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My Best Friend
This is something I would never expect from anyone, not even my best friend... I was talkin to my best friend last night nd was kinda bitchin about the fact that even though I will be in the States next week (to pick up my bf at the Buffalo Airport) I would still be 5hrs away from him (my best friend) nd wouldn't get to see him. He then told me that if it weren't for the fact that he'd be at work he would've been willing to leave at 5am nd drive 5 hrs to come see me for awhile while I was there. I cried. That's so sweet!! I think I was in shock too lol. I never thought he would do that nd, of course, never expected him too. How many friends do you have that would be willing to do that? I know I only have the one. He's got to be the sweetest, kindest, nicest, most loving nd caring friend a girl could have. I love him to death. But.. he's going through some tough times of his own right now nd could some love nd support.. plz show him some. coldplaycmh the rednecks of ct depressed le

Why Is It So Hard?
Why is it so hard for people to understand people cannot change overnight? Why is it so hard for some one to realize that someone is reserved for a reason? Why is it so hard for the person you love not to hurt you in a way only they know how? Why is it so hard for someone to give in on something silly? Why is it so hard to be happy when you have every reason to be? Why is it so hard to forget the past? Why is it so hard to not be hateful? Why is it so hard to just love some one? Why is it so hard to be grateful you have someone in your life? Why is it so hard to see what is positive in your life and not dwell on the negative? one last one IF YOU HATE YOUR LIFE CHANGE IT!!!! Why is that so hard to do?

Online Exhibitionism Part 2
Don, Susan and Michael do not generally put their pictures up on public Web sites, preferring instead to trade and communicate ¡ª often using instant messaging ¡ª with a more select audience of their own choosing. Susan, for example, has occasionally viewed Don's camming sessions. She says finding an audience is not difficult. ¡°I do have ads up on a couple of different Web sites but I think there are networks of people," Susan says. "If you meet somebody and they know 20 people who know 20 people who know 20 people, it is pretty easy to get an expanded community.¡± That is just what Don has created. At first, he surfed the Web looking for still images of naked female exhibitionists. Then around the year 2000, ¡°when I learned that computers could broadcast cams, I watched a few ladies, usually only topless, perform for me on the Web ¡ Eventually I met a [woman] from Florida who showed me everything and begged me to get a cam. I did, and soon found myself stripping for her. I lo

Online Exhibitionism Part 1
BALTIMORE — Not long into my instant message conversation with “Don,” it’s obvious there is no way to know if he is who he says he is, if he's answering my questions honestly or if he's playing me for a chump. All I know for sure is that Don placed an image on his IM profile that appeared on my monitor when we began chatting. At first the image he used to represent himself was that of Johnny Depp as Captain Jack Sparrow. But he's just replaced that one with another, so now I'm looking at a shot of a torso complete with an erect penis. I assume that’s him, but then again, you never know. Don, an American, says he is on a business trip to Europe and doing what he often does during downtime — firing up his Web cam and exposing himself to the world. The body parts look to be about the right age, 49, and his conversation seems mature enough. Plus, I have managed to contact Don through other online exhibitionists I have met in person. Still, it’s possible Don is actually a lonely retiree

Gastritis And Me
well, this morning after i woke up, i got the horrible pain again on top of my stomach, getting every second worst... went to the hospital again, and they gave me serum and meds to my vains like the last saturday :( i have no luck, and i got an appointment with the specialist of stomach for next wednesday... my arm hurts too where i got the needle, it's the second time in less than a week that i got that vain hurted they said i need more tests, because that can be a vesicle problem and that's for surgery :-/ geez... ok, i stop ranting, because it doesn't help me feel better anyways! i need to distract my mind from the pain i still have (yeah i got the meds, but my stomach still feels sick) you all have a nice day and happy thanksgiving for me!

Why You Should Never Take Your Husband Shopping.
DON'T LEAVE YOUR HUSBAND ALONE WHILE SHOPPING AT WALMART !!!! Why men shouldn't be forced to go shopping with their wives!! Dear Mrs. Blum, Over the past six months, your husband, Mr. John Blum, has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this type of behavior and have considered banning the entire family from shopping in any of our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. Also, three of our clerks are attending counseling from the trouble your husband has caused. All complaints against Mr. Blum have been compiled and are listed below... MEMO Re: Mr. John Blum - Complaints - 15 Things Mr. John Blum has done while his spouse is shopping: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato ju

Him Love
Anyone wanna join me to listen to my whole collection of HIM TUNES I know you all love HIM really, no point saying you don't love them, because your outta your mind if you hate them. ok ill let Michael off, because well he thinks im cute hehe So come on whos gonna join me in listeing to HIM????

Thanksgiving
I am very thankful for the friends that I have made. I have some really good ones in the past year. I am also very thankful that I don't have the bad friends anymore. Like, ones that will be nice to your face just to bad mouth you behind your back. I have a great, and understanding woman in my life. She is with me for me and not what I can offer her. It is a refreshing feeling considering what my recent Ex's have done to me. We still haven't even had our first real argument yet. We are just always smiles. I love this feeling. I am thankful for my roomies and one certain person that moved here the same time that I did. I am thankful that my health is still maintaining ...kinda. So, I am thankful that I am not in a hospital or worse. I hope that you all have as much as me to be thankful for this year and I hope that you all have a great thanksgiving with your family or friends. With Much Love, Valo

Fairy Tale
This is the fairy tale that should have been read to us when we were little: Once upon a time ~~~~~~~~ in a land far away, ~~~~~~~~ a beautiful, independent, self-assured princess ~~~~~~~~ happened upon a frog as she sat contemplating ecological issues on the shores of an unpolluted pond in a verdant meadow near her castle. ~~~~~~~~ The frog hopped into the princess' lap and said: " Elegant Lady, I was once a handsome prince, until an evil witch cast a spell upon me. ~~~~~~~~ One kiss from you, however, and I will turn back into the dapper, young prince that I am ~~~~~~~~ and then, my sweet, we can marry ~~~~~~~~ and set up housekeeping in your castle ~~~~~~~~ with my mother, ~~~~~~~~ where you can prepare my meals, ~~~~~~~~ clean my clothes, bear my children, ~~~~~~~~ and forever feel grateful and happy doing so. " ~~~~~~~~ That night, ~~~~~~~~ as the princess dined sumptuously ~~~~~~~~ on lightly

Door Locks
A little boy walks into his parents' room to see his mom on top of his dad bouncing up and down. The mom sees her son and quickly dismounts, worried about what her son has seen. She dresses quickly and goes to find him. The son sees his mom and asks, "What were you and Dad doing?" The mother replies "Well you know your dad has a big tummy and sometimes I have to get on top of it to help flatten it." "You're wasting your time," said the boy. "Why is that?" asked his mom, puzzled. "Well when you go shopping the lady next door comes over and gets on her knees and blows it right back up."

Husband And Wife
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. "Tie me up," she purred, "and you can do anything you want." So he tied her up and went golfing. ************************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, "Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!" The husband said, "Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?" ; "Doesn't matter," she said. "Just get out." ************************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is her husband. ************************************************** ************************************** ************ Mother Superior called all the nuns together and said to them, "I must tell you all something. We have a case of gonorrhea in the convent." "Thank God," sai

A Thanksgiving Wish
JUS WANTED TO WISH EVERYONE AND THEIR FAMILY AND FRIENDS A VERY HAPPY THANKSGIVInG.THERE IS SO MUCH THAT WE ALL SHOULD BE THANKFUL FOR.I KNOW THAT IM THANKFUL FOR ANOTHER DAY ON THIS GREAT EARTH...AND TO BEABLE TO TELL MAH FAMILY HOW MUCH THEIR MEAN TO ME.. DON'T EVER MISS A DAY TELLING YOUR FAMILY OR FRIENDS JUS HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU.CUZ THIS LIFE IS NOT GUARANTEED THAT YOU'LL HAVE A TOMORROW... lIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST... lIVE IT LIKE YOU ONLY HAVE THAT DAY... DON'T LET OTHERS THOUGHTS OR INHIBITIONS STOP YOU FROM BEIN YOU AND ENJOYING WHAT YOU LIKE..

Life Change
When I was 14, I hoped that one day I would have a girlfriend. When I was 16 I got a girlfriend, but there was no passion, so I decided I needed a passionate girl with a zest for life. In college I dated a passionate girl, but she was too emotional. Everything was an emergency; she was a drama queen, cried all the time and threatened suicide. So I decided I needed a girl with stability. When I was 25 I found a very stable girl but she was boring. She was totally predictable and never got excited about anything. Life became so dull that I decided that I needed a girl with some excitement. When I was 28 I found an exciting girl, but I couldn't keep up with her. She rushed from one thing to another, never settling on anything. She did mad impetuous things and made me miserable as often as happy. She was great fun initially and very energetic, but directionless. So I decided to find a girl with some real ambition. When I turned 31, I found a smart ambitious g

Crazy Week!
Ok, so you guys dont know me too well, but as it says in my profile, I am a stay at home mom who runs a dayhome. the one girl i have been babysitting is a little demon, so i was trying to do my housework while the kids were plaing and she is peeing and poohing on my floors, so i duct taped her diaper on. I have been having issues with this child for the past week and was at my wits end, so i sent a letter home with her resigning. The mother calls me up and even though she knows her child is a demon, she freaks out and hangs up on me, so i dont know if i am going to get paid the $145 she still owes me. GRRRRRRRRR! I have my husbands two younger brothers coming here from ontario they got on the bus this morning, and will be here one saturday just in time for their welcome to alberta Bonfire. Yeah i know i just set myself up for more work to prepare for both having their room ready and getting everything ready for the bonfire. Mind you i dont do anything on a small scale so there is going

Alice's Restaurant
100.1 FM WKQQ NOON E.S.T. (E.T.A. 7 Minutes) Anyone within listening area of that station (or any of it's sister stations) or with highspeed access MUST listen to that song. It's a Thanksgiving Tradition and it's about to happen. Enjoy! -Robert

"soldiers"
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Contest Go Me!!!
AIGHT ALL, IN A CONTEST. VOTE FOR ME OR I WILL EAT YOUR SOUL!! The Contest is now OPEN!! Repost this if you are in the contest so you can get your votes!!!! It will run from Thursday at Noon on 10/23 to Sunday Noon on 10/26. The voting will be total number of comments and rates. Comments can be as many as you can get. I will pick two winners. The one with the most comments will be the Evil Overlord of CT. The second place with the most rates will be the Evil Overlords Henchman! Here are the contestants LORD DARKNESS a.k.a. the twiztid serail killa hachet riddin juggalo shadow walker "Sir Cherries Alot" Kaneorion THE DEVILS ADVOCATE. ~~!!N.A.P.A!!~~Juggalo Homie~~ Rock Star King þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ FéLoN¥ ™ Todo Lo Que Deseas,

Moment's
Take these Fears And Feed them into The Echoing Doors Slamming Tight Dripping Tears Of longing Fall on tinted silver Pipes Music runs its Lingering Melody I'm Sorry Don't run amuck in my Mind Don't Say those two-bit words That steal the heart and mind Of lovers Blind Soooo Sorry For all the Endless Good-byes Count the ways I've fallen The Bracken on the ground Doesn't cover my Shame But grows with Every new Pain Include the sadness of Years torn apart From hallways lit By torches light on The cold blue Embers Of the ash colored Night See the sand drown Out the time we have Left to escape This deluded image of mine Don't kill my dreams tonight Wait for that endless Sunshine that glows in Your eyes Bring to Life the wishes Of childhood Meanings Steal the hearts Of many to lift the Memories Of sweet Lullabies Here we leave a Bitter taste Of loneliness That weighs the heart down Of darkness Condescending We leave A story

Your Winter ~sister Hazel
Grey ceiling on the earth Well it's lasted for a while Take my thoughts for what they're worth I've been acting like a child Your opinion, and what is that? It's just a different point of view Ooh, yeah What else, What else can I do? I said I'm sorry, yeah I'm sorry, Oooh I said I'm sorry, but what for? If I hurt you then I hate myself I don't want to hate myself, don't wanna hurt you Why do you choose your pain? If you only knew how much I love you, love you Chorus I won't be your winter And I won't be anyone's excuse to cry We can be forgiven, Ooh yeah And I will be here Old picture on the shelf It's been there for a while A frozen image of ourselves We were acting like a child Innocent and in a trance A dance that lasted for a while, Ooh You read my eyes just like your diary, Ooh remember, please remember, Oooh Well, I'm not a beggar, but what's more Is If I hurt you, then I hate myself, I don't wanna hate myself, don't wanna hurt you Why do you

Conflict. A Look Inside My Mind.
Like fire in my mind, Demon in my mortal coil, Evil balances good, Battle for my very soul, Forever fights within, To claim control of my mind, Eternities of shame await, Should evil emerge the victor, And the good be destroyed. Within the depraved would dominate, But for the will of decency. The world would burn, life would fail, But for the hope of Sanity, The absence of depravity. My mind is split, Torn between the good and bad, Which I possess. The hatred and the love, The hatred which I nurtured, The love which heals, Dizzying conflict, Searing thoughts. I wish to be free, From the struggle within, Free of the knowledge that evil is easy, Free from the guilt that the good inflicts. Alone in my struggle, Needing assistance, Needing to nurture, To care and possess, But battered and alone, Entombed in this anger, Solitaire I stand, Wishing for peace. And find it I shall, Once another I find, To cherish and care, I'll leave the struggle

My Weapon Is My Pen
My weapon is my pen and BANG! BANG! BANG! your dead With every single word that is aimed at your head My sentences are bullets and my pen is fully-loaded A lifetime's ammunition I am about to explode inside your brain You will take in my pain As bullets fly from my pen AGAIN! AND AGAIN! AND AGAIN! You tell me you are hurt that you are fatally struck Well how many times did you hurt me? Come Take another look Your words of anger and hate burst through my shell But now my pen is fully-loaded my words will BLAST YOU!

Since I...
Cant go around to everyone's page and tell them Happy Thanksgiving I am going to do it all at once and say HAPPY THANKSGIVING to all my cherries. I hope your family's have a wonderful day and get super stuffed with good food. Remember all you are thankful for. I have learned today/yesterday what I am thankful and how lucky I am. I hope everyone enjoys your holiday. Much love to all. MrsPerdy

Happy Thanksgiving..your In My Thoughts
To all the military overseas on this holiday. Thank you so much for all that you do, I know sometimes you dont hear it enough but what you guys do is awesome and amazing and I want to thank you. It means alot to me personally because I lost someone very special to me over there, but hes my hero and so are you. Without you guys we wouldnt be free. so thank you so much and try to have the best day ever !! god bless you all !!

Mostly Bullocks And Inside Jokes Referring To My First Month In Korea
I'm a Seoul man Part 1 INTRODUCTORY NOTES 1. Yes, this first email is quite long...however you c@#ts best not complain. When I was in Australia you complained that I didn't write enough....the M'F'N grass is always greener. 2. Mom, apologies for any foul language...however, feel some solice in the fact that you are getting the unedited version and thus get complete honesty from me as to how much of a clown I am. 3. Dad, we can't call them Koala's in this country(although at this point I have not been to the zoo). What are we calling them this year???? 4. Kyle, by the time you read this email I'm sure I will be back in Canada 5. Cecchin ... in answer to your last email...that gift came straight from my heart 6. Rips...I'll let you know in another month or so...but I think coming to visit me here may actually be a really fun trip for you 7. Berrafati...apologies for not meeting up while I was in Canada...hopefully by the time I get home Jen and you have a lit

My Rant About The Gov.'s B.s.
Man you know that the u.s. gov. is nothing more then a bunch of money hanger a** holes that want to take what little money you get for working and stik it in there pockets you there are more laws in afect now that whin the judical systum started in the early 1900s but any way I understand such things a progress invents new laws but some are just down right stuped to even have there are more ways to get fined just for owning a vichel house or even a horse these day I mean how stuped is it when this country started out it was nothing more then drank rebeluse people how didn't like how they were being treated by the other gov. but know its getting just as bad here I mean damn you have to have a lissen to do this and a lissen to do that and pay this much to do that or have inscence to do this and have incerance to own that man I thank our four fothers would be ashamed of the Fing berrocacie this is terning out to be any way for the gov to stay rich and the poor to stay poor for povertin

45 ~shinedown
Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45), Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life) No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45 (45), Swimming through the ashes of another life (another life) No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Everyone's p

Happy Thanksgiving To All Usa!!!!
I just wanted to say "Happy Thanksgiving to all USA" ppl and hope you have a good one which is all family gather around and have a good time... Remember, drink responsible and be home safe and sound :-)

I Gots Me An Online Store :)
Whoo Hoo...I got myself an online Shirt store. I can make shirts, cups, hoodies, baseball caps... If you got somethin on your mind you think would make a kick ass shirt...I can make that too :) Check it oout for me all and let me know...I only got 11 products SO FAR, but I will be makin more often. Later Gaters Tia https://www.spreadshirt.com/shop.php?sid=64387

Words To Live By
You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you got, and remember what you had, always forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret; people change, things go wrong, just remember that life goes on" Words to live by

Societies Pregnant Reflection?
Teenage girls Judged for been pregnant Chastised for grows inside Judged and in turn blamed Judged on their accent Judged on their clothes and jewellery And their quest for shallow glories They are kicked and left with the blame firmly at their door But isn’t it this judgemental attitude One of the reasons the young so often expect little more The narrow minded hypocrites that decry them The same hypocrites that never reached out and held them in the first place They are told life is over before is begun They are pregnant – it is not a terminal illness They are still fragile – still young When people judge so hastily They should judge themselves Dust down their mirrors and then examine their self Teenage girls Judged for being pregnant And by the haughty taughty chattering classes Shivering behind closed mind values Is it any wonder these girls feel so little connection to society A society that condemns and judges them And stumbles around i

Poetic Humor
MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP. MAY YOUR POTATOES 'N GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP, MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS, MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE, MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING DINNER STAY OFF OF YOUR THIGHS. hehe GOBBLE TIL YOU WOBBLE......... AND IN ALL AND FOR ALL THINGS GIVE THANKS.

A Man Walks Into A Bar
A man walks into a bar, sits down on a bench and orders a cold one. He swigs down the beer, looks in his pocket, cringes and orders another. He gulps down that one, looks in his pocket again, cringes and orders yet another one. This goes on for at least an hour and a half. Finally the bartender, bursting with curiousity, says, "I know it's none of my business buddy, but I have to ask. Why the whole "drink, look in pocket, cringe and order another one" routine?" "Well," slurred the man, "There's a picture of my wife in my pocket. When she starts to look good, then it's time for me to go home."

I Miss My Mom So Much...especially Today
I knew today was going to be rough but I thought I'd be handling it better than I am...I hope I can pull it together by the time we leave for my cousin's....There's this gaping hole in my heart and it hurts. The weird thing is I don't want it to end because if it does that means I'm not alive. God this hurts so deeply; I just want her back...I miss her so much that it hurts to even try and picture her face, let alone remember all the love and warmth she provided. I'm sorry for blubbering on here, but I had to get this out before we leave in a couple of hours. May your day be filled with all the love and warmth of the season; and if your parents are still alive, don't forget to tell them you love them. I'm scared of calling my Dad; don't know if I can keep it together talking to him this time. Why the hell does it have to hurt so bad? This and Christmas was what she lived for...our holiday's were always so special and now she's not here. Oh I know she's here in my heart but th

Hello
Hello There, Just want to give a shout out to all my people on here.For those of you who do not know me.I am the mousie I am 32 I like to shoot pool,play darts,spend time with my damily and friends,Party,and have lots of BBQ's I am from Arkansas so I am a southern Gal,I enjoy riding Horses,4 wheelers,motor cycles,and lots more so add me to your friends if you like have a GREAT DAY!!!!!!! Love ya all Mousie

Growing!
A beautiful woman loved growing tomatoes, but couldn't seem to get her tomatoes to turn red. One day while taking a stroll she came upon a gentlemen neighbor who had the most beautiful garden full of huge red tomatoes. The woman asked the gentlemen, "What do you do to get your tomatoes so red?" The gentlemen responded, "Well, twice a day I stand in front of my tomato garden and expose myself, and my tomatoes turn red from blushing so much." Well, the woman was so impressed, she decided to try doing the same thing to her tomato garden to see if it would work. So twice a day for two weeks she exposed herself to her garden hoping for the best. One day the gentlemen was passing by and asked the woman, "By the way, how did you make out? Did your tomatoes turn red?" "No" she replied, "but my cucumbers are enormous."

