows. We all take request and will play music that is good unlike fm radio. So come check it out and give us some love. I will update this when I know when I am gonna be on the air. Later ya'll. DJ Pagon

I Know I Havent Seen The Most Fuckable Asses Yet, More Submissions Please!!!!
I am gonna start a contest for the Most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest naked behinds or behinds with just panties or thongs are stronly encouraged to send one! I will accept submissions till Wednsday at midnight....Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point.. So send them in ladies. Or e-mail them to me at reserved2574@yahoo.com!!!

Someone...
I saw this in my bulletins and well it just fits.. Hope you enjoy. I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about t

Blasted Back Into Reality
AFTER READING SOMETHING THAT A SPECIAL PERSON WROTE I CAME TO MY SENSES AND WAS SHOT BACK INTO REALITY. IT LEFT ME SPEECHLESS AND TEARY EYED. I DID HOWEVER LEAVE SOME PICS UP, BUT THE SO CALLED "GOOD ONES ARE GONE" AND WILL REMIAN A MEMORY FOR MOST. TIME FOR ME TO STAY IN MY COMFORT ZONE. WHERE ONE'S HEART CAN NEVER BE BROKEN.

Haha
I was sending out messages to some people on my friends list, when I just noticed a new feature that Mike added... Now when someone rates your picture...or..adds a picture...or does something to a picture...you can see what it looks like to see what they said..or which picture they rated....kinda neat if you ask me...and you can see which picture it is before you even click the "photo" link YES FOLKS - I'M EASILY AMUSED!

The Long Walk Home
In the dark of cold winters night he walked along, his heart was heavy with the conversation he had just had. He said mean, hurtful things to the woman that he loved, that had meant everything to him. In his defense, he thought, he had said them in retaliation, for she had drawn first blood, but these words rang hollow and empty in his ears, for he knew he had wronged her. He knew that she was in pain, a pain similar to the one he had felt off and on these past several years that he had known her, had loved her. She claimed she loved him too, but only when drunk, only when her defenses were down and it confused him so. Having been drunk, and surrounded by drunks, he always believed that alcohol brought out the truth, but some truths, he supposed, were too hard to deal with in the light of day, to overwhelmed by fears. He began to pass a church. He was more a spiritual man than religeous, but always thought fo this place as holy ground. Without thought he fell to his knees on

Contest Time.
Well I have decided to do another contest. Since the Cutest Kid went off with a sucess. I have decided to a LIL Prince and LIL Princess Contest. If you are intersted in Participating, send me the link to the picture you want to use. There will be 2 winners each one on comments and on on votes. The winners will receive $10,000 in gifts of there choice So if you are intersted send in your lil Prince and lil Princessess Thank you Christine.

Hardcore 4 Hunger And The Villans @ Feelgood's!!
Hey SEXXY friends!!Friday night I headed to Outlaw's to attend the Hardcore 4 Hunger benefit with Sinnergy, Omnivoid and Quandry. After a brief hassle at the door (apparently I wasn't on the list??), I wandered in to find a minimal but enthusiastic crowd. Sinnergy was up first and they came out ROCKIN!! I love this band! They always put on a great show and pump the crowd up with their Punk/Metal style. Everyone thoroughly enjoyed Sinnergy!

Poem
To you it’s like It is not even there You’re bouncing around Still pretending Not to care When you gonna stop How does this story End? The clearly fake is Real enough With the fears, egos and attitudes Careful now baby That misery Will Rub off on you I’ve been there After the door gets Slammed Go pretend you can fix Another Imperfect man You hide you Inside yourself And act like Somebody else I hope this ride Gets old Before your heart Is too cold And your soul Is left on the shelf

I Got A Laugh Out Of This !
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God85%A Slave To BDSM75%A Romantic38%Virgin18%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Life
So anyways it's a sunday evening and i'm bored out of my head, so I thought i'd do a blog on fake people...Why are there so many fake people around? I hate it so much. We all have good friends in our lives, but why is it sometimes you fall out with someone, You think you know really well. You apologise and then they're like "it's ok, mates again, i'm sorry too" etc. The next few days everything's ok, you're talking to them and having a laugh and everything's good. Then the next minute it's dead...I think people really need to get a grip on reality because it's not all about them all the time, we all have feelings, and when they're like that it can be really upsetting. So why be like this?If I upset anyone I always do my best to apologise and make it up to them, Sure i've done my fair share of upsetting people in the past, But hasn't everybody?I'm just sick & tired of these people and I really haven't got time for them anymore, so here's to all the fake mothafuckas out there... FUCK YO

Hopes
For a few days now, I've been thinking about life and family and friends. My mother died when I was 7. My grandmother died before I was concieved. My grandfather died a few years back. My other grandparents are getting old and the things they are capable of doing are slowly diminishing (if you ever meet my nana, don't get her started on politics). My father has had several bouts with cancer. My aunt went on disability back in the beginning of this year because of a screwup when they did surgery on her a few years back. I hope the years she endured working in pain did not worsen her condition. I have not seen or spoken to my uncle, his wife or his children since my mom died. We don't talk about them. My other aunt was there for 9/11, and it hit her hard. She has had psychological problems since. My best friend has been having horrible nightmares since our rollover. These are just a few among many. I've sat and thought about what I want out of life... Basically I came up with these: my

Even This Quiz Things I'm Add
Kimmie will have to write: I will stop collecting shiny things that I find on the ground 'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com Kimmie will have to write: I will not be distracted by passing butterflies 'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Chet The Parrot
A few days before Christmas, a man enters a pet store looking for a unique gift for his wife. The store manager tells him he has just what he's looking for! A beautiful parrot named Chet that sings Christmas carols. He brings the husband over to a colorful but quiet bird. The man agrees that Chet certainly is pretty, but he doesn't seem to be much for singing. The manager tells him to watch as he reaches into his pocket and pulls out a lighter. The manager then clicks the lighter and holds it under Chet's left foot. Immediately Chet starts singing; "Silent Night, Holy Night." The husband is very impressed with Chet's singing abilities and watches as the manager moves the lighter underneath Chet's right foot. Chet now starts to sing "Jingle Bells, Jingle All the Way." The husband says Chet is perfect and that he'll take him. The husband rushes home to his wife and insists upon giving her this wonderful gift immediately. He presents Chet and starts to

Hm, Pretty Acurate
You fit in with:Spiritualism Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms. 80% spiritual.40% reason-oriented. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

A Life Lesson
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up b

The Wall.....
Three guys -- a French farmer, Osama bin Laden, and a Texan are walking together one day. They come across a lantern and a Genie pops out of it. "I will give each of you one wish, which is three wishes total," says the Genie. The French farmer says, "I am a farmer, my dad was a farmer, and my son will also farm. I want the land to be forever fertile in France." Pooooof! With the blink of the Genie's eye, the land in France was forever made fertile for farming. Osama bin Ladin was amazed, so he said, "I want a wall around Afghanistan, Iraq and Iran so that no infidels, Jews or Americans can come into our precious new state." Pooooof! Again, with the blink of the Genie's eye, there was a huge wall around those countries. The Texan says, "I am very curious. Please tell me more about this wall." The Genie explains, "Well, it's about 5000 feet high, 500 feet thick and completely surrounds the country. Nothing can get in or out -- it's virtually impe

One American's View!
It is very rare for an officer of the US forces to say things like this. Too bad he's not a Canadian! Someone knows the score!! A must read for all One American's View - David Meadows is a retired US Navy Captain and the author of numerous books and articles on military subjects. This message was on the U.S. Military.Com website. You will find it quite positive. It appears that Mr. Meadows knows one helluva lot more about what our military is doing than most Canadians. I trust this message will assist to improve their knowledge. David Meadows ~ April 27, 2006 On April 22, 2006 four Canadian soldiers were killed in Afghanistan by a roadside bomb. Respects and heartfelt sadness go to the families of those heroes who stand alongside the U.S. In the Long War half a world away. While we focus on the war in Iraq, the fighting continues in Afghanistan where side-by-side the U.S. And one of its most loyal allies, Canada, engage the re-emergence of the Taliban. Can