Happy Nicegiving
Children can sometimes say the funniest things. My daughter is still struggling to say certain things and words. Sometimes she says them correctly and other times she will make up her own words. I was talking to her last night and my mother was trying to get her to say various words and phrases. Such as "That's discusting!" and "octopus", which all came out wrong but were good attempts and damn funny. When she tried several times to say "Happy Thanksgiving", she gave up and spit out "Happy Nicegiving"! So I want to wish everyone a Happy Nicegiving today!!!

To All Of My Friends & Family Here On Lc I Offer This Prayer For Myself And To All Of You Happy Thanksgiving!
REJOICING IN THE LORD LIGHT IS SOWN FOR THE THE RIGHTEOUS, AND GLADNESS FOR THE UPRIGHT IN HEART. REJOICE IN THE LORD, YE RIGHTEOUS; AND GIVE THANKS AT THE REMEMBRANCE OF HIS HOLINESS. PSALM 97:11-12 ALMIGHTY HEAVENLY FATHER OF ALL IN CREATION TODAY WE GIVE THANKS FOR YOU AND YOUR BOUNTY AND WE REJOICE IN REMEBRANCE OF YOUR HOLINESS. TODAY IS A DAY OF CELEBRATION AND SONG, OF ALL YOUR JOYFULNESS, SUNSHINE- A DAY YOU HAVE MADE FOR OUR ENJOYMENT. HELP US TO FORGET THE CARES OF THE WORLD FOR TODAY; FILL OUR HEARTS WITH YOUR AWESOME LIGHT AS WE RECIEVE YOUR BLESSINGS MAY THEY FALL UPON US AS WE GROW CLOSER TO YOU AND MAY WE FIND PEACE WITHIN OURSELF AND MAY WE LOVE ONE ANOTHER AND MAY WE PUT ALL OUR DIFFERENCES ASIDE IF ONLY FOR A DAY MAY WE FORGIVE THE ONES WHO HAVE HURT US IN THE PAST AND PRESENT AND MAY WE LEANR TO LOVE AN RID OURSELF OF HATE AN ANGER THANK YOU MY HEAVENLY FATHER FOR ALL YOU HAVE GIVEN US FOR THIS IS THE DAY WE GIVE THANKS FOR ALL THINGS. AMEN LOVE YAL

What Is Your Kinky Turn On?
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting83%Blind Folds67%Whips67%Blood58%Chains/Handcuffs42%Bondage25%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com :D

This Made Me Laugh.
Little Red Riding Hood Funny Animals Little Red Riding Hood is skipping down the road when she sees the Big Bad Wolf crouched down behind a log. "My, what big eyes you have, Mr. Wolf," says Little Red Riding Hood. The surprised wolf jumps up and runs away! Further down the road, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again-this time he is crouched behind a tree stump. "My what big ears you have Mr. Wolf, " says Little Red Riding Hood. Again the foiled wolf jumps up and runs away! About two miles down the track, Little Red Riding Hood sees the wolf again, this time crouched down behind a road sign. "My, what big teeth you have Mr. Wolf," taunts Little Red Riding Hood. With that, the Big Bad Wolf jumps up and screams, "Will you get lost? I'm trying to take a shit!"

Think About It!!!!!!
Yep! I passed it on.. I am sorry but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. No where did they sing it in Italian, Japanese, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German, Portuguese, Greek, French, or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation -- not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP ---- please pass this along~ I am not against immigration -- just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past -- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and st

Thought This Was Funny
Payback's a Bitch Revenge One evening last week, my wife & I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said "WHAT????!!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every husband on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed dept. store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'll just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new cloth

Family Fun
So, we recently made some room in our family and there is a chance that some more room will be made. If there are any of you out there that would like into our family, just let us know you are willing to share pics with us and we will get you in. Space is limited and it's first come, first serve, so let us know soon. Happy Thanksgiving.

Life Backwards
I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for High School: drink alcohol, party, and you're generally promiscuous. Then you go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, and you have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

3 Shots Of Whiskey:-)
A man walked into a bar, sat down, ordered 3 shots of whiskey, drank them, then left. This continued daily for several weeks. Curious, the bartender asked him one day, "Why do you always order three shots of whiskey?" The man answered, "Because my two brothers and I always used to have one shot each, and since they've both passed on, I've continued to order the three shots in their honor." The bartender thought that this was a very noble thing to do, and welcomed the man every time he visited the bar. Two weeks later, the man walked into the bar for his daily visit and ordered two shots of whiskey. Surprised, the bartender asked him why he only ordered two when had had always been ordering three. The man answered, "Oh, I've decided to stop drinking."

A Trucker Story....
A Trucker Story There was a driver I ran with for a while and he told me this as we chased eachother to Dallas and Ft WORTH TX . Don and his wife Pat went to the fall fest. in the small town that lived in up in the mtns. of NC..They were out walking and enjoying all the crafts and all the people there as the horses came walking thru. Don had a idea that he wanted to ride one, so he and Pat went to find him one to ride. Well as luck has it Don saw one he wanted to ride. He went in the country store and asked the owner if it was ok for him to ride that horse. The owner asked Don if he could handle that horse and he told the owner that he was raised on and farm and if it had 4 legs, he could ride it. So the said ok and Don and Pat went back out. Don walked over to the horse and he slowly got on it. As he set down the horse went nuts, started trying to buck him off so Don held on tight. The horse bucked him so hard Don hit the horse with his noise and blood went everywhere. Well P

Name The Twins:-))
A man was taking his wife, who was pregnant with twins, to the hospital when his car went out of control and crashed. Regaining consciousness, he saw his brother, a relentless practical joker, sitting at his bed side. He asked his brother how his wife was doing and his brother said, "Don't worry, everybody is fine and you have a son and a daughter. But the hospital was in a real hurry to get the birth certificates filed and since both you and your wife were unconscious, I named them for you." The husband was thinking to himself, "Oh no, what has he done now?" and asked with some trepidation, "Well, bro, what did you name them?" Whereupon, his brother replied, "I named the little girl Denise." The husband, relieved, said, "That's a lovely name! And what did you come up with for my son?" The brother winked and replied, "Denephew."

How Much Is 2+2?
A housewife, an accountant and a lawyer were asked "How much is 2+2?" The housewife replies: "Four!". The accountant says: "I think it's either 3 or 4. Let me run those figures through my spreadsheet one more time." The lawyer pulls the drapes, dims the lights and asks in a hushed voice, "How much do you want it to be?"

Mighty Mighty
My mighty music collection has grown to very impressive dimensions. At last count today, 9049 songs totalling 51.7 gigs of musical goodness. That gives me over 27 days of continuous music playback. At least half of which is industrial and metal goodness. And it's all on my fat ass 200 gig external drive so I can take my tunes wherever I want. Suck on it bitches. You know you're jealous. That's ok, go on and admit it. Then after you admit it, suck on it some more because I rule and your puny music collection drools.

Happy Thanksgiving
May your day be filled with fun, family and lots of good food.. Best wishes to you all on such a great day. Here is a little humor for you all to get a good laugh as well! you have got to check out this link, and if you have any clue how to hotmail it let me know! copy and paste it in your browser, you will laugh your ass off! http://toilette-humor.com/thanksgiving/choose_a_turkey.shtml

Erotic Story
Warning: Mature Content...... Intercourse With A Vampire (Erotic Story It was another dark and gloomy night in town. It seemed nothing exciting ever happened here, always the same routine and boring as hell. They were calling for rain for the next 3 days, not that Christine didn’t love the rain. Just fresh out of another failure attempt at love and romance, “Why do men have to be such jerks and pigs, she says silently to herself?” After a long day of she decides to relax with a hot bubble bath, followed by a quiet dinner and a movie at home. Her friend’s keep trying to get her to go out with them to party’s to meet someone for a fling or just have fun. Why would she want some cheesy fling just to wake up and regret it and feel like some cheap hussy? Besides who needs another man pawing all over you and bragging how easy you were. The phone rings, “Hello, she asks.” “Hey girl its me Nicole I know before I ask your going to say no, but come on please, tomorrow is the Halloween ball d

Things You Can Only Say During Thanksgiving
1) Talk about a huge breast. 2) Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3) It's "Cool Whip" time!! 4) If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst!! 5) Whew!! that's one terrific spread!!! 6) I'm in the mood for a little "Dark Meat"!! 7) Are you ready for seconds yet?? 8) It's a little dry; do you still want to eat it?? 9) Just wait until it's your turn, you'll get some!! 10) Don't play with your meat!! 11) Just spread the legs open and stuff it in!! 12) Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once?? 13) I didn't expect everyone to come at once!! 14) You still have a little bit on your chin and lips!! 15) How long will it take after you stick it in?? 16) You'll know it's ready when it pops up!! 17) Wow!! I didn't think I could handle all of that!! 18) That's the biggest one I've ever seen!! 19) How long do I beat it before it's ready?? 20) It's ready!! It's ready!!

Leaving The Lc Or Cherry Tap
It was a fun run but I gotta go now, all my friends that left comments and shit, I love ya, you all mean a lot, I met a lot of cool people here but also there were too many wierd ass people that would leave all these comments and shout out shit, so I could never get to talk to my real friends so if ya got yahoo messenger its savage7m_mag2000 hit me u we can stay in touch, peace out and have a good day, Im out

Verbal Abuse On Here Is Supose To B Ignored, But Wtf Is Nsfw. B.s
OK HERE WE HAVE SOME BIBLE THUMPING OR IS IT HUMPING PRICKS TELLING ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT SEE. WHAT THE FUCK?? BUT THIS COCKSUCKER KU KLUX KLAN CAN GO AROUND CALLING WOMEN OF ALL COLORS ANY GOD DAMN NAME HE WANTS. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE CONSISTENCY IN THIS? NSFW~~~ IF YOU ARE AT WORK THEN YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING WORKING YOU LAZY FUCKING BASTARD!! GET THE FUCK OFF CHERRYTAP! AND DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! IF I CAUGHT AN EMEPLOY ON ANY SITE THAT WAS NOT DIRECTLY RATED TO MY COMPANY OR PRODUCT I WOULD FIRE THEIR LAZY FUCKING ASSES. THIS ISNT CHERRYTAP'S PLACE TO PROTECT THOSE TOO FUCKING STUPID AND LAZY TO FUCKING DO THEIR JOBS. IF THEIR COMPANY HAS A PROBLEM WITH IT FIRE THE FUCKING OFFENDERS. GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU CENSORING NAZIS AND YOU CANNOT HAVE MINE! SO GET THE FUCK OFF MINE!! IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE HERE THEN FUCKING REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS LIST AND DONT LOOK. ITS YOUR EYES AND BRAIN FUCKING USE THEM!! THESE ARE MY WORDS AND FEELINGS AND I HAVE THE RIGHT TO T

Lastnights Concert
We went to see Motley Crew and Aerosmith in concert last night. Wow what a let down from Motley Crew They sucked real bad and Vince Neal was soo fucked up he forgot the words to the songs sounded worse that bad careoke. Then Aerosmith came out they were soo great that they made up for the nught well worth the ticket price and steven tyler was on the money they had the best show i've see in a long time. Everything was so on that u would swear u were listening to a cd. anyway just thought i would share. B

Happy Thanksgiving
I JUST WANT TO TAKE A FEW MINEUTES TO SAY HAPPY THANKSGIVING AND HOPE ALL GOES GOOD FOR EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU OUT THERE, JOHNJOHN SEND ME A MSG AN LET ME KNOW HOW YOUR TURKEY DAY WENT BEST WISHES CHERRIES LOTS OF LOVE JOHNJOHN!

Happy Thanks Giving!!!!
Life can be very trying. When your child is hungry, your body wracked with pain, or you have no idea where you and your family will find a place to sleep, it's hard to find something for which you can be thankful. So, for just a few minutes on Thanksgiving Day, step outside your situation and just "be". Find something, no matter how small, to be thankful for because in giving thanks, you will be lightening your load, even if for only a moment.

Thoughtless-korn
Music Video:THOUGHTLESS (by Korn)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone "Thoughtless" - Korn Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies Pushing all the mercy down, down, down I wanna see you try to take a swing at me Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me? You take your turn lashing out at me I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me All of my hate cannot be found (Hate cannot be found) I will not be drowned (I will not be drowned) By your thoughtless scheming So you can try to tear me down (Try to tear me down) Beat me to the ground (Beat me to the ground) I will see you screaming Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down Why are you trying to make fun of me? You think

Tarot Card
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Cowboy's Ten Commandments
People here in Texas have trouble with all those shalls and shall nots in the Ten Commandments. Folks here just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks out in West Texas got together and translated the "King James" version into "King Ranch" version: Ten Commandments, cowboy style. Cowboy's Ten Commandments posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Fairlie, Texas. Just one God. Honor yer Ma & Pa. No telling tales or gossipin'. Git yourself to Sunday meeting. Put nothin' before God. No foolin' around with Another fellow's gal. No killin'. Watch yer mouth. Don't take what ain't yers. Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff. That's kinda plain 'n simple don't ya think?

Regrets
I'm hiding in the shadows of my mind Waiting quietly as specters drift slowly past me Whispering to myself how they remind me of times I should have forgotten long ago I open a photo album I found under my bed The dusty leather cover decaying and smelling of the years Regrets mingling with my tears as I methodically turn the pages I take a deep painful breath Because staring back at me from the tattered photographs Are black and white visions of faraway hearts I now know that the voices that sang to my spirit are dead And I think those voices were my own Mistakes where made and moments lost But I take the blame all for myself You see I'm possessive in that way Not wanting to share the guilt I've worked hard to build it up through the years and its mine Time simply evaporated in my hands and There is nothing left I can do Or say I cannot rewind detached dreams If I could just steal away one tender moment from my past And trap it in my heart

Happy Thanksgiving
I am not sure how to send off one mass email to all of my firends and family. So I will do it like this. Happy Thanksgiving to all of you from Iraq. Have a good one and may you enjoy your freinds and and loved ones on this day.

Old Men Can Still Think Fast
An elderly man in Florida had owned a large farm for several years. He had a large pond in the back. It was properly shaped for swimming, so he fixed it up nice -- picnic tables, horseshoe courts, and some apple and peach trees. One evening the old farmer decided to go down to the pond, as he hadn't been there for a while, and look it over. He grabbed a five gallon bucket to bring back some fruit. As he neared the pond, he heard voices s houting and laughing with glee. As he came closer he saw it was a bunch of young women skinny-dipping in his pond. He made the women aware of his presence and they all went to the deep end. One of the women shouted to him, "We're not coming out until you leave!" The old man frowned, "I didn't come down here to watch you ladies swim naked or make you get out of the pond naked." Holding the bucket up he said, "I'm here to feed the alligator."

This Is Letting Go
This is letting go This is letting go of you and I This is letting go of a dream that we once had This is letting go of a hope that once existed This is letting go of all the kisses and all the hugs It’s not worth the pain anymore It’s not worth the tears that I shed It’s not worth dwelling on the past It’s not worth trying to figure out what she has that I don’t This is letting go of what comfort you brought This is letting go of what little love you gave This is letting go of what friendship we had I’m done with this You couldn’t let go You couldn’t stay committed You had the trust You had the care and love But now Now you have nothing While I let go of the dream of you and I You’ll still be holding on to the dream of you and her And here’s the truth kid Our dreams wont come true.

How Could An Angel Break My Heart
I heard he sang a lullaby I heard he sang it from his heart When I found out thought I would die Because that lullaby was mine I heard he sealed it with a kiss He gently kissed her cherry lips I found that so hard to believe Because his kiss belonged to me How could an angel break my heart Why didnt he catch my falling star I wish I didnt wish so hard Maybe I wished our love apart How could an angel break my heart I heard here face was white as rain Soft as a rose that blooms in may He keeps her picture in a frame And when he sleeps he calls her name I wonder if she makes him smile The way he used to smile at me I hope she doesnt make him laugh Because his laugh belongs to me How could an angel break my heart Why didnt he catch my falling star I wish I didnt wish so hard Maybe I wish our love apart How could an angel break my heart Oh my soul is dying, its crying Im trying to understand Please help me How could an angel break my heart Why didnt h

Hung Over
Its 845am on Thanksgiving day and, Iam so hung over. I was suppose to cook last night but, instead went out....I had sooo much fun. All of my buds were there. Iam paying for it now, my head hurts. I have to go make cannied yams...yum... Doesnt sound good when you are hung over. Iam getting to old for this shit...lol. Oh and to boot....some dickhead thought it would be cool to e-mail pics of his dick...Iam just not into that...what kind of girl do you take me for?

It's Like A Game
I stood in your narrow doorway today and told you everything as you watched me with those eyes those eyes in which I could not find a spark I told you of how he has i n f e c t e d my every thought how he is in every word rolling off my tounge how his voice is behind every sound I make how I cannot seem to let him go I wish i'd never met him I wish this had never started I wish I didnt feel this way towards him I cant even move i'm stuck because I dont know what he wants from me he scares me I dont trust myself around him but at the same time I love that freedom I'm so tired of this of him how i feel and what they are telling me to do I told you all of this and yet all you could say was "its going to be okay" you have no idea do you?

Gun In Mouth (poem)
Life's simple joys have all faded Each day I only grow more jaded There is no joy, I can only be sad Don't tell me it really isn't so bad Or that I should move on and try When I have no reason to stay alive For I no longer have the will This loneliness is all I can feel My decision has been made, you see No one can ever save me from me This life is finished, I'm done I hold the means to my end, a gun So many attempts I've lost track Pull the trigger, it all goes black

Yay=)
So..I'm going to Ashleys tonight ( My sister Mrs.Flyhead) And i'm gunna have LOTS of new pictures..Hehe..So rate..Comment..Anything..And I'll Help you out too =) So Yay..I get a 5 day weekend Haha..Its completely Awesome! I'm going to try to get Ashley to smoke some weed haha ( even though she probably wont) So i'll just blow smoke in her face as usual hehe Its Going To Be A Grand Time LOL

Missing Or Murder?
As she sat down to her desk looking at reports and files of homocide, she was drawn to one particular case though it wasn`t murder, it was a missing persons report jackie, missing for 5 days her parents had reported her missing. She hadn`t come home from school, and although it wasn`t unusal for her not to come home for one night or day, it was unusal for her not to at least pop in for a shower and a change of clothes, 5 days was even a long time for her. Born and raised in a trailer her parents started to get worried about her. Although school was important to her she had become an escort to help pay her way thorough college, she wanted to be a lawyer. As detective rachel moniski rifled through her file she came across another missing persons report, Lilly wilcox, and another Arica Sommersby, also there was Becka bloom. All strangely connected to the same area they all went missing within days of each other and all worked for the same escort agency. Just another missing pe

Sending Shivers
seeing you there such coldness in the air feeling your eyes on me shivering from the thoughts of you knowing what you mean to me knowing how our love has grown holding onto that thought holding onto that dream shivering from the heat of our lust knowing we have such trust showing my love for you sitting here i shiver for you

A Different Christmas Poem~~~~~~~~
A Different Christmas Poem~~~~~~~~ The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and t

Happy Thanksgiving Fm Jeremy
Dr. John & Jim, I wanted to personally wish you all a "Safe and Happy Thanksgiving". When I think of this special day, a couple of things come to mind. First and foremost Family, but a close second is gratitude. You have all touched my life personally and professionally, and I am grateful that all of you have made an impact on my life. Enjoy the Holiday! Jeremy T. Buchheit President Synergy Medical Inc.