The Time Winding Down. A Poem By Mally
The Time Winding Down Sitting here.....pondering thoughts and questions. Wondering what my purpose in your life is and if I meet your needs. I often feel as though I'm invisible to you and unappreciated for the things I do and say. Overhearing conversations that maybe I shouldn't listen in on and hearing you speak of another just rips through my heart like a knife with a dull blade. Slowly tearing me apart eventually leading to my death. How is it that just a simple word can make me smile or cause me so much pain, leaving me in tears and with so much heartache? Am I just an amusement for you? Someone you can play with and never worry about my feelings or thoughts? Can you honestly describe me in such detail as you do the others? Do you even really know who I am? Do you see the pain when you look into my eyes? Love.....A word I've heard many times, but what does it all mean if it's not from the heart? I hide behind my social mask and paint a pretty picture that is belie

New To This Site
Okay, So I've never written in this thing before, I never knew this site had a spot for blogs but then again what site doesn't? :) So Im new here but im not new here. I've been on this site fora few months and just recently int he past week started to use it. It's new, I hate change but eh, i'll figure it out. Im not sure if it will become a favorite of mine or not but we'll see! Im on myspace and that's what im currently focused on and into. It's much easier to figure out than this thing. I hate change. Anyway, I just thought i'd write in this thing, not that anyone will read it because i dont have many friends yet but ah well! :)

Which Way Do I Go, George, Which Way Do I Go?
I had a conversation with someone last night who asked me an interesting question. He asked me if I believe in destiny...or fate. At the time, it was a difficult question to answer, but, after having the night to think it over, I've decided it's time for a rant...although it's not really a rant. It's more like...an explanation. What I believe is this: We each have a path...one that we are predestined to follow...but this path has twists and turns and every once in a while it forks. At these forks we are given a choice of which way to go and the way we choose determines our path from that point on. So really, what I believe in is sort of a mixture of fate and free will. Nothing is set in stone. We're not born to a future already completely mapped out for us. When we're children, the choices aren't ours. We have no control over which fork in the road we take. Our parents choose for us...sometimes badly. When we reach adulthood, our parents simply drop us off at the point they've br

Verdanna's Diary - Part 2
April 21/06 (11:30 am) I was up at 5 am this morning. I just couldn’t sleep anymore. I was dressed and ready to go hours before the limo buzzed me from downstairs. As cute as this studio apartment was, I was not going to miss it one little bit. Since I’d given up my apartment when I accepted this reality show thing, I’d reserved a room at the Sharmont, a nice hotel downtown. That would have to be home for now. I entertained myself my thinking of all the fucking I was going to be doing for the next while. For as long as I wanted really. My contract was up today and I could run out onto the street and fuck the first person that passed my doorstep if I wanted to. But I wanted to have that check in my hands first and I wasn’t going to take any chances. I’d worked damn hard not fucking around. But there were some pretty raunchy thoughts running through my head this morning I tell you. I was thinking about sucking off the limo driver, eating the receptionist out (the one tha

Verdanna's Diary - Part 1
I did it and no one believed that I could. One entire year of no sex. No masturbation. No hydro-sex. No men and no women. I don't know if I would have auditioned for this reality show if I'd known how hard it was going to be to deny myself of all sexual pleasure for an entire year. But I did it. I thought that after the first month or so it would get easier. And the first month was the hardest. I tell ya, if that damn camera hadn't followed me everywhere - and I do mean everywhere, including the bathroom, the shower, and to bed! - I'd have been jilling off all over the place. But I couldn't. The cameras were everywhere I was. And of course, everyone wanted to see what was going on and how I was doing. None of my friends believed I was going to make it. Jill teased me for weeks about the little white jacket she had waiting for me in the nice padded room she'd reserved in my name! Bitch! I knew she was really just missing my tongue! And boy is she going to get it now!

Questionable Sanity, Check, But Who Needs A Cult When I Already Rule The Universe...
Kimmie -- [noun]:A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Friends
Hi every one i am very happy i found my love he is sweet, kind and loves me very much..I did not realize how great love can be with the right person.. He is comming to see me as soon as he can he needs to wait for is vacation time i can't wait.. I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Can You Program Yourself To Meet Women?
Can You Program Yourself To Meet Women? >If you'd like to see all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to attract, approach, meet, and date women... and you'd like to watch video clips of each of them... then go check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ In this newsletter we're going to deal with possibly the BIGGEST problem guys run into with women. I'd like to talk a bit about how we program ourselves and become programmed when it comes to dealing with women... as well as how to overcome the negative programming that we often don't even recognize within ourselves. Let me ask you a few questions. Take a moment to think about the answers... maybe even write them down. 1) When it comes to women, do you have an overall "positive" outlook towards your success? Do you believe that there is "abundance" when it comes to women, and that you can go out at any time and get a date if you want to? W

Inside Your Soul.
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Please Vote For Me
Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 178906743 ]

Christmas Pics Of My Friends
Hey everyone, I am very close to leveling up and as I started an album of Christmas pics of my own it occurred to me that it would be very cool to recieve Xmas related pics of my friends to make into a big Xmas Card to be passed in bulletins as well as for page comments as we get closer to Christmas and New Years. So I wondered if I could ask all of you who would like to be part of it to send me pics of yourselves decked out in festive holiday style so that I may get them together and create a bulletin/Xmas card for all on CT? I think its a cool idea and as we all have different friends on here it would be a cool way to spread Xmas cheer all over the site.. I will allow semi naughty photo's in the mix, but more regular photo's would be ideal so we dont get anyone's panties in a bunch. What do you say? Can you send me a pic of you to add? thanks all! xoxoxo Cinaliscious

In Memorial....
Today Lord on 27th November 2006 you chose to call back to your keepin a special lady leaving in her wake her parents, her brother and her nephew... Today a mother and father loses their baby girl thinkin how unfair it is for them to put their baby to the grave Today a brother loses his sister struggling to find peace as a piece of him goes missing knowing he must now be stronger for his parents sake Today a nephew losses his auntie stuggling to understand the concept of death turning to the remaining family for support Today many have lost a loved one but in doing so...gain a new guardian angel Eternal rest be granted to her O Lord and may perpetual light shine upon her May her soul and the souls of the departed in your mercy, find peace... Amen Rest in peace hun... You are sorely missed but we know you've gone to a better place where you will suffer no more after your fight with cancer. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Sexy Poem(slightly Comedic)
NOON DIP: One sultry afternoon by the majestic waters of the condo pool.I noticed what must have been a dream with in my fantasies rule.for she had eyes that shined like clear blue diamonds,a smile as white as pearls.She was a dark bronze complexion with a grace that could charm the world. As I seen her rise from the shallow depths,the golden sun had light hit the water beading of her chest.Her hair was as perfect as the rest.Which puzzled me some more.My heart raced as she loomed over the towel,where i had been resting on the floor.Then she asked if she had seen me before.I clearly said no i would remember such beauty bestowed upon these eyes.As she smiled i tremebled hopin she wouldnt realize.But as I thought,a hint;her roaming eyes caught the glimpse.Of my shame I had adorned.She look again back at a friend then gave me the number to their dorm.So to my surprise from her roaming eyes,I got I must be luckier then before.Cause now i am meeting her and her girlfriend in room 404.

I Love You.....
I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. Too A Very Special Friend!

Ever Feel Alone
as it says do you ever feel alone even tho you have lots and lots of friends... some times I feel like that like right now I have lots a frinds and for some reason I feel Im alone or when Im with friends I feel the same way alone like Im not even there..... ever feel alone cause I feel alone right now...