Playlist For 11/26/06
Here's Ya Button For Winamp...Tune In, Rock Out!! Here's Ya Button To The NEW Microsite...Tune In, Rock Out!! The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 Playlist for 11/26/06 12:00am - 3:00am EST 1. The Genocydal Empyre v2.0 (Faith And The Muse - Cantus) (6:05) 2. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 3. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 4. DJ Genocyde - AmmuNATION Commercial Clip (0:52) 5. Dollface - Black Widow (3:32) 6. Immune System - Bornless One (4:37) 7. Mongrel - West Memphis Hell (2:14) 8. The Gemini Ritual - At Last (4:21) 9. Michale Graves - Butcher Shop (2:55) 10. The Virus Commcenter - Your Options Have Changed (1:06) 11. Mister Monster - Over Your Dead Body (4:29) 12. Charlie Drown - Lithium Nephalim (2:58) 13. WRR Genocyde Friends (0:38) 14. 6Bit - Crucifixion Experiment (4:18) 15. Dollface - Good Girl Gone Bad (3:33) 16. Cockfight Club - Vampyric (6:56) 17. Nightwish - Ever Dream (4:45) 18. Lords of Acid - Slave To Love (3:23) 19. Encoder feat. Razed

True Abundance
Thursday, November 23, 2006 True abundance Count all the things you have, that money cannot buy, and you will begin to see how truly rich you are. Be sincerely thankful for those things, and your gratitude will make you richer still. Life is indelibly infused with abundance. Yet that abundance is experienced only when it is being put to use in an authentic and meaningful way. To know great value, allow value to flow from your actions. Real and meaningful richness cannot help but flow into your life in equal measure. Be thankful for what you have, and you will find new ways to put it to use. Be thankful for what you can do, and you'll learn to do even more. Let go of the shallow, worldly ideas of what it means to be successful. Realize that you are, already and always, inherently successful. The biggest blessing is being able to experience and appreciate your blessings. Choose on this day, and every day, to bring true abundance to life. -- Ralph Marston

Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Sexual Activity Will You Got To Jail For?
Arkham will go to jail for ... Making lewd ginger bread men and giving them to carolers at Christmas 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com hehehehehe!!!!!

Happy Thanksgiving To My Cherry Friends!!!
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY ON CHERRYTAP A HAPPY AND SAFE THANKSGIVING. THANKS TO ALL FOR ALL THE LOVE THAT YOU HAVE GIVIN ME. I REALLY DO APPRECIATE IT.. I WILL GET BACK TO THOSE I HAVENT GOT BACK TO..HUGS AND KISSES.....WITH LOVE LINDA;)

Just Thoughts!!
Some say dreams are our souls talking to us. Others say dreams are the gateway to another world. Some say dreams are another way we deal with problems. Some say dreams are nothing but illusions. But then all of these thoughts are said about the real world. Some say that the world is the soul of a higher power and we are nothing but dreams. Some say the world could also be seen as a gateway for a dream world being. Some say that our problems are the real worlds problems. Some say the real world is nothing but a illusion and what we think is illusion is real.

Thanksgiving Madnes
Click above picture for Hotrocksradio.com It is the Mid Morning Madness with Sir Jim Show and will air every Mon, Wed and Thur from 9:00 am to Noon (Eastern Standard Time). TODAY's show will be my Thanksgiving Extraveganza! PLEASE, listen in and send me your requests! I look forward to playing what you want to hear. Make sure you put your name in your request, so I know it is you. (You can also say from Lost Cherry if you wish or Cherry Tap or whatever we are called now..) How to request: Click on the request Link and you will see my song list (over 1700 and growing). Click a song you want and a pop up will allow you to type what you want to say. Please let me know your Cherry Name, What you want me to say on the air, AND if this is your first time tuning say NEW LISTNER... Your song will be played immidiately if you are new. I hope you enjoy!!!!!!

The History Of Thanksgiving...
Celebrate! Holidays In The U.S.A. Thanksgiving Day (Fourth Thursday in November) -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Almost every culture in the world has held celebrations of thanks for a plentiful harvest. The American Thanksgiving holiday began as a feast of thanksgiving in the early days of the American colonies almost four hundred years ago. In 1620, a boat filled with more than one hundred people sailed across the Atlantic Ocean to settle in the New World. This religious group had begun to question the beliefs of the Church of England and they wanted to separate from it. The Pilgrims settled in what is now the state of Massachusetts. Their first winter in the New World was difficult. They had arrived too late to grow many crops, and without fresh food, half the colony died from disease. The following spring the Iroquois Indians taught them how to grow corn (maize), a new food for the colonists. They showed t

Not Save For Barney
This is what happenes when you work thanksgiving morning! Remember you had the chance to move the pics like 2 months ago! and not show your stupid butt on the profile pic.. We know why u did it! Your chasing points and believe in compteition.. yeah .. poor excuse! lmao Its the same at my job.. Cindy made us have to wear uniformed shirts cuz.. IN THE FRIGGIN SUMMER TIME.. THIS WOMAN.. had the nerve to wear a size 2 shirt on her size 0 body! lmao And cut it down to nothing.. and show her thong.. (reason for regulation underwear) lol And she wore those hole in the butt jeans.. Now we have a company jean policy.. see how one idot can make a policy? One person can ruin a good time.. I used to love wearing my cool t-shirts.. But noooooooooooo hoochie had to go and ruin it.. Then she quit! Oh .. rob (name changed to protect the dumb) made the jean policy.. He would come into work with this gaping hole in his jeans! and a hole in his fr

Rants And Raves
OK HERE WE HAVE SOME BIBLE THUMPING OR IS IT HUMPING PRICKS TELLING ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT SEE. WHAT THE FUCK?? BUT THIS COCKSUCKER KU KLUX KLAN CAN GO AROUND CALLING WOMEN OF ALL COLORS ANY GOD DAMN NAME HE WANTS. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE CONSISTENCY IN THIS? NSFW~~~ IF YOU ARE AT WORK THEN YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING WORKING YOU LAZY FUCKING BASTARD!! GET THE FUCK OFF CHERRYTAP! AND DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! IF I CAUGHT AN EMEPLOY ON ANY SITE THAT WAS NOT DIRECTLY RATED TO MY COMPANY OR PRODUCT I WOULD FIRE THEIR LAZY FUCKING ASSES. THIS ISNT CHERRYTAP'S PLACE TO PROTECT THOSE TOO FUCKING STUPID AND LAZY TO FUCKING DO THEIR JOBS. IF THEIR COMPANY HAS A PROBLEM WITH IT FIRE THE FUCKING OFFENDERS. GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU CENSORING NAZIS AND YOU CANNOT HAVE MINE! SO GET THE FUCK OFF MINE!! IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE HERE THEN FUCKING REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS LIST AND DONT LOOK. ITS YOUR EYES AND BRAIN FUCKING USE THEM!! THESE ARE MY WORDS AND FEELINGS AND I HAVE THE RIGHT TO TH

Thanksgiving Divorce
Thanksgiving Divorce A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone "Like hell they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this." She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, d on't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay" he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and pay

Happy Thanksgiving...from Manda!!
To ALL my friends, family and to everyone who reads this!! I wish you all a very happy Thanksgiving. Please always remember to stop and think about those you love most in your life and how much they mean to you. Without my friends I don't know what I would do soo...for you all I am very greatful! I love you all very much!!! Many Blessings and Warm wishes!!!

All Encompassing
I really have little to say However pointed it is . I decided to remove my folder containing anything marked nsfw Why? Simple Im not going to be part of the issue nor will i contribute to the drama from people who dont understand. I can find things to upload that arent questionable. I can have pics of me that arent showing anything Perhaps thats enough.

Today
THERES NO DOUGHT I WONT GET AROUND TO EVERYONE TODAY. SO I WANT TO TAKE THIS OPPERTUNITY TO WISH EVERYONE A HAPPY THANKSGIVING.........ENJOY THE DAY WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS.............AND B THANKFUL FOR WHAT U HAVE, CAUSE THERE ARE ALOT OF OUR BOYS AND GIRLS THAT WONT B ABLE TO ENJOY THERE FAMILIES. REMEMBER ALL OF THEM....

Something About Fake Love
love is meaningless well these day and ages is a false remembrance to embrace companionship but its mostly compared in par se betrayal in lies and triffling females and males alike who are in lust they cant define it into words and say docile you try n selcude but relationships art based on trust and verbal communications enforcing the predicate of the movement however its a word of an understatement to say the least for all of you art unfaithful now your just inadequate in the knowledge of that emotions for its to complex for the average mind to comprehend i speak to tha atmosphere wonder then i blink once i see your face in the sky smiling down at meh telling me you love me your adoring persona is so consuming me on the inside a spirit whispers into meh while i look in your eyes of your picture i think to myself then i start to cry mesmerized shadowed by your big heart sheltering our fears pulling you closer in my dreams that far star in the zodiac awakens me trusting confort you

Riddance Your Bad Luck For Eternities Even After You Pass To The Astrals Of Your Akashic
Hi everyone... Please RE-post for me Thanks I am receiving tons of emails and comments and I really want to THANKS everyone. I CAN NOT do it personally so please do not take it the wrong way. I really do appreciate all your comments, supports and love. Check my pics lately? http://cherrytap.com/drturi - CHECK THE PICS! http://www.globalenquirer.com/ WORLD WIDE More will be added when I have a chance. here is a little present for you Learn the Cabalistic Candle Ritual Cleansing one's environment, body, mind and soul is a must for true peace and happiness. Click here to go to Dr. Turi's Healing Room Page To All My faithful Readers and Supporters; You may use and enjoy this FREE Cabalistic Candle Ritual and send it to those you care about. Cleansing one's environment, body, mind and soul is a must for true peace and happiness. The Cabalistic Candle Ritual Instructions for cleansing your physical and spiritual selves: The Cabalistic Candle Rit

I Am Thankful...
I am Thankful... I can walk. There are those who have never taken their first step. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I can see the beauty all around me. There are those whose world is always dark. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I can hear music playing. There are those who entire life has been spent in silence. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... My heart can be broken. There are those who are so hardened they cannot be touched. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I can move about freely and express my beliefs. There are those who live in constant fear. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I Am Thankful... I have been loved. There are those

Happy Thanksgiving♥
I know i didnt post yesterday. Im sorry i was really tired when i got home from work. And what little sleep i do get i wasnt fucking with. ♥ So alot of shit has been going on here lately and to be honest i dont care anymore. Theres very little i care about. I care about my friends and the people i love that is it ♥ Have a happy thanksgiving guys. Seriously. Be safe. And careful. I dont have work today. I do tommorrow though which im not to thrilled about. I might go to the parade with gabby afterwards if she wants to go. If not ill probably just meet tanya there or something. Who knows. :) ♥ ♥ ♥ Ive got alot on my mind right now and i wish i knew how to clear it. And just say what im feeling but i cant. I wish people would stop hurting me. And i dont mean just one person. But everyone, from my parents, to my brothers, to my friends and "others" i just wish it would all stop. I cant take anymore of the heartache or anything. Im trying my ha

Happy Thanksgiving
I awoke this morning with devout thanksgiving for my friends, the old and the new.Ralph Waldo Emerson (1803 - 1882) The mellow sweetness of pumpkin pie off a prison spoon is something you will never forget. Mitchell Burgess, Northern Exposure, Thanksgiving, 1992 I wrote myself a check for ten million dollars for acting services rendered and dated it Thanksgiving 1995. I put it in my wallet and it deteriorated. And then, just before Thanksgiving 1995, I found out I was going to make ten million dollars for Dumb & Dumber. I put that check in the casket with my father because it was our dream together.Jim Carrey, Oprah Winfrey Show, 1997 To all my American friends, have a happy and safe holiday!

Pow / Mia You Are Not Forgotten!!!(updated 09dec06)
I believe we have the Right and Responsibility to Demand and Receive a True and Complete Accounting of our POW/MIA and our unreturned KIA. -------------------------------------------------- We pray for you each night and day, whereabouts unknown, so far away. So much time has passed as others hopes are dashed. We love you and miss you; our hopes forever hold fast. We think of your plight and hold steadfast you'll continue to fight Whatever you face till someone finds one small trace That will lead us to you for our Faith gets us through. We know that you're out there, stay strong as we search, Keep looking for escape routes and rescuers, God and His church. We will not forget you till you're home with your own kind. Family, friends, and supporters we all do gather in candle light vigils As we pray and discuss all the ways we might matter In procuring your release, we will destroy this sick beast. Those that have held you captive must pay for their actions, Th

When We Lose Someone We Love
When we lose someone we love The loss seems too great to bear God sends us friends to confort us To show us that he cares. But in the dark hours of the night When there's nobody else around When we feel the saddest and loneliest It's there God's love can be found. It's like a soothing, healing, balm To soothe our broken hearts The healing oil poured over us That flows into every part. We can rest secure in God's love And know He's by our side He holds us when we feel as though A part of us has died. We can know that Godwill listen When we just want to talk And when we feel we need to cry We can share it with the Lord. For He is always waiting there Ready with arms open wide As we pour out the hut within He pours His live inside. Out father about loves us so much And will never leave us alone He will not forsake us in out need To face this on our own. He comforts us and Strengthens us And rubs us with his balm And as the dawn breaks thr

Support Our Troops!! Never Forget!! (updated 17dec06)
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Friends Far And Near..
Friends far and near, Blessings big and small, Smiles all around, Happiness abound, Thankful for this year And the friends who filled each day With comfort and kindness In their own special way. Happy Thanksgiving

Tonight
tonight while at work i took 5 minutes out of my work schedule to stare at the stars. i haven't done this for awhile. it's probably been months since i've actually just stood there and gazed. granted from time to time when i come home from work and as i walk to my door i look up and gaze for just seconds though. tonight those 5 minutes felt like an eternity. i felt so at peace with myself. i felt the stress just melt away, even it were for only 5 minutes. i didn't have any worries. no fears. i was alone and at peace. it was getting chilly and i could feel my eyes well a little. not tears but just for keeping my eyes open for a long period of time gazing at the stars. eventually my eyes became accoustomed to the dark and cold. it made the experience even more special to me. of course the first thing i look for is orion :) then i saw the little dipper and i'm sure i saw the big dipper. i kept mumbling to myself, "there has to be a reason." and there is. there is a reason for everything,

Over The River..
Over the River Over the river and through the wood To Grandfather's house we go. The horse knows the way To carry the sleigh Through white and drifted snow. Over the river and through the wood -- Oh, how the wind does blow! It stings the toes And bites the nose, As over the ground we go. Over the river and through the wood To have a first-rate play. Hear the bells ring, Ting-a-ling-ling! Hurrah for Thanksgiving Day! Over the river and through the wood, Trot fast, my dapple gray! Spring over the ground Like a hunting hound, For this is Thanksgiving Day. Over the river and through the wood, And straight through the barnyard gate. We seem to go Extremely slow -- It is so hard to wait! Over the river and through the wood -- Now Grandmother's cap I spy! Hurrah for fun! Is the pudding done? Hurrah for the pumpkin pie!

First Day On, And Already Censored.
Well, I knew it was inevitable. I opened this cherrytap account with the intention of meeting and networking with others who share my views and beliefs. However, in this era of white apologists who want everyone to "just get along" (read: Bow down to the colored man and give him whatever he wants 'cause we're scared of him and what he might do to us,) I knew it would be only a matter of time before the attacks against me would begin. In this particular circumstance it took the form of censorship. Or at least, attempted censorship. You see, when I opened this account, I uploaded a logo as my default picture. It was a simple black and white logo that featured a celtic cross with the words "White Pride World Wide." Nothing sexual. Nothing that promoted hate or violence. Really, nothing inappropriate at all. Just four simple words and a simple celtic cross. It was up for probably about fifteen minutes before it was "flagged" as being "nsfw." So it was removed as my profile picture. It'

~quotes~
Loving you is like breathing, I cant live without it At night look into the stars and remember me, each one of them is a kiss for you! You dont marry someone you can live with, you marry the person you cannot live without. "I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day I find it is the day I'll stop lovin you" Can you hear my heart beating 3 times then skipping a beat? Its saying I love you. Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in love with you I had no control over. If dreams weren't dreams, and dreams come true, i wouldn't be here i'd be with you, distance is one thing that keeps us apart but you will always remain in my heart! I asked God for a flower, he gave me a bouquet I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day I asked God for true love, he gave me that too I asked for an angel and he gave me you. When I first saw you I was afarid to talk to you When i first talked to you I was afraid to like you When i f

Join In The Fun At Lick That Hotspot
Hi everyone, We run a room on Camfrog Chat called Xx_Lick_That_Hotspot_xX. We would like you to join us and become a regular visitor to our room, all we ask is for you to be over 18 and respect other users of the room. Why dont you come along and join us in having the most fun you could have late at night or early in the morning depending on what side of the world you live???? If you have CamFrog then visit us at Xx_Lick_That_Hotspot_xX, if you don't have it yet.....WHY NOT??? Get it at www.camfrog.com Meet all the team: HotSpotPartners@ CherryTAP DjDirtydog@ CherryTAP 2cool4you@ CherryTAP ~blazinnhot75~@ CherryTAP Droolalicious69@ CherryTAP funboy@ CherryTAP and AMERICANJUSTICE We all look forward to seeing you there!!!

Happy Thanksgiving All...
Things that you can only say on Thanksgiving: 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. That's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen! 19. That was moist and very tasty 20. How deep should I stuff it

Reconciliation - A Prayer
Reconciliation - A Prayer By Joy Harjo I We gather by the shore of all knowledge as peoples who were put here by a god who wanted relatives. This god was lonely for touch, and imagined herself as a woman, with children to suckle, to sing with - to continue the web of the terrifyingly beautiful cosmos of her womb. This god became a father who wished for others to walk beside him in the belly of creation. This god laughed and cried with us as a sister at the sweet tragedy of our predicament - foolish humans - Or built a fire, as a brother to keep us warm. This god who grew to love us became our lover, sharing tables of food enough for everyone in this whole world. II Oh sun, moon, stars, our other relatives peering at us from the inside of god's house walk with us as we climb into the next century naked but for the stories we have of each other. Keep us from giving up in this land of nightmares which is also the

Soft Desires
soft touches heated kisses chaste hugs gentle looks tender massages all soft desires holding you close feeling you near to me seeing you across the room searching for that special phrase to sum it all up in words i love you so

Won’t Someone Speak For The Betoukuag
Won’t someone speak for the Betoukuag Hunted. Chased. Cornered. Finally, Weak. Killed like animals! Won’t someone speak, for the Betoukuag? Here first! The land is theirs! Used, not owned, but borrowed from heirs. Here first, but alas, also first to die. Call them thieves; An easy lie. Hunted. Chased. Cornered. Finally, weak. Killed like animals! Won’t someone speak, for the Betoukuag? Not used to whites. Afraid even. Quite unlike their Mikmaq brethren. Just surviving, a daily task. Were they really civilized? You dare ask! Hunted. Chased. Cornered. Finally, weak. Killed like animals! Will someone speak, for the Betoukuag? One of the last rushes forth to speak. Holding aloft a branch, where three limbs meet. If Mamaq and whites can live together: Why are we, the third limb, left to wither? We are hunted. Chased. Cornered. Finally, weak. We are killed like animals. Who will speak, for the Betoukuag? Hunt them. Kill them. They are in our way. Spread wor

Tears Of A Nation
TEARS OF A NATION I met a man of many colors And a tear was upon his cheek. "Old man" I ask, "why do you cry With such an agonizing weep?" "Oh child" this man he says to me, "My heart is broken in so many ways That I believe this day to end Will find me out stretched and far within The encompassing earth of sin." I sat down beside this man And asked him "do not cry. For what you think is so bad That life will pass you by?" He looks at me with such sad eyes. And weeps ever more. He holds his hands out to me And alas, I do see The anguish of his heart. For his hands were different colors One is red and the other white, A leg he unclothed for me Was as yellow as could be And his other leg as black as night. "I am the father of the world. In case you do not know. And my children have grown apart And fight among themselves. For when they do not get along My arms and legs and hands and feet Destroys the very life of me. My hands of red and

The Offering Of The Pipe
The Offering of the Pipe from Black Elk Speaks: Hey hey! Hey hey! Hey hey! Hey hey! Grandfather, Great Spirit, you have been always, and before you no one has been. There is no other one to pray to but you. You yourself, everything that you see, everything has been made by you. The star nations all over the universe you have finished. The four quarters of the earth you have finished. The day, and in that day, everything you have finished. Grandfather, Great Spirit, lean close to the earth that you may hear the voice I send. You towards where the sun goes down, behold me; Thunder Beings, behold me! You where the White Giant lives in power, behold me! You where the sun shines continually, whence come the day-break star and the day, behold me! You where the summer lives, behold me! You in the depths of the heavens, an eagle of power, behold me! And you, Mother Earth, the only Mother, you who have shown mercy to your children! Hear me, four quarters of t

~spirit Guide~
~Spirit Guide~ I reach my hands up to you , Up to the skies, Beyond the clouds, Into the Great World that lies above and beyond what are eye's are able to see. What is it, that stirrs my soul tonight? I am transformed by a dream, A vision has come to my eye's as they lay sleeping to the rest of the world~ A new awakening. My Hands out stretched to honor you ~ My Spirit Cries out to you ~ Move me now, Take all that I am Great Spirit, and make me worthy of your presence~ I am transformed by a Dream~ I am a whole spirit~Guided by a new Spirit~ But... I am guided now by something Greater then my self. Show me how to make peace with this new life inside of me. Show me how to use this gift, To Grow, To Love, To Soar with each new day~ I Stand before you now, Humble, I will wait to hear your mighty words, To see a sign from you ~ To see how the two legged, Envelopes the four legged, and as one body,one spirit, We are guided by you , To walk the P

The Children Of Indians
As most of you know, I am a Native American and proud of every drop of it. Try, if you can, to place yourself in our position and FEEL the power in this one. The Children Of Indians I was also one of those: The children who'd been taken then. The punishment the white man chose Was that their parents were forsaken them. . . Because they were the children of Indians. They'd divide us so we wouldn't fight: That's what they supposed back then. They'd turn our red skin into white And convert us to their religion. . . Because we were the children of Indians. But listen close and you can hear: The grumbling - the eruption's near. We've been silent but now it's time; The earth is rumbling - the awaited sign. . . For us, the children of the Indians. The Panther streaks across the sky. Tecumseh's footsteps shake the earth. We now begin to raise the cry To rise and fight for all we're worth. . . Because we are the children of Indians. And the Families once d

Another Year Alone :(
this Sucks alone again this year, this state sucks no one here that is even nice that is not way out of my league :( not even some one to spend thanksgiving with sorry for the depressedness just alot of reason to be I never let myself get depressed so I think I kind of deserve to be any way just blurbing cause there is nothing else to do just been feeling sick to my stomach and I cant eat cant keep my mind off my brother every one is gone this Holliday I figure it will be the same on Christmas but will see if the ex lets me have my daughter at all I am praying but I doubt she will I have not had her on a Holliday in almost 2 years not even on her B-day its just been a lot of sad nights :( anyway just had to get it out just hurting and needed to say so :(

Tryptophan Blues
Another year almost at an end and everthings the same but everything has changed. Just almost another year older, wiser, colder and sadder. My life is amazing, it shows me nothing but wonderment, however the ringing bell of solitude is deafening. I walk the leaf-strewn streets wondering what went wrong or why the ones I do meet are hopeless psychotics. Girls so damaged from previous relationships that they have no idea how to act when I open the door for them, or give them a flower just because. These are the times I savor my lonliness. I've wasted so much time searching for that missing someone in my life that I've lost touch of everything else about me. My writing, my creativity, just about my soul. Well this is the end, or rather the beginning. From here till the end of the year I'll be making preparations for the new year. Writing my final blogs and whatnot that express what's happened to me in the past few years, and then starting January 1, I will be that person no more. I will

This Really Pisses Me Off...
I don't know if anyone outside of Alabama heard about it, but in Huntsville on Monday, there was a school-bus crash where 4 children (so far) died, and several more remain in critical condition. The Bus was side-swiped by another car, and crashed through the guardrail of the overpass, falling onto the street below. http://www.signonsandiego.com/news/nation/20061122-0607-schoolbuswreck.html That's not the part that pisses me off. It is a sad, tragic event, but what I'm really pissed about is what is happening now because of it... Fred Phelps and the Westborough Baptist Church of Topeka, KS are planning to protest the funerals of two of the students. They claim that "This crash is part of God's revenge on America for it's moral decay and support of sodomite lifestyles. This wreck is part of God's plan to rid this country of fags and idolaters and bring the people back to His good graces." (That is a direct quote from this morning's article in the Florence, AL Times-Daily...I cou

So I Wake Up At 4am....
because my dog decided to sit on my face and star longingly out the window. So I push the PitButt off my facial area and let both dogs out to go to the bathroom then promptly turn around to get some tea...woke up face down on the livingroom floor with the dogs licking me about 10 minutes later. I have no clue what that was all about about. I'm hoping it had something to do with being half asleep and the cold night air hitting me after leaving my warm bed. Either that or cancer is attacking my brain. I'm hoping it was the air. I never really liked air. It's always blowing me in public like a drunken promp date. Now I lay me down to sleep, stop by my window and take a peep. If I should rise before I wake, hop on top and ride my steak. That's not a bad little perverted rhyme for a quarter till 5am. Yay me. -Robert

Thanksgiving
I know somehow we all get triptophan enduced comas during this time of year but let us not forget what is most important. The actual thankfulness of the holiday. We gather to spend time with the ones we love, enjoy the time we have with them and to be THANKFUL for things in our life. I know what I am thankful for. I am thankful for God and his overwhelming strength, love, and support on those days when I seem to find life most difficult. I am thankful for the REAL friends that I have. Those who actually show concern for my life and what might be going on in it. I am thankful for my mother. Who is stronger than I will ever be. I aspire to be like her. Or at least become half the woman she is. I am thankful for my children who even though they make me want to pull my hair out give me more hugs and kisses each day than i could ever yearn for. I am thankful for the quick little "I love you mommy" moments. I am thankful for their smiles, laughs and silly antics

Happy Thanksgiving.
To all my friends... Happy Turkey Day. :D I hope that everyone enjoys this day with their families and that you all stay safe. Eat to your hearts' content, drink, be merry, and sleep it off before going out. Don't want any of you getting hurt or worse out there. Take care all. :)

My Death
Jaci Location of Death: Lincoln, NE Date of Death: 11/23/2030 2:20:56 AM Last Person Called: Jamey Last Number Dialed: (402) 219-667* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Suicide See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Queen Of The Night.
why dont live at night? why dont walk around when its dark? why dont be awake in silence? why just fallow? why just swallow? you could be without shadow. just wander around, jump up and down. cross the street without paying attention. be alone, be on your own. no need to dress up, no need for a mirror. no need for make up, just dont give a shit! imagine acting like a queen. children of night would follow your call. survive without daylight. take your power out of desire.

Almost There!
Ok, so my new PC is all set up at home and rareing to go, I'm expecting my broadband by tomorrow so fingers crossed I'll be around more as of the weekend! WOOT WOOT! This also means that to all my newest friends (and I'm ashamed to say some of my oldest), I can at last get around to actually spending more time rating etc etc....and it also means that when in work, I can actually do some LMFAO! Anyhoo.....Happy Holidays! Mxx

Understanding The Junky Mentality
understanding the junky mentality This shallow storm ........a habitual fire, a habitual offender blessing for the crimes that where foretold? could you go back and warn your self or would that be self destruction the essence of this is to make it our own .........lessing the degrees of sepration or maybe these words are minipulations of them selfs ...... moveing back and fourth over the same wounds best to forget ...... the hands on this clock are sticky driping with a memory stuck in minutes that became day as fingure tips move over paper perstiant and egotistcal what leaves us all seacrhing for our own ghosts.........i learned the trade from those before me but pretended that it was some grand invention this whisky is my water like a comunion to christ hanging peace on the wall ..... hands that opened like buterfly wings.....came home with a party in your head and cryed holly wood tears backing up all your expection even heavan is tired of angels you know ......some would say we

A Fond Farewell
One of My very first new friend I made when I moved here told me today that she was currently that she was moving to Detroit... not in a few days or weeks or months, but that she was moving to Michigan that very moment. It made me kind of sad... so I collected ever picture I could find of us together from My computer and various websites (minus two pics I didn't like... I mean REALLY didn't like) and made her this slide show and text pic. She said I was making her cry... awe. I love you, Vena. I miss you. | View Show | Create Your Own - Get Your Own

A Favor Please?
if i could find the courage to tell you how i really felt would you welcome the truth with open arms? if i could make you see would you still be doing this to me? now with shaking fingers and whispered lips how long until you realize this? this could be what makes you happy. someone pinch me wake me up from this slumber the rest is no longer needed make me see hard, cold reality. your response is empty and i am growing impatient, relentless lines over and over cross my mind just give me my moment just give me some time and well...you would realize

Thoughts/comments Bl0g 3...
I usually keep the TV running in the background, but everytime around 12:30 they show this program called Cheaters, I swear that it's all staged. In any case, the guys are usually slime (unless it's a same sex relationship then the women are also slime :), but after you watch it for a bit, the show starts getting on your nerves (and I haven't been in a relationship in years). Thumbs down!!!

Squashing Dumb Rumours Coming Form Ellison
Straight from me on WHY I left Ellison. I did not leave Ellison because I'm pregnant or bcause my friends wwent there or any of that bullshit!!! I'm at pathways because I am behind on credits I ad 10 1/2 credits at the end of last year! now I have 14 1/2 and need two and a half more to be classified as a senior (17) .. Don't sit up here and try and say why i left! dont say you know my business cause chances are you really don't know shit!! I dont care that you think I shouldve stayed at Ellison! I did what I knew I needed to do graduate! that meant going to pathways so yeah I'm happy i left bceause for the first time in a long time i have damn near staright a's. So fuck all of you who I COULDN'T and CAN'T do it in your fucking face ! This is my statement ! I am doing what I need to do FUCK ALL OF YOU WHO ARE GOING TO DIS ME AND TALK SHIT BECAUSE I WENT ABOUT GETTING MY EDUCATION A DIFFERENT WAY!! YEAH THATS WHAT I TOLD YOU NOT SOME STUPID PERSON WHO THINKS THEY KNOW ME BECAUSE THEY REA

The Flu Sucks
I hate being sick, I hate the flu, and I hate working while I am sick with the flu...Last year for thanksgiving I was sick and it looks like there will be a reapeat this year since I woke up sick woo-hoo! I have to work too because if I call in there is nobody to cover my shift. I need a new friggin job and some heavy medication.

Tainted Love
Sometimes I feel I've got to Run away I've got to Get away From the pain that you drive into the heart of me The love we share Seems to go nowhere And I've lost my light For I toss and turn I can't sleep at night (chorus) Once I ran to you (I ran) Now I'll run from you This tainted love you've given I give you all a boy could give you Take my tears and that's not nearly all Oh...tainted love Tainted love Now I know I've got to Run away I've got to Get away You don't really want IT any more from me To make things right You need someone to hold you tight And you'LL think love is to pray But I'm sorry I don't pray that way (chorus...) Don't touch me please I cannot stand the way you tease I love you though you hurt me so Now I'm going to pack my things and go Tainted love, tainted love (x2) Touch me baby, tainted love (x2) Tainted love (x3)

In Reference To:
this is a comment I was gonna post on a bulletin from one of my friends ..claiming that LC/CT is corporate owned. I for one enjoy myself and the ppl I really care about can be reached in other way as of now so ..if for some reason things get toooooo weird around here it will be no loss to me .I have other means and am greatful for those I have come in contact with and love all my new friends so whats the big deal if you all have had fun ...then continue to do so until it is time to bail on "THE MAN"..LMAO. AS FOR PICS : I have been here since July and it has always been a rule that NO ADULT (meaning things you'd see in Playboy or things of the like)are allowed in Public areas. They told me that if it would be in such mags as Maxim then its cool..just not in Primary pics and public areas(comments and default): if all those concerned had listened then we wouldnt be having problems now. I for one enjoy most of the pics i.e.: Nudes and all that I have seen on here. There ar

Stoned
Just hear me out If it's not perfect i'll perfect it til my heart explodes I highly doubt That I can make it through another of your episodes Lashing out One of the petty moves you pull before you lose control You wear me out But it's alright now (CHORUS) Let's go home and get stoned We could end up making love instead of misery Go home and get stoned 'Cause the sex is so much better when you're mad at me You wear me out (We can end up making love instead of misery) But it's alright now Without a doubt Yeah, the breakup's worth the makeup sex you're giving me lets hash it out Cause you're bitching and your yelling don't mean anything dont count me out I can handle all the baggage that you're carrying You wear me out (Woah) But it's alright now (CHORUS) You wear me out (We can end up making love instead of misery) But it's alright now (CHORUS) Go home and get stoned We can end up making love instead of misery Go home and get stoned 'Cau

This Is How My Man Will Die And When.
jarred Location of Death: Seymour, IN Date of Death: 11/23/2038 1:14:56 AM Last Person Called: Weldon Last Number Dialed: (203) 463-175* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 11/23/2038 5:14:56 AM Cause of Death: Heart Attack See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Nsfw 4 Dummies...
It is real simple make sure your stuff is marked NOT SAFE FOR WORK... Add a little note to your profile to warn people about your profile and then you should have no problems...See real simple. Even a dummy should be able to get it right now!!!!!

Interesting
charlene Location of Death: Seymour, IN Date of Death: 11/23/2021 1:12:10 AM Last Person Called: Ashley Last Number Dialed: (812) 861-066* Autoposy Performed: Yes Date of Autoposy: 11/23/2021 1:12:10 AM Cause of Death: Blunt force or mechanical injury See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Hello New Friends
I just wanted to wish you all a Happy Thanksgiving. Thank you for the warm welcome...Wow! I was trying to figure out what all the sounds meant...hehehehehe Very cool site, my friend brought me here. Nice place. I am just alittle lost...hehehehehe I am use to myspace, and tagworld to name a few sites I am on..but am not sure what to do with this page yet. So please bare with me. Speaking of bare...I have some naughty pics..to start off with..so stop by if your over 18. *wink wink* Well it is 2 am here..so off to bed I go..I have to get up early, and have a 8 hour trip to my families Thanksgiving get together...and then of course I am going to stuff my self, and then take a huge nap....I am sleepy already. Night! ;0) Hugs, and Kisses Angel

My Date Of Death
Tim Location of Death: Tewksbury, MA Date of Death: 11/23/2026 1:08:57 AM Last Person Called: Sung Last Number Dialed: 911 Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Food poisoning See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Something I Cant Deny
something i cant deny dont ask me why a cherry makes me so very happy its scary oh shit oh dam how come a man can get hit with this like blam i need a fan im hot from this feelin i got on the top of my head my heart wont stop from floatin im hopin theres more to life then chokin and death let my breath reach new heights fuck all the old fights lets all party Cherry style on these chill nights

My Son Date Of Death
jesse Location of Death: Addison, IL Date of Death: 11/23/2036 1:05:19 AM Last Person Called: Wilfredo Last Number Dialed: (517) 252-485* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Medical malpractice See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

Made A Decision.
Just putting it out here.. I think I am done rating and commenting for "Friends" on their contests. Out of the 8 who have actually taken time to ask me personally (Via Shout or PM) to Vote/Comment their contest, only 2 of them went out of their way to thank me. 1 of them even bought me a gift. On the other hand, the 2 people I randomly voted/commented for (And one in an outside contest to boot) bought me "Thank You" gifts, and were grateful. It's not like I *need* gratitude - But it sure as hell would be nice. If those who are NOT Friends can show it - Why not the so-called "Friends"?

Must Read Cherrytap Article
business suites in grunge clothing A while back I did a post on LostCherry.com (LC), an alternative to myspace without the teenybopper crowd. The place appears to be ran by one, Mike Hedlund. The whole amostphere of the place is suppose to be that of a cool place to hang out without the whole corporate world. Mike presents himself as the ever humble, yet overworked webmaster who is putting in a hundred hours a week for something he loves. And everyone believes him... Well, for some reason or other I started getting a bit suspicious about two months ago. Forgive me, but I smelled some corporate influence. So I started checking around. But life got in the way and it has taken me about 5 weeks to finally get this blog post put together. So, if anything is now outdated, forgive me. The domain name lostcherry.com is registered to LostCherry LLC, which is cool. Everyone wants to limit their liability. But all the contacts for the domain name include an email address at westcoasthol

Hot Dog
Ladies and gentlemen! Introducing the Chocolate Starfish! and the Hotdog Flavored Water Bring it on! Get the fuck up! Yeah! Check, one, two Listen up, listen up! Here we go It's a fucked up world A fucked up place Everybody's judged by their fucked up face Fucked up dreams Fucked up life A fucked up kid With a fucked up knife Fucked up moms And fucked up dads It's a fucked up a cop With a fucked up badge Fucked up job With fucked up pay And a fucked up boss Is a fucked up pain Fucked up press And fucked up lies Well, Lethal's in the back With the fact of the fires Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Hey, it's on Everybody knows it's on Ain't it a shame that you can't say "Fuck" Fuck's just a word And it's all fucked up Like a fucked up punk With a fucked up mouth A nine inch nail I'll get knocked the fuck out Fucked up aids From fucked up sex Fake ass titties On a fucked up chest We're all fucked up So whatcha wanna do? We fucked up m

False Advertisment In Bulletins
on brudda, i'm sittin here peeping through bulletins, and i cant even count how many times the damn thing has some tittle.. "omg look at these tits" "this person pissed me off" "this is NSFW" and then you open it up and its someone that wants you to vote for them for a contest... now i dont mind helping out dont get me wrong.. but with all that bullshyt im bout to the point where i dont even wanna read the bulletins anymore. it reminds me of those bullshyt sales people or emails you get that have some shyt in the subject line and then bam its totally something else... fuckin say what you want and let people choose...

Happy Turkey Day..
To start off.. Happy Thanksgiving everyone! Keeva went to the doc. Her finger is just fine. They gave her a tetnis shot today instead of in Feb to help prevent anything further from happening. I told them about her throwing up and the poopies and the doc said that it's a virus that is going around and Keeva's already pretty much over it. It's like a 24 hr thing. Sucky thing is that she's getting a head cold out of it. I did a lot of cleaning. I wanted to do it yesterday but we all know when I wasn't able to. I still need to wash clothes to go to my mom's house. I wasn't able to spend the night since Keeva's apt was too far in the afternoon for my dad's liking. He wanted to be back by 2 pm.. but.. Keeva's apt wasn't til 1:50pm so that effed that shit up right? Either way we got a lot done. The living room is just about done. Just need to clean a lil bit more.. that's all. Dishes are almost done. 8 dishes left to clean... mostly big stuff then some lil stuff I found while

Happy Thanksgiving
Resaon for me to be thankful.... That I have a chance to wake up everyday and to three wonderful Sons....they are my reason for living and be'n the person I am. My Family without their LOVE and understanding I would not even have come this far in life.I was always allowed to grown and to express myself freely, without judgement or even being told that I was wrong. My friends, OMG without them I would not be ME, they let me see that I should be thankful for each day. When the world is so uptight, and most seem to think they are alone a Friend is there to listen without judgement, and to hold your hand and guide you thru it. And Am thankful to God, he allows me to wake up each day and be with those people I love so much, and to always have the ear to listen to when I think the world will not understand. Most of all I am thankful to OUR service men and women.. Without them we would not be allow to have this Thanksgiving Day, they protect and serve Our Country and am very Proud to

Unhappy Thanksgiving
I guess I need to explain something... I've been asked why I don't say "Happy Thanksgiving" back to someone after they have said it to me... It's a long story, but I will try to make it short... Five years ago, on the 23rd of November, I lost my dad... the man that raised me for over 22+ years... the man that I looked up to in so many ways... The man that I had to tell the medics to stop trying to revive, to just let him go... Yes, five years ago, the 23rd was the day after Thanksgiving, but for the reason of the spirit of Thanksgiving being ruined by losing my dad, I have not been able to observe it at all... to me, it's just another day that I try to forget... I'm sorry for not returning the sentiment, but hopefully this little bit gives you a small insight as to why I don't...