The Rules...
Timeless bits of wisdom for guys. Trust me when I say I know these things to be true. Women HAVE confirmed the following 'rules'. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mad. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you

So I Had A Huge Scare This Weekend
Ok, im sick, which is understandable its that time of the year ya know. But a few of you that really know me probably know about the issue that i was born with weak kidneys, which makes it very easy to get sick more the immune system thing...anyways back in elementry school it was a constant thing with kidney infections and they estimated i would be on dialisis by the age of thirty, im nothing like i used to be all heathy and everything but my back left side has started hurting like someone kicked me several times but anyways so the news i forgot from long ago...didnt forget just dint give a damn. I scared myself thinking maybe it was about time, i mean, it hurt so bad i couldnt lay down, but its died down and im very releived. Although i still refuse to give up soda lol no way! but all is good, im still sick with the flu a lil but that will get better. But i avoided the hospital trip and its feeling better or at least starting to. so yay for me!

A Rock And A Hard Place
Have you ever been stuck between a rock and a hard place? It seems like it has happened to me repeatedly lately...sometimes its when I want something I know I can't have, and I know I can't live w/o it but if I had it, would I be able to be live with it? How could I survive either way? Where do you go/ what do you do when your only moments of solitude are unconsciousness? Or being completely thoughtless?

Thank You To All My Friends
I just wanted to thank everyone that gave me love yesterday. I really needed it. I'm feeling only a little better unfortunatly. And I have to work the next four days until I leave for Massachusetts, which isn't going to help with the feeling better before I go. But I hope I'm not sick when I go down there. That would really suck. Anywho, love y'all. Wish me better.

Friends From Afar
It takes strength to be firm It takes courage to be gentle It takes strength to stand guard It takes courage to surrentder It takes strength to be certain It takes courage to h ave doubt It takes strength to fit in It takes courafe to stand out It takes strength to feel a friend's pain It takes courage to feel your own pain It takes strength to hide your own pains It takes courage to show them It takes strength to endure abuuse It takes courage to stop it It takes strength to stand alone It takes courage to lean on another It takes strength to love It takes courafe to be loves It takes strength to survive It takes courage to live If you feel you have neither, May the world hug you today With it's warmth, and love. And may the wind carry a voice That tells you there is a friend Sitting in another corner of the world wishing you well.

New Contest For Ladies Only, Submissions Till Wednsday
New contest for ladies only, Submissions till wednsday post date: 2006-11-26 08:41:30 views: 16 comments: 0 ratings: 0 I am gonna start a contest for the Most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest naked behinds or behinds with just panties or thongs are stronly encouraged to send one! I will accept submissions till Wednsday at midnight....Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point.. So send them in ladies. Or e-mail them to me at reserved2574@yahoo.com!!!

I Am In Love:)
I have never felt this strongly for someone ever. It is like I am in a dream and I am going to wake up at any min. He is just so perfect and I am so afraid it is not real. I pinch myself everyday. I am the luckest woman alive. He makes me feel like a real woman. The intense converstion, the love making, the feelings I have never felt are coming out to him. He is my soulmate. I think I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. He loves my daughter to pieces. He loves my large messed up family. He loves me, every inch of all my imperfections, all my flaws. Everything.:) He is deff that one I am going to grow old with. I just am extrememly happy. I never want to feel saddness again.

On The Whole Celibacy Subject...(part 2)
Maybe I should have taken that left turn at Albuquerque... June 5th, 2006 You can take the sun from the sky: Make the rain fall down eternal. You can take the color from the world, but don't take away you. You can steal the stars from the heavens: Tear the belt from Orion. You can rip the heart from my chest, but it will still beat for you. You can pull down the moon from it's perch above us all: Crush the petals of every bloom. I will still need you. It's funny how a single emotion can cause you to feel in so many different ways. How one day it can make you feel lost and alone, and the next, you feel safe and warm. One moment, you're optimistic and eager, and the next, you're hiding from shadows. One second, it seems to be giving you the power to fly...and the next it sends you hurtling toward the earth. But then again, when you think about it, there is only one human emotion that can cause these manic mood swings. LOVE. Now, I've mused on this touchy sub

I'm Back!
So my dorm was closed over ThanksGiving...which is a bitch let me tell you. I just got moved back in, and I finally have decent internet...at home I only have dial-p and CT takes forever and a damn day to load on dial up, so now Im back and will be messing with people soo again! So sorry if I didn't respond back to you, promise I wasn't avoiding! love!! *muah*

This Is Funny
I HAVE AN ALBUM WITH PICS OF MY BABY NEICE IN IT.. NOTHING BAD AT ALL AND IT GOT FLAGGED NSFW HAHAHA I THINK ITS HULARIOUS!!! I FIXED IT THOUGH BUT ITS SILL ANY WAY ENOUGH OF MY COMPLAININ I UNDERSTAND THE NSFW, BUT SOME THINGS ARE JUST SILLY... LOL..