Who's Who On Cherrytap (continously Updated)
I am not sure what purpose I have with this list other than to document how man celebrities and CherryTAP staff acounts currently exists. Verified Celebrities TÔV - The Entertainment Industry Chaplain Jen Filmtopia Belladonna what did susaye? Chantelle Gary Busey ricksmuse Dr. Turi Bobbi Doll Alexander Shaumyan

Redneck Gigolo
Poor little white trash. Say you got some extra cash. Why don’t you come and blow it all on me. i ain’t nothin’ but a smart ass drinkin’ from an empty glass. I’m as crazy as a tree. Whatcha hurry, Whatcha hurry? Don’t you worry baby you’ll never shed a tear for me. Don’t you worry baby I’m cold as a boy can be. i ain’t scared of a broken heart. i get bored with the easy part. Oh, heaven knows I’m a redneck gigolo. i think you and i should go down by the seaside and pick up all the dead things on the beach. Ain’t nothin’ but a washed up world and you ain’t nothn’ but a stupid girl and i think that’s they way life oughta be. Don’t you worry baby you’ll never she a tear for me. Don’t you worry baby I’m cold as a boy can be. i ain’t scared of a broken heart. i get bored with the easy part. Oh, heaven knows I’m a redneck gigolo. I’m stuck between the man Ii am and the fool I’ve been. Hey, what’s new. I’m lookin’ for a crazy bitch that ain’t afraid of a hickory sw

Well I Hope That I Dont Fall In Love With You
Closing Time well i hope that i don't fall in love with you fallin in love just makes me blue well the music played and you just play a part for me to see had a beer and now i hear you callin out with me and i hope that i don't fall in love with you well they're not just funny things inside a man these old tomcat feelings you don't understand well i turn around and look at you you light a cigarette wish i had the guts to bump one but we've never met and i hope that i don't fall in love with you i can see that you are lonesome just like me and indeed oh, well you lack some company well i turn around and look at you you look back at me the guy you with he's up and split the chair next to you's free and i hope that you don't fall in love with me well it's closing time the music's fading out last call for drinks and i'll have another stealth well i turn around and look at you you're nowhere to be found search the place for your lost face and i'll have anothe

What A Happy Happy Thanksgiving
i want to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving!!!! im tired its 2:00am. Im confused and sad at the same time. I have lost so many friends in the past month because there bf or gf doesnt trust me around them. First its my friend david, i have been friends with him 7 yrs he`s my brother and now his gf carrie wont let him see me. He is too much of a pussy to stand up for himself. Now its my ex bf James I was becoming friends with friends with his gf things were going good. he told me how much he regreted breaking up with me and telling me that he still loves me. We both establish the fact that we would only be friends. Now amy is un comfortable with us being friends. So now he is saying that he no longer has feelings for me, and that amy is his other half that he loves he so much even though before he had called her a bitch. I hate losing him as a friend. He has been my best friend for 2 years. I have said no to so many dates because I told them i would not stop being friend wi

Memories
I was laying in my bed last night fantasizing. It was exctasy in my mind as I laid with my hands tucked neatly under my pillow and I replayed the thoughts of his touch. I could remember the look on his face before he told me I was beautiful. There was something about the way he touched me that made me cold and want to press every inch of my body against his. His lips touched mine and I could feel a fire start to rise in my chest. His tongue crossed my lips, and he pulled my hair with one hand and held me close to him with the other. It was like being in his arms made me want to become part of him and be so close to him that I was inside of him. But I could only kiss him. So I closed my eyes and let him surround me. The heat that traveled between us made my chest tighten.The the complexity of my desire for him took my breath away and left me panting. I wanted more. I wanted all of him. It was like being thirsty for water while soaking naked in a cool bath. I wasn't on this

God Im So Scared!!!
ok so on firday im gonna meet my real dad for the first time.. when he found out my mom was gonna have me he left her and i now just found out his address and his number so im going to meet him i scared and i have only know two dads my hole life my foster father Sherman who died when i was 6 and my dad who i lived with my hole life David so i dont know what to think i have all these thoughts going through my head well he like me what am i gonna say did he ever wish he never left and stayed does he want to try to be a part in my life do i want to think of him a a dad since he left? i dont know what to do im so scared what should i do??

This Should Be In Surveys
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: THE TV (LAME!)What was the last thing you ate?: A TWIZZLERIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: CHERRY RED!!How is the weather right now?: WARM AND STICKYWhat color is your underwear right now?: BLACK/PRPLWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: JOHNNYThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: HAR/TEETHFavorite type of food?: SUSHIDo you drink?: IN ORDER TO SURVIVE. ALCOHOL,NOEver got so drunk you dont remember?: YESWhat color are your eyes?: BRWNSingle?: NOFavorite month?: I GUESS, OCTOBERLast movie you watched?: MALTESE FALCONFavorite day of the week?: THURSDAYAre you too shy to ask someone out?: NOHugs or Kissess?: HUGS,NO KISSES NO, HUGSChocolate or Vanilla?: VANILLAWhat books are you reading?: Piercings?: YES,SEVERALFavorite movie?: A BRONX TALEAny pets?: YES, STETCHAim?: WHAT?Dogs or Cats?: CATSFavorite flower?: POPPY!!!Have you ever fired a gun

Missing Soldier
I would like Everyone to take a look at these two profiles..... THE WIFE http://www.myspace.com/erinja1982 AND THE MISSING SOLDIER http://www.myspace.com/jessiahjameson HERE IS A LITTLE BIT OF THE STORY... Many of you have already responded or know the story. The response has been overwhelming, amazing, exciting and encouraging. Here is the story: Thursday Nov.16th was the last day my Jessiah Jameson was seen. He was actually leaving Kickers Country Club in downtown Clarksville, TN along Riverside Drive early Friday morning. He had had a little too much to drink and was escorted out and followed out by some friends who put him in a cab to take him across the street to the hotel that him and a buddy had rented so that they would not have to drive. My brother in laws name is Jessiah Jameson. He never made it to the hotel or at least never made it to the room. Neither the club nor the hotel have surveillance outside. Every hotel, hospital, mental hospital, morgu

Venting
ok so i had the busiest day ive had in a long time at the gas station tonight, and the damn delivery truck was five and a half hours late so basicly it was one guy on the register the other unloading the truck stuff and putting it all away, not to mention since we switched off from time to time, both drawers netted over 4000 in sales each, which is close to double a normal wednesday night, im exhausted, im hungry and im whiney dammit, lol ok i feel a lil better now, time to eat dinner while im on here and then hit the hay.

Prayers Needed
I would like to start off by wishing everyone a happy and safe Thanksgiving. I would like to ask all my friends here at Cherrytap to please remember my youngest son Blake in their prayers. He is scheduled to have surgery on December 1. He has a hernia that they are going to attempt to repair. They type of hernia he has likes to hide and according to the doctor if it is hiding at the time of surgery and she cannot find it when she gets in there then he will end up having to have another one when it shows back up. I am praying that she will be able to find it I would hate to have to put him through this surgery for nothing. I am going to go for now he just woke up crying with his stomach. Again I wish everyone a great holiday.

Dj Thomas J- After Hours On Itunes
15 minutes to midnight, no joke, and I can log out and enjoy a cherry 4 day weekend.....yay me!! Time enough to finish some school work and wag the dog. One of the pluses with being the only one here at this hour is I get to turn my music up as loud as my cheap a$$ speakers will allow.

Im A Borwn Eyed Leo
>>>LEOSexy and passionate. >Laid back. >Knows how to have fun. >Is really good at sex >Great kisser. >Unpredictable. >Outgoing. >Down to earth. >Addictive. >Attractive. >Loud. >Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. >Not one to mess with. >Rare to find. >Good when found. -brown eyes- Sexy as hell,people with brown eyes are very attractive, adorable, love to make new friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite Can make anyone laugh or cheer them up. Best in bed can last for days.....way better than hazel eyed people.....Loves to please the one they care or love for,very good kissers, are straight up WARRIORS, not one to mess with,repost this if you have brown eyes, and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 day

Where I Stand
here i stand until the time was it a crime to see what cannot be touched hear voices speak word that can't be undone was it my fault i was invinsible seen because no one wants to see me i am different from the rest of them so they ignor me but i don't ignor me but i do ignor them no one is friendly why were they so blind because i am not them i am different but i can see but they can't see me i watch them fall divided they fall together they die but here i stand until the end of time was it a crime that i was unique original to the human mind i was invisible to their lies but as they kneel to beg i watch them beg but here i stand until the end of time was it a crime for me to live my life a crime for wanting to survive no one would answer so i will wait unitl the end of time writen in the past of time it was a hard life for me to live being hurt and scared from the one i used to love but that the past i said to much now.

Thoughts/comment Bl0g 2
Just doing another blog entry to see how it looks, plus people read the first bl0g entry I did so I figure what the hell. Point: How to post your own graphics in the comments section of CT?!? I honestly thought "commenthole" or "commentshack" was where you go for graphics, but I figured out how to display your own graphics in the comments section (sorry, I don't like using the same graphics 20 times in a row, and noone had a decent red rose graphic (I need to find more yellow roses though :). After looking at how these people do it, I figured this out. img src="http://members.shaw.ca/Griphin/cherryTap/MaidenKillers.jpg It starts with a You need webspace though, and a way to access it. On my webspace (members.shaw.ca/Griphin) I created a subdirectory called /cherryTap (yes, it's case sensitive) and that's where I have the MaidenKillers.jpg file (does this make sense?!?)). Play around with it, I'll look at it some other time and fix any errors. Nuff said...

What If
what if everything in this world were free? what if everytime you said hey can i have a dollar somebody gave you one? but if every thing were free why would you need a dollar? if man was not meant to be subjecated why do we endenture ourselves to the government, media, credit companys, ect. ? if there is a thin line between insanity and genius, where is it drawn? choices are made everyday, not always are they the correct ones, sometimes what seems as if it could be the most righteous decision, turns out to be your demise set in motion by your own hand. what many people blame on god is only put upon them by them. you see god gave you the gift of choice, the only thing free in this world is your choice. everyday you choose to get up you choose to breath you choose what to eat and when to blink. if you dont agree with something you have the choice to not do it, even if this means death you still have that choice aswell. in the end the way you live who you live with what you do

Pay The Freelancer!!!
Pay The Freelancers! In the business world, I understand there are different payment schedules but what about when there is a rush or immediate need for service? Shouldn't this be rewarded with an on time payment? Regardless of your career or status; freelancer, independent contractor, or employee, PAYMENT should always be made. Everyone works hard for their money and ignoring an invoice is disrespectful. In the freelance world, I have learned having a collection agency to contact clients who feel the need not to pay for my services has worked. After 60 days, if services are not paid for, I contact my collection agency who then contacts the clients who decide not to pay for services agreed to. Remember, with most communications through e-mail and IM, ALL conversations are journaled and the "he said - she said" game is no more. Many freelancers require payments to be made up front, before any completed work is exchanged. This is a good rule as clients feel the need NOT to

Webcam Pics
ahhhh back at it again, i know yall have missed my insane ranting. and of course for some i will not make you happy and others will just laugh..but this rant is dedicated to all those with 34679136416394613 webcam pics... now when i say webcam pics, i dont mean a few webcam pics or that there is anything wrong with webcam pics.. i mean when you see someone that has 200 webcam pics from the neck up of their face... now YES i like looking at people and seeing their faces i even luv different expressions, but come on there are only so many times you can take the same pic over and over again. how about some different poses... when i hit a persons profile i typically rate all of their pics, and i try to comment them, but there are only so many things you can say about the same pic. you try and show someone some luv and comment and boost their points for them but good lawd. now a few isnt bad, but when you have a whole page full of nothing but that in the same pose..thats just ridicul

Dinosaur(s) Part 5,000,001
so my mom sister and I were having a great time tonight, unlike the guys in the house. so yeah I saw something on TV and made a remark about that being like David when he was 100...got him furious with me, I could only laugh sad to say but true...I was like i really didn't do anything so why should I be sorry then Emmie mom and I just laughed about everything and everyone in life. We made faces about how my dad was acting, and seriously just had an amazing time. yay David apologized to me, and everything is OK with him.. but he said something to my dad and the mean guy that my dad is was like "I wouldn't say anything if I were you" in the meanest tone in the world. Made me kinda mad, but probably made David even more mad.

Just A Thought !!!
Lover's Dance Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels,

Thanksgiving !!
thanksgiving in our household is always so chaotic. however, the smell of food and the abundance of beer always makes up for everything in between. with seven women and only four men, it should be vaguely interesting. happy thanksgiving !! :)

To Each His/her Own
I just wanted to take a minute to say I'm sick of certain crap here. Everyone hides behind their computers trying to harrass people and their loved ones, and for what? Do you really enjoy waisting your time on talking shit about me and my fiance? Do you get anything out of it? I seriously doubt it. But hey, To each his/her own right? So for those of you who enjoy coming on my page 20 to 30 times a day, and Jeremiah's as well... Well more power to ya! Go ahead, look, talk, whatever. Just remember, at the end of the day, you'll be none the wiser, and no happier then you were when you started this shit to begin with. And, since this is the last time I'll waste my time addressing this issue, well, why lye? I knew what was going on the whole time. My fiance and I are completely honest with each other. He had one reason for speaking to you, and you know what it was, and who we think you are. He hid nothing from me. He was not "caugh talking to you" he wasn't "caught with his

Cocreating With The Universe
Most people don't always fully realize that we all have within us the ability to cocreate our lives with the universe. So many of us are taught to accept what we are given and not even to dream of anything more. But our hopes and dreams are the universe whispering to us, planting an idea of what's possible while directing us toward the best use of our gifts. The universe truly wants to give us our hearts' desires, but we need to be clear about what they are and ask for them. From that still and quiet place, we can announce our intentions to the pure energy of creation. By imagining all the details from every angle, including scent, color, and how it would feel to have it, we design our dreams to our specifications. Similar to dropping a pebble into a pond, the ripples created by our thoughts travel quickly from this place of stillness, echoing out into the world to align and orchestrate all the necessary details to bring our desires into manifestation. Before leaving this wonde

Empty Chairs....
The holidays are a culmination of many swirling dipositions for me. As I prepare for my trip back to my hometown tomorrow be with family, I look forward to the relaxed soulfilling effects of being surrounded by those that you need be nothing but yourself, just your presense is beneficial, and visa versa. I look forward to throwing back a few with my Pop and heckling each other endlessly, and basking in the unconditonal love and calm warmth that radiates from my grandmother. And thereafter, traveling to my moms, and relishing in her rationality and reassurring words and perspectives about virtually everything, and at some some point trying to abscond my brother from his sometimes turmultuous household and disappearing for awhile without permission, deliberately unnaccounted for, and unanswering, just to piss his overbearing spouse off, because he needs that and I dont mind being the bad guy, and thats what brothers are for. But a loom hovers also. Returning to my roots puts highlight o

Happy Thanksgiving
Well Fall is at an end The coldness is here again But I can only be greatful For I am blessed with very special friends I am thankful For the one reading this right now Just showing that you care Always visiting somehow SO today I give thanks to you You are such a delight Have a very Happy Thanksgiving And God bless and Good night

Something To Think About.......
something to think about the next time you think about your freedoms and rights...... It is the Soldier, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of press. It is the Soldier, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the Soldier, not the campus organizer, who has given us the freedom to demonstrate. It is the Soldier, not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the Soldier who salutes the flag, serves under the flag, and whose coffin is draped by the flag, who gives the protester the right to burn the flag. so next time you wanna bitch about your rights and freedoms, or think it all just comes with being an american remember you only have them because of the soldiers that fight for this country and all ya'll that live here. THANK A VET!!!!

Coffee.....
You Are an Espresso At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?

Where's The Love?
What's wrong with the world mama? People living like aint got no mamas I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism But we still got terrorists here livin In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK But if you only have love for your own race Then you only leave space to discriminate And to discriminate only generates hate And if you hatin you're bound to get irate Yeah madness is what you demonstrate And that's exactly how anger works and operates You gotta have love just to set it straight Take control of your mind and meditate Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all People killing people dying Children hurtin you hear them crying Can you practice what you preach Would you turn the other cheek? Father Father Father help us Send some guidance from above Cause people got me got me questioning Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)

Gratitude
Tommorrow in the United States we celebrate Thanksgiving. Throughout my own life Thanksgiving, the celebration of giving thanks and gratitude for all that we have, has always made my soul sing. Yet at the same time I have always thought, like all marked days that are reflective on gratitude, or peace or holiness, why do humans make it a point to just pull out a day or two throughout the year to deeply feel the many blessings in their lives? Why do we not activate and celebrate the power of thanksgiving every single day of our lives? I know each one of us feels the power that is restored to our beings when we give thanks, when we are grateful for whatever is. Yet as a collective we don't do it every day and rarely do we Self-Celebrate. I would like to ask everyone who is reading this to take a moment to give thanks for Who You Are right here and right now regardless of any circumstances that the mind or ego have decided are painful or uncomfortable. Self-celebration is some

Today Let Joy Come Into Your Life
is a day of joy and connection. Today is a day to step outside and take a deep breath and declare to all the world: I am alive! Today is a day to feel the energy coursing through your veins and allow that energy to flow freely, enlivening and empowering you. Today is a day to embrace simply being alive, for no other reason than because you are. Do not judge whether outer circumstances are good enough to allow you to enjoy yourself. Do not set the day against a standard which must be met before you fill with joy. Fill with joy just because you are you and the day is. Life is. It unfolds as it unfolds. You are. You stand within your life and blossom. Let us see you blossom. Take one moment in your life, something very ordinary that you do every day, and turn it into a spiritual and joyful experience. For example, going out to get the mail or the newspaper. Walking across a parking lot and passing under a tree. Walking by a window that overlooks a

Magic
"... for magic to happen in your life, you must believe in magic." -- Grandmother, quoted by Lynn Andrews "Most of the time, we fall in love but can’t remain there. The world then calls the state we were in a delusion or infatuation ... But we merely lacked, or someone else lacked, the emotional skills to hold on to the magic when the morning came. ... In truth, we can go to the moon and retain its magic for a lifetime." -- Marianne Williamson "We think, sometimes, there’s not a dragon left. Not one brave knight, not a single princess gliding through secret forests ... What a pleasure to be wrong. Princesses, knights, enchantments and dragons, mystery and adventure ... not only are they here-and-now, they’re all that ever lived on earth! Masters of reality still meet us in dreams to tell us that we’ve never lost the shield we need against dragons, that blue-fire voltage arcs through us now to change our world as we wish. Intuition whispers true: We’re

Absolutly True
"Freedom is never more than one generation away from extinction. We didn't pass it to our children in the bloodstream. It must be fought for, protected, and handed on for them to do the same! or one day we will spend our sunset years telling our children and our children's children what it was once was like in the United States where men were free." "Unknown Aurthor"

Be Thankful
BE THANKFUL By Author Unknown Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to? Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn. Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times you grow. Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement. Be thankful for each new challenge, because it will build your strength and character. Be thankful for your mistakes. They will teach you valuable lessons. Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a difference. It's easy to be thankful for the good things. A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks. Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive. Find a way to be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings. I Am Thankful for You. Enjoy your Thanksigiving!