On The Whole Celibacy Subject...(part 1)
Alot of people have asked me what prompted my seven month long...and counting...celibacy. Back on June 2nd, 2006 I wrote a blog telling the whole story...and followed it up with another one on June 5th. The problem for CherryTappers is that those blogs were only published on MySpace...and since alot of us have deleted our MySpace accounts...they were unable to read them. So, after being asked for the story for the umpteenth time I've finally decided to just repost it here. I'll post the June 2nd entry...and then the June 5th one. I just wanted to warn any readers that these entries are not current, although they do explain my current situation... Just a Bad Trip... June 2nd, 2006 I know I haven't been posting often in these past months. I would give some lame excuse about how busy I've been or how idiotic keeping a regular blog is, but I refuse to lie to you, dear readers. I've just been lazy. So many times I've sat down at my desk ready to write and then just got

Boun Natale!!
Tis the season my cherry friends. I spent this morning getting the christmas tree up and the lights on. I let my daughter decorate it. If my camera was shit, I would take a nice picture of it. I did however, post one pic of my tree in my defult album. What a boring day it is now. I'm sitting here, with no one to talk to, and nothing to do but twiddle my thumbs. I've actually been thinking about christmas' past. Christmas is actually a rough time of year. Something happened that will forever tie me to Chris. But I don't want to talk about it...atleast not right now. This is the time of year I miss my hometown of Warren Pa. I miss christmas the way it used to be. The house was always busy on Christmas morning. My family would all meet at Gram and Grandpaps house to share the day. The tree (the very same one posted in my pics) was always beautifully decorated, and stuffed right full with presents. All the kids would sit around the tree and open gifts one at a time.

New
Yeah so I\'m new to this :- It seems ok, but not really something I\'m going to be using a lot. If you\'d like to see more of me you can check me out on stickam.com. Link ---> www.stickam.com/profile/jennypalmpizzo I\'m almost always live if I\'m at home so come chat :)

Great Writer!
This is his style of writing for most part: As the world gathers momentum toward nihilation on all fronts--we walk apart, each to his own lonely end. . . not hand in hand as lovers walk. Yet I would enter time's infinite pages more happily with you then in the company of Christs and Dantes-comets and constellations! Darling. . . before the distance widens beyond reach and sight- look this way, give me your hand-that stars may say of us: The last we saw of them was when they kissed, then beautifully naked walked as if into a sea of bright blue water- leaving their bodies like old clothes upon the shore. Walter Benton

What Erotic Fantasy Is Matched To Your Personality?
You're an ideal match for al fresco loving! Al fresco A free spirit like you should not be surprised to be matched to an outdoor venue for the call of the wild. We get the feeling that you're more tuned into green issues than you may realise, so why not take the hippy hobby of tree hugging a step further by hugging under a tree? Or even in the middle of a field? Ah, we can just imagine the sensations, a sun kissed breeze caressing the areas that are normally confined and covered up. The melodious warbles of the birds in the trees enhancing the bass line beat of your heavy breathing. Not to mention the thorns that stick into your bum, the ants that run up your leg, or the passing pigeon that drops a message of good luck on you. Doing the wild thing outdoors is a bed of roses, beautiful, but with the potential for personal injury and embarrassment. However, we know that you're not one to be put off by a challenge, so we're sure that between the two of you, you'll manage to rise to th