Nobody Else Knows Your Reason For Being.
Nobody else knows your reason for being. You do. Your bliss guides you to it. When you follow your bliss, when you follow your path to joy, your conversation is of joy, your feelings are of joy -- you're right on the path of that which you intended when you came forth into this physical body. Abraham-hicks.com

Just Let It Be
Heh, this is going to end up just me wallowing in self pity. But I wanted to say it somewhere. This Thanksgiving marks the first Thanksgiving I have had off in 8 years. Last year didn't count because I was going home for a funeral, not the holiday. How the fuck is it that I can't even be at a friend's place for the holiday? Most the other guys at work are driving home or somewhere for the 4 day weekend. I'm stuck here in town. Keep trying to call up my maybe gf. See if maybe I can go that way. But lately she's been too busy, or tired. Yeah....right. Maybe she is being honest with me. I won't drop her yet, but I have my doubts. My plan to fix this: Tonight I am drinking as much as I can. The Jager is out, I have a full case of Red Bull. The Jameson is on hand, as well as the rum. Maybe if I drink enough, I will sleep all through this fucking weekend, and not ever have to worry about it. Damn, I wish I had duty. I'd rather be at work than doing nothing the fuck at

God Has Kept Me Here For A Reason
God Has Kept Me Here For A Reason Repeat after me: God has kept me here for a reason. I survived because He has a plan for me. All my bad relationships, the addictions, the consequences, the bad credit, the repossessions, the death of my loved ones, the back stabbing from my friends, the negative thoughts, or the lack of support; I made it because I am blessed! I release and let go of all past hurts, misunderstandings and grudges because I am abundantly blessed! I recognize them as the illusions they are, and sent from the enemy to kill my spirit, steal my joy, and destroy my faith; for God is all there is. All else is a lie! Now give yourself a hug, wipe your tears away and walk in victory!!!!!!!! I love you, but more appropriately God loves you BEST! Be blessed and know that you are at one with THE SPIRIT OF THE LIVING GOD! And may the Lord keep watch between you and me when we are away from each other. Genesis 31:49. Amen! Now since you are a true child of God, you know t

Hey Happy Thanksgiving
well well. it's almost thanksgiving so i guess i should be thankful for something. i really don't know exactly what to be thankful for. i guess my life is blessed beyond comparison, but what exactly does it all mean? is all the material stuff important? i don't have anybody to call my own. hmmm... it hurts me that nobody will be by my side to eat turkey. nobody that truly cares for me the way i need to be cared for. so what do i do? say i'm thankful for being an American? i am thankful for that at least. i wish i had someone, though.

My Back Hurts
My back hurts, my head feels heavy, and I've taken more asirin in the last week then all of last year. I was doing yoga but I sware it only made things worse. I clearly should have consulted my physician. Oh well when I die I'll know better then to ever watch Fit TV. My eyes are all blury and it feels like there is crap in um. I don't really wanna be alive right now. But I'm pretty sure I will want to be alive later when fun stuff is going on again. So I better just hold out and stop bitching.

Coffee
You Are an Espresso At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?

The Greatest Gift
we can give another person is the gift of ourselves. When we can share our deepest convictions and failures, our ideals and disillusionments, our hopes and frustrations, our dreams and despairs, our answers and our questions then we are loving our neighbors as ourselves as well as loving our enemies. A friend put it this way: If I share the whole of me with you, I share the good as well as the bad. I don't hide anything of myself from you, not in a deep friendship, or a deep marriage for that matter. By sharing some things I hate about myself, I'm loving my inside enemy. I'm telling you I'm still human and have a lot of growing to do. I'd love to tell you only about all my good points: it would make me feel a lot better, but it wouldn't be sharing all of me with you. TODAY I will concentrate on sharing my insides and outsides with another. I will listen to myself as I talk. I will not be satisfied if I sit on my laurels or wallow in my woes. I will improve myself by becoming awa

So Happy
ok so joey finally got here i wasnt expecting him come here i thought i was going to wv to see him no wonder he said wait till i call u...which he never did he did better he showed up here and picked me up and kissed me it was gr8 but short cuz hes shy and my uncle here. well good night yall im going to go cuddle with him and fall asleep in his arms. for those close to fairmounth wv contact me...him and 2 other marines are singing long black train in church sunday morning...he sings so damn good too ! night love yall sabrina

Walk Away
WALK AWAY Current mood: drunk I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me I saw you with your new girl just yesterday And I feel that I must confess Even though it kills me to have to say I'll admit that I was impressed Physically just short of perfection Gotta commend you on your selection Though I know I shouldn't be concerned In the back of my mind I can't help but question Does she rub you feet When you've had a long day Scratch your scalp When you take out your braids Does she know that you like too Play PS2 till 6 in the morning Like I do I can't explain this feeling I think about it everyday And even though we've moved on It gets so hard to walk away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me) Walk Away, Walk Away (I'm gonna remember you You're gonna remember me) I can't forget how we used to be Our life from day to day Hoping maybe you'll come back And though I tell myself not

Sex Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?24-26 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Doggie style 10. How often do you masturbate?About once a week 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?No, I'm straight as can be 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Never done either 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, a threesome 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others an

No Damn Luv
ok what is the deal i post new pics of me up here and noone says to much about them or rates them whats the deal?? did i do something to piss in your wheates??? damn or is it because i have not been around that damn much?? if that is the case ...i am working to full time jobs; one of them i own, the other is supporting me while i am going to school, sorry but there just does not leave too much time for anything else...but if you stop by just leave some luv on the new pics and tell me what you think .. thanks i will chat with you later on.. ash

Mass Meditation Number Two
Thank-you THE MASS CONSCIOUSNESS PROJECT ~Namaste~ Dear friends, please join us this Saturday, November 25, for Mass Meditation Number Two. Wherever you are, whatever you are doing, you can participate at all levels of meditation. The focus of this meditation will be Truth. Let us come together, as always, in the frequency of Love, and this time radiate your specific thought vibrations on the idea of Truth. Whatever the Truth is, we need not worry about individual definitions, or even arguments about the philosophical concept of absolutes.... Brush such concerns aside for now, and let our only goal this time be to pray for the eyes of humanity to clear, to see through deception of all kinds, and to bring Truth to the surface of the Collective Conscious. Of course, in time, this is inevitable. There is nothing hidden that will not be known. But, as we are All becoming aware, each moment that passes has come about by choice. Now IS the time. If the world cannot s

Pregnant Turkey.......
: Pregnant Turkey > > > One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the >Traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided >To play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the >Store. When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, >Removed the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the >Turkey, and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird's) back in >The oven. When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out >Of the oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving >Spoon hit something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. >With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, >"Patricia, you've cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this >Horrifying news, my sister started to cry. It took the family two >Hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs! Yep.................SHE'S >BLONDE.......

Thank You
Gracias… Danke… Merci… Thanks. It’s not HOW you say it, but THAT you say it, that changes everything. Gratitude has the power to bind and to build… and if you’ve ever had someone actually thank you, you’ve felt its power. “Thank you” isn’t just something that comes with “have a nice day” as you grab your paper-or-plasticed groceries. It’s a sincere sign that something nice has occurred. It’s not just an acknowledgement that you’ve been positively affected by something, but a chance to return positive emotions back to the giver. It’s a way to make their day too. When is the best time to say “thank you”? Right after someone does something that you appreciate When you remember that you forget to tell them On special occasions like birthdays, anniversaries and holidays like Thanksgiving and Christmas When you feel like surprising so

Keep Open Source Away From M$
Follow the link and add your name to the petition. Keep M$ away from open source. Novell is only looking to gain financially from M$. The are slapping the developers and community that freely gives them the Linux kernel. Sign the petition

Good Night.
Well I'm off to bed. I'm not even half way through going through all of my friends. If you've been removed - and you feel you've been wrongly removed - leave me a private message. I may have made a mistake - prove me wrong. I started earlier at 789..I'm now at 697. I told you guys I was serious about it. And for once I meant it. I'll continue removing people after everyone leaves tomorrow, or sometime on Friday.

Truth Will Always Win
Truth can always help in bad times. If you tell someone the truth when they ask you strait out the question then you can usually straiten out any problems with the least amount of fighting. You do not lie to someone when asked stait out because that will only cause problems when they find out the truth. ~Abnormal Brat P.S. If you dont agree that is fine with me it is a free country.

Once Again I Think Too Much
Everytime I think about you, I hate myself... And I always think about you, and then I wonder, do you think about me? You tell me yes, but I know you're lying. It hurts. I want to be the one for you, but I know I can't, and I know I'm not. You don't want me, but if only you knew... because you weren't there. So, I hate myself all the time and especially that night because you don't know what happened... but if you did, you'd probably hate me just as I hate myself. This is what I get for loving you. I blame this on myself: 100% And I'm thinking about you... All the time. That sucks.

Forever Young
May God bless and keep you always, May your wishes all come true, May you always do for others And let others do for you. May you build a ladder to the stars And climb on every rung, May you stay forever young, May you grow up to be righteous, May you grow up to be true, May you always know the truth And see the lights surrounding you. May you always be courageous, Stand upright and be strong, May you stay forever young, May your hands always be busy, May your feet always be swift, May you have a strong foundation When the winds of changes shift. May your heart always be joyful, May your song always be sung, May you stay forever young, --- Bob Dylan

Giving Thanks
Its the day before Thanksgiving and I am just getting home from work about 11:30 p.m. and all day I have been in a somber mood. And thinking about what it is I should be thankful for? Well, I have one thing that I know of. And I am thankful for my wonderful daughter who is in North Carolina spending the holiday with her mother. She spends all of them there, which is fine. I thank god for her health, intelligence and that she is the greatest daughter a father could ever know. I am thankful for the fact that I still have my job today, and that I was not fired back in August when I got in a bit of trouble. And that even though I don't have a close knit family I am grateful that I still have my mother around. Dad, I still Love You, and wish you were still around sometimes. And that my brother's are healthy and that there wives have not choked them out, lol. And that all my niece's and nephew's also are very healthy and wonderful children. And I would like to say to all my past,

Guys Rules For The Ladies
guys rules Men ARE not mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly Acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only If you want help solving it. That's what we do. Sympathy is what your girlfriends are for. 1. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. In fact, all comments become null and void after 7 Days. 1. If you won't dress like

Welcome To My Cherry Heaven.
It really quite a shame how addicting this website can be after only being on it for one day. So um, yeah. I'm a CHERRY ADDICT. On another note, I cannot wait for the next ten days to pass by. I want so badyly to be getting on that plane and finding myself on my way to see my man, (I Luv Yew baby!) The only thing that is gonna suck is the fact that I will be away from my son, and I have a hard time spending an hour away from him ... so this is going to be hard, but well worth it. If I'm not on here ya'll can find me on CamFrog (http://www.camfrog.com.) I cannot believe how many friends and freaks I've met on there. Oh well. I'm off to bed, so this will be the end to my first blog! HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

Fair
Bright colored lights and flashing smiles. I stand, five years old, and full of life. One day of happiness. Five Years Down The Road Again, bright lights and flashing smiles. Fast rides and laughter all around me. I sit in the backseat of a cold car, staring at it. Only wishing I were there. "Mommy, can we go to the fair?" "No" One Year Down The Road It's back and still here I sit. In the backseat of a cold car Watching all the laughter I imagine I'm there. No words spoken. The lights fade from my eyes. * this poem is about growing up too fast and how it feels. the lights should never fade from a child's eyes... ever.

I, Fuckin Hurt
WELL AINT THIS ABOUT FUCKED UP THE ONE PERSON I THOUGHT WOULD SAY SOMETHING ABOUT MY BIRTHDAY AINT EVEN SAID 2 WORDS TO ME ABOUT IT NOT EVEN A FUCKING HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTEI OR HEY KRISTIE HOW DID YOUR BIRTHDAY GO? AND WHAT MAKES IT WORSE NOT EVEN A FUCKING COMMENT I SAT AND CREID MYSELF TO SLEEP ;LAST NIGHT OVER THIS AND I THINK THAT IS PRETTY FUCKED UP FRIENDS THAT I AVE HAD ON HERE FOR ONLYT A DAY SENT ME SOMETHING THIS OTHER PERSON HS KNOWN ME FOR MONTHS BUT YA KNOW I GUESS IT GOES TO SHWO WHO ALL really does care about you who really does think about your feelings and stuff rather then thier own but i am extrememly hurt over this ...to the real friends that sent me gifts and a few that even bought me gifts you guys are the best i love you and to the one who forgot me...thanks alot

Just A Dream
I close my eyes alone and see the things i want to be I see the things i want to have I see the things i want do do I open my eyes to see a man at the end of an aisle waiting for me I said i would and so did he I close my eyes with a ring around my finger I open my eyes to be made love to by the man who said he would Under comforters of plenty in the dead of winter I close my eyes in the warmth of his arms I open my eyes to hear the beautiful cry of my own flesh and blood. She closes her eyes and fades back to sleep in the middle of the night I close my eyes to the sweet lullaby of my own voice. I open my eyes alone I see how i used to be I see the things that i am And i see the things that i always will be.

Now If This Aint Being A Man About Things I Dont Know What Is
2006-11-22 19:46:7 yea i agree with this. i dont know how you got to me when no one else could. and im gonna be a man and say i am sorry to charlie. but realize the last line is true in all senses, you cant control it. dude i didnt want to take her from you all i did was be there for her when she needed a friend. that is what friends do. leaving you was her choice. dont hate me, we're brothers by arms cant have no fighting shit. my bf joey wrote this on a photo of mine and he apoligized to my ex charlie! now comeon how many men would really do this...i was shocked and moved because he is the very jelious protective type and a real dickheadd but he was aman and did this...and yes he is right it was my choice.

Marriage~~how To And How Not To....~~
Marriage - Part I Typical macho man married typical good-looking lady and after the wedding, he laid down the following rules: "I'll be home when I want, if I want and at what time I want and I don't expect any hassle from you. I expect a great dinner to be on the table unless I tell you that I won't be home for dinner. I'll go hunting, fishing, boozing and card-playing when I want with my old buddies and don't you give me a hard time about it. Those are my rules. Any comments?" His new bride said, "No, that's fine with me. Just understand that there will be sex here at seven o'clock every night .....whether you're here or not." (DAMN SHE'S GOOD!) ************************************ Marriage (Part II) Husband and wife had a bitter quarrel on the day of their 40th wedding anniversary! The husband yells, "When you die, I'm getting you a headstone that reads: "Here Lies My Wife - Cold As Ever " "Yeah?" she replies. "When you die, I'm ge

In The Company Of Wolves
IN THE COMPANY OF WOLVES When the moon crests the hills giving each tree a black pool-shadow the wolves wade in the forest wet themselves in the darkness shake it from their fur in clearings of light Their eyes are stars, Their teeth comets, their tails galaxies they are constellations of the night they roam the universe. They run as Diana's companions, laugh as her silver arrows and their iron teeth harvest the hunt's bounty they hide in her moon cloud around her with breath. They are brave of soul, clear of eye and mind they are strong of jaw they are loyal-kind they are keen to scent quick to 'fend their kin they are hot of blood they are slow to sin. Grey brown white black blonde ear tail paw claw tongue they play as a pack and they melt together so that one is part of all and all become one. They prance through the forest they track through the sky they are noble in friendship and single in thought I join them in flight I run in th

Stop By And Be A Friend And Drop A Ten
C'mon ladies stop by and check out my site. Plenty of pics. I have morre just need to post em. stop by and add me amd drop a 10 i will do the sam for you. I will reciprocate anything you stop by and do for me. Rayden

Friends,fans,looksie Lokksies
HEY ALL, SO MANY RESPONSES, I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO ANSWER ALL. SO I AM POSTING THIS BLOG TO THANK EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU FOR STOPPING BY... ESP THOSE SPECIAL FEW (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!) THAT MADE MY BLEAK DAY. THANKS FOR THE KIND WORDS AND RATINGS! I CAME HERE NOT TO PIMP POINTS,EXCEPT THEY ARE FUN! BUT TO MEET SOME INTERESTING PEOPLE AS I HAVE!!! THANK YOU AGAIN GUYS!! ALWAYS OPEN FOR MORE, SO PLEASE REPOST!!! P.S. I NEVER FORGET THE OG's

Barefoot On A Road Of Broken Glass
Barefoot on a road of broken glass Running barefoot down a road of broken glass tears rolling down my face Standing barefoot in the middle of a road of broken glass unable to breath, pain in my chest Turning barefoot to see what i left behind a trail of bloody footprints following me Turning barefoot for the last time unwanting to go back Walking barefoot down a road of broken glass my thumb in the air, waiting for someone going my way * i just wish i had the courage to do it.

Touch
touch my hart with tenderness and fill my cup with love share my dreams as i share yours and we reach the stars above take my hand as i grow old and lead me when i am blind ill show you that i really care good frends are hard to find touch my life and ill touch yours a little more each day and we both will find happiness some were along the way

The Benchwarmer
Friday night Silloettes of bats Fluttering through bright lights The score is 21 to 28 visitors Ten pounds of padding weighing me down Coach is screamming Get your butt out there Too many players injured and we need a runner I sit there Afraid of getting hurt Afraid of getting hit too hard Friday night Silloettes of bats fade As the stadium lights go dim The score is 21 to 28 visitors Ten pounds of padding now feel like twenty The fans groan As they leave the stands Coach is glaring at me Where were you when i needed you? I sit there In a dark, empty stadium Wondering why i didn't play *think carefully this is not a poem about football.

Later On In Life
Later on in life I'll get married Walk side by side through my life with one man Later on in life Later on in life I'll have babies Leave someting of me behind Something right and undamaged Later on in life Later on in life I want to do the things i was too afraid to do Because i didn't know where to start Later on in life Now it's Later on in life As i lay here with bedsores Reminding me of the things i wanted to do Later on in life Day after day i watch the young visit with the old Their trophies, their legacies Later on in life As i walked this road of life i found that i was alone no one to help me up when i fall no one to grow old with Later on in life As i lay here with bedsores Alone, damaged, and ignorant. I get my first visitor...death and i realize Later on in life passed me by. * the inspiration for this came when i overhe

Chameleon
The chameleon Current mood: old chit Category: old chit Writing and Poetry Here I sit With books to keep me occupied Sights to keep me entertained And people to see right through me Once was a girl Who wanted to be invisible And with years of practice Learned to disappear Fade to black When things got bad to worse Into my happy world To visit with Me, Myself, and I I am not the fly on the wall But the chameleon in the corner Thrown into the back drop For every predator to ignore Fade to black When things got good to better Happy little world is now lonely little world And Me, Myself, and I are no longer talking. Now I am a woman Who doesn't know how to exist Watching everyone live out their lives And not able to live my own Here I sit With books to occupy me Sights to entertain me And wishing that one of these people could see me.

Soooo
I've only just begun removing folks from my list. Already i'm down almost 50 people. I'm removing a lot of people. Even the top 10 girls. They DONT stop by my page - Only time most of them did was the day they came to rate my profile. Sorry girls - Nows your chance to let me know if you really wanna stay.

Times Winding Down
Well, I'm finally getting dates of when the unit will be home. I'm so glad to be finally getting something. I've been going nuts for days now. I don't have nothing definitive yet. He'll be coming home on one of the 5 different dates. I sure can't wait to get the call and find out exactly when he'll be making it home. I miss him so much and I'll be so glad to finally have him home and in my arms again.

The Best Thing About This One...
...is number 27. DUDE. Baptized Catholic!! LMAO Your Results: The top score on the list below represents the faith that Belief-O-Matic, in its less than infinite wisdom, thinks most closely matches your beliefs. However, even a score of 100% does not mean that your views are all shared by this faith, or vice versa. Belief-O-Matic then lists another 26 faiths in order of how much they have in common with your professed beliefs. The higher a faith appears on this list, the more closely it aligns with your thinking. 1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. New Age (99%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (95%) 4. Mahayana Buddhism (91%) 5. Liberal Quakers (90%) 6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (87%) 7. Theravada Buddhism (82%) 8. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (80%) 9. Bahá'í Faith (76%) 10. New Thought (74%) 11. Scientology (70%) 12. Secular Humanism (64%) 13. Taoism (64%) 14. Jainism (62%) 15. Reform Judaism (58%) 16

What Does Your Birth Month Reveal About You?
What does your birth month reveal about you? AprilActive and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret.Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their luver can see.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Uhm
I have something written out to put in here. But I don't think I'm ready to post it. So I will let you know a Emma(job)fact. Everytime I scan a Weebles toy I get the urge to sing "Weebles wabble but they don't fall down" Hah. me: LADY OF THE EVENING! evey: WOMAN OF THE CORNER!

Wtf
WHY DO PEOPLE CONTINUE MAKEING THIS OUT TO VE A SOAPORA WHEN THERE IS ALITTLE HARMLESS FLEARTING GOING I REALLY DON'T UNDERSSTAND AND IF PEOPLE HAVE PROBLEMS THEY SHOULD TALK TO ME ABOUT IT NOT SEND A FUCKING DOG OUT TO TELL PEOPLE WHAT TO DO I PERSALLY THINK THAT IS SHAMELESS AND IF YOU EVER GOT TO KNOW ME I DO TALK ALOT OF SHIT BUT MOST OF THE TIME I AM JOKING IF YOU CAN'T TAKE A JOKE THEN GET THE FUCK OFF MY PAGE

Moved. Blogs. All In One. Including Today. Bitches.
Monday, November 20, 2006 Tattoo Time I went online tonight and found this tattoo artist that I've been dying to get work from for a long time. I emailed him and hope I hear something while I'm at work tomorrow. I'm getting a series of three things as of right now. These three things have had alot of thought put into them and as of tonight I'm sealing that shit mentaly. It's been a while since I've gotten tattooed and I'm going fucking big again. Bigger. On the back of my Calves will be a Gorgon (Medusa) on one and a chimera on the other. I'm also getting another lady tattooed if all goes well. I'm gonna put that either on the front of one of my shins or on my left thigh, havent decided. I'll ask him wear he thinks it would fit the best, I also kinda wanna be able to look at that one, sue me. Tuesday, November 21, 2006 Saturday is measure my legs day. I'm meeting Timothy Hoyer at Absolute to drop of my reference material and have my legs measured for the tatto

Another One...
*Pleasantly Owned*I belong to Master I am whatever he desires me to be.His fantasy to use anyway he chooses.pushing me farther than I ever imagined.He makes me want to please him.He makes me want to do very naughty things.His desires guide my thoughts.I Cravehis touch, his taste, his slap.His power, control and confidence overwhelm my sensesand bring me to my knees.I tremble from his passionas his warmth settles over me.

On The Top
On the Top All these vices...trivial prices we pay for the constant stimulation of just a moments maturation when the brain decides that things just don't add up to what they should be in retrospect... and now we hold ..... All these wishes...wasted kisses that showered the skin of madness around desire's corner while my clothes shed at your feet and you corupted the sweat that pooled on the small of my back in this constant motion.... Of this fire....almost expired as the dim flames try to leap from your tongue to my ears but I can't hear the voice that once sang the songs so clear now only reverberated sound lost.... To this being...always seeing the examples set in front of eager eyes open to the staples we follow to the hilt and then regret the lives we've destroyed at the hands of bliss and joy... Now an issue...didn't think...did you the greivous ramifications of what would come when your hands brushed away the traces, the cobwebs and h

Shallow And Profound
Shallow and Profound Whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of God —1 Corinthians 10:31 About this cover Beware of allowing yourself to think that the shallow aspects of life are not ordained by God; they are ordained by Him equally as much as the profound. We sometimes refuse to be shallow, not out of our deep devotion to God but because we wish to impress other people with the fact that we are not shallow. This is a sure sign of spiritual pride. We must be careful, for this is how contempt for others is produced in our lives. And it causes us to be a walking rebuke to other people because they are more shallow than we are. Beware of posing as a profound person— God became a baby. To be shallow is not a sign of being sinful, nor is shallowness an indication that there is no depth to your life at all— the ocean has a shore. Even the shallow things of life, such as eating and drinking, walking and talking, are ordained by God. These are all thin

This Is Who I Am...
The Keys to My Heart I am attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, I feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and I am told that I Am loved. I'd like to My lover to think I am loyal and faithful... I will be forced to break up with someone who Is ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. My ideal relationship is open. Both of Us should Be able to talk about everything... no secrets. My Tolorance of cheating is zero. I would do anything for love, but i Know I won't fall for it easily.

Exceedingly Abundant Grace For Transformation
Exceedingly Abundant Grace for Transformation And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord who has enabled me, because He counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry... And the grace of our Lord was exceedingly abundant. (1 Timothy 1:12, 14) The grace of God is "much more" than our sin and our failure. It is "much more" than our personal inadequacy. It is "much more" than our comprehension of it. God's grace is "much more" than necessary to radically change our lives. In the limitless resources of God, there is exceedingly abundant grace for transformation. The Apostle Paul is a distinctive example of this transforming grace of God. The Lord took him from religious vanity into spiritual service. Paul was grateful for this work of grace. "And I thank Christ Jesus our Lord who has enabled me, because He counted me faithful, putting me into the ministry." God is the one who puts us into ministry. Consequently, for every arena of service we are given, it is appropriate to express tha

Today's Promise From The Bible Job 11:6
Today's Promise from the Bible Job 11:6 And that he would shew thee the secrets of wisdom, that [they are] double to that which is! Know therefore that God exacteth of thee [less] than thine iniquity [deserveth]. Reflection How fortunate are we who have embraced the cross by faith! The mercy of the Lord is ever on our side. Through flood and fire, the mercy of the Maker of Heaven will make our road safe—neither righteous wrath nor villainous treachery shall stay our path, for the Lord has made it sure against such opposition. Rejoice that your way to heaven is guarded, O believer!

Meeting With The Press
Well tonight was the big meeting with the local paper. Went pretty well, and I think we learned from them just as much as they did from us. Personally I think there are some shady dealings going on with this development deal. The town rejected a similar project just a short while ago because of water concerns, but they seem to be pushing this one through. Why? Same amount of homes being built, if not more. Should be the same issue with water, and it is from some inside info I got, yet it seems that this time it's being ignored. Hmm.. a little fishy, but not enough for suspicion on it's own. Well, let's add to that a rumor (and I stress rumor here) that someone has been paid off to push this deal through... and then theres the mobile home park down the street that recieved eviction notices 2 days after the proposal was made. Are you a bit suspicious yet? Yeah me too. One more rumor to add.. the people in the mobile home park are rumored to have been payed "relocation" money. Oooh.. this

This Whole Nsfw/adult Content Bs
Honestly I don't know why everyone is making such a big deal out of this. 1. PEOPLE ARE CHILDISH... many of the people in the world do not have a sense of responsiblity, selfworth, or respect for others... if you can't handle it here, then you need to go kill yourself (remember kids down the river not across the street... make it count) 2. DON'T BITCH!!!! you are not accomplishing anything but making other people resent you for adding to the "drama" if no one perpetuates it it stops... get over yourself, you are not the first person to get unjustly labled.. be nice and ask the right people to fix it and they will do so as soon as they can (I know I have dealt with that before) 3. STOP DEFFENDING YOUR "FRIENDS" they are not your friends... I don't care how in depth of a conversation you have had with them here, unless you would give them a kidney you need to stay the fuck out of their business... and once again... see number 2 about bitching. 4. IT IS NOT THE SET UP THAT

Crossing The Veil
Crossing the Veil Have you ever crossed the veil visted with the Gods in Asgards halls? I have for I have crossed the veil sometimes I explore new worlds sometimes I learn new things across the veil For I am something special neither male nor female but something inbetween. for I have the gift to cross the veil True many of us can then for others it eludes them this gift to cross the veil. Sometimes across the veil magic is prefromed and its results are seen here in Midgard. For to cross the veil is something special. To have this gift is awesome indeed for to cross the veil means you know the Gods are real for I have visted in there halls. So take it or leave this gift to cross the veil but use it wisely for the Gods know when we cross the veil! Caty

Pissed
I fuckin hate it when im ignored...i cant take the fuckin bullshit anymore...ppl make me wanna jus crawl in a fuckin hole and die...and i dont even think no one would fuckin care...i mean seriously if someone says they love you...and they dont call or return your phone calls or they dont come over...your the one expected to do everything...fuck im done with it all for good....

The Consequences Of Unconfessed Sin
The consequences of unconfessed sin "If I had not confessed the sin in my heart, my Lord would not have listened. But God did listen! He paid attention to my prayer. Psalm 66:18-19 NLT " The elephant in the room "It is bad to be in trouble. It is worse to be in trouble and on the outs with God. According to this passage, penned by King David, if we are harboring sinful attitudes in our hearts or willfully indulging in sinful activities, we should not expect God to respond to our prayers. This is not because God doesn't love us. He does—more than we realize. It's not because God doesn't want to help us. He longs to deliver us. It's simply that a holy God cannot wink at sin or look the other way. Intimacy with God requires honesty, humility, purity. For us to attempt to approach God without first addressing the ways in which we have knowingly offended and wronged him is an exercise in futility. Sin is the "elephant in the room" that must be acknowledged and dealt

I'm Depressed.
I really miss my ex. Even though we are still friends. It's not the same. He's still has my heart! I still cry everynight. He still tells me he loves me, but he's not with me. His parents said he can't have no girlfriends, because of his sports. It's not fair. I finaly fall in love with someone and I get hurt. I'm just so depressed. I'm suppose to be getting over him NOT falling more in love with him. God. This sucks. And hurts so bad. :'(

Cat Owners.... Be Warned
A Cat's Diary Day 183 of my captivity.... My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects . They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while I am forced to eat dry cereal. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope of escape, and the mild = satisfaction I get from ruining the occasional piece of furniture. Tomorrow I may eat another house plant. Today my attempt to kill my captors by weaving around their feet while they were walking almost succeeded; must try this at the top of the stairs. In an attempt to disgust and repulse these vile oppressors, I once again induced myself to vomit on their favourite chair; must try this on their bed. Decapitated a mouse and brought them the headless body, in an attempt to make them aware of what I am capable of and to tryed to strike fear into their hearts. They only cooed and commented about what a good little kitty I am. Hmmm, not working according to plan. There was some sort of ga

Miracle Living
Miracle Living Oral Roberts -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Years ago I was preaching in a church where my message was, "Give God Your Best, Then Ask Him for His Best." At the end of the sermon, I felt led to do two things: First, I asked everyone to give God their biggest seed-not because God needed it, but because they had needs of their own. The people formed a line on each side of the church and came down front to give. As they came, I watched them. They looked very serious, but the moment they put in their biggest bill, their countenances changed to joy. Second, I asked them to think of someone they disliked, and I asked them to pray for that person. As we prayed, I saw a man who was visibly moved, a woman bent over in tears, a teenager dead serious. They were experiencing something very real. When the service ended, it felt like a breath of fresh air was flowing into the building. A few weeks later I saw the

My Best Firends
i have been thinking of ways to say it, but here is goes. my best friend is going to marry his other best friend. which is not me (hehe) but me and him have been through alot together, and he knows that he is always in my heart no matter what. we have this connection that maybe only a few people would undestand, but to say the least i am proud of him and i wish him the best of luck in the future (just remembre to call every so often hehe) well i know that there are wedding bells in your future and i will do my best to help out as much as i can, even tho i am all the way up here. well the is all today i hope that everyone has a good night. hope you like the pic that i found for you guys (hehe) luv ya * huggs* and *kisses*

Where Our Needs Are Met
November 22, 2006 Where Our Needs Are Met John 15:14-17 In the most amazing and terrifying moments of Jesus’ ministry, He surrounded Himself with His closest friends, Peter, James, and John. While He lived on earth, He did not have favorites, but He did have intimates. Believers today can have an intimacy with the Lord. In fact, we are called into a loving relationship with Him (Ephesians 1:4). Too often, people see God as a resource for troubled times but not as a friend for every day. And yet, we are created to “cling” to God in the same way that David described in Psalm 63:8. Human beings are hard-wired to crave closeness, and most people have “circles” of intimacy. The first circle, which is nearest to the heart, is reserved for God; the second holds a spouse, children, and closest friends; the third is for people who are respected and cared for; and so on. Though some will try to cram another person into that first circ

Have You Ever Rebelled Against God?
Have you ever rebelled against God? ""My wayward children," says the Lord, "come back to me, and I will heal your wayward hearts." Jeremiah 3:22 NLT When I refused to confess my sin, I was weak and miserable, and I groaned all day long. Day and night your hand of discipline was heavy on me. My strength evaporated like water in the summer heat. Finally, I confessed all my sins to you and you stopped trying to hide them. I said to myself, "I will confess my rebellion to the Lord." And you forgave me! All my guilt is gone. Psalm 32:3-5 NLT Create in me a new heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me.…Restore to me again the joy of your salvation, and make me willing to obey you. Psalm 41:10,12 " A tug-of-war with God "The rebel rejects the expectations, rules, and power of the organization or individual holding authority. Rebellion can be good, as when we rebel against unjust or sinful societal pressure. Rebellion is like a great tug-of-war; the authori

Showers' Of God's Blessings, (reading)
SHOWER's OF GOD's BLESSINGS! Lenora Love Whiteside ================================================= PLEASE EXCUSE THE TYPOS, GRAMMER & PUNCTUATIONS!! ================================================= Beloved, This is a Word for You, That I feel lead and Inspired to write to you!! -- These are not my Words, but, from God! -- In Jesus Name!! If, you believe this is a word for you -- Thank God, -- IF Not, then I apologize in advance --- As to the Message of the Manifold of Blessings that God have in store for you!! ==================================== WORD FOR YOU -- From The Lord God!! ==================================== Beloved, Know that God -- Love's You!! He care's about you so passionately!! -- Yes, He Sits High on the Throne, and Yet He sees you below! -- He Sees All, Knows All, & Nothing is Hidden from Him and Nothing escapes His gaze!! Deep in the Forest a Sparrow cannot fall from the nest and die and chirp it's last cry -- Yet God knows all about it.

Praising In Troubled Times
November 20, 2006 Praising in Troubled Times 2 Chronicles 20:1-13 Praise is a celebration of the Lord. But when trouble strikes, celebration seems out of place. The life of faith, though, is frequently contrary to normal human understanding. Jehoshaphat faced his difficulty by applauding God’s past work and faithfulness, and by recalling His promises. When we respond in a similar way, we, too, will be able to proceed with courage. Self-pity is the natural human response to troubled times, and rehashing the details and repercussions of our situation only makes it seem more threatening. Praise focuses our attention on God instead. If we are looking to Him for aid, then we can’t help but recognize His sovereignty. Every trial comes through His permissive will, which means He has complete control. Whatever His reasons for allowing trouble into our life, He is faithful to see us through. Recalling the Lord’s gracious acts and focusing on H

German Black Forest Cherry Torte
Ingredients: * 2/3 cup unsalted butter * 6 eggs * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 cup sugar * 1/2 cup all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Cocoa * 1/4 cup light corn syrup * 1/4 cup kirsch (cherry brandy)* * 2 jars (10 oz. each) maraschino cherries, drained and rinsed * WHIPPED CREAM FILLING AND TOPPING(recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour three 8-inch round baking pans. 2. In small saucepan over very low heat, melt butter; remove from heat. Skim off milky solids and discard; reserve remaining butter. In large bowl, on high speed, beat eggs, sugar and vanilla until mixture is thick, fluffy and very pale in color (about 10 minutes). Stir together flour and cocoa; sprinkle several tablespoons over top of egg mixture. Gently fold into egg mixture; repeat procedure until all of cocoa mixture is combined with egg mixture. Fold in melted butter, several tablespoons at a time. Divide mixture

Just Random Brattyness
I'm going through my friends list and removing friends that I've not seen on my page in a long while. I take notice who does and does not come by. So if you're just on my friends page for the points - you're being yanked off. Sorry. As much of a point whore as I am.. I don't need empty friends that don't even stop by my page. That don't comment. That don't do shit. Starting number - 789. We'll see how many are being yanked off.

Fiesta Fantasy Cake
Ingredients: * 2 cups sifted cake flour or 1-3/4 cups sifted all-purpose flour * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Cocoa or HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 2 teaspoons baking soda * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 2 cups packed light brown sugar * 2/3 cup butter, softened * 3 eggs * 1 tablespoon coffee liqueur or strong coffee * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 container (8 oz.) dairy sour cream * 3/4 cup boiling water * CHOCOLATE MOUSSE (recipe follows) * CHOCOLATE FROSTING (recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour two 9-inch round cake pans. Combine flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt. Set aside. 2. Beat brown sugar and butter in large bowl on low to medium speed of mixer until combined. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Beat in coffee liqueur or coffee and vanilla. Add flour mixture and sour cream alternately to sugar mixture, beating after each addition just until combined. Stir in boil

Hey Friends!!!
Hey out there to all of my fellow cherries... Wishing all of you and your families a happy thanksgiving... Hope you all have a great holiday and eat so much good food that your buttons fly off your pants... hahaha... but for real... i totally love it here... you have all been so great... So to you and yours, have a good one...

Easy Chocolate Cream Filled Torte
Ingredients: * 1 frozen pound cake(10-3/4 oz.), thawed * 1/2 cup powdered sugar * 1/4 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1 cup (1/2 pt.)cold whipping cream * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * CHOCOLATE GLAZE(recipe follows) * Sliced almonds(optional) Directions: 1. Cut cake horizontally to make 4 layers. Stir together sugar and cocoa in small bowl. Add whipping cream and vanilla; beat until stiff. 2. Place bottom cake layer on serving platter. Spread 1/3 of the whipped cream mixture on cake layer. Place next cake layer on top of whipped cream; continue layering whipped cream and cake until all have been used. 3. Prepare CHOCOLATE GLAZE; spoon over top of cake, allowing to drizzle down sides. Garnish with almonds, if desired. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Cover; refrigerate leftover torte. 8 to 10 servings. CHOCOLATE GLAZE 2 tablespoons butter or margarine 2 tablespoons HERSHEY'S Cocoa 2 tablespoons water 1 cup powdered sugar 1/4 to 1/2 teaspoon

Happy Thanksgiving!
Yes, it's the beginning of my favorite holiday. Thanksgiving! Woo hoo. Also referred to by my loving husband as the only day of the year "she likes to cook". Heh. Pumpkin pies are in the oven as we speak and soon, I'll start chopping up vegetables for the veggie tray, stuffing and turkey soup. I love to cook, I just love to cook big meals and spend all day making something wonderful. Everyday meals bore me I guess. We're having turkey, baked yams, pumpkin pie, peas & corn, turkey gravy (from scratch) and cranberry sauce. Oh and stuffing! For some reason, we decided to forgo the mashed taters this year. We'll see how that goes! So, what's your meal look like?

Omg
I went to Lawton,OK today to visit a friend, and did not know that I was going to meet someone that she is trying to set me up with ok. I thought I was just going to visit her and then I would meet him some other time so I did not go looking real hot, Well lord and behold her old man and of course this guy came home for lunch and guess what... YES I was there,, HMMM I did not say much if anything to him and I was so embarrased. Now I don't know if I want to see him again. He seen me in my worst.. NOT GOOD.