I Must Be Doomed. That Must Be It.
Well I must be doomed when it comes to dating and my love life. Last Saturday, I went out with this great guy on a great date and we just had a blast and didn't stop talking the entire time. I like that in a guy! We had a ton in common. Well that night he asked me out again, and I said sure! Then on Tuesday, he asked me if I was still up for Saturday (yeseterday) and I said yes. He said he was looking forward to hanging out with me again. We were going to go see Borat and get some coffee afterwards. So yesterday comes and goes I did not hear one peep from him all day. He didn't call. He didn't send me any IM's. He didn't email me or anything. WTF. Why would someone ask me out twice and then totally forget the day of? Are SOME men really that stupid and shallow? Or should I just believe that he wanted to get my hopes up and then let me down on purpose? I just don't understand, we hit it off great, fucking everyone I know has a boyfriend or a girlfriend these days... W

Starting Shit
People wonder why I have problems trusting women I date. Well if you want to know why. This is the offline i got from my girlfriends roommate. acuthcrenth78: well since you don't want to talk to me and yes this is ej i will talk to dawn and i am leaveing her today or by the end of the week. she want to cheat on me and start meeting you at holtles fine. she want to tell you i treat her badly fine. mabe you should ask her why she say all the time to her son that she want to send him to his granparents house for good and never wants to see him again. thats real nice of a mother to say something like 5that to her son right. ya well i never treated her or her son bad like she's been telling you I called and talked to her about it, and she told me he is jealous of me and that he doesn't want to accept the fact that she broke up with him and doesn't want anything to do with him. No she didn't break up with him to be with me. They ended their relationship along time ago. She let him m

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New Life
Well, I am sitting here typing this new blog since I have started a new life in Dodge City, Kansas. Yup that is right I have my own place now. I am enjoying the privacy and the quiet time. Don't get me wrong I still love the people over in Great Bend but it was time for a change. I also have a great man in my life. I just can't wait until May when we can be together forever. He has even asked me to marry him and I happily said yes. Robert,I love you with all my heart and soul. I know we will have a great life together. Now to all the people who like to talk smack on me....they can talk smack all the want .........my true friends know me for who I am and they accept me for who I am. So for all the people who talk smack take it elsewhere cuz I don't want to hear it. And to my true friends if you talk smack on me behind my back you can just hit the road too. If you say you are my friend then be my friend and don't talk smack behind my back. Well I am closing this for now. I wi

Military Rules For Non-military Personnel
You've heard about the many MILITARY RULES of conduct; Now we have some EASY TO FOLLOW CIVILIAN RULES as well: Military Rules for Non-Military Personnel We know that the current state of affairs in Canada have many civilians up in arms politically and rightfully concerned about our troops. For those of you who can't join the military at this time, you can still lend a hand here at home. The following are a few of the areas where your assistance would be appreciated: (1) The next time you see an adult talking, (or wearing a hat), during the playing of the National Anthem - - - kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the flag or bad-mouthing our troops in protest - - - kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every day. Enlighten them on th

Words
If a person is a flag waver, it doesn't bother me so much, when it becomes mandatory to wave flags I get concerned. It also concerns me when people start tossing out terms like KKK or NAZI. Good arguments do not need hyperbole to make their point. I would hate to see good points dismissed out of hand. Not everyone who serves is a hero. Not everyone who goes to war is a hero. I know I have been there. A hero is the guy that jumps on a grenade. By calling everyone hero the sacrifices of true heroes are diminished. Which brings us to the main point. The use of words in this country especially by the right to silence people is appalling. Being against the war = you don't support our troops. Iraq = 911. Against wiretapping everyone = You support terror. People need to do a little more thinking in this country. If you don't, when you decide to start thinking, it may be too late. Your children will be too stupid, and you will have forgotten how.

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Liberty
I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1..) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those 'good ole boys,' We will never "interfere" again. 2..) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3..) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they are.. They're illegal!!! France will welcome them. 4.) All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limited to 90 days unless given a special permit!!!!!!!!

Evangeline
Blah. I'm reading this poem, and it makes no sense to me whatsoever. Whatever. I guess I have to suck it up. My stomach is in knots right now, and I have no idea why. Actually, I lie, I do know. - sigh. - Okay, back to reading this damn weird poem.