Scrying Methods
MIRROR SCRYING Mirror scrying is an evolved form of water scrying. When it became possible to build mirrors they were regarded as being like water that was fixed into one place. The early mirrors were made of polished copper, brass, marcasite, tin foil or mercury behind glass, polished silver and obsidian. All types of mirrors may be used for scrying and the size is not important. Because mirrors are linked to the moon mirrors should be backed with silver. Try and use a round or oval mirror instead of a square mirror. For the frame try and use a mirror that has a silver frame. Old mirrors also seem to work better than new mirrors. Most seers prefer to use a black mirror. Because this is difficult to buy you may have to make one. Just simply take out the glass and paint it black. You may have to give it a few coats of paint though. When you put it back in the frame make sure the glass part is to the front. The use of black mirrors may be traced back over the centuries. John Dee use

So Today Is My First Day Hehe.
And i dunno. My friend on another site told me to check this site as well. So I definatly did. I actually really like it so far. There is a lot going on, on it. A lot of people to interact with and I like it. Unlike all those other sites where u just sit there and get bored in the first 10 minuites. But yeah. If u havent added me as a friend add me up.. And leave me a comment or something fun like that. Thanks everyone

Speaking My Mind
y can we have an opinion with any one getting angry u automatically asume that u do not want to deal with awnsering question so u take offence to the question and then u delete them just b/c there speaking there mind every one has to account to somebody but u can not shut us up b/c u figure u take the easy route so u judge us as what we r trouble makers for havin an opinion

Mental Mind Fuck
I am who you are when I was myself wanting to be you inside me before them as you can see who they are within themselves as they are before us while we are together. Umm Yea. I'm on beer number eight and still able to communicate to some degree or another. I seem to be losing a few words here and there though. I'll probably find them burried beneath the pile of cans in the morning. How you all doing out there? Everyone doing good? Somebody get me a gin and tonic. Is this thing on? No respect. To the soul without a body and the emptiness therein, this Bud's for you. Name this song: "My body belies me, I'm a fertile mind." Good Luck! -Robert

Gotta Do It
Thanksgiving Song By: Adam Sandler Love to eat turkey Love to eat tur-r-rkeyyyy Love to eat turkey cuz its good I love to eat turkey like a good boy should cuz its turkey to eat so good Turkey for me turkey for u lets eat the turkey in a big brown shoe love to eat the turkey at the table i once saw a movie with Betty Grable Eat the turkey all night long 50 million Elvis fans cant be wrong Turkey-lurkey doo turkey lurkey dat i eat that turkey then i take a nap Thanksgiving..is a special night Jimmy Walker used to say DYNOMITE THATS RIGHT Tukey with gravy and the cranberries cant believe the Mets traded Darrel Strawberry Turkey for u and turkey for me cant believe Tyson gave that girl VD OOOOO white meat and dark meat u just cant lose i fell off my Moped and i got a bruise Turkey in the oven and the buns in the toaster i'll neva take down my Sherrel Tiggs poster Wrap the turkey up in aluminum foil my brother likes to maste

Thanksgiving And What I Am Thankful For!
i am grateful and thankful for you my friends, you know who you are, lol and just in case its those of you who show concern, make me laugh, message me, comment me from time to time. Its those of you who I shout at, message, give gifts to, and call when I can. You few have been good to me and I am appreciative. And, I plan to be a better friend and find a better me. James Happy Thanksgiving

Give Thanks To God!
It's time to give thanks to God..........Leviticus 7:28-29 Numbers 11:4-6, 31:48-50. Continue to always give thanks to God. Today is the day the Lord has made so be glad and rejoice in it. I am thankful to God for providing for all I need. I hope someone will share what they are thankful for with me. If anyone needs to share their concerns I am here.

Shoot That Crap Monkey
I was in the bathroom taking a bath that david got ready for me all of a sudden my sister almost knocks down the door, she's like BETH I HAVE TO USE THE BATHROOM (Insert dorky voice here) I was like ahhafdhgalsda, ok that's fine. Let me shut the door. So emmie comes in and takes poop. so her name is now crap monkey. I should have told her to go downstairs. the end. true story. and she doesn't like buying me birthday presents

The Band Is Now On Myspace
and we have some music up Minus my vocals as to the fact that we are working on recording them next!! What you hear on myspace is a raw track sound no work done to it yet!! www.myspace.com/crushyourenemies666 I am so stoked about the new band I am in and the way the four of us hang out!! by far this is the best band I have ever had the pleasure to be in!!

Thank You
I just wanted to say thankx to all the people that were so friendly when i first came into this site. I hope everyone coming in and seeing what this site is about gets an equally warm welcome. I don't know anyone yet and don't know anything about it, but it is one of the best places to spend time at I have seen online.

Not Just A Dream Anymore...
going through a divorce is hell... the hate, the fights, the depression... it all sucks. the worst feeling is the one in your heart that tells you you'll never love again. i had that feeling... until i met him. the day i met tommy is the day my entire life changed. i had a new look on life.... on love... on everything. i never thought a man like this existed on this earth until i met him. kind, caring, handsome, funny... you would think that there would be a dark side to him... nope. at least not that i've found. and even if there is... it doesn't matter... everyone has them. it's what makes us human. i love him more than anything in the world... and now.... in 6 days... i am going down to see him... and spend 2 glorious weeks with him. and when i come back... he's coming with me to stay. soon... very soon. i love you tommy... with all my heart and soul. it won't be long now... and we will be together.

In Loving Memory
Sometimes in this crazy life we meet someone who we totally connect with and then we get scared and run. Sometimes we realize we are making a mistake and its ok to be scared. Other times we run and when we are ready the other person is done. Whatever the reason...when you connect...I truly belive you can find eachother again. SO this song goes out to 2 of my cherries on here. You know who yall are. Remember just cuz something doesnt work out...theres always friendship and who knows what can happen in the future. No matter what...be good to eachother..this is a person you once cared about greatly and even though things got ugly and awful you have to forgive eachother and move on. Alter Bridge In Loving Memory Thanks for all you've done I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting An

Yay Religion...
Beliefnet's Belief-O-Matic Quiz 1. Neo-Pagan (100%) 2. New Age (93%) 3. Unitarian Universalism (86%) 4. Liberal Quakers (84%) 5. Reform Judaism (80%) 6. Mainline to Liberal Christian Protestants (72%) 7. Mahayana Buddhism (70%) 8. New Thought (66%) 9. Theravada Buddhism (61%) 10. Bahá'í Faith (61%) 11. Sikhism (60%) 12. Scientology (59%) 13. Jainism (57%) 14. Secular Humanism (55%) 15. Hinduism (52%) 16. Taoism (50%) 17. Christian Science (Church of Christ, Scientist) (44%) 18. Orthodox Judaism (41%) 19. Orthodox Quaker (39%) 20. Islam (35%) 21. Nontheist (26%) 22. Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints (Mormons) (24%) 23. Seventh Day Adventist (19%) 24. Mainline to Conservative Christian/Protestant (19%) 25. Eastern Orthodox (18%) 26. Roman Catholic (18%) 27. Jehovah's Witness (12%) I wonder...if I start religion shopping again, now that I've identified that I dive he

Wicked Man
Your tongue plots destruction; it is like a sharpened razor, you who practice deceit. You love evil rather than good, falsehood rather than speaking the truth. You love every harmful word, O you deceitful tongue! The wicked will not stand in the judgment, nor sinners in the assembly of the righteous. For the LORD watches over the way of the righteous, but the way of the wicked will perish. When we are not sure of the path ahead of us....remember to be true to yourself!

Teens And Domestic Violence
Teens and Dating Violence Dating violence is a pattern of controlling behaviors that one partner uses to get power over the other, and it includes: * Any kind of physical violence or threat of physical violence to get control * Emotional or mental abuse, such as playing mind games, making you feel crazy, or constantly putting you down or criticizing you * Sexual abuse, including making you do anything you don’t want to, refusing to have safe sex or making you feel badly about yourself sexually Does your boyfriend: * Have a history of bad relationships or past violence; always blames his/her problems on other people; or blames you for “making” him/her treat you badly? * Try to use drugs or alcohol to coerce you or get you alone when you don’t want to be? * Try to control you by being bossy, not taking your opinion seriously or making all of the decisions about who you see, what you wear, what you do, etc.? * Talk negatively about people in sexu

How Can I Help A Friend Or Family Member Who Is Being Abused?
How can I help a friend or family member who is being abused? Don’t be afraid to let him or her know that you are concerned for their safety. Help your friend or family member recognize the abuse. Tell him or her you see what is going on and that you want to help. Help them recognize that what is happening is not “normal” and that they deserve a healthy, non-violent relationship. Acknowledge that he or she is in a very difficult and scary situation. Let your friend or family member know that the abuse is not their fault. Reassure him or her that they are not alone and that there is help and support out there. Be supportive. Listen to your friend or family member. Remember that it may be difficult for him or her to talk about the abuse. Let him or her know that you are available to help whenever they may need it. What they need most is someone who will believe and listen to them. Be non-judgmental. Respect your friend or family member’s decisions. There are many reasons why

Safety Planning
Safety Planning Safety planning for someone involved in an abusive relationship is a necessary and important step. Planning can be used while you are still with your abuser or after the relationship has ended. While still in an abusive relationship, your safety is of primary importance. Safety Plan Guidelines * Personal Safety with an Abuser * Getting Ready to Leave * General Guidelines for Leaving an Abusive Relationship * After Leaving the Abusive Relationship * For a Printable Personal Safety Plan Click Here These safety suggestions have been compiled from safety plans distributed by state domestic violence coalitions from around the country. Following these suggestions is not a guarantee of safety, but could help to improve your safety situation. Personal Safety with an Abuser * Identify your partner's use and level of force so that you can assess danger to you and your children before it occurs. * Try to avoid an abusive situation by

How Is Your Relationship?
Does your partner: * Embarrass you with put-downs? * Look at you or act in ways that scare you? * Control what you do, who you see or talk to or where you go? * Stop you from seeing your friends or family members? * Take your money or Social Security check, make you ask for money or refuse to give you money? * Make all of the decisions? * Tell you that you’re a bad parent or threaten to take away or hurt your children? * Prevent you from working or attending school? * Act like the abuse is no big deal, it’s your fault, or even deny doing it? * Destroy your property or threaten to kill your pets? * Intimidate you with guns, knives or other weapons? * Shove you, slap you, choke you, or hit you? * Force you to try and drop charges? * Threaten to commit suicide? * Threaten to kill

A Patchwork
Made up of memories of you Bound together with love Sewn with your selfless giving Threads made of grace Lined with thoughts of you. Squares made of days gone by Days we spent together Each with a new design Of the things that we shared. Blanket stitches of our hearts Mingle the squares in rows Nothing can tear it apart Not fire or flood or anything close. It’s kept in a place of my keeping The treasure chest of my heart Wrapped in tissue of forgiveness And tied with ribbons of love. The colors all speak of you Pinks and Blues and other hues Sewn tight and fastened together With hope and faith and truth. - Written and owned by MasterOfLove@

What I Am Thankful For
Since it is Thanksgiving tomorrow I would like to say that I am thankful for the chance to have atleast one more year with my kids and that they have this one last chance to be with their dad. I woud also like to give thanks for the fact that I am in my own home finaly after months of looking and the one that I finally landed is perfect. I could not ask for anything more.

My First Time With Lori
Lori and I had been friends for only a couple of weeks after meeting at a mutual friend's party. At the time, we were both attending classes at WKU. We talked endlessly about our common interests until one day she brought up the subject of working. I had been working at a restaurant on campus for 6 months and she had just started her new job at the local strip club. She invited me to come and see her perform and so I did. That night, I went to see her. I hung out at the bar and watched her shake her ass and rub her body all over with her hands. I didn't want to stop watching her as she looked back at me with a sexy smile. She had a great body; so tan and slim. Her tits were perfect with tan lines to accent. And her ass was slammin'. She pulled me out of my seat to join her in the couch room. Oooh, my heart was racing as I didn't know what to expect. This was her first time being naked in front of a girl with sexual intentions, and this was my first time in a strip club and

Things That You Can Only Say At Thanksgiving:
Things that you can ONLY say at Thanksgiving: 1. Talk about a huge breast! 2. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 3. It's Cool Whip time! 4. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 5. Whew, that's one terrific spread! 6. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 7. Are you ready for seconds yet? 8. Its a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 9. Just wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen

We Don't Have To Protect The Environment, The Second Coming Is At Hand
"We don't have to protect the environment, the Second Coming is at hand." --James Watt, Secretary of the Interior during the Regan years. Is this still the attitude of today ? Human beings are currently causing the greatest mass extinction of species since the extinction of the dinosaurs 65 million years ago. If present trends continue one half of all species of life on earth will be extinct in less than 100 years, as a result of habitat destruction, pollution, invasive species, and climate change. http://www.well.com/user/davidu/extinction.html

You Can Always Count On Me For Some Holiday Cheer
as found on: http://www.manataka.org/page269.html THE REAL STORY OF THANKSGIVING by Susan Bates Most of us associate the holiday with happy Pilgrims and Indians sitting down to a big feast. And that did happen - once. The story began in 1614 when a band of English explorers sailed home to England with a ship full of Patuxet Indians bound for slavery. They left behind smallpox which virtually wiped out those who had escaped. By the time the Pilgrims arrived in Massachusetts Bay they found only one living Patuxet Indian, a man named Squanto who had survived slavery in England and knew their language. He taught them to grow corn and to fish, and negotiated a peace treaty between the Pilgrims and the Wampanoag Nation. At the end of their first year, the Pilgrims held a great feast honoring Squanto and the Wampanoags. But as word spread in England about the paradise to be found in the new world, religious zealots called Puritans began arriving by the boat

National Domestic Violence Hotline
At the National Domestic Violence Hotline… We believe that every caller deserves to be treated with dignity and respect. We believe that every family deserves to live in a world free from violence. We believe that safe homes and safe families are the foundation of a safe society. Until the violence stops, the hotline will continue to answer…One Call at a Time. Help is available to callers 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. Hotline advocates are available for victims and anyone calling on their behalf to provide crisis intervention, safety planning, information and referrals to agencies in all 50 states, Puerto Rico and the U.S. Virgin Islands. Assistance is available in English and Spanish with access to more than 140 languages through interpreter services. If you or someone you know is frightened about something in your relationship, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) or TTY 1-800-787-3224.

Chill!
There is an uproar about this NSFW photo displays so I've come to realize a few things here: Don't post bulletins , they just get ignored. Quite a few people on here don't want to chat with you , they just want you to give them points If they were going to say something about the adult pics , they've kinda closed the gates after all the cattle has left ( might have wanted to do this a bit sooner , admins) When you do reach the top level on points here , what do you win? Exactly. For all of you who take this site too seriously : RELAX! It's just a website and nothing more.Take the time to get to know the folks on your friends list , you may find some hidden treasures. Points really don't mean diddly! I was under the assumption this was all in fun. Better yet , buy an old car that needs restoring and get a hobby that is rewarding! I might tick some people off with this blog but the level of fanaticism can be ...well... just a bit frightening!

Chapter 2
This is Chapter 2 Im up to ten So if U like message me and I'll post the rest I have 10 so Far WooHoo. I did write myself Arnt you impressed HaHa Chapter 2 I grab some lotion and warm it up rubbing my hands until the coldness is gone I have you roll on your stomach, and get comfortable. I begin by rubbing you loose all over your body as rough or gentle as you like. As the lotion soaks in your soft skin your body becomes tingly and you are almost limp your so relaxed. As you begin to drift off you feel my hands working up the inside of your leg, Im sitting on the side of you knelt down so I can pull your leg making it limber. As I slowly move closer and closer to your smooth pussy, as I rub and pull towards me over and over, your pussy becomes moist and you begin to moan in pleasure, I keep doing it until I can here your breath getting more and more intense. I bend down to kiss your ass I gently kiss you all over your backside gently biting at your skin, you smell so good I wanna

Wonderment
Hope this makes you smile... EVER WONDER where we are headed... Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why you don't ever see the headline: "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why "abbreviated" is such a long word? Why Doctors call what they do "practice"? Why you have to click on "Start" to stop Windows 98? Why lemon juice is made with artificial flavour, while dishwashing liquid is made with real lemons ? Why the man who invests all your money is called a "Broker"? Why there isn't mouse flavoured cat food? Who tastes dog food when it has a "new & improved" flavour? Why Noah didn't swat those two mosquitoes? Why they sterilise the needle for lethal injections? Why they don't make the whole plane out of the material used for the indestructible black box? Why sheep don't shrink when it rains? Why they are called apartments when they are all stuck togethe

Happy Thanksgiving To My American Friends
I am working my tail off this week and i don't have time to visit each of you separetely. So i know this is a bit impersonal but i hope you all have a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving from the bottom of my heart!! Amanda x0x0x0x

Cheezes Me Off
I see many gripes and complaints across the blogs, funny how each are a victim but none are the source. Heres a bitch for you...I spend time going through phoo after photo, rating, occassionaly commenting (sorry dont comment unless it is something that makes me comment) but i watch you, vote for me, rate me, yadda yadda yadda and yet I do not see you rating, commenting on others, the world shows more and more what i observe all the time. Selfcenteredness, egotistical, self absorbed freaking people. I find i grow weary of helping others grow, to excell while they do little more than spam me over bs. I do not need accolades, nor the commentary. But you really should reciprocate with what you ask for you conceited, self promoting, egotistical shits. Nuff said!

Getting Married
A 60-year-old man went to the doctor for a checkup. The doctor told him, "You're in terrific shape. There's nothing wrong with you. Why, you might live forever. You have the body of a 35 year old. By the way, how old was your father when he died?" The 60 year old responded, "Did I say he was dead?" The doctor was surprised and asked, "How old is he and is he very active?" The 60 year old responded, "Well, he is 82 years old and he still goes skiing three times a season and surfing three times a week during the summer." The doctor couldn't believe it. "Well, how old was your grandfather when he died?" The 60 year old responded again, "Did I say he was dead?" The doctor was astonished. He said, "You mean to tell me you are 60 years old and both your father and your grandfather are alive? Is your grandfather very active?" The 60 year old said, "He goes skiing at least once a season and surfing once a week during the summer. Not only that," said the patient, "my grand

Happy Thanksgiving
Hey Ya'll- Just one last chance to jump on the net while I'm at work and I thought I would say.... HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!! I hope you all have a wonderful holiday with your friends and fam. I'll be getting sloshed and watching football. After all, what other way is there to spend a holiday?! ;)

Update On Court
As you can see i am not sitting in jail and am at home.I just wanted to let everyone know what happened in court today. Basically the judge gave me 90 days in jail which i am to report to on June 8th 2007, he also gave dad make up visitations consisting of the whole 3 month break while off school for 2007 and 2008. How ever he has also given me the months from now til June to purge myself of the contempt by letting dad have them at every visitation he requests. I also have to let him have info through the kids schools, doctors, and thearapy. He also filled a objection to my moving some 4 months ago.. which my attorney says just opened the door for me to file for modifications of the whole custdy order! So my attorney plans to file for a modification on; visitation, transportation, and change of venue. After court my ex and his attorney and me and my attorney had a talk he is willing to pick the kids up at my house now due to my begining work schedule, move the divorce out of the cu

I Just Had Surgery
Ok to all my cherry friends,i just had surgery yesterday for my gull bladder.I had it removed so i cant sit at the computer too much because i am hurting.But give me a couple of days to recover a bit and ill get back to you with comments and stuff.Kisses. Heather

I'm Throwing In The Towel
As you can see by the date on this blog, my date did not go well. In fact, it didn't go at all. No show again. Called repeatidly again. Last I heard was at 5pm she was "finding a babysitter and would pick me up from work around 7pm". Considering I have no vehicle (see previous post) I told everyone I had my ride covered for tonight (the date). NOOOOO I got left high and dry without a ride and had to call several people and beg in order to avoid the 10mile walk home in the dark. So I quit. Between my work and people dicking me around I no longer have the time or patience for this crap. -Robert

How It All Started
Chapter 1 This is where the fun begins. We started kissing each other all over. I bent down and sucked on the lovliest set of tits I had ever seen. At the same time you had got a hold of my cock and was stroking it in a very pleasing way. I knew that if you kept that up I would erupt soon. You must have sensed that also because you got on her knees with my cock in your face. I shot my hot wad right on your face. You screamed with excitement when my cum hit you. I picked you up and stood you against the wall. I then buried my face deep in your crotch, My tongue quickly brought you to what I described as fanfucking- tastic orgasm. We then climbed in bed and began a night that I will not soon forget. You told me to fuck your face , so I jumped into bed and started shoving my dick into your mouth. Your head was hitting the headboard everytime I shoved my dick in your mouth. I made you lick my balls and suck on them as you jerked my cock. I soon exploded and you took all of it.

Fuck Partners For Life!
Hi. Im Laura, a 20 year old lesbian. My next door neighbor, Megan, has the best body I've ever seen. Shes has the sexiest thighs, hips, ass, and breasts I've ever seen. I wanted to fuck her so bad. Only thing is... shes straight. I would have to somehow get her into bed with me. The only question left was...how? One day I heard the door bell ring. When I opened the door, there stood 18 year old Megan in a tight button-up blouse and mini-skirt. Man did she look FINE!! I knew this would be the day I would fuck the woman of my dreams. I welcomed her inside, and as she walked past me I got a great look at her nice ass. We sat down on the couch and talked for a while. Then finally I asked her, "What do you think about lesbian sex?" She looked stunned. Her eyes looked at me like I was crazy. She replied "Well, Ive heard its fun from a few lesbian friends.. I wouldnt mind trying it sometime.." Her response shocked me. I said, "Well... how about trying it right now?" "With you?" "Yes."